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Editor in ChiefStu Horvath
Managing EditorJames Fudge
EditorHarry Rabinowitz
DesignStu Horvath
ISSUE SIXTY-THREE
UNWINNABLEWEEKLY
From the Desk of the EIC
Jesus Stalksby Matt Marrone
The Horror of Being Humanby Kaitlin Tremblay
Salt Plays Itselfby Jane Riley
Dungeon Crawler, Part Twenty-Sevenby Gus Mastrapa
Biographies and Illustrations
CONTENTS
From the Desk of the Editor in Chief
Hi there,
I am going to keep this one brief. I am getting married this weekend and it feels like
there are a million things that have to be done between now and then. The rational
portions of my brain dispute that. They are certain we are in good shape, that there
isn’t a lot left to take care of, that everything is proceeding at a good pace.
That’s weddings in a nutshell, I think. Rational thought being drowned out by
instinctual panic and chaos.
I’m not talking about the state of marriage. I am excited to marry Daisy. Never been
so sure of a decision in my life. I love that girl.
No, I am talking about the circus that is the wedding celebration and its outlying
events, like rehearsal dinners and bridal brunches. Compared to many weddings I’ve
been privy to, I think Daisy and I have done a good job of keeping things small, low key
and reasonable.
Yet, every few hours I find myself compelled to pace, to run through details I know
are already sorted out. To make sure nothing is falling through the cracks.
Then there’s the creeping tide of madness that is slowly infecting everyone around
us. This is a real thing. You unmarried people will scoff, but I feel like MacReady in John
Carpenter’s The Thing. People I’ve known for years have started acting strangely. The
cadence of their speech has changed. I suspect they may eat me before this is all over.
Take, for instance, one friend, who asked me this afternoon, “Is there going to be
food and booze at the reception?”
Take a second, let that one sink in for a minute.
Now granted, I’ve been to some weird wedding receptions but while I’ve heard of some that didn’t have alcohol, like my dear friend Richard Clark’s, I have never heard of one that didn’t involve some kind of food.
Speaking of food, let us pivot to dessert. Have you ever heard of a groom’s cake? Because I fucking haven’t. Neither has Daisy. The both of us have racked our brains trying to recall a wedding we’ve been to – collectively numbering in the dozens – that had this mythological delicacy present and come up empty. My mom, who has probably been to more weddings that Daisy and I combined, thinks it is a fruit cake but can’t recall ever encountering one.
Over the summer, a certain segment of the internet convinced itself that it had slipped into a parallel dimension because they remember the Berenstain Bears as being the Berenstein Bears. I think there is some kind of extra-dimensional shenanigans going on here, but it has nothing to do with cartoon bears. It has everything to do with goddammed groom’s cakes.
If I’ve been to your wedding and you tell me you had a groom’s cake, I’ll tell you right now, I refuse to believe you.
Daisy and I are getting married. Everyone keeps telling us that it is our special day. If that’s the case, maybe we can collectively rip a hole in the time/space continuum and get us back to the dimension we came from.
One blissfully free of groom’s cakes.
* * *
Seriously, though, this weekend is going to be great. If you’re reading this and will be there, I can’t wait to see you. If you won’t be there, that’s a bummer – we’ll do the high five thing the next time we meet.
We’ve got some fun stuff for you in this issue. Matt Marrone goes to church...to stalk one of his favorite musicians. Kaitlin Tremblay discusses how Silent Hill and Resident Evil work together to show the horror of being human. Jane Riley returns to the madness and ecstasy of Salty Bet after two years to find out what its continued existence means. Finally, Daisy (the adventurer, no relation to my bride-to-be) deals with her new foe (or does she?) in the latest installment of Gus Mastrapa’s Dungeon Crawler.
Have a great weekend!
Stu Horvath,
Jersey City, New Jersey
September 29, 2015
The Wife of the Year and I are so virulently anti-religion that once, when I called
myself an agnostic, and not an atheist like her, we had a knock-down, drag-out
fight about how we’d be raising our son in a two-faith household.
It’s funny now. It wasn’t funny then.
I have secular reasons for loving religion – mostly Christmas presents and stained
glass windows – but I abhor it for the destruction it can cause and for the ignorance and
bigotry it inspires in far too many. When I go to church, it’s not to worship.
It’s to stalk musicians.
There is a band I love that doesn’t tour anymore. They record their albums in their
modest living room and release new material once or twice a decade. They are religious
folk, whose Catholicism informs their music but doesn’t overwhelm or define it.
And they just so happen to run the music program at their local church.
Why am I telling you this? To be honest, I’m not sure. Their first record in five years
is coming out this month and I just can’t wait to hear it. I’m sure it’s going to be great.
If only there were fewer Kim Davises and more of these guys (and gal) in the world...
and so forth.
Anyway, back to my stalking – and a question for you: If, say, [INSERT YOUR IDOL,
MUSICAL OR OTHERWISE, HERE] stopped performing but would occasionally show up
to play at a homeless shelter across town, would you not consider, um, dressing down
for an afternoon? Or maybe he or she or they are stumping for a politician or a political
cause you oppose. Would you not grab a button and some literature to blend in with the
rabble and rock out? In other words, would you be willing to shamelessly pretend to be
someone you’re not just to hear the voice of an angel? I’d argue you would.
At any rate, I gave it a shot. The Wife of the Year and I showed up at the band’s church,
a beautiful, historic building in the center of a small city. It was welcoming to strangers,
with plenty of space to handle walk-ins. By no means, mind you, are we talking about
a tiny room in the basement of a rec center, lest you are already judging us far too
harshly.
The priest, in his flowing white robes, said hello as we entered. I nodded and smiled,
awkward, but so far steering clear of any lightning bolts (if there’s no God, I needn’t
have worried; if there is, there is no chance He or She or It would have cared about this).
The Wife of the Year made a beeline for the ladies room.
As I waited for her, mustering my courage, I peered through a window in the vestibule
door, my view straight down the aisle between the center and stage-left pews
I saw him: the band’s lead guitarist, walking right toward me.
My first reaction was to look away, embarrassed, and likely I turned a shade red,
but by the time The Wife of the Year returned a few moments later, I was beaming as
I breathlessly told her about it. She rolled her eyes and we stepped through the door,
taking a seat in the back row. Within a couple minutes, the lead guitarist – whose
solo records I also own, because clearly I’m not messing around here – returned to
take his place, standing directly behind us, where he would remain throughout the
service. As the mass droned on, I peeked back a few times to watch him mingle with the
congregation, but he didn’t seem to notice me looking.
The band’s lead singer, his wife, unfortunately never showed. We didn’t get to hear
the voice of that particular angel. But the bass player did; I saw him perched high in the
choir box, playing piano and leading the chorus, and again I excitedly pointed him out
to The Wife of the Year, so we did get a little music out of it after all.
When the service ended, we hung out for a bit outside the church – hoping, I don’t
know, for a hootenanny to break out? – but there were no major developments on that
front. There was, indeed, a post-mass bagel breakfast in the rectory, but even we have
our limits. With that, our concert experience was over.
All told, we didn’t hurt anyone. We didn’t bother anyone. Unlike my homeless shelter
or political rally analogies, we didn’t wear any costumes. We did nothing more than
blend in with the crowd. We stood up and sat down when we were supposed to, put
some shekels in the collection box and even sang a few hymns, too, made all the more
beautiful by the guy we could just barely see playing piano above our heads.
Outside on a gorgeous Sunday, we snapped a few final photos, descended the stairs
onto the sidewalk and followed it further into town, resuming our run-of-the-mill,
totally un-creepy sightseeing. There was an art walk and some museums and a bunch
of places within driving distance that we had planned to visit.
This was several months – and the birth of a child – ago. Now the band’s new record
is due. It probably won’t come with a tour, or even a one-off show, and certainly will
lack fanfare or significant promotion. After such a long hiatus, I’ve given up all hope of
that sort of thing.
Which is to say, the new record – sweet and fair as always, I’m sure – will need to last
us a long time.
Because we fucking hate going to church. U
Our definitions of what it means to be human tend toward the problematic and
exclusionary at best. Yet, when confronted with something fearsome, something
we cannot possibly comprehend, we cling to these notions.
Michael Myers appears human, but is monstrous. He cannot be killed like a human
and his lack of humanity is signified in his mask, a stoic visage that hides his human face
and consequently signifies he is different than us – he is not human. Same with Jason
and his hockey mask or Freddy and his transformed fingers and scarred skin. Some
of the most memorable monsters in horror films are humans robbed of something
unspecified that makes them human, and their iconic appearance represents a subtle
shift from a normative, human body to a non-normative, monstrous one.
In Resident Evil, particularly Resident Evil: Code Veronica, there is a visible
transformation from human to monster via appearance – particularly with Alexia
Ashford. Through old family films, we are introduced to Alexia as the mainstream
ideal: blonde, charming, well-bred. Yet the Alexia the player meets is far from this: she
is a mutated, fearsome monster, a representation of both the loss of humanity and how
this loss is a human-made construct. Alexia becomes monstrous through the T-Virus, a
product of scientific progress, the same virus that created the hordes of zombies.
Alexia marks an important part of what makes Resident Evil such a good horror
franchise: she is no longer fully human and it is somehow humanity’s fault. This basic
fear is the overriding horror in Resident Evil (and arguably the best horror films, books
and games). What the zombies in Resident Evil show is this dehumanization through the
loss of one’s body.
But to only look at the horror behind a physical dehumanization is missing the full
picture. Resident Evil’s domain is a physical fear: what do we become when our physical
bodies are transformed beyond that which is “normal?” This is where a franchise
like Silent Hill comes in. While the monsters in Silent Hill are essentially just extreme
modifications or adaptations of human bodies, the true fear in Silent Hill comes from
what can happen when someone loses control of their mind.
That’s why, rather than pit Silent Hill and Resident Evil against each other in a debate
over which is the greater horror franchise, we should discuss them in tandem, as two
sides of the same coin. Both represent the ultimate fear of losing whatever it is that
makes us human. Resident Evil shows us what can happen when we lose control over
our bodies and, conversely, Silent Hill shows us what happens when we lose control
over our minds. Instead of being rivals, Resident Evil and Silent Hill pick up where the
other leaves off in terms of conveying the ultimate fear possible: what happens when
we no longer are classified as “human?”
Because it’s my favorite, let’s go back to Resident Evil: Code Veronica. In Code Veronica,
when certain characters, after being injected with the T-Virus, mutate, they cross the
line from human to monster, despite retaining their humanoid form. It is arguably
Alexia’s descent down the Ashford Manor stairs that most visually represents this. She
begins as a conventionally beautiful, intelligent woman, but as she descends toward
you, her body aflame, her monstrosity takes over and she switches rhetorical spaces
from a human to a monster. Despite the fact that Alexia’s position as an enemy has
always been solidified in the game, she is not considered a credible threat until her
outward appearance switches visual codes. It is when she loses her traditional body
that she becomes truly monstrous.
While the enemies in Resident Evil are literal monsters, the events of Silent Hill take
place less in a hard-boiled reality and more in imagination made real. The world and
monsters of Silent Hill are projections of Alessa Gillespie’s tortured and unwell mind.
The grey children in the first Silent Hill are grotesque representations of the children
Alessa attended school with, highlighting the bullying she received from her former
schoolmates. Perhaps one of the strongest indications of an unwell mind in Silent Hill
are the lying figures in Silent Hill 2, humanoid monsters encased in straightjackets made
out of their own flesh. Here, there is an immediate linkage between mind and body: the
body functions as the straightjacket, a visual marker of a violent loss of control over
their own mind.
As the grey children serve as a symbol of the bullying Alessa received, it raises an
interesting question: what is the role of trauma in these games and their depictions of
health and normative bodies?
The abuse Alessa suffered categorically repositions her from a place of humanity
to a place of monstrosity. With Silent Hill, the dehumanization Alessa undergoes is
inextricably linked to the abuse she suffered: she is imprisoned in a basement after
being burned at the stake as part of a sacrifice performed by her mother in order to
birth an evil god.
The role of abuse in both franchises is significant. In the book, Unraveling
Resident Evil, James Stone looks at how Alice, the heroine of the Resident Evil films,
metaphorically undergoes healing from an implied abuse. Stone writes, “Her injuries
are often sustained while unconscious. She is terrified, not by the prospect of an attack,
or even by its execution, but by its aftermath. The horror she experiences comes from
the knowledge that some terrible act has been visited upon her while she was unable
to resist.” Like Alessa projecting her trauma and pain onto the Otherworld, Alice is a
physical representation of this abuse: she is constantly fighting against those who have
inflicted this trauma on her.
The mental and physical abuse Alessa suffered – and her consequent projection
of monstrous bodies as enemies – represents an essential fear of being a human and
possessing a body: that we can be so thoroughly hurt and traumatized to the point of
incoherence and a loss of identity. It’s why Alice’s refrain of “My name is Alice” in the
films is an important rhetorical trick to centering her identity in her humanity. When
we give a name to something, we are bestowing upon it humanity; conversely, to rob
someone of their name is to dehumanize, to make them less than.
Alice is able to retain her humanity through a refrain and declaration of self: “I
am Alice.” Alessa, on the other hand, is not able to assert her identity, and rather, her
mental projections of her trauma become monstrous, rather than cathartic and a part
of normalized healing. It’s worth noting, too, that people have drawn the connection
between the Alice of the Resident Evil films and Alice from Lewis Carroll’s Through The
Looking Glass.
Alessa, a name visibly and sonically similar to Alice, occupies a place of madness as a
defense – similar to that of Carroll’s Alice. Yet Alessa’s madness can be viewed as more
offensive than defensive. Rather than retreating inwards, Alessa projects her trauma
outwards, vengeance against the harms enacted upon her personhood. Whereas one
can read Carroll’s Alice as an imaginative defense against the world, Alessa becomes
the active, and therefore cruel, counterpart to this childhood fantasy of escapism. This
association is made all the more apparent in the details of Alessa’s childhood as well:
one of her favorite books growing up was Alice’s Adventure’s in Wonderland. Whereas
Resident Evil’s Alice conforms to a prototypical healing pattern that is accepted as
healthy, Alessa’s coping deviates from this and positions her as dangerous, as the enemy.
Trauma is just one way of damaging both a person’s mind and body, and it’s worth
noting how Alessa, Alice, and other characters in both franchises work through
different patterns of trauma and healing. Trauma is, at times, a core part of horror: how
do we survive an unthinkable assault on both our physical and mental self? How do we
survive the moment, and then how do we survive the healing afterwards?
And what happens if we don’t follow the prototypical pattern of healing, like Alice,
and instead become Alessa?
In these games, classifying these humanoid bodies as inhuman monsters justifies
them as a vehicle for enacting out a societal violence and fear. This is what makes
the slaughter of zombies in Resident Evil
horrifying to think of: we are trained to
not even consider zombies as humans
anymore, despite having been at one
point. There is rarely a thought to
saving or evading them.
The terror of the enemies in
both franchises, particularly
zombies, is what we are
capable of becoming –
mentally and physically –
and how we can lose what we
perceive as our humanity.
And with this comes the
fear of our seemingly lost
humanity being weaponized
against us. U
The lights are still on and they all seem to have gotten rich.
It can prove difficult to pick away a status quo from the drone of light and noise,
but there is a difference between a streak of good luck and a lived-in fortune. Most of
the bunch gathered here and humming tonight seem used to the inevitability of losing
and gaining their money in huge strides both ways.
When Mr. Boo leads the charge of losing bets with over four hundred thousand dollars
from his own pockets, it is no great ordeal. There is consolation and commiserating, but
no hand wringing over bankruptcy or a system gone foul. It comes and it goes, the old
money of Salty Bet all know, and no one expected Homer Simpson to drop a match to
this sword-wielding He-Man type.
* * *
All the old platitudes are
still here. You bet on DBZ.
You yell at your waifu. You
praise and bemoan with
all the other “salties.” You
leave the Caps Lock on.
It feels like nothing at
all has changed. For all I
know, the matches haven’t
stopped in two years, the
stream hasn’t bucked and
some improbable salt miner has never lost a bet. But to watch it all go again — the call
of a fight and its odds, the responses begot by winning or losing large — is to notice the
rounded corners of how this one-of-a-kind site does its business, the cleanness and
responsiveness of its key machinery and the lengths it has gone to keep the salt flowing
among whoever will show up.
The vintage Salty Bet had all the lawlessness and trample danger of a gold rush.
Anyone could join the throngs and watch their complimentary dollars melt away with
a few you-had-to-be-there fights — and a lot did. The site and the stream and the mile-
a-minute chat all hung themselves, just over the edge of being irredeemably broken,
and seemed happy to do so. It was a spectacular thing to be told about and to see, but
not look straight into for yourself.
The thing that Salty Bet is now that it was not, or did not have the breathing room
to be before, is complex. Not complicated, because very little about the act of picking a
side for your money needs tooling with, and Salty Bet has kept its big inviting betting
buttons. Complex. Wander into Salty Bet now and you will be able to do the very
thing you came for — bet, saltily — but in the background of all the purely superficial
speculation, there is new depth. The system moves regularly through tournaments,
user-requested exhibition matches and the old random matchmaking. It lets players
know how many matches remain until it downshifts into the next phase. Tournament
money is a separate allowance, with winnings added to a user’s total at the end.
Most interestingly, though, the MUGEN cast of fighters is now stabled into discrete
tiers, and earns promotions (or demotions) based on their performance. Each tier (P, B,
A, S, and X) holds dozens and dozens of fighters.
P is Potato Tier, someone
in the chat explains, where
the absolute worst characters
are banished to languish in
obscurity. X Tier is where
characters too ridiculously
overpowered to be handled
elsewhere are sent.
The tier system also
incorporates benefits given
only to the Illuminati
of Salty Bet (its monthly and yearly subscribers), who can see each character’s tier,
statistics and fighting history. These worthies have the option of paying Salty Bucks
out of pocket to unlock and make marginal increases and decreases to a character’s
overall health and meter.
Given the density of its roster and the comfortable wealth of its patrons, this stripe
of gamification, which Salty Bet has anticipated since its appearance, seems endlessly
engaging.
However, I see a lot of complaining in the chat, from people who frequent Salty Bet
enough to be bitter when they feel their Illuminati subscription dollars are going to
a perpetually broken site whose maintenance is no longer the primary concern of its
creator.
there are people planning on making another one, someone posts, though in the past
Salty has run smear campaigns against the new ones because he’s paranoid about losing
business.
It may be that, what was fun to watch flashing and exclaiming in the periphery
has turned out to be serious business. Or serious enough that Salty has kept the site
churning and changing for the last two years. It’s hard to guess at the pseudo-lucrative
aspects of it all: the MUGEN bet-taking industry is a chimeric space unto itself, and
one that may already be monopolized. In early September, Salty debuted a project for
mobile devices, a bullet hell-style shooter with planned integration to the economics of
Salty Bet proper. The game, currently in beta on Android, is called Waifu Wars.
In the chat, cooler heads steer the conversation away from more inflammatory talk.
are we really taking what is essentially a means to idly kill boredom this seriously, one
asks.
* * *
The concern with taking
things seriously in Salty
Bet is that it’s at odds with
the frivolity of the site’s
project. In the span of
two years seems to have
cultivated itself out of mass
commotion and the bliss
and insanity of anonymous
wagering, to a slightly
more leashed chaos and
misanthropy. There are certainly fewer giddy intimations of rape, fewer racial epithets
and fewer threats to skin the losing female fighters, thought it may simply be that the
numbers to surface those notions are no longer present.
The version of Salty Bet that plays out now, and that has not broadened nor quit, is so
familiar as to be unnerving.
I see a pelican tussle against a wide-eyed chibi girl at the Abbey Road crossing. I see
the chat chuckle over whether Poison from Final Fight has a dick.
I can’t judge people in real life so I come to judge AIs instead, someone says.
* * *
“This is the city: Los Angeles, California. They make movies here. I live here. Sometimes
I think that gives me the right to criticize the way movies depict my city.”
- Thom Andersen, Los Angeles Plays Itself, 2003.
I don’t want to condemn or demonize Salty Bet, because that would suggest that I
understand the whole messy spectrum of interests and personas that make it appealing
and keep it popular. Like Andersen, a filmmaker and critic who hoped that his effort to
see through the superficial depictions of a city “may seem more than wrong-headed or
mean-spirited,” I have mostly just wanted to know what the thing means, how it means
that and why it refuses to let that meaning die.
Trying to understand
Salty Bet is much different
from just watching and
engaging it, which remains
disturbingly easy. It is still
everything that it ever was,
and now also some of what
it claimed to be. A fantastic,
indescribable, post-lucid
pastiche of conscription
and promotion. I watched a
small fairy girl with a daisy hold her ground against a gaping purple flesh maw.
But it’s not about the stories anymore. There is still a sense of possibility, but the
attitude is machinelike and the novelty is worn. Whatever innocent randomness and
surprise the system generated in its heyday is lost on the diminished clientele who
stuck around or came back for the money, the economics, the statistics, the feedback
and the control. The new systems. The heady days of Salty Bet rubbernecking seemed
to end as quick as they came, indicative of the expiration point of a product that trades
almost wholly in absurdity and reappropriation, to which there is a natural limit. There
are only so many times to be blown away by broken fighters, sideways odds and a mob
mentality. You can only be so hype before feeling hollow.
Salty Bet operates against this notion. It is an interpretation and perpetuation of a
state of mind that seems to crawl ever inward from the periphery of intensely loved
and defended media. To stand inside Salty Bet now is to reenter a womb, a space that
guards against judgment, acceptance or any outside emotion by generating all of
those itself and never stopping for the amalgam of what it’s consumed to spin down
and separate into any recognizable form. Its cycle is predicated on being angry, and
some variant of enraged or faux-devastated by upsets, disappointments and its own
perpetual enthusiasm for the performance of things.
There is an inclination to think that, through taking part in this, I should understand
secret and special things about all these characters, or be able to internalize them in
an exclusive way, in which I get some great satisfaction from this extreme, bastardized
form that a primary or secondary consumer, fan, or enthusiast simply couldn’t.
This is the philosophy that
has taken full hold of Salty
Bet, though it was always
present. It has shifted the
classification of the untold
hundreds of characters
from amusement to
commodity. In repackaging
these properties, it created
an arena for the idea that
everything is as much an
owned and abstractable product as everything else, and that the only real interaction
for them is competition.
To uphold these ideals, the site is willing to contradict itself, to be emptied and filled,
flagellated and exalted, satisfied and betrayed, amazed and proven ultimately, infallibly
prescient. To make the unique profitable and mundane.
Its playthings are subject to ridicule, to expectations of absurdity and brokenness, to
a new and alarmingly dismissive posturing and ownership that seems simultaneously
bored, confused, petulant, ecstatic, satirical, and completely emotionally devastated at
any given moment, to say nothing of the ever-present influence of novelty, cruelty,
objectification, anonymity, perpetuity, possibility, and money.
It’s hard to catalogue all its sides and not be reminded of my own alienation from the
kind of media space that Salty Bet smothers and shout-loves into submission. Suffice
to say that, in addition to whatever Salty Bet stands for, I want very much for there to
also be a nuance and a simplicity and a beauty to this broad medium and its culture that
does not stem so grotesquely and demonstrably and easily from misplaced pride and
affection, from a treading of water in things like invented competition and defensive
affirmation and juvenile exclusionism.
Take your pick. I can’t claim to have any bets on the fight. The ties I keep to gaming
and to the spaces and attitudes it fosters are so conditional and delicate as to be forever
out of touch with whatever loud and expensive statements are being regurgitated and
resold, and the voices they are drowning out in the process.
* * *
At any hour, being inside
Salty Bet wears on the
senses like a bout of day
drinking. The beginning
and end of discrete events
aren’t clear, the music
never stops and the voices
spill out in the same high-
pitched drone.
The Salty Bet chat is
tamer, if not calmer, in
comparison to that of two years ago, with its hyper-objectification and impossible
lurid speed, but the utterances it’s known for hardly number among the human-made
expressions anymore. Some continue to be (typed expletives, comments about boobs,
barbs about select physicality), but much of the topical character slander and match
commentary now comes via condensed commands made through the site’s residing
chatbot, “Waifu4u.” The sentiment of shouting OFF TO THE SALT MINES is reduced to
a lethargic “!mines.” FINAL ROUND HYPE can be expressed with a one-handed “!real.”
The chat isn’t composed of people anymore, per se, but accounts that, in posting,
fulfill quotas for the various emotions, pertinent topics of discussion, rally cries and
self-affirming, self-policing remarks. It seems to fear silence more than insolvency.
Even the pervasive, abrasive commentaries of its own participants — even these are
now pastiche, shorthand for the tirades and excitement of two years ago, registered
into the collective consciousness of those still around and triggered innocuously to
appropriate the old passions.
This ensures a kind of perpetual perturbance and momentum for whatever just
happened, is happening or may be coming down the line. It promises that chat inches
are filled, comedowns are minimized, reflection is nonexistent and that the torrent of
speculation is no longer overtly negative or belligerent, but now simply so buried in its
very own insular linguistic structures as to be expected and unending.
The chat franchising
itself into a self-sustaining
and self-replicating
body doesn’t necessarily
promote hostility, but
taking the bulk of it in
alongside the fights proper
only cheapens and reduces
the seemingly infinite
spectrum of spectacle that
Salty Bet has access to. It
ensures that the chance of broader accessibility to its unique and fascinating field is at
or fast approaching zero.
Even in the case of no upsets, no broken betting, no scams, waifus, fakes, mistakes,
“real fights” or salt, there is always the noise of churn, of keeping the buzz alive and of
grand, paid-for expectations.
The expectations of Salty Bet play out as attempts to evoke and deserve the surprise,
the delight, the dismal outcomes, the unfairness of it all and the worth and the newness
of each fight and its contents again and again.
And over and over, it gets what it demands — the simple, sad expectation that, in the
face of feeling empty, everything proves and sustains.
The dream is either perpetually real or too good to have lasted.
everything in SB is so HYPE and CANON, someone says.
i can’t leave this fucking place U
Part Twenty-Seven
Dungeon CrawlerBy Gus Mastrapa
Previously, in Dungeon
Crawler...
Daisy’s climb to the surface is almost
complete. She braved the disgusting ascent through
the ancient sewage pipe to find a series of underground aqueducts
just beneath the city. Her escape is blocked by an enchanted skeleton who
kills all he meets.
Daisy kept her distance from the skeletal guard as it made its patrol. The creature
was good at its job. The walkway was littered with the bones of man and beast it
had slashed with its rusty sword. Where the skeleton marched, the bones were crushed
to a fine powder.
tak, tak, tak
In other places there were so many bones that they spilled over the edge of the walkway
into the slow-moving sewage and formed islands of death amid the wastewater. Daisy
did not want to add her meager bones to one of those piles. She crept in the shadows,
peering around corners, keeping one eye on the skeleton’s back while she searched the
aqueducts for a way out.
The skeleton’s methodical pace allowed Daisy plenty of time to thoroughly search
her surroundings. The first thing she noticed was that bones weren’t the only things
that the dead had left behind. Among their bones she often found tatters of clothing,
weapons and valuables. In one corner, under a thick dusting of bone dust, she found a
small leather pouch full of gold and silver coins. A good scavenger could loot a small
fortune from this dangerous place.
Daisy watched the skeleton emerge from a dead end and continue down the main
aqueduct passageway. From behind came a single, wily rat. Where the skeleton turned
right the rodent turned left. It barely paid any notice to Daisy as it skittered past her,
sniffing the dust and bone with whiskers to the floor.
Daisy searched the dead end passageway and found that at the far end there was a
small metal grating in the wall near the floor. The distance between the bars was more
than enough for a rat to squeeze through. Peering into the darkness, Daisy could see
that a tunnel extended through the pitch black. At the far end, the rat had built a nest
out of scraps of hair and cloth it had foraged from the skeleton’s killings.
tak, tak, tak
Daisy followed the echoes of the skeleton’s footsteps, thinking about the rat. She
wondered how it survived down here while so many others had died. If Daisy wanted
out of this place and back to the daylight she’d have to learn the rat’s secret.
tak, tak, tak
Daisy let no detail escape her notice. Every hundred yards or so she noticed a massive
iron gate protruding from the ceiling. The span of the gate extended from wall to wall
of the aqueduct. When lowered, the gate would block both walkways. In the middle
of the gate there were longer, iron bars with fearsome rusty spikes on the end. When
lowered, these bars descended into the muck, making passage impossible for anything
but a fish, eel...or rat.
On the wall next to the gate was a massive wooden lever. The mechanism was covered
with cobweb and dusted with bone power.
Daisy could barely reach the lever, but with a leap she was able to grab onto it with
both hands and hang on it until a great device buried deep in the wall gave way.
The gate came crashing down with an earsplitting clang, sending bones clattering
across the stone and raising a thick cloud of bonedust.
When racket subsided Daisy heard an urgent rhythm echo in the distance.
tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak, tak
The skeleton’s pace had quickened and was getting louder by the moment.
TAK, TAK, TAK, TAK, TAK, TAK, TAK
And then it stopped. Behind the iron bars Daisy saw the skeleton’s eyes glowering in
the dark. It stood and glared at her through the bars.
Daisy relaxed a little. She felt a little of the boldness that the rat must feel when
it scurried into its little nest. She edged away from the wall, stood up straight and
cautiously approached the gate.
The skeleton did not react to her. It just stared at her with the same dull malevolence.
And then the magic holding the skeleton together gave way and its bones clattered to
the floor. Its sword and helmet rung out when they hit the stone.
“Ha!” Daisy cheered. “I beat you.”
The bones were not done with Daisy, though. The pile of bones on the floor quivered
in their place, vibrating with strange energy. A leg bone vibrated in the dust as if the
entire aqueduct was shook by an earthquake. But the earth did not move. U
Cover: Salt photo by CzechR, used via Creative Commons license; salt shaker engraving by Lestyan CsabaLetter: Wedding photo of unknown provenance, circa 1880?Jesus Stalks: Church photo by Lane Erickson The Horror of Being Human: Alessa Gillespie painting and Silent Hill 3 still courtesy of Konami; Resident Evil: Code Veronica stills courtesy of Capcom; Resident Evil film still courtesy of Columbia Pictures; Alice in Wonderland illustration by John Tenniel, 1865Salt Plays Itself: Salt shaker photo by Jeremy Brooks, used via Creative Commons license; Salty Bet fight stills courtesy of Salty Bet or whoever owns their respective copyrights Dungeon Crawler, Part Twenty-Seven: Chris Martinez
Stu Horvath is the editor in chief of Unwinnable. He reads a lot, drinks whiskey and spends his free time calling up demons. Sometimes, he plays with toys and calls it “photography.” Follow him on Twitter @StuHorvath.
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Gus Mastrapa is a hesher who lives in the desert with his wife, son and far too many animals to mention. Dungeon Crawler is a serialized work-in-progress – a YA roguelike “To Build a Fire.” He has left Twitter but, like King Arthur, will return when we need him most.
Chris Martinez is a freelance artist who loves drawing cute things, surprisingly. He can be reached at @DrakeLake if you want to tell him to get a real job, that bum.
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