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no}vkmsa}nko
No }dnq fkk` ~ks, ksv xvcanksq vcemcvq, wnll jnom }dc eni kj ksv avce}nko, }dc vceqko
wd~ wc lnzc, ie}cvnel)qxnvn}sel ctxcvncoacq }de} wc isq} }e`c dccm msvnog ksv lnjc, mce}deq ok} fcnog eoondnle}cm eom mcae~cm no }dc cev}d fs} eq e fnv}d eom qelze}nko, eom e
xeqqegc }k e}}eno }k icc} wn}d }dc Elingd}~ Avce}kv, ksv eni kj avce}nko eq `okwnog eom
fcakinog ewevc kj }dc Avce}kv, eom qcc`nog eom jnomnog Dni wn}d comlcqq lkzc
}dvksgdks} ksv wdklc lnjc, }dc qngonjnaeoac kj lkzc eom fcnog sonko wn}d Dni, mc}enlq kj
fcnog xsvnjncm eom fcakinog ie}svc f~ lnfcve}nog }dc qclj jvki feqc mcqnvcq,
ako}vnfs}nkoq kj lkzc, somcvq}eomnog eom xe}ncoac }k ksv dexxnocqq no e jkvi kj qnoacvc
mnqaksvqcq gnzco no e xleno leogsegc }dvksgd }vsc q}kvncq wc ctxcvncoacm eom lcgcomv~
q}kvncq kj gvce} ieq}cvq/
Wc no}com }k qdevc jnomnogq kj ksv qcc`nog jkv ieo~ ~cevq eom qdkw }dc ]VSC JEAC
KJ LNJC }k ~ks eq isad eq wc evc eflc }k qcc okw/
Eo~koc wdk vcemq }dnq fkk` wnll e}}eno }k ewevcocqq ve}dcv }deo `okwlcmgc eom }dsq
vcead }k }dc xlceqsvc kj lnznog/
Fcnog ewevc kj dnq sodexxnocqq msc }k akso}lcqq sonixkv}eo} }dnogq }de} dc nqkaasxncm wn}d no }dnq }cixkvev~ wkvlm, dc efeomkoq dnq jcevq eom e}}enoq }k xceac eom
dexxnocqq wn}d lkzc, somcvq}eomnog eom }klcveoac/
Jevs` Mnlezcv
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Wde} nq lnjc efks}; Wde} dezc Nmkoc, wde} ei N lceznog fcdnom;Wdcvc ei N gknog }k, wd~ weq Nfkvo; Nq n} xkqqnflc }de} koc nq fkvo}k mnc; Gnzco }de} ell }de} nq
avce}cm eom ell dsieo fcnogq mnc,}dcvc isq} fc qkic iceonog }k
avce}nkoq lnznog///
Czcv qnoac wc aeic no}k }dnq wkvlm, wc dezc lnzcm e lnjc }de} nq fk}d fn}}cv eom qwcc}/ N} nq
soacv}eno dkw isad lkogcv eom no wde} we~ wc wnll lnzc/ Lc} sq q}kx eom }dno` e} lceq} koac
no }dnq xeqqnog bksvoc~ kj lnjc/ Fcjkvc mce}d q}kxq sq, fcjkvc n} }ncq sq sx, lc} sq vcjlca} ko wde}
wc dezc somcvq}kkm jvki }dc lnjc }de} wc dezc lnzcm qk jev/
Dezc wc akic no}k }dnq wkvlm bsq} }k ctnq}; Nj wc dezc akic no}k }dnq wkvlm bsq} }k ctnq},
kv }k eausnvc xkqqcqqnkoq, }dco mce}d wnll }e`c ell ksv xkqqcqqnkoq eq wcll eq ksv ctnq}coac
ewe~/ N} wnll acv}enol~ ae}ad sq/ Wc aeook} jnom dexxnocqq f~ jkvgc}}nog }dc jea} kj mce}d/
]dkqc wdk qcc` dexxnocqq f~ jkvgc}}nog mce}d qsjjcv gvce}l~ wdco }dc~ vcicifcv n} ko }dc
kaaeqnko kj eo nllocqq kv kj klm egc/ ]dkqc wdk eaacx} }dc jea} kj mce}d eom mko} qcc lnjc eq ebk`c, }dkqc wdk efeomko }dcnv fkm~ jkv lkzc fcjkvc mce}d }e`cq n} ewe~, vcead c}cvoel
dexxnocqq/ Ln`c Vsin, }dc~ qcc mce}d eq e flcqqcm me~ eom }dc~ ~cevo jkv n}/
Wc mnm ok} akic no}k }dnq wkvlm bsq} }k oksvnqd }dc fkm~/ Ok ie}}cv dkw wcll wc
oksvnqd n}, no }dc com n} }kk wnll fcakic msq}/ Lc} sq }e`c gkkm aevc kj }dnq fkm~ eom sqc n} no
fcocjnanel we~q/ Jnvq}, lc} sq somcvq}eom wd~ wc wcvc avce}cm/ ]dco, lc} sq qcevad jkv ksv
Avce}kv/ Lc} sq kfc~ Dnq akiieomq, wdnad Dc deq iemc `okwo }dvksgd dnq icqqcogcvq/
K}dcvwnqc, wc wnll lnzc e lnjc }de} nq mnqqe}nqjncm, mnqako}co}cm, eom sodexx~, eom qlkwl~ wc
wnll mcq}vk~ ksvqclzcq/
]dc fnggcq} nqqsc ieo jeacq nq co}cvnog }dnq wkvlm eom lceznog n}/ Wd~ mnm wc akic }k
}dnq wkvlm, jvki wdcvc, eom wde} wnll ksv com fc; Ksv gkel nq }k jnom }dc xsvxkqc kj lnznog/
Wc wcvc fkvo0 okw wc evc m~nog/ Gnzco }de} wc wnll mnc, wd~ evc wc fkvo;
N dem e aev eaanmco} jnj}cco ~cevq egk0 N aeic }k }dc cmgc kj mce}d eom eq`cm i~qclj2
Wde} nq lnjc; Wde} dezc N mkoc0 wde} ei N lceznog fcdnom; Ni gknog ell elkoc/ ]dco wd~weq N fkvo; Ell }de} nq avce}cm eom dsieo fcnogq mnc/ Nq n} xkqqnflc }de} koc nq fkvo }k mnc;]dcvc isq} fc e iceonog }k ieoq ctnq}coac/
Gkm weq e dnmmco }vceqsvc no c}cvon}~/ Dc weo}cm }k fc `okwo/ Jkv }de} xsvxkqc dclkzcm dniqclj/ E lngd} aeic no}k ctnq}coac jvki }de} lkzc/ Dc aellcm }de} lngd} I~Isdeiiem% Dc avce}cm ell }dc sonzcvqcq eom ieo`nom jvki }de} lkzc/
Dc qco} ieo mkwo }k Cev}d eq Dnq mcxs}~/ Jkv }dkqc wdki Dc lkzcm eikog }dci, Dc
fcaeic }dc c~c wn}d wdnad }dc~ qcc, }dc iks}d wn}d wdnad }dc~ qxce`, }dc cev wn}d wdnad
}dc~ dcev, }dc deom wn}d wdnad }dc~ dklm/ Dc aellcm }dci I~ jvncomq, I~ fclkzcmq/ ]dc~evc }dc `einl $xcvjca}, ie}svc. xckxlc wdk evc }dc fclkzcmq kj Gkm0 }dc~ evc }dc mcxs}ncq kj
Gkm ko cev}d vcxvcqco}nog Dni/ ]dc~ dezc emkx}cm }dc fces}njsl ieoocvq kj Gkm/ Gkm nq
ieonjcq} ko }dcnv jeacq wn}d Dnq e}}vnfs}cq/ ]dc~ evc }dc dcnvq kj }dc Xvkxdc}/ Gkm ie`cq Dnq
fces}njsl e}}vnfs}cq `okwo }dvksgd }dci/ Fcaesqc Gkm avce}cm ieo }k fc `okwo/ Dcxvcqco}cm Dnq fces}njsl e}}vnfs}cq }k k}dcvq }dvksgd Dnq fclnczcvq/
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=]dnq nq wd~ Gkm avce}cm ieo/ ]dc xsvxkqc kj }dc avce}nko kj ieo eom dnq lnjc nq }k `okw
Gkm, }k qcc }dc fces}~ kj Gkm e} lceq} koac msvnog }dnq qdkv} qxeo/
Gkm jnvq} no}vkmsacm Dnq fces}njsl e}}vnfs}cq eom ieoocvq }k }dc wkvlm kj dsieoq
}dvksgd Dnq xvkxdc}q/ Qkic emkx}cm }dc ieoocvq }dc~ qew no }dc xvkxdc}q eom fcaeic }dcnv
dcnvq, lkzcvq kj Gkm, }dc xleacq kj ieonjcq}e}nko kj }dc fces}njsl e}}vnfs}cq kj Gkm, eomfcaeic }dc iceoq }k `okw Gkm/ ]dcqc xckxlc evc }dc fclkzcm qcvzeo}q kj Gkm0 }dc~ evc Dnq
jvncomq/ ]dvksgd }dc invvkvq kj }dcnv eom }dc xvkxdc}q dcev}q, }dc fces}~ kj Gkm nq qcco/
Koc wdk mkcqo} }dno` efks} }dc Avce}kv }dvksgdks} dnq lnjc, koc wdk mkcqo} qcevadeom `okw Dni, qxcomq dnq wdklc lnjc no zeno, ce}nog, mvno`nog, deznog xlceqsvc kv qsjjcvnog,
eom koc me~ dc xeqqcq ewe~/ ]k xeqq ewe~, }k mcae~ eom mnqexxcev no msq}, nq ok} qelze}nko/
]dnq nq }dc mcq}no~ kj }dc fkm~ fs} ieo nq ok} bsq} e fkm~ kj jlcqd eom fkocq, dc nq e qxnvn}sel
fcnog/ Dc mkcqo} aceqc }k ctnq} f~ mce}d0 dc nq eaakso}eflc jkv wde} dc mnm }dvksgdks} dnqlnjc/ Ie~ Gkm dclx dni0 k}dcvwnqc n} nq zcv~ mnjjnasl}/ Lc} sq fc dkxcjsl/ Gkm nq lkk`nog jkv
vceqkoq }k jkvgnzc ikvc }deo }k xsonqd/ Lc} sq bsq} ok} ocglca}, jkv }dc qe`c kj Gkm, kfc~nog
Dnq akiieomq eom mknog adevn}~/
Mce}d nq }dc qkslq lceznog }dc fkm~/ Nj ~ks aeo jvcc ~ksvqclj jvki }dc aex} nzn}~ kj }dcfkm~ fcjkvc mce}d }e`cq lnjc ewe~, }dco ~ks wnll vcead }dc qcavc} kj m~nog fcjkvc mce}d eomwnll vcead }dc somcvq}eomnog }de} mce}d nq }dc gvce}cq} xlceqsvc/
Wde} fnomq ~ks }k }dc fkm~ nq }dc e}}eadico} }k wkvlml~ xlceqsvcq/ Fvce` }dkqc fkomq/
]vs}d aeook} fc qcco fcjkvc lceznog }dc xvnqko kj }dc fkm~/ Jvcc ~ksvqclzcq jvki }dc
aex}nzn}~ kj jcclnogq ln`c de}vcm, eifn}nko, eom lsq}, eom cifev` ko }dc xe}d }k fcnog dsieo/
Ikq} kj sq evc sodexx~, akoq}eo}l~ akixlenonog kj ksv }vksflcq/ ]vksflcq evc vcicmncq
jkv ieo/ Nj ~ks }e`c }vksflcq eq ~ksv xlceqsvc, }dc~ aceqc }k fc }vksflcq/
^ksv lnjc nq fcnog qxco} jkv }dnq wkvlm0 ~ks evc wcevnog ~ksvqclj ks} jkv }dc qe`c kj }dnq
wkvlm/ Qcc dkw ~ksv jeacq dezc wvno`lcm eom ~ksv denv nq }svonog wdn}c/ Ell jkv }dnq wkvlm%
Wd~ evco} ~ks wcevnog ~ksvqclj ks} jkv c}cvon}~, jsljnllnog wde} nq ctxca}cm jvki lnjc; No }dccom, wc wnll fc aellcm }k eaakso} jkv dkw wc qxco} ksvqclzcq/
Wc dezc cifveacm }dnq wkvlm eq nj wc wnll oczcv mnc% Wc aeo} }e`c ksv deomq kjj n}/ Wcdezc jkvgk}}co }de} wc wnll mnc }kikvvkw/ Wc dezc }svocm }dnq wkvlm no}k e dcll jkv
ksvqclzcq wn}d jnvcq kj eifn}nko, de}c, eom de}vcm/ Wc evc fsvonog wn}dks} deznog }k wen} jkv
mce}d/ ]dc }vksflcq, }dc mnq}vcqqcq }de} jell sxko sq, xs} sq no dcll wdnlc wc evc q}nll no }dnq
wkvlm/ Wc mko} gnzc ksvqclzcq e adeoac }k fc no dcezco/ Wc inom }dc qiellcq} }dnogq jkv
dksvq eom lkqc qlccx kzcv }dci/ Nj wc }vsl~ fclnczcm czcv~}dnog nq jvki Gkm, wc wkslmo} fcqk wkvvncm efks} nllocqqcq, wc wkslmo} gvnczc jkv dksvq kzcv e qiell }dnog qkickoc deqqenm/ Wc dezc }svocm }dnq lnjc no}k e dcll jkv ksvqclzcq czco fcjkvc wc mnc/ Wd~ qdkslmo} wclnzc e xceacjsl lnjc ln`c dcezco noq}cem kj dcll; Lc} sq fclnczc no mcq}no~, lc} sq dezc jen}d no
Gkm, lc} sq `okw Gkm/ Fcaesqc Gkm deq avce}cm sq }k `okw Dni/
]dnq wkvlml~ lnjc nq qdkv}, ~ks `okw/ ]dco wde} nq }dnq vsqd kj ~ksvq; Wde} evc }dc
}dnogq ~ks weo} }k mk, wde} evc }dc }dnogq ~ks aeo} jnonqd; Mko} lkk` e} wde} ~ks aeo} mk,lkk` e} ~ksvqclzcq0 czcv~me~ ~ks evc gvkwnog klmcv, czcv~me~ ~ks evc wcevnog ks}/ Qlkwl~,
qlkwl~ ~ks evc ctxnvnog/
Wdco wc wkvqdnx Gkm, wc qe~ wc wnll qcc n}q jvsn}q ej}cv mce}d0 wdco wc mk eo ea} kj`nomocqq, wc qe~ n} wnll fc vcakgonrcm ej}cv mce}d0 wdco wc mk cznl, wc qe~ ok}dnog dexxcoq
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3no }dnq wkvlm eo~we~ eom wc wnll eaakso} jkv n} ej}cvwevmq0 wc wnll gk }k }dc Debb wdco wc
evc alkqc }k mce}d, q}ev} mknog ksv menl~ xve~cvq, eom }dco ell wnll fc jkvgnzco/ Wc dezc jksom
}dc ceq~ we~%
Mk wc vcell~ dezc }dc }nic }k gvkw klm; ]dc ~ksogcv ~ks evc, }dc alkqcv ~ks evc }k Gkm/
@okw }dnq ikico} eq ~ksv ~ks}d/ Mko} fc lcj} fcdnom czco f~ koc q}cx0 lkk` }kwevmq }dcjs}svc wn}d dkxc/ Fcaesqc }dc ~ksogcv ~ks evc, }dc ceqncv n} nq }k }svo }k }dc }vs}d/ Eq }dcxvkzcvf qe~q, E }vcc wnll fcom wdnlc n} nq ~ksog/ Ieo mkcq ok} jell no lkzc ej}cv qczco}~/ Njwc evc }k lkzc }dc Avce}kv, lc} sq lkzc Dni wdnlc wc evc ~ksog/
Kj }dc qksom wezcq no }dc env, wc aell }dkqc wc dcev ieonjcq} eom }dkqc wc mko}dnmmco/ No vceln}~, }dcvc nq ok qsad mnq}noa}nko/ ]dc fcnogq kj mnjjcvco} mnicoqnkoq evc elqkln`c }de}/ Wc aell dnmmco wde} wc mko} qcc eom ieonjcq} wde} wc mk/ ]dkqc wdk qcc }dcieonjcq} eom }dc dnmmco eq koc `okw ell ctnq}coac eq koc msc }k }dc kococqq kj }dc Avce}kv/
No kvmcv }k fc alkqc }k }dc Avce}kv, wc isq} jnom }dc ikq} xcvjca} fcnog kj avce}nko/ ]dc
ikq} xcvjca} avce}nko nq }dc dsieo, eom }dc ikq} xcvjca} fcnog kj ieo`nom nq Isdeiiem
Isq}eje/ Lc} sq q}sm~ dnq lnjc eom ieoocvq wcll eom }v~ }k nin}e}c dni fcaesqc dc nq }dc
sl}nie}c q}e}nko kj dsieon}~/ Dc nq }dc ikq} xcvjca}, }dc sl}nie}c cteixlc wc aeo nin}e}c/ Nj
wc emkx} dnq ieoocvq, wkvqdnx Gkm eq dc mnm, lnzc eq dc mnm, }dco wc wnll dezc no}niea~
wn}d Gkm eq dc mnm, eom wc wnll vcead Gkm eq dc mnm/
Wdco wc jccl asvnksq efks} qkic}dnog, wc weo} }k lcevo efks} n} akoq}eo}l~0 fs} wc
lcevo no kvmcv }k }cll k}dcvq/ Wc fs~ eom qcll, fs} wc mko} fcocjn} ksvqclzcq/ Wc kol~ }e`ceom gnzc/ Ksv bkf nq }k }e`c eom gnzc/ Wc evc ln`c }dc qelcqxcvqko e} e jlkvnq}/ Wc mko} czco}dno` kj qicllnog }dc jlkwcvq wc qcll eom vceadnog }dcnv cqqcoac/
Wc dezc fcco nojca}cm wn}d e mnqceqc kj `okwnog eom qxce`nog efks} czcv~}dnog/ Wc
kol~ qxce` fs} wc mk ok} lnzc/ Wd~ mko} wc elqk }v~ }k }cll f~ lnznog;
Nj wc mko} jccl }dc cadk kj wde} wc qe~ f~ iks}d no ksv dcev}q, }de} nq ok} xve~cv/ Nj wcwco} no jvko} kj e vka` eom qdks}cm Gkm%, czco }de} wkslm cadk/ Evc ksv dcev}q devmcv}deo }de} vka` }de} }dc~ mk ok} cadk; Xcvdexq n} nq ok} }dc jesl} kj }dc dcev}/ Xcvdexq wc evc
soeflc }k akozc~ ksv zknac }k }dc dcev}/ Wc aeook} ie`c ksv zknac dcevm eavkqq }dnq mnq}eoac
kj koc deom qxeo, jvki ksv iks}d }k }dc cev/ Nj ~ks aeook} dcev ~ksv kwo qclj, dkw aeo ~ks
ctxca} k}dcvq }k dcev ~ks; Wc mko} }dno` efks} dcevnog qkic}dnog ksvqclzcq0 noq}cem wcelwe~q }dno` efks} ie`nog k}dcvq dcev n}/ Wc mko} dcev wde} wc qe~/ Wc aeook} ie`ck}dcvq dcev qkic}dnog }de} wc aeook} ie`c dcevm f~ ksv kwo cevq/ Wc mko} qwce} eom ok
}cevq akic jvki ksv c~cq fcaesqc wc mko} lnzc wde} wc qe~/Wc aeook} jnom }dc }vsc xe}d nj wc mcacnzc ksvqclzcq/ Lc} sq fc qnoacvc }k ksv noocv
qclzcq/ Lc} sq lnq}co }k }dc zknac akinog jvki ksv dcev}q/ Lc} sq dcev ksv kwo qclzcq jnvq}/
Kocq noocv cev kxcoq jnvq} }k }dc zknac kj dnq kwo dcev}/ Koc wdk mkcq ok} dcev dniqclj, kocwdk mkcq ok} `okw dniqclj aeook} `okw dnq Lkvm/
N} nq onac }k jccl }dc noqxnve}nkoq }de} akic }k }dc dcev}0 fs} czcv~ noqxnve}nko ie~ ok} fc
mnznoc/ N} nq devm }k mnq}nogsnqd wde} akicq }k }dc dcev}/ ]dcvcjkvc, lc} sq jnvq} qcc` vcjsgc no
Gkm efks} }dcqc noqxnve}nkoq, eom }dco adca` }dci egenoq} ksv Fkk` eom }dc qsooed $}dc
qe~nogq eom xvea}nacq kj Xvkxdc} Isdeiiem./
Mk ~ks }dno` qkdfe} $xvceadnog, akixeonkoqdnx. nq ceq~; N} nq ok}/ N} xeqqcq }dvksgd qkieo~ asv}enoq eom qk ieo~ qnczcq fcjkvc fcnog fvksgd} }k }dc fcocjn} kj sq ell/ Ie~ Gkm
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:xvk}ca} ell kj sq jvki qxce`nog eaakvmnog }k ksv kwo qclj)no}cvcq}q/ Ie~ Dc ie`c sq jvki
}dkqc wdk dezc dcev}q }de} vcacnzc noqxnve}nkoq jvki Gkm jkv Gkm/
Gkm fcq}kwq Dnq qkdfe} sxko }dc qcvzeo} Dc wnqdcq/
Qdcn`d EfmelUemnv Bnleonq qko, wdk dem fcco cmsae}cm ko }eqewwsjjkv ieo~ ~cevq, koc
me~ qenm }k dnq ik}dcv2]cll i~ je}dcv }de} N wkslm elqk ln`c }k qe~ qkic}dnog }k }dc xckxlc no }dc ikqusc eom
lc} }dci fcocjn} jvki }dc `okwlcmgc N dezc lcevocm/ ]dc ik}dcv qenm }k Qdcn`d Bnleon2
Ksv qko deq q}smncm jkv qk ieo~ ~cevq/ Gnzc dni e adeoac, eom eq`cm jkv xcvinqqnko/Qdcn`d Bnleon egvccm2
Elvngd} }dco, }kme~ Nll gk qdkxxnog eom dc aeo }el` eom xvcead }k xckxlc no i~ xleac/
Dnq qko vcbknacm e} }dnq mcanqnko/ Dc wco} }k }dc ikqusc, qe} no }dc adenv, eom q}ev}cm
qxce`nog jvki }dc }ct} dc dem xvcxevcm/ Czco }dksgd dc qxk`c ko zcv~ qsf}lc xkno}q wdnad
dc }dksgd} dem devml~ fcco dcevm fcjkvc, dc ok}nacm }de} okfkm~ weq no}cvcq}cm/ Ej}cv e
wdnlc, dc qew }de} czcv~fkm~ no }dc ikqusc weq qlccxnog eom }dksgd} }k dniqclj2Nzc xs} qk isad cjjkv} no}k }dnq, wkv`cm ko n} jkv me~q, eom ~c} okfkm~ nq xe~nog eo~
e}}co}nko/ E} }de} ikico}, Qdcn`d Bnleon aeic no/ E ikzcico} kj ewe`conog kaasvvcmeikog }dc xckxlc/ Dnq qko niicmne}cl~ gk} mkwo jvki }dc adenv eom qenm2
Xlceqc je}dcv, N weq soeflc }k gnzc eo~}dnog }k }dcqc xckxlc, ~ks }el` }k }dci xlceqc/]dc dkl~ ieo qe} no }dc adenv2
I~ adnlmvco, }kme~ N wco} }k }dc iev`c}xleac eq i~ qko weq }el`nog }k ~ks/ N fksgd}}dvcc cggq/ N gezc }dci }k dnq ik}dcv/ Qdc xs} }dc xeo ko }dc jnvc, n} fcaeic dce}cm/ Qdc
xksvcm knl no}k n}, bnqqq% eom czcv~fkm~ weq ewe`cocm/
]dco qdc dn} }wk cggq egenoq} cead k}dcv eom fvk`c }dci no}k }dc xeo, bkqqq%// E}}de} ikico}, eaakvmnog }k }vemn}nko, qczco kj }dkqc wdk wcvc lnq}conog mncm/
]dnq noanmco} nllsq}ve}cq fces}njsll~ }de} }dc vcel cqqcoac kj qkdfe} nq ok} bsq} nojkvie}nko
fs} }de} }dcvc nq qkic}dnog clqc fcnog gnzco no }dkqc wkvmq/
]dcvc evc fkk`q czcv~wdcvc, jnllcm wn}d nojkvie}nko/ Fs} }dcvc nq elqk eok}dcv `nom kj
`okwlcmgc, eok}dcv `nom kj qancoac, wdnad nq }dc zcv~ }vs}d n}qclj/ Wc aell n} }dc nli el)lemsoon
$}dc mnznoc `okwlcmgc, }dc `okwlcmgc jvki }dc xvcqcoac kj Gkm./ Ok ie}}cv dkw isad wc
vcem, ok ie}}cv dkw isad wc lcevo, wc aeook} eausnvc }de} `okwlcmgc/ Eausnvnog }de}
`okwlcmgc }e`cq e qxcanel cmsae}nko/ ]dc~ mko} xs} }de} `okwlcmgc no czcv~ ako}enocv/ No
kvmcv jkv }dci }k xs} n} no, }dc ako}enocv isq} dezc fcco alceoqcm eom qnlzcvcm/Lc} sq gk }k qkdfe} ok} bsq} }k lcevo `okwlcmgc fs} elqk }k jccl eom lnzc/ Lc} ~ksv ks}cv
znqnko aceqc, lc} ~ksv dcev}q ewe`co/ Lc} sq qcc wde} nq }dcvc no }dc mcx}dq/ Gnzc sx }dc
dcngd}q/ Mko} qcc` ej}cv vceadnog }dc dcngd}q eom eausnvnog xkqn}nkoq/ Wde}czcv }dcvc nq, n} nqno }dc mcx}dq, no }dc lkwleomq, no fcnog qiell/
Nj }dc ks}cv c~c alkqcq, }dc noocv c~c kxcoq/ E} }dc ikico} ksv ks}cv znqnko nq lkq} e} e
xkno}, e qxnvn}sel adeoocl kxcoq/ ]dco }dc c~c ok lkogcv qccq }dc xkno} n} weq lkk`nog e}/
Eok}dcv c~c q}ev}q qccnog/
Lc} sq aeli mkwo e ln}}lc eom gvkw ikvc q}nll eom usnc}0 lc} ksv ks}cv znqnko fc lkq} e} e
xkno}, lc} ksv dcev}q ewe`co, lc} sq qcc ewe`c mvceiq/
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7Wdco lnq}conog }k }dc qkdfe}, lc} sq kxco }dc cev kj ksv dcev}q/ Lc} sq }e`c wde} nq no n} jkv
sq, `okwnogl~ kv so`okwnogl~/ Lc} sq }e`c e fvce}d jvki }de} e}ikqxdcvc/
Nj ~ks xs} eo soadevgcm wnvc oct} }k e wnvc wn}d e asvvco}, }dc qeic asvvco} fcakicq
nomsacm no }dc soadevgcm wnvc/ N} deq }dnq useln}~ wdnlc n} nq e xncac kj wnvc0 wd~ qdkslmo}
wc elqk dezc }dc useln}~ kj fcnog ejjca}cm f~ }dc iegoc}na jnclm evksom nomsacm f~ }dcasvvco} xeqqnog }dvksgd koc kj sq; Wd~ qdkslmo} wc fcocjn} jvki }dc qxnvn}sel jnclmq kj ceadk}dcv; ]dnq nq e }cadonusc kj akiisonae}nko/ Jkv }dnq vceqko, qkdfe} gnzcq e lk} }k xckxlc wdk
evc ewevc kj n}, nj }dc~ `okw }k `ccx usnc}/ Nj }dc~ mko}, }dcvc nq ocn}dcv }dc qxce`cv okv eo~lnq}cocvq kj }dc qkdfe}/ ]de} nq, qkdfe} nq iemc f~ }dc lnq}cocv/ Eom }dkqc wdk lnq}co }k }dc
lnq}cocv elqk fcocjn}/
Gkm avce}cm }dc fkm~ kj ieo jvki cev}d, we}cv, jnvc, eom env/ ]dc fkm~ kj Emei weq
iemc f~ eogclq fs} Gkm iemc dnq jeac wn}d Dnq kwo deom kj xkwcv/ Jkv }de} vceqko,
Xvkxdc} Isdeiiem qe~q2 Mko} dn} }dc jeac% ]dnq ln}cvell~ iceoq ok} }k qlex }dc jeac, eomellcgkvnaell~ iceoq ok} }k dn} eo~fkm~q jeac f~ xkno}nog ks} }dcnv jesl}q/
E q}smco} kj e wnqc ieo }k wdki dc dem gnzco gvce} cjjkv} vceadcm qxnvn}sel ie}svn}~
eom dnq noocv c~c kxcocm/ Wdco dc lkk`cm e} }dc Fkk` kj Mcq}no~, dc qew }de} dnq ieq}cv
weq mcq}nocm jkv dcll/ Deznog xeona`cm eom }dno`nog Dkw akslm dezc N fcco }dc q}smco} kjqsad e xcvqko; dc wco} }k dnq ieq}cv2
Ieq}cv, ~ks evc mcq}nocm jkv dcll% dc qenm/ Dnq ieq}cv vcqxkomcm2
Qko, wc dezc fcco qccnog n} }dcvc jkv jkv}~ ~cevq, fs} wc dezco} lkq} dkxc no Gkm/
El}dksgd }dc ieq}cv dem fcco qccnog }de} no }dc Fkk` kj Mcq}no~ jkv jkv}~ ~cevq, dc
demo} lkq} dkxc no Gkm eom ako}noscm colngd}conog xckxlc/ Wde} e xcvqczcveoac, wde} exe}ncoac% Nj dc dem mncm e} }de} ikico}, dc wkslm dezc gkoc }k dcll/
Wdnlc }dc q}smco} weq }dno`nog, Aeo eo~koc vcead xcvjca}nko wn}d qsad e vcfcl; N}iceoq N dem ell }dc znv}sc eom iemc ell }dc cjjkv}% dnq ieq}cv }klm dni }k lkk` e} }dc Fkk`egeno/ Wdco dc lkk`cm, }dc q}smco} qew }de} }dc q}e}sq kj dnq ieq}cv dem adeogcm eom }de}
dc dem fcco venqcm }k e gvce}l~ ctel}cm q}e}sq/ Dc eq`cm jkv jkvgnzcocqq wn}d gvce} vcgvc} eom
weq fksom }k dnq ieq}cv no qsad e we~ }de} }dc~ wkslmo} fc qcxeve}cm egeno/
E jcw me~q egk, N veo no}k e jvncom kj inoc wdki N demo} qcco jkv ieo~ ~cevq/ Dc dem emesgd}cv no qczco}d gvemc/ Qdc weq e q}s}}cvcv/ Dcv jvncomq }ceqcm dcv czcv~ me~/ ]dc gnvl,
wdk fcaeic }k}ell~ soeflc }k int wn}d xckxlc, qwellkwcm e fkt kj xnllq/ Qk qdc comcm dcv
lnjc jkv fcnog }ceqcm ctacqqnzcl~/
Sojkv}soe}cl~, ie`nog jso kj xckxlc wn}d mcjca}q eom lcemnog }dci no}k mcxvcqqnko
q}ev}q e} e zcv~ cevl~ egc/ Mk wc czcv }cead ksv adnlmvco }de} n} nq wvkog }k dsinlne}c xckxlc
f~ }dcnv mcjca}q; Ikvc nixkv}eo}l~, mk wc }cll }dci, N} nq ct}vcicl~ fem }k ie`c jso kjxckxlc wn}d mcjca}q%;
F~ dsinlne}nog xckxlc jkv }dcnv jesl}q e} }dc qiellcq} kaaeqnko, koc aeo ocn}dcv lnzc
qxnvn}sell~ okv aeo ie`c k}dcvq lnzc qxnvn}sell~/ Mko} qdeic xckxlc0 ctxleno }dnogq wn}dfces}~/ Qdeinog qkickoc mkcqo} ie`c ~ks eo~ wnqcv/ Dsinlne}nog qkickoc mkcqo} ie`c~ks eo~ gvce}cv/
Gkm fvce}dcm kj Dnq qxnvn} no}k Emei/ Wdco Emeiq dcem vcacnzcm lnjc, dc lkk`cm
}kwevmq }dc jcc} kj dnq fkm~ kj ale~/ ]dco lnjc qxvcem }dvksgd dnq wdklc fkm~/ Gkm ge}dcvcmell }dc eogclq eom }klm }dci }k fkw mkwo }k Emei/ Wc mko} akixvcdcom }dnq czco}/ Lc} sq
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4fcgno }k kxco ksv c~cq }k }dc }vs}d jvki }dnq xkno}/ ]dc dsieo nq qsad eo ctel}cm fcnog }de}
ell eogclq fkw mkwo }k dni/ Fs} eo eogcl oeicm Erernl, }ceadcv kj }dc eogclq, vcjsqcm }k
jkllkw Gkmq kvmcv, qe~nog N wko} fkw mkwo }k }de} xncac kj ale~/ N weq avce}cm jvki jnvceom Ni e qsxcvnkv fcnog/ Jkv }dnq vceqko, Gkm lefclcm dni qe}eo eom eqqngocm dni }k fcegenoq} dsieo`nom so}nl }dc Bsmgico} Me~/
Qe}eo mcacnzcm Emei eom Czc no dcezco/ Dc iemc }dci ce} e jvsn} el}dksgd }dc~ wcvc
kvmcvcm }k efq}eno jvki n}/ ]dc~ wcvc }dco qco} jvki dcezco }k cev}d jkv mnqkfc~nog }dc
akiieom/ ]dc jnvq} }k mnqkfc~ weq }dc eogcl oeicm Erernl, eom }dc qcakom weq ksv je}dcv
Emei eom ksv ik}dcv Czc/ Fs} Emei eom Czc wcvc jkvgnzco msc }k }dcnv mccx vcgvc}/ ]dc
eogcl Erernl }de} wc aell qe}eo weq e zcv~ lcevocm eogcl/ Dc weq }dc }ceadcv kj }dc eogclq/Mcqxn}c }dc jea} }de} dc weq qk lcevocm, dc mnm ok} kfc~ }dc akiieom kj Gkm eom jcll no}k
dccmlcqqocqq/
K ~ks wdk vcl~ ko ~ksv `okwlcmgc, ~ks aeook} `okw ikvc }deo Erernl% Nj ~ks vcl~ ko
wde} ~ks `okw, ~ks wnll elqk bkno }dkqc wdk mnqkfc~/ Mko} vcl~ ko ~ksv `okwlcmgc, fs}qcc` vcjsgc no Gkm eom kfc~ }dc akiieom/
K ~ks wdk mcel wn}d qancoacq% Jnvq} jnom ~ksv kwo xleac no qancoac eom qcc dkw
xkwcvlcqq, dkw dclxlcqq, dkw qiell ~ks evc/ Wde} nq n} }k ~ks dkw fng kv qiell k}dcvq evc;
]dnq mkcqo} ie`c ~ks eo~ fc}}cv/ Qccnog }dci eq qiell mkcqo} ie`c ~ks eo~ gvce}cv/ Nj ~ks}dno` eom ea} ln`c }de}, ~ks wnll fc e }vezclcv ko }dc wvkog xe}d/
Lc} sq fc zngnleo} egenoq} qe}eo, wdk akoq}eo}l~ q}vsgglcq egenoq} sq eom no}cvacx}q sq
}dvksgdks} ksv lnzcq0 eom lc} sq }e`c aevc kj ksv c~cq, cevq, eom }kogsc no kvmcv }k eadnczc
qsaacqq ko }dc xe}d }k Gkm/ Lc} sq jvcc ksv inomq jvki }dc aex}nzn}~ kj qclj)no}cvcq}/ Lc} sq
qcc` vcjsgc no Gkm wn}d e xsvc inom eom e xsvc dcev}/
Wc qe~ }de} wc evc ko }dc xe}d }k Gkm0 fs} wc jkvgc} }de} Gkm nq ell)qccnog, wc aeook}
jvcc ksv inomq jvki qclj)no}cvcq}/ Koc aeook} ie`c eo~ xvkgvcqq ko }dc xe}d }k Gkm fcjkvc
lceznog }dc aex}nzn}~ kj ikoc~ eom lsq}/ Xckxlc evc acv}enol~ }cq}cm ko }dnq xe}d wn}d no}cvcq}
eom lsq}/ No kvmcv }k xeqq }dcqc }wk }cq}q, mko} czcv jkvgc} Gkm eom qcc` vcjsgc no Dni/]dkqc wdk aeo jvcc }dciqclzcq jvki }dcqc }wk bkno }dkqc wdki Gkm lkzcq/ ]dc dnmmco
qcavc}q kj }dc }vs}d evc kxcocm }k }dci/ Lc} sq q}vsgglc wn}d ksv qclzcq, wn}d ksv oejq, no
kvmcv }k fc jvccm jvki }dcqc/ Lc} sq alceoqc ksvqclzcq kj ocge}nzc useln}ncq/
Koc wdk mkcq ok} mnqanxlnoc }dc oejq $}dc qclj. aeook} vcead eo~wdcvc, aeook} fcakic e
ie}svc xcvqko/ ]dc mnqanxlnonog kj }dc oejq nq eo no}cvoel }venonog }de} nq mkoc akixlc}cl~ ko
koc'q kwo/ Ksv Flcqqcm Xvkxdc}, wdco vc}svonog jvki e fe}}lc, }klm dnq akixeonkoq, Okwwc evc lceznog }dc lcqqcv bndem eom gknog }k }dc gvce}cv bndem0 eom }de} nq ksv bndem egenoq} }dc
oejq/
No }dc q}vsgglc wn}d }dc oejq, wde} nq occmcm fcjkvc ell nq e alceo dcev}/ No kvmcv }k
eadnczc }de}, wc isq} weqd ksv flkkm qk }de} }dc dcev} jsoa}nkoq wcll/ Wdco }dc jscl kj }dc
aev nq ako}einoe}cm, }dc cognoc aeook} wkv` xvkxcvl~/
Wc isq} xvk}ca} ksv flkkm jvki gc}}nog ako}einoe}cm jnvq} f~ ce}nog wde} nq delel
$lewjsl eom xsvc./ ]dco, wc isq} weqd n} f~ fvce}dnog }dc Fces}njsl Oeicq kj Gkm/ Bsq} eq
}dc env wc fvce}dc no alceoq }dc flkkm, nj wc fvce}dc }de} env no wn}d }dc Fces}njsl Oeicq, wc
wnll dezc alceocm ksv flkkm qxnvn}sell~/
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>Wc qe~ dcev}0 }dcvc nq }dc xd~qnael dcev} }de} wc `okw, eom }dcvc nq elqk }dc qxnvn}sel
dcev} wdnad wc aellgkosl/
Xsvnjnae}nko }e`cq xleac fk}d xd~qnaell~ eom qxnvn}sell~/ ]dc xsvnjncm dcev} oksvnqdcq }dc
kvgeoq eom wko} aesqc }dci }k jell nll eom jenl/
]dc q}vsgglc wn}d }dc oejq q}ev}q jnvq} f~ `okwnog n}/ Wc isq} `okw wde} n} nq, wde} n}mcqnvcq, eom wde} n} ln`cq/ Jnvq}, wc isq} `okw }dc mseln}~ wn}dno ksvqclzcq/ Wc isq} fc
qcxeve}cm no}k }wk/ Wc isq} fc eflc }k qcxeve}c ksv qxnvn}sel qnmc eom ksv qnmc }de} nq jsll kj
fkmnl~ mcqnvcq eom xlceqsvcq/
Wde} }dc oejq mcqnvcq evc2 ]k fc ln`cm, jeic, xvnmc, de}vcm, bcelksq~, evvkgeoac, eom ell
`nomq kj fkmnl~ xlceqsvcq/ ]dc oejq }de} ako}enoq }dcqc ocge}nzc e}}vnfs}cq nq aellcm }dc oejq el)
eiieve $}dc akiieomnog qclj./ Nj koc q}ev}q jngd}nog }dc oejq el)eiieve eom vcikzcq }dc
ocge}nzc e}}vnfs}cq qlkwl~, dc xeqqcq }k }dc oejq el)lewweie $}dc fleinog qclj./ ]dc oejq
fleicq n}qclj, vcelnrcq n}q inq}e`cq, akomcioq n}qclj, eom jcclq vcgvc}/ Nj }dnq q}e}c ako}noscq,
inq}e`cq mcavceqc eom }dc oejq q}ev}q jcclnog lkzc/ ]dc oejq, eq n} nq jvccm jvki }dc ocge}nzc
e}}vnfs}cq eom sqclcqq mcqnvcq, q}ev}q jcclnog lkzc }kwevmq Gkm eom ell }dc fcnogq Gkm deq
avce}cm/ ]dnq aesqcq eo no}niea~ }k kaasv wn}dno dni, eom qkic noqxnve}nkoq akic }k dnq
dcev}/ Dc jcclq no}niea~ jvki }dc noqxnve}nkoq eom vnqcq }k }dc lczcl kj oejq el)isldnied $}dc
noqxnvcm qclj./ Ej}cv }de}, koc xeqqcq }k }dc oejq el)is}ienooe $}dc ako}co}cm qclj., wdkqc jen}d
deq ie}svcm eom wdkqc qksl deq jksom }veousnln}~ eom qe}nqjea}nko no }dc dcev}/ ]dc oejq
jnomq xceac eom qe}nqjea}nko no n}q noocv wkvlm, eom }dc dcev}q c~c eom cev kxcoq/ ]dc oejq e}}de} lczcl kxcoq n}q c~cq }k }dc }vs}d eom q}ev}q qccnog }dc vceln}ncq/ ]dco }de} xcvqko deq
bknocm }k }dkqc wdki wc aell ewln~e $jvncomq kj Gkm./ Ej}cv }dc oejq el)is}ienooe, }dcvc nq }dc
oejq el)vemn~ed $}dc wcll)xlceqcm qclj./ ]dnq oejq nq xlceqcm wn}d Gkm eom ell Dnq mcanqnkoq eom
}dc nojlna}nkoq jvki Dni/ Ej}cvwevmq, }dcvc evc }dc oejq el)ievmn~~ed $}dc xlceqnog qclj. eom}dc oejq el)qejn~e $}dc xsvc qclj./ Lc} sq jnom eom vcem }dcqc }kxnaq jvki }dc fkk`q kj }eqewwsj/
Wc evc zcv~ jkom kj lcevonog, wc lcevo eq isad eq wc aeo0 fs} wc mko} exxl~ wde} wcdezc lcevocm/ Wc noavceqc ksv vcqxkoqnfnln}~ czcv~ me~/ Nj wc demo} lcevocm eo~}dnog, nj wcdem fcco e lkoc qdcxdcvm no }dc ikso}enoq, wc wkslm vcelnrc }de} ell wc qcc evksom sq deq
eo kwocv, ell }dcqc czco}q dezc eo eminonq}ve}kv, eom wc wkslm fkw no Dnq xvcqcoac wn}d
vcqxca}/ ]de} qdcxdcvm wdk mkcqo} `okw eo~}dnog ie~ dezc ikvc jen}d }deo sq/ Ok koc deqczcv vcem eo~ fkk`q okv qxk`co eo~ wkvmq kj qxnvn}seln}~ }k dni/
Wc `okw qk isad eom wde} mk wc mk; Aeo wc fkw mkwo fcjkvc Gkm wn}d e dcev} eq
xsvc eq }de} qdcxdcvmq eom wn}d }dc ewevcocqq kj wde} wc evc mknog; ]dnq nq }dc lceq} excvqko kj no}cllngcoac qdkslm jccl wdnlc lnznog no }dnq wkvlm/ Dc wnll lkk` evksom, lkk` no}k
}dc q`~, jccl }dc xvcqcoac kj e Avce}kv, eom fkw mkwo }k Dni wn}d vcqxca}/ Qkic}nicq dc
wnll jccl lkzc }kwevmq Dni eom qkic}nicq ewc/
]dc jnvq} akomn}nko jkv fcnog e qcc`cv kj Gkm nq emef $ieoocvq, aksv}cq~, vcqxca}./ Eq }dc
clmcvq qe~, Fc no ako}vkl kj ~ksv deomq, }kogsc, eom lsq}/ Eq ~ks cifev` ko }dc xe}d }kGkm, ~ks wnll kfc~ Dnq akiieomq eom wnll elqk gvkw fces}njsl wn}d ~ksv emef/ Gkm lkzcq
}dc fces}njsl/ ]dc qcvzeo} wdki Gkm vcgevmq eq fces}njsl nq fces}njsl wn}d emef/ Ok ie}}cv
dkw isad ~ks wkv` ko ~ksv exxceveoac fcjkvc }dc invvkv, e ie`c)sx wn}d emef nq occmcm
}k exxcev fces}njsl }k Gkm/ Dkw onac n} nq }k co}cv }dc xvcqcoac kj Gkm wn}d emef wdnlc koc nq
q}nll no }dc qxvnog kj dnq kv dcv ~ks}d eom fces}~/
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Gkm avce}cm ieo }k fc `okwo/ Nokvmcv }k `okw Gkm, jnvq} n} nqocacqqev~ }k `okw ieo/ Mk wcvcell~ `okw ieo; Wc mko} dezc}k gk zcv~ jev/ Lc} sq `okw
ksvqclzcq jnvq}///
Ikq} xckxlc evc delj)akoqanksq fcaesqc }dcnv no}cllca} wkv`q qcxeve}cl~ jvki }dcnv dcev}q/
]dc~ aeo fc aellcm no}cllngco} fs} ok} wnqc/ Koc wdk deq e qksom inom eom e qksom dcev} nq
e wnqc xcvqko/ ]dc inom }de} aeook} akiisonae}c wn}d n}q dcev} nq e delj inom/ Ikq} kj n}q
mcanqnkoq evc no}cvcq} kvnco}cm0 n} aeook} fc kvnco}cm }kwevmq icva~/ N} nq gkkm e} aelasle}nog0
fs} n} aeook} jccl, n} aeook} qcc jev/
Gkm avce}cm ieo }k fc `okwo/ No kvmcv }k `okw Gkm, jnvq} n} nq ocacqqev~ }k `okw ieo/
Mk wc vcell~ `okw ieo; Wc mko} dezc }k gk zcv~ jev/ Lc} sq `okw ksvqclzcq jnvq}/ Wc isq}`okw ksvqclzcq ok} kol~ f~ lkk`nog e} ksv ks}cv exxceveoacq no }dc invvkv fs} f~ lkk`nog e}
ksv noocv wkvlmq/ Wc wnll `okw f~ ksv jcclnogq, qcoqcq, `okwlcmgc/ Nj ~ks qcc ~ksvqclj eq e
fcnog }de} bsq} ce}q, qlccxq, eom vcxvkmsacq, }dco sojkv}soe}cl~, ~ks mko} `okw ieo/ Ell}dcqc useln}ncq evc xvcqco} no eonielq eq wcll/ ]dc mnjjcvcoac fc}wcco sq eom eonielq nq ksv
no}cllca}, akixvcdcoqnko, eom vceqko/ Qk wc isq} sqc ksv no}cllca}/ F~ sqnog ksv no}cllca}, wc
isq} somcvq}eom }dnq mnjjcvcoac eom jnom ks} wd~ wc dezc akic }k }dnq wkvlm/Qnoac dc nq mnjjcvco} jvki }dc k}dcv avce}svcq ko cev}d, ieo isq} lnzc mnjjcvco}l~/ Ieo kj
ksv egc sqcq dnq inom }k ie`c ikvc ikoc~ eom }k lnzc e fc}}cv lnjc/ Dc mcqnvcq akoqsinog
}dc fcq}, xkqqcqqnog }dc fcq}, eom lnznog no lstsvnksq dksqcq, no kvmcv }k qdkw kjj
ct}vezegeo}l~/ Dc q}vnzcq }k mk }dc fcq} kj wde} }dc k}dcv avce}svcq mk/ Eom dc qe~q }dnq nq e
ie}}cv kj }eq}c/ ]dvksgd zevnksq akomn}nkonogq, dc aex}nze}cq dniqclj }k ce}nog, mvno`nog,
qlccxnog, eom vcxvkmsanog/ Ks} kj }dc jcev kj ok} fcnog eflc }k dezc qkic}dnog qkicme~, dc
qezcq ikoc~, fs~q xvkxcv}~, eom ie`cq nozcq}ico}q/ K}dcv avce}svcq mko} dezc qsadwkvvncq, fcaesqc }dc~ mko} dezc e inom eom }dksgd}q/ ]dc~ noq}noa}nzcl~ ce} wdco }dc~ jnom
eom qcc` wdco }dc~ aeook}/K ieo wdk deq wnqmki% ^ks dezc akic }k }dnq wkvlm }k fc mnjjcvco} jvki k}dcv
avce}svcq/ ^ksv lnjc isq} fc mnjjcvco} jvki }dcnvq, fcaesqc ~ks evc }dc ikq} dkokveflc, }dc
ikq} mngonjncm kj avce}nko/ Nj ~ks ok}nac, ell kj avce}nko nq gnzco }k ~ksv qcvznac eom nq qcvznog
~ks/ Fs} wde} evc ~ks qcvznog; Ce}nog, mvno`nog, eom lsq};
Wdco koc jcclq }de} dc wnll mnc qkicme~, dc q}ev}q }dno`nog/ ]dc xcvqko wdk jcclq }de}
dc wnll mnc q}ev}q qcevadnog jkv }dc iceonog kj wd~ dc weq fkvo/ Nj ieo weq eflc }k jnom }dc
eoqwcv }k }dnq uscq}nko ko dnq kwo, }dcvc wkslmo} fc e occm jkv Gkm }k adkkqc eom qcom Dnqicqqcogcvq }k wevo }dc xckxlc/ Gkm qco} icqqcogcvq jvki Dnq kwo xvcqcoac no kvmcv }k
nojkvi sq wd~ wc wcvc fkvo/
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55Lnjc xeqqcq usna`l~0 mce}d ae}adcq ieo jeq}/ Gkm nq bsq}0 Dc gnzcq kxxkv}son}ncq }k
xckxlc/ Jnvq}, Dc gnzcq }dci no}cllca} eom ie`cq }dci qcevad/ ]dco, Dc qcomq Dnq
icqqcogcvq eom qe~q, ]dnq nq }dc }vs}d ~ks akslm ok} jnom/
]dvksgd dnq no}cllca}, ieo exxvcane}cq Gkmq wkv`q kj ev} fs} aeook} jnom Dni/ Dc lkk`q
no}k }dc q`~, e} }dc q}evq, eom qe~q, ]dnq aeook} dexxco f~ adeoac/ Bsq} eq dc wkslm `okwwdco dc qccq e fef~ }de} }dc fef~ isq} dezc e ik}dcv eom je}dcv, dc qe~q, wdco dc lkk`qno}k }dc q`ncq, ]dnq isq} dezc e avce}kv, eo kwocv/ Dc icmn}e}cq ko dkw }dc q`ncq,ikso}enoq, eom xlenoq aeic no}k ctnq}coac, eom vceadcq }dc ewevcocqq }de} }dc~ wcvc ok}
avce}cm f~ adeoac/ Fs} dc aeook} vcead }dc avce}kv }dvksgd dnq no}cllca}/
Czco eo solc}}cvcm, solcevocm ieo }dno`q, kfqcvzcq, eom jnomq }dc ctnq}coac kj }dc
Avce}kv f~ dnq no}cllca}/ Dkw efks} xckxlc ln`c sq wdk vcem eom lcevo qkic}dnog ocw czcv~
me~; Wc evc vcqxkoqnflc jkv xvea}nanog wde} wc `okw/ Wc akixc}c no lcevonog0 fs} wc mko}xs} isad cjjkv} no}k xvea}nanog/ Lc} sq ok} jkvgc} }de} lcevonog ikvc wdnlc ok} xvea}nanog
wde} wc `okw noavceqcq ksv vcqxkoqnfnln}~/ Lc} sq wkv` devm }k exxl~ wde} wc dezc lcevocm/
Dkw ewevc evc wc kj wde} wc dezc lcevocm; Qkickoc ie~ fc qe~nog fces}njsl }dnogq,
fs} dc ie~ ok} fc ewevc kj wde} dc nq qe~nog/ Ie~fc dc `okwq, fs} dc nq ok} ewevc/ Ie~fc
dc nq ewevc, fs} dc nq ok} lnznog/
Koc wdk deq oczcv fcco }k Nq}eofsl no dnq lnjc ie~ vcem e fkk` ko }dc an}~ kv lnq}co }k
qkickoc wdk deq fcco }dcvc eom fc eflc }k }el` efks} n} eq nj dc }vezclcm }dcvc/
E wkieo fvksgd} dcv adnlm }k Qdcn`d EfmelUemnv Bnleon koac2
K i~ ieq}cv, N aeook} `ccx }dnq fk~ jvki ce}nog }kk isad aeom~/ Xlceqc xve~ }de} dcie~ fc asvcm jvki }dnq nllocqq/ Qdcn`d Bnleon vcqxkomcm2
Fvnog }dnq fk~ egeno jkv}~ me~q le}cv0 Gkm wnllnog dc wnll fc asvcm/
El}dksgd }dc wkieo }klm dni }de} qdc dem akic jvki jev ewe~, Qdcn`d Bnleon }klm dcv }k
akic jkv}~ me~q le}cv/
]dc xkkv wkieo lcj} eom aeic fea` jkv}~ me~q le}cv wn}d }dc adnlm/ Qdcn`d Bnleon }klm }dc
fk~2
Qko, mko} ce} aeomncq eo~ ikvc, elvngd}; ]dc adnlm qenm k`e~/ ]dco }dc ik}dcvakslmo} dclx fs} eq`2
Weq }dnq ell ~ks wcvc gknog }k mk; Wd~ mnmo} ~ks qe~ }dnq jkv}~ me~q egk; ]dcoQdcn`d Bnleon }klm dcv2
Wdco ~ks wcvc dcvc jkv}~ me~q egk, N dem bsq} ce}co dkoc~/ Dkoc~ deq qsgev no n}/ Dkwakslm N }cll }dnq fk~ ok} }k ce} aeomncq }dco; N dezco} ce}co eo~}dnog qwcc} jkv }dc leq} jkv }~me~q no kvmcv }k fc eflc }k qe~ }dnq/
]dno` efks} n}/ No kvmcv }k }cll }dc adnlm ok} }k ce} aeom~, Qdcn`d Bnleon mkcqo} ce}eo~}dnog qwcc} jkv jkv}~ me~q/ ]dnq nq wd~ dnq wkvmq wcvc nojlsco}nel/ Wdco dc jkvfemc
qkic}dnog jvki k}dcvq, dc jnvq} jkvfemc n} }k dniqclj/ ]dcqc xckxlc mko} jkvfnm k}dcvq wde}}dc~ dezco} jkvfnmmco }dciqclzcq/
Ko }dc xe}d }de} gkcq }k }dc mnznoc lkzc, koc isq} jnvq} dezc }klcveoac/ Koc wdk nq ok}
}klcveo} aeook} lkzc eo~koc/ Ocn}dcv aeo dc jell no}k xd~qnael lkzc, okv aeo dc vcead }dc
mnznoc lkzc/ Wdco dc e}}cix}q }k lkzc qkickoc, dc q}ev}q jnomnog jesl}q wn}d }de} xcvqko/ Dc
ie`cq }dc lkzc kj }dc k}dcv xcvqko mnc czco fcjkvc n} weq fkvo/
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56Lkzc q}ev}q wn}d }klcveoac/ Nj ~ks mko} dezc }klcveoac, ~ks aeo ocn}dcv lkzc okv fc
lkzcm/ ]dkqc wdk dezc }klcveoac jccl q~ixe}d~ }kwevmq k}dcvq0 q~ixe}d~ nq e jcclnog kj
no}niea~/ Fs} }dkqc wdk mko} dezc }klcveoac jccl eo}nxe}d~/ Czcv~ xcvqko Gkm deq avce}cmaeo fc lkzcm/ Nj ~ks `okw dkw }k lkzc, cead xcvqko acv}enol~ deq e qnmc }k fc lkzcm/ Wdco
q~ixe}d~ qxvcemq }k ell qca}nkoq kj }dc qkanc}~, czcv~koc q}ev}q lkznog cead k}dcv, eom xceac
fcakicq cq}eflnqdcm no qkanc}~/ Wdco }dkqc wdk jccl eo}nxe}d~ noavceqc, xceac fcakicq
mnqvsx}cm/ Nj eo}nxe}d~ fcakicq q}vkog no qkickoc, de}vcm }e`cq xleac/ De}vcm nq e vcxslqnzc
cik}nko/ Bsq} ln`c lkzc gnzcq no}niea~, de}vcm qcxeve}cq/ Mko} de}c eo~koc/ Nj ~ks de}cqkickoc, ~ks wnll q}ev} qccnog k}dcvq wn}d de}vcm }kk/ Mko} lc} de}vcm co}cv no}k ~ksv wkvlm/Mko} de}c czco }dkqc wdk dezc mkoc }dc s}ikq} cznl }k ~ks/ ]dc asvc jkv de}vcm eomeo}nxe}d~ nq icva~/ Jccl icva~ jkv }de} xcvqkoq lea` kj lkzc, dnq fcnog soeflc }k }eq}c lkzc/
Koc me~, ko i~ we~ fea` jvki }dc Jvnme~ xve~cv, N ctxcvncoacm e mnjjcvco} q}e}c/ N
fcaeic elikq} xevel~rcm/ N q}ev}cm lkznog czcv~koc ko }dc q}vcc}q/ Wc wcvc mvnznog qlkwl~ no
}dc aev/ I~ qcoqc kj lkzc eom akixeqqnko }kwevmq xckxlc qsvgcm, eom N q}ev}cm lkk`nog e} ell
kj }dci wn}d lkzc/ Ikq} kj }dc xckxlc xeqqnog f~ elqk lkk`cm e} ic aevcjsll~ eq nj }dc~ demjcl} i~ lkzc/ Le}cv, }dc qeic akomn}nko ako}noscm wdco N gk} ks} kj }dc aev eom q}ev}cm
wel`nog/ N weq wel`nog lkznog czcv~koc/ ]dkqc wdk jcl} i~ lkzc, cead koc kj }dci, lkk`cm
no}k i~ c~cq wdnlc }dc~ wcvc xeqqnog f~/ Wdnlc }dnq weq gknog ko, xckxlc q}ev}cm gvcc}nog
ic/ ]dc~ mnmo} `okw wd~ }dc~ wcvc gvcc}nog ic/ Nj }dc~ mnm ok} `okw, wdk mnm `okw;Wdk nq }dc koc ewevc, wdk jcclq ksv lkzc; N vceadcm i~ mcq}noe}nko gvcc}nog xckxlc/ Nj ~ks
eq`cm ic wdk N ic} kv wdk N vcakgonrcm, N akslm ok} vcakgonrc eo~koc ctacx} jkv Koc%
Eq lkzc noavceqcq, no}niea~ noavceqcq/ N} noavceqcq qk isad }de} }dc lkzcv q}ev}q }k ctnq} no
}dc fclkzcm/ Xckxlc wdk lkzc cead k}dcv zcv~ isad vcqciflc cead k}dcv so`okwnogl~/ ]dcnv
e}}n}smcq eom }dcnv fcdeznkvq fcakic qninlev, eom }dc~ q}ev} jcclnog }dc qeic }dnog e} }dcqeic }nic/ ]dc~ fcakic ln`c akxncq kj cead k}dcv/
]dc xcvqko wdkqc xd~qnael lkzc noavceqcq gvce}l~ q}ev}q `okwnog }dc mnznoc lkzc nj dc
eausnvcq e ln}}lc akixvcdcoqnko eom `okwlcmgc/ Dc lkzcq }dc jlkwcvq, fnvmq, eom ikso}enoq,
eom dc qcc`q }dc koc wdk avce}cm }dci/ Dc lkk`q no}k }dc q`~ no eiercico}/ Q}evq fcakic
dnq jvncomq eom }dc ikko dnq akojnmeo}/ ]dc ongd} meoacq no }dc jsll ikko/ Qkic jell no lkzc
wn}d }dc qsovnqc, qkic wn}d }dc qsoqc}/ Jell no lkzc0 jell no lkzc akoqanksql~, wn}d wde}czcv n}
ie~ fc/
Wdco ~ksv lkzc vceadcq n}q alniet, mko} jkvgc} koc }dnog% Nj ~ks evc ok} lkznog jkv Gkm,
~ksv lkzc wnll ok} fc leq}nog/ Nj ~ks lkzc qkickoc jkv Gkm, Gkm elqk fcakicq e xev}ocv no~ksv lkzc/ Fs} }dnq nq ok} ln`c e }dnvm xcvqko no}cvjcvnog fc}wcco }wk xckxlc/ Gkm we}adcq
Dniqclj jvki Dniqclj fc}wcco }dc }wk xckxlc, eminvcq Dniqclj jvki Dniqclj, lkzcq Dniqclj
jvki Dniqclj/ ]dc gvce}cq} eminve}nko kj Gkm nq jkv Dniqclj/ Gkm weo}q }k `okw Dniqclj
ikq}/ Gkm, wdk weo}q }k `okw Dniqclj, avce}cm ieo eom }dc sonzcvqc ks} kj Dnq lkzc/ Dc
deq fcco `ccxnog }dc sonzcvqc no ik}nko wn}d lkzc, e}}vea}nko, eom vex}svc/
]dc qksl ~cevoq jkv n}q kvngno/ ]dnq nq }dc qcavc} kj lkzc% Gkm deq qenm N weo}cm }k fc`okwo eom avce}cm ieo/ N fvce}dcm kj i~ qxnvn} no}k dni% ]dcvcjkvc, }dcvc nq ~cevonog noieoq cqqcoac/ Czcv~}dnog mcqnvcq }k vcson}c wn}d n}q kvngno/ Ieo elqk mcqnvcq }k son}c wn}ddnq Avce}kv wdk nq dnq cqqcoac/
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51Nj ~ks jnom Deuu5 ko e jeac, ~ks wnll fc qcco ko e }dksqeom jeacq/ ]de} jeac wnll dezc
gnzco fnv}d }k ~ks0 n} wnll fc e ik}dcv }k ~ks/ Lkk` no}k }de} jeac qk }de} ~ks lkqc ~ksvqclj no
n}0 gc} lkq} eom jnom ~ksv kvngno/ ]dnq wnll fc ~ksv qxnvn}sel fnv}d/ Koac ~ks dezc eadnczcm }dnq
qcakom fnv}d, ~ks wnll elwe~q fc elnzc/ ^ks wnll qcc ~ksvqclj no xckxlc eom no k}dcv }dnogq/
]de} nq, ~ks wnll qcc }dc vcjlca}nkoq kj ~ksv cqqcoac/ ]dnq nq }dc niegc kj Deuu/ Mko} czcvjkvgc} }dc koc wdk gezc ~ks }de} jeac, wdk gezc fnv}d }k ~ks jvki }dc dcev}%
]dkqc wdk dezc }dc cqqcoac eom xk}co}nel kj lkzc wn}dno }dci fs} wdk mko} jell no lkzcaeook} jnom xceac eom }veousnln}~ no }dcnv lnzcq/
No vcel lkzc, ok}dnog nq ctxca}cm no vc}svo jvki }dc fclkzcm/ Dc nq lkzcm soakomn}nkoell~/
Qdkslm dc kfc~ czcv~}dnog ~ks qe~, qdkslm dc elwe~q xvenqc ~ks, qdkslm dc elwe~q }vce} ~ks
`noml~; ]dnq nq ok} lkzc%
^ksv cqqcoac nq }dc cqqcoac kj lkzc0 fs} qkanc}~ deq iemc ~ks soceq~/ ^ks dezc fcakic
qcoqn}nzc }k czcv~}dnog/ ]dnq nq ok} ~ksv jesl}/ ^ks dezc fcakic }dnq we~ msc }k alkqc ako}ea}
wn}d acv}eno `nomq kj xckxlc/ Jvncomq kj Gkm xsvnj~ ~ks jvki }dcqc }dnogq/ E jvncom kj Gkm
eoondnle}cq ~ksv fem defn}q0 dc alceoqcq eom xsvnjncq ~ks/ Dc ewe`coq ~ksv dcev} wn}d dnq
gerc, wdnad nq jsll kj lkzc eom akixeqqnko/ Dc mcqnvcq ~ksv qksl }k fc xsvnjncm/ Dc weo}q }k
ie`c ~ks e invvkv no wdnad dc aeo qcc dniqclj/ E xcvqko wdk mkcq ok} qcc dniqclj }dnq we~
aeook} fc no }dc q}e}nko kj nvqdem $gsnmnog k}dcvq }k }dc vngd} we~./ ]k fc aellcm e isvqdnm
$qxnvn}sel gsnmc., e xcvqko isq} jnvq} dezc vcacnzcm e inqqnko jvki Gkm, eom dc isq} dezc
xvcxevcm e} lceq} koc qsad invvkv eom dezc qcco dniqclj no n}/
]dc mcjnon}nko kj fces}njsl zevncq eaakvmnog }k }nic eom qkanc}~/ Xckxlc qcc eq fces}njslwde}czcv qkanc}~ mcjnocq eq fces}njsl/ Czcv~koc xeno}q dnq kwo xna}svc kj wde} nq fces}njsl
dniqclj/ ]dc mcjnon}nko kj fces}~ nq adeognog akoq}eo}l~ }dcqc me~q/ Fces}~ deq ikzcm jvki
}dc jeac }k k}dcv xleacq/ Lkzc deq mcavceqcm, xlceqsvc deq noavceqcm/ Koc mkcq ok} }e`cxlceqsvc jvki wde} nq qcco eq fces}njsl0 koc jellq no lkzc wn}d n}/ ]dcvc nq ok xlceqsvc }e`nog
no lkzc/ Eq lkzc noavceqcq, xlceqsvc mcavceqcq/ ]dcvc nq no}niea~ no lkzc/ No }dc com, }dc lkzcv
fcakicq qk alkqc }k }dc fclkzcm }de} dc fcakicq kol~ dnq fclkzcm, dc qccq dniqclj eq }dc
fclkzcm/ Ok xlceqsvc aeo vcead }dc lczcl kj }dnq jcclnog/ Lkk` e} }dc jeac kj }dc xcvqko ~ks
weo} }k lkzc/ Dsieoq evc lkzcm f~ }dcnv jeacq/ Ok}nac }de} lsq} nq ok} jcl} }kwevmq }dc jeac/
Wc wco} }k znqn} e jvncom kj ksvq/ Dnq qko weq elqk xvcqco} no ksv akozcvqe}nko0 fs} dc
kfbca}cm }k wde}czcv wc qenm/ Dc mcxvcqqcm sq usn}c e fn}/ Fk}d ~ks eom i~ je}dcv evc}el`nog zenol~/ ^ks mko} czco lkk` vngd}/ ^ks qdkslmo} fc }el`nog efks} vclngnko eom
qxnvn}seln}~/ Dc weq cin}}nog de}vcm/ N q}vsgglcm noqnmc i~qclj }k lkzc dni fs} N jenlcm/ N lcj}}dc vkki }k ie`c wsms $vn}sel efls}nko./ Wdco N vc}svocm, }dc qeic qn}se}nko ako}noscm0 N
akslmo} czco mvno` e asx kj }ce/ N q}ev}cm xve~nog no i~ dcev}, K Gkm, xlceqc lc} ic lkzc}dnq qcvzeo} kj ~ksvq% E} qkic xkno}, dc qinlcm e} ic e ln}}lc/ N qew dnq }cc}d jkv }dc jnvq}}nic0 dc dem ct}vcicl~ fces}njsl }cc}d/ ]dco N lkzcm dnq }cc}d/ E} }dc qeic ikico}, dnq
fcdeznkv adeogcm eom dc q}ev}cm ea}nog xkln}cl~/ Dc wel`cm sq }k ksv aev wdco wc wcvc
lceznog/ E jcw me~q le}cv dc aeic }k ksv kjjnac qe~nog, N inqqcm ~ks0 N aeook} q}eom n}eo~ikvc/ Wc dem e gkkm akozcvqe}nko eom egvccm ko ieo~ }dnogq0 qk wc fcaeic gkkmjvncomq/
5]dc ]vs}d0 koc kj }dc fces}njsl oeicq kj Gkm/ Gkm nq `okwo eom qcco }dvksgd }dnq oeic/
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5=Mko} }v~ }k }cll eo~}dnog }k qkickoc ~ks mko} lkzc0 n} wko} wkv`% Mko} fk}dcv
~ksvqclj }dno`nog, N wnll qxce` }k dni efks} qxnvn}seln}~0 N wnll }cead dni }dc }vs}dq/ Jnvq}`okw eom lkzc dni, }dco }cll/
^ks aeook} vcqco} qkickoc ~ks }vsl~ lkzc/ Nj dnq jesl}q eom inq}e`cq evc mnq}svfnog ~ks,
}dco ~ksv lkzc deq ok} ie}svcm/ Nj ~ksv lkzc ie}svcq, ok}dnog dc mkcq wnll mnq}svf ~ks/ Lkzc}de} xcvqko eq ~ks lkzc ~ksvqclj/ Evc ~ks mnq}svfcm f~ ~ksvqclj; Eok}dcvq qicll ie~mnq}svf ~ks, fs} ~ksv kwo mkcq ok}/ Nj ~ks lkzc eok}dcv xcvqko eq ~ks lkzc ~ksvqclj, ~ks
wko} fc mnq}svfcm f~ dni/
Gkmq Icqqcogcv koac qenm2 Koc wdk mkcq ok} lkzc ic ikvc }deo dc lkzcq dniqclj deqok} e}}enocm jsll jen}d/
^ks ie~ qe~ }de} ~ks dezco} dem }dc adeoac }k lkzc Gkmq Icqqcogcv qnoac ~ks dezcoczcv qcco dni/ Nj ~ks aeook} qcc dni, }dco lkzc dnq dcnvq/ Lkzc }dc jvncomq kj Gkm wdk dezc
emkx}cm dnq ieoocvq/ Nj ~ks aeook} qcc qsad xckxlc cn}dcv, }dco lkzc }dc xckxlc ~ks qcc jkv
}dc qe`c kj Gkm/
Ikq} kj sq jccl qkvv~ wdco wc ie`c e inq}e`c0 wc jccl vcgvc} no }dc xvcqcoac kj Gkm eom
wccx/ Wc avn}nanrc eom akomcio ksv oejq $qclj./ Wdco }dnq akomn}nko q}ev}q vcasvvnog
jvcusco}l~, wc evc e} }dc q}e}nko kj oejq el)lewweie $}dc fleinog qclj./ Wc jccl eqdeicm
fcjkvc Gkm eom wccx/ Wc qe~, K i~ Lkvm, N aeook} `ccx i~ xvkinqcq, N dezc fem defn}q, Nie`c inq}e`cq czco nj N vcgvc} }dci0 K Gkm, xlceqc dclx ic, xlceqc vcqasc ic jvki }dnq
qn}se}nko% eom jccl mccxl~ qem/ ]dnq akomn}nko no}coqnjncq }k qsad e mcgvcc }de} n} qxvcemq }kksv wdklc lnzcq/ Wc vcgvc} akoq}eo}l~/ ]dnq jcclnog kj vcikvqc }e`cq sq }kwevmq eo no}niea~
wn}d Gkm/ Wc fcakic alceoqcm kj }dkqc fem defn}q so`okwnogl~/ ]dco e mccx lkzc q}ev}q }k
jlksvnqd noqnmc sq }kwevmq jvncomq kj Gkm, Gkm Dniqclj, eom Dnq Icqqcogcv/ Ksv usnc}ocqq
noavceqcq, ksv oknq~ q}e}cq mnqexxcev0 wc gvkw ikvc q}nll eom }veousnl/ ]k gvkw q}nll nq ok} }kfcakic xeanjncm/ E q}vcei }de} vsoq wn}d oknqc nq sqsell~ ok} mccx/ N} nq ok} q}vkog0 koc
aeook} gcocve}c xkwcv jvki n}/ We}cv isq} jnvq} fc eaasisle}cm fcdnom e mei eom }dco
iemc no}k e vcqcvzknv/ ]dcvc nq xkwcv no }veousnl we}cv/
Xckxlc elwe~q }el` efks} gvkwnog eom vnqnog no qxnvn}seln}~, fs} }dc xe}d }k vnqnog xeqqcq
}dvksgd mwnomlnog/ Wc aeook} vnqc wn}dks} gvkwnog qiell/ Wc wnll gvkw qk qiell }de} wc
wnll fcakic ln`c e ocwfkvo fef~/
Gewq Erei EfmelUemnv Bnleon koac iemc e mcanqnko }k jeq} jkv jkv}~ me~q eom ok} }k
fvce` dnq jeq} so}nl qkickoc jvki Gkm aeic eom xs} qkic jkkm kv mvno` no dnq iks}d/ ]dnq
q}e}c ako}noscm jkv me~q/ Dnq oejq fcaeic qsad }de} e zknac ln`c e fef~ noqnmc dni q}ev}cmav~nog Ni dsogv~% Wd~ weq n} av~nog ln`c e fef~; Wc isq} ok}nac }dnq/ ]dnq nq }dc q}e}c kjxsvn}~/ ]dc oejq no xsvn}~ weq av~nog/ N} weq qe~nog K Gewq, ~ks evc qdkwnog ak~ocqq }kGkm, fs} N aeook} q}eom n} eo~ikvc% ]dkqc wdk wcvc xeqqnog f~ dcevm }de} av~/ ]dc~ qew eieo ctdesq}cm jvki dsogcv eom niicmne}cl~ fvksgd} qkic jkkm/ Egeno, dc mnm ok} }ksad
}dc jkkm/ Vnq`nog mce}d, dc qenm, N wnll ok} ce} so}nl qkickoc xs}q n} no i~ iks}d/ Wde} eak~ocqq, wde} e mclngd} nq }dnq; ]de} jkkm mvncm ks}0 }dc jeq} wco} ko/ No }dc com, Gkm
eqqngocm @dnrv }k }dc }eq` eom qenm,
Gk eom xs} we}cv no }dc iks}d kj i~ qcvzeo} EfmelUemnv, fvce` dnq jeq}/ @dnrv, }dc}venocv kj }dc ewln~e $jvncomq kj Gkm., aeic eom xs} we}cv no dnq iks}d/
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53Eldeimslnlled $xvenqc fc }k Gkm., i~ Lkvm vcqxkomcm }k i~ ak~ocqq, dc qenm/ Ej}cv
fvce`nog dnq jeq} dc eq`cm, Wdk evc ~ks; eom @dnrv vcxlncm Ni @dnrv/
E} }nicq kj }veousnln}~ eom usnc}ocqq, wkvmq mvkx no}k ksv dcev}q koc f~ koc/ Iceonogq
akic mvkx f~ mvkx }k }dc dcev} wdnad nq q}nll, alcev, eom xsvnjncm/ Wc aell }dnq no}sn}nko kv }dc
qnt}d qcoqc/ N} wkslm fc fc}}cv }k aell n} eo noqxnve}nko akinog }k }dc dcev}/ E oeic akicq0}dco wc icc} }de} oeic e aksxlc kj me~q kv e aksxlc kj iko}dq le}cv/ ]dco qco}coacq akic/
Ej}cvwevmq, e lkog qkdfe}akicq/ Czco eo kvmnoev~ lc}}cv deq }dc qcomcvq oeic ko n}/ ]dcqcnoqxnve}nkoq elqk akic wn}d }dcnv nmco}n}ncq/ Wdco ~ks gc} eo noqxnve}nko jvki eo so`okwo
qksvac, mko} czcv nixlcico} n} wn}dks} xvcaes}nko/ Wdco wc jccl soacv}eno efks} }dcqcnoqxnve}nkoq akinog }k ksv dcev}q, lc} sq mk }dc xve~cv kj Gewq Erei EfmelUemnv Bnleon2
Fnqinllednvvedieonvvedni/ Le dewle we le uswwe}e nlle fnllednl eln~~nl erni/ $No }dc oeic kjGkm, ikq} gveanksq, ikq} icvanjsl/ ]dcvc nq ok xkwcv kv q}vcog}d ctacx} }dvksgd Gkm, }dc
ctel}cm, }dc iegonjnaco}/.
Nj }de} noqxnve}nko nq mcikona, n} wnll q}kx0 nj n} nq mnznoc, n} wnll ako}nosc/ Wdco wc
ctxcvncoac e akomn}nko kv wdco e znqnko akicq, lc} sq niicmne}cl~ vcan}c }dnq xve~cv/ ]dnq
wnll dclx sq mnq}nogsnqd n}q kvngno eom wnll elqk xvk}ca} sq/ ]dc oejq }de} deq vceadcm }dnq q}e}c
nq aellcm oejq el)isldnied $}dc noqxnvcm qclj./ ]dc oejq }de} deq vcacnzcm noqxnve}nko akvvca}q
n}qclj/ N} lnzcq sxvngd}l~ eq n} weq akiieomcm/ Ej}cv }de}, n} fcakicq oejq el)is}ienooe $}dc
ako}co}cm qclj./ ]dc czco}q e} }dnq lczcl evc ikvc qxcanel/ Dcoacjkv}d }de} xcvqko nq aellcm e
weln $e jvncom kj Gkm./ Dnq noocv c~c deq fcco kxcocm/ Dc aeo qcc }dc }veoq)ie}cvnel/
]dcvc evc }wk `nomq kj qccnog eom dcevnog/ Koc nq dcevnog wn}d }dc cev kj }dc fkm~, }dc
k}dcv nq dcevnog wn}d }dc cev kj }dc qksl/ Vceadnog }dc }vsc iceonog mnvca}l~ f~ }dc xd~qnael
cev eom c~c nq aellcm isqdedemed $qccnog, wn}ocqqnog., wdnad nq qkic}dnog zcv~ mnjjnasl} eom
dcez~/ N} nq }k qcc ell }dc fcnogq no }dc }veoq)ie}cvnel vceli wn}d e oe`cm c~c wn}dks} eo~jnl}cvq/ Ko }dc k}dcv deom, }dc c~c kj nvjeo $mccxcv `okwlcmgc. qccq }dvksgd jnl}cvq/ N} jnl}cvq
wde} n} vcacnzcq eom ellkwq no kol~ }dkqc }de} evc occmcm/ ]dnq nq qninlev }k qccnog ewe`c
mvceiq/ Qkic}nicq, wc mkrc kjj wdnlc qn}}nog eom qcc }dnogq eq nj no e mvcei/ ]dc alkqcv ~ks
evc }k we`cjslocqq, }dc alkqcv ~ksv mvcei nq }k }dc }vs}d/ Lc} ~ksv qlccx fc ok} zcv~ mccx, fs}
noq}cem ve}dcv lngd}/ Lc} sq qlccx eq nj wc evc ewe`c, }dco ksv mvceiq wnll ikvc alcevl~ vcjlca}
vceln}~/
]dc q}e}c fc}wcco qlccx eom we`cjslocqq nq aellcm ~euere/ Fc }dcvc eom jnom n}, fc}wcco
qlccx eom we`cjslocqq, fc}wcco ctnq}coac eom okoctnq}coac, fc}wcco }dc fces}njsl eom }dc
sgl~, fc}wcco me~ eom ongd}/ Jnom n} no fc}wcco wde}czcv n} ie~ fc/ Jnom n} }kgc}dcv/ Wdco~ks jnom eom ae}ad qkic}dnog }dcvc no fc}wcco, ~ks q}ev} qccnog ewe`c mvceiq/ Wde} ~ks
qcc }dco nq ok} e mvcei fs} }dc }vs}d, }dc vceln}~/ Fs} n} nq ~ksv vceln}~/ Mko} czcv qe~ }de} }de}vceln}~ nq jkv czcv~koc/ Mko} e}}vnfs}c wde} ~ks qcc }k czcv~koc/ ^ks wnll elqk fc }cq}cm wn}dwde} ~ks qcc/
^ks elvcem~ `okw ikq} kj }dc }dnogq wc evc qxce`nog efks}/ ^ks ie~ czco `okw fc}}cv
}deo wc mk/ Wc evc gnznog ~ks wde} ~ks mko} `okw }kgc}dcv wn}d wde} ~ks elvcem~ `okw/]dc xea`egc, }dc `okwlcmgc nq }dc qeic0 fs} wn}dno n} }dcvc nq wde} akicq }k ~ks jvki sq,
wdnad wc dezc qcoqcm eom ctxcvncoacm/
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5:N eq` ~ks, Wdcvc evc ~ks; ^ks qe~, N ei dcvc eom qdkw ~ksv fkm~/ Evc ~ks vcell~
}dc fkm~; Evc wc vcell~ }dc fkm~ kv wde} nq noqnmc n}; Nj qk, }dco wde} nq }dc mnjjcvcoac
fc}wcco }dc mcem eom }dc elnzc; Lc} sq mk qkic ie}d2
Lnznog xcvqko Fkm~ 9 Wde};
]dco wc evc ok} bsq} }dc fkm~/N ln`c koc ieq}cvq qe~nog zcv~ isad2 Nj }dc~ as} }dc fkm~ no }wk jvki }dc inmmlc, wnll
wde} ~ks aell N fc elqk mnznmcm no}k }wk; Wnll wde} ~ks aell N fc delzcm eom jccl n}qclj eqe delj; Xcvdexq n} ie~ jccl }dc fkm~ eq e delj, fs} wde} ~ks aell N nq e wdklc/ N} ocn}dcvmcavceqcq okv noavceqcq/ Dcoac, wde} ~ks aell N nq ok} }dc fkm~/ Nj n} nq }dc fkm~, ~ks evcvsnocm/ ^ks wko} qcxeve}c jvki n}0 ~ks wnll fc fsvncm elnzc eom wnll fc vsnocm% Lc} sq ok} fckoc kj }dkqc xckxlc kj }dc gvezc/ ^ks evc }dno`nog kj ~ksvqclj eq }dc fkm~ eom mk ok} `okw
dkw }k qcxeve}c jvki n}/ ^ks evc gknog wn}d n} wdco }dc~ fsv~ n}/ Qcxeve}c eom qezc ~ksvqclj%
Wd~ wkslm ~ks gk no}k }dc gvezc wn}d }dc fkm~;
Gnzco }de} wc evc ko }dc xe}d kj Gkm, lc} sq lcevo dkw }k qcxeve}c jvki }dc fkm~ wdco
}dc }nic akicq/
]dkqc wdk evc q}sa` }k }dc fkm~ vcieno no }dc wkvlm kj }dc gvezc/ ]dc~ evc elqk kj }wk
`nomq2 }dc xckxlc kj xevemnqc eom }dc xckxlc kj dcll/ ]dc xckxlc kj xevemnqc wen} no xlceqsvc
wdnlc qccnog qacocq jvki }dc xevemnqc/ ]dc xckxlc kj dcll wen} wdnlc qicllnog }dc qaco}q kj
dcll eom qccnog ongd}ievcq/
Jlcqd eom fkocq evc fsvncm, fs} qkslq vcieno eikog sq/ ]dc~ ako}nosc }k lnzc no eok}dcv
mnicoqnko, e mnjjcvco} `nom kj lnjc/ Eom }dc~ mk n} jvccl~, so}nl }dc Me~ kj Bsmgico}/ ]de}
wkvlm nq aellcm }dc wkvlm kj fevred $}dc no}cvicmne}c vceli./
Dkw qdkslm wc lcezc }dnq fkm~; Ie~ qkickoc xsll sq ks} kj n} wn}d lkzc qk }de} wc
ie~ fc jvccm/ Ie~ dc }e`c sq jvki sq0 ie~ dc }e`c }dc qksl jvki }dc fkm~/ Ie~ dc fc ksv
Ervenl $}dc eogcl kj mce}d./ Wdkczcv fcakicq Ervenl fcjkvc dc mncq, wc dkxc }de} Ervenl wnll
akic no dnq exxceveoac wdco dc nq m~nog/
Lkk` qk lkznogl~ }de} dc wnll }e`c ~ks noq}eo}l~/ Nj ~ks lkk` wn}d e mccx lkzc, ~ks wnll
qcc ~ksvqclj no }dc jeac kj }dc xcvqko ~ks evc lkk`nog e}/ Wdco ~ks qe~, N, ~ks wnll qe~,^ks% Koac ~ks evc jvccm jvki }dnq fkm~, ~ks wnll q}ev} lceznog n} kj}co/ ^ks wnll gkwdcvczcv ~ks weo} eom qcc xleacq }de} ~ks dezc oczcv dcevm kj/ ]dnq nq dkw m~nog fcjkvcmce}d kaasvq/
Wc evc }dc kocq wdk evc vcell~ mcem/ Wc evc no }dcqc gvezcq kj fkmncq/ Wc evc ell no
gvezcq0 koc deom nq }ncm }k }dc k}dcv deom, evi }k }dc evi, eom jkk} }k }dc jkk}/ Wc evc
aevv~nog }dnq feg kj jlcqd eom fkocq ko ksv fea`q/ Wc aeook} gk wdcvc wc }dno` kj0 wc dezc
fcakic aex}nzc }k }dcqc wcngd}q/
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Vsin qew }de} }dc qcavc} kj }dcsonzcvqc nq vczkls}nko/ Dc vceadcm}dc qcavc} iceonog kj }dc Cev}dqvczkls}nko fk}d evksom n}qclj eomevksom }dc Qso/ Dc jksom }dc
}vs}d kj vczkls}nko/ E} }de}ikico} dc q}kkm sx eom q}ev}cm
wdnvlnog evksom dniqclj///
Koc wdk mkcq ok} ie`c mewveo $vczkls}nko. no dnq kwo wkvlm kj }eqewwsjaeook} vcead
}dc }vs}d/ Ieo gkcq }k }vs}d }dvksgd mewveo/ ^ks qdkslm akixlc}c ~ksv a~alc/ ^ks kol~
ie`c mewv$e xcvnkmna vcicifveoac. jkv }dc mcem fs} ok} jkv }dc elnzc/ No jea}, n} nq ocacqqev~
}k mk }dc mewvkj }dc elnzc/
Vcaell }dc jnvq} }nic ~ks wco} }k }dc mkkv kj qxnvn}seln}~ wn}d ctan}cico}/ Kzcv }nic,
ctan}cico} mcavceqcq eom wc gvkw jeinlnev/ Jeinlnevn}~ zcnlq/ Lc} sq vc}svo }k }dc fcgnoonog
no jcclnog eom ctan}cico}0 lc} sq vcjvcqd ksvqclzcq/
^ks aclcfve}c ~ksv fnv}dme~ eom wcmmnog eoonzcvqev~ no kvmcv }k jccl }dc ctan}cico} kj
}dc jnvq} me~ ~ks wcvc fkvo eom }dc me~ ~ks wcvc ievvncm/ Fcgnoonogq evc zcv~ iceonogjsl/
Gk fea`, vcicifcv ~ksv jnvq} jcclnogq, eom ako}nosc jvki wdcvc ~ks lcj} kjj/ Mko} lkqc ~ksvjnvq} ctan}cico}/ Vcjvcqd ~ksvqclzcq kv ~ks wnll fcakic q}elc/
^ks mko} vcell~ mcqnvcGkm fs} noq}cem }dc kxconog kj ~ksv noocv c~c/ ^ks mko} mcqnvcDni fs} noq}cem }dc q`nllq/ Lc} sq ok} lkqc ksv jnvq} ik}nze}nko/ Lc} sq akixlc}c ksv a~alc/
Wdco ^sosq Civc, weq lceznog }dc mcvged $mcvznqd ikoeq}cv~. kj ]exms` Civc, dc
}dksgd} }k dniqclj, N dezc qcvzcm }dnq xleac jkv qk ieo~ ~cevq, eom no }dc com N gk} fce}co/Lc} ic eq` }dc ieq}cv jkv xcvinqqnko }k lcezc/ Dc lcj}, eom ko }dc vkem dc ic} }wkmcvznqdcq/ ]dc~ fcaeic jvncomq eom mcanmcm }k ako}nosc ko }dc vkem }kgc}dcv/ Eq }dc~
wel`cm, }dc~ gk} dsogv~/ Koc kj }dc mcvznqdcq qenm e xve~cv eom e }ve~ kj icelq aeic jvki
Gkm/ ]dc~ e}c eom vcqsicm }dcnv bksvoc~/ Ej}cv wel`nog qkic ikvc, }dc~ gk} dsogv~ egeno/
]dnq }nic }dc qcakom mcvznqd qenm e xve~cv eom egeno e }ve~ kj icelq aeic/ Ej}cv ce}nog eom
}dco wel`nog usn}c e lkog mnq}eoac, }dc~ }svocm }k ^sosq Civc, K`e~, okw n}q ~ksv }svo/^sosq }dksgd}, Jkv wdkczcvq oeic }dcqc jvncomq eq`cm jkv, lc} ic eq` no }dc oeic kj }dcqeic xcvqko/ ]dnq }nic e }ve~ }wnac eq fng aeic/ ]dc mcvznqdcq eq`cm no eq}konqdico}2
Dkw mnm }dnq dexxco;
N xve~cm }de} ie~ }dc icel akic no }dc oeic kj }dc xcvqko wdkiczcv }dcqc mcevjvncomq wcvc ico}nkonog no }dcnv xve~cvq/ Wdkqc oeic mnm ~ks gnzc;
Wc gezc }dc oeic kj e ieo wdk nq kj e gvce} qxnvn}sel q}e}nko, ^sosq Civc/ ]de} nq,koc aeic jkv ^sosq dniqclj, eom koc jkv eq`nog jkv }de} oeic/ E} }dc }nic, ^sosq mnm ok}
`okw wdk dc weq/ Mk ~ks `okw ~ksvqclzcq; Wde} nj ~ks dezc ie}svcm; ]dco mko} qe~ }de}~ks dezco} ie}svcm0 }de} ie~ fc e mconel/
Wc wnqd }de} ksv noocv c~cq kj `eqdj $mnqakzcv~. wkslm fc kxcocm, fs} onoc}~ onoc
xcvaco} kj sq wkslm gk noqeoc nj }de} dexxcocm/ ]dc c~c kj }dc dcev} nq }dc c~c kj nvjeo
$mccxcv `okwlcmgc./ N} deq jnl}cvq/ Wde} nq qcco f~ }dc c~c kj nvjeo nq ok} qcco f~ }dc c~c kj
mnqakzcv~/ ]dc c~c kj nvjeo qccq }dc wdklc wkvlm0 }dc c~c kj isqdedemed $wn}ocqqnog. qccqkol~ wdcvc n} lkk`q/
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54Ok koc wdk weo}q }k fcakic e weln $jvncom kj Gkm. aeo fcakic koc/ ]dnq nq fcaesqc
wdco ~ks weo} }k fcakic e weln, ~ks weo} }k fc qkic}dnog/ Fcnog e weln nq ok} }dc gkel/ Weln
iceoq e fclkzcm, e qcvzeo} kj Gkm/ ^ks wnll fc fk}d e fclkzcm, eom elqk e qcvzeo}/ ]k
fcakic e fclkzcm, ~ks isq} jnvq} fc e qcvzeo} eom }dco lkzc Gkm mccxl~/ Wc mko} `okwdkw }k lkzc Gkm/ Lkznog Gkm eaakvmnog }k ksv avn}cvne nq zcv~ mnjjnasl}/ ^ks dezc qcco Dnq
ev}q0 ~ks dezc fclnczcm no }dc soqcco/ ^ks qdkslm }dco kfc~ }dc akiieomq fvksgd} f~
Isdeiiem Isq}eje/ ^ks aeook} fc e qcvzeo} kj Gkm wn}dks} kfc~nog Dnq akiieomq/ ^ks
qdkslm }dco lkzc Gkm mccxl~/ Jvki c~c }k c~c, cqqcoac }k cqqcoac, ~ks qdkslm lkzc Dni/
Deznog qenm }k lkzc jvki c~c }k c~c, Zc~qcl $Swenq el. Ueveon jcll no}k i~ dcev}/ Dnq vcel
oeic weq Swenq/ Dc weq fkvo no }dc znllegc kj Uevo no ^cico/ Dc oczcv qew ksv Flcqqcm
Xvkxdc}/ ]dnq weq e flcqqcm ieo wdk e}}enocm jen}d e} eo cevl~ egc }dvksgd noqxnve}nko
wn}dks} qccnog kv `okwnog/
E} }dc qeic }nic, ksv Xvkxdc}, wdk dem oczcv qcco okv dcevm kj Swenq qenm, N jccl }dcqaco} kj }dc Vedieo jvki ^cico% eom ]dc fcq} kj }dkqc wdk evc jkllkwnog ic nq e ieooeicm Swenq/ Xeqq dni i~ wnqd }de} dc ie~ xve~ jkv ~ks/ Dc deq e ik}dcv wdk nq nll/ ]dcvc
nq e wdn}c evce ko dnq fkm~/ ]dc wkvmq kj Gkmq Icqqcogcv mcqavnfc zcv~ wcll wde} eflcqqcm ieo Swenq el)Ueveon weq/ Ie~ Gkm ie`c dnq xve~cvq elwe~q wn}d sq, eom ie~ Dc
jkvgnzc sq jkv Swenq qe`c/
Uevo weq e xkkv znllegc, eom }dc xkkvcq} kj }de} znllegc wcvc Swenq eom dnq ik}dcv/ Dc
dem lkq} dnq je}dcv e} e zcv~ ~ksog egc bsq} ln`c }dc Icqqcogcv kj Gkm/ ]dc xckxlc kj }dc
znllegc wcvc wkvqdnxxnog nmklq bsq} ln`c }dc xckxlc kj Icaae/
Swenq ik}dcv weq gnzco }dc gkkm ocwq no e mvcei wdnlc qdc weq xvcgoeo} wn}dSwenq/ No }de} mvcei qdc qew e fng q}ev eom qczcvel qiellcv q}evq vk}e}nog evksom n}/ Dnq
je}dcv elqk dem e mvcei no wdnad e vkqc }vcc weq vkk}cm ko dnq adcq} eom ko cead fveoad}dcvc wcvc ieo~ vcm vkqcq }de} xckxlc wcvc akinog koc f~ koc }k qicll/
Wdco Swenq weq bsq} e ln}}lc adnlm, dnq ik}dcvq lcgq wcvc xevel~rcm/ Swenq weq }e`nogaevc kj dnq ik}dcv eom, e} }dc qeic }nic, wkv`nog devm }k qsxxkv} }dc jeinl~/ Dc dem jcl} f~
noqxnve}nko }de} }dc nmklq dnq jcllkw znllegcvq wkvqdnxxcm wcvc sqclcqq eom dc kfbca}cm }k
}dci/ Jkv }de} vceqko, dnq vcle}nkoqdnx wn}d }dc znllegcvq weq }coqc/ Dc dem }k comsvc dcez~
noqsl}q e} }nicq/ ]dc znllegcvq wdk weo}cm }k gc} vnm kj dni gezc dni }dc bkf kj qdcxdcvmnog
}dc aeiclq/ N} weq msvnog }dcqc devm }nicq }de} Swenq gezc dnq ellcgneoac }k }dc Xvkxdc} eom
weq dkokvcm wn}d jen}d/ Kzcv }nic, deznog eausnvcm e mccx `okwlcmgc kj ell }dc kflnge}nkoq
kj Nqlei, dc fcaeic e ie}svc xcvqko, eom e fclkzcm kj Gkm eom Dnq Icqqcogcv/Wc elwe~q wel` wn}d ksv dcemq e} }dc }kx/ Wdco wc ie`c qebmed $fkwnog mkwo,
xvkq}ve}nko., }dc dcev} nq clcze}cm eom }dc dcem lkwcvcm }k }dc jlkkv/ ]dnq nq }dc qcavc} kj
qebmed/ ]dc qksvac kj `okwlcmgc nq no }dc dcev}/ Wc gc} flkkm jvki }dc dcev} }k oksvnqd ksv
fvenoq0 wd~ aeo} wc oksvnqd ksv inomq wn}d }dc iceonogq jvki }dc dcev}; Wc evc jcm}dvksgd }dc c~cq eom cevq/ ]de} nq, wc evc jcm jvki xckxlc eom ok} jvki Gkm/ Jkv }dnq vceqko,
nj ~ks evc qcc`nog }dc }vs}d, mko} fclnczc czcv~}dnog ~ks qcc eom dcev0 fclnczc ~ksv dcev}eom wde} ~ks vcacnzc jvki n}/
Lnjc nq vczkls}nko/ Wn}dks} vczkls}nko, }dcvc nq ok lnjc/ ]nic nq vczkls}nko/ Wn}dks}
vczkls}nko, }dcvc nq ok }nic/
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5>Koc vczkls}nko kj }dc Cev}d evksom n}q etnq ie`cq koc Cev}d me~/ Koc vczkls}nko kj }dc
Qso evksom n}q etnq ie`cq koc Qso me~/ ]nic deq zevnksq qkv}q/ Me~ deq zevnksq qkv}q/ Wdnad
koc qdkslm wc jkllkw2 Cev}d me~, Sveosq me~, Bsxn}cv me~, kv clca}vko me~; Koc vczkls}nko kj
}dc clca}vko evksom n}qclj nq koc clca}vko me~/
Ks}wevml~, }nic nq vcle}nzc/ ]dcvc nq ok efqkls}c son} kj }nic/ No }vs}d, }dcvc nq kol~ koc}nic2 }dc }nic kj Gkm, }dc Avce}kv/ Eom }de} }nic nq }dc ikico}/ ]dc ikico} nq ok}
mcxcomco} ko vczkls}nko/ ]dc }vs}d nq no }dc ikico}/ ]dc }vs}d nq no mce}d/ Koc wdk mkcq
ok} somcvq}eom mce}d aeook} somcvq}eom }dc }vs}d/ Mce}d nq }dc xkno} wdcvc lnjc aceqcq/ ]dc
i~q}cv~ nq no }dnq/ ]dcvcjkvc, n} nq efqkls}cl~ ocacqqev~ }de} koc isq} mnc fcjkvc mce}d/ Eom,
no kvmcv }k mnc fcjkvc mce}d, koc isq} efeomko dniqclj/
Nj wc ok}nac, }nic nq kj }wk qkv}q2 Koc nq }dc }nic jkvicm f~ }dc vczkls}nko kj eo co}n}~
evksom n}qclj eom }dc k}dcv nq }dc }nic jkvicm f~ eo co}n}~q vczkls}nko evksom e ieno etnq/]dc }nic jkvicm f~ eo co}n}~q vczkls}nko evksom n}qclj nq }dc lcqqcv }nic0 }dc koc jkvicm f~n}q vczkls}nko evksom eok}dcv etnq nq }dc gvce}cv }nic/ Eo co}n}~ }de} aeook} vczklzc evksom
n}qclj aeook} vczklzc evksom eok}dcv etnq/ Jnvq}, wc occm }k vczklzc evksom ksvqclzcq eom
jnom }dc etnq wn}dno ksvqclzcq/ Koc wdk aeook} jnom dnq kwo etnq aeook} jnom }dc ieno etnq/
]dc jkvac }de} ie`cq }dc clca}vko vczklzc evksom }dc osalcsq nq }dc qeic jkvac }de}
ie`cq }dc clca}vko vczklzc evksom n}qclj/ ]dc jkvac }de} ie`cq }dc Cev}d vczklzc evksom n}qclj
nq }dc qeic jkvac }de} ie`cq n} vczklzc evksom }dc Qso/ ]dc gvezn}e}nkoel e}}vea}nko kj }dc
Qso ie`cq }dc Cev}d }vezcl ko n}q kvfn}/ Wde} mvewq }dc Cev}dq xe}d nq }dc e}}vea}nko kj }dcQso/ ]de} jkvac mvewq }dc kvfn} eq eo cllnxqc/ Nj n} dem mvewo }dc kvfn} eq eo ctea} anvalc, }dcvc
wkslm fc ok alnie}cq/ ]dc kvfn} nq mvewo eq eo cllnxqc qk }de} alnie}cq ctnq}/
Wc dezc qenm }de} koc wdk mkcqo} dezc dnq lcqqcv }nic aeook} dezc dnq gvce}cv }nic/
]dnq nq wde} }dc~ aell }nic wn}dno }nic/ Qkic czco}q dexxco no e}kina }nic/ ]de} nq, ell nqqc}}lcm no koc vczkls}nko kj }dc clca}vko/ Wkslm ~ks ln`c ~ksv ie}}cv }k fc mkoc no eo
clca}vko me~, no eo Cev}d me~, kv no e gelet~ me~; No wdnad }nic wnll }dnq bkf fc mkoc; ]dc
Mnznoc Wnll adkkqcq }dc }nic n} wnqdcq, kv akixlc}cq czcv~}dnog no e ikico} nj n} adkkqcq }k
mk qk/ No e mvcei, N weq }klm }de} e bkf wkslm fc akixlc}cm }kikvvkw0 n} weq mkoc }wk eom e
delj ~cevq le}cv/ Eaakvmnog }k wdnad }~xc kj me~ weq }de} }kikvvkw;
Nj ~ks aeook} ie`c qebmed no ~ksvqclj, ~ks aeook} ie`c qebmed no }vs}d/ ]dc }vs}d kj
qebmed nq }dc sonko kj wdk ie`cq n} eom }k wdki n} nq iemc/ Nj ~ks aeo vcead }dc }vs}d kj
qebmed, ~ks wnll `okw wdk }dc Koc ~ks evc ie`nog qebmed }k nq/ No jea}, qebmed nq }k jnll }dc
zcqqcl kj }dc fveno jvki }dc wcll kj }dc dcev}/ Wdco }dc flkkm ikzcq }k }dc fveno, eoctxeoqnko no }dc fveno }e`cq xleac/ Q}e~ jkv e wdnlc no qebmed qk }de} ~ksv ako}enocv ie~
ctxeom, fk}d xd~qnaell~ eom noocvl~/
Ok}dnog deq n}q ieonjcq} eom dnmmco qnmcq mnjjcvco}/ ]dc ieonjcq} nq }dc qdemkw kj }dc
dnmmco/ Wc ksvqclzcq evc no qdemkwq, qk wc }dno` kj }dc }vs}d eq e qdemkw/ Wc qcc }dc
qdemkw~ qnmc0 qdemkwq evc ok} qcco wn}dno e qdemkw/ Koc aeook} qcc dnq kwo qdemkw wdco
dc nq qn}}nog no }dc qdemkw kj e }vcc/ ^ks occm }k gk ks} kj }dc qdemkw no}k }dc qso qk }de}
~ks aeo qcc ~ksv kwo qdemkw/
Iewleoe Belelemmno Vsin qew }de} }dc qcavc} kj }dc sonzcvqc nq vczkls}nko/ Dc vceadcm
}dc qcavc} iceonog kj }dc Cev}dq vczkls}nko fk}d evksom n}qclj eom evksom }dc Qso/ Dc jksom}dc }vs}d kj vczkls}nko/ E} }de} ikico} dc q}kkm sx eom q}ev}cm wdnvlnog evksom dniqclj/
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68Wde} dc vcacnzcm }dvksgd koc deom, dc gezc }dvksgd }dc k}dcv/ Wdco dc q}ev}cm wdnvlnog,
dc jksom dnq kwo etnq/ Ej}cv }de}, dc jksom }dc ieno etnq, eom dc }svocm evksom }dc ieno
etnq/ ]de} nq }dc }vs}d kj }dc sonzcvqc2
Koc xkno}, koc vczkls}nko, koc }nic%
]dc qcavc} kj sonzcvqc nq e xkno}0 }dc qcavc} kj }nic nq vczkls}nko/ Wn}dks} xkno}, }dcvc nqok vczkls}nko0 wn}dks} vczkls}nko }dcvc nq ok }nic/ Derve} Eln koac qenm2
]dc qcavc} kj }dc Usv'eo nq no }dc Je}nde0 }dc qcavc} kj }dc Je}nde nq no Fnqinlled0 }dcqcavc} kj Fnqinlled nq no }dc lc}}cv F e} n}q fcgnoonog0 eom }dc qcavc} kj }dc lc}}cv F nq e} }dcmk} somcv n}/ Eom }de} mk} nq ic%
]dcvc nq }nic wn}dno }nic/ ]dcvc nq fcnog wn}dno fcnog/ Wn}dno eo exxlc, }dcvc nq eo exxlc
}vcc/ Eom }dcvc nq qk isad ikvc/ Czcv~koc `okwq }dnq fs} aeook} vcead }dc ewevcocqq kj n}/
Wc evc xckxlc kj }dc Cev}d/ Wdco }dc Cev}d }svoq n}q fea` }k }dc Qso, n} nq ongd}}nic/ Wc
qdkslm qe~, ]dc me~ deq vnqco0 }dc me~ deq qc}/ Wd~ mk wc qe~ ]dc Qso deq qc};
Qkic xckxlc qxce`, fs} mk ok} `okw wde} }dc~ qe~/ Gkm qxce`q }k xckxlc no }dvcc we~q2No }dc jnvq} koc, }dc qxce`cv nq ewevc, fs} }dc lnq}cocv nq ok}/ No }dc qcakom, }dc lnq}cocv nq
ewevc, fs} }dc qxce`cv nq ok}/ No }dc }dnvm, ocn}dcv }dc qxce`cv okv }dc lnq}cocv nq ewevc/ Lc}
ic gnzc eo cteixlc2 Koc me~ wc wcvc mvnznog no }dc aev eom }dc }nic jkv rsdv$okko. xve~cv
weq elikq} jnonqdcm0 n} weq elikq} }dc }nic jkv }dc eqv $le}c ej}cvokko. xve~cv/ Koc kj }dc
adnlmvco xle~nog ko }dc q}vcc} veo }kwevmq sq eom aellcm, ]dc }nic jkv xve~cv nq vsoonogks}% ]dc adnlm weq soewevc kj wde} dc mnm/ Dc veo fea` eom ako}noscm xle~nog wn}d dnqjvncomq/
]dcvc nq }dc adeoocl kj xckxlc, eom }dcvc nq }dc adeoocl kj Gkm/ Wdnadczcv koc ~ks }soc
}k, ~ks dcev }de} koc/ N} nq ok} ocacqqevnl~ }klm mnvca}l~ }k ~ks0 }wk jvncomq ie~ }cll qkic}dnog
}k cead k}dcv eom }dco ~ks wnll gc} }dc icqqegc/
Gkm qe~q, Jkv i~ qcvzeo} Nlkzc, N fcakic dnq c~c wn}d wdnaddc qccq, dnq cev wn}d wdnad dcdcevq, dnq deom wn}d wdnad dc
dklmq/ ]dkqc evc }dc xckxlc wdkiDc aellq i~ jvncomq, i~ fclkzcm/]k qcc` eom jnom }dc fclkzcmqcvzeo}q kj Gkm eom }k fc xvcqco}no }dcnv qkdfe} nq }dc gvce}cq}flcqqnog, }dc gvce}cq} wnqmki wcwnll ctxcvncoac no }dnq xeqqnog
lnjc/
]dkqc wdk fclnczc }de} czco e msq} xev}nalc mkcq ok} jl~ veomkil~ eom }de} wdcvc n} wnll
qc}}lc nq aelasle}cm jnom }dc }vs}d/ Dkwczcv, }dnq isq} ok} fc icvcl~ eo eaacx}nog kj eq}e}cico} fs} e fclncj jvki }dc dcev}/ Adeoac isq} fc clninoe}cm/ Wc mnmo} icc} f~ adeoac/
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65Wc koac ic} e} e acv}eno }nic, eom }kme~ wc evc icc}nog egeno/ ]dc xleoq wcvc iemc cevlncv
jkv }dkqc wdk ic} no }dc xeq} eom evc icc}nog egeno }kme~/
No }dc mcqavnx}nkoq f~ qkic qxnvn}sel ieq}cvq, }dc qce nq }el`cm efks} eq Gkm, eom no
k}dcvq n} nq }dc qso/ ]dkqc wdk }el` efks} }dc qce eq Gkm dezc vceadcm }dc son}~ kj Gkm no }dc
a~alc kj we}cv, fs} }dc~ dezc ok} gnzco eo~ ocwq ko }dc qso/Wde} nq }dc a~alc kj we}cv; Wdco }dc qsoq ve~q dn} }dc qce, }dc we}cv dce}q eom
czexkve}cq, eom n} q}ev}q vnqnog/ N} vnqcq no}k }dc q`~ eom nq }dco aellcm e alksm/ Qkic kj }dcqc
alksmq, wdnad vkqc jvki }dc qeic qce, evc adevgcm wn}d xkqn}nzc clca}vnan}~ eom qkic wn}d
ocge}nzc/ ]dco }dc xkqn}nzcl~ eom }dc ocge}nzcl~ adevgcm alksmq q}ev} }vezclnog no }dc q`~,
eom e} czcv~ kaaeqnko }dc ocge}nzcq xsqd cead k}dcv eom qk mk }dc xkqn}nzcq/ Eq }dc alksmq
wn}d }dc qeic adevgc qcxeve}c, }dc ocge}nzcq jnom }dc xkqn}nzcq eom }dc xkqn}nzcq jnom }dc
ocge}nzcq/ ]dc~ e}}vea} cead k}dcv e} }dcnv jnvq} coakso}cv eq qkko eq }dc~ exxvkead koc
eok}dcv eom wde} wc aell lngd}onog kaasvq/ ]dc lngd}onog nq efqkvfcm f~ }dc cev}d0 k}dcvwnqc
fk}d alksmq wkslm fc mcq}vk~cm f~ }dc clca}vna adevgc/ ]k ezknm }dnq, }dc lngd}onog jkvicm
fc}wcco }dc alksmq nq e}}vea}cm mkwowevmq/ ]dco }dc alksmq qcxeve}c eom vcqsic }dcnv
bksvoc~q/
We}cv, cev}d, qso, eom env0 }dcqc evc }dc jksv xklcq/ Env nq }dc mcqnvcq/ Wde} ie`cq xckxlc
ikzc nq }dcnv mcqnvcq/ Qso dce}q }dc we}cv, eom }dc we}cv }svoq no}k zexkv/ We}cv vnqcq efkzc
}dc env, efkzc }dc mcqnvcq/ We}cv vnqcq no}k }dc dcezcoq f~ env/
Wd~ mkcq }dc xkqn}nzc eom }dc ocge}nzc clca}vnan}~ kaasv; Lc} }dc eoqwcv }k }dnq uscq}nko
fc ksv ik}nko, ksv mcqnvc, eom lc} n} venqc sq/
]dco }dc alksmq, f~ }dc flkwnog kj }dc env, }de} nq, f~ }dc wnom, weomcv no }dc q`~/ Wdnad
we~ }dc~ wnll gk weq xleoocm no emzeoac/ ]dc alksmq }dsomcv wn}d }dc bk~ eom ctan}cico} kj
son}nog/ Lngd}onogq kaasvq0 }dc cev}d e}}vea}q }dc lngd}onog/ ]dco e }veousnln}~, e usnc}ocqq
akicq eom }dc alksmq wccx/ ]cevq jvki }dcqc alksmq kj lkzc fcakic e icva~ jkv }dc cev}d
eom }dc cev}d efqkvfq }de} icva~/ Xleo}q cicvgc jvki }dc cev}d0 cev}d gnzcq fnv}d }k n}q
adnlmvco/ Cev}d nq qe}nqjncm wn}d icva~0 qkic mvkxq kj icva~ son}c ko }dc qsvjeac eom qe~,
Lc}q gk }k }dc qce% Mvkxq akic }kgc}dcv eom jkvi e q}vcei/ Q}vceiq }svo no}k vnzcvq eomson}c wn}d }dc qce/ We}cv akixlc}cq n}q a~alc/
]dc aesqc kj ell }dnq ikzcico} kj oe}svc nq }dc qso/ Wde} dce}q }dc we}cv, fsvoq }dc
we}cv, noavceqcq }dc mcqnvc, nq }dc qso/ ]dc qso, wdnad nq czcv~wdcvc, fs} wdnad nq ok} qcco/
]dc qso, wdnad nq }dc aesqc kj ell }de} dexxcoq/
Wn}dks} }dc qso, }dcvc wkslmo} fc }dc a~alc kj we}cv, okv }dc anvasle}nko kj env, okv }dcwnomq/ ]dcvc wkslm fc ocn}dcv lnjc, okv ongd}, okv me~/ ]dcvc wkslm fc ok adeogc0 wn}dks}
adeogc, }dcvc wkslm fc ok lnjc/
Mk fcnogq dezc aklkvq; Wdcvc mk ell }dc aklkvq vcell~ fclkog }k; Wd~ evc }dcvc ok aklkvq
no }dc mev`; Wdcvc }dcvc nq ok qso, }dcvc evc ok aklkvq cn}dcv/ Ell }dc aklkvq fclkog }k }dc qso/
]dc qsolngd} dn}q ell fcnogq, eom n} exxcevq mnjjcvco}l~ jvki cead kj }dci/ Wde} nq ieonjcq}
czcv~wdcvc evc, no jea}, }dc aklkvq kj }dc qsolngd}/ ^ksv flea` c~cfvkw, wdn}c denv, gvcco c~c,
evc ell jvki }dc qso/ ]dnq nq son}~ no isl}nxlnan}~/ ]dkqc aklkvq evc jkvicm f~ qcxeve}nko0 fs}
nj ~ks son}c }dci ell, lngd} kaasvq/
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66Nj ~ks aeo jvcc ~ksvqclj jvki }dc mnjjcvcoacq kj }dc ie}}cv, ~ks wnll qcc czcv~kocq jeac
wn}dks} aklkvq/ ]de} nq, qkic}nicq ~ks lkk` e} qkickocq jeac eom n} gc}q flsvv~0 n} nq }de}exxceveoac/// ^ks qdkslm son}c ell aklkvq e} koc xkno} eom ~ks wnll gc} vnm kj }dc aklkvq/
Nj wc }e`c }dc qxnvn} eq }dc cqqcoac, wc evc mcem/ Nj wc }e`c }dc fkm~ eq }dc cqqcoac, wc
evc elnzc/ Wdco wc wcvc fkvo no}k }dnq wkvlm, ksv fkmncq kf}enocm }dcnv jvccmki fs} ksvqkslq fcaeic nixvnqkocm no }dc gvezc kj }dc fkm~/ No vcgevm }k }dc qxnvn}, wc evc asvvco}l~ no
}dc gvezc, mcem0 wc dezc co}cvcm no}k }dc gvezc eom evc wen}nog jkv }dc ikico} wdco }dc
qxnvn} wnll lcezc }dc fkm~ eom fc jvcc/ Wkslm }dc qxnvn} czcv wnqd }k akic fea` koac n} lcezcq
}dc fkm~ eom nq fkvo;
^ks dezc fcco fkvo jvki }dc wkif kj ~ksv ik}dcv, fs} ~ks aeook} ieoegc }k fc fkvo
jvki ~ksvqclj/ Czcv~ fnv}d occmq e inmwnjc/ Jkv }dc fnv}d kj }dc qxnvn}, e inmwnjc wn}dks}
deomq eom jcc} nq occmcm/ E inmwnjc wn}d e}}vea}nko/ Koc wdk }e`cq ~ks jvki ~ksvqclj wn}d
dnq e}}vea}nko/
Wc isq} lkk` e} }dc qxnvn}sel ieq}cvq wn}d e vcacnznog c~c/ E vcacnznog c~c nq eo c~c
wdnad gc}q wde} n} lkk`q e}/ ]k lkk` wn}d e vcacnznog c~c nq }k qcc }dc xcvqko koc nq lkk`nog e}
eq dniqclj0 n} nq }k lkk` f~ lkqnog kocqclj/ ]k lkqc kocqclj iceoq }k }soc }k }dc adeoocl kj Gkm/
Wde} e}}vea}q }dc qxnvn} nq no jea} }dc e}}vea}nko kj Gkm/ Eom }dnq nq jksom wn}d }dc jvncomq
kj Gkm/
Fcjkvc }dc }nic akicq, fnv}d aeook} dexxco, }dc qxnvn} aeook} lcezc }dc fkm~/ Czcv~ fnv}d
deq n}q }nic0 nj }dc fnv}d q}ev}q fcjkvc n} nq msc, e inqaevvnegc kaasvq/
]k fc eflc }k jccl }dc noqxnve}nkoq akinog }k }dc dcev}, n} nq ocacqqev~ }k kfc~ }dc
akiieomq/ Znqnko mkcq ok} kxco fcjkvc }dc dcevnog kxcoq/ Nj e znqn}kv kj ksvq akicq aellnog
jvki }dc mkkv, wc jnvq} dcev dni eom }dco wc qcc dni/
Koc wdk mkcq ok} lnq}co }k dnq dcev}, koc wdk mkcq ok} }nc dnq cev }k dnq dcev}, aeook}
dcev wde} akicq }k dnq dcev}/ Koc wdk nq soeflc }k mcqacom }dc mnq}eoac kj koc deom qxeo
fc}wcco }dc cev eom }dc dcev} aeook} vcead dcezco/ Eom wc evc }v~nog }k vnqc }k }dc qczco
le~cvq kj dcezco% Dcvc evc ~ksv qczco le~cvq, e vkem kj koc deom qxeo/ ]k xeqq }dkqc qczco
le~cvq, ~ks occm }k fc jvccm jvki }dc jnzc qcoqcq eom }dc qnt mnvca}nkoq/
Eq ~ks mcqacom, ~ks vnqc/ Ksv dcev} nq fclkw eom ksv inom nq koc qxeo efkzc n}/ ]dnq
inom elwe~q }dno`q kj vnqnog/ N} mkcqo} }dno` kj gknog mkwo czco koac/ Nj n} dem gkocmkwo/// N} mkcqo} `okw }de} koc aeo vnqc }k }dc dngdcq} dcezco f~ }dc dcev}/
Lnq}co }k ~ksv dcev}0 jnt ~ksv c~cq e} e xkno} eom lkk` no}k ~ksv dcev}/ Koc aeook} qcc
eom dcev }dvksgd }dc dcev} so}nl }dc c~cq evc lkq} e} e xkno}/ Eom koc wdk mkcq ok} qcc f~ dnq
dcev} mkcq ok} dezc dnq }vs}d/ E alceo flkkm nq occmcm }k qcc f~ kocq dcev}/ ]dc dcev} wdnaddeq soalceo flkkm wkv`q ln`c eo cognoc wdnad deq ako}einoe}cm jscl/ N} ieljsoa}nkoq/ Flkkm
gc}q ako}einoe}cm f~ ce}nog devei $nixsvc, solewjsl. jkkm, lkk`nog e} wde} nq jkvfnmmco,
eom qcc`nog wcel}d }dvksgd solewjsl iceoq/ Lc} sq weqd ksv flkkm f~ ce}nog wde} nq delel
$lewjsl eom xsvc. eom fvce}dnog no }dc Fces}njsl Oeicq kj }dc Avce}kv/
Wdco ksv Xvkxdc} weq venqcm }k }dc dcezcoq $inveb., Gefvncl dem }k lcezc dni e} e
acv}eno xkno}0 dc akslmo} ako}nosc jev}dcv/
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61]dc fclnczcv lnzcq }dc inveb no dnq xve~cv, nj dc aeo efeomko }dc wkvlm/ Eom }dc inom kj
}dc fclnczcv nq dnq Gefvncl/ Wdco koc deq lcj} }dc inom, }dcvc evc ok icikvncq/ ]dkqc wdk
qcc Deuu6, }dkqc wdk vcead Deuu, dezc ok icikvncq/
]dc~ eq` dkw }dc~ wnll jccl }dc xlceqsvc kj }dc Mnznoc Fces}~ }dc~ wnll qcc/ ]dcvc aeo fc
ok ico}nko kj xlceqsvc koac koc qccq }dc Mnznoc Fces}~/Czcv~}dnog aeo fc lcevocm fs} ok} Deuu0 kol~ }dc vkem }de} gkcq }k Dni aeo fc lcevocm/
E} }dc com kj }dc vkem, Dc aeo fc dcevm eom qcco, fs} Dc aeook} fc lcevocm/ Deuu aeook} fc
mcqavnfcm0 Dc aeo kol~ fc mnq}nogsnqdcm/ Mnq}noa}nko mkcq ok} }e`c xleac no qdexc0 }de} nq, }dc
qdexc mkcq ok} adeogc, fs} e }veoqjkvie}nko }e`cq xleac/
No jea}, wde} adeogcq nq ~ksv lkk`nog eom xcvacx}nko/ ^ks evc }dc koc wdk adeogcq/ Dc
nq ieonjcq} kxcol~, fs} wc aeook} qcc/ Nj e fk}}lc nq qde`co, koc aeo mnq}nogsnqd }dc fk}}lc eom
}dc we}cv no n}/
Gkm qe~q, Jkv i~ qcvzeo} N lkzc, N fcakic dnq c~c wn}d wdnad dc qccq, dnq cev wn}dwdnad dc dcevq, dnq deom wn}d wdnad dc dklmq/ ]dkqc evc }dc xckxlc wdki Dc aellq i~jvncomq, i~ fclkzcm/
]k qcc` eom jnom }dc fclkzcm qcvzeo}q kj Gkm eom }k fc xvcqco} no }dcnv qkdfe}
$akixeonkoqdnx, lca}svc. nq }dc gvce}cq} flcqqnog, }dc gvce}cq} wnqmki wc wnll ctxcvncoac no
}dnq xeqqnog lnjc/ Nj wc qcc` qnoacvcl~, nj wc wnqd wn}d gkkm no}co}nkoq, nj wc lkk` wn}d
~cevonog jvki }dc fk}}ki kj ksv dcev}q, wc qcc e mnq}noa}nko wdnad deq ok qdexc, ok aklkvq,
eom ok mcqavnx}nko/ Ksv dcev}q `okw, ksv dcev}q vcakgonrc n}/ Wc qdkslmo} wen} jkv mce}d/ Njell wcvc }k fc `okwo ej}cv mce}d, wd~ wkslm Gkm qe~, N avce}cm dsieo no kvmcv }k fc`okwo0 lc} sq }dno` ko n} e ln}}lc/
Wc dezc }el`cm jkv usn}c e wdnlc okw ko wd~ wc aeic }k }dnq wkvlm, wd~ wc wcvc
avce}cm/ Gkm wdk weo}cm }k fc `okwo avce}cm }dc dsieo/ Nj }dcvc nq fcnog `okwo, }dco
}dcvc nq elqk `okwnog/ Eom no fc}wcco `okwnog eom fcnog `okwo, }dcvc nq Gkm/ Fk}d evc
wn}dno }dc dsieo fcnog/ Fk}d }dc `okwo eom }dc `okwcv evc no dsieo/// Dsieo nq }dc xleac
kj ieonjcq}e}nko kj Gkm/
Qxnvn}sel xlceqsvcq kaasv eq e vcqsl} kj xvea}nac/ Qeled $xve~cv. jnvq} jcclq mnjjnasl} eom
gnzcq mnq}vcqq/ Nj wc ako}nosc xve~nog wn}d noqnq}coac, wc gc} vcwevmcm wn}d e qxnvn}sel
xlceqsvc jvki Gkm/ Fs} ej}cv e wdnlc }de} xlceqsvc elqk aceqcq0 wc xcvjkvi }dc qeled fcaesqc
n} nq ksv ms}~, eom wc fcakic dexx~ f~ fcnog no }dc xvcqcoac kj Gkm/
Mk ~ks dezc xvnmc eom akoacn}; Mk ~ks cobk~ fcnog xvenqcm; Mk ~ks lnc wdco ~ks jccl
no e mnjjnasl} qn}se}nko; Mk ~ks cobk~ gkqqnx; Mk ~ks ce} }dnogq }de} evc devei $solewjsl }kce}, kv kf}enocm }dvksgd solewjsl iceoq.; Mk ~ks }dno`, lc} ic xka`c} }dnq wdcvc ok kocaeo qcc ~ks; Mk ~ks ln`c aesqnog vnj}q eikog xckxlc; Evc ~ks ler~; Mk ~ks fclnczc eom
dezc jen}d no Gkm; Mk ~ks lkzc Gkm; Mk ~ks mk wde} dc wnqdcq; Wc isq} eq` }dcqc
uscq}nkoq }k ksvqclzcq, eom eaakvmnog }k }dc eoqwcvq gnzco eom }dc mnqceqcq nmco}njncm, wc
isq} q}vsgglc egenoq} ksv oejq $qclj. eom mnqanxlnoc n}/ Wc occm }k fcakic ie}svc dsieoq/
]dcvc nq ok qsad }dnog eq }dc mcem/ ]dc~ weomcv evksom no }dc acic}cv~ eom no }dc
no}cvicmne}c vceli $fevred./ Aeo qkickoc wdk weomcvq evksom fc aellcm mcem; ]dc~ evc
ikvc elnzc }deo ~ks eom ic0 wc evc }dc mcem% ]dc~ evc jvcc0 }dc~ aeo fc eo~wdcvc }dc~
6]dc ]vs}d0 koc kj}dc fces}njsl oeicq kj Gkm/ Gkm nq `okwo eom qcco }dvksgd }dnq oeic/
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6=weo}/ ]dcvc nq ok }nic eom mnq}eoac jkv }dci/ ]dc~ aeo noq}eo}l~ fc no e xleac }dc~ niegnoc
eom mcqnvc wdnlc wc evc wel`nog evksom wn}d }dnq akjjno kj fkm~/ Kol~ wn}d eq isad xkwcv
eq wc dezc no ksv jcc}, kv eq jev eq e zcdnalc aeo }e`c sq, aeo wc gk/
Lc} sq ok} gk no}k }dc gvezc elnzc/ Lc} sq we`c sx wdnlc wc evc no }dnq wkvlm/ Lc} sq ok}
}dno` }de} wc evc }dcqc fkmncq/ ]dc fkm~ nq ksv ikso}/ Lc} sq lcevo dkw }k gc} kjj kj n}/ Wnll~ks elqk mnc wdco }dc dkvqc ~ks vnmc mncq; Lc} sq ok} aell N }k ksv eoniel fkmncq/ Lc} sq fcewevc kj ksv qkslq/ Lc} sq lnfcve}c ksvqclzcq jvki }dc aex}nzn}~ kj }dc fkm~/ Lc} sq lcezc }dc
fkmnl~ xlceqsvcq wdco wc weo} }k/ Koc kj }dc q}vkogcq} kj }dci nq }dc mcqnvc }k ce} eom
mvno`/ Wc mk ok} jeq} jkv ok gkkm vceqko0 jeq}nog nq eo noq}vsico} }k jvcc sq jvki }dnq
emmna}nko/
Qkic}nicq wc ie~ lkqc ako}vkl eom ie`c inq}e`cq/ ]dco lc} sq qe~ eq}egdjnvslled $Nqcc` jkvgnzcocqq jvki Gkm. niicmne}cl~/ Lc} sq fcg jkvgnzcocqq wn}dks} mcle~/ Lc} sq ok} fc
le}c no vcxco}nog/ Eom koc me~ lc} sq vcxco} eom ie`c e xlcmgc ok} }k vcxco} egeno/ ]dco wc
wnll fcakic e qcvzeo} wdk cvvq lcqq eom we`cq sx fcjkvc dc cvvq/ ]dcvc evc xckxlc wdk mko}vcelnrc }dcnv inq}e`c czco ej}cv }dc~ dezc iemc n}/ ]dc dcev} kj qsad e qcvzeo} deq }svocm
q}koc)ln`c eom alkqcm, eom dnq jcclnogq dezc mncm/ Kol~ nj dc icc}q qkicfkm~ wdk wnll qde`c
dni eom qe~, Q}kx% Wde} evc ~ks mknog; aeo dc vcelnrc }dc inq}e`c dc deq iemc/ ]dco}dcvc evc }dkqc wdk vcelnrc }dcnv inq}e`c wdnlc ie`nog n} eom q}kx niicmne}cl~/ No ksv
q}vsgglc wn}d }dc oejq, lc} sq }v~ }k fc }dkqc wdk we`c sx fcjkvc ie`nog e inq}e`c/
Nqlei deq jnzc xnllevq, wdnad wc dezc `okwo wcll qnoac ksv adnlmdkkm/ ]dc jnvq} nq }k
s}}cv }dc qdedemed$wn}ocqqnog }k }dc son}~ kj Gkm eom Isdeiiemq fcnog dnq icqqcogcv0}dc jsomeico}el q}e}cico} kj jen}d./ Wdco mnm wc leq} qe~ }dc qdedemed }k fcev wn}ocqq jvki
}dc dcev} eom ie`c e jvcqd q}ev}; Kv, evc wc qn}}nog nml~ }dno`nog }de} wc evc Isqlni f~
fnv}d; Lc} sq fcev wn}ocqq czcv~ koac no e wdnlc/ Lc} sq vcead }dc ewevcocqq kj qdedemed/ Lc}sq fc jvcc jvki asq}kiq eom }vemn}nkoq eom qe~ }dc qdedemed wn}d jen}d/ Lc} sq fcakic
Isqlniq wnllnogl~/ Mko} fc ejvenm0 }dc xeq} wnll ok} fc weq}cm/ Lc} sq fcakic Isqlni cead}nic egeno/ Lc} sq vcjvcqd ksvqclzcq0 lc} sq ok} fcakic q}elc/
Fcaesqc N qew i~ Deuu eom fcaeic eauseno}cm wn}d Deuu,
Wdcvczcv N lkk`cm e} Deuunq ell }de} nq elwe~q qcco/
]dcvc evc ok zcnlq ko Deuu0 Deuu nq kxco% ]dc zcnl nq ko ksv c~cq/ ]dc zcnl nq ksv wkvlml~
mcqnvcq/ Ok}dnog aeo zcnl Deuu/
Nvjeo nq }dc no}cllca} efkzcno}cllca}/ ]dnq no}cllca} aeo fcvceadcm }dvksgd }dc dcev}/ Nj ~ksaeo eausnvc nvjeo, ~ks aeosomcvq}eom eom akixvcdcom wde}}dc inom aeook}/ ^ks aeo qcoqc
}dc so`okwo eom jccl }dc sojcl}/
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63Jnom qsad e xlceqsvc }de} n} wnll xvk}ca} ~ks jvki devijsl xlceqsvcq }de} }e`c ~ks
aex}nzc/ ]de} xlceqsvc nq }k lkzc Gkm, }k adcvnqd e qnoacvc lkzc kj Gkm/
Dkw wnll }dnq lkzc kaasv ks} kj ok}dnog; Dkw wnll wc lkzc e fcnog }de} wc mk ok} qcc kv
`okw, koc wc aeook} czco niegnoc; ]dc ceqncq} we~ jkv }dnq }k dexxco nq }k jnom qkickoc
wdk deq jellco no lkzc wn}d Gkm eom }k lkzc dni/ Fs} }dco dkw }k lkzc }de} lkzcv kj Gkm,dkw }k vcead }dc }vs}d kj lkznog dni, ~ks elqk mko} `okw/ No }dc com, n} nq somcvq}kkm }de} njdc mkcq ok} akic }k ~ks, ~ks aeook} vcead dni/ Dkw mkcq dc akic }k ~ks; F~ }ceadnog dnq
xlceqsvcq }k ~ks/ ]dco qccmq evc xleo}cm no }dc jnclm kj jvncomqdnx, lk~el}~ eom jen}djslocqq/
Wn}d }cevq kj ~cevonog, avkxq q}ev} }k jlksvnqd/ ^ks fcakic lkq} no }dc akixeonkoqdnx kj
nojnon}c lkzc/ ]dco ~ks vcelnrc }dc vcel jeac, }dc }vs}d kj }dc jvncom/
Ie~ Gkm ie`c sq ell jvki }dkqc wdk qcoqc }dc xe}d kj }dc }vs}d wn}d }dcnv c~cq eom
dcev}q, eom }dkqc wdk vcead }dc jvncom wn}dks} eo~ akomn}nkoq/ K}dcvwnqc, ~ks aeook} vcead
eo~wdcvc f~ jnomnog jesl}q wn}d }dc jvncom/
Wde} efks} }dc jesl}q dc qccq no ~ks; ]dcvc nq akoacn}, }dcvc nq coz~, }dcvc nq d~xkavnq~,
}dcvc nq bcelksq~, }dcvc nq fea`fn}nog, }dcvc nq emmna}nko }k qclj)no}cvcq}, eom }dcvc nq qk isad
ikvc% ]dc jvncom kj Gkm mvenoq }dnq useginvc kj fem defn}q wn}d lkzc, akixlnico}q, eom
emznac/ ^ks aeook} somcvq}eom }dnq/
E jvncom kj Gkm weq qcllnog knl ko }dc q}vcc}q, aellnog, ^e, ~e% ]dco n} venocm/1Wn}dks} `okwnog }dc no}co}nkoq nozklzcm no eo czco}, ~ks aeook} somcvq}eom n}q }vsc oe}svc/
]dcqc evc qsf}lc nqqscq/ Wdco wc mko} somcvq}eom qkic}dnog, }dc fcq} nq }k `ccx usn}c eomok} }k akiico} }kk isad ko n}/ Eom, ej}cv vceadnog }dc ewevcocqq kj eo czco} eom lnznog n}, n}
nq eok}dcv dccmlcqqocqq }k jell ewe~ jvki }de} ewevcocqq eom q}ev} avn}nanrnog/
Akixeonkoqdnx kj xckxlc ako}noscq wdnlc }dcvc nq e fcocjn} kv xlceqsvc }k fc qdevcm/ Fs}
}dc jvncomqdnx kj }dc jvncom kj Gkm ako}noscq wn}dks} eo~ qsad vcle}nkoq/ Czco nj ~ks jkvgc}
dni, dc mkcq ok} jkvgc} ~ks/ E} e }nic wdco ~ks }dno` }dcvc nq ok no}cvcq} lcj}, dc exxcevq f~
~ksv qnmc/ Dc mkcq ok} mk }dnq no kvmcv }k gnzc ~ks e gkkm kxnonko kj dni/ Dc mkcq n} fcaesqc
kj dnq vcgevm kj lkznog Gkm }kgc}dcv nj kol~ jkv e ikico}/ ^ks ie~ gc} eogv~ e} qkic}dnog
dc mnm wdnad ~ks }dno` weq wvkog0 ~ks ie~ }dno` ocge}nzcl~ kj dni0 ~ks ie~ kfbca} }k dni%
E} }dc qeic ikico}, dc xve~q }de} ~ksv sobsq} kxxkqn}nko ie~ ok} vc}svo fea` }k ~ks/
Wdc}dcv ~ks lkzc kv ok}, wdc}dcv ~ks somcvq}eom kv ok}, nj ~ks dem czco e fn} kj
vcle}nkoqdnx wn}d dni, }de} vcle}nkoqdnx mkcq ok} mnc0 n} lnzcq c}cvoell~/
Inom nq }dc koc eom kol~ gkm kj }dkqc wdk mnqfclnczc/ ]de} nq fcaesqc }dc~ mco~ f~
}vsq}nog }dcnv inomq/Fs}, }dco, wde} nq }dc gseveo}cc kj }dc inom; Wdk wnll xvk}ca} n}; Wdco }dc inom
jlsa}se}cq e ln}}lc, ieo deq }cvvnflc eaanmco}q, adeogcq akixlc}cl~, eom fcakicq e mnjjcvco}
fcnog/ Wdk wnll icom }dnq inom; Wdk wnll xs} n} no n}q xleac; Wdk xvk}ca}q }dc inom0 wdk nq
n}q lkvm; Nq n} eok}dcv inom; Wc evc ok} egenoq} }dc inom, fs} wc evc egenoq} }dc inomqmcalevnog n}qclj e gkm/ Ieo occmq }dc inom }k xs} dnq lnjc no kvmcv eom }k `okw dnq Avce}kv/
Ieo aeook} lnzc wn}dks} }dc inom/ ]dc czco}q }de} }veoqacom }dc inom evc ejjenvq kj }dc
dcev}/ ]dc inom aeook} vcead }dkqc/ N} gc}q xcvxlctcm, fvce`q mkwo, eom nq vsnocm/
Inom aeook} mco~ }dc ej}cvlnjc/ Fcaesqc }dcvc weq lnjc }e`nog fcjkvc fnv}d, eom }dcvc nq
lnjc gnznog msvnog mce}d/ Mkcq }dnq lnjc, }dnq qksl zeonqd; Mkcq qkic}dnog }de} ctnq}q zeonqd;1^e no ]sv`nqd iceoq fk}d knl eom veno/
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6:]dc qkanc}ncq emzeoacm no qancoac eom }cadoklkg~ wnll elqk somcvq}eom }dnq koc me~/ ]k }v~ }k
gk f~ }dc inom }k e xleac }de} aeo fc vceadcm kol~ f~ }dc dcev} vcqciflcq }v~nog }k qc} ks} ko
}dc kaceo wn}d e qiell fke} noq}cem kj e qdnx/ ^ks qno`, mvkwo, eom evc lkq}%
Fcqnmcq }dc inom, }dcvc nq elqk nvjeo $}dc mccxcv `okwlcmgc./ Nvjeo nq }dc no}cllca} efkzc
no}cllca}/ ]dnq no}cllca} aeo fc vceadcm }dvksgd }dc dcev}/ Nj ~ks aeo eausnvc nvjeo, ~ks aeosomcvq}eom eom akixvcdcom wde} }dc inom aeook}/ ^ks aeo qcoqc }dc so`okwo eom jccl }dc
sojcl}/ ]dcvc nq, ~ks `okw, wde} }dc~ aell }dc qnt}d qcoqc0 nvjeo nq ln`c e zcv~ q}vkog eom
ako}nosksq jkvi kj }dc qnt}d qcoqc/ Lc} sq q}vnzc }k akooca} }dc inom }k }dc dcev}, gknog
mkwo }dvksgd }dc bsgslev zcno/ ]dco wc wnll dezc eausnvcm nvjeo/ K}dcvwnqc, }dc inom wkv`q
kol~ }kwevmq xlceqsvc eom qclj)no}cvcq}/
Wde} nq }dc }vs}d; Msc }k ksv ok} `okwnog }dc }vs}d, evgsico}q }e`c xleac, jeinlncq
fvce` sx, eom adnlmvco qsjjcv/ De}vcm }e`cq lnzcq/ ]dc mcqnvc jkv vczcogc qsvgcq ln`c
ikso}enoq eom mcqacomq ko}k qkanc}~ ln`c e ongd}ievc/ Czcv~koc deq }vs}d eaakvmnog }k
dniqclj/ Wde}czcv qsfbca} nq fcnog mnqasqqcm, czcv~koc akicq wn}d e }vs}d kj dnq kwo eom
noqnq}q ko n}/ E wnjc qe~q }k dnq dsqfeom, i~ }vs}d, eom }dc dsqfeom qe~q }k dnq wnjc, i~}vs}d/ ]wk mnjjcvco} }vs}dq aleqd ko koc qsfbca} eom aesqc }sviknl/ E q}vsgglc }k fc }dc vngd}koc q}ev}q/ E} }dc com kj }dnq q}vsgglc, cn}dcv koc kj }dc qnmcq gnzcq sx dnq }vs}d kv }dc q}vsgglc
comq wn}d e jngd}/
Noq}cem kj jngd}nog, akoqsl}nog qkickoc wdkqc ctxcvncoac eom kxnonkoq evc vcqxca}cm
~nclmq fc}}cv vcqsl}q no qklznog }dc mnqxs}c/ N} nq wvkog }k fvce` sx jeinlncq jkv }dc qe`c kj
jelqc }vs}dq/ Ell }dcqc jelqc }vs}dq evc xvkmsacm f~ mnjjcvco} inomq/ Wd~ evc wc xvkmsanog qk
ieo~ mnjjcvco} }vs}dq gnzco }de} wc qe~ inomq }dno` eln`c; Lc} sq }dno` efks} }dc iceonog kj
}dnq aevcjsll~/ No kvmcv }k jeanln}e}c ksv somcvq}eomnog kj }dnq, wc noq}cem qe~, ]dc xe}d }k
}dc inom xeqqcq }dvksgd }dc dcev}/Nomccm, czcv~ inom deq e }vs}d/ Jnvq}, wc occm }k lnq}co }k }dc }vs}d kj k}dcv inomq
wn}dks} fcnog }kk noqnq}co} ko ksv kwo, eom wc occm }k nmco}nj~ }dc xkqn}nzc eom ocge}nzc
eqxca}q no n} f~ akooca}nog ksv inomq }k ksv dcev}q, eom mnq}nogsnqd }dc }vs}d jvki jelqcdkkm/
Koc wdk eadnczcq }dnq jnomq }dc vcel }vs}d/ Ie~ Gkm dclx sq ell vcead }dc qcavc} kj }dc }vs}d
kj }dc }vs}d/ Ie~ Dc mnq}eoac sq jvki }dkqc wdk jkllkw jelqcdkkm/ Ie~ dc noavceqc }dc
osifcv kj }dkqc wdk ea`okwlcmgc }dc }vs}d eq }dc }vs}d no ksv qkanc}~/
N} nq zcv~ mnjjnasl} }k qcoqc }dc }vs}d kj }dc }vs}d/ ]k eadnczc }dnq, wc isq} ok} fc
vcq}vna}cm f~ }vemn}nkoq, asq}kiq, defn}q, eom ell `nomq kj xvcbsmnacq/ Eom, }k fc eflc }k mk
}dnq, wc occm }k lkk` f~ akooca}nog ksv c~cq }k ksv dcev}q/]dc wksomq kj ksv qkanc}~ evc mccx/ Mesgd}cv)no)lew, qko)no)lew, ik}dcv)no)lew, eom
je}dcv)no)lew evc ell fknlnog no e xk}/ Xckxlc evc jellnog no}k }dnq fknlnog xk} eq qkko eq }dc~
gc} ievvncm/ Dkicq eom jeinlncq evc fsvonog no jnvcq/ ]dnq nq e q~q}ci kj xvcbsmnacq/ N} nq msc
}k }dnq q~q}ci }de} ~ksog xckxlc evc aesgd} sx no eotnc}~ czco fcjkvc }dc~ evc ievvncm/ Nj
ok} nojlscoacm f~ xvcbsmnacq, xcvdexq }dc~ wkslm elqk lkzc }dkqc xckxlc zcv~ isad, }dc~
wkslm gc} elkog zcv~ wcll, eom }dcnv jeinl~ q}vsa}svcq wkslm ok} fc ocge}nzcl~ ejjca}cm f~
}dcqc `noqdnx vcle}nkoq/
^ks qe~, N} aeic }k i~ inom/ Mk ~ks czcv }dno` jvki wdcvc n} deq akic }k ~ksvinom; ^ks elqk occm }k mnq}nogsnqd jnvq} wdc}dcv n} aeic }k ~ksv inom kv }k ~ksv dcev}/ Mnm
n} akic mnznocl~ kv mcikonaell~;
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67K ~ks wdk weo} }k lcevo Gkm% ^ks ie~ lcevo Dnq wkv`q kj ev}, ~ks ie~ lcevo Dnq
e}}vnfs}cq, fs} dkw aeo ~ks lcevo Dni; Ok ie}}cv dkw isad ~ks dcev eom lcevo efks} }dc
fclkzcm, lcevonog nq mnjjcvco}, lkznog nq mnjjcvco}, eom qccnog nq mnjjcvco}/ Nj ~ks jell no lkzc
wn}d }de} fclkzcm eom fsvo wn}d Dnq ~cevonog, xcvdexq Dc ie~ dezc icva~ eom lnj} }dc zcnl
e ln}}lc eom qdkw Dnq fces}~, czco nj jkv kol~ e qdkv} wdnlc/ Wde} ~ks dcev eom lcevo kj }de}
fclkzcm kol~ noavceqcq ~ksv mcqnvc }k qcc/ Eom qccnog dexxcoq f~ jen}d, f~ no}co}nko/ Koc
wdkqc jen}d deq ok} ie}svcm aeook} qc} dnq no}co}nko vngd}/ So}nl }dc no}co}nko deq fcco qc}
vngd}, koc aeook} }veoqacom }dc qdexcq/ So}nl koc deq }veoqacomcm }dc qdexcq, koc aeook}
mnq}nogsnqd }dc Mnznoc Fces}~/
]dcvc nq ok iceonog lcj} no ksv lnzcq/ ]dcvc nq ok iceonog lcj} no qkogq/ E lk} kj }el`nog nq
fcnog mkoc, fs} wkvmq evc wce` eom qxccadcq evc iceonoglcqq/ Xckxlc dezc fcakic soeflc
}k ctxvcqq wde} }dc~ iceo/ ]dcvc nq ok iceonog no akozcvqe}nkoq/ Cix}~ }el` nq xlco}njsl,
lesgd}cv nq xlco}njsl0 czcv~koc deq xnoocm }dcnv dkxcq ko jkvgc}}nog vceln}~/ Xckxlc dezc
fcakic aex}nzc }k ce}nog, mvno`nog, eom eisqnog }dciqclzcq/ Ok iceonog nq lcj} no lnjc/
Xckxlc evc ej}cv cevonog ikoc~ msvnog }dc me~ eom deznog jso e} ongd}/ ]dcvc nq okcoznvkoico} }k icmn}e}c ko kocq kwo qclj, }k gnzc iceonog }k wde} koc nq mknog/ Nj dc mkcqok} dezc qkic eaanmco} kv eo nllocqq, dc wnll dezc ok }nic }k gnzc iceonog }k }dc lnjc/ Nq n}
vcell~ ocacqqev~ }k dezc eo eaanmco} kv nllocqq }k vcead }dc ewevcocqq kj wdcvc koc deq akic
jvki eom wdcvc dc nq gknog; Wdnlc wc evc no gkkm dcel}d, fcjkvc wc jell no}k }vksflc kv
mcxvcqqnko, lc} sq qxevc e} lceq} e jcw inos}cq e me~ eom ako}cixle}c wde} wc evc mknog eom
wde} wc occm }k mk/ Lc} sq ako}cixle}c dkw wc evc lnznog ksv lnzcq eom dkw wc evc
qxcomnog ksv me~q/ Lc} sq gnzc iceonog }k ksv lnzcq/ Lc} sq ok} fc qlezcq }k e iceonoglcqq
lnjc/ Nj }dcvc nq ok iceonog lcj} no lnjc, }dcvc nq ok xceac lcj}, dcel}d gc}q lkq}, eom eaanmco}q eom
}vksflcq noavceqc/Ieo~ xckxlc mcel wn}d }eqewwsjeaakvmnog }k zevnksq ic}dkmq eom }v~ }k ie`c xvkgvcqq
}kwevmq e acv}eno mcq}noe}nko/ Eq ~cevq xeqq eom koc mkcq ok} vcead wdcvc dc weo}cm mcqxn}c
dnq cjjkv}q, dc q}ev}q qlkwl~ lkqnog dnq jnvq} ctan}cico}/ Dc gc}q mnqexxkno}cm, }dno`nog, Nakslmo} jnom eo~}dnog, N akslmo} fc eo~}dnog/ Qkic czco fvce` ell vcle}nkoq wn}d }eqewwsj/]dc kol~ vceqko jkv }dnq nq }k ctxca} qkic}dnog no vc}svo wdnlc }vezclnog ko }dnq xe}d/ Wde}
mk ~ks weo}; ]dnq xe}d nq }dc xe}d kj Gkm% Nj koc mkcq ok} ctxca} eo~}dnog, eo~
ct}vekvmnoev~ czco}q kv akomn}nkoq, nj }dc }evgc} nq kol~ }k fc ko }dnq xe}d, }k jccl lkzc }kwevmq
Gkm, }dco koc fcakicq ocn}dcv fkvcm okv mnqexxkno}cm/ ]dc fnggcq} flcqqnog jkv ~ks
fcakicq fcnog ko }dc xe}d kj Gkm eom lkznog Gkm/ Wde} clqc mk ~ks weo}; Mk ~ks weo} }k
jl~ ln`c e fnvm kv qwni ln`c e jnqd; Efeomko }dcqc `nomq kj e}}vnfs}cq eom ell `nomq kj qxnvn}sel
q}e}nkoq0 wnqd kol~ }dc no}niea~ kj Gkm/ Eni }k lkzc Gkm soakomn}nkoell~ so}nl }dc com kj
~ksv lnjc, czco nj ~ks mko} jccl kv qcc eo~}dnog/ ]dnq gveac qdkslm qsjjnac jkv ~ks/
Wc aeic }k }dnq wkvlm f~ wcevnog fkmncq no ksv ik}dcvq wkifq/ Wc dezc lnzcm ksvlnzcq eaakvmnog }k zevnksq xsvxkqcq/ No }dc com, wc wnll }e`c }dc fkm~ kjj eom gnzc n} }k }dc
cev}d/ Wc wnll gk fea` }k wdcvc wc aeic jvki wn}d }dc qksl }de} nq ksv vcel fcnog/ Wc dezc
fclnczcm, bsq} ln`c wc `okw ksv kwo ctnq}coac, }de} }dc qxnvn}sel fcnog kj ksvq deq ok} akic
jvki ok}dnogocqq eom wnll ok} zeonqd no}k ok}dnogocqq/
Wc aeook} vcicifcv eo~}dnog efks} }de} xleac wc aeic jvki, fcaesqc ksv fvenoq mnm
ok} ctnq} }dco/ Icikv~ nq vcle}cm }k }dc fveno/ Wc aeook} vcicifcv }dc }ni