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^cjs khh` js kison hl tco roid djfo

sthry.

Nonjaiton th Iiriv iln Iirivj

^oro pyir `o lisco lo, torj iil`ch bo

osi nuki njyi `j,

Kcirj bocd bo kcj torj yiinhl bo

tilci ch mito cijl,

Hr tilciyj bo kcj torj yiinijl bocd

sii notj co.


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Qul aillht ahbo th tco oirtc kut solns dhvo is riys iln

fdd wirbloss jl hur djo. Bhhl aillht ahbo th oirtc kut

scjlos hr us iln krjectol hur lject. Qtir aillht ahbo th

tco oirtc kut twjl`dos hr us iln biò hur wjscos ahbo

truo. Adhuns aillht ahbo nhwl th tco rjvor sh soln dhvo

is rijl iln thh` iwiy nryloss. Djò tcjs hldy ehn aillht

ahbo th oirtc th shdvo hur prhkdobs kut co solt shbohlo

jl hur djo th codp us jl hur prhkdobs, shbotjbos is i

ibjdy bobkor, shbotjbos is i rjoln, shbotjbos is i

dhvor iln shbotjbos is i strileor wch schws us tco wiy

th ahbo hut rhb tco sjtuitjhl, ejvo us dhts h dhvo, dhts h

airo iln biòs hur djo whrtc th ko idjvo.

Iirivj, vory solsjtjvo iln jllhaolt ejrd wch stirts aryjle

wcjdo oprossjle cor oodjles itor cor kroi` up cor djo

wis acileon. Qco stirton djvjle cor djo hr htcors. Qco

doirlon dhts h tcjles rhb cor pist roditjhlscjp. Qco

lovor siarjfaon jl cor djo kut dhvo tiuect cor chw th

siarjfao iln sco stirton siarjfajle cor djo hr htcors.

!coro js idwiys i sbjdo hl cor iao kut rhb jlsjno cor

coirt idwiys arjon. Qco oisjdy cjno cor pijl kocjln cor

sbjdo. Qco bino i ehid tcit chw th krjle sbjdo hl htcors

iao. Qco idwiys trjon th biò htcor pohpdo cippy. Qco

kodjovo tcit j sco js roishl kocjln hlo sbidd `jn sbjdo


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tcil sco eot kdossjles rhb tco ehn iln sco oods ehn js

sbjdjle.

Iirivj bot wjtc i khy Iiriv, hl shajid lotwhr`jle sjto. I

khy wch idwiys airon hr htcors. "l ovory priyor copriyon hr htcors. I khy wch wis strueedjle wjtc cjs

roditjhlscjp. #o eht hldy nobilns jl cjs oltjro

roditjhlscjp. #o dhvon cor ulahlnjtjhliddy kut sco lovor.

Qco $ust nobilnon hldy opolsjvo ejts. #o olnon

ovorytcjle wjtc cor iln stirton djvjle hr htcors. #o

protolnon tcit co js vory strhle kut rhb jlsjno co wis

idd idhlo, vory woi`. #o loonon shbohlo wch ail dhvocjb iln airo hr cjb. #o lovor sciron cjs ily prhkdobs

wjtc htcors co hldy sciron cippjloss wjtc htcors. #o

pisson tcrhuec idd tco nj%audt sjtuitjhl idhlo hldy.

&iy ky niy tcoy khtc koaibo kost rjolns iln tcojr

rjolnscjp koaibo vory strhle iln ospoajiddy hlo niy

Iirivj eht i bossieo rhb cjb,

'Bootjle yhu ovory tjbo krjles il iuspjajhus phtoltjid

olorey wjtc shbo rowirns up cjec( )vory tjbo " boot yhu

$ust yhur sbjdo iln swootloss bi`os bo ood by

prosolao. *ost pirt js yhu iln yhursod tco bhst truston

whrtcy tcjle ovor hr bo.+

Itor roinjle tcjs bossieo sco odt sh ehhn tcit shbohlo

aibo jlth cor djo wch airon hr cor iln rhb tco tcitniy hldy sco noajnon th fdd dhts h cippjloss jl cjs djo

iln ti`o iwiy idd tco toirs rhb cjs oyos.


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Dhvo js i nostjly aidd, jt nhoslt irrjvo jl ilyhlos djo

wjtc i prjhr porbjssjhl. "t ahbos jl yhur djo wjtcjl i

riatjhl h tjbo.

Qhbotjbos shbo pohpdo iro theotcor hr dhleor tjbo kutkotwool tcob tcoro js lh dhvo iln shbotjbos shbo

pohpdo boot hr tco frst tjbo iln tcoy idd jl dhvo, dhvo it

frst sject yhu ail aidd. " yhu fln poroatjhl jl dhvo yhu

wjdd lovor fln ilhtcor dhvo jl yhur oltjro djotjbo

koaiuso yhu hldy eot iudt jl htcor porshl. Qhbotjbos

sjddy tcjles jl shbohlo biòs yhu idd jl dhvo wjtc tcob.

Iiriv iln Iirivj idd jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor is jt wis i

aidd rhb nostjly wjtcjl i riatjhl bhbolt h tjbo. "t idd

stirton wjtc hlo `jss. Dhvo aillht ko pdillon. -iddjle jl

dhvo aillht ko provolton. Djò tcit tcoy khtc tjon il

ileod `lht.

lo niy tcoy khtc woro sjttjle jl tco eirnol, iln tid`jle

wjtc oiac htcor,Iiriv isòn hlo /uostjhl th Iirivj, yhu `lhw wcit

Ileods nh7

Iirivj eivo vory swoot ilswor, tcoy tiò airo hr tco

spoajid pohpdo hl tco oirtc, iln dhvo tcob.

Iiriv thdn cor, " thdn Ileods th tiò airo h yhu iln dhvo

yhu kut sco rouson koaiuso sco thdn bo Ileods nhos lhtairo iln dhvo htcor Ileods. 9hur Iirivj js hlo h tco

Ileod wch aibo nhwl rhb tco coivol $ust th tiò airo

h yhu iln dhvo yhu i dht iln biò yhur ovory sjledo niy

h djo djò i coivol.


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!coy khtc woro bindy jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor. !coro dhvo

wis ulahlnjtjhlid kut shbo pohpdo woro $oidhus h tcit.

!coy trjon th sopirito tcob. ;ust koaiuso tcoy nhlt

wilt th soo tcob theotcor. ;oidhusy hldy `jdds tco porshl.;oidhusy kurl tco porshl rhb jlsjno. !coy irolt ikdo th

soo htcor pohpdo cippy. *ut truo dhvo lovor eots ipirt.

!coy idwiys sbjdon jl tcojr nj%audt tjbo iln tcits tco

hldy roishl hr htcors th ood bhro $oidhus. !coy fln tcojr

hwl wiy th ko uljton jl hlo. Iln tcoy tjo up wjtc oiac

htcor hr hrovor.

!rust, dhvo, ulnorstilnjle iln rospoat iro bust jl ilyroditjhlscjp. !coy khtc woir i arhwl h tcjs tcjles hl

tcojr coirt iln vory koiutjuddy tcoy oirl tcjles rhb

oiac htcor.

#oivol jl yhur oyos, js lht $ust tco sthry h Iiriv iln

Iirivj, chw tcoy bot kut jts tco sthry tcit chw tcoy

huln i sjledo spoajid bhbolt rhb tco whrst niy h tcojr

djos.

Iirivj

'#jfo js fudd hf surprjso kh(, vory lo(t stop

)cit )jdd yhu *ot yhu aillht jbi*jlo idsh.

+hbotjbos yhu *ot dht hf cippjloss frhb tco kh(iln shbotjbos ulo(poaton sinloss. ^cit buac

sinloss tcit yhu lovor tchu*ct ikhut tcit jl yhur

nroib idsh.


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Idd suac tchuects woro strueedjle jl by bjln wcol " siw

sjttjle iajle tco soisjno. "t soobon djò wcol wo sjt hl

tco soischro wjtc hur doe jlsjno jt wivos thuac hur does

iln bhvos kia` ieijl jt wis shbotcjle sibo wjtc bytchuects thh.

By dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo, tcit " lovor acoiton cjb, "

dhvon cjb rject rhb tco ahro h by coirt kut shhl "

roidj1on tcit jt wis by bjstiò tcit " dhvon cjb tcil

wcit co nosorvon. )vol itor by kroiùp h > yoirs

siarjfajle roditjhlscjp by dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo tcit jt

ahudnlt ino nhwl kut " civo lh jnoi wcotcor co jlnoonroiddy dhvon bo hr co njnlt. ?odd( " euoss jt wis idd

wrjttol jl by nostjly hr biyko co dhvon bo hr " dhvon

cjb kut nostjly njnlt wilt us khtc th stiy theotcor. By

dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo tcit bily tchuects stirton

$ubpjle jl by bjln. &jn co roiddy nosorvo wcit co

wilton7 Qchudn " fect hr by dhvo7 Iln hr tco vory frst

tjbo by coirt iln bjln huect wjtc oiac htcor. By bjlnstrjòs wjtc tco tchuect tcit j co whudn civo roiddy dhvon

bo tcit wcy whudn co doivo iln by coirt sijn nhlt dot

cjb eh yhu dhvo cjb.

" priyon ehn th codp bo hut rhb tcjs ahlusjle sjtuitjhl

tcit " wis pissjle tcrhuec iln " sijn th ehn tcit ovol

yhu `lhw chw buac " dhvon cjb iln siarjfaon by >yoirs

djo hldy hr cjb. 6doiso schw bo tco wiy.

Qunnoldy " roaojvon i aidd rhb hlo h by rjoln. ?o khtc

pdiyon i rhdo h krhtcor iln sjstor.

#o sijn5 #oddh, njj.


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9oic Qwibj siy, wcit cippolon7 ?cy yhu iro soobon th

ko sh whrrjon7 Iro tcjles idrject wjtc yhu7

#o sijn, &jj 3iril roturlon kia` th "lnji dist lject hr hlo

niy rhb Iustridji is cos pdilljle th eh th &ukij ilncos ehjle thniy sh " $ust aiddon yhu th jlhrb tcit aidd

cjb hr boot cjb iln adoir hut idd shrts wcotcor co dhvos

yhu hr lht7 #hw buac bhro yhu wilt th wijt hr cjb jts

pist : bhltcs yhu iro wijtjle hr cjb.

!cil`s i dht krhtcor hr jlhrbjle bo iln " wjdd surody

adoir hut iln sottdo nhwl tcjs jssuo, " sijn.

" adhson by oyos iln wjtc olhrbhus rospoat priyon th

ehn !cil` yhu sh buac ehn tcit yhu codpon bo th schw

tco wiy iln " `lhw yhu iro idwiys tcoro wjtc bo lh

bittor chw buac nj%audt tco sjtuitjhl js. " roiddy nhlt

`lhw wcit wjdd ko cjs ilswor kut ejvo bo tcit buac

stroletc tcit " ail koir jt koaiuso stjdd thniy " civo sibo

oodjle h dhvo thwirns cjb.Ditor hl " aiddon cjb, co njnlt rosphln th jt ieijl iln

ieijl " trjon aiddjle cjb shbotjbo co njsahlloaton tco

aidd iln it shbo bhbolt co njnlt iaaopt tco aidd. "

noajnon th aidd cjb rhb ul`lhwl lubkor iln co fliddy

roaojvon tco aidd iln " coirn cjs vhjao hr tco vory frst

tjbo itor :bhltcs.

" sijn #j, 3iril

#o jl ileor rosphlnon wcy iro yhu aiddjle bo ieijl iln

ieijl ailt yhu ulnorstiln tcit " ib lht jltoroston th

tid` wjtc yhu ilybhro. "ts idd hvor lhw=.


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" sijn 3iril " roiddy ailt djvo wjtchut yhu. " roiddy dhvo

yhu sh buac noir.

#o ieijl rosphlnon Djstol( " nhlt airo ilybhro lhw. "

yhu tcjl` yhu roiddy ailt djvo wjtchut bo eh iln njo. 0otdhst " nhlt airo it idd.

3iril yhu prhbjson bo tcit yhu wjdd idwiys tiò airo h

by coirt iln lhw yhu iro tco hldy hlo wchs kroi`jle jt

jl aruod wiy.

Qoo, " ib hl by wiy th ijrphrt ehjle th &ukij. Itor

4churs by 2ject wjdd tiò i doivo rhb coro ilncolaohrtc lh aidds lhtcjle kyo hrovor iln siyjle tcjs

co njsahlloaton tco aidd iln kdhaòn bo.

It tco sibo bhbolt by coirt thdn bo tcit yhu dhvo cjb

yhu ailt dot cjb eh djò tcjs eh hddhw cjb kia` it ijrphrt

iln boot cjb iln shhl " dot rhb by chbo iln roiacon

Ijrphrt wjtcjl 4


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ulnorstiln wcy yhu bino cjb oltoron jl by djo wcol

tcoro wis lh wiy th ko wjtc cjb theotcor iln hrovor.

" schuton cirn iln arjon wjtc toirs jl by oyos 3iril "

dhvo yhu sh buac kut stjdd ilychw " bilieon th ahbokia` chbo wjtc by krh`ol coirt. Qhhl " roiacon it by

chbo dha` bysod jl by konrhhb iln sit hl tco wjlnhw

iln wis thtiddy dhst jl 2isckia`. By idd dhvo iln airo hr

cjb, by siarjfaos iln bijldy by fect wjtc by pirolts

ovorytcjle aibo rject jl tco rhlt h by oyos iln toirs

rhddon nhwl rhb by oyos.

!jdd tcol by bhb schuton Iirivj ahbo hut hr &jllor,

wo idd iro wijtjle hr yhu. " ilychw bilieon th wisc by

iao iln wid` hut hr njllor wjtc by ibjdy bobkors

wjtc i sbjdo hl by iao.

" cin th sbjdo jl rhlt h tcob $ust koaiuso " ailt siy

tcob ikhut by kroi`up $ust koaiuso hr cjb " cin huect

wjtc by pirolts iln thniy co hldy dot bo. "t wis roiddyvory nj%audt hr bo th protoln tcit tcjles iro lhrbid kut

jl tco roid solso " wis thtiddy dhst.

By ovory lject pisson wjtc toirs jl by oyos $ust koaiuso

" bjsson cjb i dht iln " wis tryjle th hreot cjb kut jt

wis koahbjle nj%audt hr bo. )vorytcjle wis $ust

fljscon " wis $ust idjvo hr hrbidjty. By nijdy rhutjlo

koaibo tco sibo. Qinloss iln dhlodjloss koaibo byrjolns. Idd wcit " ahudn siy wis " cin iddol jl dhvo wjtc

nir` lject.

Itor :bhltcs " eht i aidd rhb ul`lhwl lubkor iln "

roaojvon jt.


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#oddh chw iro yhu7 3iril coro, vhjao aibo rhb ilhtcor

sjno.

9os siy wcit yhu wilt lhw7 " is`on cjb.

Iirivj, " loon yhur codp. Ail yhu pdoiso priy hr bo

koaiuso " ib stua` shbowcoro jl by whr` iln " kodjovo

tcit j yhu priy surody jt wjdd ko nhlo.

3iril, ovorytcjle js hvor rject7 Qtjdd yhu opoat bo th

priy hr yhu7 ?cy njn yhu aidd bo $ust koaiuso yhu

loonon by codp7

Iirivj " `lhw yhu stjdd dhvo bo iln jts idd hvor rhb by

sjno lht ky yhur sjno. " `lhw yhu iro wijtjle hr bo co

sijn.

3iril yhu `lhw tco iat vory wodd tcit " ib wijtjle hr

yhu kut roiddy lhw " roidj1o tcit yhu roiddy ailt ood by

dhvo hr yhu.

Iirivj, " $ust aiddon yhu koaiuso " loon yhur codp pdoisopriy hr bo tco dist tjbo " nhlt wilt th coir ilytcjle

odso, co sijn.

" sijn cjb 3iril stjdd yhu iro schwjle bo yhur sibo

ittjtuno. Ilywiys " nhlt wilt th spoi` ilytcjle bhro

ikhut by dhvo $ust koaiuso hlo niy yhu wjdd yhursod

roidj1o chw buac " dhvon yhu. Doivo suac tcjles ipirt

iln nhlt whrry " wjdd priy hr yhu iln " njsahlloaton tco

aidd.

8ory lot bhbolt " priyon th ehn th ejvo cjb idd wcit co

wilts7 !chuec " nhlt `lhw wcit co wilts kut stjdd jts


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flo. " prhbjson bysod tcit " whlt oit by ivhrjto swoot

hr by djotjbo $ust ejvo cjb wcit co wilts.

Itor G


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by aciddoleo th yhu iln roiddy thniy " ood tcit " nhlt

loon yhu koaiuso ovol by dhvo hr yhu js idd hvor

koaiuso yhu $ust djon iln uson bo.

Iirivj, " `lhw vory wodd tcit lhw yhu nhlt loon bo $ustkoaiuso yhu civo ovorytcjle jl yhur djo Bhloy, Air,

-ibo, #hbo ota=.. Idd wcit yhu nhlt civo lhw js bo jl

yhur djo.

3iril scidd " diuec hut cirn noir dot bo todd yhu hlo tcjle

tcit yhu iro lh bhro jl by djo lhw sh " civo idd tcjles jl

by djo lhw $ust koaiuso tjdd yot hr tco wchdo djo tjbo "

hldy tchuect ikhut yhu iln thniy hlwirns " wjdd hldy

tcjl` h bysod koaiuso lhw " civo idd tcjles wjtc bo.

Iln robobkor hlo niy ovol yhu wjdd roidj1o wcit truo

dhvo js hlao yhur ejrdrjoln wjdd curt yhu. Idsh robobkor

yhu wjdd ulnorstiln tco pijl " kiron iln siarjfao " njn hr

yhu. Qh " ib lht wijtjle hr yhu " ib bhvjle icoin jl by

djo kut " ib wijtjle hr tco niy wcol yhu wjdd roidj1o jt

iln ehhn dua` iln idd tco kost hr yhur djo iln shhl "

njsahlloaton tco aidd.

" hlao ieijl priyon tcil` yhu sh buac ehn hr ejvjle bo

stroletc iln wcitovor yhu nh hr bo js idwiys tco kost. "

dhvon cjb trudy kut stjdd co uson bo iln pdiyon wjtc by

oodjles tcil wcy schudn " robobkor cjb. *ut stjdd ovol j

" dhvo cjb thniy tcit nhoslt boil tcit " wilt cjb kia`by dhvo hr cjb wis lht sh woi` tcit " ahudn civo

hrehttol cjb kut by dhvo hr cjb wjdd idwiys ko jl cjs

cippjloss. " cos cippy jl cjs hwl djo tcol tco sibo ib

". " " dhvon cjb thh buac iln j co njnlt ejvo i nibl th

by dhvo iln j co ail hreot jt oisjdy tcol wcy ailt "7


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Itor tcjs " sit loir tco wjlnhw iln hpolon by lhvod 'j

jts lht hrovor jts lht dhvo+ " stirton roinjle frst lhvod

iln ahbpdoton jt tjdd tco lject.

Itor ahbpdotjle jt " pdillon th puraciso tco low ahpjosh khh`s rhb tco khh` sthro iln tco vory lot niy " njn

tcit. " koaibo i cueo il h tco iutchr iln stirton

hddhwjle cjb hl shajid lotwhr`jle sjtos.

)vory niy itor hddhwjle tco iutchr " uson th dj`o tco phst

updhinon hl cjs -ilpieo iln uson th ahbbolt hl jt iln

tco vory frst phst updhinon /uostjhlon tcit

'#hvo ail lovor ko )rhl* kut i porshl ail ko.

&h yhu kodjovo jl jt7+

Iln tcorohro " sciron by vjows hl tcit phst iln tco

vory lot niy " wis /ujto oieor th `lhw tco lot phst

updhinon ky cjb. Qhhl " ahbpdoton roinjle idd cjs khh`s

pollon ky cjb iln wolt th tco schp iln puracison tcolow hlo ky njKorolt iutchr iln stirton roinjle jt tcit

lject iln wcjdo " wis roinjle " wolt ist hK th sdoop=


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Iiriv

9hu dhvo bo hr cito bo, " nhlt airo koaiuso " dhvo yhu

sh buac iln $ust koaiuso by dhvo hr yhu js sh puro

tcits wcy yhu curt bo i dht kut " ailt doivo yhu

koaiuso by dhvo hr yhu js lht sh woi` tcit yhu wjdd curt

bo iln " wjdd noajno th doivo yhu.

9hu woro idd sot pdillon th doivo bo, flo lh whrrjos curt

bo, kut robobkor " wjdd idwiys dhvo yhu bhro. " `lhw "

bindy rul kocjln tco tcjle wcjac js lovor bjlo, koaiuso" roidj1on tcit yhu lovor odt by truo dhvo kut hlo niy

yhu wjdd surody roidj1o tcit by dhvo hr yhu wis sh puro

iln truo iln " ib idsh suro tcit hlo flo niy yhu wjdd


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roturl kia` iln yhu wjdd ieijl stirt dhvjle bo kut " wjdd

lovor dhvo yhu kia` ieijl it tcit tjbo.

lo flo ovoljle " cin noajnon th eh hr ovoljle wid` sh

hl by wiy thwirns tco $heejle tria` iroli " lhtjaon tciti twh wcoodor sahhty cin bot up wjtc il iaajnolt iln

wis nubpon isjno hl tco hhtpitc. ?col " wolt loirky

ky jt idd wcit " ahudn soo wis tco sahhty wcjac " cin

ejton !iljsci dist bhltc. Qoojle tcit " wis stullon iln "

ahudnlt kodjovo tco iat tcit jt wis i sahhty wcjac " cin

ejton th cor. By coirt wis idd krh`ol itor tcit.

" noajnon th aidd cor up iln pdil th boot cor iln `lhw

tco iatuid jlajnolt wcjac thh` pdiao sh " eivo cor i aidd

iln " is`on cor th boot bo up it >


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hhtpitc7 &jn yhu `lhw chw nj%audt wis jt hr bo th

puraciso i low sahhty hr yhu iln ciln jt hvor th yhu.

9hu isòn iln " eivo yhu wjtchut nolyjle hr is`jle ily

roishl th yhu. ;ust th eot i low sahhty hr yhu " cin thsiarjfao by viduikdos iln kroi` idd by fon nophsjt

rhb tco kil`. ?is " suac i kje hhd7

#oirjle tcjs sco $ust sbjdon iln sijn !cil` yhu noir hr

idd suac iln sco dot hl cor wiy thwirns chbo.

It tcit bhbolt " roiddy odt wcy " ib siarjfajle sh buac

kocjln cor7 *ut stjdd " ahudnlt sthp by coirt rhb nhjle

suac tcjles hr cor $ust koaiuso " dhvon cor. Qco wislt

iwiro tcit " ail siarjfao ilytcjle hr cor kut " ailt

siarjfao cor iln cor dhvo kut " nhukton wcotcor sco

roiddy dhvon bo hr lht7777

!cit lject " wis thh buac noprosson iln wis ahbpdotody

dhst shbowcoro jl by 2isckia` wjtc cor. )vorytcjle

aibo rject jl rhlt h by oyos iln tco pjaturo wis voryadoir. Qtjdd " njnlt ejvo up ily h by chpos thwirns cor

iln stirton dhvjle cor bhro iln bhro.

Ditor hl, $ust th biò by bhhn phsjtjvo iln robhvo

loeitjvo vjkos rhb jt " noajnon th pol nhwl tco tchuect

wcjac woro jl by bjln sh " pjaòn up tco pol iln i khh`

iln stirton sarjkkdjle tco whrns jl jt. Qhhl " roidj1on tcit

tchso arhhòn whrns whudn hrb i schrt swoot photry iln" stirton nhjle tcit iln bino i sots h koiutjud phobs

iln " cilnon hvor by khh` th by bhtcor iln isòn cor

th roin tchso.


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Itor sco roin tchso tco lot bhrljle sco hpton bo th

eot tchso sots h phobs pukdjscon is sco dhvon jt kut stjdd

by bjln wislt sot hr idd tchso iln " ro$oaton tcit

noajsjhl h cor.!co vory lot niy " eht i aidd rhb cor hlao ieijl iln

sco isòn bo th boot cor ureoltdy it Gpb.

?col " wolt th boot cor sco isòn bo th ahbo wjtc cor

iln sco thh` bo th tco rostiurilt libon !i$ Diln )lns.

!chuec sco wis pissjhlito th puraciso iln th oit coivy

iln opolsjvo hhns hr shrts sh sco thh` bo tcoro.

" isòn cor wcy coro7

Qco ropdjon ahbo wjtc bo jl iln tcol sco hrnoron tco

stuKs th oit iln wcitovor sco achso th oit woro tco

bhst opolsjvo njscos h tcit rostiurilt.

-jlo lovor bjln " isòn cor wcits tco roishl kocjln jt7

Qco sijn thniy i troit rhb by sjno $ust koaiuso h bo

tcit sahhty bot up wjtc il iaajnolt.

" sijn h` iln wo woro nhlo wjtc hur dulac iln jts tjbo

hr kjdd lhw sco isòn tco chtod wijtor th krjle tco kjdd tco

kjdd wcjac co krhuect wis irhuln GN3

" wis djò ua`(((( ?cits tcjs7

Qco stirton protolnjle tcit sco cin aisc jl cor purso kut

" wis iwiro h tco iat tcit sco njnlt civo ily iln sco

wis sh sbirt tcit sco bino i iò aidd h cor nin iln


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thdn bo scos roturljle kia` jl hlao scos nhlo tid`jle

wjtc cjb kut tco iat wis sco njnlt turl up.

" wijton i dhle hr cor aiddon cor tcrjao kut lh rosphlso

iln ovol " njnlt civo sh buac aisc jl by widdot " wiskjttordy tolson wcit schudn " nh lhw7 " njnlt ejvo ily

tchuect iln noajnon th eh iln spoi` wjtc tco rostiurilt

bilieor.

" thdn cjb suac idd wis tco aiso kut stjdd co njnlt kodjovo

bo $ust koaiuso jt wis i O stir chtod iln tcoro pohpdo

wjtc cjec stilnirn nh vjsjt. " wis thh buac whrrjon "

aiddon cor bily tjbos fliddy hlao dua`jdy sco roaojvon

tco aidd iln sijn #oy shrry " ahudnlt ahbo kia` is " civo

th eh kia` th by chbo is shhl is phssjkdo pdoiso nh piy

tco kjdd.

" odt iscibon coirjle tcit iln ro/uoston bilieor tcit "

civo hldy ow kua`s co sueeoston bo tcit j yhu nhlt

civo tcit buac aisc lh whrrjos $hjl jl tco rostiurilt hrtco $hk purphso hr N niys.

" ieroon wjtc tcit iln stiyon tcoro hr N niys iln thdn

by pirolts " civo th doivo ureoltdy hr N niys aibpijel

irrileon ky by FAA trijljle jlstjtuto is " ailt rovoid

tco trutc iln " ropijn tco aisc ky whr`jle jl tco

rostiurilt hr tco lot Nniys.

" wis sh tjron tcit lject itor roturljle chbo kut stjdd "

eivo i tchuect th wcit by bhtcor thdn bo iln noajnon

th ahbpdoto polljle iln sukbjt ahpy hr pukdjscjle.


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!col " pdillon th civo i sbidd lip sh " thh` i khh` jl by

ciln iln stirton roinjle i lhvod ky tco iutchr Qiboor

wch wis by jlspjritjhl iln " idbhst dhvon idd cjs lhvod sh

nijdy " uson th eh th khh`sthro iln kuy shbowcit lowiln stirt roinjle.

Qhhl " stirton hddhwjle tco iutchr hl cjs -il pieo E-iao

khh`C iln dhvon idd cjs phst wcjac co uson th updhin hl

cjs -ilpieo iln sdhwdy stirton ahbboltjle hl jt iln

dj`on tco ahbbolts wcjac Iirivj ahbbolton hl tco

phst.

'#hvo iln porshl ail lovor ko )rhl* kut nostjly

sopiritos tco porshl.


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Ilmili-Ilmilj

Hl tco rhin trjp hf mhurloy hf hur djfo )o boot )jtc

dhts hf tcjl*s. Hur djfos oiac iln ovory stop js

nosj*lon ky *hn tcrhu*c hur nostjly. /o iro thys

hf *hns ciln. 7o turls `oys hf hur djfo iln hur djfopdiys tco lo(t stop. $hn hldy noajnos it lo(t stop

)ch )jdd boot us. /o boot dhts hf pohpdo jl hur djfo

shbo hf tcob iro vory adhso th us iln shbo irolt.

+hbo hf tcob )o boot is hur frjolns iln shbo is

stril*ors.

^co bhst jbphrtilt tcjl* js shbo ahbo jl hur djfo

th stiy )jtc us fhr djfotjbo iln shbo ahbo jl hur

djfo th must toiac dosshls. +hbotjbos hur noirost

hlo koahbos i stril*or iln shbotjbos shbo

stril*ors ahbo th us is hur adhso hlos jts idd up

th tco nostjly.

Is usuid, scirp it G


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I frjoln citc tco s`jdds iln hksorvitjhl hf tco kost

pcysjajil9

^co njdj*olao iln vjdj*olao hf i *hhn lurso9

Iln tolnorloss iln pitjolao hf i *hhn bhtcor.

" roin tcjs phst, iln jl ahbbolt kh, " sciron by

tchuects hl jt koaiuso jl by djo, tcoro wis hlo h by

rjoln sciron cjs ulahlnjtjhlid dhvo. #o idwiys uson th

ko wjtc bo wcolovor " loonon cjb. "t nhoslt bittor j "

aiddon cjb hr lht " toton cjb hr lht kut wcolovor " loon

cjb, co wis idwiys tcoro hr bo kut nuo th 3iril, wo irolh bhro rjolns lhw kut rhb hur coirt wo iro stjdd

theotcor.

" stirton roinjle idd ahbbolts hl tcit phst, shbo h

tcob woro thh stupjn hlo iln shbo h tcob thh

obhtjhlid coirt thuacjle ahbbolts " roin.

Qunnoldy by oyos stua` hl hlo h cor ahbbolt iln "dj`on cor ahbbolt wcjac roin,

;hu iro i *jft,

I *jft fudd hf cippjloss iln strol*tc

^cit ahbos )jtc i sbjdo iln i cu*

Iln )rippon )jtc i diu*ctor,

$jvjl* tcit o(tri hulao hf ahbfhrt,

Idd )cit )o loon js ovory hlao jl i )cjdo.


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!col " stirton roinjle ilhtcor ahbbolts iln by oyos

hlao ieijl eht stua` hl tco ahbbolt wcjac wis ky

Iiriv 6itod wch cin djòn by ahbbolt dist lject. " djòn

cjs ahbbolt thh.'+hbotjbos shbohlos tchu*cts hldy ittriat yhu

th)irns tcob, 1t nhoslt bittor )cotcor yhu `lh)

tcob hr lht hldy tcojr vjo)s th)irns djfo biòs

yhu food tcit tcoy iro idsh sjbjdir djò yhu koaiuso

tcojr vjo) iln tchu*cts bitacos )jtc us.

Qcroyis iln Iirivs tchuects hraon bo th djò tcojr

ahbbolts iln hraon bo th soln tcob rjoln ro/uost

koaiuso it shbo phjlt " roidj1on tcit wo iro sibo iln

wo ail ulnorstiln oiac htcor.

Is niys bhvon icoin, nijdy wo oacileon hur tchuects

hl tco phst updhinon. ur tchuects stirton eottjle

oacileon wjtc oiac htcor iln nuo th wcjac biyko ilow $hurloy h rjolnscjp koeil jl hur djo.

Itor ow niys, " $ust invjson Iiriv iln Qcroyi th biò

il aduk ky tco libo h hur ivhrjto iutchr sh tcit wo

ail oacileo hur tchuects iln oisjdy prhbhto tco khh`

iln dua`jdy tcoy khtc ieroon hr tco sibo iln fliddy wo

koaibo rjolns hl shajid lotwhr`jle sjto.

?o bino i -il aduk hl -iaokhh` iln hur ahlvorsitjhl

stirton.

-jrstdy wo eht tcroo jltrhnuaon wjtc hur hrbid tid`s.


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Qcroyi Ji$put, i 4O yoirs ejrd rhb Ji$istcil wis i

bir`otjle ooautjvo.

Iiriv 6itod rhb Bubkij wis kusy pursujle cjs noeroo

stunjos. #o wis idsh kje il h tco iutchr iln wis idshjltoroston jl wrjtjle tco khh`s iln bijldy co wis

phssossjvo ikhut cjs roditjhlscjp.

ur nijdy lhrbid wirb erootjles iln ehhn lject

bossieos stirton eottjle oacileon jl tco erhup.

Fhrbid tid`s kison hl tco djo $hurloy h iutchr woro thh

oacileon iln shhl wo stirton soiracjle tco hddhwors.

?o eht jltrhnuaon th Junri iln 3rjscjvi jl tco sibo

ahbbolt kh. !coy khtc woro thh tco hddhwors h tco

iutchr.

Junri i yhule khy wch rosjnos jl Jijein wis pursujle

cjs Ajvjd )lejloorjle.

3rjscjvi i ejrd wch rosjnos jl Bubkij wis kusy pursujlecor Iracjtoaturid stunjos.

Is tjbo pisson icoin wo stirton oacilejle hur

tchuects kison hl oiac htcors porshlid djo. ?o sciron

tco oporjolao h hur djo wjtc oiac htcor. ?o aibo adhso

th oiac htcor is hur kost rjolns wjtcjl ow niys iln wo

stirton pjlejle oiac htcor jl tco erhup niy iln lject.

?o aroiton hlo il aduk hl tco libo h tco iutchr hl

iao khh`. !co bijl roishl wis co hldy tcit wo woro

theotcor iln sdhwdy wo stirton updhinjle phst hl il

aduk. ?o noajnon idd phst kohro hlo niy hldy hr lot

niy.


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?o woro lhw O jl i erhup. ur erhup wis libon is fvo

theotcor jl wcjac tcoro woro twh khys iln tcroo ejrds. ?o

noajnon, wo wjdd updhin fvo phsts por niy ky por porshl

it i roeudir jltorvid h tjbo. ?o jlvjton bhro pohpdo thstirt dj`jle hur il aduk sh tcit wo ail aroito i kje hlo

iln tco phst woro noajnon hl iutchrMs djo, shbo phst hl

cjs phobs iln /uhtos rhb tco khh`. ?o woro $ust

wijtjle hr tcit bhbolt wcol whudn tco iutchr dj`o hur

phst wo updhinon iln tcit wis jlnoon tco kost bhbolt

hr idd h us.

ur erhup doinor wis Qcroyi, sco hldy noajnon wcit wowjdd phst oiac niy iln tco lot niy wch wjdd ko onjtjle

iln nosjeljle tco phst th ko updhinon. Qco idwiys

hrnoron us iln eivo us tco noindjlo th ahbpdoto tco tis`

hl tjbo. Qco idwiys uson th tcjl` tcit scos tco hldy hlo

wch wis cilndjle tcjs il aduk.

Qco wis thh buac runo iln idwiys protolnon th ko strja`

wjtc htcors. " shbohlo nhos ily bjsti`o, sco uson th

eot cjecdy tobporon iln tco vory lot bhbolt sco uson

th doivotco erhup. Itor ro/uostjle cor thh buac sco

uson th ieijl $hjl tco erhup. Qco idwiys loonon idd tjbo

ittoltjhl hr ully tid`s iln hr sorjhus tid`s thh. Qco

idwiys cin il ittjtuno tcit " IB FD9 QB)!#"F0 J)Q!

IDD IJ) F!#"F0. Qco lovor tchuect ikhut htcors. Qco

protolnon tcit sco airon hr us kut " idwiys nhukton cortcit wis sco roiddy ahlaorlon hr wis jt $ust i schw hK.

"l tco stirt, tcjles woro ehjle hl sbhhtcdy. ?o idd

ol$hyon oiac htcors ahbpily. ?o acitton tjdd bjn lject.


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?o idwiys ieroon wjtc Qcroyis noajsjhl kut itor ow

niys tcjles stirton acilejle.

It hlo lject, wo woro $ust tid`jle ikhut hur djo iln shbo

`jln h tjbo spolnjle stuKs. It hlo thpja, Junri pissonahbbolt hl Qcroyis tid`. #o wis jl tco bhhn h

aria`jle $hò hl cor tid`s iln sco thh` tcjles sh

sorjhusdy iln sco koaibo sh buac cypor hl cjb iln sco

dot tco erhup is usuid. Itor ro/uostjle cor thh sco hlao

ieijl ieroon th $hjl tco erhup iln shhl sco tcrow Junri

hut h tco erhup. !h eot jl Junri koeeon hr hrejvoloss

bily tjbo kut sco wislt ulnorstilnikdo iln sco thdncjb yhu iro lh bhro tco bobkor h hur erhup iln krhò

cor rjolnscjp wjtc cjb iln sco corsod thh` tco noajsjhl.

Itor ow niys pisson, sco thdn us ikhut cor djo, cor pist

iln ikhut cor ibjdy. Qco sciron shbotcjle tcit wis

ulkodjovikdo hr us kut wo lovor thdn hr /uostjhlon

ilytcjle bhro ikhut jt. Qco thdn us tcit sco wis jl

roditjhlscjp wjtc iutchr 4yoirs kia` iln sco thdn ow

iats ikhut iutchr wcjac wis nj%audt th njeost.

Itor 4 niys wo eht i lows tcit idd jlhrbitjhl cin

roiacon th tco iutchr. Qhbohlo sciron idd hur acits wjtc

iutchr.

It tcit lject iutchr aiddon Qcroyi, iln thdn cor ikhut

acits iln idd co cin roaojvon iln eivo i strjat wirljle thcor th sthp idd tcjs lhlsolso hr odso lot stop co whudn

tiò whudn eot cor trippon cor phdjao.

?o idd tcroo eht surprjso Bo, Iiriv iln 3rjscjvi. &jn sco

djo th us kut stjdd wo jelhron idd stuKs koaiuso wo truston


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cor iln wo roiddy boilt th jt tcit sco wis hur rjoln sh

wo idd woro tcoro th supphrt cor.

'>rjolnscjp js lht hldy kdhhn roditjhl kut jts

shbo)cit bhro tcil jt.

?o woro djò ibjdy tcits wcy wo sthhn kosjno cor.+

!jbo iln nostjly schws roid ahdhr h i porshl. "t hldy

wirls us tcit wchs rject iln wchs wrhle.

?o idd sthhn wjtc cor iln huect wjtc iutchr idsh kut sco

lovor roidj1on hur rjolnscjp iln cor lot tireot wis

3rjscjvi tcjs tjbo.

Qco nhukton 3rjscjvi tcit sco hrwirnon hur acits iln

eivo idd jlhrbitjhl th tco iutchr iln jl ileor sco sijn

-ua` K(

Is usuid sco robhvon cor idsh rhb tco erhup iln sco

krhòn rjolnscjp wjtc cor iln robhvon cor rhb tco

erhup.

!cit niy wis whrst niy h hur djo, ospoajiddy hr bo iln

Iiriv. Joiddy wo njnlt ulnorstiln wcit th nh wch woro

rject hr wch woro wrhle. ?o woro roiddy ahluson tcit th

wchb schudn wo kodjovo kut wo njnlt civo ily htcor

hptjhl sh wo stiyon jl tco erhup wjtc Qcroyi.

&iys woro pissjle kut lht djò kohro koaiuso wo worohldy tcroo jl tco erhup. ?o sphò wjtc oiac htcor kut lht

djò kohro wo uson thh. ?o hldy njsausson ikhut tco phst

iln il aduk kut itor tcit jlajnolao wcjac thh` pdiao


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wjtc iutchr wo noajnon th sthp updhinjle tco phsts hl

tco il aduk.

lao trust hl shbohlo js nhukton tcil wo ailt stiy

wjtc tcob oisjdy. l ovory soltolao hr hl sjledo whrn woodt tcit jt js rject hr lht.

1l ily roditjhl trust js bust )jtchut jt roditjhl

koahbo sh ahbpdjaiton )cotcor jts frjolnscjp hr

dhvo scjp. ^rust jl roditjhlscjp js dj`o sjbairn jl

aodd pchlo. /jtchut tcit roditjhl js orh.

ur roditjhl wjtc Qcroyi wis dj`o tcit hldy. *ut wojelhron koaiuso wo cirndy tid` jl erhup. lo lject wo

stirton tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor itor dhle tjbo.

Qunnoldy wo stirton tid`jle ikhut "lnji iln wo woro

njsaussjle hl tco rijdwiys tco djodjlo h "lnji. ?o sciron

hur vjows hl jt iln bo iln Iiriv stirton scirjle hur

vjows hl Bubkij dhaid trijls koaiuso wo khtc woro rhb

Bubkij sh wo iaon sibo jssuos sh wo woro kusy jltid`jle ikhut jt iln sunnoldy Qcroyi dot tco erhup

wjtchut jlhrbjle us.

" roaojvon i bossieon rhb Iiriv jl porshlid acit vory

frst tjbo jl tco dist 4 bhltcs.

#oy Iirivj, wcit cippolon th cor7 ?cy sco dot erhup

sunnoldy7

Iiriv " idsh nhlt `lhw wcy sco njn dots inn cor ieijl jl

erhup iln dots is` cor wcit cippolon th cor.

` Iirivj, is yhu siy


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" innon cor jl tco erhup iln isòn tco roishl wcy sco

dot tco erhup.

Qco thdn us, yhu khtc woro jelhrjle bo@ yhu khtc woro

kusy jl tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor. 9hu khtc nhlt loon botcil wcy schudn " stiy coro.

Qcroyi, wo njnlt jelhro yhu iln wo iro $ust tid`jle

ikhut tcit thpja wcjac wis hldy stirton ky yhu sh jts lht

hldy hur thpja.

0uys " ib nhlo wjtc yhu khtc pohpdo. " ulnorsthhn vory

wodd tcit yhu nhlt loon bo, sco ropdjon.

Qcroyi wo lovor thdn yhu tcit wo lovor loon yhu iln wo

woro $ust tid`jle ikhut prhkdob iaon ky idd koaiuso wo

wilt jt hr hur lot khh` sh wo woro $ust njsaussjle

lhtcjle djò tcit wo woro jelhrjle yhu, Iiriv ropdjon.

Qcroyi, wo woro roiddy shrry j yhu odt tcit wo woro

jelhrjle yhu. ?o woro $ust njsaussjle ikhut jt.Qhrry euys kut tcjs tjbo " ib nhlo wjtc yhu khtc pohpdo.

9hu pdiyon wjtc bo. 9hu khtc uson bo. "t wis by bjstiò

tcit " truston yhu khtc. 9hu tiuect bo dosshl i ehhn

dosshl hr by djo. "t wis ljao kojle pirt h yhur djo.

!cil`s hr idd dhvo airo iln supphrt yhu khtc cin ejvol

th bo idwiys. Fhw kin dua` js hut h yhur djo lhw. 9hu

khtc iro roo th kdha` bo hr ulrjoln bo. 9hu khtc civo$ust uson bo iln wodd pdiyon@ sco bossieon jl tco erhup

iln dot tco erhup.

!oirs rhddon nhwl rhb hur oyos $ust koaiuso wo lovor

uson cor hr lovor pdiyon wjtc cor oodjles. ?o woro


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idwiys tcoro hr cor jl ily sjtuitjhl kut sco lovor

roidj1on tcit tcjles tcjs tjbo ovorytcjle wis hvor rhb

hur sjno thh lht hldy rhb cor sjno wo noajnon.

8ory lot bhbolt " eht bossieo rhb Iiriv.

Iirivj, lhw wcit lot7 "t wis lht hur iudt tcil wcy hldy

wo.

Iiriv, tcjs tjbo " ib nhlo wjtc cor. " thdn cor shrry sh

bily tjbos kut sco nhlt nosorvo by shrry idsh ovol yhu

idsh thdn shrry cor tchusiln tjbo wjtchut hur iudt sh tcjs

tjbo " nhlt wilt th sthp cor iln roiddy tcjs tjbo " nhltwilt cor jl by djo sh rhb by sjno jts tjbo th siy ehhn

kyo hrovor, " ropdjon.

Iirivj tcjs tjbo " ib idsh nhlo wjtc cor sh rhb by sjno

idsh ehhn kyo, co ropdjon.

` Iiriv, lhw nhlt tcjl` thh buac hl jt. ;ust robobkor

hlo tcjle tcit tjbo hldy schws roid iao h porshl sh acjddnoir iln pdoiso sbjdo iln " ib wjtc yhu is yhur rjoln

hrovor.

Qh swoot h yhu Iirivj, yhu iro rject. Dots stirt low

aciptor h hur rjolnscjp.

Quro Iiriv, lhw sdoop jts thh dito.

0hhn lject, swoot nroibs noir, ti`o airo iln `oopsbjdjle.

Qibo th yhu Iirivj, soo yhu jl tco bhrljle, co ropdjon.


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3I"Q" 9) 9IIJ"9IF

1ts sijn tcit ruo frjolnscjp hu*ct lovor th

ahlaoid )cit jt tcjl`s.

Fot bhrljle Iirivj erooton wjtc i wirb bhrljle

Qco sijn5#oy Iiriv 0hhn Bhrljle noir !iò airo òop

sbjdjle.

!co vory lot bhbolt " eht hK rhb by sdoop is by aodd

pchlo vjkriton iln hl tco dha` sarool " ahudn roin cor

tots.

" ropdjon5 #oy( #hw yhu noir7 " chpo yhu iro nhjle wodd.

8ory 0hhn Bhrljle noir civo swoot niy iln òop sbjdjle

tiò airo.

-ow bjlutos ditor " roaojvon i rosphlso siyjle5

#oy( Iiriv " ib nhjle wodd " wilt th spoi` wjtc yhu

shbotcjle ejvo bo i robjlnor jl ovoljle is h lhw " ib

jl ahddoeo " wjdd tot yhu hlao " koahbo roo.

" rosphlnon5 ` Iirivj tiò airo suro wjdd spoi` jlovoljle. #ivo yhur dulac hl tjbo iln ko sio.

Qhhl, " wis whrrjon wcit sco wilton th siy iln wis

oieor thh $ust th `lhw wcit sco wilton th sciro.


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" ahudnlt rosjst iln " stirton pjlejle cor ahltjluhusdy

$ust th `lhw wcit sco wilton th sciro is " wilton th

`lhw iln wis oieor th `lhw thh is hl wcit sco wilton

th spoi`.Qco ropdjon bo itor ahupdo churs h tjbo5

#oy Iiriv( Qhrry, " ahudnlt ropdy yhu it tcit bhbolt is "

wis jl doaturos iln by niti ahlloatjhl wis turlon hK sh.

9oic( " wilton th sciro tcit " nhukt Qcroyi $ust koaiuso "

wis ehjle tcrhuec by tjbodjlo " lhtjaon ow h by phsts

woro nodoton.

Joinjle tcjs " rosphlnon #oy( ?cy njn yhu tcjl` sh7

?cit bino yhu nhukt hl cor Iirivj7

Qco ropdjon5 ;ust koaiuso wcol " wis cor adhso rjoln hlo

flo niy sco jlhrbon bo tcit sco cia`s tco iaahults h

cor olobjos.

#oirjle, tcjs ovol " wis idd sot th nhukt hl cor iln "is`on cor wcits lot lhw7

Qco sijn5 Iro yhu iwiro sco cis bily i`o iaahults thh.

#oirjle tcjs " wis thh buac surprjson iln sco idsh thdn

bo tcit yhu `lhw wo civo butuid rjolns libon Boci`

Ji$put7

" wis stullon coirjle tcit $ust koaiuso " uson th acit

wjtc cor ro/uoltdy.


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" thdn Iirivj, #oy( Dots tot cor iln acoa` jt hut

theotcor jl i erhup wchs sco7 "s sco pdiyjle ily shrts h

eibo wjtc us iln sh hl7

Iirivj ieroon wjtc by stitobolt iln wo aroiton i $hjlterhup iln wo stirton pjlejle jl tcit erhup

#oddh, cj chws yhu idd7 Iirivj toton

Iln " rosphlnon #oy ovorytcjle js idrject iln chws

Boci` ?coros sco7

Itor ow bjlutos Boci` ropdjon " ib ehhn iln " ib kusy

" wjdd tid` wjtc yhu idd ditor i kjt kusy.

Qhhl, " roaojvon i porshlid tot rhb Boci` wcoro sco

sphò phdjtody hr ow bjlutos h tjbo ditor hl sco stirton

ikusjle bo hr lh roishl.

" wis idd upsot iln isòn cor hr tco roishl kocjln jt sco

ikuson bo bhro iln bhro iln sco sphò ow tcjles

loeitjvo ikhut Iirivj wcjac " ahudnlt koir.

" $ust thh` tco saroolschts iln solt th Iirivj iln sijn

acoa` hut tcjs noir iln toirs rhddon nhwl by oyos.

Boci` stirton wirljle bo tcit sco wjdd ko cia`jle bjlo,

Iirivjs, Bjljhl iln Qiboors iaahult.

Qhhl " njnlt wijt ilybhro ily thdn Iirivj ikhut tcjs iln

coirjle tcjs sco thdn, Iiriv soo tcjs js wcit " thdn yhu

lhw siy icoin(

Qoo sco ciaòn by iaahult iln tcits tco roishl wcy

by phsts iro lh bhro vjsjkdo hl by tjbodjlo.


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Qhhl, kohro sco ahudn cia` by iaahult " invjson Iirivj

th acileo cor prjviay sottjles iln ovol " dheeon jl iln

lhtjaon ovol by ow phsts worolt tcoro hl by tjbodjlo.

Ditor hl, " iln Iirivj aroiton i erhup wjtc Junri iln3rjscjvi iln wirlon tcob thh. ?o thdn tcob th ko iwiro

h tcjs stuKs iln invjson tcob th acileo tcojr prjviay

iaahult sottjles thh.

" acileon by Iaahult prjviay sottjle iln ovoryhlo njn

tco sibo.

Itor adoirjle tco stuKs Iirivj pjleon bo hl wcits ippiln sco sijn5

#oy Iiriv wilton th tiò i sueeostjhl rhb yhu sco thdn

" ropdjon5 yoic Iirivj todd bo.

Qco sijn, Iiriv nhlt yhu tcjl` tcit wo bust spoi` th

Qiboor iln Bjljhl th biò tcob iwiro h tcjs bittor

thh.

" ropdjon, suro wcy lht.

Iln wo aroiton i erhup wjtc Qiboor iln Bjljhl iln

pjleon tcoro.

Bjljhl ropdjon Qiboor js ist isdoop is cos òopjle

ulwodd kut nhlt whrry is shhl is co eots up " wjdd ahlvoy

yhur tot th cjb.

Itor ow churs wo eht i ropdy jl tco erhup ky Qiboor

#o sijn5 ?cits wrhle wjtc tcit ejrd. ?cy js sco jrrjtitjle

lhw7


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&h hlo tcjle coro by lot sorvor js /ujto sdhw " ib

scirjle by porshlid lubkor pjle bo tcoro. #o sijn.

!co vory lot bhbolt wo pjleon cjb hl cjs porshlid aodd

lubkor iln opdijlon cjb oiatdy wcit tco bittor wis.

#o sijn5 " cin wirlon yhu khtc dhle kia` tcit sco js lht

i poroat ejrd. Qco òops nhjle kdic kdic ovorywcoro iln

trips shbohlo hr tco htcor. 6doiso ko airoud kut it tcit

tjbo yhu pohpdo woro hldy supphrtjle cor.

Bily h by roinors solt bo i saroolscht h wcit yhu

pohpdo sphò iln thdn bo tcit yhu iro tco erhup h tcroowch iro pdiyjle shbo eibos wjtc by roinors iln sh hl

kut stjdd " njnlt todd yhu idd ilytcjle. " civo by eolujlo

roinors wch dhvos iln rospoat bo i dht iln sibo " nh

wjtc tcob.

Iiriv thh` il invjao rhb bo th pukdjsc cjs khh` "

sueeoston cjb kut stjdd co wis djò wo N th pohpdo iro

tcoro theotcor iln wo wjdd nh hur kost sh " njnlt sueeostcjb ilybhro.

Qcos i biròtjle ejrd. Ail biròtjle ejrd ko hldjlo 4>

hl -iaokhh`7 " tcjl` cirndy suac pohpdo civo tjbo th tiò

kitc. Fhw is yhu idd thdn sco stiys ipirt rhb cor pirolts

" nhukt cor hr tcit thh lhw.

Iirivj ropdjon5 Qjr, wo sjbpdy truston cor $ust koaiuso wonjnlt ejvo ily tchuect tcit sco wjdd njtac us jl suac i

wiy. "l stirt wo idd woro ehhn rjolns kut shhl " nhukton

iln roidj1on tcit shbowcoro scos wrhle iln scos

tryjle th biò us idd hhd kut " njnlt opross by tchuect


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wjtc cor hr ilyhlo $ust koaiuso wo woro i erhup h O iln

wo truston oiac htcor kdjlndy.

Iiriv thh sijn tcit5 9os, sjr Iirivj js rject. Qhrry sjr hr idd

wcit cippolon ky us khtc iln lhw wo issuro yhu tcitwo wjdd ko i pirt h yhur ahro erhup.

!cjs ahlvorsitjhl ahltjluon tjdd dito lject G


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'Hur frjolnscjp js i troisuro

/odd koyhln ily boisuro.

#IBIJ" 3"!I*

!co vory lot bhrljle Iirivj erooton bo wjtc cor wirbbhrljle wjscos iln thdn bo pjle bo kia` wcolovor yhu

iro roo loon th spoi` wjtc yhu.


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" roin tco tot hl by dha` sarool iln " toton cor wjtc i

wirb bhrljle eroots iln is`on cor th siy wcit sco

wilton th spoi` th wjtc bo.

Itor G


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9oic Iirivj todd bo ist " ailt opross by cippjloss

thwirns tco lows tcit yhu wilt th sciro wjtc bo.

Qco thdn tcit scos fliddy nhlo noidjle wjtc i ehhn

pukdjscor hr bo iln itor vorjyjle tco ahltolt wcjacwis solt th tcob tcoy iaaopton jt iln tcoy civo ejvol i

erool sjelid hr yhur ahpy th ko pukdjscon.

#oirjle tcjs lows " wis dot spooacdoss.

" ahudnlt opross iln novhto cor by proajhus

tcilùdloss.

" $ust sijn cor5 !cil`s i thl noir "t whudnlt civo kool

phssjkdo hr bo th soirac hr i ehhn pukdjscor idd idhlo

tcil`s hr supphrtjle bo.

Idsh " thdn cor Iirivj hlo bhro tcjle tcjs js lht hldy by

khh` idhlo kut jts idd yhurs thh.

Iirivj wjtc cippjloss oprosson ky cor whrns tcit sh

swoot h yhu by noir.

Iln hl tco vory lot niy " adoiron idd tco hrbidjtjos th

eot tco khh` pukdjscon iln sphò wjtc tco pukdjscor noidt

iln flidj1on idsh by ahpjos woro solt iln woro idd sot th

eot jt prjlt.

"t thh` loirky 4< niys th eot tco ahpjos pukdjscon iln is

pukdjscor prhbjson bo co whudn soln bo ahbpdjboltiryahpjos kohro jts hut jl tco biròt hr hl ily hldjlo sjtos

rhb wcoro hlo ail hrnor tcojr ahpjos.

Iirivj wis sh sbirt tcit sco noidt wjtc pukdjscor th òop

jt ahlfnoltjid kotwool tcob khtc iln th eot tchso ahpjos


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nodjvoron it cor innross sh tcit sco ahudn surprjso bo

wcol wo boot.

"t wis GNtc Birac Iirivj, " iln 3rjscjvi noajnon th boot

it dhaid ajty bidd it GG


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!col tcoro woro > ahdhr rhsos wcjac Iirivj cin krhuect

tchso woro roiddy oyo aitacjle iln " solson tchso rhsos

tco kdhsshb kdhhbon idd irhuln. Jhsos woro puro jl tcojr

ahdhr wjtc i krject scjlo hl jt.Qoojle tchso koiutjud prosolts iln surprjsos " wis sh

ibi1on iln cippy tcit " wis nj%audt hr bo th

ipproajito by tcilùdloss th tcob.

Fot " ahudn soo wis tco swoot nodjajhus achahdito aiò

wcjac wis tieeon wjtc tco libo hl jt is Iutchr Iiriv.

Qoojle tchso " wis dot spooacdoss.

?o cin shbo ully tid`s, eht hursodvos jltrhnuaon th

oiac htcor iln wo woro $ust njsaussjle wjtc oiac htcor

ikhut hur djo sthry jt $ust soobon tcit wo woro idd

acjdnchhn rjolns bootjle itor ieos.

Qoojle pohpdo irhuln " $ust odt ky tco wiy pohpdo woro

stirjle it bo iln tchso khh`s is j ily aodokrjty cisvjsjton tcit pirtjaudir iroli.

Iirivj isòn bo it wcit tjbo wo civo th diulac iln

prhbhto hur khh`.

" thdn cor dots diulac it NO pb iln sco ieroon.

3rjscjvi soobon th ko vory /ujot kut sco wis djttdo ully.

?o sphò i dht iln shhl jt wis NOpb wo njnlt

ulnorsthhn chw tjbo 2ow sh shhl.

!col it NO wo rovoidon tco ahvor pieo h tco khh` wjtc

tco djl` rhb wcoro hlo ahudn hrnor tcojr ahpjos.


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0ht ibi1jle rosphlso rhb tco pohpdo iln wis

hvorwcodbon itor eottjle suac ibi1jle rosphlso.

"t wis , Iirivj iln 3rjscjvi noajnon th eh iln ro/uost

tco stiK h Arhsswhrns khh`sthros th ahbo wjtc tcobiln th $hjl tco diulac h%ajiddy. !jdd tcit tjbo "

iutheripcon ovory sjledo pieo h tco ahpy iln cilnon jt

th Iirivj.

!coy irrjvon iln " wis stullon soojle tcit bily pohpdo

$hjlon tco diulac. Arhwn soobon th ko /ujto i kje hlo.

l tcit vory niy tco khh` wis ejvol kjrtc.

Ditor hl " jltrhnuaon bysod jl rhlt h tco oltjro

iunjolao iln tco aiò wis aut ky bo. 6chth sossjhls

thh` pdiao iln ovoryhlo acorjscon tco nodjajhus aiò

krhuect ky Iirivj.

"t wis roiddy tco ulhreottikdo bhbolt. Ditor hl it tco

oln h tco diulac wo vjsjton Arhsswhrn khh`sthro adjaòn

pchths h bjlo wjtc hur khh` th wcjac " eivo kjrtc. 0rhuppchth wis idsh tiòl ky hlo h tco euy rhb arhsswhrn.

?o idd roiddy ol$hyon tcit spoajid khh` diulacjle niy iln

it tco oln h tco aodokritjhl wo noajnon th civo shbo

slia`s iln doivo.

Qh wo idd cin i dject slia` rhb Ba&hlidns iln dot tcit

iroli.

Qhhl wo dot tco ajty bidd kjnon oiac htcor ehhn kyo iln

wo noajnon th boot oiac htcor shhl.

Iirivj iln 3rjscjvi eht soiton jl tco Iuth iln tcoy dot.


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Iirivj ahudnlt turl cor iao iln wis cor oyos woro $ust

stirjle it bo iln cor iao hut rhb tco iuth jl wcjac sco

sit.

Qhhl tcoy roiacon Jijdwiy stitjhl iln Iirivj toton bo,

#oy( ?o roiacon it tco stitjhl yhu roiac chbo siody

iln jt wis roiddy eroit bootjle yhu iln th spoln tco tjbo

wjtc yhu.

" oprosson by tcil`s wjtc cippjloss iln sijn cor tcit

tco ovolt ahudnlt ko ahbpdoto wjtc yhu idd.


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"t wis Qulniy bhrljle, it lject H


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?o woro hursodvos ahluson soiracjle tco iroi wcoro

Iutchr Qiboor cin jlvjton us khtc th boot cjb. ?o

aiddon cjb iln ahlfrbon cjs rosjnoltjid innross iln co

thdn us th boot it Qij &irkir Jostiurilt.?o sit jl i tij iln roiacon it hur nostjlitjhl iln

oiatdy itor O bjlutos " roaojvon i aidd rhb Iutchr

Qiboor is`jle wcoro woro wo7 #o jlhrbon tcit wo wis

wijtjle hr us jlsjno tco rostiurilt.

?o woro khtc stilnjle shbowcoro kosjno tco rostiurilt

iln woro noahritjle tco kis`ot h ejts wcjac wo cin

pdillon th ejt cjb.

Itor G< bjlutos wo roiacon loir tco rostiurilt iln tco

wijtor wis $ust stilnjle hutsjno tco oltrilao nhhr iln

ahlfrbon us wcotcor wo wilton th boot Iutchr Qiboor.

?o ropdjon tcit yoic( #o thdn yhu biy oltor jlsjno tco

IA #idd cos $ust wijtjle hr yhu idd jlsjno.

?o oltoron tco rostiurilt iln wo siw Iutchr Qiboor

wijtjle hr us iln wis hl tco pchlo aidd spoi`jle th

shbohlo.

Qoojle cjb tcoro wis i cueo sbjdo hl hur iao iln wo

stiron it oiac htcor iln wo ahudn soo cippjloss jl oiac

htcor oyos.

Qhhl, co njsahlloaton tco aidd iln sph`o wjtc us iln

sijn #oy( #hw iro yhu idd7


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?o ropdjon wjtc $hy5 #oddh sjr, wo iro nhjle wodd. #hw iro

yhu sjr7 ?o chpo ovol yhu iro nhjle flo iln wo ahudn

soo i kje sbjdo hl cjs iao thh.

Iirivj phjlton cor fleors thwirns tco ejts iln isòn bowcotcor th prosolt tco ejt rject lhw hr ditor hl.

" lhnnon by coin iln sijn cor yos.

Qco prosolton tco ejts iln soojle tchso " ahudn soo

Qiboor kduscjle iln tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl cjs iao.

Iirivj cilnon hvor tchso kjrtcniy ejts th Qiboor iln co

stirton ulwrippjle tco ejt wrippon sjdvor scjly pipors

iln co ahudn soo shbo ibi1jle koiutjuddy noahriton

ejts, ow erootjle airns iln i swoot pchth idkub. Qoojle

tchso prosolts Qiboor wis sh cippy iln co uttoron i

whrn sh swoot h tchso.

Ditor hl Iutchr Qiboor isòn Iirivj iln bo th hrnor

shbotcjle rhb tco bolu khh` òpt hl tco tikdo.Iirivj iln " noljon th oit kut stjdd wjtc dhvo Iutchr

Qiboor hrnoron tcroo edissos h Dissj iln "ndj5Acjddy ry.

?o cin dulac theotcor iln wo tcroo stirton njsaussjle

hl chw th prhbhto tco khh`s.

Iutchr Qiboor invjson us iln eivo us ow tjps chw th

prhbhto tco khh`s it njKorolt pdiaos wo njsausson owjssuos iaon wcjdo prhbhtjle tco khh` ahpjos iln shhl

itor tcit " cilnon hvor by iutheripcon khh` ahpy th

Qiboor.


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Ditor hl wo woro nhlo wjtc dulac iln njsaussjhls iln

noajnon th doivo tco pdiao. Qiboor sjr, tchuec kojle

ulwodd aibo wjtc us iln eht us soiton jl Iuth5rja`sciw

iln wo kjnon cjb ehhn kyo iln sijn !i`o Airo sjr, wjdd kobootjle shhl wjtc i kje sbjdo hl iao.

l tco wiy th hur chbo Iirivj iln " woro njsaussjle th

prhbhto tco khh` ahpjos it njKorolt pdiaos.

?o khtc pdillon th vjsjt tco lot niy it -hultijl rhin

iln idsh wo pdillon th eh iln ol/ujro hr tco pross

ahlorolao.

Iirivj is`on bo th krjle tco ahbpdoboltiry ahpjos

wcjac " cin sh tcit wo ail prhbhto it ow khh` sthros.

!co vory lot niy jl tco bhrljle wo bot oiac htcor it

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!coro wo siw olhrbhus lubkors h khh`s ljaody òpt jl

tco khh` scodvos.

?o woro soiracjle hr i khh` libon &jaòls #irny wo

eht th soo i khh` libon "laronjkdo "lnji((( ?hw((( Iirivjwcjsporon jl by oirs tcit Iiriv tco libo soobs th ko

jltorostjle nhoslt jt7

Iln sco stirton roorrjle tcit khh` iln eht th soo wcit

oiatdy "laronjkdo "lnji boilt.

Qco thdn bo wcy nhlt wo rodito shbotcjle iln wrjto tco

khh` hl "lnji.

" ieroon wjtc cor iln wo noajnon tcit vory shhl wo

whudn pol nhwl i khh` hl "lnji.

Qco invjson tcit kohro wo stirt wrjtjle tcjs khh` wo

whudn survoy tco iroi wcoro tco "lnji js dia`jle iln wo

whudn pol hl jt.

?o idsh noajnon tcit ovory bhltc wo whudn bijd iln polnhwl i dottor th tco bjljstors h oiac nopirtbolt,

6rosjnolt h "lnji iln 6rjbo5Bjljstor h "lnji iln wo njn

sh.

)vory bhltc wo uson th pol suac dottors iln soln th tco

bjljstors h oiac nopirtbolt $ust th biò tcob iwiro

wcits ehjle hl jl aurrolt "lnji.

?o sit tcoro iln stirton njsaussjle hl virjhus jssuos

iaon by "lnji.

Iirivj kojle i nhathr sco sphò ikhut tco jl$ustjao nhlo

wjtc pitjolts jl virjhus chspjtids iln tco sinnost pirt


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wcjac sco oprosson wis lh strjat iatjhl wis ti`ol

ieijlst tcob.

)vol " sciron ow h by oporjolaos ikhut tco phdjao

hraos iln tco virjhus jddoeid iatjhls tcit iro ti`jlepdiao.

!cjs eivo us tco low jnoi th pol nhwl tco low khh` iln

krjle jt jl rhlt h tco Fitjhl wch iro uliwiro h tchso

jssuos ti`jle pdiao.

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)vory woo` wo stirton vjsjtjle th ti`o upnitos twjao i

woo` iln eht ibi1jle phsjtjvo rosphlso rhb tco roinors

iln tco volnhrs iln djstoljle th tchso " ahudn soo i kje

sbjdo hl Iirivjs iao iln tcjs uson th bi`o by niy $ustkoaiuso is jt wis cor nroib th eot tco phsjtjvo rosphlso

rhb tco roinors iln htcors iln j cor cippjloss djos

tcoro iln ovol bjlo wis tco sibo.

1++ #I67& 5H "H5 N%

"t wis bhrljle L ib wcol " roaojvon i tot rhb Iiriv,


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8ory ehhn bhrljle Iirivj, #ivo i dhvody niy, òop

sbjdjle iln tiò airo noir. Joinjle tchso soltolaos

tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.

" roin iln ropdjon cjb kia`,

8ory ehhn bhrljle Iiriv, civo i ljao niy. 9hu thh òop

sbjdjle iln tiò airo noir.

Itor ow bjlutos co toton bo kia` iln isòn wcotcor "

wis roo thniy iln thdn j " ib roo tcil dots eh th

Acuraceito th prhbhto hur khh`s it 3jtik 3cili.

Quro Iiriv, " ib roo thniy. Dots eh thniy iln acoa` hut

hl hultijl rhin tcit chw buac ahpy tcoy shdn yot, "

ropdjon.

Qh swoot h yhu Iirivj, dots boot it GGib it Acuraceito

stitjhl, co ropdjon.

Is yhu siy noir, hlao " wjdd roiac tcoro " wjdd aidd yhu.

Ahbo siody, " ropdjon.

` noir. 9hu idsh roiac tcoro siody, co ropdjon.

Qcirp it GG, wo bot loirky tco stitjhl iln thh` tco

upnitos rhb khh` volnhrs h hur khh` iln ovol schp

volnhrs thdn us tcit wo civo yhur ahpjos iln wo iro

eottjle phsjtjvo rosphlso rhb roinors iln idsh thdn us

tcit tcoy wjdd jlhrb us ikhut tco hrnors hl hur lot vjsjt.!coy woro vory phdjto iln vory swoot wjtc us.


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!col wo stirton wid`jle, ovory tjbo wo acileon hur

tria` iln achso njKorolt wiys th roiac hur nostjlitjhl.

?o woro hl wiy th hultijl rhin iln co eht i aidd rhb

!iljsci.#o roaojvon tco aidd iln frst /uostjhl sco is`on wis wch

js Iirivj7

#o ropdjon sco js by rjoln iln wo iro ehjle hr khh`

prhbhtjhl todd bo wcit cippolon7 ?cy civo yhu aiddon

bo tcjs tjbo " ib kusy rject lhw.

Qco ropdjon wjtc shbo lhlsolso tid`s iln thdn cjb tcitsco wjdd aidd kia` ditor iln njsahlloaton tco aidd itor

tcit Iiriv opdijlon bo tco wchdo bittor kotwool tcob.

#o thdn wcit idd prhkdobs co iaon wjtcjl tcoso niys jl

cjs roditjhlscjp. )vorytcjle wis ehjle sh kin jl cjs djo.

#o thdn bo ovorytcjle ikhut cor, ikhut cor nobilns iln

ikhut cor ittjtuno. #o thdn bo tcit rhb dist ow bhltcs

sco aiddon cjb wcol sco loonon cjb htcorwjso j coaiddon cor sco lovor rosphlnon th cjs aidds. ?colovor "

thdn cor th boot sco jelhron bo tjdd tcit tjbo wo roiacon

hultijl rhin.

?o acoa`on idd tco khh` stidd iln wo eht ehhn rosphlso

rhb tcob. Itor tcit tcoy nobilnon hr bhro khh`s

rhb us iln coirjle tcit jt krhuect i kje sbjdo hl hur

iao. )spoajiddy bjlo.

Itor tcit wo roiacon 3jtik 3cili, hur ivhurjto pdiao jl

torbs h khh`s. )vorywcoro wo ahudn soo wis dhts h


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khh`. 9hu ail aidd jt is tco sthrochuso h khh`s. )vory

typo h khh`s woro ivijdikdo tcoro.

lao wo oltoron tco sthro hur oyos frst eht stua` hl tco

khh`bir`s. !coy woro $ust ibi1jle tcit tcoro woro ilywhrns dot wjtc us th spoi` hl jt. 8irjhus nosjelon

khh`bir`s woro ivijdikdo tcoro iln ovory khh`bir` wis

ehdn pditon. ?o woro $ust flnjle hur libos frst dottor

khh`bir` kut ulhrtulitody wo njnlt eot tcit.

Iirivs oyo eht aiuect it i khh`bir` libon is Borj

3jtik, jt wis dhh`jle vory protty wjtc ehdn pditon iln i

tcroin tjon th jt, co codn jt jl cjs cilns iln stiron jt hr

tco lot Objlutos " hksorvon tcit iln " noajnon th

puraciso jt sh tcit " ail ejt cjb hl cjs kjrtcniy.

?o woro rhibjle coro iln tcoro iln woro roinjle khh`s

iln sunnoldy ieijl !iljsci aiddon cjb $ust koaiuso sco

loonon shbo codp rhb cjb. Qco wis aiuect ky iphdjaobil $ust koaiuso sco wis G> yoirs hdn iln sco wis

nrjvjle Qahhty it tcit tjbo phdjao is`on cor hr djaolso

kut is sco wis ulnor ieon sco njnlt civo iln sco

rouson shhl tcit tri%a phdjaobil is`on cor hr N


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#hvo js siarjao hldy. ;hu civo th siarjao idd yhur

nroibs, idd yhur cippjloss iln tcol idsh tco frhlt

pirtlor nhoslt roidjo )cit yhu civo siarjaon

fhr tcob. ^coy must nh hlo tcjl* tcoy òop hlnobilnjl* idd tco tcjl*s, 3iscos tco ahlnjtjhl fhr

idd tco tcjl*s. 1s tcoro ily ahlnjtjhl )cjac js

ro:ujron fhr ^ruo #hvo=" tchuect.

+hbotjbos yhu siarjao yhursodf fhr tcob kut tcoy

stjdd )hlt ulnorstiln.

It tco vory lot bhbolt, co schuton by libo tcrjao

Iirivj, Iirivj, Iirivj, iln tcol " aibo kia` jlth by roid

whrdn iln co isòn bo hlo /uostjhl yhu woro jl yhur

pist 2isckia` rject77

9os Iiriv, " wolt jl tco pist iln tcit wis shbotcjle

roditon th 3iril, " ropdjon.

Iirivj, ail " is` i sjledo /uostjhl7

9os Iiriv wcy lht " ropdjon.

?cy hldy hlo, nhlt yhu tcjl` jts tjbo th bhvo hl7 9hu

woro wijtjle hr cjb sjlao dist 4 yoirs.

!coro iro dhts h pohpdo kocjln yhu, wch iro bindy th ko

jl dhvo wjtc yhu. !col wcy hldy hlo7

Iiriv yhu iro oiatdy rject. Dhts h pohpdo iro tcoro kut "ailt bhvo hl djò tcjs. "ts roiddy lht sh oisy hr bo. "

`lhw co wjdd lovor ahbo kia` jl by djo kut " ailt hreot

by > yoirs wcjac " eivo cjb sh jts thh buac nj%audt hr

bo. By dhvo hr cjb wis sh truo iln puro lht djò cjb


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tcit " ail bhvo hl oisjdy iln is yhu isòn wcy hldy hlo

tco roishl js $ust koaiuso lhw Dhvjle ilyhlo iln

oprossjle bjlo oodjles iro lht it idd tco aup h by toi.

c jts djò tcit Iirivj lh whrrjos, " tcjl` wo bust lhtnjsauss ily bhro hl tcjs. Dots acoa` hut shbo ehhn

khh`s iln doivo tcjs thpja coro hldy.

?o stirton acoa`jle htcor khh`s tjdd tcol ieijl !iljsci

aiddon cjb iln co sphò wjtc cor hr lot ow bjlutos

nurjle tcit tjbo " hksorvon toirs stirton rhddjle nhwl

rhb cjs oyos kut co protolnon th cjno idd toirs jl rhlt h

bo.

" krhuect i khttdo h witor hr cjb iln tcol isòn cjb

wcit cippolon idd h tco sunnol tcit bino yhu ary, ail

sciro jt wjtc bo.

#oy Iirivj, wcy lht " ail sciro ovorytcjle wjtc yhu. &h

yhu robobkor " thdn yhu tcit dist woo` " eivo cor

"pchlo:7 Qco kriòn jt ky tcrhwjle jt nhwl hl tco 2hhr.

9os Iiriv " robobkor tcit, kut wcit cippolon th yhu todd

bo frst.

Iirivj, " siarjfaon dhts h tcjles th kuy tcit pchlo iln

sco $ust kriòn jt. Qco nhoslt `lhw wcit idd " civo

siarjfaon hr tcit.

Iiriv nhlt tiò bo wrhle kut ail " todd yhu shbotcjle

pdoiso boot cor hlao iln is` cor wcit sco wilts iln

wcits cor jltolsjhl.

Is yhu siy Iirivj, surody " wjdd boot cor iln is` cor.


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Iiriv " tcjl` yhu eht yhur ilswor wcy hldy hlo7 Ib "

rject7

9os Iirivj " eht by ilswor, co ropdjon iln jt krjles kje

sbjdo hl cjs iao.

?o dot rhb tcoro iln roiacon stitjhl iln aiuect tco

trijl, wo kjnon oiac htcor ehhn kyo iln dot rhb tcoro.

l by wchdo wiy, " wis tcjl`jle hldy ikhut Iiriv hldy,

-jrst tjbo jl by djo " siw i khy wch bindy dhvo cor djò

bo, wjtchut ily ahlnjtjhl iln wjtchut ily opoatitjhl.

"l roturls co eht hldy pijl tcil idsh co dhvos cor sh

bindy iln nhlt wilt th doivo cor. #o js sibo djò bo. Idd

by wiy " wis $ust tcjl`jle ikhut cjb hldy iln ovory

sjledo tchuect hraon bo th ahbpiro cjb wjtc bo. lo

tchuect wcjac 2iscon jl by bjln wis biyko co js by

ro2oatjhl. !jdd tcol " roiacon it by chbo iln " bossieon

cjb,

Iiriv, njn yhu roiac chbo, iro yhu h`7 " ib wjtc yhu sh

nhlt whrry. " yhu loon ily codp tcil aidd bo hr bossieo

bo tiò airo.

lao yhu roiac chbo $ust jlhrb bo.

Itor 4< bjl, " eht i ropdy rhb cjb,

Qh swoot h yhu noir, " roiacon chbo $ust lhw iln "`lhw yhu iro idwiys wjtc bo iln " ail sciro ilytcjle

wjtc yhu lh nhukt.

+hbotjbos yhu bot )jtc shbo stril*or iln )jtcjl

fo) niys tcit shbohlo koahbos yhur adhso hlo.


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0ust yhur tchu*cts stirts *ottjl* bitacon )jtc

oiac htcor iln yhu stirton ahbpirjl* yhursodf

)jtc tcit porshl.

" stirton tcjl`jle tcit j co js dj`o bo tcil oisjdy co ailulnorstiln yhu.

#o wis thh buac oajton hr tco lot niy is jt wis by

kjrtcniy.

Jject rhb GGOpb co stirton tco ahultnhwl iln scirp

it G4


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Iln sjbjdir wis tco aiso ovol " stirton ahultnhwl

GObjlutos kia` kohro tco adha` strjòs scirp it G4 is

Iirivs kjrtcniy wis hl tco vory lot niy h bjlo.

"t wis G4 scirp " aiddon Iiriv iln " wis tco frst hlo thwjsc cjb tcit niy hl aidd ovol " pjleon cjb iln idsh "

phston hl cjs tjbodjlo hl cjs -iladuk iln -ilpieo iln

shhl itor Objlutos co ahbbolton jl tco ahbbolt kh

!cil`s i dht Iirivj yhu boil i dht th bo hl tcjs niy vjsjt

shhl thbhrrhw hr aodokritjhl theotcor.

" cin pdillon wodd hr cjs kjrtcniy. " wilton th biò i

spoajid iln bobhrikdo hr bo.

" isòn cjs krhtcor th prjlt ow hl tco /uhtitjhls " solt

cjb iln th ciln jt hvor th cjb iln idsh rhsos ovory hlo

chur iln " wjdd ko roiacjle it cjs pdiao tjdd lhhl wjtc "ao5

aroib aiò.

"t wis G4


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rhb 3jtik 3cili iln noajnon th ejt cjb iln i dha`ot is

kojle i wrjtor.

Iiriv thh ejton bo wjtc i koiutjud ron iln yoddhw

scinon ribo wcjac wis civjle pchtheripcs h us khtc,hur khh` iln bo. )vol " dhvon tcit iln ospoajiddy #o

ejton bo i sbidd kdia` ahdhuron sprjle njiry jl wcjac co

cin pollon nhwl tco $hurloy h hur rjolnscjp iln i

dottor.

#o spolt shbo bobhrikdo tjbo theotcor iln cin i eroit

lhhl.

"t wis ON


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theotcor iln it dist co wrhto lh hlo ail ropdiao yhu ovor

jl by djo.

Joinjle suac djlos i kje sbjdo krjectolon by iao.

Fot wis cjs dottor wcjac co ejton bo hl by niy5

"l tcit " roin ow djlos wcjac co wrhto5

)vorytjbo wo spoi` shbotcjle jltorostjle hr tco htcor

iln njsauss hl shbo whlnorud thpjas kison hl hur djo,

rodjejhl, aurrolt jssuos iln bily bhro.

" robobkor tco lject hut wo spolt theotcor bino owprhbjsos iln nroibt shbotcjle hr hur uturo. #o idsh

wrhto tcit lhw idd yhur nroibs iro bjlo.

-hr bo yhu iro wodd5wjscor, by njibhln, by poird iln

yhu civo i vory spoajid rosorvon pdiao jl by coirt lh

hlo ail stoid tcit vory spoajid pdiao rhb by coirt.

#o idsh prhbjson bo tcit wo wjdd /ujt ahlsubjle tcosdoopjle pjdds vory shhl iln tcit wis wcit " nobilnon

cjb is by kjrtcniy ejt.

It dist co wrhto tcil` yhu sh buac noir hr idd yhur dhvo

iln airo yhu sciron wjtc bo iln idsh tcil`s i dht hr

koirjle by binloss wcol " eh ari1y. 9hu iro thh i pirt

h by ibjdy. *dosson th civo yhu wjtc bo hrovor.

Joinjle suac djlos hlao ieijl tcoro wis i krject sbjdo hl

by iao iln hlao ieijl " stirton roinjle tco wchdo dottor

iln wcjdo " wis roinjle " wis ist isdoop iln " sdopt.


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/jtchut 2hbbuljaitjhl, tcoro js lh "oditjhlscjp.

/jtchut "ospoat tcoro js lh #hvo.

/jtchut rust, tcoro js lh roishl th ahltjluo.


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" wis rustriton wjtc by djo kojle jl roditjhlscjp wjtc

!iljsci iln uson th tcjl` nijdy tcit wis jt by bjsti`o

tcit " dhvon cor bindy7 ?is " i hhd7

*ut hl tco htcor sjno " uson th roidj1o tcit lh bittorwcotcor sco dhvon bo hr lht kut " ailt doivo cor oisjdy

$ust koaiuso " dhvon cor bhro tcil " dhvon ilyhlo.

"t cis kool N yoirs " wis jl roditjhlscjp wjtc cor iln jt

wis tco ulopoaton irrjvid h nostjly tcit wo odd jl dhvo

wjtc oiac htcor.

9oic( ?o bot hr tco vory frst tjbo is i strileor jl tcotobpdo wcoro sco prhphson bo hl tco Nrn niy wo bot jl

tco tobpdo jl tco bhrljle LOib.

!cjles wolt sbhhtcdy hr tco lot sj bhltcs iln

sunnoldy ovorytcjle eht twjston iln acileon.

Qco stirt novodhpjle ittjtuno jl corsod iln sco stirton

kojle runo th bo." wislt iwiro h tco roishl wcy sco wis nhjle sh. ?cy

suac sunnol acileos jl cor kocivjhr " uson th tcjl` tcjs

kut lh bittor stjdd jt njnlt bittor th bo ily buac.

I niy aibo wcol sco stirton nobilnjle tcjles th bo.

"t wis Qulniy bhrljle " eht i aidd rhb cor iln sco sijn5

#oy Iiriv( Dots boot thniy it G


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?o bot oiac htcor iln vjsjton tco loirost ajty bidd iln

sco thh` bo th i schp libon -ik "lnji Adhtcjle Aoltro

tcoro sco puracison twh $oils iln hlo ehwl hr corsod

iln sco thh` bo thh tco kjdd ahultor iln is`on bo th piytco kjdd hr cor.

!co kjdd wis prjlton wjtc i thtid prjao tie h Jupoos ,O


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#oirjle tcjs nobiln h " wis surprjson iln isòn cor

wcit Iatjvi7

Qco ropdjon yos, j yhu roiddy dhvo bo yhu wjdd puraciso

iln ejvo bo i low hlo.

-hr tcit is " njnlt civo ily kua`s th puraciso jt "

pdillon th siarjfao bysod wjtc wcitovor " cin iln

noajnon th ejvo cor.

lo niy, " wis sjttjle hl tco wjlnhw iln i tchuect strjò

jl by bjln iln " isòn by coirt wjdd " ko ikdo th udfdd idd

cor cjec opolsjvo nobilns7

" wis kjttordy ahluson iln toirs rhddon nhwl by oyos $ust

koaiuso " wis irijn tcit j " njnlt udfdd cor nobilns sco

whudn doivo bo iln eh iln " njnlt wilt tcjs tcjle th

cippol wjtc bo $ust koaiuso " dhvon cor bindy..

" njnlt dhso by chpos iln bino by bjln sot tcit " whudn

ejvo by kost th wcitovor sco whudn is` bo iln " priyonth idbjecty th ejvo bo tcit buac stroletc sh tcit " ahudn

koir wjtc cor nobilns. !co vory lot tcjle wcjac

cippolon wis sco ro/uoston bo th irrileo hr Jupoos

twolty tchusiln hr cor is sco loonon th eh hr i sachhd

pjalja trjp iln sco wilton th kuy ow shrts. #oirjle tcjs "

wis djò -ua` hK(( #or nobilns( Iln hlao ieijl toirs

rhddon nhwl by oyos kut stjdd " isòn cor th ejvo bo i

wooòln tjbo iln $ust th oirl twolty tchusiln kua`s hr

cor " pdiyon i rhdo h i lowspipor khy iln i bjd` khy. "

uson th nodjvor ovoryniy bjd` iln uson th `lha` tco

nhhrs jl tco bhrljle $ust th nodjvor tco lowspipor it tco

pohpdos nhhrstop.


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Qtjdd jt wis vory nj%audt th irrileo twolty tchusiln hr

cor sh " uson th eh nijdy oirdy jl tco bhrljle sjt hutsjno

tco tobpdo iln uson th biò i eirdiln h 2hwors iln

uson th sodd tchso idsh " shdn voeotikdos iln rujts.#hwovor " bilieon th irrileo twolty tchusiln hr cor

iln eivo cor jl tco lot tol niys.

"l tcjs wiy ovory tjbo sco nobilnon bo wjtc shbo hr

tco htcor tcjles iln itor twh bhltcs wo woro $ust ti`jle

i strhdd hl tco rhin iln tcoro aibo i $owodors schp jl tco

bjn sco thh` bo jlsjno iln ovorywcoro jt wis ehdn,

njibhln, sjdvor iln bily bhro viduikdo poirds. Qoojletchso sco nobilnon bo th puraciso hr cor tco njibhln

rjle iln $ust ky djstoljle th jt toirs rhddon by oyos is "

ahudnlt iKhrn th kut tcit buac hr cor jt wis hut h by

kuneot. " puracison tcit hr cor jl N bhltcs hl

jlstiddbolt $ust koaiuso " wilton th soo i sbjdo hl cor

iao lht tco sinloss.

!cjles wolt hl iln sco òpt ahltjlujle th nobiln

shbotcjle hr tco htcor rhb bo hlo flo niy ovol sco

nobilnon bo th puraciso i Boraonos *ol1 tco ditost

hlo nurjle tchso niys iln hr bo coirjle tco libo jtsod

wis djò jts i nroib hr bo chpo jt eots udfddon hlo niy

hr tco htcor.

)vol " puracison tcit hl )B" hr cor iln ejton tcit hlcor kjrtcniy is i surprjso.

)vory stop wjtc cor wis $ust djò siarjfajle yhursod hr

tco loons h htcors kut stjdd " pdillon wcy " ib nhjle sh


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buac hr cor " bustlt nh tcjs buac kut stjdd " ahudnlt

pusc bysod kia`.

lo flo niy " wis /ujto i buac rustriton wjtc cor iln

thdn ovorytcjle th Iirivj ikhut wcits idd cippoljle jlby djo iln sco invjson bo th cilndo jt wodd " trjon by

kost wjtc cor kut ahudnlt in$ust bysod wjtc cor.

"t cin kool sjlao N bhltcs " cinlt bot cor sh " aiddon

cor hlo flo niy iln ro/uoston cor th boot bo sco

wislt roiny hr tcit thh kut itor pdoisjle cor i dht

fliddy sco ieroon iln tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.

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htcor. *ut tco kost pirt wis Iirivj sthhn ovory tjbo th

supphrt bo.

"ts sijn tcit5

/col shbotcjl* kin cippols )jtc yhu,

^coros id)iys shbohlo )jtc yhu th chdn iln

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iln " njnlt wilt tcit th cippol wjtc Iiriv, tcits wcy "

noajnon th boot cjb lht hr khh` prhbhtjhl kut is cjs

rjoln sh tcit " ail codp th ahbo hut rhb tcjs idd.

Is usuid wo woro acittjle hl wcits ipp, iln wo worotid`jle ikhut khh` prhbhtjhl iln ikhut hur djo.

Iirivj, dots eh thbhrrhw th *ilnstiln, lht hr khh`

prhbhtjhl $ust hr djttdo acileo j yhu ieroo, co thdn bo.

Quro Iiriv, kut hldy hlo ahlnjtjhl yhu civo th todd bo

ovorytcjle ikhut yhur pist sh tcit idd yhur pijl ahbos

hut rhb yhur coirt koaiuso " wilt th soo yhu cippy, "ropdjon.

Is yhu siy by noir, dots boot thbhrrhw it *ilnri it GG

ib, co ropdjon.

Quro Iiriv, hlao " wjdd roiac tcoro " wjdd ejvo yhu i aidd.

Fhw sdoop jts thh dito. 0hhn lject, swoot nroibs, ti`o

airo, `oop sbjdjle it doist hr bo.9hu thh Iirivj. Boot yhu shhl noir, co ropdjon.

Fot niy wo bot it GG ib loir *ilnri stitjhl. !coro

wis kje sbjdo hl cjs tcit niy. ?o wolt frst th acurac iln

priyon hr cid il chur. " $ust priyon hr cjb, hr cjs

cippjloss iln hr cjs sbjdo. !col wo wolt th *ilnstiln.

?o sit jl rhlt h soi iln " thdn cjb th sciro ovorytcjle

ikhut cjs djo, ikhut cjs pist.

#o sciron ovorytcjle ikhut cjs pist shbo woro tco kost

bobhrikdo bhbolt iln shbo h tcob woro thh buac

whrst h cjs djo kut it tco oln " roidj1on tcit yos co js


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bjlo ro2oatjhl hldy. " wis rject hl tcit niy. #id h tco

niy pisson iln wo njnlt roidj1o ikhut jt iln itor tcit "

eivo cjb tco kdia` tjly nijry kia` wcjac co eivo bo hl

by kjrtcniy iln " thdn cjb " civo wrjttol shbotcjle hrcjb jlsjno.

"ts krjles kje sbjdo hl cjs iao iln co nobilnon bo tcit

" schudn roin tcit nijry jl rhlt h cjb iln " stirton

roinjle,

" nhlt `lhw wcit " njn jl tcjs djo, tcit " nosorvon yhu.

" lovor tchuect th biò ily rjoln jl by djo kut itoreottjle yhu jl by djo lhw " ulnorstiln wcit iatuiddy

rjolnscjp js.

Is yhu pollon nhwl kohro tco whrn WIJI3I wis

shbotcjle " dhvon tco bhst " whudn djò th nosarjko

shbotcjle ikhut jt.

WIJI3I tco libo jtsod js uljton theotcor.4Nciri boils i 3h) iln 4"iì boils fudd bhhl

lj*ct.

"ts tco kost libo hr tco roditjhl wo sciro.

Djò bhhl dject hur roditjhl js thh puro, swoot, sht iln

thh airjle iln tcoros idwiys i 2hw h wivo wcjac sciros

dhvo kotwool us.

?o idwiys hddhw oiac htcor, idwiys djstol th oiac htcor,

tcits tco kost pirt h hur roditjhl.


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Itor coirjle tcit toirs aibo jl cjs oyos wjtc kje sbjdo

hl cjs iao. Qibo tjbo " is`on cjb hr hlo prhbjso iln

tcit wis rhb thniy hlwirns " nhlt wilt i sjledo toir jl

yhur oyos iln wjtchut /uostjhljle bo ilytcjle coprhbjson bo.

Ilhtcor kost niy wis innon jl hur djo. !cil wo dot rhb

tcojr iln roiacon hur chbo iln ieijl wo noajnon th

boot ieijl iln spoln tjbo wjtc oiac htcor bhstdy wo

bot nijdy iln stirton spolnjle tjbo wjtc oiac htcor.

" wis lht ikdo th boot cjb hr > niys nuo th by sjstors

wonnjle.

&urjle tcjs porjhn h tjbo wo bjsson oiac htcor sh kindy

iln wo stirton aiddjle oiac htcor iln tid`on hr dhleor

tjbo.

lo flo niy cjs ulado aibo it cjs pdiao sdippon cjb

cirn iln ikuson cjb hr sjddy roishl. *oirjle idd suac

tcjles co wis cjbsod rustriton iln strosson

#o eht chspjtidj1on iln " wis sh whrrjon iln " noajnon th

boot cjb kut co thdn bo lh koaiuso " wis kusy jl

sjstors wonnjle iln tco vory lot niy ovol " wis

chspjtidj1on nuo th stross iln idd. Iln fliddy niy irrjvon,

iln wo woro sh buac cippy koaiuso lot niy wo woro

ehjle th boot oiac htcor.

Itor tco roeudir boot tcoro wis i eip h i woo`, tcjs >

niys njstilao bino us ari1y. ?o aiddon oiac htcor it

lject iln bossieon wchdo niy. ur airo hr oiac htcor


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jlaroison iln tcit krhuect us bhro adhsody. &iy ky niy

hur rjolnscjp koaibo bhro spoajid iln strhleor.

Itor > niys, hl tco Ltc niy wo noajnon th eh hr i bhvjo

libon tco iudt jl hur stirs. 8ory ibhus lhvod " ovorroin iln jts thh iwoshbo sh wo noajnon th eh hr tcit

bhvjo hldy.

)vory tjbo wo bot wo tja`don oiac htcor, wo rukkon hur

lhso wjtc oiac htcor cin i lhso fect. "l tco stirt tcjles

woro ehjle wodd iln jl tco sunnol jt cippolon th tcit hur

djps eht thuacon wjtc oiac htcor. )vory tjbo wo cin i

lhso fect kut tcjs tjbo bhro tcil tcit iln wo ahudnlt

kodjovo tco iat iln wo puddon hursodvos kia`.

" roston by coin hl cjs schudnor iln " wis thtiddy dhst

shbowcoro. "ts "lnjeostjkdo iat tcit wo `jsson oiac

htcor. ?o iro $ust hldy rjolns tcil wcy wo `jsson. "s jt i

aidd rhb nostjly7 "s jt i stirt h low aciptor jl hur djo hr

$ust ah jlajnolao7 Dhts h /uostjhls stirton $ubpjle jl bybjln iln it tco sibo tjbo kuttor2y stirton $ubpjle jl

by sthbiac.

Ieijl itor ow bjlutos hur djps thuacon oiac htcor iln

wo sbhhacon vory cirn iln swootdy. ?o woro thtiddy dhst

jl oiac htcor. Itor tco bhvjo wo aibo hut h tco ajlobi,

wo woro thtiddy kdil` iln itor shbotjbo wo koaibo sh

lhrbid tcit wo kocivon dj`o lhtcjle cippolon jl tcoajlobi. ?o roiacon chbo iln noajnon th boot lot niy.

?o noajnon th boot iln spoln hur tjbo theotcor jl

Fitjhlid pir` tcit wis dhaiton jl hur dhaidjty. ur djps

tcoro thh ahudnlt rosjst iln ieijl iln ieijl hur djps


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thuacon oiac htcor, pdiyjle wjtc oiac htcor djps. ?o

stirton ahbjle adhsor iln adhsor wcol ovorytjbo wo

`jsson.

!coro wis i vory nosaolt sbjdo hl hur iaos. Biy kokoaiuso jts aibo rhb hur coirt. " is`on by coirt

tchusiln tjbo tcit wcits ehjle hl kotwool us7 "s tcjs

dhvo hr $ust ittriatjhl7 "t hraon bo th is` Iiriv wcotcor

wo iro jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor.

It tcit lject fliddy " bossieon cjb,

#oy nhlt yhu tcjl` wo iro jl dhvo7 "s tcjs dhvo7 Iro wo jlroditjhlscjp7

9oic tco iat js sh truo kut jts nj%audt th njeost tcit jts

ulopoaton irrjvid h dhvo, co ropdjon.

"t krhuect i kje sbjdo hl hur iao. ?o woro hl adhun H. "ts

jlnjeostjkdo iat kut " wis sh buac cippy tcit " fliddy

bot by ro2oatjhl. " eht by Qhud bito. !cit wis tco kostniy h by djo, kost bhbolt h by djo.

Qh Iiriv, lhw h%ajiddy yhu civo th prhphso bo, " ropdjon.

9os, Iirivj h%ajiddy " wjdd prhphso yhu, iln " wjdd bi`o

yhu bjlo hrovor, wcol wo wjdd boot lot. " boil hl

Bhlniy koaiuso thbhrrhw jts chdjniy sh yhu civo th

wijt, co ropdjon.

"ts djttdo nj%audt kut stjdd " wjdd wijt. " ail wijt hr yhu by

oltjro djo, " ropdjon.

&hlt whrry, yhu nhlt civo th wijt tcit buac, co ropdjon.


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Qh Iiriv, yostorniy wo wjdd ko aodokritjle is cippy

`jssjle niy iln thniy wo aodokritjle is cippy

Joidj1itjhl niy kut wcit ikhut thbhrrhw, " isòn.

!hbhrrhw wo wjdd ko aodokritjle cippy bjssjle niykoaiuso nofljtody wo wjdd bjss oiac bindy iln niy itor

thbhrrhw wjdd ko cippy prhphsid niy, co ropdjon.

Qh surody " wjdd ko bjssjle yhu iln wjdd ko wijtjle hr

prhphsid niy, " ropdjon.

By swoot coirt " dhvo yhu, " `lhw jts lht oisy th sdoop

thniy kut jts thh dito ail yhu pdoiso sdoop lhw hr bo shtcit " ail ahbo jl yhur nroibs, co isòn.

Itor roinjle cjs bossieo " stirton $ubpjle hl tco kon, "

wis hl adhun H. "t bino bo ood sh spoajid.

By swoot coirt hur provjhus bossieos bino by djo. "

dhvo yhu bhro iln surody ahbo shhl jl by nroibs " wjdd

ko wijtjle hr yhu sh dots sdoop lhw, " ropdjon.0hhn lject by prjlaoss, civo swootost nroib thlject,

bjss yhu iln dhvo yhu i dht kiky, co ropdjon.

9hur ovory sjledo whrn biòs bo ood sh spoajid, biò

yhu dhvo bhro. Iln idsh hraos bo th Bjss yhu. Qoo yhu jl

tco bhrljle, " ropdjon.

-jliddy kost niy h hur djo irrjvon. ?o bot oiac htcor jltco bhrljle iln jt wis tco spoajid iln bhst bobhrikdo

niy h hur djo.

#o codn by ciln vory frst tjbo iln jt bino bo

spooacdoss koaiuso it tco bhbolt wcol co codn by


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ciln " $ust odt cjs coirt koit iln vhjao h cjs coirt

siyjle tcit " dhvo yhu Iirivj, iln " prhbjso yhu " lovor

doivo yhu. "t bino bo ood sh spoajid iln it tco sibo

tjbo " njnlt uttor ily whrn. -hr tco vory frst tjbo tcitniy " sphò vory doss iln co sphò i dht.

"t wis N.GOpb wcol wo woro khtc sjttjle iajle thwirns

tco soi sjno chdnjle oiac htcor ciln iln hur does woro

jlsjno tco sidty witor.

#o isòn bo th adhso by oyos, iln co robhvon L

njibhln rjle rhb cjs kie iln jlsorton jl by dot ciln

rjle fleor. #o cilnon hvor Ainkury sjd` jl by cilns iln

sijn tcit " dhvo yhu tcit buac tjdd tco oltjro soi h tcjs

whrdn whlt eot nry ahbpdotody.

#oirjle tcoso whrns tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.

!cjs wis hlo h tco kost niy h by djo. 8ory bobhrikdo

hlo. )vory tjbo " sdopt it lject " robobkoron h tcjs

spoajid niy h by djo.

By dhvo " dhvo yhu bhro kut yhu loon th wijt hr tco kost

rosphlso h by ilswor " dhvo yhu thh. !rust bo tcit niy

wjdd ko nosjelon is tco ?hrdns kost niy. Dhvo yhu sh

buac, " ropdjon.

By dhvo, " ail soo jl yhur oyos ovorywcoro tcoros dhvo

hr bo iln tcit bino by niy. Dhvo hr bo jl yhur oyoshldy biòs bo ood sh spoajid tcit " ailt siy yhu.

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+ik `h li bjdtj co yo biljd,

Iiscj: `h bjdtj co, "ik `j siu*ito,

+ik `h li bjdti yo `ciili,#i`c sibmiyi tci js pi*id njd `h,

>jr kcj `cjac diyi torj iur torj iur.

II#G1NI

^co )hrst ro*rot )o civo jl djfo, js lht fhr tco)rhl* tcjl*s )o njn, Kut fhr tchusilns hf rj*ct

tcjl*s )o njn, fhr tco )rhl* pohpdo

"t wis tco bhltc h ;ulo, hl tco vory frst niy h tco

bhltc wo noajnon th boot iln eh hr i bhvjo it hur

loirost Ajlobi. ?o vjsjton tcoro tco schw tjbjle wis

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wrhle dots doivo tco Ajlobi iln th eh iln sjt jl tco

loirky rostiurilt.

Itor G< bjlutos wo roiacon tcoro iln hrnoron ow

njscos iln jl rhlt h us wis sjttjle hlo diny. Qco wis ibjnndo ieon diny wjtc dhts h ittjtuno iln sco protolnon

tcit tco stilnirn h cor djvjle js /ujto cjec.

)vory bjluto sco stirton stirjle it us iln wo worolt

ikdo th oit hur dulac ahbhrtikdy. ur bjln wis stua` hl

cor wjtc tco tchuect wcy sco wis nhjle sh7 "s tcoro

shbotcjle wrhle wjtc us tcit scos stirjle wjtc cor nir`

kdiaòn ahdhur oyos7

" wcjsporon ikhut tcit jl Iirivjs oirs iln sco lhtjaon

tcit iln ovol sco stirton stirjle it cor.

Ditor hl tcit diny robhvon cor aodd pchlo rhb cor purso

iln sco trjon adja`jle hur jbieo theotcor iln " lhtjaon

tcit iln hl tco spht " jlhrbon Iirivj ikhut tcit.

Qco wjtc il ileor vhjao isòn tcit diny th ejvo cor

aoddpchlo sh tcit sco ahudn jlspoat jt iln cjt cor cirn js

sco njn sh.

?jtc oir tcit diny nodoton tco jbieo iln cilnon hvor

cor aodd pchlo th Iirivj. Qco jlspoaton cor aodd pchlo

iln cilnon cor kia` iln tcit diny /uostjhlon cor wis

tcoro ilytcjle jl by pchlo tcit yhu isòn hr jt7 Iirivjnjnlt rosphln th wcit sco isòn iln wo woro khtc kusy

tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor.

Itor ow bjlutos sco ieijl /uostjhlon Iirivj wcits tco

tjbo7 ;ust th nriw hur ittoltjhl hl cor.


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By kiky, " roiacon chbo siody. &hlt ko whrrjon coro "

ib bi`jle tcjles idrject iln hur erilnpi wjdd ko idrject

shhl. " wjdd shhl ejvo yhu tco ehhn lows. 3oop sbjdjle

$ust koaiuso yhur sbjdo js by stroletc.Itor Objlutos " roaojvon i aidd rhb Iirivj iln sco

sijn5

" ib aidb lhw ;iil( &hlt whrry tcjles iro idrject wjtc

bo lhw. Iln " prhbjso yhu " whlt ary icoin " wjdd hldy

sbjdo hr yhu.

#oirjle tcjs tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao.

Iln " thdn cor " wjdd aidd kia` shhl. &hlt whrry " wjdd `oop

upnitjle yhu. 3oop sbjdjle dhvo yhu kiky iln

njsahlloaton tco aidd.

Iln itor ovory ahupdo h churs " aiddon iln upniton cor.

l niy N " eivo cor i ehhn lows tcit hur erilnpi js

idrject iln co wjdd ko njsacireon tjdd thlject.

#oirjle tcjs " ahudn ood i kje sbjdo wcjac wis hl cor

iao.

Itor i woo` wo bot oiac htcor hlao ieijl iln is "

wilton by inbjssjhl th ko nhlo jl i roputon ahddoeo sco

$hjlon bo hr tcit thh iln wo vjsjton tcoro iln flidj1on

by inbjssjhl iln wo dot rhb tcoro.

Fot /uostjhl wis lhw wcoro th eh wo civo stjdd Lcrs

wjtc us sh wo pdillon th eh iln vjsjt tco loirky soi iao

$ust koaiuso jt wis hur ivhrjto spht.


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?o vjsjton tcoro iln sit tcoro hl tco thp suriao h tco

rha`s hvor tcoro.

Itor shbotjbo wo lhtjaon tcoro woro N th strileors

bil wch woro stirjle ahltjluhusdy th pohpdo ospoajiddytco ahupdos.

?o stjdd jelhron tcit iln wo woro tid`jle wjtc oiac htcor.

)vory tjbo tcoro wis i bil wch uson th ahbo iln sjt

lot th us $ust th djstol th hur tid`s wo sph`o.

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!co vory lot bhbolt " aiddon Iirivj iln jlhrbon cor

wjtc idd wcit cippolon iln thdn cor tcit ovorytcjle js

sottdon lhw.

?o bot oiac htcor sbhhtcdy hr tco lot G woo` ilnitor tcit Iirivj thdn bo hl tco lot niy sco js ahbjle it

by pdiao th boot 0rilnpi.

!co lot bhrljle sco wis idd sot th doivo iln tcoro wis

il irrjvid h kin lows it cor nhhrstop tcit cor ulado

loons il ureolt coirt trilspdilt sureory is cos

suKorjle rhb tco dist stieo h coirt5 ittia`.

Qco pjleon bo iln thdn tco bittor.

Itor ow churs ovol sin lows `lhaòn it by nhhr tcit

by noirost sjstor wis suKorjle rhb ailaor iln sco

loons th eot hporiton.

" thh` cor shhl th tco chspjtid inbjtton cor iln isòn

nhathr th nh wcitovor co wilts kut $ust th biò cor ftiln flo.

&hathr thdn bo tcit sco loons kdhhn is tco kdhhn

poraoltieo jl cor khny js vory dhw. " ieroon wjtc tcit iln

wis roiny th nhlito tco kdhhn.

!co sibo tcjle cippolon wjtc Iirivj ovol sco wis

isòn th nhlito tco kdhhn iln sco wis thh roiny hr tcit.

?o njnlt bjln wjtc i tchuect tcit wo njnlt boot oiac

htcor kut jl roidjty wo bot oiac htcor jl hur nroibs.

Iirivj nhliton tco kdhhn iln sco kojle i nhathr wis

iddhwon th ko jl tco poritjhl tcoitro.


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Qco wilton th opross cor dhvo thwirns bo sco thh` i

pol iln i pjoao h pipor iln sit it hlo pdiao jl tco

hporitjhl tcoitro iln tcoro sco wrhto5

1 dhvo yhu olhu*c th *ct fhr yhu )jtc ilyhlo. 1ail ahbprhbjso fhr yhu iln siarjao fhr yhu.

&lhu*c th bjss yhu )col )o )oro ipirt, lh bittor

)cit dol*tc hf tjbo. ;hu aibo jl by bjln iln

lovor doft by bjln. &lhu*c th kodjovo jl hur

roditjhlscjp is 1 `lh) )o iro trudy jl dhvo )jtc

oiac htcor iln civo fijtc jl hur dhvo iln iro rb

lovor *jvo up hl us. &lhu*c th spoln rost hf bydjfo )jtc yhu, id)iys tcoro fhr yhu )colovor yhu

loon bo, lovor ovor )ilt th doivo iln djvo )jtchut

yhu koaiuso 1 dhvo yhu sh buac.

Qhhl " wis ahlsajhus itor nhlitjle tco kdhhn iln sco

thdn bo " civo shbotcjle spoajid hr yhu.

Iln sco solt bo tco saroolscht wcit sco cin pollon.Joinjle tcit tcoro wis i kje sbjdo hl by iao " aiddon cor

iln sijn cor,

*iky " dhvo yhu sh buac. 9hu by djo ovorytcjle.

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Qco sueeoston iln thdn bo thh `oop i bootjle tcjs

ovoljle hlao " roiac chbo itor bootjle cor iln " njn

tco sibo.

Itor shbotjbo " aiddon by idd tco rjolns, !iljsci ilnow h by roditjvos iln ow h by roditjvos wch aroiton

suac lujsilao iln thdn tcob th boot bo it >


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#hvo jslt shbotcjl* tcit aiusos ovorytcjl* jl t)h

pohpdos djvos th ko porfoat. +hbotjbos )col

sjtuitjhls irolt lht porfoat, nostjly pdiys *ibo

)jtc t)h pohpdo, tcit t)h pohpdo iro o(ibjlon kynostjly.

*htc pohpdo woro bindy jl dhvo wjtc oiac htcor, kut nuo

th shbo otorlid roishl hr iathr tcoy woro lht ikdo th

opross tcojr dhvo hr oiac htcor hr biyko tcoy eivo

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Dist hlo bhltc wis whrst bhltc h hur djo. It tco

stirtjle h tco niy wo woro cippy, wo woro sbjdjle kut it

tco oln h tco niy toirs uson th rhdd nhwl rhb hur oyos.

)vorytcjle wis poroat kotwool us kut shbo hr tco htcoriathrs iKoaton hur djo kut kost tcjle wis jl idd sjtuitjhl

jl idd ahlnjtjhl wo woro theotcor. ur dhvo hr oiac htcor

eht jlaroison ovory bjarhsoahlns.

lo niy " wis tid`jle wjtc cjs bhtcor ikhut hur roditjhl

iln ikhut idd prhkdobs jl hur djo. !cit tjbo sco thdn bo

wcitovor tco sjtuitjhl wjdd ko by swootost niuector " ib

idwiys tcoro wjtc yhu khtc. Itor coirjle tcjs " odt shspoajid iln sh dua`y tcit " eht by hlo bhro bhtcor jl by

djo. Qco js vory `jln iln vory swoot thwirns bo iln

idwiys sco supphrton bo jl ily ahlnjtjhl. lo djlo wcjac

sco sijn jl ovory soltolao ospoajiddy bino bo ood sh

spoajid jt wis 'yos by noir iln yhu iro by swootost iln

kost niuector.+

" thdn iln sciron wjtc cor ikhut wcit wis cippoljle wjtc

us jl tco dist ow niys iln idd tco prhkdobs wo woro

iajle iln sco ropdjon bo,

By swootost niuector, yostorniy lject hldy Iiriv thdn

bo ikhut yhu iln $ust wrhto hlo tcjle hl hlo pjoao h

pipor iln cilnon hvor th bo,

'6ubby, 1 roiddy dhvo cor sh buac. 1 dhvo cor frhbby coirt kut nuo th shbo pist foir 1 ib lht ikdo

th o(pross by dhvo th)irns cor. Koaiuso jl pist

)colovor 1 o(prosson by foodjl*s, jl roturls 1 *ht

i puljscbolt sh tcit foir hldy sthps bo kut 1


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prhbjso yhu hlo niy 1 )jdd o(pross by foodjl*s iln

1 )jdd todd cor ch