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Title:TheJoyofCaptainRibot
Author:ArmandoPalacioValdés
Translator:MinnaCarolineSmith
ReleaseDate:December13,2011[EBook#38293]
Language:English
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TheJoyofCaptainRibot
THEJOYOFCAPTAINRIBOTAUTHORIZEDTRANSLATIONFROMTHE
ORIGINALOF
A.PALACIOVALDÉS
BYMINNACAROLINESMITH
colophon
NEWYORKBRENTANO'S
1900
COPYRIGHT,1900,BYBRENTANOS.
Chapter:I.,II.,III.,IV.,V.,VI.,VII.,VIII.,IX.,X.,XI.,XII.,XIII.,XIV.,XV.,XVI.,XVII.,XVIII.
Introduction"WeAmericansareapttothinkbecausewehavebangedtheSpanishwar-ships
topiecesthatwearesuperiortotheSpaniards,buthereinthefieldwherethereisalwayspeacetheyshineourmasters.Ifwehaveanynoveliststocomparewiththeirsattheirbest,Ishouldbepuzzledtothinkofthem,andIshouldliketohavesomeoneelsetry"—wroteWilliamDeanHowellsinLiterature.Whenaworkbyoneoftheworld'smastersoffictionhascalledfortharemark
like the foregoing from a leading man of letters in America, it would be amisfortune if thepublic towhom the remark is addressedmight not enjoy theprivilegeofacquaintancewiththatwork.Anditwasthismostcharmingnovelby Señor Armando Palacio Valdés, "La Alegria del Capitán Ribot," thatpromptedMr.Howellstowritethosewords.Anyreadermustbehardtopleasewho would not take the keenest delight in a story presented with a touch sodelicate.The scene is laid inValencia,oneof theearth's famousgardenspots,wherethetouchoftheclassichand,laiduponthespotagesagoyetlingers.Itisa story dominated by the purest joy, as its sereneMediterranean landscape isdominatedbythepurestsunshine.Everynovelistofcharactermusthavesomepurposeinmindinagivenwork,
and thepurposeofSeñorValdés in this isofnoslight import. Ithappens that,from an unclean quality that distinguishes the fiction of a certain nation, theminds of many lands have been infected. For the almost universal aim of itsauthorshasseemedtobesopervasivelytocolortheirpicturesof lifewithoneparticularkindofsinastogivetheimpressionthatitisamainfactorofmoderncivilization,insteadofsomethingthatblotsbutasmallproportionofthelivesofmen and women in any land. So, when Señor Valdés wrote to me, severalmonthsago,abouthisnewnovel,hesaid:"Itisaprotestfromthedepthsagainsttheeternaladulteryof theFrenchnovel."AndwhenIreadthebook,I thoughtthat"AMarriedWoman"wouldhavebeenagoodnameforthestory,sonoblyandsotrulydoesitpresentatypeofthetrueanddevotedwifeinCristinaMartí—one of the great creations in modern literature. The trait that makes SeñorValdésoneofthemosteminentof livingnovelists isgreatnessofsoul,findingexpressionasitdoesinaconsummatemasteryofhisart.Thattraitappearsinhis"LaFé"asinnoothernovelthatIknow;andinthepresentstoryitpervadesthewhole work, which, moreover, is clean, sweet, and wholesome in every part.
Magnanimityisawordthatsomehowimpliesthatgreatnessofsoulderivesitselffromgreatnessofheart,andthemagnanimityofSeñorValdésisofadegreethattranscendslimitationsofrace,ofcreed,andofpatriotism.Hehas given evidence that in his catholic sympathies the fact of a common
humanity is sufficient for the inclusionof anyman inhisbrotherly regard.Ofsuchashethenationsasyetcounttoofewamongtheirsons.Andwhenoneofthesespeaks,nodifferenceoftongueshouldbeallowedtobarourlistening.In thesamearticle thathasfurnishedthetextfor theseremarks,Mr.Howells
notes, among the admirable attributes in which this noble-minded Spaniardexcels,"somethingverylikeourownboastedAmericanhumorwithsomeotherthings which we cannot lay special claim to; as a certain sweetness, a gentlespirituality,aloveofpurityandgoodnessinthemselves,andaninsightintotheworkingsofwhatusedtobecalledthesoul."Astothespecificqualitiesofthebookbeforeus, Icannotbetterexpressmyownsentiments than tocontinue inthewordsofMr.Howells:"LaAlegriadelCapitánRibotis,asallthestoriesofthisdelightfulauthorare,
anovelofmanners, themodernmannersofprovincialSpain;and,bytheway,while we were spoiling our prostrate foe, I wish we could have got some ofthese,too;theywouldformanagreeablerelieftoourown,whichtheysurpasssomuchinpicturesqueness,tosaytheleast.ThesceneismostlyatValencia,whereCapitán Ribot, who commands a steamer plying between Barcelona andHamburg,istheguestofthecivilengineer,Martí.Thenovelis,asfarasRibotandhis twofriendsareconcerned,a tender idyll,buton theotherside it isanexquisitecomedy,withsomefine tragic implications.Aroundall is throwntheatmosphereofacivilizationsodifferentfromourown,andofahumanitysoliketheAnglo-Saxon, aswell as theRussian and the Scandinavian, even, thatwefindourselvescharmedatonceby itsstrangenessandits familiarity.Therearethe same temptations, the same aspirations, the same strong desires, the sametrembling resolutions, masking under southern skies and in alien air; butinstantlyrecognizablebytheirtruthtowhatallmenfeelandknow."Mr.HowellshasexpressedadesiretohaveSeñorValdésforourown.Sofaras
amost intelligently sympathetic presentation of this beautiful story inEnglishcandoso,Iamsurethatmyfriendthetranslatorhasmadehimso.
SYLVESTERBAXTER.
CHAPTERI.
INMalaga they cook it not at all badly; inVigo better yet; inBilbao I haveeaten it deliciously seasoned on more than one occasion. But there is nocomparisonbetweenanyofthese,orthewayIhavehaditservedinanyoftheother ports where I have been wont to touch, and the cooking of a SeñoraRamonainacertainshopforwinesandediblescalledElCometa,situatedonthewharfatGijon.Therefore,whenthatmostintelligentwomanhearsthattheUranohasentered
port,shebeginstogetherstewpansreadyformyreception.Iprefertogoaloneandatnight,liketheselfishandluxuriousbeingthatIam.Shesetsmytableforme in a corner of the back shop; and there, at my ease, I enjoy pleasuresineffableandhavetakenmorethanoneindigestion.I arrived the9thofFebruary, at eleven in themorning, andaccording tomy
customIatelittle,preparingmyselfbyhealthfulabstinencefortheceremonyofthe evening. God willed otherwise. A little before the striking of the hour aheathen of a sailor broke a lantern; the burning wick fell upon a cask ofpetroleumandstartedafire,whichwegot thebetterofby throwingthebarreloverboard with several others. But the pilot-house was burned, together withmuchof the riggingandsomeof theupperworksof thesteamer. Inshort, theconsequenceskeptusbusyandonourfeetnearlyallnight.AndthiswasthereasonwhyIdidnotgotoeatmydishoftripeattheSeñora
Ramona's,butnotifiedher,bymeansofthespeakingtrumpet,tobereadyformethateveningwithoutfail.Itwasaboutteno'clock.Peacefulandcontented,Idescendedtheladderofthe
Urano,jumpedintoaboat,andinfourstrokesofmyboat-man'soarsIwastakentothewharf,whichstooddesertedandshadowy.Thehullsofthevesselscouldhardly be made out and absolute silence reigned on board them. Only thesilhouette of the guards on their rounds or that of some melancholy-lookingpasser-by was vaguely outlined in the gloom. But the obscurity, that the fewstreet-lampswere insufficient todissipate,was soon enlivenedby thewaveoflightthatproceededfromthetwoopendoorwaysofElCometa.Iflutteredawayinthatdirectionlikeaneagerbutterfly.Therewereonlythreeorfourcustomersleftintheshop;theothershaddeparted—somespontaneously,somebecauseof
intimations,eachtimemoreorlessperemptory,givenbySeñoraRamona,whoalwayscloseduppromptlyathalfafterten.Thiswomangreetedmyappearancewithapealoflaughter.Icannotsaywhat
curiousandmysterious titillationaffectedhernerves inmypresence;but Icanaffirm that shenever sawmeafter anabsencemoreor lessprolongedwithoutbeingviolentlyshakenbymerriment,whichinturninevitablyresultedinsevereattacksofcoughing,inflaminghercheeksandtransformingthemfromtheirhueofgrainyredtoviolet.YetIwasprofoundlygratifiedbythatpealoflaughterandthatattackofcoughing,consideringthemapledgeofunalterablefriendship,andthatIcouldcount,inlifeandindeath,uponherculinaryaccomplishments.Onsuchoccasions itwasmyduty todoublemyspine, shakemyhead, and laughboisterously until DameRamona recovered herself. And I complied therewithreligiously."Ay,buthowgooditwasyesterday,DonJulian!""Andwhynotto-day?""Becauseyesterdaywasyesterday,andto-dayisto-day."Before this invincible reason I grew serious, and a sigh escapedme. Dame
Ramonawentoffinafreshfitoflaughter,followedbyacorrespondingattackofasthmaticcoughing.Whenatlastsherecoveredherselfshefinishedwashingtheglassinherhands,andcalledtothreeorfoursailorschattinginacorner:"Come,upwithyou!Iamgoingtolockup."Oneofthemventuredtosay:"Waitabit,DameRamona.We'llgowhenthatgentlemandoes."Thehostess,frowninggrimly,volunteeredinsolemnaccents:"This gentleman has come to eat some stewed tripe, and the table is set for
him."Thereupon thecustomers, feeling theweightof thishint,andcomprehending
thegravityoftheoccasion,lostnotimeinrisingtodepart.Gazingatmeforaninstantwithamixtureofrespectandadmirationtheywentout,wishingusgood-night."Well,DonJulian!"exclaimedDameRamona,herfacebrighteningagain,"that
tripeofyesterdayfairlywasofakindtomakeone'smouthwaterwithdelight."Myfacemusthaveexpressedthemostprofounddespair."Andthatofto-day—won'titdoanything?"Iinquiredintonesofwoe."To-day—to-day—youwillseeforyourself."Shewavedherfathandinawaycalculatedtoleavemesubmergedinaseaof
doubt.While shewas giving the last touches to herwork, I took some absinthe to
preparemystomachadequatelyforitstask,atthesametimemeditatingupontheseriouswordsthatIhadheard.Would it, orwould it not, be sowell seasoned, piquant, and aromatic asmy
imaginationdepicted?ButwhenIhadseatedmyselfatthetable;whenIsawthedishbeforemeand
feltitsblandfragrancepenetratingmynostrils,arayoflightilluminingmybraindissipatedthatdarkspectraldoubt.Myheartbegantopalpitatewithinexplicablepleasure. I comprehended that the gods still held in reserve somemoments ofhappinessinthisworld.DameRamonadivinedtheemotionthatoverpoweredmysoul,andsmiledwith
maternalbenevolence."What's that, Dame Ramona?" I exclaimed, pausing with my fork held
motionlessintheair."Didyouhearit?""Yes,señor;Iheardascream.""Itcalled'Help!'""Outonthewharf.""Anotherscream!"Ithrewdowntheforkandrushedtothedoor,followedbymyhostess.WhenI
openeditIheardasoundofincoherentlamentation."Mymother!Help!ForGod'ssake!Sheisdrowning!"IntwojumpsIleapedovertherampartbetweenmeandthewharf,andmade
out the figure of awomanwaving her arms convulsively and uttering piteousscreams.Isawwhathadhappened,and,runningtoher,Iasked:"Whohasfallenin?""Mymother!Saveher!Saveher!""Where?""Here!"Andshepointedout thenarrowspace in thewaterbetweena lighterand the
wharf.Although narrow, it was too wide for me to reach the craft. I plucked up
courage,however,andsprangfortheriggingratherthanthedeck,managingtograspacable. In thisway Idropped to thedeck.Seizing the first rope Icame
across,Imadeitfastandsliddowntothewater'sedge.Happily,thewomanhadalsograspedtheropeandsokeptherselfafloat.WhenIgottoherIendeavoredtoseizeherbythehead.Butonlyawigremainedinmyhand!Imadeanotherattempt,andthistimecaughtherarm.Idrewhertothesideofthevessel.ThenIsawthatitwouldbeimpossibletogetheroutwithouthelp.HowcouldIclimbtheropewithonehandonly?Fortunatelythecriesofthedaughter,togetherwithmyown,arousedthecrewofalighter,composedoffoursailors,andtheyeasilygotusout.Thereweresomeplanksathand,andsowereachedthewharfwithher and took her to an apothecary's near by,where shewas at last restored toconsciousness.Whiletheapothecarywasattendingher,thedaughter,paleandsilent,bentover
her,her facebathedwith tears.Shewasayoung ladyofgoodstature,slender,pale,herhairblackandwavy;herwholepersonality, ifnotofsupremebeauty,attractiveandinteresting.Shewasdressedwithelegance,hermotheralso;andIinferredthattheywerepersonsdistinguishedinthetown.Butoneofthethrongthat had pressed into the shop informedme that theywere strangers, and hadbeenbutafewdaysinGijon.When I found that shewas neither dead nor hurt to any serious extent, and
feelingthechillofthebathpenetratingmeandmakingmeshiver,Iwishedthemgood-night.Theyoungladyraisedherhead,cametowardsmewithanimation,andseizing
myhandscordially,lookedintomyeyeswithtearfulearnestness,andmurmuredwithemotion:"Thankyou,thankyou,señor!Ishallneverforgetthis!"Igavehertounderstandthatmyservicedeservednothanks; thatanybodyin
my place would have done the same, as I sincerely thought. The only realsacrificethatIhadmadewasthatofthestewedtripe;butIdidnotsaythis,verynaturally.WhenIreachedthesteamerandgotintomyroomIfeltsochilledthatIfeared
aheavycold,ifnotpneumonia.ButIrubbedmyselfenergeticallywithalcoholand wrapped myself so warmly in my bed that I wakened as usual in themorning,healthyandlively,andinexcellenthumor.
CHAPTERII.
WHEN I had dressed myself, and after I had complied with my ordinaryduties and looked after the carpenters repairing the damages from the fire, Ithoughtoftheladywhohadbeenonthepointofdrowningthenightbefore.Instricttruth,theonewhomIthoughtofwasthedaughter.Thoseeyeswereofthekind thatneithercanbe,norshouldbe, forgotten.Andwith thevaguehopeofseeingthemagainIwentashoreanddirectedmystepstowardstheapothecary's.Thedruggist informedmethat theywerestoppingat theIberia.SoIwent to
askaboutthelady'scondition."Isitnecessarythatyoushouldseethem?"thechambermaidaskedme.That was my desire, but I hardly ventured to say so. I told her it was not
necessary,butIshouldliketoknowhowtheyhadpassedthenight.IwastoldthatDoñaAmparo(theoldlady)hadrestedfairlywellandthatthedoctor,whohadjustgone,foundherbetterthanhehadexpected.DoñaCristina(theyounglady) was perfectly well. I left my card and went down stairs somewhatdepressed.But I had no sooner reached the street floor than the chambermaidcameaftermeandaskedmetocomeback,sayingthattheladieswishedtoseeme.Doña Cristina came out into the corridor to meet me. She wore an elegant
morning-gown of a violet color, and her black hair was half-imprisoned by awhitecapwithvioletribbons.Hereyeswerebeamingwithdelightandsheheldoutherhandmostcordially."Goodmorning,Captain.Whywereyouavoidingthethankswewishedtogive
you? I had just finished a letter to you in which I expressed, if not all thegratitudewefeel,atleastapart.Butitisbetterthatyouhavecome—andyettheletterwasnotwhollybad!"sheadded,smiling."Althoughyoumaynotbelieveit,wewomenaremoreeloquentwiththepenthanwiththetongue."Shetookmeintoaparlorwheretherewasanalcovewhoseglazeddoorswere
shut."Mamma,"shecalled,"hereisthegentlemanwhosavedyou,thecaptainoftheUrano."I heard a melancholy murmuring, something like suppressed sighing and
sobbing, with words between that I could not make out. I questioned thedaughterwithmyeyes."Shesaysthatsheregretsextremelyhavingcausedyoutoriskyourlife."IrepliedinaloudtonethatIhadrunnodangeratall;butevenifIhad,Iwas
simplydoingmyduty.Againthereproceededfromthealcovevariousconfusedsounds."Shetellsmetogiveyouatablespoonfuloforange-flowerextract.""Whatfor?"Iexclaimedinsurprise."She thinks that you also must have sustained a shock," explained Doña
Cristina,laughing."Mammausesthatremedyagreatdeal,andmakesusalltakeittoo.Justtellherthatyouaregoingtotakeit,anditwillpleaseherimmensely."BeforeIcouldrecoverfrommyastonishmentIdidasDoñaCristinarequested,
andwasimmediatelyrewardedwithamurmurofapproval."Ihave justgiven it tohim,mamma," sheannounced,dartingamischievous
glanceatme."Nowyoumayfeelatease!""Many thanks, señora," I calledout. "Ibelieve itwilldomegood, for Iwas
feelingabitnervous."DoñaCristinapressedmyhandandstruggledtokeepfromlaughing.Shesaid
inalowvoice:"Bravo!Youareonthewaytobecomeaconsummateactor."Thestrangeandunintelligiblesoundsrenewedthemselves."Sheasksifyouhavetelegraphedtoyourwife,andadvisesyounottodoso,as
itmightfrightenher.""Ihavenowife.Iamabachelor.""Thentoyourmother,"DoñaCristinahadthegoodnesstointerpret."Ihavenomother,either;norfather,norbrothersorsisters.Iamaloneinthe
world."Doña Amparo, so far as I could understand, showed herself surprised and
displeasedatmylonecondition,andinvitedmetochangeitwithoutlossoftime.Shealsoaddedthatamanlikemewasdestinedtomakeanywomanhappy.Idonotknowwhatqualitiesofahusbandtheladycouldhaveobservedinme,exceptfacility ingraspingandslidingdownacable. I responded that surely Idesirednothing else; but up to now no occasion had presented itself. My life as amariner,to-dayinoneplace,to-morrowinanother,theshynessofmenlikemewhodonotfrequentsociety,andeventhefactthatIhadnotmetawomanwhoreallyinterestedme—allthishadimpededitsrealization.
WhilesayingthisIfixedmygazeuponthesmilingeyesofDoñaCristina.Asweetandfancifulthoughtthereuponcameintomyhead."Letuschangethesubject,mamma.Everyonefollowshisownpleasure,andif
theCaptainhasnotmarrieditmustbe,ofcourse,becausehehasnotcaredto.""Exactly,"saidI,smiling,andgazingatherfixedly,"Ihavenotcaredtomarry
up to thepresent,but Icannotsay that Imaynotcare tosomedaywhenleastlookedfor.""Meanwhile we wish that you may be happy; that you may get a very
handsomewifeandahalf-dozenplumpchildren—livelyandmischievous.""Amen,"Iexclaimed.The frankness and graciousness of the young lady were spontaneously
attractive. I feltasmuchateasewithheras if Ihadknownher foryears.Sheinvitedme to seatmyself on the sofa, seatingherself there also, speaking lowthathermothermightrest,forthedoctorhadsaidthatshehadbetternottalk.I asked for the details of her mother's condition, and was told that she had
suffered a slight contusion on the shoulder,which the doctor had saidwas oflittleaccount.Shehadalsoovercometheilleffectsofthechill.Theonlythingtobe feared was the nervous shock. Her mamma was very nervous; her hearttroubled her, and nobody could say what might be the consequences of thatterribleshock.Ididmybesttoassuageherfears.Thentomakeconversation,Iasked her if they were Asturians, although knowing that they were not, bothfromwhatthedoctorhadsaid,andbecauseoftheiraccent."No,señor,weareValencianas.""Really?Valencianas?" Iexclaimed. "Thenwearealmostcompatriots! Iwas
borninAlicante."SowecontinuedthetalkinValencian,withpleasureunspeakableonmypart,
andIthinkalsoonherpart.ShetoldmethattheyhadbeeninGijononlyninedays,havingcometovisitanunwhowashermother'ssister.Theyhadhadthisintentionforyears,andhadnevercarrieditintoeffectbefore,onaccountofthelength and discomfort of the journey. At last they had undertaken it, butunfortunately, it seemed, for it hadnearly cost hermother her life.Theywerepleasedwiththecountry,althoughitseemedratherdullincomparisonwiththeirown."OValencia!" I exclaimed with ardor, "I who have visited themost remote
regionsoftheearthandhavebeenonsomanydiverseshores,haveneverfoundanythingcomparabletothatland.Therethesundoesnotriseinblood,asitdoesintheNorth,norscorchasinAndalusia;itslightisgentlydiffusedinbalmyand
tranquilair.Theseadoesnot terrifyas itdoeshere; it isbluerand its foam iswhiterandlighter.Therethebirdssingwithnotesmoredulcetandvaried;therethe breeze caresses at night as by day; there the delicious fruits, that in otherpartsareinseasononlyintheheatofsummer,areenjoyedtheyeararound;therenotonlytheflowersandtheherbshavescent,theearthitselfexhalesadelicatearoma.Therelife isnotsadandweary.Everythingisgentle,everythingsereneand harmonious. And the tranquillity of Nature seems to be reflected in theprofoundgazeoftheValencianwomen."That of Doña Cristina, whichwas themost gentle and profound I had ever
seen,sparkledwithacertainmischievousdelight."Whowouldthink,hearingyoutalk,thatyouwereasea-wolf!Youspeaklike
apoet. Iamalmost tempted tobelieve thatyouhavecontributedverses to theperiodicals.""Oh,no!"Iexclaimed,laughing."Iamaninoffensivepoet.Ineverwriteeither
verses or prose; but you will pardon me for saying that those eyes of yoursrevived inmymemory various beautiful things, all Valencian, and the poetrywenttomyhead."DoñaCristinaappearedtoremaininsuspenseforamoment;sheregardedme
withmorecuriositythangratification,andchangingtheconversationsheaskedgraciously:"Andthesteamerthatyouarecommanding—doesshegotoAmerica?""Onlyonceinawhile.UsuallywerunbetweenBarcelonaandHamburg.""Andyourstophereisforseveraldays?""Justlongenoughtorepairthedamagesfromalittlefireonboard,daybefore
yesterday."Onmypart,IaskedhowlongtheyproposedtoremainedinGijon."Wehadbeenthinkingofleavingthedayafterto-morrowandstoppingsome
daysinMadrid,whereweexpectedtomeetmyhusband;butnowitisnecessarytopostponegoingonaccountofwhathashappened.Atallevents,assoonasmymother has completely recovered herself and the doctor gives permission, weshallstart."I must confess it although it may seem ridiculous—that "my husband"
produced a strange sensation of chill and discouragement in me that I couldscarcely succeed in hiding. How the devil had it not occurred tome that theyoungladymightbemarried?Icannotaccountforittothisday.Andconcedingittobethecase,whyshouldtheinformationcausesuchabitteremotionwhenitconcerned a personwhom Iwas only just beginning to be acquaintedwith? I
cannot account for that either. I am tempted to believe in the truth of whathappensintheoldcomedieswhenthegallantisfiredwithloveatfirstsightofthelady.IfIwasnotonfire,atleastIhadonboardallthematerialsforthefire.Nevertheless, reason soon asserted its supremacy. I comprehended the
absurdityandtheridiculouscharacterofmysensations,and,calmingmyself,Iaskedaboutherhusbandwithnaturalandfriendlyinterest.ShetoldmethathewascalledEmilioMartí, andwasoneof thepartners in theshippinghouseofCastell andMartí,whosesteamers run toLiverpool.Moreover,hehadvariousotherlinesofbusiness,forhewasanactiveandenterprisingman.Theyhadbeenmarriedonlytwoyears."Andyouhavenofamily?""Notasyet,"sheresponded,blushingslightly.Shewenton to tellme that theywerebothborn inValencia,where theyhad
alwayslived;throughthewinterinthecity,CalledelMar;inthesummertimeattheirvillainCabañal.IknewseveraloftheCastellandMartísteamers.Ispokeofmysatisfactionin
placingmyselfattheserviceofthewifeofoneoftheirowners.Wetalkedalittlelonger.Iwasdowncastandfeltadesiretogo.Imanagedto
takemyleave,butnotwithoutanotherdialoguewithDoñaAmparowithcloseddoors and an interpreter. On reaching the street my unfounded and evenirrational depression was soon dissipated, as I talked with acquaintances andwentaboutmyaffairs.Butall throughthedaythefigureofDoñaCristinawasconstantlypresenttomyimagination.Iadorewomenwhoareslenderandwhite,withgreatblackeyes.Myfriendsusedtotellmeoncethat inorder tosuitmytasteawomanmustbeinthelaststageofphthisis.Theywerenotfarfromright.Myonly lovehadbeenaconsumptive,andshediedwhenall thepreparationsweremadeforourmarriage.ThenextdayIheldittobeinthelineofmydutytogotothehoteltoinquire
abouttheladies.DoñaCristinaaskedmeinandreceivedmewithevengreatercordiality,puttingherfingertoherlipsandaskingmetospeakinwhisperslikeherself,forhermotherwassleeping.Weseatedourselvesonthesofaandchattedin low but lively tones. Doña Amparo was well, and required nothing butattention."Moreover(Iwilltellyouinconfidence),untiltheyhavefinishedherwigshe
willnotshowherselfoutsideherroom.""Ah,thewig!Yes,Iremembernow.""Yes,yourememberthatyoutoreitoff,wickedone!"shereplied,laughing.
"Señora,itwasimpossibletoforesee!ItisfortunatethatIdidnottearherheadfromherbody."We both laughed heartily, forcing ourselves at the same time to laugh
noiselessly. A moment later she said, in a way so natural that it pleased meimmensely:"Iamhungry,captain,andamgoingtohavesomebreakfast.Willyounotjoin
me?"Ithankedherandexcusedmyself.ButasIcouldnotsaythatIhadbreakfasted
she said that of course Imust breakfast with her, andwent out to give someorders.Ifeltdelighted,andevenifIshouldsayenthusiasticitwouldnotbeanuntruth.Whilethemaidwasgettingthetablereadyintheroomwherewewere,wecontinuedourchat,ourmutualconfidencesteadilygrowing.Allthroughthebreakfast she treatedmewith a cordiality so frank andhospitable that it quitecharmedme.Shecutbreadandmeatformewithherownhandsandpouredoutwineandwater.WhenIwantedadishoraplate,withprovincialsimplicityshewouldjumpupandtakeitfromthesideboardwithoutwaitingforthemaid.Itoldherjestinglyofthegraveoccupationinwhichhercrieshadsurprisedme
thenightoftheaccident.ShelaughedheartilyandpromisedtomakeituptomewhenIcametoValencia,bycookingapaellaformebyalltherulesoftheart."NotthatIhavethemadpresumptionofexpectingtomakeyouforgetthetripe
ofSeñoraRamona.Ishallbesatisfiedifyoueatacoupleofplatefuls.""Why a couple? I perceive with sadness that you take me for a gross and
materialbeing.Ihopetoshowyou,inthecourseoftime,thatapartfromthesehours of tripe and snails, I am aman naturally spiritually-minded, poetic, andeven,tosomeextent,delicate."Sheridiculedthis,pilingupmyplateinmostscandalousstyle,invitingmenot
todissimulatemytruecondition,buttoeatasifshewerenotpresent."Do not think of my being a lady. Fancy yourself breakfasting with a
companion—thepilot,forinstance.""Ihavenotsufficient imagination for that.Thepilot is squint-eyedand lacks
twoteeth."ThislivelyandintimatechatintoxicatedmemorethantheBordeauxthatshe
pouredformewithoutceasing.Andhereyesintoxicatedmemorethanthewineor the chat. Although we talked in whispers and checked our laughter,occasionallythereescapedmeanindiscreetnote.DoñaCristinaraisedherfingerto her lips. "Silence, Captain, or I shall have to sentence you to the corridorbeforeyouhavehalfbreakfasted."
She asked me to tell her something about my life. I gratified her curiosity,relatingmyhistory,whichwassimpleenough.Wediscussedthepleasuresofasailor'slife,whichshethoughtsuperiortothoseofanyother."Iadorethesea,buttheseaofmyhomeaboveall.Hereitmakesmeafraidand
sad. Ifyoucould seehowoften Igo to thewindowofourvilla atCabañal tolookatit!""ButinValenciaIpreferthewomentothesea,"Iremarked,havingreachedtoo
livelyastage."Icanbelieveit,"sheresponded,smiling."Oh,theyareverybeautiful.Ihavea
littlecousinnamedIsabelwhoistrulyperfection.Whateyesthatchildhas!""Aretheymorebeautifulthanyours?"Iaskedpresumptuously."Oh,mineareofnoaccount,"sheansweredwithablush."Ofnoaccount?"Iquestionedwithastonishment."Indeed,therearenoothers
sobewitchingonall this easterncoast, amongall thebeautifulones that thereabound.Theyaretwostarsofheaven!Theyareahappydreamfromwhichonewouldneverwishtoawake!"Sheinstantlybecameserious.Shekeptsilenceforawhile,withoutraisingher
eyes from the tablecloth.Then she saidwith an affected indifference, not freefromseverity:"You have breakfasted fairly well, have you not? But on board the food is
betterthanathotels."I kept silent for awhile, in turn.Without responding to her question, after a
momentIsaid:"Pardonme.We sailors express ourselves too frankly.We are not versed in
etiquette, but our intentions must excuse us. Mine were not to say anythingimpertinent."She was immediately mollified, and we continued our chat with the same
cordialityuntiltheendofthebreakfast.
CHAPTERIII.
IWENTbacktotheshipinaworsestatethanthatofthedaybefore.Theladyoccupiedmythoughtsmore thanwasdesirableforcontentorpeaceofmind. Iwentbackagainthatafternoonandagainthenextday.Herinterestingfigure,hereyes—so black, so innocent, and so piquant at the same time, were rapidlypenetratingmysoul.Andasalwayshappensinsuchcases,hereyesfirstbegantopleasemeandthenhervoicebegantoenchantme;soonitwasherfinehands,like alabaster; a little after that the soft veil of hair that adorned her temples;immediately thereupon, three little dimples in her right cheek.At last I foundhappinessinacertaindefectivewayshehadofpronouncingtheletterR.Theseandotherdiscoveriesoflikeimportancecouldnotbemade,itisevident,
without due attention, all of which, instead of pleasing the lady, annoyed hervisibly.Shealwaysreceivedmecordially,butnotwithherformerfranknessofmanner.Iobserved,notwithoutpain,thatinspiteofthegayetyandanimationofherconversationsherevealedabitofdisquietinthedepths,asiffearingthatImightagainsaysomethingunwelcome.Whilecomprehendingthis,neverthelessIhadnottheforceofwilltostopgazingathermorethanIshould.Atlastthewigwasbroughtinsecrettothehotel.DoñaAmparotrieditonin
themostabsoluteprivacy;shefounditimperfect.Itwasreturnedtothehandsofitsmaker; various changeswere effected in itwithout either the public or theauthoritiesbecomingawareofthefact,andaftervarioustrialsequallysecretthegoodladyemergedasfreshandjuvenileasifmysinfulhandshadneverattackedher charms. For in spite of all—that is, in spite of the wig, of years, and ofobesity—DoñaAmparohadnotcompletelylosthercharms.Theyinvitedmetotakeadrivewiththemthroughtheenvironsofthecity.The
pleasurewithwhich I acceptedmaybe imagined.On reaching thecountrywealighted, and for an hourwe feasted our eyes upon that smiling and splendidlandscape.Ifoundmyselfhappy,andthishappinessincitedmetoshowtowardsDoñaCristinagreatdeferenceandgentlenessofspeech.Ifeltimpelledtosaytoher everything beautiful and interesting that occurred to me. But she, as ifdivining these perverse tendencies of my tongue, curbed it with tact andfirmness,askingmesomeindifferentquestionwheneverthereseemedtobeanydangerofmyutteringsomethingindiscreet,leavingmewithhermammawhile
she went on ahead, or taking pains to make her mother talk. This did notdisheartenme.Iwassostupid,orsoindiscreet,thatinspiteoftheseclearsignalsI still persisted in seeking pretexts for directing various whiffs of incensetowardsher. Ideclare,however, that Ididnot think Iwasacting thegallant. Ibelieved in good faith that such obsequiousness and such flatteries werelegitimate;forweSpaniardsfromremoteantiquityhavearrogated toourselvesthe right of telling all pretty women that they are pretty, without otherconsequences.But she cast doubts upon the correctness of such a proceeding.Thatthesedoubtswerenotill-foundedIseeclearlyenough,nowthatthemistofmysentimentshasbeencompletelydissipatedandIreadmysoulasinanopenbook.It chanced that that same afternoon, on ourway back to the city, seeing the
numerous and handsome country houses that we passed, Doña Cristinaremarked:"OurplaceatCabañalisverycharming,butnotsumptuous.Myhusbandisnot
satisfiedwithit;hewantssomethingbetter.""Hewantssomethingbetter?"Icriedwithoutstoppingtothink."ButifIwere
yourhusband,Icoulddesirenothing!"The lady kept silence for amoment, turned her face towards thewindow to
lookattheroad,andmurmuredironically,—"Well,sir;letushavepatience."Ibelievethatnotonlymycheeks,myforehead,andmyearsturnedscarlet,but
eventhewhitesofmyeyes.ForseveralminutesIfeltonmyfacetheimpressionoftwored-hotbricks.Ididnotknowwhattosay,andseekingescapefrommyembarrassment I turned to the other window and remained in ecstaticcontemplation of the landscape. Doña Amparo, who had remarked nothing,spokeinresponsetoherdaughter'sobservation:"Emilioisaverygoodman,veryindustrious,althoughsomewhatfantastic.""How is he fantastic?" exclaimed Cristina, turning sharply, as if struck.
"Becausehedesireswhatisbetter,morebeautiful,andseekstoacquireit?Thatshows rather his good taste and goodwill. For if theworld did not havemenwhoaspired toperfection,whoalwaysseea 'fartheron'andwho takesteps toapproach it, neither these handsome country houses nor others still better, norany of the comforts that we enjoy to-day would exist. The idlers, thespendthrifts, and the poor in spirit ridicule such ideas so long as they are notrealized; but when the hour comes that the ends aimed at can be seen andtouched,theyshutthemselvesupintheirhousesandrefusetocongratulatethose
whomade itpossiblebecause theydonotcare toconfess their stupidity.Thenyou know well that Emilio, however 'fantastic,' has never had the fantasy tothinkofhimself;thatallhiseffortsaredevotedtogivepleasureandprosperitytohisfamily,tohisfriends,andtohisneighbors,andthatallhislifeuptonowhasbeenaconstantsacrificeforothers."Doña Amparo, during this vehement discourse, showed herself strangely
affected.Iwasastonishedtoseeherstammer,rubhereyes,growredintheface,andfallbackwardasifinaswoon."I—isitpossible?—myson!"Utteringtheseincoherentwords,sheswayed,thenseemedtoloseallsenseof
the external world. To restore her to consciousness it was necessary for herdaughtertobathehertempleswitheaudeCologneandapplysal-volatiletohernostrils.Whenatlastsheopenedhereyesthereburstforthafloodoftearsthatflowed down her cheeks and poured into her lap like a copious rain, some ofwhichmoistenedmycoat.At thesesymptomsDoñaCristinaagainopened thelittle satchel that she carried, that I could see containednumerous little flasks.She tookoneof these, togetherwitha lumpof sugar, andmoistened the latterwithseveraldropsof liquid.She thrust thesugar intohermother'smouth; thatladygraduallyrecoveredhersensesandatlastwasconsciousofherwhereaboutsandofwhowaswithher.Onmypart,beingtheindirectcauseoftheunfortunatescene,Iunderstoodthat
nothingwouldbemoresuitablethanformetothrowmyselfoutofthecarriagewindow,eventhoughIshouldfracturemyhead;butimaginingthattheresultsofsuchaproceduremightbe toomelancholy, Ihituponadecoroussubstitutebybiting at the head ofmy cane and staring into vacancy.DoñaCristina did notchoosetotakecognizanceofthesetragicmanifestations,buttheysopenetratedtheheartofhermammathatthelatterseizedmyhandsconvulsively,murmuringoccasionally:"Ribot!Ribot!Ribot!"Fearingthatshemightagainenterintotheworldoftheunconscious,Ihastened
totaketheflaskofsaltsandholdittohernose.The rest of the way back, heaven be praised! was traversed without further
mishap, and I made desperate efforts to have my foolishness forgotten andforgiven, talking with all formality about various things, principally of thosemosttothetasteofDoñaCristina.AtlengthIwasrewardedbyseeingherbrightface again unclouded and her eyes expressing their accustomed frankjoyousness. And, prompted by her humor, she even went so far as to make
graciousfunofhermamma."Didyouknow,CaptainRibot,thatmammaneverswoonsexceptwhensheis
withthefamily,oramongpersonsinwhomsheconfides?Thegreatestproofofthesympathywithwhichyouinspireheristhatwhichshehasjustgiven.""Cristina!Cristina!"exclaimedDoñaAmparo,halfsmiling,halfindignant."Now,befrank,mamma!IfCaptainRibothasnotwonyourconfidence,howis
ityouventuredtofaintawayinhispresence?"DoñaAmparodecidedtolaugh,givingherdaughterapinch.Whenweparted
atthehoteldoortheyinvitedmetobreakfastwiththemthenextday,theyhavingdecidedtoleaveforMadridonthedayafterthat.Itcouldnolongerbedoubted;ifIwasnotinloveIwasonthewaytobe,with
afairwindandallsailsset.Whywasit that thiswomanhadimpressedmesoprofoundlyinsoshortatime?Idonotthinkitwasmerelyherfigure,althoughitcoincidedwiththeidealtypeofbeautythatIhadalwaysadored.IfIhadfalleninlovewithallthewhiteandslenderwomenwithdarkeyesthatIhadmetinthecourseofmylife,therewouldnothaveremainedanytimetodoanythingelse.Butshehadaspecialattractiveness,atleastforme,whichconsistedinasingularcombinationofjoyousnessandgravity,ofsweetnessandbrusqueness,ofdaringandtimidity,alternatelyreflectedinherexpressivecountenance.The next day, at the appointed time, I presented myself at the hotel. Doña
Cristinawasinmostdelightfulhumorandletmeknowthatweweretobreakfastalone, for hermother hadnot sleptwell the night before andwas still in bed.Thisfilledmewithselfishsatisfaction,observinghermerrymood.Beforegoingtothetablesheservedmeanappetizer,graciouslyridiculingme."Since you always have such a delicate appetite, and look so languishing, I
haveorderedsomethingbitter foryou, tosee ifwecannotgivea little tone tothatstomachofyours."Ifellinwiththejest."I am in despair. I comprehend that it is ridiculous to have such a ready
appetite,butIamamanofhonorandIconfessit.OnetimewhenIattemptedtoconceal it I missed my reckoning. One of my passengers was a certain verycharmingandspirituelleladytowardswhomIfeltsomewhatfavorablydisposed.Icouldthinkofnobettermeanstoinspireherinterestthantofeignanabsolutelack of appetite, naturally accompanied by languor and poeticmelancholy.Attable I refused the greater part of the dishes. My nourishment consisted oftapioca, vanilla cream, some fruit, and much coffee. Then I complained ofweakness, and ordered glasses of sherry with biscuit. Of course I suffered
terribly from hunger; but I overcame it finely in solitude. The lady becameenthusiastic; she professed for me a profound and sincere admiration, anddespised for their grossness all those at the tablewhowere servedwithmoresolidnutriment.But, alas! there cameamomentwhen sheunexpectedly camedownintothedining-saloonandsurprisedmefeastingoncoldham.Thatendedtheaffair.Sheneverspokeanotherwordtome.""She did right," said Doña Cristina, with a laugh. "Hypocrisy is something
moreshamefulthanagoodappetite."We began our breakfast, and I gave her to understand that now that she so
abhorredhypocrisyIproposedtoproceedwithallpossiblefrankness."That is right! Entirely frank!" And she served me an enormous ration of
omelette.Wewent on chatting and laughing in undertones, but DoñaCristina did not
neglect toservemewithfabulousquantitiesof food,greater, in truth, thanmygastriccapacity.Iwantedtodecline,butshewouldnotpermitit."Befrank,Captain!Youhavepromisedtobeentirelyfrank.""Señora,thissurpassesfrankness.Anybodymightcallitgrossness.""Idonotcallitso.Goon!Goon!"Butsoon,straighteningherselfbackinherchairabit,andassumingasolemn
tone,shespoke:"Captain,Iamnowgoingtotreatyouasifyouhadnotonlysavedmymother's
life,butmineaswell.AtoneandthesametimeIwishtopayyouforher lifeandmyown."My eyes openedwidelywithoutmy comprehending the significance of such
words.DoñaCristinarosefromherchairand,goingtothedoor,openeditwide.Thereappearedthemaidwithabigdishofstewedtripeinherhands."Tripe!"Iexclaimed."StewedbySeñoraRamona,"proclaimedDoñaCristina,gravely.The jokeputme inbetterhumoryet.Buthowshortwas thedurationof that
intoxicating delight!Whenwe reached the dessert she informedme, perfectlynaturally:"Ihavenewsforyou.Wearenotgoingto-morrow.Myhusbandiscomingfor
usthedayafter.""Yes?"Iexclaimed,withtheexpressionofamanwhoisforcedtotalkundera
showerbath."Althoughthejourneyisabituncomfortable,comingandgoingagainatonce,
he says that as mamma has probably not yet completely recovered from hershockhedoesnotliketohaveustravelalone."Sayingthis,shetooktheletterfromherpocketandproceededtolookitover.
"Healso tellsme togiveyouamillion thanksand isglad thathe is tohaveachancetogivethemtoyouinperson."Iwas lookingat thebackof the letter,but Icaught thewordsof theending:
"Adiós,lifeofmysoul,"anditaugmentedthesadnessofmymood.However,IexpressedmysatisfactionattheprospectofknowingSeñorMartísosoon,butitrequiredsomeeffort tosayso.Asmelancholybegantotakepossessionofme,and as Doña Cristina was not slow in perceiving the fact, I found no bettermeans of combating it than to take more cognac after my coffee than wasprudent.Thisproducedanexaltationthatresembled,withoutbeing,joyousness.I chattered away, and must have uttered many ridiculous things and some ofthem wide of the mark, although I cannot remember. Doña Cristina smiledbenevolently.Butwhen,forthefifthorsixthtime,Itookthedecantertopouroutanotherthimbleful,shetouchedmyarm,saying:"Youarealreadyexceedinglyfrank,Captain.Iwillfreeyoufromyourword.""Iamitsslave,señora,atthecostofmylife,"Ireplied,laughingly."ButIwill
drink no more. I am resolved to obey you in this, as in everything youmaycommand.But nevertheless," I continued, looking boldly into her eyes, "therearethingsthatintoxicatemorethancognacandallspirituousbeverages."DoñaCristina'seyesfellandherfairfacefrowned.Butinstantlysmiling,she
saidvivaciously:"Butyoumustnotintoxicateyourselfinanyfashion.Iabhordrunkards."Ididnotwishtofollowthisadvice;andthoughitistrueIdranklittlemore,I
insistedupongazingat thefascinating lady.Icontinuedchatting likeadentist,and in themidst ofmy prattle I came near giving utterance tomore than oneendearing phrase; but Doña Cristina, ingeniously and prudently, cut these offbeforeIhadachancetosaythem.Webothrosefromourseats.Wewenttothebalconytolookatthetrafficand
movementonthewharf.Withherpermission,IwassmokingaHavanacigar.Asher beautiful headoccupiedmy thoughtsmore than the traffic on thewharf, Inotedthatalittleshellcombwasfallingoutofherhair."If I were this little comb I should be very content withmy place. I would
makenoefforttoescape."Andboldly,withnothoughtofwhatIdid,Iraisedmyhandtoherheadandput
thecombbackinplace.
Sheturnedasredasacherry,hereyesfell,andsheremainedsilentforseveralseconds; at last, lookingme in the facewith a lofty expression, she said in achangedtone:"Señor,Idonotknowwhatmotiveinducesyoutotakeanylibertieswithme.
Theserviceyouhaverenderedusentitlesyoutomygratitude,butnottotreatmewithoutrespect."My semi-intoxication was dissipated as by magic. It left me petrified and
ashamedasIhadneverbeforebeeninmylifeandneverexpecttobeagain,andI scarcely hadpower tomurmur a fewwords of excuse. I believe shedid nothearthem.Sheturnedherbackdisdainfullyandlefttheroom.Inaboutonemoment afterwards there flashed throughmymindan idea that
did not lack a certain probability, that is to say, that Iwas superfluous in thatplace.Andwithoutwaitingtoexamineitwithsufficientattentioninthelightofreasonableandseriouscriticism,Iputitimmediatelyinpractice,takingmyhatandremovingmyselfbeforeanygrasshadachancetogrowundermyfeet.ThoughIwasonshipboardandintheconsignee'sofficeandinotherpartsof
thecity,shamedidnotquitmealldaylong.ItwasfastenedtomyfacewitharedsealandIwasunspeakablymortified.Myfriends laughedandmurmuredsuchwordsas"Marteltresestrellas,""Jamaica,""AnísdelMono,"andotherswhichsoundedlikemarksofliquors,butIknewwhatailedme,andthisincreasedmywoe. On the next day, after washing and scrubbingmyself energetically withsoap, it seemedas if thereweresomebitsof that redseal stilladhering tomyskin.OfcourseIdidallIcouldtoforgetDoñaCristinaandhersoholyname,and
seemedtosucceed throughout theday.Butatnighther imagewouldnot leavemycouchforamoment;ittwitchedmyfeet,itpulledmyhair,andlater,tomakeitup tome for theseshocking tribulations, itgently inclined itself towardsmeandlightlytouchedmycheekwithitslips.Onawaking,aluminousideaattackedme.Martíwastoarrivethatday,andit
wasmyunavoidableduty togo tomeethimat the station: first, forcourtesy'ssake; second, to prevent his asking forme, and thereby causing his wife anyagitation; third, because my absence would surprise Doña Amparo; fourth,becauseitwasnecessarynottorevealwhathadoccurred;fifth—Idonotknowwhatthefifthreasonwas,butIhaveanideathattherewasafifthreasonandthatithadsomethingtodowiththemaddesirethatIfelttoseeDoñaCristinaagain.Themailtrainarrivedintheafternoon.Ithereforehadsufficienttimetothink
overthebotherofsuchastepandtochangemypurpose.Butafterconsideringit
in all its aspects and then considering it again andmaking infinite efforts forheaventotouchmyheart,Istilldidnotrepent,andmyfeetconductedmetothestationalmostinspiteofmyself.OnreachingtheplatformIsawmyladiestalkingwithanemployee.Availing
myself of the prodigious diplomatic aptitude with which heaven had been sogoodastofavorme,Ipassedalongbehindthemataslowpaceandprofoundlyabsorbedinthecontemplationofapileofbeets."Ribot!Ribot!"Istopped,filledwithastonishment.Iturnedmyheadtothesoutheast,thento
thenorth,nexttothenortheast,andsoonsuccessivelytowardsallthepointsofthe compass until, after many unfruitful efforts, I succeeded in locating thedirectionfromwhichthevoiceproceeded."Oh,señoras!"I approached them, overflowing with astonishment, and seized the hand of
DoñaAmparo. Istarted todo likewisewithCristinaand—didInotsaybeforethat this lady was distinguished by a white skin? The statement must becorrected.AtthatmomentshemighthavebeenborninSenegal.Iaskedforherhealthwithoutventuringtoextendmyhand,andsheresponded,
lookinginanotherdirection."Howisthis,CaptainRibot?"askedDoñaAmparo."Alldayyesterdayyoudid
notcome,orto-dayeither."Iexcusedmyself,sayingIhadbeenoccupied.DoñaAmparowouldnotaccept
my explanation and talked tome fondly. This lady showed herself constantlymore affectionate and amiable towards me. While we were talking, DoñaCristinadidnotopenherlips.Ifelthurtandconfused.Ididnotventuretolookher in theface,butobservedherfromthecornerofmyeyeandnotedthatherface, insteadof recovering itsordinaryaspect, becamemoreandmore cloudy.HereyespersistedingazingintheoppositedirectionfromwhereIstood.DoñaAmparo,notremarkinganything,monopolizedtheconversation.Onmy
part, I spoke little and incoherently.My having come at allwasweighingmedown fearfully, and I had an impulse to leave under some pretext, withoutawaitingthearrivalofMartí.ButbeforeIcouldmakeupmymindthestation-guardsoundedhistrumpetannouncingthetrain.Soitwasnolongerpossibletogowithoutgravediscourtesy.The train came into the station, andamong thegoodlynumberofheads that
suddenly showed themselves at the car windows the eyes of Doña Cristinadiscoveredthatofherhusband.
"Emilio!"shecriedjoyfully."Cristina!"herepliedinaliketone.And without waiting for the train to come to a full stop he leaped out and
embracedandkissedher effusively.But she,blushing like a schoolgirl, andatthesametimesmilingwithpleasure,brusquelyfreedherselffromhisarms."Alwaysthesame!"heexclaimed,laughingheartily,asheextendedhishandto
hismother-in-law.She,however,wasnotsatisfiedwithhishandandseizedhimbytheheadlikea
childandkissedhimrepeatedly,askingwithheartyinterestabouthisjourneyasheinquiredaboutherhealth.WhiletheyweretalkingImaintainedarespectfuldistancefromthegroup.And
thenitwasthatDoñaCristinaturnedhereyestowardsmewithafriendlysmile,at thesametimebeckoningmetoapproach.ThatunexpectedsmilecausedmesuchpleasureandsurprisethatIcouldscarcelyhidemyfeelings.Ihastenedtoobey."He saved mamma!" she said, with a little emphasis, presenting me to her
husband.He graspedmy hands affectionately, expressing boundless thanks.Hewas a
manoftwenty-eightorthirtyyears,tall,slender,pale-facedandblack-eyed,hisbeard also black, silky, and abundant; a Levantine type, like his wife—butdelicateandfragile,atleastinappearance."Thanks tohisbravery,wearenotmourningamisfortune to-day,"continued
thelady."Señora!" I exclaimed, "the action was of no merit whatever. Any passing
sailorwouldhavedonethesame."Butshe,payingnoattention,wentontorelatewhathappenedwithalldetails,
exaggeratingmyconduct.This panegyric from her mouth, after what had happened, caused me more
shamethanpleasure.Ifeltthepangsofremorse,andwhatatfirsthadseemedtomeaslightimprudencenowappearedalackofdelicacy.ReturningtothetownIleftthematthehoteldoor,refusingtostopwiththem,
inspiteofMartí's insistence. In these firstmoments thepresenceofastrangermightbeunwelcome.But I agreed to takecoffeewithhim thateveningat theSuizo.Ihopedthathemightbringhiswife,forsheenjoyedtakingawalkafterdinner.But the hope was not realized. Martí came alone, saying that his wife was
fatiguedand indisposed. I thought this apretext, and itmademe sad.Perhapsthat firstmomenthadexhaustedhereffusivegratitude, anddistrust and rancorhadreturnedtoherheart.In less than an hour,Martí and I were excellent friends. He struckme as a
sympathetic person, of open nature, affectionate, cheerful, and candid. Thehundredaffairs thatoccupiedhimdidnot leavehimmuch time togive toanyone thing. In his conversation he sped lightly from one affair to another, butshowed himself everwide-awake and energetic. I let him talk, observing himwith intense curiosity. The impression from that first conversation that bestremainswithmewashisfashionofrumplinghiswavyhair,runninghisfingersbackthroughitafterthemannerofacomb,andgivingalittlecoughwhenaboutto express some idea that he deemed important. This mannerism, which inanothermightperhapsseemridiculous,hadinhimagraciouseffect,boyishandattractive. I cannot clearly express the sentiments thatMartí inspired inme atthat time. They were an indefinablemixture of sympathy and repugnance, ofcuriosityandjealousy,whichcanbeaccountedforonlybyonewhohasfoundhimselfinasituationanalogoustomine.TheUranowastoweighanchorthenextdayatflood-tideintheafternoon.In
themorning I presentedmyself at the hotel to take leave ofmy new friends.Martí and his mother-in-law warmly expressed their regret at my departure.Cristinadidnotmakeherappearance.Shewasshutinherchamberathertoilet,as I understood, and had not the kindness to have me asked to wait; on thecontrary,shedismissedmesoabruptlythatsheseemedtofearImight."Adios, Captain Ribot!" she called fromwithin. "Pardonme for not coming
out; it is impossibleat thismoment.Mayyouhaveamosthappyvoyage;andagainyouhaveamillion thanks fromme.Wecannever forgetwhatyouhavedone.Apleasanttrip!"Martí urgedme to breakfastwith them, but I hadmuch to do and declined.
Moreover,ImustconfessIfeltsomelancholythatIwantedtogetintothestreet.He,aswellasDoñaAmparo,offeredmeathousandinducementstorundowntoValenciaonmyreturntoBarcelona,wherethesteameralwaysstayedforeightortendays.He,aswellashiswife,wouldtakegreatpleasureinentertainingmeattheirhome.Iwasobligedtopromisetodoso,butwiththedefiniteintentionofnotcomplying.Itwas always difficult to get away from the ship; and the coldness ofDoña
Cristinagavemenoencouragementtomakesuchavisit.IntheafternoonMartícameonboardtopressmyhandoncemorebeforemy
departure.Heagainurgedmecordiallynottofailtomakethemavisit.AgainI
made the promise, with themental reservation alreadymentioned.We finallybade each other a most affectionate farewell and I put to sea, continuingmyvoyagetoHamburg.
CHAPTERIV.
NOTuntil I foundmyselfon thebridgeofmysteamer,between theskyandthesea,couldItakeaccountoftheimpressionthatthewifeofMartíhadmadeuponme.HowmanyhoursIhavepassedthatway,inthesolitudeoftheocean,given over to my thoughts! Seldom have they been sad. My life, after theprofoundgriefcausedbythedeathofmyfiancée,ofwhichIhavespoken,hasgenerallyhadatranquil,ifnothappy,course.Iwas born inAlicante,my father a seafarer. Inmy school days I showed a
fondnessforstudy.Myfatherwouldhavedesiredmetobecomea lawyeroraphysician; anything rather than a sailor.But I found such careers prosaic, andimpelledbytheromanticismnaturaltoyouth,andtomysomewhatdreamyandfanciful temperament, I preferred that calling. My father agreed to this withapparentreluctance,butwas,perhaps,pleasedinrealitybytheappreciationthatI showed for his own profession. I soon learned navigation, and made twovoyagestoCuba.Butmyonlysisterhavingdiedandmymotherfeelingratherlonely,Ifeltobligedtostayathomeandleadthelifeofayounggentlemanofleisure.Nobodywassurprisedatthis.Asmyfatherwassaidtohaveamassedareasonablefortune,Iwastoagooddegreeexemptfromthehardlawoftoil.A few years later I fell in love.Mymarriagewas arranged andwould have
takenplacehadnotMatilde,asshewasnamed,beentakenill.Herrecoverywashopedfor,buthopingandhoping,thegoodandbeautifulgirlpassedfromlife.Mygriefwassointensethatmyhealthandevenmyreasonwerethreatened.Myparents could find nomore adequate remedy than to sendme to sea again. Iagreedwithindifference.NowIwentassecondofficerinasteamerofthesamecompanyinwhichmyfatherwasemployed.Afterafewmonthsmyfatherwascrippled by rheumatism, and while he was undergoing treatment the ownersplacedme temporarily in command of theUrano.Unfortunately he could notresumehisplace;afterdraggingoutapainfulexistenceforsometimehedied.Mymotherwouldhave likedme to forsake the sea andagain live leisurely athomewith her; but I had grown so accustomed to the sea, to the varied andactiveexistenceofthenavigator,to-dayinoneport,to-morrowinanother,thatIcould not be persuaded to forsake it. On board of my steamer, therefore, towhich I had become greatly attached, I reached my thirty-sixth birthday. My
motherdied,andalittlelatertheincidenttookplacethatIhavejustrelated.I have said that when alone with my thoughts I comprehended that Doña
Cristinahad taken toomuchpossessionof them.Her image floatedbeforemelike a dream. That look, now grave, now roguish, of her black eyes; thatimpressionable shyness, her blushing like a schoolgirl in contrast with hergracious self-possession; then her facile forgiveness, and the repressedtendernessthatsheshowedforherhusband—alltendedtoidealizeher.Butmorethan anything, I confess, my own temperament contributed to this, and thesolitudeinwhichthemarinerpassesmostofhistime.AfterthedeathofMatildenotruelovehadeveroccupiedmyheartagain.Idleaffairs,adventuresforafewdays,amusedmealongvariousdegreesofthescale.AndsoIhadcometoseethe first gray threads inmy beard and hair.Butmy romantic nature, althoughdormant in thedepths ofmyheart,wasbynomeansdead.The adventures infolly, the coarse pleasures of the seaports, far from choking that tendency,encouraged its revival. I never feltmore thoughtful andmelancholy than afteroneof those affairs.To recovermyequilibrium, Iwould stretchoutunder theawning with a book inmy hands; fillingmy lungs with the pure sea air andopeningmysoultotheideasofthegreatpoetsandphilosophers,peaceandjoywould return. Reading has always been the supreme resource of my life, themostefficaciousbalmforitstroubles.The adventurewithDoñaCristina transportedme to complete ideality, and I
breathed the atmosphere wherein I found myself most sane and happy. So Ioccupiedmyselfwith pleasurable thoughts about her,without considering thatunhappyconsequencesmightfollow.Manyatime,whenaprettyyoungwomanhadcrossedmypath inport, Iwouldafterwards tenaciouslyholdher image inmymind'seye.Again,inthesolitudeofthesea,fancywouldevokeher,Iwouldimagineherindiversesituations,Iwouldmakehertalkandlaugh,Iwouldmakeher grow angry and weep, and would endow her with a thousand charmingqualities.AndinthecompanionshipofthisphantasmIwouldpasshappydays,untilonarrivalinportitwoulddissolveorbereplacedbyanother.So now I attempted to do the same.But I could not succeed, even partially.
Doña Cristina had not fleetingly passed me by like many other handsomewomen. The impression that she had left withmewasmuch deeper; she hadstirrednearlyeveryfibreofmybeing.InsteadofrepresentingherasIchose,Isaw her as she had appeared in reality. And again I felt the shame and thesadnessthatshehadmademeexperience.Ontheotherhand,herconditionasamarried woman deprived my dreams of the innocence that they had had onformeroccasions;ittingedthemwithasombreshadethatwaslittlepleasingto
myconscience.Ithereforedeterminedtoclearmymindofthesethoughts.Isoughttodistract
myselffromsuchimaginings,toforgetthebeautifulValenciana,andrecovermypeace. Thanks to my efforts, and even more to my prosaic occupations, Isucceeded.But on skirting the eastern coast onmy return trip fromHamburg,when Idoubled thecapeofSanAntonioand there spreadbeforemyview theincomparablylovelyplainthatholdsValenciaandsurroundsitwithitsgardenofeternalverdurelikeabroochofemerald,theimageofDoñaCristinaappearedtome in form more ideal, more seductive than ever; it took possession of myimaginationnevertoleaveitagain.I do not know how it was, but the day after arriving at Barcelona I hastily
adjusted themost importantmatters, left the ship inchargeof the firstofficer,and took the train forValencia. I arrivedatdusk,went toagoodhotel,dined,changedmyclothes,andmadethemostcareful toiletteIhadevermadeinmylife.ThenIwentouttolookupthehouseofMartí.NotuntilthendidItakeaccountofthefollyIhadcommitted.Iwellknewthat
Martíwouldreceivemewithopenarms,andwouldbedelightedatmyvisit.Butwhatwouldhiswife thinkof it?Wouldshenot suspect that itsmotivewasaninterestedone,andputherselfonherguard?TheideathatshemightthinkthatIsoughtpayment inannoyinggallantryformyserviceatGijonwasabhorrent. Iwas tempted to return to the hotel, go to bed, and leave the next daywithoutletting anybody know that I was in Valencia. Nevertheless, an irresistibleimpulsepressedmetoseeheragain.Aninstant,onlyforaninstant,toengraveher imagemost profoundly in my soul and then to go away and dream of itthroughallmylife!Walking slowly I came to thePlaza de laReina, themost central and lively
placeinthecity.Thenightwasserene, theairwarm,thebalconieswereopen;before the cafés people were sitting outdoors. And to think that there inHamburgIhadleftthepoorGermansshiveringwithcold!ItookaseatundertheawningoftheCafédelSiglo,asmuchforthesakeofcalmingmyselfastowaituntiltheyhadfinishedsupperatthehouseofMartí.WhenIthoughtitwastime,Ientered theCalledelMar,whichwasnearby. I followed itscourse,agitatedandjoyous,andstoppedbeforethenumberthatMartíhadindicated.Itwasoneof the most sumptuous houses of the street, elegant, of modern construction,withahighprincipalstory,crownedbyahandsomeupperstory.Thegreatportalwasadornedbystatuesandplantsandilluminatedbytwoclustersofgaslights.Oneofthewindowswasopenandatthatmomentthereescapedthelivelynotesofapiano."Isitshewhoisplaying?"Iaskedmyselfwithemotion.Ienjoyedthe
musicforamoment,andatlastapproachedthedoor.Theportercalledaservant,whomItoldthatIwishedtoseehismasteronurgentbusiness.Iwasshownintotheoffice.Martíappearedwithoutdelay.Whatacryofsurprise!whatacordialembrace he gave me! Then taking me through a corridor, speaking to memeanwhileinawhisperthathiswifemightnotfailtobesurprised,heusheredmeintoaroomfullofpeople."Cristina,herecomesthebadman!"Shewasatthepiano.Atthesoundofherhusband'svoicesheturnedherhead;
hereyesmetmine.Sheinstantlyturnedthemawayandbacktothepianojustasquickly, as if she had seen something sad or alarming.But controlling herselfalmostinthesamemoment,sherose,and,advancingtowardsmewithaforcedsmile,sheextendedherhand."Iamverygladtoseeyou,CaptainRibot.Weareimmenselypleasedtohave
youvisitus."I felt my heart constricted, and I could not help responding with a certain
carelessness:"Thereisnooccasionforsuchfeeling.Itisentirelycasual.Ihadsomebusiness
tolookafterinValenciaandonthataccountyouseemehere."Martíembracedmeanew."Iamenchantedwiththerudefranknessofyousailors!Thatisjustthewayto
speak!Awaywiththeseconventionalliesthatdeceivenobodyandsimplyservetoshowwhatactorsweare.Themain thing is thatwehaveyouhereand thatyourvisitgivesusgenuinepleasure."Thenturningtothecompanyheadded,notwithoutacertainemphasis:"Señores, I present you to the captain of theUrano. I have nothingmore to
say."Anextraordinarilyleanyoungmanapproachedtogivemehishand.Hisskin
wasroughandweather-marked,asifhehadcomefromlongandpainfullaborsin the sun. He was prematurely bald, and from his mouth there depended anenormous pipe stuffedwith tobacco. Hewas dressedwith elegance, though alittlecarelessly."Mybrother-in-law,Sabas."HewasfollowedbyapersonofabouttheageofMartí,moreorless,tallrather
thanshort,blonde,hismustachesmallandsilky,hisskinflaccid,mostcarefullyshaven. He was likewise fashionably dressed, and with a care that contrastedwiththenegligenceoftheother.
"Myintimatefriendandpartner,DonEnriqueCastell."Theseweretheonlymenpresent.IwasnexttakenbeforeDoñaAmparo,who
was working at her crochet, seated in a crimson-velvet chair; I was thenpresented to thewifeofhisbrother-in-law,aplumplittlewoman, round-faced,blonde,andblue-eyed,sittingonadivanandatworkwithanembroideryframeon her lap. Beside her was a young girl of seventeen years whose face ofadmirable correctness, soft and ivory-like, had the same expression of timidinnocenceasthevirginsofMurillo.Shewasthedaughterofawhite-hairedladywith an aquiline nose and severe and imposing physiognomy, seated beside agilded tablewith a newspaper in her hands.Martí presentedme to her as hisAuntClara,acousinofhismother-in-law.The entire company welcomed me most kindly, particularly Doña Amparo,
whowithtearfuleyesseizedbothmyhands,retainingthemuntil theexcessofheremotionobligedher todrop theminorder to raiseherhandkerchief tohereyes. The conversation first turned upon themishap of that lady.My conductwaseulogizedtoadegreethatputmetoshameandmademeuneasy,andtheydiscussed the causes of the accident. The brother-in-law ofMartí, with voicecavernous and husky, perhaps from abuse of tobacco, bitterly censured theconductof theauthoritiesofGijonfornothavingproperly lightedthewharf. Irepliedthatalmostallwharveswerelightedinthesameway,sincetheywerenotintended for purposes of public pleasure but for the loading and unloading ofmerchandise.He insisteduponhisposition, showing that inallmaritimecitiesthewharvesareplacesofrecreation.Irepliedthatinthatcasepeoplemustlookoutforthemselves.MartícutshortthedisputebyaskingmetowhathotelIhadgone,thathemightsendformyluggage.InvainIopposedhisdoingso.Seeingthathe felthurtbymyrefusal Igavewayat last,all themoresince theentirefamilyjoinedinurgingme.InthemeantimeCristinaplayedthepianowithcarelessfingers,talkingallthe
whilewithhersister-in-law.Shewaselegantlydressedinaloosecrimsongownbeneathwhose foldswere revealed the linesof comingmaternity.Whenever IcouldIgazedatherwithintenseattention.Andwhensheobserveditsheseemedrestlessandnervous,andtookpains thathereyesshouldnotmeetmine.Martíwentouttogivesomeordersaboutmychamber.Hisfriendandpartner,whohadkeptsilent,recliningnegligentlyinaneasy-chairwithlegscrossed,begantoaskmevariousquestionsaboutmyvoyages, the fleetof steamers, theportswherewetouched,andeverythingrelatingtothecommerceinwhichtheshipsofourlinewereengaged.Thetalkacquiredthecharacterofanexamination,forCastellshowed that he knew as much as I did, or more, about such things. He had
travelledmuch,knewtwoorthreelanguagesperfectly,andonhistravelshadnotonly gained knowledge useful in commercial affairs but a multitude ofethnographic,historical,andartisticfactsthatIwasfarfrompossessing.Hewasa really accomplished man, but I could not help noting that he was fond ofexhibiting his learning, that he carefully rounded his periods in his talk andlistenedtohimself,andthat,withoutlackingincourtesy,hedidnotconcealhisslight appreciation of the opinions of others. On the whole the man was notcongenial tome, although I recognizedhis excellent qualities.Hehad a voiceclearandmellowlikeapreacher,withgraveandnoblegesturesthatenabledhimtodisplayhishand,whichwasshortandbeautiful,andornamentedwithrings.Martí returned, and his Aunt Clara, without giving up her newspaper,
questionedhim."Howisitwitholives,now,Emilio?Havetheynotrisentwentycentimosthis
week?""Yes,aunt,Iaminformedthattheyhaverisenandwillrisestillfurther.""Itcouldn'tbeotherwise,"sheexclaimedintriumphanttones."ItoldRetamoso
so last month, and he paid no attention to me. He is obstinate, like a goodGalician,andsoshort-sightedinbusinessthathecanscarcelyseethelengthofhisnose.Ifitweren'tforme,Ibelievethathewouldsoongointobankruptcy."The voice of the lady was vibrant and powerful; her sculptural head raised
itself soproudlywhen she spoke,her aquilinenosewasheld sohigh, andhereyes flashed so imposingly that in her presence one might fancy himselftransportedtotheheroicageoftheRomanrepublic.Cornelia,themotheroftheGracchi,couldnothavebeenmoresevereandmajestic.Martícoughed,toavoidreplying,desiringneithertocontradicthisauntnorto
offendhisuncle."Andwhat do you say to the fall in cocoa?" she continued,with the heroic
accent thatmightbeemployedinaskingaconsulabouta legionsurprisedandoverwhelmedbytheGauls.Martícontentedhimselfwithshrugginghisshoulders."Yet he had the assurance to deny that it is anything serious," she continued
withincreasingscorn."Itcouldonlybehidfromamanofthenarrowest,mostlimitedjudgment,altogetherunadaptedtoventuresinthewholesaletrade.WhenIsawtheIbarrasteamersarriving,loadedwithGuayaquil,Isaidtomyself,'Yes,indeed,thisstapleisboundtofall.'""UncleDiegoknowshowtotellwheretheshoepinches,allthesame,"Martí
venturedtoremark.
"Yes, indeed! Behind a counter, selling cheese and codfish by the quarterpound, he would be invaluable. But as a man of business he is a good-for-nothing;itisonlybecauseIhavetakenthetroubletothinkforthetwoofusthatwehavebeenabletogetwhereweare."At thismoment there appeared in the doorway a short stoutman, of a pale
complexion,bald,withsmalleyes,whogreetedthosepresentwithapronouncedGalicianaccent."Goodevening!Howdoyoudo?""Hola!UncleDiego!Howdoyoudo,Retamoso?"DoñaClara,caughtintheact,turnedhereyesagaintoherperiodical,without
abatinganatomofherdignity.Her husband,who, so far as could be seen, had heard nothing, shook hands
withthoseabouthim,kissedhisdaughter,andcomingovertohiswife,saidtoherinaffectionatetones:"Don'treadatnight,wife!Now,youknowyouaretryingyoureyes."Doña Clara took no notice. Retamoso, turning to the others, declared with
profoundconviction:"She never can be idle. Isabelita, my daughter, entreat your mamma not to
read!Now,youknowthatshedoes toomuch.Whenshe isnot reading,she iscasting up accounts; when not casting up accounts, she goes down to thewarehousetomakeoutbills;whennotmakingoutbills,shewritesletters;whennotwriting letters, she speaksEnglishwith theRicartes's governess.Hers is awonderfulhead!Idon'tunderstandhowsheisabletodosomanythingsinturn,withoutbeingeitherdisturbedorfatigued."IoweittoDoñaClaratosaythatsheseemedsuspiciousofthispanegyric,for
instead of acknowledging it and showing herself gratified by it, shemade thegestureofanoffendedqueen."I do not disturb myself for such little things, dear, because I have trained
myselfinamannerdifferentfromthewomenofyourprovince.Iftheretheystillgoonspinningbythefireside,intherestoftheworldtheyholdamorebrilliantposition.Here isasailor,"sheadded, indicatingme,"whohas travelledmuch,andcanconfirmthis."Ibowedandmurmuredsomecourteousphrases."Well,allthisdoesnothindermyadmiringyourability,"wentonRetamosoin
a tone of exaggerated adulation. "Does not all theworld know it inValencia?AmItobetheonlyonewhodoesnot,orpretendsnot toknowit?Howmanywomenmightbeeducatedlikeyou,andyetnothavethecapacitytoaccomplish
inamonthwhatyoudoinaday!""Tellme,Ribot,"queriedDoñaClara, addressingmeas if shehadnotheard
herhusband,whowentonmurmuringflatteringphrases,openinghiseyeswideand arching his eyebrows to express the admiration which possessed him,"amongallthemanyportsthatyouhavevisited,haveyounotmetwomenwithasmuchbusinessfacultyasmen,ormore?""I have known some women at the head of powerful commercial houses,
directingwithmuchwisdom,carryingoncorrespondencesinseverallanguages,and keeping their books with perfect exactitude. But—I confess freely that awoman engaging in industrial speculations, or inclined to politics or business,appearstomelikeaprincesswithatasteforsellingmatchesandnewspapersinthestreets.""What'sthis!"exclaimedDoñaClara,throwingupherRomanhead."Thenyou
believe that the position of woman is nothing more than that of a domesticanimal,caressedorbeatenbyman,accordingtohiscaprice?Womanshould,inthis view, remain always in complete ignorance, without studying, withoutinstruction!""Let her be instructed as much as she likes," I replied, "but in my notion
womanhasnoneedoflearninganything,becausesheknowseverything——""Just so!" interruptedRetamosowith enthusiasm. "That has always beenmy
opinion.Isabelita,"hewenton,turningtohisdaughter,"haveInotsaidtoyouathousandtimesthatyourmammaknowseverythingbeforehavingtolearnit?"IsawasmileflitoverMartí'slips.Cristinarosefromthepianowhereshehad
beensittingandwentoutoftheroom."Idonotunderstandwhatyouwishtosay,"declaredDoñaClara,withacertain
acerbity."Womenwho know how tomake us happy,make happiness for themselves
also.Whatotherknowledgecanequalthisupontheearth?Thetoilsofmen,thecallings conquered by civilization, go to achieve slowly and painfully whatwomanperformsatonceandwithout endeavor,making lifemore supportable,and alleviating itswoes.Being, as she is, the repository of charity and of thegentleandbeneficentsentiments,sheguardsinherheartthesecretofthedestinyofhumanity,andtransmitsitbyheredityandeducationtohersons,contributingtoprogressinthiswaymoretrulythanourselves.""Thatismoregallantthanexact,"interruptedCastell,impertinently."Womanis
nottherepositoryofprogress,andhascontributednothingtoit.Youmaystudythehistoryof thearts, thesciences,and the industries,andyouwillnot finda
singleusefuldiscovery thatweowe to thegeniusor the industryofawoman.Thisdemonstratesclearly thathermind is incapableofelevation to the spherewhereinmovethehighinterestsofcivilization.Womanisnottherepositoryofprogress.Sheissolelytherepositoryofbeing;andasthisisthecase,twothingsonlyoughttobedemandedofher,healthandbeauty.""Youwouldberight,"Ireplied,"iftheuniquephaseofprogresslayinuseful
discoveries.Butthereareothers;and,asIunderstandthem,moreimportantones—thebrotherhoodofman,themorallaw.Thisisthetruegoaloftheworld."Castellsmiled,and,withoutlookingatme,saidinalowvoice:"For all that, I believe that I could name about fifty-seven other goals, if I
knowtheworld."Andliftinghisvoiceheadded:"Ihavediscussedlifewithmanymen,andIcan
declarethatscarcelyonehasfailedtoassignhisownespecialgoaltotheworld.Amongclergymen it is the triumphof theChurch; amongdemocrats, politicalliberty; amongmusicians,music; and among dancers, the dance. And yet thepoorworld contents itselfwith existing, laughing once in awhile at somuchfolly,andtramplingeverybodyunderfootasitgoesitsway."He paused and settled himself more comfortably in his arm-chair. I felt
annoyedatthosewords,andespeciallyatthescornfultoneinwhichtheywereuttered. Iwas going to replywith energy, butCastell continued his discourse,tranquillyexpoundinghis thoughts inaseriesof reasoningsheld togetherwithlogic,andexpressedinelegantandprecisefashion.Icouldnothelpadmiringthevariedqualitiesofhiserudition,hispenetrativetalent,and,aboveall,theclarityand grace of his choice of words. Like submissive slaves, all of those in thedictionarycametroopingtohistongue'send,toexpresshisthoughtseasilyandharmoniously.Histheoriesseemedstrangeandsadtome.Theworldbearsitsgoalinitsown
existence.Moralityistheresultofespecialconditionsthatlifehasunfoldedforitselfuponourplanet.Ifthehumanracehadbeenproducedunderconditionsoflifelikethoseofthebees,itwouldbeadutyforunmarriedwomentodealoutdeathtotheirbrothers,astheworkersdo.Allmanifestationsoflife,eventothehighest,areruledbyinstinct.Thevirtuousman,likethedegenerate,ismovedbyanirresistibleimpulseofhisnature.Morality,whichthereligiousmanadmiresasadivinerevelation,isnothingmorethananinventiondestinedtosatisfythisorthatinstinct.I really foundmyself without enough courage to contradict successfully his
audaciousassertions.Myreadingwaswide,butdesultory,asIhadreadmorefor
entertainmentthanforinstruction.Then, too, I had never cultivated expression; becausemy profession did not
requireit,andIwrestledwithgreatdifficultieswhenever I tried toexpressmythoughts.Martícametomyaid,cuttingoffthediscussioninajocularfashion."Doyouknowwhatis thedestinyofwomanaccordingtomybrother-in-law,
Sabas?"Alllookedup,includingtheonespokenof."Sewingonbuttons.""Idon'tseewhyyousaythat,"mutteredSabas,ill-humoredly,takinghispipe
inhishand."Whyshouldn'tIsayit?Thereisn'tamaninthePeninsulawhohaslostmore
buttonsthanyou!YetIcouldnotmentiononeofhavinggonetoyourhouseandnotfindingMatildesewingonsome."Sabasmutteredsomeunintelligiblewords."Whatdoesshesay?"askedMartí."Yes,helosesenough!"saidtheplumplady,laughing.Butherhusband,coloring,gaveMartíasevereglance."Ifhelosesasmanyasthereareintheworld,"interruptedDoñaAmparo,from
her little red-satin elbow-chair, "buttons are not everlasting, and I believe thatmysonwouldrathergolikeAdamthantroubleotherstosewonhisbuttons!"Shespokethesewordswithemotionasiftheywereaccusinghersonofafault."Although he loses more than there are in the world, it is a matter of no
importance,andnotworthwhileforyoutoputyourselfoutabout,orbevexedwithus,"repliedMartí."Iamputoutabout itbecause it seems tome thateverybodyhasadesire to
findfaultwithmyson.Thepoorfellowisalwaysindisgrace.Butuntilthedayhedieshismotherwillalwaysdefendhim!"Sheutteredthesewordswithevenmoreemotion.Isawwithastonishmentthat
shewaspreparingtoweep."But,mamma!"exclaimedherson-in-law."But,mamma!"exclaimedherdaughter-in-law.Bothofthemappearedcontriteandconcerned."Suchismymaternalpassion,mychildren!"wentonDoñaAmparo,struggling
nottoweep."Icannothelpit!Weallhavefaultsinthisworld,butamotheris
not able to endure those of her children. I suffer horriblywhen anyone pointsthemouttome,andmuchmorewhenitisamemberofthefamily.Somesuchsadideascomeintomyhead!Itseemstomethatyoudonotcarefor—IbelievethatIcoulddiecontentifIknewthatyoucaredasmuchforoneanotherasIcareforyou."Excessofemotionpreventedherfromsayingmore.Sheletherneedleworkfall
uponherlap,leanedherforeheaduponherhand,andseemedhalfreadytofaintaway.Herdaughter-in-lawhurriedtobringherflaskofsalts,andshebegantosmell
it. Martí also assisted, with filial solicitude. Both showered a thousandaffectionateattentionsuponher,soothingherandmakingexcuses.Thanksmoretotheirtenderwords,Ithink,thantothesalts,thesensitivemotherrecoveredherfaculties.When thesewere restored, she tenderly kissed her daughter-in-law'sbrowandseizedMartí'shand,beggingpardonforhavingoffendedthem.AsIalreadyknewalittleofthecharacterandwhimsofDoñaAmparo,Iwas
notsurprisedthatRetamosoandhiswife,IsabelitaandCastell,paidscarcelyanyattention to this incident, andwenton talking among themselves as if nothinghadhappened.Sabas,thecauseofthedisquiet,tranquillysmokedhispipe.As soonashehadcalmedhismother-in-law,Martí invitedme tocomewith
him that he might showme the room intended for me. It was luxurious andelegant, exceedingly luxurious it seemed tomewhohadpassedmy life in thenarrowconfinesofaship'scabin,orinourmodestdwellingatAlicante.Whenwe reached this room, a maid was making ready my bed under the señora'sinspection.Asweenteredunheardshewasherselfsmoothingthesheetswithherdelicate hands. Our footsteps made her lift her head, and as if she had beencaughtdoingsomethingwrong,sheseemedannoyed,relinquishedhertask,andsaidtothemaidwithanill-temperedaccent:"Well,youmaygoonwiththis,andseeifyoucanfinishitquickly."Shewasgoingout,butherhusbanddetainedher,takingherhand."Haveordersbeengivenforbringingupcoldcoffeeandcognac?""Yes, yes; Regina will stay and see to everything," she replied with some
impatience,drawingawayherhandandwalkingout.Ienjoyedherembarrassmentwithill-concealeddelight.Aswewentoutagain
intothecorridorIsaidtoMartí,tomaketalk,andalsooutofcuriosity:"ItseemstomethatDoñaAmparowasagooddealupset.""You saw that!"heexclaimed, laughing in the frankandcordialmanner that
characterizedhim."Theleastthingupsetsher.Thepoorthingissogood!Iamas
fondofherasifsheweremyownmother.Heronedesireisforustoloveher.Sheissosensitivethattheleastlittlesignofindifference,thesmallestneglect,affectsherdeeply,andalmostmakesherill.Forthatmatter,althoughweallgooncarefully, andareveryattentive toher, it isnot enough.Fancy this! Ihavetaken up the customof kissing her good-night before going to bed! If by badluckIforgetitforoneday,thepoorladycannotsleep,thinkingthatIamvexedwithher,wonderingifshehasoffendedmewithoutknowingit;andnextdayshecasts timid, anguished glances at me that I do not understand until my wifeexplainstheenigmatome.Ilaugh,andgoandsmoothherdown."Whenwereturnedtotheparlor,thecompanywasdispersing.Castellgaveme
hiswell-cared-forhand,shakingmine,expressingwiththecarelesscoolnessofamanoftheworldhispleasureinknowingme.Sabasandhiswifeshowedmorewarmth. Doña Clara, majestic and severe, said good-night to me withoutmentioningJupiterorPollux,oranyotherpagandivinity,whichsurprisedme.RetamosoimprovedamomentofconfusiontosaytomehalfinGalician:"Itmaybethatyouareright,SeñordeRibot,andthatwomenarenotmadefor
business.Butmineisanexception,youknow.Oh,amarvel!Youhavealreadyhadopportunitytobeconvincedofthis.Averitablemarvel.Phs!"Andhearchedhiseyebrowsandshowedthewhitesofhiseyes,asifhebeheld
beforehimtheHimalayasorthepyramidsofEgypt.Cristina took leave of them all from the head of the stair with the gracious
gravity that suited so well her attractive face. I had eyes for nobody but her.Doña Amparo kissed everybody, kissed her son, her daughter-in-law, DoñaClara,Isabelita,andalso,even,Retamoso.IdonotsayshekissedCastell,butIbelieveitwasmorefromlackofcouragethanlackofinclination.At last we four found ourselves alone. In order to prolong the waking
moments, I begged Cristina to play on the piano a piece from an opera. Sheshowedherselfwilling,and,withoutreplying,seatedherselfonthepianostool,fingeredthekeyslightlyforamoment,thencommencedtosinginahalf-voicethe serenade from Mozart's "Don Juan." As I did not know of thisaccomplishmentmysurprisewasgreat,butevengreatermypleasure.Herswasacontraltovoice,graveandsweet.Themusicofthegreatmastershasalwaysthepowertomoveus,butwhenthevoiceofanadoredwomantransportsthesoul,musictrulyseemsasifithadcomehitherfromtheheavens.Ienjoyedforsomemoments ahappiness impossible todescribe.Myverybeingwas transformed,enlarged, quickened with love and joy. When the last notes of the lovelyaccompaniment died away, I remained swallowed up in a delicious ecstasy,scarcelyknowingwhereIwas.
Martípulledmeoutofthatabruptly."Come,come!TheCaptainisfallingasleep!"Weallrose.DoñaAmparoretiredtoherroom,butnotuntilMartíhadkissed
herhand,givingmeatthesametimeamischievouswink."Ifyouneedanything,"saidCristinatome,"youhaveonlytoringthebell."And without giving me her hand, she wished me good-night. Martí
accompaniedmetomyroom,andtookhimselfoff,chaffingmeaffectionately."Ifyouarenotabletosleepwithoutthesmellofpitch,Captain,Iwillordera
piecebroughtupandwewillsetitonfire."WhenIfoundmyselfalone,alltheimpressionsoftheeveningwereloosedin
my heart like imprisoned birds, and began fluttering about in a bewilderingwhirl.Whywas I there?What did I expect?Howwas this going to end?Thekind welcome and frank cordiality of this noble family moved me. TheheartinessofMartífilledmewithconfusionandshame,butthelovelyformofCristinaroseupbeforeme,adorable,bewildering,blottingoutall therest.Thethoughtof being sonear her,when I had resignedmyself to seeher nomore,overwhelmedmewithfelicity.Iaskedagainandagain,howwouldthisend?AtlastIslept,kissingthehemofthesheetthatherhandshadsmoothed.
CHAPTERV.
ACCORDINGtomymorningcustomIrosefirstofanybodyinthehouse,andwentouttotakeawalkinthecity.IhadseenmuchofValencia,andwasalwaysgratefully impressedby thequiet animationof her streets, her sereneheavens,her perfumed balminess. Yet how different from those impressions was thesensationthatInowexperienced.Thebeautifulcityoftheeastwasawakeningfromsleep.Peoplebeganstirring
in the streets; balconies were opened, and faces, pearl-white and withmagnificent Arab eyes, were visible behind the flower-pots. As a morninggreeting the gardens sent forth odors of pinks and gillyflowers, mallows andhyacinths; the sea its breezes fresh andwholesome; the sky its raysof radiantlight. Valencia awoke and smiled upon her flower-gardens, her sea, and herincomparablesky.HerfortunatesituationmademethinkofancientGreece;andas I sawpassingme thehappy, peaceful, intelligent facesof her inhabitants, IlongedtorepeatthefamouswordsofEuripidestohiscountrymen:"Oh,belovedsonsofthebeneficentgods!Inyoursacredandunconquerablecountryyoureapthegloryofwisdomasafruitofyoursoil;andyoutreadstatelyevermorewithsweetsatisfactionbeneaththeeternalradianceofyourskies."Idoubtifanyone,GreekorValencian,wasevermorecontentthanIwasatthis
moment.Butasasorrowfulmomentwaitseagerlyuponeveryjoyousoneinlife,Iwasdisappointed, on returning to thehouse, not to seeCristina.Martí and Ibreakfastedaloneinthedining-room;andIlearnedfromhimthathiswifehadalreadybreakfasted,andwasinherownroom.Whatmanwasever sogay, soaffectionateasMartí?Hebegan to tellofhis
family, his friends, and his projects exactly as if we had been friends all ourlives. His projects were innumerable—tramways, harbor improvements,railroads,streetwidening,etc.Icouldnothelpthinkingthatforcarryingoutalltheseplansnotonlyanenormouscapitalwouldbeneeded,butalsoanactivityalmost superhuman. Martí seemed to possess it. At that time, besides thesteamboattrafficthatalmostranitselfandtookupbutlittleofhistime,hewasexploiting some zinc mines in Vizcaya, was building several wagon roads inseveralprovinces,andwasopeningartesianwellsinMurcia.Inthislasthehadalreadyusedalargesumwithoutgettingmuchresult,buthewassureofsuccess.
"Whenwe strikewater," he said tome, laughing, "I intend to sell it by thecupfullikesherry."He expressed himself rapidly, incoherently at times; but always pleasingly,
becauseheputhiswholesoulintoeveryword.I contrasted his confused and vehementmode of expressionwith that of his
friendandpartner,Castell,sofirm,soclear,sopolished.Wespokeofhim,andMartíoutdidhimselfineulogiesofhispersonality.Therewasnotapparentlyinall the world a man better informed, more talented, or upright. He kneweverything;thescienceshadnosecretsforhim;theplanethidnocornerthathehad not explored.Hewas,moreover, highly trained in the plastic arts, and heowned a collection of antique paintings, picked up on his travels, that wasfamousinSpainandinforeignlands."But—Castellisatheorist,didyouknowit?"heendedbysaying,winkingone
eye. "We are two opposites, andmaybe because of thiswe have been friendsfromchildhood.Hehasalwaysbeengiventostudyingthefoundationofthings,andtheirreason,philosophy,æsthetics.Idon'tunderstandanythingofallthat,Ihaveatemperamentessentiallypractical,andifyouwillnotthinkmeboastful,Iwill venture to say that in Spain there is a greater lack of usefulmen than ofphilosophers.Does itnot seemas if there isaplethoraof theologians,orators,andpoets?IfwewishtotakeourplacebesidetheothercountriesofEuropeitisnecessary to think about opening ways of communication, making harbors,pushingindustries,exploitingmines.Inmymodestsphere,IhavedoneallthatIcouldfortheprogressofourcountry;andifIhavenotaccomplishedmore,"headded, laughing, "donotbelieve that it is for lackofwill, but forwantof thepreciousmetal.""AndCastellisyourpartnerintheseenterprises?"Iaskedhim."No;wearenotassociatedexcept in thesteamboat line.He isamanwho is
fretted by figures. He is rich and wishes to enjoy his fortune tranquilly. Butalthoughhedoesnotmixmuchinbusiness,whenthereisanylackofmoneyhefindsitformewithouthesitation,becausehehasfullconfidenceinme.""It seems as if this taste for business is in the family.YourAuntClara also
shares this temperament," I said, to satisfy the curiosity that had pricked mesincethepreviousnight."My Aunt Clara is a notable woman of great talent. But I believe, without
speakingillofher,thatthesoulofthehouse,whohasmadeallthemoney,isherhusband.Oh,myUncleDiegolooksoutfornumberone.Thereisnoablernormoreprudentmerchantonalltheeasterncoast.Believeme,anythingheletsgo
byisn'tworthstoopingtopickup.""Surely,accordingtowhatIhavebeengiventounderstandbyhimself,itisthe
señora who guides him in difficult matters, who really holds the tiller in thebusiness.""Yes,yes,"saidMartí,smilingandalittleoutofcountenance,"Idonotdoubt
that my Aunt Clara gives him some good counsel, but not of necessity. InValenciaheisconsideredabitcrafty.Itispossiblethattheremaybesometruthinit.YouknowtheGalicians——"Hecoughedtohidehisembarrassment,andtochangetheconversation.Ihad
already taken notice that it was repugnant to him to find any fault. He foundhimselfon terra firmaonlywhenhewaspraisingpeople,andhedid thiswithsuch ardor that he seemed to taste apeculiar pleasure in it.Rare andpreciousquality,thatevermadehimmoreworthyofesteeminmyeyes!Whenwehad finishedbreakfast, Ipretended that Ihadoccupations, and left
him to look after his own. I went out into the streets again, and I soonencounteredSabasinoneofthenearestones.Heseemedtomeevenmoredriedupandblackthanlastnight.Hesalutedmewithgravecourtesy,andafterturningandjoiningme,urgedmetoaccompanyhimtohishouse,asitwasnecessaryforhimtochangehisclothes.Iwassurprisedatthisnecessity,asIcouldnotseethathewasdamporuntidy.Later I foundout that itwashiscustom tochangehisgarbthreeorfourtimeseveryday,followingtheelegantrulesofcourtlife.Meantime,aswewendedourwaytohishouse,notfarfromthatofhisbrother-
in-law,he informedme thathehadacollectionofcanesandofpipes—averynotablecollection.Itappearedthatitwasoneofthesightsmostworthyavisitofany in the city, andwith an amiability that I appreciated highly, he offered toshow it tome.He lived inacharming littlehouse.Hiswifecame toopen thedoorforus,towhomhesaidlaconically:"Ihavecometochange."Wewenttohisroom,andheatonceproceededtoopenthecupboardswherein
hekeptthecanes.Therewere,indeed,alotofthemandofmanykinds,andheexhibited them with a pleasure and pride that filled me with even moreastonishmentthantheirnumberandvariety."You see this palasan; it has forty-two knots. It had forty-three, but it was
necessary to takeoffone,because itwas too long.Lookat thisotherone, thisviolet stick."He stroked it. "Feel it.This one is of tortoise-shell. It is the realthing—awhiteone.Itwasbroughttomebythecaptainofoneofmybrother-in-law'ssteamers."
Thedooroftheroomwashalf-openedandalittleredheadappeared."Papa,mammaletuscometogiveyouakiss.""Runaway;wearebusynow,"repliedthefathersolemnly,dismissingthechild
withagesture.ButIhadgonetothedoor,andIkissedwithpleasurethatlittleredhead.Hewasabrightchildofsixorsevenyears.Behindhimcameanothersmallerone,red-headedtoo,andleadingbythehandagirlofthreeorfouryears,dark,withgreatblackeyesandcurlingblackhair.Ihaveneverseenmorelovelylittlecreatures. Icaressed themallwarmly,andespecially the littlegirl,whosevelvety eyes were marvellous. But they were all timid, and without payingattention to my questions, looked doubtfully at their father. His face showedsternness and annoyance. He seemed offended that I found his collection ofchildrenmorenotablethanhiscanes.Hekissedthemasif incompromise,andwhenhiswifecamerunningtofindthem,hesaidtohersharply:"WhydidyouletthemcomeinherewhileIwasbusy?""TheygotawaywhileIwasgettingoutashirtforyou,"sheansweredhumbly.Andpushingthechicksbeforeher,shedrovethemfromtheroom.AfterthisI
felt hopeful that her husband would terminate his exhibition of canes. Hefinished at last, and I, knowing that I flattered him, uttered a thousandexaggerations about his collection, which profoundly delighted him. He thentookthelibertyofdressingbeforeme.Hiswifebegantowaituponhimlikethemostefficientandservileofvalets.Sheputonhisshirt;sheputonhiscravat;she got down upon the floor to fasten the buttons of his shoes. This happyhusband let himself be dressed and polished off with a restrained gravity,meantime prattling about his canes and pipes, these collections being, itappeared, theaimandendofhisexistence.Fromtime to timehereprovedhismeekspouse."Don'tfastenitsotight!Lessdressingandmorerubbingontheseshoes!Tell
themaidthatIwishhertotakecarenottodaubmyshoes.Idon'tcareforthatcravat;bringmeascarfthatwilltie!"Findingabuttonoffhiswaistcoat,hewasstruckdumb.Hestaredathiswife
withalooksoseverethatitmadeherflush."I don't know how I missed it," she stammered. "It came off when the
waistcoatwaswashed.Iputitasidetosewiton.Iwascalledtothekitchen,andafterallIforgotallaboutit.""Nothing,it isnothing!Ofwhatconsequenceisonebuttonmoreorless?"he
saidwithasarcasticsmile."YouknowIamverysorryaboutit."
"HaveInottoldyouit isnothing,madam?Whydoyouworryaboutit?Onebutton, one button!What does one button signify compared to a bit of gossipwiththelaundress?""But,man,forheaven'ssake,don'tbelikethat!"shecriedinanguish."HaveIsaidanything?"heshouted,furious.Matildecontrolledherselfandoccupiedherselfwithsewingonthebutton."HowshouldIbe?Say!"hepersistedwithunabatedfury.Hiswifedidnotlookup.Sabas then permitted several snorts to escape him, mingled with incoherent
words,andaccompaniedbyagnashingofteeththatthesarcasticsmilestilluponhislipsmadeevenmorerepellent.With heroic courage I tried to soothe his troubled spirit. Thewinds fell, the
wavesbecametranquil,andhesaidtomeaffably:"Youaregoingtodineonapaellato-day.IknowitalreadyfromCristina.My
sisterhasacookwhostewslikeanangel."Matildefinishedsewingonthebutton.WhensheliftedherheadIsawtearsin
hereyes.Sabas gave the signal for starting, but first he sent his good lady to find his
gloves, tobringhisstick,andthenhishandkerchief.Hedrencheditwithscentfromaperfumebottle,gavethelastpolishtohisshoes,andafewtouchesofthecombtohiswhiskers.Matildeflutteredabouthimlikeabutterfly,arranginghiscoat and his cravat and his hat with her plump white hands. And when he,dismissingher,tookherchininhishandwithacareless,protectinggesturehereyesshonewitharadiant,triumphantexpressionthatseemedtotransporthertotheheavens.In thepassageasweweregoingoutweencountered the threechildren,who
would have thrown themselves upon their father to be kissed, but he stoppedthemwithathreateninggesture."No,Ican'tnow.Ishouldbeallslobberedover."I,who had no fears of being daubed, kissed themwith pleasure,wishing to
makeamendstothemforhiscrossness.Vainhope!Theyreceivedmycaresseswithindifference,followingwiththeireyestheirelegantandmorosepapa.Matildewatchedusfromthetopof thestair,havingeyesfornothingbuther
husband.Shenoticedthatthecollar-bandofhisshirtdidnotfitwell,onaccountofhisovercoat,hastenedtopullitdownforhimandturnitup;andprofitedbytheopportunitytogiveafewmoretouchestohiswhiskerswithherfingers.
Itwasnoweleveno'clockintheforenoon.Thestreetswerefullofpeople.Thesun shone in the sky in all its splendor.We breathed a perfumed air, provingourselves to be in the city of flowers. At every stepwe encountered servantscarryingbranchesandspraysof themthat lovingonesweresending todelighttheirfriends.InValenciaflowersmakeupsolargeapartoflife,andtheiruseissogeneralandnatural,thatthesendingofflowersislikesayinggood-morning.Contemplatingthisprofusionofcarnations,roses,andliliesthatrejoicetheeyesandmakefragranttheair,Icouldnothelpsaying,"Thisisthecitywherethereissomuch that is lovely to enjoy that itmatters littlewhat one doeswith one'sdays!"I could have gone about the streets with pleasure until time for dinner, but
Sabas felt himself in duty bound to invite me to take an appetizer, and weenteredacaféinthePlazadelaReina.While sipping a glass of vermouth Sabas showed himself loquacious and
expansive, but without losing his natural gravity. He talked to me about hisfamilyandfriends. Isawatonce thathehadananalytical temperamentof thefirst rank, clear perceptions, and a keen instinct for seeing the weak side ofpeopleandthings.Hissisterwasadiscreetwoman,affectionate,ofuprightandnobleintentions—
but her character was excessively difficult; she enjoyed opposing people; attimes she lacked courtesy; shewaswanting in docility, in a certainmeeknessabsolutely essential in a woman; lastly, although really generous, she did notmakeherselfliked.I should have enjoyed protesting against this absurd summing up. It was
precisely these qualities of her character, at once timid and resolute, and hercoldnessabitharsh,thatmadememoreinlovethanever.Iabstained,however,forprudentialreasons,fromspeaking.Hisbrother-in-lawwas,poorfellow,anindustriousman,generous, intelligent
in business—but absolutely incapable, as everybody knew. All the worldimposeduponhimandusedhim.Hewasofa temperament sovolatile thatassoonashehadundertakenoneprojecthewastiredofit,andthinkingofanother.This hadmade him lose a great deal of money. He could not tell howmanyenterprises Martí had engaged in. Some of them would have been verysuccessful if he had stayed in them; but he scarcely encountered the firstdifficulties in thembeforehe threw themaside, abandoned them.Hehadonlyshownhimselfpersistentwhere itwasabsolutelyuseless—in thematterof theartesianwells.Whatalotofmoneythemanhadalreadycarriedoffandburiedinthatwretchedbusiness!Theonethingthathadreally turnedoutwellhadbeen
thesteamboats,andthesehedidnotstart,butinheritedthemfromhisfather.His friendCastellpossessedgreat learning,expressedhimselfadmirably,and
was immensely rich—but had not a scrap of heart. He had never shown anyaffectionforanybody.Emiliowasmistakenthroughandthroughinthinkingthathereturnedthepassionate,ferventadorationthathefeltforhim."Butdonottouchuponthispointwhenyouareagainwithhim,asIhavetried
it several times.Whenever theconversationbrings in thenameofCastell it isnecessary to open themouth, roll up the eyes to theirwhites, and fall into anecstasy,asifonebeheldadivinityofOlympus.Castellknowsthisweaknessofmybrother-in-law,approvesofit,andgiveshimselfairsoverit.Fortherest,onthedaywhenhehasanyneedofhim,hewillseehowthematterstandsthen.""But Martí told me that he finds money for him when he needs it in his
business,"Iputin."Yes, yes," he agreedwith his sarcastic smile; "I do not doubt that he finds
moneyforhim,buteverybodyinValenciaknowsthemeaningofthat."Iaskednoquestions.Havingbeenadmittedintotheintimacyofthefamily,I
wouldnotprompthim.Sabaswenton:"Thismanis,moreover,viciousandimmoral.Hehasbeenentangledforyears
withawomanwhohasbornehimseveralchildren;butthisisnoobstacletohisbringingbackacharmerwithhimwheneverhemakesaforeignjourney.Hehasalreadyhad three, one of themaGreek, a beautifulwoman!Hekeeps themawhileandpresentlytiresofthem,likelackeyswhonolongerpleasehim.This,youunderstand,makesagreatscandalinaprovincialcapital;butasheisnamedDonEnriqueCastell and owns eight or tenmillion pesetas, nobodywishes tooffendhim.Thepriestsandthecanons,andevenuptothebishop,takeofftheirhatstohimaleagueoff.""Ihavebeentoldofthewealthofyourrelations,theRetamosos!""Oh, no; that is amuchmoremodest fortune; it is counted by thousands of
duros,notbymillions;butallthathasbeenearnedbitbybit,didyouknowit?—pesetabypeseta,atfirstbehindacounter,andthenatadesk.""YourAuntClara,itseems,isaladyofmuchjudgmentinbusiness."Sabasroaredwithlaughter."MyAuntClara is an imbecile! She has never done anything in all her life,
exceptspeakEnglishwithgovernessesandshowherclassicnoseintheGlorietaandtheAlameda.ButmyUncleDiegoistheslyestGalicianborninthiscentury.Helaughsathiswife,andheiscapableoflaughingathisownghost.Idonotconsider thathehasabilityforanygreatenterprises.Hehasnot,asI justsaid,
the genius of affairs; but I assure you that, among those who handle smallamounts, I have never known, nor do I think you could readily find, a morecautiousman."In this fashionmy elegant friend continued his studies of his family with a
criticismimplacable,yetcleverandattimeswitty.Fromthathewentontotalkabouthisnativecity; and I foundhisobservations concerning the characteroftheValencians, their customs,politics, andadministrationofprovincial affairs,sharpandtothepoint.IconfessthatIhadmistakenhim.Ihadatfirsttakenhimfor amere coxcomb, a vapid and frivolousyoungman.He turnedout tobe amanofgoodunderstanding,observingandclever,althoughalittleexaggeratedinhisanalyses,andsufficientlysevere.Wewentoutofthecafé,andbeforegoingtothehouse,wetookanotherturnin
the streets. Naturally, as I am a native of the east coast, son of a sailor, andmyself a sailor, the aspect of the great Mediterranean city had an especialseductionforme.Thenarrowstreets,tortuous,clean,withtheirprofusionoffineshops;thelargenumberofancientstonehouseswithartisticfaçades,belongingtonoble families thathavemade theirnamesknownand respected throughouttheworld; the hill towers, amongwhose turrets onemay imagine still flit theold-time archers; the bridges with their benches; the Lonja, whose rooms ofexceptional size and beauty shelter the richest traders of Spain; the livelymarket-place and open space about—all reveal, together with her mercantiletraditions,anancientandopulentcapital.Allspoketomeofthegrandeurofmyrace.I gavemyself into the hands ofmy companion,who tookme to the flower-
market.Wewerenot longinpenetratingan iron-walledpassagewhere,ononeside and the other, leaving space in themiddle,was seen amultitude of pale,black-eyed women exhibiting their merchandise—carnations, roses, lilies,hibiscus,andiris.Greatwastheanimationinthislittleplace.Ladies,withtheirrosaries andmass-books in theirhands, stoodbefore thesevenders, examiningtheirwareswith liberalandintelligenteye,andbargainingeverlastinglybeforedeciding to buy. Gentlemen laden with branches and sprays were givennumerous instructions concerning their arrangement. Servants and shop-girlsalso hastened to the stalls, took their little handful of flowers, stuck some ofthemintheirhair,andleavingtheirbitsofcopper,marchedhappilyawaywithothersintheirhands,tocontinuetheirtasks.Withwhatenthusiasmtheywouldlookattheirflower-fillets!Withwhatpleasuretheybreathedtheirfragrance!As we cruised among the stalls I observed that most of the flower-venders
greetedmyfriendbyname,smilingamiablyuponhim,andaskinghimifhehad
noorderstogive."Youarepopularinthemarket,"Isaidtohim,laughing."Iamagoodcustomer,nothingmore,"heansweredmodestly.Andplacinghishandonmyshoulder,hepushedmetowardsoneofthedoors,
where we stationed ourselves, somewhat retired and half-hidden among thefoliage."Thisisastrategicpoint,"hesaidtome."Youwillseehowmanyfinefigures
passbyherewithinfiveminutes."And truly the ladies who entered by the other door, after making their
purchasesorgiving theirorders,wentoutby thisone.Theypassedsonearusthat their dresses brushed us.My companion had a compliment or a pleasantwordforall.Manyofthemknewhimandgreetedhim;somepausedaninstantto respondwithgracious repartee tohisgallantphrases. Iwas surprisedat theimpudence with which this man, married, and understanding good form, thuspaid court to women; and yetmore that they accepted his gallantries withoutreserve.Ihaveseenmanybeautifulfacesinthevariouslandswheremywanderinglife
hascarriedme,butnowheresomany,sodelicate,ofsuchopalinetransparencyof complexion, of such exquisite purity as now. Then, what eyes! The soulmoved in their blackness and mystery as if yearning to enfold you in happydreams—sweet,voluptuous,unfathomable eyes, that seemed toholdboth loveanddeath.Fromamongthemultitudeofheadstherewascastuponmeaswiftglance.Itwasshe;yes,itwasshe!Whilestillshewashidinthecrowd,Iknewitwasshewhoapproached!Myheartbegan tobeatviolently. Ina fewmomentssheappeared.Shewasdressed inblack, andworeamantilla. Inonehand shecarriedhermass-bookandarosarywoundaboutherwristlikeabracelet;intheother,abunchofcarnations.Shewaswithhercousin Isabelita,andbothwereaccompaniedbyCastell.Icannotexplainthesortofimpressionthatmanmadeuponmeatthismoment.Myheartwasconstrictedasifinthepresenceofgreatdanger, and thevagueantipathyhehad inspiredmewith thenightbeforewastransformed intohatred.Theviolencewithwhich this feelingwasbornwithinmesurprisedme,butIdidnotconfesstomyselfthecauseofit.IhelditwellinhandandforcedmyselftoappearasagreeableasIcould.Theyseemedsurprisedwhen theysawus.CastellandIsabelitacongratulated
usontheexcellentpositionthatwehadchosen."Whatdoesn'tthisrogueknowabouttheconductofgallantries!"exclaimedthe
daughterofRetamoso,givingSabasa tapon theshoulderwithherbook.And
then,laughing,sheblushedlikeapoppy."Come,cousin,"returnedSabas,"atleastyouknowthatIhaven'tofferedyou
anygallantries.Butwe stillhave time.Youaregotupwith somuchelegancethatonseeingyouIforgetourfamilyties."Isabelita blushed even more, if that were possible. Sabas persisted in his
compliments.Castellcametohisaid.MeanwhileCristinaglancedabsentlyfromonetoanother.Idivinedthatitwastoavoidmeetingmyeyes.Sabasspoketoher:"Little sister, aren't you going to put one of your carnations in my button-
hole?""Whynot?"sheanswered.Andhandingherbook toher cousin, she took the largest andmostbeautiful
oneinherbouquetandfasteneditwherehebadeher.Movedbyasuddenimpulse,andwithadaringthatIthoughtIhadlosttowards
thiswoman,Isaid:"Andistherenothingfortheothers?""Wouldyoulikeone?"sheaskedme,handingmeonewithaglance."No; I desire thehonorofhavingyou fasten it inmybutton-hole," I replied
firmly.Therewasaninstantofsuspense.Sheshowedindecision;butatlastpickedout
anothercarnationandhastilyputitinitsplace.IthoughtInoticed(itmayhavebeen illusion, I do not know) that her hands trembled. Oh,Dios, with whatpleasureIcouldhavekissedthem!"AndI?DoInothavemyturn?"askedCastellthen,bowingwithanamiable
smile."Oh, pshaw! we have already had enough of carnations," she said crossly,
goingonoutofthedoor."Icametoolate,"murmuredthebankerinsomeconfusion."Wouldyoulikeoneofmine?"Isabelitaaskedhim,timidly."Oh,withthegreatestpleasure."Andhebowedsmiling,andapparentlydelightedwhile theyounggirlplaced
thecarnationinhiscoat.YetIunderstoodthathewasdisgruntled.WeallfollowedCristina;andhercousinpairedoffwithher,Sabas,Castell,and
Iwalkingbehind.ButwehadnotwalkedfarwhenSabassawacharmingshop-girl, andstopped tochatwithher.Castell and Iwaited forhimamoment,butseeinghewasnotlikelytofinishsoon,wefollowedonaftertheladies.
"This brother-in-law of Martí's seems to me a youngster of a good deal ofability,"Isaidtomycompanion."Asacritic?"askedCastell,laconically."Asacritic?"Ireturned,surprised."Yes;heisadmirablyendowedwithpowertoseetheweakandstrongsidesof
things, to weigh and measure, to compare, to penetrate the labyrinths ofconscience.Butthesefacultiesareexerciseduponothers;itneveroccurstohimto apply them to himself. Thus all his analyses, criticisms, wise and pointedcounsels,arewasted;andhe isanabsolutely fatuousanduselessman.Hehasundertaken five or six careers, and gone on in none of them; he wasted hispatrimony in gambling and dissipation; he martyrizes his wife, neglects hischildren,andheisatpresentlivingonhisbrother-in-law.""Agoodpanegyric!"Iexclaimed,laughing."Youwillhearthesamefromallsensiblepeopleintown.Thisdoesnothinder
him from being an agreeable fellow, popular and generally liked; and this isbecausehisdefectscanscarcelybecalledpublic,butprivatevices."Wejoinedtheladiesatlast,andarrivedatMartí'saboutthehourofdinner.My
hostshadinvitedinmyhonorthecompanyofthenightbefore,allofthemwiththeexceptionofCastellbeingmembersofthefamily.Emiliomademesitathiswife'sright.Thetouchofherdress,theperfumethatfloatedfromher,andayetmoremysterious fluidwherewithhernearness filledme, intoxicatedandupsetme.Thiswentsofarthat,desiringtoshowmyselfgallantandattentivetoher,Icould scarcely say or do the most ordinary things. I spilled water on thetablecloth,Iaskedherthreetimesifshelikedolives,anddroppedtheolive-forkinofferingherone.ButIwashappy,andIcouldnotconcealit.Sheshowedherselfcourteousanda littlemorekindlydisposed, thankingme
formyattentionsandgracefullycoveringupmyblunders.ItmademeevenmorehappywhenCastellfixedhisglanceuponthecarnation
inmybutton-hole,andaskedmewithhiscold,ironicalsmile:"Captain, would you take a thousand pesetas for that carnation you are
wearing?""Athousandpesetas!"exclaimedMartí,lookingupinsurprise.Iwasindescribablyagitated,asifIhadbeensurprisedintheactofcommitting
acrime.Iknewnobetterthantosmilestupidlyandexclaim:"Howfullofjokesyouare!"But Cristina held up her beautiful head proudly, and turning to Castell, she
said:"CaptainRibotisagentleman,anddoesnotselltheflowersthataladybestows
uponhim.""Ah,soshebestowedituponyou!"saidMartí,and turning toCastelladded:
"But,Enrique,wouldyouwishRibottosellyouthiscarnation,when,ifshehadgivenittome,I,althoughherhusband,wouldnotletyouhaveitforyourwholefortune?"Andatthesametimehegazedathiswifewithalookofintenseaffection.The
innocenceandnoblenessofthatmanmovedme.HemusthavetouchedthesoulofCristina.Droppingherheadagain,shemurmuredinintensetones:"Thouartthou—tu!"Thesesimplewordswereapoemoftenderness."Itiswellknown,"observedCastellwiththesameindifference,"thatthereare
things in the world that cannot be and should not be bought with money.Unfortunatelymen are not in the same categorywith them, and therefore wepursuematerial and even gross objects untilwe secure them, however remotetheymaybe.""ButIdonotfindthemremote,"saidSabas."Itseemstomethatmoneyserves
well enough for almost all the cases that present themselves. Thus you holdanothercarnationtobebetterthanthis.Thiswasgivenmebyalady.Allright,Castell,Iwillletyouhavethisonefortwopesetas."Thecompanylaughed.Cristinaseemedvexedandsaidtoherbrother:"Youare rude; you are a clodhopper.Matilde, dome the favorof taking the
carnationawayfromthatpig.Afterthat,heshallnotkeepit."Sabascovereditupwithhishands."Waitabit,mygirl,waitabit.IfCastellpaysthetwopesetas,I'llgiveitup.
Untilthenwedonotseparate,no!""Hereitis!"saidCastell,takingthemoneyoutofhispocket-bookandpassing
itacrossthetable."There—go!"saidSabas,passingoverthecarnation.Thisjestproducedashoutatthetable.YetitdidnotpleaseCristina.Shewas
furious,andcalledherbrothernames,andvowedthatshewouldnevergivehimanotherfloweraslongasshelived.MeanwhileIhadhadtimetorecoverfromtheextremeagitationthatthewords
ofCastellhadcausedme.Wefinisheddininggayly,butCristinadidnotagainappearsmilingandcordialasbefore.
Two hours later I took the train for Barcelona, where my presence wasindispensable.IwasaccompaniedtothestationbyMartíandSabas.Martímademepromiseanotherandalongervisit."Aftermynext voyage," I told him, "I am thinkingof asking the company's
permissiontostopathomewhentheychangetheorderoftimefortheships,sixweeks hence. Then I will come down from Alicante and spend a week or afortnightwithyou.""Weshallseeifyouareamanofyourword,"hereplied,squeezingmyhand
affectionatelyuntilitwastimeformetotakethetrainandbeoff.
CHAPTERVI.
IDOnotknowwhatrelationexistsbetweensaltwaterandlove,butexperiencehas made me realize that there exists in it some mysterious and stimulatingvirtue.OnlandIamabletocontrolsomewhatmymostvehementsentimentsandconquerthem.OnceonboardIamalostman.Themostinsignificantattractiontakesongiganticproportionsandinalittlewhileknocksmeflat.Soithappenedthat while in Valencia I proposed to myself to make nothing of flatteringinvitations,andneveragain inmy life to return tostandbeforeDoñaCristina,continuinginthiscommendableresolutionuntilIleftBarcelona,nosoonerdidIfindmyselfafloat than itvanished like themist,andseemed tomeaveritableabsurdity.ItwasfromHamburgthatIwrotetotheshippinghouse,askingpermissionto
remainoveronevoyageathome,toarrangecertainfamilyaffairs.Meanwhileithadcomeabout that Iwasnotable to thinkofanythingbut thewifeofMartí.Notevenindreamsdidsheleavemymind;everywordshehadspokensoundedceaselessly in my ears, as if I had in my brain a phonograph charged withconversations,andinmyheartIfelteveryoneofhergesturesandmovements.Onreturning towardsValencia thedelightof thinking thatsoonIwasgoing toenjoy a sight of my idol produced in me a sentiment of mingled shame andremorse. I feared a disdainful reception from her, and I feared also anaffectionateandcordialonefromherhusband.I did not intend to lodge in his house, to hush my noisy conscience. After
spending six days in Alicante, I went to Valencia with a friendwho chancedalong,andmadehimanexcusefornotgoingtothehouseofMartí.Ididnotgodirectly toseehim,preferring togolater. Iwentoutfirst to takeawalk in thestreets. But while walking through one of the principal streets, I saw not fardistantthreeladieslookingatthefashionsinashop-window.AsIdrewnear Iperceived thatoneof themwasCristina,and theother two,
DoñaClaraandDoñaAmparo.Ihasteneduptothem,andsalutedthemstandingbehindthem.(HowcouldIdosuchathing?)Cristinaturnedherhead;and,asifshehadseensomethingalarming,shegave
acry and ran forwardhastily a fewsteps.Myastonishmentwasgreat and thesurpriseoftheseladieswasscarcelyless.Perceivingatoncethestrangenessof
her conduct, and as if ashamed, she turned and came andwelcomedmewithunusualamiability.Sheexplainedhercryandherflightbydeclaringthatafewmoments ago she had given a bit of alms to a poor creaturewho had been acriminal, and all at once,without knowingwhy, it seemed to her as if he hadfollowedthemandwasgoingtoattackher.DoñaAmparoandDoñaClaraweresatisfiedwiththis,andlaidherattackofnervestohercondition;theywishedhertocomeintoashopandtakeaquietingdraught,butCristinasaidno.Iknewbetterthanthis,andwalkedonwiththem,saddenedbecauseIknew.Martíreceivedmewithlivelydelight,professingtobevexedwithmebecause
Ihadnotsoughtthehospitalityofhishouse;butI,fortifiedbymyexcuse,heldfast,andwouldnotgivein.Sabasalsoshowedpleasureatseeingme.Icouldnotdoless thanofferhimmycompassiononseeinginhisface tracesplainer thaneverofhisarduouslaborsbeneaththesun.Theresultofthese,bywhatIcouldgather,was the acquisition of an ambermouthpiecewith his initials engraveduponit,ofwhichhewassoproudthatitseemedasifallthevigilsandanxietiesthatithadcosthimhadbeenwellspent.ItwasnotnecessarytoinquirewhatimpressionmyarrivalmadeuponCastell.
His cold, ceremonious courtesy made unnecessary any inquiries of that sort.Reallyitseemedtomethatthelightlydisdainfulattitudethatheheldtowardsalltheworldwasalittleemphasizedtowardsme.PerhapsIwasill-tempered,butasecretinstinctwarnedmethatthismanhatedme,andIpaidhiminhisowncoin.Cristina was now quite advanced in her maternal expectations. Although
women do not consider themselves beautiful at this time, except to theirhusbands, I found hermore beautiful and interesting than ever, an indubitableproof of the depth of the affection wherewith she had inspired me. Herimaginaryfearsandheragitationsatsightofmeonlyincreasedit,andIcreditedherlackofcourtesytotheseimaginaryfears.Inotedthatafterthemeetingshetook pains not to look atme; but the very haughtiness with which she did itshowed that some agitation ruled her spirit, and that I was not absolutelyindifferenttoher.Suchwasatleastmyillusionatthetime.AlthoughIwasnotlodgedinhishouse,thecordialityofMartíandmysecret
longing forcedme togoeveryday todineandspendsome timewith them. Itwas impossible forme tohidemy love.At the riskofbeingobserved (notbyMartí,whowasinnocencepersonified,butbytheothers),IscarcelyquittedthesightofCristina.Wheneveroccasionpresented,Imadeplainwhatwaspassinginmysoul.Ifshedroppedanythinguponthefloor,Iwastheretohastenandpickit up. If she glanced towards the door, I had already run to close it. If shecomplainedofanyillfeeling,Iproposedalltheremediesimaginable.Inshort,I
showedtoallconcernedalivelyinterestandanxietythatcamefrommyheart.She received these attentions with a serious face, sometimes with a certaindiffidence; but I understood that she would not permit herself to take theslightestnotice,andthissufficedme.One day I grewmore daring. Showing no such intention, Iwent nearer and
nearer to her untilmy arm touched her dress. Then she got up brusquely andplacedherselfelsewhere.Thesesilentrebuffsproducedamelancholyimpressionuponme.ButIwascompensatedbyotherenjoyments,fanciful,perhaps,butthatdidnothindertheirbeingdelicious.Whenweweresittingattable,althoughasIhavesaidshetookgreatpainsnottolookatmefacetoface,shecouldnothelpglancing about, and her eyes would meet and thrill my own. When thishappened,IbelievedIcouldseethatherfacecoloredslightly.Lovedidnotwhollystiflemypowersofobservation.ImeantosaythatIloved
the wife of Martí and studied her at the same time. I soon came to see andunderstand thatbeneathher rareandgraciousminglingof timidityandeaseofmanner,ofinsistenthappinessandsuperciliousseriousness,thereexistedinheradepth of exquisite sensibility, carefully and even ferociously guarded. Themodestyofsentimentwassostronginherthatanymanifestationoftendernesscaused it to retreat. She preferred to pass for hard and cold rather than thatanyoneshouldreadhersoul.Unlikehermamma,whowasdelightedtoreceiveendearments,andwhokissed
everybody, shenevergavea caress toanymemberofher family, andavoidedreceivingonewheneverpossible.Herhusbandhimself,whenhefoundhimselfalittlerebuffed,tookitwithhisjollyshout,acceptingeverythingwithalaugh.Inspiteofthistheyalllovedherdearly,andlookeduponhercoldnessasagracefuloddity,withwhichitpleasedherattimestosnubthemalittle.Becauseofhercharacter,theleastexpressionofaffectionfromherlipshadan
inestimablevalue.Butitwasnecessarytoturnitoffandpretendthatitwasnotnoticed.Ifitwasobservedandsheknewit,allwaslost.Shereturnedatoncetoher brusqueness, cutting off gratitudewith some ironical or disdainful speech.Shealsohad the spiritof contradictionwelldeveloped; that is to say, shewaswont to antagonize other people, not from pride or ill-humor, as I was soonconvinced,but ratherbecauseofhergreat reserve,whichmadeit repugnant tohertoshowtherealstrengthofherfeelings.Andwithallthis—anextraordinarything!—therewasneveracreaturewhose
featuresexpressedmorefullythemovementsandemotionsofherspirit,eventothe faintest shades of thought. Whatever dominated her for the moment,whatever stirred her, in spite of barred fortress that she sought to guard, was
revealedinhereyes,inthechangefullightsonherface,inallhergesturesandmovement.Martíshowedhimselfeverydayfrankerandmorecordialtowardsme.This,it
maybedivined,madeitpossiblefornonebutavillaintobreatheinanenterpriseagainst him. And I, who did not hold myself that, was embarrassed andsaddened.Wewereinseparablefromthefirst.Notonlydidwedineandtakeourcoffeetogether,butheofteninsistedthatIshouldaccompanyhimwhilehewasattendingtohisbusiness;hesoonmademehisconfidantandevenaskedmetogive him advice. At last, after I had been five or six days in Valencia, hejoyouslyproposedthatweshouldthee-and-thoueachother,andwithoutwaitingformyresponsebegantodosowithacordialitythattouchedme.Iexperiencedamingledprideandhumiliation,pleasureandpain;thinkinghowtheconfidenceofthismanbroughtmenearerhiswife,yetheldmeallthemoreremovedfromhermorally.Ihadoccasiontoprovethisonlyafewhoursafterwards.Whenwewereagainatthehouse,I,outofshyness,dideverythingpossibletoconcealthatwehadsosoonadoptedanewmethodofaddressingeachother.Martímadeitplaindirectly.Cristinaliftedherheadsurprised,lookedatusbothaninstant,anddroppedher eyes again, but not before I had, I believed, surprised in themanexpressionofannoyance.Iguessedwhatpassedinhersoul.Martí invited me the next day to visit his estate at Cabañal, where he had
certain orders to give about the house and garden. The family was usuallyinstalledtherebyMay,thepresentmonth;butthisyear,onaccountofthehappyeventthatwasexpected,themovingouthadbeenpostponed.Wemadethetriponfoot,bytheroadandacrossthefields,inordertoseethe
farmsandgardens that liebetweenthecityandthesea.Iconsentedwithgoodwill, andat thehour for thepromenadewe startedoutuponourway,walkingslowlyuntilwereachedtheplace.My companion never closed hismouth afterwe cameout of the house.The
discussionofhisaffairsengrossedhimtosuchanextentthathepaidnoattentionto the delicious country, carpeted with flowers, whose white cottages seemedlikedovesalightednearus.Roundabouteveryoneofthelittlehouseswiththeirsharp-pointedroofsgrewagroveoforange-trees,pomegranates,andalgarrobos.Beyondwerecultivatedfieldswithflowersandvegetables,somesetwithroses,lilies, carnations, gillyflowers; and others with strawberries, alfalfa, andartichokes.Runningaboutamongthemonthewell-beatenpathswerebeautifulbrunette children, who stopped to gaze at us with their deep, dark eyes. Thefatherofthefamily,bendingtohistask,wouldalwayslifthisheadaswepassedandsaluteusgravelyandsilently,liftinghishandtohishatofcoarsestraw.
Martídidnotseethis,andscarcelytheroadwewerewalkingon."Oneoftwothings!Eitherthisbusinessoftheartesianwellswillturnoutwell,
inwhichcaseInotonlyhopesoontogetareturnonthecapitalemployed,butIshallalsomakeagoodincomeformyselfandmyheirs;oritwillturnoutbadly,and then it will look as if the capital were lost, but it will not really be so,because ofmy disposition and personal knowledge, trained and skilful in thisclassofwork,whichIthinkIshouldimmediatelyuseinmakingcanalsfromariverintheprovinceofAlmeria,wheretherearegreattractsoflandthatmightproveveryproductive ifwatered, andwhichneedonly irrigation andwaysofcommunication. It is a project that I have been turning over in my head forseveralyears.YouknowwellhowmuchtimeandmoneyittakesinSpaintogetpeopletogetherforthissortofbusiness.Notonlyaredirectors,capitalists,andsuperintendentslacking,butevenworkmenwhoknowhowtocarryoutacertainclassofworksthatIundertake.Well,whethertheartesianwellsturnoutwellorill,Istillhavethisknowledgereadyatmycommand.""Thatseemstomeexactlytheidea,"Isaid,absorbedinthecontemplationof
thebeautiful,variegatedfloralcarpetthatwasspreadbeforeus."Yes,Ithinkthat'sit!"exclaimedMartí,withemphasis."Buttheseideas,friend
Ribot," hewent on, gayly flinging out his arms as if to embrace allmankind,"theseideasonlycomeaftersomeyearsofexperience,andnoteventhenunlessonehaspracticalsenseandavocationforbusiness.""Yes,aptitudescanbedeveloped,buttheycannotbeacquired.""Thereismybrother-in-law,Sabas.Imakesuperhumaneffortstodiscoverin
himsomeability,somethinghecando,andIonlysucceedinputtingmyselfout.Whatevermatter I confide to his care, even if I give himprecise and definiteinstructions,hemanagestoknockalltopieces.IthasgotsotiresomethatIleavehiminpeaceandemployhiminnothingwhatever."Icouldnothelpthinkingthatthispunishmentwasnotfoundverycruelbythe
brother-in-law,andyetitcameintomyimaginationthathemighthavepurposelyprovokeditascertainnaughtychildrenprovokeitfromtheirteachers,butIkepttheseandmyotherobservationstomyself."ItisverydifferentwithmyfriendCastell.Ofwideandpenetratingtalent,with
aremarkablemind,immenselearning,aprofoundknowledgeofthesciencesandarts, and even of mechanics—but from the first moment of application he isdiscouragedbytheleastscrapofanobstacleinhisway.Heisallobstaclesanddoubtsandscruples.Helosesheartbeforehebeginsanythingandhehasgivenupbusiness.Tocarryoutan industrial enterpriseaknowledgeof thematter is
not enough; itmust be studied; it is necessary that the onewho undertakes itshouldpossessanessentiallypositivemind—aboveall,thatheshouldhave,likeme,anironwill."LittlebylittlewedrewnearertoCabañal.Ihavealreadydescribedtheseshores
oftheseawhosegreatplainliesbluebeneaththesun.Wewalkedonenvelopedinitslightandbreathingthefragrantair.Thejoyfulnessofsuchascene,sereneandluminousasapicturebyTitian,theidyllicbitsthatwecameuponhereandthere,enteredintothesoulandoverfloweditwithagentlefelicity.Inallthisjoy,thissoft tranquillity,Martíwithhisbeautiful,wavinglocks,hisgreat, innocenteyes,didnotseemtomesoforcibleamanashewishedtoappear,notaltogetherofiron.Beforecomingtothefirsthousesofthevillageweturnedofftotheleft.There
atadistancewasawhitevillathatMartítoldmewashisproperty.OnthewayIsawacuriousplotofgroundwhosewallsweremadeofperfectlysymmetricaland equal-sized stones. These walls seemed to be in ruins, and through greatopeningsIcoulddiscerncertainstructures,greatironpipes,rustedandfalleninpiecestotheground,wheelsandotherportionsofmachinery."Whatisthis?"Iasked,surprised.Martícoughedbeforereplying,pulledabitathisshirtcuffs,anddeclared,with
agesturebetweenpeevishnessandshamefacedness:"Nothing—afactoryofartificialstones.""Butitdoesnotseemtoberunning.""No.""Whomdoesitbelongto?""Tome."Ishutup,becauseIunderstoodhowmuchthesubjectmortifiedhim.Wewent
on several steps without deigning to cast another look upon the abandonedfactory,when,turning,hesuddenlyexclaimed:"Don't imagine that Ididn'tknowhow tomanufacture stone—all thesewalls
arebuiltoftheproductsofthefactory.Takeupapieceofthestoneandexamineit."I took up a piece, examined it, and saw that in fact it had, in appearance at
least, all the necessary qualities of resistance. It gave me pleasure to say so.Martí explained that the failure of the factory was due to the scarcity ofworkmen.Valenciawasaprovincethatforcenturieshadneglectedindustrialforagriculturalpursuits; it lackedhands.Thenthemanagerhadnotproperlyfilledhisplace;theincreaseontariffsandfreights,etc.,etc.
Thesubjectwasundoubtedlyvexatioustomyfriend.Hespokeof it ina lowvoice, with a frown on his forehead, and he avoided looking at the unluckyfactory.Soinordertomortifyhimnomore,Ishowedtheleastpossibleinterestinalltherustingmachinery,andwentonwardwithoutbestowinganotherparticleofattentionuponit.Wecameatlasttothewallsofhisgrounds.Weenteredthembyawrought-iron
gateway,andcrossedahandsomelylaid-outgardentoapproachthehouse.Thiswas a modest structure, but sufficiently spacious, and furnished within inconsiderable luxury.Thefurniture,suitable for thesummerseason,wassimpleandelegant.But thatwhich rousedmyenthusiasmwas theextensivepark thatstretchedbeyond,whosewallsreachedtotheseashore,uponwhichitopenedbya wrought-iron gateway. Formerly this had been a productive field. But firstMartí's father and then himself had transformed it into a vast garden. Shady,gravelledpathwayswereborderedbyorange-trees, lemons,pomegranates, andmany other sorts of fruit-trees. Here was a little grove of laurels, and in themiddleofitwasastonetablesurroundedbychairs.Therewasagrottotapestriedwithjasmineandhoneysuckle;yonderwasathicketofcannas,orcypresses,andinthecentreastatueofwhitemarble.Andlikeabasefordecoration,therewastheazurelineofthesea,intowhosewavesseemedreadytofalltheorangesthathungfromtheboughs.Thesun,thatwasalreadysinking,envelopedthegardenand theseawithasuddenblazeof illumination; itsgoldenrayswerescatteredoverthewhitepathsoftheenclosure,madethewhitewashedhouseresplendent,penetratedthethicketsofcypressandlaurel,lightingupthemarblefacesofthestatues,andhungdroopingfromthebranchesofthetreeslikethreadsofthegoldof waving tresses. At the right were visible over the walls themasts of littlefishingboatswiththeirsimplerigging,andyonderextendedthetownofCabañalinarareandpicturesqueblendingoffishermen'scotsandaristocraticmansionswherein thegrandeesof thecity came to spend the summer.Moredistant stillwastheportandthetallmastsofsteamboats.Martí showedme all the grounds, althoughwithoutmuch pleasure or pride.
Business,pastandfuture,burdenedhim;hedidnotknowhowtothrowitoff.Itwasonlywhenwecametoacornernextthebeachthathewasenoughdistractedfora fewmoments topointout tomea summer-house in theGreek style thatwasadmirablyintroducedintothissmilinglandscape.Itwasadornedwithinbycarved furniture brought from Italy, statues and vases. It had a little lookoutbalconytowardsthesea,andoverthedoorwasinscribedanamethatcausedmeaslighttremor."Thebuildingof this summer-housewasa thingofmywife's.That iswhy I
hadhernameputoverthedoor."From thence we returned to the house by new and evermore beautiful and
embowered pathways.Before reaching it,we came upon a little artificial hill,and,toppingit,abitofacastle.Aboutitwasalittlepondofwater,imitatingamoat. We crossed it by means of a drawbridge, and ascended by a narrowfootpathbetweenhedgesofboxandorange,arrivingatthetopinthetimethatittakestotellofit.Thepath,becauseofitsartfulwindings,producedtheeffectofbeingmeasuredbyrods, insteadofbyinches.Overthedoorof thelittlecastlewas engraved another name that also made me tremble, although in a verydifferentway."The ideaof the little artificial hillwasmy friendCastell's, and,naturally, it
bears his name—which is all the better that it exactly suits it," he added,laughing.Forme the pun hadmuch less charm. Perhaps the antipathywithwhich the
subject inspired me had part in this. We entered the diminutive castle andascended to its roof. From there were admirably revealed not only the park,whichdidnotseemsovast,butalsoagoodpartofthecultivatedgrounds,alltheharbor, and the Puerto Nuevo and the grand expanse of the sea. Above itsinnumerablewavelets,abovethefreshnessanddarkdepthsofthewaterhungthecrystalvaultofthesky,dappledwithdelicatetintsofrose.Thesunflungariverof gold across the waves. Among the flowery fields and the fields of maizeshone the little white cottages nestled among their oranges and cypresses.BeyondValenciawasMiguelete, and in thedistance the encirclingmountains,thatatthishourseemedallofvioletandmauveandlilac."What is this hut?" I asked, disagreeably impressed by the sight of an ugly
brickstructurewhichreareditselfupontheconfinesofthepark."Nothing—thatwasanattemptatabeermanufactory,"repliedMartídryly.Andagainhisbrowwasfurrowedbythefrown."Anddiditnotgettothemakingofit?""Yes,therewassomemade.Itturnedoutbadlyonaccountofthequalityofthe
water.Themaker,whomIgotherefromEngland,didnotexplainthistomeintime,andIwasobligedtowastemoneyenoughuselessly."Coughingperfunctorily,hepulledathisshirt-cuffs,ranhisfingersthroughhis
hair, andhastilydescended the stairof the little castle, followedbyme.Therewasineverymovementofthismanwhenheexpressedpleasureorannoyancesomuch heartiness, such childlike innocence, that I felt myself constantly moreattractedtohim.ItseemedtomethatIhadlovedhimforagreatwhile.
Whenwe came away fromhis estate the sunwas already setting behind thedistantmountains.Wemadeourwayaroundthehouse,andcrossedthegroundsagainandthroughthefieldsofmaize,thegardensandorchards.Itwasthehourof stoppingwork, and the laborers in the fields,with theirValenciankerchiefsabout their heads, were resting at the doors of their cottages under the sweetfresh tendrils of vine-covered arbors. Their childrenwere climbing upon theirkneesanddancingaboutthemwhilethemotherspreparedthericeforsupper.
CHAPTERVII.
WHEN we arrived at the house, night had already fallen. The family wasassembled in thedining-roomand the table set. Isabelitadinedathercousin's,and Retamoso and Doña Clara were getting ready to leave without theirdaughter.SabasandCastelldinedtherealso.Wewerejoyouslywelcomed,andall, except perhaps Cristina, attacked me with questions concerning theimpression that the country-place had made upon me. I showed myselfenthusiastic, not merely for courtesy, but because I really was so. I enlargedheartilyupon theenchanting situation, the taste andcarewithwhich theplacewas laidout, theeleganceof theCristinapavilion (Ibelieve that I insisted toomuchonthispoint),andIfinishedbysayingthatIshouldnotfinditunpleasanttospendallmylifethere."IntheCristinapavilion?"askedCastell,withhisironicalsmile."Why not?" I responded boldly, casting a quick look at Martí's wife. She
seemedtobethinkingofsomethingelseatthismoment,butIdivined,nonetheless,thatshedidnotloseawordofwhatIsaid."Thenit'syourtastetolivecagedlikeacanary.Ialsoshouldlikeverywellto
liveinthatway,butonconditionthatIshouldbetakencareofbyahandchosenbymyself."Saying this,healso lookedoutof thecornerofhiseyeatCristina,whokept
herfaceturnedtheotherway,andlookedterriblydignified."But I, who am not a sybarite, make no condition whatever," I returned,
laughing.Martíslappedhisfriendseveraltimesupontheshoulderaffectionately."Asifwedidnotallknowyou,youoldrascal!Youwouldliveinthewayyou
are talkingabouta fortnightperhaps.At theendof that timeyouwouldbesoboredwithyourcage,withlovelyhands,andcanaryseedthatyouwouldthrowitallover."Castell protested against this judgment, declaring that fickleness in love
dependsnotsomuchuponthetemperamentanditschangesasuponthevaguebutpressingnecessitythatweallfeeltoseekforthebeingwhocanrespondtoourinmostsentiments,ourmostintimateaspirations,oursecretlongings;or,to
speak in more prosaic words, although less clear also, those that adaptthemselvesexactlytoourphysicalandmoralindividuality."Ihavenotfound—likeyou,"heconcludeddaringly,"amongsomanywomen,
theonewhomeets all thenecessitiesofmybeing,manyof themunimportantperhaps,butnonethelessexistent.If,likeyou,orbeforeyou"(heutteredthesewordsinapeculiarmanner),"Ihadchanceduponher,thencertainlymycareerofgallantryhadended,andyouwouldhavehadnocausetocallme,asnow,anoldrascal."Hisattitude,hisaccents,and thefurtiveglances that therichship-ownercast
from time to time upon Cristina while he was talking, confirmed me in thesuspicionthatIhadconceived,whereofIhavenotbeforehadoccasiontospeak,that this gentleman was paying court to the wife of his intimate friend andassociate.Theeffectofthisdawningsuspicionuponmewasdeplorable.Ialreadyhated
myrival;nowtomyselfIcalledhimfalsefriend,traitor,double-faced!Butatthesametimeavoicecriedout inmyconsciencethatI, thoughanewfriend,wasnotperceptiblybetter.Thisvoicedistressedmeindescribably.Thetalkwenton,andCastellfoundoccasiontosayallhechosetoCristina,as
if nobody but herself could hear. His well-chosen words admirably fitted thegestures, quick and speaking, wherewith he emphasized them. Cristina talkedwithhermother,butbyherevidentagitationandbythecloudofvexationwhichdarkenedherfaceIguessedthatshewaslisteningtowhatCastellsaid,andthatitwasnottoherliking.Inthatmoment,withafrownuponherforeheadandaproudexpressioninhereyes,sheseemedtomemoreadorablethanever.Retamoso,withhishatalreadyonhishead,cameuptoCastell,andbendingas
iftospeakinhisear,butinrealitytalkingloudenoughtobeheardbyhiswife,saidinhisattractiveGalicianaccent:"SeñorCastell,youareintheright—likeasaint!Thequestionhits themark,
hits themark. If I hadnot had suchgood judgment in choosing a companion,what would have become of me, poor fellow!What a darling!—eh?What atreasure!Ssh! silence,keep the secret for thepresent, but Iwouldn't havehadtwopesetas.Silence,ssh!"Andarchinghiseyebrowsandmakingupfacesexpressiveofadmirationand
restrainedbliss,hemovedaway,shufflinghisfeet.Hisbelovedbetterhalf,whohadheardperfectlywell,gavehimasidewiselookwhichwasnotshiningwithgratitude, and turning up her hawk's nose, she said good-night to us withimposingseverity.
Wewerenowallstandingupandpreparingtoseatourselvesatthetable.Martí,observingthathispieceofbreadwasalittlebroken,exclaimedjestingly:"Aha,IthinkIfindherethefootprintsofmylittlemouse,don'tI,Cristina?"Shesmiledassent."IsupposeI'llbebanishedforpickingatyourbread,someday."Then,asMartíturnedtotalkwithCastell,Iwentuptothetablecarelesslyand,
pretending somethingelse, contrived toget amorselof thebread thatCristinahadpickedat,andateitwithinexplicablepleasure.Thisdidnotescapeher,andInoticedthatherfacetookonaslightlyannoyedexpression."Come, come to dinner, and everyone to his place!" she cried,with a pretty
grimaceofvexation.Iobeyedhumbly,andseatedmyselfinmyaccustomedplace.Thedinnerwasa
gayone.Martíwastalkativeandfulloffun.Asifhehadnotuntilthenmadeenoughof
thebeautiesofhisestateatCabañal,heenlargeduponthemwithanenthusiasmthat I had communicated to himonourwalk.He endedbyproposing thatweshouldgothereafternoonsforpicnics,sincecircumstanceshinderedthemovingout altogether. It is needless to saywithwhat delight I heard this proposition.Cristina welcomed it with pleasure, and also the others at the table. Sabasremarked, with his habitual gravity, that perhaps he should not be able to goeveryday."No; we know already that we need not count upon you. It would not do,
would it—to throwoverallbusiness in thePlazade laReinaand theCafédelSiglo?"saidhissister,laughing."Itisn'tthat,mygirl!"exclaimedtheelegantcreature,piqued."YouknowthatI
amnotparticularlyfondofruralamusements.""Yes,yes,Iknowthatyouareoneofthecitified,andcannotbreatheexceptin
anatmosphereoftobaccosmoke."DoñaAmparohastened,asalways,totherescueofherson."ItwillpleasemeverymuchifSabasdoesnotgo,forpicnicsalwaysdisagree
withhisstomach.""WhatwoulditmattertoCristinaifIhadtostayshutup?"exclaimedthecritic
withanaffectationofbitterness."Poorlittlething!Yougetonadmirablyonlatesuppersattheclub,witholives
andchampagne."Martí intervened and cut off the dispute between them, seeing that Doña
Amparo was already making ready to faint away. Everyone has his ownpreferences in thematter of amusements and itwas folly to try to imposeourownuponothers. "Everybodyhasa right tobehappy inhisownway,"and ifSabas foundhimself happier under a roof thanunder the open sky, he had nowishtodisturbhim."All that Ibeg,"heendedbysaying,"is, thatalthoughhe isnot tobeof the
party,thathewillletMatildeandthechildrencomewithus."Sabasgenerouslygrantedthispetition,andallfrictionseemedtobeended;but
Cristina,whostillwishedtoteasehimalittle,saidwithamischievoussmile:"Of course we understand that this means the afternoons when she has no
buttonstosewon.""Cristina,Cristina!"criedMartí,halfvexed,halflaughing.Wealldidallwecouldtorestrainourlaughter.Sabasshruggedhisshoulders
withapparentdisdain,butremainedsurlytherestoftheevening.Thenextdayandthedaysthereafter,withouthishonorablecompanybutwith
that of Matilde and the eldest of his children, we made our excursions toCabañal.Martí and Castell's carriages took us thither directly after breakfast, and
brought us to the city at sunset. This time was spent chatting on the upperbalconyofthesummer-housewhiletheladiesembroideredorsewed,orwewentoutintothepark,whereweplayedlikechildrenwithballsorhoops.Sometimeswe left the place and ran about the village orwent down on the
beach,whereweweregreatlyentertainedbywatchingthefishingboatscomingin;atothertimeswedirectedourfootstepsintothecountry,visitedsomeofthecottages,usually thatofacertainTonet, anold servantofMartí's,whoownedthelittlefarmwherehelived.Thereweoftenrested,andhiswifewelcomeduswithchocolatesorpeanutsorservedussomeotherrefreshment.But the important business of the afternoon was the picnic, or rather its
preparation.Foritinterestedusthatthepicnicwasspreadandeatenintheopenair.Wecarried thealcoholstoveand therestof the things tosomedistantandshadyplaceinthepark.Theladiesputontheiraprons;thegentlemen,inshirt-sleeves,madechocolateorcoffee,or fried fish thatwehad justboughton thebeach,andpassedahappytime.HowhappyIwaswhenthepartygavemethetaskofstewingupsomesailor'sdish,andIwentaboutamongmyscullionsandscullionesses with the stewpan in my hands, despotically giving them exactordersandsometimes—whowouldbelieveit?—goingsofarastoforget thatIwasinlove!
Yet Iwasmore andmore in love all the time; there is no doubt about that.NeitherwhenIsaid toCristina inan imperious tone,"Bringme thesalt!"nor,whenIreprovedhersharplyforcuttingthefishupintotoosmallpieces,diditevenentermyimaginationthatamoreperfectcreaturecouldeverhaveexistedunderthesun.InthecountrythesuperciliousseveritythatIhadoftenremarkedin her disappeared. Her mood was gay, changeful, lively, and she invented athousand tricks to make us laugh, while from her lips witticisms flowedcontinuously.Shewasthesoulofourexcursions,thesaltthatseasonedthem.Icouldnotkeepmyeyesawayfromher.Ilistenedtoherandstaredatherlike
an idiot. Sometimes, though not often, she mademe feel that I was carryingwaterinasieve.Forexample,oneafternoon,standinginthesummer-house,sheshowed us a thimble that she had bought. Everybody examined it, and I alsoaftertheothers,thenIcontrivedtokeepitwithoutbeingnoticed.Agoodwhilepassed;nothingmorewassaidaboutthethimble.Butwhenweleftthemiradortogotoourpicnicshecrossedinfrontofmeandsaidwithoutlookingatme:"Putthethimbleinthislittlebasket."Itwasof nouse tobe cunning and craftywithher.She saweverything; she
observedeverything.Another afternoon,when her sister-in-lawMatildewas playing on the piano
andshestandingturningtheleavesofhermusic,Istoleupsilentlyfrombehind.Pretending to find myself enraptured by the music and looking closely at itssheets,Idevouredwithmyeyesheralabasterneckandthefine,softhair,therewheretheblacklocksofherheadseemedtodieawayandbelostlikeexquisitemusicthatmeltsinpianissimo.Well,thenasifshehadeyesforseeingwhatwasbehindher,sheraisedherhandtotheneckofherdressandpulleditupwithagestureofimpatience.Itwasanadmonitionandareprimand.Butinspiteofherdumb rebuffs and reproofs and although sheused seldom to look atme, I feltmyself happy beside her. And this was because in these rebuffs and in thesternnessofhercountenanceIfoundnodistasteformyself,nordesiretomortifyme. Everything emanated from a noble, if exaggerated, sentiment of dignity,without counting the intense affection that she professed for her husband, ofwhichsheconstantlygaveclearproof.Norinthiseitherwassheunworthytheexquisite delicacy of her sentiments. Instead of showing herself tender andsubmissive towardshimas somanywomenwouldhavedone inher case, sheshunnedshowingany fondness inmypresenceand,whenever itwaspossible,avoided the caresses that he would have given her. Sometimes he laughinglyaskedherthereasonforsuchseverity,butsheremainedinflexible.Ofhersenseof justiceandtheinstinct that inspireditshegavewitnessmore
thanonce, although itwas always tacit. I hadgone to thehouseonemorning.Therewasnooneinthedining-roombutherselfandhermother.Shehappenedtoaskforaglassofwater.Itookituponmyselftoanticipatetheservant,wenttothesideboard,tookagobletandalittletray,andwasabouttopouroutthewaterandserveherwhensheinterruptedmedryly:"No,letitbe.Iamnotthirstynow;itwasawhim."Iwas verymuch crestfallen, and evenmore saddened than humiliated. I cut
shortmyvisitandretired.ThatafternoonIstayedatthefondaanddidnotgotoCabañalasusual.AtnightIwent tothehousewhentheywerefinishingsupper,enteredwitha
stern countenance, anddid not try to glance at her.But I sawplainly that shelookedatme,andIwishedhertokeeponuntilIsawahumbleexpressiononherface.Inafewmomentssheaddressedmewithunusualamiability,seekingtomake
amends. I stoodmyground rigidly.Then she said in a clear voice andwith agracioussmilethatIcanneverforget:"CaptainRibot,willyoudomethefavortopouralittlewaterintooneofthose
gobletsandbringittome?"I served her, smiling. She smiled a little too before drinking it, and my
resentmentwasmeltedlikeiceinthewarmthofthatsmile.CastellwasalwaysoneofthepartyonourexcursionstoCabañal.Sometimes,
thoughrarely,hedroveoutaloneinoneofhistraps.I no longer doubted that hepaid court toCristina andhad alsoobserved the
lovethatIfeltforher.Butheowedittohisimmeasurablepridenottoseemtonoticearivalsolittleformidable;Icouldnotseetheslightestchangeinhim.Hecontinued to treat me with the same refined courtesy, not exempt frompatronage, and—why should I not say it?—with also a sort of benevolentcompassion.ItistruethatCastellextendedthiscompassiontowardsallcreatedbeings,andI thinkIshouldnotbewronginaffirming that itwentbeyondourplanet and diffused itself among other and distant stars.As a general rule, helistenedtonobodybuthimself;butattimes,ifhewereinthehumor,hewouldinviteustoexpressouropinions,makingustalkwiththecomplacencyshowntochildren; listening, smiling sweetly at our nonsensical chatter and our littlemistakes. Itwas a regular secondary-school examination.When he deigned topry into my limited field of knowledge I could not help fancying myself amicroscopicinsectthathadbychancefallenintohishands,thathetwirledandtorturedbetweenhisencirclingfingers.
Theyalllistenedtohimwithgreatdeference.Martíevershowedhimselfproudofhavingsuchafriend,andbelievedingoodfaith thatneither inSpainnor inforeign lands existed aman to comparewith him—in theworld of theory, ofcourse,becauseinpracticalmatters,Martíwasallthere,asIknew.ButIsabelita,Cristina'scousin,listenedtohimwithevenmoreabsorption.Itis
impossible to imagine amore complete attention, an attitudemore submissiveanddevotedthanthatofthisgirlwithaprofilelikeanangel,whenCastellheldforth.Herpureandpearl-likefacewasturnedtowardshim;shesatperfectlystillasifinecstasy;thelashesofherinnocenteyesdidnotmove.Theonewhotooktheleastpleasureinthedissertationsoftherichship-owner
was,asfarasIcouldsee,Cristina.Althoughsheforcedherselftohideit,Iwasnotlongindiviningthatthescienceofherhusband'sfriendandassociatedidnotinterest her. She often grew absent-minded and, whenever she could find aplausiblepretext,shewouldleavetheroom.Canitbesupposedthatthislackofreverenceforarepresentativeofscienceloweredherinmyeyes?Ithinknot!I noted further that, although Cristina joined apparently the projects of her
husband, and never contradicted him when he discussed them with his usualfranknessbeforeus,sheshowedlivelyvexationwhenCastellencouragedthem.When the millionaire, therefore, would begin a pompous eulogy of Martí,praisinginaffectedlanguagehisclearsight,hisdecisionandactivity,Cristina'sfacewould change; her cheeks would lose their delicate rose-color; her browwouldbeknitted,andherbeautifuleyeswouldtakeonastrangefixity.Usuallyshecouldnotstandittotheend.Shewouldgetupandleavetheroomabruptly.ThegoodEmilio,intoxicatedwithgratitudeandpleasure,tooknonoticeofthis.What a soulwas that of thisman, hownoble, how sensitive, howgenerous!
Chance brought tomy knowledge amagnanimous action that raised him stillmoreinmyeyes.Withthefreedomthathehadgivenmefromthefirst,Ienteredhis private office one day unannounced at a rather inopportune moment. Hismother-in-lawsatsobbing(forachange)inanarm-chair,andhewithhisbacktowards the doorwas opening his safe.On hearingme he turned and quicklyshut thedoorof the safe.He seemeda littlemore serious and thoughtful thanusual,but thegenerousexpressionofhis facehadnotdisappeared.Hegreetedme,makinganeffort toappearcheerful; then turning tohismother-in-lawandputtingonehanduponhershoulder,hesaidaffectionately:"Come,mamma,thereisnothingtogrieveabout.Everythingwillbearranged
thisafternoon,withoutfail.Comenow,gotoCristinaandrestalittle.Youmustnotmakeyourselfill.""Thankyou,thankyou!"murmuredthesufferinglady,withoutceasingtoweep
andblowhernose.Recoveringfinallyatleastapartofherenergies,shelefttheplace,notwithout
givingmeastrong,convulsivegraspofthehandanddrawingherson-in-lawtothedoorforthreeorfourkisses.Heshookhisheadandsaid,smiling:"Poorwoman!"Igavehimaglanceofinterrogation,notventuringtoputthequestioninwords.
Martíshruggedhisshouldersandmurmured:"Tss!It's thesameasalways.Hersonabuses thebountyof thispoorwoman
anditgivesheragreatdealoftrouble."AsIperceivedthathedidnotwishtogointofurtherexplanations,Irefrained
frominquiries,andwetalkedofotherthings.ButamomentlaterCristinacameintotheoffice,notinagoodtemper,andaskedhim:"Mammahasbeenbeggingmoneyofyou,hasn'tshe?""No,mygirl,"repliedMartí,coloringalittle."Don'tdenyittome,Emilio.Ihaveknownallsincethismorning.""Verywell,whatof it?The thing isnotworthwrinkling this littlebrow,"he
answered,touchingittenderly.Cristinaremainedsilentandthoughtfulafewmoments."You know," she said at last firmly, "that I have never opposed your
expenditures for Sabas. I have enjoyed your generosity towards all, but yourtreatment of my brother has especially pleased me. Yet I have asked myselfsometimes,'WillthisgenerosityofEmiliohavereallygoodconsequences?Willitnotencouragemybrothertocontinueinhisidleanddissipatedhabits?'Ifhewerealoneintheworld,hemightindulgeinsuchluxuriouswayswithoutmuchdanger.Whenhecametowant,youcould,byreducinghimtostrictnecessities,keephimonhisfeet.Buthehasawife,hehaschildren,andIfearthattheywillhavetobeartheconsequencesofyourgenerosityandofthehabitswhich,thanksto your kindness, their father does not abandon. And, too," she added in lowtonesthattrembledalittle,"atpresentwehavenogreatresponsibilities,butweshallhavethem——""Ibelieveyou;weshallhavethem!"exclaimedMartí."Itlookstomeasifthe
firstofthemwouldnotbemanydaysinarriving!"Cristina'scheekscoloredswiftly.Emilio,changinghistone,wentovertoher,
puthisarmabouthershouldersaffectionately,andsaidtoher:"Youarerightinthis,asyouareineverythingthatyousay.Youareahundred
timesmore sensible than I am.Perhaps I shouldhave refusedSabas if hehad
comebeggingofme,becauseIamalreadyalittle tiredofhisaffairs;butyourmothercomes—whenIseehercrying—youdon'tknowhowthatmovesme."Cristina lifted to him her eyes shining with immense gratitude, her face
quivering with feeling; fearing that she could not control her emotion, shesuddenlylefttheroom."Poorlittlething!"saidMartí,smilingoncemore."Sheisveryright.Sabasisa
bore.""Hegambles,doesn'the?"Iventured,becauseoftheconfidencethathadbeen
shownme."Itwouldbebettertosayheisskinnedbysharpers.Whatafellow!Hehaslost,
andpromisedtopay,fivethousandpesetas.""Hepromisesit,andyouhavetopayit.""Possibly.Butwhatistobedone?Itisnotallhisfault.Hehasamotherwhois
toosoft.""Andabrother-in-lawwhoistookind,"Ithought.Martíputhisarmacrossmyshoulders,andwewentthustothesewing-roomto
findCristina andDoñaAmparo.Theywere both there, the first frowning andmeditative, the other completely overcome by her emotions.Matilde came inpresentlytobreakfastwiththem.Iperceivedthatshewassadandseemedasifashamed.Soonaftertwoladiesdroppedinforanintimatecall,andconversationcleareduptheheavyatmosphereoftheroom.Cristinawentoutforamomenttoattendtosomeofherdomesticmatters,andI
noted that she left her handkerchief forgotten upon her chair. Then, with thedissimulationandabilityofanaccomplishedthief,Iwentovertoit,satdownasifabsent-mindedly,andwhennobodynoticed,Itookthepreciousobjectandhiditinmypocket.Cristinaappearedagain,andInoticedthatsheglancedaboutatallthechairsinsearchofherhandkerchief;thensheshotaglanceatme,and,Ifirmlybelieve,guessedfrommymannerthatIhadit.Thennotdaringtoaskmefor it aloud and at the same timeunwilling to give up and let it pass that sheallowedmetohaveit,shewentaboutsearchinginallthecornersoftheroom,asking:"Wherecanmyhandkerchiefbe?"Nobodybutmeobservedit,becausealltherestwereabsorbedinconversation.
At last I sawhersitdown inherchair, takeupherwork,andgoonwith it insilence.I went away to luncheon at the fonda, without accepting their invitation to
remain.Ihadavehementdesiretoenjoymypreciousconquestbymyself;forI
considered it such inmymad presumption after she gave over looking for it.Once inmy quarters and assured that the doorwas fastened, and that nobodycouldseemethroughthekey-hole,Isnatchedthekerchieffrommypocketandgavemyselfup toa sortofmadnesswhichevennowmakesmeblushwhen Irememberit.Ibreatheditsperfumewithintoxication,kisseditnumberlesstimes,pressed it tomy heart, swearing to be eternally faithful, put it awaywith thepicturesofmyfather,tookitouttokissit,andputitawayagain.AtlastIcameto theendof all imaginableextravagances,better suited toayoung studentofrhetoricthantothecaptainofasteamboatofthreethousandtons.
CHAPTERVIII.
IN the afternoon I was with the family at Cabañal as usual. Martí did notaccompanyus,havingtoattendtoacertainbusinessmatter.(Didithavetodowiththefivethousandpesetasthathisbrother-in-lawhadlost?)Atallevents,Iwasselfishenough to rejoiceathisabsence.During the tripoutand thehoursthat we stayed at the place, I observed something in Cristina's manner andgestures thatmademyheart tremblewith joyandhope. Icannotexplainhow,withoutherlookingatmenoroncespeakingdirectlytome,Ifeltoverwhelmedby a celestial happiness, but so it was. We passed all the afternoon in thesummer-house.Theladiesworkedattheirsewingorembroidery.Ireadormadebelieve to read.Cristina, affectedbyanunusual languor,didnot rise fromherchair until themoment of leaving.While the others laughed and jested, I sawthat shekept silence andwasgrave althoughwithout any apparent cause.Herfacewasslightlyflushed.Myimaginationsuggestedtometheideathat itwasbecause of the thoughts drifting through her soul and the timidity that theyinspired.Onthedarkandgloomyhorizonofmylifelightbegantodawn;somyheart said to me. During that unforgettable afternoon, I was as happy as theangelsmustbe inParadise,or theauthorofadramawhenhegoesouton thestagetoreceiveapplausebetweentheleadingoldmanandyounglady.AfterdiningatmyhotelIwenttotakecoffeeattheSiglo,withtheintentionof
going thence toMartí'shouse. IencounteredSabasonentering,hispipe inhismouth,seatedamongseveralofhisfriends,whomhewasharanguinginhisownsolemnandjudicialmanner.Hesalutedmefromadistancewithawaveofthehand, andpresently seeing that Iwas alone, separated himself from the groupandcametojoinme.Hewasinajovialmoodanddidnotseemintheleastcastdownbyhisfollyof
thedaybefore,norashamedofit.WetalkedofourdailyexcursionstoCabañal,andIdescribedthemasverylivelyanddelightful.Hedidnotcaretocontradictme openly, but I understood by his gestures more than by his words that helooked upon all that as childishness unworthy a serious andmatureman likehimself. For one who could appreciate them, Valencia held pleasures morehighly flavored, other fascinations; and he was sorry that I was out of themwithout tasting them.Hedidnot saywhat theywere,but fromwhat I already
knew,itwasreadilytobesupposedthattheyhadsomerelationdirectorindirectwithroulette."Have you seen the famous stone factory?" he asked me in serious tones,
althoughhiseyesgleamedwithamalicioussmile."Yes,Ihaveseenit.""Afinebusiness!Andalsothecelebratedbeerdistillery?""Also.""Betterbusinessyet!isn'tit?"Then sounded in thedepths of his throat a chuckle that couldnot beuttered
becauseatthatmomenthewasearnestlysuckinghispipe.Iwasconfused,asifhe had said something offensive about one of my family, and I respondedvaguely that certain enterprises turn out well, and others ill, and that theirfortunesdependuponfortuitouscircumstancesmore thanuponthe intelligenceandindustryofwhosoeverundertakesthem."Tellthatofothers,butnotofmybrother-in-law,"heansweredwithsarcastic
gravity. "Emilio's enterprises are always brilliant, because his is a practicalgenius,essentiallypractical.""Heseemstomeaverycleverman,"Iremarkedwithsomeembarrassment."Not at all; not at all; Iwill not admit a bit of it.His is a practical, and his
friendCastell'satheoreticalgenius.""Wehavealreadytalkedalittleaboutthat,"Irepliedsmiling,toturnhisscalpel
awayfromtheunpleasantsubject."Theyarebothgeniuses,eachone inhisownfashion, theonlygeniuses that
wehaveinValencia."Ididnotknowwhattosay.Thatsarcastictoneannoyedmeextremely.Sabas
musthaveobservedthis,becauseexchangingitatlastforanothermoreserious,hesethimselftomake,asusual,acarefulandreasonableanalysisofhisbrother-in-law'sconduct.Itwassomethingtoseeandtoadmire,thegravity,theaplomb,the air of immense superiority with which that man talked over others, thepenetrationwithwhich he uncovered the hiddenmotives of all their acts, theincontrovertibleforceofhisarguments,thesorrowfuldivinationwithwhichheformulatedthem.ItwassuchthatIcouldnotdolessthanacknowledgetomyselfthateveryoneofhisobservationshitthemark;butalthoughIknewthis,IwasbothastoundedandindignantwhileIlistened.Itriedtoholdtheoppositeside,but I could see that this only served to make clearer the perspicacity andconclusivenessofhisjudgments,andwhenIhadtakenmycoffeeandsmokedacigar,Igotawayfromhim.
"Forallthat,"Isaid,shakinghishand,"IhavenoroomfordoubtthatEmilioisaverygoodfellow,andfulloftalent.""Agreed!"heresponded,returningthehand-shaking,"butconfess thata little
commonsensewouldbeusefultohim!"Ileftthecaféangryandmiserable.Iwasverygladtogetawayfromthesight
ofthedoltwhohadspoiledmymorning.IdirectedmystepsslowlytowardsthehouseofMartí,butonthewaymythoughtstookasadlyaudaciousdirection.Iwas filled with a moral suffering, that had since morning afflicted me; this,minglingwithmyflatteringhopes,mademesothatIhadnotstrengthtomountthesteps,andinfrontofthedoorIturnedabout,wenttomyhotel,andwenttobed.That was for me a memorable night! As soon as I had put out the light I
understoodthatitwasgoingtobelongindeedbeforeIcouldwoosleeptocometo me. A whirl of wild thoughts filled my brain, disordering, agonizing. ThelovelyvisionofCristinacameinthecentreofall,butdidnotsucceedincalmingtheir ardor, nor controlling them. In vain fancy called up the scene of thehandkerchiefandthatadorableface,softenedandmoved,thesightwhereofhadmademehappyalldaylong.InvainIinvokedthecelestialfelicitythatsoonerorlatermustdescenduponme.Whetheritwasillusionorreality,Ithoughtthatthefruitwasripening,andalreadyrespondedwithdelicatetremorstothecontinuedshaking thatmyhandgave thebough.Perhaps itwouldbe long in falling intomylap.ButIoughttoconfessthatthisalluringfuturepossibilitydidnotleavemepeacefulandjoyousasIhadhoped.Itriedtobecomesobyclosingmyeyes,but thisdidnotdo it.Myeyeswereonly themorewidelyopen.My foreheadburnedmyhandwhenIpasseditacrossit.Iexperiencedastrangerestlessnessthatobligedmetochangemypositionconstantly.Thecurioussufferingwhosefirst slight stings I had felt during the day, now pierced me fiercely andintolerably.Thissufferingwasnothingelsebutremorse.Tobereallyhappyitisanecessity
that a man should be contented with himself, and I was not. Another image,melancholy and grief-stricken, followed always after that of Cristina in theinterminableprocessionofmythoughts,disturbingthehappinessofwhichIhadhad a glimpse. It was that of Martí. Poor Emilio! so good, so generous, soinnocent!Hismother-in-lawwrungmoney out of him andwould have ruinedhim to support her son in his idleness; his friend,whomhe looked upon as abrother, deceived him; his brother-in-law, upon whom he heaped kindnesses,ridiculed him publicly.He had no heart near him thatwas loving and faithfulexcept that of hiswife.And I, an outsider, towhom he had offered somuch
frank and affectionate hospitality, I would snatch it away! The idea weigheddown my heart, made me feel myself disgraced. In vain I forced myself topictureinlovelycolorswhatitwouldbetobetheloverofCristina, totasteoftheintensepleasureofpassion,andthejoyofconquest.InvainItriedtomakemyfaultseemlessbyrecallingtomindtheshortcomingsofothers.Inmyearssoundedeveravoiceassuringmethattogoonwouldbetobeunhappy.Andmyquivering nerves keptme tossing between the sheetswithmy eyes evermoreandmorewideopen.Thehourswentby,soundingslowly,sonorously,andsadlyfromthecathedral
clock. I tried earnestly to shut my eyes and go to sleep, but fiery, invisiblefingers pressed openmy eyelids.At last I bounced out of bed, struck a light,dressedmyself, andbeganwalking the floor.Andwhen Ihadpacedbackandforth for awhile, searching themost secret corners ofmy heart, I understoodwhatmustofnecessitybedone. Ihad recourse tochloral,morechloral than Ihadevertakeninnightslikethisofsleeplessnessandstruggle.Irenouncedmydesiresonceforall,myhopes,theenjoymentsofloveandtheflatteriesofself-love. I entered intomyspiritwitha lashanddrove from it theperfidyofwillwhich,forthefewpleasuresthatitgivesus,causesussomanyburningwounds.Thiscostmelabor, for ithid itselfawayinallsortsofcorners,obligingmetopursue it closely, leaving it no point to stop upon. But at last I succeeded indrivingitoutinsoberearnest,andIstoppedinthemiddleoftheroom,tiredout,perspiring like one who has performed some heavy task, but at peace. Iundressed again, lay down on the bed, and thewinged god, son of sleep andnight,boremeawayinhisarmstothemysteriouspalaceofhisfather.WhenIawoke,thesun,alreadyhighintheheavens,wassheddingitsgolden
raysuponthecity.AssoonasIhaddressedmyselfIwentdirectlytothehouseofEmilio.The husband andwifewere together in the sewing-room, andwiththemwereDoñaAmparo,Isabelita,DoñaClara,adressmaker,andadomestic.Thefirstquestion thatwasaskedmewaswhere Ihadbeen thenightbefore. Iexcused myself with a headache. Cristina, who was embroidering near thebalcony, did not lift her eyes, but I noted on her face the same expression ofgentle compassion that she had worn during the episode of the handkerchief.And, too,while Iwas talkingwith the others I saw that she stole a swift andtimidglanceatme.I improvedamomentwhenallwereoccupied,andapproachedher.Drawing
thehandkerchieffrommypocket,andinavoicesolowthatthecompanycouldnothearme,yetnotlowenoughtomakeanysecretssuspected,Isaid:"Ihavecarelesslykeptahandkerchiefofyours, thinkingthat itwasmyown.
UntilIgothomeIdidnotperceivemymistake.Here'tis;takeit."Sheliftedherheadandgavemealookofintensesurprise;herfaceflusheda
vividcarmine;shetookwithatremblinghandthehandkerchiefthatIheldouttoher,andagainbentherbrowoverherembroideryframe.Afterthat,tellmefranklyifIhavenottherighttolaughatCæsar,Alexander,
Epaminondas,andatalltheheroesofpaganantiquityingeneral!AtleastIliveintheintimateconviction(andthisthoughtmakesmevastlygreaterinmyowneyes) that if Epaminondas had found himself inmy shoes hewould not havereturnedthehandkerchief.I turned anew to the group and joined the chat with animation, although,
perhaps, itwasanexcessiveanimation.Mysoulwasprofoundlymovedand itshouldbedeclaredamongthesefrankconfessionsthat,althoughIfeltnoprideinmyheroism,neitherdidIexperiencethatsweetcontentthatthemoralistssayalwaysaccompaniesgoodactions.IlunchedwiththemandwewentafterwardstoCabañal,wheretheafternoon
passed as merrily as ever. But my gayety was only feigned; although I woremyselfoutpretendingit,andtodivertmyself,IamsureIcutasorryfigure.Cristina did not care to hide her preoccupation. All the afternoon she was
thoughtfulandserious,eventothepointofmakingherselfremarked.Whennightcame,praiseGod! Iwouldhaveopportunity to turn thekey that
lockedupmythoughtsandweigheddownmysoul,andeasemypainalittle.ItchancedthatMartíhadbroughtfromhislibrarytheworksofLarra,andhe
read to us, to pass the time, one of his most delicious pieces, entitled "ElCastellanoViejo."Weall laughedandapplaudedthegiftsandingenuityof thegreatsatiricalwriter.Fromthiswewentontotalkofhislifeandhistragicendinthe flowerofhisyouth, forhewasnotyet twenty-eightyearsof agewhenhevoluntarilyquittedthisworld."Andwhydidhekillhimself?"askedMatilde."Forthatwhichmenusuallykillthemselves,for—awoman!"answeredMartí,
laughing."I believe you! When they don't kill themselves on account of money,"
exclaimedtheyoungwife,showingherselfatrifleannoyed."Thatkindhavenotwholly lost their senses,but therearemanymoreof the
firstsort,"hereturned,laughing."Thanks,verymuch.Andwasshemarriedorsingle—thisonewhointerested
him?"
"Married.Itissaidthathemaintainedrelationswithherduringtheabsenceofherhusband,thathisreturnwasannounced,andthatthenshe,repentantortimid,madeknowntohimherresolutiontobreakoffwithhim.ThegriefofLarrawassoseverethathewasnotabletobearit,soheshothimself.""Butshedidright,andhewasverystupidtoleavelifewhenhewassoyoung
andwhentherearesomanywomentochoosefromandmarry.""Hewasalreadymarried,"saidMartí."Hewasmarried!"exclaimedthewomenindignantlyandalltogether."Andhadseveralchildren.""Thenheshouldbequartered!Heoughttobehung!Thescoundrelshouldbe
castoutwiththeotherrefuse!Itwouldservehimright!"Thewrathof the ladiesmadeus laugh.Someoneobserved that shealsowas
married,andthatthisfacthadnotseemedtoirritatethemsomuch."Becausewomen areweak creatures.Becausewomen do not run aftermen.
Because they are deceived by honeyed words. Because men rouse theircompassion,pretendingtobemadanddesperate!""Youareright,"Isaid,tocalmthem."Theonewhoresistsoughtnottohave
thesameresponsibility, if failingat last,as theonewhomakes theattack.Butcoming to the concrete exampleofwhichwewere talking,myopinion is thatLarragavemoreproofsofsuicidalegotismthanofhighanddelicatelove.Ifhehadreallylovedthiswoman,hewouldhaverespectedherpenitence,wouldhaveconsideredher all themoreworthyof adoration, andwouldhave found inhisownheartandinthenoblenessoftheadoredbeingresourcestomakelifeworthliving.Buttoleavelife,todeprivehischildrenofafatherandhiscountryofatrueSpaniard,makesme,atleast,thinkthathedidnotlovehisbelovedforthelovablequalitiesheavenhadbestoweduponher,butforhisownsake."Theladiesjoyfullyagreedwithme.ThisrousedCastell'sprideofwisdom;or
perhaps he only gave way to his ever-present desire to instruct his fellows,believing himself infallible. He leaned back in his chair, and holding myattentionbyhislittlefingerglitteringwithrings,deliveredacompletecourseinphilosophy.Hiswasawell-linkedchainofreasoning,elegantsentences,agreatabundanceofpsychological,biological,andsociologicalfacts—alltoshowthat"manisirrevocablyfetteredtohisownsensations;"that"noothersinceremotiveexists except that of pleasing them;" "the world is a battle without a truce;""struggle is the inevitable condition for the preservation and upholding of thegreatmachineoftheuniverse,"andsoon."Without struggle, friend Ribot," he concluded, "we should return to the
condition of inert matter. Combat trains us and strengthens us; it is the soleguaranteeof progress.Hewho, led awayby amadnotion, strives to suppressantagonism towards other creatures attacks the very root of existence andattemptstoviolatethemostsacredofitslaws.""Oh,yes!"Iexclaimedwithemotion."Hewouldbemad,butIaffirmthathe
would experience immensepleasure in attacking this sacred law. I should likenothingbetterthantogetupsomemorningandsmashitintobits.Ihavepassedthe greater part ofmy life upon an elementwhere this sacred law demands aferventworship.Inthedepthsoftheseathecreaturesdevouroneanotherwithindefatigabledevotion;thegreaterreligiouslyswallowuptheless.Youmayrestassured,SeñorCastell,thatthegreatmachineoftheuniversewillnotsufferanydamage from their sins. But I confess frankly that I have never becomeaccustomed to these proceedings,whereinmarine animals have the advantageover terrestrialones.Somenights insummer,onthebridgeofmyboat, Ihaveaskedmyself:'Isitpossiblethatmanisobligedtoimitatethisferociousstruggleeverlastingly,andbeforeverimplacabletoallwhoarebelowhim?Willtherenotcomeadaywhenwewillgladlyrenounceit,whencompassionwillriseaboveinterest, and the pain thatwe cause not only to our fellow-beings, but to anylivingcreature,becomeunendurabletous?'""Dreams,nothingmore!Norareyouthefirstwhohasfollowedthischimera.""Well,then,letusdream!"Icried,withmorepassionthanIsuspectedmyself
capableof,"letusdreamthat thissadreality isnomorethananappearance,ahorriblenightmare fromwhichperhaps thehumanspiritwillonedayawaken.And meanwhile so much!—let every man manufacture his magic world andtravel through it, companioned by love and friendship and virtue, by all thosebeautifulvisionsthatmakelifejoyful.Forlife,SeñorCastell,howeverbalancedandphysiologicalitmaybe,isasadandinsipidthingwhentheimaginationisnotmovedtoadornit.Ifcapriciousfortuneshouldeverdragme,likeLarra,intobeingenamoredofawomanwhobelongedtoanother"(heremyvoicedidnotchangeintheleast),"Ishouldnotperfidiouslyattempttogainheraffectionawayfromherhusband,towinpleasureorjoy.Atleast,Ishouldnothesitatetostrikedown my own joy pitilessly. I should rather try to make use of my poorimagination,asgreatPetrarchmadeuseofhisdivineone, to loveher, tokeepherimagesacredinthedepthsofmyheart,togiveherunselfishadoration;andmylife,bycontactwiththispurelove,wouldgainelevationandnobility."FromthebeginningofourtalkIhadfelttheeyesofCristinarestinguponme.
Now I saw her rise hastily and go to the piano to conceal her emotion.DoñaClara,Matilde,andIsabelitaapplauded.Emilio,laughing,threwhisarmsabout
myneck."Whatwarmth,whatenthusiasm,Captain!Iamamanessentiallypractical,and
notintheleastabletoarguewithEnrique;butyouhaveansweredhim,andsaidthingsvery agreeable, andvery fine, and,what is rarer, youknowhow to saythemverywell."Thiswasthetruth,inspiteofmymodesty.Itwasthefirstandonlytimeinmy
life that I felt myself an orator. And if in that moment the directors of theAthenæum atMadrid had invitedme there, I think I should not havemindedgivinginthecapitalalectureon"TheFutureoftheLatinRaces,"oranyothertopichowevergrand!
CHAPTERIX.
FROM that day her attitude towards me changed materially. She showedherself less diffident and distrustful; she did not seek so carefully to avoidlookingmeintheface.WhenIenteredshedidnotsuddenlyturnseriousassheused.Littleby littleher freedomofmanner increased,makinghercordial,andaffectionate too,within the bounds of her reserved temperament.Her delicacyhindered her from recompensing me in words for what I had uttered in herpresence;butsheusedheringenuitytofindawaytomakemeunderstandthatsheapprovedofme.One afternoon therewas talk of certain things that hadbeenbought and left
forgotten in a shop. Martí wished to send a servant for them. She said withapparentindifference:"CaptainRibot,doyounotgothroughtheCalledeSanVicento?Thendome
thefavortogetthisparcelandbringittometo-night."I was overwhelmed with delight. At night when I delivered it to her she
receiveditwithmoreindifferencethanever."Thanks!"shesaiddryly,withoutlookingatme.It did not matter. I was sure she had given me a reward. I felt happy and
peaceful.But next day, after this small bounty and grateful success, adverse fate had
preparedformeagraveralarmthanIhadeverexperienced inmylifeofperilandhazard.NeitherwhenIranagroundintheRiodelaPlata,norwhentheseaknockedawaythebridgeandhalfourmasts in theEnglishChannel,didI feelmyheartsoconstrictedbyanysuddenencounter.Theagenttofurnishmewiththis most cruel trial was Doña Amparo. We had been chatting in this lady'ssewing-room, Cristina and I. While they worked I had been turning over analbumofportraitsofallofthefamilyandmanyoftheirfriends.Iinquired,andDoñaAmparotoldme,whotheoriginalswere.Cristinaremainedsilent."Whoisthischarmingchild?"Iasked,gazingatthelikenessofalittlegirlof
tenortwelveyears."Whatbeautifuleyes!""Don'tyourecognizeher?ItisCristina.""Ah!" I exclaimed, surprised. And, looking at her, I observed that she was
crimson."Shewastheninschool.Wasn'tsheverylovely?""Yes,Ithinkso,"Istammered."Mamma, don't say such absurd things. She looks like a picked chicken!"
exclaimedtheoneunderdiscussion,laughing."Like a picked chicken!" cried themother indignantly; "youwere plump as
possible.Fromthat timeyouhavedonenothingbut loseground. Iwouldgivesomethingtoseeyounowasyouwerethen.AndRibotwillsaythesame.""Señora,"Imurmured,althoughinconfusion,"nodoubtshewasverybeautiful
atthattime,butIthinkthatthepresentisbetterworthwhile."Cristina blushed more yet, and bent over her work serious and silent. Her
mother did not choose to drop the subject. I did not venture to contradict heropenly;Ionlyutteredmonosyllablesorphrasesofdoubtfulinterpretation.Atlastwe gave up this conversation, so dangerous to me. We were told that thehairdresserhadcome,andCristinawenttoherroom.Icontinued turningover thealbum,andDoñaAmparowentonmovingback
andforth theivoryneedleofher lace-work.Wepreservedsilence;but threeorfour times, on lifting my eyes, I observed that she was looking at me withirritatingpersistence.FinallyIcouldseethatshelaiddownherwork,doubtlesstolookatmemoretoherliking."Ribot,"sheutteredinalowvoice.Ithoughtitwelltoseemdeaf."Tss!Ribot.""What did you say, señora?" I asked, pretending to come out of my great
abstraction."Lookmeintheface.""How?Idonotunderstand.""Willyoulookmeintheface?"As I had not been doing anything else, this petition would have been
tremendouslyabsurdifithadnotbeenevenmoredisquieting."Now,moveyourchairalittlenearer."Thisnewdemandappearedtomemuchmoredisquieting.Idrewup,nonethe
less, according to orders, dragging the chair with an ill-omened squeak.Adopting a tranquil and unembarrassed air, distinctly contrary to what wouldhave suitedme at that instant, Iwaited forwhat itwas she had to say tome.DoñaAmparogazedatmesmiling,andthen,withadeeplook,shesaid:
"Ribot,youareinlovewithmydaughterCristina!"Igrewpale,thencrimson;afterwardsothershadesofyellow,green,andblue.
Indeed,Ithinkmyfacewasarainbowforthespaceofseveralseconds."Señora! I! How can you suppose it? On my life, what a notion!What an
idea!"Doña Amparo, on seeing me in such a terrible state of agitation, became
frightened,andturnedpalealso.Shereachedoutimmediatelyforhersmelling-bottle;withonehandsheheldupmyhead,andwiththeotherputitundermynostrils.Iwasgivensaltstosmellinsuchamomentasthat!I tookmybittercupasbest Icould, thankedher,and,withsmotheredwords
andfalteringtongue,ascribedmyemotiontomynaturalsurprise.Theaccusationwassogravethatreally——Doña Amparo smiled benevolently, doubtless to calm me, and would not
consentthatweshouldsayanotherwordbeforeItookadropofethertofortifyme.Iswalloweditnotwithoutdifficulty,formythroatwasconstrictedsothatIwasscarcelyabletobreathe.Then,tomollifythejustindignationofthislady,Ireturned to my discomfited and incoherent protestations against such amonstroussupposition.I in love! How could it be possible that I should have the hardihood, the
audacity?Herdaughterwasamodelofallthevirtues.Nobodywouldhavetherashnesstooffendherwithothersentimentsthanthoseofrespectandadmiration—Ileastofall,afriendofMartí,whowassuchagentleman,soloyal,whohadgivenmesomanyproofsofunmeritedesteem,etc.,etc."Allthisisverywell,Ribot,"declaredDoñaAmparo,emotionallysniffingher
smelling-salts, "but thisdoesnothinderyou frombeingon fire,mad, lost, formydaughter.""Youdeceiveyourself,señora.Iassureyouthatyou——""Come, confess yourself," she said, putting one hand on my shoulder, and
lookingatmewithasmilinglymischievousface:"nobodycanhear.""Señora,forGod'ssake!""Confess, sinner! Confess yourself!" and she gave a gentle and affectionate
littlepullatmybeard.Iwasterrified,dreadingsomethingdecidedlyunpleasant."Let us keep the secret between us two. You are in love with Cristina, as
Castellhasbeenforsometime.""Enoughofthis!"Isaid,tryingtofindawaytoescape.
"Heisamuchworserake,and,betweenthetwo,franklyIpreferyou."Iwasstupefied.Whatwasitthatthisseñorapreferred?Whywasshetalkingto
meinthismanner?Wherewasshegoingtostop?"Isn'tittruethatCristinaisverylovely?"shewentonwiththesameflippancy.
"She is such an interesting type, of such delicacy! It is not strange that youshouldbecomeenamoredofher.Ofcourse,Iwillnothavehertalkedabout.""Señora!""No! I know what you would say! She is the best of creatures, virtuous,
incapable of failing her husband. Further, Emilio has no equal, so muchaffection,somuchloyalty,sosplendid!Headoreshiswife.Iamasproudofhimasifheweremyownson.Iwouldnotconsent,foranythingintheworld,thatheshouldhavetheleasttrouble.""Hewillnothaveanyonmyaccount,makeyourselfeasy,"Iventuredtosay."Thatishonorableinyou,Ribot,"shereplied,pressingmyhand."Youarevery
good, enoughbetter than that rascal of aCastell," she added, smiling sweetly."And, truly, you could not do less than be fond of Emilio. He is so good. Ialwaysfindhimsoaffectionatetowardsme.Butwhocanblameanypoorfellowfor falling in love! The wrong is in murmuring soft nothings in the ear ofCristina when Emilio is not looking. We will suppose that they are foolishthings,thatshehaseyeslikethisandaskinlikethat.Butthatisnotright.Emiliois his best friend, and if he suspected, hewould be disturbed.You,Ribot, aremuchmore respectful.Youwouldnot letyourselfgaze, exceptby stealth.Butwhateyeshemakesather!Come,now,letussee,sinner,didyoufallinloveatGijonorhere?""Ibegofyou,señora—I—Ifeelsomuchupset,Imustaskyoutoallowmeto
retire.""How reservedyouare,Ribot!Well, thispleasesme.Menof fewwords are
thosewhobestknowhowtocare.Butwithmeyououghtnottobesotimid.Iknowtheaffectionyouhavevowedher.Openyourhearttome,sothatIcandoeverything possible to console it. To whom better thanme can you unbosomyourself?""Athousandthanks,señora.Permitmetogo.AtpresentIfeelthatIshouldnot
beabletosayanythinginreason.""I understand you! I understand you, dear Ribot!" declared Doña Amparo,
pressingoneofmyhandswithemotionbetweenbothherown."Youarelikeme,exceedingly sensitive, exceedingly emotional.Don't youwant another drop ofether?NeitheryounorIisfitforthisworld.Icannotbeartoseeanyonesuffer.
Nowhereyouseeme,mewho,inspiteofmyadorationformyson-in-law,forwhom I would willingly give my life, am dissolved in tears at seeing yousufferingonaccountofmydaughter.Iamweepinglikemad."AndtrulyDoñaAmparodidnotinthismomentmalignherself."Frankly,Ribot,"shewentonrackingly,"ifitwerepossibleforCristinatocare
foryouwithouttroublingEmilio,Iwouldmyselfgoandintercedeforyou.""Thank you, thank you," I murmured, pressing her hand before I got mine
away."Believeme,you are asdear tomeas a son, and Iwouldgive something if
——"Herehervoicestrangledinherthroat,andIimprovedthepreciousopportunity
tostridewithtragicfootstepfrommysceneoftrial.Iwentoutinindescribableconfusion.Ifeltangry,wrathfulatsuchawoman,
whowithsomuchfrivolityandfollyliftedtheveilofthemostdelicatesecrets,thedeepestintimaciesofherfamilylife.BetweenmyteethIcalledhercoarse,imbecile, a bad mother. My anger carried me so far as to accuse her of aninclinationtotradeuponherchild'sattractions,ofhavingbeenbornforthepartofaCelestina.YetlittlebylittleIcalmedmyself,andwithcalmnessarrivedatlastatjustice.DoñaAmparowasabsolutelyidiotic,ofthistherewasnodoubt;butshewasnotabadwoman.Herswasaheartthatspreaditselflikebutteroverthefirstcomer.Itwasnecessarytohertobelookedafterandpettedlikeachildoradog,andlikethemsheknewnodifferencebetweenthehandsthatbestowedcaresses.Reflectingthus,myspiritwaslittlebylittleinspiredwithlesswrathfulsentiments; but I could not help thinking, all the same, that if the foregoingconversationshouldbecomeknowntoCristina,shewouldfalldeadofshame.IencounteredherintheofficewithherhusbandandCastell.Emilio,whowas
beginning toorganizeandgetunderwayhis famousproject forputtingcanalsthrough the province of Almeria, was in an excellent humor. I suspected thatCastellhadfinally facilitated thematterwith theneedful.Emiliowasbabblingaway,chaffinghisfriendaffectionatelyabouthisscepticismandtheories,andhisapathy towards business. If he had Castell's means at his disposal, he wouldundertake to become the richestman in Spain, at the same time giving breadawaytomanyfamiliesandfurtheringtheprogressofthenation.WhenIentered,thetorrentofhischaffingwasdivertedtome,andhethreatenedtomarrymeoffwithinaperiodofnotmorethantwomonths.Thenhebegantalkingtomeabouthisproject.Assoonasthegreatfamilyeventwewereallhopingforhadcomeoff, hewould go toAlmeria to hasten the preparation for the canal.He drew
from the desk a lot of portfolios and showedme the plans, explainingdetails,andtryingtostirupinmethesameenthusiasmthatanimatedhim.Igavehimareligious attention, but only in appearance. I really lost not onemovement ofCastell'swhileIlookedoverthepapers,forIsuspectedhim.IsawhimmanageskilfullytogetnearCristina,whowithonefootonthebalconysillwasturningover a book.When he got near her, under pretext of examining the book sheheld,Iobservedthathebroughthischeeknearhersuntilitalmosttouched;andalthoughhisbackwastowardsmeandI,ofcourse,couldnotseehislipsmove,Iknew that he was whispering something to her. The lady moved her headabruptly away and tried to withdraw; but—oh, what a surprise!—Castelldetainedher,takingholdofherwrist.Atthesametimewithhisotherhandhetriedtoputaletterbetweenherfingers.Cristinarefusedtotakeit.Therewasastruggle in silence.Myheart beat inmybreast. Iwas afraid thatMartíwouldturnhisheadandseewhatwasgoingon.Notforsakeof thevillainCastell, itmaybe readily understood, but to savemy friends from the scandal and fromcruel trouble, I did everything possible to keep him occupied. Cristina'sfrightened eyes were several times turned towards us; then not getting freeotherwise, and fearing thatwhichwas surely going to happen, if this strugglewere prolonged a few secondsmore, she decided to take the letter,which shecrumpledandhidinherhand.Then,pale,yetsmiling,shecameovertousandbusiedherselfalsoinlookingovertheplans,forcingherselftoseematease.Butherfacedidnotloseitsintensepallorandherwholebodywastrembling.AsforCastell,Ineversawanybodycooler,serener,orshowinglessemotionof
anysort.Heremainedalittlewhilequiet,hishandsinhispockets,lookingoutoverthebalconyintothestreet.Thenhewalkedabouttheroom.Nowandthenhe would give Cristina a quick, scrutinizing glance. In spite of the profoundaversion with which he inspired me, I could not help admiring the man'sincredible audacity and at the same time his perfect self-control andunquenchableconfidenceinhimself.Ihaveneverknownanyonetowhomothercreatedbeingsrepresentedless.I did not lose sight of the hand in which Cristina had crumpled the letter.
Emilio went on through the portfolios without ceasing his long prolixexplanations.ThenrisingfromhischairandtakingCastell'sarm,hehaltedhiminhiswalk."Doyou—don'tyouwanttogointosuchabusiness?"hesaidinthechaffing
tone."Youknowalready,Emilio,thatIcan'tserveyou,"repliedtheother,withhis
placidandpatronizingsmile.
"Inwork,no—Iknowthat.Butasafigure-headyoucandomeagreatservice.Asyouarerichandareknownasascientificman(youknowthat,althoughyoudon'tcaremuchaboutit),itisnecessarythatyoushouldtakethemostimportantposition, and be president of the council of administration. No work will bedemanded of you. You shall be given a comfortable arm-chair, and you can,fromtimetotime,dropofftosleep,scatteringbenedictions."Cristinahadremainednearthetable.Standingup,she,withaloftyexpression,
castonefullglanceatCastell.Thenunfoldingthatwhichsheheld,shetranquillytoreitupandflungthetinybitsintothewaste-paperbasket.
CHAPTERX.
OUR way that afternoon lay towards the cottage of Tonet, where somerefreshmentwas prepared for us. This Tonet, a regularMoor according to hiseyes, his complexion, and his teeth, was a wonder at preparing paellas andplayingontheflute.Wheneveritoccurredtoustogoandvisithim,hereceiveduswiththegravityandcourtesyofafeudalseñor.Scarcelyopeninghislips,hemadehimselfunderstood tohiswifeandchildrenbysigns,hadchairsbroughtfor us under the arbor, and soon afterwards he used to serve us figs, dates,chufas,andfreshcinnamoncakes,withwhichhispantrywasalwaysprovided.Whenwe had let him knowwewere coming, as on the present occasion, heoffered us ice cream, richwith vanilla and filberts.Hewas ameek, sadman,seemingcarelessofallthings.Hewasneverjoyful,butlikedtoseejoyousnessinothers.OnSundaysandonmanyafternoonswhenhisworkwasdoneearly,hewouldcomeoutandsitdownaloneinfrontofthecottageandplaysoftlyforawhileonhisflute.Hedidnotdoitforhisownpleasure;itwasalure,nothingmore.Littlebylittlehedrewtohisowncottagetheyoungpeoplefromall thecottages round about, and a dance was improvised. His eldest son, a boy offourteenyears,playedonthetaboretandwasalmostasgraveandsilentashe.Both passed hours, one blowing and the other beating his instrument, serious,melancholy,with eyes fixed on space, and heeding neithermuchnor little thenoisydancethattheirmusicevoked.Sabas,whowas of the party this afternoon,marched abreastwithme aswe
weremakingourwayacrossthefieldsofhighIndiancorn,alreadyburstingintoears.The first subject that heproposed formyconsideration, suckinghispipeandspittingatregularintervals,wasofanatureessentiallycritical.Whydidhisbrother-in-law persist in keeping up this estate with so little of it undercultivation, and at somuch expense,whenby so little effort it couldbemadeproductive? Every one of the constituent elements of this proposition wasseparatelyexaminedbyarigidlymathematicalmethod.Todosoheformulatedin the first place certain definitions, clear, distinct, and luminous.What is anestateforrecreation?Whatisaproductiveestate?Whatisanestateofcombinedpleasureandutility?Afterthishelaiddowncertainaxiomsasprofoundastheywereindisputable.Allthatisproductiveoughttoproduce.Toattainanendone
oughttoemploymeans.Manisnotaloneintheworld,andoughttoconsiderhisfamily. Vanity should not influence human actions. One-sided propositionsimmediatelyfollowedwiththeirpremisesandcorollaries;thenhewouldgoonto the end gently, butwith invincible logic to prove the proposition onwhichhungthefollowingcorollary:Emilioisanactiveandenterprisingman,butatthesametimeacarelessfellow.Satisfied, with good reason, by the method and intuition and the logic
wherewith the Supreme Being had so highly favored him, Sabas continuedsuckingandspittingwithdizzyingrapidity.Thesecondsubjectwhichthislucidsoulattackedthisafternoondirectlyconcernedme."Come, tell us,Ribot, haveyounever thoughtofgettingmarried?"he asked
meafter a longpause, takingout hispipe and fixing a scrutinizinggazeuponme.IconfessIfeltdisturbed.Iunderstoodthatthedepthsofmysoulwerenextto
besounded,andtrembled,perceivingthat this transcendentcriticwasdisposedtoexercisehisscalpelonme."Tss!Sailorsthinklittleofthat.Ourlifeisincompatiblewithfamilypleasures.""Sailors,whentheyarriveatacertaincomfortableconditionandhavereached
anindependentpositionlikeyou,havetherighttoretirepeacefullyandenjoyacomfortablelife,"herepliedwiththegravityandfirmnesswhichmarkedeveryutterancethatcameoutofhismouth.Howdidheknow that I had reached an independent position?Solelybyhis
marvellous intuition, for I had given nobody an account of the state of myaffairs.Iadmiredsuchtremendouspenetrationfromthebottomofmyheart,andwashumblydisposedtofindouthowmuchmoreheknewaboutme.Sabasmeditatedseveralminutes.Andwhilehemeditated,suckinghispipe,his
cheeks sunk in a supernaturalmanner.The energy that he expendedupon thattobaccosmokewassuchthatIwaspersuadedhemustbeswallowingit.Atthesametimetheintensityofhisreflectionsinfluencedinlikemannerthe
secretionofhissalivaryglands."WhyshouldyounotmarrymycousinIsabelita?"hesaidtomesuddenly,with
thatbrusqueandperemptoryaccentwhichcharacterizesmenwhoruletheirkindbytheirpowerofthought.IsabelitawaswalkingonwithMatildeinfrontofus.Igrewpale,fearingshe
mighthaveheard theseseriouswords,andfrightenedandconfused,murmuredsomeincoherentwords."Yes," proceeded the critic, "mycousin is a verynicegirl, verymodest, and
more,sheadmiresyouextremely.""Admiresme!" I exclaimed, amazed. "And forwhatdoes she admireme?" I
askedcandidly.Sabaslaughednoisily,coughed,andgotridofhisnicotine."Shewilltellyouthatwhenyouarealonewithher,handinhand.""Youdonotunderstandme,"Ireturned,nettled."WhatIwishtosayisthatI
donotseeanythinginmyselftobeadmiredbyanybody.AndasforIsabelita,IhavealwaysbelievedthatshehaddedicatedallofheradmirationtoCastell.""That is nothing special. A man with eight million pesetas is an admirable
being.Buttheadmiration,inthiscase,willnotbringanypracticalresult.AlltheworldknowsthatCastellkeepsthemotherofhischildren,andnoyoungladyofgoodfamilythinksofhim.Withyouthecaseisdifferent; itwouldbepossibleforittobequicklycarriedtoasatisfactorysolution;andmyopinionisthatyououghttoleaveyoursteamboatandtryatonceforthiselegantcraft.Isabelitaissensible, modest, well-educated, diligent; she is accustomed to the stricteconomyofahousewheretheyturnadollaroverahundredtimesbeforepartingwith it; an only child, and heiress of all her father's money. And my UncleRetamosoownsmorethanpeopleimagine.WhoevercantellexactlyhowmuchmoneyaGalicianhas?Probablywhilehe livesyouwouldnothavea rightoffivecentimes;butwhatdoes thatmatter toyou? In the firstyearsofmarriageyoucankeepyourselfwellenoughonyourcapital,andwhennecessitiesgrowgreater,andcertainadditionalthingsbecomenecessary,youcanmakearaiseonyourprospectsashisson-in-law,enoughtocarryyouoveruntilacertainjoyfulevent——"Otherwisereflectionspouredlikebusyandknowingbeesfromthemouthof
thatextraordinaryman.Inmylifeseemedgatheredtogetherallthelooseendsofexistence, all its aims fulfilled, and the quintessence of human relationsextracted.While my future was thus being discussed, although I found myself
embarrassed by the new perspective offered tomy view, I had, none the less,enough largeness of mind to admire the logic of his discourse, his surprisingwealth of figures, richness of diction, turns of expression, subtle and logicaldistinctions,andtheperfectlinksofhischainofreasoning.Thebreathingworld,I believe, held no secrets from thisman, and themechanism of his reasoningworkedwiththeexactnessofachronometer.Whenwe reached the cottage andwere seated to partake of the refreshment
that had been prepared for us, Emilio, who was near me, asked me in an
undertone:"Thenitisdecidedthatyouaregoingtoleaveusto-morrow?""Thereisnohelpforit.Theboatisdueanymomentnow.""What a pity!" he exclaimed in a melancholy tone; and placing one hand
affectionatelyonmyshoulderheadded:"Doyouknow,yourascal,thatwearegettingusedtoyou!"Iwasmovedbyhiswords,andmoreyetbythecloudofsadnessthatdarkened
hischeerful,sympatheticface.Ikeptsilence.Hedidthesame.Throwinghimselfbackinhischair,heremainedunlikehimself,thoughtfulandmelancholy.Atlastheturnedtomeandsaid,almostinmyear:"Ifyouwouldtakemyadviceyouwouldgiveupyoursea-faringlife,which,
saywhatyouwill, isa little risky,andmarryandsettledown.Whybealwaysalone?Doyouneverthinkofoldage,andhowsaditwouldbetopassthelastyearsofyourlifeinthepowerofself-seekers,withoutchildrentomakebrightyourhome,withoutawifewhoofherselfbringsorderandcomfort?""ButIamanoldfellowalready,"Iansweredsmiling,butsadinthedepthsof
mysoul,"Iamthirty-sixyearsold.""That is a good age for a man. And then, by your looks and strength and
suppleness,youareonlyaboy.Iknow,"headded,castingamischievousglancetowards the place where Isabelita was, "a girl of eighteen Aprils who wouldmarryyouinpreferencetoalltheyoungbucksofthecity.""Bah! this girl would laugh if you should propose to her aman double her
age.""Don't you believe it! Because you know it already, I will tell you in
confidencethatIsabelitaadmiresyou.""But,man——""No,no.Iknowparticularlythatsheadmiresyou."The thing was serious. This unexpected admiration made me anxious and
timid.Icouldnotseemyfaceinamirror,becausetherewasnonethere;butaglanceatmyshaggy,brownhandsandatmyfeet,neithersmallnorespeciallywell-shod,mademeunabletodivinethenatureorextentofmycharms.Well,well,theleastthatamancandowhen,withreasonorwithout,hefinds
himself admiredby agirl, is topassher theplateofolives andaskher if shelikes them.This is exactlywhat I did a little after I hadhad it brought tomynoticethatIhadfascinatedRetamoso'sdaughter.Sheprickedonewithherfork,andatonceherlovelyfacewascoveredwithblushes,asifshehadprickedmy
heart.Iwasnotsure,butIfiguredthatthenextthingafterthiswastoserveherabitofsausage.Thesameblushesdyedherbrowforthishashasfortheolives.The consecutive repetition of this physiological phenomenon filled my spiritwithalarm.MygallantsentimentsgrewsoanimatedthatIdidnotstopofferingher entertainment at very short intervals for some time. I think that if shehadtaken all I offered her that afternoon,medicinewould have beenpowerless tocounteract the effects of my attention, and that angelical being would havespreadherwingsforheaven,thevictimofanindigestion.Once startedon thedownwardpathof soft nothings, I didnot hesitate to sit
downbesideher and let herknow that shehadwonderful eyes, indescribable;cheeks thatwere smooth, rose-colored, indescribable; hands little and shapelyandcharmingand—alsoindescribable.Theknowledgeofthesefactscausedherprofound surprise, to judge by the look of incredulity that appeared upon hercountenance.ShetoldmethattrulyIknewverywellhowtogoon,andthatonlyarascalofasailor,accustomedtoflatterwomenallalongthecoast,couldfindsuchaproceedingpossible.Sayingthis,shegrewredderthanacherry.Theconversationwentonforsometimeinthissweetandpleasantfashion,as
ifwewereplayingatfencinginacomedy,andwhileit lastedthebloodebbedandflowedconstantlyinthefaceofIsabelita.Ioutdidmyself,asthecriticssayof bad actors in the journals; that is, I was jolly, smart, full of chaff, andabsolutelystupid.Ourchatattractedtheattentionoftherest,andIcouldseethattheylookedatuswithcuriosityandglancedmischievouslyatoneanother.Idon'tknownowwhatfatuitymademedoit,butIbeggedTonettoplayonhis
flute,andIproposedthat,whenthecompanycame,weshoulddance together.She accepted readily, and laughed a good deal (was it atme?)whenwewerethusmatched.IinvitedIsabelita,that'ssure,andIbeganjumpingaboutwithherlikearattle-patedstudent,andIwasnotlongindiscoveringthatinalittlewhileeverybodywaswatching us attentively.My agitationwas not calmed by this.However,Iwentonhoppingaboutatagreatrate,whileeverybodyapplauded,cryingvivas,andlookingatuswithlaughingeyes.OnlythesilentTonetandhisimmobilesonfixedtheirsuponusasgraveandmelancholyasiftheywishedtoremindusofthenothingnessofallthingshuman,andthebrevityofexistence.Cristina,who until then had been quiet, and onwhose brow I could see the
linesmarkedbythesceneofthemorning,nowbeganquicklytowakeupabit.Herfacewassolivelythateverybodyadmiredit.Theyhadnotseenherlikethatin years. Doña Amparo declared that since she was a little girl, when herplayfulnessand trickshadcausedhermothermore thanonestart,Cristinahadnot frolicked in such fashion. We encouraged her, applauded her, threw her
chufasandalmondsuntilshebegantoshowawishtodancealso.Emilioandhermother would not let her, on account of her condition. But nonsense andwitticisms kept on issuing from her mouth, splitting everybody's sides withlaughter. She had a lively wit, and she got her words off with a brusquenaturalnessthatgavethemagreateffect.Somethingsthatshesaidseemedtomea little dashing, but I admired her so much that I did not mind them.Whenanyone talks a great deal of nonsense, it is almost impossible to keep withinstrictlyprudentlimits."Thisisallright,"saidSabasinmyear,seatinghimselfbesideme."Nowyou
haveachancetostrikewhiletheironishot.Getinwithmyuncle.Talktohimaboutthesubjectthatwillbutteryourbread."Ilaughed,buttooknofurthernotice.IwentonpayingcourttoIsabelitawith
everybody'sgoodwill. Imistake—DoñaClara lookedatusnowandthenwitheyeswhoseexpressionwasa triflemoresevere thanusual,andshesniffedherRomannosewhenwechancedtotakealittleluncheonofchufas.Idonotknowbut I may be wrong, but two or three times I had a notion that I heard hermurmur theEnglishword,"Shocking!"Thiswouldhavebeennothingstrange,forindifficultplacesthisillustriousmatronpreferredtheAnglo-Saxonlanguageto her native idiom. That which I can fearlessly affirm, and nobody willcontradict, is that I saw her eat more than a kilo of chocolates, and that thisoperation, however vulgar in itself, did not make her lose one atom of hermajesty.Thehourarrivedforustogobacktothehouseforourcarriages,toreturnto
thecity.Butatthemomentofstartingtowalk,Cristinafeltverybadly.Isawthatshe grew pale and put her hand several times to her head and heart. The sal-volatileofDoñaAmparowasofnoavail;neitherwas theorange-flowerwaternortheMelisawater,norotherremediesthat,likefaithfulfriends,accompaniedthisnervous ladyeverywhere.Cristinabeggedus to leaveheraloneamomentwithTonet'swife,whowouldbringheracupoftila.Aquarterofanhourlatershecameoutofthecottage,serene,butwithreddenedeyes.Thenervouscrisishadendedintears.The sun had already disappeared when we started on our walk through the
fieldsofIndiancornandthelittlefruitorchards.Calmingmydashinggallantryandstiflingthegushofvanitythathadburstforthinmyspiritat thesupposedadmiration of Isabelita, I remained silent and sad. As I was walking apart incompanywithherandMatilde, Ididmyutmost tohide it;butseeing that thiswasimpossible,andfearingthattheywouldnoticemymood,Imadeafeintforthe purpose of falling back towalk alone. I was displeasedwithmyself. The
gallantryofthatafternoonseemedtomeatreasontomytruesentiment, tothesweetanddelicatelovethatIguardedlikeatreasureinthedepthofmyheart.Icould not but think with disgust that I had descended to the most trivialcheapness. I was afraid, with good reason, that Cristina, whose regard andesteemformehadseemedincreasing,woulddespisemefromthathour,andthisthoughthurtmedeeply.Since her indisposition she had not turned towardsme or looked atme, nor
spokenawordtome.Luckmadeitsothatshecouldnothelpspeaking.Shehadforgotten her watch and left it in the cottage and wished to go back for it. Iquicklyanticipatedher.WhenIreturnedwithit,shewaitedforme,alittleapartfromtheothers."Thankyou,"shesaid,withahard,coldface,andtriedtorejointherest.Whoever has experienced the pangs of lovewill believemewhen I say that
thatgloomycountenancegavemeinexpressiblejoy."Listen tome amoment, Cristina; I have something to say." I spokewith a
voicenotquiteundercontrol."Youmaysay it,"shereplied, lookingovermyheadat thehorizon,and ina
glacialtonethat,foralikereason,warmedinsteadofchillingme."I wish to beg advice of you and I scarcely dare. Did you notice that this
afternoon I paid a little more attention to your Cousin Isabelita, as if I werecourtingher?""No.Ihavenoticednothing,"sheanswered,moresharplystill."Because this is the truth—and I venture to say it, it is only because of the
greatdifferenceinagebetweenus—IonlydiditbecauseIsabelitaadmiresme."Shegazedatmestupefied,asifshesuspectedthatIhadgonemad."AtleastthisiswhatIhavebeeninformedinturnbySabasandEmilio.""What idiots!" she exclaimed, her lips smiling, understanding my meaning.
"Theyarecapableofmakingsportofeverything.Fortunatelyyouareamanofsense,andtakenostockinsuchnonsense;andifnot,youwouldstopatmypoorcousin.""In this case, I have, after all, taken certain steps towardswinning her good
will,andbeforegoingfartherIwishtoobtainyourapproval.""Myapproval!"sheexclaimed,agitated,andwithachokingvoice."Butwhat
need have you of my approval? I have no part in the matter. Beg it of herparents.""BeforebeggingitofherparentsIdesireitfromyou.Iknowthatyouhaveno
direct interest in the matter, but it has to do with your cousin, of whom youappeartothinkagooddeal,whohasdistinguishedmewithheresteem,howeverlittlemerited.Nobodycangivemetruecounselinthiscasebetterthanyou;soIbeg it of you, in the name of our good friendship, as a favor which I shallappreciateallthedaysofmylife."Sheremainedsilentforsometime.We walked on together through the high-growing corn which made even
dimmerthefadingtwilight.Iwatchedheroutof thecornerofmyeye, and it seemed tome that I could
detectslight,almostimperceptible,changessweepoverherface.Soonherbrowcontractedandherlipsmovedseveraltimesbeforeasoundescapedthem.Atlastshesaidinatremblingvoice:"Itmakesmeveryhappythatyouhavemadeyourchoiceat last.Menought
not to live alone, and especially those who, like you, have an affectionate,indulgent temperament, and know how to appreciate the delicate heart of awoman.Isabelitaisalmostachild;Icantellyoulittleabouthercharacter.Youwilltakeituponyourselftoformher.ButIcanassureyouthatsheknowshowto fulfil thedutiesofahousewife.She is industrious,careful,economical;andunderthesequalitiesarehidothersthatwillshowthemselves.Sheisverypretty,too.""You have forgotten the onewhichmakes her dearest andmost attractive to
me.""What?""Thatofbeingyourcousin."Herbeautifulfacedarkened;shefrownedandrepliedinasharptone:"Ifyoudonotcareformycousinforherself,ifyouwouldtakeherasatoyto
distract you from other illusions, or, which would be worse, to follow andnourishtheminsecret,youwouldcommitagreatsin;andIshouldinsuchcaseadviseyounottothinkofher,buttoleaveherinpeace."Utteringthesewords,shehastenedonandjoinedtheothers,leavingmealone.Whenwe got into the carriages to return to the city, I wasmelancholy, too
wrappedupinseriousmeditationstogoonplayingtheboywithIsabelita.Underpretext of a headache I found a place alone at the back, and to support mypretextIdidnotgouptoMartí'shouse,butretiredtomyhotel.Ateighto'clockinthemorningIheardthecheerfulvoiceofEmilio,whocame
intomyquarterslikeahurricane,threwopenthewindows,andsatdownonmybed.
"Youcan'tgoto-morrow,Captain!"hecried,laughing,andpullingmybeardtofinishwakingme."Why?"Iaskedsleepily."Because to-morrow you are going to be god-father to a little girl more
beautifulthanthemorningstar.""What!Cristina——?""Yes;Cristinawastakenillafteryouleftus.Wethoughtthatitwastobelike
herafternoonindisposition;butshe,whooughttoknow,beggedustosendforthewomanshehadengagedforthecase.Iwasafraidshemightnotsucceed,andsentforthedoctor;butCristinawouldnotconsentthatheshouldcomeintoherroom.Whenthewomantookchargeofher,thepoor—Oh,whatcourage,whatsuffering,Captain!Notagroan,notamoan.Iwalkedaboutdead,torntopieces,praying God that she would scream. I don't understand suffering without asound. I am appalled by temperaments like Cristina's, that not one complaintescapes in the worst of pains. At two o'clock in the morning my brave littlewomancamethroughher trouble,makingmefatherof theprettiest,healthiest,cleverestlittleonethesunofValenciaevershoneon.I'msureofit,althoughIhavenotyetseenit."He got up from the bed, took several turns in the room, came back and sat
down, got up again, andwent through a series of evolutions that showed thedelightfulagitationofhisspirit.Ifeltdeeplymovedtoo,andcongratulatedhimwithheartywords.Whenhestoppedatlast,Iaskedhim:"Soyoudomethehonorofbeinggod-father?""Itwillgivemegreatpleasure ifyouwill accept.To tell the truth, I thought
first of Castell. You don't mind, do you? Enrique is more than a friend andbrothertome.Itwouldbethenaturalthing.ButIwilltellyouprivately,Cristinaopposed it. Religious scruples, do you see? Enrique professes such upsettingideasanddeclaresthemwithsuchexcessivefrankness,theladiescannotforgivehim.Itisallbecauseheisnotapracticalman.Hemightholdallthenotionshelikedifhewouldkeepthemalittlemoretohimselfwhenheisamongwomen.Asforme,Ilaughathismaterialisticideas.Enriqueamaterialist,whenthereisnotamoregenerousmanintheworld!Because,inspiteofhisgreattalentsandhiswonderfulpowersofillustration,doyouknow,Enriqueisachild,aheartofgold!"As he uttered thesewordswith an accent of conviction, he shook his black,
curlyheadinawaythatmademewanttolaughandtoweepatthesametime."AndwhatdoesCristinasaytothesubstitute?"
"WhenIproposedyourname,shewasdelighted."Iwasdelightedtoo,hearingthis.Idressedhastilyandmarchedofftomakethe
acquaintanceofthenewstar.Thenextdaywewenttochurch,andIperformedmy duty with emotion, yes, bursting with pride. Later I took the train forBarcelona,promisingmyfriends to returnsoon tovisit them,and tomake thevisitpermanentbysettlingmycampinValencia.
CHAPTERXI.
ITHOUGHTthismatterover,andmypurposebecamefixedduringmyvoyage.Ifoundthat,althoughnotrich,Ihadenoughtolivecomfortablyon;andwhenIreturnedtoBarcelonaIofferedmyresignationtotheshippinghouse.I cannot clearly explain the sentiments whose tumult at that time filled my
soul.Confusionreignedtherein.IntenseloveforCristina,theangelicbeautyandinnocence ofRetamoso's girl, the desire for repose and for a comfortable andtranquil life that all men feel on arriving at a certain state, and the sharpprickings of conscience that questioned my right to obtain it under suchconditions, struggled togetherwithinme. But therewas one sentimentwhich,however silenced, was stronger than the others—the ardent desire to be nearCristina, to live inher intimatecircle, andnever to lose sightofher charmingface. I held no thoughts against the peace of her heart or the honor of herhusband,butonlytobehappyenjoyingherpresenceallofmylife.In thismind,neithersaint-likenorcriminal, I took the train forValencia two
monthsafterIhad left it. Ina train thatpassedmine inastationon theway, Icaughtaglimpse,throughawindow,ofthesilhouetteofSabas,andnearit theredheadofawomanwhowasnotMatilde."Sabas,Sabas!"Icalled.Whenhe sawme, he salutedmeaffectionatelywithhis hand.The ladywho
wasbesidehimalsosmiledcordially;Ididnotseewhy,forIdidnotknowher.Iremained puzzled. I was doubtful if I had not been mistaken. Was it reallyMatilde?Iwasnotlonginfindingout.I reachedValencia before dark.After leavingmy things at the inn, I hired a
conveyance to take me out to Cabañal, where I knew that Martí was nowinstalled.Iwasanxioustoconsultwithhimaboutmyplans.AsIdrewnearthecountryhouseIfeltmyheartbeatingviolently.Thisrousedanewmysentimentof honor. "Are we like this?" I said to myself scornfully. "While thinking ofbinding yourself by a sacred fetter, of offering yourself to an innocent younggirl, you cannot control your impulses! You are going to press the hand of afriend, tomakehimyourconfidant,yourkinsman,whilestillyourspirit isnotcleansedoftraitorousthoughts!"The family was assembled in the dining-room. I observed at once a certain
sadnessandunusualgravityontheirfaces.Theyallworelongfaces,filledwithaconsternationthatalarmedmeexcessively.Martíembracedme,however,withhisaccustomedcordiality,showingsinceredelightatmyarrival.Igavemyhandtotheothersand,comingtoMatilde,Isaidtoher,withoutstoppingtothink:"Soyouareawidow?Isawyourhusbandinastation.Wehadnochance to
speak,butwegreetedeachother."IhadnotfinishedutteringthesewordsbeforeIwasstupefiedbyherbeginning
toweepbitterly.Shepressedmyhandconvulsivelyand,betweenthesobs thatrentherbreast,said:"Thanks,Ribot!Manythanks!Myhusbandwasrunningawaywiththeyoung
lady.""I saw a red-headed lady beside him, but I did not think—" I stammered,
abashed."Yes,yes,theyounglady,"shesobbed."Forgive me, but what has been said can't be unsaid; but, yes, she seemed
youngtome.""Shewouldliketoseemyoung!Sheismorethanthirtyyearsold!"shecried
angrily; "morepaintedandbedizzened thanadoll inabazaar.Youshould seehermorningsonherbalcony!"Martícametomyaid,sayinginlowtones:"Shewastheyoungladyinthecompanyactingatthetheatre.""Ah!"Everybodykeptstillandlookedatthefloorasonedoeswhenpayingavisitof
condolence.Nothingcouldbeheard in the roombut the increasinglypoignantsobs of the outraged wife. The situation was trying, agonizing in the highestdegree.FortunatelyDoñaAmparohadthehappyinspiration tofaintaway,andthis accident introduced an element of variety into the scene which weimmediately improved. We ran to her aid. We opened flasks with shiningstoppers. The dining-room was filled with the penetrating fragrances of theapothecary's shop. Tears, embraces, sighs, kisses. At last her equilibriumwasrestored,andshecametoherself.I thought I would lose my head in the odor of ether; but before this could
happenMartídrewmefromtheroom,andcarriedmeofftohisoffice."Did you ever see such a wretched affair?" he cried, shaking his head in
immenseannoyance."Butwhatisitall?"
"Nothing;theothernighthewonthreeorfourthousandpesetasatplay,andhehasgonegaylyofftospendthemwithanactress.""Whatmadness!Buthewillcomeback!""Ibelieveyou;he'llcomebackwhenhehasrunthroughwitheverydollar,as
hedidtheothertime.""Theothertime?""Yes;threeorfouryearsagoheelopedwithacircus-rider.Butthenhecarried
offmoremoneythanthistime."Ihadnowishtoseekformoredetails,forIsawthatMartíwasgoingtobreak
down.Thereisnothingsadderthanthesadnessofahappyman.Todistracthim,Iturnedtheconversation,andtalkedofmyselfandtheprojectsIhadunderway.Hisfacechangedatonce,andacheerfulsmileplayedabouthismouth."Bravo,Captain!At lastyouaregoingtobeourown,"hecried,huggingme
untilhechokedme.We talked thematterover carefully.At lastwedecided that, consideringmy
age and character, I must not conduct myself like a youth, but with all dueformality.After gaining the consent of Isabelita,whichMartí seemed to thinkalreadyassured,Imust,beforeenteringuponourrelations,visitherpeopleandtalkseriouslywiththem.Thisplancapturedhisimaginationandhedrovealongassuredly.He cheeredme, embracedme several times, callingme cousin, andpromising me to help me all that he could, and promised, too, that Cristinawoulddothesame.We returned to the dining-room. Our cheerful countenances were in great
contrasttothesolemnanddejectedonesthere.DoñaAmparo'seyesstillshowedthewater-marksoftheirrecentflood.Matilde—thereisnosayinghowshewas.Isabelita,whowasstayingwithhercousins,receivedmewiththesameblushes,but without any great signs of rejoicing, which I attributed to the trouble herfamilywas in.Castellwas, as always, cold and disdainful.Cristina—I cannotexpresshowIfoundCristina.Hereyeshadastrangesadness,whichimpressedme painfully. I at once imagined that she found herself bowed beneath theburdenofsomegreatwrong,andthatthiscouldbenothingelsebuttheinfamousgallantry ofCastell. Perhaps he had narrowed the circle. Perhaps—oh,what athought!All at once I sawher eyesbrightenwithdelight at the entranceof thenurse
withmy god-daughter in her arms. Shewas a beautiful rosebud, fresh, sweet,delicate,andprobably,asthatistherule,doweredwithmarvellousintelligence.Martíwouldhavetestifiedtothatwithhisblood.
Tocarryconviction toourminds,he foundnomoreadequatemeans than toenteruponaseriesofmimicrepresentations,certainofwhichhadasurprisingsuccess.FirstheintonedahymnoftheChurchwiththevoiceofaprecentor.Thelittle girl at once began to put up her lips and burst out crying.Then he sangsomesequidillas, and the youngster at once cheered up and began to bounce,tryingtogetdownonthefloor,doubtlesstorunawayonallfours.Hebarked,hemewed,hecrowedlikeacock,andweunderstoodatoncethatthelittleonehadnolackofzoölogicalnotions,buthadanideaoftheclassificationsintroducedintheanimalkingdom.Martídemonstratedthethesisinawaywhichleftnoroomfordoubt,andproud
of the impressionon theassemblage thathisnotableexperimentssucceeded inmaking,heconsidereditpropernexttotakethechildfromhernurse'sarmsandtossherupanddowninhisownlikeabottleofink.Maybeheimaginedthatbythismethodofconcentrationhewouldinvigoratestillmoreherpsychicfaculties.Buthedidnotgoonwiththislongenoughtomakeherblack.Thelittlecreature,notfamiliarizedwithhisnovelmethod,objectedtoitwithloudscreamsandalltheindignationofhersoul.Cristinatookher,didallthatshecouldtohushher,andgaveheragaintothenurse,whowastheonewhoreallybroughtcalmintoheroutragedheart.Beforewewentintosupper,theyobligedmetodismissmycab.Castellwould
takemebackinhisown.Itriedtogetoutofthis,becausethecompanyofthisgentleman grew constantly more distasteful to me; but it was not possible.Emilio,withhis characteristic impetuosity and slight knowledgeofmen, gavetheordertothecoachmantodepart.TheyplacedmebesideIsabelita.Everybodywouldsaythatthatwasperfectly
natural,andthatIoughttohavebeenwhisperingtoheralltheevening.OfthisIhavenothingtosay.Perchance,iftheyhadbeenaskedifIshouldtouchherfootgentlywithmy own and fondle her hand underneath the table, some of themwouldhaveheldacontraryopinionandwouldhavediscusseditmoreorlessatlength.ButI,decidingthatthemajoritywouldfinallydecideinfavorofit,didnothesitateinanticipatingthedecisionsofsuchatribunal.At twenty minutes after ten I settled down in a corner of the dining-room
whereRetamoso'sgirlwas,andwhereIcouldchatfreelywithher.Itoldherfirstthatshewastheonlywomanintheworldwhocouldmakemehappy;second,thatbymyfrankandsympatheticcharacter,andbymyhonorable intentions—andbecauseofthevoiceIsaiditin—Ideservedwhatwouldmakemehappy.Inaccordancewith these thingsIwasresolved thaton thefollowingdayIwouldgive an account of this matter to Señor and Señora Retamoso. It was then
twenty-fiveminutesafterten.Ourdeliberationscontinuedalittlelonger.Castellwasaccustomedtodepartat
eleven, andhe askedmepolitely if Iwished todo the same. I agreed, aswasproper, since the familywouldwish to retire, andwe betook ourselves to thecity.During the ride Ihadoccasion to thinkoncemore that itwasanerrorofnaturethatIhadhaironmyface,andthatinsteadofahatIshouldhavecoveredmy childish thoughts with a thick hood. That gentleman, penetrating into thesecretlaboratoryoflife,arrangedthefactsofbeinginhismind,takingpainstopit his ideas against my inexperienced reasonings; sometimes yawning, againsmilinglypardoningmypuerilities.Take itall together,hehandledmesowellthat,inconsequence,Icouldfeelarealhoodonmyhead.Butthatwhichstirredme up most was his gracious manner of considering me a man; and therecognitionofthisattitudetowardsmeirritatedmemorethanever,andIsworebetweenmyteeththatIwouldneverrideagaininhiscab,butwould,instead,goonmyownfeet.Nextday, solemnlyattired ina coatwhichhadmade thevoyage toAmerica
eleven timesand toHamburg thirty-seven, Ipresentedmyselfat theRetamosohouse.ItwassituatedonthePlazadelMercado,notfarfromtheLorija,andwasmoresubstantialthanbeautiful,ofmodernconstruction,onlyonefloorabovethebusiness rooms,with aplain frontdestituteofornamental carvings,with threelargedoorsandthreelittlestonebalconies.Butitwasmuchmorespaciousthanitsexteriorpromised.Itswarerooms,occupyingthecornerpart,werelargeandhigh as the salons of a palace. Great piles of codfish, barrels of flour and ofalcohol, cases of sugar and cocoa filled it, forming narrow and intricatepassages.ThroughtheseIwent,half-suffocatedbythedistastefulodorsoftheseproductsofoverseas,andprecededbyaclerkwithapenbehindhisear,untilIreachedthebackoftheroom,wheretherewerethreeglassdoors,givinguponapatio.Nearoneofthesewasalowrailingofpine,paintedgreen;inthemiddle,asingletableandabigdesk;andbehindthetableandthedesk,alittlemanwithanembroideredvelvetskull-cap.Itwashimself,SeñorRetamoso."SeñordeRibot!Whatgoodfortuneisthis?"heexclaimed,risingtocomeout
of theenclosure,makingnumberlessbows,and liftinghishandasmany timesmoretohisskull-cap."Towhatdoweowethehonor?""Iwishtospeakafewwordstoyou,"Ianswered,castingasignificantglance
attheclerk,who,understanding,disappearedinthezigzagpassages.ThefaceofSeñorRetamosounderwentanenormouschange.Thedelightthat
hadoverspreaditwasswiftlysucceededbyadeepsadness.Itwasasifacloudhadinterceptedinanunexpectedfashiontheraysoflifeandwarmth,withering
anddryingupthatwhichamomentbeforehadbeenjoyouswelcome."Verywell. I will be with you in amoment," hemurmured, re-entering the
enclosure,carefullylockingthesafeandputtingthekeyinhistrouserspocket.Thisdone,hecameoutand,facingme,saidinaglacialway:"Iamatyourservice.""ThisgoodmanthinksIhavecometobegmoney,"Isaidtomyself,surprised
atthischange."The occasion of this visit," I said with hesitation, "is a little delicate. It is
possiblethatyouknow.""Iknownothing,"hedeclared,resolutelycuttingmeshort."Imeanttosayitispossiblethatyouhavesuspected——""Ihavesuspectednothing,"hesaidinturn,moredrylystill.Alittleirritatedbytheseinterruptions,Isaidwithspirit:"It is all the same. You are going to know now. It has to dowith a certain
sympatheticunderstandingestablishedbetweenyourdaughterIsabelitaandme.Asthissympathymightintimebetransformedintoaffection,andbecarriedtothe point of loving relations, I thought that I ought to consult thewill of herparents. My age forbids flirtations or a clandestine courtship. Further, thefriendship that bindsme toMartí, inwhosehouse I had thehonor ofmeetingyourdaughter,andthekindness,howeverunmerited,withwhichyourwifeandyouhavehonoredme,obligemetoconductmyselffranklyandloyally."The round face ofUncleDiego resumed its first expression. The cloud that
interceptedtheraysofdelighthadbeenchasedaway."Oh,SeñordeRibot!WhatdoIhear?Iknewnothing.Ihadheardnothing.I
amapoorman.Whynotgo tomywife,whounderstands itmuchbetter, andwillknowwhatIoughttoanswer?"heexclaimedsmiling,allhoney,liftinghishand tohis embroidered skull-cap, and throwingbackhis leg so as tomake adeeperbow."Ithoughtofseeingbothofyou.""Oh,SeñordeRibot!Butwhy?Come,comewithme. Iwill takeyou to the
placewhereyoucanadjustthisaccount.Iknownothingabouttheseexperiences,butthereisoneinthehousewhoknowsmorethanMerlin.Takecare,SeñordeRibot, take good care. Keep your stirrups. Whoever has to come to anunderstandingwithmyladyneedstheuseofhishead."Goingonlikethis,heconductedmetoastaircase,andbyitweascendedtothe
principalstory.Oncearrived,hesqueezedmyhandhardbetweenhisown,and,
inafalsettovoice,recommendedmetolookoutformyselfwhentalkingbeforehiswife, and not be disconcerted in her presence.He promised that hewouldhelpme all that hewas able, but that Imust not expectmuch, as he also feltconstraintbeforeDoñaClara."Sheisadeepwoman,SeñordeRibot.WhenIsaythis,Isayall."Without freeingme,he ledme to thedoorof aparlor, andgave twoknocks
uponitwithhisknuckles;thevoiceofDoñaClarawasheard,saying:"Enter."Retamoso again squeezed my hand to encourage me, and we entered the
apartment.DoñaClarawas discovered dressed in black, as correct and elegant as ever,
seated ina leatherchair,withabook inherhands.She tookfromheraquilinenose her gold-bowed glasses and let them hang suspended over her breast bytheirgoldenchain.Shegavemeherhand,at thesametimecastinguponmealookso imposing that, in spiteof thevalorwherewithher spousehad inspiredme,Icoulddonolessthantremble.Thenshetookhertragicfigureupoutofherchairandwentandsatdowninthemiddleofasofaofgreenvelvet,invitingusby a gesture to place ourselves in the arm-chairs thatwere on either side.Weobeyed orders, and Retamoso, finding no more excellent resource as apreparation for the session than to rub his kneeswith the palms of his hands,lookedatmemeanwhilesadlyandanxiously."SeñordeRibot,"hesaidatlast,"Ibegyoutotellmywifewhatyouhavejust
hadthekindnesstotellme.""Ithastodo,señora,"Isaidinatremblingvoice,"withadelicatematterthatI
desiretosubmittotheapprovalofyouboth.SoifItakethelibertyofspeakingof it toyou, it is solely that,nomatterwhat, it cannotbesaid that I lacked inshowing the respect andesteemwithwhichyou inspireme.Between Isabelitaandmeanespecialfriendship,isbeginningtotakeshape——""Iknowit,"interruptedDoñaClarasolemnly.Therefollowedamomentofsuspense,thenIwenton:"Isabelita, because of the gifts of character, innocence, and modesty which
adornher,deservesnotonlyaffection,butheartyadmiration.Icannot,naturally,explain all the charm that she has for me since I have felt myself attractedtowardsher.Ifoundcouragetogivehertounderstandthis,andIflattermyselfto think thatshedidnot take it ill.Untilnownobondhasexistedbetweenus,exceptasensitiveattraction——""Iknowit,"saidDoñaClaraoncemore,withthesamesolemnity.
Ifeltevenmoreconstrained.Retamosogavemeseveralencouraginggrins,andtakingbreath,Iwasabletogoon:"FromthenuntilnowIcanaffirmthattherehasbeennothingseriousbetween
us. I could not do otherwise, as I would never think of aspiring without thepermissionofherparents.Buthowever this inclinationmay seemunexpected,whenIembarkedforHamburgtwomonthsago,Icarriedthethoughtwithme,andtheresolutiontostrengthenthisdawningfriendship——""Iknowit,"oncemoresaidDoñaClarawithevenmoresolemnity,ifthatwere
possible.I remained mute and confused, giving up my disclosures, which the
supernaturalpenetrationofthisladyleftuseless.ButIcouldnothelpadmiringthe singular contrast between these consorts—he knew nothing, she kneweverything.Retamosogavemeseveralmischievouswinks,makingmeunderstandthatthis
wastobeexpectedandhadnothingsurprisinginit.DoñaClara,attheendofashortsilence,heldherselfupstillmoreerect,andblowinghernoseinamannertoinspireamonkeywithawe,said:"Beforegoingfarther,IbegyoutoletuscontinuetheconversationinEnglish.
Thesubjectissoseriousanddelicatethatitdemandsit."I profess andhave alwaysprofessed agreat admiration for the language and
literatureofGreatBritain.Onthelittlebook-shelfofmycabinvoyagedalwaysthe "Tom Jones" of Fielding, the "Don Juan" of Byron, and certain books ofShakespeare.But, in spiteof thisadmiration, Ihadnever supposed that itwastheonly idiominwhichgraveanddelicatesubjectscouldbe treated. Ididnotseek, however, to oppose this fine philological stroke, nor to discuss thepreferencethatthesternmammaofIsabelitashowedforonebranchoftheIndo-Europeanlanguagesoveritssistertongues,andhastenedtoyieldtoherrequest.Withthisthesurprise,delight,andgrinsofRetamosoreachedaclimax.Heputhis finger tohis forehead, archedhis eyebrows,openedhis eyesabsurdly, andseveraltimeswhenDoñaClaracouldnotsee,beingturnedtowardsme,heliftedhishandstoheaven,murmuringunheard:"Whatawoman!Whatawoman!"DoñaClara,withoutbeingatallsetupbythisidolatrousworship,letmeknow
ingutturalandemphaticEnglishthatnothingofallIhadsaid,done,orthoughthadbeenhid fromher,and thatsheknewalsoall thathadbeensaid,done,orthoughtbyherdaughterIsabelita.Thisdeclarationfilledmymindwithafeelingoflittlenessandlimitationthatendedbyhumblingme.Intheimpossibility,then,
ofsupplyinganyfactsshedidnotknow,orofutteringonethoughtworthyoftheintellectual height of this lady, I took uponmyself the role of calming down,submittingmyfeeblereasonsbeforehandtoherown.After sniffing several times like a ship displaying its banner on weighing
anchor in a port, and after fixing upon her nose her gold-bowed glasses tocontemplatemeforawhileinsilence,DoñaClarafounditwelltogivemesomeaccountofherintentions.Isabelitawasachild,Iwasaman.Layingdownthesetwopropositions, at first sight undeniable.DoñaClara logically deduced fromthemthatitwasnecessarytobecareful.Achilddoesnotgenerallyknowwhatshewants; aman is in duty bound to know. Further, itwas impossible to putasidewhatIwishedfor."SeñordeRibot,"Retamosoatthispointinterrupted,"willyoubesokindasto
putwhatmywifesaystoyouintoCastilianforme?"Thiswas done, andwhenhe foundoutwhatwasmeant, he expressednoisy
enthusiasm,exclaimingenergetically:"Justso!That'sit!Exactly!That'sit,that'sit!Justso!That'sit!"DoñaClaradidnotpaytheslightestattentiontothesewords,andkeepingher
nose pointed the sameway, submittedme to a long and careful examination.AlthoughIwassufficientlyupset,Iansweredherquestionsclearly,andhadthesatisfactionofnotingcertainslightsignsofacquiescencethattouchedmypride.Sheexaminedmypretensions,and(asaresultoftheconscientiousinvestigationconcerningmyconduct,whichwascarriedtotheextreme)DoñaClaradeclaredatlast,turningherheadslowlytowardsherhusbandlikeagloberevolvingonitsaxis,thatIwas"adecentperson,"athingthatIhadneverdoubtedinmymostextravagantmoments.Everyphaseoftheinvestigationwassuccessivelyandfaithfullyinterpretedby
me into Castilian, so that Señor Retamoso could understand. Everything wonfromhimthesamewarmapproval,andwasgreetedwithasalvoof"That'sit's!"and"Justso's!"DoñaClaraterminatedtheinterviewbyrisingfromthesofa,andwiththesame
firmness,thesameimpassivecalmandsang-froid,letmeknowthatherewouldbemyhome,andthatshewouldhavemuchpleasureinreceivingmewheneverIwishedtocome.Sayingthis,sheletherglassesdropbymeansofacleverandsurprisingjerkofhernose,andpresentedmeherhand.Itookitwiththegreatestveneration."Permitme,SeñordeRibot!Onemoment,onemoment,nomore!"exclaimed
Retamoso, who, following our example, had also risen. "I have not the
knowledgethatmywifehas,nordoIunderstandforeigntongues.SoIamnotsurethatIunderstandallthatyoudesire.ItseemedtomethatIunderstoodthatthereissomethingbetweenyouandIsabelita.""Arewestillthere?"Isaidbetweenmyteeth,lookingathimwithsurpriseand
anxiety.As forDoñaClara, she cast a lookuponhim thatmight have groundhimtopowder."Yes,señor,"Irepliedshortlyatlast."Bear with me, Señor de Ribot. I am a little slow of understanding, and
especiallyinmatterssofineasthese.YetIbelieveIunderstood(pardonmeifImistake) that you desire our permission to pay court to her. Pardon me, forheaven'ssake,ifIdonotexpressmyselflikeyoutwo.""Yes,señor,IdesireyourauthorizationtoconfirmmyrelationswithIsabelita.""Precisely! That's it! I see that I am not mistaken. Well, then, sir, I am
agreeabletoallthatDoñaClarahassaid,andifshehadsaidmore,Ishouldbestill more agreeable. You already know my opinion of you, Señor de Ribot.Whenthereisaheadinthehousecapableofgivingusefuladviceinallaffairs,why bother one's head discussing them? Only I desire that in this nothing ispromisedonourside.Forthepresent,nothingissettled.Iflater,SeñordeRibot,weareofthesameopinion,andallcometoanunderstanding,weshallbeabletotalkinanotherfashion.Mywifehasalreadytalkedinanotherfashion,andIhavenotcuthershort;butyouunderstandme,señor?"IunderstoodperfectlythatthiscraftyGalician,beforegivinghisword,wished
tofindoutexactlyhowmuchIwasworth.Iletmyselfbeimposeduponbytheruse.Iacceptedwhatheproposed,sayingthatmyvisitwasnotanofficialone,butmerely a simple call of courtesy and respect, and that I desired that theyshouldretaintheirliberty,asIretainedmyown."That'sit!Justso!Nothingissettled."DoñaClarahadmaintainedher rigidand immovablepositionwhilewewere
talking,gazing intospaceoverourheads inanattitudesolemnanddisdainful;nothingwouldgiveanideahowgrandioseitwas,excepttheMinervaofPhidiasontopoftheAcropolis,ifbychancethisworkoftheantiquepaganmasterhadbeenpreservedintactuntilourtime.SheremainedthusuntilI,takingmyselftothestairway,disappearedfromherhorizon.Retamosowentdownstairswithme,tookmeasfarasthedoor,pulledoffhisskull-cap,andutteringathousandoh'sand ah's, pressed bothmy handswith inexplicable tenderness, and said inmyear,ashedismissedme,"Itisunderstood,SeñordeRibot,thatnothingissettled,isn'tit?Myopinionisthatnothingshouldbesettled."
MygoodMartí laughed not a littlewhen I related to him the details of thisinterview. He congratulated me warmly, and, carried away by his fancifuloptimism,hesketchedout twentyplans,eachmoreagreeable than the last, formyfuture.Iwastobecomeveryrich,andbeassociatedwithhimandCastellinasteamboatlinewhosedirectionshouldbemycharge.Ishouldalsohaveapartinthebusinessoftheartesianwellswhentheybegantostrikewater.Inregardtothe canals from the river, he expressed sincere regret that itwas impossible atpresent to giveme anything to do. I replied that that did notweigh onme; Iwouldtrytolivewithoutit.Myresignationmovedhimsomuchthathefinishedbysaying,runningbothhandsthroughhistresses:"Ishallbeverymuchannoyedif,afterall,wedon'tfindawayforyoutogeta
show in this business, for it is going to be the best thing ever done in Spainbeforeto-day."WhenwhathadtakenplacewasmadeknowntoCristina,sheshowedherself
moreaffectionateandkind tome thanusual. Iobserved,none the less,onherface a melancholy expression that she tried in vain to conceal. She made avisibleefforttoappeargay,butatthebestsheseemedabitabsent,andhergreatblackeyeswereoftenfixeduponspace,revealingdeepabsorption.Istayedtosupperwiththem.Wewereattable,besidesthemarriedcoupleand
their mamma, Isabelita, Castell, and Matilde, with all her children, whoentertainedusverymuch.Thedesertedwife,whoseeyeswerenowalwaysred,smiled sadly, seeing the tenderness and enthusiasm with which these littlecreatures inspired me. There was not lacking someone—I think it was DoñaAmparo—tohintthatIwasgoingtobeamostaffectionatefather,whichcausedIsabelitaaveritablesuffocationofblushes.Thiscolorcamebackseveral timesduring supper, because Martí thought well to season it with more or lesstransparentallusionstoourfuturekinship.Aboveall,whenheopenedabottleofchampagne,and,liftingthegoblet,dranktothewish"thatCaptainRibotwouldcastanchorinValenciaforlife,"thecheeksofhiscousindidnotsetfiretothehouse, because, fortunately, there was no combustible material stowed nearthem.Whenwe rose from table to take a turn in the garden, I offeredmy arm to
Cristina.Ihadalivelydesiretotalkwithher,tosoundhersoul,whichseemedtome to be disturbed.Before seeking refuge in another port,where the fate thatwascontrollingmewasdrawingme,IoughttoknowthatitwasthewillofGod;butnever,nevercouldIforgetthatdreamoflove.Thiswasthetruth.AlthoughIhadmade heroic efforts to drive it away, thinking of other scenes, other joys,other duties, it returned persistently to charm my nights and to disturb my
conscience.IhadalreadytakenherhanduponmyarmwhenCastell,cominguptousand
makingalittlebow,said:"HavewenotarrangedthatthiseveningIwastobeyourescort?"Atthesame
timehecastuponheraparticularlook;itwasthreatening,anddidnotsoftenthecoldsmilethatplayedabouthislips.Cristina respondedwitha timidglanceandhastened to releasemyarm from
herown,sayinginanalteredvoice:"Thankyou,CaptainRibot.Enriquehadinvitedmebefore——"And they departed down the stairway. From above, when the light of the
vestibulefellupontheirfaces,IcouldseethatCastellwastalkingtoherwithanangrygesture, as ifheweremaking recriminations, and that shewasexcusingherselfwiththegreatesthumility.Oh,God!theveilthathadhidthetruthfrommewasswiftlytornaway.That
manmustevennowbeherlover.Allthebloodinmyveinsrushedtomyheart.Ifeltgiddyandwasobligedtograsptherailingsoasnottofall.
CHAPTERXII.
I CAN swear that no anger entered into the agitation that I experienced.Mypride did not resent her preference. I only felt amortal sadness as if the lastillusionlefttomeinlifehadflownawayandescaped.Andmore,thedeeplovewherewith she inspired me was not quenched or lessened. The respect andidolatryofmysentimentwereweakened,itistrue,butitstendernesswasatthesame time increased. The goddess had fallen from her pedestal and wastransformedintoawoman.Losinginmajesty,shehadgainedincharm.Duringthedaysfollowing,Iobservedthat thehumbleexpressionofherface
thathadsomuchsurprisedmegrewmoremarked.FromthisI judgedthatsheacknowledged her fault and begged my pardon. Instead of showing myselftroubled, I did everything possible to appearmore respectful and cordial thanbefore.She recognized this, andconstantlygavemeproofsofher affectionatefriendship.Herheartwasnoble;ifshehadfalleninherownsight,itwasowingto fatal circumstance, and not to her vicious inclination. Such were then mysentiments.And Martí? Poor Emilio! Every time that I saw him I felt more and more
attractedbyhisgenerosityandinnocence.Ithoughtthathewasalittlethinner,butalwayscheerfulandalwaysconfiding.Wespentoneafternoonaloneat theseaside. As neither he nor I was out of humor our conversation ran playfullyfromone subject to another, andwe laughed at the anecdoteswehappened toremember. One of those that I told had better fortune than it deserved. Helaughedsomuchthatattheendhegrewpale,puthishandtohischest,and,tothe great terror of us both, threw up blood. I helped him as well as I could,carriedhimtoafountainnearby,wherehedrankwaterandwashedhimself. Iwasmuchstartledby this. I couldscarcelyspeak. Iencouragedhim,however,tellinghimthatthiswasnotimportant,andcitingnumerouscasesoffriendswhohad had this sort of thing without any serious consequences. When he hadcomposedhimself,hesmiled."You are right. It is nothing. I am sure that my lungs are perfectly sound,
becauseuntilnowIhaveneverevencoughed.Iwill takea littlebettercareofmyself, and when summer comes, I will go as a precautionary measure toPanticosa. But it is necessary to keep all this from Cristina. You know how
womenare.Don'tsayanythingtoCastelleither.Heisverypessimistic,andhisaffectionformewouldmakehimalarmed.Hewouldbecapable,inhisanxiety,ofrevealingittoCristina."My eyes, in spite of myself, filled with tears. Seeing this, he appeared
surprised; therewasamomentofsuspense; then, laughingaloud,heembracedme,exclaiming:"Youareveryoriginal,Captain!Thereissomestrengthtobedesiredheretoo!
But I confess that if I had not such a practical temperament, and were notaccustomedtoexamineeverysubjectcoolly,thiswouldmakemeapprehensive.Fortunately,Iknowwhattocountoninthestrengthofmyconstitution.""My emotion was caused by surprise," I hastened to say, to mend matters.
"And then I amnotverywell thesedays;mynerves areupset.But, as I havesaid,thismeansnothing,especiallyforyou,whoseemtobesucharobustman.""Themostrobustofmen!Ihavenothingmorethanaratherweakstomach,and
sometimesalittlekidneytrouble.Exceptforthis,Iamanoak.Ifthiswerenotso, how could I endure all the work loaded on my shoulders, the frequentjourneys,andallthatIhavetocarry?""Exactly.Ihavenodoubtofit.Andyouhaveneverbeforefeltanypaininyour
lungs?"Martí took a few steps, looked atme closely, and in a voicemade to seem
strongbyaspecialeffort,answered:"Mylungsarethoseofanathlete!""Indeed?""Those of a gladiator," he insisted, shaking his head with an air of
unquenchableconviction.Uponthishelaunchedintoapanegyricofhisrespiratoryapparatuswithmuch
enthusiasmandwarmth.Hecouldnothavebeenmoreeloquentifhehadbeenacommercial traveller and was offering it as a sample to a great commercialhouse. I congratulatedhimwith equal enthusiasmon thepossessionof such aperfectexample.Inspiredbyhisowneulogies,hestruckhischest, takingdeepbreaths,thensangthelastariaof"Lucia."Afterthat,whocouldhaveanydoubtsofhisorgans?Wereturnedtothehouse,heinanexcellenthumor,butnotI;forinspiteofhis
weightoftestimony,Iwasnotabletodismisscertainapprehensions.Indeed,asour pathway narrowed, and hewalked ahead ofme, his narrow shoulders, hislong neck and drooping ears, did not remind me of the figure of Milon ofCrotonanoranyotherwinnerintheOlympiangames.Itseemedtomethatsuch
magnificentlungsashesaidhehadwouldnothavechosensuchapoorlodging.It was the hour of twilight. The park began to be filled with darkness and
mystery.AlthoughwewereinthelastdaysofSeptember,thefreshblossomingflowersof that fortunate region filled theairwith fragrance.The treeswereasgreen and leafy as in early spring; the turf shone in eternal freshness. Butmingledwiththeluxurious,romanticscentofheliotrope,roses,andvioletscamefromsurroundingorchardsotherheavierbreathsofripefruits.Thefruitfulearthfilledtheairofheavenwiththeperfumeofgrapesandmelons,pearsandapples,dryinghayandIndiancorn.In front of the house, seated in rocking-chairs, we found Cristina and her
mother, Isabelita, Castell, and Matilde. Her children were running about thegarden,cacklingandgabblinglikeparrots,whiletheirunhappymotherwatchedthemwithamelancholysmile.WhenweappearedinfrontofaclosethicketofIndian cannas,Castellwas seated besideCristina, talking to her in low tones.Shecast oneglance at herhusband, thenatme, andat once loweredher eyeswith a serious, pondering expression on her face; but raising them again, shescrutinized Emilio carefully, while he sat down, chatting and laughing withexaggeratedvolubility.Cristinagotup,wentovertohim,andsaid:"Emilio,youarepale.Doyoufeelill?""I?Whatanidea!Ineverfeltbetter.ItisbecauseIhavebeenlaughingallthe
afternoon.Thecaptainhasastockofdeliciousanecdotes.Atsupperwemusttellsomeofthem;notall,though,fortheyareallcolors."She was not satisfied; but although she went and sat down, her eyes never
quittedhim.Castellmadeeffortstoattractherattention,talkingintoherear.Theconductofthatmanseemedtometheheightofcynicism.Soonitwasquitedark,andwewentintothedining-room,whereitwaslight
andthetableready.Justasweweregoingtositdownatit,aservantentered,andcallingMartí apart, gave him a letter,with an air ofmystery.He opened it atonce andwas not able to repress amovement of annoyance. Pocketing it andexcusinghimselfforafewmoments,hetookhishatandwentout.Ourcuriositywas excited, but nobody said anything. At last Cristina, whose anxiety wasevident,askedtheman:"Whogaveyoutheletter?""Agentleman.""Didhewaitforananswer?""No, señora.Hewanted to speakwith the señor, and hewent across by the
maindoortowaitforhim."
The unusualness of the incident, and the mysterious manner of the servant,increased our curiosity extraordinarily. We had not long to wait for itssatisfaction. Martí presented himself in a few moments, and, putting his hatdownonachair,askedjocularly:"Don'tyouallknowwhomIshallhavethehonortopresenttoyou?"Wealllookedeagerlyathim."AgentlemanwhosenamebeginswithanS.""Sabas!"exclaimedMatilde.Her next act was, with quivering face and violent gestures, to hurry her
childrenoutoftheirchairs,and,pushingthemwildlybeforeher,getthemoutoftheroom,herselffollowingafter.We all stood up in our agitation. The nose of the deserting husband was
promptly stuck in at the garden door, and behind it entered its interestingproprietor. A groan from Doña Amparo. A convulsive embrace next, tears inabundance.Sabas, although in the arms of his mother, cast a wandering and afflicted
glanceaboutthedining-room."Matilde!Mychildren!"hecriedinadramaticmanner."All have abandoned thee except thy mother!" responded Doña Amparo in
mostpatheticaccents.Sabasleanedhishead,aresignedvictim,against thematernalbosom.Atthis
DoñaAmparohuggedhimyetmore fervently, ready togiveher life-blood forherabandonedson.Hefreedhimselfatlast,arrangedhiscravat,andheldouthishand to us solemnly, in the dignified attitude of a general who concludes acapitulationafteraheroicresistance.HewentuptogreetCristina,butsheturnedherbackuponhim,andwentout
of theroom.Heshookhishead inasentimentalmanner,andgaveusasweet,expressive glance. Then he raised his eyes to heaven, as if petitioning for thejusticethatearthdeniedhim.Iwas trulyalarmed to see thathis facewasblackand the skinpeeledoff in
someplaces,especiallythenose.Helookedasifhehadreturnedfromascientificandcivilizingexpeditioninto
CentralAfrica,ratherthanfromaromanticexpeditionwithayoungladytothecapitalofCatalonia.DoñaAmparomade him drink a glass of orange-flowerwater to calm him.
Therewasnoneedof it.Hisattitudeon thatcriticaloccasion,atonce tranquil
andresigned,impressedusprofoundly.However,whenhehaddrunktheorange-flowerwater,hesaidwithastonishingfirmness:"ImustseeMatilde."And,joiningtheactiontotheword,heproceeded,fullofmajesty,towardsthe
door.Hewenton into the inner rooms.Andweall followedhim,wewere sofascinatedbyhisnobleandseveremanner.Wewere filledwithanxietyconcerning thedramaticscene thatwasgoing to
takeplace.Sabasopenedtwoorthreedoorsconsecutively,withoutbeingabletofindhiswife.Buthisintrepidheartwasnotcastdown.Withoututteringawordhemountedtotheupperstory.Wefollowedhimanxiously.Matildewas inher room,andCristinawaswithher.Atsightofherhusband
she groaned wrathfully, and started towards another door to try to get awayagain.Cristinatriedtodetainher."Letmego!"shecriedmadly;"Idon'twishtoseehim.""Matilde,forheaven'ssake!"criedCristina,embracingher."Letmego,letmego!Everythingisoverbetweenustwo!"Thenthefugitive,standinginthemiddleoftheroom,showedthathisstrength
wasleavinghim.Heputhishandfeeblytohisforehead,hislegsdoubledunderhim,and,takingjustenoughstepstowardsasofatoreachit,hefellacrossitinaswoon.We all ran to his aid, and his offended wife was not the last one. On the
contrary,itwasshewho,grievingandtrembling,bathedhistempleswithwater,andunfastenedhiswaistcoatandshirttohelphimbreathe,exclaimingwildly:"Sabas,mySabas!Forgiveme!"Meanwhile,DoñaAmparoappliedtohisnostrilsvariouschemicalproductsof
astimulatingnature.Therestofushelpedontherestorativeworkmoreorlessmodestly, bringing a carafe of water, uncorking bottles, or giving air to thefaintingmanbymeansofafan.Theonlyonewhoremainedinactive,seemingindisposedtoofferanyhygienic
aid to her brother, was Cristina. Standing erect near us, she looked strangelysevere.Doubtlessherbehaviormightseemtosomepersonscruelandunnatural;butnottome,formydeep,unreasoningloveforthiswomanmadeallthatshedidseemrightandproper,hereverymovementadorable.AtlastSabasreturnedtotheworldofconsciousness,andaskedofhismother,
whowasinfrontofhim,thatwhichhasbeenaskedsomanytimes:"WhereamI?"
"Withyourwife!""Withyourmamma!""Whoadoresyou!""Whoidolizesyou!"Four feminine arms embraced him, and four lipswere pressed almost at the
sametimeabovehisskinnednose.Hiseyeswanderedabout the roomatallofusas ifhedidnotknowus,and
werefixedatlastuponhiswife;thenhegroanedfrightfully:"Matilde!Matilde!Matilde!"Thenhehuggedherandfellbackinanattackofconvulsivelaughing.Hisloud
laughterjoinedtothesobbingofhiswifeandthewailsofDoñaAmparomadeaterrifyingmixturethatwouldhavemeltedthehardestheart.More,byvirtueofthe contagion that all the world knows lies in this sort of an attack, I felt ashockingdesiretolaughalso.ByhardworkImanagedtostifleit.Ilefttheroomandwentdownagaintothedining-room.Theotherswerenotlonginfollowingme, leaving Sabas restored and at peace with his wife and his mother. Tenminuteslatertheycamedownalso.Cristinagavetheordertoservethesoup,andIobservedwithsomeastonishmentthatSabasdinedwithanexcellentappetite,andduringdinnershowedhimselfasgayanddisputatiousandsmartasever.Hiswifedevouredhimwitheyesofpure affection, anddevotedherself towaitinguponhim.Whenwefinished,herosebeforetakinghiscoffee,lightedagoodcigar,and
askedhisbrother-in-lawifhewouldlethimtakehiscab."Butareyougoingout?"hiswifeaskedhimwithsurpriseandannoyance."Yes;IamgoingtotakemycoffeeattheSiglo.Ihaven'tseenasingleoneof
myfriendsyet.Ishallbebacksoon."Matildetriedtokeephim,beggingthathewouldnotgothatnight,caressing
hishands,withnoresultexcepttomakehimcross.Observing,however,thebadeffect this had upon us, he changed his tone and embraced her, saying inendearingaccents:"Goosie!Aren'tyougoingtoletmegoandcelebrateourreconciliation?"Withthistheinfatuatedwifewassatisfiedandcontent,brushedthedustfrom
hisshoes,andwentwithhimtothecabdoor.Weremainedinthedining-roomsometime.Emiliowasthefirsttostarttobed,
sayingthathefeltsleepy.Ithoughtthathishemorrhagehadaffectedhimmorethan he had acknowledged. Matilde went up to put her children to bed. We
remainedchatting,IsabelitaandIinonecorner,CristinaandCastellinanother,whileDoñaAmparoembroideredbythelightofalampbetween.This state of things impressedme uncomfortably.We seemed like two pairs
engaged in courtship,watched over by themamma; and this idea, so far as itconcerned Cristina and Castell, could not but fill me with great repugnance.Such wasmy faith in that woman that I scarcely believed what I saw. I wasabsent andmelancholy, and with difficulty kept up the conversation with myintended.My intended!Thewindswere drivingmeupon a coastwhere I didn't know
whether I was going to be shipwrecked or find a snug harbor. I confessed tomyselfwithalarm that sincemydreadful convictionsaboutCristina,myheartwaslessinclinedthanevertoadmitanotherwoman.WhenMatildecamedownaftergettingherchildrentobed,inordertogetout
ofthisscarcelydecentsituation,andalsotoridmyselfalittleofthesadnessthatoverpoweredme,Iproposedthatwetakeaturninthepark.Thepropositionmetwithfavor,andCristinawasthefirsttoacceptit,risingfromthesofawhereshehadbeensitting.ButCastellsaid,withhisusualdecision:"Idon'tfeelequaltoit.Itismuchtoodampintheparkatthishour."Cristinaturnedandsatdownagainbesidehim."Wearenotsomuchinfearofdying,arewe,Matilde?"Isaidsmiling.Sheand
Isabelitafollowedme.DoñaAmparostayedwithherdaughterandCastell.Wewent to the end of the garden, and from there entered the open spaces of thepark,where thebalmyairdidmeagreatdealofgood, formybrowhadbeenburningandmyheartfilledwithmournfulpresentiments.
CHAPTERXIII.
THEpark,wrapped in theshadesofnight, seemed likea forest; itwasmoregrand and mysterious. The magnolias, cypresses, and araucarias that halfcoveredthegroundmightbeimaginedcavalierswrappedintheircloaks,silentand threatening. The foliage did not stir; the gravelled roads scarcely showedtheirwhiteness;thefootpathsweresubmissivetothedarkness.Wefollowedthefirst of these in a sort of vague disquiet, exchanging few words. The sameemotionseemedtosealourlipsandoppressourhearts.WhenIrecallthosefirstmomentsof thatnight and theoverwhelmingmelancholy thatoppressedme, Icannothelpbeingabitsuperstitious.But if thedarkness inspiredsadnessandavaguedread, the fragrances, some
sweet,somekeen,thatfilteredthroughthesilentleaves,invitedustogofarther.We inhaled, as we went on our way, a thousand delicious odors, from thescarcelyperceptiblebreathof violets to the strong, dominatingperfumeof themagnolia.On arriving at a certain place, a sort of little openingwhere the languorous,
sensuousperfumeofheliotropedominatedallothers,Matildemadeagestureofpleasure.Itwasherfavoritefragrance.Shewouldnotletusgoanyfarther,andmadeussitdownonarusticbenchsothatshecouldgetherfillofit,asshesaid.But,unluckily, thatperfume,subtlewithOriental love, immediatelyrecalledtoher memory the poetical image of her spouse. And, fascinated by thisrecollection, she entertained us for some time by relating themost interestingparticularsofhisdomesticlife—atwhathourthisextraordinarybeinggotupinthe morning, how soon afterwards a glass of water with lemon in it wasintroducedintohispreciousorganism,howmanyslicesoftoasthetookwithhiscoffee,howmanypipeshesmoked,howhewalkedabout thehouse,andevenhow,everyThursday,hetookmagnesiatocleanseandpurifythissplendidworkofnature.As if insympathywithherenthusiasm,anddesiring togive testimony to the
admirationthatsucharareandbeautifulsubjectinspired,agentlelightsuddenlyshone over the place.We turned our eyes towards the sea, and saw themooncoming up above its quiet waves. The waters smiled; in the park the silver,smoothleavesofthemagnolias,thesilky-whitenessoftheroses,thetopsofthe
cannasandlaurelsglitteredinluminouspointsoflight.Thedarknessfledawayinto the depths of the thickets, forming dense, impenetrablemasses. Soon themoonlight began penetrating these also, as themoon rose higher in the azurevault,scatteringgoldenrays.Matilde, who was reminded by everything in heaven or on earth of Sabas,
thoughtthatitwasnowtimetogethisbedreadyforhim,andaskedustocomeintothehouse.Isabelitadidnotwishtogososoon.Thenightwasdelicious;shewouldstayalonewithme.Ididnotwishtosayanythingabouttheunusualnessofthis,todisturbherangelicinnocence.Wesatforsomemomentsonthesamebench,chattingaboutindifferentmatters.I was not long, however, in bringing the conversation to our projected
marriage.Itinterestedherimmensely.Shemusthavesixdozenofchemises,andfourofpetticoats,andthreeofthis,andeightofthat.Icouldnothelphermuchinallthat.Iwasabsent-mindedorcritical,and,withoutknowingwhy,respondedbutpoorlyandwithlittletactwhensheconsultedme.Butmyattentionwasheldwhen the child began to talk about our house, and the expenses it wouldoccasion,andtheexpenditureswemustcountupontofurnishit.Iwassurprisedat the ease and capacity wherewith she discussed economic subjects. She notonly understood what concerned her father's business, but also exchange,discountingbills, stocks, and soon.For some time I listenedwith amazementwhileshediscussedtheprobableriseofcertainpublicstocksthatherfatherhadrecentlybought,of thetransferringofothers thatheheld,of thesuddenfallofthestockofthetobaccocompany,oftreasurybonds,andathousandotherthingsofwhoseexistenceIscarcelyknew.Thisfinancialeruditiondidnotimpressmeagreeably. Iunderstood thenecessityofawoman'shavingsomeknowledgeofaffairs in order to rule over her house properly; but so much mercantileknowledgeshockedmytemperament,whichwasnotatallpractical,and,moreyet, the idea itgavemeof thisyoungcreature. It seemed impossible that sucholdwordscouldissuefromsuchyouthfullips.But this was not the only thing. Going on from one thing to another with
strange smartness, the child reached the point of inquiring the amount ofmycapital.Ididnottrytohideitfromher.AtthefirsthintItoldher,withcompleteclearness,onehouse,alittleland,afewbondsofthecompanyinwhoseserviceIhadbeen—aboutsixtythousanddollarsallreckoned.Isabelitakeptsilenceamoment."Itisn'tmuch,"shesaidatlast,withacertainantagonisticinflectionIdidnot
knowinher.And,afteranotherpause,sheadded,withaforcedsmile:
"Myfatherthoughtthatyouweremuchricher.""Butyouperceivehowmistakenhewas,"Isaid,withasmilestillmoreforced.
"Weare almost alwaysdeceivedaboutothers, sometimes thinking them richerthantheyare,sometimesmorenoble."ThiswasallthatIsaid.Ifeltanenormous,overwhelmingrepugnance,almosta
nausea. In one instant I had made upmymind. I would not marry this self-hawker,withherangelicprofile,forallthetreasuresofearth.And, curiously, as soon as Imade this resolution, I felt at peace and almost
happy.IfeltasifIhadthrownoffagreatload.So,tothesurpriseofRetamoso'sdaughter,whohadremainedthoughtful,andalittleputoutbymywords,Ibegantoshowmyselfgayandnevermoremerry.But the eveningwas advancing, and as Iwas not interested in conversation,
andwishedtobealoneandthinkoverthepropermethodforbreakingoffwithher, I proposed thatwe should return to the house.Aswe got upwe heard amurmurasofpeoplecoming;wedidnotknowanyotherwayexcepttositdownagain.CastellandCristinasailedintothelittleopenspace.Fromthedarknessoftheplacewherewewere sitting,wecould see themplainly, for themoonlightcompletely enveloped them. I perceived at once that the conversation was aseriousone.Hecamealongsmiling,bendinghisheadinsinuatinglytowardsher,totalkclosetoherear.Cristinawaspale,withfrowningbrow,hergazehard,andfixed on space. I wished to get up at once, but Isabelita heldme back. Theypassedbeforeuswithoutseeingus.Asforhim,wecouldnothearhim,becausehespokeverylow;butsomeofherwordsreachedourearsdistinctly."Thereisnothingmoretobesaidaboutthat."This sentence, uttered with unusual energy, impressed us forcibly. Isabelita
graspedmywristwithanervoushandandstooduptofollowthem.And,truly,ifcuriosityexcitedher,myownwasnoless;butasIknewwherethatwouldleadme,andasitseemedtomeindecoroustosurprisesuchasecret,I triedtostopher. It was useless. The girl pulled away fromme, and was off after them. Ifollowed also, determining to do something to attract their attention in someway. But by this time I could no longer see Isabelita. I went forward in thedarkness,whichwasthereverydense,guidedonlybythesoundoftheirvoices.In a few moments I realized that Castell and Cristina had stopped. I stilladvanced and saw that theywere in a glorieta, or arbor, formedby four greatlaurels,planteda littledistanceapart,whosebranches interlaced. I approachedwith a cautious step. Isabelitawas outside the arborwith her ear glued to thebranches.WhenIcameuptoher,sheflashedonehandovermymouthandtheother arm about my neck so hard that she hurt me. I was stupefied by such
violence,whose reason I could not imagine.Weakly, and because I thought itwouldsaveCristina'smodesty,Iremainedpassiveandquiet."Perhaps you consider," said Castell, "my patience of several years, my
sufferings,thesilent,constantserviceIhavegivenyou,amerecaprice.Perhapsyousupposethatmyself-loveisconcernedinthisratherthanadeep,irresistiblepassion.Have I not an equal right to suppose that thedisdainwithwhichyouhavesomanytimeshumiliatedmeis theworkofprideandofobstinacymorethanofvirtue?""Youmaysupposewhateveryoulike.Thewayyoujudgeme—""I knowyou," interruptedCastell. "Nobody could bemore charming. I have
neverfoundawomanwhosebeautyandwhosecharacterappearedtomemoreinterestingandworthyofadmiration."Iheardaslightsniffofdisdainandthenthesewords:"Iwouldpreferyoutoadmiremeless,andletmelivemoreatpeace.Butitis
notabout this that Iwish to talkatpresent. Iconsented tocomeoutwithyou,and findmyselfhereat this improperhour, at the riskofmyhusband'shonor,whichisdearertomethanlife,becauseIseeawaytosolvetheproblemofmylife.Richorpoor,happyordisgraced,Iamresolvedtoliveinhonorandpeace."Nobody can imagine exactly what went on within me at that moment. The
horriblesuspicions,almostcertainties,whichhadsmearedtheimageofmyidol,fledlikeblackspectres.Isawheragaininallherpurity,withanaureoleofvirtuethatwashergloryandcharm.Acelestialhappinessdescendedintomyheart.Allmybodytrembled,seizedwithanirresistibleemotion."Youmight searcheverywhere,youmight look thewideworldover, forone
whosehappinessconcernsmemorethanyourown,andyoucouldnotfindone,"saidCastell."Thatisverylittletosay,"repliedCristinawithasarcasticaccent."Becauseyouthinkthatnothingonearthmovesmeorinterestsme,don'tyou?
Thereyouarewrong.BeforeIgavereintothisdisgracefulpassion,Ilivedinastate of perpetual interest in all things. Cities, mountains, rivers, the ocean,society,art,passingaffections,everythingmovedmeandattractedme.To-dayall these thingsareobjectsof loathing inmyeyes.Barrenboredom,awearingcontempt, and a causelessweariness dogme everywhere, surroundingme likepoisonousvapors.Allthenervesofmylifeareparched—exceptone.Whenthisis stirred, my being trembles, my faculties are roused, the horrible spell thatbindsmeisbroken,anddaylightbreaksuponmyspirit——""Bettersaynight.Abadconsciencehasneedofnight."
"Conscience always stops on the steps of the temple of love. Did you everknowanyonewho,trulyinlovewithawoman,devouredbydesireforher,hasbeenhinderedbyconscience?Iknownobody.Ifanyhumanbeingcametomewith a tale like that, I should tell him frankly that he lied. No mouse everhesitatedbeforecheese;nomanbeforeawoman,infearofhisconscience.""Alltheworseformenifthatisso.ButIrepeatitisnotaboutthisthatIwish
tospeakatthismoment.Attheriskofyourcarryingoutyourhalf-veiledthreats,Iamresolvedtoputanendtothispersecution,anditshallbeended.Indeed,itshallbeended!""Doyouknowonething,Cristina?Ihavecometothinkthatyouenjoybeing
obstinateratherthanvirtuous.""Doyouknowanother thing,Castell? Ihavealways thought that there isno
lovewhateverinyourmake-up,but,instead,amonstrousvanitythathasneedofsatisfyingitselfatthecostofthehonorandhappinessofyourbestfriend.""Iftherewasnothinginmebutvanity,howlongwouldithavetakenittobe
revengeduponthisscorn,theseinsults?Idoubtifthereisawomanintheworldwhoknowshowbettertocuttheheartwithagesture,envenomthesoul,andfillitwithmad angerby aglance. I ampersuaded that you cannot love, but onlyscorn, aman. If you condescend to your husband, it is because he is a poor,miserablethingwhodoesn'tdareholduphisheadinyourpresence.""Spareyour insults!This iswell! Ifyouhadalways talked like this, Ishould
havebeensavedmuchpain.Nowletuscometotheothermatter.Itisabsolutelynecessary that fromthisnighthenceforthyoumustcease tomortifyme,eitherwithwords, looks, or hints of any kind. It is absolutely necessary that, if youcannottreatmewithrespectasthewifeofyourfriend,Ishouldbetoyouasanyindifferentperson.And,further,Iamresolved,thinkingeverythingover,togiveanaccountofwhathaspassedtomyhusband.""Thisisdecreed?"heaskedinamockingtone."Thisisdecreed!"shesaidangrily.Therewasapause."Andareyounotafraid,"heaskedatlast,speakingslowly,"iffollowingupon
the thousand tortures and humiliations that you havemademe suffer, andmydespair of ever being successfulwith you, if no compassion follows, thatmylove might be turned into hate, and that I take means that the event whichoverthrowsmeshouldengulfyouandyoursinyetmorefrightfulruin?""No,Iamnotafraid,"sherepliedwithfierypride."Youdowell.Ishallnottakeanyrevengewhatever."
"Youmaydoit ifyouchoose,"sheinterruptedhimimpetuously."Emilioisamanwholikesluxuriesandcomforts,Iknow,buthecaresverymuchmoreforhiswife and his honor. If the alternativewere offered him, hewould give hisfortunegladly,ifnotalsohislife.Soyoumayruinhimassoonasyouplease.Ifnothing is left us, we two can go to work. But when he finds himself insomebody'sofficeasahumbleclerk,nobodycancomeuptohimandcallhimacomplaisanthusband;andwhenIgothroughthestreets,thepeopleinValenciamayleanoutoftheirbalconywindowsandsay: 'Thispoorwomanthatweseetherewithabasketonherarmusedtohavehercarriageandgodressedinhersilks;'buttheyshallnotsay,Iswearit,'Shewhogoesyonderisaprostitute.'"Hervoicesankassheutteredtheword.Ifeltmythroatconstrict."Oh,oh!thisistoomuch!"exclaimedCastell."Yes."Sherepeatedthewordfirmly."Anditisallthesamewhetheronesells
oneselfforfearortogetmoney.""Pardonme,Cristina,butitseemstomethatyouaregivingtheconversation
rather a romantic turn. 'A basket on her arm.' This is folly! I call your goodjudgment in against suchnonsense.Here is amanwho lovesyouwith all thestrength of his soul, who to win your love would be capable of making anysacrifice, even of his life. You have already taken away allmy hope, and, inabandoning thecontest,at leastdon'tmakemeouta seducer inanovelof thekindthatstirsupthewrathofdressmakers.""Letusstoptalking.Icannotstayhereanylonger,"shesaid.Icouldseethat
shestoodup."Yes, let us put an end to it. I give up trying for you, but not loving you. I
renounce the idea of vengeance, as I have told you.But understand, however,that this isonlya truce.Myhopes thatyouwill lovemesomedaywillnotbebanished. Separated from you, I shallwaitwith patience for a timewhen ourpathsshallcrossagainandIshallofferyouthepoorheartthatyouhavecoldlytrampledupon.""Verywell.Good-by."Castell also stood up. More by Cristina's next words than by what I could
reallysee,Iunderstoodthathewasholdingher."Letmego!""Beforeyougo,Iwanttherewardthatmysacrificemerits.Letmekissthese
gloriouseyes.""Letmego!"sherepeatedforciblyandfiercely."Ihaverenouncedall,"hesaidasenergetically,butloweringhisvoice;"butI
sweartoyouIwillnotrenouncethiskiss,ifitcostsmemylife.""Letmego,orIshallscream.""Screamasmuchasyoulike.Ifyouwanttomakeascandalandperhapskill
yourhusband—hisdeathforonekiss—Iamwilling."AtthatmomentIenteredtheglorietaandputmyhandonhisshoulder."Whoisit?Whogoesthere?"heexclaimed,givingajumpthatseparatedhim
widelyfromCristina."Thereisnoneedofbeingalarmed.It'sme.""Andwhoareyou?"hereplied,drawingarevolverandpointingitatme."Keep your gun for thieves, or hold it in readiness for some traitor who,
abusingtheconfidencereposedinhim,triestoseizeuponhonorandhappiness.Therearenothievesortraitorshere.""Iftherearenothieves,thereareatleastpersonsaboutdevotingthemselvesto
overhearingprivateconversations.Butforsuchpersonsawhipwouldbemoresuitablethanarevolver,"hereturnedinsarcastictones."Keepyoursarcasmslikewiseforamoreopportuneoccasion.Nobodyherehas
tried tooverhear conversations.Theyareheardwhen they come toone's ears,andIamsincerelysorrythatIwashereatthistimetohearthem.IfIhadbeenasleepinmybed,Ishouldhaveavoidedthesorrowofenteringintothefoulandhiddencornersofthehumanconscience.""Youlie!"hecried,comingwrathfullytowardsme."Youwerespyinguponus.
How can you talk of foulnesswhen you are sunk in filth yourself?You havebeenspyinguponus,Irepeatit.Ihaveseenyoudoingthatforsometimepast.Bywhatrightdoyoufollowourstepsandpretendtointerfereintheaffairsofthisfamily,youwhoareanoutsider?""An outsider interferes when he sees anyone is in need of help," I replied
calmly."Moreover, Ihavenot thehabitof followinganypath,except thoseoftheoceancurrents.Ihavenotinsultedyou,andyouhavenorighttoinsultmeasyouhavebeendoing."Then he, perhaps takingmy calmness for cowardice, or possiblywishing to
provokeaviolent scene, soas toextricatehimself fromhisdifficulty,grabbedmebythelapelsofmycoat,shookme,andbringinghisthreateningfaceuptomine,yelled:"Yes,señor,youhavefollowedus,andIwillnotendureit.Doyouhear?Yes,I
have insultedyou, andwhy?Areyounot satisfiedwithone insult?Thenheregoesforanother."
Icaughthisarminair.Icaughtholdoftheotheronealso,andholdinghimlikea vise, because here my greater muscular strength was of service, gave himseveralshakingsandforcedhimbackwardsintothefoliageofthearbor.Avoicesoundedinmyears:"Giveup,Enrique,giveup!Don'triskyourlifeforanybody!"I paused, stupefied.My fingers relaxed their hold and released their captive.
Turningmyhead, I sawbeforeme thevirginal figureof Isabelita.Yes, itwasshe."Thankyouverymuch,"Isaidsmiling.But I was of no consequence. She did not even glance my way. With an
agitatedcountenance,hereyesfixeduponCastell,shetookhishandandledhimoutoftheglorieta.
CHAPTERXIV.
CRISTINAwassittingdown,herfacehiddeninherhands.Iwentuptoher.
"Forgivemeforcominginhere.Iwasnotmasterofmyself.""You did exactly right; thank you," she murmured, without changing her
position.Weremainedsilent.Presently,risingabruptly,sheexclaimed:"Come,letusgoin!letusgoin!"Andemergingfromtheglorieta,shewenthastilytowardsthehouse.Ifollowed
her,andcatchingupwithher,suggestedtheproprietyofnotpresentingherselfinsuchadisturbedstatetoEmilio.Shedidnot reply tome,but she changedherdirection, and turnedher steps
towards a narrow acacia path, where the light of the moon could scarcelypenetrate.Isoonlostsightofher.Ipausedamoment,debatingwhethertogoonto the house or follow her. I decided upon the last, because I was afraid shemightstumbleanewuponCastell.Ifollowedthepath,andsawherasshecameoutinfrontofthelittlepavilion
thatborehername.Ijoinedherandadvisedhertorestthereamoment.The salon, profusely adorned with statues and vases, offered at this hour a
mysteriousenchantment.Themoonshonethroughthecrystallinewindows.Thepolishedfurniture,theporcelains,thepictureshangingonthewall,reflectedthemoonlightmournfully. Themarble statues threw huge dark shadows upon thewalls,tragicandthreatening.Cristinadroppeduponasofa,andIsatdownbesideher.Weremainedsilentforsometime."When,forthefirsttime,"Isaidatlast,"Ihadthepleasuretoenteryourhouse,
IfeltasifIsawalittlebitofheavenbelow—joy,cordiality,sereneandinnocenthappiness,thetenderloveofawifewhoinspiresrespect,therestfulfelicityofahusbandfreefromanyofthesuspicionsthatembitterexistence—ayokeofloveandpeace;andaboutyouplenty,riches,allthegoodgiftsoflife.ShallIsurpriseyouifIsaythatamongtheleafageofsomanyjoysIhaveseenupliftedtheheadoftheserpent?"
"Idonotdoubt it," she repliedpensively, lookingoutat theheavens throughthecrystal-clearwindows."If I could not see your face, I should still be able to divine what you are
feeling.Youreyesarenotabletoconcealwhatpassesinyoursoul.Howhappyyouwouldhavemademebyconfidingtomeyourtroubles!Iamanewfriend,Iknow, but the affection that you and Emilio inspire inme could not bemoresincere.""Thankyou,thankyou,CaptainRibot,"shemurmured,"butitisnotpossible.""Itisnotpossible,truly.HowcoulditbewhenIlackskilltopersuadeyouof
thesincerityofmysentiments?Iconfessthattherehavebeenreasonswhyyoushouldnotgivemeyourconfidence.Ihaverepentedwithallmysoul,andIbegyourforgiveness."Asifthesewordsagitatedher,sherose,pushedasideahangingcurtain,went
to thepiano that stoodopen, ranher fingers over thekeys, then cameand satdownagain."IunderstandbywhatIoverheard,"Isaid,afterapause,"thatCastellhassome
holdoveryou—thatyouareinhisdebt.""Ourentirefortuneisinhishands.""What!""Emiliohasbeentohimformoneytouseinhisbusiness,whichwasruined.""Andthiswasgiveninthehopeofobligingyoutoaccepthisdevotion?""Itispossible.Castellismoreofabusinessmanthanalover.Nomatterwhat
hepretends,buyingand selling ishisbusiness.Hehasalwayshad the ideaofgettingabsolutecontrolofthesteamboatline.""Isupposethatafterwhathasbeenoverheard,hewilldesistforalittleintrying
togetpossessionofit.""Idon'tknow."Shesatthoughtfulforafewmoments.Then,asifsheweretalkingtoherself,
shesaidinadullvoice:"ThedaythatEmilioandIweremarriedhewasatmyhousefromthehourof
the ceremony until I went to change my dress.We were going toMadrid tospendafewdays.WhenIcamedown,Istumbleduponhimwaitingformeonthestairs.Hemadesomegallantspeechestomeatthattime,andbeggedasprayofmyorangeflowers,whichheputnexthisheart.Igaveit tohimagainstmywill, from bashfulness, from timidity. He was repulsive to me from the firstmoment.Later,whenwewereatthestation,andhecametogivemehishandfor
good-by,hesaid,almostinmyear,'Ifsomedayitchancesthatyougettiredofhim, remember that he has friendswho admire you asmuch ormore than hedoes.'""Whatinsolence!""Ididnotliketosayanythingtomyhusbandthen;Ihavenotwishedtosince.
The friendship that united them was strong, and I hesitated to break it. HowmanytimessincethenIhaveaskedmyselfifIdidrightorwrong!""Andbeforethathehadnotaddressedyouespecially?""Yes,andno.OncewewereatDenia.Castellwasthere,andIdancedwithhim
at a ball at the house of some friends; it was several months before I knewEmilio.Thateveninghemadealittlelovetomeandalmostdeclaredhimself.Itookthatforwhatitwas,thediversionofatravellerwhodoeseverythinghecanthinkof tokeep frombeingbored.And, indeed,he leftDenia,andSpain,andspent nearly two years in travelling.When he came back, I was going to bemarriedtoEmilio.Itwasonlyafortnightbeforethewedding.""Providence has been cruel placing such aman in your pathway, and giving
himpowertocauseyousomuchtrouble."Shedidnotanswer.Sheremainedthoughtfulforawhile;atlast,lookingatme
withhergreateyesfullofinterest,said:"Butyouaresovery,verygood,Ribot.Don't letus talkanymoreaboutmy
troubles,butthinkofthosethatyouhavetobear.""Bah! 'tisquitethecontrarywithme.IshouldgivethankstoGodthatIhave
beenundeceivedintime.SomehowIhavealwayssuspectedthatthegirlwasinlovewithCastell,althoughEmilioandSabasweresocertainofsomethingelse.And,tobefrank,Ialsolovesomeoneelsebetter.""Thenwhydon'tyoumarryher?""Because,because—Idon'tknowwhy;thatistosay,ifIknewandifyoualso
knew—buttherearethingsthatIdonotcaretoconfesstomyself."Thesewordsmadeherlooktroubled.Iwasrepentantatonce,astheraysofthe
moonletmeseeonherforeheadthatfrowndreadedofyore."No,Cristina,no!"Ihastenedtosayvehemently,"Ibegyounottothinkthat
which I read in your eyes. I have been through bitter struggles, despairingconflictswithmyself.Ihavestumbled,andfallentoo,butIhaverisen;and—Icansayitwithoutpride—nevershalltreacheryfindshelterinmybreast.Ihavenot Castell's brilliant qualities. I am far from possessing the advantages thatmake thatmanadmiredandsoughtafter;but if Ipossessed themall, IswearIwouldnotusethemtostabafriendintheback.Farmorethanthesatisfactions
oflove,morethanalltheenjoymentsofearth—andeventhoseofheaveniftheywereofferedme—Iholdthepeaceofmyownconscience."ThewarmthofmytonesandthesincerityofexpressionwithwhichIuttered
thesewordsmadeherliftherheadandlookatmeinaslightamaze.Herbrowgrewcalm,andasweetsmilelingereduponherlips."Yes, Ihavealreadycome tosee thatyouaremoreoriginal in thatway than
couldatfirsthavebeenimagined.Ithinkitmuchbetterthisway."Andsayingso,shegraciouslyheldoutherhandtome,andIpresseditwithas
much respect as emotion. At this moment a shadow fell across us, then oneappearedbeforeus,saying:"Good-evening."BothCristinaandIwerepainfullystartled."You here, Emilio? I thought you had gone to bed," she said, instantly
controllingherself."No,no;Ididn'tgotobed.Ifelttheheat,liketherestofyou,andcameoutfor
aturninthegarden.Iheardthesoundofconversation,soIcamein."Inspiteofthenaturalvoicehemadeapointofusing,therewassomethingin
hismannerandastrangenessinhistonesthatdisquietedusimmensely."Itisaverybeautifulnight,"hewenton,beginningtowalkupanddownthe
place with his hands in his pockets. "Themonth of September has not fallenbehindAugust.Even in themornings it is scarcely cool yet. I found I hadnodesiretogotobed."Irepliedtohiminwordsasunimportantashisown.Hegavenosignofhaving
heardme.Hewentonwalkingupanddowninanabsorbedmanner,andatlasthewentovertothebalconyandstoodmotionlesslookingoutthroughtheglass.Thenheopenedoneofthewindowsandsteppedoutsidetogetmoreofthecoolnightair.Cristinagazedathimwithoutmovinganeyelash.Inhereyesagreatanguish
was visible. She seemed alarmed. Thus several minutes passed in silence. Atlast,asifunablelongertoendurethistension,sheroseimpetuously,wenttoherhusbandandputherhandonhisshoulder,saying:"Come,letusgotothehouse.""Asyoulike,"hereplieddryly.Wewentoutof thepavilionandalong the avenueof acacias that led to it. I
tried towalkwithMartí and to talkwith him. I saw that he shrank frommycompany,andansweredwithfewwords.Beforereachingthehousehetookhis
wife's armandwent on ahead, leavingmebehind.Thismute rebuffmademyheart ache. I followed with a sadness that presently gave way to decidedimpatience,thinkingwithwhatinjusticeIwastreated.Aswewentalonginthisfashion,therecameintomymindthestrongresolutiontoenterintoaclearanddefiniteexplanationwithhim,anddisclosetohimallthathadpassed.We arrived at the door of the house and paused under the glass portico.
Through the openedwindowof the dining-room I could see Isabelita,Castell,andDoñaAmparo."Come,"Isaid,withaffectedindifference,"youtwoaregoingtobedandIinto
thecity.""Won'tyouwaituntilwecanorderthecarriage?"askedCristinatimidly."No; I have an appetite for a stroll in the light of themoon.Hastamañana.
Good-night."IofferedEmiliomyhand."No," he said, with an unusual gravity. "I am going with you as far as the
farthestgateway.I,too,feellikeastroll."I gavemy hand toCristina. For the first time in her life she pressed itwith
singular force, at the same time givingme an anxious look of supplication. I,movedtothedepthsofthesoul,answeredhereyeswithmyown,promisingherinthatwaythatshemightdependuponme.Wewalked away slowly, taking the path that led to the entrance gate.Martí
walkedwithhishatinhishand,andpreservedanobstinatesilence.Iwaitedforhim to break it beforeweparted, promisingmyself to be faithful to the silentpromise that I hadmade toCristina. So itwas hewho, aswe approached theboundarywall,pausedand,withoutlookingatme,spoke:"Married men, Ribot, often have an exaggerated susceptibility. Not only do
theirownaffectionstorment them,but thefearofbecomingobjectsofridiculesometimes obliges them to be suspicious even when they are by natureconfiding. The friends of such men do well to avoid awakening thissusceptibility,conductingthemselvesonalloccasionswithcareanddelicacy.Bythismeansfriendshipisyokedtogratitude.""You are right," I replied. "So far in my life I have managed to fulfil this
obligation towards all menwith whom I have had to do, notmerely towardsfriends,asyousay,buttowardsmenofmygeneralacquaintance.Anunfortunateaccident placedme in a situation thatwounds youramorproprio, if not yourhonor.Understand,however,thatCristina——""We will not talk of Cristina," he interrupted, gazing firmly into my eyes.
"Everynightof theyearbeforegoingtosleepIgive thankstoGodforhavingunitedmetoher.To-nightwillbethesameastheothers.""Wewilltalkaboutme,then.Anunfortunateaccident,Irepeat,placedmeina
situationtohurtthesusceptibilitythathasbeenmentioned.Ideplorethiswithallmysoul,althoughIdonotfindmyselftoblame.Inanycase,itwouldhavebeenan indiscretion. However, these matters are of such peculiar delicacy that arecentfriendshipcannotrisktheconsequencesoftheslightestannoyance.Ifyoufeel any such annoyance, I am resolved to take myself away from here, andneveragainsetfootinyourhouse."Therewas no response.Wepursued in silence the remaining distance to the
gate. When we reached it, he paused and, without looking at me, said in atremblingvoice:"Although I feel it verymuch, I cannot do less than accept your resolution.
PerhapsIammakingmyselfridiculousinyoureyesandinthoseofanyonewhomightknowofwhathaspassed;butwhatwouldyou?IprefertobeconsideredabsurdratherthanseedisturbedintheslightestdegreethetranquillitythatuntilnowIhaveenjoyed.""You are right," I said. "In your place I should do the same. To-morrow
morning early I shall leaveValencia, and it may be that we shall nevermeetagain. I desire you to know, none the less, that this is one of the profoundestgriefsofmywholelife.Iappreciateyourfriendshipmorethanyourealize.Iamgrateful for your affectionate hospitality, and I shall never consolemyself forhavingunintentionallycausedyoutheleasttrouble.Ifsomedayyouhaveneedofme,allthatIhaveisyours.""Thankyou,thankyou,Ribot,"hemurmured,moved.Heputonehandonthelatchofthegate,andwiththeotherliftedhishat.Idid
not care to let him see that I knew he did this to avoid taking my hand, so,withoutextendingmyown,Iwentoutintotheroad."Adios,Martí,"Isaid,turningmyhead,"Godkeepyoualwaysashappyasyou
havebeenuntilnow.""Adios,Ribot.Muchasgracias."
CHAPTERXV.
THEgate closed.Through its bars I could see himgoing farther and fartheraway,hisuncoveredheadbowed,until hewas lost to sight among the trees. Istoodaloneinthemiddleoftheroad.Aprofounddepressionfilledme;itwasasifIhadlostsomethingthathadbeenthechiefinterestofmyexistence.WithslowstepIbeganmydeparturefromthatpleasantplace,believingthatI
should never return to tread this path again. Indeed, these latest events hadfollowed one another so hastily and precipitately that I could scarcely realizethem. One moment I had been in that house as the accepted friend about tobecome amember of the family. The next, I left it as a strangerwhose namewouldsoonbeforgotten.Yet in themidstofmysorrow, in themournfulnightthathadfallenuponmyheart,shoneoneconsolingstar;itwasCristina'slookofsupplication. In thathouse,perhaps,mynamewouldnownomorebespoken,butshewouldneverforgetit.Thisthoughtgavemeinexpressibleconsolation.Iwentonmywaywitha firmerstep,andwhenIcame to the lastcornerof thewallssurroundingtheestate,Istoppedbesideit.Ilookedatitsorrowfullyforalittle,then,goinguptothestone,Ikisseditmanytimes.ThenIwentonagain,blushingasifsomeonehadseenme.Themoononhighbathedthecountryinluminouspurity,transformingitintoa
sleepinglake.Theplainstretchedbeforeme,borderedbythemountainswhosecrestsseemedfloating in thedistance inawhitemist.Hereand there the littlegroves of orange-trees and laurel stood out in the fleecy whiteness, or greatcypresses rosesolitaryandstill,casting theirshadowsacross theroad.Beyondsmiledthesea,reflectingthelightofthemoon.Thesweetnessofthatnightpenetratedmyheart,refreshingit.Thefields,still
abounding in flowers and fragrant with the odors of ripe fruits, soothed mysenses and calmed the fever of my thoughts. I went on with a lighter step.Valenciaalreadyslumberedlightlyuponhercouchofflowers.Herstreet lightsshoneafarlikestarsofearth.Thoseoftheheavensformedarichcanopyabove,protectingthatfortunatecity.Whenatsomedistancefromthecountryhouse,Ifelttheneedofrestingalittle
while.Ididnotcareyettobeamongpeople.Itwasnecessarytogetmythoughtstogetherandcontrivesomeplanoflifeinplaceofthatthathad,inonemoment,
beenupset.Isatdownonastone,drewoutacigar,lightedit,andcalmlybegansmoking. I had not been sitting there long when I heard the sound of anapproaching carriage. At first I did not know whether it was coming fromValencia or Cabañal. When I was convinced it was from the latter, I feltstrangelyuneasy,and thoughtofconcealingmyself;but instantlychangingmymind,IdeterminedtoremainwhereIwas.SoonIdescriedthehorses;theydrewnear.ItwasCastell'scab,asIfeared.WhenhewasquitecloseIplantedmyselfinthemiddleoftheroadandcalled
tothecoachmaninanimperativevoice:"Stop!"Hemade a gesture of surprise, but stopped the horses almost as they came
uponme.Ashewaspullingtheminwiththereins,obligingthemtostopintime,themanrecognizedmeandsaid:"Goodevening,DonJulian."Castellhadbeen leaninghalfoutof thewindow.When Iapproachedhimhe
lookedatmeinsurprise,thenspringingupwithafierygesturehereachedforhispocket,crying:"Ifthisisanattack,takecare!""No, it is not an attack," I said, liftingmyhand in signof peace; "Iwish to
speakwithyou.""SendmeyoursecondsandIwillspeakwiththem,"hesaidhaughtily."Beforedoingthat,itisnecessarytospeakwithyouamoment,"Ireplied.Hestaredatmealittlewhileasiftryingtodiscernmyintentions.Convinced,
doubtless,thattheywerenotbellicose,heopenedthecabdoorandsaidcoolly:"Getin!"Isatdownfacinghim.Thecarriagewentonward."Idesiretoknow,"Isaid,attheendofamoment,"ifitwasyouwholetMartí
knowthathewouldfindCristinaandmealoneinthepavilion?"Heopenedhiseyeswideinnofeignedsurprise,andansweredinanungracious
manner:"Idon'tunderstandwhatyouaresayingtome."Iperceivedthatthiswastrue,andIwenton,modifyingmytone."AfteryouandIseparated,sheandIwentalongtheacaciapathtothepavilion,
for the purpose of giving Cristina time to recover herself before going to thehouse.Shefoundherselfverymuchupsetanddidnotcaretopresentherselftoher husband in that state. After we had been there a little while,Martí came
unexpectedly.Hewas angry, naturally; sought an explanationwithme, and inconsequenceIhavelefthishousenevertoreturn.""Iknewnothingofit.AlthoughIfeelnoobligationtogiveyouanysatisfaction
whatever,sincethereisaquestionbetweenustobesettledonothergrounds,IwillyettellyouthatIdidnotspeakonewordtoMartíabouttheaffair.Itrestswithyoutobelieveme,ornot.Butitcertainlysurprisesmethatafterhavinghadanexplanationwithhim,youshouldleavehishouseandnowbetalkingwithmeascordiallyasever.""Itisverysimple.IdidnotspeakonewordaboutwhatIhadjustheard.""Youhaveallowedhimtosuspectyouoftreachery?"heaskedinthegreatest
surprise."Yes,señor.""Andwhyhaveyoudoneso?""Formypleasure."He cast a hostile, suspicious glance at me, shrugged his shoulders, and
remainedsilent.Ibrokethesilenceafteramoment."Thepleasuresofmen,Castell,areasvariedastheirphysiognomies.However
muchyoumayhavethoughtyourselfinlovewithCristina,IbelieveIwasmore.Iadoredherwithallmysoul,withallthepowersofmyheart.Buttowinherbytreacherousmeanswould,farfromcausingmejoy,betheworstmisfortunethatcouldbefallmeuponearth. I shouldnever sleepquietly again. I havemade acruelsacrifice,butIhavemadeitforloveofher,forthepeaceofmyconscience.Thetearsthatyouseeinmyeyesnowrefreshmysoul;theydonotscorchit.Iamgoingaway,goingawayforgood.Youwill remain,andperhaps timemaybring it about that you can gainwhat I have somuch desired; butwanderinguponthesea,aloneonthedeckofmyship,Ishallbehappierthanyou.Thestarsofheavenshiningabovemewillsay: 'Bejoyful, foryouhavedoneright.'Thewindwhistling through the rigging, thewaves breaking against the sideswillsay:'Joyful,joyful!'"Thelightofthemoonilluminatedhisface.Isawasmilegraduallyspreadover
it."These same waves that will say such agreeable things to you will think
nothingofswallowingyoulikeaflysomeday.Thewindswillhelpthemfinishthe task,and thestarsofheavenwillbepresentwithallpossibleserenity.Youare living in a profound error, Ribot. There is no other happiness upon earthexceptinpossessingwhatonedesires.""Althoughtogetityoustabafriendtodeathfrombehind?"
Therewasamomentofsuspense,buthepresentlysaidfirmly:"Althoughtogetit'twerenecessarytowalkovermen.""Thereisneithergoodnorevil,then?""Inlife thegoodofsomeis theevilofothers,anditwillbesoto theendof
time.Youmay have seen some time a nest of swallows? The little oneswaitanxiously for the arrival of themother; she comes gently, opens her bill and,with loving care, feeds them one by one. How interesting! How full oftendernesssuchasight!Buttheinsectsthathavebeendestroyedandfallintothebeak of the swallow to serve her in feeding her children—does the spectacleseemso tender and interesting to them?On theotherhand,you seeamangostealthilyuptoanother,knockhimdownwithablow,takethemoneyoutofhispurseandcarryitawaytohishousetobuybreadforhischildren.Howhorrible!Youshudderandhurryquicklyawayfromsuchascene.Butwhy?Ifyouwereaninsectyouwouldgoalongtherebuzzingjoyously.""Butwearegivenaconscience.""Consciencedoesnotpreventusfrombeingfatallyfettered.Youfindyourself
inlovewithCristina,thesameasIam;bothofusdesireher.Youareheldbackbyfearofremorse,butIpursuemyundertakingwithnofearswhatever.Webothfollowan instinct.Mine ismoresane,because it tends toaugmentmyvitality,whileyourstendstodiminishyourstrength.Youneednotlaughnorbesomuchsurprised.Remorse in aworldwherenecessity rules is absurd.Thinkyou thatthe heroes ofHomer andAeschylus hesitated at fratricide or incest?Yet theywere,nevertheless,themostnobleexamplesofhumankind.""Iamfarfromopposingyouinaugmentingyourvitality,"Ireplied,ironically;
"but would it not be better that you seek a wife of your own, rather thananother's.""Another's,another's!"herepeatedunderhisbreath."Thatisconventional,like
alltherest."He remained thoughtful for several minutes, looking out at the landscape
throughthewindow.Iwatchedhimwithamixtureofcuriosityandrepugnance.Thoseblueeyesofhiswiththeirsteelyreflectionsinspiredmeforthefirsttimewithasuddendread."The virtuous? Draûpadî," he began saying slowly, without taking his eyes
from the scene, "one of the most interesting heroines of antiquity had fivehusbands, all brothers. Those heroes enjoyed her love in common, withoutdishonororremorse.Ifwelivedinlikesimplicity,toaspiretoCristinawouldbemoralandplausible;weshouldbeofferingawomantwonewprotectors.Why
does it causeyou somuchhorror to share awomanwith a friend?Theworldbeganinthatwayandwillendinthatway.""Itmayendas itchooses!"Iexclaimed."Nowandevermore, itwillbeasin
voluntarilytocausepain.""Don'tbeachild,Ribot,"herepliedwithhisirritatingself-sufficiency."There
isonlyoneundeniable truth in thisworld, and that is the common impulseofplants and animals, insects and man. In the serene region where life abides,everlastinglife,sorrowanddeath,signifynothing.Theonesupremeendoftheuniverseistoaugmenttheintensityofthislife."Ididnotrespond.Iremainedthoughtfulandsilent inmyturnforsometime,
gazingoutoftheotherwindowattheroad.AtlastIsawthefirsthousesofthesuburbs."Willyouhavethekindnesstoaskthemantostop?"Isaid;"Iwishtogetout
here;andto-morrowIleaveValenciawithoutfightingwithyou.Attributethistocowardiceifyoulike.Itwillbeanewsacrificeformetomakeonthealtarofmylove,andtothefriendshipthatIoweMartí.IdonotaspiretobeaHomerichero like you, nor dream of leaping triumphantly upon the bodies of myenemies.Willyoustop?"Hegavemeabig,contemptuousstare,andpulledthecord,sayingcoldly:"Idon'tknowwhetherornotyouareacoward;butIcantellyouonthespot
that you are one of those peoplewho are self-deceived, and live in delusionsconcerningthemselvesandtheworldaboutthem."Thecabstopped.Iopenedthedoorandsteppedoutupontheground."Adios, Castell," I said, without giving him my hand. "You may seek that
happy regionwhich Idonotdesire toknow. Iwill remain in thisother that ismoresorrowfulyetmorehonorable."Heshruggedhisshoulderswithoutanswering,andturnedhiseyesawayfrom
medisdainfully,asheagainpulledthecord.Thenheleanedbackcomfortably.Thecarriagedeparted,andIbeganwalkingslowlytowardsmyhotel.Ifollowedthewhitehighroadwhereonscatteringhousesnowcastshadows,untilIreachedthecity'sstreets,andlostmyselfintheirlabyrinth.In theCalledelMarI foundmyself infrontof thehouseofCristina.Onher
bedroombalconygrewarose-mallow.Imadesurethatnobodysawme,thenIclimbeduptoitandpickedsomeofitsleaves.Iwenttothehotel,anduptomyroom,andwassoonsleepingsweetlywiththoseleavesheldfastinmyhand.
CHAPTERXVI.
ONCE more the sea! Port traffic, the noise of loading and unloading,troublesomebusinessintheconsignees'office—afterwardslonely,tranquilhourslulledbythesongsofthesailorsandthemurmurofwatersagainstthekeel!Ididnotletmydreamofloveweighdownmysoul.Attheendofseveralmonths,itremainedatenderandpoeticimpressionwhichgaverealitytomyexistence.YetwhenonenightwepassedValencia,andIsawthelightsofCabañalshininginthedistance,Iwassurprisedtofindmyselfsingingonthebridgeinalowvoicethefarewellfrom"Grumete"—
"SienlanochecalladaSienteselviento!"
And,withoutbeingabletohelpit,myeyesfilledwithtearslikeasentimentalfemale. But that soon passed, and I soon recovered the joyous mood whichseldom,thankheaven,forsookme.IheardfromafriendinBarcelonathatCastellhadmarriedIsabelitaRetamoso.
Muchgoodmayitdo!Ilearnedfromthesamemanthatthesteamshipcompany,CastellandMartí,hadgonetopieces,andthatbothpartnerswereinvolvedinaruinous lawsuit. On hearing that, I could not refrain from exclaiming withexquisitedelight:"Ruined,itmaybe!butdishonored,no!"My friend stared at me surprised, and it cost me not a little to evade an
explanation.Didnotsomeself-satisfactionenterintomypleasure?Iamalmostsureitdid.Idonotgivemyselfoutforasaint,andnoteventhesaintsareabletogetridofself-loveentirely.Atlast,onmyreturnfromHamburg,afteroneofmyvoyages,IfoundinBarcelonaaletterthathadbeenwaitingformeseveraldays.ItwasfromMartí,althoughwritteninanotherhand.Hetoldmethathewasveryill,and in trouble,and invitedme inextremelyaffectionate terms tocomeandmakehimavisitifitwerepossible.Hedidnotexplainwhathistroubleswere,noralludeintheleasttothemisunderstandingthathadbeenbetweenus,perhapsnot to let his amanuensis intoour secrets; but thewhole letter breathedof hisheartydesiretobeallrightwithmeagain,andtomakemeforgetmyunhappy
departurefromhishouse.I took the train immediately forValencia. I entered the city at nightfall, one
year and three months after leaving it. I went to the hotel where I had thenstayed.Thehotel-keeper receivedmewithcordialdemonstration,and toldme,withoutmyasking,manydetailsofthelawsuitbetweenCastellandMartí.Martíwas ruined.Hehad losthisdirectingshare in the steamboat line, inwhichhispartner still remained. Following that, to reimburse himself for capital loaned,Castell transferredMartí'scredit.Thecreditorssoldallhispropertyatauction,includingthatatCabañalandthehouseintheCalledelMar."If, in spite of all this," saidmy host, "DonEmilio enjoyed good health, he
couldeasilygetupagain,forheisyoungandhehasagreatheadforbusiness.Butthepoormanisveryill,veryill.Ihavenotseenhimforsometime,butbyallthatIhearitishislastsickness."Thesewordsmademeverysad.Itwasdinnertime;but,althoughIwentandsat
down at table, I could scarcely take amorsel of food. I went out afterwards,intendingtogotothehouseofMartí—hewaslivingnowinanapartmentintheCalledeCaballeros.BeforearrivingIturnedabout,fearingtodisturbhimatthathour, or cause him any emotion that might hinder him from resting well. Idirectedmy steps to the residence of his brother-in-law, Sabas, that hemightprepareMartí,orat leastadvisemewhenitwouldbebestformetogotoseehim.Sabas'splumpwife,aslively,busy,andsweetasever,receivedmewithherusualaffability.Heridolizedhusbandhadgoneout."HeisatEmilio'shouse?"Isaid,asthenaturalthing."No,Ibelieve—"shehesitated."Youhadbettergotothetheatre.Maybeheis
there.As the doctor foundEmilio better to-day, he said that hewould go andcelebrate."Sheblushedassheutteredthesewords.Ishowednosurprise, inordernot to
increaseherconfusion.Afterkissingmyoldfriends,herchildren,Iwentofftothetheatrethatshenamedinsearchoftheirelegantpapa.WhenIentered, theplayhadalreadybegun. I tookupaposition inacorner
behindthestallsandscrutinizedthetheatre.Iwasnotlonginseeinghiminhisplace inaprosceniumbox.Theseboxes in theprovinces,as in thecapital,arethe sacred spots, whence the superior beings of each locality radiate theirsplendors.Accustomedtolaydownthelawforthemultitude,thegildedyouthswhomeet there,converse,argue,smoke,andyawn,firmlyconvincedthat theyhavenoduties to fulfil towards themasses, thosewho listenplacidly fromthestalls.TheydwellseparatelikethegodsofOlympus,inconsciousenjoymentof
theirperfectionsandtheirpower,grinningattheactors,tossingcomplimentstotheactresses,andfromtimetotimetalkinginloudvoiceswiththeirkindintheoppositeboxes,overtheheadsoftherabbleoftheunfashionable.Sabasbelongedtotherulingcaste,althoughhisfaceshowednoneofthemarks
thatcharacterizeit,neithertheflabbyflesh,thepallidskin,northeloosemouth,signsofthelifeofself-indulgence.His dark, sunburned face, peeled in places, offered rather an extremely
industrious aspect. Itwouldnot havebeen strange if hehad arrived that samenight from Madagascar or Java, after enriching himself in a caoutchoucexpedition. This was doubtless the opinion of the contralto of the company(muchricherinavoirdupoisthaninvoice),tojudgebythetimidadmirationandtheblusheswherewithshereceivedhisardentcomplimentsevery timethat theexigenciesofthepieceobligedhertogonearhisbox.Isatdowninoneofthebutacasandwaitedforthefallofthecurtain.IconfessthatIwaslessinterestedinwhatwasgoingononthestagethanintheplaythatwasrevealedbetweentheboxandthefootlights.Sabas,leaninghischininhishandwithapurelyOrientallanguor, fixed his gaze of serpent-like fascination upon the contralto. She,overcomewith an irresistible terror,made efforts to flee from that glance andescape.Invain.Inspiteofherself,eveninthemostimportantscenesandagainstallthedemandsoftheplay,shewouldbreakabruptlyawayfromthetenorinalove duet and turn towards that tropical and fascinatingman of the quiveringnostrils. She listened with eagerness to his voice vibrating like a cry in thedesert,hopingeverthathewouldendbyofferingherfiftyelephants,anecklaceofpearls,andtheheadsofthreerajahs,hisenemies.When theactwasendedIwentwithoutdelay to thebox.Sabas receivedme
withthegraveindifferencewhich,inallperfectlycultivatedcountries,expresseselegance.Iexplainedmywishesatonce.Heacceptedthembenignly;disdaininghisconquest,securelikeallheroesofarrivingalwaysintimetoconquer,hetookhishat andwe left the theatre.Wewalked for some time in silence. I feltmyheart oppressed with sadness wherein I perceived with alarm a certainanticipation of something pleasant.This something could be nothing else thanthepresenceofCristina.Yes,Irecognizeditwithshame;yetinthatsadhouritabsorbedmemorethananythingelseintheworld.Sabasstoppedaftera time, tookhispipefromhismouth,and, lookingatme
attentivelysomemoments,remarkedsolemnly:"Youseehowitis,friendRibot.Themadnessofmybrother-in-lawhascarried
himtotheextremethatIhaveprophesiedsomanytimes.""PoorEmilio!"Iexclaimed.
"Yes, poor indeed.At present he hasn't a peseta, nor anybodywhowill lendhimone.""Theworst of all is, according towhat has been toldme, his illness is very
serious."He foundnothing toanswer to this.Afterawhileheagain tookouthispipe
andpaused."Doesitseemtoyou,friendRibot,"heexclaimedinindignantaccents,"asifa
manwithafamilyhastherighttothrowawayhiscapitalaccordingtohisowncapricesandreducethatfamilytodestitution?"I shrugged my shoulders, without knowing what to answer, suspecting that
Sabas included himself among the most important members of that sufferingfamily.Heputhispipebackbetweenhisteeth,andhaving,doubtless,thusgothimself
inconnectionwithhiselectriccurrent, contrived tomoveonward.Hewasnotlong in interrupting it, by taking out the pipe again, spitting, and going ontalking."Iunderstandperfectlyhowabachelorcandisposeofhismeansashepleases;
how,gettingupsomemorningoutofhumor,hecouldgooutonthebalconyandtossovereverythingthatheowns.Atmost thereisonlyhimself topayfor theconsequencesofhiswhims.Butwhenamanwhoisnotaloneintheworld,whohas assumed sacred obligations to fulfil, throws himself into senselessspeculations and wastes an important property, his conduct seems to me notmerelyimprudent,butalsoimmoral."I did not doubt that Sabas included among these sacred obligations that of
providinghimwithmeanstosubmittohisownfascinationsallthesopranosandcontraltoswho presented themselves on theValencian horizon; and not to sayanythingimpertinent,Ideterminedtoholdmypeace.In thismanner,usinghispipelikeamanipulatorofanelectricmachinetoretardorhastenhisfancy,andsloppingoverinatorrentofcriticalwisdom,wereachedatlastthehousewherehisbrother-in-lawlived.ItwasnotsosumptuousasthatintheCalledelMar,butnewandelegant.Wemountedtotheapartmentonthesecondfloor,whichwasthe one thatMartí occupied, and rang. Regina, the old doncella, came out toopenforus,andonseeingmecouldnotrefrainfromacryofsurprise."Oh,DonJulian!""Silence!"Iexclaimed,puttingmyfingeronmylips.Next, I seized upon my god-daughter, taking her in my arms and silently
coveringthechildwithwarmandtenderkisses.Butshedidnotreceivethemin
thesilencethatwastobedesired.Frightenedbymybeard,andperhapsprickedbyit,shebeganatoncecryingtoheaven.IheardthevoiceofCristina."Whoisthere?"Andsheappearedfromtheendofthecorridor.Onseeingme,shepausedfor
an instant, then immediately came on tome, holding out both hands with anaffectionategesture."Oh,Captain!MypoorEmilioisdying!"Isawhereyescloudwithtears.IpressedthosebeautifulhandsthatIheld,and
murmuredsomewordsofhope.Perhapsherfearswereexaggerated.Emiliohadalwaysenjoyedgoodhealth;butthissortoftemperamentborediseaseformanyyears. I asked if it were possible to see him at that hour, and, having beenanswered affirmatively, made ready to go in. Cristina would not let me enteruntil she had first prepared him.Hewas very nervous, and a sudden emotionmight injure him. While she was gone to perform this gentle duty, Sabasimprovedtheopportunity togivemehishand,darkasanAsiaticcolonial's, ingood-byanddepartedwithhisenergeticcharacteristicimportance.Throughthedoor that still stood open I sawhimgo down the stairs carrying in his ardentglancedesolationandtearsforthecontralto."Comein,comeinthisminute!"ItwasthevoiceofEmilio,alittlehoarse,but
asvigorousasever. Ihastened towards theplacewhencecame thesound,andentered a room where the luxury of the furniture was in contrast with themodestyofthethingsintherestoftheplace.Hewasreclininginanarm-chairwithtwocushionsathisback,wearinganelegantdressing-gown.Thelightofacandle fell on his face, where I could see very clearly the fatal signs oftuberculosis. But that face was beautiful, more beautiful andmore interestingthananyIhadeverseen.Thehairofheadandbeardwaslonger; thiswiththewhitenessoftheskinandthegreat,black,melancholyeyesmadehimlooklikethe Nazarene. Those eyes shone at sight of me with a frank and cordialexpression.He tookmy hand and, pressing it affectionately between his own,saidseveraltimesinalowvoice:"Captain!Captain!Captain!Howgoodyouare!"Ifoundmyselftoomuchmovedtospeak."Howdoyoufindme?Inaverybadway,don'tyou?"heaskedatlast,aftera
longsilence."I hope I shall seeyoubetter soon," I answered,making an effort to control
myselfandhidetheemotionthatmasteredme.
AtthesametimeItookthecandle,andbringingitnearerhisface,pretendedtoexamineitwithcloseattention."Doyouknowwhatailsyou?"Iasked."It'smorriña!""Whatisthat?"heasked,openinghiseyeswide."ItisanillnessthatattackstheGalicianswhentheyloseanamountexceeding
fiftycentimos."Isawasmilestealoverhislipsand,glancinggaylyathiswife,heexclaimed:"Thesameasever!Hedoesn'tseemtomeabitchanged—no!"I understood that the kindest thing I could do at thatmomentwas to go on
joking. I plucked up my courage and unlocked my stock of buffooneries,althoughtheycan'tbecalledverywitty.SoonIhadthepleasureofhearinghimlaughheartily.His face brightened, his eyes shone; in a fewminuteswewerechattingtogetherwiththesamegayetyasifhewereperfectlywellandhadnotlostacentimoofhiscapital.Cristina watched us with a melancholy smile. She was happy in seeing her
husbandsocheerful,althoughsheknewthatthiscouldnotlastlong.And, indeed, a violent attackof coughing soon came to interruptmost sadly
ourchat.Hebecamelividandhalf-stifled,holdinghisheadbetweenhishands."Thechillofthenightairisbadforyou.Itisthechillofnightthatbroughtit
on,Emilio,"saidCristina."Itistimeforyoutogotorest."He lifted his hand,making lively signs of negationwith it.When the attack
subsided,andhecouldspeak,heexclaimed:"No, don't take him away from me! I feel much better. The captain is a
mouthfulofoxygen.Hebringsmethegoodseaair."Istayedhalfanhourlonger,topleasehim.AtlastIwent,notbeforepromising
toreturnearlythenextday.IdidnotwishtogointhatnighttopaymyrespectstoDoñaAmparo. Ihadalreadyhadnotice fromSabas thatshehad takenupafashion lately of fainting away at sight of any friendwhatsoever.As the hourseemedtomeunseasonableforsuchanorganicphenomenon,Ideferredituntilanothermoresuitable.Cristinacamewithmetothedoor."Howdoyoufindhim?"sheasked,fixingananxiouslookuponme."Idon'tfindhimwell.Butwhilethereislife,whoknows?whoknows?"Nobody could help knowing. She also knew; but the unhappy lady sought
somewaytohidethetruthfromherself.Iwentawaywithmyheadinawhirl,andmyhearttornandrent.TheforceI
hadusedtoappearcheerfulupsetmynerves,andIcouldnotsleep.PoorMartí!Never had he seemed to me more hearty, more innocent, more worthy to bebeloved. Not one word, not the most insignificant allusion to the treacherousactions of his friendCastell, nor the inhumanmanner inwhich he had ruinedhim.Andinthedaysfollowingitwasthesame.Hissoulnotonlyknewhowtoavoidfilthlikethefeetofladies,butdidnotbelieveinit.Iwrotetoourshippinghousetosaythat,forreasonsofhealth,Iwishedtostay
onlandduringthenextvoyage,andconstitutedmyselfcompanionandnursetomyunfortunate friend. Iwasseldomaway fromhim.When I lefthimI sawasadnessinhiseyessosincerethatIwishedtostay.Everydayheloststrength;Isaw that he grew constantly weaker. He began to have cruel stiflings thatthreatened his life. While they lasted I fanned him, and Cristina bathed histemples.Butwhenhecameoutoftheseattackslikeamanwhohassucceededinescapingan imminentperil andunexpectedly findshimself safeandsound,hewouldbetalkativeandgay,assuringusthatverysoonhewouldbeabletogooutintothestreetsandtakeuphisbusinessagain.Hisbusiness!Neither illnessnorruinhadbeenable touproothispassionfor
projectsandhislikingforgreatindustrialenterprises."Ifyoucouldguess,Captain,theideawhichIhavehadfordaysinmyhead!"
hesaidtomeonce,lookingatmewithhiscandideyesandpushingbackhishair."Agrandproject,andsensible,too,atthesametime.AtfifteenkilometresfromValencia there isariver thatcanbemadetoproduceawaterfallofa thousandhorse-power.Supposethattwohundredarelostinharnessingit,therewouldstillbeeighthundred,which,welldistributed,wouldmovealmostalltheindustriesof the city and give light to it all.Manufacturers and the city would save anenormousamount,andtobecometheownerofthatwaterfallwouldbeabrilliantstrokeofbusiness.Because,asyoucansee——"Here he took a paper, drew out a pencil, and set himself to scheming with
figureswithasmuchenthusiasmasiftheoperativeswerealreadyinstallingthegreat electric machine that was to distribute power to all the factories ofValencia,withsomanyhorse-powerandsuchandsuchqualitiesasifhehadthemagazineinthehouse.CristinaandIexchangedalookoverhishead,andweknewnotwhattosay.
Formerlythispassionhadbeenhisperil.Nowitseemedtoconsolehim.So,notto go against him,we followedhis fancy, andpraisedhis project to the skies.Thismadehimsohappythathischeeksburnedandhisglassyeyesshonewithpleasure.Cristinacouldnotcontrolheremotion,andhastilylefttheroom.Iwentonadmiringtheprojectwarmly,sothathewouldnotnoticehergoing,andwent
so far as topromise to investmy small capital in the enterprise.With this hisgayetycame toanend.Quicklychanginghisexpression,hepressedmyhand,and,lookingatmesorrowfully,exclaimed:"No,Ribot,no!Although theaffair is allplainenough, theremightbe some
badluck.Iwillnotriskyourcapital!""Therewouldnotbeanyrisk,"Ireplied;"Iwouldgladlyputit in,becauseit
seemstomethatthisisasurething.""Absolutelysure!"hesaid,withtheaccentofunquenchableconviction,which
atanothertimewouldhavemademesmile."ButIwon'tgiveyouanysharesinituntilitisunderwayandhasbeguntopaydividends."PoorMartí!Hewasgoing fast.His cheeks fell in, the circlesunderhis eyes
grewdeeper;hepassedhisnightsincoughingandhisdaysintormentbetweenpainandchoking.The fainting fits of Doña Amparo grew constantly more frequent and
prolonged.Hersensibilitybecamesoover-excitedbythis,thattheflutteringofabutterflywasenoughtothrowherintoaconvulsion,fromwhichshecouldonlyrecoverbycoveringeverybody'sface,asofold,withtearsandkisses.Asforme,being the friend most often at hand, I received the greater part of theseinundations.Sabascameeverydayateleveno'clock,beforegoingforhisusualpromenade
to thecaféwherehe tookhisvermouth. If thedoctorhadsaid that the invalidhad less fever (andheoften said it to encouragehim), thisgaveourdandy somuchsatisfactionthathecouldnotdolessthancelebratebygoingtobreakfastatthecafé,andthengooffonanexcursionwithfriendsofbothsexes.We saw the end approaching. As the fatal hour drew near, Emilio showed
himself less and less apprehensive, occupying himself constantlywithmakingcalculationsandplanningoutnewschemes.Eveninthemiddleofthenighthewouldbegforpaper,andscratchdownfigures."Next week I think I shall be able to be out," he said to me one morning.
"Thereisnothingailingmenow.Thepaininthekidneysisallgone;mytongueisalmostclean.Ifthiscoughthatkeepsmeawakewouldonlyleaveme,Ishouldbequitewell.To-dayIfeeljustlikewalking,liketakingagoodlongwalk."Andheprovedhiswordsbygettingupfromhischairandtakingseveralsteps."I am going to the dining-room," he said, opening the door; "see what a
surpriseIamgoingtogiveCristina."Andhewalkeddownthepassage.Istoodlookingathimfromthethresholdof
hisroom.Whenhehadgotabouthalf-way,thepoorfellowtoppled,andbeforeI
couldgettohim,fellhislengthuponthefloor.Severalyearshavepassedsincethen, and yet they have not been able to obscure inmy soul the shamed andmelancholysmilehegavemeasIcametohim."That'sbad,Captain!"Iliftedhimandcarriedhiminmyarmsbacktohischair.Heweighednomore
than a child. Cristina, as well as I, reproved his imprudence, but we readilyconvincedhimthathisweaknesscamefromlackofnourishment.Ifhewouldeatmorehis strengthwould increase rapidly, andwe should soon seehimable towalkoutinthegardenasofold.AlthoughCristinaknewtheseriousnessofhiscondition,andmadeherselfno
illusions regarding the outcome, I observed in her a sort of ignorance ordisregardwhich,atsuchatime,couldnotfailtomakemeanxious.Shethoughtcertainlythathisillnesswasuntodeath,butbyeverywordthatcamefromhermouthIperceivedthatshejudgedtheendtobeveryfaroff.Icouldseethatitwasverynear.AndyetitwasnearerthanevenIsupposed.Onthedayfollowinghisfallinthepassage,Iwenttoseehimbetweentenandeleveno'clockinthemorning.Contrarytohiscustom,hehadnotdressed.Hesaidhefoundhimselfalittlefatiguedfromcoughing.Icheeredhimupbycallinghimonlylazy,andsatdown beside him. I found him indeed very feeble, and looking very muchdiscouraged. In spite of this hewas chatty and cheerful as always.At last hedecidedtogetup,butbeforedoingsowedecidedthatheshouldtakealittlecupofbroth togivehim strength.Cristinawentout toprepare it.A fewmomentsafter,thesickmanhadanattackofcoughingandchokingthatnearlyovercamehim.IdidnotcallCristina,notwishingtoalarmher,andbegantofanhim,asusual, to give him air, hoping that he would quickly recover. Yet, withoutknowingwhy, I feltmoredisturbed thanusual.Myheartbeatviolently,seeingthatpallidface,withitsclosedeyesandtheopenedmouthstrugglingforbreath.Asthesecondswentby,myanxietyincreasedinlikemeasure,andIreachedmyhand towards the bell-button. But at that momentMartí opened his eyes andsmiledsweetly.Icalmedmyselfandsaid:"Nowyouarebetter!Ithaspassed.""Open the shutters. I can't seewell," he answeredme. Thesewords brought
backmyalarm.Theshutterswereopen.YetImadeamovementtogo,topleasehim;butasItriedtoleavehim,heseizedoneofmyhands."Ribot,Ribot!"hecried,gazingatmewithsightlesseyes."Donotleaveme!I
amdying,donotleaveme!"Heraisedup,convulsivelygraspingmyhand.Hisexpressionchangedquickly,
hiseyesglazed.Hisheadrolledaboutas if itwouldbedisjointed, thenhefellheavilybackward.Horrorandstupefactionkeptmeamomentstunned,gazingatthefloor.Butrecoveringmyself,Itookhisheadbetweenmyhandsandhelditagainstmybreast,crying:"Martí! my friend, my brother! Canst thou hear? In this world of treachery
therearefewmenleftlikethee!"AndIkissedthatbrowwherehadneverfallentheshadowofasinfulthought.Atthatmomentahandtouchedmyshoulder.Iturnedasifithadstabbedme
and saw her eyes straining wide with terror and her trembling form that fellproneupontheground.
CHAPTERXVII.
IT is impossible to describewhat took place in that house upon the death ofEmilio. Everybody adored him; to all he was like a loving father, ready tosacrificehisownwishesforthoseofothers.ThegriefandwoeofCristinaweresogreatthatwefearedforherlife.Aftera
fewdays,however, itwasnecessary to thinkaboutbusinessmatters.ThoseofMartíweresomuchentangledthathisunfortunatefamilywaslikelytobecomequitedestitute.Theonlyonetocalluponinregardtohisaffairs,asthenearestrelation,wasSabas;butthisprofoundperson,forwhomthehumanhearthadnohiddencorners,despisedtheprosaicdetailsofexistence.Helivedlikeagodinastateofperpetualjoy,removedfromthetoilsandanxietiesthatafflictmankind.ItwasnecessarythatIgraspthereins.Ibeggedpermissiontodothis,andtookhold of theworkwith little knowledge, butwith illimitable interest and goodwill.Attheendofsixmonthsofhardwork,strugglingwithcreditors,lawyers,andclerks,Isucceededindisentanglingthesnarl.Thedebtswereallpaidandasmall income was rescued for Cristina, sufficient to enable her to livecomfortablybutwithoutany luxuries. Ibreathed freelyagain,andenjoyedmysuccess as much as if I had brought through successfully some giganticundertaking.ThegratitudeofCristinawasmysweetestreward.Inagraveandreservedway,
asshedidallthings,shemademeunderstanditconstantly.Thisgratitude,joinedtotheinnocentcaressesofmygod-daughter,whonowbegantoprattle,callingme "Uncle Ribot," as if I were of her own blood, fully repaidme for allmyendeavors.AllthattroubledmewastonotewithwhatscrupulouscareCristinareduced the expenses of her house, and the straits she endured. I told her thiscarewasexaggerated—herincomewouldpermitheralittlemoreleeway,butIdidnotsucceedinmakingherseeit.AfterawhileIcametounderstandthathereconomydidnotcausehertheslightestpain.Ithoughtsheratherenjoyedit,andbythismeanswassavinguptoaddtothesmallinheritanceofherlittledaughter.LaterIfoundout,notwithout indignation, that thesesavingsservedtosupportthehouseholdofherelegantbrother.Hehadgoneonapplyingthescalpeltoallofouractions.Persuadedafterawhilethatneitherthekindnessofhissisternormybusinessabilitywouldhenceforthprovidehimwithmeanssufficienttomake
the conquest of even one single chorus girl, he decided at last to go towork,watchingthebankinagamblingclub.None of her ancient splendors seemed to bemissed by Cristina, as far as I
couldascertain,neitherhandsomelyfurnishedrooms,norcarriages,norservants.ThepropertyatCabañalaloneexcitedinheramelancholyregret.Onlywhenwementioned that did she become sad and pensive. This was very natural. Herpassionforthecountry,forafreeandpeacefullifewasstrengthenednowbythegentlememoriesthatthatestatekeptforherheart.Therehadfleetedthehappiesthoursofherlife.AfterIhadobservedthisonanumberofoccasions,thethoughtwasborninmybraintotrytobuytheplace.Iquicklythoughtoverthestateofmyproperty.AsIwasamanoffewwants, Icouldpartwitha thirdofwhat Ihad, and there would still be enough left me to live upon. As soon as I wasconvincedofthat,everyhindrancegotonmynerves.IcouldnotrestuntilIhadgonetoBarcelona,wherelivedthebankertowhomtheestatehadbeenassigned,andhadhadatalkwithhim.Cabañalhadgoneatauctionforeighteenthousandduros.Isoonsawthatitspresentownerwouldliketogetitoffhishandsforthesamemoney,thenhisprofitswouldnotallbeeatenupintheexpenseofkeepingup the place as it had formerly been. At last, after several conferences andenough bartering, we agreed upon the contract and the deeds were passed, Imakinghimpromisetokeepthetransactionasecret.ThenImadeadeedofgifttomygod-daughteroftheproperty.Withbothdocumentsinmypocketandwithmyheart lightwith joy,IreturnedtoValencia.Before takingpossessionof thecountry house itwas necessary to buy, and instal there, furniture as nearly aspossiblelikethatwhichthehousehadhadbefore.Itcostmesomelabor,butIperformeditwithinexplicableenjoyment.ItisneedlesstosaythatwhereIlaidmyselfouttohaveeverythingperfectwasinCristina'sownroom—hertocador.By means of untiring search I was able to find some of the same pieces offurniturethathadbeentherebefore,andIboughtthem;othersIorderedcopied,andtheyturnedoutverylike.AssoonasallwasreadyItookpossessionoftheplace,cautioningallpersonswhohadservedme,andthegardener,too,nottoletthemattergetnoisedabroadbeforeitwastimetoopenthehouse.The birthday ofmy god-daughter arrived. Several days before, I had all the
furnitureputinplaceinthecountryhouse,andI tookpainstoseethatallwasplaced as nearly as possible as it had been formerly. I knew so well everyarrangementof thathouse that itwasnotdifficult forme tomake it lookveryhomelike.Cristina'sroomtookagooddealoftime,forIaspiredtohaveitlacknotonedetail.Thefurniture,thecurtains,thearticlesonthedressing-table,eventhecoverletonthebed,hadbeenrestoredorcopiedwithutmostexactness.On
thebirthdayIcarriedmygod-daughterafinetoyinthemorning,promisingheranotherfortheafternoon.AndfortheafternoonIinvitedher,withhermammaand Doña Amparo, to take an excursion into the country, to picnic in somesecluded spot, to celebrate that memorable date. The coachman, previouslyinstructedbyme,droveusaboutforatime,thenbroughtupintheneighborhoodofCabañal.ThereImadehimstopandsaid:"Señoras,Idon'tknowwhetherIhavecommittedanindiscretion.IfIhave,I
begyourpardonbeforehand.KnowingCristina'spassionforCabañal,Ihavehadourpicnicpreparedthere.IamafriendofPuig,whoboughtit,andwhenIwasinBarcelonahegavemepermissiontogointo thehouse,andto takeasmanypeoplewithmeasIliked.Irepeat,youmustforgivewhatIhavedone,ifyoudonotapproveofit."DoñaAmparodeclareditverynice,andwasjoyfultothesoulatvisitingonce
moretheplacethathadalwayspleasedher.ButCristina'sfacewassomethingtobehold. She had never let me see it so forbidding. She controlled herself,however, in silence; and I, taking no notice of her annoyance, ordered thecoachmantogoon.Thegardenerandhismenplayedthedramaofreceivingusasguests,andconductedustoaglorietawhereIhadhadthetablespread.Beforeourpicnic,Iinvitedthemtotakealittlewalk,butCristinarefusedemphatically,affirmingthatshehadhurtherfoot.AsDoñaAmparodidnotcaretoleaveheralone I wentwithmy god-daughter; the little one and I amused ourselves byrunning and frolicking about in those shady avenues. When we returned Iobserved thatCristina'seyeswere redand thathermammawasdroopingwithevidentintentionsofpoppingoff.ButIdidnotcaretogointoanyofthat.JoyfulandmerryasIhadneverbeen,I
begantoopenthebasketsanddistributetheircontents,aidedbythelittlegirlandthemanwhohadbroughtthemfromthehotel.Byagreateffort,andtoconcealher suffering, Cristina took a few, but very small, mouthfuls. Doña Amparo,however,ateheartily.ButJulianita,thelittleone,andIknewhowtodoourduty.Tofinishoff,Iopenedabottleofchampagne.Then,standingupandtakingmygod-daughterononearm,Iswungtheglasshighwiththeother,exclaiming:"TothehealthofJulianita!Tothehealthofmylittlegirl!"Idrainedtheglass,thengavethebabythedropsinthebottom."Ipromisedtheeapresentforthisafternoon,andthoushaltseethatIkeepmy
promise.Thypresentisthisestate,ofwhichthouhastbeendespoiled.Iboughtitfor theesomedaysago.Receive it,mydaughter,with this tenderkisswhich Iplaceuponthycheek,andmayheavenblesstheewithmanyandhappydays!"
Cristinaroseupfromthebench,paleandtrembling."CaptainRibot!Itcannotbe!"shecriedinachokingvoice."Here is the deed of the property, and here is the deed of gift," I answered,
presentingthedocuments."Butmydaughtercannotacceptsuchanenormoussacrifice!""I have fewnecessities and no near relations.The lawgivesme the right to
choosemy heir. I have already chosen her," I added, placingmy hand on thecurlylittleheadofmygod-daughter.Sheremainedquietwithhereyesfixedupontheground.Atlastshewentout
of the glorieta, and without opening her lips started towards the house. Ifollowedheratadistance,leavingthefaintingformofDoñaAmparotothecareofthechildandtheservant.Iobservedthatshewalkedfasterandfaster.Whenshereachedthedoorshewasalmostrunning.Shepausedamoment,kissedthewall,andentered.I followed her as she went about the rooms; I heard her exclamations of
delight,andevensawhergointoherownroom.Atsightofthat,acryescapedher,andshefellsobbinguponthewhite-woodbed.Iwentovertoherandsaid:"Thisroomholdsyetwithinitswallstheperfumeofasacredandpeacefullife.
The furniturehadbeen scattered through the city; and thesepieces, that couldclaimnobodyasonemaster,onfindingthemselvestogetheragainwillspeaktoyou,Cristina,inthesweetandmysteriouslanguageoftheirsouvenirs.Iconsidermyselfhappyinhavingrestoredthem,andhappieryetinhavingworkedforsomanydaystoarriveatthismoment."She rose from thebed, and, holdingout her hand, said tome in a trembling
voice:"Thankyou,Ribot,many thanks.Youare indeeda faithful friend tous.God
willrewardyouforallthegoodyouhavedone,forIcanneverrepayyou."Iwasmovedtothedepthsofmysoulbythosesimplewords."Cristina," I replied, "I accept the title that you so nobly bestowuponme. I
havebeenaloyalfriendtoyouandtoEmilio;Ihavewatchedoverhisinterestsandhis honorwith ceaseless care.But I havewatchedovermy thoughtswithevenmorediligence;becausethoughtsarerestlessthings,andmight,againstmywill,gostraightawayandannoyyou.Ihavenothingtoreproachmyselfwith.Ihave always loved you as I love you now,with the respect that divine beingsinspire.Butinspiteofallmyeffortstostifleit,astrongdesireliftsitselfinmysoul,andIfeelthatIshallneverfindpeaceifIdonotsufferittolive,oratleast
neednotkillit.Forgiveme,Cristina,forthequestionIamgoingtoask.ButmayInothopethatsomedayyouwillcallmebyanothernamethanfriend?"Sheremainedgraveandsilent,lookingdownatthefloor.Thenshesatdownin
achairnearthecandle-stand,leanedherelbowonthelittletable,andherheadinherhand,andthereshesatinathoughtfulattitude.Ikneltdownbesideherandletmyselfhope."Getup,Ribot,"shesaid,givingmeasadandaffectionateglance."Itcauses
me pain and almost shame to see atmy feet themanwho sweetened the lasthoursofmyhusband,whohassacrificedhimselfforme,andhisfortuneformydaughter.Myhearttellsmethatthismanshouldnotberefusedmyverylifeifheasks it. But do you not think, Ribot, that there is something between us thatoughttostopus,somethingthatwouldovershadowthehappinessthatyouhavea right to? Remember the circumstances when we first knew each other.Examinethesecretimpulsesthatbroughtyoutothisplace,thosethatyouhavefeltsince,yourstruggles,yourthoughts,yourjoysandpainsduringthesethreeyears and a half. And tell me frankly if you do not imagine that consciencewouldnotwhispertousthatwehadnotactedwithperfectdelicacy.Ibelieveitwould;andIthinkIknowyouwellenoughtoknowthatitwouldbeenoughtodisturb theserenityofyour life.This iswhat Ihearspeakingwithinmysecretheart.Whileitisthere,doyounotthinkthatifwewereunitedtheremightrisein ourworld an infamous suspicion thatwouldwound, even in his grave, ourcherishedone?"Iunderstood the truthof thesewordsandmyheart sank.The tears rushed to
myeyes.Ihidmyfaceinmyhandstoconcealthem."What? Do you weep, Ribot?" she exclaimed, leaning her head uponmine.
"No,inGod'sname!no,donotweep,myfriend!Ihavenorighttocauseyoutheslightestpain.Iwilldoasyouwish."Ishookmyheadandanswered:"Letmeweepforamoment.Itwillpass."My tears fell abundantly.When I lifted my head I saw that they were also
streaming down her cheeks. I stood up and, drawing out my pocket-handkerchief,saidsmiling:"Doyousee!It'sover!SadnessandIwereneververyconstantfriends."Then she took my hands and, pressing them warmly, looked into my eyes,
exclaiming:"Yet,truly,Iwouldnothurtyou!Aftermyhusband,nomanhaseverinspired
mewithsodeepanaffection!"
"Thesenoblewordsnotonlygivemestrengthto live,"Ianswered,"but theymake life lovely tome.Howmany times, leaningon thebridgeofmy ship, Ihave felthappygazingat theshiningstars!Andwhynotnow,whenIcanseethese sweet eyes, so frankand so serene?Letme see themallmydays, and IpromiseyouIwillalwaysliveinjoyandpeace!"
CHAPTERXVIII.
IKEPTmypromise.Sincethenmydaysgoon,happyandfullofpeace.IfixedmyresidenceinAlicante,butforlongspacesoftime,indeedduringalmosthalftheyear,IaminValencia.AndwhenIamthere,IamlookeduponatCristina'shouse notmerely as a friend, but as amember of the family.Nobody fails toshowdelightwhenIamseenarriving,butmostofalldoesmycomingpleasemygod-daughter,anenchantinglittlegirloffiveyears,witheyesasluminousashermother's.Assoonasshehearsmystep,shecomesrunningtomeetme,laughingandjumping,throwsherselfuponmyneck,coversmewithkisses,andpullsmybeardinawaytobringtears—ofpleasure.Icanhearhervoiceonthestairatthismomentcalling:"UncleRibot!UncleRibot!"WhileIstayinValenciashecomestothehotelfor
meeverymorningwithhernurse.Wegoouttogether.WewalkaboutthestreetsandintheGlorieta.Wegointotheconfectioners'shops(Julianitaknowsallthebest ones that are tobe found in theHacienda) andbuy sweets.Wego to theflower-marketandbuy flowers.Andwhen luncheon timecomes,wego to thehouseloadedwithparcelsandspraysofflowers.Themammacomesandopensthe door for us. Her beautiful eyes shine with joy, and always glisten withgratitude.There isnothingmore that I long for.Secure in theaffectionof thesebeings
thatIlove,andinmyownself-respect,Iwatchcalmlythefleetingofthehours.Snow has begun to show slowly aboutmy temples, but it does not touchmyheart.Neither envynor boredomenters it.And if, as I haveheardCastell saymanytimes,lifehasnoflavor,Iampersuadedthathedoesnotknowwhatitcangive.Formeithasadelicate,exquisitesavor.Iamanartistinhappiness.Thisthoughtincreasesmypleasures.AndwheninexorabledeathknocksatmydoorIshallnotwaitforhimtocall
twice.Withfirmstepandtranquilheart,Iwillgotomeethim,andgivinghimmyhandsay:"Ihavedonemyduty,andIhavelivedhappily.Nobodyhassufferedbecause
ofme.WhetherIamledtoasweeteternalsleep,ortoanewincarnationofthisimpalpableforcethatfillsme,Ihavenofear.HereIam!"But,no! it isnotdeath thatwill in thatmomentknockatmydoor. It is life,
radiant,immortal,divine!FrommyopenedwindowIfeelitandseeit.Thesunrisesinthefirmamentandshedsitsraysuponthegarden.Theflowers,shining,exhale their perfume. This light and these odors intoxicate me. Everything isriant,stirring,singing,intheworldthatIbeholdfrommybalcony.Beautifulislife!Herfruitfulbreathmeetsmyownsoftly.Whatjoyinthefreshnessof thisspringtimemorning!Thebirdsamongtheboughssingjoyfullywithmelodiousvoicesinconcertwiththesunbeams.ButIwouldnotexchangealltheirmelodiousvoicesforonethatisnowcalling
meimpatientlyfromthestairway:"UncleRibot,Iamwaitingforyou!""Iamcoming,mygirlie;Iamcoming."
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