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· prmopkarI pUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒ SvamI ·




ÝkaxkIy ÝTyÙ prmopkarI, mumuÙuAona tar`har, in*kar` kru amUitR, SvanuwvivwUiØt,

A|ya„yugÏÚa, A|ya„sHt prm pUßy sdŸguÌdev]I kanÒSvamIna, A|ya„na prm rhSy _pr Ýkax paDta, ivixÚ Ývcnona sHklnna wag$pe ;Ývcn nvnIt' wag‐1 Ýkaixt krtaH Amo ATyHt hØRnI lagÌ AnuwvIAe KIAe.

sâmRtI=Rna StHw$p wgvtŸ kuHdkuHdaid AacayÈ‐muin wgvHto temj ANy stŸ puruØona ñdymaH pesI j{ne Aapà pUßy guÌdev]IAe temna gHwIr Aaxy‡hadRne y=ayRp e Ýkaixt krI Anupm _pkar kyÈ Ke. te ÝTye Ahowav$p _pk<tmumuÙuñdyictar inMn pHi›AomaH Ôeva mze Ke :

—]ut tà Avtar Ko, wart tà wgvHt Ko¸

A|ya„mUitR dev Ko, ne jgt tar`har Ko.˜

(‐pU. bhen]I)

Aeva Anhd _pkarI, mhaÝtapI, kÌàsagr, yugpuruØe 46 vØÈ su\I jEn\mRna Aa|yai„kisâaHtonuH ivvecn Ait SpÚ$pe srz Ane lokwoGy waØa Ane xElImaH krI ApUvR wvaHtkarI ÝvcngHga vhavI. temaH prmagmonI ke!lIk ga=aAo Ane sTpuruØna vcno te mumuÙuAona kLya` A=eR ATyHt _pkarI hova=I pUßy guÌdev]Ine Fà j iÝy hta. te _pr teAo]IAe qas 143 mHglkarI Ývcno AaPya hta. te mumuÙujgtŸ ma!e Aa„a=R puiÚdayk maq`$p (nvnIt$p) sarwUt ivØyo Ýkaixt =ay tevI in*kar` kaÌ~yv<i¿=I Aapela Ývcno jene Aapè ;mha Ývcno' nI sH&a=I ibrdavvuH sa=Rk gàxe. Aa Ývcno drMyan Anekvar Ýmod=I teAo]I frmvta ke: ;Aa ƒaQyan Fà sU"m Ke¦ Aa bar AHgno sar Ke¦ !e{p _pr=I b\a ƒaQyan Kpaxe.' prHtu tene g/H=akare Ýkaixt krvanuH punIt kayR sfz =yeluH nhÄ.

pU. guÌdevna in*kar` _kt ivkLpne sakar krvano, tem j vtRman Ane wavI mumuÙujgtŸne A|ya„na sarwUt ivØyono AWyas =va A=eR AmULy sa\n sulw krvano, xuw sHkLp‐vItrag dev‐xaÏ‐guÌ‐\mR‐\maR„aAo ÝTye AnNy in¤avan, isâaHtin*#, A|ya„risk ]âey ]I xxIkaHt m. xe@nI ÝxSt Ýerà=I‐]I vIrinvaRòTsv‐ 2p18na xuw idne ]I song# tI=R\ammaH krvamaH Aaƒo hto¸ Tyare _piS=t ]I sdŸguÌ‐Ývcn‐ÝemI mumuÙuAoAe Fà j hØÈLlaspUvRk tene v\avI lI\o Ane temaH shwagI =va ma!e Anek Ýkare potanI wavnaAo ƒ› krI htI.

Ý=m to !e{p _pr=I Ývcno _tarvanuH, tem j tene waØaHtr krvanuH kam Fà pir]mvazuH Ane ki@n hova KtaH wavngrna mumuÙuwa{‐bhenona wavnapU R shkar=I




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par pDtaH te Ývcno g/H=akare Ýkaixt krvanuH xk– bNyuH Ke. svR Ý=m Ývcno AÙrx: lqI, tene gujratImaH waØaHtr krvamaH Aave Ke. Tyar pKI bIÒ ƒikt äara tenI tpas krvamaH Aave Ke jena _pr=I sHkln krtI vqte pU. guÌdev]I je ÊmmaH boLya te j ÊmmaH y=axk– b\I vaÉ–rcna raqvamaH AavI Ke. je=I ko{ wav cUkI n jvay. k–arek saihTymaH sHÙepne gu Ane punÌi›ne doØ$p g`vamaH Aave Ke jyare A|ya„maH to ivStar Ane punÌi›nuH S=an wavnamaH rs v<iâ Sv$pe Ke. vzI ßyaH ßyaH ko{ vaÉ– vgere A\Ura hoy TyaH Aaxy mUjb kÕsmaH (b/eke!maH) lqvamaH AaƒuH Ke. tem j y=oict SpÚIkr` ma!e p` kÕsmaH lqvamaH AaƒuH Ke. pUßy guÌ dev]InI vaÌ y=avtŸ ÝvahI lage te rIte, tem AapÌ smÙ pU. guÌdev]I j bolta hoy tevI rIte, Aa sHkln krvanI nIit raqel Ke. sHkln =ya bad tene AaqrI Sv$p Aapva ma!e be iväano äara tpasvamaH Aave Ke Ane Tyar bad Kapva ma!e AapvamaH Aave Ke. Aa b\uH kayR mannIy ]I xxIwa{ xe@na indeRxnmaH krvamaH AaƒuH Ke. !UHkmaH pUßy guÌdev]InI bolayelI vaÌ tena mUz Sv$pmaH Ôzvva ma!e xk– ÝyTn kyÈ Ke. KtaH temaH ko{ 5ui! jày to su&jnone te trf AmaruH |yan qeHcva nm/ ivnHtI Ke. je=I iätIy Aav<i¿maH Ane bakIna wago tEyar krvamaH te Amne shay$p =ay.

;]I smysar' na mUz Ý eta wgvt kuHdkuHdacayR, tena !Ikakar AacayRvr ]I Am<tcãacayR Ane ]I jysenacayRnI !IkaAo, temj ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒna vcnam<to _pr pU. guÌdev]IAe Ývcn kyaR Aeva mhapuruØone Ane Ývcn drMyan je mha„aAona vcnone _dŸ\<t kyaR Aeva ]I vIrsenaid AacayRdevone temj SvanuwvivwUiØt ÝxmmUitR bhen]I cHpaben, SvanuwUit ivwUiØt puruØa=RmUitR ]I inhalcHã soganI, AacayRkLp pH. !oDrmlÒ Aaid svR sHpUßy mha„aAone _pk<tñdy=I koi!koi! vHdn krIAe KIAe.

vzI, jemnI sMykŸTv jyHtI ÝsHge Aa g/H= Ýkaxn krvanuH mha waGy saHpD–uH teva ÝxmmUitR SvanuwvivwUiØt wgvtI mata pUßy bhen]I cHpaben jeAoAe Aa„sa\na siht pU. guÌdev]I ÝTyenI wi› temna smg/ Òvn drMyan AqHiDt raqI smaj smÙ Aek mhan AadxR$p ræa. teAo]Ine p` _pkarvx xtxt vHdn krIAe KIAe.

]I idgHbr jEn Sva|yaymHidr !S!na !e{p ivwag trf=I !e{p _tarI sHg/h krvanuH kayR p` Aa ÝsHge mhtŸ _pyogI =yuH Ke te bdl tena S=apk Ýmuq Sv. ]I nvnItwa{ jverI t=a !e{p ivwagna kayRkrona p` ATyHt AawarI KIAe.

_kt sHkln ma!e !e{p _pr=I AÙrx: _tarI tene gujratI waØaHtr krI Aapva bdl ]ImtI srojben ArivHdwa{ gaH\I¸ tenI ckasÌ krva bdl ]I kIrI!wa{ cunIlal xah¸ t=a tene sHkln krva bdl ]I icHrÒlal jEn¸ t=a sHkilt me!rne Ý=mvar tpasvanuH kayR krva bdl mannIy ]I Ýa`wa{ pI. kamdar¸ Ane tene AHitm$p Aapva bdl mannIy ]I xxIwa{ m. xe@ ÝTye !S! ATyHt AawarI Ke.




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Aa ÝvcnonuH Ýkaxn krva ma!e je je mumuÙuAo trf=I Aai=Rk shyog Ýaº =yel Ke teAonI namavil sawar ANy5 Ýkaixt krvamaH AavI Ke.

g/H= muã`nuH suHdr kayR wa{ ]I &ancHãÒ jEne krI Aapel Ke te bdl temno p` Aawar manIAe KIAe. tdupraHt Aa sHkln Ýkaixt krvana kayRmaH shwagI =nar bakIna svRna p` Ame AawarI KIAe.

!UHkmaH je ko{ suHdr Ke te s\zuHy pU. guÌdev]I kanÒSvamIna Ýtape Ke. temne frI inMn pHi›Ao=I vHdn krI A5 ivrmIAe KIAe.

—stt ¹iÚ\ara brsate cEtNyke Ýdex‐Ýdex shj mhanŸ dIpoTsvkI Ù eÙ e v<iâ krte ]I guÌdevko ATyHt wi›wave nmSkar¦˜ (‐pU. ]I soganIÒ)

sTpuruØono ÝTyÙ yog jyvHt vtÈ¦

‐i5kaz jyvHt vtÈ¦

wavngr,

ta. 17‐3‐93 !S!Ig`

(ÝxmmUitR pU. bhen]I cHpabennI ]I vItrag stŸsaihTyÝsark !^S!

61 mI sMykŸTv-jyiNt)

—Aa sTyne ÝkaxmaH mUktaH AsTynaH Aag/hvazane du:q =ay. p` wa{¦ xuH krIAe? Amaro _dy Aevo Ke Ae=I sTy vat bhar mUkvI pDe Ke. Ae=I ivÌâ ]âavazane du:q =ay to Amne maf krÔe. wa{¦ ko{ Òvne du:q =ay te kem Anumoday? im+ya ]âanaH du:q car gitmaH bhu AakraH Ke. Ae du:qnI Anumodna kem =ay? Are¦ drek Òvo wgvan Sv$p Ke ne pU aRnHd$pe pir`mIne wgvan =aAo¦ ko{ Òv du:qI n =aAo.˜

-pU. guÌdev]I




· puuÌØa=R muitR pUßy ]I inhalcHãÒ soganI ·







’

prmaTmne nm:.

]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝÌt

]I smysar ga=a: 49 t=a

]ImdŸ Am<tcHãsUirk<t Aa„Qyait !Ika *

ArsmÌUvmgH\H AVv¿H cedàgu`ms¶H.

ja` AilHgGgh H jIvmiì¶‚sH@a H..49..

Arsm$pmgN\mVy›H cetnagu`mxBdmŸ.

janIih Ailùg/h H jIvminidRÚsHS=anmŸ..49..

... ØDŸãVyaTmklokaß&eyaäy›adNyTvatŸ, kØayckÊadŸwavkaäy-›adNyTvatŸ, icTsamaNyinmG™smStVyi›TvatŸ, Ùi`kVyi›maZa-wavatŸ Vy›aVy›ivim]Ýitwa-seDipVy›aSpxRTvatŸ, Svymev ih bihrNt: Sf¡!mnuwUymanTve½ip Vy›opeÙ en Ý>ot-manTva CcaVy›:.

(hve AVy› ivxeØ`ne isâ kre Ke:‐) K ãƒSv$p lok je &ey Ke Ane ƒ› Ke tena=I Òv ANy Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke. 1. kØayone smUh je wavkwav ƒ› Ke tena=I Òv ANy Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke. 2. icTsamaNymaH cEtNynI svR ƒiktAo inmG™ (AHtwURt) Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke. 3. Ùi`kƒiktma5 n=I ma!e Aƒ› Ke. 4. ƒ›p uH t=a Aƒ›p uH wezaH imi]t$pe tene Ýitwasva KtaH p` te ƒ›pàne SpxRto n=I ma!e Aƒ› Ke. p. pote pota=I j baæ‐AWyHtr SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo hova KtaH p` ƒ›pà Ýit _dasInp e Ý>otman (Ýkaxman) Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke. 6. Aam K hetu=I Aƒ›p uH isâ kyuÅ.

Òv cetnagu`, xBd-rs-$p-gH\-ƒiktivhIn Ke,

inidRÚ nih sHS=an ÒvnuH, g/h` ilHg =kI nhÄ. 49.




r: Ývcn nvnIt wag‐1

;AVy›' bol: 1 Ývcn (ihNdImaH) : ta. 17‐1‐1978

Aa (49mI) ga=a Fà xaÏomaH Ke. Aa ga=a FÌ jUnI Ke. Aa ga=a. kuHdkuHd AacayRnaH xaÏo‐]I ;Ývcnsar' maH Ke, ;smysar' maH Ke, ;pHcaiStkay' maH Ke, ;inymsar' maH Ke, ;AÚpahuD' maH Ke Ane ;\vla' maH (p`) Ke. temaH je —Aƒ›˜ bol Ke te Fò sU"m Ke.

AhÄ Aap e —Aƒ›˜ levuH Ke.

phelaH K bol calI gya Ke. (;ØDŸãVyaTmkloka¨&eyaäy›adNyvatŸ' ‐K ãƒSv$p lok je &ey Ke Ane ƒ› Ke tena=I Òv ANy Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke). —Aƒ›˜ ivxeØ`ne isâ kre Ke:‐

Aa„ane ;Aƒ›' khe Ke, kya Aa„ane? ‐je xuâ, icdŸ\n, AanHdkHd, \/uv‐Aene AhÄAa ;Aƒ›' khevamaH Aave Ke. kemke ;K ãƒSv$p lok je &ey Ke'¸ =oDI sU"m vat Ke. potana isvay, K ãƒSv$p lok Ke. K ãƒ Ke. temaH AnHt isâ Ke, AnHt ingod Ke, \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax, kaz, pudŸgl‐Ae b\a K ãƒ, Aek baj¡ Ke, Ae ;&ey' Ke. (to potano) Aa„a ;&ayk' Ke. K ãƒmaH AnHt isâ p` AavI gya¸ i5kazvt± AnHt pHcprme¤I p` AavI gya¸‐ Ae b\aH Aa„a AHdr &aykSv$p icdŸ\n Ke. (p`) ;K ãƒ &ey Ke' Ae ApeÙa=I (te) Ô`va layk Ke, pr trIke Ô`va layk Ke. pHcprme¤I p` pr trIke Ô`va layk Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je AnHt isâ Ke te p` ;Aa' Aa„anI ApeÙaAe prcIj Ke Ane &ey Ke, ;&ey' A=aRtŸ Aa„anaH &aykwavmaH pr trIke Ô`va layk Ke. Aa„a ;&ayk' Ke. i5kazI AanHdkHdÝwu xuâ cEtNy\/uv te &ayk Ke, Ô`vavazo Ke, Aene Ô`valayk K ãƒ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ K ãƒmaH dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ manva layk Ke, Ae p` (&aykmaH) n Aaƒa, Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat¦ Aa —Aƒ›˜ bol Fò sU"m Ke, Aek baj¡ wgvan Aa„a ;&ayk' Ke. Ane Aek baj¡ K ãƒ ;&ey' Ke.

]I \mRdasÒ ÙuÐk =ya Ke. Aemè (ivÊm sHvt) 1946maH ;sMyG&an dIipka' bnavI Ke temaH to Aa phela bolno (AVy›no) Aevo A=R lI\o Ke ke: Aa„a &ayk Ke Ane K ãƒ &ey Ke to K ãƒ=I iwþ (inj) Aa„a ;sºm' (ãƒ) ={ Ôy Ke, sU"m bol Ke, Aaha... ha¦ ;sºm' AevuH lI\uH Ke. Aem AaƒuH ne...? ke: Aa K ãƒSv$p lok je &ey Ke tena=I to wgvana AaTma ;iwþ' Ke. Aaha... ha¦




smysar ga=a‐49: 3 AnHt AnHt &eyomaH‐AnHt AaTmaAo, AnHt prmaùAo, AnHt tI=Åkro,

AnHt kevzIAo, AnHt muinAo‐Ae b\aH, K ãƒSv$pmaH Aave Ke Ane Aene ;&ey' khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Aa„a &ayk Ke ;Ae' K ãƒ‐&ey=I iwþ Ke¸ te kar`=I K ãƒ=I iwþ ;te' sºm (ãƒ) Ke. Ke to te K ãƒmaH‐Aa„a Ke to K ãƒmaH. p` AhÄ Aek baj¡ ;Aa„a' Ane Aek baj¡ ;K ãƒ' ‐ Aem khevamaH, K ãƒ je Ke te Ô`va layk ;&ey' Ke to wgvan Aa„a AHdr ;&ayk' Ke (te) pU`R‐b\ane‐Svne Ane prne Ô`vavazo ;&ayk' Ke. ;Ae' sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

sMyGdxRn, SvsHvedn, xuâa„‐Ýaiº, xuâa„‐Aacr`‐Sv$pacr`, b\a sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiºkaze sa=e Ke. Aaha... ha¦ hj¡ to (lokone) co=a gu S=annI p` qbr n mze¦ paHcmuH KõuH te to AlaEikk vato Ke¦¦

ÝÆ:- ;K ãƒSv$p' Aem kem kæuH?

sma\an:- AhÄ khe Ke ke: K ãƒSv$p vStu Ke, A&anI to ;Aek j Aa„a' khe Ke. Ane kazãƒne p` ko{ ko{ manta n=I. p` AhÄ to K ãƒmaH kazãƒ p` AavI gyuH. AnHt Aa„aAo Ane Aena=I AnHtguà prmaùAo (Aa pudŸglãƒ Òvãƒ=I AnHtguà Ke)¸ AsHQy kalaùAo¸ Aek \maRiSt¸ Aek A\maRiSt Ane Aek Aakax¸‐ Ae K ãƒ‐ Ae K ãƒSv$p Aa lok Ke, \maRiSt Ane A\maRiSt¸ ãƒ to svR& wgvane j Ô~ya Ke, Ae (svR& AnusarI AaMnay) isvay bIÔ ko{ sHÝdaymaH \maRiSt‐A\maRiSt ãƒne Ô~ya j n=I. Ane temaH Ke j nih. (Aem AhÄ) isâ kyuÅ ke: K ãƒSv$p Ke. kaz Ke, Aakax Ke. \maRiSt Ke, A\maRiSt Ke, AnHt Aa„aAo Ke (ingodnaH Òv Aek AHgulna AsHQymaH wag (Ùe5) maH AsHQy xrIr Ane Aek Aek xrIrmaH AnHt Aa„aAo Ke, Aeva Aa„a=I Aaqo lok wyÈ Ke) Ane Aena=I AnHtguà prmaù (Ke je Aaqa lokmaH) wyaR Ke. ‐ Ae b\uH ;&ey' (Ke, te) lokmaH Ôy Ke. —loÉyHte [it lok:˜ Ô`vamaH Aave te cIjne (&eyne) AhÄ lok khe Ke Ane lok (lokakax) isvay je qalI wag Ke te Alok Ke. AsHQy yojnmaH Aa lok Ke, tena pKI carey baj¡ qalI... qalI... qalI... AnHt... AnHt... AnHt... AnHt (je Ùe5 Ke) ke jeno É–aHy AHt n=I, tene Alokakax khe Ke, te p` K ãƒSv$pmaH AavI gyuH Ane te (p`) &eymaH AavI gyuH Ane Ae b\ane Ô`vavazo je &ayk Aa„a te p` AemaH AavI gyo. p` AhÄ to (&aykne) iwþ btavvo Ke, Aaha... ha¦ sU"m vat Ke, wa{¦

]I kuHdkuHd AacayR pKI, hÔr vØR pKI ]I Am<tcHã AacayR =ya... AlaEikk




4: Ývcn nvnIt wag‐1

vat¦ ... mhasHt, mha muin wavilHgI sHt hta. AHtrmaH AanHdnuH SvsHvedn, _g/p e SvAanHdnuH vedn, Ae AemnuH wavilHg‐wavicî htuH. sa\unuH icî to Ae wavilHg Ke. nG™p uH Ane pHc mhav/t te to ãƒilHg Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

prHtu AhÄAa to K ãƒSv$pmaH ãƒilHg p` AavI gyuH. pHcmhav/t Aaidna piràm p` K ãƒSv$pmaH AavI gya. sa\unaH je A@avIs mUzgu` Ke te p` AhÄ K ãƒSv$pmaH AavI gya¸ ;Aa„a' maH nih. Aaha... ha¦

te K ãƒSv$p lok¦ Aho¦ FùH gHwIr¦¦ AavI cIj É–aHy Ke nih. idgHbr‐sHt isvay ;Aa vat' 5`kazmaH É–aHy n=I. lokoAe ivcar kyÈ n=I, Ane in Ry kyÈ n=I ke cIj kevI hovI Ôe{Ae? Ane hoy to te kevI Ke?

AhÄ khe Ke ke: wgvan Aa„a kevo Ke? ke: ;Aƒ›' Ke. K ãƒSv$p je lok Ke te ;&ey' Ke. ne Aa„a Aekbaj¡ Aeklo ;&ayk' Ke. Ane &ey Ke te ;ƒ›' Ke. Aa bIj¡H ivxeØ`. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ K ãƒSv$p lok je Ke te (Aa„a=I) baæ Ke, Ýg! Ke. (lokne) ;&ey' kæuH Ane ;ƒ›' kæuH‐ be ivxeØ` kæaH. ;K ãƒSv$p lok Ke' Ae svR& prme¬re j deQya Ke, ijneNã isvay ko{Ae ;K ãƒ' Ôeya n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae ;K ãƒSv$p lok' ‐ AnHt Aa„aAo Aaid‐pHcmhav/tna ivkLp Aaid‐ãƒilHg‐nG™pà Aaid, Ae b\ay K ãƒSv$p lokmaH &eymaH AavI gya. &ey Ke te —ƒ›˜ Ke. Ae &ey Ke, Ae (Aa„a=I) baæ Ke. ƒ› A=aRtŸ baæ Ke. Aena=I iwþ, wgvan (AaTma) AHtr‐AWyHtr Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ sU"m vat Ke¦

Aa to A#armI var vHcay Ke. Aek Aek xBdnaH A=R krIne AaquH ;smysar' s¿r var swamaH vHca{ gyuH Ke. AhÄAa Aa (Aƒ›nI) vat to FÌ sU"m Ke. Aaha... ha¦

K ãƒSv$p lok ßyare ;&ey' Ke Tyare wgvan Aa„a Aeklo ;&ayk' Ke... bs¦ rag‐äeØ‐pu~y‐pap‐Ae b\a. to ;pr&ey' maH Ôy Ke. (temj) ƒvhar rTn5y, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa, pHcmhav/tna piràm, Ane ivkLpa„k nvtÀvnI xaÏnI ]âa, xaÏnuH &an‐Ae b\uH baæ ;&ey' maH Ôy Ke. ‐Aena=I iwþ, Aa„a to ;&ayk' Ke, Ane ßyare K ãƒSv$p lok Ane ƒvhar Aaidna ivkLp Ae ƒ› Ke‐baæ Ke‐ Ýisâ Ke‐ Ýg! Ke¸ to Ae ApeÙa=I, wgvan Aa„a Aƒ› Ke‐AWyHtr Ke‐ iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa!la j xBdmaH Ae!luH b\uH wyuÅ Ke¦¦ vaHcI Ôy... Aem ne Aem ke ;smysar' vaHcI gya...¦ p`, bapu¦ ;smysar' to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke¦¦




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AhÄ to kæuH: wgvan Aa„a Aek baj¡ —ƒ›˜ vStu Ke to same Aa„a Aek —Aƒ›˜ sºm vStu Ke, K ãƒ ßyare ;&ey' Ke to Aena=I iwþ, wgvan Aa„a Aƒ›‐ ;&ayk' Ke.

ÝÆ:- (Aa„ane) ;Aƒ›' kem kæo?

sma\an:- (Aa„a) bharmaH Aaƒo nih¸ pyaRymaH p` Aaƒo nih¸ Aaha... ha... ha¦ pyaRyne p` Ô`vavazo Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aekkor &aykwav wgvan Ane Aekkor K ãƒmaH b\uH AavI gyuH. qreqr to je Sv&aykwavne ;Aƒ›' khe Ke te &aykwav, Ô`vamaH to pyaRymaH Aave Ke. K ãƒSv$p ;&ey' Ane ;huH &ayk'. Ae (Aa„) ãƒ to &ayk Ke, p` te Ô`vamaH to potanI pyaRymaH Aave Ke. pyaRymaH (Aem) Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke‐ ;K ãƒSv$p &ey' Ke Ane ;huH &ayk KuH.' t=a K ãƒSv$p lok ƒ› Ke, Ýg! Ke, baæ Ke. ;huH' AWyHtr, pU R, AqHD, AanHdFn KuH.' Aaha... ha¦ ;Aƒ›' no Aevo Aa Aek A=R Ke. Aeva K A=R Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ÙuÐk ]I \mRdase to ;sMyG&andIipka' maH Aek lI\uH Ke ke: wgvan Aa„a K ãƒSv$p hova KtaH p`‐ (Ôeke) K ãƒ=I iwþ to ko{ ãƒ n=I, K ãƒmaH (te) Aave Ke to p`‐ potano Aa„a ƒ›=I iwþ Ke, Ýg!=I AWyHtr Ke, &ey=I &ayk Ke, Aa kar`=I K ãƒ=I iwþ khIne Aa„a sºm (ãƒ) =yo, satmI cIj ={¸ Aem khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(Òve) Aa smjvanI drkar krI nih. iÊyakaHD kro... Aa kro... ne... Aa... kro¦ (p`) AhÄAa to iÊyakaHDne ;&ey' Ane ;ƒ›' maH naHqe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ xuH khIAe? (Aa) wgvannI vaÌ... idƒ|vinnI vaÌ Ke. ]I sImH\r wgvan. svR& i5lokna=, ijne¬rdev, mhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke. ßyaH (Sv$pmaH) Aekakar‐svR& =ya TyaH AekaÙrI' |vin (nad) é@e Ke. temaH satso∙ ÝkarnI waØa, Aek ’karmaH AavI Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ KÍS=na jevI vaÌ wgvanne hotI n=I. kemke Aeva ho@vazI vaÌ to ßyaH rag Ke TyaH Ke. wgvanne rag Ke nhÄ muq ’kar |vinI sunI A=R g`\r ivcare.˜ AemnI vaÌ' kar |vin saHwzIne g`\r, Ae!le sHtona nayk sHt‐g`\r, car &an‐caEdpUvRna \arvavaza sHt Ke, te A=R Ae!le Ae vaÌmaH xuH Ke, Ae ivcare. —ric Aagm _pdex

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∙ A#ar mhawaØa Ane satmo lFuwaØa





wivkÒv sHxy invare.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae vaÌmaH rcna je ={. tene saHwzva=I wivkÒv sHxy invare‐w/màno nax kre. w/mà Ae!le im+yaTv‐huH ragvazo KuH, xrIrvazo KuH, huH Aek smynI pyaRySv$pe KuH, AevI je buiâ Ke te im+yaTv Ke. Ae Aagm saHwzIne wivkÒv‐laykÝaÌ im+yaTvno nax kre Ke. AenI (wgvannI) vaÌ ;Aa' Ke. g`\rdeve je xaÏ rCya te Aagm, Ae Aagm Aa Ke. Aa je (prmagmmHidr, song#maH) poà car laq AÙr (AarsnaH pa!Iya _pr) kotraà Ke, te sHtonI vaÌ‐wgvannI vaÌ Ke.

AhÄAa (Aa„ane) ;Aƒ›' Ae!la ma!e kæuH (ke) (Ae Aa„a) ;AWyHtr' Ke Ane Aa (K ãƒSv$plok) ;baæ' Ke. dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi› AaidnaH (je) ivkLp é@e Ke (te) rag Ke, Ae (Aa„a=I) baæ Ke. bharnI idxa trfna lÙ=I je AenI dxa =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ pu~y Ane papna wavnI je bharnI idxa trfnI dxa (pyaRy) _Tpþ hoy Ke, te baæ‐ ;&ey' maH Ôy Ke Ane Ae ;ƒ›' maH Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ÝÆ:- wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayeR Aa„ane ;Aƒ›' kem kæo? ;ivxe*y Ke Aa„a' (Aem S=apI) Aa„ane Aƒ› AevuH ivxeØ` kem AaPyuH?

sma\an:- ;Aƒ›' Aa karè kæuH ke: K ãƒSv$p lok je &ey Ke, tena=I (AaTma) ;iwþ' Ke Aa karè Aene ;Aƒ›' ivxeØ` AaPyuH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐ ;Ae i5kazI &aykwav Ke.' Aaha... ha... ha¦

&anÝ\antaAe ßyare khevamaH Aave Ke Tyare to &an (&at<tÀv) Ane &ey (&eytÀv) ‐ bþenI y=a=R ÝtIitne sMyGdxRn, ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐r4r maH kæuH Ke. p` AhÄ Ae AavI gyuH. pyaRymaH K ãƒnuH &an AavI gyuH Ane Ae pyaRy Aƒ›ne ÝtIt kre Ke to temaH Svãƒ p` AaƒuH Ane prãƒ p` AaƒuH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? sU"m ivØy Ke. —&ey Ke Ane ƒ› Ke tena=I Òv ANy Ke.˜

;Òv' xBd kem lI\o Ke? mUz pa@ Ke ne... —jIvmiìdõsH@a`H˜ kemke, vedaHt Aem khe Ke ke: ;Aa„a Ke te svRƒapk Ke' Ane teAo ;mn ivix¤ sihtne Òv khe Ke.' p` Aem n=I. Ae (maNytana invar`) ma!e, AhÄ ;Òv' ivxeØ` lI\uH Ke. ;Òv' kho ke ;Aa„a' kho‐ be_ Aek j cIj Ke. ;Aa„a' bIÒ cIj Ke Ane ;Òv' ko{ bIÒ cIj Ke, ‐ vedaHt khe Ke tem n=I. Ae ma!e ;Òv' xBd vapyÈ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

mUz xBd (pa@) maH ;jIv'... Ke ne, ;tena=I Òv...' Aem lI\uH ne...? phelo




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xBd Ke ;AVv¿H (Aƒ›)... AemaH to FùH wyuÅ pD–uH Ke¦¦ Aa ko{ k=a n=I... vataR n=I. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan Aa„a... ;Òv' Ke. Ae Òv, K ãƒ je ƒ› Ke‐ &ey Ke, tena=I ANy Ke. b\anI sa=e Aek ={ne rhe Ke, Aem n=I. ;Òv Ane b\a (&ey) nuH &an'... to b\a Òv‐ pote Ane pr‐Ae be Aek ={ne rhe Ke, Aem n=I. vedaHt Aem khe Ke ke: ;mu› ={ Ôy Tyare to b\a (Òv) Aek ={ Ôy Ke ne?' ‐ Aa ÝÆ g{ kale Aek Dok!re kyÈ hto. (p`) wa{¦ teAone (vedaHtne) (vStu iS=itnI) qbr n=I. (teAo) AnHtguà ;prmaùH' Ke, AenI to teAone (vedaHtne) k+o{ qbr j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to ;\maRiStkay' Ke, je Òvne Ane jDne git krvamaH inim¿ Ke. Òv Ane jDne gitpUvRk iS=r =vamaH ;A\maRiSt' namnuH Aek A$pI ãƒ Ke te iS=r rhevamaH inim¿ Ke. ;Aakax' Ke (je) b\a ãƒone rhevanuH ƒvhar Avgahn Aapnar (ãƒ) Ke. Ane ;kazãƒ' p` Ke, te Kye ãƒmaH je (Ýit smye) pir`mn, potpotamaH, pota=I =ay Ke, temaH inim¿ Ke.

hve AhÄ to mgjmaH (ivcarmaH) =oDo ivØy AavI gyo ke: K ãƒ je Ke, Ae K ãƒnI je Aek smynI je pyaRy Ke, Ae pyaRy potamaH Ø!Ÿkark=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. ‐ pUvR pyaRynaH karè nih¸ ãƒ‐gu`=I nih¸ nim¿=I nih. smÔùH kaH{? K ãƒmaH ãƒ‐gu` to kaym (i5kaz‐\/uv) Ke. p` pyaRy Aek smynI nvI‐nvI _Tpþ =ay Ke. Ae pyaRy lokmaH‐ K ãƒmaH Ke. Ae pyaRynuH AevuH Sv$p Ke ke: Ae ivk<t ho ke Aivk<t ho p` Ae potanaH vtRmanmaH ktaR‐kmR‐kr`‐sHÝdan‐Apadan‐ Ai\kr` (Ø!Ÿkarko) =I _Tpþ =ay Ke. pUvRna kar`=I =ay Ke Ane kar`nuH kayR Ke ne... Ae b\aH inim¿naH ƒvharnaH k=n Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ke... inim¿=I _padanmaH kayR =ay Ke... pUvRpyaRy kar` Ane _¿rpyaRy kayR... ne‐Ae b\a ƒvharnaH vcn Ke, Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aek Aek smynI pyaRy cahe to kevz&an ho... cahe to ingodna Òvne AÙrnaH AnHtme wage &an ho... cahe to im+yaTv ho... cahe to ragno k` ho‐ Ae b\I pyaRynuH AiStTv jgtmaH ‐ K ãƒmaH Ke. ;K ãƒSv$p lok Ke' Aem kæuH ne...?¦ to AemaH pyaRy p` potamaH Ke. p` Aem Ke ke: Ae pyaRy, pota=I‐potamaH potana karè Ke, gu` Ane ãƒ, potamaH potana karè Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(ko{) FÌ laHbI‐laHbI vat krta krta khe ke: A|ya„maH Aam kæuH





Ke... ne AagmmaH Aam kæuH Ke... ne, NyaymaH Aam khIAe... ne‐ (p`) Ae b\I k=nnI vato Ke, bapu¦

Ae ;K ãƒSv$p lok Ke'... ;Ke' maH to AnHt ãƒnI pyaRy p` AavI g{. ;Ae pyaRy' ko{ne kar e Ke, Aem Ke j nih. ;Ae pyaRy' Ahetuk Ke‐stŸ Ke, Aeno hetu n=I. pa@ Ke ne...?¦ —K ãƒSv$p lok Ke je &ey Ke Ane ƒ› Ke ... ;Ke' Ae!le stŸ Ke. to ;ãƒ' stŸ Ke ;gu ' stŸ Ke ;pyaRy' stŸ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ to ;ãƒ' nuH p` ko{ kar` ANy n=I¸ ;gu ' nuH p` ko{ kar` ANy n=I¸ Ane ivkarI ke AivkarI ;pyaRy' nuH p` ko{ kar` ANy n=I. ;Ae pyaRy' p` potana karè Aek smymaH inralHbn‐ãƒ‐gu naH AalHbn ivna, Ane inim¿na AalHbn‐ApeÙa ivna, potana Ø!Ÿkark=I (_Tpþ =ay Ke). (temj) AnHt ãƒmaH 5èkaznI pyaRymaH ÝTyek pyaRy potana Ø!Ÿkark=I _Tpþ =ay Ke ‐ Ae loknuH Sv$p Ke.

Ke... ne¦? xuH kæuH? ‐ ;lok' je &ey Ke, ƒ› Ke. ;&ey Ke'... ;Ke' to kæuH. Ane ;ƒ›' Ke. (Aa) Aek smynI vat Ke ke ‐ Aek smymaH K ãƒ, gu Ane pyaRy b\uH‐ Aaqo lok Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae &ey Ke Ane ƒ› Ke, Ýg! Ke. ‐ ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy b\a Ýg! Ke‐ baæ Ke. Aena=I iwþ, wgvan (Aa„a) AWyHtr Ke. te=I tene ;Aƒ›' khevamaH Aaƒo.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke... Aek xBdmaH (SpÚtamaH) 3p imin! ={. AevI Aa cIj‐vStu Ke¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ Aaha... ha¦ Ae!lI gHwIr... Ae!lI ghn... Ae!lI maimRk¦¦ ke, Aek Aek xBdmaH AnHt AnHt AagmnuH rhSywyuÅ Ke, ]ImdŸ khe Ke: ;&anIna vak–maH, Aek Aek vak–maH AnHt Aagm wyaR Ke.' Aaha... ha¦ AemaH=I ka#IAe Ae!luH1 inkze, Aoho... ho... ho¦

Aa„amaH to... AhÄya kæuH ne...? ke je ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy Ke. ;Ke'... Aek vat. to ;Ke' te pota=I Ke, Ane Ae ;Ke' to &ey Ke. Ane ;Ke' to &eyno Aa„a &ayk Ke, teno ktaR‐htaR Ke nih. prnI pyaRy‐xrIrnI hln‐cln ke wojnnI iÊyano ktaR, &ayk Aa„a Ke nih. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aeno to Ô`vavazo (Ke) to Ae cIj to &ey Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smjmaH AaƒuH? sU"m vat Ke, wgvan¦ Aa to sU"m vat‐=oDI, puStk KpavanuH Ke ne...? temaH AavI Ôy. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to Aek (Aƒ›) xBdmaH ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦¦

(ko{) K ãƒne n mane. ANymit \maRiSt‐A\maRiStkayne manta n=I¸ Ae wgvan svR&dev ijneNãe j deQya Ke Ane maNya Ke. jEn dxRn isvay ko{ dxRne




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K ãƒne maNyaH n=I. ¬etaMbr kazãƒ manta n=I. Ae ãƒnI pyaRyne kazãƒ khe Ke. AhÄ khe Ke ke kazãƒ &ey Ke, iwþ Ke Ane Ae kazãƒ AsHQy Ke. Ane Aek Aek ãƒmaH ÝTyek ãƒ‐gu nI pyaRy p` SvtH5 Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

wgvan Aa„a (&ayk) Ke. xrIr, vaÌ, mn, prnI dya Aaid to &eymaH Ôy Ke. prnI dya huH pazI xkuH KuH, Aem AhÄya AaƒuH n=I. prnI ihHsa krI xkuH KuH, Ae p` AaƒuH n=I. ;pr' Ke, Ae ;&ey' Ke Ane pr Ke, Ae ;Aƒ›' Ke. Ane ;Sv' te ;&ayk' Ke Ane Sv Ke te prnI ApeÙaAe ;AWyHtr' ‐ ;Aƒ›' Ke Aem AaƒuH. vat AavI srs Ke¦¦

Are¦ wgvan i5lokna= svR& prma„a, je e 5`kaz‐5`lokne Aek smymaH Ô~yaH, Ae e ÔÌ ;Aa vat'. Ane ;Aa' Aemna idƒ|vinmaH AaƒuH. Ane wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayeR sImH\r wgvan pase saÙtŸ saHwZyuH, Ane TyaH=I AavIne, Aa xaÏo ;smysar' ;Ývcnsar' Aaid bnaƒaH. pKI !Ikakar Am<tcHã AacayeR (AenaH rhSy) qoLyaH. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ôe Ae Am<tcHã AacayR n hot to Aa!luH SpÚIkr` bhar É–aH=I Aavt?

ij&asa: lokne Ô`narI pyaRy, lokmaH Ôy?

sma\an: pyaRy, inüymaH ;ƒ›' Aem g`vamaH Aave Ke. p` Ô`vavazI to pyaRy Ke ne...¦ ‐ Aa Aam Ke ne... Aa Aam Ke‐ Aem Ô e Ke ko`? pyaRy, pyaRymaH ãƒ AavtuH n=I. ãƒnuH &an Aave Ke. pyaRymaH K ãƒ AavtaH n=I, p` K ãƒnuH &an Aave Ke. in Ry to pyaRy kre Ke ne...¦ pyaRymaH pyaRy AavI g{. pyaRy potane Ô e Ane prne p` Ô e Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ to waØa xuH Ke¦ ;K ãƒSv$p lok'. ‐ ijneNã wgvan isvay É–aH Ke Ae vat? Ane te lokSv$p ;&ey' Ke. jgtmaH potana &aykSvwavnI ApeÙaAe, Ae to Ô`va layk Ke. prãƒnI pyaRy krva layk Ke AevI Ae vStu n=I. Ane Aevo Aa„a n=I. Aaha... ha¦

huH prnI dya pazI xkuH KuH ;AevI cIj' prmaH n=I¸ Ane ;AevI cIj' Aa„amaH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ wa{¦ AevuH JI uH Ke¦¦ huH kma{ xkuH KuH, buiâ marI FÌ Ke. pEsa Fà lavuH KuH. marI pase paHc kroD‐dx kroD‐ pCcIs kroD =ya... (Aa to) ;\Uz' Ke‐ kaH{ n=I. AhÄ to khe Ke‐ Aaha... ha... ha¦ te to &anmaH &ey Ke Ane &annI ApeÙaAe Ae ƒ› A=aRtŸ baæ Ke. to Aene Ô`vavazuH &an, AWyHtrmaH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa„a Ô`va layk Ke Tyare tenuH ivxeØ`

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;AVy›' kæuH. Aa„a Aƒ›p e Ô`va layk Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

cahe je!luH raEã|yan ho. Aa¿R|yan ho, ihHsano wav ho, dyano wav ho‐ Ae b\a wavne AhÄ to lokmaH &ey trIke g`vamaH Aaƒa Ke. pota=I te pyaRy =ay Ke. ;Ke' Ane ;=ay Ke' AemaH pota=I (kre‐Aem) É–aH AaƒuH? Aa to te kæuH ne...?¦ ke: ;K ãƒSv$p lok Ke' Ane ;te &ey Ke'. ;Ke' &ey, temaH huH kruH to te &ey Ke ‐ AevuH É–aH AaƒuH? su"m vat Ke¦ AavI (sU"m) vat (song#nI) bhar n nIkze‐ AhÄ jevI vat n nIkze bhar (lokone) sU"m pDe.

;Ke' ‐ Aek vat. ;&ey Ke' ‐ bIÒ vat. ;ƒ› Ke' ‐ 5IÒ vat. ;Ke' teno Ô`vavazo p` Ke Ane teno ;&ayk' Ke. Ane ƒ›nI ApeÙa=I (te) AWyHtr‐ AHdr Ke. AavuH ;Aƒ›' nuH ivxeØ` Aek Aa„ane lgaDIne, kuHdkuHd AacayRdeve pa@maH je wav wyaR Ke, tene Am<tcHã AacayeR !Ika krIne qolI dI\a Ke. smjmaH AaƒuH? jem gay Ane weHsna AaHczmaH je dU\ Ke, tene ba{ ka#e Ke, tem pa@maH je wav wyaR Ke, tene tkR krIne (Am<tcHã AacayeR) wav qolI dI\a Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ôe AaHczmaH dU\ Ke to (bzukI) ÏI ka#e Ke, Aem pa@maH —Aƒ›˜maH Aava (êDa) wav wyaR Ke¦ to Am<tcHãacayeR qolI naQya Ke.

Aek bol Aƒ›no =yo.

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;Aƒ›' bol 1, r. (Ývcn: ta. 18‐1‐1978)

;smysar' 49 mI ga=a cale Ke. temaH ;Aƒ›' bol Ke. ;Aƒ›' sU"m Ke, p` muQy cIj Ae Ke. AaƒuH ne...? ‐ ;hve Aƒ› ivxeØ` isâ kre Ke'. ]I kuHdkuHd AacayR khe Ke ke: Aa Aa„a Aƒ› Ke te j _padey Ke. AHtrŸ‐sMyG¹iÚmaH Aa ;Aƒ›' je xuâSv$p, Aek$p, Awed Ke, te j ;Òv' Ke, te j ;Aa„a' Ke. te Aa„a j _padey‐AHtrmaH Aadr krva layk Ke. Ae isvay ko{ cIj, sMyG¹iÚne Aadr krva layk hotI n=I. Aaha... ha¦

;Aƒ›' ivxeØ`no A=R xuH kyÈ? pa@maH ;jIv' xBd pD–o Ke ne? to Aa (Aƒ›) ivxeØ` ÒvnuH Ke. Ane AemaH ;ja`' xBd pD–o Ke ne...? (AVy›H janIih jIvmŸ) ja` AVv¿H jIvmŸ - Aem levuH Ke.

wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayR mhasHt hta. (teAo]Ine) Aa„ana AtIiNãy AanHdnuH _g/‐Ýcur SvsHvedn htuH. je muinnuH lÙ` Ke. te muin wgvan




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AhÄyaH Aem khe Ke ke: Ame Òvne ;Aƒ›' khIAe KIAe. wgvane (Aem) ;Aƒ›' kæuH Ke.

Òvne ;Aƒ›' kæo. K bol phelaH caLya. 1 Aa Òv ;Aƒ›' Ke (Aem) tuH Ô`¦ (pa@maH) AaƒuH ne...? Aaha... ha¦ Aa \Ime=I (\Irj=I) smjvanI cIj Ke. wgvan¦ Aato ApUvR vat Ke¦¦ AnHtkazmaH É–arey Ýem=I saHwZyuH j n=I. saHwZyuH Ke, p` Ìic=I saHwZyuH n=I.

AhÄ wgvan Aa„ane ;Òv' kæo Ke. Ane Aene ;Aƒ›' khIne, Aene j Òv kæo Ke. ;Aƒ›' khIne Aene j _padey kæo. xuâ Aa„a Aƒ› Ke. ]I jysen AacayRnI !IkamaH sHSk<tmaH =oDuH AevuH lI\uH Ke: —AVyÉHt sU"mH˜ Aƒ›no A=R sU"m kyÈ Ke. wa{¦ Aƒ›‐sU"m Ýwu AHdr Ke. Aaha... ha¦

pu~y ne pap, dya‐dan, ƒvhar rTn5yno rag, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ, AnHt isâo, AnHt (pHc) prme*@I, ..., AnHt innodna Òv ‐ Ae K ãƒ$p jgt Ke. Ae &ey Ke, Ô`va layk Ke. to AemaH AnHt ƒvhar rTn5yno rag p` Aaƒo te p` Ôèlo Ýyojnvan Ke. (;smysar') 12mI ga=a Ýma e. p` Aa wgvan Aa„a, Ae K ãƒSv$p=I ;Aƒ›' Ke. ;smysar' 11mI ga=amaH wgvanAa„a wUta=R Ke, sTya=R Ke‐tene AhÄyaH ;Aƒ›' khe Ke. Ýwu¦ Ae to duinya=I sU"m vat Ke. Aaha... ha¦

i5kazI‐xuâ‐\/uv‐cEtNytÀv Aene wUta=R Ae!le sTy Ke, AevuH kæuH. to Ae sTy Ke, te j Aa]y krva layk Ke. Ae wUta=Rna Aa]ye j sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. hÒ Ý=m sMyGdxRnnI cIj FÌ sU"m Ke. Ae sMyGdxRn ivna, &an Ane cair5 ne v/t b\uH im+ya Ke AekDa ivnanaH mÄDaH Ke, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ AevI vat¦¦ ]I kuHdkuHd AacayR to Òvne Aem khe Ke ke: he Òv¦ tuH Aƒ› Ke, Aene tuH Ô`¦

Aek mumuÙuAe g{ kale ÝÆ kyÈ hto ne...? ke pyaRy AemaH Aave Ke ke nih? (sma\an:‐) pyaRy to Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ôè, Ae pyaRy. p` Ôè kone? ‐ ;Aƒ›' ne. Aƒ› kone khIAe? to Aem khe Ke... j¡Ao¦ svare =oDuH AaƒuH htuH. Aa Òv je Ke te xuâ icdŸ\n, AnHt AanHd, AnHt &an, AnHt xaHit, AnHt Ýwuta, AnHt {¬rta, AnHt SvCKta, AnHt ktR<Tv‐kmR, AnHt sa\n‐Aeva AnHt AnHt gu nuH Aek$p, \/uvSv$p, Aene AhÄyaH ;Aƒ›' kæo‐Ae Òv. Ane

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Ae isvay (b\a) AÒv. (AÒv) Ai\karmaH ƒvhar rTn5yna je ivkLp Ke tene p` AhÄyaH to AÒv kæa¸ tene ƒ› kæa¸ &ey kæa. ‐Aene ;ƒ›' ne, Ô`vavazo ;&ayk'. Ane ;ƒ›' ne Ô`vavazo ;Aƒ›' ‐Ae p` &ayk. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan¦ Aa vat FÌ sU"m¦¦

ijneNãdev tI=Åkr prma„a i5lokna= vItragdevnI vat, Ane svR xaÏono sar‐taTpyR to vItragta Ke ne... Ýwu¦ to vItragta É–are =ay? ke potanI pU R cIj je xuâ \/uv Ke, Aeno Aa]y le Ane prno Ane pyaRyno Aa]y p` KoDI de Tyare vItragta =ay Ke. carey AnuyogmaH khevanuH taTpyR to vItragta Ýg! krvanuH Ke. to Aeno Ae A=R =yo ke: Ýwu¦ tuH Aƒ› Ke, tene Ô`¦ to tne vItragta _TpNn =xe. smÔ uH kaH[?

tuH AtIiNãy AanHd Ane AtIiNãy &an=I to @so@s wrelo Ko. (p`) wgvan¦ tne tarI (mUz) CaIjnI qbr n=I. AaCaayRdevne kÌàno ivkLp AaVyo Ke. teAo to sHt hta. te to (Aa) ivkLpna p` Ô`vavaza hta. Aa !Ika to bnI g{, Ae p` potana Ô`vamaH to pr&ey trIke Ke. Aaha...ha¦ Ae (sU5ktaR) kuHdku Hd AaCaayR ho, ke !Ikakar Am<tCaHã AaCaayR ho‐ Ae b\a Aek j Ôtna Ke.

;smysar' p mI ga=amaH Aem lI\uH Ke ke: wgvan mhavIr prma„a, (tem j) AnHt svR& prma„a (je) =ya, Ane (vtRmanmaH) sImH\r wgvan ibraje Ke te iv&anFnmaH inmG™ hta. (Ane Ke.) Ae potanI iv&anFn je vStu (te, AVykt) temaH inmG™ hta¸ Ae pyaRy. Aaha... ha¦ kuHdkuHd AacayR khe Ke ke: jem wgvan iv&anFnmaH inmG™ hta (tem) Aena=I (tI=Åkr=I) maHDIne g`Frdev Ane Amara guÌ pyÅt (iv&aFnmaH) inmG™‐Aekla mG™ nih, ;in' _psgR Ke, ;in' ivxeØta btave Ke, ivxeØ mG™ hta. je idgHbr sMÝday, te jEndxRn Ke. AemaH AevI AacayR‐prHpra calI AavI Ke. kuHdkuHd AacayR khe Ke ke: Amara guÌ p` iv&anFnmaH inmG™ hta. Aaha... ha¦ AirhHtnI sa=e potana guÌ su\InI prMpra ÔeDI dI\I Ke¦ Aa to vItrag‐pH=‐i5lokna=nI prMprano pH=‐Ke. smÔùH kaH{? to ko{ khe ke: Are¦ tme to pHcm Aarana (sa\u) Ko ne...¦ tme to vzI wgvan pase gya hta, p` tmara guÌ to kaH{ wgvan pase gya nhota? to p` Ame (kuHdkuHd AacayR) Aem khIAe KIAe ke: potano wgvan jene AhÄyaH Aƒ› xuâ Aa„a \/uv khe Ke, Ae iv&anFnmaH Amara guÌ inmG™ hta. (ÝÆ:) tme to KÍS= Ko ne? to p` tme tmara guÌnI AevI sU"m dxane kevI rIte





ÔÌ lI\I? vzI ko{ khe Ke: wa{¦ prne Aem Ô`vamaH n=I AavtuH? to wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayR khe Ke: Ýwu¦ Aekvar saHwz to qro... saHwz to qro¦ Amara guÌne to Ame ÔÌAe KIAe. Aena guÌ... , Aena guÌ... , Aena guÌ... , Aena guÌ... , Ae iv&anFn, cEtNyipHD, Anakuz AanHd Ane xaHit, AkØay Svwavno rskHd Aa„a‐AemaH inmG™‐ivxeØ mG™ hta. Aaha... ha¦ Ae Amara guÌAe Amne mherbanI krI, Amara _pr Anug/h‐_pkar krIne xuâa„ano _pdex Amne AaPyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ K ãƒ Aaid...¦ p` Ae K ãƒ Aaidna b\a _pdexmaH p` Ae btavvuH Ke ke‐xuâ Aa„a _padey Ke. to Amara guÌAe Amne Ae xuâa„ano _pdex AaPyo. xuâ cEtNyFn Ke TyaH ¹iÚ krtaH, AmarI vtRman pyaRymaH xuâ AanHdkHdnI dxano wav, AmaramaH=I Ýg! =yo. Ýcur SvsHvedn‐Amaro inj vEwv‐Ýg! =yo. Aem Am<tcHã AacayR khe Ke¦ ‐p` teAo to wgvan pase gya n hota ne...? ke‐wa{¦ Aa (inj) wgvan pase gya hta. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? vat sU"m Ke, Ýwu¦ \mR jevI cIjne lokoAe (sa\ar` ne S=Uz) gÌ naqI. p` \mR Aevo n=I. jEn\mR bhu sU"m Ke Ýwu Ae Amara guÌ Ane Ame, iv&anFn‐AekluH &an nih, iv&an¸ AeklI pyaRy nih, Fn = iv&anFn‐Ýwu Aa„dz, &anno Fn, &anno ipHD‐AemaH, Amara guÌ inmG™ hta. to AmaramaH Amaro vEwv Ýg! =yo. Amaro vEwv p` AHdr Ýg! =yo. te SvsHvedn‐AanHdnI Ýcur dxa, Ae Amaro inj vEwv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae pHc mhav/tno ivkLp é@e Ke ne... nG™pùH ne... Ae Amaro inj vEwv n=I. muinne vÏ hotuH j n=I, vÏpa5 hotaH j n=I. saca muinsHt je Ke te (to) AHtrna iv&anFnmaH inmG™ Ke. Ane bhar nG™dxa Ane pHc mhav/tna ivkLp Aave Ke p` AemaH, te mG™ n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aem khe Ke ke‐pHcm Aarana sHt Amara guÌ p` Aeva hta¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: Ae Òv je Ke te ;Aƒ›' Ke. A=aRtŸ AmarI ApeÙaAe Amaro Òv Ke. Ae ApeÙaAe K ãƒSv$p lok te ;Aa' Òv nih¸ Ae ApeÙaAe K ãƒSv$p lok, te AÒv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ae to ÝTyek Aa„a potanI ApeÙaAe Ke Ane prnI ApeÙaAe n=I. AenI ApeÙaAe Ke Ane tenI ApeÙaAe te n=I. to khe Ke ke: K ãƒSv$p lok, Ae to isâ kyuÅ.

;K ãƒSv$p lok Ke' Ae to svR&e kæuH. svR& isvay AevI vat É–aHy n=I. jemaH kaz p`‐AsHQy kalaù‐Ke Aek \maRiSt Ke Aek A\maRiSt Ke (t=a Aek Aakax¸ AnHt Òv¸ Ane Aena=I AnHtgu a pudŸgl Ke ) ‐AevaH K ãƒ Ane Aena AnHtgu Ane AnHtI pyaRy Ke‐Ae K ãƒSv$p lok‐je &ey Ke‐te





b\aHne, AÒvmaH naqI dI\aH‐ ;Aa' Òv nih. he Òv¦ tuH Aem Ô`... ke, K ãƒSv$p je lok. &ey Ke‐tena=I, tuH iwNn Ke¦ Ane K ãƒSv$p je lok Ke te ƒ› Ke, baæ Ke, Ýg! Ke, ANy Ke Ane tuH AHtrmaH sU"m Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ tuH to AHtrmaH Aƒ›‐sU"m Ke ne...? Aene Ame ;Òv' khIAe KIAe. Ane tne khIAe KIAe ke: he Òv¦ ;Aƒ›' ne tuH Ô`¦ ;Aƒ›ne Ô`' to ;Ô`' Ae to pyaRy ={. (pa@maH) drekmaH ;ja`' AaƒuH ne...?¦ ArsmŸ ja`... AÌcmŸ ja`... AVv›H ja`... AinidHÚmŸ ja`... Aaha... ha¦ xuH AenI xElI¦¦

;K ãƒSv$p lok Ke' (temaH) AnHt isâo Ke, AnHt pHc prme¤I =ya, Ke Ane =xe‐Ae b\a, tarI cIj=I iwNn, &ey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ane tarI cIj jyare ;Aƒ›' Ke, baæmaH n=I¸ to tara ihsabe te svR& Ane pHc prme¤I Aaid baæ Ane ;ƒ›' Ke, &ey Ke. Aena=I tarI cIj ANy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aek xBdmaH ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦¦ Aena=I Òv ANy Ke. Aena=I wgvan AHdr ANy Ke‐ Aene (Aƒ›ne) _padey Ô`¦ Ae (Aƒ›) sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. sMyGdxRn, co=uH gu S=an hj¡ to smikt...¦ ]avk (pHcmgu S=an) to É–aHy rhI gya, Ae to xuH dxa Ke¦ Ane muin (wavilHg) Ae to xuH dxa¦¦ Ae to ATyare to...??

AhÄ to Aem khe Ke ke: Ae b\a=I ;Òv' ANy Ke. Ane Òv=I Ae (b\a) ANy Ke. to ƒvharrTn5yno ivkLp Aaƒo, Ae rag¸ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa, dya‐danno wav‐ivkLp¸ Aena=I p`, Òv¦ tuH iwþ Ke. Ane tarI Òv cIj=I Ae cIj iwNn Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wgvan¦¦

pKI song#na name Aem khe ke, Ae to ;inüyawas' Ke.. p`, wgvan¦ ;inüy' kho. Ae to tarI cIjnI tne qbr n=I, wgvan¦ Aaha. ha¦ ;ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ke' AhÄ Aeno p` inØe\ kyÈ Ke. Ane ;inim¿=I _padanmaH (kayR) =ay Ke' teno p` inØe\ kyÈ. inim¿ Ane ƒvhar to ;&ey' ne ;ƒ›' Ke.

kuHdkuHd AacayR Ýwu khe Ke ke: Aekvar ja`¦ AVv¿H jIvmŸ ja`. Aa to hÒ Aek bol caLyo. g{ kale p` poò klak caLyo hto.. ne? AÒvnuH rhI gyuH htuH. Aa to AenI sa=e =oDo ivcar Aaƒo. Aƒ›no A=R ;sU"m' Ke. sHSk<t !IkamaH Ke. (jysenacayeR) Aƒ›no A=R j sU"m kyÈ Ke.

ij&asa: kevz&an=I p` sU"m Ke?

sma\an: kevz&an, pyaRy Ke. tena=I sU"m i5kazI (ãƒ) Ke. pyaRyne to Aek ny=I ;inymsar' maH prãƒ kæuH Ke.




smysar ga=a‐49: 1p

;smysar' nI Aa 49' mI ga=amaH wgvannI vaÌ AlaEikk Ke... Ýwu¦ AavI vaÌ¦¦ jEn vItrag isvay, idgMbr\mR isvay, Aa vat É–aHy n=I. AemaH (idgMbrmaH) jNMya, Aene p` AenI qbr n=I¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: (lok) te &ey Ke. &eyno A=R ƒvhar. (te) p` &eymaH AavI gyo ne...¦ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ p` ;&ey' maH AavI gya¸ marapàmaH Aaƒa nhÄ. ;pHc prme¤I mara [Ú Ke' AevuH AhÄ AaƒuH nhÄ. pHc prme¤I p` ;Aa Aa„a' =I baæ cIj, ƒ› cIj, ;&ey' Ke Ane te ;ƒ›' Ke. Ane Òv=I te ;ANy' Ke. Òv ANy Ke, ma!e te ;Aƒ›' Ke, te j _padey Ke. K ãƒ Ane ragaid ivkLp=I iwþ, AHdrmaH wgvan pU R xuâ AVykt je cIj Ke te AtIiNãy AanHd Ane AtIiNãy &an, AtIiNãy xaHit... xaHit... xaHit=I lbalb wrelo xaHt... xaHt... xaHt Ke.

—_pxm rs vrse re¦ Ýwu tara nynmaH ... —_pxm rs vrse re¦ Ýwu tere nynme.˜... tarI cIjmaH to xuH khevuH¦¦ p` tara nynmaH Ane xrIrmaH p` _pxmrs #zI gyo Ke¦ Aevo _pxmrs AkØay vItragmUitR Ýwu‐Aene AhÄ ;Aƒ›' khe Ke. Ane Ae (vItragmUitR) pr=I iwNn ;Aƒ›' Ke. (ANy Ke) Ae!le ;Aƒ›' Ke. Ae!la ma!e ;_padey' Ke. Ae!la ma!e te j ;Òv' Ke. Ae!la ma!e te j ;\/uv' Ke. Ae!la ma!e te j Aek ;¹iÚ' no ivØy‐ ;Aadrva layk Ke.'

wgvan¦ Aa ko{ k=a‐vataR n=I. Aa to wgvtŸSv$p prma„a, potanI cIj xuH Ke‐AenI k=a khI. Aaha... ha¦ wgvtŸ‐k=a Aa Ke. ;inymsar' maH Ke KeLlI ga=amaH —wgvtŸ‐k=a˜ —wgvtŸSv$p.˜

jeè potana Aƒ› Sv$pne _padey Ô~yuH‐Aene AhÄ ;ja`' kæuH Ke. Aadex kyÈ Ke. muin AacayR Ke ne...? AacayR Aadex kre Ke: Ýwu¦ tuH Òv Aƒ›ne Ô`¦ Ae j _padey Ke. Ane Ae j Aa„a Ke. Ane Ae j Aa„a ANy=I (K ãƒSv$p lok=I) iwNn Ke. Aene AadrÌy krva=I tarI pyaRymaH‐AvS=amaH sMyGdxRn, &an Ane AanHd tne _TpNn =xe. Aaha... ha¦ AenuH nam \mRnI x$Aat Ke. AavI vat Ke¦¦ Ae vat samaNypè khI htI, Aeno hve ivStar krIne Aena (bIÔ) paHc bol khe Ke.

hve bIÔe bol: (—kØayckÊadŸwavkaäy›adNyTvatŸ˜‐—kØayono smUh je wavkwav ƒ› Ke tena=I Òv ANy Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke.˜ ) =oDuHk Aaje levanuH Ke. ;kØayono smUh' Ae kØay Aem to &eymaH Ôy Ke. kØay ƒ›maH Ôy Ke. xuH kæuH? ‐phelaH je kæuH ke je K ãƒSv$p lok &ey Ke, temaH kØay p` AavI gyo





Ke. Ane Ae Vy› Ke, AemaH Ae (kØay) AavI gyo Ke. p` samaNy ÝaÌ Aene SpÚ n krI xke, te kar`=I Aa bIÔe bol SpÚ kre Ke:‐

;kØayono smUh' ‐paKo Aeklo ;kØay' n lI\o, ;kØayono smUh' (lI\o). te cahe to dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna je xuwwav _TpNn =ay Ke, Ae AsHQy Ýkarna xuw kØay Ke. Ane kam, Êo\, ihHsa, jU@uH, corI, ivØy‐wog, ivØynI vasna Aaidna je pap wav _TpNn =ay Ke, Ae AsHQy Ýkarna Axuw kØay Ke. ‐Ae b\a mzIne ;kØayono smUh' Ke. ;kØayo' Aek vcn nih, bhuvcn Ke. Ane ;smUh' te wlene Êo\ hoy, man hoy, maya hoy, low hoy, rag hoy, äeØ hoy, Ýem hoy, AÝem hoy, ivØy‐vasna hoy, kÌà hoy, komzta hoy‐Ae b\a kØayono ;smUh' Ke.

;kØay' kem kæuH? ;kØŸ' Ae!le sHsar, Ane ;Aay' Ae!le law. jemaH (sHsarmaH) rqDvano law mze Aene ;kØay' khe Ke. pa@maH ;kØay' xBd pD–o Ke ne...? (kØ + Aay = kØay = sHsar + law.) jem ;samaiyk' khe Ke ne...? (sm + Aaiyk = samaiyk) vItragmUitR Aa„ano Anuwv =yo, sMyGdxRn =yuH ‐ AemaH ;sm' A=aRtŸ smtano‐AanHdno, Ane ;Aaiyk' Ae!le law =yo. ;smtano law' Aene samaiyk khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa duinya kre (Ke,) bese Ke (Ae, nih). Ae to AnHtvar kyuÅ. `mo AirhHta H... `mo isâa H... krIne... (AaHqo) bH\ krIne samaiyk (mane¦) p` AhÄ to Aƒ› xuâ _padey Aa„ano Anuwv ={ne, AanHdna SvadmaH vItragta _g/p e =ay, Aeno law =ay, AenuH nam ;samaiyk' khevamaH Aave Ke.

AhÄ Ae khe Ke ke: ;kØayono smUh je wavkwav' ‐kmR Ke, te ;wavk' Ke Ane Aeno ivkarI kØay‐smUh te wavkno ;wav' Ke te ;Aa„a' no nih. Aaha... ha¦ saHwzo¦ wlene dyano, danno, v/tno, wi›no wav =ay, p` Ýwu Aem khe Ke ke Ae to wavkno wav Ke, Ýwu¦

;wavk' mohkmR Ke' ‐ Ae ;smysar' ga=a‐32, 33maH waƒwavk' (lI\uH) TyaH AaƒuH Ke. (wavk je mohkmR tena Anusar Ýv<it=I potano Aa„a waƒ$p =ay Ke Ae!le ke) ;wavk' mohkmR, Ane Aene AnusrIne =vavaza ;waƒ' A=atŸ potanI (Aa„anI) pyaRy‐ivkar. Aha... ha¦ 32‐33 be_ ga=amaH AaƒuH Ke.

AhÄ to AacayR smuCcy, bhu !uHkamaH sHkelI le Ke ke: tarI pyaRymaH je kH{ pu~y ne papna AsHQy Ýkarna wav Ke te wavknuH waƒ Ane wavkno wav Ke. ;waƒ' kar` levamaH, AenI yoGyta TyaH 32‐33 ga=amaH levI htI¸ AhÄyaH to Ae ka#I naQyuH. Aaha... ha¦ xuH kæuH Ae? ‐32‐33 ga=amaH ;waƒwavk' kæuH





htuH TyaH Aem (ke) wavk kmR Ke Ane AaTmanI pyaRymaH (je) ivkar =ay Ke Ae waƒ‐yoGyta Ke. ;waƒ' Aa„anI ivkarI pyaRy Ke. AemaH kmR inim¿ ;wavk' Ke. AevuH btaƒuH htuH Ane Aena=I p` pKI iwþ btaƒuH. (p`) AhÄyaH to Ae sI\uH lI\uH (ke) Ae waƒ‐yoGyta p` (Aa„anI) nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

(smysar) ga=a‐31maH ;sHkrdoØ' nuH invar` (pirhar) kyuÅ ke: prvSturagaid mara Ke, [iNãyno ivØy maro Ke, wgvan mara Ke, wgvannI vaÌ marI Ke‐Ae b\a [iNãyna ivØy (Ke Aene Ôe) potana mane to te im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae sHkrdoØ Ke Ae!le ke Aek ãƒmaH bIÔ ãƒne wezvvuH te sHkr‐qIcDo Ke. pKI ga=a‐32maH waƒwavkne ÒTya Ke. (p` teno nax =yo n=I, s¿amaH Ke, Aem) TyaH _pxm]e InI vat krI Ke. pKI ga=a‐33maH waƒwavkno Ùy (Awav) lI\o Ke. (wavk moh\mRno Ùy =va=I Aa„ana ivwav$p waƒwavno p` Awav =ay Ke). inüymaH‐¹iÚmaH to ãƒSvwavmaH ivkarI pyaRynI laykat pyaRymaH Ke, p` qreqr ivkar krvavazo ãƒSvwav n=I. Aaha... ha¦ te kar`=I TyaH ;wavk' kmRnuH' , ;waƒ' A=aRtŸ pyaRynI yoGyta l{ne, Aena=I iwþ krvuH. AhÄyaH to phelaH=I j Aem lI\uH ke: wavkno Ae wav Ke. (te Aa„ano nhÄ.) TyaH ;waƒ' to pyaRynI yoGyta btavI ke pyaRymaH laykat (Ke.)

mha ivdehÙe5maH wgvan prma„a ijneNãdev sImH\r wgvan ibraje Ke. teAo (so) [Não Ane g`\ronI smÙ frmave Ke, Ae vaÌno sar, kuHdkuHd AacayR btave Ke ke: ;kØayono smUh' ‐Aek j nhÄ p` smSt ivkLp ma5. Are¦ gu`guÌna wedna je ivkLp é@e Ke¸ te p` kØaysmUhmaH Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ane dya pazvano wav, sTy bolvano wav, b/ïcyR pazvano wav‐Ae b\a xuwrag p` kØayna smUhmaH Ôy Ke.

;kØayono smUh je wavkwav' ‐wavk A=aRtŸ kmR je prcIj Ke Ae wav... k. Ae wavne krvavazuH kmR Ke, Ae wavkwav Ke &aykwav n=I. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan¦ tuH &aykwav Ke ne... Ýwu¦ to &aykno wav to &ata‐¹Úa hoy Ke. smÔyuH kaH{? &a... y... kno wav &a... y... k‐&an krvavazo. Aeno wav‐&ata‐¹Úa‐Ô`vuH‐deqvuH‐Ae wav Aeno Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ wavkno wav... AhÄ to t¶n iwþ btavvo Ke ne...? Ae kØayono smUh... Ýwu¦ xuw ke Axuw wav... Aaha... ha¦ wgvannuH Smr` krvuH, pHc prme¤InuH Smr` krvuH‐Ae p`, Aek rag Ane kØay Ke.

ragna be Ýkar Ke‐maya Ane low. äeØna be Ýkar Ke‐Êo\ Ane man.





mohna be Ýkar Ke‐Aek dxRnmoh, bIÔe cair5moh. pKI cair5mohmaH be Ýkar: Aek kØay (vednIy) Ane bIÔe (nokØay) vednIy. ‐Ae b\aHne ;moh' khIne kØayono smUh khIne kØayono smUh khIne, pu~y Ane papna b\ay wavne kØayono smUh ;wavkwav' (kæo Ke.) kmR‐mohkmRne kravvazo Ae ;wavkwav' Ke.

(smysar) 13mI ;wUdT=eàiwgda' vzI ga=amaH Ae kæuH Ke ne...? (nvey tÀv) Ae ÒvnuH ktRƒ nhÄ, AÒv sa=maH Ke. TyaH Aa„amaH yoGyta (pyaRynI) lI\I Ke. p` krvavazane kmR lI\uH Ke. —AaÏaVy AaÏvk˜ AaÏaVy‐AavvavazI pyaRy¸ Ane Aas/vk‐Ae kmR. kmRno wav Ae Aas/v Ke. (Aas/v =va yoGy Ane Aas/v krnar‐Ae bNne Aas/v Ke.) Ae to nIkzI Ôy Ke. Ae AenI (Aa„anI) cIj j n=I. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄyaH to ;Aƒ›' ãƒSvwavnuH v`Rn Ke ne...? Aƒ› ãƒSvwavmaH to Ae (waƒwavknI) yoGyta p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ kØayne ;waƒ' Ane kmR ;wavk' ‐be_no inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ p` AhÄ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aeno Aevo A=R ke, kmR ivkar krave Ke. AhÄ to kmR Ane kmR (‐inim¿e) =ta ivkar‐Ae b\ane ;ƒ›' khIne, ;pr' khevamaH Aaƒa Ke Ane Aena=I wgvan (Aa„a) iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

AavI vat Ke, wa{¦ saHwzvI y muXkel pDe. Ae smjvamaH É–are Aave na=¦ te=I te (ke!lak loko) Aem khI bese... ke‐Ae song#no \mR inüyawas Ke, ƒvharne manta n=I. (p`) Are Ýwu¦ saHwz to qro¦ ;ƒvhar n=I' Aem ko` mane Ke? ... ;Ke' p` Ae ;&ey' Ke. ƒvhar Ke te kØaywavmaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ phela bolmaH te (ƒvhar) &eymaH AaƒuH. Ane bIÔ bolmaH kØaymaH AaƒuH. smÔ uH kaH{? waØa to sadI‐sI\I Ke.

(Aek kor) kØayno smUh. Aek kor wvvan Aek$p Aa„a, Aƒ›, Aek$p, icdanHd wgvan, \/uvSv$p prma„a‐Aene Ô`¦ Aem kæuH ne...? pyaRy Ô e. Ô e kone? ke‐pU aRnHdna na=ne¦ Aaha... ha¦ kØayne Ô e, Ae p` ƒvhar=I khevamaH

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*mohnIyna be Ýkar Ke: dxRnmohnIy Ane cair5mohnIy. dxRnmohnIyna 5` wed Ke: im+yaTv, sMyiGm+yaTv, sMykŸÝk<it. cair5mohnIyna be wed Ke: kØay (vednIy) Ane nokØay (vednIy). kØay (vednIy) na 16 wed (‐AnHtanubH\I, AÝTyaQyanavr`, ÝTyaQyanavr`, sHjvlnna Êo\‐man‐maya‐lownI cokDI (4ˆ4μ16). nokØay (vednIy) na 9 wed (‐haSy, rit, Arit, xok, wy, j¡guPsa (Glain), ÏIved, puruØved, npuHskved.).





Aave Ke. qreqr kØaysHbH\I je &an =ay Ke te potane potana kar e. Sv‐prÝkaxk potanI xi›=I =ay Ke. rag Ke to ragnuH &an =yuH, Aem p` n=I. ragnuH &an =yuH te to potana sam+yRna karè =yuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH[?

AhÄ to rag, xuwwav dya‐dan‐v/t AaidnaH Ane pHcmhav/tnaH je piràm, te Aas/v Ke, rag Ke, kØay Ke. Are... re¦ Aa vat kem bese...? (loko) raD naqe ne...¦ (p`) raD naqo ke n naqo, Ýwu¦ magR to Aa Ke. bIj¡H ko{ xr` n=I xr` to AHdr wgvan AanHdSv$p (pote j) Ke. xrIr KU!vana smye, Ýwu¦ tarI carekor rog AavI jxe. kaHto pÙFat ={ jxe. ¬as l{ xkaxe nhÄ. bapu¦ Ae vqte xr` xuH? ... (bIÔe) ko` xr` Ke? Ae b\I iÊya (xrIrnI)... Ýwu¦ tara &annI &ey Ke. taramaH n=I, tarI n=I Ane tara=I ={ n=I. Aaha... ha¦

Aeva kØayono smUh je wavkwav Ke, Ae ƒ› Ke. baæ Ke. Ýg! Ke. S=Uz Ke. Aa ;Aƒ›' ne ;sU"m' khevuH Ke ne...? to AhÄ ;S=Uz'. AhÄ ;ƒ›' khevuH Ke ne...? to TyaH ;Aƒ›'. baæ' khevuH Ke? to AhÄ ;AaWyHtr'. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to isâaHt¦¦ Aa to sHtonI vaÌ¦¦ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ke (bIje) É–aHy?

smiktIne p` wgvannI wi›no wav Aave Ke. p` Ae Aene &ey trIke Ôè Ke Ô`valayk ={ne Ô e Ke ;potana Ke' Aem Ô`ta n=I. Ane kØayono smUh ;ƒ›' Ke‐Aena=I huH iwþ KuH‐Aem Ôè Ke. Ae kØayno‐wi›no je wav Aaƒo ;Ae mne Aaƒo, Ane marI sa=e Aeno sHbH\ Ke' ‐Aem manta n=I.

kØayono smUh ;ƒ›' Ke, Aena=I Òv ANy Ke. Aena=I Òv ANy Ke te karè (Òv) ;Aƒ›' Ke. ivxeØ khexe...

*** ;AVy›' bol-2, 3 (Ývcn: ta. 19‐1‐ ;78)

;smysar' ga=a‐49maH (AaTmane) ;AVy›' nuH ivxeØ` Ke. ;AVy›' A=aRtŸ AaTma. je \/uv, xuâ, cEtNy, AtIiNãy, AnHt &anno ipHD Ane AtIiNãy AanHdno sagr, AtIiNãy Ýwutano {¬r‐AevI AnHt xi›, Ane Aek Aek xi›maH AnHt AanHdnuH $p Ke‐Aene AhÄ ;Aƒ›' khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae _padey Ke, Ae AadrÌy Ke. ;Ae' isvay, b\I cIj (ƒ›) &ey, &ey trIke Ke. Aa Aƒ› Aa„a, Ae _padey trIke &ey Ke. smj`maH Aave Ke? =oDI sU"m vat to Ke.





phelo bol to caLyo ivStar=I. AhÄ bIÔ bolmaH AaƒuH ;kØayono smUh'. (je wavkwav ƒ› Ke tena=I Òv ANy Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke.)

vtRmanmaH Aa vat bhu cale Ke ke: phelaH ic¿xuiâ hoy, xuwrag hoy Ane kØayno mHd wav hoy, to AkØaySv$p Aa„ano Anuwv, sMyGdxRn =ay Ke Aem khe Ke. to AenI same AhÄ dlIl Ke: Ae kØaywavno smUh ;wavkwav' Ae to wavkno wav Ke. ;kmR' Aek bIÒ cIj Ke, ;wavk'. (Ane) ;wav' krvavazano wav Ke. Ae ic¿xuiâmaH je ragnI mHdta hoy Ke, te p` wavkno wav Ke. Ae kmR wavk Ke Aeno Ae wav (Ke) Ae ãƒSvwav n=I.

wa{¦ ;smysar' ‐13mI ga=amaH to Aap e TyaH su\I lI\uH ne...? AaÏaVy Ane AaÏavk. TyaH p` Ae lI\uH: pyaRymaH Aas/v =va layk pyaRy lI\I Ke, Ane Aas/v krvavazaH kmR lI\aH Ke. TyaH fkt ƒvhare nv (pda=R) btavva Ke ne...? Aena=I (nv pda=R=I) riht, ;wUta=R‐cEtNynuH AvlHbn levuH' ‐Ae btavva ma!e, 13mI ga=amaH Aem kæuH Ke ke: ;pu~ywav' Ke. ;ÒvnI Aek pyaRy' pu~y =va layk Ke, Ane pu~y krvavazo ;Aek kmR' Ke. kar` ke ;te ãƒSvwav n=I'. pyaRymaH Ke, krvavazI p` pyaRy to Ùi`k Ke. to TyaH Aas/v =va yoGy khIne, Aas/v krvavazuH to kmR Ke, Aem kæuH. Aaha... ha¦ Aem, bH\ =va layk potanI pyaRy Ae bH\ =va layk¸ Ane bH\k‐wavk‐kmR. TyaH lI\uH Ke. (AevI j rIte) TyaH * sateymaH étayaR Ke. Ane Òv‐AÒvmaH‐ ;Òv' (&aykSv$p) Ke, Ane Òvna ivkarno hetu ;AÒv' Ke. TyaH Aem lI\uH Ke. ÒvSv$p wgvan Aa„a, Ae to xuâ AanHdkHd Ýwu icdŸFn‐Ae j sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. AenI pyaRymaH je Aa (pu~yaid) =ya Ke. Ae kmRna inim¿e (=ay Ke, tene TyaH) wavk khIne, potanI pyaRyne waƒ khIne, be_no inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ btavIne, Aek ÒvmaH bIÔ AÒvna inim¿=I Aeva sat wed _TpNn =ay Ke. Ae!le nv ={ gya. Aekkor Òv Ane Aek kor AÒv. be_na sHyog=I sat tÀv _TpNn =ay Ke. pu~y, pap, Aas/v, sHvr, injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ‐Ae sateymaH, Aem lI\uH ke: bH\ =va layk Aa„anI pyaRy, Ane bH\ krvavazuH kmR. kar` ke: ãƒSvwavmaH to Ae n=I. Aaha... ha¦ to TyaH krvavazo' kæo, Aem kem? ‐ivk<tSvwav, Aa„anuH Sv$p n=I. te kar`=I TyaH nv tÀvnI x$Aat krtaH Aem lI\uH ke: ivkar =vayoGy Aa„anI pyaRy Ane ivkar krvavazuH kmR‐be_ne inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke. (p`) AekmaH nv _TpNn =ta n=I. AekmaH to icdanHd wgvan Aeklo j Ke. AekmaH bIÒ cIjnuH‐ __________________________________________________________________

*pu~y, pap, Aas/v, sHvr, injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ.





wavk. wavpànuH‐inim¿ ={ne, sat tÀvnI _Tpi¿ Aa„anI pyaRymaH =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{¦

AhÄ kæuH ke ;kØayono smUh je wavkwav' te to wavkno wav Ke. TyaH (13mI ga=amaH) to pyaRynI yoGyta p` lI\I htI. g{ kale kæuH htuH ne... ke: ga=a‐32, 33maH TyaH p` pyaRynI yoGyta lI\I Ke. ãƒ¹iÚ kravva (kæuH ke:) pyaRynI yoGyta Ane inim¿ k¿aR AÒv, Ae be_ KoDva layk Ke. Aek cEtNySv$p AanHdkHd Ýwu‐\m± Ke. \mR krvo hoy to \m± Aevo je Aƒ›, potanuH prma„Sv$p, te j _padey Ke te j AadrÌy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xrtuH bhu¦ AhÄyaH to kæuH ke: kØayono smUh te cahe ic¿xuiâno xuwrag hoy to p` te (sa\n n=I.)

ÝÆ: pUveR Axuwwav hoy Aene KoDIne to (sI\o) xuâwav =to n=I? to Aaqre to xuwwav hovo Ôe{Ae...? Aena (xuwwavna) karè (xuâwav) =ay Ke A=va Aene (xuwwavne) KoDIne (xuâwav) =ay Ke to Ae!lI to ApeÙa xuwwavnI AavI ne...?

to khe Ke ke: nhÄ. Ae (xuwwav) Aa„ano wav j n=I. svarmaH to AaƒuH htuH ne...? ke: Ae to ivØ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan (Aa„a) Am<tnuH srovr‐smuã¦ AenI pase, xuwwav Ùi`k‐ivk<t‐wavkno wav (Ae) Jer Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aakro magR Ke, wa{¦

phelI cIj sMyGdxRn‐AnuwUit. ;dxRn' ÝtIitnI ApeÙaAe khe Ke. Ane vedn Ane Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe ;AnuwUit' khe Ke. p` te AnuwUitmaH ;wavkno wav' Aavto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae xuwwav p` wavkno wav Ke te potano (Aa„ano) Svwav n=I. Aem kæuH Ke ne...? ke: Ae (xuwwav) wavkno wav Ke &aykno wav n=I. to AhÄ ;&ayk' ne ;Aƒ›' khe Ke. kem ke: te (;xuwwav') wavkno wav ;&ey' Ke, ;ƒ›' Ke, ;baæ' Ke. bIÒ ApeÙaAe khIAe to (pu~y‐pap Ai\karmaH) ;xuwwav' ne S=Uz kæa Ke, wa{¦ xuwwav Ke te ;S=Uz Ke. cahe to ragnI mHdtana‐dya, dan, v/t, wi›, pUÔna wav hoy, p` te to S=Uzwav (j) Ke Ane je ;Aƒ› wav' Ke, te Aena=I (xuwwav=I) iwNn, sU"m Ke. Aaha... ha¦ \mRno magR ApUvR Ke, wa{¦ Ae sa\ar`=I Ýaº =ay, AevI cIj n=I.

jena (Aa]ye) wvno AHt AavI Ôy? AevI je cIj¦ ‐ (AemaH) wv Ane wvno wav n=I. wv Ane wvno wav, Ae ivkar wav (Ke). wv Ane Ae wav Ae b\a=I riht, wgvan (Aa„a) Ke. Aaha... ha¦

je wavkno wav Ke te ;ƒ›' Ke. phelaH (bol) maH tene ;&ey' kæuH htuH Ane




22: Ývcn nvnIt wag ‐ 1

;Vy›' kæuH htuH. AhÄ Aeklo ;ƒ›' kæo. ;Ô`valayk' Ke, Aem to phela (bol) maH mUkyuH htuH. p` AhÄyaH ;ƒ›' le Ke ke: Ae xuwwav je Aas/v krva layk Ane (ãƒkmR) krvavazo‐Ae b\a ;ƒ›' Ke, ;S=Uz' Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? ragnI mHdtano, ic¿xuiâno wav‐Ae ƒ› Ke, S=Uz Ke Aena=I ;Òv' ANy Ke. Ae (xuwwav) S=Uz Ke, ;ƒ›' Ke. to Aena=I ;Òv' iwNn‐sU"m Ke. ;Aƒ›' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

Are¦ Ae e (Òve) Aa„anI kdI drkar krI n=I¦ bhar=I É–aH w`vuH‐xIqvuH? _pdex devo¸ bharmaH pDvuH¸ loko kH{k mne mane¸ Aem deqadeqI=I bharnI cIjmaH roka{ gyo¦ huH kH{k xIQyo KuH. mne smj`‐&anaid Ke, AavDt Ke. tene p` AHdr AevI =oDI mI@ax rhI Ôy ke, lokone QyalmaH AavI Ôy ke Aene kH{k &an Ke. AevI mI@ax ;wavkno wav' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ane bIÔ =oDa kre to Aap e Fà krIAe. bIÔ =oDuH dan Aape to Aap e FùH d{Ae. bIÔ be‐car mHidr bnave to Aapè dx‐pHdr bnavIAe‐AevI ragnI mHdtamaH hoDahoDI caltI hoy¦ to te p` ;wavkno wav' Ke. AemaH Aa„anuH kaH{ kLya` n=I.

;kØayono smUh' maH Ae b\uH l{ l\uH. f› phela (bol) maH &ey btavIne ƒ› kæuH Ke. hve ƒ›=I Aƒ›... bs¦ Ae!luH SpÚ kre Ke. &ey to temaH (ƒ›maH) btaƒuH Ke. qreqr to Aa„a ;&ayk' Ke. ragnI mHdta, Ae pr&ey' Ke Ae ;Sv&ey' n=I. Sv&ey to &ayk Ke. Ane day, dan, v/t, ragnI mHdtano wav te cahe to xaÏnI pUÔ ho, wgvannI pUÔ ho, ke mHidrnI pUÔ ho‐Ae b\a xuwwav ;ƒ›' Ke ;S=Uz' Ke. Aena=I, wgvan Aa„a iwNn Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;kØayono smUh' Ae!lamaH b\uH AavI gyuH¦

=oDI =oDI vat hve loko bhar naqe Ke. (Aek ¬etaHbr sa\uAe) hve jEnpi5kamaH =oDuHk kaH{k naQyuH (lQyuH) Ke. p` AemaH jrI go!o Ke. Ae e naQyuH Ke ke: ATyare b\I iÊyakaHDnI hoDahoDI cale Ke, AemaH Aa„anuH kH{ &an n=I‐ Aa„&an n=I. ¬etaHbromaH bhu cale Ke ne...¦ ke: Aa _p\an kre Ke ne... Aam kre Ke ne... Aa!la ix*y bnaƒa ne... (p`) AemaH kaH{ mal n=I, wa{¦ p` paKuH =oDuH naqe ke: ic¿xuiâ krvI... rag mHd =ay to pKI AnuwUit =ay Ke.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: AnHtvar ic¿xuiâ krI. nvmI g/Eveyke gyo. Ýwu¦ teH saHwZyuH n=I AevI ic¿xuiâ Ane xuÉl leXya to ATyare n=I. Aaha... ha¦ p`, AevI xuÉl leXya=I (Aa„anI) Ýaiº n =ay. kar` ke: Ýwu (Aa„a) to AleXyI, Aƒ›, xuâ, cEtNyFn Ke. te to potana Svwav=I j Ýaº =ay Ke. te xuwrag Ane ƒvhar=I Ýaº =to n=I.





Ae kØayono smUh je wavkwav Vy› Ke, tena=I Òv ANy Ke. AhÄ to ;Òv' khevo Ke ne...? (wavkwav) ;ƒ›' Ke. AemaH khI to dI\uH ke: Aa„a=I, wavkwav ƒ› A=aRtŸ baæ Ke. hve to te ;baæ' =I, Ae wgvan Aa„a AHdrmaH ;iwþ' Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Ae kØayno wav, wavkwav, AÒv, wavk Ane wav‐pyaRy, te b\a ;AÒv' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ane wgvan (Aa„a), tena=I (;AÒv') =I iwþ, AHdr Ke. jene AhÄyaH wavknI‐ƒ›nI ApeÙaAe, ;Aƒ›' kæo Ke. Ke to Ae AHdr Ýg!$pe. ;Aƒ›' no A=R Ae ke ;ƒ›' =I baæ‐iwNn Ke, Ae ApeÙaAe ;Aƒ›'. bakI vStu to AHdr ƒ›‐Ýg! j Ke. Aaha... ha¦

AtIiNãy AanHdkHdÝwu (Aa„a)¦ AnHt AtIiNãy &an‐AanHd, AtIiNãy AnHt SvCKta, Ýwuta¸ AevI Aekek xi›maH AnHt xi›nuH $p Ane AevI bIÒ AnHtI xi›AonaH AnHt$p‐AevI AnHt$p xi›no ipHD (Aevo) Ýwu, Ae xuwwav‐wavk=I tdŸn iwNn Ke. Ae (Ýwu) Aƒ› Ke. te j sMyG¹iÚne‐\m±ne _padey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? (]ota:) Aek‐be var Aap kho, AemaH smÔy nhÄ. (_¿r) JaJI vat kyaH Ke? be‐5`‐car var to Aave Ke. to Aave Ke. wle ferfer waØa bIÒ Aave, p` wav to Ae j rhe Ke.

(smysar) ga=a‐32, 33maH to Aek kæuH ne...? ke: wavk Ke kmR, Ane AenI (Aa„anI) ivkarI pyaRy Ke waƒ. 13mI ga=amaH p` Ae kæuH ke: ivkar krvavazuH kmR, Ane ivkar =va layk ÒvnI pyaRy. to Aek Òvne Aeklane nvtÀv _TpNn =taH n=I. bIÔno sHbH\ hoy to be =ay. ;AekDe Aek' ne... ;bgDe be'. Aek j cEtNySv$pmaH to ko{ bgaD Ke j nih. cEtNySv$p, Ôe AÒv je Acetn kmR Ke AenuH lÙ A=aRtŸ sHg kre to bgaD _TpNn =ay Ke. smjvamaH AaƒuH?

AhÄ Am<tcHã AacayeR =oDa xBdomaH FùH dI\uH Ke¦ &eymaH ;ƒ›' khIne, &aykne ;Aƒ›' kæo hto, te TyaH samaNy rIte kæuH htuH. p` ko{ n smÒ xke te=I pKI AhÄ quLluH krI dI\uH ke: je!la xuw‐Axuw wav Ke, te wavkno wav Ke, kmRno wav Ke, AÒvno wav Ke te Òvno wav n=I. ;AÒv Ai\kar' cale Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ ƒvhar rTn5y, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa Ane pHc mhav/tnaH piràm‐Aene AÒvmaH naQyaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ Ae AÒvmaH kem? ke: wgvan (Aa„a) to cEtNy‐AanHdSv$p Ke ne...¦ to cEtNy Ane AanHd wgvan, ƒvhar rTn5ymaHAaƒo nhÄ. AhÄ to cEtNy Ane AanHd te Aa„a. to (potano) cEtNy Ane AanHd jemaH n=I (te, AÒv).





cetnmaH cetn Ane AanHd Ke. Ane AÒvmaH AanHd Ane &an n=I, Ae ApeÙaAe (xuw wavne) AÒv khIne, ƒ› khIne, iwNn khIne‐Aena=I, wgvan (Aa„a) ne iwþ btaƒo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ Aavo _pdex¦¦

hve ma`sne AevuH... lage ne...¦ AolamaH (sHÝdaymaH) \ma\m haKe (cale)... Aamne Aam... _pvas kro.. _pvas kro, dan kro, mHidr bnavo, r=ya5a ka#o, gjr= ka#o... gjr= ka#te hEH n..? Aaha... ha¦ ;gjr=' to wgvan Aa„a Ke. injRra Ai\karmaH AaƒuH Ke ne...? —iv>ar=maÌ#˜ Aaha... ha¦ wgvan¦ iv>a Ae!le iv>man cIj, i5kazI iv>man... iv>man cIj‐AemaH Aa$# =vuH, Ae ;gjr=' Ke. ragmaH Aa$# =vuH te to, Ýwu¦ pamrta Ke, du:q Ke, Ae AÒv Ke, Ae ƒ› Ke. ƒ› A=aRtŸ baæ cIj Ke. temaH, Aƒ› cEtNyto AHx n=I. to Ae ApeÙaAe (ragne) ƒ› kæo, S=Uz kæo. Aena=I, ;Òv' ANy Ke, ma!e ;Aƒ›' Ke.

5IÔ bol ;ictŸsamaNy' maH p` Ae levuH (Ke). xuH levuH (Ke) ? wavkwav ƒ› Ke, Aena=I Aƒ› iwNn Ke, AevuH Ô`¦ (pa@maH) ;ja`' AaƒuH Ke ne...? ;Aem Ô`¦' Aem wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayR Aadex kre Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wavkno wav‐ivkarI wav wle xuw ho...¦ Axuw wavnI to vat É–aH krvI? ‐tena=I p` iwNn, Ae Aƒ› Ke. wgvan Aa„a‐tene Ô`¦ ;ja`' Aem kæuH ne...? tuH rag=I potane law mane Ke (p`) Ýwu¦ Ae rag ;wavkwav' Ke. tena=I iwNn, wgvan je Aƒ›, tene Ô`¦ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to wavk (wav) ‐ƒvharne Ô`, Ae p` n lI\uH. Ae phela (bol) maH sa\ar` AavI gyuH htuH. Ae AÒvne Ô`vuH Ae p` AhÄ n=I lI\uH. phelaH to sa\ar` vat khI dI\I htI. AhÄ to ;Aƒ›ne Ô`' Aem khevuH Ke, wa{¦ Aa (wavk) wav=I iwNn, Aene (Aƒ›ne) Ô`¦ ;wavne Ô`' Ae ÝÆ j AhÄ n=I. Ae xuâ cEtNy vStu je wavkna wav=I iwNn, tene Ô`¦ Ane Aene Ô`vamaH tarI pyaRymaH, AenuH (wavkwavnuH) p` &an =xe. tara sam+yR=I ragne (‐wavkwavne) Ô`vano n=I¸ p` tara sam+yR=I potanuH &an =vamaH rag sHbH\InuH &an sa=e _TpNn =xe. smÔùH kaH{? hve be bol =ya. 5IÔe bol:‐

(—icTsamaNyinmG™smStVyi›TvatŸ˜. ictŸsamaNymaH cEtNynI svR ƒiktAo inmG™ (AHtwURt) Ke ma!e Aƒ› Ke.) hve ;ictŸsamaNy' maH xuH khe Ke? ‐ ;ictŸ' A=aRtŸ &an je Aa„a (Ke te) ;samaNy' A=aRtŸ i5kazSv$p Aek$p \/uv (Ke) ‐Ae sU"m, Aƒ› (Ke). (Ane) baæ pyaRyo je!lI Ke Ae ƒ› (Ke). Ae icTsamaNymaH cEtNynI AnHt smSt ƒiktAo‐Aek vtRman pyaRyne KoDIne‐





(ANtinRmGn Ke. AemaH ;ja`' levuH Ke ne...? to pKI ;Ô`' (Ae vtRman) pyaRy ƒ› rhI (‐Ô`narI).

frI=I, ke: icTsamaNymaH &aykwav je wgvan i5kaz¦ Aaha... ha¦ te samaNy Ke, Aek$p Ke, \/uv Ke, AäEt Ke, inTy Ke‐Aevo icTsamaNy. ;ictŸ' A=aRtŸ &an. ;samaNy' maH cEtNynI smSt ƒiktAo, cEtNynI smSt pyaRyo, Ýg! pyaRyo, ‐cEtNynI smSt pyaRyo je ivxeØ (jemaH=I wavkno wav ka#I naQyo hto), wUtkazmaH ko{ (pyaRy) miln ne inmRz ={, wiv*ymaH inmRz =xe‐Ae smSt ƒiktAo, pyaRyo, Ýg! pyaRyo, inmG™ A=aRtŸ AHtwURt Ke. xuH kæuH? smÔyuH kaH{?

samaNySv$p je wgvanAa„a Aek$p‐AemaH, inmRz pyaRy p` AHtinRmG™ Ke. wUt Ane wiv*ymaH AnHt pyaRy ={ Ane =xe, ke!lIk miln pyaRyono AHt AavIne inmRz p` ={, Ane inmRz =xe‐Ae b\I pyaRyo, samaNy cetnamaH inmG™ Ke. AHtrmaH inmG™ Ke iwNn n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aavo \mRno _pdex¦¦ hve xuH krvuH AemaH? ;Aa' krvuH. ;Aa' Ýwu¦ ke: AHdr mhan vStu pDI Ke (‐iv>man Ke). AemaH Ae baj¡ (AHtr) maH lIn =a¦ AenI sNmuq =a¦ Aeno Aa]y le¦ Ae wgvan pU aRnHdna na=nuH xr` le¦ _¿mmaH _¿m ko{ pda=R hoy to Ae samaNy cIj (inÔ„a) Ke, te _¿mmaH _¿m ko{ pda=R hoy to Ae samaNy cIj (inÔ„a) Ke, te _¿m pda=R svÈTk<Ú Ke Ane tI=Åkr prma„a=I p` taro samaNy Aa„a svÈTk<Ú _¿m Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aavo _pdex¦¦ Ae!le lokone song#nuH AevuH lage ke...¦ to vzI waGyxazI Òvo saHwzvane layk =ya Ke ne...¦ nhÄtr k@` pDe AevuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ Aekvar saHwz to qro¦ Ýwu¦ Aava Avsr É–are mze¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: icTsamaNymaH‐\/uvmaH‐inTymaH‐Aek$p i5kazI SvwavmaH‐je!lI pyaRyo ={ g{ Ane =vavazI Ke te b\I‐AHtrmaH inmG™ Ke, xi›$pe. smÔùH kaH{? ivkarIpyaRy AHdr (ãƒmaH) Ôy Ke to yoGyta rhe Ke¸ ivkar (ãƒmaH) n=I jto. ivkarIpyaRy je Ôy Ke te ivkarIwav, to _dywav Ke Ane (tene) to wavkwavmaH ka#I naQyo. AhÄ to _pxm Ane Ùyopxm wavnI je pyaRy Ke, vtRman pyaRy isvay, wUt‐wiv*ynI je!lI inmRz pyaRy Ke, Ae ictŸsamaNymaH (ãƒmaH) j{ne piràimk$pe ={ Ke. AHtrmaH _pxm Ane Ùyopxm wav n=I rheto. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?





Aavo _pdex¦¦ Are¦ Aavo magR, bapu¦ vItragmagR to AlaEikk Ke, wa{¦ Ane Ae kaH{ duinyane deqaDva ma!e n=I. potane Ôeva (Aara\va) ma!e Ke. Aaha... ha¦

potanuH Sv$p, ictŸ‐&an, samaNy‐Sv$p, AemaH je!lI pyaRyo‐ƒiktAo htI, ƒiktAo =xe‐Ae b\I, AHtrmaH ANtmRGt A=aRtŸ pairàimk wave Ke. samaNymaH ANtmRG™no Aevo A=R n=I ke: AHtr (ãƒ) maH _pxmwav‐Ùyopxm wav Ke. Aek vtRman pyaRyne bad krI. kar` ke, vtRman pyaRymaH ;ja`¦' AevuH lI\uH ne...? icTsamaNymaH svR ƒiktAo AHtrinRmG™ Ke‐he ix*y¦ Aeva Òvne tuH Ô`¦

Aaha... ha¦ ke!lI vat kre Ke¦ phelI vat AevI Ke ke: ivkLp=I to Aevo in`Ry phelaH krvo pDxe ke ;magR to Aa Ke'. pKI Ae ivkLp toDIne (Aa„ano) Anuwv =ay Ke. p` hÒ ivkLp=I p` (y=a=R) in`RynaH jenaH @ekaàH n=I¦ pyaRymaH‐AvS=amaH ragna ivkLpsiht &anmaH, y=a=R xuH Ke AevuH p` jene (smj`maH n=I ke) Sv$p trf Jukva=I j sMyGdxRn =ay Ke¸ pyaRynaH lÙ=I p` sMyGdxRn =tuH n=I¸ to ivkLp=I Ane ivkLpna lÙ=I (sMyGdxRn) =ay‐Ae vat to AhÄ Ke j nhÄ. AhÄ to pyaRyno p` inØe\ krI dI\o Ke. to Aem, phelaH in\aRr‐inüy krvo Ôe{Ae. wle te ivkLp=I hoy p` phelaH (y=a=R) in`Ry‐in\aRr hovo Ôe{Ae ke ;magR to Aa Ke'.

je!lI ƒiktAo‐pyaRy Ke‐Ae b\I, ANtinRmG™ Ke. pairàimkwav Svwav wav Ke. pyaRyna Aa]ynI j$r n=I. kar` ke, te to ANtinRmG™ Ke. Ane je pyaRy, in Ry kre Ke te to baæ Ke.

;ja`' kæuH ne...? —ja` AVv¿H jIvm Ÿ˜... —jIvmŸ AVv¿H ja`˜ Aa xBd lI\o Ke ne...? Aaha... ha¦ wgvHt tne Òv khe Ke. Ane Òvne wgvHt khe Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ wgvan tuH Òv Ko ne...¦ inmRz pyaRyo p` (jemaH) ANtinRmG™ Ke, Aeva Òvne tuH vtRmanmaH Ô`¦ AinTy=I inTyno in`Ry =ay Ke. inTyno in`Ry inTy=I n=I =to, inTy to \/uv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ samaNy to \/uv Ke. Ane samaNy\/uvmaH wUt‐wiv*ynI pyaRyo ANtmRG™ Ke. te (pyaRyo) \/uvmaH calI g{. to vtRmanmaH pyaRy Ke ke nhÄ? to te ƒ› Ke ke nhÄ? ke ANtmRG™ Ke? (vtRman pyaRy ANtmRG™ n=I).

Aaha... ha¦ waØa to sadI Ke, bapu¦ wav to je Ke te Ke. Aa kaH{ duinyane deqaDva ma!e n=I... ke, j¡Ao... j¡Ao¦ Amne AavuH &an Ke. AmaramaH AevI AavDt Ke. AemaH xuH...? duinyano irpa!R (Ýma`p5) levo Ke?





Aaha... ha¦ tarI cIj AHdr Ke. Aek vtRman pyaRy isvay, b\I wUt‐wiv*ynI ƒiktAo (pyaRyo) te AHtr (ãƒ) maH inmG™ Ke. vtRman pyaRy isvaynI, je phelI (pUvR) pyaRymaH Ø!ŸãƒnuH &an htuH... wa{¦ te pyaRy p`, ANtmRG™ ={ g{.

AhÄ sa\k (\maR„a) nI vat Ke ne...? sa\kne khe Ke: ;Ô`' tarI ]ut&annI je vtRman pyaRy Ke (te=I) Ô` ke: tarI wUt Ane wiv*ynI pyaRy wUtnI pyaRy, p` Aek smymaH ]ut&an=I K ãƒne Ô`vanI takatvazI htI¸ te pyaRy to g{, ANtmRG™ ={ g{. vtRman isvay, paKznI ]ut&annI pyaRy Ane (pKInI) kevz&annI pyaRy b\I AavI g{ ke (ko{) bakI rhI g{? (b\I AavI g{.) (Ae!le ke) je tarI pyaRy =xe, temaH p` K ãƒne Ô`vanI takat (hxe), te pyaRy Ô`xe, Ane pKI kevz&an =xe, Ae pyaRy p` Svãƒne Ane prãƒne Ô`xe j. p` te pyaRy‐ ;samaNy' maH ANtmRG™ Ke. smÔùH kaH{? ANtmRG™ Ae!le vtRmanmaH pyaRy$pe pyaRy n=I¸ p` \/uvmaH Aeno (pyaRyno) prm pairàimk Svwavwav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦

wgvan (Aa„a) to xaHitno sagr Ke. xaHit je _TpNn ={ htI Ane hÒ je xaHit _TpNn =xe, te b\I pyaRyo (ãƒmaH) ANtmRG™ Ke, baæmaH n=I, pyaRy$pe n=I, ãƒ$pe (Ke). pyaRy$pe Aek smynI vtRman pyaRy —Ô`˜ Ae rhI g{. Ae ANtmRG™ n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ AavuH JI uH¦ kevo sU"m wav¦¦

wgvan i5lokna= ijneNãdev, Aena &annI to xI vat¦¦ Aoho... ho¦ prme¬rna kevz&annI pyaRy said‐AnHt Aavxe, to said‐AnHt rhexe, Ae pyaRy p` vtRmanmaH to ANtmRG™ Ke‐Aem khe Ke. Aeno A=R Ae Aaƒo ke: AnHt AnHt isâo, kevzIAo Ane K ãƒnuH &an, pyaRymaH AavI gyuH. ‐Ae sHbH\I potanuH &an, Ae &annI pyaRy, p` ANtmRG™ ={g{ Ke vtRman (pyaRy) isvay.

ij&asa: potpotana Sv‐$p siht ANtmRG™ Ke?

sma\an: Sv‐$pe pyaRy n rhI. pyaRy n rhI. te samaNy (ãƒ) $pe ={ g{.

ij&asa: kevz&an kem (Ô e) ?

sma\an: kevz&an p` samaNy$pe (Ôè), pyaRy$pe nhÄ.

kevz&an said‐AnHt =xe, Ae pyaRy p` AHdr (ãƒmaH) samaNy$pe rhI Ke. kevz&an to Ùaiykwav Ke Ane samaNywav je Ke te to \/uv‐prm pairàimk wave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke, wa{¦

ij&asa: kevz&anmaH je wase Ke te jevI =vanI Ke tevI j wase Ke?





sma\an: Ae b\I. Ae (_›) Ýmaè j Ke. Ae pyaRy AHdr Aƒ› (Ke). AHdr inmG™ Ke. AevI cIjne Aƒ› khe Ke. Ane Ae Ae _padey Ke. pyaRymaH —ja`˜ kheva=I Ae (vtRman) pyaRymaH Aa (;Aƒ›') _padey Ke, Aem. ivxeØ khexe...

*** ;AVy›' bol 3, 4 (Ývcn: ta. 20‐1‐1978)

;smysar' ‐ 49 ga=a. m=azuH xuH kæuH ÔeyuH? —y>evH tihR ikHlÙò½save-kÚ÷oTkI R: prma=RjIv [it p<Ú: Ýah˜ ‐ ix*y pUKe Ke. khevuH Ke xuH? ke: ix*yne Aaje grj ={ Ke, Aene Aa _¿r devamaH Aave Ke. ix*y pUKe Ke ke: A|yvsan Aaid wav, Òv nhÄ. ma=e kæuH ne... b\uH: Ae Òv nhÄ. Are¦ magR a‐S=an p` Òv n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ;inymsar' maH to Aem kæuH ke: ÒvnI pyaRy Ke Ae p` Òv nih. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„amaH Ùaiykwav =ay, _pxmwav =ay, Ae p` Òv nih. ix*yno ÝÆ Aa Ke. pa@ j Ae Ke —y>evH tihR ikH lÙò˜‐ ;Ôe Ae A|yvsan Aaid wav Òv n=I to Aek !HkoTkI`R prma=RSv$p Òv kevo Ke?' ‐Aevo ÝÆ ix*yno Ke, tena _¿rmaH ;Aa ÝÆ Ke' Aem Am<tcHã AacayeR ka#yuH ne...¦ kuHdkuHd AacayR Aem khe Ke ke ;Ô`¦' A=aRtŸ tuH pyaRymaH Ô`¦ ;Aƒ›' ne pyaRymaH Ô`¦

Aap e ;Aƒ›' cale Ke ne...? Aaha... ha¦ mudŸanI rkm Ke¦ JIÌ lage. phelaH ;Aƒ›' maH to b\uH AavI gyuH htuH‐ƒvhar‐ivkLp Aaid Ae b\aH, ;&ey' Ane ;ƒ›' Ke wgvan Aa„a (je) pyaRymaH _padey Ke te i5kazI ;Aƒ›' Ke. smÔy Ke waØa? pyaRy je vtRman inmRz temaH Ae Aa„a, je i5kazI xuâ cEtNyFn Ke te j _padey Ke. Ae ma!e b\aH ivxeØò lI\aH Ke. Ae to phela bolmaH kæuH.

bIÔ bolmaH ;wavkwav' (TyaH) kæuH. to AemaH=I Aek ÝÆ mgjmaH é@–o hto ke: ;wavkwav' ‐kmR ;wavk' Ke Ane ivkarIwav ;waƒ' Ke‐Ae (;smysar' ga=a) 32‐33maH AavI gyuH. Ae ;wavkno waƒ' Aene AhÄyaH ;wavkno wav' kæuH. Tyare ;Ývcnsar' 242‐ga=amaH ;wavkno wav' kæuH, TyaH ;wavk' A=aRtŸ Aa„a &ayk vStu. &aykwav Ae wavk. Ane sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy Ae, AenaH (wavknaH) waƒ. Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ AamaH mare to (Ae!luH) khevuH htuH ke: &ey Ane &an (&eytÀv Ane &at<tÀv) beynI ÝtIit‐ÝtIit to b\I pyaRy Ke p` &ey‐&ayknuH je pyaRymaH &an =yuH Ae pyaRy AHdr ãƒmaH‐wUt Ane wiv*ynI‐lIn ={ Ke. (p`) vtRmanmaH je Aek smynI pyaRy





Ke temaH Ae ;wavkwav' (kmR ;wavk' Ane ivkarIpyaRy ;waƒ') te ;ƒ›' Ke Aena=I ;Aƒ›' iwNn Ke.

;&anÝ\an' k=n ßyaH AaƒuH‐242 (ga=a ;Ývcnsar' maH) TyaH (&an Ane &ey Ae beynI ÝtIit (Ke). p` ÝtIit, pyaRy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ to TyaH) ;waƒwavk' Aem lI\uH: ;wavk' wgvan &aykwav i5kazI (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ Aeno Aa]y krva=I dxa je =ay Ke‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐Ae ;waƒ' Ke. A=aRtŸ wavkno to Ae waƒ Ke.

Aa vtRman tkrar cale bhu. p`... Aaha... ha¦ ... bapu¦ wgvan¦ tuH Ae (Aƒ›Sv$p) Ko Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ teH Aa vat saHwzI n=I.

AhÄyaH to Ýwu¦ Aa„a wavkrvavazo (wavk). Ane wav jemaH (pyaRymaH) =ay Ae ;waƒ'. to wgvan Aa„a &aykwav Ke Ae wavkrvavazo Ane teno waƒ ;ivkarI' waƒ nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ ... ha¦ AhÄ ivkarI‐wavkna wav=I‐iwNn btavvuH Ke. Ane TyaH &aykwavno &aykwav (Ke), wgvan¦ ;Ývcnsar' 242 ga=a dxRn, &an Ane cair5 5 eynI AavI Ke. TyaH &an, Ane &eynI ÝtIit, Aem AaƒuH ne...? Ane AenuH (&at<tÀv Ane &eytÀvnuH) &an Ane ragaid=I inv<i¿ (‐cair5) ‐5èy pyaRy ;waƒ' Ke. konI? ke: ;wavk' ‐wgvan &aykwav (Ke) Ane Aena _pr ¹iÚ krva=I, vtRman ivkarriht, inmRz pyaRy =ay te wavknI ;waƒ' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo to magR Ke¦¦ p` hve...¦

TyaH (Ývcnsar) &an‐Ý\an k=nmaH y Aa naQyuH Ke. wa{¦ dxRnÝ\an k=nmaH to ;wUta=R Aai]t' Ane AhÄ Ae vat Ke. (smysar) 11mI ga=amaH ;wUta=R' je i5kazI wgvan (Ke)¸ Ane Aa]y krnar Ae pyaRy Ke. —wUyT=miSsdo qlu sMma[‚I hv[ jIvo˜ Ae Aa]y krnar (Ke) pyaRy. p` Aa]y kono? ;wUta=R' no. i5kazI... i5kazI... \/uv... \/uv... wgvanAa„a (Ae wUta=R Ke). Aaha... ha... ha¦ AevI to vat Ke, Ýwu¦¦

(p`) Ae loko to Aem khe Ke ke: (song#) dya, dan, v/t, wi›ne _DaDI de Ke. sa\n p` kheta n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Are wa{¦ ko{ @eka e (xaÏmaH) Aeva inim¿na xBd Aave. (ÝvcnsarmaH) Aave Ke ne...? xrIrna sa\nwUt Aevo xBd Aave. Aahar Aaid Ke ne...? Aeto inim¿na k=n ($pe) Aave wa{¦ xrIrnuH sa\nwUt Aahar‐paÌ Aave... ne? TyaH AeØà simit ne... AevuH levuH hoy Tyare, waØa Aem Aave. ;puruØa=Risiâ' maH Aave —xrIrma>H qlu \mRsa\nm Ÿ˜ Ae inim¿ btave Ke wa{¦ p` inim¿ Ke, Ae ktaR n=I. AhÄ to phele=I j khIAe KIAe. p` hmàH





Aek pHiDtÒno in Ry jEnpi5kamaH Aaƒo Ke: ;song# inim¿ne n=I mantuH'. (p`) Aem n=I. inim¿ mane Ke, p` inim¿=I (_padanmaH kayR) =tuH n=I, Aem mane Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: wavk je kmR, AenI waƒ AvS=a, Aena=I riht wgvan ;Aƒ›' Ke. wavkno wav‐kØay‐ ;ƒ›' Ke. ;ƒvharrTn5y' wavkno wav Ke. Aem kæuH ne...? wa{¦ Ae (wavkwav) to ;ƒ›' Ke. Aena=I iwNn ;Aƒ›' (Aa„a) Ke. to Ae ;Aƒ›' ne Ô`¦ Ae ;Aƒ›' Ke te xuâ‐_padey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ pyaRymaH. Ae ;Aƒ›' je Ke xuâ te, _padey Ke‐AadrÌy Ke.

5IÔ bolmaH Aem kæuH ke: ;icTsamaNymaH cEtNynI svR ƒiktAo inmG™ Ke'. 5IÔe bol kale caLyo hto... ne? ;samaNy' A=aRtŸ i5kazI \/uv‐AemaH, cEtNynI smSt Ýg! AvS=aAo inmG™ Ke. p` te ;Ke' Aene tuH —AVv¿H jIvmŸ ja`˜ Aem kæuH ne...? Aeva Aƒ›ne‐Òvne tuH Ô`¦ Ae ;ja`' Ke, te pyaRy Ke. Ae pyaRymaH Aene (Òvne) Ô`¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

jysen AacayRnI sHSk<t !IkamaH FùH lI\uH Ke. ;he ix*y Aa Ô`¦' —ja` AilHgGgh`˜ inüynyen SvsHvedn&anivØyTvadilHgg/h H˜ wgvan Aa„a SvsHvedn &anno ivØy Ke. SvsHvedn&an Ke pyaRy. SvsHvedn &anno ivØy Ke¦ j¡Ao¦ —SvsHvedn&anivØyTvadilHgg/h H˜ (Ae ga=a ;AilHgGgh H') —smcturÏaidØ!Ÿ-sHS=anrihtH c yH pda=Å tmevH guìvixÚH xuâjIvmupadeyimit he ix*y janIih.˜ ;Ô`' no A=R kyÈ wa{¦ ;he ix*y¦ Aam Ô`.' AHdr Ke pU R Ýwu wgvan¦ (TyaH) ¹iÚ ANtmuRq kr¦ Aaha... ha¦ vat to AavI Ke¦¦

¹iÚ Ke pyaRy. Ô`vavazI Ke pyaRy. p` pyaRyno ivØy Ke ;\/uv'. pyaRyno ivØy pyaRy n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{¦ he ix*y tuH Ô`¦ ‐Aem lI\uH Ke. Aem Ke ne...? —AVv¿H jIvmŸ ja`˜‐he ix*y¦ tuH Aƒ› Aa„a je samaNy Aek$p cIj Ke, jemaH b\I pyaRyo inmG™ Ke p` ;tuH Ô`' ‐Ae (vtRman) pyaRy AHtrmaH inmG™ n=I. Aaha... ha... ha...¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

svarmaH kæuH htuH ne...? cetnSv$p wgvan, AenuH cEtNy‐cetnaSv$p, cetnSvwav, cetnãƒ, AenuH cetnaSv$p gu , AenI cetnapirìt‐wavxuâpirìt Aeno ivØy ;cetn' ne bnav. Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ p` xuH =ay? ATyare ferfar ={ gyo Ke Fò.

cEtNynI smSt ƒikt ma5‐wiv*ynI kevz&annI AnHt pyaRy Ane wUtnI pyaRy‐smSt ƒiktAo Ýg!, inmG™ Ane AHtwURt Ke. Ae!la ma!e Ae (Aa„a)





AVy› Ke. Ae karè Ae xuâ _padey Ke. i5kazI vStu je inTyanHd Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aene pyaRymaH |yey bnavIne _padey kr¦ smÔyuH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ (smysar) 320‐ga=amaH p` KeLle AaƒuH ne...? |yata puruØ konuH |yan kre? khe Ke ke: skz inravr` ãƒ‐vStu AqHD Aek ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy Aivn¬r xuâ pairàimk prmwav lÙ` inj prma„ ãƒ‐te j huH KuH (Aem |yan kre Ke). Aaha... ha¦ Aa ;Aƒ›' kho ke Aa kho (Aek j Ke.) 1

smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦ ATyare to saHwzvuH y muXkel pDe. ßyaH ÔAo TyaH _pvas kro... _pvas ne... Aa kro ne‐Aa saHwzva mze. (p`) Aa (vat) ko{ waGyxazIne (mze). vzI te Ae!la mihna, be‐be mihna vqt l{ne...¦ Aa magR to Aavo Ke, bapu¦ Aaha... ha¦

mUz vStu AHdr cEtNy jemaH behd‐Apirimt‐Aek Aek xi›nuH pirimt Ýma` n=I‐AevI to AnHt xi›Ao, Ane AnHt xi›Aono Aek$p AqHD te j huH KuH. prHtu (|yatapuruØ‐\m±) Aem wavto n=I ke: qHD&an$p huH KuH. Aek smynI pyaRy, Ae qHD&an Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (]ota:) ivØy kre Ke Ae!le qHD&an? (_¿r:) ivØy kre Ke qHD&an¸ p` qHD&an, qHD&anne wavto n=I. sMyGdxRn ivØy kre Ke \/uvno¸ p` sMyGdxRn sMyGdxRnne |yey bnavtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ wa{¦ Aavo ivØy Ke¦¦

AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke ke: icTsamaNymaH smSt ƒiktAo inmG™ Ke‐Aem he ix*y¦ tuH Ô`. ;Ô`' Ke Ae to vtRman pyaRymaH Aave Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Aa vtRman pyaRy ;waƒ' ‐&ayknI waƒ‐inmRz je pyaRy ragriht, wav]ut&an$pI &anpyaRymaH‐Aa cIj jemaH b\I ƒiktAo‐Ýg!dxaAo AHtl±n Ke‐Aeva samaNyne Ô`¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ wa{¦ AavuH ;Sv$p' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ magR to Aavo Ke, wa{¦

;icTsamaNymaH' Aaha... ha¦ ;smSt ƒiktAo' A=aRtŸ Are... re¦ AnHt kevz&an, AnHt kevzdxRn, AnHtvIyR, AnHtÝwutanI Ýg! pyaRy, AnHt _____________________________________________________________________

1 Aa 320‐ga=anI !Ikana A=R ivØe pU0 guÌdev äara Aapel SpÚIkr`:‐

—ivviÙtEkdexxuânyai]tevH wavna waVy˜ je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy ivviÙt Aek dex xuâ nyai]t Aa wavna. kheva \arelI AaHixk xuiâ$p Aa pirìt, inivRkar SvsHvedn lÙ` Ùyopximk &an$p hova=I‐ ;p` Ae to Ùyopximk &an Ke, AHx Ke' ‐Ôe ke Aek dex ƒikt$p Ke, Ýg!$p Ke to p` |yata puruØ Aem wave Ke ke —je skz inravr`˜‐ (Ae j) Aa —Aƒ›˜ carey baj¡ j¡Ao to vStu Aek isâ (=ay). pUvaRpr ivro\ riht Ae vaÌ vItragnI. Aek @ekaè kæuH hoy Ane bIje @ekaè kaH{ Aena=I ivÌâ‐Ae vaÌ (vItragnI) Ke kaH{? (‐nhÄ.)





xaHitnI‐SvCKtanI pyaRy, AnHt AkayRkar` (‐prnuH kar` nih Ane prnuH kayR nih, AevI) xi›nI pyaRy, ‐Ae b\I pyaRyo, ;samaNy cEtNy' maH inmG™ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ te=I Ae (icTsamaNy) _padey Ke. te=I ;Aƒ›' Ke ma!e Ae ;_padey' Ke. he ix*y¦ Ae ;Aƒ›' ne _padey Ô`¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ xa karè _padey Ô`? ke: smSt ƒiktAo‐pyaRyo ANtmRG™ Ke ma!e Ae (vtRman) pyaRymaH tu H Aem Ô` ke Aa Aek Aƒ› vStu Ke te _padey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AavI vStu Ke¦¦

mUzmagRno ferfar bhu ={ gyo. Ae ibcara¦ Aene (potane) du:q =ay, AevuH to krta n hoy, wavmaH AevuH n hoy. p` wavnI qbr n=I. Ae=I AemaH‐Aeva (ivprIt) piràmmaH, du:q =xe... AenI (Aene) qbr n=I. Ane ko{ ÝaÌ, im+ya]âa=I wiv*ymaH du:qI =ay‐Ae kaH{ &anIne @Ik pDe? ‐Ae n hoy... bapu¦ Are¦ Ae du:q Ke, wa{¦

Ae nrkna ne... ingodnaH... du:q¦ kæuH htuH ne...? ke:nrknuH AekÙ`nuH du:q¦ phelI nrknuH dx hÔr vØRnI iS=itna narkIAo... Aaha... ha¦ ... AevI dx hÔrnI iS=itAe AnHtvar épjyo. dx hÔr ne Aek smy AnHtvar épjyo, (dx hÔr ne) be smy AnHtvar épjyo. 5` smy... Aem krtaH... AsHQy smy... Aem krtaH imin!... pKI imin! pKI Aek Aek smyno AsHQy, @e... @ te5Is sagr su\Ina smyomaH drekmaH AnHtvar épjyo, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ te Aekvar nih... wgvan¦ kaz AnHt gyo Ke, Ýwu¦ ... kaznI Aaid n=I, wa{¦ teH Aeno dIFR ivcar kyÈ n=I. AnHt AnHt kaz narkI Aek Aek iS=itmaH AnHtvar épjyo Ke... AevI 33 sagr su\I (iS=itAe) épjyo. Ýwu Aem khe Ke ke: AenaH AekÙ`naH du:qo... Aaha... ha¦ kroDo Òw=I Ane kroDo wve p` n khevay. Ýwu¦ Aa xuH khe Ke? kroDo kroDo wv=I Ane kroDo Òwo=I Aek Ù`naH du:qo... wa{¦ narkInaH... Aaha... ha¦ (khI n xkay) wa{¦ tuH TyaH AnHtvar AekeAek smynI iS=itAe épjyo Ko, wa{¦ wUlI... gyo¦ Ae!le kaH{ nhotuH... Aem kem khevay, Ýwu? Aaha... ha¦

(mnu*y wvmaH) jNMya pKI... K mihna‐bar mihna xuH htuH dehmaH¦ mataAe kem nvraƒo, \vraƒo, kem suvraƒo... qbr Ke? n=I qbr, ma!e nhotuH, Aem ko` khe? wa{¦ Aem AnHtkaznaH AevaH nrk AaidnaH du:qo...¦ ‐AenI Aene qbr n=I... ma!e nhotaH, Ýwu¦ Aem ko` khe? Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ teH AevaH nrk Ane ingodnaH du:qo shn kyaÅ Ke. nrknaH du:qo to sHyognI ApeÙaAe kæaH Ke p` Aena krtaH ingodmaH to AnHtgu aH du:qo Ke. TyaH to AenI pyaRymaH xi› j F!I g{ Ke. TyaH AanHdnuH $p j tdŸn él!uH ={ gyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aeva ingodna wv... Ýwu¦





Aek ¬asmaH A#ar kyaR, Aeva Aekvar nih... Ýwu¦ AnHtvar kyaR. Aaha... ha¦ xena bapu tne bharmaH hrq Aave Ke, wa{? ko{ man Aape ne sNman Aape, TyaH raÒpa ne... Ýwu¦ xuH Ke Aa¦ Aaha... ha¦ tuH to &ata‐ãÚa Ko ne... Ýwu¦ AemaH Aa mne @Ik pDe ne Aa mne A@Ik pDe... Ýwu¦ Ae É–aH=I laGyo tuH?

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: vtRman pyaRy (isvay), wUt‐wiv*ynI pyaRyo AHdrmaH (icTsamaNymaH) smaÌ Ke te TyaH kaH{ _dywave ke Ùyopxmwave p` rhI n=I. Ae to prmpairàimkwavp e‐xi›$pe rhI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ma!e Ae ;Aƒ›' Ke. Ae ma!e Aene (icTsamaNyne) ;Aƒ›' khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane ;Ae Aƒ›' j _padey Ke. Ae xuâ _padey, Ae cIj‐AadrÌy Ke. bhar=I ¹iÚ sHkelIne, Ae ¹iÚne TyaH mUkvanI Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae 5IÔe bol =yo.

co=o: (—Ùi`kVyi›maZawavatŸ˜ ‐Ùi`k ƒikt ma5 n=I ma!e Aƒ› Ke.) ;Ùi`k ƒikt ma5 n=I.'... Aaha... ha¦ Lyo... ÔeyuH? btaƒuH hve (ke) : Aek smynI pyaRy ma5, Ae ãƒ n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smjvamaH AaƒuH? Aek smynI Ýg! pyaRy‐cahe to moÙmagRnI pyaRy ho, p` te Ùi`k‐naxvan Ke. ;inymsar' xuâwav Ai\karmaH kæuH ne...? ke: kevz&an Aaid b\I pyaRyo naxvan Ke. sHvrinjRra‐moÙ‐pu~y‐pap‐AaÏ‐bH\‐b\I pyaRyo naxvan Ke. wgvan Aa„a AivnaxI, wgvan i5kazI Ae pote Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ane TyaH to TyaH su\I kæuH: inmRz pyaRy te prãƒ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ Ane Ae prãƒ (‐pyaRy) =I SvãƒnuH l"y krvanuH Ke. jene (smysar) ‐11mI ga=amaH —wUyT=miSsdo˜ kæuH. Ae Aa]y krnar pyaRy Ke. pyaRyne TyaH (inymsarmaH) prãƒ kæuH Ke. AenuH kar`, jem prãƒmaH=I nvI pyaRy AavtI n=I¸ tem potanI pyaRymaH=I nvI pyaRy AavtI n=I. to je!lI pyaRyo Ke, tene AhÄ prãƒ khevamaH AavI Ke. Ae prãƒ (‐pyaRy) =I wgvan Svãƒ iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

wa{¦ ko{dI saHwZyuH n=I. Are... re¦ ijHdgI Aam (ƒ=R) Ôy¦ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ prma„a ijneNãdev Aem pokare Ke: wa{¦ Ae xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn‐Ae to prcIj Ke, Ae to jD‐AenI vat to xuH krIAe? Ae to Aena kar e !É–aH Ke Ane bdlay Ke. p` tarI vtRman pyaRy‐tarI bdltI pyaRy, taramaH Ke. (p`) tuH Ae Ùi`k ma5 n=I. tuH Aek smynI pyaRy ma5 n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦¦ Aa b\a, puStkmaH naqvana Ke ne...?

Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa wgvan xuâ cEtNy\n AHdrmaH ibraje Ke, AenI vtRman

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pyaRy‐Ýg! AvS=a je ivcar Aaid cale Ke ne... Ae to Ùi`k (Ke.) AhÄ to sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐Ae p` Ùi`k pyaRy Ke. im+ya]âa‐&annI to vat xuH krvI? ‐te to w/mànuH kar`‐du:qnuH kar`‐Ke. p` AHdr Aa„a wgvan xuâ cEtNyFn Ýwu‐AenI ÝtIit, &an Ane Smr`na, p` Ùi`k ƒikt‐Ùi`k pyaRy ma5 Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ _Tpþ‐|vHsI Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ JI uH pDe, Ýwu¦ tuH AHdr cIj AlaEikk Ke¦¦ svR&nI vaÌmaH p` taruH Sv$p pUÌH AaƒuH n=I, Ýwu¦ Aevo tuH Ke AHdr¦¦ Ae tarI tne ikHmt n=I. Ane duinyanI ikHmt AaHkva besI Ôy Ke¦¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Aa„ãƒ je vStu Ke AanHdFn, AnHt AanHdno in\an Ýwu Ke, te Ùi`kma5 n=I. AenI vtRman pyaRy (wle) inmRz hoy, moÙmagRnI pyaRy hoy, to p` te Ùi`k A=aRtŸ ƒikt‐Ýg!ta (Ke). pyaRy=I to Aeno (Aa„ãƒno) in Ry krvano Ke. AinTy=I inTyno in Ry krvano Ke. pyaRyma5 AinTy Ke Ane vStu wgvan AHdr inTy Ke. to AinTy=I inTyno in Ry krvano Ke. ;ic¶ivlas' maH Aave Ke, wa{¦ Ae Ùi`k ma5 tuH n=I. tarI ¹iÚ Ùi`kma5maH n rhevI Ôe{Ae‐Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ¹iÚ inim¿ _pr to nhÄ¸ dya‐danna ivkLp Ae pu~y Ke, Aena _pr to ¹iÚ nhÄ¸ p` inmRz pyaRy _pr p` tarI ¹iÚ n hovI Ôe{Ae. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae vStuiS=it (Ke), bapu¦

wgvan tI=Åkrdev i5lokna= ijneNã Ýwu je Aa„a khe Ke te cIj ko{ AlaEikk Ke. Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae wgvHtSv$p AHdr ibrajman Ke. AenI Aek Ùi`k pyaRye kbUlat krI, AevI je Ùi`kma5 (pyaRy) p` te (wgvan Aa„a) nih. Are¦ kevz&annI pyaRy p` Ùi`k pyaRy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? moÙmagRnI pyaRy to Ùi`k Ke, ApU R Ke, pU R xuâ n=I. p` pU R xuâ Ke kevz&an Ane isâpyaRy. to p` te Ùi`k pyaRy Ke. wgvan (Aa„a), Ae Ùi`k pyaRy ma5 n=I¸ AHdr \/uv icdanHd wgvan Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Are... re¦ AavI vato saHwzva mze nih. Ýwu¦ mnu*yp uH mZyuH ne Aa duinyamaH ha... ho... ha... ho‐maH calI Ôy Ke ijHdgI¦ Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Ýwu¦ Aekvar saHwz to qro¦ [Não Ane g`\ronI swanI vCce, i5lokna= Ýwu ijneNãdev prma„anI Aa vaÌ htI. mhaivdehÙe5maH sImH\r wgvan ibraje Ke. wgvannI Aa vaÌ qyaR kre Ke. TyaH=I Aa vat AavI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan khe Ke ke: Ýwu¦ Aekvar saHwz to qro¦ Aa xrIr, vaÌ, kmR, dex ne pr‐Ae cIj to, taramaH Ke j nih. Ane AemaH tuH Ke j nih. p` tarI AaqI‐pU`R cIj, Aek pyaRymaH AavtI n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ benno





(bhen]InaH vcnam<tmaH) Ae xBd Ke ne...¦ ‐—Ôgto Òv éwo Ke te É–aH Ôy? j$r Ýaº =ay j˜. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;Ôgto Òv' ‐&ayk‐rs, Ô`nSvwav, ;éwo' A=aRtŸ \/uv Ke, te É–aH Ôy? AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae (\/uv) pyaRymaH Aave? ragmaH Aave? Aaha... ha¦ Ae Ýwu É–aH Aave, É–aH Ôy? Ae to \/uv wgvan AHdr inTyanHd AivnaxI Ýwu, Aaid‐AHt ivnanI cIj. AHtra„a, Ae AivnaxI Ýwu¦ ‐Aene AhÄyaH ;Ùi`kma5 n=I' Aem khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ É–aH l{ jvuH Ke? Aaha... ha¦ inim¿=I _@avI dI\a. taramaH inim¿ n=I. dya, dan, v/t, wi›no wav, Ae ivkar Ke¸ Ae p` taramaH n=I. Ane inmRz pyaRy Ke, Ae p` tarI \/uv cIjmaH n=I. Aaha... ha? smÔy Ke kaH{? vat sU"m Ke. smjvamaH k@` pDe, p` vStu to AevI Ke. Ae ivna jNm‐mr`na AHt nih Aave, wa{¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aek mumuÙu kheto hto ke: ;Aa kyeR j KU!ko, bakI b\uH to =o=aH Ke.'

AHtr wgvan Aa„amaH be Ýkar: Aek, i5kazI \/uv¸ Ane bIÔe, vtRman pyaRy. 5IÒ cIj to AemaH Ke j nih. xrIr Ae to b\aH ma!I‐\Uz‐jD. bayDI‐KokraH‐ku!uHb, Ae b\aH to pr Ke. Ae to b\aH Aena kar e AaƒaH Ke Ane Aena kar e rhe Ke taramaH n=I, Ane taraH Ke nih. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr ihHsa‐jU@uH‐corI‐ivØy‐wog‐vasna, Ýwu¦ Ae taraH n=I, Ane Ae taramaH n=I... hÇ¦ Ane AHdr dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›‐tp‐pUÔ‐ya5a‐wgvanna namSmr`na wav, Ae p` pu~ywav Ke, Ýwu¦ Ae tarI cIjmaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Ýwu¦ tarI cIjmaH Ùi`k inmRz pyaRy, Ae p` tarI cIjmaH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ßyaH wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu ibraje Ke TyaH Ô... ne¦ pyaRy Ùi`kne, TyaH (\/uvmaH) l{ Ô... ne¦ Ùi`k pyaRy _pr njr n kr¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ wa{¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ bhu JIÌ. $ipya b\a wega =ay kroD ne... be kroD ne... paHc kroD ne... \Uz kroD¦ ‐TyaH raÒ raÒ ={ Ôy ke Ame...¦ Are mrI gyo...¦ saHwz... ne¦ $ipya xena? bapu \Uz Ke. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ to wgvan tI=Åkrdev i5lokna= ijneNãdev, mo!a AsHQy (devona) A\Rlokna SvamI [NãnI smIpmaH Aam kheta hta: Ýwu¦ tuH ko` Ko? ke!lo lo Ko? kevDo Ko? Ae tarI vtRman pyaRy cale Ke te!lo tuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ (\/uv Ane vtRman pyaRy) ‐Ae vCce ATyHt Awav. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Ùi`k‐ƒikt‐Ýg!ta‐Aa„anI pyaRy, je pyaRy Ùi`k‐Ýg! Ke. AhÄ to ;inmRz' Ýg! levI Ke. ;ivkar' to ;wavkwav' maH AavI gya. (bIÔ bolmaH) Ae to ka#I





naQyuH. dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›‐pUÔ Aaidna ivkLp Ke‐ ;rag' , Ae to tara Sv$pmaH n=I. Ýwu¦ Ae to nIkzI jvavazI cIj Ke, du:q$p Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to hve ;Ùi`k inmRz pyaRyma5 p` Aa„a nih' Aem khevuH Ke.

smÔùH? smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH. wa{¦ magR to Aa Ke¦ suqI =vano pH= to Aa Ke¦ bakI du:qI =vana...¦ Ae b\a AbÔepit Ane kroDpit, heran‐heran ={, ibcara¦ mrIne É–aHy haLya jxe‐#or ne nrkmaH. Ae $ipyavaza y mrIne jxe. $ipya, $ipyane \ere rhexe. Aaha... ha¦

tuH Aek Ù`nI pyaRy jevDo n=I, Ýwu¦ to tuH prno to É–aH=I =yo? (inymsar) xuâwav Ai\karmaH (kæuH Ke ke:) Aek Ùi`k vtRman dxa‐kevz&an Aaid, sHvr‐injRranI \mR‐pyaRy, je Aa„ana AvlHbnI _Tpþ ={, te p` Ùi`k Ke. tenI mudt Aek smyma5nI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a i5kazI AanHdno na= Ýwu‐Aena AvlHbn=I, sMyGdxRn Aaid _Tpþ =ay Ke. tenI mudt Aek smynI Ke. bIÔ smye bIj¡H Ke. kevz&an p` Aek smymaH Aek Ke, bIÔ smye kevz&an Aave Ke (Ae) bIj¡H AevuH, p` (paKuH) bIj¡H. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦

(Aa„a) Ùi`k ƒikt ma5 n=I, ma!e ;Aƒ›' Ke. Aa karè ;Aƒ›' Ke, kar` (Aa„a) Aek smynI inmRz pyaRy ma5 n=I. kar` ke (vtRman) pyaRy ;ƒ›' Ke. inmRz pyaRy p` ;ƒ›' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae!lo tuH n=I. Aena=I (ƒ›=I) iwNn, AHdr inTyanHd Ýwu Ke Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. Ae j (Aƒ›) _padey Ke. Ae AadrÌy ={ne, AemaH=I Aa„ana kLya`nI dxa _TpNn =ay Ke p` Ae dxa p` Ùi`k Ke. ivxeØ khexe. ...

*** ;AVy›' bol-p

(Ývcn: ta. 22‐1‐ ;78)

;smysar' ‐ 49 ga=a cale Ke. AemaH —Aƒ›˜ paHcmo bol: (—Vy›a-Vy›ivim]Ýitwase½ip Vy›a SpxRTvatŸ˜ ‐ƒ›p uH t=a Aƒ›p uH wezaH imi]t$pe tene Ýitwasva KtaH p` te ƒ›pàne SpxRto n=I ma!e Aƒ› Ke.)

phela bolmaH to Aem lI\uH htuH ke: Aek kor wgvan Aa„a Ane Aek baj¡ K ãƒ. potanI pyaRymaH K ãƒnuH &an =ay Ke, p` te K ãƒ Ane AenI pyaRy=I iwþ (potano) wgvan Aa„a sºm (ãƒ) Ke‐Aem, he ix*y¦ tuH Ô`¦ Aem kæuH ne...? Aaha... ha¦





bIÔ bolmaH Aem kæuH ke: kØayono smUh A=aRtŸ je!la kØayona wav Ke. AhÄ to coQqI vat Ke‐dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaid b\a ;kØayono smUh' Ke, Ae ƒ› Ke, Ýg! Ke Aena=I iwNn, wgvan (Aa„a) Aƒ› Ke ;Ae' ƒvhar rTn5y=I p` iwNn Ke, ;Ae' AadrÌy Ke.

5IÔe bol: icTsamaNymaH cEtNynI svR ƒiktAo (pyaRyo) inmG™ Ke. &aykSv$p icdanHd Ýwu, je sMyGdxRnnuH |yey Ke te ;icTsamaNy' maH wUt Ane wiv*ynI b\I pyaRyo AHtl±n Ke. ‐Aem, he ix*y¦ tuH vtRman pyaRymaH Ô`¦

co=o bol: Ùi`kƒiktma5 n=I ma!e Aƒ› Ke. isâ to ;Aƒ›' krvanuH Ke. ;Aƒ›' A=aRtŸ i5kazI je vStu Ke, te j AadrÌy Ke. bakI b\uH Ô`va layk Ke. to khe Ke ke: Ùi`kƒikt je pyaRy Ke‐inmRz... hÇ¦ ‐Ae Ùi`kƒiktma5 p` (Aa„a) n=I, Ae!le ;Aƒ›' Ke.

hve paHcmo bol: Ýg! Ane AÝg! Aekmek imi]t$pe Ýitwasva KtaH p`‐ (pyaRymaH pyaRynuH Ane ãƒnuH &an Aek smymaH Aeksa=e =ay Ke. &an to Aek smymaH bNnenuH =ay Ke.) ‐te ;ƒ›ta' ne SpxeR nhÄ, (Ae!leke) pyaRyne ãƒ SpxR krtuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? bhu k@`.

(smysar) 5IÒ ga=amaH to Aem kæuH ke: ÝTyek pda=R potana AnHt \mÈne cuHbe Ke. p` Ae to pr=I iwþ kyaR‐Ae!lI vat. smÔùH kaH{? ÝTyek pda=R potana gu Ane pyaRyne cuHbe Ke‐SpxeR Ke‐ADe Ke. prãƒne É–arey SpxRta n=I. Ae to prãƒ=I iwNn krva ma!e. (kæuH.)

AhÄ to hve, pyaRy Ane ãƒ‐beyne iwNn krvanI vat Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? to khe Ke ke: Ùi`kƒiktma5 te pyaRy Ke‐inmRz¸ (p`) Ae!lo j Ae (Aa„a) n=I¸ ma!e Ae ;Aƒ›,' je Ùi`k pyaRy=I iwNn Ke.

Aa bolmaH to Aa AaƒuH ke: ;ƒ›' ‐Ýg! inmRz pyaRyo¸ Ane ;Aƒ›' ‐ãƒ¸ beynuH Aekmek imi]t &an hova KtaH (‐&an to beynuH Aek smymaH =ay Ke, KtaH,) ƒ›tane (Aƒ›) SpxR krtuH n=I... bs¦ Ae!luH levuH Ke‐pyaRyne ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

TyaH (5IÒ ga=amaH) kæuH ke: svR ãƒ potana b\a gu ‐pyaRyne cuHbe Ke. wa{¦ TyaH to f› prãƒ=I iwþ krvanI vat lI\I Ke. AhÄ to khe Ke ke: potanuH ãƒ je i5kazI Ke te \/uv Ke, te ƒ› pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I, ADtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smjmaH Aave Ke?





Ae k{ ApeÙaAe? kya nynuH vaÉ– Ke? ‐Ae Ô`vuH Ôe{Ae. AekluH j pkDe ke, te @eka e cuHbn kæuH ne AhÄ cuHbnnI na paDI¦ p` kya cuHbnnI na paDI? prãƒna cuHbnnI na to b\amaH raqI j Ke. 5`kaz‐5`lokmaH ko{ pda=R ko{ (bIÔ) pda=Rne SpxRto n=I. smjmaH AaƒuH?

p` AhÄ to Aena=I ivxeØ AHdrmaH levuH Ke. ;Aƒ›' ne isâ krvuH Ke ne...? ;Aƒ›' ne, he ix*y¦ tuH Ô`. tarI pyaRymaH ;Aƒ›' ne tuH Ô`. Ae ;Aƒ›' ãƒ kevuH Ke? ke: je pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I, (AevuH Ke). Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ Aa to vStunI iS=it Ke¦¦ smÔyuH?

Aa Aa„a je Ke te, xrIr‐kmR‐vaÌ‐mn‐dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ‐Ae prcIjne, to É–arey SpxRto j n=I. kem ke, prmaH Ane SvmaH ATyNt Awav Ke, Aek vat. hve AhÄ pyaRyne p` ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. pyaRy Ôè Ke‐ãƒ Ane pyaRy‐bNnene. smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ vat, wa{¦ vItragmagR Fò sU"m¦¦

wgvanAa„a ãƒ, i5kazI vStu AanHdkHd Ýwu¦ potanI Aek smynI inmRz pyaRy, je moÙmagRnI pyaRy Ke (miln pyaRyno inØe\ to kØaymaH gyo) tene SpxR krto n=I tene ADto n=I‐Aem khIne, ;Aƒ›' isâ krvuH Ke. ;Aƒ›' je ãƒ Ke, te pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. te karè tena=I (pyaRy=I) iwNn, te (ãƒ) ;Aƒ›' Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;Aƒ›' Ke, te ;ƒ›' ne SpxRtuH n=I¸ te kar`=I, ;ƒ›' =I ;Aƒ›' iwNn Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? bhu JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦

\mRnI phelI sIDI‐moÙmhelnI phelI sIDI‐Ae sMyGdxRn Ýg! krvuH hoy to sMyGdxRnno ivØy ;Aƒ›' Ke, Aem isâ krvuH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ae sMyGdxRn Ke pyaRy. Ane pyaRymaH ÝtIit =ay Ke. Ae to ;icdŸivlas' maH kæuH ne...¦ ke: AinTy, inTyno in Ry kre Ke. KtaH inTy, AinTyne SpxRto n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

deh, mn, vaÌ, kmR, dev, guÌ, xaÏ, ÏI, ku!uHb, pirvar, dex‐kai@yavaD ke diÙ` ke flaò dex Amaro Ke‐Ae ko{ tara Ke j nhÄ. Ae to (ko{) tarI cIjmaH Ke j nhÄ¸ Ane taraH p` n=I. ;Ae maraH Ke' AevI mmtanaH piràm p` tarI cIjmaH n=I¸ te to n=I p` tarI cIjnuH ßyaH wan =yuH ke: tarI cIj ;Aa &nanHd‐shaÔnHdSv$p Ýwu Ke' ‐AevuH &an (ßyaHH) pyaRymaH =yuH TyaH pyaRynuH p` &an =yuH Ane (tarI cIj) ;Aƒ›' nuH p` &an =yuH to p`, ;Aƒ›' ;ƒ›' ne SpxRto n=I. Aaha... ha... ha? H smÔyuH kaH{?





wgvan inTyanHd Ýwu Aek$p i5kaz rhe Ke, Ae ãƒ, ko{ p` pyaRyne‐te (wle) kevz&annI pyaRy hoy, to p`‐SpxRtuH n=I. kevz&annI pyaRymaH kevz&anne Ôè, kevz&an ãƒ‐gu ne Ô e Ke. KtaH, te kevz&annI pyaRy Aek inmRz smynI Ke Ane wgvanAa„a inTyanHd Ýwu AivnaxI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ to AivnaxI wgvan, ivnaxI‐pyaRyne SpxRto n=I. bIÒ waØaAe khIAe to, AivnaxIno ;in Ry', AivnaxInuH ;&an' Ane AivnaxImaH ;iS=rta' ‐Ae 5 eyne ;ãƒ' SpxRtuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

hve Aa vepar‐\H\a AaDe... nvrax n mze ne...¦ to AemaH=I xuH krvuH? Aaha... ha¦ Are¦ Aa Avsr jNm‐mr`maH caLyo Ôy Ke¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ mnu*ypàna Aek Aek smynI ikHmt‐]ImdŸ to Aem khe Ke ke‐—kaEStuwmi`nI ikHmt je!lI Ke.˜ AenI ikHmt kre, p` AanI (Aa„anI) ikHmt (krta) n=I¦ Ae smy xa ma!e Ke? ke: Aa„ana Anuwv ma!e Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

khe Ke ke: ;AilHgg/h`' na 19maH bolmaH Aem kæuH ke: —A=aRvbo\$p ivxeØ pyaRy˜ wle A=aRvbo\ waØa lI\I Ke. (;A=aRvbo\') Avbo\ to &an Ke. to pda=RnuH &an Ae je ivxeØ pyaRy AenI Ke p` waØa AevI Ke. Aeno A=R Aevo Ke ke, b\a A=RnI pyaRy, ;A=aRvbo\' Ke. ;Avbo\' (Ae!le) &an j lI\uH Ke. &anÝ\an vat Ke. p` je A=R Ae!le wgvanAa„anI je AnHtI pyaRy Ae AnHtI pyaRy ivxeØ$p Ke, Aene samaNyãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. AavI vato¦¦ hve...¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: ;ƒ›ta' Ae!le Ýg! inmRz pyaRyo Ane ;Aƒ›' Ae!le ãƒ. beyno Aek$p Ýitwas‐pyaRymaH be_nuH &an‐hova KtaH p`, ;Aƒ›' ãƒ ;ƒ›ta' ne SpxRtuH n=I, Ae!luH levuH. smÔ uH kaH{? Ôe Aek smyne (‐ƒ›tane) SpxR‐Aekmek‐kre to be cIj (‐ƒ› Ane Aƒ›) rhetI n=I. Aaha... ha¦

(smysar) 320mI ga=anI jysen AacayRnI !IkamaH Aem kæuH: \m± Òv, vtRman &annI pyaRy je inmRz hoy‐AenuH |yan n=I krta. Aaha... ha... ha¦ i5kaz inravr` AqHD &ayk Aek$p Sv$p‐AenuH |yan kre Ke. |yan Ke pyaRy. p` pyaRynuH |yey‐|yannuH |yey‐ ;\/uv' Ke. Ae ;\/uv' |yannuH |yey hova KtaH p`, &annI pyaRymaH Ae ;\/uv' nuH &an Aave Ke ;\/uv' n=I AavtuH. Aave Ke ne... —Ýitwaist˜. AevuH &an hova KtaH p`‐ãƒ Ane pyaRynuH &an hova KtaH p`‐ãƒ pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke¦¦ kevz&anpyaRyne, (ãƒ) SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ to sa\kÒv ma!enI vat Ke... ne? Aene (kevzIne) É–aH Ke? —ja`˜ Aa to sa\kÒvne ma!e vat Ke ne...? ;ny' sa\k Òvne hoy Ke. wgvanne ;ny'





hota n=I. Aene to pU`R kevz&an ={ gyuH. p` AhÄ nIce je ]ut&anI Ke, tene be ny pDe Ke. Aek pyaRy ny Ane Aek ãƒ ny. pyaRynymaH‐pyaRymaH A=va pyaRynymaH ãƒ Ane potanI &an =va KtaH, pyaRyne pyaRyvan (‐ãƒ) SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AavuH sU"m Ke¦¦ AavI sU"m vat, ko{ dI (mumuÙu‐mumuÙu vCce p`) AavI n hoy¦ veparmaH ke vkIl hoy toye É–aH=I Aave ko{ dI? b\I sHsarnI ma=afU! hoy¦

wgvanAa„a inTyÝwu, ;AinTy pyaRy' ne SpxRto n=I. gjb vat Ke AenI¦¦ (Ae) pyaRyne SpxRto n=I. prne SpxRto n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

AenI same ;AilHgg/h`' no 20mo bol levo Ke, ke: ÝTyiw&annuH kar`‐ ;Aa' Ke, Ae ;Aa' Ke. wUtkazmaH htuH te j ;Aa' Ke, AevuH ÝTyiw&annuH kar`‐je ãƒsamaNy, tene Aa„a SpxRto n=I‐samaNyne Aa„a SpxRto n=I.

AhÄ to ;ƒ›ta' ne samaNy SpxRto n=I. pyaRyne ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. Aem kæuH. smÔy Ke kaH{?

TyaH kæuH ke: wgvanAa„a i5kazI wgvan je kale hto te ;Aa' Ke... ;Aa' Ke... ;Aa' Ke... ;Aa' Ke, Aevo je i5kazI \/uv, samaNySv$p \/uv‐Ae ãƒ, potane SpxRtuH n=I. Ane AhÄ khe Ke: i5kazI, pyaRyne SpxRto n=I¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

smÔ uH kaH{? Aa to b\uH smjvuH pDe AevuH Ke. hzdrna gaHi@ye gaH\I =vay AevuH n=I¦ =oDuH F uH (\aràmaH) pkDvuH Ae!le Ôè (y=a=R) AavDI gyuH...¦ Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦

TyaH to Aem kæuH ke: wgvan ãƒ‐vStu Ke, te to vednmaH Aavto n=I. Amare to vednmaH Aave Ae pyaRy j AmarI vStu Ke. ;AilHgg/h`' ‐20ma bolmaH Aem lI\uH ke: ÝTyiw&annuH kar` (ÝTyiw&an A=aRtŸ kale hto te Aaje Ke te j cIj i5kaz Ke) AevI Ke \/uv cIj, AevuH je ãƒsamaNy‐vStu‐i5kaz, te potane SpxRto n=I. AhÄ pyaRyne, (ãƒ) SpxRtuH n=I, Aem kæuH. Ane TyaH ãƒ, (vedn‐pyaRyne) SpxRtuH n=I, Aem kæuH. kemke, Amare to AmarI pyaRymaH je AanHdnuH vedn AaƒuH, Ae AmarI ;vedn‐pyaRy' j huH KuH. mara vednmaH AavI, Ae pyaRy huH KuH. wa{¦ smÔ uH kaH{? AHdr vqarmaH mal to gme te pD–o hoy, p` qavamaH Aave te!lI j cIj huH KuH. Aaha... ha¦ hve vai`yaAone Aa b\uH smjvanuH Ke¦

Aa to prm sTy¦¦ svR& i5lokna= ijneNãdev, prma„a, prme¬r¦ ‐AenI





sI\I vaÌ Ke¦ g`\r Ane [NãonI vCce Aa vaÌ htI. Ae vaÌ kuHdkuHd AacayR AhÄ laƒa. Aaha... ha¦ jgtnaH waGy¦ ;smysar Ýaw<t' bnavIne we! AaPyuH. Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ jysen AacayRnI sHSk<t !IkamaH Aave Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ we! AapI. Ýwu¦ Aa„a tne we! AaPyo¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ tarI i5kazI cIj, Ýwu¦ Ae tne we! AapIAe KIAe. AenI ¹iÚ kr¦ to tne we! mzI g{¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ —Ae smysar Ke.˜ smÔ uH?

Aek baj¡ (smysar) 5IÒ ga=amaH Aem khe ke: (ãƒ) potana ãƒgu ‐pyaRyne SpxeR (‐cuHbe) Ke. Ane (;AilHgg/h`') 20ma bolmaH Aem khe ke: ãƒ (vedatI pyaRyne‐mne) SpxRtuH n=I. AhÄ Aem khe ke: ãƒ pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. Ae khIne Aem khe Ke ke: ;ƒ›' ne (Aƒ›) SpxRto n=I. ãƒne to ãƒ SpxeR Ke. p` ãƒ pyaRy (ƒ›) ne SpxRtuH n=I. ãƒ (;Aƒ›') to Ke, to te pote potamaH Ke. —Aƒ›˜ Ke.

phela bolmaH kæuH htuH ne... ;sºm ãƒ' ={ Ôy Ke¦ ÙuLlk \mRdasÒ (rict) ;Sva„anuwvmnn' maH p` Aa Aek bol nIkZyo: K ãƒ=I iwþ, Aa„a sºm (ãƒ) ={ Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ potana AanHdSv$pna vednmaH, pr=I iwNn ={ne, Aa„a Aeklo rhe Ke.

AemaH p` pKI be Ýkar kæa: AanHdnI pyaRyne, ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. Ane ãƒne (vedn$p pyaRy) SpxRtI n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH¦

hmàH to rai5 (tÀv‐) ccaR bH\ ={ Ke. Dok!re kæuH Ke ne...? (p`) AhÄ to kH{ qbrey pDtI n=I ke: klak bole ke poò klak bole¦ Dok!r khe ke: hmàH bH\ raqo.

(AhÄ) xuH khe Ke smjmaH AaƒuH? ;ƒ›ta' Aene (;Aƒ›' ne) SpxRtI n=I. Tyare Aeno A=R (Ae) =yo ke: ãƒ (Aƒ›) ne, (Aƒ› ãƒ) SpxeR Ke. Ae!le —Aƒ›˜ Ke. ;Ae' Ke. Aene ;Ke'. ‐ ;Ke' Ae SpxeR Ke'.

TyaH (;AilHgg/h`maH) Aem kæuH ke: Amare to ãƒsamaNy je vStu Ke, AenuH to Amne vedn n=I. vedn to Amne AmarI pyaRymaH‐ AanHdnuH, &annI xaHitnuH (Ke). A=va &anno AanHd, dxRnno AanHd, cair5no AanHd‐Aeva AnHtgu no AanHd‐Ke, je Apirimt‐AÙy‐Amey Ke. (teno Ke.)

AÙy‐Amey kI\uH Ke ne... ;cair5 pahuD' maH. cair5dxane AÙy‐Amey (kI\uH). dxane... hÇ¦ gu Ane ãƒ to (AÙy‐Amey) Ke j. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AÙy‐Amey AevI (\/uv) cIj Ke. Ùy n pame Ane myaRda riht‐AevI cIj, je wgvan.





(AaTma) Ke, AenaH &an, dxRn Ane cair5nI jje pyaRy ={, te p` AÙy‐Amey Ke¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aeno Ùy n hoy, nax n hoy. Ae to kaym rhevavazI cIj (‐pyaRy) Ke¦

AhÄ Ae kaym rhevavazI cIj‐pyaRyne, Aek smynI g`vamaH AavI Ke¸ Aene ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. ‐Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vjn to ãƒ _pr Ke. ;Aƒ›ne Ôè¦' ‐Aem khe ne...¦ wle beyne (‐ƒ› Ane Aƒ›ne) ÔÌne¸ p` Ô`vuH (to) Ke —Aƒ›.˜ kemke ;ƒ›' ne SpxRto n=I‐AevI vStu (;Aƒ›') ‐Aene Ô`¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ôè Ke, paKI ƒ›. Ýg! pyaRy inmRz, Ane AÝg! ãƒ‐beyne Ô`va KtaH, ‐he ix*y¦ ãƒ, pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I, Aeva ;Aƒ›' ne tuH Ô`¦ Aem AaƒuH ne...? p` ;Ô`' ‐AemaH to (vtRman) pyaRy AavI. —ja`˜ xBd (pa@maH) pD–o Ke ne...? Aaha... ha... ha¦ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ to tI=Åkr prma„ana FrnI vaÌ Ke¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

TyaH kæuH ke: Amare to vednmaH Aave Ke Ae... ;Aa„a'. samaNy je i5kazI ãƒ Ke, te \/uv Ke. \/uvno Anuwv (=to) n=I. (KtaH) AevuH p` khevamaH AaƒuH Ke ke: ;\/uvno Anuwv' ‐Aeno A=R xuH? ke: rag trfno je Anuwv hto, te KoDIne, \/uv trfno Anuwv kyÈ, to ;\/uvno Anuwv' Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. p` \/uv cIj Ke te vednmaH AavtI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

;&aykno AaivwaRv =yo' Aem pa@ to Aave Ke ne...? (p`) ;vStu Ke te to Ke j'. AemaH‐vStumaH AaivwaRv Ane itrowav, Aem to n=I j. ;vStu to i5kaz Ke'. p` ßyare wan =yuH, sMyGdxRn =yuH‐Aho... ho... ho¦ Aa to AanHdno kHd Ýwu, pU R, AtIiNãy AanHd‐rskHd¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ ‐AevuH wan =yuH to, Ae &aykwav QyalmaH je (phelaH) nhotuH AaƒuH, te QyalmaH AaƒuH. Ane ;&aykwavno AaivwaRv =yo' , ;&aykwav Ýg! =yo.' (to) (xuH) &aykwav ;Ýg!' =ay Ke? ‐ ;Ýg!' to pyaRy =ay Ke. smÔ uH? (p`) waØa AevI Ke: ;&aykwav Ýg! =yo'. ßyaH su\I (Òve) ragnI Aekta manI Ke, Ane Aek smynI pyaRymaH p` ßyaH su\I (Ae) mU# Ke TyaH su\I ãƒne Ô`to n=I. ãƒne Ô`to n=I te=I ;ãƒno itrowav' Aem kæuH. pyaRybuiâmaH ;ãƒ' #Hka{ gyuH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AavI vat¦¦ (p`) lokoAe bharmaH sHkelIne mUkI dI\uH b\uH¦ ... Aa v/t kro ne... _pvas kro ne, Aam kro ne tem kro...¦ Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ prma„a khe Ke ke: ;ƒ›' ne ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. (;AilHgg/h`')





20ma bolmaH kæuH ke: ãƒ, ãƒne (‐vedn$p pyaRyne) SpxRtuH n=I. (;smysar') 5IÒ ga=amaH kæuH ke: (ãƒ) potana ãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRy‐5èyne SpxeR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ kya @ekaè kya ny=I (k=n Ke? Ae in\aRr krvo Ôe{Ae.) Aaha... ha¦ TyaH (5IÒ ga=amaH) to prãƒ=I iwNn isâ krvuH Ke. Ane (;AilHgg/h`') bol: 18, 19, 20maH to pyaRy Ane ãƒ‐be iwNn isâ krvaH Ke. Ane AhÄ p` (Ae) be iwNn isâ krvaH Ke.

magR to Aa Ke. Ýwu¦ tuH... Aaje kbUl kr, kale kbUl kr, paKz=I (gme Tyare) kbUl kr¸ p` ;Aa' kbUl kyeR j taro KU!ko Ke. Ku!karo (AamaH) Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (vat) FÌ !UHkI... p` FÌ gHwIr cIj Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ idgHbr muinAo Ae!le prma„ana keDayto... Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aekad wvmaH mui› lenara... kevz&an lenara...¦ ;`mo isâa H' maH wzI jxe. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae sHtonI vaÌ¦¦ kÌà krIne AavI.

khe Ke ke: ƒ›‐Aƒ›na Aekmek imi]t A=aRtŸ pyaRymaH, ãƒnuH Ane pyaRynuH &an Aek smymaH imi]t Ke. KtaH, Aek smymaH (‐pyaRymaH) \/uv AavtuH n=I, p` AenuH &an Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ pyaRymaH \/uv AavtuH n=I, p` pyaRymaH \/uvnuH &an Ke.

;smysar' 17‐18 ga=amaH kæuH ne...? ke: drek ÝaÌne potanI pyaRymaH, ãƒ j Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. xuH khe Ke? potanI pyaRy, je ƒ›‐Ýg! &an‐pyaRy Ke ‐&annuH Sv$p to Sv‐pr Ýkaxk Ke‐te &annI pyaRy, wle A&anInI ho p` Ae pyaRynuH Sv$p to Sv‐pr Ýkaxk Ke‐to Ae pyaRymaH &ey‐ ;&ayk Aa„a' ‐Ô`vamaH Aave j Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;&ayk' pyaRymaH Aavto n=I, p` pyaRymaH &eynuH &an =ay j Ke. &annI pyaRymaH ;&ayk' nuH &an =va KtaH p` A&anInI ¹iÚ, rag‐inim¿‐pyaRy _pr Ke (te=I) ;prnuH &an kruH KuH' AevI w/mà kre Ke.

ij&asa: =ay Ke to potanuH &an, Aene w/mà khI >o Ko¦

sma\an: pr Ae!le A&an =ay Ke. (&ayknuH &an‐lÙ krto n=I).

s¿r Aana‐A#ar AananI vat Aa¦ tmare veparmaH s¿r‐A#ar Aana =ay Ke ne...? ma`soy vat kre, wa{¦ Fà... hÇ... vat krtaH krtaH ;Aa s¿r AananI vat tmarI Ke' Aem khe. Aem, Aek smynI &annI AvS=amaH, Aa wgvan Aa„a b\ane (&anmaH AavI ræo Ke).

ij&asa: Sv Ane prne Ô e AemaH ko` rhI gyuH?





sma\an: bakI ko`? Ae pyaRynuH Sv$p j Ae Ke. —Svpr Ýkaxk xiÉt hmarI, tatEH vcn wed w/m warI¸ &ey xiÉt (dxa) duiv\a prgasI, inj $pa pr $pa wasI.˜ to &ey‐ ;SvÝkaxk' ‐ pyaRymaH Ô`vamaH Aave j K. Aaha... ha... ha¦ je pyaRymaH (&ayk) Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, te trf, (A&anInI) ¹iÚ‐¹iÚnI iS=it‐n=I. Ane Ae ¹iÚ, vtRman pyaRy Ane rag _pr hova=I, Ô`vamaH (&ayk) Aavto hova KtaH (&aykne) Ô`to n=I‐ Aem mane Ke. AavI vat JIÌ Ke, wgvan¦ 5` lokna na= ibraje Ke. j¡Ao ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ Aa vat Ke, bapu¦

AhÄ Aa to kæuH: pyaRmaH imi]t &an to =ay Ke. kæuH ke nih? ke: pyaRymaH ãƒnuH &an Ane pyaRynuH &an to =ay Ke KtaH, ãƒ pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. jemaH potanuH &an Ke, Ae &annI pyaRyne, ãƒ SpxRnuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke ne...¦¦ —Aa to =oDuH lQyuH \ uH krIne Ô`Ôe AevI vat Ke¦

Aek smymaH, jenuH lÙ` ;Sv‐pr Ýkaxk' Ae lÙ` É–aH Ôy? Aaha... ha... ha¦ benmaH (;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' maH) p` AaƒuH ne...¦ —É–aH Ôy˜? —Ôgto Òv éwo Ke . ‐\/uv Ke. (—te É–aH Ôy? j$r Ýaº =ay j.˜)

AhÄ khe Ke ke: ÔgtI pyaRymaH, Ôgta ÒvnuH &an =ay Ke ne...? KtaH, Anaid=I tarI ¹iÚne tuH pr _pr raqIne, pyaRymU# ={ gyo Ke‐pyaRymaH ãƒ Ô`vamaH AavtuH hova KtaH, pyaRymU# ={ gyo Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, bapu¦ ;Aa' vStu to AavI Ke¦¦

Ae AhÄ khe Ke: ma!e (Aa„a) —Aƒ›˜ Ke. isâ to ;Aƒ›' krvanuH Ke... hÇ¦ ;ƒ›' Ane ;Aƒ›' nuH &an btavIne isâ to —Aƒ›˜ krvanuH Ke.

Aa —Aƒ›˜ Ke‐Ae _padey levuH Ke. ;(Aƒ›) _padey Ke.' pyaRy _padey krvavazI Ke‐jene, ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I¸ jene, ãƒ ADtuH n=I. Ae pyaRymaH, ;Aa' (;Aƒ›' ne) _padey manvanuH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

smÔy AevuH Ke... hÇ¦ waØa to sadI Ke. AamaH kaH{ xaÏna w`trnI bhu j$r n=I. Aa to AHtrnI ruicna poØa`nI vat Ke.

Aa paHcmo bol =yo

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;AVy›' bol: 6 (Ývcn: ta. 23‐1‐1978)

;smysar' ga=a‐49. ;AVy›' na K bol. pyaRy=I iwNn je cIj Ke tene ;Aƒ›' khevamaH Aave Ke. te xuâ Ke te j AadrÌy Ane _padey K. Aeno ivStar, Aa ;Aƒ›' na K bolmaH kæo Ke.

paHc bol to caLya. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ \mR AavI cIj Ke¦¦ potanI pyaRymaH‐&annI pyaRymaH‐pyaRynuH Ane ãƒnuH &an Aeksa=e =va KtaH, ;ƒ›' ne te (Aƒ›) ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ pyaRyne te ãƒ ADtuH n=I. Ae cIjne —Aƒ›˜ khIAe. wgvanAa„a inTyanHdÝwu je vStuSv$p i5kaz Ke¸ te AhÄ ;Aƒ›' khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. gme te!la xBd hoy, p` ;Aƒ›' btavvo Ke¸ (te) Ô`vamaH Aave Ke pyaRymaH. inmRz pyaRy‐AvS=amaH... hÇ¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ inmRz pyaRy ;ƒ›' Ke, ;baæ' Ke¸ tene ãƒ, je i5kaz Ke te SpxRtuH n=I. KtaH ƒ›maH‐pyaRymaH, te (Aƒ›) ãƒnuH &an Ane Aeno Anuwv Aaƒa ivna rheto n=I. Aaha... ha¦

(Aa) Anuwvne ãƒno‐\/uvno Anuwv p` khevamaH Aave Ke. kar` ke: \/uv to \/uv Ke. Anuwv to pyaRymaH =ay Ke. p` pyaRy pr trfna lÙe ragno Anuwv Anaid=I kre Ke te (bihlRÙI) pyaRy AHtmuRq‐lÙ kre to ;\/uvno Anuwv kre Ke' Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae p` Ke to pyaRy¦

smÔùH kaH{? sU"m vat Ke, wa{¦ margDa $Da bhu¦ Aaha... ha¦ AHtrnI vat‐sMyGdxRn xuH Ke Ane sMyGdxRnno ivØy xo Ke? je cIj Ke, tenI (y=a=R vat) É–arey saHwzI n=I¦ É–arey krI n=I¦ ma=afoD bharmaH... wa{¦ Aa ijHdgI kmavamaH Ôy papmaH. AekluH pap... pEsa ne... bayDI‐KokraH‐ku!uHb. ... Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae krtaH, kdac bhar=I inv<i¿ l{ne, dya‐dan‐wi›‐v/tmaH (smy) Aape to p` te pu~y Ke p` te kaH{ Aa„ano \mR n=I¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ \mR AlaEikk cIj Ke, wa{¦

Aek smymaH‐sekHDna AsHQy wagmaH, Aa„anI ƒ› pyaRymaH pUàRnHdna na= cEtNy wgvtŸSv$p wgvan (‐Aƒ›) nuH &an Aave Ke Ane pyaRynuH p` &an =ay Ke. AenuH &an =va KtaH ;Ae cIj' &annI pyaRymaH AavtI n=I Ane ;Ae cIj' &annI pyaRyne SpxRtI (p`) n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ hve Aa vat É–aH saHwzvI...?





ij&asa: Ôe pyaRyne ;Aƒ›' khe to xuH nuksan?

sma\an: be Ýkar rheta n=I. Nyayg/H= ;AaºmImaHsa' maH Aem AaƒuH Ke: \m± Ane \mR‐be iwNn cIj Ke. ;\m±' ãƒ Ane ;\mR' pyaRy‐Ae be cIj iwNn Ke, Aek n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa FÌvar ;Aa„\mR' maH AavI gyuH Ke.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Aekvar saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ tarI cIj je AHdr Ke, te bhar=I‐xrIr‐mn‐vaÌ=I‐to iwNn Ke Aena=I to te Ô`vamaH y AavtI n=I. jenI ikHmt krvI Ke te AmULy cIj (xuâa„a), te dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›na wav=I p` Ô`vamaH n=I AavtI. Ae to rag=I iwNn ={ne, potanI pyaRymaH, Sv‐pr Ýkaxk takat hova=I &ey‐ ;vStu' ‐Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Svwav to Aavo Ke p` (A&anInI) ¹iÚ te (&ayk vStu) trf nih hova=I, Ane (tenI) ¹iÚ pyaRy _pr Ane rag _pr hova=I‐&annI Aek smynI pyaRymaH, Aaqa &ayknuH j &an =va KtaH... (&ayknuH &an‐vedn =tuH n=I).

Ae to ;Aabazgopaz saEne' (Ke, Aem) lI\uH Ke ne...¦ Ae _pr jra Aa ivcar Aaƒo: ;Aabazgopaz' Ae!le ko`? AamaH (xuH) Ùyopxmvaza mnu*y j g~ya Ke? b\aHyne g~yaH Ke AamaH. AekeiNãy=I maHDIne b\aH ÝaÌ, xuâãƒ AanHdkHd j Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AHdr (to) AekeiNãy=I maHDIne pHceiNãy, narkI, pxu‐b\aH wgvtŸSv$p j Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ AtIiNãy AnHtgu ono ipHD Ýwu, wgvtŸ‐wgvanSv$p, prma„Sv$p xi›$pe wgvan (Aa„a) Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aene —Aƒ›˜ khe Ke.

Ae ;Aƒ›' na paHc bol to caLya. (hve) Kõo bol Ke: (—Svymev ih bihrNt: Sf¡!mnuwUymanTve½ip Vy›opeÙ en Ý>otmanTvaCcaVy›:˜‐ pote pota=I j baæ‐AWyHtr SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo hova KtaH p` ƒ›pà Ýit _dasInp e Ý>otman (Ýkaxman) Ke. ma!e Aƒ› Ke.)

;pote pota=I j baæ‐AWyHtr' ‐wa{¦ Ýkaxxi› Ke ne... barmI...¦ (;SvyH Ýkaxman ivxd (‐SpÚ) Aeva SvsHvednmyI (‐SvanuwvmyI) Ýkaxxi›.') AemaH p` Ae lI\uH Ke: SvyH pota=I SvsHvedn =ay Ke, Aeno Aevo gu Ke. Aa„amaH &an‐AanHd‐AevI AnHt xi›Ao‐gu Ke AemaH Aevo Aek ;Ýkax' namno gu Ke. 47 xi›maH=I barmo (Ke.) to Ae xi›‐gu no Aevo Svwav Ke ke potanuH ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn pota=I =ay Ke. —SvyH Ýkaxman ivxd˜‐AhÄ. ;ivxd' xBd vapyÈ Ke, Ane Aap e AhÄ (Aa bolmaH) ;Sf¡!' xBd Ke. bHneno A=R Aek j Ke. ivxd kho, Sfu! kho ke ÝTyÙ kho. Aaha... ha... ha¦ wgvan‐





AaTma AHtrmaH AevI SvyH cIj Ke, ke jemaH ko{ rag Ane inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. v/t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔna wav‐b\a rag Ke, ivkLp Ke Aena=I Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aavto n=I. ;SvymŸ' xBd pD–o Ke ne...? SvyH‐potano AHtrSvwav xuâ cEtNy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ SvyH Ýkaxman ivxd Ke. ÔeyuH¦ (Ýkaxxi›maH) ;ivxdno A=R SpÚ'. (Ane) AhÄ (Aa bolmaH) kæuH: ;baæ‐AWyHtr SpÚ' mUz to SpÚ kho, Sfu! kho ke ÝTyÙ kho, qreqr to Aek vat Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

wgvanAa„a AevI cIj Ke ke je \mRnI Ý=m ]e I (sI#I) maH‐ sMyGdxRnna kazmaH, mit Ane ]ut &an te (Anuwv) ÝTyÙ ={ Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

magR ATyare kH{k (ivprIt) cale Ke, Aek to Ô e sHsar AaDe nvrax nih... pap... ne... pap...¦ AamaH kroDpitAone to vzI gUHcv` bhu vepar Ane \H\amaH. Aaha... ha¦ É–aHy‐\UzmaH y suq n=I, bapu¦ tne. AhÄ to dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›naH piràm‐Ae p` du:q Ke... rag Ke.

Ýwu to AtIiNãy AanHdmUitR Ýwu AHdr Ke. Ae SvyH Ýkaxman Ke. ivxd Ae!le SpÚ, AevI SvsHvednmyI, SvanuwvmyI Ýkaxxi› Ke. Aa„amaH Ýkaxxi› namno gu Ke. jem &an... &an... &an... &an... &an, Ô`vuH... Ô`vuH... Ô`vuH gu Ke Aem Ýkax... Ýkax... Ýkax... Ýkax... Ýkax gu i5kaz Ke. Ae gu no Svwav xuH? ke: SvsHvedn‐potana=I vedn =ay Ke. Aene ko{ dya‐dan‐v/t‐ƒvharnI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦ \mRnI phelI sIDI sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&an‐AemaH Ae Aa„anuH SvsHvedn (=ay Ke.) SvsHvedn‐Sv = Sv=I + sm = ÝTyÙ + vedn‐pote pota=I ÝTyÙvedn, Aevo Ýkax namno gu AemaH (Aa„amaH) Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae gu nI ÝtIit É–are =ay Ke? ke: ßyare Aekla gu nI ÝtIit nhÄ¸ p` Aekla ãƒnI ÝtIit kre Tyare. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aa ;Aƒ›' (bol) cale Ke ne...? Aƒ› kho, samaNy kho, ãƒ kho, inTy kho, Aek$p kho, Awed kho‐AenI ÝtIit É–are =ay Ke? ke: Ae AnHt AnHt xi›na ipHD trf‐ ;Aƒ›' trf‐_padeyta Aave Tyare. sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&anmaH AenI ÝtIit Aave Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔyuH kaH{?

AavI vat JIÌ pDe Ae!le pKI song#na name loko ibcara¦ vato y kre... ivro\e y kre. kar` ke bhar (sHÝdaymaH) to cale Ke ke: tme v/t kro ne tpSya kro, wi› kro, pUÔ kro, mHidr bnavo (to) \mR =xe. (p`) AhÄ khe Ke ke: hram Ôe AemaH \mR hoy to. ragnI mHdta krta hoy to pu~y Ke. p` Ae pu~y=I





AaTma AnuwvmaH Aave Ae cIj AaTmamaH Ke j nhÄ. smÔyuH? Ke ne...? ;SvyH' Ýkaxman ivxd.' ivxdno A=R SpÚ, Ane SpÚno A=R ÝTyÙ Ke, AevI SvsHvedn myI‐potana Anuwv=I Ô`vamaH Aave Ke AevI‐xi›Ao AHdr pDI Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ p` Ae xi›ne ÝtItmaH le Tyare xi›nI ÝtIit krI khevamaH Aave ne...? (bakI) wroso‐iv¬as AHdr n=I. Ane iv¬as Ke vtRman Aek smynI pyaRyno, Ane Ôer Ke day‐dan rag _pr. Ôer‐Ae to pyaRybuiâ‐im+yabuiâ‐im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ ;SvyH' kI\uH¸ 49 (ga=a) maH Aa kæuH¸ Ane 17‐18 ga=amaH ye kæuH. g{ kale kæuH htuH ne...? ke: &annI pyaRyno ;Sv‐pr Ýkaxk' gu` hova=I, potanI pyaRymaH SvyH Aa„a j Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aem hova KtaH p` (A&anI) bH\ A=aRtŸ ragne vx ={ne, pyaRymaH ;&ayk' Ô`vamaH Aave Ke (KtaH), Aene Ô`to n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{? AavI vat Ke. wa{¦ magR bhu j¡do¦ hj¡ to \mRnI x$AatnI phelaHnI vat Ke¦ pKI cair5 Ane kevz&an‐Ae to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ to Ý=m Ýkaxxi›nI ÝtIit É–are =ay Ke? ke: ßyare Aene Aaqa Aa„anI ÝtIit =ay Ke Tyare. to Aaqa Aa„amaH‐AnHtgu`na ipHDmaH‐Aek Ýkaxgu` Ke te SvsHvedn=I j Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aene (AnHtgu`na ipHDne) AhÄyaH —Aƒ›˜ khe Ke. je Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, te ;Aƒ›' Ke. Ô`vamaH AaƒuH te pyaRymaH AaƒuH. smÔùH kaH{? pyaRymaH Ô`vamaH AaƒuH ko`? ke: —Aƒ›.˜ Aƒ› Ae!le vStu.

AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke: —pote pota=I j˜... Ke ne? sHSk<t pa@maH to Ae!luH Ke: —Svymev ih˜-Svy H + Aev + ih = Svymev ih = SvyH j = pote j. ;SvyH' ko`? ke: ;pote j.' potanI je inmRzpyaRy, AHdrmaH sMyGdxRn‐&anmy =ay Ke, to te smye SvyH (‐pote) pota=I j baæ‐AWyHtr SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo Ke. j¡Ao¦ ;AnuwvmaH AavI ræo Ke.' ;baæ' Ae!le ƒ›‐pyaRy. AWyHtr Ae!le Aƒ›‐ãƒ.

smÔy Ae!luH smÔe, wa{¦ Aa to AlaEikk magR Ke¦ jEndxRn ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke¦ jEndxRn Ae!le vStunuH Sv$p. vStunuH Sv$p (Ae!le jEndxRn). Ae ko{ sHÝday n=I. Ae to jevI cIj Ke, tevI j ÔÌ, AevI j khevamaH AavI Ke¦

to khe Ke ke: —pote pota=I j...˜ to ko{ Aem khe ke: ;AemaH to AekaHt ={ gyuH... ;pota=I j'... ;k=HictŸ pr=I Ane k=HictŸ pota=I to AnekaHt =ay.' (‐Aem) n=I¦ pa@ j Ae Ke: —Svymev ih.˜ ;k=HictŸ pr=I Ane k=HictŸ





pota=I' AevuH Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦ —Svymev ih˜‐inmRzanHd Ýwu, AtIiNãy AanHdno kHd‐na=¸ (t=a) (AenI) AtIiNãy AanHdnI Ane mit ]ut&annI pyaRy¸ ‐Ae pote j pota=I (Ke).

(—bihrNt:˜) ‐—baæ‐AWyHtr˜‐pyaRy Ane ãƒ. ;baæ' Ae!le pyaRy. baæ Ae!le baæ cIj n levI. AhÄ vat baæ cIjnI n=I. smÔyuH kaH{? ;baæ' Ae!le Ae (inmRz) pyaRy, baæ Ke.

xuâwav Ai\karmaH ;inymsar' 38mI ga=amaH AaƒuH Ke ne...¦ —jIvaid bih¿CcH heymuvadeymPpò APpa.˜ (AhÄ) to Òvne p` hey kæo¸ kemke Ae pyaRynI vat Ke. ÒvnI je (inmRz) pyaRy te ;baæ' , tene AhÄ hey khI. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ragaid to hey Ke j.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa vat É–aHy saHwze nhÄ¸ (ko{) sHwzave nhÄ. ijHdgI Aem ne Aem‐pxunI jem‐calI Ôy Ke¦ wle ma`s (pase) bepaHc kroD $ipya hoy‐\Uz hoy¸ p` ßyaH Aa„a xuH cIj Ke, Ae smje nih TyaH su\I, pxutuLy Avtar Ke¦

ij&asa: ƒvhar Òvne hey kæo?

sma\an: ;pyaRy' Ae ƒvhar Òv (Ke), AwUta=R (Ke). ;ãƒ' Ae wUta=R (Ke.).

AhÄyaH wUta=Rne —Aƒ›˜ kæo. Ane pyaRy‐AwUta=Rne —ƒ›˜ kæo. smÔ uH kaH{? Aa b\uH saHwzIne... Aa to Ô e b\uH nvuH‐nvuH lage...¦ Aa te kaH{ vItragmagR hxe...?

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —baæ‐AWyHtr SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo˜ Ke. (t=a) (;smysar') 17‐18mI ga=amaH to Aem kæuH ke: je vStu i5kaz \/uv Ke, Aene potanI pyaRymaH Ô`vuH, Ae pyaRyno Svwav Ke. to (Sv‐pr Ýkaxk) pyaRyna SvwavmaH‐ ;ãƒ' ‐Ae Ô`vamaH to Aave j Ke p` AenuH (A&anInuH) lÙ ;Ae (ãƒ)' _pr n=I. (Ae) lÙ raqe Ke ;vtRman AvS=a' _pr, te=I (te) pyaRymU# (Ke.) vtRman AvS=a je ;ƒ›' Ke, te ;baæ' Ke‐temaH, jenI Ìic ÔmI g{ Ke, te pyaRymU# Òv im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

;Aavo \mR' k{ Ôtno hxe...? w{¦ Ame to b\aAe (Ae) saHwZyuH Ke ke: poØa krva... samaiyk krvI... ÝitÊm` krvuH... coivyar krvo... K kaynI dya pazvI..




p0: Ývcn nvnIt wag‐1

ne‐AevuH htuH. Are wa{¦ Ae to b\I ragnI vato Ke. ‐Ae tÀv, sMyGdxRn Ane \mR n=I.

AhÄyaH to khe Ke: —pote pota=I j baæ‐AWyHtr˜‐ãƒ Ane pyaRy, bNne ÝTyÙ Anuwva{ ræaH Ke.

ÝÆ: ãƒ Anuwva{ ræuH Ke?¦ ãƒ to \/uv Ke, Aeno Anuwv pyaRymaH Aavto n=I.

sma\an: Aavto n=I Ae!le (pyaRymaH) \/uv Aavto n=I. p` jevI ;\/uv' cIj Ke, Aevo Anuwv pyaRymaH Aave Ke. pyaRyno Anuwv (pyaRymaH) Anaidno Ke te pyaRy ßyare Aa (\/uv) baj¡ #zI, to ;\/uvno Anuwv' Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa{¦

wgvanAa„a Aek smynI pyaRymaH baæ‐AWyHtr SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;ƒ›' Ane ;Aƒ›' ‐bNne Anuwva{ ræaH Ke.

ij&asa: AhÄyaH ;baæ' maH inmRzpyaRy levI Ke?

sma\an: AhÄyaH inmRzpyaRy j Ke. milnnI vat AhÄ Ke j nhÄ¸ Ae to ;kØay=I iwþ Ke' maH‐bIÔ bolmaH‐AavI g{.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;icdŸivlas' maH to Aem lI\uH Ke ke: pyaRy je Ke te wle miln hoy ke inmRz, (‐te potana Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`me Ke). AhÄyaH to inmRznI vat Ke. to inmRzpyaRyna ktaR‐kmR‐kr`‐sHÝdan‐Apadan‐Ai\kr`, (Ae) pyaRyna pyaymaH Ke. inmRzpyaRynI ;ktaR' inmRzpyaRy. inmRzpyaRynuH ;kayR' inmRzpyaRy. inmRzpyaRynuH ;sa\n' inmRzpyaRy. inmRzpyaRynuH dan AaPyuH Ae ;sHÝdan' inmRzpyaRy pota=I _TpNn ={ Ae ;Apadan'. pyaRymaH=I pyaRy _TpNn ={ Ane pyaRyna Aa\are pyaRy _TpNn ={ (Ae ;Ai\kr`'.) smÔy Ke kaH{? (t=a) ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐101maH (Aem kæuH ke:) ;_Tpad _Tpad=I Ane ƒy ƒy=I (Ke). Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦

iwNn‐iwNn @ekaè xaÏmaH to Aho... ho... ho¦ gjb vato krI Ke¦¦ Aek Aek xaÏ, Aek Aek ga=a‐idgHbr... hÇ¦ AlaEikk vato Ke¦¦ Ae vat (bIje) É–aHy n=I.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —baæ‐AWyHtr ÝTyÙ Anuwva{ ræo Ke wgvanAa„a. ;ƒ›' Ane ;Aƒ›' ‐beyno Anuwv Ke¦




smysar ga=a‐49: p1

—smta, rmta, ér\ta˜‐ ;na!k smysar' no xBd ;]ImdŸ (rajcHã' g/H=maH 26ma vØR) maH Aave Ke. AemaH ;rMy' lI\uH Ke. rMypùH jene ivØe Ke jene l{ne Aa„a Ýg!‐Ýwas (‐dIiº‐Ýwayu›) deqay Ke. —pxu, pÙI, mnu*yaid dehne ivØe, v<Ùaidne ivØe je kH{ rmÌypùH jày Ke, A=va jena vDe te svR Ýg! (‐Sfu!) SfUitRvazaH jày Ke, Ýg! suHdrpà smet lage Ke te rmta, rmÌypùH Ke lÙ` jenuH te Òv namno pda=R Ke.˜ ‐ (p5aHk: 438maH) Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: Aa„a AHtrmaH ;Sv' (‐ ;Aƒ›') Ane ;pr' (‐ ;ƒ›') no, (beyno Anuwv kre Ke). pyaRyne ;pr' p` khI Ke¸ ;prãƒ' p` khI Ke¸ ;naxvan' p` khI Ke¸ ;ƒ›' p` khI Ke¸ ;Aek smy' nI iS=itvazI‐ ;mudtvazI' p` khI Ke.

(;Ývcnsar') ga=a‐107maH Ke ne...¦ ;stŸ ãƒ' , ;stŸ pyaRy' , ;stŸ gu ' ‐sÀvno ivStar Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ ãƒ je vStu Ke‐AnHt xi›no ipHD‐Ae ;stŸ' Ke. gu Ke Ae p` ;stŸ' Ke. Ane pyaRy p` ;stŸ' Ke. ;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH to lI\uH Ke ke: 5 ey Ahetuk Ke. ko{no hetu ko{ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ prno to hetu (Aa„a) n=I¸ p` gu ‐ãƒno pyaRymaH hetu nhÄ.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ hve k–aH smje¦ coyaRsIna Avtar krI... Aam ne Aam... rqDpÎI krI krIne mrI gyo Ke¦ AhÄ mnu*ymaH mo!o b/ïd¿ cÊvt±, hIrana #oilye sUto. soz hÔr dev to seva kre¦ mrIne trt satmI nrke gyo. Aaha... ha¦ Aa deh KU!ya wego nIce satmI nrke¦ hÒ to =oDaH vrs gyaH Ke, pHcasI hÔr. AsHQy Abj vrsno to Aek pLyopm, AevaH dx koDakoDI pLyopmno Aek sagropm, Aeva te5Is sagrnI iS=itAe gyo Ke. ATyare nrkmaH pD–o Ke.

Aa vai`yamaH y, Ae b\a pEsavazamaH=I Fà y to jvana #ormaH. jene sMyGdxRn‐\mR n=I¸ n=I sMyGdxRnnI qbr¸ n=I idvsna car‐paHc klak sTsmagmmaH pu~y baH\vaH ‐Aeva Fà y to #ormaH jvana. pu~y baH\e to SvgRmaH Ôy, mnu*ymaH Ôy. (p`) jene \mRna sHSkar n=I, Ane je ko{ sTsmagm‐vacn‐]v`‐sTxaÏono pircy drroj becar klak krto n=I tene to pu~y p` n=I.

maHD nvro ={ne ko' kdI Aekad klak Ôy to ma=e (pa! _pr) be@o hoy... khe... Ò ha...¦ ... Aeno klak lUH!I le kuguÌ. ]ImdŸ Aem khe Ke. Aaqo dI papmaH Ôy¸ Ane nvro ={ne Ôy, TyaH Aek klak saHwzva. to Aolo kuguÌ lUH!I le‐v/t kro... _pvas kro... tmaruH kLya` =xe¦ ‐lUH!I naHqe... im+yaTvmaH¦ smÔy Ke kaH[?





AhÄ khe Ke: —SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo Ke˜. ‐pyaRy Ane ãƒ SpÚ AnuwvmaH AavI ræaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AnuwvmaH... hÇ¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aek prlÙI pyaRyno Anuwv to AnHt kaz=I Ke. p` AhÄ hve pyaRy ßyare ãƒ trf JUkI to ãƒno p` Anuwv Ke Ane pyaRyno p` Anuwv Ke, Aem khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔyuH?

—SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo hova KtaH p`˜... (pa@) Ke ne...? —Svymev ih bihrNt: Sf¡!mnuwUymanTve½ip˜, —Vy›opeÙ en,˜ ‐ƒ›pà Ýit _dasInp e, —Ý>otman˜‐Ýkaxman Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ pyaRy inmRz Ane i5kazI inmRz wgvan‐Aeno Anuwv hova KtaH p` pyaRy=I _dasIn Ke. Aek smynI pyaRymaH, !ktaH ;ãƒ' _pr ¹iÚ Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

xuH pyaRy Ane xuH ãƒ...? ;ãƒ' Ae!le Aa pEso hxe...? pEsane ãƒ khe duinya. pEsavazane Daæa khe¦ buiâ to smjva jevI hoy... to y Daæa khe¦ Ane Aola ibcara grIb ma`s, buiâvaza hoy p` pEsa n hoy¸ Ane maHD be‐paHc hÔr $ipya hoy ne rzI qata hoy to (te) sa\ar` ma`s... (loko khe ke) Aene buiâ k–aH Ke? Aeva y Fà Ôeya Ke‐buiâna bardan, ko=za jeva hoy (buiâ=I) qalI. (top`) mihne paHc‐paHc laq peda krta hoy¦ Ane buiâna qaH hoy (p`) mihne be hÔr peda krva hoy (to, tene) prseva étrta hoy¦ TyaH bhar (\nsHpi¿) puruØa=R=I mze, AevuH É–aH Ke?

ij&asa: Fer be@aH ko{ pEsa deva AavtuH n=I ne...?

sma\an: p` pEsa d{‐l{ xke Ke ko`? pEsa to Aena karè Aavvana hoy to Aave Ane Aena karè n Aave to n Aave. rjk`ne ko{ d{ xke ne l{ xke, Ae 5`kaz‐5`lokmaH n=I. Aave Ke ne...? ke: ;daè‐daè qavavazanuH nam Ke'. ;nam' xuH Ke? khe Ke: je rjk` Aavvavaza Ke te Aavxe j. tara ÝyTn=I Aavxe? ‐ (Aem n=I). qorak‐daz, wat, ro!lI ne mEsUb‐je rjk` Aavvano hxe, te Aavxe¸ Ane je nih Aavvano hoy, te nhÄ Aave. tara ÝyTn=I saro Aave ne Aena ÝyTn=I qrab Aave, AevI ko{ cIj n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔyuH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke ke: (SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo) —hova KtaH p` ƒ›pà Ýit˜ TyaH je ;baæ' kI\uH htuH ne...? te AhÄ ;ƒ›' levuH. baæ Ae!le ƒ›ta ÝTye, —_dasInp e Ýkaxman (‐Ý>otman) Ke.˜ TyaH kaym rhevuH Ke, Aem nhÄ. ... _das Ke. pyaRy=I p` _das Ke. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ \m±nI ¹iÚ, _das... pyaRy=I




smysar ga=a‐49: p3

qsIne, ßyaH i5kazI &ayk AanHdkHd Ýwu (Ke) TyaH rhe Ke. _dŸ + Aasn = AenuH (¹iÚnuH) Aasn ãƒ _pr Ke‐Aasn ãƒmaH lgaƒuH Ke. AenuH Aasn bhar mhel‐mkanmaH to n=I¸ (p`) AenuH Aasn pyaRymaH p` n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke: Ae (\m±) mkanmaH rhe Ke, Ae p` nhÄ. xrIrmaH Aa„a rhe Ke, Aevo p` nhÄ. Ane \m± ragmaH rhe Ke, Aevo p` nhÄ. \m± inmRzpyaRymaH rhe, Aevo p` nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦ _dasIn Ke ne...¦ pyaRy=I _dasIn. TyaH kaym !kvuH n=I. Ane Aa ãƒSvwav baj¡ ¹iÚnuH Ôer Ke ne.¦

Aaha... ha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ AavI vat saHwzva mzvI p` muXkel Ke, bapu¦ wa{¦ bakI b\aHne \Uz to FÌ mze Ke. saHwzI Ke ne...¦ AmeirkamaH kroDpit Ane AbÔepit Ae!la pD–a Ke¦ b\a ibcara du:qI ={ne, hve \mR xo\va Ôy Ke, p` \mR mzto n=I. TyaH prdexmaH É–aH qbr Ke ke ;\mR kone khIAe?' SvdexmaHna ma`sone y qbr n mze \mRnI, to TyaH (ivdexmaH) É–aH \mR hto?

AhÄyaH to khe Ke: Aevo (SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo) hova KtaH p` ;ƒ›' A=aRtŸ ;pyaRy' ÝTye _dasIn$p=I Ýkaxman Ke. Aaha... ha¦ pyaRymaH rhevuH Ke Aem n=I¸ AemaH Aasn lgaƒuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ _dŸ + Aasn = _g/pè Aasn lgavvuH. (\m±nI) ¹iÚ ãƒmaH pDI Ke. vStu je inTyanHd Ýwu. \/uv (Ke) TyaH Aagz ¹iÚnuH Aasn Ke. pyaRymaH ¹iÚ rhevI, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ pyaRy Aave Ke¸ Ane (ãƒ‐pyaRy) be_no Anuwv p` Ke¸ be_nuH &an p` Ke¸ p` Aena=I (\m±) _dasIn Ke. gjb vat krI ne...¦¦ xuâ cEtNy \/uv _pr j Aasn lgaƒuH Ke. ¹iÚno ivØy je \/uv Ke, TyaH j ¹iÚ pDI Ke. ¹iÚ É–arey \/uv _pr=I qstI n=I. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦

khe Ke ke: Aa Aa„aAe‐AenI inmRz pyaRy Ane i5kazI ãƒ bNnenuH &an Ane Anuwv hova KtaH, ƒ›‐baæ‐pyaRy (je Ke) TyaH‐Aasn lgaƒuH n=I. ¹iÚnuH Aasn to ;Aƒ›' _pr Ke. AhÄyaH ;Aƒ›' khevuH Ke ne...¦ ƒ›pà Ýit _dasIn$p=I Ýkaxman Ke. Ae!la ma!e Aene (Aa„ane) —Aƒ›˜ khe Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ waØa AakrI¦ wav Aakra¦

Aa rIte K hetu=I (Aƒ›p uH isâ kyuÅ). K hetu‐K Ýkar kæa ne...? phelaH Ae kæuH: K ãƒ=I iwþ Aa„a sºm (ãƒ) Ke, Aene ;Aƒ›' khe Ke. bIÔmaH Aem kæuH: kØayono wav je!lo Ýg! Ke ‐ dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna (wav) ‐ Aena=I wgvan Aa„a iwþ Ke. 5IÔmaH kæuH: icTsamaNymaH cEtNynI smSt ƒiktAo inmG™ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan \/uvSv$pe ‐ AemaH wUt Ane wiv*ynI





b\I pyaRyo inmG™ Ke¸ vtRmanpyaRy Ô`vamaH Ke, Ae Ýg! Ke. pUvR pyaRy Ane wiv*y pyaRy inmG™ Ke¸ Ae Ô`vuH (vtRman) pyaRymaH Aave Ke, (Ae Ýg!‐baæ Ke)¸ bakI b\I pyaRyo AHdr (ãƒ) maH Ke. (co=amaH: Ùi`k ƒikt ma5 n=I ma!e Aƒ› Ke). paHcmo: ƒ› Ane Aƒ› Aekmek imi]t Ýitwaist hova KtaH p` te ƒ›tane SpxRtuH n=I, ƒ›ne SpxRtuH n=I. Kõo bol Aa: baæ‐AWyHtr ÝTyÙ AnuwvmaH AavI ræo hova KtaH p` ƒ›‐baæ‐pyaRy ÝTye _dasIn Ke. \m±nI ¹iÚnuH Ôer pyaRy _pr n=I¸ ¹iÚnuH Ôer ãƒ _pr Ke. Aeè Aasn lgaƒuH Ke ãƒmaH. ‐ Aam K hetu=I ;Aƒ›' ne isâ kyuÅ Ke.

Ae ;Aƒ›' kho ke _padey xuâ Aa„a kho‐Ae AadrÌy Ke. pyaRy hey Ke. je (vtRman) pyaRy Aene (‐Aƒ›ne) AadrÌy mane Ke, Ae pyaRy p` hey Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ pyaRy Aeno‐i5kaz &aykwavno Aadr kre Ke‐Aene sMyGdxRn Ane \mRnI dxa khevamaH Aave Ke.

‐ pUruH =yuH.

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prmaTmne nm:.

]I smysar

]I jysenacayRk<t ;taTpyRv<i¿' !IkamaH ga=a: 306 =I 308

(]I Am<tcHãacayRk<t ;Aa„Qyait' !IkamaH ga=a: 283 =I 28p)

Aa„-wavna

A= inicRkLpsmai\$pinüyÝitkÊmìnüyÝTyaQyanrihtanaH jIvanaH yo½saE bH\o wi`t: s c heySyaxeØSy narkaiddu:qSy kar`Tvaâey:. tSy bH\Sy ivnaxa=Å ivxeØ wavnamah-

—shjxuâ&ananNdEkSvwavo½hH, inivRkLpo½hH, _dasIno½hH inrHjn injxuâaTmsMykŸ]âan&ananu¤an$pinüyrTnZyaTmk inivRkLpsmai\sHjat-vItragshjanNd$p suqanuwUitmaZlÙèn SvsHvedn&anen sHve>o gMy: ÝaPy:, wirtavS=o½hH,rag-äeØ-moh-kÊo\-man-maya-low-p¨ceiNãyivØyVyapar, mnovcn-kay-Vyapar-wavkmR-ãVykmR-nokmR-Qyait-pUja-law-¹Ú]utanuwUt wogakaHÙa$p-indanmaya-im+yaxLpZyaid-svRivwavpiràwriht: xUNyo½hH, jgTZye kalZyeip mnovcnkayE: kËtkairtanumtEXc xuâinüyen, t=a sveR jIva: [it inrHtr wavna k¿RVya.˜

gujratI waØaHtr: —huH shj xuâ &ananHd$p Aek Svwav KuH, inivRkLp KuH, _dasIn KuH, inj inrHjn xuâa„ana sMykŸ ]âan, &an, Anu*@an$p inüyrTn5ya„k inivRkLp smai\=I _TpNn vItrag shÔnHd$p suqanuwUitma5 lÙ` äara SvsHvedn &an vDe sHve\, gMy, ÝaPy‐wirtavS= KuH. rag‐äeØ‐moh‐Êo\‐man‐maya‐low‐pHceiNãy ivØyƒapar, mnvcnkayƒapar, wavkmR‐ãƒkmR‐nokmR‐Qyait‐pUÔ‐law ¹Ú ]utAnuwUt wog‐AakaHÙa$p indan‐maya‐im+ya‐5`xLy Aaid svR ivwavpiràm riht KuH, xUNy KuH. xuâ inüye huH Aavo KuH. t=a 5è lok Ane 5è kaze b\ay Òv Aeva Ke. ‐Aem mn, vcn, kay=I Ane k<t, kairt, Anumodna=I inrHtr wavna ktRƒ Ke˜.





AaTm-wavna (Ývcn: ta. 24‐1‐1978)

Aa ;smysar' vaHcIne xuH krvuH? AaquH ;smysar' vaHcIne‐ÔÌne krvanuH xuH? ;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH —bH\Sy ivnaxa=Å˜‐bH\na naxne ma!e ;Aa Aa„‐wavna' krvI. Aem Ke. tem j ;svRivxuâ&an Ai\kar' na AaqrmaH Ke ke ;smyÝaw<t' ne ÔÌne ;Aa' krvuH. Ane ;prma„Ýkax' maH KeLle Ke ke ;prma„Ýkax' ÔÌne p` ;Aa wavna' krvI. ‐Aem 5` @ekaè Ke. (Ane) Aene lgtuH co=e =oDuHk (;smysar') ga=a‐413maH Ke¸ p` (TyaH) =oDak xBdo fer Ke. sarmaH sar ;Aa' vStu Ke.

pa@maH to Aem Ke: (—shjxuâ&ananNdEkSvwavo½hH˜) shj xuâ &an Ane AanHd jeno Aek Svwav Ke, Aevo KuH. ;Aevo KuH' AemaH=I ;huH KuH'... ne¦ ;huH' ‐ ;½hH' pa@maH KeLlo xBd Ke. ;AhH' Ae!le ;huH KuH' Aem AemaH=I ka#–uH. Ae!le ke i5kaz Svawaivk xuâ AanHd jeno Aek Svwav Ke, Aevo huH KuH. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;smysar' ke ;prma„Ýkax' xaÏ wÌne krvanuH to... ;Aa' Aem Aa„‐wavna ma!e ;Aa' ‐—Svawaivk xuâ &an (KuH)˜. smjvamaH Aa k@` pDe AevuH Ke.

Svawaivk xuâ &an¸ pyaRy nhÄ, i5kazI Svawaivk xâ &an‐piv5 &an KuH. pa@maH ;xuâ &ananHd Ke' Aeno A=R kyÈ ;&an Ane AanHd'. —shjxuâ&ana nNdEkSvwavo½h H˜ ‐ shj &an Ane AanHd$pI Svwav te ;huH KuH' AevI Aa„‐wavna krvI. Aaha... ha¦ ]ImdŸmaH (p5aHk: 474maH) p` Ae xBd Aave Ke: —Aatmwavna wavtaH' Òv lhe kevz&an re.˜ p` wavna ;Aa.' smÔùH kaH{?

xuw wavne npuHsk trIke kæo Ke ne...? Aeno ivro\ bhu Aaƒo Ke. p` Aene to‐xuw wavne to‐npuHsk j kæo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa k@` pDe jgtŸne...¦ ;vIyR (puruØa=R)' to AemaH Ke ke: huH &an Ane AanHdSvwavI... te jeno ;Aek' Svwav... ke jemaH wed nhÄ. rag to nhÄ, p` pyaRyno wed p` nhÄ. ‐ ;shj &an, shj AanHd jeno Aek Svwav Ke, te huH KuH.' ;huH' wle phelo lI\o, p` ;Aevo huH KuH' Aem levuH waØa smÔy Ke? krvanuH to ;Aa' (Aa„‐wavna) Ke.

carey AnuyogmaH ;sar' $pe to ;vItragta' Ke. bIÔ (loko) tkrar Aem kre Ke ne...? ke: crànuyogmaH Aam kæuH Ke ne tem kæuH Ke. carey Anuyogno sar to vItragta Ke. Ane vItragta to Tyare Ýg!e ke: ;shj &ananHd huH KuH' AevI ¹iÚ kre to Ýg!e¦ Aeno A=R Ae Aaƒo ke: ;Svno Aa]y krvo.' Aah... ha¦ kevo ;Sv'




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KuH? ‐Svawaivk xuâ &an Ane AanHd. Svawaivk Ane xuâ. kevo Ke ;xuâ &ananHd' ? ‐Svawaivk Ke k<i5m n=I. nvI pyaRy (k<i5m) _Tpþ krvI, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AakruH pDe Ke lokone.

Aam to ƒvharne ƒiwcar kæo Ke, npuHsk kæo Ke Ae vat lokone AakrI pDe Ke. p` Ae (ƒvhar) to hey Ke. ;smysar' na ÝvcnmaH AenI vat Fà bole kheva{ htI. ;smysar' maH ƒvharne Aiwsairka, veXya sman, ƒiwcar vgere Fà bol lI\a Ke. te FàH vØR phelaH ;Aa„\mR' maH AavI gya Ke.

AhÄ to Aa cIj xuH? Aeno srvazo Aa Ke: jenI pyaRy buiâ KU!Ine, i5kazI xuâ &an, shj xuâ &an, Svawaivk xuâ‐piv5 &an Ane AanHd te huH KuH. AamaH ko{ ƒvharno ktaR KuH ke ragvazo KuH ke pyaRyvazo KuH, Aem p` AhÄyaH lI\uH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ \m± wavna ;Aa' kre¦

(;smysar') 320‐ga=amaH AavI gyuH Ke ne...? ke: |yanar‐|yata xuH |yave, (konuH) |yan kre? ke: svR=a inravr` AqHD &an¸ tenuH |yan kre¦ vtRman |yan krnar pyaRynuH |yan n kre. kemke vtRman pyaRy Ke te qHDqHD Ke, Ane Aa (&an) AqHD Ke.

wa{¦ bhu JI uH Ke. Aa to jrI (Aa) b\uH (puStkmaH) weguH naqvana Ke ne...? Ae!le =oDuHk AaƒuH Ke. Aa (SpÚIkr`) êcamaH êcuH Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: Ae AanHd jeno Aek Svwav Ke‐Aevo Aa„a‐te huH KuH. Svawaivk xuâ &ananHd jeno Aek Svwav Ke Aevo ;huH' KuH. ;huH' phelo lI\o te huH ;Aa' KuH. Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat ko{ waØa ke ivkLpnI n=I. ;Aavo huH KuH' Aevo ivkLpe y nhÄ. vStunuH Sv$p ;Aa' Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

crànuyog xIqIne ke bIj¡H xIqIne, ko{ ivro\ kre Ke ke: Aa (song#vaza) loko xuw wavne npuHsk khe Ke. Aem khe Ke ne tem khe Ke. prHtu crànuyogmaH to tene (‐ƒvharne) AadrÌy kæo Ke. Aek iväane ivro\maH FùH lQyuH Ke. (p`) wa{¦ tne qbr n=I bapu¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —OkSvwavo½hH˜‐huH AekSvwavI KuH. jemaH ;pirpU R gu ' Ane ;pirpU`R Svwav' Aevo p` wed nhÄ. AnekpùH ke Aeva (gu`‐gu Ina) wed nhÄ. ‐AevI Ae to pirpU R gu =I wrelI (Awed) cIj Ke. ‐Aeva (Sv) wavnI wavna (wavvI). wavna (Ae!le) ivkLp ne icHTvn nhÄ. wavna (Ae!le) Aeva

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(Sv‐) wavmaH Aekag/ =vuH. Aava wavmaH ;huH Aa KuH' (Aekag/ta ={), pKI AevI (Sv‐wavakare) to pyaRy ={. Aa (ivØy) ;prma„Ýkax' maH KeLle Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Ôeya... AemaH ke!la xBdo vapyaR ;Svawaivk' ‐k<i5m nhÄ, krayelo nhÄ, nax =ay nhÄ, Aek smynI pyaRy pUrtuH nhÄ. ;Svawaivk' te p` ;xuâ'. Svawaivk cIj Ke Ae xuâ j hoy. Ae (vtRman) pyaRymaH je Axuâta Ke te to ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. ;smysar' maH kæuH Ke: Aa (ƒvhar) hey Ke. Aa (Svwav) isvay b\uH hey Ke. Aa (Svwav) te _padey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo vqt k–are mze¦ Are saHwzvanuH... Ae y muXkel pDe¦

;Svawaivk xuâ &an, Svawaivk xuâ AanHd Aevo jeno Aek Svwav Ke, te Aa„a.' Aaha... ha¦ ;&ananHd' be weguH Ke. Ae to AhÄyaH j¡duH paDIne smÔƒuH Ke. shj &ananHd jeno Aek Svwav... te huH KuH. —shj&ananNdEk\Svwavo½hH˜ Aem pa@ Ke. p` iwNn paDIne smÔƒuH Ke ke: Svawaivk xuâ &an Ane AanHd AevI AekSvwavI vStu (huH KuH). tenI pyaRymaH je vItragta Aave Ke, te ;vItragta' AqHD‐Awed‐AekSvwavna lÙe Aave Ke. Ae sMyGdxRn p` vItragta Ke. (AemaH) ;srag' Ane ;vItrag' Aeva je wed paDya te to cair5‐doØnI ApeÙaAe Ke. bakI smikt to srag‐vItrag Ke j nhÄ. Ae (smikt) to ;inivRkLp‐shj‐&ananHd‐xuâ ;huH' AekSvwavI KuH' AevI AHtrmaH‐vtRman &annI pyaRymaH Aa pU`R (Svwav) &ey ={ne‐ÝtIit krvI, te Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦ (tem KtaH) ko{ mXkrI kre ibcara ke: (song#) A|ya„nI AavI vato kre ne... tevI vato kre¦ (p`) Are wgvan¦ bapu¦ Ýwu¦ A|ya„ Ae!le ke: ;tuH pU RSv$p,' te ;A|ya„.' Aa„ana Aa]ye k=n, te ;vaÌ'. Ane Aa„ana Aa]ye wav, te ;\mR'. Aevo ;huH' KuH. (p`) wgvan Ke ne... bIÔ Aeva prma„a Ke, tenI sa=e kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. Aek bol =yo.

bIÔe bol: —inivRkLpo½hH˜‐ ;huH inivRkLp KuH'. ivkLp A=aRtŸ wed, jemaH n=I, (Aevo) Awed‐inivRkLpSv$p KuH. ;AekSvwav KuH' AemaH (Ae) AavI gyuH htuH p` Aene ivxeØ SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ Aa JIÌ vat Ke. bIje sHwzay tem n=I. wgvanAa„a inivRkLp‐ivkLp=I riht Ae!le wed=I riht (Ke). AevI ;inivRkLp‐Awed vStu (huH) KuH'. ‐AevI ¹iÚ =vI‐AHtrmaH pir`mvuH‐Aene AhÄ sMyGdxRn Ane Aa„anI wavna khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

pa@ to Ae!lo Ke: —inivRkLpo½hH˜‐inivRkLp ;huH' KuH. AiSt=I khe Ke ;huH Awed KuH' pyaRyno wed p` te Sv$p‐AektamaH‐maramaH n=I, Aevo ;huH' KuH.




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Aagz lexe: 5è lokmaH‐5 ekaze b\ay Òvo Aeva Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —jgTZye˜‐é|vR, m|y Ane A\o¸ —kalZyeip˜‐wUt, vtRman Ane wiv*y¸ —sveR jIva:˜‐Awƒ Aaid b\ay Òv¸ Aava wav (‐Svwav)vaza Ke. smÔy Ke? k@` pDe ma`sne... (p`) xuH =ay AamaH?

(g{) kale vat AavI htI ne...? ke: ¹iÚ to \/uv _pr, Ane Anuwv be_no (‐ãƒ Ane pyaRyno) hova KtaH, maÌH ¹iÚnuH |yey to AekluH samaNy _pr j Ke. pyaRy Ane ãƒ‐be_nuH &an hova KtaH, ¹iÚnuH Ôer \/uv _pr Ke. Ôe \/uv=I ¹iÚ qse to, Ae vStu (‐\/uv) ¹iÚ maH rhI xke nhÄ. \m±nI ¹iÚna |yeynI \/uvtamaH Aek pz ke Aek smy p` kdI AaHtro pDto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn‐pEsa‐l"mI to É–aHy rhI gyaH¦ p` Aek smynI pyaRy, ‐wavna krnaro wav A=aRtŸ ;wavna' Ke pyaRy, p` Ae ;pyaRy, ‐te ;huH' nhÄ¸ huH to ;Aa' (‐\/uv) KuH¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

;smysar' ga=a‐320maH AevuH Aave Ke ne...¦ ;huH to AqHD &aykwav KuH'. pyaRy (;marI') wavna kre Ke. p` Ae pyaRy Aem khe Ke ke: huH to ;Aa' (‐AqHD &aykwav) KuH qHD&an n=I. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI Ae Ke to pyaRy¸ p` Ae pyaRy Aem mane Ke ke: huH to ;Aa' AqHD KuH pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke ke: huH to ;Aa' KuH. pyaRy Aem n Ô e ke: huH Aa (‐pyaRy) KuH Aaha... ha¦ ;Aa„a' je inivRkLp Ane AekSvwavI Ke, Aena _pr=I, \m±nI AHtmuRq ¹iÚ Aek sekHD‐smy ma5 p` qstI n=I.

(—\/uv‐\amna |yeyna |yannI \qtI \UÌ \gx ne \Irj=I \qavvI te \mRno \ark \m± \Ny Ke¦˜ ) Ae ter bol hmàH mUkya hta ne...? \qtI \UÌ \gx ne \Irj=I \qavvI‐Ae Ke to pyaRy¸ p` Ae (pyaRy) Aem khe Ke ke: huH ;Aa' (‐\/uv) KuH¦ Aaha... ha¦ ke' dI AevaH vcno saHwze...? Are... re¦ bakI to b\I ijHdgI inr=Rk Ke.

pa@maH to —inivRkLpo½h H˜ xBd Ke. Aeno A=R kyÈ ;huH inivRkLp KuH' ;Awed KuH'. —inivRkLpo½hH˜ jemaH ivkLpna wed n=I, Aem naiSt=I p` vat n=I krI. AiSt=I vat krI. —inivRkLpa½hH˜ ivkLp‐wed n=I Ae to naiSt=I. p` pyaRy¹iÚno ivØy l{ne (Aa) vat lI\I n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(—_dasIno½hH˜) ‐ ;huH _dasIn KuH'. kale AaƒuH htuH ne...¦ ;smysar' (ga=a‐49, Aƒ›na) Kõa bolmaH ke: —ƒ› ÝTye _dasIn KuH.˜

Aaha... ha¦ AavI cIj (Aa„a) ne smjva ma!e, bapu¦ Ae e Fà Aag/ho





KoDva pDe. xaÏ Ame ÔÌAe KIAe...¦ ‐Ae b\aH Aiwman Ae e mUkvaH Ôe{Ae. Aaha... ha¦ xaÏ Ô~yaH ne... (Aa„a nhÄ.)

AhÄ pa@ to Aevo Ke: —_dasIno½hH˜ Aeno A=R kyÈ: huH _dasIn KuH'. huH wgvanAa„a _dasIn KuH. maruH Aasn \/uvmaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ marI be@k \/uvmaH Ke. pr=I to ;huH' _das KuH, p` pyaRy=I p` ;huH' _das KuH.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aavo magR vItragno¦¦ (Òvone) saHwzva mze nhÄ, Ýwu¦ xuH kre? Are¦ Aena du:qna AnHt idvso gya (‐vITya) Ke, wa{¦ AenaH du:q to Ae e ve@yaH¸ p` du:qna deqnaranI AaHqmaH=I p` AaHsunI \ara halI (calI) Ke, AevaH du:qo shn kyaÅ... to p` Ae AhÄ wUlI gyo¦ Ae (AnHt du:q) im+yaTvne l{ne Ke. im+yaTv jevuH pap n=I. im+yaTv jevo Aas/v n=I. im+yaTv jevo ko{ A\mR n=I. Aene (‐im+yaTvne) toDvanI Aa vat Ke. ‐

(—_dasIno½hH˜) _d + AasIn. ;marI' be@k to \/uv _pr Ke. khe Ke: ;huH' pyaRy=I _das KuH. ;marI' be@k pyaRymaH n=I. (jem) lokmaH ma`so Aam n=I kheta ke: wa{¦ Ame flaà sara sara ma`snI be@kmaH rhIAe KIAe. Ame mo!a mo!a ma`sonI be@kmaH rhIAe KIAe. Ame sa\ar` ma`somaH rheta n=I. (tem) AhÄ khe Ke ke: AHdr pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Ke, TyaH ;marI' be@k Ke. maruH AiStTv te!luH, te Ke. bakI ;huH' to pyaRy=I p` _dasIn KuH.

AaqaH xaÏ wÌne ;bH\na nax krva ma!e' krvanuH to ;Aa' (‐Aa„‐wavna) Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? bIÔne smÔvtaH AavDe ke n AavDe, AemaH kH{ ivxeØta n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ huH _dasIn KuH. —inivRkLpo½h H˜ —_dasIno½hH˜ Aem sHSk<t xBd Ke. p` Aeno A=R Aa rIte =ay ne...¦ ke: ;huH inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„a KuH.' Aaha... ha¦ (—inrHjninjxuâaTm˜) huH inj inrHjn‐maruH je AHjn ivnanuH, mel ivnanuH (Sv$p) ‐xuâ Aa„a KuH. mara na=ne Aavr` n=I¦

bhen]InuH sU5 Ke ne...¦ (—jem kHcnne ka! lagto n=I, AiG™ne é\{ lagtI n=I, Aem &aykSvwavmaH Aavr` é`p ke Axuiâ AavtI n=I˜.) knkne ka! n hoy, AiG™ne é\{ n hoy. é\{ JIÌ \ozI hoy Ke te bhu tDkamaH trt mrI Ôy. pHcoternI salmaH paizyadmaH Aa njre ÔeyuH Ke. b\uH ÔeyeluH Ke. jem AiG™maH é\{ n hoy, tem wgvanAa„ana xuâ Sv$pmaH‐xuâ Sv$pne Aavr` n hoy. xuâ Sv$pmaH Axuâta n hoy. xuâ Sv$pmaH é`p n hoy. Aa bol (‐380) ;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' maH Ke.




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AhÄyaH khe Ke: ;huH' to inrHjn KuH. ;mara' maH AHjn‐mel Ke j nhÄ. Ae to AanHdFn Ýwu Ke. ;huH inj inrHjn KuH'. Are¦ (lokone) (Aa) kem bese...¦ (Aa vat) k–aHy saHwzI p` nih (hoy).

Aam to —huH inj inrHjn xuâa„ana sMykŸ]âan‐&an‐Anu*@an$p in]y rTn5ya„k je inivRkLp smai\¸ tena=I _Tpþ vItrag shÔnHd$p suqnI AnuwUitma5 jenuH lÙ` Ke, Aeva SvsHvedn &an vDe SvsHve>‐gMy‐ÝaPy KuH ‐Aem levuH Ke.

p` AhÄ ;huH' phelaH l{ne ;Aavo KuH', Aaha... ha¦ ;huH inrHjn KuH', AHjn‐mel Ke Ae to pyaRyne‡ragne inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke. (‐Aem khe Ke.) vStune‐wgvan Aa„ana Svwavne‐ko{ AHjn‐mel Ke j nhÄ. Aevo vStuno je Svwav te AHjn ivnano, mel ivnano, é`p ivnano, Aavr` ivnano Ke.

Aevo je —inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„ana sMykŸ]âan˜‐Aeva xuâ Aa„anI sMykŸ ]âa. j¡Ao, waØa to j¡Ao¦ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa ne pyaRynI ]âa‐Ae vat to (AhÄ) krI nhÄ.

(prHtu) Aola (ko{) Aem khe Ke ke: ;dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI wi› kro to kLya` =ay¦' p` Ae dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ to prãƒ Ke. prãƒnI wi› to rag Ke. ;(&anInI) Aa&a Aara\o¦' to Aa&a to ;Aa' Ke. AavuH ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke, loko Aam khe. p` j¡Ao¦ ;&anInI Aa&a Aara\vI, Ae!le Aa&ane manvI'. p` (Aa&a) manvI, Ae!le xuH? ke: ;Ae Aa&a mane AenI'. to &anInI Aa&a Ae Ke ke: ;tuH Aavo (xuâ Aa„a) Ko¦ ‐tenI ]âa kr, Anuwv kr¦' Ane ;mne p` manvuH KoDI de¦ Ane tarI pyaRyna je!lo p` (potane) manvuH KoDI de¦' ‐Aem &anInI Aa&a Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(inj) inrHjn xuâ Aa„a, AenuH sMykŸ ]âan, AenI sacI ]âa. ÔeyuH¦ jevuH (Aa„‐) Sv$p Ke, tevI ]âa. jevo i5kazI _dasIn Ane xuâ cEtNyFn (Aa„a Ke, tevo) tenuH ]âan. Aaha... ha¦ AamaH dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa ke K ãƒnI ]âa ke pyaRynI ]âa‐AevI to kaH{ vat lI\I n=I. naiStnI Ae vat to AemaH n=I. prnI ]âa Aaid Ae vat nhÄ letaH, Aa vat smjvI: inj inrHjn inrakar xuâ wgvanAa„a‐tenI ]âane, (]âan khIAe).

inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„anuH &an, tenuH nam &an. xaÏ w`vuH, Ae &an te kH{ &an n=I. ;inj inrHjn' Ae (p`) potanuH wgvannuH &an, Ae y nhÄ. tI=Åkr Ane AenuH &an, Ae (p`) nhÄ. Ae to prãƒ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AakruH lage...





(p`) xuH =ay? wa{¦ magR to Aavo Ke. tuH pote wgvan (gu ‐) wHDar Ko ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„anuH sMyG&an. ÔeyuH¦ &an Aene khIAe.

Aek pHiDt Aem lQyuH Ke ke: ;Aavo je Aa„ano Anuwv te ijnxasn Ke, Ae isvay bar AHg ƒ=R Ke'. (prHtu) ;bar AHgnuH &an ƒ=R Ke' Aem n=I. bar AHgnuH &an to smiktIne j hoy Ke. ;ƒ=R Ke' Ae xBd TyaH n Ôe{Ae. jEnxasn Aane (‐Svanuwvne) khevuH, Ae!le ke: je xuâ Aa„a pirpU`R wgvan inj inrHjn xuâ, tenuH &an. ;smysar' 1pmI ga=a &annI Ke, TyaH &annI ƒaQya Ke¸ Ane 14mI ga=a sMyGdxRnnI Ke. Ae inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„anuH AbâSp<Ú (Sv$p) Ke, tenuH &an jene Ke, tene bar AHgnuH &an hoy ke n hoy¸ p` jene bar AHgnuH &an hoy, tene sMyG&an j hoy. ;bar AHgnuH &an ƒ=R Ke' Aem n Ôe{Ae. xuH kæuH... smÔy Ke kaH{? Ae (sMyG&an) ivnanuH, Aigyar AHgnuH &an Aaid ke nv pUvRnI liB\ Aaid (hoy top`) te ƒ=R Ke. Ae brabr Ke. p` jene inj Aa„anuH &an Ke, tene j bar AHgnuH &an hoy. ;smysar klx!Ika' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ ke: (—Aa ÝsHge bIÔe p` sHxy =ay Ke ke, ko{ Ô`xe ke äadxaHg&an ko{ ApUvR liB\ Ke. tenuH sma\an Aam Ke ke äadxaHg&an p` ivkLp Ke. temaH p` Aem kæuH Ke ke xuâa„anuwUit moÙmagR Ke. te=I xuâanuwUit =taH xaÏ w`vanI kaH{ A!k (bH\n) n=I˜.) wa{¦ bar AHgnuH &an ko{ ApUvR liB\ n=I. Ae=I krIne bar AHgnuH &an im+ya¹iÚne p` hoy, Aem n=I. ;klx!Ika' maH Aem kæuH Ke ke: bar AHgnuH &an kaH{ ApUvR n=I. kemke bar AHgna &anmaH p` AnuwUitnuH k=n kyuÅ Ke. bar AHgmaH p` ;sar' Aa„ano Anuwv Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„anuH sMykŸ (Aacr`) (Ae) Anu*@an (Ke). crànuyog Ýma e je v/taidna ivkLp, tene AhÄ Anu*@an g~yaH j n=I. Anu*@an Ae!le cair5. p` Aacr` kyuH? ke: inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„anuH sMykŸ Aacr`. Ae i5kazI AanHdkHdna na=maH rm`ta‐te sMykŸ Aacr`‐tene cair5 khIAe. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(]âan, &an Ane Anu*@an) 5 eynI ƒaQya ={ g{. inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„a‐tenuH sMykŸ ]âan¸ tenuH sMyG&an¸ tenuH sMykŸ Aacr`. sMykŸ Aacr` Ae!le cair5. mhav/taidna ivkLp, te kaH{ Aa„anuH cair5 n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ xuH vat khIAe? p` magR to Aavo Ke¦ Ýwu¦ Are¦ jNm‐mr`naH AHtnaH !aàH (AaƒaH)¦ AemaH Ôe ;Aa vat' n bese... to wa{¦ bapu¦ tne É–are besxe? Aa (mnu*y) wv to wvna AHt ma!eno wv Ke. wvna KeDa




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lavva ma!e Aa wv Ke AemaH tne wvna KeDa (lavva) nI vat n bese to Ae wv =yon =yo (bNne sman) Ke. Aaha... ha¦ #orne (saHwzva) n=I mZyuH Ane tne mZyuH. p` (;Aa vat' Ôe n bese to) be_ne (srquH) inr=Rk Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ inj inrHjn, milnta riht, AHjn‐mel ivnano, Aavr` ivnano, é`p Ane Axuâta ivnano ;inj xuâ Aa„a', tenuH sMykŸ Aacr`, tenuH Aa Anu*@an, tene cair5 khIAe.

puStk (xaÏ) samuH pD–uH Ke ne...¦ Aa to AacayRna xBdo Ke. idgHbr sHtona xBdo Ke. (tem KtaH,) Ae loko (xaÏmaH=I) vaH\a _@ave¦ ... xuH =ay, wgvan¦ vaH\o to Aeno (potana) Aa„anI sa=e Ke ko{ (bIÔ) nI sa=e vaH\o xeno?

;smai\xtk' maH kæuH Ke: ;Ôe ke Ame Aa„a KIAe' Aem je ko{ (A&) Amne Ô`ta n=I to te Amara Air (‐duXmn) Ane im5 k{ rIte ho{ xke? Ane ;Ame Aa„a KIAe' AevuH je (Ýbuâe) Ô~yuH Ke, AevI jene qbr pDe Ke te p` Amara vErI ne duXmn k{ rIte ho{ xke? im5 k{ rIte ho{ xke? Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{, xuH kæuH Ae? ke: Ame je Aa„a KIAe, je rIte KIAe, te rIte Ame Ô~yuH Ke, te rIte bIÔe (Amne) Aa„a Ô`naro n=I¸ to pKI te Amaro vErI ne im5 k{ rIte ho{ xke? Ane Ame Aa„a KIAe, je rIte Ame Ô~yo Ke, te rIte Ôe Ae (Amne) Aa„ane Ôè Ke¸ to te p` (Amaro) vErI ke im5 k{ rIte ho{ xke? smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ —kÌà épje Ôe{.˜ j¡Ao ne...¦ ]ImdŸmaH (;Aa„isiâ' ga=a: 3‐4maH) to Aem Aave Ke: —ko{ iÊyajD ={ ræa xu*k&anmaH ko{¸ mane marg moÙno, kÌà épje Ôe{˜. —baæ iÊyamaH racta, AHtweRd n kaH{, &anmagR inØe\ta, teh iÊyajD AaH{˜. ko{ AeklI iÊyane mane¸ Aekla (Ùyopxm) &anna _FaDne (&an) mane, p` &antÀvna &anne n mane, Aeno inØe\ kre¸ to ]ImdŸ khe Ke ke: ;Ae (Òv) to kÌàne pa5 Ke'. wa{¦ AenaH (tÀv&anna ivro\na wavna) fz bhu AakraH Ke, wa{¦ ko{ Òv du:qI =ay AevuH &anIne hoy? (n j hoy). Are¦ Aava (inØe\na) wav, Ae ivprIt Ke. AenaH fz to Ýwu¦ saHwZyaH Ôy nhÄ, AevaH du:qo Ke. Aeva Òvo ÝTye ivro\ kem hoy? Aene (vErI) trIke kem mnay? Aeva (ivro\na wav=I Ýaº) du:qne wogvvuH Aene AakruH pDxe, wa{¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke: —inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„ana smykŸ ]âan‐&an‐Anu*@an$p inüy rTn5ya„k˜ Aa 5 eyne inüyrTn5y xBd kæo Ke. kya 5`ne? ‐ inj





inrHjn xuâ Aa„anI sMykŸ ]âa, inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„anuH &an Ane AenuH (xuâa„anuH) cair5‐Ae inüyrTn5ya„k. AhÄ Ae 5 ey siht lI\uH Ke ne...¦ Ae 5` =yuH.

Ae —inüyrTn5ya„k inivRkLp smai\˜ inivRkLp smai\ A=aRtŸ xaiNt _TpNn (=vI). xuâ Aa„anI sMykŸ ]âa, sMyG&an Ane sMykŸ Aacr`‐Aena=I inivRkLp smai\, rag ivnanI xaiNt‐Ae smai\ (_TpNn) ={. rTn5ynuH pir`mn, Ae samai\ Ke. Ae smai\, Aai\‐ƒai\‐_pai\=I riht Ke. _pai\ A=aRtŸ sHyog jemaH n=I¸ ƒai\ A=aRtŸ xrIrmaH rog Ke, te TyaH n=I¸ Aai\ A=aRtŸ mnmaH sHkLp‐ivkLp Ke, te TyaH n=I. sHyog n=I, rog n=I, Ane sHkLp‐ivkLp n=I. Aai\‐ƒai\‐_pai\=I riht te ;Aa' smai\ Ke Aola bava cDave te ;Aa' smai\ nhÄ.

AevI je —inivRkLp smai\=I _TpNn vItrag shÔnHd$p suqanuwUit ma5.˜ Aaha... ha¦ inüyrTn5y Aav u H hoy¦ Aem khe Ke. (tena=I) _TpNn vItrag shÔnHd$p suq‐jemaH ragriht, Svawaivk AanHd$p suq‐Aeno Anuwv, Aa inüyrTn5ynuH Sv$p Ke. Ae 5èy vItrag pyaRy Ke. Ane shÔnHd$p (suqanuwUit) (p`) pyaRy Ke. Svawaivk AanHd‐suqnI AnuwUit ma5 jenuH —lÙ`˜ Ke, (Aeva lÙ` äara) —SvsHvedn &an vDe˜‐Sv = potana + vedn, AanHdna vedn vDe, vItragI shÔnHdna suqna vedn vDe‐—SvsHve>˜‐pota=I vedava yoGy‐—gMy˜ KuH. AevI inivRkLp smai\=I (;huH inj inrHjn xuâ Aa„a') gMy KuH. Aaha... ha¦ ivxeØ khexe...

*** (Ývcn: ta. 2p-1-1978)

;AaTma' i5kazI jevuH Sv$p Ke, tevuH AnuwvmaH levuH, tenuH nam ;(Aa„‐) wavna' Ke. Ae moÙno magR Ke Ane jNm‐mr`na AHtno ;Aa' _pay Ke.

kevo Ke ;Aa„a' ? TyaH (pa@maH) smÔƒuH Ke, wa{¦ —SvsHve>˜ Ke. pota=I vedava yoGy tem j jàva yoGy Ke. Ae!le ke ko{ inim¿=I‐guÌ=I ke dev‐xaÏ=I‐te jàva yoGy n=I. potana SvsHvedn=I te gMy Ke. inivRkLp, _das, i5kazI xuâ cetnrTn‐AenI Aekag/ta, AenuH SvsHvedn AenuH vedn‐Anuwv¦ pote pota=I ÝTyÙ, ={ xke Ke¦

Aa b\a ƒvharnaH, vtRn (Aacr`) naH bhu lqa` xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne...? Ae b\uH inim¿nuH &an kravvanI vat Ke. bakI pote jevo Ke, tevo deqnarne deqe¦




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;deqnar' tene n deqe Ane prne ÔÌne TyaH (prmaH) éwo (roka{) ræo Ke Ae vStunuH Sv$p n=I. potanuH &an Ane AanHd ($p) i5kazI Svwav‐Ae Sv, pota=I Anuwvva layk Ane tena=I (‐Anuwv=I) te gMy vStu Ke. AavI vat Ke¦¦

baæv/t ne tp ne jp ne iÊya ne xaÏAWyas, Ae to AnHt var kyaÅ. p` Aa SvsHvedn vDe ;Aa„a' ne Ô`vano (y=a=R ÝyTn‐) Anuwv ko{ dI kyÈ nhÄ. Ae ivna, Aena pirw/m`na AHt n Aaƒa. jEn sa\unaH ãƒilHg AnHt var \ar` kyaÅ, top` (Aa„a) rag=I Ane inim¿=I jày, AevI pr (Aai]t) buiâna xLyne l{ne, Ae car gitmaH rqDyo¦

Ae (Aa„a) SvsHve> Ke Ane Ýaº =va yoGy Ke. pa@maH bIÔe xBd —ÝaPy:˜ Ke ne...¦ Ae xuâ cEtNy AanHdkHd ãƒSvwav, je pirpU R AanHd Ane pirpU R &an Ane pirpU R xaHit=I wrelo te wgvan¸ SvsHvedn=I Ýaº =va yoGy Ke. SvsHvedn=I gMy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aene —gMy:˜ kæo. Ae!le Aena=I (SvsHvedn vDe) te (Aa„a) jày Ke. Ane —ÝaPy:˜ AenI SvsHvedn=I Ýaiº Ke. SvsHvedn gMy Ke te=I te SvsHvedn=I ÝaPy Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(Òv) phelo inr\ar‐nÞI to kre ke marg ;Aa' Ke¦ bakI to AnHtvar ãƒilHg‐muinpàH \ar` kyaÅ, AnHt var Aigyar AHg Ane nv pUvRnaH xaÏna AWyas kyaR Ke. bharnI vat‐papnI vat‐to É–aH krvI? (Òve) AevaH pu~ynaH piràm p` AnHtvar kyaÅ Ke. p` SvsHvedn &anmaH ;Aa„a' ne (É–arey) lI\o nhÄ.

prna Aa]y=I, 5` kazmaH te (Aa„a) pamI xkay Aevo n=I. Ae to SvAa]ye, pote vtRman &annI pyaRyne AHtrmaH vaztaH, je Sv‐potanuH vedn =ay, tena=I ;Aa Aa„a Ke' , Aem jày. Ane tena=I —ÝaPy:˜‐Aa„a Ýaº =ay, Ae!le ke pyaRymaH Aa„anI Ýaiº =ay. Anaid=I pyaRymaH je pyaRynI Ane ragnI Ýaiº Ke, te pyaRy ;Aa„a' maH AHtmuRq ={ne SvsHvedn kre, to je (Aa„) vStu Ke te Ýaº =ay. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat (vStuiS=it) Ke¦¦

(—wirtavS=o½hH˜) huH mUz to Aevo xi›Ao Ane Svwav=I wrelI dxavazo‐AvS= Ae!le xi›vazo KuH. Aaha... ha¦ wirtavS= Ae!le pirpU`R Sv$p. Aem Ae wrelI AvS=avazanI ƒaQya: ;pirpU R Sv$p huH KuH'. rag n=I, inim¿ n=I, ApU Rta p` ;mara' maH n=I. ;mara' maH ragnI ivprItta to n=I,





p` ApU Rta ye n=I‐Aevo ;huH' pirpU R KuH. pa@maH to Ae!luH AaVyuH ke —wirtavS=o½hH˜‐huH pirpU R Sv$p KuH.

—rag-äeØ-moh˜‐ ;rag' maH ƒvhar rTn5yno ivkLp p` AavI gyo. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa Ane prãƒ trfna vl`nI dxa$p je rag, tena=I to ;huH' riht KuH. jena=I riht KuH tena=I te kem pmay?

;äeØ' Ae!le ÝitkUzta (ÝTye A`gmo). ÝitkUz‐AnukUz jevI ko{ cIj j n=I. Ae to &anmaH ;pr&ey' trIke jàva layk vStu Ke. Ae to ƒvhar Ke. (qreqr to) ;&an' pote j potano Ô`nar¦ pote Ô`naro Ane jàva yoGy p` pote j Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

ij&asa: bIj¡H ko{ n=I?

sma\an: ko{ n=I. Ô`naro Ae pote, jàva yoGy pote, Ô`naro pote potane. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo huH KuH. Aavo Anuwv =taH tene sMyGdxRn Ane &an ne xaHit =ay Ke. bakI to AxaHit... AxaHit ne AxaHit Ke. coraxIna AvtarmaH to du:qI du:qI ={ ræo Ke.

;moh' Ae!le pr trfna vl`vazI dxa, sav\anI. Ae sav\anI=I riht KuH.

—kÊo\-man-maya-low˜‐Ae ivStar kyÈ. äeØnI ƒaQya ;Êo\‐man'. ragnI ƒaQya ;maya-low'. ‐Aena=I p` ;huH' riht KuH.

Aaha... ha¦ Aene É–aH su\I jvuH Ke? AHdrmaH‐AavI cIj (Aa„a) maH‐ phÇcvuH Ke ne... bapa¦ Ae \/uv‐\ammaH tene ivsamo levano Ke. Ae ivna, wvna AHt Aave Aem n=I... wa{¦ AnHt AnHt Avtar coraxIna kyaR. Aek Aek yoinmaH AnHt var jNMyo. AnHt var AacayR nam \raƒaH. AnHt var dIÙaAo lI\I. —sb xaÏnke ny \air ihye, mt mHDn qHDn wed ilye vh sa\n bar AnHt iÉ–o, tdip kKu ha= hj¡ n pyÈ˜. (‐ ;]ImdŸ rajcHã' p5aHk: 26p). khe Ke ke: Aa cIj (Aa„Ýaiº) ne ma!e ko{ ivkLpnI p` Aene j$r n=I.

—pHceiNãyivØyVyapar˜‐[iNãy=I wgvanne Ôeva Ane wgvannI vaÌ saHwzvI‐Ae ivØyna ƒapar=I p` ;huH' to riht KuH. Aaha... ha¦

ij&asa: im+yaTv mHd to pDe ne?

sma\an: (im+yaTv) mHd pDe, Ae ko{ cIj n=I. Ae to kmRnuH mHd Ane tIv/p uH Ke. Ae ko{ vStu n=I. Aeva im+yaTvnuH mHdp uH Ane AnHtanubH\InuH mHdp uH to AwvIne p` =ay Ke. Ae ko{ cIj n=I. im+yaTv !azva Ane (Aa„‐) Anuwv krva ma!e to ;Aa' (Aa„‐wavna) Aek j _pay Ke.




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paHcey [iNãyono ivØy‐ƒapar, Aena=I ;huH' riht KuH. Aaha... ha¦ (;smysar') 31‐ga=amaH AavI gyuH Ke ne...¦ [iNãy kone khevI? ijteiNãymaH [iNãy kone khevI? Aa jD [iNãy Ke paHc. (Aa‐SpxR, rsna, F/a`, cÙu Ane k R.) Ane waveiNãy Ke (je) Aek Aek ivØyne Ô`vano Ùyopxmno AHx (Ke te.) Ane [iNãy=I jày tevI cIÔene p` [iNãy khI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ wa{¦ lokone AakruH pDe (ke) ÏI, ku!uHb, pirvar p` [iNãy¸ Ane dev, guÌ Ane xaÏ p` [iNãy¦ Aaha... ha¦ (pote) ;wgvan' to (ãƒ Ane wav [iNãy t=a [iNãyna ivØy) ‐Ae 5èy [iNãy=I Ai\k, iwþ‐j¡do pirpU`R Ke.

ij&asa: isâ =ay TyarnI (Aa) vat Ke... ne?

sma\an: AhÄ ATyarnI vat Ke. Ae (Aa„a) Ke j Aevo¦ Aevo j Ke. jevo Ke tevo Ô`vamaH Aave, AnuwvmaH Aave to pKI isâ =ay ne...? Ae ivna, isâ É–aH=I =ay? Aa (Aa„a) to ATyare xuH... 5 ey kaze Aavo (pirpU R) Ke.

KeLle (pa@maH) Aavxe: 5 e lokmaH, 5è kaze svR Òv Aava (pirpU`R) j Ke. wa{¦ 5 e kaze Aam Ke. 5 e lokmaH Aam Ke Ane svR Òv Aam Ke. ‐Aem Aene potane jàtaH, b\ay Òvo, wgvan pU aRnHdna na=, SvsHvedngMy Ke. Aeva j Ae b\a j Òvo Ke. wle AwvI (Òv) Ae (Aa„ane) SvsHvedngMy krI xke nhÄ, p` vStuno Svwav to Aevo Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ paHc [iNãyna ivØymaH to wgvannI vaÌ p` Ke. lokone Ae AakruH pDe Ke ke Aene‐wgvanne Ane vaÌne ne prne‐tme (song#vaza) [iNãy kho Ko¦ (p`) bapu¦ wgvan (Aem) khe Ke. wa{¦ (;smysar') 31mI ga=amaH pote wgvan Aem khe Ke: huH Ane marI vaÌ (wgvannI vaÌ Ae inim¿=I kæuH) Aene to Ame [iNãy khIAe KIAe. Ane tuH Ko A`[iNãy. to [iNãy äara A`[iNãy pmay? ‐Aem ho{ xke nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa Aekdm sar‐maq` Ke. Aa„ana AaHtrAnuwv Ane &an ivna, AevaH to AnHt var ãƒilHg \ar` kyaÅ, iÊya‐kaHDo kyaÅ, p` Ae=I xuH? ‐Ae (to) sHsar Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo je (pirpU R) Aa„a, te paHc [iNãyona ivØyna ƒapr=I riht Ke. (wgvannI) vaÌ kane saHwzvI Ane wgvanna $pne AaHq=I ÔevuH‐ Aeva [iNãyna ivØyna ƒapar=I Ýwu (Aa„a) riht Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ (Òvone) nvrax n mze Ane potanI k{ cIj Ke, Ae saHwzva mze nhÄ, smjva mze nhI¸ Are¦ É–aH Ôy...?





Ae wgvan (AaTma) to AHdr pirpU R prmaTma Ke wa{¦ tne Ae pirpU RtanI ÝtIitnI qbr n=I. ÝtIit Ae!le dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ (nI ]âa Aem nhÄ, Ae) to [iNãyna ivØy Ke. te [iNãy Ke. Aa„a Aena=I p` par Ke.

(—mnovcnkayVyapar˜) mn‐vcn‐kayana ƒapar=I par Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan AHdr xuâ AanHdkHd Ýwu...¦ jena Svwavno Aa]y letaH (pyaRymaH) AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave, (Aene ÝtIit khIAe). Ae wgvan pote mn, vcn Ane kaya=I to iwNn Ke. te vaÌ=I mze tevo n=I, deh=I mze tevo n=I, p` mnna wav=Iy p` te mze tevo n=I. AHt:kr` mn Ke te to AHdr jD Ke, Ae to prmaH gyuH. p` waveiNãy‐wavmn sHkLp‐ivkLp (Ke)¸ ;Ýwu' to Aena=I p` riht Ke AHdr iwNn Ke. AenuH nam ;Aa„anI wavna' khevay Ke.

(—wavkmR-ãVykmR-nokmR˜) ;wavkmR' : pu~y Ane pap, dya, dan, v/t, wi›, Ae b\aH wavkmR. lokone AakruH pDe¦ wavkmR Ae!le ivkLpnI v<i¿ je é@e Ke te. cahe to wgvanna Smr`nI, xaÏvacnnI, xaÏne khevanI (hoy) ‐Ae b\I v<i¿Ao Ke, te wvkmR Ke. wavkmR Ae!le ivkarI piràm. tena=I ;Ýwu (Aa„a)' iwþ Ke. ;ãƒkmR' : jDkmR je (&anavrÌy Aaid) Aa@ Ke tena=I to ;Ýwu' AHdr iwþ Ke. vStu Ke, AiSt Ke, hajr Ke, hyatI \rave Ke, AevuH je ;Aa„tÀv'¸ te Ae jDkmR (‐ãƒkmR) =I iwþ Ke. wavkmR=I iwNn Ke, Ae phelaH lI\uH. (hve khe Ke ke) nokmR=I iwNn Ke. nokmR=I (Ae!le ke) xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn Aaid A=va bIÔH baæ inim¿o‐Ae b\aH=I, te (;Ýwu') iwNn Ke.

(—Qyait-puja-law˜) marI Ýisiâ =aAo, marI pUÔ =aAo, ‐Aeva Qyait‐pUÔna lawnI AakaHÙa=I (;Ýwu') riht Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ko{ mne kH{ g`trImaH gè, ko{ marI Qyait‐Ýisiâ bhar lokomaH kre, ‐AevI AakaHÙa=I p` ;Ýwu' to riht Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aene AhÄ ;Aa„a' khevamaH Aave Ke. loko Qyait‐pUÔ‐bhuman kre, mne pUßy trIke SvIkare, ‐AevI AakaHÙa=I ;Ýwu' riht Ke.

(—¹Ú]utanuwUtwogakaHÙa$pindanmayaim+yaxLyZyaid˜) ;¹Ú' ‐ je wogo deqvamaH Aave Ke ;]ut' ‐je wogo saHwzela Ke Ane ;AnuwUt' ‐je wogo Anuwvela (Ke)¸ (‐tenI AakaHÙa=I ;Ýwu' riht Ke.) je wogo ÔevamaH Aave Ae!le Aa bharnaH sa\no, je ÔevamaH Aave Ke te. saHwzela wogo Ae!le ke (lokone kheta) saHwZya hoy ke AmeirkamaH AbÔepit Aava Ke, ne... flaà Ke ne... 48‐48 maznaH mkan Ke ne... AemaH rhe Ke ne... Ae b\I vato saHwzelI hoy te. Anuwvela Ae!le ke Aeva ivØy‐wogono Anuwv Anuwv kyÈ hoy te. Aeva deqela, saHwzela Ane




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Anuwv krela wogonI —AakaHÙa$p indan˜ AenI je {CKa$pI indan‐hetu=I to ;Ýwu' riht K. Aaha... ha¦ Aeva ;Aa„a' ne AHdr Anuwvvo AenuH nam ;\mR' Ke. AenuH nam ;jEn\mR' Ke. AhÄ 5` ;xLy' leva Ke ne...? ;wogakaHÙa$p indan'¸ ;maya' Ae!le kp!‐kui!lta¸ Ane ;im+ya' Ae!le êDe êDe kH{ p` rag=I law =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy‐Aa„a pmay. Ae im+yaxLy¸‐AevaH 5èy xLy=I ;Ýwu' riht Ke. Ae!le ko{ p` sU"mv<i¿nuH ;indan', êDI êDI ;maya', Ane êDe êDe ;im+yaTv' no‐ivprIt maNytano sU"m wav¸ jena AsHQy Ýkar Ke¸ AevaH 5` xLy=I, ;Ýwu' riht Ke.

(—svRivwavpiràmriht: xUNyo½hH˜) ;svRivwav' AemaH É–aH bakI raQyuH kaH{? ;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' (bol: 319) maH Ke ke: —ivwav=I j¡do pDIne cEtNytÀvne g/h` kr˜. ;ivwag=I riht =aAo.' Aaha... ha¦ Aa Aek xBd bs Ke¦ ;ivwav' A=aRtŸ pu~y‐pap, dya‐dan, v/t‐wi›naH piràm, Ae ;ivwav' Ke¸ Ae ;Sv‐wav' n=I. (;huH') Aeva svR ivwavpiràm riht, xUNy KuH. Awav btavvo Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;svR ivwavpiràmriht xUNy KuH'. pKI v/t ne... tp ne... wi› ne... pUÔ Aaidna je ivkLp Ke, te p` ivwav Ke. wa{¦ ;Ýwu' maH ivwav n=I. Ae to A|yas=I ivwavne potano maNyo Ke. p` ;vStu' maH n=I. (Òv) A|yasmaH !eva{ gyelane lI\e ;Ôè Aa sU"m ivkLpno ivwav, maro (Sv‐wav) Ke' Aem Aeè xLymaH‐im+yaTvmaH maNyuH Ke. p` (ko{ p`) ivwav ;vStu' maH n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aavo wgvanAa„a cEtNydIvo‐sUyR ke jena cetnna ÝkaxmaH Ae ivwav‐wav' AH\aruH Ke, AÒv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae ivwavwav Ke te AÒv Ke Ae Òv n=I. Ae AH\aÌH Ke. Ae Ô`ta n=I. Ô`ta n=I te Ô`nar=I j¡da Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ae ;ivwav' ne to ƒiwcarI kæa Ke. ;Sv‐Svwav' &an Ane AanHd=I pirpU`R Ýwu Ke¦ AemaH ivwavna wavne sHyogIwav‐ƒiwcarwav kI\o Ke. Are¦ xaÏmaH buiâ Ôy, tene ƒiwcairÌ khI Ke. lokone AakruH pDe Ke¦ (Ane pokare Ke ke) AekaHt Ke... AekaHt Ke. (p`) bapu¦ Aa to sMykŸ AekaHt Ke. ]ImdŸmaH (p5aHk: 702maH) Aave Ke: —AnekaHitk magR p` sMykŸ AekaHt Aeva injpdnI Ýaiº kravva isvay bIÔ ANy hetuAe _pkarI n=I˜. (prHtu) loko AnekaHt... AnekaHtna (name) Aem khe Ke ke: Svwav=I law =ay Ane ivwav=I p` law =ay, to AnekaHt khevay. tem j potana _padan=I p` kam =ay Ane inim¿=I p` AHdr (Aa„amaH) kam =ay, Aene AnekaHt khe Ke. (p`) Ae AnekaHt n=I. Ae to AekaHitk im+yaTvwv Ke. Ae ivwavwav Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?





(AhÄ khe Ke:) —svR ivwavpiràm riht KuH, xUNy KuH . Aeva (svR ivwav) piràm=I to ;huH' riht KuH¦ hve (ßyare) ivwavpiràm=I riht KuH (Tyare) Aene ivwavpiràm krtaH krtaH (kevI rIte) Svwav Ýaº =ay?

bhu AakruH kam, wa{¦ Aene (pUvR) Aag/h KoDvo muXkel pDe Ke. (tIv/) Aag/h to AwvIAe p` KoDyo hto. tIv/ KoDyo, mHd ræo hto‐Ae ko{ cIj n=I.

AhÄ to ivwav namno AHx p` jena SvwavmaH n=I Aevo Aa ;wgvan‐Aa„a' pote potana AHtrna AanHd Ane &annI inmRz pyaRy äara Ýaº ={ xke Ke. TyaH ;Aa rIte' mzI xke Ke, Aem khe Ke. bakI to ko{ rIte (;Aa„a') mzI xkto n=I. (wle ne) kroDonaH‐AbÔenaH dan Aape ke kroDonaH‐AbÔenaH mHidro bnave ke Aigyar AHg, nv pUvR su\I xaÏ wè top`, Aa„anI Ýaiº =ay nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ ]Imde kæuH Ke ne...¦ —yminym sHjm Aap iÉ–o, puin Tyag ibrag A=ag læo¸ vnvas ilyo muq maEn ræo, ¹# Aasn pÍ lgay idyo˜. —sb xaÏnke ny \air ih ye, mt mHDn qHDn wed ilye¸ vh sa\n bar AnHt iÉ–o, tdip kKu ha= hj¡ n pyÈ. Ab kyÕ n ivcart hE mnse, kKu AaEr rha _n sa\nseH?˜ ‐24ma vØeR ]ImdŸ (;]ImdŸ rajcHã' p5aHk: 26pmaH) khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —Ab kyÕ n ivcart hE mnseH, kKu AaEr rha _n sa\nseH? ibn sdŸguÌ koy n wed lhe,...˜ Aaha... ha¦ jrIk, &anImaH inim¿pùH =aPyuH Ke. p` &anI Aene ;Aa' smÔve Ke. AenI Aa&ano Aara\nno A=R: Ae (&anI) Aa&a Ae kre Ke ke ;vStuno (Svwavno) Aa]y le¦ Ane ;vStu' maH ivwavno AHx n=I, tene Ýaº kr¦' &anInI Aa&anuH Aara\n ;Aene' khevay. Aa&a to vaÌ Ke¸ p` Aeno khevano wav‐svR &anIno, tI=Åkrono, kevzIAono khevano Aaxy‐ ;vItrag wav' Ke. Ane ;vItrag wav' Ýg! =vane ma!e ;Svãƒno Aa]y' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ gme te kre... gme TyaH fre... (p` krvanuH to ;Aa' Ke).

AhÄ khe Ke ke: cetn wgvan, Ae ivwavpiràm=I xUNy Ke. (É–aH?) ke: (—jgTZye˜) 5è lokmaH. nrkmaH satmI narkIna Òvo Ke, p` Ae (Òvo) Aava Ke. Òv ;Aene' khIAe. Are¦ ingodna Aeva AnHta Òvo Ke... Ýwu¦ je ATyar su\I 5sp uH paMya n=I Ane hj¡ AnHtkaz‐wiv*ymaH 5spùH pamxe p` nhÄ, Aeva Òvo Ke. p` Ke to Ae (Òvo) AHdr wgvanSv$p j. pyaRymaH fer Ke. p` Ae ;pyaRy' AHdr (‐ãƒSvwav) maH n=I. qreqr to Ae ;pyaRyne' ãƒ SpxRto y‐ADto y n=I. Aavo je wgvan pU`R &an (SvwavI), te 5` lokmaH Ke, Aem khe Ke.




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ÝÆ: A\olokmaH Aeva Òvo Ke prHtu é|vRlokmaH Aeva (ingodna) Òvo hoy? kem ke TyaH to isâ wgvan ibraje Ke¦

sma\an: isâ ibraje TyaH (p`) ingodna Òv AnHta Ke. ßyaH isâ wgvan Aa (Aa„ana) AanHdna AnuwvmaH ibraje Ke TyaH Aena Ùe5maH AnHta ingod‐Òv Ke.

isâ wgvan AanHdne vede Ke. (prHtu) Aena Ùe5maH (Aakax‐ApeÙaAe) rhela ingodna Òvo du:qne vede Ke. KtaH y Ae Òv Ke Ae to 5 e lokmaH Aava xuâ (Sv$pe) Ke. pyaRymaH wle vedn‐ALp‐FùH‐ivxeØ‐gme te Ýkare hoy.

Aaha... ha¦ (sveR jIva:) Aem khIne ;Aek Òv Ke' Ae vatne (‐maNytane) _=apI. tem j (jgTZye) (khIne) ;5` lokmaH (Òv) n=I p` Amuk @eka e j (Òv) Ke' Aene y (‐Aeva mtne) _=aPyo.

(AhÄ) kæuH ne...¦ é|vR, m|y Ane A\o‐5è lokmaH (AnHta Òvo Ke). nrk sat Ke. AenI nIce ingod Ke. Aaqay lokmaH Aeva (ingodna) Òv AnHtanHt Ke. 5 e lokmaH Aek AHgulna AsHQyatma wag (Ùe5) maH ÒvonI sHQya AnHtanHt Ke. ingodmaH ÒvnI pyaRy wle hIÌ‐AÙrna AnHtma wage‐={ Ôy, p` 5è lokmaH Ae b\ay Òv to Aava (pirpU`R ;Ýwu') j Ke.

(—kalZyeip˜) 5è kaze Ae (Òv) to Aava j AHdr ;Ýwu' Ke. vtRman kaze A=va =xe Tyare, Aem nhÄ. paHcma Aarano KeDo Aevo Aakro ne Kõo Aaro Aevo ne...¦ gme te Aaro hoy Ane gme te kaz hoy... p` 5` lok‐5` kazmaH wgvanSv$pe ;Aa„a' jevo kæo tevo xuâ cEtNyFn Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa wgvan‐Aa„a AHdr Ke Ae to Aavo Ke¦ Ae wgvtŸSv$p Ke. pyaRymaH gme te!la (ferfar) =ay¸ p` ;Ýwu' pote Sv$pmaH=I 5 e kaze halto (cilt =to) n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aevo Ae Aatm drbar Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(—xuâinüyen˜) 5` lokmaH‐5 e kaze k{ ¹iÚAe (;Aa„a' Aevo wgvtŸ‐Sv$pe Ke?) ‐ pyaRy¹iÚAe nhÄ. xuâ inüynye (Aavo Ke).

;smysar' maH wUta=Å Aai]t: smikt kæuH Ke ne...¦ Ae (;Aa„a') wUta=R Ke, Ae xuâ inüynyno ivØy Ke, Aem kho¸ A=va (tene) xuâ ny kho. 11mI ga=amaH Aem kæuH: —wUyT=miSsdo qlu˜ —wUyT=o deisdo du suâÀo˜. je i5kaz AanHdkHd Ýwu, AnHt gu no ipHD, SvwavnI mUitR‐te wUta=R Ke. Ane te j xuâinüy Ke, Ae wUta=R Ke. wUt A=aRtŸ Kto pda=R Ke, KtI cIj Ke, AiSt‐hajr Ke‐Aene AhÄ xuâ ny kæo Ke. AhÄ 5IÔ pdmaH jrI nyno Ane ny‐ivØyno wed paDyo.





phela pdmaH Aem kæuH: —Vyvharo½wUyT=o˜ pyaRy ma5 AwUta=R Ke. i5kazIãƒnI ¹iÚ kravva, sMykŸTvnuH Ýyojn isâ =va, i5kazI cIj te muQy Ane inüy Ke Ane pyaRy ma5ne gaE krI, n=I ne AwUta=R Ke, Aem khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. pKI kæuH: —wUyT=o deisdo du suâÀo˜ wUta=R i5kaz Ke, i5kaz cIj Ke, Ae j sTy Ke. pyaRy AsTy Ke, Aem kæuH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? pKI kæuH: —wUyT=miSsdo˜ Ae i5kazIno Aa]y le Aavo je (Aa„a) kæo, Aeno Aa]y le to sMyGdxRn =ay.

wa{¦ AavuH bhu JI uH Ke. Are... re¦ (Òvo) Aa duinyamaH É–aH pUKIne É–aH ne É–aH ijHdgI ka#e? Ane mnu*ynuH Aayu*y pUÌH =taH... É–aHy caLya Ôy¦ Aaha... ha¦ ßyaH jvuH Ke TyaH (‐Aa„amaH) Ôy nhÄ¦ (to) n=I jvuH TyaH pKI jxe¦ nrk Ane ingodna wv krI krIne, bapu¦ (du:qI du:qI ={x).

Ýwu¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: 5 e kaze‐5è lokmaH xuâ inüynye b\ay Òv Aava Ýwu Ke waØa AeklI inüynynI n=I krI, kar` ke Axuâ inüynye ragaid Ke Axuâ inüynye ÒvmaH Ke. ‐Aem p` (xaÏmaH) khevamaH Aave. ÒvmaH pu~y‐pap‐sHsar Ke, te Axuâ nye Ke. Axuâ ny Ae inüynI ApeÙaAe ƒvharny =ay Ke. Ane ƒvharny Ae!le pyaRyny =ay Ke. (Ae Axuâ inüyny, ƒvharny Ane pyaRyny) ‐5èyne ka#I naqva. xuâ inüynye Aeklo &anrs Ane AanHdrs, \/uv‐i5kaz Ke, jene Ô`naro ;xuâ ny' (Aem) Ô e ke: Ae xuâ inüynye ;huH Aavo KuH'. Aaha... ha¦ xuâ inüynye ;huH Aavo KuH' ‐AenuH nam ;sMyGdxRn' Ane AenuH nam ;Aa„‐wavna'. Aa„anI ;Aa' wavna. ;Aavo KuH' AevI ¹iÚ Ane Anuwv te ;(Aa„‐) wavna'. Aa„anI ;Aa' wavna. ;Aavo KuH' AevI ¹iÚ Ane Anuwv te ;(Aa„‐) wavna'. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„anI vStu AavI Ke¦

;huH' Aavo KuH, t=a ;b\ay' Òv Aava Ke¦ b\a wgvHtSv$p Ke. b\a Òvo Aeva prma„Sv$pe Ke. cahe to ingodna ÒvnI pyaRy AÙrna AnHtma wagnI (hIÌ) hoy, p` vStu trIke to AavI cIj Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aava ;Aa„a' ne Anuwvvo‐AenuH nam sMyGdxRn ne sMyG&an. Ane AemaH @rvuH AenuH nam sMykŸ cair5. bakI to b\I vatuH Ke¦

(sveR jIva:) b\ay Òv ;Aava' Ke, p` te k{ rIte? te hve khe Ke: b\ay Òv ;Aava' Ke, Aem (—mnovcnkayE:˜) mn‐vcn‐kay=I manva. mn=I p` Aem Ô`vuH. vaÌ=I p` Aem Ô`vuH Ane kaya=I p` Ae j ke Aava (prma„‐Sv$pe) j b\a Òv Ke.

(—kËtkairtanumtEXc˜) k<t‐kairt‐Anumodna=Iy p` Aem j ke b\a Òvo xuâ, buâ, inivRkLp, _dasIn... SvsHvedngMy Ane ÝaPy‐Ýaº =va layk Ke. Ae




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b\ay Òvo Aava (prma„Sv$pe) Ke Ae krvamaH p` Aem, kravvamaH p` Aem, Ane AnumodvamaH p` Aem. ƒvhar krvo, ƒvhar kravvo Ane ƒvharne Anumodvo, Ae vat KoDI dI\I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(—[it inrHtr wavna ktRVya˜) AavI wavna inrHtr... paKo Aek Ù` kok dI Aeno ivcar kyÈ, Aem nhÄ. ... inrHtr‐AHtr paDya ivna‐Aeva wgvan i5kazI SvwavnI wavna ktRƒ Ke. inrHtr ;Aa' wavna ktRƒ Ke‐krva layk Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ƒvhar krva layk Ke ne... ƒvhar sa\n=I inüy =ay Ke ne...? bapu¦ Ae b\aH k=no Ke. Ae to ƒvharnuH &an kravva ma!enaH (k=n) Ke. bakI ktRƒ to ;Aa' (‐ ;Aa„‐wavna') Ke.

ƒvhar krva layk Ke ne... ƒvar=I inüy =ay ne...¦ AevuH je Ôer tuH Aape Ke ne... temaH to Ae pirpU R prma„ano tuH Anadr kre Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ kem ke inrHtr (;Aa' Aa„‐) wavna ktRƒ Ke. AHtr n pDe AevI rIte AenI wavna‐Aekag/ta, Ae krva layk Ke¦ (b\I vatno) srvazo ;Ae' Ke.

‐be ƒaQyan =yaH AanaH.

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—]ImdŸ rajcHã˜

;bo\vcn' (Svãƒ ANy ãƒna bol)

ÊmaHk: 108 =I 117

(17ma vØR phelaH)

108 Svãƒ ANyãƒ iwNn iwNn ÔuAo.

109 Svãƒna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo.

110 Svãƒna ƒapk Tvra=I =aAo.

111 Svãƒna \ark Tvra=I =aAo.

112 Svãƒna rmk Tvra=I =aAo.

113 Svãƒna g/ahk Tvra=I =aAo.

114 SvãƒnI rÙkta _pr lÙ raqo (do).

11p prãƒna \arkta Tvra=I tÔe.

116 prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I tÔe.

117 prãƒnI g/ahkta Tvra=I tÔe.




· prm k<pazu dev ]ImdŸ rajCaHãÒ ·




bo\vcn ÊmaHk 108‐117: 7p

(Ývcn: ta. 26-1-1978)

]ImdŸna Aa 17ma vØR phelaHna‐xrIrnI ëmr 17 vØR, te phelaH (na) ‐Aa xBdo Ke. (;bo\vcn' 108 =I 117 su\I) dx bol Ke. phelI Aav<i¿maH nhota, bIÒ Aav<i¿maH Kpaà Ke.

—SvãVy ANyãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao.˜ phelo Aa xBd Ke. SvãVy wgvanAaTma¸ ãVy Ae khIAe. Aeklo Svawav i5kazI, AanHd Aaid Svawavno ipHD, te ãVy. Aaha..... ha¦ AhÄ to ;SvãVy ANy ãVy iwNn iwNn j¡Ao'... bs¦ rag Aaid prãVy Ke, Aem AhÄ kehvuH Ke. Vyvhar rTn5yno rag Ae p` prãVy Ke, Ane iwþ j¡Ao. SvãVy Ae to cEtNy\n pU R AaHdSv$p \u/v. Aena=I ragaid b\a prãVy Ke, pudŸgl Ke Aem kæu Ke ne...¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

]ImdŸ rajcHãe nanI ëmrmaH ‐ 17 vØRnI ëmr phelaH‐ ;Aa' lQyuH Ke. AaTma&an ‐ AanHdno Anuwv to paKz=I r4ma v*È (ivÊm sHvt 1947 maH) =yo. te phelaH ;Aa' lQyuH: —SvãVy ANyãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao.˜ JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ SvãVy A=aRtŸ AanHd Ane &an Aaid AnHt xi›no ipHD.

Aakaxna Ýdex AnHt Ke, tena=I AnHtgà gu Aek ãVymaH Ke, Aakax Ke lok Ane Alok b\a Akaxna Ýdex (ke jeno) AHt n=I. , AnHt... AnHt... AnHt... jeno Ýdex Ke. (Aek prma u je!luH (Ùe5) roke, tene Ýdex khIAe. to Aeva AnHt Ýdex Aakaxna Ke.) tena=I AnHtgà gu Aek AaTmamaH Ke. (tem j) Ae!la j AnHtgà gu Aek prmaùmaH Ke. prmaù maH jD (gu o) Ke Ane wgavn AaTmamaH cEtNy‐AanHd Ke, Aeva AnHt gu temaH Ke. to khe Ke ke: AnHt gu no ipHD j ãVy ‐ vStu (SvãVy) Ke tene ANy ãVy=I (iwþ j¡Ao).

;smysar' AÒv Ai\karmaH to Aem lI\uH Ke ke: rag Aaid je Vyvhar ivkLp é@e Ke te p` AÒv Ke. te pudŸglnaH piràm Ke. ;Aene pudŸglnaH piràm kem kæH? ' Aevo Ý] (Aek iväane) kyÈ hto. (sma\an:) AHtr Òn wgavn AanHdkHd Ýwu siCcdanHdSv$p, temaH=I Ae rag Ke te nIkzI Ôy Ke. is|\ wgvmanmaH rag n=I. kemke Aeno Svwav n hto. potana SvwavmaH rag Ke j nhÄ. te ApeÙaAe wgvan prmaTmaAe kæuH. ‐ Aa vat Aemne (]ImdŸÒne) pUvR wvna ÔitSmr`maH AavI htI. te=I Aa phelo bol Aem lI\o. wgvHt¦ jrI b\I xaHitnI vat Ke, Ýwu¦

SvãVy AnHt gu no ipHD¦ jemaH Vyvhar rTn5yna ivkLp p` prãVy khevamaH Aave Ke AevI vat Ke¦¦ Aeva SvãVy, ANy ãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao. Aaha... ha¦





Aa xrIr to jD Ke, ma!I ‐ \Uz Ke. AHdr kmR Ae AÒv, ma!I‐\Uz Ke. p` pu~y Ane papna xuw ‐ Axuwwav p` prma=R=I to wgvane ANy ãVymaH g~ya Ke. kemke SMyG¹iÚ ãVySvwav _pr pDI Ke. sMyGdxRn pyaRy Ke prHtu teno je ivØy Ke, te \/uv Ke. Ae to AnHt gu no ipHD vStu‐ ãVy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aene AhÄ SvãVy khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. JIÌ vat, wgvan¦ Ae ANy ãVy Ane SvãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao.

Ý]: AevuH É–are ÔevamaH Aave Ke?

sma\an: inim¿nI ¹iÚ KoDIne ragno ikLp je xuw ‐ Axuw Ke, AenI ¹iÚ KoDIne Aek smynI pyaRyno AHx Ke, AenI ¹iÚ p` KoDIne sMykŸ AekaHt$p AanHdkHd Ýwu, AnHt AnHt gu ‐ Apirimt xi›no wHDar wgvan, tene SvãVy j¡Ao. t=a rag Aaid ivkLpne prãVy j¡Ao. Ae potanI cIjmaH n=I.

wgvan kuHdkuHdacayRna ;smysar' no Aa pokar Ke ke potanI ÒnmaH pu~y Ane pap, xuw Ane Axuw rag n=I. , Ae to prãVymaH g`vamaH AaVya Ke. kemke jem prãVy iwþ ={ Ôy Ke, tem Ae rag p` AnuwvmaH iwþ ={ Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

sMyGdxRnna AnuwvmaH wgvanAaTma, SvãVy cEtNycmTkar vStu (Ke). duinyana cmTkar te b\a (to) fog! Ke. je cetnvStu Ae!la nana Ùe5maH rhe Ke. Are¦ ingodna Òv Pyaj Ane ls` (maH) AHgulna AsHQyma wagmaH AsHQy xrIr Ke, Aek Aek xrIrmaH AnHt Òv Ke. AHgulna AsHQyma wagmaH Ae (ingod Òv) AhÄ b\e wyaR Ke. wgvan¦ Aek Aek k`maH Aa Ùè AhÄ AnHt ingod Ke. te Aek Aek ingod (xrIr) maH AnHt Òv Ke¸ Ane Aek Aek Òv vtRman ragaidnI pyaRy=I iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ to tmara ãVyne p` AevuH j¡Ao Ane pr ãVyne p` AevuH j¡Ao.

Ýwu AHtrAaTma AanHdSv$p xu|ä cEtNy\n, AenI ¹iÚmaH SvãVy Ane prãVy iwþ iwþ ÔevamaH Aave Ke. ragne Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. Vyvhar rTn5yno ivkLp Ke Ae rag Ke, tene p` AhÄ to prãVy g`vamaH AaVyuH Ke. ;smysar' na AÒv Ai\karmaH, ktaR‐kmR Ai\karmaH ‐ b\amaH ;rag' ne to prãVymaH ‐ pudŸglna piràmmaH g`vamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦

\mRnI‐moÙmhelnI phelI sIDI... te ;K #aza' maH Aave Ke: —moÙmhlnI pr=m sIDI, ya ivn &an cir5a˜. ‐ AevuH sMyGdxRn ‐ Anuwv ‐AaTmana AanHdno Anuwv ‐ Aa sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke ;ãVy'. sMyGdxRn Ke ;pyaRy'. sMyGdxRn




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ko{ gu n=I. gu to i5kaz Ke Ane ãVy p` i5kaz Ke. i5kazno AHtrmaH Anuwv =vo. AHtrmaH AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aavvo, AemaH ÝtIit =vI ‐ AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. jene sMyGdxRn Ýg! krvuH hoy, to AenI Ý=m Aa VyaQya Ke: —SvãVy ANy ãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao˜.

Aaha... ha¦ wgvan¦ ;smysr' nI 7r ga=a Ke¸ TyaH to AacayR dev ;wgvan' khIne bolave Ke. 7r ga=amaH phelaH to AevuH lI\uH Ke ke: Ýwu¦ Aek var saHwzto qro. Ýwu¦ Ae xuw ‐ Axuw wav Ae Axuic Ke, mel Ke Ane melpè AnuwvmaH Aave Ke. phelo bol Am<tcHã AacayRnI sHSk<t !IkamaH Ke. pu~y Ane pap, xuw Ane Axuw wav Axuic Ke, mel Ke, AÒv Ke, pudŸgl ‐ piràm Ke. Ane wgvanAaTma inmRzanHd Ýwu &anrs ‐ AanHdrs‐ AivkarI xaHtrsno kHd ÝwuKe. Aaha... ha¦ Ane ;AanHdno AHx n=I. xuw Ane Axuw wavmaH &an ‐ cetnnaH ikr` n=I, AtIiNãy AanHdno AHx n=I, Ae karè pu~y Ane pap wavne, xuw ‐ Axuw wavne jD kæa Ke, Ýwu (wgvanAaTma) iv&anFn Ke, AanHdno kHd Ke. Aaha... ha¦ te kæuH htuH ne...? jem skrkHd (xkkiryaH) Ke tenI _plI Kal Ke tene n j¡Ao to AHdr je kHd Ke¸ tenuH AaquH dz sakrnI mI@axno ipHD Ke Ane je Kal Ke te iwþ Ke¸ Aem wgvanAaTma pu~y Ane papna (wav=I iwþ Ke). Ýwu¦ JIÌ vat to Ke, xuH =ay? xuw Ane Axuw wav jD Ke. Aa (xrIr) to jD Ke j. Ae to ma!I‐\Uz Ke. Ýwu¦ AhÄ to ;wgvan' trIke j bolave Ke. Aaha... ha¦

bazknI mata parùH JulavtaH JulavtaH AenaH vqa` kre Ke ‐ ÝxHsa kre Ke to te, AVy›pè (bazkne) @Ik lage Ke Ane sU{ Ôy Ke. AhÄ sHto‐mha muinAo ;wgvan' khIne Aene jgaDe Ke. Are¦ Ôg re Ôg, na=¦ tuH to cEtNy Ane AanHdnI iri|äno wHDar¦ Ýwu¦ tuH ragmaH kaH rokayo? rag to jD Ke Ane Acetn Ke ne... ? ‐ AemaH to AaTmanI xaiNt Ane AanHdno AHx n=I, Ae karè xuw ‐ Axuw wav bNnene jD kæa. wgvanAaTmane cEtNymUitR kæo ‐ Ae Aa SvãVy. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(;smysar') 7r‐ga=amaH, 5IÔ bolmaH AevuH lI\uH ke: xuw Ane Axuw wav du:q Ke. rag Ke Ae du:q Ke, Ýwu¦ AaTma to AtIiNãy AanHdnI mUitR Ýwu Ke. Ane AtIiNãy AanHdnI mUitR=I rag iv$|\ Ke Ae karè du:q Ke, Ane Aena=I iwþ wgvanAaTma AtIiNãy AanHdno kHd Ke. Aaha... ha¦

prHtu Aa ;¹iÚ' waØamaH smÔy xI rIte? ‐ AHtrmaH ¹iÚmaH rag=I




78: Ývcn nvInIt wag ‐ 1

iwþ ={, wgvan (AaTma) ne SvãVy ÔÌne Anuwve Ane ragne prãVy ÔÌne (iwþ) Ô e. sMyG¹iÚ ragne pr ãVy trIke Ô e. ‐ Aek (SvãVy ANy ãVy) iwþ iwþ j¡Ae. Aevo A=R ;Aa' xBdno Ke. ;SvãVy' xrIr Ýma e hova KtaH xrIr=I iwþ¸ Ane Aaqa AaTm ‐ ÝdexmaH kmRvgR a‐ rjk` Ke, top` tena=I iwþ (Ke). t=a rag p` Aaqa AaTmanI pyaRymaH Ke, tena=I p` iwþ ;cetnãVy' Ke. Ae cetnãVynI AHtdRiÚ krvI. Aaha... ha¦ Aa AnHtkazmaH kyuR nhÄ¸ Aa isvay, \ uH b\uH kyuR. SvgR p` AnHtvar mZyuH. wgvan to Aem khe Ke ke AnHtkaze Aek var mnu*y ‐ wv mze teva mnu*yna AnHt wv kyaR. Aena=I AsHQygà narkIna AnHta wv kyaR. Aaha... ha¦ te nrknaH du:q.. Ýwu¦ xuH khe Ke ‐ Aek Ù`naH du:q wgvan teH sæaH te kroD Òwe, kroD wvmaH p` khI xkay nhÄ¸ AevaH du:q teH shn kyaÅ Ke. Ýwu¦ Ae wv p` mnu*y ‐ sHQya krtaH AsHQygà AnHt kyaR. Ane tena=I AsHQygà AnHt wv SvgRna kyaR. to SvgRmaH xuH ko{ pap krIne j{ xke Ke? im+ya¹iÚ ={, pu~y krI, AnHtvar SvgRmaH gyo. AavuH AnHtvar =yuH. p` sMyGdxRn paMyo nhÄ. Ae ¹iÚ (mezvI nhÄ). AHdr vStu xuH Ke? SvãVy xuH Ke? (‐Aeno y=a=R inüy kyÈ nhÄ). Ane prãVynuH wed&an É–arey kyuÅ nhÄ.

prmaTma Aem khe Ke: —wediv&ant: isäa: isä ye ikl kecn˜ Ýwu wgvan to mhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke. TyaH be hÔr vØR phelaH, svtH 49maH kuHdkuHdacayR gya hta. TyaH=I AavIne ;Aa' sHdexo laVya. (;smysar') paHcmI ga=amaH kæuH (Ke) ke: Ýcur SvsHvedn jenI mhorKap Ke Ae mara muinpàno ‐ wavilHgno vEwv Ke. AnuwvnI mhorKap xuH? ke: AtIiNãy AanHd AenI mhorKap Ke. kuHdkuHd AacayR Aem khe Ke ke: mara AHtr AanHdnuH vedn je Ýcur Ke Aena=I huH khuH KuH ke: SvãVy ANyãVy iwþ iwþ Ke, AevuH je Ke, tem Ýwu tuH Ôe ne....¦ Aek var TyaH njr to kr¦ Aaha... ha¦ wgvan AanHdno na= AHdr ibraje Ke. AtIiNãy AanHdno rskHd Ke. ‐ Ae SvãVy=I¸ prãVy ‐ ragaid, Vyvhar rTn5y, ivkLp Aaid, mn, vaÌ, deh, kmR, Ae prãVy ‐ iwNn j¡Ao. AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&an Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ AhÄ to Ame b\a AaTmane AHdrmaH Ýwu trIke Ôe{Ae KIAe. (sHsarI Òvne) AenI qbr n=I. Aek bol =yo.

bIÔe bol: —SvãVyna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo.˜

potanuH Sv$p icdanHd AanHdkHd Ýwu, je ivkLp A=aRtŸ rag=I iwþ AevuH je SvãVy Ke, Aena rÙk =aAo. Aaha... ha¦ (Aa) Svdya. wgvanAaTma ‐ SvãVyna




bo\vcn ÊmaHk 108 ‐ 117 : 79

rÙk (=aAo). prna rÙk to ={ xkta j n=I. kemke prãVy to SvtH5 ‐ iwþ Ke. AenI dyana wav Aave, p` Ae rag Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ;pu$Øa=Risi|\ _pay' maH ragne ihHsa khI Ke. prnI dyato pazI xkatI n=I¸ kemke AenuH Aayu*y n hoy to mr` Ane Aayu*y hoy to mr` nhÄ. Aena karè Ae Ke. tara kar`=I dya pze AevuH to n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: taro rÙk tuH Ko. JI uH to Ke. Ýwu¦ Aa waØa JIÌ Ke. bhu sU"m Ke. A$pI wgvan AHdr dehdevzmaH, wgvan iwþ, ijnSv$pI vItrag mUitR, AtiNãy AanHdSv$p, AnHt AnHt {¬rta xi›=I pUro wyÈ pD–o Ke.

;smysar' maH KeLle 47 xi› Ke ne... ? AevI to AnHt Ke. p` nam 47 AaPyaH Ke. (temaH) Aek satmI ÝwuTvxi› Ke. ÒvTvxi›, icit, dix, &an, suq, vIyR, ÝwuTv, ivwuTv, svRdixRTv, svR&Tv vgere 47 xi› Ke. Aa ÝwuTvxitno A=R: taramaH {¬rxi› pU R pDI Ke. bIÔe ko taro {¬r n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

SvãVyna rÙk A=aRtŸ rÙa (krnar). rÙano A=R: jevI pUàRnHd$pI vStu Ke AevI AHdrmaH ÝtIit Ane &annI vtRman pyaRymaH Ae &ey. je vStu Ke, te pyaRymaH AavtI n=I. p` pyaRymaH te Ô`vamaH Aave (to) Ae ÒvãVynI rÙa krI, Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦

bIÔe bol Ke ne....¦ —SvãVyna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo.˜ Ae Aaje j =aAo¦ Aem khe Ke. ;Ývcnsar' mH KeLle }lok Ke temaH Am<tcHãacayRdev (Aem khe Ke ke:) —Aaje˜. Ýwu¦ tmne jenI Ìic hoy Aene vayda n hoy. Ýwu¦ Aa to tarI Òn AHdr Ke ne na=¦ Ae pU`R AanHdSv$p Ke. wgvan¦ taramaH iv>man Ke. KtI cIj Ke AHdr, tenI Tvra=I rÙa kr. rÙa A=aRtŸ ;Ke' Aevo Anuwv kr. jevDo Ke AevDo n manIne, ;huH Aek pyaRy jevDo KuH', ;rag jevDo KuH' Aem manvuH Ae ÒvnI ihHsa Ke. ihHsano A=R: jevI Òvnßyoit cEtNymUitR wgvan Ke. ;Aeno nkar krvo' Ae j AenI ihHsa Ke. Ane ;jevo Ke Aevo AnuwvmaH ‐ dxRnmaH ‐ &anmaH levo' AenuH nam rÙk Ke.

Aaha.... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ je sa`se spR pkDay tena=I xuH motI pkDay? ;pu~y ‐ pap Ai\kar' maH to xuw ‐ Axuwwavne S=Uz kæa Ke. S=Uz piràm=I wgvanAaTma Ô`vamaH Aavto n=I. Ae xu|\ _pyog=I Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. pu~y Ane papna wav Axu|\ _pyog Ke.

wgvan¦ tarI rÙa krvI hoy, taro rÙk =vuH hoy to Tvra A=aRtŸ _g/





=a ne¦ kale krIx... prm dI krIx, Aem nhÄ¸ Ýwu¦ É–are AaHqo mÄca{ jxe Ane deh KoDIne caLyo jxe¦ AhÄ khe Ke: SvãVyna rÙk (Tvra=I =aAo).

AhÄ to — \! \! AHtr ijn bsE, \! \! AHtr jEn¸ mit ‐ midra ke pansÕ, mtvaza smu JEn.˜ (mtvazano) AiwÝay ÔU@o Ke. Aa AHdr ijnSv$pI vStu, Ýwu ibraje Ke. Ôe xi›$pe ijnSv$pI n hoy to Ýg!$pe dxa Aavxe É–aH=I? vItrag, svR& =ay Ke te AaTmamaH je svR& namno gu Ke, xi› Ke, Aena Aa]y=I ‐ |yan=I ‐ svR& ‐ =ay Ke. vItragSv$p j ‐ ijnSv$p j‐\! \! AHtr (maH) Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Am<tcHã AacayRna klxomaH=I ;smysar na!k' (pH0 bnarsIdasÒAe) bnaVyuH Ke. —\! \! AHtr ijn bsE, \! \! AHtr jEn˜ p` — mit ‐ midrake pansE.˜ ‐ potana AiwÝayna da$ pI\ela‐—mtvaza smuJE n.˜ potana AiwÝayna ÔermaH (Ae) mtvaza, Ae cIj (SvãVy) ne ÔÌ xkta n=I. AHtrmaH Anewv krI xkta n=I. Aeno (SvãVyno tuH) Anuwv kr¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—SvãVyna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo.˜ Tvara kro.... jLdI kro. AenI var xI? Ýwu¦ jenI Ìic Ke tena vayda xa¦ ;Ývcnsar' maH KeLla klxmaH —Aaje xBd pD–o Ke. Aaj kro.... Aaje j kro. Aa —Tvara' xBd lI\o Ke. Aaje AenuH hyatIp uH pir`mo. ;A\' xBd Ke. bIÔ }lokaH p` Ke: Aa ictŸSv$p wgvan AaTmane Aaje ATyHt Anuwvo, Aaje j Anuwvo.

idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ to j¡Ao¦ (bIje) É–aHy n=I. ¹iÚ ivprIt ={ ne ¬etaHbrmt to, wgvan (mhavIr) pKI, 600 vØR pKI nIkZyo Ke. Ane Aa (idgHbrmt) to snatn sTy Ke. mhaivdehmaH saÙatŸ svR& prmaTma i5lokna= ijneNãdev snatn ibraje Ke. (TyaH) smvsr`maH [Não Ôy Ke, isHh‐va\ (p`) Ôy Ke.

AhÄ AmRtcHã AacayR (;pHvcnsar' maH) Aem khe Ke ke —Aaje Ýwu¦ Aa ;Tvra' no A=R Ke: Aa AaTmanI rÙa ‐ dya ‐ Svdya ‐ Tvra=I kro. Svdya A=aRtŸ AihHsa. rog je _TpNn =ay Ke te ihHsa Ke Ane AivkarI AihHsk‐vItrag pyaRy _TpNn =ay tenuH nam wgvan ;AihHsa prmo \mR:' khe Ke. Ae AihHsa to pyaRy Ke.

ÝÆ: Ae pyaRy AavI É–aH=I, xuH bhar=I Aave Ke?

sma\an: lÄDIpIprmaH 64 phorI tIqax wrI Ke. kdmaH nanI Ane rHgmaH kazI p` AHdr 64 Ae!le 64 pEsa, Ae!gle 16 Aana, Ae!le $ipyo, Ae!le pU R tIqax wrI Ke Ane AHdr lIlo rHg wyÈ Ke. Ane 64 phor \UH!va=I bhar Aave Ke. bhar É–aH=I AavI? AHdr ;Ke' AemaH=I AavI. \UH!va=I AavI hoy to lakDI Ane




bo\vcn ÊmaHk 108‐117: 81

kolso \UH!Ine (n) nIkze? p` hoy nhI to É–aH=I nIkze? Aem Aa SvãVymaH pU R AanHd Ane pU R &an wyuÅ Ke, AemaH Aa rÙa kro. AenI rÙa krI lIn =a to tne Tvra=I kevz&an ‐ prmaTmdxa ={ jxe. Aaha... ha¦ tuH to prmaTmSv$p j Ke. Ôe prmaTmSv$p n hoy to prmaTma pyaRymaH AenlajR (Ýg!) É–aH=I =xe? je pyaRymaH prmaTma =ay Ke, te xuH bhar=I Aave Ke? ‐ xi›maH=I Vyikt =ay Ke.

Ae xi›$p je SvãVy wgvan pU`R Ke, AenI rÙa krvamaH Tvra kro. Aekdm kro, Tvra=I kro: Ýwu¦ Ýmad n raqo. prmaH potapànI maNyta KoDI de. tarI cIj AHdr wgvanSv$p ibrajman Ke. na=¦ b\a Ýwu Ke ne...¦ xrIrne Ane Aa (ragne) n deqe to AHdr AaTma Ýwu j Ke¦ xkkiryanI Kal n deqo, to Ae skrkHd sakrno kHd ‐ sakrno ipHD j Ke. Aem xrIr, vaÌ mn, pu~y‐papna wav n deAo to AHdrmaH Tvra=I rÙa krva=I vItragdxa _TpNn =ay Ke. Ae vItragdxa AHtrna SvwavmaH=I Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vat JIÌ Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? marg to ;Aa'. ‐ —Aek hoy 5` kazmaH prmar=no pH=˜.

Aaha... ha¦ 5` lokna na= ijneNãdev, vItrag svR& AnHt tI=Åkr =ya. 5` kazmaH 5` kazne Ô`nharno ivrh n hoy. xuH kæuH? ‐ 5` kazmaH 5` kazne Ô`vavazano kdI ivrh n hoy. , svR& (tI=Åkr) Anaid=I Ke. Aek (moÙe) Ôy to bIÔ deqe. svR& to hmàH Ke, Anaid=I hta, AnHtkaz rhexe, 5` kaz5` lokne Ô`vavaza wgvanno ivrh jgtmaH n hoy. ivrh hoy j nhI. H mha ivdehmaH to svR& kaym rhe Ke.

Aaha.... ha¦ Ae wgvannI vaÌmaH AavuH AaVyuH Ke. idVy|vin, Ae AavI (KÍS= jevI) vaÌ n hoy¦ wgvanno ’ |vin ‐ kH@ hve nhÄ, ho` hle nhÄ, Aaqa xrIrmaH=I ’ kar (nad é@e). —muq ’ kar |vin suin A=R g`\r ivcare ric Aagm _pdex wivk Òv sHxy invare . ‐ (Aa ;bnarsIivlas' maH bnarsI dasnuH vcn Ke. wgvannI vaÌmaH=I AagmnI rcna ={. Aagm äara wivkÒv layk ÝaÌ ‐ im+yaTvne ‐ sHxyne invare.

Aa isvay to bIÒ vaÌ j É–aHy Ke nih. Aavo marg j É–aHy (bIje) n=I. vedaHtmaH to vat krI (ke) AaTma Aavo ne tevo.... (svR) Vyapk Ke. ¬etaHbrmaH p` \Ì grbD Ke. svR& Aek smye &an (vDe) Ôè Ane (bIÔ) Aek smye dxRn (vDe) Ôè (‐deqe), Aem khe Ke. ‐ Aa vat jU@I Ke. wgvanne xrIrmaH rog =ay Ke Ane S5I (pyaRmaH p`) wgvan =ay Ke. (miLlna=). ‐ Ae b\I vat jU@I Ke.




8r: Ývcn nvnIt wag ‐ 1

AhÄ to prmaTma AHdr Sv$pe ibrajman (Ke.) Aeno Tvra=I rÙk =a ne...¦ Aa tare krva layk Ke, na=¦ Aa cIj (SvãVy) Ke ne Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ — SvãVyna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo.˜ ;Tvra' maH bhu Ôer Ke.

Aa AaTma je!lo bharmaH ÝyTn kre Ke, ragmaH ÝyTn kre Ke, tena=I AnHtgò ÝyTn Sv trfna JukavmaH (=vo F!e) Ke ke ßyaH ÝwunaH pglaH pD–aH Ke. \/uv.. \/uv iv>man Ke. drek smynI pyaRy _pr_pr Ke Ane te ;\/uv' pyaRynI smIpmaH, AHdr Aaqo iv>man Ke. Ae Anaid ‐ AnHt je vStu Ke tene AhÄ ;SvãVy' khe Ke. Aena rÙk Tvra=I =aAo. be bol =ya.

5IÔe bol: —SvãVyna Vyapk Tvra=I =aAo.˜

Aaha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke? tuH AaTma wgvan Ko ne... na=¦ Ýwu —pU R {dmŸ Aeva ÝwumaH Tvra=I Vyapk =aAo. ragmaH ‐ pu~y ‐ papmaH ‐ Vyapk ={ ræo Ke. prmaH to Vyapk kdI ={ xkto j n=I. jDmaH to Aeno ATyHt Awav Ke. Aek AaHgzImaH bIÒ AaHgzIno Awav Ke Tyare to Ae AaHgzI (j¡dI) rhI xke Ke. Aem SvãVy potamaH rhI xke Ke¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: SvãVymaH Vyapk =aAo. Ýwu¦ tuH Anaid=I pu~y Ane papna wavmaH Vyapk Ko te AavuH AnHt var kyuÅ. pu~y kyaRH to SvgR Aaid mZyaH. pap kyaR no nrk mZyuH. prHtu Aa xu|\oypog A=aRtŸ SvãVymaH VyapvuH ‐ (Vyapk =vuH) ‐ ÝsrvuH (‐ Ae kdI kyuÅ nhÄ). Aaha... ha¦ cEtNymUitR wgvan pU aRnHdmaH ÝsrI Ô ne... Ýwu¦ taruH pu~y Ane papna ivkarmaH ÝsrvuH, Ae to Anaid kazno sHsar Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? to hve SvãVyna Vyapk¸ Vyapk p` Tvra=I =aAo. jLdI=I. jLdI kr...¦ smy ma5no Ýmad KoDI de, na=¦

tarI xi› AHdrmaH (pU R Ke.) ;na=' kone khIAe? ke: potanuH jevDuH Sv$p Ke AenI rÙa kre Ane pyaRymaH ApU Rta Ke TyaH pU RtaI ÝaiPt kre AenuH nam ;na=' yogÙemno krnar ‐ krvavazane ;na=' kheKe. je pyaRy AHdr SvrÙa=I _pÒ ‐ SvVyapk=I ={, Ae!lI to raqe. Ae p` hÒ pU R &an Ane vItrag =yo n=I. Aena=I p` Vyapk ={ne (AHdr) Ôme, AenuH nam Ùem khevamaH Aave Ke Aene na= khevamaH Aave Ke.

Ýwu¦ tuH na= Ko ne...¦ taramaH SvSvamITvmyI sHbH\xi› AHdr pDI Ke ne...¦ tare prnI sa=e sHbH\ Ke j nhÄ, Ýwu¦ Ae to teH manI raQyuH Ke. Aa maNyta to Anaid=I ‐ AnHt kaz=I Ke.

AhÄ to khe Ke. : —SvãVyna Vyapk Tvra=I =aAo.˜ Vyapk A=aRtŸ ÝsrvuH.




bo\vcn ÊmaHk 108 ‐ 117: 83

jem paÌ Ke temaH trHg é@e Ke tem cEtNymUit wgan AaTmamaH Aekag/ ={ne Vyapk =va=I AanHd Ane &anna trHg é@e Ke, te j pyaRyne Vyapk khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aaha.... ha¦ rag Ane pu~y ‐ papno Vyapk to Ýwu¦ AnHt var =yo, na=¦ tara jNm ‐ mr`no AHt AaVyo nhÄ, na=¦ AhÄ to jNm‐mr`na AHtnI vat Ke. Ýwu to frmave Ke: jLdI kr ne... Ýwu¦ pU aRnHdna na=maH VyapIÔ ne...¦ temaH ÝsrI Ô ne....¦ temaH Vyapk ={ Ô ne...¦ tne AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aavxe Ane tne xaHit mzxe. Ae Aa ;SvãVyna Vyapk' khevano A=R Ke.

ivxeØ khexe.....

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SvãVy ANy ãVyna bol (Ývcn: ta. r7‐1‐1978)

phelo is|\aHt to Ae Ke ke: Aek ãVy=I ANy ãVyne kH{ p` sHbH\ n=I. Aek ãVy Ane bIÔ ãVyne tdŸn iwþ iwþ j¡Ao. Aeno A=R xuH =yo? ke: Aa AaTmãVyne Ane dev‐guÌ‐xaÏne p` iwþ iwþ j¡Ao, Aem =yuH ne... ? dev ‐ guÌ‐xaÏ ‐ i5lokna= tI=Rkr, AenI vaÌ, xaÏ rcnar guÌ ‐ Ae pr ãVy Ke. to khe Ke. : —SvãVy ANy ãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao.˜ ‐ AemaH xuH kæuH? Aek j vat Ke. (wle) inim¿ hoy¸ (p`) te xuH kre Ke, prmaH kaH{ krI xke Ke? cmTkar to AhÄ Aeno Ke: SvãVyne ANy ãVy=I iwþ j¡Ao¦

hve Aek Nyay=I Aa l{Ae ke jmInne ADIne pg cale Ke? ke: na. pg jmInne ADto n=I. Aek ãVyne bIÔ ãVy=I iwþ iwþ j¡Ao. wa{¦ AavI vatuH Ke¦¦

—SvãVy ANy ãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao.˜ Aeno A=R xuH =yo? ‐ Aek prmaù ne p` bIÔ prmaù=I iwþ j¡Ao. AhÄ to SvãVynI vat lI\I Ke. SvãVy Ae!le vStu. ;vStu' kone khIAe? ke: pU R AanHdkHd AnHt gu no ipHD te ;SvãVy'. rag Ane ivkLp Ae AhÄ SvãVy nhÄ. AavI cmTkarI vStu Ke¦

hve cmTkar É–aH Ôeva jevo Ke? Aene bharmaH Aa pEsa mZya ‐ \Uz mzI¸ AaxIvaRd mze Ane vaHiJyane dIkro =yo. Aam =yuH, ‐ b\aHye qo!eqo!a gPpa¦

Aaha.... ha¦ Aek ãVy ‐ SvãVy ‐ AnHt gu no ipHD, xu|\ cEtNy\n, AanHdkHd je sMyGdxRnno ivØy ‐ AevuH SvãVy Ane ANy ãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao. AemaH ke!luH smaVyuH Ke¦¦ Aek SvãVy Ane bIÔH (pr) ãVy, wle ne dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ ÝTye wi›no





wav (hoy), p` (te) prãVymaH Ôy Ke? smÔy Ke kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ Ke ne... puStk? AemaH Ae lQyuH Ke ;Aa'.

kæuH ne... ? ke: jenI ragmaH Ìic Ke Aene (SvãVy) itrowUt Ke. AaTma&ayk to Anaid‐AnHt Ke. p` AenI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe (te) itrowUt Ke. (Ôe ke ãVy) Ae to Ke te Ke. te kaH{ itrowUt ke AaivwURt =to n=I. p` ¹iÚ ßyaH ãVy _pr ={ (TyaH te AaivwURt =yo, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke) Ae (5IÔ bol) ;Vyapk' maH Aavxe. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ wgvan vItragSv$p j AavuH Ke.

ko{ ne l{ne ko{ne pEsa =ay, ko{nI k<pa=I dIkro =ay ne ko{na=I Aa =ay ‐ b\I gPpegPp vatuH Ke.

]ota: AapnI k<ta=I \à (loko) pEsavaza =ya Ke¦

sma\an: Ae b\aH AenI pyaRy =vane kaze =yaH Ke. Dok!r khe Ke ke lohImaH kH{k Ke to Ae kem m!tuH n=I? AhÄ to Aa mhais|\aHt Aek cmTkar Ke. Aa cIj (‐ha=maH je lakDInI pÎI) Ke, te (Aa) AaHgzI=I êcI ={ n=I Ane Aa AaHgzI Aane ADI n=I. ‐ Aa cmTkar n=I? Aa ãVymaH Ane Aa (bIÔ) ãVymaH ATyHt Awav Ke. Aa AaHgzI Aane ADI n=I. tem (j) Aa (lakDI) copDI _pr rhI n=I¸ te=I panuH Aam (iS=r) ræuH Ke Aem (p`) n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa te vat¦¦

jmInne ADIne pg hale Ke, Aem khevuH Ae p` VyvharnuH ‐ AwUta=RnynuH k=n Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan AaTma SvãVy¸ Ane xrIr prãVy¸ Aene iwþ iwþ j¡Ao. Aane l{ne AamaH =yuH ‐ Aem n j¡Ao. Aaha... ha¦ AakruH kam Ke, bapu¦ Aa cmTkar Ke. bakI b\a cmTkarnI vatuH kre: Aana=I Aam =yuH ne AamaH=I Aam =yuH.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: SvãVy Ane ANy ãVy. ANy ãVymaH ‐ wgvan AaVya, is|\ AaVya, pHc prme¤I AaVya. Aaha.... ha¦ ]ImdŸ 17 vØR (nI ëmr) phelaH Aam khe Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Aa cmTkar Ke ne...¦ ke: Aek ãVymaH je pyaRy =ay Ae pyaRyne ãVyno p` Aa]y nhÄ¦ Aa]y khevay Ke Ae to lÙ kre Ke Ae!le. p` lÙ kre Ke te SvtH5 pote lÙ kre Ke ke cIj Ke ma!e lÙ kre Ke? xuH khevuH Ke te smÔ uH? vtRman pyaRy Sv ‐ wgvanAaTma ‐ trf lÙ kre Ke, te=I Aem bola uH ke Aene (AaTmane) Aa]ye (smikt) =ay. p` lÙ kyuÅ Ke ko e? te ãVy Ke, ma!e AenI





pyaRye lÙ kyuR? H‐Ae pyaRynuH SvtH5p uH AevuH Ke ke lÙ krvane yoGy pyaRy htI, ma!e (lÙ) =yuH Ke. Ae pyaRyne ßyaH ãVyno p` Aa]y n=I Ae!le ke ãVyna ktaR kmR Ø!Ÿkarkne karè‐ Aene l{ne ‐pyaRynuH Ø!Ÿkark ($p) pir`mn n=I. (TyaH) hve Aene (SvãVyne) prãVynI pyaRynuH ‐ prãVynuH kar` manvuH ‐Ae tdŸn im+yaTv ‐ w/m Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ to AevI coQqI vat Ke. (lokone Aa) vat AakrI pDe, p` xuH (=ay) ? vStu AevI Ke. vStunI myaRda j Ae rIte Ke. Aek ãVymaH bIj¡H ãVy sHÊMya ivna kre xuH? (AemaH) AaVyuH ne...¦ ktaR ‐ kmR (Ø!Ÿkark). Aaha... ha¦ Aa lUgDuH, Aa \oDI (@vÌ) _pr srquH pa=yuR Ke, te Aa \oDIne l{ne ræuH n=I¸ TyaH Aagz te smynI te pyaRy, ktaR ‐ kmR ‐ sa\n (Ø!Ÿkark) =I te Ùe5e (te Ýkare) pota=I ={ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa cmTkar n=I? ko e kyuRH Aa (puStk) tEyar? ‐ ko{ Ae (kyuHR) kraVyuH n=I, te Aene kar e =yuH Ke. (ko{) kale kheta hta (ke) Ae Aa b\uH tme kraVyuH¦ (p`) kæuH: wa{¦ ko` krave? Ame to ko{ dI kæuH n=I ke Sva|yay mHidr bnavo, mHidr bnavo ke Aa bnavo¸ Aene khe ma!e bne Ke? Ane bnavnar TyaH éwo hoy Ke ma!e bne Ke? (‐ Aem n=I.) AavI vatuH Ke¦

SvãVy Ane prãVyne j¡daH j¡daH j¡Ao, Ýwu¦ tarI Ýwuta AemaH Ke. taru mhaTMy AemaH Ke. SvãVyne pr ãVy sa=e kaH{ sHbH\ (Ke j nhÄ).

;smysar' }lok ‐r01 maH p` kæuH Ke —smbN\ Ov skloDip yto iniØ|\:˜ to Aeno A=R xuH =yo? ke: wa{¦ Aa lakDI Ke, nIce (jmInne) l{ne rhI Ke?‐ Aem n=I¸ Aene sHbH\ j n=I. inim¿ ‐ neimitk sHbH\‐Ae!le ke sHbH\ nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{?

—SvãVy ANy ãVy (iwþ iwþ j¡Ao.)˜ (]Imde) 17 vØRnI ër phelaH ;Aa' kæuH Ke¦ AaTmane É–aH ëmr lagu pDe Ke? Ane ]ImdŸno Ùyopxm to‐Ae vqte to‐mara ihsabmaH to‐Aena jevo Ùyopxm ko{ne hto nhÄ. Ae Aek j pu$Ø hto. wle AenI jrIk ¬etaHbr Ane idgHbrnI iwNntamaH =oDI (ÔhermaH SpÚtanI kmI‡Ùit ko{ ne jày). p` AenuH Ôer htuH Svwav _pr ne....¦ Ae!le bhu bharmaH pD–a n=I. Ane te vqte Aevo ÝsHg p` nhoto. bakI Aena jevo Ùyopxm ko{ pu$Øno hto j nhÄ. wle bIÔ AiwmanI (w/m=I) mane p` 17 vØR to ;Aa' khe Ke¦ hÒ to égIne éwa =ya Ke. balk Ke..... xrIr hoH¦

Aaha.... ha¦ ;Aek j is|\aHt' Aeno y=a=R inüy raqe (ke) Aek ãVynuH bIÔH ãVy kH{ krI xke, Ae 5` kazmaH bntuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ;SvãVy ANy ãVy j¡daH j¡daH j¡Ao'. ‐ (]Imde) Aa pheluH mhawed&an kraVyuH Ke¦





(]ImdŸno) Ùyopxm bhu hto. Ane AekavtarI ={ gya Ke, AemaH fer n=I, Aek wv krIne moÙ jxe, AevI xi›‐takat l{ ne gya Ke. duinya Aene pÙ=I j¡Ae n j¡Ae‐Ae j¡dI vat Ke vStuiS=it AavI Ke. AenuH vzI Ýma` xuH? ‐Aem ko{ maHge Ke.... Are wgvan¦ bapu¦

Aaha.... ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke —SvãVy ANy ãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao˜. —SvãVyna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo˜. xBd ferVyo hve. ;SvãVyna rÙk' ‐SvãVynI rÙa krvamaH tTpr =aAo. rÙk Tvra=I =aAo. Ae (SvãVy) &an Ane shÔnHdÝwu Ke, AenI rÙa krvane Tvara kro. Ke ne... —Tvra=I =aAo˜ ‐ jLdI kro.... jLdI kro. Aam ;(Tvra=I) =aAo'... ;jLdI kro' Aeno A=R =yo: — SvãVyna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo˜. ‐jLdI=I tenuH rÙ` kro. smÔy Ke kaH{?

SvãVyna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo. SvãVynuH rÙ` krva ma!e jLdI kro. Aaha... ha¦ AanHdkHdÝwu \/uvSv$p je (SvãVy), AemaH Aa ragto Aave nhÄ, p` qreqr pyaRy (p` AemaH AavtI n=I). ;Aam kro' Ae to pyaRy nkkI kre Ke. ;SvãVy ANy ãVy iwþ iwþ j¡Ao'... ;j¡Ao' Aeto ;pyaRy' Ke. pyaRy Aem j¡Ae Ke ke, Aa SvãVy ;Aa', Ane Aa prãVy maramaH nhÄ‐Aem pyaRy ;in`Ry' kre Ke pyaRymaH. ;in`Ry' kH{ ãVy‐gu maH =to n=I. ãVy ‐ gu to \/uv‐inTy ;Ae' SvãVy. p` Aene prãVy=I ;iwþ j¡Ao' Ae pyaRy. Ae ãVy=I bIÒ (‐ANy‐ iwþ) pyaRy‐bIÒ dxa. Aaha... ha... ha¦ jene‐pyaRyne ;inymsar' maH prãVy kæuH Ke. p` Ae prãVy (‐pyaRy) SvãVyno in Ry kre Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

xBdo =oDa, p` AemaH is|\aHt to mo!a wyaR Ke¦¦ ;SvãVyna rÙk' ‐vStu wgvan pu R AanHd‐xu|\ cetn AanHd ;Ae' SvãVy, Aena rÙa krnara (=aAo). TyaH pU$Øa=R=I kæuH Ke: ;rÙk Tvra=I =aAo'. kmR magR Aape to (rÙa) =xe Ane kazliB\ Aavxe to =xe, Aem xBd n=I lI\o. ;SvãVyna rÙk jLdI=I =aAo'. Aaha... ha¦

5IÔe (bol) A\Uro ræo (hto). — SvãVyna Vyapk Tvra=I =aAo˜.

hve ;SvãVy' ãVy Ke, Ae Vyapk Ke Ane ;pyaRy' Ke, Ae Vyapy Ke. p` Aapè ;cetna' maH bIÒ rIte lI\uH htuH ke: cetna je Ke, kaym rhenarI Ke, te Vyapk Ke Ane AaTma te VyaPy Ke. AhÄ Ae rIte kæuH ke: cetnanI je pyaRy Ke te ãVymaH vazI le, ãVymaH Vyapk‐ÝsarI de¦ Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke.

SvãVy je &ayk cEtNyjyot, jena ÝmtAÝmtnawav p` temaH n=I. Aevo je SvãVy‐&aykwav‐temaH‐SvãVymaH SvãVyna Vyapk (Tvra=I =aAo). nhÄ to




bo\vcn ÊmaHk 108 ‐ 117: 87

ãVy pote Vyapk Ke Ane pyaRy VyaPy Ke, Aem (AhÄ levuH n=I.) AhÄ. SvãVyna Vyapk =aAo (Aem lI\uH Ke) pyaRy Ae baj¡ vaz‐ Ae Vyap k=a¦ je pyaRy ragmaH VyapI Ke, je AvS=a rag Ane pu~ymaH roka{ Ke Ae pyaRy to Ae j rhI g{ ‐ Ae pyaRy to TyaH rhI g{, p` pKInI pyaRyne ãVymaHVyapk kr¦ AHdr kr¦ Aaha... ha¦ AanHdkHd ãVymaH pyaRyne Vyapk kr¦ Aava !UHka xBdo¦¦

Svãƒna ƒapk‐ƒapn krnar, Ae ãƒ khevay. p` Ke pyaRy ƒapk. SvãƒmaH ƒapk‐pyaRyne jLdI=I SvãƒmaH ƒapk kr¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

TyaH Aem n=I kæuH ke: prãƒ‐dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âamaH roka¸ AenI Aa&anuH Aara\n kr. (AenI) Aa&a to Aa Ke ke: SvãƒmaH ƒapk =a¦ mara trf j¡Ao, Ane mara trf ƒapk =aAo‐Aem Aa&a n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Svãƒna ƒapk jLdI=I‐Tvra=I =aAo. AemaH Ýmad n kro, Ae naiSt=I n lI\uH. (p` AiSt=I lI\uH ke) —Svãƒna ƒapk Tvra=I =aAo.˜ Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ AamaH (sHÝdaymaH) cale AevuH ke: dya kro ne v/t kro ne tp kro. Axuw=I bcva ma!e xuwwav Aave ne... hoy ne? p` ;Axuw=I bcva' ma!eno xBd kone lagu pDe? ke: je e SvãƒmaH ƒapkp uH kyuÅ Ke Ane AemaH pU`R ƒapk n=I, te=I Aene xuwwav Aave, Aene ;Axuw=I bcva' (ma!e) Aave‐Aem khevamaH Aave. p` hÒ jenI ¹iÚ j pyaRy‐rag _pr Ke, ragna ktaR _pr Ke, TyaH to hÒ AenI ¹iÚ prãƒ _pr Ke. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ƒvhar]âa‐AevI ]âamaH ƒapk =a, Aem nhÄ. kar`ke Ae to prãƒ (Ke, Aena) trfnuH (lÙ) KoDvanuH Ke. wa{¦ AakruH kam, bapa¦

AhÄ to (khe Ke ke:) AHdr Ýwu ibraje Ke pU R AanHd xuâcetnFn, TyaH ƒapk =a ne...¦ TyaH ÝsrI Ô ne...¦ TyaH pyaRyne @alv ne...¦ Ae pyaRyne ãƒ trf #azI de ne...¦ prsNmuq Ke tene SvsNmuq krI de ne...¦ 5` bol =ya.

co=o: —Svãƒna \ark Tvra=I =aAo.˜

Svãƒna \ark‐\rnara (=aAo) A=aRtŸ Svãƒne \aro. Svãƒne É–are \ray? ‐SvãƒnI ¹iÚ ={ne Anuwv =yo Tyare \ark =yo. ‐Aa 17 vØR phelaH (nI ëmrmaH) khe Ke ]ImdŸ¦

bIÔ Aem khe ke, ;p` Amne smÔy nhÄ' , ;Ame gUHca{ gya'. p` hve ;gUHca{ gya' (Aem ivcarvanuH) pDtuH mUk ne...¦ ATyare gUHc teH éwI krI Ke Ane tare j gUHc KoDvanI Ke. ;je ÔeDe te toDe.' tuH ragmaH ÔeDaò Ko. TyaH=I ÔeDa` toD ne...¦ Aem krIne AhÄyaH (Aa„amaH) ÔeDa{ Ô ne...¦





Svãƒna \ark‐\rnara, \rnarno paKo¸ Aem \arkno‐\rnarno krnaro. ‐Svãƒno \ark krnaro. Aaha... ha¦ \aràmaH \ar` krvuH, Ae to Aek mit&anno wed Ke. p` Ae ;\ark' É–are =ay? É–aH (\ar` =ay) ? Ae cIj ßyare ¹iÚmaH AavI Ke. mit&anmaH Avg/h, {ha, Avay Ane \arà (=ay) Tyare ;\ark' =ay Ke. xuH kæuH? wgvanAa„a pU R xuâp e ibrajman Ke, Aeno \ark =a, Aeno \rnaro =a. pyaRyne‐ragne \ayÈ Ke ke Aa huH KuH TyaH=I hve Aa (wgvan‐Aa„a) baj¡ #zI Ô¦ wgvan pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu ßyaH ibraje Ke tenI \arà kr ne...¦ p` Ae \arà =ay É–are? AHtrna‐sNmuqna AnuwvmaH =yo Tyare \arà ={ ke Aa vStu ;AavI' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

FàH vØR phelaH bo!admaH Aek mumuÙuwa{ Ae Aa ÝÆ kyÈ hto ke: dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ to xuâ Ke Ae pr Ke? Aem ke xuâ hoy Ae Aa„a=I pr kem hoy? Ae (dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ) xuâ Ke to te AenamaH xuâ Ke (p`) (Aa) Aa„a=I to (te) pr Ke. xuâ to Aa„a=I Awed hoy p` É–o Awed? taruH xuâpùH tara Aa„a=I Awed (‐AiwNn) hoy ke AenuH (dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnuH) xuâpùH (tara Aa„a=I Awed‐AiwNn hoy?)

AhÄ to ;prma„Ýkax' Ane (;Ývcnsar') AilHgg/h` (bol) maH to TyaH su\I kæuH ke: yitnI baæ iÊyano ãƒmaH Awav Ke. AilHgg/h`na 20 A=Rna 20 bol Ke. temaH Ae 17mo Ke: (—ilHgonuH Ae!le ke \mRicîonuH g/h` jene n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke¸ Aa rIte Aa„ane bihrHg (baæ) yitilHgono Awav Ke, Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke˜.) A=aRtŸ muinnI baæ iÊyaAo Ae!le ke pHc mhav/taidnaH piràm Ane nG™pùH vgere‐Ae b\aHno SvãƒmaH Awav Ke. Ae SvãƒmaH n=I. ;prma„Ýkax' maH Aem kæuH ke: moÙno magR hoy (top` te ãƒmaH n=I). ƒvhar moÙmagR to (ãƒmaH) n=I j. Aaha... ha¦ inüySv$p je xuâ cetn (ãƒ) Aeno in`Ry, &an Ane rm`ta ($p) Ae je moÙno magR, AevuH je muinnuH wavilHgpùH, te p` ãƒmaH n=I. in`Ry krnarI pyaRy ãƒmaH n=I. Ô`narI pyaRy ãƒmaH n=I. rm` krnarI‐cair5nI pyaRy ãƒmaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH vStunuH Sv$p¦¦ Ae (lokone) AakruH lage.

Svãƒna \ark‐\rnara (=aAo). p` \ark É–are =ay? ke: SvãƒsNmuq ={, SvnuH &an =yuH (Tyare) te e \ayuÅ ke ;Aa to pU aRnHd Ýwu Ke. ‐Aa \ark Ke. smÔy Ke kaH[?





pKInaH vØÈmaH (]ImdŸmaH) É–aHk Aave Ke, wa{¦ Aa&anuH Aara\n krvuH. guÌne Aa\In rhevuH... vgere. p` Ae b\uH ƒvhar=I smÔƒuH Ke. vStuiS=it Aa Ke ke ;dev‐guÌnI Aa&a Aa Ke' AevuH je lÙ Ôy, te p` ivkLp Ke. Ae p` prãƒ Ke Ae SvãƒmaH AavtuH n=I. ƒvhar rTn5yna ivkLpne \ar, Aem n=I kæuH. —Svãƒna \ark Tvra=I =aAo˜ (Aem kæuH Ke).

wgvanne \aro mgjmaH. ;smai\xtk' maH Aek bol Aave Ke ke isânuH |yan krva=I p` Aa„ano moÙ =ay Ke. Lyo¦ AevuH Aave Ke. jem JaDmaH JaDne rgdoze (to) AemaH=I AiG™ (Ýg!) =ay, Aem pote potanuH |yan krva=I xaHitno AiG™ Ýg!e. (Aam) Sv=I kI\uH. Ane isânuH |yan krtaH p` (moÙ) =ay‐ ;dIve dIvo =ay' , Ae ƒvharnuH vcn Ke. p` isâ _pr lÙ Ôy TyaH hÒ ivkLp Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Are, AavI vat¦ Aa cmTkar n=I? bharna cmTkar \UzmaH ne pEsamaH ne...¦ Kokra =ay ne vepar saro cale ne... ma!e guÌnI k<pa ={. p` AemaH k<pa É–aH AavI?

(Are¦ loko) pyaRy Ane ãƒna Sva\InpàmaH vaH\o _@ave¦ Aaha... ha¦ p` cmTkar to Aa ke ãƒne l{ne marI pyaRy ={ Ke, Aem n=I. wDaka Ke¦ (AhÄ to \/uvwav Ane pyaRywvnI SvtH5tano Aa #H#ero Ke¦) Aaha... ha¦ Aa sTy¦ sTyne sTynI rIte raqo. Aem ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke ke: vStune vStu trIke raqo, fervo nhÄ, myaRda n fervo¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke: Svãƒna \ark Tvra=I =aAo, jLdI=I =aAo. \ark É–are =ay? ‐Ýwu AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p Ke tene pyaRymaH \arIne. Aeno in Ry krIne. Aa„a to AanHdmy Ke, Aem AHdrmaH‐AnuwvmaH AanHdnI dxano Svad Aave, Tyare Aene \ayuÅ khevay. Aeno \ark Tyare =ay.

AhÄ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏne \arI raq, Ae vat lI\I n=I. Ae to ]Imde pote kæuH Ke: xaÏ lÙ deqaDI AzgaH rhe. f› lÙ btave Ke ke ;AHdr jvuH'. bakI AzgaH xaÏ xuH kre TyaH? Aaha... ha¦ \ark‐\rnarno \ark‐\rnar krnaro‐jLdI=I =a¦ wa{¦ Aa mnu*yno deh mZyo ne Avsr caLyo Ôy Ke.

Ùaiyk smiktI‐&anI cÊvt± rajmaH hoy (KtaH te) rajmaH n=I¦ rajmaH deqay... ke Aam Aaqo dI rajdrbarmaH isHhasn _pr be@o hoy¸ raÔAone Aadex krto hoy ke Aa kro, Aane Aam kro, Aa raÔ kem kam krto n=I? ‐Ae ivkLp Ke te é@e, hoy (wle). p` AhÄ khe Ke ke‐Aene ivkLpne) \ar nhÄ. hve Ae





wUlI Ô. =ay Tyare p` wUlI Ô¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aene (ivkLpne) \arvanI‐raqvanI (vat j n=I).

cÊvt±nuH raj krvuH Ae kevuH hxe? 32000 raÔ wega =ay. [Não to jena im5o hoy¦ cÊvt± wrtnI vat lo: AÚapd pvRt _pr=I wgvan (%Øwdev) ßyare moÙe p\ayaR Tyare wrtnI hajrI (htI). Ùaiyk smiktI, mit‐]ut‐Avi\ 5` &anna \rnara wrt, ßyaH wgvanne Aam moÙ =yo j¡Ao¸ TyaH AaHsunI \ara halI Ôy Ke. Tyare temna im5 [Nã khe Ke: wrt¦ Amare to hj¡ mnu*yno Aek deh krvano Ke Ane tmare to hve Aa KeLlo deh Ke. Ane wgvanna ivrhmaH Aa xuH? wrt khe Ke: he [Nã¦ b\o Qyal Ke... b\o Qyal Ke. Aa maro KeLlo deh Ke. wgvanna ivrhna karè nhÄ, p` marI nbza{ne karè Aa rag Aave Ke. AhÄ Aem khe Ke ne...¦ wa{, saHwz ne¦ (‐Aeva) ragna ivkLpno wav Aave Tyare p` AenI (wrtnI) \ar`maH Aa ivkLp maro Ke, Aem n=I. Ae ivkLpne to huH ADto y, SpxRto y n=I. maruH SpxRvuH to wgvanAa„a _pr Ke. Aaha... ha¦ prnI (AevI AHtrdxane) ko` Aozqe?

AhÄ khe Ke: Tvra=I te \ar` kr¦ AanHdno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu, pU R AirhHt pU R prma„Sv$pe ibrajman Ke Aene \ar` kr ne¦ Aene \ar ne¦ meH xaÏnI Aa vat \arI, AamaH Aem Ke ne tem Ke, Ae b\uH @Ik...¸ hve saHwz ne...¦ potano wgvan Ke Aene \ar, te p` Tvra=I \ar¦ (Tvra=I) =aAo, (A=aRtŸ) Ae (vtRman) pyaRy$pe (\rnar) =aAo. Aem khe Ke.

jem Ýwu kuHdkuHd AacayR khe Ke ne...¦ —tH Oy¿ivh¿H daOhH APpò sivhve`˜ ‐huH mara vEwv=I AekTv‐Sv$pnI Aekta‐Ane ivwavnI p<=kta deqaDIx. wgvane Aam kI\uH Ke ne... saHwZyuH Ke, Aem nhÄ. (p`) huH mara Anuwvna vEwv=I deqaDIx. Ýwu¦ deqaDuH to Ýma` krÔe. Aaha... ha¦ AnuwvnI prIÙa Anuwv=I krIne Ýma` krÔe, Aem kæuH. Ýma` krje Ae!le ha paDje, Aem AekluH n=I (khevuH). wgvan AHdr &anSv$pI cetnibHb Ýwu pD–o Ke ne...¦ Aene Ôe. Ame tne deqaDIAe (to Ýma` krje). sHto jene Ýcur AanHdnuH vedn vteR Ke Ae Aem khe Ke ;huH deqaDuH'... deqaDvana be xBdo Aaƒa. AekTvivw› ;huH deqaDIx' , Aem phelaH kæuH pKI kæuH ;deqaDuH to' —tH Oy¿ivh¿H daOhH APpò sivhve`˜ hÒ Ae!luH kæuH. (AaxHka‐) p` waØa n=I krI xkta ne, Ýwu¦ tme Aa xuH kho Ko? ‐hve (ivvek raqI) saHwz ne...¦ —jid daOßj˜ (Ôe huH deqaDuH to) je y=a=R k=n Aa„amaH=I AaƒuH... Ýwu¦ tuH Ýma` krje hÇ¦ (—pma H˜) Ýma` krje





Ae!le Anuwv krIne Ýma` krje. Aa„a Aa„amaH (‐AnuwvmaH) Aave AenuH nam Ýma` Ke. AakruH kam FùH, bapa¦ Aaqo sHsar éDI Ôy, wvno Ked =ay Ane AanHdnI‐pU`R isâdxanI x$Aat ={ Ôy‐Ae vatuH to AakrI Ke ne, wa{¦

lokone du:q lage... Ame Aa ƒvhar krIAe KIAe, Aene to _DavI de Ke AhÄyaH¦ (p`) AhÄ khe Ke bapu¦ ƒvhar tarI vStu j n=I. Ae ƒvhar \arva jevo j n=I, raqva jevo n=I. —Svãƒna \ark Tvra=I =aAo˜. Aaha... ha¦ car bol =ya.

paHcmo: —Svãƒna rmk Tvra=I =aAo˜,

Ae SvãƒnI rm`ta krnar Tvra=I =aAo. ragmaH rm`ta tarI Anaid kaznI Ke, Ýwu¦ Ae to tarI du:qnI dxa Ke. Svãƒna rmk‐rm` krnara (Tvra=I =aAo). ÔeyuH waØa... ;k' xBd Ke ne...? puruØa=RnI vat Ke. SvãƒmaH rmk‐rm` krnaro jLdI =a, bIÒ rm`ta KoDI de, Ýwu¦ ragnI rm`ta KoD. Aaha... ha¦

AenI ivxeØ vat Aavxe...

*** Svãƒ ANy ãƒna bol

(Ývcn: ta. 28-1-1978)

hmàH Aek KapamaH AevuH AaVyuH htuH ke, song# —`mo loO sVv AirhHta H˜ Aem khe Ke¦ ;\vla' maH —`mo loO sVv iZkalvt± AirhHta H˜ Ane —`mo loO sVv AirhHta H˜‐be pa@ Ke. pKI !UHkuH A=R krIne —`mo AirhHta H˜ p` Ke.

—`mo loO sVv sahu H˜ Ae!le lokna b\ay sa\u Ae!le jEnna je sa\u Ke te sa\u‐Aa„Sv$pnuH‐AanHdnuH sa\n kre Ke‐jene AHtr AtIiNãy AanHdno sagr éKZyo Ke. wgvan (Aa„a) AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p Ke. i5kaz Sv$p Ke. AtIiNãy AanHd Ane AtIiNãy&an ne AtIiNãy xaHit=I wrelo pU R wgvan Ke. jem dirya kaH@e wrtI Aave tem jenI pyaRymaH (Ýcur) AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke tene AhÄ sa\u khIAe. Aeva je!la sa\u hoy tene mara nmSkar. pKI vzI ivxeØ ÔeD–uH: —`mo loO sVv iZkalvt± sahu H˜ 5` kazna‐wUt, vtRman Ane wiv*y (maH =vana Ke) Aene p` huH to vtRman nmSkar kruH KuH. ;loO' - ;sVv' (AHt) dIpk Ke, te careyne lagu pDe Ke. Ane Aena=I b\are ;iZkalvt±' ‐ ;\vla' maH lQyuH Ke. wle Ae b\uH &an ho, vHdn ho¸ p` Aene krvanuH to (Aa Ke ke:)





—Svãƒna rmk Tvra=I =aAo.˜ Aap e AhÄ Aa paHcmo bol Aaƒo ne...¦ Ae (nmSkaraidna) b\a wav AHdr hoy p` ÝyojnwUt to (Ae Ke) ke:

AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p wgvan (Svãƒ) AemaH rm` krnara =aAo. ;rmk' Ke ne...¦ Aa vStu Ke, wa{¦ taTpyR (Ae ke:) wgvan AHtr siCcdanHd Ýwu, pU R &an Ane pU R AtIiNãy AanHdna Svwavne Spx±ne AenuH rm` =aAo. Aaha... ha¦ ragnI rmtuH KoD¦ ƒvharrTn5yno rag Ke, AenI rmt KoD Ýwu¦ smÔùH kaH{?

;raà rmtuH KoD, k!k AaƒuH iknare.' Aa lDa{ krnaro raÔ Aaƒo Ke. Aene (raàne) kaH{ qbr n=I. Aem AhÄ khe Ke ke: Aa„a¦ jgtnI rmtuH KoD¦ Ae dya, dan ne v/t, wgvannI (pUÔ‐wi›na) wav‐ivkLp¸ (Aene) he raà¦ he raÔ¦ tuH KoD. (;smysar') 17mI ga=amaH, Aatm raÔ‐Òv raÔ kæuH Ke ne...¦ rajte xowte {it raÔ. je AHtr AnHt AanHd=I xowe Ke Ane AnHt AanHdnI rmt kre Ke, AenuH nam raÔ. Aa kroDpitAo b\ay mmtavaza, du:qI Ke, wa{¦ smÔùH kaH[?

AhÄ to khe Ke: Svãƒna rmk (Tvra=I =aAo). to ;Svãƒ' Ae!le xuH? ‐AnHt AanHdno kHd, Ýwu \/uv xuâ cetnFn (Ae ;Svãƒ'.) AemaH rm` krvamaH Tvra kr. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo smy paKo mzvo muXkel Ke Ýwu¦ Aem khe Ke. nÞI to kr ke Aa krva jevuH Ke. bakI to b\I vatuH Ke. ƒvharnI ne inim¿nI vatuH Aave p` khe Ke ke: Ôe tare kLya` krvuH hoy (to Svãƒna rmk Tvra=I =aAo).

Aa corasIna Avtar‐pirw/m` krI krIne, du:qI ={ne Aa„ane mr` tuLy krI naQyo Ke. Ô e (ke) Ae ÒvtI‐ÔgtI ßyot j n=I. Ae pu~y‐papna b\a wavo Ôè Òvn hoy. Ane bharnI ko{ AnukUz samg/ImaH Ô e ;Ae maruH Òvn' TyaH hoy. (AemaH) to Aa„ane m<ttuLy krI naQyo, wa{¦ ÔgtI ßyot, cetn AnHt AanHd Ane AnHt xaHit=I wrelo wgvan Ke. AenuH Ùe5 wle xrIr‐Ýma e ho, p` Aeno Svwav to Amap Ke. Aek Aek gu Amap‐bexumar xi›=I wrelo (Ke). ‐Aeva Svãƒna rmk Ane rm` krvamaH Tvra kro¦

waØa to ke!lI sadI¦ 17 vØRnI ëmr phelaH (]Imde) lqeluH Ke¦ ko{ Ae vqte to Aava xBd krnar nhotuH. b\a Aa dya‐dan ne v/t ne wi› ne tp ne... AevuH kro. (p`) (Aem krIne) Aa coyaRxIna Avtar krI krIne mrI gyo, Ýwu¦ tne teH marI naQyo Ke.





je cIj (Aa„a) je!lI takatvazI Ke, Aene Ae!lI n mantaH Aene Ae (vtRman) pyaRy ne rag je!lI manI¸ (AemaH) Ýwune‐prma„ana Sv$pne mr` tuLy krI naQyuH Ke. hve AenI (AHdrnI) rmtmaH Aene (Aa„ane) Òvto kr¦ Ae!le je!lI xi›vazo Ane je!luH Ae tÀv Ke te!lI ¹iÚ krIne tena Ýma`maH ÝtIit‐puruØa=R krIne SvãƒmaH rmk‐rm`naro =a. rmk‐rm` krnaro =a. Aaha... ha¦ Aa bare AHgno sar ;Aa' Ke. gme te!laH (xaÏ) w~yo‐vaHCyuH, gme te kyuÅ p` krvanuH to ;Aa' ‐SvãƒmaH Svãƒno rmk‐rm` krnaro jLdI=I =a. Aaha... ha¦ muinAo p` Aem khe Ke ne...¦ —Aaje j kro˜.

Ýwu¦ tme Fà Aazsu ={ne cetnnI pUHÒno‐mUDIno Anadr kyÈ Ke. Aa bharnI l"mIne ;marI mUDI' manI¸ Are¦ ragno k`‐xuwrag‐Aene p` ;maro' maNyo¸ (AemaH) Ae e cetna AanHdkHd Òvtrne mr` tuLy krI naQyuH Ke. Ô e Ae cIj j n hoy. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat ma`sne AakrI pDe.

AhÄ=I to hÒ sMyGdxRn x$ =ay Ke. Svãƒno rmk‐rm` krnaro Tvra=I =a. jLdI =a. Aaha... ha¦ xuw‐Axuwna b\a ivkLpone KoDI de Ae pKI khexe. phelaH AiSt=I kI\uH Ke Ane pKI naiSt=I khexe.

(;smysar'na) phela }lokmaH p` AiSt=I AaƒuH Ke ne...¦ —nm: Smysaray SvanuwUTya ckaste. icTSvwavay wavay svRwavaNtriCKde..˜ Aa }lokmaH wgvan Am<tcHãacayR sHt‐muin (frmave Ke ke:) —nm: smysaray˜ je smyno sar wgvan‐Svãƒ‐tene huH nmuH KuH, temaH huH #zuH KuH, AemaH vzuH KuH. —SvanuwUTya ckast e˜ Ae Svãƒ SvanuwUit=I Ýg! =ay AevuH Ke. ‐Ae Aa ;rmk' ‐—SvanuwUTya ckaste˜ Sv‐AnuwUit‐sHvr ne injRra. SvanuwUit Ae sHvr Ane injRra‐Ae AnuwUit‐Aa„anI rm`ta‐Ae sHvr‐injRranI AiSt. —icTSvwavay wavay˜ jeno Svwav ictŸ‐&anSvwav Ane pote teno \rnaro wav. ;wavay' maH ãƒ mUk–uH. ;icTSvwavay' maH gu` mUkya. ;SvanuwUTya' maH pyaRy mUkI. Aaha... ha¦ (Aem) AiSt kI\I. Ane —svRwavaNtriCKde˜ tena=I pU`R‐mu›‐moÙ dxa =xe. svR wavne Ô`nar =xe‐svR& =xe. Ae p` AiSt=I svR&pùH S=aPyuH. Aek }lokmaH carnuH AiStTv kæuH: ictŸ wav, ictŸ Svwav, SvanuwUit Ane pU`R moÙ. Aa„a, (Aa„ano Svwav), Aa„ano magR Ane pU`Rta. Aa„a, Aa„ano Svwav, Aa„anI AnuwUitnI pyaRy Ane AenI pU`R Ýaiº$p moÙ¸ (Aem) car AiSt khI.

AhÄ (p`) phelaH AiSt=I khe Ke: SvãƒmaH rm` krnaro Tvra=I =a¦





Kõo bol: —Svãƒna g/ahk Tvra=I =aAo.˜

Svãƒne pkDnara‐g/ahk‐g/h` krnara (Tvra=I =Ao). (A&anI Òve) ragne g/h` kyÈ Ke, pu~yne g/h` kyuÅ Ke. Ae to b\I im+ya Ôz Ke. bharnI ko{ cIjne to g/h` krI n=I¸ (p`) Ae cIj ÝTyenI ;mmta' ne g/h` krI Ke, teno g/ahk Ke.

AhÄ to khe Ke: Svãƒno g/ahk Tvra=I =a. pU aRnHdno na= Ae Svãƒ. Aene phelo AozqIne Aeno g/ahk =a. g/ahk Ae!le mal leva Frak Aave Ke ne...¦ Aem tare mal Ôe{to hoy to AHdr Ô. Aeno Frak =a¦

Aaha... ha¦ pote wgvan raÔ¦ AenI xowa to Svne g/h` krvamaH Ke. Svno Frak (‐g/ahk) =a. Svna FrmaH Ô. ;Ke' TyaH Ô. rag Ke pyaRymaH Ae ragmaH ;tuH' n=I. Ae rag ;tara' maH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ kevI vatuH¦¦

Axuw=I bcva xuwne...¦ (p`) Ae (k=n) bapu¦ kona ma!e? ‐Ae to jene Sv$pnI rm`ta‐¹iÚ ={ Ke Aene hve ßyare ko{ xuwwav =ay, Tyare Aem khevay. qreqr to (te) xuwwav ÊmbâmaH Aavvano j hto, injÙ e _Tpþ =vano j hto¸ Ane te p` Ø!Ÿkark=I te rag =vano hto¸ Ae ãƒ‐gu ne l{ne nhÄ¸ kmRne l{ne nhÄ. ;Axuw !azva ma!e (xuwwav Aave)' Ae p` Aek ƒvharnuH vcn Ke (AevaH vcn xaÏmaH) Aave. ;pHcaiStkay' maH Ke: —Axuw vHcna=Å˜ bakI to te kaze tene ÊmbâmaH xuwrag Aavvano kaz Ke, te Aave p` TyaH AenI sa=e hve rmtuH n maHDe. Aena ÝemmaH tuH n fsa¦

Aaha... ha¦ wgvan AHdr pU aRnHdno na= Ke, KtI cIj Ke. bennuH (;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' bol: 306 maH) vcn Ke ne...¦ —Ôgto Òv éwo Ke . Ôgto Ae!le &aykwav‐\/uv (Svwav). ‐Ae xaÏ‐waØa. bennI waØa sa\ar` ma`sne (p`) smjvamaH shelI pDe. (loko ;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' vaHcIne) bhu quxI btave Ke, Aho... ho¦ ware puStk¦ (loko) bhu vqa` kre Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa vStu¦¦ Ýwu¦ tarI njrne (tara) in\anmaH l{ Ô. pyaRy Ane ragnI pamrta Ke Aene KoDI de¦ he rajnŸ¦ pyaRynI rmtuH KoDI de. wa{¦ deh KU!vana !aàH Aavxe. Ae!le ;Aa' (‐SvãƒnI) rmtuH kr¸ to rajn¦ taruH raj rhexe. nhÄtr tuH harI j{x. Ýwu¦ É–aH j{x? É–aH ingod... É–aH b!a!a... É–aH skrkHd¦ Aaha... ha¦ Fò vqt to vepar‐\H\o (krvamaH Ôy)¸ 6‐7 klak êFe 2‐4 klak ÏI Ane KokraHne raÒ raqvamaH (veDfe)¸ ‐AaqaH papnaH po!laH‐Arrr, Ýwu¦ xuH kre Ke tuH Aa¦ AhÄ=I É–aH j{x? Aa AeklaH pap baH\e... 22 klak.





klak‐be klak kaH{k (\mRnuH) saHwzva Ôy¸ to mze sHwzavnara Aeva ke Apvas kr... v/t le, to tne sHvr =xe. Apvas kr, to tne injRra =xe Ane Ae sHvr‐injRra=I taro moÙ =xe. Aaha... ha¦ lUH!I naQyo Aene. AhÄ to khe Ke ke Ae (v/taid) b\uH ivkLp Ke ‐AenI rmtuH KoD Ýwu¦ taruH kLya` krvuH hoy¸ Òvno _âar krvo hoy‐wvsagrmaH DUbtamaH=I _garvo hoy AHdr=I‐ (to) Svãƒna g/ahk Tvra=I =aAo. g/ahk g/h` krnaro‐SvãVyne g/h` krnaro (=a). ragne ƒvharne g/h` krnaro (to) Anaid=I Ke, (hve) Svãƒno g/ahk (=a).

;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH ƒvharnyne g/h` krva yoGy kI\uH Ke ne...? ‐ (TyaH) ;g/h`' krvano A=R ;Ô`vuH' Ke. Ô`vano A=R j g/h` krvano Ke. Aem Aa vStu (Svãƒ) ne Ô`. AHdr Aano g/ahk =a. ragne hey$pe &ey (t=a) wgvan (Svãƒ) ne _padey$pe &ey (bnav). Aaha... ha¦ vat to AevI Ke¦¦ saHwzva mze nhÄ. vaDa (sHÝday) maH to b\I bharnI‐rqDvanI‐bH\nI vatuH Ke.

Aa AHdr ixvno na=, Ýwu inrupãvtÀv, Aavo Ae ixvSv$p j Ke. Aeno g/ahk Tvra=I =a. Aene pkDnaro Tvra=I =a. Aene Ô`naro Aekdm =a. Ae Svãƒno mal levano Frak =a¦

Are¦ É–aH saHwze...? Aa (xrIr) to SmxannI raquH =axe. bapu¦ \Uz‐pEsa (vgere) to É–aHy rhI jxe. xuwrag wle ko{ kyÈ hxe to Ae prma u bH\aà hxe p` (AemaH) ;Aer`nI corI ne soynuH dan' , Aem Aaqo dI pap... papne pap‐AemaH ko{ vqt shej klak sTsmagme saHwze, (te sTsmagm to hÒ kone khevo, Ae muXkel Ke p`), AemaH kH{k xuwwav =ay¸ to p` TyaH ;Aa Aer`nI corI ne soynuH dan'... AemaH taro _âar É–aH Ke? smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ (]ImdŸ) 17 vØRnI ëmr phelaH‐ (Aa„ane ëmr É–aH Ke? Aa„a to Anaid AnHt Ke.) ‐pokar kre Ke, (AhÄ 60‐70‐80 (vØRnI ëmr) =ay Aene qbr n mze,) ke: ;Ôe tare kLya` krvuH hoy to Svãƒno g/ahk =a. g/h` krnar =a. vtRman &annI pyaRymaH tene (Svãƒne) g/h` kr. &annI Ane ]âanI pyaRymaH Ae i5kazI (Sv) ãƒne g/h` kr. Ae i5kazIne pkD¦' teH pyaRyne Ane ragne pkDya Ke, Ae to (5 e kaze) sHsar‐wav Ke. Ae sHsar‐wavno ƒy, Ae pKI khexe p` AhÄ to ;g/ahk bn' (Aem) _TpadnI vat (Ke). wle gme te (xaÏ) vaHCyuH, gme te \ayuÅ Ane xuwrag p` gme te Ýkare =ya hoy¸ p` ;g/ahk Òvno (‐Svãƒno) =a,' Tyare taruH kLya` Ke. kemke Aena (Svãƒ) jevI svÈTk<Ú ko{ cIj j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ isânI pyaRy p` Aek smynI¸ Ane Aa to Ýwu AnHt pyaRyno ipHD¸





Aek Aek gu ‐&an, AanHd ne xaHit‐to diryo¸ Aena Svwavno g/ahk =a ne... Ýwu¦ ãƒ¹iÚ krIne teno g/hnar =a. pyaRy¹iÚne KoDI Ke¦ ‐Aem khe Ke.

AavI vatuH hoy Ane Aavo _pdex hoy¸ pKI ma`sne Aem (besvuH k@`) lage. p` jene hÒ AevI phelI ƒvhar ]âanI j qbr n=I ke ;Aa vStu AavI Ke ne AavI n=I' tene to Aa vatuH AakrI pDe... p` xuH =ay?

AhÄ to inüySv$p wgvan Aa„a‐inüy Ae!le sTy‐wUta=R, inüy Ae!le &aykwav‐teno g/ahk =a. Aene g/hnaro =a. Aene Ô`naro =a. teno j \ark =a. bIj¡H KoDI de. ko{ cIj mare Ôe{tI n=I. g/ahk to ;ãƒ KuH' Aeno Frak =a. Aaha... ha... ha¦ KeLlo ;sar' Ke, wa{¦ Aa to.

bharnI pzoj`maH ijHdgI calI Ôy Ke¦ Ae dIkra ne bayDI ne KokraH ne... AemaH ijHdgI (veDfa{ Ôy Ke)¦ p` wa{¦ (AemaH) Aa„a taro ko{ dI =ay? ;Aa bayDI marI'... konI bayDI? kone xuH khe Ke tuH? AenuH (bayDInuH) xrIr jD Ke... Ae taruH Ke? Aeno Aa„a to pr Ke... Ae taro Ke? Aa maro dIkro Ke ne... Aa marI bayDI Ke ne... Aa mara KokranI vhu Ke ne...¦ ‐Ýwu¦ Aa teH xuH kyuÅ? lUH!a{ gyo, Ýwu¦ tuH prno g/ahk ={ gyo¸ prno \Ì =yo. (hve) Svãƒno g/ahk jLdI=I =a, Aek kæuH paKuH. Ýmad KoDI de bapu¦ ;hmàH (Aa„a) nhÄ¸ (phelaH) =oDuH (bIj¡H) krI lë. Aa dIkrIAo mo!I ={ Ke, (tene) pràvI lë¸ KokraH mo!a =yaH Ke, (tene) @ekaè paDuH.' ‐rqDvamaH¦ Ane khe ke ;hÒ (to) j¡van AvS=a Ke.' (p` AhÄ to kæuH ke: Tvra kr¦)

(sHvtŸ) 1990maH v#va`maH Aek mumuÙune meH kæuH ke: tme (AhÄ) xuH krva Aaƒa Ko? to teè kæuH ke: Aam Ke ne Aam Ke, ATyare krI l{Ae, ATyare =oDuHk krIAe to (wiv*ymaH kam Aave). to meH kæuH: xuH krI l{Ae? xuH krvuH, bapu¦ Ae kyaÅ rhexe? Ae rhexe ma!e tne sHtoØ =xe, Aem Ke? ‐\UzmaH y n=I kaH{, bapu¦ TyaH (ƒaQyanmaH to) kæuH htuH ke: j¡Ao wa{¦ Aa„ano &anSvwav 5` kaz 5` lokne Ô`vano Ke. p` (Òve) Ae rIte Ô~yuH nhÄ. p` smye smye Ùè Ùè wv krI, Ane te te wvna wav Ane wvnuH Ô`vuH FùH kyuÅ. ;Aek smye b\aHne Ô`vuH' , AevuH AenuH (&annuH) Sv$p Ke. (p`) Ae (rIte Ô`vuH) kyuÅ nhÄ. p` wvna w/m`na ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavne Ô~ya, bIÔ wvna Ô~ya, 5IÔ wvna Ô~ya‐Aem Aeva wvna (ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavne) ÔÌ... ÔÌ... ÔÌ (wvnuH Ô`pùH FùH kyuÅ). ‐Aam AavuH prlÙI &an kyuÅ. p` taro na= svR& SvwavI AHdr ibraje Ke, Aeno tuH g/ahk n =yo. teH tene pkDyo nhÄ.




bo\vcn ÊmaHk 108‐117 : 97

te dI Aek b/ïcarI wa{Ae mne qangImaH kæuH (ke:) ]ImdŸmaH to fla uH htuH ne... Aam htuH... ]ImdŸmaH AevI waØa krI Ke. meH kæuH: Are¦ ;xuH bolo Ko' Aa b\uH bapu¦ Ae vStu to Aemne (Ýaº) ={ g{ Ane Ýaº ={ pKI to pote j Aara\na krIne caLya gya Ke¦ Ae to Aek wv krIne moÙe jxe AemaH ko{ dlIlne ÝÆ n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke: —Svãƒna g/ahk Tvra=I =aAo.˜ Aaha... ha... ha¦ (jem loko khe Ke ne ke:) Aela¦ jLdI lavje hÇ¦ xaknuH !a uH ={ gyuH Ke, Aa raH\vanuH !a uH =yuH Ke, jLdI kr. j{ne paKo _tavze lavje¦ TyaH _tavz=I krvanuH hoy Ke. ko{ mal leva mokle... TyaH (khe Ke ne...) _tavz=I lavje, J! lavje, doDIne J! Aavje hÇ¦ mo!a ma`s Aaƒa Ke, dU\maH kesr naqvanuH Ke... kesr J! l{ne Aavje¦ (tem) AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ýwu¦ tuH J! l{ne hve Ô ne AHdrmaH¦

tuH mal (‐suq) leva, Aeno g/ahk =va (bhar) Ôy Ke¦ p` mal to AhÄ (taramaH j) pD–o Ke. Aaha... ha¦ tara AHtrmaH to Ýwu¦ (AnHt AanHd, AnHt &anaid ctuÚy pD–aH Ke). je svR&e AnHt ctuÚy Ýg! kyaÅ‐muQyp e AnHt&an, AnHtAanHd, AnHtdxRn, AnHt vIyR‐Ae É–aH=I AaƒaH. Ýwu? taramaH Ae AnHtctuÚy pD–aH Ke. (svR&ne) to Ae pyaRy$pe Ýg!–aH. p` AhÄ (taramaH) to AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR‐AevaH AnHt gu $pe pDyaH Ke. AhÄ Svãƒ, SvÙe5, Svkaz, Sv‐wav=I AiSt Ane pr=I naiSt Ae ctuÚy nhÄ¸ AhÄ to AHdrmaH je gu $pe car ctuÚy Ke Ae. smÔ uH kaH{?

Svãƒ‐SvÙe5‐Svkaz‐Sv‐wav=I Ke Ane prãƒ‐prÙe5‐prkaz‐prwav=I n=I, Ae p` ctuÚy khevay (Ke). p` Ae ctuÚy, Sv=I Ke Ane pr=I n=I. (Ae!lI ApeÙa Ke). p` AhÄ to ;Sv' maH xuH Ke? Ýwu¦ tuH AHdrmaH kevDo Ko? ‐wa{¦ tuH Aek pyaRynI rmtmaH, Aa Aek smynI pyaRynI ÌicmaH‐smIpmaH Ýwu Ke‐tenI pase gyo n=I. Aaha... ha¦ TyaH (Ýwu) to AnHt ctuÚye ibrajman Ke. rajn¦ Ýwu AanHdno na=‐sagr AnHt gu e ibrajman Ke, Aeno Frak =a ne...¦ Aene pkD ne...¦ Aevo pkD ke ko{ dI KU!e nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ Svãƒno g/ahk =a‐Svãƒna Frak jLdI=I =aAo.

FàH vØR phelaH Aek xe@ sa=e Aa ÝÆ é@–o hto: kevzI Ke Ae, ;tuH puruØa=R kr' Aevo _pdex kre j nhÄ. kar` ke svR& i5lokna= 5` kazne Ô e Ke. Aene Aa (Òv) É–are puruØa=R krxe Ae to qbr Ke. (to) pKI kevzI Aene





Aem kem khe ke ;tuH puruØa=R kr¦' (meH) kæuH: Aam n=I, bapu¦ Aa xuH kho Ko? meH to ;AacaraHg' no daqlo AaPyo hto. Aa Ke to AacayRnuH vcn¸ p` te dI (sHÝdaymaH) to wgvannuH Ke Aem Ô`ta hta ne...? —Aaàye ge so @aà Aààye inÌ@aà˜ (A=R:) ;Aa&amaH A`_>m Ane AÀa&amaH _>m, Ae be tne n hxo¸ Aa&amaH _piS=t =a Ane AÀa&amaH=I _piS=it KoDI de'. ‐ÔuAo, Aa puruØa=R krvanuH to kevzIAe kI\uH Ke¦ Ane ;_¿ra|yyn' maH vIr Aem khe Ke ke: —smyH goym¦ ma pmayO˜‐Aek smy ma5no Ýmad krxo nhÄ¦ Ôè Ke kevzI. Aene je iS=it Ke te te Ô`vamaH Ane vaÌmaH y Aave. smÔy Ke kaH{? FàH xLyo jgtnaH‐wgvan Ôè ma!e te Ýmaè =xe, wgvan Ôè ma!e Ae puruØa=R krvanuH khe nhÄ ne¦ ‐xuH kro Ko? Aa tme b\uH?¦

Ae (to) pote ]ImdŸ phelI=I khe Ke kevzInaH vcnomaH p` Ae Ke: &aykna g/ahk (Tvra=I) =aAo.

Ae (;smysar') KõI ga=amaH Ke ne...¦ —` iv hoid APpm¿o ` pm¿o˜ ‐Ým¿‐AÝm¿ Ae dxaAo ãƒmaH n=I. kemke xuw‐Axuw wav$pe Òv =ay to Ým¿‐AÝm¿$pe =ay¸ (p`) Òvãƒ xuw‐Axuw wav$pe kdI =yo j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ —` iv hoid APp`¿o ` pm¿o jaÀo du jo wavo. OvH w Hit xuâH˜ Aene Aem xuâ khIAe KIAe. —à Ao jo so _ so cev˜ je pyaRymaH Sv jàò, te j Aa„a. AemaH pr jàto n=I. Ae Svne j Ô e Ke. ‐Aene Ame xuâ khIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha¦ ;Aa' KõIno leq¦ Aem AhÄ wgvan (Aa„a) ne Ô`vo Ke. Ae ko{ nvI cIj Ke? Ae to (Afr) leq Ke. pD–o j Ke AHdr &ayk. ‐KõIna leq¦ ‐&aykne Ô`. tuH 5` lokno na= ibrajman prma„a, tuH j Ýwu Ko¸ tene g/h` kr¦ tuH tne g/h` kr¦ prnuH g/h` KoDI de Ae pKI khexe. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(;smysar) klx‐!Ika' maH AaƒuH Ke ne...¦ ke: bar AHgnuH &an ko{ ApUvR (liBd) n=I. bar AHgna &anmaH Ae AnuwUit khI Ke. bar AHgnuH &an ApUvR n=I. ApUvR to AnuwUit Ke. Ôe ke AnuwUit hoy Aene j bar AHgnuH &an hoy. p` AhÄ to vjn AnuwUitnuH devuH Ke ne...¦ hmàH Aek (lqa`) AaƒuH htuH ne... Aem ke bar AHgnuH &an p` in*fz Ke, Ôe AnuwUit n kre to. p` Ae bar AHg (na &anvazane) AtuwUit hoy j. 10 pUvRnI AHdrmaH 9 pUvR su\InI liB\ (to) im+ya¹iÚne (p`) =ay¸ p` bar AHgnuH &an Ae to Aa„anI AnuwUit hoy tene j =ay. Ae kH{ w~yuH wàtuH n=I. Ae kH{ xIQyuH xIqatuH n=I. Ae to AHdrmaH=I liB\ Aave Ke. AHdr Aa„anoAnuwv jrak =yo AemaH=I ko{ Òvne, Ae &annI Koz Ae!lI éKze ke pyaRymaH bar AHgnuH &an‐vgr xIQye, vgr wè, vgr panaH





ferƒe, vgr saHwZye‐Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke. ;klx' maH Aem kæuH ne...¦ bar AHg (nuH &an) kaH{ ApUvR n=I. p` bar AHgmaH to ;Aa' AnuwUit krvanuH kæuH Ke. ‐ ;Aa g/ahk'.

p` tuH ko`? Ýwu¦ tarI vat‐AHdrmaH tÀv jene khIAe, jene Aa„tÀv khIAe, Ae vat‐tne bestI n=I¦¦ teH Aek smynI pyaRynI rmtuHmaH kaz gaZyo. te=I je Aaqo rm` krnaro wgvan i5kazI, 5` lokno na=¸ Ae Aem ne Aem koro rhI gyo‐Ae tarI njrmaH tne n Aaƒo¦ hve Aeno g/ahk =a¦ AavI vatuH Ke, wa{¦

ÝÆ: xuH krvuH AamaH? sUJ pDtI n=I.

sma\an: p` (SvãƒnuH g/ahk =vuH) ;Aa' krvuH n=I?

Aaha... ha¦ Svãƒna g/ahk _tavz=I =aAo. Aa AiSt=I vat krI. hve phelI je kI\I htI ne...¦ —Svãƒna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo˜. Aene hve bIÒ rIte

khe Ke: (bol satmo) —SvãƒnI rÙkta _pr lÙ raqo (do)˜. pheluH Ae kæuH htuH —Svãƒna rÙk Tvra=I =aAo˜. hve AhÄ khe Ke ke: SvãƒnI rÙkta _pr lÙ raqo˜. prãƒne raqva _prnuH lÙ KoDI de. prãƒ Ae!le rag Aaid. prne (xrIraidne) to ko` raqtuH htuH?

—rÙkta˜ ÔeyuH¦ rÙk ne \ark ne g/ahk ne... ;k' TyaH hto te rÙkta‐ raqvap uH A=aRtŸ SvãVynuH raqvap uH, Aem AaƒuH hve. SvãƒnI rÙkta‐Svãƒna rÙkpà _pr lÙ Aapo. ;SvãƒnI jem rÙa =ay' te _pr |yan raqo. ;prnI rÙa =ay' Ae ¹iÚmaH=I KoDI do. krvanuH to ;Aa' Ke.

ivxeØ khexe.....

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(Ývcn: ta. 29-1-1978)

—SvãƒnI rÙkta _pr lÙ raqo.˜ pheluH Aena QyalmaH‐&anmaH AavvuH Ôe{Ae ne...¦ (ke) ;Svãƒ' Ae!le xuH? ke: pyaRy Ane rag=I p` iwNn, pirpU R AnHtgu no smuday‐ipHD Ke je i5kaz Aek$p Ke. \/uv Ke Aene AhÄ ;Svãƒ' khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. Ae SvãƒnI rÙkta‐rÙkpùH‐raqvap uH A=aRtŸ SvãƒnuH raqvap uH (Aena) _pr lÙ raqo. prãƒnuH raqvap uH to (Òv) raqI xke nhÄ¸ Ae (naiSt) pKI khexe. ATyare phelaH AiSt=I vat kre Ke: SvãƒnI rÙta _pr (lÙ raqo). prnI rÙkta _pr to lÙ AnHtvar kyuÅ. prnuH lÙ raqIne prnI dya pazvanuH Aaid, (tem j) pr _pr lÙ raqIne, xaÏ w`tr p` AnHt var kyuÅ. p` je





Svãƒ Ke AenI rÙkta‐raqvap uH Aek seHkD p` kyuÅ nhÄ. svR xaÏ‐w`trnuH Ane (bIÔH) b\aH piràm xuw‐Axuw gme te!laH ho p` AenI AHdr g/h` krvanuH to Svãƒ Ke, Ae sar Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Svãƒ je vStu AHdr (i5kaz Ke, AenI rÙkta _pr lÙ raqo). Ôe ke ;inymsar' ga=a‐38maH to pyaRyne p` prãƒ kæuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vtRman pyaRyna |yanmaH |yey ma!e AHdr rhelI Aa i5kaz \/uv vStu Ae Svãƒ‐AenI rÙkta _pr lÙ raqo. Ae AiSt=I vat krI.

hve naiSt=I vat kre Ke: —prãƒnI \arkta Tvra=I tÔe.˜ Aaha... ha¦ phela bolmaH ;Tvra=I' nhotuH 2‐3‐4‐p‐6maH Tvra=I htuH satmamaH nhotuH. Aa@mamaH —prãƒnI \arkta Tvra=I tÔe.˜ laq vatnI vat (ke) je e SvãƒnI rÙkta _pr ¹iÚ AapI Ane prãƒnI \arkta Tvra=I tÒ (Aeva) Aa@ vØRna bazkne bazk khevay, p` kevz&an =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ to dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›‐pUÔna wav Ae ;prãƒ' Ke Ae prãƒnI \arkta‐\arvap uH (Tvra=I tÔe).

Aaha... ha¦ prãƒnuH &an prãƒ ma!e krvanuH n=I. prãƒnuH &an Ae SvãƒmaH n=I Ae ma!e &an krvanuH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? ]I yogeNãdevna dohramaH ;K ãƒnuH &an ÝyTn=I kro' Aem Aave Ke. p` Aeno hetu‐ ;prãƒmaH Ke te mara ãƒmaH n=I' ‐AevuH &an krva ma!e (Ke). ;K ãƒne ÝyTn=I Ôò'... p` Ô`vano hetu‐fz xuH? ke: ;SvãƒmaH Ae pr ãƒ n=I' ma!e tenuH lÙ KoDva jevuH Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: Ae prãƒnI \arkta A=aRtŸ prãƒnuH \arvapànuH lÙ Tvra=I KoDo. —prãƒnI \arkta Tvra=I tÔe.˜ Aaha... ha¦ (]Imde) 17 vØRnI ëmre AavuH kæuH htuH¦¦

ij&asa: prãƒnI \arkta Ke, Aem kbUl kyuÅ?

sma\an: Ke p` Aene tÔe. Ke to qrI ne... ;Ke' Aene tjvanuH kæuH ne...? prãƒnI \arkta‐\arvap uH Tvra=I tÔe.

ƒvharrTn5y‐rag Aaid Aave Ke. dev‐guÌ‐\mRnI ]âa‐wi› Aaid rag Aave Ke. p` khe Ke ke: —prãƒnI \arkta Tvra=I tÔe . wgvanAa„amaH lÙ Aapo. Aaha... ha¦ Are¦ Òvne k@` pDe. p` bapu¦ stŸ Ke. stŸ svR5 Ke, srz Ke. ;Ke' tene pamvuH AemaH k@` xuH? p` Ae e (Òve) Ýyas kyÈ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ mUz cIj Aa Ke, AenI qbr n mze ne Ae ivna b\aH samaiyk ne poha ne piDÊm` (kyaÅ)... p` Ae xenaH? Ae b\a ivkLpo Ke. Ae prãƒnuH \arvap uH





(Tvra=I tÔe). phelaH to kæuH htuH (ke) —Svãƒna \ark Tvra=I =aAo˜ AenI same (kæuH) —prãƒnI \arkta Tvra=I tÔe˜. kemke wgvanAa„anuH &an kyaR ivna, jNm‐mr`na AHt Aave (Aem) É–aHy n=I. laq iÊyakaHD kre (p`) Ae b\I (iÊya prãƒ Ke). (ßyaH su\I) pU`R n ho TyaH (&anIne Aavo) ƒvhar Aave, p` Ke Ae bH\nuH kar`. AhÄ to khe Ke (ke) Ae prãƒno wav Aave qro, p` Ae prãƒnuH \arvapùH Tvra=I‐jLdI=I KoDo. Ae prãƒne mgjmaH‐&anmaH Ù` var (p`) n raqo.

;smai\xtk' maH to Aek }lok Aave Ke ne...¦ Aa„ana kayR isvay, prkayRnuH lÙ Aave Aene jLdI KoDo. Aene (prkayRne) Smr` n kro. meH Aam kyuÅ htuH ne... meH Aam kyuÅ htuH ne‐Ae b\a ivkLpne bhu yad n kro. Aa„anaH sMyGdxRn, &an Ane cair5‐Ae kayR isvay, bIÔH kayRne Avkax n Aapo.

Aaha... ha¦ SvãƒnI \arkta Tvra=I kro Ane prãƒnI \akrta Tvra=I tÔe. samsame be vat Ke. AhÄ to dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI wi›no xuwwav Aave, p` Aene Tvra=I tÔe. Aem kæuH ne... tÔe, Tvra=I tÔe \arkta Tvra=I tÔe.

wgvan AanHdno na=I Ýwu (Svãƒ) Aene g/h` krva, AemaH @rva, AemaH rmva (ma!e Tvra kro). Aah... ha¦ krvanuH to Aa Ke. bakI to b\uH Ke Ae (prãƒ) Ke. lokone AakruH lage Ke ke Amara (ƒvhar) =I inüy =ay, Aem kho¸ tmaruH (song#nuH) AekaHt Ke¸ Aem khe Ke. (p`) sMykŸ AekaHt j Ke. Aa prãƒmaH ƒvhar AavI gyo. ƒvharno ivkLp Ae prãƒ Ke. prãƒnI \arkta (Tvra=I tÔe). \H\ana ƒvharnI (AhÄ) vat n=I¸ Ae to papƒvhar Ke. p` AhÄ to pu~yƒvhar je xuwwav, Ae p` Svãƒ=I ivÌâ Ke, te=I prãƒnuH rÙapùH (rÙkta) Tvra=I tÔe. TyaH (temaH) tmaru H kLya` Ke¸ bakI (ANy=a) kLya` n=I. qreqr to AsHgmaH prna sHg (no) ivkLp é@e (te) wle ne dev‐guÌna sHgno (hoy top` Ae prãƒ Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ Òvne É–arey saHwzva mze nhÄ, bapu¦ rqDI (ne) mrI gyo. muHb{maH Aek paH5Is vØRno ma`s, be‐5` vØRnuH prètr, ;ma=uH du:qe Ke' Ae!luH kæuH pKI trt (mrI gyo). (hÒ to) kH{k Aa krxuH ne... Aa krxuH ne... TyaH ijHdgI qlas ={ Ôy. Ýwu¦ Tyare tne Anuwvvano kaz É–are Aave? hÒ ;Svãƒ' te xuH cIj Ke Ane AenI ÝtIit‐Ý=m ¹iÚ É–aH mUkvanI Ke, Aeva in`Ry ivna, prãƒ tÔy xI rIte? \H\a‐veparnI to vat Aek kor rhI. Ae to pap Ke. Aene to KoD.





prãƒ Ane Aa rag (t=a) dev‐guÌnI wi›no rag (te to) prãƒ Ke. (p`) wgvan Aem khe (Ke ke) tarI ApeÙaAe Ame prãƒ KIAe. wgvannI vaÌmaH Aem Aave ke prãƒnI \arkta jLdI tÔe. AmarI samuH ÔevuH jLdI tÔe. Aaha... ha¦ ÔuAo, Aa vaÌ¦¦

ATyare to grbD bhu ={ g{ Ke. sacane qo!uH @rave ne qo!ane sacuH @rave¦ bapu¦ sacuH to stŸ Ke, te rhexe Ane Ae kH{ nvuH n=I, wa{¦

(AhÄ) prãƒno A=R ƒvhar kyÈ. ƒvhar Ae prãƒ Ke. Ae ƒvharnI \artane jLdI=I tÔe. Aaha... ha¦ (hve khe Ke:) —prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I tÔe.˜ phelI \arkta khI htI‐\arvuH‐Aa Aam Ke ne tem Ke Aem ivkLp (‐Aene tÔe). hve prãƒ‐ragmaH rm`ta (‐Aene tÔe). wgvanAa„a &ananHdSvwav, AemaH je kH{ ivkLp é@e Ke Ae prãƒ Ke, AemaH rm`ta‐Ae prãƒnI rm`ta‐Tvra=I tÔe. Ae phelaH paHcma bolmaH AavI gyuH: —Svãƒna rmk Tvra=I =aAo˜ (hve) AhÄ naiSt=I vat krI Ke: —prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I tÔe.˜

Aa to xaHitno magR Ke, Ýwu¦ Ae (magR) ko{ iÊyakaHD=I, dya ne, v/t ne, tp ne, wi› ne, _pvas Aaid=I (mze tem n=I). Ae (b\aH) to ivkLp Ke Ane prãƒ Ke.

Are... re¦ (Òvne) saHwzva y ke dI mze? Ane mnu*yp uH caLyuH Ôy Ke. m<TyunI smIpe b\a smy Ôy Ke kar` ke m<Tyuno smy nÞI Ke. kevz&anmaH nÞI Ke. AenI Aayu*ynI iS=it nÞI Ke. Ane Aena ÒvnI yoGyta AhÄ rhevane ma!e nÞI Ke. xuH kæuH? 5` vat khI. Ae Òvne xrIrmaH rhevanI yoGytano kaz j nÒk Ke. nÒk Ke Ae!le nÞI Ke. tem Aayu*ynI iS=it Ae to inim¿$pe Ke. Aayu*y Ýma e rhevuH Ae to inim¿=I Ke, p` potanI yoGyta (=I) te kaze te to rhevano te nÞI Ke. Ae smy pUro ={ne deh fDak d{ne KU!I jxe¸ Ae!le ke kevz&anIAe Aam ÔeyuH Ke ke Aa smye deh KU!vano, Aa Ùe5e‐Aa sHyoge‐Ae rIte j Aa =xe. ma!e khe Ke ke: prãƒnI rm`ta KoD ne... Ýwu¦

Aaha... ha¦ (tare) SvãƒnI rm`ta krvamaH prãƒnI rm`ta KoDvI pDxe. Ae p` smÔvva (ma!e) Aek naiSt=I k=n kyuÅ Ke. qreqr to ßyare SvãƒmaH rme Ke Tyare prãƒ KU!I Ôy Ke. p` smÔvvuH hoy Tyare kem smÔve? !UHkmaH n smÔy Tyare ivStar krIne smÔve ke: Sv‐cetnmUitR, &an Ane AanHdnuH \am, \/uv \am, temaH rm`ta Tvra=I kro Ane Aena=I ivÌâ rag Aaid Ae prãƒne Tvra=I tÔe. Aaha... ha¦





Aek ÙuLlk kheta hta (ke) mharaj (kanÒSvamI je Aa) b\uH khe Ke AenuH Aa!luH !UHkuH (mmR Ke) : ;pr=I qs, ;SvmaH vs' Ae!luH bs... Ae!luH !UHkuH !c'. ;pr=I qs' Ae Aa pr=I‐ragaid=I qs¸ Sv cetnna AanHdmaH vs¸ Ae!luH bs... Ae !UHkuH !c. bakI Aa Aeno b\o ivStar Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa bhar (na sHyognI) mohÔz marI naqe (Ke Òvne). AhÄ=I nvro =to n=I¸ Ae hÒ dya‐dan Ane ivkLp=I nvro =avo (FùH muXkel Ke).

Aa caEd b/ïaHDmaH Aek Svãƒ hoy to tuH (Ko)¸ Ae isvay rag=I maHDIne b\uH prãƒ (Ke). Ae prãƒnuH lÙ KoD. SvãƒnI rÙkta _pr lÙ raqo. |yanmaH |yey ;Sv$p' ne bnav¸ Ane Ae isvay prãƒ‐ƒvhar Aaid (na lÙne KoD).

lokone AakruH pDe Ke ke (Ame) Aa!luH dya‐dan‐v/t‐tp krIAe (Ae) ƒvhar=I p` (kLya`) n =ay¦ ‐wa{, Ae to prãƒ Ke.

AhÄ to ;inymsar' maH TyaH su\I kæuH ke: Ùaiyk smikt =ay Ane sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy sacI =ay Aene p` Ame prãƒ khIAe KIAe. kemke jem prãƒmaH=I (‐prãƒna lÙ=I inmRz) pyaRy (épjtI n=I)¸ AanHdnI ne xaiNtnI nvI pyaRy v\tI n=I¸ (Ae!le ke) xuiânI v<iâ =tI n=I. Aem pyaRyne lÙe xuiânI v<iâ =tI n=I, ma!e te inmRz pyaRyne p`, Ame prãƒ khIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AavI vat Ke¦¦ lokone bese nih. ibcara sa\ar` ma`s. Ane pHiDto (AavI vatno) ivro\ kre. Aa Aa„a xuH Ke AenI (qbr n=I)¸ É–aH=I qsvuH Ane qsIne jvuH É–aH? Ae cIj (Svãƒ) nuH mahaTMy Aaƒa ivna Ôy É–aH? Ane ragnuH mahaTMy KU!ya ivna KoDe É–aH=I? ßyaH su\I ƒvharrTn5ynuH p` mahaTMy rhe ke Aa Ke¸ to Aa (inüyrTn5y) =ay Ke¸ ;Ae Ke' to ;Aa' =ay Ke (TyaH su\I AenuH lÙ KU!e É–aH=I?)

]Imde sTsHg _pr war AaPyo Ke p` srvaze Aem kæuH ke: sTsHg Ae!le xuH? ‐sTsHg Ae!le ;tuH'. Aa Ame prsTsHgnI vat krIAe KIAe wle (p`) stŸ wgvanAa„a AanHdno na= Ýwu, &aykrs=I wrelo, jenuH AiStTv pirpU R Ýwu Ke AenI same Ôe ne...¦ TyaH Ô ne...¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I tÔe . &anIne p` ßyaH su\I pU R vItragta n hoy TyaH su\I ragno wav Aave. p` AhÄ khe Ke ke AenI (ragnI) rm`ta





Tvra=I tj, Ýwu¦ Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke. \m±ne p` hÒ Aasiktno ragwav Aave p` Ae KoDva jevo Ke. Aene KoD¦

phelaH ¹iÚmaH (rag‐prãƒ) KoDva jevuH Ke Ane Sv$p Aadrva jevuH Ke (Aem) in Ry krI, pKI prãƒne KoD Ane SvãƒnI rm`ta v<iâ kr. AamaH to pHc mhav/t (vgerene) prãƒmaH naqI dI\uH Ke.

Are¦ ;inymsar' xuâwav‐Ai\karmaH inmRz pyaRyne prãƒmaH naqI Ke ne...¦ ga=a 38=I ;inymsar' no je xuâwav Ai\kar Ke, Ae xuâwav pyaRynI vat n=I. Ae xuâwav i5kazI (ãƒ) nI vat Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuâwav Ae!le ;i5kazI Svãƒ'. Aene xuâwav TyaH kæo Ke. TyaH xuâ _pyogne xuâwav kæo n=I. Ae xuâ Ae!le i5kazI &ayk piv5 ipHD Ýwu¦ te Svãƒ Ke. Ane Ae isvay, inmRz pyaRyne p` Ame prãƒ khIAe KIAe. Ae prãƒnI rm`ta‐Aekag/ta, Ae p` KoD. (Aem) khe Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦ saHwZyuH n hoy Aene AevuH (AakruH) lage. Ane pUvRna Aag/h pkDI raQya hoy Aene AevuH lage ke Aa xo magR Ke? xuH jEn\mR Aavo Ke? v/t pazvaH ne wi› krvI, pUÔ krvI, dan krvuH... Ae kaH{ vatuH (Ke) ? Aa to (song#ne) vatuH krvI (Ke). Are wgvan¦ saHwz ne... Ýwu¦ vat to vatmaH rhexe. Ýwu ÝwumaH rhexe. Ae ;vate vDaH =ay' AevuH n=I.

AhÄ to khe Ke: prãƒne Tvra=I tÔe. prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I tÔe. ;Tvra=I tÔe' Ae É–are =ay? (ke) SvãƒmaH puruØa=RnuH Ôer AHdr jtaH, SvãƒnI rm`ta v\taH, prãƒnI rm`ta tÔ{ Ôy Ke, KU!I Ôy Ke. p` puruØa=R=I smÔvvuH hoy to Ae smÔve ne. (Tvra=I tÔe).

(Òv Aem ivcare Ke ke:) AavuH xuH Aaqo dI krvuH? Amare to \H\a krvana hoy... bayDI‐KokraHne nwavvanaH hoy... pr~yaH Aene raqvaH ke xuH krvuH‐ naqI devaH? (p` Ae) taraH É–aH htaH, bapu¦ Aene KoDvamaH raqo‐—prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I tÔe.˜ ware kam, bapu¦ j¡Ao ne... Ù` wrmaH Aayu*y pUruH ={ Ôy Ke. =oDI varmaH 5` lokno na= ßyaH dehnI iS=it pUrI ={ TyaH Aeklo caLyo Ôy Ke¦ ko{ rjk` sa=e (Aavxe nhÄ). kmRnaH rjk` p` kmRne karè sa=e Aave Ke, Aa„ana karè nhÄ.

AhÄ khe Ke: prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I KoD¦ cahe to wgvannI wi›no rag (hoy) p` (Ae) prãƒ Ke. (rag) Aave, p` tene hey trIke Ô` Ane Svãƒne _padey trIke &ey Ô`. &ey to bNne (‐rag ne Svãƒ) Ke. p` bNne &eymaH





Aek _padey &ey Ke Ane bIj¡H hey &ey Ke. hey&eynI vat AhÄ KoDvane ma!e khe Ke: —prãƒnI rm`ta Tvra=I tÔe . Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

KeLlo bol: —prãƒnI g/ahkta Tvra=I tÔe.˜ Kõo bol hto: —Svãƒna g/ahk Tvra=I =aAo.˜

dehnI 17 vØRnI ëmre (]ImdŸne) ke!lo Ùyopxm Ke¦ =oDI waØamaH ke!luH smavI dI\uH Ke¦ je kheva mage Ke Ae waØa bhu =oDI (ne) wav Fò¦ Aaha... ha¦

lokone baæno Tyag‐ÏI ne ku!uHbno Tyag‐hoy ne... to Aene Tyag mane Ke. p` qreqr to ragno Tyag Ane im+yaTvno Tyag Ae Tyag Ke, Ae vaStivk Tyag Ke. Ae Tyag É–are =ay? ke: Svãƒne g/h` krIne SvãƒmaH rme Tyare prãƒno Tyag =ay. AhÄ to bhar=I bayDI‐KokraH, dukan Ane \H\o KoDe Ae!le Ô e ke Ahoho¦ TyagI ={ gya. (p`) Ae Tyag (n=I) bapu¦

mUzmaH to je im+ya]âa Ke Ae qreqr prãƒ Ke. kar`ke Ae sacI ]âa n=I. (A=aRtŸ) vStuSv$p xuâ cetn Ke, Ae vStu‐SvãƒnI to ÝtIit n=I. ;prãƒ‐rag Ane pu~y‐Ae huH' Ae ÝtIit to im+ya]âa‐im+yaTv Ke. to Ae im+yaTvna Tyag ivna, SvnuH g/h` nhÄ =ay¸ Ane Svna g/h` ivna im+yaTvno Tyag nhÄ =ay. phelo Tyag to Ae Ke. hve Ae Tyag =ya ivna, Av/tno Tyag Ane bIÔ ÝmadkØayno Tyag Ane bharno Tyag Aaƒo É–aH=I? smÔy Ke kaH{? Aakro Ke, wa{¦ magR vItrag i5lokna= tI=Åkrdev (no).

Aaha... ha¦ wgvannaH vcno Ke ;Aa'. ]ImdŸe ;Ae' kH{ FrnuH kæuH n=I. vStunuH Sv$p (Aa) Ke. xaÏmaH Ke. Aemè nanI ëmre ÙyopxmmaH=I kæuH ke: prnI rm`ta (Tvra=I tÔe). dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ trfnuH lÙ p` prnI rm`ta ={. Ae AemaH (prãƒmaH) (AavI Ôy Ke). (]Imde) pKI sTsHgnuH (mhTv) S=aPyuH Ke. p` Aeno sar Aevo kæo Ke ke: Ae (stŸ) puruØne Aozq Ane AenI Aa&ane Aara\¦ AenI Aa&a Ae (ke) ;SvãƒmaH AavvuH.' Ae Aa&a Ke to loko Aem smje ke Aa&a, Ae khe Ke AemaH‐waØamaH. (p` Aem n=I.) AenI‐&anInI Aa&a Ae Ke: ;Svãƒno Aa]y le Ane prãƒno (Aa]y) KoD¦' AnHt tI=Åkro, AnHt kevzIAo, AnHt sHto‐muinAo ;Aa' Aek j Avaje khe Ke, khI gya Ane khexe ke: ;taruH Sv$p je wgvan pU aRnHd Svãƒ, tene g/h` ne¦ Aeno g/ahk =a ne¦ Aeno Frak =a ne ragno Frak (=vuH) KoDI de.'

(xaÏmaH) lqa`maH É–aHy AevuH p` Aave ke wa{¦ Aavo inüy =ay Aene

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hÒ rag hoy. ƒvhar hoy Ke¸ p` ;hoy' Ke ma!e ƒvhar Aa]y krva layk Ke ke Aa„ane lawdayk Ke? ‐Aem n=I. prãƒno rag (xuwwav hoy) ‐Aem p` Aave: —AxuwvHcna=Å.˜ A=va AS=anna ragne KoDva ma!e xuwwav Aave. ;pHcaiStkay' maH AevuH Aave Ke: AS=an=I A=va AxuwnI vHcna A=eR xuwwav hoy. p` ;hoy' Ae ma!e te \mR Ke Ane te SvwavnuH sa\n Ke Ane tena vDe Svwav Ýaº =ay, Aem n=I.

te=I AhÄ kæuH: prãƒnI g/ahkta‐prãƒnuH g/h` krvuH, Tvra=I tÔe. Aaha... ha¦ (jem) jene brabr t<Øa lagI hoy, gzuH sukatuH hoy Ane ßyare mosHbI mze (to te) g!k‐g!k (gze) _tare. Aem (Ôe tne) t<Øa‐cetnnI t<Øa lagI hoy to Ýwu¦ tuH Aek var prãƒnI g/ahkta KoD. wgvan AtIiNãy AanHdno na= Ýwu Ke, AenI tne Ôe wavna ={ hoy to Aa prwavnI g/ahkta KoDI de¦ Tyare (ko{) Aem khe ke p` Ae xuwwav to É–aHk Aagz jtaH (Aagzta gu S=anmaH) KU!e Ke¦ ‐Ae ÝÆ j¡dI vat Ke. p` ¹iÚmaH=I to KoD¦

phelI‐co=I wUimkamaH (‐gu S=anmaH) ‐sMyGdxRnmaH (smiktIne) cahe to dev‐guÌna sHgno pircy hoy, vaÌ saHwzvano pircy hoy¸ p` Ae xaÏnI trf (tenI) buiâ Ôy Ke tene to ;pÍnHdIpHcivHxit' maH ƒiwcairÌ khI Ke. Aa Ae Svãƒne KoDIne prãƒmaH lÙ Ôy Ke, Ae ragne ƒiwcar kæo Ke Ane ;Ývcnsar' maH paKuH Aem p` kæuH Ke: ;xaÏno AWyas krvo.' tene Ae SvlÙ raqIne AWyas kr¸ p` Ke Ae ivkLp¸ Ae to KoDva jevo Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavuH AakruH pDe ma`sne¦ hve krvuH xuH? Aaqo dI mze‐Aa kr...¦ to AamaH=I inv<i¿ l{ne Aa krI xkay¸ ke Aa KoDvuH, Aa n qavuH, kHdmUz n qavaH, coivyar krvo? p` (AhÄ) Aa khe Ke ke wa{¦ tarI coivyar ne AevI iÊyaAo to teH AnHt var krI,... saHwzne‐Ae to ragnI iÊya Ke. Ae ragne p` Tvra=I (KoD). Tvra=I Aeno g/ahk n =a. khe Ke ne...¦ —prãƒnI g/ahkta Tvra=I tÔe.˜ prãƒnI pkD KoDI de. prãƒno rag Ke Aene KoDI de.

‐Aa b\aHno sar pKI (Aa bol phela AaHk 103maH Ke) KeLlo xBd Ke: —prwav=I ivr› =a.˜ KeLlo srvazo ;Aa' Ke: rag Aaid prwav=I ivrkt =a. SvwavmaH r› =a. —prwav=I ivrkt =a.˜ Aa !UHkmaH b\uH paKuH AaƒuH.

pu~yna wav‐dya‐dan‐v/tna (wav) p` prwav Ke. (Ae) prwav=I ivrkt =a. AhÄ (loko) Ae prwav=I Aa„anuH kLya` =ay, Aem mane¦ hve ;Ae maNyta' ke dI KoDe? Ane Aa maNyta p` ;Aa„amaH be@I' Ae!le Ae to Aa„a





={ gyo, hve Aene KoDay kem? Aene ÝtIitmaH Aa„a p` Ae rIte ={ gyo brabr. hve Aene xI rIte KoDvuH?

AhÄ khe Ke: Ýwu¦ Aekvar prwav=I ivrkt =a. ;ivrkt =a' maH kem ivrkt xBd mUÉ–o? ke: SvcetnmUitR xuâ cetn Ke, temaH r› =a. kemke te iS=it (iS=rta) =vanuH S=an Ke.

;smysar' injRra Ai\kar ga=a‐203maH Aave Ke ne...¦ —S=atanuH S=an Ke A=aRtŸ (rhenarnuH) rhe@a` Ke. jene rhevuH hoy, AenuH rhe@a`‐S=an Ae wgvan \/uv Ke. pyaRy rhe@a`‐S=an n=I. pyaRy to frtI (cIj) Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ —prwav=I ivrkt =a˜. mo!a puStk (;]ImdŸ rajcHã') maH terme pane Ke. ;prwav' ‐coQqI waØa mUkI‐Ae dya, dan, v/t, wi›, tpSyana ivkLp é@e ‐Ae prwav Ke. xaÏ‐vaHcn Ae prwav Ke. ]v` krvamaH ivkLp é@e Ae p` prwav Ke. (ma!e) SvwavmaH r› =a, prwav=I ivr› =a. Lyo¦ Aa Aek xBd Ae b\ano ;sar' Ke. Aa bar AHgnI !Ikano b\o ivStar ;Aa' Ke ke: wgvan Aa„a AanHdkHd Ýwu‐Ae Svãƒ‐maH r› =a. r› kho, rm`ta kho, iS=rta kho, lInta kho (b\uH Aek j Ke). Ane prwavnI rm`ta‐lInta‐Aekag/ta=I ivr› =a.

v/t lI\aH ma!e ivr› =yo, ivrit =yo...¦ p` hÒ AHdr rag Ke, Aene potano maNyo Ke Aena=I to ivrit ={ n=I. AHdr ragno ivkLp é@e Ke, Aena=I to ivri› n=I. to ivri› (‐ivrit) AavI É–aH=I? Av/tI te ivr› n=I Ane v/tI te ivrit Ke. p` ko`? (ke) jene AHdr rag=I ivri› ={ Ke jene AHdr pu~y Ane dya‐dan‐ivkLp=I ivri› ={ Ke tene Aa„amaH r›p uH hoy Ke. Ane ivri› Aagz v\taH ivxeØ ivri› =ay¸ AiS=rtanI p` ivri› =ay¸ Tyare tene cair5 khevamaH Aave Ke. p` phele=I j jenI ¹iÚmaH ivri› n=I, Aene ivri› =ay Ane ivr› =ay Ae ho{ xktuH n=I.

—prwav=I ivr› =a.˜ Aa KeLlo srvazo mUÉ–o Ke. smÔùH? prwavmaH to je wav=I tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay Ae prwav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —prwav=I ivr› =a˜ AemaH AavI gyuH ne...¦ prãƒnI \arkta‐rm`ta‐g/ahkta‐AemaH,Ae tI=Åkrgo5 baH\e, Ae xuwwav AavI gyo¸ Ae wavne p` g/h` n kre. AemaH rm` n kr. Aaha... ha¦

hve je wave tI=Åkr Ýk<it bH\ay Ane tI=Åkr =ay¸ p` tI=Åkr te Ýk<it=I =ay Ke? ‐Ae to Svãƒno Aa]y l{ Ane kevz&an =ay Tyare tI=Åkr Ýk<itna





_dynuH fz‐bharmaH smvsr` ne Ae b\uH‐Aene Aave. tI=Åkrgo5no _dy terme (gu S=ane) Aave, phelaH n Aave. ßyare Ae rag=I ivr› ={ne, vItrag ne kevz&an =yuH Tyare tI=Åkrgo5no _dy Aaƒo. p` AemaH Ae e xuH kyuÅ? smÔy Ke kaH{?

prãƒ=I ivr› =a, inv<i¿ le, rag=I inv<i¿ le. bIÔ prãƒno (to) g/h`‐Tyag É–aH Ke? ‐prãƒno g/h`‐Tyag Aa„amaH Ke j nhÄ. —Tyagopadan-xUNyTvxi›˜‐prno Tyag Ane prnuH g/h`, Aena=I to wgvan (Aa„a) xUNy j Ke.

AhÄ to prwav Ae!le rag. ÏI‐ku!uHb‐pirvar ne \H\o‐dukanne g/h` ke dI kyaÅ htaH (ke) Aene tuH KoDe¦ Ae e g/h` kyÈ hto im+yaTvwav Ane rag¸ Aena=I ivr› =a, je=I tne Sv$pmaH r›pùH =ay. ‐Ae Aeno srvazo Ke.

pUruH =yuH.

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prmaTmne nm:

]I smysar ga=a: 308-311 A=aTmno½kt<RTvH ¹ÚaNtpurSsrmaQyait-

divyH jH _Ppßj[ gu eihH tH teihH ja`su A`~ H.

jh kDyadIihH du pßjOihH k`yH A`~ìmh.. 308..

jIvSsajIvSs du je piràma du deisda su¿e.

tH jIvmjIvH va teihm`~ H ivyaàih.. 309..

` k¡do ic iv _Pp~ò jMha kßjH ` te` so Aada.

_Ppadeid ` ikHic iv kar`miv te` ` s hoid.. 310..

kMmH pDuŠ k¿a k¿arH th pDuŠ kMmai`.

_PpßjHit y i`yma isiâ du ` dIsde A~à.. 311..

jIvo ih tavTkÊminyimtaTmpiràmEÌTp>mano jIv Ov, najIv:, OvmjIvo½ip kÊminyimtaTpiràmEÌTp>mano½jIv Ov, n jIv:, svRãVyaàH SvpiràmE: sh tadaTMyatŸ k÷àidpiràmE: kaˆnvtŸ. OvH ih jIvSy SvpiràmEÌTp>manSyaPyjIven sh kayRkar`wavo n is|yit, svRãVyaàH ãVyaNtre shoTpa>oTpadkwavawavatŸ: tdisâaE ca-jIvSy jIvkmRTvH n is|yit¸ tdisâaE c kt<RkmR ornNyapeÙisâTvatŸ jIvSyajIvkt<RTvH n is|yit. Ato jIvo½ktaR Avit¤te.

Anuvad: hve AaTmanuH AktaRp uH ¹ÚaHtpUvRk khe Ke:‐

je ãƒ épje je guò=I te=I Ô` AnNy te,

ßym jgtmaH k!kaid pyaRyo=I knk AnNy Ke. 308.

Òv AÒvnaH piràm je dxaRivyaH sU5o mhÄ,

te Òv Agr AÒv Ô` AnNy te piràm=I. 309.

épje n Aa„a ko{=I te=I n Aa„a kayR Ke,

_pÔvto n=I ko{ne te=I n kar` p` @re. 310.

re¦ kmR-Aai]t hoy ktaR, kmR p` ktaR t e,

Aai]tp e épje inym=I, isiâ nv bIÒ dIse. 311.





!Ika:- Ý=m to Òv Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke, AÒv n=I¸ AevI rIte AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I épjtuH =kuH AÒv j Ke, Òv n=I¸ kar`ke jem (kHk` Aaid piràmo=I épjta Aeva) suv`Rne kHk` Aaid piràmo sa=e tadaTMy Ke tem svR ãƒone potanaH piràmo sa=e tadaTMy Ke. Aam Òv potanaH piràmo=I épjto hova KtaH tene AÒvnI sa=e kayRkar`wav isâ =to n=I, kar` ke svR ãƒone ANy ãƒ sa=e _Ppa>‐_Tpadkwavno Awav Ke¸ te (kayRkar`wav) nih isâ =taH, AÒvne ÒvnuH kmRpùH isâ =tuH n=I¸ Ane te (AÒvne ÒvnuH kmRpùH) nih isâ =taH, ktaR‐kmRnI ANy inrpeÙpè (ANyãƒ=I inrpeÙpè, SvãƒmaH j) isiâ hova=I, Òvne AÒvnuH ktaRpùH isâ =tuH n=I. ma!e Òv AktaR @re Ke.

*** (ihHdImaH Ývcn: ta. 21-7-1979)

Aa ga=a je Ke te moÙ Ai\karnI cUilka Ke. moÙ Ai\kar pUro =yo. (pKI) Aa x$AatnI je ga=a Ke te moÙ Ai\karnI cUilka Ke. 321‐ga=a=I Aaqa ;smysar' nI cUilka Ke. cUilkano A=R Ae Ke ke: (AemaH) je k=n AavI gyuH hoy Ae p` hoy, AaƒuH n hoy Ae p` hoy Ane ivxeØ SpÚIkr` kyuÅ hoy‐AenuH nam cUilka Ke. Aa ga=a moÙ Ai\kar calI gyo ne...¦ AenI cUilka Ke.

JIÌ vat Ke. khe Ke ke: —Ý=m to˜ Ae khevuH Ke ke‐Ý=m Ae!le —tavtŸ˜ xBd sHSk<tmaH pD–o Ke. —tavtŸ˜‐muQy vat to Ae khevI Ke ke ‐ — (Ý= to) Òv Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko (Òv j Ke).˜ JIÌ vat Ke. —Òv Êmbâ˜‐Aek pKI Aek piràm je =ay Ke, Ae Êmbâ‐AaFaH‐paKaH nhÄ¸ Ane pr=I nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa ;Êmbâ' no mo!o JFDo (ivvad) Ke ne...? ke: ;Êmbâ' maH Ôe AevuH hoy to puruØa=R É–aH ræo?

—Êmbâ˜ Aek pKI Aek pyaRy ßyare =xe, to Ke to AevuH j. ÒvmaH Êmsr Êmvt± kæuH Ke AhÄ —kÊminyimt˜‐—Êmbâ˜ kæuH Ke. je Òvne je smye je pyaRy =vavazI Ke, te —Êmbâ¸˜ Ae!le ÊmmaH AavvavazI Ke te Aave Ke Ane te pyaRyno Svkaz j Ae Ke jNmÙ` te Ke. ÒvmaH je smye je pyaRy =va yoGy, AaFI‐paKI ko{ nhÄ, (te Êmbâ Ke).

;Êmbâ' nI mo!I ccaR 2013nI salmaH {xrImaH ={ htI. (teAoAe) ;Êmbâ' no Aevo A=R kyÈ ke ;Aek pKI Aek =xe, p` Aa pKI Aa j, Aem nhÄ.'




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to kI\uH: ;Aek pKI Aek Ke te j te Ke, AenuH nam ;Êmbâ' Ke.' smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

Aa Òv j Ke ;Aa„a'. AenI pyaRy‐AvS=a, (te) Êmbâ‐Êminym‐je smye je =xe, te (j) =xe. pKI je =vanI hxe te =xe. pKI =vanI hxe te =xe. Aem Êmsr =ay Ke. (tene) AaFI‐paKI krvanI takat [Nã‐nreNãnI p` n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

p` Ae ;Êmbâ' maH taTpyR xuH Ke? te khe Ke: ga=a _pr j¡Ao, kæuH ne...¦ —Aa„anuH AktaRp uH ¹ÚaHtpUvRk khe Ke.˜ ‐ ;Êmbâ' maH Akt<RTv isâ krvuH Ke. JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦ drek ÒvnI pyaRy je smye =vavazI Ke, te j smye =xe¸ AaFI‐paKI krvanI takat [Nã‐nreNã‐ijneNãnI p` n=I. Ane (te) pr=I to =tI j n=I. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke. Ae khe Ke: ;AktaRp uH' isâ krva ma!e ;Êmbâ' nI vat krI Ke. ;Êmbâ' kheva ma!e ;AktaR' Ane ;AktaRp uH' isâ krva ma!e ;Êmbâ' khe Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa ga=a bhu k@` Ke.

je Òvne je smye je pyaRy =vavazI Ke te =xe. wgvan j¡Ae Ke, ma!e =xe, Aem p` nhÄ. wgvan to &ayk Ke. Ae to svR& Ke. Ae to =ay Ke tene Ô e Ke. p` drek ÒvmaH‐ingod=I maHDIne isâ Ane b\amaH‐je smye je pyaRy _pjvavazI Ke te Êmsr‐Êmbâ‐inymsr épjxe. to AenuH taTpyR xuH?

—Ý=m to Òv Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke . ‐Òv potanaH piràmo=I‐ÊmsrmaH potanaH piràmo=I‐épje Ke. Ae piràm pr=I to =taH n=I. potanaH piràm=I prmaH kH{ =tuH n=I. Ane potanaH piràm p` ;Êmbâ' ‐Aek pKI Aek =vavazaH te j‐=xe. Aaha... ha¦ to pKI Êmbâ pyaRy Ke, te =xe, to AemaH ;puruØa=R' É–aH ræo? to kæuH ke: AemaH AktaRp uH isâ krvuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;AktaRp uH' p` naiSt=I vat Ke bakI qreqr (to) &atane j isâ krvo Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat. bapu¦ wgvtŸ¦ tarI cIj j ko{ AevI Ke¦ potano pÙ KoDIne ;sTy' xuH Ke? lokoAe (Ae rIte) kdI saHwZyuH n=I.

pyaRy Êmbâ =ay Ke, to AemaH puruØa=R É–aH ræo? to AhÄ khe Ke ke: ÊmbâmaH AktaRpàno puruØa=R Ke¦ je smye je pyaRy =xe, Aeno ßyare in Ry kre Ke, to ;&ayk' _pr ¹iÚ Ôy Ke Ane &ayk _pr ¹iÚ =va=I ragnuH (kt<RTv KU!I Ôy Ke). JIÌ vat Ke. qreqr to Ae (&ayk), pyaRyno p` ktaR n=I. p` AhÄyaH Ae!lI b\I vat lI\I n=I. (AhÄ khe Ke ke) ;Ae je smye je pyaRy =vavazI





Ke' , Aeno in Ry É–are =ay Ke? ke: Aeno ;huH AktaR KuH'. to ;AktaRpà' no in Ry É–are =ay Ke? ke: potana &aykwav _pr njr pDe (A=aRtŸ) potana &aykSvwav _pr ¹iÚ Ôy¸ Tyare Êmbâno (‐AktaRpàno) in Ry =ay Ke. to &ayk _pr (¹iÚ jtaH) ;AktaRpà' no puruØa=R Aaƒo. JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦

Aaha... ha... ha¦ (;smysar') 72‐ga=anI sHSk<t !IkamaH —wgvanAaTma˜ Aevo xBd Ke. AacayR to ;wgvan' trIke j bolave Ke. ;wgvanAa„a' Aem khe Ke. (Aa) ga=amaH AaƒuH Ke ke: Ýwu¦ pu~y Ane pap Axuic Ke, mel Ke. dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›‐pUÔno wav p` mel Ke. wgvanAa„a, inmRzanHd &ata‐ãÚa Ke. (piràm) Êmsr =ay Ke, top` pu~y‐pap (naH) je piràm Ke (te) to du:q$p Ane mel Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ potano Aa„a rag Ane prno ;AktaR' Ke ßyare AevI buiâ =ay Ke, to AenI buiâ ãƒ _pr Ôy Ke. smÔyuH kaH{? ãƒ ;&ayk' Ke, to &ayk _pr ¹iÚ =va=I ;&ata‐ãÚa' no in Ry ÊmbâmaH =ay Ke. ;AktaRpà' no in Ry ;&ata‐ãÚapà' maH Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ko{ Aem khe Ke: ;kevzIAe dI@uH tem =xe'... Ame (puruØa=R) xuH krIAe? Êmbâ pyaRy =xe‐ßyare wgvane dI@uH Tyare =xe‐to (pKI) Ame (puruØa=R) xuH krI xkIAe? ‐Ae mo!o ÝÆ, 63 vØR phelaH, sHvt 1972maH é@–o hto. Ame phelaH (S=ankvasI) sHÝdaymaH hta... ne¦ 26 vØRnI nanI ëmr htI. is¿ermaH dIÙa Ane bÇtermaH Aa vat (ccaR) calI: ;kevzIAe dI@uH tem =xe. Aapè xuH krIAe?' to kæuH saHwzo: ;kevzIAe dI@uH tem =xe'... to phelaH kevz&anI Aa jgtmaH Ke¸ &annI Aek pyaRy 5` kaz‐5` lokne Ôè Ke, AevI Aek smynI pyaRynI s¿a jgtmaH Ke¸ (phelaH) ‐ ;Aeno SvIkar Ke...? ' smÔùH kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke¦ Amara guÌwa{ to FùH kheta: ;xuH krIAe, wa{¦ wgvane dI@uH hxe tem =xe... Ame xuH puruØa=R krIAe?' (to kæuH) saHwzo: ;wgvane dI@uH hxe tem =xe... to ;wgvan Ke' Aevo in`Ry phelaH Ke? ;dI@uH hxe tem =xe' ‐Ae pKI (nI vat)'. ;wgvan svR& prma„a i5lokna= jgtmaH Ke, jena &annI Aek pyaRy 5` kaz‐5` lokne ADya ivna, (tene) Ôè Ke, AevI s¿a jgtmaH Ke? Are¦ potana ãƒ‐gu` i5kaz ÔuAe¸ potanI 5è kaznI pyaRy (ne) Ane bIÔH (Kye ãƒonI) 5è kaznI AnHtI pyaRy (ne) t=a bIÔH b\aH ãƒ (ne) Aek smynI &annI pyaRymaH j¡Ae¦ ‐Aeva &annI pyaRynI s¿a jgtmaH Ke? (‐Aeno SvIkar AHdrmaH Ke?) ... pKI ;dI@uH hxe tem =xe' Ae pKI vat'. smÔùH kaH{? Aa vat (ccaR) sHÝdaymaH FÌ calI...




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FÌ calI. Amara (dIÙa) guÌ Fà xaHt hta. sHÝdaymaH hta, p` xaHt... xaHt... kØay mHd. Aekdm ivro\ n kre. phelaH to meH vat khI, to saHwze ke vat khe Ke sacI.

;wgvane dI@uH'... p` ;wgvan jgtmaH Ke' AevI s¿ano SvIkar É–are =xe? ;Ae kevz&annI pyaRy bIÔmaH Ke, Ane ;Ke' jgtmaH' Aevo SvIkar, potanI pyaRymaH É–are =xe? ke: AHdr ßyaH svR&Svwav pD–o Ke Aena _pr potanI pyaRynI njr jxe Tyare, kevz&annI pyaRynI s¿ano SvIkar y=a=R =ay Ke. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa Ai\kar kem lI\o... smÔ uH kaH{? Ýwu¦ tarI vat to AlaEikk Ke p` smjvamaH Fò (_Tsah Ôe{Ae).

wgvan prma„a AnHt isâ Ke. mhaivdehÙe5maH sHQyta kevzI Ke, Ane vIs tI=Åkr Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae b\a kevz&anI prma„aAoAe dI@uH tem =xe. Aeva AnHt isâkevzI Ane tI=ÅkrkevzInuH to AevuH kevz&an ke je Aek smymaH 5` kaz‐5` lokne j¡Ae tevuH =xe. AaFuH‐paKuH nhÄ. ‐Aem ;SvamIkaitRkeyanuÝeÙa' ga=a: 321‐22‐23maH Aave Ke: wgvane dI@uH tem =xe, Ae isvay É–arey AaFuH‐paKuH =ay nhÄ, Aem smiktI mane Ke. Aena=I ivÌâ mane (to) te im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aem lQyuH Ke.

Aem ne Aem (ko{) samaiyk krI le ne... pEsa krI le ne... \mR krI le ne... mHidr bnavI de¦ (p`) Aena=I ko{ \mR n=I. laqo‐kroDo $ipya qceR to AemaH \mR Ke? laqo mHidro bnavI deto \mR Ke? ‐AevI vat Ke j nhÄ. Ae to jgtnI cIj Ke. Aena karè bnvavazI Ke, bne Ke. Aeno ;ktaR' Aa„a n=I¸ hve Aeno ktaR Aa„a n=I¸ p` je mHidrno‐pUÔno wav Aaƒo te to xuwwav Ke, Ae ko{ \mR n=I. (wav) Aave Ke... p` Ae \mR nhÄ, Ae pu~y Ke. Aave Ke, \m± smiktIne‐muinne p` xuwwav Aave Ke. p` Ae Ôè Ke ke: (Aa) rag Ke. hey Ke. Ae marI cIj nhÄ. Ane rag Ke, te du:q$p Ke.

wgvan (Aa„a) Ke, te AtIiNãy AanHdmy Ke Aeno ßyare in Ry Aave Ke to pyaRymaH AanHd Aave Ke. wgvan¦ AanHdnI‐&annI pyaRy sa=e Ke. Ae (Êmbâ) pyaRyno in Ry kre (‐=ay), to AanHdno Svad Aavvo Ôe{Ae. to (te) kevI rIte Aave Ke? Ae pyaRynuH lÙ ãƒ _pr Ôy Ke. pyaRyno in Ry, pyaRyna Aa]ye =to n=I. kevzIno in Ry p` pyaRyna Aa]ye =to n=I. Ane potanI pyaRyno in Ry p` potanI pyaRyna Aa]ye =to n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦ AevI AlaEikt vat Ke¦¦





5` lokna na= prme¬r Ae khe Ke: saHwz to qro... Ýwu¦ ;Ame kevz&anI KIAe' Aevo in Ry, tne tarI pyaRymaH Aaƒo Ke? in Ry É–are Aavxe? ke: pyaRyna lÙ=I Aavxe? Amara lÙe Aavxe? pyaRy to Aek smynI Ke. Aena Aa]ye Aeno (svR&no) in`Ry kevI rIte =ay? pl!tI AvS=a Ke. Ke Êmbâ, p` pl!tI AvS=a Ke. Aena Aa]ye in`Ry kevI rIte =ay? to Aeno A=R AhÄ Ae khe Ke: ;AktaRpùH' Êmbâno in Ry kre Ke. Aene ;AktaRpà' nI buiâ =ay Ke. ;AktaRpànI buiâ' Ae naiSt=I vat krI Ke. AiSt=I khIAe to ;&ata‐ãÚanI buiâ' =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? (ga=anuH) m=azuH jrI smjva jevuH (Ke).

AhÄ ;smysar' injRra Ai\kar calI ræo hto. (AogÌsmI var Aa cale Ke). p` hmàH Aa ixÙ`‐ixibr Ke to =oDI mUz cIj to smje. (jgt=I Aa) ÔudI vat Ke. wa{¦ mudŸanI rkm Ae Ke. Aaha... ha¦ mudŸanI rkm Ke ke:

Aa wgvanAa„a svR& prme]r jgtmaH Ke. ‐Aevo ;in`Ry' prna lÙe =to n=I. pyaRyna lÙe =to n=I. svR&xi› Ke ne...¦ svR&xi›‐gu Ke, to Aena karè ¹iÚ _TpNn =ay Ke, AemaH ;in`Ry' =ay Ke ke: ;maro (i5kazI) svR& Svwav Ke. Ane jgtmaH svR&SvwavmaH=I svR&nI pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ke.' Ae svR&no in Ry =yo. Ae to sMyGdxRn =yuH. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;huH to svR&Sv$pI KuH'. huH pu~y‐papna ivkLp nhÄ Ane huH Aek smynI pyaRy je!lo p` nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ ;huH to svR&Sv$pI Ýwu¦¦'

;Ae &an‐&aykSv$pI' Aem kæuH ne...? (;smysar') KõI ga=amaH ;&ayk' kæo. —` iv hoid APpm¿o ` pm¿o˜‐ ;&ayk'. &ayk kho ke svR&Svwav kho, Ae &aykwav kæo Ke. wgvanAa„a wgvan Ke Ane &ayk Aeno wav Ke. Ae &aykwav ;Ke'. jgtmaH‐maramaH AiStTv Ke, s¿a Ke ‐ ;pU R Ýwu huH KuH'. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ maramaH Aevo Aek gu nhÄ p` Aava AnHtgu o pirpU R Ke. KtaH, AnHtgu nI ¹iÚ nhÄ. kemke gu ‐gu Ina wednuH lÙ krva=I to rag _TpNn =ay Ke. to Ae gu ‐gu Ina wedno p` ivcar‐in Ry nhÄ. JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦

;huH to &an=I pirpU R KuH, AanHd=I pirpU R KuH, {¬rta=I pirpU R KuH, ktaRpàna Svwav=I pirpU R KuH, pirpU R vStu KuH, Aeva AnHtgu o=I huH pirpU R KuH'. Ae pirpU R je vStuãƒ Ke te Aek$p Ke (AemaH) gu ‐gu Ina wed n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ßyare Ae ;ãƒ' nuH lÙ‐¹iÚ =ay Ke, Tyare jg`maH svR& Ke Ane Ae e dI@uH tem =xe‐Aevo smiktIne saco in Ry =ay Ke. wa{¦ JIÌ vat Ke. wa{¦ Aa to vItrag‐magR Ke¦¦





prma„ana (AhÄ) ivrh pD–a. sImH\rÝwu prma„a to TyaH rhI gya, mha ivdehmaH ibraje Ke. paHc so \nu*y (xrIrnI êca{) Ke. mha ivdehmaH to kuHdkuHd AacayR gya hta, Aene to be hÔr vØR =yaH. Aap (wgvan) to TyaH AbÔe vØR=I hta Ane AbÔe vØR rhevana Ke. (Aek) ÊoD pUvRnuH Aayu*y Ke. Aek pUvRmaH (70p6000, 00, 000 vØR) is¿er laq KPpn hÔr kroD vØR Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦ AevuH ÊoD pUvR vØRnuH Aayu*y ÝwunuH Ke. ¬etaHbr coyaRxI laq pUvR khe Ke. ¬etaHbr Ae to kiLpt vat Ke. (AhÄ) Aa to sHto Anaid=I kheta Aaƒa Ke, Ae vat Ke. idgHbr muinAo (Ae!le) kevzIna keDayto...¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aemè Aem kæuH:

—Òv Êmbâ˜. Aam to ;gu ' shvt± Ane ;pyaRy' Êmvt±' AevuH Aave Ke ne...? p` ;Êmvt±' maH Aa ;bâ' n AaƒuH. te=I AhÄ pa@maH —kÊminyimt˜ Aem lI\uH Ke: ;Ême' , p` inüy=I je pyaRy =xe, te j =xe‐ ;kÊminyim¿' ‐Aeklo ;Êm' nhÄ. FÌ (ghn) cIj Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ jysenacayRnI !IkamaH Aevo pa@ Ke (ke) ko{ Aek wav p` Ôe y=a=R smjvamaH Aave to b\a wav smj`maH AavI Ôy Ke.

Aa Ai\kar, moÙ Ai\karnI cUilka Ke. Aaha... ha¦ to moÙ kevI rIte =ay Ke? Ane moÙ =taH phelaH sMyGdxRn kevI rIte =ay Ke? Ane sMyGdxRn Ae moÙno magR Ke to moÙno magR sMyGdxRn kem =ay Ke?

ÊmbânI pyaRmaH, potanI ÊmbâpyaRyne (p`) AaFI‐paKI krI xkta n=I. potana Aa„a isvay, prnuH‐ko{ prmaùnuH, ko{ ÏIna‐pu5na Aa„anuH‐kaH{ krI xke, Ae 5` kazmaH (=tuH) n=I. ;marI ÏI Ke Ane maro Kokro Ke' Aem manvuH, Ae im+yaTv‐w/m‐A&an Ke. Ae Aa„a iwNn Ke¸ xrIr Ane rjk` iwNn Ke¸ Ae taraH É–aH=I AavI gyaH? ;l"mI marI Ke'... l"mI to jD Ke, \Uz Ke, AÒv‐\Uz‐ma!I Ke¸ ;tuH Òv¸' taramaH Ae AÒv É–aH=I AavI gya? AhÄ to Aena=I Aagz j{ne ;pu~ynaH piràm p` maraH Ke' AevI maNyta, im+ya¹iÚnI Ke. kemke AhÄ ÊmbâmaH to pu~y Ane papnaH piràm=I iwNn, potana svR&Svwavno in`Ry kre Ke, to pu~y‐papno p` ;AktaR' ={ Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;huH to svR&SvwavI &ayk KuH' to ;&aykwav' ragne kre?

Aa„amaH AnHta... AnHta... AnHta... AnHta gu Ke. Ae gu no par n=I. Aakaxna Ýdexo. map ivnana Alok... Alok... Alok, Aena Ýdexo=I AnHtgu a gu Aek ÒvmaH Ke. Ae AnHt gu omaH=I ko{ gu Aevo n=I ke ivkar kre. xuH kæuH Ae? AnHta... AnHta gu Ke, AemaH ivkar kre Aevo ko{ gu n=I. (to) Ae pyaRymaH





ivkar kem =ay Ke? ke: prna lÙe, prna vx=I ivkar =ay Ke. potana ãƒ Ane gu`maH ivkar =vanI takat j n=I. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ dya‐dannaH piràm krvanI p` takat potana gu`nI n=I. gu` to inmRz Ke. AnHta... AnHta... AnHta... AnHta gu` Ke, p` AemaH=I Aekey gu` ivkar kre, Aevo ko{ gu` Ke nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: muQy vat Ae khevI Ke ke... AacayR mharaj Am<tcHãacayR khe Ke —tavtŸ˜‐AmarI mudŸanI vat Ae Ke ke: —Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràmo=I˜ ‐potanaH piràm Êmbâ =ay Ke AaFaH‐paKaH nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

teAo ({xrImaH) kheta hta ke ;Aagz‐paKz piràm hoy. Aek pKI Aek =taH hoy p` Aa j hoy, Aem nhÄ'. (p`) AhÄ Aem n=I. ;te je =vavazaH (piràm) hoy te j =xe.' smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ (vat) Ke. Aa to prma„ana pe!nI vat Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Are¦ te e (Òve) kdI (y=a=R) in Ry kyÈ n=I. pr=I ivmuq‐inim¿=I, rag=I Ane pyaRy=I ivmuq‐potana i5kazISvwav‐sNmuq in Ry kre Ke Tyare ;Êmbâ' no saco in Ry =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ bhu AakrI vat¦ AWyas n mze, lokone nvrax n=I. Aaqo dI papna \H\a... loko bayDI‐KokraHmaH rokay. pap... pap ne pap. \mR to n=I, p` pu~ynaH @ekaàH n=I. car klak xaÏvaHcn krvuH Ane sTsmagm (krvo). (p`) sTsmagm mzvo (paKo) k@`. (mze to) Aevo mze ke ê\o A=R smÔve... to im+yaTvnuH poØ` =ay. smÔ uH kaH{¦ AemaH \mR‐bmR (n=I.) \mR to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke¦ hj¡ covIs klakmaH=I car klak pu~yno xuwwav krIne pu~y baH\e, Ae p` !a{m (nvrax) nhÄ. AemaH Aa \mR (É–aH)?

marI cIj AnHtgu =I pirpU R wrelI Ke Aeno jene in`Ry hoy, Aene ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =ay Ke. Aene ;kevz&anIAe dI@uH tem =xe' Aeno in Ry =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

1972nI salmaH, fag` masmaH, Ae mo!I ccaR ={ htI. meH to Aem kæuH ke j¡Ao: neimna= wgvan (ßyare) äarkamaH Aaƒa hta, to dxRn krva ma!e ]Iku*` Ane Aena wa{ gjsukumar (gj A=aRtŸ ha=I, ha=Ina tazva jevuH jenuH suHvazuH xrIr htuH. AvS=a j¡van.) ha=Ina hodŸe jta hta. (]Ik<*`na) qoze gjsukumar be@a hta. ha=I _pr=I ÔeyuH TyaH Aek FÌ $pazI sonInI KokrI, sonana dDe rmtI htI. ]Ik<*è kæuH ke Aa KokrIne gjsukumarna lG™ ma!e ANt:purmaH l{ ÔAo¦




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gjsukumar Ae vat saHwze Ke. kNyane ANt:purmaH l{ gya. Ane Ae gya hve wgvan pase. ßyaH wgvan pase saHwZyuH¸ TyaH Ae vqte gjsukumar khe Ke: ;Ýwu¦ AapnI Aa&a hoy to huH to muinpùH leva {CKuH KuH'. (Aaha... ha¦ qbr Ke ke hÒ Aena wa{ TyaH (lG™ ma!e) kNya go@ve Ke.) ;Ýwu¦ AapnI Aa&a'... to wgvan to Aa&a É–aH (kre Ke)? Ae to' bole Ke. Aene to (AÙrI) vaÌ Ke nih. p` Aene (gjsukumarne) ivny krvano wav Ke, te=I Aem bole ne...¦ ke: ;Ýwu¦ AapnI Aa&a hoy to huH to muin bnva {CKuH KuH'. Aaha... ha¦ Ae Fre gya AenI mata pase. TyaH lG™nI tEyarI (cale). (matane) kæuH: ;mata¦ huH maruH Sv$p‐sa\n krvane, sa\kpè sa\u =va ({CKuH KuH). mata¦ rÔ de... rÔ de, ma¦' Aaha... ha¦ mata rova lagI. to khe Ke ke: ;mata¦ jneta¦ tare rovuH hoy to ro{ le¸ hve pKI bIÒ mata nhÄ kruH¦ hve huH to moÙe j{x... rÔ de, ma¦ huH Aa wve moÙ j{x¦' KÍS= ne... wgvanne pUKya ivna, Aa!lo in`Ry ={ gyo? ‐Are¦ wgvanAa„amaH Ae!lI takat Ke¦¦ TyaH (smvsr`maH) j{ne dIiÙt =ya¦ to (meH Aem) kæuH ke: tme AavuH kho Ko?¦ ;wgvane dI@uH hxe tem =xe' Aem TyaH (gjsukumare) kæuH hxe? Aa Aek Ù`maH muin ={ gya¦¦ Ane muin =ya pKI p` wgvan pase Aa&a lI\I Ýwu¦ huH to barmI piDma l{ne äarkana SmxanmaH |yanmaH besuH KuH. sa\unI barmI FÌ jvabdarIvazI Ke. kæuH: Aa!lo puruØa=R¦¦ (gjsukumar) (SmxanmaH) |yanmaH ræa. TyaH Ae smye te kNyano ipta soml Aaƒo... Arere¦ raÔ Ae (marI) kNyane ANt:purmaH (Aa rajkumar ma!e l{ gya) ne... Aa rajkumare Aa dIÙa (lI\I¦) to marI kNyane lexe (vrxe) ko`? to Aene Jer (‐tIv/ äeØ) ={ gyuH. msa`maH je bzelI raq htI temaH paÌ naqIne ma=a _pr (paFDInI jem) baH\I¸ Ane AemaH naQyo AiG™. (Ae to) AHdr étrI gya‐Aaha... ha¦ kevz&an pamIne deh KU!I gyo. kæuH ke: wgvannI Aa vaÌ kevI Ke ke Aemè muinpùH l{ l\uH¦ ... komz AevuH xrIr (ne) AiG™ (laGyo)... AHdrmaH étrIne kevz&an ={ gyuH...¦ deh KU!I gyo... sHsar=I caLya gya¦¦ Aa vStu wgvannI vaÌmaH kevI AavI ke: puruØa=R krIne... muinpùH l{ ne... (isâalymaH) caLya gya¦¦ kæuH ke ;wgvane dI@uH hxe tem =xe... dI@uH hxe tem =xe' Aem khIne TyaH besI rhexe?

Aaha... ha¦ ;wgvane dI@uH tem =xe' to ;meH p` dI@uH tem =xe' (AevuH) ßyare mara &anmaH p` =ay Ke Tyare Ôevavazo (‐&ataãÚa) ;huH KuH' (Aem inüy Aave Ke). Aaha... ha... ha¦ ßyare pyaRynI ¹iÚ KU!Ine, prnuH lÙ KU!Ine AHtrmaH Ôy Ke, Tyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry, potana piràmno in Ry =ay Ke. Aa phelI lI!Ino A=R Ke. —Ý=m to Òv Êmbâ Aeva˜ ‐Êmsr‐Aa\aHpaKaH nhÄ.





;Êmbâ' no leq ;Aa„\mR' maH Fò Aave Ke. AemaH=I loko Aem khe Ke ke ;Êmbâ =xe to pKI Aapè xuH krvuH? Ae to =xe j =xe'. p` Êmbâno ;in`Ry' krvamaH Aa„ano ;puruØa=R' Sv‐sNmuq =ay Ke. ‐Ae j puruØa=R Ke. wgvHt¦ (tne) tara puruØa=RnI gitnI qbr n=I. Aaha... ha¦ tarI pyaRy ßyare jevI =vavazI =xe¸ (tene) tuH fervI xkto n=I¸ Ane (te) pr=I =tI n=I. ‐Aevo ;in`Ry' ßyare krva Ôy Ke Tyare, Ýwu¦ tarI Ýwuta _pr tarI njr AHdr jxe. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;Ýwuta=I wyÈ pD–o ;huH' Ýwu KuH, wgvHtSv$p KuH¦' Ôe wgvtSv$p n hoy to wgvtSv$pnI pyaRy Aavxe É–aH=I? smÔùH? kevz&annI je pyaRy Aave Ke, wgvHtSv$p‐AnHtctuÚy je Ýg! =ay Ke, te É–aH=I AaƒaH? ‐bhar=I Aave Ke? ‐AHdrmaH AnHt&an, AnHtdxRn, AnHtAanHd, AnHtvIyR, AnHtSvCKta, AnHtsuq Aaid pD–aH Ke¸ AenI ßyare Aekag/ta =ay Ke, Ae trf njr Ôy Ke, Tyare AnHt gu`no Aek AHx sMyGdxRnmaH Ýg! =ay Ke.

—svRgu aHx te sMykŸTv˜ AavuH ]ImdŸnuH vcn (p5aHk: 9p, vØR 23muH) Ke. !oDrmlÒnI ;rhSypU R icõI' maH Ae Ke: Aekdex &anaidnuH Ýg! =vuH Ae co=e gu S=ane Ane svRdex Ýg! =vuH Ae kevzIne. xuH khe Ke? ke: Aa„amaH je AnHt... AnHt... AnHt... AnHt, jeno AHt n=I, Ae!lI sHQyamaH gu Ke. Ae ßyare potana Svwav‐sNmuq =yo, to je!lI sHQya Ke te b\aHmaH=I Aek AHx ƒ› A=aRtŸ Ýg!, pyaRymaH Aaƒo Ke. sMyGdxRn =taH svRgu aHx te smikt. je!la gu Ke Ae!la, (Aek) AHx ƒ›‐ALp p` ƒ›‐Ýg! =ay Ke ke!luH sMyGdxRn nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH{?

—wUyT=o˜maH to Aem khe Ke ke ]âane Aa„amaH l{ ÔAo¦ p` kH{ AeklI ]âa Aa„amaH n=I ÔtI. ]âanI muQyta=I vat krI Ke. smÔùH? AnHt gu`nI pyaRy Aa (ãƒ) baj¡ JUkI Ôy Ke. Ae ;rhSypU`R icõI' maH Ke: b\a gu`nI pyaRy Aa baj¡ #zI Ôy Ke‐AnHt AnHt gu`nI je pyaRy Ke te Aa baj¡ #zI Ôy Ke. JUkI Ôy Ke. to je!la AnHtgu` Ke Ae!la Aek Aek AHx Ae!le Sv$pacr`, Ýwuta‐{¬rtano AHx, AnHt AnHt gu`nI pyaRynI rcna krnar vIyR Ae vIyRno AHx‐Aa„amaH Ýg! =ay Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦ magR smßya ivna, Aem ne Aem, kro v/t ne kro wi› ne kro pUÔ...¦ ‐Ae xuwwav Ke, bapu¦ Ae to sHsar Ke. (xuwwav) Aave Ke... &anIne p` Aave Ke. Axuw=I bcva ma!e‐Aevo pa@ Ke: —AxuwvHcna=Å˜. Aem AS=an=I bcva ma!e Aave Ke p` Ke Ae bH\nuH kar`.




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wgvanSv$p AaTma Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke. Ae ÊmmaH Ae piràm épßyaH Ae Òv j Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Svna Aa]ye Òvna je ÊmbâmaH je piràm épßyaH te Òv Ke¸ te AÒv n=I¸ AÒv=I épßyaH n=I. piràmnI _Tpi¿maH prnI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke: (piràm) Òv j Ke¦ sHSk<tmaH Ke —jIv Ov˜. piràmne —jIv Ov˜ kæaH. Aaha... ha... ha¦ xuH kæuH? ke: potano Aa„a‐wgvanAa„a Êmbâ‐smye smye je piràm épje Ke‐ßyare Aevo in`Ry, potana ãƒ&ayk _pr=I =yo, to je piràm épßyaH, Ae AnHt piràm ƒ› =yaH, Ae piràm Òv j Ke. nhÄ to (Aem to) te Ke Ae pyaRy. paKuH —Òv j Ke˜‐Aem kæuH —jIv Ov˜‐Ae piràmne Ame Òv khIAe KIAe. p` Ae piràm É–aH? ke: ãƒnI sNmuq ={ne inmRz piràm =ay Ke te piràmne AhÄ ;Òv' kæaH Ke. smÔùH kaH{? ragaid =ay Ke, p` Ae ragnuH &an kre Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI JIÌ vat¦¦ hve, pkDay nhÄ¸ pKI ma`sne, AekaHt Ke... AekaHt Ke song#nuH Aem pokar kre Ke. kro... wa{¦ wgvHt tarI cIj to AevI Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ —Òv j Ke.˜ potanaH piràm épßyaH‐Òvãƒna Aa]ye Êmbâ piràm je épßyaH te Òv j Ke. ãƒnaH piràm ãƒ j Ke Ane AÒv n=I‐naiSt kyuÅ‐Aa ;AnekaHt' ? AnekaHt Ae n=I ke potanaH piràm pota=I p` Ke Ane pr=I p` Ke. ‐Ae AnekaHt nhÄ, (p`) Aeto AekaHt im+yaTv Ke. smÔùH? potanaH piràm pota=I p` Ke Ane pr=I p` Ke, Ae AnekaHt Ke, Aem loko khe Ke¸ (p`) Aem n=I. Ae potanaH piràm pota=I j Ke¸ AÒv=I n=I¸ Ae kmR=I =yaH n=I. kmRno Ùyopxm =yo to Aa ÒvnaH piràm Òvna Aa]ye =yaH, Aem (p`) n=I. (A=aRtŸ) kmRno Ùyopxm =yo to Aa piràm =yaH, AevI vat j n=I. potanaH piràmmaH kmRna ÙyopxmnI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦ hve saHwzvo y k@` pDe.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa to vItrag i5lokna= (nI vat Ke)¦ Ane te p` idgHbr \mRmaH AavI vat Ke... hÇ¦ ¬etaHbrmaH AavI vat n=I. S=ankvasI‐¬etaHbrmaH É–aHy (Aa vat n=I). ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH to ¬etaHbr Ane S=ankvasIne ANy mtmaH naQya Ke. ANy mtmaH naQya Ke‐Ae (vat ko{) pÙ=I n=I. Ýwu¦ vStunuH Sv$p Ke. Aa cIj to...¦¦

Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ wgvanAa„a AnHtgu no ipHD Ke¦ (AenI) pyaRy





ßyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krva Ôy Ke Tyare, potana Svwav‐sNmuq ={ne je piràm épßyaH te piràm Òv j Ke. ÒvnaH piràm Òv j Ke. AÒvnaH piràm AÒv j Ke. ‐Aem khIne xuH kæuH? ke: AHdr kmRno _dy Ke te mHd pDI gyo Ane kH{k qsI gyo to Aa sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _pÒ‐Aem n=I. kmRno Ùyopxm Ke to potanI sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _pÒ‐AevI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Are¦ É–are (Aa) in Ry kre? nvrax n mze. \H\a AaDe nvrax nhÄ. Amare to iptaÒ gujrI gya pKI dukan clavvI pDI. 1963 =I 1968nI sal. Ôe wagIdar =De be@a hoy, to Ame inv<i¿ l{ leta hta. Ame AHdr dukanmaH xaÏ vaHcta. Ôe wagIdar n hoy, to =De‐\H\e besvuH pDe.

(AhÄ) AevI rIte AnekaHt kyuÅ ke ;potana‐ÒvnaH piràm Òv j Ke AÒv nhÄ.' A=aRtŸ AÒv=I épßyaH n=I. A=aRtŸ kmRno Ùyopxm Ke to ÒvnaH piràmmaH sMyGdxRn =yuH, AevI ApeÙa n=I.

2013nI salmaH sMmedixqrnI ya5aAe gya hta, Tyare {xrImaH mo!I ccaR ={ htI. ;pHcaiStkay' nI 62‐ga=amaH AevuH lI\uH Ke ke: Aa„amaH je pu~y‐papna ‐dya‐danna, kam‐Êo\na‐ivkar épje Ke, te Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I épje Ke. Ae je piràm =ay Ke te pota=I Ke¸ pr=I nhÄ¸ kmR=I nhÄ. (to) same Aem ÝÆ kyÈ: ;Ôe kmR=I ivkar n hoy to Svwav ={ Ôy?' (meH kæuH:) ;p` Ae Sv‐wav j Ke pyaRyno'.

(;smysar') 372‐ga=amaH p` Ke: qreqr Sv‐wav Ke‐Ae pyaRymaH ivk<tpyaRy =vI Ae p` pyaRyno Sv‐wav Ke ãƒno nhÄ¸ gu no nhÄ. to Ae pyaRymaH ivkar =va ma!e prnI ApeÙa Ke? ‐Aem iblkul n=I. (;pHcaiStkay') 62‐ga=amaH Aevo pa@ Ke: kmRna karknI ApeÙa n=I. kmRna karknI ApeÙa ivkar =vamaH n=I¸ to pKI, \mRnI pyaRymaH ko{ prnI ApeÙa Ke?¦ (‐AevuH Ke j nhÄ.)

Aaha... ha¦ inüy=I to AevuH j Ke ke: ßyare Ae (pyaRy), ÒvãƒnuH AvlHbn le Ke Tyare to te pyaRy (potana) Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`me Ke. sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`me Ke. ‐Aeno A=R xuH Ke? ke: pyaRyno ktaR pyaRy Ke. pyaRyno ktaR ãƒ n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ JI uH Ke =oDuH. ktaR khevuH Ane KtaH prnI ApeÙa nhÄ¦ ktaR piràm sMyGdxRn Ke, Ae Ø!Ÿkark=I pirìmt =ya Ke. (A=aRtŸ) ktaR‐kmR‐kr`‐sHÝdan‐Apadan‐Ai\kr`‐Ø!Ÿkark=I, smiktnI pyaRy




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_TpNn =ay Ke. p` Ae ktaRmaH AenuH lÙ Svãƒ _pr Ôy Ke. Ae ktaR SvtH5 ={ne SvlÙ _pr Ôy Ke. xuH kæuH? Aem ke: SvnuH lÙ AaƒuH to Ae!lI ;ApeÙa' pra\IntanI ={ ke nih? ‐nhÄ. Ae sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy Ø!Ÿkark=I épje Ke. AemaH prnI to ApeÙa n=I, p` ãƒ‐gu nI (y) n=I. smÔùH? Ôe ãƒ‐gu nI (ApeÙa) n=I, to ktaRpànI pyaRy Ke, to ktaR to Ke p` ktaR kono? ke: potanI pyaRyno. p` Ae potanI pyaRyno ktaR Ke, Ae ktaR SvtH5p e Svna lÙmaH Ôy Ke. sMyGdxRn Ane &annI‐\mRnI pyaRy, ktaR ={ne SvtH5 =ay Ke. p` Ae ktaR ={ne Sv lÙ _pr Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aem ke Svno Aa]y kre to pyaRynI pra\Inta Ke? ‐Aem n=I. khevamaH Aave Ke: (;smysar') 11mI ga=a‐—wUyT=miSsdo qlu sMma[‚I hv[ jIvo˜‐wUta=R vStu wgvan pU aRnHdno Aa]y krva=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? KtaH, AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae pyaRy SvtH5 ={ne Aa]y kre Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae pyaRy pra\In‐Sv (ãƒ) _pr lÙ gyuH ma!e pra\In‐={, Aem n=I.

hve AavI vat¦¦ besvI k@` Ke jgtne. 5` lokna na= vItrag prma„ano Ae sI\o idƒ|vin Ke. ;’' kar |vin' suin A=R g`\r ivcare Ane Aagm rce Ane Aagm suÌne wivk Òv sHxy invare. ‐Aa Ae vat Ke¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

(AhÄ) to khe Ke ke: —Òv j Ke, AÒv nhÄ˜‐Aa AnekaHt Ke. ÒvnaH piràm pota=I p` =ay Ke Ane pr=I p` =ay Ke‐Aevo xBd Aave Ke: ;tÀva=RrajvaitRk' maH Aevo pa@ Ke. AklHkdev Aem khe Ke khe Ke ke‐be kar`nuH kayR Ke: _padan Ane inim¿. Ae to inim¿ Ke AenuH &an kraƒuH Ke. inim¿=I =tuH n=I¸ p` inim¿ Ke, AenuH &an kraƒuH Ke. AhÄ to Aek j kar` kæuH. ;SvamIkaitRkeyanuÝeÙa' maH Aevu H AaƒuH Ke: —puVv-piràm-jutH... dVvH _¿r-piràm-judH˜‐pUvR pyaRyyu›ãƒ‐_padan kar`. Ane _¿r pyaRyyu›ãƒ _padey (‐kayR) Ke. (A=aRtŸ) pUvR pyaRy _padan ;kar`' Ke Ane pKInI pyaRy ;kayR' (Ke). ‐Ae sdŸwUtƒvharny=I k=n Ke¸ inüy=I nhÄ. inüy=I to Ae (_¿r) pyaRy, pUvRnI pyaRy=I p` _TpNn ={ n=I. (kar` ke) pUvRnI pyaRyno to ƒy ={ne (_¿r‐pyaRy) _TpNn =ay Ke. Ae (_¿r) pyaRy _TpNn =vamaH Aa]y to i5kazI ãƒno Ke. Aaha... ha¦ k@` vat Ke.

;inymsar' maH prm Aalocna Ai\karmaH KeLle —stt sulwH pa@ Ke ke: &anIne Aa„a (shj tÀv) ;stt sulwH' Ke. Ane phela Ai\karmaH Ke ke:




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A&anIne Aa (baæ) samg/I mze Ke te‐ ;stt sulwH' ‐shj mze Ke, Aene sulw Ke. im+ya¹iÚ Aem ne Aem lÙ kre Ke: ;mne mZyuH... mne pEsa mZya, mne xrIr mZyuH'. (p`) \Uze y mztI n=I. Ae to pUvRna pu~y=I mze Ke. Aek baj¡ muin wgvan Aem p` khe: im+ya¹iÚne samg/I mzvI dulRw Ke. kemke Aena (vtRman) puruØa=RAa\In (te) n=I. (te to) pUvRna pu~yna Aa\In Ke (te=I) dulRw kæuH. Aek baj¡ sulw kæuH. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke ke: ÒvnaH piràm Òv=I Ke AÒv=I nhÄ¸ kmR=I nhÄ¸ A=va dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ=I p` nhÄ. potanaH piràm je potana ãƒna AvlHbn=I =yaH Ke te piràm dev‐guÌ‐xaÏna inim¿=I p` nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦

—AÒv=I nhÄ˜ Aeno A=R: Aa Òv isvay, bIÔH b\aH (je) Ke (tena=I nhÄ). AhÄ AÒv to ;kmR' lexe. nIhÄtr to Aa Òv, te ;Òv' Ke¸ Ane Ae ApeÙaAe, bakIna b\a Òv ;AÒv' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa ãƒ, ;ãƒ' Ke¸ AenI ApeÙaAe¸ bIÔH ãƒ ;Aãƒ' Ke. smÔùH? JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Ýwuno Aek Aek bol smjvo...¦ Ae AlaEikk vato Ke, bapu¦ Ae ko{ (sa\ar` ivØy n=I). Ane Ae (Ôe y=a=R) smjvamaH AavI gyuH to wvno AHt AavI gyo¸ Aene wv (hoy) nhÄ. Ae AhÄ khe Ke:

—AevI rIte AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I˜... waØa j¡Ao¦ xrIrmaH p` Êmbâ pyaRy =ay Ke Aa„a=I nhÄ. (xrIr) Aam... hle Ke, Ae (AenI) Êmbâ pyaRy =vanI laykat=I Aem =ay Ke. smÔùH kaH{? (xrIr) phelaH Aam htuH ne Aam =yuH, Ae Êmbâ pyaRymaH, AÒvnI (je) pyaRy Êmbâ=I =vavazI ={ (te) Aena=I ={¸ Aa„anI {CKa=I nhÄ¸ Aa„a=I nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦

—AÒv p`˜ kem kæuH? ke: phelaH ÒvnI vat khI qrI ne...? Ae!le Aem: —AÒv p`˜ —Êmbâ˜‐AemaH (AÒvmaH) p` Êmbâ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa mkan =vanI pyaRy, prma unI Êmbâ ={ Ke. mHidr bne Ke... to prma unI pyaRy ÊmbâmaH =vavazI Ke, Aena=I bne Ke. kiDya Ane Ýmuq Aene bnavvavaza n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ware JIÌ vato¦¦

—AÒv p` Êmbâ˜. b\aHmaH Êmbâ Ke ne...¦ Aa waØa nIkle Ke... Ae p` Êmbâ. prmaùmaH=I waØa Aave Ke Aa„a=I nhÄ. Aa„a bolto n=I. Ane waØanI pyaRyno ktaR Aa„a n=I. Aaha... ha¦ —AÒv p` Êmbâ˜. Aa„a isvay, xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn‐baæ pudŸgl‐b\aH AÒv¸ Ae p` Êmbâ¸ AenaH piràm Êm=I =vavazaH Ke te Êm=I =ay Ke. ko{ khe ke ;huH Aene‐prmaùne su\arI dë'.




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(p` Aem =ay nhÄ). smÔùH kaH{? kaca xakmaH=I pakuH xak =ay Ke, te AiG™=I nhÄ¸ Ae ÊmbâmaH AavvavazI pyaRy, AÒvnaH piràm Ke Ane AÒvnaH piràm Ae AÒv Ke. tavDI=I Ane ÏI=I ro!lI ={, xak (AiG™=I) pakuH =yuH‐Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦

ivxeØ khexe...

*** (ta. 22-7-79)

;smysar' 308 =I 311 ga=a. !Ika‐Am<tcHãacayR. Aek lI!I kale calI htI. frI=I. —jIvo ih tavtŸ˜ sHSk<tmaH xBd Ke. —Ý=m to Òv˜ (—Êmbâ˜) ‐FÌ j JIÌ vat Ke. Aa vat ATyare lokone k@` pDe‐potanI pyaRy pr=I =tI n=I. Ane potanI pyaRy AaFI‐paKI (p`) =tI n=I. AevI rIte drek pda=RmaH Ke. Aa to (;Ý=m to Òv' khIne) ATyare ÒvnI vat Ke. ÒvmaH je pyaRy =ay Ke, Ae pr=I to =tI n=I¸ p` Ae pyaRy AaFI‐paKI =ay, Aem p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦

—jH gu eihH˜ xBd (ga=amaH) Ke teno A=R AhÄ —pyaRy˜ Ke. Ae ÊmsrmaH, ;ãƒ' je je pyaRye épje Ke, te Aeno Svkaz Ke. Ane ;Êmbâ' no Ae j A=R Ke: je smye je pyaRy épje Ke, bIÔ smye‐je smye je pyaRy épje Ke te —kÊminyimt˜ (Ke). (Êminyimt‐) Aeklo Êm nhÄ p` Êm Ane iniüt. Ême to =ay Ke p` iniüt (A=aRtŸ) je pyaRy =vanI Ke te j =ay Ke. smÔùH?

—Òv Êmbâ˜‐ ;Êmbâ' xBd kevI rIte =yo? ;kÊminyimt' ‐ ;Êm' Ane ;inyimt'. ;inymt' no A=R ;bâ' kyÈ¸ Ae!le (;Êm + ;bâ' =) ;Êmbâ'. Ae ;Êmbâ' É–aH=I nIkZyuH? ke: ;jH... guìhH' ‐je gu Ae!le ;je pyaRy' épje Ke te Aem TyaH=I ka#yuH: (;Òv Êmbâ') . Aaha... ha¦ ÝTyek ãƒ potana Svkaze potanI pyaRy=I je (Sv$pe) épjva layk Ke, te smye épje Ke.

ATyare to ke!lak pHiDt loko Aem khe Ke ke: Aa„a A=va drek ãƒmaH _padannI yoGyta Anek ÝkarnI Ke. jevuH inim¿ Aave, AevI pyaRy =ay. to AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke: AevuH n=I. je pyaRy épjvanI Ke, te Aek j ÝkarnI tevI yoGyta Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? jem paÌ Ke sfed. (AemaH Ôe) rHg kazo naqe to kazuH ={ Ôy, lIlo naqo to lIluH ={ Ôy¸ (tem) _padanmaH Anek yoGyta Ke jevuH inim¿ mze tevuH =ay? ‐nhÄ, AevuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to mudŸanI rkmnI vat Ke¦

AhÄ to Aapè ;Òv' levuH Ke. Òv Ke te ;Òvãƒ' Ke. —divyH˜ je ãƒ (A=aRtŸ) drek ãƒ‐je ãve te ãƒ‐ãƒ ãve Ke AemaH je pyaRy=I ãvIne





épje Ke te pyaRy=I j épjxe. Ane Ae ;pyaRy' AenuH (ãƒnuH) kayR Ane ãƒ ;ktaR' khevamaH Aave Ke. qreqr ãƒ ktaR n=I. qreqr to pyaRy ktaR Ane pyaRy kayR. p` AhÄ Aem nhI levuH. AhÄ (to) f› je smye, je pyaRy ãƒnI épjvavazI Ke, te j épjxe. (bs... Ae!luH levuH Ke).

;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐172maH lQyuH Ke ke: carey AnuyognuH taTpyR xuH? ke: ;vItragta'. AhÄ Aa xBd Ke: ;je smye, je pyaRy ãƒnI épjvavazI Ke, te j épjxe' to tenuH taTpyR xuH? AevuH khevamaH Ane Aeva wavmaH taTpyR xuH? ke: ;AenuH taTpyR vItragta (Ke).' to ;vItragta' kevI rIte =ay? ke: ;je smye, je pyaRy épjvavazI Ke (te j épjxe)' ‐Aeno ;in Ry' ßyare kre Ke Tyare ragaidno ;AktaR' ={ Ôy Ke‐ ;AktaR =ay Ke'.

AhÄ ;AktaR' isâ krvo Ke. m=azamaH Ae xBd pD–o Ke: —A=aTmno½kt<RTvH ¹ÚaNtpurSsrmaQyait˜‐AemaH ;Êmbâ' AaƒuH Ke ke: je pyaRy, je smye (=vanI hxe te) =xe. Aaha... ha¦ (AhÄyaH pyaRyno ktaR ;pyaRy') Ae!lI b\I vat n=I lI\I. (AhÄ) ;prno ktaR n=I' Ae!luH lI\uH Ke qbr Ke p` AHtrmaH‐gwRmaH to Ae!lI (FÌ) vat wrI Ke¦

;je smye je ãƒnI‐ÒvnI‐ (je) pyaRy (=vanI Ke te) =ay Ke' to AenuH taTpyR xuH? AenuH fz xuH? ke: te ;ÊmbâpyaRy' no in Ry krva Ôy Ke, to pyaRyna Aa]ye Êmbâno ;in Ry' =to n=I. Aeno ;in Ry' pyaRymaH, pyaRyna Aa]ye =to n=I. AenuH (Aeva in RynuH) taTpyR ;vItragta' Ke. vItragta ;pyaRy' maH (=ay) Ke. to ;vItragta' pyaRyna Aa]ye épjtI n=I.

ÝÆ: (ßyare) taTpyR vItragta Ke, to vItragta kevI rIte _TpNn =ay?

sma\an: ke: —F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn, mit‐midrake pansÕ mtvaza smuJE n.˜ Aem kem kæuH ke: ;AHtrjEn?' ke: bharmaH to cÊvt±ne K qHDnuH raßy p` hoy, 96 hÔr ÏIAo hoy, devne kroDo APsraAo hoy¸ (to p`) jEnp uH AHtrmaH Ke. to AHtrmaH xuH? ke: ;F! F! AHtr ijn bsE' ‐vItragSv$p Aa„a Ke, je ijnSv$pI wgvan‐Aa„a Ke, te trfnuH ßyaH lÙ Ane Aa]y krva Ôy Ke, to pyaRymaH vItragta‐sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. ‐Ae jEnp uH F!maH Ke. Ae ;jEnp uH' ko{ baæ Tyag ke ATyagmaH Ke (nhÄ)¸ Ae=I, tenuH Ýma` krva Ôy, to mze (tem) n=I. (baæmaH) K qHDnuH raßy hoy, 96 hÔr ÏI hoy, 96 kroD paydz hoy KtaH, (AHdrmaH) sMyGdxRn¦ Ae F! F!maH ;ijn' Ane F! F!maH ;jEn'¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae ;ijnpùH' je vStunuH Sv$p Ke, Ae





vItragSvwavI AaTmaKe, i5kaz inravr` Ke, AqHD Ke, Aek Ke, xuâ Ke, prm pairàimk tÀv‐wavvazuH ;inj ãƒ' Ke¦ Ae injãƒ _pr ¹iÚ krva=I‐injãƒ, vItragSv$p Ke Aena _pr ¹iÚ krva=I‐pyaRymaH ;vItragta' _TpNn =ay Ke.

Aem khIne FùH ka#I naQyuH. : inim¿=I vItragta hoy, VyvharrTn5y=I inüy hoy, Ae vat ka#I naqI. ƒvharrTn5y, dya‐dan‐pUÔ‐wi›naH (je) piràm, Aena=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, Ae vat ka#I naqI. Ane Ae (wav) krvavazo (Aene) AaFuH‐paKuH kre Ke, Ae vat p` ka#I naqI.

KtaH, xaÏmaH Aevo pa@ Aave Ke ke: Aa Òve =oDa‐AicrkazmaH kevz&an lI\uH ;AicrmŸ' ‐ivxeØ nhÄ, ALpkazmaH lI\uH. p` Aeno A=R xuH? ke: jenI ¹iÚ ãƒ‐&ayk _pr pDI Ke (A=aRtŸ) jene ijnSv$pnI ¹iÚ‐Anuwv =yo, tene kevz&an Ýaº krvano kaz j ALp Ke. Êmsr to Aavxe. smÔ uH kaH{?

;Ø!ŸqHDagm' maH to Aevo Aek leq Ke ke: ßyare mit Ane ]ut&anmaH je svR&Sv$pI Ýwuno ßyaH Anuwv =yo, Ane mit]ut&an sMyG&an =yuH¸ to (TyaH) ;mit&an' kevz&anno bolave Ke¦ Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke? ke: Ae je mit&an‐ ;je smye je pyaRy =ay Ke' Aevo‐in`Ry krva Ôy Ke¸ to vItragSv$pI wgvan Aa„a _pr ¹iÚ Ôy Ke¸ Ane Ae vItragwav épje Ke. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

ko{ Aem khe Ke ke: co=o gu S=anmaH to smikt srag j =ay Ke, vItrag smikt hotuH n=I. ‐Aem khevuH te jU@uH Ke. kemke ;Êmbâ' maH taTpyR vItragta Ke Ane ;vItragta' vItragSv$p wgvanAa„ana Aa]ye =ay Ke. co=uH gu S=an Ke, Ae smikt ;vItragI pyaRy' Ke. Ae to ragnI ApeÙa=I ko{ S=ze srag smikt kæuH Ke. ;smikt' srag n=I. hÔu (sHpU Rp e) ragno Awav kyÈ n=I, vItrag =yo n=I¸ Ae ApeÙaAe, smiktIne srag smiktI kæo. smÔ uH?

_maSvamI (k<t) ;tÀva=Rsu5' maH be pa@ Aave Ke ke: ßyare SvgRnuH Aayu*y bH\ay Ke, to srag sHym=I bH\ay Ke. Ane xatavednI y bH\ay Ke te p` srag sHym=I bH\ay Ke. to (TyaH) srag sHym khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. p` Ae ;sHym' srag n=I. sHym to AHtr vItragI pyaRy, te j sHym Ke. p` sa=e Aayu*y bH\avanuH kar` rag hto, to ragne kar e srag sHym khI dI\uH. sHym rag Ke‐ Aevo sHym n=I.

Aem smiktmaH sragI smikt p` kæuH Ke Ae to ragno doØ nIkZyo n=I





Ae ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke p` sMgGdxRn Ke te to vItragI pyaRy Ke. Aa ;Êmbâ' maH p` Ae (vItragI pyaRy) Aave Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

je smye je pyaRy =xe, tene AaFI‐paKI krvI, Ae vStunI myaRdamaH n=I. vStunI iS=it AevI Ke. pyaRy AaFI‐paKI =vI, te vStunI iS=it n=I. te=I te (pyaRy) AaFI‐paKI =tI (j) n=I. Ane ßyare (pyaRy Svkaze) ={ Ke, tenuH y=a=R &an ßyare =vanuH Ke (Tyare =xe). to y=a=R &an É–are =xe? (Ae!le ke) je pyaRy ÊmbâmaH AavI Ke, tenuH y=a=R &an É–are =xe? ke: ßyare vItragSv$p wgvan Aa„a (je) Ke, AenuH‐SvnuH‐&an =xe, Tyare te (Êmbâ) pyaRynuH &an (y=a=R) =xe. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

kale kæuH htuH ne...? (ivÊm) sHvt 1972maH (‐63 vØR phelaH) sHÝdaymaH mo!o ÝÆ é@–o hto. (Ame nvdIiÙt, 24 vØR (nI ëmre) 70maH dIÙa, Tyare 72maH dIÙane be vØR =yaH. Ame to phele=I j Aa kheta hta. p` bhar vat pKI mUkI.) Ae loko (sHÝdayna sa\uAo) Aem kheta hta ke: ;kevzIAe dI@uH tem =xe.' Ae to AhÄ wgvtIdasÒ p` khe Ke ke: ;Ôe Ôe deqI vItragne so so hosI vIra re.' ‐p` AenuH taTpyR xuH? ;Ae vItrag svR& prma„aAe ÔeyuH tem =ay Ke' to Ae vItrag svR& jgtmaH ;Ke'... AevI s¿ano SvIkarKe... phelaH? ‐Ae s¿ana Svkar pKI, ;Ae e ÔeyuH tem =xe' ‐Ae pKInI vat¦ Aa mo!I vat (ccaR) to 72 =I cale Ke. (dIÙa) guÌAe to marI vat SvIkarI lI\I¸ p` guÌwa{ Fò ivro\ krta ke: ;Aa„a puruØa=R iblkul krI xke nhÄ, svR&e dI@uH te dI =xe'.

Ýwu¦ Aa to vItragnI vaÌmaH Aa ;sar' Aaƒo Ke. vItragnI vaÌ ßyaH saHwzI to AemaH Ae AaƒuH ke: tarI pyaRymaH ßyare vItragtanIy pyaRy =xe, te pyaRyna Svkaze =xe. to ;te Svkaze =xe' AevI pyaRy' no ßyaH in Ry kre Ke, to (te) i5kazI (inj) vItrag (Svwav) no in Ry kre Ke, to (TyaH) Svkaze vItragI pyaRy épje Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦¦ JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦

xaÏ to ghn Ke¦¦ Ae kaH{ sa\ar` xBd n=I. kuHdkuHd AacayR —divyH jH... gu eihH˜... bs¦ AemaH=I sar ka#yo Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ —divyH jH... gu eihH˜. —gu eihH˜ Ae!le AhÄ ;pyaRy' lI\I. ;gu ' ke dI épje Ke? AhÄ pa@ to Ae Ke ne...¦ —divyH jH _Ppßj[ gu eihH˜ ‐ãƒmaH je Ýkare pyaRy _TpNn =vavazI Ke te _TpNn =ay Ke. AemaH=I Am<tcHãacayeR ‐—kÊminyimt˜ ka#yuH¦

AhÄ prma„a... Aa sHt khe Ke te prma„a j khe Ke: gu nI je smye je pyaRy ãve Ke (te) _TpNn =xe, AevuH temaH Ke, te ;Êminyimt' Ke. ;Ême' to @Ik,




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p` ;inyimt'. Ae!le je pyaRy =vavazI Ke te j =xe. ‐ Ae mo!I ccaR sHvt 2013maH {xrImaH ={ htI.

;kevz&anIAe dI@uH tem =xe. Aap e É–aH puruØa=R krIAe?' Aa ccaR sHvt 1972maH sHÝdaymaH ={ htI. Ýwu¦ saHwz: Aa jgtmaH kevz&an Aek smynI pyaRy Ke. te 5` kaz‐5` lokne SpXyaR ivna Ô e Ke, AevI Aek pyaRynI s¿anuH sam+yR Ke. ‐AevI s¿ana sam+yRnI ÝtIit Ke phelaH? ;Ae e dI@uH tem =xe' ‐Ae vat pKI. ßyare Ae Aek smynI pyaRynuH Aa!luH sam+yR¦ ‐Aevo je ;in Ry' kre Ke, (te in Ry), prna sam+yRmaH=I ke pyaRyna Aa]y=I =to n=I. prna Aa]ye to =to n=I, p` pyaRyna Aa]ye (p`) Ae ;in Ry' =to n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ vItrag‐magR...¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aa to Ame krI d{Ae... mHidr bnavI d{Ae... AevuH bNyuH ne...¦ ko` bnave, Ýwu¦ Aeto AenI pyaRyna kazmaH, —divyH jH _Ppßj[˜‐potanI pyaRyna kaze épßyuH Ke. Ae mHidr ko` bnave? TyaH Ýitmane ko` S=ape? (Aevo) xuwwav Aave to TyaH Ae xuwwavne inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. (A=aRtŸ) Ae iÊyamaH xuwwavne inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. p` xuwwav=I te =yuH ‐Aem n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: ßyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry kre Ke A=aRtŸ ;kevzIAe dI@uH' Aevo in Ry kre Ke to Aeva ;in Ry' maH pyaRy‐&anSv$pI ÝwumaH‐FUsI (‐ÝvexI) Ôy Ke. ;i5kazI &an KuH. svR& KuH. sHpU R svR& KuH'. ;Ae (kevzI) svR& Ke'. ‐Ae in`Ry krvamaH ;huH svR& pU R KuH' ;(‐Aem Aave Ke). Aaha... ha... ha¦

ALp&anna Aa]ye svR&no saco in Ry =to n=I. bharno in Ry =ay Ke. Ae (;Ývcnsar') 80 ga=amaH Aave Ke: —jo jaàid ArhHtH dVv¿gu`¿-pßjy¿eihH˜. Ae to ƒvhar Ke. AhÅtna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy Ô`va, Ae to hÒ ƒvhar Ke. Ane Ae pyaRyno in`Ry krvo, Ae p` ivkLp Ke, rag Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ potanuH Sv$p Ae svR& Ke. te svR&p uH AaƒuH É–aH=I? Aeno Svwav svR& Ke. ;Ke' AemaH=I ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke, kUvamaH hoy Ae AveDamaH Aave Ke. Aem AHdrmaH (Aa„amaH) hoy te bhar Aave Ke. Aaha... ha... ha...¦ wgvanAa„a svR&Sv$pI Ýwu, i5kazI, Anaid‐AnHt (Ke). Aene Aavr` p` nhÄ, ApU Rta nhÄ, ivruâta nhÄ, ivprItta nhÄ‐Aevo svR&SvwavI wgvan¸ AenI trf ßyare ¹iÚ Ôy Ke Tyare pyaRymaH svR&no in Ry‐sMyGdxRn‐vItragI pyaRymaH‐=ay Ke. Tyare sa=e pr tI=Åkr AaidnuH svR&p uH ƒvhar=I inüymaH AaƒuH. Aa inüymaH ;Aa' AaƒuH. p` prãƒnuH svR&p uH Ae to prãƒnuH Ke





Ane prãƒnuH lÙ krva=I to ivkLp j é@e Ke. (A=aRtŸ) prsvR& Ke, Aeno in Ry krtaH ivkLp é@e Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae AHtdRiÚ je vItragSvwav Ke, Ae isâ krvuH Ke. tuH vItrag Ýwu AHdr Ko¸ te=I tarI (vItragI) pyaRy je smye épje Ke, te _Tpi¿, i5kazI &aykwavno in Ry krva=I =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ Aa gjb vat Ke¦¦ Ame svR& =ya to É–aH=I =ya? (xuH) pyaRymaH=I svR&‐pyaRy AavI Ke¦ ;Ývcnsar' !IkamaH pa@ Ke: i5kazI &aykne‐&anwavne ;kar`' p e g/hIne ;kayR' ‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐=ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smßyaH Ke kaH{?

te p` AhÄ AaƒuH ke: Ý=mno A=R: —tavtŸ˜. ;tavtŸ' no A=R —muQy˜. mare Aem khevuH Ke ke‐Ane vStunI myaRda p` Ae Ke ke‐—tavtŸ˜‐ —Ý=m to Òv Êmbâ˜‐Êmsr je piràm =vavazaH Ke te =xe. smÔ uH kaH{?

sHvt 2013maH, {xrImaH, iväanonI hajrImaH Aa ccaR calI htI: teAo to Aem khe ke ;Êmbâ Ke qÌH p` Aa pKI Aa j (pyaRy) =xe, Aem nhÄ¸ gme tevI pyaRy =ay‐te Êmbâ'. Tyare kæuH ke: ;Aem n=I. je smynI pyaRy jevI AavvavazI hxe, te j Aavxe bIÒ nhÄ¸ AaFI‐paKI nhÄ.'

Ane (bIÒ) Aa Aek vat (ccaR) ={: Aa„amaH ivkar =ay Ke, Ae pota=I potana Ø!Ÿkark pir`mn=I =ay Ke kmRna karè nhÄ.

potana i5kazI ãƒ Ane gu`maH ivkar =vanI laykat Ke j nhÄ. ãƒgu` to i5kaz xuâ‐piv5 Ke. Ke AnHtgu`, p` b\a piv5 Ke. to piv5 gu` Apiv5ta kre¦? ‐Aem =tuH j n=I. pyaRymaH je Apiv5ta =ay Ke, te Ae piv5 gu`maH=I nhÄ¸ Ae inim¿ne Ane prne vx, pota=I =ay Ke¸ te inim¿=I nhÄ. p` inim¿ne (pote) vx ={ne pyaRymaH ivkar kre Ke. Ae ivkar pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark=I prIr`mn =ay Ke¸ prna karè nhÄ. ãƒ‐gu`=I (p`) nhÄ. Ae rag ktaR, rag kayR, rag sa\n, rag Apadan, rag sHÝdan, rag Aa\ar‐ (Aem) Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. ßyare ivkarmaH Aem Ke to inivRkarI pyaRymaH xuH? inivRkarIpyaRy je \mRpyaRy‐sWyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐Ke, te pyaRy, p` pota=I‐Ø!Ÿkark=I‐pir`me Ke¸ tene ko{ ãƒ‐gu`nI p` ApeÙa n=I. tene ƒvharnI to ApeÙa n=I ke ƒvhar Ke to tene inüy smikt =yuH, Ae vat to Ke j nhÄ. p` ßyare sMyGdxRn Ane sWyG&an épje Ke, te potana i5kazI ãƒSvwav je &aykwav¸ Aena AvlHbn=I épje Ke ‐Ae p` ApeiÙt vat Ke. bakI to pyaRy ktaR, pyaRy kmR, pyaRy kr` Aaid pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark pyaRy=I Ke. smÔùH kaH{? AavI vat Ke, wa{¦




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Aa Aek lI!ImaH to FùH wrI dI\uH Ke¦ Aa to isâaHt Ke. Aa kaH{ vataR n=I. Aa kH{ k=a n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ;kevzIAe dI@uH' Aevo in`Ry =vamaH p` ;kevz&anI' no in`Ry krvo pDxe. ;kevz&anI jgtmaH Ke' ‐AevI s¿ano SvIkar kre, Tyare AenI ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr Ôy Ke. Aa ;Êmbâ' no in`Ry krva Ôy Ke to Aena ;taTpyR' nI (‐vItragtanI isiâ) p` ãƒSvwav _pr njr Ôy Ke (Tyare =ay Ke). smÔùH kaH{?

;Ývcnsar' maH 47 ny lI\a Ke. ;kaze p` moÙ Ane Akaze p` moÙ' Aevo pa@ Ke. (Ôe) bNne Ke to ;Aa Êmbâ' Ke, to ;Akaze moÙ' Ae É–aH=I Aaƒo? p` Aeno A=R bIÔe Ke. ;kaze (moÙ)' to te j smye =ay Ke, (A=aRtŸ) Ae ÊmnI pyaRy ßyare AavvavazI Ke, Tyare =ay Ke. p` ;Akaze (moÙ)' kem lI\o? ke: Svwav Ane puruØa=R sa=e leva Ke. Êmbâ sa=e Aekla Svwav Ane puruØa=R leva Ke paHc smvay sa=e leva Ke to kaz isvay, bIÔ car smvay wezvIne ;Akaze(moÙ)' khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. p` Akazno A=R Aevo n=I ke (te Êmbâ n=I). smÔy Ke kaH{?

Are... Are¦ AavuH (dulRw) mnu*yp uH mZyuH¦ Are¦ maHD in Ry krvanaH !aàH AaƒaH Ke. ;svR Avsr AavI gyo Ke' (Aem) ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH ]I !oDrmlÒAe lQyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ tarI êF _DaDI de, Ôg<t ={ Ô... na=¦ Ýwu¦ tarI xi› to AnHt AnHt gu =I wrI pDI Ke. Aene jgaDI de¦ tuH inãamaH êFe Ke. potana Sv$pnI qbr n=I. Ane ragaidmaH potap uH mane Ke. ‐Ae b\aH ÝaÌ Asa|ymaH Ke. mrtaH bewan ={ Ôy Ke ne... (p`) Aa to Òvta Asa|y Ke¦ sa|y je i5kazI &aykmUitR Ýwu Ke AenI ¹iÚ nhÄ, Aeno Anuwv nhÄ, te trfno Aa]y nhÄ¸ Ane ragno Aa]y, ƒvharno Aa]y‐Ae b\uH AH\Tv Ke.

;smysar' injRra Ai\kar, klx‐138maH pa@ Ke: —AasHsaraTÝitpdmmI raigò inTym¿a... suºa.˜ Aaha... ha¦ sHbo\n kre Ke: —AN\a˜‐he AH\ ÝaÌAo¦ —tiäbu|y|mN\a‐bIÒ lI!I. (A&anIne) AaH\zo khe Ke: he AaH\za¦ b\uH ÔeyuH p` tarI cIj n Ôe{ to tuH AaH\zo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ sHbo\n Ke: AaH\zo¦ he AH\ ÝaÌAo¦ Are¦ je deqvanI cIj htI te to deqI nhÄ, Ô`vavazane Ô~yo nhÄ, deqvavazane deQyo nhÄ. Ane Ô`vamaH je cIj Aave Ke, Aene ÔÌne (TyaH) roka{ gyo¦

te p` qreqr te cIjne Ô`to n=I. (p`) qreqr to potanI





pyaRyne Ôè Ke prne Ô`to n=I. pr to AsdŸwUtƒvharny=I khevamaH Aave Ke. prne Ô`vanI pyaRy potamaH pota=I potane Ôè Ke. Ae pyaRyne Ôè Ke p` Ae pyaRy to ;AHx Ke. wgvan i5kazI AanHdkHd Ýwu xuâ Svwav=I pU R wyÈ wgvan (Aa„a) ;AHxI' Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ he AH\a¦ TyaH njr kr. pyaRymaH‐rag, dya, dan, v/tmaH‐rokayo (tene) to AhÄ AaHFzo khe Ke. (khe Ke ke:) AaH\zo Ke tuH AaH\zo¦ tarI (mUz) cIj je rag=I iwNn, AHdr pU aRnHdno na=, siCcdanHd Ýwu, stŸ Ae!le xa¬t &an Ane AanHdna jz=I wrelo sagr Ke. Ýwu¦ TyaH tuH njr (kr). Aa ;Êmbâ' maH ;Ae' Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

;Êmbâ' maH je smye je =xe, ;te je smye je =xe' ‐tenI same ÔevanuH Ke? (‐Aem n=I). TyaH to ;AktaRp uH' Ane ;&atap uH' isâ krvuH Ke. pa@ to Ae Aaƒo. ;AktaR' kho ke ;&ata' kho. ;&ata' wgvan svR&Sv$pI Ýwu, svRdx±, AtIiNãy AanHdno pU R na= (;huH KuH') ‐Aevo in Ry kre Ke, to Aene sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. Aa vat (to payanI) Ke, wa{¦ Ae ivna, b\aH mÄDaH Ke, AekDa ivnanaH mÄDaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ ;AaH\zo' khIne mo!I vat krI dI\I¦

hve Aapè cale Ke Ae ;Êmbâ' AaƒuH ne‐—Òv Êmbâ˜. Aaha... ha¦ Aem ko{ mane Ke (ke) ;AamaH puruØa=R éDI Ôy Ke'... ;AamaH puruØa=R krvanuH rhetuH n=I'... ;je smye je pyaRy =vanI hxe te =xe' (to) AemaH Ame xuH krIAe? ‐p` Aeno ;in Ry' krvamaH, taro puruØa=R SvwavsNmuq Ôy Ke, Tyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Amare Ae ccaR sHvt 1972=I Ke. Ane sHvt 1971=I Aa phelI ccaR calI htI: ;kmR=I ivkar É–are y 5` kazmaH =to n=I'. kar`ke ;kmR prãƒ Ke'. to prãƒ=I Aa„amaH ivkar =ay? ‐Ae 5` kazmaH =to n=I.

prãƒ potane (‐Aa„ane) É–are y SpxRtuH j n=I. Ae ;smysar' 5IÒ ga=amaH Ke: drek ãƒ potana gu ‐pyaRy$pI \mRne cuHbe Ke. p` prãƒnI pyaRyne É–arey ADyuH n=I, cuHByuH n=I Ane SpXyuÅ n=I. to Aa„a kmRne AD–o j n=I. kmR p` Aa„ane SpXyuÅ j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ tara Apra\=I taramaH im+yaw/aHit Ane rag‐äeØ tara=I épje Ke, kmR=I nhÄ. Ae im+yaw/aHit Ane ivkarno nax krvo hoy, ;Ae maramaH n=I' Aevo in Ry krvo hoy to &ayk trf jvuH pDxe.

xaÏ (‐taTpyR) ;Aa' (Ke)¦ (Aene Ô e) Ae pHiDt Ke¦ (loko) pHiDta{nI vato bhu kre¦ p` mUz cIj to AHdr (j¡dI ÔtnI Ke). Aah... ha¦ AnHtvar




smysar ga=a 308‐311: 131

11 AHg p` wÌ naQyaH. Aek AHgmaH 18 hÔr pd¸ Ane Aek pdmaH Aekavn kroD JaJera }lok. AevaH 11 AHg p` kH@S= kyaÅ‐AemaH xuH AaƒuH? ‐Ae to ;pr&eyin¤' Ke. xaÏnuH &an Ae pr&ey (Ke). ;&ey' pr Ke‐Aena &anmaH ;in¤' Ke‐ (Ae) ;Sv‐&an' nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦

;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' maH Aave Ke: xaÏnuH &an pr&eyin¤ Ke¸ potana &eymaH nhÄ. potana &eymaH (in¤) to (Tyare =ay ke) ßyare pyaRymaH ;Êmbâ' no in`Ry kre Ke. ;je smymaH je (pyaRy) =vanI hxe te =xe' Aeno in`Ry kre Ke to (pyaRy) AHtrmaH JUkI Ôy Ke. ¹iÚno ivØy Aa„a ={ Ôy Ke. ¹iÚno ivØy ÊmbâpyaRy rhetI n=I. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{¦ ATyare (lokone) smjvuH k@` pDe¦

wa{¦ mudŸanI rkm Ke¦ mUz vat Aa Ke¦ Aa (bharmaH) to (AevI vat calI rhI Ke ke) piDma l{ Lyo ne... Aa l{ Lyo¦ p` Ae kaH{ piDma n=I. piDma AavI É–aH=I? hÒ to sMyGdxRnnI qbr n=I Ane sMygdxRn kem =ay? tenI (p`) qbr n=I. Ane pyaRy ;Êmbâ' =ay Ke Aene AaFI‐paKI krvanI ko{nI [Nã, nreNã, ijneNãnI‐takat n=I¸ (KtaH) tme (AiwÝaymaH) pyaRyne AaFI‐paKI krI >o Ane \mR ={ Ôy? (Ae tdŸn AxÉ– Ke). Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

Aaha... ha¦ waØa to sadI Ke ne... Ýwu¦ waØa kaH{ sHSk<t ne ƒakr` jevI k@` n=I. waØa to sadI Ke. Ýwu sado Ke AHdr inravr`Sv$p, prma„Sv$p, pU`R (iv>man) pD–o Ke¦ ‐Aeno Aa]y leva=I ;Êmbâ' no saco in`Ry =ay Ke. Êmbâno in Ry krvamaH, Svno Aa]y leva=I, sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy‐wvna AHtnI pyaRy‐épje Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae kæuH: —Òv Êmbâ˜. —jH... guèihH˜ Aeno A=R nIkZyo: je pyaRy=I épje Ke‐te potanaH piràmo=I (A=aRtŸ) Ae piràm potana ãƒnaH Ke‐AhÄ paKuH Aem khevuH Ke. bIje @ekaè khe Ke ke: piràm je Ke te Aa„ãƒnaH Ke j nhÄ. pyaRy pyaRynI Ke. ãƒ ãƒnuH Ke. kem ke: be vaCy Ke¸ to AHdr be vack Ke. vack‐vaCy bNne SvtH5 Ke. pyaRy p` SvtH5 Ane ãVy p` SvtH5 Ke. Aaha... ha¦ p` AhÄ to pr=I iwNn paDvanI ApeÙaAe —potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko (Òv j Ke, AÒv n=I)˜. Aem potanaH piràmo=I‐ãƒ potanaH piràmo=I‐to piràm potana‐ãƒna =ya. smÔùH?

Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ýwu... AenI vaÌ¦¦ Ae kuHdkuHdacayR idgHbr sHto¦ Ae AenI‐





vaÌ¦¦ (bIje) É–aHy n=I. Aene smjva‐potano pÙ KoDIne, potana manela AiwÝayne KoDIne, vStuna Sv$pnI myaRda xuH Ke‐Aeno AiwÝay bnavvo. Ae ko{ AlaEikk vat Ke (ke) je AiwÝaymaH wgvan Aa„a Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae ivna, AiwÝayno ivØy ãƒ =tuH n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke: —Òv j (Ke)˜. ‐AekaHt khI dI\uH: Ae piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke. Ae piràm=I épjta =ka Ae piràm Òv j Ke. ;piràm Òv j Ke'. sHSk<t pa@nI lI!I Ae Ke: —jIv Ov˜‐Òv j Ke. Are Ýwu¦ ;piràm Òv j Ke?¦' ;Òv to ãƒ Ke Ane Aa piràm to Aek smynI pyaRy Ke¦' AhÄ j to ãƒ je smye pir`me Ke tevuH l{ne, ;ãƒ potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko' ‐AemaH (Ae kæuH ke Ae) piràm prnaH n=I‐Aa„a (pota) isvay, prnaH piràm _pÔvto n=I. xrIr‐vaÌ‐mnnI Aa b\I AvS=a (je) =ay Ke, Ae Aa„a=I iblkul (=tI) n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a potana piràm isvay, bIÔnI pyaRy‐piràmne 5` kazmaH‐É–are y krI xkto j n=I. pg cale Ke... to Ae iÊyano ktaR Aa„a n=I. pg cale Ke (p`) Ae pg jmInne SpxRta n=I Ane pg cale Ke. kemke Aek ãƒ bIÔ ãƒne É–are y SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ JI uH pDe¦ p` Ýwu¦ magR Aa Ke. (prm sTy) vat Aa Ke¦ Aa Aene krvuH (‐smjvuH) pDxe.

Aho... ho¦ 5` lokna na= svR&‐AnusarI idgHbr sHto‐kevzIna keDayto‐kevz&anInI keDIAe calnara Ane ALp kazmaH kevz&an lenara...¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ (Aa AemnI vaÌ¦¦)

phelaH kæuH ne...¦ ke: potana ãƒna Aa]y=I ßyare mit‐]ut&an =yuH Tyare te mit&an kevz&anne bolave Ke. ‐ ;Ø!ŸqHDagm' maH Ke: Aavo... Aavo... ALpkazmaH kevz&an Aavo¦ hve maruH kevz&an dUr kaz nhÄ rhe. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aek ma`s jto hoy ne... wa{¦ AhÄ Aav, AhÄ Aav, AhÄ=I jvanuH Ke, Aa rSto Ke‐isâpur jvano. Ýwu¦ (tuH je rSte Ôy Ko) te vaDe étre Ke (‐qo!o rSto Ke). TyaH=I jvu Ke ke quÐa (saca) rSte jvuH Ke? gaDarSta to be_ Ke (p` AemaH Aek qo!o Ke). wa{¦ isâpur jvano (hoy to) AhÄ Aav... AhÄ Aav¦ Aem AhÄ kevz&anne khe Ke ke: Aavo... Ýwu¦ nÒk nÒk Aavo¦ hve tme dUr nhÄ rhI xko. Aaha... ha... ha¦ bIj égI Ke te pUnm =xe j =xe. bIj ége to pUnm =xe j =xe.

Aem Aa ;Êmbâ' no in`Ry krvavazo smiktI ALp kazmaH kevz&an leva




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ma!e (puruØa=R krI) KU!xe. Aaha... ha... ha¦ k@` pDe jgtne. (p`) wa{¦ AHtrnI cIj (Aa) Ke. ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke. ;Ke' temaH=I levanuH Ke. ;n=I' maH=I to levanuH n=I. AHdr Ýaº pD–uH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —Òv j Ke ‐ÒvnaH piràm Òv j Ke. (t=a ;smysar') 320‐ga=amaH khexe ke: moÙ Ane moÙna magRne ;Òv' krto n=I. Ae to ;piràm' kre Ke. Aa ga=a pKI ga=a‐320 levanI Ke. 320 (‐ga=a) maH Aavo pa@ Ke: _dy Ane injRra, bH\ Ane moÙ‐Aene Aa„a Ôè Ke. Aa„a moÙne krto n=I. injRrane Ôè Ke, _dyne Ô e Ke, bH\ne Ô e Ke Ane moÙne p` Ô e Ke. ;kre Ke' AevuH TyaH n=I lI\uH. TyaH to (Aem lI\uH ke jene) AHdr ãƒnI ¹iÚ inmRz‐pU R ={ to Aene pyaRyno p` Aa]y n=I. (¹iÚne) pyaRyno Aa]y Ane AvlHbn nhÄ Ane pyaRyne ãƒnuH p` AvlHbn nhÄ. Aa ivØy ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐172, AilHgg/h`‐20ma bolmaH to Aem lI\uH Ke ke: Aa Aa„a‐potanuH ãƒ‐ÝTyiw&annuH kar` Aevo je Aa„a¸ Aa Ke... Aa Ke... Aa Ke, Ae ÝTyiw&annuH kar` (je) Aa„a‐potanuH ãƒ. (Aeva) potana ãƒne nhÄ SpxRtI AevI xuâ pyaRy (te Aa„a) Ke vednmaH AavI, Ae (;pyaRy') huH KuH. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae ;ãƒ' Ke, Ae huH KuH.

Ae (É–aH) k{ ApeÙaAe lI\uH Ke, (te smjvuH pDxe). Aa to ivxaz magR vItragno¦¦ Syaäad magR Ke¦ p` Syaäadno A=R Aevo n=I ke: inüy=I p` =ay Ke Ane ƒvhar=I p` =ay Ke _padan=I p` =ay Ke Ane inim¿=I p` =ay Ke ‐Ae Syaäad n=I¸ Ae to fUdDIvad Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke: Òv potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv, Òv j Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Awed l{ lI\uH. jemaH=I je piràm AaƒuH te piràm AenuH (ãƒnuH) Ke. (te piràm) ÒvnaH j Ke AÒvnaH n=I. ‐Aa AnekaHt. Òv=I Ke Ane AÒv=I p` Ke, Ae AnekaHt n=I¸ Ae to im+ya AekaHt‐fUdDIvad Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

potanaH piràm pota=I épje Ke, Ae Òv j Ke AÒv n=I. Ae (piràm) kmR=I épßyaH n=I. sMyGdxRn‐&an épjyuH Ae kmRna Ùyopxm=I épßyuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ;Ae (piràm) AÒv n=I' ‐JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

;je smye je =vanuH hxe te =xe'. to TyaH (ko{) Aem khe: ;Ame puruØa=R xuH krIAe?' ‐ ;wgvane dI@uH (hxe) tem =xe' to wgvan svR& prma„a jgtmaH Ke Ae s¿ano SvIkar Ke AHdr? ;s¿ano SvIkar Ke'... to ¹iÚ





&anmaH (Aa„amaH) FUsI jxe, ¹iÚ svR&maH FUsI jxe. Ane ßyaH ¹iÚ &anSv$pmaH FUsI g{ to wgvane Aena wv dI@a j n=I. Aekbe wv hoy te kaH{ wv n=I, Ae to &annuH &ey Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

Ae vItragno magR Fò sU"m Ke¦ (Aene ko{) sa\ar` vatmaH l{ le Ke, manI le Ke¦ (to) bapa¦ ijHdgI (ƒ=R) calI jxe. Aavo vItrag‐magR Ke, te suqno pH= Ke (Ôe) Aena pH=e jxe nhÄ (to) Ae (bIÔ) b\a to du:qna (j) pH= Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (tene) xaÏmaH cpzta kI\I Ke. Ae pu~y Ane papna Anek Ýkarna ivkar Ae cpzta (‐cHczta) Ke Ane cpzta Ae du:q Ke. Ae xuw Ane Axuw‐bNne wav, ÒvnaH piràm p` n=I¸ Ae to AÒvnaH‐jDnaH piràm Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (qreqr) AevI vat Ke. hÒ AhÄ to ;piràm potana (ÒvnaH) Ke', TyaH su\I levuH Ke. ;piràm potanaH Ke AÒv (naH) n=I'. Aek bol =yo.

(hve khe Ke:) —AevI rIte AÒv p`˜‐Aa xrIr, vaÌ Ane kmR (p`) ‐ (Êmbâ pyaRye pir`me Ke). ko{ khe ke: ;Aa„a rag‐äeØ kre Ke, to TyaH kmR bH\ay Ke'. (p`) Ae AhÄ na paDe Ke. Ae kmRvgR a je Ke temaH kmR‐pyaRy =vano smy Ke to te Êm$pe pir`mn kre Ke. (Ae!le ke) Ae AÒv p` potanaH piràmnuH Êmbâ=I pir`mn kre Ke¦ Aaha...ha...ha...ha¦

Aa ho@ cale Ke. Òw cale Ke. ‐Ae b\aH piràm ÊmbâmaH Ke Ae piràm=I (te) épje Ke Aa„a=I nhÄ¸ Ane AaFaH‐paKaH p` nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ je smye waØavgR amaH pyaRy épjvanI ÊmbâmaH laykat hoy Ke vcnvgR amaH=I vcnnI je pyaRy =ay Ke te pyaRy ÊmbâmaH AavvavazI (hoy) Ke tena=I =ay Ke. (Aene) Aa„a to krI xke nhÄ, p` bIÔe prmaù p` waØanI pyaRy krI xke nhÄ. Ae waØanI pyaRy je prmaùnI ={ te prmaùmaH te pyaRy Êmbâ =ay Ke.

—AevI rIte AÒv p`.˜ (AhÄ) ;p`' kem kæuH? ke: phelaH Òvno bol lI\o ne...? —AevI rIte AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I épjtuH =kuH (AÒv j Ke)˜. Aaha... ha¦

Aa lakDI... Aam êcI =ay Ke, to Ae khe Ke ke: Aa AaHgzI=I nhÄ¸ (p`) AenuH ÊmbâmaH (Ae) piràm AavvavazuH htuH to (Ae) nIce=I Aem (êcI) _pÒ (Ke). Ae pyaRyno ;ktaR' Aa„a to n=I¸ p` qreqr to Ae pyaRyno ktaR AenuH ãƒ p` n=I¸ pyaRyno ktaR ;pyaRy' (Ke). Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ JIÌ vat bhu.

ATyare to bharmaH‐sHÝdaymaH vt/ l{ Lyo...¦ piDma l{ Lyo... dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI





]âa, nv tÀvnI ]âa‐Ae smikt... ÔAo¦ Aaha... ha¦ smikt xuH cIj Ke, Ae to (qbr p` nhÄ)¦ (jem) AfI` pIve... Ane pKI khe ke ;mne AoDkar kStUrIno Aavxe'. piDmano rag te to ivkLp Ke. hÒ sMyGdxRn ivna to piDma kevI? be piDma ne sat piDma ne... p` Ae piDma n=I. Ane pHc mhav/t ={ gyaH Ane 28 mUz gu ={ gya¦ 28 gu Ane pHc mhav/t to rag Ke¸ Ae Aas/v Ke bH\nuH kar` Ke sHsar Ke Ane du:qnuH kar` Ke. (‐AemaH) \mR É–aH=I AavI gyo?¦

kæuH htuH ne...¦ —muin v/t \ar AnHt var g/Eveyk _pÔyo˜ ‐AnHt var idgHbr muin =yo, pHc mhav/t\arI, 28 mUz gu inrAitcar pazvavazo. Aena ma!e coko (Aahar) bnavo to le p` nhÄ. (Ôe) Aene ma!e Aahar bnavo Ane Ae le, to teno ƒvhar p` ÔU@o Ke. inüy to n=I j¸ p` sMyGdxRn p` n=I j. smÔ uH? kar` ke 11mI piDmavazo (hoy) tene (p`) _¹eixk Aaharno Tyag (hoy) Ke to pKI muinne ma!e bnavvuH Ane Aahar levo (TyaH) to Aapvavazo p` im+ya¹iÚ Ane levavazo p` im+ya¹iÚ. Aapvavazo sa\u manIne Aape Ke, Ane Ae sa\u manIne le Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦

(AhÄ) AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I épjtuH =kuH AÒv j Ke. AÒvnaH piràm Ae AÒv=I épje Ke Ane Ae Òv n=I. ÔuAo: —Òv n=I˜, Ae!le Òv=I iblkul =ta n=I. Aa xrIr hale‐cale Ke, to (Ae) ÒvnI pe/rà=I hale‐cale Ke Ae iblkul jU@uH Ke. (xrIr) hale‐cale Ke Ae to jDnI pyaRy=I Ke Òv=I iblkul nhÄ.

ivxeØ khexe.....

*** (Ývcn: ta. 23-7-79)

;smysar' (ga=a) 308‐9‐10‐11 ivØy jrI sU"m lage... p` smjva jevo Ke. —Êmbâ˜ Ae AlaEikk vat Ke¦ Êm$p Ane AÊm$p to pyaRymaH =ay Ke. ‐xuH kæuH? AhÄ Êmbâ kæuH: drek ãƒnI pyaRy Êmsr‐Aek pKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek‐=vavazI =xe.

(;smysar') 38‐ga=amaH —AhimÞo˜ lI\uH Ke TyaH Aek AaƒuH Ke ke: Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ‐be ÝkarnI pyaRy Ke. Ae bNne pyaRyo=I ;Aa„a' iwNn Ke. to Ae ;AÊm' xuH? Ae ;AÊm' , Aa ;Êmbâ' ne toDIne ;AÊm' Aem nhÄ¸ p` Aek smymaH ;git' =ay Ke te Aek pKI Aek =ay Ke, Aek ;Êm' khevamaH





Aave Ke¸ Ane Aek smymaH yog‐rag‐leXya Aaid =ay Ke tene ;AÊm' khevamaH Aave Ke. te =ay Ke to ;Êmbâ'. ;AÊm' no A=R Aek smymaH FÌ pyaRyo Ke. Ane ;Êm' Aek smymaH git Ke te bIÔ smymaH Ae git‐Ae ;Êm' Ke‐gitmaH ;Êm' Ke¸ Ane yog‐leXya‐ragaidmaH ;AÊm' Ke. A=aRtŸ Aeksa=e Ke. Ke to (te) ;Êmbâ'. —AhimÉko˜ lI\uH Ke ke: huH to Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRman wavo=I iwNn KuH. Aaha... ha¦ huH Aek$p xuâ icdanHd KuH. Êm$p Ane AÊm$p (wavo) =I ;huH' iwNn KuH. Ae je Êm Ane AÊm (wav) Ke, te ƒvhairk wav Ke. (Aa) ga=a‐38maH AeknI ƒaQya Ke. bIje @ekaè p` Aave Ke, ;tÀva=RrajvaitRk' maH p` Ae Êm‐AÊm ;pyaRy' nI vat Ke.

bakI, ;Êm' Ane ;AÊmne' ne bIÒ rIte l{Ae to ;gu ' Ke te AÊm Ke Ane ;pyaRy' Ke te Êm Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? 38mI ga=amaH ;Ae' n=I levuH Ane AhÄ (ga=a: 308 =I 311maH) p` ;Aa' n=I levuH. potanI pyaRymaH Ême ;git' Aek smymaH Aek =ay Ke, bIÒ nhÄ¸ to Ae ;Êm' khevamaH Aave Ke Ke to ;pyaRy (Êmbâ)'. Ane Aek smymaH rag‐yog‐leXya Aaid sa=e Ke Ke to pyaRy¸ Ke te ;Êmbâ' maH p` Aeksa=e hova=I (tene) ;AÊm' khevamaH Aave Ke. to ke!lak dlIl kre Ke j¡Ao¦ ;tÀva=RrajvaitRk' maH ;Êm Ane AÊm' lQyuH Ke. p` Ae to bIÒ vat Ke. pyaRymaH yog‐leXya Aaid Aeksa=e hoy tene ;AÊm' khe Ke.

bIje p` k–aHk Aave Ke: ;gu ' AÊme Ke Ane ;pyaRy' Ême Ke. ;gu ' shvt± Ke. Aek sa=e AnHt Ke. top` Aeksa=e‐ãƒnI sa=e Ke, Aem p` n=I. xuH kæuH? Aa„amaH gu ;AÊme' Ke, shvt± Ke, Aek sa=e Ke. to Aeksa=e gu Ke te ãƒmaH Aeksa=e Ke, Ae!la ma!e (shvt±) nhÄ p` gu o Aeksa=e AnHt Ke, ma!e (tene) shvt± khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ wgvanno magR Fò sU"m Ke.

xuH kæuH? ke: wgvan Aa„a te Aek$p ãƒ (Ke) Ane gu AnHt (Ke). Ae gu Aeksa=e shvt± Ke. shvt± A=aRtŸ sa=e vteR Ke. shvt± Ae!le ãƒnI sa=e gu Ke Ae ma!e shvt± kæuH, Aem n=I¸ ãƒnI sa=e to pyaRy p` Ke. AnHt gu Aeksa=e Ke Ane pyaRyo Aeksa=e n=I. AhÄ Ae ;Êmbâ' isâ krvuH Ke ne...? smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ (vat) Ke, wgvan¦ AHtr‐magRnI ;Aa' JIÌ vat, wa{¦

vItrag prma„a AhÄ 38mI (ga=amaH) khe Ke: guÌAe ix*yne smÔƒuH... to Aa smÔƒuH ke Ýwu¦ Aek var saHwz¦ tarI pyaRymaH AÊm (Ane) Êm‐bNne Ke. (to) te bNneno A=R: pyaRy (maH) Êmsr Aek git Ke Tyare bIÒ git n=I‐




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Ae ;Êm' Ane Aeksa=e rag‐yog‐leXya (Aaid Ke) ‐ma!e ;AÊm'. (p`) pyaRy Êmvt±maH=I KU!Ine pyaRy AÊme ={ Ôy Ke Aem n=I. (ragaid) Aeksa=e rhe Ke ma!e ;AÊm' khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane (bIje @ekaè) ;gu`' ne p` AÊm khevamaH Aaƒa Ke.

wgvan Aa„a gu Ane pyaRyna wed=I p` riht Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu AekSv$pe ibrajman Ke¦ AenI ¹iÚ krvI, AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. Ae \mRnuH pheluH pgi=yuH Ke.

AemaH (Aa„amaH) gu ne shvt± kæa. Ae gu Aeksa=e rhe Ke. pyaRy Aeksa=e n=I rhetI, (te=I tene) Êmvt± khI.

AhÄ —Êmbâ˜ kæuH. inym=I Aek pKI Aek pyaRy =vavazI Ke te j =xe. ãƒmaH AaFI‐paKI pyaRy =xe, Aem n=I. drek ãƒmaH pyaRynI ƒviS=t ƒvS=a Ke. ƒvS=a A=aRtŸ ivxeØ AvS=a. te te smymaH te pyaRy potana=I ƒviS=t Ke. bIÔe ko{ pyaRyne kre A=va te pyaRymaH ferfar kre, Aem n=I.

bIÒ vat jrI QyalmaH AavI: Aek Aa„amaH 47 xi›Ao lI\I Ke. Ke AnHt. AhÄ 47naH nam lI\aH Ke. 47 xi›maH Aek wav namno gu (xi›) Ke. to Ae gu nuH Sv$p xuH? ke: ko{ p` pyaRy, je smye =vavazI Ke te =xe, te wavgu nuH kayR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? JIÌ (vat) Ke, wgvan¦ wavgu na karè wvn‐pyaRy je smye =ay Ke, te AaFI‐paKI nhÄ. Aek vat. bIÒ vat: Ae wavgu Ke, AenuH potanuH $p AnHt gu maH Ke. to je wavgu maH je vtRman pyaRy =vavazI (Ke te) jem wavgu na karè =xe. tem AnHt gu maH=I p` wavgu na kar e (pyaRy Êmbâ =xe)¸ (kemke) AnHt gu maH wavgu nuH $p Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke wa{¦ JI uH Ke, wgvan¦ Aa ;Êmbâ' to sU"m Ke.

Amare 72nI sal=I ;Êmbâ' nI (ccaR) cale Ke. kæuH htuH ne...¦ ke: ;kevzIAe dI@uH hxe tem =xe'. vat to sacI Ke: ;je smye je pyaRy (=vanI hxe te j) =xe'. p` ;jevuH kevzIAe dI@uH hxe tem =xe' ‐AevuH pr=I (je) le Ke, te KoDI >o¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ãƒnI pyaRy ßyare ßyare =vavazI hxe Tyare =xe. Ae ãƒno Svwav Ke. Ane Ae ãƒmaH wav namno Aek gu Ke ke jena karè je smye je pyaRy =vanI Ke te =ay Ke. Ane Ae pyaRy KoDI (‐ƒy ={) ne bIÒ (_Tpad) =ay Ke. to AemaH‐wgvan Aa„amaH‐Aek wavAwav namno gu Ke. AnHt gu nI je vtRman pyaRy





Ke te j =vavazI Ke. te j Ke. p` Ae wavno Awav‐vtRman Ke Aeno Awav‐Aevo Aek gu Ke Ae gu na kar e (Ae j) vtRman pyaRyno wav nhÄ‐Ae Awavno wav‐Ae krvo n pDe. ;huH kruH' Aevo ivkLp nhÄ. JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? jrI sU"m (ivØy) Ke.

Aa to AhÄ ;Êmbâ' AaƒuH Ane pKI bIje @ekaè ;Êm‐AÊm' Ke (Aem AaƒuH). p` Ae Êm‐AÊm ;pyaRy' nI vat Ke. te ;Êm' Aek pKI Aek =xe. Ae ;AÊme' =xe, Aem n=I. pyaRymaH Aeksa=e rhevavazI pyaRyne ;AÊm' khe Ke Ane Aeksa=e n rhevavazI pyaRyne ;Êm' khe Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aa„amaH wav namna be gu Ke. Aek wavgu` Aevo Ke ke: Ø!Ÿkark=I pyaRymaH je ivkarIwav ÊmsrmaH =ay Ke, te ivkarIpyaRynuH Awav$pe pir`mn =vuH, te wavgu na kar e (A=aRtŸ) wavgu nuH kayR Ke.

AhÄ to Amare ;Êmbâ' maH inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, Ae isâ krvuH Ke. kemke Aa„amaH ;Êmbâ' Ke Aevo in`Ry ßyare kre Ke, Tyare to ¹iÚ &aykSv$p _pr hoy Ke. &aykSvwavmaH AnHt gu Ke. AnHtgu maH ;wav' namna be gu Ke. Aek wavgu no A=R: je smye je pyaRy =vavazI Ke te wav (gu ) na kar e =xe. Ae wav (gu ) nuH $p AnHt gu maH Ke. (Ae) kar e AnHt gu nI pyaRyo (je smye je =vavazI Ke te) =xe. Aek vat. bIÒ vat: Ø!Ÿkark=I pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke. te kmR=I nhÄ¸ ãƒ‐gu =I nhÄ. pyaRymaH ivkar Ø!Ÿkark=I (Ae!le ke) rag ktaR, rag kayR, rag sHÝdan Aaid K kark=I (=ay Ke). rag Aaid, äeØ Aaid, ivØyvasna Aaid (ivkar$p) pir`mn, pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. (Ae) ivkarno Awav ={ne, Aivkar$p (je) pir`mn =ay Ke te Aek wavgu na karè =ay Ke. to Ae wav (gu ) Aevo Ke ke: ivkarna Awav$p‐\mR$p‐moÙmagRnI pyaRy$p‐pir`mn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ to Aa ;Êmbâ' maH p` Aem ka#yuH Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ko{ khe ke: ;Êmbâ' Ke... ;Êmbâ Ke, te =xe... =xe'. p` (\Irj=I) saHwz: Ýwu¦ pyaRy Êmbâ to Aem j =ay Ke p` ÊmbâmaH ;AktaRp uH' É–are Aave Ke? ;huH kruH... huH kruH... Aa pyaRyne AevI kruH' TyaH su\I to ivkLp Ke Ane ;ktaRpà' no (‐ktaRbuiâno) wav Ke. to ;pyaRy Êmbâ =ay Ke' AemaH ;huH kruH' Aevo ivkLp p` nhÄ¸ Ane ;pyaRy =ay Ke' Aene ;huH kruH' Aevo wav p` nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat JIÌ Ke¦

Ýwu AHdr siCcdanHd Ýwu‐ ;isâ sman sda pd mero' ‐AevI je AHdr




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cIj Ke te (to) pyaRy=I iwNn Ke. Ae ÊmbânI pyaRy Ane AÊmpyaRy¸ (AÊm Ae!le yog‐leXya Aaid sa=e rhevavaza¸) Aena=I riht Ke. Aevo wgvan Aa„a ßyare ¹iÚmaH Aave Ke Tyare AemaH je!la gu` Ke, AemaH wavgu`nuH $p Ke, te karè Ae (Aek) smymaH AnHt gu`nI pyaRy =ay j Ke. ;huH kruH to =ay Ke' Aem n=I. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa vat smjva jevI Ke. JIÌ to (Ke), bapu¦ Aa iÝyHkr (‐ihtkark) cIj Ke.

wgvan Aa„a Aek smymaH‐vtRman \/uv... \/uv... \/uv... \/uv i5kaz rhexe ma!e Ae i5kazInI ApeÙa p` (wed$p) ƒvhar Ke. wed=I k=n Aave...¦ bakI Aek smymaH prma„a pote pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu (Ke). Ae ;Êmbâ' na in RymaH ;AktaRp uH' Aave Ke A=va ;&atapùH' Aave Ke.

ÝÆ: to &atap uH Ane AktaRp uH É–are Aave Ke?

sma\an: Êmbâna lÙmaH=I, pyaRynuH lÙ KoDIne, jemaH=I Êmbâ =ay Ke Ae ãƒ _pr j ¹iÚ devI¦ (to &atap uH Ane AktaRp uH Aave Ke). JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

Ae AnHtgu nuH ivkar$p pir`mn =ay Ke top`, AemaH Aevo gu Ke ke (je) ãƒne pkDe. ÊmbânI pyaRymaH ãƒne‐&aykne pkDyo. p` pyaRymaH pyaRyno in Ry pyaRy=I n=I =to. pyaRynuH &an p` ãƒno in Ry krva=I =ay Ke. to AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae pyaRymaH je Êmsr pyaRy Ke, Aeno in Ry ßyare kre Ke to ;¹iÚ' &ayk _pr hoy Ke.

&aykmaH ;wav' namna be gu Ke. Aek wav namna gu ne kar e AnHt gu maH AevI Aek xi› potana=I Ke ke: Ae smye Ae pyaRy =xe, ne =xe j. ;huH kruH to =xe' Aem n=I. Ane Aek wavgu Aevo Ke ke: pyaRy Ø!Ÿkark (=I) pir`me Ke. Ane ;Êmbâ' no in Ry (=taH) ßyare (¹iÚ) &ayk _pr Ôy Ke Tyare AenI inivRkarI‐\mRnI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ AavI ƒaQya hve¦ ko{ khe: kro v/t... kro Apvas ne kro tpSya... kro wi›‐ (Ae) sheluH htuH. (p`) Ae to b\uH rqDvanuH htuH. ragnI iÊya Ke. Ane (Ôe) ragno ktaR =ay Ke Ane AaFuH‐paKuH krva Ôy Ke to im+yaTv j v\e Ke.

ãƒmaH wav namno gu je Svwav Ke, te gu ne karè ANvynI vtRman pyaRy =xe ne =xe j. te AaFI‐paKI =xe nhÄ. te smye =vavazI =xe ne =xe j. ;huH kruH to pyaRy =ay Ke' AevI ¹iÚ éDI Ôy Ke. Aevo ivkLp p` éDI Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?





JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa to mUz tÀv Ke¦ prma„a svR&dev i5lokna=e je kæuH Ae ko{ (nvo) pH= n=I. Ae ko{ pÙ n=I. Ae to vStunuH Sv$p j AevuH (i5kaz) Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae vStunuH Sv$p Aa Ke ke: ßyare Ae vStunI ¹iÚ =ay Ke Ane Êmbâ pyaRy _pr=I lÙ KU!I Ôy Ke Ane Tyare Aene ãƒnI ¹iÚ =ay Ke.

ãƒmaH Ae wavgu be Ke. Aek (wav) gu na karè ivkar$p pir`mnna Awav$p pir`mn =ay Ke. Ae!le \mRnuH mUz sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5$p pir`mn =ay Ke. Ane (bIÔ) Aek wav (gu ) ne karè, Ae smye je pyaRy =vavazI Ke te =xe. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aa ãƒmaH ;huH Aa pyaRy kruH to =xe' Aevo ÝÆ n=I. Aevo ivkLp p` n=I. JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ Ae vStumaH ivkLp n=I. wavgu ne karè Ae pyaRy (=vavazI) =xe (j). pKI ;huH kruH' Aeva ivkLpnuH p` lÙ n=I. A=aRtŸ ;Ae pyaRy kruH' AevuH p` lÙ (sa\kne) n=I. AenuH lÙ to ãƒ _pr gyuH Ke ke jemaH AnHt gu pD–a Ke: wav, Awav, Awavwav (vgere). JIÌ vat¦ Aek Aek vat (JIÌ) Ke.

Aa„amaH ;wav' namna be gu Ke. ßyare ;ÊmbâpyaRy' no in`Ry kre Ke to AenI ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr Ôy Ke. Ane ãƒmaH wav namno gu pD–o Ke to te karè ivkarriht pir`mn =ay Ke. nhÄtr ;Êmbâ' maH to ivkar p` Aave Ke p`, ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krva Ôy Ke TyaH, ÊmbâmaH inmRz‐moÙmagRnI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(AhÄ) khe Ke ke: —Ý=m to Òv Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko˜ ‐ (AhÄ) inmRz piràmne potanaH kæaH (Ke). nhÄtr pyaRy Ke, te ãƒ=I iwNn Ke. kar` ke pyaRy to ãƒ _pr tre Ke. pyaRyno Ývex ãƒmaH n=I. (p`) AhÄ to Ae!luH (j) isâ krvuH Ke ke: ÒvmaH je piràm =ay Ke te Êmsr =ay Ke, Êmbâ =ay Ke.

sa\ar` vat to Aem AavI ne...? ke: gu shvt± Ane pyaRy Êmvt± (Ke). (p`) AhÄ to Ae _praHt —kÊminyimt˜‐Êmvt± to Ke p` inym=I je =vavazI Ke te =xe. ;te =xe' Ae stŸ Ke¦ qreqr to pyaRy ;stŸ' (Ke).

AhÄ to (khe Ke:) inmRz‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI‐pyaRy _TpNn ={ Ke, Ae (inmRz pyaRy) p` ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krva=I (_TpNn ={ Ke). (kemke) ãƒSvwavno in Ry =ay Ke, to AenuH (ãƒnuH) pir`mn inmRz j =ay Ke. ivkar =ay Ke, p` ivkar=I riht AenuH pir`mn =ay Ke. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ (p`)




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vat AavI Ke¦¦ lokone bese (ke) n bese...¦ (p`) vStunuH Sv$p j AavuH Ke. vStu AevI Ke¦¦

Aa„amaH AnHt gu Ke. AnHt gu maH, Ae b\a gu onI vtRman pyaRy _TpNn =ay, Aevo p` AemaH Aek gu Ke. (to) ;pyaRy kruH to =xe' AevI vat n=I. Aek vat. Ane (bIÒ vat:) Ae ;wav' pyaRy Ke, Aeno Awav =ay Ke. to ;Ae pyaRyno huH ƒy kruH' Aem p` n=I. kar` ke: Aa„amaH Aek ;wav‐Awav' namno gu Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ vItrag‐magR to j¡Ao¦ Aho... ho¦ 5` lokna na= ijne¬rdevno pH= ko{ j¡dI Ôtno (Ke)¦ wa{¦ duinya sa=e kaH{ mez qavo k@` Ke. Ae!le loko ;song#' nuH AekaHt Ke, AekaHt Ke (‐Aem khe). to kho Ýwu¦ tuH p` Ýwu Ko. isâaHtmaH to AevuH lI\uH Ke ke: smiktIne pyaRy¹iÚ éDI g{ Ke to ãƒ=I to prãƒ Aeno sa\m± Ke. kar` ke: potane pyaRy¹iÚ éDI g{ (hova=I) (te) bIÔnI (p`) pyaRyne Ôeta n=I. AenuH (bIÔnuH p`) ãƒ pyaRyriht Ke. smÔ uH? ãƒ sa\m± Ke. wgvan Ke¦ potane pyaRynuH lÙ KU!yuH prnI pyaRynuH p` lÙ KU!yuH. (te=I te) AenuH ãƒ Ke Aene ÔuAe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AHdr wgvanSv$p prma„a Ke. _pr=I xrIr‐ragaid piràm gme te ho... p` AHdr to Aena=I iwNn, wgvan Ke¦ ‐AevI ¹iÚ =ya ivna, ÊmbâmaH \mRnI inmRz pyaRy _TpNn =tI n=I. smÔùH kaH{?

(Òv) potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke. to Aa piràm É–aH? ke: inmRz leva. sa=e ivkar =ay Ke, p` AenuH &an =ay Ke. Ae (inmRz) piràm (AhÄ) AenaH (‐sa\knaH) levaH Ke. (sa\kne) piràmmaH ivkar to =ay Ke p` Ae (ivkarI) piràm potanaH nhÄ. kar` ke: ßyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =ay Ke Tyare to ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr‐&ayk _pr pDe Ke. &aykmaH ko{ gu ivkarI n to Ke j nhÄ. AivkarI AnHt gu no ipHD Ýwu Ke¦ Ae AnHt gu na ipHDno ßyaH SvIkar =yo TyaH, pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke p` te piràm potanaH (saFknaH) n=I. Aena=I riht, Ae (inmRz) piràm te potanaH Ke. Êmsr =ay Ke. =vana hoy Tyare =ay Ke. to p` potanaH inmRz piràm te potana Ke. &anIne p` ivkarI AvS=a =ay Ke p` Ae piràm potanaH Ke, AevuH (AhÄ) AavtuH n=I.

ivkarI piràm p` Êmsr‐Êmbâ j Aave Ke. p` te j smymaH ivkar=I riht‐ ;Êmbâno in Ry' ‐ ;ãƒ' no in Ry khevay (Ke). ãƒmaH to AnHt gu Ke. te AnHt gu inmRz Ke. to Ae ivkarI AvS=a=I riht‐ ;Êmbâno in Ry





krva=I' ‐ ;ãƒ' no in Ry =yo. Ane te=I inmRz pyaRynI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke. ‐Ae —potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke . smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aa to rhSyno ko{ par n mze¦ ko{ (sa\ar`=I) phÇcI n xke. Aa sHtonI‐idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ to AlaEikk Ke¦ (bIje) É–aHy n=I. vedaHt Aek Aa„a khe Ke ne... xuâ khe Ke ne...¦ su\relaHmaH FùH cale Ke ne...? prdexmaH p` vedaHt FùH cale Ke: —Aek svR ƒapk Ke'. Ane muslmanomaH p` Aem cale Ke. AemaH Aek sUfI namno magR (‐mt) Ke. sUfI fkIr Ame Ôeya Ke. Ame Aekvar bo!ad bhar nIkzta hta, TyaH be sUfI fkIr same mZya. vEraGy... _das... _das... vEraGy deqay lokone. te Aek j mane Ke: ;Aek hm hEH. Aek quda hm hEH. hm hEH qud quda yaro. bIÒ cIj ko{ Ke j nhÄ. Aek j quda svRƒapk Ke.' ‐Ae b\uH jU@uH Ke. vedaHt p` svRƒapk mane Ke. vedaHt to TyaH su\I khe Ke ke: Aa„a Ane Aa„ano Anuwv ‐be É–aH=I Aaƒa? AhÄ to hÒ Aa„a Ane Aa„anI pyaRy‐be levaH Ke. Anuwv Ke te pyaRy Ke. Aa„a i5kazI Ke. ;Êmbâ' no ßyaH in`Ry kre Ke to Aa„ano Anuwv =ay Ke. Aa„a Ane Aa„ano Anuwv‐bNneno inØe\ vedaHt kre Ke ke: ;Aa„a' Ane ;Anuwv' (Ae) to äEt ={ gya. Aaha... ha¦ (p`) äEt j Ke¦ AnuwvnI pyaRy Ke. ivkarnI pyaRy p` Ke¸ p` Ae pyaRy=I riht pir`mn potanuH =ay Ke¸ to ;Ae Ke' to qÌH ne..? ;Ke' to Aena=I riht =yo ne...¦ K ãƒ=I riht Aa„a Ke¸ to K ãƒ Ke ke nih? Aa Aa„a isvay, bIÔ AnHt Aa„a hmàH b\a Ke¦

ßyaH ãƒno Aa]y ={ne, Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ae K ãƒno in Ry =ay Ke te Ae pyaRymaH potana ãƒ‐gu nuH p` &an =ay Ke. Ae pyaRymaH &anno Svwav Sv‐pr Ýkaxk potana=I =ay Ke‐AevuH &an AemaH =ay Ke nvuH krvuH pDtuH n=I. AenI pyaRymaH Sv‐pr Ýkaxk pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke. ;prne ÔùH' Ae p` n=I. ;prne Ô`vuH' Ae p` AhÄ n=I. prsHbH\I potanuH &an je Ke, Aene j Ôè Ke. prne Ô`ta n=I. (&an) prne SpxRtuH n=I, to prne Ôè É–aH=I?¦

Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? =oDuH JI uH Ke, wa{¦ p` vat to AevI Ke¦ brabr n smÔy to ra5e (ccaRmaH) pUKvuH. Aem n smjvuH ke Amare n puKay. AevI vat n=I. b\a pUKI xke (Ke).

—potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko˜‐AhÄ to —potanaH piràmo=I˜ lI\uH. ;potanaH ivkarI piràmo=I' Aem nhÄ¸ Ae (ivkarI) piràm ÒvnaH n=I. te vqte Ae ivkar =ay Ke p` Ae smye, ãƒnI ¹iÚ=I ;Êmbâ' no in Ry kre Ke to, ivkarriht potanaH piràm ÊmbâmaH =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?




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Aa to Aa lI!Ino A=R 5IÒ var =ay Ke. prm idvse kyÈ hto. kale Ane Aaje x$ kyÈ hto. par nhÄ¦ vItrag‐magRnaH xaÏnaH rhSyno par nhÄ¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ AevI cIj wgvan i5lokna= svR&na ]Imuqe idƒ |vinmaH Aave Ke¦¦ ;muq' ’ kar \uin suin A=R g`\r ivcare, ric Aagm _pdex wivkÒv sHxy invare¦'

(;smysar') 38 ga=amaH Êm Ane AÊm pKI pa@ Aem lI\o Ke: ix*y]ota pHcm Aarano (Ke)¦ Ane kuHdkuHd AacayR Ane Am<tcHãacayR pHcm Aarana sa\u Ke¦ (te) ]otane smÔve Ke¦ ]ota saHwze Ke Ane saHwzIne trt Ýitbo\ pame Ke¦ Ýitbo\ Aevo pame Ke: hve mne sMyGdxRn =yuH im+yaTvno nax =yo¸ hve frI (Aeno) AHkur _TpNn nhÄ =ay.

pHcm Aarana ]otane guÌAe smÔƒa‐AÝitbuâne smÔƒa. ke!lak (loko) Aem khe Ke ke ;Aa' ;smysar' to sa\une ma!e Ke'. p` pa@maH (—ATyNTmÝitbuâ:˜ xBd Ke) to AÝitbuâne smÔƒa Ke Ane AÝitbuâ smßya. Aaha... ha¦ AevI sHtoAe vat lI\I Ke¦ Ae ix*y Aem khe Ke ke: Ýwu¦ hve Amare im+yaTvno nax =yo. Ae im+yaTvno AHkur hve said‐AnHt (kazmaH) _TpNn nhÄ =ay. Aah... ha¦ Are Ýwu¦ tuH KÍS= Ke... pHcm Aarano ]ota (Ke), AÝitbuâ hto Ane Aa saHwZyuH ne... Aa!luH b\uH Ôer AavI gyuH?¦ wgvan¦ Ôer xuH? Aa„amaH Ae!lI takat to Ke... Aho... ho... ho¦ (;smysar') (ga=a‐) 38maH Ane (;Ývcnsar') 92maH ;AÝitht' vat lI\I Ke: _TpNn =yuH te =yuH. sMyGdxRn =yuH Ane pKI pDI jxe‐Ae vat j n=I.

(;smysar') Aas/v Ai\karmaH lI\uH Ke: (jeAo) (xuâ) ny=I pirCyut =ay to Aam =ay Ke. (Aa to) jra &an kravva ma!e —xuânyt: ÝCyuTy˜ (lI\uH Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ ]ota to Aeva lI\a Ke ke saHwztaH (j) rs AavI gyo Ane ãƒ _pr JUkI gya Ane je Anuwv =yo, sMyGdxRn =yuH to Ae khe Ke ke: hve Ame sMyGdxRn=I pDI jxuH Ane im+yaTv _TpNn =xe‐Ae Amne (bnvanuH) n=I¦ AavI vat Ke¦

;Ývcnsar' (ga=a‐) 92maH p` Aem kæuH ke: AagmkaExLy=I Ane potana Anuwv=I je Amne dxRn‐&an‐cair5 =yuH to dxRnmaH Amne im+yaTvno AHkur _TpNn =xe nhÄ. cair5nI vat bIÒ Ke. pHcm Aarana Ke to SvgRmaH jxe (TyaH) cair5 rhexe nhÄ. pHcm Aarana sa\u Ke ne...¦ to kevz&an to Ke nhÄ. Amara dxRnmaH (to) im+yaTvno AHkur _TpNn =ay nhÄ (p`) Ame cair5vHt KIAe to





cair5 nax pamxe nhÄ Aem n=I¸ kemke Ame pHcm AaramaH KIAe, (te=I) Amare SvgRmaH jvuH pDxe. kar` ke Amne (ATyare) kevz&an Ke nhÄ. Amara puruØa=RmaH kmI Ke Ae kazna kar e nhÄ. AhÄ=I to SvgRmaH jvuH pDxe te=I cair5=I to riht =xuH. cair5 AÝitht n=I, Aem kæuH.

;cair5pahuD' maH pyaRyna be bol Ke ne...¦ pyaRy ;AÙy' Ane ;Amey'¦ ãƒ‐gu`nI to vat É–aH krvI?¦ Aaha... ha¦ ãƒno ßyaH Anuwv‐¹iÚ ={, (A=aRtŸ) ;huH pUàRnHd Ýwu, Awed‐AqHD AanHd KuH' AevI ßyaH ¹iÚ ={ to khe Ke ke cair5vHtne (te) pyaRy AÙy Ke Ane Amey Ke. nhÄtr (SvgRmaH to) cair5 KU!I jxe. top` Ame cair5 bIÔ wvamaH lexuH, lexuH ne lexuH Ane bIÔ wvmaH pU`R krIxuH. Aaha... ha¦ Ame pHcm Aarana sa\u KIAe... (p` qreqr) Ame pHcm Aarana nhÄ, Ame to Amara Aa„ana KIAe. Amne Aaro nDto n=I. cair5no Ai\kar lI\o Ke TyaH cair5nI pyaRyne AÙy Ane Amey (khI Ke). pyaRymaH myaRda nhÄ, Ae!lI takat pyaRymaH Ke¦

AnHt gu nI pyaRymaH Aek Aek pyaRy Ae!lI takatvazI Ke ke: AnHt gu ne Ôè, AnHt pyaRyne Ô e‐tevI &annI Aek pyaRynI takat¦ ]âanI AevI takat¦ cair5nI AevI takat¦ AiStTv‐vStuTv‐ÝmeyTv‐AguÌlFuTv Aaid drek pyaRynI AevI takat‐Ae!lI takat¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae pyaRy to Aem khe Ke ke ;Amare hve im+yaTvno AHkur _TpNn nhÄ =ay'. (p`) Ýwu¦ tme wgvan pase gya n=I... Ane tme Ae!luH kæuH¦ tme mhav/t\arI Ko ne... tme Ae!luH khI >o Ko¦ (sa\k khe Ke:) Amaro na= Aem pokar kre Ke... Amaro Ýwu pokar kre Ke‐Ýwu Aem khe Ke ke: Amne im+yaTv hve=I kdI =xe nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krvamaH Ae dxRn (‐]âa) no in Ry =yo to inmRz piràm potanaH =yaH‐Ae inmRz‐sMykŸ piràm hve nhÄ pDe. smÔ uH?

AavI vat ko{ idvs‐Aa!la vØRmaH saHwzI p` nih hoy¦ saHwzva Ôy (TyaH saHwzva mze ke:) dya kro ne v/t kro ne mHidr bnavo¦ Aek idvs Aa mHidrnI pase kæuH htuH: Ae to je smye je pyaRy jDnI =vavazI hxe te =xe, =xe ne =xe. bIÔe kre (to =ay) Ane bIÔe n kre to n =ay, Aem n=I. Ae AhÄ AaƒuH Ke:‐

Ae potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke. ;Òv j Ke' AemaH to





ivkarnaH piràm dUr raqvamaH AaƒaH Ke. nhÄtr (te) Òv j Ke. (p`) ßyaH ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =yo (TyaH inmRz piràm je _TpNn =ay Ke te Òv j Ke). Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat¦¦

ga=a rcnar kuHdkuHdacayeR tI=Åkr jevuH kam kyuÅ Ke Ane Aemna g`\r jevuH kam Am<tcHãacayeR kyuÅ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Are¦ Ae vaÌ mzvI muXkel, bapa¦ Ýwu Aa ko{ laEikk vat n=I. jgtna ÝpHcnI vato n=I. Aa to AHtrnI vato Ke.

—Òv Êmbâ˜ Aaha... ha¦ AemaH ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ —potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko˜... ivkar Aaid Ke to qra¸ p` ivkarnuH &an Ke‐Ae potanaH piràm Ke. kar` ke AktaRpànI vat Ke ne...¦ to AktaRpàmaH &ata‐ãÚa =yo. ;&ata‐ãÚa piràm' Ae potanaH Ke. Aem ;Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràm' Ke. Ae piràmno Êm Ke. piràmmaH ;Êmbâ' levuH Ke ne...? ãƒmaH (Êmbâ) É–aH levuH Ke? —Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràm˜‐piràmmaH Êmbâ levuH Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ sU"m Ke p`, Ýwu¦ Aa to Am<tno FDo Ke¦¦ AevI vat idgHbr sHto isvay É–aHy n=I. ¬etaHbrmaH p` kiLpt vato Ke. xaÏo bnaƒaH Ae kiLpt bnaƒaH Ke. Aa to wgvan i5lokna=nI vaÌ (Ke). svR&na keDayto AaDitya ={ne vat kre Ke. Ae muin (wgvHt) svR&na AaDitya Ke. Ae mal ÝTyÙp e svR& wgvanno Ke. ]ut&anIne proÙ Ke. Ae ÝTyÙpè Aemno mal Ke Ae ÝTyÙpè AhÄ btave Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ tuH pU aRnHdno na= Ko ne...¦ tarI pyaRy je smye je =vanI hxe te =xe j. tena _pr=I ¹iÚ h@avI le. Ae!luH stŸ p` =xe (‐={ne rhexe).

xuH khe Ke? ‐pyaRy ;stŸ' Ke. _Tpad‐ƒy$p ;stŸ' Ke ne...¦ _Tpad‐ƒy ;stŸ' Ke. ƒy Awav$pe stŸ Ke. ;5 e stŸ Ke'. _Tpad stŸ Ke. ƒy stŸ K. wav stŸ Ke. Awav stŸ Ke. Ane \/uv stŸ Ke. ‐Ae 5è stŸmaH ko{nI ApeÙa Aekene n=I. AevuH 101‐ga=a ;Ývcnsar' maH AaƒuH Ke. _TpadnI ApeÙa \/uvne nhÄ. \/uvnI ApeÙa _Tpadne nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ to je piràm épje Ke te Òv j Ke. Êmbâ piràmmaH je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐xaiNt (naH) inmRz piràm épßyaH te (Òv j Ke). Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦

ke!lak idgHbr pHiDto xaÏ (‐Aaxy) smje nhÄ Ane smßya ivna





(Aem ne Aem) vaHCya kre, Ane mo!a (pEsavaza) ma`s (swamaH) be@a hoy Aene kH{ qbr pDtI n hoy KtaH jynaray` (‐ha Ae ha) kre¦ AhÄ to sTy Ke Ae sTy Ke. (meH to {Ndorna xe@ne kæuH ke:) ;xe@¦ pyaRy _padan=I‐potana=I =ay Ke, pr=I nhÄ. (Ae vatno) #H#ero pI!o¦ AhÄ kH{ qangI n=I'.

(AhÄ khe Ke:) —AÒv n=I˜‐Ae piràm (Òv j) Ke, AÒv n=I. Aeno A=R Ke: Ae piràmmaH rag p` n=I Ane AÒv p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

magR jrI JIò, Ýwu¦ pkDva ma!e bhu |yan raqvuH Ôe{Ae, bhu ÝyTn Ôe{Ae. duinyane raÒ raqva vat kre (te to) lokrHjn (Ke.) tar`SvamI khe Ke ke: duinya lokrHjn kre Ke, jnrHjn kre Ke. Aa ;AÚpahuD' maH (p`) AaƒuH: jnrHjn kre Ke‐lokone @Ik kem pDe? jnrHjn (Ae!le) duinya raÒ =ay AevuH kro. dexseva kro. AekbIÔne mdd kro. sa\m±ne mdd kro. p` AhÄ khe Ke ke mdd ko{ krI xktuH n=I¸ (Ae to) jDnI pyaRy Ke.

muinne‐saca sHtne p` Aahar‐paÌ de Ke... to Ae Aahar‐paÌ devanI iÊya Aa„a krI xkto n=I. Ae smye Ae ivkLp Aaƒo. p` Aahar devamaH je &anI Ke (te) to (Ae) ivkLp=I riht, inmRz piràmna SvamI Ke. Aene Êmbâ=I inmRz piràm _TpNn =ay Ke. Ae ragna Ane ;huH muinne Aahar AapuH KuH' Aeva (ivkLpna) p` SvamI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ bhu AakrI vat¦

AhÄ Aa loko (sHÝdaymaH) to (Aem) khe: xe5uHjynI Ô5a krIne nIce étre Ane sa\une Aahar Aape to Fò law =xe¦ pKI Aena sa\u gme teva hoy. (p`) Ae sa\u É–aH hta? ¬etaHbrmaH sa\u‐g<hIt im+yaTvI Ke. kuHdkuHd AacayeR kæuH ne...¦ (Ane) ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' paHcma A|yaymaH ¬etaHbr‐S=ankvasIne ANy mtmaH naQya Ke. ko{ne du:q lage... p` sTy to Aa Ke. sTy to AavuH Ke. tara lawnuH kar` to ;Aa' Ke. tne AnukUz bole... ne ivprIt ={ Ôy to nrk ne ingod mzxe. Ýwu¦ Ae (jn) rHjn krva jxe tene nrk‐ingod mzxe.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke: —Òv j Ke, AÒv n=I˜‐Aa AnekaHt. Òv p` piràmno ktaR Ke Ane (Ae) piràmno ktaR AÒv p` Ke (‐Ae AnekaHt n=I).

qreqr to Êmbâna in RymaH ßyare sMyGdxRn =yuH, te piràm vqte (je) rag Ke, Ae rag sHbH\I potanuH &an potana=I =ay Ke. rag Ke to &an =ay Ke Aem p` nhÄ. Ae potanaH piràmno ktaR (Ke), AÒv nhÄ, Ae!le xuH khe Ke? ke: je potanamaH &ata‐ãÚanaH piràm =yaH, te ragne Ô~yo Ae p` nhÄ. potane




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Ô~yo. Ae pyaRymaH ragsHbH\InuH &an potanuH Ke, Aene Ô~yuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? rag p` AÒv Ke. to AÒvnuH &an AhÄ =yuH Ke, Ae p` ƒvhar khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. Ae smymaH potanI Sv‐pr Ýkaxkxi›=I Ae AÒv, sHbH\I prnuH &an pota=I potamaH =yuH Ke¸ prne karè nhÄ. rag Ke to ragnuH &an =yuH Ke Aem p` nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ —AÒv n=I˜. (Ae) piràm AÒv n=I. Ae piràmno ktaR AÒv n=I. Ae (piràm) Êmsr kæaH. je =vanuH hxe te j =xe. ‐AevuH ßyare AktaRp uH ={ Ôy Ke to wgvan Aa„a AktaR‐&ata ={ Ôy (Ke). &ata =taH (AenI) ¹iÚ &an (‐&ayk) _pr rhI Ôy Ke. to Ae piràmmaH ragnuH Ô`vuH je =ay Ke, te ragna kar e =yuH Aem p` n=I.

ÝÆ: ragnuH p` &an =yuH ne¦

sma\an: (Aa„amaH) wav (namno) gu kæo ne...¦ to Ae wavgu ne karè Ø!Ÿkark=I ivkarpè =ay Ke. p` (bIÔ) wavgu ne karè ivkarriht piràm AenaH Ke. je =vanuH hxe te =xe Ae bIÒ vat. wav Aek gu Ke AemaH pyaRy =xe j, te bIÒ vat. Ane Aek wav ivkarriht wav. 47 xi›maH be wavgu Ke. to bIÔe wav Aevo Ke ke ßyare ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr ={ Ane Êmbâno in Ry =yo¸ to rag Ke to ragnuH &an =yuH Aem p` nhÄ. (&anmaH) rag to Aavto n=I p` ragnuH &an =ay Ke, Ae p` ƒvhar=I. Ae potana Sv‐pr ÝkaxknuH &an potanaH piràmo=I _TpNn =ay Ke Ae rag=I Ane AÒv=I nhÄ.

ivxeØ khexe.....

*** (Ývcn: ta. 24-7-79)

;smysar' ga=a‐308 =I 311. phelI lI!I 5` idvs calI. Aaje co=o idvs Ke. xuH khe Ke? Am<tcHãacayR Aem khe Ke: —tavtŸ˜‐Ý=m‐muQy vat Ae Ke ke: —Òv Êmbâ˜‐Òv Êmbâ Aeva pyaRy=I épje Ke. kale Ae nhotuH kæuH...? ke: Aa„amaH Êmv<i¿ (Êm$p) Ane AÊmv<i¿ (AÊm$p) Aek gu Ke. (A=aRtŸ) Aa„a je vStu Ke, AemaH Êmv<i¿ Ane AÊmv<i¿ namno (Aek) gu Ke.

ßyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krIAe KIAe‐je smye je pyaRy =vavazI (Ke te) Êmsr =xe. AaFI‐paKI nhÄ. Ane pr=I nhÄ. ‐to AemaH puruØa=R É–aH ræo? te khe Ke:‐





;Êmbâ' no in Ry krtaH j pyaRynuH lÙ KU!I Ôy Ke Ane &ayknuH lÙ =ay Ke Tyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =ay Ke. kar` ke ;Êmbâ' Ke, te pyaRymaH Ke. ãƒmaH kaH{ ;Êmbâ' n=I.

ãƒmaH Êmsr =vuH Ane AÊme =vuH‐Aevo gu Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? kale to =oDI vat Ae khI htI ke: (;smysar') ga=a‐38maH AevuH kæuH Ke ke: ;Êm' Ane ;AÊm' ‐bNne pyaRymaH Ke. xuH? ke: Ae ;Êm' Ane ;AÊm' Ae bIÒ cIj Ke. Ae ;Êm' Ae!le Aek smye, Aek git =ay Ke Ane bIÔ smye bIÒ git. ‐Ae git ;Êmsr' Ke. p` Aa„amaH yog‐leXya‐kØayaid Aek smymaH Ke. ‐Ae ;AÊm' khevamaH Aave Ke. (KtaH) AÊmpyaRy AÊmsr =ay Ke, Aem n=I. pyaRy to ;Êmbâ' j =ay Ke. p` Ae ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krva jtaH, TyaH pyaRy _pr lÙ rhetuH n=I, p` ;huH &ayk svR&SvwavI KuH' ;svR& SvwavI KuH'. (‐AenuH lÙ =ay Ke).

;Asa\ar` &anne kar`p e g/hIne' ‐Asa\ar` Ae!le ;svR&SvwavI' Aa„ano je Asa\ar` gu Ke, Aene kar`p e g/hIne‐Aevo pa@ ;Ývcnsar' !IkamaH Ke. AhÄyaH to (je) yad Aave Ae Aave... p` vStuno AHdr par n mze¦¦ ;Asa\ar` &anne kar`p e g/hIne' Aeno A=R (Ae Ke) ke: ßyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krIAe KIAe, Tyare svR&SvwavnuH kar` g/hIne, (tenuH lÙ ={ne,) ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =ay Ke (ke je) svR&Svwav AHdrmaH Ke.

JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ vItragmagR ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ AemaH ;Aa' idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ¦¦ (bIje) É–aHy n=I. p` gHwIr FÌ¦ Aek Aek xBd Ane Aek Aek pdmaH FÌ gHwIrta¦¦

;je smye (pyaRy) Êmbâ =ay Ke to AemaH Amare puruØa=R (krvano) É–aH ræo? kevz&anIAe dI@uH tem =xe. Aap e xuH puruØa=R krI xkIAe? Ae (to) wgvane ßyare dI@uH hxe Tyare puruØa=R =xe. Aap e Aekla puruØa=R kem krI xkIAe?' ‐Aevo ÝÆ sHÝdaymaH be vØR sHvt 1970 Ane 1971maH caLyo. AmarI nvI nvI dIÙa. Aek guÌwa{ hta te varHvar Aem kæa kre, saHwzta hta. Ame to phelaH (S=ankvasI sHÝdaymaH) hta ne? Ame to wa{¦ ko{na ;sHÝdaymaH' Aaƒa n=I. Ame to ;sTy Ke tene' AHtrmaH l{ lI\uH. 1972nI salmaH AmarI ëmr KvIs vØRnI. pKI ;Aa ccaR' vÄKIAa pase srva gammaH bhar‐Ýg! krI: meH kæuH‐Ýwu¦ mne to tme (guÌwa{) kho Ko te vat bestI n=I. kemke je kevzIAe dI@uH tem =xe, Ae vat to Aem j Ke. p` ;puruØa=R' xuH krIAe?' to Ame to khIAe KIAe ke ;kevzI jgtmaH Ke. Aek smynI &annI pyaRymaH 5` kaz, 5` lokne Ô`vavaza




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jgtmaH Ke. Aeva AnHt isâo Ke. mhaivdehmaH laqo kevzI Ke. vIs tI=Åkr Ke, Ae kevz&anI Ke. Aek smymaH 5` kaz, 5` lokne Ô`vavazI pyaRynI s¿a Ke. Ae s¿ano SvIkar Ke phelaH?'... ;pKI Ae e dI@uH tem =xe'. ;Aa vat' 5es@ vØR phelaHnI Ke.

pUvRna sHSkar hta ne...¦ qreqr to Aa vat ;Ývcnsar' 80‐81‐82 ga=amaH cale Ke ne...¦ Ae to 1972maH ha=maH y nhotuH AaƒuH. Ae A@yotrmaH AaƒuH. p` ;Ae vat' AHdr=I AavI htI. ga=a Ke ne... —jo jaìd ArhHtH dVv¿gu`¿pßjy¿eihH˜ je ko{ AhÅtna ãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRy Ôè —so jaìd APpa`H˜ (te potana Aa„ane Ôè Ke).

AhÅtna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy to prãƒ Ke. prãƒna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy Ô`va, Ae to ivkLp Ke. Are¦ Ae to ivkLp Ke p` potana Aa„amaH ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy‐5`no ivcar krvo Ae p` ivkLp Ke.

;inymsar' AavXyk Ai\karmaH AevuH lI\uH Ke: wgvanna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy to prãƒ Ke. to wgvan to Aem khe Ke ke: prãƒno ivcar krIx to tarI dugRit =xe. ;moÙpahuD' 16mI ga=amaH wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayeR Aem kæuH ke: AmaruH lÙ krIx to tne rag =xe Ane tne dugRit (=xe) A=aRtŸ cEtNynI git nhÄ =ay.

(to) AhÄ (;Ývcnsar' maH) Aem kem kæuH ke: —jo jaìd ArhHtH dVv¿gu`¿pßjy¿eihH so jaìd APpa H˜...? p` Ae to inim¿=I k=n kyuÅ.

svR&nI pyaRy Aek smymaH pU R i5kaz (‐&) Ke. to Ae pyaRy nIkzI É–aH=I? ‐Ae svR&xi›maH=I nIkzI Ke. suDtalIs xi›maH svR& (xi›) ‐gu AHdr (Aa„amaH) Ke. Ae ;svR&xi›' maH=I Ae svR&‐pyaRy nIkzI Ke. (Ôe) Ae AhÅtna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyno in Ry krva j{Ae KIAe, to potana ãƒmaH (je) svR&xi› Ke, Aeno in`Ry =ay Ke Tyare Aene ;Êmbâ' no (in`Ry =yo) Ane AhÅtna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy ƒvhar=I Ô`vamaH Aaƒa. JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦

(piràmo) Êmbâ =ay Ke. je smye je pyaRy =vavazI (hxe te) =xe. AaFI‐paKI nhÄ. pr=I‐prãƒ=I to (=ay j) nhÄ. inüy=I to AhÄ Ae lI\uH Ke ke: ßyare Êmbâno in Ry =yo, to Aene AhÅtna kevz&anno to in Ry =yo (Ke)¸ p` Ae to pr Ke. p` potano in Ry =yo ke ;huH svR&SvwavI KuH'. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;marI cIj j svR&SvwavI Ke¦'

(Ôe) svR&Svwav n hoy to pyaRymaH svR&p uH Aavxe É–aH=I? smÔy Ke




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kaH{? to ßyare Ae ;svR&Svwav' no in Ry krIAe KIAe, Tyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry AavI gyo, to AemaH ;puruØa=R' AavI gyo.

;kevzIAe dI@uH tem =xe' (AemaH) phelaH kevzInI ]âa, Ane kevzInI ]âa phelaH potano svR&Svwav Ke AenI ]âa (=ay Ke). Aaha... ha... ha¦

JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa to Ýwuna ivrh pD–a ne... (AhÄ) AavI pD–a... bapu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat É–aH=I É–are Aave Ke¦ Ae (k{ rIte) khIAe? p` Ae AHdr=I Aave Ke¦ Ae kH{ tEyar AHdr goqI raqI Ke? ‐Aem n=I. vat AHdr=I Aave Ke¦ kale xuH AaƒuH htuH Ae Qyal n=I. kale ƒaQyan AaƒuH htuH AevuH AaqI ijHdgImaH n=I kyuÅ, AevuH AaƒuH htuH.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Êmvt± Ane AÊmvt± namno (Aek) gu AHdr (Aa„amaH) Ke. ßyare ;svR&Svwav' no in Ry krIAe KIAe, Tyare ;ãƒ' no in Ry krvmaH ;Êmvt± Ane AÊmvt±' namna gu no in Ry p` sa=e AavI gyo. smjvamaH =oDI JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

jem ;svR& jgtmaH Ke, dI@uH hxe tem =xe' to Ae svR&‐pyaRy AavI É–aH=I? ‐AenI svR&xi›maH=I AavI. —APpa H jaìd˜ AevuH lQyuH Ke ne? to ;huH p` svR&xi›van KuH'. ;maro Svwav j svR&Sv$p Ke'. ko{ cIjnuH krvuH ke AenuH ko{Ae krvuH‐Ae to n=I¸ p` Aene Ô~ya ivna rhevuH‐Aem p` n=I. 5` kaz, 5` lokna (je je) ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy Ke, Aene Ô`vanI takat marI Aek pyaRymaH Ke. Ae pyaRy svR&SvwavmaH=I Aave Ke. ‐Aevo in`Ry ßyare krva Ôy Ke, to Ae Êmvt± Ane Êmbâ‐je smye je pyaRy =vavazI Ke Tyare (te j =ay Ke‐no y=a=R in Ry Aave Ke). bhu JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦

{xrImaH 2013nI salmaH ccaR calI htI. p` Ae lokone ;Aa vat' n besI. Ae loko khe Ke ke ;Aek pKI Aek (pyaRy) =xe. p` Aa j =xe AevuH nhÄ'. AhÄ (meH) kæuH ;je =xe te j =xe. AaFI‐paKI =vano ko{ ÝÆ j n=I. Aa pKI Aa j (pyaRy) Aavxe, Aem j Ke Aa pKI Aa Aavxe Aem nhÄ'. to meH kæuH ;Aa pKI Aa j Aavxe, Aevo inym Ke'.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: —Aem Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I˜. to Aek baj¡ Aem khe ke: pyaRy ãƒmaH n=I. ãƒ pyaRymaH AavtuH n=I. kar`ke be cIj Ke. (bNnenuH) AiStTv Ke: pyaRynuH AiStTv Ke Ane ãƒnuH AiStTv Ke. AiStTvne




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hetu hoto n=I. ;Ke' Aene hetu n=I. cahe to ãVy ho, cahe to gu ho Ane cahe to pyaRy ho. (5èynI) ;s¿a' Ke¦

;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH Ke: —Ahetuk˜, pyaRy Ahetuk Ke. Ae to @Ik¸ p` ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krva=I ãVynuH lÙ =taH, je pyaRy _TpNn =[, te paRyne inüy=I ãVynI‐\/uvnI p` ApeÙa n=I. kar` ke Ae je pyaRy Ke te ;stŸ' Ke. ;stŸ' ne (ko{) hetu n=I. Aaha... ha.. ha¦ Aene (pyaRyne) \/uvno hetu n=I. Ýwu¦ JIÌ vat Ke. AhÄ khe Ke ke: ;Ae piràmo pota=I' ‐ ;Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I épjto'. to Aek baj¡ Aem khe ke ;Ae piràmne \/uvnI ApeÙa nhÄ'. smÔy Ke kaH{?

ãVy‐&ayknI ¹iÚ ={, to je inmRz piràm épßyaH (te Òv Ke)¸ ivkarnI vat AhÄ n=I. ivkar piràmmaH Aave Ke. kæuH htuH ne ke: AaTmamaH wav namna be gu`, suDtalIs xi›maH Ke. AemaH Aek wav namna gu`no A=R Ae Ke ke je smye je pyaRy =vanI Ke te Ae wavgu`na karè =xe. Ae gu`nuH $p AnHt gu`maH Ke. to AnHt gu`nI p` je smye je pyaRy =xe, te (Ae) wavgu`na karè =xe. AnHt gu`maH Ae wavgu`nuH $p Ke to AnHt gu`nI je smye je pyaRy =vanI Ke te AnHt gu`na kar`=I =ay Ke. ‐ Ae AhÄ phelI lI!ImaH xBd Ke: —potanaH piràmo=I˜ ‐ ;piràm' =I Aem n kæuH¸ ;piràmo' =I (kæuH). bhuvcn Ke. AnHt (piràm) lI\aH Ke. Aa to gHwIr vat, bapu¦ idgHbr sHtonI vat ko{ AlaEikk (Ke)¦

AhÄ to Aek xBd —Êmbâ˜ lI\o Ke... AlaEikk Ke¦ ;Êmbâ' no in Ry jene =yo Aene svR&SvwavI Ýwuno in Ry =yo.

bÇternI salmaH te (sHÝdayna sa\u) kheta ke ;wgvane dI@a hxe Ae!la wv =xe'. to TyaH meH Aek vqte kæuH htuH ke ;saHwzo¦ wgvanna &anno Ane potana svR&Svwavno in`Ry jene =yo, tena wv kevz&anIAe dI@a j n=I. (Aene) wv Ke j nhÄ. kdaictŸ be ‐ car wv hoy to te &annuH &ey Ke'. TyaHnI (ivdehnI) vat htI ne...¦ wgvan 5` lokna na= pase=I (saHwZyuH htuH ne..¦) AhÄ jNm ={ gyo Ke. Aa (puruØa=RhIntanI vat) to shn ={ nhÄ. te=I kæuH ke: svR& jgtmaH Ke¸ AevI s¿ano SvIkar krva Ôy Ke, to AenuH lÙ pyaRy _pr rhetuH n=I. AenuH lÙ gu`‐guÌna wed _pr rhetuH n=I. AenuH lÙ ãVy _pr Ôy Ke, Awed _pr Ôy Ke¸ Tyare ;Êmbâno in`Ry saco =ay Ke. to ;kevz&anIAe dI@uH tem =xe' (Aem) Aeè kevz&anInI s¿ano SvIkar kyÈ, potanI s¿ano SvIkar kyÈ TyaH puruØa=R AavI gyo.





bIÒ vat: AemaH (AaTmamaH) Êmv<i¿ ($p) Ane AÊmv<i¿ ($p) gu Ke. to AenI pyaRy Êmsr‐Êmbâ j =xe. Ae gu ne \rvavazo gu I Ýwu‐ Ae gu InI ¹iÚ jyare =ay Ke, to gu maH je pyaRy Êmbâ AavvavazI Ke (te) Êmv<i¿gu na karè te j =xe. smÔy Ke kaH{? =oDuH JI uH pDe, p` \Ime=I pcavvuH, wa{¦

AhÄ pKI bIÒ vat ke: —piràmo=I épjto =ko˜ Ae!le ke ;Aek piràm nhÄ'. Aaje svarmaH ko{ wa{Ae ÝÆ kyÈ hto ke: Aek smymaH Aek j pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke? to kI\uH Ke: Aek gu nI Aek. (Aem) AnHta (pyaRyo Aek smymaH). —piràmo˜ lI\aH Ke ne...? AnHt gu naH piràm Aek smymaH _TpNn =ay Ke. ãVymaH AnHt gu Ke. ßyare ãVynI ¹iÚ ={ to AnHt gu je!lI sHQyamaH Ke, (Ae ‐ b\aH gu nI inmRz pyaRy Ýitsmye épje Ke).

Aakaxna Ýdexno AHt n=I. Alokno AHt k–aH Aavxe? ‐ k–aHy AHt n=I. lokno AHt Ke, p` Alokno AHt k–aH? dxe idxaAo Aakax.. k–aH pUÌH =ay Ke? ‐ k–aHy p` AHt n=I. Aa (AnHt... AnHt... pKI) xuH Ke? Aaha... ha¦ Aekvar naiSt=I ivcar kre to p` Aa AiStTvnI ]âa ={ Ôy (tem) Ke ke ‐ Aakax pKI xuH Aavxe?

\uvar` gammaH 1991maH be wa{Aone Aam kæuH ke: wa{¦ Ae!lo (phelaH) ivcar kro, bIj¡H pKI raqo¸ ke: Aa (Aakax) cIj Ke, to Aa k–aH su\I Ke? AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt yojnmaH Aa cIj Ke. Aa cIj (to) AnHt AnHt yojnmaH (pUrI =tI) n=I¸ to Tyare (Aena) pKI xuH? Ane pKI Ke to Aeno AHt É–aH? Aaha.. ha¦ AHdr=I ma=uH frI Ôy AevuH Ke¦¦ ma=uH Ae!le ¹iÚ. Aakaxna Ýdexno AHt xuH? Aakaxno KeLlo Ýdex É–aH? AloknI vat Ke. Aeno KeDo j n=I. Ae!lo Ýdex (Aakaxna) Ke. ‐ Aena=I AnHtgu a gu to Aek AaTmamaH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ Aem kæuH: AnHt gu naH piràmo=I épjto =ko. Aek gu nI pyaRy, Aem nhÄ¸ ]âanI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke, AanHdnI pyaRy =ay Ke Are¦ je!la AnHt gu Ke, Ae b\anaH piràm Vy›‐Ýg! ‐ _TpNn =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ ãVy _pr ¹iÚ jva=I, Ae sHS=amaH je!la gu Ke, Ae b\a gu no Aek AHx Vy›‐Ýg! =ay Ke. sMyGdxRnaH AekluH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, Aem n=I¸ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRymaH AanHdno AHx, vIyRno AHx (sa=e Ke).

AaTmamaH vIyR‐puruØa=R namno gu Ke. Ae vIyRgu`nuH kayR Ae Ke ke: Sv$pnI rcna krvI¸ Aem suDtalIs xi›maH Aave Ke. xuw Ane Axuw ragnI rcna




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krvI, Ae kayR vIyRgu nuH n=I. ßyare ãVynI ¹iÚ ={ Tyare je!la AHtrmaH AnHt (gu ) Ke, AenI Ýg! AvS=anI rcna vIyR kre Ke, Ae kayR vIyRnuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ puruØa=RnI sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, Aem khevuH Ke. Ae (sMyGdxRnnI) pyaRy p` ÊmbâmaH Aave Ke p` Ae puruØa=R=I =ay Ke. AnHt inmRz pyaRynI rcna vIyRgu kre Ke, to AemaH (ÊmbâmaH) puruØa=R AaVyo ke nih?

Ane Ae smye je rag Aave Ke te ‐ AaTmamaH je Aek wavgu Ke tenI ivk<t pirìt‐Ø!Ÿkark$pe =ay Ke Aena=I riht =vuH Aevo wavgu` Ke. suDtalIs xi›maH Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ hve AemaH smjvuH xuH? je pyaRy Ø!Ÿkark$pe ivk<t =ay Ke, Ae pyaRy=I riht, wav namno gu Ke AenuH pir`mn (ivk<t) rihtp e =ay Ke ivk<tsihtp e nhÄ.

Ae ;Êmbâ' no in Ry krvamaH ;ãVy' no in Ry =ay Ke. ãVymaH ;vIyR' Aek Aevo gu Ke ke je Sv$pnI inmRz rcna kre¸ ragnI (rcna) kre, Aem AmaH Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦

rag Aave Ke... to AhÄ &an, rag sHbH\I &an kre Ke. (KtaH) Ae rag Ke, to AenuH &an kre Ke, Aem p` n=I. Ae &annI pyaRy SvnuH &an kre Ke Ane prnuH &an (kre Ke. KtaH) pr Ke, to prnuH &an kre Ke, Aem p` n=I. Ae &annI pyaRy, potana Sv‐pr Ýkaxk sam+yR=I Ýg! =ay Ke. rag ho... p` rag Ke, to AhÄ (&anmaH) Ae ragnuH &an =yuH, AevuH n=I. potana &annI pyaRymaH Sv‐pr Ýkaxk takat hova=I (&an =ay Ke).

Ae AnHtI pyaRy ‐ drek pyaRymaH‐vIyRnI rcna Ke. Ae AnHt piràmo potana puruØa=R=I Ýg! =ay Ke. Ane te piràmo inmRz _TpNn =ay Ke. miln (piràm) nI vat AhÄ Ke j nhÄ.

Ae smye je rag Ke, te sHbH\I &an, pota=I potana kar e _TpNn =ay Ke. rag Ke, to ragnuH &an =ay Ke, Aem n=I.

Aem kæuH ne...¦ —potana piràmo=I épjto =ko˜... to ;rag' Ke, Ae ko{ potanaH piràm n=I. rag‐dya, dan Aaid‐kaH{ potana SvwavnaH piràm Ke? (‐nhÄ). kar` ke ‐ AaTmamaH je!la gu Ke AemaH ivk<t pyaRy krI xke Aevo ko{ gu j n=I. AnHt gu piv5tanI pirìt krI xke Aeva Ke. ivk<t (pirìt) krI xke Aevo ko{ gu AnHt gu maH n=I. ivk<it (pyaRymaH) =ay Ke. Ae to pyaRy¹iÚ=I inim¿ne vx ={ne =ay Ke.





p` &anIne ßyare ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =yo, to AenuH (ragnuH) p` &an (=yuH). p` rag =yo to ragsHbH\I &an =yuH Aem p` n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràmo=I˜ (A=aRtŸ) ;potanaH AnHt inmRz piràmo=I' (Ae!le ke) je!la AnHt gu Ke Ae!la pyaRymaH AaVya. Aek gu nI Aek, p` AnHt gu nI AnHt pyaRy, Aek smymaH ={. ßyaH sMyGdxRn =yuH, Êmbâno in Ry =yo, svR&gu no in Ry =yo, svRdx±no (in Ry =yo), (Ae!le ke) svR gu ne \rvavaza ãVyno in Ry =yo, to AnHta AnHta je!la gu Ke te b\a piràmmaH inmRzp e _TpNn =ay Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ JI uH bhuH, wa{¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH, bapu¦ Aa to prmaTma, 5` lokna na=na FrnI vatuH Ke¦ Aena pe!nI vatuH Ke¦

puruØa=R ivna ko{ pyaRy =tI j n=I. kemke vIyRgu je Ke, AenuH $p AnHt gu maH Ke. (A=aRtŸ) AnHt gu maH p` vIyR namnI xi›nuH $p Ke. ßyare ¹iÚ ãVy _pr =[ to AnHt gu maH=I vIyR=I pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. ;wgvane dI@uH tem =xe' Aevo in Ry ßyaH =yo, to potanI pyaRymaH AnHtI pyaRyo puruØa=R=I _TpNn =ay Ke.

bIÒ vat: Ae —piràmo=I épjto =ko˜ ‐ (Ae!le ke:) Ae vqte rag ke AÒv b\I cIj bharmaH (wle) hoy... p` Ae sHbH\I &an, potanuH pota=I épjtuH =kuH Ae (pr) cIjne ÔuAe Ke ke (pr) cIjne Ôè Ke ‐ Aem p` n=I. pr cIjne deqvI‐Ô`vI, Aem to Ke j nhÄ. Ae to potane j deqe‐Ôè Ke. kar` ke prne Ane potanI pyaRyne ATyHt Awav Ke. Ôe bNnemaH ATyHt Awav Ke¸ to Aa (&an) pyaRy Aene (prne) deqe Ke, Aem khevuH te to AsdŸwUtVyvharnynuH k=n Ke. lokaloksHbH\I Ane potana ãVysHbHi\t je (&an‐) pyaRy _TpNn ={, te (to) potana sam+yR=I, potana karè _TpNn ={ Ke. lokalok Ke to (&an‐) pyaRy _pÒ¸ Aem p` n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ hve Aa Aa!le b\e jvuH... k@` pDe, bapu¦ p` magR to Aa Ke.

—potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko˜ ‐bIÔHnaH piràmone ;Òv' n kæaH. (Aek baÔu Aem khe ke:) pyaRy ãVymaH jtI n=I Ane ãVy pyaRymaH AavtuH n=I. (t=a) AhÄ Ae kæuH ke: piràmo=I épjto =ko ÒvãVy j Ke. Ae AnHt gu nuH pir`mn (Òv j Ke.) Aaha... ha... ha¦

ßyare ;Êmbâ' no in`y krva Ôy Ke TyaH &aykSvwav _pr (¹iÚ =ay




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Ke) Ane (Òv AktaR @re Ke). AhÄ AaTmanuH Akt<RTv isâ krvuH Ke. j¡Ao ga=a _pr Ke: ;hve AaTmanuH AktaRpùH ¹ÚaHtpUvRk khe Ke˜. ÊmbâmaH prnI pyaRynuH ktaRpùH n=I. (ÊmbâmaH) &atapùH isâ krvuH Ke. ;AktR<Tv isâ krvuH Ke' Aeno A=R: AiSt=I &atapùH isâ krvuH Ke. to ßyare &atapùH isâ =yuH, Tyare ragno p` ktaR nhÄ Ane rag=I &an =yuH Aem p` nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ae... potanaH AnHta xuâ piràmo=I, Aem kæuH ne...? prnaH piràmo (=I) nhÄ, ragnaH (piràm=I) p` nhÄ‐ —potanaH piràmo=I˜ (Ae!le ke) je potana AnHt guò Ke, AenI (je) piv5 pirìt ={, Ae potanaH piràm Ke. Vyvhar‐rTn5yno rag Ke, Ae potanaH piràm n=I, Ane Vyvhar rTn5yno rag Ke, to AenuH &an AhÄ =yuH, Aem p` n=I. Ae potana &annI pyaRy Ae!lI sam+yRvazI Ke ke prnI ApeÙa raQya ivna. Sv‐prne Ô`vanuH pir`mn pota=I =ay Ke. JIÌ vat bhu, bapu¦

Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae —potanaH piràmo=I˜. Aek kor khe ke: pyaRy ãVynI nhÄ, pyaRy pyaRynI Ke. Ae ;AaºmImaHsa' Nyay‐g/H=maH p` Aave Ke: \m± Ane \mR‐be_ iwNn Ke. \m±, \mR nhÄ Ane \mR, \m± nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AhÄyaH Aem n=I lI\uH. AhÄ to pr=I iwNn, potanaH piràm inivRkarI _TpNn =ay Ke to Ae piràm potanaH Ke, Ae piràm j Òv Ke. (Aem lI\uH Ke).

bapu¦ vItrag‐magR¦¦ Ae ko{ hzdrne gaHi@ye gaH\I ={ jvay, Aem n=I. Aa to FÌ gHwIr cIj Ke. Aaha... ha¦ =oDaH xaÏ vaHCyaH ne w~ya, Ae!le &an ={ gyuH‐AevI cIj n=I. wa{¦ wgvan AaTmanuH &an =ay Tyare &an =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

—potanaH piràmo=I˜.... ;piràmo=I' Ae bhuvcn: AnHt piràmne lI\aH. —épjta =ka˜ ‐ _TpNn =ta =ka, —Òv j Ke . Ae ÒvãVy j Ke. Ae pyaRy ÒvnI Ke to Ae ÒvãVy j Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦ Are Ýwu¦ AaTmamaH takat Ke, Ae Ù`maH kevz&an levanI takat Ke. Aene AevI vat smjvamaH n Aave, AevuH klHk n lgaDvuH. Ame nih ÔÌ xkIAe, Aem n khevuH¦ (kem ke) Ae (to) klHk Ke. Ýwu¦ taruH kevz&an 5` kaz, 5` lokne Ô e ‐ AevI pyaRy, Aek Ù`maH Ýg! =ay (tem) Ke. Aek smymaH Ýg! =ay Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae potana sam+yR=I ‐ ãVynuH lÙ krva=I ‐ kevz&an _TpNn =ay Ke¦

moÙ Ke ‐ Ae moÙna magR=I _TpNn =yo, Aem p` n=I. (moÙ =taH)





moÙ‐magRno to Awav‐Vyy =ay Ke. Ane VyynI ApeÙa _Tpadne n=I. (to) Ae _Tpad, _Tpad=I (Ke). bhu kho to ãVyna Aa]y=I (moÙ) _TpNn =yo, Aem kevamaH Aave Ke. moÙ‐magRno to Vyy‐Awav ={ Ôy Ke. Ane kevz&an‐moÙ pyaRy Ke, Ae to wavvazI Ke. to Ae wav É–aH=I _TpNn =yo? ke: ãVymaH=I _TpNn =yo. ‐ Aem Aek ApeÙa=I khevamaH Aave Ke. ãVy ;ktaR' Ane pyaRy ;kmR' Ae p` _pcar=I k=n Ke. Am<tcHã AacayRnI ;klx!Ika' maH AevuH Aave Ke ke: Aa inmRz piràm potanuH ;kayR' Ane AaTma ;ktaR' ‐ Ae be p` _pcar=I Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Are wgvan¦ tarI to AHdr bilharI Ke¦ tuH to wgvan Ko. cEtNy hIrlo¦ tara hIranI ikHmt xuH¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;bDa bDa bole nih, bDa n bole bol¸ hIra muqse n khe, laq Amara mol'. Aem wgvannI ikHmt krva jtaH, bapu¦ Ae ikHmt ivnanI (A`mol) cIj¸ Ae to mha cIj Ke, bapu¦ Ae ko{ sa\ar` cIj n=I. sMyGdxRn ‐ &an, Ae ko{ sa\ar` cIj n=I. Aena ivna, v/t l{ Lyo ne... piDma l{ Lyo ne... Aa l{ Lyo‐\Uz Ke b\uH sHsar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ßyaH mUz cIjnaH @ekaàH n=I, (to) v/t ‐ tp ‐ piDma ‐ pUÔ ‐ wi› AavI É–aH=I? Ae to b\a rag Ke. (p`) Ae \mRnuH kar` Ke, (Aem Ôe mane) to Ae im+yaTv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ khe Ke: potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko ;Òv Ke' Aem n=I kæuH¸ p` ;Òv j Ke' (Aem kæuH). —jIv Ov˜ sHSk<tmaH Ke. —jIv Ov˜ ‐ —Òv j Ke .

ÝÆ: Ýwu¦ tmo to kheta hta ne... ke: piràmmaH ãVy AavtuH n=I. Ane (AhÄ) tme Aa piràmne ãVy kho Ko¦

sma\an: wa{¦ pr=I j¡daH Ane potanaH piràm=I AiwNn Ke. Aiwþno A=R: piràm ãVymaH Aekmek ={ gyaH, Aem n=I. AiwNnno A=R: piràm piràmImaH Awed =ay Ke, Aekmek =ay Ke, Aem n=I. p` Ae (piràm) sNmuq =yaH, to pr=I ivmuq ={ gyaH¸ to Aem khevamaH AaVyuH (ke:) piràm AaTmamaH Awed =yaH. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦

Aavo magR i5lokna= ijne¬rdevno¦¦ Are¦ jene saHwzva y n mze, Ae ivcare É–are Ane Aene bese k–are? bapu¦ Aavo (dulRw) mnu*ydeh caLyo Ôy Ke¦ Aeno m<Tyuno je smy Ke te to pako ‐ (‐iniüt) Ke. je!la idvs Ôy Ke Ae!lo m<TyunI smIp Ôy Ke.





AhÄ khe Ke ke: —potanaH piràmo=I˜ ‐ Ae potanaH piràm inmRz levaH, ivkarI n levaH. ivkar =ay Ke... p` ßyaH ãVynI ¹iÚ ={, to AemaH (je) wav namno gu Ke Aena karè ivkar=I riht pir`mn, Ae AenuH Ke. ivkarnuH je &an =yuH, ivkarnI ]âa ={ ‐ Ae pota=I ={ (Ke). Ae ivkar Ke to &an =yuH Ane ]âa ={, Aem n=I. Ae ]âa Ane &an =yaH te potanaH piràm Ke. rag potanaH piràm n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke.

AhÄ kæuH ke: — (piràm) Òv j Ke . Aek kor Ýwu Aem khe ke: piràmne \/uvnI ApeÙa n=I. ;Ývcnsar' 101‐ga=a: je piràm _TpNn =ay Ke, Aene \/uvnI ApeÙa n=I. Aene (_Tpadne) VyynI ApeÙa n=I. \/uvne _TpadnI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha.. ha... ha... ha¦

Are wa{¦ Ae !aàH É–are mze, bapa¦ wgvan svR& i5lokna=nuH ñdy ;Aa' Ke. Aeno AiwÝay ;Aa' Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(potanaH pràm) Òv j Ke. piràm AenaH (ÒvnaH) Ke Ane Aena=I _TpNn =yaH Ke ne..¦ inim¿=I _TpNn =yaH Ke, Aem p` n=I. Are¦ VyvharrTn5y rag Ke, to Aena=I AhÄ sMyGdxRn =yuH, Aem n=I. Vyvhar rTn5yno rag Ke to ragnuH &an, ragna kar e =yuH, AevuH (p`) n=I. potana &angu Aaid AnHt gu ‐xi› je Ke, tenuH AnHt pyaRy$pe pir`mn potana karè =ay Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ ãVy SvtH5. gu p` SvtH5 Ane AnHt pyaRyo _TpNn =ay Ke Ae p` SvtH5. Ae pyaRy ßyare _TpNn =ay Ke¸ jene AhÄ ;Òv j' khI¸ te inüy=I to (potana) Ø!Ÿkark=I _TpNn ={ Ke. (A=aRtŸ) ßyare inmRz pyaRy ‐ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Aaid (nI) ‐ ={¸ (Tyare) Ae pyaRyno ;ktaR' pyaRy¸ pyaRynuH ;kayR' pyaRy¸ pyaRynuH ;sa\n' pyaRy¸ pyaRy=I pyaRy¸ pyaRy ={ne pyaRy rhI¸ pyaRyna ;Aa\are' pyaRy (={).

Are... re¦ k–aH Ýwuno magR¦ Ane loko k–aH manI be@aH¦ Ane sTy vat (bhar) AavI to khe ke ;AekaHt Ke'. Are Ýwu¦ ;sMykŸ AekaHt' j Aa Ke. Aa cIj j AevI Ke¦ ny Aek Ke to Aek AHxnuH j lÙ kre Ke, to Ae b\uH AekaHt Ke. Ýma` Ke te bNne AHxne (Ýg!) kre Ke, Ae AnekaHt Ke: ãVynuH p` &an Ane pyaRynuH (p`) &an. AhÄ to ãVynuH &an =yuH to pyaRyna &anno in Ry y=a=R =yo. ;Êmbâ' no in Ry Tyare =yo, ke ßyare ;ãVy' no in Ry y=a=R =yo. to ;Êmbâ' no in Ry =yo, Tyare ;svR&‐prãVy‐jgtmaH Ke' Aevo in Ry p`, Aene Vyvhar=I =yo. smÔy Ke kaH{?





—potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke, AÒv n=I˜. ‐ Ae xuH kæuH ke: je AnHt piràmo=I _Tpþ =yo (te Òv j Ke, AÒv n=I). rag AaVyo, to Ae rag=I AhÄ ;&an' =yuH ‐ Aem n=I. ;rag' Ae AÒv Ke Òv n=I. xrIraid AÒv Ke. Ae AÒv=I (&an) =–uH n=I. AnHt piràmo je épßyaH te AÒv=I =yaH n=I. rag=I =ya n=I. ragnuH &an, rag=I =–uH n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ ixÙìxibrmaH loko bhar=I‐k–aH k–aH=I AaVya Ke¦ (sTyne) QyalamaH to levuH Ôe{Ae ne...¦ Are¦ mnu*yp uH caLyuH jxe, wa{¦ Ôe ivprIt ]âa =oDI p` rhI g{ (to te mha sHsarnuH kar` Ke).

;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH paHcma A|yaymaH g<hIt im+yaTvnI vat khI. Kõa A|yaymaH kuguÌ‐kudev kæa. Ane satma Ai\karmaH jEnsHÝdaymaH jNMya Ae p` im+ya¹iÚ kem rhe Ke? Aeno Ai\kar Ke. im+yaTvno Aek AHx p`‐xLy Ae p` mhasHsarnuH kar` Ke. jEnmaH jNMya‐idgHbrmaH, to p` TyaH im+yaTv rhe Ke, AenI Aene qbr n=I. Aeno Ai\kar satmo Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: ãVyna in RymaH A=aRtŸ Êmbâno in Ry krva=I je potana sMyGdxRn ‐ &an ‐ cair5naH piràm _TpNn =yaH, te rag=I nhÄ Ane AÒv=I (p`) nhÄ. AhÄyaH (pHc prme¤Ine p`) AÒvnI sa=e lexe. qreqr to ;Aa Òv' nI ApeÙaAe wgvan pHcprme¤I p` Òv n=I. ‐ xuH kæuH? ‐ ;Aa ãVy' nI ApeÙaAe te pr ‐ AãVy Ke. 5` lokna na= pHcprme¤IAaid Ke, te p` ;Aa ãVy' nI ApeÙaAe te pr‐AãVy Ke. 5` lokna na= pHcprme¤IAaid Ke, te p` —Aa ãVy' nI ApeÙaAe ;AãVy' Ke ;Aa Ùe5' nI ApeÙaAe ;AÙe5' Ke ;Aa kaz' nI ApeÙaAe ;Akaz' Ke Ane ;Aa wav' nI ApeÙaAe ;Awav' Ke. Aaha.. ha... ha... ha¦ to ;Aa (potana) ãVy' nI ApeÙaAe to Ae (pHcprme¤I) ;AãVy' Ke. ;Aa Òv' nI ApeÙaAe pHcprme¤I Ae ;Aa Òv' nhÄ, te ;AÒv' Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

=oDI JIÌ vat to Ke wa{¦ p` smjvanI to ;Aa' cIj Ke. y=a=R &an Ane y=a=R ]âa ivna, je kaH{ kre, te b\o sHsar (‐hetu) Ke. ;xuwwav' Ae sHsar... Ke. Ae dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›‐piDmanaH xuw piràm, Ae ;sHsar Ke'. ÏI‐ku!uHb ‐pirvar‐l"mI‐Ae ko{ ;sHsar' n=I. sHsar to A&anIne potanI pyaRymaH rhe Ke. sHsar ko{ bIÔmaH rhe? (‐Aem n=I). sHsar ivk<t pyaRy Ke. ivk<t pyaRy AaTmanI pyaRymaH =ay Ke. te=I sHsar AenI pyaRymaH ræo. sHsar kaH{ bharmaH n=I. ÏI‐ku!uHb‐pirvar‐l"mI, Ae sHsar Ke? ‐ na. Ae to prcIj Ke. sHsar to tarI pyaRymaH je xuw rag Ane Axuw rag _Tpþ =ay Ke Ae... sHsar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ware AakrI vato, wa{¦ Ae sHsar AÒv Ke. to Ae AÒv=I AhÄ &anpiràm





_TpNn =yaH, AanHdpiràm _TpNn =yaH ‐ Aem n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦

5` lokna na=nI vaÌ AavtI hxe te kevI hxe¦¦ Aaha.. ha¦ (ßyaH) sHto AavI vato kre..¦ KÍS= muinAo AavI vat kre...¦ to svR&nI vaÌ‐idVy‐|vinmaH kevuH (AavtuH hxe¦¦) ßyaH [Não p` smvrsr`maH gluiDyanI jem saHwzva bese..¦ phelaH SvgRna [Nã Aek wvtarI Ane AenI muQy [NãaÌ (je kroDomaH Aek‐muQy Ke, te p` Aek wvtarI Ke. bNne mnu*y ={ne moÙe jvavaza Ke.) Ae ßyare saHwzva Ôy Ke, to (te) vaÌ kevI hxe¦¦ dya pazo.. v/t kro ‐ Ae to kuHware y khe Ke.

(phelaH) Òv lI\uH ne...? hve, —AevI rIte AÒv p` Êmbâ˜ ‐ AevI rIte ÒvnI pe@e AÒv p` Êmbâ. Aaha... ha¦ AemaH p` pyaRy Êmsr (je) =vavazI Ke (te) =ay Ke.

Aa mHidr bNyuH... to (Ae) AenI pyaRy=I bNyuH Ke. ko{ kiDyaAe bnaVyuH Ke, AevuH n=I. smÔ uH? Aaharno Aek koizyo je (ha=maH) nIce Ke, te.... Aam... êco =ay Ke, te AenI pyaRy=I =ay Ke ha==I nhÄ. (Ane) ÒvnI [CKa=I (p`) nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ —AÒv p` Êmbâ˜.

xrIrnI AavI je pyaRy Ke, Ae ÊmbâmaH AavvavazI Ke, te AavI Ke. huH |yan raquH to (xrIr) brabr rhI xke. p+y Aahar kruH to nIrogta rhI xke. Ae b\I vat (im+ya Ke). prãVynI pyaRyne dva nIrogI kre ‐ Ae AhÄ na paDe Ke ke: nIrogta p` xrIrnI pyaRyno Êm Ke, to =ay Ke.

Aek ãVynI pyaRy bIÔ ãVyne É–arey SpxRtI n=I. ;smysar' 5IÒ ga=anI !IkamaH Ke: drek pda=R potana gu ‐pyaRy$pI \mRne cuHbe Ke, prãVyne É–arey SpxRta j n=I. Aa AaTma Ke, te kmRne É–are y ADyo j n=I. Aa AaTma xrIrne p` SpXyÈ j n=I¸ Ane xrIr AaTmane SpXyuÅ n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aa lakDI êcI =ay Ke.. ÔuAo¦ khe Ke ke: (Aa) ÊmbâpyaRy=I Aam _TpNn ={ Ke. AaHgzIno Aa\ar Ke to _TpNn ={ Ke, AaHgzI=I _TpNn ={ Ke ‐ Aem 5` kazmaH n=I. p` Ae (A&anI Òv) sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke. Ae AhÄ Ôeto n=I. Ae AhÄ (inim¿) j¡Ae Ke, p` AhÄ (_padan) j¡Ae to AenI pyaRy AhÄ (pota) =I Ke. p` Aa (sHyog) j¡Ae Ke ke j¡Ao Aa (AaHgzI=I Aam êcI) ={ Ke ke nih? p` Ae (AaHgzI) to bIÒ cIj Ke. Aaha.. ha¦

(AhÄ —AevI rIte) AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I˜ ‐ AemaH Aa bhuvcn AaVyuH. AÒv Fà Ke ne.. ? Ae b\aH AnHt Ke.





Aa pa!Do Ke... te nIcena Aa\are ræo n=I. Ae Aek Aek prma umaH (pot‐potana) Ø!Ÿkark (Ke). potana Aa\are (drek) prmaù ræaH Ke prna Aa\are nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa te ko` mane? sHyog‐ (¹iÚvaza) n mane. Ae sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke. Ae pota=I ræo Ke, Aem Ae Ôeta n=I¦ (]ota:) to Aa =aHwlo koè bnaVyo? (_¿r:) (AenI) pyaRy bnaVyo Ke. Ae to jDnI pyaRy=I (Aa) =aHwlo bNyo Ke. Aa puStk bne Ke, Ae jDnI pyaRy=I bne Ke. AÙr lqe Ke, to Ae AÙr (ÒvnI) [CKa=I to n=I =ya, klm=I p` =ya n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ ;Aem' Ýwuno pokar Ke¦ 5` lokna na= ijne¬r‐devno ;Aa' pokar Ke: AÒvnI ‐ prma unI drek gu nI pyaRy, je smye =vavazI (Ke te) =ay Ke te pota=I =ay Ke prna karè =tI n=I¦ Aaha.. ha... ha¦

AhÄ to AekotrnI sal=I kheta hta ke ;kmR=I potamaH (‐AaTmamaH) ivkar =to n=I'. Ae ÝÆ {xrImaH 2013nI salmaH caLyo. te Aem khe ke ;kmR=I ‐ inim¿=I ivkar =ay Ke'. to kæuH ke ;5` kaz, 5` lokmaH inim¿=I (ivkar) =to n=I'. ‐ Aa to (duinya=I) j¡dI vat Ke¦

prãVynI pyaRy ‐ Aek prma unI pyaRy, bIÔ prma unI pyaRyne É–are y SpxRtI n=I. prma unI pyaRyne Òv kre, Aem kem bne? kem ke: AÒvnaH (je) piràme épje Ke, Ae AÒv j Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ Ae AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I (épje Ke). Aaha.. ha¦ Ae ;Êmbâ' maH mha wgvHt ibraje Ke¦ ;Êmbâ' no in`Ry krvamaH wgvan njrmaH Aave Ke Tyare ;Êmbâ' no saco in`Ry =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AevI vat Ke, wa{¦ —AÒv p` Êmbâ˜.

Aa puStk Ke, te (Aa) FoDIna Aa\are ræuH Ke? ‐nhÄ. Aem khe Ke. Ae potanI pyaRy potana Aa\are, potana karè (Aam) Ke. prma u (Ae) pyaRy ($pe) potana kar e Ke prna kar e (Ae) prma u (n=I).

—tÀva=RsU5' maH AevuH Ke ‐ isâaHt to Aem caLyo Ke ke: be gu Ai\k hoy (Ae!le ke) AemaH AhÄ Ôe 5` gu hoy Ane bIÔmaH paHc gu hoy, to paHc gu ={ Ôy Ke. Ae to inim¿nuH k=n Ke ke: (Aek) prma umaH paHc gu cIkaxnI pyaRy Ke Ane bIÔ prma umaH 5` gu nI Ke to te paHc gu maH AavI Ôy, to paHc ={ Ôy Ke. (p`) Ae Aa pHc gu na mzva=I paHc ={ Ke, Aem n=I. ÊmbâmaH Aeno paHc =vano kaz Ke, to paHc =ay Ke.

ivxeØ Aavxe...




smysar ga=a 308‐311: 161

(Ývcn: ta. 2p-7-79)

;smysar' svRivxuâ&an Ai\kar. Aa Ai\kar moÙ Ai\karnI cUilka Ke. cUilkano A=R Ae Ke ke: phelaH kæuH hoy te p` khexe Ane n kæuH hoy te p` ivxeØ khexe. AemaH FùH SpÚ AaƒuH Ke. ko{ ÝÆ kre ke wa{¦ 14mI ga=a ne 38mI ga=a¦ to AemaH b\uH AavI Ôy K. 14mI ga=amaH Ae kæuH ke: potano wgvan Aa„a Abâ Ke rag=I bâ n=I¸ kmR=I bâ n=I¸ Ane Aek pyaRy je!lo (p`) n=I. to ;Ae vat' AhÄ Aave Ke. wgvan (Aa„a) AbâSp<Ú Ke. AbâSp<ÚmaH naiSt=I k=n Ke. AiSt=I kho to mu›Sv$pI wgvan AHdrmaH Ke. ãƒSv$p je ãƒ‐vStu Ke, te to mu› Sv$p Ke. Aene Abâ khIne je mu› Sv$pnuH &an kre Ke, mu› Sv$pnI ÝtIit kre Ke, mu› Sv$pno Anuwv kre Ke, te Aaqa jEnxasnno Anuwv kre Ke. Ae 1pmI ga=amaH kæuH. to AemaH‐14mI, 38mI (ga=amaH) b\uH AavI gyuH Ke. 73mI ga=amaH p` Ae kæuH ke: Aa Aek smynI pyaRy Ane pr=I to wgvan iwNn j Ke. rag=I p` iwNn Ke. Ane Svãƒna Aa]y=I potanI je inmRz‐\mRnI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke, Ae (pyaRy) Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I _TpNn =ay Ke. ãƒ=I p` nhÄ. AhÄ Ae kæuH: potano Aa„a Êmsr potanaH inmRz piràme _TpNn =ay Ke. vStu to vStu Ke i5kaz. i5kaz inmRz, xuâ‐buâ‐cEtNyFn‐isâSv$p Ýwu (Aa„a) xuâ Ke, buâ Ke, &anno ipHD Ke¦ ;isâ sman sda pd mero'. AemaH Ae Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt‐\mRnI hÇ¦ ivkarnI nhÄ‐\mRnI pirìt je pyaRymaH Ke, (A=aRtŸ) potanI pyaRymaH cEtNy xuâ wgvHtno Anuwv, AenI ÝtIit, AenuH &an, AemaH lInta (=ay Ke) ‐Ae pyaRy, Ø!Ÿkark=I pota=I _TpNn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ‐Ae kæuH te j AhÄyaH kæuH (ke:) ;potanaH piràmo=I _TpNn =ay Ke'. ‐Aeno A=R: Ae inmRz piràm Ø!ŸkarkI _TpNn =ay Ke.

Aaha...ha...ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ \mR‐vItragno \mR‐vItrag‐Svwav=I _TpNn =ay Ke. vItragSvwav Ae potanaH piràm Ke. to Ae piràm _TpNn É–aH=I =yaH? ke: i5kazI vItragSvwav Ke Aena Aa]y=I =yaH. smÔùH kaH{? Aa to phelI lI!Ina =oDa xBd Ke: —Òv Êmbâ AevaH potanaH piràmo=I (épjto =ko Òv j Ke)˜. ãƒ to ãƒ j Ke. p` AenI je inmRz pyaRy =ay Ke, te p` ;Êmbâ' (Ke). potanI pyaRyna kazmaH (=ay Ke). Ae pyaRynI jNmÙ` Ke. Ae pyaRynI _Tpi¿no kaz Ke. ‐ ;Ývcnsar' ga=a 102maH (Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ —potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko˜‐ (Aem) kem kæuH? ke: piràm ãƒnI pyaRy Ke. Ae ApeÙa=I kæuH. bakI ãVy=I (piràm) _TpNn =ay





Ke, Ae p` ƒvhar Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ —potanaH piràmo=I épjto =ko Òv j Ke .

potane kevz&an _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ae potanaH piràmo=I _TpNn =ay Ke. car Fait (kmR) no nax =ay Ke to (&an), kevz&anp e _TpNn =ay Ke, AevI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aem Aek dxRnmohnIy kmR Ke, Ôe Aeno Awav =ay Ke, to AhÄ sMykŸTvnI pyaRy =ay Ke AevI p` ApeÙa n=I.

Aem potanaH Aa„ (‐dxRn) ‐sMyGdxRn (A=aRtŸ) xuâ cEtNy Aa„ano saÙaTkar (A=aRtŸ) jevo Aa„a Ke tevo, &anmaH AavIne, AnuwvmaH AavIne, ÝtIit krI Ane pKI AemaH lInta =ay Ke. ‐Ae lInta, p` potana ãƒna Aa]ye =ay Ke. p` qreqr to Ae lInta, potana Ø!Ÿkark pir`mn=I _TpNn =ay Ke. ãƒ (na) Aa]ye _TpNn =ay Ke, Ae p` Aek ƒvharsHbH\ btavvo Ke. bhu JIÌ vat¦

Ae vat to car idvs calI. Aaje paHcmo idvs Ke. Ae to gHwIr vat Ke, par nhÄ (Aave) AevI (Ke)¦¦ Am<tcHã AacayRnI !Ika Ane kuHdkuHdacayRno }lok, Aek Aek }lokmaH gHwIrtano par nhÄ¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ hve bIj¡H AaƒuH: Òv potanI pyaRymaH Êm=I‐ÊmkazmaH‐potana _Tpi¿kazmaH potanaH piràmo=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. AhÄ piràm inmRz levaH, miln nhÄ. kem ke ãƒmaH AnHt guò hova KtaH p`, Aevo ko{ gu` n=I ke je pyaRyne ivk<t kre. Aeva AnHt gu`no ipHD Ýwu (Aa„a) potanI pyaRy=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. AevI (j) rIte AÒv p` potanI pyaRy=I Êmsr (‐Êmbâ) _TpNn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? —AÒv p`˜ kem kæuH? ke: ÒvnI vat phelaH calI Ke ne...? to AÒv p` (Êmbâ).

Aa AaHgzI Aam... Aam hale Ke. Ae pyaRymaH Êmbâ‐SvkazmaH halvanI iÊyanuH piràm Ke. =vanuH htuH to =yuH Ke. (Ae) Aa„a=I =yuH Ke, Ane Aa„aAe {CKa krI to AaHgzI cale Ke, (Aem n=I). wgvannI pUÔmaH (bole Ke ne...) Svaha...¦ Ae SvahanI waØanI pyaRy, AÒvmaH Êmsr =vavazI ={ Ke. JIÌ vat¦ Aaha... ha¦

mHidr bnaƒuH ne...¦ Ae to AÒvnI pyaRy, (je) Êm=I AavvavazI htI, te AavI Ke. AemaH Aa„ane xuH? Ae to AhÄ khe Ke —AÒv p` Êmbâ˜. Ae pEsanI pyaRy, je smye Ae Ùe5maH AavvavazI htI. (KtaH) temaH (ko{) manI le ke ;pEsa mara Ke' to Ae im+ya‐mU# Ke. pEsanI‐AÒvnI‐pyaRy ÊmbâmaH, je smye ßyaH Ùe5aHtrmaH =vavazI Ke, TyaH =ay Ke. (tem KtaH, ko{) bIÔe ÝaÌ khe




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ke: meH rag kyÈ, puruØa=R kyÈ, to Aa pEsa kmayo, te w/m Ane A&an Ke. Aaha... ha¦

ro!lI bne Ke... to ro!lInI pyaRy, lo!nI te smye =vavazI htI, te ={ Ke. Ae ÏI=I ={ Ke, Aem n=I. (tem j) tva‐tavDI=I ={ n=I Ane AiG™=I ={ n=I. ÏInI {CKa ro!lInI htI to ={ Ke, Aem p` n=I. gjb vat Ke¦ Ane Ae lo! l{ne (Aena _pr) vel` ferve Ke... to vel` Aene (lo!ne) ADe Ke, Aem n=I. Ae vel`=I Ae ro!lI Aam phozI =ay Ke, Aem n=I. AenI pyaRy ÊmbâmaH AevI =vavazI htI, to =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

ij&asa: Aa deqay to Ke¦

sma\an: Ae deqay Ke, Ae to mU# (Òv) sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke. AenI pyaRy=I j¡Ae, to AenI pyaRy Aena=I ={ Ke. j¡Ae Ke sHyog=I‐Aa vel`=I... AiG™=I¦ ÔevavazanI ¹iÚmaH fer Ke.

ij&asa: $ipya Aave to Ke¦

sma\an: konI pase $ipya Aave? Ae to jDnI pyaRyno, je smye Ae Ùe5maH Aavvano Êm hto te mujb AavI Ke. Aena (ma`sna) pu~y=I AavI Ke, Aem khevuH, Ae p` inim¿nuH k=n Ke. pUvRna pu~y Ke, Ae to jDnI pyaRy Ke. Ane Ae prma u j¡dI pyaRy Ke. Ane Aa pEsa Aave Ke, te bIÒ pyaRy Ke. to pu~y=I pEsa Aaƒa, Aem khevuH, Ae inim¿nuH k=n Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ bhu (JIÌ) vat¦ Ýwuno magR¦¦ ÝvcnmaH ÝÆ =yo (hto) ke: {¬r ktaR Ke ke nhÄ? to kæuH ke: ({¬r) É–aHy ktaR n=I. AhÄyaH po ÝwunI pUÔ kre Ke, AemaH je Avaj Aave Ke ne...¦ Svaha...¦ te jDnI pyaRymaH, Êmbâ =vavazI hova=I, (Aam) =ay Ke. (p`) Stuit krvavazo (Ôe) Aem mane, ke ;huH' Aam waØa kruH KuH ne Stuit kruH KuH' , Ar... r¦ Ae to im+yaTvnuH poØ` Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: xrIrnI pyaRy p` ßyare je Ùe5e jvanI yoGyta hoy Ke, TyaH Êmbâ =ay Ke. Ae AhÄ khe Ke ke —AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I˜.

AhÄyaH pyaRynI dxane ;piràm' khe Ke. ;piràm' kem kæaH? ke: ;inymsar' 14mI ga=amaH Aevo sHSk<t (pa@) Ke: —pir smNtatŸ wedmeit gCKtIit ppaRy:˜ ;pir' Ae!le smSt Ýkare nmI g{. pyaRy pota=I j ={ Ke. piràm smSt Ýkare ;nmI' Ae!le ;nmn' Ae!le ;_TpNn =vuH' Ae piràm pota=I _TpNn =yaH Ke ãƒ=I nhÄ¸ gu =I nhÄ¸ pr=I nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH saHwzva É–aH





mze? —pir smNtatŸ˜ ÊmbâpyaRy (ne) piràm kem kæaH? ke: —wedmeit gCKtIit pyaRy:˜‐ãƒmaH pyaRy$pI wed _TpNn =ay Ke. A=aRtŸ je svR trf=I wedne Ýaº =ay, te pyaRy Ke. piràm p` pyaRy Ke. to ãƒmaH Ae svR Ýkare wed ={ne potanaH piràm pota=I _TpNn =ay Ke. prna kar e AÒvnI pyaRy =ay (Aem n=I).

Aevo kayoTsgR lgavvo... Aavo kayoTsgR lgaƒo...¦ wa{¦ Aem n=I. Ae xrIrnI pyaRy, Ême Aem =ay Ke, to Aam =ay Ke. (]ota:) kayÈTsgR (lgave to Ke ne?) (_¿r:) ko` lgave? ko{ lgavta n=I. mane Ke... ;meH Aam kyuÅ'... Ae to AenuH Aiwman Ke. A&anI mane Ke ke ;Ame Aem krIAe KIAe'. wgvannI Stuit p` cale Ke... to vaÌnI pyaRy=I cale Ke. Ane Êmsr pyaRy Ke, te=I cale Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ane mHidr =yuH... _pr wgvannI Ýitma (S=apI)... Ae p` Êmsr te jDnI‐AÒvnI pyaRy hovane karè Aam _TpNn ={ Ke. Ae prma umaH, —wedmeit gCKtIit˜ Ae smye wed$p pyaRynI _Tpi¿ Ke, to Êmsr _TpNn =ay Ke. bIÔe Òv ke bIÔe AÒv, Aene bnave Aem 5` kazmaH =tuH n=I.

(w/aHit=I lage ke) ;meH kyuÅ... meH kyuÅ' ;AevuH meH kyuÅ... meH kyuÅ'. (p`) AhÄyaH to drek AÒvnI pyaRy ƒviS=t Ke. ƒviS=tno A=R ƒvS=a. ƒvS=ano A=R, ivxeØ AvS=a (A=aRtŸ) ivxeØe AvS=a. Ae samaNy, je prmaùãƒ Ke, AenI ivxeØ AvS=ane ƒvS=a khe Ke. Ae prma unI ƒvS=a, ãƒmaH pyaRy=I =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH? JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

ATyare to Aa tÀvno ferfar bhu ={ gyo Ke. wgvannI Stuit krIne, wgvanne coqa‐kesr c#aƒaH... Ane manI Lye Ke ke Amne \mR =ay Ke¦ Are... re¦ (ATyare ke!lak) to wgvanne pHcam<t=I AiwØek kre Ke¦ wgvan to vItrag Ke, AenI mUitRne p` pcam<t hotuH (j) n=I.

Ae (wgvannI) S=apna ={ Ke... te AenI Êm pyaRy=I S=apna ={ Ke. S=apna krvana wavvazo hto, Ane Aena ÊmmaH (Aa je) xuwwav Aavvano hto, to te (wav) Aaƒo (Ke). Ae xuwwav ne S=apna‐b\o Êm Ke b\a ÊmmaH Aaƒa Ke. wopalmaH pHckLya`k htuH. calIs hÔr ma`s ƒaQyan saHwzta hta¸ p` Ae b\I pyaRy AavvavazI htI¸ to Aaƒa. waØane p` nIkzvano kaz Ke, to waØa nIkze Ke. Ýwu¦ AevI vat Ke. Ae jD Ke, to jD Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I _TpNn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;Aa vat' kem bese?

ij&asa: inüy=I Aam Ke?

sma\an: inüy=I A=aRtŸ pyayR=I. jevI vStunI iS=it Ke AevI Ae Ke.





Aena=I ivprIt manvuH, Ae ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke. (ÝÆmaH Aem SpÚ kravvuH Ke ke:) inüy=I Aem¸ p` ƒvhar=I to =ay Ke ne? (nüy=I) (to) nhÄ¸ p` ƒvhar=I to krI xkIAe ne? (‐Aem n=I).

AhÄ to khe Ke: ]ImdŸ rajcHãe to Aek var kæuH ke: —Aek var Aek t`qlana be wag krvanI iÊya krI xkvanI xi›, p` _pxm =ay Tyare je {¬reCKa hxe te =xe . ‐p5aHk: 408.) Aek tr uH‐t`qlana be !ukDa krva, Ae Aa„anI xi› n=I. !ukDanI pyaRy ÊmbâmaH =vavazI Ke, to =ay Ke.

ij&asa: puruØa=R to kre ne?

sma\an: puruØa=R to A&anno kre Ke¦ (wle) mane: ;huH qeD kruH KuH ne bzd hlavuH KuH ne...¦ ' Ae b\aH Aiwman‐im+yaTv Ke.

AhÄ Ae khe Ke: AevI rIte‐ÒvnI pe@e, ÒvnI jem‐AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I... Aaha... ha¦ piràmo kem kæaH? ‐drek prma umaH AnHt gu Ke, to Aek smymaH AnHtI pyaRyo _TpNn =ay Ke. Aek prma umaH Aek smymaH AnHtI pyaRy (épje Ke). kemke: gu AnHt Ke ne...¦ to AenI AnHtI pyaRy ÊmbâmaH‐ÊmsrmaH je AavvavazI Ke, te Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH kam¦

Aa xher maruH. gam maruH. Ame (TyaH) rhevavaza...¦ to Ae (xher‐gam) to bIÒ cIj Ke, Ane rhevavazo bIÒ cIj Ke. wa{¦ tuH to Aa„amaH rhevavazo Ko. ragmaH p` rhevavazo n=I. to pKI xher (‐gam) maH rhevavazo (É–aH=I =yo?) Aaha... ha¦ Fò fer Ke.

AÒv p` Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I _TpNn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ paÌ AiG™na inim¿=I énuH =ay Ke... to khe Ke ke: paÌmaH _*` =vana Êm=I te _*` =vanI pyaRy =vano kaz hto to, _*` =yuH AiG™=I nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH{? Aa to ¹ÚaHt Ke. isâaHt to Aek j Ke ke: ÝTyek AÒv pda=R, potana Svkaze‐ÊmsrmaH Aavvavaza piràm=I pir`me Ke. p` qreqr prmaù‐AÒvmaH p` je piràm =ay Ke, te Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`mn =ay Ke. Ae prma unaH piràm p` (pote pota=I =ay Ke). ;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐62maH Aem pa@ Ke: Òv Ane kmR‐beyne pota=I piràm =ay Ke. Ae ccaR {xrImaH ={ htI ke ;ivkar pota=I =ay Ke, pr=I nhÄ'.

AhÄ to hÒ inmRz pyaRynI vat cale Ke. inmRz pyaRy p` pota=I Êmsr =vavazI Ke, Tyare =ay Ke. Aeno A=R ke: \mRnI‐inmRz pyaRyne Aa]y levo Ke ãƒno‐ƒvhare.





(AhÄ khe Ke ke:) (ßyare) pyaRy, potana ãƒ trf JUke pyaRynuH muq bdle (Ae!le ke:) pyaRynuH muq, rag Ane pu~y‐dya‐dan Ane ivkLp _pr Ke, Ae pyaRy (potanuH) muq, (ßyare) potana ãƒ trf bdle to ;¹iÚ' ãƒ _pr Ôy Ke Tyare Aene ÊmbâmaH sMyGdxRn Ane \mR =ay Ke.

ij&asa: muq kem bdlvuH?

sma\an: kem krvuH...? Aa Ke Aene Aam krvuH. mo#uH Aam (bihmuRq) Ke, tene Aam (SvsNmuq) krvuH¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

gme te ko{ prnuH krI xke Aem hoy, to j¡Ao: Aa (AaHgzI) Aam Ke, to (Aene) (bIÒ baj¡) krI >o. (p`) Aem nhÄ =ay¦ Aa Aa baÔu rhexe. Aaha... ha¦ vat) bhu JIÌ, bapu¦

wgvan svR& prma„aAe AnHt ãƒ ÔeyaH Ke. to AnHt, AnHtp e É–are rhexe? ke: AnHtmaH Aek ãƒnI pyaRyne, bIÔe ktaR n hoy, to AnHt, AnHtp e rhexe. Ôe bIj¡H ãƒ bIÔnI pyaRyno ktaR =ay, to Ae ãƒ, Ae pyaRy ivnanuH ræuH. pyaRy ivnanuH ãƒ rhetuH n=I. Ane Ae Ôe Aek pyaRy n rhI, to bIÔno ktaR (=ay) Ke, to Ae pyaRy p` rhI nhÄ. pyaRy ivnanuH ãƒ rhetuH n=I. (KtaH Aek ãƒnI pyaRyno ktaR, bIÔ ãƒne mane, to Aena AiwÝaymaH) to ãƒno p` nax =ay Ke. smÔy Ke AemaH? Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke¦ duinya=I ÔudI Ôt Ke. ATyare to...¦

AhÄ to khe Ke: ko{ p` prma una SkH\maH je prma u Ke, te prma u p` Êmsr (pote) potanI pyaRy=I _TpNn =ay Ke. Ae (prma u) SkH\maH Aaƒa Ke, to AevI (pyaRy) ={, Aem n=I. Ae prma unI lohInI je pyaRy ={, te Aa (Aaharna) prma u (je) AhÄ (hojrImaH) Aaƒa to (Ae) lohInI pyaRy ={, Aem n=I. Ae prma unI pyaRy, lohInI =vanI yoGyta=I, ÊmbâmaH AavvavazI Ke, te (pyaRy) AavI Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Ýwu¦ tuH to &ata‐ãÚa Ko ne...¦ Ô`va‐deqvavazo Ôe ktaR ={ Ôy, to im+yaTvp uH AavI Ôy Ke. tuH to &ata‐ãÚa Ko. AhÄ to ;AktaR' isâ krvuH Ke. ga=ane m=aze Ke ne...? —hve Aa„anuH AktaRp uH ¹ÚaHtpUvRk khe Ke . Am<tcHã AacayRne Akt<RTv (isâ krvuH Ke).

(vedaHt) {¬ne ktaR khe Ke. (p`) AhÄ to khe Ke ke: ãƒ, pyaRynuH ktaR n=I. ko{ cIjno ktaR, {¬r to n=I. p` cIjnI je pyaRy Ke, Ae pyaRynuH ktaR ãƒ n=I. bIÔuH ãƒ to ktaR n=I (j). Aaha... ha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa to prma„a ijne¬rdev i5lokna=e svR&SvwavmaH pda=RnI jevI myaRda Ane iS=it




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Ôe{ Ke, Ae vat Ke¦ duinya mane ke n mane, ;sTyne kaH{ sHQyanI j$r n=I'. laqo mane to Ae sTy khevay Ane =oDa mane to AsTy khevay, AevuH kaH{ Ke nhÄ.

ÏI kpDamaH wrt wre Ke‐Ae pyaRy, ÏIna Aa„aAe krI‐AevI (maNyta) hram Ke¦ kpDamaH wrt (wrIne) Ae AhÄyaH go@vI dI\uH‐Ae ÏIAe kyuÅ? AenI {CKa ={ to =yuH? ‐iblkul jU@uH Ke¦ wrt p` potanI pyaRymaH ÊmbâmaH je pyaRy =vavazI Ke, te =ay Ke. tor`maH motI go@vIne ha=I bnave Ke‐Ae go@vÌ, AenI pyaRye krI (Ke). ÏIAe AaHgzI=I krI (Ke), Aem n=I¦

(]ota:) soy lagva=I lohI nIkze Ke ne? ‐Ae y nhÄ. pota=I lohInI pyaRy nIkzI Ke¦ j¡Ao: Aa AaHgzI Ke (Aene) Aa (xrIrmaH dbavo to je) Aam qaDo =yo... p` Ae AaHgzI, Aene (xrIrne) ADI p` n=I, Ane Aam qaDo (je) =yo, Ae qaDanI pyaRy, prmaùmaH Êmsr =va yoGy ={ Ke AaHgzI=I ={ n=I¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ij&asa: saf deqay to Ke ke (qaDo) AaHgzI=I =yo¦

sma\an: Ae vat p` sHyog=I ÔuAe Ke. AenI pyaRyne j¡Ae to AaHgzI to bIÒ cIj Ke Ane Ae TyaH bIÒ cIj Ke. p` Ae sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke. p` AenI pyaRy AemaH _TpNn ={ Ke, Ae ¹iÚ=I to Ôeto n=I¦

JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ ATyare to FÌ grbD ={ g{ Ke ne...¦ ;meH puStk bnaƒuH'. (Ae maNyta ivprIt Ke). Ae puStk p` potanI (Êmbâ) pyaRy=I =ay Ke¦

AacayR mharaj to khe Ke: Aa !Ika Ame bnavI, Aem moh=I n naco¦ Ame to &ata (KIAe). Ame Amara Sv$pmaH KIAe. Amara Sv$p=I bhar nIkzIne, Aa !IkanI rcna ={, Ane ivkLp Aaƒo to !IkanI rcna ={¸ Aem p` n=I. Ane ivkLp Aaƒo Ke, to maru H ktRƒ Ae ivkLp Ke, Aem p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ;huH to &ata (KuH)'.

;AktaR' isâ krvuH Ke ne...? Aa„a prno to ktaR nhÄ, p` ragno p` ktaR n=I. dya‐dan‐v/taidna ivkLp Aave Ke, p` Aeno ktaR Aa„a n=I. kar` ke ;Aa„a piv5 ipHD Ýwu Ke'. Ae ivkarne kem kre? cÊvt± raÔne mkannI \Uz vazvanuH btavvuH ke mkanmaH=I \Uz ka#I de¦ tem wgvan Aa„a AnHt piv5 gu no ipHD, Aene dya‐dan‐ivkLpno ktaR bnavvo‐Ae ;cÊvt±ne \Uz vazvanuH kheva' jevI vat Ke. Ae ¹ÚaHt xaÏmaH Aave Ke. idgHbr xaÏomaH ¹ÚaHt‐Nyay b\uHy wyuÅ Ke ßyaH ßyaH je Ôe{Ae, te b\uH wyuÅ Ke.





—Êmbâ potanaH piràmo=I épjtuH =kuH AÒv j Ke . ÔeyuH¦ Ae pyaRyne AÒv kæuH. AÒvnI pyaRyne AÒv kæuH. ÒvnI pyaRyne Òv kæuH. nhÄtr (to) Òv ãƒ Ke, te pyaRymaH AavtuH n=I. tem (j) AÒv ãƒ p` pyaRymaH AavtuH n=I. (p` AhÄ) ATyare Aem levuH Ke ke: Ae pyaRy Aena (ãƒ) =I ={ Ke. Ae btavva Ane pr=I ={ n=I Ane Êmsr AavvavazI Ke te (pyaRy) AavI Ke, Ae btavIne (kæuH ke) AÒvnaH piràm AÒv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aem kem kæuH ke: AÒvnaH piràm AÒv Ke. A=aRtŸ sa=e bIÔe Òv hoy, to Aena=I AemaH =yuH? ‐Aem n=I. AenI na paDe Ke. j¡Ao¦ —AÒv j Ke, Òv n=I˜, ;Òv n=I' Aem kem kæuH? kar` ke, Òv sHyogmaH hoy Ane Aena=I te pyaRy jDnI ={ Ke AevuH 5` kazmaH n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat (bese nhÄ,) pKI loko Aem khe: song#nuH AekaHt Ke... AekaHt Ke. khe to kho... Ýwu¦ Aa wgvan khe Ke. Aa konI vat Ke? ‐5` lokna na= tI=Åkrdev sImH\r wgvanna ]Imuqe=I nIkzelI vaÌ Ke. te kuHdkuHdacayeR saÙatŸ saHwzI Ke. Ane AhÄ AavIne Aa xaÏ bnaƒaH (Ke). (]ota:) Aape p` saHwzI Ke? (_¿r:) Ame p` saÙatŸ saHwzvamaH sa=e hta... p` Ae vat...¦ Aa to (AhÄ) wgvan kuHdkuHdacayRnI vat krIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ —AÒv j Ke Aem lI\uH. to ko{ Aem khe ke ;Ae AekaHt n=I?' k=HictŸ AÒv=I pyaRy ={ Ane k=HictŸ Òv=I ={, Aem AnekaHt kro¦ (p`) Ae AnekaHt n=I. Ýwu¦ Ae to AekaHt Ke.

Ae khe Ke ke: AÒvnI potanI AÒv _TpNn =yuH, Ae AÒv j Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa ho@ cale Ke... to (te) AÒvnI pyaRy AÒv j Ke. Aem kem kæuH ke ;Òv n=I' ? AHdr Òv Ke, to Aena=I ho@ haLyo, Aem n=I¸ ma!e ;Òv n=I.' Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa to Aiwman KoDavvuH Ke.

(]ota:) mDduH É–aH bole Ke? (_¿r:) mDduH p` cale Ke. saHwZyuH Ke? Amare mo!a wa{ hta. te 19p7nI salmaH gujrI gya. AmarI ëmr 11 vØRnI htI. (sHvt) 1946maH jNm Ke. teAo saHje gujrI gya. Ame ÔeyuH ke ra5e KatI _pr kox mUkI ke je=I mDduH _wuH n ={ Ôy. to Aem mDda _pr kox raqe Ke. bakI to mDdanI AevI pyaRy éwa =vanI nhotI. to (koxnuH) inim¿ AaƒuH. p` (pyaRy) éwa =vanI htI, ne (kox) raqI, te=I (mDduH) éwuH n =yuH‐Aem p` n=I.

KPpinyo dukaz mo!o hto ne...¦ njre ÔeyuH Ke. calIx‐pcax gayo éwI




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htI. wrvaD éwo hto. gayonI AaHqmaH AaHsu... Are¦ carpaHc idvs=I FasnuH Aek t`qluH mZyuH n=I. É–aH=I lave p`? Fas j n=I éGyuH ne. hmàH p` saHwZyuH Ke: AhÄ Fas ivna 12‐14 #or mrI gyaH. =oDu H =oDu H Fas éGyuH Ke. to FùH fre to qa{ xke. bhu frvanI xi› n hoy, te=I (wUqe) mrI gyaH. p` je smye je pyaRy =vanI htI tevI =ay Ke. Fas n mZyuH, ma!e deh KU!I gyo, Aem n=I. dehnI KU!vanI pyaRy htI. dehmaH Aa„a ræo, to Aayu*yna karè ræo, Aem p` n=I. Aayu*y Ke te jD Ke. Ane wgvan Aa„a cEtNy to jD=I Aa„a, AHdrmaH rhI xke, Aem n=I. xrIrmaH rhevanI potanI pyaRynI ÊmsrmaH =vavazI, yogyta=I Ae!laH vØR rhe Ke. Ane ßyare yoGyta KU!I Ôy Ke, to KU!Ine (bIÒ gitmaH Ôy Ke). smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄ to \m± ÒvnI (vat Ke). mnu*ymaH=I SvgRmaH (Ôy Ke). Ae ¹ÚaHt potanuH lI\uH Ke. kar` ke Ae AacayR, deh KoDIne SvgRmaH jvavaza Ke. ;pHcaiStkay' maH p` car gitnuH ¹ÚaHt lI\uH Ke. mnu*y=I SvgR Ane SvgR=I pKI mu*y ={ne, ke!lak sHto‐kuHdku Hd AacayR Aaid‐kevz&an pamIne moÙ jvavaza Ke. AevI iS=it Ke. mnu*ynuH ¹ÚaHt Aevu H lI\uH ke ;mnu*y mrIne SvgRmaH Ôy Ke'. mnu*y mrIne nrk Ane ityÅcmaH Ôy Ke, Aevu H n lI\uH. kar` ke potanI vat krI. potano deh Êm=I KU!I jxe, Tyare Êm=I Amne SvgRnI git mzxe. (kemke) kevz&an n=I, pU`R Ýaiº n=I, to deh to mzxe. p` Ae jD mzxe. jDna kar`=I sHyog mzxe. potanI yoGytane karè TyaH SvgRmaH rhe Ke. nrkmaH p` ATyare ]ei`k raÔ Ke. ]ei`k raÔ (qreqr nrkmaH n=I. te potanI pyaRymaH Ane gu`maH Ke. prne É–arey ADya p` n=I. to prmaH rhe, Aem É–aH Ke? bhu k@`, wa{¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ko{Ae ÝÆ kyÈ hto ke: ]ei`k raÔ mrIne nrkmaH gya. to j¡Ao: nrk gitno _dy Aaƒo to temne (nrke) jvuH pD–uH¦ phelaH Axatna krI htI¸ te=I nrknuH Aayu*y mo!uH bH\a{ gyuH. pKI muin mZya Ane muin pase sMykŸTv paMya. Ane je mo!I iS=it (Aayu*ynI) bH\a{ htI te tU!Ine 84 hÔr vØRnI rhI. hÒ ATyare TyaH Ke. p` Ae (TyaH) potanI pyaRynI yoGyta=I Ke. gitno _dy Ke, Ae kar`=I (te) TyaH gyaKe, Aem n=I.

namkmRnI 93 Ýk<itmaH Aek AnupUv± Ýk<it Ke. te AnupUv± Ýk<it xuH Ke ke: Aek gitmaH=I bIÒ gitmaH l{ jvuH. Aem khevay Ke. Ae k=n b\uH inim¿=I Ke.





jem bzdne nakmaH na= Ke, tene qeHce ne? tem AnupUv± qeHcIne l{ Ôy Ke, Aem leq Ke. (Ae to) AnupUv± Ýk<it Ke, Aem inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!e (k=n) Ke. bakI potanI pyaRynI yoGyta=I Êmsr Aaƒa Ýma e SvgRmaH Ôy Ke, nrkmaH Ôy Ke. AnupUv±=I (Aem =ay Ke), Ae iblkul jU@uH Ke.

—potanaH piràmo=I épjtuH =kuH AÒv j Ke, Òv n=I˜ ‐Aa AnekaHt. (pyaRy) Òv=I p` =ay Ane AÒv=I p` =ay, to AnekaHt‐Ae AnekaHt n=I. (A=aRtŸ) potanI pyaRy k=HictŸ pota=I Ane k=HictŸ pr=I (=ay) Aem kho, to AnekaHt isâ =ay Ke, Aem n=I. —Òv n=I˜ (Ae!le ke) ÒvnI pyaRy, Aene (AÒvnI pyaRyne) _TpNn krI xke, Aem iblkul Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦

hve ¹ÚaHt Aape Ke: —kar` ke jem (kHk` Aaid piràmo=I épjta Aeva) suv Rne kHk` (‐kDuH‐vÄ!I) Aaid piràmo sa=e tadaTMy Ke . (A=aRtŸ) sonuH je dagIna$pe =yuH, Ae dagIna=I‐piràm=I sonanuH tadaTMy Ke. jem _*`tanI sa=e AiG™nuH tadaTMy Ke. jem &annI sa=e Aa„anuH tadaTMy Ke‐ttŸSv$pe Ke. Aem suv RnuH potanI kHk`‐pyaRy sa=e tadaTMy Ke. pr=I _TpNn =yuH j n=I. Ae kHk`, sonamaH=I =yuH (Ke). Ae sonI=I =yuH n=I. kemke, Ae (suv RnuH) tadaTMy (p uH, AenaH) piràmo=I Ke. Ae (kHkÀaid) piràm sona=I _TpNn =yaH Ke. dagInanI AvS=a sona=I _TpNn ={ Ke sonI=I nhÄ, h=oDI=I nhÄ, Ane Aer`=I nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ AakruH lage ma`sne. Aaqo dI Ame Aa vepar \H\a krIAe KIAe ne... Aa krIAe KIAe. ko` krI xke? bapu¦ Ae to sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke. bakI sHyogI pyaRy to Aena karè =ay Ke. Ane tuH mane Ke ke ;Ae Amara=I ={'. Ae to im+yaTvnuH poØ` Ke. Aa im+yaTv sHsar Ke. Ae im+yaTv j Aas/v Ane sHsar Ke. Ae (kt<RTvbuiâ$p) AhHkar ka#vo, (Ane) wed&an krvuH, Ae AlaEikk vat Ke¦ ;jDnI pyaRy mara=I (=ay) nhÄ. Ane marI pyaRy jD=I (=ay) nhÄ'. ‐Aem wed krvo¦

Ae AhÄ khe Ke ke: suv RnuH kHk` Aaid prIàmo sa=e tadaTMy Ke. je sonana dagIna =ay Ke, Ae piràm, Ae sonanaH Ke. Ae piràmnI sa=e suv RnuH tadaTMy Ke ke? Ae piràmonI sa=e sonInuH tadaTMy Ke? Ae dagInanI sa=e Aer`nuH tadaTMy Ke ke Ae piràmonI sa=e h=oDInuH tadaTMy Ke? (‐Aem n=I.) Aaha... ha¦ dagIna (je) _TpNn =ya, Ae h=oDI=I nhÄ¸ Aer`=I nhÄ¸ sonI=I nhÄ¸ pUvR pyaRy=I p` nhÄ. (Ane) Aek smymaH je pyaRy, Êmbâ _TpNn ={ Ke, Ae pUvR pyaRy=I p` nhÄ. Ane inüy=I to suv`Rna ãƒ‐gu =I p` nhÄ. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦




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tadaTMy kæuH ne...¦ —tem svR ãƒone potanaH piràmo sa=e tadaTMy Ke . (A=aRtŸ) ÒvnaH piràmnuH tadaTMy, potana Aa„a sa=e Ke. AÒvnaH piràmnuH AÒvnI sa=e tadaTMy Ke. Aek prma unuH pir`mn (te j) prma u sa=e tadaTMy Ke. ko{ p` cIjnaH piràm te te (cIj‐tÀv) sa=e ttŸSv$pe Ke. (tene) prnI sa=e kaH{ sHbH\ n=I¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aa ixÙ`‐ixibrmaH Aava A=R ka#ya Ke? Aa (j vStuiS=it) Ke, bapu¦ Are... re Anaid kaz=I coyaRxI laq (yoin) na AvtarmaH, wa{¦ wUlI gyo¦ (]ota:) ;bIÔ pUKe to bolI xkay ne? (_¿r:) bIÔ pUKe ke n pUKe' , Ae Ôè. AhÄ to vStuiS=it Aa Ke¦ ;Aa bIÔ pUKe', AenI to AhÄ vat cale Ke. hÔro ma`sonI vCce to ;Aa vat' calI rhI Ke. ;pUKe' ‐Ae waØanI pyaRy, p` pUKvavazana ha=maH (‐Ai\karmaH) n=I. AevI vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa prm sTynI vat Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —Aam Òv potanaH piràmo=I épjto hova KtaH tene AÒvnI sa=e kayRkar`wav isâ =to n=I˜.

ÝÆ: Òv potanaH piràmo=I to _TpNn =ay Ke ne? Ae!luH to kar` Ane kayR kre Ke ne? Òv potanaH piràmnuH to kayR kre Ke ne? to (Ôe) potanaH piràmnuH kayR kre, to bIÔnaH piràmnuHp` kayR kre¦ jem Aek govaz, Aek gayne crava l{ Ôy¸ to bIÔe khe ke ;AmarI gayne p` sa=e l{ Ôv'. Aem, bIÔ ãƒnaH p` piràm kar`$p=I hoy, to AemaH (vaH\o) xuH Ke?

sma\an: j¡Ao, Ýwu¦ Aa„amaH Aek AkayRkar` namno gu` Ke. 47 xi›maH (Aa) 14mI xi› Ke. Aa„a prnuH kayR n=I Ane Aa„a rag Ane prnuH kar` n=I. —je ANy=I kratuH n=I Ane ANyne krtuH n=I Aeva Aek ãƒSv$p AkayR kar`Tvxi›. (je ANynuH kayR n=I Ane ANynuH kar` n=I AevuH je Aek ãƒ te Sv$p AkayRkar`Tvxi›˜.) —je ANy=I kratuH n=I˜ (A=aRtŸ) Aa„amaH jD=I ko{ pyaRy kratI n=I. Ane Aa„amaH sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy, rag=I kratI n=I. —je ANy=I kratuH n=I˜‐ANymaH prãƒ Ane rag b\uH levuH. kemke AhÄ xi›nuH v`Rn Ke. Ane xi›na v`RnmaH inmRz pyaRy j lI\I Ke. paKz je Êm (v<i¿$p) ‐AÊm (v<i¿$p) xi› lI\I Ke, AemaH AÊm te gu` Ane Êm te pyaRy. p` Ae ;Êm' pyaRy inmRz lI\I Ke. AemaH (Aa„amaH) AHdr je xi› Ke, te vStuna gu` Ke Ane gu`ne \rvavazuH je ãƒ Ke, te piv5 Ke¸ to xi› (‐gu`) p` piv5 Ke. to Ae piv5tanaH (‐gu`naH) piràm p` piv5 Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? ragnaH piràm, Ae Aa„anaH Ke, Aem AhÄ (levuH) n=I. xi›na v`RnmaH x$AatmaH Ane KeLle be @ekaè Aem lI\uH Ke.





;Ývcnsar' maH 47 nyno Ai\kar lI\o Ke, TyaH &an (‐Ýma`&an=I) btavva ma!e jrI lI\uH Ke ke: \m± Òv g`\r Ke Aene je xaÏ rcvano jrI ivkLp Aaƒo, te AenuH pir`mn Ke. te=I (tene) Aeno (ivkLpno) ktaR khevamaH Aave Ke. pir`mnnI ApeÙaAe ;ktaR' khevamaH Aave Ke. krva layk Ke, ma!e ;ktaR' Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? ;Ývcnsar' maH Aem lI\uH: ktaR ny Ke. wokta ny Ke. AhÄyaH Ae n levuH. AhÄ Aa ãƒ¹iÚno ivØy Ke. xi›nuH v`Rn Ke.

ij&asa: ;smysar' manvuH ke ;Ývcnsar'?

sma\an: bNne (manvaH), &annI Ý\anta=I, Ô`va layk te cIj Ke Aem j manvuH. (Ane) ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe, potanaH piràm inmRz j =ay Ke Aem manvuH.

(;smysar' pirixÚmaH xi›na v Rn phelaH) Aek ÝÆ Ke: —jemaH Êm Ane AÊme ÝvtRta AnHt \mÈ Ke Aeva Aa„ane &anma5pùH k{ rIte Ke?˜ (p` AhÄ ;Êm' maH inmRz levaH. Aa ;Êm' maH miln n levuH.) _¿r: —prSpr iwNn Aeva AnHt \mÈna smuday$pe pir`t Aek &iºma5 wav$pe pote j hova=I (Aa„ane &anma5p uH Ke)˜. Ae AnHt xi›maH ;Êm' ne to inmRz lI\uH Ke.

bIÔuH je ;pHcaiStkay' maH, 62‐ga=amaH lI\uH, TyaH to ivkarnI pyaRy p` SvtH5 Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`me Ke Aem lI\uH Ke. TyaH (;Ývcnsar' maH) to &ey Ai\kar Ke, te=I &eyne btave Ke.

AhÄ (47 xi›) to ¹iÚÝ\an xi›nuH v Rn Ke. b\I xi› piv5 Ke. Ane piv5 (xi›) ne \rnaro Ýwu, piv5 ãƒ Ke. to piv5maH=I É/mmaH Apiv5ta Aave‐Ae vat n=I. Apiv5ta Aave Ke, p` Ae Apiv5tanuH AhÄ &an kre Ke. Ae &annI pyaRy, Ae potanI Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

kale kæuH htuH ne...¦ Aa„amaH Aek wav namno gu Ke. 33mI ;wavxi›' Ke: —iv>manAvS=avazapà$pe wavxi›. (Amuk AvS=a jemaH iv>man hoy Aevapà$p wavxi›˜.) Ae wavxi›na kar e pyaRy inmRz =ay j Ke. AhÄ inmRznI vat Ke, ;huH kruH' to pyaRy =ay, Aevo ivkLp p` TyaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ßyaH ãƒ _pr ¹iÚnI pyaRy JUkI, TyaH ãƒmaH je wav namno gu Ke, te kar e AnHt gu nI pyaRy, inmRz j Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae ;wav (gu )' AhÄ lI\o. Ane Aek ;wavxi›' 39mI Ke. ÔuAo¦ (—ktaR, kmR Aaid) karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I riht wvnma5myI (‐hovama5myI, =vama5myI) wavxi›˜. Aaha... ha¦ be




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ÝkarnI wavxi›¦ Aek wavxi› AnHt gu maH pDI (‐iv>man) Ke to drek gu nI pyaRy, je smye =vavazI Ke, te =xe. =xe ne =xe j. Ae ;huH kruH' to =xe, Aem n=I. Ane Aek wavxi›‐ivkarnuH pir`mn Ø!Ÿkark$pe =ay Ke, Aena=I riht pir`mn, Ae wavxi›nuH fz Ke.

ivxeØ khexe.....

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(Ývcn: ta. 26-7-79)

;smysar' 308 =I 311. ;Êmbâ' nI ƒaQya AavI ne...¦ Ae ;Êmbâ' maH prna kayR‐kar`no Awav =ay Ke. ivxeØ SpÚIkr` Aave Ke AenuH kar` Aa Ke ke: —Òv potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke . Ae ;Êmbâ' maH=I ka#yuH. ßyare Òv potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke, to ;Êmbâ' maH Aeno inüy (=taH, ¹iÚ) &ayk _pr Ôy Ke. Ae vat AhÄ Ke ke: &ayk _pr ¹iÚ ={, to Ae ÒvnaH piràm, potanaH piràmonI sa=e tadaTMy Ke. AevI rIte Òv potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke. AhÄ inmRz (piràm) nI vat Ke hÇ¦ potanaH piràmo=I te Òv épje Ke.

Òv ãƒ to Ke j. p` (te) piràmo=I épje Ke. (AhÄ kæuH ke:—Aam Òv potanaH piràmo=I épjto hova KtaH...˜) (AhÄ) —KtaH kem kæuH? ke: potanaH piràmo=I to épje Ke, Ae!luH to kayR kre Ke ne? potanaH piràmo=I to épje Ke ne, n=I épjto, Aem to n=I¸ to Aem ke: potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke, to prnaH p` piràm kre¦ Ôe (potanaH piràm=I) épjto n hoy, (A=aRtŸ) (Ôe potanuH) kayR krto n hoy, to to prnuH kayR n kre¦ p` (potanuH) kayR to kre Ke, (A=aRtŸ) Òv potanaH inmRz piràmnuH kayR to kre Ke —KtaH prnuH kayR krto n=I‐Aem levuH Ke. gHwIr xBd Ke ke: potanaH inmRz piràmo=I épjto hova ;KtaH' , tene AÒvnI sa=e kayR‐kar` wav isâ =to n=I.

;huH xuâ cEtNyFn, &an‐AanHdkHd Ýwu¦' AenaH AanHd Ane xaHitnaH piràm, Ae piràm to AenaH Ke. AhÄ \mR pamelanI vat cale Ke. A=va Êmbâno in`Ry jene =yo, AenI vat cale Ke.

jgtmaH drek pda=RmaH potanaH piràmnI AvS=a=I ƒviS=t ƒvS=a =ay Ke. bIÔH piràm Aene kre, to AemaH ƒvS=a‐pyaRy =ay, Aem n=I.

ÝÆ: Aa b\a ƒvS=apk‐Aa Ýmuq Ke, vyvS=apk Ke ne?

sma\an: nhÄ. kono ƒvS=apk? wa{¦ je ãƒ potanaH piràm=I ÊmmaH





_TpNn =ay Ke, to tenI ƒvS=a, tenI pyaRynI ƒvS=a, te j tenI ƒvS=a Ke. bIÔe Òv, tenI ƒvS=a kre (Aem bntuH n=I).

(vzI,) bIÔe Òv potanaH inmRz piràmo=I épje Ke. TyaH (te) potanaH piràmo=I épje Ane bIÔnaH piràmne p` _TpNn kre, Aem =tuH n=I. te=I (AhÄyaH) —KtaH ‐—t=aip˜ lI\uH Ke. Aem ke‐potanuH kayR kre Kene¦ kre Ke ke nih? pl!e Ke ke nih? to pKI bIÔnaH (piràmne) p` pl!ave¦ (p`) Aem ={ xktuH n=I. kar` ke: bIÔuH ãƒ p` potanaH piràmo=I pir`me Ke. bIj¡H ãƒ kaH{ pyaRy ivnanuH ãƒ (to) Ke j nhÄ. te=I tenI pyaRynuH kayR krvavazo to te prãVy Ke to tenI pyaRynuH kayR, bIÔe Òv kre, Aem kdI =tuH n=I.

Aa b\a xei@yaAo dukanmaH \Da\D \H\o‐vepar kre Ke ne...? (]ota:) ƒvhar=I kre? (_¿r:) xuH kre...? ;ktaR =vuH' A=aRtŸ ;huH kruH' Ae to mrI (jva) jevuH Ke. wgvan (Aa„a) &aykSv$p Ýwu Ke Aene ragnuH‐prnuH kam sÇpvuH, Ae to ÝwunuH m<Tyu Ke A=va Aeno Anadr Ke. Anadr Ke te j m<Tyu Ke¦

Aa b\a vepar kre Ke... (mal) sHFre, AemaH wav v\I Ôy, (to) quxI =ay ke nih? Ae (pEsanI) pyaRy to prmaùnI Ke. TyaH Aavvavaza prmaù, te potanI pyaRyna ÊmbâmaH Aaƒa Ke. bIÔna karè TyaH pEsa Aaƒa (Aem n=I). (]ota:) AenI pase Aaƒa. bIÔ pase n Aaƒa ne...? (_¿r:) AenI pase Aaƒa, to te smynI kayRnI dxa Ane kaz j Aevo hto. pUvRnuH pu~y khevamaH Aave Ke¸ to pu~y pEsane qeHcIne lave? (qreqr) Aem n=I. bolvamaH Aave Ke ke‐Aena pu~yna karè (Aave). xaÏ p` AevuH bole Ke: pu~y=I fz mze Ke. pÍÝwml\arIdev p` khe Ke: Ýwu¦ bIÔnI %iâ Ôe{ne tne ivSmy =ay Ke: Aaha... ha¦ Aa to kroDpit ne Abjpit¦ Ane tarI {CKa =ay ke ;huH p` =aë'. to Ýwu¦ tuH AirhHtnI wi› kr¦ to Aena=I pu~y =xe Ane Aena=I vStu mzxe. (p`) mzxe... to pKI tne xuH law Ke? tuH to wgvan Aa„a stŸ icdanHd Ýwu (Ko¦) jemaH AnHt AnHt inmRz gu`nI qa` Ke¦ Ae qa`nI jene ÝtIit, Êmbâna piràmmaH ={, Ae to potana piràm=I _TpNn =ay Ke.

drek ÒvãƒmaH ;ktaR' namno Aek gu Ke. Ae ktaR ={ne potana piràmnuH ;kmR' A=aRtŸ ;kayR' kre Ke. AhÄ potana inmRz piràmnI vat Ke. ;Êmbâ' na in RymaH &ayk _pr ¹iÚ hova=I, je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg!–uH, Ae ;kayR' nuH ktaR ko`? ke: ÒvmaH ktaR namno gu Ke, Ae ktaR (gu ) na karè Ae sMyGdxRnaidnI pyaRy _TpNn ={ Ke pUvRnI pyaRy=I nhÄ, inim¿=I nhÄ, saHwzva





(‐dexna) =I nhÄ. AHdr F uH mH=n kyuÅ, to Aena=I p` (sMyGdxRnaid) Ýaº =ay, Aem n=I. mH=n Ke, Ae to ivkLp Ke. potanamaH ktaR namno Anaid gu Ke Ae ktaRgu =I‐kar`=I AenI (Aa„anI) sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke. A=va kmR namno gu Ke, (AenuH pir`mn Ae sMyGdxRnaid pyaRy Ke).

Aho... ho¦ Aek jD kmR. Aek nokmRnuH kmR. Aek ragnuH kmR. Aek inmRz pyaRy$pI inmRz wavkmR. Ane Aa„amaH Aek kmR namno gu Ke. ‐xuH kæuH? ke: Aa„a isvay (‐Aa„anI jem) AnHt pda=RmaH kayR (‐pir`mn) (je) =ay Ke, Ae AenuH kmR Ke. te to pda=ÈAe potanaH piràm kyaÅ, Ae pir`mn, AenuH kayR Ke‐kayR kho ke kmR kho (Aek j Ke) ‐Aek vat. bIÔuH: kmR jD Ke, Aene kmR khevuH. Ae prma u p` pota=I kmR$pe pir`MyaH Ke, te p` kmR. 5Ij¡H: rag‐äeØnaH piràm krvaH, te p` Aek kmR, Ae wavkmR. co=uH: inmRz pir`mnnuH kayR =ay, te p` kmR. Ane paHcmuH: Aa„amaH ;kmR' namno Aek gu Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Are... re¦ AnHt kazmaH sTy vat mzI nhÄ Ane mzI to ÌcI nhÄ¦ Aaha... ha¦ AekaHt... AekaHt lage¦ kaH{ ƒvhar=I ke ragnI mHdta krva=I (\mR) =ay Ke ke nih? to khe Ke ke: Aena (Aa„ana) ;kmR' namna gu e xuH kyuÅ? rag=I Ôe (\mR) =yo, to ;rag' ktaR Ane ;\mR‐pyaRy' kayR, to (Aa„ana) ;ktaR' namna gu nuH kayR xuH? Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke¦ p` mudŸanI vatmaH Ae e É–arey ¹iÚ dI\I n=I¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: ;kmR' Ae!la ÝkarnaH Ke‐Aek gu $pI kmR. Aek inmRz pyaRy$pI kmR. Aek rag$pI wavkmR. Aek kmR$pI jDnI pyaRy (‐ãƒkmR). Ane Aek prnaH piràm$pI (nokmR).

ÝÆ: to Ae prnuH kmR Aa„a kre Ke ke nih?

sma\an: (jD) kmRnaH piràm je Ke, tene Aa„a krto n=I. Ane rag Ke, te p` Aa„a krto n=I. Ane inmRz pyaRyno ktaR (Aa„a) Ke, Ae p` _pcar=I Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a ;ktaR' Ane inmRz piràm potanuH ;kayR' ‐Aem p` _pcar=I‐ƒvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke¦ (Aa) b\uH ;klx !Ika' maH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Aa„amaH ;kmR' namno gu Ke. jD kmRno nhÄ. ragno nhÄ. Ane pyaRyno (p`) nhÄ. jem wgvan Aa„a &anSvwavI i5kaz Ke, AanHdSvwavI i5kaz Ke Aem kmRSvwavI i5kaz Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa xBd p` saHwZyo n hoy¦ ne Aa pEsa mHidrmaH qCyaR,





ma!e AemaH kH{k \mR ={ gyo? (‐Aem n=I). (kem ke) Aa„a pEsa qc± j xkto n=I. Ae prma unI pyaRynuH kayR, to Ae prma unuH Ke bIÔnuH n=I. Ane pEsana kayR=I mHidr =ay, Aem p` n=I.

ij&asa: Aap ko{no _pkar g`ta n=I?

sma\an: Ae to b\I ƒvharnI vato Ke. xaÏmaH _pkar (nI vat) Aave Ke ne...¦ ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' Aa@ma A|yaymaH Ke ke: ArhHtoAe p` _pdex AapIne _pkar kyÈ Ke, to huH _pkarno Ai\kar lquH KuH. to Ame p` _pkar krIAe KIAe. ‐Ae to inim¿=I k=n Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? ATyare to FùH cale Ke ne...¦ caEd b/ïaHDno nkxo bnavIne nIce lqe Ke —prSprog/ho jIvanamŸ˜. prSpr _pkar kre Ke. Ae _pkar kre Ke, AevI vyaQya n=I. _pkarno A=R: ;inim¿pè Ke' Ae!luH &an kravva ma!e ;_pg/h' A=va ;_pkar' Aem be xBd lI\a Ke.

AhÄyaH to prma„a Aem khe Ke ke: ÒvnaH potanaH piràm kho ke kmR kho ke kayR kho¸ potanaH kayR=I épje Ke KtaH tene AÒvnI sa=e, ragnI sa=e, kmRnI sa=e, xrIrnI sa=e, kayRkar`wav isâ =to n=I. Ae kmR‐jDnuH ;kayR' Ane Aa„a ;kar`' , Aem isâ =tuH n=I. Aa xrIr (‐ho@) cale Ke, AevI waØa nIkze Ke to Ae waØanuH nIkzvuH ;kayR' Ane Aa„a ;ktaR' , AevuH É–arey isâ =tuH n=I. (A=aRtŸ) tene (Òvne) AÒvnI sa=e kayRkar`wav (isâ =to n=I).

Ae to kale kæuH htuH ne...¦ ke: Aa„amaH ;AkayRkar`' namno gu Ke. pr ;ktaR' Ane Aa„anI pyaRy ;kayR' , Aem to =tuH n=I. rag ;ktaR' Ane inmRz pyaRy ;kayR' , Aem p` =tuH n=I. JIÌ vat Ke¦ ƒvharrTn5y ;ktaR' Ane sMyGdxRn‐inmRz pyaRy ;kayR' , AevuH ktaR‐kmRp uH n=I. bhu to Aa„a ;ktaR' Ane inmRz pyaRy ;kayR' , ‐Aem (ktaR‐kmRna) be wed _prcar=I pDe Ke. p` ƒvhar‐rag (maH) (to prma=eR _pcar p` lagu pDto n=I).

(ke!laHk) lqa` Aave Ke: ƒvhar kro... ƒvhar kro... krtaH krtaH pKI KoDI >o¦ (]ota:) phelaH to krvuH pDe ne? (_¿r:) phelaH Ane pKI, kre ko`...?

(AhÄ khe Ke ke:) potanaH piràmo=I _TpNn =vavazo Ýwu (pote Ke). Ane bIÔnaH piràm=I _TpNn =vavazuH Ae (ANy) ãƒ Ke. (kem ke, bIj¡H) ãƒ, piràm ivnanuH n=I. A=va prãƒ potanaH kayR ivnanuH n=I. to Ae kayR to tenuH Ke. (Ôe) Aa„a potanuH kayR kre Ane prnuH p` kayR kre to (to) bIÔuH ãƒ kayR ivnanuH ={ gyuH. A=aRtŸ (te) ãƒ, pyaRy ivnanuH ={ gyuH¦ (p`) pyaRy ivnanuH ãƒ kdI hotuH j n=I. AavI vat Ke, wa{¦




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Aaha... ha¦ wgvannI vaÌ ;ktaR' Ane Aa„anI &an‐pyaRy ;kayR' , Aem n=I. wgvannI vaÌ je idƒ|vin Ke, te to prmaùnI pyaRy pota=I _TpNn ={ Ke te wgvan=I (={) n=I. (A=aRtŸ) wgvannI idƒ|vin, wgvan=I p` ={ n=I. wgvanne to inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke.

lokalokmaH kevz&anne inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke Ane kevz&anmaH lokalokne inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. p` inim¿ khevamaH AaƒuH, to inim¿=I kH{ =yuH Ke? ‐AevI cIj (vStuiS=it) n=I. lokalokne inim¿ kevz&an Ke, to (xuH) kevz&an=I lokalok _TpNn =yuH Ke? Ane kevz&anmaH inim¿ lokalok Ke, TyaH (xuH) lokalok=I kevz&annI pyaRy _Tpþ ={ Ke? ‐Aem n=I. ;smysar' svRivxuâ Ai\karmaH Ke ke: kevz&an lokalokne inim¿ Ke Ane lokalok kevz&anne inim¿ Ke. p` Aeno A=R xuH? (ke) Ae bIÒ cIj Ke, AenuH &an kraƒuH. p` kaH{ kevz&an =yuH Ke, Ae Aa„nuH ;kayR' Ane AenuH lokalok kar`‐ ;ktaR' ‐Aem kdI Ke? Ane lokalokne inim¿ kevz&an Ke, to kevz&an Ke, to kevz&an ;ktaR' Ane lokalok ;kayR' ‐Aem Ke? (‐Aem É–arey n=I). AavI bhu JIÌ vat Ke¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Òv potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke. (Ae!le) kayR to kre Ke. kayR kyaR ivna rhe Ke Aem to n=I. to (potanuH) kayR kre Ke, to prnuH p` kayR kre, AemaH xuH? (jem) lokmaH n=I kheta ke: govaz Aek gayne crave, to bIÒ AmarI gayne p` (cravva) l{ Ôy. Aek gayne crave, to paHc gayne (p`) crave¦ tem (Òv) potanuH kayR kre Ke, to prnuH kayR p` krvuH¦ Ôe kayR ivna rheto hoy, to prnuH n krvuH¦ ‐Aem khe Ke.

j¡Ao¦ xBd kevo lI\o Ke: —Òv potanaH piràmo=I˜. piràm A=aRtŸ kayR. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Aaid piràm‐Ae ;kay' ‐ktaR gu =I =ay Ke. A=va Ae ;kmR' , kmR gu =I =yuH Ke, potanamaH ;kmR gu ' Ke. Ae kar`=I ;kmR' A=aRtŸ vItrag‐\mRnI pyaRy ;kmRgu ' =I ={ Ke.

Ae — (Òv) potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke . Ae (Ôe) potanuH kayR kyaR ivna rhe, to tme Aem kho ke: prnuH kayR n kre¦ (p`) kayR to kre Ke. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ AHdr vStu Aa„a, Ae vItrag svR& prma„a j Ke. (Ae) potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke. potanuH kayR to kre Ke. kayR kyaR ivna rheto n=I. ;KtaH' prnuH kayR krto n=I. ‐Aem lI\uH. ;KtaH' lI\uH ne? Aem hova KtaH p`.





Aa„a potanaH piràm=I, potanuH kayR‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐kre Ke. (Aevo) AemaH (Aa„amaH) gu Ke. gu to \/uv Ke. gu nuH pir`mn hotuH n=I. gu to i5kaz Apir`mn Svwave‐pairàimkwave Ke. p` (AhÄ Aem kæuH Ke ke:) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5naH piràm, Ae pir`mn Ke, to Ae pir`mnno ;ktaR' Aa„a Ke. Ae piràm, Ae ;ktaRnuH kayR' Ke. p` AenuH ;kayR' rag n=I¸ xrIr n=I¸ vaÌ n=I¸ ÏI ku!uHb Ane \H\o n=I.

Aola pEsavazane Aa b\uH AakruH pDe Ke¦ meH Aa!la Aa!la pEsa sHFyaR ne... Aa!la wega kyaR ne... dukan _pr =De brabr besIne g/ahknuH |yan raqIne...¦ (‐Aa b\o taro) AhHkar Ke¦ prãƒ Ane tara ãƒ (vCce) ATyHt Awav Ke to Awav vCce prnuH kayR tme kro, Ae kem bne Ýwu? Aaha... ha... ha¦ tara AhHkarnuH nam im+yaTv Ke.

(Òv) potana kayR=I épje Ke KtaH tene AÒvnI sa=e kayR kar`wav isâ =to n=I. Aene Aem isâ kyuÅ ke: ßyare potamaH potanaH ;Êmbâ' no in Ry kre Ke Tyare ;&aykwav' no in Ry =yo, to potamaH sMyGdxRn‐&an pyaRy _Tpþ ={¸ Aeno ;ktaR' to Aa„a Ke. (p` ragaidno ktaR Aa„a n=I).

(khe Ke ke:) ƒvharrTn5yno rag ;ktaR' Ane inmRz pyaRy ;kayR' , Aem n=I. inmRz pyaRy ;ktaR' Ane rag ;kayR' , Aem (p`) n=I. ragnuH kayR j¡duH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

potanI cIjne ÔÌne ßyare sMyGdxRn‐&an =yuH (Tyare) Aena=I épjto =ko, te potanaH piràmmaH kayR kre Ke. to khe Ke ke: te piràmnuH kayR, pUvR pyaRymaH (kar`) htuH to _Tpþ =yuH? jem ke, moÙmagR hto to kevz&an épßyuH? ke: na. Ae moÙmagRno to ƒy =ay Ke. Ae (kevz&an) to sI\uH potana kevz&an piràm=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ hve jemaH moÙmagR=I p` moÙ nhÄ, to rag=I, inim¿=I Ane pr=I to É–aH ræuH?¦

AhÄ AÒvne sa=e lI\uH Ke. p` Aeno A=R Aevo p` levo ke: Aa Òv isvay, bIÔ (je) Òv Ke te ;Aa (ÒvnI)' ApeÙaAe AÒv Ke. tenuH kayR p` ;Aa Aa„a' krI xkto n=I. AÒv‐kmR AaidnuH kayR to (Aa„a krI xkto) n=I. p` ;Aa Òv' isvay, bIÔ je Òv Ke te AÒv Ke. potanI ApeÙaAe te AÒv Ke Ane tenI ApeÙaAe te Òv Ke AenuH kayR p` (Aa Aa„a krI xkto n=I).

AhÄ to AÒvno inØe\ kyÈ. to pKI ÒvnI pyaRyne krI xke Ke, Aem




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Aave Ke ke nhÄ? prÒvnuH kayR krI xke Ke, Aem Aave Ke ke nhÄ? (na¦ Aem n=I). ;Aa Aa„a' isvay b\I prvStu‐ ;Aa Òv' n=I‐ (AÒv Ke). ;Aa Òv' potana sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5na piràm=I épje Ke. (p`) prÒvmaH (Ôe) sMyGdxRn épje, to temaH Aa Aa„anI pyaRy ;ktaR' Ane AenuH te (bIÔnuH) sMyGdxRn ;kayR', Aem n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: —KtaH tene AÒvnI sa=e kayR kar`wav isâ =to n=I˜. kar` Aape Ke: —kar` ke svR ãƒone ANy ãƒ sa=e _Tpa>‐_Tpadk wavno Awav Ke ¸ xuH khe Ke? svR ãƒonI sa=e _Tpa> A=aRtŸ _TpNn =va layk, Ane pr (bIÔe) Aa„a _Tpadk, Aem _Tpa> Ane _Tpadk Ke nhÄ.

ha=nI Aam êco =vanI laykat _Tpa>, Ane Aa„ano ivkLp _Tpadk¸ A=va &anmaH AaƒuH ke mare ha= êco krvo Ke, AevuH &an _Tpadk, Ane ha= êco =yo Ae _Tpa>¸ ‐Aeno Awav Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa wwUtI (‐vEwv) bIÒ Ke¦ Aa (\n‐vEwv) to b\I \UztI wwUtI Ke. wgvan¦ taro magR, Ýwu ko{ AlaEikk Ke. bapu¦ saHwZyuH‐sU~yuH Ane Aena=I &annI pyaRy ={, (Aem n=I). saHwznar‐pyaRy ;ktaR' Ane &an‐pyaRy ;kayR' , Aem Ke nhÄ. Ane Ae p` prlÙI &an‐pyaRy, Ae ko{ sMyG&an n=I. xuH kæuH? saHwzvamaH je AHdr &an‐pyaRy =ay Ke, te to AenI pyaRy Aena karè =ay Ke¸ saHwzva=I nhÄ. p` Ae &an je _TpNn =yuH, (AemaH) sU5‐saHwzvanuH inim¿ Ke, top` Ae &an sMyG&an n=I¸ kar` ke Ae prlÙe =yuH Ke. sMyG&annuH kayR, to potana ãƒna Aa]ye =ay Ke. xaÏnuH &an Ae ;ktaR' Ane Aa„anuH sMyGdxRn ;kayR' , Aem n=I.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ É–aH (su\I) l{ jvuH...? Ýwu¦ tarI SvtH5ta...¦¦ taramaH Aek ;ÝwuTv' namno gu Ke. 47 xi›maH Ke. {¬r =vano gu Ke. Aek gu {¬r =vano Ke, to b\a gu maH ;{¬r' nuH $p Ke. AnHta AnHta gu {¬r$p Ke. ;{¬r ko{ prnI Aaxa krta n=I'. AqHD Ýwuta=I‐SvtH5ta=I xowayman potana AqHD Ýtap=I, ÝTyek gu nI pyaRy SvtH5ta=I potanI pyaRy=I _Tpþ ={, jemaH ko{ inim¿ kar` to n=I¸ p` pUvRnI pyaRy=I Aa (_¿r pyaRy) _TpNn ={ Aem p` n=I. AhÄ to Aa„a &aykwav=I sI\o piràmmaH épjto hova KtaH, (Ôe ke AenI sa=e bIÔH ãƒo potpotanuH kayR kre Ke, top`) bIÔna kayRmaH AenI mdd mze, Aem n=I.

Aa lakDI êcI =ay Ke to Aeno ktaR AemaH Ke. AemaH p` ;ktaR' namnI xi› Ke. Tyare Ae (xi›) na kar e AevuH kayR =ay Ke AaHgzI=I nhÄ. (p`)





duinya sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke. p` Ae ßyaH Ke TyaH Aena Svwav=I Ke, Aem Ôeta n=I¦ Aa AaHq=I deqay Ke ke Aa j¡Ao: Aa (lakDI êcI) AaHgzI=I (={) Ke ke nhÄ? p` AaHgzI to sHyog‐pr Ke.

Aem, saHwzva=I &an =yuH¸ Ae p` pr Ke. saHwzvuH prcIj Ke¸ (to) Aena=I tne &an =ay?¦ Ae to wa{¦ Am<tcHãacayeR kæuH Ke ke ;Aa !Ika meH krI Ke' Aem moh=I n naco, Ýwu¦ ;hu H to &anSv$pmaH mG™ KuH'. mara ivkLpmaH p` ;huH' n=I Aaƒo¸ to !IkanI iÊyamaH ;huH' É–aH=I AavuH? ;smysar', ;Ývcnsar', ;inymsar', ;pHcaiStkay' ‐drekmaH paKz }lok Ke. Aaha...ha¦ AavI (AlaEikk) !Ika¦¦ p` khe Ke ke: Ae kayR to xBdnI pyaRy=I =yuH Ke. Ae xBd‐prmaùmaH ktaR‐kmR xi› Ke. Aena=I Ae pyaRynuH kayR =yuH Ke¸ mara=I nhÄ. ;huH !Ikano krvavazo' Aem tme moh=I n naco¦ Ane marI !Ika saHwzva=I tmne &an =ay Ke, Aem n naco¦ Aaha... ha¦ marI !Ika saHwzva=I ke hu H khu H KuH to saHwzva=I tmne &an =ay Ke, Aem n naco¦

;Ývcnsar' maH KeLla }lokmaH ivxeØ Ke‐—qreqr pudŸglo j SvyH xBd$pe pir`me Ke. Aa„a temne (‐xBdne) pir`mavI xkton=I. tem j qreqr svR pda=È SvyH &eypè‐Ýmeyp e pir`me Ke. xBdo temne &ey bnavI smÔvI xkta n=I.

Ae xBd Aaƒo to tne &annI pyaRy _TpNn ={, Aem n naco. Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ xBdo je pir`me Ke, te pudŸglnI pyaRy=I pir`me Ke Aa„a=I nhÄ. (Aa„a) Aemne pir`mavI xkto n=I. tem j prpda=R SvyH &eyp e pir`me Ke te Ô`vuH potanI pyaRymaH =ay Ke, te pota=I =ay Ke. saHwzva=I (&an) =ay Ke (‐Aem n=I). kane xBd pD–o to &an =yuH ‐Aem n naco, Ýwu¦ AevI pra\Inta n=I. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦

xaÏne pge lagvuH... to khe Ke ke Ae to ivkLp Ke. xaÏ=I &an =ay Ke, Aem n naco¦ &annI qa` to tuH Ko¦ taramaH=I &an ;ktaR' ={ne, &annI pyaRy ;kmR' A=aRtŸ ;kayR' =ay Ke. saHwzva=I (&an) =ay Ke, Aem n mano¦

ij&asa: to saHwzvuH ke nhÄ... xuH krvuH?

sma\an: Ae to (ivkLp) Aave. p` Aam vat bhu AakrI¦ waØa (‐k=n) to Aem Aave ke: Aagmno AWyas kro... dev‐guÌnI ]âa kro... saHwzo... guÌnI seva‐guÌnI cr` sevna pKI sMykŸTv =ay...¦ Aem p` xaÏmaH Aave Ke. (wa{¦) Ae b\aH k=n inim¿naH Ke.




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—xBdo temne &ey bnavI‐smÔvI xkta n=I ma!e ;Aa„a siht iv¬ te ƒaQyey (‐ƒaQya krva layk) (‐smÔvva yoGy) Ke. vaÌnI gUH=Ì to ƒaQya (‐smjUtI) Ke Ane Am<tcHãsUir te ƒaQyata (‐ƒaQya krnar, smÔvnar) Ke' , Aem moh=I (he) jno n naco. (n fulaAo)˜. ‐ ;Ývcnsar' }lok: 21maH Ke. to AemaH=I pKI Aem A=R le ke: Ae to inmaRnta=I AevI vat kre Ke. to p` Aeno (!Ikano) ktaR ;inim¿' Ke j nhÄ.

;Ývcnsar' maH klx =oDa Ke‐bavIs j Ke. ;smysar' maH 278 Ke. ;inymsar' maH Fà Ke (‐311 Ke). AhÄ khe Ke ke: Am<tcHãsUir ƒaQyata‐smÔvtar Ke, Aem moh=I (he) jno n naco¦

Aaha... ha¦ smÔvnarne Aem ={ Ôy ke ;huH smÔvuH KuH' to te smje Ke¦ (]ota:) mharaj¦ Aap smÔvo Ko, to Ame smÒAe KIAe. (_¿r:) Ae AevI vat Ke j nhÄ. Aem khe Ke. magR bhu AlaEikk Ke, wa{¦

ij&asa: smÔvvano wav kre?

sma\an: Ae p` ivkLp (Ke). (Aeno) p` ;ktaR' Aa„a n=I. (É–aH) wgvan &anSv$p¦ ne É–aH Ae ivkLp‐rag‐ivkar... du:q... Aakuzta¦ (to xuH) AanHdno na= Aakuztane _TpNn kre? A... ha... ha... ha¦ je smÔvvano ivkLp Ke, te p` Aakuzta Ke, du:q Ke. ;smai\xtk'maH to TyaH su\I lI\uH Ke: ;huH prne smÔvuH KuH' Ae p` Aek _Nm¿ta Ke, FelKa Ke, paglpùH Ke¦ kem ke tara=I Aemne Ae smjmaH AavtuH n=I. Aene to Aena=I paglpùH Ke¦ kem ke tara=I Aemne Ae smjmaH AavtuH n=I. Aene to Aena=I smjmaH Aave Ke, vat AakrI bhu¦ wa{¦ AaqI duinya=I fer (j¡dI) Ke.

ATyarna to (ke!lay) pHiDto y (khe) ke: Ame Aem (prnuH) krIAe¦ Aek var to AevuH saHwZyuH htuH ke, AhÄna ivro\maH pcas pHiDto [NdormaH Aek@a =ya hta. temè Aevo in Ry kyÈ ke ;prãƒnuH kre nhÄ' (Aem mane) (to) te idgHbr n=I'. AhÄ=I prãƒnuH (krvanI) na paDe Ke ne...? (ivro\) kro... Ýwu¦ tme p` AHdrmaH Ýwu Ko. wUl (to) pyaRymaH =ay Ke. ;Ôme Ke ijtnI buiâ hE _tno idyo btay¸ vako bUro n manIAe AaEr khaHse lay?' Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ Am<tcHã khe Ke: ;!Ika Ame saHwzI Ane Aena=I Amne &an =ay' ‐Aem n naco, Aem fulaAo nhÄ. ;n fulaAo¦' —prHtu SyadŸvad iv>ana bz=I ivxuâ &annI kza vDe Aa Aek Aaqa xa¬t SvtÀvne Ýaº kro, te Aaje j kro. (Aaje (jno) Aƒakuzp e naco.) (‐prmanHd piràme‐AtIiNãy





AanHdp e pir`mo)˜. Aevo pa@ Ke. (‐ ;Ývcnsar' }lok‐21). idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ (khe Ke:) Aaje j Ýaº kro¦ ;pKI krIx'... to tne Ìic n=I. jenI Ìic Ke, tenI trf vIyR git kyaR ivna rhe nhÄ. ;Ìic AnuyayI vIyR'. jenI Ìic Ke Aena vayda kre, Aem hotuH n=I. vayda kre‐pKI (krIx), (to) pKInuH pKI rhexe.

Aaha... ha¦ —Aek Aaqa xa¬t SvtÀvne Ýaº kro˜. Ýwu¦ waØa ÔuAo: Aek Aaqa‐pirpU R Ýwu, xa¬t‐!HkoTkI`R‐xa¬t SvtÀvne Ýaº krIne Aaje (j) Aƒakuzp e naco¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aek AqHD xa¬t cEtNyÝwunuH lÙ krIne (Aene) Ýaº kro¦ Ae krva layk Ke. —Aaje jno Aƒakuzp e naco˜. Ýwu¦ Ôe tuH tarI cIjmaH Aaje Aekag/ ={x, to Aaje j A=aRtŸ Ae (j) kaze tne AanHd Aavxe. Ae khe Ke, j¡Ao: Aƒakuzpè pir`mo. AtIiNãy AanHdpè pir`mo. Ýwu¦ Ae taruH kayR Ke. Ae Aa„a potanaH piràmo=I épje Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa to ;huH kruH... huH kruH... Ae j A&an Ke, xk!no war jem ¬an ta e'. bzdo gaDane clavta hoy, Aena nIce kUtro (calto hoy) Ôe kUtranuH ma=uH @a@ne ADe to (kUtro mane) ke ;mara=I gaDuH cale Ke'. Aem dukane bese ne ;Aa b\o \H\o mara=I cale Ke' (Aem Ôe mane to te) kUtra jevo Ke. AhÄ to Aa vat Ke. Ýwu¦ magR to ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦

Ae AhÄyaH kæuH ke: —kayR kar`wav isâ =to n=I˜. Ae xBd ;kar`' Ane &annI pyaRy ;kayR' ‐Aem isâ =tuH n=I. ;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH Aave Ke ne...¦ ;huH prne bH\ kravI dë Ane prne vItrag kravI dë, prne huH moÙ kravI dë...¦ ' (to) khe Ke ke ;mU# Ke'. AenI vItragta=I moÙ =xe Ane Aena rag=I A&an=I sHsar rhexe. (to) tuH Aene vItragta AapI xke Ke? ;huH prne bH\ Ane moÙ kravI dë...' (to khe Ke) Ýwu¦ tuH xuH kre Ke? tuH xuH krIx? Ýwu¦ tuH to &anSv$p Ko ne...¦ &anSv$pmaH ivkLp (je) é@e Ke, Ae (to) Ýwu¦ du:q$p Ke ne...¦ to tare bIÔnuH xuH krvuH Ke? Aem Aiwman tare É–aH su\I raqvuH Ke? ßyaH su\I ;huH prnuH krI xkuH KuH' te Aiwman‐im+yaTv Ke, TyaH su\I SvsNmuq ={ xkto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ waØa smÔy Ke ne...? JIÌ vat Ke.

—_Tpa>‐_Tpadk wavno Awav Ke . xuH kæuH? svR ãƒone ANy ãƒ sa=e (Ae!le ke) AirhHtãƒ ;_Tpadk' Ane saHwzvavazanuH &an ;_Tpa>' ‐Aevo Awav Ke. _Tpa> A=aRtŸ =vavazuH kayR Ane (AenuH) _Tpadk bIÒ cIj‐AevuH _Tpa> Ane _Tpadk (wav) no Awav Ke. ;jDnI pyaRy' _Tpa> A=aRtŸ =va layk Ane ;Aa„a' Aeno _Tpadk (‐Aevo) Awav Ke.




smysar ga=a 308‐311: 183

ij&asa: kmRxaÏmaH xuH Aena=I ivruâ lQyuH Ke?

sma\an: É–aHy (ivruâ) lQyuH j n=I. Ae to phelaH ;Ývcnsar' maH btaƒuH ne...¦ meH !Ika krI j n=I. (khe Ke ke) Ame É–aH AmarI pyaRyne KoDIne, prmaH j{ne prne krIAe?

Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat¦ bapu¦ jgt=I mez qavo (xÉ– n=I). jNm mr`=I riht =vanI rIt ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦ bhar=I raÒ ={ Ôy, quxI ={ Ôy Ane bIÔna jnrHjn (ma!e) AnukUz AevI vat kre, ke lokonuH rHjn ={ Ôy. (p`) Ýwu¦ (‐Aem Ôe) tuH Aemne jnrHjnnI‐AnukUz vat krIx (to) Ae to tarI w/mà Ke¦ Aem ;AÚpahuD' maH kuHdkuHd AacayeR kæuH Ke. Ane tar`SvamIAe p` (bIje) kæuH Ke. AaqI duinya quxI =ay ke wa{¦ AekbIÔnI mdd kro¦ TyaH Ae grIb‐Aoixyaza ma`se kæuH: mharaje FùH saruH kæuH‐Amne mdd krvanuH kæuH. Ame grIb ma`s KIAe. xei@yane AmarI mdd krvanuH kæuH. to (Aem) raÒ ={ Ôy¦

Amara _pr Fà qangI kagz Aave Ke. hve Ame inv<¿ ={ gya KIAe, to TyaH (song#maH) Amne raqo. Aek idgHbr sa\unaH p` lqa` Aave Ke: tmarI vat saHwzIne Amne Aem =yuH ke Ame sa\u n=I. Ame muin n=I. Ame to smikt ivnano weq l{ lI\o Ke. hve Amare TyaH Aavvano wav Ke. tme Ae!luH lqo ke: Aavo¦ (p`) Ame to Ae!luH p` ko{ dI lqta n=I. Aavo ke n Aavo. Aek S=ankvasIna sa\u Aaƒa hta. kæuH ke: mne AhÄ raqo¦ p` AhÄ raqe ko`? bolave ko`? Ae Ýv<i¿nI pzoj`maH pDe ko`? Amare É–aH raqva? AemaH huH xuH Ýv<i¿ kruH? Aene Aahar‐paÌ ko` de? mkan ko` de? AhÄ ko` kre, bapu? AhÄ ko{ kre nhÄ. (]ota:) Aap ƒvS=a krta n=I? (_¿r:) ko{ krta n=I. AhÄ ko` kre? bapa¦ Aa to _pdexno ivkLp Aave Ke, Ane vaÌ nIkze Ke te Aave Ke. bakI _pai\ ko` kre?

j¡Ao: AhÄyaH xuH kæuH? —svR ãƒone ANy ãƒ sa=e ‐b\aH ãƒ lI\aH. Òv, AÒv‐prma u, \maRiStkay Aaid ko{ p` tÀv (‐ãƒ) ;_Tpa>' A=aRtŸ _TpNn =va layk, Ane (ANy ãƒ) ;_Tpadk' A=aRtŸ _Tpad krvavazo‐Aem n=I. svR ãƒomaH _Tpa> (Aek) Ane ;_Tpadk' (bIÔe) ‐Aem Ke j nhÄ. _Tpa> p` te Ane _Tpadk p` te. qreqr to AenI (ko{ p` ãƒnI) pyaRy (je) _TpNn =ay Ke AenuH ;kar`' p` te Ane ;kayR' p` te. (A=aRtŸ) pyaRy ;kar`' Ane pyaRy ;kayR' ‐Aem Ke Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ AemaH inim¿ _Tpa>nuH _Tpadk





Ane inim¿ _Tpadk‐Aeva (wavno) Awav Ke. _Tpa> A=aRtŸ _TpNn =va layk ;kayR' Ane _Tpadk A=aRtŸ Ae (kayR) ne _TpNn krvavazo (‐ ;ktaR'.) ‐Aeva _Tpa>‐_Tpadkwavno Awav svR ãƒone ANy ãƒ sa=e Ke. AhÄyaH xuH bakI ræuH? dev‐guÌ, Ae ;_Tpadk' Ane AenI (bIÔnI) sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy ;_Tpa>' ‐Aem n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa ixÙ`‐ixibrmaH Aaƒa... p` ixÙ` to Aa ÔtnuH Ke¦

—svR ãƒone ANy ãƒ sa=e _Tpa>‐_Tpadk wavno Awav Ke te (kar`‐kayRwav) nhÄ isâ =taH , A=aRtŸ prãƒ ;_Tpa>' Ane bIj¡H prãƒ ;_Tpadk' Aem isâ n =taH, —AÒvne ÒvnuH kmRpùH isâ =tuH n=I˜. AÒvne ÒvnuH kayR‐AÒvnI pyaRy ÒvnuH kayR, Aem isâ =tuH n=I. smÔ uH? xuH AaƒuH? AÒvne ÒvnuH kmRp uH (Ane) Òvne AÒvnuH kmRp uH‐Aem isâ =tuH n=I.

sMgG¹iÚ Ôe kuHwar hoy, to FDo bnvamaH ;huH bnavuH KuH' , Aevo ivkLp (‐AevI maNyta) Aene Ke j nhÄ. (je) ÏI sMyG¹iÚ Ke te ;huH ro!lI bnavuH KuH Ane xak bnavuH KuH' Aem AHdrmaH mantI n=I. ;kayRmaH _piS=it j¡Ae, to Ae mara=I bne Ke' , Aem sMyG¹iÚ manto n=I. bhu AakruH kam¦ ro!lI, daz, wat, xak bnavva¸ Aa puDla bnavva¸ vDI‐papD‐sev (bnavvamaH Ôe) hÇixyar ba{ hoy, ha= hzva hoy... to brabr =ay Ke (‐AevI maNyta) w/mà Ke tarI¦

(AhÄ khe Ke:) (Òvne) Ae AÒvnuH kmRp uH Ane (AÒvne) ÒvnuH kmRp uH isâ =tuH n=I. (Òv=I) AÒvnuH kayR (Ane AÒv=I) ÒvnuH kayR‐Aem isâ =tuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ane te isâ n =taH, ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e isâ hova=I, (Òvne AÒvnuH ktaRp uH isâ =tuH n=I). (AhÄ xBd) ;inrpeÙ' AaƒuH ne? jrI AenI ivxeØ ƒaQya Ke. jrI ivxeØ levuH Ke...

· · · (Ývcn: ta. 27-7-79)

;smysar'. Aa Ai\kar Fò ApUvR Ke¦ ÝTyek pda=RmaH pyaRy ;Êmbâ' =ay Ke. Ae pyaRymaH prnI ApeÙa n=I. jem FDo _TpNn =ay Ke, tene kuHwarnI ApeÙa n=I. Aa ktaR‐kmRno mhaisâaHt Ke.

—ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e (Ae!le ke) ktaRnuH kayR, AemaH ANynI ApeÙa j n=I. FDo =ay Ke, to kuHwarnI ApeÙa n=I. v`kr vÏ vè Ke, to vÏ (v`vana) smye v`krnI ApeÙa n=I. waØa =ay Ke, temaH Aa„anI ApeÙa n=I. je AÙr lqvamaH Aave Ke, (temaH) lqvavazanI ApeÙa n=I. AaqI duinyanI vat ;Êmbâ' maH AavI g{ Ke. ;ktaR‐kmR' mha isâaHt¦¦





—ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e ‐ßyaH ANy pda=RnI ApeÙa n=I. jem ke Aa„amaH rag =ay, to AemaH kmRnI ApeÙa j n=I. Ane kmR‐bH\n je =ay Ke, AemaH ragnI ApeÙa n=I. Ae e rag kyÈ, ma!e kmRbH\n =ay Ke, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa xrIr cale Ke, AemaH Aa„anI ApeÙa n=I. Aa„aAe {CKa krI, Ae!lI ApeÙa=I xrIr cale Ke? ‐Aem n=I. ro!lI bne Ke, to ro!lImaH ÏInI ke tavDInI, AiG™nI ApeÙa Ke? ‐AevuH n=I. Aem khe Ke. Aa j !opI ma=a _pr rhe Ke, Aene xrIrnI ApeÙa n=I.

—ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e Ke ne...? Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦ Aa vat p` Ôe y=a=Rp e n bese, to Aene AHtmuRq =vanI laykat j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke: hIra Fse Ke Ane je _ßjvzta (=ay) Ke, AemaH Ae (hIra) FsvavazanI ApeÙa n=I. xak cDI Ôy Ke, AemaH AiG™nI‐ÏInI ApeÙa n=I. Aa ho@ hle Ke, Ae prma u ;ktaR' Ane ho@ AenuH ;kmR' , AemaH Aa„anI ApeÙa n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa cIj¦¦ Aa ;Êmbâ' maH te naQyuH Ke. kar` ke ÝTyek pda=RmaH je smye, je pyaRy =vavazI (Ke, te) =ay Ke to Aene prnI ApeÙa n=I. jgtmaH ko{ p` cIjnI pyaRy‐kayR Ae pda=RnuH kmR kho ke pyaRy kho ke AenuH kayR kho (AemaH prnI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ). prma unuH Ane ÒvnuH (kayR, ANyinrpeÙp e Ke). Ae potanI pyaRyna kayRmaH prnI ko{ ApeÙa j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AaqI duinyamaH Aa vat besvI (Ait k@` Ke). (Aa lakDano) pa!Do je _pr ræo Ke, to AemaH (Aene) nIce (jmIn) na Aa\arnI ApeÙa n=I. nIcenI ApeÙaAe (te) TyaH (_pr) ræo Ke, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ khe Ke ke: Aek prma u p` êce git kre Ke to (Aene) (\mRãƒnI ApeÙa n=I). vH!oizyo =ay, AemaH t`qluH éDe Ke, tene pvnnI ApeÙa n=I. Aa puStk bne Ke, AemaH bnavvavazanI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. Amare (TyaH) FàH puStk bne Ke, Fà pHiDt bnave Ke¦ (p` ko` bnave, Ýwu?)

Aaha... ha¦ svR& prma„a i5lokna=no Aa isâaHt¦¦ ;Êmbâ' khIne (ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙpànI Aa to Ôherat Ke). Aaha... ha¦ ßyare je ãƒnI je pyaRy je smye (_TpNn =vanI Ke) te smye (te) _TpNn =ay Ke to Aene prnI ApeÙa É–aH rhI? FDo bnvamaH (kuHwar wle) inim¿ hoy, (KtaH) FDane kuHwarnI ApeÙa n=I. kuHwar hoy, p` hoy te=I AenI ApeÙa=I FDo bNyo Ke, Aem n=I. Ane





v`kr Ke to Aena=I Ae kapD vày Ke, Aem Ke j nhÄ. Ae kapDnI pyaRyne ;ktaR‐kmR nI ApeÙamaH' v`krnI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat¦¦

FrmaH itÔerImaH pEsa mUke Ke. ko{ n l{ Ôy. to khe Ke ke AemaH pEsa mUkvanI ApeÙamaH, AenI (Aa„anI) ApeÙa Ke j É–aH? (pEsa) rhevanI AenI yoGytanaH ;ktaR‐kmR' AemaH Ke. itÔerI=I p` ræaH n=I. itÔerImaH mUkya, (to) AenI ApeÙa=I Aa (pEsa) ræa n=I. tazuH dI\uH... to khe Ke ke tazuH bH\ =yuH Aene kUHcInI ApeÙa n=I.

AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ ÝwunI vat ApUvR Ke, na=¦ Ae vat kheva pUrtI n=I, p` Ae vat AHtrmaH besvI (Ôe{Ae).

AhÄ to Aem khe Ke ke: wgvannI vaÌ p` kane pDI, to TyaH &annI pyaRy _TpNn ={¸ AevI vaÌnI ApeÙa AemaH (&anmaH) n=I. Aa panuH je Ke Aene vaHcva=I &an =ay Ke, to khe Ke ke: &annI pyaRymaH Aa pananI ApeÙa n=I. &annI pyaRy ;kayR' Ke Ane Aa„a ;ktaR' Ke‐Ae (p`) ƒvhar (Ke). inüy=I (to) pyaRy ;ktaR' Ane pyaRy ;kayR' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ to Ae panane Ôeva=I &an =ay Ke, Ae vat sacI n=I. Ane prne smjvanuH‐&an =ay Ke, to smÔvvavazanI‐vaÌnI ApeÙa AemaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ke!la=I h@I jvuH?

ro!lIno !ukDo =ay Ke, to (temaH) daHtnI ApeÙa n=I. daHtna inim¿e !ukDo =ay Ke ne? (wa{¦) !ukDo (je) =ay Ke, Ae ;kayR' ro!lIna prma unuH Ke AemaH daHtnI ApeÙa n=I. Aa Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, to cXmaH inim¿ Ke. (Ôe) (cXmaH) nIce étre to Ô`vamaH (Aave) nhÄ¦ (p`) Aem khe Ke ke (Ô`vamaH) to cXmaHnI ApeÙa j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ij&asa: svR=a (ApeÙa) n=I?

sma\an: inüy$p=I svR=a (ApeÙa) n=I. cXmaH bIÒ cIj Ke Ane Ô`vanI pyaRy bIÒ cIj Ke¸ to Ô`vanI pyaRymaH cXmaHnI ApeÙa j n=I. ...to cXma c#ave Ke kem? ko` c#ave Ke? Ae A#e Ke to Aena ktaR‐kmR=I c#e Ke¸... AaHgzI=I (p`) n=I c#ta. Are... re¦ Ae cXmaH nakna Aa\are ræaH Ke, AevI prnI ApeÙa n=I.

AmarI pase ccaR krva lÄbDImaH Aek deravasI (¬etaHbr) sa\u Aaƒa hta. meH kI\uH (ke:) Ame ko{ sa=e ccaR‐vad to krta n=I, wa{¦ Aa vat AevI ko{ Ke ke, Aem ko{ vad‐ivvade mze (tem n=I). pKI jra é@tI vqte boLya ke ;Lyo¦ Aa cXmaH ivna Ô`vamaH Aave Ke?' (meH) kI\uH: ={ g{ ccaR, wa{¦

;inymsar' maH to kuHdkuHdacayR Ýwu khe Ke: Ýwu¦ Svsmy Ane prsmy sa=e




smysar ga=a 308‐311: 187

vad‐ivvad nhÄ krto. AevI cIj AgMy Ke ke Ae kaH{ vad‐ivvad=I gMy ={ Ôy (tevI vStuiS=it j n=I). Svsmy (Ae!le) potana jEn, Ane prsmy (Ae!le) ANy¸ AenI sa=e vad n krvo¦

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e (‐ANy ãƒ=I inrpeÙp e) SvãƒmaH j isiâ hova=I... —Aaha... ha¦ mhaisâaHt¦¦ ;Êmbâ' no incoD (‐sar) Aa Ke ke: ÝTyek pda=RnI je pyaRy je smye, je kaze, jNmÙ e _TpNn =vanI Ke, (te) Tyare _TpNn =xe. Aene prnI ApeÙa n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aek ha= bIÔ ha=ne ADto n=I. Ae potanuH Aam (ADvanuH) je kayR AhÄyaH (=yuH), AemaH Aa AaHgzInI ApeÙa n=I. Ane Aa AaHgzIna kayRmaH Aa (bIÔ ha=nI) AaHgzInI ApeÙa n=I. Ane Aa AaHgzIna kayRmaH Aa (bIÔ ha=nI) AaHgzInI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

huH lokone waØa=I smÔvI dë...¦ (AevuH) Ôer smÔvvavazane AavI Ôy. p` AhÄ khe Ke ke‐AenI smjvanI pyaRymaH tarI waØanI ApeÙa n=I.

ij&asa: prSpr _pkarnI (vat xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne?)

sma\an: Ae vat j inim¿nuH k=n Ke. hmàH to b\aH (Ýkaxno) maH Aave Ke ne...¦ caEd b/ïaHDno (Aakar) krIne nIce lqe Ke —prSpropg/ho jIvanamŸ˜. Ae to inim¿nuH k=n Ke. ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH Aa@ma A|yaymaH Ke. j¡Ao: —hve, im+ya¹iÚÒvone moÙmagRno _pdex AapI, temno _pkar krvo Ae _¿m _pkar Ke. ]I tI=Åkr‐g`\r Aaid p` Aevo j _pay kre Ke. ma!e Aa xaÏmaH p` temna j _pdexanusar _pdex AapIAe KIAe . ‐Ae ƒvharnuH k=n Ke. Are Ýwu¦ ÝTyek ãƒnI‐saHwzvavazanI‐je pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke, te pyaRy‐saHwzvanI‐ApeÙa ivna _TpNn =ay Ke¦

;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH lI\uH Ke ke: prno moÙ kray Ke Ane prne bH\ kray Ke‐Aem mano Ko¸ to xuH Aeno moÙ kravI >o Ko? (wa{¦ AevI iS=it n=I). Aena A&an=I Aene bH\ =ay Ke Ane (Aena) vItragwav=I Aeno moÙ =ay Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ bhu JIÌ vat¦ bhu ApUvR vat¦¦

maza fre Ke... to Ae m`ko je nIce étre Ke, AemaH AaHgzInI ApeÙa n=I. AaHgzI Aem fre Ke... to AemaH Aa„anI ApeÙa n=I. ko{ pyaRy tena smymaH Êmsr‐Êmbâ =vavaza kayRno ktaR to te prma u Ke. jenuH kayR ÔuAo... te kayRno ;ktaR' te Ke. te ;kayR' maH bIÔ (ko{) nI ApeÙa j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa ro!lI bne Ke, ro!la bne Ke... Aam ha=e=I !IpIne goz... to khe Ke ke Aene ha=nI ApeÙa n=I.





ij&asa: sHyog to deqay Ke¦

sma\an: sHyog=I deqvavazo sHyogne j¡Ae Ke. (Ôe) Aena Svwav=I deqe to AenI pyaRy Aena=I ={ Ke¦ jgtnI ¹iÚ sHyog _pr Ke. jem Aem dU\I Ke, dU\I _pr KrI pDI to !ukDa =ya... Ae p` jU@uH Ke. !ukDa =vamaH KrInI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. AavI vat¦¦ xuH khe Ke, smÔy Ke kaH[?

Aaha... ha¦ ktaR A=aRtŸ krvavazo. Ane AenuH je kmR, A=aRtŸ kayR. ko{ p` cetn ke jD pda=RnuH (ktaR‐kmR ANyinrpeÙpè =ay Ke). AemaH=I Aem j nIkZyuH ke: Aa„amaH je ivkar =ay Ke, Ae ktaR‐kmR (ANyinrpeÙ Ke). (jD) kmR ;ktaR' Ane Aa„amaH ivkar (je épje Ae AenuH) ;kayR' ‐Aem Ke j nhÄ. kmRna inim¿ ivna (Aa„amaH) ivkar =ay Ke? (to) AhÄ khe Ke ke: ivkar =vamaH‐ivkarna ;kayR' maH, ;ktaR' ÒvnI pyaRyne kho ke Òv kho¸ p` AemaH (ivkar =vamaH) (jD) kmRnI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ¦

Aaha... ha¦ to Ae p` AaƒuH ke: potanamaH &anno je Ùyopxm =ay Ke, &annI xuiânI v<iâ =ay Ke‐wle =oDuH A&an kho p`‐Aene kmRna ÙyopxmnI ApeÙa n=I. AemaH Ae AaƒuH ke nhÄ? &anavrÌy kmRno Ùyopxm =ay, to Aa„amaH &anno ivkas =ay‐AevI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ.

mo!I ccaR 2013nI salmaH (v`±Ò sa=e) ={ htI. temè kheluH: ;nhÄ¦ kmRno _FaD hoy to AhÄ (&anno) Ùyopxm =ay Ke. kmRno _dy hoy to AhÄ (Aa„amaH) ivkar =ay Ke'. (to meH) kæuH: ;Aem Ke j nhÄ'.

(Aa vat) Ame to 63 vØR phelaH‐1971nI sal=I khIAe KIAe. (loko) b\a Aem j khe Ke: kmR=I (Aa„amaH) ivkar =ay Ke. ivkar =yo to kmRbH\n =ay Ke. be_ prSpr (sapeÙ Ke‐) ivkar =ay Ke to kmRnI ApeÙa Ane kmRnuH bH\n =yuH to Ae rag‐äeØnI ApeÙa. (p`) AhÄ to na paDe Ke. ivkar =yo AemaH kmRnI ApeÙa n=I. —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e Aah... ha¦ tÀv... bs¦ Aa j cIj Ke.

ãƒanuyog=I ¹iÚ krIne, pKI 5 e Anuyog vaHce to ¹iÚmaH bese. ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH !oDrmlÒAe lI\uH Ke: ãƒanuyog=I ¹iÚ mze, pKI Ae ¹iÚ Ýma e crànuyog vaHce to besxe nhÄtr besxe nhÄ. p3 vØR phelaH, 1982nI salmaH, rajko!maH ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' mZyuH. Ame ßyare vaHcta hta Tyare to \Un c#I ={ htI. qavuH‐pIvuH‐vhorva jvuH, (AemaH) kH{ Ìic j nhotI. Aem ={ gyuH htuH.

ij&asa: Aapne ke!lI Asr ={ htI?




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sma\an: Asr Aena=I (‐;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' =I) nhÄ¦ (p`) AmarI pyaRynI yoGyta AevI htI.

Amne svHt 1978maH, fag` masmaH phelu H ;smysar' mZyuH. pKI ;Ývcnsar', ;inymsar' (mZyaH). svarmaH Aek vqt VyaQyan AapIne, Ame ApasramaH Ae j vaHcta hta. Aek mihnamaH be Aa@m ne Aek pUnm ne Aek Amas, (Aem) car _pvas raqta. te idvse to svarmaH VyaQyan AapIne, Aek ma{l Ke!e jHglmaH caLya jta hta. TyaH bhu mo!o qaDo hto. Ame temaH AHdr Aekla saHj su\I rheta. (TyaH) ;smysar' phelaH vaHCyu H to Aevo wav AHdr AaVyo: Aho... ho... ho¦ xrIr riht =vanI cIj to Aa ;smysar' Ke¦¦ meH sHÝdaymaH kæuH ke: ¬etaHbrnaH b\aH xaÏ wle ho... p` xrIr riht =vanI cIj to ;Aa' Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ (Aevo wav AHdr Aaƒo ke ;Aa' xrIr riht =vanI cIj Ke TyaH ;Ae cIj' to inim¿ Ke.)

(AhÄyaH) Aa Aek xBd to gjb Ke¦¦ —ktaR‐kmR inrpeÙ˜‐Ae mhaisâaHt Ke¦¦ ko{ p` ãƒ‐pda=RnI pyaRy je smye =vavazI =xe Ae kayRno ;ktaR' Ae ãƒ Ke. (A=aRtŸ) Ae pyaRyno ;ktaR' (Ae) ãƒ Ke Ane Ae pyaRy (AenuH) ;kmR' Ke. Ae pyaRymaH prãƒnI ko{ ApeÙa j n=I.

inim¿ (wle) ho. ÝTyek pda=Rna kayRkaze (bIÔe pda=R) inim¿ ($pe) to hoy j Ke. Anaid‐AnHt je ãƒnI pyaRy =ay Ke, te potana=I =ay Ke. (KtaH) te vqte inim¿ to hoy Ke p` inim¿nI ApeÙa=I te pyaRy ={, Aem n=I.

ij&asa: \mRãƒnI jem (inim¿ne) smjvuH?

sma\an: ;[Úopdex' kare (inim¿ne) \mRãƒvtŸ kæuH Ke ne...¦ jem git krvamaH pote SvtH5 (Ke) to ...\maRiStkayne ;inim¿' khevamaH Aave Ke. TyaH to ;inim¿' kevaH Ke ke... ;\maRiStkayvtŸ' b\aH ãƒ (inim¿) Ke, Aem kæuH Ke.

AhÄ p` Ae khe Ke ke: inim¿nI ApeÙa j n=I. inim¿ hoy... p` pyaRynuH kayR krvamaH inim¿nI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. jDnuH kayR Ane cEtNynuH kayR Ane je smye Ke, Ae ktaR Ane AenuH kayR, Ae SvãƒmaH Ke. A=aRtŸ Svãƒ ;ktaR' Ane SvãƒnI pyaRy ;kayR' , AemaH prãƒnI‐inim¿nI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. Aah... ha¦

Aa kaHDamaH FiDyal rhI Ke, Ae kaHDana Aa\are rhI Ke, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to duinyanI (j¡dI vat Ke¦) v<â hoy te lakDIno !eko le Ke... (to) Ae




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sma\an: Asr Aena=I (‐;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' =I) nhÄ¦ (p`) AmarI pyaRynI yoGyta AevI htI.

Amne svHt 1978maH, fag` masmaH phelu H ;smysar' mZyuH. pKI ;Ývcnsar', ;inymsar' (mZyaH). svarmaH Aek vqt ƒaQyan AapIne, Ame ApasramaH Ae j vaHcta hta. Aek mihnamaH be Aa@m ne Aek pUnm ne Aek Amas, (Aem) car _pvas raqta. te idvse to svarmaH ƒaQyan AapIne, Aek ma{l Ke!e jHglmaH caLya jta hta. TyaH bhu mo!o qaDo hto. Ame temaH AHdr Aekla saHj su\I rheta. (TyaH) ;smysar' phelaH vaHCyu H to Aevo wav AHdr Aaƒo: Aho... ho... ho¦ xrIr riht =vanI cIj to Aa ;smysar' Ke¦¦ meH sHÝdaymaH kæuH ke: ¬etaHbrnaH b\aH xaÏ wle ho... p` xrIr riht =vanI cIj to ;Aa' Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ (Aevo wv AHdr Aaƒo ke ;Aa' xrIr riht =vanI cIj Ke TyaH ;Ae cIj' to inim¿ Ke.)

(AhÄyaH) Aa Aek xBd to gjb Ke¦¦ —ktaR‐kmR inrpeÙ˜‐Ae mhaisâaHt Ke¦¦ ko{ p` ãƒ‐pda=RnI pyaRy je smye =vavazI =xe Ae kayRno ;ktaR' Ae ãƒ Ke. (A=aRtŸ) Ae pyaRyno ;ktaR' (Ae) ãƒ Ke Ane Ae pyaRy (AenuH) ;kmR' Ke. Ae pyaRymaH prãƒnI ko{ ApeÙa j n=I.

inim¿ (wle) ho. ÝTyek pda=Rna kay<kaze (bIÔe pda=R) inim¿ ($pe) to hoy j Ke. Anaid‐AnHt je ãƒnI pyaRy =ay Ke, te potana=I =ay Ke. (KtaH) te vqte inim¿ to hoy Ke p` inim¿nI ApeÙa=I te pyaRy ={, Aem n=I.

ij&asa: \mRãƒnI jem (inim¿ne) smjvuH?

sma\an: ;[Úopdex' kare (inim¿ne) \mRãƒvtŸ kæuH Ke ne...¦ jem git krvamaH pote SvtH5 (Ke) to \maRiStkayne ;inim¿' khevamaH Aave Ke. TyaH to ;inim¿' kevaH Ke ke ;\maRiStkayvtŸ' b\aH ãƒ (inim¿) Ke, Aem kæuH Ke.

AhÄ p` Ae khe Ke ke: inim¿nI ApeÙa j n=I. inim¿ hoy... p` pyaRynuH kayR krvamaH inim¿nI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. jDnuH kayR Ane cEtNynuH kayR Ane je smye Ke, Ae ktaR Ane AenuH kayR, Ae SvãƒmaH Ke. A=aRtŸ Svãƒ ;ktaR' Ane SvãƒnI pyaRy ;kayR' , AemaH prãƒnI‐inim¿nI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦

Aa kaHDamaH FiDyal rhI Ke, Ae kaHDana Aa\are rhI Ke, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to duinya=I (j¡dI vat Ke¦) v<â hoy te lakDIno !eko le Ke... (to) Ae





(lakDI) jmInne ADe Ke? to (khe Ke) na. Ae (lakDI) jmInne ADtI j n=I. Aene ha=maH pkDI Ke... to p` ha= (Aa) lakDIne ADyo j n=I.

ij&asa: (lakDI) !eko to Aape Ke ne?

sma\an: sHyog Ke¦ to Ae (A&anI) sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke.

ij&asa: Aap kho Ko to manvuH j pDe ne...¦

sma\an: Aem nhÄ. Nyaysr Ke ke nhÄ? Nyay A=aRtŸ ;nI' \atu Ke, to ;nI' \atumaH vStunuH jevuH Sv$p Ke, te trf dorI jvuH, l{ jvuH AenuH nam ;Nyay'. to Nyay=I smjvuH Ôe{Ae. Ame khIAe KIAe, ma!e manI levuH Aem nhÄ. NyaymaH ;nI' \atu Ke. ;nI' \atuno A=R Ke: ;l{ jvuH'. jevI cIj Ke, te trf &anne dorI jvuH, tenuH nam Nyay.

ÝTyek cIj‐pyaRy potana smymaH AaFI‐paKI kyaR ivna, potana kazmaH =ay Ke¸ Ae pyaRyne prãƒnI ApeÙa iblkul‐ikHictŸ hotI n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AevI vat Ke¦

wgvannaH dxRn krva=I xuwwav =ay Ke... AenI AhÄ na paDe Ke. AhÄyaH Ae xuwwav =ay Ke, AemaH pr‐wgvanna inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ Ae vStunuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke¦ Aene wgvane bnaƒuH n=I¸ jevuH Ke tevuH kæuH p` (te) ;ktaR' n=I.

wgvannI idƒ|vin KU!e Ke... to idƒ|vinnuH kayR wgvannuH Ke, Aem n=I. wgvannI idƒ|vin‐ ;wiv wagn vy Ôege' ‐Ae p` inim¿nuH vcn Ke. vaÌna kazmaH prma unI pyaRy waØa$p =vanI htI¸ te pyaRymaH Aa„anI ApeÙa n=I. Ane saHwzvavazanI p` ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ tarI Ýwutano par n=I¦

AhÄ (khe Ke:) potanamaH ßyare sMyGdxRn =ay Ke Tyare AemaH rag Ane inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. Aa„a ;ktaR' Ane sMyGdxRn‐pyaRy ;kayR' , Ae p` ƒvhar Ke. bakI ;pyaRy' ktaR Ane ;pyaRy' kayR¦ AemaH inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I ke guÌ mZya Ane tI=Åkr mZya, ma!e sMyGdxRn =yuH. (‐AevI vStuiS=it j n=I). dexna liB\ mzva=I &an =tuH n=I. Ae dexnaliB\na kazmaH je (&an) nI pyaRy ={, te to prlÙI &an Ke. Ae (pyaRy) p` dexnana xBd=I ={ j n=I. Ae smymaH Ae!lo prlÙI ivkas =vano pyaRyno kaz hto, (te=I) Aem =yuH Ke.

AhÄ to (loko) ßyaH hoy TyaH ;Ame krIAe KIAe'... ;Ame krIAe KIAe'... ;Ame b\I ƒvS=a krIAe KIAe' (‐Aem v<=a kt<RTv seve Ke¦) Ae to =vavazI




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cIj Ke. Aa prma u É–aH (S=ayI) rhevavazI cIj Ke? ßyaH jvana hoy TyaH Ôy Ke. (Aek) khe ;meH AaPya' Ane bIÔe khe ke ;mne mZya' (‐Ae b\uH jU@uH Ke). Are... re¦ bhu fer, wa{¦ vItragmagR (Ane bIÔmagRmaH).

AevI (inim¿nI) waØa to xaÏmaH Aave Ke. ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH p` lI\uH Ke ke ;xatana _dy=I (nIrog) xrIr mze, AnukUz sHyog mze'. Ae inim¿nI vat Ke. AemaH inim¿p uH S=aPyuH (Ke). AxatavednIyna _dy=I xrIrmaH rog =ay Ke Ae k=n inim¿nuH Ke. rog =ay Ke xrIrnI pyaRymaH, AemaH Axatana _dynI ApeÙa n=I.

duinyana DaæanaH Dhap` éDI Ôy AevuH Ke¦ Ae pEsa leva‐deva ne huH pEsa l{ xkuH KuH... (p`) Ae pEsanaH ktaR‐kmR to pEsa pote (j) Ke. pEsanaH prma u ;ktaR' Ane jvanuH ;kayR' Ae AenI pyaRy. (KtaH) devavaza Aem mane ke ;meH pEsa AaPya' (to, Ae) im+ya‐w/m Ke. (tuH) pEsa É–aH=I lavI be@o?

(loko mane ke) Aa pEsavaza... Aab$ FÌ... (p`) Aa„a pEsavazo Ke? ke!la ;vaza' Ke? pgmaH Aek vazo nIkze Ke to raD naqe Ke¦ (AhÄ) ke!la ;vaza'... pEsavaza, bayDIvaza, ku!uHbvaza, Aab$vaza, Kokravaza, KokrIvaza, jma{vaza,... to ke!la ;vaza' ?

Aaha... ha¦ ko` kona dIkra... ko` kona bap¦ AhÄ to Ýwu Aem khe Ke: bapanI pyaRyno ktaR bapno Aa„a Ke. Ane KokranI pyaRyno ktaR te (Kokrano) Aa„a Ke AenI pyaRyno ktaR Ae Aa„a Ke, to te Aeno dIkro É–aH=I =yo? Ane dIkrano bap... bap =yo É–aH=I Ýwu?

AavI vat Ke, wa{¦ bharmaH to saHwzva y mztI n=I. Aa vat sHÝdaymaH caltI n=I. Ane AhÄno ivro\ kre Ke¦ Are Ýwu¦ Aa (vat) Amara FrnI n=I. Aa vStunuH Sv$p j Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ ÝTyek pda=RmaH je smye pyaRy _TpNn =vano kaz Ke, te smye _TpNn =xe. inim¿ hoy Ke, p` inim¿=I épje AevI ApeÙa n=I.

;tÀva=RrajvaitRk' maH AevuH p` AaƒuH Ke ke: Aek kayRmaH be kar`‐_padan Ane inim¿ (p`) Ae to inim¿nuH &an kraƒuH Ke. bakI _padannI pyaRy =vamaH ko{ inim¿nI ApeÙa j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

ATyare to (ke!lak) pHiDt Aem khe Ke ke: ÝTyek pda=RmaH _padannI Anek yoGyta Ke, p` jevuH inim¿ mze AevuH kayR =ay Ke. nhÄtr AekaHt Ke... AekaHt Ke¦

he Ýwu¦ Aa ;Êmbâ' maH (_Tpa>‐_Tpadkwavno Awav) naQyuH Ke.





;Êmbâ' nI ivxeØ puiÚnuH kar` Aa Ke. Aa xBdo AemaH naQya Ke, AenuH kar` Ke ke: je pda=RmaH je smye je pyaRy _TpNn =xe, AemaH prnI (kaH{ ApeÙa n=I). ;_Tpa>' _Tpþ =va layk (Aek cIj), Ane ;_Tpadk' bIÒ cIj, Aem Ke j nhÄ. Ae _pr AavI gyuH Ke ne...¦ —Aam Òv potanaH piràmo=I épjto hova KtaH tene AÒvnI sa=e kayRkar`wav isâ =to n=I, kar` ke svR ãƒone ANy ãƒ sa=e _Tpa>‐_Tpadk wavno Awav Ke . drek ãƒnI pyaRymaH pyaRy$pI ;_Tpa\' Ane inim¿ ;_Tpadk' ‐Aevo Awav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bhu k@`¦ ApUvR vat Ke, Ýwu¦ vItrag svR& prma„a i5lokna=nI idƒ|vin ;Aa' Ke¦

ATyare to FÌ grbD ={ g{ Ke. ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ke ne... Aam =ay Ke ne tem =ay Ke¦

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: (je) potanI inüypyaRy Svãƒna Aa]ye ={, Aeno ;ktaR' Aa„a (Ke) Ane te inmRzpyaRy (AenuH) ;kmR' (Ke)¸ AemaH ko{ ragnI ke prnI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. ƒvhare ragnI mHdta htI, to Aa inüy sMyGdxRn _TpNn =yuH (‐Aem n=I). ßyare sMyGdxRn _Tpþ =ay Ke, te phelaH xuwwav hoy Ke. Axuwwav hoy Ane pKI smikt =ay, Aem =tuH n=I. (A=aRtŸ) ßyare sMyGdxRn _TpNn =ay Ke, Tyare to AenI phelaH‐KeLle xuwwav j hoy Ke. ;Aa huH AanHd KuH... xuâ KuH' Aevo je ivkLp Aave, te xuwwav Ke. to (Ae=I) sMykGdxRn _TpNn =yuH, Aem Ke j nhÄ. (A=aRtŸ) sMyGdxRn ;_Tpa>' Ane rag‐ivkLp ;_Tpadk' ‐Aem n=I. Aa Ae!lamaH Aa!luH lQyuH Ke¦

AhÄna pHiDtono ÝwavnamaH mo!o ha= Ke. (p`) Ae k=n inim¿=I Ke. ßyaH ßyaH ÝwavnanI pyaRy =vavazI =ay Ke to temne inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. p` Ae inim¿nI ApeÙa ÝwavnanI pyaRymaH n=I¦

(Aa vat) AamaH (xaÏmaH) Ke ke nhÄ? ÔuAo: —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e isiâ hova=I˜ (Ae!le ke) ko{ p` pda=R ;ktaR' ={ne, ;kmR' A=aRtŸ te te smye (potpotanI) pyaRynuH ;kayR' =yuH, te ANyinrpeÙp e (Ke). ANy ãƒ=I inrpeÙp e, SvãƒmaH j isiâ hova=I (tene) prãƒnI ApeÙa n=I.

SvãƒnI pyaRy te ;kayR' Ane Svãƒ AenuH ;ktaR' ‐Ae (p`) ƒvhar=I Ke. bakI pyaRy kayR Ane pyaRy ktaR (‐Aem Ke¦) Ae SvãƒmaH Ke. p` Ae pyaRy ;kayR' Ane inim¿ ;ktaR' ‐AevI ko{ cIj (vStuiS=it) n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Aa vat, Ýwu¦ waØa=I nhÄ (p`) AHtrmaH besvI (bhu k@`¦ AemaH Fò puruØa=R Ôe{Ae).




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ij&asa: Aa vat Aapè song#=I ka#I Ke?

sma\an: Ae inim¿=I k=n Ke. vat to (snatn) AevI j Ke¦

sHvt 2013nI salmaH TyaH ({xrImaH) ccaR FÌ ={ htI. te to idgHbr sHÝdaymaH mo!a Aab$dar. p` temne Aavat nhotI mzI. (temnI maNyta Ae ke:) Êmbâ qÌH. p` Aa pyaRy pKI Aa j pyaRy =xe Aem nhÄ. (meH) kæuH ke: nhÄ¦ Aa pyaRy pKI Ae j pyaRy =xe, AevI ;Êmbâ' nI ƒaQya Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: wgvannaH dxRn=I xuw wav =yo, Aem n=I. Ae smye xuw wav =vana ÊmmaH AavvavazI pyaRy Ke¦ wgvannaH dxRn=I‐inim¿=I xuw wav =yo, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

ij&asa: Aa b\uH AavuH mane (to) pKI ko{ (dxRn) krxe nhÄ?

sma\an: p` kre Ke ko`? ma5 AenI smj`maH fer Ke¦ bakI pyaRy =vavazI to =xe j.

ij&asa: meH wgvannaH dxRn kyaÅ to mne xuw wav =yo. Fre ÏI pase rhe to xuw wav kem n=I =to? AhÄ huH Aaƒo ne wgvannaH dxRn kyaÅ to xuw wav =yo¦

sma\an: jU@I vat Ke¦ ÏI pase hto ne Axuw wav =yo, to te p` ÏIna kar e =yo, (Aem n=I). inrpeÙp e Axuw wav =yo Ke. (xuw‐Axuw bNne wavmaH) prnI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ AlaEikk vat Ke¦¦ Aa Aek xBdmaH to Aaqo bar AHgno sar Ke¦ ;Êmbâ' nI isiâmaH ;Aa' AaƒuH Ke: ßyare drek ãVynI pyaRy te smye Ême =vavazI Ke, to Aene ko{ inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I¦ AemaH=I Aa AaƒuH Ke:

—ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e (Ae!le ke) ÝTyek pda=RmaH je te te smymaH je pyaRy =ay Ke, (te ANyinrpeÙp e =ay Ke). AhÄyaH ;Êmbâ' maH to inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke. to inmRz pyaRy je =ay Ke, to AemaH ;ktaR' Aa„a Ane inmRz pyaRy ;kmR'. AemaH kmRno Ùyopxm =yo to smikt =yuH, Aem n=I. &anmaH F!‐v\ =ay Ke (Ae kmRna inim¿=I nhÄ).

Ame Aa vqte TyaH ({xrImaH) kæuH htuH Ane phelaH p` kæuH htuH ke: je smymaH pyaRy =ay Ke, Aene inim¿nI‐prnI ApeÙa j n=I¦ (TyaH) ivkarno ÝÆ =yo hto. (meH) kæuH ke: ivkar (je =ay) Ke, AemaH kmRna inim¿nI ApeÙa Ke j





nhÄ j¡Ao¦ ;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐62, sHSk<t !Ika: (—Svymev Ø!ŸkarkI$pe`-Vyvit¤mano n karkaHtrmpeÙte˜.) pr karknI ApeÙa j n=I. (ko{ p` kayRmaH,) prkarknI kaH{ ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. (ßyare) ivkar =vamaH p` kmRnI ApeÙa n=I, to Ýwu¦ \mRnI pyaRy =vamaH prnI kaH{ ApeÙa j n=I¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ (lokone) vat AakrI lage Ke. (p`) magR to ;Aa' Ke¦ Aa to (AhÄ) daHDI pI!Ine khevamaH Aave Ke.

;Êmbâ' nI puiÚmaH Aa vat lI\I Ke. AHdr (xaÏ) maH lQyuH Ke ke nhÄ? j¡Ao: phelaH x$ kyuÅ Ke ke‐ÝTyek Òv Ane AÒv potana smye _TpNn =vavazI pyaRyna _Tpadk Ke¸ pr (‐bIÔe) nhÄ. Ane te p` te j smye (=ay), AaFI‐paKI nhÄ. ko{ ãƒnI, ko{ pyaRyne, (ko{) AaFI‐paKI krI xke‐Aem (bnI xke j nhÄ). Aaha... ha... ha¦ (Aek ãƒnI pyaRyne) ANy ãƒnI ApeÙa to n=I¸ p` Svãƒ p` potanI pyaRyne AaFI‐paKI kre xke, Aevu H vStunu H Sv$p n=I. Ae ;Êmbâ' no in`Ry krvamaH ;Aa srvazo' Aaƒo Ke¦ (jem) paHcpHca pCcIs¸ ke srvazo xuH Aaƒo ke pCcIs Aaƒo. Aem Aa ;Êmbâ' no srvazo xuH? ke Aeno srvazo ;Aa'.

ingodna ÒvmaH hIÌ dxa, Ae kmR=I ={ n=I. Aem khe Ke ke, ßyaH su\I AekeiNãyingod Ke TyaH su\I kmRnuH Ôer Ke. Ane mnu*yaid =ay pKI Aa„anuH Ôer cale Ke. (p`) AhÄ to khe Ke ke: drek smymaH potanI pyaRyna ;ktaR' te te Aa„a Ke. ingod‐ls`, Du HgzI, lIlfUg (vgere) ‐maH AnHt Òv Ke. Ane AnHt ÒvmaHnaH drek Òvne be be xrIr‐tEjs‐kamR`‐sa=e Ke. AaHgzIna AsHQyatma wagmaH AnHt Òv Ke, AnHt xrIr p` Ke. Aek prmaùnI pyaRy, bIÔ prmaùnI pyaRyne (wle) inim¿ hoy¸ p` Ae inim¿nI ...ApeÙa=I prmaùmaH pyaRy ={, Aem n=I Ane kmRna _dy=I, AnHt ingodnIy pyaRy ={,... Aem p` n=I. ingodnI pyaRy je ={, te j smye (te) =vavazI htI¸ te prnI ApeÙa ivna potana=I (={ Ke¦) (A=aRtŸ) prna ktaR‐kmRnI ApeÙa ivna, Ae pyaRyno ;ktaR' Ae Òv Ke Ane Ae pyaRy AenuH ;kayR' Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ ware vat wa{¦

;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' maH AevuH AaƒuH Ke ke: ndImaH caltaH, paÌnuH Ôer FùH hoy to (xrIr) paKuH cale Ke, TyaH Aa„a rokI n=I xkto. ndInuH ¹ÚaHt Ke¸ Ae to inim¿na k=n=I kæuH Ke. bakI (to) Ae smye p` paÌna ÝvahmaH je xrIr paKuH cale Ke, te potanI pyaRy=I, potana ktaR‐kmR=I Aem cale Ke¸ paÌna karè nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦





Aek b/ïcarI hta. te mo!rmaH be@a hta. te e pKI Aem kæuH ke: song# Aem khe Ke ke ;Aapè mo!r=I AhÄ calta n=I' (p`) mo!r caltI hoy ne AHdr be@a hoy to (Aapè) (mo!r=I) calIAe KIAe ne¦ (p` AhÄ khe ke:) mo!r cale Ke to xrIr cale Ke, Aem Ke j nhÄ¦ AHdr xrIrne git krvamaH, mo!rnI ApeÙa j n=I. Aa vat¦¦ mo!r pEDaH=I cale Ke... Ae p` ApeÙa n=I.

ij&asa: (mo!r) pe!ol=I to cale Ke ne...?

sma\an: pe!ol=I (mo!r) caltI n=I. (p`) loko nam song#nuH Aape Ke Ane Aem khe Ke ke, song#nI mo!r pe!ol ivna cale Ke Ane Aapè mo!r pe!ol=I cale Ke. AhÄ khe Ke ke: pe!olnI pyaRyno ;ktaR' pe!ol Ke. mo!r cale Ke, to Aeno ;ktaR' Ae mo!rnaH prma u Ke. pe!ol=I mo!r cale Ke Ae vat sacI n=I. Ar... r... r¦ Aa vat bhar AavI Ke: ;song#nI mo!r pe!ol ivna cale Ke'. Are¦ mo!r song#nI Ke j nhÄ¸ mo!r mo!rnI Ke.

Ae mo!rnI calvanI je pyaRy =ay Ke, Aene Aena Da{vrnI ApeÙa n=I. AenI nIce pEDaH Ke... AenI ApeÙa p` mo!rne n=I. Ane mo!rmaH be@o Ke, to AenuH (ma`snuH) xrIr Aam git kre Ke, Aem p` n=I. Ae xrIrnI pyaRyno ;ktaR' te smymaH xrIrnaH prmaù Ke. mo!r=I Ae (xrIr) cale Ke (Ane) xrIr AHdr (mo!r) maH be@uH Ke, Aem p` n=I. Are... re¦ wa{, song#nuH nam paDIne khe ne loko... (to kho wle¦ vStuiS=it Ae j Ke).

Aa (AhÄyaH) xuH khe Ke? j¡Ao: ko{ p` ãƒmaH ;ktaR' ={ne, te smymaH (je) ;kayR' =ay Ke, te —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e (=ay Ke)¸ temaH ANy ãƒnI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AemaH prpda=RnI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ.

rog =ay Ke Ane dva=I m!e Ke, AevI ApeÙa n=I‐Aem khe Ke. Are... re¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ ;tÀva=RrajvaitRk' maH Aevu H (k=n) Ke: Aayuve Rd Ke, to dva mze Ke¸ Ane dva=I (rog) m!e Ke. Ae k=n to ƒvhar=I kyuÅ Ke. (qreqr) AevuH n=I. xrIrnaH prmaùmaH je rog =ay Ke, te Axatana karè =yo¸ Aem n=I. Axatano (_dy) jD bIÒ cIj Ke Ane Aa (xrIr) bIÒ cIj Ke, to Aa rog =vamaH Axatana _dynI ApeÙa j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ saHwzvI p` k@` pDe.

Aaha... ha¦ —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e ‐Aa to mhaisâaHt Ke¦ caEd b/ïaHDno isâaHt Ke¦ AnHt tI=Åkro, AnHt kevzIAo, AnHt sHto, AnHt smiktIAoAe Ae Ýmaè manIne, AevuH duinyane kæuH Ke¦ ;kæuH Ke' Ae p` kayRnI ktaR vaÌ Ke.





Aaha... ha¦ —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e (Ae!le ke) ANy ãVy=I inrpÙ p e, prnI ApeÙa ivna, drek ãVynI pyaRy potana ãVy=I ={ Ke. —SvãVymaH j isiâ hova=I, Òvne AÒvne ktaRp uH (kt<RTv) isâ =tuH n=I.˜ (A=aRtŸ) ;Òv AÒvnuH kayR kre' Aem isâ =tuH n=I.

Òv potanI pyaRyne kre Ane prnI (pyaRyne) p` kre to ;be iÊyavadI' im+ya¹iÚ =ay Ke. ;smysar' maH Aave Ke: potanI pyaRy p` kre Ane prnI p` kre, to Aek ãVy be iÊyane kre (‐AevuH mannar) im+ya¹iÚ Ke, A&anI Ke Aene jEnnI qbr n=I.

ivxeØ khexe...

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phelaHno =oDo wag bakI Ke. pKI =oDI Ae Aek lI!I frI=I l{ l{Ae. FÌ JIÌ vat (Ke). ApUvR Ke¦ Êmbâ' je kæuH ke: drek ãVynI pyaRy, je smye ßyare =vavazI Ke, te =xe. Ane pKIna smye (je) =vanI hxe, te j =xe. AemaH ko{ ãVy potanI pyaRymaH p` ferfar krI xkto n=I. ßyare ÝTyek ãVy potanI pyaRyne p` ferfar‐Aagz paKz krI xkto n=I to (pKI) prãVy=I AemaH pyaRy =ay, Aem to Ke j nhÄ. Ae AhÄ Aap e kale caLyuH htuH.

—ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙp e (Ae!le ke) ÝTyek pda=R vtRman smymaH potano ktaR (Ke). A=aRtŸ SvtH5 ktaR ={ne vtRman pyaRy je Ke, te AenuH kmR A=aRtŸ kayR Ke. Ae ktaR‐kmRnI Ýv<i¿, ANy ãVy=I inrpeÙp e Ke. prãVy inim¿ Ke to TyaH (_padanmaH) Ae (kayR) =ay Ke, Aem n=I. k=n (wle) Aave.

bpore k=n AaVyuH htuH ne ke: ;kmRna Ùy=I Ùaiyk =yuH'. Ae to inim¿nuH &an kraVyuH Ke. bakI Ùaiyk‐kevz&an pyaRy ßyare =ay Ke to (tene) pr‐inim¿nI to ApeÙa n=I, p` pUvRpyaRnI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI cIj Ke¦¦ bhu JIÌ... bapu¦

ÝTyek pda=RmaH potana Svkaze ‐ jNmÙè‐_Tpi¿kaze ‐ potana smye pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. Ae Aagz‐paKz p` =tI n=I. Ane pr=I to (te) =tI j n=I. prnI ApeÙa j n=I. je pyaRy potana smye =vavazI Ke, te ;stŸ' Ke. wle te (pyaRy) ivkarI hoy ke AivkarI. AhÄyaH to AivkarInI vat krI Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mnmaH ivk<it (je) Ke, Aena=I riht =vuH, te potana Svwavno gu Ke, (A=aRtŸ) Ø!Ÿkark$pe je ivk<t AvS=a pyaRymaH =ay Ke, tena=I




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riht =vuH, Aevo potanamaH ;wav' namno gu Ke. pr=I riht =vuH, te potano gu Ke. rag$p =vuH, te potanI gu ‐dxa n=I.

AhÄ to khe Ke: —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙpè˜ (Ae!le ke:) je smye je ãVynI pyaRy =ay Ke, AemaH ANy ãVynI ApeÙa j n=I. kevz&an =ay Ke temaH kmRna ÙynI ApeÙa n=I. Ùy hoy...¦ ÙynI VyaQya: kmR$p pir`mn je Ke, te bIje smye AkmR$pe =ay te Ùy. Ùyno A=R: ko{ cIj nax =ay Ke ‐ Aem n=I. kmR$p pyaRy htI, te AkmR$p ={, Aene ;kmRno Ùy' khevamaH AaVyo Ke. to Ae kmRna ÙynI p` (ApeÙa) potanamaH kevz&an _TpNn =vamaH ke sMyGdxRn =vamaH (n=I). sMyGdxRn =vamaH dxRnmohna AwavnI ApeÙa n=I. Aa to krva layk potanI cIjmaH Ke. potanI pyaRy pota=I Ke. AemaH prnI kaH{ ApeÙa (n=I). A=va Aa inim¿ Ke to (smikt) =yuH (Aem n=I). k=n Aave. _ict inim¿ hoy Ke. ÝTyek Anaid‐AnHt pyaRymaH je je smye, je pyaRy =vavazI Ke¸ AemaH same AnukUz‐_ict inim¿ hoy Ke. p` _ict inim¿ Ke to pyaRy =ay Ke, AevI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

ApUvR vat Ke, Ýwu AaTmanuH iht ko{ AlaEikk Ke. Ae ko{ sa\ar` rIte ={ Ôy Ke, (Aem n=I). Aaha... ha¦ vEraGy kæo ne? vEraGy p` Tyare =ay Ke, ke ßyare potanI pyaRymaH, potanI sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy, potana ãVyna AvlHbn=I =ay Tyare. (sMyGdxRnnI) pyaRyna kaze xuw‐Axuw wav=I ivrkt =vuH ‐ Ae vEraGy Ke¦

&anmaH i5kazI &aykwavnI ÝtIit ={ne Anuwv =vo, Anuwv ={ne ÝtIit =vI ‐ AemaH prãVynI ko{ ApeÙa ke kmR qse to Aem (ÝtIit‐Anuwv) =ay, (AevI vStuiS=it n=I). kmRno _dy Aave to ivkar =ay, Ae b\I vato jU@I Ke. xaÏmaH Ae (Ýkare) k=n Aave... to te p` jU@u H ‐ Vyvhar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ]I rajmlÒAe ;klx !Ika' maH FÌvar lQyuH Ke: jU@u H Vyvhar=I k=n Ke¸ sTy n=I. sTy Vyvhar to potanI pyaRy potana=I ={ (te Ke). te p` sdŸwUt Vyvharny Ke. potana ãVy=I \mRnI pyaRy (je) potana ãVyna Aa]y=I ={, te p` sdwUt Vyvhar Ke. inüy=I to te smynI te pyaRyne ãVy‐gu`nI p` ApeÙa n=I. inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. ‐ AevI pyaRy ;stŸ' Ke¸ tene ko{ ;hetu' nI j$r n=I ‐ ;Ahetuk Ke'.

ko{p` ãVynI pyaRynaH ktaR‐kmR iwþ hoy, Aem n=I. te te ãVy ;ktaR' Ane te te ãVynI potanI pyaRy te ;kmR' A=aRtŸ ;kayR'. (‐ Ae ktaR‐kmR.) Ae





k=n p` _pcar=I Ke. be wag (‐wed) pDI gya... ne? bakI ;kmR' je inivRkarI pyaRy \mRnI =ay Ke, te pota=I =ay Ke¸ tene ko{nI ApeÙa j n=I. prnI ApeÙa to n=I p` qreqr‐inüy=I to te ;stŸ' Ke. ;sMyGdxRn' stŸ Ke. (Ôe ke) Ae ;sMyGdxRn' ãVyna lÙe =ay Ke KtaH, Aene ãVy Ane gu`nI (p`) ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦

AavI vat (lokone manvamaH) muXkelI pDe¦ Are... re¦ k–are smje? bapu¦ (Aa) mnu*y wv AnHtkaze mZyo Ke, AemaH ;Aa' nih smje to AaquH mnu*yp uH Vy=R ={ jxe¦ Ane É–aH jNmxe? coyaRxI laq yoinmaH É–aHy @eka uH n=I¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙpè˜ ANyinrpeÙ (Ae!le) ko{ ApeÙa j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xaÏmaH ApeÙanuH &an to FùH Aave Ke ne? to kæuH (ke:) ;inim¿ Ke' AenuH &an kravva ma!e Ae (k=n) Ke. moÙmagR Ýkaxk' satmaH A|yaymaH Ke ke: Vyvyhar kæo Ke, Ae inim¿nuH &an kravva (ma!e Ke). Vyvhar khe Ke Aevu H n=I. inim¿ khe Ke ‐ Vyvhar khe Ke Aevu H n=I. p` Vyvhar inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!e kæo Ke. (ÔeDe) bIÒ cIj Ke AenuH &an (=ay). p` bIÒ cIj=I bIÒ cIjmaH kaH{ (kayR) =yuH ‐ AevI ko{ ApeÙa, vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I.

prmaTma potanuH Sv$p... Aho... ho¦ pU aRnHdno na=, pU RSv$p Ke¦ AemaH Aek Aek gu maH ÝwutanI xi› Ýwuta=I wrI pDI Ke¦ Aeva AnHta gu o, {¬r xi›=I ‐ ÝwuTvxi›=I ‐ potana Ýtap=I SvtH5p e pir`me, AevI ÝwuTv namnI xi› (=I pir`me Ke). AnHtgu maH ÝwuTv namnI xi›nuH $p Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AnHt gu` je!la Ke AenI je pyaRyo (_Tpþ =ay Ke) AemaH (bIÔ) gu`nI ApeÙa n=I. Aa pyaRy sMykŸTvnI ={, to sMyG&annI pyaRy (=ay) AevI p` ApeÙa n=I. (Aek) pyaRyne bIÒ pyaRynI ApeÙa n=I. kar` ke (ÝTyek pyaRy) ;stŸ' Ke. ;stŸ Ke' Aeno ;hetu' hoto n=I. ;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH lI\uH Ke: ;ãVy' Ahetuk, ;gu`' Ahetuk, ;pyaRy' Ahetuk. Aem AhÄyaH khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa smjvuH... Ýwu¦ Ae kaH{ (sa\ar`) vat n=I ke Aa kaH{ vaHcI lI\uH ne... Aam khe Ke ne tem khe Ke, Aem &an krI lI\uH, ma!e te smÒ gyo AevI cIj n=I Ýwu¦

—ktaR‐kmRnI ANyinrpeÙpè˜ (to khe Ke ke:) potanI pyaRymaH, 5` lokna na=nI p` ApeÙa iblkul n=I. potana sMyGdxRnmaH, wgvan 5` lokna na= svR&




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ÝwunI to ApeÙa n=I, AenI vaÌnI (‐dexnanI p`) ApeÙa n=I. Ane je xaÏ bNyuH Ke AenI p` sMyGdxRnnI pyaRymaH ApeÙa n=I.

Ae (sMyGdxRn) pu~y=I p` =tuH n=I. pu~y=I AnukUz inim¿ mze Ke, Ae pu~y=I p` nhÄ kem ke pu~yna prma u ‐ jD iwþ Ke Ane AavvavazI cIj iwNn Ke. AavvavazI cIjne xatanuH inim¿ Ke, to (te) AavI¸ AevI ApeÙa n=I. xrIrmaH nIrogta ={ Ane srogtano Vyy =yo, to AemaH xatavednIyna inim¿nI ‐ inim¿ hoy p` AenI ‐ ApeÙa n=I. Aem wgvan i5lokna=naH dxRn krvanI xuw wav =ay Ke, AevI ko{ ApeÙa=I n=I. Aaha¦ AhÄyaH to xuw wavnI vat n=I. p` xuwwavna kaze je Ô`vanI pyaRy potanI Ke ‐ &ata‐ãÚanI pyaRy Ke ‐ AemaH xuw wavnI ApeÙa n=I Ane xuw wavmaH (p`) wgvannI vaÌ Ane wgvannI ApeÙa n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

Aa to inv<¿ tÀv Ke¦ Ýwu AHdr to inv<¿ tÀv Ke¦ AemaH kaH{ ragnI Ýv<i¿ Aaid Svwav Ke j nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ prãVy=I to inv<¿ Ke j. p` rag dya‐dan, dev‐xaÏ‐guÌnI ]âana rag‐=I p` (Aa) tÀv inv<¿ Ke. KtaH, Vyvhar Aave Ke to (p`) VyvharnI ApeÙa inüymaH n=I. (xaÏmaH) ‐ waØamaH Aem Aave ke: &anIne ßyaH su\I kmRnuH Ôer Ke TyaH su\I ragaid AavI Ôy Ke.

be @eka e wava=RmaH pHiDt jycHãÒAe lQyuH Ke ne...? \m±ne SvãVyna AvlHbn=I potana Sv$pnI ÝtIit ‐ Anuwv ‐ sMyGdxRn =yuH ‐ Aem khevamaH Aave Ke AemaH p` je pyaRy sMykŸ ={, te Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`mIne, Ae (pyaRy) SvyH ktaR (={ne) SvtH5p e ãVynuH lÙ kre Ke. ‐ AevI ktaR‐kmRnI Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt, je pyaRymaH =ay Ke, AemaH prnI ApeÙa to n=I p` (potana) ãVy‐gu nI y ApeÙa n=I¦

(AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) —ANy ãVy=I inrpeÙpè, SvãVymaH j isiâ hova=I˜ ‐ potanI pyaRymaH SvãVy=I isiâ =va=I, Ae SvãVynI pyaRyno kaz Ke ‐ jNmÙ` Ke. ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐99 maH (motIna) harnuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke: 108 motI, je Ùe5maH je Ke te TyaH j Ke. (je S=anmaH (je) motI (Ke te) TyaH j Ke¸ AaFaHpaKaH (‐AagzpaKz) n=I. AaFaHpaKa krxe, to har tU!I jxe. Aem wgvan AaTmamaH je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te j =xe¸ Aagz ‐ paKz nhÄ. Aagz‐paKz krva jxe, to ãVynI ¹iÚ tU!I jxe. ãVy to É–aH tU!e Ke? ãVynI ¹iÚ tU!I jxe. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AavI vat Ke... bapu¦ Aa gjb vat Ke. bapu¦ Aa to ApUvR vat Ke. Aa ko{ pÙnI vat ke sHÝdaynI vat n=I.





i5lokna=nI AsHQy (Ak<i5m xa¬t) ijnÝitmaAo Ke, ijnmHidro Ke. (TyaH) smiktI ‐ Ùaiyk (smiktI [Não p` dxRn kre Ke. Aevo ivkLp Aave Ke, to TyaH lÙ Ôy Ke. AevI vStunI iS=it Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aek baj¡H khevu H ke: wgvannI Ýitma AaidnI p`, Are¦ dev‐guÌnI vaÌ, je sacI Ke AenI p` ApeÙa (sMyGdxRnnI) pyaRymaH n=I, potanuH sMyGdxRn pota=I =yuH. Ane bIÒ baj¡ Aem khevu H ke: xa¬t ijnÝitmana dxRn Ùaiyk smiktI kre Ke. (wa{¦) Ae ivkLpna kaze ivkLp Aave Ke. (p`) Aek ivkLp Aena=I (‐sMyGdxRn=I) =yo, Aem n=I.

AevuH isâaHtmaH Ke ke: xaÏno Aek AÙr p` ferfar ={ Ôy, to ¹iÚ ivprIt ={ Ôy Ke. xaÏmaH Aek p` AÙr=I NyaymaH ferfar krvo, (te) ¹iÚ ivprIt Ke.

AekavtarI sMyG¹iÚ [Nã, ßyare jNme Ke to Ý=m wgvannI Ýitma pase dxRn krva Ôy Ke. Aevo pa@ isâaHtmaH Ke. jNme Ke A=aRtŸ Aene kaH{ mata Ke, (Aem) n=I. (SvgR) maH fUlnI Aek xYya Ke, temaH Aekdm _TpNn =[ Ôy Ke. AHtmuRhUtRmaH j¡van jevuH xrIr _Tpþ ={ Ôy Ke. Aevo Òv Ùaiyk smiktI ([Nã) hoy top` trt khe Ke: —tEyarI kro.. wgvanna mHidrmaH dxRne jvuH Ke¦' devo AEravt ha=InuH $p \ar` kre. [Nã, _pr bese, wgvannaH dxRn krva kroDo devone sa=e l[ Ôy Ke¦ hve Ae Aam Ke top`, Ae wav AaVyo... Ae pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke. (Ôe ke) Ae wav AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ. (KtaH) Ae \mRSv$p n=I¦

(cÊvt±p uH Ane) Ùaiyk smikt Ane 5` &an l[ne ke!lak tI=Åkr (]I xaiNtna= Aaid) Aave Ke. 96 hÔr (S5IAo) sa=e lGn kre Ke. drroj ‐ Aek Aek idvsmaH seHkDo raÌ sa=e lGn kre Ke¦ ‐ Ae cair5no doØ Ke. ßyaH su\I (pU R) vItrag n =ay TyaH su\I Aavo rag Aave Ke... p` Aave Ke.. Ae \mR Ke, Aem n=I.

AhÄ to ßyaH wgvannI wi› krIne Stuit krI, (to) \mR ={ gyo...¦ p` AemaH \UzmaH y \mR n=I. (\Irj=I) saHwz ne...¦ \UzmaH nhÄ Ae!le Ae pu~yanu ‐ bH\I pu~y p` n=I. Ae to papanubH\I pu~y Ke. Ane smiktIna pUÔ‐wi›na rag, Ae pu~yanubH\I pu~y Ke. Aa!lo b\o fer Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ae AhÄyaH khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. — (SvãVymaH j) isiâ hova=I, Òvne AÒvne ktaRp uH isâ =tuH n=I. ma!e Òv AktaR @re Ke . Òvne potana isvay prnuH ktR<Tv‐krvuH, prne raqvuH ‐ AevuH isâ =tuH n=I. Ae!la ma!e Òv ;AktaR' isâ =ay Ke. ‐ Aa srvazo: Aa kar`=I ;Êmbâ' maH AktaR isâ =ay Ke. (pyaRy) Êmsr =ay Ke, AemaH prnI (kaH{) ApeÙa n=I¸ Ae kar e ÊmbâmaH




smysar ga=a 308‐311: 201

;AktaR' isâ =ay Ke. ga=anuH m=azuH Ae lI\uH ke: —hve AaTmanuH AktaRp uH ¹ÚaHtpUvRk khe Ke . Ae ;Akt<RTv' isâ kyÅu. Aa to Aaj Aa@mo idvs Ke. Aaha... ha¦ par nhÄ... Ýwu¦ Ae gHwIrtano par n=I. vItragnI vaÌ Ane Aena wav¦¦ samaNy ÝaÌ smÒ xktaH n=I.

(S=ankvasI sHÝdaymaH) mUitRne mane nhÄ. mUitR pase Ôy nhÄ. Ýcar j Aevo Ke ‐ TyaH (S=ankvasImaH) mUitR n=I.... Ýitma Ke j nhÄ. Ae!le mlaD (muHb[) maH Ae lokoAe ivro\ kyÈ. (p`) É–aH AekaHt ={ Ôy Ke, AenI lokone qbr n=I, AhÄ to khe Ke ke: xa¬t AsHQy Ýitma Ke... AsHQy mHidr Ke¦

Ae mHidr Ke.. to Aena=I xuw wav =ay Ke, Aem n=I. Ane Ae xuw wav potanI kmÔerI=I, (ßyaH su\I) (pU R) vItrag n =ay TyaH su\I, AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ. KtaH, Ae xuwwav \mR n=I Ane \mRnuH kar` (p`) n=I.

—ANy inrpeÙ˜ ‐ Ae ragnI ApeÙa ivna, sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat, wa{¦ AhÄ ko{ pÙ n=I, vaDo n=I. AhÄ to 5` lokna na= wgvan sImH\rSvamI frmave Ke Ae vat Ke¦ Aaha... ha..¦ (ivxeØ) xuH khe.. xuH kre? (ga=anuH je m=azuH lI\uH htuH ke:) —hve AaTmanuH AktaRp uH ¹ÚaHt pUvRk khe Ke ‐ (Aene AhÄya isâ kyuÅ.) ;Êmbâ' maH (AaTma) nuH ;AktaRp uH' isâ kyuÅ.

wava=R:

svR ãVyonaH piràm j¡daH ÔudaH Ke. potpotanaH piràmonaH, saE ãVyo ktaR Ke¸ teAo te piràmonaH ktaR Ke, te piràmo temnaH kmR Ke. inüy=I ko{no ko{nI sa=e ktaRkmR sHbH\ n=I. ma!e Òv potanaH

piràmno j ktaR Ke, potanaH piràm kmR Ke. AevI j rIte AÒv potanaH piràmnuH j ktaR Ke, potanaH piràm kmR Ke. Aa rIte Òv bIÔnaH piràmono

AktaR Ke.





(wava=R pr Ývcn)

potanI sadI waØamaH wava=R krnar ]I jycHãÒ khe Ke: —svR ãVyonaH piràm j¡daH j¡daH Ke. potpotanaH piràmonaH saE ãVyo ktaR Ke . to vaÌno ktaR p` AaTma nhÄ, Ýwu¦ vaÌ ßyare =ay Ke Tyare Svkaze vcnvgR amaH waØap e pir`mvuH te kaze =ay Ke AaTma=I nhÄ.

Aa to (A&anI Òvone) boltaH boltaH AhHkar AavI Ôy (Ke) ke: ;huH lokone kevuH sHwzavuH KuH¦'.... Are Ýwu¦ svR ãVyonaH piràm (saEnaH) SvtH5 Ke. (to xuH) tarI waØa=I AenaH piràm Aave Ke Ane waØanI pyaRy tara=I =ay Ke? (‐AevI vStuiS=it j n=I). Aaha.. ha¦ bhu AakruH kam bapu¦

Aa to 5` lokna na= sImH\rprmaTmanI vaÌ Ke¦ sHto AaDitya ={ne Ae vat kre Ke. TyaH (sImH\rSvamI pase) wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayR gya hta. te khe Ke ke: —potpotanaH piràmonaH saE ãVy ktaR Ke teAo te piràmonaH ktaR Ke, te piràmo temnaH kmR (‐kayR) Ke . ÔuAo: ãVynuH je piràm te smye, te smye =vavazuH =yuH, Aeno ;ktaR' te ãVy kæuH. AhÄ hÒ Ae!lo p` wde Ke. nhÄtr (to) ;piràmno ;ktaR' piràm j Ke'. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

;pHcaiStkay' 62mI ga=amaH (Aem kæuH Ke ke:) ivkarnaH piràm Ø!Ÿkark=I pota=I =ay Ke. (temaH) potanaH kmRna (_dynI p`) ApeÙa n=I. pyaRymaH ivkar SvyH=I SvtH5 =ay Ke Aevo pyaRyno Svwav Ke Aene prnI ApeÙa n=I. (ßyare) ivkarna Ø!ŸkarnaH piràmmaH prnI ApeÙa n=I to inivRkarI sMyGdxRn‐&an Aaid piràm (=ay, Aene prnI ApeÙa kem sHwve?)

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to \mRnI phelI sIDI... bapu¦ Ae AakrI vat Ke. Ae sMyGdxRn (xuH) ? Ane sMyGdxRnno ktaR ko`? Ane AenuH kayR xuH? Ane (Ae) kem =ay Ke? Ane Ae dxa kevI Ke? ‐ Ae (sMyGdxRn) ivna, b\aH mÄDaH Ke. sMyGdxRn ivna, piDma ne sa\upùH ne 28 mUz gu ne pHcmhav/t ‐ b\o sHsar Ke¦ (wgvane) xuw wavne sHsar kæo Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: piràmonaH ktaR te te ãVy Ke. Ane te piràmo temnaH kmR kayR Aaha.. ha¦ ;ktaR' rag, Ane ;kmR' inmRz pyaRy‐smikt‐Aem n=I. iniüy=I A=aRtŸ y=a=R=I ‐vaStvmaH ko{no ko{nI sa=e ;ktaRkmR' sHbH\ n=I. wgvannI vaÌ ;ktaR' Ane same ]otane &an =ay (Ae ;kmR') ‐ AevuH kaH{ n=I. Aem khe Ke. Are.. re¦ ;Aa vat' kbUl krvI (AemaH Fò puruØa=R Ôe{Ae).




smysar ga=a 308 ‐ 311: 203

Aaha.. ha¦ Aa to xaHt magR vItragno Ke¦ ]ImdŸ (vØR 17ma phelaH, AaHk‐1pmaH) khe Ke: —vcnam<t vItragnaH, prm xaHtrs mUz, AaEØ\ je wvrogna kayrne ÝitkUz˜. gu vHta &anI¦ Am<t vrSyaH re pHcm kazmaH... Aaha... ha¦ vcnam<t vItragnaH ne prm xaHtrs mUz..¦ prm xaiNt‐ragriht xaHit ‐ Ae vItragnaH vcnno sar Ke. ;AaEØ\ je wvrognaH' Ae vItragnI vaÌmaH wav kæa Ae wvn rogne nax krvanI vat Ke. AaEØ\ je wvrognaH... p` kayrne ÝitkUz.

;smysar' maH be‐5` @eka` AaVyuH Ke ke: ;xuwwav' na (je) ÌicvHt Ke, te npuHsk‐pavEya‐hIjDa Ke. Aene potana puruØa=RnI qbr n=I. sHSk<tmaH —ÉlIv˜ (xBd) Ke. xuwwavnI rcna krvavazo Ane xuw=I \mR =ay Ke ‐ AevI maNytavazo, npuHsk ‐ hIjDo ‐ pavEyo Ke.

ij&asa: AevuH k–aH lQyuH Ke?

sma\an: (;smysar') ga=a: 41‐42nI !IkamaH Ke. —Aa jgtmaH AaTmanuH Asa\ar` lÙ` nhÄ Ô`vane lI\e npuHskp e ATyHt ivmU# =ya =ka...˜ xuH A=R kyÈ Ke ke ‐ Aa jgtmaH Aa„anuH Asa\ar` lÙ` to Ô`vuH‐deqvuH (Ke). wgvan Aa„anuH lÙ` ko{ rag krvo Ane prnuH (kH{ krvuH) AevuH Ke nhÄ. Ane xuwwav=I \mR =ay, AevuH AenuH lÙ` p` n=I. (p` Aa„anuH AevuH lÙ` nhÄ Ô`nara‐A& loko npuHskp e ATyHt ivmU# Ke). bIje @eka e ga=a‐1p4nI !IkamaH Ke. —smSt kmRna pÙno nax krva=I épjto je Aa„law, (‐injSv$pnI Ýaiº) te Aa„lawSv$p moÙne, Aa jgtmaH ke!lak Òvo {CKta hova KtaH, moÙna kar`wUt samaiyknI‐ke je samaiyk sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5Svwavvaza prma=RwUt &anna wvnma5 Ke , samaiyk Ane sMyGdxRn to Aa„ana wvn A=aRtŸ Aa„ana Sv$pnuH pir`mn Ke, —Aekag/talÙ`vazuH Ke Ane smysar Sv$p Ke tenI ‐Ýit&a l{ne p`, durHt kmRcÊne par étrvanI namdaR{ne lI\e...˜ Ae xuw wav=I par étrvanuH (puruØa=R) n=I krta Ane xuwmaH rhe Ke, Ae npuHsk Ke.

Aa„anI 47 xi›maH Aek vIyR namnI (xi›) ‐gu Ke. to vIyR gu nuH kayR xuH? wgvan TyaH khe Ke ke: potana Sv$pnI rcna kre te vIyR. ragnI rcna kre te npuHsk.

samaiyknI Ýit&a kre ke‐ ;Amare nv koi!Ae ragno Tyag¦' p` xuwwav=I qsta‐h@ta n=I, (to) te npuHsk Ke. npuHsk TyaH‐xuwwavmaH roka{ Ôy Ke.

Aa„amaH vIyR namno Aek gu Ke. (AenuH) kayR xuH? ke: potanI xuâ‐piv5 xi›Ao AnHt Ke, AenI pyaRymaH rcna krvI. vIyR=I xuâtanI rcna krvI Ae vIyRgu nuH kayR Ke. ;xuâ Sv$pnI rcna krvI' Ae vIyR A=aRtŸ Aa„ano puruØa=R (Ke). (je) vIyR=I pu5‐pu5I _TpNn =ay Ke te to jD‐ma!I‐\Uz Ke. AhÄ Aa





Aa„a (maH) puruØa=R namnuH Aek AevuH vIyR Ke, Aek gu Ke, je potanI AnHtI xi›‐gu inmRz Ke, piv5 Ke AenI pyaRymaH rcna kre ragnI rcna nhÄ.

KtaH, &anIne rag Aave Ke p` ;ragnuH kt<RTv maÌH Ke, Ane rag mare krva layk Ke' , Aem (Ô`ta‐manta) n=I¸ Aek vat. KtaH bIÒ vat Aem p` Ke ke, &anIne wi› Aaidno rag Aave Ke to Ae pir`mn (potanuH) Ke, te=I ;Ae ragno ktaR huH KuH' AevuH p` mane Ke. (Ae vat) 47 nyna Ai\karmaH Aave Ke. ;rag krva layk Ke' Aem nhÄ¸ p` pir`mn =ay Ke, Ae kar`=I ;ktaR' khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa!lI ApeÙaAo...¦ Ýwu¦ Ýwuno par n mze. vItrag‐magR gHwIr... gHwIr... gHwIr¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ tena Aek Aek pd Ane Aek Aek }lok smjva... bhu AlaEikk vat Ke¦ bapu¦ Aem ne Aem ;smysar' vaHcI Ôy ne wÌ Ôy (te=I kaH{ isiâ n=I). Aek jò (Aem) kheto hto ke: SvamIÒ¦ Aap to ;smysar' nI FÌ Ýisiâ‐vqa` kro Ko¸ p` meH to pHdr idvsmaH ;smysar' vaHcI lI\uH. Are wa{¦ Aek lI!I smjvI, Aek ga=a ne Aek pHi› smjvI... AlaEikk Ke¦

khe Ke ke: je ko{ Ýit&a krIne khe ke, Amare potana Sv$pmaH samaiyk krvI Ke Ane samaiyk mne moÙnuH kar` Ke AevI Ýit&a l{ne p` xuw wav=I h@to n=I¸ Ane potanI Ýit&a Ýma e sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pirìt krto n=I Ane ragnI pirìtmaH pD–o Ke (to te) npuHsk Ke, pavEyo Ke, hIjDo Ke. jem npuHskne vIyR hotuH n=I, to pu5‐pu5I hotaH n=I. tem xuw wav p` npuHsk Ke xuwwavmaH=I \mRnI ÝÔ _TpNn =tI n=I. vat ware AakrI¦

KtaH, xuwwav &anIne p` Aave Ke. (top` te) Ô e Ke ke (Aa) marI kmÔerI Ke. maruH (je) mUz vIyR Ke, AenuH Aa kayR n=I. AHdr maro puruØa=R jee tenuH Aa kayR n=I. kar` ke, ;vIyR' to AHdr i5kaz piv5 Ke. ..piv5tanuH kayR to... b\a‐AnHt gu piv5nI sa=e vIyRgu piv5 Ke. piv5tanI rcna kre Ae Ke. Ane ragnI pyaRymaH (to) du:q _TpNn =ay Ke. (Ae=I) Ae kayR, maruH‐piv5 gu nuH‐puruØa=RnuH‐vIyRnuH‐n=I. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ =oDI AavI g{ ;Aa'. ;AenuH Ae' frI var Aave, AevuH kaH{ Ke? Ae to AavvavazuH hoy te Aave.

AhÄyaH (khe Ke:) —ko{nI sa=e ktaRkmRsHbH\ n=I. ma!e Òv potana piràmno j ktaR Ke, potanaH piràm kmR Ke. AevI j rIte AÒv potanaH piràmnuH j ktaR Ke, potanaH piràm kmR (Ae!le kayR) Ke. Aa rIte Òv bIÔnaH piràmono AktaR Ke . ‐Ae isâ kyuÅ.

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;Aa rIte Òv AktaR Ke top` tene bH\ =ay Ke Ae ko{ A&anno mihma Ke'. ‐Aeva A=RnuH kzx$p kaƒ hve khe Ke:‐

(ixqirÌ)

AktaR jIvo½yH iS=t [it ivxuâ: Svrst:

Sf¡riCcßjoitimRXKuirtwuvnawogwvn:.

t=aPySyasaE Sya>idh iklbN\: ÝkËitiw:.

s qLv&anSy sf¡rit mihma ko½ip ghn:.. 195..

}loka=R:- (Svrst: ivxuâ:) je injrs=I ivxuâ Ke, Ane (Sf¡rt-ictŸ-ßyoitiwR: Kuirt-wuvn-Aawog-wvn:) Sfurayman =tI jenI cEtNyßyoitAo vDe lokno smSt ivStar ƒaº ={ Ôy Ke Aevo jeno Svwav Ke, (AyH jIv:) Aevo Aa Òv ([it) pUvÈ› rIte (prãƒno Ane prwavono) (AktaR iS=t:) AktaR @yÈ, (t=aip) top` (ASy) tene ([h) Aa jgtmaH (ÝkËitiw:) kmRÝk<itAo sa=e (ydŸ AsaE bN\: ikl SyatŸ) Ôe Aa (Ýg!) bH\ =ay Ke (s: qlu A&anSy k: Aip ghn: mihma Sf¡rit) te qreqr A&anno ko{ ghn mihma Sfurayman Ke.

wava=R:- jenuH &an svR &eyomaH ƒapnaruH Ke Aevo Aa Òv xuâny=I prãƒno ktaR n=I, top` tene kmRno bH\ =ay Ke te ko{ A&anno ghn mihma Ke‐jeno par pmato n=I. 19p.





(kzx _pr Ývcn)

(Svrst: ivxuâ:) wgvan (Aa„a) to injrs=I ivxuâ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ potanI xi›, potano rs, potana Svwav=I to piv5 Ýwu Aa„a Ke. injrs=I ivxuâ Ke. Ane (Sf¡rt-ictŸ-ßyoitiwR: Kuirt-wuvn-Aawog-wvn:) AenI Sfurayman =tI AevI‐xuH khe Ke ke‐wgvan to xuâ cEtNyFn ivxuâ Ke, Ane AemaH je pyaRyo Ýg! =ay Ke (A=aRtŸ) Sfurayman =ay Ke, te piv5 =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦

jrI JIÌ vat¦ Svwav svR&Sv$pI Ke. svR&SvwavnuH $p drek (gu`) maH Ke. pa@ to Aem Ke ke‐ ;svR&' namno Svwav Ke, te=I AenuH $p ÝTyek gu maH Ke. (Aa ivØe) Fò ivcar kyÈ hto, p` Amne (Aa) brabr pkDatuH n=I. wgvannI vaÌ Ke Ae!lI vat...¦ drekno ivcar Fò kyÈ Ke, p` (Aa) AHdr pkDatuH n=I. (]ota:) Aapne n=I pkDa uH? (_¿r:) n=I pkDatuH bapu¦ Ke Aem khIAe AhÄ to... bapa¦ Fò sU"m ivcar krIAe KIAe ke svR& Ke... AemaH ÝTyek gu nuH $p xuH? ;icdŸivlas' maH ;$p' kæuH Ke. AiStTvgu iwNn Ke. &angu ;Ke' , te AiStTvgu ne l{ne Ke, Aem n=I. AiStTvgu iwNn Ke. kem ke —ãVya]ya inguRà guà:˜ ‐ ;tÀva=RsU5' maH _maSvamInuH sU5 Ke: gu ne Aa]ye gu n=I. gu no Aa]y ãƒ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke: cEtNyßyoit Ýg! =ay Ke, Sfurayman =ay Ke. Ae je gu` svR& Aaid Svwav Ke, te pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. (AemaH) ko{nI ApeÙa n=I. (Ane Ae) ko{na kar`=I n=I. —Sfurayman =tI jenI cEtNyßyoitAo vDe lokno smSt ivStar ƒaº ={ Ôy Ke˜. ‐potana SvwavnI pyaRy Ýg! =taH (te) Aaqa lokalokne ÔÌ Ke. ;ƒaº ={ Ôy Ke' Aeno A=R: Ae Aaqa lokalokne ÔÌ le Ke. (svR&) ko{ cIjna ktaR n=I, p` ko{ cIj Ô~ya ivna rhe, Aem n=I. potana isvay ANy cIjna (teAo) ktaR n=I¸ Ane (smSt lokaloknI) AnHt cIjne (‐svRãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRyne‐) Ô~ya ivna rheta n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo Svwav Ke, Ýwu¦

bhu AakruH kam Ke, wa{¦ AhÄ to Aaqo idvs inv<i¿ Ke. Ae j (tÀv‐) ivcar ne l#` caLya kre Ke. FÌ vqte to sU"m vat (AHdrmaH) hoy top` Amne (SpÚ) qbr n=I pDtI. smÔ uH?

svR&Tv‐svRdixRTv, Ae potana gu` Ke. &angu` (Ane) AiStTvgu` iwNn Ke. (KtaH) AiStTvgu`nuH ;$p' &angu`maH Ke. Aeno A=R xuH? ke: &an ;Ke' Ae pota=I




smysar ga=a 308‐311: 207

;Ke' ‐AevuH AemaH AiStTv (gu`) nuH $p Ke¸ (p`) AiStTvgu` nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{? wgvan Aa„a &anSv$pI Ke Ane AiStTvSv$pI Ke¸ p` AiStTvgu`na karè &angu` Ke‐Aem n=I. (p`) AiStTvgu`nuH ;$p' &angu`maH Ke. ;$p' no A=R: ;&angu` Ke' Ae potana AiStTv=I Ke. Ae AiStTvgu`na karè Ke‐Aem n=I. Ae (svR&Tv gu`na $pnI) vat to Ae=I y bhu JIÌ Ke, bapu¦ Ae &an ;svR‐&' Ke, AemaH svR gu`nuH $p Ke. ‐Ae xuH? AenI qbr n=I pDtI. AhÄ to je hoy AevuH khIAe. vat to FÌ sU"m¦ Fò ivcar l{ gya KIAe‐AagmmaH‐Aek Aek vatmaH. xaÏnI Aek Aek ga=a, FùH SpÚIkr` krIne, Ame AHdr smÒAe KIAe, Aem j manI levuH, Aem nhÄ. wavmaH wasn =vuH Ôe{Ae. ;&an Ke' AemaH AiStTvgu` n=I, p` AiStTvgu`nuH ;$p' Ke¸ Ae brabr Ke. kem ke ;&an... Ke'. &an Ke ne...¦ to ;Ke' pùH pota=I AaƒuH. Aam Aek gu`nuH ;$p' bIÔ gu`maH wle hoy¦ p` ;svR&nuH $p' xuH Ke? ‐sU"m pDe Ke, wa{¦ wgvan khe Ke te to y=a=R (j) Ke. Aeno par pamI xkay nhÄ¦¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: Sfurayman ßyoit ßyare Ýg! =ay Ke, to lokalokne Ô e Ke. Aem khe Ke: smSt ivStar (maH) ƒaº ={ Ôy Ke Aevo jeno Svwav Ke. Òvno to Aevo Svwav Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ AHdr svR&Svwav Ke. Ane pyaRymaH svR&p uH Ýg!e, Ae to Aeno Svwav Ke. ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke¦ wgvan pUàRnHd svR& (Svwav) AHdr iv>man Ke. pyaRymaH (je) svR&p uH Aave Ke te TyaH=I Aave Ke. to Ae svR&pàmaH AaquH lokalok Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. wle Ùe5 xrIr Ýmaè‐Aa!lamaH Ke¦

Aakaxno AHt n=I. Aakax pUruH É–aH =yuH? É–aH pUruH =yuH...¦ pKI xuH? (p` Aeno AHt j n=I ne). Ae p` &anmaH AavI Ôy Ke. (&anmaH) AavI Ôy Ke, ma!e (xuH) Aakaxno AHt AavI gyo? ‐Aem n=I. AnHtne AnHt$pe Ô`vamaH AaƒuH. (to) Ae AnHtne Ôè TyaH AHt ={ gyo? (‐AevuH n=I). smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ —Aevo Aa Òv pUvÈ› rIte prãƒno Ane prwavono AktaR @yÈ˜‐AktaR isâ =yo.

Am<tcHãacayeR ;Êmbâ' nI !Ika p` krI Ane paKI Aemè Aena kzxnI p` rcna krI. Aa ;Êmbâ' no kzx Ke. jem mHidr bnavIne pKI kzx c#ave tem Aa !Ika Ae ;mHidr', Ane Ae ;kzx' ma=e c#aƒo¦

AlaEikk vat Ke, bapu¦ duinya=I (j¡dI). Aa vStu AevI Ke ke AevI vat





krvavazane (duinya) pagl khe. ;prma„Ýkax' maH Ke ke: pagl loko &anIne pagl mane AevI Aa cIj Ke¦ Are... re¦ vStu AevI Ke.

AhÄyaH Ae kæuH ke ;AktaRp uH' kem Ke? (ke:) je AHdr xuâSv$p &anßyoit wgvan pU`R Sv$p (Ke)¸ AenI xi›maH=I ƒ›ta‐pU R Ô`vanI‐Aave Ke. p` Ae ko{ cIjno ktaR Ke, Ane ko{ cIj=I Ae kevz&an Sfurayman =yuH, AevuH n=I. kmRna Ùy=I kevz&an =yuH, Aem n=I. (kem ke) Ae to (prnI) ApeÙa ={ g{. phelaH kæuH ne... —inrpeÙ (tÀv) Ke .

khe Ke ke‐Ýwu¦ ÊmbâmaH ;AktaR' kem kæo? ke: ÝwunuH Sv$p to svR&Svwav Ke ne...¦ Ae kæuH ne phelaH: —injrs=I ivxuâ Ke˜. potanI xi›=I, potana gu =I piv5 Ke. prne karè (piv5) Ke, Aem n=I. potana rs=I ivxuâ Ke. —Ane Sfurayman =tI jenI cEtNyßyoitAo vDe ‐cEtNynI ÝkaxpyaRy ={, te äara‐—lokno smSt ivStar ƒaº ={ Ôy Ke . Ae ƒvhar=I vat kre Ke ke: svR&xi› Ke te &annI pyaRymaH AavI, te svR lokne Ô e Ke. loklokne Ô e Ke, Ae p` ƒvhar Ke. qreqr to potanI pyaRyne j Ôè Ke. ko{ (&an‐) pyaRy to lokalokne ADtI j n=I. p` duinyane QyalmaH Aave ke: Sfurayman xi›nI xi› ke!lI Ke¦ Ae map btavva, ;lokalokne Ô e Ke' Aem btave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI \mRnI cIj Ke, wa{¦ xuH =ay?

—cEtNyßyoitAo vDe ‐cEtNyßyoitAo Ke, Aek pyaRy nhÄ¸ AnHtI Ýkax pyaRy ={. svR& ßyaH =yo, to svR cEtNynI svR xi›Ao Ýkaxmanp e ={ g{. cEtNynI Aek svR&pyaRy ßyaH Ýg! ={¸ TyaH AenI sa=e svR xi›nI xi› ƒ› ={ g{. xi›nI Sfurayman cEtNyßyoitAo‐je!lI cEtNyßyoit Ke, Ae!lI svR Sfurayman pyaRy ={ g{.

—Aevo Aa Òv pUvÈ› rIte (prãƒno Ane prwavono) AktaR @yÈ˜. —top`˜‐Aem hova KtaH p`‐Ýwu to Aevo Ke (t=aip), —tne Aa jgtmaH kmRÝk<itAo sa=e je Aa (Ýg!) bH\ =ay Ke ,... Are... re¦ AevI cIj (Ae to) cEtNyßyoit‐Jzhzßyoit (Ke). Ae to cEtNynI Sfurayman ßyoit Ke¦ Aek &an Sfurayman nhÄ, p` cEtNynI svR xi›Ao (Sfurayman =ay Ke). jem svR&p uH pU R =yuH Aem svR xi›nI pU Rta, pyaRymaH Ýg! ={ g{. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vStuiS=it¦¦ Are... re¦ —top` tene Aa jgtmaH kmRÝk<itAo sa=e bH\ =ay Ke . Are... re¦ Aene kmRnuH bH\n¦¦ kar` ke (s qlu A&anSy k: Aip ghn: mihma Sf¡rit) te qreqr A&anno ko{ ghn mihma (Ke). Aena Svwavno to ghn mihma Ke, p` Aena A&anno (p`) ghn mihma (Ke)¦




smysar ga=a 308‐311: 209

Aaha... ha¦ AavI cIjne bH\ =ay Ke‐Ae xuH? mha Ýwu, cEtNyßyoit, AHdr xi›=I Sfurayman vStu Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ AevI cIj Ke¦ (je) AnHt cEtNy xi›Ao=I ibrajman‐Sfurayman, cEtNyßyoit prma„a (Ke)¦ ‐AevI cIjne (kmR) Ýk<itAono bH\ =ay Ke¦ Are... re¦ Aa xuH =ay Ke? Aem khe Ke: —kmR Ýk<itAo sa=e je Aa (Ýg!) bH\ =ay Ke te qreqr A&anno ko{ ghn mihma (Ke). Are... re¦ A&an smÔvvuH (pDe) ‐Ae kevuH? AevI cIjmaH A&anno ko{ ghn mihma ke Aene kmRÝk<itAono bH\ nhÄ p` AnHtI cEtNyßyoit Sfurayman (Ke), AHdr Ýg! Ke Aek nhÄ p` AnHtI cEtNyßyoit Ýg! Ke ‐Aevo prma„a, potanuH Sv$p¸ Aene kmRÝk<itAonuH bH\n =ay¦ ‐Ae ko{ A&anno (ghn) mihma Ke.

—A&anno ghn mihma Ke‐jeno par pmato n=I˜. Aevo (wava=R) lQyo Ke. ghn Ae!le par n pame. (p`) smiktI to par pamI Ôy Ke¦ p` Aevo A&anno ghn mihma Ke (A=aRtŸ) (vStu) to AevI cEtNy Sfurayman AnHt xi›no ipHD Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aene kmRbH\n hoy, ‐Ae ko{ A&anno ghn mihma Ke¦ A&anno nax, Aa„ana Svwavna Aa]y=I ={ xke Ke.

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]I smysar ga=a-320

(]I jysenacayR k<t taTpyRv<i¿ !Ika)

mUz ga=a:

—id‚I syH ip à`H AkaryH th AvedyH cev.

jaìd y vH\moÉqH kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev..˜

taTpyRv<i¿:-

tmev Akt<RTvmoÉt<TvwavH ivxeØe` sm=Ryit:

id‚I syH ip à`H AkaryH th AvedyH cev y=a ¹iÚ: kZ± ¹XymiG™$pH vStusHFuÙ`H puruØvþ kroit t=Ev c tºay: ipHDvdnuwv$pe` n vedyit. t=a xuâ&anmPyweden xuâ&anpir`t jIvo va Svy xuâopadan $pe` n kroit n c vedyit. A=va pa@aHtrH id‚I qyHip à`H tSy VyaQyanH-n kevlH ¹iÚ: Ùaiyk&anmip inüyen kmRàmkarkH t=Evavedkmip. t=awUt: snŸ ikH kroit? jaìd y bH\moÉqH janait c. kaE? bH\moÙaE kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev xuwaxuw$pH kmÈdyH sivpakaivpak$pe` skamakam$pe` va iä\a injRraH cEv janait [it.

OvH svRxuâpairàimkprmwavg/ahke` xuâopadanwUten xuâ-ãVyai=Rknyen kt<RTv-moÉt<Tv-bH\-moÙaidkar`piràmxuNyo jIv [it sUictH. smudaypatinkayaH pXcadŸga=actuÚyen jIvSyakt<RÀvgu`VyaQyan-muQyTven samaNyivvr`H kËtH. punrip ga=actuÚyen xuâSyaip yTÝkËitiwbÅ\o wvit tdŸ&anSy mahaTMyimTy&ansam+yRk=n$pe` ivxeØivvr`H kËtH. punü ga=act<Úyen jIvSyawoÉt<Tvgu`VyaQyanmuQyTven VyaQyanH kËtH tdnNtrH xuâinüyen tSyEv kt<RTvbH\moÙaidkkar`piràmvjRn- _____________________________________________________________________* ;id‚I syH ip à`H' ne bdle Aa„Qyait‐!IkamaH ;id‚I jhev à H' Aevo pa@ Ke.




$pSy äadxga=aVyaQyanSyopsHhar$pe` ga=aäyH gtH.. [it smysar-VyaQyayaH xuâaTmanuwUitlÙàyaH taTpyRv<¿aE moÙai\kar sHbHi\nI cUilka smaºa. A=va iätIyVyaQyanenaZ moÙai\kar smaº:.

ikH c ivxeØ: - AaEpximkaidpHcwavanaH m|ye ken waven moÙo wvtIit ivcayRte. tZopximkÙayopximkÙaiykaEdiykwavctuÚyH pyaRy$pH wvit, xuâpairàimkStu ãVy$p [it. tCc prSprsapeÙH ãVypyaRyä–aTma pda=È w~yte.

tZ tavßjIvTvwVyTvawVyTviZiv\piràimkwavm|ye xuâjIvTv xi›lÙ`H yTpairàimkTvH tCKuâãVyai=Rknyai]tÀvaiNnravr`H xuâ-pairàimkwavsH&H &atVyH t¿u bH\moÙpyaRypirìtrihtH. yTpundRxÝa`$pH jIvTvH wVyawVyTväyH tTpyaRyai=Rknyai]tÀvadxuâpairàimk-wavsH&imit. k=mxuâimit cetŸ, sHsairàH xuânyen isâanaH tu svR=Ev dxÝa`$p jIvTvwVyawVyTvä–awavaidit.

tZ ZySy m|ye wVyTvlÙ`pairàimkSytu y=asHwvH sMyÉTvaid jIvgu`FatkH dexFaitsvRFaitsH&H mohaidkmRsamaNyH pyaRyai=Rknyen ÝCKadkH wvit [it iv&eyH. tZ c yda kalaidliB\vxen wVyTv x›VyRi›wvit tdayH jIv: shjxuâpairàimkmavlÙìnjprmaTm-ãVysMykŸ]âan&ananucr`pyaRye` pir`mit. tŠ pir`mnmagm wa*yaEpximkÙayopximkÙaiykH wavZyH w~yte. A|yaTmwaØya pun: xuâaTmaiwmuqpiràm: xuâopyog [Tyaid pyaRysH&a lwte.

s c pyaRy: xuâpairàimkwavlÙ`xuâaTmãVyaNk=HiciMdNn:. kSmatŸ? wavna$pTvatŸ. xuâpairàimkStu wavna$po n wvit. y>kaHten xuâpairàimkadiwNno wvit tdaSy wavna$pSy moÙkar` wUtSy moÙÝStave ivnaxe jate sit xuâpairàimkwavSyaip ivnax: ÝaPnoit¸ n c t=a.

tt: iS=tH-xuâpairàimkwavivØye ya wavna tãUpH ydaEp ximkaidwavZyHtTsmStragaidr ihtÀven xuâopadankar`TvatŸ moÙkar`H wvit, n c xuâpairàimk:.





yStu xi›$po moÙ: s xuâpairìmkpUvRmev it¤it. AyH tu Vyi›$p moÙivcaro vtRte.

t=a co› isâaHte- ;ini*kÊy: xuâpairàimk:' ini*kÊy [it ko½=R:? bH\kar`wUta ya ikÊya ragaidpirìt: tãŸpo n wvit, moÙkar`wUta c ikÊya xuâwavnapirìtStãŸpü n wvit. tto &ayte xuâpairàimkwavo |yey$po wvit |yan$po n wvit. kSmatŸ? |yanSy ivn¬rTvatŸ. t=a yogINãdevEPyu›H-ìv _pßj[ ìv mr[ bH\ ` moÉqu kre[. ij_ prmT=e jo[ya ij`vr O_ wè[..

ikH c ivviÙtEkdexxuânyai]teyH wavna inivRkarSvsHvednlÙ`-ÙayopxImkNyTveny>PyekdexVyi›$pa wvit t=aip |yatapuruØ: ydev skl inravr`mqHDEkÝTyÙÝitmasmywivn¬rH xuâpairàimkprmwav lÙ`H inj-prmaTmãVyH tdevahimit wavyit, n c qHD&an$pimit wava=R:.

[dH tu VyaQyanH prSprsapeÙagma|yaTmnyä–aiwÝaySyainro\enEv ki=tH isâ–tIit &atVyH ivveikiw:.. 320..

*** (smysarnI ga=a‐320 ;taTpyRv<i¿' !Ikano gujratI Anuvad)

ßym ne5, tem j &an n=I kark, n=I vedk Are¦

Ôè j kmÈdy, inrjra, bH\ tem j moÙne..320..

te j Akt<RTv wokt<Tvwavne ivxeØp e ¹# kre Ke:‐

(id‚I syH ip à H AkaryH th AvedyH cev) jevI rIte ne5‐ktaR‐¹Xy AevI AiG™$p vStune, sH\uÙ` (sHFuk`) krnar puruØnI mafk, krtuH n=I Ane, tpela loqHDna ipHDnI mafk, Anuwv$pe vedtuH n=I¸ tevI rIte xuâ &an p` A=va Awed=I xuâ&anpir`t Òv p` pote xuâ _padan$pe krto n=I Ane vedto n=I. A=va pa@aHtr: ;idi‚ qyH ip à H' tenuH ƒaQyan:‐ ma5 ¹iÚ j nih prHtu Ùaiyk &an p` inüy=I kmÈnuH Akark tem j Avedk p` Ke. tevo hoto =ko (xuâ&anpir`t





Òv) xuH kre Ke? (jaìd y bH\moÉqH) Ôè Ke. kone? bH\‐moÙne. ma5 bH\ moÙne nih, (kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev) xuw‐Axuw$p kmÈdyne t=a sivpak‐Aivpak$pe ne skam‐Akam$pe be ÝkarnI injRrane p` Ô e Ke.

svRivxuâ‐pairàimk‐prmwavg/ahk xuâ‐_padanwUt xuâƒai=Rknye Òv kt<RTv‐wokt<Tv=I t=a bH\‐moÙnaH kar`ne piràm=I xUNy Ke Aem smudaypatinkamaH khevamaH AaƒuH htuH. pKI car ga=a äara ÒvnuH Akt<RTvgu na ƒaQyannI muQyta=I samaNy ivvr` krvamaH AaƒuH. Tyar pKI car ga=a äara ;xuâne p` je Ýk<it sa=e bH\ =ay Ke te A&annuH mahaTMy Ke' Aem A&annuH sam+yR kheva$pe ivxeØ ivvr` krvamaH AaƒuH. Tyar pKI car ga=a äara ÒvnuH Awokt<Tvgu na ƒaQyannI muQyta=I ƒaQyan krvamaH AaƒuH. Tyar pKI be ga=a khevamaH AavI jena äara, pUveR bar ga=amaH xuâ inüy=I kt<RTv‐wokt<Tvna Awav$p t=a bH\‐moÙnaH kar` ne piràmna Awav$p je ƒaQyan krvamaH AaƒuH htuH teno j _psHhar krvamaH Aaƒo. Aa rIte smysarnI xuâa„anuwUitlÙ` ;taTpyRv<i¿' namnI !IkamaH moÙai\kar sHbH\I cUilka smaº ={. A=va bIÒ rIte ƒaQyan krtaH AhÄ moÙai\kar smaº =yo.

vzI ivxeØ khevamaH Aave Ke:‐

AaEpximkaid paHc wavomaH kya wav=I moÙ =ay Ke te ivcarvamaH Aave Ke.

TyaH AaEpximk, Ùayopximk, Ùaiyk Ane AaEdiyk Ae car wavo pyaRy$pe Ke Ane xuâ pairpaimk (wav) ãƒ$p Ke. Ae prSpr sapeÙ AevuH ãƒpyaRyäy (ãƒ Ane pyaRynuH ÔeDkuH) te Aa„a‐pda=R Ke.

TyaH, Ý=m to ÒvTv, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Aem 5` Ýkarna pairàimk wavomaH, xuâÒvTv AevuH je xi›lÙ` pairàimkp uH te xuâãƒai=Rknyai]t hova=I inravr` Ane ;xuâpairàimk wav' AevI sH&avazuH Ô`vuH te to bH\moÙpyaRy‐pirìt riht Ke. prHtu je dxÝa`$p ÒvTv Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTväy te pyaRyai=Rk‐nyai]t hova=I ;Axuâpairàimkwav' sH&avazaH Ke. ÝÆ: ;Axuâ' kem? _¿r: sHsarIAone xuâny=I Ane isâone to svR=a j dxÝa`$p ÒvTvno Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTväyno Awav hova=I.

te 5`maH, wƒTvlÙ` pairàimkne to y=asHwv sMykŸTvaid Òvgu onuH Fatk ;dexFatI' Ane ;svRFatI' AevaH namvazuH mohaidkmRsamaNy pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke Ke Aem Ô`vuH. TyaH, ßyare kazaid liB\na vxe wƒTvxi›nI ƒi› =ay Ke Tyare Aa Òv shj‐xuâ pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒnaH sMykŸ]âan‐&an‐





Anucr`$p pyaRye pir`me Ke te pir`mn AagmwaØa=I ;AaEpximk' ;Ùayopximk' t=a ;Ùaiyk' Aeva wav5y khevay Ke, Ane A|ya„waØa=I ;xuâa„aiwmuq piràm' , ;xuâopyog' [Tyaid pyaRysH&a pame Ke.

te pyaRy xuâpairàimkwavlÙ` xuâa„ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. xa ma!e? wavna$p hova=I. xuâpairàimk (wav) to wavna$p n=I. Ôe (te pyaRy) AekaHte xuâ‐pairàimk=I AiwNn hoy, to moÙno ÝsHg bntaH Aa wavna$p moÙkar`wUt (pyaRy) no ivnax =taH xuâpairàimkwav p` ivnaxne pame. p` Aem to bntuH n=I (kar` ke xuâpairàimkwav to AivnaxI Ke).

ma!e Aam @yuÅ:‐ xuâpariàimk wav ivØyk (xuâpairàimk wavne AvlHbnarI) je wavna te‐$p je AaEpximkaid 5` wavo teAo smSt ragaid=I riht hovane lI\e xuâ‐_padankar`wUt hova=I moÙkar` (moÙnaH kar`) Ke, prHtu xuâpairàimk nih (A=aRtŸ xuâpairàimkwav moÙnuH kar` n=I).

je xi›$p moÙ Ke te to xuâpairàimk Ke, Ý=m=I j iv>man Ke. Aa to ƒikt$p moÙno ivcar cale Ke.

AevI j rIte isâaHtmaH kæuH Ke ke ;ini*kÊy: xuâpairàimk:' A=aRtŸ xuâpairàimk (wav) ini*Êy Ke. ini*Êyno xo A=R Ke? (xuâpairàimkwav) bH\na kar`wUt je iÊya‐ragaid pirìt, te‐$p n=I Ane moÙna kar`wUt je iÊya‐xuâwavnapirìt, te‐$p p` n=I. ma!e Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke xuâpairàimkwav |yey$p n=I. |yan$p n=I. xa ma!e? kar` ke |yan ivn¬r Ke. (Ane xuâpairàimkwav to AivnaxI Ke). ]I yogINãdeve p` kæuH Ke ke ;` iv _pßj[ ` iv mr[ bH\u ` moÉqu kre[. ij_ prmT=e jo[ya ij`vr O_ w e[..' (A=aRtŸ he yogI¦ prma=eR Òv épjto p` n=I, mrto p` n=I Ane bH\‐moÙ krto n=I ‐Aem ]I ijnvr khe Ke).

vzI te SpÚ krvamaH Aave Ke:‐ ivviÙt‐Aekdexxuânyai]t Aa wavna (A=aRtŸ kheva \arelI AaHixk xuiâ$p Aa pirìt) inivRkar‐SvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk&an$p hova=I Ôe ke Aekdex ƒi›$p Ke top` |yata puruØ Aem wave Ke ke ;je sklinravr`‐AqHD‐Aek ÝTyÙÝitwasmy‐Aivn¬r‐xuâpairàimk prmwav lÙ` injprma„ãƒ te jhuH KuH'. prHtu Aem wavto n=I ke ;qHD&an $p huH KuH'. ‐Aam wava=R Ke.

Aa ƒaQyan prSpr sapeÙ AevaH Aagm‐A|ya„na tem j nyäyna (ãƒai=Rk‐pyaRyai=Rknyna) AiwÝayna Aivro\pUvRk j khevamaH AaƒuH hova=I isâ Ke (‐inbaR\ Ke) Aem ivvekIAoAe Ô`vuH.





(Ývcn: ta. 29-7-79)

;smysar' 320‐ga=a. AenI jysenacayRnI ;taTpyRv<i¿' !Ika Ke. sU"m ivØy Ke. ga=a:

—idõI syH ip à H AkaryH th AvedyH cev.

jaìd y bN\moÉqH kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev..˜

Akt<RTvwokt<Tvwavne ivxeØp e ¹# kre Ke:‐

sU"m vat Ke, wgvan¦ wgvan Aene ;Aa„a' khe Ke ke: je Aa„a rag äeØ, dya‐dan, wi›‐pUÔna wavno p` ;ktaR' n hoy. Aaha... ha¦ Akt<RTv‐wokt<TvnI AavI vat¦¦ Aa„a (pota) isvay ANy ãƒno ktaR‐wo›a kH{ Ke j nhÄ. l"mIne, ÏIne, ku!uHbne, Aab$ne potanaH manvaH Ane AenuH kaH{ kam krvuH‐Ae to vStuna Sv$pmaH j n=I. wgvan Aem khe Ke ke: potanI pyaRymaH je xuwaxuw rag =ay Ke, Ae xuwaxuw ragno ;ktaR' =vuH‐Ae im+ya¹iÚ Ke Aene to jEn (mt) nI qbr n=I, ;jEn\mR' xuH Ke' Aeno p¿o (‐wan) n=I. rag‐äeØ, pu~y‐pap, dya‐dan‐v/tnuH vedn krvuH, Ae p` im+yaTvwav Ke. Aavo magR Ke¦¦ Ae AhÄ khe Ke, ÔuAo:

Akt<RTvwokt<Tvwavne ivxeØ ¹# kre Ke. j¡Ao: —id‚I syH ip à H AkaryH th AvedyH cev˜. phelaH ¹ÚaHt khe Ke: jevI rIte ne5 A=aRtŸ AaHq ¹Xy AevI AiG™$p vStune, sHFUk`‐AiG™ne szgavvavaza‐krvavaza‐nI jem, krtI n=I¸ (A=aRtŸ) AaHq AiG™$p vStune krtI n=I¸ Aem AaTm ne5 sman prãVyne krto n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦ xuH khIAe? pHcm AaramaH (AhÄ) 5` lokna na= prma„ano ivrh pD–o. prma„a to TyaH (ivdeh Ùe5maH) rhI gya. Ane vtRmanmaH kevz&annI _Tpi¿no ivrh pDI gyo. vStuiS=it AevI rhI g{ ‐ ;Ýwu¦ tuH Aavo Ko'. prma„a ijne¬rdev, i5lokna=, AekavtarI [Não Ane g`\ronI swamaH Aem frmavta hta ke:

Ýwu¦ jem ne5 AiG™ne szgavnaruH n=I, tem (j) krtuH n=I. sHFUk` krnarnI pe@e, AaHq AiG™ne krvavazI n=I. Ane jem tpela loqHDno ipHD‐tpeluH lo#uH‐AiG™no Anuwv kre Ke tem AaHq AiG™ne Anuwv$p=I vedtI n=I. (A=aRtŸ) jem tpela loqHDno ipHD AiG™ne vede Ke, AiG™=I Aekmek =ay Ke tem AaHq prpda=Rne krtI to n=I p` prpda=Rne vedtI p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to ¹ÚaHt (Ke). Aeno isâaHt:





vat bhu (gHwIr), bapu¦ vItragmagR ko{ AlaEikk Ke. Are¦ saHwzvamaH n Aave. bharmaH (to Aem saHwzva mze ke) v/t kro... tpSya kro ne _pvas kro ne Aa kro...¦ (p` Ýwu¦) Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke, AnHt var krI. AemaH kaH{ \mR n=I. Ae to rag Ke. p` AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) Ae (b\I iÊya) ne rag smjvo j k@` Ke. v/t krvaH, tpSya krvI, _pvas Aaidna ivkLp‐Ae to rag Ke.

(AhÄ khe Ke ke:) jem ne5 AiG™ne n=I szgavtaH, Aem Aa„a Ae ragno ktaR n=I. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ ne5nuH to ¹ÚaHt lI\uH. jem ne5 AiG™ne szgavtaH n=I, tem wgvan Aa„a (to) Aene khIAe ke (je) Ae ragno ktaR =to n=I. Aaha... ha¦

xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn Aa to jD‐ma!I Ke AenI iÊya Aena=I‐jD=I =ay Ke. Aa ha= cale Ke, waØa bolIAe KIAe, Ae Aa„ana kar`=I iblkul n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to prma„a AHtrnI vat kre Ke. Aa moÙ Ai\karnI cUilka Ke. moÙ Ai\kar pU R =yo AenI cUilka‐ma=a _pr co!lI Ke. khe Ke ke: Aek var saHwz to qro, Ýwu¦ ne5 jem AiG™ne szgavtaH n=I, tem wgvanAa„a rag‐dya, dan, pu~y‐papna wavne‐krto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦

sHÝdaymaH É–aH Aa vat htI? b\uH Ô~yuH Ke ne...¦ b\I (iÊya) krtaH htaH ne...¦ 21 vØR 4 mihna AemaH ka#ya¸ 4p vØR AemaH (xrIrna jNm=I sHÝdaymaH‐ ka#yaH Ke. saDI cumalIs (vØR) AhÄ =yaH.

bapu¦ vat to AlaEikk Ke, Ýwu¦ ne5nuH ¹ÚaHt AapIne sHto jgtne Ôher kre Ke ke, prma„a i5lokna= tI=Åkrdevno Ae hukm Ke ke: jem ne5 AiG™ne szgavI xktaH n=I, tem wgvan Aa„a‐Ae to &anSv$p Aa„a Ke‐Ae ragne krto n=I, Ane ;ragne kre' Ae Aa„a nhÄ¸ Ae to im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ AavuH É–aHy saHwzva p` mze nhÄ¸ (to) Ae (Òv) É–are smje? ivprIt maNytaAe wvw/m`‐coyaRxIna Avtar‐krI ræo Ke. Ae ivprIt maNytanuH Sv$p xuH Ke, AenI (Aene) qbr n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ ne5 jem AiG™ne krtuH n=I, Aem Aa„a potana isvay‐&ata‐¹Úa isvay‐rag‐äeØ, dya‐dan Aaid ivkLpne krto n=I.

beHglormaH hmàH 1p laqnuH idgHbr mHidr =yuH. p` AemaH (Ôe mHidr bH\avnarne) ragnI mHdta hoy to (te) xuwwav Ke, \mR nhÄ. Ane Ae xuwwavno ;ktaR huH KuH' Aem manvuH, Ae im+yaTv Ke. bhu JIÌ vat¦





loqHDno ipHD jem AiG™=I tpe Ke, Aem ne5 prnuH vedk n=I. (A=aRtŸ) AaHq deqe Ke‐je kH{ =ay Ke, tene deqe Ke‐p` vedk n=I. (AaHq ¹Xy pda=RnI ktaR n=I tem vedk (p`) n=I. (AevI j rIte) Aa„a ;ktaR' n=I¸ Ae ne5na ¹ÚaHt=I, sHFUk`na ¹ÚaHt=I (smÔƒuH). Ane ;wo›a' n=I¸ Ae (loqHDna ipHDna ¹ÚaHt=I, smÔƒuH). jem loqHDno ipHD AiG™=I tpe Ke, Ane (AiG™no) Anuwv kre Ke tem Aa„a‐cEtNymUitR wgvan, &anSv$pI prma„a‐rag Ane äeØne wogve nhÄ, Anuwve nhÄ. Ane (Aene) Anuwve Aevo Aa„a (hoy) nhÄ. (rag‐äeØne Anuwve), te to im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Arr... r¦

Are Ýwu¦ xuH krIAe? ;Aa' to wgvan sImH\r prma„ano sHdex Ke¦ mha ivdehmaH i5lokna= ibraje Ke, teno Aa sHdex Ke: Ýwu¦ ne5 jem prne krtuH n=I Ane tpela loqHDna ipHDnI mafk, Anuwv$pe vedtuH n=I¸ tevI j rIte Aa„a ragno ktaR n=I Ane wo›a n=I. AavI AakrI vat Ke¦

—Anuwv$pe vedtuH n=I¸ tevI rIte xuâ &an p` (wgvan Aa„a xuâ &anSv$p Ke, Ae xuâ &an p`) A=va Awed=I xuâ&anpir`t Òv p`˜ (ragno ktaR‐wo›a n=I).

Aaha... ha¦ sMyG¹iÚ xuâ&anpir`t Ke¦ sMyG¹iÚ Aene khIAe ke (je) pu~y‐papna mel=I pir`t n=I. sMyg¹iÚ‐Ý=m‐co=I wUimka=I‐xuâ (&an) pir`t Òv Ke¦

ÝÆ: —xuâ&anpir`t Òv p`˜ Aem kem kæuH?

sma\an: ke ;i5kazI' xuâ&anSv$p Ke, te to rag‐äeØno ktaR Ane wo›a n=I. p` smiktI xuâ (&an) pir`t Òv Ke (AenI) pyaRymaH xuâtanuH pir`mn Ke te p` rag‐äeØno ktaR‐wo›a n=I¦

frI=I. be vat lI\I ne...¦ —tevI rIte xuâ &an p`˜‐xuâ &an Ae!le i5kazI Aa„a‐xuâ cEtNySv$p i5kazI, Ae ;ko{ rag‐äeØ kre ke wogve' Ae i5kazI vStumaH n=I. to jenI ¹iÚ sMykŸ (A=aRtŸ) ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚ ={‐Ae — (Awed=I) xuâ&anpir`t Òv p`˜ (rag‐äeØno ktaR‐wo›a n=I). (jem) xuâ &an (Ae!le ke) i5kazI Aa„a, rag‐äeØ kre nhÄ Ane wogve nhÄ¸ Aem xuâ &annI jene ¹iÚ ={ (Ae!le ke je) xuâ&anpir`t =yo‐Aevo ;sMyG¹iÚ Òv' p` rag‐äeØ kre Ane wogve nhÄ, Aaha... ha¦

Aa!luH kam mo!uH‐AakruH Ke, wa{¦ magR to Aa Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? mnu*y‐





p uH caLyuH jxe, bapa¦ AemaH ;Aa' sTy vat Ôe smj`maH n AavI (to) Ae coyaRxIna AvtarmaH É–aH j{ne rqDxe. xuH khevay? jem vH!ozmaH t`qluH éDe, Ae É–aH j{ne pDxe? Aem jene Aa„a xuH cIj Ke AenI ¹iÚ n=I¸ te Òv É–aH j{ne Avtar lexe? ingod ne nrkmaH j{ne Avtar lexe, bapa¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: jem ne5 AiG™ne szgavtuH n=I Ane loqHDno ipHD jem Aign=I tpelo Ke, tem ne5 prne krtuH n=I Ane vedtuH n=I. Aem AHdr Aa„a i5kazI, xuâ, cEtNySv$p je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke, Ae ;Aa„a' rag‐äeØ kre nhÄ Ane rag‐äeØ wogve nhÄ. Ae to @Ik¸ p` ;Awed' ivxeØ lI\uH.

ÝÆ: —Awed=I xuâ&an (pir`t)˜‐ ;Awed' kem kæuH?

sma\an: je xuâ &an i5kaz Ke, Aem AHdr AnuwvmaH Awed =yo. rag=I iwþ ={ne, potanuH (je) xuâ&anSv$p i5kaz Ke, AemaH Aekag/ ={ne Awed =yo. Aem Awedny=I kæuH ke: xuâ&an je i5kaz Ke, ãƒSvwav je i5kaz Ke AenI sa=e Awed =yo.

phelaH to Ae!luH kæuH (ke) xuâ &anSv$p wgvan Aa„a, Ae rag‐äeØno ktaR Ane wo›a n=I. ‐Ae to ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚ=I lI\uH p` hve khe Ke ke: Ae ãƒnI ¹iÚ jene ={‐sMyGdxRn =yuH‐rag, dya, dan, v/t, tpna ivkLp=I iwþ pDIne (jene) potana Sv$pnI xuâ pirìt ={‐Ae ;xuâ pirìt' \mR Ke. Ae xuâ pirìt p` ragnI ktaR Ane ragnI wo›a n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke, Ýwu¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AavI vat Ke¦¦

ij&asa: ragI hova KtaH p` ragno ktaR n=I?

sma\an: n=I. ktaR n=I. (rag) krvo, AenuH kayR n=I. =ay Ke, to Aeno &ata Ke. Ô`nar‐deqnar rhe, AenuH nam \mR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat, bapu¦

ij&asa: Svwav to (ragno ktaR) nhÄ, p` pirìt p` nhÄ?

sma\an: pirìt p` nhÄ. i5kazI ãƒmaH to (ragnuH kt<RTvwokt<Tv) n=I¸ p` i5kazI ãƒnI ¹iÚ‐sMyGdxRn =yuH (A=aRtŸ) xuâ pirìt ={‐Ae p`, rag‐äeØnI ktaR‐wo›a n=I. Ýwu¦ AHdr (xaÏmaH) lqa` Ke ke nhÄ?

—Awed=I xuâ&anpir`t Òv p`˜ A=aRtŸ xuâ &annI pyaRy jene Ýg! ={, (Ae!le ke) je Anaid=I pu~y ne pap, dya ne dan, kam ne Êo\na vednno ktaR hto¸ (je e) jEn idgHbr sa\u ={ne muinv/t lI\uH‐pHc mhav/t paZyaH¸ Ae to (b\aH) rag Ke‐Ae ragno ktaR ={ne im+ya¹iÚp e AnHtvar nvmI g/Eveyk su\I gyo. AhÄ




smysar ga=a‐320‐219

khe Ke ke: jene Ae (rag) trfnI ¹iÚ KU!I g{‐ragnuH ktaRp uH KU!I gyuH Ane ;huH xuâ cEtNymUitR KuH' Aem pir`t ‐ pyaRymaH xuâtanI dxa Ýg! ={¸ jem ãVy xuâ Ke Ae ktaR‐wokta n=I, Aem xuâ ¹iÚ Ane xuâ pirìt ={¸ Ae p` rag‐äeØnI ktaR‐wokta n=I.

Arr... r¦ AavI vat hve saHwzI Ôy nhÄ, xuH =ay bapa? smÔ uH? 320‐ga=a Ke¦ jysen AacayRnI !Ika Ke¦

—xuâ&anpir`t... kæuH ne...¦ Aaha...ha¦ ;huH to xuâSv$p piv5 AanHdkHd KuH' ‐ Ae xuâpir`t. pu~y ‐ papno wav p` maro n=I. prnI vat to k–aH? xrIr‐vaÌ‐\H\a‐Ae to jDnI AvS=a, AemaH to maruH ktaR‐woktap uH j n=I. p` maramaH (puruØa=RnI) kmÔerI=I je ragaid épje Ke Aeno p` ;huH' to ktaR‐wokta n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Aene AhÄ \mRnuH pheluH pgi=yuH ‐ sMyGdxRn‐khevamaH Aave Ke. AavI vat Ke¦¦

pa@ Aevo Ke ke —xuâ &an p`˜... AhÄ —p`˜ kem kæuH? ne5nuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke ne...? te=I —p`˜ kæuH (ke:) jem ne5 prnuH ktaR‐wokta n=I tem xuâ &an —p`˜ ‐ i5kazI wgvan AaTma Ae —p`˜ rag‐ äeØno ktaR‐wokta n=I. Aek vat. bIÔ: —A=va Awed=I˜ ‐ &anSv$p wgvan cEtNymUitR &ata¹ÚaSvwav=I wyÈ pD–o Ýwu Ke. Ae Awed=I AenI Aekag/ta ={ ‐ sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&anmaH Awed‐Aekag/ta ={ ‐ to —Awed=I xuâ&anpir`t Òv p`˜ ‐ xuâ &an$pe pir`t pyaRymaH inmRzta Ýg! krI. sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an ‐xaHitno AHx Ane AnHt AanHd ‐ Sv$pna AanHdno Svad p` Ýg! kyÈ. AtIiNãy AanHdno p` Svad AaVyo. AtIiNãy AanHd je (potana) i5kazI \/uvmaH pD–o hto Aena AvlHbn=I, pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdnuH pir`mn =yuH Ane AtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv p` =yo. ‐ Aem —xuâ&anpir`t Òv p`˜ lI\uH. (A=aRtŸ) phelaH ne5nI sa=e mezvva ma!e —xuâ &an p`˜ Aem lI\uH. hve ;xuâ&an' Ôe ktaR ‐ wokta n=I, to AemaH pir`t (‐xuâ&anpir`t Òv‐) p` ktaR‐wokta n=I¸ Aem lI\uH.

AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ bhu \Ire=I ‐ xaHit=I saHwzvuH. Ýwu¦ xuH khIAe?

AhÄ khe Ke ke: —xuâ&anpir`t Òv p` pote xuâ _padan$pe (ragne) krto n=I˜. j¡Ao¦ waØa. \m± Òv jene sMyGdxRn =yuH ;Ae' xuâ (&an) pir`t Ke¦ xuwaxuw rag, Ae xuâ pirìt n=I. Aaha.. ha... ha¦

wrt cÊvt± jeva K qHDna raßymaH pD–a hoy to p`¸ (Aene je) AHdr xuâ pirìt ={ Ke, Ae karè te xuâ pirìt rag‐äeØne krtI n=I. Aaha.. ha¦




220 : Ývcn nvnIt wag‐1

jem xuâ ãVySvwav \/uv, \/uv cIj, je wgvan AaTma inTy \/uv Ke, te to dya‐dan‐v/tna piràmno ktaR‐wokta n=I. p` (jene) xuâ pirìt ={, ãVy¹iÚ ={, sMyGdxRn =yuH (Ae!le ke) xuwaxuw wav Axuâ Ke, Aena=I iwNn ={ne, potana SvwavnI xuâ dxa ={¸ Ae p` ragno ktaR‐wokta n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ ga=a JIÌ Ke, wa{¦ hÒ Aaj to x$ krI Ke. Aa to bhar=I Fà ma`so AaVya Ke, to Aemne QyalmaH Aave ke kH{k bIÒ cIj Ke. wa{¦ bapu¦ vItrag prmaTmano pH= (to) jgt=I inrazo Ke. jgtnI sa=e AenI É–aHy mezvÌ =tI n=I.

Aaha.. ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke —pote xuâ_padan$pe ‐ xuH kæuH? wgvan AaTma, xuâcEtNyFn AanHdkHd, \/uvnI ¹iÚ ={ne xuâpir`t =yo, to Ae xuâ _padan =yo. rag‐äeØ (=ta) hta te Axuâ _padan. Ane Aa xuâpir`t =yo Ae xuâ _padan. Aaha... ha¦

—pote xuâ _padan$pe ‐ ko`? ke: je i5kaz xuâSv$p wgvan Ke, Aeno Anuwv =yo. ragna ivkLp=I riht AaTmana AanHdnuH vedn =yuH (te). jem ;i5kazI xuâ &an' ktaR‐wokta n=I, tem ;xuâ pirìtvazo' p` ragno Ane äeØno ktaR‐wokta n=I. kem? ke: pote xuâ _padan$pe (ragaidno) ktaR n=I. pyaRymaH =ay Ke. p` (teno) xuâ _padan ($pe) pyaRy=I ktaR‐wokta n=I.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ Aa to vItragnI Am<tvaÌ Ke. ATyare to bhar=I AaqI iÊya‐kaHDnI Ýv<i¿ cale Ke. Ane bs¦ AemaH Aaqo \mR manI le Ke¦ AhÄ khe Ke: saHwz Ýwu¦ ATyare mha ivdehÙe5maH vItrag i5lokna= svR& ijne¬rnI swamaH, AekavtarI [Não vaÌ saHwzva ma!e Aave Ke. TyaH ;Aa vat' prmaTma kheta hta. ;Ae vat' kuHdkuHdacayR AaDitya ={ne jgtmaH Ôher kre Ke ke:

—pote xuâ _padan$pe krto n=I˜ Ae xuH kæuH? —Awed=I xuâ&anpir`t Òv p`˜ (Ae!le ke:) jene xuâ pirìt ={ ‐ sMyGdxRn =yuH ‐ ;Ae' xuâ _padan $pe (ragaidno) ktaR n=I. Axuâ _padan=I ragaid =ay Ke p` xuâ _padanna kar e (te teno) ktaR‐wokta n=I. Aaha... ha¦

_padan xuH Ane inim¿ xuH? Ae p` hÒ (lokone) qbr n=I. pyaRymaH xuâ _padan (Ke) Tyare Aek Axuâ _padan p` Ke. ivkar ßyare épje Ke, Ae Axuâ _padan Ke. Ane pKI tena=I (ivkar=I) h@Ine sMykŸ \mR =yo to xuâ _padan =yuH. AekluH _padan n lI\uH. —pote xuâ _padan$pe Aa@ vØRnI bailka‐cEtNy wgvan AaTma ‐ ßyare sMyGdxRn pame Ke, to Ae xuâ _padan=I (pame Ke). Ae





bailka pKI lGn p` kre¸ p` Ae (je) AHdr ivkLp AaVyo, teno (xuâ _padan$pe) ktaR ‐ wokto, te (bailka) n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat kone bese? vat (to) AevI Ke, Ýwu¦

pote xuâ _padan$pe ‐ je phelaH ãVySvwav‐i5kazI xuâ &an kæuH Aena _pr potanI ¹iÚ pDI Ane pyaRymaH Anuwv =yo to inivRkLp Anuwv hova=I, SvyH xuâ _padan=I ‐ pyaRymaH xuâ _padan=I ‐Axuâ _padanno ktaR ‐ wokta n=I.

ÝÆ: Aem kem kæuH?

sma\an: AHdr xuâ _padan=I ;ktaR' n=I. Ane Axuâ _padan ;pyaRy' maH =ay Ke. ßyaH su\I (pU R) vItrag n =ay TyaH su\I &anIne p` Axuâ _padanmaH ragaid =ay Ke. p` Ae (&anI) xuâ _padanna Ôer=I Aeno (ragaidno) ktaR‐wokta n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aek Aek xBd xBdmaH (FÌ gHwIrta)¦¦ —pote xuâ _padan˜ ‐ pote ‐ ko{nI ApeÙa ivna (je) sMyGdxRn‐ &an =yuH potanI inmRz pirìt (={)¸ te potana xuâ _padan=I (={).

Ae je v/t ne tpna ivkLp é@e Ke, Ae to rag Ke. _pvas krvo ne bharna (‐ Vyvharna) Ae b\a ivkLp, te p` rag Ke. (Ae to) AnHt var kyuÅ Ke. —muinv/t \ar AnHt bar g/Ivk _pÔyo¸ pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payaE . Aatm&an ivna, Ae paHc mhav/tnaH piràm, Ae du:q Ane Aas/v Ke. Arere... re¦ AhÄ ATyare to (loko) pHc mhav/tne \mR mane Ke¦ (p`) AhÄ khe Ke ke ‐ AnHt var muinv/t \ar` kyuÅ (KtaH) AaTm&an ivna jra p` suq paMyo nhÄ. Ae mhav/tnaH piràm p` rag Ke Ane du:q Ke. kar` ke, TyaH ;lÙ' pr trf Ke. potana i5kazI Sv$p trf ;¹iÚ' n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—pote xuâ _padan$pe (ragaidne) krto n=I Ane vedto n=I.˜ \m± ßyare =ay Ke \mRnuH pheluH pgi=yuH ‐ sMyGdxRn =ay Ke Tyar=I xuâ pirìtna karè, A=va xuâ _padanna kar e, Ae ragno ktaR‐wokta n=I.

ij&asa: (xuH) Aa vat Ùi`k _padannI Ke?

sma\an: pyaRynI vat krI ne...¦ Aa vat pirìtnI cale Ke ne..¦ —xuâ &anpir`t Òv p`˜ Aem kæuH ne...¦ phelaH becar var kheva{ gyuH ke: ;xuâ&an‐pir`t Òv' ‐ pyaRymaH xuâp e pir`t =yelo Òv, Ae p` pote xuâ _padan$pe (ragaidne) krto n=I. ãVySvwav=I to rag‐äeØno ktaR n=I, p` xuâ pirìt=I p` rag‐äeØno ktaR n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ xuH =ay? Ýwuno (AhÄ) ivrh pD–o. prmaTma ræa nhÄ.





kevz&annI _Tpi¿ rhI nhÄ. pKI lokoAe potanI kLpna=I‐SvCKHd=I magR claVyo (snatn) magR ko{ bIÔe Ke. vItrag svR& prmaTma Ae AhÄ khe Ke:‐

xuâ i5kazI &anSv$p (wgvan AaTma) Ae (rag‐äeØno) ktaR‐wokta n=I. (Ae) xuâ &anSv$pmaH Awed =yo (A=aRtŸ) je Anaid=I rag‐äeØmaH wed$p ={ne TyaH roka{ gyo hto, Ae potana xuâSv$p icdanHd ÝwumaH Awed =yo. j¡Ao¦ —Awed=I xuâ&anpir`t Òv˜. ‐ Ae xuâ&anpirìt ={ kem? (ke:) Ae i5kazI &aykwav je AaTmano Aa]y krtaH. (Aena) AvlHbn=I xuâ _padan pyaRymaH inmRz vItragI AanHd AaVyo, vItragI smikt =yuH, vItragI &an =yuH, ‐Ae co=e gu S=ane.. . Ae xuâpir`t Òv, Ae j pote _padan‐pyaRymaH xuâ _padannI vat Ke ‐ xuâ _padan$pe (ragaidne) krto n=I Ane vedto n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa to gHwIr waØa Ke. 320‐ ga=anI (Aa) !Ika qUb gHwIr Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ (ragaidne) krto n=I Ane vedto n=I. —idõI syH ip à`H . ‐ Ae to phelaH ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe vat krI ke: vStu je i5kazI Ke Ae p` (ragaidnI) ktaR‐wokta n=I. Ane AenI (vStunI) ¹iÚ‐sMyG¹iÚ ={, Ae p` Aene (ragaidne) krtI ‐ wogvtI n=I.

ÝÆ:- Ae to ¹iÚ ApeÙaAe kæuH, p` &an ApeÙaAe?

sma\an:- —idõI qyH à`H˜ ‐ ma5 ¹iÚ j nhÄ. (Ae!le ke:) sMyGdxRn =yuH Ae ¹iÚ AeklI j rag‐ äeØnI ktaR‐ wokta n=I ‐ Aem (¹iÚ) AeklI nhÄ p` sa=e &an =yuH Ae p` rag‐äeØnuH ktaR‐wokta n=I. ÔuAo (pa@) : —idõI qyH ip à`H, tenuH VyaQyan: ma5 ¹iÚ j nhÄ prHtu Ùaiyk &an p`˜ (A=aRtŸ) wgvannuH je kevz&an Ke, prmaTma —`mo AirhHta`H jene Ùaiyk kevz&an _Tpþ =yuH Ke, Ae —Ùaiyk &an p`˜ (ragaidnuH ktaR‐wokta n=I).

AhÄ —p`˜ kem kæuH ‐ smÔùH? AhÄ Aek to xuâ &anna ¹iÚvHt p` (ragaidna) ktaR‐wokta n=I¸ Ane xuâ vStu (ragaidne) krtI ‐ wogvtI n=I. ma!e xuâ vStunI ¹iÚna pir`mnvazo ktaR‐wokta nhÄ. Ae ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe kæuH. prHtu Ùaiyk &an —p`˜ (‐ kevz&an prmaTma AirhHtdev i5lokna=) inüy=I kmÈnuH Akark tem j Avedk p` Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ 5` bol lI\a: phelaH i5kazI xuâ &an lI\uH. pKI xuâ &annI pirìtvaza‐¹iÚvaza lI\a. hve ¹iÚ AeklI nhÄ, p` kevz&anI prmaTmane Ùaiyk &an =yuH A=aRtŸ AevI xuâpirìt äara xuâ ãVyna AvlHbn=I inmRz sMyGdxRn‐ &an pirìt ={, Ae äara Ùaiyk kevz&an =yuH, Ae kevz&an p`




smsar ga=a‐320: 223

(ragaidnuH) ktaR‐wokta n=I. Aemne vaÌ (’ |vin) qre Ke vaÌna ktaR‐wokta Ae n=I. Aem khe Ke.

wgvannI vaÌ ’˜ nIkze Ke ATyare mhaivdehmaH ’˜ Aevo Avaj nIkze Ke. AavI (KÍS= jevI AÙraTmk) waØa tI=Åkrne hotI n=I¸ kemke (te) vItrag ={ gya Ke. Ane svR& ={ gya (te=I) vaÌ AekaÙr‐’ |vin‐nIkze Ke —’ |vin suin A=R g`\r ivcare, rcI Aagm _pdex wivk Òv sHxy invare .

Ae AhÄ khe Ke ke —Ùaiyk &an p` inüy=I kmÈnuH Akark tem j Avedk p` Ke . Aaha.. ha¦ ke!la Ýkar lI\a: ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe ãVySvwav Ke Ae p` ragno ktaR‐wokta n=I. ¹iÚ ApeÙaAe xuâ&anpirìt pote _padan$pe (ragno) ktaR‐wokta n=I. hve xuâ &an‐Ùaiyk&an kevz&anI prmaTma Ae vaÌ (idVy‐|vin) na Ane xrIr cale (yogkHpn) Ke Aena p` ktaR‐wokta wgvan n=I. wgvanne rag‐äeØ to Ke j nhÄ te=I rag‐äeØna ktaR‐wokta n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ lokoAe AavuH (vStuSv$p) saHwZyuH nhÄ Ane pEsamaH FUsI (Aekmek ={) gya Ke AHdr. Ae to mrI gya. Ae (pEsa) to jD‐ma!I Ke, Ae É–aH AaTmana Ke? ;Aene huH peda kruH KuH ne huH vapruH KuH' ‐ Aem jDno SvamI =ay Ke Ae im+ya¹iÚ Ke jEn n=I.

ij&asa: - wle im+ya¹iÚ ho p` pEsavazo to Ke ne?

sma\an: - pEsavazo Ke j nhÄ. Ae to Aek var nhotuH kæuH...¦ Ôe Aek vazo1 pgmaH nIkze to raD naqe¦ to tne ke!la ;vaza' Ke? ‐ bayDIvazo... pEsa vazo... Aab$vazo... \Uzvazo... mkanvazo, (Aeva) ke!la ;vaza' vzGya (Ke) tne? ‐ Ae paglp uH Ke¦

wgvan¦ vItragno magR ;Aa' Ke. ;prmaTmÝkax' maH duinyane pagl khI Ke. &anI \maRTma tÀvnI sTy vat ßyare kheta hoy, Tyare pagl lokone \m± pagl jeva lage Ke. Aa xuH khe Ke¦ Aaqo dI krIAe KIAe, KtaH krto n=I, Aem khe Ke¦ dukan pr besIne vepar kre Ke ne... Aa kre Ke ne Aa kre Ke.. qavapIvanuH kre Ke, paÌ pIve Ke, Aa kre Ke¦ ‐ \Uzey n=I krto, saHwz to qro¦ kre Ke... kre Ke AevI maNytavazane ßyare \m± Òv vItragnI sTy vat khe, to pagl Òvne, \m± pagl (jeva) deqay. khe ke Aa pagl jevI vato Ke. Ame Aaqo dI krI xkIAe KIAe ne ‐ Aa j¡Ao ha= hlaVyo. waØa krI. ro!lIno !ukDo Aapè krI xkIAe KIAe¦ (p` AhÄ khe Ke ke) \Uzey n=I krI xkto¦ saHwz to qro¸ Ae ro!lIno _____________________________________________________________________

1. miln paÌ pIvana karè pgmaH vazo nIkze Aevo rog =ay Ke.





!ukDo da#=I p` =to n=I. ro!lIno !ukDo (tena) potana=I =ay Ke. (p`) Aene (A&anIne) tÀvnI qbr n=I. AaTma ro!lIno !ukDo kre, Aem A&anI‐im+ya¹iÚ mane Ke. Aene jEn\mRnI qbr n=I. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ pagl lokone \maRTma pagl jeva lage Ke. kar` ke Ae vat kre ke: ko{nuH krI xkatuH n=I. Aek rjk`ne hlavI xkato n=I. Aa cXmaH AhÄ=I AhÄ AaVyaH, Aene AaTma krI xke nhÄ. pg je jmIn pr cale Ke, Ae pg jmInne SpxRta n=I, Ane jmInne SpXyaR ivna pg cale Ke. ‐ Aem prmaTmano pokar Ke. (p` Ae vato A&anIne) pagl jevI lage ke: Ame calIAe KIAe ne¦ jmInne ADIAe KIAe¦ jmInne ADya ivna pg cale Ke? AhÄ prmaTmano ‐ vItragsvR&no pokar Ke ke: pg je cale Ke, Ae jmInne ADya ivna cale Ke. (p` AavuH khenar) pagl lage. Aaha... ha¦ Aa AaHqnI paHp` cale Ke, Ae jD=I cale Ke¸ AaTma=I nhÄ. Ae jDnI dxa Ke, Ae to ma!I ‐ pudŸglnI pyaRy Ke. Aene AaTma kre, AenI to AhÄ vat j n=I. AhÄ to AHdrmaH je pu~y‐papna ivkLp je rag =ay Ke, Aeno p` ktaR‐wokta (sMykŸ) ‐ ¹iÚvHt n=I. p` xuâ &an, je Ùaiyk &an, je kevz&anIne =yuH Ae p` vaÌ AaidnuH ktaR‐wokta n=I. vaÌ vaÌna karè (nIkze Ke). wgvannI idVy|vin ‐’ |vin‐nIkze Ke¸ Ae vaÌna p` ktaR wgvan n=I. Aaha... ha¦ wgvannI vaÌ=I ko{ \mR smje Ke, to Ae vaÌ=I smßya Ke Aem p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ magR Aevo Ke¦¦ Ae AhÄ kæo.

(ragaidno ktaR‐wokta) Ae ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe to nhÄ, Ae vat to ={ g{¸ prHtu Ùaiyk &an —p`˜ A=aRtŸ kevz&an p` (ktaR‐wokta n=I). xuâ&anpir`t to phelaH lI\uH Ke. phelaH xuâ&an i5kazI lI\uH, pKI xuâ&anpir`t lI\uH¸ Ae ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe k=n (kyuÅ). hve &annI ApeÙaAe l{Ae. —idõI syH ip à`H˜ idõI (¹iÚ) nI vat ={ g{. hve —qyH ip à`H˜. —idõI˜ Aeno A=R to =yo Aa!lo. hve —qyH ip à`H˜ SvyH &an ‐ svR&nuH &an‐p` vaÌnuH ktaR n=I¸ Aene to rag‐äeØ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ sU"m vat Ke. wgvanne ÝdexnuH yogmaH kHpn =ay Ke p` (te) Ae kHpnna ktaR‐wokta n=I. wgvan svR& prmaTma, Ae vaÌna to ktaR n=I¸ p` ßyaH su\I caEdmuH gu`S=an n Aave, TyaH su\I Ayog n =ay, to AsHQy ÝdexmaH yog‐kHpn =ay Ke. ‐ AHdr AsHQy ÝdexmaH kHpn =ay Ke, Ae kHpnna p` ktaR‐wokta (wgvan) n=I.

Are... re¦ sTy É–aH rhI gyuH¦ Ane É–aH AsTyne pH=e dora{ j{ne Ame \mR krIAe KIAe¦ ne \mR =ay Ke, Aeva w/mmaH AnHt AnHt kaz gyo¦





ma5 ;¹iÚ' nI ApeÙaAe nhÄ, —prHtu Ùaiyk &an p` inüy=I kmÈnuH Akark tem j Avedk p` Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ wgvanne car kmR (AFaitya) bH\ay Ke. Aena ;ktaR' , Ane Ae KU!e Ke to Aena ;wokta' Ae (wgvan) n=I. kmR Aa@ Ke ne....¦ (p`) AirhHt wgvanne car (Fait) kmRno nax Ke, car (AFait) bakI Ke. Ae car kmRna ktaR Ane wokta Ae wgvan n=I.

—tevo hoto =ko xuâ&anpir`t Òv xuH kre Ke?˜ phelaH lI\uH ne? xuâ&an pir`t \m±. xuâ cEtNyãVy je Ke AenI pirìt xuâ ={ Ane sMyGdxRn =yuH. Ae sMyGdxRnmaH xuâ pyaRy xuH kre Ke? xuâ&anpir`t Òv xuH kre Ke? ‐ —jaàid y bH\moÉqH Aaha... ha... ha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke, Ýwu¦ ‐ —Ôè Ke.˜ kone? ‐ bH\‐ moÙne. Aaha.. ha¦

xuâ&anpir`t ‐ smiktI Òv‐co=a gu S=an=I (Ke). ]avk (to) pHcm gu S=an (vt±) hoy Ke. (teva) saca ]avknI vat Ke. saco ]avk je Ke Aene to phelaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke pKI ]avknI paHcma (gu`S=an) nI dxa _TpNn =ay Ke. p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke co=a (gu S=an) =I xuâ&anpir`t Òv xuH kre Ke? Aa (ragaidno) ktaR‐tenI na paDI. bIj¡H xuH kre Ke? ‐ ivxeØ Ke kaH{? ha bH\ ‐ moÙno ‐ ma5 bH\no j nhÄ, wav bH\ ‐ moÙno p` ‐ ktaR n=I Ane wokta p` n=I.

xuâ Svwav je prmaTmSv$p potanuH Ke, Anaid=I prmaTmSv$pI j Ke. Ôe prmaTmSv$pI n hoy, to pyaRymaH prmaTma (pùH) Aavxe k–aH=I? bhar=I Aavxe? l!ke Ke É–aHy? ‐ ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke. AHdr pD–uH (iv>man) Ke. AHdrmaH=I Aave Ke. lÄDIpIpr hoy Ke, (te) kde nanI Ke, rHge kazI Ke p` AHdr rsmaH cos@ phorI tIqax Ke. Ae pIprmaH soz Aana (‐pU`R) tIqax Ane lIlo rHg wrelo Ke. Aem wgvan AaTmamaH soz Aana AanHd Ane &an wyaÅ pD–aH Ke. jem cos@ phorI (pIpr) ne jem FUH!IAe KIAe, tem (tIqax Ane rHg) bhar Aave Ke¸ Aem wgvan AaTmamaH pU`R svR&ta, svRdx±pùH Ane pU`R AanHd wyÈ Ke¸ AevI jenI ¹iÚ A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn‐&an =yuH Ae xuâ&anpir`t Òv, bH\ Ane moÙne ma5 Ôè j Ke¸ bH\ne krto n=I Ane moÙne krto n=I. bH\ je =yo, Aeno ktaR n=I¸ Ane bH\ je KU!e Ke, Aeno (p`) ktaR n=I.

Are... re¦ AavuH Ke¦ Ke ke nih AHdr (pa@maH) ;ma5 Ô e Ke. ' kone? ke: bH\ ‐ moÙne. Aaha... ha¦ xuâ&anpir`t \m± Òv A=aRtŸ sMydxRnpir`t Òv, bH\ne Ane moÙne krto n=I. p` ma5 bH\‐moÙno (te) ktaR n=I Ae!luH j nhÄ.




226: Ývcn nvntI wag‐1

(khe Ke ke:) —kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev˜ - xuw‐Axuw$p kmÈdyne (Ô e Ke). xuw Axuw wav je =ay Ke, Aeno p` ktaR‐wokta &anI‐\m± n=I. bH\‐moÙna to ktaR n=I, p` kmRno _dy AaVyo Ane Aene potana=I xuw wav =yo, Aena p` (&anI) ktaR‐wokta n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦ pagl jevu H lage Aevu H Ke. Aaqo dI Ame Aa krIAe ne¦ Ae ivØy sevIAe KIAe ne¦ p` ko` seve Ke? Ýwu¦ tne qbr n=I. Aa xrIrnI dxa xrIr=I =ay Ke, AaTma=I nhÄ. Aa paHc [iNãyo jD Ke, Ae jDnI pyaRy jD=I =ay Ke, AaTma=I nhÄ. Ýwu¦ tne Ae!lI p` qbr n=I. AhÄ to Aena=I Aagz v\Ine (khe Ke ke) xuw‐Axuw wavna p` (&atI) ktaR‐wokta n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ —kMmudyH i`ßjr˜ xuw‐Axuw$p kmÈdyne t=a sivpak‐Aivpak injRrana (je) car Ýkare Ke, Ae care Ýkarne &anI krto n=I. kya car Ýkar? ‐ sivpak, Aivpak, Akam Ane skam. Ae car Ýkare injRra Ke. Ae care &anI ‐ \m± krto n=I.

sivpak (injRra) no A=R xuH? ke: kmRno _dy AaVyo Ke, tene kar e je pak Aave Ke injRrI Ôy Ke, te sivpak, kmRno _dy AaVyo Ke, te ivpak ={ne qrI Ôy Ke. Ane Aivpak Ae!le potana Svwavna puruØa=RmaH AaVyo¸ to je ragaid Ke teno nax ={ Ôy Ke, Aene Aivpak injRra khe Ke. frI (var) sivpak: \mR trfno potano puruØa=R n hoy Ane kmRno _dy AaVyo, (Ane te qrI Ôy.) (Aivpak:) puruØa=R \mR trfno hoy, Aene p` kmRno _dy AaVyo te. sivpak: kmR _dy AavIne qrI Ôy Ke Aena ktaR &anI n=I. frI=I:

—xuâ&anpir`t (Òv) p`˜ Aem lI\uH ne...¦ A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn =yuH (Ae) xuH kre Ke? Aem lI\uH Ke ne? to khe Ke ke: Ô e Ke. kone? (ke:) bH\‐moÙne. bH\ ‐ moÙne Ôè Ke (p`) ktaR n=I. Ae bH\‐moÙna ktaR‐wokta n=I. ‐ Ae!luH j Ke? (to khe Ke) ke: Ae _praHt kmRna _dyne p` Ô e Ke Ane deqe Ke. _dy AaVyo (Aene) Ô e Ke. rag AaVyo, to Ô e Ke (p`) ktaR n=I. Aaha... ha.. ha... ha¦

sivpak (injRra) : jem ke, AhÄ mnu*ygit Ke, to AHdr bIÒ gitno p` _dy ivpak Aave Ke, to (te) qrI Ôy Ke, to _dy ivpakmaH n=I Aavto, qrI Ôy Ke. Ae b\a sivpak kæa.





Aivpak (injRra) : potana SvwavsNmuq ={ne, SvwavnI xaHitmaH AavIne je kmRno _dy qrI Ôy Ke, Aene Aivpak injRra khe Ke.

ij&asa:- smynI phelaH?

sma\an:- smyna phelaH p` injRra j =ay Ke. Ae vqte Aeno injRrano qrvano j kaz Ke. smyna phelaH kho¸ top` qrvano Aeno kaz hto.

sivpak, Aivpak smÔùH? wgvane &anavrÌy, dxRnavrÌy, Aaid Aa@ kmR kæaH Ke. Aena pe!a‐wedmaH Aekso ADtalIs Ýk<it Ke. OmaH ke!lIk Ýk<itAo to _dymaH AavIne qrI Ôy Ke. jem mnu*ygit Ke, to nrkgit Ane ityÅcgitno _dy hoy, to Ae git qrI Ôy Ke Aayu*y nhÄ. git qrI Ôy Ke, to Aene sivpak injRra Ke. Ane puruØa=R=I AHdr _dy qrI Ôy Ke ‐ (A=aRtŸ) potana SvwavsNmuq ={ne, AanHdno law l{ne, je _dy Aave Ke te qrI Ôy Ke ‐ Aene Aivpak injRra khe Ke. p` (&anI) Ae sivpakne Ôè Ke Ane Aivpakne p` Ôè Ke ktaR n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ (&anI) sivpakne p` krta n=I (Ane) Aivpakne p` krta n=I. Are.. re¦ Aa to hÒ x$Aat =ay Ke, hoH¦ Aa to AaquH panuH wyuÅ Ke. hzve‐hzve Aavxe. hzve‐hzve (pcavvuH)¦

\m± kmRna _dyne Ô e Ke, Ae _dyne krta n=I. A=va xuw‐Axuw bey rag AaVyo teno ktaR n=I. Ane sivpak‐ Aivpak injRrane Ô e Ke. potanI yoGyta=I kmRno _dy‐ivpak AaVyo Ane qrI Ôy Ke. jem ke AhÄ mnu*ygit Ke Ane TyaH ityÅcgitno _dy AaVyo, to (git hÇ¦ Aayu*y nhÄ) Ae qrI Ôy Ke, Aene sivpak injRra khe Ke. Aeno p` ;ktaR' AaTma ‐ &anI n=I. (te to) sivpak injRrane Ô`vavaza Ke. Aaha... ha¦

hve kok dI Aane smjvuH to pDxe ke nhÄ? wle JI uH pDe. Aem ke JIÌ pDe ne Aem pDe... p` Ýwu¦ ApUvR vat Ke. na=¦ tara FrnI vat ko{ ApUvR Ke, te te saHwzI n=I, na=¦ Aaha.. ha¦ i5lokna=no pokar Ke. svR&‐svRdx± tI=ÅkrdevnI vaÌno pokar Ke. (Ae) vaÌna p` ktaR n=I ‐ Aeno j pokar Ke ke:‐

\mRpir`t Òvne xuwwav _dymaH Aave, _dy Aave Ke p` (te) ktaR =ta n=I, (\m±ne) wi›no, dyano, danno ivkLp Aave Ke, p` ktaR =ta n=I. Aem Axuw _dy Aave Ke. sMyG¹iÚne p` jrI Aa¿R|yan ={ Ôy, =oDuH raEã|yan ={ Ôy, ivØyvasna AavI Ôy, prHtu (teAo) Aena ktaR‐wokta n=I. Ô e Ke, =ay Ke, (tene) Ô e Ke. kem ke &anSv$pI wgvanAaTma Ke. cEtNyÝkaxnuH pUr (Ke). wgvan cEtNyÝkaxna pUr Ane nUr=I wyÈ pDe Ke. Ae &anSv$pI Ýwu (&an





isvay xuH kre? smÔ uH kaH{ Are... re¦ Ae e É–arey (potanuH mUzSv$p) saHwZyuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦

Aavxe Aagz...

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(Ývcn: ta. 30-7-79)

320‐ga=a. ;smysar' maH mUz pa@ Aem Ke: —idõI jhev.˜ AhÄ —idõI syH ip˜ Aem lI\uH Ke. ;jhev' no A=R ;jem.' jem ne5 Ke Ae prna ktaR n=I Ane prna wokta n=I. (sHFUk`) Ae jem AiGnne szgave Ke, Aem Aa wgvan AaTma prne kH{ krto n=I. jem loqHDno gozo (ipHD) (AiGn=I) tpe Ke, Aem ne5 prna kaH{ wokta n=I, tem AaTma (prno ‐ ragaidno ktaR‐wokta n=I).

Aaha... ha¦ AaTma Aene khIAe (ke) jene AaTmanI ¹iÚ‐Anuwv =ay. (A=aRtŸ) ;huH' xrIr‐vaÌ to nhÄ, kmR nhÄ, ivkar nhÄ, p` Aek smynI pyaRy Ae!lo p` ;huH' nhÄ. ;huH to i5kazI &ayk, AanHdno \n, icdanHd prmaTmSv$p KuH.' AevuH AHtveRdn ¹iÚmaH Aave, AenuH nam \mR Ane sMyGdxRn. hÒ Aa \mRnI phelI x$Aat. Ae ivna, É–arey \mR =to n=I.

AhÄ to be vat lI\I Ke ke: Ae \m± Òv ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe, ragaidno ktaR n=I. Ane Ùaiyk &an je kevz&an Ke, Ae p` prnuH ktaR‐wokta n=I. AaTma jevo xuâ Ke (Aevo) &anpir`tÒv, je \m± Ke (te ragne krto n=I Ane vedto n=I). —ma5 ¹iÚ j nih j prHtu Ùaiyk&an p` inüy=I kmÈnuH Akark tem j Avedk p` Ke.˜ &an xBde AaTma, Ane &an xBde ÙaiykpyaRy‐Aem be Ýkar lI\a Ke.

AhÄ Aap e hve Aa AaVyuH Ke: —xuâ&anpir`t Òv˜ (A=aRtŸ) je e wgvan AaTma‐xuâcEtNyFn‐nI ¹iÚ krI Ane AenuH pir`mn =yuH, te sMyG¹iÚne AhÄyaH xuâ &anpir`t (Òv) khevamaH AaVyo Ke.

JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ sMykŸ A=aRtŸ sTy, pU aRnHdno na= prmaTmSv$p. AenI ¹iÚ ={, to AemaH sMyG&an p` =yuH. Ae sMyG¹iÚne AhÄyaH &anpir`t khevamaH Aave Ke. xuâ&anpir`t pyaRy. ãVy to xuâ Ke, AenI ¹iÚ ={ te xuâta pyaRymaH p` Ke. hve AhÄ to ¹iÚnI sa=e je AaTma xuâ&anpir`t =yo, Ae xuH kre Ke? (ke:) —jaàid y bH\moÉqH Aaha... ha¦ xuâ&anSv$p Ýwu¦ phelaH Ae krvuH Ke ke, ;huH to cEtNy &ayk icdanHd pU`R (KuH)' Aevo Anuwv krIne sMyG&an krvuH. Ae \m±nuH phelamaH pheluH ktRVy Ke. ;wgvanAaTma' &anSvwavI Ke. Ae karè, Ae xuâ&anpir`t Òv‐\mRpir`t Òv, pyaRymaH Ô e Ke. kone? (ke:) bH\





moÙne. je bH\ Ke Aene p` &anI Ôè Ke. (p`) bH\ne krta n=I. =oDo (AiS=rtano) rag Ke. rag=I bH\n p` Ke. Ae bH\ne ‐ ragne &anI Ô e Ke bH\ne krta n=I. Aah.. ha¦ AavI vat hve¦¦ —jaìd˜ kone? ‐ bH\ne. Are¦ bH\ne xuH moÙne p` (Ô e Ke). Aaha... ha¦ xuâ&anpir`t AaTma, moÙne krta n=I. Ae to moÙ =ay Ke Aene Ô e Ke. AavI vat Ke¦¦

AhÄ to AaTmana k<iØpHiDtnI vat cale Ke. AaTmanI qetI je e krI ‐ ;huH to xuâ icdanHd AaTma AanHd ‐ Fn KuH' AevI jenI ¹iÚ Ane AHtr&an =yuH, to Ae &anInuH ktRVy Ane wokta (wokt<Tv) xuH? to khe Ke ke: bH\no p` ktaR n=I Ane bH\no wokta p` n=I. Ae bH\ne Ô`vavazo Ke. kemke AaTma &anSv$pI Ýwu¦ Ae to bH\ =ay Ke tene Ô e Ke, ktaR n=I. Ane moÙ =ay Ke Aene Ô e Ke, ktaR n=I. Aaha... ha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke, wa{¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ cEtNy‐na= Ýwu Aeklo &anna Svwav=I wyÈ wHDar, AnHt AnHt piv5 gu nuH godam AaTma, AnHt AnHt xi›AonuH sHg/haly‐sHg/hnuH S=an Ae wgvanAaTma, AnHt AnHt Svwavno sagr Ýwu, AenI jene Ý=m ¹iÚ ={, Aene ko{nI ApeÙa n=I. Ae ãVyno Aa]y lI\o, to ¹iÚ ={ sMykŸ. Ane AenI sa=e &annI pirìt ={. Ae xuâ&anpir`t Òv kevo Ke ? ‐Ae vat cale Ke. to khe Ke ke: bH\no ktaR n=I Ane wokta n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Om moÙno ktaR n=I¸ Ô e Ke ke, moÙ =yo. Aaha... ha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦

Aa@ laq dI\a Ke to (p`) \mR =yo nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. beHglormaH mHidr bnavuH to \mR =yo, Aem n=I. (]ota:) mo!uH mHidr bnaVyuH Ke. (_¿r:) ko` bnave? bnaVyuH j n=I. bNyuH to AenI‐ prma unI pyaRy=I bNyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (bIÔe) ko` bnave, Ýwu?

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: AaTma moÙne p` krto n=I, moÙne Ô e Ke. ma5 bH\‐ moÙne Ô e Ke, Ae!luH j nih, —kMmudyH i`ßjrH cev˜ ‐ \m± to xuw ‐ Axuw$p kmÈdyne (p`) Ô e Ke. ßyaH su\I (pU R) vItrag n=I, to xuw kmRno _dy Aave Ke to xuwwav p` =ay Ke. ...Axuw wav p` =ay Ke. Ae kmRna _dyne Ô`vavaza rhe Ke. \m± sMyG¹iÚ cÊvt± K qHDna raßymaH hoy, 96 hÔr ÏIAo hoy, to p` te potanamaH (je) xuw‐Axuwwav Aave Ke Aene Ôè Ke, krta n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦ Ae ivna jNm‐mr`no AHt nhÄ Aave, Ýwu¦ coyaRxIna Avtar... Aaha... ha¦ É–aH nrk ne ingod ne¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: Ýwu¦ Ae AaTmanuH xuâ&an je i5kazI xuâ&an, AenI





pirìt ‐ pyaRymaH ;xuâ&an' sMyGdxRn=I =yuH to Ae ;xuâ&anpir`t Òv' (wle) K qHDna rajymaH deqay¸ (KtaH) —cÊvt± K qHDne n=I sa\ta, AqHDne sa\e Ke.˜ soganImaH (‐ ;ãVy¹iÚÝkax' maH) Ke ne¦

(]I inhalcHãÒ soganI) smikt AhÄ (song#maH) paMya hta. AhÄ AmarI pase AaVya. ANyno ‐ bavano ‐ b\aHno AWyas Fò kyÈ. xaÏno AWyas krtaH krtaH p` É–aHy p¿o n laGyo, to AhÄyaH AaVya. AaVya to (meH) Ae!luH kæuH: wa{¦ Aa ivkLp, je dya‐dan Aaidna é@e Ke tena=I Ýwu to AHdr iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ soganI¦ temnuH ;ãVy¹iÚ Ýkax'¦... Ae AorDamaH, AhÄ rsoDamaH (‐simitna AorDamaH) AaTm|yanmaH smikt =yuH. (meH) Ae!luH kæuH ke: ;rag=I iwþ ;Ýwu' AHdr Ke.' to AaqI rat‐saHj=I svar su\I |yan lgaVyuH. rag=I iwþ, rag=I ‐ ivkLp=I iwþ krtaH krtaH svar pD–aH phelaH inivRkLp sMyGdxRn l[ne é@ya¦ FÌ xi› htI... FÌ¦ AaqrmaH xaHit=I deh KoDIne SvgRmaH caLya gya.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: xuâ&anpir`t Òv moÙne p` Ôè Ke, p` moÙne krto n=I. svR& i5lokna=na wav Aa btavIAe KIAe: Ýwu to cEtNySv$p Ke ne¦ ;Ae cEtNySv$p' kre xuH? ‐ Ae to =ay Aene Ôè ‐deqe (bIj¡H) kre xuH? Aaha... ha.. ha¦

wgvane Aa ne5nuH to ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH. ;ne5' xuH kre? (jmInmaH=I) \Uz ka#Ine qaDo kre? (ke) Aam... Aam krIne qaDo pUre? AaHq mkan bnave? (ke) Aam.. Aam kre Ane mkan toDI de? ‐ (kaH{ n kre¦) mkan bne Ke, Ane mkan tU!e Ke Aene ne5 deqe Ke. Aem wgvan AaTma (deqe‐Ô e Ke). ne5nuH to ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke: —idõI jhev˜ A=va —idõI syH.˜ Aaha... ha¦

FÌ (gHwIr) vat, bapu¦ Ýwuno magR¦¦ lokoAe bharmaH‐wi›ne pUÔne mHidrne r=ya5a ne¸ Ae b\amaH ‐ \mR mnavI dI\o¦ Ae kaH{ \mR n=I. kroDo AbÔe $ipya qCÈ toy (\mR n=I) p` Ae to jD Ke... ma!I Ke ma!I. $ipya AaTmana Ke, Aem manvuH Ae j im+yaTv Ke. AÒv ;Òvna Ke' , AevI maNyta j w/m ne A&an Ke. Aah... ha... ha¦

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: &anI ragne p` krto n=I, moÙne krto n=I. moÙ =ay Ke, Aene Ô e Ke. Aha... ha... ha.. ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{¦ —kMmudyH˜ &anI kmÈdyne Ô e Ke. Ke.? xuw‐Axuw wag‐Aene Ô e Ke, potana manIne (Aenae) ktaR Ke ne wokta Ke, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha.. ha...¦ —kMmudyH˜ xuw ‐ Axuw kmÈdyne Ô e Ke.





hve, sivpak‐Aivpak injRra. Ae TyaH su\I to caLyuH Ke kale. ;sivpak' xuH? ke: kmRno _dy jem mnu*ygitno Ke, (car gitnI Ýk<it Ke ne?) to AHdr ityÅcgitno _dy p` Ke. to Ae _dy qrI Ôy Ke, AenuH nam sivpak injRra khe Ke Aivpak nhÄ. A=aRtŸ AhÄ AHdr je git Ke, te to mnu*ygit Ke. Aa mnu*ydeh Ke, te Aa ;git' n=I. Aa to jD Ke. Aa mnu*ygit nhÄ, mnu*y‐gitnI AHdr (AaTmamaH) je yoGyta Ke‐ mnu*y =vanI laykat Ke, Ae ;git' Ae gitno ivpak Ke, Ane bIÒ gitno ivpak Aave Ke. p` Aa Aek gitmaH bIÒ git Aave Ke to (te) ivpak (={ne) qrI Ôy Ke. AenuH nam sivpak injRra khe Ke. Ae =ay Ke Aene p` &anI to Ôè Ke. sivpak injRra kruH, Aem p` nhÄ.

Aha.. ha¦ ;cEtNy' xuH kre? ;ne5' xuH kre? Aem wgvan cEtNy‐ne5¦ jgt ¹Xy ne Ýwu ¹Úa¦ jgt &ey ne Ýwu &ata¦ Ae ;&ata' xuH kre? &ata &eyne Ô e. AemaH p` potanI moÙ‐pyaRyne p` Ô e, kre nhÄ‐Aem khe Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke, wa{¦ bH\moÙ (kre nhÄ).

hve injRra: sivpak injRra‐gitno‐kmRno _dy Aave Ke. git to mnu*ygit Ke. bIÒ Ýk<itno _dy to Aave Ke Ane te qrI Ôy Ke, tene sivpak injRra khe Ke. Aene p` &anI Ôè Ke. Aivpak injRra‐potana SvwavsNmuq ={ne je puruØa=RmaH ræo Tyare ragnuH qrI jvuH Aene Aivpak injRra khe Ke. (A=aRtŸ) puruØa=R=I‐potana‐puruØa=R‐SvwavsNmuq =yo, to Ô`nar‐deqnar rhe Ke, Tyare je kmRno _dy Ke ragaid Aave Ke, Ae qrI Ôy Ke, Ae Aivpak injRra. Ae git AaidnI sivpak Ane ragaidnI Aivpak injRra. \m±no puruØa=R potana Sv$psNmuq Ke, to ragnI sNmuq n=I¸ Tyare rag Aave Ke te qrI Ôy Ke. Aene Aivpak injRra khevamaH Aave Ke. (&anI) Ae Aivpak injRrane p` Ô e Ke, krta n=I. Aaha... ha.. ha..¦

AhÄ to (loko) Aaqo dI.... huH pEsavazo KuH, Aa!la AhÄ qceR ne AhÄ kre ne AhÄyaH kre ne mo!o vepar ne \H\o... marI naqe¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: vepar‐ pEsane to AaTma krI xkto n=I. p` AaTmamaH je kmRno _dy Aave Ke, Ae vtRman gitmaH iwNn gitno _dy qrI Ôy Ke, Aeno p` ktaR AaTma n=I. Ane rag AaVyo, puruØa=R=I ivpakmaH AenuH qrI jvuH Aene Aivpak injRra khe Ke. Ae Aivpak injRrane p` (&anI) krta n=I. \m± ragno to ktaR n=I. Aa„a dya‐dan‐v/tnaH piràmno ktaR n=I (piràm) Aave, (p`) ktaR n=I. Ae injRra ={ Ôy Ke. potana SvwavsNmuq ¹iÚ Ke, Aena=I Ae Aivpak injRra =ay Ke, Aene p` Ô e Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa ga=a AlaEikk Ke. be vat to kale calI htI. hve,





&anI skam injRra Ane Akam injRra‐bNnene Ôè Ke. skam injRra: Ae Aivpak kæo Ae Ôt skam. potana puruØa=R=I SvwavsNmuq ={ne iS=r =yo Tyare je ragno nax =ay Ke, Ae skam injRra khevamaH Aave Ke. SvwavsNmuq ={ne potanI wavnamaH pD–o Ke, TyaH ragaid je qrI Ôy Ke, Aene skam injRra khevamaH Aave Ke. Aene p` (&anI) Ô e Ke, deqe Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha.. ha¦

AhÄ to Aaqo dI prnuH meH Aa kyuÅ ne meH kyuÅ... meH kyuÅ.. hÒ to prnuH. Are Ýwu¦ xuH kre¦ Ýwu¦ xuH kre Ke? tuH to &ata Ko ne¦ AaHq to Ô`vanuH (j) kam kre Ke ne, Ýwu¦ Aem Aa„a (&ata‐¹Úa ma5 Ke).

(1976) KoternI vat Ke ke v#va`maH Aek wa{ ndImaH qaDa kre Ane tzavamaH=I paÌ lave ne qaDa paÌ=I wre. ndIne kaH@e Ae ha=e bag bnavta hta. meH kæuH ke: Aa Aa„a krIxke Ke? Aa tuH xuH kre Ke? tuH Aa qaDo krI xke Ke? paÌ lavI xke Ke? JaDne paÌ pa{ xke Ke? AhÄ to khe Ke: Ae to nhÄ¸ p` AHdrmaH xuw rag AaVyo Aeno p` ktaR‐wokta AaTma nhÄ. Ae to injRrI Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bhu AakruH¦ jNm‐mr` riht =vanI cIj (‐ivi\) vItragmagRmaH khI, AevI (bIje) ÉyaHy n=I. svR& prma„aAe ;Aa' kæuH AevI cIj ÉyaHy n=I. Aena sHÝdaymaH (‐idgHbrmaH) jNMya Aene p` qbr n=I¦

AhÄ, skam injRra‐smÔùH? potana SvwavsNmuq‐puruØa=R=I je ragnI injRra ={ g{, AenuH nam skam (injRra). Akam injRra: Ae &anIne p` =ay Ke. Akam (injRra) xuH? ‐ &anI Ke, sMyG¹iÚ Ke, Aa„anuH wan Ke. dukanmaH be@a Ke, kapDno \H\o ho ke ko{ p` \H\o (ho), to AemaH mo!o Frak AavI gyo‐becar hÔr peda kravvavazo‐to Aek !Hk KoDIne saHje (jmxuH). Kokro AaVyo ke bapuÒ jmvanuH tEyar Ke. (Tyare khe ke) saHje car vage jmxuH. ATyare Frak Ke. Ùu\a to Ke p` ATyare Ae e Ae (jmvanuH) KoDI dI\uH, to AenuH nam Akam injRra. Ae Akam injRrane p` &anI to Ôè Ke.

]I jysenaAacayeR Aa 320‐ga=a (nI) (!Ika) bnavIne gjb kam kyuÅ Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ khe Ke ke: &anIne p` Akam injRra =ay Ke. Are¦ Aa xuH? brabr !a{msr dx vage wojn krvanI tEyarI.. ne iptaÒ (ke ko{ Svjn) Aaid gujrI gya. to &anI Ae vqte Aahar n kre pKI saHje kre... car vage. Ae!lI var Ùu\a shn krI. Ae Akam ={. ko{ wavna nhotI, p` Aevo ÝsHg Aaƒo to Aem =yuH. Ae Akam injRra =ay Ke. Ae Akam injRrane p` &anI Ôè Ke. smÔùH kaH{?





wa{¦ magR bIÔe Ke. Aem ne Aem khI devo ne vaHcvuH Ae bIÒ cIj Ke. AHtrmaH smjvuH‐AHtdRiÚ krvI‐Ae ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke. ATyare b\a sHÝdaymaH grbD ={ g{ Ke: v/t kro, _pvas kro, mHidr bnavo, pUÔ kro, Ô5a kro¦ (p`) Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke. Ane prnI iÊya‐jDnI iÊyano ;ktaR' =ay ke ;meH Aa mHidr bnaƒuH' ‐ (Ae) im+yaTv Ke. Aaha... ha¦

ij&asa: mHidr p` bnave Ane im+yaTva p` (=ay) ?

sma\an: ko` bnave? AenI pyaRy Ae smye Êmsr Ae prmaùmaH jNmÙ` A=aRtŸ _Tpi¿no kaz Ke, to _Tpi¿ =ay Ke. Aene ko{ bIÔe bnave, (Aem) 5` kazmaH hotuH n=I. mHidr (bnavva) maH (je e) Aa@ laq AaPya, to (tene) calIx laq peda ={ gya¦ (p`) kone peda =ya? konI l"mI Ke, Ýwu? AemaH Ôe kdaict xuw wav =ay to Ae p` pu~y‐bH\nuH kar` Ke Ane (Ôe) Ae xuw (wav) no ;ktaR' =ay to te im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Ar.. r.. r¦ AavI vat Ke¦

(AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) wgvanAa„a, AnHt xi›=I wyÈ pD–o &anSv$pI Aekla j jz=I wyÈ Ke¦ Aeva Ýwu (nI) jene ¹iÚ ={Ane xuâ &annI pirìt Ýg! ={, Ae xuâ&anpir`t (Òv) bH\‐moÙne krto n=I, p` Ôè Ke¸ Ane sivpak‐Aivpak injRrane p` Ôè Ke. (pa@maH) Ke —be ÝkarnI injRrane p` Ôè Ke.˜

Aaha.. ha¦ bhu AakrI waØa. AacayÈAe gjb kam kyaR Ke¦ lokone saHwzva mze nhÄ, Ane saHwzv mze to J! d{ne pkDay nhÄ (ke) Aa xuH vat khe Ke. Aaqo dI krIAe KIAe Ane dukane besIAe KIAe.. Aam kro, Aa lavo, Aa tEyarI kro, Aa mal lavo, _pr=I _taro Ae kpDaH, paHc laqna kpDaH _pr nvaH wyaÅ Ke.. Ae kpDaH _pr=I lavo, Frakne Aapo¦ (AhÄ) khe Ke ke: Ae kpDaH _tarIne nIce mUkvaH.. Ae Aa„a krI xkto j n=I. Ae kpDaH bIÔne (Frakne) Aape Ke.. to (Aa„a) AapI xkto j n=I. Are? Ae to @Ik.. p` bIÔne pEsa Aape Ke.. to Ae pEsa, Aa„a AapI xkto j n=I. pEsa jD Ke.. AÒvnI iÊya =ay Ke. to (p` Aem Ôe) mane ke ;meH bIÔne pEsa AaPya' to Ae to AÒvnI iÊyano SvamI ={ne im+ya¹iÚ =yo. (]ota:) $ipya p` >o, Ane im+ya¹iÚ p` gàvuH? (_¿r:) $ipya É–aH Aena (Ai\karna) hta? ‐Aena ÉyaH hta? $ipya to AÒvna hta. $ipya to je Ke te to AÒvna Ke. no! hoy, $ipya hoy, sonuH hoy, hIra‐maèk hoy, (Ae to b\a AÒvna Ke). (Aene) ko` Aape ne ko` le? AhÄ khe Ke ke: hIranuH devu H‐





levuH te to AaTma krI xkto n=I¸ kar` ke Ae to jDnI pyaRy Ke. p` AaTmamaH rag Aave Ke, Aeno p` ktaR‐wokta AaTma n=I. Ane (Aeno) ktaR‐wokta mane to Ae AaTma nhÄ. Aaha.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ AavuH (vStu‐) Sv$p Ke¦

hve waØa Aekdm êDe=I lI\I Ke: —svRivxuâ˜‐ wgvanAa„a svRivxuâ Ke Ane —pairàimk‐prmwavg/ahk˜ Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ i5kazI prm Svwavwav, je inTyanHd \/uv Ýwu, Aene AhÄ pairàimk wav khe Ke. Aevo pairàimk‐prmwav‐g/ahk‐Aevo pairàimk i5kazI wav ‐pyaRy nhÄ¸ rag to nhÄ, pu~y to nhÄ p` Aek smynI pyaRy p` nhÄ¸‐ —svRivxuâ‐pairàimk‐prmwavg/ahk˜ wgvan Aa„ano pairàimk shj Svwav, Aevo —prmwavg/ahk,˜ (A=aRtŸ) Aeva prmwavne Ô`vavazI‐ —xuâ_padanwUt˜‐Ae i5kazI cIj Ke, Ae xuâ_padanwUt Ke. AhÄ pyaRy nI vat n=I. i5kazI je ãƒ Ke Ae xuâ_padanwUt Ke. AemaH prnI ApeÙa ivna AnHt gu wyaR pD–a Ke Ae xuâ_padan Ke, \/uv_padan Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ —svRivxuâ‐pairàimk‐prmwavg/ahk˜ pairàimk Aevo prmwav‐shÔ„Sv$p Aevo prmwav‐&aykwav, Aevo shj pairàimkwav, AenI g/ahk A=aRtŸ Aeva prmwavne Ô`vavazI‐—xuâ_padanwUt xuâãƒai=Rk nye ‐xuâ _padanwUt i5kaz Aene xuâãƒai=Rknye‐xuâãƒnuH Ýyojn Ke jene, Aeva xuâ ãƒai=Rkk nye (to Ae) —‐Òv kt<RTv‐wokt<Tv=I (xUNy) Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ wgvan Aa„a, cEtNypiràmI, prmwavSvwav¦ AacayRne p` khevamaH waØa !UHkI pDe Ke.. xuH khe Ke? Aa!la xBd vapyaR Ke‐Ýwu¦ tuH svRivxuâ prma„Sv$p Ko. xuâpairàimk shj Svwavwav taÌH Sv$p Ke. Ae xuâ_pdanwUt Ke. inim¿ nhÄ, Axuâ_padan nhÄ¸ tem pyaRynuH‐Ùi`knuH xuâ_padan, te p` nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ ãƒnuH xuâ_padanwUt (A=aRtŸ) jemaH=I AanHdnuH g/h` hoy, AevI cIjne AhÄyaH xuâ_padan khe Ke. jemaH=I AtIiNãy AanHdnuH g/h` hoy, AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave‐Ae cIjne ;xuâ_padan' kheKe. Ae cIjne hÇ¦ vedn =vuH Ae to pyaRy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ vItragmagR AlaEikk Ke.

Ýwu AHdr svRivxuâ cEtNy\n Ýwu, Ae pairàimk‐prmwav vStu (Ke). ;prmwav' Ae Ùaiykwav nhÄ¸ _dywav nhÄ¸ _pxmwav nhÄ. kevz&an Ke te Ùaiykwav (Ke) Ae p` AHtr (vStu) maH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae (vStu) to pairàimkprmwavg/ahk¦ kevz&an (je) Ke Aene‐pyaRyne p` pairàimkwav khevamaH Aave Ke. p` Aa Ýwu i5kaz Ke Ae to prmwav Ke prmpairàimkwav Ke. Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ Aeva (prmwav) g/ahk¸ (A=aRtŸ) Aene Ô`vavazI, (Ae!le ke) Aeva





prmpairàimkwavnI g/ahk‐pkDvavazI xuâãƒai=Rknye (Òv kt<RTv‐woÉt<Tv=I xUNy Ke). xuâ_padanwUt A=aRtŸ i5kazI \/uv Aevo wgvanAaTma, pU R \/uv Òv‐xuâ ãƒai=Rknye (A=aRt) xuâãƒ jenuH Ýyojn Ke, Aeva ny=I‐kt<RTv‐woÉt<Tv=I xUNy Ke. ragno ktaR Ane moÙktaR‐Aena=I p` xUNy Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha.. ha¦

AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦ Aene saHwzvuH to pDxe. Aa jEnmaH jNMya (Aene jEnmagRnI qbr n=I.) ATyare 5è lokna na= prma„a to mhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke, ;Aa' AenI vaÌ Ke, kuHdkuHd AacayR sHdex l{ne Aaƒa. prma„a ;Aam' frmave Ke. Ae to AnuwvI‐cair5vHt hta, AekwvtarI, moÙe jvavaza. p` khevamaH Aem Aave Ke ke ;ijnvr Aam khe Ke.' ;Aa' khe Ke ko`? ke: wgvan ;Aa' khe Ke. ijne¬rdev ;Aem' khe Ke ke:

taro Aa„a AHdr svRivxuâ‐pU`R Ke. prmpairàimk, prm shj Svwavwav (Ke). Aene Ô`vavazI AevI i5kaz xuâ_padanwUt xuâãƒai=Rknye, (A=aRtŸ) xuâ ãƒne Ô`vanuH jenuH Ýyojn Ke Aeva ny=I, Òv kt<RTv‐wokt<Tv=I xUNy Ke. wgvan Aa„a ktR<Tv‐wokt<Tv=I xUNy Ke.

sMyG¹iÚnI ¹iÚ AHdr xuâãƒai=Rkny (xuâSv$p) _pr pDI Ke, co=e gu`S=ane. hÒ ]avk ne muin to É–aHy Aagz ræa¦ bapa¦ ]avk to pHcm gu`S=an. muin to KõuH gu`S=an‐Ae dxa to ko{ AlaEikk vat Ke¦ AhÄ to hÒ sMyG¹iÚ co=e gu`S=ane Ke. Ae p` xuâãƒai=Rknye potane‐i5kazIne prmpairàimkwav‐xuâ mane Ke. Ane Ae pairàimkwavne manvavazo ktR<Tv‐wokt<Tv=I riht Ke. ragna ktR<Tv Aneragna wokt<Tv=I to riht Ke¸ p` bH\‐moÙna ktaR Ane wokta (p`) =I p` riht Ke.

AhÄ —jaìd˜ kæuH Ke ne? smÔy Ke kaH{? bH\‐moÙ=I, ktR<Tv‐wokt<Tv t=a bH\‐moÙna kar`, (=I Ýwu riht Ke.). xuH khe Ke? ‐bH\nuH kar` je im+yaTv, Aivrt, Ýmad, kØay, yog‐Aena=I p` Ýwu to iwþ‐riht Ke. Ane moÙnuH kar` sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐Aena=I p` Ýwu to riht Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? sU"m Ai\kar Ke wa{¦

khe Ke: wgvanAaTma pU aRnHd Ýwu¦ jene AenI ¹iÚ ={, jene AenuH &an =yuH, Ae bH\‐moÙna ktaR n=I AnebH\‐moÙna wokta p` n=I. (Ýwu) bH\moÙna kar` (=I p` riht Ke). Ae bH\‐moÙnaH kar` xuH kæaH? (ke:) bH\nuH kar`‐im+yaTv, kØayaid‐=I p` riht¸ Ane moÙnuH kar`‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐=I p` riht¸‐ Ae (vStu) to bH\‐moÙna kar`=I riht Ke Ane bH\na piràm Ane moÙna piràm=I xUNy (Ke.)





Aa piràm smßyaH ne? ‐Ae to kar` kæuH htuH (ke) moÙna kar`=I xUNy (Ke) p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke: moÙnI pyaRy=I xUNy (Ke). moÙ p` piràm Ke ne¦ to Aena=I vStu je i5kazI Ke te riht Ke. xUNy Ke.

Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ AakrI (êcI) Ke ga=a, bapu¦ AavI vat smjva saHwzva n mze. ;Aa' to prma„ano prm sTy pokar Ke. ijne¬rdevnI swamaH [Não Aave Ke. [NãaÌ Aave Ke AekwvtarI [Nã, AenI p!raÌ p` AekwvtarI‐Aekwve moÙ jnarI, wgvan pase saHwzva Aave Ke. (AenI) smÙ ;Aa vat' wgvan TyaH (mhaivdeh) maH khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ —svRivxuâ‐pairàimk˜ kæuH Ke ;piràimk' Aem n=I khyuH —pairàimk˜ kæuH. ;shj Svwav' kæo. prmwavg/ahkny=I Òv kt<RTv‐wokt<Tv=I Ane bH\‐moÙnaH kar`=I riht Ke. moÙnuH kar` je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Aena ktaR (pà) =I (‐kt<RTv=I) xUNy Ke. moÙnuH kar` je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐Aena=I p` vStu xUNy Ke. ãƒai=Rknye‐je ¹iÚno ivØy Ke te‐moÙna kar`=I xUNy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ saHwZyuH n=I ko{ dI b\uH Aa.

ij&asa: ko{ dI sHwzavnara mZya nih to xuH kre?

sma\an: bharno vepar‐\H\o pEsa ma!e kem carekor gotva Ôy Ke?

(AhÄ khe Ke:) AHdrno \H\o krvavazo Ýwu‐ ;xuâ&ananHd' svRivxuâ, prmSvwavwav huH KuH' Aevo \H\o krvavazo‐bH\‐moÙnaH kar`=I xUNy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ vStu je i5kaz Ke, AemaH moÙ‐pyaRynI xUNyta Ke. i5kazI cIj je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke, Ae bH\na kar` Ane moÙna kar`=I xUNy Ke. Ae to @Ik, p` hve bH\na piràm AnemoÙna piràm=I p` xUNy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ ktR<Tv‐wokt<Tv=I to xUNy Ke, bH\‐moÙna kar`=I xUNy Ke Ane bH\‐moÙnaH piràm=I (p` xUNy Ke). vtRman moÙnaH piràm‐kevz&an, kevzdxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR‐puruØa=R, AevaH piràm‐=I p` vStu to xUNy Ke. ãƒmaH Ae Ke j nhÄ¸ Ae to pyaRymaH Ke. bH\‐moÙnaH kar` Ae to pyaRymaH Ke. moÙ pyaRymaH Ke. moÙnuH kar` pyaRymaH Ke. to moÙ Ane moÙnuH kar`‐Ae pyaRy=I, ãƒ xUNy Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy je ãƒ Ke Ae moÙna piràm=I p` xUNy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ bemaH fer Ke hÇ¦ bH\‐moÙnaH ;kar`' Ane bH\‐moÙnaH ;piràm' ‐Aem levuH. Ýwu i5kazI, AanHdno na=, bH\‐moÙnaH kar`=I to xUNy Ke p`bH\‐moÙnaH piràm=Iy p` xUNy Ke Ae phelaH kar` kæuH htuH: moÙnaH kar` AnebH\naH kar`=I ãƒSvwav xUNy Ke. pKI kæuH ke: bH\naH piràm im+yaTv Aaid vtRman, Ane moÙnaH piràm kevz&an Aaid‐Ae piràm=I xUNy Ke.





Aaha... ha¦ Frna (vepar‐\H\ana) copDa ferve to Aaqo dI Aam ne Aam ferƒa kre¦ (p`) Aa (wgvanna) copDa (‐Aagm) maH xuH Ke (Aene smjvanI drkar krto n=I). svR& vItrag‐idgHbr sHto isvay. ;Aa vat' ÉyaHy n=I. Aena sHÝdaymaH jNmnarne p` qbr n=I¦

Ýwu¦ i5kazI &aykwav \/uv Ke, je prmSvwavwav Ke, je xuâ_padanwUt Ke, je xuâãƒai=Rknyno ivØy Ke, Ae bH\‐moÙnaH kar`=I riht Ke Ane bH\ Ane moÙnaH piràm=I riht Ke. moÙnaH piràm kevz&an Aaid¸ bH\naH piràm‐im+yaTv, Aivrt, Ýmad, kØay Ane yog¸ Ae (vStumaH n=I).

;yog' Ae piràm Ke. Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke. Ane bH\‐piràm j vaStivk yog Ke¸ Ae kHpn, Ae vStumaH n=I. yognuH kHpn Ke, Ae bH\na kar`maH Ke¸ Ane Ae piràm pote bH\$p Ke. to Ae piràm=I Ane piràmna kar`=I Ýwu to riht‐xUNy Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ jemaH ¹iÚ devI Ke A=aRtŸ jena _pr sMyG¹iÚ devI Ke, Ae cIj bH\‐moÙnaH kar`=I riht Ke, Ane bH\‐moÙnI pyaRy=I riht Ke. piràm kho ke pyaRy kho (Aeka=R Ke).

Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ hve Aena ivcarmaH rhevuH (Ôe{Ae p` Òv) bharmaH mftmaH smy gumaƒa kre¦ p` ;pote ko` Ke' Aena ivcar Ane in RynaH @ekaàH n=I¦ cIj bhu j¡dI Ke, wa{¦ Are.. re¦ Aa mnu*ywv Ke... AemaH Ôe ;Aa vat' smjvamaH n AavI, to dora ivnanI soy, jem qova{ Ôy Ke tem sMyG&an ivnano Òv caeyaRsImaH qova{ Ôy Ke. p` soy dora sihthoy, Ane (Ôe) cklI Aena mazamaH l{ Ôy, to qbr pDe ke Ae doro Amaro.... Ae soy TyaH Ke. tem sMyG&an$pI doro Ôe proVyo hoy, to Ae coyaRxImaH qova{ Ôy nhÄ¸ coyaRxIna Avtar=I mu› ={ jxe. ;AÚpahuD' maH (sU5pahuD‐ga=a:3 maH) ¹ÚaHt Ke: jem dora ivnanI soy hoy to qova{ (nÚ ={) Ôy Ane dora siht hoy to qovay (nÚ =ay) nhÄ, tem i5kazI (Aa„a) bH\‐moÙnaH piràm=I riht Ane Aena kar`=I riht (Ke) ‐AevuH sMyG&anmaH AenuH (Aa„anuH) &an Ôe n hoy to (tuH) coyaRxIna AvtarmaH qova{ j{x¦ ÉyaH jNmIx? ‐ ÉyaH nrk Ane ingodno Avtar, ityÅc‐pxuno Avtar¦ TyaH duinyanI isfarx (wlam`) kam nhÄ Aave ke ‐Amne to Fà \m± kheta hta ne? (loko) \m± kheta hta, p` (qreqr) hta ke nhÄ? duinya (\m±) khe Ke (to) AemaH xuH AaƒuH?¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AmarI Aab$ mo!I htI ne? ‐ Aab$ htI AemaH xuH AaƒuH?¦ tarI cIj mo!I (mhan) Ke. AenI to tne ¹iÚ Ane &an n=I. mo!amaH mo!o mihmavHt¸ (jenI)





mo!pno par n=I, Ýwu¦ jenI pase kevz&annI pyaRy p` Aek trà tuLy Ke. Are¦ smiktIne moÙna magRnI pyaRy _TpNn ={, Ae Aem khe Ke ke: kevz&annI pyaRynI same Ame to t<` sman KIAe. to pKI ãƒnI Aagz pyaRynI to (g`trI j xuH?) Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ kevz&annI pyaRynI Aagz moÙmagRnI sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRy t<`vtŸ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ i5kazI ãƒmaH to Ae (kevz&an‐) pyaRy (p`) n=I ‐AenI to vat xuH¦¦

Aaha.. ha¦ sU"m vat Ke, AhÄ Ýwu¦ n smÔy to ra5e (ccRmaH) pUKvuH. sHkoc n krvo ke‐Ame pUKIAe to AmaruH (man Fva{ jxe) ke, Amne n=I AavDtuH¦ AhÄ to vat Aa„ane pamvanI Ke ne¦

Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan Aa„a shÔnHd Ýwu, pU aRnHdno na= je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke, sMyGdxRnnuH |yey Ke‐Ae prmpairàimk Svwavwav ktaR‐wokta (pà) =I riht Ke bH\‐moÙnaH kar`=I riht Ke bH\‐moÙnaH piràm=I p` riht Ke rag=I riht Ke moÙna kar`=I riht Ke moÙnI pyaRy=I riht Ke.

;Aa' É–arey saHwZyuH n=I AevI vat (Ke). ÝwunI vat AavI Ke, bapa¦ Ae ko{ sa\ar` vat n=I. Tyag‐g/h` ke Aa pUÔ krI dI\I ne, mHidr bnaƒuH ne, wiÉt krI ne, dx laq‐vIs laq (danmaH) qc± dI\a ne.. ={ gyo \mR¦ ‐ \UzmaH y (\mR) n=I. (baæ \mR‐ ÝwavnanaH) kam kyaÅ ne¦ ‐ Ae kam kevaH?

AhÄ to AHdr ãƒmaH moÙnI pyaRynaH kar`‐kayR n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ kar` prma„a moÙnI pyaRy=I xUNy Ke. ;inymsar' maH qUb Aave Ke ;kar`prma„a.' kar`prma„a‐wgvanAa„a‐i5kaz kar`Òv‐i5kaz kar`Ýwu‐i5kaz kar`prma„a, (Ae) to ragna ktaR‐wokta (pà) =I xUNy Ke p` bH\na kar`=I xUNy Ke Ane bH\na piràm=I xUNy Ke moÙna kar`=I xUNy Ke Ane moÙna piràm=I xUNy Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

‐Aem smudaypatinkamaH khevamaH AaƒuH htuH. phelI ga=amaH Aem kheva{ gyuH Ke Aa to cUilka Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? pKI car ga=a äara ÒvnuH Akt<RTvgu nuH ƒaQyan kyuÅ. phelaH AavI gyuH Ke. samaNy ivvr` krvamaH AaƒuH. Tyar pKI car ga=a äara ;xuâne p` je Ýk<it sa=e bH\ =ay Ke, te A&annuH mahaTMy Ke,' ‐Ae jrI smÔvvuH pDxe.

ivxeØ pKI Aavxe.......

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(Ývcn: ta. 31-7-79)

;smysar' 320‐ga=a. jysenacayRnI !Ika Ke. Aa !Ika Am<tcHãacayRnI n=I. ;smysar' nI be !Ika Ke‐ (Aek) Am<tcHãacayRnI Ane bIÒ jysenacayRnI. (AhÄ su\I) Aaƒa KIAe: —xuâne p` je Ýk<it sa=e bH\ =ay Ke te A&annuH mahaTMy Ke . xuH khe Ke? (ke:) wgvan Aa„a to xuâ cEtNy AtIiNãy Am<tno sagr Ke. Ae Aa„axuâ vStu‐pda=R xuâ pU aRnHd Aa„a Ke. pu~y‐papna wav Ae to Aas/vtÀv‐bH\tÀvnaH kar` A=aRtŸ bH\$p Ke. Ae to (AaTma=I) iwþ cIj Ke. jene AaTma khIAe Ae AaTma to piv5, xuâ icdanHd‐siCcdanHdFn Ke. to AevI cIjmaH Aa Ýk<itno bH\ É–aH=I Aaƒo? khe Ke: je wgvan Aa„a mu›Sv$p Ke, AbH\Sv$p Ke jemaH pirpU R xuâta wrI Ke je gu =I wrelo pD–o Ke Aene Ýk<it sa=e bH\ =ay Ke te A&annuH mahaTMy Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

(A&anIne) Sv$pnuH &an n=I. xuâSv$pnuH &an n=I. ;huH ko` KuH' AenI qbr n=I. (Aene) Ae dya‐dan‐v/tnaH piràm maraH Ke, (Aena=I) mne law =ay‐Ae b\a (AenI maNytavaza) Ana„ane Aa„a mane Ke. Anaid=I A&an=I Ae cIj (Aa„a) nI qbr n=I.

Aa„a xuâ AevI cIj Ke¦ KtaH, Aene Ýk<itno bH\ kem =ay Ke? to (khe Ke ke:) Ae A&annuH mahaTMy Ke.

;Anaid=I huH piv5 Aa„a AanHdmUitR Ýwu KuH'. huH prnI iÊya‐jDnI iÊya to krto n=I¸ p` dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›naH piràm ;mara' maH n=I. Ane ;huH' Aeno ktaR‐wokta p` n=I. ‐Aevo Ýwu xuâ Aa„a je sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐|yey (Ke) ‐Aene Aa Ýk<itno bH\ kem? Aem khe Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ (wgvan Aa„a) mu›Sv$p Ke AbH\Sv$p Ke‐Aene pyaRymaH Aa rag Ane kmRna inim¿no sHbH\‐bH\ kem? ke: A&annuH mahaTMy Ke. Ýwu¦˜ Apneko Aap wUlke hEran ho gya˜. potanI cIj AHdr xuâ cEtNy\n‐AanHdkHd‐Ae cIj to Ke bH\riht‐xuâ. p` Aena &an ivna, (A=aRtŸ) A&anna karè, tene ragno Ane Ýk<itno sHbH\ =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ware JIÌ vat, wa{¦

‐—Aem A&annuH sam+yR kheva$pe ivxeØ ivvr` krvamaH AaƒuH . Ae AavI gyuH Ke. Ae to Aeno _psHhar Ke. —Tyar pKI car ga=a äara ÒvnuH Awokt<Tvgu na ƒaQyannI muQyta=I ƒaQyan krvamaH AaƒuH .

wgvan Aa„a Ae Axuw wavno to wokta n=I. ivØy‐vasna, Êo\, man, maya, low, jgtnI Anek ÝkarnI {CKaAo, Aeno to Ae (Aa„a) wokta n=I¸





p` Ae ragaid‐dya‐dan, v/tnaH piràm, Aeno wokta n=I. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ Ae AtIiNãy AanHdmy Ýwu¦ (Aene) to AtIiNãy AanHdno wokta khevo, Ae p` ktaR‐kmRno _pcar Ke. to ragno wokta (to _pcar=I p` n=I). v/taidnaH‐tpaidnaH ivkLp Aaid Aave Ke... p` Aeno wokta Aa„a Ke (‐Aem n=I).

ÝÆ:- AhÄ to daz‐wat‐ro!lI hHmexa qa{Ae KIAe ne?

sma\an: qataH n=I. Ae iÊya to jDnI =ay Ke. AhÄ to Ae vat j n=I. Ae qava‐pIvanI iÊya, ro!lI‐daz‐wat‐xaknI iÊya je =ay Ke, Ae to jDnI jDmaH =ay Ke, Aa„a=I nhÄ. Aa„a to A&anwavmaH rag‐äeØno wokta khevamaH Aave Ke p` prno wokta to Ke j nhÄ. S5Ina xrIrno wokta AaTma, Ae 5` kazmaH n=I. A&anI, S5I _pr lÙ krIne rag Ane Ýem je _@ave Ke, (Ae) rag Ane Ýemno Ae wokta A&anI Ke. AaTma Aeno wokta p` n=I.

jene AHtrmaH ¹iÚ Ane ÝtIitmaH prma„Sv$p Aa„a Aaƒo¸ Aene‐smiktIne p`‐je v/taidna (wav), prmaTmanI wi›, Ýitma‐ijnibHb‐ijnwvn (ÝTye) vHdn Aadrna wav Aave Ke. p` te wokta trIke nhÄ¸ ktaR trIke nhÄ¸ (p` puruØa=RnI) nbza{=I Aave Ke Aene bH\nuH kar` Ô e Ke. (v/t‐wi›‐vHdnna wav) AaVya ivna rhe nih Ane (tene) bH\nuH kar` Ô`va? to khe Ke ke: wokt<Tvno Awav btaVyo. phelI bar ga=aAomaH xuâ inüy=I prma„a, ktaR (‐kt<RTv) wokta (‐wokt<Tv) Awav$p (A=aRtŸ) ragno ktaR Ane ragno wokta‐Aena AwavSv$p (Ke). Ae cIj j AevI Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ duinya=I inrazI Ke, Ýwu¦ Ae cIj AevI Ke.

AnHt kazmaH Aek sekHD p` (Ae cIjne) smßyo nhÄ Ane car gitmaH rqDtaH‐rqDtaH AnHt kaz gyo. Aaha.. ha¦ —AnHtkaz=I Aa=Dyo ivna wan wgvan˜‐ (inj Sv$pna) wan ivna AnHt kaz=I (Òv) pirw/m` kre Ke. ;huH xuH cIj KuH? ' Ae smßya ivna‐Aena A&an=I‐car gitmaH rqDe Ke.

khe Ke ke: (ragna) ktaR‐wokta=I riht (Ke). Ae to @Ik, Aagz Ae AakrI vat Aave Ke: —bH\‐moÙnaH kar`˜‐bH\nuH kar` je im+yaTv, Aivrt, Ýmad, kØay, yog‐Aena=I p` Aa„a riht Ke. Aa„a Ae bH\na kar`no ktaR n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ 320‐ga=a¦ Ae (Aa„a) bH\na kar`no ktaR to nhÄ, p` moÙna kar`no p` ktaR nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ AevI cIj AqHDanHd Ýwu xuâ cEtNydz, vItragmUitR Aa„a AHdr Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa„a vItrag cEtNyÝitma Ke. Ae cIj bH\na kar`no p` ktaR n=I. Ane moÙnaH kar` je —sMyGdxRn&ancairZai` moÙmagR:˜ Ae pyaRyno p` ktaR Ae vStu n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?





AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦ phelaH mUz cIj (nuH wan =vuH Ae) k@` Ke. pKI Sv$pmaH rm`ta =ay. Aa„ana AanHdnuH wan =yuH pKI Sv$pmaH rm`ta, AanHdmaH rm`ta =ay Ae cair5 Ke. cair5 ko{ iÊyakaHD ne mhav/t ne nG™p uH Ae cair5 n=I.

(AhÄ) Aa to phelIvhelI (co=a gu S=annI) dxamaH khe Ke ke: bH\moÙnaH kar` Ane piràm (‐bH\$p piràm Ane moÙ$p piràm) Aeno p` ktaRwokta Aa„a n=I. bhu !UHkamaH xBd lI\a Ke.

bH\‐moÙna (kar`no ktaR‐wokta Aa„a n=I). moÙna kar` —sMyGdxRn&ancairœaai` moÙmagR:˜ Ae sacI pyaRy Ke, Aeno p` ktaR‐wokta AaTma n=I. kar` ke te pyaRy Ke¸ ãƒ (Aeno) ktaR n=I¸ pyaRyno ktaR pyaRy Ke. Ane moÙnuH kar` moÙmagR ‐Aeno‐pyaRyno p` ktaR' ãƒ‐vStu je xuâcEtNy\n Ke (te) n=I.

Are... re¦ Ae to nih p` —bH\‐moÙnaH piràm˜ (p` vStumaH n=I). phelaH je ;bH\‐moÙnuH kar`' kæuH htuH, hve ;bH\‐moÙnaH piràm.' Ae kar`nuH kayR je wavbH\¸ Ane kar` moÙmagRnuH kayR moÙ¸‐Ae bH\‐moÙ$p piràm (vStumaH n=I). phelaH bH\‐moÙnaH kar`no inØe\ kyÈ (hto).

Aaha.. ha¦ vItragno magR¦¦ Aa cIj ko{ AlaEikk Ke. khe Ke ke: phelaH sMyGdxRnnI x$Aa„aH p` inivRkLp AanHdno na= Ýwu, ãƒSvwav je vStu Ke, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐|yey Ke‐Ae cIj to moÙnI pyaRyno p` ktaR n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae vStu i5kazI AanHdna na=no ¹iÚmaH SvIkar =yo‐Ae ¹iÚ sMyGdxRn¸ p` Ae sMyGdxRnnI pyaRyno p` ktaR ãƒ n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Aevo magR Ke¦

ij&asa: Aa ixÙìxibr Aa vat kheva ma!e krI Ke?

sma\an: (loko) Aaƒa Ke to Aa lI\uH ‐vat sacI Ke. Aa (vat) to 4p vØR=I cale Ke. sHÝday KoDIne 4p comasaH AhÄ =yaH. ixibrnIy sHQya p` FÌ (={), FàH vØÈ=I cale Ke. (]ota:) AapnI kruà Ke. (_¿r:) (ixibr) cale Ke Ae to Ýmuq kre Ke. Ame to kaH{ (krta n=I.) Ýmuq kre Ke Aem khevuH, Ae p` inim¿=I (k=n Ke.) bharnI pyaRyne ko` kre? ixÙìxibrmaH smÔvvuH... Are Ýwu¦ Ae ko` kre¦ AakrI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ Ae waØa Ke Ae to jDnI Ke. waØa smÔvvamaH inim¿ Ke Ane waØa Ke to Aene smjva=I &an =yuH AevuH p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ sU"m vat Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ to (Aa„a) bH\‐moÙnaH piràmna Awav$p Ke. bH\‐moÙna kar`na





AwavSv$p Ýwu Ke. p` bH\‐moÙnuH kayR je piràm A=aRtŸ bH\na kar`$p kayR ;bH\' Ane moÙna kar`=I kayR ;moÙ' ‐Ae moÙ Ane bH\na piràm=I AaTma xUNy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ ;pyaRy=I xUNy Ke' Aem btavvuH Ke. pyaRy _pr tre Ke¸ moÙnI pyaRy p` ãƒmaH Ývex n=I krtI. Aaha.. ha¦ moÙno magR‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5.. inüy hÇ¦ ƒvhar to rag Ke¸ moÙmagR to Aek j, inüy Ae j moÙmagR Ke‐Ae moÙmagRnI pyaRy p` ãƒmaH Ývex n=I krtI. ãƒna Aa]y=I moÙmagR (‐pyaRy) _TpNn =yel Ke KtaH, Ae pyaRy AHdr (ãƒ) maH Ývex n=I krtI, _pr _pr tre Ke.

Are.. re¦ Aavo magR¦¦ hve jEn iÊyakaHDmaH FUsI gya¦ Aaqo dI mHidr ne pUÔ ne wiÉt.. bs¦ ={ gyo \mR. \UzmaH y \mR n=I. \Uzno A=R xuH? (ke:) Aene (Ae=I) pu~yanubH\I p` n=I (=tuH). kemke, AemaH \mR manvo te im+yaTv Ke. Ane im+yaTv (sihtna) xuwwav=I (je) kaH{ pu~y =ay Ke te papanubH\I pu~y Ke. Ae xuwwavnuH fz wiv*ymaH mzxe to AemaH Ìic ={ne TyaH FUsI Ôxe (‐AekTv krxe).

smiktIne p` pu~yno wav Aave Ke. smiktIne p` pUÔno, wi›no, ijnwvn bnavvano, ijnwvnna dxRnno, Ýitmana dxRn krvano (wav) Aave Ke¸ p` Ae wav rag Ke, ragno ktaR AaTma n=I¸ wokta p` AaTma n=I. (wav) Aave Ke‐Aeno to AaTma &ata‐¹Úa Ke. &ata‐¹Úa Ke to Ae rag Aavto j n=I, Ane smiktIne wiÉt‐pUÔ hoy j nhÄ‐Aem n=I. (puruØa=RnI) nbza{=I Aave Ke. ßyaH su\I (pU`R) vItragta n hoy TyaH su\I Axuw=I bcva ma!e‐sMyGdxRnno ivØy (je) ãƒ (tena) _pr ¹iÚ hovaH KtaH p` ‐nbza{=I xuw wav Aave Ke. p` Ae Ôè Ke ke Aa bH\nuH kar` Ke. ‐Aem ÔÌne &ata‐¹Úa rhe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{¦

ijnwvn‐Ýitma xa¬t Ke, Aene S=ankvasIAoAe _DavI dI\I ke ;Ke j nhÄ' Ane (ANy sHÝdaye) jEnÝitmamaH wiÉtne \mR manI lI\o. ‐bNne im+ya¹iÚ Ke. ‐ Ae sacI vat Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ tokhe Ke ke: im+ya¹iÚnaH piràm je Ke te bH\nuH kar` Ke, Ae p` Aa„amaH n=I. Aeno ktaR Aa„a j n=I. Ae to pyaRymaH pyaRy krtaH =ay Ke. im+yadxRn‐ivprIt ]âa je Ke te p` Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`t ={ne pyaRymaH im+yaTv =ay Ke. Ø!Ÿkarkno A=R ke: im+ya ]âano ktaR im+ya ]âa¸ im+ya ]âanuH kmR im+ya ]âa¸ im+ya ]âanuH sa\n im+ya ]âa¸ im+ya ]âa krIne raqvI Ae sHÝdan¸





im+ya ]âa=I im+ya ]âa ={¸ im+ya ]âana Aa\are im+ya ]âa ={. (pyaRymaH im+ya ]âa) Aa AaTmana Aa\are nhÄ¸ prna Aa\are nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ ware vato, bapu¦

Aaha... ha¦ \Ny waGy ke jene prm sTy saHwzva mze¦ ;wiv wagn vc Ôege'... n=I AavtuH¦ ;wiv wagn Ôeg' ‐ wƒna waGyna yoge prma„anI idƒ|vin qre Ke. idƒ|vinno sar j ;Aa' Ke.

khe Ke ke: —bH\‐moÙnaH kar` ne piràmna Awav$p je ƒaQyan krvamaH AaƒuH htuH teno j _psHhar krvamaH Aaƒo. Aa rIte smysarnI xuâa„anuwUitlÙ` ;taTpyRv<i¿' namnI !Ika˜‐ jysenacayRnI !Ika kevI? ‐ ;xuâa„anuwUitlÙ`' ‐Ae smysarnI sHSk<t !IkanuH nam j Ae Ke. xuâ wgvanAa„anI AnuwUit (A=aRtŸ) Anuwv krvo, ivkLpne KoDIne inivRkLp Anuwv krvo. inivRkLpna Anuwvno A=R: inivRkLp vStu Ke Aeno inivRkLp Anuwv pyaRymaH krvo. smÔùH kaH{? to khe Ke ke: xuâa„anuwUitlÙ`' Aa ;taTpyRv<i¿' !IkanuH Aa j lÙ` Ke. AaqI sHSk<t !IkanuH lÙ` Aa Ke‐ ;xuâa„anuwUit.' Aaha.. ha¦ wgvanAa„a pUàRnHdno na=‐Aeno Anuwv‐Ae Svwavna Anusar ={ne potanI pirìtmaH AanHdno Anuwv =vo Ae ;xuâa„anuwUit' Ae smysarnI ;taTpyRv<i¿' !Ikano sar Ke, (A=aRtŸ) Aa taTpyRv<i¿nuH taTpyR ;Aa' Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ —taTpyRv<i¿ namnI !IkamaH moÙai\kar sHbH\I cUilka smaº ={.˜ moÙAi\kar je caLyo hto Ane pKI svRivxuâmaH Aaƒo Ae moÙAi\karnI cUilka Ke‐co!lI‐ixqr. kzx ma=e c#ave Ke ne..? Aa !Ika moÙAi\karno kzx Ke¦ ;cUilka smaº ={.' —A=va bIÒ rIte ƒaQyan krtaH, AhÄ mÙAi\kar smaº =yo.˜ ‐moÙAi\karnI ƒaQya AhÄ pUrI ={. —vzI ivxeØ khevamaH Aave Ke˜:‐

—AaEpximkaid paHc wavomaH Éya wav=I moÙ =ay Ke (te ivcarvamaH Aave Ke).' paHc wav Ke: _dy wav, _pxm wav, Ùayopximk wav, Ùaiyk wav, Ane pairàimk wav‐prm pairàimk wav. paHc wavomaH=I (_dy wav Aaid) car wav pyaRymaH Ke Ane Aek (pairàimk) wav ãƒmaH Ke. ãƒ je vStu wgvan pUàRnHdno na= ãƒSv$p Ae prm pairàimk wav Ke Ane Aa ragaid =ay Ke Ae _dy wav Ke. Ae pyaRymaH Ke. Ane _pxm smikt Ane cair5 =ay Ke Ae p` pyaRymaH =ay Ke. Ane Ùyopxm &an, dxRn ne cair5 =ay Ke Ae p` pyaRymaH Ke. Ane Ùaiyk smikt, kevz&an Aaid =ay Ke Ae (p`) pyaRymaH Ke. Ae pyaRy car ÝkarnI Ke: Aek _dy wavnI pyaRy, Aek _pxm wavnI, Aek Ùayopxm wavnI, Aek Ùaiyk wavnI. hve paHc wavomaH kya wav=I moÙ =ay Ke? _pxm‐AaEpximk: ragnuH





@rI jvuH, jem paÌmaH mel nIce @rI Ôy Ke tem ivkarnuH dba{ jvuH Ane xaHitnI _Tpit =vI. sMyGdxRn xaHit Ke. Ae xaHitnuH _TpNn =vuH Ae _pxm wav Ke¸ (ragivkar) dba{ gyo Ke. ‐ Ae _pxm wavne moÙnuH kar` khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Ùayopximk ke!lIk Ýk<itno _dy p` Ke Ane ke!lIkno Ùy p` Ke. _pxm A=aRtŸ s¿amaH rhelI Ýk<it, Aene _pxm khe Ke. _dymaH rhelI (Ýk<itnI) vat (je) Ke tene AhÄ n levI. Ùy´_pxm (A=aRtŸ) ke!lIk Ýk<itAono AaTma AvlHbn=I Ùy kyÈ Ke Ane ke!lIk Ýk<it dba{ g{ Ke, Anudy$pe Ke, Aene AhÄ Ùyopxm khe Ke. Ae Ùayopximk wav$p pyaRy moÙnuH kar` Ke. Ane Ùaiyk wav: ragno nax ={ jvo, kevz&an Ýg! =vuH, Ùaiyk smikt Ýg! =vuH¸ Ùaiyk kevz&an Ýg! =vuH Ae (b\uH) Ùaiyk. AhÄ to moÙmagR levo Ke. kevz&an =va phelaH je Ùaiyk wav hoy Ke (te levo Ke). t=a _dy: rag, dya, dan, v/t, wi› AaidnaH piràm Ae _dy wav Ke. Axuw wav p` _dy Ke Ane xuw wav p` ivkar (Ke), _dy Ke. ‐Ae care wav pyaRy$p Ke. Ae care wav AaTmanI AvS=a‐pyaRy‐dxa$p Ke¸ AaTmãƒ $p n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ vai`yane \H\a AaDe nvrax‐fursd ÉyaH? hmàH Aek (ivdexI) [ithas&no Aek leq Aaƒo Ke. ipta‐pu5 [ithasna Fà Ô`vavaza Ke. iptanI ëmr 67 vØRnI Ke. lQyuH Ke ke: jEndxRnno sar AnuwUit (Ke). jEndxRn to AnuwUit (Sv$p) wav Ke. Aa„anI AnuwUit krvI Ae jEndxRn Ke. rag krvo Ae jEndxRn n=I. paKz =oDu H (Aem) lQyuH Ke, Are¦ Aevo jEn\mR vai`yana ha=maH Aaƒo Ane vai`ya veparaidmaH=I nvra n=I =ta. Aeè to FùH vaHCyu H¸ ANynuH (tem j) jEn\mRnuH. FùH vaHcn kyuÅ Ke ke jEn\mR xuH? ke: rag=I iwNn AaTmanI AnuwUit krvI, vItragI pyaRynuH vedn krvuH, vItragI pyaRyne _TpNn krvI‐Ae jEn\mR. p` Ae jEn\mR vai`yane mZyo¦ vai`ya vepar=I nvra n=I. vai`ya xBde Aekla vai`ya nhÄ p` je vepar kre (te). ATyare jEnmaH to wavsar p` Ke, Ùi5y p` Ke, Ae (p`) veparmaH FUsI gya (te=I) Aene in`Ry krvano vqt n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Aevu H lQyuH Ke.

(AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) (_dy Aaid) car wav pyaRy$p Ke¸ AaTma ãƒ‐vStu Ke. AemaH Ae (pyaRy) n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ pyaRymaH dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›naH piràm je _dy wav. Ae ivkar$pI pyaRy Ke. _pxm, Ùayopxm, Ùaiyk Ae inivRkarI‐indÈØ vItragI pyaRy Ke. ‐Ae car wav pyaRy$p Ke. Ane xuâ pairàimk wav ãƒ$p Ke.

AhÄ i5kazI xuâ ;prm pairàimk' xBd n letaH ;xuâ pairàimk' xBd





kæo. nihtr to Ke ;prm pairàimk wav.' p` ;prm pairàimk' varHvar khe Ke te=I AhÄ ;xuâ pairàimk' lI\uH.

i5kazI xuâ pairàimk, shj Ýwu, i5kazI, ãƒSvwav, \/uvSvwav, inTySvwav, siCcdanHdSvwav, stŸ xa¬t &ananHd i5kaz Svwav‐Aene AhÄyaH ;xuâ pairàimk wav' (kæo), Ae ãƒ$p Ke. Ane Aa (_dy‐_pxmaid) car wav pyaRy$p Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—Ae prSpr sapeÙ˜ (A=aRtŸ) pyaRy Ane ãƒ (Ae!le ke:) car Ýkarna pyaRy$p je wav Ane Aek ãƒ‐i5kazI ãƒ, wgvan (Aa„a), pUàRnHd shÔ„Sv$p‐prSpr sapeÙ (Ke). (A=aRtŸ) Ae carey pyaRy ãƒnI (Ke) Ane ãƒmaH pyaRy Ke, Ae (Aem) sapeÙ (Ke). (Ae!le ke:) Aeva ãƒ‐pyaRy A=aRtŸ ãƒ i5kazI Ane pyaRy vtRman‐be mzIne Aa„pda=R Ke. kmRno sHbH\ (Ke) ma!e Aa„amaH ƒvhar Ke, Aem p` n=I.

Aa (_dy Aaid wav) car pyaRy Ke, Ane ãƒ Ke (te) pairàimk Svwav‐wav‐xuâ pairpaimk Ke‐ be mzIne ;ãƒ' Ýma`no ivØy Ke. (ßyare) sMyGdxRnna ivØy (wUt) ;ãƒ' (i5kazI‐pyaRy ivnanuH) Ke. Ane AhÄ AaquH ãƒ Ane pyaRy‐bNne mzIne (je) ;ãƒ' kæuH te to Ýma`no ivØy Ke.

Ýma`&an AqHD&an KtaH Ae Ýma`&an pUßy n=I. (Aem) ;nycÊ' maH AaƒuH Ke ke: pairàimkwav‐ãƒ‐i5kazI Ane car ÝkarnI pyaRy$p piràm AenuH je &an Aeksa=e Ke te (&an) Ýma` (Ke). Ae Ýma` (&an) maH pyaRyno inØe\ n=I, ma!e Ýma` (&an) pUßy n=I. pUßy to inüyny Ae Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ inüyny to &anno AHx Ke p` &anna AHxno (je) ivØy Ke Aene AhÄ inüyny kæo. vStune inüyny kæo. smÔ uH kaH{?

;smysar' AigyarmI ga=amaH AaƒuH ne..¦ — wUyT=o deisdo du suâÀo˜- Ame wUta=Rne xuâny khIAe KIAe. nhÄtr ny to &anno AHx Ke. p` Ae &anna AHxno ivØy je Ke Aene j Ame xuâny khIAe KIAe i5kazI ãƒSvwav, wUta=R, inTyanHd‐Ývah Ýwu, inTy.. inTy.. inTy... inTy... inTyÝvah, \/uv Aene AhÄ xuâny khevamaH Aave Ke. —Vyvharo½wUyT=o˜- (je _dy‐_pxmaid) car pyaRy Ke (te) AwUta=R Ke. AwUta=R A=aRtŸ ;n=I'¸ Ae gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem khyuH.

AhÄ to kæuH: (pyaRy Ane ãƒ) be mzIne ãƒ Ke. Ane TyaH AigyarmI ga=amaH Aem kæuH ke: pyaRy je car ÝkarnI Ke te AsTy Ke, AwUta=R Ke. k{ ApeÙaAe? ke: i5kazInI ¹iÚ kravva ma!e pyaRyne gaE krIne, ;n=I' Aem khevamaH





AaVyuH. pyaRy n=I. Aem n=I. ;pyaRy n=I' Aem mane to inüywasI‐vedaHt ={ Ôy. Ane pyaRyne muQy krIne (pyaRy) ¹iÚ kre to p` im+ya¹iÚ rhI Ôy. (te=I) pyaRyne gaE` krIne, i5kazI wgvan pUàRnHdna na= \/uvne muQy krIne Aene inüy kæo. pyaRyne‐Ùaiyk wavnI pyaRy smikt Aaidne‐gaE` krIne AwUta=R ‐AsTy khI. stŸ i5kazI vStune sTy kæuH, (Aene) muQy krIne inüy kæo. ;inüyne muQy kæo' Aem n=I¸ ;muQyne inüy kæo'. Ane Aene (pyaRyne) gaE` krIne AsTy kæuH. AhÄ khe Ke: Ae (Ýma`&annI) pyaRymaH bey (‐ãƒ Ane pyaRy) prSpr Aa„a‐pda=R Ke. (A=aRtŸ Ae prSpr sapeÙ AevuH ãƒpyaRyäy (‐ãƒ Ane pyaRynuH ÔeDkuH) te Aa„a‐pda=R Ke.

;inymsar' 38‐ga=amaH Aem kæuH ke: i5kazI xuâSv$p wgvan, pyaRy ivnano, te j inüy=I qreqr Aa„a Ke. pyaRy ma5 prãƒ Ke. Ane Svãƒ‐i5kazI wgvan Aa„a‐ Ae qreqr Aa„a Ke. qreqr Ae Aa„a Ke Ane (ßyaH) pyaRyne Aa„a khevamaH Aaƒo Ae AwUta=R Ane _pcar=I.

Aaha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? wa{¦ Aa to vItragnI kolej Ke. Ôe =oDIFÌ smj` hoy to kolejmaH Ôy Ke. Aa to vItragI kolej Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AlaEikk vStu AevI Ke¦¦

khe Ke ke: qreqr Aa„a to i5kazI xuâ ãƒ, je xuâ pairàimk kæuH te (Ke)¸ p` pyaRyne wezvIne Ýma`no ivØy krIne AaTma kæo. smÔ uH kaH{?

—TyaH, Ý=m to ÒvTv˜‐ Aa„anuH ÒvpùH, AHdr xiÉtpùH, AanHdpùH, xuâSvwav i5kazI ÒvTvp uH Ane —wƒTv˜‐moÙ =valayk wƒ Òv¸ Ane (—AwƒTv˜‐) moÙ nih =valayk Awƒ¸ —Aeva 5` Ýkarna pairàimk wavomaH ‐ Ae 5` Ýkarna pairàimk wav Ke.

AhÄ to wVyne p` pairàimk wav kæo. Ane moÙmaH Ae (wƒTv$p) pairàimk wavno nax Ke. ‐ xuH kæuH? cIj (Aa„a) maH wƒ‐AwƒpùH j n=I. je wƒTv A=aRtŸ laykat htI, te Ýg! ={ g{¸ (Ae=I) TyaH isâmaH wƒTvpùH n=I.

AhÄ Ae kæuH Ke ke: (ÒvTv), wƒTv, Ane AwƒTv‐5` Ýkarna pairàimk wav kæa. Aam 5` Ýkarna pairàimk wavomaH —xuâ ÒvTv AevuH je xi›lÙ`˜ (te i5kaz Ke). A=aRtŸ Ae 5èmaH‐ÒvTv, wƒTv Ane AwƒTvmaH‐je ;xuâ ÒvTvxi›' (Ke, te) i5kaz Ke. xuâ prm AanHdmUitR Ýwu shjSvwav Ke, AemaH pyaRynI ApeÙa n=I¸ AemaH Ùaiykwavna wavnI ApeÙa n=I. ‐Aevo —xuâ ÒvTv





AevuH je xi›lÙ` pairàimkwavp uH xi›$pe je ÒvTv (A=aRtŸ) i5kazI ÒvpùH‐kar` Òv‐kar` prma„a Ke. xiÉt$pno A=R Ae Ke ke: kar` prma„a je SvwavSv$p Ke, Aexuâãƒai=Rknyai]t hova=I Ae xuâãƒ (Ke). je ny xuâãƒno Aa]y le Ke, Aene lÙmaH le Ke te xuâãƒai=Rknyai]t hova=I Ae inravr` ÒvTvxiÉt i5kaz Ke. (A=aRtŸ) cEtNymUitR Ýwu Ae to inravr` Ke AemaH Aavr` p` n=I Ane Anavr` p` n=I. (Aene) Anavr`nI ApeÙa n=I Ane Aavr`nI ApeÙa n=I, AevI cIj Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

‐xuH khe Ke? (ke:) je wgvan Aa„a Anaid‐AnHt xuâpairàimk wav, shj wav, \/uv wav, inTy wav, samaNy wav, Awed wav, AbH\ wav (Ke) Ae xuâãƒai=Rknyai]t hova=I inravr`‐skz inravr` (Ke). Aaha... ha.. ha¦ ragno sHbH\ Ane Aavr` to pyaRymaH Ke, vStumaH Ke j nhÄ. Ýwu¦ vStu Ke ne Aa„a¦

Ae xuâãƒai=Rknyai]t xuâ ÒvTv AevuH je xi›lÙ` (Ke, te) konuH? ke: pairàimkpànuH. Aaha.. ha¦ je i5kazI pairàimknuH ;xuâ ÒvTv' AevuH je xi› lÙ`, SvwavlÙ`, stŸnuH‐stŸpànuH lÙ` \/uv (Ke). Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Aa to ‐AlaEikk vatuH Ke, bapu¦ ijnnI vat¦¦ Aaha.. ha¦ ]ImdŸ ;moÙvaza' (vØR 17muH. ixÙapa@‐107) maH khe Ke ke: —ijne¬r tÌ vaÌ ÔÌ teè ÔÌ Ke.˜ bapu¦ bakI b\aH =o=aH Ke. jEnmaH jNMya KtaH ijnvaÌ xuH Ke? Ae smje nhÄ¸ Aemne Aem caLyo jxe car gitmaH rqDva. ]ImdŸ rajcHã smiktI hta. Aa„&an =yuH htuH. g<hS=a]mmaH muHb{maH Jveratno laqo $ipyano Fò mo!o \H\o hto, p` AHtrmaH Aa„&an =yuH htuH. jem naizyermaH gozo KU!o rhe Ke tem smiktIno (Aa„‐) gozo rag=I KU!o rhe Ke. grgiDyaH naizyer hoy Ke (temaH=I gozo) bhar nIkZyo n=I p` AHdr kaclI=I KU!o pDI gyo Ke, AHdr KU!o Ke¸ Aem sMyG¹iÚno Aa„a ragna sbH\=I AHdr KU!o pD–o Ke. Aa AenuH nam sMyGdxRn khIAe. hÒ to sMyGdxRn kone khevuH AenI (lokone) qbr n=I. sMyGdxRn kem _TpNn =ay AenI qbruH y nih¦ Ane (Aena ivna) baæna Aa iÊyakaHD, v/t ne inym‐te \Uz\aÌ (ƒ=R) Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ Ae AhÄ AacayR mharaj pokar kre Ke... prma„ano pokar ;Aa' Ke ke: xuâ ÒvTv AevuH je xiÉtlÙ`˜ SvwavlÙ` gu`lÙ`, stŸnuH sÀv, wavnuH wavpùH‐AaTmwav Ke, AenuH wavpùH‐xuâ ÒvTvxi›lÙ` (te bH\‐moÙpyaRypirìtriht Ke). Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH, bapu¦ Aa to prma„ano wHDar Ke. sa\ar` ma`s





_pr=I =oDuH vaHcn kre.. Ane smÒ Ôy ke ;Amne FùH &an ={ gyuH¦' (Ae y=a=R &an n=) sMy&an Ae ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke, wa{¦

Aaha.. ha¦ ÒvTv, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv‐5` Ýkarna pairàimk wav Ke. Ae _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk (wav) n=I. xuâ ÒvTv AevuH je xi›lÙ`‐pairàimk (wav) p uH te xuâ ãƒai=Rknyai]t (Ae!le ke) xuâ ãƒna Aa]y=I, je ny xuâ ãƒne j¡Ae Ke Aeva Aa]y=I (Ke.) vStu inralHb Ke. Ane (Aene) ;xuâ pairàimk wav' AevI sH&avazuH Ô`vuH. xuâ ÒvTv Aeva xi›$p pairàimkp uH‐Ae ;xuâ pairàimk wav' Ke Aaha.. ha¦ Ýwu i5kaz, i5kaz xuâSv$pxi›$p je gu Ke‐Ae xuâ pairàimk wav' AevI sH&avazuH Ô`vuH. Ae nam AenuH Ke. (]ota:) konuH (nam)? (_¿r:) Aa„anuH. Aa„a je xuâ ÒvTvxi›Sv$p i5kaz Ke Aene xuâ pairàimkpùH khevamaH Aave Ke. Aene ;xuâpairàimk' sH&a (A=aRtŸ) ;xuâ pairàimk' AevuH nam khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ;smysar' 144‐ga=amaH kæuH Ke ne..¦ ke: Aa Aa„a pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu (Ke) AenuH sMyGdxRn (Ae!le) AenI ¹iÚ ={, Anuwv =yo to te Ae pyaRyne ;sMyGdxRn' nam khevamaH Aave Ke. jem (AhÄyaH) Aa pairàimkwavne sH&a nam khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. ga=a: —sMm¶Hs`à`H Oso lhid i¿ `vir vvdesH. sVv`ypÉqihdo wi`do jo so smysaro˜.. 144.. ;huH xuâ KuH, Abâ KuH' Aeva ivkLp=I p` riht je sMyGdxRnno ivØy, Aene ivØy bnavIne sMyGdxRn =yuH, tene ;sMyGdxRn' nam khevamaH Aave Ke. —Vypdex˜ Ke ne..? ƒpdex kho ke nam kho. Tyare to tene. ;sMyGdxRn' AevuH nam khevamaH Aave Ke. (temaH) ƒvhar ]âano wav to Ke j nhÄ¸ Ae to rag Ke AenI to vat p` n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ potano Svwav je Aek smymaH pU aRnHd, iv>man, pU R (Ke) AenI AnuwUit, Aeno Anuwv, vednmaH AanHdnuH AavvuH‐Aene sMyGdxRn Ane &an sH&a‐nam khevamaH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? j¡Ao¦ !IkanI 5IÒ lI!I:—Aa Aekne j kevz sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&annuH nam mze Ke

AhÄ to ;sH&a˜ kæuH ne? ƒvhar smiktnI to vat j ÉyaH? Ae to Ke j nhÄ. Ae (to) rag Ke. ;wgvan Aa„a' xuâ ÒvTvxi›Sv$p pairàimk wav, i5kaz prm pairàimk wav Ke, (Ane) Aeno Anuwv Ae ;pyaRy' (Ke)¸ Ae Anuwvne ;sMyGdxRn' nam Tyare mze Ke ke ßyare Sv$pnI Anuwv ‐¹iÚ =ay Ke.

ij&asa: AenI phelaH sMyGdxRn nam p` n=I pamta?

sma\an: nhÄ. nam p` pamto n=I.





Are¦ xuH kre? dev‐guÌ‐xaÏne manIAe KIAe.. nv tÀvne manIAe KIAe, (te=I) Amne smikt to Ke. hve v/t Aaid cair5 l{ Lyo¦ ‐ (AevuH) \UzmaH smikt n hoy. Aek pHiDt (Aem) manto hto ne..¦ Ae kheto hto ke: idgHbrmaH jNMya Aene b\ane smikt to Ke, hve cair5 l{ Lyo. (]ota:) (AevI) vat ko{ ApeÙaAe krI hxe? (_¿r:) ko{ p` ApeÙaAe vat (hoy), (Ae vat) b\I jU@I Ke.

AhÄ to (;smyar' ga=a‐) 144 nI !IkamaH kæuH ne...¦ (ke:) —je qreqr smSt nypÙo vDe qHiDt nhÄ =to hova=I jeno smSt ivkLpono ƒapar A!kI gyo Ke Aevo Ke, te smysar Ke¸ qreqr Aa Aekne j (kevz) Aekne j (Ae!le ke) xuâ Òv prma„a wgvanSv$p‐Aene Aekne j, ny=I riht‐nypÙpat=I riht sMyGdxRn =yuH‐Aene sMyGdxRn‐&an nam mze Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ jeno smSt ivkLpono ƒapar A!kI gyo Ke Aevo smysar Ke. qreqr Aa Aekne j.. Aekne j (sMyGdxRn‐&an nam mze Ke).

Aaha.. ha¦ wa{¦ Aa to prma„a i5lokna=nI \ara Ke. prma„a Aem frmavta hta te vat ;Aa' Ke. qreqr Aekne j ‐kone Aekne? (ke:) ivkLp=I riht AHdr inivRkLp Anuwv =yo (A=aRtŸ) ;huH xuâ KuH, Abâ KuH, AqHD KuH' Aeva ivkLp=I p` riht =yo, Tyare je sMyGdxRn =yuH‐ Ae Aekne j, bIÒ ko{ nhÄ, AevI sM–yGdxRnpyaRyne‐Aekne j kevz‐AekluH sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&annuH nam Ýaº Ke. sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an smysar=I j¡daH n=I. (Aem) Ae pyaRyne (ãƒmaH) Awed (krIne) khevamaH AavI Ke. Ke to ãƒ=I iwNn pyaRy¸ p` pyaRynuH (je) lÙ pr _pr htuH Ae AHtrmaH gyuH, te ApeÙaAe Awed khevamaH AaVyuH. Aaha... ha smÔùH kaH{?

Ae AhÄ khyuH. —xuâ pairàimk wav˜ AevI sH&avazuH Ô`vuH.˜ ÒvTv, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv‐5èymaH ;ÒvTvxi›' je i5kaz Ke, te xuâ pairàimk wave Ke¸ Ae pairàimk wav ãƒno Svwav Ke Aene pairàimkwavnuH nam‐sH&a mze Ke. Ke...? —xuâ pairàimk wav AenI sH&avazuH Ô`vuH.˜ Aevu H Aene nam mze Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ xuâ pairàimk Svwav, i5kazI wgvan pU`R Ýwu‐AemaH dya, dan (Aaidna) ragno to Awav Ke, Ae to cIjnI bhar ræa. (p`) jemaH Ùaiyk smiktpyaRy ={ Aeno p` jemaH Awav Ke¸ Aevo xuâ pairàimk wav, i5kazI ÒvTvxiÉt, ÒvnuH ÒvpùH, kar` Òv,, kar` prma„a‐Aene ;xuâ pairàimk wav' AevI sH&avazuH Ô`vuH.





Aaha... ha¦ AavI b\I waØa¦¦ Aevo magR¦¦ Fò vÄqa{ gyo, bapu¦ vItrag prma„anI hajrI n=I. kevz&an prma„anI hajrI n=I. (AhÄyaH) ivrh pD–a. Ýwu TyaH (mhaivdehmaH) ræa. ferfar Fò ={ gyo Ke. sacI vatne qo!I @ravnara Fà ={ gya Ke. Ane qo!I vatne sacI vat manvavaza Fà ={ gya Ke. ;cor ko!vazne dHDe Ke.' ko!vaz to pkDe, p` (él!a) cor ko!vazne (pkDe)¦ kemke JaJa cor ={ gya ne ko!vaz Aek. pcIs‐pcas‐so cor ={ne (ko!vazne) pkDI lI\o. jysenacayRnI sHSk<t !IkamaH pa@ Ke: —ko!vaz Ke Aene cor pkDe Ke.˜ vaStivk‐tÀv¹iÚ (jene) Ke Aene loko qo!a‐A&anI @rave Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ xuH lqa`¦¦ AacayÈAe kam kyaÅ Ke¦¦ Aaha.. ha¦ jgtnI kÌà¦¦ deqIne qed =yo Ke, Are.. re¦ Ýwu¦ tne xuH =yuH Ke? Ýwu¦ tuH ÉyaH Ôy Ke? taro srvazo‐piràm xuH Aavxe? wè Ke tenuH piràm prIÙa vqte Aave Ke (tem) Ýwu¦ taruH piràm xuH Aavxe? tuH ÉyaH j{x na=? tarI xuH cIj¦¦ tarI cIjnI tne qbr n=I, Ane prcIjne tuH potanI manI (ræo Ke)¦ te prcIj‐sHyog taro pIKo nhÄ KoDe. Ae sHyog=I tare rqDvuH pDxe. Aaha.. ha¦

AhÄ to prm pairàimk SvwavnI j ¹iÚ kravvI Ke. wƒ, Awƒ Ane ÒvTvmaH ;ÒvTvxi›' je i5kazI pairàimk Svwavwav Ke, AenI ¹iÚ krva=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, Ae (ÒvTvxi›ne) pairàimk wav sH&anuH nam mze Ke. (Ane) Ae pairàimkwavnI AnuwUit‐wavne sMyGdxRn nam mze Ke. Ae i5kazIne pairàimk nam‐sH&a mze Ke. Ane Aena Anuwvne sMyGdxRn nam mze Ke. smÔù kaH{? Aaha.. ha¦ Ae (ÒvTvxi›) to bH\‐moÙ‐pyaRy pirìtriht Ke. Ae ÒvTvxi›‐i5kaz prm Svwavwav‐ Ae to bH\ Ane moÙ‐pyaRynI pirìt=I riht Ke. (AemaH) bH\‐moÙ to n=I¸ prHtu (Ae) bH\‐moÙnI pyaRy=I (p`) riht Ke. moÙnI pyaRy=I p` Ae vStu to riht Ke. Aaha.. ha prHtu hve bIÒ vat levI Ke¸ jrI sU"m pDxe.

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;smysar' 320‐ga=a. jysenacayRnI !Ika. AhÄ (su\I) AaVya KIAe ke: i5kazI AaTmamaH ÒvTvxi› A=va pairàimk Svwav‐ ÒvTvxi› je prma„Sv$p‐Ae _pr, care baj¡=I (‐svRpr trf=I) ¹iÚ h@avIne, phelaH ]âane ÔeDvI.

JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ Ae ivna, _pdexmaH (ko{) Aem le ke: ƒvhar v/t ne tp ne wi› krtaH krtaH (]âa sMykŸ) =xe, to Ae to im+ya _pdex Ke.




smysar ga=a‐320: 2p1

AhÄyaH —Ý=m to ÒvTv˜‐wgvan Aa„anuH Aa„p uH, ÒvnuH Òvp uH, xuâ i5kazI, prm Svwavwav, \/uvwav, inTy wav, samaNy wav‐Ae ÒvTvxi› Ke.

—wƒTv˜‐moÙ =va layk Òv, Aene wƒTv kheKe. wle Ae ingodmaH hoy¸ É–are y nIkze p` nhÄ¸ top` wVyTvno wav Aene khevamaH Aave Ke.

—AwVyTv˜ ‐ jene É–are y moÙ =to n=I. (‐moÙ pamvanI laykat n=I). b\I iÊya kre, A=aRtŸ pHc mhav/tnI¸ 28 mUz gu nI¸ indÈØ Aahar Ae!le Aena ma!e coko (rsoDuH) kyuÅ hoy to le nhÄ¸‐ AevI Vyvhar‐iÊya p` coQqI (paze. KtaH,) Ae to pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke. AevI iÊya, Aevo AwVyÒv (p`) kre Ke.

‐Ae 5` Ýkare‐Ae 5ène pairàimk wav khe Ke.

—xuâ ÒvTv AevuH je xi›lÙ` pairàimkp uH ‐ xuâ muÉtSv$p, AHtrmaH muÉtSv$p AevI je xuâÒvTvxiÉt, AbH\Sv$p AevI ÒvTvxiÉt‐Aena _pr njr A=aRtŸ (Aena) in\anne ÔevamaH njr krvI, Ae \mRnI Ý=m‐phelI sIDI Ke. ApUvR vat Ke. wa{¦ Aa ivna, b\aH v/t ne tp inym b\aH mÄDaH Ke, sHsar Ke. 320‐ga=a (Am<tcHãacayRnI !Ika) pKI wava=RmaH j¡Ao: —im+yaTv Ke te j sHsar Ke.˜

ij&asa: im+yaTv gya pKI p` becar wv =ay Ke¦

sma\an: im+yaTv gya pKI sHsarno Awav j =ay Ke. smuãmaH Aek ibHdunI xI g`trI? smikt =ya pKI Aekbecar wv krva pDe (top`) AenI g`trI xuH? smuãmaH ibHdunI g`trI xI? Aem wgvanAa„a je e potana xuâ Sv$pno Anuwv krIne im+yaTvno nax kyÈ, Aene Ôe Aekbecar wv hoy (to) tenI g`trI xI? Ane ßyaH su\I im+yaTv Ke, A=aRtŸ ;huH inim¿nI iÊya krI xkuH KuH, xrIr‐vaÌ‐mnnI, ragnI, dya‐dan‐v/tnI iÊya Ae piràm maruH ktRƒ Ke' TyaH su\I to sHsar‐Aaqa sHsarmaH rqDvana wavvazo‐Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: ÒvTvxi› Aaid 5` Ýkarna pairàimk wavomaH ;xuâ ÒvTv AevuH je xi› lÙ` pairàimkp uH' te xuâ ãƒai=Rknyai]t. Ae!le xuâ ãƒSvwav, je i5kaz (Ke) Aena Aai]t, hovanI ;inravr`' Ane ;xuâpairàimk wav' (AenI sH&avazuH Ô`vuH.) Ae inravr` Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ vStu je Ke A=aRtŸ Òv vStu je Ke, ãƒ Ke, tÀv Ke Ae to i5kaz inravr` Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ ãƒSvwav¸ je wgvan AaTmano Ke, je Òvxi› je pairàimkwave i5kaz Ke Aevo je





AaTma‐rag=I to iwþ, p` pyaRy=I p` iwþ‐Aeva i5kazI wavne inravr` Ane xuâ pairàimk wav AevI sH&avazo Ô`vo.

kale btaƒuH htuH ne...¦ 144‐ga=a (;smysar') : potanuH cEtNySv$p pU R Ýwu, Aeno Anuwv krIne sMyGdxRn Ane &an =ay Ke Tyare to Ae sMyGdxRn Ane &an nam pame Ke. ;ƒpdex' kæo hto ne? nam j Tyare pame Ke. Ae ivna, dev‐guÌnI ]âa Ane nv tÀvnI ]âa‐ Aene sMykŸ nam n=I mztuH Aaha.. ha¦ Ae to AenI prlÙI ]âa Ke. dev‐guÌnI ]âa p` rag Ke. kemke: Ae pr trfnuH vl` ‐lÙ Ke. Ane ;rag=I law =ay Ke' AevuH manvuH (te) to im+vaTvwav Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ phelI (mUz vat smjvI) FÌ ki@n Ke.

Ae AhÄ khe Ke ke: xuâ pairàimk wav je i5kazI AevI sH&avazo Ke, namvazo (Ke)¸ te j SvIkarva yoGy Ke, ¹iÚmaH ]âa krva layk Ke Ane &anmaH &ey bnavva layk Ke.

Aaha...ha¦ AavI vat hve¦¦ Aa waØa j j¡dI ÔtnI Ke. AnHt kaz=I Aa=De Ke. (Òve) coyaRxIna Avtar (AnHta kyaR). kale bpore ;inymsar' (ga=a‐42nI !IkamaH) AaƒuH htuH ne..¦ Aek ÊoD saDI s¿aùH laq ÊoD kuz (Ke). Ae kuzmaH p` AnHt var _TpNn =yo. Ane (84 laq) yoinmaH p` AnHt var _TpNn =yo. ßyaH isâ wgvan ibraje Ke TyaH p` ingodna Òv Ke. TyaH (isâalymaH) —`mo isâa`H˜..... prmaTma ibraje Ke¸ Aena Ùe5maH ingod (Òv) AnHta Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ùe5 pl!e‐nIce=I êco gyo, Ùe5 êcuH =yuH‐ma!e Aena=I law =ay, AevuH n=I. smÔùH kaH{? AevI rIte xuÉl leXya=I nvmI g/Eveyk caLyo Ôy AemaH kaH{ (sarpùH) n=I¸ Aena=I ko{ \mR n=I¸ Ane \mRnuH kar` p` n=I. ;\mRnuH kar`' to xuâ pairàimk wav, i5kazI xuâ cEtNySvwav (Ke). Ae AenuH nam Ke. Ae ]âamaH SvIkar krva layk Ke. Ane \mR krvo hoy to Aene &annI pyaRymaH &ey bnavva layk Ke. &annI pyaRymaH prÝkaxk (ma5) bIÔne &ey bnaƒo‐to Ae to im+yaTvwav Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ ragne potano manvo Ane rag=I‐dya, dan=I‐\mR manvo Ae to im+yaTv Ke. p` Ae prne Ô`vuH ‐&annI pyaRymaH Aekla prne Ô`vo‐Ae AekluH prÝkaxpùH (Ae) &an n=I (prHtu) Ae im+ya&an Ke. kar` ke: &anno Svwav to Sv‐pr Ýkaxk Ke. (KtaH) Sv‐Ýkax KoDIne, Aeklo pr‐ÝkaxmaH ræo (te=I Ae im+ya&an Ke). Aaha.. ha¦ bhu JIÌ vat, bapa¦ Ae pr‐ÝkaxpùH p` KoDIne, vtRman &anmaH SvSv$p wgvanAa„a, pUàRnHdna na=ne &ey bnavIne, &an krvuH Ae sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&an Ke. bakI vato‐=o=aH Ke.





ij&asa: Amare to \mR krvo Ke, Aa vato=I xuH mtlb?

sma\an: ;Aa' \mR Ke¦ bIÔe \mR xuH? w!ke Ke bhar¦ ;\mR' Ae inmRz‐vItragI pyaRy Ke. to Ae \mRnI vItragI pyaRy kem =ay? (ke:) Ae i5kazI pairàimk Svwav je vItragmUitR Ýwu Ke, (Ae) vItragmUitR, \/uv, cEtNy, pairàimk Svwav (Ke)¸ Aena AvlHbn=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. ko{ bIÔna AvlHbn=I sMyGdxRn =tuH n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat, wa{¦ Are bapu¦ (Aa) ApUvR vat (Ke).

ij&asa: Amne sMyGdxRn nhÄ (p`) \mR Ôe{Ae¦

sma\an: sMyGdxRn Ae j \mR Ke. \mRnuH mUz Ae Ke —cair¿H qlu \Mmo˜ (p`) \mRnuH mUz sMyGdxRn Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat, Ýwu¦ duinyane k@` pDe. &anmaH (Sv) vStu (A&anIne) AavtI n=I, Anaid=I pr Aave Ke. Ôe Ae (Sv) vStu j &anmaH AavI Ôy, to AtIiNãy AanHdnuH vedn ={ Ôy. to to sMyGdxRn ={ Ôy. sMyGdxRn =taH AtIiNãy AanHdnuH vedn ={ Ôy. wle pKI AiS=rtana ragaid hoy¸ p` ¹iÚAe potana Sv$pne pkDI lI\uH.

(jem) Fo (‐cHdn Fo) hoy Ke ne...¦ te dIval _pr cÇ!I Ôy Ke. cor lokone (mkanmaH) bhar=I ÔvuH (c#vuH) hoy to tene te loko dIval pr naqe. TyaH te AevI cÇ!I Ôy Ke ke tene pkDIne cor loko mkan _pr c#e to p` te potanI pkDne KoDe nhÄ. Aem wgvan 5` lokno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu¦ Aena _pr ]âanI AevI cÇ! lgavI de ke Aena AvlHbn=I cair5‐Sv$pmaH (iS=r) ={ne, vItrag ={ne kevz&an ={ Ôy.

Aaha.. ha¦ (Aavo) magR vItragno, bapu¦ lokone jrI AevuH p` lage.. iÊyakaHDmaH (\mR) manvavazane to AevuH lage ke Are.. re¦ Aa to AekaHt Ke. Ýwu¦ AekaHt Ke, (p`) Ke to vaStivk‐sMykŸ AekaHt¦ xuâ cEtNy prma„Sv$p wgvan, inüy xuâicdanHd$p, prma„Sv$p‐AenuH AvlHbn ¹iÚmaH Aave Ke, Tyare sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. Ae pairàimk wavno Aa]y Ke. Ae ;xuâ pairàimk' AevI sH&avazo Ke. Ae xuâpairàimk shj Svwav lÙ`vazuH nam Ke. Aene SpxR krvo Ke, ]âamaH levo Ke Ane &anmaH &ey bnavvo Ke. Ae cIj xuâpairàimk Svwav namvazI Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ te to bH\‐moÙpyaRy‐pirìt riht Ke. Ae xuâ pairàimk Svwav‐\/uv namvazI Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ te to bH\‐moÙpyaRy‐pirìt riht Ke. Ae xuâ pairpaimk Svwav‐\/uv je sMyGdxRnno ivØy (Ke), (Aeva) Ae ãƒ _pr dxRn (]âa) nI cÇ! lage Ke. Ae





ãƒ to bH\‐moÙnI pyaRy=I riht Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ bH\‐moÙ pyaRy pirìt riht Ke.

prHtu dxÝa`$p ;Axuâ pairàimk wav‐Ae pyaRy (Ke). phelaH ãƒai=Rknyno ivØy btaƒo. hve pyaRyai=Rk‐vtRman ƒvharnyno ivØy btave Ke: —dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv˜‐ Aa paHc [iNãy, mn, vcn, kaya, ¬as Ane Aayu*y‐Ae dx Ýa`, Ae Axuâ Ýa` AHdr yoGyta‐Aa xrIr nhÄ, AHdr pyaRymaH dx Ýa`nI yoGyta‐Ae Axuâ pairàimk wav Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ xuH kæuH? Aa xrIr to jD‐ma!I¸ Ae dx Ýa` nhÄ. pyaRymaH je paHc [iNãy yoGyta‐Ùyopxm Aaid, Ane mn‐vcn‐kayanI yogsHpNnta$p t=a ¬as Ane Aayu*ynI yoGyta‐Ae dx Ýa` je Ke, te Axuâ wavÝa` Ke¸ Axuâ pairàimk wav Ke¸ Ae Aa]y krva layk n=I. mn, vcn Ane kayaid Ýa` Ke teno Aa]y krva layk n=I¸ Ae Axuâ pairàimk wav Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn (Ae) cIj to bhar rhI g{. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ p` bhar rhI gyaH. AHdrmaH je Axuâ pairàimk wav‐dx Ýa`, Ae dx Ýa` p` Axuâpairàimk wav‐Ke, (Ae p` Aa]y krva layk n=I.) (AhÄ) pairàimknI ƒaQya cale Ke¸ nhÄtr to Ae Ke to AHdr _dywav. Aene AhÄyaH Axuâ pairàimk wavmaH naQya. paHc [iNãyno Ùyopxm Aaid Ke, Ae wle Ùyopxm Ke¸ tem KtaH Ae b\a _dywavmaH g`vamaH Aave Ke. (Ae) AaiTmk Svwav n=I. Ane Aene AhÄyaH Axuâ pairàimk khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae p` Aa]y krva layk n=I.

Aaha.. ha¦ jene Ý=mmaH Ý=m \mR (A=aRtŸ) sMyGdxRn (pamvuH hoy tenI Ae vat Ke). cair5nI to (vat) pKInI (Ke). Ae to É–aHy rhI gyuH. Ae cair5 to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke¦¦ muinne to AemaH jem smuãmaH wrtI Aave Ke tem, AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke. sMyGdxRn =va=I AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. (ßyare) saca muin je saca sHt Ke¸ Aene to pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI KozmKoz wrtI Aave Ke. (hoy Ke). ‐ AenuH nam muinpùH Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat, bapu¦ vtRman (sHÝdayomaH caltI iS=it) nI sa=e mezvtaH AakrI lage. p` vStu (iS=it) to Aa Ke¦

Aaha.. ha¦ (je) dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv ;Axuâ pairàimk' Ke te xuâ pairàimk Ae!le ¹iÚ (]âa) no ivØy n=I. Ae dx Ýa`no‐Òvno (ÒvTvno) Aa]y krva layk n=I. mn, vcn Ane kaynI yoGyta, Ae p` Aa]y krva layk n=I.




smysar ga=a‐320: 2pp

j¡Ao¦ je dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv Ane AwƒTv te pyaRyai=Rknyai]t hova=I Ae 5` wed AvS=anI ¹iÚAe khevamaH Aave Ke. Aevo Axuâ pairàimk wav pyaRymaH Ke qro. wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Ae pyaRyai=Rk nyai]t Ke. 5è wed pyaRyna Aa]ye Ke. Awed‐i5kazI wgvanna Sva]y=I to xuâ pairàimk wav Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa pyaRyai=Rk 5` wav‐dx Ýa`, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv ‐Aa]y krva layk n=I. ‐Aem khe Ke. potanI pyaRymaH wƒTv‐moÙ =vanI laykat‐Ke Ae pyaRyno p` Aa]y krva layk n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa }lok êco bhu¦ jra saHwzo to qra. AhÄyaH 4pmuH comasuH Ke. Aa ixÙìxibr 32 vØR=I cale Ke. phelaH KokraAo Aavta hta. pKI mo!a (p`) Aavva laGya. AemaH Aa vat (mUkI) Ke, Ýwu¦ w`vamaH Aa w`vuH ke: marI cIj Ke i5kazI. (Ae) cIj Aa]y krva layk Ke. Ane je dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv‐wƒTv (‐AwƒTv) ‐Ae Axuâ pairàimk wav, pyaRyai=Rknyai]t Ke (te Aa]y krva layk n=I‐. xuâ pairàimkwav, i5kaz ãƒai]t Ke¸ ãƒai=Rnyno ivØy Ke¸ A=aRtŸ i5kazI xuâ pairàimk wav ;ãƒai=Rkny' no ivØy Ke. Ane dx Ýa`, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv‐Ae ;pyaRyny' no vtRman ivØy Ke, ma!e te hey Ke. pyaRynyno ivØy Ke.. ;Ke' (qro)¸ p` jene sMyGdxRn Ýg! krvuH hoy, Aene AenuH lÙ KoDvuH pDxe¦

Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat Ke, bapu¦ xuH =ay? bharnI Ýv<i¿ Ane iÊyakaHDmaH (loko) Fera{ gya Ane Aene mane (\mR)¦ ‐AemaH ;Aa' vat¦¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aagz Aavxe hÒ: ;Ýwu to ini*Êy Ke. moÙna piràmnI iÊya=I riht Ke' Aagz Aavxe, yogINãdevnI ga=a: ;moÙno magR Ane moÙnI pyaRy=I Ýwu to ini*Êy Ke. Ae piràmnI iÊya AemaH n=I, Aevo ãƒSvwav Ke Aaha.. ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦

—(je dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTväy) te pyaRyai=Rknyai]t hova=I ;Axuâ pairàimkwav sH&avazaH (Ke)'. j¡Ao¦ phelaH Ae kæuH htuH ke: sH&avazuH Ô`vuH. AenuH nam xuâ pairàimk i5kaz inravr` Ane xuâ pairàimk wav sH&avazuH Ô`vuH. AenuH nam xuâ pairàimk (wav) (Ke). (hve kæuH ke:) Aa dx Ýa`, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Ae Axuâ pairàimk namvazaH Ke. pyaRyai=Rknyna 5` wed, Ae Axuâ pairàimk wav namvaza Ke.

Aavo magR¦¦ ko{ dI saHwZyo n hoy. Aa cIj xuH khe Ke, bapu? Aa to jysenacayRdevnI !Ika hÔr vØR phelanI Ke. idgHbr muin jysenacayR, jgt pase Ôher kre Ke. Ýwuno #H#ero Aevo Ke ke: Ýwu¦ ãƒai=Rknyno ivØy je xuâ pairàimk





namvazo Ke, Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. Ane Aa Axuâ wav pyaRynyno ivØy Ke, Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy n=I. Aena Aa]y=I sMyGdxRn =tuH n=I. Aena Aa]y=I to rag _TpNn =ay Ke. Ae sHsar Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? =oDuH =oDuH smjvuH. Ýwu¦ Aa to vItrag 5`lokna na= tI=ÅkrdevnaH pe! Ke. sU"m ivØy Ke Aa. Aaha.. ha¦ Ýwu¦ xuH khIAe?

Aa pairàimkna be wed: Aek xuâ pairàimk (Ae!le vStuSv$p), Ane Aek pyaRySv$p, vStu‐Sv$p je i5kaz Ke, Aene ;xuâ pairàimk wav' (khevamaH Aaƒo Ke). Ane pyaRymaH je dx Ýa` (‐paHc [iNãyo, mn, vcn, kaya, ¬as Ane Aayu*y)¸ wVyTv Ane AwVyTv‐Ae 5` wed Ke, te pyaRyai=Rknyno ivØy (Ke) Aene ;Axuâ pairàimk (wav) khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AavI waØa¦¦

ÝÆ: ;Axuâ' kem kho Ko? paHc [Nãy, mn, vcn, kaya, ¬as, Aayu*y¸ wVyp uH Ane AwVypùH‐Aene tme ;Axuâ' kem kho Ko? wƒp uH Ane Awƒp uH Ae to ;pyaRy' nyno ivØy Ke, (Aem khevuH). Ane Aek kor ;jEnisâaHtÝveixka' maH Aem khevuH ke: wƒTv Aa„ano ;gu ' Ke. to Ae ;Axuâ' kem? dx Ýa`‐wƒTv‐AwƒTvne ;Axuâ pairàimk' kem kæuH? pyaRynyno ivØy Ke ne...¦ ‐ Aene Axuâ pairàimk kem kæo? (to khe Ke ke:)

Aaha.. ha¦ sHsarIAone xuâ ny=I n=I. xuH khe Ke? ke: sHsarI ÝaÌne xuâ ny=I dx Ýa` Ane wƒtm‐AwƒTv n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ sHsarI Òvne xuâ ny=I AHdrmaH Ae Ke j nhÄ. Aa sHsarI Òvne xuâ nyno ivØy krva=I AemaH dx Ýa`, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Ke j nhÄ. ;wƒTv' (p`) n=I. gjb vat Ke¦

;jEnisâaHtÝveixka' maH ;wƒTv' ne Òvno gu khyo Ke. to Ae pyaRynyno ivØy. Ôe ;gu ' hoy to Aeno nax =to n=I. isâmaH ;wƒTv' rhetuH n=I¦

Axuâ pairàimk wav sHsarIne Ke. Aene ;Axuâ' kem kæuH ke: xuâ nyno ivØy, je vStu Ke AemaH, Ae (ÒvTv, wƒTv, AwƒTv) Aene (sHsarIne p`) n=I. xuâ nynI ¹iÚAe ßyare sHsarIne Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke Tyare Ae ;Aa„a' maH Ae 5è Axuâ pairàimk wav n=I. Are¦ AavI ƒaQya¦¦ sHsarIne xuâ ny=I (Ae 5èyno Awav Ke). AnHt sHsarI ÝaÌ ho... Are¦ Awƒ Òv ho, AemaH AwƒpànI pyaRy to pyaRymaH Ke. wƒpùH Ae p` pyaRymaH Ke. (vStumaH n=I). Aaha.. ha¦

wgvHt¦ Aek var saHwz to qro.. Ýwu¦ tara FrnI vat. bharnI iÊya





kÚ krva=I law =to hoy, to AnHt var Aem kyûÅ Ke. AnHt var vnvasmaH ræo, kayaklex (kyaR). ‐ (Ae) b\aH bazv/t ne baztp Ke. Aevo pa@ Ke. AHdr wgvan pUàRnHdna na=na AvlHbn ivna Ane sMyGdxRn ivna, Ae b\aH bazv/t ne baztp Ke. Are.. re¦ vai`yane \H\a AaDe nvrax n mze Ae!le in`Ry É–are kre? Aekad klak derasr ke _pa]ye Ôy, TyaH j{ bese, Aem wi› krIne, é@Ine jto rhe¸ AemaH xuH AaVyuH? sTy xuH Ke? ‐Aena in`RynI fursd n=I. bharnI Ýv<i¿ AaDe fursd n=I ke AHdr xuH cIj Ke?

AhÄ khe Ke ke: sHsarI Òvne, xuâ ny=I, Ae dx Ýa` ($p) ÒvTv Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTv, Aa„amaH Ke j nhÄ. Aaha.. ha¦ ;xuâ ny' no ivØy je wgvan Aa„a, AemaH Ae dx Ýa`, wƒ Ane AwƒpùH AHdr Ke j nhÄ. Awƒ (Tv) Ane wƒ (Tv) Ae to ;pyaRy' no ivØy Ke. dx Ýa`‐mn, vcn, kaya, (¬as, Aayu*y)¸ Ane paHc [iNãyono ivkas‐waveiNãy‐Ae p` ;pyaRyny' no ivØy Ke ;Axuâ pairàimkwav' no ivØy Ke. Ae ;cEtNy' no ivØy n=I.

Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vato vazo jEn\mR¦¦ hve nvrax n mze. gamDamaH AnexhermaH Aaqo dI bharnI Ýv<i¿.. AemaH maHD (Ôya saHwzva (p`) AevuH (sTy) mze nhÄ Ane ijHdgI (Aem ne Aem) calI jxe, bapa¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aayu*y pUruH =ay Ae!le Ôy coyaRxImaH rqDva. Ae kIDa‐kagDa‐kUtra, nrk ne ingodna wv.. bapu¦ AnHta kyaR. Ane ßyaH su\I Aa im+yaTv wav Ke te im+yaTvna gwRmaH AnHta wv krvanI takat Ke. bIÒ iÊya laq kre, v/t ne tp¸ p` Ae ;\mR Ke' Aem manvavaza im+yaTvpàna (wavna) gwRmaH, AnHt wv krvanI takat Ke. Ae to AhÄ khyuH ne ke: ;im+yaTv te j sHsar Ke.' Ae rag‐iÊya‐dya, dan, v/tnI iÊya‐marI Ke Ane Aena=I mne law =xe, tem j huH pHc mhav/t pazuH KuH, to Aena=I mne law =xe (AevI maNyta) Ae im+yaTv Ke, Ae im+yaTv te j sHsar Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha AavI vat, Ýwu¦ sHto kÌà krIne jgtne jgaDe Ke. rag Ane inim¿ Ýv<i¿ pr Ke, (AemaH) wgvan¦ tuH lUH!a{ Ôy Ke¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae ;Axuâ pairàimk' namvaza (dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv, wƒTv, AwƒTv) Aeno ;xuâ ny' =I Awav hova=I sHsarIAone n=I. KeLlo xBd levo: —sHsarIAone xuâ ny' =I Ane isâone to ;svR=a' j dx Ýa`$p ÒvTvno Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTväyno Awav hova=I˜ A=aRtŸ isâo ne to svR=a dx Ýa`$p ÒvTvno, wƒTvno AneAwƒTvno Awov hova=I, (t=a) xuânynI ¹iÚ=I dx Ýa`, wƒTv, AwƒTvno sHsarI ÝaÌAomaH p` Awav Ke.





Aaha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦ p` tara FrnI vat Ke. na=¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Ýwu¦ tuH ko` Ko? kone Aa„a khevo? (to) khe Ke: Ae Aa„a prm pairàimk Svwavwav Ke tene AaTma khIAe KIAe. AaVyuH htuH ne...¦ ;inymsar' 38 ga=amaH (ke:) qreqr Aa„a to Aene khIAe. pyaRymaH car &an Aaid Ke, top` (te) Aa„a n=I. te (Aa„a) to pyaRy ivnano Ke. Are¦ kevz&annI pyaRy p` ƒvharAa„a Ke. i5kazI vStu, je wgvan pU aRnHdno na=‐Ae inüyAa„a‐ qro Aa„a te Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ ke!lake to ijHdgImaH saHwzI p` n hoy. Ane ko` Ôè.. Aa to inüynI vato¦ Amare to ƒvhar Ôe{Ae b\o¦ (p`) ;Aa' ƒvhar Ke ne..¦ (p`) ƒvhar krIne tenI ktaRbuiâ te im+yaTv Ke. Ae dya, dan Ane v/tnaH piràmnaH ;ktaR =vuH' Ae p` im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Ane Ae im+yaTv te j sHsar Ke. bhar=I nG™ Ane TyagI =yo p` AHdrmaH ragnI‐pu~ynI iÊya, ƒvharnI iÊya, tpnI‐_pvasnI iÊya ;Ae \mR Ke' AevuH manvavazo, im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

xuâ ny=I dx Ýa` Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTvno AHtrmaH‐AHdr Aa„amaH Awav Ke. A=aRtŸ sHsarIAone AHtraTmamaH xuâ ny=I (Ae 5èno) Awav Ke. pyaRymaH wle ho. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? xuâ ny=I sHsarIAone‐ ;xuâ ny' =I Aek vat, Ane isâone to ;svR=a' j vtRmanmaH dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv, wƒTv Ane AwƒTvno Awav A=aRtŸ isâone to pyaRymaH p` (Ae) 5èyno Awav Ke. Ane sHsarI ÝaÌne ãƒmaH‐i5kazImaH Ae (5èno) Awav Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ Aavo _pdex¦¦ idgHbr sHtoAe to jgtne jgaDyuH Ke. . Ôg re na=¦ Ôg. 5` lokno na= prma„a Ýwu tuH Ko¦ ragnI iÊya Ane inim¿nI iÊyamaH tuH sU{ gyo Ke (TyaH) tara Ýa`no nax =ay Ke. pyaRymaH nax =ay Ke.. hÇ¦ ãƒno to nax Éyare y =to n=I. Aa pyaRymaH Fa vage Ke. Ýwu¦ jem Kra vage Aem ragnI‐dya‐dan‐v/t‐wiÉtnI‐iÊya marI Ke (AevI maNyta=I) Ýwu¦ tarI pyaRymaH Kra vage Ke, Fa vage Ke.

sHsarI ÝaÌAone xuâ ny=I dx Ýa` n=I Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTv Aaid p` n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? wa{¦ smjvanI cIj ;Aa' Ke¦ wa{‐bapa¦ bakI to heran ={ gyo. paHc‐K kroD ($ipya hoy to) AemaH (Aa„amaH) xuH AaƒuH? Are¦ Ae Aem manxe ke ;Ame xe@ KIAe' , (p`) ;xe@ khevay' AemaH he@ étrI jxe.

Ýwu to khe Ke ke: Aa„a to AHdr dx Ýa` riht (Ke). xuâ nynI ¹iÚ=I A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRnnI ¹iÚna ivØy=I, Ae dx Ýa`‐paHc [iNãyo‐waveiNãyo, mn,





vcn, kaya, (¬as, Aayu*y) ‐ jemaH n=I, Aevo AkaiykxrIr wgvan AaTma (Ke)¦ sHsarI ÝaÌAone p` AHtrmaH, AHtrnI ¹iÚna ivØymaH Ae (dx Ýa`) n=I. Ane isâone to (Ae) vtRman pyaRymaH p` n=I.

‐xuH kæuH? Ae smÔ uH? (ke:) sHsarI ÝaÌne AHdrmaH, AHtr ãƒSv$p je wgvan pUàRnHdno na= (iv>man Ke), je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke, AemaH Ae dx Ýa`‐paHc [iNãyo, mn, vcn, kaya, ¬as Ane Aayu*y‐Ke j nhÄ. Ane wVyTv‐AwVyTv p` AHdrmaH n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦

Aek jàAe Ae ÝÆ kyÈ hto (ke:) ;jEnisâaHtÝveixka' maH to ;wƒTv' ne gu` kæo Ke, to (xuH) gu`no nax =ay Ke? bapu¦ Ae ;gu`' no A=R: ;pyaRynI yoGyta' Ke. Ae wƒÒvnI yoGyta Ke, AwƒnI yoGyta n=I. p` ãƒSvwav to bNnena srqa Ke. —isâsman sda pd mero˜‐Aave Ke...¦ —cetn$p AnUp AmUrit, isâsman sda pd mero¦ moh mhatm Aatm AHg, ikyaE prsHg mha tm FeraE. Gyankla _pÒ Ab moih, khaE gun na!k Aagm keraE.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ taiÀvk sa\n krIne xrIrriht ={ Ôy Ke.

Ae AhÄ khe Ke: Axuâ pairàimk sH&avaza wavne ;Axuâ' kem kæo? ke: sHsarI Òvne ãƒ¹iÚmaH‐ãƒmaH Ae (;Axuâ pairàimk' sH&avaza wav) Ke j nhÄ, ma!e (Aene) ;Axuâ' kæo. Ane isâone to vtRman pyaRymaH p` n=I, ma!e Aene ;Axuâ' kæo. ;Axuâ pairàimk' kem kæo? ‐ dx Ýa`, wƒTv‐AwƒTväy p` ;Axuâ' pairàimk (wav) Ke. sHsarI ÒvnI ¹iÚ (Ôe) AHdr (Svwavne) j¡Ae, to vStumaH Ae wƒ‐Awƒ Ane dx Ýa` Ke j nhÄ. Ae to pyaRymaH Ke¸ AHdr (vStu) maH Ke j nhÄ. Ane isâ maH to pyaRymaH (p`) n=I. ãƒmaH to b\ayne n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ AwvIÒv ho ke wvI.. p` Aena ãƒmaH to Ae dx Ýa`, wƒTv Ane AwƒTvpùH Ke j nhÄ. wƒpùH p` isâmaH to n=I, Aem khe Ke. (isânI) pyaRymaH p` wƒpùH n=I. kemke: moÙe jvanI laykat, to Ýg! ={ g{. hve ;wƒTv' ÉyaH ræuH? smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ idgHbr sHto wavilHgI‐AHtrmaH AnuwvIAo, jene AtIiNãy AanHd éKze Ke, AenuH Aa lqa` Ke¦ jgtne besvuH bhuH k@`.

—ÒvTvno Ane wƒTv‐AwƒTväyno Awav hova=I˜‐kone? (ke:) sHsarI ÝaÌAone ;xuâ ny' =I ;ãƒ' maH n=I¸ Ane isâone ;ãƒ' maH to nhÄ p` ;pyaRy' maH p` n=I. ;svR=a' xBd lI\o Ke ne..? sHsarIAone ãƒmaH n=I Ane isâone pyaRy Ane ãƒ bHnemaH n=I. Aaha.. ha¦





;sMyGdxRn' no ivØy btavva ma!e ;Aa' vat cale Ke. Ý=m‐sMyGdxRn xuH cIj Ke? Ae AnHt kazmaH Éyare y saHwzI n=I. Ýg! krI n=I. Ane sMyGdxRn hoy to kevI dxa =ay Ke? AenI Ý$pà‐_pdex kevo hoy Ke? (qb2 n=I). sMyG¹iÚna _pdexmaH Aevo _pdex Éyare y n Aave ke ‐ v/t ne tpSya krtaH, xuw wav krtaH krtaH kLya` ={ Ôy¦ Aevo _pdex Aave nhÄ. Ane (Ôe) Aevo _pdex Aave to te sMyG¹iÚ n=I. te to im+ya¹iÚ Ke. kemke: Axuâ Ýa` je ragaid Ke, Aena=I AHtrmaH xuâ Svwavno law =xe¸ je wav AHtrmaH n=I, Ae wav=I AHtrno law =xe¸‐ (te) w/m Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

;AilHgg/h`' na ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐172 maH 20 bol Ke ne..? ;AilHgg/h`' ‐K AÙr, p` 20 bol Ke¦ AemaH phelo bol Aevo lI\o Ke ke: [iNãyno ivØy Aa„ano n=I. [iNãy=I Ô`vamaH Aave Ae Aa„a n=I. [iNãynuH ÝTyÙpùH Ae Aa„a n=I. Ane bIÔ äara, Anuman äara jày Aevo y Ae n=I. Ane Ae Aa„a pote Anuman kre ne jày, Aem p` n=I. Tyare Kõa bolmaH Aem lI\uH ke: potana Svwav=I Ô`vamaH Aavvavazo ÝTyÙ &ata Ke.

b\aH VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. VyaQyan bhar pDxe. AemaH Aa b\uH Aavxe: 47 ny, 47 xi›, 6 AVy›‐49mI ga=a, AilHgg/h`na 20 bol, ]ImdŸna (10 bol‐) Aek ãƒ bIÔ ãƒmaH n=I, Ae vgere Ke. Ae b\aH ƒaQyan car masnaH Ke¸ Ae Aavxe.

AhÄ khe Ke: ;wVyTv' p` ãƒSvwavmaH n=I. gjb vat Ke¦¦ Aek kor ;wƒTv' ne ;jEnisâaHtÝveixka' maH gu` khe. Aeno to ÝÆ é@–o (ke) gu` Ke, to isâmaH (te) n=I, to ;wƒTv' gu` kevI rIte ræo? p` bapu¦ Ae ;gu`' n=I. wa{¦ Ae ;pyaRynI yoGyta' Ke. wƒmaH pyaRynI yoGyta Ke. AwƒmaH (tevI) pyaRynI yoGyta n=I. ãƒ to Aem j Ke. (A=aRtŸ) ãƒmaH to wƒ Ane Awƒ pyaRynI yoGyta AHdrmaH n=I, AevI cIj Ke¦ ;jEnisâaHt Ýveixka' maH ;wƒTv' ne ;gu`' kæo Ke, Ae gu`no A=R TyaH ;pyaRy' levo. wƒTv Aek pyaRy Ke. Ae pyaRyno to isâmaH nax ={ Ôy Ke. isâmaH wƒTv n=I. wƒpùH isâmaH n=I. jene moÙ =va layk ;wƒpùH' Ke, Ae to moÙe gya¸ to Ae wVyTvpùH É–aH ræuH? moÙ =va layk Ke to mu› ={ gya, (to pKI) ;moÙ =va layk Ke' Aevu H wƒpùH (ÉyaH) ræuH?

ij&asa: Ae Éya gu nI pyaRy Ke?

sma\an: Aâr=I pyaRy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aek @ekaè to caLyuH Ke: kmRmaH





ßyare ivkar =ay Ke‐kmRnI pyaRy¸ kya gu`nI pyaRy ivkar ($p) ={ Ke? Aem khe Ke ke: pyaRyno Svwav Ke. Ae gu` n=I. Aevo pa@ ;icdŸivlas' maH Ke. (]ota:) kevo pa@ Ke? (_¿r:) Ae Aem ke: kmRnI pyaRy Éya gu`nI pyaRy Ke¸ gu` Ke ke nhÄ ko{? kmRnI pyaRy Ke, (to) prmaù Ke AemaH (Aevo) gu` Ke? ke: gu` n=I. kmRnI pyaRy Aâr=I =ay Ke. be bol Ke. Aa„anI pyaRymaH (je) ivkar =ay Ke, to ivkarno ko{ gu` Ke AHdr? ke: na. pyaRymaH ivkar to, gu` ivna, Aâr=I =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ivkar ($p) pyaRy Éya gu`nI? ke: gu` to b\a inmRz Ke. AenI pyaRymaH (ivkar) ÉyaH=I Aave?

ij&asa: ATyar su\I to (Aap]I=I) be pyaRy nvI nIkzI‐ ;ÊmbâpyaRy' Ane ;kar`xuâpyaRy' , p` (hve) Aa ;AârpyaRy' nvI nIkzI?

sma\an: kar` xuâ pyaRy' Ae to i5kazI Ke. Ke nvI, bapu¦ kar` xuâ pyaRy (ivØe) be hÔrnI salmaH FÌ SpÚta krI htI. JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu? jem xuâ cEtNy \/uv inTy Ke AenI pyaRymaH p` ;kar` pyaRy' \/uv‐_Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI kar` pyaRy‐i5kaz Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ saHwZyuH y n=I Éyarey‐kar` pyaRy Ane ÊmbâpyaRy. Ae nvI vat Ke. 3p vØR phelaH kar` pyaRyne SpÚ krI Ke. Ae b\I vat ;inymsar' nI 1p mI ga=amaH Ke. j¡Ao¦ ke‐ Aa Aa„a je Ke, Ae ivkarriht Ke, kmRriht Ke p` Ae \/uv Ke. Ane \/uvnI pyaRymaH p` Aek kar` pyaRy \/uv Ke. _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI Ae kar` pyaRy \/uv Ke, ;inymsar' xaÏmaH Ke. AevuH bIje n=I. Aa to vItragnI vaÌ Ke, wa{¦ ;kar` xuâ pyaRy' Ae i5kazI (Aa„a) nhÄ. i5kazI qrI, p` pyaRymaH i5kazI. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

ij&asa: pyaRy, Ae i5kazI kem?

sma\an: i5kazI pyaRy \/uv. jem smuã Ke‐nkxo bnavayo hto. TyaH (Sva|yaymHidr, song#maH) Ke hÒ. bhar paDvo hto be pHiDtone pUKyuH htuH... p` (temne) kaH{ qbr nhÄ, (pHiDtoAe) kæuH ke: kar` pyaRy to Aa„anI vat Ke. Aa„ano i5kazI Svwav Ke.' bapu¦ AhÄ Ae vat n=I. ;Aa to pyaRy Ke.' to temè Aem kæuH ke: ;pairàimkwavnI pyaRy Ke, xuâ pairàimk wavnI pyaRy Ke.' Ae (kar` pyaRynI) vat ÉyaH=I lI\I, Aeno p¿o (pHiDtone) laGyo nhÄ. ßyare (;inymsar' _prnaH Ývcno) ga=a 1 =I 19 KpaàH Tyare temaH Ae nkxo Kpavano hto¸ (prHtu) KoDI dI\uH b\uH. bharmaH (ßyaH) Aa pHiDto nhÄ smje to bIÔH sa\ar` ma`s smjxe nhÄ. Aa„a je Ke, Ae i5kazI \/uv Ke to AenI pyaRy p` i5kazI \/uv Ke. kemke, \maRiSt‐A\maRiSt‐Aakax‐kaz je Ke AenaH ãƒ





p` pairàimk, gu p` pairàimk Ane pyaRy p` pairàimk wave i5kaz, Aek srqI Ke. (to) AaTmamaH AeksrqI AevI pyaRy É–aH AavI? ragaid =ya. AemaH v\F! =ay Ke Ane rag Anaid saHt rhe Ke. pKI rag said AnHt n=I rheto¸ to pyaRy Aek$p n rhI. (\maRiSt Aaid) car ãƒmaH to Aek$p pairàimkwavnI (pyaRy) i5kazI Ke to Aa (Òv) ãƒmaH (p`) i5kazI Aek$p (pyaRy) hovI Ôe{Ae ke nhÄ? smÔy Ke kaH{? Ae b\I dlIl AapI Ke. ;inymsar' 1 =I 19 ga=ana ÝvcnnuH Aek puStk Ke, AemaH b\uH lI\uH Ke.

Aek to ;Êmbâ' nI (vat smjvI) muXkel pDI. Aek pKI Aek, Ae j =va vazI =xe, Ae Êmbâ. ‐Ae vat n bese... prseva étre¦ Aa vzI ;kar`pyaRy' pKI bhar AavI. ;inymsar' maH Ke: ;kar`pyaRy \/uv Ke.' jem \maRiSt‐A\maRiStnI pyaRy AeksrqI AnaidAnHt (Ke). p` Aa„amaH to Aa ragaid Ke Ane rag F!I Ôy Ke, moÙmagR =ay Ke Ane moÙ =ay Ke, to pyaRy AeksrqI n rhI. (te=I Aa„amaH p`) AevI AeksrqI (pyaRy) hovI Ôe{Ae. to \/uvnI sa=e AeksrqI pyaRy‐_Tpad‐ƒy ivnanI‐ (Ke), Ae ;kar` pyaRy' \/uv‐Anaid AnHt khevamaH Aave Ke. sU"m ivØy Ke, wa{¦ jrI.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: ;wƒ Ane Awƒp uH' ‐ Ae to, AHdrmaH je Òvp uH ‐vStupùH‐ãƒp uH Ke AemaH to xuâ nyna ivØy=I, Ke j nhÄ. Ane isâone to vtRman (pyaRy) maH p` n=I. ma!e Aene ;Axuâ pairàimk' khevamaH Aave Ke.

ivxeØ khexe...

(Ývcn: 2-8-79)

;smysar' 320‐ga=a. AenI jysen AacayRnI !Ika Ke. AhÄ (su\I) AaVyuH Ke. Aa AaTmana Sv$pmaH xuâ ÒvTvxiÉt Ke, Ae ãƒai=Rknyno ivØy Ke, Ae sTy (wUta=R) Ke. Ae xuâ pairàimk wav Ke, inravr` Ke. (Aene) ;xuâ pairàimk' sH&avazuH Ô`vuH. Ae to bH\‐moÙpyaRy=I riht Ke.

prHtu (je) dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv‐paHc [iNãyo, mn, vcn, kaya, ¬as Ane Aayu*y Ke, Ae Ke nhÄ, Aem n=I¸ Ae Vyvhar=I Ke. (Aene) ;Axuâ pairàimk' kæuH. dx pa`$p ÒvTv, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv (Ae) pyaRyai=Rk nyai]t hova=I A=aRtŸ 5èy pyaRyai]t Ke. Aeno A=R Vyvharai]t Ke. p` Ae Vyvharno ivØy n=I. jU@o Ke‐Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? pyaRy Ke. Axuâ wav‐Axuâ pairàimk wav Ke. wƒTvnI laykat Ke. AwƒTvnI laykat Ke. Ke Ae Axuâ pairàimk





wav, KtaH Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. ;svR Vyvharno ivØy n=I' Aem n=I. Ae to ;FIno FDo' khevo, Ae AsdŸwUtVyvhar. p` Ae FDo pyaRy Ke, Ae ma!InI pyaRy Ke, Ae Vyvhar Ke Ae pyaRynyo ivØy Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Aaha.. ha AavI vat (bIje) É–aH, Ýwu?

khe Ke ke: je dx Ýa` Ke, Ae Axuâ pairàimk wav A=aRtŸ ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. Axuâ pairàimk kho ke ƒvhar kho. AhÄyaH Axuâinüy kho ke ƒvhar kho. ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. jem ;FIno FDo' Ae ƒvhar jU@o Ke p` Aa Vyvhar jU@o n=I. ;Aa' Vyvhar Ke¦ te dx Ýa`$p ÒvTv‐wƒTv‐AwƒTv (Ae) pyaRy nyai]t Ke. pyaRyny kho ke ƒvharny kho. ;ãƒ' Ke Ae inüynyno ivØy Ke. ;pyaRy' ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. ko{ p` pyaRy‐phelaH (je) car pyaRyo _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk pyaRy lI\I, (Ae) carey pyaRyo (p`) ‐ Ae b\o ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke p` ƒvharnyno ivØy AHdr (ãƒ) maH Ke j nhÄ (‐Aem n=I) jem ;FIno FDo' Ae to Ke j nhÄ¸ Aem Aa dx Ýa` ne wVy Ane AwVynI laykat pyaRymaH Ke j nhÄ, Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

to ;Axuâ' kem kæuH? (ke:) sHsarIAone xuâ ny=I, A=aRtŸ i5kazInI ¹iÚ=I, (Ae) dx Ýa` Aaid n=I. Ae ƒvhar ny=I Ke, pyaRy ny=I Ke. p` ;i5kazI' xuâ nyno ivØy hova=I ;Axuâ pairàimk wav' sH&avaza Ae (wav) sHsarIne ;xuâ ny' =I, Ane isâone to ;svR=a' (n=I). ‐ xuH khe Ke? sHsarIAone ;xuâ ny' =I wƒTv Ane AwƒTv (n=I)¸ pyaRymaH Ke, A=aRtŸ wVyTv Ane AwVyTv Ae ma5 pyaRymaH Ke. (prHtu) xuâ nyno ivØy ÔetaH, sHsarI ÒvmaH p` dx Ýa`, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Ae je ;Axuâ pairàimk wav' je ƒvharnyno ivØy (Ke). te i5kazImaH n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ sHsarIAone (Ae 5 ey) xuâ ny=I n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ sHsarI Òv wƒ‐Awƒ Ke Ane (Aene) dx Ýa` Ke... ;Ke' Ae ApeÙaAe pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. (Ae) ivØy jU@o Ke, Aem n=I¦ jem ;FIno FDo' jU@o Ke tem Aa ;pyaRynyno ivØy' jU@o Ke‐Aem n=I¦ nyna Anek Ýkar Ke, wa{¦ AsdŸwUtVyvharnyna ivØynI vat htI. Aa to AHtrnI pyaRyny Ke‐AenI vat AhÄyaH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

ko{no ÝÆ Ke. Aek p5 AaVyo Ke qangI. to Aeno qulaso smÒ lo¦ (ÝÆ:) Aem ke: ƒvharnyne to svR=a jU@o kæo ne? (_¿r:) k{ ApeÙaAe (jU@o) kæo.. wa{¦ FatIkmR potanI (Aa„anI) pyaRyne Fate Ke, Ae AsdŸwUtVyvhar (‐k=n) Ke. p` potanI pyaRyno Fat potana=I =ay Ke, Ae pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. kar` ke: (_dy‐_pxmaid je) car pyaRy lI\I,





te Vyvharnyno ivØy (Ke). Ùaiykwav (p`) Vyvharnyno ivØy (Ke). to ;Vyvharnyno ivØy n=I' Aem n=I. ;FIno FDo' jem jU@o Ke, tem ;Ùaiykwav' ‐ Vyvharnyno ivØy ;jU@o' Ke, Aem n=I.

Aek (mumuÙu) no p5 AaVyo Ke. nam‐@am n=I lQyuH. ;Aek xo\k' Aem krIne qangI p5 AaVyo Ke. Ke Ae AHdr (swamaH) be@a Ke. ke‐Vyvhar jU@o.... jU@o krIne xuH Aa b\uH AekaHt ={ gyuH bhu...¦ ‐wa{¦ ƒvhar to Ae (;FIno FDo') Aa jU@o (Ke)¸ p` ;pyaRy' Ae jU@o Vyvhar n=I. smÔùH kaH{? ;Vyvhar jU@o Ke' to Ae É–o Vyvhar jU@o Ke? ke: ;potanI (AaTmanI) pyaRyne FatIkmR Fate Ke,' Ae Vyvhar jU@o Ke. p` ;potanI pyaRymaH Fat =ay Ke' Ae jU@o n=I‐Ae Ke¦

ij&asa: ke!lak ƒvhar saca Ke Ane ke!lak ƒvhar jU@a Ke?

sma\an: b\o ƒvhar Ke. sdŸwUtVyvhar Ke AneAsdŸwUtVyvhar Ke. ;A|yaTmny' maH AaTmamaH je rag Aave Ke, te Ô`vamaH Aave‐Aene AsdŸwUt _pcarVyvharny khe Ke. Ane Ae rag vqte je sU"m (‐AbuiâpUvRkno) rag QyalmaH n=I Aavto, (kemke) _pyog S=Uz Ke, smiktIno p` _pyog S=Uz Ke (te=I tevo) rag QyalmaH n=I Aavto, Ae rag AsdŸwUt Anupcar Ke. p` (Ae Vyvhar) Ke¦ Aa AsdŸwUt Vyvharnyna be‐be wed Ke. Aa to hÒ A|ya„na (nynI vat Ke).. hÇ¦ Aagmna ny to vzI Fà (wed‐Ýwedvaza) Ke. Aagmna ny to prne p` ƒvhar khe Ke. Aa (potanI pyaRy) to A|ya„na ny (Ke).

Ae AhÄyaH khe Ke: Ae ;Axuâ pairàimk' kem? ke: sHsarIAone dx Ýa` Ke, wƒTvnI pyaRy Ke, AwƒTvnI pyaRy Ke Ae ;Vyvharny' =I Ke. Axuâ pairàimk kho ke ƒvharny kho... p` ;Ke' pyaRyny=I¦ (te) pyaRynyai]t hova=I Axuâ pairàimk wav sH&avaza Ke. ;Axuâ pairàimkwav' Ke¦ Aeno ivØy Ke¦ jem ;FIna FDa' no ivØy n=I, jU@o Ke tem ;Aa jU@o Ke' Aem n=I. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ —isâone to svR=a j˜ (Axuâ pairàimk wav n=I). A=aRtŸ isâone to (Ae) ãƒmaH p` n=I Ane pyaRymaH p` n=I. (prHtu) sHsarI ÝaÌAone wƒTvnI yoGyta Ane AwƒTvnI yoGyta Ke. Ae pyaRynyno ;ivØy' Ke isâone ;Ae' n=I. Ane sHsarIAone ;xuânye' n=I. Ar.. r¦ Aa!luH b\uH (smjvuH) hve¦ ÒvTv, wƒTv Ane AwƒTv‐Ae 5è pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. p` Ke¦ Ae jem ;FIno FDo' jU@o Ke tem ;Aa' jU@o n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?





kagz AaVyo Ke qangImaH. (Aek ivâannuH) saHwzIne ko{ne AekaHt laGyuH Ke Ae!le Aek mo!o ÝÆ Aaƒo Ke. Aem ke: Aa (ivâan) b\o ƒvhar jU@o jU@o.. jU@o j kyaR kre Ke. ' p` ;b\o ƒvhar jU@o hoy to Ùaiykwav p` jU@o =ay¦ ' ‐ (te) ƒvharnyno ivØy... Ke¦

Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke. Aa in`Ry krvanI nvrax vai`yane n mze¦ Aa loko saHwzva AaƒaH Ke. dex mUkIne, Svdex mUkIne, FrnI sgvDta mUkIne ATyare hÔro ma`so bhar=I Aaƒa Ke. Aena FrmaH (jevI) sgvDta Ke AevI sgvDtaH AhÄ to n=I¸ top` bhar=I AaVyaH Ke. (]ota:) Ae (AapnuH mHgzkarI Ývcn) saE=I mo!I sgvDta Ke. (_¿r:) Aa sgvDta Ke¦ vat to AevI Ke, wgvan¦ sacI vat Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao to qra¦ dx wavÝa`‐paHc [iNãyo, mn, vcn, kaya, ¬as Ane Aayu*y Ae dx Ýa`‐Ane wVyTv‐AwVyTv (Ae) 5è ;pyaRyny' no ivØy Ke.

—te 5`maH, wƒTvlÙ` pairàimkne to y=asHwv sMykŸTvaid Òvgu onuH (Ae!le pyaRyonuH) Fatk ;dexFatI' Ane svRFatI' AevaH namvazuH mohaidk kmR samaNy pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke Ke.˜ Ae tdŸn AsdŸwUt VyvharnynI pyaRy Ke. Ae dexFait Ane svRFait Aa„ane #aHke Ke ‐ Ae AsdŸwut pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. jem ;FIno FDo' Ke, tem Aa ivØy Ke. p` (je) AHdrmaH Fat =ay Ke‐Ae pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. Ae potana=I wavFat =ay Ke.

;Ývcnsah' 16 mI ga=amaH Ke: ;ãƒFatI Fat kre' Ae to AsdŸwUtVyvhar k=n Ke. Aek ãƒ ANy ãƒno Fat kre, Ae vat inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!e AsdŸwUtVyvharny=I khI Ke. p` Aeno A=R Aevo n=I ke ;pyaRymaH Fat hoto j n=I' Ae Fat =ay Ke¦ ;wavFatI' potana=I Ke¦ wavFatI potana=I Fat (=ay) Ke Ae p` pyaRynyno ivØy Ane Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke p` Ae sdŸwUtVyvharnyno ivØy Ke. sdŸwUt‐pyaRymaH Ke. ma!ImaH FDanI pyaRy Ke.. bs¦ Ae pyaRy Ke ne... ;FDo.' ;pyaRy' Ae ƒvhar Ke. ;FDo kuHware kyÈ' Ae AsdŸwUtVyvhar Ke. p` ;ma!ImaH FDanI pyaRy ={' Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharnyno ivØy Ke¦ Ae ƒvhar jU@o Ke, Aem n=I. ƒvhar trIke ;pyaRyny' no ivØy Ke¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke : —te 5`maH wƒTvlÙ` pairàimkne to y=asHwv sMykŸTvaid Òvgu onuH (A=aRtŸ smikt‐cair5 Aaid gu onuH, gu Ae!le pyaRynuH) Fatk ;dexFatI' Ane ;svRFatI' AevaH namvazuH mohaidk kmRsamaNy pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke





Ke.˜ ‐Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharnye ;pyaRy' ne #aHke Ke, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. ;prãƒ potanI (Aa„anI) pyaRyne Fate' AevI vat n=I. p` ;prãƒ Fate Ke' Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharnyna ivØy=I khevamaH AaVyuH. p` Ae smye (je) potanI pyaRymaH ;wavFat' =yo Ke Ae p` Vyvharny Ane pyaRynyno ivØy (Ke)¸ p` Ae ;sTy' Ke¦ jem ;FatIkmR=I Fat' Ae AsdŸwUt Ke Aem ;potano Fat =yo' Ae AsdŸwUt n=I. (A=aRtŸ) ;potana=I je Fat =yo' Ae AsdŸwUt n=I¦

sdŸwUtnyna be Ýkar Ke: Aek to potanuH &an ragne Ô e, Ae sdŸwUt_pcarny Ke. Ôè Ke potanI pyaRy, p` ragne Ôè Ae sdŸwUt_pcar Vyvharny Ke. Ane Ae &anna pyaRy, &an Ae AaTma Ke‐Ae pyaRy &annI te AaTma Ke Ae sdŸwUtAnupcarny Ke.

ij&asa: ;ragne Ôè' Ae _pcar¦

sma\an: Ae _pcar. Ane Aa Anupcar. p` ;Ae' Ke¦ (]ota:) potanI pyaRyne Ô e Ke? (_¿r:) pyaRyne Ô e. p` ;ragne Ô e' (Aem) khevuH, Ae sdŸwUt _pcar Ke. Ane ;&an Ke Ae AaTma Ke' Aevo wed =yo, te sdŸwUt (Anupcar) Ke. pyaRy to Ke ne.. &an Ke ne.. (Ae) sdŸwUt Ke ke nhÄ? (Ae) AsdŸwUt n=I¦ jem ;FatIkmR Fat kre Ke' Ae AsdŸwUt Ke. jem ;ma!Ino FDo, kuHwar=I =yo' Ae AsdŸwUt Ke. p` ;ma!ImaH (FDanI) pyaRy ={ Ke' Ae sdŸwUt (A=aRtŸ) Ae sdŸwUt Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae (sMykŸTvaid pyaRy) #Hkay Ke, Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharny (Ke). p` potanI pyaRymaH ;wavFat' =yo (Ae!le ke) &an‐dxRn‐AanHdnI pyaRy hIÌ ={, Ae p` Vyvhar Ke, pyaRyno ivØy Ke p` Ae qreqr to sdŸwUtVyvharny (Ke). Ae!luH bs...¦ p` ;Ae' Ke¦ potanI pyaRymaH, potana=I Fat =ay Ke. AevuH Ke¦ potanI pyaRymaH (pota=I) potanI Fat =ay Ke. Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. p` (te) ;ivØy Ke j nhÄ' Aem n=I. AhÄ (je kæuH ke:) mohaid kmR samaNy pyaRyne #aHke Ke, (Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharnynuH k=n Ke). Aho... ho¦

;tÀva=R rajvaitRk' nI‐ ;tÀva=RsU5' nI ApeÙaAe pH. !oDrmlÒAe ;tÀva=R (]âan) ne sMyGdxRn kæuH' Ae to TyaH je sMyGdxRn kæuH te &anÝa\aNy=I (kæuH) Ke. tÀva=RmaH sat lI\aH ne...? ;Aekla Aa„anI ]âa' Ae ãƒ‐Ý\an k=n (Ke), A|ya„¹iÚAe k=n (Ke). —tÀva=R ]âanH sMyGdxRnmŸ Ae vzI &an‐Ý\an=I k=n Ke.

bIÒ vat: je pyaRy =ay Ke Ae p` Aa„amaH sHyog=I ={, AevuH khevamaH Aave Ke. pyaRyno sHyog =yo. (]ota:) sHyog‐ivyog? (_¿r:) pyaRy ƒy





=ay Ke, (Ae) ivyog. AemaH ne AemaH to te Ke. ;pHcaiStkay' maH Ke ke: Aa je ãƒ Ke AemaH pyaRy inmRz _TpNn =ay Ke, Ae p` sHyog Ke. vStumaH n=I. pyaRy (_Tpad =ay), Aa sHyog =yo Ane pyaRy ƒy =ay Ke, Ae ivyog =yo. A=aRtŸ sHyog‐ivyog, ;pyaRy' maH Ke Ae pyaRymaH Ke, Ae y=a=R Ke¦ p` prno sHyog ivyog Ae y=a=R n=I¸ Vyvhar=I p` y=a=R n=I. Aevo (prno sHyog‐ivyog) AsdŸwUtVyvhar=I khyuH ne...? ‐Ae AsdŸwUtno A=R j ;jU@o' Ke, Ae jU@uH Ke¦ p` Aa (sHyog‐ivyog je pyaRymaH Ke te) jU@uH n=I¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ ;inymsar' maH pyaRyne prãƒ kæuH, prwav kæo. inmRzpyaRyne (p`) prãƒ Ane prwav Ane hey kæo. (KtaH) Ae pyaRy Ke qrI. pyaRynyno ivØy, ƒvharnyno ivØy ;stŸ' Ke¦ sdŸwUtVyvharnyno ivØy Ke¦ jem ;ma!Ino FDo kuHmare kyÈ' Aem nhÄ. (kemke,) Ae to Aem Ke j nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ Ýwu¦ ke!lIy var to Aem khe Ke (ke) Are Ýwu¦ AapnI ny [NãÔz Ke. [NãÔznI jem ny (Ke)¦ ko{ vqte kaH{ kho.. ko{ vqt k{ ApeÙa=I..¦ ;kzx' maH (nyne) ;[NãÔz' khI Ke. p` (ßyaH) je ApeÙaAe je kæuH te y=a=R Ke¦

ij&asa: xuH [NãÔz jevI Aa vat Ke?

sma\an: lage.. A&anIne lage, Aem khe Ke. bakI Ke to y=a=R. [NãÔz jevuH lage. FDIkmaH Aem khe ke, Aek ãƒ bIÔ ãƒnuH kaH{ kre nhÄ. AhÄ kæuH ke, FatIkmR (Aa„anI) pyaRyne Fate. to AemAaƒuH ke, prãƒe prãƒnuH kyuÅ. (p`) Ae (k=n) AsdŸwUtVyvharnuH Ke. p` potanI pyaRymaH potana=I je Fat =yo Ae ;wavFatI' potana=I Ke Ae sTy Ke. Fat =yo j n=I, (Aem n=I). Fat potana=I =yo, Ae y=a=R Ke Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ k{ ApeÙaAe É–aH xuH kæuH.. kya nynI vat Ke? ‐ Ae smje nhÄ, Ane AekaHt ta e to te p` jU@o Ke. bakI to ;ãƒ' Ke, Ae inüy Ke Ane ;pyaRy' ma5‐kevz&an, Ùaiykwav‐pyaRy p`‐ƒvhar Ke. p` Ae ;ƒvhar' ivØy Ke¦ Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharnI jem (n=I). smÔ uH kaH{? ((]ota:) F uH saruH SpÚIkr` kyuÅ.) p5 AaVyo Ke qangI. Aem ke: Vyvhar ndŸn jU@o (khevo) AekaHt Ke, Amne vat besI n=I˜‐ xuH Ke? wa{¦ ;ƒvhar jU@o Ke' Ae to ;prnuH pr=I =vuH' Ae jU@o ny Ke. (A=aRtŸ) ;FDo kuHwar=I =yo' Ae jU@uH Ke. p` ;FDo ma!I=I =yo' Ae jU@u n=I. pyaRy to Ke. Vyvhar to Ke. pyaRy ma5ne Vyvhnar khe Ke. ‐' pHca|yayI'. pyaRy ma5‐Ùiyk wav, Are¦ isâpyaRy p`‐ ƒvhar Ke. ãƒmaH be wag paDva‐Aek sHsarI pyaRy





Ane Aek moÙpyaRy, Aem be wed ={ gya‐Ae Vyvhar ={ gyo. pHca|yayImaH Ke. ;pHca|yayI' nI xElI jrI sU"m Ke Ae!le FùH bhar n Aave.

AhÄ to Aa pyaRynyno ivØy Ke, Aem khyuH. Ane Axuâ pairàimkne p` pyaRynyno ivØy kæo. ma=e AaƒuH ne..¦ —pyaRyai=Rknyai]t hova=I' Axuâ pairàimkwav' sH&avaza Ke . wƒTv Ane AwƒTv p` pyaRyno ivØy Ke. wƒTv Ane AwƒTv ;pyaRy' Ke qrI. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aam kho to ;wƒTv' ne to ;jEnisâaHtÝveixka' maH ;gu ' kæo Ke. (Ôe) ;gu ' hoy to teno Éyarey nax =to n=I (p`) isâmaH ;wƒTv' rhetuH n=I. Ae to pyaRynynI ApeÙaAe wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Ke. AHdr i5kazI gu wƒTvno Ke‐Aem n=I. Ae pyaRynI ApeÙaAe kæuH. wƒTv Ane AwƒTv‐Axuâ pairàimk ‐pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe wa{¦ Aaha.. ha¦ bhuH JI uH, bapu¦ AavuH Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: ;FatIkmeR Aa„anI pyaRyno Fat É–oR' Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharny=I. (jem) ;kuHware FDo kyÈ' Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharny=I (Ke tem.) p` ;ma!I=I FDo =yo' Ae sdŸwUtVyvharny Ke. Aem ;AaTma=I potanI pyaRymaH Fat =yo' Ae y=a=R Ke¸ Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy y=a=R Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aavo magR vItragno A!p!o magR¦

ij&asa: Aaje Aape ;ƒvhar' ne sTya=R btaƒo¦

sma\an: Ke ke nhÄ? ;Axuâ pairàimkwav' Ke ke nhÄ? Ane pyaRynyno ivØy' Ke ke nhÄ? AHdr (pa@) maH lQyuH Ke ke nhÄ? wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Axuâ pairàimk‐ Ae pyaRynyno ivØy AaƒuH ne? to ;pyaRyny' no ivØy wƒTv AneAwƒTv Ke ke nhÄ? jem ;FIno FDo' tem ;Aa' n=I. Aem ;FatI kmeR Fat kyÈ' Aem nhÄ. wƒTv Ane AwƒTv Ae pota=I ;pyaRyny' =I Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ ;ãƒmaH n=I' Ae bIÒ vat Ke. ãƒmaH Ae dx Ýa` n=I. wƒTv‐AwƒTv‐pyaRynyno ivØy‐Ae (p`) ãƒmaH n=I. Ane te=I 11 mI ga=a ;smysar' maH ƒvharne ;AwUta=R' kæo. p` ƒvhar Ae AsTy Ke, Aem n=I. (Aene) gaE krIne AsTya=R kæo. nhÄtr to pyaRy ma5 jU@I ={ Ôy. A=aRtŸ Ùaiykwav‐isâpyaRy Ae jU@I ={ Ôy, Ae AsTy ={ Ôy. AhÄ (11mI ga=amaH) to pyaRyne (je) AsTy khI te to TyaH=I (pyaRy=I) ¹iÚ h@avva ma!e (tene) gaE krIne (pyaRyma5ne AsTya=R khI). Ane TyaH (xuânyna ivØywUt pda=RnI) ¹iÚ kravva, muQy te inüy, Ane tene sTya=R kæo. p` ;pyaRy svR=a AsTya=R Ke, b\I pyaRyo j n=I' (AevI maNyta) to vedaHt ={ Ôy Ke. (A=aRtŸ)





pyaRy n=I, Vyvhar n=I Ane Vyvharnyno ivØy ;pyaRy' n=I' Ae to vedaHt ={ Ôy Ke, inüywasI‐vedaHtI ={ Ôy Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: —te 5`maH, wƒTvlÙ` pairàimkne to y=asHwv (Ae!le ke smiktne im+yadxRn‐dxRnmoh t=a cair5ne cair5moh Aem y=asHwv) sMykŸTvaid (‐smikt Ane cair5 Aaid) Òvgu onuH (A=aRtŸ ÒvnI pyaRynuH) \atk ;dexFatI' Ane ;svRFatI'..˜ Ke ne..¦ mit&anne Fate Ae dexFatI Ke Ane kevz&anne Fate Ae svRFatI Ke. p` Ae ;dexFatI Ane svRFatI Fate Ke' Aem khevuH, Ae to sdŸwUt Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. (kemke,) Fat potana=I Ke. Fat Ke j nhÄ, (Aem n=I). (Fat) pyaRymaH hÇ¦ pyaRynI vat Ke. ãƒmaH to (Fat) Ke j nhÄ¦ Ae khexe. —AevaH namvazuH mohaidk (‐&anavrÌy, mohnIy Aaid) kmRsamaNy pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke Ke.)˜ AevuH k=n AsdŸwUtVyvharny=I Ke.

(sHÝdaymaH) Aa vaH\o Ke ne? ‐ ;&anavrÌy &anne Fate Ke.' mo!o ÝÆ TyaH {srImaH =yo hto ne..? (TyaH meH khyuH htuH ke:) &anavrÌy‐prãƒ‐potano (&anno) Fat iblkul krtaH n=I. potanI yoGyta=I, potana kar e TyaH (&annI) ivxuiâ =ay Ke, Ane hInta =ay Ke¦

AhÄyaH mohaid (Ae!le ke) mohnIy, &anavrÌy, dxRnavrÌy Ane AHtray‐car FatIkmR lI\aH Ke to &anne &anavrÌy Fate Ke, smiktne dxRnmohnIy Fate Ke, dan‐lawne AHtray Fate Ke. ‐ Ae AsdŸwUtVyvharny (Ke). Ae to inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!e (Aem) kæuH (Ke). smÔ uH kaH{? — ;dexFatI' Ane ;svRFatI' Aeva namvazuH mohaid kmRsamaNy pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke Ke . ‐ƒvharnye #aHke Ke . AsdŸwUtVyvharny=I kho ke pyaRyai=Rk=I kho. ‐ —Aem Ô`vuH ' Aaha.. ha¦

—TyaH, ßyare kazaid liB\na vxe ‐ Aa p` pyaRy Ke. TyaH Aap e ;inymsar' maH AavI gyuH: Ùyopxwav AnekazliB\ sat bol Aaƒa ne..¦ kaz, kr`, dexna, ivxuiâ (Aaid) ‐Ae Ùyopxmwav Ke. Ane Ùyopxm wavmaH kazliB\ naqI Ke. Ae kazliB\ Ùyopxm wav Ae ãƒmaH n=I. Ae ÙyopxmwavmaH kazliB\ne naqI Ke. Ae kazliB\‐Ùyopxmwav Ae ãƒmaH n=I. Ae Ùyopxmwav ;pyaRy' maH Ke. ;kzx' !Ikakar to khe Ke ke: kazliB\=I (smikt) =ay Ke, ÝyTn=I =tuH n=I. AeklI kazliB\ lI\I. Ane Aa muinraj pÍÝwml\airdeve (;inymsar' maH) kazliB\ne ÙyopxmmaH naqI. Ane Aem kæuH ke: Ae wav ;ãƒ' maH n=I¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

AavI AakrI vato Ke¦ smjvI hoy tene kane to pDe, Ýwu¦ bakI to AnHtavar bIj¡H kyuÅ. hve wa{¦ Ae ãƒ Ane pyaRy xuH cIj Ke? (Aeno y=a=R





in Ry krvo) Ane pKI pyaRyno Aa]y KoDIne ãƒno Aa]y krvo. to ;pyaRy Ke' Aeno Aa]y KoDvo ke ;n hoy' Aeno Aa]y KoDvo? Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: phelaH FatI kæuH inim¿=I. Ane AHtrmaH potana kar`=I Fat =ay Ke Ae Axuâ _pdan=I. (FatI kmR) te to inim¿ Ke. (prHtu) ;inim¿' kH{ prnuH krtuH n=I. (KtaH, Aem) AsdŸwUt Vyvharny=I khevamaH Aave (Ke). kem ke, AhÄ (AaTmamaH) Fat potana=I =ay Ke, to TyaH inim¿ ko` Ke? Ae &an kravva ma!e kæuH Ke. (qreqr) inim¿ Fat krtuH n=I¦ to ;Fat kre Ke' , KtaH Aem kem kæuH ke ;Fat krtuH n=I' ? to khe Ke ke: —pyaRyai=Rknye #aHke Ke, (Aem Ô`vuH˜). Ke ne.. same panuH (xaÏ)..¦ Éya xBdno A=R =ay Ke, (Ae brabr Qyal rhevo Ôe{Ae¦)

hve (kæuH) : —kazaid liB\na vxe˜... Aeno A=R? Ame to phelaH=I j Ae khIAe KIAe ke, wa{¦ kaze =xe' ‐‐Ae vat to brabr Ke, p` ;kaze =xe' ‐AenuH &an kone =ay Ke? kæuH ne..¦ 63 vØR phelaH 72 nI salmaH FÌ vat (ccaR) calI: wgvane dI@u H hxe tem =xe'¸ (Ae) vat to brabr Ke¸ p` ;wgvan Ke jgtmaH? Aek smymaH 5` kaz‐5` lok ÔevanI, Aek smynI Aek gu`nI, Aek pyaRy Ae jgtmaH Ke' ‐Aeno SvIkar Ke phelaH? Aaha.. ha¦ ;Ae SvIkar =ay' Tyare to Ae svR&nI isiâ (Ke). (AenI isiâ) pyaRyna lÙe =ay nhÄ, prna lÙe =ay nhÄ. ;potano svR&Svwav i5kaz Ke' (Aem SvIkar kyeR, AenI isiâ =ay Ke). Aeno A=R svR&nI isiâ, (potana) ãƒna Aa]ye =ay Ke¦ te vqte to Ae!luH kæuH htuH ke: &anmaH FUsI (‐sma{) Ôy, Tyare svRnI (A=aRtŸ) y=a=R ÝtIt =ay Ke. te smye to hÒ Aa xaÏ ÔeyuH p` nhotuH‐ha=maH AaƒuH nhotuH. je (vat) ;Ývcnsar' 80mI ga=amaH cale Ke (te) vaHcI p` n htI. (p`) Ae j wav AHdr=I Aaƒo hto¦ —jo jaìd ArhHtH dVv¿gu`¿pßjy¿eihH˜- je ko{ ArhHtna ãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRyne Ôè‐ —so jaìd APpa`HÃem TyaH lI\uH Ke. nhÄtr (to) prãƒne Ôè, Ae Svãƒne Ôè‐Aem n=I. p` ;prãƒne' Ô~yuH xa ma!e? ke: Ae xuH cIj Ke? Ane marI cIj AavI (j) Ke¦ Aevo (in`Ry kre). Aevo Òv TyaH lI\o Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ jeva ãƒ‐gu`‐pyaRy wgvanna Ke, Aeva j ãƒ‐gu` mara Ke¸ (Aem) pyaRymaH in`Ry kre Ke. to (Aeva in`RymaH), (potana) i5kazI &aykwavnI ¹iÚ =ay¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(khe Ke:) kevz&an Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. to (xuH) Ae kevz&an n=I? Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy jU@o Ke, Aem Ke? jem ;FIno FDo' jU@uH Ke tem ;kevz‐





&anpyaRy' jU@I Ke, Aem Ke? (‐Aem n=I¦) Ae (kevz&anpyaRy) ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke¦ Ae to ;pyaRyno Aa]y krva layk n=I' Ae ApeÙaAe, b\I pyaRyne ;inymsar' ga=a‐p0maH prãƒ, prwav, pr, hey kæuH. (p` qreqr Ae xuH) prãƒ Ke? ‐ Ae Ke to potanI pyaRy. p` jem prãƒmaH=I (‐prlÙ=I) (potanI) inmRzpyaRy n=I =tI, Aem (pyaRyna lÙe‐) pyaRymaH=I nvI =tI n=I. Ae karè, potanI pyaRyne prãƒ jevI khIne, pyaRyne prãƒ kæuH. Ane jemaH=I xuâ pyaRy Aave Ke, Aene Svãƒ kæuH. (]ota:) Aa ivi\ Ke? (_¿r:) Aa ivi\ Ke¦ (]ota:) sMyGdxRn ßyare =xe te Ae j ivi\=I? (_¿r:) ;Aa' ivi\ Ke¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ AamaH (!IkamaH) —kazaid˜ xBd pD–o Ke ne? Aeklo ;kaz' nih, kazaid, Ae liB\ paHc Ke: kaz, Ùyopxm, ivxuiâ, dexna, ÝayoGyta. ‐Ae to ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. kzx (!Ika) kar khe (Ke ke) ‐ kazliB\ ivna (sMyGdxRn) =tuH n=I. yTn=I n=I =tuH. Ae to Ae ApeÙaAe ke, Aemne ;kazliB\' isâ krvI htI. (]ota:) !oDrmlÒAe (to) kæuH ke, kazliB\ ko{ vStu j n=I.' (_¿r:) _DavI dI\I‐kazliB\ Ane wivtƒ kH{ Ke j nhÄ, AemaH to kæuH. Ae to Amare 72 nI sal=I vat cale Ke, ;kazliB\nuH &an kone?' kæuH: kazliB\ to Ke, (p`) kazliB\=I =ay Ke, AevI \arà krvI Ke? ' \arà to AnHtvar krI. p` ;kazliB\=I =ay Ke' AevuH &an kone =ay Ke? (ke:) jeè ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ krI, Ane pyaRymaH AanHd Aaƒo, smikt =yuH¸ Tyare Aene Qyal AaVyo ke' marI kazliB\ pakI g{ Ke.'

smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH, Ýwu¦ magR bhu sU"m Ke, wa{¦ Aaha.. ha¦ mhaivdehmaH tI=Åkr 5` lokna na=, prma„a ibraje Ke, Aeno magR, Aeno _pdex ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦¦

;kazaid liB\' Ae p` pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ (]ota:) Ae Éyo ƒvhar Ke? (_¿r:) Aene sdŸwUt khevamaH Aave Ke.

bhu‐ivxeØ ivcar to Fò kyÈ Ke p` kaH{ b\uH pkDatuH n=I, wa{¦ (]ota:) Aapne n=I n=I pkDatuH¦? (_¿r:) Ùyopxm Fò =oDo Ke, wa{¦ Ae to duinyanI ApeÙaAe khevamaH Aave Ùyopxm. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ ÉyaH sHtona Ùyopxm¦¦ Aek vqt nhotuH kæuH ke: Aa svR&p uH Aa„amaH Ke to svR&nuH $p AnHt gu maH Ke. Aevo pa@ Ke. to ;AiStTvgu maH svR&gu nuH $p xuH?' Fò ivcar kyÈ p` be@uH nih. AHdrmaH besvuH Ôe{Aene? wgvan Ô e..¦ kæuH Ýwu¦ svR&nuH $p AnHt





gu maH Ke: AiStTvmaH Ke, vStuTvmaH Ke, ÝmeyTvmaH Ke. hÒ svR&gu maH AiStTv gu Ke, Ae to @Ik¸ p` AiStTvgu maH svR&nuH $p xuH? Fò ivcar kyÈ hto. FàH vØR phelaHnI vat Ke. mgjmaH n AaVyuH. Ýwu taro ivØy ghn Ke¦¦ Ýwu tarI vat AgMy (to) n=I, p` gMy =vamaH AlaEikk puruØa=R Ôe{Ae¦ Aaha.. ha¦

AhÄ khe Ke: kazaid liB\na vxe wƒTvxi›nI (ƒikt =ay Ke).˜ j¡Ao¦ wƒTvxi› pyaRymaH Ke. wƒTvxi› ƒvharnymaH Ke. AenI ƒikt, Ae p` ƒvharny Ke. AhÄ ivØy pyaRynyno cale Ke ne...¦ be var pyaRyny Aaƒo. ;Axuâ pairàimk' Ae pyaRyny. Ane ;FatIkmR Fat kre' Ae pyaRyny. ‐be Aaƒa ke nhÄ AamaH..? smÔy Ke kaH{?

=oDuH p` (y=a=R) smjvuH. Ýwu¦ Aa to sTy‐magR Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa to i5lokna= prma„anI idƒ|vinno sar Ke. Aa kaH{ ko{ pÙnI vat n=I. pH=, je jEnpH= Ke, AenI k{ rIt Ke, AenI ;Aa' vat Ke¦

—kazaid liB\na vxe wƒTvxi›˜‐Ae p` yoGyta ={, Ae KU!Ine ƒikt ={, (Ae!le ke) xi›nI ƒikt =ay Ke Ae p` pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. (wVyTv) ‐xi›nI Vyikt ={. to sMyGdxRnaid Ýg! =yuH. Ane kevz&an =yuH. Ane isâ =ya pKI to wƒTv ræuH nhÄ. A=aRtŸ xi› Vyikt ={ g{. pyaRymaH je yoGyta htI, te AemaH (isâdxamaH) pU R Ýg! ={ g{. xi› ƒikt ={. (wƒTv) xi› Ke te ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. Ane ƒikt ={Ae p` ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. kemke, wƒTv xi›, ÒvTvxi› Ane AwƒTvxi›, ãƒmaH to n=I. A=aRtŸ xuânyno je ivØy Ke, AemaH to Ae 5 ey n=I. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

—Tyare Aa Òv shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ`, injprma„ãƒmaH sMykŸ]âan‐&an‐Anucr`$p pyaRye pir`me Ke.˜ sMyGdxRn‐&an AaidnI yoGyta htI, AemaH=I (je) ƒ›‐Ýg! ={¸ Ae kona Aa]ye (={) ke: shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒna (Aa]ye ={).

Aa to phelaH ãƒnI vat krI Ane pKI AenI ]âanI vat kre Ke: wƒTvxi› ƒikt ko`? ke: sMyGdxRn Aaid. p` hve sMyGdxRn Aaid xuH? ke: shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ`‐i5kazIprma„a‐ (injprma„aãƒnuH sMykŸ ]âan‐&an‐Anucr`$p pyaRye pir`mvuH te.)

ko{Ae ÝÆ kyÈ hto ke: xuâne ;prm' kem kæuH? ;xuâpairàimk' xuH? to _¿r Aa Keke: xuâ kho ke prm kho. xuâno A=R prm Ke. ko{ @eka e ;prm'





Ane ko{ @eka e ;xuâ' khe. prm wav xuâ kho ke shj prm pairàimkwav kho (Aeka=R Ke).

(Aa) Òv shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒ¦ Aaha.. ha¦ slkinravr`‐AqHD‐Aek‐ÝTyÙÝitwasmy‐Aivn¬r‐xuâpairpaimkprmwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒ¦ AhÄ xuâpairàimkwav lI\o Ke, KeLlI lI!I. xuâ kho ke prm kho. Ae xBd phelaH Aaƒo Ke. j¡Ao¦ ;xuâpairàimkprmwavlÙ`' Aem lI\uH Ke. ;prmwav' kho (ke) ;xuâpairràimk' kho (Aek j Ke).

AhÄ to khe Ke: —shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ ãƒ˜‐ inj prma„a¦ Ae ;pr' nhÄ. A=aRtŸ (ANy‐ svR&‐vItrag, Ae nhÄ¸ kar` ke AenuH lÙ krva=I to rag =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ injprma„ãƒ¦ kevuH? ke: —shj‐xuâ‐pairàimk‐wavlÙ`˜. Ae injprma„ãƒ¦ AenuH Aa lÙ`: —shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwav˜. Ane l"y: —injprma„ãƒ˜.

hve xuH khe Ke? Aeva —injprma„ãƒnaH sMykŸ]âan˜‐ Ae wƒTvxi›nI ƒikt ={, Ae ƒikt —sMyGdxRn˜. Ae pyaRy Ke. ;wƒTvxi›' Ae p` pyaRymaH‐pyaRyny=I Ke. AevI xi›nI ƒ›ta‐ Ae je injprma„ ãƒnI ÝtIit ($p) ;sMyGdxRn', Ae p` pyaRyno ivØy Ke. Ae khe Ke: —sMykŸ ]âan‐sMyG&an sMykŸ Anucr`$p pyaRye pir`me Ke .

smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH¦ n smÔy to ra5e (ccaRmaH) ÝÆ krvo. p` sHkoc, n raqvo¦ smjva ma!e b\a pUKe, wa{¦ Aa to vItrag‐magR (Ke), bapa¦ (sHÝdaymaH) caltuH n hoy Ae!le (ivØy) jrI sU"m lage. p` sHkoc raQya ivna pUKvuH. sHkoc raqvo nhÄ. n smÔy Ae brabr pUKvuH. wa{¦ Aa to Ýwuno magR Ke¦ Ae Ýwuno magR Ae Aa„ano magR Ke¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒnuH ;sMykŸ]âan' Ae wƒTvxi›nI ƒ›ta (Ke). Ae wƒTvnI yoGytanuH ;fz' ƒ› =yuH. Ke to Ae p` pyaRy, Ke to Ae p` ƒvharnyno ivØy. ;wƒTv (xi›)' pyaRy Ke. Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy (Ke). Ane ;xi›nIy ƒ›ta' Ae p` pyaRy‐ƒharnyno ivØy (Ke). p` Ae y=a=R Ke¦ jem ;FatIkmeR Fat kyÈ' Aem Aa (vat) n=I. jem ;FIno FDo' kæo. Aem Aa n=I. Aa to qas xi›nI ƒ›ta A=aRtŸ je wVyxi›nI yoGyta pyaRymaH htI (tenI Vy›ta) Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?





Aaha.. ha¦ Ae shj‐xuâ pairàimk‐prmwavlÙ` ;injprma„ãƒ' trf JUkva=I je sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, Ae trf JUkva=I je sMyG&an =ay Ke Ane Ae trf JUkvamaH lInta =ay Ke Ae Anucr`‐cair5 (Ke). A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐Ae injprmaTmãƒnI ÝtIit, injprma„ãƒnuH &an Ane injprma„ãƒmaH lInta Ae cair5 Ke. bIÔe ko{ ivkLp‐mhav/tna ivkLp, Ae ko{ cair5 n=I¦ smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ ;wƒTvxi›' Ae pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. Ae ;xi›nI ƒÉtta' Ae p` pyaRynyno ivØy Ke. p` Ae pyaRynyno ivØy Ýg!–o ÉyaH? kevI rIte? ke: shj‐xuâ‐pairàimk (wav) lÙ` injprma„ãƒnI ÝtIit, &an Ane rm`ta (=ay Tyare).

Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ kaH{ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa Ane nv tÀvna wedvazI ]âa, (Ae sMyGdxRn n=I¦) (prHtu) nv tÀvnI Awed ]âa Ae sMyGdxRn Ke. _maSvamIk<t ;tÀva=RsU5' :tÀva=R]âanH sMyGdxRnH - Ae Awed‐Aek vcn Ke. sHSk<t !IkamaH sat tÀvnaH nam lI\aH p` Aekvcn lI\uH. kem ke, wed nhÄ¦ smÔ uH kaH{¦

Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan Aa„a shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒnI ]âa‐&an‐rm`ta‐Ae‐$pe pyaRye pir`me Ke. —pyaRye pir`me Ke Ae p` ƒvharnyno ivØy pyaRy Ke. p` Ae Ke¦ Ae ƒvharny Aa]y krva layk n=I, Ae bIÒ cIj Ke, p` vStu (‐pyaRy) Ke¦ wƒTvnI yoGyta p` Ke Ane AenI ƒÉtta p` pyaRy Ke. ‐Ae be ivØy p` ƒvharnyna Ke. Ae kona Aa]ye Ýg! =ay Ke, Ae vzI bIÒ cIj. p` Ae Ýg! =ay Ke ;ãƒna Aa]ye' , p` Ae ;pyaRy' Ke Ae Vyvhar Ke. ;moÙmagR' Ae Vyvhar Ke. ;moÙ' Ae Vyvhar Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae ;pyaRy' Ke ne? p` Ae Ke¦ moÙno magR‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐pyaRy Ke. Ae pyaRy pyaRyna Aa]ye Ýg!tI n=I¸ ãƒna Aa]ye (Ýg!) =ay Ke. ãƒna Aa]ye (Ýg!) ={, Ae ;xiÉtnI ƒÉtta' pyaRy Ke. —pyaRye pir`me Ke . sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p pyaRye pir`me Ke. Aene Aagm=I xuH khevuH? A|ya„=I xuH khevuH? Ae vat (Aagz khexe...).

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(Ývcn: ta. 3-8-79.)

;smysar' 320‐ga=a. jysen AacayRnI !Ika Ke. AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke. ;wVyTv' Ane ;AwVyTv' Ae be cIj Ke. AemaH ;wVyTv' Ae potanI pyaRymaH laykat Ke. i5kazI gu` nhÄ. ;AwVyTv' p` pyaRymaH laykat Ke, gu` nhÄ. ;AwvI' p` vStu trIke (to) prmpairàimk &aykwavnI mUitR Ke¦ &ayk prm Svwav icdanHdnI mUitR Ke¦ p` AenI pyaRymaH Awƒta‐Alaykat Ke. Ane wƒmaH p` AHtrmaH to Ae pUàRnHd‐pU`R xuâ‐shj xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒ vStu Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ pEsa‐xrIr Ae to \UzmaH gyuH. Ae to ma!I Ke. kmR p` ma!I jD. pu~y Ane papna wav, p` Acetn Ane AÒv...¦

je e kLya` krvuH hoy te e to Ae shj‐xuâ‐i5kazI &aykwav sNmuq =va=I, sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae moÙno magR Ke. A=aRtŸ pU R du:q=I mu› =vano Ae magR Ke. moÙ Ae!le (svR) du:q=I mu› =vuH. moÙ xBd pD–o Ke ne...? AiSt ApeÙaAe ;AnHt AanHdno law' Ae moÙ. ;AtIiNãy AanHdno pU R law' Ae moÙ. Aeno _pay: shj‐xuâ‐pairàimkwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒ (naH sMykŸ ]âan‐&an‐Anucr`$p pyaRye pir`mvuH).

Aaha.. ha¦ Ae É–aH bese? ÉyaH ¹iÚ...¦ Anaid=I pyaRymaH AenI b\I rmt Ke. Aek smynI pyaRymaH rmt Ke. ;pyaRy' ne AHtmuRq krIne, xuH cIj Ke, Aem SvsNmuq Éyare p` =yo nhÄ. pyaRyne Anaid=I prsNmuq krIne car gitmaH rqDe Ke. Ae pyaRyne Sv (ãƒ) sNmuq krvI (Ae j ma5 moÙno magR Ke¦) ÉyuH ;Sv' ? ke: injprma„ãƒ.' AenI sNmuq pyaRyne krvI, (Ae \mR Ke). bakI v/t, tp, wiÉt, mHidr ne pUÔ Ae b\a wav ;xuwrag' Ke, Ae ko{ \mR n=I. Ane \mRnuH kar` p` n=I¦ (Aeva xuwwav) &anIne p` Aave Ke, p` Ae sHsar Ke, bH\nuH kar` Ke. moÙnuH kar` to injprma„ãƒ (Ke)¦ AenI AHtsRNmuq ={ne¸ Ae!le ke sHyogna lÙ=I ivmuq ={ne, ragna lÙ=I ivmuq ={ne, pyaRyna lÙ=I p` ivmuq ={ne¸ injprmaTmãƒnI sNmuq =taH je (sMykŸ) ]âa, &an Ane cair5 =ay Ke, Ae inmRz‐vItragI pyaRy Ke, Ae moÙno magR Ke¦ bakI b\I vato Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ su\I Aapè AaƒuH ke: injprma„ãƒnuH sMykŸ ]âan A=aRtŸ jevuH Ae prmpairàimkSvwav‐ãƒ Ke, AenI SvsNmuq ={, y=a=R ÝtIit =vI, AanHdnI dxano law =vo Ae ;sMyGdxRn' Ke. AtIiNãy &annI pirìtmaH &an Ane AanHd





=vuH, AenuH &an =vuH Ane i5kazInuH &an =vuH (Ae ;sMyG&an' Ke). Ane i5kazImaH (rm`ta Ae Anucr`$p sMykŸ cair5 Ke). ‐ ;Ae‐$pe' pyaRye pir`me Ke. Ae pyaRy Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ Are.. re¦ AnHt kaz=I rqDe Ke Ane Anaid=I Aem ne Aem rqDvana piràm siht Òv Ke. Aene kH{ sUJ n=I pDtI ke‐cIj xuH Ke? hÒ to QyalmaH n=I AavtuH¦ AHdr pir`mn krvuH Ae to (vzI) bIÒ cIj Ke. Aa xuH khe Ke Ane xuH Ke? Ae p` QyalmaH AavtuH n=I¦ (AhÄ) to Aa khe Ke ke: QyalmaH Aaƒa pKI p` SvsNmuq ={ne sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay (Ae to ko{ ApUvR) Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ Ae pyaRye pir`t‐injprma„ãƒ to i5kaz Ke, AenI sNmuq ={ne pyaRye pir`t‐moÙmagR Ae pyaRy Ke, Ane moÙ p` pyaRy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ ;pyaRy' kone khevI? (ke:) moÙ p` pyaRy Ke AnemoÙmagR p` pyaRy Ke. Ane sHsar Ae p` ivkarI pyaRy Ke. ÏI‐ku!uHb‐pirvar‐mkan, Ae ko{ sHsar n=I¸ Ae to ;prcIj' Ke. ;rag maro Ke. prcIj marI Ke. huH Aeno KuH' Aevo im+yaTvwav, Ae ;sHsar' Ke¦ Ae sHsar, Aa„anI ivkarI pyaRy Ke. sHsar ko{ bharmaH rheto n=I. to Ae je ivkarI pyaRy Ke, AenuH lÙ KoDIne‐i5kazI wgvan prmanHdnI mUitRnI ]âa, &an Ane AemaH rmvuH, te pyaRy Ke, te pyaRyp e‐Aa„a pir`me Ke, Tyare Aene moÙno magR Ýg! =ay (Ke). kal AhÄ su\I to AaƒuH htuH.

(hve khe Ke:) —te pir`mn˜ (A=aRtŸ) pir`mn kho, pyaRy kho, AvS=a kho, dxa kho‐Ae b\uH pir`mn‐dxa, je i5kazI cEtNyna AvlHbn=I ={, te sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ($p) xuâ pirìt Ke. Ae ko{ baæ vex‐weqmaH n=I. Ae ãƒmaH _pr pyaRy pir`me Ke... ãƒ _pr.. p` ãƒmaH Ývex krtI n=I te=I pyaRynuH pir`mn Ke, Aem kæuH —pyaRye pir`me Ke . ko`? (ke:) ãƒ je i5kazI vStu Ke AenI sNmuq ={ne (pyaRy pir`me Ke).

cahe to dya‐dan‐v/t‐pUÔno ivkLp ho, top` Ae b\o sHsar Ke, rag Ke. Are¦ Aa te kem bese? rqDto Anaidno du:qI Ke. Ae TyaH=I h@Ine, AHdr i5kazI ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ krIne je pyaRy$pI pir`mn =yuH‐te pir`mnne xuH khevuH? (to) Aem khe Ke ke —te pir`mn˜ AagmwaØa=I (AaEpximkaid wav5y khevay Ke).

Are.. re¦ Aa to hÒ AekDana mÄDanI vat Ke. AekluH mÄDuH j¡duH Ke, ne AekDanuH mÄDuH goz hoy Ke Ane AekDanuH mÄDuH goz krIne laHbu krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa to hÒ AekDana mÄDanI vat Ke¦





Are.. re¦ Ýwu¦ tuH caeyaRxIna AvtarmaH rqDto du:qI‐du:qI Ko. Aa b\a pEsavaza ne raÔ b\a du:qI du:qIna dazIya Ke. Aekla du:qI bcara Ke. Aene wan n=I. Ae!le mane Ke ke Ame kH{k suqI KIAe. rag Ane A&anmaH roza{ gya Ke. Ae du:qmaH Ke. p` du:qnI Aene qbr n=I ke Aa du:q Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa„ana AanHd=I ivprIt dxa Ae du:q$p Ke. Ae du:q$pnI dxane Kedvano _pay‐i5kazI wgvan xuâ shÔ„Sv$pnI (¹iÚ krvI te Ke).

(—shÔ„Sv$p˜) Ae vaÉy ]ImdnuH Ke. mH5 bIÔne Aape Ke. ne.. ßyare —shÔ„Sv$pÃ=va Aek var temè Aem kæuH —svR&dev prmguÌ˜ mH5maH kæuH —svR&dev prmguÌ˜ Ae svR&dev' Aa' svR& idƒ xi›no wHDar ;wgvan (Aa„a).' Ae prmguÌ' Ke¦

be hÔr vØR=I AaiËkamaH idgHbr mHidr nhotuH. pheluH vheluH pHdr laqnuH mHidr na{robImaH bNyuH Ke¦ Are¦ Ae (Aa„a, Aene) kre? Ae to prma unI iÊya bnvanI Ke te bne Ke. AemaH bnavvavazano wav hoy, to (te) xuwwav Ke. Ae!lI vat Ke. wav=I bntuH n=I. Ane bne Ke to Aena=I wav =ya Aem p` nhÄ Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ Are.. re¦ Éyarey sTy vat saHwzI n=I.

Are.. re¦ AnHt kaz=I nrk Ane ingodnaH du:qno par nhÄ¦ Ýwu to Aem khe Ke ke, phelI nrknI iS=it dxhÔr (vØR) nI¸ AenaAek AHtmuRhUtRnuH du:q.. Ýwu¦ tne xuH khe? kroDo Òwe Ane kroDo wve p` khI xkay nhÄ, Ae!luH duH:q Ke bapu¦ TyaH tuH AnHt var gyo Ke. Ane hÒ (Ôe) im+yaTv rhexe to AnHtvar j{x.

(khe Ke ke:) Aa„ana gu ke!la? ke: AnHt muq kre Ane Aek Aek muqe AnHt Òw kre, top` khI n xkay Ae!la Ae gu Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ wgvanAa„amaH gu nI sHQya (Ae!lI Ke ke,) AnHtmuq ‐mo#aH bnave Ane Aek Aek mo#e AnHtI Òw.. Aaha.. ha¦ top` gu nI sHQya khI xkay nhÄ, Ýwu¦ AevDo mo!o Ýwu¦ na=¦ (tuH Ko. KtaH) tne tarI sUJ‐bUJ pDe nhÄ¦ Ane jemaH (kH{) mal n mze, AenI tne sUJ‐bUJ ne ÝvI`ta¦¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: Ýwu ßyare potana Sv$psNmuq ={ne pyaRy$pe‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 vItragIpyaRyp e‐pir`me Ke, (to) Ae piràmne AagmwaØa=I AaEpximk, Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiyk Aeva wav5y khevay Ke. AagmwaØaAe wav5y, Aaha.. ha¦ p` Ae piràme piràm pir`me Ke. AnHt AanHdnI sNmuq ={ne (ßyare) pyaRypè pir`me Ke Tyare Ae je inmRz (piràm) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5





($p) =ya, tene AagmwaØaAe 5` wav‐ _pxmwav‐Ùyopxmwav‐Ùaiykwav ‐ khevamaH AaVya Ke.

;inymsar' maH (_dy Aaid) car wavne ivwav kæa Ke. AemaH=I 5` wav$p pir`mn (‐AaEpximk, Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiyk) Ae ivxeØ pyaRy Ke, ma!e Aene ivwav kæo¸ ivkar nhÄ. je ivxeØ dxa‐i5kazI wgvan (na) (Aa]ye) ‐ =ay Ke, Ae ivwav wav A=va ivxeØ wav. ‐ Ae je (AaEpximkaid) 5` wav ;moÙno magR' Ke, Aene AagmwaØaAe 5` wav khevamaH AaVya Ke. Ae wav5y khevay Ke.

—A|yaTmwaØa=I˜... Aaha... ha¦ AagmwaØa Ane A|yaTmwaØa j¡dI Ke. —A|yaTmwaØa=I ;xuâaTmaiwmuqpiràm'.. (sH&a pame Ke)˜. kmRna inim¿nI ApeÙaAe _pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk (Ke). to potanI pyaRymaH ‐ tena=I (kmR=I) _pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk‐ n=I =ta¸ pota=I =ay Ke. p` AemaH pela (kmRna) inim¿nae p` _pxm (Aaid) Ke te=I Ae ApeÙaAe AagmwaØa=I Aa 5` wavne moÙno magR kæo. p` (Aene) A|yaTmwaØa=I xuâaTmaiwmuq A=aRtŸ wgvan pU aRnHdno na= (AaTma), AenI sNmuqnaH piràm (khevamaH Aave Ke).

Aaha.. ha.¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa jNm‐mr`=I riht =vanI cIj AlaEikk Ke. bapu¦ bakI to jNm‐mr` kyaR j kre. nrk‐ingodna wv krI krIne Aena so=a nIkzI gya Ke¦ ‐ pyaRymaH hÇ¦ ãVy to wgvan jevo Ke tevo i5kazI AHdr pD–o Ke.

Ae ãVySvwavnI sNmuq =vuH ‐ Ae moÙmagR Ke. ‐ Aene A|yaTmwaØa=I ;xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm' khevamaH Aave Ke. (Ane) wgvan AaTma pU aRnHdSv$pna Aiwmuq (=va) =I je piràm =yaH, Aene AagmwaØa=I _pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk khevamaH Aave Ke. A|yaTmwaØa=I —xuâaTmaiwmuq˜ ‐ i5lokna na=nI sNmuq‐piràm =yaH. A=aRtŸ je piràm rag‐sNmuq htaH Ae piràm i5lokna na=nI sNmuq =yaH. Ae xuâaTmaiwmuqtane sMyGdxRn ‐ &an‐cair5 ‐ moÙmagR khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha.. ha¦

AemaH AolaH v/t ne tp ne wi›na ivkLp to É–aHy gya, Ae to pap... sHsar Ke b\o¦ Aa JIÌ vat, wa{¦ kæuH htuH ne...¦ (—pap$pne pap to, Ô e jg shu ko{¸ pu~yÀv p` pap Ke, khe AnuwvI bu\ ko{˜.) papne pap to saE khe p` AnuwvIjn pu~yne pap khe. yogINdudev (;yogsar' maH) Aa khe Ke. Ane (;smysar') pu~y‐pap Ai\karmaH KeLle Aave Ke ke: pu~yne pap kem kæuH? ke: ßyare xuwwav _Tpþ =ay Ke Tyare piv5 wgvan AqHDanHdmaH=I ‐ Sv$p=I pitt





=ay Ke. ‐ jysen AacayRnI sHSk<t !Ika pu~y ‐ pap (Ai\karmaH) KeLle Ke. Ýwu¦ Aa to papno Ai\kar cale Ke ne.. AemaH tme Aa k–aH naQyuH? ke: Ae (pu~y) inüy=I pap j Ke. Aaha... ha¦ saHwz to qro¦ dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›‐wgvannI pUÔno wav Ae b\a wav rag Ke ‐ Ae Sv$pmaH=I pitt kre Ke, TyaH ragmaH qsI Ôy Ke, ma!e ragne pap khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke: —xuâaTmaiwmuq˜ ‐ AaTma AqHD AanHd Ýwu¦ AenI sNmuq ={ne je pirìt sMyGdxRn ‐ &an‐cair5 ($p) ={¸ (tene) AagmwaØaAe 5` wav kæa. Ane A|yaTmwaØaAe (tene) ;xuâaTmaiwmuqpiràm' kæaH. ‐ xuâSv$pnI Aiwmuq piràm =yaH. Aaha.. ha¦

dya‐dan‐v/t‐wi›‐pUÔnaH piràm Ae b\a to rag Ke, Ae to prsNmuq=I _TpNn =ya Ke¸ A=aRtŸ pr=I nhÄ, p` prsNmuq=I (=yaH Ke), Ae Aa (xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm) SvãVy=I _TpNn =yaH, Aem nhÄ¸ p` ãVyna sNmuq=I _TpNn =yaH Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ (te pir`mnne) ;xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm' khIAe. Aaha.. ha... ha¦ ;xuâapyog' khIAe. Sv$pnI ]âa, &an Ane rm`ta‐inivRkLp AanHddxa Aene ;xuâopyog' khIAe.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;inymsar' nI p0‐ ga=amaH piràmne p` prãVy kæaH. (xuâaTmaiwmuq) piràmne prãVy kæaH. ;moÙmagRnaH piràm' Ae p` prãVy. A=aRtŸ SvãVy nhÄ ma!e prãVy. kemke (je) xuâ piràm _Tpþ =yaH Aena Aa]y=I xuâ piràm _TpNn =taH n=I. (xuiânI) v<iâ =tI n=I. (je) xuâ piràm nvaH _Tpþ =ay Ke Ae ãVyna Aa]ye =ay Ke. xuâaTmaiwmuq =va=I xuâ (piràm) _TpNn =ay Ke. ;moÙmagR' na Aa]ye nvaH xuâ piràm _TpNn =taH n=I. Ae karè, Ae je xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm Ke tene p` ;prãVy' khevamaH AaVyaH Ke, Ane' prwav' khevamaH AaVyaH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

;prwav' na to Fà A=R Ke: xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn‐l"mI‐ÏI AaidnI pyaRy prwav Ke. Ae to tara=I tdŸn iwNn Ke. tare Ane Aene kH{ sHbH\ j n=I. pKI kmRna wav (je) AHdr Ke, Ae p` prwav Ke. kmRna wav: rag‐äeØno wav nhÄ. A=aRtŸ ;kmRno _dy' Ae kmRno wav, Ae prwav. 5Ij¡H, pu~y‐papna wav Ae prwav. AnHt gu`no ipHD Ýwu¦ AemaH=I iwNn ivcar‐ivkLp krvo ke: ;Aa gu` Ke'... Ae (p`) prwav Ke. co=uH, ;inmRz pyaRy' Ae (p`) prwav. Are.. re¦ Ae prwav¦ ‐ Aene AhÄ ;xuâaTmaiwmuq (piràm) kæaH Ane ;xuâopyog' kæo. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?





;smysar‐kzx' !IkamaH 2p2‐ }lokmaH Aave Ke ne...? SvãVy, SvÙe5, Svkaz Ane Svwav. prãVy, prÙe5, prkaz Ane prwav. ‐ xuH kæuH? (ke:) AqHDanHd pU R Ýwu Ae ;SvãVy'. Ane Ae ãVymaH ivkLp _@avvo ke: Aa ãVy Ke, Aa gu Ke ‐ Ae' prãVy'. AwedmaH wed‐kLpna A=aRtŸ AwedmaH ;Aa gu Ke ne Aa AavuH Ke' (AevI) wed‐kLpna, Aene ;prãVy' kæuH.

Aaha... ha¦ hÒ to xrIr prãVy, kmR prãVy, ÏI prãVy, pEsa prãVy‐Ae bese nhÄ Ar... r¦ Aa b\a kroDpit Ke pEsa... \Uz... \Uz¦ kroDpit Ae!le pEsano pit, Ae!le jDno pit. weHxno pit paDo hoy, Aem AÒvno pit AÒv ={ Ôy. (AevuH bese nhÄ, to Ae) im+yaTv Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke: —xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm, xuâopyog [Tyaid (pyaRysH&a pame Ke)˜. Aene moÙmagR kho, sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 kho, xuâaTmaiwmuq kho. xuâopyog‐xuw nhÄ ‐ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ae xuâopyog Ke.

dya‐dan‐v/t‐tpno ivkLp, Aa baæ Tyagno wav (‐rag mHd krto hoy to) xuw _pyog Ke. (p` Ae iÊyanuH) Aiwman kre to (te) im+yaTvwav Ke. p` ragnI mHdtano wav Ae p` prwav Ke Ane pap Ke, sHsar Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae ;xuâ _pyog' Ae sHsarno nax krvazo Ke. ;xuw wav' Ae sHsar Ke. gjb vat Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay?

ij&asa: xuw wavne ;pap' (to) n kho, mharaj¦

sma\an: AhÄyaH to ;pap' kæuH ne hmàH¦ ;klx !Ika' ÔevI Ke? phelaH Aek vat yogINdudevnI to khI ‐ papne pap to saE khe p` AnuwvIjn pu~yne p` pap khe. kemke, ;pu~y' Ae dugRitnuH kar` Ke cEtNynI gitnuH kar` n=I¦ ;moÙpahuD' 16mI ga=amaH to wgvan kuHdkuHdacayeR Aem kæuH: Ýwu¦ marI same Ôe[x Ane tne wav =xe Ae dugRit Ke. Ar...r...r¦ Aem 5`lokna na= pokare Ke. Aem sHto‐kuHdkuHd AacayR Aaidno pokar Ke ke: Ame prãVy KIAe, AmarI trf taruH lÙ jxe, to tne rag =xe Ane rag to cEtNygitno ivro\I (wav) Ke (te=I) dugRit =xe. Aaha... ha¦ AakruH kam Ke¦ wgvan Aem frmave Ke Ane kuHdkuHd AacayR Aem (j) frmave Ke. Are... re¦ mhaÝwu (AaTma) ibraje Ke. Aeno _pyog te ;xuâ _pyog' Ke. bakI pr trfno ‐ prãVyno _pyog, te xuw Ane Axuw bNne ;Axuâ _pyog' Ke. ÏI‐ku!uHb‐pirvar‐l"mI trf lÙ jvuH Ae pap ‐ Axuw piràm (Ke)¸ Ane dev‐ guÌ ‐ xaÏnI wi› AaidnaH piràm Ae xuw (piràm Ke) ‐ Ae bNne Axuâ A=aRtŸ xuw Ane Axuw bNne Axuâ (_pyog Ke). potanI cIj AHdr pUàRnHdno na=




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Pa/wu ‐ AenI sNmuq ={ne, je mo"ana magRnaH piràm =yaH, Aene AhÄ ;xuâ _pyog' khe Ke. xuâaTmaiwmuq (piràm) khe Ke. (CaEtNy‐) _pyog khe Ke. mo"ano magR khe Ke. inmRz piràm khe Ke. inmRz pirìt khe Ke. inmRz pyaRy khe Ke. Aaha...ha¦

Are...re¦ bakI to ;inymsar'maH (Aem) AaVyuH Ke ke : Sv\mR pirTyag. Sv\mRno Tyag kyaeR? Aa prno Tyag‐kpDaH vgere KoDIne ‐ meH Tyag kyaeR, AemaH (Sv) \mRno Tyag kyaeR. A=aRtŸ prno Tyag krIne mane ke ;Ame Tyag kyaeR' to prno Tyag to AaTmamaH Ke j nhÄ (kemke,) prna Tyag‐Ga/h`=I to Pa/wu xUNy Ke¸ (KtaH) ;Aeno Tyag meH kyaeR ... Aa!lo Tyag kyaeR...' (AemaH to Aeè) im+yaTvnuH poØ` kyuÅ¦ Aaha....ha¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke : Ae b\a wav‐ivkar‐xuwaxuwwav‐Ae Axuâ _pyog Ke. Ae sHsar Ke. Aaha...ha¦ jemaH sHsar Ane sHsarna wav n=I AevI CaIj je wgvan‐AaTma Ke, Aena trf vzvuH (A=aRtŸ) piràmne te trf vazva=I je piràm _Tpþ =yaH tee ;xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm' khe Ke Ane ;xuâ _pyog' khe Ke. bakI je dya‐dan‐Va/t‐wikt‐pUÔ Aaidna wav Ke te Axuw _pyog Ke, miln Ke, bH\nuH kar` Ke. (xuwwav) Aave...sMyG¹i*!ne p` Aeva wav Aave... p` (te tene) bH\nuH kar` mane Ke. (prHtu) A&anI mane Ke ke (Ae) \mRnuH kar` Ke.

AhÄ Ae kæuH : ;;[Tyaid pyaRy sH&a pame Ke''. Ae waØa AavI juAo¦ ‐ xuâpairàimk (wav) sH&a Pa/aº =ay Ke. Axuâ pairàimk (wav) sH&a Pa/aº =ay Ke. (ga=a‐) 144maH kæuH ;sMyGdxRn nam pame Ke'. Ae nam kho ke sH&a kho. Ae ;;[Tyaid pyaRy sH&a pame Ke''. Ae pyaRy nam pame Ke. mo"ana magRnuH nam ;pyaRy'ne Pa/aº =ay Ke. Ae pyaRy Ke¦ Aa]y krva layk n=I¦ A=aRtŸ Aena AvlHbn=I ‐ Aa]y=I law =ay, Aem n=I. pyaRyno Aa]y krva j{x to ivkLp‐rag (j) _TpNn =xe. Aaha...ha¦

Aem khe Ke ke : —pyaRy sH&a pame Ke˜. Aaha...ha¦ AHtrmaH ApUvR mo"amagR (ma!e) AnHt kazmaH, k–arey (kH{) kyuÅ n=I. Ane AnHt kazmaH je kyuÅ te b\a rqDvana wav kyaR. hve ßyare Aena=I ivruâ wav =ya, Ae!le ke xuâ CaEtNysNmuq ={ne (je) piràm =yaH, Ae piràmne (xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm) pyaRy sH&a‐nam mze Ke.

Aaha...ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ hve ma`s smje nih to pKI Aem j khe ne...




282 : Pa/vCan nvnIt wag‐1

song#nI vat...AekaHt Ke... AekaHt Ke¦ Aa karè ke ;Aa (song#) Vyvhar=I law =ay Ke tenI to na j paDe Ke. (Ane Ame) Aa b\o Tyag krIAe... Aa!luH Aa!luH shn krIAe... _pvas krIAe'. (prHtu) Vyvharna Awav=I (law) =ay Ke. Aena @eka e ;Vyvhar=I law =ay' (AevI maNyta) im+ya¹i*! Ke. (]ota:) to Vyvhar KoDI devo? (_¿r:) ko` KoDI xke? phelaH ¹i*!maH KoDvuH. pKI to Sv$pmaH xuâ _pyog @re, to xuw _pyog KU!I Ôy Ke. phelaH xuw _pyognI ruiCa KoDvI Ane i5kazInI ruiCa krvI. pKI Sv$pmaH @rIne AiS=rtana wavno Tyag krvo. Ae k=n p` k=n nam ma5 Ke. xuâ _pyogmaH @re Ke, to Axuâ _pyog _TpNn j =to n=I¸ to ;Aeno Tyag kyaeR' AevuH nam ma5 k=n Ke. Aaha...ha¦ hÒ Aa vat smÔy nhÄ. Ane (bIje k–aHy) saHwzva mze nhÄ. Aaha...ha...ha¦

hve khe Ke : ;;te pyaRy'' ‐ te k[ pyaRy? (ke:) je CaEtNy wgvan pU aRnHdnI sNmuq ={. b\a=I ivmuq ={.‐ äeØ krIne nhÄ. A=aRtŸ SvãVy wluH Ke Ane prãVy bUraH Ke, Aem nhÄ¸ (kemke) Ae to rag‐äeØ Ke. ;mo"amagR Pa/kaxk'maH Aave Ke. Aa to SvãVy trf JUkta jvuuH Ane prãVy trf=I h@I jvuH. ‐ Ae prãVy=I ivmuqta (Ke). prãVy (Pa/Tye) äeØ Ke Aem nhÄ. p` prãVy (Pa/Tye) je l"a Ke, te KU!I jvuH Ane potana (Pa/Tye) l"a lgaDI devuH¦ Aaha..ha¦

—te pyaRy xuâ pairàimkwavl"a` xuâaTmãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwþ Ke.˜ Aaha...ha...ha¦ Are Pa/wu¦ tarI ApUvR mo"amagRnI je pyaRy Pa/g! =ay Ke, te p` ãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke¦ bhu (AakruH) n pDe ma!e (Aem kæuH). nhÄtr to ;svR=a' iwNn Ke¦ (]I inhalCaHãÒ) soganIAe ;svR=a iwNn' lQyuH Ke. to Aem j¦ be tdŸn iwNn Ke¦ ãVymaH pyaRy n=I. Ane pyaRymaH ãVy n=I¦ p` lokone AakruH lage, Ae!le AhÄyaH ;k=HiCatŸ iwNn' kæuH. pyaRyno ãVymaH Aekdm‐svR=a Awav (Ke, Aem smjvuH).. jrI k@` pDe.

Ae mo"amagRnI pyaRy, xuâ _pyognI pyaRy, xuâaTmaiwmuqnI pyaRy, ;i5kazI ãVy'=I iwNn Ke¦ Ar...r...r¦ hÒ xrIr juduH, rag Ôudo Ane pu~y‐pap‐l"mIne \Uz ne Aa tmaxa b\a, Ae judaH. te hÒ bese nhÄ Aene. (to) AhÄ ;(je) \mRnI pyaRy Pa/g! ={, Ae ãVy=I iwNn Ke' (‐AevuH kem bese??)

Ae khe Ke te juAo: (;;k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke). xa ma!e?'' xuâ CaEtNy wgvan AaTma¸ AenI ]âa‐&an‐Caair5 (nI pyaRy) A=aRtŸ je pyaRy AHdr AanHdnI AavI Ae pyaRy‐vStu=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke. Ae pyaRy ãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke. prãVy‐xrIr, vaÌ, kmR, ÏI, ku!uHb, pirvar‐to b\aH (pota=I tdŸn) iwNn Ke rag to





ãVy=I iwNn Ke (p`) inmRzpyaRy=I p` (ãVy) iwNn Ke. Aaha...ha...ha¦ AenI (potanI) mo"amagRnI inmRz pyaRy jemaH AtIiNãy AanHd Aave Ke, mo"ana magRno A=R: AtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv (je pyaRymaH) Aave Ke, (Ae pyaRy p` ãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwþ Ke). AtIiNãy AanHd Ae!le ßyare [Nãona [NãasnmaH, kroDo APsraAomaH suq n=I¸ p` Ae b\uH du:q Ke, Ae Pa/aÌ du:qI Ke. (p`) Aa suq AHdrmaH=I ßyare sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an‐=yuH to AtIiNãy suq A=aRtŸ AtIiNãy AanHd AaVyo. Ae AtIiNãy AanHdnI pyaRy p` ko{ Ape"aaAe i5kazI ãVy=I iwNn Ke. Ae (pyaRy) ;AHx' Ke Ane i5kazI ;AHxI' Ke.

inüy=I to TyaH su\I kæuH Ke ;iCadŸivlas'maH ke : Ae ;pyaRy'nuH ãVy iwNn, "ae5 iwNn, kaz iwNn, wav iwNn, ‐ xuH kæuH? Aaha...ha¦ AhÄ ivkarI pyaRynI to vat j n=I. Ane xrIr‐vaÌne iÊya AaTmanI, Ae vat p` AhÄ n=I, Ae (iÊya) to jDnI Ke. p` wgvan AaTmanI je mo"ana magRnI pyaRy, je AHdr ={ Ke, Ae pyaRyne k=HiCatŸ iwNn khI. kemke, pyaRy Ke te Aek ;AHx' Ke. AhÄ. iCadŸivlas'maH Ae ãVy (;AHxI' Ane bakIno ;AHx') iwNn¸ ãVy A=aRtŸ Ae vStu Ke. i5kazI=I Ae pyaRy iwNn, Aena Pa/dex iwNn. je!lamaH=I pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke Ae!la Ae Pa/dex. ãVy‐Pa/dex krtaH Ae (pyaRyna) Pa/dexno AHx iwNn Ke. Ke to AsHQy Pa/dex p` AsHQy Pa/dexmaH=I be Pa/kar: je!lamaH=I mo"amagRnI pyaRy _TpNn ={ te "ae5 iwNn Ke, Ane |a/uv je!lamaH rhe Ke te "ae5 iwNn Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Ae pyaRy je mo"ana magRnI Ke te pyaRyne ãVy khIAe.

kæuH htuH ne...¦ ;inymsar'maH : (pyaRy) prãVy. (pyaRyne) ãVy kæuH. AenuH (pyaRynuH) "ae5 (iwþ). ãVy je Svwav‐vStu Ke, Aena=I ;pyaRy‐ãVy' iwNn¸ pyaR–nuH ;"ae5' iwNn¸ Ane pyaRyno ;kaz' iwNn (‐pyaRy Aek smynI Ane Aa vStu i5kaz.)¸ Ane pyaRyno ;wav' iwNn (‐ãVy Svwav krtaH pyaRyno wav iwþ). (]ota:) Svwav p` iwNn? (_¿r:) xuâ pyaRy Ke ne¦ iwNn Ke. i5kazI vStu=I pyaRy iwþ Ke. (Ôe) be Aek ={ Ôy to, (Ae!le ke:) Ôe pyaRy‐AHxmaH ãVy AavI Ôy to, ãVy ;AHx' ={ Ôy. Ane pyaRy AemaH (ãVymaH) AavI Ôy to, pyaRy ;ãVy' ={ Ôy¦ p` Aem (kdI bntuH) n=I. Aaha...ha...¦

;kzx !Ika' (}lok‐) 2p2maH to Aem lI\uH Ke ke : ;SvãVy' Ae!le inivRkLpvStu. vStu je inivRkLp‐Awed A=aRtŸ pyaRy p` jemaH n=I, Ae inivRkLp ãVy‐Ae SvãVy. ;Sv"ae5' Ae!le Aa\ar ma5 vStuno Pa/dex¸ Sv"ae5 Ae!le gu no Aa\ar ma5 Pa/dex‐Ae Sv"ae5. ;Svkaz' Ae!le vStu ma5nI mUz AvS=a. ;Svwav' Ae!le vStunI mUznI inj (shj) xikt‐gu .





hve, prãVy Ae!le sivkLp wed‐kLpna. Aeklo wed nhÄ (p`) sivkLp wed‐kLpna, xrIr‐vaÌ‐mn to prãVy Ke l"mI Aaid \Uz to prãVy Ke tare Ane Aene kH{ sHbH\ j n=I. AenI to Ame AhÄ vat j krta n=I. AhÄH to ragne prãVy kæuH AenI p` vat Ame kheta n=I. p` AhÄH to AaquH ãVy je AqHD Awed Ke, AemaH ivkLp _@avvo A=aRtŸ AwedmaH=I wedno ivkLp _@avvo ‐ Ae prãVy Ke. Aaha...ha¦ rajmlÒnI !Ika Ke¦ be !Ika Ke, bIÒ (p`) Aek !Ika Ke. AhÄH (Ame) to b\a Ga/H=o‐hÔro Ôeya Ke, Aek Aek (Ga/H=) ke!lI var...Aek var nih p` FÌ var, b\a Ôeya Ke. Are...re¦ AhÄH khe Ke ke : ;prãVy' kone khIAe?‐ xrIr to prãVy Ke. kmR prãVy Ke. ÏI‐ku!uHb prãVy Ke. l"mI prãVy Ke. mkan prãVy Ke. jmIn prãVy Ke. ‐ AenI to vat (j) tuH KoDI de¦ kemke, ;Ae prãVy maruH Ke' AevI maNyta to Wa/m‐im+yaTv‐A&an Ke. p` AhÄH to khe Ke ke: ;rag' prãVy Ke, Ae p` KoDI de¦ AhÄH to AqHD ãVymaH ivkLp=I wed‐kLpna krvI te (p`) prãVy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? xuH kæHu? (ke :) prãVy A=aRtŸ sivkLp wedkLpna. ivkLp _@avvo ke ;Aa ãVy Ke' Ae wed‐kLpna¸ te prãVy ={ gyuH. Are...re¦ kyaH vat bese? Are¦ jNm‐mr`=I riht =vano wav (kem =ay)? Pa/wu¦ Are...re Anaid=I jNm‐mr`no wav‐CaoyaRxIno kre Ke... mrIne nrk Ane ingod...¦ Aaha...ha¦ AhÄH to khe Ke : Pa/wu AqHDanHd Ke, AemaH sivkLp‐ivkLp=I wed _@avvo ‐ wed‐kLpna _@avvI, te ;prãVy' Ke. (‐Aene p` KoD¦)

hve, pr"ae5 Ae!le vStuno je Aa\arwUt Pa/dex A=aRtŸ inivRkLpvStu ‐ Òvna AsHQy Pa/dex¸ te Pa/dex (maH sivkLp wed‐kLpna, Ae pr"ae5). ;sivkLp wed‐kLpna' ‐ Aa Ôer AhÄH Ke. AeklI wed‐kLpna nhÄ, p` sivkLp wed‐kLpna. A=aRtŸ AsHQy Pa/dex Ke AemaH. Aa Pa/dex Ane Aa Pa/dex, Aem wed‐kLpna‐sivkLp wed‐kLpna‐Ae pr"ae5. prPa/dex buiâgoCar$pe khevay Ke. buiâgoCar Ae!le buiâ=I manvuH‐Ô`vuH‐(wed‐) kLpna‐ Ae pr"ae5.

hve, prkaz (Ae!le) ãVynI) mUznI inivRkLp AvS=a, AvS=a Ae!le i5kazI levuH, je i5kazI CaIj Ke, te Svkaz Ke te j AvS=aNtr‐wed$p kLpna‐ prkaz khevay Ke. i5kazI CaIj Ke ;AvS=' Ae AvS=a. TyaH pyaRy nhÄ levI. i5kazI vStu Svkaz Ke. Ane AemaH vtRman pyaRyne iwNn krvI Ae prkaz Ke.

Ar...r...r¦ AhÄH to xrafnI dukane be@a hoy (to Aem mane ke srqI rIte xrafI Caale.... AmarI dukan bhu srs Caale Ke¦ (]ota:) Oma AanHd Aave Ke¦ (_¿r:) AanHd Aave Ke du:qno¦ Amara FrnI vat nhotI krI¦ fo{na dIkra hta wagIdar. vepar‐\H\amaH Aene FÌ mmta. Aene to ;huH kruH...huH kruH'




smsar ga=a‐320 : 28p

;Aa b\uH huH kÌH KuH' AevuH Aiwman F uH. Aaqo dI Aa kyuÅ ne Aa kyuÅ... Aa mal AaVyo ne Aa lavo. to meH Aek var khI dI\uH ke ;xuH Aa b\I hozI¦ tme mrIne pxu =xo'. Aapè vai`ya KIAe Ae!le maHs‐{HDa Aaidna (qorak) to Ke nih Ae!le nrkmaH (to) nhÄ j{Ae. sHvt 1966nI vat Ke. kæuH htuH : ;mrIne bapu¦ mnu*y =xo, Aem mne lagtuH n=I. Ane mrIne dev =xo, Aem p` mne lagtuH n=I. tmare ma!e to Aek pxu (git) (j) Ke'. raD naqe, p` (te) ko{ dI bole nhÄ. ;wgt' Ke, bole Ke, kheva >o''. (Aem saHwzI leta).

Aaha...ha¦ AhÄH khe Ke: ;prkaz' kone khevo? ‐ Aa AvsipRÌ, _TsipRÌ, idvs ne rai5‐ Ae to prkaz Ke Ae nhÄ. AhÄH to i5kazI CaIj Ke Ae ;Svkaz'. Ane AemaH Aek smynI pyaRyno wed krvo Ae ;prkaz'.

Aavo magR Ke, bapa¦ vItrag xasn¦ ivvi"at vat‐;prkaz' Ke ne? inivRkLp AvS=a Ae!le vStu...haeH¦ i5kazI. te vStu=I AvS=aNtr AaHtr‐wed A=aRtŸ Aek smynI pyaRyno wed‐Ae ;prkaz'.

hve, prwav Ae!le ãVynI shj xikt, wgvan (AaTma)nI AnHt gu ‐ xi›, AaTmamaH AnHt gu je AnHt muq Ane AnHt Òw=I n khevay Aeva Ae!la gu ¸ Ae b\a gu ‐xi›na pyaRy$p Anek AHx äara wed‐kLpna. (tene ;prwav' khevay Ke). AhÄH fer Ae!lo paD–o : Anek AHx äara wedkLpna A=aRtŸ Aek gu nI kLpna krvI‐ Ae ;prwav' Ke. Aaha..ha¦

Are...re¦ vItragno mUz magR¦¦ prmaTma ijne¬rdev Aemè xuH kæuH‐ AenI (lokone) hÒ qbr n=I¦ to pKI vStunuH pir`mn (to ke dI =vanuH?) xuH khe Ke? xuH xElI Ke¦ (gu ‐wed‐kLpna) Ae ;prwav'¦ (Aaha...ha¦ rag to prwav Ke j, A=aRtŸ dya‐dan‐Va/tnaH piràm Ae to prwav Ke j¸ p` AaTma AnHt gu no ipHD Ke, AemaH Aek gu nI (wed) kLpna krvI ke, ;Aa &an Ke'... ;Aa dxRn Ke' ‐ Ae ;prwav' Ke¦ Aaha...¦ ha¦ rajmlÒnI !Ika Ke¦

(]ota:) song#maH AevaH j xaÏ Kpay Ke?

(pU. guÌdev]I :) Ae mne qbr n=I ke Aa (xaÏ) k–aH=I Kpa uH Ke? Amne kH{ qbr n=I¦ AhÄH to _pdex isvay bIÔuH xuH =ay Ke, te duinya Ô e. bavIx laq puStko KpayaH Ke Ae ko{ khe to Ame saHwzIAe. Ame ko{ne kH{ kheta n=I‐ kro ke Kpavo... kH{ nhÄ' bennuH (pU. bhen]I CaHpabennuH) puStk ;bhen]InaH vCanam<t' ßyare ha=maH AaVyuH to deqIne Tyare kæuH htuH ke : ;Aa Aek laq puStk Kpavo'. (Aem) Aa pheluH vheluH kæuH. Ae puStk to AlaEikk Ke¦ Ae isvay





Aa!laH ‐ bavIx laq puStko (Pa/kaixt =yaH)¸ Aa mkan (‐mHidro Aaid) bNyaH (p`) Ame ko{ne kaH{ kæuH n=I, mkan bnavo... AhÄH pEsa (vapro)... iblkul ko{ vat nhÄ. (Ame to ma5) _pdex AapIAe, saHwzvuH hoy to saHwzo, Ae isvay (AmarI ko{) Pa/v<i¿ n=I.

AhÄ khe Ke ke : Ae xuâ pairàimknI je pyaRy Ke, te ãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke. kem iwNn Ke? ‐ Ae ivxeØ khexe.

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(ÝvCan : ta.4-8-79)

(;smysar') 320 ‐ ga=anI jnsenaCaayRnI !Ika Ke. AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke : je AaTma potana Svwav‐sNmuq ={ne je xuâopyog=I potane Pa/aº kre Ke, Ae xuâopyog‐xuâ (AaTma) Aiwmuq¸ wgvan¦ Ae pyaRy¸ xuH CaIj Ke? pyaRy Ane ãVyne xo sHbH\ Ke? Ae JIÌ vat (Ke)¦ xuH kæuH? ke : Pa/wu CaEtNySv$p, |a/uv, AtIiNãy AanHd Am<tna sagr=I pirpU`R wyaeR (Ke). AevI (je) CaIj (xuâaTma), AenI sNmuq ={ne je Aiwmuq piràm _Tpþ =ay Ke A=aRtŸ (ãVy‐sNmuq, Ane pr=I ‐ pyaRy=I p` ivmuq ={, Ae pyaRy AnHtmuRq Ôy Ke, to Ae pyaRyne A|yaTmwaØa=I ;xuâaTmaiwmuq (piràm)' Ane ;xuâopyog' khevamaH AaVyuH. (t=a) Aene Aagm waØamaH _pxm, "ayopxm Ane "aaiyk (wav5y) khevamaH AaVyuH. hve AhÄ khe Ke ke ;;te pyaRy'' ‐ Ae xuâopyog ($p) je pyaRy, ãVy Svwav wgvan pU`R Pa/wunI sNmuq ={ Ae pyaRy‐ ;;xuâpairàimkwavl"a` xuâaTmãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwþ Ke.'' Aaha...ha...ha¦

xrIr, vaÌ, mnnI to vat j k–aH Ke ? Ae to prvStu (Ke). Aena karè Aave Ke, Ôy Ke. pu~y‐papna wavnI AhÄ vat n=I. Aene to (;smysar') sHvr Ai\karmaH (Aem kæuH ke :) pu~y ‐ papna wav ;Aa\ar' Ane AaTma ;Aa\ey', ke AaTma ;Aa\ar' Ane pu~y‐pap ;Aa\ey' ‐ Aem n=I. TyaH Ae!luH lI\uH ke : pu~y‐ papna wavnuH "ae5 p` iwNn¦ Aaha...ha...ha¦ ÏI, ku!uHb, pirvarnuH "ae5 to (svR=a) iwNn (Ke)¸ AenI vat to AhÄ Ke nhÄ¸ AenI sa=e to (AaTmane) kaH{ sHbH\ j n=I. fkt AHdr je pu~y Ane papna wav =ay Ke, Aene p` prs¿a gÌne pr"ae5 g~ya Ke. ‐ Ae prs¿a Ke, potanI ‐ Svs¿a n=I. Aaha...ha...ha¦ dya, dan,Va/t, wi›, pUÔidno wav =ay, p` Ae Svs¿amaH AiwNn n=I, A=aRtŸ Svs¿a=I tdŸn iwNn Ke. TyaH sHvr Ai\kar (ga=a : 181‐183) maH to Aem kæuH ke : _pyog _pyogmaH Ke. Ô`niÊya Aa\ar Ane AaTma Aa\ey, Aem lI\uH TyaH to





(Aem kæuH ke : Ô`niÊya ($p) je pyaRy te ãVy=I AiwNn Ke. kar` ke : Ô`niÊyana Aa\ar=I AaTma Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ae karè Ô`niÊya‐xuâopyog‐xuâ (AaTm) Aiwmuq piràmnI sa=e AaTmane AiwNn g`vamaH AaVyo Ke Ane ivkarne iwNn krIne (tenuH) "ae5 iwNn, s¿a iwNn, Sv$p iwNn (isâ kyuÅ Ke). Ae!le ke : AaTma Ane rag‐bNne vCCae ko{ (prma=RwUt) Aa\ar‐Aa\ey sHbH\ n=I. Aaha...ha...ha¦

ÝÆ : Ae Ô`niÊyane Aa\ar kem khI?

_¿r : Ae Ô`niÊya=I je CaIj (‐AaTma) Ô`vamaH AavI Ke te CaIj to Anaid (Ke) p` AHtmuRq ={ne Ae (CaIj) Ô`vamaH AavI. (te=I) te Ô`niÊya Aa\ar Ke kar` ke Aena Aa\ar=I Ô`vamaH AavI.

JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ TyaH (sHvr Ai\karmaH) to Ô`niÊya je \mR‐pyaRy, Aene AaTma AiwNn khI¸ Ane AhÄyaH iwNn khe Ke. Ane Ape"aa=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn khe Ke. ‐ xuH khe Ke juAo¦ pyaRy je inmRz pyaRy (A=aRtŸ) mo"amagRnI pyaRy, je xuâ _pyog Ane vItragI pyaRy je mo"anuH kar`, te ;vItragI pyaRy', xuâpairàimkwavl"a` ;xuâaTmãVy'=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke.

jysen AaCaayRnI Ape"aa jrI &anPa/\an k=nnI Ke te=I ;k=HiCatŸ iwNn' kæHu. (ßyare) Am<tCaHã AaCaayR to (;Pa/vCansar') ga=a‐172, ;AilHgGa/h`' bol‐19maH Aem khe Ke ke : wgvan AaTma, pyaRy=I wedl"a`vazo, Ae pyaRyne SpxRto y n=I. A=aRtŸ pyaRy$p ivxeØwavne ãVy SpxRtuH n=I. AailHgn krtHu n=I. Aaha...ha¦ pyaRy ãVyne AailHgn krtI n=I Ane ãVy pyaRyne AailHgn krtuH n=I. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Ae xuâ (pyaRy), je \mR ($p) sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&annI xuâopyog ppaRy, te pyaRy AaTmane SpxRtI n=I. iblkul SpxRtI n=I, Aem kæuH. Ane AhÄyaH k=HiCatŸ iwNn kæuH. Om Ape"aa=I k=n Ke.

AhÄyaH kæuH ke : Pa/wu AaTma je inTyanHd |a/uv, AenI sNmuq =[ne je mo"amagRnaH piràm =ay Ke, Ae Ape"aa=I, AhÄyaH samaNy mo"amagRnI pyaRy kevI Ke ne...¦ Ae Ape"aaAe, jrI k=HiCatŸ iwNn kæuH. p` smuCCay=I ßyaH levuH Ke : AilHGa/h`maH, (TyaH) Am<tCaHãaCaayR to Aem khe Ke ke : pyaRyno wed‐pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I Ane ãVy pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I.

wa{¦ Aavo ivØy Aakro Ke. AhÄ rag‐ivkarnI vat n=I. xrIr, vaÌ, mn Ane kmRnI vat p` n=I. (Ae to) jgtna SvtH5 pda=R (Ke, je) potana=I pir`mI ræa Ke. pEsa jD, mkan, Aab$ Ae to prmaùnI pyaRy¸ potana=I





pir`mn kre Ke. ÏIno AaTma p` potana=I pyaRynuH pir`mn kre Ke. Ae ko{ ko{na sHbH\=I n=I. Aaha..ha¦ ivkarno p` AaTma sa=e sHbH\ n=I. kem (ke :) ivkarnI s¿a iwNn Ke. Pa/wu Ae!le AaTma. AaTmane AhÄ Pa/wu khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha...ha¦ hve AhÄyaH inmRz pyaRyne (ãVy=I) k=HiCatŸ iwNn khI. Ane TyaH (AilHGa/h`na) 19ma bolmaH (kæHu ke:) pyaRyne ãVy SpxRtuH n=I. pyaRyne‐ inmRz pyaRyne p` ãVy AailHgn krtuH n=I. Ae (ãVy‐pyaRyno) svR=a wed kyaeR. Ane (TyaH) 20ma bolmaH to Aem lI\uH ke : potanI pyaRymaH vedn Aave Ke Ae pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. ãVy je i5kazI vStu Ke Aene Ae pyaRy SpxRtI n=I. Ae pyaRy te j AaTma Ke. kar` ke vednmaH pyaRy Aave Ke. AanHdnI pyaRy vednmaH Aave Ke. ko{ ãVy vednmaH AavtuH n=I.

ij&asa : pyaRy vedn kre Ke ?

sma\an : kre Ke (kho) Aave Ke kho, Aek j vat Ke. ãVynuH vedn n=I¦ ãVy to |a/uv Ke.

sU"m ivØy Ke, wa{¦ tÀvne smjvuH FùH (doæluH Ke). jEndxRn Ae ko{ AlaEikk CaIj Ke. OmaH _pr!pke jNm l{ lI\o.... Ane jNm=I pUÔ krI ne wi› krI ne mHidr bnaVyuH ne Va/t kyaÅ.. (p`) te ko{ CaIj n=I. Ae ko{ \mR n=I¦ (]ota:) CaIj nhÄ ma!e \mR nhÄ, Aem? (_¿r:) potanI pyaRymaH Ae CaIj n=I. A=aRtŸ Ae ragaid potanI pyaRymaH qreqr Ke j nhÄ¸ te=I Ae \mR j n=I.

p` (AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke:) potanuH xuâ Sv$p xuâpairàimkwavl"a`, xuâpairàimk i5kazI Svwavwavl"a`, xuâaTmãVy (naH sMykŸ]âan‐&an‐AnuCar`$p je) mo"amagRnI‐\mRnI pyaRy (te xuâaTmãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke).

;tÀva=RsU5'maH ;;sMykŸdxRn&anCaairZaai` mo"amagR:'' (kæuH) Ae 5è pyaRy Ke. ;tÀva=RsU5'maH pyaRyPa/\an k=n Ke. AhÄ khe Ke : Ae (5è) pyaRy xuâaTm ãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke. Aaha...ha¦ Ane (]I inhalCaHã) soganIÒAe (ãVy¹i*! Pa/kax'na bol‐26pmaH Aem) lI\uH Ke ke : pyaRy ãVy=I svR=a iwNn Ke. to AaCaayRnuH k=n ;Ae'¸ Ane (soganIÒnuH) ;Aa'¦ AemnuH (k=n) p` y=a=R Ke. Aemè prm inüy=I ‐Am<tCaHã AaCaayRnI xElI=I ‐ kæuH Ke. smÔùH kaH{? AlaEikk vat Ke, bapu¦

duinyamaH Aa pEsa mze, Ae to pUvRna pu~y=I mze Ke. Ae kaH{ puÌØa=R=I mzta n=I. bhu VyviS=t rag kre to pEsa mze, Om n=I. Ae to pUvRna pu~y‐





prmaù pDya hoy, Ae qrva layk ={ Ôy, Tyare pEsa ÔevamaH Aave Ke. ÔevamaH Aave Ke ke ;Aa marI pase AaVya'¸ p` Ae Aena Ke nhÄ.

AhÄyaH to dya, dan, wi›no rag p` AaTmanI pyaRymaH n=I. Aaha...ha¦ AaTmanI pyaRy je \mR‐pyaRy Ke Ae ;pyaRy' ãVy=I k=HiCatŸ judI Ke.

AhÄ mo"amagRnI pyaRy khevI Ke ne...? samaNy pyaRynI VyaQya n=I. AhÄ mo"amagRnI pyaRynI VyaQya Ke. (te=I tene) k=HiCatŸ iwNn khI. Ane ;AilHgGa/h`'maH to ãVy pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I¸ Ae pKI lexe. pyaRy ãVy SpxRtI n=I¸ Ae 20ma (bolmaH) Ke. 19ma (bolmaH) Ae khe Ke ke : pyaRyivxeØ je \mR‐pyaRy...haeH¦ Ae pyaRy, ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. Aaha...ha¦ ;SpxRtI n=I'no A=R ;svR=a iwNn' ={ gyo. smÔùH kaH{? Aajno ivØy sU"m Ke, Pa/wu¦ Aaha...ha¦ khe Ke ke: ;pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I' to TyaH xuH svR=a iwNn ={ g{¦ Ane 20maH (AilHg‐Ga/h`na) bolmaH Aem kæuH ke : vednmaH ßyare AanHdnI pyaRy Aave Ke, Ae pyaRy‐vednne ãVy SpxRtuH n=I. A=aRtŸ ãVy je i5kazI Ke, Ae vednne SpxRtuH n=I. (Ae!le ke) vednmaH Ae ãVy AavtuH j n=I. Arere...re¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ ke : Pa/Tyiw&annuH kar`‐ je Aa Ke, Ae phelaH htuH, Ae rhexe, AevuH je Pa/Tyiw&annuH kar`‐ãVy, vStu i5kazI, Aa xuâpairàimkwavl"a`, xuâaTmãVy¦ Ae AnuwvI Òvne pyaRymaH (AnuwvnI pyaRyne) ‐ Ae ãVy SpxRtuH n=I. bhu sU"m ivØy (Ke), wa{¦ AnuwUitne ãVy SpxRtuH j n=I. AnuwUit pyaRy SvtH5 Ke. AhÄyaH kæHu: ;k=HiCatŸ iwNn.' Ane TyaH (AilHgGa/h`maH) to (kæHu ke :) ;pyaRy svR=a iwþ Ke. Ae pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. ãVy pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I.' ‐ Ae 19‐20 mo bol Ke. Aaha...ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? i5kazI &aykwav, je xuâ CaEtNyFn, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy, Ae ;ãVy'¦ ‐ Aene, sMyGdxRnnI ;pyaRy' SpxRtI n=I. Ane Ae ;ãVy' Ke, te (sMyGdxRnnI) ;pyaRy' ne SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha..ha..ha¦

Am<tCaHãaCaayRnuH k=n FùH j sU"m Ke¦ jysen AaCaayRnI !IkamaH ke!lIk vqt Vyvhar sa\n Ane inüy sa|y‐Aem inim¿=I k=n Ke. AhÄ to kDk vat Ke. smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH Pa/wu¦ Aa to svR& i5lokna= prme¬r vItrage kæo Ae magR Ke. ke kaH{ sa\ar` rIte smÔ[ Ôy, AevI CaIj n=I. hÒ to Aeno baæ Vyvhar p` smjvamaH Aavto n=I, to inüynI to vat xI ?

AhÄ to khe Ke ke : inüy je sMyGdxRn‐&an pyaRy Ke te ãVy=I‐i5kazI wgvan=I k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke. mo"amagRnI pyaRy levI Ke ne...? Ane (TyaH) ;AilHg Ga/h`'maH to pyaRy‐ãVynI samaNy VyaQya Ke. te=I pyaRyne ãVy SpxRtuH





n=I Ane ãVyne pyaRy SpxRtI n=I. ‐ Ae 20mo (bol) lI\o. Aaha...ha...ha¦ kevz&annI pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. Aa k{ vato, bapu¦ AhÄ to mo"amagRnI pyaRynI vat Ke. Ane ßyaH ;AilgGa/h`'maH samaNy pyaRynI VyaQya AavI TyaH to Ae pyaRyivxeØnuH AailHgn ãVyne n=I. A=aRtŸ pyaRy‐vednmaH ãVy AavtuH n=I. vednmaH‐AnuwvmaH je pyaRy Aave Ke te pyaRy, ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. ãVy Aene (pyaRyne) SpxRtuH n=I. kar` ke ãVynuH vedn Ke j nhÄ. ãVy je i5kazI‐|a/uv CaIj Ke, AenuH vedn to &anI Ane A&anI ‐ ko{ne n=I. Aaha...ha...ha¦ sU"m ivØy Ke, wa{¦ Ane soganIÒAe to Aem kæH ke : ;ãVy Ane pyaRy svR=a iwNn Ke.' Ae samaNy vat=I ;svR=a iwNn' kæuH. Ane AhÄ to mo"amagRnI Ape"aaAe ;k=HiCatŸ iwNn' kæuH. smÔy Ke kaH{? Ane ;pHCaaiStkay'maH to AevuH lI\uH ke : wgvan je ãVySvwav je i5kazI, AanHdno na= Pa/wu¸ AemaH je pyaRy inmRz Aave Ke, te p` ;sHyogI' Ke. Aena (ãVy‐) SvwavmaH te pyaRy n=I. Aaha..ha..ha¦ sHyog‐ivyog Ae pyaRymaH Aave Ke¦

bharna ÏI‐ku!uHbno sHyog, Ae to prCaIj (Ke)¸ AenI sa=e (to AaTmane) kaH{ sHbH\ j n=I. (p`) potano AaTma, wgvan pU aRnHd Pa/wu AemaH je \mRnI pyaRy‐Aena AvlHbn=I Pa/g! =ay Ke‐ Ae pyaRy, ãVy=I iwNn Ke. ãVymaH Ae pyaRyno sHyog =yo Ke. ÏI‐ku!uHbno syog =ay Ke Ane mrI Ôy Tyare ivyog =ay Ke AenI to vat j k–aH Ke ? Ae to ko{ tarI CaIj n=I, tarI sa=e n=I.

Aaha...ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke : mo"ano magR je pU`R dxanuH kar` Ke, Ae pyaRynI AhÄ vat Ke, mo"anI pyaRynI vat AhÄ lI\I n=I. AhÄ to xuâaTmaiwmuq piràm, jene ;xuâopyog' khIAe, jene AagmwaØa=I ;_pxm, "ayopxm, "aaiyk' khIAe¸ Ane A|yaTmwaØaAe ;xuâaTmaiwmuq' ;xuâopyog' khIAe¸ te pyaRy (nI vat Ke).

—te pyaRy‐ Aem waØa lI\I. —te pyaRy˜ Aevo xBd Ke. smuCCay‐b\I p` Aa (mo"amagRnI) pyaRy (;;k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke''). wgvan tara mihmano par n=I Pa/wu¦ p` tarI CaIjno mihma tne smÔto n=I¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke : je pyaRymaH ãVynuH mahaTMy AaVyuH, te pyaRyne ãVy SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha..ha¦ ADtuH n=I.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke : Aa ÏIn wogve Ke to (ÏIna) xrIrne te xrIr AD–uH y n=I. Ae jDne AD–uH y n=I. Aek xrIr bIÔ xrIrne k–are y SpxRtuH j n=I. ‐ Ae to FÌ S=Uz vat ={ g{. smÔy Ke kaH{?




smysar ga=a ‐ 320 : 291

(;smysar') 5IÒ ga=amamaH AaVyuH ne...¦ ke : drek pda=R potana gu Ane pyaRy$pI \mR A=aRtŸ Svwavne SpxeR Ke. p` Ae pyaRy prpda=RnI pyaRyne kyare– SpxRtI n=I¦ (]ota:) SpxeR nhÄ. Aeno wava=R? (_¿r:) bNne iwNn iwNn Ke. (]ota:) te‐$p =ta n=I ‐ Aem wava=R Ke? (_¿r:) te ‐$p Ke j nhÄ, iwNn iwNn Ke¦

Aaha...ha¦ ;\vla¦'maH to pyaRyne ivs¹x‐ivruâ khI Ke. Ane gu ‐ãVyne s¹x‐Aivruâ kæa Ke. A=aRtŸ ãVyne Aivruâ kæHu Ke Ane pyaRyne As¹x‐ivruâ khI Ke. kar` ke _Tpad‐Vyy Ae!le Aek smynI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke Ane pUvRnI pyaRy Vyy =ay Ke, te=I Ae to ivs¹x ={ Ane i5kazI rhevavazuH |a/uv s¹x Ke. to Ae ivs¹xne s¹x SpxRtuH n=I Ane ivs¹x Ke Ae s¹xne SpxRtuH n=I. Aaha...ha...ha¦ magR to juAo¦ 5` lokna na=no Aa pokar Ke.

svR&dev prme¬r Aek baju (pHCaaiStkay'maH Aem khe : ;;pßjyivjudH dVvH'' - pyaRy ivnanuH ãVy hotuH j n=I. Ae to pr=I iwNn krva ma!e ;;pßjyivjudH dVvH'' Aevo pa@ Ke. ne bIÒ baju AhÄ to (Aem kæuH ke :) pyaRy=I ãVy iwNn Ke. Aaha...ha¦

hIramaH Camk é@I. Ae Camk, hIrane SpxRtI n=I. Ane hIro Camkne SpxRto n=I. AhÄ to khe Ke ke Pa/wu¦ saHwz to qro¦ hIro Camkne SpxRto n=I. Ae (hIro) ßyare FsvamaH Aave Ke, tenI nICalI CaIj Ke jene Fse Ke, tene Ae hIranI pyaRy SpxRtI n=I. Ane (nICalI CaIjnI) pyaRy, tene (hIrane) SpxRtI n=I. ‐ Ae to FÌ S=Uz vat Ke.

jDkmRno _dy Ke, Ae AaTmanI pyaRyne SpxRto n=I. AaTmamaH rag hoy, Êo\ hoy, p` Ae pyaRyne kmR ADtaH y n=I. Ane kmRnI pyaRy Aene (ivkarI pyaRyne) SpxRtI n=I. Ane Ae ivkarI pyaRy kmRne SpxRtI n=I.

Aaha...ha¦ AhÄ to Aena=I Aagz l[ gya : ke mo"ano magR Ke, je ApU R mo"a‐pyaRy‐pU R nhÄ te Ape"aaAe ‐ (te p` k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke). kar` ke teno Vyy ={ jxe A=aRtŸ ßyare mo"a =xe Tyare Aa (mo"amagRnI) pyaRyno Vyy =xe. Ae Ape"aa levI Ke ke, Aa pyaRyne Ôe svR=a AiwNn kho to Ae pyaRyno (to) nax =[ Ôy Ke, to sa=e ãVyno p` nax ={ Ôy¦

Aaha...ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ bapa¦ magR Fò sU"m¦ Aeno AWyas Ôe{Ae. Aaha...ha¦ Anaid=I CaoyaRxIna Avtar krI krIne rqDI myaeR Ke. Ae nrknaH ‐ ingodnaH du:qo...bapu¦ Pa/wu Aem khe Ke ke Are¦ jFNy iS=it phelI nrknI dx hÔr vØRnI





Ke. taraH nrknaH du:q...huH kevI rIte khuH? Ae vedn...Ae du:qnI VyaQya (krvanI) AevI takat marI vaÌmaH n=I. AhÄ jrI grm hva Aave to @Ik pDe nhÄ wa{ sahebne¦ Ane TyaH to, AevI grm hva=I, AnHt gu I grmI phelI nrkmaH Ke. luharna juvan KokraAe laq m`na lo#ana gozane, K mihna su\I !IpI !IpIne mjbUt kyaeR hoy, Aeva laq m`na gozane (Ôe) TyaH mUke, to te paÌnI jem AogzI Ôy¸ Ae!lI to TyaH grmI Ke, Pa/wu¦

ij&asa: Aap yad Apavo Ko. Amne to yad AavtuH n=I¦

sma\an: Ae to kæuH htHu ne ... Aapè vaidrajnuH, vaidrajmuin wavilHgI sHt, AaTmanuwvmaH AanHdmaH rmta (hta). xrIrmaH ko# AaVyo. raÔAe ]avkne kæuH ke : Ame ke!la $paza Ane pu~yvHt KIAe¦ Ane tara guÌne to ko# Ke. tara guÌ ko#vaza Ke¦ (Tyare) ]avke kæuH : ANndata¦ mara guÌne ko# n=I. (]ota:) jU@uH khI dI\uH? (_¿r:) Aa ju@uH n=I. Ae raÔ (potano) mihma krto hto ke : AmaruH xrIr $pazuH Ke ne Aam Ke ne tem Ke. Ae!la ma!e teno mihma toDI naQyo. Ane kæuH : drbar¦ xaHt rho. mara guÌne ko# n=I¦ Aeè AavIne (guÌne) vat krI (ke) Pa/wu¦ me Hto mo!a drbar pase AavuH kæuH Ke ke : ;mara guÌne ko# n=I.' (p`) Pa/wu¦ ko# to Ke. muinraj khe Ke ke : xaHit raqo, wa{¦ b\uH @Ik =xe. jEnxasnno ‐ \mRno Pa/tap Ke. tme jem boLya tem =xe. pKI Pa/wunI Stuit krtaH krtaH (muinraje kæuH:) he na=¦ huH pUvRna du:qne yad kruH KuH, pUvRnaH du:q Smr`maH Aave Ke to Kra vage Ke. Aayu\na Fa vage Ke. AaTmamaH Fa vage Ke. Aaha...ha¦ muinraj wavilHgI sHt Ke. ALpkazmaH mo"a jvavaza Ke. pHCa prme*@ImaH wZya Ke. Ae sHt, na=ne‐Pa/wune khe Ke : Pa/wu¦ huH pUvRna, nrknaH ne ingodnaH du:q yad kruH KuH, AenI Sm<it ßyare Aave Ke, to Qyal (Aave) Ke ke TyaH kevuH du:q htuH¦

Aaha...ha¦ Aa to Qyale y k–aH¦ kaH{ qbr p` n mze¦ jD jeva¦ kaH{ be paHCadx kroD mZya, Ae!le ={ ræHu...¦ Aem fUlIne TyaH grI gyo.

Aa to mo!o raÔ. Aene ]avke kæuH ke ;mara guÌne ko# n=I.' tuH (Aem) Ô e ke tmaruH AavuH $pazuH xrIr Ane b\uH inrogI¦ Ane Amara guÌ rogI¦ to (xasn‐) wiktna Pa/emmaH (kæHu ke) ;ko# Ke j nhÄ.' (TyaH=I AavIne) guÌ pase kæuH : Pa/wu¦ huH to Aam khI AaVyo KuH. (guÌAe kæuH:) xaHit raqo, bapu¦ (muinraje StvnmaH Aem kæuH:) wgvan¦ Pa/wu¦ ßyare tme matana gwRmaH p\aro Ko Tyare gammaH sonana g# Ane rtnna kaHgra. na=¦ Tyare to AapnI p\ramÌ




smysar ga=a ‐ 320 : 293

matana pe!maH =ay¦ Pa/wu¦ tme Amara ñdymaH p\ramÌ krI (Ke, to) na=¦ Aa xrIrmaH rog rhI xke nhÄ. Aaha...ha¦ Aa to kudrtI bnI gyuH.. haeH¦ Ae Aam (Stuit) kre Ane (Aem) bnI j Ôy, Aem n=I. kar` ke, wgvannI Pa/a=Rna krvI Ae to xuw rag Ke, to xuw rag=I rog m!I Ôy? (‐ Aem n=I). p` te kaze Ae (rog) m!vanI pyaRy =vanI htI¦ (muinraje) Pa/wune kæuH : Pa/wu¦ ßyaH tme jNmo Ko TyaH sonana g# Ane rtnna kaHgra..na=¦ Ae gamnI AavI xowa¦¦ Pa/wu¦ huH tmne |yanmaH l_H KuH, to tme Aa (ko#vaza) xrIrmaH (p\arxo) Ane Aa rog rhexe? ‐ AavuH boLya nhÄ. p` Amaro Pa/wu AhÄ ræo¦ AmarI CaIj kevI ? xrIr to AmarI CaIj j n=I. to (te) kevI ={ jxe? ‐ Aem Pa/a=Rna krtaH krtaH vednnuH Smr` AaVyuH... Pa/wu¦ Ame to vtRmanmaH =oDa AanHdnuH vedn krIAe KIAe.. (Ane) Pa/wu¦ Aapne to pU`R AanHdnuH vedn (Ke). p` mara pUvRna wvnaH du:q Sm<itmaH Aave Ke, to Aayu\na Fa vage Ke, Pa/wu¦ Ae du:qna Smr`=I (j Ae!luH), to du:q ke!luH? Aeno Aemne Qyal AaVyo. (p`) AhÄ to hÒ ke!luH du:q...Aeno Qyal‐qbr p` n=I. nrkmaH Ane ingodmaH ke!luH du:q Ke ? Ae ko{ dI ivCaarmaH y laVyo n=I. QyalmaH y n=I¦ Aa to (muinrajne) QyalmaH AaVyuH Ke ke ‐ nrkmaH AavuH du:q¦¦ jevI iS=it Ke tevI QyalmaH AavI Ke. Aaha...ha¦ to kæuH ke : Pa/wu Aapno jNm ßyaH =ay Ke, pe!maH Aavo TyaH Aam hoy¦ Pa/wu¦ Aap ßyaH p\aro TyaH Aam =ay¦ to Ame tmne |yanmaH l{ lI\a... tmne AhÄ p\ravI dI\a...tme AmaramaH AavI gya... Ane Pa/wu¦ Aa xrIrmaH xuH (ko#) rhexe? to f!ak ko# m!I gyo. p` raÔAe ;ko# Ke' kæuH htuH te qo!uH Ke, Aem n @re, Ae!la ma!e jra (ko#no DaF ræo) ke ;vat to saCaI htI', p` ]avke wi›na Pa/em=I (tem) kæuH htuH to AevuH fz AavI gyuH.

ij&asa : wi›=I ko# m!I gyo?

sma\an: Aem to laq wi› kre to y ko# n m!e¦ AenI m!vanI yoGyta htI. smÔy Ke kaH{?

sItaÒnI AiGnprI"aa krI ne...? ramCaHãÒ khe ke : sIta¦ tme rav` pase gyaH htaH, Ae!le lokmaH ivro\ ={ gyo Ke. Ame raßymaH raqI xkIAe nhÄ. prI"aa kravo. ‐ szgta AiGnmaH Pa/vex kro¦ pKI tmne Fer l{ j{x. Amare raßy krvuH Ke Ane Amare AenI VyvS=a (krvanI Ke). Pa/Ône hÒ ragno wav Ke ,Ae Ape"aaAe khuH KuH. (Ôe) wav n hoy, to Amare kH{ n=I, Aaha...ha¦ sItaÒAe AiGnnI prI"aa AapI. sItaÒ ;;`mo AirhHta H...`mo isâa H...'' krIne AiGnmaH Pa/veXyaH





(TyaH) kudrte Aekdm AiGn pl!Ine kmz ={ gyuH¦ Aaha...ha¦ Ae to bharnI CaIjnI (AevI j) iS=it bnvanI htI to bnI g{.

Aaha...ha¦ Aa Aek AaHgzI, bIÒ AaHgzIne SpxRtI n=I. Aa ha= AhÄ (gal _pr) Ke te ha= galne SpxRto n=I. Aa (ha=) galne ADyo p` n=I. prno sHg Ôe{ne (A&anI) lokone Wa/m ={ Ôy Ke. lokone CaIjnI (vStuiS=itnI) qbr n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{? AhÄ to (Aem) khe Ke ke: pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I.

Are¦ Aa b\aAe ko{ dI saHwZyuH p` nhÄ hoy. (bIje) k–aHy Aa vat n=I. ra5e ko{Ae nhotuH pUK–uH? ko{ wa{Ae Pa/Æ kyaeR. pKI kæHu ke ;vat to saCaI Ke.' kæHu ke, wgvan¦ vat to saCaI Ke, bapa¦ tuH wgvan Ko. Pa/wu¦ tarI CaIj to wgvan Sv$pI Ke. Ae wgvanSv$p, pyaRymaH mo"ana magRnI pyaRyne SpxRto n=I. Aaha...ha..ha¦ wediv&annI praka*@a¦ iwþ paDvanI praka*@a¦ iwþ paDvanI praka*@a¦

TyaH ;AilHgGa/h`' 20ma bolmaH kæuH ke : Pa/wu¦ Ame to AanHdnuH vedn krIAe KIAe. AemaH (Ae vednne) ãVy SpxRtuH n=I, ADtuH n=I. Pa/Tyiw&annuH kar` AevuH (je samaNy) ãVy¸ Aena AailHgn ivnanI pyaRy marI Ke. xuH kæuH Ae ? ke : Pa/Tyiw&annuH kar`, je |a/uv CaIj, je kale htI Ae Aaj Ke, Ane Aaje Ke te kale rhexe ‐ AevI i5kazI vStu, &aykSv$p wgvanAaTma, AenI potanI pyaRymaH vedn Ke, to Ae ;pyaRynuH vedn Ae huH AaTma KuH.' marI pyaRyna vednmaH maruH ãVy AaVyuH n=I, AavtuH n=I. Aaha...ha¦ |a/uvnuH vedn k–aH? |a/uv to Aek$p i5kaz. v«na ibHbnI jem AaquH CaEtNyibHb v«nI pe@e pDyuH Ke. ‐ Ae pyaRymaH kevI rIte Aave? pyaRy ivs¹x Ke (ivs¹x) pyaRy, (s¹x) ãVymaH kevI rIte Aave ?

Aaha...ha...ha¦ AavI vat Ke, bapu¦ ko{ Ae to vat phelaH saHwzI p` nhÄ hoy¦ Aavo vItragno magR, bapa¦ Aek prmaù bIÔ prmaùne SpxeR nhÄ. xrIrnI pyaRy AaTmane SpxeR nhÄ. AaTma 5` kazmaH k–are y xrIrne ADyo n=I. AaTma xrIrmaH Ke, Aem khevuH Ae Vyvyhar Ke. AaTma AaTmamaH Ke, xrIrmaH n=I¸ xrIrne AD–o y n=I, SpxyaeR y n=I. AaTma 5` kazmaH k–are jD‐xrIrne SpxyaeR j n=I. A&anIne Wa/m ={ Ôy Ke ke : huH Aam wogvuH KuH ne Aam xrIrne wogvuH KuH. smÔùH kaH{ ?

AhÄ to prmaTmaAe kæuH, te sHto khe Ke. jgtne Ôher kre Ke. sHto to wgvanna malnI AaDt kre Ke, AaDitya Ke. prmaTma i5lokna= Pa/wu mhaivdehmaH Aam khe Ke. Ae Ame tmne sHwzavIAe KIAe. (TyaH) kuHudkuHd AaCaayR gya hta. (ivdeh=I) AavIne Aemè xaÏ bnaVyaH. prmaTmano to Aa sHdex Ke. !Ikakar




smysar ga=a‐320 ‐ 29p

Am<tCaHãaCaayR, jysenaCaayR p` Aeva mzI gya¦ Am<tCaHãaCaayRnI !Ika FÌ gHwIr Ke.

TyaH —Pa/vCansar˜ !IkamaH to Ae l{ lI\uH ke : pyaRyne AaTma SpxRto n=I. (pyaRy) k=HiCatŸ nhÄ (p`) svR=a iwNn (Ke). Ae vat k{ Ape"aa=I CaalI Ke (te l"amaH raqvuH Ôe{Ae). ãVyne pyaRy SpxRtI n=I. pyaRy SvtH5 =ay Ke, ãVymaH=I Aave Ke, p` Aave Ke Ae SvtH5pè Aave Ke. bhu JIÌ vat¦

ãVy je Ke te pirpU R Aek$p Ke. temaH=I pyaRy Ôe qreqr Aave to pyaRy AeksrqI AavvI Ôe{Ae. (p`) AeksrqI (pyaRy) to AavtI n=I. to Aeno A=R Ae (ke) pyaRy SvtH5 Aave Ke. Aaha..ha¦ Aajno ivØy jrI sU"m Ke.

(ix"a`‐ixibrne) Aaj to pHdr idvs ={ gya. hju Caar idvs Ke. paHCamo idvs to benno (pUjy CaHpabhenno) jNm‐idvs Ke.

ij&asa : Aap bNne vat (‐k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ane svR=a iwNn) kro Ko¦

sma\an : bNne vat Ape"aa=I saCaI Ke. Aa mo"amagRnI pyaRy Ke. Ane samaNy vat krI to samaNy pyaRy i5kzI smuCCay Ke. Aek j vat Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{ ? Aek AaCaayR Om khe Ke ke : (ãVy) pyaRyne iblkul SpxRtuH n=I.' Ane Aa (jysenaCaayR) Aem khe ke : pyaRy k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke. k=HiCatŸ AiwNn Ke. A=aRtŸ pr=I iwNn Ane potana=I AiwNn Ke, Aem (AhÄ) btavvuH Ke. pr=I iwNn Ke Ane rag=I p` iwNn Ke. rag=I to iwNn Ke to potana=I AiwNn Ke, Aem k=HiCatŸ btavvuH Ke. Ane ;k=HiCatŸ iwNn Ke' Aem je kæuH (Ke te) y=a=R Ke. je Ape"aa=I khe te Ape"aa=I y=a=R Ke. smÔ uH kaH{ ?

;iCadŸivlas'maH Aem lI\Hu Ke : FÌvar bhar AavI gyuH Ke. pyaRy ($pe) gu pir`me Ke, Tyare gu pirìt (AevuH) nam pame Ke. ma!e gu kar` Ke Ane pyaRy kayR Ke. Ae!lI vat phelaH lI\I. pKI (kæuH:) ;pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy j Ke.' pyaRy, je _TpNn =ay Ke (AemaH) kar`kayR ‐ pyaRy kar` Ane pyaRy kayR. ãVy kar` Ane pyaRy kayR‐ Aem n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AamaH (bhar) kaH{ mze AevuH n=I. pEsa mzI Ôy kroDo. (p`) Ae k–aH mZya Ke? ;mara Ke' Om manI lI\uH Ke. Ae to jgtnI \Uz Ke. jgtno pda=R Ke. Ae taro k–aH=I ={ gyo? l"mIne to AaTma k–are y SpxRto n=I. xrIrne (AaTma) SpxRto n=I.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke : pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I kar` ke, pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy Ane pyaRynuH kayR pyaRy. ;pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy j Ke' ‐ Aevo xBd Ke (;iCadŸivlas')





‐dIpCaHdÒ kaxlIval. Aaha...ha¦ pyaRynuH kar` pr to nhÄ, p` pyaRynuH kar` SvãVy p` nhI. Aaha...ha¦ =oDuH Aa AaVyuH¦ (ke:) pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy Ke, pyaRy j Ke ‐ Aem lI\uH Ke. ‐AekaHt? ha¦ p` sMykŸ AekaHt. (kar` ke:) —AnekaHitk magR p` sMykŸ AekaHt Aeva injpdnI Pa/aiº kravva isvay bIÔ ANy hetuAe _pkarI n=I.˜ (‐]ImdŸ rajCaHd‡p5aHk‐702). sMykŸ AekaHt AHdr Ke |a/uv. Ae k=HiCatŸ |a/uv Ane k=HiCatŸ A|a/uv Ke, Aem n=I. |a/uv Ae svR=a |a/uv Ke. Ane AinTy Ae svR=a AinTy Ke. be Ke : pyaRy AinTy Ke, ãVy |a/uv Ke. AinTy svR=a AinTy Ke. Ae k=HiCatŸ inTy Ke ? (‐Aem n=I¦) TyaH svR=a (inTy) l{ lI\uH. (KtaH) Aaqa (‐Pa/ma`na) ãVynI Ape"aaAe k=HiCatŸ inTy Ane k=HiCatŸ AinTy (Ke). p` Aek inTyne lo Ane Aek AinTyne lo¸ to ãVyai=Rk (nye) inTy Ke Ane pyaRyai=Rk (nye) pyaRy svR=a AinTy Ke. Aaha...ha¦

vzI, Aek yad AavI gyuH... Lyo¦ ;kar` pyaRy.' (AhÄyaH) Aa pyaRy to Vy›nI ‐ _TpadVyy pyaRynI vat Caale Ke. _Tpad‐VyynI pyaRy, pyaRy=I _TpNn =xe. Ane je kar`pyaRy Ke te, je i5kazI |a/uv Ke AemaH _pr‐_pr (Ke), p` Ke |a/uv. samaNyno ivxeØ. p` Ke |a/uv. (Aeno) _Tpad‐Vyy n=I. AevI kar`pyaRy |a/uv Ke. Ae AaTmamaH Anaid‐AnHt Ke. Ae kar` pyaRyne to ãVy SpxeR Ke. Ae ãVy=I Aiwþ Ke. ;kar`pyaRy' Ke.

Are...re¦ ko{ dI saHwZyuH n hoy. ;ÊmbâpyaRy' Ane ;kar`pyaRy' ‐ (Ae) be AhÄ=I, ihNduStanmaH (Pa/Cailt) nhotI ‐ AevI vat, nIkzI htI. ;ÊmbâpyaRy' ‐ je smye je =vanI (hxe te) =xe. ko{nI AaFIpaKI nhÄ =ay. Ane ;kar` pyaRy' ‐ je AaTma i5kazI |a/uv Ke, AenI pyaRy je kar` (Ke te) |a/uv (Ke). AemaH _Tpad‐Vyy n=I. (AhÄ) Aa ;mo"amagRnI pyaRy (nI vat je) Caale Ke, Ae to _Tpad‐VyyvazI Ke. (Aene) k=HiCatŸ iwNn khI. Ae to _Tpad‐VyyvazIne khI. p` Ae je ;kar` pyaRy' Ke, Ae k=HiCatŸ iwNn n=I, svR=a AiwNn Ke. Are...re¦ Aajno ivØy jrI sU"m AaVyo Ke.... loko saHwze to qra¦

ij&asa: kayR =vanI i5kaz yoGyta (kevI rIte?)

sma\an : kæuH ne...¦ potanI pyaRy=I pyaRy =ay Ke. kayR kho ke pyaRy. pyaRy potana=I j =ay Ke. ãVy=I nhÄ. gu =I nhÄ. Ane pr=I nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{? ;kar` pyaRy' Ae _Tpad‐VyyvazI n=I. Ae |a/uv Ke, Ae pyaRy |a/uv Ke¦

ij&asa: pyaRy |a/uv?

sma\an : |a/uv. _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI (Ae kar`pyaRy |a/uv). AhÄ to





(;inymsar'maH) khe Ke ke : kar`pyaRy Ke, Ae _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI Ke. kevI rIte ? ke : \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax, Ae (je) pda=R Ke, tenI b\I pyaRy AeksrqI Ke. pairàimknI (jem) AeksrqI. ãVy i5kazI ‐ |a/uv i5kazI¸ Ane pyaRy AeksrqI‐s¹x Ke AoKI ‐ ivprIt‐ AemaH kaH{ Aem n=I. to AevI pyaRy Ane gu ‐ãVy ={ne ãVy =yuH. AaTmãVynI Aa pyaRy je sHsarnI Ke, te ivkarI Ke. Ane ivkarno (AaHixk) nax ={ne mo"amagRnI pyaRy ApU R piv5 Ke. Ane mo"amaH pU R piv5 Ke. (to Aem AemaH) wed =[ gyo. (prHtu) \maRiStkaymaH to pyaRy Aek$p‐i5kazI Ke. to AamaH (AaTmãVymaH p`) Aek$p (pyaRy) i5kazI hovI Ôe[Ae ke nih? Aaha...ha¦ jrI (sU"m ivØy Ke). n smÔy to ra5e (CaCaaRmaH) pUKvuH sHkoCa n krvo. ko{ p` pUKI xke Ke, bapu¦ Aa to wgvan (na FrnI vat Ke).

AhÄ khe Ke ke AaTmamaH je |a/uvta i5kaz Ke, AenI sa=e pyaRy p` Aek i5kazI‐|a/uv Ke, Ae pyaRy=I ãVy Aiwþ Ke. p` Aa je _TpadVyy ($p) mo"amagRnI pyaRy Ke, Aena=I ãVy k=HiCatŸ iwþ (Ke, Aem) AhÄ kæuH. Ane ;AilHgGa/h`'maH (kæuH ke:) (pyaRy) svR=a iwþ Ke, (ãVyne) SpxRtI n=I. Aaha...ha...ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

wa{¦ Pa/wuno magR¦¦ Aa to hIranI qaò qolvanI Ke. svR& prme¬r vItrage je ÔeyuH Ane kæuH Ae AlaEikk CaIj Ke. ibCaara sa\ar` lokone to (Aa vat) kane y pDI n=I. jEn nam \rave (KtaH) kane y pDI n=I¦ Ar..r...r¦

khe Ke ke : ;kar`pyaRy' i5kazI ‐ |a/uv Ke. Ane ;ÊmbâpyaRy' _Tpad‐VyyvazI Ke, (KtaH) je smye _Tpþ =vanI hxe te smye j _Tpþ =xe, AaFIpaKI nhÄ. tI=Åkr p` potanI pyaRyne AaFIpaKI krI xkta n=I. Ae pyaRy _Tpad‐VyyvazI Ke, te pyaRy ãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwþ Ke. Ae!luH AhÄ khevuH Ke. Ane AhÄ (;iCadŸivlas'maH) Ae kæuH ke : —pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy j Ke. gu` ivna j (A=aRtŸ gu`nI Ape"aa vgr j) pyaRynI s¿a pyaRynuH kar` Ke.˜ xuH kæHu? (ke :) pyaRy je Ke, te gu` ivna pyaRynI s¿a SvtH5 Ke. (Ae!le) pyaRynI s¿a, gu` ivna, pyaRynuH kar` Ke. A=aRtŸ gu` kar` Ane pyaRy kayR‐Aem n=I. gu`nI s¿a Ane pyaRynI s¿a tdŸn iwþ Ke¦

Ar...r¦ AavI vato¦¦ (ix"a` ixibrmaH Aavela loko) hve =oDo =oDo nmUno to l{ Ôy¦ ke vItrag‐magR xuH Ke ? (Aa loko) k–aH k–aH=I AaVya Ke, potana FrnI sgvD KoDIne. Aek wa{ kheta hta ne.... ke Aa (tÀv (smjvanI) sgvD Ke¦ (AenI) vat saCaI Ke.





(AhÄ kæHu:) gu ivna j pyaRynuH kar` pyaRy Ke. pyaRynuH sU"mTv, pyaRynuH kar` Ke ãVy‐gu nhÄ. A=aRtŸ pyaRynuH sU"mTv, pyaRynuH kar` (Ke)¸ ãVynuH sU"mTv kar` n=I. pyaRynuH vIyR, pyaRynuH kar` Ke. pyaRymaH vIyR Ke, xikt Ke, te vIyRxikt pyaRynuH kar` Ke. Ae pyaRynuH vIyR, pyaRynuH kar` Ke. Aa ;iCadŸivlas' dIpCaHdÒ k<t Ke. dIpCaHdÒ AnuwvI Ke¦

;(A|yaTm) pHCasHGa/h'maH dIpCaHdÒ to AevuH khI gya ke : Are...re¦ huH duinyane Ôe_H KuH to (lokomaH) AagmnI ]âa deqatI n=I. wle sa\u deqay, p` AagmnI ]âanaH @ekaàH n=I. Ôe huH mo#e=I kheva Ô_H KuH to saHwzta n=I. (te=I) huH lqI Ô_H KuH. te kazmaH p` AagmnI y=a=R ]âavazaH n mZyaH.

Aaha...ha...ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke : pyaRynuH vIyR, pyaRynuH kar` Ke. pyaRynuH Pa/dexTv, pyaRynuH kar` Ke. Òvna Pa/dex Ae |a/uv Ke, Ae (vat AhÄ) n=I. pyaRyno je Pa/dex Ke Ae (pyaRynaH) Pa/dex kar` Ke, smÔy Ke kaH{? pKI to lI\uH Ke ke : A=va _Tpad‐Vyy kar` Ke Ane pyaRy kayR Ke. ma!e te pyaRynuH kar` Ke Ane pyaRy tenuH kayR Ke. p` tenuH te.

AhÄyaH kæuH ke : te pyaRy xuâpairàimkl"a` xuâaTmãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwþ Ke. xa ma!e? ‐ wavna$p hova=I. Ae kaH{ i5kazI ãVy n=I. (te=I) mo"amagRnI pyaRy wavna$p hova=I (te xuâaTmãVy=I k=HiCatŸ iwþ Ke).

ivxeØ khexe...

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(ÝvCan : ta.p-8-79)

;smysar' 320 ‐ ga=amaH ivØy sU"m Ke. AhÄ to inüy ‐ Ai\kar Caale Ke. p` inüy ‐ Ai\karmaH Vyvhar gme tevo hoy, AevI vat n=I. inüymaH to wgvanno ivny krvo te p` xuwwav (Ke). Aa puStk (xaÏÒ) Ke (Aene) nICae n mukay. Aena=I pvn n qvay. Aeno !eko n levay. Aena _pr ha= mUkIne Aam...n kray. inüy AekluH krva Ôy TyaH Ae Vyvhar wUlI Ôy, Ae to A&an Ke.

S=ankvasImaH (to) ;xaÏno ivny' Aevo ko{ Vyvhar n=I. rajko!maH Aek S=ankvasI sa\u hta, Ae to xaÏne ma=a nICae mUkIne sUAe¦ wa{¦ Aem n hoy. Aa to wgvannI vaÌ Ke. AenI vaÌ (Pa/Tye) ivvek Ôe{Ae.

inüy Aekdm Caale ma!e ;Aa Vyvhar' wUlI jvo, AevuH n=I. qreqr to swamaH, VyaQyan saHwzvamaH, pg _pr pg CaDavvo nhÄ. pvn qavo nhÄ. Ae=I




smysr ga=a‐320 : 299

to stŸnI Axatna =ay Ke. 5` lokna na=nI vaÌ saHwzva (smvsr`maH) [Nã Aave (te)... Aam glUiDyanI jem bese.. xaHt.. xaHt. bapu¦ Aa to vItrag svR& prma„anI vaÌ Ke. AhÄ inüynI vat cale Ke, to ƒvhar wUlI jvo, Aevo (ivny‐ivvek$p) ƒvhar krvo j nhÄ¸ AevuH n=I. wa{¦ xuH khIAe? Aa to 5` lokna na=nI vaÌ Ke¦ Aem n smjvuH ke Aa panuH Ke. Aeno ivny Ôe{Ae. bhuman Ôe{Ae. Ae Ke xuw ivkLp¸ p` Ae n hoy Ane Axatna kre to im+yaTv lage. AhÄ Aapè inüy=I vat cale (Ke) to Vyvhar b\o wUlI Ôy, Aem hoy nhÄ¦ panuH xaÏ Ke. Aene FoDI _pr raqvuH. FoDI n hoy to... Aam ha= _pr raqo. p` Aena _pr ha=.. Aam n mUkvo. !eko n devo hÒ to ßyaH ƒvharna @ekaàH n=I... wa{¦ AhÄ to Ae n cale¦ AhÄ to Ýwu¦ inüyno Ai\kar cale Ke. Ae ivna kLya` n=I. p` (Aem hova KtaH) vCce wgvanno ivny, xaÏno Aadr‐ivny ($p) ƒvhar n=I hoto, Aem n=I. bapu¦ Aa magR ko{ j¡do Ke.

Aapè AhÄ (su\I) AaƒuH Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa je Aa„a (Ke), te xuâ Sv$p wgvan (pU`R Ýwu Ke). Ae to kale kæuH htuH ne...¦ —Ýwu mere¦ tUH sb vate pUra... Ýwu mere tUH sb vate pUra¸ prkI Aax kha kre ÝItm¦˜... prkI Aax kha kre ÝItm¦ ...˜ ke ik` vate A\Ura.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ inüy vStu to Aa Ke. —Ýwu mere¦ tUH sb vate pUra.˜ ‐ guè pUro. ãƒe pUro. qreqr to pyaRy Ýg! krvamaH p` pUrI takatvazo Ko. Aaha.. ha¦ Aevo wgvanAa„a¦ —prkI Aax kha kre ÝItm¦ —tarI cIjne KoDIne, prcIjmaH=I mne law =xe‐Aem, ÝItm‐Vhala na=¦ tne Ae xowe nhÄ. —prkI Aax kha kre ÝItm¦ Ae ik` vate A\Ura.˜ Ýwu¦ tme k{ vate A\Ura? kaH{ &anmaH A\Uro Ke, dxRnmaH A\Uro Ke, AanHdmaH A\Uro Ke? Aaha... ha¦ pUàRnHd pU`R pD–o Ke¦

AhÄyaH bharnI \Uz (pEsa) nI to vatey n=I. pEsa‐\Uz ne xrIr ne ku!uHb¸ Ae to b\I prcIj Ke. (p`) tarI pyaRymaH Aa (je) rag =ay Ke, te p` tarI cIj n=I. AhÄ to vzI Ae vat lexe ke je xuâ cEtNy Ýwu, pU`R prma„Sv$p (ãƒ=I inmRz pyaRy p` k=HictŸ iwþ Ke). Aaha.. ha¦

Are¦ Aevo vqt saHwzvano mZyo, Ýwu¦ to Ae (tarI) cIj AHdr xuH Ke? (ke:) pU aRnHdno na= (Ke). AenI sNmuq AiwÝay, Aena sNmuqna piràm, Aene ;xuâÝyog' khe Ke. Aene moÙno magR khe Ke. Aene inmRz pyaRy Aaid khevamaH Aave Ke.





Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ AhÄ to moÙna magRnI vat Ke, na=? Aa ko{ (xuwwav=I) law =ayne... Aena=I SvgR mzxe Ane pKI Aem mzxe ne.. \Uz mzxe (AenI vat n=I).

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: ;xuâa„aiwmuq piràm' A=aRtŸ Ýwu pU R xuâ vStu, prma„Sv$pAiwmuq piràm: Aiw‐sNmuq ={ne =naraH piràm¸ Aene inmRz pyaRy,,, A=aRtŸ moÙno magR khevamaH Aave Ke. dya, dan, v/t AaidnaH piràm, wi›, pUÔ, mHidr bnavvuH‐Ae b\a xuw wav Ke bH\nuH kar` Ke Jer Ke. Ane Aa to Am<tna Pyala pI\a Ke, A=aRtŸ jene xuâa„aiwmuq piràm kyaÅ Ae!le ke je e inivRkLp cEtNyFn wgvan‐sNmuq piràm kyaÅ te e to inivRkLp Am<t pI\uH. Aaha... ha¦ Ae inivRkLp Am<tne AhÄ ;xuâopyog' khe Ke. wgvan (Aa„a) pU aRnHd=I wyÈ Ke. AenI Aagz ko{ cIjnI ikHmt n=I. AanI (injprma„anI) Aagz, (Aa]y ApeÙaAe), saÙatŸ i5lokna=nI p` ikHmt n=I. AemnI ikHmt AemnI pase rhI¸ kar` ke Ae to Vyvhar‐prãƒ Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Aa„a mha Ýwu, cEtNycmTkarnI xi›=I wyÈ pD–o Ýwu (Ke). AenI sNmuq piràm krvaH Ane inim¿ ne rag=I ivmuq ={ne, pyaRyno Jukav je pr trf Ke tene Sv‐trf krvo¸ Ae piràm moÙno magR Ke¸ Ae \mR Ke¸ Ae pyaRy Ke. A=aRtŸ xuâãƒ je i5kazI Ke¸ AenI sNmuqnaH piràm Ae pyaRy Ke¸ Ae ãƒ n=I¸ Ae pr n=I¸ (Ae) SvnI pyaRy Ke. —te pyaRy˜ Aem kæuH ne...¦ k{ ;pyaRy'? (ke:) je wgvan pUàRnHdna na=nI sNmuqdxa —te pyaRy.˜ AenuH nam sMyGdxRn, &an Ane cair5. ßyare i5kazI &aykwavnI sNmuq piràm (=yaH, to) AenuH nam sMyGdxRn, &an Ane cair5, xuâopyog Ane xuâa„aiwmuq piràm (khevamaH Aave Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ wgvHt¦ tarI cIjno xuH mihma¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ AlaEikk cEtNy hIro AHdr pD–o Ke. jemaH AnHt gu na pasa‐phel pD–a Ke. jem hIrana pasa‐phel hoy Ke tem wgvanAa„amaH AnHt phel‐AnHt&an Aaid AnHt phel‐pD–a Ke. Aevo cEtNy wgvan¦ Aeno Aadr krvo, ]âamaH SvIkar krvo, &anmaH &ey trIke Ô`vo, pKI cair5maH iS=r krvo.

Aaha... ha¦ AavuH (vStu‐Sv$p) Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? Are.. re¦ AhÄ to (loko) =oDuH ßyaH lUgDaH ferve, Aekad‐be paHcdx piDma \are, TyaH Ôè Ame TyagI ={ gya¦ Are Ýwu¦ 5` lokno na= (wgvanAa„a)¸ AenI samuH Ôe{ne ßyaH su\I sMyGdxRn Ýg! kyuÅ nhÄ¸ TyaH su\I (Aa) b\uH ju@uH Ke, b\o sHsar Ke.





AhÄ to khe Ke ke: —te pyaRy˜ (xuâa„ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwþ Ke). xuâpairàimk‐wavlÙ` xuâa„ãƒ, AqHDanHdnHo Ýwu, AHdr pU`R Sv$p, prma„a je (Ke¸ Ae) xuâa„ãƒnuH lÙ` xuH? xuâa„ãƒ ;l"y' Ke, (te AenuH) ;lÙ`' xuH? ke: xuâpairàimkwav lÙ`. xuâ shj wav i5kaz¸ AenuH lÙ` Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ wgvan AHdr ibraje Ke. Are¦ Aeno mihma kre nhÄ. Ane pu~y‐papnaH piràm, bharnaH fz‐\Uz (‐pEsa, AnukUzta) Aaidno mihma kre¦ (‐AemaH to) Ýwu¦ taruH qUn =ay Ke. teH tara Òvnne to/ mr`tuLy krI naQyuH¦ ;kzx !Ika' }lok‐28 maH Ke. Are¦ Ýwu Aem khe Ke: tuH pUàRnHdno na= Ýwu AHdr Ko. prHtu kmRsHyog=I #Hkayelo hova=I, Ae!le ke ;rag maro Ke, ivkLp maro Ke, dya‐danno ivkLp maro Ke' Aeva wav=I, ;tuH' #Hka{ gyo Ko. Ýwu Aeva wav=I #Hkayelo hova=I mr`ne Ýaº ={ ræo hto. Aaha... ha¦ ;mr`ne Ýaº' Ae!le Ôè ke Ae cIj (Aa„a) jgtmaH Ke j nhÄ. ragne (potanI) cIj manIne, ;Aa j huH' Aem manIne, wgvanAa„a mr`tULy ={ ræo hto. Aaha... ha¦ ;Ae rag Ane pu~ynaH fz maraH Ke, Ane pu~y krtaH mne law =xe' AevI ¹iÚmaH, tara cEtNycmTkar ßyoit wgvan prmpairàimkSvwavwav xuâa„ãƒnuH mr` ={ gyuH, mr`tULy (={ gyuH). Aam to Ae (xuâa„ãƒ) to (xa¬t) vStu Ke¸ p` ¹iÚmaH Aeno Anadr Ane prno Aadr Aaƒo to, Ae cIj, AenI ¹iÚmaH to Ke nhÄ¸ (te=I te) mr`ne ÝaPt ={ rhI htI. te w/aHit, prm guÌ ]I tI=Åkrno _pdex saHwztaH m!e Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ 5` lokna na= tI=Åkr prma„anI Aa vaÌ Ke¸ Ae vaÌ=I w/aHit m!e Ke¸ bIÔe ko{ _pay n=I.

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —te pyaRy˜ ‐ moÙmagRnI pyaRy‐ xuâpairàimk (wav) lÙ` xuâa„ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwþ Ke. xa ma!e iwNn Ke? (ke:) wgvan cEtNy\atu, prmanHdmUitR Ýwu¦ xuâa„ãƒ‐pda=R (Ke)¸ AenI pyaRy¸ je moÙna magRnI Ke —te pyaRy˜ k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. ;te (pyaRy)' i5kazImaH Awed n=I. Ae i5kazI cIjmaH AiwNn n=I, iwNn Ke. Aahaha¦ xrIr iwNn¸ kmR iwNn¸ rag iwNn¸ Ae to S=Uz (rIte) iwNn (Ke). p` AHdr je moÙno magR‐AaTmana AvlHbn=I Ýg! =yo‐ —te pyaRy˜ (p`) k=HictŸ iwNn Ke¦ xa ma!e? Éya karè? kar` xuH? ke: —wavna$p hova=I.˜ xuH khe Ke? (ke:) Ae pyaRy ;wavna' Ke.

;wavna' A=aRtŸ ivkLp n=I. wavna xBd Ae icHTvnno ivkLp n=I. ;wavna' Ae!le je i5kazI ãƒ, i5kazI wav Ke Aena trfnI ;Aekag/ta.' Ae inivRkLp‐vItragI pyaRyne ;wavna' khevamaH Aave Ke.





;tÀva=RsU5' sHvr Ai\karmaH AinTy Aaid bar wavna Aave Ke. Ae (wavna) p` Ôe ivkLp=I kre, to te sHvr n=I. sHvr Ai\karmaH AinTy Aaid bar wavnane sHvrna wed g~ya Ke.

(AhÄ to) AHdr je xuâSv$p ãƒ (Ke) te trfna Jukav=I, je pyaRy _TpNn ={, Ae pyaRyne ;wavna' khe Ke. ;wavna' A=aRtŸ icHTvn Ane ivkLp ke: ;maruH ãƒ mze to @Ik,' Ae nhÄ.

AhÄyaH to, Ae vStu pU aRnHdna na= trfnI AHdr vItragwav=I Aekag/ta¸ Ae vItragSv$pmaH Aekag/ta¸ vItragSv$p wgvanAaTma, i5kazI vItragmUitR Ýwu AaTmamaH, vItragwav=I Aekag/ta =vI¸‐ Ae wavnane inTy=I k=HictŸ iwNn khevamaH AavI Ke. vato to AavI Ke, bapu¦ xuH =ay?

—(k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. xa ma!e?) wavna$p hova=I.˜ i5kazI wav je &aykwav (Ke), AenI to Ae wavna Ke. Ae (&aykwav) trfna JukavnaH piràm Ke. Ae kaymI cIj n=I. Ae piràm AinTy Ke. inTyna AvlHbne =yaH p` Ae piràm AinTy Ke.

(te piràm) i5kazI=I k=HictŸ iwNn kem? ke: Ae —wavna$p hova=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ xuâpairàimk (wav) (to) wavna$p n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ wgvHt¦ taruH Sv$p je pU`R Sv$p, xuâpairàimk Svwavwav. i5kaz inravr`, i5kaz AqHD, AekSv$p, Aevo xuâpairàimkwav, (te) wavna$p n=I. A=aRtŸ Ae xuâpairàimkwav ;wavna$p' n=I. xuâpairàimkwav Ae ;pyaRy$p' n=I. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan xuâpairàimkwav, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke¸ AenI AHtrmaH Aekg/ta krIne (je) sMyGdxRn Aaid =yuH, te ;pyaRy' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuâpairàimkwav Ae ;wavna$p' n=I. ;wavna' to pyaRy$p Ke. xuâ ãƒ Ae pairàimk (wav) Ke¸ Ae ;wavna$p' n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke, bapa¦ Are.. re¦ coyaRxIna Avtar=I KU!vana pH=... Ýwu¦ ;Aa' Ke. Aavo pH= Ke Ýwu¦

wgvanAa„a cEtNyrTnakr‐cEtNyna rTnno Aakr Ae!le diryo Ke, smuã Ke. wgvan cEtNynaH cEtNyrTn‐cEtNy, dxRn, &an, cair5, xaHit, SvCKta, ivwuta, Ýwuta vgere AevaH AnHt cEtNyrTnono rTnakr‐diryo‐smuã Ke¦ KeLlo SvyHwUrm` smuã AsHQyatmo Ke jemaH nIce (tizye) vezu (retI) n=I. vezuna @eka e Anaid=I AeklaH rtn wyaÅ Ke. Ae to AsHQy hoy Ke, kar` ke (smuã) AsHQy yojnno Ke. (p`) Aa SvyHwU wgvanmaH AeklaH cEtNyrTnakr AnHt wyaÅ Ke. Aa ÝwumaH





to AnHt rTn wyaÅ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AanHd, &an, xaHit, SvCKta Aaid AnHt rTno=I wrelo wgvan¸ Ae ;wavna$p' n=I. moÙmagRnI pyaRy ={ te pyaRy$p (Ke), Ae xuâpairàimkwav ($p) n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa wed&annI praka¤a¦

ra5e ko{Ae ÝÆ kyÈ hto: lB\ ApyaRºno. Ae ivØy Ô`vano (Ke). ;lB\ ApyaRº' kone khe Ke? ke: ApyaRº={ne, pyaRº n hovavazo Ane ApyaRº ={ne ApyaRº mrvavazo Ke, Ae ;lB\ApyaRº' khevay Ke. Ane ApyaRº ={ne pyaRº =ay Ke, Ae ;lB\pyaRº, ApyaRº nhÄ. kar` ke, phelaH to ApyaRº hoy Ke, A=aRtŸ jyare ko{ ÝaÌ matana pe!maH Aave Ke Tyare jNme Ke, Tyar phelaH to ApyaRPt j hoy Ke p` Ae ApyaRPt, pyaRPt =vavazuH Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: je Aa ;wavna' Ke, Ae xuâpairàimkwav n=I¸ p` Ae ;wavna' pU R =vavazI Ke. Ae to ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' maH AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ &anna Ùyopxmno je AHx Ke te v\Ine kevz&anne ÝaPt =xe. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: je moÙmagRnI pyaRy, i5kazIna AvlHbn=I ={, te xuâpairàimkwavmaH n=I. Ane Ae xuâpairàimkwav pyaRymaH n=I. Ae xuâpairàimk (wav) (to) wavna$p n=I. Ýwu¦ Ae pyaRy. xuâpairàimkwav$p n=I¸ Ae to Aek smynI pyaRy$p Ke. Ôe te pyaRy, AekaHt$pI xuâpairàimk (wav) =I AiwNn hoy¸ A=aRtŸ Ae moÙmagRnI pyaRy‐ pairàimkwav‐i5kazI (nI) Aekag/ta, Ae‐$p ;wavna' ‐ Ôe pairàimkwavnI sa=e AiwNn hoy¸ to (moÙ =taH) Ae (moÙmagRnI) pyaRyno nax ={ jxe, to AivnaxIno p` nax ={ jxe. smÔy Ke kaH{?

wa{¦ Aa sU"m ivØy Ke, Ýwu¦ ke dI saHwzva mze, bapa ;Aa' , wgvan¦ Aaha... ha¦ AacayR to wgvan trIke bolave Ke.. Ýwu¦ tuH wgvan Ko. taruH pU R (Sv$p) wgvtSv$p Ke jenI tne qbr n=I¦ tarI ¹iÚ‐dxa‐locn bharmaH fre Ke. te locn AHtrmaH gyaH n=I. ‐&annaH locn AHtrmaH gyaH n=I. jene ÔevanuH Ke tene ÔeyuH n=I. Ae locn bharnuH ÔevamaH roka{ gyaH¦ Aaha... ha¦

;smysar' 17 ‐ga=amaH AaƒuH ne...¦ ke: A&anInI pyaRymaH p` ãƒ jày Ke, Aa„a jày Ke. sU"m (vat) Ke, wgvan¦ Aa je &annI pyaRy Ke, A&anInI p` hÇ...¦ Are¦ svR ÒvonI pyaRy‐ je &annI Ke (prmaTma isvay, (kemke) Ae (pyaRy) to pU R ={ g{)¸ AemaH AaTma ‐ãƒ j jày Ke kemke &annI Aek smynI pyaRyno Svwav Sv‐prÝkaxk Ke.

Ýwu¦ Aa to AlaEikk vato Ke, bapa¦ xuH khIAe? ÉyaH khIAe? Aaha.. ha¦





]ImdŸ Aek var Aem kheta hta: ;Are.. re¦ Aa Amaro nad ko` saHwzxe?' (te dI AavI vat saHwzvavaza) nhota. nhota... Aa vat sacI. hve loko saHwze Ke. laqo (loko) ivcarmaH pDI gya Ke ke ;Aa khe Ke ke kH{ j¡dI cIj Ke.'

Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke: te pyaRy potana i5kazI wgvan=I k=HictŸ iwNn kem? (ke:) te wavna$p Ke. Ae i5kazI vStu n=I. vtRman Aekag/ta$p dxa wavna$p Ke vItrag pyaRy$p Ke. Ane i5kazI wgvan, vItrag i5kazI Sv$p Ke. AenI ¹iÚ Ane AenI Aekag/ta, Ae vItragpyaRy Ke. vItragpyaRy Ke Ae i5kazI vItragSv$p=I iwNn Ke.

xuâpairàimkwav to wavna$p n=I. Ôe te (pyaRy) AekaHte xuâpairàimk=I AiwNn hoy¸ (Ae!le ke) wgvan pU aRnHdna na=nI wavna (A=aRtŸ) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ($p) Ae je piràm, (Ôe) i5kazI ãƒ=I AiwNn hoy: A=aRtŸ jem i5kazI AivnaxI Ke, tem Ae pyaRy (Ôe) i5kazI=I AiwNn hoy¸ to moÙno ÝsHg bntaH‐moÙno ÝsHg AavtaH, (Aa wavna$p moÙ‐kar`wUt pyaRyno Vyy =taH, i5kazI‐AivnaxI ãƒ p` nax pame).

Aaha... ha¦ moÙno ÝsHg AavtaH... Aene moÙno ÝsHg Aavxe j. Aaha.. ha¦ je e wgvanAa„a‐pU aRnHdna na=nI Aekag/ta$p wagna Ýg! krI, Aene ALp kazmaH moÙ‐pyaRy Ýaº =xe. =xe ne =xe j. Aaha.. ha¦ bIj égI Ae pUnme pU R =xe.. =xe ne =xe j. Ae pDe nhÄ. Ae 5Ij, co= krtaH krtaH pUnme pU`R ={ jxe.

AhÄ to bIj¡H khevuH Ke. moÙ AavtaH, Ae (moÙmagRnI) pyaRyno nax (ƒy) =xe. Ae moÙnuH ;kar`' ƒvhar ne inüymoÙ ;kayR'. inüykar`' to ãƒ Ke. moÙno magR ;kar`' Ane moÙ ;kayR. to ßyare moÙ =xe AevuH ;kar`' Ýg!–uH Ke, to moÙ =xe j. Aaha.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ Are... re¦ Ae vqte‐ —moÙno ÝsHg bntaH .. waØa j¡Ao¦ ;moÙno ÝsHg btnaH' ‐ Ae moÙno ÝsHg Aavxe j¦ Aaha... ha.. ha¦

i5kazIna=na vItragISv$pno je e AHdr vItragwav=I Aadr kyÈ (Aene moÙno ÝsHg Aavxe j). i5kazI Ýwu vItrag cEtNymUitR Ke¦ Aa„a vItragI cEtNyÝitma Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ jem Ýitma haltI‐caltI n=I, tem AHdr ãƒSvwav halto‐calto n=I. i5kazI ãƒ cEtNyÝitma Ke¦ Ae wgvanAa„anI je ÝtIit &an Ane Anuwvdxa ={, Ae ;wavna. Aene moÙno ÝsHgto Aavxe j. Tyare Ae (wavna$p) pyaRy (to) rhexe nhÄ. Ae pyaRyno ƒy =xe Ane





kevz&annI pyaRy _TpNn =xe. Aaha... ha¦ (xuH kæuH?) ;moÙno ÝsHg AavtaH'... Aaha... ha... ha¦ moÙ =xe ke nhÄ, Aem nhÄ.

Ýwu 5` lokna na=ne je e AHdrmaH SvIkayÈ Ane jene sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy Ýg! ={, Aene ;wavna' khevamaH AavI Ke Ane Aene ;pyaRy' khevamaH AavI (Ke). ‐Ae, i5kazI ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwNn (Ke)¦ ke: (Ae) wavna$p Ke, Aekag/ta$p Ke, AinTy Ke. kem iwNn Ke? (kar`) ke: Aene (jyare) moÙno ÝsHg =xe Tyare Ae pyaRy rhexe nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ —moÙno ÝsHg AavtaH Aa wavna$p moÙkar`wUt˜‐j¡Ao¦ qulaso kyÈ: wavna$p moÙkar`wUt. wgvan pU aRnHdna na=nI AHdr Aekag/ta ={ Ae wavna$p moÙkar`wUt pyaRyno ivnax =taH moÙno ÝsHg Aavxe.. moÙ =xe j =xe. Aeno to moÙ =xe j. Tyare Ae moÙna kar`nI pyaRyno ƒy ={ jxe, nax ={ jxe. (to) Ôe Ae (pyaRy) i5kazI‐AivnaxI sa=eAiwNn hoy to (ßyare) Ae (pyaRyno moÙÝsHgmaH) nax =xe (Tyare) AivnaxIno p` wego nax ={ jxe.

Aaha... ha.. ha¦ Aavo _pdex¦¦ Aolo (_pdex) to dya pazo. v/t kro. wiÉt kro. dan kro. mHidr bnavo. (]ota:) AamaH njr n pDe ma!e { kre¦ (_¿r:) { kre to.. rag krIne rqDe Ke¦ Ae (to) ragnuH ktRƒ Ke (KtaH,) ;te maruH ktRƒ Ke' Aem mane, to (te) im+yaTvwav Ke. Are.. re, Ýwu¦ Ýwu prma„a (TyaH) ivdehÙe5maH rhI gya. AhÄyaH to vItragno ivrh pD–o¸ paKz ;Aa' vat rhI. AnuwvIne Ô`vamaH AaVyuH. vat to vatmaH rhIÔy. panaH panaHmaH rhI gyaH. vaÌ vaÌmaH rhI g{.

potanuH Sv$p wgvanAaTma¸ Aene AnusrIne (je) Anuwv =yo, Ae Anuwv icHtami` (Ke). te pyaRy Ke. khyuH Ke ne..¦ —Anuwv icHtami` rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp¸ Anuwv marg moqkaE, Anuwv moqs$p.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae Anuwvne icHtami`rTnnI pyaRy khI¦ Ae pyaRy, i5kazI wav=I ko{ ApeÙaAe iwNn Ke. kemke ApU`R Ke, Ae ApeÙaAe. (Ôeke) Apu`R to pU`R =xe j. (p`) pU`R =xe, to ApU`Rtano nax =xe¸ Ae ApeÙaAe (tene) k=HictŸ iwNn khI. nhÄtr‐qerqr to pyaRy svR=a iwNn Ke¦

Ae to khyuH ne....¦ ;Ývcnsar' AilHgg/h`maH 19‐20 bol Ke: pyaRyivxeØ wed$p Ke, Aene ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I. A=aRtŸ moÙna kar`$p pyaRyne ãƒ SpxRtuH n=I, Ane 20mo bol: AHdr moÙna magRnI pyaRy, AanHdnI‐vednnI pyaRy, Ae ãƒne





SpxRtI n=I. Ae (pyaRy) ãƒne to ADtI j n=I. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ 18 mo bol Ke: wgvanAa„a gu ivxeØ=I AailHigt n=I. wed n=I A=aRtŸ gu I Ane gu nI sa=e AailHgn‐AekpùH n=I¸ AiwNn Ke. AekpùH Ae!le gu Ane gu I Aevo wed Ke, Aem n=I. (gu ‐) gu Ina wedna AailHgn ivnanuH ãƒ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ i5kazI je sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐Ýwu wgvan‐ Ae gu na ivxeØ wed=I‐AailHgn=I riht Ke. Ane pKI kæuH Ke ke: pyaRyivxeØna AailHgn=I riht Ke. (A=aRtŸ) Awed wedne SpxRtuH n=I. ;AilHgg/h`' naH VyaQyan ={ gyaH (Ke). AhÄ Ke ne... wgvanno Aa\ar Ke ne...¦ j¡Ao: ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐172:‐

(bol‐18) —ilHg Ae!le ke gu AevuH je g/h` Ae!le ke A=aRvbo\ (pda=R&an) te jene n=I (A=aRtŸ gu wed jene n=I) te AilHgg/h` Ke.˜ ;AilHgg/h`'.. K AÙrmaH=I 20 bol nIkaZya Ke. AlaEikk vat Ke¦ b\aH ƒaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. Ae !ep _pr=I bhar (puStkmaH) Aavxe. ilHg A=aRtŸ gu AevuH je g/h`, A=aRtŸ A=aRvbo\. A=aRvbo\ to &an lI\uH Ke. &annI muQyta=I lI\uH Ke. bakI pa@ to A=aRvbo\ Ke. (ma5) &anno wed (Aem) nhÄ, p` AnHt gu no wed nhÄ, Aem levuH, pa@maH A=aRvbo\ Ke. pda=Rno A=aRvbo\‐&an, Aevo wed AemaH n=I. A=va AnHt gu no wed (te jene n=I), Aem levuH. Ae to Aevo xBd lI\o Ke. A=aRvbo\ to &an Ke, p` A=RnI sa=e rhela je AnHt gu , Ae gu no Awed, wedne SpRxto n=I. Are.. re¦ AavI vato¦¦ Aa to 18 mo (bol) Ke. hve 19mo khIAe KIAene...¦ Aa to phelaH gu nI sa=e Awed Ke. pKI pyaRy (lI\I).

(bol‐19) —ilHg Ae!le ke pyaRy AevuH je g/h` Ae!le ke A=aRvbo\ ivxeØ (te jene n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke).˜ ;A=aRvbo\' Ae xBd TyaH (18ma bolmaH) p` lI\o Ke ne...? te ;A=aRvbo\' &annI pyaRy lI\I. p` b\I pyaRy levI. pa@ Aevo lI\o Ke. &anÝa\aNy k=n kyuÅ Ke. Ae A=aRvbo\, pyaRyivxeØ te jene n=I. Aa„amaH Ae &anivxe*a n=I. &annI ivxeØ pyaRy ãƒmaH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Are... re¦ AavI vato¦¦ vItrag prma„a (na) sHtoAe AaDitya ={ne jgtne vItragnI vat krI¦ AavI dulRw vat (jene) saHwzva mze Ae p` waGyxazI Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ pyaRyivxeØ.. A=aRvbo\ivxeØ. pa@ A=aRvbo\ ivxeØ Ke. ‐ A=RÁv´bo\ívxeØ. p` b\I pyaRy levI. phelaH (18mamaH) A=aRvbo\maH b\a gu leva. Ane AhÄ b\I pyaRy levI. ‐ te jene‐AaTmane n=I, te AilHgg/h` Ke. Aa rIte AaTma pyaRyivxeØ=I nhÄ AailHigt A=aRtŸ pyaRyivxeØ=I ASp<Ú (‐nhÄ SpixRt) AevuH xuâ ãƒ Ke. 18ma bolmaH Aem kæuH htuH: Aa„a gu





ivxeØ=I nhÄ (AailHigt) ‐SpixRt AevuH xuâ Ke. AhÄyaH pyaRyivxeØ=I nhÄ (AailHigt) ‐SpixRt AevuH xuâ ãƒ Ke.

ij&asa: gu vazuH ãƒ Ane pyaRyvazuH ãƒ bNne Aek j Ke ke fer Ke?

sma\an: bNnemaH frk Ke. gu to i5kaz rhevavaza Ke Ane pyaRy Aek Ù`nI Ke. p` Ae wed n=I, Aem btavvuH Ke. gu maH Ane pyaRymaH mo!o wed Ke. gu to i5kazI Ke Ane pyaRy to Ùi`k Ke. p` ;i5kazI' gu ivxeØ=I nhÄ AailHigt, gu ivxeØna wed=I nhÄ. AailHigt AevuH xuâ ãƒ Ke¦

(pKI 20mo bol) —ilHg Ae!le ke ÝTyiw&annuH kar`˜ (ÝTyiw Ae!le Aa Ke.. Ke.. Ke, Aevo \/uv i5kaz) —AevuH je g/h` Ae!le ke A=aRvbo\samaNy˜ (TyaH 18‐19 maH p` A=aRvbo\ lI\uH Ke. bakI (AhÄ to) i5kazI ãƒ Ke. A=aRvbo\samaNy Ae!le pda=nuH &an$pI samaNy nhÄ p` Aaqo pda=R samaNy, Aem levuH Ke.) —te jene n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke. Aa rIte Aa„a ãƒ=I nhÄ AailHigt˜ Ae!le ke Aa„a ãƒne AailHgn n=I krto. potanI pyaRynuH‐AanHdnuH vedn kre Ke. ‐ Ae ;pyaRy' Aa„a Ke¦ vednnI ApeÙaAe Aa„a potane‐i5kazIne‐AailHgn n=I krto. Aaha.. ha¦

(AhÄyaH) xuH khe Ke? ke: moÙno ÝsHg AavtaH (‐bntaH) Aa wavna$p moÙkar`wUt (pyaRy) no ivnax ={ Ôy Ke. A=aRtŸ ßyare moÙ =xe moÙmagRnI pyaRyno nax =xe. Ôe Aa moÙmagRnI pyaRy Aa„a=I svR=a AiwNn hoy to (ßyare moÙ =xe Tyare Ae pyaRyno to nax =xe, to AivnaxI Aa„ãƒno p` nax =xe). AhÄ to ÝdexnI ApeÙa l{ne (pyaRyne) ;k=HictŸ iwNn' khI ke potana ÝdexmaH Ke ne...¦ Ae ApeÙa raqI Ke. nhÄtr to Ýdexe y qreqr iwNn Ke. p` AhÄ AsHQy ÝdexmaH pyaRy Ke, Aem l{ne k=HictŸ iwNn khI. potana ÝdexmaH Ke. p` ApU`R Ke. to (pU`Rta‐) moÙ to =xe j. (to) Ôe Aa pyaRynI sa=e ãƒ AiwNn hoy to, Aa (moÙmagRnI) pyaRyno nax =xe Tyare, AivnaxI (Aa„a) no p` nax ={ jxe, ma!e iwNn Ke¦

Aaha...ha...ha¦ AavuH ƒaQyan Ke¦¦ ATyare bhu ferfar ={ gyo, Ýwu¦ AhÄ to song# (ma!e) loko khe Ke: AekaHt Ke.. AekaHt Ke¦ (p`) saHwz wa{¦ saHwz bapa¦

(AhÄyaH to Aem khe Ke ke:) AekaHt$pI (Ôe moÙmagRnI pyaRy) xuâ pairàimk=I AiwNn hoy, to moÙno ÝsHg AavtaH, Ae wavna$p‐moÙkar`wUt





pyaRyno ivnax =va=I xuâpairàimkwav p` ivnaxne Ýaº =ay. Aaha... ha¦ moÙ =taH, moÙna magRnI pyaRy (to) nax pamxe. (to) Ôe Ae pyaRy ãƒ=I i5kaz AiwNn hoy, to Ae pyaRyno nax =xe Tyare AivnaxIno p` nax =axe, ma!e k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. Ae (pyaRyno) nax =ay, (p`) ãƒ to AivnaxI Ke. Aena=I te (pyaRy) AiwNn n=I, iwNn Ke. te=I Ae pyaRyno nax =yo KtaH, ãƒ to i5kaz Aem ne Aem ræuH. A=aRtŸ Ae (moÙmagRno) pyaRyno nax =yo, kevz&an‐moÙdxa ÝaPt ={ (KtaH), ãƒ to AevuH ne AevuH Ke. (moÙmagRnI) pyaRy vqte p` (ãƒ) AevuH Ke¸ Ane Aeno nax ={ne (pU`R) vItragdxa ={ Tyare (p`) ãƒ to/ AevuH ne AevuH Ke¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aavo _pdex hve¦ (p`) Aaqo dI pap duinyana kre..¦ AemaH Aa bayDInuH kruH ne KokranuH kruH ne Aa \H\anuH kruH ne Aa kruH...¦ Are.. re¦ Aene pap AaDe Éyare (smy mze)? Ae to AeklaH papnaH po!laH (Ke). (AemaH) \mRto n=I¸ p` pu~ynaH (y) @ekaàH n mze¦ Aaha... ha¦ AnHt kaz=I AavuH j kyuÅ Ke. Ae ê\uHH kaH{ nvuH n=I.

Aaha.. ha¦ (AhÄ) xuH kæuH? ke: Ae moÙmagRnI je inmRz pyaRy Ke, Ae ;xuâa„aiwmuq' Ae!le ke xuâSv$p wgvan (Aa„a) =I Aiwmuq‐sNmuq, Ae ;xuâopyog' Ae moÙno magR¸ Ae i5kazI xuâpairàimk=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. ÝdexmaH iwNn Ke. AemaH potana Ýdex (iwNn) Ke. p` pyaRyno (je) wav Ke Ae (p`) iwNn Ke. kar` ke: (moÙmagRno) pyaRyno nax =taH moÙno ÝsHg Aavxe (A=aRtŸ) moÙna magRnI pyaRy to Amuk kaz rhexe.. moÙ to =xe, =xe ne =xe j to moÙ =taH, Ae je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ($p) moÙnomagR Ke, Ae pyaRyno nax =xe. (to) Ôe Ae pyaRy ãƒ=I AiwNn hoy, to (Ae) pyaRyno nax =taH, ãƒno p` nax =axe. (p`) ãƒ to AivnaxI Ke. ma!e moÙmagRnI pyaRy (k=HictŸ iwNn Ke). smÔy Ke kaH{? sU"m vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa to¦ svR&vItrag (isvay) AavI vato É–aH Ke, wa{?

Aek ;Êmbâ' (besvI) k@`. Aek ;kar`pyaRy' k@`. AhÄyaH (khe Ke:) moÙna magRnI pyaRy Aa„a=I k=HictŸ iwNn (Ke)¦ AenuH kar` to khyuH: xa ma!e? ke: wavna$p Ke. Ae i5kazwav$pe, ãƒ$pe n=I¦ Ane te (moÙmagR) wavna$p Ke. moÙ to =xe j. to moÙ =xe Tyare (je Aa) wavna$p pyaRy Ke Aeno to nax =xe. Ôe (tene) ãƒ=I AiwNn kho to (te) pyaRyno nax =taH, ãƒno p` nax ={ Ôy. ma!e (te pyaRy) ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aavo _pdex¦¦ margDa, Ýwu¦ (jgt=I j¡da). Aaha.. ha¦ Ae cetn





hIro¦ Ae hIranI xuH ikHmt¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ jenI Aek smynI kevz&an‐pyaRy p` AlaEikk¦ to Aeva kevz&annI AnHtI pyaRyo, Aek &angu maH Ke¦ ]âagu nI Ùaiyk smiktnI Aek pyaRy¸ AevI AnHtI pyaRyo, Aek ]âagu maH Ke¦ cair5nI y=aQyat Aaid Aek smynI pyaRy¸ AevI AevI y=aQyat cair5nI AnHtI pyaRyo¸ (Aek) cair5gu maH Ke¦ Aek smyno pU R AanHd.. Ae AnHt AanHd¸ (AevI) AnHtI pyaRyo¸ (Aek) AanHdgu maH AHdr pDI Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aeva AnHta... AnHta.. AnHta... AnHta gu no ipHD Ýwu¦ Ae ãƒ to AivnaxI, i5kaz AivnaxI Ke¦ moÙmagRnI pyaRyno nax ={ne moÙ =xe. Ae pyaRy to naxvan Ke. te=I te Aa„a=I to iwNn Ke. to Aa„a AivnaxI rhI gyo. pyaRy wle nax ={ (KtaH) AivnaxI wgvan (Aa„a) to Aevo ne Aevo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ Are¦ Aa ko{ pÙnI vat n=I, Ýwu¦ Aa ko{ sHÝdaynI vat n=I. Aa to (je) vStu‐Sv$p wgvane dI@uH te vat Ke, wa{¦

(AhÄ khe Ke ke:) (—moÙkar`wUt pyaRyno ivnax =taH xuâpairàimkwav p` ivnax pame). p` Aem to bntuH n=I.˜ ‐ xuH? ke: moÙ =taH moÙmagRnI pyaRy nax pamxe, p` AivnaxI tÀv to nax pamtuH n=I. i5kazI \/uv wgvan, i5kazI \/uv... \/uv... \/uv... \/uv Ývah‐jem paÌno Ývah cale Ke Aem Aa \/uv... \/uv.. \/uv... \/uv‐Ývah‐Anaidno (cale Ke). Ae ÝvahmaH Éyarey 5ui!‐é`p hotI n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ pyaRy Ôe \/uv=I‐prmpairàimkSvwav=I AiwNn hoy to, moÙmagRnI pyaRyno nax (‐ƒy) =taH, Aeno (\/uvno) p` nax =xe prHtu Aem to =tuH n=I. wgvan (AaTma) no AivnaxI, prm AnHt gu Ane ãƒ=I wrelo prmpairàimk &aykwav, wavvanno &aykwav, Ae to i5kazI ‐AivnaxI Ke. wavvanno wav... wavvan¦ Aagz Aavxe: p0mI ga=a ;inymsar'.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke: xuâpairàimkwav to AivnaxI Ke, ma!e Aam @yuÅ ke: xuâpairàimkwavivØyk Ae!le xuâSvwavne ivØy krvavazI je pyaRy, xuâSvwavne AvlHbnarI je pyaRy (te moÙnuH kar` Ke, prHtu xuâpairàimk nhÄ.) AhÄ ;ivØy' xBd lI\o Ke. ãƒ to i5kaz ivØy Ke Ae xuâpairàimkwav Ke, (Aene ivØy krnarI) Ae pyaRy p` Aeno ivØy n=I. sMyGdxRnnI pyaRyno ivØy, y=aQyatcair5 p` n=I Ane kevz&an p` n=I. ivØy A=aRtŸ wed. (AhÄ Aem khyuH ke:) xuâpairàimkwavne AvlHbnarI je wavna te‐$p (je AaEpximkaid 5` wavo moÙnaH kar` Ke prHtu xuâpairàimkwav moÙnuH kar` n=I).

ivxeØ vat hve khexe...





(Ývcn: ta. 6-8-79)

;smysar' 320‐ga=a. jysen AacayRnI !Ika. AhÄ su\I AaVyuH: AaTma to i5kazI xuâ Svwavwav Ke. AenI‐i5kazI &aykwavnI, je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$pI ;wavna', te xuâwav=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. Aaha... ha¦ prcIj to ÉyaHy iwNn rhI g{. (AenI sa=e to Aa„ane) kH{ sHbH\ j n=I. (AhÄ) to AHdr xuâ cEtNyFn, shj xuâpairàimkSvwavwav, je ãƒ Ae!le vStu, AenI ;wavna' A=aRtŸ AenI sNmuq ={ne (je) cEtNynuH &an Ane cEtNynI ]âa Ane cEtNynI rm`ta ($p) je ;wavna' (={), Ae ;pyaRy' Ke te pyaRy, i5kazI Svwav‐cEtNy prmanHd Svwav=I iwNn Ke¦ kar`ke: (te) pyaRyno nax ={ne moÙ =xe Tyare to (te) pyaRy rhexe nhÄ. (to) Ôe (te) pyaRy ãƒ=I AiwNn hoy to moÙ =taH (te moÙmagRnI) pyaRyno nax =xe, te ãƒno (p`) nax ={ jxe.

Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vato Lyo¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? (Aa„ane) prnI sa=e to kH{ sHbH\ j n=I. AhÄ ragna wavnI vat p` krI n=I. (AhÄ to kæuH ke:) prm Svwavwav \/uv, inTyanHd Ýwu, cEtNysagr, wgvan inTyacHd \/uv, prmpairàimkSvwavwav, &aykwav, ‐AenI wavna, Ae \mR (Ke).

;wavna' xuH? ke: Sv$pnI ÝtIit‐Anuwv krIne, &annI pyaRymaH Aaqa &ey Aa„anuH &an krIne ÝtIit krvI. sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an Ane Sv$p‐rm`ta krvI. Ae!le AtIiNãy AanHdmaH rmvuH Ae cair5‐Ae ;wavna' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae (;wavna') i5kazI vStu n=I. Ôe Ae ;wavna' i5kazI vStunI sa=e AiwNn hoy to Ae ;wavna' no nax (‐ƒy) ={ne moÙ to AvXy =xe (to i5kazI vStuno p` nax ={ jxe). Ae!le ke, jene Ae ;wavna' Ýg! ={, A=aRtŸ (jene) cEtNySvwavnI ¹iÚ, &an Ane rm`ta Ýg! ={, Aene to ALpkazmaH moÙ =vano j Ke to Ae (moÙno) ÝsHg bntaH, Ae (wavna$p) pyaRyno to nax =xe, Ae!le moÙmagR$p Ae wavnano to nax =xe to Ôe Ae (wavna) xuâpairàimknI sa=e AiwNn hoy to, Aeno nax =taH, ãƒno p` nax =ay. (p` Aem to bntuH n=I. te=I) Ae inüy moÙno magR je Ke te p` ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke.¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

xrIr, kmR, pEsa, ÏI, ku!uHb‐Ae b\aH pr Ke, iblkul pr Ke Aene AaTmanI sa=e kH{ sHbH\ n=I, ‐ Ae manvamaH p` hÒ prsevo étre¦ Aaha.. ha¦ AhÄ ragnI p` vat n=I. (AhÄ) to inmRz pyaRy je Ke‐siCcdanHd Ýwu ÒvnuH &an, AenI ]âa Ane AenI rm`ta ($p) (je) piv5 pyaRy‐ Ae p` pyaRyvan=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. (Aek khe Ke).





Aaha.. ha¦ Ae (moÙmagR$p) wavnano nax (‐ƒy) ={ne moÙ to =xe j. (Ae) nax pamxe (KtaH), pairàimkwavno to nax =xe nhÄ¸ kar` ke Ae to AivnaxI tÀv Ke. wle ne AHdr rag hoy ke ragno Awav hoy ke moÙna magRnI pyaRyno Awav hoy¸ p` Ae (pairàimkwav) to AivnaxI tÀv Ke.

Ôe Ae (moÙmagR$p) piràm, pairàimkSvwav=I AiwNn hoy, to te piràmno (moÙÝsHgmaH) nax =va=I, AaTmano nax =ay. (p` Aem to bntuH n=I.) ma!e Aam (@yuÅ‐) isâ =yuH A=aRtŸ Aevo inüy =yo ke: xuâpairàimkwav ivØyk A=aRtŸ xuâpairàimk (wav) ne AvlHbnarI Aa je wavna Ae!le sMyGdxRn‐Aena ivna, je!laH baæ Tyag l{ne Aiwman krvaH, Ae b\o im+yaTvwav Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

;inymsar' }lok‐210, prm smai\ Ai\karmaH Ke: ;Sv\mRTyag' no A=R ;im+yaTvwav.' im+yaTvwav‐mohwav (Ae) ;Sv\mR' no Tyag Ke, jeè prno Tyag krIne pote Aiwman seƒuH ke ;Ame TyagI KIAe' , p` im+yaTvno Tyag to =yo nhÄ to te ;Sv\mR' no TyagI Ke. ;prno' TyagI nhÄ¸ (p`) ;Sv\mR' no TyagI Ke¦ AHdr cIj (Aa„a) Ke¸ AenI to qbr n=I, ÝtIt n=I, Aadr n=I¸ Ane prno Tyag krIne (mane ke) ;Ame TyagI KIAe.. Ame sa\u KIAe.. piDma\arI KIAe'.. (to te ;Sv\mR no TyagI Ke.) Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat, wa{¦ ;inymsar' maH Ke: jeè Ýg! =yo Ke shj tej: puHj (te) vDe jene AanHdno na= AnuwvmaH Aaƒo, Aeè Sv\mRTyag$p‐moh$p AitÝbz itimrsmUhne dUr kyÈ Ke. Sv\mRna Tyag$p moh Ae!le im+yaTv. Aaha.. ha¦ shj Ýg! =yela tej:pu Hj vDe, (A=aRtŸ) Aa ;wavna' (äara). AHdrmaH &ananHdSvwavnI ¹iÚ, &an Ane inivRkLp AanHdno Svad Aaƒo. Aena äara Sv\mRTyag$p je moh, Aeno nax kyÈ. (p`) jeè bharno Tyag kyÈ (KtaH,) Aene AHdr im+yaTvno Tyag n=I, to te Sv\mRTyag$pI mohmaH pD–o Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ Aa wgvan pUàRnHdno AanHd jene Aaƒo nhÄ, Ane Ae isvay bharna Tyag=I (Aem mane ke) ;Ame Tyag kyÈ Ane Ame TyagI KIAe,' to Ae to Sv\mRTyag$p im+yaTvwav Ke. gjb vat Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ Ae khe Ke ke: je wavna Ke, Ae xuâpairàimkwavivØyk Ae!le xuâ (Sv$p) ne AvlHbnarI dxa Ke. jemaH mohno Tyag Ke. moh A=aRtŸ im+yaTvno Tyag Ke. je e xuâ ãƒSvwavno Aa]y l{ne, Aadr krI, AvlHbn lenarI dxa Ýy! krI, Ae e to Sv\mRTyag$p im+yaTvno Tyag kyÈ¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?





ma!e Aam isâ =yuH ke: xuâ pairàimkwavnI ;wavna' Ae!le AvlHbn lenarI ;wavna' te‐$p AaEpximkaid 5` wav (moÙno magR Ke.) xuâ Svwav, inTyanHd Ýwu‐ AenuH AvlHbn l{ne (Ae!le ke) dya, dan, v/t, wi›na ivkLp Aena n=I, Ae to bH\nuH kar` (Ke), Jer Ke. AenuH AvlHbn (KoDI) Ane AHdr i5kazI wgvan &aykSvwavnuH AvlHbn l{ne je AaEpximk, Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiykwav Ýg! =yo‐Ae \mR, Ae smikt, Ae &an, Ae cir5, Ae vItragta, Ae moÙno magR (Ke). (‐Aene) xuâpairàimkwavivØyk AvlHbnarI wavna, te‐$p ;wavna' kho ke ;moÙno magR kho. (Aeka=R Ke). wavna A=aRtŸ ivkLp Ane icHTvn Ae wavna n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

;inymsar' maH Ýayiüt Ai\karmaH icHTvnne p` wavna khI Ke. Ae ;icHTvn' ivkLp n=I. ;icHTvn' ne p` (TyaH) inivRkLp |yan kæuH Ke. Ae (baæ) icHTvn‐ivkLp, Ae (;wavna') n=I. (prHtu) AHdr AanHdno na= Ýwu Aeno je e pyaRymaH we!o kyÈ Ane vtRman pyaRymaH ãƒ trf JUkvanuH =yuH to te ;wavna' Ke. te _pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk$pI wav Ke. Ane i5kazI Ke, te prmpairàimk wav Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ i5kazI je AvlHbn levanI cIj Ke, jene |yey‐\/uvna \amnuH |yey bnavIne A=aRtŸ Aekvar \/uv\amne |yey bnavIne \Irj=I |yan krvuH Ae — (\/uv\amna |yena‐|yan=I \qtI \U I \gxne \Irj=I \qavvI te \mRno \ark \m± \Ny Ke).˜ ‐ 13 bol ;AaTm\mR' maH AavI gya Ke. Ae wavngrmaH rCya hta. VyaQyanmaH AavI gya Ke. Aaha... ha¦ \/uv\am‐inTy$pI jenuH \/uvS=an, Aene |yey bnavIne \Irj=I \qtI \U I \qav pyaRymaH¦ Ae \qtI \U I \Irj=I Aekag/ ={ne \qav¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Ae \mR \urH\r \m± Ke¦ b\a \|\a Ke. 13 \|\a Ke. Aaha... ha¦ \/uv je icdanHdna \amne |yey bnavIne, \Irj=I \qtI \U I \qav pyaRymaH¦ Ae \qtI \U I \Irj=I Aekag/ ={ne \qav¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Ae \mR \UrH\r \m± Ke¦ b\a \|\a Ke. 13 \|\a Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ \/uv je icdanHdna \amne |yey bnavIne, \Irj=I Ae AHdr \qtI Ae!le Sv$pnI Aekag/ta$pI xaHit=I \qtI pe#I, \qtI‐ \qtI \U I Ae prmivØyk prm pda=Rne AvlHbnarI pyaRy, Aene wavna Ane (moÙmagRnI) pyaRy khevamaH Aave Ke. moÙno magR khevamaH Aave Ke. to ;Ae pyaRy' k=HictŸ iwNn kem? ke: ;Ae pyaRy' no nax =ay Ke. (kemke) moÙ =ay Ke Tyare Ae (moÙmagRnI) pyaR y rhetI n=I. Ane AivnaxI wgvan (AaTma) to kaym rhe Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ bhu JIÌ vStu¦ ga=a AevI Ke Aa¦¦

Ae xuâpairàimkwavnI wavna te‐$p je AaEpximk Aaid 5` wav‐Ae ;wavna' ne 5` wav kæa. je prm Svwav, \/uv, inTyanHd ÝwunuH AvlHbn l{ne je wav Ae!le inmRz pyaRy, inivRkLp AanHdnI dxa Ýg! ={, Ae dxane _pxm‐





Ùyopxm‐Ùaiykwav khevamaH Aave Ke. Aene moÙno magR kho ke ãƒnI wavna kho. Ae ;wavna' AaEpximk, Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiyk 5` wavSv$pe Ke. (Ane) wgvan (Aa„a), i5kazI prm Svwavwav$p Ke.

Are...re¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ xuH =ay, bapu? AnHt kaz=I (smikt ivna Aa=Dyo)¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;Kh #aza' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ muinv/t \ar AnHt bar g/Ivk _pÔyo˜. ‐ (AnHtvar) muinv/t \ar` kyaÅ¦ AevI iÊya to ATyare (AhÄ) Ke j nhÄ. im+ya¹iÚ ãƒilHgIne AHtrna AanHdno Svad n=I. AHtrnuH wan n=I. Anuwv n=I. Ane Ae ivna, iÊyakaHD‐pHcmhav/taid Ae!la kyaÅ.. Ae!laH kyaÅ ke camDI _trDIne (Ôe) qar KaH!e to Êo\ n kre.. Ae!lI Ùma¦ KtaH, ¹iÚ im+ya Ke¦ kar`ke pHcmhav/tnI iÊyane potano \mR mane Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vatuH Ke¦¦

(AhÄ khe Ke:) (moÙkar`wUt) je wavna te‐$p je AaEpximk Aaid 5` wav (Ke). phelaH kæuH htuH ne ke: car wav pyaRy$p Ke. Ane i5kaz (xuâpairàimkwav) ãƒ$p Ke. to Ae (AaEpximk, Ùayopximk, Ùaiyk Ane AaEdiyk) car wavmaH=I Éya wav=I ;moÙmagR' Ke? Ae phelaH AaƒuH Ke.

_dy (‐AaEdiyk) wav Ae!le ragaid: dya, dan, ivkLp (vgere). Ane _pxm (AaEpximk), Ùyopxm (‐Ùayopximk), Ùaiyk (wav) ‐Ae car to ;pyaRy' Ke. Ane vStu (‐xuâpairàimkwav) ;ãƒ' Ke. Ae ãƒ Ane pyaRynuH ÔeDkuH ={ne, Ýma` (&an) no ivØy‐pda=R ;Aa„a' Ke. to ;Ae (moÙmagR‐) pyaRy je Ke' Ae Éyo wav Ke? te btave Ke ke: Ae je pyaRy Ke te AaEpximk Aaid 5` wav ($p) Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vItragSv$p wgvanAa„a¦ AenuH AvlHbn l{ne je pyaRy‐dxa _TpNn ={, te 5` wav Sv$p Ke. Aene ;wavna' kho ke ;moÙmagR' kho. Ae 5` wav: _pxmSv$p, ÙyopxmSv$p, ÙaiykSv$p Ke.

je car pyaRy khI htI temaH (je) _dy (‐AaEdiyk) Ke te moÙnuH kar` n=I. bH\nuH kar` Ke. wle ne dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt krI krIne mrI Ôy¦ Ae b\o klex Ke. (;smysar') injRra Ai\karmaH Aave Ke: (mhav/t Ane tpna war=I Fà vqt su\I wGn =ya =ka (‐tU!I mrta =ka) —klex pame to pamo¸ p`...˜ (teAo Aa„a Ýaº krI xkta j n=I). Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦

AhÄ AaEpximk Aaid Aaid 5` wav (kæa) (AemaH) smßya? phelaH kæuH Ke: _pxmmaH ragno Anudy ={ gyo. jem paÌmaH mel nIce besI Ôy Ke tem im+yaTv ragaid dba{ Ôy Ke, Ane _pxmwav =ay Ke, AenuH nam dba{ Ôy Ke nax =to





n=I. ‐ Ae _pxm wav. ÙyopxmwavmaH kH{k nax =ay Ke Ane kH{k dba{ Ôy Ke. ‐AenuH nam Ùyopxm (wav). ÙaiykmaH b\a ivkarI wavno nax =ay Ke. ‐tenuH nam Ùaiyk (wav). je!le AHxe ivkarI wavno nax =ay te!lanuH nam Ùaiyk.

Ae _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk‐Ae 5` wav, i5kazI ãƒnI wavna$p Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Ae AaEpximk Aaid Ae!le _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk‐5` wav, Ae smSt ragaid=I riht hovane karè AemaH‐ ;wavna' A=va Ae ;5`wav' maH‐ragna ivkLpno iblkul Awav Ke. cahe to dya, dan, v/tna ivkLp hoy, Ae to rag Ke, Jer Ke Aena=I riht (Ae) 5` wav Ke.

ivdexmaH kaH{ (tÀv smjva) mze AevuH n=I. TyaH \Uz (pEsa) Aave \Uz¦ .. hve \Uz Aave \UzmaHy¦ AenI (Aa„anI) pase ÉyaH Aave Ke? mane Ke ke ;marI pase (l"mI) AavI, marI Ke'. wa{¦ Aa... l"mI¦ bharnI ‐\UznI nhÄ¸ Aa AHtrmaH AnHt AanHd Ane AnHt &annI l"mI pDI Ke. AnHt gu nI l"mIno wHDar wgvan¦ ‐AenI sNmuq ={ne AenI ¹iÚ, &an Ane rm`ta krvI, Aene ãƒnI wavna khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae ;wavna' 5` (wav) Sv$pe khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae 5` wav smSt ragaid=I riht (Ke). cahe to wgvanno ivny Ane wgvanna Smr`no ivkLp (ho) ‐ Ae smSt ragaid=I riht 5` wav (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ moÙno magR, ãƒnI wavna A=aRtŸ 5` wav, rag=I iblkul riht Ke. Aaha... ha¦ mI@alalÒ¦ Aa mI@anI (‐AanHdnI) vat AavI Ke¦ Aa b\a kroDpit (AhÄ saHwzva) be@a Ke, b\a \Uzna pit (Ke).

]ota: \Uzna pitne kaH{ xei@ya khevay?

_¿r: duinya xei@ya (mane). (Ae!le ke) pagl xe@ mane¦ xe@ to Aene khIAe ke: je e Aa Aa„a, AanHdna na= wgvanno Anuwv kyÈ Ane Aena AanHdno Svad Aaƒo¸ Aene j \Ny xe@‐Ýa=imk drßÔno xe@ khevamaH Aave Ke.

(loko) veparna‐\Uzna kam ma!e ivdex Ôy Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ tuH ÉyaH gyo¦ Ýwu¦ tuH ivkLpmaH rqDva Ôy Ke. Anaid=I tarI cIj to AHdr \/uv\am pDI Ke, na=¦ TyaH iv]am levanI cIj Ke. TyaH iv]am n l{ne (tuH) ragna Aiv]am‐=akna mhelmaH cDI Ôy Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ iv]amS=an to Ýwu pU aRnHdno na= Ae Ke¦ bakI rag Aaid je!la ivkLp‐dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt, pUÔ (na) ‐ _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ae b\a Aiv]am Ke Ae Jerno iv]am Ke AaTmano iv]am nhÄ¦

Aaha.. ha¦ xuH =ay, wa{¦ to y Ae!laH waGy Ke ke loko saHwze Ke. ]ImdŸ





(rajcHã) na vqtmaH to —Aa maro nad ko` saHwzxe?˜ ‐ Aem (]ImdŸ) kheta hta. kar` ke, (teAo) g<hS=a]mmaH (hta) Ane Anuwv =yo, sMyGdxRn =yuH, to Ae vat ke: rag=I \mR n=I¸ dya‐dan, wgvannI wi›, wgvanno ivny‐Ae rag (Ke)¸ Ae A\mR Ke Are... re¦ Aa ko` saHwzxe? Aem te vqte (saHwznar n hta). p` (teAo to) potanuH kam krI, caLya gya. Aaha... ha... ha¦ (teAo) g<hS=a]mmaH hta. laqo $ipyano Jveratno mo!o \H\o muHb{maH hto. p` Aena=I kH{ (AHtrmaH Aekta n htI). AHtrmaH to ;AanHdSv$pI huH KuH¦ Ae isvay, ko{ cIj marI n=I' (AevI pU R ]âa htI). p` hÒ =oDo (AiS=rtano) rag bakI Ke rag KU!to n=I, Ae mara puruØa=RnI AoKp Ke. —te=I deh Aek \arIne ÔxuH Sv$p Svdex˜‐ AHdrmaH rag (bakI) deqay Ke. Aa j wvmaH rag nax ={ne muiÉt =xe AevuH deqatuH n=I. AiS=rta maramaH ragnI Ae!lI deqay Ke ke Ae=I mare Aekad wv krvo pDxe. Aa rag (Ke), te ivdex (Ke). AemaH Ame rqDIAe KIAe. Sv$pnuH wan =yuH. Anuwv Ke, AanHdno Svad Aaƒo¸ to p` ragnI AiS=rta rhI (Ke)¸ to khe Ke ke: Are.. re¦ Aa (rag) AmarI cIj (Aa„a) maH n=I¸ AemaH Amare AavvuH pDe Ke¦ ‐ Ae prdex Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (]ImdŸ rajcHãe ;\Ny re idvs Aa Aho˜ kaVymaH) kæuH ne... — te=I deh Aek \arIne ÔxuH Sv$p Svdex.˜ Aa rag Ae prdex Ke. ivwag Ae prdex Ke. jem tmara mhajnna gam krtaH nErobI prdex Ke, tem wgvan Aa„ana AtIiNãy AanHdna Svad Aagz, rag Ae b\a prdex Ke, prdex Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

benmaH (;bihn]InaH vcnam<t' maH) Aem Aave Ke, bol‐401 Ke: Are¦ Amara Svdexne KoDIne Ame ÉyaH ragmaH‐prdexmaH j{Ae KIAe¦ ragmaH AavvuH Ae to prdexmaH jvuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ dya, dan Ane wiÉtno wav, piDmano wav, mhav/tno wav‐Ae b\o prdex Ke Ae Svdex n=I¦ Ýwu¦ AakruH lage, na=¦ xuH krIAe? cIj (vStuSv$p) to Aa Ke¦

ij&asa: ;Svdex' kevo Ke?

sma\an: rag‐ivkLp, dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt‐ Ae prdex Ke, Ae Svdex n=I. smÔùH kaH{? (Svdex to) wgvan (Aa„a), AtIiNãy AanHd, no na= Ýwu Ke. \/uv‐\am jenuH inTyS=an Ke. jemaH AanHdno pak Aave AevuH Ae Ùe5 Ke. \/uv\am wgvan, jemaH AtIiNãy AanHdno pak =ay AevuH Ae qetr Ke. ragno pak =ay Aevo Aa„a n=I. (jem) jmIn‐qetrmaH pak =ay Ke ne..¦ (tem) wgvan \/uv\am Ae AevuH qetr Ke ke jemaH to AtIiNãy AanHdno pak =ay¦ Are¦ AtIiNãy





AanHdno pak n l{Ae ne Ôe Aena=I ivruâ‐rag, dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt, kam‐Êo\naH‐ piràm (épje, to khe Ke ke:) Are.. re¦ Aa prdexmaH ÉyaH AaƒaH? AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: Ae ;wavna' maH ragno to iblkul Awav Ke. smSt ragaid=I riht (Ke.)

;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' maH Aa bol‐401 Ke ne..¦ —&anInuH pir`mn ivwav=I paKuH vzI Sv$p trf #zI ræuH Ke.˜ ‐&anI‐smiktI‐\m± ÒvnuH pir`mn‐pyaRy ivwav=I paKuH h@Ine, Ae!le ke pu~y‐dya, dan, v/tna ivkLp=I paKuH h@Ine, Sv$p trf j{ ræuH Ke. —&anI inj Sv$pmaH pirpU`Rpè @rI jva tlse Ke.˜ ‐\m± to AHdrmaH @rI jva tlse Ke. (rag Aave Ke, KtaH) temaH rhevuH, te AenuH kam n=I. —Aa ivwavwav Amaro dex n=I.˜ ‐dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏno ivny, vaHcn Aaid ivkLp, Ae Amaro dex n=I, Are¦ —Aa prdexmaH Ame ÉyaH AavI cDyaH? Amne AhÄ go@tuH n=I.˜ ‐ rag Aave Ke, p` Amne ructo n=I. Are.. re¦ Ame É–aH j{ cDyaH? Aaha... ha¦ Aa cIj (;vcnam<t') to AlaEikk Ke¦ benna AHtrma=I nIkztI waØa... Aa to (puStk$pe) AavI g{. nhÄtr to ko{ lqe Ane AenI qbr pDe to (ben khI de ke) bhar n=I paDvuH¦ Aa to dIkrIAoAe qangImaH lQyuH Ane Aa (puStk) bhar AavI gyuH. (khe Ke ke:) —AhÄ AmaruH ko{ n=I.˜ ‐ Are.. re¦ dya, dan, v/t, wi›na piràmmaH AmaruH ko{ n=I. (Ae) ko{ cIj AmarI n=I. AemaH Amara Svjn n=I. Amara stŸ ´ jn μ stŸ wgvan AaTma, AenI je inmRz pirìt, te stŸjn¸ ragmaH n=I. —ßyaH &an, ]âa, cair5, AanHd, vIyaRid AnHtgu`$p Amaro pirvar vse Ke.˜ ‐ ßyaH AHtrmaH &an, ]âa, cair5, (]âa Ae!le smikt. smikt Ae!le i5kazInI ]âa.) , AanHd, vIyR Aaid AnHtgu` ($p) Amaro pirvar vse Ke. Amaro pirvar TyaH AanHdmaH Ke. dya, dan, v/taid ivkLpmaH Amaro pirvar n=I. rag Amaro pirvar n=I, Ýwu¦ Ar.. r¦ je iÊya‐kaHDno ivkLp é@e Ke Ae to Jer Ke¸ Ae Amaro dex n=I. Ae vIyaRid AnHtgu` Amaro pirvar Ke, te Amaro Svdex Ke.

]Imde (;\Ny re idvs Aa Aho' kaVymaH) kæuH ne...¦ AvXy kmRno wog Ke.˜ ‐ rag hÒ !zto n=I, Ýwu¦ AiS=rta deqay Ke, to hÒ rag wogvvano Ke Aem deqay Ke. AanHd wogvvanI sa=e ragnuH wogvvuH hÒ deqay Ke. Aekla AanHdno wog hÒ deqato n=I. hÒ du:qnuH vedn (p` Ke.) rag kho ke du:q kho. Ae v/t, tp, wi›na ivkLp Ke Ae du:q Ke, rag Ke. Aaha... ha¦ hve loko Aene (ragne) \mR manIne, ;\m± KIAe' (Aem mane‡mnave Ke)¦ Are.. re¦ ÉyaH jxe? Ae im+yaTvwavna sevn (vDe) to ingodmaH jxe¦ AakrI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? AhÄ to sTynI




· Ýkax mUitR pUßy bhen ]I cHpaben ·





vat Ke¦ (ben]I) khe Ke ke —AnHtgu`$p Amaro pirvar vse Ke te Amaro Svdex Ke.˜ ]Imde kæuH ne... —Avxy kmRno wog Ke, wogvvo AvxeØ re¸ te=I deh Aek j \arIne¸ ÔxuH Sv$p Svdex re.˜ ke!lak Aeva Aena (]ImdŸna) w›o khe Ke ke: Ae to mhaivdehmaH gya (Ke) ‐ ;Aek deh' kæo Ke ne...? (p`) sI\a mhaivdehmaH gya (Ke), Ae vat qo!I Ke¦ (kemke) sMyG¹iÚ hoy (to Aem =ay.) (p`) sMyG¹iÚne rag bakI rhe, to te vEmainkmaH dev =ay, devI p` =taH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ (]ImdŸ) khe Ke ke —AvXy kmRno wog Ke, wogvvo AvxeØ re, te=I deh Aek j \arIne..˜ ‐ ;Ae deh' ko`? sa\kne je deh Ke te. vCce (je) devno deh (=ay) tenI g`trI n=I. to Aeno A=R (smj` ivna) loko Aem kre Ke ke: (]ImdŸ) mhaivdehmaH kevz&anmaH ivcre Ke. AhÄ khe Ke ke ;Aek deh \arvo Ke.' ‐ kevo? ke: mnu*ypàno‐ sa\kno‐ deh \arIne —ÔxuH Sv$p Svdex re.˜ ‐ potana Sv$p‐SvdexmaH (ÔxuH). Ae!le ke Ame pU`Rtane ÝaPt krIxuH, pKI Svdex=I bhar nIkzxuH nhÄ¦ AhÄ (bhen]I) Ae khe Ke: —te Amaro Svdex Ke. Ame hve te Sv$pSvdex trf j{ræaH KIAe.˜ ‐ Ae (Sv$p) trf JUkI ræaH KIAe. —Amare Tvra=I Amara mUz vtnmaH˜‐ AmaruH mUz vtn wgvanAa„a (Ke)¸ rag Ae mUz vtn n=I¸ wgvan inTyanHd Ýwu Ae mUz vtn Ke. (TyaH) Amare Tvra=I‐Aekdm puruØa=R=I —j{ne inraHte vsvuH Ke ßyaH b\aH AmaraH Ke.˜ ‐ AanHd Ane &an AmaraH Ke TyaH j{ne vsvuH Ke¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —je AaEpximkaid 5` wavo, teAo smSt ragaid=I riht˜ (Ke.) A=aRtŸ Ae 5` wavmaH ikHictŸ p` rag n=I. A=aRtŸ AaTmanI wavnamaH ikHictŸ (ma5) rag n=I. A=aRtŸ AaTmanI wavna$pI moÙmagRmaH ikHictŸ rag n=I. rag Ae moÙmagR n=I. rag Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke. Ae AaTmana moÙmagRmaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦

(tem KtaH,) AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to ragnI iÊya kre, Ane (Aem mane Ke ke)' Ame \m± KIAe'... ;Ame \mR krIAe KIAe¦' (p` AevI maNyta) to im+yaTvnuH poØ` kre Ke. Ane (AemaH) AnHt sHsar v\arto Ôy Ke. p` (lokone) Ae (sTynI) qbr n=I, ke Ae baæ Tyag krIne ;Ame TyagI KIAe'... ;Ame Tyag kyÈ Ke', (to Aem manvamaH) kono Tyag Ke? ke: (te) ;Sv\mR' no Tyag Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: smSt ragaid=I (riht) Ae (je) 5` wav Ke te ãƒnI wavna Ke. A=aRtŸ je vStunI wavna$p moÙmagR Ke te 5` wav$p Ke. te





smSt ragaid, Ae!le smSt rag‐äeØ, ivØy‐vasna, dya‐dan‐v/taidna ivkLp, riht Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AavuH (sU"m tÀv) Ke, wa{¦ duinyane Ìce ke n Ìce. (p` Ae vat to vItragna FrnI Ke p`) pÙmaH pD–aH hoy Aene ke!lakne go@e nhÄ, wa{¦ sa\upùH to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke¦ Aene Ù e Ù e satmuH Ane K!Ÿ@uH gu S=an Aave Ke. Ù`maH satmaHmaH inivRkLp AanHd Ane Ù`maH K!Ÿ@uH. smikt to phelaH (co=e) =yuH j hoy. Ae =va ivna, K!Ÿ@uH É–aH=I AaVyuH? AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to smiktnaH @ekaàH nhÄ. (KtaH) muin ={ gya¦ Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: Ae (AaEpximkaid 5` wav), smSt ragaid=I (A=aRtŸ svR Ýkarna äeØ Ane ivØyvasnaid Axuw ne xuwrag=I) riht hovane lI\e, xuâ _padankar`wUt (hova=I te moÙnaH kar` Ke).

_padan be ÝkarnaH Ke: Aek \/uv _padan Ane Aek Ùi`k _padan (AhÄya) Aa vat Ùi`k _padannI cale Ke. \/uv _padan to i5kazI inTyanHd Ýwu (ãƒ Ke). Ane Aa je xuâ _padan (kar`wUt kæuH) Ke, te pyaRy Ke. A=aRtŸ inmRz vItragIpyaRy, Ae xuâ _padan (kar`) wUt (Ùi`k _padan) Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ Aa to idgHbr sHt jysen AacayRdevnI sHSk<t !Ika Ke¦ Aemè bnavI, (Ae) jgtne psHd pDe ke psHd n pDe.. xuH krvuH? magR to Aa Ke, wa{¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Ýwu¦ tara lawnuH kar` to Aa magR Ke. bakI nukxannaH kar` to tuH Anaid krI (‐sevI) ræo Ke.

Ae (5` wav), smSt ragaid=I riht hovane lI\e, xuâ _padankar`wUt hova=I (moÙnaH kar` Ke).

Aek xuâ _padan ;\/uv' Ke. Ane Aek ragaid Axuâ _padan miln Ke. ‐ xuH kæuH? (ke:) Aek, i5kazI \/uv xuâ _padan Ke. Ane Aek, rag‐dya‐danaid Axuâ _padan miln (pyaRy) Ke. Ane (Aek,) Aa (je _pxmaid 5è wav Ke te) xuâ _padan inmRz pyaRy Ke. Are.. re¦ AavuH Ke¦ 5` Ýkarna _padan¦ be ÝkarnaH _padan potanI pyaRymaH =ay Ke. Ane Aek _padan, \/uv (ãƒ Ke). Ae kaymI cIjne p` _padan khe Ke. AevuH ;icdŸivlas' maH Aave Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (Ae _pxmaid 5`wavne) xuâ _padan kæuH ne...¦ kemke‐ dya, dan, v/t, wiÉtna (je) wav Ke, Ae Axuâ _padan Ke miln Ke, mel Ke Ae moÙno magR n=I. Are.. re¦ AavI vat (bIje) ÉyaH?





(Ae 5` wav) xuâ _padankar`wUt (hova=I te) moÙnaH kar` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vStuSvwav je inTyanHd‐siCcdanHd Ýwu¸ AenI ;wavna' (A=aRtŸ AHtr sNmuq ={ne Aekag/ta, Ae Aekag/ta Ae ;wavna') AaEpximk, Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiyk 5` wav$p Ke. Ae 5` wav smSt ragaid=I riht Ke. Ae j moÙnaH kar` Ke. Ae xuâ _padanwUt moÙnaH kar` Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ;xuâ _padankar`wUt' pyaRy hova=I moÙnuH kar` Ke. Aa ;wavna.' rag riht, Ae ;5` wav' moÙnaH kar` Ke. i5kazI ãƒnI Aekag/ta, xuâ pir`mn, vItragI AanHdnuH vedn, ‐ Ae 5` wav$p Ke Ae smSt rag=I riht Ke Ae moÙnaH kar` Ke Ae ;xuâ _padankar`wUt' Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

—prHtu xuâ pairàimk nhÄ.˜ Aaha... ha¦ i5kazI Ke Ae moÙnuH kar` n=I. moÙnuH ;kar`' moÙ‐pyaRy Ke. to AenuH‐moÙnuH kar` p` inmRz pyaRy‐xuâ pyaRy Ke i5kazI xuâ pairàimk wav (moÙnuH kar` n=I.) AhÄ to ATyare Aa btavvuH Ke. nhÄtr to i5kazI‐kar` prma„a te j moÙnuH kar` Ke.

AhÄH to btavvuH xuH Ke? ke: je (AaEpximkaid) 5` wav Ke, te xuâ _padan (kar`) wUt Ke, te kar e, te moÙna kar` Ke prHtu xuâpairàimk (wav) nhÄ. (kemke) i5kazI (Ke te) pyaRy$pmaH Aavto n=I. (te=I) i5kazI xuâpairàimk (wav) moÙnuH kar` n=I. te (;moÙmagRnI) pyaRy' moÙnuH kar` Ke. ;ãƒ' moÙnuH kar` n=I. ‐Aem btavvuH Ke.

bakI to, i5kazI vStu‐kar` prma„a Ae moÙnuH kar` Ke. moÙna magRne (;moÙ') nuHkar` khevuH, Ae hÒ ƒvhar Ke. ‐ Ae xuH kæuH? (ke:) moÙna magRnopUvR pyaRyno‐ ƒy ={ne moÙnI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke, to Ae to ƒvhar =yo. p` qreqr (to) moÙnI pyaRynuH kar` ãƒSvwav Ke. ãƒna AvlHbn=I moÙnI pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke. moÙna magR=I moÙnI pyaRy _TpNn =tI n=I.

Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ Aek baj¡H khevuH: kayRprma„a‐kevz&an¸ AenuH kar` kar`prmaTma‐i5kazI¦ (Ane) AhÄ khe Ke ke: kar`prma„a‐i5kazI¸ AenI wavna, Ae to vtRman pyaRy Ke, Ae i5kazI n=I¸ Ae ;vtRman pyaRy' Ke. Ae moÙnuH kar` Ke. p` Ae (i5kazI) ãƒ, moÙnuH kar`n=I¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

ij&asa: AhÄ i5kazIne AktaR isâ kyÈ?

sma\an: ;i5kazI' pyaRymaH Aaƒo n=I. AhÄ to pyaRyne moÙnuH kar`





btaVyuH Ke ne¦ 5` wavne moÙnaH kar` btavvaH Ke. Ae 5` wav, Ae ko{ ãƒ n=I, Ae btavvuH Ke. nhÄtr to i5kazI kar`prma„a, Ae kevz&ankayRnuH kar` Ke. ;inymsar' ga=a‐10 maH Aave Ke: kayRprma„a' A=aRtŸ kevz&an. ‐AenuH kar` ;kar` prmaTma'. ;i5kazI ãƒ' kar`prmaTm. Ane ;kevz&an' kayRprma„a. Ae vat bIÒ ApeÙaAe Ke.

AhÄ to xuâpairàimkwav‐i5kazI, Ae pyaRymaH Aavto n=I. pyaRy Ke te vtRman‐pl!tI dxa (Ke). i5kazI ãƒna AvlHbn=I to Ae pl!tI dxa xuâ ={. A=aRtŸ i5kazI wgvanna AvlHbn=I je xuâ pirìt ={, Ae smSt ragaid riht, 5` wav Sv$p moÙnuH kar` Ke. 5` wavSv$p xuâ _padanwUt moÙnuH kar` Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aekvar Aem khe Ke ke: Aa ;kar`prma„a' , kayRprma„anuH ;kar`' (Ke). kevz&an‐prma„dxa Ae kayR Ke. kayR A=aRtŸ pyaRy Ke. to Ae kayRprmaTmanuH ;kar`' , ãƒ Ke¦ AhÄ to pU`R (‐moÙ) pyaRynuH ;kar`' , (moÙmagR‐) pyaRy Ke ‐ Ae btavvuH Ke¦ Ae ;pyaRy' ãƒna AvlHbn=I, i5kazI wgvan prma„ana |yey=I _Tpþ ={ Ke. p` _Tpþ ={, Ae pyaRy Ke Ane (Ae) pyaRy 5` wavSv$p Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo _pdex¦ klakmaH AavuH Aave¦ ke!lI vat yad rhe? (loko) $ipyamaH‐\UzmaH roka{ gya¦ AamaH (tÀv‐) in Ry krvano vqte y n mze.

Aek baj¡ (;inymsar' maH) khe ke: kayRprma„a (‐moÙ kevz&an)¸ AenuH ;kar`' kar`prmaTma ãƒ Ke. Ane AhÄyaH moÙno magR‐pyaRy Ke¸ Ae ;pyaRy', moÙnuH kar` Ke. A=aRtŸ kevz&an‐moÙnuH kar` ;pyaRy' Ke¸ moÙnuH kar` ;prmaTm' (‐ãƒ) nhÄ. kar` ke, (AhÄ) pyaRyne ãƒ=I iwþ btavvI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ moÙnuH kar` xuâpairàimk (wav) n=I¦ (AaEpximkaid) pyaRyne moÙnuH kar` btavvuH Ke. (te=I Aem kæuH ke:) xuâpairàimk (moÙnuH kar`) n=I. Ane te pyaRyne xuâpairàimkwav=I k=HictŸ iwþ btavvI Ke. i5kazI xuâpairàimkwav ;\/uv' Ke. qreqr to/ kevz&an‐kayRprma„a¸ AenuH ;kar`' kar`prmaTma Ke. p` AhÄyaH (to) pyaRyne, ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwþ Ane moÙno magR‐Ae moÙnuH ;kar`' Ke, Aem btavva ma!e (kæuH ke:) Ae xuâpairàimkwav moÙnuH ;kar`' n=I¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ AamaH klakmaH vat kevI Aave¦ Ae kaH{ copDamaH deqay (AevI n=I). Ane vaDamaH Ôy to (Aa vat) saHwzva mztI n=I.

ij&asa: pyaRy pyaRynuH ;kar`' =yuH?





sma\an: AhÄ pyaRyne moÙnuH kar` btavvuH Ke. ãƒ Ke te to kU!S=‐\/uv Ke. sHvr‐injRrane ;moÙnuH kar`' btavvuH Ke. sHvr‐injRra, Ae _pxm‐ÙyopxmÙaiyk wav ($p) Ke. Ae 5` pyaRy moÙnuH kar` Ke, Aem btavvuH Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ;inymsar' ga=a‐38maH to AaƒuH ne..¦ i5kazI Aa„a j _padeyKe. pyaRy _padey n=I. sHvr, injRra Ane kevz&an Ae pyaRytÀv Ke, naxvan Ke kar`ke: Aek smynI AvS=a Ke, bdltI‐naxvan Ke. Ane kar`prmaTma AivnaxI Ke, ma!e Ae tÀv Ke, Ae qreqr Aa„a Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH bIÒ cIj btavvI Ke. AhÄ to btavvuH Ke ke: moÙnuH kar` je (Ke, te) pyaRy Ke, Ae ;pyaRy' ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwþ Ke. Ae=I vItragI pyaRyne moÙnuH kar` kæuH . Ae vItragI pyaRy, vItragI ãƒna AvlHbn=I _Tpþ ={ Ke¸ A=aRtŸ i5kazI vItragibHb‐cEtNyÝitmana AvlHbn=I moÙno magR‐vItragI pyaRy 5` wav$p _Tpþ ={ Ke¸ Ae ;pyaRy' moÙnuH kar` Ke. p` Aa ragaid kar` n=I. Ane Aa (vItragI pyaRy) moÙnuH kar` Ke, Ae btavvuH Ke. Ane Ae ;pyaRy' (moÙnuH) kar` Ke Ane ;te pyaRy' ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke, Ae isâ krvuH Ke. kar` ke, Ae (moÙmagRnI) pyaRyno to moÙ =taH nax =xe¸ (to) Ôe Ae pyaRy Ane ãƒ Aek hoy, to pyaRyno nax =taH ãƒno p` nax =ay¸ (prHtu) ãƒ to AivnaxIi5kaz Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ wgvan (Aa„a) to i5kazI AanHdno na=, pUàRnHd (Ýwu), AnHt gu`no ipHD Ýwu (Ke), Ae i5kaz AivnaxI Ke. Ar.. r.. r¦ AemaH pl!vuH‐fl!vuH n=I. (Ae) naxvan n=I¦

Aaha... ha¦ —xuâpairàimkwav moÙnuH kar` n=I.˜ AhÄyaH Aa khevuH Ke... hÇH¦ Ane bIje @eka e (;inymsar' maH Aem) btavvuH Ke ke: ;moÙ' kayRprma„a¸ AenuH kar`, ;kar`prmaTma.' (p`) AhÄyaH (AenI) na paDe Ke. ‐k{ ApeÙaAe? (ke:) pyaRy isâ krvI Ke Ane pyaRyne naxvan isâ krvI Ke. Ane pyaRyne ãƒ=I k=HictŸ iwþ isâ krvI Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? n smÔy to ra5e (ccaRmaH) ÝÆ pUKvaH. ivnasHkoc pUKvuH.

Aaha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke? ke: wgvanAa„a, pU aRnHdmUitR, \/uv Ýwu‐Aene |yey bnavIne, (AenuH) AvlHbn l{ne, (tenuH lÙ krIne, Aa]y krIne) je pyaRy _TpNn ={, Aene ;wavna' khI. Aene _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk‐5` wavSv$p khI. Ae (xuâ) pairàimkwav=I iwNn Ke. kar` ke: 5` wav pyaRy$p Ke Ane (xuâ) ‐ pairàimk ãƒ$p Ke¦





Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato ÉyaH? (loko) kH{ smje nhÄ¦ Ane Aevo ko{ veg ATyare (idgHbr sHÝdaymaH) caLyo Ke ne.. bs¦ piDma l{ Lyo. be piDma.. car piDma.. K piDma.. Aigyar piDma¦ p` hÒ tara sMyGdxRnna ke ƒvharnaH p` @ekaàH n=I¦ (to) Ae piDma AavI É–aH=I? Aaha.. ha¦ xei@yaAone Tyag n hoy Ae!le TyagI deqe Ae!le Aho.. ho¦ Ae e Aa Tyag kyÈ... Aa Tyag kyÈ¦

(hve, AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) — je xi›$p moÙ Ke.˜ ƒÉt$p moÙnI vat to (Aagz) calI. ‐xuH kæuH? Lyo vqt ={ gyo.

ivxeØ khexe...

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(Ývcn : ta. 7 -8-79)

Aa AaTma, prmanHd Ane prm vItragSv$p‐muÉtSv$p Ke¦ ãƒ to inTy Ke. te muÉt (Sv$p) nI AHtmuRq ={ne, ÝtIit‐Anuwv‐vedn krvuH, Ae \mRnI moÙmagRnI dxa Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan pirpU R Ýwu (sNmuqnaH), Ae je moÙmagRnaH piràm Ke, Aeno to pU R prmaTmdxa ÝaPt =ay Tyare to nax ={ Ôy Ke te karè, Ae moÙmagRnaH piràm, xi›$p‐moÙSv$p wgvanAaTma=I iwNn Ke¦ JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ Aa Aa„a‐ãƒ, Ae muÉtSv$p j Ke¦ Ae khexe:

—je xiÉt$p moÙ Ke te to xuâpairàimk Ke.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ moÙSv$p‐muÉtSv$p ãƒ to muÉtSv$p j Ke¦ AenI xiÉt, AenuH sam+yR, Aeno Svwav, AenuH wavp uH, ‐Ae pirpU R j Ke. xuâ Ke. AqHD Ke. Aek Ke. AivnaxI Ke¦

Ae ãƒSvwav je muÉt Ke, Aeva Aa„anI SvsNmuq =taH je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 piràm =ay (Ke, te moÙno magR Ke).

(;smysar') 14, 1pmI ga=amaH to Aem kæuH: Ýwu Aa„a ;Abâ' Ke¦ ;bâ n=I' kho ke ;mu›' kho (Aeka=R Ke). ;Aa Aa„a Abâ Ke' ‐ Aene je ko{ AnuwvmaH Ôè Ke, Ae e AaquH ijnxasn Ô~yuH. Aaha.. ha¦

(Aa ga=amaH) paHc bol Ke: AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ Ane AsHyu›, p` ATyare Aa Aek bol (;Abâ') lI\o. (kemke, AhÄ) xiÉt$p moÙnI vat cale Ke ne...¦ Ae jevStu Ke, Ae ;AbâSv$p' j Ke. ;rag' wavbH\ Ke, Ae pyaRymaH Ke vStumaH Ae n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

Ae vStu prma„Sv$p¦ Aeno Anuwv‐AanHdnuH vedn, Ae sMyGdxRn, &an





Ane cair5 Ke Ae pyaRy, i5kazI &aykwav je xi›$p moÙ Ke, Aena=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke¦

Are.. re¦ xrIr, vaÌ, l"mI, Ae to É–aHy rhI gyaH¦ xrIr Ane kmR Ae to (tdŸn iwNn j Ke). Aaha.. ha¦ Aek var kæuH htuH ne (ke) : je prma u, vÄKIna DHq Ane spRnI da#maH Jer $pe pir`MyaH htaH, te j prmaù Aa (xrIr$pe ATyare) Ke. Aaha... ha.. ha¦ je prma u Jer $pe pir`MyaH htaH te prma u, ATyare Aa xrIr$pe pir`MyaH Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae cIj (‐xrIr) =I to Ýwu' inrazoAwavSv$p j Ke. xrIr=I, kmR=I, l"mI=I, ÏI=I, ku!uHb=I Are¦ dev, guÌ Ane xaÏ=I to wgvan (Aa„a) AwavSv$pe Ke. ;kmRno Awav =taH mui› =ay Ke' Ae to ƒvharnuH k=n Ke. kar` ke temaH (Aa„amaH) to (kmRno) Awav Ke (te=I) ;Awavno Awav krvo' Ae ko{ cIj n=I.

potana (AaTma) maH Aek ;Awav' namno gu Ke. Ýwu¦ Aa„amaH xi›Ao AnHt Ke, gu AnHt Ke. AemaH Aek gu ;Awav' namno Ke. Ae ;Awav gu ' prnI ApeÙa raQya ivna (pir`me Ke). prna AwavSvwave pir`mto n=I. potano Svwav j pr=I AwavSv$pe pir`mvano Ke. prno Awav =yo, to AhÄ (Aa„a) AwavSv$pe pir`Myo¸ Aem n=I. wgvanAaTmamaH Awav namno Aek gu Ke je karè, prna AwavSvwav$p pir`mvuH te potano Svwav Ke. prno Awav =ay Ke, to potanuH pir`mn AwavSv$p =yuH, Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ potano Svwav j prna AwavSvwav$p Ke. (te‐$pe) pir`mvuH Aevo potano AwavSvwavgu Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

Ae AhÄ khe Ke ke: je AwavSvwavgu Aevo je wgvanAa„a¦ ‐Aena AnuwvmaH, (Ae) Anuwv =yo (ke) ;Aa Aa„a¦ xuâ cEtNy Ke.' tenI sNmuq ={ne (je) sMyGdxRn, &an Ane AanHdno Anuwv =yo‐ ;Ae pyaRy' , i5kazI‐&aykwav‐\/uv‐AbâSv$p=I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke. kar` ke, ;Ae pyaRy' no nax =ay Ke, Ane pKI moÙ =ay Ke. Ôe ;Ae pyaRy' AaTmanI sa=e AiwNn hoy, to ;Ae pyaRy' no nax =taH AaTmano p` nax ={ Ôy. Are.. re¦ AavI vat ÉyaH (saHwzva mze) ? khe Ke ke: pairàimkwav=I, (pyaRy) k=HictŸ iwNn (Ke), Ae isâ kyuÅ.

khe Ke ke: Ae vat to ƒiÉtnI‐moÙnI ApeÙa=I Ke. A=aRtŸ Vy› moÙnI ApeÙaAe vat Ke (p` xi›$pe moÙnI n=I). (Ae!le ke:) je moÙmagR‐piràmno nax ={ne moÙnI pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, Ae Vy› moÙ‐pyaRynI ApeÙaAe vat Ke. (Aho¦) AavI waØa¦¦





‐xuH khe Ke? ke: potana xuâ AqHDanHd Ýwuno Anuwv‐AanHdnuH vedn AaƒuH KtaH Ae AanHdnI pyaRy, i5kaz (Aa„a) =I k=HictŸ iwNn Ke¦ kemke: Ae pyaRyno nax (ƒy) ={ne, ßyare pU R pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke, Tyare ;te pyaRy' no to nax =ay Ke Ôe ;te pyaRy' AaTmanI sa=e AiwNn hoy, to ;te pyaRy' no nax =va=I AaTmano p` nax ={ Ôy¸ (p` Aem bntuH n=I¸ te=I ;te pyaRy' k=HictŸ iwNn Ke). Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦

hve, vat cale Ke: je xi›$p moÙ Ke, te to i5kaz moÙSv$p j Ke. Ôe xi›$p moÙ n hoy, to Vy›$p moÙnI pyaRy Aavxe É–aH=I? smÔùH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ —je xiÉt$p moÙ Ke te to xuâpairàimk Ke.˜ Ae to shj Svwav i5kaz Ke. AemaH (moÙ) Ýg! =vo Ane (moÙmagRnI pyaRyno) Awav =vo‐ AevI (iS=it) cIj (Aa„a) maH n=I¦ Aaha.. ha¦ —je xiÉt$p moÙ Ke te to xuâpairàimk Ke.˜ xuâpairàimk kho ke prmpairàimk kho (Aek j Ke). AhÄ ;muÉtSv$p' khevuH Ke ne...¦ vStu.. hÇ¦ vStu Ae xuâpairàimkwav¸ Ae to i5kaz xuâpairàimk xiÉt$p moÙ Ke.

Are.. re¦ AavI vatuH¦¦ sHsarnI jHÔz‐AekluH bH\n‐bH\n.. bH\n¦ ‐ AemaH=I‐pyaRynaH bH\n=I‐KU!taH, i5kaz AbH\nI ¹iÚ =ay¦ smÔ uH kaH{? pyaRymaH, ragna bH\n=I Ku!karo (=ay) Tyare, i5kazI AbH\ A=aRtŸ xi› ($p) moÙno Anuwv =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ýwuna Frno _pdex Aavo Ke, Ýwu¦

Aaha... ha¦ — (je) xi›$p moÙ (Ke) te to xuâpairàimk Ke.˜ i5kaz Ke. Ae to —Ý=m=I j iv>man Ke.˜ ‐ xi›$p moÙ to Ý=m=I j iv>man Ke. Aa to ƒikt$p moÙnI vat krI¸ A=aRtŸ moÙmagRnI pyaRyno nax ={ne Vyikt$p moÙ =ay Ke, tenI vatkrI Ke. bakI je xi›$p moÙ Ke, te to i5kaz iv>man Ke. Aaha... ha.. ha¦

;xiÉt$p moÙ' Ane ;ƒiÉt$p moÙ' ‐ Aa xuH? smÔùH kaH{? wgvan Aa„a ãƒSv$p Ke¸ KeLle AhÄ Aavxe (ke:) Ae skl inravr` Ke¦ A=aRtŸ vStu Ae to skl inravr` Ke. AqHD Ke. Aek Ke. ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy Ke. Aivn¬r Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ xuâpairàimk prmwavlÙ`, inj prma„ ãƒ, Ae to i5kaz xi›$p moÙ Ke. Ae xi›$p‐moÙSv$p je ãƒ Ke, Aeno Anuwv =yo, te ;jEn\mR' Ane ;jEnxasn' Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ ;AaquH jEnxasn' AemaH (AnuwvmaH) sma{ Ôy Ke.

ko{ iÊya‐kaHD, dya ne v/t ne wiÉt ne pUÔ¸ Ae kaH{ ;jEn\mR' n=I. Ae to





;rag\mR' Ke. ragno Svwav Ke¦ ;jEn\mR' pU aRnHdno na=¸ Ae to ;ijnSv$p' j Ke. ;smysar na!k' maH=I FÌ vat khIAe KIAe: — F! F! AHtr ijn bsE.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ xi›$p moÙ kæo ne...¦ Ae ;ijnSv$p' Ke. A=aRtŸ xi›$p je moÙ khyo te ijnSv$p Ke, vItragSv$pI Ke AkØaySv$pe Ke, pUàRnHdSv$pI Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ — F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn˜. ‐Aeno A=R xo kyÈ? ke: bharnuH K qHDnuH raj hoy, KtaH AHtrmaH ijnSv$pno Anuwv =yo, to (te) AHtrmaH jEnpùH Ke¦ ;jEnpùH' ko{ baæ iÊya‐kaHDmaH n=I¦ bharmaH (wle) K qHDnuH raßy, xaHitna=‐kuH=una=‐Arna=‐ (jeva) Ùaiyk smiktI‐cÊvt±ne hoy, 96 hÔr ÏI, 96 kroz paydz hoy¸ (tem KtaH Aevo Anuwv inrHtr vteR Ke ke:) ;huH Ae nhÄ. Ae huH nhÄ.' Ae maramaH n=I'. ;Ae (K qHD Aaid) to maramaH n=I, p` je (AiS=rtano) rag Ke te p` maramaHn=I. Ae rag to maramaH n=I, p` ragne Ô`vavazI pyaRy p` maramaH n=I'. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{¦ JIÌ pDe p` xuH krIAe, wa{?

ÝÆ: Tyag krvo... v/t pazvaH.. (AevuH) sa\n to tme kH{ btavta n=I¦

_¿r: sa\n ;Aa' Ke¦ potanI Ý&aKIÌ=I rag=I iwNn pDIne, Svwav Ane vCce, Ý&aKIÌ marvI Ane wed krvo‐Ae sa\n Ke¦ je dya‐dan‐v/taid ivkLp rag Ke Ane wgvan Aa„a je Ke, (Ae bNne) vCce saH\o Ke, tD Ke, sHi\ Ke Aek n=I =ya¸ Anaid=I Aek n=I. (A&anIAe) fkt maNyta krI Ke ke ;Aa rag huH KuH' A=va ;pyaRy jevDo huH KuH' AevI AenI maNyta im+ya Ke. bakI (qreqr) to rag cahe to v/t Ane tpno ivkLp hoy¸ Ae rag, Ane wgvanAaTma bNne vCce sHi\ Ke. (AemaH Ý&aKIÌ vDe wed&an krvuH Ae j sa\n Ke).

(jem) mo!o p+=r hoy AemaH vCce sHi\‐rg hoy Ke. Ae rgmaH surHg naqe TyaH laqo m` p+=r éDI Ôy. Ae!le nIcena iwNn rhI Ôy Ane _prna iwNn. rajko!maH ÔeyuH htuH. Ae (p=ra) vCce saH\ Ke. Ane te be p=ra p` Aek n=I =ya. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ kudrtno Svwav to j¡Ao¦ Ae p=ranI nIcenI pa! Ane _prnIy pa! sI\I hoy Ke. AHdr to bey spa! Ke. nIce p` spa! Ke _pr p` spa! Ke. _prna p=ra, pKI AaDaAvza ={ Ôy Ke. AHdr to kudrtI spa! Ke. Aa je (p+=rnI) ladI Ke, AevI ladI to AHdr=I nIkze Ke Aene FsvI n=I pDtI. Ae to AHdr=I AevI j nIkze Ke. AevI to be pa! vCce sHi\ Ke. kudrtno Aa inym Ke. Aaha... ha.. ha¦ (tem) Aa wgvan (Aa„a), 5` lokno na=‐AtIiNãy





AanHdno kHd¸ Ane rag vCce sHi\ Ke. (AaTmamaH) AqHDanHdnaH (pD) spa! AeklaH wyaÅ Ke. Ae ;kar`pyaRy'. kæuH htuH ne...¦ ;kar`pyaRy' =I AaqI spa!I i5kaz wrI pDI Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ rag iwNn Ke. ;rag tdŸn iwNn Ke. Ane Aa ;(kar`) pyaRy' iwNn Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aeva ãƒnI iS=it, Ae to xiÉt$p moÙ Ke. AhÄyaH Ae (kar`pyaRynI) vat n=I caltI. (AhÄ to je) xi›$p moÙ Ke te to xuâpairàimk Ke (AenI vat cale Ke). te to Ý=m=I j iv>man Ke. Ae to Anaid=I (j) iv>man Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ (jem) Ae p=ranI AHdrnI spa!Ine suHvazI krvI pDtI n=I, Ae to ßyar=I p+=r _TpNn =yo Tyar=I (suHvazI) spa!I siht j AHdr Ke. Aem wgvanAa„a Ae to pU R xuâ xi›$p, Svwav$p, wav$p, pU`Rxi› ($p) moÙSv$p j Ke. Ae!le ke: xuâ pairàimk Svwavwav to Anaidno iv>man j Ke Aene (Svwavne) Ýg! krvo Ke, Ane (miln) dxano nax krvo Ke Ane Aa (piv5 dxa) ne Ýg! krvI Ke‐Aem n=I¦ Aaha.. ha¦

AhÄ to Vyikt$p moÙno ivcar cale Ke. (A=aRtŸ) je Aek smynI pyaRymaH AnHt kevz&an, AnHt AanHd, je Ýg!$p‐Vy› ($p) moÙ Ke¸ AenI vat calI rhI Ke.

—AevI j rIte isâaHtmaH kæuH Ke.˜ wgvan i5lokna= svR& prme¬r, vtRmanmaH (mhaivdehmaH) ibraje Ke. (Aemno) idƒ|vin‐ ;muq' kar \uin suin, A=R g`\r ivcare, ric Aagm _pdex' ‐ g`\ro AemaH=I AgmnI rcna kre Ke. ;wivk Òv sHxy invare.' (A=aRtŸ) ;Ae rag maro Ke' Aevo je sHxy Ke, Aene pa5 Òv‐yoGy Òv‐wƒÝaÌ dUr kre Ke. ;rag' Ane ;huH' tdŸn iwNn KuH (‐AevI ÝtIit Ane Anuwv kre Ke).

ij&asa: ivkarI ãƒmaH rag n=I to rag ÉyaH ræo?

sma\an: ãƒ ivkarI Ke j nhÄ. pyaRy ivkarI Ke, ãƒ, 5` kazmaH Éyarey ivkarI =yuH j n=I. (]ota:) 5` kazmaH AHdr n=I, to icHta xenI? (_¿r:) ãƒmaH (n=I)¸ icHta to pyaRymaH Ke¸ Aene !azvI Ke, AenI vat Ke. Ae p` khe Ke: ;Ývcnsar' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ ke: xuw piràm vqte (ãƒ) xuw =ay Ke, Axuw vqte Axuw Ane xuâ vqte xuâ. to AemaH=I (ko{ ivâan Aevo A=R) ka#e Ke ke: Axuw vqte ;ãƒ' Axuw ={ Ôy Ke¸ xuw vqte ;ãƒ' xuw ={ Ôy Ke. prHtu AevuH n=I¦ ãƒ to i5kazI xuâ j Ke. xuw, Axuw Anexuâ pyaRymaH tNmy Ke, ãƒmaH tNmyta n=I.





Aaha.. ha¦ Aavo _pdex¦¦ Are.. re¦ Aavo (dulRw) mnu*ydeh mZyo¦ qreqr to Aa wv, AnHt wvna Awav ma!e Ke, Ýwu¦ Are.. re¦ Aahar krva jta hta TyaH ATyare ]av` mihnamaH nIce lImDanaH fUl ÔeyaH. Aaha.. ha¦ Aek Aek fUlmaH, Ae!lamaH, to AsHQy xrIr, Ane Aek Aek xrIrmaH (ingodna) AnHt Òv¦ Aek xrIrmaH (Ke, tena=I) AnHtmaH wage (ATyar su\ImaH Òv) muiÉtmaH gya Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AevaH AsHQy xrIr ingodnaH wyaÅ Ke, Ýwu¦ AnHt mata‐ipta kyaÅ, AnHt pTnIAo krI¸ je mrIne (ATyare) ingodmaH Ke¦ Are Ýwu¦ te ingodmaH pD–aH Ke. AnHta mata‐iptana Òv, rqDta‐rqDta TyaH (ingodmaH) Aaƒa Ke. Are.. re¦ Are.. re¦ AemaH=I paKuH mnu*yp uH =vuH bhu dulRw Ke, wa{¦ AemaH (Ôe) vItrag svR&nI vaStivk vaÌ saHwzva mze, te to ko{ AlaEikk vat Ke¦ Ane AemaH=I puruØa=R krI, rag=I iwNn ={ne potana Sv$pno Anuwv krvo, te to AlaEikk vato Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ krvuH hoy to, Ae j krva layk Ke. bakI to b\uH \Uz‐\aÌ Ke.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: isâaHtmaH‐vItragI AagmmaH (Aem kæuH Ke ke:) —ini*kÊy:: xuâpairàimk:˜‐ Ae xuâpairàimk je i5kazI wav Ke, te to pir`mnnI iÊya ivnano Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ragnI ke vItragtanI pyaRy je =ay Ke, te pyaRyne ;siÊy' khe Ke. cahe ragnI iÊya ho, cahe moÙmagRnI vItragI iÊya ho‐Aene ;iÊya' khe Ke. Ýwu Aa„a to Ae iÊya=I ;ini*Êy' Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦

—ini*kÊy: xuâpairàimk:˜‐xuâpairàimkwav ini*Êy Ke. Ae vStu to piràmnI iÊya‐vItragI iÊya=I p` riht Ke. Ae to ini*Êy Ke¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

xrIr, vaÌ, mnnI je iÊya Ke, Aene to Aa„a 5` kazmaH krI xkto j n=I. Ane kmRnI pyaRyne p` Aa„a krI xke nhÄ. hve, rag Aaƒo... Aeno A&anwave‐potana Sv$pnI qbr n hoy to‐ktaR =ay Ke Ane wokta =ay Ke. Ane ragriht vItragI dxa ={, Ae vedva layk Ke, p` Ae iÊya‐vItragI pirìt ãƒmaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

sU"m vat Ke, wa{¦ AhÄ to ÉyaH ÉyaH=I ma`so Aaƒa Ke. to Ae ;sTy' xuH Ke‐Aene QyalmaH to levuH Ôe{Ae ne¦ wa{¦

—ini*Êyno xo A=R Ke?˜ Ýwu tme to kho Ko ke: ãƒ je pairàimk Svwavwav i5kaz Ke, Ae to ini*Êy Ke. (to) ini*Êyno A=R Aap xuH kro Ko? ‐ —xuâpairàimkwav, bH\na kar`wUt je iÊya‐ragaidpirìt, (te‐$p n=I).˜





A=aRtŸ dya, dan, v/t, wi›, kam, Êo\ Aaid je pirìt Ke, te to ãƒmaH n=I. ‐Aena=I to wgvan riht Ke. ragaidpirìt, (A=aRtŸ) bey rag xuw ke Axuw. cahe to v/tno rag hoy Ane _pvas krto hoy¸ Aevo ivkLp‐rag hoy to te xuw Ane ihHsa jU@uH, corI, ivØy, wog, vasna Ae Axuw. Ae (bNne) ragaid iÊya=I wgvan (AaTma) to riht Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ AemaH to AnHtI {¬rta wrI Ke¦ (Aa„amaH) Aek ÝwuTv namno gu Ke. AenuH‐{¬rnuH $p AnHtgu maH Ke. (te=I) Ae AnHt {¬r AHdr pD–a (iv>man) Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ AnHtgu , AnHt AnHt {¬r Ke. Ae AnHt {¬r, AnHt Ýwuta=I wyaR pD–a Ke¦ AevI ini*Êy cIj (wgvanAa„a) maH ragaid pir`mitno Awav Ke. Aaha... ha¦

;bH\na kar`wUt je iÊya, te‐$p, (xuâpairàimkwav) n=I.' waØa j¡Ao¦ Ae xuw Ane Axuw ragnI iÊya, Ae bH\na kar`wUt Ke. Ae p` sa=e isâ kre Ke: je xuw‐Axuwwav Ke te bH\nuH kar` (Ke). dya, dan, v/t, wi›, piDma Aaidna wav, b\aH bH\naH kar` Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AakruH pDe (lokone). —bH\na kar`wUt je iÊya˜ (Ae!le ke:) rag‐äeØ, ivØyvasna, dya, dan, v/taidnI (iÊya) ‐—ragaid pirìt,˜ te‐$pe xuâpairàimkwav n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to Aa bharnI‐xrIrnI, [iNãyonI‐ceÚa, Ane AenI ivxeØta wase, TyaH to te im+yaTvwav Ke. potanI ivxeØta wase nhÄ¸ Ane prnI kH{ p`, ko{ cIjnI ivxeØta (wase ke, Aa mne ho to) @Ik..¦ (A=va) potanI cIjnI ivSmyta Aagz Ae (prcIj) p` ivSmy (karI) Ke¦ ‐AevuH Ô`vuH, te im+yaTv Ke. (prHtu) Ae im+yaTvnI iÊya, ãƒSvwavmaH n=I. bH\na kar` (je) im+yaTv‐ragaid¸ Ae ãƒSvwavmaH n=I. Aaha... ha.¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—Ane moÙna kar`wUt je iÊya‐xuâwavnapirìt˜ (A=aRtŸ) moÙna kar`$p iÊya, Ae!le vItragI pirìt, A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ($p) je vItragI dxa, ‐Ae xuâwavna pirìt (Ke). (Ae) xuâwav n=I. xuâwav (to) je i5kazI (ãƒ)¸ te to ;ini*Êy' Ke. (Ane) Aa xuâwavnI pirìt‐pyaRy¸ (Ae) moÙna kar`wUt ;iÊya' (Ke). Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

Are¦ ragaid iÊyanI to ÉyaH vat krIAe? Ae (je) dya, dan, v/t Ane piDmano ivkLp Ke, Ae to bH\na karò Ke. Ae ragnI iÊyano to, Ýwu¦ Aa„amaH Awav Ke. kar` ke Ae to (bH\kar`wUt) pyaRy Ke. Ane vStu to Abâ Ke, muÉtSv$p Ke¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

—Ane moÙna kar`wUt je iÊya˜-sMyGdxRn&ancairœai` moÙmagR:-





Ae je ;tÀva=RsU5' nuH sU5, te sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ($p) vItragI pirìt, (je ApUvR pUveR kdI krI n=I, te) moÙnuH kar` Ke. te‐$p, p` (wgvan AaTma) n=I. moÙna kar`wUt je iÊya, te‐$p, Ae ãƒ n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aa ga=a to FÌ êcI Ke. AHtmuRq¹iÚno (je) ivØy, (te) \/uv‐xuâpairàimk (wav) Ke. AemaH ¹iÚnI pyaRyno Awav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je sMyGdxRn Ke, ;Aeno ivØy' ãƒ‐\/uv Ke. p` Ae ;moÙna kar`$p' sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy, ãƒmaH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ mhaÝwu \/uvnuH \am¸ Ae to moÙna kar`nI iÊya=I (p`) riht Ke. ‐Ae ¹iÚno ivØy Ke¦ moÙnuH kar`, je (moÙmagRnI) pyaRy¸ te p` ¹iÚno ivØy n=I¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aavo Ke magR¦¦

Are.. re¦ loko ÉyaH rqDe¦ Ane xuH xuH mane¦ idgHbr sa\u =yo, 28 mUzgu Ane mhav/t sacaH (paze)¸ Aene ma!e coka (rso{) to xuH... p` paÌnuH ibHdu kre top` le nhÄ¸‐AevI (indÈØ) iÊya AnHt var krI. p` Ae iÊya (to) ragnI iÊya (Ke), Ýwu¦ AemaH (Ôe) law maNyo to im+yaTvmaH ræo.

AhÄ to Aa„anuH Sv$p, je pirpU R Ke Ae pirpU RnI ÝtIit, &an Ane rm`ta, Ae moÙna kar`wUt iÊya, ;te‐$p' ãƒ n=I. ;te‐$p' to pyaRy Ke ãƒ n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦

—moÙna kar`wUt je iÊya˜‐ (Aene) ;kar`wUt' kem kæuH? ke: Aena=I moÙ to =xe j =xe. A=aRtŸ Ae moÙna kar`nI je iÊya Ke, tena=I moÙ =xe j.

KtaH, —te‐$p p` n=I.˜ (A=aRtŸ) Ae xuâ pairàimkwav, je ;¹iÚno ivØy' , \/uv‐ãƒ.. ãƒ.. ãƒ.. ãƒ... ãƒ‐pda=R je i5kaz xuâ (Ke) ‐AemaH, Ae moÙna kar`nI iÊyano (Awav Ke). Ane ;te‐$pe' Aa„a n=I. Ae (moÙkar`wUt iÊya) to pyaRymaH Ke. Aavo magR Ke¦¦

Aaha.. ha¦ Aa AHdrnI l"mInI vat cale Ke. bharnI l"mI to Aa„amaH n=I. Ae vatnI to AhÄ vat j n=I. (Aa„a) to l"mIne ADto j n=I. Ýwu¦ Aa xrIrne p` Aa„a Éyarey ADyo n=I. ragne p` ãƒ ADyuH n=I. Are¦ moÙmagRnI pyaRyne p` (ãƒ) ADyuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae to ;AilHgg/h`' maH AaƒuH ne...¦ ;ãƒ pyaRyne SpxRtuH j n=I.'

Aaha... ha¦ (ãƒ) moÙmagRnI pyaRyne (SpxRtuH n=I)¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Ýwu¦ tarI ÝwutanI to ko{ bilharI Ke¦ jenI mihma Ane mo!pno par n=I Aevo Ýwu,





AHdrmaH cEtNywgvan, saÙatŸ prmaTma (Ke te) ;pyaRy$pe' n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xi›$p xa¬t prmaTma, wgvanSv$p AaTma‐Ae cIj, Ae ãƒ¸ ;moÙna kar`$p je iÊya' te‐$p n=I. ;te‐$p' to pyaRy Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦

(KtaH, Aek iväan) Aem khe Ke ke: xuwwav vqte ãƒ xuw ={ Ôy, Ane Axuw (wav) vqte (Axuw ={ Ôy Ke). ;Ývcnsar' maH tNmy kæuH Ke ne...¦ ;xuw vqte xuwmaH tNmy Ke.' p` Ae to pyaRy tNmy Ke. ãƒ tNmy Ke j nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{? (ga=a) Ke ne...¦ —javo pir`mid jda suhe` Asuhe` va suho Asuho. suâe` tda suâo hvid ih piràmsVwavo˜.. 9.. Ae rIte piràm ragmaH tNmy Ke, ãƒmaH tNmy n=I. AhÄ to xuw, Axuw Ane xuâ 5èy bol lI\a (Ke). xuâ Ae!le moÙno magR. xuw‐Axuw Ae!le bH\no magR Ke? —xuw ke AxuwmaH Ý`mtaH xuw ke Axuw Aa„a bne, xuâe Ý`mtaH xuâ piràmSvwavI ho{ ne˜ a9a‐ Ae to pyaRynI vat kre Ke. Aem ke: xuw =ay Ke ko{ (bIÔ) maH, Ane piràm ko{ iwþ Ke, Aem n=I. Ae xuwpiràmmaH piràm tNmy Ke. AxuwmaH p` (piràm) tNmy Ke. Ane xuâpirìtmaH pyaRy tNmy Ke. ãƒ to iwNn Ke. Ae Aa„anI pyaRynI vat krI.

ij&asa: Aap kho Ko ;pyaRynI vat Ke'?

sma\an: Ae vat AhÄ (pa@maH) Ke¦ Aa xuH khe Ke? ke: xuw Ý`mtaH.. Axuwe Ý`mtaH... xuâe Ý`mtaH. pa@ Ke ne...¦ —suâe tda suâo hvid ih piràmsVwavo.'˜ pir`mtaH‐ Ae pyaRy tNmy Ke. Ae pyaRy AaTmamaH tNmy Ae!le pyaRymaH (AaTma) tNmy, Aem¦ AamaH=I (AevuH) ka#e Ke (ke:) ;Aa„a xuw vqte Aaqo xuw ={ Ôy Ke.' (prHtu Aem A=R n=I). Are Ýwu¦ Ae ãƒ to mu›Sv$p, i5kaz xuâkHd Aa„a Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat, wa{¦

lokone bharnI Ýv<i¿maH Aeva dorI dI\a ke ibcara Aem manI be@a ke‐be piDma lI\I ne car piDma lI\I...¦ smiktnaH to @ekaàH n mze.. ƒvhar]âanaH p` @ekaàH n mze¦ Are.. re¦ AemaH (baæ TyagmaH) c#avI dI\a ne Ae c#I gya (ke:) Ame piDma\arI KIAe¦ Ame Aigyar piDma\arI KIAe¦ (p` smikt ivna, Ae piDma xenI?)

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Ae piDmano wav Ke Ae to ivkLp Ke. muinna pHc mhav/tna wav, Ae p` ivkLp‐rag Ke. Ae rag$pe to wgvanAa„a i5kaz n=I. p` ragriht (je) vItragI moÙmagRnI pyaRy¸ te‐$pe (p`) ãƒ n=I. ;Ae‐$pe' to pyaRy Ke. Aaha... ha¦





AavuH Éyare nvrax (l{ne ivcare) ? \H\a AaDe Aaqo dI (Aa ma!e nvrax leto n=I). (Aek ivdexI) {ithaskare kæuH ne ke: ;AnuwUit Ae jEn\mR Ke.' p` vai`ya‐veparIne Aa jEn\mR mZyo¦ (p` Aene) vepar‐\H\a AaDe‐pap AaDe nvrax n=I. (jEn\mR) vai`yana ha=maH pDI gyo¦ AevuH lQyuH Ke. (Aa) mo!o {ithas& Ke. 67 vØRnI ëmr Ke. FùH (saihTy) vaHCyuH‐ÔeyuH Ke. pKI Ae e Aem kæuH ke: ;jEn\mR Ae!le AnuwUit.' AanHdno na= Aa„a¸ Aeno Anuwv krvo, xaHitnuH vedn krvuH, AtIiNãy AanHdnuH vedn (krvuH) ‐ Ae AnuwUit¸ Ae ;jEn\mR' Ke¦ Ae e xaÏo FàH ÔeyaH. AemaH=I Aa ka#yuH¦ b\aH (xaÏ) ne, Ae Ô`taH n=I. Ae to sa\ar`.. p` khe Ke ke, AevI (mhan) cIj ATyare veparIne mzI g{¦ Ane Aene vepar AaDe nvrax n mze. Aaqo dI veparnI iÊya‐ Aa levuH ne Aa AapvuH ne Aa krvuH ne Aa krvuH. Are.. re¦ AekluH pap. (Ae=I) \mR to nhÄ p` pu~y p` nhÄ. Ar.. r.. r¦ Are¦ Aene SvgR Ane mnu*yp uH y mze nhÄ.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Ýwu¦ tarI Ýwuta=I wyÈ pD–o Ýwu‐ Ae moÙna kar`nI iÊyane SpxRto n=I. moÙna kar`nI pyaRy, ;te‐$pe' ãƒ n=I¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ Are Ýwu¦ (tuH to moÙSv$p Ko). tara FrmaH to vItragI iÊya‐moÙmagR‐ n=I. Aaha.. ha¦

wa{¦ $ipya to ÉyaHy rhI gya. Aa b\a kroDpit...¦ \UzmaH y n=I. ;kroDpit' keva? ragno pit =ay, to im+ya¹iÚ Ke. dya, dan Ane v/tno ivkLp é@e Ane Aeno pit‐SvamI =ay, to im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ moÙna magRno ;pit' ƒvhare Ke. kar` ke, Aa„amaH SvSvamIsHbH\ namno gu Ke. Ae gu na kar e, potanuH ãƒ xuâ. potana gu xuâ. Ane potanI pirìt xuâ. (Ae) vItragpirìt Ke. Aeno Ae SvamI Ke (ragno SvamI n=I.

Aa cIj (bIje) É–aHy, bapa (n=I). Are.. re¦ hÒ to bharna ragnI mHdtanaH y @ekaàH n=I¦ Are.. re¦ Aene Aa vat (kem bese) ? ke‐wgvan¦ vItragI iÊya, Ae ãƒmaH n=I. Ae (iÊya) ãƒ$p n=I¸ Ae to pyaRy$p Ke. Are.. re¦ Ae moÙna magRnI pyaRy$p je cIj, te ãƒ$p n=I¸ to vzI, Aa xrIr maruH ne pEsa mara ne Aa b\aH (maraH)¦ Are Ýwu¦ ÉyaH gyo wUtDanI pe@e? KtI cIjne KoDIne, AKtI cIjne potanI manvI... Ýwu¦ mo!I w/màmaH pD–o Ke na=¦

govamaH Aek vai`yo. AenI pase be Abj calIx kroD $ipya. Ae muHb{maH Aaƒo. AenI ÏIne to hemrej =yuH. te to TyaH pDI htI. Aek vage é@–o TyaH kæuH





ke ;mne du:qe Ke. Dok!rne bolavo.' Dok!r ßyaH Aave, TyaH to paHc imin!maH deh KU!I gyo. AenaH b\aH mkan ne be Abj ne \Uz ne.. b\uH pD–uH ræuH¦ (]ota:) Dok!r vhela Aaƒa hot to bcI Ôt ne? (_¿r:) Dok!r to \UzmaH xuH (kre) ? Aa mo!o Dok!r nhoto, wavngrno, mo!I hoiSp!lmaH sjRn¦ ko{knuH Aoprexn krto hto TyaH ;mne kH{k =ay Ke,' bs...¦ Aem khIne qurxI _pr be@o, TyaH to deh KU!I gyo¦ (]ota:) bIÔe Dok!r moDo pD–o TyaH? (_¿r:) kaH{ nhÄ krI xke, bapu¦ Aa wavngrna Aek bap‐dIkro bNne Dok!r nhota? bap kheta ke mne ßyare rog =ay, to huH mara idkrane pUKuH. kar` ke, te vqte huH rogmaH Fera{ gyelo hoë, Ae!le Aene pUKuH ke, wa{¦ AamaH mare xuH levuH? KtaH Ae mrI gya. pUKnar... caLya gya. bhu hÇixyar¦ Aaha.. ha¦ mUHJa{ Ôy... TyaH ko{ wÄs pDe.. ha!R‐Ae!ekmaH xuH =ay Ke? lohI coslaH ={ Ôy, ¬as besI Ôy.. deh KU!I Ôy¦

Aaha... ha¦ Ae deh to Aa„a n=I. rag Aa„ano na=. vItragI pirìt p` Aa„a$p n=I¦ Are.. re¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: —ma!e Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke xuâpairàimkwav |yey$p Ke, (|yan$p n=I).˜ ‐i5kazI wgvan Abâ‐mu›$p, xiÉt$pe muÉt$p, Ae sMyG¹iÚnuH |yey Ke, |yannuH |yey Ke p` Ae |yanmy n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AHdrmaH |yan ßyare lage Ke, smikt ßyare =ay Ke, (to) Ý=m Ae (|yey$pnuH) |yan =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

;ãƒsHg/h' ga=a‐47maH to (Aem) kæuH Ke: — duivhH ip moÉqheë Jaè pa_ìd jH mu I i`yma˜- AHdr inivRkLp|yan AavI Ôy Ke, Tyare ivkLp p` p` rheto n=I. Ae inivRkLp|yanmaH AHdr sMyGdxRn ÝaPt =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae inüy moÙmagR, inivRkLp|yanmaH (Ýaº =ay Ke).

AhÄ khe Ke ke: —xuâpairàimkwav |yey$p Ke, |yan$p n=I.˜ jenuH |yan kre Ke, ;te‐$pe' |yan (=tuH) n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

dIvane ma!e to tel Ane va! Ôe{Ae¸ p` Aa cetn hIro wgvan AHdr Ke, Aene cmk ma!e‐Ýkax ma!e‐tel Ane va!nI j$rt n=I, Aevo Ae cetn‐Ýkaxna nUrnuH pUr Ke¦ Aena Ýkaxne‐Jzhz ßyoitne‐ko{ va! Ane telnI ne _pdexnI j$rn=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Aevo je wgvan cetn‐Ýkaxna nUrnuH pUr, Ae \/uv¸‐Ae xuâ wavnapirìt$p n=I. — ma!eAem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke xuâpairàimkwav |yey$p Ke.˜ ‐ sMyG¹iÚnuH |yey TyaH Ke. KtaH Ae |yannI‐smiktnI pyaRy, Ae (|yey) $pe n=I.





Are¦ krvanuH ;Aa' Ke, bapu¦ AakruH pDe pheluH. p` Aa (kyaR) ivna, taro Aaro Aave Aem n=I, wa{¦

ATyare ]av` mihnamaH lImDanaH fUl (kor) nIce pD–aH Ke. Aek Aa!lo (lomDano) kor AemaH AsHQy xrIr (Ke). AnHt isâ ATyar su\ImaH je!la =ya, (K mihna Ane Aa@ smymaH K saE Aa@. Aem AnHtkaznI sHQya Ke), Aena=I AnHtgà Òv, Aek xrIrmaH Ke. duinyane to (AenI kaH{ qbre y n mze. Aena _pr pg mUke ne kcDe¦ Are.. re¦ AemaH ko{ tara pUvR wvna mata‐ipta AHdr be@a Ke Aena _pr pg mUke¦¦

KtaH, Ae (je) pg Ke te Aene (korne) ADta n=I. Are.. re.. re¦ AakrI vat¦ KtaH te pgna inim¿e AenI pyaRy kcDvanI =vanI Ke, to te pota=I ={ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat¦¦ jgt sHyog=I j¡Ae Ke ke ;Aa hto, to Aa pyaRy ={.' (p`) Aena Sv‐wav=I ãƒne n=I deqto¸ sHyog=I deqe Ke¦ ;AiG™ Aaƒo, to paÌ énuH =yuH' Ae!le sHyogne Ôeyo¸ p` paÌno Sv‐wav, Ae _*`pè pir`Myo Ke, Ae paÌne n ÔeyuH¦ Aaha.. ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? ;ko{Ae Aekad =PpD marI to AhÄyaH lal ={ Ôy Ke' , to Aa =PpD=I (AhÄ) lal =yo Ke? sHyogne deqe Ke p` Aa pyaRy Aa vqte potana=I lal ={ Ke, Ae deqto n=I¦

ivxeØ khexe...

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(Ývcn: ta. 8-8-79.)

;smysar' 320‐ga=a. jysen AacayRnI !Ika. AhÄ (su\I) AaVyuH Ke ke: wgvan AaTma xuâSvwavI je i5kaz Ke, Ae to ini*Êy Ke. sMyGdxRnno je ivØy ANtmuRq prma„a Ke, te to ini*Êy Ke. ini*Êyno xo A=R Ke? ke: AemaH bH\na kar`nI pyaRyno Awav Ke Ane moÙna kar`nI pyaRyno p` Awav Ke. pyaRy siÊy Ke. moÙno magR, (je) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ae iÊya Ke te siÊy Ke, pir`mn Ke. \/uv wgvanAaTma, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy¸ Ae to ini*Êy Ke. AemaH to bH\na kar` Ane moÙnaH kar`nI pyaRyno Awav (Ke) t=a bH\ Ane moÙnaH piràmno p` Awav (Ke). Aaha.. ha¦ Aava wgvanne AHtr¹iÚmaH levo, Ae Ý=mmaH Ý=m \mRnI phelI sIDI Ke.

kæuH (ke:) (wgvanAa„a) ini*Êy (Ke). Ae moÙna‐bH\na piràm=I





riht Ke. —ma!e Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke xuâpairàimkwav |yey$p Ke.˜ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ \/uv je |yey¸ jemaH pyaRynI siÊytano Awav (Ke). Aevo ini*ÊySv$p wgvanAaTma Aek$p (Ke). jemaH pl!vuH n=I. bdlvuH n=I. jNm n=I. jra n=I. mr` n=I. Are¦ jemaH moÙna magRnI pyaRy (p`) n=I. ‐Aevo ini*Êy Ýwu Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke¦ —ma!e Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke xuâpairàimkwav |yey$p Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ sU"m ivØy Ke, wgvan¦

jene sMyGdxRn, pyaRymaH, Ýg! krvuH hoy to Ae e pyaRy=I lÙ KoDIne, dya‐dan‐v/tna ivkLpnuH p` lÙ KoDIne, inim¿nuH Ane sHyognuH lÙ KoDIne, ini*Êy je i5kazI |yey Ke AenI ¹iÚ krvI¦

Aaha... ha¦ vat JIÌ Ke, Ýwu¦ Aa (vStuSv$p) to vItrag, svR&, i5lokna= prma„anI idƒ |vinmaH AaƒuH ke: Ýwu¦ tuH ;|yey' Ke. tarI ¹iÚmaH ;tuH' |yey Ke. ;tuH' ¹iÚmaH Aavto n=I. (kemke) ¹iÚ to siÉ/y pirìt Ke. sMyGdxRn, Ae siÊypirìt Ke. AemaH te cIj (‐ini*ÊySv$p) n=I. Ane Ae cIjmaH (‐ini*ÊySv$pmaH) te (‐siÊypirìt) n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦

Ae xuâpairàimk‐i5kaz wav‐|yey Ke. moÙ sa|y Ke sMyGdxRnaid sa\k Ke p` sMyGdxRn‐sa\knuH |yey ;ãƒ' Ke¦ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? ;sa\k' Ke moÙno magR AenuH ;sa|y' moÙ. p` moÙna magRnuH‐sa\knuH ;|yey' ãƒ¸ Ae ãƒ ;ini*Êy' Ke. kar`ke, (Ae ãƒ) |yan$p n=I, Ae |yey$p Ke¦

;Ae (ãƒ) |yan$p n=I' xa ma!e? ke: —|yan to ivn¬r Ke.˜ Aaha.. ha.. ha.. ha¦ xrIr, vaÌ, mn‐naxvan¸ AenI vat to É–aHy calI g{. dya‐danno rag‐naxvan¸ Ae vat to É–aHy calI g{. p` wgvan AaTma pU R prmaTmSv$p¸ Aene (je) |yane |yey bnaVyo, te ;|yan' ivn¬r Ke¦ ivn¬rno A=R, (ke) Ae (|yan‐) dxa pl!a{ Ôy Ke. prHtu Aeno (je) ;ivØy' ;|yey$p Ke. te to pl!to n=I, (te to) Aek$p i5kaz Ke. (te=I) —|yan ivn¬r Ke. Ane xuâpairàimkwav to AivnaxI Ke.˜ smÔ uH kaH{? (hve khe Ke ke:‐)

]I yogINãdeve p` ;prma„Ýkax' nI ga=a‐68maH (Aem) kæuH Ke. (Ae) yogINãdev idgHbr sHt‐muin, AtINiãy AanHdna rsIla, SvsHvednne Anuwvnara¦ jene AtIiNãy AanHdno rs c#yo Ke. AtIiNãy AanHdna rsIla‐ivlasI Ke. ‐Ae muin, ;prma„Ýkax' maH khe Ke ke: —` iv _pßj[ ` iv mr[ bH\u ` moÉqu kre[. ij_ prmT=e jo[ya ij`vr O_ wè[..˜ Aaha... ha¦ yogINãdev khe Ke ke‐Aa to ijnvr Aem khe Ke, Ýwu¦ huH khuH KuH, Aem n=I. 5` lokna na= ijne¬rdev





prme¬r, AnHt tI=Åkro‐ijne¬ro Aam frmave Ke¦ xuH? ke‐ ;he yogI¦' Aaha.. ha¦ sHbo\n to (j¡Ao)¦ (pa@maH) —jo[ya˜ xBd Ke ne¦ ‐ ;ÔegI.' ÔegI Ae!le Aa ;bava' ‐ Ae ;ÔegI' nhÄ. (p` jeè) AHtr AanHd (Sv$p) ne |yey bnavIne, (AemaH) yognuH ÔeDa` krI dI\uH, A=aRtŸ inmRz vItragI pyaRyne \/uv sa=e ÔeDa` krI‐Ae ;yogI.' Aaha.. ha¦ wgvanAa„a pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Aene (je e) vtRmanpyaRy (maH) vItragpyaRy=I ÔeDI dI\o‐ Ae ;yogI'. smiktI p` jFNy yogI khevamaH Aave Ke. sHt (‐muin) _Tk<Ú yogI Ke.

AHdr pU aRnHdno na= AaTma, AanHdno rskHd Ýwu, prmaTmSv$p j Ke. inüy=I AaTma Ane prmaTmSv$p Aek j Ke. je smiktnuH |yey Ke. Ae vStu (sa=e je e ÔeDa` kyuÅ, tene khe Ke) ‐ ;he yogI¦' yogIne khe Ke A&anIne nhÄ. smiktI Aaid yogI khevamaH Aave Ke ke je e potanI vItragI sMyGdxRnnI pyaRyne ãƒ sa=e ÔeDI dI\I Ke. (tene khe Ke:) —he yogI¦ prma=eR Òv épjto p` n=I˜ (A=aRtŸ) wgvan Aa„a prma=R=I jNmto j n=I i5kazI wgvan to jNmto j n=I. Ane wgvan \/uv icdanHd Ýwu, prma„Sv$p, je sMyGdxRnnuH |yey Ke, Ae kdI —mrto p` n=I.˜ Aaha... ha.. ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

g<hS=a]mmaH p` sMyG¹iÚ hoy Ke, Ae moÙmag± Ke¦ —g<hS=o moÙmagRS=o˜ - ;rTnkrHD]avkacar.' wle g<hS=a]mmaH hoy p` je e sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an Ane Sv$pacr`nI pyaRyne ãƒ sa=e ÔeDI dI\I Ke, te yogI Ke, wle jFNy yogI Ke.

AhÄyaH to _Tk<Ú yogInI vat ivxeØ khe Ke‐ ;he sHt¦' kuHdkuHd AacayR to ;wavpahuD' maH Aem khe Ke ke: ;he im5¦' ;he mhaxy¦' Aaha.. ha¦ kuHdkuHd AacayR (khe Ke‐) he im5¦ tarI cIj to prma„Sv$p Ke ne... wgvan¦ Ae cIj _pr tuH ÔeDa` krI de¦ teH (je) rag ne pu~y ne dya‐danmaH ÔeDa` krI raQyuH Ke te to im+yaTv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦

Ýwu¦ Aene (wgvanAa„ane) Aekvar |yey bnav ke jemaH jNm n=I, jemaH mr` n=I Ane (je) —bH\‐moÙ krto n=I.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ Ae wgvan pU aRnHdno na=, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy¸ Ae to bH\‐moÙne p` krto n=I. kemke, ;bH\‐moÙ' te piràm Ke. (Ae) piràmne piràmI‐i5kazI krto n=I. Aaha.. ha.. ha ivØy Aevo AaVyo Ke, Ýwu¦ hve Aa (Ývcn) KeLluH Ke.

;prma„Ýkax' ga=a‐68:‐

—` iv _pßj[ ` iv mr[ bH\u ` moÉqu kre[.

ij_ prmT=e jo[ya ij`vr O_ w e[..˜

(ga=a=R:‐) —he yogI¦ prma=R=I Òv _TpNn =to n=I,˜ jNmto n=I.





jNme ko`, Ýwu? Aaha.. ha¦ —mrto n=I, bH\ Ane moÙne krto n=I.˜ Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ moÙne krto n=I. bH\no‐ragaidno to ktaR n=I, p` moÙno ktaR n=I¦ moÙne krvuH, Ae to pyaRymaH Ke. moÙnuH ktaR' ;ãƒ' n=I. Aaha.. ha.. ha..¦ —‐Aem ijneNãdev khe Ke.˜

(wava=R:‐) —(Ôe ke Aa Aa„a, xuâa„anuwUitno Awav hotaH xuw‐Axuw _pyog$pe pir`mIne jNm, mr`, xuw, Axuw bH\ne kre Ke Ane xuâ Aa„anI AnuwUitna sdŸwavmaH xuâopyog$pe pir`mIne moÙ p` kre Ke, top` xuâpairàimk wrmwav g/ahk xuâãƒai=Rk nye n bH\no ktaR Ke, Ane n moÙno ktaR Ke.)˜

(‐xuH khe Ke? ke:) Aa„ane xuâa„anuwUitno Awav hova=I, (Ae!le ke) Aene ßyaH su\I potana ÝwunI AnuwUit n=I, (A=aRtŸ) AanHdna na=nI‐AanHdna vednnI‐AnuwUit n=I, (Ae!le ke) sMyGdxRnmaH AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke, AevI AnuwUit ßyaH su\I n=I, (TyaH su\I) xuwaxuw _pyog$pe pirìmne (jNm‐mr`, xuwaxuw kmRne baH\e Ke). Ae Òv xuw Ane Axuw piràm=I pir`mto hova=I, (te) vtRmanmaH xuâ AnuwUit=I riht Òv Ke. (to p`) Ae (xuâ AnuwUit) p` ÒvmaH‐ãƒmaH n=I. p` Ae AnuwUit jene n=I (te xuwaxuw _pyog$pe pir`me Ke).

Aave Ke ne... ;smysar na!k' maH: —vStu ivcart |yavtEH, mn pavE iv]am. rs Svadt suq _pjE, AnuwaE yakaE nam˜ Aaha... ha¦ ;rs Svadt suq _pje' AtIiNãy rs=I wrela wgvanne ßyare AnuwvmaH ca!e Ke, Anuwve Ke jem dU\pakne ca!e Ke tem¸ phele=I (sMyGdxRn =yuH Tyar=I j) \m±, AtIiNãy AanHdna na=ne ca!e Ke, Anuwve Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat Ke bapu¦

Ae AnuwUitno Awav =taH, xuwaxuw _pyog$pe pir`mIne jNm, mr` Ane xuw‐Axuw bH\ne kre Ke, Ane xuâ Aa„anI AnuwUitna sdŸwavmaH, (A=aRtŸ) wgvanAaTma, pU R AanHdnI AnuwUitnI dxa Ýg! krI to (te) AnuwUitna sdŸwavmaH, AnuwUitnI hyatImaH, wgvan ãƒna Anuwv (nI dxana sdŸwavmaH)¸ (Ôe ke) Anuwv to pyaRyno Ke, p` AenI (ãƒnI) sNmuq =yo to Aeno (ãƒno) Anuwv, Aem khevamaH (Aave Ke)¸ ‐ Aam AnuwUitna sdwavmaH, xuâ _pyog$pe pir`mIne (je AnuwUitna AwavmaH xuwaxuw$pe pir`mto hto (te hve,) AnuwUitna sdŸwavmaH xuâp e pir`me Ke, (Aem) xuâ _pyog$pe pir`mIne)¸ moÙ p` kre Ke. top` xuâ pairàimk prmwav g/ahk xuâãƒai=Rkny=I jNmmr` Ane bH\moÙne krto n=I. ‐Aeno ;ktaR' Ae pyaRy¹iÚ=I Ke, Aem Ô`vuH. p` ãƒ





¹iÚ=I‐ãƒne deqva=I‐Ae ãƒ, moÙnI pyaRyne p` krto n=I¸ Ae (to) pyaRy kre Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ ‐ ;prma„Ýkax' Ke, 68 ga=a¦ pKI be5` ga=a AevI lI\I Ke ke:

Ýwu¦ taÌH mr` =ay to DrIx nhÄ. tne mr` hotuH j n=I ne..¦ deh KU!e Ane mr` =ay' Ae mr`, Ýwu¦ tne hotuH j n=I. (to) tuH kona=I Dre (Ke) ? Ane rog Aave to DrIx nhÄ¦ rog kone =ay Ke? Ae to jDne =ay Ke. rog =ay Ke te to jDmaH (Ke), Ýwu¦ taramaH rog n=I. tuH xa ma!e Dre Ke? deh KU!vo, Ae to mr` dehno‐jDno ƒy =ay Ke. taruH to mr` j n=I, Ýwu¦ tuH xa ma!e Dre Ke? Aaha... ha¦ AanHdmaH Ô¦

AtIiNãy AanHdno na= (AHdr) ibraje Ke, Ýwu¦ AenI AnuwUitna sdŸwavmaH xuâ _pyog$pe pir`me Ke. p` ãƒ Ke Ae to xuâ _pyog$pe y pir`mtuH n=I Ane bH\na kar` xuwaxuw$pe y pir`mtuH n=I.

Ae AhÄ kæuH: —prma=eR Òv épjto p` n=I, mrto p` n=I.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ ;épjto.. p` n=I' kem kæuH? (ke:) ;mr` p` n=I' Aem khevuH Ke ne¦ phela xBdmaH ;épjto.. p`' kem khI dI\uH? ke: pKI ;mr` p` n=I' Aem khevuH Ke ne¦ mr` p` n=I, —Ane bH\‐moÙ krto n=I.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ wgvanAa„a, je sMyGdxRnnuH |yey, je \/uvRSv$p wgvanAa„a prma„Sv$p (Ke)¸ Ae to bH\‐moÙne p` krto n=I‐ —Aem ]I ijnvr khe Ke.˜

5` lokna na= ijne¬r‐prmaTma to mhaivdehmaH smvsr`maH ibraje Ke. Ae wgvan‐ijnvr Aem w e Ke, khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ yogINãmuin khe to p` sacuH Ke. p` AhÄ to (te) khe Ke ke, wa{¦ —Aem ]I ijnvr khe Ke.˜ nhÄ to sHt khe to p` Ae vat to y=a=R j Ke. p` sHt to ijnvrno Aa]y l{ne khe Ke ke, —Aem ]I ijnvr khe Ke .. ne Ýwu¦ to tuH ijnvrne mane Ke ke nhÄ? smÔ uH kaH{? — bH\u ` moÉqu kre[˜- — Aem ]I ijnvr khe Ke.˜ ;guÌ' khe Ke Ae ;(ijn) vaÌ' khe Ke Ane (Ae j) ;ijnvr' khe Ke. 5 ey vat: ijnvaÌ' Aem khe Ke. ;ijnguÌ' Aem khe Ke. Ane ;ijnvr' Aem khe Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ dev‐xaÏ‐guÌ‐5 e Aem khe Ke, Ýwu¦ Aaha.. ha¦ ;khe Ke' Ae (ijn) vaÌ AavI. ;ijnvr' khe Ke' to ijnvr Aaƒa. ;guÌ pote khe Ke ke, ijnvr Aem khe Ke' to guÌ p` Aaƒa. Aaha.. ha¦ dev, guÌ Ane xaÏne khevuH Ke:

prma=eR wgvan pU aRnHdno na= (ßyaH Ke,) TyaH ¹iÚ de¦ ;tuH prma„Sv$p





Ko' Aem Anuwv kr¦ bakI b\aH =o=aH Ke. Ae dya‐dan ne v/t ne wiÉt ne pUÔ‐Ae b\a xuw rag¸ Ae bH\ Ane sHsar Ke. Ae sHsar pirw/m`=I (Ôe) riht =vuH hoy to, wgvan (AaTma) (je) jNm‐mr`=I riht Ke, bH\‐moÙnI pyaRy riht Ke AenuH xr` le¦ Aeno Aa]y le¦ AenI Ao= le¦ Ae mo!o wgvan prma„a (AHdr) ibraje Ke TyaH Ô¦ tarI pyaRyne prma„a trf JukavI de¸ (to) wgvan¦ taÌH kLya` =xe¦ Aaha.. ha¦ (tuH) kLya`Sv$p to Ke p` (te‐trf pyaRyna Jukva=I pyaRymaH taÌH kLya` =xe¦ Aaha.. ha¦ wgvan (Aa„a) to i5kaz kLya`Sv$p j Ke p` ;kLya`Sv$p' no Anuwv krvo, ¹iÚ krvI, vedn krvuH‐Aena=I tarI pyaRymaH p` moÙ =xe Ae!le kLya` =xe¦ moÙ Ae!le pU R kLya`.

(AhÄyaH) —vzI, te SpÚta krvamaH Aave Ke:‐ ivviÙt (A=aRtŸ khevamaH AaVyo Aevo) ‐ Aekdexxuânyai]t Aa wavna˜ (Ae!le ke) Aekdexxuânyai]t je ;moÙno magR' ‐ je wgvan pU aRnHdna na= _pr Jukav krIne, Aekdex ;xuâny' Ýg!–o Ke (p`) hÒ pU R Ýg!–o n=I. ;xuâny' to \/uv Ke, p` Aevo Ae pyaRymaH pU R Aaƒo (‐Ýg!–o) n=I¸ TyaH su\I ;xuâny' no Aekdex Aaƒo Ke. (A=aRtŸ) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5maH ;xuâny' no AHx Aaƒo Ke. Aaha.. ha¦

‐—Aa wavna˜ (A=aRtŸ kheva \arelI AaHixk xuiâ$p Aa pirìt) inivRkar‐SvsHvedn lÙ`˜‐Aene mohna AwavnI ApeÙaAe _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk (pyaRy) khI (Ke). (A=aRtŸ) mohna AwavnI ApeÙa=I ;moÙmagR' ne _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk (wave) kæo. p` Aene ;&an' =I xuH khevuH? wgvan Aa„a pU aRnHdna na= _pr ¹iÚ lgavva=I ßyare Anuwv =yo (to) te j Anuwvne ¹iÚnI (ApeÙa=I) Anemohna AwavnI ApeÙa=I _pxmwav, Ùyopxmwav, Ùaiykwav khevamaH Aave Ke. p` Ae 5è ;&annI ApeÙa=I' xuH Ke? smÔ uH kaH{?

AavI vat Ke, bapu¦ vItragno magR (AlaEikk Ke)¦ Ane ATyare to lokoAe Aa bharnI \am\Um (krIne AemaH magR mane Ke¦) ATyare wav ivnanI \am\Um calI, AemaH &anmagR dUr ræo. loko bharmaH FmaFm kre Ke. Aa kyuÅ ne Aam kyuÅ ne Apvas kyaÅ ne dan kyaÅ ne mHidr bnaƒuH¦ (p`) AhÄ khe Ke ke, Ae b\I bharnI iÊya to bnvana smymaH bnxe¦ AemaH tne xuH law =yo? Aaha.. ha¦ Aa FmaFm... AemaH kdaictŸ xuwrag hoy, top` te pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke¸ moÙnuH kar` nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?

(AhÄ) inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ` je moÙmagR Aene _pxm, Ùyopxm,





Ùaiykwav ($p) kæo. te phelaH AaƒuH ne? ke: _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk (wav) ‐ Ae car pyaRy Ke. AemaH fÉt 5` pyaRy‐_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk‐moÙnuH kar` Ke. _dy pyaRy moÙnuH kar` n=I. to Ae je _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk (wavne moÙnuH kar`) kæuH te to mohna AwavnI ApeÙa=I kæuH. Ae Ke pyaRymaH. p` (te smye) ;&an' xuH? ;&an' Ùaiyk Ke, Ùyopxm Ke ke xuH Ke?

‐ (Aa) vat sa\knI Ke.. hÇ¦ (jene) Ùaiyk&an‐kevz&an Ke AenI vat AhÄ n=I, AhÄ to sa\knI vat Ke¦ wgvanne Ùaiyk smikt sa=e Ùaiyk &an p` hoy Ke A=aRtŸ kevz&anI prmaTmane Ùaiyksmikt hoy Ke sa=e Ùaiyk‐kevz&an p` hoy Ke, Ae vat AhÄ n=I. AhÄ to sa\kna wavnI vat Ke. sa\k co=e=I, paHcme, Kõe‐satme vgere (gu S=anke) (hoy) Ke, (AenI vat Ke).

jene AnHt kazmaH Éyarey _pxmwav =yo n=I, (Aene) jem jzmaH mel (kadv) hoy te nIce bese, to _pr (jz) inmRz ={ Ôy Ke tem rag dba{ Ôy Ke Ane vItragIpyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke. rag dba{ Ôy Ke, Ae ApeÙaAe (te) pyaRyne _pxm khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane Ae ragno svR=a je Ýkare y=asHwv nax =yo to AenI ApeÙaAe Aene TyaH Ùaiyk kæo Ke. Ane ÙyopxmmaH ragno kH{k Ùy Ke Ane kH{k dba{ gyo Ke. dba{ gyoμ _pxm (={) s¿amaH (ræo) Aem _pxm khe Ke to Ae 5è wavne ;&annI ApeÙa=I' xuH kæuH? smÔ uH kaH{?

khe Ke ke: Ae (&an) —inivRkLp SvsHvedn lÙ`.˜ (Ke). inivRkLp SvsHvedn lÙ`, ragnI ApeÙa ivna, Sv A=aRtŸ potanuH sm A=aRtŸ ÝTyÙ´vedn lÙ`μSvsHvednlÙ`‐ÝTyÙ vedn lÙ` —Ùyopximk &an hova=I˜ Ae 5è wavmaH &anno Ùyopxm Ke¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

_pxmwav Ke, Ae to mohna AwavnI ApeÙa=I kæuH. Ùyopxmwav Ke Ae p` ke!lak mohno nax Ane ke!lok moh dba{ gyo AenI ApeÙa=I (Ke). Ane Ùaiykwav Ke Ae (to) mohno nax ={ne =yo (Ke). p` Ae 5 e wavmaH &annI k{ dxa Ke: &an Ùaiyk &an Ke, _pxm &an Ke‐xuH Ke? &anmaH _pxm to Ke nhÄ _pxm to dxRnmoh AaidmaH Ke. &anmaH _pxm n=I. &anmaH to Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk (hoy)¸ _pxm nhÄ. to khe Ke ke: Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk &annI pyaRy Ke. (p`) AhÄ to sa\knI vat Ke ne¦ (te=I) _dynI (tem j ÙaiyknI) vat n=I. Ane Ae je _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk pyaRy Ke te to smiktnI Ke (to) ;&an' ne xuH khevuH? ‐ ;Ae &an' inivRkLpSvsHvednlÙ` Ùyopxm&an Ke¦





Aaha... ha.. ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ Are wgvan¦ tarI vato (AlaEikk Ke), bapu¦ Are.. re¦ ATyare to (mUz vat j) #Hka{ g{. (sHÝday) bharnI kDakU!maH pDI gyo¦ ßyaH wgvan (Aa„a) ibraje Ke, TyaH jvuH KoDI dI\uH Ane rag‐pu~y Ane papnaH piràm, je Svwav=I ivruâ Ke, TyaH rmI gyo¦ p` Aatmram injpdmaH rme tene ;ram' khIAe, na=¦ p` Ae ragmaH rme Aene to ;hram' khIAe Ae ;ram' n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ SvwavnI pU RtamaH jenI rmt ÔmI Ke, _pxm‐ÙyopxmÙaiyk wavnI rmt ÔmI Ke‐Aene, ;&annI ApeÙaAe' xuH khevuH? Aem khe Ke.

&an to Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk be Ke. Ane tme moÙmagRna wav to _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk 5` kæa¦ moÙmagRnI vat Ke... hÇ¦ ATyare Ùaiyk‐kevz&annI vat n=I. smiktIne je Ùaiyk Aaid smikt hoy Ke, Ae AhÄ levuH. khe Ke ke: tme (moÙmagRmaH) to ;wav' na 5` Ýkar lI\a. (p`) &anmaH to _pxmwav Ke nhÄ. &anno _pxm =to n=I. &anno kaH to _dy, kaH Ùyopxm ke Ùaiyk, Aem 5` (hoy) Ke. t=a mohnI ApeÙa=I _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk, (Aeva) car (wav) Ke. p` AhÄ to inmRz levuH Ke ne? te=I AhÄ _dyne to ka#I naQyo. Ae sa\k n=I. sa\kne to (_dy isvayna) 5`wav Ke. AhÄ ßyare &annI ApeÙa=I Lyo to &anmaH _pxm n=I. Ane AhÄyaH to _dynI vat Ke nhÄ. AhÄ to (jene) vItrag ]âa‐&an Ýg!–uH Ke (AenI vat Ke). Ýwu¦ tarI dxamaH je sa\kwav Ýg!e Ke, Ae wavnI ApeÙa=I, Aene _pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk kæa. AhÄ to AacayR mharaj khe Ke ke: Aene (sa\kne) &annI dxa k{ khevI? ke: &annI dxane Ùyopxm khevI.

p` ;Ae &an' kevuH Ùyopxm? ke: inivRkLpSvsHvednlÙ` (Ùyopxm&an)¦ AekluH Ùyopxm&an to Anaid=I A&anIne (p`) Ke. ingodmaH p` Ùyopxmwave AHxe (&an) Ke. (Ôe) AHxe n hoy to te jD ={ Ôy. (prHtu) AhÄ Ae (Ùyopxm&an) n=I levuH. AhÄ to —inivRkLpSvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk &an˜ (levuH Ke). ‐ xuH kæuH? smÔ uH kaH{? Ùyopxm&an to ingod (na Òvne) p` AnaidnuH Ke. jEnsa\u nvmI g/Eveyke gyo Ane Aigyar AHgnuH &an p` htuH. p` Ae &an, kaH{ (SvlÙI) Ùayopximk &an n=I. p` Ae Ùyopxm to prlÙI Ùyopxm (&an) Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aa (_pxmaid) 5` wavne, k{ Ôtno Ùyopxm khevo Ke? ke: inivRkarSvsHvednlÙ`.˜ j¡Ao ne..¦ AacayRdevnI gjb vat Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ sa\k





(dxa) maH &anna be wed Ke: Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk. p` (prlÙI) Ùyopxm to (svR sHsarI Òvone) Anaidkazno Ke Ae ÙyopxmmaH AanHdnuH vedn n=I, du:qnuH vedn Ke. ÙyopxmmaH A&an Ke to (TyaH) to du:qnuH vedn Ke. p` AhÄyaH to Ùyopxm&an Aene khIAe Ke Ae ke (je) inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ` ;ÝTyÙ' (Ke). Aa je ÝTy"a SvsHvedn &an Ke, Aene j Ame Ùyopxm&an, 5` wavne Ùyopxm&an, inivRkLp AanHdna vednne Ùyopxm&an khIAe KIAe¦

pkDay Ae!luH pkDvuH¦ ra5e (ccaRmaH) ÝÆnI b\I KU! Ke. JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ AhÄ to moÙmagRnI vat Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ sHto khe Ke Ae prma„a j khe Ke, Ýwu¦

Ùyopxm&an to AwvIne p` Ke. to Ae Ùyopxmne, Aa (_pxmaid) 5`wavmaH g`vo? A=va im+ya¹iÚne p` Aigyar AHgno Ùyopxm =ay Ke, Are¦ (_pr=I) nv pUvRno (p`) ={ Ôy Ke to Ae (&an) ne, Aa 5` wavmaH je Ùyopxm&an Ke, Ae &an khevuH? ke: na. Ae 5`‐_pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk wavmaH je Ùyopxm&an Ke te (to) inivRkar SvsHvedn (lÙ`) Ùyopxm&an Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? waØa to sadI Ýwu¦ wav to, na=¦ tarI cIj (maH) AHdr ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦ jemaH pyaRyno Ývex n=I. AemaH rag Ane sHsarno to Ývex j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AemaH jNm, jra, mr`, bH\‐moÙna piràmno p` Ývex n=I. ‐Aevo i5lokna= prma„a¦ AenI AnuwUit krIne je sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 =yuH, Ae 5 ene _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk wav khe Ke. to (Ae) ;&annI ApeÙaAe' xuH? Ùyopxm&an to AnaidnuH Ke to Aene Aeklo Ùyopxm khevo? ke: na. (Ae) —inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk &an˜ (Ke)¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Ùyopxm to khevo Ke, p` É–o Ùyopxm? (ke:) je Anaidno Ùyopxm Ke Ae nhÄ.

hÒ ke!lakne (to) waØa y AavDtI n hoy (ke) Ùyopxm (vgere) xuH? devdxRn krva Ôy.. Ane ma=e be@o hoy te khe, te saHwzvuH klak. (p`, pote ko`? AenI kH{ AHtr ij&asa n=I¦) Are.. re, Ýwu¦ tarI mo!p, tara mihmanI tne qbr n=I. tarI mo!pno mihma, wgvan vaÌmaH khI xke nhÄ, na=¦ Aevo/ Ýwu tuH wgvanSv$pe AHdr ibrajman Ke.

Ae wgvanSv$pnuH jene. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 =yuH‐xaHt vItragI pyaRy wle ALp ={ (p` Aene inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ` Ùyopxm&an vteR Ke). AhÄ sa\knI vat Ke ne¦ sa|ynI to vat n=I. kar` ke, sa|y to Ùaiyk &an Ke. kevzIne ÙaiyksmiktnI sa=e to Ùaiyk‐kevz&an Ke. Aa to sa\kÒvnI vat cale Ke. to Ae





(sa\k) wavnI sa=e inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk &an Ke. gjb waØa Ke¦¦ Ae &an, Ùyopxm (&an) Ke, p` Ae inivRkLp SvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk &an Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aam to Awƒ‐wƒne Anaid=I Ùyopxm &an Ke. Ùyopxm (&an ivna to Òv rhe nhÄ. (Ôe Aem =ay to) Ae jD ={ Ôy. p` Aene Ae (SvsHvednlÙ`) Ùayopximk &an n=I. Aa to _pxm¸ Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk, je moÙno magR Ke Ae 5ène Ùayopximk &an khe Ke. p` kevuH ;Ùayopximk &an' ? (ke:) inivRkarI SvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk &an¦

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke: na=¦ taro Ýwu AlaEikk (Ke)¸ AemaH je _pxm, Ùyopxm, (Ùaiyk) wav‐moÙno magR‐ =yo¸ Aene Ame ;&annI ApeÙa=I' xuH khIAe KIAe? ke: Ùyopxm&an¦ Ùaiyk smikt hoy, top` TyaH &an to Ùyopxm (&an) Ke. _pxm smikt hoy, top` &an to Ùyopxm Ke. Ane Ùyopxm smikt hoy, TyaH p` &an to Ùyopxm Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ gjb vat smavI Ke ne¦ Aa =oDamaH ke!luH smaƒuH Ke¦¦ AavI (vat) (bIje) É–aH? ÉyaHy saHwzva y mze AevuH n=I, i5lokna na=ne AaHg e jvuH Ane AaHg e j{ne AHdrmaH Ývex krvo¦ (jem) Jverat leva ma!e JverInI dukanmaH AHdr (jvuH hoy to phela) nIce éwa rhevuH, pKI AHdr jvuH. (tem) phelaH cIj (tÀv) xuH Ke, teno ivkLpsiht ivcar krvo Ane ivkLpsiht &an krvuH, ]âa krvI¸ Ae AaHg uH Ke. (pKI) Ae ivkLp KoDIne AHdrmaH Ývex krvo¦ Aa to Ýwuno magR Ke, bapu¦ AnHt tI=ÅkroAe kæuH Ke.

ij&asa: Ae Ùyopxm &an kayRkarI Ke?

sma\an: Aa (inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ`) Ùyopxm (&an kayRkarI Ke). te (prlÙI) Ùyopxm nhÄ. tmara \H\ana Ùyopxm ne vkIlatno Ùyopxm ne Jveratno Ùyopxm ne veparIne veparno Ùyopxm te Ôtno hoy ne..? Ae to bapu¦ A&an Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae to sivkarI du:qlÙ`vazo Ùyopxm Ke, Ýwu¦

AhÄ khe Ke: —Aa wavna (A=aRtŸ AaHixk xuiâ$p Aa pirìt) inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk&an$p hova=I Ôeke Aekdex ƒikt$p Ke.˜ ‐ xuH khe Ke? ‐ inivRkar SvsHvednlÙ` Ùayopximk &an Aekdex ƒÉt$pe‐Ýg!$pe Ke top` te |yan krva layk n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ vItragta Aekdex ƒÉt$p Ke Aek AHx Ýg!$p Ke inivRkar SvsHvedn (lÙ`) Ùayopximk&an Aekdex Ke. (Ane) vItragne svRdex pU R Ýg! Ke. sa\kne Aekdex VyiÉt$p‐Ýg! Ke. (sa\kne) Ùayopximk &an ƒÉt =yuH,





p` te qHDqHD &an Ke te AqHD i5kazI n=I. vzI, (te) |yata qHDqHD &annuH |yan krta n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ je _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk$p wav Ane &anmaH inivRkar SvsHvedn lÙ` Ùayopximk &an (sa\kne) Aekdex Ýg! Ke, (A=aRtŸ) vStuno Aek AHx Ae!le xuânyno Aek AHx pyaRymaH (Ýg!–o, A=aRtŸ) vItragI moÙmagR Ýg! =yo (Ke) ‐tene |yata |yavta n=I, Aene |yanmaH leta n=I. (p`) |yata puruØ (|yeyne) wave Ke. AenuH (|yeynuH) |yan. |yan krvavaza smiktI |yata kre Ke. (p`) je Aekdex vItragdxa, inivRkar SvsHvedn pyaRy Ýg! ={¸ AenuH |yan krta n=I¸ kar`ke Ae ;qHD$p' Ke.

Aaha... ha.. ha¦ to pKI wgvannuH |yan krvuH‐Ae to b\o ivkLp Ke. Aavo magR Ke¦ saHwzvamaH y muXkelI pDe, AevI cIj Ke, bapu¦ Ýwu no magR to ;Aa' Ke, wa{¦

Ýwu to (Aem khe Ke ke:) ;tuH Ýwu Ko ne. Ýwu¦ tne tarI mo!pnI qbr n=I. Ýwu¦ taramaH mha wgvHtSv$p AHdr pD–o Ke. je wgvtSv$p, isâpyaRy=I p` ko{ AlaEikk (cIj) Ke. tara Sv$p Aagz (isânI) pyaRynI ikHmt n=I¦' (;bhen]InaH vcnam<t') bol‐217maH AaƒuH Kene..¦ —ãƒ ne pyaRy bHne sman koi!maH n=I¸ ãƒnI koi! êcI j Ke, pyaRynI koi! nanI j Ke.˜

Aem AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: (Ôeke) Aekdex moÙno magR‐AanHd‐SvsHvedn Ýg! =yo —top` |yata puruØ Aem wave Ke ‐ AevuH |yan kre Ke ke: —je skl inravr`˜‐ huH to skl inravr` KuH' ‐AenuH huH |yan kruH KuH. Ýg!elI dxanuH mne |yan n=I.

khe Ke ke: je skl inravr` Ke‐ wgvan¦ ãƒSvwav skl inravr` Ke. AqHD Ke. Aaha.. ha.. ha¦ AHdr je pyaRy ivnanI vStu Ke, Ae to AqHD Ke. (Ane) je inivRkar SvsHvedn&an =yuH, Ae to AqHD Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ moÙna magRnI pyaRyne inivRkLp SvsHvednlÙ` kæuH, p` Aene qHD&an kæuH. wgvan (Aa„a) to i5kazI AqHD Ke AenuH |yata |yan kre Ke.

\m± Òv‐smiktI‐|yata (puruØ) konuH |yan kre Ke? ke: Ae je skl inravr` ãƒSvwav, pU R AqHD Ke jemaH te qHD&an n=I Ae!le ke je Aekdex Vy›$p qHD&an Ane AanHdnuH vedn Ýg!–uH Ke, te jemaH n=I, AevI Ae AqHD&an vStu Ke (AenuH |yan kre Ke)¦ qHD&an to Anek ÝkarnI pyaRy ($p) Ke Ane ;Aa vStu' (jenuH |yan krvamaH Aave Ke, te) to Aek$p i5kaz Ke. Aek kho, xuâ kho, AqHD kho (Aeka=R Ke).





—AqHD‐Aek‐ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy˜‐Ae cIjno &anmaH ÝTyÙ Ýitwas Aave Ke. &annI pyaRymaH AaquH ãƒ Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. ãƒ Ô`vamaH Aave Ke... hÇ¦ ãƒ AavtuH n=I. (Aeno) Ýitwas kæo ne? ;ÝTyÙ Ýitwas' ‐ pyaRymaH ÝTyÙ Ýitwas, Ae!le jevo Ke tevo QyalmaH Aavvo. A=aRtŸ Ae Aaqa AaTmano Ùyopxm&anmaH p` ÝTyÙ Ýitwas Aavvo.

—Aivn¬r˜‐ je i5kazI AivnaxI wgvan (Aa„a Ke), AenuH |yan smiktI kre Ke, Aene |yey bnavIne AenuH |yan kre Ke. je qHDqHD &an Ýg!–uH, Aene |yey bnavIne (AenuH) |yan krta n=I. to (bIÔ) wgvan Ane wgvannuH |yan to ÉyaHy rhI gyuH¦ (AhÄ to) potanI qHDqHD inmRz vItragI Ýg! pyaRynuH p` |yan n=I krta. wgvan (Aa„a) AqHD vStu Ke, (Aena Aa]ye) Aekdex qHD&an ƒÉt =yuH Ke, moÙno magR Aekdex Ýg! =yo Ke. prma„ane to pU`R Ýg! =yo Ke.

;smysar' Aas/v Ai\karnI !IkamaH Aa (vat) be @ekaè Aave Ke ke: xuânynI pirpU Rta kevz&anmaH hoy Ke. A=aRtŸ xuânyno Aa]y letaH pU R dxa Ýg! ={ g{ TyaH hve xuânyno Aa]y ræo n=I, Ae!le TyaH xuânynI pirpU Rta ={ g{ Ane Ýma`&an ={ gyuH Aaha.. ha¦ Aek baj¡ Aem khevuH ke: ãƒ te xuâny, (Ane) bIÒ baj¡ Aem khevuH ke: ãƒno Aa]y l{ne je sMyGdxRn&an =yuH te Aekdex xuâny. Ane 5IÒ rIte Aem khevuH ke:) xuânynI pirpU Rta kevz&anmaH hoy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ vat =oDI JIÌ AavI g{ Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: (|yata puruØ Aem wave Ke ke: —xuâpair aimkprmwavlÙ` injprma„ãƒ te j huH KuH, prHtu Aem wavto n=I ke ;qHD&an$p huH KuH (‐Aam wava=R Ke)˜

Ae Ùyopximk &an Ýg! =yuH, te qHD&an Ke. Ae (qHD&an) AqHDnuH |yan kre Ke¦

—Aa ƒaQyan prSpr sapeÙ AevaH Aagm‐A|ya„na˜ (Ae!le ke) AemaH A|ya„ Ane Aagm bHnenI sapeÙta Ke. —tem j nyäyna (ãƒai=Rk‐pyaRyai=Rk nyna) Aivro\pUvRk j khevamaH AaƒuH hova=I˜ (Ae!le ke) bHne nyna Aivro\pUvRk Ane Aagm ‐A|ya„na Aivro\pUvRk khevamaH AaƒuH hova=I —isâ Ke (‐inbaR\ Ke) Aem ivvekIAoAe Ô`vuH.˜

Ae Ai\kar pUro =yo.

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