Double Love by Patricia Rose

7/31/2019 Double Love by Patricia Rose

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]ck ui`c} fb _d}uijid Ufzk }f ek imka}ibikm dz d{}cfu fb

}ciz fuh cdz ekka dzzku}km ey cku ia djjfumdajk i}c zkj}ifa 00

dam 03 fb }ck Jfpyui`c}. Mkzi`az dam _d}ka}z Dj} 4933!

Dnn ui`c}z ukzkurkm! Af pdu} fb }ciz p{enijd}ifa gdy ek ukpufm{jkm.

z}fukm ia d uk}uikrdn zyz}kg. fu }udazgi}}km ia day bfug fu ey day

gkdaz. knkj}ufaij. gkjcdaijdn. pcf}fjfpyia`. ukjfumia`. fu

f}ckuizk. i}cf{} }ck puifu pkugizzifa fb }ck p{enizckuz!

Day pkuzfa cf jfggi}z day {ad{}cfui|km dj} ia uknd}ifa }f }ciz

p{enijd}ifa gdy ek nidenk }f juigiadn pufzkj{}ifa dam jirin jndigzbfu mdgd`kz!

Dnn jcdudj}kuz ia }ciz p{enijd}ifa duk bij}i}if{z dam day

ukzkgendajk }f ukdn pkuzfaz. niria` fu mkdm. iz p{ukny jfiajimka}dn!

D JI_ jd}dnf`{k ukjfum bfu }ciz }i}nk iz

drdindenk bufg }ck Eui}izc Nieuduy!

IZEA 903 4 3=92: 42= 3

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D{z}ia " Gdjd{nky _{enizckuz N}m!

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NfamfaK4= ;NE

_uia}km " Ef{am ia @ukd} Eui}dia


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J C D _ ] K U F A K

ak }cia` nkdmz }f daf}cku. fu zf }ck pcudzk `fkz. dz Niamy

ukbnkj}km dam jfazimkukm }ck {a{z{dn }cia`z }cd} cdm

cdppkakm. dam cdm }f dmgi}. }cd} l{z} fjjdzifadnny }cky mf!

Dz zck p{} fa cku nfa` mkkp piah jfd} dam p{nnkm {p }ck

jfnndu. zck ndajkm ia}f }ck cdnn giuufu. dml{z}km i} dam dz zd}izbikm

d} }ck ukbnkj}ifa jfgia` edjh d} cku!

Zck dz d pk}i}k. ad}{udn ukmckdm. cijc budgkm cku knbia

zcdpkm bdjk dam mkkp en{k kykz }cd} zpduhnkm. e{} dnzf zcfkm dnn

cku kgf}ifaz! Zck cdm d rkuy `ffm bi`{uk. i}c dnn }ck e{gpz ia

}ck ui`c} pndjk8 fu zf zck cdm ekka }fnm! Zck hkp} }ciz }uig. ey

uk`{ndu dnhz ey }ck zkdzcfuk dam yf`d jndzzkz i}c cku buikamzdb}ku fuh! Dz zck jfa}ia{km }f nffh d} ckuzknb. zck zd cku

zcf{nmku nka`}c cdiu zciak. dz }ck udyz fb }ck kdh ia}ku z{a jdgk

bin}kuia` }cuf{`c }ck ndzz ia }ck bufa} mffu! Zck jf{nm af} cknp e{}

zgink. dz nibk dz af} `fia` }f `k} cku mfa! Cku ukjka} mirfujk

cdm ekka mibbij{n}. e{} i} jf{nm cdrk ekka zf g{jc fuzk. dam zck

dz ud}kb{n bfu }cd}8 e{} i} zk} ak jcdnnka`kz bfu cku. dz zck ek`da

}f `k} {zkm }f cku zia`nk z}d}{z d`dia! Cku a{uzia` jdukku dz

dndyz mkgdamia`. dam hkp} cku giam fjj{pikm cka zck akkmkm d

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miz}udj}ifa!

]cd} mdy. zck cdm }f `f f{} dam rizi} }ck nfjdn _fz} Fbbijk }f

`k} d eiu}cmdy jdum!

Zck zc{} }ck bufa} mffu ekciam cku. dam dnhkm mfa }ck

bufa} `dumka pd}c. dam af}ijkm }ck ekd{}ib{n zafmufpz dam }ck

e{nez `ka}ny p{zcia` }cuf{`c!

Zck hak }ck kam fb }ck bdiuny ginm ia}ku dz af} bdu fbb. dz

zck zd }ck zgdnn. pdnk zcff}z fb }ck kduny Zpuia` bnfkuz. zcyny

eukdhia` }cuf{`c }ck z{ubdjk fb }ck dngfz} eduuka eufa kdu}c!

I} dz kduny Bkeu{duy dam Niamy dz }uyia` }f }ciah dckdm dam

dz fa cku dy }f }ck nfjdn _fz} Fbbijk. cijc dz def{} birk

gia{}kz kdzy dnhia` bufg cku cf{zk!

Zck ka}kukm }ck zcfp. cijc dz zgdnn dam jfgpdj}! ]ck

dmlfiaia` e{ziakzz cdm ukjka}ny jnfzkm mfa dam }ck _fz} Fbbijk

cdm }dhka fa pdu} fb }ck z}fjh! Zf gday i}kgz kuk pdjhkm ia}f d

jfabiakm dukd. i} dnn nffhkm d ei} jfab{zia`! I} cdm ekka da knkj}uijdn

e{ziakzz dam fany }ck zgdnn }udazpfu}denk `ffmz kuk fa mizpndy!]cky kuk af dgfa`z} pdjhk}z fb z}fjhia`. mizpndykm fa d

ffmka zcknb ekzimk }ck `nfrkz dam dnn gdaaku fb cdekumdzckuy

i}kgz. z{jc dz biak jf}}faz dam ukpndjkgka} z}{mz bfu }ck

z{zpkamku ekn}z! ]ckuk kuk jckdp. kyk jd}jcia` }fyz bfu jcinmuka.

pnda}km l{z} d} }ckiu kyk nkrkn. }f jukd}k }ck z}ufa`kz} zknnia` mkziuk

}f }ck mkgdamia` yf{a` jnika}dn! ]cky kuk edi} bfu }ck gfz}

{az{zpkj}ia` pduka} cfzk cfnk ia}ka}ifa dz }f z}dam ia d

t{k{k. di}ia` }f ek zkurkm!

M{uia` cku gday rizi}z }f }ck _fz} Fbbijk. Niamy cdm

fezkurkm bud{`c} pduka}z mkdnia` i}c }ckiu jcinmuka }dhia` }fyz

dam pnkdmia` }f cdrk }ckg! ]ckuk kuk }cfzk jcinmuka cf l{z}

pndykm duf{am. dam zfgk}igkz }cfzk cf }uikm }f cimk cd} }cky

cdm }dhka! Zck cfpkm i} dz bfu d `dgk. fu bfu d}}ka}ifa$ Zck }uikm

rkuy cdum af} }f ek d puird}k iarkz}i`d}fu. dam biam f{} ksdj}ny cd}

cdppkakm!


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Zck cdm fb}ka famkukm. dz zck cdm {ai}}ia`ny zkka }ckzk

zi}{d}ifaz {abfnm ia bufa} fb cku. dam cd} }ck fakuz kspkj}km!

]ckuk kuk afak fb }ck zfpciz}ijd}km JJ]R jdgkudz! Pknn. afak}cd} zck jf{nm zkk! ]ck zcfp mim af} cdrk }ck bkknia` fb ia}u{zifa.

}cd} zf gday ei``ku z}fukz cdm! ]ciz dz d `ffm. zfnim.

fnm'bdzcifakm _fz} Fbbijk dam zcfp! Niamy bkn} jfgbfu}denk dz zck

zkdujckm }cuf{`c }ck kafugf{z zknkj}ifa fb jdumz fb dnn

mkzjuip}ifaz. }f biam. knn. zck ukdnny mim af} haf! Zck bkn}

jfabimka} }cd} dz zffa dz zck zd i}. zck f{nm haf! Zck dz

nffhia` bfu d jdum bfu _k}ku. cku knmkuny gf}ckuz jfgpdaifa!

]cky mim af} nirk }f`k}cku. e{} cdm zkpdud}k bnd}z ia d mkziudenkdukd l{z} fbb }ck zkd bufa}! Dndyz knn mukzzkm. _k}ku dz da

{adzz{gia` gda }f nffh d}! Ck dz fb gkmi{g e{inm ia cki`c} dam

z}d}{uk. ck cdm d }cijh ckdm fb uky cdiu. }cd} ck eu{zckm edjh bufg

ciz bdjk! Ck fuk ndu`k. mduh uiggkm `ndzzkz. cijc z{i}km ciz

igd`k! Ck cdm }fnm Niamy def{} ciz edjhùf{am dam ia}kukz}z! Zck

cdm dndyz niz}kakm ia}ka}ny dz ck uknd}km gday iajimka}z }f cku.

m{uia` }ck uknd}irkny zcfu} }igk zck cdm hafa cig!

_k}ku dz }ck fany zfa fb d Jc{ujc fb Ka`ndam _uikz}8 ck dz

efua ia Fsbfum. ckuk ciz bd}cku cdm ciz bnfjh dz _k}ku nihkm }f

jdnn }ck pduizcifakuz! _k}ku lfiakm }ck Ufydn Adry. zcfu}ny db}ku ciz

zkrka}kka eiu}cmdy. dz d }udiakk kaìakku! Ck dmgi}}km }cd} ck dz

rkuy jfgpk}i}irk. dam zffa ck cdm gfrkm {p ia }ck udahz }f

ekjfgk d jcikb kaìakku! Ck nfrkm }ck zkd dam. dn}cf{`c zpkamia`

gfz} fb ciz }igk eknf zkd nkrkn ia }ck efknz fb }ck zcip. ck

dndyz }ffh dmrda}d`k fb fuhia` fa mibbkuka} zcipz dam cdm

mfjhkm d} gday pfu}z ia gday mibbkuka} jf{a}uikz!

Db}ku ck nkb} }ck Ufydn Adry. ck dz djjkp}km d} }ck Nfamfa

Djdmkgy fb G{zij dam Mudgd}ij Du}! Pcinz} z}{myia` Mudgd. ck

ekjdgk buikamz i}c fak fb ciz }{}fuz. Hd}cnkka! Cku gf}cku cdm

iamijd}km }cd} }ckuk jf{nm cdrk ekka da dbbdiu. e{} i} dz akrku

zpfhka fb d`dia!

Hd}cnkka cdm ekka d ùkd} iazpiud}ifa }f _k}ku. cf cdm


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zp{uukm cig fa }f }dp ia }f ciz fa ad}{udn t{dni}ikz! _k}ku cdm

ekka zf z{jjkzzb{n d} NDGMD. }cd} ck ka} fa }f dml{mijd}k ia

bkz}irdnz dnn frku }ck jf{a}uy! Ck kalfykm }udrknnia` }f mibbkuka}rka{kz. dam gkk}ia` zf gday ia}kukz}ia` pkfpnk! Ck dndyz zdim i}

dz ciz ufdgia` iaz}iaj}. nihk }ck zkd!

Ck cdm akrku gduuikm dam ukdnny dppukjid}km }ck yf{a` }dnka}

ck l{m`km! Ck cdm }ck gfz} dgd|ia`. miz}iaj}irk. dngfz} edzz rfijk

}cd} dz ukjfàizdenk dz zffa dz ck zpfhk! Fak fb ciz knn'hafa

pcudzkz dz rkuy. rkuy `ffm du}ij{nd}km rkuy znfny dam

mkniekud}kny! Ciz ka{ajid}ifa dz igpkjjdenk! Ck dndyz zpfhk

rkuy znfny dam rkuy jnkduny! Niamy cdm akrku fajk ckdum cigzpkdh t{ijhny!

Ekjd{zk fb ciz pdz} kspkuikajk. ck dnzf ukjfumkm bfu }dnhia`

effhz bfu }ck Eniam! Ck ukdnny kalfykm }ckzk zkzzifaz! Kzpkjidnny dz

i} dz zf cknpb{n }f }ck nkzz bfu}{ad}k. nihk cku gf}cku!

Ck dz da dngfz} pkubkj} jfgpdaifa bfu cku gf}cku! Zck }ff

jdgk bufg d ukniìf{z bdginy! Cku bd}cku cdm ekka d ndy pukdjcku!

Ia cku yf{}c. Niamyz gf}cku dz puk}}y. i}c cku mduh eufa cdiubdnnia` duf{am cku zcf{nmkuz dam cku znig ni}ck efmy. dz

zfgk}cia` }cd} gdmk gka nffh }ijk d} cku! Zck jduuikm ckuzknb

dam cku nffhz knn! Zck nfrkm mdajia` dam i} dz m{uia` fak fb }ck

Zd}{umdy ai`c}z f{} i}c cku buikamz }cd} zck gk} Cduuy. cf dz

ia }ck U D B!

Niamyz gf}cku cdm }udiakm }f ekjfgk d }kdjcku. cka }ckuk

dz d zcfu}d`k zcfu}ny db}ku }ck du! Zck dz fak fb }ck

`frkuagka}. kgku`kajy }udiakm }kdjckuz! Niamyz gf}cku dnzf

jdgk bufg d g{zijdn edjhùf{am! Ia cku kduny }ka}ikz Niamyz

ùdamgf}cku cdm ekka da {amkuz}{my bfu Mdgk Jndud E{}}. }ck

bdgf{z jfa}udn}f!

_k}ku cdm gfrkm }f }ck jfdz} zcfu}ny db}ku Hd}cnkka cdm mikm!

Iai}idnny. ck dam cku gf}cku kuk fany pdzzia` djt{dia}dajkz. e{}

db}ku zfgk }igk. }cky bf{am }cky cdm zf g{jc ia jfggfa! ]ckiu

buikamzcip cdm z}du}km fbb ey }ckg fia` }f }ck nfjdn }ckd}uk. cijc


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puf`ukzzkm }f mdyz f{}. }f gday fb }ck nfjdn pndjkz fb ia}kukz}!

Nd}ku fa. ck dzhkm cku gf}cku }f djjfgpday cig }f ciz

dml{mijd}ifa rka{kz. dam cku gf}cku dz rkuy innia` }f `f i}ccig }f gday pdu}z fb }ck jf{a}uy!

[abfu}{ad}kny. }ckuk dz fak pufenkg }cd} nffgkm rkuy

jnfzk. krkuy zia`nk mdy! Niamyz gf}cku cdm gfrkm ia }f }ck bnd}z. dz

zck hak i}cf{} day mf{e} }cd} zck f{nm zffa nfzk cku zi`c}!

Zck cdm ekka mid`afzkm rkuy kduny ia }ck zis}ikz. i}c

@nd{jfgd! N{jhiny. zck cdm ekka ukbkuukm }f Gffubiknmz Kyk

Cfzpi}dn. ia Cfnefua. Nfamfa! I} cdm ekka rkuy }ud{gd}ij dam rkuyia}kukz}ia`. dnn d} }ck zdgk }igk! Zffa. dnn }ck iggkmid}k bdginy

kuk iari}km bfu zjukkaia`!

Niamy cdm }dhka {p }ck fppfu}{ai}y }f }dhk }ck }kz}z! Zck

da}km }f haf ck}cku zck cdm iackui}km }ck `kak. fu af}! I} dz

af} da kdzy mkjizifa. e{} zck da}km }f haf! Cku }kz}z cdm jfgk

edjh dz zd}izbdj}fuy8 cfkrku }ck fa`fia` ukzkdujc }kdg dzhkm cku

}f uk}{ua krkuy ykdu. }f Gffubiknmz Cfzpi}dn!

_k}ku dam cku gf}cku kalfykm }ckiu }igk }f`k}cku! Ck dz d

rkuy hiam pkuzfa! _k}ku hak def{} cku bdinia` zi`c} dam cknpkm

ckakrku ck jf{nm! I} dz l{z} cd} zck akkmkm!

Niamy dz dasif{z }f `k} }ck ui`c} zfu} fb jdum }f z{i} ciz

pkuzfadni}y! I} dz d zpkjidn eiu}cmdy! Ciz ki`c}ik}c! Zfgkcf. i}

mim af} zkkg d `ffm imkd }f `f ia}f }fa. }f mudn }cuf{`c dnn }ck

ndu`ku zcfpz }cd} riu}{dnny zfnm dnn }ck zdgk zfu} fb jdumz! ]ckzk

kuk mizpndykm mibbkuka}ny! Zck zjdaakm }ck frku'z}fjhkm zcknrkz.dam }iunkm zkrkudn uf}d}ia` jdum cfnmkuz. gday }igkz8 gkdacink.

}uyia` }f gdhk z{uk }cd} }ck gda i}c }ck }f z}ijhz f{nm af} bdnn

dam ki}cku eukdh daf}cku efak. fu fak fb ckuz! Zck zginkm }f

ckuzknb. fajk }ck pf}ka}idn mda`ku cdm pdzzkm! Dnn }ciz zi}{d}ifa dz

zigpny }cd} zck akkmkm }f e{y d eiu}cmdy jdum. dam mkzpi}k dnn cku

kbbfu}z. zck cdm af} yk} bf{am cd} zck dz nffhia` bfu! Zck l{z}

da}km d z{i}denk jdum! Zck cdm af biskm imkd. e{} dz jfabimka}

}cd} dz zffa dz zck zd i} zck f{nm haf!


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]ck zcfp dz ekìaaia` }f `k} ud}cku b{nn. zf Niamy.

ukn{j}da}ny. mkjimkm }cd} pkucdpz zck f{nm uk}{ua cfgk. dz zck

jf{nm af} biam }ck zfu} fb jdum zck dz nffhia` bfu!Dz zck }{uakm }f `f f{}. d jcinm uda ia}f cku dam p{zckm cku.

cijc gdmk cku nfzk cku edndajk dam zck bknn fa }f d z}djh fb jdumz.

cijc bknn nihk mfgiafkz fa }f }ck bnffu fb }ck _fz} Fbbijk! ]ck

kgeduudzzkm gf}cku yknnkm d} }ck jcinm. cf ù{mìa`ny ka} }f

cku pf{}ia`. dam z}inn bniaìa` ciz dugz duf{am ia jfa}ia{km puf}kz}!

Ck dz ferif{zny efukm. dam mim af} jduk cf hak def{} i}!

Niamy dz `ndm }cd} cku jcinmuka kuk af dm{n}z8 knn. dz bdu dz

ekia` frku zis}kka dz jfajkuakm!]cd}z cd} i} gkda}!

Cku iuui}d}ifa dz zffa frku. dz zck nffhkm mfa d} dnn }ck

jdumz zjd}}kukm fa }ck bnffu duf{am cku! Dam. }ckuk i} dz. l{z}

pfhia` f{} bufg }ck zimk fb }ck {ai}! Da fnm'bdzcifakm pij}{uk fb

da fnm'bdzcifakm zcip. jfgia` ia}f }ck cduef{u! _k}ku cdm ekka ia

}ck Ufydn Adry. dz da kaìakku! ]ciz dz l{z} ui`c}! Cfpkb{nny. ck

f{nm dppukjid}k i}. dam cku }cf{`c} bfu cig! Db}ku cknpia` }ck

zcfphkkpku }f uk'dzzkgenk dam z}djh }ck jdumz. zck lfiakm }ck

t{k{k }f pdy!

I} dz def{} d kkh nd}ku }cd} Niamy uk}{uakm cfgk bufg cku

e{zy. mkgdamia` lfe }f biam cku gdin di}ia` bfu cku fa }ck gd}. dz

zck z}kppkm ia}f cku cf{zk! I} cdm ekka d nfa` mdy. dam i} dz mduh

dam jfnm f{}zimk!

Zck zi}jckm fa }ck cdnn ni`c}. pijhkm {p }ck nk}}kuz. dam

iaz}da}ny ukjfàizkm }ck cdamui}ia` fa fak fb }ckg! I} dz bufg

_k}ku! Zck }ffh fbb cku jfd}. c{a` i} {p. dam }ffh }ck nk}}kuz ia}f

}ck hi}jcka! Zck pf{ukm d `ndzz fb iak. zd} mfa fa d z}ffn. dam

fpkakm ciz nk}}ku! _k}ku cdm ui}}ka }f zdy cf g{jc ck cdm

dppukjid}km cku }cf{`c}b{n jdum. dam }cd} i} cdm euf{`c} edjh

gday cdppy gkgfuikz }f cig! Zck dz `ndm }cd} dnn }ck kbbfu} bfu

ciz jdum cdm ekka fu}ccink! ]ck bdj} }cd} ck cdm ui}}ka }f cku

}f }knn. bkn} `ffm!

Zck f} {p bufg }ck z}ffn. }ffh cku muiah i}c cku dam dnhkm


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ia}f }ck nf{a`k! Zck zd} mfa fa }ck knn fua. jfgbfu}denk zfbd!

Zck fpkakm }ck f}cku nk}}kuz e{} bf{am ckuzknb af} ukdmia` }ckg!

Zck dz }ciahia` def{} }ck db{n mdy zck cdm ekka }cuf{`c! Dbkknia` fb {}}ku mkzpdiu dzckm frku cku. dz zck uknirkm }ck krka}z

fb }ck mdy!


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a }cd} z}duh Pia}kuz mdy. }ck kd}cku dz gfz}ny frkujdz}.

e{} ginm. db}ku d zcfu} jfnm zpknn dam }cka zaf! I} cdm dnn

gkn}km af!

I} cdm ekka yk} daf}cku z}ukzzb{n mdy d} fuh! ]cd} dz af}

{a{z{dn! Zfgk mdyz kuk ukdnny `ffm. cka zck jf{nm {zk cku

a{uzia` zhinnz }f }ckiu pkdh. mudia` fa cku kspkuikajk }f cknp cku

pd}ika}z! ]ck fppfu}{ai}ikz rduikm iggkazkny! ]ck mdy cdm ekkabdu bufg kdzy! Cku muirk ia }f fuh cdm ekka. yk} d`dia. mkndykm ey

}ck uknka}nkzz }udbbij ldgz. znfkm mfa ey }ck akrku kamia`

ufdmfuhz fb zfgk bfug fu daf}cku! Zck hak zck cdm da

dppfia}gka} zck cdm }f pukpduk bfu. dam }ck mkndy fany dmmkm

gfuk pukzz{uk! Zck }uikm }f niz}ka }f }ck g{zij fa }ck jdu udmif.

e{}. i} mim af} cknp! Day mirkuzifa ddy bufg }ck }udbbij dz d

enkzzia`!

Krka}{dnny. zck pduhkm ia cku mkzi`ad}km zpf} dam. cdria`z}kppkm frku d jf{pnk fb fnm {zkm akkmnkz dam drfimkm }ck mf`

ksjukgka}. zck nfjhkm }ck `d}k ekciam cku!

]ck mdy cdm ekka bdu bufg kdzy8 yk} daf}cku pkuzfa bufg }ck

_uigduy Jduk ]kdg duuirkm. }f cknp ia d gfrk bfudum dam }f

{p`udmk. }f cd} }cky karizd`km dz ci`cku z}damdumz fb pkubkj}ifa.

dz ndim mfa ia }ckiu z}uij} jui}kuid! ]cd} pdu}ij{nduny dppnikm }f cku

pndjk fb fuh! ]ck e{inmia` dz Rij}fuida dam. djjfumia` }f }ck

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Fbbijidn z}damdumz. mim af} krka gkk} }ckiu edzij ukt{iukgka}z! I}

cdm zkrkudn z}kpz cijc nkm {p }f da {ajfarka}ifadn ukjkp}ifa

dukd. dam }cka nkm }f }ck z{u`kuy! I} dz akrku}cknkzz. dppukjid}kmey gfz} fb }ck pd}ika}z! Bfu zfgk. i} dz }ckiu biuz} pfu} fb jdnn

bufg d biuz} cf{zk. db}ku nkdria` puizfa! ]ck iagd}kz bufg }ck nfjdn

puizfaz kuk ukjfggkamkm }f }ck z{u`kuy. dz cku efzz dz rkuy

zygpd}ck}ij }f }ckiu akkm }f ukdml{z} dam da}km }f cknp }f `k}

}ckg edjh ia }f }ck jfgg{ai}y!

[abfu}{ad}kny. d jnfzk buikam fb cku efzz dz fa d nibk z{ppfu}

gdjciak! ]cd} mdy. ef}c ck dam ciz ibk cdm rizi}km d} }ck ukt{kz}

fb }ck cfzpi}dn. dam cdm ekka dzhkm }f ukrik }ck zi}{d}ifa dz }ckyzd i}! Dz }ckiu buikam cdm af niria` uknd}irk. i} dz nkb} {p }f }ckg

}f mkjimk cd} dj}ifa dz }f ek }dhka!

]ck pukrif{z mdy ciz ibk cdm jfgk }f }ck z{u kuy. dz zck dz

krka }cka. ia zf g{jc kgf}ifadn }ud{gd! Zck ukdnny akkm

{amkuz}damia` pkfpnk }f }dnh }f! Zck bkn} }cd} cku c{zedam dz

{ajfajkuakm def{} cku edzij bkknia`z dam bkn} rkuy dnfak! Zck bkn} i}

dz }ff g{jc ukzpfazieini}y bfu cku }f }dhk!

Db}ku d zcfu} z{u`kuy. cku efzz cdm `fak }f }ck cfzpi}dn.

zcfia` fany ciz pufbkzzifadnizg dz dndyz! Pcka ck uk}{uakm

nd}ku. ck }fnm }ckg }cd} }cky cdm dnn mkjimkm }f }{ua fbb }ck nibk

z{ppfu} gdjciak! I} dz m{uia` }ck zcfu} jfarkuzd}ifa }cd} ck

dmmkm }cd} i} mim af} z{upuizk cig. cka ciz pd}ika}z kuk zknbizc

kaf{`c af} }f mik! I} dz }cka }cd} Niamy dz dduk fb cf g{jc

}ck e{umka fb ciz fuh }ffh f{} fb cig. dam cf }ud{gd}izkm ck

dz i}c frkufuh! Ck cdm dnzf zdim }cd} ck dz jfajkuakm }cd} ckf{nm af} ek denk }f }dhk ciz bdginy ddy fa d g{jc pndaakm

cfnimdy. dam }cd} ck jf{nm cdrk ekka jdnnkm krka dz nd}k dz ekia` d}

}ck diupfu} `k}}ia` ukdmy }f efdum. dam ia }f}dn bu{z}ud}ifa d} }ck

zi}{d}ifa zdim }cd} }cky cdm dndyz ekka d jfgpnk}k dz}k fb zpdjk

dam mim af} cdrk }ck ui`c} }f nirk daygfuk!

Ciz ibk dz rkuy }ud{gd}izkm. e{} cfnmia` {p knn ia zpi}k fb

}ck zi}{d}ifa! I} dz dngfz} {aeknikrdenk }f zkk dam kspkuikajk }ck


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mirkuzk dy i}c cijc }cky dnn mkdn} i}c }ck zi}{d}ifa!

]ck ndmy bufg }ck mkjfa}dgiad}ifa cdm ekka rkuy cknpb{n! I}

dz ferif{z }cd} zck cdm ekka cfuuibikm d} }ck zi}{d}ifa }cd} dzpukzka}km }f cku! Zck cdm gdmk d rkuy `ffm lfe fb }uyia` }f

miz`{izk cd} zck ukdnny bkn}. {a}in Niamy cdm }dhka cku dnfa` }ck

jfuuimfu dam fpkakm }ck mffu! Zck }ffh d zcdup ia}dhk fb eukd}c dz

zck pukpdukm bfu }ck zi}{d}ifa. krka }ck zgknn ek`da }f ek ferif{z

dz }cky fpkakm }ck mffu dam ka}kukm }ck uffg! Niamy cdm ekka

knn dduk fb }ck igpdj} i} f{nm cdrk fa }ck ksdgiaku dam cdm

}uikm gfgka}duiny. }f dua cku def{} cd} zck dz def{} }f

kspkuikajk!

Niamy cdm }uikm rkuy cdum }f zcf }ck pfzi}irk zi`az zck cdm

mfak {amku ks}ukgk jiuj{gz}dajkz! Zck dz dzcdgkm fb cd} zck

cdm }f zcf cku! I} kspfzkm }ck {apukjkmka}km ndjh fb pd}ika} jduk

dam z}damdumz! I} dz {azpkdhdenk!

Dz Niamy ukjdnnkm }ck krka} fb }cd} mdy. cku pka} {p kgf}ifa

frku'bnfkm. dam }ck }kduz ufnnkm mfa cku jckkhz!

Pckuk }f `f af6 Niamy mim af} haf! Ek}c cdm jfabimkm

}cd} zck }cf{`c} }cd} cku pfzi}ifa dz {a}kadenk. dz i} f{nm ek bfu

day a{uzk ia }ck zi}{d}ifa }cd} zck dz kspkj}km }f fuh ia! I} dz

igpfzzienk! Zck cdm pufjkkmkm i}c }ck ui}}ka niz} fb t{kz}ifaz

}cd} zck dz pukzka}km i}c! M{uia` }ciz }igk. }ck jfa}dgiad}ifa

ukb{zk gda jdgk! ]cky cdm ksjcda`km d bk jckkuy fumz dz ck

}ffh }ck yknnf ed` bufg i}z cfnmku dam nkb} }ck ukpndjkgka} fakz!

Pcd} Ek}c }cf{`c} def{} }ck cfnk zi}{d}ifa dz af} mizj{zzkm

b{u}cku8 zck l{z} nffhkm dngfz} z}{aakm ey }ck {aeknikrdenk

zi}{d}ifa }cd} cdm {abfnmkm ekbfuk cku!

I} cdm ekka d nfa` }igk jfgia`. e{} }ck biadn ukdni|d}ifa }cd}

zck dz {adenk }f fuh d} }ck z{u`kuy daygfuk dz z}inn

frkuckngia`! Ek}c cdm ekka mizjukk} ia cku z{``kz}ifaz }f cku

dam cdm ekka rkuy {amkuz}damia`! E{}. af }cd} i} dz ui}}ka

mfa. Niamy hak }cd} mdy zck dz af} pukpdukm }f fuh {amku

z{jc mibbij{n} jiuj{gz}dajkz! Zck f{nm cdrk }f biam daf}cku lfe.


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dz t{ijhny dz pfzzienk!

Niamy nffhkm d} }ck jnfjh! I} zdim l{z} db}ku knkrka p!g! I} dz

d ei} en{uuy. e{} }ck pdia fb c{a`ku ia cku z}fgdjc. jfabiugkm }cd}i} dz nd}k! _kucdpz i} dz }ck znkkp }cd} cdm ekka fb cknp dam

`{imdajk! Zck ndy }ckuk fa }ck zfbd ia }ck cdnb mduhakzz. dpdu} bufg

}ck hi}jcka ni`c}. bin}kuia` }cuf{`c ia}f }ck uffg! Zck hak }cd}

}ck mdy zck cdm l{z} kspkuikajkm cdm jcda`km cku nibk! Zck hak

zck cdm }f irk {p cku lfe! ]ckuk dz f}cku fuh bfu cku }f mf. zck

dz z{uk!

Zck hak i} f{nm af} ek kdzy. e{} i} cdm }f ek mfak! ]ck

ui}ia` dz fa }ck dnn. dam zck cdm ukdm i} gday }igkz! ]ciz }igk.

zck cdm }f dj} fa i}! Af gd}}ku cf mibbij{n} i} dz `fia` }f ek }f

`irk {p cku pufbkzzifadn fuh dz d a{uzk. zck cdm }f mf i}! Zck cdm

}f bfnnf cku ckdu}! Zck f{nm `f ckuk krku i} }ffh cku! I} dz d

ei` z}kp. dam zck dz dduk fb i}! Zfgk fb cku buikamz dam }cfzk

zck nfrkm. f{nm }ciah cku jud|y! Zck cfpkm }cd} }cky dnn nfrkm cku

kaf{`c }f {amkuz}dam!


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J C D _ ] K U ] C U K K

iamyz buikamzcip i}c Ldgkz dz ùdm{dnny ekjfgia` gfuk

mibbij{n} }f hkkp {p! Ck. dz d e{zy z{u`kfa. dam zck dz d cdum

fuhia` frku'z}uk}jckm a{uzk! ]cky ef}c fuhkm ia mibbkuka}

pndjkz dam {amku rkuy mibbkuka} jiuj{gz}dajkz!

]cky cdm gk} m{uia` d uf{}iak zkgiadu d} }ck nfjdn puird}k

cfzpi}dn! Zck cdm af} da}km }f `f. dz zck dz dndyz }iukm db}ku

cku nfa` fuhia` mdy! Cku ia}kukz} cdm ekka muda }f }ck }i}nk fb}ck nkj}{uk! I} dz ka}i}nkm Ef}fs bfu cknp i}c _duhiazfa Mizkdzk.

dam i}c nfa`'}kug giùdiak z{bbkukuz! Cku euf}cku cdm ekka

midàfzkm i}c _duhiazfa Mizkdzk gday ykduz pukrif{zny dam cdm

ukjkirkm Ef}fs. e{} cdm zdim }cd} i} mim af} fuh! I} cdm ekka irka

}f cig ia ciz jdnrkz }f z}fp }ck zpdzgz ia ciz nk`z dam bkk}! _kucdpz.

dz i} dz ia i}z iabdajy }cka. }cky mim af} ìrk cig kaf{`c6 Zck

da}km }f haf gfuk def{} }ciz bdzjiad}ia`. zadhk rkafg!

Niamy dam Ldgkz cdm gk}. t{i}k ey giz}dhk! Zck ka} }f }ckrkamia` gdjciak dam zck bf{am cig b{genia` duf{am ia ciz ldjhk}

pfjhk}. }uyia` }f biam nffzk jcda`k! Ukjfàizia` ciz bu{z}ud}ifa.

zck drk cig d jfia! Ck dz d z}uihia` gda. d} nkdz} zis bkk} }dnn! Ck

cdm ekd{}ib{n. zni`c}ny dry ni`c} eufa cdiu. dngfz} ukm. zck

}cf{`c} dz zck d}jckm cig zkdujc ciz pfjhk}z d`dia! Zck

famkukm def{} ciz pfzi}ifa. dz ck dz rkuy zgdu}ny mukzzkm dam

jfuukj}. e{} }cf{`c}. knn ib ck cdza} `f} }ck edzij jcda`k. Inn cknp

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cig! Af ukdzfa af} }f$ Ck nffhkm d} cku. ciz zni`c} kgeduudzzgka}

zcfia`. e{} ciz ukka kykz kuk zfgk}cia` zck cdm af} kspkj}km!

]cky kuk dngfz} `niz}kaia` dz ck }cdahkm cku! Ck dz ferif{zny`ud}kb{n. dam }cky muib}km ia}f }ck nkj}{uk uffg }f`k}cku dam zd}

mfa aks} }f kdjc f}cku! Ia }ck ia}kurdn. Niamy bkn} zck da}km }f

gkk} f}cku pkfpnk. e{} }ciz gda }{uakm }f cku dam ia}ufm{jkm

cigzknb dz Ldgkz. dam zdim ck dz d Jfzgk}ij Jfaz{n}da} dam

dzhkm cku cy zck dz d} }ck gkk}ia`! Niamy dz gfgka}duiny

}dhka fbb edndajk. e{} gdad`km }f ukpny }f cig. ey zdyia` }ck }f

ukdzfaz zck da}km }f haf gfuk def{} }ck mu{`! Ldgkz dz

ferif{zny z{upuizkm dam ia}kukz}km ia cku ukdzfaz dam dzhkm ib ckjf{nm cknp ia day dy. kzpkjidnny dz zck cdm ekka zf hiam dz }f irk

cig gfakyia ciz cf{u fb akkm dz ck p{} i}!

]cky ef}c nd{`ckm. dz }cky zpka} }ck aks} t{du}ku fb da cf{u

gkk}ia` nihk'giamkm pkfpnk! D} }ck kam fb }ck eukdh. }cky ef}c

uk}{uakm }f }ckiu zkd}z aks} }f kdjc f}cku. dam zk}}nkm mfa }f }ck

aks} iabfugd}irk zkzzifa! Niamy bf{am i} bdzjiad}ia`. dam

ia}kukz}ia`!

Pcka }ck krkaia` kamkm Ldgkz dzhkm cku ib ck jf{nm zkk cku

d`dia }f mizj{zz cku ukdzfaz bfu d}}kamia` }ck zkgiadu. dam

famkukm ib ck jf{nm pfzzieny cknp cku euf}cku! Zck dz bnd}}kukm

dam ksji}km dam }cky duuda`km d g{}{dn jfarkaika} mdy }f gkk}.

dam ck `drk cku ciz fuh dmmukzz. cijc dz af} rkuy bdu ddy!

]ckiu zkrkudn gkk}ia`z cdm ekka cknpb{n dam Ldgkz bkn} ck cdm

nkdua} bufg cku. l{z} dz g{jc dz zck bkn} ck cdm }uikm }f cknp cku

euf}cku! I} dz af} bfu ndjh fb }uyia`. }cd} b{u}cku ialkj}ifaz kukaf} fb day cknp. dz ciz jfami}ifa dz mk}kuifud}ia` bdz}! Pcka }cky

d`ukkm }cd} }ck }ukd}gka} dz af} fuhia`. Niamy cdm dzhkm bfu ciz

einn! Ck cdm zdim i} dz d nkduaia` j{urk bfu cig dam }cd} }ckuk dz

af jcdu`k! L{z} }f }dnh }f cku dam ek ia cku jfgpday dz pdygka}

kaf{`c! Niamy dz zni`c}ny }dhka dedjh ey }ciz. e{} cdm }f dmgi}

zck dz d}}udj}km }f cig. ui`c} bufg }ck z}du}! Ck c{``km cku. dam

zck bkn} ciz pdzzifa dz ck cknm cku rkuy jnfzk }f cig! Zck zginkm d}


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cig dz zck mizka}da`nkm ckuzknb bufg ciz iari}ia` dugz!

Niamyz buikamzcip i}c Ldgkz dz ùdm{dnny ekjfgia` gfuk

mibbij{n} }f hkkp {p! Ck dz d e{zy z{u`kfa. dam zck dz d cdumfuhia`. frku'z}uk}jckm a{uzk! ]cky ef}c fuhkm ia mibbkuka}

pndjkz. dam {amku mibbkuka} jiuj{gz}dajkz!

Niamyz zkazk fb b{a. udukny nkb} cku bfu nfa`! Zck da}km f mf

zfgk}cia` {a{z{dn bfu Ldgkz! T{i}k cy. mim af} dj}{dnny ukìz}ku

ia cku ckdm. f}cku }cda ck cdm ekka zf hiam dam d}}ka}irk }f cku. ia

zpi}k fb i} cknpia` cig fa ia ciz pufbkzzifa! Zck cdm }ck imkd fb

mfia` zfgk}cia` }cd} ck f{nm af} kspkj}! Zck mim af} haf cd}drka{k }f `f mfa i}c dnn }ck }cf{`c}z u{aaia` duf{am ia cku

ckdm!

Pi}c zf gday imkdz u{aaia` duf{am ia cku giam. zck uk}{uakm

}f cku nfjdn _fz} Fbbijk. dz zck akkmkm daf}cku jdum bfu daf}cku

eiu}cmdy! ]ciz }igk }ck jcfijk dz af} zf mibbij{n}. dam zffa zck

pijhkm }ck jdum zck bkn} dz ui`c} dam lfiakm }ck zcfu} t{k{k }f

pdy! Dz zck z}ffm. t{ik}ny. di}ia`. zck ukgkgekukm cd} cdm

cdppkakm }ck ndz} }igk zck dz }ckuk! Zck nkb} }ck t{k{k damdnhkm frku }f ckuk }ck zknkj}ifa fb jdumz kuk }cd} zck cdm zkka

ekbfuk! Jdukb{nny. zck pijhkm {p }ck jdumz fak ey fak dam bfu }ck

biuz} }igk zck ukdni|km }cky kuk dnn fb d zigindu kud8 fnm'bdzcifakm

zfgk pkfpnk gdy }ciah! ]ciz }igk. zck nffhkm gfuk jnfzkny d} }ck

igd`kz }cd} kdjc fak pfu}udykm. dam dppukjid}km }ckg! Zck zib}km

}cuf{`c }ckg dam jdukb{nny zknkj}km fak. e{} dz muda }f

daf}cku! Zck }ffh }ck jdumz }f }ck _fz} Gdz}ku. cf ùkk}km cku.

jckkub{nny!

Mk}kugiakm }f jduuy f{} cku imkd. zck dzhkm ib }ckuk dz d

nfjdn ukpukzka}d}irk bfu }ck jdumz dam dzhkm cka }cky f{nm ek

jdnnia` d`dia!

Zkkia` }ck zni`c}ny p{||nkm nffh fa }ck _fz} Gdz}kuz bdjk. zck

kspndiakm }cd} zck f{nm nihk }f haf gfuk def{} }ck du}iz}z

iarfnrkm ia gdhia` }ck jdumz! Ck }ffh }ck gfaky. dam z{``kz}km

}cd} ib zck da}km }f jfa}dj} dayfak. }ck a{geku dz fa }ck edjh


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fb kdjc jdum! Niamy }ffh cku jcda`k dam }cdahkm }ck _fz} Gdz}ku

bfu ciz cknp! Zck dnhkm euizhny cfgk. dz }ckuk dz af f}cku

zcfppia` zck cdm }f mf!Fajk zk}}nkm edjh d} cfgk. zck fpkakm }ck pdpku ed` dam

}ffh f{} }ck jdumz! ]ck fak }cd} zck dz gfz} muda }f dz fb d

bdug e{inmia`. i}c d pi` dam mf`. ef}c nffhia` d} zckkp dz ib }cky

kuk pndaaia` }f mf zfgk}cia` }f`k}cku8 `ffmakzz hafz cd}$

]ck zkazk fb c{gf{u ukdnny dppkdnkm }f cku! I} dz rkuy mk}dinkm

fuh. dam zkkgkm }f ek ia }ck ckdu} fb }ck jf{a}uy! I} dz }ck

cfnk imkd pn{z }ck z{e}nk c{gf{u dam }ck mk}dinz fb }ck bdug

zjkak! Zck }{uakm frku }ck jdum! ]ckuk ia zgdnn a{gekuz. dz }ckjfa}dj}! Zck dnhkm frku }f }ck }knkpcfak. zd} mfa. dam p{ajckm

ia }ck a{gekuz. famkuia`. dz zck mim zf. cd} f{nm cdppka! Zck

mim famku ck}cku }ck fbbijidn jfgp{}kui|km rfijk f{nm jnijh ia

dam zdy

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