How I tried to self medicate my depression by doing sports

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Living a developers life makes you more susceptible to mental illnesses like depression. However, these things have always been stigmatised and therefore are a tricky thing to talk about. That is because people naturally assume the worst. Depression e.g. can get pretty serious, leading to a disconnect with the world and finally ending with a person taking his/her own life. In my talk, I'll explain the hows and whys of depression based on what I’ve experienced first hand. You will hear about how I slowly recognized that something might be wrong with my life. I’ll show you the unusual way I tried to self medicate my symptoms instead of reaching out to family or friends. You will also hear a few strategies that have helped me dealing with my depression.

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08/03/2014

eurucamp, Berlin

How I tried to self medicate my depression by doing sports

André CedikRuby developer

Hamburg !

How i got here

Year of firsts

after the marathonsore but happy

(kind of)

mood changer

What depression feels like

splitshire.com

is it really this bad?

flickr.com/photos/derekgavey/5275765214/

first contact

flickr.com/photos/skibler/4530994733/

flickr.com/photos/chain12/9121929903/

telling family & friends

Date Activity before after

04/04/2014 Rails girls: installparty 4 5

04/05/2014 Rails girls: workshop 5 8

04/06/2014 bike ride 5 7

04/07/2014 running 5 6

04/19/2014 Last long run before the marathon 5 8

04/23/2014first training session of the

triabolos rookie program 20146 8 (6)

05/08/2014 Educational Reading (with flu symptoms) 4 5

05/09/2014 Reading for fun 3 4

05/10/2014 visiting my parents 3 4

05/11/2014 listening to music 3 3

05/13/2014 Educational Reading & listening to music 3 5

Why are we prone for depression and how to fight it

impostor syndrome

“70% of all people feel like fakes at one time or another,

but it's most common in successful women and people of color”

worldofcostumes.com

masking symptoms is easy

insomnia

can’t fall asleep

not getting enough sleep

getting (even more) depressed

Ways to fight back

flickr.com/photos/kristiand/3223306147/

diet & sleep

excercise

meekevoges.com

meet new people

try new stuff

@andrecedik !

andre.cedik@gmail.com

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