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” ေရႊမႈန၀ငးေလး ေသတယလ႔ ၾကားတယ ” မေဌးၾကြယက ျမ၀နးရအား တညတညမၾကညဘ ခပတးတး ေမးသည။ ” ဟတပါတယ ” ” အေလာငးက ေတြ႔ခေသးလားဟင ” ” ေတြ႔ခပါတယ။ ေျမခၿပးမ ကၽြ နမ ထြကလာတာေပါ ” ” ေအးကြယ။ ဘယလ လကမား ဒေလာက ယတမာ ပကစကတာလ မသဘး ” ေဒၚႀကးက ေျပာၿပး ေကာခမးဟနျဖင ” ၀ဋေၾကြးေပါ ” ဟဆကေရရြတသည။ ” တရားခက မသတလား လမ ” ” ဖမးမမေသးဘးဥးႀကး ” ” ေအး မနးကေလးလညး အသြားအလာ ဂ႐စကကြ႔။ ေခတႀကးက မေကာငးေတာဘး ” ” ဟတကပါ ဥးႀကး ” ခဏၾကာေအာင ၿငမသကေနၾကၿပးေနာက ျမ၀နးရ လာရငးကတစၥက စစမးဖ႔ အခနေရာကၿပဟ တြကသည။

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” ေအာဒါန႔ ဥးႀကးက ကၽြ နမ ဒၿမ႔နယေျမပေလး ျပဥးမယ။ ဥး ၾကညေပးပါဥး ” ငကေပာသးပသဏာနေျမပတြင ေတြ႔ရေသာ သရကေတာ ဆသညမာ သမ အခေရာကေနသည ခေတာငေကးရြာ ပါ၀ငသာ ေကးရြာအပစနာမည ျဖစသညဟ ဥးစေအာငက ရငးျပသည။ အျခားေကးရြာအပစ ႏစဆယႏစခ ရေသးေသာလညး ေျမပထမာ အားလးမပါ။ ဆယႏစခပ ပါသည။ ကနဆယခက စာရငးထတြင ထညေပါငးထားတာလားမသ ဟ ဆသည။ ” ဒါျဖင ဥး ကၽြ နမက အဒ ဆယခ နာမညေလး ေျပာျပႏငမလားဟင ” ” အကနေတာ ကပ မသဘး။ ၿမ ႔နယ႐းမာေတာ အဒ စာရငး ရမာပ ” ” အ ၿမ႕က မေရာကခင ဒက ရြာေတြက အစသခငရင ဘယလလလပရမလ ဥးရယ ” ” ဘနးႀကးကေတာ ကပထက ႏ႔စပတယ ” ခေတာငရြာ၏ ေရးေဟာငးေႏာငးျဖစေတြက ေျပာရငး ဘနးႀကးေကာငးသ႔ သတ႔ လမးေလာကလာခနတြင ေနလးသည အေနာကဘကေကာငးကငဆသ႔ ဆငးေနၿပ။ ညေနဆညးဆာတြင ရြာသည လသြားလလာမျပတဘ သက၀ငလႈပရားေနဆ ျဖစ၏။ ရြာလမးေဘးတြင သစပငႀကးႀကးေတြ ရသည။ အမားအားျဖင တမာပင ႏင မနကညးပငမား ျဖစသည။ ထသစပငမားတြင ေၾကျငာေတြ ကပထားသည။ စကေၾကာျငာမဟတ။ ေလဒဏမးဒဏခႏငေသာ၊ မေဆြးေျမ႕လြယေသာ ဗႏငးအစျဖင ပႏပထားသည ေၾကာျငာမား ျဖစသည။ ျမငးကားပ ဓာတေျမၾသဇာ ေၾကာျငာ၊ သးႏအထြက တးေစမညဟ အာမခထားသည ေၾကာျငာမား။ ၿပးေတာ အေကာငးဆး ပးသတေဆး။ ပငစညတငးတြင သႏင႐ကၿပးကပထားသည ေၾကာျငာေတြသည အတနးလက စရလက ရသည။

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” စစအတြငးကာလဆေတာ အေသအေပာက ရတာေပါ။ အနညးန႔အမားပ ကြာမာပ။ စစကးဗ။ သႏငကယႏင တကၾကတပြမာ သဥး သသတ ကယဥး ကယသတ။ ဒါ မဆနးပါဘး။ ကပအစကဆရင ဂပနေတာလနေရးမာ ကခတာ ” စစအတြငး လသတတာဟာ ဆးယတမႈ မဟတဘးဟ ဆခငတာလားမသ။ ယတမာသည သတျဖတမႈေတြ အမးျဖတသညသတျဖတမႈေတြသည စစအတြငးမာ ျဖစပြားခတတတာ မဟတဘးလား။ ” လြတလပေရးရၿပးေတာလညး ရေဘာျဖေတြ ကြနျမနစေတြ ပဋပကၡေတြရခတာပ။ တကပြေတြ ရခတာပ။ သပနေတြ ေသာငးကနးေတာလညး ရြာကလေတြ စညးစညးလးလး ခခတကခကခၾကတာပ။ သ႔ဘကလလညးက ကယဘကကလညးကေပါ သရကေတာအပစက သတအေကာငးသား ” အမတငးမာ တစကၿမတမာ တြေလာငးဆြထားသညက ေျခာကေသြ႔ေနသည ေျပာငးဖးတြမား ျဖစသည။ တစခ႕အမမာေတာ ေရထညထားသည ပလတစတစအတမားက စညး႐း၀ါးလးတနး၊ အမနရေအာကေျခတနးမာ တြလြဆြလက ျမငရသည။ ” ေဟာဆဟာ ဘနးႀကးေကာငးပ ” ဘနးႀကးေကာငးအ၀င မနကညးပငအျမစဆ အေျခတြင ကေလးေတြ ၀ငးအေန၏။ သတ႔သည စတ၀ငစားစရာ တစခခက သႀကးမႀကး၀ငးၾကညေနၾကျခငး ျဖစသည။ သတ႔ ၀ငးထားသညအရာမာ ထငေနေသာ လတစေယာကျဖစသညက အနးေရာကမ အေသအခာျမငရသည။ ပဆြစကက သစသားျပားေပၚတြင ကလစျဖင ညႇပလက စတတျဖင ေဆးျခယေနသညလကက အရငေတြ႔ရသည။ အေပၚဆးကေနမ႔ ထလ၏င႔ထားေသာဥးေခါငးကသာ ျမငရ၏။ မကႏာက အျပညမျမငရ။ နဖးေပၚမာ ၀ကေနသည ဆပငညည ေသြ႔ေသြ႔ေျခာကေျခာက။

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” ညေခာ ဆရာေတာရလား ” ဥးႀကးက လမးေမးေတာ ပနးခဆြေနသအား ၀ငးအေနသညကေလးအပစထမ အရပရညရညေကာငေလးက ေခါငးေမာလာသည။ ” မရဘး ဘႀကး၊ ရပသာေကာငး ခဏသြားတယ ” ” မငးတ႔ ဒမာ ဘာလပေနၾကတာလ။ ေကာငးေပၚသြားေလ ” ဥးႀကး၏အသက တငးတငးျပတျပတ။ ထအခနမာ ပနးခဆြေနသက အသၾကားရာသ႔ ေမာၾကညလကသည။ ေနေလာငထားေသာ အသားက မညတည၊ နဖးကယကယ၊ ႏာတစငးစငး၊ မကလးေတြက အညရငရင။ ” ပဆြတာ ၾကညေနတာဗ။ ဘႀကး ဒမာ ၾကညစမးပါ။ လခကကေတာ ကမးကနပ ” ဥးႀကးက မကေမာငၾကတလက ေရ႔တးၾကညသည။ သမကေတာ ဥးႀကးေနာကမာပ ရပလက ကေလးအပစႏင တရငးတႏးျဖစေနေသာ ထသက မယသကၤာျဖင အကခတေနပါသည။ ရြာသားပစမဟတ။ ၿမ ႔ကလာသည ပစမး။ ထသက ျမ၀နးရက တစခကသာ ၾကညၿပး စတတကငသညလကက စကေပၚ ျပနခလကသည။ ” မငးက ကပ တစခါမ မျမငဖးဘး။ ဒရြာက မဟတဘး ”

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” မဟတပါဘး ” ” ဆရာေတာဧညသညလား ” ” မဟတပါဘး ” ” ဘယသ႔အမလာတာလ ” ေတာရြာဆေတာ ဥးႀကးက စပစသညမာ ပမနျဖစပါလမမည။ သ႔ေသာ ထလ၏မကလးေတြ စးရစြာ အေရာငလကသြားသည။ ” ကၽြ နေတာ ဘယသ႔အမမ မလာပါဘး ” ” ေဟ ” ” ကၽြ နေတာ ဒတစပဆြၿပးရင ျပနမာပါ။ တစေန႔လး ကၽြ နေတာ ပေတြဆြၿပး ကေလးေတြက ေပးေနခတာ။ အခပက ေနာကဆးပပ ” ” ဒပက ကၽြ နမက ေပးမာတ ” ဆယႏစႏစခန႔ရမည မနးကေလးက ေကနပမႈ အျပညျဖင ၿပးလက ေျပာျပသည။ ကေလးေတြထမာ မနးကေလး သးေယာကပါၿပး ေယာကားေလးက ငါးေယာကျဖစသည။ ဥးႀကးက ကေလးမက မတမသြားသည။

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” အမာ ညညးက ေမာငေမာငျမသမး မဟတလား။ သြားစမး မးခပေတာမယ။ အမျပနတာမဟတဘး။ သြား ” ” ဟင ဘႀကးကလညး ဒပၿပးေအာင ေစာငဥးမာေပါ ” ” မေစာငန႔ ” ဥးႀကးအသက ခပတငးတငး ျဖစလာသညအခါ ကေလးမက မကႏာပကပကျဖင မတတတရပလကေလသည။ ” ၿပးၿပ ညမေလး ေရာ။ ယသြားလ႔ ရၿပ ” ပနးခဆြသက စာရြကကျဖတလက ကေလးမက လမးေပးသည။ ကေလးမ၏ေတာကပေနခေသာ အၿပးက ေပာကကြယသြားခၿပ။ တကယေတာ ဥးႀကးလပတာ မနပါသည။ အခလ ဟဘကရြာတြင မဒမးကင လသတခေသာ လဆး လြတေျမာကေနသညကာလမာ ဒရြာက ထလဆး ေရာကမလာႏငေပဘးလား။ အခ ပနးခဆြၿပး ကေလးေတြကေ၀ငေပးေနသည လစမးသည မဒမးသမား မျဖစႏငဘးလား။ ကေလးမသည ပနးခစာရြကက တျမတတႏး လမးယလက ေနရာမ ခာခနလညထြကသြား၏။ ကေလးမလကထက ပနးခစာရြကက သမ တစ၀ကတပက ျမငလကရသည။ ခပလမးလမးက ေတာတနး႐ႈခငးျဖစသည။ စမးေမာငေသာ သစေတာအပအတနးေလး၏အထက ေကာငးကငျပငအေျခက နေရာငသနးေနသည။ ကေလးမက ခပလမးလမးေရာကသြားေတာ သတ႔ဘကသ႔ ျပနလညၾကညသည။ ကေလးမအၾကညက ပနးခဆြသဆသ႔ ျဖစသည။ ပနးခဆြသက လကလမးျပေတာ ကေလးမေလးက ျပနလကျပကာ ရြာထသ႔ ဆကေလာကသြားေလသည။

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” မငးနာမည ဘယသလ ” သ႔မာ စစေဆးရမညတာ၀နရသညဟေသာ မကႏာထားျဖင ဥးႀကးက စစေမးသည။ ထသက သ႔ပနးခပစညးေတြ စတတေတြက သမးဆညးရငး ခပေလးေလးေျဖသည။ ” ကၽြ နေတာနာမည ျပညမးၿငမး ” ျမ၀နးရ၏ ႏလးဆမာ ဒတခနခနသြား၏။ ျပညမးၿငမး .... ဒနာမညက သမ ရငးရငးႏးႏး ၾကားဖးေနခသည။ ” ဘယရြာကလာတာလ ” ” ရနကနက ” အဒါ ဟလပ။ ေသေသခာခာၾကညမေတာလညး ဟလႏင မတသလလ။ ေနပါဥး။ ျမ၀နးရ ထလက အလငးေရာငထမာ ျမငခတာမ မဟတဘ။ မသမေမြ႔ေသာ စးစမးေသာ မကလးနကနကေတြကေတာ ဟလ႔မကလးေတြႏင တသလလ။ ထလက ျမ၀နးရက မရယမၿပး တစခကၾကည၏။ သမ ကမနးကတနး မကႏာလႊပစလကသည။ ၿပးေတာ ခပတညတညပင ေနာကနားမာ ရပေနလကပါသည။ ဥးႀကးက ကေလးေတြက ရနၾကသည။ တျဖညးျဖညးႏင လစကြသြားၾကသည။ ျပညမးၿငမးသာ ကနရစသည။ သ႔တြင ဂငးသားေကာပးအတ ခပႏြမးႏြမးပါသည။ အတထမာ အ၀တအစား မားမားပါပမရ။ ျပညေဖာငးေနတာမး မဟတ။ ခပေပာေပာပ။ တစစြနးတစစထြကေနေသာအရာမာ အႀကးစားကငမရာ တစလးျဖစသည။

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