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J u r n a l i

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juba Rebeli adamianismagvarTa .................................................................................................. 3SexvedraqarTuli mwerloba mSvenierebis samsaxurSi unda Cadges... .................................... 4poezia Tamila jafariZe ................................................................................................ 6

prozaTamaz xmalaZe aRsareba ................................................................................................ 9gia xoferia ana karenina da bebiaCemi .................................................................... 12poezianino quTaTelaZe ........................................................................................................... 15

giorgi melua ................................................................................................................. 16

prozaaleko wiwilaSvili (Tovlis kaci) ferflis kuzi ................................................ 18erTi leqsi leila jaxvelaZe netav imas... ............................................................ 21nino taryaSvili cremli .......................................................................................... 22klasikosis arqividankonstantine gamsaxurdia mgluri megobroba ...................................................... 25proza Tea lomaZe avtoris ambavi .................................................................................26ena da globalizacia dedamiwa arasodes iqneba nacrisferi... ................................................................. 30reJisoris arqividan ................................................................................................... 33mogonebani gardasul dReTaTeimuraz petriaSvili „saqarTvelos erT-erTi ulamazesi kuTxea svaneTi“ ...... 35saojaxo arqividansamSoblos mowyvetili mamuliSvilebi ................................................................. 39poezia meri biwaZe ..........................................................................................................41publicistis Canawerebijumber jiSkariani fragmentebi amerikuli dRiuridan ......................................... 45poezia Tamar SaiSmelaSvili ..........................................................................................50

mkiTxvelis STabeWdilebaleila qitoSvili- saxlTxuciSvili Seulamazebeli simarTle sjobs... ............. 51poezia Tamaz Caduneli ...................................................................................................57

mcire prozaemzar kvitaiSvili Zveli rveulidan .......................................................................... 58literaturuli kritikaSorena qurTiSvili maradiuli wigni ........................................................................... 61Cveni patarebisaTvisinga milorava moqarguli xelsaxoci ................................................................... 63qarTuli sulikonstantine kapaneli qarTuli tipi ..........................................................................66Targmaniinglisuri poezia (Targmna irma jangiraSvilma) ................................................. 68ana axmatova (Targmna nana RvinefaZem) ...................................................................... 69franc kafka (Targmna xaTuna pataSurma) ................................................................ 71Tamar gabroSvili TamaSi mzeze _ iq, sadac ca-metia ............................................. 72debiutiTornike narozauli leqsebi .................................................................................. 77xsovnis kandelileila qitoSvilili mze acilebda ................................................................................. 80monatrebanino zedelaSvili mogonebebi goderZi Coxelze ................................................. 83

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mTavari redaqtori

Tamar SaiSmelaSvili

pasuxismgebeli redaqtori

sofio jafariZe

garekanze: giorgi meluas naxati `TeTri kala~

Tamar miqaZe

leila qitoSvili -

saxlTxuciSvili

Temur CalabaSvili

manana CitiSvili

nino CxikviSvili

Tamaz xmalaZe

ivane jafariZe

juba Rebeli

jumber jiSkariani

Jurnal àneulTan~ arsebuli literaturuli gaerTianeba:

JurnalSi gamoqveynebul masalebze pasuxismgebelia avtori

redaqciis telefonia: 551 00 50 58

redaqciis internetfosta: [email protected]

logos avtori

giorgi zurebiani

kulturul-saganmanaTleblo sazogadoeba àneuli~

kompiuteruli uzrunvelyofa

goCa soziaSvili

_______* Caradelni _ seni, piris-saxeT ga(n)mryvneli (sulxan-saba)

Sen roca giWirs, mamulo,mec, ra Tqma unda, avad var,bedniereba maocebsadamianismagvarTa...

nislebSi mosCans mermisi,warsuli xsovnas Cabarda,awmyoSi zeobs leqs-libri,adamianismagvarTa...

jer kidev nagvis urnebSiveZebT sakvebs da samarTals,xorcs miZiZgnian sulebi,adamianismagvarTa...

„cudas rad unda mteroba“ –Tavis dasacav abjrad maqvsda midis sirTa seroba,adamianismagvarTa...

vis gavas mTvarem akoca,vin dedas namuss Tavad xdisda weren „antityaosans“adamianismagvarni...

zogs colis saSo uyvavis,`zogs fexebSuagaCrili~,zeoben wignis yuaSiadamianis aCrdilni...

zogebma RmerTsac Sehbedes,saflavze mosul yoilTac,Cemo samSoblov, Sens Semdegqva qvazec nuRar yofila!..

„wyalni wavlen da wamovlen“,Tqven Caradelni* CarCebiuflis boZebul am sofelsqviSadac arsad darCebiT...

adamianSi RmerTia,RmerTSia mTeli samyaro,TqvenSi vin aris, Tqven vin xarT,adamianismagvarno?!.

ra dedam gSobaT, an da raSvilebi unda dazardoT,adamianismagvarTa,adamianisnagvarno?!.

juba Rebeli

adamianismagvarTa...

Sen roca giWirs, mamulo,mec, ra Tqma unda, avad var,bedniereba maocebsadamianismagvarTa...

minaweri levan beburiSvilis wignze _„mwerlobis moTviniereba grZeldeba“

ISSN 1987-9717

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literaturul Jurnal ̀ aneulis~ TaosnobiT, mwignobarTa asociaciaSi

gaimarTa Sexvedra axalgazrda kritikosTan _ levan beburiSvilTan,

romelic avtoria wignisa `mwerlobis moTviniereba grZeldeba~.

Sexvedra gaxsna da axlad gamocemuli wignis mniSvnelobas xazi gausva

àneulis~ redaqtorma Tamar SaiSmelaSvilma. mTavari moxsenebiT poeti

nino taryaSvili gamovida. misi TqmiT, levan beburiSvilis wigni im

didi tkiviliT dawerilia, ramac axalgazrda adamians kalami aaRebina.

`wignSi ̀ mwerlobis moTviniereba grZeldeba~, romlis saTauric akaki

baqraZis wignis `mwerlobis moTviniereba~ mixedviT SeirCa, igrZnoba

iliaseuli xelwera. mwerali msjelobs zogadad saWirboroto prob-

lemebze, misi warmoSobis mizezebze, xelSemwyob politikur garemoze

da Semdeg mohyavs konkretuli magaliTebi im mweralTa Semoqmedebidan,

romelTaTvisac didi xania aRar arsebobs moraluri da eTikuri CarCoebi.

ufro sworad, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, isini raRac amoralur morals

amkvidreben. mxatvrul teqstebSi yvelafris aRwerilobas dasaSvebs

xdian, imisasac, risi gafiqrebac zaravs normalur adamians, an romeli

codvis Sesaxebac man ubralod arc ki icis. ase dgeba qarTuli mwer-

loba codvis da ara mSvenierebis samsaxurSi~.

nino taryaSvilma dasZina, rom levan beburiSvilis gamokvleva is

wignia, romlis dawerac aucilebeli iyo. es aris yvelaze saWiro wigni

literaturul cxovrebaSi Tundac bolo oci wlis manZilze, radgan

dRes saqarTvelos zneobrivi simtkice ufro sWirdeba, vidre vinmes

Tundac `lamazi~ leqsebio... Tumca, aqac ki SeiZleba daisvas kiTxva:

yvelaferi, rasac dRes `lamazs~ vuwodebT, marTla iseTi lamazia, ro-

gorc gveCveneba?

levan beburiSvils wignis gamosvla miuloces: guram petriaSvilma,

robert petriaSvilma, ciala ardaSeliam, manana kvaWaZem, akaki bregaZem,

guram yoranaSvilma, cira yuraSvilma, zurab abaSiZem, jumber jiSkarianma,

Tamila niJaraZem, maia beriZem... maTi azriT, sakiTxi Rrmad da zustad

aris ganxiluli, Cveni literaturuli kritika da literaturaTmcod-

neoba modunebulia, gazeTi da Jurnali ar aris, sadac am Temaze azrs

gabedulad gamoxataven. levanis wigns Tavdapirvelad emzar kvitaiS-

vili gamoexmaura gazeT `saqarTvelos respublikaSi~, xolo Jurnal

àmer-imerSi~ TiTqmis mTlianad daibeWda da sxvadasxva regionSi asec

gavrcelda.

filologiis mecnierebaTa doqtoris Tamar miqaZis TqmiT, naTebas

hgavs wignis avtorTan Sexvedra: `vuerTdebi saerTo mowonebas. Zalian

kargad gavecani wigns. metsac getyviT, orjer wavikiTxe. am Temaze

sxva wignic minaxavs, magram riTi gansxvavdeba levan beburiSvilis es

wigni? aq srulyofili analizia. visurvebdi, magaliTi aiRon sxvebmac,

ufrosma Taobamac. SeiZleba isic bunebrivia, rom axalgazrda adami-

anisgan unda wamosuliyo iniciativa. literaturuli cxovreba yofis

nawilia, vfiqrob, sazogadoebrivi azri unda gaZlierdes, rom erTi

muWa adamianebma veRar gabedon Tavisi azris xelaRebiT Tavs moxveva~.

Tamar miqaZem gaixsena nikoloz yifianis vaJis, moRvawisa da rCeuli

pirovnebis werili qaliSvilisadmi briuselSi: `Svidi ena icoda mamam,

Svidi ena _ Svilma. cota meti siRrme hqondaT me-19 saukuneSi, vidre

dRes am sacodav adamianebs aqvT. nikoloz yifiani wers qaliSvils,

evropam Tavbru ar dagaxvios, Sen bevri kargi aiRe, magram ar dagaviwydes,

gaxsovdes, rom qarTveli xaro. ai es aris amosavali, riTic unda vix-

elmZRvaneloT momavalSi~.

elguja lebaniZis TqmiT, batoni levanis am gamosvlam Sedegi ukve

moitana da bevri adamianis azrovneba radikalurad Semoatriala.

ika qadaqiZem levanis naSroms im kategoriis wigni uwoda, romelic

unda ganxilul iqnas Zalian seriozulad. ̀ levan beburiSvili seriozuli

kritikosia, radgan seriozulad aanalizebs qarTul satkivars da wers

im gamomcemlobebis danaSaulebriv saqmianobaze, razec Cveni komform-

istuli sazogadoeba mudam dumda... kargia, rom levanma am yvelafers

sistemuri saxe misca. es rom levans ar gaekeTebina, Cveni sazogadoeba

iyo im mdgomareobaSi, rom gamocxadebuli sikvdilis qronikasaviT yvelam

yvelaferi icoda, magram amaze aravin ar saubrobda~...

levan beburiSvilis TqmiT, es wigni 6 Tvis ganmavlobaSi iwereboda:

`zogi dainteresda, vinmem xom ar momca rCeva, biZgi, rom es damewera.

aravis ar moucia rCeva, Tavad momafiqrda. cxadia, wakiTxuli mqonda

akaki baraZis `mwerlobis moTviniereba~, rodesac Tanamedrove teqstebs

vkiTxulobdi, imdenad aSkara paralelebis daWera SeiZleboda, Tu ro-

gor xdeba xelovnebis ideologizeba, gadavwyvite masalebis Segroveba

da mcire wignakis saxiT mkiTxvelisTvis miwodeba. aravis am wignis

dawera ar urCevia, piriqiT damiSales kidec gamoqveyneba. zogierTma

Cemma profesorma, romlebic dRedaRam sarwmunoebaze da erovnulobaze

RaRadeben, miTxres: axalgazrda xar, unda damkvidrdeo. sxvaTa Soris

ramdenime adamianma uari miTxra redaqtorobazec. dabolos, qalbatonma

rusudanma Tavs ido es saqme da amisTvis mas uRrmesi madloba ekuTvnis~.

SekrebilT erTxmad aRniSnes, rom wigni uwinaresad kulturis sa-

ministroSi unda wikiTxon, raTa erTxel da samudamod daafason, rac

marTla faseulia da namdvil literaturas ganekuTvneba.

Sexvedra

qarTuli mwerloba mSvenierebis samsaxurSi unda Cadges...

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Tamila jafariZepoezia

agvisto 2008

iyos namdvili sinamdvile, rogoric RmerTi...

TeTnuldis ZirSi saxli gvedgas, maCubis gverdiT,

ialaRebze gvyavdes xarebi,Svilebs aTives hqondeT Seni

lurji Tvalebi....samasmeaTe aragvelis deda viyo,

moSurnec myavdes...swvavdeT mamuli, deduleTi,

colebi hyavdeT,soflis boloSi gvedgas wisqvili, _erTgulebas fqvavdes da fqvavdes...buxari enTos, saxuravze

cekvavdes kvamli,Tvali meWiros WiSkrisaken

da Cemi kalTasavse iyos wiwilebis wiav-wiaviT...qrodes niavi, balaxebs vwnavde, enguris wyaliT vzelde malamos,saqarTvelos moWril mxrebze

wamlad vafendeT,kodoris karTan karavs Slide,

elode Svilebs, mRerodnen liles, brundebodnen, gulSi ikravde,samasmeaTe aragvelis mama iyo, gqondes simarTle...ise giyvarde, samyaros cvlide......da tablas vSlide, jvrebiani cxeli purebiT,yvela Sin myavdeT, guli gulobdes,karebs aRebde da Cvens saxlSiRmerTi stumrobdes...

Cemi ianvari Cemi gazafxuli ise hgavs ianvars,rogorc Sens forToxlisfer

mxrebze mikruligvirilebiT moxatuli Cemi kaba _axla sakidze aprilis anabeWdebs

rom imeorebs...uSeno gazafxulis ianvaria...moqmedebis droa:gaaRe kari,Semodi,moixseni dumilis tvirTi,gaixade mtveri da WuWyi,daxseni nervuli Tasmebi

da gaTavisufldi;gaxseni Tmenis Sesakravebi

da fiqris Rilebi,kabis sakididan gadmofine gvirilebi,dayare forToxlebi Seni mxrebidan,gaSiSvldi _ gulis SigniT gaSiSvldi, _Semmose Seni mklavebiTda...damicavi, damicavi,gazafxulis ianvrisgan...

wvimis suraTi

midixar isev...wvims da iwvimos...idinos, mainc bolomde Segsvams...nu gaurbixar, sveli giJiagamogedevna _ ra moxda, Secda!mocurda mxrebze,tanze mogedo _kocnis niaRvrad,Tmebis qariSxlad...tuCze broweuls ise daakvda _albaT gagiJda...CamoiRvreba, isev waglekavs _saxifaToa wvimis TamaSi!Tavs ar ganebebs,nu gajavrdebi,is giJi me var,wvimis kabaSi...

TariRebi

da... Semxebodi _sicocxlisaTvis!da Seni xma,erTaderTi, rogorc samSoblozvavis gugunad _CamrCenoda mTebSi Caketils...gadaSra zeca,gadajeges mglebma karavi,da aRaravis sWirdeba zeca Tavisufali.vexebi nacnob, warmaval haers...Rrublebis ymuils,marTals da tyuils,sxva TariRebis isrutav Triaqs...miaqvs saaTis isrebis wrials is melodia.aRar ggavs Cveni uSba da Sxelda,dakarga bgera dabrunebismexma da eldam...axla vRamdebi,erRveva muryvams Ramis gamebida qaris iqiT vwewav TariRebs.waiRebs ese zRaparambavsdro basri xeliT.Tovs...myarad vdgavar dedamiwaze,fesvgamdgari da gatotvili var...Tovs...TariRebi nafotebad mcviva mxrebidan...Tovs...

miwa ar gveyo, arc dedamiwa _caSi avediT...qaris karavSi SevrekeT mglebi _ ruxi Rrublebi...da es iyo ise advili...gaSale zeca,rom Cvens siyvaruls daeWira meti adgili.mzeTa TaRebze davaTariReTdRe da wamebi...da im wamebsac erqva saxeli...da hqonda gemo mzeTa mtevnebis.ise avsebdi,TiTqos arasdros davmTavrdebodi.Tovda _ iwvodi,quxda _ mRerodi,wvimda _ fxizlobdi,rom wvimis tivebs ar gavyolodi,vidre Sen TviTon gaedevne qaris xomaldebs.da damarqvi penelopes ucxo saxeli...mere xatavdnen gazafxulebiuSbas da Sxeldas...vwuravdi miwas,engurs vaSrobdi,rom gamomexsna tyveobidanyvela biliki,gzajvaredini _saCemo gzisTvis

svanuri zardaxSidan

deduleT SemoTvales _ Camodio,sagzlad wamoiRe fiqrebio,_ guli saguleSi Tu davmale,exlav deduleT viqnebio;umal Sematyo maxvSi kacma,gogos TvalebSi hyavs peplebio,gzazed marto aRar gauSvaTo,tanzed moacviT eklebio._ ara, berikaco, ar idardo!rCeul vaJkacisTvis mitirnia,ekals nu Camacmev, Semomamsxvrevs,mxar-beW iseTi qviTkiri aqv!

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vardisferoba

gazafxuli rom Semomimtvrevs mdumare karebs,gamoveqcevi sakuTar saxls da soflis qalebs,lamariaze wagiyvan Cumad da vardis kvirasavaxmianeb uSgulSi zarebs...

xaldedan vixmob ulamazes svanur ulayebs,gaxelebuli gadavuqrolebT kldeTa wavarnebs,me mogiyvebi lemSvenieras sisxlian ambavs,Sen ki _ a r a f e r s...

Rames gaarRvevs vardisfurclobada vardisferi daedeba mwvane balaxebs,me cremlisferebs wagikiTxav sabralo leqsebs,Sen ki _ a r a f e r s...

vardis karavi iqneba Tbili da uxilveli,Cxriala wvima siyvarulis vercxliT agvavsebs,o, Sen inatreb daibruno lamazi wami,me ki _ a r a f e r s...

adamianebs eqnebaT bevri Sxami da Wori,Cven mivendobiT lamaz varskvlavebs _ Ramis darajebs,me dagpirdebi maradiul vardisferobas,Sen ki _ a r a f e r s...

Ramisfer Tvalebs daakvdeba kocnebi Cemi,cremli eqnebaT CamoRvrili svanur ulayebs,o, me gimRereb ìrinolas~ da `voi, dedeSs~,Sen ki _ a r a f e r s...

vardis karavi iqneba Tbili da ucodveli,daCrdilavs Zvirfas sasaxleebs, maRal qarvaslebs,me RmerTebs SevTxov daifaros karavi Cveni,Sen ki _ a r a f e r s...

Cven SevsvamT Rames TiTbrisferi mTvaris sasmisiTda daviviwyebT amqveyniur yvela arakebs,me naWrilobev da Seyvarebul guls gisaxsovreb,Sen ki _ a r a f e r s...

gamTeniisas iisferi iqneba zeca,gamTeniisas iisferi daedeba mwvane balaxebs,Sen waxval _ metyvi ganSorebis ucnaur sityvebs,me ki _ a r a f e r s...

saaprilo

sityvas aRar aqvs sisxlis Zala, _ musikas vuxmob...

ar minda caSi atyorcnili qudebis eqom

aSalos vercxlis mavTulebze mercxlis notebi,

Tu ar movkvdebi,

ver Segelevi...

mogaqvs mzeebis lurji mewyeri,

meRvrebi miwiT savse sxeulze, marcvlad vibnevi,

axla imdeni saTqmeli maqvs xelisgulebze,

gadairevi...

Tmas mzesumziris cecxli miwvavs, guls gazafxuli,

daxanZrulia Rame mziani da uSenobis

haeri dgas

Seni xmauriT...

daWimulia sityvis simebi, Tasmebi leqsis...

ver vTqvi _ mTavari sananebeli godeba ver vTqvi,

mebrZvi diado, ukurnebelo siyvarulo,

bolomde mebrZvi....

aha, xmali!

da mokvecili Cemi nawnavi, _ bewvis xidi

gadaafine sikvdilis Riobs,

gnebdebi, oRond ar gaaCumo,

sicocxlis wami, _

Cemi aprilis qvis violino....

konkurss aTi gamarjvebuli hyavs

nikoloz baraTaSvilis saxl-muzeumSi gaimarTa konkurs `mcire prozaSi~ gamarjvebulTa dajildoeba. es proeqti, romlis avtori muzeumis direqtori nana elizbaraSvilia, Svidi welia mimdinareobs. konkursis mxardamWeria Tbilisis meriis kulturis samsaxuri da masSi monawileoben studentebi, magistrantebi.

wleuls konkursSi sxvadasxva umaRlesi saswavleblidan 52 axalgazrda monawileobda.

Jiuris wevris, aRmosavleTmcodne qeTevan tomaraZis TqmiT, studentebi meti yuradRebiT da pativiscemiT ekidebian mizans, cdiloben gamarTulad weras, marTlweras da stils aqceven yuradRebas.

Jiuris wevrma, moswavle-axalgazrdobis sasaxlis literaturis wris xelmZRvanelma nanuli CixlaZem dasZina, rom wina wlebTan SedarebiT, TiTqmis ar Semosula namuSevrebi, sadac bilwsityvaobis siuxve iqneboda. namuSevrebi iSviaTi gulwrfelobiTa da emociurobiT gamoirCeoda.

gamovlinda sami gamarjvebuli da Svidi nominanti. Tamar gamgebels, nini glurjiZesa da beqa berulavas gadaecaT gamarjvebulis sigelebi (Sesabamisad, I, II da III premia), aseve fuladi jildoebi.

nominaciebSi gaimarjves: jaba SioSvilma, mariam askilaSvilma, Tamar Cqa-reulma, rati weroZem, naTia lacabiZem, nino Todriam, qeTevan sixaruliZem.

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Tamaz xmalaZeproza

aRsareba

sawyali bebiaCemi, dedaCemis deda, upatrono dedakaci iyo _ vaJi ara hyav-da _ sanTlad marto erTi qal-iSvili enTo. roca asaki daetyo da mouZlurda, qal-siZesTan gadmovida sacxovreblad. aba meti ra Cara hqonda. sxvas vis miekedleboda? uTqmeli, uwyinari adamiani iyo, arafris dam-Savebeli _ wlebi ise gavida, xelSi ise Cagvaberda, ojaxSi yofnas verc ki Seityobdi imisas. RvTis winaSe, mama-Cemic qristianulad iqceda, zedmeti araferi ukadrebia, is ar uTqvams: wina hzixar, ukan mijeqio.

aba im drois xalxSi xo ziareba didad miRebuli rame gaxldaT _ ucva-lebel, mouSlel wesada hqondaT dade-buli da am Cemma bebiamac, siberisagan ukve gaakarakebulma da Wkvaareulma (ege exla sklerozs eZaxiT Tu raRaca jaxnamas, albaT isa sWirda) aitexa: ginda Tu ara, maziareTo, imas ki aras dagidevdaT, ro sxva xana da droeba damdgariyo _ mRvdlebi aRarsad iyvnen. erTi siRnaRSi SemorCeniliyo da Tu moviyvandiT, iqidan unda mogveyvana. aba imisi dro da wuTisofeli visa hqonda, isedac saqme Tav-pirs gvaWamda. is kide atyda da aRar dadga. Seawuxa dedaCemi, dainaxavda Tu ara, daiwyebda wuwuns:

_ exla me male movkvdebi, Svilo, da mRvdeli mamiyvaneT. aRsareba unda vTqva.

gegoneba, mRvdeli Cvens mezobel komlSi cxovrobda da im saRamosve gadmovgvridiT.

_ iyavi SenTvin wynarad, adamiano, saaRsarebo ra gaqvs, _ aSoSminebda dedaCemi.

_ ara, genacvale, unda veziaro, _

cota xans daexseni mag sarkes, Se gasaxarelo, Sena. imisTanas rasa xedav Siga, ro Tvali veRar mogiSorebia? rogor ara gwyindeba miWvritanaSi magdeni cqera? modi, modi, dajeqi aqa da yuri kargad damigde. rasac getyvi, samomavlod Sen Tu ara, Sens Svilebs usaTuod gamoadgeba. nu magas nu metyvi: ara mcaliano, magiT nu momiSoreb Ta-vidan. Tu imitom meridebi, ro ggonia, rCeva-darigebas mi pirebso, nurc eg SegaSinebs _ CiCiniTac ar Segiwuxeb gulsa. gana ar vici, ro axalgazrdebs Wkuis swavleba ar giyvarT, ori sity-vis Tqmas ar daacdiT adamians. imwuTas aiklirsebiT, SextebiT da Semotrial-debiT xolme, iwyenT. ara-meTqi, me Cemi balRami da zaravandi mawuxebs. ki ar garigeb, gulisWirs giziareb mxolod. an exlandelebs Wkuis saswavli ra gWirT, eSmaks aiyvanT Segirdad... hooo, aegre, Svilo, dajeqi, dajeqi aqa.

me sumudamac imis maTqvami viyavi da var: adamianma iseTi araferi unda Ses-codo, rac RmerTma SeiZleba Segindos, magram TviTon verasodes apatio sa-kuTar Tavsa-meTqi. eg kia, Tqma advilia amisa, asrulebaa Zneli. moxdeba egre, xSirad Sendauneburadac. igeT raRacas Cagadeninebs mzakvari wuTisofeli, ro mTeli sicocxlis manZilze cxvirSi amosakravi da sananebeli gagixdeba Seni naqnari. jer Tavidan egre ggonia: xani ro gava, meSveleba, momSordeba gulidan da warsuls miefarebao, ma-gram ara! is mudregi imisTana dros wamogagondeba, imisTana dros giyelebs da agiwevs yursa, ro Sxamad giqcevs yvelafersa.

Tavisas ar iSlida bebia, _ Sens meti mimxedavi vina myavs, Svilo, imas nu izam, ro uziareblad Cavide miwaSi.

_ kargi, egre vizam, oRond cota moicade, _ eubneboda Sebezrebuli dedaCemi, _ Semodgomamde raRa darCa. ro Zalian SegvaRona da aRar gaCerda: _ gogo, iqneba Sen mouxerxo rameo, _ dedaCemma miTxra. Tormetiode wlisa viqnebodi maSin _ ali, ax-tajana, eSmakisfexi _ cariel TavSi qars Stvena gaudioda. aba dedaCemis waqezebaRa mindoda? axali gasarTobi, axali samaimuno gamomiCnda da raRas davixvaliebdi, maSinve Sevudeqi samza-dissa: erTi samgloviaro Sali gvqonda, Savi, muxaxisa, is wamovisxi, winadan gulispirad pirsaxoci avifare, ai, rogorc mRvdlebze ginaxavs, Cvens mas-wavlebels raRaca maRali qudi hqonda, vTxove da davixure, didi, TeTri wveric gavikeTe matylis fTilebisagan da aegre movdivar orRobeSi.

derefanSi taxtze iwva bebiaCemi da: _ moemzade, age mRvdeli modiso, _ dedaCemma.

wamojda sawyali, Tavisi WkuiT kaba Camoiswora da skupia egre erTibewva, mimWknari, daleuli.

me kide movdivar orRobeSi da rac ubanSi gogobiWobaa, momdevs ukan. Tan ixocebian siciliT. gamouvardaT mamaCemi, gedeeria da mifant-mofanta: _ gadaikargeniT aqedan, Cvens orRobeSi ar daginaxoT, Torem Cems meti Wiri nu gindaTo. Tqvenc sulelebi xarT da esenic. ahyolixarT msgavsi msgavssao. gavTavdi kaci, xalxo, ras ar moigone-ben es jilagZaRlebi, maincadamainc mTeli sofeli Tavze unda Saixediono.

iqamde dedaCemma oriode sityva mas-wavla, rasac ziarebisas ityvian xolme, jamSi kide alubali Cavwure, viTom saferavia da imiT unda vaziaro.

mivedi, wamomjdari damxvda, Tan raRacnairad Semomyurebs da me ar vacli, ro mogondes:

_ gwams ufali? _ vekiTxebi.

_ mwams ufali!_ da aRviareb?_ da aRviareb! _ isic meubneba.kidev vuTxari raRacebi, is alub-

lis wveni Cavaylape da gamovbrundi. movdivar, cota ro gamovcdi, Tvals gamoveride, vCqardi, i Salze fexi damedga da zed mamaCemis cxvirwin movadine bRartani.

eg cotaao, _ miTxra mamaCemma, _ metis Rirsebi xarT Senca da dedaS-enicao. ra gindaT mag dedakacisgan, ras awvalebT, ras amasxaravebTo, _ gatrialda da wavida.

_ aha, egec egre, xo gaziara, dedi, ro aRara hCerdebodi, exla xo mais-veneb? _ dedaCemma hkiTxa.

_ maziara, ho, maziara, magram eg romeli mRvdeli iyo, gogo, rato ver vicani?

_ naTiZe iyo, dedi, siRnaReli na-TiZe...

_ naTiZe, naTiZe... vera, ver vixseneb, ar magondeba... aba eg ranairi mRvdeli iyo, Svilo?

_ ra iyo, ras uwuneb?_ ra iyo da oriode sityva

maTqmevina da morCa, moaTava, rac saTqmeli mqonda, ar maTqmevina. sxvebma egre ar icodnen xolme.

_ exla sxva droa, dedi, sxvanairi mRvdlebi arian, ara scalianT da Cqa-roben.

amis mere dadga da dadga. aRar mouTxovnia ziareba. miwynarda, miwyn-arda da cota xanSi miicvala kidec.

aha, mas Semdeg xo samoc welze meti gavida, vera, ver iqna da ver davivi-wye eg ambavi. xo patara viyavi, uWkuo, ugunuri, mainc ver mi patiebia Cemi TavisaTvin. rac ar unda karg xasiaTze viyo, eg ro wamomagondeba, momeSxameba, momewamleba guneba. momewureba, igre momewureba guli, gegoneba, is sazi-arebeli alublis wveni aqedan unda gamowurono.

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tyvias vesvri am televizors. calke bebiaCemma gamiSro sisxli da calke aman. CavrTav Tu ara, damadgeba Tavze mogzavniliviT. gaigeb, ras lapara-kobs?! pirdapir yurTan mirakrakebs...Turme sizmari unaxavs, erTad apirebs yvelafris moyolas da aRtacebisgan Tvalebi ubrwyinavs. romels vusmino, ar vici! mogSordeba?! mereda ra gul-dasmiT acmacunebs tuCebs. erTi-orjer wamoviyvire _ RmerTi ar gwams, ada-miano, macale erT wuTs, ar damalewino es dasawvavi! aba, gagigonia?! damitkbeba sul, kiserze momxvevs damWknar TiTebs da TiTqmis CurCuliT meubneba: Sen ro ar iyo aqane, bebia, Tavs CamevixCobdi amdexans. ras miCerebixar magenis yran-tals. amdoni xnis qali var da namceci xeiri ar minaxia jer... da CarTavs isev. gansakuTrebiT koleqtivizaciis ambebi axsovs, mergoluri yofila maSin da gadamatana. erTxel simindiT gaZeZ-gili fardebiani uremi gadabrunebia wyalSi, wauRia simindi wyals, utiria da ubRavlia amas, damxvritavs simonio, kolmeurneobis Tavmjdomare, Tu sadme damiWira, dedis RmerTs amaclis, sity-va-sityviT imeorebs aTasjer Tqmuls.

televizorTan nu damelaparakeba vinme da monad davudgebi. weliwadSi erTi-or xeirian gadacemas Zlivs ax-laforTeben da iqac bebiaCemi Camis-afrdeba. ramdenjer gavityue gareT, mezoblebSi gavgzavne, viTom qalebi natrulobdnen saWorikanod, magram sadaa saSveli, madgas Tavze da arxe-inad memusaifeba.

amas winaT „ana karenina“ gadioda, rolSi var SeWrili da ar damadga daniT Tavze?! Caucvia dafxrewili Savi kaba, daubijgebia joxi da ramdenadac SeeZlo mondomebiT, seriozulad meu-

gia xoferia

ana karenina da bebiaCemi(bavSvobisas dawerili)

bneba _ damartyi! ar vaqcev yuradRe-bas, daZabuli gavcqeri ekrans, magram vatyob wonasworoba mekargeba.

_ uceb damartyi, rom veraferi gevigo ise! _ mexveweba bebiaCemi da icremleba.

_ ???_ biWo, ra unda amas, uceb izam da

yvelaferi, meixede aqeT! _ cxvirwin ar damitriala dana am beberma?!

danas vin Civa, ver mozoma da Cems gamosafxizeblad sustad moqneuli joxi, ise mwared momxvda muxlze, „ana kareninac~ damaviwyda da Tavic. viRriale qvia! _ raRa maincdamainc axla gamoSterdi, romeli mkvleli me mnaxe, Se gamotvinebulo! sikvdili Tu ginda, wadi, eger, titikiasTan da gagaZrobs suls! momeci aq es dana! _ gamovglije civi iaraRi bebias da sawolis qveS Sevagde. rom SegexedaT, siciliT mokvdebodiT, ise miyurebda Cemi gamRizianebeli.

_ Cagicivda, bebia, ena, ras Rnavi, ro Rnavi! titikiasTan wevide mee, Se miwadasayrelo, SviliSvilic Sennairi unda, marTla uxeiro da mudrego, ti-tikiasTan wevida Seni damawyevari! ra gTxove imisTana, rac Cven maSin simidi wagvarTva wyalma, dana ki ara, axla roa racxa gamogonebuli, qveyanas ro spobs Tlianad, rato igi ar gve-kuTnoda. rafer miqonda mere, ici, im sigrZe taroebi wyals, ro maxsendeba, vgiJdebi! damartyi, ra iqneba, bebia!

amivarda TavSi. lamisaa dasabmeli Seviqne. amas vis gadaveyare! mTeli kvira nerwyvis ylapviT velodi „ana kareninas“ da ras miSveba es beberi, modi da SexedeT, rogor elodeba Cemgan pasuxs, TiTqos ufro sacodavi qveyanaze ar moiZebneba.

_ amouxikiaT mere, aqeT, is taroebi, gadaurCeniaT, mixvdi?

_ ras ambob?_ amouxikiaT-meTqi, yursac dagak-

lda?_ ise Sen geixare, ravarcxa magi

marTali iyos!.. ese igi ar mirtyam?_ ara!momcilda. iboriala erTxans ezoSi.

aviqalobis araferi acxia bebiaCems, magram sul misTvis vis scalia. am bolo dros Tavis mokvlas mouxSira, Tanac eSmakze eSmakia, ise dagisabuTebs sasikvdili ganaCens, TiTqos kanonebis swavliT tvingadatyauli mosamarTle an prokurori iyos.

angelozi gamocxadebia erT mSvenier dRes da gadamatana. Tu sadme damiWira, suls amomaZrobs imis moyoliT. guSin moxdao es ambavi, SvadReze, dabejiTe-biT ityvis. amdeni guSin sad jandabaSi aqvs am qals, ar vici. sami weli erTi da imaves ReWavs da, iciT, rogor sia-movnebs, netarebaSia. ase iwyebs;

guSin, bebia, garaRma vijeqi, WiSkar-Tan. uceb wamomiara. gamovardi saxSi, eviRe dana da ager, nigozi ro dgas, iqamde ar viyai misuli, raRac metaka mxarSi da rafer damartya, ici?! qe mainc kiserTan ar mqonoda dana mit-anili. mevixede da im or mkvdar Svils vficavar, angelozi ar gamomcxadebia?! raio qalovo, Tavs meiklavo, suli ginda weiwymindoo, Seni Svilebi sa-moTxeSia iqine da Sen jojoxeTSi wasvla ram mogagunebao _ miyvira mara, ra miyvira angelozma. megona, Cemi mesame enamyrali qmari gacocxlda da gineb-ginebiT Semovarda ezoSi, suli ar mimyolia loginamde! _ odnav Sewuxebuli da TvalebSi eSmakCamdgari RimiliT miyveba bebia...

_ ro gevixed-gamovixede da saxSi arevini iyo, mTlad gadevirie, gam-ovardi gareT da ladoiasTan geviqeci, _ daamatebs bolos.

gaurkvevli kacia ladoie. erT dros mamamisi mRvdeli Tu diakvani yofila da axla Svils RvTisnierad moaqvs Tavi. bebiaCebs ra gamoaparebda am ambavs. hoda, mivardnila ladoiasTan, arc ise Sors cxovrobs Cvengan.

_ angelozi gamomecxada da deviR-upe! _ viSviSebs Turme bebiaCemi.

_ ooo, ro iZaxiT, araferi araa qveyanaze, xo xedav! _ gamarjvebulis

ieriT wamouZaxia pativcemul lados.mis mere miZaxis da miZaxis - ro

ambobT, araferi araa qveyanaze, xo xedav!

_ vxedav, bebia, vxedav, oRond daay-ene dasasruli, yurebi matkina Senma aliluiam!

es „ana karenina“ xom Camamwara! Zlivs movicale televizorTan dasaj-domad da a, SemofoTfoTda isev?!

_ bebia, beberi kacebi araa magaSi? raia magi, sul ro SemoutkicinebiaT kabebi tanze, Zroxebi!

_ ?_ hai, dedasa, netai im dros, bebia,

axalgazrda ro viyai, erTi qalis fasi gavla mqonda marto. sami weli miyvarda, sami weli. axla roa, isTe ki ar iyo maSin, deinaxaven erTxel erTmaneTs da atydebien. ra vawvale i biWi?! qoCori qonda imferi, gadagrevda, ase bRuja-bRujad eyara Sublze. mis danaxvas araferi jobda. mkeravi iyo dalocvili. erTxel quCaSi gamaCera, raRaca CanTa hqonda, iqedan kabebi amoalaga, yvelei Seniao, miTxra. ma-Sinac uJmuri viyai, zedac ar davxede. ramdenjerme ro gamimeora erTi da igive, mis xmaSi sicive vigrZeni, magram mainc jiutad videqi. Tavze damaxia i kabebi, cxonebulma, ar gavnZreul-var. vifiqre, momklavsTqva. dediSenis Svili xar da Cems duqanTan gamoiv-lio, miyvira cremlmoreulma da gam-cilda. Cemgan dasawuni ra Wirda! ro Semomxedavda, axla miuxeda, vinc iqine yavs, imas, tanSi qaraSoti mivlida. qalis ambavs Sen maswavli? ki unda, mara wvaleba uyvars. qe wavyei, mere, mainc, mara ra ginda, bedi ro geqneba momspari: pirveli Svili wlis da ori Tu sami Tvis myavda, ro deviqeci da amovardi _ naTlobaSi viyaiT dapaije-buli, ramdeni mexvewa, bovSi Cem das doutove, ra moxdeba, male movbrunde-biTo, mara me fexebmosantrovma, eSmaki SemiCnda Tu ra iyo, ver mivatove i gasadRlezi, kuWi qonda wara-mara aSlili da gouSvi qmari marto. iqine mec moukiTxivarT, yvelei colebiT yofilan mainc, Sercxvenia Tu guli tkenia Cemsas da arayi usvams mTeli Rame. arc gamoCenia patroni arevin da galeSil-gaTiSuli saxlidan ro gamosula da gza ro ver gougnia, iqve sabZelSi Sesula da Tivaze dagdebula.

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filtvebi douwva arayma, rato ar deiwva Cemi gaCena...

_ ?_ eh, bebia, wisqvilis qva ar

datrialebula Cemze, Tvara danar-Ceni araferi damklebia... raia, biWo, amisTana ma amosagdebSi, ro Caakvdi TlaT. ras euneba i kaci axla im qals amisTana gadasarevs, oxoxoxo, mageni meispen bareRam.

gaCumda. kiserze xeli momisva odnav nerviulad da gamagrebuli kanis Sexeba rom vigrZeni, raRacam Zlier gamkra gulSi, ise Zlier gamkra, davrwmundi, marto guli ki ara, mTeli sxeuli mibJuoda. Turme karga mondomebiT vusmendi bebias, magram es xdeboda Cemgan damoukideblad, TiTqos Zalian Soridan modioda xma, ufro sworad mTaSi gavardnili eqo, romelic gas-asvlels eZebs da monaxvisTanave Sur-duliviT gaiWreba, gaiSxuilebs. gayo-fili mqonda goneba, bebiis naambobis moyola zustad SemeZlo da filmis kadrebic iqve iSlebodnen da ikinZe-bodnen, viTom ayunculebul „eSmakis borbalze“ Semoxveuli iyo bundovnad aWrelebuli firebi da Tavdauzogavad trialebda borbali.

isev bebias xelebma moawesriga Cemi aforiaqebuli suli, Tu amas mowesrigeba da gonebis ganaTeba hqvia. rac Tavi maxsovs, sul amas hyveba es gamoCerCetebuli da raRa maincdamainc axla gamouvida yvelaze kargad, ar gamaTava kaci! _ vfiqrob gasavaTebuli. ar vici, raze vitkino Tavi _ filmze Tu bebiaCemze. unebisyofobam damZlia, gamovglije CamrTveli da gaocebisa-gan pirdaRebul moxucs mivaxale _ a, deisvene axla!

_ ise dagisvenia, Cemi Svilebi ro isveneben! _ ar damzoga, Tumca misi wyevlis aradros meSinoda, radgan erTxel miTxra _ bebia, kacis wyevla ar SeiZleba ojaxSi, Wris, ulvaSebi umowmeben da imitom, Tvara deda Svils Tu dawyevlis, araferia, ena wyevlis da ZuZuebi locaven.

ver iqna da ver moaxerxa CemTan sau-bari. wrialebs. mec ukuRmarT gunebaze vdgavar. televizorma da bebiaCemma

imnairad momSxames, orives danaxva Wiris dResaviT ar minda, orive TavSi mitrialebs da Rdins maclis... meco-deba. ramdeni saTqmeli aqvs da momsmeni, Tanamoazre ver naxa. viTom, misi WkuiT, CemSi miagno raRacas da imedi gauCnda, magram araferi gamosdis. mec kai gaoxrebuli var, SviliSvilma bebias miRebis saaTebi unda dauniSnos?! bo-losdabolos aRmaskomebsa da saminis-troebSi axerxeben SeRwevas da saqmis gaCaliCebas, erT saxlSi vcxovrobT, ager da... gagigoniaT aseTi unamusoba!

_ Sen var iyo aqane, erTi wuTi-Tac ar gavCerdebi, wakidebia cecxli yvelafers. znaiS moi delo kak? _ esli ia rabotait, vse menia zaviot, idi, idi suda, Curek xoCiS, ili xleba. a, esli ia ne rabotait, tagda menia nikto ni zaviot, kak vaSe zda-rovie. moi delo tak da tvoi delo kak, ia ne znaiu... Cems Tavismtvrevasa da wuxil-siciveSi rom viyavi gax-iruli, momparvia da gamikeTa moxseneba qarTul-rusulad. imnairi Tvalebi davinaxe mis TvalebSi, tirili, si-cili, yvirili, mofereba, TavawyvetiT gaqceva, mwared gaRimeba, Cakecvamde xarxari, ymuili erTdroulad mindoda, magram arcerTis asrulebis SesaZle-bloba ar gamaCnda da Tavs ubedurad vgrZnobdi.

sad ana karenina da sad bebiaCemi! sigareti rom gavabole da usuldg-mulo kvamls gavayole Tvali, SiSi dameufla, SiSi araraobis, romelic gagiJebuli mdinaris talRebiviT as-kdeboda safeTqels da Cems uferul cxovrebas emuqreboda.

xolo bebiaCemi kargad rom dar-wmunda, ramdenad daulagebeli viyavi misTvis, Camomcilda, gamoitana sax-lidan patara skami da leRvis CeroSi dajda. ra dro gavida ver getyviT, ma-gram bebia isev ijda leRvis CeroSi da irgvliv mowikwike wiwilebs siminds utetkvavda. erTxelac ar gamouxedia Cemken. mxolod garkveviT gavigone ramdenime sityva:

_ raio, qalovo, Tavs meiklavo?!_ ooo, ro ambobT, araferi araa

qveyanazeo, xedav?!

nino quTaTelaZepoezia

* * * ra bednieri iyavi albaT,

roca samyaros qmnidi, ufalo,

me Cemi Cumi samyaro mzafravs,

roca sinaTles da mzes vugalob.

ra bednieri iyavi albaT,

radgan qmnadoba Seni niWia,

roca Cahberav suls

Cvils da sapyars

da daubruneb gancdas miwiers;

usulo bnels rom

mTvares dahkideb,

an mzes aanTeb dilis siamed,

maradisobas dRed aireklav

da kvlav midixar, rogorc iare!

gzas ar auqcev ferad gazafxuls,

mogyavs simRara sulSi naJuri,

dilas ubruneb Rames dakarguls,

roca Cvens modgmas

gverdiT Cauvli...

ra bednieri iyavi albaT,

roca Sehqmeni xmaTa edemi _

futkris zuzuni, RaRadi kravi,

frinvelT galoba roca Sehqmeni.

unda dabrmavde, anda dayruvde,

rom mixvde Seni

qmnadobis sibrZnes...

moxede Cems suls _

sityvis savanes

da daubrune qarebis sivrce,

rom axmiandes, rom agizgizdes

da sul pawia simRerad iqces.

* * * lilis

dRem moimata,mze da naRvelinel-nela isev wamotivtivda,uangariSo uTqmel-saTqmeliamoafrqvia Zvelma firfitam.mReroda viRacZvel siyvarulzeZvel qariSxlebiTvnebadaclili...isxdnen Citebi eul mavTulze,daosebulni mraval qar-wvimiT.isxdnen yvavebic,rogorc egebis,da Rames hgavda maTi galoba,sanTlad hyvaoda

lurji beTlemi _TvalSeudgami sanaxaoba.

* * * aravis karze ar mimReria,arc sityva miTqvams

Cemda sargebad...araferia, araferiada araferic male Tavdeba.iqneb arafers Tavis feri aqvs,xan sisxlad Jonavs,

xanac xundeba...magram sicocxle gadameliada araferi

ar dabrundeba.araferi nTqavs

Ramis naRverdals,dRisiT cekvavs da

Tanac dahmReris:àraferia, araferia,araferia Cemi saxeli~!visac arafris ar eSinia,aba, gauZlos

arafris sivrces! _roca cxovrebac araferiada araferi Sig sulSi gimzers.

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giorgi melua

iasamans

ki ar mwyeniaSeni gaSla da ayvaveba,magram simwvaniT SemosilmaSenma totebmasul damifares erTi fanjara,zamTarSi Cemi aivnidanrom gavyurebdi.

* * *wvims,gimZims,cremli striqons asvelebs,aRar maxseneb...gadasdis Rvari Rvinisfer kramits,wvims,ar emduri wvimian aminds.wvims,wvims,foToli wvimas Tavs uxris,yvavilobs mwuxri.

gamoRviZeba

damWknara vardis wiTeli bage,amomSralia larnakSi wyalida qali, rogorc sarkeSi – sarke,wevs savarZelSi cisferi qali.cisferi sityviT cisferi boliasdis saferfles, lurjdeba alida mgoni, rogorc bululSi gnoli,wevs savarZelSi cisferi qali.sizmrebis furclebsCamoSlis xeliT(ubidan vnebis ielva xalma).da qalma, TiTqos amwvanda veli,gamoiRviZa sizmridan qalma.

unabis xe anCisxatis eklesiis ezoSi

ui, es Sen xar unabis xeo?!

saidan gaCndi

anCisxatis eklesiis naTel ezoSi,

Sen xom sofelSi

Cemi mezoblis RobesTan ideq

da mwife nayofs

lamazi qalis tuCebiviT maxarbebdi.

miTxar, rogor xar,

rogor cxovrobdi,

ratom daTme Cveni orRobe,

an Sens dobil kunels

ratom gamoeqeci?!

ho, kargi, kargi,

maxsovs Seni morcxvi buneba,

anda ase ras gemarTlebi,

TiTqosda me ar davxarbebode

nacrisferi kvartlis opiums.

eh, Cemo kargo,

martoobaze jvardawerilebs

vgavarT me da Sen,

TiTqos udabno gamogvevlos

oazisSi dasavaneblad

da raodeni samwuxaroa

aq kvlav cxeli qviSis Sriali.

eklesiaa

CvenTa sulTa isev mfarveli

da roca gundi galobas iwyebs,

Sen taZrisaken Tavmidrekili,

TiTqos SigniT Semosvlas lamob...

da mezmaneba samoTxis baRSi

Seni Cumi gadasaxleba.

* * *rogorc CakbeCili wiTeli vaSli,

rogorc aSvebuli frani qarianSi,

rogorc mTvareze

armstrongis nafexurebi,

rogorc dabzaruli Zveli planeta,

miviwyebuli var da

stalaqtitiviT mdis

cremli sulis...

* * *igi gulidanCemi sxeulis zedapirze gadmoicema.mere me xelisguliT vexebida vkiTxulob:es aris Cemi sxeulis winaswarmetyvelebaxvalindel dReze,es aris axali tkivilebi,romelic unda mewviosda zogjer cota sixarulic,aqauri cxovrebaautanlad rom ar momeCvenos.nu mkiTxavT,rarig Znelia winaswar icodexvalindeli avbediToba,me mxolod im wuTze vfiqrob,roca Cemi sawyisipirvelad Seirxa,ratom iyvnenmTvare da varskvlavebiaseTi mowyenilnida ratom momweresnaRvliani sicocxlis werili.

* * *gavrbivar sityvebis mzareuli,gavaswreb qalaqs da gareubans,mTvareuli da gzaareuli,rom Sevxvde axalmTvareobas,rom Rames, sevdiT amoqselils,siCumis klaviSebSi Cavesvenoda Cemi sulis samoselismTvaris melodia gavixseno.

* * *tye isev lurji nakverCxliT bolavs,tye isev lurji nakverCxliT iwvis,awvalebs xeTa jadosnur funjebsmiaxloeba idumal sivrcisda qorbudebis wiTeli remaTavawyvetili cisaken mihqris,isev bavSviviT vuyvarvar mTvaresda saSobao baraTebs miZRvnis.

* * *maSin pirvelad mivuteve,roca gamagones –Zvel xeebs adgils ar ucvliano.Sen mainc ici – cis TvalebisTvissiyvarulis TvalebiT axsna rom viswavle,sivrcis biliki gamovTvaleda sinaTlis mgzavri davirqvi.maSin maCuqe es sxeuli didi gzisaTvis,gamwire, radgan ase Zlier giyvarvarda Secnobis gzisken mibiZge.axla ase nawamebs mxedavda guliT xarob,rom Cemi sisxlis wveTebiusasrulobaSi varskvlavebad

anaTebs,rom diadi siCumis Teatrs ar davklebivar,rom marTla vici –siyvaruli kosmiuri sinaTlis gvirgvinia.maSin pirvelad mivuteve, rabi,roca Sevicani!

* * *Sen gamWvirvale siSoreSi

daibadebi,roca saRamo Semoivlebs

niavis mklavebs,roca cis kabas yvaviliviT

Caexatebi,WianuriviT agvatireb

me da varskvlavebs.roca saRamo ganzavdeba

Sens sinaTleSida gvirgviniviT Semoiwnav

idumal rkalebs,roca siCumis als Caidgam

lamaz TvalebSi,WianuriviT agvatireb

me da varskvlavebs.

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aleko wiwilaSvili

(Tovlis kaci)

proza

1

dawyvetili simebis susti, wkriala xma, momakvdavis ukanaskneli amosunTqva-saviT, ise miawyda fanjris minebs, rom TiTqos viRacis uxilavi marjvena, Camompal CarCoebs Camoxsnis da is Tbili sio, romelic garedan elamuneba, yavisferad, wvimis wveTebisgan, lamis galereaSi gamofenili naxatebis ms-gavsad aWrelebul

(Taviseburad moxatul) xis kedlebs, saxlSi SeiWreba da filtvebisTvis arc Tu saxarbielo, daxSul, CaxuTul, cxel haers, met-naklebad gaswmends.

simebis wkriali, gatexili fanduri, ise gadaiSala, gadaixsna, TuTis xufi, rogorc gacveTili fexsacmlis lanCa.

fexis nabijis xma ismis, TeTri, gaW-knari xelis TiTebi swvdeba gatexil fandurs, uxerxulad iSmuSneba, welSi moxrili, lamis lajebSiTavmodebuli, moSvebuli sxeuli da musikalur in-struments, iqve gacrecilxaliCagada-farebul taxtze miagdebs. isev wkriali, oRond ufro susti, mokrZalebuli da cota ar iyos gamaRizianebeli eqo, mx-olod da mxolod asakSeparuli smenis aparatisTvis gankuTvnili.

es viRac moZraobas iwyebs, im oTax-isken, saidanc es esaa Semovida. samza-reuloSi, magidaze daxvavebul xaxvis nafcqvenebs krefs, muStSi iqcevs, ram-denjerme gaSlis da momuStavs xelis mtevnebs, daJinebiT dasqceris movard-isfro, gamxmar furclebs da sanagveSi yris.

sinamdvilis SegrZnebis dakarg-vis Semdeg, wamierad, adamianis yvela ujreds i pyrobs, gaurkveveli sia-movnebisa Tu usiamovnebis is gancda, romliTac misi mTlianobis aRqmis unari, metisa da naklebis gaTvaliswinebiT, moCvenebiT silamazesTan asocirdeba da swored mTlianobis darRveva gax-

ferflis kuzi

lavT, simaxinjis mTavari saZirkveli, safuZveli, romlis wyalobiT mTeli is avadmyofuri midrekilebani vlindebian, romelTa winaswar mkacrxeldamor-Cilebuli gamoxatulebani _ siRrmisa da zedapirulobis CamoSlili erToba, qmnis mocemulobas mocemulobisas da ,,sxva~ mocemulobis nazavs, romelic Tavis mxriv srulebiT SesaZlebelia, rogorc siamovnebis, aseve usiamovnebis Tanmxlebi procesebiT mimdinareobdes.

wkriali Secvala fexis xmam , piris wklapunma da moxucis sxeuli wamoimarTeba, igi gaivlis Cabnelebul saxlis oTxebs. kedlebze gadakrul wvimisgan da nestisgan Tavdasacavad gafenili lurji feris, brezentis naWrebze Camokidebul gadidebul, qa-lis Sav-TeTr fotos, ise gaxedavs, rom damcinavi Rimili, fotoze gamosaxuli adamianisa, mis bageebs gadaedeba, ro-gorc Wiri, rogorc avadmyofoba da igi arasrulWkuaze myofi adamianiviT, iwyebs xarxars, TiTqos dascinis mas, TiTqos gamarjvebis survili sicocx-lisa, moberebul, momCvarul sxeulSi, aRar emorCileba bunebas, adamianur bunebas, adamianis moqmedebis arealidan gamodis da igi rogorc calkemyofeli, amoimarTa misi upeebidan, rogorc ara siSave, rogorc ara SeRameba, aramed rogorc mocimcime, daumorCilebeli sulis mqrqali naTeba da igi icinis, igi dascinis sicocxlisa da sikvdilis im zRvargmyof sinamdviles, romlis sivrceSi Cagubebuli, Camdgari sauku-neebis gamocdileba, TiTqos sadacaa ixuvlebs da walekavs warmodgenebsa da Sexedulebebs masze.

sinamdvile, Cveni yofnisgan gamor-Ceuli momnusxveloba, romelic imdenad amazrzeni da Tavismomabezrebeli xmau-rianobiT gamoirCeva, rom mogoneba Cveni mogonebisa, sinamdvilisa da ,,gverdiTa’’ sinamdvilis, im bewvis xidze gaivlis, romelic mimaluli, gamokidebuli yofnis sivrceSi, arc ki gamoexmaureba xolme, Cvenis arsebobis gamoZaxils.

sinamdvile, igi unda dagvemsgavsos... rogor damcinavad JRers es fraza: ,,igi unda dagvemsgavsos.~ adamianebi, Cveni azrovneba sisulelesa da cinizmis sibrtyeSi gavlebuli wrfivia, romlis gayolebaze Cveni mondomeba gadarCenisa, gadarCenis gzaze gamosuli moxetiale derviSia, romlis erTaderTi daniSnule-ba, gnebavT mizani, gnebavT ocneba, gnebavT moqmedebis sivrce Tu areali, mxolod da mxolod Cvenive ususurobisa da SesaZleblobebis niadagze aRmocenebuli absurdis xea.

ezoSi gadis moxuci, igi jdeba im cacxvis xis qveS, romlis qvemoT, ezos es nawili, xelisguliviTaa moxrioke-buli, Tu gaviTvaliswinebT ezos, dan-arCen, amwvanebul nawils, kacs egoneba, moeCveneba, viRacas TiTqos ganzrax, waufarebia aq, es bunebriobis maradi-uli mwvane xaliCa, raTa moxriokebuli adgili, rogorc simeloteSeparebuli adamianis TvalisTvis miuCveveli Tavi, gamoiyurebodes gamomwvevad.

wveba xis ZirSi, Tavs sdebs xis fes-vze, kudafunfulebul Trias mohkravs Tvals xis totebSi, romelic ori moZ-raoba da xes kenweroze moeqceva, mere igi mzeras uwvdens kenweros, iqidan mtveri eyreba, albaT Tvalzegadakruli libri, miCvevis unari, Seguebuloba, rogorc asakis moTxovnileba, aZlevs saSualebas ar moWutos Tvali. Tria qvemoT eSveba, ramdenime wamiT zis fuRurosTan, TaTebs ilokavs da amave fuRuroSi uCinardeba.

sinamdvile, igi meufea da Tu ilu-ziis maRmerTebelni arseboben, mxolod imitom, rom misgan Tavis daRwevis survili imdenad Zlieria, adamianebSi TviTCabrunebis unari iRviZebs, unari TviTCaRrmavebisa, igi gveleSapia, kolx-eTis WalebSi Cabudebuli, CaZinebuli da Znelia misgan moitaco is sawmisi, rom-lis idea, arsi, mTlianobaze agebuli struqtura, mogcems SesaZleblobas, mexsierebis samefodan gamoitaco igi.

Znelia gamohyo Senive Tavidan, gamo-calkevo, raTa isev SeiTviso, raTa isev aqcio Senad, xolo gamoyofisa da gam-Tlianebis, mTeli es filosofia, mTeli es arsebuloba, iqces zrdisa da wvdo-mis Rirebulebad.

igi miwisken brundeba, axla TavdaRma wevs, unda CaiZinos, esmis Wis saxeluris Wriali, viRacam rogorc Cans, vedro CauSva ,,Cabnelebul xaxaSi~, Tavs swevs, sul tyuilad ifiqra ase, ubralod siom SesZlo misi yuradRebis mipyroba, iWime-ba Toki da sul bolos Tqafunis xmac ismis, anu vedro, romelsac gverdebi SeWyletili aqvs, wylis doneze eSveba.

Qwamodges? gadaifiqrebs. cota xanSi CaeZineba.

2aduRda, aTuxTuxda, gavarvarebuli

miwis masa, ramdenime wami, iqneb wuTic, bunebrivi Sadrevani, amofrqvevis dros warmoqnilma, moTeTro feris airma dafara ramdenime metris radiusis farTobi, mere gaikrifa es TeTri, miwis vnebis Tanxmlebi oxSivari da es ga-varvarebuli ferflis bembulebi, erT-maneTze daexvavnen, gaSeSdnen, rogorc saukuneTa gansasjeli da garkveul-wilad amave saukuneTa msjavris dadebis mizezni.

_Mmaruan, maruan, maruan, _ samjer ganmeorda misi saxeli, samjer Caesma ZilSi es saxeli, romelsac ager ukve bavSvobis wlebis, Semdeg aRaravin eZaxis, jaWvis wkrialma aiZula, ZilSi Semxtariyo, gadabrund-gadmobrunda, mi-wynarda xma, misi sifxizle isev modunda.

_ maruan, _ TiTqos xeli waavlo, faqtze daiWira qurdi, Tvalebi gaaxila, wamojda maruani, xis fesvebsa da im alags daxeda, sadac CaeZina ramdenime wuTis win, Sors, moSorebiT mdgar fer-flis svets, ise uelavs gverdebi, rom wamierad sakuTari sizmari gaaxsenda, gzisken gaixeda, WiSkris mdumarebam guli Semohyara, es Zveli bavSvobis sax-eli saidanRa wamoutivtivda gonebaSi? Tumca igi sizmarma Seaxsena.

gaiar-gamoiara ezoSi, isev wkrialis xma, WasTan mivida, vedro amoiRo, civi wyali dalia da odesRac nanaxi suraTis, bavSvobisdroindeli warmodgenis, Tu iqneb sinamdvileSi nanaxis, gonebaSi aRdgenas Seudga.

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fexebi titlikana, igi garbis, mere jagnarebSi Sedis, sisxli sdis, xels isvams wvivebze, daynosavs sisxls, romelsac araamqveyniuri surneli sdis, maruani ki garbis, uknidan saxeli mos-devs, Tavisi saxeli esmis, dedis xmaa: ,,maruan, maruan.~

sinamdvilea is, rom realoba (Tun-dac moCvenebiTobisa da mimbaZvelobis safuZvelze) arsebobs, magram realobaa is, rom sinamdvilis Sesaxeb araferi vuwyiT.

maruans ki eCqareba, fexi wamohkra qvas, tkivilis dasaviwyeblad, saWiroa wamodge, kvlav gaiqce, ufro metad, meti TavgamodebiT, TiTqos tkivili saerTod ar arsebobs, Cveni organizmi, Cveni fsiqika, igi iluziebSia, igi cdi-lobs Segvayovnos.

dedis xma aRar esmis, Cerdeba, morCa sakuTari saxelisgan gaqcevas, axla Seu-Zlia daisvenos, kidev ramdenime wuTis ganmavlobaSi ver miagneben, mere albaT ukan, Sin daabruneben.

maruani jaWvs aTvalierebs, igi wkrilebs, zemodan qvemoTken gadmowo-lili Jangis Crdili, igi JRarunobs, misi es xmauri moswons maruans, dgas da uyurebs, dgas da umzers, afrTxile-ben, aqeT wamosvla saSiSia, aq is qali Cndeba, weliwadSi erTxel da RmerTma ar hqnas man Tvali mohkras.

maruani bavSvia, mas es qali, moCvene-ba ar ainteresebs, jaWvi izidavs, midis xels hkidebs. ecdeba daiqnios, susti mcdeloba gamouva, qari dasjabnis, qari Ronieria, am jaWvs albaT odesme Camoglejs da mis nacvlad mxolod mogonebebs dastovebs, mere adamianebi susti mxrebiT, majebiT, mTeli samyaro rom lamis zed adgaT, isev moiwadineben aRadginon misi silueti, magram qari kvlav imZlavrebs da es maradiuli, dau-sabamo Widili, arsebobasTan wilnayari, gagrZeldeba, xolo qari, es Ronieri stiqia, erTaderTia, rac am sustebs afiqrebinebs, rom maTac SeuZliaT raRa-cis Secvla, raRacis SenarCuneba, raRacis daZleva, igi maTi impulsia, maTi wambi-Zgebeli, maTi muxti.

jaWvs xeli SeuSva, dabnelda, qari gaZlierda, maruans SeeSinda, axla ki inatra sakuTari da-Zmebis, an mSoblebis aq yofna, ukan daixia, zemoT axedvas ver bedavs, eCveneba, rom svetis Tavze, ara romelime wmindanis kafandara landi,

aramed is qali dgas, romelmac sveti, es droSi gaxiruli urCxulis narCenebi, unda moasufTavos.

Tavze ecema raRac, xedavs leRvis jerkidevSeumwifebeli, mwvane nayofia, Semdeg vaSlebi, aqa-iqa ki gamxmar xeTa da balaxTa narCenebi efineba, maruans aseTi ram ar unaxavs, ukan-ukan midis, al-baT male mohkurcxlavs, magram bavSvia, magram misi cnobismoyvareoba sZlevs SiSs, igi sikvdilsa da sicocxleze metad Sors midis, misi cnobiswadili, aryofnis yofnisa da yofnis aryofnis, Tavdapirvel mdgomareobamde maRldeba.

uxsneblis ferflisgan Sededebuli ferflis kuzi, iq zemoT Savi kvarTis boloebi frialeben, mxolod am boloe-bs xedavs maruani, mere mzeras zemoT ayolebs, qals saxeze CamoSlia grZeli Tmebi, romlebic lamis ganiv swvdebian ferflis kuzis napirebs, maruani Tvals xuWavs, axla unda dabrmavdes wesiT. rogorc amboben, sibneleSi maradiuli naTelis konturebi sCans mxolod.

saxlisken garbis, ezoSi Sesuli, cacxvis xis qveS jdeba, deda amCnevs mas, arafers eubneba, imasac ki, rom eZaxda, isini verafers xvdebian, maruanma ki icis unda dabrmavdes, miikunWeba cacxvis ZirSi, cotac da Seerwymeba, cotac da isini erTni gaxdebian.

iq CaZinebis dros naxa maruanma es sizmari pirvelad, gavarvarebuli masa, lava, miwis vneba, rogor miiwevda cisken, xolo Semdeg Tu rogor gavercxlis-ferda yoveli, dadga da iqca ferflis kuzad, dedamiwidan amozrdil kuzad.

ezos karTan midis, WiSkarTan bavSvi zis, igi TamaSobs, miwas CiCqnis, maruani Tavze waadgeba, bavSvi CrdiliT xvdeba adamianis miaxloebas, Tavs aaRers, icinis, TiTqos amiT ambobs, sTxovs maspinZels, rom im Cxirebis Robidan gamoZrobisTvis, romliTac erToba, ar dasajos.

_ TamaSob? _ maruani Ria karSi dgas_ wyali damalevine.biWi ukan misdevs, maruani vedro-

sTan miiyvans, iq kidev dgas wyali, romelic amoiRo sul ramdenime wuTis win maspinZelma, biWi svams ugergilod, albaT arc swyuroda.

_ dRes gveli movkali, _ ambobs biWi.

_ Tavi Tu gauWeWye?_ Tavi?

maruani Tavs uqnevs. _ unda gameWeWya?_ ar aqvs mniSvneloba, Tavi, jerje-

robiT mxolod adamianebis sakuTrebaa._ jerjerobiT?_ Sen ver gaigeb.bavSvi Cumdeba, maruani saxls umzers,

mere isec cacxvis xes, bavSvi fesvebTan midis, erT maTganze gadajdeba da TiTqos cxeni iyos, SeuZaxebs, fexebiT miwas fxoWnis, yloWinebs, cdilobs, ufrosebis msgavsad manac raRac, ufro boxi xma amouSvas xorxidan, mere igi Camoxteba ,,cxenidan.~

_ dRes gawvimdeba, _ bavSvi moz-rdili, gamocdili adamianiviT umz-ers horizonts, iq, svetis Tavze Savi Rrublebi iyrebian.

_ Sen albaT gixaria.gaocebuli uyurebs moxucs bavSvi,

igi ver xvdeba ra unda uxarodes an ratom, _ me waval, _ ambobs igi

igi azvavdeba, igi moiqufreba, Seex-leba Rrubeli Rrubels da Cven mom-swrebi gavxdebiT, mxolod da mxolod wvimis, _ ironiulad CifCifebs maruani, mere ki agrZelebs, eZaxis Tavis Tavs: _ maruan, maruan maruan, _ weRanac Tavad

eZaxoda, mxolod TviTon eZaxda sa-kuTar Tavs sizmarSi. _ amxedrebula igi mxedari, fexebi miwamde dauSvia, TiTqos ferflis kuzi is Zalaa, romlis wya-lobiT wonasworobas SeinarCunebs, igi frTebis tylaSunSi Seimaleba, Cveni xma dacvenil bumbuliviT gaifanteba da ram-denime santimetrian sisqis safarvelad gadaefineba dedamiwis zurgs.

bavSvi midis, misi fexis xma esmis maruans, mas eCqareba, albaT moaxloe-buli avdris gamo.

isic misi xnis iqneboda maSin, maruani ar dabrmavebula, mxolod sizmars xedavda gamudmebiT, dResac xedavs im sizmars, ferflis kuzi ki swored im, Zveli drois sizmariviT brwyinavs, xandaxan Rrubeli _ qalis kvarTi Tu gadafaravs, xolo jaWvis JRrials, romelime gatexili nivTis xmauri Secvlis.

yvelaferi iq midis.yoveli iqiT miiwevs. frTebis xmaurSi ikargeba sinamd-

vile.gaSlili Tmis boloebi faraven

Tvalsawiers.

leila jaxvelaZe

poeziaiis konis surneli sdissulxan sabassityvis konas.erTi, uflis gza _xsnad miRirs,…nars vukafavsibrZnis mwonavs.velad movfenvardis furcels __ SoTas leqsismadls da surnels...…netav imas,vinc moikrebs,vinc Camoxsnis tyavsaburvels...…

netav imas...

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nino taryaSvili

c r e m l i

erTi leqsi

Sexe, mijnuro, rogor nazad morakrakebs Tvalze cremlebi.TiTo cremli, TiTo notia, Cems loyebze aJRerebuli,gegona vtirodi? _ ara, vmRerivar!Cemi cremlebi, Cemi simReraa uflis winaSe.Cemi cremli Cemi Subia da xmali, riTac borotsa da macdurze vimarjveb.am rakraka mdinaresTan irmebi modian daCems cremlebs wyaros wyaliviT ewafebian.tanzec ipkureben, fexebzec, rqebzec da cremliT mobrWyviale rqebiT, miwas zecasTan aerTeben.iremi uflisaa. me irmisa var.irmis fexebiT da nukris TvalebiTda Cemi mRera saamoa.Cemi cremlebi rwyavs mwvane balaxs, ias da vardebs.maT ki Zvirfas satrfoebs uZRvnian da axareben.Cemi cremlebi mTesvelia siyvarulisa da Tavad xnuli, sadac siyvaruls sTesen da masve mkian.natif Crdilebad irxevian TvalTa Rawvebzesiyvarulis TavTavebi.Cemi cremli sityvaa, romliTac ufalTan vsaubrob,da vkadnierdebi da mismens ufali.sityvasa da sityvas Sua beRurebi JRurtuleben, frinvelebi galoben, arwivni qrian damTis mwvervalebs awydebian.sityvasa da sityvas Suabalaxi mobibinebs.yvavilebi acekvebulan.irmebi balaxs Zoven.irmebi erTmaneTs balaxs uwvdian.Tavze xan mze dagvnaTis, xan mTvare da varskvlavebi..…da saamoa dila...da saamoa saRamo...Cemi cremlebi TvalTa wyarodan morakrake nakadulia.warbebi gadakalmulan.weren da weren ambavs ukvdavi mijnurobisas.

Cemi cremlebi Cemi locvaa, Cemi sagalobeli,romlisac ufals yvelaze ufro da yvelaze metad esmis.Cemi cremlebi Cemi rokvaa uflis winaSe,msgavsi daviT mefsalmunisa,da Cems magivrad isini SesTxoven,isini RaRadeben.maT ukeT ician, ra da rogor iTxovon.isini uflis winaSe dilis cvariviT brwyinavenda mdablad qeds ixrian, miwaze ecemian,miwas da guls anedleben.am guliT Semdeg erT vards furclebad cxra da gaiyofs.TiTo furcels Tmis sarWad nawnavSi Caikereben.cxra mzeTunaxavi da mdinareze wava sabanaod.oqros wyalSi Tmebs gaiSlian.Camoivlis cxra Zma. dainaxavs brolis saxezeoqrosferi talRebis livlivs.cxra Zma maT colad moiyvans.cxra oqrosqoCora vaJi gauCndebaT.cxra oqrosTmiani qaliSvili..…Cemi cremlebi miwas sinanulis marils ayrian,miwas cremliT amarileben, guls _ siTboTi da siyvaruliT da am mariliT Saqrdeba guli,rogorc minanqris TefSze Cayinuli Tafli.Cemi cremlebiT guls miwasTan da casTan vaerTeb. angelozebTan erTad vnetareb,Suagul cecxlSi vdgavar da ar viwvi,radgan RvTis nebiT, cecxli cvarad gardaiqmneba.Cemi codvebi cremlSi iwvian,radgan Cemi cremli mxurvalea.diax, cecxli, codva, marilian wyalSi, _cremlSi iwvis da iferfleba, nacrdeba.cremli saSlelia, amovagdeb mexsierebaSi CaZirul codvebs da ufali cremliT Slis.amovagdeb da ufali cremliT Slis... da vmsubuqdebi,sapnis buStze sifrifana da haerze mCate vxdebi.haeris okeanis fskeridan mwvervalisken miviwev.aRar miWirs didxans Tvalxilulma vucqiro zecas, vuyuro mzes.siyvarulis mze cremls ferad fanqrad aqcevs.feradi fanqriT me warsuls vaferadeb.Semdeg awmyos da momavlis konturebs.yovel buCqSi, yovel qvaSi, yovel xeSioqros taxtrevanze dabrZanebuli uflis danaxvas vcdilob da uflis nebiT, misi xilvis imedi mipyrobs.RvTismSobeli, angelozebi, serafimni da qerubimni, mociqulebi da wmindanebi, romelnic aRvsilan uflis didebiTa da siyvaruliT,misiT brwyinaven, misiT sunTqaven, misiT ikvebebian.Cems cremlebs CemTvis wyaloba moaqvT, uflis Tbili da tkbili wyaloba da Tumca, ara mabadia,me amiT mdidari var.

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Cemi cremlebiT SevigrZnob uflis ukidegano siyvaruls da mravalic mqondes, ukeTess ras moviZieb?Cemi cremlebi maradiuli margalitebia.maTiT vigeb wminda saxls da vemalebi aTas gansacdels.Cemi cremlebi Cemi fari da xmalia,riTac borots da macdurs vigerieb.Cemi cremlebi, Cemi frTaTeTri raSia,riTac zecaSi mivqrivar.igia Cemi usasyidlo Suamavali RmerTTan.aras iTxovs, aras mavalebs.roca suls sciva,cremlia Cemi tanisamosi,Cavicvam da vTbebi,cremlia Cemi saxli,SeviyuJebi masSi da vTbebi.roca cremli mekargeba, davtiri cremlebs ucremlodda isev maT vuxmob Wirisuflad, maTgan veli nugeSs.Tbilia cremliT ganedlebuli Tvali daTvalTagan momdinare cecxlivnebasaviT ki ar wvavs da aRagznebs adamianis grZnobas,aramed, gzas unaTebs mas, rogorc sanTeli.TiTo cremli Tavad TiTo sanTelia uflis winaSe.…Cems saxes ferumarilis nacvladsinanulis cremlebi mosavsda vinZlo RvTis TvalSi, Cems sxva Sesawirs sjobs.roca ufali gviRimis, _ caze CaxCaxa mzea.roca is swuxs Cveni codvebisaTvis, _ tiris da misi cremli miwas wvimad epkureba.am dros, me mixaria, roca vtiri daCemi cremlebi uflis cremlebs uerTdeba.me da ufals erTi cremli gvaqvs daam cremliT gviyvars erTmaneTi.

konstantine

gamsaxurdia

mgluri megobroba

klasikosis arqividan

adrian siWabukidan magondeba: gansvenebuli mamaCemi mowadinebuli iyo me da Cems Zmas niadag unda gvenadirna, Tofis srolaSi da isindis tyorcnaSi gvevarjiSna.

merme is iyo, Cven ise kargad aviTviseT es yovelive, gaWenebuli cxe¬nidan vesrodiT xarixaze dakidebul maTraxs da zed enaze vaxvedrebdiT.

bolo xans TviT uZnelesi ram aviTviseT. ubelo cxens vaWenebdiT, CamovxtebodiT da meore mxridan SevaxtebodiT.

erT dRes mamam SegvniSna, me da vano arxeinad viweqiT Cveni Stomravali kaklis Ziras da sasacilo ambebs vuyvebodiT erTimeores.

mama Tavs wagvadga da gviTxra:àdre damiberdiT, biWebo, samxrul

dasvenebas SesdgomixarT. xval uTenia wadiT siriaCqons da Cveni aTive cxeni aq momgvareT~.

meore dRes bevri veZebeT, magram siriaCqonSi verc erTi cxeni ver vipoveT. merme is iyo, paliastomis tbisken gaviareT.

aq ki vixileT ucnauri sanaxaoba, romelic dRemde ar damviwynia. cxra cxeni nebierad balaxobda mejogis karvis maxloblad, xolo meaTes ambavi arc Tu saxumarod gveCvena. Cveni sayvareli lafSa, romelsac lomas veZaxdiT, sam mgels gaenapirebina. loma vaJkacurad ebrZoda samive mxecs, zogs torebs uTavazebda, zogsac sakbenad waetaneboda. ori mgeli Savi zRvisaken

Cems SviliSvils, patara konstantines vuZRvni

ezideboda lomas, xolo mesame Cvensken, e.i. im napirisaken, romelzedac Cven videqiT, es iyo mkerdSevercxlili uzarmazari mgeli.

Cven Tofianebi ra dagvinaxes, orma maSinve mousva, xolo mesamem veRar moaswro gaZroma da me mas vuTavaze mkerdSi Jakani. xolo gaqceulTagan erTs vanom miarTva Jakanis tyvia. magram mgelma CayvinTa da merme misi gasagisic veRar vixileT.

IICven didad gavixareT mglebze

gamarjvebiT. es yovelive mamas vuambeT. me Cvens moxsenebas davsZine: ori mgeli Savi zRvisaken ezideboda lomas, xolo mesame Cvensken, is mesame aRmoCnda-meTqi Cveni namdvili megobari.

mamam ironiulad gagviRima da sTqva: `he, Tqve nacarqeqiebo, is mesame Tqvensken ki ara, Tavisken eqaCeboda sacodav lomas~.

* * *es igavi magonebs mavansa da mavan

moRvaweebs, romelnic am bolo xans momravldnen CvenSi. muSaobisas isini iseT STabeWdilebas hqmnian, TiTqos Cveni qveynisaTvis, samSoblosaTvis zrunaven, magram saqmiT im paliastomel mgels magoneben, romelic marTlac Cvensken ki ara, Tavisaken ezideboda Cvens lafSas.

tfilisi. kolxuri koSki.1972, 25.XI.

dostoevskis mamuli aRdgeba

dostoevskis sagvareulo mamulis aRdgena igegmeba brestis olqis ivanovos raionSi...

iniciativas mxars uWeren rusuli da belarusuli mxareebi, oRond saboloo gadawyvetileba samokavSireo saxelmwifos ministrTa sabWom unda miiRos. belarusis kulturis saministrom, Tavis mxriv, unda moamzados aucilebeli dokumentaciis paketi.

fuladi saxsrebis gamoyofis Taobaze gancxadeba samokavSireo saxelmwifos biujetidan dostoevskis mamulis aRsadgenad saTanado organoebSi ukve Sesulia.

proeqts didi mniSvneloba eqneba ori qveynis kulturuli urTierT-TanamSromlobisaTvis.

sagvareulo mamulis aRdgenis Semdeg iq ganTavsdeba cnobili mwerlis cxovrebisa da moRvaweobis amsaxveli samuzeumo eqspozicia. mamuli nawilobriv 1943 wels, xolo gasuli saukunis 60-ian wlebSi mTlianad ganadgurda.

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Tea lomaZe

avtoris ambavi

proza

qari qalaqidan cota moSorebiT cxovrobs. mas sami Tmagawewili qaliSvili hyavs. didi Savi Tvalebi da TeTri kani aqvT. ar gainteresebT, mTeli es ambebi ase kargad saidan vici? Tavidanve aRvniSne, TiTqmis yvelaferi sakuTari TvaliT maqvs nanaxi-meTqi.

me qaris umcrosi qaliSvili var. rogorc yvela patara, grZelTmiani gogona, mec ver vitan Tmis varcxnas. arc aravin maZalebs da, saerTod, didi xnis ganmavlobaSi savarcxeli sul ar gvqonda ojaxSi. aba, saidan vici, rom ver vitan? iqidan, rom bevrjer daminaxavs, rogor itanjebian patara gogoebi am dros.

Cven, debs, Zalian gviyvars deda iseve, rogorc Tqven, adamianebs. magram gansxvaveba isaa, rom Cven, SeiZleba, mogvewonos Tqveni deda, Tqven ki aravis mogwonT Cveni deda-qari. arada, is iseTi kargia, roca saqrolad aris wasuli, Cven mas mouTmenlad veliT. mere deda modis da aTasgvar ambavs gviyveba. ra aRar icis qveyanaze! Cven vsaubrobT, vmReriT, viciniT da vxatavT. saxatavi furclebi da fanqrebi dedas moaqvs xolme. Tu mSvidad aris, msubuqi nivTebis motana SeuZlia, xolo Tu brdRvinavs, Tundac, fesvebian xes moitans. ise, dedaCemi ZiriTadad wynari qalia. hoda, imas vambobdi, rom xSirad vxatavT. Tavidan Cven mxolod qaris wisqvilebis xatva vicodiT, aris qveyana, sadac adre bevri qaris wisqvili iyo. iq axalgazrdobaSi

(nawyveti moTxrobidan `qaris motanili ambavi~)

bebiaCemi qarobda da am wisqvilebis xatva dedasac da Cvenc man gvaswavla. mere dedam mogvitana wigni ,,viswavloT xatva~. mSvenieri saxelmZRvanelo iyo da nel-nela yvelaferi aviTviseT. bebia axla Zalian moxucia. Tqveneburad rom vTqvaT, pensioneria. roca deda Sin ar aris, mas Cven vuvliT. bebia moxucia, magram arasodes mokvdeba imitom, rom Cven ukvdavebi varT. ai, me magaliTad, arasodes movkvdebi. Tu simarTle gindaT, zogjer Tqvenc ukvdavebi xarT, oRond raRac sxvanairad... amaSi jer kargad ver verkvevi.

hoda, imas vambobdi, rom arasodes movkvdebi, gavizrdebi da mec qari gamoval. moTminebiT davelodebi, mze rodis gamanawilebs samuSao adgilze. ho, mze, is yvelaze mTavaria. gavizrdebi, qari gavxdebi da mec ar geyvarebiT aravis. diliT fanjaraSi rom gamoixedavT da xis erTmaneTSi gadaxlarTul totebs dainaxavT, daijRanebiT, fu, ra sazizRari amindiao. es, rom gavizrdebi _ maSin. axla ki, rom daminaxo, SeiZleba, mogewono kidec. mgoni, sakmaod sayvareli var da Tan ise lamazad Sekerili, grZeli, cisferi kaba macvia! ise, sul ferad-feradi kabebi maqvs. Tmebi da kabis kalTebi yovelTvis mifrialebs imitom, rom qaris qaliSvili var. ai, Cems ufros das ki kaba aRar ufrialebs. xom vTqvi, xandaxan dedas raRac nivTebi moaqvs-meTqi. erTxel SemTxveviT savarcxeli moitana. es ki

ar unda eqna. Cemma ufrosma dam aRar isurva TmagaCeCiloba, mTeli ori Tvis manZilze ivarcxna da bolos msxvili nawnavi daimSvena. hoda, aba, Tmadawnili qari vis gaugonia? is, albaT, qari aRar gamova, sxva rames moifiqrebs, amitomac Seuwyda kabis friali.

bebia Zalian gviyvars. swored is gvikeravs ferad-ferad kabebs da bevr saintereso ambavs gviyveba qaris wisqvilebian qveyanaze. mas mudmivad sWirdeba Cveni yuradReba. zogjer moiwyens xolme da maSin Cven, debi, unda movuyveT rames da gavamxiaruloT. mosayoli bevri gvaqvs imitom, rom sakmaod bevri viciT. deda yovelTvis zrunavda Cvens ganaTlebaze da nair-nairi wignebi mohqonda CvenTan. sakmarisia, bebia daviviwyoT an naklebi yuradReba mivaqcioT, rom is iseT Rrma Zils miecema, misi gaRviZeba TiTqmis SeuZlebeli gaxdeba. moxucebs xom Zalian sWirdebaT SviliSvilebis yuradReba! mgoni, TqvenTanac asea, magram ver xvdebiT. bebias, albaT, Zalian gaarTobda televizori Tavisi serialebiT, magram misi uvneblad motana dedas Zalian gauWirdeba, Tanac Cveni saxlis garSemo sul qris, amas ki vercerTi antena ver gauZlebda. ise rom, bebia radios sjerdeba, Tumca im sacodavsac sul SiSini gaudis.

saerTod, Tqven, adamianebi, Zalian gaTamamdiT da uxeSad ereviT bunebis kanonebSi, mere ki isev bunebas abralebT yvelafers. ai, magaliTad, jer kidev dawyebiT klasebSi swavlobT, rom tyis gaCexvas bevri ubedureba mohyveba. mere ra, vin daijera? gaanadgureT tyis safari zoli da axla xSirad CiviT, Zlierma qarma sasoflo-sameurneo savargulebi dagvizianao. mereda, visi bralia? ise uyvars dedaCems xeebs Soris sriali, maTi SejanjRareba... magram sadRaa tye! zogjer ki Tqven TviTon moiwyobT xolme qariSxals. erTxel, maxsovs, dedaCems dasvenebis kvireuli, Tqveneburad rom vTqvaT, Svebuleba hqonda. ho, damsaxurebuli Svebuleba, hoda, iyo TavisTvis wamowolili da nebivrobda. Cvenc ferxTiT vesxediT. am dros radio acxadebs: gacnobebT, rom dRes mosalodnelia Zalian Zlieri qari 35 m/wm siCqariT. saRamos Svidi saaTis Semdeg ecadeT, saxlidan ar

gamoxvideT da aivnebidanac yvelaferi aiReTo. dacinvac amas erqva. ra unda eqna sawyal dedaCems, sul ar exaliseboda wamSi 35 metri siCqariT qrolva, magram, sinoptikosebs namusi unda movwmindoo, da wafrialda. Zalian gabrazebuli iyo, ras hqvia, aivnebi gacaleT, Tavi ZaliT unda movigiJiano da Tan veraferi gavtexoo? gabrazebulma wamSi 36 metri akrifa da kargadac daamtvria raRac-raRacebi imitom, rom Tqven, rogorc wesi, dajereba ar gCveviaT da aivnebi ar gagicliaT. mokled, asec xdeba xolme, bevr rames tyuilad abralebT. ai, Tundac yviTeli foTlebi aviRoT; gecodebaT, rom saZageli qari glejs da sadRac Sors gaaqrolebs, miafrialebs. amaze sawyalobel leqsebsac werT, sinamdvileSi ki maT ise mobezrdaT erT adgilas yofna, natruloben kidec, wynar amindSi ki ar Camocvivdnen, aramed qarma mowyvitos, rom cota xniT mainc mis frTebs ahyvnen da ifrinon.

axla ki droa, imaze mogiTxroT, Tu rogor Camivarda xelSi zemoT moyvanili ambavi. dedis saqmianobisadmi debs Soris me gamoviCine yvelaze meti interesi. amitom mas xSirad davyavdi Tan, xels CamWidebda da erTad mivqrodiT. Tavidanve Zalian momewona Tqveni qalaqi... Tumca, ra Tqma unda, yvelaferi _ ara. vTqvaT, ras hgavs es sxvadasxvafrad amoSenebuli aivnebi an es sagazafxulod gadaWrili xeebi an kidev nagavi? iciT, Zalian arasasiamovnoa, haerSi rom cekvav da Tan celofnis parkebs, kanfetis qaRaldebs da sxva aTas saSinelebas aiyolieb. magram cudze ar minda vilaparako. saerTod, aRfrTovanebuli viyavi, yvelafers vakvirdebodi da vimaxsovrebdi. es Zalian gamomadga. imitom, rom erTxel deda avad gaxda (eWvi maqvs, gamonabolqviT dabinZurebuli haeris brali iyo). es uiSviaTesi ambavia. qarebi, rogorc wesi, avad ar xdebian da Tu es mainc moxdeba, mzes, sul cota, ori adamiani mainc unda dausaxelo, qari rom uyvars. rogori Zneli mosaZebnia aseTi adamianebi, Tavad mogexsenebaT. dedas ise axvelebda, ganZrevis Tavi ar hqonda, bebias ar SeeZlo, Cemi

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debidan erTi ukve Tmadawnili iyo, meore ki sul ar icnobda dedis samuSao adgils. hoda, ai, aq gamomadga Cemi dakvirvebuloba. ucbad gavixsene ori adamiani da mzesTan wavfarfatdi. Zalian vRelavdi. mzesTan moqcevis etiketis wesebs gzaSi aTasjer vimeorebdi. mTavari iyo, TvalebSi ar Semexeda. rasac Tqven xedavT, is mzis mSvenieri, oqrosferi Tmebia, mis saxes ver dainaxavT (ra Tqma unda, mze iseTi cxraTvala ar aris, Tqven rom xatavT). es Zalian saSiSic aris. vinc mzes TvalebSi Sexedavs, maSinve brmavdeba. brma qari gagigoniaT? me _ ki. minaxavs, vicnob kidec. man gabeda da sworedac TvalebSi Sexeda mzes. mokled, sabednierod, yvelaferi sworad gavakeTe da zrdilobiani salamqalamis Semdeg dedaCemis moyvaruli ori adamiani davusaxele. pirveli iyo erTi metad cnobili da ucnauri mwerali, romelsac mxolod qarian amindSi ewveoda xolme muza da meore _ zustad mis qvemoT mcxovrebi, TqvenTvis ukve kargad cnobili, cameti wlis biWi. gagikvirdebaT, imas ratomRa uyvarda qario. es biWi kviraSi samjer CogburTze dadioda Ria moedanze. ar vici, didad gulze ar exateboda es CogburTi Tu wasvlis win sizarmacis Semoteva ewyeboda, es kia, xSirad natrobda qars an wvimas, radganac am dros gakveTili ucdeboda. wvima moedans asvelebda, qari ki dartymul burTs mimarTulebas ucvlida. es iyo da es. am orma adamianma gadagvarCina da saxlSi rom davbrundi, deda ukve gamojanmrTelebuli damxvda. am ambis Semdeg am Cvens gadamrCenlebs met yuradRebas vaqcevdi. gansakuTrebiT, biWi momwonda. mas Zalian uyvarda sufTa haeri da oTaxis fanjara xSirad hqonda Ria. mec Sevsrialdebodi da mis binas vaTvalierebdi xolme. erTxelac mis oTaxs Tvals rom vavlebdi, sawer magidaze is rveuli davinaxe, romelSic saRamoobiT xSirad werda raRacas. rveuli CemTvis cota mZime iyo (me xom jer patara var), magram Zalian movindome, orive xeli magrad CavWide da gavaqrole. es ambavi iq amovikiTxe. Zalian momewona imitom, rom, Tu kargad daukvirdebiT, masSi dedaCemi TiTqmis mTavari gmiria.

saswrafod gadavwere da rveuli ukan davabrune. cudad moviqeci, ara? eg TqvenTvis, Torem me xom adamiani ara var. ise, marTlacda, ra moxda, didi-didi, erTi-ori dRe eZebna. isedac didi mowesrigebulobiT ar gamoirCeva, sul raRac nivTs kargavs da mere mTeli dRe eZebs xolme.

mwerlis moyolili ambebidan yvelaze metad svitris ambavi momewona da dedas vkiTxe, xom ar ici, gamoigona Tu marTla moxda raime msgavsi-meTqi.

_ rogor gekadreba, ras qvia, gamoigona! _ iwyina man, _ zustad ase moxda, is biWi TviTon iyo da eg ambavic Tavis Tavze mouyolia. saidanRac morboda, sicivisagan ikrunCxeboda. me Tokze Tbili, mSrali tansacmeli movZebne da zed Tavze Camovacvi. me gadavarCine, _ siamayiT CaurTo, _ man ki moaxerxa da meore dRes Tavisi Soreuli naTesavi col-qmari ipova. imaT namdvili dedoba da mamoba gauwies. im svitrs ki dRemde inaxavs karadaSi. eg kaci ukvdavia, CvensaviT ara, magram adamianurad.

asec vicodi, rom dedaCemi gulis siRrmeSi Zalian keTilia, hoda, minda sxvebmac gaigon.

sandros rveulidan Sevityve, mweralma weras Tavi daanebao da Zalian damwyda guli. marTali giTxraT, qarTuli literaturis bedi maincdamainc ar manaRvlebs, ubralod, CavTvale, Tu weras Tavi daaneba, qaric aRar eyvareba-meTqi. dedas xvewna davuwye, wamo, Tavi SevaxsenoT-meTqi. TiTqos jibrze, yvelaze uqaro sezoni idga, magram dedam Cemi mudara Seismina, xeli Camkida da Tan wamafriala. bevri viqroleT misi saxlis garSemo, sul yurSi CavCurCulebdi, ratom aRar werT, ase ar SeiZleba-meTqi. sasiamovno musikis xma Soridan mis yuramde mimqonda, mokled, Zalian vcdilobdi da, marTlac, Cemsas mivaRwie. bolos da bolos mwerals gulma gauwia da qaRaldis xelsaxocze raRacis Cxapna daiwyo. mere sxva nakuwze gadavida. vai, axla es saukeTeso saxeliani qali, meria Tu viRaca, yvelafers gadauyris-meTqi, SevSindi. sabednierod, yvelaferi kargad damTavrda da mweralma isev daiwyo, oRond sul sxvanairi wignis wera. man daiwyo

wera bavSvebisTvis. sxva mwerlebs rom hkiTxoT, SemoqmedebiT mwvervalze myofma sami nabijiT ukan daixiao, magram, aba, imaT ra esmiT! ho, ra Tqma unda, sabavSvo wignebSi did premiebs aravin miscems, magram eyo, rac didebs emsaxura da yovlad gaugebari romanebi Seqmna. axla ki ise Seicvala! mkafiod da gasagebad wers. axla aRar aris saWiro misi naweris orjer an samjer wakiTxva, rom mTavari azri gamoitano. saidan vici? iqidan, rom merisac uyvars oTaxebis ganiaveba da xandaxan mwerals qaRaldebSi vuWyitinebdi. is bavSvebi, samiveni, misi wignis personaJebi gaxdnen. TiTqos adgnen da realuri cxovrebidan pirdapir wignSi moadines tyapani. yvelam _ Cem garda. Tumca mec bavSvi var, magram veravin mxedavs, aravin micnobs. arada, mgoni, sakmaod sayvareli var. ai, rom gavizrdebi, ver amitanen, ityvian, fu, ra cudi amindiao.

ra vqna, moTminebiT velodebi im axali sabavSvo wignis gamosvlas. am Cems nawers ki, axla rom kiTxulob, ici, ras vupireb? gadavwyvite, davasuraTo da romelime enTuziast gamomcemels Sevugdo oTaxSi, iqneb, moewonos da sakuTari xarjiT gamosces. Tu ara da ras vizam! dedas vetyvi da Surs iZiebs. erTi kargad auCeCavs Tmas da erT-or fanjarasac Caumtvrevs. ra vqna, albaT, cudia ase moqceva, magram

me xom qaris qaliSvili var, Tqven rom TiTqmis aravis giyvarT, im qarisa da sxvanairad moqceva ar SemiZlia. es ambavi mogitaneT da ukan aRar waviReb, rogorc qars sCvevia.

axla patara niavi var, yvelas rom moswons. mere didi rom gavizrdebi, qari viqnebi da aravis geyvarebiT. es daaxloebiT imas hgavs, rom amboben, bavSvi yvela kargia, magram rom izrdebian, mere... ise rom, nu gagikvirdebaT.Aar geyvarebiT, magram zogjer... zogjer xom inatrebT qars, rom Rrublebi morekos da wvima an Tovli moiyvanos? zogjer xom daixuTebiT sicxisagan da isurvebT, neta, niavma dauberoso? hoda, modi, es SemTxvevebic gaiTvaliswineT da marto cudi nu gagaxsendebaT.

me ki, vici, meyvarebiT. ubralod, ra vqna, sxvanairad ar SemiZlia, unda viqrolo. zogjer yurSi raRacas CagCurCulebT, zogjer saguldagulod davarcxnil Tmas agiwewavT, ra iciT, iqneb ase ufro gixdebaT? SeiZleba, qolgac wagarTvaT... magram amave dros, Tu momewonebiT, mogeferebiT, kiserSi gakocebT, Tumca amas Tqven ver igrZnobT. da Tu igrZnobT, albaT, meore dResve yeli agtkivdebaT.

bolos ki a m is Tqm a mi nda : gaafrTxileT dedebi, tansacmels gareT nu gakideben an, iqneb, piriqiT, gakidon! Tu Cven waviRebT, icodeT, imas mivutanT, visac yvelaze metad sWirdeba.

vulocavT

Cveni Jurnalis literaturuli gaerTianebis wevrs, dimitri yifianis pirdapir STamomavals, mwerals, filologiis mecnierebaTa doqtors, ilia WavWavaZis centris ufros mecnier TanamSromels, qalbaton Tamar miqaZes dimitri yifianis saxelobis medals, didi winapris cxovrebisa da moRvaweobis saqmeSi Setanili gansakuTrebuli wvlilisTvis. 24 aprils qviSxeTSi mas medali gadasca xaSuris municipalitetis gamgebelma giorgi beraiam.

momavalSic warmatebebs vusurvebT qalbaton Tamars SemoqmedebiT Tu samoRvaweo asparezze.

pativiscemiT:literaturul Jurnal àneulis~ redaqcia

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ena da globalizacia

dedamiwa arasodes iqneba nacrisferi...

sakiTxis aqtualobis gamo, mcireodeni SemoklebiT gTavazobT mari wiklaurisa da maia edilaSvilis intervius (aw gardacvlil) filologiis mecnierebaTa doqtorTan, gelaTis akademiis akademikos-mdivanTan, poet mixeil qurdianTan

_ Tqveni azriT, ramdenad realuria, rom inglisuri enis gavleniT qarTuli dakargavs ZiriTad sakomunikacio mniSvnelobas da Sin salaparako enad iqceva?

_ ar daiRala kacobrioba msgavsi monstrebis gamogonebiT?! sabWoTa kavSirSic yovelTvis gveubnebodnen, rom odesme dadgeboda dro, iqneboda erTi ena da yvela xalxi am enaze ilaparakebda. SemorCenil mcire enobriv gansxvavebebs, mxolod saSinao enis funqcia eqneboda. es ar gamarTlda. metsac getyviT _ me lingvisti var da vici, enas erTaderTi midrekileba gaaCnia _ gayofisaken. Cven moveswrebiT imas, rom yvelani isev qarTulad vilaparakebT, xolo Seiqmneba inglisuri enis axali versiebi da erT mSvenier dRes, avstralielebi da amerikelebi, an ingliselebi da samxreT afrikelebi erTmaneTs ver gaugeben; amiT damTavrdeba erTian inglisur enaze saubari. Tqven rom naxoT inglisursa da amerikuls Soris gansxvavebaTa leqsikoni, ubralod, SegeSindebaT.

yvelas gvaxsovs, iyo dro, roca mecniereba laTinur enaze iqmneboda da mTeli kaTolikuri eklesiac laTinurad laparakobda. gaamarTla aman, gamoiRo Sedegi? laTinuri ena daiSala uamrav sxvadasxva enad, miviReT: franguli da oqsitanuri, espanuri da portugaliuri, ruminuli, italiuri, sardiniuli da a.S. momavalSi aseve daiSleba inglisuri enac, rogorc unda vecadoT misi Sekaveba. rac meti sxvadasxva erovnebis adamiani miiRebs monawileobas inglisuri enis funqcionirebaSi, miT metad danagviandeba es ena, miT meti leqsikuri erTeuli Seva ama Tu im enidan, romlebic ukve gaugebari iqneba sxva regionebisaTvis, amas daumateT sxvadasxva saxiTa da doziT inovaciebi sxvadasxva dialeqtSi.

ai, naxeT uzarmazari arabeTi _ dRes egvipteli da sirieli erTmaneTs ver elaparakeba Tu klasikur arabuls ar mimarTes. damTavrda arabuli enis mTlianobisa da monoliTurobis stadia, daiSala es ena. Sevida espanuri samxreT amerikaSi, ra miviReT Sedegad? is, rom Tu ar ilaparakes saliteraturo klasikur espanurze, argentineli da kolumbieli erTmaneTs ver gaugebs. amitom, SeuZlebelia, romelime enam moicvas msoflio da lingvisturi TvalsazrisiT imave enad darCes, msgavsi ram arc momxdara da arc arasodes moxdeba...

_ rogor afasebT globalizacias da riT unda daimkvidros saqarTvelom adgili globalur samyaroSi?

_ dedamiwa Zalian patara planetaa, ufro patara, vidre Tqven amisi warmodgena SegiZliaT. Cven, dedamiwelebi, Zalian cotani varT. axla me Tqven win vdgavar da mixeil qurdiani var, Cems mSobliur tomSi me viqnebi mulaxeli, Cemi tomidan rom gamoval, sxva qarTvelebTan mimarTebiT svani viqnebi, saqarTvelodan rom gaval, ubralod, qarTveli viqnebi. aziaSi evropeli viqnebi, isini _ azielebi, amerikaSi _ aRmosavleT naxevarsferos warmomadgeneli, isini _ dasavleT naxevarsferosi. rogorc ki kosmosSi gavalT, Cven _ yvelani adamianebi viqnebiT. ai, es aris globalizmi. cneba òikumenac~ swored amas, globalur samyaros niSnavs.

Cven xandaxan gvicxovria oikumenas periferiaSi. erTi periodi vcxovrobdiT samyaroSi, romelsac ganagebda sparsuli ena. rodesac xayani Sirvanim aRmoaCina, rom am samyaroSi ori axali poeti gamoCnda, dawera leqsi: marTalia, pirvelobas mecilebian, magram verafers damakleben ganjeli ZaRli da rusTaveli virio. me sulac ar mwyins, rom xayani Sirvanim RvTaebriv rusTavels viri uwoda, anda nizami ganjels _ ZaRli. ubralo mizezis gamo ar mwyins _ rusTavelis sicocxleSi es misi pirveli moxseniebaa. ori axalgazrda poeti rom ise gaamwarebs da gaacofebs iseT did poets, rogoric xayani Sirvania, rom lanZRvaze gadaiyvans, amaze didi Sefaseba SeuZlebelia. es adamiani rom ZaRls giwodebs, es imis maniSnebelia, rom Tavis konkurentad gaRiara, TiTqmis mefe giwoda.

ratom unda scodnoda xayani Sirvanis, rom saqarTveloSi iyo SoTa rusTaveli? imitom, rom im drois samyaro Zalian patara iyo da geniosis gamoCenas maSinve xvdebodnen, zogs uxaroda, zogs acofebda. ase rom, momavalSic aseTi situacia iqneba.

Cven am globalizacias unda mivesalmoT, oRond Tanasworobis principi unda arsebobdes. ruseTma, amerikam, CineTma ar unda daijeron, rom isini vinmeze ukeTesebi arian, iseve, rogorc Cven. Cvennairi xalxi rom dedamiwaze ar dadis, es Cvens pirvelobas sulac ar gulisxmobs. es mxolod imas niSnavs, rom sxvebs ar vgavarT.

_ mainc riT ar vgavarT sxvebs, ra aris is mTavari Rirebuleba, rac aucileblad unda SevinarCunoT?

_ Cveni winaprebisagan erTi Zalian didi faseuloba miviReT, es Rirsebis grZnobaa. qarTuli literatura Rirsebis literaturaa. mTavaria, rom Cvenc Rirsebis xalxi viyoT. ai, gaxsovT, `vefxistyaosanSi~ aris aseTi epizodi: miadgebian qajeTis cixes fridoni, avTandili da tarieli. fridoni sakmaod avantiuristul, Tumca saintereso gegmas SesTavazebs. avTandili am gegmas dauwunebs, moixmobs argumentebs da TviTon warmoadgens unaklo gegmas. roca pirvelad vkiTxulobdi ̀ vefxistyaosans~, vfiqrobdi, ras ityoda tarieli, mas xom argumenti aRar darCa. magram, ucbaT davmarcxdi _ tariels aRmoaCnda yvelaze mTavari argumenti, man Tqva: rom gadmoixedavs Cemi satrfo omis xmaze da me ver daminaxavs, èse me damsvriso~. anu man Rirsebis argumenti warmoadgina.

Cven yvelanairad unda vecadoT, rom saqarTveloSi Rirsebis instituti ar daikargos. Tu is ar daikargeba, maSin araviTari amerika CvenTvis saSiSi aRar iqneba, xolo Tu daikargeba, maSin masTan erTad gaqreba erovnuli Tavmoyvareobis grZnobac, gaqreba enac.

me humboltianeli var da unda giTxraT, rom adamiani enobrivi arsebaa, anu misi eniT agebul samyaroSi cxovrobs, rac imas niSnavs, rom es ena garkveuli msoflxedvaa, adamiani am enidan xedavs samyaros. Tu romelime ena moispoba, maSin gaqreba kidev erTi msoflxedva, kidev erTi sityvaERmerTisTvis, dedisTvis, siyvarulisTvis. amitom, globalizaciis epoqaSi, kacobriobis mTavari amocana unda iyos, nebayoflobiT, nebismier fasad, yvela sxva danarCeni enisa da eris gadarCena. radgan, ramdeni enac aris, imdeni eria. kacobriobis mSveniereba isaa, rom adamianebi erTmaneTs ar vgavarT, maSasadame, sxvadasxva fers vmatebT dedamiwas. dedamiwa aRar iqneba nacrisferi...

mgonia, rom adamianis mkvebavi ZarRvi misi winaprebidan modis. me Cems Svilebs yovelTvis veubnebi, rom isini kargi qarTvelebi iqnebian ara TavianTi warmomavlobis uaryofiT, aramed, swored misi wyalobiT. im mfeTqavi arteriis, romelic Cveni winaprebis miwidan, im soflidan, im saxlidan modis, sadac, magaliTad, babuaCemis mama daibada. es Zalian mniSvnelovani momentia da Tu es davTmeT, maSin yvela mogvereva. am globalizaciis procesSi uamravi eri irCevs axal orientirs, magram, meore mxriv, uamravma ermac Tvali gamoaxila. Tqven gagegoT raime Svedur nacionalizmze? me mgoni, petre pirvelis Semdeg, araferi, xom marTalia? axla iq iReben specialur kanonebs imisaTvis, rom

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anglizacias gadaarCinon TavianTi ena da es SesaniSnavia! Cvenc arasodes viqnebiT amerikis enobrivi da kulturuli kolonia.

_ CvenTan xom ar iReben aseT kanonebs?_ erT mSvenier dRes moveswrebiT im dros, roca saqarTveloSi yvela

saWiro kanons miiReben. magram kanons xom mainc adamiani imuSavebs, RmerTi ki ramdeni xania ambobs: àra iparo~, àra imruSo~, àra kac hkla!~ Cven amas mainc vakeTebT. arada, amaze meti kanoni gagonila? yvelaze mTavaria, rom vinc amas ar CavdivarT, mxolod Cveni Sinagani kanonis gamo da es aris is erTaderTi, rac ers gadaarCens. TuUTviTon ar movspobT mSobliur enas, amas veraviTari tanki da atomuri bombi ver SeZlebs. Cven varT erTaderTi, visac SegviZlia, ena movspoT an vacocxloT.

gazeTi `Cveni mwerloba~, 27/IV- 4/V, 2001 w.

poeziis saRamo nikoloz baraTaSvilis saxl-muzeumSi

`m e boran i v ar , TeTri Rameebis utyvi modaraje da aRelvebul mdinareze gadamyavs axla martosulebi~, _ es leqsi amSvenebda mosawvevs, romelic Tamar SaiSmelaSvilis poeziis saRamoze iwvevda msmenels. nikoloz baraTaSvilis saxl-muzeumis lamazma , myudro darbazma ver daitia WeSmariti poeziis damfasebelni.

saRamos wamyvanma, poetma Temur CalabaSvilma aRniSna, rom Tamar SaiSmelaSvilma Jurnalistur moRvaweobasTan erTad poeziaSi sagrZnob warmatebas miaRwia. saRamoze sityviT gamovida qalbatoni manana CitiSvili da Tamaris erTi leqsi waikiTxa.

Tamar SaiSmelaSvilis poeziaze da mis pirovnebaze isaubra radioprograma `Cveni saganZuris~ avtorma da wamyvanma, Jurnal àneulis~ erT-erTma damfuZnebelma ivane jafariZem, obieqturi mizezis gamo saRamoze ver mobrZanda TianeTisa da fSav-xevsureTis mitropoliti meufe Tadeozi. Tamars miesalma da saRamo daloca dekanozma iovanem.

Tamaris leqsebis mixedviT kompozicia warmoadgines moswavleebma: ana-maria bagaliSvilma, qeTevan zuraSvilma, alisa arCvaZem; Tamaris leqsebi waikiTxes: giorgi meluam, ekaterine bazeraSvilma, goCa wiklaurma. Tamars miesalmnen axalgazrda poetebi: Sorena TamazaSvili da giorgi cxvitaria.

saRamo simReram da musikam damuxta. scenaze erTmaneTs enacvlebodnen: ansambli `popuri~ da Tamar kereseliZe; marina kolxidaSvili, luka SaiSmelaSvili, soso mWedliSvili, mariam darCiaSvili... TaqTaqiSvilis saxelobis me-19 musikaluri skolis moswavle nino frodiaSvili, qarTul-amerikuli umaRlesi skolis moswavle, uamravi konkuris laureati lizi budaRaSvili., Tamaris poeziis moyvaruli gigo svaniZe...

nino taryaSvilisa da Jurnal àneulis~ iniciativiT unda daiweros xati _ `wminda qarTveli poetebi~. im dRes Segrovda Semowirulobac... da es madliani saqmec daiwyo.

reJisoris arqividan

nana demetraSvils, reJisors, romelis saxelsac ukavSirdeba gasuli saukunis 60-70 wlebSi mesxeTis saxelmwifo Teatris xelaxali Seqmna-aRorZineba, qarTveli mayurebeli da mkiTxveli kargad icnobs.

ise moxda rom... am saintereso reJisoris arqivi xelT maqvs da, savaraudod, wignadac iqceva...

manamde ki gTavazobT am arqividan baTumeli poetis mamia varSaniZis erT leqss. da, miuxedavad imisa, rom leqsi tropuli metyvelebis mxriv sustia, ganwyobis Seqmnas mkiTxvelSi mainc axerexebs da kidev erTxel gvaxsenebs, Tu ra didi erovnuli misia hqonda mesxeTis Teatris gaxsnas komunisturi reJimis Jams, ra Rvawli miuZRvis am erovnul saqmeSi axalgazrda reJisor qals da ra gamoZaxili hpova uSualod, oTar CxeiZis `Tedorem~.

nino CxikviSvili

o, rogor miyvars Cemi mesxeTi,mesxeTi TiTqos Cemi gulia,vidre cocxal var, ver davexsnebi,umisod TiTqos dakarguli var,yoveldRe mis guls guliT vexebi,is aris CvenTvis mTeli dunia.

aha, win midevs me istoria,aha, win midevs da vewafebi,da rom brwyinavda, es arc Woria,lurji ca iyo misi afrebi,mec im afrebiT vfrinav mgonia,da vgavar arwivs caSi afrenils.Cemo varZiav, Seni Tamaridid saqarTvelos aRlums aq ixdis!..SoTa rusTveli, brZeni, Tamami,did mefe-qalTan krZalviT qeds ixris,mec xom vewvie Cemi amaliT,gadmoviareT Cven mTebi lixis. CemTvis vCurCuleb jer nedl striqonebs,aq saqarTvelo ra diadia.vin gautoldes rusTvelis Rones,da paeqroba romels swadia?!mefes wigns awvdis rusTveli vgoneb,ase mgonia, raRac dardi hklavs.

o, rogor miyvars

(vuZRvni mesxeTis Teatris moZRvars – nana demetraSvilis)

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Tavazianad Tamari arTmevs,mere uboZebs Zvirfas saboZvars,upirvelesad Tvalebis naTels...viRac moSurnes sulimc amoZvra...CemTvis vlocav da mas vunTeb sanTlebs, _did saqarTvelos mebrZol amorZals.`Tamari aris CemTvis yoveli, _Cemi sicocxle da aRmateba.me netarebas misgan moveli,mzea da me ki ar menaTeba.waval, ver naxon Cemi mpovnelic,vax, rom samSoblo momenatreba,Cemi Tamari momenatreba!~TiTqos momesma es xma sabralos,vina Tqva netav?!iqneb SoTam Tqva?!uceb Camowva sibnelis kaloda ukuneTis wigni momarTva.eh, saqarTvelos bajaRlo Tvalo,me Seni sibrZnis davrCi monaTa.vin daekarga Cems diad mesxeTs,Cems saqarTvelos vin daekarga?!SoTa rusTveli?!mec mis kvals veZeb,amikidia mec mgzavris abga...Sens maradiul samSoblos mTebzedid poeziis anTixar Cangad!da poeziis talRa win midis,damSviddi, qarTlo, nuRaras SfoTav,is aris Cveni foladis xidi,zed, rom gaivlis yoveli modgma....ar iqneboda mesxeTi didi?!ar iqnebodi araca Sen SoTav!Tqvenia Cveni maradi locva,Tqven gasWriT aTas Rames kunapets,Sen da Tamarma saqarTvelos capoeziis mziT moagumbaTeT,Tqvens xats vificebT,Tqvens xats uwmindess,maradiulad Cvens ers unaTeT,unaTeT!

10 maisi, 1981w. baTumi

mogonebani gardasul dReTaTeimuraz

petriaSvili

„saqarTvelos erT-erTi ulamazesi kuTxea svaneTi“

zaliko qiqoZis gaxseneba

Jurnali „aneuli“, rubrikiT „mogonebani gardasul dReTa“, mkiTxvels sTavazobs SesaniSnavi mecnierisa da didebuli mamuliSvilis, saqarTvelos samedicino-socialur mecnierebaTa akademiis akademikosis, Tbilisis saxelmwifo samedicino universitetis profesoris, 70-de mecnieruli Sromis, saqarTvelos avbediT istoriaze araerTi sayuradRebo wignisa da mravali publikaciis avtoris Teimuraz petriaSvilis mcire mogonebas misi bavSvobis megobarze, 2005 wels mwverval uSbaze tragikulad daRupul cnobil arqeologsa da mTamsvlelze zaal qiqoZeze.

m e d a z aliko mTaw m i nd az e vcxovrobdiT. oriveni 47-e skolaSi vswavlobdiT da erTmaneTi rom gavicaniT, me pirvel klasSi viyavi, zaliko _ meoreSi. male davmegobrdiT.

Cveni Taobis bavSvebis ocneba pionerTa sasaxle iyo, radgan gamudmebiT gvesmoda, rom iq raRac gansakuTrebuli xdeboda. Tanac sasaxlis skolasTan siaxlove kidev ufro gvimZafrebda iq misvlis survils. bavSvebi xSirad vmsjelobdiT, romeli wre SegverCia. erTi Cveni megobari dramwres gvirCevda, radgan iq Tavadis rols mogvcemdnen da qamar-xanjlian CoxaSi gamovewyobodiT, rasac yvelani vnatrobdiT. magram xom SeiZleboda, ar moecaT Tavadis roli? amitom umjobesi iyo cekvaze gvevlo, maSin Coxis morgeba gardauvali iqneboda.

me mainc dramwreSi mivedi, zaliko arc ki dainteresebula; mas arc cekvaze uvlia.

im dros dramwres saukeTeso pirovneba, msaxiobi vaxtang sulaqveliZe xelmZRvanelobda. igi yvelasTvis cnobilia, moklemetraJiani mxatvruli filmiT „qvevri“, sadac qvevris SemkeTeblis rols asaxierebs.

megona, sasaxleSi misvlisTanave

romelime speqtaklSi mniSvnelovan rols momcemdnen, aRmoCnda, rom saqme ase ar yofila. etiudebze muSaoba da mxatvrul kiTxvaSi varjiSi ki male mombezrda da dramwre davtove.

mesame klasSi viyavi, zaliko meoTxeSi, skolaSi Sesvenebisas gverdze rom gaviyvane da CurCuliT vuTxari:

_ zaliko, modi, karg rames getyvi: pionerTa sasaxleSi turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinetia, iq Cveni ojaxis axlobeli, bebias naTesavi, cnobili alpinisti, aleqsandra deida muSaobs. xSirad modis CvenTan stumrad da sul meubneba, _ iare turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinetSi, mTel saqarTvelos fexiT Semoivli, mTaSic waxval da namdvili vaJkaci dadgebio.

_ unda mivide, Tu ginda, Senc wamodi.

zalikos sixarulisagan Tvalebi aucimcimda:

_ vaaa! marTla? xvalve wavideT, mSoblebsac SevekiTxebi da... meore dResve mivaSureT pionerTa sasaxlis turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinets, sadac araCveulebrivi adamianebi muSaobdnen; kabinetis xelmZRvaneli iyo qali-legenda aleqsandra jafariZe, pedagogebi _ cnobili mTamsvleli

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marine uTmeliZe da qalbatoni deniza gozaliSvili. kabinetis damaarsebeli mzia erisTavi ukve wasuliyo sasaxlidan da saqarTvelos bavSvTa turistul sadgurs xelmZRvanelobda. dasanania, rom aRar maxsovs im bavSvebis gvarebi, romlebic maSin turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinetSi dadiodnen, vici, rom maTgan bevri, Rirseuli da cnobili adamiani gaxda.

pedagogebs pirveli SexvedrisTanave moewonaT da SeuyvardaT zaliko. „Zalian niWieri da kargad gazrdili bavSviao~ _ ambobda qalbatoni aleqsandra.

zaliko marTlac umal iqcevda garSemomyofTa yuradRebas, Tumca ganzrax TvalSi mosaxvedrad arasdros iqceoda.

didi enTuziazmiTa da xalisiT daviwyeT siaruli turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinetSi, romelic sasaxlis meore sarTulze iyo ganTavsebuli (ar vici, axla sinanuliT gavixseno Tu siamayiT is dRe, rodesac zalikom Cemi waqezebiT, turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinetidan mTebisaken pirveli bavSvuri nabiji gadadga. misi uSbaze daRupvis Semdeg, siamayisa da sinanulis ormagi gancda ar mSordeba). vrcel, naTel oTaxSi karadebi da didi magidebi idga. kedelTan, erT-erT kuTxeSi ganTavsebuli iyo diorama _ sakmaod mozrdili reliefuri maketi, romelzec gamosaxuli iyo maRali mTebi, mdinaris piras gaSlili turistuli

banaki karvebiT da koconTan mimsxdari turistebis patara figurebi.

dr a m wr i s a ar i yo s , s a d a c misvlisTanave mTavar rols velodiT, me da zalikos axlac gvegona, rom meore dResve myinvarwverze Tu ara, mTawmindis kldovan ferdobebze mainc davekidebodiT TokebiT, magram aqac gagvicruvda imedi. pirvel xanebSi mogzaurobisTvis mosamzadebel m e c a d i n e o b e b s g v i t a r e b d n e n , gvaswavlidnen TokiT kvanZebis keTebas da gvaCvenebdnen TokSi Cabmis wesebs; werayinis gamoyenebas, mTaSi banakis gaSlas, mexis aridebis xerxebs, gvacnobdnen alpinistur aRWurvilobas da sxva.

pirvelive dReebSi vnaxeT filmi, rogor adis miuval kldovan da yinulovan mwvervalze qarTvel alpinistTa jgufi. maSinve vicani Cemi naTesavi alioSa jafariZe, saxelovani alpinisti, romelic uSbaze daiRupa, misi fotoebi bevrjer menaxa wignebsa Tu saojaxo albomebSi.

filmis Cvenebisas bavSveb m a erTdroulad SevyvireT:

_ vicani, vicani! ... ekranze qalbatoni aleqsandra Canda,

romelic TokSi Cabmuli, werayiniT xelSi, saocari ostatobiT miiwevda mwvervalisaken. es kadrebi rom ar gvenaxa, verasodes warmovidgendiT, erTi SexedviT aseTi nazi da saTno qalbatoni, rogor erkineboda umkacres mTebsa da stiqias.

Teimuraz petriaSvili da zaal qiqoZe bakurianSi

meore dRes skolaSi, me da zaliko didi siamayiTa da aRfrTovanebiT vuyvebodiT Tanatolebs nanaxi kadrebis Sesaxeb _ rogor adioda Cveni maswavlebeli, deida aleqsandra, yinulovan kldeebze...

erT dResac gamogvicxades, rom turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinetis bavSvebs laSqroba unda Cagvetarebina; Cvens sixaruls sazRvari ar hqonda; CemTvisac da zalikosTvisac es pirveli turistuli laSqroba iyo.

40-ze meti bavSvi grZel TokSi CavebiT da funikulioridan erT mwkrivad daviZariT kus tbisaken. biliki mTis damrec ferdobs miuyveboda, Tumca rTuli savali ar iyo; cota xanSi zemodan gadavxedeT kus tbas da Tbilisis xeds. sul sxvagvarad aRviqviT Cveni mSobliuri qalaqi.

am laSqrobis Semdeg didi dro ar gasula, rom Tbiliss estumra poloneTis samTavrobo delegacia, poloneTis muSaTa partiis centraluri komitetis pirveli mdivnis vladislav gomulkas xelmZRvanelobiT.

dedaqalaqSi didi aJiotaJi iyo.tradiciisamebr, stumrebi pionerTa

sasaxlis dasaTvaliereblad moiyvanes, maT saqarTvelos maSindeli pirveli piri vasil mJavanaZe axlda. Cveni kabinetis kari Ria iyo, stumarTagan oTaxSi aravin Semosula, magram rodesac Caiares, jgufs erTi kaci gamoeyo, oTaxSi Semoixeda da xelis aweviT mogvesalma.

zalikom mibiZga da miTxra, rom es gomulka iyo. marwmunebda, gazeTSi vnaxe misi suraTi da vicanio...

sasaxlis ezoSi didi mzadeba iyo, adgili SemoRobes, blomad SeSa, fiCxi

da muyao moagroves; delegaciis ezoSi SemosvlisTanave bavSvebma navTi gadaasxes grovas da cecxli gaaCaRes. undodaT, stumrebisaTvis pionerTa sasaxlis mexanZreTa wris wevrebis ostatoba eCvenebinaT. „norC mexanZreebs~ cecxli ramdenime wuTSi unda CaeqroT. uecrad ezoSi gabmuli sayviriT Semogrialda didi, wiTeli feris saxanZro manqana, saidanac mexanZris formaSi gamowyobili bavSvebi gadmoxtnen da daiwyes „xanZris Caqroba“. manqanidan swrafad gadmoiRes didi `Slangi~ da ezoSi arsebul specialur onkanTan daiwyes mierTeba. erT-erT patara „mexanZres“ `Slangi~ xelidan gauvarda, cota dro dakarga, Tumca male gamoaswora Secdoma, swrafad miuerTa onkans da „xanZari“ droulad Caaqres. am yovelives Cven sasaxlis fanjridan vadevnebdiT Tvals.

_ au, wamoiZaxa zalikom da xeli Sublze itkica, _ netav ar gavardnoda `Slangi~ xelidan _ gulwrfelad wuxda da ganicdida qarTveli Tanatolis Secdomas...

moyvasisadmi TanagrZnobis gancda, misi xasiaTis mTavari Tviseba iyo.

b a v S v o b i d a n v e m w v e r v alT a dalaSqvris surviliTa da JiniT Sepyrobili zalikosagan gansxvavebiT, Cemi „miRwevebi~ alpinizmSi, bakurianis Tovliani ferdobebis „dalaSqvriT“ Semoifargla.

zamTarSi, saskolo ardadegebis periodSi, turizmisa da alpinizmis k a bi n etis b a vSv e bi b a kuria nSi davyavdiT TxilamurebiT sasrialod da savarjiSod.

me da zaliko asakiT yvelaze patarebi viyaviT. zalikos mSoblebma, garegani da Sinagani keTilSobilebiT Semkulma araCveulebrivma adamianebma, zaliko bakurianSi bebiaCemis imedad gamouSves, romelic instruqtorebTan erTad, pedagogad gvaxlda bavSvebis jgufs.

gz ad da v aTv aliereT goris RirsSesaniSnaobebi, agaris Saqris qarxana, likani, borjomi da „kukuSkiT“ avediT bakurianSi.

bakurianSi „dinamos” sportul bazaSi davbinavdiT. me da zaliko ori kvira erT oTaxSi vcxovrobdiT.

_ dilis daWurvaze!

zaal qiqoZe

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yo v eldRe , uTe n i a g v e s moda „Rorototodan“ cnobili sportsmenisa da tanmovarjiSis, pirveli qarTuli sportuli sazogadoeba „Sevardenis“ yofili wevris, Cveni pedagogis, Zia daTas, daTa gelaZis xma. varjiSis Semdeg sauzme, Semdeg ki TxilamurebiT gaseirneba gveloda. Txilamurebze dgom a s g v a sw a vlida cnob ili moTxilamure lala fanjikiZe, romelic zalikos Zalian Seuyvarda.

dauviwyari iyo koba waqaZesTan Sexvedra da masTan saubari. koba maSin Tavisi warmatebis zenitSi iyo, is saqveynod cnobili `mfrinavi moTxilamure~ gaxldaT da amave dros saocari TavmdablobiT gamoirCeoda. zaliko Tvals ar aSorebda kobas da mis yovel sityvas, rac tramplinidan xtomas exeboda, didi yuradRebiT ismenda.

TxilamurebiT savarjiSod koxta gorisa da parkis teritoriaze yovel dRe gavdiodiT, orivem pirvelad vnaxeT saTxilamuro tramplini. davaTvaliereT meliebis sanaSene meurneoba.

ori kviris Semdeg ki borjomis matarebliT TbilisSi davbrundiT da Cemma „pedagogma“ bebiam, zaliko mamamiss „uvneblad Caabara“. me da zaliko erTmaneTs „davemSvidobeT“ meore dRes pionerTa sasaxleSi kvlav Sexvedris imediT.

rogorc aRvniSne, turizmisa da alpinizmis kabinets didi diorama amSvenebda. erT dResac dagvavales, rom am reliefur maketze arsebuli gamosaxulebebis mixedviT, sakuTari fantaziiT Segveqmna nawarmoebi, dagvewera patara Txzuleba, romelSic unda gadmogveca turistul banakSi cxovrebis peripetiebi. weris dros erTmaneTis rveulebSi Caxedva mkacrad agvikrZales.

davibeni, ver mivxvdi ra unda damewera; mivedi dioramasTan da dakvirvebiT daviwye Tvaliereba, Tan mainteresebda ras akeTebda zaliko.

is Tavdaxrili ijda da gamalebiT raRacas werda . uceb wamodga , dioramasTan mivida, guldasmiT daakvirda, maleve dabrunda magidasTan da wera ganagrZo.

_ netavi ras wers amdens, _ gavifiqre da magidas mivuaxlovdi, cali Tvali misi rveulisaken gavapare.

garkveviT gavarCie pirveli winadadeba, romelic axlac fotografiuli sizustiT maxsovs _ `saqarTvelos erT-erTi ulamazesi kuTxea svaneTi“, ewera furcelze.

_ svaneTi? ese igi, zalikos hgonia, rom dioramaze svaneTia gamosaxuli? es CvenTvis aravis uTqvams, arc mifiqria, rom es svaneTia, vin icis, iqneb marTlac asea, gavifiqre da Cems rveulSi Cavwere _ `ra lamazia svaneTi“, Tumca naweri maleve wavSale da wera Sevwyvite, Semrcxva, rom zalikos sityvebs vimeorebdi.

zalikos Txzuleba ki, rogorc mere maswavleblebisagan SevityveT, Tavisi SinaarsiTa da mxatvruli RirsebiT gamorCeuli iyo yvela namuSevars Soris. masSi bavSvurad, magram saocrad mdidari fantaziiT iyo aRwerili svaneTi, kuTxe, romelic zalikos maSin jer TvaliTac ar enaxa.

2005 wlis im avadsaxsenebel dRes, roca svaneTSi, mwverval uSbaze datrialebuli ubedureba gavige, gaognebulsa da Tavzardacemuls, zalikos rveuli da is erTaderTi winadadeba gamaxsenda _ ̀ saqarTvelos erT-erTi ulamazesi kuTxea svaneTi!..“

amekviata da karga xans ar masvenebda fiqri, rom raRac zeciuri, amoucnobi, uxilavi kavSiri xom ar iyo zalikos maSindel bavSvur naazrevsa da mis damRupvel ganaCens Soris. garemos mSvenierebiTa da sulieri didebulebiT aRsavse, igi xom im jadosnurma Zalam waiyvana Tavisi cxovrebis bolo, maradiuli siTeTrisa da zamTris bilikebian gzaze, romelic jer kidev adreuli asakidan SeigrZno, Seisisxlxorca da miendo.

RvTiuri cecxliT anTebuli es umdidresi Sinagani bunebis adamiani, qvecnobierad, bavSvobaSive xom ar grZnobda, ra eloda Tavis lamaz, didi sirTuleebiTa da sikeTiT aRsavse cxovrebaSi...…

Tumca, es mxolod RmerTma icis...m arTlac Seucnobelia gzani

uflisani...

saojaxo arqividan

samSoblos mowyvetili mamuliSvilebi

`nuTu Cveni survili ufro Sors ar midis? ratom ar gvaqvs neba, moviTxovoT damoukidebloba ruseTisgan? ro Cveni saqarTvelo, romelic yvela saxelmwifoze uZvelesia da romelsac uZvelesi istoria aqvs, iyos Tavisufali?~

werda nino yifiani arCil jorjaZes 1903 wlis ivlisSi, briuselidan parizSi gagzavnil baraTSi.

nino, anu rogorc mas eZaxdnen – nuca, nuculia, iyo dimitri yifianis ufrosi vaJis, nikolozis SuaTana qaliSvili. mas damTavrebuli hqonda briuselis universitetis iuridiuli fakulteti. rogorc politikuri moRvawe aqtiurad monawileobda 1900-iani wlebis revoluciur-ganmaTavisuflebel moZraobaSi, risTvisac dapatimrebuli iyo metexis cixeSi. 1907 wels mas aukrZales ruseTis imperiaSi cxovreba da Tbilisis general-gubernatoris g a n k a r gule b iT s a zR v ar g ar eT gaasaxles. nino belgiaSi cxovrobda, saidanac gadavida italiaSi (romSi) da iq belgiis saelCoSi msaxurobda Tarjimnad. hyavda mowafeebic. sxva yifianebis msgavsad, igi SesaniSnavad flobda ramdenime ucxo enas.

nino jer federalisti iyo, Semdeg erovnul _ demokratebTan iyo daaxloebuli. rogorc erovnul-ganmaTavisuflebeli moZraobis aqtiur wevrs axlo urTierToba da intensiuri mimowera hqonda iseT gamoCenil

`Zvirfaso Zmao kita!

Cems Tavs Zalian damnaSaved vgrZnob Sens winaSe, ro aqamdin araferi mogwere, magram Cems gasamarTleblad imas getyvi,ro imedi mqonda saqarTveloSi dabrunebisa; yoveli korespodencia CamefuSa. Cemi imedebi gamicruvdnen da CavCi italiaSi da mere rogor! arsaidgan ar momdis àrc xma, arc Zaxili~ da arvici ra xdeba samSobloSi da Cemianebisganac araviTari ambavi ar vici, vwer gauTavebel werilebs da arc vici, Tavis daniSnulebamdin aRweven, Tu ara. ver agiwer Cems dards da nostalgias! warmoidgine, Cemo kargo, saqarTveloSi gavgzavne 5 Tvis winaT da me TiTon aq CavCi. florenciiTgan romSi wamovedi, mindoda, rom kargad dameTvalierebina, menaxa neapoli da brinliziTgan gezis aReba baTumisken – da ai, am ubedurma omebma ifeTqes da mec CavrCi romSi da lamis gavgiJde.

am werils saelCo gzavnis kurieris xeliT ruseTSi, ase rom, unda mapativo, rom umarkoT mogiva. axla yvela werilebi ruseTSi amnairad igzavnebian, sxva gza ar aris, mas Semdeg rac dardaneli daikarga.

SenTan erTi Txovna maqvs, imedia, ar gagiZneldeba aRsruleba. naxe Cemianebi da uTxari, ro bare 7 werili mivwere, pasuxi ki ar momsvlia aqamdin, ro

sazogado da politikur moRvaweebTan rogorebic iyvnen: niko nikolaZe, kita abaSiZe, arCil jorjaZe, andria da giorgi dekanoziSvilebi, ekaterine da revaz gabaSvilebi da sxva. am mimoweris nawili daculia Cvens saojaxo arqivSi, romelic Seicavs saintereso masalebs XIX saukunis saqarTvelos politikuri Tu sazogadoebriv-kulturuli cxovrebis Sesaswavlad. winamdebare statiaSi vaqveynebT nino yifianis werils, romlis adresatia cnobili literaturaTmcodne da sazogado moRvawe, socialist-federalistTa partiis erT-erTi lideri kita (ivane) abaSiZe (1870-1917).

werilSi moTxrobilia pirveli msoflio omis (1914-1918 ww.) ambebi, sadac nino kitas atyobinebs, rom ver moaxerxa samSobloSi dabruneba da CarCa romSi.

dodo sulxaniSvili, joia da nino

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n i n o m s a m S o bloS i m xolod mogvianebiT SeZlo dabruneba. mZime cxovre b is a g a n tubirkulioziT daavadebuli, gardaicvala 1921 wels. daikrZala qviSxeTSi, yifianTa karis eklesiis galavanSi.

dedis gardacvalebis Semdeg misi erTaderTi qaliSvili, 8 wlis Tamar bagrationi (rogorc saxlSi eZaxdnen joia), maTxovris ZonZebSi gadacmuli. iZulebiT gaapares saqarTvelodan, radgan samSobloSi darCena saxifaTo iyo. mas mfarvelobda naTlia – dedofal viqtorias axlo naTesavi, meuRle – britaneTis cnobili saxelmwifo moRvawis JorJ kenzonisa, romelic 1919-1924 wlebSi inglisis sagareo saqmeTa ministri iyo, amasTan, xelmZRvanelobda sabWoTa ruseTis winaaRmdeg intervencias.

SemdegSi Tamari colad gahyva warmoSobiT frang Sveicariels, romlis gvari iyo moroni, maT Svili ar eyolaT, bolo wlebSi qalaq lozanaSi cxovrobda moron-yifianis gvariT.

88 wlis asakSi igi gulistkiviliT ixsenebda samSoblos, romlis naxva 8 wlis Semdeg aRar Rirsebia, radgan mTeli cxovreba darwmunebuli iyo, rom misi naTesavebi bolSevikuri teroris msxverplni iyvnen.

qalbaton Tamars gazeT ̀ Cveni epoqis~

Zalian Sewuxebuli var maTis siCumiT da veli dawvrilebiT maT ambavs ro ufulod var da gamomigzavnon saCqaroT saelCoSi, garda amisa, ai kide ra gadaeci, ikiTxon tfilisis sadgurze Cemi bargis bediRbali. da vinaidgan dro gadis da saSiSia, ar daikargos, yoveli RonisZieba ixmaron, ro Cems magier miiRon. Cems wignebs Soris, romelic am parkiT gavgzavne, Seni ̀ vefxistyaosanic~ ari, da amitomac Sena gTxov, daxmareba aRmomiCino, ro bargi ar daikargos. imedi mqonda, ro sinem es yuTi saqarTvelomde movidoda, me ukve TbilisSi viqnebodi da miviRebdi Cemis xeliT, magram...

Seni didi madlobeli viqnebi Tu am werilze dauyovnebliv gamcem pasuxs. momwere Seni da Seni ojaxis ambavi, yvelas Cveni saerTo naTesavebis da nacnobebis, nu daizareb, maT Soris, vis mouxda omSi wasvla?

oh, ro icode, rogor mtkiva guli da ra dardiT mevseba, rodesac warmodgenili maqvs Cveni qarTvelobaa am omSi CarTuli! rame ambavi mainc vicode! netavi, am dros samSobloSi vyofliyavi! bevr rame sainteresos mogwerdi, magram axlandel droSi lakonuroba ari saWiro an ukeT ro vTqvaT, siCume.

mapatie am dajRabnul werilisaTvis, vwer Ria haerze, sadac saSineli qari qris. gigzavni aTas salams Sen, Sens cols da yvela Cven saerTo naTesavebs. Seni bavSvebi damikocne,

siyvaruliT, nino~.

saSualebiT mivakvlieT. Cven Soris ramdenime emociuri saubari Sedga telefoniT – inglisurad, radgan mas qarTuli aRar axsovda, rusuli ki, misive TqmiT, Segnebulad daiviwya. Tavad 5 ucxo enaze saubrobda.

mas auxdenel ocnebad darCa saqarTveloSi dabruneba da dedis saflavis monaxuleba qviSxeTSi.

2005 wels moxucTa TavSesafarSi gardaicvala qalbatoni, romelsac 80 wlis ganmavlobaSi eZebda ojaxis sami Taoba, maT Soris kinoreJisori guram pataraia, aseve, TviT eqvTime TayaiSvili.

nino yifianisa da misi qaliSvilis Tamar bagrationis cxovreba – dimitri yifianis STamomavlebis erT-erTi saintereso, amave dros, tragikuli furcelia.

P. S. 2013 wlis 26 aprils, qviSxeTSi `dimitrobaze~ Casul STamomavlebs sasiamovno siurprizi dagvixvda _ nino yifianis saflavi aRdgenili da gakeTebulia. didi madloba yvelas, vinc am madlian saqmeSi monawileobda.

Tamar miqaZe,filologiis mecnierebaTa doqtori,

mwerali, dimitri yifianis pirdapiri STamomavali

poeziameri biwaZe

`poeti brboSi~

meri biwaZe iyo pirveli cocxali poeti, vinc piradad gavicani adreul bavSvobaSi da dRes, roca is aRar aris cocxalTa Soris (2005 wels gardaicvala), kidev ufro meZaleba tkivili misi jvarcmuli cxovrebis gamo. rogorc

Tavis leqsSi ambobs: „erTi dRe ar gamaxares, ase damaRames“. marTlac, mTeli cxovreba lamis jojoxeTad eqca. jer studentobis dros, avadmyofibis gamo miejaWva sawols da ramdenime weli deda uvlida kaxeTSi, sofel kardenaxSi, sadac is 1930 wels daibada. mere, roca fexze siaruli xelaxla SeZlo, undoda energia, guli da goneba xalxis, qveynis samsaxurSi daexarja, ris saSualebasac mas uspobdnen, mudmiv barierebs uqmnidnen. Cven skolis mowafeebi viyaviT mowmeni, rogor ar exalisebodaT misi gamoCena im skolis kedlebSi, romelic man warCinebiT daamTavra.

man sauniversiteto ganaTleba veRar miiRo da sofelad damkvidrebuls dRiur lukmaze fiqri uRrRnida guls. is TiTqmis arasodes gascilebia Tavis Robe-yores, aq, kavkasionis da gomboris mTebis SuagulSi gaatara mTeli cxovreba da bunebasTan da adamianebTan urTierToba uxarebda guls. is iyo yvelas damxmare da namdvili ganmanaTlebeli. soflis skolaSi daaarsa xelnaweri Jurnali „kvirti“, sadac SemoqmedebiTi niWiT gamorCeul moswavleebs ikrebda. utarebda saubrebs mwerlobaze, cnobil qarTvel poetebsa da prozaikosebze, romelTa saxeli saskolo saxelmZRvaneloebSi imxanad ar yofila Setanili. ase gavigeT soflis bavSvebma pirvelad misgan paolo iaSvilis, tician tabiZis, kolau nadiraZis, ana kalandaZis, muxran maWavarianis, revaz inaniSvilis saxelebi. misi TaosnobiT imarTeboda soflis kulturis sasaxlesa da skolaSi literaturuli saRamoebi da mxatvruli kiTxvis konkursebi. igi exmareboda yvela gaWirvebul adamians simarTlisTvis brZolaSi, rkinis qalamans Caicvamda da vidre simarTles ar apovninebda, ar moisvenebda. imdroindel raikomis mdivnebs da partiul nomenklaturas TavianT risxvad da komunisturi reJimisTvis saSiS pirovnebad miaCndaT igi, maSin aseT simarTlis mTqmel da uSiSar adaminebs „intriganis“ iarliyiT naTlavdnen da sazogadoebis TvalSi saeWvo reputacias uqmnidnen. imas ki aRar kiTxulobdnen, rom am adamians araferi hqonda piraduli saTxovari, is soflisa Tu konkretuli adamianebis gasaWiris mogvarebas cdilobda. marTlac autaneli iyo aseT viTarebaSi gaZleba! nazi Samanaurs rac damarTes, mTeli saqarTvelosTvis aris cnobili. meri biwaZesac am dReSi agdebdnen da imave meTodebiT uswordebodnen, magram uZlieresi nebisyofis gamo nirs mainc ver axrevinebdnen. is xmalamoRebuli ebrZoda usamarTlobas. cxraTavian devebTan meomar erTaderT gmirad moCanda igi imdroindel morCil sazogadoebaSi.

da ra dasanania, rom arc komunistebis Semdeg dadga misi dro, ise Cumad miicvala, ufro sworad, Caiferfla. vinc am didi bunebis adamians Sexvedria, ver daiviwyebs ra kriala sulis patroni iyo, ra Rirebulebebs erTgulebda. is iyo Cveni fanjara samyaroSi, sulis namdvili meoxi da Tvalis amxeli... gamoxda xani da damrCa sinanuli. Cems Zvirfas mSoblebs guliT uyvardaT igi da, roca stumrad ewveodaT, sixaruliT cas eweodnen xolme.

roca qalbatoni meri gardaicvala, dedaCemma miTxra, me mgoni aravin mixedavs mis leqsebs da obol saflavs da gTxov, wigni gamouce da saflavsac sakadrisi

Tamar miqaZe, murad mTvareliZe, givi gelaSvili, gubaz megreliZe

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miagoo. axla, roca dedaCemi aRar aris cocxalTa Soris, sul ufro xSirad maxsendeba misi sinanuli da Txovna meri biwaZis gamo. wleuls aucileblad minda gamovce misi poeturi krebuli saxelwodebiT _ „poeti brboSi“. es erTi taepia misi leqsisa, im saSinelebis gamoZaxili, rac mis guls mTeli cxovreba seravda. minda „aneulis“ mkiTxvels meri biwaZis wignis gamosvlamde warvudgino misi ramdenime nimuSi, romliTac igi irwmunebs, rom es ar aris dasakargi poezia. me mas qarTvel emili dikinsons davarqmevdi, romelmac Tavisi mgrZnobiare leqsebiT iebis, gvirilebis, babuawverebis, knutebisa Tu mercxlebis sulsa da TvalebSi Cagvaxeda. amsofliur siavesa da muxTlobaSi meri biwaZe jiutad mainc sikeTes erTgulebda, bolomde ver gaaaves, sicocxleze xeli ver Caaqnevines. rogorc Tagvanwirul meomars sCvevia, bolomde darCa brZolis velze da Tavisi wili wuTisofeli ase moudreklad da amayad galia...

axla ki modiT, TviT leqsebs mivceT mwvane gza. Cemi azriT, poeziis saufloSi Semodis avtori, romelic raRac danakliss avsebs da Tavis wil kuTxe-kunWuls imkvidrebs. misi aTiode leqsi ki qarTuli poeziis yvela anTologiaSi ipovis kuTvnil adgils da cremliviT ikiafebs.

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TeTri mTvare da TeTri zamTari,cidan miwaze fifqi sarTavi,myudro binaSi Wreli zRapari, –aliarTali,baliarTali...zeca – saceri,mze – almaceriTovlze bavSvebis xeliT naweri...

* * *isev mova gazafxuliWeqiT, zaTqiT, qarebiT, _gavaxuno Savi RameCemi Savi TvalebiT...cota kidev damacade, tye damSvendes kvirtebiT, _gombors nisli avacaloCemi Tbili TiTebiT.

* * *_ roca miwaze urcxvad dadian,raRac ukeTess Cems gulSi klaven.roca nedl xeebs rtoebs aWrian,ase mgonia, me mkveTen mklavebs.

* * *mec Severie gazafxuls TiTqos,TiTqos masaviT qarebs movyvebi,ase mgonia,mova viRaca,rom damamtvrios mwvane totebi.

* * *

netav es ra memarTeba dRes,rad vibnevi,rad vicini bevrs,tkbili sityvavin masmina dRes,ase SvebiT guli ratom Zgers?ase ratom vlamazdebi dRes?CamoiReT gitara da Tari,iqneb vinmem Semayvara Tavi!iqneb gzaze siymawvile Semxvda,gamicina,ia epyra xelTa,iqneb vinmem guli mando wrfelida madina sixarulis cremli...CamoiReT gitara da Tari,vah, Tu vinmem Semayvara Tavi...

* * *minda balaxebSi Tavi mivdo,minda sixaruliT gavirindo,minda gulze miwa daviyaroda zed gvirilebma gaixaron.minda mTvare dabla CamoviRo,TavqveS baliSiviT amovido...minda balaxebSi Tavi mivdo,minda sixaruliT gavirindo.

gvirila

farTod gauRia mzisferi Tvalebi,xamlad erTi peSvi miwa ukmaria,aravis ar eZebs,aravis ar elis,kordze martodmartodgas da... uxaria...

sityva

eklian sityvas,rogorc avgarozssikeTis mcvelad vatareb mxolodda zogierTi WkuiT sabralovici, meZaxis avasa da borots.ra esmiT, egeb mWirdeba niRbadsityva cxovrebis Carxze nalesi,rom davifaro raRac mis miRmauspetakesi da unazesi.

samZimara

arxiloskaloSi mcxovreb

xevsur qals _ samZimara arabuls

ca ikvalTavs

nislis kalTas,

miwa ZowiT mkerds ifaravs,

Siraqis mzes eficxeba

samZimara _ mTebis qala.

sadRac kruxi awiokda, _

caze Zeram gadiara

Tvalebs axel.

arwivi xom ar gegona,

samZimara?

xevsureTi mirCevniso, _

sevdian Tvals ar mimalav, _

cxori, wyali da haeri

hyofnidiso samZimaras.

barisaxo ra Sors aris,

kabas cremliT rad inamav,

aqac Seni samSobloa,

Seni caa, samZimara!

uwyinari Rrublis fara

mTebs gadaRma gadimala...

miuyuCdi Siraqis mzes,

xedav? –

gaTbobs, samZimara!

xom SeiZleba

xom SeiZleba,

xom SeiZleba,

SimSiliT mokvdes poeti qali;

gulSi xvdebodes Suri isrebad,

mas ki ar hqondes puri da wyali.

mis samSobloSi mglebi laRobdnen,

mas samSobloze rCebodes Tvali...

xom SeiZleba,

xom SeiZleba,

ZaRliviT mokvdes

poeti qali.

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* * *sikvdilmac rom urcxvad xeli maxlos,ver gagcilde,SenTan viyo axlos –vai, Cemo darbeulo,vai, Cemo damSeulo,vai, Cemo daqceulo,vai, Cemo daqanculo,vai, Cemo Secdenilo,ai, Cemo Sercxvenilo,vai, Cemo sacodavo,xalxo!.. 1992 wlis 16 Tebervali

* * *am mSvenieri dilis nacvladme rom momarTves;am mozuzune kordis nacvlad,sad mgonia Tavi ufali;am gulyviTela Citis nacvladCems baRCaSi xils rom ugalobs,am saocari Ramis nacvlad,nabadiviT rom SeifaraCemi sinaze, –brolis koSki romamiSenon? –ra Savqvad minda...

* * *mzem rom sxivi momaSuqos,erTi saTofuri damrCa,isic vinmem rom daqolos,xom gadiqca suli nacrad?vah, Tu gawyda cis zRapari,erTi ramcaTeTri ramca,cota Suqi,cota leqsi, bevri sinanuli damrCa.

* * * ar mergo wilad, eklisganvardebi gamomerCivna,da mainc verra viRone,rom suli gadamerCina.mohqrian Talxi irmebi,me TeTri mtredi merCivna.

gayiduli sircxvili

aRar mxiblavs caSi varskvlavT cimcimi,guli skdeba kacTa sulis simciriT,RmerTo Cemo!rarig urcxvad icinisSav bazarze gayidulisircxvili...

ras miyivis netav vaJa?

mTebi risTvis melandeba,bedkruls ra SemiZlia,an me risTvis medardebais beCavi niblia?Tuki sulSi wyaro daSra,Tuki gaxma jejili,ras miyivis netav vaJaCoxaSemoglejili?!.

poeti brboSi

vinc dReniadag uazrod lxinobs,vinc netarebas ZRomaSi hpovebs,Tu SeuZlia warmoidginos,kalam _ qaRaldi ar hqondes poets.

ra moaSuSebs amxela snebas,ra eSveleba Jams miSlil-moSlils,ra uamurma dahqroles wlebma,ra sabraloa poeti brboSi...

damsxvreuli fanduri var

vici, gana vera vxvdebi,Cemi dReni daTvlilia,yvavilebi _ Cemi debiukve mwared damtirian...oTxiode naRdi leqsiSemogwire rogorc xemsi, –sxva ra giTxra, saqarTvelov,sixarulis natruli var,damsxvreuli fanduri var...

jumber jiSkarianipublicistis Canawerebi

andersoni, ganaTlebis centri

samxreT karolinis StatSi, qalaq andersonis ganaTlebis centrSi, inglisuri enis kursebze, msoflios mravali qveynidan adamianebi gavicani.

meqsikeli esperansa Svidi Svilis dedaa. saocrad energiuli qalbatonia.

meqsikaSi ojaxis rCena Zalian gagviWirda, amitom meuRlesTan da or vaJiSvilTan erTad amerikaSi CamovediT, _ miTxra qalbatonma esperansam.

axalgazrda col-qmari bulia da quTai stambolidan Camovidnen.

_ saxlSi wiTeli jipiT davbrundebiT, _ ocnebobs axalgazrda col-qmari.

egvipteli axmedi Suaxnis keTili da Tavaziani mamakacia. ieriT Cveneburs Camohgavs. xSirad varT erTad.

cotas welSi gavswordebi da samSobloSi waval, _ ambobs igi.

Cineli kimi axalgazrdaa. swavlaze ocnebobs. Tavdauzogavad Sromobs, rom swavlis qira daagrovos.

kolumbieli axalgazrdebi ingrid bormani da Carlz darvini megobrebi arian. isinic gaWirvebam Camoiyvana amerikaSi.

_ Cems qveyanaSi Zalian bevri Raribi da cota mdidari cxovrobs, _ miTxra darvinma.

ra icoda kolumbielma axalgazrdam, rom uneblieT guli damikoda.

umal Tvalwin damidga erT dros laRi da amayi, dRes ki wyeul mavanTa ZalisxmeviT welSi gawyvetili, gaZarcvuli, gamaTxovrebuli, magram mainc sulze utkbesi samSoblo.

andersoni, samxreT karolinaoqtomberi, 2000

gazeT àxali era~-s redaqtors, akademikos elizbar javeliZesvulocav àxal eras~

batono elizbar!

erTaderTi, rac dRes uxvadaa

usaxsrobiT gawamebul, mavanTa

ZalisxmeviT gaCanagebul saqarTveloSi

_ gazeTebia, romelTa umravlesoba

tyupiscaliviT hgvanan erTmaneTs.

rodesac Sevityve, axal gazeTs

Tqven unda waruZRveT, _ miama

friad. saqarTvelos uerTgulesi,

Tavdadebuli qarTveli mamuliSvili,

SeZlebT gars SemoikriboT eri da

beri, yvela, visTvisac Zvirfasia

katastrofis piras misuli samSoblos

momavali. mjera, Tqven SeZlebT axali

gza uCvenoT Cvens wamebul qveyanas...

gTxovT, miguloT Tqvens gverdiT.

jumber jiSkariani,

andersoni, samxreT karolina, aSS

4 aprili, 2000

rodis dadgeba òqros xana~!

amas winaT, megobarma gazeTebi gamomigzavna niu-iorkidan. Cemi yurad¬Reba mii pyro moxsenebam kacobriobis ganviTarebis Sesaxeb. moxseneba gaerTianebuli erebis organizaciis egidiT damuSavda, ganviTarebis pro¬gramis CarCoebSi. masSi aRniSnulia, rom Cvens codvil planetaze bevri ram mouwesrigebelia. yovel SemTxvevaSi , dedamiwaze dagrovili kapitali metad uTanabrodaa

fragmentebi amerikuli dRiuridan

46 47

ganawilebuli. kerZod, msoflioSi

orasi ojaxi, Zli¬erni ama qveynisani,

imden simdidres flobs, ramdensac

dedamiwis mosaxleonis uRaribesi

fenis ori miliardi warmomadgeneli;

xolo planetis mTeli mosaxleobis

mesamedi cxovrobs (ufro sworad,

arsebobs) SemosavliT, romlis

eqvivalenti dReSi or dolars ar

aRemateba!

amis wakiTxvisas elda meca.

dReSi erT sulze ori dolari xom

TveSi samoci dolaria, anu asoci lari.

es is Tanxaa, romelsac Turme gaeros

eqspertebi sagangaSod miiCneven. aqve

davsZen imaT gasagonad, parlamentSi

rame sakiTxis ganxilvisas an kanonis

miRebisas rom wamoiZaxeben: _ batonebo,

es amerikaSi asea, Cvenc ase unda

moviqceTo! _ TviT amerikaSi siRaribis

zRvari 1999 wels oficialurad

Seadgenda: erT sulze _ 8240 dolars

weliwadSi, or sulze _ 11.060, sam

sulze _ 13.888, oTx sulze _ 16.700

dolars! (gulo, Cadeq sagulesa!).

dasamali rodia, saqarTveloSi

xelfasebisa da socialuri daxmarebis

indeqsi adamianis Rirsebis Semlaxveli

da yvelaze samarcxvinoa msoflioSi!

qveyanaSi profesoris xelfasi 50_70

laria, xolo mosaxleobis absoluturi

umravlesobis dRiuri saarsebo Tanxa

ramdenjerme naklebia msoflios

mosaxleobis uRaribesi fenis dRiur

Semosavalze.

ras izam, rameSi xom unda viyoT

pirvelebi. `mtkiced~ gavsulvarT

msoflioSi pirvel adgilze siRaribis

doniT. ra somali, ris somali?

am cifrebis komentireba mmarTveli

partiis im enamoqarguli, usaSvelod

ganaTlebuli warmomadgenlebisTvis

migvindvia, romlebic saparlamento

arCevnebis win mosaxleobas amunaTebdnen,

_ oRondac kidev erTxel gvendeT,

agvirCieT da gpirdebiT... es oTxi

weliwadi saqarTvelosTvis oqros

xana iqnebao...

ar gvinda batono òqros xana~!

mxolod is gviTxran, maTi ZalisxmeviT

amerikelTa siRaribis zRvars ramden

oTxwledSi mivuaxlovdebiT?

àxali era~, 4 aprili, 2000

goCa malania _ soxumeli `kaskadiori~...

ocdasami ivlisi arasodes daaviwydeba soxumel goCa malanias. igi droebiT floridis Statis qalaq sankt-peterburgis maxloblad klevoterSi, meuRlesTan erTad cxovrobs.

im dRes, Cveulebriv, dilis eqvs saaTze gamocxadda samuSaoze. is iyo, supermarketSi Sevida, rom fexdafex oTxi niRbiani mZarcveli Sehyva.

rogorc deteqtur filmebSia, _ erTma niRbianma iaraRis muqariT goCa aiZula, iatakze garTxmuliyo, samma mZarcvelma ki menejeri ofi¬sisken waiyvana, Sublze pistoletebi miabjines da rkinis seifis gaReba ubrZanes. rogorc ki salaro `gaasufTaves~, saswrafod datoves iqauroba.

goCa ar daibna, umal gareT gavarda, dazafruli menejeri ZaliT Caisva manqanaSi da mZarcvelebs gamoudga. menejerma mobiluriT policias Seatyobina, Tan manqanebis moZraobis mimarTulebas karnaxobda.

_ frTxilad iyaviT! ecadeT, mxedvelobidan ar dakargoT! _ gadmos¬ces centraluri sadispetCerodan.

mZarcvelebi, etyoba, kargad icnobdnen ubans, amitom swrafad manevrirebdnen, xSirad icvlidnen mimarTulebas, arc wiTel SuqniSans eridebodnen, magram mdevars ver dausxltnen. goCa, rogorc namdvili kaskadiori, `kudze gamoeba~ mZarcvelebis `pontiaks~.

xuT wuTSi policiis sapatrulo samsaxuris ori vertmfreni caSi aiWra, romlebmac mZlavri proJeqtorebiT daseres qalaqis zeca.

kidev ramdenime wuTi da, manqanebis moZraobis mimarTulebiT yvela quCa da gasasvleli policiis manqanebma da motociklistebma gadaketes...

xuTive mZarcveli adgilze Seipyres.Turme, mexuTe monawile daqoqil

manqanaSi eloda jgufis wevrebs, magram goCa malanias gabedulebam da sazrianobam maTi Canafiqri CaSala.

. . .sul aT wuTs grZeldeboda Tavawyvetili rbola sankt-peterburgis myudro quCebSi, magram es aTi wuTi arasodes daaviwydeba goCa malanias...

im dRes man didi gamocda Caabara...rogorc operaciaSi monawile

policielebma aRniSnes, es namdvili gmiroba iyo _ SeiaraRebul mZarcvelebs kvalSi misdio sruliad SiSveli xelebiT!

informacia SemTxvevis Sesaxeb meore dResve dabeWda `sankt-peterburg Taimsma~, xolo àmerikis xmis~ qarTuli ganyofilebis xelmZRvanelma, qalbatonma eTer fiCxaZem CemTan da goCasTan interviu Caiwera. gadacema TbilisSi ki moismines, magram me ver movaxerxe.

florida, largo

31 ivlisi, 2004 weli

mopatiJeba saqarTveloSi

guSin xaTuna Carkvianma niu-iorkidan faqsiT informacia gamomigzavna, romelic `dilis gazeTisTvis~ moumzadebia. miTxra, rom ufro vrceli masala `fortunasTvis~ miuwodebia, magram samwuxarod, aq misi mosmenis saSualeba ar maqvs. `fortunas~ ki ara, àmerikis xmasac~ ver vismen, gana paradoqsi ar aris?

saqarTveloSi maSin vismendi àmerikis xmas~, qveyana gare samyarosgan `rkinis fardiT~ rom iyo gamijnuli. dRes ki demokratiis citadelSi _ aSS-Si àmerikis xmis~ qarTul gadacemas ver vusmen.

ufulobai daudges Tvali, Tore... eg ra problemaa?

ara uSavs, esec male mogvardeba.

fotogamofena `gepatiJebiT saqarTveloSi~

samxreT karolinis Statis qalaq andersonis ganaTlebis centrSi gaixsna fotogamofena _ `gepatiJebiT saqarTveloSi~, romelic moawyo geografma da Jurnalistma jumber jiSkarianma. igi droebiT amerikis SeerTebul StatebSi imyofeba da metad saintereso publikaciebiT agrZelebs kontaqts qarTul masmediasTan.

gamofenaze stumrebi interesiT ecnobian saqarTvelos bunebas, istorias, xelovnebis nimuSebs, arqiteqturis Zeglebs, turistul obieqtebs.

_ gamofena namdvili aRmoCena iyo CvenTvis, _ wers STabeWdilebaTa wignSi

venesueleli adriana diasi._ saqarTvelo uZvelesi kulturis

qveyanaa. zogierTi Zegli imdenad m n i S v n elov a n i a , ro m iu n e s ko mfarvelobs, _ wers meqsikeli esperansa gvadalaxaradan.

_ pirdapir gansacvifrebelia saqarTvelos miRwevebi sportSi, _ wers brazilieli raqeli, _ Cemi samSoblo teritoriiT 120-jer aRemateba saqarTvelos, mosaxleobis raodenobiT ki ocdaaTjer. miuxedavad amisa, saqarTvelos mravali olimpiuri da msoflio Cempioni hyolia sportis sxvadasxva saxeobaSi.

aseTi miRwevebi bevrad ufro did qveynebsac ara aqvT.

baton jumbers ganzraxuli aqvs meore gamofena ginesis mravalgzis rekordsmens jumber leJavas miuZRvnas, romelic merve welia velosipediT martodmartod mogzaurobs dedamiwis garSemo da amJamad afrikaSia.

xaTuna Carkviani,

niu-iorki, aSS,

specialurad `dilis gazeTisTvis~

P.S. am gamofenis Sesaxeb informacia gazeT `Новое русское слово~-mac dabeWda. es gazeTi erTaderTi yoveldRiuri rusulenovani gazeTia mTel amerikis kontinentze. j.j.

`SoTa rusTavelis freska msoflio kulturis fasdaudebeli saganZuria~

amerikaSi droebiT mcxovrebi qarTvelebi SeSfoTebulebi varT ierusalimSi jvris monasterSi momxdari vandalizmiT!

yoveldRe vrekav nacnob-megobrebTan niu-iorkSi, niu-jersiSi, bostonSi, CarlstonSi, san-franciskoSi.. yvelani SeZrwunebulebi arian.

vici, rac xdeba saqarTvelosa da israelSi.. guSin telefoniT davukavSirdi niu-iorkSi qarTulenovani radioprogramis damaarsebelsa da wamyvans, kolumbiis universitetSi qarTuli enis leqtors, qalbaton manana jinjixaSvils, romelmac ganacxada:

_ SoTa rusTavelis freska msoflio kulturis fasdaudebeli saganZuria, _

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Tqva man, _ saqarTveloSi davibade da gavizarde. amitom CemTvis, rogorc moqalaqisTvis, filologisTvis, saerTod, adamianisTvis, ̀ vefxistyaosnis~ mniSvneloba ganuzomelia!

samyaro, farTo gagebiT jer kidev skolis moswavlem, pirvelad `vefxistyaosniT~ gavicnobiere.

dedamiwaze arsebobda genialuri `vefxistyaosnis~ avtoris erTaderTi gamosaxuleba!

sityvebiT SeuZlebelia gadmosce, ra mniSvneloba hqonda am freskas ara marto qarTveli erisTvis, aramed msoflio kulturisTvis!

dedamiwaze aris kulturis nimuSebi, romelTa Rirebulebas miwieri sazomiT ver Seafaseb. magaliTad, `jokondas~ fass ver adeben! imitom, rom is yovelgvari Sefasebis miRmaa!!!

ara marto CemTvis, msoflio kulturisTvis aseTi gaxlavT SoTa rusTavelis freska!

amitom is, rac ierusalimSi moxda, CemTvis Zalian didi tkivilia! amave dros, vamayob, rom Cemma xalxma ase aqtiurad gamoxata Tavisi damokidebuleba am vandalizmisadmi. israelSi qarTveli ebraelebi yovel dRe grandiozul mitingebs awyobdnen, rom gairkves simarTle.

vfiqrob, gamoZieba daadgens, msoflio mniSvnelobis Zeglis xelmyofTa vinaobas.

florida, aSS

gorbaCovi... eqvs striqonad

yofilma sabWoTa prezidentma mixail gorbaCovma da misma qaliSvilma irina virganskaiam amas winaT Soreuli kolorados Statis morisonis fortis restoranSi isadiles _ iuwyeba Jurnali `COWBOYS INDIANS~ . stumars sadilze bizonis sukiT gaumaspinZldnen.

_ amerikis dasavleTis samzareulo

Zalian momewona. igi, Turme Cemi

samSoblos _ samxreT ruseTisas

Camohgavs, _ ganacxada yofilma

prezidentma.

JurnalSi dabeWdil fotosuraTs

Tvali rom Sevavle, umal qarTuli

andaza momagonda _ droni mefoben da

ara mefeni.

àxali msoflio wesrigisa~ da

àxali azrovnebis~ arqiteqtori,

`perestroikis~ wamomwyebi, romelsac

msoflios zesaxelmwifo laye

kvercxiviT Semoemsxvra xelSi, Tavisi

zeobis Jams, amerikaSi rom Camovidoda,

dedamiwa zanzarebda... ori aTasi

rkinismkvneteli supermeni icavda mis

usafrTxoebas. msoflios sainformacio

saSualebebi mis yovel sityvas, yovel

nabijs aRnusxavdnen. Jurnal-gazeTebis

pirvel gverdebze misi suraTebi da

brtyel-brtyeli sityvebi ibeWdeboda.

dRes ki mis mogzaurobas amerikis

dasavleTSi erT Cveulebriv JurnalSi

sul eqvsi striqoni eZRvneba...

ras warmoidgenda sabWoeTis

mesaflave, sabWoTa kavSiris pirveli

da ukanaskneli prezidenti, rom

amerikaSi morigi stumrobisas bizonis

mwvadebis reklama mouwevda...

WeSmaritad! droni mefoben!

samxreT karolina, aSS

gazeT `daviTis faris~ redaqtors _ simon krixels

batono simon! Tqveni gazeTis bolo

nomeri miviRe. Zalian didi madloba.

Kkoreqtura TiTqmis ar iyo!

amjerad gigzavniT or werils,

osvencimze da brinkli smitersze.

suraTebs cisana mogawvdiT, kargi iqneba

pirvel werils miSa janaSvilis naxats

Tu daurTavT. mjera, Tqvenc mogewonebaT.

qalbatoni cisana mogawvdiT aseve adel

da brinkli smitersebis portrets. es

suraTi cisanas smitersebis ojaxma

rokfelerebis fondisTvis sasaCuqrod

SeukveTa.

batono simon! minda SemogTavazoT

werilebis seria ̀ saocari miwisqveSeTi~

(axali aTonis, wyaltubos mRvime,

saTaflia da dinozavris nakvalevi;

msoflios ugrZesi _ mamontis mRvime

_ kentukis StatSi; msoflios

ulamazesi mRvime _ karlsbadi _

niu-meqsikis StatSi; ohaios mRvime,

dakarguli zRvis mRvime tenesis

StatSi; am mRvimeSia msoflioSi

udidesi miwisqveSa tba; aseve frasasis

mRvime italiaSi; macoxa _ CexeTSi,

domica _ ungreTSi da sxv. es mRvimeebi sxvadasxva dros movinaxule, magram STabeWdileba ar gamnelebia).

batono simon! guSin `niu-iork TaimsSi~ daibeWda werili iuda iskariotelze. dastambulia xelnaweris fragmenti, romelic upoviaT mRvimeSi! Cemma megobarma Targmna, magram bevri ram gaugebari darCa CvenTvis. Tu werils Tqveni gazeTisTvis aTargmninebT, gTxovT, Targmani mec margunoT; Zalian madlobeli dagrCebiT.

didi pativiscemiT, jumber jiSkariani,

largo, florida

8 aprili, 2006

Tbilisi, rezo adamias

batono rezo, gamarjoba!mogesalmebiT Soreuli amerikidan

da yovelive saukeTesos gisurvebT.batono rezo! gigzavniT werils

terenti granelis Sesaxeb. Tu batoni mamanti mis dabeWdvas saWirod CaTvlis, maSin sasurvelia werils daerTos qalbatoni cisana janaSvilis oTxi namuSevari: `me da Cemi varskvlavi~; ègzaltacia~; `mimarTva xisadmi~; .`maradisobis laJvardebi~ (es im SemTxvevaSi, Tu wigni ilustrirebulia; me samwuxarod araferi vici, ra saxis wigni mzaddeba). kargi iqneba, Tu batoni mamantis telefons macnobebT. davurekavdi da zog rames davazustebdi.

saWiro suraTebi skanirebuli aqvs Cems megobars, vaniko jafariZes. igi diskze gadaitans da gadmogcemT.

yovel SemTxvevaSi, vwer Cemi telefonis nomers: 1_722_518_1585.

didi pativiscemiTa da saukeTeso survilebiT _ jumber jiSkariani.

largo, florida, aSS

17 marti, 2008

òri maestro~ kulturis saministroSi

saqarTvelos kulturisa da ZeglTa dacvis saministroSi gaimarTa literator nino CxikviSvilis wignis _ „ori maestros“ wardgineba. wigni „saunjem“ gamosca da ori mwerlis: oTar CxeiZisa da erlom axvledianis SemoqmedebiTi cxovrebis epizodebs asaxavs.

wignis avtori oTar CxeiZisa da erlom axvledianis yofili studentia, amitomac masSi Tavmoyrilia ara mxolod literat-uruli werilebi, aramed mwerlebTan Sexvedrebis amsaxveli epizodebic, romlebic maT pirovnul Tvisebebs kargad warmoaCens.

kulturisa da ZeglTa dacvis ministrma guram odiSariam ganacxada, rom wigni saintereso, cocxali masaliT aris gamdidrebuli, romelic Sesabamis dros acocxlebs.

„swored aseTi adamianebi iyvnen oTar CxeiZe da erlom axvlediani. marTlac, bedi ginda adamians, rom orive Seni pedagogi iyos, romlebTan urTierTobasac mTeli cxovreba SeinarCuneb“, _ aRniSna mariam wiklaurma.

nona kupreiSvilma nino CxikviSvilis axal wigns garkveuli xelweris mqone uwoda, romelic Tanamedrove literaturaSi Tavis adgils daikavebs.

Sexvedraze sityviT gamovidnen: maka joxaZe, manana gabaSvili, irina oniani, lia metreveli, nikoloz CubiniZe, xaTuna lorTqifaniZe, ramaz Sengelia, tariel xarxelauri da sxvebi.

damswre sazogadoebas aseve mimarTa erlom axvledianis disSvilma, malxaz koxreiZem. Sexvedras eswreboda erlom axvledianis vaJi baqar axvlediani.

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gadafrena

galaktion tabiZes

ai xom mainc davaswari Cems dabadebasda gadavlaxe uJamobis vrceli korida...bedis sizmari amifrinda mzeSlil vardebadda varskvlavebis Jriamuli momwvda Soridan...ai xom mainc gadavlaxe ucxo sazRvari,arcerTi Tasi aRar damrCa dauleveli,axla lurjTvala gvirilebTan vTvrebi sxva qariTda natirala martoobas veRar velevi... var ukvdaveba sicocxlesTan Tanaziari,lurja cxenebi saiqios floqvebferili...elvaferebiT mofriale suli mziani,meris Tvalebze samudamod jvardawerili.es gadafrenac tkivilidan tkivilma ivno...da siyvarulma yvaviliviT gaSala cremli...xval Camomisxavs Semodgomanoembris Rvinos,didi bavSviviT Cavexvevi samyaros SeSlils...

poeziaTamar SaiSmelaSvili leila qitoSvili-

saxlTxuciSvili

mkiTxvelis STabeWdileba

Seulamazebeli simarTle sjobs...

(beqa qurxulis ramdenime moTxroba)

1999 weli gaxldaT. gazeTSi àxali saqarTvelo~ ernest hemingueis werili `mwerali da omi~ wavikiTxe; yoveli droisaTvis aqtualuri da saintereso statia, Tumca maSin ara marto misma paTosma imoqmeda Cemze, aramed mSvenieri qarTuliT Targmnilma teqstma. mTargmnelis saxeli da gvari _ beqa qurxuli _ arafers meubneboda, garda imisa, rom avtors saWiro Tema SeurCevia saTargmnelad...

mas Semdeg 13 weli gavida... dRes igi ramdenime prozauli krebulis avtoria; daibada 1974 wels. misi pirveli novelebi 1991 wels gazeT `mamulSi~ daibeWda. 1999-2004 wlebSi iyo gazeT `dilis gazeTis~ reportiori saqarTvelosa da kavkasiis konfliqtur regionebSi; 2004 wels gamoica mwerlis pirveli wigni `wertili... dakarguli teritoriis dakarguli adamianebi~; 2005 wels _ prozauli krebuli `saxli sxvagan~; 2010-Si _ `Sexvedra mas Semdeg~.

moTxrobebi: àdamo~, `carieli saferfle~ , `zafxulis mokle Rame~, `10.000 sityva~ _ Sesulia literaturul krebulebSi: `39 rCeuli moTxroba~ , ` q arTuli saymawvilo moTxrobebis rCeuli~, `xvamli~. 2011 wels gamoica romani da moTxrobebi òri mTvaris ambavi~; 2012-Si _ moTxrobebis krebuli `zafxulis mokle Rame~.

minda SevCerde mis ramdenime moTxrobaze, kerZod _ `Sexvedra mas Semdeg~, àWareli~, `carieli saferfle~, `kaxuri dRe marselSi~, `zafxulis mokle Rame~, `lera Масcква~, `bebo~.

aqedanve SevniSnav, rom beqa qurxulis Txrobis manera imdenad uSualoa, rom TiTqmis yvelaferSi eTanxmebi, yvelafers misi TvaliT uyureb, zomav da ukeTeb analizs, imdenad damajerebelia, rom winaaRmdegobas ar uwev da ̀ siamovnebiT~ mihyvebi ubanSi, saxlSi, quCebSi, vinmes misaSveleblad Tu piriqiT... mwerlis personaJebi mkiTxvelis megobrebi, mezoblebi, nacnobebi xdebian... igi, amis Tqma Tamamad SeiZleba, cxovrebis Seulamazebeli CvenebiT, axalgazrdebs da ara marto maT, aswavlis, uziarebs cxovrebis anabanas. . . samSoblos, adamianis siyvaruls, SiSis daZlevas, adamianuri sisustebis mitevebas... vaJkacobas, kacobas...

`Cven Zalian faqizad unda movekidoT yvelafer imas, rac Cvens warsulSi arsebobs da rodesac amas gavakeTebT, maSin Cven ara marto warsuls davafasebT, aramed momavalsac avaSenebT. sxvanairad es ar moxerxdeba~... _ werda batoni akaki baqraZe; es Tezaa avtorisTvis misaRebi , rodesac xazgasmuli simarTliT wers 90-ian wlebSi Cvens dedaqalaqSi ganviTarebul movlenebze, maT uaryofiT Sedegebze. naTlad Cans reportioris TvaliT danaxul-gancdili saqarTvelosa da, zogadad, kavkasiis konfliqtur regionebSi mimdinare procesebi...

moTxrobebi; `carieli saferfle~, ` aW areli~ . . . a m i s Tv alsa C i no magaliTebia. _ ̀ Tbilisi maSin sakuTar Tavs hgavda. yvelaferi rTuli, magram advilad gasagebi iyo. ajanyebulma, Cabnelebulma, meomarma da dangreulma qalaqma patronmkvdari samuraiviT gaikeTa harakiri da sisxliT moTxvrili

Sen mogabare

Sen mogabare Cemi warsuli _sisxliT momkili xirsis qedebi...bodbis mironi sevdanaJuri... kaxeTs cremliviT ver Sevelevi...daeTrimleba mTebs navalebi,gasxivosndeba qarsatevari...da ciskariviT dgas alaverdi _mzedawuruli qristes mtevani!

moginamdvileb...

moginamdvileb,viT mzes qarSi,locvad am diliTda dro-mdinareSens TvalebSiCamorinddeba...ros zRvis naTeliCamodgeba –didi siCume,vin migulmTvarebsSens magivrad,vin gamendoba?

* * * es Rame Relvis yaneuli,me Senze natvriT areuli...miwidan camde var euli _TiTebze cremlis aneuli...gulidan mzemde nameulisicocxle _ vnebagareuli...

* * * CamomeSalaSeni siyvaruli _siCumis piramidaxelisgulisodenacremli...

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saxiT kidev erTxel Caemxo sakuTar xeobaSi.

arc maSin iyo raime uCveulo. TbilisSi avardnili xanZari yvela im cecxls ireklavda, saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi rom dahkankalebda Tavze am qalaqs, quCebs, saxlebsa da saxlebidan gamosul, cecxlSi TavaRerilad mosiarule mis Svilebs. magradac Caixocnen , gadaiZeZga sasaflaoebi... magram maSin yvelaferi naRdi iyo da gasagebi. mere es CaTlaxebi dabrundnen saidanRac, blomad CaTlaxebi, da yvelaferi gadaRebes, TavisTvis gadaRebes, eseni cecxlSi mosiaruleebi ar arian da verc xanZris suns itanen. sisxliT mosvril samurais, geiSas makiaJi gaukeTes da egreve datoves. maSin amdeni `basanoSkiani~ da zurgCanTiani suleli ucxoeli ar dadioda qalaqSi da arc Tbilisi hgavda diskoTekis Wyetela `svetamuzikian~ darbazs... qalaqSi cecxli enTo, gamodiodnen da gamodiodnen cecxlidan biWebi, rom saflavSi CaeswroT amaTTvis da Tan waeRoT Tavisive xeliT gadamwvari qalaqi. maT adgilas ki es ̀ van, Tu, fri, fo~ gaiCiTnen, TavianTi baTinkebiT, farTebiT da raRac ubedurebebiT~...

`gareT wivil-kiviliT daSxuoda awyvetili da brma tyvia. Caiwuilebda, moiyolebda civi gamyinavi stvenis xmas. yvela mxridan ustvendnen, rogorc xulignebi ìarmurkaze~. pekinze iaraRma gadaiguguna. avtomati ar iyo. avtomati doliZis mxares muSaobda, ritmSi isroda, TiTqos melodia gamohyavda _ kaifobda. mere isev pekinze dascxo...

metroSi leSis suni idga... xalxi talRadakruli qviSis marcvlebiviT ireoda erTmaneTSi _ erT did, uformo da umweo, magram sastik cxovels hgavda. yvelas erTi saxe hqonda. SeSinebulebi aTvalierebdnen erTmaneTs da Cumad zuzunebdnen... vagonSi iseTi Wyleta iyo, SegeZlo orive fexi mogekeca da gaCerebuliyavi...~

STambeWdavia moTxroba àWareli~ realistur-patriotuli gancdiTa da TiTqos fantaziuri xveulebiT; ideiT, formiTa da moyolili ambebis saqmis codniT... òrRobeSi qistis kerketa bavSvebi TamaSobdnen... mze Cadioda, ukve kargad iyo Semglisferebuli. bavS vebi isev qvebs esrodnen erTmaneTs. uceb

qarTuli gineba gaisma, romeliRacas nervebma umtyuna da gineba wamoscda. CeCnebs, Cveni svanebisa ar iyos, gineba ara aqvT da roca Zalian gauWirdebaT, qistebi qarTuli ginebiT gadian iolas, CeCnebi _ rusuliT, magram saerTod ver ewyobian da eridebian mag saqmes~... vahabistebis... èmirma damSvidobebisas manqana daqoqa da Tavis patara biWs raRaca uTxra qarTulad. biWma xotora Tavi gamoyo manqanis fanjridan da sruliad moulodnelad dascxo: `me patara qarTveli var, kavkasiis mTebis Svili, da gancxromiT sxvagan yofnas mirCevnia aq sikvdili...~

` . . . pirveli omi rom daiwyo, joharasTan xalxi mivida _ exla raRa vqnaT, johar, rogor moviqceTo. ar iciT, rogorc unda moiqceT? unda iomoTo! _ uTxra joharma. iaraRi mainc mogveci, ro viomoT, iaraRi dagvirigeT da viomebTo... riTic gindaT, imiT iomeTo _ johara eCxuba xalxs, gabrazda _ me ra iaraRi unda mogceTo... me ras SemomyurebT, me ra vici, Tqven riT unda iomoT, ginda TofiT iomeT, ginda xanjliT, fiwliT, celiT, ketiT, eg Cemi saqme ar aris, Tu ara da iSoveT, ver iSoviT da carieli xeliT iomeTo. erTi axalgazrda biWi mdgara iq xalxSi, mitingSi wina mdgara, joharasTan axlos da axla is gabrazebula Zalian magrad _ he, johar, aba, reebsa laparakob, ra sityvaa ega, xeliT iomeo, Sen, age, ociaTasiani dublionka gacvia da me carieli xeliT veomo rusul tankebso?.. gaixada maSin joharam Tavisi dublionka, im biWs gadaugdo da uTxra: aha, Caicvi, Seni iyos da nagani kidev jibeSi devs. aba, Sen Tu meomari xaro. im biWma nagani iqve mitingze, xalxSi dacala, haerSi gaisrola da omSi wavida iaraRis saSovnelad. xalxic mas gahyva...”

mwerals _ am istoriebis Sexseneba mkiTxvelisTvis imisTvis dasWirda, rom yvelam Tavisi daskvnebi gaakeTos da, amave dros, axla mainc gaiazros im procesebis `sikeTeebi~, romliTac moculi iyo 90-iani da Semdgomi wlebis saqarTvelosa da CrdiloeT kavkasiis xalxebis yofa... es tendenciebi xom dResac grZeldeba?!.

sakmarisia waikiTxoT b.qurxulis moTxroba `kaxuri dRe marselSi~ (sxva moTxrobebi wakiTxuli romc ar gqondes. . .) , rom mixvde mis

pozicias, patriotizms, mis Zalian mgrZnobiare damokidebulebas sakuTari samSoblosadmi, im tragikuli adamianebisa da movlenebisadmi, romlebic nebiT Tu uneblieT imdroindeli, XX saukunis 20-ian wlebSi, politikuri viTarebis msxverplni gaxdnen. `... _ Cven gagvimarjos _ Tqva qaqucam _ Cven upatronod dagdebul qveyanas, imis casa da miwas, imis mzesa da mTvares, imis wyal-Walis xmebs, Cvens winaprebsa da STamomavlebs gaumarjos. saqarTvelo ukvdavia, bevri egeTi da uaresi WirisTvis gauZlia da kidevac gauZlebs. Cven ra gveSleba Cven ubedurebs, egre miwidan amoglejili balaxebiviT ro davrCiT... uflis neba egeTi yofila, dailoca imisi saxeli _ qaqucam dalia. cota xanSi italiuri restorani `Cakrulom~ gaayrua. italielebi SublSeWmuxvnilni uyureben CamoZenZil da xmaurian stumrebs. neapoliuri simRerebi aRar ismoda. gansakuTrebiT aleqsandre sulxaniSvili axSobda. cremlebs aRarca malavda da mTeli xmiT Rrialebda: `mtero damCagre ar vtiri, tirili diacT wesia, bevrjer vyofilvar am dReSi, magram ar damikvnesia~... `Cakrulos~ `beri kaci var nu momklav~ da ̀ zamTari~ mohyveba. mere mTlad aiSves da `biWma gogo gadityua~ da `cangala da gogona~ moayoles~..

mwerali mudmivad socialurad daucveli adamianebis gverdiTaa, maTi tkiviliTa da sixaruliT cxovrobs; maTi gancdebi , cxovrebiseuli gaWirvebebi misTvis Zalze maxlobelia, mkiTxvelisTvis gadamdebi da gulis amaCuyebeli... amis dasturad vrceli moTxroba `bebo~ ikmarebs, Tumca arc `carieli saferfle~ da sxva moTxrobebi ganicdian amis simcires.

`... _ patroni ara gyavs, biWo? _ hkiTxa da uceb mixvda, rogor eloda misi xmis gagonebas, _ rogor ara gvyavs, magram gviTxres, wamlebi da saWmelebi gagviTavdao da gamogviSves. Cveulebrivi sevdiani xma hqonda. sevdiani da amave dros uCveulod mSvidi. rbilad moefina misi xma xis totebSi gaCril Ramis sibneles... mere wlebis mere mixvdnen, rom aseT dros Tu gadarCi, Zalian sasacilo xar, Tu vera da uaresi _ mkvdari. mixvdnen, magram rogorc yovelTvis, Zalian gvian... manamde ki brundebodnen

da /naZarcvi/ kurtkis nacvlad napovni giJi mohyavdaT Tan... amirani mSvidad moabijebda... didi xelebi da alali, sufTa Tvalebi hqonda. kidev ufro Tendeboda. rogorc yovelTvis, dilabnelze, iRviZebda beberi mkvleli _ Tbilisi... /_ gaagiJebdnen, _ Tqva moulodnelad amiranma. /_ vis? /_ RmerTs. jvarze, rom ar gaekraT, gaagiJebdnen. xalxi gaagiJebda. /_ e, reebs ambob, to... ise, marTla, warmoidgine ocdaToTxmeti wlis ieso... erTi weli cota ki ar ari... /#N-ma pirjvari gadaiwera; _ Cuu biWo, sisuleleebs nu laparakob, _ Tqva da jiutad gadaaqnia Tavi, _ ar SeiZleba daRla, arc gagiJeba. waqceva ar SeiZleba. unda adge. adge da iaro”.../

amas gasaZarcvad ̀ xelSi Cagdebuli~ giJi amirani eubnebaT `mZarcvelebs~; diliT ki _ `dilis mzes ucnauri kmayofileba mohyva . yvelaferi damTavrda, yvela xifaTi ukan darCa. _ daCirCluli Jaketi gaxades... amirani ver itanda sigaretis bols. daiZines... SuadRe wuxandeli yinviT damzral fanjrebs alRobda. tansacmlianebi miyriliyvnen loginze da CaxocilebiviT eZinaT. saxli sigaretis suniT iyo gabuRuli. oTaxSi aSlil mtvers da bols mzis Suqi zol-zol Wrida. amirani wasuliyo. xeli arafrisTvis exlo. marto saferfle iyo carieli... ` _ giJi amirani gacilebiT sufTa, wesieri, `Wkviani~ adamiania, vidre biWebi... Tumca, es cudi biWebi bolos da bolos, mainc kargebi arian, radgan amirans araferi dauzianes, SeecodaT _ Tan waiyvanes, is Ramec erTad gadaagores... ki, bevri adga (amiranis msgavsad) da daRlisa da gagiJebis miuxedavad gza gaagrZela. bevrma ver SeZlo, amis Zalebi aRar eyo...

moTxroba `bebo~ esaa realisturi, cremlebamde sevdiani, dardiani da mainc, qarTuli suliT gamTbari nawarmoebi, romelic savsea Cveni ocwliani , yoveldRiuri yofis amsaxveli fragmentebiT... Tematurad maT ase davyofdi: bebos oTaxi; Zili da sizmrebi; Suqis inkasatori; gafuWebuli televizori; giJi baskita; kasetaCaxveuli magnitofoni; gaCenili xanZari; vagzlis moednis peri petiebi; ltolvili megreli qalebi; policielebi da movaWreebi; cignis bavSvebi. dasasruli.

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batoni Tamaz WilaZe werda: ̀ rTulia mwerloba. RmerTma arc erTi adamiani ar daamsgavsa erTmaneTs, TiToeuls daayola raRac iseTi, rac mxolod mas aqvs... ai, amis aRmoCenaa mwerloba~. diax, beqa qurxuli ̀ cdilobs~ CvenTvis ukve isedac aRmoCenili `bebiebis~ xelmeored _ miseburad, mwerluri TvaliTa da alRoTi àRmoCenas~; mas es zedmiwevniT kargad gamouvida...

`bebo midioda... midioda inerciiT... nela, frTxilad, gamozomili nabijiT, oRroCoRro asfaltmoglejil trotuarze, fexi ereoda, barbacebda da umweod cdilobda wonasworobis SenarCunebas. xels aravin aSvelebda... ramdenjerme waiqca. gadarCa, araferi moutexavs. erTi xerxi icoda, rogorc ki atyobda, rom wonasworobas kargavda, TviTonve jdeboda. es ileTi jerjerobiT Sveloda.. . sacobSi moyolili, nervebdawyvetili mZRolebi, yovelTvis ginebiT da signaliT xvdebodnen maT kapotTan uceb aRmoCenil, Salis naglejebSi gamoxveul dedabers, romelic dahipnozebuliviT Tu mTvareuliviT miborialobda gubeebsa da manqanebs Soris... gadaaRwia quCis meore mxares. rogorc iqna, miaRwia `Tavis adgilamde~ _ rogorc aRTqmul qveynamde, magram ise iyo araqaTgamoleuli, rom aRaraferi undoda, rogorc iqna, dajda, Caimuxla, daido win, Tavisi lurj-wiTeli Tunuqis yuTi da joxze Camodebul sakuTar xels miayrdno Salis qudiani Tavi. mTeli sxeuli ukankalebda. Zalian daiRala... amasobaSi CasTvlima da pirveli wkarunic gaisma, ocTeTriani iyo. mrgvali, meloti kaci, WaRara xuWuWa Tma kefaze hqonda SerCenili. ukve gascda, zurgidan Canda. Cvevad hqonda, vinc gaikiTxavda, aucileblad Tvals ayolebda... isev CasTvlima. SigadaSig wkaruni ismoda. SimSili daaviwyda. mere gverdiT mjdomma muxranelma darom Savi puri, qarxnis yveli da SuaSi gaWrili, gafcqvnili kitri miawoda. cota Senayrda. SigadaSig fuls uyridnen. puris sayideli fuli ukve hqonda.. Tu ase gagrZeldeboda _ makaronis, Saqris, greCixis da cotaodeni tkbileulis fulic Seugrovdeboda... zamTris moqufruli, civi dRe iyo. male dabneldeboda. bebos manamde unda mieRwia Tavis oTaxamde, Torem Rame Tu mouswrebda,

daiRupeboda. Rame ki ara, dabinddeboda Tu ara, veRarafers xedavda. cota xanSi unda amdgariyo da saxlisken daZruliyo. rac ufro axlovdeboda es dro, miT ufro udundeboda muxlebi. sibnelis dadgomasTan erTad safrTxec matulobda. sul ufro da ufro matulobdnen mTvralebi da mglis lekvebiviT daundobeli, civi, saxifaTod carielTvalebiani quCis bavSvebi. cignebi...~

mwerals imedi aqvs, rom im mkiTxvelSi, romlisTvisac sulerTi gamxdara aseTi adamianebis arseboba, saTanado reaqcias gamoiwvevs; arada, Cvenda samarcxvinod, maTi raodenoba jerjerobiT ar Semcirebula... da, saerTod, isic sakiTxavia, kiTxuloben ki isini, vinc saTave daudes aseTi `bebiebis~, qarTveli maTxovrebis... momravlebas, amgvari yaidis mxatvrul literaturas?!.

qalis, siyvarulis Tema TiTqosda CrdilSia, magram sakmarisia ̀ aRmoaCino~, rom maSinve avtoris gamoTqmul mosazrebebs daeTanxmo, gaiziaro misi marTal-xalisiani damokidebuleba... `lera Масcква `vals bastons~ mReroda. iseTi qali iyo, uceb rom uyvardebi, Zalian iolebi rom arian da Zalian Wkvianebi. ioladve giSveben, imitom, rom Wkvianebi arian... samzareulodan isev ismis wylis xma. midi, iqneb rogorme Caketo. mere maRaziaSi Cadi da Cemi saxeliT erTi `qemeli~ gamoarTvi. gamogatanen. oRond, lurji ar amoitano, yviTeli gamoarTvi. namdvili. rom amobrundebi, magnitofoni CarTe, erTad movusminoT rozenbaums. namdvils. oRond me is ufro mevaseba: `zaxaZiwe, knam na aganiok...~ Cemi areuli bavSvobis droindeli simReraa. Zaan namdvili. da, roca es yvelaferi mogbezrdeba, roca mogbezrdeba wylis gafuWebuli onkanis jajguri, Cemi mravalmniSvnelovnad mowyenili sifaTis yureba da `wadi!~ `modi!~ `waiRe!~ `moitane~-s mosmena, SegiZlia erTi kargad, gulianad damapalaSo da saidanac moxvedi, iq waxvide. rogorc moxvedi, ise _ ̀ Cerez~ televizori! dabrundi Sens moskovSi. mimatove. Sen mainc xo xar ioli. ioli da Wkviani... ha, droze, Torem morCeba mag Tqvens RTVI-ze eg Tqveni `Жизнь прекрасна~, darCebi aqa da garbenineb nisiaze... wavida, wavida lera Масcква~...

am mokle citataSi kargad Cans mamakacis buneba /imedia, ar miwyenen!/, misTvis ̀ Wkviani, ioli qalis~ misamarTiT gamoTqmuli, keTili survilebiT savse marTali `monologi~... lera Масcква mainc midis, radgan ase sjobs misTvis, `saqmisTvis~... kiTxva gvrCeba: _ nuTu, marTla jobs ioli da Tan Wkviani qali, romelic iolad giSvebs, advilad gTmobs?!. vfiqrob, ukve CvenSic momravldnen ioli, Wkviani, mdedrebi... sakiTxavia, ra sikeTe moitana aman, aseTma gaiolebulma urTierTobebma?!..

kidev erTi citata amave moTxrobidan: `...axla sardafi: xom giTxari, kibis qveS aris amoSenebuli. magari sardafia, saintereso, sxva sardafebs ar hgavs. yovel Sesvla-gamosvlaze maxsendeba niko firosmani, sicocxlis bolos kibis qveS cxovrobda da iqve mokvda. saqarTveloSi magari xalxi xSirad kvdeba kibis qveS, kibeze da quCaSi...~ _ es ar aris cinizmiT naTqvami, es mware realobaa, mwerlis tkivili, Sexseneba-xazgasma imisa, rom ar SeiZleba adamianebi quCebSi, kibeebze... ixocebodnen , xSirad gaugebari mizezebiT...

absoluturad veTanxmebi avtors, rodesac igi moTxrobaSi `carieli saferfle~, akritikebs, dascinis maT, visac jeim joisis ùlise~ ar waukiTxavs da mainc irwmuneba, rom wakiTxuli aqvs, Tvlis rom mwvervalia da a.S. kargad aqvs gamaTraxebuli qarTuli kudabzikoba... ` _ geubnebodi ara, to... /N#-ma ukmayofilod amoxeda. / _ ra ginda? / _ ra da, ramdenjer giTxari _ SeeSvi-meTqi... /#-ma sibrazisgan moguduli xmiT hkiTxa: _ ra ginda? _ Tan gaborotebuli iyureboda win. / _ geubnebodi, SeeSvi-meTqi. ara, simon, ver gagagebine. magas ra unda daewera, biWo, brma iyo, or nabijze ver xedavda, qalebi ar evaseboda da ar undoda, rom samSoblos Seswirvoda, TviTon Semewiros samSobloo, ambobda. risi damweri iyo? magis gagiJebuli xar, bazari ar ari... / _ ùlise~ yvelaze magari wignia! / _ wadi Tqveni! is xo Suleri iyo da aba Tqvena xarT siafandebi; viTom gaigeT, viTom azrze xarT. `wvintlisferi zRva~, ara?/ _ mag, `wvintlisferi zRvis~ mere aRar wagikiTxavs da ra gaxipiSebs?/ _ giJi var? ̀ wvintlisferi zRvis~ mere raRas

wavikiTxavdi? su kargad iyos, to... / _ iqneb irlandielebs egeTi zRva aqvT, to, ici? nanaxi gaq? ra ginda?.. / _ zRva yvelgan zRvisferia. SeiZleba cota fskerisferi, zecisferi, CaZiruli, `paraxodebisa~ da damxrCvali mezRvaurebis feri Seerios. / _ da portebSi atirebuli im mezRvaurebis bozebis feri. / _ magari! bedi ra, simon, Tore eg geniosi unda iyos da Cen puris danebiT davrbodeT?..~ marTlac, rom miuRebelia patara qveynis mwerlis survili _ samSoblo Seewiros mas da ara piriqiT...

b e q a q urxuli s s aT q m el i s mosatanad weris sakuTari stili aqvs momarjvebuli, romelSic ise grZnobs Tavs, rogorc Tevzi wyalSi; mis personaJebs uxdebaT metyvelebaSi qalaqur-kaxuri tonaloba, Tqven warmoidgineT, bevrisTvis miuRebeli Jargoni da bilwsityvaobac, radgan x alxis wi aRida n g a mosulebs namdvilad ar mouxdebodaT lamazad, kulturulad... saubari; maTi xasiaTebis, midrekilebebis warmoCena dakargavda naturalizmsa da `maxloblis~, `nacnobis~, `naTesavis~, `mezoblis~... SegrZnebas... mis nawerebs met xibls matebs mxatvruli Sedarebebi ; movitan ramdenime magaliTs: 1) èrTi fanjridan yovelTvis mokrialebuli lurji ca da kaSkaSa mze Cans, RamiT ki varskvlavebiT aris moWedili da zed didi yviTeli daCvretili mTvare adevs. meore fanjaraSi nacrisferi, dabla daweuli ca moCans, romelic butbutiT awveba saxlis kedlebs da fanjris kuTxeSi gabzarul SuSas. RamiT ki araferi Cans, mrume sibnelis garda. sadme kuTxeSi momwyvdeuliviT, Tu gamokrTis Rrublebgadafarebuli mTvaris aTinaTi~. 2) `caSi gamyinavad yiodnen portis mazuTSi amozunzluli Toliebi da niskarts xmelTaSua zRvas umiznebdnen~. 3) `gaToSil caze erTi varskvlavi ekida. mTvare maT zurgs ukan iyo gadaweuli da cdilobda rame daenaxa~. 4) `gareT Rame qalaqs cxrilavda... gareT axla qalaqi cxrilavda Rames~. 5) `momlodine siCumeSi raciam yelgamoWrili kaciviT amoixriala~... 6) `bebuTis pirma TeTrad, damcinavad gaikriala~. 7) `mZime Rame gaWirvebiT, tanjviT Tendeboda, ZaliT ifxizlebda Tavs~. 8) `didi Tvalebi da grZeli cxviri

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varskvlavTmricxveliviT momlodined mieSvira cisken~!.. da sxva.

yvela mwerlis SemoqmedebaSi mkiTxveli avtoris pirovnebas èZebs~, cotaTi mainc masTan miaxloebul personaJs; avtori ki an Segnebulad ìniRbeba~, anda minimalurad, gabneulad gascems ìnformacias~. ase mgonia (SeiZleba vcdebi kidec, rodesac aseTi dabejiTebiT vcdilob amis dasabuTebas...), beqa qurxuli piriqiT iqceva; yovelgvari SefuTvis gareSe, langriT gvawvdis pirovnul Tvisebebs, xasiaTis niuansebs , garkveul epizodebs sakuTari cxovrebidan, xSirad dokumenturadac... vfiqrob, misi nawerebis erT-erTi Rirseba esec gaxlavT; yovelive erTaderTs emsaxureba, daijero `Seulamazebeli~ monaTxrobi, misi asakis gaxde da cota xniT mainc misi cxovrebiT icxovro Tbilissa Tu dedaqalaqis gareT...

msurs Cemi naTqvami ori moTxrobidan moxmobili citatebiT gavamyaro: _ ègnate ninoSvilis saxelobis biblioTeka bavSvobaSi, 1986 wlis zafxulSi aRmovaCine. . . maxsovs Zveleburi giSris beWedi, cxvirze Camoweuli saTvale, Sekavebuli Rimili, yavis Wiqebi, lambaqze prianikebi da nuSis namcxvari... kiTxva magrad miyvarda. kiTxva da Taroebs Soris boriali, wignebis qeqva da iqauri suni. nestis, wignis furclebis, moxaluli yavis da raRac usaxelo, ganumeorebeli suni. Tan yovel wigns sakuTari, Tavis ganumeorebeli suni asdioda. magaliTad, zustad maxsovs, rom `nakadulis~ gamocemul `Cipolinos Tavgadasavals~ cxadad asdioda xaxvis mZafri suni. oRond maRaziaSi an bazarSi daxlze nagdebi xaxvis ki ara, zafxulSi, mzisgan gamomSrali, gayavisfrebuli, ayalo miwidan amosuli xaxvis mwvane foCis suni, Tavze TeTri gvirgvinismagvari yvaviliT. kidev ufro miyvarda avi, saTvaliani da jer kidev lamazi biblioTekari deidebis Sebma da maTTan gaSinaureba... da ai, axla amdeni wlis Semdeg, movdiodi saR-salamaTi... mivedi da davdeqi. pirdapir aRar SemiRia kari... isev is vercxlis giSrisTvlebiani beWdebi, cxvirze Camoweuli Zewkviani saTvale, yavis da Cais Wiqebi... ar iyo mxolod

gakvirvebuli Tvalebi da Sekavebuli Rimili, Taroebs Soris sabodialodac aRar SemiSves, katalogSi moZebneTo... TiTqos patara knuti gulis wverze kbilebiT CambRauWeboda da egre ekida. kudsac ki vgrZnobdi àqeT-iqiT ro iqnevda.~ /`Sexvedra mas Semdeg~/.

`...bazris mxridan mxarze CanTa gadakidebuli maRali biWi gamoCnda. es biWi ramdenime dReSi erTxel Cndeboda, yovelTvis ese CanTaakidebuli modioda. xan TavCaRunuli da Cafiqrebuli modioda, grZeli nabijiT, xan piriqiT, Tavaweuli da mxrebSi gaSlili... calyba Rimili dasTamaSebda saxeze da TvalebSic raRac ucnauri, veluri da xalisiani cecxli uelavda. bebos ramdenjerme moxvda TvalSi da daimaxsovra. cnobda ukve. sxvebisgan arCevda. gaucnobiereblad, Tavis giJ mezobel baskitasac amgvanebda. modioda daRlili saxiT, swrafi, msubuqi gaSlili nabijiT, bebos yovelTvis gascdeboda xolme. mere Cerdeboda, TiTqos raRaca gaaxsenda da yoymanobso. mere cali xeliT, meoreze CanTa hqonda mxarze gadakidebuli, jibeebis Cxrekas mohyveboda, bebosTan brundeboda, erT an or larians aZlevda, oRond Tunuqis yuTSi ki ara, pirdapir xelSi awvdida da ratomRac iqiT eubneboda madlobas... yovelTvis ase xdeboda. axlac igive ganmeorda. eweoda, idga, erTi xeliT jibes iCxrikavda da sigaretis bols cal Tvals uxuWavda... mivida, am jerze ormocdaaTeTriani miawoda _ `madlobT~ _ Tqva pirSi sigaretgaCrilma da wavida, gza gaagrZela... ~/`bebo~/.

ernest heminguei werda: `mwerlis amocana ucvlelia. TviTon icvleba. amocana ucvleli rCeba. es amocana ki yovelTvis imaSi mdgomareobs, wero simarTliT da Seni aRmoCenili simarTle ise gamoxato, rom mkiTxvelma sakuTari gamocdilebis nawilad miiRos~... _ ar Sevcdebi Tu vityvi, rom cnobili mwerlis es sityvebi da Tavad werilSi mtkiced Camoyalibebuli argumentebi, Zalian hgavs beqa qurxulis Semoqmedebas, mis mier arCeul gzas... albaT, amitom iyo, rom sruliad axalgazrdam saTargmnelad, swored, es statia airCia...

poeziaTamaz Caduneli

es gazafxuli

kidev erTxel,

kidev erTxel gazafxulda,

gazafxulsac daekarga siTbo...…

silamaziT tkbobis niWic

gawarsulda,

amwvaneba gareT aRar mixmobs.

Srialeben yelSi wvimamowolili

xeebi da gadarCena ukvirT.

iqneb xeebs SerCaT niWi molodinis?

cocxloben da araferi uWirT.

iqneb xeebs isev uyvarT, imedi aqvT

momavalSi siyvaruliT Trobis,

cocxlad yofna iqneb Tavad imedia,

vidre yelze ar wagibams Toki.

mze anaTebs da Citebi FfrTxialeben,

xis totebze izmoreba dila.

modi, erT dRes yvelas Tavi mianebe!

martosulad yofna Segxvda wilad.

gazafxuli SenTvis aRar

gazafxulobs,

sicocxlea umZimesi tvirTi.

am Tbil dilas

me arafers ar vnatrulob,

cas Seaxma ocnebebis kvirti.

...da me mikvirs _

araferi rom ar mikvirs!

rom gazafxuls adevs kvdomis feri,

rom mze mohgavs saTamaSos,

caze mikruls,

rom Cems SigniT araferi mReris!

lamis dromac amoidgas ena

lamis dromac amoidgas ena,nawamebma sityviTa da sisxliT,boroteba, rogorc foTolcvena,aSiSvlebs da xalxs mixvetavs mijriT.

lamaz ferebs gadafaravs Tovli,miwas aqcevs mosaxatav tilod _dro movida kvlav giJuri ltolvis:siyvarulo, sad xar Cemo wilo?!

sicivea, sicivea sruli,dros ar SerCa sibraluli kacis...xar yinwvisis kedels mixatuli,magram bedi locvas aRar macdis.

dro wavida usargeblo bodvisda uvadod dasamarda lxena,auxdenel siyvarulis codviTlamis dromac amoidgas ena.

* * *narnar xaTunebswamoaxtunebstkbili sizmaritrfobiT nadagi...simebs ostatmahangi mostaca,xma gadmoRvararogorc badagi.hangi aborgda da momagonda _Tu viyav nazi,viyav xvadagic...zogi maTrobda,zogi marTobda,zogsac ar hqondafasi fardagis.axla aRar Rirs,albaT aRar Rirs,fiqri warsulzeda Zebna naklis...simebs ostatmahangi mostaca,hangi gafrenis...

hangi nanatri.

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mcire prozaemzar kvitaiSvili

Zveli rveulidan

(dRiuri)

01.05.2000. vici, mTeli cxovreba gamyveba, ar momasvenebs mounelebeli tkivili givi gegeWkoris saSineli sikvdilis gamo. yvelaferi Camwarda. ramdeni rame darCa mosaswrebi, wasakiTxi. erTi wigni, me rom mivutane (Satobrianis ̀ saflavismiRma Canawerebi~) axlac gadaSlilia mis magidaze, Suamde misula. dagtanjavda palataSi misi yureba. lukmas ver irgebda. ylup wyals ver svamda. ocdaerTi dRe wveTovanze hyavdaT. es iyo xelovnurad gaxangrZlivebuli agonia. wvalebas aRaraviTari azri aRar hqonda. welmowyvetili Sevdiodi masTan. coli, lia, sul Tavze adga. erTaderTi da, norac, roca SeZlebda, masTan iyo. dedamiss, qalbaton elikos, visTvisac givi arafers iSurebda, suli ki edga, magram aseT sicocxles raRa azri eqneboda.

iwva givi da nela tokavda. ̀ Zalian cudad var!~ _ yvelaze xSirad amas imeorebda. is erTi Tirkmeli rogorRac sam weliwads rom gaZlo, kibom gamoxra, gauCerda. azoti ukiduresad iyo aweuli (aTasi). gadasxmebis Semdeg TiTqos daiklo _ Svidas oTxmocze Camovida, magram eqimebs (maT Soris, skolis megobars boris Cxotuas) aRarafris imedi aRar hqondaT. sunTqvagaZnelebuls, pirRias, haeri aRar Cadioda filtvebSi. Sveba arsaiT ar iyo. Canda, simsivne moedo mTel sxuls. muceli Seebera, Tvalebi ucnaurad gaufarTovda. saamqveynos rom ar hgavda, yvela atyobda. yvelaferze uars ityoda, oRond am mdgomareobisTvis daeRwia Tavi. ueWveli iyo, erTaderTi xsna sikvdili gaxda da kidevac dausxlta jojoxeTur satanjvels. ukanasknel misvlaze Tavi Cemken gadmoabruna da mTxova, rame mirCieo. gamxneveba vcade, waviluRluRe, rom aseT yofaSi sxva

drosac yofila da gadarCenila...givi gegeWkorze, vinc CemTvis

uaxloesi da ganuzomlad Zvirfasi iyo, kidev bevrjer momiwevs dawera. Zalian damakldeba igi.

08.07.2000. yvelafers sxvanairad vxvdebi. ar vici, raa amisi mizezi, rogor xdeba . metros vagonSi mjdoms (umTavresad, saburTalos SedarebiT mokle, gadasasvlel xazze), borblebis ritmuli daga-dugi, Ria fanjridan SemoWrili usiamo, mSrali xraWuni da xrWiali beWebis Tavze mownul, zurgze gantotil nervebis talRovan badeSi macocxlebel Zalad meRvreba Ronegamoleuls, moqanculs da samomavlod TiTqosda mxneobas mmatebs, rogorRac gavxalisdebi xolme. SeiZleba es uZilobisgan aforiaqebul tvinSi gaCenili iluziac iyos, magram aseTi SegrZneba rom meufleba, sruliad aSkaraa.

leqsi daweris sababad qceul calkeuli striqonebis, sxvadasxva CanafiqrTa biZgi gzaSi, moZraobis dros rom momdis, bevrjer maqvs gamonacadi. xSirad davrwmunebulvar _ raRac garedan mobjenili Zalis xelSi iaraRad gamoviyurebi, xelad aRvegznebi xolme da mere saTqmeli gzas ikvalavs. aseve araerTgzis dammarTnia _ umravlesoba imisa, Cems xels qaRaldze rom aRubeWdavs, xani roca gadis, maviwydeba, aRar maxsovs; bunebrivad veTiSebi Tu vemijnebi adre dawerils. es didad ar mawuxebs, piriqiT, axal mijnaTa gadasalaxad ganmawyobs.

m etro vaxsene da survili miCndeba vTqva _ iq, sadac sadgurebis

Wersa da kedlebs (ufro ganapira adgilebSi migrZvnia) wyalma, sinestem rom ar gamoJonos, agreTve, Zirs dagebul cementis Spalebsac, gamdnari mazuTiT, Savi fisiT poxaven da haerSi dgeba dambangavi surneli, risi Seynosvac didad msiamovnebs. mazuTis, bitumis ganzavebuli da mainc mZafri anaorTqli Cems gadaqanebul warmosaxvaSi ratomRac maradiulobas ukavSirdeba da ase mgonia _ Tu miwisqveSa talanebSi dagubebuli es haeri SevisunTqe, aRarasodes movkvdebi. meeWevba amnairi gancda sxva vinmesac eqnes. Tanac aq saxarbielo araferia, mxolod me mizidavs da mabruebs.

28.07.2000. erTi inglisuri romanis kiTxvisas dameufla moulodneli SiSi Tu ucnauri SegrZneba (RvTis wyalobiT, male gons movege da yvelaferi dalagda), rom amaod mivkvalavdi furclebs da rac ar unda Cavkvirvebodi wakiTxulis azrs, verafers gavigebdi. momeCvena, tvini TandaTan unda mqceoda jer gamlRval da mere gagrilebul, gamagrilebul kalad. erTaderTi, rac cnobiswadils aRmiZravda, is iyo, rom am SemaSfoTebeli metamorfozis dros Cemi aTasi ubedurebis gadamtani tvini TvalismomWrel brWyvials daiwyebda da gadaxurebuli Tavis qalidan (xvrelebs Tavadve i povida) gareT gadainacvlebda. uvneblad Cabudebul badurebze igi ase irekleboda _ gabrtyelebuli Canda, TiTqos veeba Sav tafaze gaadnes da alag-alag kidebwawvetebuli blinis forma misceso. isic gavifiqre (netavi riTi?), Cems tvins awevisas, Tu amas SevZlebdi, tyviis simZime eqneboda, Tumca aseTi gabeduli cdis dros me ukve gamoTiSuli, yurebdacobili unda vyofiliyavi da Cemi saxelic ki ar mexsomeboda, araTu personaJebCaxlarTuli romanis naklebad STambeWdavi epizodebi. arc ise iSviaTad mecxadeba ucnauri da Tanac saxilvelad ioli Cvenebebi, magram Tavs viWer, veridebi, zedmetad rom ar gadaviZabo.

amaze ufro is mawuxebs bevri rame, maT Soris Sedevrebi, adre rom wamikiTxavs, pirwmindad maqvs daviwyebuli. magaliTad, vinmem rom momTxovos, verafriT ver movuyvebi

Tomas manis `tonio kregers~, Tumca am genialurma moTxrobam siWabukeSSi erTianad SemZra, amaforiaqa (zamTris saRamo rom iyo, es maxsovs). yvelafers Tavidan veRar mivubrundebi, saamisod arc dro meyofa da arc Zala. daviwyebis mTavari mizezi is mgonia, rom wakiTxulTan Cemi damokidebuleba ukiduresad emociuria, viZabebi da mere ambavTa Tu SemTxvevaTa umravlesoba veRar momigonebia... mxolod saerTo ganwyobileba maxsovs, isic bundovnad.

28.08.2000. dRemde arasodes mifiqia imaze _ Cemi aryofnis Semdeg (rodisme xom unda movkvde?), sxva ras gamikeTebda. mTavaria, rom raRac-raRacebs me TviTon vakeTeb sxvebisTvis (es erTgvar kmayofilebas maniWebs) da amas aravis davamadli.

Cemi gafantuli, araTanabari Rirsebis nawerTa dalagebas, mowesrigebasa da gamocemas didZali dro, energia da, cxadia, fuli dasWirdeba. ara mgonia, vinmem saamisod Tavi gadasdos, miWirisuflos. neta movaswro da sanaxevrod mainc SevZlo imis gakeTeba, rac ganzraxuli maqvs. warsulis, samudamod Cavlilis , xsovnaSi CarCenilis calkeul suraTebs da epizodebs ki gavacocxleb, magram ara mgonia, mogonebaTa erTiani, Sekruli, mwyobri wigni davwero. Taviseburi mTlianoba naazrevisa albaT maSin gamoCndeba, roca yvelaferi dalagdeba, Temebisa Tu ganwyobilebebis mixedviT SeirCeva. dasanania _ bevri arcTu umniSvnelo rame maqvs Cafiqrebuli, dawyebuli da jerjerobiT alalbedze mitovebuli; rodis ras davamTavreb, amJamad verafers vityvi. yovelives, ra Cems aforiaqebul tvinsa da gulSi iqneba gamotarebuli, SeuZlebelia didi sinanulis grZnoba ar daagubos, sxvasac ar gadaedos; es iqneba winaswar ganwiruli, amao cda imisa, daviwyebis pirquS okeanes gamovtaco umowyalod gamqrali saxeebi, yovelive, rac minaxavs da rasac Cems zedmetad mgrZnobiare arsebaSi waruSleli anabeWdebi dautovebia.

26.06.2000. gansjebis didad moyvaruli ara var, magram bolo xanebSi amazedac davfiqrebulvar _

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radganac buneba, arsebobis ulmobeli ganrigi ase gverdauvlelad gzRudavs, gamwyvdevs mkacrad SemosazRvrul droSi da imis mcire nawilsac ver aswreb, rac dagegme, iZulebuli xdebi (es, umetesad, Cemnair nervebawewilebs, yofadaulageblebs emarTebaT) xSirad da nawyvet-nawyvetad wero.

SeiZleba bolos, garkveuli xnis mere, aseT saxeldaxelo naazrevTa Tavmoyram, erTobliobam Seqmnas mTlianobis STabeWdileba Tu mas mimsgavsebuli iluzia. erTi ram ueWvelia _ mTavari xazi anu umTavresi Tviseba Seni xasiaTisa anda SeZenili Cvevebisa uTuod gamovlenili iqneba Sens mimofantul, danawevrebul CanawerebSi. amnairi midgoma sakuTari qmedebisa da gamonaTqvamebisadmi, cxadia, axali ar gaxlavT da Cvens ukidursad areul droSi aqeTken sul ufro bevrni ixrebian.

antonen artos memkvidreobaze gamoTqmulia Sexeduleba (siuzan zontagi), rom es aris `naglejebis giganturi grova~. aSkaraa, iyo amis Tqmis safuZveli. vnanob, rom ramdenime wlis win ar viyide artos Teatraluri werilebis mcire wigni. albaT kidev gamova gacilebiT sruli, mniSvnelovani krebulebi, geniosad da Seuracxadad Seracxili am natanji kacisa. misi SeSliloba aseT dros araa saTvalavSi Casagdebi, rogorc, magaliTad, uaildis, prustis, koktos, bartis da sxvaTa saCoTiro seqsualuri gadaxrebi, avadmyofuri midrekilebani.

g ac no b i er e buli , S e g n e buli usistemoba, mwyobr, pedanturad dalagebul moZRvrebaTa winaaRmdeg mizandasaxuli galaSqreba, rogorc cnobilia , aSk arad ga moik v eTa kirkegoris filosofiur naazrevSi. misi Tavisuflad mdinare nawerebis kiTxvas ufro udeb guls, vidre Camowikwikebul, paragrafebis sulisSemxuTav salteebSi moqceul tomebs didi, saxelmoxveWili filosofosebisa. esec albaT drom moitana _ adamianTa goneba gadaiRala, sisadaves eltvis.

zomierebis dacva mudam, yovelTvis

saWiroa, aravis awyens. es gumaniT, taniTac unda igrZno; goniT Wvretas sxeulic unda miaSvelo. SeiZleba ar mihyvebode raime mkacrad Sedgenil monaxazs, magram aseTi midgoma ar niSnavs _ dagerRves azris mTavari, gamWoli mimarTuleba; Sopenhauers, romelic Zalian miyvars (misi ramdenime wigni sxvadasxva dros gamtaces), yovelnairad xelewifeba wera da am pirquSi, mouridebeli geniis pesimizmi srulebiTac ar mayenebs cud gunebaze.

kontrapunqtuli azrovneba da xatva, gauTavebeli gadaxtom-gadmoxtomebi (es umetesad niWis ukmarisobis SesaniRbavad xdeba) dResdReobiT Cveulebriv ambad iqca.

trafaretTa tyveobaSi rom ar moeqce, romelime xerxi, manera Tu Tvalszrisi usaSvelod da uTavbolod ar unda gaabatono. amis Taobaze msoflio saxelis mwerlebi xSirad gvafrTxileben. ara mgonia, mxolod me vfiqrobde, rom didi amerikeli romanisti uiliam folkneri (igi ganuxorcielebeli poeti gaxldaT) zedmetad miendo cnobierebis nakads; misi wignebis kiTxvam (trilogia, `xmauri da mrisxaneba~, `sinaTle agvistoSi~, moTxrobebi da sxva) bevrjer ganmacdevina sasiamovno mRelvareba, magram zogi misi romani (magaliTad, àbesalom, abesalom!~) Zneli wasakiTxia, giWirs gageba, romeli personaJi warmoTqvams ama Tu im monologs. am mxriv SedarebiT naklebad scodavda misganave naferebi Tomas vulfi, visac niaRvariviT momskdari talantis gaSla ar dascalda.

cxadia, namdvili Semoqmedi Tavs yvela SemTxvevaSi unda flobde, magram arc bunebrivad mokrZalebuli fantaziis SezRudva ivargebs. esecaa _ formis grZnoba arasodes ar unda dakargo. nawers, qmnilebas, upiratesad, garSemoweriloba , gamokveTili konfiguracia, grafikuli saxe aniWebs simkvrives, Tu es ar gaiTvaliswine, ganazraxi xelSi CageSleba. yovelive amas vinmes Wkuis saswavlad rodi vambob _ ufro imisTvis gavisarje, Cems Tavs minda amovdo aRviri.

literaturuli kritikaSorena qurTiSvili

metad sasiamovno literaturul siaxleze minda vesaubro sazogadoebas da vauwyo mas, rom lia rusiaSvilis „sali kolxeli“, romelic mweralma da poetma qalma axlaxan gamosca, Tanamedrove qarTuli mwerlobis saukeTeso SenaZenia. metsac vityodi, _ wignis mesame nawilis saxeldebis, „maradiuli ebraelis“ analogiiT, gavubedavdi, rom misTvis maradiuli wigni mewodebina. dameTanxmebiT, rom maradiuli SeiZleba ewodos iseT nawarmoebs, romelic, cxadia, exeba maradiul problemebs. am gagebiT, albaT, yvela maradiuli wigni maradiuli cxovrebacaa, rameTu epoqaluri movlenebi xSirad iqceva faseuli literaturuli qmnilebis sulisCamdgmel mizezad. axlac asea. Cvens sacdurmomZlavrebul yofierebaSi, sadac apokalifsuri molodinis sio daZrwis, diaxac, sixaruliT unda vegebebodeT wigns, romelic gadarCenisaken mogviwodebs, _ Cvens Svilebs sayrdenad Seudgeba da samSvidobos gagviyvans.

„sali kolxeli“ literaturuli eniT sTavazobs momaval Taobas megzurobas maradiuli sicocxlisaken mimaval gzaze. magram ra aris oden misia mxatvruli srulqmnis gareSe? maradiuli wignebis sxva avtorTa msgavsad, lia rusiaSvili axerxebs imas, rom Seumcdari alRoTi moqsovos saintereso siuJetebi da Seqmnas narativi, romelic zedapirs miRma aireklavs maradkacobriul sakiTxavTa ualternativo pasuxebs da keTilgonivrul miniSnebebs upasuxod darCenil kiTxvebze. am misiiTa da faseulobiT, sabavSvo wignebic SeiZleba iqcnen sulisSemZvrel wignebad, miT ufro, rom bavSvur warmosaxvaTa Tvalsawieri ukideganoa da yoflismomcveli.

dameTanxmebiT, rom im uamrav sawuxarTa Soris, rac qarTul sazogadoebaSi arsebobs, erT-erTi mniSvnelovani bavSvTa aRzrdis sakiTxia. maTi namdvili keTildReoba, romelic sulier Rirebulebebze iqneba dafuZnebuli, swored imazea damokidebuli, Tu ra

faseulobebiT vcxovrobT Cven Tavad, ra cxovrebiseul magaliTs vaZlevT Cvensave Svilebs?.. sazogadoeba xom dResac dgas istoriuli arCevanis winaSe: RmerTi Tu uRmerToba, suliwmidis madli Tu crurwmenaTa tyveobaSi yofna?!

ojaxi, sadac nawarmoebis mTavari gmiri, sali kolxeli cxovrobs, qristianuli ojaxis nimuSia. piradi magaliTiTa da cxovrebis wesiT, saRvTismetyvelo literaturis codniT SeiaraRebuli mSoblebi Zaldautaneblad aSeneben da amkvidreben TavianT SvilebSi qristianul msoflxedvas. mwerlis sasaxelod unda iTqvas, rom metad xatovnad da martivi eniT Semoaqvs saukeTeso igavebi saRvTo wignebidan, sacnauri epizodebi wmindanTa cxovrebidan. Tavadac gmiri deda, Svidi Svilis aRmzrdeli qali da niWieri mwerali lia rusiaSvili axerxebs, rom bunebrivad miitanos sarwmunoebrivi debulebebi Tavis personaJebamde, romlebic sakuTari Svilebis realuri prototipebi arian. deda _ avtorisa da deda _ personaJis aRmzrdelobiTi meTodis mTavari mizani isaa, rom yvela qarTuli, qristianuli ojaxi maradiuli cxovrebis mkvidri gaxdes. swored es, zeciuri maradiuli qalaqis mkvidrobaa nawarmoebis diadi mizani. amave misiis Semcvelia wignis mTavari gmiris, _ morwmune, keTili da gulisxmieri sali kolxelis pirovnebac da bavSvuri Tavgadasavalic.

SeiZleba iTqvas, rom maradiuli cxovrebis amsaxvel maradiul wignSi salic maradiuli gogonas saxea. eqvsi da-Zmisagan gansxvavebiT, mas aqvs saocari unari samyaros sidiadis Secnobisa. masTan megobroben ucnauri, sazogadoebisagan gariyuli adamianebi. sali megobrobs glaxasTan, RvTivsaTno salosTan, romelic qveynierebaze im mizniT daiareba, rom demonur Zalebs

maradiuli wigni

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SeebrZolos, ganaiaraRos jadoqrobis niRabamofarebuli bneli Zalebi, amxilos kerpTayvanismcemloba...

n a w armoe b i s oTxi v e n aw ili saintereso saTavgadasavlo siuJets gvTavazobs : „ucnobi dedoflis s a g a n Z ur i “ , „o qro s v a Sli s saidumloeba“, „maradiuli ebraeli“ da „yvarlis lodi“. TiToeuli maTgani mTavari ideiT datvirTuli narativia: saqarTveloSi suliwmidis madli trialebs; RvTismSoblis wilxvedr qveyanaSi dafaruli saidumloni unda gacxaddes da aRsruldes neba uflisa _ satanis msaxureba unda daigmos da daiTrgunos. sali kolxelis cxovreba da Tavgadasavali nimuSia imisa, Tu rogor unda izrdebodnen qarTveli bavSvebi, xolo misi ojaxi _ modelia qristianuli ojaxisa. aq Seuryevelia mamis codna da avtoriteti, _ mas aqvs swori orientacia sarwmunoebrivi da kulturuli faseulobebisadmi; m aradiulia dedis sibrZn e da mzrunveloba. mwerlis laRi fantazia da xalasi iumori ki anci da-Zmis oinebs saintereso sanaxaobad warmogvidgens.

ideuri simwifiTa da mxatvruli ostatobiT gamorCeulia „sali kolxelis“ mesame da meoTxe nawilebi. sulmouTqmelad ikiTxeba da waruSlel STabeWdilebas tovebs „maradiuli ebraelis“ bolo nawili, sadac gadmocemulia glaxasa da maradiuli ebraelis dramatuli Sexvedra da dialogi. aq Zaldautaneblad Semodis Zveli da axali aRTqmis motivebi da mkiTxvelis cnobierebaSi ileqeba bibliuri da saxarebiseuli ideebi da WeSmaritebani. umcrosi asakis mkiTxvelisaTvis gasagebi eniTaa moTxrobili ebraeli eris istoria da ganmartebulia misi saRvTo daniSnuleba. qarTuli eris gansakuTrebul misiaze ki Segvaxsenebs kulminaciuri pasaJi _ ebraeli moSe sali kolxels Cuqnis wmida daviT winaswarmetyvelis beWeds da saqarTveloSi tovebs mas.

metad saintereso kulturul-istoriuli codniT amdidrebs mkiTxvelis warmosaxvas nawarmoebis meoTxe Tavi: „yvarlis lodi“. aq ganmartebulia bevrisaTvis jerac gaurkveveli sakiTxebi imis Sesaxeb, Tu

sad mTavrdeba warmaToba da sad iwyeba qristianoba, ras niSnavs mamlis Sewirvis rituali warmarTuli drois niSebTan da sxv. mTavari ki isaa, rom dramatuli siuJetis fonze mwerali fardas xdis mTavar saidumloebas: demonebi da mis msaxurebaSi myofi adamianebi dResac cdiloben kerpTayvanismcemlobis aRorZinebas da mas qristianuli msaxurebis saxiT niRbaven.

lia rusiaSvilis, rogorc mwerlis damsaxureba marto is rodia, rom Tavisi mxatvruli qmnilebiT maradiuli cxovrebisaken mogviwodebs, aramed isic, rom gvabrunebs sityvier xelovnebasTan, rogorc inteleqtualuri sixarulis wyarosTan. „sali kolxeli“ laRi iumoriT, xatovani eniT dawerili eqspresiuli prozis nimuSia. mwerali gvmaspinZlobs Cvensave bavSvobis warmtac saufloSi, _ iq, sadac yoveli Cvengani eniT gamouTqmeli gancdebiT enaTesaveboda samyaros, ismenda bunebis xmebs da masTan ganuyrel kavSirSi imyofeboda. swored amgvari idiliuri WvretiT Seimecnebs nawarmoebis mTavari gmiri, sali kolxeli erTpirovnuli RmerTis mier Seqmnil samyaros. sarwmunoebrivi gancdiT aRiqvams sicocxles, romelsac suliwmidis madli ganacxovelebs.

ar SeiZleba, sagangebod ar aRvniSno erTi ram: garda ideuri Rirebulebisa „yvarlis lodi“ gamoirCeva mwerluri ostatobiT, peizaJebisa da qarTuli soflis idiliis maRalmxatvruli warmosaxviT. aq damajerebladaa daxatuli adgilobrivi mosaxleobis xasiaTi, unaklodaa gadmocemuli maTi kaxuri dialeqtiT gajerebuli saubari, _ TiTqos Cvenc vxedavT da vesaubrebiT maT, vynosavT zafxulis ulamazesi ferebiT aWrelebuli bunebis surnels...

kidev metis da metis Tqma SeiZleboda am mSvenier wignze, magram davasruleb da vityvi kidev erTs: lia rusiaSvilis „sali kolxeli“ drouli da saWiro SenaZenia qarTveli bavSvebisa da qarTuli ojaxebisaTvis, umcrosebisa da ufrosebisaTvis. is maradiuli wignia, romelic maradiul simarTleze gvesaubreba, _ Rirebuli literaturaa, romelsac ZaluZs Cveni Svilebis sulier megzurad iqces.

Cveni patarebisaTvisinga milorava

moqarguli xelsaxoci

diliT adre meomarma Sekazma cxeni, abjari aisxa da Tavis patara Svils gamoeTxova. saomrad unda wasuliyo, qveynis Soreul, CrdiloeT sazRvarTan Sav devebs unda SebrZoleboda sxva saukeTeso meomrebTan erTad. meomris patara asuli Tvalcremliani gamoeTxova mamas. meomarma cxeni yalyze Seayena da gaaWena dilis mziT ganaTebul gzaze. meomris asuli saxlSi Sebrunda, pirisferi abreSumis xelsaxoci gamoitana da gzis piras, muxebis qveS lodze Camojda. undoda saomrad wasuli mamisTvis xelsaxoci moeqarga, magram arc nemsi hqonda, arc Zafebi, arc makrateli. uceb sadanRac patara zRarbi gamocunculda da gogonas win daskupda.

– Sen nemsi gWirdeba? modi, moqaCe, amomaZvre erTi ekali da nemsic geqneba. – Tqva zRarbma.

– rom getkineba? – Sewuxda meomris asuli.– ara uSavs, me guliT gCuqni da, aba, Sen ici, ra lamaz xelsaxocs moqargav.gogonam madloba gadauxada zRarbs. nemsi ukve hqonda...tyidan wiTuri melia gamovida da gogonas wiTeli Zafis gorgali gauwoda:– ai, aiRe, es Cemi bewvidan davarTe, gamogadgeba.meomris asulma madloba gadauxada. axla ukve wiTeli Zafic hqonda.male qaTqaTa kurdRlebic gamoCndnen da TavianTi TeTri bewvis didi gorgali

miagores gogonas fexebTan. axla TeTri Zafic hqonda.– cota xans gvacade, – aSrialdnen muxebi, – foTlebidan mwvane Zafs

dagimzdebT, qerqidan ki – yavisfers.sanam muxebi Zafs arTavdnen, RiRiloebma TavianTi yvavilebi aqcies Zafad,

nakadulebma vercxlisferi Zafi aCuqes, mzem oqros sxivebi daaxvia xis totze da fexebTan Camougdo meomris asuls, iebma iisferi Zafi daarTes, mglebma _ nacrsferi, magram patara gogos ar SeeSindeso da tyidan ar gamosulan, yorans gaatanes, romelsac Tavisi frTebisferi Zafi mihqonda meomris asulisTvis. roca mze Subis tarze Sedga, gogonas uamravi feris Zafi hqonda. am dros mofrinda mercxali da Tavisi kudi aCuqa _ makrateli.

meomris patara asuli mxurvale madlobas uZRvnida yvelas, guli auCuyda, Zalian gaxarebuli iyo, mama rom dabrundeboda, moqargul xelsaxocs daaxvedrebda.

mTeli dRe qargavda meomris asuli. pirisfer xelsaxocze nel-nela gamoCnda naqargi mTebi, tyeebi, yvavilebiT savse velebi, maRali klde da wyaluxvi mdinare . naqargi cocxals hgavda da Zalian lamazi gamovida.

sul ramdenime xaziRa darCa da xelsaxoci mzad iqneboda. mzem bolojer moavlo Tvali miwas da dasaZineblad moemzada. ukve Tvalebi exuWebodaT yvavilebs, ukve moZebnes budeebi Citebma, iisferi Crdilebi wvebodnen ukve xevebSi da am dros gzaze moxuci qali da patara fermkrTal gogona gamoCndnen. isini nel-

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nela, mZimed uaxlovdebodnen lods, romelzec meomris asuli ijda da qargavda da roca masTan mividnen, naqargi ukve damTavrebuli iyo. meomris asulma Sexeda moxuci qalis sevdian saxes, patara fermkrTali gogonas cremlebiT savse Tvalebs da guli SeekumSa.

moxuc qali mis win joxs daeyrdno da Tavi Caqindra.– saidan modixarT, bebo, an am patara gogos rada aqvs Tvalebi cremlebiT

savse? ra kaeSani Casdgoma gulSi? _ hkTxa meomris asulma da fexze wamodga.moxucma Saosanma qalma amoioxra:– es Cemi SviliSvilia. Savma devebma mSoblebi dauxoces, sofeli gadawves

da misi patara megobrebi tyved waasxes. amitoma aqvs naRveliT savse guli.– aq momicadeT, axlave waval da Cems Tojinebs movutan, Tu unda. Cems

axal cisfer kabasac vaCuqeb, iqneb dardi cotaTi mainc Seumsubuqdes. gemriel namcxvarsac wamoviReb. meti araferi maqvs, – Tqva meomris asulma da gasaqcevad moemzada.

am dros patara gogonam bebias kalTaze moqaCa da Cumad raRac uTxra.– didi madloba, Svilo, magram Cems SviliSvils Seni moqarguli xelsaxoci

moewona, mxolod mas SeuZlia cotaTi mainc dauyuCos tkivili. es moqarguli mTebi, velebi, kldeebi da mdinare, Tavis mSobliur mxares agonebs, sadac bednieri iyo erT dros, – Tqva moxucma da cremlebi moiwminda, – Tu xelsaxocs aCuqeb, Zalian madlobeli viqnebiT oriveni.

meomris patara asuli Secba. man xom omSi wasuli mamisTvis moqarga es xelsaxoci. mama rom dabrundeba, unda aCuqos.... wamiT Seyovnda, magram Sexeda patara gogonas crmlian da dardiT savse Tvalebs da uyoymanod gauwoda Tavisi moqarguli xelsaxoci:

– ai, waiRe, Tu es Segimsubuqebs dards, me bedneri viqnebi. Seni iyos.patara gogom sixaruliT gulSi Caikra xelsaxoci. moxucma qalma madloba

gadauxada meomris asuls da bebia da patara sevdiani gogona daadgnen ukve bindSi gaxveul gzas. meomris asuli didxans uyurebda, mere ki Sin dabruneba gadawyvita.

– ar idardo, – daiSriales muxebma, – xval kidev dagirTavT mwvane da yavisfer Zafebs.

– Cven RiRilosfer Zafebs dagaxvedrebT, – daiCurCules RiRiloebma.– Cvenc mogcemT vercxlisfer Zafebs da mzec isev gaCuqebs sxivebs, -_

daiwkriales nakadulebma.tyidan ki gabmuli ymuili moisma _ mglebi hpirdebodnen, rom dilisTvis

nacrisferi Zafis gorgali mzad iqneboda. meomris asuli daemSvidoba yvelas, madlobac gadauxada, magram is aRar uTqvams, rom meti abreSumis xelsaxoci aRar hqonda da raRaze unda moeqarga....

am dros ki misi mama Seusvneblad moagelvebda cxens saxlisaken. Zalian gauWirda rCeul meomarTa razms Sav devebTan brZola, bevri maTgani daiRupa. maSin mefem meomars ubrZana, gaeqrolebina raSi da damxmare Zala moeyvana. meomarma yalyze Seayena cxeni, uWirda megobrebis datoveba, magram sxva gzac ar iyo, maTraxi gadahkra Tavis sayvarel raSs, aqamde arasodes daukarebia maTraxi misTvis da gaaqrola. Savma devebma dainaxes, rom mefem Sikriki gagzavna da meomars daedevnen. mihqris meomari velze, yvavilebi Cumad esalmebian, magram mas ar esmis, eCqareba, miwa zanzarebs, devebi mosdeven, sacaa daewevian. gadaira veli da tyis piras xis didi sasaxle dainaxa. sasaxlis win moxuci qali da patara sevdiani gogona isxdnen. gogonas muxlebze efina moqaguli pirisferi xelsaxoci.

– gamarjoba, meomaro, Sesdeq da momismine, – uTxra moxucma qalma meomars, – me am mxaris feria var, mTebis da velebis didi dedofali, es ki Cemi SviliSvilia, mdinareebis feria. Tavganwiruli miagelveb Sens cxens, isic Tavs ar izogavs, magram Savi devebi sacaa dagewevian, veraferi giSvelis. ai, aiRe es moqarguli xelsaxoci da roca igrZnob, rom devebi sul axlos arian, Sens zurgs ukan gadaagde, maSin naxav ra moxdeba. am xelsaxocs saocari madli da Zala aqvs. is, rac masSia Caqarguli, yvelanair borotebas daamarcxebs.

patara sevdianma feriam moqarguli xelsaxoci gauwoda meomars da gauRima. meomarma dainaxa, rom xelsaxocze tyeebi, Sriala mindvrebi, klde, mTebi da wyaluxvi mdinare iyo moqarguli, guli ucnaurad auCqrolda, Tumca Zlivs moaswro madlobis gadaxda, miwa agugunda, Savi devebi sacaa wamoeweodnen da meomarma gaaqrola Tavisi raSi.

dilamde ase mihqrodnen meomari da misi erTgul cxeni. diliT ki orivem igrZno, rom Zalian daiRalnen, devebis fexis xma ki sul ufro axlovdeboda, meomars moeCvena, rom maTi sunTqvac ki igrZno, maSin amoiRo moqarguli xelsaxoci da zurgs ukan gadaagdo. xelsaxoci nazad daefina miwas, gaiSala da uceb masze amoqarguli tyeebi, velebi, mTebi, klde da mdinare namdvil tyeebad, velebad, klded da mdinared iqcnen. devebi gaacofa moulodnelma winaaRmdegobam. Secvivdnen tyeSi, Zirianad glejdnen xeebs, magram ras daaklebdnen uRran tyes, bevr maTgans gza aebna da samudamod iq darCa. mxolod ramdenimem daaRwia Tavi tyes da velze gavida. amasobaSi meomarma didi gzis gavla moaswro da dawinaurda, magram devebi mainc jiutad Caudgnen kvalSi. uceb maT win maRali klde aRimarTa, devebi Seecadnen klde daemsxvriaT, magram samma maTganma mklavi moitexa da tkivilisgan aRrialebulebi iZulebuli gaxdnen ukan gabrunebuliyvnen. mxolod orma devma SeZlo kldeze afofxeba, misi gadalaxva da devna ganagrZo. meomari ukve Zalian Sors wasuliyo, magram devebi mainc misdevdnen. uceb maT win moqarguli, axla ki namdvilad qceuli mTa aRimarTa. orive devi ZlivZlivobiT abobRda mTaze, mwvervals miaRwies da is iyo TavdaRmarTSi unda daSvebuliyvnen, rom uceb sadanRac mofrinda uzarmazari arwivi, erT devs klanWebi daavlo da caSi aitaca. darCa bolo devi. man mainc moaxerxa mTidan Camosvla da isev misdevda meomars, magram uecrad win moqarguli, axla ukve namdvilad qceuli wyaluxvi mdinare gadaeRoba. devi daufiqreblad gadaeSva mdinareSi, magram mdinare vercxlisfrad alaplapda, aiqoCra, devi talRebze burTiviT aaTamaSa da Sors gaitaca, vin icis sad, romel qveyanaSi waiyvana.

meomari mixvda, rom devebi aRar mosdevdnen, magram mainc Seusveneblad mihqroda. male miaRwia kidec iqamde, sadac Tavisi qveynis jari eguleboda. meomrebi cxenebze Sesxdnen, gaqusles Sav devebTan mebrZoli megobrebis dasaxmareblad. adre moqarguli, axla ki namdvili mTebi, velebi, tyeebi, klde da mdinare esalmebodnen da gzas uTmobdnen meomrebs. sulze miuswres megobrebs da mefes, Savi devebis laSqari ukuagdes da TavianTi qveynis sazRvrebidan Sors gandevnes.

gamarjvebul laSqarTan erTad dabrunda saxlSi meomari. parmaRze Svili elodeboda. mamis danaxvaze sixarulisgan Sehkivla da misken gaiqca. mamam xelSi aiyvana da cxenze Semosva.

– dabrundi, mama, janmrTeli, uvnebeli dabrundi! – etitineboda meomris patara asuli da mamas daRlil, wvermoSvebul, mtvrian saxeze usvamda patara vardisfer TiTebs, – me Sen lamazi xelsaxoci mogiqarge, magram sevdiani bebia da patara gogona movidnen, gogonas tkiviliT da dardiT hqonda guli savse, moewona naqargi da imas vaCuqe Seni xelsaxoci. Sen sxvas mogiqargav, mama!

meomars guli SeekumSa, daRlili mtvriani saxe Cargo Svilis fafuk, rbil TmaSi da Cumad,Zalian Cumad Tqva, ise rom gogonas arc gaugonia: ,,vici, Svilo, rom momiqarge xelsaxoci da Zalian madlobeli var Seni.’’

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qarTuli sulikonstantine kapaneli

qarTuli tipi

konstantine (kowia) kapaneli qarTveli literaturaTmcodnisa da filosofosis konstantine grigolis Ze Wanturias fsevdonimia. igi daibada 1889 wlis 5 maiss abaSis raionis sofel kapanaSi.

konstantine kapanelma daamTavra safrangeTis grenoblis universitetis sityvierebis fakulteti. samSobloSi dabrunebis Semdeg muSaobda quTaisisa da baTumis saswavleblebSi. 1923 wlidan leqciebs kiTxulobda Tbilisis konservatoriasa da amierkavkasiis universitetSi. 1929 wlidan

moskovSi gadavida da moskovis samxatvro akademiaSi kiTxulobda leqciebs qarTuli xelovnebis Sesaxeb. 1931 wels kapaneli dabrunda samSobloSi, aq is Tbilisis pedagogiuri institutis kaTedris gamged airCies.

konstantine kapanelis organotropistul msoflxedvaze didi gavlena iqonia nicSeanobam da biologisturma sociologiam. konstantine kapaneli avtoria Teoriisa, romelsac organotropizmi uwoda. gamoqveynebuli aqvs 300-mde naSromi, iyo poligloti, kargad flobda rusuls, frangulsa da laTinurs. icoda agreTve, inglisuri, italiuri, germanuli, ukrainuli, bulgaruli da polonuri enebi. marTalia is represirebuli ar yofila, magram Seviwrovebuli da ugulebelyofili iyo. kapaneli mkacrad akritikebda qarTul realobas. sainteresoa isic, rom igi ar uyvardaT qalebs maTze dawerili erTi filosofiuri opusis gamo da mas pirdapir sadarbazoebSic ki xvdebodnen.

Temebi, romlebsac konstantine kapaneli 50-60-ian wlebSi amuSavebda, CvenTan dRemde ar aris bolomde gaxsnili da Seswavlili. faqtia, rom man Tavisi SesaZleblobebi bolomde ver warmoaCina saqarTveloSi. disidentebis mier sazRvargareT gatanili misi naSromebi ki cnobili da aRiarebuli iyo msoflios filosofiuri azris korifeebis mier.

konstantine kapaneli gardaicvala 1952 wlis 10 dekembers, dakrZalulia TbilisSi.

gTavazobT erT Tavs konstantine kapanelis wignidan `qarTuli suli esTetikur saxeebSi~. es Tavi qarTuli tipis kvlevas eZRvneba.

memkvidreobiT miRebuli Cveulebebi xSirad kanonebad iqcevian. rogorc kerZo adamianis, ise eris cxovrebaSiac aqvs udidesi mniSvneloba: rac sulsa da sxeuls odesme warsulSi SeuTvisebia, is gadadis saSviliSvilod; da momavali biologiurad da istoriulad mxolod imas gaakeTebs, ris embrioni warsulis SemoqmedebiT mRelvarebaSi Casaxula.

SeiZleba iTqvas Tamamad, rom tradicia erTnairad amoZravebs, ayalibebs, asxeulebs nebisyofas da sulis aqtivobas, rogorc individualur, ise socialur cxovrebaSi.

m a m a - p a puri moZraoba tanisa , yoveldRiuri mixra-moxra, midrekileba ama Tu im saqmisadmi, Tavisebureba garegnuli da sulieri, modgmas yovelTvis daetyoba.

araferi wuTisoflad ar ikargeba, arc bunebaSi da arc Cveni sxeulis evoluciaSi: Cveni ubralo xelis awevis, an fexis gadadgmis forma gansazRvrulia Cveni winaprebis organiul CveulebebSi.

yoveli eri Tavis kulturas, Tavis civilizacias aZlevs elfers im miwa-wylisa da geografiuli mdgomareobisa,

romelTa gavlenas ganicdis saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi: iqmneba TavisTavad erTgvari Sefardebuleba erovnul kulturasa da geologiur-geografiul mdgomareobas Soris.

didmniSvnelovania paskalis sityvebi: àlpebis aqeT rac WeSmaritebaa, alpebis iqiT is sicruea~. ese igi, teritoriuli yofa Cveni aZlevs individualur Taviseburebas Cvens kulturul-civilizaciur Semoqmedebas.

Cven momwyvdeuli varT gansakuTrebul geologiur-geografiul pirobebSi da yvela Cvens idealebs, Cevns RmerTebs, gmirebsa da ocnebebs, yoveli Cveni nebisyofis gamocxadebasa da moZraobas aqvs bolos da bolos xasiaTi geotropiuli da teritoriuli.

s a q a rT v elo g e o g r a f i ul ad uswormasworo qveyanaa, mis yovel kuTxes aqvs Taviseburi geologiuri individualoba, imereTis fiziografia sul sxva aris, qarTl-kaxeTis – sul sxva; guriis buneba samegrelos bunebas ar waagavs, raWa-leCxumi tao-klarjeTisgan didad gansxvavdeba Tavis geografiul-geologiuri mokveTilobiT.

kuTxuri sxvaoba da Taviseburoba saqarTveloSi hqmnida mraval saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi kuTxur fsiqologias, provincialobis kults, gankerZoebisa da ganapirebis Cveulebebs.

marTalia, saSualo saukuneebSi es kuTxuri fsiqologia da provincializmi feodaluri saxelmwifoebrivi sistemis nayofi iyo ara marto CvenSi, aramed dasavleT evropaSic, saerTo movlena iyo kacobriobis istoriaSi; magram evropaSi feodalur sistemis rRvevas maSinaTve Tan dahyva saxelmwifoebrivi centralizacia, CvenSi kulturis centralizacias xels uSlida, garda Cveni miwa-wylis daxeTqilobisa, Cveni istoriuli bedic.

Cveni erovnuli kulturis saukeTeso wuTebi epizoduri xasiaTisaa: sistemuri xasiaTi Cvens civilizacias ara aqvs, aRmosavleTis urdoebi mosvenebas ar gvaZlevdnen, saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi Cvens ojaxsa da saxelmwifo dawesebulebebs aoxrebdnen; verc daviT aRmaSeneblis gamWriaxobam, verc Tamar mefis elvarebam ver Seqmnes sistema xangrZlivi da Seuwyveteli erovnuli kulturisa.

eri ibrZoda, sisxls aTxevda, magram uTanasworo brZolaSi xSirad m arcxd e bod a ; aR mo s a vleT id a n

Semodiodnen jalal-edinebi da Sah-abazebi, angrevdnen Cvens qalaqebsa da soflebs, itacebdnen saganZurebs.

mxolod, raki saqarTvelo ar warmoadgenda kulturul-civilizaciur erTeuls, raki saqarTveloSi ar arsebobda erTi centri erovnuli kulturisa, Cveni mtrebi Cvens samSobloSi SemosvliT, bolos da bolos, bevrs veras gvavnebdnen: marTalia, erT kuTxes aoxrebdnen da glejdnen, magram meore kuTxeSi TiTqos normalurad mimdinareobda kulturul-istoriuli muSaoba. skola, litaratura, diplomatia, xuroTmoZRvreba ganagrZnobdnen arsebobas da eri muSaobda, eri qmnida civilizaciur Rirebulebebs.

swored aman gadaarCina saqarTvelo ganadgurebas, daRupvas. warsulSi rom momxdariyo sruli centralizacia Cveni kulturisa, Cvens rasiul-erovnul arsebobas bolo moeReboda ise, rogorc moeRo bolo asurelebisa da elinebis arsebobas.

amgvarad, Cvens civilizaciurs provincializms, Cvens kulturul kuTxurobas hqonda dadebiTi xasiaTi, h qo nd a erTg v ar i m n i S v n elob a Cveni erovnuli arsebobisaTvis da dRegrZelobisaTvis.

magram amasve hqonda uaryofiTi xasiaTi _ es iyo mizezi Cveni istoriuli sisustisa da gaurkvevlobisa, es iyo upirvelesi mizezi imisa, rom miuxedavad Cveni kulturis originalobisa, msoflio istoriaSi, kacobriobis saerTaSoriso civilizaciur SemoqmedebaSi Cven ver davikaveT iseTi adgili, rogoric ekadreboda Cvens warsuls.

s ax elova n i warsuli gv a q v s , litaratura Cveni mdidaria, metyveleba f er ad i , m a gr a m s a erT a Sor i so TvalsazrisiT, mainc provincialebi varT;

Cveni rusTaveli didia Sinagani gancdiT, mxatvruli grZneulobiT, magram aligieris graandiozoba mainc Crdilavs mas kacobriobis istoriaSi.

vaJa-fSavelas aqvs goeTesa da Selis pansofiuri Tvisebebi, mas aqvs sakacobrio idealebis mSvenieri originaluri saxeebi, magram vaJa-fSavela mainc `pataraa~, mainc provincielia am sityvis tragediuli mniSvnelobiT, imitom, rom wuTisoflad istoriuli ukuRmarTobis wyalobiT `pataraa~, provinciulia mTeli saqarTvelo.

gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSiE

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Targmani ana axmatova

(1889-1966)

aCrdili

„ra icis erTma martoqalmasikvdilis Jamze?!“ *

o. mandelStami

gamorCeuli vardisferobiT,banovanobiT, eSxiT, simaRliT,risTvis meCvene, welTa siRrmidan,rad momagone profili Seni,karetis karis miRma rom krToda.zogTaTvis iyav TviT angelosi,zogTaTvis kidev frinveli ucxo.xolo poetma lels Segadara.da Sen ki yvelas, yvelas erTbaSadbneddi wamwamTa mwvelTa simuqiT,darialeli asuli nazi.hoi, aCrdilo! Sen momiteve,magram tarosma, naTlis mflobelma,Tan uZilobam, Tanac floberma,nagvianevma iasamanma,me gamaxsena mSveneba Seni,Seni uRrublo cxraas cameti,mzeTunaxavad Segracxes odes!..me ki, aseTi mogonebebiaRar Semferis, aCrdilo vgoneb!

________* mTargmnelis SeniSvna: igulisxmeba salome andronikaSvili – poetis megobari, Seqebuli oskar mandelStamis mier.

warwera wignze

„rasaca gascem Senia...“SoTa rusTaveli

sadauri sad vRaRadeb,damitana zvavma sadiT!me gasacems kvlavac gavcem, arc ra damikargavs amiT.

saukunod vrazav karebs,zamTari var axala TiTqos,magram mainc miwameben,magram Cems xmas yvela icnobs!

1959 weli

inglisuri poeziaTargmnairma jangiraSvilma

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gulo, modi, daviviwyoTRame marTlac saocari,siTbo delgmad movlenilida Tvalebi salocavi,magram gulo, amaoa,win ver aRudeqi Zalebs,Sen _ rogorc gsurs, moiqeci,me _ verafriT Sevicvale!..robert bernsi

* * *wvims... ho, isev wvimsda rogorc uwincremls magoneben cicqna wveTebi,mogixmob, geli, Tumca amaod,Sen Cemken aRar moixedebi...wlebi mohqrian, wleni, o, wlebi,ver mogabrune uxmo ZaxiliT,axla Sen mixmob; Cven Soris dro dgas,dro _ alesili, basri maxvili...dagagvianda! miwaze isevmidi-modian wvimis wveTebi,vici, marto xar da kvlav momixmob,dasakargavad ar gemetebi!da mainc, ukve veRar mogismen,me aRarafris ar msurs gageba,sul amaoa, im siyvaruliskvlav gaxseneba da qadageba...nuRar meZaxi, gadaviRale,erTgulebiT da uamindobiT,dagagvianda Zlier, Zvirfaso,dagagvianda, gesmis? _ mSvidobiT!Tomas muri

* * *reken da reken dausruleblad,TiTqos ixsneba zRapris karebi,kvlav maxseneben axalgazrdobasmwuxris zarebi, mwuxris zarebi;vgrZnob, Cauvlia bednierebasda mxiaruli erT dros gulebi,saflavSi wvanan _ simartovis Tucxovrebisagan gaTangulebi;ros Cemi wasvlis dadgeba jerida civ samares mivebarebi,kvlav imRereben sevdis simRerebs,mwuxris zarebi, mwuxris zarebi...

pol danberi

* * *sul mciredi ocneba dasul mciredi garja,xan tkivili, xan xalisi _ sixaruliT mfeni;cota brZola, cota dava da Tu rame darCa _amas hqvia, Cemo kargo, dRes, cxovreba Cveni!gazafxulis lurji dila ocnebebiT mavsebs,sixarulis sxivs riJraJze dabadebuls gvian,mogalobe Citunas Tu Tvalcimcima zecas,suyvelafers, Cemo kargo, siyvaruli hqvia...

emili dikinsoni

* * *qveynad aravis esmisvis veZeb, an vis vuxmob,mxolod buneba mSvidimealerseba uxmod;sanugeSod gwerT werils,(Tumc, nugeSs versad vxedav!),SemindeT, Tavxed gulmatrfoba rom gagibedaT...

uiliam bleiki

* * *siyvaruli ra aris?grZnoba RamismTeveli,qaris frTebiT dafrinavsfrTxili, SeumCneveli;roca gulma simRerawamoiwyo Tavidan,is Tavneba asulisizmariviT wavida;Tqmac ki ver movaswari,sevda ar mamyofina,siyvaruli martodensatanjveli yofila!..edit segali

* * *margalitis mZivebadbrwyinavs fanjris minaze,TiTqos, cidan Camohyvaangelozis sinazeda uamur SuadRiTviRac arxevs vercxlis sims,vzivar marto, gareT kiumowyalod wvims da wvims...pol danberi

* * *frTamotexil frinvels hgavsdRe _ ocnebis gareSe,unayofo mindorzeyinva dums moTareSe.nu, xels nu hkravT ocnebas,geyoT gambedaoba,natvramkvdari sicocxlemohgavs araraobas...tenis hudi

* * *Cveni xelebi kvlav Sexvdebian,ar Sexvdebian Cveni gulebi.o, megobrebo, JamTa svlisaganvarT samudamod dakargulebi;miyvardiT, hoi, rarig miyvardiT!getrfodiT krZalviT, mwamda yoveli,iwvimebs, albaT, TqvenTan Sexvedras,kvlavindeburad aRar moveli;ase yofila! bedis ganaCens,modiT, nurasdros davemdurebiT,Cveni xelebi kvlav Sexvdebian,ar Sexvdebian mxolod gulebi!..

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* * *poeti adami rodia – sulia oden!brma iyos Tundac viT homeros!..yru – viT beThoven...yvelafers xedavs uCinodac,uyurod esmis qveynad yoveli, –is grZneulia, yovlismpyrobeli!

* * *aq devniloba puSkinisa iRebs saTaves,aqve dasrulda

devniloba lermontovisa.aq Tavisuflad RaRaneben

mTis balaxebida erTaderTxel SeveswaritbasTan, daisze, CinarTa CrdilSirogor ganaba suli mTa-velma,da gaielves turfa Tamaris

ukvdavi metrfiswyurviliT savse didma Tvalebma.

1927 weli,kislovodski

* * * rogorRac moxerxda ganSorebada Rvelfic ganelda advilad.jalaTo Cemo, droa, morjuldeda Seiyvaro vinme namdvilad.me ki laRi var,

ca mandilad momixveviada Zilispiruls mimReris muza,dilaobiT ki Citunebi momaxareben,rom imedebma didebaSi CauSves Ruza.locvad da cremlad aRar vRirvar,Jami damdgomia foTolcvenis.Savi qarebi metyvian samZimars,guls gamixalisebs oqrosferi.da ganSorebas miviReb ise,rogorc malamos am javrisaTvis.miTxari, sxvas Tu gaimetebdi,am wamebisTvis, am jvarcmisaTvis?

1921 weli

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es Semodgoma, qvriviviT rom tiris da godebs, albaT igonebs qmris alerss da vnebian sityvebs.da imeorebs im sityvebs qari.ase iqneba, vidre RamiT ar mova Tovli,rogorc nugeSi da rogorc qmari...da miaZinebs cremlebTan omSi.Tu dagaviwyebs tkivils da gvemas,iqneb sicocxlec gaswiro da iZino TovlSi...

1921 weli

rusulidan Targmna nana RvinefaZem

hibridi

erTi ucnauri cxoveli myavs, naxevrad knuti, naxevrad _ cikani. es erTi samemkvidro wilia mamaCemis qonebidan. magram is mainc Cems dros ganviTarda, winaT ufro cikani iyo, vidre – knuti. Tumca axla orivesgan namdvilad bevri aqvs. katisagan Tavi da brWyalebi, ciknisgan simaRle da forma; orivesgan _ Tvalebi: veluri da cimcima; Tma-bewvi rbilia da mwirad dadebuli, moZraobebi, rogorc xtoma, aseve _ miparva. mzis naTebaSi fanjris rafaze mrgvaldeba da krutunebs, mdeloze ki mirbis, rogorc veluri da, Znelad Tu daiWer. katebs gaurbis, ciknebs surs Tavs daesxas. mTvarian RamiT saxuravis Rari misi usayvarlesi gzaa. knavili ar SeuZlia da virTxebi sZuls. saqaTmis gverdiT saaTobiT SeuZlia dadarajebuls wola, magram jerac ar usargeblia mkvlelobis SesaZleblobiT. me mas utkbesi rZiT vkvebav, igi xangrZlivi amosunTqviT isrutavs siTxes mtaceblis kbilebiT. raRa Tqma unda, es didi speqtaklia bavSvebisTvis. kviras, naSuadRevs stumrobis droa. me mxecuna samizneze myavs da mTeli samezoblos bavSvebi Cems irgvliv dganan.

am dros gansacvifrebeli kiTxvebi ismeba, romelsac vercerTi adamiani ver upasuxebs: ratom arsebobs aseTi cxoveli, raRa maincadamainc me myavs is, manamde Tu arsebobda aseTi cxoveli, rogor iqneba is sikvdilis Semdeg, martosulad grZnobs Tavs Tu ara, ratom ar hyavs knutebi, ra hqvia mas da ase Semdeg.

me ar virjebi pasuxebisTvis, vrceli ganmartebebis gareSe vkmayofildebi mxolod imiT, rom vaCveno is, rac me maqvs. zogjer bavSvebs katebi mohyavT _ erTxel, sxvaTa Soris, ori cikanic moiyvanes. magram maTi molodinis sapirispirod ̀ gacnoba~ ar moxda. cxovelebi erTmaneTs mSvidad, Sehyurebdnen nadiris TvalebiT da aSkarad ormxrivad iRebdnen TavianT yofnas, rogorc RvTaebriv saqmes. Cems wiaRSi nadiri arc SiSs, arc devnis netarebas icnobs. Cemze mokruli, Tavs grZnobs netarad.ufro ojaxisken

franc kafka (1883-1924)

iWers, romelmac is gamozarda. es, ara romeliRac uCveulo erTgulebaa, aramed namdvili instiqti cxovelis, rom dedamiwaze saxeldobr uTvalavi fexmZimobaa, magram albaT arcerTs sisxliT naTesavi ar hyavs da, amitom mfarveloba, rac man CvenTan i pova, wmindaa.

zogjer iZulebuli var gavicino, Tu me fexebze mikidebs, fexebs Soris dahqris da Cemgan mosaSorebeli sulac ar aris. ukmayofilo imiT, rom is cikani da kataa, surs lamis ZaRlic iyos. _ erTxel, roca me, rac diaxac yvelas SeiZleba SeemTxvas, Cems biznessa da yvelafers, rac amaze hkidia, gamosavlis povna aRar SeeZlo, yvelafris dangreva movindome da amgvar konstituciaSi Sin saqanela skamze nadiriT kalTaSi viweqi, iqve wveTavda, rogorc uecrad davinaxe, misi saSineli wverTmidan cremli. _ iyo is Cemi, iyo is misi? – hqonda am katas ciknis suliT adamianuri pativmoyvareobac? – bevri ar mimemkvidria mamaCemisgan, magram am samemkvidreo wils vtoveb saCveneblad.

mSfoTvareba orgvari aqvs Tavis TavSi, zogi katisgan da zogi ciknisgan, romlebic ase gansxvavdebian. amitom Tavisi kani misTvis ise viwroa. _ zogjer xteba is savarZelze, Cems gverdiT, ebjineba wina fexebiT Cems mxrebs da Tavisi drunCi Cems yurTan moaqvs. ise, TiTqos, es me rames unda meubnebodes, da sinamdvileSi iRuneba is Semdeg da Semomyurebs TvalebSi, STabeWdilebas rom daakvirdes, radgan Setyobineba CemTvis moamzada. da Tavaziani rom viyo, viqcevi ise, TiTqos raRac gavige, da Tavs viqnev. _ Semdeg xteba miwaze da cekvavs Cems irgvliv.

iqneb am cxovelisTvis yasabis dana xsna iqneboda, magram me mas, rogorc samemkvidros, amaze uari unda vuTxra. amitom unda velodo, sanam mas sunTqva TavisiT waerTmeva, Tu me is zogjer gamgebi adamianis Tvalebidanac Semomxedavs, romelnic gamgeb saqmeebs moiTxoven.

germanulidan Targmna xaTuna pataSurma

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`Sen, niWo, Cemo...~Tamar gabroSvili

TamaSi mzeze _ iq, sadac ca-metia

,,me gavuZRvebi win silamazes, jvridan rom moCans da guls aqanebs. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . es xom mamulis siyvarulia, es xom samSoblos sixarulia.”

lizi budaRaSvili

lizis Semoqmedebaze weras rom vapireb, vfiqrob, Zalian didi, TeTri furceli aviRo, radgan Zalian bevri rame meqneba dasaweri. amasve vfiqrob leqsis an zRapris daweris wina wamebSic, magram xSirad ise xdeba, rom leqsic da zRaparic Zalian mokle gamomdis. iseTi mokle, rom... goris mweralTa kavSiris Semadgenlobas, axalbeda poeti gogona Cemi patara leqsebiT rom gamovecxade da TandaTan maTi kidev Semokleba rom daviwye, SemoqmedebiTi gaerTianebis xelmZRvanelma, didma adamianma – poetma da dramaturgma vaJa dadianiZem mkiTxa, ra xdebao. me vuTxari, rac mTavaria, imas vwer, danarCenze, rac am sityvebis da azrebis iqiT igulisxmeba, mkiTxvelma ifiqros-meTqi. _ barem carieli furceli mogvitane da yvelafers Cven TviTon vifiqrebTo _ gulianad gaicina. es, ra Tqma unda, SesaniSnavi da Tan genialuri xumroba iyo. _ Cven, mkiTxvelebs Seni fiqris gzac gvainteresebso, _ miTxra.

kargiT, daviwyoT `fiqrobanas TamaSi~: ès cxovreba TamaSia... modi erTad viTamaSoT...“ès cxovreba dadgmaa, speqtaklia didi...nuTu amas ver vxvdebodiT? ra roli gaqvs, ici?~

_ amas fiqrobs lizi budaRaSvili, romelic amJamad, 2013 wels, mxolod 13 wlisaa (dabadebulia 13 marts); Tumca amasve fiqroben moxucebic, roca galeven sicocxlis gzas _ yvelaferi TamaSi yofila... Cven ki ra seriozulad vuyurebdiT yvelafers; ramdens vwuxdiT da vnerviulobdiTo.`Sen iyavi bavSvi, Sen iyavi sufTa, da amasTan erTad tyuilebis gudac;

es bavSvuri sisufTave badebs WeSmaritebas, romelsac advilad swvdebian patara bavSvebi da ,,didi bavSvebi”. lizis Zalian uyvars patara Tojinebi. Tavis oTaxSi saTamaSoebisTvis patar-patara samflobeloebi moawyo, sadac isini lizisTan erTad cxovroben _ TamaSoben fiqrobanas:

,,lamazia Cemi samyarotbaSi mocurave gedebiT; lamazia Cemi palitra, masze mravladaa ferebi...“ ,,lamazia Cemi melodia, vards xom lamazi aqvs eklebic;

lamazia Cemi saTamaSo,cecxlze mogizgize enebiT...lamazia Cemi samegobrodidi da gaSlili fesvebiT.”`lamazia Cemi saqarTvelo... sulmTlad lamazia sicocxle...~ _ ambobs

lizi da amiT, erTgvarad, gvaswavlis kidevac, vifiqroT sworad: `CemTvis yvelaferi lamazia!~ _ silamazis danaxva, aRmoCena da misiT aRtaceba SevZloT.

gansakuTrebiT amaRlebuli da amaRelvebelia lizis ,,saubrebi dedasTan”:

`_ deda, Zalian mexmarebi, yovelTvis meyvarebi!..“`mapatie, rom SensaviT gza jer ver gavanaTe, magram vecdebi, vecdebi...~ momavali TaobebisaTvis misabaZi iqneboda lizis saTuTi damokidebuleba

dedisadmi. dRes bevri mSobelia (zogadad, adamiani) mitovebuli ara marto Svilebisgan, aramed yvelasgan. roca adamians, Svilis saxiT, eguleba maradiuli, sando mcveli da sayrdeni, damerwmunebiT, es didi wyaloba da bednierebaa:

`lamaz kenWebs mogarTmev, Tan sul ferad-feradebsda Sens sufTa ocnebebsmale gagiferadeb... ,,... kidev erTxel makoceda arasdros ifiqro, rom iqnebi Sen marto...“es naTeli grZnoba CiraRdans hgavs, mTel cxovrebas rom anaTebs da adamians

keTilmsaxurebisTvis ganawyobs:,,dro isev qargavs, TiTqos Sen gbaZavs... magram iseTi naqargi ar gamosdis, rogoric Senia, radgan ukidegano siyvaruli mxolod SenSia! deda...“ gaixare, deda, aseTi madliani siyvaruliT rom aavse patara lizis guli; guli,

romelic dedis siyvarulidan qarTlis dedis da RvTismSoblis wilxvdomili samSoblos siyvarulamde gaizarda.

iqve _ `minda, rom mudam vrekavde samoTxis wminda eJvans.~...lizi budaRaSvili Tbilisis qarTul-amerikuli skolis me-8 klasis

warCinebuli moswavlea. maRali akademiuri moswrebis gamo skolam neba darTo, erTi akademiuri klasi eqsternad Caebarebina. skolis direqtori – mamuka mesxiSvili gansakuTrebul yuradRebas uTmobs warmatebul moswavles da iziarebs mis yovel gamarjvebas. lizimac icis, rom namdvili mamuliSvili, pirvel yovlisa, codnis saganZurs unda eziaros.

`didi mravlismetyveli sityvaa es musika, ara?.. fortepiano da roiali erTnairi fenomenia. roialis jadosnuri bgerebi xaverdovania, vidre rigiTi fortepianosi. roiali iseTi daxvewili, iseTi aristokratiulia... (,,me da Cemi fortepian~) _ ambobs z. faliaSvilis saxelobis #1 centralur samusiko saswavlebelis (niWierTa aTwledis) me-7 klasis moswavle. profesor aleqsandre garberis sasaxelod unda iTqvas, rom lizi amJamad ukve 4 saerTaSoriso pianistTa konkursis laureatia. paralelurad, amave saswavlebelSi eufleba kompoziciis xelovnebas kompozitor meri daviTaSvilis xelmZRvanelobiT; wers musikalur nawarmoebebs. amasTanave, lizi swavlobs saqarTvelos respublikur samxatvro saswavlebelSi, pedagog gulo maCaiZis klasSi. lizi madlierebiT ixsenebs yvela pedagogs, vinc ki aziarebs mecnierebisa da xelovnebis Rrma saidumloebebs.

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lizi mraval samxatvro gamofenaSi monawileobda. gansakuTrebiT sainteresoa sapatriarqos mier gamarTul konkursebze Seqmnili misi religiuri namuSevrebi:

,,lamazia Cemi istoria,rogorc daxunZluli mtevnebi;lamazia Cemi monatreba,ukan maxedeben freskebi.“funjis Tamami monasmebiT, ferTa TamaSiT, ideurad gamarTuli lizis ,,sufTa

namuSevreb~ missave filosofiur miniaturaSic ,,dialogi mxatvarTa~ aris gamofenili:

,,momkali, magram xeliT ara, feriT momkali... mTxove, oRond daCoqviT ara, feriT mTxove; Semisrule, oRond saqmiT ara, feriT Semisrule; mamogzaure, magram transportiT ara, feriT mamogzaure~.. kiTxulob lizis ,,faifuris Tojina~ da fiqrob, adamianebic xSirad am TojinebiviT arian _ gaSeSebulni, civi, uemocio, gayinuli saxeebiT da arafris da aravis danaxva ar SeuZliaT. gaiRimeT, adamianebo, ,,igrZeniT samyaros arseboba~! lizi 8 wlidan wers. igi poeziisa da literaturis 4 saerTaSoriso konkursis gamarjvebulia.

,,win didi gzaa... rogor gavivli am gzaze? valmoxdilad? ise, rogorc RvTis Svils Seefereba? me movindomeb, Sevecdebi, vicxovreb ise, rom Cemi yoveli dRe ukanasknels hgavdes, radgan mjera, rom Tu ase vivli, es gza ar damTavrdeba.”.. (,,Cemi cxovrebis gza~)

dalocvili iyos Zvirfasi _ poeturi, zRapruli, musikaluri Tu ferweruli TvlebiT akiafebuli lizis cxovrebis gza da misi samkiTxviani gamocanac sworad amoxsnili:

,,Tu ginda, axla me vatareb, momeci!_ ratom? _ vici, rom mZimea, getkineba kiseri!_ da rogor mogce?_ Cveulebrivad... ubralod gamande! _ ara! ara! ver getyvi... isev me vatareb! _ kargi, rogorc ginda. _ da Seni momeci!

_ ara, iyos…Cemi msubuqia;_ yvela?_ ki, yvela.avtori _ razea saubari???~P.S. werili is iyo davasrule, rom lizim axali zRaprebi wamakiTxa. imdenad

momewona, survili gamiCnda, Tqvenc gagiziaroT da mogilocoT, rom qveynierebas kidev erTi lamazi mezRapre _ lizi budaRaSvili Seemata! amjerad gTavazobT lizis erT zRapars.

rogor gaCnda zRapari

didi xnis winaT, aqedan Zalian Sors arsebobda ulamazesi qveyana, sadac mxolod saocrad keTili arsebebi cxovrobdnen: feriebi, elfebi, jujebi, devebi, princesebi, princebi, mfrinavi cxenebi, drakonebi, molaparake cxovelebi da a.S. am qveyanaSi simSvide sufevda, aravin aravis eCxubeboda, aravis mtrobda da cxovrobdnen tkbilad da bednierad. feriebis dabadebis dRis aRsaniSnavad caze cisartyela gamoCndeboda xolme.Yam lamaz qveyanaSi yvelas sakuTari saxli hqonda. ai, magaliTad feriebi Saqaryinulis sasaxleebSi cxovrobdnen, elfebi _ yvavilebSi, jujebi _ patara qoxebSi, princesebi da mfrinavi cxenebi brolis sasaxleebSi. am zRapruli qveynidan Zalian Sors arsebobda boroti dedoflis samflobelo. misi erTaderTi da auxdeneli ocneba zRapruli samefos

dapatroneba iyo. mas surda, rom iqauroba xelSi Caegdo, zRapruli arsebebi mosamsaxureebad gaexada da TviTon am qveynis dedofali gamxdariyo, magram es ocneba vera da ver aexdina.

erT dResac borotma dedofalma mtkiced gadawyvita, rom gamgzavrebuliyo zRaprul qveyanaSi, iq Tavisi jadoqrobiT dapatroneboda mas, gabatonebuliyo da sakuTari, yvelasgan miviwyebuli CaSavebuli borotebis qveyana samudamod daetovebina. gamgzavrebamde man keTil arsebebs Setyobineba gaugzavna, romlebmac am ambis gagebis Semdeg sabrZolo jaris Segroveba gadawyvites. jarSi midioda yvela, visac ki Zala da Rone hqonda: princebi, jujebi, devebi, Zlieri vefxvebi da bajbaja daTuniebi... Bborot dedofals Tavidan jarma winaaRmdegoba gauwia da qveyanaSi ar SeuSva. amis Semdeg gaafTrebulma dedofalma Tavisi jadoqrobiT moindoma maTi damorCileba; man kargad icoda, rom es keTili arsebebi borotebas borotebiT ar upasuxebdnen da aucileblad damarcxdebodnen.…marTlac man SeZlo yvelas mojadoveba, Semdeg gadaSala erTi sqeli, carieli wigni da yvela Sig Casva. Mmxolod erTi TeTri mtredi SemTxveviT gadaurCa jadoqris klanWebs. igi erTaderTi mowme gaxda Tavisi moZmeebisTvis am saSineli ganaCenis gamotanisa. ...borot dedofals mtredis gadarCena ar SeuniSnavs; wigni ki feriebis sasaxleSi saimedo adgilas hqonda Senaxuli, yovel diliT akiTxavda mas, gadaSlida, aTvalierebda da am dros misi saSineli, amazrzeni xarxari qveynierebas ayruebda. jadoqarma Tavisi borotebis qveynidan aq sacxovreblad megobrebic SemoierTa…da ase gadioda dro. wignSi damwyvdeulma zRaprulma arsebebma ki iq ganagrZes keTili saqmeebis keTeba.

mtreds gadawyvetili hqonda, radac ar unda dajdomoda, efrina Zalian Sors dedamiwisken da iq mcxovrebi bavSvebisTvis ecnobebina am wignis arsebobis Sesaxeb; iqneb bavSvebs TavianTi codniT moexerxebinaT daxmareba da am jadoqrobisgan qveynis ganTavisufleba.

gadioda dReebi, Tveebi, wlebi, magram zRaprul qveyanaSi borot megobrebTan erTad darCenili boroti jadoqari, ara da ar kvdeboda. Tavis Tavs jadoqrobiT iaxalgazrdavebda. Sors gafrenili mtredi ki arada ar Canda. amasobaSi dedamiwaze gaCndnen Zalian Wkviani bavSvebi, romelTac SeeZloT TavianTi codniT da WkuiT gamarjvebebis miRweva. maT dasaxmareblad bevri akiTxavda. da ai, mtredmac, daRlil-daqanculma, rogorc iqna, miaRwia maTTan. bavSvebi daadgnen zRapruli qveynis gzas da codniTa da gamWriaxobiT SeZles iqamde miRweva. bavSvebi zomiT imdenad didebi iyvnen, rom sasaxleSi, sadac adre feriebi cxovrobdnen, erTi xeli Zlivs eteodaT. amitom boroti dedoflis damwyvdeva ar gasWirvebiaT. daatyveves boroti dedofali da aiZules Tavisive jadoqrobiT gaenTavisuflebina wlobiT wignSi Camwyvdeuli arsebebi; magram dedofali imdenad boroti aRmoCnda da imdenad ar surda amis gakeTeba, rom motyuebiT Tavis borot sulebTan erTad TviTonac jadoqrobiT im wignSi SeZvra samudamod da ganTavisuflebis gasaRebi Tan waiyola.

gawbilebulma bavSvebma es didi zRapris wigni dedamiwaze wamoiRes.swored amitomaa zRaprebSi keTilisa da borotis brZola _ iq Camwyvdeul

keTil arsebebs gamudmebiT siborote rom ebrZvis. maTi erTmaneTTan urTierTobis yoveli ambavi _ erTi axali zRaparia. TeTri mtredi ki Tavs dastrialebs dedamiwas, zogjer informaciebis gadatanasac andoben _ igi xom saocrad erTguli da keTilia. zRaprebs ki bavSvebi interesiT ecnobian _ es xom im Soreul qveyanaSi sinamdvileSi momxdari ambebia borotTa da keTilTa cxovrebidan.

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sabavSvo mwerali dodo ximSiaSvili 90 wlisaa. am TariRTan dakavSirebiT gamomcemloba `bakmma~ dastamba misi moTxrobebis krebuli `yoCivardebi~, romlis SesavalSic mwerali gveubneba: mTeli cxovrebis manZilze, Tugind sulieri m ery eobis J a ms ac ki swored bavSvobis naTeli mogonebebi ewinaaRmdegebian adamianis sulis damangrevel Zalebs... swored isini arian fuZemdebeli sikeTisa, rac adamians afxizlebs da agrZnobinebs, rom kidev SeuZlia sikeTe akeTos, Seewiros iq, sadac saWiroa da araadamianur saqciels gaecalos...

swored ase icxovra Rvawlmosilma mweralma, 1942 wlis ajanyebis Taosnis, erovnuli gmirisa da niWieri mwerlis kote ximSiaSvilis dam. kote ximSiaSvili 1942 wels daxvrites da swored dodo ximSiaSvilis Tavganwirvis Sedegad igi reabilitirebuli iqna sikvdilis Semdeg.

debiutiTornike narozauli

Tornike narozauli daibada 1994 wlis 15 ivliss dedofliswyaros ra ion is sofel g a m arjv e b aS i . warmoSobiT xevsuria, arxotidan.…

daamTavra Tbilisis 89-e sajaro skola, swavlis gagrZelebas apirebs ivane javaxiSvilis saxelobis Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetSi.

Zvirfaso mariam

Zvirfaso mariam, rogor brZandebiT?

ar mogiweriaT ramdeni xania,

TbilisSi aprili dagvidga TavdebiT,

da rogorc quCaSi,

sulSic wvims, mariam.

elvaa zecaSi, Weqa da quxili,

qalaqi wvimebis surneliT mTvralia,

me Tqveni dakargvis momawva wuxili,

amitom mogwereT, Zvirfaso mariam.

gavbede da leqsad mogwereT Tavxedma,

drom Cemi cxovreba ra rigad aria,

diliT ki Tqveni Tma

sawolze ar mxvdeba,

arc Tqveni sicili ar mesmis, mariam.

ramdenjer sikvdilis sudara viTxove,

es albaT bavSvuri sisustis bralia,

yovelRam TviTmkvleli fiqrebi mixmoben,

yovelRam vkvdebi da vcocxldebi,

mariam!

wvims, rogorc im RamiT,

Cumad, rom giTxariT,

CurCuliT _ miyvarxar,

miyvarxar mariam,

mere Tqven waxvediT,

dasrulda sizmari,

me quCas gavyevi, svelsa da qarians.

Zvirfaso mariam,

Tqvens mandils vinaxav,

niavs ar vakareb, sul Tavze vevlebi,

nu dardobT, tkivili

me bevri minaxavs,

wvims, rogorc im RamiT

gegonaT cremlebi.

merwmuneT ar vtiri,

ar vtiri mariam,

Cemi xsna qristea da misi jvaria!

mivdivar

vemSvidobebi Cemi soflis yvela Saragzas,yvela suliers Tu usulos, yvela arsebul,an ar arsebul (jer) momaval drois Tanamgzavrs,da vtoveb sofels, cis daRvrili cremliT avsebuls.mivdivar, mSvidad mivuyvebi kaklis derefans,ukan warsuli amedevna, TiTis wverebze,momdevs... mivdivar... mivdivar dacremli mereva,minda gaviqce fexSiSveli cvrian velebze.gadavirbino dedamiwa, mzes davewio,Tmaze movqaCo, avuwiTlo simwriT Rawvebi,mercxlis bartyiviT avfrTxialde, zecas vewvio,mere? _ mere saflavSic uxmod Cavwvebi!magram mivdivar, da mxolodRafiqrad momyveba,es ocnebebi siymawvilis _ anu balRobis(Cvilis gabmuli tiriliviT zed rom momeba),mivdivar, radgan aq darCenis Zala ar myofnis.

amas sjobia

Temur CalabaSvilierTi leqsi

mweralTa erovnulma akademiam dodo ximSiaSvils mweralTa saxlSi sagangebo Sexvedra gaumarTa da misi iubile aRniSna.

mwerali sikeTis SuqiT...

iseTi cxeni rad ginda,laSqarSi ara xviodes,iseTi mefe rad ginda,mxedarT ar miuyiodes.iseTi miwa rad ginda,sxvis xelSi gadadiodes.amas sjobia, qarTvelisamzeos ar dadiodes.

iseTi guli rad ginda,gqondes da ara gtkiodes,iseTi Tvalnic davsilan,cremli ar CamosdiodeT.iseTi xmali rad ginda,mterTan Seyra ar Siodes,iseTi Svili rad ginda,samSoblo ara stkiodes,

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ar vici

`..me rom gafrena ar SemiZlia,es ukve niSnavs gardacvalebas~...

terenti graneli

ver vwvdebi zecas, irgvliv nislia,ver gavurbivar uxmo wamebas,me rom sikvdili ar SemiZlia,es ukve niSnavs gardacvalebas.ucxo var, ucxo caTa mxareSi,mze qofakiviT dageSilia,ufalo, davrCi me Sens gareSe _sul carieli da meSinia.wvims Tvalebidan, dauSreteladcremlebi, da xels veRar SevuSli,sisxli ZarRvebSi aRar meteva,aRar meteva suli sxeulSi.aris sibnele, aris wameba,cxramzisTvalebi veRar micvnia,da iqneb niSnavs gardacvalebas,SenTan mosvla rom ar SemiZlia.viT eSafotze _ vdgavar stovaSi,angelozebis Tavsxma wvimaSi,marto var me _ Cems simartoveSi,`da kvlav marto var

me _ Cems winaSe.~cidan daxocil bavSvebs isvrian,TiTqos jvarcmulis tkivils

ganvicdi,da me rom sunTqva ar SemiZlia, es ra jandabas niSnavs, ar vici.

erTi dRis dRiurimzea.ca cisferia.Rrubeli TeTri.dila.oTxSabaTi.oTxi aprili.saxlma gaaxila Tvalebi da piridaaRo, avdeqi. Sevtri _aldi aRmosavleTiT, vloculob locvebs.mrcxvenia Cemi Sesvaruli azrebis gamo.locvas vamTavreb, imediT, rom is Zalas momcems,vinc miwa mogvca, samoTxidan gamogdebulebs.

vuyureb oTaxs. daviRale.gavdivar gareT. veferebi mezoblis ZaRlebs.fexebTan guli damivarda. davixare.ver movaswari (ZaRlebma daRrRnes).vbrundebi saxlSi. veferebi narcisebs. veZeb.vkiTxulob _ granels, amaRlobels, viions, petefs...mzea.ca lurjia.Rrubeli Savi.dResac miwaze miwevs darCena,vgrZnob, mis winaSe var damnaSave,vinc _ miwa, mze da Zec ki mogvca gadasarCenad!

sulis simRera

vdgavar Sens winaSe, am Tavsxma wvimaSi,da TiTebs mlocveli qaliviT vaerTeb,wveTebi Camdian Tmebidan yvrimalSi,mzeo TibaTvisav! amodi! aenTe!rameTu vaSeneb akldamebs, saSinelRameebs uSenod ar unda gavuZlo!wveTebi damklaven, damklaven maSinve,rogorc ki TeTr iebs muxlebze dagiwyob.gansrulda wvimaSi locvebi asulTa,da Seni Tvalebis mzeebi qrebian,(jvridan uyurebda da mainc ar sZulda,es misi cremlebiT nakveTi Sreebia.)davmale xelebi jibeSi, xvelebiTmivyvebi saxlisken qvafenils, wvimians,fexebs mikocnian iesos mkvlelebi,albaT ocdaaTi Zalian Zviria.gaaRe karebi! xalaTis amara,mZinare TvalebiT minda, rom mxedavde,gamodi! datove, eg bneli samare!me var am wiTeli meranis mxedari.daZlie SiSi da xelaxla iSvebi,bages daafare siwmindis bindebi,wamodi! sivrceTa mgosani giSveli,sicocxlis maxviliT dagicav, gpirdebi!

daRlili Tvalebi, miwamde daxrili,meZavis nayidi siwmindis magier,namcecebs eZeben, mSieri ZaRliviTda mere sakuTar namcecebs dagvian.yelamde savse var sikvdilis imediT,iq Cveni Svilebis sulebi gvelian,Camodi Rrublidan, aq aris.mivediT.Sexede! es kaci samoTxis mcvelia.Caicvi es zeca, beWebze moicvi,me sxivebs movitan da kocons davanTeb,sanam mamaCveni CvenTvis ar moiclis,aq yofna mogviwevs manamde.elvarebs koconi, kivis da Srialebs,me TiTebs mlocveli qaliviT vaerTeb,_ Seminde, ufalo, Tu davagviane,sxeulSi viyavi da cota gaverTe.

wasvla

dganan devebiviT korpusebi,ar gvaqvs bednieri dasasruli,zogjer ise Zlier momsurdebi,aRarsaiTa maqvs wasasvleli.Tvalni zecis iqiT gadivlian,mxolod cremlebi Tu gamaCerebs,mosvla xom yovelTvis advilia,wasvla _ sasikvdilo ganaCeni!tuCze cremlisferi mZivebia,Tvalidan tkiviliT mocelili,`martos arasodes gZinebia,Cemi neknisgan xar mozelili.~yelze Cemi sunTqva gamCnevia(kidev bevrgan iyo dasamCnevi),Sen ici, gaqceva ar mCvevia,magram aRarsad maqvs dasarCeni.haeri nostalgiiT dainaRma,Tvalebi cremlebiT damimZimdnen,am tkivils verafriT dainaxav,am tkivils unda ganicdide!sulsTurmegafrenasdomebia,damWknari

xorcisagangansxvavebiT,cremlebi daxocili grZnobebia,TvalebSi mokiafe varskvlavebi.dganan devebiviT momxdurebi,ar gvaqvs bednieri dasasruli,zogjer ise Zlier momwyurdebi,aRarsaiTa maqvs wasasvleli.

* * *sulSi wvims,gareT SeiZleba daric ari,sul SiSi? geyofa!Seni saqarTvelo daicavi!qari qris(rogorc galaktions uxaroda...),daviwvi uSenobiT, ufalo, da..damewva mama-papaT adaTebi,sisxliT Senaxuli tradicia.gavcvalo sxvaSi Cemi ca da mTebi?sxvebma siyvaruli sad ician?sxvebma sad ician rusTaveli(bnelaa? Wkua da goni dailia?)?sxvebi ar arian ukvdavebi,radgan ar hyoliaT maT ilia,radgan ar hyoliaT maT Coxeli,radgan ar hyoliaT dadiani.didostatis rad Rirs marto xeli?!rad Rirs marto anton martyofeli?!sxvebi mkvdar Svilebze dadian da...uyvarT (ras izamen), siaruli,fexebze hkidiaT tradicia,sxvebma ar ician siyvaruli!sxvebma siyvaruli ar ician!sulSi wvims,gareT SeiZleba daric ari,sul SiSi? geyofa!Seni saqarTvelo daicavi!Seni adaTebi daicavi!Seni miwa-wyali daicavi!Seni ca da mTebi daicavi!da iyavi.

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`...SemomTavaza xelmklavi fiqrma~Tamaz sanebliZe

2006 wlis oqtombris miwuruli iyo, mis leqsebze dawerili Cemi mokrZalebuli scenari moiwones da dRis sinaTlec ixila... mere yvelaferma Zalian kargad Caiara; RonisZiebis monawileebma, mayurebelma, damdgmelma-reJisorma (batoni grigol CigogiZe)... kmayofilebiT datova darbazi; fuSetze ar davrCi... saRamos, mogvianebiT, nanam sayvedurebiT amavso, erTi wuTiTo da yurmili axla meuRles gadasca; manac ar daayovna... Tumca, es ukve poezia gaxldaT: `...sarkeebiani darbazis _ sarkis yvela natexSi geZebdi, sad damekarge?!~

vici, yvelas Tavisi mosagonari eqneba am pirovnebisadmi; sakuTari damokidebuleba baton Tamaz sanebliZis Semoqmedebisadmi...

... maRali, warmosadegi kaci iyo; Tbilisur-inteligenturi, dasavlur-imeruli, keTilSobili RimiliTa da uTbilesi mzeriT... eqimi da poeti, karga xnis manZilze `vrceli saavadmyofos~ xelmZRvaneli...

mis leqsebze simRerebi Seqmnes qalbatonembma: marika kvaliaSvilma, rusudan sebiskveraZem, liliko nemsaZem, batonebma _ vaJa azaraSvilma, jarji maRalaSvilma...

misTvis Tbil sityvebsa da mxarSi dgomas ar iSurebdnen batonebi: Wabua amirejibi, guram doCanaSvili, zaur gomarTeli, iuri CaCxiani... sxvebi da sxvebi.

qalbatoni lamara kikilaSvilis TaosnobiT, saqarTvelos radiom vrceli gadacema moamzada, romelSic misi saTayvanebeli pedagogi qeTevan ananiaSvili da poeti, literatori, q albatoni Tam ar jav axiSvili monawileobdnen.

poetis leqsebis krebulis ̀ Tbiliss~ _ bolosityvaobaSi qalbatoni Tamari

xsovnis kandeli

mze acilebda

wers: _ `Tuki Cvenma drom _ ase wamxdarma, dabneulma da usaxurma _ aseTi sufTa da Tavanakara siyvaruliT savse poezia aRmoacena, Cans kidev unda gvqondes imedi, rom qarTvelebi erTmaneTs vi poviT, rom RmerTi marTlac ar gagvwiravs. erTic _ Tamaz sanebliZes, rogorc poets, Tavisi kuTvnili bewvis xidi gavlili aqvs da, vfiqrob, araerTxel kidev gaivlis aseve Rirseulad~.

vwer... ar vCqarob... xandaxan Tvali raRac umisamarTo wertilisken miSterdeba; amasobaSi wertili diddeba da wriul diskos emsgavseba, romelSic erTmaneTs enacvlebian poetis leqsebidan gamoparuli striqonebi: èrTi Tbili sityva Tqvi da Cemi guli Senia~... `rac davTese, imas vimki, gulcelqi da TmaWaRara~...

TvalnaTliv vxedav, mTawmindis ubanSi, kote mesxis #16-Si, ezos WiSkarTan SeCerebul mamakacs:

`Zveli saxlis naxva minda, gadavxvie xeli fiqrebs,

Tamaz sanebliZe

avuyevi aRmarTs dinjad, Cems bavSvobas movakiTxe... nacnobebi gamqraliyvnen, patarebi gazrdiliyvnen, Zvels aravin TamaSobda, sxva TamaSiT garTuliyvnen~... `mere davdinjdi, movedi gonze, mogonebebi mkrTalad maTovda... warmovidgine sarecxis Tokze CamoxrCobili Cemi bavSvoba~...

_ raodeni nostalgia da guliswyvetaa...mis poeziaSi xom sevdisa da

gulwrfelobis siyvaruliani misamarTebia, romelTac aseTi rudunebiTa da tkiviliT, xanac sixaruliT ixsenebs; kaci, romlisTvisac Cveulebrivi Sexvedra imdenad Zvirfasia, rom natvriT ambobs:

`...kviraSi erTxel mainc SevxvdeT`birJaze~ isev,

Torem mowyenil beber WadrebsCamoeZinaT...

Torem qalaqi gacivda da feri ecvala!~

qalaqi ki misTvis gansxvavebuli rangis siyvaruli gaxldaT, gamorCeuli, saTayvano: `Tu qalaqeli ZilSic ar fiqrobs misi qalaqi risi Rirsia, Tuki Tbilisma dakarga siTbo, maSin Tbilisi ra Tbilisia!~ `roca WaRara SegeparebaT, ganisldebian wlebi ancobis, roca sidinje SegeparebaT, _ roca daiwyebT tkbobas kacobiT... Tqvenac CemsaviT mogenatrebaT Tqveni bavSvobis deda-Tbilisi!~ `gulwrfelad vityvi, pasuxi kiTxvis : ratom da risTvis miyvars Tbilisi, erTi maqvs marto, erTi maqvs marto, Zalze ubralo, Zalze martivi: _ sicocxle miyvars, hoda _ Tbilisi, Cemi sicocxlis aris nawili!~...

poeti deduleTs _ siyvaruls Tanabrad unawilebs da saocari sinaziT efereba:

`wiTelkiWa broweuli, yviTelTava zafrana,kbilebgafSvnil naquCaliT gavsebula kalaTa...dResac Tbilad magondeba Znel-Jams bostnis baraqa, _civi mWadi, cota yvelic, prasi _ Tavze sayrelad...Cemo tkbilo deduleTo, Cemi qveda saqara,

guli isTe arsad celqobs, isTe, ravarc aqana!~`guli dRemde Tu vargoobs, siyvaruliT Tu aivso, Tu vxarob da vxalisob, SeniT, _ Cemo quTaiso!~

ramxela tkivili da sinanulia wasuli wlebis armobrunebis: _ `dro swrafad garbis, WaRara bardnis, garbis da sasruls uaxlovdeba~... ̀ RrublebTan erTad mihqonda sadRac qars siWabukis wlebi da mihyveboda saocar dardad gasaavdreblad cremli~...

imis fiqric hqonda _ rogor, ranair kacs dauZaxebdnen, arada yvelaferi isedac naTeli iyo... amaze pasuxs misi gasxivosnebuli anfasi Tavad iZleoda: _ àseTi var, rac var es var... mxrebSi gamSlis siamaye, oRond naRdi kaci merqvas~...

erqva, iyo... amas adasturebdnen ubnelebi, skolelebi, kurselebi, kolegebi, nacnobebi... misi imerlebi _ imereTi!..

amas adasturebda 19 Tebervlis dRec...

d ilid a n uJ mur ad g aT e nd a ; Tovlnarev wvimas minebeboda qalaqi... guli momewura _ ra dros es iyo?! _ gavifiqre da fanjaras guldawyvetili movcildi...

mere saaTi saaTs misdevda . . . vimedovnebdi, imedi mqonda... _ manac ar daayovna, dRis or saaTze Rrublebi sadRac gadaikargnen, ca gaixsna, gamoidara!

samgloviaro ceremonia dasasruls miuaxlovda... misTvis Cveuli, mSvidi RimiliT emSvidobeboda batoni Tamazi Tavis siyvarulebs _ nanas, qeTis, SviliSvilebs, naTesavebs, maxloblebs; mis sapativsacemod mosul sxvadasxva asakisa da profesiis adamians...

mocartis `reqviemSi~ CaZirul, valmoxdil poets sayvareli Tbilisis mze miacilebda Seucnobel, axal samzeosken; rusTavelze umweod iSmuSnebodnen Sewuxebuli Wadrebi... mTebze Tovli damdnariyo... Sandali nel-nela nTqavda cremlCamomdinare sanTlebs...

paradoqsebiT savse qalaqs kidev erTi, sakuTari moleqse da momferebeli daaklda!..

leila qitoSvili

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goderZi Coxelma uzarmazari literaturuli da kino Semoqmedeba dagvitova. me arc filologi var, arc kinomcodne, magram ufalma wyaloba moiRo Cemze, misi amqveyniuri cxovrebis bolo wlebi masTan da mis ojaxTan erTad gavatare. goderZi Coxeli iSviaTi Semoqmedi da Cveni Tanamedroveobis udidesi adamiania. iSviaTad minaxavs masaviT usazRvro siyvarulis mqone pirovneba.

jer kidev mis sicocxleSi gamiCnda idea, Camewera im adamianTa monaTxrobi, vinc masTan muSaobda, an ubralod icnobda mas da Semeqmna misi biografiuli portreti, Tumca goderZim, m isi Tavmdablobidan gamomdinare, amis ufleba ar momca.

goderZis gardacvalebis Semdeg misi meuRlis, nino melaSvilis TxovniT daviwye Canawerebis Seqmna. Tavidan vwerdi Cveulebriv, yofiT ambebs, sxvadasxva istoriebs. mogvianebiT es Canawerebi Seivso goderZisTan daaxloebuli adamianebis Zalian saintereso da mniSvnelovani mogonebebiT. gasuli wlis dekemberSi, erT wignad Sekruli es mogonebebi, gamomcemloba ̀ saunjes~ daxmarebiT, wignad gamoica.

aRmosavleTis mTaSi gamorCeuli, RvTiuri madliT dabadebul adamians nawilians eZaxian. goderZi nawiliani iyo da masze mogonebebis wignsac swored ase ewodeba.

`nawiliani~ didi interesiT sargeblobs goderZi Coxelis cxovrebisa da Semoqmedebis damfasebelTa Soris. wignis pirveli wardgineba moxda samebis sakaTedro taZarSi, Semdeg ivane javaxiSvilis saxelobis Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetis pirvel korpusSi, onis kulturis centrSi, qalaqis mTavar biblioTekaSi, duSeTis kulturis centrSi, goris saxelmwifo universitetSi. dagegmilia kidev araerTi Sexvedra.

sazogadoebis amgvari interesi misi cxovrebisa da Semoqmedebis mimarT erTxel kidev adasturebs, rom goderZi mudam iqneba qarTvelTa sulebSi. igi movida dasabamidan da Tavisi suli yvaviliviT mogvarTva mTel kacobriobas.

gTavazobT goderZi Coxelze ramdenime mogonebas, romlebic pirvelad àneulis~ furclebze qveyndeba.

nino zedelaSvili

lukas diplomi

2007 wlis zafxuli iyo. luka sadiplomo Temaze muSaobda. orwliani samagistros sakmaod rTuli kursi daxura da sadiplomo Temis didi nawilic daamuSava. ninoc exmareboda. masalis raRac nawili rusulad iyo. me swrafad vTargmnidi da cota mivexmare lukas. vkarnaxobdi, is werda (weras ver vitan). mZime avadmyofobis miuxedavad (ver sunTqavda, saSinlad gaxda), goderZi gverdidan ar gvSordeboda. interesiT gvismenda da SigadaSig komentarebs da sakuTar daskvnebs urTavda, ra Tqma unda, Zalian Wkvianurs. saerTaSoriso politikur sakiTxebSi ise kargad erkveoda, ucxos politologi egoneboda. goderZi amayobda, rom luka prestiJul magistraturas amTavrebda. Svilebi misTvis uzenaesi iyo.

nikas gadarCenili goderZi

moswavlisagan rom wamovedi, gulma raRac dardianad momwiwkna da pirdapir goderZisTan Cavedi. kari nikam gamiRo, TviTon iwva.

_ nino, kinaRam movkvdi._ ratom, genacvale!_ ra vici aba, xel-fexi jer gamicxelda, mere ise gameyina, megona vkvdebodi,

davweqi, magram ver gavTbi, kidev kargi, nikuSa movida, masaJi gamikeTa, Tavisi xelebiT gamiTbo gayinuli terfebi, etyoba sisxli amoZravda da gavTbi. nika rom ar yofiliyo, movkvdebodi.

_ mogikvdes Cemi Tavi!goderZi iRimeboda, nikuSas xelebis siTbom Zala daubruna. mis siyvaruls

Svilebis mimarT sazRvari ar hqonda.

xinklebisa da yaraulobis ambavi

ninom damireka mezoblisgan da mTxova, cota xniT goderZisTan davrCeniliyavi. im periodSi depresia gauZlierda da xSirad iwva, ase ufro daculad grZnobda Tavs. fanjarasTan misvlis eSinoda, rom im meore `me~-s xeli ar ekra da merve sarTulidan ar gadaegdo.

ninos dedis _ naTela deidas dabadebis dRe iyo. nino verc goderZis tovebda, da dedisTvisac undoda esiamovnebina. uars rogor vetyodi. saswrafod xinklebi movaxvie da xuTi saaTisaTvis, rogorc ninom mTxova, Cavedi. qvabiT cxel-cxeli xinklebi mivitane, goderZi ar unda mimxvdariyo, sadarajod rom mivedi. xinklebis danaxvaze sawolze wamojda da gaxarebulma miTxra: uh, pirdapir Cems gulSi ijeqi, Tu ra iyo. guSin mTeli dRe Tavis mokvlaze vfiqrobdi, Tan SualedebSi xinkali menatrebodao. mec gamixarda, Cemdauneburad, survili rom Sevusrule.

uceb mkiTxa:_ mag xinklebSi Roris xorci xom ar urevia?_ ki, cota._ eh, ver SevWam.gavSri._ ratom?_ rom SevWamo, naRvela amtkivdeba.etyoba ise wamixda xasiaTi, rom xvewna damiwyo:_ Sen Wame da gamixardebao.nino wavida dedasTan, me davamSvide, ar iCqaro, vilaparakebT da gaerToba-meTqi.erTi xinkali SevWame goderZis xaTriT. velaparake Cems kaxel mezoblebze,

raWvelebze, Cems axalgazrdobaze, ra vici, rac gamaxsenda, yvelaferze veWikWike. interesiT mismenda. mere mTxova, me Tvalebs davxuWav da Seni leqsebi wamikiTxe, oRond ar gegonos, rom ar gismeno. zepirad, rac maxsovda, yvelaferi vuTxari. dro da dro Tvalebs axelda da miyurebda. mere miTxra: Zalian niWieri xar da kargad kiTxulobo.

_ kargi ra, goderZi, damcini?! namusi rom mqondes, Seni TandaswrebiT xmas ar unda viRebde. Sen gamaTamame.

_ ara, me tyuili ar SemiZlia, ase rom ar iyos, arafersac ar getyodi.ena Camivarda.mere daiwyo, rac daiwyo. goderZi sawolze wamojda da vaJas leqsebis kiTxva

daiwyo. gaognebuli vusmendi, vaJas uamravi leqsi scodnia zepirad. kiTxulobda mSvidi, wynari xmiT, saocari musikalobiT, Tan ̀ SualedebSi~ komentarebs akeTebda.

telefonma dareka. zaza koleliSvili iyo da goderZisTan dalaparakeba iTxova, wamodga da karga xans esaubra. raRac scenarze laparakobdnen, goderZi eubneboda: mTavar rolSi givi gadaiRe, givi Tbiliao (givi berikaSvili), cdoSi gadaiRe, kargi adgilebiao... gaocebuli mivCerebodi, es avadmyofi, dasustebuli kaci, erTi saaTis win sikvdilze rom melaparakeboda, uceb sicocxliT da energiiT

mogonebebi goderZi Coxelze

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aRvsebuliyo, saqmian kacad qceuliyo da gacxovelebiT laparakobda, raRacas urCevda, icinoda... da mivxvdi...

goderZi im wuTSi gadasaReb moedanze idga...kino misTvis sasicocxlo mniSvnelobis iyo.cota xanSi lela jiyaSvilma dareka, goderZi esaubra, uTxra, CemTan nino

aris, zedelaSvilio. uceb gaCerda (Cveulebrivze didxans gavCerdi masTan), Semomxeda da lelas uTxra:

ui, axla mivxvdi, mgoni, me myaraulobs.bevri icina.10 saaTze wamovedi saxlSi. ninoc male movida. daTos (Cems meuRles) vuambe

Tavis mokvlaze fiqrisa da xinklebis ambavi. daTos gaukvirda: Se kaco, Tavis mokvla Tu unda, daniT sikvdils xinkliT sikvdili ar sjobiao.

karga xnis mere lia daraxveliZes vuambe es ambavi, goderZis TandaswrebiT. goderZim imdeni icina, kinaRam skamidan gadmovarda, Tan iZaxda: daTosac kargad uTqvamso.

P.S. zaza koleliSvilma sTxova, `vardisferi kaci~ gadamaRebineo.ver gaimeta...`vardisferi kacis~ gadaReba goderZisaTvis ausrulebel ocnebad darCa.

Camuqebuli Tvalebi

2004 wlis gazafxuli iyo. gazafxulis bolos TiTqos uZlierdeboda depresia. gaRizianebuli iyo, adgils ver poulobda, ninos eSinoda, sakuTari TavisTvis rame ar aetexa da goderZis ver tovebda. me rom mivedi, goderZi savarZelSi ijda, nerviulobda: `meti aRar SemiZlia, Tavi unda movikla. Tan meSinia, pirvelad rom movikali Tavi da ver movkvdi, axlac ise ar damemarTos~. saerTod, goderZis cisferi, raRacnairad Wreli Tvalebi hqonda. im wuTSi ki, rom Sevxede, guli gamiskda _ Tvalebi Camuqeboda, mwvaned uelavda da sadRac Soridan iyurebodnen TiTqos.

ise SemeSinda, muxlebze daveci da tirili daviwye, xelebze veferebodi da vexvewebodi, es azri gadaefiqrebina. xeli wamarTva, Tavze makoca da miTxra: `nu tiri, es gardauvalia, me amdenis atana aRar SemiZlia. Cems SigniT ori goderZia: erTs unda Zveleburad kargad iyos, meore ki eubneba: `midi, gaakeTeo~.

Tavzari dameca. nino Sewuxebuli ucqeroda meuRlis tanjvas, ar icoda, rogor eSvela. aseTi teqsti SemdegSic movismine goderZisgan da Zalian meSinoda im `cud~ goderZis ar ejobna. misi naTqvami mamaCems maxsenebda, romelmac, depresiaSi myofma, sakuTar ezoSi CamoixrCo Tavi.

amitom iyo, rogorc ki telefoniT mis nawyvet-nawyvet laparaks gavigonebdi, yvela saqmes vtovebdi da kisristexiT gavrbodi masTan (ramdenjer oTaxis CustebiTac wavsulvar). bevrjer sisuleleebic milaparakia, rom yuradReba gadmoetana sxva rameze.

wlebi gavida, me ki is Camuqebuli Tvalebi ar maviwydeba, is goderZi ar miyurebda, romelsac me vicnobdi.

Jurnali àneuli~ iwyebs saaRdgomo da saSobao leqsebis Segrovebas ,romelic gamoicema sasaCuqre krebulis saxiT. L

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