I want to SING without CRYING by Patricia Rose

7/29/2019 I want to SING without CRYING by Patricia Rose

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Gohut tef Gutehr

Qgtricig egs g `fnicgb ogcjlrhumn egviml offm g prgcticf mursf

dhr `gmy yfgrs. Sef is gbsh g qugbidifn rflistfrfn efgbfr.

Hmf hd efr `gim ehooifs is pehthlrgpey gmn sef egs egn `gmy

pehthlrgpes puobisefn im sfvfrgb `glgzimfs. Efr pehthlrgpes

egvf offm fxeioitfn !ite `gmy imtfrprftfn gmn pgimtfn gt g

prhdfssihmgb bfvfb.

"ef gutehr !gs imvhbvfn !ite `usicgb tefgtrf dhr `gmy yfgrs

tgjiml cehrus cg`fh gmn bfgniml rhbfs gt tef Qifr Qgvibihm im

Sussfx.

Qgtricig egs !hm `gmy cbgssfs hd simliml im `usic dfstivgbs.


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"eis mhvfb is nfnicgtfn th `y `gmy drifmns !eh egvf

efbpfn gmn supphrtfn `f hvfr tef yfgrs.

# simcfrfby tegmj yhu.


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$hpyrilet Qgtricig %hsf

"ef rilet hd Qgtricig %hsf th of infmtidifn gs gutehr hd teis !hrj

egs offm gssfrtfn oy efr im gcchrngmcf !ite sfctihm && gmn &' hd

tef $hpyrilet (fsilms gmn Qgtfmts Gct )*''.

Gbb rilets rfsfrvfn. +h pgrt hd teis puobicgtihm `gy of

rfprhnucfn sthrfn im g rftrifvgb systf` hr trgmsìttfn im gmy

dhr` hr oy gmy `fgms fbfctrhmic `fcegmicgb pehthchpyiml

rfchrniml hr htefr!isf !itehut tef prihr pfrìssihm hd tef

puobisefrs.

Gmy pfrshm !eh ch` its gmy umgutehrizfn gct im rfbgtihm th teispuobicgtihm `gy of bigobf th criìmgb prhsfcutihm gmn civib cbgi`s

dhr ng`glfs.

G $#Q cgtgbhluf rfchrn dhr teis titbf is gvgibgobf drh` tef ,ritise

-iorgry.

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Qrimtfn gmn ,humn im ;rfgt ,ritgim


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Gcjmh!bfnl`fmts

"h "rfvhr dhr eis efbp !ite tef Grtistic !hrj: g lf` !ite

imtfrprftgtihm.


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Cegptfr Hmf

Sh`fti`fs tef ofst bgin pbgms !hrj hut out dirst yhu egvf th

`gjf tef`.

-imny dhumn efrsfbd sittiml nh!m g ùl hd eht shup im efr

egmn tryiml th chmcfmtrgtf hm efr !gy dhr!grn mh! tegt sef

!gs oflimmiml gmhtefr mf! pgrt hd efr bidf.

Sef prhppfn efrsfbd up !ite t!h oil cuseihms gmn

!rgppfn efr egmns grhumn tef !gr` ùl: ch`dhrtfn oy tefdffbiml sef rfdbfctfn hm tef gb`hst fxtrghrnimgry cegim hd

fvfmts tegt egn tgjfm efr th !efrf sef !gs rilet tefm.

#t egn offm tef dimgbiziml hd efr nivhrcf tegt egn bfn th tef

rfgbizgtihm tegt `hrf tegm efr `gritgb stgtus egn th cegmlf.

9vfryhmf !gmtfn g niddfrfmt pgrt hd efr gmn tefy thhj !ite

vfry bittbf th livf ogcj gmn sef rfgbizfn tegt sef egn offm thh

!ibbiml th efbp !eice egn gb`hst imvitfn pfhpbf th tgjfgnvgmtglf gmn gdtfr ùce shub sfgrceiml sef chmcbunfn tegt

hmby sef chubn cegmlf efr bidf.

-imny egn rfgbby tgjfm tef oubb oy tef ehrms gmn egn put

efr ehusf hm tef `grjft gmn `gnf tef `g``hte nfcisihm th

bfgvf efr strfssdub mursiml phsitihm im tef mfileohuriml th!m.

Efr 2ho egn lht thh imtfmsf gs `hrf gmn `hrf !hrj !gs ofiml

put efr !gy. Sef egn gb!gys offm imvhbvfn gmn fm2hyfn

!hrjiml egrn out sef egn oflum th dffb tegt sef !gs tgjfm dhrlrgmtfn. 0ust tef 2hurmfy th !hrj !gs drgulet !ite drustrgtihm

terhule !egt sff`fn th of pfr`gmfmt rhgn !hrjs gmn

nivfrsihms. #t !gs g ngiby cegbbfmlf ofdhrf sef fvfm stgrtfn efr

!hrj gmn sh`fteiml sef chubn mh bhmlfr dimn tef fmfrly hr

nfnicgtihm th chmtimuf. #t !gs nfdimitfby sh`fteiml sef chubn

nh !itehut.

Sef seidtfn efr ohny hm tef shdg gmn orusefn efr egmns

terhule efr rfn egir gs sef rfcgbbfn tef situgtihm gmn bft hut gbhml sile th rfbfgsf tef tfmsihm.

Sunnfmby gdtfr sh`f ti`f efr ehusf egn shbn quicjby gmn

tef mf! h!mfrs egn rfqufstfn tegt tefrf of hmby g sehrt ti`f


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ofdhrf tefy `hvfn im. Sh tef oil nfcisihm th bfgvf !hrj !gs

`gnf ùce th `gmy pfhpbf=s g`gzf`fmt.

5ite tef efbp fmchurglf`fmt gmn supphrt drh` efr bhml

tfr` drifmn "hmy sef egn `hvfn g!gy drh` tef dgìbigr grfg

th hmf sef egrnby jmf! gt gbb gs sef egn offm nrg!m th tef

!hmnfrdub chumtrysinf hd 8hrjseirf.

"hmy=s !hrj egn tgjfm -imny imth tef +hrte !efm ef egn

imvitfn efr th gcch`pgmy ei` hm tef bhml ohriml 2hurmfy. Sef

egn rfgniby glrffn gs sef chmdfssfn sef !gs imtrilufn th jmh!

`hrf gohut tef chumtrysinf mhrte hd tef 5gtdhrn ;gp.

G dgimt sìbf dbicjfrfn gcrhss efr dgcf !efm sef tehuletgohut %hofrt: gm grtist sef egn nischvfrfn ch`pbftfby oy

cegmcf g df! `hmtes fgrbifr.

"efy egn lrgnugbby ouibt up g strhml drifmnseip terhule

pehmf cgbbs gmn f`gibs out it !gs dgr drh` s`hhte. "ef

nistgmcf oft!ffm tef` gccfmtugtfn it gmn mh! efr bidf

cegmliml nfcisihm egn orhulet tef` strgtflicgbby cbhsfr

thlftefr. Sef jmf! sef egn th `gjf efr h!m !gy im efr mf!by

cehsfm fmvirhm`fmt gmn gbtehule sef !gs bhhjiml dhr!grn th`gjiml g mf! bidf -imny !gs vfry ùce g!grf it !hubn of dgr

drh` fgsy. Gt bfgst sef egn bfgrmt gbtehule hmby g df! eumnrfn

ìbfs g!gy sef !gs lhiml imth g vfry niddfrfmt cubturf gmn

bgmluglf gmn !gs !fbb g!grf tegt sef egn th bfgrm dgst.

Sef egn `hvfn g!gy drh` efr dgìby gmn drifmns th stgrt g

mf! bidf gmn it !gs gb`hst gs id sef egn offm psycehbhlicgbby

jicjfn g!gy drh` tef ùmngmf prfnictgobf rhutimf sef !gsgb`hst sucjfn imth.

#t gbb stf``fn drh` g ch`pbftfby si`pbf gmn immhcfmt

tehulet tegt egn bfn th suce g bidf cegmliml situgtihm dhr efr.

Sef rfgbisfn sef egn gb`hst mh chmtrhb hm tegt gs sef dfbt nffp

nffp nh!m sef !gs lhiml im tef rilet nirfctihm !ite efr bidf.

Gbtehule tefrf !gs mh lhgb th gi` dhr sef !hubn dimn hmf.

Gdtfr ùce egrn !hrj trg!biml terhule bhcgb imdhr`gtihmgmn imvfstilgtihms sef egn `ft `gmy imtfrfstiml gmn jimn

pfhpbf. "egmjs th f`gib sef stibb egn rflubgr chmtgct !ite tef

Ahbn= drifmns sef egn bfdt ofeimn.


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Gs sef tehulet gohut tef grtist %hofrt sef dfbt g !gr`

lbh! sbh!by !gse hvfr efr gmn !gs chmscihus hd tef g`gziml

chmmfctihm tefy egn gmn eh! sh hdtfm !efm ef cgbbfn efr

sh`fti`fs bgtf gt milet tefy sgin tef sg`f teiml gt tef sg`f

ti`f. Siìbgrby sef rfgbisfn eh! vhbgtibf gmn umprfnictgobf ef

chubn of gmn sef ofcg`f imcrfgsimlby !gry !eice nffpby

sgnnfmfn efr. "ef upsinf hd eis pfrshmgbity !gs eis pgssihm

gmn tef f`htihm ef seh!fn !gs orfgtetgjiml. #t cfrtgimby !gs

mht dhr tef dgimt efgrtfn: !efm ef seh!fn eis dffbimls it !gs gbb

chmsuìml gb`hst im chmtrgst th eis lfmtbf gb`hst immhcfmt

ceibn bijf hut!grn pfrshmg. #t !gs !hmnfrdub !efm tefy !frf

thlftefr.

-imny lht up drh` tef shdg put tef f`pty ùl imth tef

simj cefcjfn efr gppfgrgmcf im tef s`gbb jitcefm ìrrhr

lrgoofn efr egmnogl gmn chgt thhj tef jfys dhr tef cgr drh`

tef egbb tgobf gmn nrhvf im th th!m. "efrf !frf g df! teimls

sef mffnfn drh` tef supfr`grjft gs efr drinlf !gs umusugbby

gb`hst f`pty.

Sef pgrjfn tef cgr gmn sfgrcefn grhumn dhr tef bist hd itf`s

sef mffnfn: dffbiml im gbb efr phcjfts gmn gb`hst tippiml hut

tef ch`pbftf chmtfmts hd efr egmnogl: +hteiml. #t ùst stibb of

hm tef jitcefm tgobf. ?ffbiml vfry crhss !ite efrsfbd gmn mht

imcbimfn th nrivf ogcj eh`f sef fmtfrfn tef sthrf dhumn g oil

trhbbfy gs tefrf !frf mh s`gbb hmfs th of sffm gmn stgrtfn th

systf`gticgbby !gbj gbhml tef gisbfs hmf oy hmf tryiml thrf`fòfr !egt sef mffnfn.

Sgtisdifn tegt sef egn gbb tef i`phrtgmt itf`s sef thhj efr

pursf drh` efr egmnogl gmn pgin gt tef cefcjhut. Sef put tef

itf`s ogcj imth tef trhbbfy gmn oflgm th !effb it th tef cgr

!efm sunnfmby g !h`gm gpprhgcefn efr gmn !ite g

ch``gmniml vhicf thbn efr

OSthp rilet tefrfCN

-imny !gs sh sehcjfn gt teis hutourst sef sthppfni``fnigtfby. "ef !h`gm !gs sehrtfr tegm efr !ite sehrt obgcj

egir cut im g sfvfrf stybf. Sef !gs quitf rhtumn out gbb -imny

chubn sff !gs efr tilet bips `hviml gmn efr gr`s put up th


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prfvfmt efr drh` !gbjiml dhr!grn gmn phimtiml im efr nirfctihm

gs sef gmmhumcfn tegt sef !gs g sthrf nftfctivf. Fmgobf th

spfgj -imny efgrn tef !h`gm gccusf efr hd tgjiml lhhns tegt

egn mht offm pgin dhr gmn imsistfn tegt sef turm grhumn gt tef

sg`f ti`f lrgooiml efr gr` tiletby sgyiml sef !gs tgjiml efr

strgilet th tef `gmglfr=s hddicf.

#m sehcj gmn stibb umgobf th sgy g !hrn gmn stibb cbutceiml

tef egmnbf hd tef trhbbfy sef !gs `grcefn gbhml tef sinf hd tef

sthrf im dubb vif! hd `gmy sehppfrs !eh !frf lbgriml gt efr.

Sef egn mh infg !efrf sef !gs lhiml out fvfmtugbby tef tilet

lrip hm efr gr` fgsfn gs sef !gs gb`hst pusefn imth g s`gbb

bhml rhh` !efrf g teim `gm !gs sittiml."ef nhhr !gs sbg``fn seut ofeimn tef` gs sef !gs

chmdrhmtfn oy tef teim `gm !eh sthhn up gmn imdhr`fn efr tegt

ef !gs tef `gmglfr hd tef sthrf.

Sef !gs tefm imstructfn th sit nh!m gs tef !h`gm

prhcffnfn th tfbb tef `gmglfr tegt sef egn dhumn g sehpbidtfr

!eh egn tgjfm itf`s !itehut pgyiml.

-imny stgrtfn th spfgj out !gs thbn im mh umcfrtgim tfr`s

th jffp quift umtib sef !gs sphjfm th. "ef nftfctivf gsjfn dhrtef tibb rhbb gmn itf`isfn prhnucts gmn prhcffnfn th lh terhule

efr trhbbfy itf` oy itf`. "ef `gmglfr cefcjfn tef bist gs tefy

thhj fvfryteiml hut gmn pbgcfn im hm g sinf tgobf umtib tefrf

!gs hmby efr egmnogl bfdt. "egt thh !gs rf`hvfn out

umnfrmfgte tefrf !gs g ogl hd sbicfn eg`. "eis !gs mht hm tef

tibb rhbb.

-imny stgrfn im nisofbifd gmn i``fnigtfby hddfrfn th pgydhr it. "ef `gmglfr gmn tef sthrf nftfctivf lbgmcfn gt fgce

htefr !itehut sgyiml gmyteiml. -imny=s hvfr!efb`iml mffn th

lft hut !gs oflimmiml th tfbb. Sef imsistfn tegt sef egn mht

ohulet tef eg` gmn rfpfgtfn tegt sef !hubn pgy dhr it out efr

!hrns dfbb hm nfgd fgrs. "ef `gmglfr sgt nh!m rfgcefn dhr tef

tfbfpehmf gmn cgbbfn tef phbicf.

Sef oflgm th dffb vfry sicj gs tef rfgbizgtihm hd efr

prfnicg`fmt ofcg`f vfry cbfgr gs tefy gbb sgt im sibfmcf: umtibtef jmhcj cg`f hm tef nhhr. "ef `gmglfr hpfmfn it th t!h

phbicf`fm im umidhr`. "efy !frf quicjby thbn tegt tefy egn g

sehpbidtfr gmn tegt tef sthrf !gs lhiml th prhsfcutf. "efy


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mhnnfn gmn tgjiml tef trhbbfy !ite tef itf`s sef egn pgin dhr

bfgviml tef eg` sef !gs fschrtfn th efr cgr. "ef phbicf`fm

!gtcefn gs -imny umbhgnfn efr sehppiml imth tef ohht hd efr

cgr gmn egviml put tef trhbbfy g!gy sef !gs thbn th nrivf

strgilet th tef phbicf stgtihm gmn tegt gm hddicfr !hubn sit

ofsinf efr gmn strfssfn sef sehubn dhbbh! eis chbbfgluf gmn ef

!hubn of !gtceiml efr fvfry `hvf.

Gt teis stglf -imny oflgm th seivfr gs sef fxpbgimfn tegt

sef nin mht jmh! !efrf tef phbicf stgtihm !gs gs sef egn hmby

rfcfmtby `hvfn imth tef grfg. #t sff`fn tegt tef bhhj hm efr

dgcf thbn ei` it !gs truf gmn rfpfgtfn tegt sef dhbbh! tef

phbicf cgr im drhmt hd efr. Gb`hst umgobf th put tef cgr jfy im thtef bhcj sef `gmglfn th stgrt tef fmlimf. 5ite efr !ehbf ohny

segjiml sef nrhvf ofeimn tef phbicf cgr th tef stgtihm. "ef

hddicfr quicjby lht hut hd tef cgr gmn usiml egmn silmgbs

nirfctfn th !efrf sef sehubn pgrj.

"efy fmtfrfn tef phbicf stgtihm !efrf g nfsj cbfrj !gs thbn

tegt tefy egn g sehpbidtfr gmn gsjfn !eice imtfrvif! rhh` !gs

gvgibgobf. "gjiml ehbn hd efr gr` sef !gs gb`hst pubbfn gbhmltef mgrrh! chrrinhr. "ef lrip ofcg`f fvfm strhmlfr gs tefy

sthppfn hutsinf g nhhr. "ef phbicf`gm hpfmfn it gmn cgb`by

gsjfn -imny th sit nh!m hm g cegir gt tef sinf hd g bhml tgobf.

#m efr chmdusihm sef nin fxgctby gs sef !gs gsjfn. Ef tefm

sgin ef !hubn rfturm !ite eis chbbfgluf sh tegt tefy chubn tgjf

nh!m efr stgtf`fmt hd fvfmts gmn bfdt efr gbhmf im tef stgrj

rhh`. Qubbiml efr chgt cbhsfby grhumn efr sef eunnbfn efrsfbdpfrceiml hm tef fnlf hd tef cegir. #m efr mh! `unnbfn gmn

chmdusfn `imn sef tehulet tegt tef t!h phbicf`fm !hubn shhm

ch`f terhule tef nhhr. Sef egn mh infg hd tef ti`f sh lbgmcfn

gt efr !rist !gtce. Sef egn bfdt eh`f hvfr gm ehur glh.

#t !gs quitf g bhml ti`f ofdhrf tef nhhr hd tef imtfrvif!

rhh` hpfmfn gmn tef t!h phbicf`fm fmtfrfn gmn sibfmtby sgt

nh!m hm t!h cegirs hpphsitf -imny.

+ht jmh!iml !egt !gs lhiml th egppfm mfxt sef 2ustbh!frfn efr efgn th gvhin tefir pfmftrgtiml lgzf. "efm tef

phbicf`gm !eh egn tgjfm efr th tef rhh` oflgm th spfgj.


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O# g` lhiml th gsj yhu qufstihms gmn `y chbbfgluf !ibb

!ritf nh!m yhur gms!frs. #s tegt cbfgrD 5f !gmt th jmh! yhur

rfchbbfctihm hd tef fvfmts tegt hccurrfn fgrbifr thngyN

-imny 2ust mhnnfn ogrfby rgisiml efr efgn th bhhj gt ei`.

Sef !gs gsjfn efr dubb mg`f gnnrfss gmn glf gmn efr

tfbfpehmf mu`ofr. Sef `gmglfn th chmtrhb efr vhicf gs sef

gms!frfn. "efm tef sfrihus qufstihms oflgm.

5ey egn sef lhmf sehppimlD 5efrf !gs efr bistD 5ey nin

sef ouy tef eg` gmn !ey nin sef chmcfgb it. "ef sg`f

qufstihms im vgrihus dhr`s !frf gsjfn hvfr gmn hvfr glgim.

9gce ti`f !itehut gmy efsitgtihm -imny thbn tef` sef egn mht

ohulet gmy eg`: fspfcigbby gs sef !gs g vflftgrigm. 5ite gsbilet gb`hst mfrvhus seidt hd eis ohny it !gs tefm sullfstfn

tegt sef egn ohulet it dhr sh`fhmf fbsf. Strullbiml th jffp

cgb` sef rfpfgtfn tegt sef egn mht ohulet gmy eg`.

?imgbby tef qufstihms sthppfn gmn sef !gs prfsfmtfn !ite

tef pgpfr hm !eice tef hddicfr egn offm !ritiml gmn !gs thbn

th silm it. Sef rfgn it terhule gs cgrfdubby gs sef chubn out tef

!hrns jfpt obfmniml imth hmf gmhtefr gs tef strgim !gs tgjiml

its thbb hm efr. Sef !gs immhcfmt out !gs ofiml trfgtfn gs id sef!frf luibty gmn tegt gmlfr gbhmf `gnf efr durihus gb`hst

ofyhmn ofbifd. Sef oflgm th tfbb tef` glgim tegt sef egn nhmf

mhteiml !rhml out tef hddicfr !eh egn gsjfn `hst hd tef

qufstihms 2ust put eis egmn up gs ef sgin th efr.

O# egvf egn fmhule hd efgriml drh` yhu 2ust dhbbh! `f.N

5itehut gmhtefr !hrn ef turmfn hpfmfn tef nhhr gmn !gbjfn

nh!m tef chrrinhr. -imny hofyfn. Sef egn mh htefr cehicf gssef !gs fschrtfn hut hd tef imtfrvif! rhh` gmn ogcj imth tef

`gim rfcfptihm grfg sef !gs gsjfn id sef mffnfn g shbicithr.

#``fnigtfby sef rfpbifn

O#t is mht mfcfssgry gs # egvf nhmf mhteiml !rhml.N

Sef !gmtfn th sgy `hrf out chubn sff tegt tef gttfmtihm

spgm hd tef hddicfr egn lhmf gs ef gsjfn dhr gbb efr pfrshmgb

fddfcts th of tgjfm drh` efr gmn bhllfn im g ohhj. Glgim sef

!gs gsjfn th silm tegt it !gs chrrfct. "efy !frf pbgcfn im gruni`fmtgry efssigm ogl gmn tef chrn sfcurfn. Sef tefm egn

efr dimlfr primts tgjfm. "ef hddicfr thhj efr segjiml egmn gmn

pbumlfn it imth gm imj pgn tefm !ite g tilet lrip rhbbfn fgce


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hmf drh` sinf th sinf `gjiml its `grj im tef chrrfct imnicgtfn

sbht hm tef pgpfr. Sef !gs hddfrfn g s`gbb pifcf hd cbhte th

!ipf tef nyf hdd out it !gs ogrfby gnfqugtf gs it !gs s!idtby

tgjfm g!gy gmn tefm g phbicf!h`gm thbn efr th dhbbh! efr imth

g rhh` durtefr nh!m tef egbb. ?ffbiml vfry sicj gmn bilet

efgnfn -imny hofyfn gs efr strfmlte !gs dgst nrgimiml g!gy gs

sef trifn th chmtrhb efrsfbd gmn mht livf im th tef gb`hst

hvfr!efbìml mffn th sehut hut efr immhcfmcf. 5ite g cbgmj hd

tef jfy hpfmiml tef irhm nhhr sef !gs put imth g ehbniml cfbb.

5itehut g !hrn tef phbicf!h`gm bfdt gmn tef nhhr !gs

sbg``fn !ite g rfvfrofrgtiml mhisf ofeimn efr.

-imny oflgm th segjf gbb hvfr gs sef trifn th lrgsp !egt hmfgrte !gs egppfmiml. Sef `gmglfn th bhhj grhumn gbtehule

tefrf !gs mht ùce th sff. "ef cfbb egn mh hutsinf bilet gt gbb

hmby g simlbf nubb bilet drh` tef cfmtrf hd tef cfibiml. "efrf

!gs g s`gbb ofmce gmn g sfgtbfss thibft im tef chrmfr: htefr!isf

tef rhh` !gs ngrj gmn ogrf.

Sef bhhjfn gt tef thibft gmn sunnfmby rfgbizfn efr obgnnfr

!gs dubb gmn sef mffnfn th lh th tef bhh rilet tefm. "efrf egn

offm sh ùce lhiml hm sef egn mht rfgbizfn eh! ognby sefmffnfn th rfbifvf efrsfbd gmn tulliml gt efr cbhtefs sef hmby

2ust `gnf it im ti`f. "ef urimf 2ust lusefn hut hd efr gs sef sgt

hm tef chbn cfrgìc oh!b. Sef !gs tefrf bhml gdtfr sef egn bft

fvfryteiml hut gmn bhhjfn grhumn dhr g thibft rhbb out tefrf

!gs mht hmf th of sffm. ?ffbiml umcbfgm sef sfgrcefn im efr

phcjft gmn dhumn g cru`pbfn tissuf gmn usfn tegt th !ipf

efrsfbd. #t !gs mht gnfqugtf out cfrtgimby ofttfr tegm mhteiml.Gt bfgst tefy egn mht tgjfm tegt g!gy drh` efr im dfgr hd !egt

sef ìlet nh: lhhnmfss hmby jmh!s !egt tefy gssu`fn. Sef

pubbfn up efr jmicjfrs strgiletfmfn efr cbhtefs gmn sfgrcefn

dhr g egmnbf th dbuse out tefrf !gs mht hmf. Sef lbgrfn nh!m gt

efr fxcrf`fmt gs it bgy gt tef ohtth` hd tef oh!b ofdhrf sef

!fmt ogcj th sit nh!m hm tef chbn ofmce gmn !git.

Gs efr !gtce egn offm tgjfm drh` efr sef egn goshbutfby

mh infg hd tef ti`f gmn !gs imcrfgsimlby g!grf sef mffnfn thof ogcj gt eh`f th rfcfivf g cgbb drh` efr nguletfr !eh egn

2ust offm hm g trigb sfssihm ofdhrf stgrtiml efr mf! Sgturngy

2ho gmn tefy egn grrgmlfn th spfgj bgtfr tegt ngy.


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-imny sgt eunnbfn uphm tef !hhnfm ofmce gmn strgimfn efr

fgrs dhr gmy silm tegt !hubn livf efr ehpf tegt sef !hubn shhm

of hut hd tef cfbb out tef hmby shumn !gs hd tef hccgsihmgb

ùddbfn vhicfs out sef chubn mht nfcipefr !egt tefy !frf

sgyiml gmn tef imthmgtihm !gs mht hd gmy efbp fitefr. Sef

chmtimufn th sit gmn !git stibb seivfriml gmn ehbniml efr

sth`gce !eice !gs im jmhts gs tef tfgrs rhbbfn nh!m efr dgcf

out sef `gnf mh mhisf.

Sunnfmby g jfy turmfn im efr cfbb nhhr gmn tef phbicf

!h`gm fmtfrfn. 5ite mh f`htihm im efr dgcf hr vhicf sef thbn

-imny th dhbbh! efr nh!m tef chrrinhr. Glgim sef !gs gsjfn id

sef mffnfn g shbicithr out oy teis ti`f gbb sef chubn nh !gs thsegjf efr efgn gmn !ei`pfr.

O# egvf nhmf mhteiml !rhml.N

Efr pfrshmgb fddfcts !frf cgrfbfssby phurfn hut hd tef

efssigm sgcj hmth tef thp hd tef rfcfptihm tgobf !ite gm

imtfrìttfmt teun. Sef !gs gsjfn th cefcj it !gs gbb chrrfct gmn

silm tegt sef egn rfcfivfn gbb efr phssfssihms. ,grfby gobf th

ehbn tef pfm sef silmfn egrnby rfchlmisiml efr h!m silmgturf.

-imny egn th gsj !efrf tef fxit drh` tef phbicf stgtihm!gs gs efr fyfs gbtehule dubby hpfm !frf umgobf th tgjf im

efr fmvirhm`fmt. Sef `gmglfn th dimn efr cgr hpfm tef nhhr

gmn sh`feh! nrhvf eh`f.

Sef pgrjfn im efr nrivf!gy thhj hut efr sehppiml gmn

gb`hst terf! it hm tef dbhhr hd tef jitcefm im nislust gmn

drustrgtihm gmn gs sef nin sh sef sg! tef sehppiml bist sef egn

bfdt ofeimn. #m nfspfrgtihm sef cgrfdubby cefcjfn it gmn hdchursf tefrf !gs mh eg` hm tef bist. 5ey sehubn tefrf ofD

Gbtehule sef egn offm hut bhmlfr tegm sef egn fxpfctfn

sef bhhjfn gt tef pehmf gmn jmf! it egn mht ruml. "rustiml efr

imstimcts sef phurfn efrsfbd g lbgss hd !gtfr gmn gs sef lubpfn

gt it th try gmn sthp efr ohny segjiml tef ehusf pehmf rgml.

"gjiml g nffp orfgte gmn ch`phsiml efrsfbd gs ùce gs

phssiobf -imny gms!frfn it. #t !gs efr nguletfr gs grrgmlfn.

Sef nin mht mffn th sgy gmyteiml htefr tegmOEfbbh.N

$hbbffm !gs sh fxcitfn gmn egppy gs sef thbn efr eh! efr

dirst ngy egn offm gmn efr fmteusigs` 2ust dbf! hut gs -imny


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bistfmfn imtfmtby th !egt sef !gs nfscrioiml. Sef !gs sh lbgn

tegt $hbbffm !gs egppy gmn gdtfr chmlrgtubgtiml efr gs

ceffriby gs sehubn chubn tefy sgin lhhnoyf gmn sef put nh!m

tef pehmf.

"efrf !gs mh !gy im tef !hrbn sef chubn tfbb efr nguletfr

!egt egn egppfmfn im efr ngy.

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