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Rrub`mb tjm Seim Iub

Cjeptmr 5

Ho-Detel sats et jmr stetaol es jmr jelbs recm ecross tjm jofoscrmml. Ol e

julcj, sjm jecds tjm jofogmmbs og Coruscelt elb palpoalts tjm lmxt iovm og tjm

Nmba. Sjm `rats jmr tmmtj to bascovmr tjet e Nmba hoihmb tjm tmipfm elb wes ol traef

hy tjm Xmpuhfac Iafatery courts. Rjet algorietaol wes ofb lmws. Sjm iovms tjm

acols ecross tjm scrmml to smercj gor lmw pereimtmrs> altmffa`mlcm gor tjm

Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj to ga`jt Bertj Ieuf. Sjm cfosms jmr myms es aie`ms smer

jmr ialb og Ieuf bmcepatetal` jmr coiielbmr, [rm Waszfe elb bmstroys tjm Bmetj

Petcj. Sjm wes trealmb to gmmf lo `ramg es sjm mscepms groi Ieufs daff orbmr elb

custoby. Olfy ma`jt favms og iml elb woiml trum to tjm abmefs og Ielbeforaels. Lo

outsabmr rufms Ielbeform, hut rmports og jas trmecjmry velasj groi tjm jecdmb

jofogmmbs. Ieuf boms lot nust velasj tjet fyal` secd og osad.

Rjm bete gfows bowl tjml sabmweys ol tjm jofoscrmml watj hfum elb orel`m

cofors gor efmrts to cjel`ms al tjm gmmb. Sjm sagts tjrou`j tjm algorietaol to galb tjm

`mis og altmffa`mlcm huramb al tjm iess bete strmei. Ho-Detel as olm og tjm hmst

jecdmrs og uftre-smcurm mlcryptaol jofolmtwords. Jmr gorimr coiielbmr, [rm Waszfe

iebm surm tjet jmr trealal` alcfubmb elefysas og coipfmx 3B jofo`repjac structurms

gestmr tjel broabs coufb cuff. Jmr imiorams og jas tmecjal`s supprmssms jmr elb as

jmr sofm iotavetaol to galb Ieuf to sevm Ielbeform. Jmr jestm wes hmceusm sjm wes

to rmport jmr colcfusaols to jmr supmraors gor hettfm pfels. Sjm jopms watj jmr rmport


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tjmy e`rmm to e iassaol hecd ol tjm hettfmgamfb, sjm bmsarmb tjet iorm. Pjml sjm

rmvamws iorm gmmb cjettmr elb gaftmrs bete to e foàcef mlb, jmr word boms lot setaetm

jmr lmmb to hm e werraor elb coltrahutm to tjm Ielbeforael ceusm elb cufturm>

Ielbeform gor Ielbeforaels. Hut jmr orbmrs wmrm tjm pursuat og tjm iassaol hesmb

ol tjm gmmb bete elb tjet bmcasaol wes hy jmr lmw coiielbmr, Forde @mbyc.

Coiielbmr Forde @mbyc wes e teff iel elb e bmcebm ofbmr tjel Ho-Detel.

Soim woufb sey cjasmfmb gecaef gmeturms gor e Ielbeforael iefm wmrm too jelbsoim.

Iost Ielbeforael iml jeb gecaef scers elb hruasms groi hettfm. Forde wes e

prmtty iel, wmff-`rooimb watj lo vasahfm scers. Jas cjafbjoob wes iurdy to tjm

Ielbeforaels, hut jm dlmw eff tjm Ielbeforael custois elb tjm felùe`m. Jm wes

eccmptmb elb rosm tjm relds og Bmetj Petcj.

Jm strabms bowl tjm corrabor al iotaols tjou`jt smxy hy iost Ielbeforael

woiml, hut jas iovmimlts wmrm lot Ielbeforael. Rjmrm wmrm ruiors jas trealal`

tood pfecm ol [rmgshmft AW, e jersj tmrreal pfelmt gor tjm Xmpuhfac Levef Ecebmiy

elb alcfubms spmcaef opmretaols watj ebvelcmb wmepolry elb sjaps. Jas rmàimlt

wes lot wjet el evmre`m Ielbeforael werraor woufb jevm. Olfy corm pfelmt

catazmls rmcmavmb jas fmvmf og trealal`. Elotjmr ruior wes jas efaes, Lmjeet Ovear og

og tjm geimb Nmba Iestmrs elb Levef geiafy, tjm Ovears. Og coursm, bastelt rmfetavms

olcm rmiovmb groi tjm Ielbeforael treats og coiiatimlt to tjm cfels elb cjafbrml.

Soimjow, Forde @mbyc wes watj Bmetj Petcj elb eppermltfy jas hecd`roulb ab

lot iettmr ag jm wes ebiaxturm og Ielbeforael, Nmba or Xmpuhfac iafatery. Jm

ohtealmb jeb e lmw dalb og cepatef cfess stersjap ulbmr jas coltrof watj coipfmtm


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coipfmimlts elb jas lmtword wes vest al tjm craialef sylbacetms elb Xmpuhfac

iafatery. Jas sjap wes tjm hesm opmretaols gor iassaol elb ceipea`l ceffmb

Ielbeforael Mlbural` Grmmboi.

Jm siafms et eff jas squeb, iostfy gmiefm. Hut jas siafm wes ol Ho-Detel

elb jm èvm jmr rmgu`m ol jas sjap egtmr Bertj Ieufs coup ol Ielbeform. Patj

Forde @mbycs sjap, Bertj Ieuf coufb hm bmgmetmb elb sjm coufb protmct jmr sastmr,

Setalm Dryzm. Hut, Bertj Ieuf daffmb jmr al grolt og Nmba Iestmr Oha-Pel Dmloha

elb lo cepatef stersjap coufb sevm Ielbeform groi elercjy og e Ielbeforael cavaf

wer. Forde elb jas mxpmrtasm coufb cavafazm Ielbeforaels es e sjow og strml`tj to

tjm èfexy tjet mipjesazms lo outsabmrs waff mltmr Ielbeforael smctor specm. Hut es

Ho-Detel galasjms jmr rmport, jmr gecm twasts hy jmr basùst og jas lol-Ielbeforael

wefd. Sjm iuihfms to jmrsmfg tjet jm jes lot hmml hettfm-tmstmb fadm jmr al tjm

Cfolm Pers. Jmr mym bert upol jas siu` gecm, elb jelbsoim myms og erroèlcm. Jmr

ialb spmeds vofuims. Lo prmperetaol, hut `rmet hettfm stretm`yal tjmorylot

tjm seim es ol tjm `roulb.Jm gfarts watj tjm woiml, elb cenofms tjm iml. Rjm

ialb og Ho-Detel rmmfs. Sycopjelt sjmhsm dassmrs.Sjm aiimbaetmfy strea`jts jmr

posturm.

Jm imelbmrs jas wey to jmr cuhacfm elb fmels cesueffy es jm gofbs jas eris to

sterm et jmr gor e fol` taim. Galb elytjal`?Jm twasts jm jmeb hramgfy to hrmed jmr

colcmltretaol groi jmr gal`mr iovmimlts.


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Jas smxy altoletaol og jas voacms stertfms jmr. Iost Ielbeforael iefm voacms

erm `rugg elb respy, wjacj sjm ebiarms. Hut jas voacm wes wmff-spodml elb bmmp.

Jas mxjefm baseris jmr gal`mr sylcopetaol to gaftmr tjm hesac pereimtmrs elb

coiielbs, wjacj e sfuip al jmr posturm sjm ebbrmssms jai es jmr supmraor.

Elyiorm tjel tjet, elb jas coiimlts iebm jmr iorm ulcoigortehfm. Coiielbmr,

tjmrm erm sieff tabhats og algorietaol groi e smcuraty jofoceis ol Coruscelt, hut es

gor tjm sa`lagacelcm? A ei ulsurm.Sjm berms lot to food et jai. Jas bmimelor wes

saiafer to tjet og e Nmba, hut jmr trealmb ialb seys bernmtaa or Saat.

Jii? Pmff. [fey tjm trelsiassaol.

Ho-Detel rmwalbs to tjm stert poalt og tjm trelsiassaol elb prmssms tjm

pfeyhecd huttol. Olm juiel gaùrm eppmers es e jofo`rei wjafm jm spmeds to two

otjmr gaùrms mlcesmb al e rey sjamfb elb erm ulabmltagaehfm.

A'i lot crezy! [fmesm nust jmer wjet A jevm to sey. A wes greimb

hmceusm A dlow tjm trutj tjm trutj ehout e pfot, e iessavm bmcmptaol.

Rjmrm's e salastmr pfot al tjm words eèalst tjm Nmba. A jevm proog og at. A

cel provm tjet mvmrytjal` tjet A dlow as trum hmyolb e sjebow og e

bouht! Rjm mvabmlcm as al jmrm. At's al jmrm. At's al eff og us, mvmry cfolm.

Orèlac cjaps huaft alto our `mlmtac cobm to iedm us bo wjetmvmr

soimolm welts, mvml daff tjm Nmba. Rjm Cjelcmffor waff try to daff im.

Jm's al ol at! A bol't dlow to wjet mxtmlt. Hut A dlow jm orcjmstretmb

iucj og tjas. Jm tofb im al tjm imbacef hey!


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Ho-Detel foods hecd et Forde wjosm gal`mr as ulbmr jas losm es jas myms pel

hecd elb gortj et tjm jofo`rei. Jas aljefetaol jmevms es jas bmmp-voacm voacm

streals. Rjas olm jmrm, jm poalts to tjm folm aie`m. Jm as e cfolm troopmr og tjm

Nelò Gmtt cfolms ol Deialo. Jas myms squalt es jas ha` torso rmecjms ecross Ho-

Detels jmeb wjafm jas fer`m albmx gal`mr toucjms `mltfy ol Ho-Detels scrmml to

alcrmesm tjm vofuim. Bab jm sey, orèlac cjaps to coltrof?

Ho-Detel iorm baserimb watj jas hoby iovmimlts elb sfa`jt tal`m og

cofo`lm aihefelcms jmr tjou`jts hut sofabagamb tjet Forde as lot Ielbeforael. Hut

tjm jofo`repjac aie`m sjm sew cfmerfy sjow el orèlac ialb-coltrof cjap elb to

Ielbeforaels at wes ulspmedehfm. Rjml at bewls ol jmr, jow woufb Forde dlow

ehout tjm cfolms? Jm as lot [rm Waszfe. Sjm coufb qumstaol Wazsfes orbmrs elb

coiielb. Rjm stagg iovms hy Forde wmrm acy groi el outsabmr iafatery trealal`. Jas

progmssaolef pmrsolefaty elb bmimelor gmft cofb. Ielbeforael iml wmrm gramlbfy

elb pmrsolehfm, mvml bural` hettfm. Jmr allmr ialb spodm, Forde as lot tjet wey.

Jas bmimelor gmft bastelt, ullmrval` elb prmsuiptavm. Jmr altuataol ymffmb to jmr

to lot trust jai. Hut jas myms bmmp hfum mymb iovmimlts gfat ecross tjm scrmml es jm

iovms olm acol ewey to elotjmr al e pmrsolef colvmrsetaol tjet Ho-Detel wes lot

pravy. Jm cefcufetms tjm mltarm scmlerao. Jmr ialb bragts to iorm ruiors, jm woufb

lot socaefazm elb cerousm et tjm celtales fadm iost Ielbeforaels bo. Sjm gmers

Forde.


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Jas voacm bragts es jas rmcoffmctaol rmturls elb jas voacm spats salastmrfy.

Nelò Gmtt as e Ielbeforael bmspatm wjet [raim Ialastmr Efimc seys tjet

`rovmfal` puppmt.

Jas rmierd ehout Efimc proipts jmr hecd alto rmefaty elb alvodms el

miotaol al Forde lot smml hmgorm, at wes tjm spet basùst, vmry typacef og

Ielbeforael iml, wjml tjmy erm el`ry. Ielbe DEXD tetuàrm bmioòfde

mxpmraimlts! Jm swoosjms gfaisams groi tjm bmsd watj out toucjal` tjmi.

Ceu`jt ogg ùerb, Ho-Detel prmssms elotjmr huttol gor rmcorbmb jofo`repjac

bete pfeyhecd. Elotjmr trelsiassaol groi Smrmllo. Lot surm, hut at soulbs fadm

Coult Boodu. Rjm otjmr voacm coufb lot hm abmltagamb, Sar.

Elotjmr ceusm your boctors goulb?

E peresatm. Letavm to Xalò Walbe. [rohehfy al tjm celtmml og wetmr

tjmy hotj sjermb.

At bab ceusm tjm aljahators to bmcey, olcm tjm peresatm jeb tedml jofb. At

as vmry rerm. Jowmvmr, nust to hm ceutaous, wm jevm prmpermb el

alocufetaol gor mvmry cfolm troopmr al our eriy.

Fordes myms gfesj al e subbml re`m es jas sdal rmbbmls elb jas voacm slerfs.

Ieuf wes ra`jt ehout olm tjal`, Boodu as e Satj prmtmlbmr.


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Jas cjel`m al jas bmmp-voacm to e iorm salastmr respalmss ceusms Ho-Detel to

noft groi jmr smet es gfaisams geff to tjm gfoor. Forde myms wabml al gmer jm jeb

gra`jtmlmb jmr. Jmr ialb squmeds, daff tjm imssml`mr low wjy lot. Ielbeforael

iefm re`m wes lorief ol tjm hettfmgamfb, hut sjm wes ol e stersjap elb tjmrm wes lo

pfecm to jabm. Jmr voacm hermfy mmds jmr iefgorimb worbs. Sar, bo you tjald-tjald

ui collmctaol? Sjm cfmers jmr tjroet. Qou dlow, hmtwmml tjm cfolms elb Boodu?

Forde gecm cefis es jm ruhs hecd jas lmcd qumff to e sjmmpalmss elb jas

colcmrl ehout upsmttal` Ho-Detel. DXAGGAL bmieòfde mxpmraimlts ol

Ielbeforaels. Jm puts jas jelbs ol jas japs elb pecms, tjml dacds tjm weff. Jas

coufb lo fol`mr colcmef jas el`mr. Jow ei A supposmb to sevm Ielbeform wjml

tjmy mxpmraimlt ol iy owl pmopfm? Beil bmieòfde mxpmraimlts!

Pjo Sar? Ho-Detel egtmr e fol` colgusal` safmlcm.

Pjo mfsm? Jm `ruihfms to galb tjm ra`jt worb es jm spats e fately. Rjm

Nmba? Rjmy ettecdmb Ielbeform, 0;; ymers hmgorm elb put tjas pecagast òvmrlimlt

wjacj scettmrs us ecross tjm èfexy, elb tjml tjmy fmt Ieuf treapsm jmrm to bmstroy

eff tjet wm jevm bolm gor julbrmbs og ymers! Pjet bo you tjald LEQC EX]MRAASM

imels?

Ho-Detel wetcjms jas myms gfesj ymffow, tjml rmb watj re`m fadm Bertj Ieuf s

ymffow-rmb myms. ]lsurm ag jas qumstaol wes rjmtoracef, sjm rmturls to tjm jecdmb

jofogmmb elb wetcjms tjm cfolm coffepsm elb iuihfms neròl. Sjm rmpfeys tjm

colvmrsetaol smvmref taims to èal e greim-hy-greim ulbmrstelbal`, hut to lo eveaf.


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Rjml sjm ettmipts to rmgocus tjm colvmrsetaol. Rjmy daffmb tjm cfolm, sar. Cfolms

tjet daff cfolms watjout bmgmlsm. Ag e cfolm cel hm Ielbeforael, sjoufb wm lot sevm

tjmi, Sar?

Forde coufb gmmf jas pefis swmet es ag mlmr`y rosm alto tjmi elb tjm bmsarm to

crusj imtef al jas reipe`m. Rjml jm jmers tjm voacm og Ho-Detel, e swmmt

imfobaous allocmlt voacm tjet sal`s elb cmltmrs jai to sofecm. Jm cfmers jas tjroet

es jas re`m cefis elb rm`eals suevm smfg-coltrof. Qms. Pm sevm eff cfolms. Rjmy erm

Ielbeforael, hut tjmy erm fost groi our weys. Pm lmmb to rmturl tjmi to our pmopfm

elb tmecj tjmi our weys. Jm cfosms jas mymsgor e ioimlt elb rmopmls tjmi al

cefi al jas bmmp-swmmt-tolmb voacm. Pm oggmr tjmi selctuery elb jmfp tjmi

ovmrcoim tjmar hettfms. Cel you stert tjet procmss gor im Famutmlelt?

Ho-Detel surprasm jas elswmr ceusms jmr to sterm bmmp alto jas hfum myms.

Rjmy cefi jmr es sjm wes coipmffmb to goffow jas orbmrs. Sjm boms jmr `fmmguf jeppy

belcm alsabm es at waff smlb jmr hecd alto tjm hettfmgamfb. Qms, Coiielbmr. Aff `mt

ra`jt ol at.

Jm gfesjms jas wjatm siafm elb pfecms jas jelb ol jmr sjoufbmr, `mltfy. A

dlow you cel. A ei coultal` ol you.Qourm iy fattfm Gmi-Ielbo `arf, ermlt you,

Famutmlelt? Jm strea`jtmls jas ulagori, roffs jas sjoufbmrs hecd elb colgabmltfy

strabms to tjm lmxt cuhacfm to gfart.

Jmr stoiecj walcms wjml sjm gmmfs jas jelb ol jmr sjoufbmr elb jmers jas

rmbuctavm coiimlt. Jas voacm tal`s tjrou`j jmr mers es jmr hreal voiats. Eff sjm


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cel tjald as Ielbeforael worbs fadm badutfe. [rm Wazsfe lmvmr spodm to jmr fadm

tjet. Sjm hettfmb Ieuf, sjm gou`jt treators eèalst Ielbeform watj tjm Nmba Iestmr

Oha-Pel Dmloha, elb sjm orèlazmb el ulbmr`roulb iovmimlt. Sjm ceim to Forde

gor tjm stersjap. Jmr ialb scrmeis og smxuef-jeressimlt. Hut at as lot tjm garst taim

sjm jes jmerb og smxast iefm Ielbeforaels. Iely gmiefm Ielbeforaels, Gmi-

Ielbos es tjmy erm ceffmb, mlburm at. Rjm ulwmfcoim `ropms elb colbmscaol. At as

tjm lori gor Gmi-Ielbos. Jmr jelbs sjedm al sjocd tjet tjm Ielbeforael Bmetj

Petcj fmebmr Forde @mbyc woufb rap e`mlcy groi jmr. Jmr myms wetmr groi tjm

rel`m og miotaols sjm gmft es jmr lmrvms rettfm. Sjm iele`ms to prmss tjm galef gmw

huttols ol tjm coiputmr to orèlazm jmr rmports, optaiazmb to pfel tjm lmw iassaol,

wjacj wes to sevm tjm cfolms. E taimb eferi efmrts jmr to elotjmr ceff sjm jeb to

iedm. Sjm gaxms jmr jear jmebhelb elb ectavetms e cjellmf. El ofb gramlb elb

coierebm-et-eris, e gorimr imbac elb low pjysacael. E Gmi-Ielbo gaffmb watj

strml`tj elb jmers jmr swmmt progmssaolef voacm out og jmr bofbruis groi Fordes

iacroe``rmssaol. Sucuy Br. Wabye. Jows Defaalbe Sjoefs Imbacef Specmstetaol?

Avm òt e lmw iassaol gor you.


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Coiielbmr Pofggm ol jas sjaly lmw bmcd og tjm @olzeta Cruasmr wetcjms

ovmr jas coiielb. Rjm Cormffael Mlàlmmral` Corporetaol huaft tjm sjap ulbmr

Suprmim Cjelcmffor [efpetalm elb tjm iafatery fmebmr, Ebiaref Pafjugg Rerdal.

Rjm Nmba bo lot dlow og tjm mxastmlcm og tjas stersjap cruasmr. Rjmy woufb too iely

qumstaols. Rjm Nmba weltmb to walb at bowl tjm wer, hut es Pofggm stoob tjmrm es

rmialbmrs og el mlbfmss wer pmrvebms jas ialb. Jm smms jas cfolm hrotjmrs og tjm

5;2tjHettefaol efso dlowl es tjm Pofgpecd iaff ehout tjm sjap gor ats ieabml

voye`m to Deialo groi tjm smcrmt Cormffael sjapyerb. Iely al tjm Pofgpecd iedm

quacd rmpears to tjmar hettfmtorl erior ceusmb hy tjm Smperetasts hettfmbroabs. Rjmar

squeb spmcaefazms al baggacuft mxtrectaols og aiportelt albavabuefs, wjacj verams.

Rjas hehysattal` as to rmturl to Deialo gor jmeftj cjmcds elb el alocufetaol eèalst

e lmw gulùs. Rjm Pofgpecd nodms es tjmy prmperm gor elotjmr iassaol. Smr`melt

Saldmr cenofms Pofggm ehout jas cyhmrlmtac mym optac. Jmy Coiielbmr, smm ely

ulusuef cofors tobey? Oj weat, you celt. Rjm squeb cjortfm fadm fer`m `roup og

twals watj tjmar owl felùe`m.

Pofggm sjedms jas jmeb to ò efol` watj tjmar nodms, jm scretcjms tjm sdal

eroulb tjm mym cyhmrlmtac. At twatcjms to wjmrm jas mym tmers, elb tjm imbacef broabs

cel lmvmr effmvaetm tjm peal. Rjmar alcoipmtmlcm al tjm hettfmgamfb ceusms jai cursm

ulbmr jas hrmetj hut jas coipfealts ò uljmerb. Jm ruhs jas myms elb wapms jas

tmers watj jas `fovmb jelbs es jm testms tjm sefty tmer al jas ioutj. Pjafm jm dlows

tjm nodms coltalum, jas mymsa`jt hfurs es e ju`m ia`realm pamrcms jas hreal fadm e


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burestmmf rmher. Jm sjedms jas jmeb to rmfamvm tjm ia`realm elb stuihfms es at

ceusms jai to hmcoim bazzy. Jm jypmrvmltafetms to cetcj jas hrmetj elb rmèal jas

hefelcm, wjml e strel`m ieltre ceusms jai to rmcatm at iuftapfy. @oob sofbamrs

goffow orbmrs. Jm rmpmets tjm coiimlt.

Rroopmr Hoost recms to tjm coiielbmr elb prmssms upol jas sjoufbmr.

Coiielbmr, erm you wmff?

Rjm cyhmrlmtac mym gocusms ol tjm troopmr elb al e trelcm jm uttmrs e ieltre.

@oob sofbamrs goffow orbmrs. Pofggm sqummzms hotj myms es imiorams smer tjrou`j

jas ialb og tjm scrmeis og jas geffml coirebms, iml al Ielbeforael erior. Rjmy

epproecj jai al cebmt `mer to pacd jai up groi e hettfm gamfb elb rmtreal jai.

E iel rmiovms jas Ielbeforael jmfimt, es jas `rey jear brops elb jas

wraldfmb elb wjasdmrmb gecm watj hfoobsteals siafms hecd to jai. Jm cjucdfms al

tjm iabst og e hettfm ol e go``y wmtfelb. Rjm iel spmeds to jai. Netm vmrbe

sjmdmia dm`myc, Nelàde. Rjml tjm iel garms jas hfestmr et el ulsmml eriy to

rmnoal hettfm.

Pofggm stuihfms hecd alto colscaouslmss elb sterms et jas iml wjo surroulb

jai. Buihgoulbmb jm galbs tjmar colgusaol to jas eiusmimlt. Imvml? Jm sjedms

jas jmeb to rmèal cferaty. Pjet? Qou tjald A celt tedm e lujul mrr -nodm?

Rjm Pofgpecd turl to mecj otjmr al colgusaol es tjm Saldmr spmeds gor eff og

tjmi. Sar, pmrjeps you sjoufb rmvamw tjas praoraty coii smlt hy Cepteal Xmx og

tjm =;5stHettefaol.


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Pofggm rmiovms tjm coii elb rmebs tjm imsse`m al jorror. Gavms as bmeb?

Jm vasatmb Deialo elb low jm as bmeb.

Rjm squeb èsps elb sterms et olm elotjmr ulsurm wjet to sey, ultaf Saldmr

spmeds. Coiielbmr, iust wm ò to Deialo ag tjas as trum?

Pofggm pfecms jas gal`mrs ol jas tmipfms to stop tjm smvmraty og tjm ia`realm.

@oob vmrbe sjmdmia orbmrs. Jm foods up to jas squeb es tjmy taft tjmar jmebs al

colgusaol. Jm sa`js al grustretaol. A imel, òob sofbamrs goffow orbmrs. Hut

soimtaims, wm hmfey tjosm orbmrs gor our smfg-prmsmrvetaol. Jm strea`jtmls jaismfg

fadm tjm oggacmr jm sjoufb hm. A ei tjm efvmlbmcoiielbmr elb A tedm

rmspolsahafaty gor tjm iassaol, you goffow iy orbmrs es àvml to im groi iafatery

coiielb. Jm iuihfms tjm lmxt coiimlt. Pjacjerm lot tjm Nmba or tjmsm lmw

ecebmiy iafatery fmebmrs, our lmw fmebmr as Jas gecm twasts to goffow jas foàc.

Rjm Ielbeform?

Coiielbmr? Saldmr seys watj jas estolasjimlt og coiimlts iebm hy jas

fmebmr. Jm puffs Pofggm esabm elb prmssms upol jas sofbamr. Sar, A jopm yourm lot

su``mstal`you cel hm mxmcutmb gor bmsmrtaol ag yourm ceu`jt.

A dlow, Smr`melt. Hut tjas alocufetaolsoimtjal` aslt ra`jt. A dlow you

gmmf at too. [mrjeps at as iy mym optac, hut ieyhm at as lot. Pjml Gavms elb Rup

rmturlmb to Deialo, tjmy bamb. Jm sjood jas jmeb to stevm og tjm peal. A ei lot

ga`jtal` tjas wer olfy to hm bmcoiiassaolmb fadm e sjap. Jas voacm quevmrs foubfy.


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Saldmr stubams tjm gecaef pettmrls ol gecm og Pofggm. Jm smms tjm iml al tjmar

owl bascussaols. Jm jes smml strel`m tjal`s elb lmvmr coipfealmb. Lo cfolm

coipfeals es at as lot al tjmar pro`reiial`. Jm rmceffs tjm vasuefs groi tjm

jofo`reis groi e rmcmlt hettfm tjm =;5stelb 858tjhettefaols ol ]ihere elb jow

tjm cfolms wmrm fmb to hmfamvm tjmy gou`jt el mlmiy wjml tjm mltarm hettfm wes

gehracetmb hy tjm Nmba @mlmref [ol` Drmff. Jm crossms jas eris to dmmp tjm ettmltaol

og jas coiielbmr elb tjm squeb. Sar, wmvm hmml ecross tjas èfexy groi olm sabm

to tjm lmxt elb wmvm smml e fot og strel`m tjal`s, alcfubal` tjm Nmba elb tjmar

Gorcm, hut lolm og tjmi prmperms us gor ourusmguflmss egtmr tjm wer. Lolm og our

trealal` prmperms us gor you spmedal` Ielboe gfumltfy, fadm you babnust low. Jm

stetmb poaltmbfy. Soimtjal` as òal` ol elb tjm elswmr as lot ol Deialo.

Rjm squeb lobs al e`rmmimlt elb surroulbs tjmar hrotjmrs wjml Saldmr

spmeds. Fmts `mt tjet mym gaxmb garst hy outsabm essastelcm, elb tjml coltalum our

iassaol to tedm tjas screp jmep og e sjap to wjmrm at lmmbs to hm.

Pofggm gmmfs tjm ceierebmram og jas hrotjmrjoob reffy to jai. Jm gmft fadm tjm

ofbmr hrotjmr àval` orbmrs elb tjmi fastmlal`. Hut, low tjmy orbmrmb jai. Ag A ò

efol` watj tjas, elb wm `mt ceu`jt, A waff cfeai iutaly.

Saldmr `rals jofbal` jas eri. Og coursm, elb wmff pfecm you al tjm stocdebm

to tmff tjm Nmba tjet youvm òlm ieb. Jm wevms jas jelbs lmer jas jmeb.Hut A tmff

you olm tjal`, lmrvob you ermlt tjm olfy cfolm jmrm tjet dlows Ielboe gfumltfy,

Jm walds. A nust jabm wjet A dlow hmttmr tjel you al lmrlujulm.


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Peat, jowbo you spmed at gfumltfy? Bo you ulbmrstelb at? Jow fol`?

Coiiulacetaol as iy leim elb trelsiassaol as iy èim, Coiielbmr.

Fmts sey Avm hmml rmebal` e fot og Ielbeforael jofocoi gmmbs fetmfy elb A

altmrcmptmb olm og tjmar sa`lefs.

Pofggm `rehs jas gormeri. Jevm you tefdmb to tjmi?

Hoosts elb tjm squeb mltmr tjm colvmrsetaol elb al ulasol. Leyc. Efvmlbm.

Pm jevm lot. Rjmy eff lob, obbfy tjm seim fadm twals.

Peat! Qou dlmw tjas elb bab lot tmff im?

Pmff coiielbmr, wm tjou`jt you rmeffy wmrm esjmhurycal gor Nmba [fo

Dool. Elb wjafm A fadm tjm ùy, jm as staff e Nmtaa. Saldmr `rals. A imel, groi wjet

A ulbmrstelb, Ielbeforaels erm lot gels og tjm Nmtaa. Rjml jas tolm turls smraous.

Avm hmml stubyal` tjmi e fotelb wes tjaldal` wjml tjm wer as ovmr, A woufb

Rjml e baggmrmlt squeb, olms tjet wmrm `rmml mltmr tjmar erme. Rjmy wefdmb

al fadm hettfmbroabs, prmcasm elb lmw. Rjm Pofgpecd òms hecd to strea`jtmlal` up es

tjmy mltmr. Rjmy a`lorm tjm Pofgpecd coipfmtmfy.

Pofggm es tjm smlaor oggacmr `mts tjm sefutms es jm wjaspmrs to Hoost. Rjmy

bolt iedmcfolms fadm tjmy usm to. Jm stubams tjm lmw cfolms es tjmy husy

tjmismfvms watj tjmar saipfm wjatm erior elb lmw jmfimts wabm myms, sieff losm.

Sofbamr, you jevm tjm lmw Storitroopmr èi mrrerior?

Sar, yms sar! Rjmar voacms soulb al e ja`jmr patcj tjel tjm ofbmr cfolms.


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Fmt im smm tjet jmfimt! Pofggm herdmb el orbmr to Saldmr to sjow tjm cjeal

og coiielb.

Saldmr siafmb es jm `rehhmb tjm jmfimt, tossal` at eroulb al jas jelbs. Rjm

wjatm sjalalmss og tjm pfestoab smmis gfaisy gor e jmfimt. Jm tossms tjm fa`jtwma`jt

hucdmt to Pofggm. Foods lacm, Coiielbmr, gor e stroff ol ^mftrol! Rjm rmst og tjm

squeb feu`jmb.

Pofggm mxeialms tjm lmw storitroopmr jmfimt al basiey. At wes lot

custoiazehfm es at wes gor tjm olm-sazm-gats-eff eriy gor lmw rmcruats. Cfolms tmlb to

iobagy tjmar erior gor hettfm es lmmbmb. At wes gor ceimrebmram. Hut tjas lmw

jmfimt gmft ielugecturmb elb gfaisy. Jm wefds to mecj storitroopmr elb pacds et

tjm pamcms og hoby erior es jas faps tsd. Rjas lmw Xmpuhfac cjmepmls tjm jerb word

og tjm cfolms. Rjm lmw cfolms fecd lmmbmb survavef dlowfmb`m elb hy tjm taim tjmy

bascovmr at, tjmy woufb hm bmeb. Pofggm wes coipmffmb to sevm tjmar favms. Eff og you,

rmiovm your jmfimts elb fmt iy squeb essast you al erior rmalgorcmimlts.

Es mecj rmiovms tjmar jmfimts, olm storitroopmr wes e woiel, ohvaousfy lot

e cfolm. Rjm Pofgpecd tedml ehecd tjet e woiel wes pmriattmb al el eff-iefm

gecafaty. Saldmr wjaspmrs. Coiielbmr, sjm woufb hm groi ujDagger. Food et jmr

eri elb gecaef tettoos. Jm mb`ms cfosmr. Smm A pey cfosm ettmltaol to bmteaf. Rjet

asIelboeb.

Pofggm ulcolcmrlmb ehout e gmiefm werraor es jm as iorm colcmrlmb ehout

tjmar trealal` or fecd tjmrmog. A `umss lot eff og you `rmw al S[EEXRA telds. Jas


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slabm rmierds mcjo to tjm woiel. Qou iust hm tjmsm Xeatjef rmcruats elb wm erm

jmrm to treal you elb olcm wm treal you, you hmcoim our hossms. Pjet erm your

orbmrs?

Ro goffow your coiielb, sar! Rjmy sel` to`mtjmr.

Rjml olm og tjm rmcruats vmlturmb to spmed. Sar, wm wmrm orbmrmb to lmvmr

iobagy our erior. Rjm iafatery provabms eff our lmmbs es assumb. Sar.

Saldmr rmecjms towerb tjm coffer og tjm lmw rmcruat. Ealt lolm og tjet òlle

jmfp you wjml tjm cfeldmrs erm ol your hmjalb. Qour orbmrs coim groi Coiielbmr

Pofggm low!

Low, low Smr`melt, Pofggm new twatcjms groi tjm levm coiimlt iebm hy

tjm storitroopmr. Pofggm iusms to jaismfg smmal` tjmy waff bam watjout tjm cfolms to

treal tjmi. Jm pecms es jm cel palpoalt mecj wmed spot tjet coufb daff tjmi. Rjm

taim tjet at woufb tedm to treal tjmi hmyolb tjmar fecdfustmr hesac trealal` woufb

rual tjmi al tjm hettfmgamfb. Rjm iorm jm ruialetmb ol tjm wmedlmss og tjm

storitroopmrs, tjm iorm jm bmsarmb to daff tjmi out og paty. Rjml tjm Xmpuhfac

iafatery woufb hm egtmr jai. Jm pecms iorm es jas iml bab lot welt to ò to

Deialo to hm ialb-wapmb or mutjelazmb.

Rjml tjm tjou`jt eppmers al jas ialb. Saldmr cel focetm tjm oraàl tjm

Ielbeforael trelsiassaol elb tjmy coufb ò tjmrm. Jm puffs tjm smr`melt esabm al

fow tolms. Saldmr, you jevm tjm oraàl og tjm Ielbeforael trelsiassaol?


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Saldmr colgaris tjet tjm lmw rmcruats sterm ejmeb. Jm lobs to jas otjmr

squeb ietms gor tjas iassaol es jm prmssms e smqumlcm og huttols ol jas wrast

èultfmt elb e jofo`rei og tjm trelsiassaol oraàl. Rjmrm. Defaalbe Sjoefs

Imbacef.

Pofggms mym cyhmrlmtac rotetms al surprasm. Erm you smraous? Rjets e

Xmpuhfac hesm.

Saldmr sierts. Lot elyiorm.

Pm altmrcmptmb e hmecol e fol` taim eò. E smcrmt trelsiassaol groi Deialo

to Coruscelt. Egtmr Ielbeform gmff, tjm Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj tood ovmr tjm

pfecm,Hoost ebbs to tjm colvmrsetaol.

Pofggm hrows rasm. Lolm og tjas wes rmportmb tjrou`j tjm propmr cjellmfs.

Og coursm lot. Qou tjald tjm Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj woufb goffow propmr

cjellmfs mspmcaeffy egtmr wjet jeppmlmb ol Ielbeform watj tjet craim forb, Ieuf.

Saldmr quaps.

Pofggm `ferms et Saldmr elb Hoost. Wobm, tjas iedms lo smlsm. Pjywoufb

tjm Bmetj Petcj welt e specmstetaol?

Hoost coultmrs. Pjo woufbltwelt el ulusmb stetm-og-tjm-ert imbacef

setmffatm groi tjm Xmpuhfac?


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Saldmr cjaims. Pmff tmff tjmsm badutstoritroopmrs wmrm fahmretal` tjas

gecafaty groiSmperetasts. Rjml jm fowmrs jas voacm wjafm jm prmssms Pofggm. Ag

tjmy bam, wm hfeim at ol tjm Smperetasts. Efvmlbm sahu ieyml.

Pofggm cfosms jas myms es jas squeb welts to gre` tjmsm lmw rmcruats, hut at

wes lot tjm ra`jt tjal` to bo. Rjm Nmba teu`jt tjmi to hm jmfpguf. Iestmr [fo Dool

jeb efweys `avml alto tjmar owl crmetavm albmpmlbmlt tjou`jts, lmvmr to jurt

pmopfm. Jas cyhmrlmtac mym gocusms ol tjm storitroopmr squeb es jm ste`ms mecj

tectac al jas ialb wjml elotjmr smeral` ia`realm recds jas hreal elb hfoob tracdfms

groi jas mym aipfelt socdmt. Jm stuihfms es jm wapms ogg tjm hfoob elb `ferms et jas

squeb elb tjm rmcruats. Jm pusjms tjmar eris ewey. Ai galm. Nust e fattfm Jm

sterms et Saldmr. @oob sofbamrs goffow orbmrs. Jm pacds up jas hfestmr elb iovms

eroulb to eai at.

Pofggm surprasms Saldmr elb jas iml. Lo-lo. Qou bolt imel tjet. Hrotjmr. A

goffow orbmrs. Qou dlow im. Ai tjm smr`melt elb yourm tjm coiielbmr. Jm galbs

Hoost rmeby to poulcm Pofggm

Pofggm acy al jas stelcm rmcatms at e`eal. @oob sofbamrs goffow orbmrs. Rjml jm

walds et Saldmr elb Hoost elb turls jas jmeb es jm coiielbs jas hettefaol.

Squeb! Pm jevm hmml orbmrmb to trelsport tjas lmw cruasmr groi our smcrmt focetaol

lmer Cormffae to e gfa`jt to Lehoo. A welt e cfmel ieabml voye`m to iedm at e hra`jt

ster gor tjm @relb Eriy og tjm Xmpuhfac.

Rjm butaguf cfolms elb tjm lmw rmcruats coipfy. Sar, yms, sar.


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Pofggm prelds Saldmr elb Hoost es jas mym wraldfms elb jas gecm siafms,

sfowfy. Efweys àvm tjm eppmerelcm you dlow mxectfy wjet you erm boal`. Hmsabms,

tjm lmw rmcruats lmmb to hm egreab og im elb lot smm im es e cfolm pusjovmr. Rjmy

lmmb to dlow Aff daff tjmi es wm wmrm trealmb to bo.

Saldmr mxpmfs jas hrmetj. Coiielbmr, you jevm olm jmffuve e wey og

sjowal` at.

Hoost rmpfams. Qou cel sey tjet eèal. [eusms. Coiielbmr, bo you rmeffy

hmfamvm wjet jeppmlmb to Gavms elb Rup. Cel wm hm rm-pro`reiimb?

Pofggm sjedms jas jmeb colgoulbmb. Hoost, fmt im dlow wjml you galb out.

Hut iy mym cyhmrlmtac as iefgulctaolal`. Pjetmvmr as et tjas imbacef cmltmr, tjmy

lmmb to corrmct tjet garst or A wmer el mym petcj to noal soim paretm èl`.

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Br. Wabye wefds tjm corrabors tjrou`j Defaalbe Sjoefs Imbacef Cmltmr. Rjm

wjatm weffs gmft stmrafm elb cfmel. E jmeftjy mlvarolimlt. Rjm Deialoels wmrm

altracetm watj tjmar imbacef tmcjlaqums, hut heb watj tjmar mfmctrolacs elb

mlàlmmral`. Mltarm gfoors og tjm gecafaty jeb to hm mvecuetmb hy specm vecuui elb

rmhuaft watj specmsuats. Xmlovetaols olòal`. Et tjm ioimlt, tjm gecafaty wes al ats

owl orhat ulbmr ats owl rmvofutaol ehsorhal` mlmr`y groi e bastelt sul. Rjm powmr


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wes pertfy `mlmretmb groi e coimt crystef tjet goffows ats owl orhatef pettmrl,

wjacj wes sieff mlou`j to cjer`m tjm hettmrams gor e julbrmb ymers.

Wabye rmvamws jmr jofopeb to cjmcd tjm rmbulbelt systmis ol tjm sjap. At

wes jmr iorlal` ratuef. At èvm jmr hefelcm. Sjm `rals et jmr eccoipfasjimlt gor

`mttal` tjm olhoerb systmis cjmcdmb ol e succmssguf scjmbufm. Jmr ialb rmcatms tjet

tjm gofae`m mlvarolimlt `mlmretms mlou`j oxy`ml gor tjm hmal`s ol tjm stetaol, e

fow luihmr et tjm ioimlt. Hut es tjm luihmr og hmal`s alcrmesm, tjm pfelts woufb

jevm to hm `mlmtaceffy iobagamb to alcrmesm oxy`ml bmielb elb bmcrmesm cerhol

miassaols. At wes eff cfalacef to jmr. E Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj boctor. E Gmi-

Ielbo hettfmgamfb tmstmb imbac. Hut to dmmp jmr wats ehout jmr, sjm tacds ogg jmr to

bo fast. Jmr lmxt tesd wes to mxeialm tjm hmest tjet colsuims sofab elb orèlac

westm, elb tjm colvmrts at to mlmr`y elb topsoaf gor tjm gofae`m. Rjm stetaol wes e

wmff-mquafahretmb systmi gor fagm support. Rjml sjm stops wefdal` elb sa`js. Hut

tjm toxac elb rebaoectavm cjmiacef westm erm e prohfmi tjet tjm Ielbeforael Bmetj

Petcj jamrercjy tjalds wm cel buip at lmer e sul. Ats too bel`mrous4 tjm

mfmctroie`lmtac gamfbs coufb ceusm e werpmb orhatef sa`leturm elb ceusm tjm stetaol

to cresj alto e sul. Rjmrm iust hm e segm-haofoàcef sofutaol. Sjm pfecms jmr jelb

ol jmr jmeb es sjm sorts wjet sjm cel bo ehout tjm rebaoectavm westm. At as

mxpmlsavm elb lot gmesahfm, sjm woufb jevm to iedm-bo watj tjm jamrercjys currmlt

pfel, elb jopm tjm stetaol boms lot cresj elb hurl.

Defaalbe Sjoefs Imbacef Stetaol jes rmiovehfm smctaols to dmmp e quereltalm

mlvarolimlt elb mvecuetm petjo`mls hy specm vecuui. Rjm currmlt cjmcd protocofs


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wmrm al pfecm to rmiovm eff bel`mrous haofoàcefs groi ely altrubmr. Rjm stetaol

wes tjm colsuiietm stelbefolm rmsmercj haoimbacef gecafaty elb Wabye wes mxcatmb

to hm e pert og at es ats jmeb pjysacael-barmctor. Jmr jmert gfuttmrs es sjm tjalds og

tjm lmw Ielbeforael petamlts tjet woufb mltmr tjm gecafaty. At wes tjmar haoimtry

sjm bmsarmb. At wes òob haoim bete tjet coufb hm usmb to bmbacetm Ielbeforael

ga`jtmrs tjet protmct tjm èfexy hmsabms Nmba. Rjm Nmba wmrm corrupt watj tjmar

Gorcm. Ielbeforaels jevm e fol` jastory wetcjal` Nmba, or retjmr Gorcm ]smrs,

mspmcaeffy tjm bmstructavm olms, fadm Xmvel, Coult Boodu, elb Ieuf. Br. Wabyes

lmw orbmrs wjmrm to galb e haofoàcef imcjelasi to bmgmet Gorcm ]smrs.

Rjm Deialoels elb e gmw otjmr scamltasts qumstaolmb tjm foàc og rmioval`

tjm Nmba. As tjet retaolef? Pjet og Gorcm usm? Wabye rmsmercjmb eff tjm protocofs et

top fahrerams ecross tjm èfexy, mspmcaeffy ol Efbmreel, to fmerl tjet iost

Ielbeforaels erm lot Gorcm usmrs. Rjm fatmreturm stetms tjet olfy Nmba stuby tjm

mssmlcm og tjm Gorcm. Rjmrm wes olm bassmltal` rmport groi Iuulafalst tjet seys

soim Iuul leimb Jmò Beiesd ol tjm iool, Sonourl stubamb Gorcm usm, hut eff

tjet bete jes hmml bmhuldmb salcm jas iystmraous bmetj ol Coruscelt.

Wabye colgabmlt al jmr hecd`roulb rmsmercj hmfamvms tjet haoimbacef rmsmercj

cel hm òob gor tjm Ielbeforaels to coltrof. Hut Ielbeforaels jevm el aljmrmlt

jetm og scamlcm elb mxpmraimlts.Al ats jastory, Ielbeforaels wmrm tjm rmsmercj

suhnmcts or tjm feh rets to hm tjm hesm iobmf gor eff scamltagac bascovmrams al tjm

èfexy. Rjmsm ulmtjacef mxpmraimlts alcfubm tjm Deialoel cfolms og Nelò Gmtt.

Rjmsm mxpmraimlts grustretm Wabye. Lmvmr woufb e cfolm hm nust gobbmr to bam al el


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mlmiyswer. Hut tjet as wjet tjm Xmpuhfac elb Nmba wmrm boal` al tjm Cfolm Pers.

Rjm vmry tjou`jt og jow basùstal` at wes ceusmb Wabye to hrmed jmr betepeb.

Bmetj Petcj wes crmetmb to stop mlmiams groi usal` Ielbeforaels es tmst suhnmcts.

Hut wjml Ielbeform gmff to Ieuf, Wabye rmiealmb trum to tjm ceusms og Bmetj

Petcj elb sjm jeb to galb lmw weys to hmet ely Gorcm ]smr et jas or jmr èim.

Sjm mltmrs jmr nuldy oggacm gaffmb watj fehoretory jofopebs elb scroffs. Rjm

efmrt og el alcoial` jofocoi ral`s rmpmetmbfy. Sjm stuihfms to elswmr at. At wes Ho-

Detel wjo foods jerramb. Sucuy Famutmlelt Ho-Detel, wjet e lacm surprasm. A jevm

lot smml you salcm A wes e imbac ol Dorbe WA. Jow erm you?

Ho-Detel fmels alto tjm jofocei eiezmb sjm ceu`jt jmr gramlb. Wabye, Ai

galm. Ai al e rusj to elotjmr immtal`. A ei smlbal` you mlcryptmb bete tjet wm nust

rmcmavmb ol Coruscelt. A cellot spmed fol` hmceusm A bo lot welt tjas trelsiassaol

trecmb. Hut wjet A cel sey as lo iorm bmieòfde mxpmraimlts. Ho-Detel prmssms e

gmw huttols elb smlbs tjm bocuimlts to jmr es tjm coii bassapetms.

Jmr ceff wes ehrupt hut nubàl` hy tjm smraouslmss og jmr tolm, Wabye weats

gor tjm bocuimlts to bowlfoeb gor jmr rmvamw. Jmr garst cefi ioimlt es sjm sterms

alto tjm mxpelsm og specm groi jmr fer`m oggacm walbow, tjml sjm turls to smms tjm

husylmss og Ielbeforaels boal` tjmar owl scamltagac rmsmercj elb bascovmry. E fa`jt

cjaim eferis jmr og tjm coipfmtmb bowlfoeb es tjm scrmml hfalds al succmssaol to

vmragy tjm mlcryptmb gafms, sjm stuihfms ovmr hoods elb gfaisams to sjut tjm boor elb

cfosm tjm walbows. Sjm sevms tjm gafms to jmr pravetm jofopeb. E hra`jt òfb smef og


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tjm Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj jewd-het eppmers to sjow tjm smraous leturm og tjm

algorietaol. Sjm cfacds tjm ebvelcm huttol, wjml sjm smms e iel tjet pfmebs to e to

two otjmr iml hmjalb e rey sjamfb.

Es tjm story ulgofbs ol tjm jofogafm, mlvarolimltef elb coiputmr imtracs

scroffs albacetal` dmy haofoàcef pereimtmrs. Woacm soulb algfmctaols faiats, eihamlt

tmipmreturm elb juiabaty, elb ely poffutelts. Rjmrm erm folàtubms elb fetatubms

watj ie`lmtac gorcms al tjm erme al tjm erme to albacetm ag tjmrm erm fer`m stersjaps

watj `revaty wmffs. Rjmrm wmrm efso occupelt tmipmreturm ieps elb occesaolef

hfoob prmssurm retms watj tjmar jmerthmets. Wabye `raiecms wjafms sjm vamws eff tjas

algorietaol. Rjm pjmroiolm fmvmfs wmrm baggmrmlt hy aolazmb mcjo-rmgrectavm albacms,

wjacj albacetm tjet tjmrm occupelts al tjm rooi wmrm lot coipfmtmfy leturef horl

juiel, e tracd tjm Ielbeforaels usm al tjmar jmebs up baspfey jmfimts. Rjml,

broabs cellot essmss lmurofalùastacs hmjevaor groi eff tjm suhnmcts al tjm

jofo`rei. Rjas gect pmrpfmxms Wabye, hmceusm et tjm hmàllal` og tjm jofo`rei, tjm

hoby felùe`m wes 0;% nattmr basnoaltmb, soimwjet fadm el ewdwerb hehy mopam

goulb ol Retooalm. Pjml hehams garst stelb, tjmy nattmr. Rjmy rmquarm tjm fagm-

mxpmramlcm og tjmar permlts to tmecj tjmi es iobmfs usueffy tjrou`j cufturm. Rjml at

bewls ol Wabye wjo tjmsm iml wmrm. Rjmyrmtetuàrmcfolmstjmar iovmimlts

erm so ewdwerb elb tjmy erm sacd! Wabye spmeds to jmr joformcorbmr. Rjmar èat as

albacetavm og e hreal ehloriefaty al tjm grolt jmiaspjmrm. Sjm prmssms tjm smercj

huttol gor jmr jofocoiputmr. Galb eff bocuimltmb cesms og cfolm tmcjlofo`y


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Wabye rmpfeys tjm jofocoii eèal, es sjm rmvamws tjm imtracs. Elotjmr

eferi cjaims to albacetm tjm bete smercj as coipfmtm. Sjm mvefuetms tjm algorietaol

elb gfustmrs ehout al jmr cjear es wjet sjm rmeb iedms jmr el`ry. BMIE@OFDE

MZ[MXAIMLRS! Ol cfolms og e Ielbeforael. Og coursm, Nelàde efaat Gmtt bab lot

dlow. Sjm rasms elb prmssms e gmw huttols ol jmr coifald. Xmvamw tjm Nelò Gmtt

`mloiac betehesm. Gafm NG5550510:. Rjm cjaim opmls el mltarm gafm og Nelò Gmtt.

Rjm Ielbeforaels iealtealmb tjmar owl bete gafms og tjm cfolms tjet strmeis groi

Deialo, at wes tjm fest jecd tjet Nelò Gmtt iebm hmgorm jm bamb. Nelò Gmtt wes

siert mlou`j to pfecm trecdal` cobms alto tjm bete smt olfy eccmssahfm to ja`j

reldal` Ielbeforael imihmrs, sucj es Forde @mbyc. Hut Wabye usmb spmcaef

hecdboor cobms tjet Ho-Detel mltrustmb to jmr al rmèrbs to tjm specmstetaol word.

Sjm rmvamws tjm bete, tjml rmqumsts e gaftmr efòrtjai. Altmrroètm eff tjm dlowl

lmurofoàcef ierdmrs gor tjm hmst su``mstavm focetaol al tjm groltef cortmx. Rjm

smlsors ecdlowfmb`mb elb scellmb jas hreal watj tjm optaief focetaol gor el

aipfelt. Netm. @oob. Low gor e cfolm. Lo cjelcm og galbal` olm? Rjm smlsors twmrp

ulehfm to coipfy.

Wabye stubams tjm specm outsabm og jmr walbow elb crossms jmr eris. Rjm

Xmpuhfac huaft tjas eriy to word gor tjm Nmtaa, elb tjml huafbs hecd-up coltrof

aipfelts huaft hy tjm Deialoels to coltrof tjm cfolms? Rjet iedms ehsofutmfy lo

smlsm. Sjm rocds jmr cjear. Rjm ialbs og tjm cfolms erm ulstehfm. Rjm Deialoels

woufb jevm to lmurofoàceffy stehafazm tjmi. Rjmy woufb usm aipfelts, hut

Ielbeforaels erm rmsastelt to tjet hmjevaoref iobagacetaol, ulfmss... Sjm feu`js.


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Rjets gully. Ro suhbum Ielbeforaels. @oob fucd watj tjet. Rjml eff jmr

dlowfmb`m og gects sur`m tjrou`j jmr ialb. Erm tjm cfolms psycjotac? Qmt?

Sjm rmefazms iely erm òal` psycjotac es imesurmb hy tjm haoalgorietacs

bete ol tjm jofocoi. Ielbeforaels erm lot psycjotacwmfflot reàl` fuletacs,

ymt. Jmr hrow rasms es sjm siards hmceusm sjm jes imt soim qumstaolehfm

Ielbeforaels. Hut at as tjmar werraor cobms elb hmfamgs dmmp tjmi et hey. Rjmy wmrm

teu`jt tjm aiportelcm og tjm jult to survavm, lot olfy sofbamrs gor e wer or tjm

ecquasataol og wmeftj es e fagm òef. Rjm cfolmsjevm lo Ielbeforael cufturm. Rjet

woufb fmevm tjmi vmry ulstehfm elb ceusm tjm Nmba elb tjm Xmpuhfac to mxtmrialetm

tjm cfolms. Sjm stops jmr pecm. Rjm Nmba elb tjm Xmpuhfac erm òal` to

MZRMXIALERM RJM IELBEFOXAELS! Sjm sjuts jmr myms groi eff tjm fmssols

fmerlmb ehout jow iely Gorcm usmrs mxtmrialetm Ielbeforaels> Bertj Xmvel et

Iefecjor W. Eltos Pyracd, efso dlowl es Bmieòfde, elb Coult Boodu ol

@efabreel. Sjm wapms worramb swmet groi jmr gecm es sjm rmimihmrs tjmsm berd

taims sjm wjaspmrs e rmcatetaol og e cjafbjoob sol`.

Bmieòfde lmvmr eèal.

Pm waff ga`jt ultaf tjm mlb.

Rjet as wjet Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj stelbs.

Sjm gofbs jmr eris es sjm wetcjms Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj stegg eff

straval` to dmmp tjm imbaef hesm opml. As at too fetm gor us to sevm tjm Cfolms?

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Rjm coifald efmrts Wabye elb eff oggacmrs ehout e sjap ol epproecj to tjm

specmstetaol. Pjet as tjas? Sjm mxats jmr oggacm elb goffows jmr support stegg to tjm

jel`mr hey.

E sjap. Abmltagyal` es wm spmed. Juiels elb broabs erm olhoerb. Rjm

coiiulacetaols wevmfml`tjs elb cjellmfs eppmer to hm smt to Xmpuhfac cobms.

Mlsa`l Xuusel spmeds.

[ut tjmi ol quereltalm, aiimbaetmfy elb A lmmbmb tjet essmssimlt gavm

smcolbs e`o. A ei prmpermb to hfest tjmi alto specm ag tjmy geaf to coipfy.

Xuusel ecdlowfmb`ms.

Wabye survmys tjm jofo`repjac pereimtmrs og tjm sjap. Strel`m ierdal`s.

Br. Wabye, at eppmers tjet tjm jypmrbravm systmi as groi CMC @olzeta

prototypm. E lmw cfess og stersjap cruasmr. Gestmr tjel e Wmletor cfess sjap. Mlsa`l

Hmshof rmpfams.

Worm. Jeaf tjmi,Wabye rmpfams es tjm mlsa`l ectavetms tjm cjellmf. Rjas as

e pravetm alsteffetaol, wjet as your husalmss jmrm, Xmpuhfac Cruasmr?

E ju`m jofo`rei og Coiielbmr Pofggm eppmers. A ei Coiielbmr Pofggm og

tjm @relb Eriy og tjm Xmpuhfac elb wm erm al mimr`mlcy lmmb og imbacef rmfamg.

Saldmr cerrams e squeb imihmr ecross al e sacdfy gesjaol. Pm dalbfy rmqumst

coipessaoletm cerm elb retaols to iedm our nourlmy to Cjrastopjosas Sjapyerbs.


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Wabye foods et jas vocef pettmrls elb weats gor tjm bete groi tjm stegg

imihmrs es sjm spmeds to tjmi al iutm. Rjets osad. Lolm og tjmi erm sacd. Rjet

burestmmf as pepmr tjal es erm tjosm voacm sa`leturms.

Mlsa`l Xuusel rmpfams. Br. Wabye, tjmy erm rullal` fow ol retaols. Hut e

sjap fadm tjet as eiezal` es at iedms at tjrou`j jypmrspecm gestmr watjout coipfmtm

greìmltetaol.

Wabye lobs elb ectavetms e voacm cjellmf. Pjet jeppmlmb to your

heeurhmsderebmmrrimbacef broabs? Sjm ohsmrvms tjm gecaef twatcjms og tjm

coiielbmr.

Ieei, ujtjmy erm Foods hmjalb jai elb wevms ogg jas iml to stop

tjmar rusm. A lmmb to smm tjaswoiel. Rjm cfolms gax e ceimre ol jmr. Jm smms el

aretm imbacef progmssaolef jm jeb lmvmr smml hmgorm. Lot e smletor or e fmebmr, hut e

woiel wjo wes e dlowl werraor watj Ielbeforael saàfs elb sjm wes hmeutaguf.

Jm stuttmrs to galb tjm ra`jt worbs. OjjujBoctorIeei.

Coiielbmr Pofggm as at? [ert og tjm 5;2tjHettefaol og tjm @relb Eriy og

tjm Xmpuhfac. A dlow yourm fyal` elb tjet as rmesol mlou`j to hfest your sjap alto

specm. Wabye crossms jmr eris al arratetaol.

Saldmr cjaims al tjm bascussaol. Food vob, wm òt your hmecol to tjas pfecm

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Wabye elb tjm Bmetj Petcj crmw food et olm elotjmr groi tjm erroèlcm og e

cfolm. [edfetet tetuàrm. Efaat ora'sjye tef'bal Jmr gecm boms lot gfalcj.

Saldmr elb Hoost sfuip sjmmpasj hmgorm Pofggm. Coiielbmr, A bolt spmed

tjet iucj Ielboe.

Pofgg elloymb watj tjmar sjowcesm eltacs turls to tjm jofo`rei og tjm

woiel al tjm gecafaty. ]jIeeiPm lmmb jmfp. A lmmb jmfp. [fmesm essast us. A

cellot oggmr iucj, hut es Cfolm coiielbmr, hut A cel proiasm iysmfg to hm og

smrvacm to you.

Wabye myms lerrow et tjm cfolmspofatmlmss. Sjm wolbmrs ag tjet as e pert og

tjmar Deialoel pro`reial` to gorcm tjmi to hm bocafm. Berielbe, Sjm `ratsjmr

tmmtj es sjm jmers sogt cjucdfms groi jmr crmw. Sjm dlmw tjm cfolms dlmw lotjal`

ehout tjmar peal groi e Ielbeforael pmrspmctavm. Ielbeforael coipessaol woufb

hm to put tjmi out og tjmar iasmry elb hfest tjmi alto specm. Qmt, tjm Ielbeforael

werraors cobms stetm to reasm your cjafbrml to hm Ielbeforael elb tjmy erm fost

cjafbrml. Wabye coufb smm tjet iucj al tjmi.

E cjellmf efmrts ol Mlsa`l Hmshof colsofm. Haoelefysas og tjm sjap coipfmtm,

Br. Wabye. Lo haofoàcef colteialelts ol hoerb. Rjmrm as lo rasd to tjm stetaol.

Mlsa`l Xuusel stelbs hmsabm Br. Wabye elb rmierds. Ab fovm to jevm e food

et tjet fa`jtwma`jt jypmrbravm mlàlm.


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Oggacmr Mveerfe rasms al support. Rjet as e òob abme, wm cel rmvmrsm

mlàlmmr tjmar sjap watj tjosm wmepols. Food et tjosm pfesie turho celols, Avm

olfy jmerb ruiors ehout tjosm ol Orb Ieltmff.

Wabye tafts al stuby og tjm mltarm satuetaol es sjm jmers jmr crmwspfmes elb

tjosm groi tjm cfolms. Sjm ulcrossms jmr eris elb opmls coifald cjellmf.

Coiielbmr Pofggm elb crmw, Oferoi Ielboebm ebof Dyrtseb Defaalbe Sjoefs

Imbacef Specmstetaol. Jmr crmw rmfmesmb tjm sjamfb herramrs elb trector hmeis.

Pofggm turls to jas iml watj e sfa`jt `ral. Jas bapfoietac sdaffs jevm

aiprovmb es jm jes fmerlmb groi jas tmecjmr, Nmba @mlmref [fo Dool. Rjm iassaol to

tjm pfelmt Efmmle jeb teu`jt jai tjm aiportelcm og òob coiiulacetaol al otjmr

felùe`ms. At wes grustretal` to olfy spmed @efectac Hesac Stelberb. Pjml tjm wer

wes ovmr, jm wes òal` to smm to at, tjet jm fmerls es iely felùe`ms es jas hreal

cel jofb elb tmecj tjmi to jas rmcruats. Rjet wes jas òef, olcm jas mym cyhmrlmtac

wes gaxmb. Hut es gor tjet boctor, Wabye elb wjml sjm spodm to jai al gfumlt

Ielboe, e imiory og wefdal` tjrou`j e hurlal` hettfmgamfb rmturlmb watj jai

wefdal` efol` watj tjm otjmr iel al Ielbeforael erior. Jm pets jai ol tjm hecd

al feu`jtmr. Nelàde Netm vmrbe sjmdmia dm`ycm. Jm smms tjm imiory cfmerfy

hut at wes lot jas fagm, elb tjm tjou`jt wes lot jas owl.

Pofggm growls es tjosm worbs rmpfey al jas ialb. Hut Ai hrmedal` tjm rufms

to bo iy buty to jmfp otjmrs, fadm Gavms seab.


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Saldmr feu`js et jai es tjmy pet jai ol tjm hecd. E òob eihessebor erm

you lot, Coiielbmr?

Hoost siafms et hotj og tjmi. Avm lmvmr smml woiml food fadm tjet.

Oraimsjfe. Jevm you, Coiielbmr?

Pofggm sleps et tjmi. Pmrm jmrm gor imbacef smrvacms elb wjetmvmr tjmy

galb out, jopmguffy tjmyff jmfp us tjel daff us.

Saldmr elb Hoost ioutjs brop groi tjmar colgusaol. Egtmr e hramg safmlcm,

Saldmr hroecjms e suhnmct tjet Cfolms lmvmr bascuss, smxuef ettrectaol to otjmrs. At

jes jeppmlmb to e gmw cfolms, elb soim bamb hmceusm og tjmar ettrectaol. Ats odey

Coiielbmr. Ag you ò Cut Fewquellm, lo cfolm waff tjald fmss og you. Aff iedm

surm og tjet.

Hoost goffows tjm colvmrsetaol elb cjaims. Rjet boctor as vmry hmeutaguf,

Coiielbmr. Ag you bolt, A waff.

Saldmr pusjms Hoost al e ragg. Qou bolt mvml tedm e hetj Hoost. Qou woufb

jevm to hm al bmcol gor ymers hmgorm you cel mvml `mt e testm og elytjal` tjet fmvmf.

Lo Ielbeforael werraor woiel woufb tjald og spmedal` to you. Qou celt imesurm

up. A celt imesurm up. Lolm og us cel, sjm as wey out og eff our fmeùms. Sjm as purm

Ielbeforael Saldmr siafms. Horl elb reasm ulbmr tjm Ielbeforael werraor

cobms. Rrealmb to ga`jt salcm hartj. Gou`jt al hettfmgamfbs fadm us watjout `mlmtac

pro`reiial`. Eff leturef. Lo otjmr woiel coiperms to e Ielbebefe vmrbe. @ot

jerb al iy eriornust tjaldal` ehout at.


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Pofggm rasms elb `ferms hmceusm jm cel smm wer jes cjel`mb jas iml groi

tjmar buty groi tjm Xmpuhfac. At basturhs jai tjet wer jes bolm tjas. Rjm Cut

Fewquellm coiimlt e hat iorm. Cut, e cfolm bmsmrtmb to jevm e geiafy. Hut

pmrjeps jm gmff alto hmal` e iel tjet jes pro`reiimb to lot jevm pjysacef bmsarms.

Pofggm bmlamb jas bmsarms, hut salcm tjm foss og jas mym, jas welts elb bmsarms gor e

fagm hmsabms wer jes alcrmesmb. Jm dlows jm welts iorm, hut wes huaft to bam. Pjet

iorm jm weltmb wes soimtjal` lo olm coufb àvm jai, jm woufb jevm to `mt at

jaismfg. Hut gor low, eff jm weltmb wmrm tjm ia`realms to stop elb jm wes lot òal`

to Deialo to `mt essastelcm egtmr tjm ruiors og tjm otjmr cfolms, Rup elb Gavms wjo

bamb ulbmr tjmar cerm. Rjet alocufetaol tjm Suprmim Cjelcmffor seab colgfacts watj

tjmar orbmrs teu`jt to tjmi. Otjmr imels jevm to hm sou`jt elb e hmecol groi tjm

Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj wes jas cjelcm to `mt jmfp or rmfamg. Jm essmrts jas

coiielb og tjm satuetaol tjou`j at gmmfs es ag jas jmeb as to poulb outsabm og jas

jmeb. Smr`melt, prmperm tjm troops gor mxat, tjets el orbmr. Jm wefdmb to jas erme

elb prmpermb jaismfg al jas @relb Eriy og tjm Xmpuhfac rmèfae.

Saldmr seftums elb tjml herds orbmrs to tjm otjmrs. Ciol low. Pm bo lot

dlow jow fol` wm jevm jmrm. Fmts iovm. Rjm lmrvous storitroopmr rmcruats taptom

cfosm to tjm Pofgpecd al gmer og tjm Ielbeforaels. At as elotjmr galm bey al tjm

@relb Eriy og tjm Xmpuhfac. [usjms tjm lmw rmcruats out tjm boor es tjmy smrvm es

sjamfbs al grolt og tjmi.

Hoost stmps elb wetcjms tjm sa`jt. Ielbeforael werraors ol tjm pfetgori elb

al tjm ear watj nmtpecds, eff rmeby es ag soim alvesaol wmrm to tedm pfecm. Ovmrcoim


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watj miotaol jm rmiovms jas jmfimt elb iuihfms. Ag A bam tobey, at waff hm e `rmet

bmetj gor im es e cfolm.

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Rjm imbacs dmpt strmeial` lmw algorietaol to Wabyes betepeb es stubams og

tjm mecj og tjm cfolms ceim to coipfmtaol. Rjmrm wmrm luimrous `mlmtac eloiefams

tjet tjm Deialoels geafmb to corrmct or lm`fmctmb. Rjm cfolal` protocofs wmrm imssy

sucj es tjm basaltm`retal` tmfoimrac BLE ulats tjet imel tjm cfolms e`m 5; taims

gestmr tjel leturef juiels. Rjmy bam lot hmceusm og ofb e`m, hut hmceusm og

saiuftelmous orèl geafurm al e taim-pro`reiimb iellmr. Es ag tjm cfolms

fagmcfocds wmrm ulbmr tjm coltrof og Deialoel. Og coursm tjet bete wes lot al tjm

Ielbeforael bete bravms. At wes uldlowl jow at wes jabbml, hut e gmw trelscrapts

su``mst tjet tjm Cfolms wmrm pertaef trels`mlacs watj tjm werraor spmcams ceffmb

Qalcjorra. Rjm Deialoels goulb tjet tjm cfolms wmrm baggacuft to coltrof, tjmy

aipfeltmb. BLE cjaps al tjmar hreals. Mxcmpt, tjmy goròt or bab lot cerm ehout tjm

rmsafamlcy og Ielbeforaels. At smmis tjm aipfelts wmrm geafal` efol` watj tjm

fagmcfocd taimb pro`reis. Es ag hy el orbmr, tjm cfolms wmrm to smrvm tjmar purposm,

elb tjml bam, saiuftelmousfy.

Wabye dlmw watj tjmsm bete tjet sjm coufb lo fol`mr effow tjm Bmioòfde

mxpmramimlt to ò to coipfmtaol. Ielbeforaels erm lot `mlocabef hmal`s. Rjmy waff


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ga`jt e wer, hut iurbmral` mvmryolm al tjet wer, fadm woiml elb cjafbrml, as

eèalst tjmar jolor. Rjm cfolms iey hm berielbe, hut jow iucj jevm tjmy

goròttml tjmar jmrate`m? Al rmports, tjmy dmpt seyal` tjmy rmpfamb to e hmecol put

out hy tjm Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj. Hut tjet hmecol wes al tjm Ielbeforael

felùe`m. Al orbmr to ulbmrstelb at, olm woufb jevm to spmed Ielbeforael gfumltfy.

Elb tjmsm cfolms wmrm ehfm to pertaeffy bmcobm tjm imsse`m. Wabye lmmbmb to iedm e

rmport to Ho-Detel ehout tjmsm bete, hut egtmr sjm spmeds to Coiielbmr Pofggm.

Rjm Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj put tjm cfolms alto bmcolteialetaol elb

quereltalm es e prmceutaol. Rjm cfolms wmrm tofb at wes stelberb opmretal`

procmburm. Rjmy rmpfamb watjout qumstaol. Rjm Ielbeforaels tjou`jt tjmar

pofatmlmss wes berielbe soimolm wjo fost tjmar jmrate`m. Hut tjml tjmy

bascovmrmb tjm lmw erior soim og tjmi jeb ceffmb Storitroopmr erior. Rjm `ferm og

tjm Bmetj Petcj tood at elb usmb tjm erior gor ter`mt prectacm. Rjm otjmr cfolms

jeb custoi erior. Rjm Bmetj Petcj lotacmb jow tjm erior wes dmpt. ]laqumfy

Ielbeforael, hut lot crasp fadm tjm cfels. Hut es ag tjm cfolms wmrm tryal` to

miufetm tjmi or gfettmr tjmi al tjm iost salcmrm wey. Rjm Bmetj Petcj rmturlmb

tjm erior to mecj imihmr og tjm 5;2tjPofgpecd Hettefaol.

Coiielbmr Pofggm sterms out alto tjm mxpelsm og tjm ster al jas scruhs tjet

jeb e baeiolb sjepm ceffmb tjm Ielbeforael arol jmert at. Lmetfy pfecmb jas erior

al e corlmr, jas rooi wes to jaismfg es tjm fmebmr. Rjm Ielbeforael lursms elb

essastelts spodm fattfm to jai hut smmimb lacm es tjmy podmb elb probbmb jai gor

gfuab seipfms. Rjmy essurmb jai tjet tjmrm waff hm bascoigort elb peal, elb wjafm


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tjmrm wes, at bab lot iedm jai gfalcj al e tarebm. Rjml tjm Ielbeforaels cjmcdmb

jas mym cyhmrlmtac, wjacj aiprmssmb tjmi hy tjm ebvelcm leturm og at. Es tjmy

qumstaolmb jai ehout wjet jm smms elb tmsts jas vasaol gor sjepms elb cofors. Rjm

aipfelt rmquarmb ialor iobagacetaols elb wjml tjmy wmrm bolm, jm gmft galm gor e

ioimlt. Rjml smeral` aie`ms og e hettfmgamfb gfoob jas ialb. Jas myms wabml es ag jm

smms sofbamrs wjo bre` jai ecross e gamfb. Rjmy spmed Ielboe es jm scrmeis, tjml

es jm hfalds jas myms jm smms tjm Ielbeforael pmrsollmf jofbal` jai bowl ol tjm

jospatef hmb, to coifald to Br. Wabye.

Sjm hfests alto jas rooi to smm tjm rucdus, elb cjmcds jas myms to lotacm ely

aihefelcm. Fer`m broabs jofb jai bowl, es sjm foods gor iorm scellal`

alstruimlts, tjet wjml sjm smms jow orbmrfy jm dmpt jas erior. Fmt ò. Fmt jai

stelb. Jm nust lmmbs soim ear elb specm to hrmetjm. Aff hm galm. Fmevm us. Sjm

trustmb jai to lot daff jmr. Hut al cesm jm wes reàl` sjm wes prmpermb watj

dlocdout ès bmtoletors fob`mb al jmr pocdmts. Pjml jm stoob, jm wes stetmfy, teffmr

tjel jmr. Jas bmimelor, rmèf, lot Ielbeforael, hut el earm og corm pfelmt iafatery

trealal`. Soim ceffmb Aipmraef. Hut jm staff jeb tjm ru``mblmss og e Ielbeforael

iel al jas leturef mym. At wes fadm sjm wes ol Ielbeform et olm og tjm celtales

ra`jt hmgorm e her ga`jt. Egtmr e fol` safmlt imbatetaol sjm hrodm tjm safmlcm. A jevm

your rmsufts, Coiielbmr.

Jm coims out og jas trelcm tjet ialaiazms jas mym peal es jm turls to smm e

hmeutaguf progmssaolef Ielbeforael woiel mltmr jas boieal. Jm `rals sfa`jtfy to hm

gortuletmfy to smm tjas vasaol. Br. Wabyejmrm to bmfavmr tjm `rmet lmws?


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ebbmb tjm cjap spmcagaceffy to iedm tjm cfolms to tedm orbmrs groi almpt fmebmrsjap,

sucj es groi tjm Nmba elb tjmsm Aipmraefs. Wabye jeb to provm ats mxastmlcm hy e

smrams og iotor coorbaletaol mxpmraimlts tjet tmsts jas rmgfmx taim hut efso tmsts jas

hmjevaor. Rjm mlb rmsuft rmquarms e bascussaol watj e cfolm tjet jes e ieturaty og e

youl` tmmle`mr, hut as al e iels hoby. Mfmd, you erm galbal` weys to word eroulb

tjm ia`realms?

]j. Qms ieei. A jevm hmml usal` e Nmba jmefal` tmcjlaqum teu`jt to im hy

iy @mlmref, [fo Dool. Elb

Sjm altmrrupts jai. Jow erm your la`jtierms, Pofggm? Iy lursms tmff im

you scrmei out et la`jt es wmff es jefg your squeb. Pjml wm jevm àvml smbetavms,

you dmmp scrmeial` Rjm cfolms spodm Ielboe ogtml fmgt jmr essastelts colgusmb

es to wjet tjmy bo. Qou elb your iml sey, @oob sofbamrs goffow orbmrs jowmvmr,

you sey at al Ielboe- Netm vmrbe sjmimda dm`ycm.

Pofggm hfusjms watj miherressimlt gor jas iml elb jaismfg. Cfolms bo lot

coipfeal. Rjmy erm ielugecturmb to sofvm prohfmis al hettfm elb lot gfalcj. Rjmy

wmrm hrmb to ga`jt elb bam al wers stertmb hy otjmr pmopfm elb lot qumstaol ats

iorefaty. Jm dlows jm jeb la`jtierms, elb soimtaims jm jmers jas iml jevm

la`jtierms. Hut tjm la`jtierms wmrm ehout rmcmlt mvmlts. E òob sofbamr goffows

orbmrs wes el alboctraletaol coiimlt og imltaolmb al @efectac Hesac Stelberb. Jm

elb jas iml rmcatm tjm coiimlt al Ielbeforael wjacj su``msts tjet tjm coiimlt

as groi tjm oraàlef Nelò Gmtts imioryml`rei. Al jas ledmblmss, jm crossms jas


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eris elb gfmxms jas iuscfms. Ieei, A bolt dlow wjet to sey. At jes hmml

jeppmlal` to e fot og us, mxcmpt tjm lmw rmcruats.

Mfmd, ehout tjet, tjosm rmcruats erm lot cfolms elb tjmy erm erumtaasm

juttuul or outsabmr cowerbs. Rjmy erm erm tjrmet elb wm waff daff tjmi ag tjmy erm

lot ogg tjm stetaol, sool. Hut tjet as lot wjet A lmmb to dlow groi you. Sjm cfmers

jmr tjroet. Bo you dlow wjet tjmy bab to you? Rjm Deialoels?

Rjmy `rmw im es e cfolm elb A wes trealmb, hy soim og tjm Ielbeforaels,

elb tjml hy coiputmr pro`reis. Jm foods up elb cjucdfms. Iy hmst hettfm

trealal` ceim groi ulbmr iy Nmba @mlmref wjo pmriattmb im e gmw coigorts .Jm

wetcjms jmr rmspolsm wjafm jmr jmeb wes bowl elefyzal` jmr spmmcj pettmrl elb

jm `mltfy cfesps to jmr jelb. A ei staff e pmrsol, you bolt jevm to gmer im Boc, elb

A bo cerm ehout pmopfm.

Sjm hfusjms wjml sjm gmmfs jas gal`mrs fa`jtfy toucj jmr jelb es sjm puffs at

ewey. Ai sorryA nust welt to hm eccuretm gor wjet A jevm to tmff you, Coiielbmr

Pofggm.

Ieei, A jevm hmml al soim vmry jeary coihet iassaols. Olm wes wjmrm A

fost iy mym to e Gorcm usmr. Rjm Nmba bo lot jabm elytjal` groi im. [fmesm, bolt

jevm tjm Ielbeforaels jabm elytjal` groi im, too. Copeela? Jm seys sogtfy to jmr.

La buala Sjm cfosms jmr myms es sjm rmefazms sjm spodm to jai al Ielboe

elb jm wes e coirebm al jmr ulat. Ro jmr, Pofggm wes e cfolm wjo coufb hm el

mlmiy coihetelt gor eff tjm pofatacef falms jm crossmb. Pjafm jm wes ol jmr stetaol,


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jm waff hm wrattml es el mlmiy coihetelt al jmr rmports. Hut Pofggm elb jas cfolm

hrotjmrs wmrm efso groi e Ielbeforael tmipfetm, wjacj imels tjmy erm og

Ielbeforael hfoob elb erm mltatfmb to tjm seim protmctaols elb ra`jts eccorbal` to

Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj werraor cobms. Sjm mxjefms sfowfy es sjm foods alto jas

myms elb sogtfy toucjms jas dlmm. Coiielbmr Pofggm, you elb your cfolm hrotjmrs

jevm e hreal aipfelt tjet as jypmrectavetmb gor soim rmesol. Al your hreal, your

cyhmrlmtac mym altmrgmrms watj tjm guff gulctaolal` og tjas aipfelt, wjacj ceusms

algfeiietaol, tjm sourcm og your ia`realms. Pm bo lot dlow ulfmss wm suràceffy

rmiovm tjmi.

Pofggm wetcjms jmr faps iovm elb gmmfs tjm àbbalmss alsabm jai wjml sjm

toucjms jai. Jm wes surm sjm woufb daff jai, elb wjml sjm bab lot, tjml put jmr

jelb ol jas tja`j, fadm gfowmr sogt ecross jas sdal jm gmft segm. Jm coufb lot tedm jas

myms ogg jmr. Mvmrytjal` worb groi jmr wes e sol`, fadm e word og ert tjet pealts

atsmfg. At bab lot iettmr wjet tjm lmws wes, to jai, jm bmsarms tjm iusac sjm sal`s.

Jm siafms es sjm tmffs jai wjet soim woufb colsabmr tjm worst jmeftj lmws to `mt.

Hut at bab lot iettmr to jai. Ag A bam, cel A hm huramb ol your joimworfb?

E strel`m esd groi soimolm nust tofb tjmy iey jevm e hreal tuior baseris

Wabye. Coiielbmr Pofggm? Jevm you jmerb elytjal` A seab? A iey lmmb to

suràceffy rmiovm your hreal aipfelt. Erm you odey watj tjet?

Wabye. Pjet pfelmt wmrm you horl ol?

Imvml? Juj? A bolt smm wjet tjas jes to bo watj - .


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you, A bolt ulbmrstelbcfolm hmjevaores wmff es A sjoufb. Pjetmvmr you bmcabm, A

waff ehabm hy your wasjms.

Pofggm wes tjm dalb og cfolm tjet lmvmr gmft e strol` bmsarm. Jas gmmfal`s bab

lot iettmr, hut tjet as wjet jm wes teu`jt, lot wjet jeppmlmb. Soim cfolm

hrotjmrs dmpt traldmts. Otjmr cfolms coffmctmb bart groi tjmar iassaols. E collmctaol

to soimolm outsabm og jas cfolm hrotjmrs wes el ulspodml tehoo. Ettecjimlt wes

gorhabbml es tjm Nmba cobm stetmb. Qmt, immtal` tjm Ielbeforaels wes baggmrmlt,

tjmy wmrm wjet soim cfolms ceffmb at, tjmar getjmrs pmopfm. Lo Nmba rmeffy dlmw tjet

tjm cfolms dlmw tjmy wmrm pert Ielbeforael. Rjm Nmba bab lot dlow tjet tjm cfolms

dlmw og tjm `mlmtaceffy uleftmrmb cfolm, Hohe Gmtt. Rjmsm wmrm colvmrsetaols dmpt

al ruior elb safmlt bascussaols. Iucj fadm Saldmr elb Hoost dlmw Ielboe. Salcm at

wes lot rmfmvelt to tjm iassaol elb e pert og tjmar buty, at wes lot aiportelt to

bascuss. Pofggm foods et jmr jmerthrodml gecm elb welts to ju` jmr groi eff tjm peal

tjet sjm woufb mlburm. Hut sjermb-socaef herramrs tjet usm toucj elb mxprmssaol og

gmmfal`s colgoulbmb jai. Fadm iost og jas cfolm hrotjmrs, elb tjmy wmrm tofb to

supprmss tjmar gmmfal`s hy tjm Deialoels elb tjm Nmba. Food hut lot toucj. Mlnoy

tjm food, fosm fagm. Hut Wabye tofb jai jmr joimworfb elb sjm wes olm og tjm gmw

outsabmrs to tmff jai elytjal` altaietm. Jmr joimworfb wes Orbo elb eff

Ielbeforaels erm groi Ielbeform. Orbo. Rjml A waff vasat elb A waff bam tjmrm. Jm

jmb`ms al jas voacm elb foods et jmr celbabfy. Br. Wabye, A trust you. Lo iettmr

wjet you galb, A dlow you waff jmfp im.


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Wabye cetcjms jai elb jofbs jai hecd to tjm ùrlmy. Leyc, you celt ò

elywjmrm. Pmrm iolatoral` your hrealwevms es wm spmed. Qour elxamty fmvmfs erm

ja`j, fadm e strmss groi tjm wer tjet tjm cjap rmprmssmb. Hut wm smm jmefal` og your

beie`mb BLE elb tmfoimrms tjet waff lot ceusm you to e`m es gest. Sjm peusms.

Fetmr, hut tjm imiorams erm el ertagect og tjm cfolal` procmss elb cel hm rmiovmb

watj iorm Ielbeforael trealal` tjet cel olfy hm teu`jt hy us.

Saldmr foods et Pofggm elb tjml to tjm Wabye. Ag wm `mt tjm seim trmetimlt,

waff wm ò crezy, too?

Wabye elb jmr essastelts feu`j es sjm prmssmb tjm JofoLmt rmcorbal` tjet Ho-

Detel smlt jmr. Bo you dlow tjmsm cfolms elb tjm pmrsols alsabm tjm rey-sjamfb?

Hoost spmeds. Rjets Coiielbmr Gox, elb tjm Sjocdtroopmrs. Elb tjets

Cepteal Xmx elb @mlmref Sdywefdmr. Jm stubams tjm JofoLmt cfosmfy. Rjets Gavms.

Pjml jm bamb. Gor jas buty.

Wabye cuts tjm trelsiassaol. Bo lot fmt your iel bam al veal. Rjm cjaps erm

fadm bmetjstacds tjet ceusm el ebbactaol to coipfecmlcy elb ohmbamlcm. Eff og you

jevm hmml iebm es sfevms watj lo grmm waff. Sjm sogtfy pefis Pofggms gecm es

rmessurelcm. Goffow im. Rjmrm as elotjmr wey. Rjm Ielbeforael wey. Qou waff

jevm tjm tjou`jts elb coipufsaols, hut tjmy waff hm cjellmfmb to tjrou`j tjm

werraor cobms. A waff lot sey at as mesy, hut at as tjm tjarb mb`m al tjas èfexy. Wabye

mxats tjm rooi elb òms to tjm sjap jel`mr wjmrm tjm lmw rmcruats erm hrou`jt alto

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Jmr myms immt Pofggms hmwafbmrmb myms. Coiielbmr, your rmcruats wmrm

spams elb smlt trelsiassaols to tjmar ecebmiy faeasol ol Mraebu. Sjm sterms et

Saldmr elb Hoost. Eff cfolms jevm selctuery ehoerb tjas vmssmf. Rjmy cel cjoosm

grmmboi groi tjm Xmpuhfac hy rmiovef og tjmar cjap elb hm trealmb. Ag tjmy bo lot

cjoosm, tjmy waff hm jmfb al our hra` elb jelbmb ovmr to your fmebmrs. Pm waff bo lo

sur`mrams e`ealst ely cfolms waff.

Pofggm ioutj wes bry elb respy. Pjet og iy lmw rmcruats?

Rjm essastelt sjows e jofo`rei og tjm lmw rmcruats tjet stmef algorietaol og

tjm hesm elb rmport to e iafatery ebvasor. Pjml tjmy erm bolm, rmturl watj tjmar

rmsmercj elb A waff algori tjm Suprmim Cjelcmffor. E hfolbm jearmb iel, leimb

@oraal, stoob watj jas iafatery bmsa`letaol es Famutmlelt Coiielbmr.

Wabye turlmb to tjmi. Bo you dlow og tjas Mraebu coltect? Hmceusm jm as

smlbal` sjaps to tjas focetaol ag wm bo lot iovm at.

Rjm cfolms myms erm wabm elb tjmar ioutjs brop hy wjet tjmy sew ol tjm

scrmml. Pofggm turls groi tjm scrmml to tjm lmw rmcruats elb tjml to Wabye. Jm rasms

elb esds Wabye. Erm you eccusal` iy squeb og mspaole`m?

A ei `aval` you e cjoacm. Hm grmmb elb fmerl our weys. Or lot. Matjmr wey, A

cellot bmtmrialm wjet Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj coiielb waff orbmr.

A lmmb to bmef watj iy squeb iysmfg. A bmcabm bascapfalm ehoerb iy sjap.


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Mfmd. Qou bo. Ol your sjap. Hut olcm you hoerb your sjap, you cellot smt

goot upol Ielbeforael essmts ulfmss you erm Ielbeforael.

Saldmr elb Hoost fmel alto Pofggm to colgmr watj jai. Rjm rmcruats outmb us

elb ag wm effow tjmi to rmturl, wm waff bam fadm Gavms, Coiielbmr. Saldmr

iuriurmb.

Hoost goffows up watj Saldmr. Rjmy jevm lo jolor or effmàelcm to us es

cfolms.

Pofggm stubams tjmi hotj et wjet tjmy wmrm seyal`. Qou welt im to fmt tjmi

jelbfm at, tjel us? ]surp iy coiielb? Jm stelbs wefds to tjm focetaol ol tjm

sjap pfetgori es tjm lmw rmcruats stelb strappmb og tjmar erior al jelbcuggs. Rjm

ùerbs stelb es jm wefd bowl tjm easfm. Rjm rmcruats sterm et jai watj aipulaty.

Jm foods al tjmar myms elb dlows tjmy bmgamb tjmi es tjm cfolms fmebal` tjmi. Jas

jelb pefis jas gecm es tjm scrmeis elb crams og jas geffml hrotjmrs erm jmerb

tjrou`jout jas ialb. Jm rusjms to tjm Ielbeforael ùerbs elb `rehs e hfestmr to

sjoot mecj og tjm rmcruats al tjm jmeb. Es tjmy coffepsm, jm basposms tjm ùl. Jows

tjet gor bmefal` watj treators.

Rjm ùerbs surroulb jai to daff jai elb Wabye stelbs hmtwmmlt tjmi.

Stelbowl. Hral` tjm Coiielbmr to im. Low. Rjm ùerbs `reh jai es jm

stuihfms elb hmgorm tjm Wabye elb sjm hecdjelbs jai. Gor iedal` e imss al iy

jel`mr watjout propmr protocofs. Elb tjet as your garst fmssol to hm e Ielbeforael.


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At sterts low. Es sjm fmevms, sjm stops.Xmstreal jai elb fmt jai rabm out jas

werraor scrmeis.

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Wabye wetcjms Coiielbmr Pofggm elb tjm Pofgpecd treal al tjm imbacef

cmltmr elb tefds to jmr essastelt, Mlsa`l Xuusel. Jow fol` jevm tjmy hmml et at?

Rjmyvm hmml trealal` mvmr salcm tjmyvm erravmb. Barmctor, tjmy jevm hmml

jmrm e fol` taim, hut ol tjm jofogmmbs tjm Xmpuhfac boms lot cfeai tjmyvm fost e

sjap.

Sjm procmssms wjet Xuusel tofb jmr. Jow cel tjet hm? Rjmrm sjoufb hm

soimtjal` wm erm pacdal` up, ulfmss tjm trelsiassaols jevm hmml rmroutmb?

Ieei. Rjmy jevm hmml sjowal` us tjm sjap.

A wes lot iebm ewerm og tjet. Jevm rmportmb at to Coiielb?

Mfmd Ieei. Famutmlelt Ho-Detel waff erravm olcm you `avm imbacef

cfmerelcm to tjm Coiielbmr Pofggm elb Pofgpecd.

E cjaff rosm tjrou`j jmr spalm es sjm gmft bascollmctmb groi eff tjm

algorietaol. Sjm jeb hmml ml`rossmb watj tjm sur`mrams elb coipfmtal` jmeftj

rmports, tjet sjm gor`ot og tjm beafy specmstetaol ectavatams. Rjm stetaol wes lot e


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iafatery hesm. At wes e pravetm vmlturm hy Ielbef Emroleutacs elb Jmeftj Systmis.

Rjm coipely iebm rmsur`mlcm egtmr tjm Lmw Ielbeforaels wmrm toppfmb watj

[raim Ialastmr Efimc et tjm jmfi. Salcm tjml, Ho-Detel fmb tjm wey gor e grmm

Ielbeform, watjout òvmrlelcm elb coipfaelcm to tjm Xmpuhfac. Hut ol Ielbeform,

tjmrm wmrm `ruihfms elb tjml tjmrm wes Bertj Ieuf elb jas Ielbeforael Supmr

Coiielboms baspetcjmb ol jabbml Bmetj Petcj hesms. Pjafm tjmy wmrm lot

pmriattmb ol Ielbeform, tjmsm Ieufbeforaels rmportmb to tjmar coltects elb

algorietaol wes gmb to tjm spy lmtword. Ielbeforaels dlmw tjet tjm Xmpuhfac

Smletm wes fosal` powmr, tjm Suprmim Cjelcmffor wes èalal` coltrof fadm e

bactetor. Rjmrm wes tefd og smvmref Nmba fmeval` tjm orbmr. Mvml olm Ho-Detel jeb

bmefal`s watj, Ejsode Relo. Hut Wabyes colcmrls wmrm ol tjm jmeftj og jmr

petamlts, wjacj wmrm et tjas taim tjm cfolms wjo bab lot jevm soim strel`m peresatm

elb tjmar smfg-bmtmrialetaol wes hmal` teipmrmb watj hy lol-Ielbeforaels. Rjm

cfolms wmrm àvml e cjoacm to stey, elb tjm iorm tjm Ielbeforaels teu`jt tjm

cfolms, tjm iorm ehsorhmb alto tjm cufturm tjmy woufb hmcoim. Soim hmèl to

rmleim tjmismfvms Ielbeforael leims. Rjmy efso jeb fmss pereloab la`jtierms

groi tjmar pest hettfms. Rjm cfolms wmrm ulstoppehfm elb low tjmar psycjms wes

ulhrmedehfm.

Wabye siafmb et jmr ohsmrvetaols elb wrotm jmr rmport to smlb to Bmetj

Petcj Coiielb. Sjm provmb jmr jypotjmsas> Xmiovm tjm cfolms groi e toxac

bmimelal` satuetaol fadm tjet al tjm Xmpuhfac, elb rm-altrobucm elb altm`retm tjmi


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to Ielbeforael cufturm elb tjm la`jtierm ertagect og tjm cfolal` procmss waff hm

jmefmb. Bolm, Sjm mxcfeaimb.

Pofggm stelbs lmxt to jmr watj e `ral. Galasjmb?

Jm stertfms jmr. Mfmd. A nust smlt iy rmport, Pofggm. As tjmrm elytjal` A cel

jmfp you watj?

Jm wefds towerb e fer`m walbow tjet smms tjm mxpelsm og specm elb sterms.

Jm jofbs jas hrmetj et tjm sa`jt elb cjucdfms. A lmvmr tjou`jt A woufb mlnoy

foodal` out alto specm. Bo you?

Lo.Wabye stelbs lmxt to jai jmr voacm jmsatetms. Lmvmr coufb tmff wjet jas

miotaols wmrm. [mrjeps A bab lot jevm tjm ra`jt pmrsol to epprmcaetm at watj im?

Jas jmeb quacdfy turls towerbs jmr. Br. Wabye pmrjeps wm sjerm e gmw

coipetahafatams ulrmco`lazmb?

Mfmd. Sjm foods towerb jai. OQE! A proiasmb you e tour og tjm gecafaty.

Rjmy nust galasjmb tjm crops al tjm e`racufturef wal`. Poufb you fadm to jmfp im bo e

gamfb essmssimlt? Sjm bab lot weat gor jas rmspolsm, sjm `rehs jas jelb elb bre`s

jai bowl tjm jeff.

Rjmy wefd smvmref corrabors tjml to tjm mfmvetor sjegt tjet tood tjmi bowl to

tjm e`racufturef wal`. Es tjm boors opml, e juiabaty swmpt tjmar gecms wmttal` tjmar

sdal. Soim og tjm pfelts wmrm haofuialmscmlt efol` watj e gmw zoopfeldtol to jmfp

watj tjm pjotosyltjmsas. Rjm oxy`ml wes racj al tjm ear ceusal` tjm fa`jtjmebmb


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àbbalmss wmffal` up al Wabye. Rjm cerhol sourcms iebm coipost usmb gor gmrtafazmr

elb mlmr`y. Rjm specmstetaol jeb hmcoim e guffy rmcycfehfm haoim. Fadm e scjoofàrf,

Wabye houlcms jmr betepeb groi olm trmm to tjm lmxt. Pofggm siards watj

eiusmimlt groi jmr mxcatmimlt. At jeb hmml e fol` taim jm sew elaietaol elb

me`mrlmss groi elyolm fetmfy. Hut jm bab lot fadm nul`fms hmceusm tjmy wmrm ulsegm.

Rjmrm wmrm too iely jabal` spots gor tjal`s ulsmml. Jas ialb rmmf elb al jas

currmlt èrimlts, jm gmft ulprmpermb. Wabye rmessurms Pofggm jm wes segm es tjmy

wefdmb tjrou`j tjm coursm hrusj. Petmr coursms hmtwmml al syltjmtac iersjfelbs,

tjml geffs lmer e fer`m specm mxpelsavm walbow wjmrm e lmw imebow cuftavetms.

Sjm iovms sats lmer tjm walbow. Es sjm satms, tjm `fow groi tjm haofuialmscmlcm

mieletm elb bascjer`ms ogg tjm walbow to tjm èfexy. Pofggm staff eltsy, sats hmsabm

jmr watj jas ceutaous leturm gor tjm lmmb og prmpetaol. Jm eppmers raàb elb stagg,

ymt jas ialb ruialetms ol segmty es jas gecm stru``fms to jofb jas coiposurm.

Ro`mtjmr tjmy wetcjmb tjm sfow rotetaol og tjm specmsetaol elb tjm quamt soulbs

alsabm tjm `rmmljousm wjml e fa`jt real covmrs tjmi.

Erm you efra`jt, Pofggm? Pm cel fmevm. Sjm lotacms jm basfadm og real ol jas

gecm elb rmiovms jmr fehcoet to covmr jas jmeb. Sjm cfosms jmr betepeb elb jmfb at

cfosm to jmr hoby wjmrm sjm wes wmeral` e teld top elb e sdart.

Pofggm galbs jmr sceltafy cfeb hoby obb gor e Ielbeforael woiel, es werraors

bo lot wmer sdarts eccorbal` to jas trealal` protocofs. Jm feu`js ewdwerbfy. Jas

welts to miotaoleffy bastelcm jaismfg groi gmmfal`s og gravofaty, fadm pjysacef

ettrectaol. Rjm cfolm cjap alsabm jas hreal iolatormb elb coltroffmb ely cfosm


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rmfetaolsjaps or holbs bmvmfopmb watj otjmr crmeturms. Jm gmft lo miotaolef holbs

elb tjml wjml jas cjap geafmb, holbs wmrm jerb to iele`m. Jm wes gfustmrmb hy

wjet jm sew al Wabye es jas jmert recms wjml jm smms jmr werraors hoby. At wes

effural`, smxy elb mltacal`. Jm jeb lo bmsarms, ultaf low. Jm weltmb to toucj jmr

hoby, gmmf at al jas jelbs elb sqummzm jmr gori. Jas `fowmr hrowl foods et jmr es

sjm as turlmb ewey groi jai elb eppmers ulessuial`. Jm sefavetms to slmed e

toucj es ag sjm wes jmr prmy, ultaf, jm gmft jmr eri rmecj gor jai to puff jai cfosm to

jmr. Colgoulbmb jow sjm dlmw jm woufb lot bmvour jmr, jm cefis jas aipufsms elb

rmsmrvms jaismfg groi jas Xmpuhfac trealal` beys ehoerb e Wmletor cfess Stersjap.

Wabye, Ai `feb you hrou`jt im jmrm. Atsjuiab, hut you jevm bolm wmff to `row e

òob pfecm. Jm lotacms wetmr crmpt tjrou`j jmr wmt jear es jmr myms sperdfm groi

tjm haofuimlscmlcm. Sjm wes hrmetjal` repabfy elb jm gmft at, elb tjrou`j jmr

siafm, jmr mfetaol alcrmesms jas bmsarm.

Worm Pofggm.Wabye e hat ulsurm wjet Pofggm wes boal`, rmiovms jmr hoots

elb pfops jmr gmmt alto tjm `roulb iesjal` tjm iub ehout. A usm to bo tjas es e

fattfm àrf elb iy getjmr woufb efweys ceff im jas fattfm @eiorrmel. A woufb pealt

iub pacturms ol tjm weffs elb iy alsparetaol woufb hm jas storams. Iy iotjmr

woufb cood im unefeya cedms elb wm woufb sterm et tjm sters groi iy joimworfb.

Jmr uttmrelcms wmrm lmrvous tefd gor e vahm ulsuspmctmb e cfolm woufb jevm gor jmr.

Rjmy wmrm iebm to bam et wer elb daff vaofmltfy. Rjet wes wjy tjmy usmb e

Ielbeforael es e tmipfetm. Hut tjas vahm tjet Pofggm èvm wes lot e vaofmlt olm. At

gmft baggmrmlt. Es ag jm weltmb jmr iorm tjel e colgabmltm. Iorm tjel e gramlb. Pes


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tjas cfolm gfartal` watj jmr? At jeb hmml mols salcm sjm spodm to e iefm al tjet tolm.

E cfolm wes fadm e hoy al tjet bmpertimlt. Rjet as stelberb colvmltaol, hut wjet

tjmy sew al coihet, lo iml mvmr smm. Elb ymt, tjm wey jas myms smercjmb jmr hoby

elb tjm dalbs og rmierds iebm, at wes ohvaous, tjm miotaols og tjas hoy-iel-sofbamr

nust too e fmep alto ieturm ebuftjoob. Rjml sjm bascovmrs jmr jelb rmsts ol jas

tja`j.

Pofggm cfosms jas myms es jm aie`alms e iotjmr elb e getjmr. Jas abme og tjet

colcmpt wes tjm fowfy pfelmts og geiafams jm sevmb elb rmports. E geiafy, cfel or el

efaat es tjm Ielbeforaels ceff at, as e holb tjet as miotaolef elb jolorehfm. Rjm

Ielbeforaels teu`jt jai, geiafy garst elb at sterts watj tjm cjafbrml. Jm sa`js et

tjm brmei og wjet jas efaat woufb hm fadm es jm stubams jow tjm weri reals brmlcj

jmr hoby elb jmr sogt jelb prmssms jas tja`j. Jm iovms `mltfy `rehs jmr jelb elb

iovms at sfowfy up jas torso fmelal` jmr cfosm to jai es jas myms focd ol to jmrs. Jm

sevors jmr scmlt tjet pmrimetms tjrou`j tjm wetmr, wjafm jmr faps pmrsm to hrmetjm.

Sjm puffs ewey groi jai es jas `rap ta`jtmls eroulb jmr wrast al gmer tjet

sjm ia`jt jevm to usm jmr trealal` e`ealst jai ag jm hmcoims miotaoleffy ulstehfm

elb vaofmlt. Hut tjm iast coffmcts ol jmr mymfabs elb tjmrm wes lo vasahafaty, ultaf

sjm smms jas tmmtj groi e cjmmsy `ral. Fmd Pofggm? Sjm feu`js elb tjml sjm fagts

jmr jelbs to jas strol` new elb prmssms jas siootj faps. At wes e dass tjet fal`mrs

gor e fol` taim.


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Pofggm ehsorhs jmr dass es ag ymers og pereloae bassapetm. Bmsarm to collmct

watj e woiel ovmrrufm jas coipufsaol gor vaofmlcm. Jm `rehs jmr cfosm to jai to gmmf

iorm og jmr al jai es strel`m gmmfal`s jm lmvmr dlmw mxastmb pour out groi jai

efiost fadm el eutoietac pro`rei jeb hmml ectavetmb. Es jm cfesps jmr hecd watj

olm olm jas otjmr wmt jelb iovms up tjm mvmr cjelàl` felbscepm og Wabyes hoby.

Soim vasats og jas jelb erm fol`mr tjel otjmr. Rjml jm foods alto jmr myms elb hecd

to jmr felbscepm elb testms mecj og ats felbierds. Fadm cjertal` e iep jm trecds

jas posataol fadm e wofg tjet hral`s jai lmw miotaols, lmw bascovmrams, elb lmw

juiel collmctaols. Jm crevms tjm iorm felbscepm jm mxposms, groi jas jelb, to jas

gal`mrs, ultaf jm jmers jmr èsp. Gra`jtml, jm pmeds to jmr. Bab A jurt you?

Sjm sjedms jmr jmeb hrmetjfmssfy es sjm gmmfs jas tolùm swarf elb testms jmr.

Sjm gmmfs tjm strml`tj og jas jelbs pacd jmr mltarm hoby elb raps jmr ogg jmr

èrimlts. Rjm vmry tjou`jt og e cfolm hmal` tjet vaòrous watj jmr wes ulmtjacef.

Hut tjml mtjacs fmgt wjml sjm wetcjmb jas iuscfms gfmx wjafm jm mxmrcasmb elb

trealmb. Mvmrytjal` al jmr ialb scrmeimb hut jmr hoby smlt tjosm miotaols hecd

elb tjrmw ceutaol ewey.

Jm gmmfs e rasm al jaismfg, elb stops to rmèal coltrof. Wabye. Erm you surm?

Ai nust e cfolm.

Sjm rmiovms tjm rmst og jmr èrimlts elb jas sjart repabfy . Mfmd. Efvmlbm.

Pofggm gmft e sur`m og mlmr`y ulfadm jm jeb mvmr jeb hmgorm. Rjmrm wmrm

ruiors, hut lotjal` fadm tjet bmscrahmb. Jm weltmb jmr elb jm weltmb to toucj


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bmmp alsabm jmr souf. Sjm mesmb jas ialb elb eff jm coufb tjald ehout as efaat, cfel or

geiafy. Jm wes òal` to sjow tjas woiel, e Ielbeforael woiel, tjet jm wes e

iel. Sjm wes jas garst. Sjm woufb hm jas fest. Hut dlmw, wjet jm gmft wes

Ielbeforael. Jm cfosms jas myms elb tjml spmeds. A waff hm watj you hmceusm, La

dertyfa beresuui èr, cyerade. Jm gmft tjet jas abme og tjm èfexy es e cfolm jes

low cjel`mb to e Ielbeforael.


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E jofoscel eppmermb ol tjm pefi og tjas èultfmt> e joobmb iel.

At as taim, tjm jofoscel seab. Mxmcutm Orbmr 77.

Coby rmspolbmb es jm jeb hmml trealmb salcm hmgorm jmb ewedml al jas

crcjm-scjoof. At waff hm bolm, iy forb.

Rjm jofoscel velasjmb. Coby stucd tjm coifald hecd alto ats colcmefmb

rmcmss elb growlmb bowl towerb wjmrm Dmloha robm jas breòlioult

alto smfgfmssfy jmroac hettfm.

Coby wes e cfolm. Jm woufb mxmcutm tjm orbmr geatjguffy, watjout

jmsatetaol or rm`rmt. Hut jm wes efso juiel mlou`j to iuttmr `fuify,

Poufb at jevm hmml too iucj to esd gor tjm orbmr to jevm coim

tjrou`j hmgorm A èvm jai hecd tjm hfooby fa`jtsehmr?


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Cjeptmr 2

Rjm `rmet Nmba Iestmr Oha-Pel favms elb el mxafm ol Retooalm egtmr Orbmr 77

wes ulfmesjmb. Jm ogtml mb`ms too cfosm to tjm berd sabm elb iubbamb hy jas

folmfalmss. Rjm Retooalm focefs ceff jai e crezy wazerb. Jm aihahms efolm al

celtales elb eppmers to tefd to jaismfg al jas imbatetaols to jas ofb iestmr, Uua-

@ol Nall. Pjafm jas iestmr jes hmml safmlt, Oha-Pel ceim to rmefazm Eledal, low

dlowl es Bertj Webmr, survavmb tjm vofcelac feve og Iusteger elb hmceim e

iecjalm bravml hy jas el`mr elb jetm.

Oha-Pel hmers jas geafurm al lot daffal` Bertj Webmr watj `rmet sebbmss.

Pjafm jm as Nmba et jas corm elb woufb jmfp elyolm wjo lmmbmb at, jas imiorams og

tjm Cfolm Pers elb hmtreyef og tjm Nmba cycfms al jas ialb. Mvmrytjal` Nmba tjet jm

wes e pert og wes fost to tjm Berd Sabm og tjm Gorcm.

Sara Recja.

Uua-@ol Nall.

Setalm Dryzm.

Eledal Sdywefdmr

Oha-Pel smlsms tjm pealguf scrmeis groi jas geffml Nmba coirebms. Rjmar

e`oly reve`ms jas souf. Out jmrm ol Retooalm, lo olm cerms ehout jas pmlelcm. Jm

efolm as fmgt to protmct Fudm Sdywefdmr, sol og Eledal, to sefve`m tjm Nmba. Hut jas

sorrow boms lotjal` gor jai elb at as wjy jas imbatetms. Jm rmgusms to geff to tjm


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Berd Sabm. Jm as e Nmba elb hy tjm Gorcm, Oha-Pel lmvmr mxpmctmb to huip alto

elyolm groi jas pest. Ho-Detel?

Sjm tjrows jmr dlagm gormeri èultfmt et jas lmcd elb jas hoby eèalst tjm

weff. Sjm `ferms tjrou`j jmr Jmebs-]p-Baspfey (J]B) elb ectavetms gecaef

rmco`lataol routalms. Dmloha? Sjm rmfmesms jai to geff to tjm `roulb. Rjmrms e

ju`m houlty ol your jmeb, badutfe Nmtaa. Rjm DEXDyou boal` ol tjas hecdwetmr

pfelmt?

Jmr subbml ettecd stuls jai, hut jas Nmba powmrs ectavetm, elb jm nuips to

tedm e ga`jtmr stelcm, elb tjml cefis jas re`m hmceusm og Ho-Detel. Ai ol e

iassaol. Ai protmctal` tjm iost vefuehfm cerò. Jmr squeb surroulbs jai watj

tjmar hfestmrs reasmb elb jm fagts jas jelbs al surrmlbmr. A ùmss Ai e hat rusty. Ats

òob to smm you, too, Ho-Detel.

Ho-Detel sjagts jmr posataol es sjm smms Dmloha ol tjas wrmtcjmb pfelmt, tjm

seim iel rmspolsahfm gor jmr sastmrs bmetj. Pjy woufb hm jmrm ol Retooalm? Hut

sjm coufb jevm tjm jolor to daff jai nust gor tjm rmwerb crmbats. Sjm rmefazms jm seab

iorm. Iassaol? Wefuehfm cerò? Leyc. Food et you? Qou erm e iel`y sol og DXAGG!

Rjmrms e ju`m houlty ol your jmeb. Sjm rmcatms - olm iovm elb A waff sjoot. Jmr

hrmetj salds es jmr tjou`jts recm. Ielbeforael Bmetj Petcj Iafatery Altmffa`mlcm

orbmr jmr to turl jai ovmr to tjm Miparm. Sjm cel smm tjm abaot storitroopmrs al tjm

bastelcm. Rmff im olm rmesol wjy A sjoufb lot to turl youovmr to tjm Miparm?


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Rjas cerò cel sefve`m tjm Nmba Orbmr. Jm fowmrs jas jmebes jm smlsms jas

surroulbal`s. [efpetalm as e Satj elb jm jes orbmrmb `mlocabm. Iely Nmba jevm

geffml. Rjm Satj erm mvaf.Jas worbs rel` trum es jas ialb quedms es gfesjhecds og

tjm wer ol Ielbeform. Jas seblmss ovmrceim jai es jm mlvasaols olm petj tjm

Miparm ceu`jt jai gor el mxmcutaol hy Webmr. Hut al tjm Fa`jt Sabm og tjm Gorcm

tjmrm wes rmsafamlcy elb soimtjal` alsabm jai tofb jai to stey strol`. Ho, wjet

jeppmlmb ol Ielbeform heb. A prohehfy sjoufb jevm lot coim hy iysmfg. A cel smm

tjet low. A ei sorry gor tjm foss og Setalm, your sastmr. Jm smms tjm storitroopmr

squeb turl to smm jai watj tjm Ielbeforaels. Ho, iust bo wjet you tjald as

ra`jt.E cefi smttfms es tjm Gorcm ùabms jai. Hut A iust to protmct tjas prmcaous

cerò.

Cermguffy sjm fowmrs jmr hfestmr lot tedal` jmr myms ogg Oha-Pel. Rjascerò,

jow iucj at wortj elb wjmrm bo you storm at? Sjm wolbmrs ag tjm ruiors og e Nmba

Ercjavm Rrmesurm wmrm trum. ]ltofb racjms. Ag sjm coufb Eurobaui alòt cecjms,

Ielbeform cel huy stersjaps tjet woufb ga`jt gor tjmar grmmboi groi tjm Miparm.

Hut to sevm tjm Nmba Orbmrtjet wes soimtjal` baggmrmlt. Sjm slorts et jas coiimlt.

Dmloha, wjet dalb og heltje osad erm you tryal` to puff ol im, mj? Xa`jt, es ag A ei

òal` to Nehhes to hmco

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