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    HacnoB Ha opHrHHanoT

    The Most Beautiful Woman in Town and Other Stories

    Charles Bukowski

    Copyright Charles Bukowski, 1967, 1968, 1969, 1970,

    1972,1983,2008

    Translation Copyright 3a MaiceAOHCKOTOns;uiime, Mkohi2009

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    HacnoB Ha opHrHHajiOT: The most beautiful woman in town and other

    stories / Charles Bukowski

    ISBN 978-9989-168-89-5

    I. Bukowski, Charles Bu mByKOBCKH, HapJic

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    nopTkipm ma mMyja no Ka wa s Ha e^eH crapei /ierMTMMauMjaTa

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    ja npMn a/ iyB aw e u,MrapaTa. ro p/iM MK0 pMeT0 co tmbkb, ho

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    HOBeK pacrmaT Ha KpcT co LU/ieM Ha r / iaaTa, a Tue npof lcxn-HcyaaT f la Hoca T ko/ imhkm no/ iHm co Me co, M eco, Mec o, m

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    ro BHeCOB BO KaMMOHOT.

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    MPAHM CE!"

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    m c n o 6 e A M .

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    nof la / ieKy of l ycTaTa m/im OMMTe. Ho, Bpy Ho CMry pHO MMa iue

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    kob. Ho c yujie He MOweB Aa ce McepaM. TaKa M3/ieroB Ha

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    bo oBoj rpafl".

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    H03e.

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    peKOB, ,,fla".

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    6ap mm ce CMee mcm M3/ieroB...

    Kora ce BpaTMB bo xo Te/ ioT, He MonceBja,a B/ ie3awi BHaip e.

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    Koj cu tm?", Me npaiiia TMnoT.

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    co Mpe>KM. Ce MyBCTByBaB MHory neflepcKH nopaflM Toa, hoKaKO luto ce oflBMBaa paoTme mybctboto 6eme c00flBeTH0.

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    n e f l e p c K M T e M p e w M o a KpeBeTOT m mm p e n e : A y w o , B p e M e

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    T o a " .

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    to, ja 6a pa M M3BecHaTa DiopMja BecTxejseH".

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    Jac cyM Majna m", pene Taa. Tm c m MO/vmeTO o a aeno-

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