Dear N. N.Dear N. N.N.N. - non nominatus, lat. (untitled)N.N. - non nominatus, lat. (untitled)

Sine loco, anno vel nomineSine loco, anno vel nomine

Music: Richard ClaydermanMusic: Richard Clayderman

And now you're here. In the darkness of my room.And now you're here. In the darkness of my room.I see you and I feel you even though you're miles away.I see you and I feel you even though you're miles away.

Although the time we took you. I however still feel Although the time we took you. I however still feel a touch of your lips, their track is long gone.a touch of your lips, their track is long gone.But perhaps it is also better. I stole it anyway. But perhaps it is also better. I stole it anyway. For a birthday ... For a birthday ...

You never suspected that I whispered to myself: You never suspected that I whispered to myself: ““Dear N.N.” You just smiled . Dear N.N.” You just smiled . Whether your preference is.Whether your preference is.

And I loved being my favorite. Not saying anything. And I loved being my favorite. Not saying anything.

I found just enough courage to you wish:I found just enough courage to you wish:Be allways so beautiful. Be allways so beautiful.

And again we were casual acquaintances that fateAnd again we were casual acquaintances that fatefor the moment led to the same way.for the moment led to the same way.On the next crossing again I was alone. On the next crossing again I was alone.

Without you. And I loved you so ... Without you. And I loved you so ...

As usual, getting lost in the void of my thoughts As usual, getting lost in the void of my thoughts and may ask why I write all this really you?and may ask why I write all this really you?Indeed, why? And at the same time, which would else? Indeed, why? And at the same time, which would else?

Why do You entrust my thoughts, why I will give my hopes and fears,Why do You entrust my thoughts, why I will give my hopes and fears,why will You whisper my disappointments, to confess my sins ...why will You whisper my disappointments, to confess my sins ...why I will expect you to understand me?why I will expect you to understand me?Why you, my dear, I give all what more can I give?Why you, my dear, I give all what more can I give?I repeat: who else would? I repeat: who else would?

And do not ask me why. No answers. When I wrote that I do because And do not ask me why. No answers. When I wrote that I do because I love you, it would be true. And lie. Because I loved before,I love you, it would be true. And lie. Because I loved before,but still I kept quiet about many details.but still I kept quiet about many details.When I argued that this is because it is the last way to remove a stoneWhen I argued that this is because it is the last way to remove a stonefrom the heart, it would be only a part truth.from the heart, it would be only a part truth.In that and I would hardly believe. In that and I would hardly believe.

And when it is in these lines found something that someoneAnd when it is in these lines found something that someonesaid to me these last hope, I shivered.said to me these last hope, I shivered.Maybe I got your closeness, your touch, Your kiss.Maybe I got your closeness, your touch, Your kiss.From pity.From pity.And I don't wantt it.And I don't wantt it.I do not need it. I do not need it.

I need you. Not only your shoulder for crying, not only compassion.I need you. Not only your shoulder for crying, not only compassion.YOU.YOU.Your happiness and sadness, your tears and laught, your understanding,Your happiness and sadness, your tears and laught, your understanding,your confidence.your confidence.YOUR LOVE.YOUR LOVE.YOU. YOU.

So do not ask why all this work and why I chose you. Simply like that. So do not ask why all this work and why I chose you. Simply like that.

However, I want you to know I shudder at the farthest cornerHowever, I want you to know I shudder at the farthest cornerof my room while you're reading these lines, dread and hope, wait,of my room while you're reading these lines, dread and hope, wait,love ... love ...

And maybe I'm brave just because in some hidden corner of the soulAnd maybe I'm brave just because in some hidden corner of the soulI believe that this will never come into your hands .I believe that this will never come into your hands .

And again I will wander the streets without fear that I may as well met.And again I will wander the streets without fear that I may as well met.And stole your smile. And stole your smile.

I really do not know what I could write you. Moreover,I really do not know what I could write you. Moreover,in general I'm not sure that all this should be done. in general I'm not sure that all this should be done. Perhaps it is all one word was superfluous. Perhaps it is all one word was superfluous. Maybe I lost you anyway. Maybe I lost you anyway. Once and for all. Once and for all.

However, otherwise I do not know. My peace I still manage to find However, otherwise I do not know. My peace I still manage to find in some long texts, in time gifted to someone on that way. in some long texts, in time gifted to someone on that way. Sometimes with the hope to answer, and often without it.Sometimes with the hope to answer, and often without it.Only with the wish for a one peaceful sleep. Only with the wish for a one peaceful sleep. With you in mind. With you in mind.

Neither one I haven't mentioned your name, but I know that you know Neither one I haven't mentioned your name, but I know that you know that this belongs to you, you my dear, "Untitled," just you. that this belongs to you, you my dear, "Untitled," just you. No other. No other.

Because, only you can feel my restless, only you can feel my lines, Because, only you can feel my restless, only you can feel my lines, only you can discovere seemingly finished sentences. only you can discovere seemingly finished sentences. No other. No other. Only you, my dear, only you know how much I need you... Only you, my dear, only you know how much I need you...

And yet I, when you go to the other,will say: Good luck! And yet I, when you go to the other,will say: Good luck! Only you can understand it. Only you can understand it. No other. No other.

And when you see me again, you do not say anything about this letter. And when you see me again, you do not say anything about this letter. Just smile and everything will be fine. Just smile and everything will be fine. I know you understand me. I know you understand me. Or just say: YES. Or just say: YES.

I believe that at this late hour you sleep.I believe that at this late hour you sleep.I hope you dream something nice.I hope you dream something nice.And sweet.And sweet.A girl like you deserves something like that. A girl like you deserves something like that.

I wish you a pleasant rest of the night. I wish you a pleasant rest of the night.

And so tomorrow,And so tomorrow,and again tomorrow,and again tomorrow,and tomorrow ... and tomorrow ...

Part of the text entitled “Dear N.N”Part of the text entitled “Dear N.N”by Željko Čidićby Željko Čidić