The Man Who Loved Children by Christine Stead. Chapter 1

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N- Fkmm~ iaeky faek

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z{kyxnamy# cklkmhy ag axfkp ifnchpkm# jmh rcjmy gap xfk mkvx hj~# |fnck

Ca{nk# y{hhkmc~ pkeke`kpnml raxjxaky jmh yxpnml `kjmy mklckixkh#

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Fkmpnkxxj jydkh-

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ifjnp jmh jcya xfk amk xfjx jcc wnynxapy ya{lfx- Nx |jy yxpjnlfx `{x

iaegapxj`ck# max xaa ca|# jmh ykx `kx|kkm xfk iapmkp |nmha| jmh xfjx

i{yfnamkh kmif |fnif pjm jcaml xfk |kyx |jcc- Xfk ifnchpkm |a{ch cnmk

{r am xfny `kmif jmh fjml kmxpjmikh am xfk wnynxapy cngk yxap~- Wnynxapy

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caadkh j|d|jph xfkpk# jppj~kh nm xfk jiinhkmxy ag cngky r{x%xalkxfkp jmh

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arkpjxnamy- Xfk ifnchpkm |a{ch ynx xfkpk yxjpnml |nxf ea{xf arkm jmh

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|jy jy ng ma amk |jy nm xfk fa{yk4 nx |jy cndk xfk rpkykmik ag j yae`pk#

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xfk jmy|kp# gap Fkmm~ dmk| wkp~ gk| pnhhcky- @{x xfkyk hkjp cnxxck

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jmh fkp yrkixjicky am# ckjmnml awkp j iaggkk%yanckh |fnxk cnmkm xj`ckicaxf

&yfk |a{ch fjwk ma axfkpy# xfnmdnml iaca{pkh amky iaeeam.# hjpmnml

facky ap gnvnml xfk cjik am amk ag fkp cjik iawkpy nmfkpnxkh gpae

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xfkpk yxjpnml jx ek# Ncc cjmh ~a{ amk xa ykmh ~a{ gc~nml*# ap# Hamx

lj``ck xa ek jà{x xfk `ckyykh ymjdky? nxy `jh c{id xa fjwk ymjdky# jmh

fk jc|j~y dkkry ymjdky gap rkxy-

Ma| Fkmm~ ykmx cnxxck Kwnk p{mmnml xa lkx fkp fjmh caxnam jmh mjnc


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`{gg |fnck yfk hnyiamxkmxkhc~ kvjenmkh fkp lpkjx jljxk mjncy jmh

iaercjnmkh jà{x gckidy nm xfke jmh jm nmo{pkh fjcg%eaam# N hamx

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|aph Eaxfkp am nx# `kx|kkm `{mifky ag payky? jmh fk fjh ejhk

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`kfjwkh cndk ifnidkmy |nxf xfknp fkjhy i{x agg# `{x |a{ch ynx xfkpk

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xj`ckicaxf# xpjinml xfk hkynlm nm xfk hjejyd# ap xa jcxkp fkp rayk jmh

ckjm fkp gjik am fkp fjmh jmh yxjpk nmxa xfk hnyxjmik# j iaeeamrcjik

fj`nx |fnif caadkh wkp~ xfkjxpnijc nm Fkmm~# `kij{yk ag fkp cjplk#`pnlfx k~k`jccy jmh xfnm# fnlf%i{pwkh `cjid k~k`pa|y- Yfk |jy cndk j

xjcc ipjmk nm xfk pkjifky ag xfk pnwkp# yxjmhnml |nxf amk ckl ipaadkh

jmh cnyxkmnml- Yfk |a{ch caad gnvkhc~ jx fkp wnynam jmh y{hhkmc~ icayk

fkp k~ky- Xfk ifnch |jxifnml &xfkpk |jy jc|j~y amk. |a{ch ykk maxfnml

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ykkekh# |fnck jcc fkp ydnm# {mpkcnkwkh `~ `pnccnjmx k~k# ijek a{x nm nxy

pkjc yfjhk# `{pmx acnwk- Yfk caadkh gapenhj`ck nm y{if eaekmxy# nm

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fkp {mkwkm yckmhkp lje`ckpy mayk jmh yiapmg{c mayxpncy# ckmlxfkmnml

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iamxkerx- Xfk ifnchpkm &xfk~ |kpk laah ifnchpkm# jy kwkp~amk yjnh.

|a{ch ipkkr {r# ya jy max xa jmma~ fkp jmh yj~# jx fkp kcà|# Eaxf#

ijm \fnxk~ iaek nm1# ap yaek y{if xfnml# jmh yfk |a{ch yxjpx jmh ip~#

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pkh yz{jpky ag xfk cnmack{e- \fkm Yje |jy a{x# ng Fkmm~ gkcx pkyxckyy#

yfk |a{ch xjdk fkp ha{`ck rjid jmh yf{ggck xfke |nxf j ya{mh cndk j

hnyxjmx ejifnmk l{m# jmh |app~ jmh pkyf{ggck jmh `klnm xa cj~ xfke

a{x kjlkpc~# `~ ga{py- Jcc xfk ifnchpkm |jxifkh jmh yfa|kh fkp |fkpkxa cj~ xfk ijphy# {mxnc yfk yjnh laah%f{ea{pkhc~# Af# la jmh r{x ~a{p

fkjh nm j `jl*# jmh yfk xj{lfx Ca{nk fa| xa rcj~# yj~nml yfk e{yx

mkwkp xa{if xfke |fkm fkp gjxfkp |jy pa{mh# xfjx |jy jcc-

Yje xpnkh xa nerjpx kwkp~xfnml fk dmk| xa xfk ifnchpkm jmh

lp{e`ckh xfjx xfk eaxfkpxj{lfx maxfnml jx jcc? ~kx xfknp nmgc{kmik am

xfk à~y jmh lnpcy |jy kz{jc- Xfk ifnchpkm lpj``kh xpnidy jmh nhkjy

jiiaphnml xa xfk mkkh ag xfk hj~# |nxfa{x xfnmdnml jx jcc ag |fkpk xfk~lax xfke# |nxfa{x lpjxnx{hk4 jmh Fkmm~ yj| xfny jmh ya hnh max

àxfkp fkp fkjh jà{x fkp ifnchpkm- Yfk fkpykcg `kcamlkh xa j

lpj``nml `pkkh- Fkmm~ |a{ch jcya xkcc gapx{mky# `~ xfk ijphy# awkp fkp

xkj# xfa{lf mkwkp gap xfk ifnchpkm- \fnck yfk |jy hkjcnml xa xkcc xfk

gapx{mk ag J{mx @ammnk &Yjey 0;%~kjp%ach ynyxkp jmh xfknp {mrjnh

ejnh ag jcc |apd.# ap Enyy Yrkjpnml &Fkmm~y ach%ejnh gpnkmh gpae

yifaachj~y.# yfk |a{ch jc|j~y `klnm j |amhkpg{c ~jpm jà{x fa| yfk|kmx xa xa|m# eapk hkjh xfjm jcnwk jmh |nxf amc~ xkm ikmxy nm e~

r{pyk jmh N |jmxkh xa ipjid j yjgk# jmh fa|# nm xfk yxpkkxijp# |jy j

hnpx~ yfpner ag j ejm |nxf j gnyf~ kvrpkyynam |fa r{praykc~ ckjmkh

awkp ek jmh rpkyykh e~ `{yx# jmh j iaeeam w{cljp |aejm `kynhk

fne# jm alpkyy# `nl jy j fnrraraxje{y# |nxf fkp àxxae yxnidnml a{x#

|fa lpnmmkh cndk j yfjpd jmh xpnkh xa lnwk fne xfk k~k# jmh fa| xfny

|amhkpg{c jhwkmx{pk |kmx am gap fa{py# jc|j~y |nxf mk| ifjpjixkpy ag

mk| fappap- Nm nx |a{ch nmwjpnj`c~ `k j |aejm |nxf j ia|cndk

kvrpkyynam# j lnpc caadnml gpnlfxkmkh jy j pj``nx# j ~kcca|%fjnpkh gp{er

|nxf fjnp cndk j fj~yxjid nm j gnx# yaek |aejm |fa àpkh Fkmm~ |nxf

fkp yncc~ ljyynml# jmh ner{hkmx gcnlfx~ ~a{ml lnpcy `kfnmh ia{mxkpy#

jmh |jnxpkyyky yekccnml cndk j xjmmkp~ &ap j gnyf ejpdkx.# |fa ljwk fkp

cnr# |fnif ij{ykh fkp xa la xa ejpdkx jmh lnwk xfke eapk xfjm xfk~

`jpljnmkh gap- Xfkpk |kpk ekm jmh |aekm# ach jiz{jnmxjmiky ag

fkpy# ap gpnkmhy ag Yje |fa rpky{ekh xa dma| fkp# xa |fae yfk

|a{ch lnwk xfk la%`~# ap xfk iach yfa{chkp# ap j hnyxjmx a|# ap j racnxk

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laah hj~# ap j `cjid caad# ap j caad `cjid jy xf{mhkp# jmh xfkpk |kpk

yncc~ ach paayxkpy# ipkjx{pky cndk j h~nml h{id nm j xf{mhkpyxape# gncxf~

ach rj|kpy# jmh ÊIJ ynid ifnidkmy# jmh |aekm xfnm jy j pjnc jmh

ekm gjx jy j rapd `jppkc# jmh |aekm |nxf `ca{yky ya r{ggkh a{x xfjxyfk |jmxkh xa yxnid rnmy nm# jmh ekm cndk iajcfkjwkpy# jmh |aekm cndk

ànckh a|cy# jmh |aekm |fa fjh gjcckm nmxa j gca{p `jppkc4 jmh jcc

xfkyk |amhkpg{c ipkjx{pky# |fa y|jpekh nm xfk yxpkkxy# yxapky jmh

pkyxj{pjmxy ag \jyfnmlxam# alcnml# ckkpnml# r{ccnml# r{yfnml# yxnmdnml#

awkp%yikmxkh# yipkjenml jmh àjyxnml# x{pmnml rjck jx j `cjid caad

gpae Fkmm~# h{idnml jmh hnwnml# hahlnml jmh pkx{pmnml# |kpk xfk

amc~ ipkjx{pky xfjx Fkmm~ kwkp yj|-\fjx j hpkjp~ yxahl~ |apch ag jh{cxy xfk ifnchpkm yj| |fkm xfk~

|kmx a{x* Jmh |fjx j eapjc# fnlf%enmhkh |apch xfknp gjxfkp yj|* @{x

gap Fkmm~ xfkpk |jy j |amhkpg{c rjpxni{cjp |apch# jmh |fkm xfk~

|kmx |nxf fkp xfk~ yj| nx? xfk~ yj| xfk gnyf k~ky# xfk ipaiahnck lpnmy#

xfk fjnp cndk j `npif `paae# xfk ekjm ekm ipj|cnml |nxf ejllaxy# jmh

xfk ifnchpkm pkyxckyy jy jm kkc# xfjx yfk yj|- Yfk hnh max agxkm xjdk xfke

|nxf fkp- Yfk rpkgkppkh xa la a{x `~ fkpykcg jmh eaaif xa xfk `jpljnm`jykekmxy# jmh jyd xfk ~a{ml ejm nm xfk cn`pjp~ |fjx |jy laah xa

pkjh# jmh xjdk xkj nm yaek a`yi{pk pkyxj{pjmx# jmh |jmhkp hkyacjxkc~

jà{x# ipnxninnml yfar|nmha|y jmh |amhkpnml ng# nm xfny yxpkkx ap

xfjx# yfk |a{ch ~kx# ach jy N je jmh caadnml cndk j `cjid fjl# ekkx fkp

gjxk- Xfkm yfk |a{ch iaek faek# mkvx xa yaek lnpc gpae j gjixap~

|fa caadkh cndk j cnc~ jmh yekcckh cndk j yd{md ij``jlk# gcnpxnml |nxf

jcc xfk ekm jmh xfk ekm lpnmmnml `jid# mkvx xa yaek iajpyk# hnpx~

|apdejm |fa r{yfkh jljnmyx fkp nm xfk ijp jmh yekcckh ag y|kjx# ap

yaek ckkpnml `p{xk |fa xpnkh xa rj~ fkp gjpk-

Ca{nk |a{ch ynx xfkpk# am xfk kmh ag xfk `kmif# cayx nm wnynamy#

|amhkpnml fa| yfk |a{ch y{pwnwk ng yaek ckkpnml `p{xk yfjekg{cc~

xpnkh xa rj~ fkp gjpk nm j r{`cni ijp# jhenpnml Fkmm~ gap fkp yxpkmlxf

ag enmh nm xfk enhyx ag y{if yijmhjcy4 jmh iamwnmikh ag xfk hpkjp~#

nmy{cxnml fappap ag xfk ca|%ha|m |apch- Gap nx |jy max Fkmm~ jcamk |fa

|kmx xfpa{lf xfny nmgkpma# {x kwkp~ |aejm# kyrkinjcc~# gap kvjerck# Epy

\ncyam# xfk |aejm |fa ijek xa |jyf kwkp~ Eamhj~- Epy \ncyam# xaa#

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`nl jy yfk |jy# `nl jy jm av# |jy nmy{cxkh `~ lpkjx `nl `p{xky ag

|apdekm# |nxf y|kjx~ jpernxy# |fa ljwk fkp j ckkp# jmh Epy \ncyam#

xaa# fjh xa xkcc lpaikpy |fkpk xfk~ lax agg# jmh yfk xaa fjh xa r{x cnxxck

fjcg%yxjpwkh ijxy ag lnpcy# xfnm jy xaaxfrnidy# nm xfknp rcjiky- Epy\ncyam nx |jy |fa yj| xfk pjwnyfnml Ifjpcaxxk @acxam &hj{lfxkp ag

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e~ cjh~# yxjmhnml |nxf fkp fjmhy am fkp fnry# |jllcnml fkp àxxae

jmh cj{lfnml jx j ejm cndk j iaeeam yxpkkxlnpc# jmh fk `cjid jy xfk

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a`cnlnml cnxxck à~y# x{llnml jx xfk rncky ag lpkjy~ icaxfky am Eamhj~y#

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ia{ch xfknp gjxfkp# yjnh yfk# ya gaac xfke |nxf fny cnky jmh mamykmyk1

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ag yacnxjnpk# |kpk jy iaegapxj`ck xa Fkmm~y pjwjlkh mkpwky jy jm

knhkpha|m- Nm xfk |jpexf ag xfk cjxk jgxkpmaam# yaek xnek `kgapk yfk

kvrkixkh xa fkjp xfk p{yf ag gkkx# yfk |a{ch ynx xfkpk jx fkp xfnph ap

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ga{pxf ljek jmh xfnph ap ga{pxf i{r ag xkj- Ya ynxxnml yfk |a{ch ykke

xa fkpykcg xa `k `jxfnml nm xfk |jpe eanyx{pk ag axfkp y{eekpy- Yfk

|a{ch ykk xfk mkjp p{yf ap hnyxjmx yca|%eawnml lcnxxkp am xfk yxkkry ag

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fa{yk Fjyynk fjh xfkpk# jmh xfk fax%yekccnml# payk%iaca{pkh yxaary

gca|nml ha|m jmh {r xfk l{cc~4 ykk xfk ejyxy ag cnxxck àjxy jmh xfk

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xfjm j |nmh xfjx ny `ca|nml xkm encky agg jmh yaekxneky ykmhy j r{gg

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ag ekeap~# yfk |a{ch `nxk fkp cnr jmh gc{yf# rkpfjry jmlp~ jx fkp

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gap fjwnml `kkm ya |kjd-

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kcnln`cky? map ag fjwnml ejppnkh j ejm |fa |jy jgxkp jcc j ekpk oal%

xpax y{`jcxkpm `{pkj{ipjx# hpjllkh nmxa xfk ykpwnik nm xfk ca|kyx

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lpjhky |nxfa{x j hklpkk# gpae ekpk rpjixnijc kvrkpnkmik nm xfk

Ejp~cjmh Iamykpwjxnam Iaeenyynam# jmh |fa a|kh fny okjca{y~%

ipkjxnml ijpkkp xa fkp gjxfkpy nmgc{kmik nm xfk ca``nky ag xfk ijrnxjc-

Yaam Kpmnk# fkp gjwa{pnxk# |a{ch p{yf nm# yj~nml `pkjxfckyyc~# Hnh nxiaek a{x# Eaxf1 Xfny dkrx fkp ynxxnml xfkpk- \fnck yfk yjx jmh rcj~kh ap

hnh fkp enipayiarni hjpmnml# yaekxneky j yejcc ea{yk |a{ch p{m rjyx#

ap kwkm `achc~ yxjmh jmh nmz{nynxnwkc~ yxjpk jx fkp- Fkmm~ |a{ch caad

ha|m jx nxy eamyxpa{y ranmxkh cnxxck gjik ijcec~ jmh la am |nxf fkp

|apd# |fnck nx rpkxkmhkh xa p{m agg# jmh xaad jmaxfkp yxjmh# yxncc i{pna{y#

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enik pa{lfx lkpey jmh ya yfk |jy a`cnlkh xa ifjyk xfk ea{yk jmh jcc nxy

gkcca| l{kyxy- Mkwkpxfkckyy# jcxfa{lf yfk hkyrnykh jmnejcy# yfk gkcx

nmwac{mxjpnc~ xfjx xfk cnxxck ejpj{hkp |jy e{if cndk fkpykcg# xp~nml xa lkx

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ykpnky ag rnpjinky ag jcc ra|kpy-

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jmaxfkp i{r ag xkj# ap kcyk la jmh lkx fkpykcg yaek yxapk ifkkyk jmh

\apikyxkpyfnpk yj{ik nm j rcjxk# r{yfnml xfk ijphy jynhk-

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jm ach |nxif ap jm ach wnvkm rayy{e# Yje |a{ch yj~ nm j lkmxc~

`kmkwackmx wanik# nm yaek aggyxjlk iaccaz{~# ng fk kwkp ijek faek jmh

ga{mh fkp yxncc jx nx- Nx hnh kvfj{yx fkp nm xfk kmh- Yfk rcj~kh gkwkpnyfc~#

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{mxnc fkp enmh |jy j hjpdmkyy# {mxnc jcc xfk ekeapnky jmh xfk kjyk fjh

caml ynmik hpjnmkh j|j~- Jmh xfkm |fkm xfk gjxfkp ijek faek# xfk

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agg cndk |jxkp ha|m xfk ynmd# ckjwnml fkp ynxxnml xfkpk# |nxf `cjidkmkhk~ky# j ~kcca| ydnm jmh yxpjnmnml |pnmdcky? jmh yfk |a{ch xfnmd ag xfk

ynmd# jmh e{xxkp# jy yfk hnh jx xfny eaekmx# J hnpx~ ipjidkh rcjxk? xfjxy

o{yx |fjx N je*

\fjx hnh ~a{ yj~# E{ee~1 jydkh cnxxck Yje- Yfk caadkh jx fne# xfk

nejlk ag fny gjxfkp# jmh pkrkjxkh# Ne j lpkjy~ ach ya{r rcjxk# ejdnml

xfke jcc cj{lf# cj{lfnml fkpykcg-

Eaxfkp# ~a{pk ya yncc~# Kwnk yjnh-Fkmm~ lax {r jmh eawkh nmxa fkp paae- Nx |jy j cjplk paae# xjdnml {r

j z{jpxkp ag xfk apnlnmjc lpa{mh%gcaap rcjm# |nxf x|a |nmha|y gjinml xfk

kjyx# jmh amk |nmha| am xfk gpamx cj|m `{x yipkkmkh gpae P Yxpkkx `~

xfk ha{`ck fkhlky- Jcxfa{lf xfk paae |jy g{pmnyfkh |nxf xfk |jcm{x

y{nxk xfjx yfk fjh `pa{lfx gpae faek# jmh xfk ha{`ck `kh |fnif yfk

ma| {ykh jcamk# xfkpk |jy rckmx~ ag paae gap xfknp rcj~-

Fkmm~ yjx ha|m jx xfk hpkyynml xj`ck xa xjdk agg fkp fjx- Xfk~ ic{yxkpkhpa{mh xfk yncwkp%cnxxkpkh xj`ck# rnidkh {r fkp pnmly-

\fjx hnh ~a{ `{~# Eaxfkp1 yaekamk rkpynyxkh-

Eaxfkp# ijm N fjwk j mnidkc1

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eaxfkp gap gngx~ ikmxy xa ykk xfk kckrfjmx o{er xfk gkmik- Yfaa# lkx a{x*

^a{ |pkxifkh cnerkxy mkwkp lnwk ek j enm{xk xa e~ykcg-

Eaxfkp# ijm N fjwk j mnidkc# rckjyk1

Eaxfkp# |fjx hnh ~a{ {~%{~1 ifjmxkh Fkmm~y `j`~# Xaee~# j hjpd

ga{p%~kjp%ach `a~ |nxf yfnmnml jceamh k~ky jmh j yd{cc%ijr ag i{pcy-

Ekjm|fnck fk icne`kh am xfk hpkyynml xj`ck jmh# jgxkp yx{h~nml fkp

pkgckixnam gap j caml xnek nm xfk enppap# dnyykh nx-

Caad# Eaxf# Xaee~ dnyykh ~a{ nm xfk lcjyy* Xfk~ cj{lfkh jx fne#

|fnck fk# e{if gcjxxkpkh# `c{yfkh jmh ckjmkh awkp xa dnyy fkp# lnwnml fkp j

fkjpx~ yejid%yejid |fnck fk |jxifkh fneykcg nm xfk enppap-

Af# ~a{ dnyynml `{l* Nxy {mc{id~ gap x|a xa caad nm xfk yjek lcjyy-

Ma| lkx ha|m jmh lkx a{x* La jmh gkkh xfk hjpm jmnejcy jmh xfkm iaek

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jmh |jyf ~a{p fjmhy gap hnmmkp-

Xfk gcaah pkikhkh# ckjwnml Fkmm~ fnlf jmh hp~ jljnm- Yfk ynlfkh

jmh lax a{x xfk ckxxkp yfk fjh pkiknwkh xfjx jgxkpmaam# pkjhnml nx

ijpkg{cc~-Jx xfk kmh yfk gachkh nx jljnm# yjnh |nxf j ymkkp# Jmh j lpkjy~ gnmlkp

ejpd gpae fny lpkjy~ f~raipnxnijc ej{ckp pnlfx nm xfk enhhck? xfk

ynlfx ag fny caml rna{y ifkkdy cndk y{kx jmh fkp gjx pkh gjik jipayy xfk

xj`ck gpae kjif axfkp

Yfk caadkh jx xfk ckxxkp xfa{lfxg{cc~ gap j |fnck# x{pmnml nx awkp# lax

a{x fkp ga{mxjnm rkm# jmh yxjpxkh j pkrc~- @{x yfk xapk fkp yfkkx ag

rjrkp jipayy# yrjx am xfk yanckh ckxxkp jmh# rnidnml nx {r |nxf j rjnp agi{pcnml xamly# `{pmkh nx jmh fkp gk| yipjxifnmly nm j cnxxck yj{ikrjm

|fnif fjh ànckh hp~ am xfk pjhnjxap-

Xfk ckxxkp |jy gpae fkp kchkyx paxfkp# Mapejm Iacc~kp- Nx pkg{ykh xa

ckmh fkp eamk~ jmh yjnh# yaek|fkpk mkjp xfk aggkmynwk gnmlkp ejpd#

â{ yfa{ch `k j`ck xa ejmjlk- â{p f{y`jmh ny ejdnml jà{x (6#222

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hamx la p{mmnml {r jiia{mxy jmh hamx àppa| gpae eamk~ckmhkpy- Nwk

ykkm e~ a|m gjenc~ fjcg yxjpwnml- \fjx ha ~a{ xfnmd N ijm ejdk a{x ag j

oa` Gjxfkp lnwky ek1 â{ e{yx lkx a{x ag ~a{p a|m ekyyky- Xfk xpa{`ck ny

~a{ mkwkp fjh xa rj~ gap ~a{p enyxjdky `kgapk-

Fkmm~ arkmkh fkp |nmha|y xa ckx xfk yeadk a{x# jmh xfkm `kljm

xjdnml xpnmdkxy a{x ag fkp yncwkp ok|kc ijyk jmh caadnml jx xfke

hnyiamxkmxkhc~- Yfk xfpk| arkm xfk ha{`ck haapy ag fkp cnmkm icaykx

jmh p{eejlkh jeamlyx xfk yfkkxy# r{ccnml a{x gnpyx j cn`pjp~ àad

jmh xfkm x|a fkjw~ yncwkp ya{r cjhcky jmh ynv ach yncwkp xkjyraamy- Yfk

caadkh jx xfke nmhnggkpkmxc~ gap j eaekmx jmh xfkm yx{id xfke `jid

nm xfknp fnhnml rcjik-

Yfk ckx Ca{nk lnwk xfk ifnchpkm xfknp hnmmkp# jmh jxk fkpy am j xpj~ nm

fkp `khpaae# hnyxpjixkhc~ gnl{pnml am j `nx ag kmwkcark- \fkm yfk

`pa{lfx fkp xpj~ a{x xa xfk dnxifkm# Ca{nk |jy ycarrnml hnyfky jà{x

nm xfk ynmd- Fkmm~ ipnkh# Xjdk ~a{p gjx `kcc~ a{x ag xfk ynmd* Caad jx

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~a{p hpkyy* Af# e~ Lah* Ma| Nwk lax xa lkx ~a{ jmaxfkp amk ickjm

jmh hp~ gap Eamhj~- ^a{cc ejpp~ j hp{mdjph |fkm ~a{ lpa| {r#

jc|j~y |kx nm gpamx- Kpmnk# fkcr Ca{nk |nxf xfk |jyfnml%{r# jmh ~a{

axfkpy ejdk ~a{pykcwky yijpik- Jmh x{pm agg xfk hjpm pjhna- Nxykma{lf |fkm Ep @nl%Ek ny jx faek `ca|nml agg yxkje-

Xfk~ pjm a{x ifkkpg{cc~ |fnck Ca{nk hpaarkh fkp {mhkpcnr jmh xnkh

j xa|kc pa{mh fkp |jnyx- Fkmm~ ynlfkh# rnidkh {r xfk i{r ag xkj xfjx

Ca{nk fjh o{yx ra{pkh a{x gap fkp# jmh |kmx nmxa fkp `khpaae# mkvx

haap xa xfk dnxifkm- Yfk ijcckh gpae xfkpk# Kpmnk# `pnml ek ~a{p rjmxy

jmh Ncc ekmh xfke-

Xfkpky xnek# fk yfa{xkh iamynhkpjxkc~# ~a{ hamx mkkh xa xamnlfx-Xaeappa|y Y{mhj~%G{mhj~# jmh |kpk rjnmxnml xfk fa{yk Ncc |kjp

e~ awkpjccy-

Hnh ~a{ fkjp |fjx N yjnh1

A-D- Fk yfkh fny xpa{ykpy jx amik jmh p{yfkh nm xa fkp fachnml

xfke a{x jx jpey ckmlxf- Fk yxaah `kynhk fkp gap j eaekmx# |jxifnml

fkp rnmif xfk icaxf xalkxfkp- N `kx N ia{ch ha xfjx kjy~# E{e? |f~

hamx ~a{ xkjif ek1Xfjmd ~a{# e~ yam4 `{x Eaxfkp |ncc ha nx |fnck yfk fjy xfk

yxpkmlxf-

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\ncc N pnml ~a{ e~ yfj|c# Eaxfkp1 Xfny |jy fny j`~ yfj|c xfjx fk

jc|j~y xaad xa `kh |nxf fne |fkm fk gkcx ynid ap |kkr~-

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hpk| fne xa fkp# dnyynml fne am xfk ea{xf-

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hjyfkh a{x# faaxnml- Yfk fkjph fne nm fjcg j enm{xk# ifjxxkpnml j|j~

jggkixnamjxkc~ xa fny fjcg%ynyxkp-

@{x N yfa{ch fjwk `kkm `kxxkp agg ng Nh mkwkp cjnh k~ky am jm~ ag

xfke# Fkmm~ lp{e`ckh xa fkpykcg# jy yfk r{x am fkp lcjyyky jmh

rkkpkh jx xfk hjpd ykplk-

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0- Yje iaeky faek

Yxjpy hpngxkh nm ifnmdy ag xfk yd~ jy Yje ijek faek? xfk cjery |kpk

ica{hkh nm ckjwky nm xfny cnxxck nycjmh ag yxpkkxy `kx|kkm pnwkp jmh rjpdy-Lkaplkxa|my lc{x ag ifnchpkm# nyy{k ag yxpkkxy ag ykrjpjxk cnxxck fa{yky#

|kmx yfa{xnml# iaccnhnml ha|mfncc# |fnck Yje ijek {r |fnyxcnml#

ykknml xfk rjck gjiky# gc~nml dmkky# cnlfxy jmh yxjpy jàwk# jpa{mh fne-

Yje ia{ch fjwk `kkm faek o{yx jgxkp y{mykx# |fkm fny fjp{e%yijp{e

`paah |kpk yxncc caadnml gap fne# jmh fk fjh ekjmx xa `k xfkpk# gap fk

mkwkp `padk fny |aph xa xfke- Fk ia{ch fjwk xjdkm Yfjmdy ramnky#

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`~|j~y# nmxa xfk faeky ag pnif jmh raap jcndk# ykkdnml xfk haapyxkr ag

fne |fa cawky fny gkcca| ejm jmh gkcca| |aejm# ag ia{pyk

ykkdnml kwkp~ payxp{e |fkpk xfk ykpwjmxy ag kwnc ej~ `k gcjlkccjxkh#

jmh xfk paax ag jcc kwnc kvraykh-

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xfjm jm fa{p# ipayynml xfk Dk~ @pnhlk gpae Payyc~m# |fkm xfkmjx{pjcnyxy ckgx xfk mk| `nph yjmix{jp~ am Jmjcayxjm Nycjmh- @{x xahj~

Yje |jy xfk fkpa ag fny Hkrjpxekmx jmh ag xfk mjx{pjcnyxy `kij{yk fk

fjh lax xfk caml%hkynpkh jrranmxekmx |nxf xfk Jmxfparacalnijc

Enyynam xa xfk Rjingni# jmh max amc~ |a{ch fk fjwk fny rpkykmx yjcjp~

rc{y xpjwkccnml kvrkmyky# `{x fny jrranmxekmx |jy j àch yxkr gap|jph

am fny rjxf ag gjek-

Yje caadkh# jy fk rjyykh# jx j pjeyfjidck cnxxck fa{yk# yaekxfnml

cndk xfk |pkxifkh yc{e fk fjh amik àjphkh nm |nxf fny `paxfkp jx

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`paxfkp- Knlfx xfa{yjmh j ~kjp jmh kvrkmyky jmh kwkm Xafalj

Fa{yk# nm Lkaplkxa|m# H-I-# cawkc~ y{`{p` ag xfk mjxnamy ijrnxjc4

jmh xfk ifnchpkm ag raap Yje Raccnx# `pnidcj~kpy yam# |fa ckgx yifaac

jx x|kcwk# jpk lanml xa {mnwkpynx~ yaam# {mhkp xfk gcjyfnml iacammjhky

ag Jekpnijy lpkjxkyx inx~# nm xfk fkjpx ag xfk hkeaipjxni Jxfkmy#

e{if lpkjxkp xfjm jm~ enykpj`ck Jxfkmy ag xfk hnpx lp{``kpy ag

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jmxnz{nx~# ~ky N gkkc ya`kp# jx pkyx- Xfk ach fkjpx hakymx gc{xxkp? N e{yx

`k ijpkg{c max xa pkyx am e~ cj{pkcy ma| fjyxk max# pkyx max* N gkkc

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jhwjmxjlk ag xfknp ra|kp-

Yje caadkh pa{mh fne o{yx jfkjh |jy Wacxj Rcjik# |fkpk Hpn``ck

Yenxf# fny gpnkmh nm xfk Xpkjy{p~# cnwkh- Fk if{idckh# fkjpnml Hpn``ck

rpjixnynml fny yijcky nmynhk# xa fny hj{lfxkpy jiiaerjmnekmx- Rjyynml

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y{rpkek ra|kp*Fk xfa{lfx ag fny caml%hkjh eaxfkp# |fa ijek gpae xfk laah ach

hj~y |fkm eaxfkpy hpkjekh ag xfknp yamy `knml Rpkynhkmx# Raap

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e~ gjxk- Jfkjh ag fne# max gjp {rfncc# |jy fny fjp`a{p jmh fny gjxk-

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xfk ykipkx cngk- Yaek xnek xfk ykipkx cngk pnyky jmh awkp|fkcey {y j

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cayk- Fk yxpahk am# Gaplkx# gaplkx* Fk yxp{llckh xa pkeke`kp

yaekxfnml kcyk# yaekxfnml ifkkpg{c- Xfk~ fjh xjdkm fne xa Hnpx~

Ojidy fa{yk xa ikck`pjxk fny jrranmxekmx4 xfkpk xfk~ fjh ejhk ekpp~#

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ifjpenml gca|kp rjnmxnml- \fjx jm nmmaikmx# jxxkmxnwk gjik* Nx

raynxnwkc~ gcjekh |nxf jhenpjxnam4 jmh xfk ifnch%|aejmy mjek |jy

Lnccnjm- Fk fjh ejhk {r j rake am xfk yr{p ag xfk eaekmx-

Lnccnjm# e~ Lnccnjm#

Fk |a{ch `k j wncc~%{m-

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18/34

jmh mk| j`pjynamy jmh `p{nyky? yfk gc{yfkh jmh xfk {mxnh~ fjnp gkcc awkp

fkp gjik-

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N {erkh nx-â{ cnk jcc xfk xnek-

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gnpe àm~ gnmlkpy pa{mh xfk lnpcy mkid# yz{kknml jmh yj~nml [lf

x|nik- Ca{nyj caadkh {r nmxa fkp yxkreaxfkpy gjik# yz{npenml# `{x max

xp~nml xa lkx j|j~# z{kyxnamnml fkp ynckmxc~# mkkhnml xa {mhkpyxjmh# nm jm

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|nxf àxf fjmhy4 jmh# jy yfk gca{mikh a{x ag xfk paae# ipnkh# N a{lfx xa

r{x {y jcc a{x ag a{p enykp~*

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fjmhy# `kljm xa pkjh jljnm-

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jmh cawk-

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yxnp {mkjync~# jmh yradk xa xfk pjiiaam# Rpai~am* Rpai~am* Fkpky

cnxxck Yje* @{x xfk pjiiaam pkg{ykh xa iaek xa xfk |npk- Fk |kmx {r xfk

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lnwky ek jm Ach \aejm ag xfk Ykj# xa xp~ ek# `kij{yk N je hkyxnmkh gap

lpkjx xfnmly-

\fkm Yje ijek nmxa xfk fjcc xfkpk |jy ma cnlfx jm~|fkpk am xfk

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19/34

lpa{mh gcaap- Xfk yjggpam hjpd xfpa{lf fny ynxxnml paae jx xfk fkjh ag

xfk gnpyx gcnlfx ag yxjnpy yfa|kh xfjx Ca{nk |jy nm fkp `khpaae- Yfk fjh

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jljnmyx xfk gpamx |jcc- J pa|m rjrkp yfjhk jppjmlkh ~ Ca{nk i{x agg xfk

cnlfx gpae xfk yejcckp lnpcy gjik- Ca{nk nm fkp rkxxniajx# amk yaid am# amk

agg# x{pmkh xa|jphy fne l{ncxnc~-

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Ya ~a{ jnmx kkm ykknm xfnmly1 Fk kljm xa if{idck-

Yfk |jy ynckmx# ramhkpnml-

E~ enmh yj~y xa ek# nx yj~y# cnxxck lc{er~ Caacaa `kkm ykknm xfnmly

jmh Caacaay kkm {mfjrr~ xaa-Yfk f{ml fkp fkjh-

\fjx ~a{ ykk nm xfk hjpdmkyy ag mnlfx# Caacaa1

Maxfnml*

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N mkwkp cnk# yfk yjnh jmlpnc~-

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20/34

Caacaad* â{cc `k nm fnlf yifaac jgxkp xfk facnhj~y*

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xfjm xfjx- N dma| e~ lnpc-

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fneykcg# Yfk yjnh maxfnml jà{x xfk cnxxck yikmk* Laah lnpc* Maxfnml

eap`nh xfkpk* \kcc# ckjyx yjnh# yaamkyx ekmhkh*

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yjx nm xfk ifjnp Ca{nk fjh o{yx wjijxkh-

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fjyxnc~- Fk gaplax Ca{nk# jmh |kmx am jà{x Ejhkcknmk-

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fkp `~ j cnxxck lkmxck rpkyy{pk# j cnxxck gpnkmhc~ yenck nm xfk pnlfx rcjik#

gap yfk |jy xfk Fkckm ag xfk Hkrjpxekmx ag Iaeekpik# jmh fkp jhenpkpy

|kkdc~ rpkhnixkh j ynklk `~ xfk Xpkjy{p~# ap Yxjxk# \jp jmh Mjw~# xa lkx

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yca|radk xfjx yjek Yje{kc Raccnx ny*

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Yje ckx xfk yfa|kp rjyy# `{x nx ijek jljnm- Fk# |jdnml xfpa{lf xfk

mnlfx# yj| xfpa{lf xfk rjmky xfk x{yyck ag ica{h yxpkjd jmh yd~ yrjpd#

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21/34

ckjg `cax jmh cjer gcjdk# jmh yekcckh xfk hjer ikhjp- Yaek ejpj{hkp

gc{xxkpkh xfk mkyxcnmly- Yje caadkh a{x fny |nmha| |nxf Fnyx# Fnyx*

jmh pkh{ikh xfk x|nl |apch xa ynckmik- Xfkm# yf{xxnml xfk |nmha|y nm

fny yx{h~# nm xfk lnpcy paae jmh xfk x|nmy paae mkvx xa fny# jmh nm xfkjxxni paae# yaekxnek xa|jphy eapmnml# fk |adk yaek ag fny ifnchpkm

jmh xfpa{lf xfknp fjcg%hpkjey xfk~ fkjph fne yj~ gnmk hj~ xaeappa|#

dnhy* N xach nx xa yxar pjnmnml `~ y{m{r* jmh xaeappa| Y{mhj~%

G{mhj~-

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Gap ~kjpy ma| jx mnlfx yfk fjh fkjph fne pnhnml fny fapyk {r jmhha|m# yaekxneky ljccarnml gjnmxc~ ha|m xfk yxpkkx `{x lkmkpjcc~

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yxj~ j|jdk# Dkp%rappar* Dkp%rappar* Dkp%rappar* fk |kmx- Yfk fjh

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|jdkpy-

9- Y{mhj~ j G{mhj~

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yjcjh `khy ag xfk Jxcjmxni jmh |nxf j pkh iaerckvnam ijek carnml

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xa|jphy xfke awkp xfk `nl gnyfnml fack ag xfk Ifkyjrkjdk- @kgapk nx

|jy cnlfx xfk haap~jph xfp{yf `kljm xa hpar fny yaml# z{npx%z{npx#

fkynxjmx# gpkxg{c# nmz{npnml# jmlkcnijcc~ yacnxjp~# gpae xfk ach kce jipayy

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ipkjdnml jmh iamikpxkh rkkrnml# xfk~ jmh Yje ejhk xfk yd~ rjck jmh

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lpkkh~ gap xfk hj~cnlfx |apch# `kij{yk xfk gkwkpy ag xfk hjpd# jmh xfk

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iaerjpnyam- Nm xfkyk gpkyf y{eekp eapmnmly &nx |jy gpkyf am xfk fncc.

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rkx# j z{kkp cnxxck hawk# |fa nm fkp knlfx ~kjpy fjh mkwkp `kkm mj{lfx~

jmh |fa `{``ckh |nxf cj{lfxkp |fkm fk lpnmmkh jx fkp# f{ml fkp

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xfjx kwkp~amk |jy j|jdk ma|# cnyxkmnml- Xfkpk |jy jm kvicjejxnam

nm fny |ngky paae ha|myxjnpy- Fkmpnkxxj fjh `kkm j|jdk gap

fa{py# jy caml jy Yje fneykcg# dmnxxnml# pkjhnml# |jnxnml gap fkp

eapmnml xkj-\aek~# \aek~# ieam# ieam# lnhhjr gap ~a{p rapk cnxxck Yje-

Kwkc~m lnllckh- Fk fkjph nx jcc pnlfx jmh nmynyxkh# Ieam# \aek~?

iaek am? ha e~ fkjh# iaek# yipjxif e~ fkjh- Iaek# ha efkjh? ha

e~kh# ha e~kh- Iaek am# Rkmxfkyxky4 ia%aek am# Rkmxfkyxky-

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if{idckh |nxf ha{`x# rckjy{pk- Yfk fjh ejm~ rkx mjeky# jm~# nm gjix#

xfjx aii{ppkh xa Yje# y{if jy Rkmxfkyxky &j ifnidjhkk. ap Xpalcah~xky&xfk fa{yk |pkm.# mjeky ag kmljlnml cnxxck h{yd~ `nphy ap jmnejcy-

Yj{c# xfk eapk ykcg%rayykyykh ag xfk x|nmy# yfa{xkh xa Kwkc~m# |fnck

xfk axfkp# Cnxxck Yje# |fa |jy fny gjxfkpy iar~# yfa{xkh a{x xfjx fk

|jy j|jdk- Xfknp eaxfkp# nm fkp `kh# lp{e`ckh jljnm- Yje |jy

kmoa~nml fneykcg jmh ma| `kljm xa |fnmk# \aek~ |amx iaek km

yipjxif e~kh? \aek~ ny ekjm xa fkp rapk cnxxck hjh-

Kwnk o{erkh a{x ag xfk iawkpy jmh pjm jipayy Yjey ynxxnml paae- Jx

fny `khpaae haap yfk lnllckh# k~ky gc~nml# gjx `pa|m yxjpgnyf fjmhy

xalkxfkp am xfk hjpd ea{xf-

N fkjph ~a{ xfk gnpyx xnek# Xjhh~-

Ieam# fk `kllkh# g{cc ag cawk gap fkp- Yfk o{erkh amxa fny `kh

jmh ipa{ifkh am fny rncca| `kfnmh fny fkjh? xfkpk yfk `kljm xa

ejyyjlk fny fkjh jmh x|nyx fny xfnid yncd~ fjnp- Fk icaykh fny k~ky nm

kjyk jmh jydkh nm jm {mhkpxamk# Ny Caacaa {r ~kx1

Ma# Xjhh~-

Yje |fnyxckh jm jyikmhnml ifpaejxni yijck |fnif |jy Ca{nyjy

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|fnyxck# jmh xfk yjek yijck hkyikmhnml# |fnif |jy Kpmkyxy |fnyxck-

Kwnk# nenxjxnml fkp eaxfkp# rpaxkyxkh# Yfk ny jyckkr# Xjhh~? ckx fkp yckkr-

Yfk mkkhy nx- Yje xaad ma maxnik `{x |kmx am nm jm nmynm{jxnml# xkjynml

wanik# Caa`~caa* Caa%aa`~caa* Caa~* Xkj*Jcxfa{lf Ca{nyj hnh max jmy|kp yfk |jy jx xfjx eaekmx ipj|cnml

ya{mhckyyc~ a{x ag `kh- Yfk fkjph fne {plnml Kwnk# La am# \aek~# ijcc

fkp Caa~-

Ma# Xjhh~# yfk hakymx cndk nx-

La am# |fkm N xjfaa Txkccy ~a{U-

Ma# Xjhh~# yfk ijm fkjp-

Caa%faa~* Caa~* Xkj%fkk%fkk*A{x ag xfk xjnc ag fkp k~k Kwkc~m yj| Ca{nyj gcjyf jipayy xfk cjmhnml xa

xfk yxjnpy- Yfk |kmx# yfk ifjmxkh yaaxfnmlc~# yfk |kmx-

Xfny Y{mhj~%G{mhj~ fjy iaek j caml |j~# yjnh Yje yagxc~? nxy `kkm

iaenml xa {y# jcc hj~ ~kyxkphj~# jcc mnlfx gpae xfk enh%Rjingni# gpae

Rkdnml# xfk Fnejcj~jy# gpae xfk gnyfnml lpa{mhy ag xfk ach Ckmn

Ckmjrky jmh xfk hkkry ag xfk hpa|mkh Y{yz{kfjmmj# awkp xfk ramh

rnmk pjllkh nm xfk rkjx jmh xfk cnc~ y|jery ag Jmjiayxnj# `~ yijggachkhejp`cky jmh xnek%`caahnkh |kjxfkpàjph# mapxfkjyx# mapxf|kyx#

\jyfnmlxam Inpick# Xp{vxam Inpick# Yfkpnhjm Inpick xa Paid Ipkkd jmh

xfk `c{mx yfa{chkpy ag a{p Lkaplkxa|m- Jmh |fjx haky fk gnmh xfkpk

xfny eapmnml jy kwkp~ eapmnml# nm xfk enhyx ag xfk ycark# `{x

Xafalj Fa{yk# xfk cnxxck yfjmx~ ag L{ccnwkp Yjey Cnccnr{xnjm Raccnxp~

L{ccnwkp Yje# Epy L{ccnwkp Fkmm~# C{l{`pna{y Ca{nyj# |fayk fkjh ny

`caah~ `{x {mà|kh# Kpmkyx xfk ijci{cjxap# Cnxxck%\aek~ Kwnk

cj{lfkh- Yj{c jmh Yje xfk à~%x|nmy jmh Xfaejy%yma|yfak%k~k# jcc

y{mxparky xfjx fk iaek ljccarnml xa ykk-

Fk hakymx iaek xa ykk {y# hkrpkijxkh Kwnk-

Ma# fk ia{ch cnwk |nxfa{x {y# Yje jlpkkh- Fk arkmkh fny k~ky# \fjp

e~ pkh àad1 Fny `khynhk xj`ck |jy cnxxkpkh |nxf rjerfckxy gpae xfk

Ijpmklnk Rkjik Ga{mhjxnam# yinkmxngni oa{pmjcy# jmh gachkpy gpae

f{ejmnxjpnjm ckjl{ky- Am xar cj~ xfpkk ejljnmky- Yje rnidkh a{x amk

|fnif |jy gachkh `jid jmh cjnh fny gapkgnmlkp am xfk rpkxx~# ya`kp

|aejm rnix{pkh jàwk xfk xnxck-

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@nm pkjhnm gnmk yxap%|~# Cnxxck \aek~# fk yjnh# à{x j gnmk |aejm

km j gnmk cnxxck lnpc- Laah y|kkx yxap~ ejdky ~a{p rapk cnxxck Yje `{yx

nmxa xkjpy-

Ny nx yjh# Xjhh~1Nx ny yjh jmh lcjh- Nx ny o{yx cndk a{p raap cnxxck yncc~# g{mm~ f{ejm

cngk# `{x nx iaeky xa j laah kmh `kij{yk xfk~ jpk laah rkarck

{mhkpmkjxf jcc xfknp raap |ncg{cmkyyky jmh `cnmhmkyyky- Xfk~ pkjcc~ cawk

kjif axfkp# jcxfa{lf xfk~ ha yfa| j xkmhkmi~ xa yipjxif a{x

kjif axfkpy k~ky jx eaekmxy? km xfkm xfk~ gnmh xfk~ hamx fjxk kjif

axfkp jy e{if jy xfk~ xfa{lfx- Rkarck jpk cndk xfjx# e~ Xpalcah~xky

enmap- Cawk rkarck# cnxxck Hjpdk~ky# jc|j~y k nm cawk |nxf f{ejm knmlyjmh ~a{ |ncc `k fjrr~- Jmh |fjx ny eapk# e{if eapk# ~a{ |ncc ha

laah-

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iapykx jhwkpxnykekmx# Ncc ejpp~ fkp* Fkcca# `kj{xng{c* Caad jx xfk lnpc

|nxf hj yrjlfkxx e|yd# e|yd# e|yd* N cawk fkp- Ncc ejpp~ fkp xaa-

E|yd*

Af# |aejm nm a{p fa{py ag kjyk

[mikpxjnm# ia~ jmh fjph xa rckjyk?

@{x |fkm xfk xnek iaeky pa{mh gap ifa|

J enmnyxkpnml jmlkc xfa{-

Caad jx xfny amk |nxf xfk ej~ammjnyk- E|yd* Fkpky j dmaida{x-

E|yd*

â{ enyykh xfjx amk# Xjhh~-

Max fkp* Yfky j gpnlfx? yfky j fac~ xkppap- Ma ejje? N cndk e~ lnpcy

agxkm jmh N cndky ke rpkxx~- Km caad jx xfny amk- Fac~ Ekxf{yjcke* Fk

e{yx fjwk fjh fny eaxfkp%nm%cj| yxj~nml |nxf fne- Xfny amk |a{ch

gpnlfxkm j yipkkif a|c jx enhmnlfx am @kjp Ea{mxjnm- Xfk z{kyxnam ny#

fa| `jpk1 E|yd* Af# pjiiaamy jmh pjxxckymjdky* Xfny amk dmaidy e~

k~ky a{x* N amc~ lax amk k~k- N ijmx yxjmh nx- N e{yx ejpp~ fkp jx amik

jmh lkx `jid e~ k~k-

Kwnk lnllckh# lnllckh# yfnwkpnml |nxf rckjy{pk- Xfk x|nm à~y jmh

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jm~amk ya i{yykh nm jcc e~ àpm hj~y*

Ca|kpnml# yfk x{pmkh jmh xp{hlkh a{x- Fjcg|j~ ha|myxjnpy j yenck

gcjyfkh nmxa fkp gjik yfk |jy gpkk* [ryxjnpy fkp gjxfkp |jy ynmlnml

jmh ifjxxkpnml |nxf fkp `paxfkpy jmh ynyxkp4 fkp eaxfkp jmh j{mx |kpknm `kh pkjhnml4 xfk eapmnml |jy `klnmmnml nm yca| xnek# jmh fkp àad

gap |fnif yfk fjh jm {miamz{kpj`ck rjyynam# xfk yjek Cklkmh ag

Pamikywjccky |fnif yfk |jy ma| pkjhnml gap xfk xfnph xnek# |jy arkm

am xfk |jyfx{` `kynhk xfk yxawk- Yfk ia{ch pkjh nx jy yfk yngxkh nm xfk

ajxekjc- Nx |jy j lcapna{y fax eapmnml4 xfk `nphy |kpk ma| nm xfk g{cc

enhhck ag xfknp e{yni- Xfk yfjha|y |kpk hnc{xkh cnlfx4 xfk jnp |jy fax

jmh eanyx4 y|kkx jnp gpae gca|kpy jmh f{e{y jmh rnmky hpngxkh nm- Xfkach |aah ag xfk fa{yk yekcckh rpkina{y# jmh kwkm xfk yekcc ag

ajxekjc yca|c~ iaenml xa xfk ànc |jy |fackyaek-

\fkm xfk rappnhlk |jy ejhk# Ca{nk xaad fkp àad nmxa xfk

yfa|kpfa{yk `{ncx jx xfk kmh ag xfk wkpjmhj# jmh rparrkh nx am j

ipayy`kje |fnck yfk xaad fkp iach yfa|kp- Yfk yxaah {mhkp xfk |jxkp#

yxnppnml lkmxc~# jmh fkp |kx gnmlkpy r{crkh xfk rjlky jy yfk x{pmkh-

A{xynhk xfk fa{yk jcpkjh~ pkya{mhkh xa xfknp yfa{xy-@ammnk# |nxf fkp yncwkp%lncx fjnp nm j rjlkà~ à`# ydnrrkh pa{mh

xfk dnxifkm lkxxnml `pkjdgjyx jmh ynmlnml Hkf# wnkmn# mam xjphjp- Yje

jmh xfk à~y |kpk nm xfk |jyffa{yk# envnml xfk rjnmx# jmh Kwnk |jy

cj~nml xfk xj`ck nm xfk caml hnmnml paae- J `{pyx ag yaml ijek gpae

a{x ag xfk haapy# xfk gjxfkp jmh fny gckhlcnmly yxjpxnml {r |nxf Enh

rckjy{pky jmh rjcjiky4 jmh |fkm xfk~ ijek xa xfk ifap{y# Kwnk ia{ch

`k fkjph gc{xnml j|j~# Faek# faek# y|kkx# y|kkx faek* Xfk `nphy#

ifkkpkh `~ jcc xfny# `kljm xa ynml ejhc~ cndk j xfa{yjmh cnxxck fjpeckyy

`pjyy hkwncy {mhkp xfk ckjwky4 fkjpnml |fnif# Ca{nk jx amik r{x am xfk

pkiaph xfjx jc|j~y ejhk xfk `nphy `klnm xa ifkkr# Rjrjlkma#

Rjrjlkmj* Fkmpnkxxj yjml a{x# Fk ijmx arkm jm k~k |nxfa{x fjwnml

xfk |fack xpn`k onllcnml jmh `{nml pa{mh fne-

Iaenml gpae xfk yfa|kp# Ca{nk yj| xfpa{lf xfk haap Xaee~

ynxxnml nm fny eaxfkpy jpeifjnp# rcj~nml |nxf fkp yacnxjnpk ijphy- J

e{yd~ yekcc jc|j~y ijek gpae Fkmpnkxxjy paae# j iae`nmjxnam ag

h{yx# ra|hkp# yikmx# àh~ aha{py xfjx yxnppkh xfk ifnchpkmy `caah#

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hkkr# hkkr- Nx fjh jy e{if jxxpjixnam gap xfke jy Yjey oacc~ ynmlnml#

jmh |fkm xfk~ |kpk jcca|kh xa# xfk~ ljxfkpkh nm Fkmpnkxxjy paae#

ejdnml fj~# hjyfnml xa xfk dnxifkm xa lkx xfnmly gap fkp# jydnml fkp ng

yfk |jmxkh fkp dmnxxnml# fkp àad# x{e`cnml a{x nmxa xfk fjcc jmh`jid# {mxnc nx |jy jy ng yfk fjh x|kmx~ ifnchpkm# xfknp hnggkpkmx waniky

yxkjenml# `{``cnml# jmh rarrnml# cndk jm nppkrpkyyn`ck `{x nmaggkmynwk

ipjxkp- Fkmpnkxxj |a{ch max fjwk xfke am xfk `kh |nxf fkp# xfa{lf-

Yfk yjx xfkpk `~ fkpykcg# nm xfk ikmxpk# rparrkh am x|a ap xfpkk rncca|y#

nm jm ach hpkyynml la|m# |nxf fkp lcjyyky am jmh fkp lpk~%yrkidckh

`cjid fjnp hpj|m xnlfxc~ `jid nm j `pjnh- @kynhk fkp |a{ch `k yaek

hjpmnml# ap j cn`pjp~ àad yrpj|cnml fjcg|j~ ha|m xfk `kh |fkpk yfkfjh xfpa|m nx nm hnyl{yx# |nxf j Y{if pax*-

@{x yfk yaekxneky ckx xfke ym{llck nmxa xfk yfj|cy# ach la|my#

hnpx~ icaxfky pkjh~ gap xfk |jyf# jmh `cjmdkxy xfpa|m awkp fkp lpkjx

kjy~ ifjnp# fach xfknp yejcc rjpcnjekmx am xfk gca|kpkh lpkkm ijprkx#

ap caad jx jcc xfk xfnmly nm fkp hpkyynml xj`ck# jmh nm |fjx xfk~ ijcckh

fkp xpkjy{pk hpj|kpy- Jcc Fkmm~y hpj|kpy |kpk xpkjy{pk hpj|kpy- Nm

xfke |kpk yrncckh jmh xayykh jcc yapxy ag cjiky# pn`àmy# lcawky# gca|kpy#ojàxy# `kcxy# jmh iaccjpy# fjnprnmy# ra|hkpy# `{xxamy# nenxjxnam ok|kcy#

yfakcjiky jmh |amhkp ag |amhkpy* cnxxck raxy ag pa{lk# `nxy ag

ejyijpj# jmjxfkej xa Yje# `{x xa xfke j oa~a{y e~yxkp~- Agxkm# jy j

xpkjx# xfk ifnchpkm |kpk jcca|kh xa caad nm xfk hpj|kpy# jmh xfkm |a{ch

rc{mlk xfknp fjmhy nmxa xfny ekyy ag xkvx{pky jmh y{pgjiky# |nxf

yrjpdcnml k~ky jmh pjrx gjiky# gkkcnml# l{kyynml# {mxnc xfknp gnmlkpy

yxp{id yaekxfnml xfk~ hnh max pkialmnk# |fkm xfknp gjiky |a{ch lpa|

ykpna{y# y{prpnykh# jmh xfk~ |a{ch yxjpx r{ccnml# {mxnc j |fack `{mhck

ag ahhekmxy cj~ am xfk gcaap jmh xfknp eaxfkp |a{ch ip~# Af# ~a{ rkyx*

Xfkpk |jy kvinxkekmx# g{m# oa~ jmh kwkm kmifjmxekmx |nxf àxf

eaxfkp jmh gjxfkp# jmh nx |jy o{yx j z{kyxnam ag |fkxfkp amk |jmxkh

xa ynml# ljccar jà{x jmh r{x am j rkpgapejmik &Yfa|nml agg cndk jcc

Raccnxp~# yjnh Fkmm~.# ap caad gap e~yxkpnky &Fkmm~y paae ny j

ifjay# yjnh Yje.- J ifnch ia{ch z{kyxnam àxf gjxfkp jmh eaxfkp jmh

lkx jmy|kpy? `{x Yjey jmy|kpy |kpk jc|j~y xa xfk ranmx# g{cc ag gjixy4

|fnck xfk eapk amk fkjph ag Fkmm~y jmy|kp# xfk eapk nmxpnl{nml nx

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|jy# xfk ckyy |jy {mhkpyxaah- @k~amh Yje yxaah xfk rf~ynijc |apch#

jmh `k~amh Fkmm~ |fjx1 J lpkjx e~yxkp~- Xfkpk |jy kwkm j

hnggkpkmik nm xfk paaey- Kwkp~amk dmk| kwkp~xfnml xfjx |jy nm Yjey

paaey# kwkm |fkpk xfk cngk%nmy{pjmik racni~ jmh xfk `jmdàad |kpk#`{x ma amk &jmh ckjyx ag jcc Yje# xfjx dma|%jcc jmh ykk%jcc. dmk| gap

ikpxjnm |fjx |jy nm kwkm amk ag Fkmpnkxxjy icaykxy jmh xj`cky- Xfknp

eaxfkp fjh caidkh ij`nmkxy |nxf ekhninmky jmh ranyamy# caidkh

hpj|kpy |nxf ckxxkpy jmh jminkmx ianmy gpae Ijcj`pnj jmh xfk ya{xf ag

Gpjmik# j ok|kc ijyk# jmh ya am- Xfk ifnchpkm ia{ch amc~ gayynid nm

xfke jx nmxkpwjcy# jmh Yje |jy max kwkm jcca|kh nmxa xfk paae- Xf{y

Fkmm~ fjh jx xneky# kwkm xa Ca{nk# xfk jnp ag j pkg{lk ag hkcnlfx# j ijwkag Jcjhhnm# |fnck Yje |jy eapk cndk j e{yk{e- Fkmpnkxxj yipkjekh

jmh Yje{kc yiachkh? Fkmm~ hjnc~ pkwkjckh xfk f~raipny~ ag Yje# jmh

Yje ga{mh nx fny rjnmg{c h{x~ xa yj~ xfjx Fkmm~ |jy j àpm cnjp- Kjif

ag xfke yxp{llckh xa dkkr xfk ifnchpkm# max xa hkcnwkp xfke nmxa xfk

fjmhy ag xfk kmke~? `{x xfk ifnchpkm |kpk max xjdnml nx nm jx jcc- Xfknp

pkjc gkkcnmly |kpk ejhk {r ag xfk ykmyjxnamy pkiknwkh nm xfk pkyrkixnwk

ynmlyamly jmh xpkjy{pk f{mxy-Ca{nyj |jy Fkmm~y yxkrifnch# jy kwkp~amk dmk|# jmh ma amk# ckjyx

ag jcc Ca{nk# kvrkixkh Fkmm~ xa cawk xfny lnpc jy yfk cawkh fkp a|m- @{x

xfa{lf Fkmm~y ifjpey fjh rkpikrxn`c~ hnenmnyfkh# Fkmm~y xpkjy{pky#

rf~ynijc jmh ekmxjc# xfk ykmy{jc# gjencnjp fa{yk cngk yfk ckh# fkp dnmhmkyy

nm ynidmkyy# fkp z{kkp xjly ag gacdcapk# àjphnml%yifaac lpjiky jmh

gkenmnmnx~ fjh ljnmkh am Ca{nk- [mipnxnijc jmh |nxfa{x dma|ckhlk ag

axfkp |aekm# ap ag eaxfkpy cawk# yfk |jy j`ck xa cndk Fkmm~y jnpy#

xfk ekyyky ag fkp cnmkm jmh icaxfky icaykxy# fkp ijyx%agg fjxy jmh yfaky#

xfk yxpjmlk `kj{xng{c xfnmly yfk lax ykiamhfjmh gpae pnif ia{ynmy# fkp

lngxy# ifjpnxnky jmh xfk gnmk cnky xa cjhnky iaek xa jgxkpmaam xkj- Jy gap

jggkixnam# Ca{nk hnh max enyy |fjx yfk fjh mkwkp dma|m- Fkmm~# hkcnijxk

jmh jmjkeni# pkjcc~ hnycndkh xfk ra|kpg{c# ic{ey~# fkjcxf~ ifnch# jmh

jwanhkh iamxjix |nxf fkp jy e{if jy yfk ia{ch- Nx fjrrkmkh xfjx xfny

yacnx{hk |jy kvjixc~ |fjx Ca{nk eayx ipjwkh- Cndk jcc ifnchpkm yfk

kvrkixkh nmxp{ynam jmh nerkpxnmkmik? yfk wkp~ kjpc~ `kijek lpjxkg{c

xa fkp yxkreaxfkp gap xfk aiijynamy |fkm Fkmm~ eayx ejpdkhc~

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mklckixkh fkp# pkg{ykh xa nmyxp{ix fkp# pkg{ykh xa nmxkprpkx fkp xa wnynxapy-

Fkmm~# nm xfk ica{hkh rkpyrkixnwky ag Ca{nky ifnchnyf ekeap~# fjh

amik `kkm j `kj{xng{c# hjpd# xfnm ~a{ml cjh~ nm j p{ggckh yncd hpkyynml

la|m# eaxfkp ag j wkp~ cjplk pkh nmgjmx nm j p{ggckh `jynmkx# pkiknwnmlnm yxjxk j iaerjm~ ag wkp~ `kj{xng{c ~a{ml cjhnky# jcc nm xfknp `kyx

hpkyyky- Jgxkp xfny rjpxni{cjp hj~# Ca{nky ekeap~ |jy `cjidkh a{x#

jmh amc~ j|adk yaek ~kjpy cjxkp xa jmaxfkp Fkmm~- Xfk hjpd cjh~ ag

xfk p{ggcky fjh hnyjrrkjpkh jmh nm fkp rcjik |jy j lp{``~# jmlp~

Fkmm~# |fa# jgxkp yipkkifnml# jmh ip~nml jx xfke jcc# |a{ch gjcc nm j

gjnmx am xfk gcaap- Jx gnpyx# Yje |a{ch p{m xa lkx i{yfnamy4 cjxkp# |fkm

xfk~ pkjifkh xfk kraif |fkpk Yje fj`nx{jcc~ yjnh# Hamx xjdk jm~maxnik# Caacaa# yfk ny gavnml*# Ca{nk yxncc pjm gap xfk i{yfnamy# jmh

|a{ch r{gg jmh yxp{llck awkp xfk hkjxfcndk gjik# hpj|m jmh ~kcca|

{mhkp nxy g{cc `cjid fjnp4 jmh |a{ch p{m xa xfk dnxifkm xa jyd Fjkc#

xfk xfnm# `nxxkp ejnh# gap Fkmm~y xkj- \fkm z{nxk yejcc# yfk fjh `kkm

xp{yxkh xa la xa xfk gap`nhhkm ekhninmk ifkyx# xa lkx a{x Fkmm~y

ekhninmk rfkmjikxnm# jyrnpnm ap xfk xj`{ r~pjenham ap fkp

yekccnml yjcxy4 jmh kwkm amik fjh `pa{lfx xfk àxxck ag yrnpnxy fnhhkm`kfnmh jcc xfayk àxxcky jx xfk `jid# |fnif jcc xfk ifnchpkm dmk| |jy

xfkpk# jmh |fnif mamk ag xfke |a{ch kwkp fjwk pkwkjckh xa xfknp

gjxfkp- Mamk ag xfke xfa{lfx xfkpk |jy ifkjxnml nm xfny? xfknp gjxfkp

|jy xfk xj`cky ag xfk cj|# `{x xfknp eaxfkp |jy mjx{pjc cj|4 Yje |jy

fa{ykfach ijp `~ hnwnmk pnlfx# `{x Fkmm~ |jy xfk ijpy kwkpcjyxnml

jhwkpyjp~# fa{ykfach jmjpifnyx `~ hnwnmk pnlfx-

@{x fkpk ijek Ca{nk a`ykpwnml xfke àxf gnxg{cc~ jmh |nxf

hnggni{cx~# ynmik fkp cjyx `npxfhj~- Xfkpk hnh max ykke xa `k jm~ ykipkxy

nm fkp rjpkmxy cngk- Fkmm~ |jy wkp~ gpkk ag iaeekmxy am fkp f{y`jmh#

jmh Yje# nm ykjyam# xaad kjif ag fny ifnchpkm jynhk# `{x eayx

rjpxni{cjpc~ xfk kchkyx# jmh xach# nm ynerck cjml{jlk# xfk xp{k yxap~ ag

fny hnyncc{ynamekmx- Nm xfny cnlfx# Ca{nk jmh ickwkp Kpmnk# |fa

a`ykpwkh jmh fkch fny xaml{k# yj|# nm j yxpjmlk R{mif%jmh%O{h~ yfa|#

{mpkialmnj`ck Yjey jmh Fkmm~y eawnml nm j icaykx ag xnek# |nxf j

cnxxck gcjrrnml i{pxjnm# {r jmh ha|m-

Xfk mnlfx ag a{p ejppnjlk N dmk| N |jy haaekh xa {mfjrrnmkyy*

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N mkwkp |jmxkh xa ejpp~ fne? fk |kmx ha|m am fny dmkky*

Yfk cnkh xa ek |nxfnm xfpkk hj~y ag ejppnjlk*

Xfk gnpyx |kkd N |jmxkh xa la `jid faek*

Af# Ca{nk# xfk fkcc# |fkpk xfkpk yfa{ch fjwk kkm fkjwkm*@{x fk yx{id ek |nxf fny `pjxy# xa ejdk y{pk N hnhmx lkx j|j~

gpae fne-

Xfk ifnchpkm xpnkh xa ejdk fkjh ap xjnc ag xfkyk gjxjc ynlmngnijmx

ykmxkmiky# gapekh nm xfk ip{in`ck ag xfk hkjh rjyx# jmh ma| iaek

ha|m am xfknp fkjhy# fkjw~# iach# h{cc- \f~ |kpk xfkyk xkvxy f{pckh jx

xfke gpae xfknp rjpkmxy Ac~er{y1 Ca{nk xpnkh xa rnkik xfk xfnml

xalkxfkp4 Kpmnk iamic{hkh xfjx jh{cxy |kpk nppjxnamjc-Am fkp kckwkmxf `npxfhj~ nm Gk`p{jp~# Fkmm~ fjh lnwkm Ca{nyj xfk

ach yncwkp ekyf `jl xfjx fkp yxkrhj{lfxkp fjh hkynpkh gap ~kjpy- Cawk

jmh lpjxnx{hk |kcckh {r nm Ca{nk4 xfk eapk ya xfjx Yje ejhk jm

kyrkinjcc~ raap yfa|nml am xfk yjek aiijynam# lnwnml jm kvkpinyk `aad

xfjx Ca{nk mkkhkh gap yifaac- Ynmik xfkm Ca{nk fjh rjyykh am xa jm

kmxnpkc~ apnlnmjc xpjnm ag xfa{lfx# |fnif |jy# nm rjpx# xfjx Fkmm~ |jy

rkpfjry max iaerckxkc~ l{ncx~ xa|jphy Yje# xfjx rkpfjry xfkpk |jyyaekxfnml xa yj~ am Fkmm~y ynhk- \jy yfk jc|j~y j cnjp |fkm yfk yradk

ag fkp rjnmy jmh enykpnky# jc|j~y xp~nml xa ejdk j yikmk |fkm yfk

hkma{mikh Yjey gpnrrkp~ gcnpxjxnamy jmh haekyxni ipneky1 Fkmm~ |jy

lpjh{jcc~ `kiaenml max j fjcg%ejh x~pjmx# |fayk gnxy jmh ejcjhnky

e{yx `k ijpkh gap `~ j yxkpm# e{yi{cjp m{pyk4 max jcc j f~yxkpni# xfk

|apxfckyy# hklkmkpjxk yainkx~ lnpc |fae Yje fjh farkh xa pkgape

hkyrnxk wnxnjxkh `caah jmh `jh fj`nxy ag ijphrcj~nml# jciafac jmh

xa`jiia4 `{x yfk |jy `kiaenml j ipkjx{pk ag gckyf jmh `caah# mkjpkp xa

Ca{nyj `kij{yk# cndk xfk cnxxck lnpc# yfk |jy l{ncx~# pk`kccna{y jmh lax

ifjyxnykh- Ca{nk fjh jix{jcc~ amik ap x|nik fjh eaekmxy |fkm yfk

ia{ch cnyxkm xa Fkmm~y yiachnmly jmh &jcxfa{lf yfk xpke`ckh jmh

ipnkh `nxxkpc~. ia{ch pkialmnk xfjx xfk~ ijek gpae yaek nccmkyy# fkp

mk{pjclnjy# ap iach fjmhy jmh gkkx# ap xfk jii{e{cjxnam ag `nccy# ap gpae

Yjey many~ oa~y |nxf xfk ifnchpkm# jmh rkpkmmnjc f{ejmnxjpnjm

apjxnamy-

Jcxfa{lf Ca{nyj |jy am xfk |j~ xa x|kcwk jmh jceayx j |aejm# Yje

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fjh max y{yrkixkh xfny wkkpnml- Fk |kmx am iamgnhnml nm fkp jmh cj~nml

xfk fkjh ag fny xpa{`ck am fkp yejcc `pkjyxy- @{x Fkmm~# ipkjx{pk ag

|amhkpg{c nmyxnmix jmh ach ijerjnlmkp# fjh hnwnmkh jceayx nmyxjmxc~-

Ma# nx |jy hkkrkp- Fkmm~ |jy amk ag xfayk |aekm |fa ykipkxc~y~erjxfnk |nxf jcc |aekm jljnmyx jcc ekm4 cngk |jy j paxxkm hkjc# |nxf

ekm fachnml jcc xfk jiky- Xfk yxkreaxfkp hnh maxfnml kvxpjaphnmjp~ xa

`pnml a{x Ca{nyjy y~erjxf~# kij{yk yfk fjh ckgx xaa e{if kfnmh fkp

jmh lamk xaa gjp jcaml fkp pajh xa ijpk jà{x xfk maxnamy ag kwkm xfk

gckyf ag fkp a|m gckyf# `{x xfny nppkynyxn`ck ijcc ag ykv ykkekh ma| xa

fjml nm xfk jnp ag xfk fa{yk- Nx |jy cndk jm nmwnyn`ck jmnejc# |fnif ia{ch

`k maykh# xfa{lf# c~nml nm |jnx nm amk ag xfk iapmkpy ag xfny fa{yk xfjx|jy yxkkrkh nm fnhhkm jy |kcc jy yradkm hpjej- Yje jhapkh Hjp|nm

`{x |jy ma laah jx nmwnyn`ck jmnejcy- Jljnmyx fne# xfk nmx{nxnamy ag

yxkreaxfkp jmh yxkrhj{lfxkp ijek xalkxfkp jmh rpaipkjxkh# `kljm xa

r{x am ijpmjcnx~# gkkc `caah jmh gape àmk# jmh j fkjpx jmh `pjnm |kpk

iaenml xa xfk aggyrpnml- Xfny ipkjx{pk xfjx |jy gapenml jljnmyx xfk

lj~%fkjpxkh# lkmkpa{y# kcaz{kmx# laahgkcca| |jy `pnyxc~# ga{c# j f~kmj#

fjxkp ag |aejm xfk fa{yk%ojnckh jmh ifnch%ifjnmkh jljnmyx xfkdk~ijppnkp# ifnchmjekp jmh pnax%fjwkp- Yaekxneky ma| jm nmwac{mxjp~

yc~ yenck |a{ch jrrkjp am Fkmm~y gjik |fkm yfk fkjph xfjx h{cc `p{xk#

Yjey rnlfkjhkh ifnch# arrayk xa fny z{nidyncwkp fkp neeawj`ck

a`yxnmji~# j e{cnyfmkyy `k~amh pf~ek jmh pkjyam- Yje fjh fny

pkekhnky# `{x Fkmm~ yenckh nm rnx~ jx fny pkekhnky- Fk |a{ch xjdk

Ca{nk a{x# agxkm nm wnk| ag xfk yxpkkx# nm aphkp xa lnwk fny ckyyam j yainjc

ranmx jmh yj~# nm xfjx yrckmhnh fkjh xamk ag fny# â{ ykk# N je max

jmlp~? N je max r{mnyfnml ~a{ a{x ag rnz{k- N je o{yx- a{ dma| |f~ N

je r{mnyfnml ~a{- \f~ ny nx1

Gap ma pkjyam-

Fk |a{ch lnwk fkp j lkmxck gcnr# Hamx `k a`yxnmjxk* â{ dma| |f~*

Fk |a{ch dkkr nx {r# xncc yfk `kljm xa `j|c# ~nkchkh# ^ky# N dma|-

Xfkm fk |a{ch ejdk fkp fach a{x fkp fjmhy# jmh |a{ch `kjx fkp#

â{ |ncc {mhkpyxjmh |f~ N fjwk xa ha xfny |fkm ~a{ lkx j cnxxck achkp-

N |ncc mkwkp {mhkpyxjmh-

a{ |ncc {mhkpyxjmh jmh xfjmd ek* jmh nm |fjx j iamxkmxkh xamk*

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N |ncc mkwkp {mhkpyxjmh jmh mkwkp gaplnwk ~a{*

Caacaa%lnpc* xfny# ~kjpmnml-

N |ncc mkwkp gaplnwk ~a{*

Fk cj{lfkh- Fkmm~# fjcg nmhnlmjmx# fjcg nmxkpkyxkh# `kfnmh xfki{pxjnm# |a{ch xfnmd# \jnx# |jnx# |jnx? amc~ |jnx# ~a{ hkwnc* Fkmm~

fjh `kl{m xa `kjx Ca{nyj ckyy4 jmh Ca{nk fjh max `kkm |paml nm ykknml

j hnyxapxkh y~erjxf~ gap fkp nm Fkmm~y rpkxkmik ag yxpjmlcnml fkp xfk

mnlfx `kgapk-


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