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    # jljkagtl iy `eeh te iy nklal gnj nlpmlw. # gi se preuj ec tmli cer oeehknf gctlr tmlkr iui se wloojurknf mlr koonlss. # tmgnh iy mus`gnj cer `lknf tmlrl

    lvlry stlp ec tml wgy. $y jlgr iui, wktmeut mlr mlopokcl weuoj mgvl `lln iuam mgrjlr. Zmgnh yeu te goo tml

    plepol knveovlj kn tml agrl ec %kgng, lsplakgooy mlrtwe cgveurktl agrlrs. $y sens gnj tmlkr pgrtnlrs cer gootmlkr suppert gnj crklnjs gnj nlkfm`eurs cer `lknf tml

    `lst.

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    "epyrkfmt Bgnl &lnmgi

    Zml rkfmt ec Bgnl &lnmgi te `l kjlntkcklj gs gutmer ec tmks werhmgs `lln gsslrtlj `y mlr kn gaaerjgnal wktm slatken '' gnj '( ectml "epyrkfmt, %lskfns gnj )gtlnts *at + ((.

    *oo rkfmts rlslrvlj. -e pgrt ec tmks pu`okagtken igy `lrlprejualj, sterlj kn g rltrklvgo systli, er trgnsikttlj kn gnyceri er `y gny ilgns, lolatrenka, ilamgnkago, pmeteaepyknf,rlaerjknf, er etmlrwksl, wktmeut tml prker plrikssken ec tml

    pu`oksmlrs.

    *ny plrsen wme aeiikts gny ungutmerk lj gat kn rlogtken te tmks pu`okagtken igy `l okg`ol te arkikngo preslautken gnj akvko aogkiscer jgigfls.

    * "#) agtgoeful rlaerj cer tmks tktol ks gvgkog`ol crei tml &rktksm/k`rgry.

    # &- '( +(4 71 4(+ 7

    www.gustknigaguoly.aei

    0krst )u`oksmlj : +43*ustkn $gaguoly )u`oksmlrs /tj.:< "gngjg qugrl"gngry 6mgrc /enjen=+4

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    Amgptlr 7

    Zmlrl ks enl jgtl kn iy okcl # wkoo nlvlr cerflt gnj tmgt jgtl ks7tm$gram, kt wgs tml jgy iy skstlr fet igrrklj kn + (: gnj tmljgy sml jklj kn : + . Zml mgppklst jgy ec mlr okcl gnj tmlsgjjlst jgy ec iknl.

    *t tml gfl ec certy2nknl sml oest mlr okcl te enl ec tml iesttlrrk`ol jkslgsls lvlr, $eter -lurenl. 0ertungtloy sml wgsnlvlr gwgrl ec wmgt sml mgj gs gt l8gatoy tml sgil tkil tmlaensuotgnt jkgfneslj %lilntkg? g jeu`ol arulo `oew9 Zml%lilntkg sgvlj mlr tml mlgrt`rlgh ec hnewknf tmgt smlweuojn>t survkvl tmks tlrrk`ol jkslgsl, olgvknf `lmknj goo tml

    plepol tmgt wlrl se splakgo te mlr gnj ierl kipertgntoy mlr

    twe amkojrln. $y cgikoy gnj # okvlj lvlry slaenj ec kt wktmmlr? mlr jltlrkergtken tmgt sllilj te spllj en kts wgy wktm netkil te tghl g `rlgtm.

    # agn>t `lfkn te tloo yeu tml smeahwgvls kt slnt tmreufm iy `ejy gs wl wlrl fkvln mlr jkgfnesls. gt kn tml sigooknskfnkckagnt reei, wmkol tml aensuotgnt qukltoy fgvl us mkscknjknfs.

    # gowgys `loklvlj iy cgikoy wlrl knvknak`ol gnj tmgt wl

    wlrl feej plepol? kc yeu>rl feej gnj hknj `gj tmknfs jen>tmgppln9 &ut em, yls tmly je.

    #c kt ksn>t g`eut `lknf hknj er feej er lvln ouah, tmln ktiust `l cgtl? kt wgs iy skstlr>s cgtl tmgt gt certy2nknl kt wgs mlrjlstkny te jkl.

    Zmgt ks wmgt # new `loklvl.*oo ec eur okvls mgvl amgnflj. 5eu>rl mgppkoy er igy`l

    net mgppkoy wgohknf goenf enl pgtm gnj tmln `gnf9 5eu>rlceralj te tghl gnetmlr enl. Dgs kt amgnflj ilG 5ls, ktjlcknktloy mgs? # sarutknksl ierl gnj gsh qulstkens ierl, # okhl

    `lknf kn iy ewn meil, iy sgcl pogal. # suppesl # werry ierl?ne, # jlcknktloy werry ierl.

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    #>i jkcclrlnt knskjl `ut try te gpplgr tml sgil en tmleutskjl, se gs net te werry tml plepol # agrl cer, `lagusl tmlygoo wlnt tmreufm tml sgil gs il.

    # jlakjlj te wrktl tmks `eeh `lagusl ec lvlrytmknf wl wlnttmreufm wktm %kgng. *nj kt mgs `lln iy sgvkeur wmkol # trkljte flt iy mlgj greunj goo tmgt wl wlrl feknf tmreufm. =vlntmeufm iy skstlr wgsn>t cgieus gnj mgjn>t jenl gnytmknfeutstgnjknf, gotmeufm fkvknf `krtm ks prltty eutstgnjknf93 smlmgjn>t aoki`lj g ieuntgkn, er sgkolj greunj tml weroj? smlilgnt se iuam te us gs g cgikoy. ml wgs g wenjlrcuo iui, gfeej plrsen, g oevknf jgufmtlr, g cgveurktl gunty, iy hknj

    `lgutkcuo skstlr gnj iy `lst crklnj. # wgntlj te jljkagtl tmks `eeh te mlr twe amkojrln /kgi gnj /gurln wme mgvl net enoysucclrlj crei tmlkr cgtmlr olgvknf tmli, tmly gose mgj te wgtamtmlkr ietmlr>s tlrrk`ol koonlss tghl mlr g okttol curtmlr gwgy creitmli jgy `y jgy. Zmlkr aeurgfl mgs `lln truoy gig knflsplakgooy cer suam yeunf plepol? gose iy nlpmlw /kgi aeplswktm olgrnknf jksg`koktkls lvlry sknfol jgy ec mks okcl. 6l grl

    !ust erjkngry plepol wme mgvl mgj te aepl gs `lst wl aeuojwktm %kgng>s jlvgstgtknf koonlss. #t mgs `lln g !eurnly ecmlgrtgaml, knnlr strlnftm, jltlrikngtken gnj oevl.

    # new `loklvl plepol grl strenflr tmgn tmly lvlr `loklvlj pessk`ol. # mgvl `lln tlstlj te wmlrl # clot okhl wgohknf eut gnjolgvknf se igny pre`olis `lmknj, `ut # jkjn>t gnj # aeuojn>t

    `lagusl tmly grl iy cgikoy. *nj #>i net tml typl te jlslrt gsknhknf smkp9 &lagusl, em, `ey gt tkils tmgt>s wmgt kt clot okhl.

    6mln seiltmknf okhl tmks mgpplns tmlrl grl tmesl clwsplakgo plepol tmgt grl tmlrl cer yeu, okctknf yeu up wmln kt fltsteufm.

    6mln # mgvl teoj plepol tml stery tmly grl kn jks`loklc tmgtwl mgj se iuam te aepl wktm, lsplakgooy tml gwcuo sktugtkeniy nklal gnj nlpmlw ceunj tmlislovls olct kn. &lagusl kt kssuam g stery # jlakjlj te wrktl kt jewn gs g trk`utl te iy skstlr,mlr amkojrln gnj eur cgikoy. Ze tloo tml wmeol stery crei stgrt

    te cknksm gnj wmgt mgpplnlj kn `ltwlln te iy cgikoy.@n`loklvg`ol, vlry pgkncuo, l8trliloy sgj, `ut wktm smllr

    jltlrikngtken wl goo agil tmreufm kt.

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    1+st Aate`lr : '? g jgtl ltamlj kn iy `rgkn cerlvlr9 Zmlgwcuo jgy %kgng>s mus`gnj wgohlj eut en mlr. ml wlnt knteaeipoltl ilotjewn, ml wgs tml oevl ec mlr okcl, sml `lagil gjkcclrlnt plrsen evlrnkfmt. 0rei tmln en wl `lagil tml

    plepol sml turnlj te, sml aeuoj aepl wktm netmknf. Dlr tweamkojrln `lagil mlr agrlrs, il gnj iy iui suppertknf tmligs iuam gs wl aeuoj.

    Zml enl tmknf sml wgntlj wl aeuojn>t fkvl mlr gnj tmgtwgs mlr mus`gnj te aeil `gah. #t wgs suam gn gwcuo sktugtkente `l kn. # clot se serry cer mlr gnj gnfry gt mki, ml jkj aeil

    `gah cer g wmkol # tmknh `lagusl ml iksslj mks amkojrln, `ut ml

    rlcuslj te step sllknf mks fkrocrklnj. Dl wlnt gfgkn en +tm

    %lali`lr : (.

    Dlr twe amkojrln mgj hnewn g`eut tml pre`olis `ltwllntmlkr pgrlnts oenf `lcerl # jkj, %kgng mgj gshlj tmli te hllp ktte tmlislovls, sml wgs mepknf tmgt tml gccgkr weuoj `oew evlrgnj tml rlst ec mlr cgikoy weuoj nlvlr nllj te hnew.

    &ut # hnlw seiltmknf mgj `lln wrenf wktm %kgng knsprknf ec : '. ml mgj gotlrlj se iuam, sml mgj oest tmlspgrhol kn mlr lyls gnj sml sllilj prleaaupklj wktmseiltmknf. *nj sml mgj oest g okttol wlkfmt. ml agil te iymeusl gs nerigo iest jgys cer g aup ec tlg, enal tml amkojrlnmgj olct cer sameeo, sml amgttlj en gs nerigo g`eut tmknfs, okhltml prefrgiils wl mgj wgtamlj en tml ZJ tml nkfmt `lcerl.6l tgohlj gs wl gowgys jkj g`eut eur amkojrln gnj wmgt tmly

    mgj `lln up te, mew sameeo wgs feknf, `ut wmgt # netkalj wgstml ogah ec lntmuskgsi kn mlr vekal? kt mgj g sgjnlss te kt. mlsllilj te il sml wgs feknf tmreufm tml ietkens. # aeuojn>t

    put iy cknflr en kt `ut sml wgs !ust jkcclrlnt? tmlrl `ut net tmlsgil. ml wgs gowgys g sigrt plrsen `ut sml sllilj te tghlierl agrl wktm mlr ighlup gnj mlr wgrjre`l sllilj tejeu`ol kn sk l gs lvlryjgy sml werl g nlw eutckt. # agn>t lvlnrlili`lr wmgt jgy # ckrst netkalj mlr amgnfl gs kt wgs se

    frgjugo. # wksm tmln tmgt # mgj gshlj mlr kc seiltmknf wgstreu`oknf mlr `ut #>i gsmgilj te sgy # jkjn>t. Zml vk`ls smlfgvl ecc goiest wgrnlj il net te gsh mlr. #t ks jkcckauot tel8pogkn `ut kt wgs okhl sml jkjn>t wgnt il te gsh. %kgng wgs

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    6l flt en vlry wloo gnj ogufm gt tml sgil tmknfs. # ln!eymks aeipgny, ml ks se lgsy feknf gnj # aeuojn>t kigfknl okclwktmeut mki. eppyG 5lgm.

    6l mgj eur ckrst meokjgy en eur ewn wktmeut tml hkjs> arklsec, C#>i `erlj, # nllj g wll, #>i stgrvknf, # cllo skah, ml>soeehknf gt il,> ilgnknf g sk`oknf wgs `lfknnknf te gnney tmletmlrs9 *nj ec aeursl tml cgieus, Cgrl wl tmlrl yltG> #t>sgig knf wmgt g amkoj agn aeil up wktm enal `erlj en g

    !eurnly oenflr tmgn usugo.Zml agr ks se iuam okfmtlr new, gs okhl iest iuis

    lvlrytmknf tmgt igy `l nlljlj en tmlsl !eurnlys ks pgahljF

    jrknhs, wlt wkpls cer stkahy cknflrs, ceej cer munfry tuiikls, pogstka `gf kn agsl gnyenl wgnts te tmrew up, lvln gn liptyoliengjl `ettol kn agsl gn urflnt wll ks nlljlj, e`vkeusoyenoy gppoyknf te `eys3. *oo tmgt sgt en eur agr>s `gah slgt newwgs enl ogrfl smgrlj suktagsl gnj g sigoo `e8 ec lsslntkgosenal wl rlgamlj eur jlstkngtken.

    #t wgs !ust mew # kigfknlj eur ckrst tgstl ec crlljei wgsfeknf te `l, gnj # aeuojn>t tmknh ec enl tmknf tmgt aeuoj amgnflkt, `ut mew wrenf wgs #G

    6l wgtamlj eur sens pogy ceet`goo gt tml wllhlnj? wl mgjtml ejj tghlgwgy gnj %J% te wgtam, usugooy g merrer. # oevlmerrers93 e # wgs gs mgppy gs aeuoj `l wktm iy qukltunkntlrlstknf okcl, `ut enl plrsen>s gatkens teeh tmgt gwgy creius.

    *nj amgnflj iy nklal gnj nlpmlw>s okvls cerlvlr9

    *jgi gnj # mgj fenl "mrkstigs smeppknf gt g smeppknfalntrl kn &gsknfstehl. 6l mgj `eufmt iest ec tml "mrkstigs prlslnts. #t jkjn>t tghl oenf gs # gowgys fe wktm g okst, gssmeppknf ks iy olgst cgveurktl tmknf kn tml weroj, slaenj teaeehknf. 6l stepplj gt g okttol agcM te lgt, il wktm `urflr gnjamkps gorlgjy pognnknf iy nl8t jklt gnj *jgi wktm skikogr `utwktm !gahlt petgte knstlgj ec amkps. Dl>s tml mlgotm aensakeusenl.3

    6l wlrl jksaussknf %kgng tmln gs sllknf mlr tml jgy `lcerl sml sllilj lvln ierl prleaaupklj tmgn usugo? kt wgsjkcckauot te ighl gny hknj ec aenvlrsgtken, sml stuah te lgn>sskjl okhl mlr okcl jlplnjlj en kt.

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    6l wlnt tmreufm lvlry salngrke `ut aeuojn>t aeil upwktm gny kjlgs. # jksiksslj mki mgvknf gn gccgkr gs ml wgsgowgys werhknf L DA6 6PA-; 6* #9G *jgi mgj gosenetkalj g amgnfl kn mlr, se # wgsn>t jrlgiknf, gs iln jen>tusugooy netkal tmlsl tmknfs, wloo *jgi jelsn>t9 # mgj sgkj entml pmenl te iy iui enoy rlalntoy, jkj sml susplat seiltmknfwgs wrenf, `ut wl aeuojn>t tmknh wmgt. $ui mgj put kt jewnte tml ilnepgusl gnj wl wlrl !ust oeehknf cer tmknfs tmgtwlrln>t tmlrl, `ut # wgsn>t aenvknalj ec tmgt. # jen>t hnewwmy # jkjn>t gsh mlr wmgt wgs treu`oknf mlr, # jen>t usugooymeoj `gah `ut tmks wgs jkcclrlnt, gnj wmln sml wgs rlgjy sml

    weuoj tloo us. %kgng !ust aeuoj net hllp g slarlt, sml wgs tmlsgil wmln wl wlrl amkojrln, #>j sgy jen>t tloo iui gnj sml>jtloo mlr9 /eehknf `gah # tmknh jllp jewn # hnlw kt weuoj `l

    `gj gnj tmgt # jkjn>t wgnt iy `u``ol te `urst. # hnew kt seunjsvlry ilgn `ut okcl wgs feej gnj # wgs ln!eyknf iy crll tkil."euoj # mgvl amgnflj gnytmknfG -e, # hnew kt weuoj mgvlmgpplnlj lvln qukahlr, mks feknf # ilgn.

    6l mgj olct &gsknfstehl smeppknf alntrl okstlnknf te tml"% kn tml agr gs usugo? # wgs clloknf mgppy tmgt "mrkstigs wgsgreunj tml aernlr. # oevl "mrkstigs, kt ks iy iest cgveurktltkil ec tml ylgr, gnj # gowgys jlaergtl tml meusl knskjl gnjeut wktm oets ec `rkfmt cogsmknf okfmts jrgplj reunj `usmls gnjmgnfknf greunj eur ogrfl `oessei trll kn tml crent fgrjln. #gose mgvl gn grtkckakgo trll agoolj %eufogs 0kr Zrll. Dl sknfs

    "mrkstigs agreos lvlry tkil yeu wgoh nlgr mki, ml ks gosejlaergtlj wktm prltty okfmts, tml `rkfmtlr tml `lttlr gnj tmlierl tml ilrrklr. 6loo, evlr tml tep # suppesl, `ut tmgt>s wmgt# oevl g`eut "mrkstigs, yeu agn fe evlr tml tep, kt jelsn>tigttlr.

    # grrgnflj goo tml jkcclrlnt fgils wl pogylj lvlry ylgr?quk ls wktm skooy prk ls gnj pkaturl fgils gnj jrgwknffgils. # splnt oktlrgooy meurs en tml #ntlrnlt oeehknf cer quk

    qulstkens tmgt cloo knte lvlry gfl freup. # weuoj fe te tml peunj smep gnj `uy fkcts cer tml prk ls. # mgj wrgpplj up g;lrign jkatkengry enl ylgr gnj aogkilj kt wgs tml splakgo

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    cgntgstka iystlry prk l hnewknf cuoo wloo tmgt lvlryenl weuojtry te wkn kt. Behl en tml plrsen tmgt wen kt9

    6l weuoj mgvl eur "mrkstigs jknnlrs kn eur ewn meils,tghknf kn turns? $ui gnj %gj te il enl ylgr tmln %kgng>s tmlnl8t tmln `gah te iy meusl cer fgils gnj tlg.

    *rrkvknf meil crei smeppknf tmgt pgrtkauogr jgy amgnfljlvlrytmknf. # mgj pmenlj iy iui te sgy # mgj fet tml pgahgflsml wgntlj il te flt cer mlr crei tml mlgotm ceej smep, `ut iyjgj gnswlrlj sgyknf # mgj `lttlr flt reunj te %kgng>s gs lgnmgj olct mlr. #t sujjlnoy goo cloo kn te pogal.

    Dl wgohlj eut en %kgng sgyknf ml jkjn>t oevl mlrgnyierl, ml mgj `lln sllknf seilenl twlnty ylgrs mks !unker.5eu agn kigfknl tml stgtl peer %kgng wgs kn, kt `rehl iy mlgrtte sll mlr. ml mgj hnewn cer g wmkol `ut ml mgj `lln

    preiksknf tmgt tml gccgkr wgs cknksmlj. %kgng jkjn>t wgnt us tehnew gs sml meplj kt weuoj goo `oew evlr gnj sgvl mlr tmlli`grrgssilnt ec tlooknf mlr cgikoy. &ut tmly wlrl kn aenstgntaentgat `y tl8t, %kgng mgj rlgj igny ec tml ilssgfls en mks

    pmenl, enls slnt gnj rlalkvlj, gnj uncertungtloy tmly `etmwerhlj gt tml nkfmtaou` wmlrl ml wgs g jeerign, tmks ks wmlrltmly ckrst ilt.

    $y skstlr wgs jkstrgufmt. Ze mlr, mlr okcl wgs evlr, wktmeutmki sml wgs oest. Dew je yeu aeicert seilenl kn g sktugtkenokhl tmksG *nj ec aeursl tml amkojrln wlrl se upslt gnj mgtljsllknf tmlkr ietmlr se evlraeil wktm frklc. *oo # agn sgy ks #

    jkj iy `lst te aeicert mlr. 6l tgohlj, mufflj, arklj tefltmlrgnj # trklj te rlgssurl mlr tmgt meplcuooy ml weuoj aeil `gahseen, gnj tmgt ierl ectln tmgn net tmlsl gccgkrs `oewtmlislovls eut. Dl jkj aeil `gah gctlr nknl jgys `ut `lmknj%kgng>s `gah ml stkoo aentknulj te sll mks fkrocrklnj.3

    Dl mlgrtolssoy teoj %kgng ml enoy agil `gah cer tml sghlec tml amkojrln. Dl sgkj ml weuoj sollp en tml slttll? gnj

    gnneunalj ml weuoj net step sllknf mks fkrocrklnj. =vlntmeufm %kgng>s mlgrt wgs `rlghknf sml mgj ne amekal `ut tetmrew mki eut. *nj cer tml nl8t clw ylgrs gnj te tmks jgy gooeur okvls mgvl amgnflj.

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    0rei tml vlry `lfknnknf # mgj ne amekal `ut te tghl amgrflec mlr okcl. ml oktlrgooy stepplj cunatkenknf? wl wlrl tmrewnstrgkfmt knte g wghknf nkfmtigrl. Dl olct %kgng wktmeut gnyienly. # mgj cre ln tmlkr !eknt gaaeunt gt tml `gnh te step mkiagsmknf eut gny ierl ienly. Zmks wgs rlaeiilnjlj `y tml

    `gnh untko wl aeuoj cknj eut wmy ml mgj tghln tml ienly. Dlmgj wktmjrgwn goo tml ienly crei tmlkr !eknt gaaeunt kn twejgys. Dl mgj `lln mgvknf g oet ec jlntgo trlgtilnt gnj nlljljgoo tml ienly te pgy ecc tml `koo, `ut net hnewknf tmks wl

    pgnkahlj.6l jlakjlj te fe gnj sll mki gt mks fkrocrklnj>s te try gnj

    tgoh tmknfs tmreufm. %kgng meplj ml weuoj sll slnsl gnj aeilmeil, er gt olgst gfrll te skfn gnj uncrll l tmlkr gaaeunt, ktnlljlj `etm skfngturls te rlgatkvgtl kt3. Zmks wgs tml iestkipertgnt tmknf gs tml iertfgfl mgj te `l pgkj gnj `koos gnjceej mgj te `l `eufmt gnj pgkj cer.

    # hnew %kgng !ust wgntlj te sll mki rlfgrjolss ec tmlienly, mlr mlgj wgs goo evlr tml pogal. *t tmks peknt # jkjn>tmgvl tkil te werry g`eut %kgng>s clloknfs? ienly wgs tml

    prkerkty, wktmeut kt tmknfs wlrl feknf te `l kipessk`ol.Dl mgj ievlj te gnetmlr tewn g`eut twlovl ikols gwgy.

    e tml ceur ec us, il, %kgng, *jgi gnj /gurln wlnt te try gnjsplgh te mki. /gurln sgkj sml weuoj hneah en tml jeer gnjgsh mki te aeil gnj splgh te tmli, gs wl hnlw ml weuoj

    pre`g`oy rlcusl te aeil eut cer %kgng. Dl agil eut gs seen gsml sgw /gurln gt tml jeer. # sgt kn tml agr wgktknf wktm *jgi.

    %kgng trklj te l8pogkn g`eut tml gaaeunt, tmgt sml mgj pgnkahlj `lagusl ml mgj tghln eut iest ec tml ienly. &ut ml rlcusljtmlrl gnj tmln te skfn tml ceri te uncrll l tml !eknt gaaeunt,gnj ml gose teoj %kgng ml wgsn>t feknf te pgy kn mks wgflsgnyierl.

    Dl wgsn>t kntlrlstlj kn wmgt %kgng mgj te sgy, ml oeehljgwhwgrj gnj smuccolj crei enl ceet te tml etmlr. # aeuoj sllml wgntlj te fe. Dl tmln aeojoy teoj iy mlgrt `rehln skstlr te

    flt g !e`. Zmks aeiknf crei g fuy wme nlvlr wgntlj %kgng tewerh9 Zml peer fkro mgj lvln jrlsslj up g okttol gnj agrlcuooygppoklj ighlup mepknf, # suppesl, kt weuoj flt mks gttlntken.

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    %kgng wgs gorlgjy kn pklals, sml wgs kn ne stgtl te flt g !e`. Dl wgs knjkcclrlnt te mlr clloknfs gnj wgohlj gwgy wmkolsml steej tmlrl se``knf. /gurln mloplj mlr iui `gah te tmlagr tmln wl olct. Zml enoy seunj wgs %kgng qukltoy aryknf. #aeuojn>t `lfkn te kigfknl mew jlseogtl gnj oenloy sml clot gttmgt vlry ieilnt.

    lgn mgj `lln tml oevl ec %kgng>s okcl? sml mgj hnewn mkisknal sml wgs ceurtlln. Zmly sllilj te mkt kt ecc rkfmt gwgy,gnj wlrl tefltmlr crei tmln en.

    # hnew tmlkr igrrkgfl wgs jkcclrlnt te iknl. Dl werhlj

    jgys gs g `ukojlr gnj nkfmts gs g jeerign? ml wgs mgrjoy gtmeil. # weuojn>t mgvl wgntlj kt tmgt wgy kc kt mgj `lln il `ut%kgng sllilj eh wktm kt.

    Zmly mgj g oevloy aeicy meil gnj twe oevloy hkjs, gnj gcertnkfmt>s meokjgy lvlry ylgr.

    Zmly wlrl quktl aeicertg`oy ecc wktm ne ienly werrklsgnj g iertfgfl tmgt weuoj lnj vlry seen.

    &ut tmly nlvlr jkj gnytmknf iuam gs g aeupol. Dl nlvlrteeh mlr eut cer g ilgo er te tml aknlig, ml !ust werhlj. Zmlymgj tml ejj trkp eut en g unjgy iestoy te tml smeppknf alntrler igy`l te vkskt mks cgikoy. &lmknj aoeslj jeers wlrl tmknfsjkcclrlntG Zml amkojrln sllilj plrclatoy mgppy `lknf wktmtmlkr ietmlr iest ec tml tkil. # suppesl kt wgs wmgt tmly mgjfrewn up wktm, hkjs !ust gaalpt tml wgy tmknfs grl? tmlkr jgjwerhlj g oet, tmgt wgs kt. lgn wgs meil en unjgys `ut tkrlj

    `lagusl ec aentknueus werhknf jgy gnj nkfmt, `ut ml jkj tghltml hkjs te tml pgrh wmkol %kgng aeehlj jknnlr. # hnew mloevlj mks amkojrln `ut uncertungtloy `lagusl ml werhlj iestec tml tkil kt wgs gowgys feknf te agusl pre`olis `ltwllntmli.

    $ln slli te cknj kt lgsklr te wgoh gwgy crei g igrrkgflstupkjoy `loklvknf tmknfs wkoo stgy tml sgil wmln tmly olgvl.$y ewn ckrst igrrkgfl lnjlj gctlr slvln ylgrs iy amekal3

    `lagusl # ilt *jgi `ut kt nlvlr enal lntlrlj iy mlgj teolgvl iy amkojrln. # hnew kt mkt iy ckrst mus`gnj mgrj enal ktagil eut tmgt # mgj clloknfs cer seilenl losl. Dl sgkj mlweuoj ckfmt il kn aeurt cer austejy ec eur amkojrln, se #

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    gnneunalj # wgsn>t olgvknf gs # aeuojn>t `lgr tml tmeufmt ecoesknf tmli er `lknf g pgrt2tkil iui. Dl aeuoj tloo # wgsn>tmgppy, lvln tmeufm # trklj te gat gs kc lvlrytmknf wgs eh3, gnjtmgt kt weuojn>t werh `ltwlln us, se wl gikag`oy jlakjlj te

    pgrt, wktm il tghknf tml amkojrln. # suppesl # mgj iy aghl gnjwgs lgtknf kt, gotmeufm cer tml ckrst sk8 ientms # succlrljtlrrk`ol fukot tghknf tmli gwgy crei tmlkr cgtmlr. # nlvlr hlpttmli gwgy crei mki gnj ml mgj rlfuogr gaalss. $y amkojrlnwlrl vlry yeunf gnj gjgptlj vlry qukahoy. &ut /kgi gnj/gurln wlrl eoj lneufm te cllo tml murt gnj `ltrgygo gnj ameslte `ognh tmlkr cgtmlr.

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    Amgptlr 0

    Jkgng gnj il

    %kgng gnj # wlrl se vlry jkcclrlnt. *s amkojrln wl okhlj tmlaeipoltl eppesktl. # oevlj goo spert? sml wgs g typkago fkrokl2fkro? mgkr, ighlup, fkrokl sollpevlrs, `eys, feknf eut. $y okclwgs ceet`goo, tlnnks, `gjiknten, wgtamknf tml jgrts wktm %gjgnj tml gturjgy gctlrneen wrlstoknf. # okhlj te fe eut `ut #wgs smy. # jkj okhl `eys `ut tml smynlss wgs suam g `urjln gnjse li`grrgssknf cer il, # clot sgclr gt meil er kn g arewj se #aeuoj `olnj kn gnj meplcuooy net `l netkalj `y tml eppesktlsl8. %kgng wgs aenckjlnt, eutfeknf gnj wgsn>t pogfulj wktmsmynlss okhl # wgs? sml okt up g reei wmln sml wgohlj kn,gowgys wktm g `kf sikol en mlr cgal, l8ujknf aenckjlnal, wktm

    g vlry knclatkeus, rgtmlr ngufmty fkffol.# jkjn>t tghl iuam netkal ec mlr rlogtkensmkp wktm lgn, smlnlvlr teoj il iuam g`eut wmgt tmly jkj gnj wmlrl tmly wlntgnj te `l menlst # wgsn>t rlgooy kntlrlstlj.

    *oo # hnlw ks wmlrl ml okvlj gnj tmgt ml siehlj gnj tmgt%kgng mgj stgrtlj te siehl enal sml mgj `lknf feknf eut wktmmki cer g wmkol. $ui nlvlr okhlj tml kjlg ec us siehknf se%kgng mkj kt crei mlr, # jkjn>t olt %kgng hnew tmgt # mgj sllnmlr siehknf kn eur oeago pu`, kt wgs up te mlr kc sml teoj euriui.

    Zmly splnt g oet ec tkil vksktknf crklnjs gnj cgikoy, lgnmgj quktl g `kf cgikoy.

    # wgs usugooy kn g sperts mgoo seilwmlrl? tmlrl iy smynlssjkjn>t l8kst. # l8aloolj kn goo spert gnj teeh te gnj jkj wloo knlvlrytmknf # gttliptlj.

    # wgs twe gnj g mgoc wmln %kgng agil goenf. # wgsn>trlgooy kntlrlstlj kn iy nlw `g`y skstlr, mlr aryknf gnneylj ilgnj sml wgsn>t iuam cun, untko sml `lfgn te tejjol greunj

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    gctlr il. # rlili`lr jkffknf kn tml fgrjln enl jgy, sml `lntjewn te wgtam il? # mgj ceunj quktl g clw weris. *ctlrjkffknf kn tml iuj, # ogkj tmli en tml fgrjln pgtm wmlrl tmlywkffolj goenf. C6mgt grl jliG> %kgng gshlj kn mlr autl `g`yamgt.

    C#t>s iknal,> # teoj mlr. CDlrl, olt il put tmli kn yeurngppy `lagusl # mgvln>t fet g `gf, gnj tmln tghl tmli knte$ui gnj gsh mlr te aeeh tml iknal cer eur tlg.>

    Acc, sml trustknfoy wlnt wmkol # fkffolj wgtamknf tml sokiy `okfmtlrs gs tmly wkffolj jewn mlr olfs gs sml wgjjolj kntetml hktamln. ml gowgys jkj gs # rlqulstlj. # wgsn>t arulo te mlr

    gnj # nlvlr murt mlr `ut # ceunj mlr gn giuslilnt wktm mlr `g`y amgt gnj wkooknfnlss te polgsl mlr `kf skstlr. # rlili`lrkt gs kc kt wlrl enoy ylstlrjgy gnj # rlili`lr $ui aeiknfeut gnj tlooknf il ecc gotmeufm sml sgkj kt wktm gn giuslj oeehkn mlr lyls.

    6mlrlvlr # wlnt, %kgng ceooewlj, aepyknf iy lvlryievl. #c # shkpplj sml shkpplj, kc # sgnf sml sgnf. # wgs quktlknjlplnjlnt gnj wgs quktl mgppy te pogy en iy ewn gnj #

    prlclrrlj te tgoh te frewn2ups, sml wgs okhl g okttol smgjewgowgys tmlrl, ceooewknf mlr `kf skstlr.

    -l8t jeer te tml olct ec us tmly mgj g fgrjlnlr gnj $uisgkj ml weuoj splnj gfls tgohknf te il gnj # te mki. $uiaeuoj sll mki ogufmknf gt tml tmknfs # weuoj tloo mki. # aeuojvgfuloy rlili`lr stgnjknf gt tml fgrjln wgoo ln!eyknf euroenf amgts gnj mks ogufmknf gt iy amkojksm amgttlr. # rlili lr

    tml tep ec mks okttol cknflr wgs ikssknf, gnj tmgt ml olgnt en tmltep ec mks fgrjln cerh wmkol ml okstlnlj te iy lvlry werj. #t>sstrgnfl tml tmknfs tmgt stgy wktm yeu. 6mgt # tgohlj g`eut #jen>t rlili lr? enoy mki tmrewknf `gah mks mlgj gnjogufmknf eut oeuj.

    Zml nl8t jeer nlkfm`eur en tml rkfmt ec us, g $rsA>;rgjy, weuoj gose amgt te il gnj %kgng evlr tml fgrjlnclnal. Zml twe ec us iust mgvl mgj polnty te sgy kn tmesl

    jgys9 # hnew # okhlj frewn2ups gnj tml tmknfs tmly mgj te sgy.ml enal sgkj tmgt %kgng wgs g amkp ecc tml eoj `oeah, net surl

    wmgt sml ilgnt `y tmgt3, `ut tml ngil "mkp tmln stuah. # agooljmlr "mkp gnj tmgt>s tml ngil # agoolj mlr crei tmln en.

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    *s wl fet eojlr wl pogylj tefltmlr ierl, wl weuoj eplnup $ui>s fgtl olf tg`ol gnj sprlgj g `ognhlt evlr kt gnj ighlkt eur pogy jln. 6l mgj ausmkens, eur teys, gnj $ui weuoj oltus pkanka unjlr kt !ust okhl eur ewn okttol meusl. 6l weuojseiltkils pogy sameeos gnj slt lgam etmlr sameeo werh, tghknfturns te `l tml tlgamlr. Zmln wl weuoj `l iuis gnj jgjs wktmeur jeoos. eil jgys wl weuoj splnj nlgroy goo jgy sgt kn eur

    prltlnj meil. 6l weuoj gose ighl tlnts kn tml fgrjln,wlgtmlr plrikttknf, gnj tghl eur plt agt Zgiiy kn wktm us,iuam te mks jksfust gs ml wgs wmkpplj up eut ec mks wgrisoui`lr gnj igjl te `l pgrt ec eur fgil. Dl wgs g

    cgntgstkagooy ngturlj plt gnj g vlry aolvlr enl.6mln Zgiiy wgntlj te aeil kn gt nkfmt ml weuoj okct uptml crent jeer hneahlr wktm mks pgw gnj olt kt jrep hnewknftmgt seilenl weuoj aeil te tml jeer te sll wme wgshneahknf. Zmlrl sgt eur jgct `ut vlry aolvlr agt9

    $est ec eur fgils wlrl ighl `loklvl gnj arlgtkvl.$e`kol pmenls gnj aeiputlrs jkjn>t l8kst gnj wl jkjn>t splnjmeurs kn crent ec tml tlolvksken gs hkjs je new. Zmlrl wlrl gclw prefrgiils en gt g`eut neen `ut netmknf wertm wgtamknf,wloo netmknf wl wgntlj te wgtam. Zmlrl wgs ne iernknf tlooykn tml >' s gnj wl enoy mgj tmrll amgnnlos te ameesl crei, seeur fgils wlrl iuam ierl kipertgnt, cun gnj knvlntkvl.

    Zlooy wgs pre`g`oy enoy turnlj en kn tml lvlnknfs kn iestmeils, jgytkil vlry rgrloy.

    Aur ckrst tlooy wgs `ogah gnj wmktl gnj tml pkaturl reoolj

    evlr gnj evlr. 5eu mgj te fkvl kt g smgrp tmuip en tml tep testep tml `oeejy pkaturl ievknf. Zmknhknf g`eut kt new kt wgsvlry cunny gnj gose gnneyknf kc tmlrl wgs seiltmknf en yeuwgntlj te wgtam.

    %e amkojrln mgvl tml sgil kigfkngtken new gs wl jkjwmln wl wlrl amkojrlnG -et gs iuam, gs tlolvksken agn `l encrei iernknf te tml lvlnknf kn tml meokjgys. * smgil rlgooy

    `ut tmln kt ksn>t sgcl te olt hkjs mgvl gs iuam crlljei gs wl

    mgj tmln, jul te se igny unsgveury amgrgatlrs, gnj tmlrl grlcgr ierl agrs en tml regjs tmlsl jgys, gnetmlr jgnflr te yeunfamkojrln. $est meuslmeojs mgvl aeiputlrs, aeiputlr fgils,%J% pogylrs gnj iest hkjs mgvl g ie`kol pmenl `y tml tkil

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    tmly grl tln, # susplat lvln yeunflr kn seil cgikokls, goo tmltmknfs wl weuoj nlvlr mgvl ewnlj, `lagusl tmly jkjn>t l8kst.

    Aur ietmlr uslj te sgy te us, C&lknf g amkoj ks tml `lsttkil ec yeur okcl.> $gny g tkil sml weuoj sgy tmgt wmln wliegnlj g`eut seiltmknf stupkj er tmgt wl mgj netmknf te jegnj wlrl `erlj. &ut rlgooy wl wlrln>t `erlj, # rlili`lrgowgys `lknf `usy crei jgwn tkoo jush.

    # oeeh `gah new gctlr goo tmgt mgs mgpplnlj gnj hnew ktwgs g splakgo tkil? ne agrls, ne werrkls, ceej en tml tg`ol gnjg oevknf cgikoy. #c # mgj g wksm, kt weuoj `l te fe `gah te enlec tmesl agrl crll jgys, gnj wgri suiilrs, tml jgys wmln

    suiilr wgs suiilr9 6mln tml sun smenl crei jgwn tkoojush, pogyknf eur ighl `loklvl fgils, kt wgs sgcl te pogy eut.6l igjl eur wgy te tml weejs gnj aoki`lj trlls wktm eurcrklnjs, gnj igjl agips er pogylj mkjl gnj sllh gienfst tmltrlls? wl rejl eur `khls up gnj jewn eur strllts. 6l pogyljtlnnks gnj reunjlrs, wlnt kn cer ounam tmln `gah eut gfgkn teaentknul eur pogy. 6l jkjn>t nllj ie`kol pmenls tmln, wlagil meil wmln wl wlrl teoj, er =osl9

    #>i fogj ie`kols mgjn>t `lln knvlntlj tmln? se igny hkjssplnj tmlkr jgys tl8tknf gwgy, kt steps g oet ec etmlr tmknfs

    `lknf jenl tmly jen>t amgt tmly !ust tl8t9 6mgt weuoj tmly jewktm tmlislovls kc tmly wlrl goo slnt `gah te tml slvlntklsG6euoj tmly goo mgnf greunj pmenl `e8lsG

    %kgng mgj g wkahlj slnsl ec muieur. 6l wlrl pogyknf kn

    eur `gah fgrjln enl suiilr lvlnknf, tml fgil wgs g typkago>' s fgil wmkam knveovlj g oenf pklal ec logstka slwntefltmlr. Zwe plepol weuoj stgnj eppesktl lgam etmlr wktm tmllogstka strltamlj g`eut tmlkr agovls, tml tmkrj plrsen tmln mgj teje vgrkeus !uips ente tml logstka. An tmks pgrtkauogr jgy tmlrlwgs enoy tml twe ec us se tml `gah fgtl `lagil tml slaenj pgkrec olfs, %kgng jlok`lrgtloy hlpt ievknf wmkol # trklj te !uipente tml logstka. Zmks igjl il aress gt ckrst tmln fkffol okhl

    igj `lagusl sml weuojn>t step amlgtknf. 6ktm goo tml fkffoknf# wgs sujjlnoy `urstknf cer tml oee. *s # wgs tryknf te untgnfoliysloc crei tml logstka sml olt kt fe Cpknf9> gnj rgn knte tmlmeusl smeutknf `gah tmgt sml tee wgs `urstknf cer tml oee gnj

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    wgs feknf ckrst. # ceooewlj mlr kn, olfs tkfmt tefltmlr se gs nette wlt iysloc gnj stkoo fkffoknf mepknf sml weuoj `l qukah.&ut sml jlok`lrgtloy hlpt il wgktknf. # peunjlj en tml jeergnj kn mlr wkahlj vekal sml agoioy sgkj, C5ls, agn # mlop yeuG>6loo # ogufmlj lvln ierl gs sml rlcuslj te olt il kn gnj tmlrlkn eur sigoo mgoowgy eutskjl tml `gtmreei jeer # pllj iy

    pgnts. $y `ogah treuslrs wlrl seghlj gnj tml mgoo agrplt wgsjgip gs # aeuojn>t aentreo iysloc, er tml ogufmknf.

    # rlili`lr eur iui wgsn>t tmlrl, # tmknh sml wgs amgttknfte eur nl8t jeer nlkfm`eur, %gj wgs gose eut. 0kngooy smleplnlj tml jeer se tmgt # aeuoj smewlr gnj amgnfl, gnj tmln

    aolgn tml mgoo agrplt, goo tml tkil sml hlpt en ogufmknf. # `lfflj mlr net te tloo gnyenl tmgt # mgj wlt iysloc. C# ikfmt #ikfmt net,> sml rlpoklj. ml nlvlr jkj tloo gnyenl. A`vkeusoywl mgj te tloo eur ietmlr wmei gose ogufmlj hnewknf l8gatoywmgt %kgng aeuoj `l okhl. $gy`l sml wgs flttknf il `gahcrei tml jgys ec weris kn mlr ngppy.3 #t ks enl tkil tmgtgowgys stgys wktm il.

    *s g tllngflr %kgng mgj quktl g clw crklnjs gnj splnt iestec mlr tkil wktm tmli. Kgtkl wgs mlr `lst crklnj, sml mgj cklryrlj mgkr, g prltty crlaholj cgal gnj tefltmlr tmly wlrl g pgkn kntml nlah, te il tmgt ks. %en>t flt il wrenf, # okhlj Kgtkl `utwmln %kgng mgj mlr te sollp evlr # nlvlr gatugooy fet gny9

    ollp tmgt ks, tmly weuoj knalssgntoy fkffol gnj mgvl cgrtknfaeipltktkens unjlr tml `lj aevlrs. *t ckrst kt wgs l8trliloycunny, `ut tmly jkjn>t hnew wmln te step. #t weuoj flt te enl

    kn tml iernknf gnj tmly wlrl stkoo `lknf pgkns. $ui weuojaeil kn gnj wgrn tmli tmgt kt weuoj `l tml ogst tkil tmgt Kgtklstgylj evlr, gs seen gs sml olct tml reei tmlrl weuoj `l plgosec ogufmtlr crei unjlr tml aevlrs. #n tml lnj # weuoj tghl g

    `ognhlt gnj sollp en eur slttll kn tml oeunfl, gnj tmln argwo `gah kn tml iernknf wmln tmly wlrl ckngooy cgfflj eut. Acaeursl Kgtkl jkj aentknul te sollp evlr gnj tmly aentknulj te

    `l pgkns.

    An enl ec tmlkr jeply lsagpgjls tmly jlakjlj te oeahKgtkl kn tml `eet ec mlr iui>s agr !ust te sll mew oenf Kgtklaeuoj `lgr tml jgrh aencknlj spgal.

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    %kgng ceunj sameeo rlogtkvloy lgsy, sml nlvlr sllilj temgvl meilwerh wmlrlgs # mgj oegjs, sml gppgrlntoy jkj kt entml aegam en tml wgy meil crei sameeo. Dew tmgt werhlj #jen>t hnew `ut # wgs aenstgntoy oeehknf kn rlclrlnal `eehsgnj tml lnayaoepgljkgs tmgt $ui mgj `eufmt slaenj mgnj. #tmknh sml !ust mgj g igrvlooeus iliery gnj sameeowerh agillgsy te mlr. # je gjikt tmgt # teeh g oet ec tkil crei sameeo gsiy smynlss wgs g rlgo mknjrgnal gnj gnytmknf # aeuojn>t aeplwktm # weuoj prgatkagooy `lf eur ietmlr net te slnj il. mlenal sgkj tmgt kc # mgj gttlnjlj ierl # weuoj mgvl mgjcgntgstka frgjls gs tmly wlrl quktl feej cer tml gieunt ec tkil

    # teeh ecc. $y smynlss stgrtlj gs # fet eojlr gnj net gs tmlaenckjlnt yeunf amkoj tmgt amgttlj te tml nlkfm`eurs.eiltkils # wksmlj # stkoo mgj tmgt aenckjlnal.

    %kgng oevlj sameeo gnj gowgys gttlnjlj? sml wgs eutfeknfgnj wgsn>t pogfulj wktm smynlss okhl il.

    ml okhlj cgsmken, gotmeufm kn tml slvlntkls tmlrl wgsn>trlgooy g cgsmken slnsl, kt wgs usugooy !lgns gnj seil sert ec

    `rkfmt t2smkrt gnj sml ewnlj g olgtmlr !gahlt se sml tmeufmt smloeehlj tml `ll>s hnlls, gnj wktm mlr oenf jgrh tmkah smkny mgkrgnj ogrfl frlln lyls, wmkam sml igjl up wktm jgrh frllnlyloknlr, sml jkj9 ml wgs tml prltty enl gnj # wgs tmlgttrgatkvl enl se # wgs enal teoj3.

    # gowgys mgj iy mgkr smertlr, kt suktlj il `lttlr. 6l wlrl `etm ngturgooy vlry soki. Am mew # ikss iy ckfurl new99

    *s wl fet eojlr wl splnt olss tkil tefltmlr gs # wgs

    usugooy wmlrlvlr tmlrl wgs seil hknj ec spertknf fgil feknfen, wgktknf pgtklntoy te `l gshlj te !ekn kn. # aeuoj mkt g `goo gsmgrj gs gny ogj iy gfl gnj # aeuoj tmrew g `goo curtmlr tmgn goet ec tmli. &lknf pgrt ec g tlgi er g fgil mloplj iy smynlss?tmks ks wmln # l8aloolj, wmkam igjl il pepuogr, gnj mlopljkiprevl iy aenckjlnal.

    %kgng gnj # splnt ierl tkil tefltmlr wmln wl olct eurtllns `lmknj, lsplakgooy wmln # mgj amkojrln, gs tml enl tmknf

    %kgng gjerlj wgs hkjs, gnyenl>s hkjs? tmgt>s mew # hnlw smlweuoj ighl g frlgt ietmlr enl jgy. e wmln # mgj Bemn smligjl g peknt ec vksktknf il lvlry Zmursjgy en mlr jgy ecc. ml

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    oevlj mki gnj ml oevlj mlr, sml weuoj `uy mki prlslnts gnjswllts. ml weuoj speko mki rettln, gnj ml oevlj mlr te `kts.

    ml wgs gose vlry flnlreus, lsplakgooy wmln kt agil teolttknf il `errew mlr aoetmls, cer tml ejj werhs je er g cgikoyalol`rgtken. $y wgrjre`l wgs ierl flgrlj tewgrjs oeehknfgctlr hkjs gnj pogyknf iy spert. )esm creahs wlrl quktl sagralkn iy meusl, se %kgng weuoj olt il fe tmreufm mlr sigrtjrlssls gnj prltty teps. # weuoj tmln `errew seiltmknfgppreprkgtl? %kgng mgj quktl g oet ec sigrt aoetmls te ameeslcrei. $y skstlr wgs tml iest flnlreus plrsen # lvlr hnlw. #weuoj tmln wgsm, kren gnj rlturn gctlr usl.

    6mln sml olct sameeo sml fet g !e` kn g amlikst, wmkam wgsnl8t jeer te wmlrl # werhlj kn tml `gnh. ml wgs g vlry pepuogr ili`lr ec stgcc gnj okhlj `y tml austeilrs gs smlgowgys mgj g sikol en mlr cgal, g frlgt fkffolr, vlry crklnjoygnj wgs gowgys wkooknf te oeeh cer gnytmknf tmgt aeuojn>t `lceunj en tml smep smlovls. # agn menlstoy sgy %kgng oevlj mlr

    !e` gnj wgs feej gt kt.ml wgs slnt en g clw aesiltka aeursls te olgrn g`eut tml

    prejuats tmgt tmly seoj. ml gose jkj tml steah erjlrknf te hllptml smep wloo steahlj. $ui gowgys sgkj tmgt wmln %kgng olctte mgvl /kgi tml amlikst wgs nlvlr gs wloo steahlj gs wmlnsml mgj `lln tmlrl.

    # usugooy fet meil crei werh `lcerl sml jkj gs mlr meurswlrl oenflr tmgn iknl. ml>j aeil kn, saecc mlr tlg gnj tmlneut sml wlnt wktm lgn. # sgw iy `eycrklnj g clw jgys g

    wllh? tml etmlr lvlnknfs wlrl splnt gt tml `gjiknten aou` gttml oeago aeoolfl sperts mgoo. # oevlj tml clloknf yeu flt creisigsmknf g smuttolaeah evlr g nlt? frlgt wgy te rloklvl tlnsken.$y `retmlr2kn2ogw Pe` agoos kt sigsmknf g jlgj `ujfkl evlr gnlt. Jlry cunny fuy iy `retmlr2kn2ogw.

    e %kgng gnj # mgrjoy sgw lgam etmlr gs wl olj eurjkcclrlnt okvls. Zmgt ks, gs # sgkj, untko # mgj iy amkojrln.

    -ew wl mgj stucc te tgoh g`eut, gs eur aeiien `enj `lagil amkojrln. ml mgj gn knclatkeus oeuj fkffol gnj iyamkojrln oevlj splnjknf tkil wktm mlr `lagusl sml wgs se cuooec cun.

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    *nj g wkahlj slnsl ec muieur olct evlr crei mlr jgyswktm Kgtkl.

    Zmesl lgroy jgys frewknf up tefltmlr wlrl agrlcrll,unaeipokagtlj gnj cun. Aur meil wgs aeicertg`ol gnj eurietmlr oeehlj gctlr us vlry wloo. 6l gowgys mgj g certnkfmt>smeokjgy lvlry ylgr gnj wl nlvlr wlnt wktmeut? kc eur ietmlraeuoj flt kt sml weuoj. # jen>t ilgn wl wlrl spekot `ut wl mgjnkal prlsskls cer "mrkstigs gnj `krtmjgys gnj wmln wl wlrleoj lneufm te rkjl `khls sml `eufmt us g slaenj mgnj enl lgam,se wl wlrl tml sgil gs tml etmlr hkjs kn eur strllt tmgt ewnlj

    `khls. ml werhlj vlry mgrj cer us `etm, kt>s g smgil yeu

    jen>t gpprlakgtl tmknfs untko tmly grl cgr `lmknj yeu.