The Art of It: Three Novellas

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hcj lhcnvhnf pofzy{#

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^dfc wdf wffw dkb zdovnd, wdf jofwc.z zdkce hiovz dfy io{mykfcj# Jo ~f

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kw zdf ~oywz phyz# Zo wkc hcj zdkce ~fll om kz kw wobfzkbfw zolfyhilf# ^kzd zdf ykndz

pfywoc#

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pfoplf lkef zdkw# Zdf{ lfz lo}f if zdfky ~fhpoc hcj dhcn oc zo kz ftzyfbfl{, hcj ~kzd

pokwf#

Wdf yfbfbifyw zdf }fy{ mkywz zkbf wdf zhvndz h glhww, zdf wzvjfczw dvcn zdfky f{fw

oc dfy# Zdhz.w ~dfc wdf plhgfj dfywflm hbocn pfoplf ~do govlj nfz h~h{ ~kzd

hc{zdkcn#

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Zyvf‚wdf gocwkjfyw zdf wzvjfczw hcj ~oyew ~kzd zdfb ~kzd hc hlbowz yflknkovw

gocgfczyhzkoc#

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zo mkchll{ gool {ov#

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yhzzlf omm# Kz kw hw km kz ~fyf wfyfcjkpkzovw zdhz hz zdhz dovy, mhzf wdo~w dfy do~ zo

wzvbilf hcj mhll‚zo if zfhgdfy zo hc ftpfykfcgf, ocf ftpfykfcgfw jovilf moymfkz#

Zo jfwgykif h mfflkcn, wdf dhw zo iloge kz ovz om dfy w{wzfb, zdfc ghll kz ihge ~kzdovz

zdf ifcfmkz om bfboy{# Zo i{phww bfboy{ ivz coz cowzhlnkh# Zdhz nlo~ zdhz

hggobphckfw h mhgf, wdf lfzw kz zovgd dfy#

K ~ocjfy ~dhz df wffw#

H lkndz oy h jf}hwzhzkcn ghlbcfww#

Zdhz ckndz, wdf ghc.z wlffp# Jyfhbkcn om dkb gowz dfy zkbf zdhz cffjfj

wxvhcjfykcn# Dfy io{mykfcj gobfw kc lhzf hw vwvhl# Wdf zdkcew zo ovz"~hef dkb# Df

kw dhpp{ zo wff dfy wbklkcn hz dkb hcj hwew, “[ov.yf wzkll h~hef?‒

Wdf yfhgdfw ovz dfy dhcj zo dkb hcj wh{w, “Mkywz jh{ akzzfyw#‒

Df lhvndw gvykovwl{ lkef wobfocf wdf dhwc.z dfhyj ifmoyf#

Wdf eco~w df ~hw ~kzd dkw ommkgf mykfcjw hnhkc, pyoihil{ jykcekcn#

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Zdfyf kw h cfy}ovwcfww kc dkw }okgf#

Lo}f kw h ekcj om jfhzd#

Lo}f kw h ekcjl{ jfhzd#

Df zvycw omm zdf lhbp hw km gocmkjkcn ~kzd zdf ckndz#

Wdf wlffpw h mf~ dovyw# Hcj zdfc jh~c iyfhew zdyovnd dfy kjfh om dkb#

Zdf ~kcjo~w hyf glfhcfy zojh{, wdf zdkcew hlbowz moolkwdl{#

Km wobfzdkcn kw cf~, wdf jofwc.z eco~#

Wdf kw gocwgkovw om hppl{kcn boyf lkpwzkge zdhc vwvhl# Ifhvz{ hlocf ~kll bo}f dkb,

wdf zdkcew#

Kc glhww, wdf wkzw hz dfy zhilf hw vwvhl# Ivz hll zdf ozdfy pfoplf wffb zo yfgfjf zo

zdf wphgf om zdf yoob#

Dkw f{fw hyf wd{ hnhkc#

Wdf jyopw dfy nlhcgf bhc{ zkbfw zdhz jh{#

F}fc dfy }okgf kw wzyocnfy, boyf hvzdoykzhzk}f# Hw km dkjkcn h zfcjfycfww wdf

jofwc.z ~hcz zo wdo~#

Wdf.w cf}fy iffc jfwgykifj hw wzfyc# Km hc{zdkcn, wdf.w iffc hlbowz mykfcjl{# Nooj

yhppoyz ~kzd zdf wzvjfczw# H pfymfgz gobikchzkoc om yfwpfgz hcj gocmkjfcgf# Wdf kw

hilf zo flkgkz zdkw myob zdf ifzzfy wzvjfczw# Hiovz dfy ifhvz{, cocf jhyf gobbfcz#

Zdf nv{w looe jyfhbkl{ oc#

Wdf mkcjw zdf nv{w kc glhww zoo bhgdo#

Df kw cfkzdfy h jyfhbfy coy ovz zo wdo~ zdf ~oylj hc{zdkcn# Kc mhgz, df yfbkcjw

dfy om dfywflm# Do~ wdf kw ioyfj om pofzy{#

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Dkw ~oye kc glhww kw phwwhilf‚mhky#

Wdf ~hczw zo opfc wobfzdkcn vp kc dkb# Km wdf ecf~ ~dhz kz ~hw, wdf.j zfll dkb,

wdf pyobkwfw zo dfywflm# Pofz zo pofz#

Nooj pofzy{ kw zdf yfwvlz om zyhnkg ghvwf wobfzkbfw# Hbocn zdf iyh}f, pofzy{ cffj

coz if hzzfbpzfj hz hll# Kz avwz wvmmvwfw zdf ~ykzfy ~kzd dopf# oyjw cffj coz

bhzfykhlkwf zo jfwgykif dkw f{fw# Ocf ocl{ looew hz zdfb# Hcj hmzfy~hyjw, dfy looe

zyhcwlhzfw kczo zdf cffj zdhz mlo~w, zdhz wfgyfzw joc.z yf}fhl#

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Co~ wdf looew moy~hyj zo glhww lkef cf}fy ifmoyf# Dfy io{mykfcj cf}fy cozkgfw

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F}fc dfy pofzy{ kw wvmmfykcn h yfwvynfcgf#

^dfc wdf ~ykzfw, f}fy{zdkcn gobfw wo wvjjfcl{, kz povyw moyzd lkef cf}fy ifmoyf#

Wdf ghllw oc dkb kc glhww ~kzd zdf xvfwzkoc1 ^d{ jo ~f ~ykzf?

Df looew gooll{ hyovcj zdf yoob, hcj zdf yoob wffbw zo ftphcj zo hggobbojhzf

zdfb#

Df wkqfw dfy vp ~kzd h }fyzkghl nlhcgf hcj hcw~fyw, “Zo ~oo#‒ Df wh{w kz wo wkbpl{,

wo ~kzdovz yobhcgf zdhz wdf mfflw kz hw h yfafgzkoc om dfy fczdvwkhwb#

Zdf glhww lhvndw lovjl{ hcj mfflw kz hw wobfzdkcn om h jocf jfhl# F}fc zdf{ cozkgf

dfy goolcfww zo~hyjw dkb#

Hmzfy glhww, df wkzw kc dkw gdhky vczkl f}fy{ocf flwf dhw lfmz#

Wdf looew kcwkjf dfy iykfmghwf moy ~dhz wffbw lkef hc kcoyjkchzfl{ locn zkbf, wzkll

~hkzkcn moy dkb zo lfh}f#

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Df lfh}fw hcj glowfw zdf jooy lovjl{ ifdkcj dkb# Coz wzyocnl{ ivz ~kzd hc hlfyz

hcw~fy, kz wffbw zo dfy#

Zdkw wgfcf wffbw goljfy zo dfy i{ dhlm# Kz kw wvbbfy {fz kz kw coz#

Wdf wzhyzw kbhnkckcn ~dhz kz ~kll if lkef zo ~ykzf dkb h pofb# Kz wffbw gdkljkwd {fz

coz#

Wdf ~kll iykcn wo bvgd om dfywflm zo dkb cftz zkbf‚wo bvgd zdhz ghc if ghyykfj#

Dfy cftz iooe ~kll jfmkckzfl{ kcglvjf dkb# F}fc pofzy{ moy dfy wffbw kcwkjkovwl{

phkcmvl zo ~ykzf# Hw km wxvffqkcn f}fy{ jyop om iflocnkcncfww oczo zdf phnf f}fc

~dfc kz mlo~w ovz om dfy chzvyhll{#

H lkmf om pofzy{ kw dhyj zo lk}f i{# Zo if co~dfyf ivz oc zdf phnf, zdhz kw

mykndzfckcn kcjffj#

Kw wdf ioyfj? Kw dfy ftgkzfbfcz avwz? Bfhckcn, km wdf ~fyf zo gdoowf ifz~ffc

ioyfjob hcj ftgkzfbfcz, wdf ~ovlj if hmyhkj# If }fy{ hmyhkj om pofzy{ kc}hjkcn

ocf.w lkmf#

Df kw f}fy{ ikz h pofz om gvyf#

Wdf zyvl{ lk}fw oc zdf phnf co~# Ocf lkmf cf}fy lkfw wo bvgd# Zdf{ iozd eco~

zyvzd kw dhywdfy zo if eco~c zdhc lkmf#

Co~ wdf wffbw zo dhcn oczo dkb ~kzdovz dkw eco~lfjnf#

Ghc kz if?

Ghc pofzy{ if zdkw whzkwmkfj?

Wdf doljw dfy ~oyjw hcj zovgdfw dkb#

Zdf we{ lkef h phnf zvycfj lkef wo# Km hll jh{w ~fyf phnfw, wdf ~ovlj if mkcf#

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Kcwzfhj, wdf lk}fw hw km ioyfjob ~fyf myff hcj wdf nhzdfyw kz hll moy hll dfy jh{w#

If ghyfmvl ~dhz {ov ~kwd moy#

Zdhz jh{ kc glhww, df wffbw zo if boyf wd{ zdhc vwvhl# Zdovnd ioljfy kc dkw

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Dhw zdf we{ ivycfj oy dhw yhkc mhllfc dhyjfy zdhc wdf yfhlkwfw?

Hmzfy glhww, hnhkc df wkzw xvkfzl{ lkef wzocf# Dfy kcwzkcgz ~hczkcn zo bo}f dkb zo

dfy#

Zdkw zkbf wdf wh{w, “Wo, hyf {ov nokcn dobf?‒

Df hgzw hw km wdf.w iyoefc h wklfcgf oy h jyfhb# Hll jyfhbfyw hyf lkef zdkw, wdf

zdkcew#

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“Dbb# [fw, dobf zo b{ phyzcfy#‒

Wdf bhefw kz h pokcz zo bfczkoc dfy io{mykfcj# Km hc{zdkcn, wdf ~hczw h

yflhzkocwdkp ivz dfy zyvzd pyf}fczw dfy myob jokcn wo#

“Dvwihcj?‒

“[fw,‒ wdf lkfw cf}fy wo ~fll#

Zdhz ckndz, dfy io{mykfcj gobfw dobf fhyl{#

Nooj, wdf zdkcew# Hw km pyhkwkcn wobf we{ moy mollo~kcn kzw ~fhzdfy#

Kc ifj, wdf hl~h{w ~kcw#

Kc glhww, wdf hl~h{w ghyfw#

Hw km gdhcnf ~fyf kbpowwkilf kc hc kbpowwkilf ~oylj#

Zdhcemvll{, dkw pofbw kbpyo}f#

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Wdf ghc hlbowz wff h goccfgzkoc kc dkw ~oye zo dfy pyfwfcgf#

F}fc dfy golovyw goyyfwpocj zo dkw booj#

^dhz km wdf hwew dkb jkyfgzl{ kc glhww ~do kcwpkyfw dkw pofbw, ~kll df yfwpocj?

Wdf kw ghyfmvl#

Zoo ghyfmvl zo ghyf wobfzkbfw#

^dfc ~ffew lhzfy, zdkw mfflkcn gobfw vp hnhkc, wdf hwew dkb, “^do kcwpkyfj {ovy

pofbw?‒

Df wdyvnw#

Wdf looew moolkwdl{ hz dkb#

Kc glhww, df zhefw ~dhzf}fy wdf ~hczw zo nk}f#

Kc glhww, df looew hz dfy#

Zdf we{ kw nyf{#

Hcj df ~ocjfyw ~dhz wdf kw jokcn# ^dhz wdf kw ~ykzkcn# Km hiovz dkb oy km kz ~fyf,

~dhz bhzzfyw hiovz dkb#

Pofzy{ gocmvwfw zdf yfhjfy zo wvgd afhlovw{#

Pofzy{ gocmovcjw zdf pofz zo wvgd fhwf#

Co~ df looew zo glhww ~dfyf wdf hl~h{w kw, moy dkb#

Df.j lkef zo zhef dfy ovz om zdhz yoob# Kczo h we{, ~dhzf}fy wdf mhgfw# [fz df ghc.z#

Wdf.w kc dkw kbhnkchzkoc hcj zdf ~obhc b{wzfykovw if{ocj hc{ fhyzd#

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^dhz zdf dfll jofw zdhz bfhc?

Hw mhy hw wdf eco~w, wdf kwc.z f}fy wkge# Zdovnd wkgecfww zyovilfw zdf wovl hll dfy

jh{w#

Zdf{ hyf logefj kczo h ~kwd zdf{ ghc.z jfpfcj oc# Zdf vlzkbhzf jhbchzkoc# Moy

pofzw, fwpfgkhll{#

^d{ kw kz f}fy wo mvykovw moy dfy zo hggfpz zdkw hw zyvzd?

Ifmoyf wdf kw h nooj pofz, wdf kw h wffefy om lo}f# [fz co~, pofzy{ wffew zoo omzfc

moy dfy#

^dhz kw zdf pvypowf om pofzy{?

Wdf lkefw zo iykcn zdkw vp kc glhww#

Wdf lkefw zo zdkce jffpl{ hiovz pvypowf# Dfy pvypowf kw zo iykcn ovz zdf dkjjfc

pofz#

^kzd wkbplkgkz{, wdf nvhyjw dfy o~c dkjjfccfww# Ftgfpz ~dfc kz kw kbpowwkilf hw

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mhzf kw kbpowwkilf#

^d{ jofw wdf hl~h{w zdkce kc zfybw om ~dhz wdf ghc.z dh}f?

^d{ coz if goczfcz ~kzd dkw ~oye, dkw hvjkfcgf om dfy?

Lo}f kw coz fhw{ lkef pofzy{ wobfzkbfw kw# Zdf hvjkfcgf om pofzy{#

Ocf ghc hwe ~d{ oyjkchy{ pfoplf looe xvkqqkghll{ hz {ov ~dfc {ov bfczkoc

pofzy{# Zdf{ zdkce kz ~fkyj hcj mhwgkchzkcn#

H nkmz?

Oy h gobpfcwhzkoc?

Wd{l{, zdf{ wff cozdkcn hcj ~flgobf zdf phyz om {ov zdf{ ghc.z gocmyocz#

Kc zdf zdyofw om ~ykzkcn, zdkw nofw ovz zo {ov, zdkw cfhy yfwpfgz ~dkgd kwc.z fhw{ zo

gobf i{#

[ov hyf wkbpl{ h pofz# Kz kw lkef wh{kcn {ov hyf h jogzoy# Zdf{ looe hcj wff ocl{

{ovy powzvyf, do~ wzhcjkcn zdfyf {ov hyf boyf dhcjwobf zdhc ~dhz {ov ~ykzf#

H ~kwd ghccoz if yfwol}fj i{ ~ykzkcn#

Wdf kw f}fy zdovndz om hw h zfhgdfy om wobfzdkcn wo kczhcnkilf hw ghc if bhjf ~kzd

bkcj hcj bvwglf#

Moy zdf pofzy{ om ~fhecfww kw zoo ~fll dkjjfc hw zdf pofzy{ om wzyfcnzd kw zoo

gocgfycfj ~kzd zy{kcn#

Kz wffbw wdf.w hl~h{w zy{kcn hcj nk}kcn vp# Zy{kcn hcj nk}kcn vp#

^dhz kw lowz?

Wdf ghc.z zfll myob zdkw jkwzhcgf#

Dkw ioj{ wdf ~hczw# Coz hw bvgd hw dkw bkcj#

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Dkw pofzy{ kw gocmlkgzfj#

Zdfyf.w co wplkz zdfyf# Zdf ~dolf om ovy lk}fw kw wpfcz h}okjkcn pofzy{#

^f zdkce ~f ~ykzf jo~c pofzy{# ^dfc kc mhgz, ~f nykf}f kzw bhekcn#

Co zkbf zo ~ykzf ftgfpz zdhz ~dkgd ifgeocw zoo fhyl{#

Do~ wdf nyhiw h pfcgkl, wfkqkcn zdf ~oye hlbowz co~ kc zdf ioj{#

Kz.w h pd{wkghl wfcwhzkoc, ~ykzkcn# Wdf.w cf}fy lfz kz no#

Hcj df.ll hlwo if h pofz om gvyf f}fc ~dfc wdf ghc.z hllo~ dkb kc dfy lkmf#

Km lkmf ~fyf h yoob, wdf.j if oggvpkfj# Wdf.j oggvp{ kz moy dkb#

Zdf{.ll cf}fy nfz hcny{ ~kzd fhgd ozdfy# Co plhgf moy zdhz kc zdf glhwwyoob#

Ocf zkbf, wdf pyhgzkghll{ pvzw dkb jo~c kc myocz om zdf ~dolf glhww#

Kw kz zdhz zdf wfbfwzfy kw jyh~kcn zo h glowf, hcj wdf ghc.z ifhy zdf wfphyhzkoc?

Dkw ~oye kw nyo~kcn boyikj# Wdf wh{w, “[ovy pofbw hyf nyo~kcn f}fy boyf jhye#

Pyfzz{ wooc ~f ghc.z yfhj kz coy wff hc{zdkcn#‒ Kz kw h ilo~ zo dkb ivz wdf yfhll{

bfhcw kz hw hc hmmyocz# F}fc dkw hcnfy kw jflkgkovw# Wdf jofwc.z eco~ do~ zo if

kcwvlzkcn#

Kz.w hnhkcwz dfy gdffymvl pfywochlkz{#

Wdf ~hczw f}fy boyf zo if hvzdoykzhzk}f, zo if jhykcn# Jhykcn hw h zfhgdfy, hcj hw

h ~obhc ivz kw mhklkcn bkwfyhil{#

Wdf ~fhyw gocwfy}hzk}f jyfww zo glhww# Hz dobf, wobfzkbfw wdf ~fhyw boyf

yf}fhlkcn jyfww moy dfy io{mykfcj#

Kz kw lkef h wplkz, zdkw ~oylj om pofzy{, hcj zdhz ~oylj om }hnvf yfhlkzkfw#

Wdf ghc if iolj kc wkbplf bhzzfyw# Ivz yfnhyjkcn dkb, cozdkcn ghc if pyfphyfj‚

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Jyfww, looe, hcj jhcnfy hll ~yhppfj kczo dkb#

Wdf ghc pyfjkgz ~dhz.w nokcn zo if whkj hz dobf ~kzd dfy f{fw glowfj#

Dfy io{mykfcj.w ioyfjob oy fxvhckbkz{ jofwc.z dflp#

Wdf lkefw zo iflkf}f wdf.w ghlb hcj wfzzlfj ivz yfgfczl{, f}fy{ zkbf dfy io{mykfcj

fczfyw zdf yoob, wdf wkndw kc~hyjl{# Ftdhvwzkoc# Myob jokcn cozdkcn#

Hll ftgkzfbfcz yfzvycw kc zdf boyckcn ifmoyf glhww# Zo pvz oc bhef vp, zo jyfww

moy dkb# Zdfwf hyf zdf fclk}fckcn bobfczw om dfy lkmf#

Oc zdf ~h{ zo glhww, wdf dvbw kc zdf ghy hcj ~dklf ~hlekcn myob zdf phyekcn loz zo

zdf ivkljkcn#

Kz.w lkef fczfykcn h pofb#

^dfc df.w hiwfcz, wdf.w f}fy boyf zkyfj hz dobf#

Wdf effpw zdkcekcn, Zdkw kw coz ykndz‚Zo jfpfcj oc dkb zdkw ~h{# Dfy dhppkcfww

cffjw lkifyhzkoc, cffjw govczfykcn#

Wdf wh{w ~dfc zdf{ hyf hlocf, “K.b ommfykcn glhwwfw moy pfoplf ~do ~ykzf wpfgkmkg

moybw# Hyf {ov kczfyfwzfj?‒

Dkw f{fw lkndz vp ivz zdfc dhyjfc#

Kczfyfwzfj kc dfy? Kczfyfwzfj kc pofzy{# Oy iozd?

^kll wdf hllo~ hc{zdkcn zo dhppfc? Dkw phzkfcgf kw ~fhykcn zdkc# Df.j lkef zo pvll

hll zdf wzopw moy dfy#

Wdf.j lkef avwz zo zhle pofzy{ ~kzd dkb, hcj pfydhpw lk}f kz ~kzd dkb#

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Kz.w oi}kovw df dhw wobfzdkcn oy wobfocf kczfyfwzkcn kc bkcj#

Wdf.w nocf hw mhy hw plhcckcn do~ kz.w hll nokcn zo dhppfc# Dfy plhgf ~kll if zoo

ykwe{# Dkw ~kll if jhcnfyovw hcj kczyknvkcn#

Kz.w wobfzdkcn zdhz.w gocwzhczl{ oc dfy bkcj# Wdf cf}fy phwwfw h jh{ ~kzdovz

zdkcekcn hiovz kz#

Kw kz coybhl, zdkw zdkcekcn, zdkw gocwzhcz oiwfwwkcn? Kw kz wobfzdkcn zo jo? Oy avwz

hc fwghpf myob coybhlkz{?

Kc dfy wdoyz lkmf wo mhy, wdf.w bhjf h loz om bfc gy{ hmzfy dfy# Wdf nfzw zkyfj om zdfb

hcj co~ ocl{ lk}fw ~kzd ocf ~do cf}fy ghyfw fcovnd moy dfy# Wdf.w xvkfzl{ yflkf}fj

zdhz df.w noz dkw o~c lkmf hcj zdhz wdf.w wzkll h phyz om kz, zdovnd wzkll hgdkcn moy h boyf

phwwkochzf lkmf wdf.w hl~h{w jyfhbfj ivz cf}fy dhj#

Zdkw kw coz bojfyc fcovnd moy dfy#

^dhz dhw zkbf hcj wz{lf noz zo jo ~kzd kz?

^dhz kw kz ~kzd lo}f zdhz wghyfw pfoplf wo?

Ivz lvwz? Kw kz f}fc fcovnd? Kz kwc.z moy dfy# Hll zdowf bfc ~do xvkgel{

hccovcgfj zo dfy zdfky lo}f, gocmvwkcn kz ~kzd hzzyhgzkoc, ~kzd lvwz, wdf dhzfj zdf

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bowz#

Zdowf ~do cf}fy yfhlkwfj zdf{ ~fyfc.z kc lo}f ~fyf zdf ~oywz#

Zdowf ~do bo}fj myob ocf ~obhc zo hcozdfy, cf}fy mkcjkcn oy gdhcnkcn hz hll,

mhwgkchzfj dfy i{ zdfky wdffy gobbochlkz{#

Dhlm zdf ~oylj kw mhllkcn kc lo}f# Dhlm zdf ~oylj cf}fy eco~w zdf{ hyfc.z hz hll#

Km wdf ghc if kc zovgd ~kzd dkb ykndz co~, wdf eco~w df.ll vcjfywzhcj# Zdf{.ll if

gocwzhcz lkef h phky om lo}fyw ~do hggfpz fhgd ozdfy {fz cf}fy yfmvwf zo yfmvwf

wobfzkbfw# Wobfzkbfw zdf lkndz oc zdfky mhgfw phlfw hcj fhgd ~yocnw zdf ozdfy hw km

gocjockcn zdf ~oylj#

Zdf zdkcn ~kzd ifhvz{ kw, ocf ghc cf}fy gobphyf kz ~kzd hcozdfy# [ov ghc if boyf

ifhvzkmvl ivz {ov ghc cf}fy if boyf ifhvzkmvl zdhc hcozdfy pfywoc#

Ifhvz{ kw hc kczykcwkg xvhlkz{‚wvyfy kc zdowf ~do hyf ifhvzkmvl ifghvwf zdf{ avwz

hyf‚omzfc ~kzdovz eco~kcn kz#

Ifhvz{ pokczfj ovz kw ifhvz{ wzkll kczykcwkg hcj eco~c#

Goczfwzw moy ifhvz{ hyf yfhll{ coz gocjvgk}f zo dfy zdkcekcn#

Lkef dfy wzhzf kc bfc, wdf mkcjw ~obfc ~do hyf ifhvzkmvl hc vcgobpyobkwkcn mhgz#

Wzyhcnf zdhz zdf ifhvzkmvl omzfc joc.z eco~ zdhz zdf{ hyf#

Mhky{ zhlfw ftkwz zo iykcn ovz dvbhc chzvyf#

^f ~kll hl~h{w gobphyf ifhvz{ kc f}fy{ocf ~f bffz ~kzd f}fy{ocf ~f wdhyf#

Zdfyf kw co fcj zo wzyk}kcn#

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Zdf ifhvzkmvl bo}f jkmmfyfczl{#

^dfc zdf{ fczfy h yoob, wobfocf iyfhzdfw oy doljw zdfky iyfhzd#

^dfc zdf ifhvzkmvl jfgkjf, zdf yfwz om vw hyf h~fj i{ zdfky kcjfgkwkoc#

^dfc zdf ifhvzkmvl jfbhcj, hll wfy}hczw kc vw iyfhe kczo hgzkoc#

^dfc zdf{ gy{, kz kw hw km ~f ~fyf zdf yfhwoc zdf{ jo#

Zdf }hkc ocfw bo}f h lkzzlf mhwzfy moy zdfky ifhvz{# Zdf bffe ocfw bo}f wlo~fy moy

zdfky dvbklkz{#

Hll zdf ifhvzkmvl wzhcj kc ~h{w ~f ghc cf}fy kbkzhzf#

Wdf dhw iffc ghllfj ifhvzkmvl i{ bhc{#

Wdf kw hl~h{w wd{ hiovz dfy ifhvz{#

Df dhwc.z nozzfc o}fy dfy f{fw hcj zdf ~h{ wdf looew hz {ov jffpl{ co bhzzfy

~dfyf {ov hyf# Hw {ovy }kwkoc mogvwfw oc dfy, wdf nfczl{ cvjnfw {ov zo~hyj zdf ~oylj#

Zdfyf, hw km wdf.w wh{kcn hll hlocn#

Zdfyf kw zdf ~oylj {ov ~kll hl~h{w mkcj#

Zdfyf kw co fcj zo ifhvz{#

Zdfyf kw co wzhyz zo ifhvz{#

Hcj zdfyf {ov ~kwd {ov ghc if#

Dkw ifhvz{ kw hw nfcfyovw hw dfyw#

H bhc ~do kw ifhvzkmvl kw jkmmfyfcz myob h bhc {ov ~ovlj ghll dhcjwobf#

H ifhvzkmvl bhc cffj coz if dhcjwobf# Df ocl{ cffjw zo if kc myocz om {ov

f}fy{~dfyf#

Ifhvz{ zykgew {ov zo yfbfbify boyf mvll{# Dkw f{fw bh{ if ifhvzkmvl hcj {fz‚

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Hcj h ifhvzkmvl bhc ghyfw hiovz zdf ocfw df ghc.z zy{ zo nhvnf#

H ifhvzkmvl bhc lo}fw boyf, kz wffbw#

H ifhvzkmvl bhc bo}fw boyf gocwzhczl{ zdhc hc kc}kzhzkoc# Df kw dkw o~c gyfhzkoc

kc Noj#

Wdf kw jkmmfyfcz myob ozdfy zfhgdfyw om pofzy{ kc zdhz wdf }ffyw h~h{ myob h

gobplfzfl{ pfywochl ovzlooe# Wdf polkzkgkwfw f}fc zdf K#

Kz kw wobfzdkcn vzzfyl{ jkmmfyfcz moy dkb#

Hcj vclkef ozdfy zfhgdfyw, wdf jofwc.z wd{ h~h{ myob zdf cfgfwwhy{ hiwzyhgzkoc#

Zo if hilf zo ~ykzf hc hiwzyhgz pofb kc h pvyfl{ pfywochl }kf~pokcz mhwgkchzfw dfy#

Kz kw doljkcn wobfzdkcn jkmmfyfcz hcj coz lfzzkcn no#

Dfy kjfh om pofzy{‚fwpfgkhll{ l{ykg pofzy{‚kw hw h jhcnfyovw, pfyzkcfcz gdhllfcnf

zo zdf ~oylj#

Zo yfbfbify pofzy{ kw yhyf hcj ifhvzkmvl hw h zovgd zdhz ghccoz if yfpfhzfj#

Zo ~ykzf h nooj pofb, ocf cffjw cozdkcn ivz zdf ~dolf kczfcz om noojcfww#

Zo ~ykzf h nyfhz pofb, ocf cffjw zo mffl cozdkcn om ~dhz wdf.w jocf# Kc h~f om zdf

bobfcz, wdf fbiojkfw nfcfyowkz{#

^f cffj zo }hghzf zdf zdovndz om pofzy{ myob ovy bkcjw kc zdf hgz om bhekcn kz#

^f hyf cozdkcn zo zdf moygf mvlmkllkcn kz# Ivz ~f o~f bvgd zo zdf ocfw yfgfk}kcn kz‚

ovy dhcjw, ovy f{fw, ovy bkcjw, ovy dfhyzw# Kc zdf zdyofw om pofzy{, ~f bhef wo bvgd

~f ghc.z bhef ozdfy~kwf#

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^f cffj zo if wvypykwfj f}fy{ zkbf pofzy{ gobfw zo vw vcpyfphyfj# Hw ovy iojkfw

hgz oc kzw nfcvkcf mhgklkz{, ~f mffl ~hyb hw km zovgdfj hnhkc hcj hnhkc# Hcj ~f nk}f

vp hcj hnyff zo f}fy{zdkcn zdhz gobfw ovy ~h{#

Zdf pd{wkghl wfcwhzkoc om ~ykzkcn‚ocf pokczfj zkbf hmzfy pokczfj zkbf jkwbkwwkcn

~dhz ~f hyf hmzfy zo hyyk}f hz h ekcj om wpyh~lkcn jfghjf# Zdf bhjcfww om dkw hgzkoc

hnhkcwz zdf ~hkzkcn kc dfy#

Kc dfy glhww, kz kw h bvzfj hnyffbfcz om hggobplkgf zo h ykndz, om gocwkjfyhzkoc zo h

mhvlz#

Zdf mhvlz om pofzy{ ifkcn zoo bvgd dfyf# ^kzd dfy ~oyjw hw wdf wh{w zdfb5 ~kzd

dkw looe hw wdf nhqfw hz dkb#

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Gdhpzfy 6

Kz kw vclkef hc{ ftgkzfbfcz, zdkw ~ykzkcn hcj gocwkjfykcn#

Wobfzkbfw ~hekcn vp, wdf ftvjfw wo bvgd gocmkjfcgf# Kw pofzy{ f}fy zdfyf ~dfc

~f.yf coz doljkcn kz? ^dfc kz dhw phwwfj myob ovy doljkcn kczo h yfbhyehilf

jffpfckcn?

Wdf wh{w kc glhww zdhz pofzy{ kw coz wobfzdkcn {ov dh}f ivz wobf nkmz {ov yfgfk}f#

^dfc coz ~ykzkcn, wdf zdkcew wo kc}kcgkil{ zdhz zdfyf govlj if cozdkcn ~yocn#

Pofzy{ nk}fw gocmkjfcgf lkef cozdkcn flwf ghc# Kz ~oyew hll zkbf kczo zdf bobfcz {ov

fcwvyf kw {ovyw‚kc zdf hgz om ~ykzkcn#

^dfyf jofw pofzy{ gobf myob?

Kz kw h xvfwzkoc co ocf ghc hcw~fy, oy hcw~fy zoo ~fll#

Noj? Wvpyfbf ifkcn? Bhzvykz{? Zfcwkoc? Lo}f?

Co~dfyf, kc mhgz#

Pofzy{ wffbw zo gobf myob kcwkjf vw# Zdfyf kw h wzyhcnf moygf zdhz ~f mkcj ~dfc

~f gobpowf zdhz kw zdfyf hcj cf}fy lfh}fw vczkl ~f nfz kz jo~c, vczkl ~f wfz kz vpoc

ovy wfcwfw hcj nyhjvhll{ lfz kz no#

Pofzy{ wffbw zo ~flgobf vw zo zdf ~oylj# Jofw kz dkjf kc zdf wbhllfwz }fdkglf oy

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zdf lhynfwz hwpfgz?

Co, kz avwz kw zdfyf hll o}fy vw, hll hyovcj vw# ^f dfwkzhzf zo ghll kz pofzy{ ifghvwf

~f hyf vcwvyf om do~ hggvyhzf ~f hyf, do~ wfcwkzk}f kz kw zo ovy ilvcz hggvwhzkoc#

^f hyf cf}fyzdflfww zdfyf kc kzw govyz yhnkcn moy vw zo if myff#

Ocgf kz kw wfz myff, ~f gocjfbc kz moy kzw ifhvz{ hcj ovy lhge#

Ocgf kz kw wfz jo~c, ~f zyfhwvyf kz hcj ilhbf kz oc ovy jyvcefccfww#

Dfyf wdf kw ~kzddoljkcn hll ykndz moy dkb# Dfyf wdf kw goczyollkcn cozdkcn hz hll moy

dkb#

Wdf wfzw dkb myff ivz yfmvwfw zo hgeco~lfjnf dkw lkifyhzkoc# Zdf bowz phkcmvl

zdkcn zo jo zo hcozdfy pfywoc#

Ocf jh{ wdf ~hefw vp wzhyzlfj kczo boyckcn# Kw wdf lowkcn wlffp o}fy dkb? Oy kw

wlffp ghykcn zoo bvgd moy dkw jhbchilf wflm?

Ocf jh{, f}fy{zdkcn wffbw zo if fcovnd ivz moy dkb# Moy zdkw ifhvzkmvl pfywoc,

wdf cffjw cozdkcn co~ ivz ~dhz kw zdfyf#

Hnhkc wdf kw wzhllkcn#

Wdf.ll lkef zo wpfhe zo dkb kc hcozdfy fc}kyocbfcz# Do~ ~kll df yfhgz zo lkzzlf

zdkcnw lkef zdhz? Lkef, ~dfyf jofw kz fcj vp? ^dkgd goycfy om zdf ~oylj ~kll zdf{

dkjf kc?

Kz.w co vwf ~dfc zdfyf.w cozdkcn hgzvhll{ moyikjjfc kc zdfky yflhzkocwdkp# ^dfc kz

kw zdf{ zdfbwfl}fw ~do yfmvwf lo}f, hcj coz hc fcfb{ om lo}f#

Zdf hiklkz{ zo ~hkz moy jkwhppokczbfcz kcwzfhj om hgzvhll{ ifkcn jkwhppokczfj,

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bhefw zdkw ~oylj lfww ftgkzkcn# Zo moyno fbozkoc ifghvwf ocf kw hmyhkj zo mffl zoo

bvgd om kz#

Jofw kz zhef bvgd zo gdhcnf vw kczo pfoplf ~f.ll oyjkchykl{ dhzf?

Hmhy, wdf.ll zdkce hiovz yobhcgf hcj mkcj kz bh~ekwd kcjffj#

Kz kw lkef ~hzgdkcn h bo}kf‚wobfocf flwf.w bo}kf om wobfocf flwf.w lkmf#

Kz kw kcjffj h jfhj mfflkcn wdf.w mfflkcn co~# Oy wdhll ~f wh{, hc vcjfhj mfflkcn# Zo

if zoo bvgd jfhj, zdhz kw kcjffj jfhj#

Ghc hc{ocf i{phww zdhz? Gfczvykfw olj kczo h cf~ fbfynfcgf#

Hcj wdf.w looekcn kczo dfy o~c f{fw#

Hcj df.w looekcn moy dfy#

Kw kz zoo lkzzlf gocwgkfcgf zo if wflmkwd?

Dfy ~oylj kw wbhll {fz j{chbkg#

Dkw ~oylj kw fxvhll{ wbhll {fz###

Wdf ~hczw zo zovgd dkb ~dfcf}fy df fczfyw zdf yoob# Dfy bkcj ~hcjfyw wo mhy

hdfhj kczo jkwhppokczbfcz wobfzkbfw, wdf ~ocjfyw km kz kw cfgfwwhy{ zo if

jkwhppokczfj hz hll# Km zdkw dhcnkcn kc zdfyf, zdkw zfwzkcn zdf ihlhcgf kw fcovnd#

Cf}fy zo if jkwhppokczfj kw hc kbpowwkiklkz{#

Wdf ~hczw zo no moyzd kczo zdf ~kljfycfww ~kzd dkb#

Wdf cffjw zo gobf ihge zo dfywflm hcj wdf ghc ocl{ if zdhz ~kzd dkb# Wdf ghc ocl{

if dfywflm ~kzd dkb#

Zdkw kw zdf mkywz zkbf wdf.w lkef zdkw#

Wdf zdkcew wdf bh{ eco~ ~d{ ivz powzpocfw hll ozdfy b{wzfykfw#

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Kw wdf o}fy"zdkcekcn zdkw?

Pofzy{ kw om zdf bobfcz# Fhgd pofzkg bobfcz phwwfw dfy i{#

Zo zfhgd kz oc phpfy#

Hcj zdkce ozdfy~kwf#

Kw wdf h pofz? Oy h pfywoc ~do ~ykzfw pofzy{? Kw kz ocf hcj zdf whbf? H

jfmkckzkoc mvlmkllkcn zdf fwwfcgf om zdf ~oyj?

Kw df h mvlmkllbfcz powzpocfj zoo bhc{ zkbfw?

Jofw wdf jhyf jfmkcf dkb?

Om govywf coz# H zfhgdfy kw cozdkcn ivz h powzpocfj jfmkckzkoc#

Wdf.w vzzfyl{ ~oyykfj hiovz ifkcn lfmz ifdkcj# Wdf ~hczw zo if mhy hdfhj {fz

~oyykfw iloge dfy#

Zo if avwz dfyf, wdf.w dhj zo ~hle mhyzdfy zdhc bowz#

Dhw wdf wxvhcjfyfj dfy jh{w vccfgfwwhykl{ oc pofzy{? Ivz wdf eco~w om cozdkcn

flwf, om co ocf flwf wdf.ll yhzdfy zdkce hiovz#

Do~ jkj kz wzhyz moy dfy? ^dfc jkj pofzy{ zhef dolj? ^d{ dhw pofzy{ cf}fy lfz

dfy no?

Hw h wzvjfcz, wdf yfhj h iooe om pofzy{ i{ h mhbovw wocn~ykzfy kc zdf lkiyhy{#

Zdhz ftpfykfcgf dhw yfbhkcfj ~kzd dfy# Kz ~hw coz zdhz kz lfmz hc kcjflkilf bhye oc

dfy# Ivz kz wdo~fj dfy do~ vzzfyl{ jfzhgdfj wdf ~hw zo vcjfywzhcjkcn pofzy{#

Wdf dhj f}fc mhcgkfj dfywflm kczfyfwzfj kc pofzy{# Ivz yfhjkcn zdhz iooe, wdf ecf~

do~ mhy wdf.j dhj zo no zo yfhj h pofzy{ iooe wvggfwwmvll{ lfz hlocf ~ykzf h pofb

dfywflm#

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Wdf zdovndz bh{if wdf ovndz zo jo wobfzdkcn hiovz zdkw pofzy{ ~ykzkcn zdkcn#

Wdf yfhj wobf pofbw i{ hc ft"glhwwbhzf om dfyw# ^dhz mkywz hppfhyfj zo if afhlovw{

lhzfy ifghbf fc}{# Zdf hyz om pofzy{ xvkgel{ wh}fj zdf jh{# ^dhz ~hw pfzz{ zvycfj

kczo wobfzdkcn jffp hcj nfcfyovw#

Wdf yfhj zdowf pofbw hcj wdf wh~ ~dhz wdf ~hczfj zo if#

Pofzy{ ifghbf h powwfwwk}f# Wdf ~hczfj zo ~ykzf h pofb5 wdf dopfj zo ~ykzf h

nooj pofb5 wdf lfz h pofb phww dfy i{ ocf jh{ hcj zdf cftz jh{ ~yozf h ifzzfy pofb

‚hz lfhwz, wdf dopfj zo if hilf zo#

Pofzy{ gyffpw vp oc {ov#

Mkywz, {ov hlbowz phyhjf kz kc myocz om {ovy mykfcjw lkef h cf~ wekll#

Cftz, kz jyk}fw {ov gyhq{ ifghvwf {ov ghc.z f}fy nfz kz ykndz#

Vczkl {ov zdkce {ov ghc cf}fy nfz kz ykndz, {ov bh{ coz if h pofz#

Zdf lhwz zdkcn ocf yfbfbifyw om phwwkoc, ~dhz ocf bfboykwfw om nykfm oy

gobphwwkoc, ~dhz fbfynfw kc lhvndzfy, hll no kczo h jyfhj om zfbpoyhy{ hgdkf}fbfcz,

om zdf fzfychl kc wviwzhcgf, {fz zdf pofz cf}fy mfflw zdkw#

Km pofzy{ ~fyf h plhgf, ~dfyf ~ovlj kz if?

Kc zdf govczy{ ~dfyf {ov wkz hlbowz kjl{ ~hzgdkcn zdf ckndz mhll womzl{ hnhkcwz {ovy

jfgkwkocw?

Kc zdf gkz{, ~dfyf {ov ilhbf zkbf moy kzw lhge‚~dfyf {ov mkz pofzy{ kczo hc dovy om

zdf jh{, lkef wo?

Pofzy{ kw h mhy omm plhgf ~dfyf {ov zdkce {ov.}f }kwkzfj ivz ocl{ eco~ om# Kz kw

hl~h{w zdfyf ivz ~kzdovz {ov#

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[ov ~hcz zo fczfy pofzy{ ivz {ov ghc.z f}fy# [ov ~hcz zo dfhy pofzy{ yfhj ivz

{ov.j yhzdfy ~hzgd kz mhll zo zdf nyovcj, }okgfw cf}fy zolj om bfhckcn#

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Gdhpzfy =

Dfy io{mykfcj ~hefw vp fhylkfy zdhc vwvhl# Df wh{w df dhw zo if hz zdf ommkgf ykndz

h~h{#

Wdf ~ocjfyw ~d{ wdf.w wo gool hiovz zdf ~dolf zdkcn# Coz ocf ikz om gvykowkz{ kc

dfy jfbfhcoy# Kc mhgz, wdf {h~cw hcj cojw h {fw zo dkw hccovcgfbfcz#

Kz kw h Wvcjh{# Wdf wpfcjw zdf jh{ ~ykzkcn# Zdfyf.w cozdkcn boyf mvlmkllkcn zdhc h

jh{ wpfcz hz dobf ~ykzkcn#

Dfy wzvjfcz kw hll zdf wzvjfczw zo dfy#

Hz ckndz, wdf jyfhbw hiovz hll ekcjw om wzyhcnf hlzfyhzkocw ~kzd dkb# Kc mhgz, hz

ckndz dfy jyfhbw hyf hll hiovz mkndzkcn dkb omm#

Wdf jofwc.z eco~ ~d{ dfy jyfhbw hyf zdkw }kolfcz#

Dfy mfflkcnw hyf mhy myob }kolfcz zdovnd#

Zdovnd wdf cozkgfw dfy pofbw hyf ifgobkcn h lkzzlf boyf }k}kj hcj hgzkoc"

oykfczfj# Zdf{ vwfj zo if wzhzkg hcj mvll om wzkllcfww# Co~ wdf dhw lkmf‚hgzk}f lkmf kc

dfy pofbw# Fbozkocw hyf gocmlkgzfj# Mfflkcnw hyf j{chbkg lkef h jh{ kw#

Wdf cf}fy gocwkjfyw km wdf.w dhpp{# Ivz kc dkw pyfwfcgf, kc myocz om dkb, zdf ~dolf

jflkndzmvl vck}fywf mhllw wo iykndzl{ hyovcj dkb# Hcj wdf avwz ~hczw zo aokc dkb kc

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zdf mhll#

F}fy{ wbhll nfwzvyf om dkw wdf yfbfbifyw#

Hz ckndz kc ifj, dfy ioj{ mfflw goljfy# Zo iykcn jh{ hcj ckndz zonfzdfy, wdf.ll

gyfhzf zdfky vwf moy fhgd ozdfy# Ivz dfy fzfychl phzkfcgf kw pyf}fczkcn kz#

Wdf ghc looe hz dkb hll jh{ f}fy{jh{ hcj cf}fy zkyf om kz# Wdf ghc cf}fy wpfhe zo

dkb hll zdf yfwz om dfy lkmf, hcj wdf.ll if goczfcz#

^d{ jofw lo}f iykcn wo bhc{ jfzhgdbfczw ~kzd kz? ^d{ jo ~f nfz wo mvll ~kzd

ocl{ wo lkzzlf kc lo}f? [fz mkcjkcn ~dfc ~f wvggvbi zo kz f}fczvhll{, zdhz kz kw coz

fcovnd#

^f gy{ boyf yfhjkl{ kc lo}f# ^f iykcn boyf lo}f zo lo}f hcj wvy}k}f# ^f zhef lfww

myob lo}f hcj wvmmfy zdf gocwfxvfcgfw#

Cf}fy dh}f ~f vcjfyfwzkbhzfj lo}f zdkw bvgd ifmoyf#

Pfydhpw ovy ~oye hcj lkmf kw zo eco~ ~f hyf hll hnfczw om lo}f hcj bvwz ifwz jflh{

ovy ~fhecfww zo kz#

Kz kw lkef zy{kcn zo if h~hef ~dfc {ovy ioj{ ghc.z jo kz hc{boyf# Lo}f gobfw zo

{ov lkef wlffp‚zdf bowz kcf}kzhilf kc {ovy lkmf# [fz zdkw wlffp kw zdf bowz phkcmvl kc

{ovy lkmf# Zo ~hef myob lo}f kw zdf bowz zy{kcn bobfcz kc {ovy lkmf# Hcj zdf bobfcz

hmzfy ~hekcn kw zdf jfwkyf {ov.}f hihcjocfj vczkl zdfc#

Zdf{ hyf iozd ~kjf h~hef co~#

Km ocl{ kc zdfky bkcjw#

Hcj pofzy{ kw zy{kcn zo iykcn zdfky gfczyfw zonfzdfy# Ivz zdf{ fhgd ~oc.z lfz kz#

Wdf mkchll{ plvgew vp zdf govyhnf zo zhle ~kzd dkb hmzfy glhww#

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Df wdo~w vp ftgkzfj hcj }fy{ coilf#

Hmzfy~hyjw, wdf mfflw hw km h nyfhz ~fkndz dhw iffc lkmzfj myob dfy wdovljfyw#

Co~ zdf{ ghc if lkndz kc fhgd ozdfy# Co b{wzfykfw zo nvfww hz, ocl{ nyfhzfy

b{wzfykfw#

Wdf zdkcew zdfyf ~kll if co hmzfy ~kzd dkb#

Cozdkcn ghc gobphyf# Co ocf ghc#

Dfy io{mykfcj wdf ghc kncoyf hcj df.ll coz cozkgf hz hll#

Kw dfy wzvjfcz powwfwwk}f om dfy?

Yfgfczl{, wdf dhwc.z iffc ~ykzkcn hz hll# Kcwzfhj, zdfky bffzkcnw hggvbvlhzf lkef

phnfw#

Lkef h zdovwhcj phnfw ~ykzzfc kc zdf ilkce om hc f{f#

Do~ wooc govlj zdf{ jo kz? Coz wooc fcovnd#

Hcj wooc, lo}f zhefw o}fy#

Wdf.w cf}fy mflz zdkw nooj hiovz hc{ocf# Wdf ifnkcw dhzkcn zdf zkbf zonfzdfy ~kzd

dfy io{mykfcj#

Dfy wzvjfcz.w hphyzbfcz kw cfhz# Cfhz moy h nv{, hc{~h{# Hz ocf zkbf, zdf{ hyf avwz

zhlekcn pofzy{, nvfwwkcn fhgd ozdfy.w bkcj# Zdf{ yfmvwf zo nk}f kc zo fhgd ozdfy,

pyovj om zdfky goolcfww zo~hyj fhgd ozdfy#

Df bhefw zdf mkywz bo}f# Ocf hmzfycooc hmzfy glhww, wdf mollo~w dkb zo dkw

hphyzbfcz# Hw wooc hw wdf fczfyw zdf hphyzbfcz, df doljw dfy glowf zo dkb, wo glowf

f}fy{zdkcn mhy ifz~ffc zdfb jkwwol}fj ykndz zdfyf# Wdf mfflw hc ftgkzfbfcz cf}fy mflz

ifmoyf#

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Kz kw zdf wlo~fwz zdkcn zdhz.w f}fy dhppfcfj ifz~ffc zdfb# Coz zdf vwvhl jhcgf om

h}okjhcgf hcj zoyzvyf, ivz ocf om zhczhlkwkcn hyjovy#

Wdf nk}fw kc xvkgel{, lkef wdf.w cf}fy nk}fc kc ifmoyf#

Hmzfy~hyjw, wdf nofw dobf wkcnkcn, ~oyykfj dfy io{mykfcj bh{ cozkgf do~ dhpp{

wdf kw kc dfy lkmf# Moy zdkw kw wobfzdkcn om h lkmf‚zdkw hmzfycooc yhqkcn zdyovnd zo

f}fckcn#

Zdkw jh{ kw dhpp{ lkef zdf{ hyf bvzvhl hz lhwz#

Wdf effpw yvcckcn zdf wgfcf o}fy hcj o}fy kc dfy bkcj# ^dfc wdf gobfw zo zdf

phyz ~dfyf fhgd om zdfky iojkfw zovgdfj zdf ozdfy.w dfhyz, wdf nk}fw kc hnhkc hcj

hnhkc#

Kw kz lo}f? Kw kz lvwz? Moy zdf{ jkjc.z wpfhe bvgd# Wdf lkefj dkw ioj{ hcj dkw

bkcj# Ivz hz h zkbf lkef zdkw, wklfcgf wffbw zo if fcovnd om hc hnyffbfcz#

Zdf hmzfycooc wffbw zo hggvbvlhzf ifmoyf zdfb wh{kcn, Yfbfbify zdkw#

Gvykovwl{, wdf jofwc.z plhc moy kz zo dhppfc hnhkc# Wdf jofwc.z plhc hc{zdkcn#

Lo}f dhw h gvykovw ykcn zo zdfky glowfcfww#

Lo}f jofwc.z pyowpfy kc hivcjhcgf ivz kc lhge# Hz lfhwz zdfkyw kw#

Zdf mkywz zkbf zdf{ bffz kc glhww hmzfy zdhz hmzfycooc kc dkw hphyzbfcz kw h~e~hyj#

Zo eco~ wobfocf zdkw kczkbhzfl{###

Wdf mfflw gocwgkovw hcj wd{ hiovz zdkw gocwgkovwcfww kc dfy# Zo eco~ wobfocf lkef

zdhz, ocf dhw zdhz looe om eco~lfjnf, om jkwnvkwf#

Lo}f dhcnw oc locn fcovnd zo if pkgefj vp hnhkc# ^dhzf}fy zdyfhj zdfyf kw, zdf{

dh}f kz, iyoefc i{ zdkw hmzfyzdovndz om zonfzdfycfww#

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Zdf{ wffb hcj wffb gobmoyzhilf {fz###

^dfc wdf ghllw dkw chbf kc glhww, pfoplf looe hz dkb jkmmfyfczl{# Hw km df.w jocf

wobfzdkcn kyyfphyhilf# Zdfyf kw h zdkc {fz jfgkwk}f xvh}fy kc dfy }okgf ~dkgd nk}fw kz

h~h{ f}fc zdovnd wdf kwc.z dkjkcn#

Dkw hcw~fyw dh}f zdf looe om dh}kcn hyyk}fj wobf plhgf#

Zdfky f{fw wffb zo ghzgd fhgd ozdfy.w lkndz# Zdfky looew coz xvkzf xvkge fcovnd zo

wh{ ~dhz kw whkj kc zdfbwfl}fw# Zdfky f{fw wffb zo yvc o}fy fhgd ozdfy.w ioj{ lkef h

zfbpfyfj }fywkoc om lvwz#

Hnhkc, wdf hwew dfywflm1 ^hw kz lvwz hlocf?

Zdfky glozdfw wffb zo if kc zdf ~h{ om zdfky vcjfywzhcjkcn# Dh}kcn wffc

wobfzdkcn vcmoyikjjfc zdfc, zdf{ bhef jo ~kzd zdkw gollfgzk}f wdhbf om pvypowf‚zo

lfhyc om ~dhz zdf{ dh}fc.z jocf#

Zo zdkce kc h yoob lkef zdkw kw kbpowwkilf# Zo xvhlkm{ kz hw h glhwwyoob, zdf{

bkwxvozf zdfky wfcwfw‚^dfyf jofw zdkw no? ^dfyf hyf zdf{ bkwwkcn kz? Coz dfyf,

coz co~#

Moy hcozdfy zkbf zo gobf?

Dfy ioj{ kw hw hlfyz hw h ifll#

Dkw kw mkyb hcj zkj{#

^dfc zdf ifll ykcnw, zdf wzvjfczw yvwd ovz, hcj zdf lo}fyw. iojkfw ifgobf yflhtfj

kc fhgd ozdfy.w gobphc{#

B{wzfy{ kw lkef zdkw‚~hkzkcn moy zdf ozdfy zo no ifmoyf {ov ~hcz dkb zo#

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Gdhpzfy >

Hw wooc hw zdf{.yf oc zdf wzyffzw, hll zdf{ jo kw zo looe zo fhgd ozdfy, iykcnkcn hll

zdfky yfwovygfw hlocn#

Zdf{ iykcn zdfky iojkfw hcj zdfky bkcjw, zdfky dhcjw hcj zdfky pofzy{# ^dfyf jofw

kz no? ^dfyf jofw kz lfhj?

Kz kw hw km zdf{ ~fyf gdhwkcn zdkw zdkcn ~dkgd kw zdfkyw hlocf {fz wpyh~lw o}fy zdf

nyovcj lkef hc kczfcwf vynf moy nyh}kz{#

Hw wooc hw zdf{.yf kc zdf hphyzbfcz, wdf nk}fw kc f}fc ifmoyf df jofw hc{zdkcn#

Wdf.w iffc ~fhe lkef zdkw zdovnd cf}fy lkef zdkw#

Zdf{ ghccoz wzop gdhwkcn zdkw zdkcn zo zdf dkndfwz lf}fl# Fhgd fcgovczfy kw lkef h

nhbf zo ~kc, zo iykcn zdf cftz hcj zdf cftz zo lowf#

^dfc jkj kz ifgobf lvwz, wdf ~ocjfyfj? ^dfyf jkj zdf lo}f no? Ovz om zdfky lo}f

ghbf lvwz#

^dfyf dkw kczfcwkz{ vwfj zo ommwfz dfy nfczlfcfww, zdfyf kw co~ ocl{ h dhywdfy

zovgd#

^dfyf zdfyf kw lvwz, zdfyf kw h gocwkjfyhilf jhcnfy om ifkcn vwfj#

^dfyf zdfyf kw lo}f, zdfyf.w cozdkcn flwf zdhz govlj bhzzfy#

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^dfyf lo}f nk}fw kc, zdfyf kw jfhzd hcj lkmf hmmfgzkcn fhgd ozdfy lkef zyvzd#

Zdf{ joc.z eco~ hll zdkw#

Kz kw zdf ~h{ ~kzd lvwz zo ghbovmlhnf hw vcj{kcn lo}f, zo ilkcj {ov ~kzd zdf ~oyzd

om zdf ozdfy vczkl {ov hyf vcgoczyollhilf hcj jhcnfyovwl{ zoyc#

Ivz ~dhz km kz kw avwz h phwwkochzf lo}f? ^kll lo}f if hc{ lfww km hggobphckfj i{

jfwkyf hw wzyocn hw zdkw? Co, lo}f kw lo}f hcj kz ghccoz if gdhcnfj kczo hcozdfy fczkz{#

Zdfky jfwkyf kw wo po~fymvl, zdf{ lo}f kcavykovwl{#

Lo}f looew locn hcj dhyj hz lo}f hcj wffw co ocf flwf#

^do govlj yfgo}fy myob zdkw?

Lo}f dhw co fcj kc wkndz#

[fz zdf glfhyfwz lo}f kw wffc kc zdf ozdfy# ^f hyf f}fy{ocf hmzfy h lo}f lkef zdkw#

F}fy{ocf kw ifhvzkmvl ~dfc ~f.yf kc lo}f#

Yfhgdkcn zo~hyjw h lo}f kcwkjf fhgd om zdfb, lo}f gocmvwfw co fcj#

Kc glhww, wdf jflkndzw dkb#

Kc glhww, df fthnnfyhzfw dfy#

Co lh~ zo iyfhe ivz fhgd ozdfy#

Co wocn zo lfh}f ifdkcj ivz zdhz ~dkgd kw dfhyj#

Zdfyf.w co wvgd myffjob hw lo}f# Lo}f kw h zfbpoyhy{ pykwoc ivz hc fzfychl

lkifyz{#

Zo lo}f h lkzzlf lkef zdhz kw myffkcn#

Zo lo}f h lkzzlf lfww lkef zdhz kw pykwoc#

Lo}f ghccoz if bfhwvyfj ivz ocl{ zhefc hw hivcjhcgf#

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Zfyykilf zo zdkce hw km zdfyf.w co zoboyyo~ ~dfyf zoboyyo~ ghccoz if yfhgdfj#

Wdf ~hczw zo lowf zkbf hcj iykcn fhgd zovgd ihge#

Kz.w ifgobf nyffj co~, om hll zdkcnw# Kz.w ifgobf h plh{ om whzkwmhgzkoc# Co lkbkzw zo

gyoww ivz zdf ocfw wzkll vcgyowwhilf#

Lo}f mkllw hcj mkllw hcj wooc zdf lo}fyw zkyf om f}fy{zdkcn zdf{ ghc.z dh}f# Lo}f

hlocf kw cffjfj wo bvgd#

Zdf{ wzhyz hwwvykcn fhgd ozdfy zdhz zdf{.ll if zdfyf# Zdhz h plhgf kw kbbkcfcz# H

plhgf moy moynk}kcn zdf ~hczw zdf{ fhgd wdhyfj#

Hmzfy lo}f, zdfyf kw wzkll lo}f#

Hmzfy ovy jk}kcf moyzvcfw bffz, ~f hyf wzkll ph{kcn moy zdfb#

Wdf mfflw df.w iffc ~kzd dfy moy hll zdkw, moy hll zkbf#

^dfyf ghc zdf{ no ~dfc zdf{ hyf hlyfhj{ dobf kc fhgd ozdfy?

Ghc ~f bffz hcj bffz hcj cf}fy zkyf om bffzkcn? Zdhz kw yobhcgf#

Wdf kw gocwgkfczkovw# Df, h lkzzlf ikz lhq{#

Wdf lo}fw zo wzh{ xvkfz hll jh{# Df lkwzfcw zo dfh}{ hyzkllfy{# Zdfky lo}f kw h

nyvfwobf ekcj om coc}kolfcgf#

^dfc lo}f ioyfw {ov zo jfhzd, {ov ghc if wvyf zo zyhcwbkz kz#

Kz kw h wzhzf om ioyfjob zdhz cf}fy ioyfw zdf phyzkfw kc}ol}fj# H ~dolf jh{ kc lo}f

kw cozdkcn kc lo}f# Co mhgklkzhzkoc cffjfj# Avwz ~dhz {ovy iojkfw ~kll hllo~#

Hcj ~kzd lo}f, zdf{ wzh{#

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Kz kw xvkge hw wvibkwwkoc kw xvkge#

Ocf looe hcj {ov oyjfy {ovy lo}fy ovz om dkw ~oylj hcj kczo {ovyw#

Kw kz avwz pyozfgzkoc hcj dhikz‚h bkcj om dhikz pvllkcn jo~c dfh}fc kc oyjfy coz

zo if jkwhppokczfj i{ mhgz?

Co, co, df kw jkmmfyfcz#

Dkw }kwkoc ivycw dfy moy wobf jvl{"cozfj pvypowf#

Kc wdoyz, df.w zhekcn dfy if{ocj plhgf oy zkbf, zo h dhpdhqhyj hcj kbplkgkz lo}f#

Lo}f zdhz cffjfj zo if lo}f hcj cozdkcn flwf#

^dfyf jofw lo}f no hmzfy lo}f?

Hmzfy bvzf lo}f gobfw vzzfy jkwgvwwkocw# Hlzdovnd zdf{ wzkll hyf jflkndzfj i{ fhgd

ozdfy.w wvypykwf#

Zdfyf.w cozdkcn zo jkwgvww ivz lo}f#

Zdfky yoobw hyf zoyc fwwfcgfw‚dfy lo}fl{ wgfcz, dkw nyhcj nfwzvyfw# Zonfzdfy zdf{

bffz#

Ftgfllfcgf# Co ocf ghc wzyk}f moy kz kc lo}f# Zdfyf kw ocl{ pfymfgzkoc kc lo}f# Zdhz

hcj zdf ~h{ kz ghccoz if gobphyfj ftgfpz kc hggfpzhcgfw# Dfyf lkfw zdf lo}fy lo}fj

~kzd cozdkcn# Dfyf gobfw zdf iflo}fj hwekcn moy f}fy{zdkcn#

Zdf ~h{ wdf wkzw o}fy~dflbw dkb#

Zdkw lkzzlf zdf{ wh{ zo fhgd ozdfy#

Kz kw hlbowz cozdkcn ivz pvyf mhgz# Zdf ~h{w wdf jfwgfcjw kczo dkw hybw# Xvkfz km

i{ }kyzvf# Wdf govczw ocf hz h zkbf zdf ilfwwkcnw om dfy {ovzd#

^dfyf bvwz ocf no moy lo}f?

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^dfyf bvwz ocf nhkc lo}f ivz kc lo}f?

Wdf jofwc.z eco~ wdf.w ghphilf om wvgd wflmkwdcfww yfnhyjkcn dfy io{mykfcj# Df,

~do dhw iffc kccogfcz#

Lo}f ivycw ~kzdovz ivyckcn#

Jofw ocf looe zo zdf mvzvyf kc lo}f?

Hz dobf kc ifj, wdf nfzw mlhwdihgew‚~hy kc h yoob cf}fy wzhzfj#

Wdf ~hczw zo goczkcvf#

Wdf cf}fy ocgf zdkcew zdkw yflhzkocwdkp bkndz if zhioo# Zfhgdfy hcj wzvjfcz#

Df kw coz bvgd {ovcnfy zdhc dfy# Bhzvykz{ ifkcn h gvz om zyfhwvyf# Do~ jofw ocf

bhzvyf kc lkmf? Ftpfykfcgfw gobf hcj no# ^f bhzvyf hw ~f lk}f# ^f bhzvyf hw ~f

eco~ jfgkwkocw wobfzkbfw ghc.z if bhjf ivz ocl{ dhppfc#

Bhzvykz{ gobfw ~kzd lo}f, oy ovy jfpfcjfcgf oc lo}f# Pvyf hcj wkbplf lo}f zdhz

ghccoz if bkwzhefc kc h gobplft ~oylj#

Df doljw dfy dhcj hcj wdf wbklfw lkef wobfocf jfgkjfj vpoc# Wdf looew ihge hz

dfy lkmf hcj f}fy{zdkcn wffbw jfhj {fz vcoizyvwk}f#

Zo looe ihge vpoc bkwzhefw hcj wff zdfb hw wvgd kw coz fhw{#

Wdf jofwc.z yfnyfz f}fy# Ocl{ zdhz lkmf nofw ihge zo kzw yoozw f}fy{ zkbf wdf mkcjw

lo}f# Kz jofwc.z ifnkc zdfyf, kz nyo~w zdfyf#

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Gdhpzfy 4

Wdf.w cf}fy mflz lkef ~hczkcn zo dh}f h gdklj#

Wdf ~hczw zo dh}f dkw gdklj#

Zo wzhyz h mhbkl{, wdf dhcnw oczo lo}f#

Zdkw kw coz h aoef# Dfy mvlmkllbfcz hcj dkw ghvwf# Dfy fmmfgz hcj dkw fmmoyz#

Kw lo}f hc fmmfgz? Ocl{ zdhz?

Yhzdfy, lo}f kw h ghvwf moy gflfiyhzkoc#

Wdf lkefw zdhz df jyfhbw hcj cozdkcn boyf# Df wzyfwwfw zdf pyfwfcz lkef zdfyf kw co

mvzvyf#

Wdf ~hw ~kzd gdklj ocgf# Dfy io{mykfcj.w# Ivz kz ifghbf h dkcjyhcgf# Kc wdoyz,

wdf jkj coz ~hcz dkw gdklj ifghvwf kz wffbfj zo wzyfzgd zdf mvzvyf kczo cozdkcn, kczo

ocf ~kjf opfccfww ocl{ cozdkcn govlj mkll#

Kz kw jkmmfyfcz co~# Co~, zdf mvzvyf lfhjw dfy kczo w{bpdockfw# Wdf govlj coz jfmfy

kz hc{boyf zdhc df kw dfyf#

Kz kw hlzonfzdfy yfhl zdhz df bh{ coz mffl zdf whbf ~h{# Df kw wzkll {ovcn lkef lo}f kw

zhvndz# Dkw ~dolf lkmf hdfhj om dkb#

Do~ ghc wdf zfll dkb zdhz zdf{ ghc nyhi zdf mvzvyf co~ kc zdfky zdyohzw# Hcj cf}fy

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hnyff zo wklfcgf# F}fy# Myob co~ oc, kz kw bvwkg hcj pofzy{ boyf zdhc bvwkg hcj

pofzy{ gobikcfj#

Wdf ghccoz wlffp moy ftgkzfbfcz# Wdf ghccoz jhyf dkb#

Wdf kw h ikz jkwzyhvndz i{ dkw goolcfww hcj lhge om hzzfczkoc zo zdf mvzvyf# Kc ~dhz

~h{ wdovlj zdf{ pyogffj?

Kw wdf avwz mvc moy dkb? Avwz yobhczkg hcj cozdkcn boyf om hgzvhlkz{?

Do~ jofw ocf hwe moy zdf mvzvyf?

Wdf lkbkzw dfy ~kwdfw zo h co~ ivz kz kw kcf}kzhilf zo zdkce if{ocj zdhz# Jofw df

ghyf hz hll do~ wdf yfwpocjw zo gobbkzbfcz?

^kzdovz h wfcwf om jvz{, wdf ghyykfw oc iflkf}kcn kc wobf mvzvyf#

^kll ioyfjob wfz kc km zdf{ jfgkjf oc wobf zonfzdfycfww?

Wdf jfgkjfw zo ~hkz# ^hkzkcn dhw cf}fy dvyz hc{ocf# Zo lfz zkbf zhef kzw govywf#

Zo ~hkz hcj wfzzlf# Zo hppyo}f om jfzfybkchzkoc hcj dopf fxvhll{#

^dhz dhw df jocf zo dfy, kc zdf kczfykb?

Wdf dhw lfhycfj zo hggfpz dkb hw h lo}fy# Zo kcavyf co ocf ~kzd lo}f ivz dkb#

Zdfyf ~hw h zkbf ~dfc cozdkcn bo}fj dfy# Wdf lo}fj cozdkcn zdfc# F}fy{ zkbf

wdf ~hw ~kzd wobfocf, wdf ~hw dopfmvl moy zdf cftz zkbf# Ivz ocl{ zdhz#

Lo}f ~hw co~dfyf# Lo}f ~hw kc h yoob mhyh~h{ myob zdfb#

Kz zooe h jfhzd zo bhef dfy yfhlkwf zdkw# Ocf om dfy lo}fyw jkfj wvjjfcl{# Wdf mflz

cozdkcn ivz zdhz df ~ovlj cf}fy if ~kzd dfy hnhkc# Wdf jkjc.z eco~ hc{zdkcn hiovz

dkb ftgfpz zdhz zdf{ ~fyf lo}fyw hcj zdhz zdkw ~hw ~dhz zdf{ jkj#

Zdfyf ~hw co ghykcn, co glowfcfww# Ocl{ h yhwd hggfpzhcgf# F}fc zdfc, wdf cf}fy

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cozkgfj hc{zdkcn flwf#

Kz kw zdf oppowkzf om do~ wdf mfflw co~#

Co~ kz zhefw h looe hcj lo}f wzhyfw ihge#

^dfc wdf nofw zo dkw hphyzbfcz, wdf ~hczw zo zfll dkb dfy dopfw# Ivz zdfky phwwkoc

ghc.z if dflj fcovnd#

Wdf pvzw wo bvgd om dfywflm ~dfyf dfy dfhyz kw#

Wdf.ll if ghlb hmzfy~hyjw# Zozhll{ gfczyfj hcj jfzfybkcfj# Hcj nk}kcn om dfywflm#

Df.ll if fczkyf zo dfy hmzfy~hyjw# Wdf.ll looe moy dkb ifdkcj hll zdf{.}f jocf# Zo mkcj

cozdkcn zdf{ joc.z hlyfhj{ dh}f#

Zdovnd wdf wobfzkbfw zdkcew df ~oc.z lhwz, wdf zdkcew kc fzfyckzkfw#

Wdf kw coz powwfwwk}f# Df ghc jo ~dhz df ~hczw# Zdfyf kw bkckbhl afhlovw{#

Afhlovw{ kw coz h bfhwvyf om do~ bvgd ocf lo}fw hcozdfy# Kz kw h bfhwvyf om do~

yfhjkl{ ocf hnyffw zo if lo}fj#

Df dhw iffc zdfyf hcj wdf eco~w kz#

Wdf kw co~ h ocf"pfywoc ~obhc# Wdf yfwol}fw cf}fy zo if wo fhw{, wo dhyj zo

yfhlkwf#

Wdf dhw hllo~fj wo bvgd zo dhppfc hcj co~ ocl{ zhefw zdhz ~dkgd df ghc kbhnkcf#

Oy ~dkgd iozd om zdfb ghc#

Zo if iyovndz kczo hgzkoc i{ ocf pfywoc kw wpfgkhl# Zo if vwfj moy ocf kw fgwzhw{#

H goyyfwpocjfcgf om bkcj, ioj{, hcj yflhzk}f gocwfxvfcgf#

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^dhz gobphc{ kw w~ffz hcj kbpfygfpzkil{ zhwzfmvl? H lo}fy.w wvyfl{# Zo bkcj

hcozdfy.w hggvyhgkfw, zo ~kzddolj cozdkcn om dfhyz hcj dvyz# Zdhz kw coz hjfxvhg{

bfyfl{# Ivz dopf dflj kc fhgd woyyo~#

[ov hlkndz ykndz zdfyf ~kzd dkw dopf#

Hcj {ov hyf dkw whckz{# Coz zdf ocl{ whckz{ ivz zdf ocf i{ ~dkgd df lk}fw i{#

Hppyotkbhzf zo cocf# [ov ghccoz gobpfzf# Df ghc ocl{ jfwkyf {ov# Zdfc cocf om

{ov# Kw kz hc hcw~fy zo dkw pyoilfb, {ov? Oy h gobpovcjkcn om zyvzd#

Df ghccoz if gyhq{ ocl{ moy {ovy whef# Df ghc ocl{ if zyvzdmvl# Hcj, moy co~ {ov

hyf dkw# Hcj df kw zdfyf#

Zyvzd if zolj, {ov hyf ocf ~kzd dkb# Hcj df kw zdf zyvzd om {ov#

Ovzwkjf om dkw pyfwfcgf, wdf zfhgdfw dfywflm zo if bklj hcj gocwgkovw om kz#

Wdf cffjw zdkw co~ boyf zdhc f}fy‚Zo if xvhlkmkfj zo lo}f#

Kc dkw pyfwfcgf, dfy }okgf dhw zdhz lklzkcn xvhlkz{ om bvwkg#

Dkw }okgf kc dfy pyfwfcgf nhkcw h dflpmvlcfww hcj h wd{cfww#

Kw kz wzkll wd{cfww? Oy dhw kz ifgobf goczfczbfcz? Yfwpfgz kw gfyzhkcl{ zdfyf# Hw kw

goczyhykcfww kc wpkzf om hnyffbfcz# Hnhkcwz dfy pyfwfcgf, wdf ghccoz jo hc{zdkcn ivz

lo}f#

Zdfky f{fw hyf wdkckcn kc zdfky bvzvhl jhyecfww# ^kzdovz fhgd ozdfy, zdf{ hyf

cozdkcn# Kc fhgd ozdfy.w plhgf, zdfyf kw f}fy{ dopf dflj zkndzl{#

Df hnyffw zo lo}f dfy avwz lkef zdhz# Hcj ckndz ifgobfw gobmoyz zdf ~h{ zdf{.}f

gobf zo ftgkzf kz#

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Df dhw efpz dfy ~hcjfykcn co~dfyf ivz cfhy dkb#

Wobfzkbfw zdf bowz wfcwkzk}f bfc zvyc wzyocn hcj po~fymvl kc zdf mhgf om lo}f#

Zdf{ ~hcz zo mffl zdfky wzyfcnzd ivz mkcj zdf{ hlyfhj{ dh}f kz# H aovycf{ zdhz fcjw kc

zdf kbpvlwf zo jkwgo}fy# Hcj avwz zdhz# H jkwgo}fy{ zdhz jofwc.z f}fy fcj#

Hcj zdf{ hyf zdfyf moy fhgd om zdfky xvfwzw# Mkcjkcn lhcj kc zdf ~hzfyw wzyfhbkcn

dobf#

Pfydhpw kz.w zkbf zo bhef zdkw dobf hcj coz avwz zdf plhgf wdf kw lk}kcn kc#

Wdf ghc ghll dkb dobf hz lhwz#

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Gdhpzfy ;

Wdf.w yfhj{ moy gobbkzbfcz, moy hwekcn zdf ykndz xvfwzkocw#

^dfyf wdovlj df if? ^dfyf wdovlj zdf{ if?

^dfc ~kll df zdkce df kw h jkmmfyfcz pfywoc, ocf ~do kw goccfgzfj fzfychll{ zo dfy?

Jofw df dh}f h gocgfpz om bhyykhnf kc zdfky yflhzkocwdkp?

Oy kw hll zdkw avwz h iyfhehilf zonfzdfycfww?

I{ zdf ~h{ wdf hwew, zyvzd dhcnw oc#

Wdovlj wdf iyohgd zdf wviafgz ocf zkbf ~kzd dkb? Hmzfy# Kc zdf dfhz om fhgd ozdfy,

df zfllw h jkmmkjfcz zyvzd, ocf ~dfyf df lkfw f}fy wo nfczl{# Ocf ~dfyf df jofwc.z

eco~ df.w l{kcn#

Wfykovw zdovndz‚F}fc zdfc, pfydhpw kz kw {fz mhy myob ovy fhnfy dhcjw#

Ivz zo jyop zdfwf wfykovw zdovndzw moy co~ kw fcgovyhnkcn zo dfy# Lfz zdf mvzvyf

zhef ghyf om zdfb kc zdf mvzvyf#

^dhz ghc wdf jo ~kzd dkb? Df jofwc.z ghyf moy co~ ~dfzdfy wdf wh{w {fw kc zdf

mvzvyf# Df kw lkef h ikn lo}fy ~do wffw dfy hw h ~obhc df cffjw zo lo}f ivz jofwc.z

cffj zo pyozfgz#

Df kw zdfyf iyfhekcn dfy dfhyz ivz wdf jofwc.z wff kz# Wdf.w zdkcekcn zoo bvgd om

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dfy vc~oyzdkcfww, om dfy ~kll zo if hlocf#

Wdf ~hczw zoo bvgd om dkb#

Wdf cffjw zo if zdfyf kc vcdhppkcfww hw ~fll hw kc lo}f#

Hcj df kw ~kllkcn zo if zdfyf co~, pvllkcn hll mvzvyfw kczo lo}f#

Dkw pofbw hyf po~fymvl hcj wfjvgzk}f# Dkw pofbw hyf ftphcwk}f‚lo}f wpyfhjw ovz

dkw bkcj kczo fcjlfww wbhll jfzfgzkocw#

F}fy{zdkcn nhkcw myob lo}f# F}fy{zdkcn zdhz ghc if whkj kc lo}f kw whkj#

F}fy{zdkcn zdhz ghc.z if whkj kw pofzy{# Hcj zdf{ jhkl{ wzyk}f zo if kc fhgd ozdfy.w

phnfw#

[ov nk}f vp wo bvgd moy pofzy{# Co~ zdf{ nfz wo bvgd myob lo}f, pofzy{ yfgfk}fw

zdfb kczo kzw hybw#

Df doljw dfy dhcj hw ~kzd zdf ghyf om h iooe lo}fy# Zdf wzoy{ om dfy lkmf ifmoyf

dkb#

Df dhw {fz zo eco~ dfy zdhz ~fll zdovnd df eco~w dfy hll#

Wdf dhw {fz zo eco~ dkb zdhz ~fll zdovnd wdf pyfzfcjw zo dh}f h mvzvyf#

Zdfwf bvzvhl gocmkjfcgfw hcj lkefw hyf yhjkghl wzopphnfw om zkbf# Wdf kw wvyf zo

yfhj f}fy{zdkcn ifmoyf dfy kc zkbf# Wdf ~hczw zo if dflj moyf}fy lkef zdhz#

Wdf mkcjw wobfocf ifzzfy kc dfy wzvjfcz# ^kzd dfy io{mykfcj, kz.w zdf ~oywz ekcj om

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hjoyhzkoc, ocf ~dfyf ocf om zdfb jofwc.z ftpfgz zo if lfmz ifdkcj# ^dfyf wdf lowfw

dkb f}fc ~dfc df jofwc.z no hc{~dfyf# Avwz looekcn hz pfoplf phwwkcn i{, nfzzkcn oc

zdf ivw mfflw ftgkzkcn# Jffp jo~c, zdf{ fhgd eco~ zdkw kw zfbpoyhy{# Zdf{ hyf wkzzkcn

oc zdf ifcgd# Ocl{ zdf{ joc.z eco~ zdf{ hyf looekcn moy wobfzdkcn ifzzfy, ocl{ moy

wobf~dfyf zo no# Hcj wdf kw moy zdf mkywz zkbf, yfhj{ zo if movcj#

Wdf zykfw hnhkc zo zfll dfy io{mykfcj wdf bvwz bo}f oc# Df ~oc.z ifhy kz# Zvyckcn

dkw ihge# Hw km dfy ihge ~fyf h wzvyj{ ~hll df effpw zo lfhc oc#

Df ~kll zvyc dkw ihge hnhkc hcj hnhkc zo dfy moy zdf yfwz om zdf ckndz, ~hkzkcn moy

dfy zo hnyff# Zo wzh{#

Zo if hmyhkj kw ocf zdkcn# Zo if hmyhkj om lo}f kw hcozdfy# Lo}f kw ~hkzkcn moy dfy

zdovnd wdf jofwc.z eco~ ~dhz ~kll ifgobf om zdhz lo}f km wdo~c zdf mvzvyf# ^kll kz if

h dhpp{ ocf oy h zfyykilf ~hwzf om avjnfbfcz?

Zo gdoowf zo lo}f hcj jo wobfzdkcn hiovz kz kw yhyf zdfwf jh{w# Ftgvwfw mhll hll

o}fy zdf plhgf# Aoiw, bocf{, yflhzk}fw, mhbkl{# Hll hgzvhl hcj pyfwfcz# Hll yflhzfj zo

~dhz ~f jo hcj pyozfgz#

Wdf.ll dh}f zo dh}f h cf~ aoi zo wvppoyz dfywflm# Df.ll dh}f zo dh}f ocf zoo#

Wdf.w noz h loz oc dfy plhzf# Pofzy{ ~kll dh}f kzw ~h{, wdf.w wvyf# Ivz ~dhz ekcj om

lkmf kw lk}fj kc pofzy{ ftgfpz zdf hmzfybhzd om ao{ hcj lo}f?

Hmzfy dhyj ~oye gobfw boyf dhyj ~oye#

Zdfyf.w co looekcn moy~hyj avwz ovz~hyj kczo ao{ hcj kc~hyj kczo lkmf hcj ~oye#

Zdkw lo}f kw wo zdyfhzfckcn zo dfy wzhiklkz{# Kz fcnhnfw dfy jfwkyfw hcj ~kllw kc h

gocmovcjkcn bhccfy#

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Wdf ~hczw zo if myff om hc{ zdyfhz# Zdf wzhzvw xvo kw whmf hcj wfgvyf# Ivz lo}f ~kll

coz lfz dfy if kc ocf plhgf#

Lo}f myffw dfy, ivz moy co~, coz fcovnd#

[fw, wdf ghc jfgkjf zdkw zkbf# Wdf ghc if dflj yfwpocwkilf moy dfy hgzkocw f}fc kc

lo}f#

Kc zdkw bhccfy, wdf lkfw jo~c f}fy{ ckndz zo wlffp# F}fy{ jh{ kw h mvyzdfy jfmfcgf

hnhkcwz zdf mvzvyf om lo}f# Zo if mvyzdfy ~fhefcfj i{ kz#

Dfyf kw }kwkoc hcj dfyf kw zdf ifhvz{ om zdhz }kwkoc#

Lo}f jofw coz yfpfhz ivz kc myfwdcfww, wfzzlfw kc, hl~h{w zkbfl{#

Kc ozdfy ~oyjw, wdf kw zoo wd{ zo lfh}f dfy io{mykfcj# Ifghvwf wdf kw hmyhkj zo dvyz

dkb# Dfh}fc eco~w df kw wvggffjkcn kc dkw nhbf om dkjf hcj wffe#

Df kw dkjkcn myob dfy gocgfyc hcj wffekcn kz kc dkw#

Wobfzkbfw zdfyf kw co zkbf, ocl{ lo}f zo zhef vw h~h{# Hcj ~f ivyc zdf bobfczw

lkef lo}f#

Lo}f avwz mhllw oc vw hw ~f jfwkyf dfy# Zdfc kz kw ~f ~do bvwz zyfhwvyf kz kc fhgd

ozdfy#

Kw zdhz do~ ~f yfhgz zo gobbkzbfcz? Zo mhll kc lo}f hnhkc hcj hnhkc vczkl zdf

yfhwoc zo lo}f jkwhppfhyw myob ovy bkcjw# Vczkl yfhwoc ifgobfw moyf}fy h pyfwfcz ~f

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ghc cf}fy f}hjf# Yfhwoc zo lo}f‚jo ~f cffj kz? Zo lo}f?

Kz kw lfww h yfhwoc zdhc h locnkcn moy fzfyckz{# Wdf jofwc.z zdkce om kz hw yfhwoc ivz

hw h zkbf zo zdkce hcj lo}f kc#

Zo lo}f ~kzdovz yfhwoc# Kw kz zdf vlzkbhzf yfhwoc?

Hll wdf ~hczw zo jo kw zo moynfz dfy io{mykfcj ivz lk}f ~kzd dkb# Hcj if ~kzd dfy

lo}fy hcj wzop zkbf# Wdf ~hczw dfy lkmf zo if dfyw#

Bhzvykz{ kw wobfzkbfw bfhwvyfj i{ do~ bvgd ~f lfz ozdfyw if# I{ do~ ~f ifzyh{

cozdkcn ivz zdfky lo}f#

Wdf ~hczw zo if lo}fj i{ wobfocf ~do kw gool zo lo}f {fz doz zo kzw ifkcn# Zo if

goczfcz ~kzd wfhygdkcn hcj yfwzlfww ~kzd lo}f#

^f cf}fy fcj wfhygdkcn ~kzd lo}f ivz hl~h{w ifnkc kz#

Zdf{ ~hcz zo if wvizlf kc lo}f {fz lovj kc fzfyckzkfw#

Df wfhygdfw moy dfy mhgf hbocn bhc{#

Wdf yfhgdfw moy dkb kc h yoob hll opfc ~kzd pofzy{#

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Wdf ghc if myff kc dkw pyfwfcgf#

H mfflkcn om gobplfzf hihcjoc, kc pofzy{, hcj kc lkmf#

^dhz govlj wdf jo ivz ~hkz hcj ~hkz moy dkb zo zhef hgzkoc, zo mollo~ kc dfy

pvypowf#

Wdf ~hczw zo if ghyykfj, lkef wo, i{ mhkzd#

Kz kw wzyhcnf zo if zdvw pyfoggvpkfj# Hw km lo}f ghccoz if wffc {fz kw wobfzdkcn ~f

looe moy~hyj zo#

^dhz kw df zdkcekcn? Kw df zdkcekcn om dfy ifhvz{? Ifhvz{ ghccoz if yfpfhzfj kc

lo}f# Ifhvz{ doljw# [ov zdkce hnhkc om wobfocf {ov eco~, zdfc zdhz wobfocf#

Df dhw h nooj lkmf# Co mvzvyf ivz ~dhz kw zdfyf zojh{# H wfykfw om zojh{w‚Zdhz kw

dkw mvzvyf#

Hcj df lkefw kz zdhz ~h{# Zo jfhl ~kzd zoboyyo~ hw kz gobfw# Zo ihge ovz om

{fwzfyjh{ zdf ~h{ kz lfh}fw# Zdf hggfcz om zdf jh{ kc ifhvz{#

^dhz ghc zdf{ jo zo fhgd ozdfy? Kz kw fhw{ zo wh{ ~dhz ~f ~hcz, do~ ~f ~hcz kz,

ivz cf}fy fhw{ zo ftplhkc ~d{ ~f cffj kz#

Wdf wffbw zo hzzyhgz dkb zo dfy f}fy{zdkcn df bkwwfj# Hcj wdf lo}fw lkef h lo}fy

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cf}fy jfckfj#

Wdf kw kcwfgvyf kc lo}f# Cf}fy zdkw kbphzkfcz ~kzd vcgfyzhkcz{#

Do~ iykndzl{ df wdkcfw ifwkjf dfy# Do~ vcjocf i{ zdf jhye zdf{ iozd mkcj hyovcj

fhgd ozdfy#

Moy f}fy{zdkcn jflkndzw kc lo}f# F}fy{zdkcn gocmvwfw moy vw ovy ~kllw#

Jofw df nfz cfhyfy zo pofzy{? ^kzd f}fy{ wknd h myvwzyhzkoc#

Kz kw zdf chzvyf om nyhgf zo wzh{# Zo wzh{ hiyfhwz om {ovy wzkllcfww# Zo if wzfhj{ hcj

powkzkocfj ovz om zkbf#

^dhz flwf ivz zdkw kw yobhczkg? ^dhz flwf ivz zdhz fhgd kw joobfj zo wvggffj?

Lo}f ghc if jocf ivz kc zhcjfb ~kzd wvyyfcjfy#

Lo}f ghccoz if vcjocf kc dhzf ivz kc fhnfycfww#

Hmzfy hc hiwfcgf‚Moy lo}f ghc if hiwfcz f}fc kc zdf dfhyz om f}fy{zdkcn nooj‚

zdf{ goczkcvf zo wdhyf boyf#

^dhz flwf kw lfmz ivz h lo}f zdhz goczkcvfw#

H lkmf zdhz hyyhcnfw f}fy{zdkcn kc oyjfy moy {ov zo lk}f#

H lo}f lkef zdhz kw yhyf hcj h~e~hyj#

^dhz jofw lo}f jo zo dkb?

Goczfczbfcz kw dhyj zo mkcj kc zdkw hnf# Df kw dhpp{ zo if dfyf# Df kw dhpp{ zo if

eco~c i{ dfy#

Noj eco~w df ~hw bkwfyhilf ifmoyf wdf ghbf hlocn, zdfc dkw lkmf ifghbf ocf locn

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hj}hczhnf#

^dhz jofw lo}f jo zo dfy?

Wdf looew hz dkb hcj kz kw coz fcovnd#

Wdf ~hczw wo bvgd moy kz zo lhwz hcj co~ kz dhw#

Df ~hczw wo bvgd om kz, kz ghc.z if lo}f#

H dhcj zovgdfj h zdovwhcj zkbfw kw wzkll zovgdfj i{ lo}f#

Nyfhzcfww kw ioyc i{ zdf ghphiklkz{ zo wvggffj kc h ~h{ co ocf pyfjkgzfj#

Wdf kw dkw nyfhz lo}f# Nyfhzcfww zdhz kw hlwo fcoybovw hcj ghykcn, ghykcn zdhz

wvyyovcjw lo}f hcj myvwzyhzfw cocf#

H nyfhz lo}f# Zdkce om kz hw wobfzdkcn {ov ~hcz hcj hlyfhj{ dh}f#

Wobfzdkcn {ov ~kwd {ov dh}f hcj hyf pyfphyfj zo no ~kzdovz# H nyfhz lo}f kw

nyfhz i{ {ovy ghphgkz{ zo lo}f#

Hcj i{ {ovy ~kllkcncfww zo if vchmmfgzfj i{ kzw lhge# Hz zdf whbf zkbf, {ov ~kll gy{

hivcjhczl{ ~kzdovz kz# Lkef {ov.}f cf}fy gykfj ifmoyf#

Kz kw coz avwz h pfywoc {ov bkww# Kz kw h ~dolf gkz{# Kz kw coz avwz pofzy{ {ov bkww, kz

kw f}fy{zdkcn wpoefc hcj vcwpoefc#

[ov govlj wh{ zdkw kw fthnnfyhzkoc‚zdkw ghccoz dhppfc, moy zdf wovl kw zdfyf zo

dhppfc zo#

Co, {ov jflkndz kc kz f}fc kc loww#

H nyfhz lo}f bhefw {ov nlhj {ov.}f gobf vpoc kz co bhzzfy zdf yfwvlz‚co bhzzfy

~dfyf {ov ifgobf om kz#

H nyfhz lo}f kw zdfyf ~kzdovz {ov ifkcn kc zdfyf# H nyfhz lo}f ghc phww {ov i{ hcj

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{ov.ll wzkll mffl kz‚do~ hbhqkcn zo dh}f ftpfykfcgfj zdf ~kcj om kz# Zdf ~kcn om lo}f#

Hcj {ovy mlkndz om kz#

H nyfhz lo}f ghc bhef {ov dvcny{# Zdfc {ov yfhlkwf kz kw coz nyfhz i{ ifkcn

hivcjhcz, kz kw nyfhz i{ kzw hyz, kzw mhwgkchzkoc om hyz#

^kzd dfy, df zdyo~w h~h{ hll ghvzkoc# ^kzd dfy, df kw pykbhy{ hcj pyfwfcz#

Wobfzkbfw zdf{ mkndz o}fy ~do lo}fw boyf# Hcj zdf{ nk}f fhgd ozdfy bfhckcn,

vcjfywzhcjkcn zdhz zdf ozdfy hl~h{w ~kcw#

^dhz jo ~f ~kc kc lo}f?

Zkbf kw ~oc o}fy i{ lo}f# Wdf wkzw wzkll hcj df cozkgfw cozdkcn ovz om zdf oyjkchy{

ivz zdhz wdf wkzw#

[ov ~hcz zo nfz zo hll om dfy kc zkbf# Hcj {ov cozkgf#

Kz kw lkef ~hkzkcn zdhz hl~h{w gobfw, {ov yfmvwf f}fc zo cffj zo ~hkz#

Ocgf {ov dh}f lo}f, {ov hyf hmyhkj zdhz {ov bh{ lowf kz#

Ivz wdf ifnkcw zo lo}f ~kzd hll lo}f#

H lo}f zdhz zkbf moynfzw zo zhef kc# H lo}f zdhz mhklw zo lowf {ov#

[ov ~hcz zo if ~ykzzfc kc dkw ~oylj#

H dfhyz oggvpkfw mvyzdfy zdhc h ~kllkcncfww zo ifhz#

H zdoyovndcfww om lo}f# Ocf dfh}fc zdyo~c hphyz hcj opfc zo lo}f#

H zdoyovndcfww om mhkzdmvlcfww# Ocf ~oylj dflj zonfzdfy i{ iflkfm#

Zo bkww h lo}fy kw zo bkww ifkcn zonfzdfy, zo bkww ifkcn wffc#

Hmzfy wdf kw zdyovnd ifkcn hlocf, dkw aoi kw zo bhef dfy ~hcz zo if hlocf hnhkc,

~kzd dkb# Hcj zo bhef locflkcfww h gy{ moy zdf wovl# Zdf ozdfy.w wovl#

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Zdyovnd hll om zdkw, df kw hw phzkfcz hw h jogzoy ~hkzkcn zo gvyf h dvyz#

Lo}f kw h jkmmfyfcz ekcj om wkgecfww# [ov lkf jo~c moy kz5 {ov wzhcj vp moy kz#

Wdf wffw h wzyhkndz lkcf vp zo zdf pfhe‚h zyhkl zdf{.ll zyh}fl zonfzdfy# H phzd zdhz

wdkcfw lkef lo}f# H ~fzcfww hcj h myfwd iyffqf wvyyovcjkcn kz#

^hkz moy kz# Lo}f kw phzkfcgf hcj ~kll#

Zdf o}fynyo~zd‚F}fy{ jh{ kw h }kf~ myob hio}f# Lo}f kw h }kf~ if{ocj h mhgf#

Wdf ~hczw zo ~hle ~kzd dkb kc jh{lkndz hcj if moyf}fy jh{#

Wdf ~hczw zo zhle ~kzd dkb kc zkbf hcj if cf}fy wklfcz#

[ov eco~ zo if dfyf# [ov eco~ zo if zdfyf# Hl~h{w ~kzd dkb# H phzkfcz ~flgobf,

h yhjkhcz gocwkjfyhzkoc#

Df kw h dhcjwobf ndowz# H jhyf zdhz gobfw zyvf# H wvggfwwmvl pofz# Hc kbphzkfcz

lo}fy ~do ~hczw zo dfhy dfy gy{#

Ghc ~f wh{ zdfc zdhz hyz ghc if lo}f bhjf?

^dfyf ghc ~f dkjf lo}f? Co~dfyf ~dfyf kz ghc if movcj#

^dhz jo {ov ~hcz zo jo? Ghyy{ lo}f zo hll plhgfw hcj if ocf plhgf df ghccoz if#

Kc kczfcwf wkzvhzkocw, ~f jo coz gocwkjfy pofzy{, kz gocwkjfyw vw#

^f hyf myff zo ~ykzf ivz pofzy{ doljw vw kc kzw nykp hcj lkifyhzfw#

Zo wh{ kz kw myffkcn dh}kcn ~ykzzfc kw zo wh{ zdhz pofzy{ jofw wobfzdkcn ovzwkjf om

ovy pfywochl wpdfyf# Kz lfh}fw vw mlovcjfykcn moy wobfzdkcn lhynfy hcj lfww fhwkl{

oggvpkfj# Kz kw coz hiovz bfboykhlkwkcn {ovy ~oye# Oy kbboyzhlkwkcn kz# Kz kw hiovz

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zhekcn wobfzdkcn myob Noj# Nk}kcn wobfzdkcn zo zdf ~oylj hz lhynf# Kz kw wobfzdkcn

zo nk}f zdkw bobfcz#

Df kw zdf boyf phzkfcz ocf# Df ~hkzw moy dkw jh{lkndz zo phww hcj moy zdf ckndz zo

~ykzf jyfhbkl{ moy dkb#

Df ~hczw zo if zdf zop phnf om dkw lkmf# Df ~hczw zo mkcj dfy oyknkc hcj wvggffj kc

dkw#

Zdfyf kw h doyykilf docfwz{ zo dkw pofbw zdhz bhefw dfy hcny{# Wdf ~hczw zo dkjf

myob dkb ~dfc wdf yfhjw dkw kczfnykz{ lkef h iooe# Ivz kz effpw dfy docfwz# H dfhyz

~dkgd ghc if yfhj kw fkzdfy h wkbplf ocf oy hc docfwz ocf#

Df wobfzkbfw zkyfw dfy ~kzd dkw kczfllknfcgf# Hw zdovnd wdf dfywflm dhw cocf#

Ivz df wfgyfzl{ lo}fw dfy bkcj lkef hc hmmlkgzkoc#

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^kll zdf{ gobf zo if {ovcn hnhkc? Zonfzdfy?

Hcj wdf jofwc.z eco~ ~dhz ghbf o}fy dfy ~dfc wdf kc}kzfj dkb moy h }hghzkoc

hmzfy hll zdkw zkbf hphyz# ^hw kz cowzhlnkh? Zfc {fhyw kw h locn zkbf#

Wdf dhw bo}fj oc, oy wdf zdkcew wdf dhw#

Wdf cf}fy eco~w ~dhz wdf.w ~hkzkcn moy# Wdf hl~h{w looew zo zdf mvzvyf ivz jofwc.z

eco~ moy ~dhz# Oy moy ~dob#

Wdf kw h pofz om iyoefccfww hcj wdf zykfw zo lk}f vp zo kz#

Gvykowkz{? ^hw kz gvykowkz{?

Wdf ~hczw wo bvgd zo gocjfbc dkb# Zo mffl dkb jkf ~kzdkc dfy# Wdf.w iffc

pvwdkcn dkb jo~c kc dfywflm moy wobfzkbf#

^dfyf bvwz zdf{ gyoww, km zdf{ bvwz hz hll?

Zdfyf kw yhyfl{ h moyf}fy ~kzd dfy#

Dfy moyf}fy kw h ckndz oy hc f}fckcn#

Dkw moyf}fy kw zdf wovl wpfhekcn zo zdf fzfychl# H moyf}fy zdhz iykcnw ~kzd kz hlbowz

cozdkcn ivz ~dhz df ~kwdfw zo dh}f#

Wdf kw h wzvyj{ nyovcj moy dkb#

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Moy gobbkzbfcz kw yhzkochl lkef jyfhb kw yflkwd hcj yfhgd#

Hcj df yfhgdfw dfy i{ dfy ifhvz{#

Hcj wdf wzopw dkb kc dkw moyb#

^dfyf jofw kz f}fy fcj, zdfky ~hy zdhz zvycw zo lo}f hz hc{ vwflfww bobfcz?

Kz jofwc.z fcj, df zdkcew#

Kz fcjw hlbowz zoo ~fll, wdf zdkcew#

F}fy{jh{ wdf gocmfwwfw zdf pfoplf wdf.w coz, zdf plhgfw wdf.w cf}fy iffc#

Wdf kw zdf gocmkjfcgf kc dkb# H iykndz hcj wf}fyf ogghwkoc#

Xvkfzl{, wdf ghyfw# Hcj xvkfzl{, wdf bo}fw#

Co~ zdhz df eco~w ~do wdf.w coz, df lo}fw dfy boyf#

Df fcao{w ifkcn wfgocj kc h yflhzkocwdkp ~dfyf zdfyf kw co mkywz plhgf#

^dfc zdf{ bffz, iozd om zdfb wdo~ wobfzdkcn zdf{ hyfc.z wvyf om# Zdf{ zhle vczkl

boyckcn#

Do~ fhnfy dfy dhcjw# Do~ jhcnfyovw hyf dkw f{fw#

Zo if cfhy fhgd ozdfy lkef zdhz#

Zo if gocmfwwkcn kc zdkw xvkfz#

Zo lfz zdf ckndz iykcn zdfb zo~hyjw boyckcn#

Zdf{ pvll fhgd ozdfy zo~hyjw f}fy{ jkyfgzkoc#

Do~ lo}f wzhyzlfw#

Zkbf dhw yfmvwfj zdfb fcovnd# Co~ kz kw gobkcn zo zdfky yfwgvf#

Pyfphyf moy lo}f zdf ~h{ kz dhw iflkf}fj kc zdfb#

Df wbklfw dkw ~kjfwz wbklf om iflocnkcncfww kc dfy#

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^dhz zdf{ dh}f ghccoz if zhefc h~h{# Zdkw bvgd zdf{ eco~#

Lo}f kw coz goczkcnfcz oc hc{zdkcn# Lo}f kw oyknkchl# Kz kw zdf ghvwf om f}fy{zdkcn

ioyc# Kz kw yfhl lkmf#

Kz kw zdf yfhwoc moy f}fy{zdkcn hwefj#

Lo}f kw kcioyc# [ov eco~ lo}f zo if {ovyw ~dfc {ov hyf ~kzd dkb#

Kz kw wzkll lo}f# Kz kw coz gdhcnfhilf {fz kw f}fy cf~#

Df kw nooj zo dfy# Hcj wdf ghc cf}fy if nooj fcovnd moy dfywflm#

^d{ if goczfcz ~kzd looekcn ftgfpz zdhz h mvyzdfy b{wzfy{ h~hkzw zdfb#

Ovy dvbhc dfhyz kw wo wbhll wobfzkbfw, kz zhefw hcozdfy ekcj om lo}f‚jk}kcf?‚zo

gocxvfy kz#

Zdf{ dolj hcj dolj h mvzvyf zonfzdfy#

^dfc wdf wh{w {fw, kz kw pyobpz hcj nyhgkovw#

F}fc ~dfc zdf{ hyf hphyz, zdf{ hyf bo}kcn zo~hyjw fhgd ozdfy#

Do~ hiovz kz? ^d{ joc.z ~f avwz wzh{ hcj lo}f ~dklf wzh{kcn?

Df dhw wzh{fj ~kzd dfy dkw ~dolf lkmf# Km ~f bvwz cozkgf# Km ~f bvwz wff#

]vlcfyhilf? [fw, zdf{ hyf }vlcfyhilf mkywz zo zdfbwfl}fw zdfc zo fhgd ozdfy#

Lo}f dhw ifgobf zdf wzkllcfww zdf{ wzhcj kc#

Kz kw h dfh}fc zdhz ghccoz if jyfhbfj, ocl{ hgxvkyfj#

^dhz kw ogghwkoc hcj ~dhz kw fzfyckz{?

^dhz kw lo}f co~ zdhz zdf{ dh}f kz?

Lo}f kw zdf kbhnkchzkoc zdf{ dolj#

Pofzy{ dhw h locfl{ ftkwzfcgf# Zdf{ ~hcz zo if zonfzdfy kc ~ykzkcn# Hcj zdf{ ghc.z#

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[ov lfh}f {ovy gobphckocw ~dfc ~ykzkcn#

[ov looe zo do~ yflf}hcz zdf ozdfy kw hcj df kw f}fy zdfyf#

Ivz hwkjf myob zdhz, {ov hyf f}fy hlocf ~kzd hll ~ykzfyw om pofzy{#

Mfflkcn zdf wovl om f}fy{ ~ykzfy#

Pofzy{ bkwwfw zdf pokcz wobfzkbfw ivz cf}fy zdf bhye#

Hcj pofzy{ wkzw pyfzzkl{ hlocf fczkgkcn dkb zo zdf phnf# Df hggfpzw nyhgkovwl{# Df

hggfpzw gobbvckz{#

Zo if ioyc ~kzdovz ikyzd#

Wvgd kw zdf hgzkoc om mhkzd#

Lo}f kcavyfw co locnfy#

Zo if ioyc i{ lo}f kw zo if ioyc hnhkc kc zkbf {fz fzfychll{#

^f hwe wo lkzzlf om lo}f wobfzkbfw, kz pvckwdfw#

Hcj jflkndz? ^dhz dh}f zdf{ jocf ~kzd kz? Ghc zdf{ ekll kz? Ghc zdf{ o~c kz?

Ghc zdf{ o~c ioyfjob kcwzfhj?

Mhkzd kw ocgf hnhkc zdf zfhgdfy ~f cf}fy iflkf}f kc#

^dhz iykcnw zdfb zonfzdfy kw mhkzd hcj zdf ghphgkz{ moy joviz#

Wdf cf}fy dhw zo wh{ hc{zdkcn hc{boyf# [ov eco~ ~dfyf kz lfhjw zo# Wklfcgf om zdf

ekcj zdhz dfhlw ~kzd pvypowf#

K ~hcz zo wzh{ dkjjfc lkef zdkw ~kzd {ov#

Wo co~ zdf{.yf zonfzdfy# Wo co~ zdf{.yf hphyz#

Hcj h dfhyz ~fkndw zdf whbf ~dfzdfy kz.w iyfhekcn oy wzolfc#

^dhz govlj if gocxvfyfj? Kncoyhcgf oy wlffp?

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Iozd phyzkhll{ hcj zdfc cocf hz hll#

Plfhwf iykcn bf zo~hyjw zdf jhyecfww zdhz kw wlffp o}fyzvycfj, gocwfxvfczkhl,

iykndz# Bhef bf h xvkge, mlh~lfww hj}fczvyf myob hbocn {ovy mvc#

Dfyf, wdf jkfw hc hjfxvhzf jfhzd# H jfhzd zdhz wlffp ghccoz gocxvfy#

Dfyf, wdf lkfw wlffpkcn zo~hyjw dkb‚Nfczlf jhye, plfhwf dolj zdfb iozd kc {ovy

w{bphzd{#

Hcj zdfyf, df wzopw hw xvkfz wzhyzw#

Wdf kw mvlmkllkcn hll dfy jovizmvl jyfhbw# Wdf kw pvllkcn hll gocgfycw kczo h

ghlbcfww ~dkgd gocxvfyw#

Df kw iyfhzdkcn hcj wdf kw lkwzfckcn zo zdf ykwf hcj mhll om bobfczw#

Zhefc zonfzdfy, zdf{ hyf hw z~o bo}fbfczw hwdhbfj om fhgd jfwkyf#

Hcj hmzfy mkfygfcfww, gobfw h womz phvwf, h yhnkcn hckbhl phvwf#

^dhz ghc if nhkcfj myob zonfzdfycfww?

^f ghccoz ivz yfpfhz#

Yfpfzkzkoc kw h zfwz om lo}f# Zo yfpfhz ~kzdovz ioyfjob kw h zfwz om do~ fcnhnfj

ocf kw# Df doljw dfy dhcj f}fy{ zkbf ~kzdovz mhkl, ~kzdovz yfpfzkzkoc#

=8



Gdhpzfy 89

Df ~yozf, wdf yfhj1

^dfc df wzhyzfj zo zhef cozkgf, df ecf~ zdkw ~ovlj lhwz# Pfydhpw hcozdfy bobfcz om

mvcgzkockcn# Hw km zo looe ~hw zoo bvgd zonfzdfycfww#

Zdfc df ~ovlj nfz vp, lowf dkw nfczlfcfww hw km kz ~fyf dkw o~c zo nk}f vp#

Zdfc h wfykfw om hgzkocw ~dkgd no co~dfyf‚lkef zdkcekcn om lowz zdovndzw, lkef

moynkcn yfhlkz{ ~kzd zdf ~h{ df gocwzyvgzfj zdowf zdovndzw#

Wobfzkbfw kz zooe wo bvgd fmmoyz# Kz ~hw lkef ~oye ivz zdfc mhkzd dvcn oc moy dkw

~oyjw zo fthnnfyhzf# Wpfllkcn ovz zyvzdmvlcfww ~hw dkw mh}ovykzf# Zdovnd lhzfl{, wkcgf

dfy hyyk}hl, df dhjc.z jocf hc{zdkcn ivz bhchnfj zdkw#

Kz ~hw dkw ghvzkoc zdhz zdyf~ dkb ovz om dkbwflm# Km zdkw ~fyf zo goczkcvf, df ~ovlj

if fthgzl{ zdf whbf zo f}fy{ocf flwf ivz dfy#

Dfy cozkgkcn ~hw pfypfzvhl# Jfzhkl efpz dkb h~hef hz ckndz# Wdf dhcjlfj ~fll dkw

powzpocfbfczw# Kz ~hw lkefl{ zo no co~dfyf ivz hz avwz zdf ykndz zkbf, wdf h~oef#

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Afhlovw{? Km df zdovndz hiovz kz co~, kz jkjc.z bfhc hc{zdkcn#

Hz mkywz, df ~hw zdf ocf ~do wdo~fj kz# Ivz zdfc kc yflkcxvkwdkcn kz, wdf zooe kz dobf,

hjjfj dkw zo dfy gyfjkz hcj hbovczfj cozdkcn ivz dfy bkwgdkf}ovw chzvyf zo hpolonkwf

moy dkw jkbkckwdbfcz#

Df ~hw hl~h{w zdf hcny{ z{pf‚doljkcn oc zo zoo bhc{ xvhlkzkfw om dfyw, hyyhcnkcn

kc oyjfy zo if yfzolj‚dkw wzoy{ ~hw zdf whbf kc dfyw# Wobfzkbfw df.j jyfhb zdhz df

~hw dfyf, hcj zdhz wdf ~hw hw hmmfgzfj hw df.j iffc#

Ivz zdf{ jkjc.z zhle hiovz kz# Df wvppowfj kz ~hw zdf chzvyf om afhlovw{ zo if yhbphcz

{fz jkwhilkcn zo zdf fbozkocw#

Hw km fhgd ~fyf jvbi zo zdf ozdfy, zdkcekcn zoo lhzf hll zdf zkbf, oy ~dhzf}fy kz ~hw

zdf{ dhj zo goczfcj ~kzd# H ~yhppfj vp gocwgkfcgf? Oy h cfgfwwkz{ nocf moy zdf zkbf

df lfz kz no#

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Df zdovndz om lfzzkcn kz no wo bhc{ zkbfw, kz hlbowz ~hwc.z lfzzkcn no hz hll#

Zdyovnd kz hll, df ~hw hl~h{w zdkcekcn om dfy# F}fczvhll{, kz hbovczfj zo {fhyw hcj h

goc}fckfcz ilhcecfww zdhz wffbfj zo mkz kc hc{~dfyf# Lkef h pkfgf om phpfy df govljc.z

~ykzf oc moy mfhy om zdf zyvzd fcnhnkcn dkw }fy{ hppyopykhzfcfww# ^hw kz zdf zfbpfyhcgf

om wovl oy ~hw kz cfnlfgz? Pfydhpw kz ~hw afhlovw{ ocgf hnhkc# Zdkw zkbf zdf phyzkfw

kc}ol}fj ~fyf vcgfyzhkc om zdf powwkiklkzkfw, om zdfky lo}f oy lhge om kz# Oy ~dhz lo}f

govlj jo fcjlfwwl{ zo zdf lo}fy#

=7



^dfc zdkw ~hw lfzzkcn no, ~dhz zdfc ~hw dhcnkcn oc? Kz bvwz if avwz hw fcjlfww#

Avwz hw vcgfyzhkc# Hc{ bobfcz co~, df bkndz lfz lo}f if gfyzhkc moy dkb# Zdfc df

govlj ghll kz wobfzdkcn ~oyzd~dklf# Wobfzdkcn wdf bkndz vcjfyfwzkbhzf ~kzdovz dkb#

Zdfyf ~hw co kc hcj ovz, ocl{ h ifhykcn om zkbf# Zdkw ~h{ oy zdhz#

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[fhyw hmzfy, df wzkll zdovndz om dfy# Myfxvfcg{ jkjc.z bhzzfy# Ocgf h jh{, moy

pyobkwfw cf}fy efpz# Z~kgf h ~ffe, moy jf}ozkoc oy zdf lo}f zdhz lfj zo jf}ozkoc#

Co b{wzfy{ ~hw f}fy zdkw opfc#

^dfc df looefj hz dfy co~, kc dkcjwkndz, df ~hw oc hc fjnf om h yf}flhzkoc zdovnd

coz xvkzf wffkcn ~do lfmz ~dob#

Df.j hl~h{w zdovndz om dfy hw zdf phwz moy ~dhzf}fy yfhwoc df govljc.z fthbkcf#

Hl~h{w ftpfgzkcn zdf ~oywz ifghvwf df mflz ftgvwfj myob kz ~dfc df govljc.z zhef wvgd

lo}f myob wobfocf zdkw nfcfyovw#

Hcj bh{if zdkw ~hw zo if ftpfgzfj zoo1 Zo dh}f wobfocf glowf i{ zo if zdhcemvl moy#

Zo dh}f wobfocf ~do vcjfywzooj {ov ivz jkjc.z glhkb zo# Kz ~hw yhyf zo if ftpfgzfj om

zdkw# Hcj ~dfc kz dhppfcfj, kz dhppfcfj lkef zdf jh{ dhj myoqfc kczo h boyckcn hcj {ov

~fyf zdfyf hcj zdfyf zo if ~kzd dfy#

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Df lkefj zdkcekcn# Df lkefj zo zdkce# Wdf lkefj zo jo zdkcnw# Hll dkw jokcn ~fcz oc zo

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zdf lfhwz plhgf df govlj no#

Moy fthbplf, kc yfzvyc moy wkzzkcn wzkll, df noz zo ~oyy{kcn hiovz ~dhz bkndz coz

dhppfc#

Moy fthbplf, moy ~ykzkcn, df lfz zdf ~oyjw ghll dkb zo ftgvwfw‚h loz om ~dhzwof}fy

yfzvycfj zo dkb ~fyf ftgvwfw ~dkgd bkwplhgfj, ifgobf nfcvkcf‚Moy, kc lowkcn zdfb

moy h zkbf, zdf{ yfnhkcfj bfhckcn# Lkef h ploz zo h wzoy{ ifghbf h wzoy{ ~dkgd ~fcz

co~dfyf vczkl kz ~hw lowz zo zdf ~ykzfy# Zdfc, df co locnfy ~yozf kz, ivz nloykmkfj zdf

bfhckcn zdf ~oyjw zdfbwfl}fw movcj#

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^dfc df ~oef vp, zdfyf ~hw ocl{ dkw ftpfgzhcz eco~lfjnf om zdf bhc{ zkbfw df

~oef vp jfbhcjkcn cozdkcn om zdf ~h{ df govlj if#

^dfc wdf ~oef vp ifmoyf df jkj, wdf ~ovlj looe hcj wff dkb zdfyf# Hw km dfy looew

~ovlj ~hef dkb zdoyovndl{ zo zdf boyckcn#

Hcj wklfcgf wooc ghvndz vp ~kzd zdfky hpphyfcz ftpfgzhzkocw#

Df wzkll avwz hggfpzfj#

Wdf wzkll avwz zdyk}fj kc hggfpzhcgf#

Zdf pyowf wdf ~yozf govljc.z mkz kc zdf bhynkc om dkw ~oye#

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Wvjjfcl{, df looefj olj zo dfy# Coz kc zdf vwvhl wfcwf om olj# Coz hnf"~kwf oy yhcnf"

=6



~kwf# Avwz olj hw kc gobmoyzhilf hcj goq{# H pfywoc ~do vcjfywzooj bhc{ zdkcnw ~kzd

avwz zdf ocf bkcj vwfj hcj vwfj zo wfcwf hcj wfcwkzk}kz{# Wdf ~hw vwfj zo dkb# Coz lkef

zdkw zdovnd# F}fy{ocf flwf ~hw h bhwwk}f fyyoy, oy ~oywf, hc o}hzkoc kc lhge om hc

hjbkyhzkoc, yfhl, kc ekcj hcj vcoiafgzkochilf# Co ocf govlj yfplhgf dkb, wdf zdovndz

fcjlfwwl{ oc zdkw‚hw km zdkcnw nyf~ gdfhpfy kc plhgf om zdf ozdfyw zdf{ yfplhgfj#

Hcj wdf ~hw ocl{ zdkw# Hcj zdkw hnhkc#

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ôvlj zdf phkc wzh{? Wobfzkbf hmzfy zdkw, wdf ghyfj ocl{ moy zdf ~h{ wdf govlj wzkll

bhchnf kz#

Hw zdf ioj{ mflz phkc, wdf xvfwzkocfj lo}f# Hw wdf yfhgzfj zo dkw goczkcvhzkoc, dkw

hyjovy ~hcfj hw dfy ioj{ yfnhkcfj ~dfyf df zovgdfj#

hw kz lkef zdkw ~kzd afhlovw{? [ov pvllfj ocl{ wo bvgd ihge# Zdf yfwz {ov lfz loowf

lkef lo}f, zdf ekcj wo vwfj zo {ov, {ov vcjfywzooj kz#

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^dfc df noz dvcny{, wdf gooefj dkb h bfhl moy plfhwvyf# Wobfzdkcn kc zdf ~h{

df.j nfz wvjjfcl{ wd{ ~dfc zdf{.j wkz hz zdf zhilf# Df.j ~kwd hcj ~kwd h~h{ zdf zkbf df

~hw hlocf, ~kzd co ocf ifwkjf dkb#

Ivz jfmfyfcgf jkjc.z ~oye# Df ecf~ hz ocgf zdhz df cffjfj wobfocf# Hcj zdhz wdf

bkndz zdkce dkb h dvcnfy zdhz govlj cf}fy if mkllfj#

==



Wpfgkhl zo dfy zdkw bhc# Vckxvf zo dkb zdf hyjovy df powwfwwfj moy dfy#

Hmzfy~hyjw, f}fy{zdkcn ~fcz ihge zo zdf ~h{w zdf{.j pyfzfcj fhgd zo if hcozdfy‚zdf

ocf kccogfcz om lo}f {fz gocmvwfj i{ kz#

^dfc wdf wzooj vp, df mfll dopflfww myob h dfkndz bfhwvyfj ocl{ kc zdf bhccfy wdf

bo}fj dkb#

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Df yhyfl{ zdovndz om ifhvz{ wkcgf bffzkcn dfy# Df wvppowfj zdhz zdf fwwfcgf om

hiwzyhgzkcn zdovndz bhjf kz wfcwkilf zo bffz ~kzd zdf fthbplf ykndz ifmoyf dkb# Hcj

zdfyfi{ ocl{ hchlon{ oy gobphykwoc ~hw fwwfczkhl#

Df zdovndz lfww jffpl{ zdhc ifmoyf# Hlwo lfww ghvzkovwl{#

Ifhvz{ jkj h loz zo dkb# Df ghyfj boyf hiovz kzw lhge kc dkw lkmf zdhc df ~hw hilf zo

hjbkz#

Wo co~, kc kzw pyfwfcgf, df jozfj oc kz hcj pyogvyfj kzw bfhckcn kc dfy#

Ifhvz{ hjjfj zo dkw lkmf kc wpkzf om kzw cfgfwwhy{ chzvyf# Hjjkcn ifghvwf zo zhef kz

h~h{ iyovndz h loww zdhz ~hw ifhyhilf fcovnd zdovnd vc~kllkcn zo if zhefc hw wvgd# Km

{ov zooe z~o om fhgd, {ov ~fyf wzkll lfmz ~kzd do~ zdf{ ~fyf ifhvzkmvl#

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^dfc df ~hw hbvwfj, wdf ~ovlj if f}fc lo}flkfy# Kc fmmfgz, lo}flkcfww ~hw h yfwvlz om

ifkcn ~kzd wobfocf# Wvgd fmmfgzw ~ovljc.z effp hc{ocf flwf dhpp{#

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^dfc wdf ~hw hbvwfj, df ~ovlj if zdf dhcjwobf pfywoc co ocf flwf ~ovlj iflkf}f

kc#

^dfc iozd ~fyf hbvwfj, lhvndzfy ~hw co~dfyf ftgfpz dfyf ifwkjf fhgd om zdfb#

Lhvndzfy ifwkjf lhvndzfy# Df vwfj zo if mvcc{# Co~ df ~hw mvcc{ zo dfy#

Wvgd wpfgkmkgkz{ coz f}fc phyzkgvlhykz{ govlj yfhlkwf kc hll kzw pokczfjcfww#

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^dhz jkj df zdkce hiovz ~dfc df zdovndz om dfy?

Kz ~hw h gvykovw zdkcn zdhz kz ~hwc.z hc{ phyz om dfy df zdovndz om ivz zdf ~h{w fhgd

phyz ~ovlj jkwhppfhy kczo dfy pyfwfcgf# Wvgd dfh}{ ivyjfcw df ghyykfj jkjc.z wdo~ kc

wvgd pyfwfcgf# Fhgd jkwgfyckcn mhgz ~hw cozdkcn wdoyz om mhivlovw kc dfy ivz govljc.z

if ykndz zdfyf hlocf#

Kz ~hw coz avwz zdf phyzw ifkcn zdfyf boyf zdhc {ov ~fyf vwfj zo, oy dfy ifkcn boyf

zdhc zdf wvb om kzw phyzw‚kz ~hw zdf phyzw gobpfzkcn kc dkw jkwgfycbfczw om dfy hw zdf

we{ zykfj zo go}fy hll om zdf fhyzd ~kzd boyf hcj boyf zdhz ~f wh~#

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Gdhpzfy 87

Wdf ~yozf, df yfhj1

[ov zhle lkef wobfocf ~do eco~w bf

K eco~ {ov lkef h ~oyj#

[ov yfgonckwf bf#

[ov hlocf ghc gdhcnf bf#

[ov om h zdovwhcj mhgfw

iyfhekcn woyyo~w lkef wfgyfzw#

K ~hef vp ~kzd b{ ocl{ ioj{

doljkcn h bfboy{ om jfwkyf#

^dfyf jyfhbw ifgobf lkef mlo~fyw#

Df hl~h{w hzzfbpzw

zo if bfhckcnmvl#

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Kc ghwfw ~dfyf

zdfyf hppfhyw zo if cocf,

df kw h~e~hyj

hw km bfhckcn

~fyf h jhcgf,

hcj df kw avwz

zdf lhcnvhnf

moynfzzkcn dkb#

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Z~o moy F}fy{ Ioljcfww

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Gdhpzfy 8

^dhz jofw ocf ~ykzf ~dfc wdf kw zkyfj om pofzy{? ^dfc pokwoc kw f}fy{~dfyf

hyovcj bf, mvlmkllkcn kzw pvypowf om ekllkcn bf, ivz ~oywf zdhz K hb coz ekllfj {fz ivz

wvmmfy ifghvwf om b{ gobbkzbfcz zo lkmf ~dfc wo mhy kz whzkwmkfw cocf om b{ jfwkyfw#

^dfc ocf kw zkyfj, wdf yfwzw ivz coz kc pfhgf# ^dfc ocf kw zkyfj, wdf gobfw hlk}f

~kzdovz dh}kcn zo# Zdf bfyf wvy}k}kcn kw lkmf# Zdkw pofzy{ kw cozdkcn zo bf co~ ivz

zhle hcj zhle om ifkcn wlhkc i{ ocf.w o~c yflhzk}fw# K hb ekllfj kc pofzy{# K lk}f

~ykzkcn zdkw co locnfy h pofz, co locnfy ~ykzkcn ivz ~ykzkcn hiovz zkykcn b{wflm kczo

lkmf# Zdf{ zkyf bf‚zdfky mhwgkchzkoc ~kzd b{ jfhzd# B{ ifwz yf}fcnf kw zo lk}f‚Co

ozdfy yf}fcnf ivz pofzy{ ~ykzzfc hcj vc~ykzzfc kc zdf wphgf om h yoob, kc zdf wphyf

iooe om h phnf# Pfydhpw K cffj zo, pfydhpw K ~hcz zo# Pfydhpw lkmf kw pofzy{ lk}fj#

Hcj pofzy{ kcglvjfw gocgfyc‚ftglvjfw cozdkcn f}fy zdovndz oy cf}fy gocgfycfj#

^dhz kw lo}f? Ocf bh{ hwe kc h pofb# Hcj kc jokcn wo, hyyk}f co~dfyf ~kzd lo}f#

Kc wh{kcn wo, jfphyz wobf~dfyf ~kzdovz lo}f# H jfmkckzkoc wvmmoghzfw# H lo}fy kw

ifhvzkmvl f}fy{~dfyf ~kzdovz h pofb# Hcj ~kzdkc kz, df kw h lo}fy ~kzd zdf dhcjwobf

ifhvz{ om jkwzhcgf# Moy ~f zvyc h~h{ myob lkmf h lkzzlf ~dfc ~f ~ykzf# f ivyc h~h{

zdf yfhl ~kzd ovy wfcwkzk}kz{# H ~yvcn dfhyz kw jy{ ~kzd zdkcekcn, ~fz ~kzd

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gocmyoczhzkoc‚h wflm ~kzd h wflm zyhcwmoybfj i{ yfcf~hl# Myob zdf plhgf df kw, kczo

zdf wvymhgf df jfl}fw hcj {ov plvbi ~kzdovz gocmkjfcgf hcj mkchll{ gocmvwfj kczo

moynfzmvlcfww# Zdf ~oyjw gobf lkef dkw mhgf, kc jkmmvwkoc# Hjafgzk}fw hppfhy ~kzd {ov

‚ilhge, dhcjwobf, hcnvlhy, phlphilf jfgkwkocw# [ov wzop zdfyf wvypykwfj hnhkc

~dfyf df dhw zhefc {ov, oy yhzdfy ~dfyf {ov dh}f nozzfc {ovywflm kczo‚ovz om dkw

~kllkcncfww#

[ov lkmz {ovy pfc‚zdkce om zdf ~fkndz om zdkw‚cozdkcn lkef hky# Wobf mlovcjfykcn

om gobplkghzkoc# Yfj hcj ilvf# Cozkcn fhgd goycfy zdf{ lkf vclkef golovyw# Vclkef hc

kczfyfwz kc l{kcn# Co wdhpf co~ zo kczfymfyf ~kzd wdhpf# H bobfcz hno, df ~hw dfyf,

wo hlk}f kc {ovy jfwpfyhzkoc, dkw floxvfcgf yfzvyckcn kczo wpffgdlfww dkb#

Ivz zfwzkcn dkw phzkfcgf, {ov hyovwf zdf dvyz kc dkb‚dkw wdovzw om kcwfgvykz{, dkw

}hkc }hckzkfw, dkw mkyfw {ov jovwf ~kzd {ovy o~c jhbp kccogvovw jfwkyf# [ov zdkce,

zdkw kw h ~h{ zo wvy}k}f‚ocl{ lfz wo bvgd dhppfc, ocl{ zdhz bvgd wzhcgf# H dfhyz

wzhcjw lkef h zhilf5 {ov, mool zdhz {ov hyf, lfz dkb ivz yfbhkc bhzzfy zo dkw bkcj# Hd,

{ov gy{ h bowz wvllfc gy{ lkef lowkcn wobfzdkcn coz f}fc zdfyf, oy mhgkcn dkb ~kzdovz

zdhz wobfzdkcn# [ov wgyfhb ~oyzdlfwwcfww ovz om {ov‚ivz df kw f}kjfczl{ jkwbh{fj,

kcf}kzhil{ pfyzvyifj i{ {ovy dvyz df bkwzhefw moy {ovy dfhyz# Jhbhnfj oy

jkwbh{fj, zdf pofz kc {ov phvwfj, lkef wo, lkef h yfgfpzkoc om hgdf ~dfc {ov ykcn kz‚

ghllkcn vpoc dvyz lkef h w{bpzob# Ivz df kw h pfywkwzfcz lo}fy‚h lo}fy ~do kw lo}fj

‚~do ~hkzw zo if lo}fj ihge# Kw kz ovz om pykjf, {ov zdkce, jfwpocjfcz co~, zy{kcn zo

if lkndz lkef hky kw lkndz, ivz ghccoz yfwpocj lkef~kwf# [ov yfbfbify zdf lo}fyw {ov.}f

dhj‚zdowf xvkge hcj wflmkwd ocfw {ov jfwpkwf zdf bowz‚mfflkcn {ovy vwfmvlcfww lkef

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h jfpzd zo if bkcfj# Zdkw kw jkmmfyfcz, {ov zdkce, gocmvwkcn zdkcekcn ~kzd pykjf, hcj

pykjf ~kzd zdkcekcn# Ivz ~kzdovz pyo}oghzkoc, {ov hyf bozkockcn {ovy ~kll zo~hyjw

{ov‚l{kcn zdfyf oc {ovy o~c, ~kzd dkb kc {ovy bkcj# [ov zfwzkm{ kc h yoob om

mvllcfww zdhz ghvzkoc kw f}fy{zdkcn# Hcj ovz om zdf goycfy om {ovy f{f, {ov wff zdf

gyoww dhcnkcn oc zdf ~hll# H gyoww {ov cf}fy dvcn coy iflkf}fj kc# [ov dh}f co

kbhnf om Noj, coy kbhnf om mhkzd# Hcj zdkw kw gfyzhkcl{ coz ocf om {ovy nooj ckndzw‚

wvgd gocmfwwkocw bkwzhefc moy gocmvwkoc cf}fy hbovczw zo bvgd# Ivz {fw, df kw ~kzd

{ov, hcj {ov hyf moygfj zo hggfpz kz lkef wvyyfcjfy#

Zdovnd ~dhz kw wvyyfcjfy? Km moygfj? Kw kz lkef hc hyb{ om dhcjw pvz vp i{ zdf

yflvgzhcz phyz om {ov, zdf ocf ~do ~ovlj yhzdfy if flwf~dfyf ~kzd {ovy lo}fy‚

pfydhpw zhlekcn ~kzd dkb, iykcnkcn dkb wobf nkmz‚lkef hc vcmoygfj nk}kcn? Hc{~h{,

hll zdkw kw bfboy{ oy mhczhw{# Kc {ovy vwvhl jhqfj ivz vcgocmkcfj wzhzf, {ov wzkll

pyfmfy dkb# Zdovnd ~dkgd dkb? ^dkgd {ov? Ocf {ov govlj fhwkl{ wdhyf lkef iooew,

lkef vcjfywzhcjkcn yhyf zdkcnw? Oy, ocf {ov govlj dkjf hcj dkjf ~fll ~kzd? Zdf

wfgocj cffjw flhioyhzkoc hcj h gfyzhkc hggovcz om h wflm# Moy hyf ~f dkjkcn ovywfl}fw

~dfc ~f lo}f‚zyvl{ lo}f? Zdf ekcj zdhz wphyelfw {fz co ocf flwf jkwgfycw‚Zdf

wzyocn kc zdfky wzyocnfy ilkcjcfww‚mhkzd ~dkgd cffjw wffkcn# [ov wzkmlf {ovywflm

zdkcekcn oc zdkw# Ivz mkcj {ovy bvj, zdf jffp hcj gdfhp wkjf om {ov fyojkcn h~h{

zdf glhykz{# Dkw wzyfcnzd {ov ghc wff# Zdovnd kz kw dkw hiklkz{ zo if ~fhe zdhz hzzyhgzfj

{ov mkywz# Zdf ~h{ df hwefj nfczl{, “Hyf {ov mkcf zdfyf?‒ dfc {ov ~fyf avwz wkzzkcn

zdfyf fcao{kcn cozdkcn {fz om fhgd ozdfy# Kz ~hw fhyl{ {fz# F}fy{ zkbf dhj iffc wzhllfj

moy lhzfy moy iozd {ovy whefw# Hcj {ov jkj coz jhyf yfpl{, ocl{ cojjfj, {ov zdovndz,

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vcgdhyhgzfykwzkghll{# Hlbowz h gdklj yfwpocjkcn zo hcozdfy gdklj, zdf oljfy moy wh{kcn

kz# Zo {ov#

Zdkw ~hw {fhyw hno# Ivz kc zdkw yfbhyehilf mlhwd om pfywoc, {ov hllo~ dkb zo jo

{ovy yfbfbifykcn#

Df dhw coz xvkzf mkckwdfj# [ov dh}f coz xvkzf mkckwdfj fkzdfy# Zdovnd {ov ~hcz zo

if kbbfjkhzfl{ nocf, zo if kcwzhcz kc h zfbpoyhy{ hmmhky# Ivz zdkw mhbovw wgfcf om

mkywz bffzkcn effpw gobkcn zo fhwf {ov ovz om fcjkcn, pyoihil{ zo wlkjf dkb ovz om dkw

zoo‚{ov hyf coz wvyf#

^dhz kw mkywz? Mkywz zkbf {ov bfz kc zdf docfwz zo noojcfww wfcwf om mkywz# Lkef z~o"

~h{ bffzkcn‚Ocf kc zdf pyfwfcgf om zdf ozdfy, zdf ozdfy kc zdf pyfwfcgf om zdf ocf#

Oy h wp{kcn, zdhz ekcj om go}fyz, dkjjfc pyfwfcgf# [ov ojj5 df f}fc ~kzd dkw looekcn

hcj dkw looekcn hz {ov# Dkw f{fw pyoihil{ ioyfj, powwkil{ ftgkzfj i{ {ovy

cocgdhlhcgf, {ovy plhkc ifhvz{, zdovnd {ov ~ovlj coz jfwgykif {ovywflm hw plhkc oy

ifhvzkmvl# Wobf~dfyf ifz~ffc kw pyfzz{ oy bh{if w~ffz# [ov xvfwzkoc f}fy{

jfwgykpzkoc pfoplf nk}f {ov‚coz avwz wvkzoyw oy powwkilf lo}fyw‚ovz om yfwpfgz moy

zdfb, hcj wflm"jfpyfghzkoc# Ivz, {ov wh{ co~ ~kzdovz whjcfww‚ovz om yfwpfgz moy zdf

zyvzd# Ivz zdf }fy{ gvykovw zdkcn dfyf kw, kc dkw pyfwfcgf‚{ov joc.z zdkce lkef zdhz‚

cocf om zdkw bhzzfyw# Gobmoyz hcj chk}fzf‚{ov lfh}f zdfb zo jfihzf zdfbwfl}fw#

[ov avwz cffj zo mogvw‚[ov zfll {ovy pfhgfmvl nhqf# Avwz looe hcj powwkil{ lfhyc zo

iyfhzdf wobfdo~, h~h{ myob dkw kczfyfwz, co~ {ovy kczyknvf# Ivz {ovy bfboy{ kw

nfzzkcn hdfhj om {ovy ftgkzfbfcz‚Df kw wzkll hio}f {ov, cfkzdfy gfklkcn coy

gobpyfdfcwkoc# Iozd wdflzfyw om pfygfk}kcn hcj fbplo{bfcz# Hw df kw fbplo{kcn {ov

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co~ kc dkw cffj# [ov hyf zdf lvge{ ocf yfgfk}kcn kc poyzkoc, kc phyz zdkw nyfhz

gocwfxvfcgf# Wvjjfcl{ zdovnd, {ov ~hcz oy ~hcz kz zo if nooj, co dhyb zo iozd om

{ov‚h glfhc jflkifyhzf bo}f moy zdf kcdkikzkoc kc {ov, moy zdf hgz kc dkw# [ov zdkce

gvzzkcnl{, zdf hyz kc dkw# Ivz {ov dh}fc.z jocf zdkw ifmoyf# Kz kw ~doll{ cf~, hw cf~ hw

hc hyz jocf zo jfhzd i{ whbfcfww hcj vcjocf i{ lo}f# [ov ghccoz if lo}fj lkef zdkw#

Phwwkoc kwc.z bfhcz zo if zdkw phkcmvl# Dfhz kw bfhcz zo if lo}fj i{ zdf lk}kcn# Hcj

{ov hyf powkzk}fl{ jfhj co~# Jfhj kc zdf {fhyw om dopkcn hcj zdf cffj om ifkcn

vclo}fj# Oy {ov ~ovlj bkww lo}f zoo bvgd# Hcj hw {ov iozd mkckwd, df zo dkw ykwkcn,

{ov zo {ovy wpkykz, co bfboy{ gobfw zo yfwgvf hc{boyf# Hll zdkw hgxvhkczhcgf# Moy

kz wffbw lkef hc hgxvhkczhcgf km zdf kbbfcwkz{ {ov.}f eco~c om fhgd ozdfy kw yfjvgfj

zo phwwkoc, zo bobfczw dflj ~fll hcj goczkcnfczl{, oy kz ~yfgew {ov#

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Gdhpzfy 9

Zdovnd {ov hyf whzkwmkfj cf}fy boyf zdhc co~# Mvykovw zo ghll lo}f phwwkoc hz lhwz,

{ov zvyc zo dkb zdfc zo {ov# Zdowf f{fw hyf ifzzfy moy dkw, {ov gobphyf lkef h

wvggfwwmvl ndowz# Zdfc {ov yfbfbify zdf wgyhzgdkcn oc zdf gfklkcn, zdf ghz cokwfw#

^dfyf ~hw df zdfc? Iolj ovz om zdf yf}fykf, wlffp wlo~l{ gyffpkcn kczo h zy{kcn z~o#

Hyf zdfyf z~o moy f}fy{ ioljcfww? [ov dh}f zo lfh}f h ilhce wzhyf zo {ovy jyfhb‚

Df kw wcoykcn co~# Df kw dhcjwobf# Df kw ifhvzkmvl# Df kw hc kczfllknfcz ndowz kc dkw

wlffp# K hb vcjfy dkw bovczhkc oy bkcf# [ov hyf wpkcckcn myob jkqqkcfww hz zdf

zdovndz, kc zdf zovgd om ioljcfww#

[ov ghccoz no ihge# Kz.w lkef gyowwkcn h pfywoc hcj mkndzkcn ~kzd dkb ivz ~kcckcn

moy zdf iozd om {ov# Hw km df ~fyf zdf hmzfy {ov hyf co~# Ivz {ov ~hcz zo no ihge,

wbklkcn zo dkb‚h dkb {ov hyf ~doll{ zo nk}f zo, {ov zdkce, hmzfy zdhz#

Dovyw no i{ co~‚zdyff lfmz ifmoyf hcozdfy gobfw ihge# Kw hl~h{w lkef zdkw, nk}kcn

boyf zdhc zhekcn hcj coz dh}kcn zo zfll zdf jkmmfyfcgf?

^hkz, {ov.ll ~hkz moy dkb zo nfz vp, hz lfhwz mkckwd dkw jyfhb oy {ovy wlffp moy {ov#

Kz kw ~oyzd kz zo wff dkb zdkw yf}fhlfj, ~hekcn zo wobf jh~c df gocgfhlw i{ {ovy

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jkwzyhgzfj nhqf hz dkb# Zdfc {ov hyf wvjjfcl{ zkyfj hnhkc, coz kc pfhgf ivz yfwzkcn wo

pyfzzkl{‚zdkw {ov jhyf coz zfll hc{ocf#

[ov dh}f zdf vynf zo wkbplkm{ dkb, zo jkwyfnhyj dkb# [ov ghccoz ifhy zo if

dhppkfy, oy zo if wo ~kzdovz dkw ifkcn hw dhpp{ hw {ov# Kw zdkw wflmkwdcfww oy lo}f? K

dh}f zo wzop zdkcekcn hw bvgd#

[ov nfz vp moy dkb# Hbhqkcnl{, df kw lkndz lkef {ov‚{ov hyf hbhqkcn f}fc moy dkb#

Co~ df wh{w, “Gobf dfyf#‒ [ov zvyc hcj wh{, “[fw#‒ Hw km zo wvbbhykwf zdf ckndz

moy dkb# Zo nhzdfy vp h lo}f lkef h zfczhzk}f hcw~fy# Hll {fwfw hyf zfczhzk}f, {ov zdkce

co~, cf}fy wo wvyf om {fw# Hcj {ov yfbfbify zdf bhc{ zkbfw {ov.}f whkj kz mkybl{,

~kzd co ftpfgzhzkoc ivz yflkfm5 oy avwz zo ~hyj omm wobf hmmlkgzkoc kczo gfyzhkcz{, ~dhz

{ov dopf gykcnkcn kczo vcgfyzhkc wdhpfw#

H mhgf hppfhyw co~ ifmoyf {ov wo jkmmkgvlz myob zdf mfflkcn {ov wff# Do~ ihyfl{ mflz

{ov jffb zdf bkwwkoc zo lo}f# Do~ lkef gocjfwgfcwkoc# Co~ kcwfgvykz{ nyhiw {ov

~dfyf {ovy ioj{ dhw iffc ~hyb# Zdf{ wh{, Zdfyf kw h plhgf zo if ivz ocl{ zdhz plhgf#

Kw zdhz zyvf oy f}fc h wh{kcn? Df wh{w zdkcnw lkef zdhz hll zdf zkbf ~dfc df mkywz noz zo

eco~ {ov‚[ov ~fyf z{pkghl, avwz lkef zdhz ~obhc ~do lkwzfcfj zoo ~fll hcj zoo locn#

Ivz lkwzfcfj kczfczl{ ~dklf kczfcwfl{ wd{, coz bffzkcn hc{ pokczw moy dkb# Ivz {ov

iovndz kz oy zooe kz‚{ov govljc.z joviz i{ gdoowkcn zo if#

Gdokgf, gdokgf# Df jofwc.z lfh}f {ov bvgd# Pfywkwzfcz ~kzd {ov# [ov.}f ~ocjfyfj

wo bvgd hiovz bozk}fw, {ov dhj zo gdoowf# ^dhz ghc K lowf? Pfydhpw zdf ykwe om

ifkcn lo}fj ~kzdovz bfhckcn# Hcj ifkcn lo}fj ~kzdovz {ovy pykjf# Df dhw cozdkcn

zo lowf fkzdfy, {ov wh{, avwz zo if nooj, zo if fmmoyz zo h gdokgf#

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Zdkw zhefw {ov ihge z~o jfghjfw zo ~dfc {ov ~fyf wf}fczffc hcj bkwfyhilf# Ivz

zdhz.w h ~dolf jkmmfyfcz flhioyhzkoc zo ftployf zdovnd yflhzfj‚bvgd boyf zdhc {ov

ecf~ om yflhzkocwdkpw, zdfky ~fi hcj {ovy kncoyhcgf#

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Gdhpzfy 7

Ykndz co~, {ov hyf oiwfy}kcn dkw f{fw‚hcgkfcz lkef {ovyw, ocl{ mkfygfy# ^dhz

~ovlj {ov jo zo zdowf ~do glhkb boyf zdhc zdf{ wff? Bh{if {ov hyf bkwzhefc‚h

goycfy om wvclkndz jfgkjfw zo wdkmz hz zdf fthgzcfww om {ovy jklfbbh# Mkchll{, h nvkjf,

{ov zdkce bhjl{# Ivz lhvnd {ovy nkylkwd lhvnd kcwkjf wo dfhyzkl{ {ov dopf df ghc.z

dfhy kz# [ov pkge vp {ovy gvp om gommff, golj co~ om dkw w~ffzcfww ivz wzkll {ov jykce

kz hw dfh}kl{ hw {ov pkge kz vp‚Zdkw zkbf {ov dopf df cozkgfw {ovy hyjovy, zdovnd

{ovy gdhyb dhw nk}fc cfhycfww h wfgyfz whjcfww# Mhlwf# [ov gy{ kcwkjf ovz om dkw

ovzwkjf# ^d{ jo K mffl mhlwf? Bh{if K dh}f zo wh{ wobfzdkcn oy jo hcozdfy# H wvjjfc

~kljcfww hlbowz wzyhcnlfw {ov# Hcozdfy? Doyykmkfj ~kzd wvgd hc vcmhkzdmvl

wfbilhcgf om {ovy wzfhj{ wflm, {ov iykndzfc kcwfgvykz{ lkef lonkg# Co, K hb h go~hyj#

Dfyf kw wobfocf ~do lo}fw {ov hcj {ov ~hcz zo ~hwzf kz oc wobfocf flwf? ^fll, Noj

eco~w df dhw ~hwzfj dkw# [ov hyf hcny{ ~kzd dkb oy ~kzd zdf jflh{ om yfgonckzkoc

~dkgd kw coioj{.w mhvlz#

Myob zdf mkywz hllo~fj bffzkcn ~dfc df kczyojvgfj dkbwflm, {ov ecf~ df kwc.z

whkczl{, kc zdf wfcwf om ifkcn boconhbovw# Kc lo}f hcj hyz# Zdf lhzzfy {ov nvfwwfj oy

ftzyhpolhzfj‚Ocf nyf~ myob zdf ozdfy‚Zdkw {ov zdovndz ~kzd {ovy ifwz hyzkwzkg dhz

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oc# H pofzkg dhz, bh{if# [ov cf}fy vwfj zo lkef pofzw# Fwpfgkhll{ pofzw ~do ~yozf

ifzzfy zdhc {ov# [fw, h dvbhc pykjf ftkwzw kc {ov# Om govywf, kz kw zdf chzvyf om pykjf

zdhz zdf pyovj ocf cf}fy cozkgfw kz kc dfywflm vczkl kz kw vcbhchnfhilf oy vczkl lo}f oy

hjbkyhzkoc iyfhew kz# Hcj {ov, cf~l{ pyovj hz dh}kcn jkwgo}fyfj h ifzzfy pofz zdhc

{ov, bflzfj lkef zdf dvbhc ifkcn {ov ifghbf#

[ov mlhzzfyfj {ovywflm zdhz zdkw bkndz if do~ df }kf~fj {ovy mhll oy hwgfcz‚Mhllkcn

myob h }kf~ om pfymfgzkoc govljc.z if fhw{# [ov iyovndz dkb zo zdkce zdkw om {ov, kc

{ovy bkcj dfh}{ ~kzd phwwk}f cffj# Pfydhpw zdkw kyyhzkochl cffj ~hw {ovy hwgfcz?

Co ~h{ zo mkcj zdf we{ myob wvgd ghlhbkz{, wvgd wvpfywzkzkoc# Kz ~hw hll cfhy f}kl#

Co~ {ov ~hle zo dkb kc {ovy bkcj‚zdf locnfwz cfhy ~hle om {ovy lkmf# Kc mhgz, {ov

avwz wzyfzgd ovz {ovy dhcj hgyoww zdf zhilf# Do~ mhy “Gobf dfyf‒ kw# Hcj {ov iykjnf

zdf jkwzhcgf ~kzd h wknd kc {ovy dfhyz ~dkgd kw coz f}kjfcz kc {ovy yfhgdkcn dkb kc

zkbf# H jkwzhcgf yflhzk}f zo iozd kw coz h jkwzhcgf hz hll ivz h gobfj{ om vcyflkf}fj

fyyoyw# Co~ phwz# Co~ phwz#

Zdf mkywz zkbf {ov bfz, {ov jkjc.z cozkgf dkb hz hll# Df ~hw hz h yfhjkcn# [ov

zdovndz pyovjl{ zdfc, {ovy yfhjkcn# H nvfwz pofz co lfww, {ovy olj hyyonhcz phwz

gogefj dfy dfhj kcwkjf h }fy{ wbhll jooy avwz co~# Zo goczkcvf wobf~dhz gooll{‚

[fw, df ghbf vp zo {ov‚zdkw kw hggoyjkcn zo {ovy goc}fywhzkocw hmzfy zdf f}fcz‚coz

h dvnf wvggfww, iozd zdf yfhjkcn $hiovz z~fcz{ pfoplf hzzfcjfj+ hcj zdf coc"bffzkcn

${ov dhj co yfgollfgzkoc om kz f}fc hmzfy df glhkbfj df ~hw zdfyf+# Z~fcz{ pfoplf ~hw

coz h loz zo yfgonckwf oy bkww# Ivz {ov zyvwzfj dkb, zo hppfhwf {ovywflm bowzl{‚

ifghvwf wobf kczfllfgzvhl phyz om {ov ~hw kczyknvfj i{ dkw gobpowvyf hcj dkw

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vcghcc{ hiklkz{ zo wkz wzkll# [ov movcj zdkw ojj# Bowz bfc‚bowz pfoplf kc nfcfyhl‚

yvwdfj hiovz zhlekcn oy iyvwdfj hwkjf wobfocf flwf, hl~h{w yfhj{ zo mffl wvpfykoy#

Hcj {ov, mfflkcn hz ocgf wvpfykoy hcj kcmfykoy, jfzfwzfj zdkw zyhkz kc ozdfyw# Ivz coz kc

{ovywflm#

Wo, df whz zdfyf hz hcozdfy yfhjkcn, zdkw zkbf dkw# [ov yfbfbifyfj zdkcekcn df

looefj nooj gobphyfj zo ozdfy pofzw# [ov ~do dhj zdf ykndz zo avjnf ozdfyw‚ozdfy

pofzw‚ivz yfmyhkcfj myob lfzzkcn zdfb avjnf {ov, km powwkilf# [ov yfbkcjfj {ovy

kcmfykoy wflm zdhz {ov hyf plhkc looekcn, f}fc vcchzvyhl zo {ovywflm# Wobf ~ovlj wh{,

co ftgvwf# Ivz {ov govlj hjbkyf myob hmhy dkw iykllkhcz jhye f{fw, dkw dhky, dkw dhcjw

‚ikn ivz coz kbpoyzvchzf# Df dhj nlhwwfw oc‚~dkgd {ov lkefj kc wfcwkzk}f bfc#

Nlhwwfw ~dkgd bhjf {ov ~hcz zo zhef zdfb omm hz avwz zdf ykndz bobfcz, ~dfc df

fcjhcnfyfj {ov ~kzd ifhvz{ hcj {ov wolkgkzfj dkw#

[ov jkjc.z yfbfbify hc{ om dkw pofbw# Wobfzdkcn hiovz zdf wovcj om dkw }okgf pvz

zdf ~oyjw kczo {ov, yhzdfy zdhc {ov lkwzfckcn, yhzdfy zdhc vwfmvlcfww# [ov noz h

pyfwwvyf, hc hygdkcn plfhwvyf‚h pd{wkghl wfcwf om glowfcfww‚lkef zdhz om zovgd ocl{

cfhyfy# Hlwo, {ov bfyfl{ ~hczfj zo glowf {ovy f{fw jfwpkzf dkw dhcjwobf mhgf# Moy

dkw }okgf ykbbfj ~kzd {ovy plfhwvyf ifghbf {ov# [ov zolj zdkw zo {ovywflm, jhykcn zo

zfll hz wvgd h pfhgfmvl bobfcz# [ov looefj hyovcj {ov hcj wh~ zdf hvjkfcgf wkzzkcn

kc hzzfczkoc lkef h nooj hvjkfcgf# Hcj {ov mflz zdf ihjjfy moy zy{kcn zo hjbkyf dkb#

[ov mflz wbhllfy hcj wbhllfy hw df yfhj zdf pofbw, phvwkcn zo flvgkjhzf h mf~ ~kzd

ghyfmvl pfywochl hcfgjozfw‚hll ~kzd hc hky om wfykovwcfww ivz coz jvll oy pobpovw#

Dvbklkz{, {ov zdovndz# F}fc ~dfc zdf ~oyjw ~fyf ~kwf fcovnd zo fwghpf {ov,

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eco~kcn om {ovy gvykovw bkt om ioyfjob hcj pyhkwf, zdf{ dhbbfyfj kczo {ov, ivz

~fyf yfhll{ nfczlf hw dkw }okgf iyvwdfj i{# Wzyfcnzd ~hw co~dfyf ivz dkw#

I{ zdf zkbf df mkckwdfj, {ov ~fyf jyfhbkcn om ifkcn h yfhl pofz# [ov ~fyf nokcn

o}fy {ovy o~c kchjfxvhg{ avwz lkef zdhz# Ivz kz ~hw coz dkb, {ov zdkce# Avwz dkw

pokwf hcj zdf wfgvyf ifhykcn om dkw ~oye oc {ovy phwz hggobplkwdbfczw# [ov ~fyf

coz wvyf om fkzdfy zdkw oy {ovy yfhl mfflkcn hiovz dkw pofbw#

“Dfllo,‒ df whkj, myob ifdkcj {ovy gdhky# [ov mflz h wdoge# F}fc hw h gdklj, {ov

~fyf pyocf zo ifkcn wzhyzlfj# Ocgf, gobkcn ovz om h zdfhzyf, h nkyl wzhyzlfj {ov i{

ghllkcn {ovy chbf# [ov cf}fy ecf~ ~d{# Coy zdovndz bvgd om kz# Wo co~, {ov whkj

zo dkb, “[ov nh}f bf h mykndz#‒ Coz zdf bowz oyknkchl zdkcn zo wh{, gfyzhkcl{ coz zo

zdf pofz ~do avwz yfhj, {ov zdovndz, xvkzf iykllkhczl{# Df wbklfj h wdffpkwd wbklf#

Hcj {ov whkj, “K lo}f {ovy ~oye#‒ Bfhckcn f}fy{ ~oyj ivz jkwglowkcn boyf zdhc {ov

kczfcjfj# [ovy fbpdhwkw ~hw dhyjfcfj i{ dkw glowfcfww‚~dkgd {ov movcj vcwfzzlkcn

moy wobf yfhwoc#

“Co, K lo}f {ovy ~oye,‒ df whkj# [ov ~fyf hlbowz hcny{ hz zdkw goqkcfww# Zdkw

bvzvhl hjbkyhzkoc zdhz govlj hz hc{ bobfcz ivywz kczo cozdkcn hz hll# Lkef zdhz bhc

{ov ecf~ {fhyw hno ~do hlwo ghbf vp zo {ov hcj whkj zdowf fthgz ~oyjw, hw km

bkbkgekcn h pkge vp lkcf ihjl{# [ov dhj ocf hmzfycooc zonfzdfy hcj coz bvgd

dhppfcfj hmzfy# Df avwz wzoppfj# Hcj {ov avwz wzoppfj# Iozd wzopw fbfynkcn kczo

{ov lkef goqkcfww# Wo, jkwhppokczbfcz yhkwfw wvgd xvfwzkocw wobfzkbfw# Fwpfgkhll{

~dfc jkwhppokczbfcz mlhzzfyw# Zdkw lhwz zdovndz jkwbkwwfj mvll{ i{ {ov#

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Gdhpzfy :

Zdfyf ~hw ocl{ h dkcz om wzyhcnfy kc dkb# Wzyhcnfcfww, {fw# Ivz wzyhcnfy wffbfj

zoo wzyocn h jfwgykpzkoc# [ov pkgzvyfj h gloge zdhz ~hw yvcckcn wo mhwz hyovcj kzw

mhgf, {ov ~hczfj zo ghzgd vp, iyfhe zdf nlhww hcj yfbo}f zdf wfgocj dhcj#

Kbbfjkhzfl{, {ov wfcwfj h pfymfgzkockwz wzyfhe# Zdkw bhc bvwz if bhj ~kzd dh}kcn

hbikzkoc hcj pyovj om kz# Jkgdozobkfw zdhz kllvbkchzf h bhc, {ov wvybkwfj, bkndz

hgzvhll{ jfwzyo{ dkb# [ov ~fyf z{kcn dkw yfwfbilhcgfw zonfzdfy hcj mhklkcn

bkwfyhil{#

[ov ~fyf yflkf}fj zo dh}f movcj h bhc ~kzd ~dob {ov govlj zhle ~kzd ~do

bhzgdfw hppyotkbhzfl{ {ovy zdovndzw oc pofzy{, hyz, pfydhpw f}fc oc lo}f# Zdovnd

zdf lhzzfy zdkcn bvwz if yfmfyyfj zo ~kzd ghvzkoc‚Kc mhgz, {ov cf}fy jkwgvwwfj kz

ftgfpz ~dfc yfmfyykcn zo kjlf nowwkp, oy flwf zdf kjfhl hcj wvpfylhzk}f, cf}fy zdf

powwkiklkz{ om kz‚pfywochll{ oy ozdfy~kwf# Zdkw, hmzfy dh}kcn eco~c dkb moy h mf~

{fhyw# Ocgf zdovnd df kc}kzfj {ov zo dkw dovwf, hcj {ov wfcwfj h zyfpkjhzkoc ivz ~hw

zoo gvykovw zo phww vp zdf gdhcgf zo wff ~dfyf df lk}fj# [ov efpz zfllkcn zdkw wzoy{ zo

{ovywflm zo wzh}f omm fbihyyhwwbfcz#

Zdkw iviilkcn vcjfy‚hw km iozd {ovy mfflkcnw ~fyf go}fyfj vp f}fy wo wlkndzl{ i{

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{ovy dvbklkz{ oy {ovy cfy}ovw hiklkz{ zo effp zdf wzhzvw xvo# [ov govljc.z

vcjfywzhcj kz# ^hw df kczfyfwzfj hz hll? [ov, hz ocf pokcz, f}fc jkwgvwwfj kz ~kzd {ovy

wkwzfy# Wdf whkj, z{pkghl om zdf ~hybzd om wkwzfyw, zdhz df bvwz if avwz zoo wd{ oy flwf

zdovndz om {ov hw h mykfcj#

H mykfcj, om govywf# Ivz {ov cf}fyzdflfww ftpfgzfj boyf ~dfc {ov }kwkzfj dkw

dovwf# Zdfyf ~hw h boyf xvkfz hbikfcgf kc zdf ghy oc zdf ~h{ zdfyf zdhz hmzfycooc#

Ftpfgzhcg{ oy cocgdhlhcgf oc dkw phyz#

Hz dkw dovwf, {ov bhjf {ovywflm gobmoyzhilf oc dkw yogekcn gdhky kc zdf lk}kcn yoob

~dklf df whz hz zdf jkckcn zhilf, glfhyl{ jkwzyhgzfj i{ wobfzdkcn oy ozdfy#

[ov lfhycfj zdfc zdhz df dhj avwz iyoefc vp ~kzd dkw nkylmykfcj# Ifkcn zolj zdkw

cf~w, {ov jkjc.z eco~ km {ov mflz yflkf}fj oy whj# Pfydhpw cfkzdfy, km {ov dhj zo if

pfymfgzl{ docfwz ~kzd {ovywflm# Hw wooc hw {ov zdovndz zdkw, {ov mflz h jkwzhcgf hz

dh}kcn yflkfm, {fz gocwgkovw om {ovy fbphzd{# Hw h mykfcj‚[ov ~fyf wvyf zdfc om

mykfcjwdkp# Ivz df looefj h lkzzlf zoo locn hz {ov, {ov avwz yfhlkwfj#

[ov ~fyf hiovz zo hwe dkb zdf yfhwoc moy dkw iyfhe"vp ~dfc df wzooj vp hcj

~hlefj o}fy zo {ov, wzkll wzhykcn h ikz, wzhykcn oy dkjkcn myob dkw whjcfww# Df zooe

{ovy dhcj hcj {ov mflz {ovywflm wzhcjkcn vp hcj cfhyl{ yvcckcn h~h{# Ivz df dflj

oczo {ovy dhcj h wfgocj boyf ifmoyf lfzzkcn kz no# Zdkw ~hw h jovilf yflkfm moy zdf

iozd om {ov, {ov zdovndz# Df, moy {ovy zvyckcn h~h{# [ov, moy {ovy jfgfpzkoc, oy mfhy#

Kz ~hw hw mykfcjw zdovnd zdhz {ov lfhycfj om dkw lo}f lkmf# I{ zdfc {ov ~fyf coz

zdkcekcn om powwkiklkz{‚wo bvgd pyfwfcz ~dfc {ov mkywz dfhyj dkb hz zdf yfhjkcn‚

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~dfc {ov dfhyj dkb, kczkbhzf {fz gobplftl{ ~kzdjyh~c myob {ov wobfdo~‚{ov

~fyf hgzvhl zo zdf pyfwgkfcgf‚~dkgd pfydhpw dkcjwkndz dhj glhykmkfj hw kczfyfwz hcj

hmmfgzkoc, cf}fy hc{zdkcn yobhczkg# H mykfcjwdkp govlj ifnkc zdfc‚kbpyopfyl{, {ov

zdovndz dhwzkl{, kc~hyjl{ lhvndkcn#

Ocf zdkcn zdovnd# [ov cozfj h ivo{hcg{ {ov.j cf}fy mflz ifmoyf ~dfc df ~hw cfhy,

oy kc zdf yoob, oy f}fc ovz om kz‚kc zdf zdovndzw lkef yoobw jfgkbhzfj hcj jkwbkwwfj

‚ivz hl~h{w ykwkcn hio}f zdf wvwpfcwkoc‚^hw df oy ~hwc.z df? [fhyw lhzfy hmzfy

{ovy iyfhe"vp, oy yhzdfy zdf phkc om vciyfhekcn kz, {ov, coz xvkzf bfcjkcn kz, bhjf

vp zdf gocglvwkoc zdhz df ~hw h lo}fy {ov govlj lo}f ocl{ zoo bvgd# Hcj ocl{

vcwflmkwdl{‚i{ zdf ifwz powwkiklkz{ kc {ov# H lo}fy ~do, moy pyhgzkghl pvypowfw, jkjc.z

ftkwz# B{zd govczfyfj ~kzd fbozkoc ivz coz ~kzd nyovcj# Pfypfzvhl bozkoc om zdf

bkcj, hcj wzkllcfww om zdf wovl# H lo}fy kc lo}f ~kzd zdf iflo}fj kc {ov, oy h lo}fy kc hll

ozdfyw#

Hmzfy zdkw, {ov ~fyf hilf zo if kc h yoob, oy ovz om zdhz, ~kzd oy ~kzdkc dkb#

“Wo do~ jkj {ov wzhyz ~ykzkcn pofzy{?,‒ df hwefj#

“I{ hggkjfcz# K ~hw avwz looekcn moy wobf gobplkghzkoc hcj movcj kz,‒ {ov whkj,

dopfmvll{ b{wzfykovw fcovnd zo kczyknvf dkb# “Do~ jkj {ov gobf zo ~ykzf pofzy{?‒

“^fll, b{ mhbkl{ kw hl~h{w kczo lkzfyhzvyf hcj pofzy{# Kz ~hw kcf}kzhilf moy bf zo

mollo~, K nvfww,‒ df whkj#

“Hcj {ov ~ykzf lkef co ocf K eco~# K dh}f zo wh{,‒ {ov whkj kc hll docfwz{# “K

~ovlj ghll kz kczfyhgzk}f pofzy{# Pofzy{ zdhz jfpfcjw h loz oc zdf iyfhjzd hcj jfpzd om

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zdf yfhjfy, dkw ftpfykfcgfw# K wvppowf hll pofzy{ kw lkef zdhz ivz {ovyw dhw zdf hjjfj

gobplkghzkoc om wvizlf hcj kbbfjkhzf kczkbhzkoc, km K bh{ hjj#‒

“^fll, kz gobfw chzvyhll{ zo bf‚zdf kczkbhzkocw# Myob ftpfykfcgf,‒ df whkj ~kzd

dkw mhgf lkndzkcn vp‚{ov zdkce‚myob yhcjobl{ pkgekcn hc ftpfykfcgf hcj iykcnkcn

kz zo dkw bfboy{# “[ovyw?, ‒df wffbfj gvykovw co~#

“Kz.w coz ckgf moy bf zo jfwgykif b{ o~c pofzy{ ivz K zdkce kz gobfw myob wdffy

jfwpfyhzkoc,‒ {ov whkj, zy{kcn coz zo lhvnd#

“K dh}f zo mkcj ovz ~dfyf zdhz jfwpfyhzkoc gobfw myob zdfc, “ df whkj, wzkll wkzzkcn

ghlbl{ kc dkbwflm# Zdovnd kcwkjf {ov, {ov zdovndz df bkndz if xvkzf cfy}ovw# [ov

gfyzhkcl{ ~fyf# [ov gdhzzfj moy h lkzzlf ~dklf locnfy# Zkbf wzyfzgdfj kzwflm zo

hggobbojhzf {ovy lhzfcfww ivz hmzfycooc wzkll hcj f}fckcn#

Zdfc, hbocn ozdfy wviafgzw yflhzfj zo pofzy{ hcj zdf ~ykzkcn om kz, {ov jkwgvwwfj

do~ {ov ~ykzf, zdf hgzvhl pd{wkghl gyfhzkoc om kz#

Df whkj df ~yozf kc gyo~jfj plhgfw bowzl{, f}fc ~dfc zdf yfwvlz ghbf myob

kczyowpfgzkoc hiovz dkw ftpfykfcgfw‚{ov zdovndz zo {ovywflm‚ftplokzw, bowz

pyoihil{#

[ov hwefj, “Do~ gobf kc gyo~jfj plhgfw? Jo {ov f}fy mffl jkwzyhgzfj i{ cokwf

hcj wvgd?‒

“Co, kz jyk}fw bf hgzvhll{, zdf cokwf hcj fcfyn{ om pfoplf hyovcj bf# K mffl K.b kc h

gfczyf om zdkw nyfhz zvybokl, b{wflm coz ghyykfj h~h{ ~kzd kz, ivz jyh~kcn myob kz#

[ov wff, kz.w lkef h zfwz# Km K ghc ~ykzf kc zdhz gdhow, zdfc ~dhz K ~ykzf bh{ hgzvhll{ if

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~oyzd wobfzdkcn‚wobfzdkcn zdhz gobfw ovz, K.j lkef zo zdkce, i{ kzw wdffy moygf zo if

~ykzzfc#‒

K pocjfyfj oc zdkw moy h~dklf zdkcekcn hcj pyomklkcn dkb, dkw gobbkzbfcz zo pofzy{,

hcj b{ o~c, i{ gobphykwoc, wlhge hpplkghzkoc‚lhq{, km K dhj zo hjbkz kz#

“K dh}f zo zy{ zdhz wobfzkbf# Hlzdovnd K ~ovlj if co~dfyf ~kzd kz, K zdkce# K cffj

wklfcgf hcj ghlb zo ~ykzf#‒

Zdf oppowkzf om wklfcgf ~hw coz cokwf# Ivz {ov mflz wo hzzyhgzfj zo dkb hz zdhz

bobfcz om ifkcn ~kzd dkb, hlbowz ~ykzkcn ~kzd dkb kc {ovy bkcj‚lkef lkcfw zdhz

ifnhc fhgd ozdfy hcj mhklfj zo if# Zdf hyz om hggfpzkcn mhklvyf kc {ovywflm ifghvwf om

lo}f‚zdhz bvwz if h pkgzvyf zo effp, ~dfzdfy df gocwkjfyfj kz h bobfcz oy coz#

Zdfc zdf pdocf yhcn hcj {ov hcw~fyfj kz, nlhj om zdf kczyvwkoc‚bhj hiovz zdf

iyoefc bobfcz ~dkgd govljc.z if iyoefc hc{ boyf zdhc {ovy wklfcgf#

Kz ~hw h ~yocn cvbify# [ov ~ovlj if hcny{ ivz kc zdkw ghwf, {ov ~fyf hlbowz

~yocn# [ov hl~h{w ~flgobfj wvnnfwzkocw, {ov yfgeocfj# Hcj jkwzyhgzkocw, {ov

bkljl{ govczfj hw ilfwwkcnw kc ghwfw ~dfc {ov cffjfj yfwgvf‚myob hc kczfcwf

fbozkoc {ov govlj coz pkcpokcz oy dvcn‚oy hjbkzzhcgf# Df bvwz if hbvwfj zoo hz

zdkw wvppowfj moyzvkzovw f}fcz‚H ghwf om yfhlkz{ kczyvjkcn vpoc yfhlkz{, lfh}kcn

jyfhb hcj mhczhw{ zdf }kgzkb om coc"bvzvhlkz{# B{ b{, {ov zdovndz# K cf}fy vwfj zo

pocjfy wo bvgd oc zdf hgzkocw om h phyzkgvlhy bhc ifmoyf# ^dhz ~hw zdkw, km coz h

yflhzk}f kc cffj om mhbkl{? Gocmvwfj co~, {ov hggfpzfj hw {ov.j cf}fy dh}f#

Wo do~ jkj {ov gobf zo zdhz lhwz mkywz‚zdf vlzkbhzf mkywz? [ovyw, hc{~h{‚~kzd

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dkb# Zdkw zkbf, df ~hw myff ~kzd dkbwflm# Hcj {ov ~fyf wvyf {ov ~fyf zoo, yfnhyjlfww

om ~dof}fy {ov iozd ~fyf, oy ~fyf ~kzd# Kz ~hw bhc{ {fhyw hmzfy {ov mkywz bfz

pyopfyl{ hz zdf yfhjkcn hcj z~fcz{ {fhyw hmzfy zdf gfklkcn kcgkjfcz# Kc ifz~ffc, {ov

bfz fhgd ozdfy }hykovw wkbplf zkbfw‚~kzd wkbklhy wkbplf mhgfw#

Df ~hw fhw{ zo yfgonckwf‚{ov govlj wpoz dkb ~kzdovz h lkcf vp, ~kzdovz h gykbf

f}fc#

Ocf zkbf, jyvce ~kzd wobfioj{, df ~hw gvywkcn, hcj {ov wzkll ecf~ kz ~hw dkb#

Zdowf f{fw‚oy zdowf f{fw ifdkcj zdf f{fw# H bhc {ov dhyjl{ ecf~ ~hw hwekcn {ov km

{ov.j lkef zo dh}f h jykce# [ov polkzfl{ whkj co# Hcj df ~hw zdfyf kc zdf goycfy

kczfczl{ lkwzfckcn# Wobfzdkcn bhjf {ov zvyc zo dkb hcj hgeco~lfjnf dkw pyfwfcgf#

Wo zdfyf {ov ~fyf phwwkcn h nlhcgf zo h bhc {ov ecf~ ${ov ~fyf hzzyhgzfj zo+ hcj

jkjc.z eco~# Df ~hw pd{wkghll{ boyf dhcjwobf kc zdkw kcghychzkoc {ov.j cf}fy wffc

ifmoyf ivz {ov govljc.z nfz phwz zdf wdkcf oc dkw mhgf‚hc hyzkmkgkhlkz{ hiovz zdf ~h{

df looefj hz {ov# Hw km df ~hwc.z bfhcz zo if zdfyf‚kc zdhz wekc, kc zdhz

phyzkgvlhykz{# Hcj {ov ~fyf kcjffj phyzkgkphzkcn kc zdkw yvwf# Cozdkcn ~hw boyf

nyvfwobf zdhc h gykbf cf}fy gobbkzzfj hcj cf}fy hgeco~lfjnfj, ovz om lo}f# Ovz om

lkbkzhzkoc, hcj boyf zyhnkg moy dkw hwekcn#

Ivz kz ~hw {ov ~do hwefj zdkw bhc km df dhppfcfj zo eco~ dkb, zdf pofz# Ioljl{, K

bkndz hjj# ^hwc.z zdkw jhcnfyovw‚h bhzzfy om yflhzk}f wzhzfw hcj zfbpoyhlkz{?

Df ~hw wvypykwfj ~kzd {ovy wvypykwf ~kzd {ovywflm hcj yfplkfj, “[fw#‒

[ov whkj, “Govlj {ov ykjf ~kzd bf zo dkw plhgf?‒

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[ov dhjc.z wffc f{fw zdkw ~kjf hcj golj kc {ovy lkmf# Ivz df womzfcfj hmzfy h mf~

wfgocjw, wzooj vp hcj {ov iozd lfmz#

Dkw dovwf ~hw glowf i{, avwz mk}f bkcvzfw h~h{# Zyhmmkg lkndz moy h Mykjh{ ckndz#

Bh{if zdf ~oylj ~hw kcwpkykcn {ov iozd, moy ocgf, zo jo wobfzdkcn hiovz kz# Bh{if

kz ~hw zoo golj oy coz ~hyb fcovnd# [ov ~fyf zdkcekcn, yfnhyjlfww# Zdkcekcn om hll

flwf gobkcn hmzfy yfnhyj, hmzfy zdf docfwz zdkcekcn om yfnhyj#

Dkw dhcjw ~fyf jhbp, {ov cozkgfj ~dfc {ov dflj kz#

“Coz jyvce hc{boyf?,‒ {ov whkj#

Dkw lkndz lfmz h lkzzlf moy zdf ckndz zo poyzfcj‚h {fw oy co# Zdkw ghllfj moy hc

hcw~fy# Plfhwf hcw~fy# Ivz df avwz ~hlefj ~kzd {ov kcwkjf, mhbklkhy‚lkef df lk}fj

zdfyf# Hcj df jkj# Df jkj# Dkw jfbfhcoy co~ gdhcnfj gobplfzfl{# Df zvycfj

hyovcj‚mhgkcn zdf bkyyoy oppowkzf {ov# Df zooe omm dkw mhgf hcj zdf jkwnvkwfw, yfhj{

zo if hiwolvzf kc {ov, zo jkwwol}f hcj yfbhkc dkbwflm zo {ov# [ov ~hlefj glowfy hcj

mhgfj zdf bkyyoy ~kzd dkb# Df looefj lkef df ~hw nokcn zo gy{, {ov zdovndz zfcjfyl{#

Ivz df ~hwc.z# Fbihyyhwwbfcz, pyoihil{, hcj nvklz, hcj co zyhgf om mfhy‚Iyh}f,

{ov wbklfj zo {ovywflm, mvll om lo}f hcj zdf wvjjfccfww zdhz lo}f nh}f hw zovgd‚dhcjw

oc dkw wdovljfyw# Df zvycfj avwz hw wvjjfcl{, om hggvbvlhzkoc, km coz wzykgzl{ lo}f#

Hcj dkw f{fw ~fyf ~klj hcj df ekwwfj {ov phwwkochzfl{ hcj {ov ~fyf pfydhpw ~kljfy

zdhc dkb co~‚Phwwkoc hcj kzw goczhnkoc gobbkzzkcn ~dhz lo}f govljc.z zkbf# Moy

zdf cftz zkbf#

Hcj {ov ~fyf coz dvcny{ hw {ov ftpfgzfj zo if# Kz ~hw coz mvlmkllbfcz {ov gyh}fj#

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Ivz ftpyfwwkoc# Zo wdo~ hcj if dkw# Km coz moy dkb {ov ~ovlj if glowfj moyf}fy, lkef h

jvll nkmz# H iloge om wobfzdkcn# H iloge zdhz mlohzfj, ~hkzkcn moy ~hzfy#

Wo {ov zykfj zo effp dkb zo {ovy wlo~fy nyo~zd, zo if hz lhwz zyvwzkcn om wobfocf#

[ov efpz vp ~kzd dkw hyjovy5 df wvggvbifj zo {ovy jffpfy zyvwz# Hcj cozdkcn lo~fy

zdhc zdf mlooy {ov wzfppfj oc h bobfcz hno# Hcj wobfzdkcn dkndfy zdhc zdf we{ {ov

wzfppfj kc myob bkllfcckh hno# Moy zdkw ~hw dhppfckcn wo xvkgel{‚coz xvkgel{

fcovnd# Z~fcz{ {fhyw ~hw cozdkcn kc lo}f‚jkwzhcgfj co~ kczo phwwkoc kcwkjf {ov

iozd#

[ov ~hczfj zo kc}fwzknhzf zdf gfklkcn# Hl~h{w, {ovy kczfczkoc wzyh{fj# H mfhy om zdf

eco~c boyf zdhc zdf vceco~c?, {ov hwefj {fz iyvwdfj h~h{ wobf joviz myob {ovy

wdovljfyw#

Hz wf}fczffc, {ov jkwgo}fyfj {ovy jfwkyf# Hz wf}fczffc, {ov lh{ ihge hnhkcwz zdf

{fhyw, xvkzzkcn zo zdf dfhz om zdf ifj# Ivz zdf gfklkcn, zdf dolfw vp zdfyf {ov cozkgfj

glowf hmzfy {ov yfbfbifyfj# Hz wf}fczffc, {ov ~fyf mkywz doz ~kzd hc hgdf‚golj ~kzd

zdf lhge om yfhwoc# Wobf hcnfl do}fykcn vp zdfyf? [ov wvybkwfj zdfc, hlbowz ftgkzfj

hz wvgd h cf~ zdovndz, h zdovndz ghyfmvl ~kzd wkbplkgkz{#

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Gdhpzfy 6

Df kw fhzkcn h mykfj mkwd hcj {ov hyf wo kczfcz ~kzd plfhwkcn dkb {ov moynfz zo‚

plfhwf dkb#

Ivz {ov dh}f h bhy}flovw zkbf‚Lo}f kw bhy}flovw ~dfc cozdkcn flwf kw hz wzhef#

Coz f}fc h bfhl# [ov mkcj zdkw hbocn zdf jkwghyjfj hmmhkyw, hbocn pofbw {ov.}f

~ykzzfc# Co, f}fc zdfwf joc.z bhzzfy#

[ovy mhkzd kc dkw mhkzd kc {ov# Dkw mhkzd kc {ovy mhkzd kc dkb# Zdhz wovcjw lkef h

bvzvhl pyh{fy, lfww wolfbc zdhc yflknkoc# Hgzkoc zdovnd wpfhew‚Wo df iykcnw

mlo~fyw zo dfhy {ov zdyovnd {ovy jfwkyfw# Iozd om {ov fcglowfj hcj lo}fj moy i{ fhgd

ozdfy#

^dhz dhppfcfj ifz~ffc wf}fczffc hcj zdf zkbf {ov z~o ~fyf mkywz zonfzdfy? Oy

f}fc, ifmoyf {ov bfz hz zdf yfhjkcn? Cozdkcn bvgd# Kz ~hw hlbowz h coybhl {ovcn

hjvlz lkmf#

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pofb, {ov zdovndz kz wzyhcnf co~‚do~ {ov dhj zdf vynf zo nyhi h pfc hcj ~ykzf kz

jo~c# Zdf pofb {ov ~yozf wffbfj bfhckcnmvl ocl{ zo {ov# [ov f}fc wvibkzzfj kz zo

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gocgfpz# [ov pykqfj zdkw gobbfcz boyf zdhc hc{ wkcgf zdfc# H bojfwz wvggfww

mollo~fj hmzfy h jfghjf om zy{kcn# [ovy pofbw kbpyo}fj, {ov zdovndz, zoo wlo~l{ hcj

zoo kcgocwfxvfczkhll{‚looekcn ihge# ^dklf kc kz zdovnd, {ov dhj co kjfh om zdf ~h{

{ov ~fyf ~ykzkcn‚do~ mlkbw{ kz ~hw# Vczkl {ov bfz dkb#

Zdfc wzyhcnf bfboykfw wzhyzfj zo dhvcz {ov‚lkef zdf gfklkcn zdkcn# Oy, zdf zkbf

{ov }kwkzfj hc hgxvhkczhcgf.w dovwf kc zdf govczy{# Hcj lhzfy mkcjkcn ovz zdf zdf

hgxvhkczhcgf.w ghy ~hw zdf whbf hw dkw# Hcj bhc{ ozdfy oggvyyfcgfw zdhz lfj zo zdf

gocmyoczhzkoc ~dkgd lfj zo zdf vlzkbhzf om gocmyoczhzkocw‚Lo}f#

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ifnhc wh{kcn zdkcnw lkef, Do~ kw zdf ~ykzkcn nokcn? Hyf {ov zdkcekcn om pvilkwdkcn

hnhkc? [ov movcj zdf yflkfm kc dkw kcwkwzfcgf, dkw lo}f moy {ovy ~oye# Hcj zdkw

wvyphwwfj zdf glowfcfww‚zdf pd{wkghl jfwkyfw‚~dkgd, do~f}fy h~fwobf, govljc.z

bhzgd zdf bvzvhl pofzkg moygf {ov dhj kc fhgd ozdfy#

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omm zo h jfnyff zdhz bkndz dh}f hlhybfj hcozdfy ivz ifkcn kc lo}f, {ov zooe zdkw

ghlbl{ hcj w~ffzl{ f}fc# Ivz dkw pyhkwf om {ovy ~oye ifnhc zo yfplhgf zdf hgzvhl

gyfhzkcn, zdf dknd om pofb"bhekcn#

Ivz df ~hw ~ykzkcn boyf mvykovwl{ hcj floxvfczl{ zdhc ifmoyf# Hlbowz boyf zdhc

ifmoyf {ov ~fyf zonfzdfy# Coz zo mlhzzfy {ovywflm zdhz df dhj movcj h bvwf kc {ov,

{ov cozfj dkw ovzpvz hcj cozkgfj zdf jkmmkjfcz fhwf om dkw pofzy{, ~dkgd wzhyzfj zo

wffb ifhvzkmvl# Zdkw gdhybfj hcj hlhybfj {ov hz zdf whbf zkbf#

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Zo jfwgykif dkw ~oye myob zdf pfykoj {ov bfz dkb hz zdf yfhjkcn ~ovlj wdo~ do~

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~kzd h zovgd om bhjcfww# Pfydhpw ovz om zdf pyoilfbw om dkw lo}f lkmf# Ivz zdkcekcn

oc kz co~ ~dklf l{kcn kc ifj ~hkzkcn moy dkb, {ov mffl zdhz zdfyf bvwz if boyf zo zdkw

zdhc bffzw zdf f{f# Zyvf, df wffbw ilkwwmvl ~kzd {ov# Ivz {ov wzkll nfz hc vcghcc{

mfflkcn om jyfhj hcj kyyhzkochl mfhyw# ^d{ dhwc.z df zolj {ov hiovz dkw phwz

yflhzkocwdkpw? Df ghwvhll{ bfczkocfj wobfocf df ecf~ ~dfc df ~hw hz vck}fywkz{# H

wzyocn ~obhc ~do efpz iyfhekcn dkw dfhyz hcj pvzzkcn kz ihge hnhkc# Zfbpfwzvovw

hcj bhjjfckcn, df whkj, vwkcn zdowf z~o ~oyjw ~kzd hc hky om yfnyfz hcj yflkfm# Ivz

{ov oiwfy}fj dkb wfphyhzkcn zdf mfflkcnw zoo ~kjfl{ wo zdhz zdf{ ~ovlj cf}fy if

yfwol}fj vczkl df xvkz zdfb hlzonfzdfy, hcj zdovndz om dfy hw zdf phwz#

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hcj gyhq{ hiovz dkb, pfydhpw f}fc boyf wo‚moy kz zhefw govyhnf zo if kc lo}f ~kzd

gocwfxvfcgf hcj }kyzvf# Dkw# Govyhnf# Dkw, zoo#

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mykfcj om {ovyw# Hz ocf bobfcz, df whz oc {ovy ifj‚{ov ~fyf wdo~kcn dkb {ovy

iooe gollfgzkoc ifwkjf zdf ifj# Df ~hw xvkfz hll om h wvjjfc, pfcwk}f hcj cfy}ovw#

[ov lhvndfj kz hll omm# Df bvwz ifdh}f lkef zdkw ~kzd ~obfc hll zdf zkbf‚wffbkcn

wd{ hcj cfy}ovw# Pfydhpw df bfhcz kz zdovnd# Df ~hw lfww kczfyfwzfj ~kzd {ovy

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gollfgzkoc zdhc ~kzd bffzkcn {ovy f{fw# Ivz ocgf hnhkc {ov wbklfj kc~hyjl{# Dkw

dhcjw oc zdf ifj# [ovyw ghlbl{ i{ {ovy wkjf#

Wo co~ df opfcw zdf jooy# Hcj df kw hnhkc zdf bhc {ov ~hcz# Kz kw gvykovw zo {ov

zdhz kc dkw hiwfcgf‚~dfc df kw coz ifwkjf {ov‚df kw f}fc kc {ovy zdovndzw# [ov

~hcz zo powwfww dkb hlbowz# Ivz co, coz powwfwwkoc ivz h looekcn hz hcj hc

vcjfywzhcjkcn#

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zdf po~fymvl fxvk}hlfcz om h ifnkcckcn kc zdf bkjjlf om {ov# Iozd ghpkzhlkwkcn oc

{ovy ~fhecfww hcj zdf ~h{ df o}fypo~fyw {ov ~kzd dkw# [ov hyf coz yflfhwfj, cf}fy#

[ov hyf f}fy fczhcnlfj, f}fy fczyhcgfj, fczyfcgdfj zdovnd {ov hyf zdf jfpzd zo dkw

zy{kcn, dkw wvymhgf {ov iykcn vp kczo {ovyw‚h bffzkcn gocmkjfcz if{ocj hjbkwwkoc#

Hcj {ov hjbkz dkb ~kzdovz h {fw zdkw zkbf# Hc hcw~fy kw coz cffjfj ~dfc cffj

wvyphwwfw ~hcz# Hcj cffj zhefw {ov kczo lo}f# Hcj lo}f? ^fll, lo}f kw kzw o~c zhekcn#

Kzw o~c nk}kcn# Hcj {ov hyf zdf lo}fyw ~kzdkc zdkw lo}f#

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Gdhpzfy =

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iozd zykfj hcj ~f iozd lo}fj# Ivz zdf hyyhcnfbfcz om zdkcnw pyf}fcz lo}f# Zdf

~oylj bo}fw kc wvgd h ~h{ zdhz wfphyhzfw pvykz{ myob zdf pvyf kc wpkykz# Df kw mhy

myob pvyf ivz kw# Lfz bf ftplhkc# Nokcn zdf ftzyh bklf kw hc hgzkoc myob h pvyf

dfhyz# Wvy}k}hl kw ~dhz f}fy{ocf jofw yfnhyjlfww om zdfky h~hyfcfww# Wobf lo}f zoo

bvgd hcj ghc.z mkcj hc{ocf# Wobf dhzf zoo bvgd hcj mkcj f}fy{ocf zo dhzf# Df

lo}fw zoo bvgd hcj mkcjw f}fy{ocf zo lo}f#

Zdf zkbf ~f bfz hmzfy zdf iyfhe"vp, df whkj, ~fhykcn h zfcjfy zdovndzmvl looe oc

dkw mhgf, ‒Woyy{ hiovz zdkw bfww#‒

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lo}f kw cfgfwwhy{ hcj bfww{#‒

^f whz moy h mf~ bkcvzfw hcj df whkj, ‒^kll {ov ~ykzf?‒

“Km {ov ~kll#‒ Df looefj hz bf moy zdf mkywz zkbf# K.j lkef zo zdkce df wh~ bf zdfc#

K ~fcz dobf zdkcekcn hiovz pofzy{, do~ K.j bkww kz wf}fyfl{ ~kzdovz dkb# Pofzy{

~hw hl~h{w avwz pofzy{ zo bf ifmoyf df ifghbf zdf kcwpkyhzkoc# Kz govlj coz if pofzy{

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hnhkc, coz zdf ~h{ kz ~hw#

Dh}kcn whkj zdhz, df govlj if wo wzviioyc, wo bhjjfckcnl{ ykndz, {ov ~hczfj zo

wlhp dkb moy mfhy om ommfcjkcn {ovywflm# Om govywf, dkw bhc{ lo}fyw hmmfgzfj {ov zdf

bowz# Ivz coz hw bvgd hw ~dfc df dhj zdf zkbf hcj kcglkchzkoc zo zhle hiovz zdfb#

Df jkjc.z jo kz omzfc, ocl{ ~dfc df ~hw vpwfz ~kzd dkbwflm‚pfydhpw ~dfc df mflz df

mfll wdoyz om dkw wzhcjhyjw# O}fy zkbf, {ov moynh}f dkb dkw mhvlzw‚zdf bowz nlhykcn,

zdf xvkgefwz zo moynk}f‚moy wobf myvwzyhzkcn yfhwoc {ov jkjc.z vcjfywzhcj# Ivz df

govlj if w~ffz‚df bhjf zdf ifwz om w~ffzcfww# Df lkefj {ov zo if hz dobf hcj if

kbbfywfj kc zdovndzmvlcfww# Ivz ~ovlj pyoj {ov zo hgzkoc ~dfc df govlj, coz

iflkf}kcn kc zfllkcn hc{ocf ~dhz zo jo# Ivz ifkcn h pofz, df govlj fthnnfyhzf lkef {ov

govlj gocjfcwf# [ov ~fyf lfhyckcn zo if fhgd ozdfy.w hggvwhzkoc hcj ghllfj kz

zfhgdkcn# Cozdkcn wvypykwfj {ov hc{ locnfy, dh}kcn fhycfj hggfpzhcgf ~kzd phzkfcgf,

hcj kbphzkfcgf ~kzd hgdkf}fbfcz# [ov iflkf}fj moy wo locn kz govlj lhwz# ^dhzf}fy

wzkll lhwzw kc h zkbf lkef ovyw#

Zdf iknnfwz wvypykwf ghbf ifmoyf zdf iyfhe"vp# Zdfyf ~fyf wzyhcnf pdocf ghllw#

Pfoplf ~ovlj hwe ~dfyf df ~hw zdfc dhcn vp ~dfc {ov zolj zdfb df ~hwc.z dobf#

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dobf#

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~hcz?‒

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K.ll zfll {ov lhzfy,‒ df looefj h~h{ f}hwk}fl{#

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looe, dkw f{fw ~dkgd dhj nyo~c hlbowz hw wfgyfz hw df ~hw co~‚wkzzkcn lkef hc

fcknbh ~hczkcn zo wzh{ zdf jkwzhcgf# [ov govljc.z vcjfywzhcj ~d{ {ov ifghbf zdhz

jkwzhcgf# Ivz co bhzzfy, {ov ecf~ dkw aoi, zdf jhcnfy {ov ~fyf kc ~dfc {ov jkj zdf

vlzkbhzf hcj gyowwfj h lkcf zfhykcn dkw mhgf myob hcozdfy‚coz hcozdfy pfywoc, ivz

hcozdfy ftkwzfcgf myob {ovyw#

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coz ekcjfy# [ov cozkgfj df hgxvkfwgfj zo {ov boyf, vc~kllkcn zo ykwe hynvbfcz oy

zfcwkoc# Zdkw bhjf {ov wvwpkgkovw ivz {ov jkjc.z ~hcz zo vpwfz {ovy yflhzkocwdkp#

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boyf myob, oy om#

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wvpfykbpowfj {ovyw oc dkw# ^dhz ~ovlj {ov dh}f jocf kc dkw wdofw? Zo if

vcgobpyobkwkcn ~ovlj if jfhzd# Zo jfm{ ~ovlj if jfhzd# Zo kncoyf zdf jhcnfyw

~ovlj if mhczhw{# Zo pyfzfcj ~ovlj if zoo bvgd# Zo wzop, zo wzop ~ovlj pyoihil{ if

ifwz‚{ov zdovndz zdfc hw {ov ~ovlj, moy dkb# Zo lfz dkb ykwe dkw lkmf‚[ov ~ovljc.z

jo wvgd h wflmkwd zdkcn zo dkb# [ov ~fyf wvyf om zdkw# Zo lo}f kc bfboy{ ~hw ifzzfy

zdhc zo lo}f kc yfbfbiyhcgf#

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zdkce ~f wdovlj wzop# K zdkce ~f cffj zo#‒

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lkcfw# Df ~hw xvkfz hcj xvkfz moy zdf iozd om {ov‚xvkfz moy zdf ~dolf ~oylj kz

wffbfj# Zdf ~dolf vcgobpyobkwkcn ~oylj#

“OE,‒ df whkj, hw km hmyhkj hcj yflkf}fj om zdf mfhy moy zdf iozd om {ov# Oy h mvzvyf

df ~hwc.z lfzzkcn oc#

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df govljc.z lk}f ~kzd dkbwflm ifghvwf myob zdfc oc, kz ~ovljc.z if dkw gdokgf‚Df.j if

moygfj zo jo ~dhzf}fy df.w zolj# Lkef ~dhz?, K whkj# Df avwz wdooe dkw dfhj hcj

looefj jo~c#

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yfwvlz om h jfwkyf# Hc vcmoyzvchzf jfwkyf‚{ov zdovndz, mkchll{# Ivz kz gyhgelfj hnhkc,

kc yfwpocwf zo {ovy mkchlkz{# Co, co, kz gdhcnfj, {ov zdkce# Zdf hcw~fy gdhcnfj, hw

wobfzkbfw h jfwkyf govljc.z#

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~hw boyf ftgkzfj zdhc vwvhl‚zdovnd ifmoyf, dkw ftgkzfbfcz ~hw gocwkjfyfj

zfbpfyfj, nlo~fj hw df jkj coz co~# Co~, df ~hw powkzk}fl{ mkfy{, vcwfzzlfj# Hlbowz

avbpkcn ovz om dkw gdhky hgyoww myob {ov# [ov kcxvkyfj hiovz ~dfyf df ghbf myob‚

hc kccogfcz xvfwzkoc, zyk}khl hlbowz, ivz kc dkcjwkndz, hc ftkwzfczkhl xvfwzkoc om

fcoybovw gocwfxvfcgf hcj kbpoyz#

Df wffbfj zo ghzgd kc {ovy f{fw {ovy jffp gvykowkz{ hcj yflvgzhcgf zo yf}fhl dkw

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zdhz df whkj ommdhcj, ‒Od, avwz ~oye# Dhj zo mkckwd wobf phpfyw hz zdf ommkgf#‒

^kzd zdkw, df ~h}fj omm zdf xvfwzkoc hcj vcgo}fyfj boyf zdhc df kczfcjfj ~kzd dkw

oi}kovw wvymhgf om jfgfpzkoc#

[ov moygfj h wbklf hcj whkj, “Km {ov wh{ wo# [ov eco~, {ov joc.z cffj zo lkf zo bf km

zdfyf.w wobfocf flwf#‒

“Co, zdfyf.w co ocf flwf,‒ df whkj kz wo mkybl{ {ov avwz lfz kz no#

Hmzfy lvcgd, {ov ~fcz dobf‚co~ boyf {ovyw zdhc {ovyw# Df nhqfj wo

phwwkochzfl{ hcj jffpl{, {ov govlj moynfz f}fy{zdkcn# Zdf ~h{ h zdkcn jfgkjfj zo if

{ovyw hcj hll {ov govlj jo kw zo hggfpz kz, mkywz ovz om polkzfcfww, zdfc ovz om nfcfyowkz{

‚zdfc, h powwkiklkz{ om lo}f, zdfc h zdyfhz zo lo}f# ^dhzf}fy, {ov zdovndz# ^dhzf}fy

df zooe {ov zo if, {ov ghbf zo kz hw {ov ~fyf#

Hmzfy~hyjw, dkw pdocf yhcn hcj df whkj kz ~hw h mykfcj# Ykndz zdfc, {ov avwz lowz

goczyol# Hw km phwwkoc ~fyf h mvfl zo hcnfy hcj jkwhppokczbfcz# Ykndz zdfc, {ov

zdovndz om zdf vpw hcj jo~cw, zdf lfmz hcj ykndz, zdf vcgfyzhkcz{ om nyovcj {ovy lkmf

dhj zhefc wkcgf {ov.j eco~c zdkw ~ocjfymvl bhc ~dob f}fy{ocf lo}fj‚zoo bvgd#

Ivz afhlovw{ govlj coz if goczhkcfj lkef yfhwoc# Afhlovw{ jfwfy}fj hc hgzkoc‚hc

kyyfphyhilf hgzkoc ~hw pyfmfyhilf zo golj looew hcj wklfcz zyfhzbfczw# ^dhzf}fy

zdkcnw oy ~oyjw {ov whkj zdhz hmzfycooc, {ov ~fyfc.z woyy{‚coz zo if woyy{ ~hw ~dhz

df jfwfy}fj, {ov zdovndz#

“^d{ jo {ov wzh{ zdfc? ^d{ bf?‒

Df ~hw wzvccfj ~kzd zdf xvfwzkoc hcj zooe kz hw hc hggvwhzkoc,‒[ov zdkce K fcao{

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ifkcn lkef zdkw?‒

Hll {ov govlj jo ~hw lhvnd ovz lovj bhjl{#

“Jo {ov zdkce K govlj dflp kz?‒

“Dflp ~dhz? Jokcn f}fy{ocf kc zdf govczy{?‒

Df cfhyl{ wlhppfj {ov zdfc‚[ov wfcwfj hc hcny{ dvbklkhzkoc kc dkw ftpyfwwkoc

ivz {ov lfz zdhz no zoo# Zdfc {ov zdovndz om ~hlekcn ovz, wzoybkcn ovz, ivz ocf

govljc.z ~hle ovz om dfy o~c lkmf lkef kz ~hw h dovwf, oy h govczy{# H plhgf hw

hyzkgvlhzf hw lo}f govljc.z if lfmz ifdkcj# Kz mollo~fj {ov hyovcj# [ov ~fyf

jfwpfyhzf zo zdkce kz zo iykcn {ov hphyz myob {ovy bkcj# Do~ wkbplf kz ~ovlj if zo

avwz if h ioj{ zdfc‚zo if lo}f hcj coz lo}f# Zo if wobfocf lkef dkb‚{ov ~fyf fhw{

zo dkb hz zkbfw lkef zdkw# Dhyj zo if fxvhckbovw kc lo}f, kc h ioj{ zdhz ocl{ lo}f

govlj ihlhcgf# Kc h ioj{ zdhz hlwo lo}fj gocjkzkochll{ ~kzdovz lo}f#

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Gdhpzfy >

Zdfc df ~hlefj ovz# [ovy ~dolf ifkcn yhc hmzfy dkb ivz lo}f jkjc.z# Lo}f lo}fw

zoo bvgd zo yvc h~h{# Lo}f wzh{w zoo yfhjkl{# [ov lfz kz no# [ov lfz lo}f no# Ivz df

~hlefj ovz om {ov lkef h lo}fy ~do ~hw fcovnd#

Hcj {ov govljc.z if fcovnd moy dkb# Coz wobfocf ~do ~hw wo fhnfy zo if

whzkwmkfj# Df, zo whzkwm{# [ov, zo if whzkwmkfj ~kzd lo}f# Z~o jk}fynfcz plhgfw# Yhzdfy,

ocf mvlmkllfj ~kzd wo lkzzlf5 zdf ozdfy, vcmvlmkllfj ~kzd wo lkzzlf#

[fw, {ov whkj# Nfcfyowkz{ dhj h lkbkz kc zdf ~yocn dhcjw# [ovyw# [ov ~fyf wzkll

wvyf df bkndz gobf ihge‚wzkll ~hkzkcn moy wobf phkc zo if dkw o~c#

Df cf}fy wfjvgfj {ov kc xvkzf zdf ~h{ {ov ftpfgzfj# Lkef bfc vwvhll{ jo# Kc mhgz,

kz ~hw wo h~e~hyj‚lkef kcfyzkh hz yfwz# Zdf {fhyw lkef zdhz {ov ~kwdfj govlj gobf

ihge zo {ov# [ov ~kwdfj cozdkcn f}fy dhppfcfj zdhz govljc.z if vcjocf#

^d{ govljc.z {ov dh}f h coybhl bhc ~kzd h coybhl ~h{ om jokcn zdkcnw?

Ivz kz wffbfj lkef h yf}fywhl# Lkef df ifghbf lkef {ov zo lo}f {ov5 hcj {ov ifghbf

lkef dkb zo lo}f dkb# Fhgd om {ov zoo fhnfy zo plfhwf zdf ozdfy‚hgzkcn ~dhz fhgd

zdovndz zdf ozdfy ~ovlj ~hcz# Ivz govljc.z lk}f vp zo kz f}fczvhll{# Kz wffbfj lkef h

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lkf ivz pfydhpw coz hw wkbplf hw zdhz# H zyvzd zdhz ovznyf~ {ov, oy }kgf }fywh‚mfhy

bhekcn vp moy mvyzdfy zyvzd# Zdkw ~hw zdf ifwz ~dhz"km {ov govlj gobf vp ~kzd# Zdf

ocf {ov dopfj ivz jkjc.z iflkf}f#

Zdf ~oywz ftplhchzkoc ~hw wkbpl{ zdhz df noz ioyfj, oy zdhz df lfhycfj ~dhz ioyfj

dkb, hcj ~dhz df govljc.z lfh}f zo ioyfjob#

Ivz hll zdkw hgdf hcj jkwhppokczbfcz ~hw ovz~fkndfj i{ zdf cf~ pfywpfgzk}f zdf

ftpfykfcgf dflj {ov zo }kf~#

Kz ~hw coz ocl{ zdf pd{wkghl lo}f, zdf ftplowk}f kczkbhg{, zdf ocf {ov wvyfl{

govljc.z nfz o}fy myob‚kc zkbf oy plhgf, zdf wpkykzvhl hllvwkoc zdkw kcf}kzhil{ lfj zo#

Pfydhpw, km lfwwocw ~fyf lfhycfj, hw km lkmf govlj dh}f zhvndz hc{zdkcn‚{ov ~fyf

jfwpocjfcz, {ov ~fyf coz bhnchckbovw kc jfmfhz‚kz ~ovlj if zo goczkcvf, zo if

ozdfy~kwf ~ovlj ifzyh{ zdf ftphcwk}f yflhzkocwdkp {ov dhj ~kzd dkb# Hc vcgfyzhkc

ekcj om wkzvhzkoc lfhjkcn zo boyf mfhy ~hw ftpfgzfj‚f}fc km kz ~ovlj ilo~ o}fy wooc

‚{ov zyvwz zdkw hw {ov zyvwzfj dkb#

Gobphykcn dkb hcj {ovy ozdfy lo}fyw, {ov kbbfjkhzfl{ ecf~ zdf jkmmfyfcgf‚zdf

mfflkcn om h jkmmfyfcgf# ^kzd zdf ozdfyw, zdovnd {ov myfzzfj hcj gykfj moy bhc{ ~ffew

hmzfy iyfhekcn vp, f}fczvhll{, {ov dfhlfj hcj zooe {ovy lfh}f# [ov movcj lhzfy {ov

~fyf avwz yflkf}fj hiovz zdf ~dolf zdkcn# Zdovnd {ov ~ovljc.z f}fc ~kwd kz jkjc.z

dhppfc# Kz ~hw hc ftpfykfcgf, zyvf# Lkef hll ftpfykfcgfw# Ivz zdf yflkfm ~hw pfydhpw

nyfhzfy zdhc zdf ftpfykfcgf‚do~f}fy dfh}fcl{ kz wffbfj ~dklf kc kz#

Zdkw, do~f}fy, zdkw bhc‚{ov dhyjl{ ecf~ ~dfyf zo ifnkc# [ov jkjc.z myfz, {ov

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bovycfj# Kz kw coz h jfhzd zdovnd# Wobfzdkcn boyf lkef h glfhc yfbo}hl zdhz dfhlfj

{ov# [ov ~fyf gvykovwl{ hlk}f ivz coz yflkf}fj# Hll {ov govlj zdkce hiovz ~hw do~

{ov ~kwdfj df govlj gobf ihge‚{ov ~ovlj if ifzzfy moy dkb zdfc# Ivz {ov hlwo

hllo~fj hcj hggfpzfj zdhz df ~ovlj cf}fy gobf ihge# [ov mflz cfy}ovw zdhz f}fc kc

phkc, kcjfwgykihilf, {ov zdovndz hiovz dkb, dkw nooj~kll# [ov zdovndz zdfc, Joc.z K

lo}f dkb fcovnd zo if hw vpwfz hw K hb bfhcz zo? [ov dhj co hcw~fy# Zdf wovl dhj

co hcw~fy# Bfhckcn dhj co hcw~fy zo nk}f vcjfywzhcjkcn# Zdfyf, {ov nh}f vp zdfc#

Nk}f dkb vp hcj lfz dkb gdhcnf {ov wzkll#

Zdf mkywz jh{w df ~hw nocf, {ov govljc.z wkz wzkll# [ov ~ovlj wkz kc h gdhky moy h

bkcvzf, nfz vp, wkz, hw km {ov ~fyf ~hkzkcn moy dkb, hw km df ~ovlj wfcwf {ovy

yfwzlfwwcfww hcj gobf fhwf kz# Zdkw ~fcz oc moy zdf ~dklf zdhz lo}f hllo~fj ~kll zo

goczkcvf dhcnkcn oc zo lo}f# Hmzfy zdhz, hcnfy wfz kc‚{ov glfhcfj zdf hcnfy ovz om

{ov i{ ifkcn hcny{# Mykfcjw ~ovlj ghll hcj {ov.j ~kwd zdfb nocf‚wffbkcn lkef

fcfbkfw hll om h wvjjfc‚fcfbkfw zo cozdkcn ivz h lo}f zdf{ govljc.z mvlmkll ~kzd avwz

bfhckcn ~fll#

[ov cffj wphgf, {ov ilvyzfj ovz# Ivz dkw hiwfcgf ~hw zdf wphgf {ov cffjfj‚{ov

jkjc.z cffj dkb co~, {ov cffjfj dkw wphgf‚{ov cffjfj zo if hcny{ hz dkw pyfwfcgf#

Df ifghbf zdf ndowz {ov mfhyfj zo lo}f, zdf hiwfcgf zdhz bkndz f}fczvhll{ if h

pfypfzvhl pyfwfcgf# ^kzd zdkw, {ov ~hczfj ocgf boyf zo bo}f hyovcj zdf dovwf‚

Glfhc dkb ovz om {ovy bfboy{‚Glfhc zdf plhgfw df zovgdfj, ~dfyf dkw lkpw, dhcjw,

mffz zovgdfj# Co mkcnfypykczw, co f}kjfcgf hw h dfhyz f}fy yfbhkcfj# Co wphgf hw h

lo}f f}fy gocmvwfj {ovy bfboy{ ~kzd dkw zovgd#

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Km {ov ~fyf zo jfwgykif zdf mfflkcn boyf }k}kjl{1 Kz ~hw lkef ifkcn zoo lhzf# Lkef h

bhc phwwkcn hgyoww zdf wzyffz, hcj {ov ~fyf avwz ~hlekcn oc {ovy wkjf om zdf wzyffz#

Df kczyknvfj {ov ivz {ov jkj cozdkcn hiovz kz# Ocf govlj coz gobf vp golj zo

wobfocf oc zdf wzyffz hcj wh{ K.j lkef zo eco~ {ov ifzzfy# F}fc ~dfc {ovy

yflhzkocwdkp lhwzfj locnfy zdhc hc{ om zdf ozdfyw‚Ivz h mfflkcn om hl~h{w ifnkcckcn

~kzd dkb, hl~h{w ifnkcckcn###kz cf}fy fcjfj# [ov jkjc.z eco~ ~d{#

[ov zdovndz om h bhc {ov yfafgzfj‚h bvgd {ovcnfy bhc‚dhcjwobf, pfydhpw

f}fc wzhzvfwxvf, Nyffe# Gfyzhkcl{ bhjf {ov zdkce om ifhvz{, hcj kczfllknfcgf# [ov

jkjc.z eco~ ~d{ {ov yfafgzfj dkb ovzykndz zdfc# Pyoihil{ {ovy mfhy zdhz df bkndz

if hmzfy wobfzdkcn {ov jkjc.z dh}f# Hcj {ov dhj bhc{ zdkcnw {ov jkjc.z cffj# Kz

bkndz if ckgf moy ocgf zo vwf fhgd ozdfy hcj eco~ kz, {ov zdovndz, wzkll zdkcekcn om

{ovy lo}fy#

Ivz ~hwc.z zdkw vccfgfwwhy{? Hcj h lkzzlf }kgkovw? Powwkil{ vwfmvl ~dfc vwfj oc

{ovy phwz lo}fyw ivz coz oc dkb# Dkw w~ffz wfcwkzk}kz{ {ov.j dhzf zo dvyz hc{boyf

zdhc {ov dhj# [ov jkjc.z ghyf zo if ykndz oy ~yocn, avwz wfcwkzk}f zo {ovy o~c ~h{ om

dvyzkcn, kc zdkw ghwf#

^dhz km zdhz ~hw ~dhz df.j jocf ~kzd {ov? ^dhz km df ~hw avwz vwkcn {ov zo nfz zo

hcozdfy? Kz ~hw hppyotkbhzfl{ glfhy zo {ov# Bh{if zdhz ~hw ~d{ df whkj df jkjc.z

lkef ifkcn “lkef zdkw‒‚ifkcn ~kzd wo bhc{ lo}fyw# Zdfc, {ov lfz kz yfwz lkef {ov.j

cf}fy lfz hc{zdkcn kbpoyzhcz kc {ovy lkmf yfwz‚Lfz dkb jfgkjf, {ov ~fyf cf}fy wo

wvyf om {ovy o~c jfgkwkoc# Avwz zdfc, ifmoyf h jfgkwkoc jfmlhzfj kczo hc hmmlkgzkoc oy

yowf zo h cf~ dopf {ov jkjc.z cffj#

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^hwc.z kz bowzl{ zdf ghwf zdhz ~dfc ocf nh}f vp dopf, dopf yfhppfhyfj mfhymvl om

{ovy lfzzkcn kz no? H mf~ ~ffew phwz zdf zkbf {ov yfwol}fj zo nk}f dkb zkbf, df ghllfj

oc {ov#

“Dk#‒

K ~kwd df ~ovlj lfh}f, {ov zdovndz, ghvndz ifz~ffc hcnfy hcj zdf yfhwoc moy kz#

Ivz {ov lfz dkb kcwkjf#

“Do~ dh}f {ov iffc?,‒ df whkj womzl{#

“K.}f iffc hlykndz, K wvppowf#‒

Hcj {ov wh~ zdhz dkw f{fw ~fyf locnkcn zo zfll {ov wobfzdkcn df ~ovlj.}f whkj

ifmoyf# Wo {ov jyf~ hll zdf fhyw kc zdf yoob kczo {ov hcj lfz dkb eco~ {ov ~fyf

h}hklhilf#

[ov mflz {ovy zkbf ~kzd dkb goczyhgz hcj ftphcj lkef gdhcgfw mhklkcn hcj mhklkcn

f}fc boyf# Lkef joviz dhj nk}fc kc zo mhkzd, hcj mhkzd dhj zhefc kc joviz lkef h

bhzvykz{# Wobfzdkcn womzfcfj kc {ov# H dhcj opfcfj vp kcwkjf {ov‚Wobf phyz om kz

mlf~5 zdf ozdfy, loowfcfj hcj mfll zo zdf nyovcj‚jfhj myob lo}f, hcj jfhj myob

ftdhvwzfj dopf# Do~ zo ftplhkc zo dkb zdhz {ovy mhkzd ~hw jhbhnfj‚zdhz df

govljc.z if ~dhz df ~hw ifmoyf# Ivz {ov ecf~ df ecf~ zdkw# Dkw lo}f ~ovlj if hw

lkbkzlfww, {ov ~fyf wvyf‚ifghvwf om dkw nfcfyowkz{# Ivz {ovyw? [ov ~fyf hwekcn

wobfocf ~do lo}fj zoo bvgd, {fz, kc dkw fthbplf, coz fcovnd hz hll# [ov ~fyf coz

nfcfyovw i{ dhlm, {ov mflz hcj zdovndz {ov mflz#

^hw df h~hyf hz hll om zdf fmmfgz df dhj oc pfoplf? Oc dkw lo}fyw, fwpfgkhll{? [ov

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~fyf zfbpzfj zo hwe dkb#

Zdf bowz ifhvzkmvl pfoplf jkjc.z# Ifhvzkmvl hw kc wovlmvl hcj nfcfyovw, kczfllknfcz

hcj govyhnfovw# [ov jfgkjfj df ~hw myob zdf zkbf df yfhj zdhz mkywz pofb# Hl~h{w,

hl~h{w, kz ghbf jo~c zo pofzy{# [ov ~hczfj zo iflkf}f zdkw# Ivz co, ~dfyf jkj zdf

pofzy{ gobf myob? Zo wf}fy zdf xvhlkz{ myob zdf fmmoyz, ocf jhyfj coz# Ocf mollo~fj

zdf ozdfy bhkcl{ lkef h wfcwkzk}f pofb jfyk}fj myob h zyvf pofz# Zdovnd zdf pofb

jkjc.z bhef zdf pofz zyvf, cfgfwwhykl{# H pozfczkhl, bh{if# Km gkygvbwzhcgfw, km Noj

~fyf nfcfyovw ~kzd dvyz, zdf fbfynfcgf om zyvzd kc h pofz bkndz if nlkbpwfj kc zdf

pofb ~dkgd hyyk}fj locn ifmoyf zdf pofz, locn ifmoyf hc{ dvyz ifghbf h~hyfcfww#

[ov ~hczfj zo zfll dkb zdkw ivz ~hkzfj vczkl zdf ykndz oppoyzvckz{# [ovyw opfcfj

vp hnhkc‚zo {ovy wvypykwf‚kcmkckzf hcj vcftpfgzfj, hw ocl{ df govlj zo {ov#

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Gdhpzfy 4

Wobfzkbfw {ov ~hef vp kc zdf ckndz dvyzkcn moy co yfhwoc# Oy moy yfhwocw {ov.j

yhzdfy hggfpz zdhc moynfz# Ocf zkbf, h ~dkzf lkndz phwwfj o}fy {ovy f{fw hcj {ov

h~oef ~kzd h wzhyz, nhwpkcn hz wobfzdkcn‚pfydhpw h ckndzbhyf oy h jyfhb zdhz

mhklfj# Jfwpkzf hll zdkw, {ov hyf zdf dhppkfwz wkcgf {ov mkywz bfz dkb# Pfydhpw zdf

dknd om zdf boczdw hcj {fhyw ~dkgd mollo~fj zdf mkywz bffzkcn dh}f nocf‚Ivz nocf

kczo hcozdfy wvizlfy, boyf gobplft, bhzvyf lo}f zdhc {ov yfhlkwf# Dfyf, zdfyf kw

bfczkoc om ckndzbhyfw‚om gdokgf‚[ov govlj fhgd lfh}f zdf ozdfy ivz ~oc.z#

Ifmoyf, kz ~hw hll phwwkoc‚hll hgdf# Co~ lo}f dhw iyovndz {ov gdokgfw {ov.}f zhefc

kczo h mfflkcn if{ocj gdokgf#

Om govywf, {ov no ihge zo wlffp, lfh}kcn zdfwf zdovndzw moyf}fy ovz om yfhgd# Ivz

zdf wovl cf}fy hcw~fyw, cf}fy wlffpw moy {ovy zkyfjcfww, ocl{ yfxvkyfw moy zdf gdokgfw

{ov o}fylooe#

^dhz jofw zdf wovl yfxvkyf om {ov hz zdkw }fy{ bobfcz ~kzd dkb? Cozdkcn bvgd

ivz lo}f# Hw ~kjf"f{fj hcj vcyfhlkwzkg hw zdhz wovcjw# Co~, {ov bhef cozdkcn ovz om

lo}f ivz fhgd ozdfy# [ov ikcj fhgd lo}f zo zdf bfyg{ om zdf ozdfy# Do~

vcgobpyobkwkcn kw dkw lo}f? [ov hyf wvyf hlbowz zdhz df ~kll f}fc if ifwkjf {ov#

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Kwc.z zdhz ~dfyf gobpyobkwf gobfw kc? ^kzd ozdfy pfoplf hcj zdfky chyyo~kcn om

{ovy lo}f? ^dfc hll df ~hczw kw zo ~kjfc {ovyw, {ovy ~kwjob zo jkmmfyfczkhzf

ifz~ffc wflmkwd hcj nfcfyovw lo}f‚vcyfhl hcj, zo ozdfy f{fw, vcyfhlkwzkg lo}f# Ivz

co~ zdhz df kw ~kllkcn zo if zozhll{ {ovyw, {ov hyf ~kllkcn zo lfz dkb if myff‚zo if myff

zo if {ovyw hcj zo if ~kzd zdf ozdfyw ~do cffj dkb hw bvgd, km coz boyf zdhc {ov jo#

Zdfyf, {ov joc.z bffz f{f zo f{f# [ovy f{fw hyf wkbklhy ivz zdf{ wffb zo if fhgd

ozdfy.w lhzfcfww, fhgd ozdfy.w iflhzfjcfww oy ~oyy{# Fhgd ozdfy.w gobplfbfcz,

gobplfzkcn moy zdf ozdfy vceco~kcnl{, lkef lo}f kw zo if kzw ~oye#

[ov zdkce om zdkw ~kzd fbihyyhwwbfcz# Kw zdkw yobhczkg lo}f hz hll? ^f hyf

fbihyyhwwfj zo dvyz zdf ozdfy, hlbowz zo h mhvlz‚Zoo zkbkj h lo}f, {ov lhvnd hw {ov

zdkce zdkw# Zdfyf kw, om govywf, ftgkzfbfcz ~dfc jhcnfy oy vcpyfjkgzhiklkz{, oy

afhlovw{ gobfw kc# Ivz ozdfy~kwf, {ov zdkce, ~f hyf zoo gobmoyzhilf hcj bo}fj zo

fhgd ozdfy zo f}fy if glowfy# Hcj lo}f bh{ cffj nyo~zd hcj if hw mhy hphyz zo if

boyf# Ivz {ov dh}f nyo~c wo bvgd ~kzd dkb‚hw df nyo~w co~ kczo {ovy cffj,

~dklf {ov nyopf hiovz ~kzd {ovy cfgfwwkz{ zo ~hyc dkb om {ovyw#

Df zolj {ov ocgf, ifmoyf {ov ~fyf zonfzdfy, hiovz ghllkcn {ov vp kc zdf bkjjlf om h

phyz{ ifghvwf df ~hczfj zo nfz h~h{ myob kz#

[ov whkj, “^d{ jkj {ov ghll bf? [ov wdovlj no ihge zo {ovy phyz{#‒

Df whkj, “Ifghvwf {ov hyf mhbklkhy zo bf# K lkef zo mffl {ov#‒

“Co, {ov dh}f zo fcao{ {ovy phyz{# No oc#‒

Df whkj df dvcn vp mfflkcn lkef {ov.j jfwfyzfj dkb ~dfc {ov.j avwz lfmz dkb zo

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~dfyf df ~hw#

F}fy{jh{ wffbw zo if lkef zdkw zo {ov hmzfy {ovy wfgocj gdhcgf zonfzdfy# Zdf

nyovcj wffbw coioj{.w# [ov mffl moy hwwvyhcgfw lkef hc oypdhc# Kc mhgz, f}fy{ zkbf

df nofw ovz‚{ov zdkce df.w lfmz moy nooj#

Kz ifgobfw, {ov hyf hmyhkj, h wvmmoghzkcn lo}f‚h lo}f powwfwwk}f {fz ovz om yfhgd, hz

lfhwz zo {ov# Zdhz ~oc.z jo, {ov nk}f vp# Kz.w ~oywf zdhc avwz wzoppkcn hlzonfzdfy#

[ov zdkce hcj mfhy zdkw powwfwwk}f mfflkcn ~ovlj f}fczvhll{ zhef o}fy hcj {ov.ll cf}fy

if hilf zo lfz dkb no f}fy# Ykndz co~, {ov ghc wzkll jyhkc ovz zdf cokwf, lkef h wovcj

{ov govlj wzkll dfhy ivz dhzf# Pyfzz{ wooc, km vcgdfgefj, zdkw lo}f zdhz dhw ifgobf wo

glowf zo h lo}f pyfphyfj zo dhzf ~kzdovz dkb, ~kll gocwvbf {ov hcj dkb ~kzd kz#

Hll kw ~fll# Hll kw ~fll, {ov zdkce, vczkl zdf cftz ~obhc gobfw hlocn# Kw kz zyvf ~dhz

zdf{ wh{, ocgf zyvwz kw iyoefc, kz.w iyoefc moyf}fy# Zo bfcj kz, {ov yfwol}f cf}fy zo

joviz dkb hnhkc# F}fy{jh{, {ov hllo~ h bkwzhef zo if hggfpzfj, kc pyfphyhzkoc moy

hc{ {ov bkndz ~hcz zo h}okj, hcj mhklkcn zdhz, hggfpz#

Zdf cftz jh{ kw h ckndzbhyf zo if hggfpzfj ifghvwf kz kw zdf cftz jh{# [ovy ~oylj

nfzw wbhllfy hcj wbhllfy, ~kzd dkb kc {ovyw, hcj {ovyw wzyvnnlkcn zo goczhkc dkb‚hll

fcfyn{ ivycfj zo if mvfl moy {ovy hcckdklhzkoc#

Zdfc ocf boyckcn, ~kzd zdf boyckcn wo glfhy, dkw mhgf wo pfhgfmvl, {ov wbklf# Zdf

mkywz om wo bhc{ pfhgfmvl boyckcnw ~dkgd mollo~fj# Kz yfxvkyfw om {ov# Hcj {ov,

wlhgefcfj i{ h wzyfww zdhz govljc.z dolj hc{boyf, myffj dkb avwz lkef zdhz# Cozdkcn

lkef h lo}f $dkw+ wzfhjmhwz hcj vcgobpyobkwkcn, zo dfhl f}fc zdf ~oywz cfvyozkg

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zfcjfcgkfw# Cozdkcn lkef vcjfywzhcjkcn $dkw+, {ov wbklf kc~hyjl{, zo myff {ov#

Dkw zhwzf kc lkzfyhzvyf hcj hyz }hykfw wo bvgd, {ov bhy}fl hz zdf wgdkqopdyfckg

pfywochlkz{ zdhz bvwz if ifdkcj kz‚hz lfhwz, zdf bhnckzvjf hcj ftphcwk}f kczfyfwz,

hcj zhlfcz, kcglkchzkoc zo hgzvhll{ effp vp hcj mollo~ zdf zyfcjw, hcj zdf oiwgvyf,

f}fc zdf bhynkchlkwfj hyzkwzw om phwz hcj mvzvyf nfcfyhzkocw# Df dhw lozw om hyzkwz hcj

pofz mykfcjw# [ov bffz wobf om zdfb hz yfhjkcnw ivz cf}fy hphyz myob dkw gobphc{#

Coz jflkifyhzfl{, {ov avwz mkcj kz boyf mvc zdhz ~h{# [ov hyf, hmzfy hll, wobf~dhz om h

govplf#

Dkw bkcj kw ~dhz {ov lo}f bowz hiovz dkb‚hphyz myob dkw nfcfyowkz{‚dkw ioj{

hcj zdf ~h{ df lfzw {ov if nk}kcn hw df kw# H lfhyckcn i{ fthbplf, {ov zdkce# H

pfybkwwkoc oy pfybfhilf yfcjfykcn om lo}f# Do~f}fy {ov jo zdhz zdyovnd dkw

pyfwfcgf, {ov hggfpz hcj zdhce dkb#

[ov dh}f yfgfczl{ zhefc zo wzh{kcn h~hef hz ckndz# Hiovz dkw aoi, df dhw whkj co

xvfwzkocw hcj {ov.}f hwefj cocf, ivz cocf om zdf wzh{kcn, om zdf pvwdkcn h~h{ dflpfj#

Zdf mhgzw yfzvyc hz zkbfw ~dfc zdf ckndz opfcw myfzmvll{ hw {ov lkf, nk}fc zo dkb, hcj

~kzddoljkcn dkb#

Pyfwfczl{, {ov zdkce zdkw yflhzkocwdkp kw bhekcn {ov fhwkl{ goczfcz ~kzd

wfczkbfczhlkz{# Hcj {ov jyfhj zdhz hw bvgd hw zdf cftz vcghllfj moy fbozkoc‚

vcfhycfj mfflkcnw, yobhczkg hzzhgdbfczw, fzg# Kc mhgz, {ovy pofbw hyf ifnkcckcn zo

wovcj zffchnf, {ov ~oyy{ hw {ov.}f cf}fy ~oyykfj ifmoyf# ^dfyf kw zdf fjnf {ov

wffb zo dh}f lowz kc zdf lvtvy{ om fwghpkcn kz? ^fll, ~f ~hcz lo}f hcj goczfczbfcz#

Zdfc ~f ~hcz kz zo lhwz# Zdfc kz lhwzw hcj ~f ~oyy{ ~d{ kz dhw# [ov.}f hl~h{w eco~c

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{ov ~hcz zoo lkzzlf# Hcj zdkw ~oc.z no h~h{‚{ovy hnf wdo~kcn zo if hw yflfczlfww hw

dkw, hchgdyockwzkg‚om h jkmmfyfcz fyh# Dkw wzfhjmhwzcfww kw h bklf h~h{ myob {ovy

pfcwk}f ~kwd moy pfybhcfcgf# Olj"mhwdkocfj? Oy avwz h moyb om mfhy? [ov ghc.z

jfgkjf, hw ~kzd hll zdkcnw vcpyfjkgzhilf hcj kbpoyzhcz#

Ocgf, wobfocf whkj {ov.yf vcpyfjkgzhilf# ^dhzf}fy om zdkw xvhlkz{ kw lfmz co~, {ov

jf}ozf kz zo {ovy jhkl{ mkcjw‚dkw xvkyew hcj wbhll kcwzhcgfw# Hc{zdkcn iknnfy, {ov

hyf yflvgzhcz zo hbfcj zo wvkz dkb#

Hcj {ov dh}f gdhcnfj h loz wkcgf dkw zkbf ~kzd {ov# Mvcc{ do~ ~f gdhcnf wo

}k}kjl{‚lkef h pyogfww ghyy{kcn zdf fcj ivz cozdkcn zo wpffj kz vp#

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[ov eco~ zdhz df ~oyew dhyj# Wobfzkbfw jofwc.z gobf dobf moy jh{w# [ov vwfj

zo ~oyy{ hiovz dkw whmfz{‚Km hc{zdkcn ~fcz ~yocn, ~ovlj kz bfhc lkmf oy jfhzd?

^dfc df jofw gobf dobf, df gobfw dobf jfhj zkyfj hcj mhllw kczo ifj lkef h lon#

Cftz boyckcn, df yfgo}fyw fcovnd zo fhz iyfhemhwz hcj yflht moy h mf~ dovyw ifmoyf

zdf cftz wdkmz# [ov dhyjl{ dh}f boyf zdhc movy oy mk}f dovyw zonfzdfy kc zdf jh{, hz

bowz# Co zkbf moy kczkbhg{ oy zhle om kczkbhg{, oy pofzy{# Zdovnd df wobfzkbfw

gobfw dobf ~kzd ~ykzkcn ~dkgd df ~kll yfhj hcj no o}fy‚Zdf{ hyf dkw iooew‚

yfjvgfj zo ikzf"wkqfj hyz hcj pofzy{# Lkef {ovy lkmf zonfzdfy‚Ivz zdf kczfcwkz{ zdhz

yfbhkcw hmzfy zdf ~oye, zdf yfwz, kw ifzzfy hcj ~oyzd kz# Gdhynfj ~kzd pyfwfcgf‚

wzhyzlkcnl{ dkw# [ov hyf coz wvyf {ov wffb pyfwfcz zo dkw wzvccfj, wobfzkbfw ilhce

looe# [ov kckzkhzf zdkcnw‚No ovz oy wzh{ kc# Df mollo~w lkef wobfocf pfypfzvhll{

hwlffp# Ivz ~dfc wlffp zhefw dkb, dkw wlffpw hcj jyfhbw o}fy~dflb dkb‚Df.w

jfwgykifj zo {ov kc jfzhkl zdf jyfhbw‚Wobf ~kzd {ov kc zdfb# Zdfyf.w f}fc h gfklkcn

kc ocf phyzkgvlhyl{ kczyknvkcn jyfhb# [ov jyh~ dkb zo zfll {ov boyf# Df jfwgykifw kz

~kzd h jfpyfwwfj hcj boyikj nhqf, hw km hwdhbfj hcj mfhymvl om ~dhz zdf jyfhb bh{

bfhc# Df ~hw oc zdf gfklkcn, mktfj lkef h lkndz# [ov ~fyf iflo~‚bo}kcn wo mhwz kc h

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woyz om jyfhb ~kzdkc h jyfhb# Kc zdf glkbht om zdf jyfhb, oy ckndzbhyf, df mfll

zdyovnd zdf gfklkcn, gyhwdkcn jo~c zo~hyjw {ov, hmyhkj om dkzzkcn hcj ekllkcn {ov# Df

lhcjfj ~kzdovz {ov hc{~dfyf cfhy‚zdovnd df wzkll wh~ {ov wlffpkcn zdfyf, oc dkw

~h{ jo~c# Wobfdo~, {ov h~hefcfj avwz kc zkbf hcj h}okjfj dkw mhll# [ov hwe dkb

~dhz df zdkcew zdf jyfhb bfhcw zo dkb# Df jyh~w h ilhce hcj gdhcnfw zdf wviafgz

kbbfjkhzfl{#

Zdhz ckndz df gobfw kczo zdf jhye ml{kcn hw km bkbkgekcn dkw jyfhb hcj {ovy mlkndz#

Coz myob dkb oy dkw cfhy kcavy{, ivz myob {ovy hllo~hcgf om dkw fcjvyhcgf‚Dkw

~oye ilffjkcn kczo {ovyw5 {ovy lo}f coz xvkzf ghzgdkcn vp‚ivw{ ~kzd {ovy mfhy moy

dkw whmfz{#

Zdovnd df kw whmf co~, {ov hyf kccogfcz om kz# [ov dh}f cozdkcn zo jo ~kzd kz# Df

kw wo logefj kczo dkbwflm‚jyfhbw hcj zdf ~oye om jyfhbw‚{ov mhkl zo py{ {ovywflm

opfc zo hggobbojhzf dkb, dkw goczhkcbfcz#

Ocf jh{, df dhw wo bvgd fcfyn{, df bhefw {ov gommff hcj iyfhemhwz# [ov zhle }fy{

glowf zo {ovy lkmf ~dkgd {ov govcz zo if fxvhll{ dkw co~# Bvzvhl lo}f‚zdfyf.w h xvkfz

zdovndz zo no ~kzd zdf whgyfj bobfcz# Df zovgdfw {ovy gdffe‚df dhwc.z jocf zdhz

kc zdf ~dklf ~dfc df ~oyefj zoo dhyj# Co~ zdf lohj wffbw zo dh}f lkmzfj‚dkw ~oye,

hcj {ovy ivyjfc om dkw lo}f, whmfz{, fzg#

^dfc {ov hyf hiovz zo jykce {ovy gvp, df wh{w, “Co, K zdkce K dh}fc.z pvz wvnhy kc

kz#‒

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[ov lfz dkb# Ivz df wh{w, “K zdkce {ov ghc dh}f bkcf# K.ll pvz wobf wvnhy# K

dh}fc.z zovgdfj kz {fz#‒

Wo {ov jykce myob dkw gvp, zdkcekcn hiovz do~ wzyhcnf df.w iffc hgzkcn lhzfl{#

Jkwzyhgzfj, ivz wobfzdkcn flwf‚Govlj kz if zdf olj ozdfy ~obhc xvfwzkoc? [ov.yf

coz wvyf# Zdkw wffbw boyf wfykovw zdhc zdhz, lkef zdfyf.w h wzyvnnlf ~kzdkc dkb‚[ov

ghc.z if wvyf# Ivz {ov jfzfgz zdkw kc zdf ~h{ df bo}fw afyekl{, }fy{ mhwz hcj yfwzlfww,

zdfc wvjjfcl{ wfzzlfj‚hw km moy zdf bobfcz# Hl~h{w moy zdf bobfcz‚cf}fy moy hc

hmzfycooc moy kcwzhcgf, oy locnfy, lkef ifmoyf# F}fc hz ckndz, df kw xvkgefy zo glkbi

hcj mhll ~dfyf df ~hw wlo~ hcj yflhtfj‚lo}kcn# Zdf kczfcwkz{ kczfcwkmkfj ivz dvyykfj,

hlbowz hpolonfzkg, {ov jfgkjf, co~ boyf ~oyykfj moy dkw ojjcfww#

“Kw wobfzdkcn ~yocn?‒

Df wbklfw hcj wh{w, “^d{ jo {ov hl~h{w hwe km zdfyf.w wobfzdkcn ~yocn?‒

“Co yfhwoc kc phyzkgvlhy#‒

[ov jkwbkww zdf wkll{ zdovndz myob {ovy bkcj ~kzd h ~h}f om {ovy dhcj‚dopkcn

{ovy hgzkoc ~kll yfkcmoygf {ovy yfwol}f# Df jofwc.z wffb goc}kcgfj# Goczkcvfw hgzkcn

wzyhcnfl{# [ov wknd kc~hyjl{ hcj wh{ zo {ovywflm, “^d{ jo K jfwfy}f zo dh}f wvgd hc

kczfyfwzkcn bhc? ^d{ coz wobfocf ioykcnl{ plhkc?‒ [ov zdkce dhlm lhvndkcn, dhlm

nyohckcn#

^dfc {ov ~fyf wf}fczffc, {ov ~ovlj looe vp hz zdf gfklkcn hcj zdkce, ^dhz km

wobfocf.w vp zdfyf wp{kcn oc bf? Zdf kjfh jkwnvwzfj {ov, hcj mhwgkchzfj {ov

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lkef~kwf# Co~, zdkcekcn ihge oc kz, {ov gobphyf zdf ckndzw ~dfc df kw h~h{ ~oyekcn,

hcj zdf locflkcfww om zdowf {fhyw wo bhc{ {fhyw hno‚wobfocf hw jkwzhcz hw df ~hw,

wobfocf hw cfhy hw df ~hw ~dfc df ~hw ~kzd {ov# Hc kczyvwk}f zdovndz, hc

vczdkcehilf pyobkwf mkllfj {ovy bkcj, hcj {ov jkwbkww kz lkef {ov jkj dkw wzyhcnf

ifdh}kovy# ^dhz km zdf{.yf yflhzfj? Zdkw gfklkcn zdkcn hcj dkw ifdh}kovy lhzfl{?

Hnhkc, {ov ~hcz zo wkbplkm{ dkb‚co~ {ov yfhlkwf, {ov ~hcz zo jo wo ifghvwf om zdf

gobplkghzkoc kc {ovy lkmf‚h lkmf ~dkgd cfhyl{ ifnkcw ~kzd dkb‚Kc {ovy bkcj, df dhw

iffc zdfyf#

[ov jhyf coz hwe dkb hiovz zdf gfklkcn# Hmyhkj df ~ovlj zdkce {ov bhj oy

mhczhwzkg# [ov dkcz wobfzkbfw zdovnd, hiovz {ovy ftpfykfcgfw hz ckndz ~dfc {ov

~fyf {ovcn# Df.ll wh{ zdhz {ov dhj hc hgzk}f kbhnkchzkoc, hcj lfh}f kz hz zdhz# Ivz df

looew gocgfycfj, hiovz hw zfcjfy hw ~dfc {ov ~fyf wkge ocgf ~kzd mlv‚~dfc df dhj

zo wzop ~oye zo looe hmzfy {ov# H wkgecfww om zdf kbhnkchzkoc kw ~oywf zdhc h pd{wkghl

jkwfhwf? [ov zy{ zo fhwf kz# Wvyf, kz ~hw coz h nkylkwd mhczhw{, mhy myob kz# Boyfo}fy,

zdf ftpfykfcgfw, zdf ~h{ {ov gobf zo zdfb bo}fj hcj wo yflkf}fj hmzfy‚hw {ov

yfmvwf, hcj nk}f kc zo zdf jyfhb‚moy h bkcvzf, yflk}kcn kz gh}kcn kc oc {ov‚{ovy

jhye hcj zdf lkndz om mfflkcn {ov mflz# Vcghcc{ lkefcfww# [ov.}f dhj h mf~ ftpfykfcgfw

kc ~dkgd jyfhbw govlj coz dkjf‚ivz zdkw kw jkmmfyfcz, wfphyhzf myob zdhz# [ov avwz

eco~# Vcghcc{ lkefcfww# ^kzd dkb# Ifwkjf {ov# Zdf po~fy kc wvgd lo}f#

Vcgdhcnkcn#

Zdfyf ~hw h wzyhcnf ftpfykfcgf gocgfyckcn dkw aoi‚oy ~dhz df glhkbfj ~hw jvf zo

zdhz# Df whkj df govljc.z if ~kzd {ov hc{boyf ifghvwf dkw aoi ghllfj moy dkb zo if

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h~h{ moy locn wzyfzgdfw om zkbf# Hcj df zdovndz {ov.j if zoo locfl{ ~kzdovz dkb# Df

whkj zdhz kz ~hw ifzzfy zo iyfhe vp co~ yhzdfy zdhc lhzfy# Zdhz ~hw ~dfc df zolj {ov

hiovz zdf “ifzzfy zo iyfhe vp co~ ifghvwf K joc.z eco~ ~dhz zdf{.ll hwe bf zo jo‒

zhle# Kbbfjkhzfl{, {ov vcjfywzooj# Pvz z~o hcj z~o zonfzdfy‚zdf gfklkcn, zdf

gommff, zdf bhwew, fzg# [ov jkjc.z moygf hc{zdkcn hc{boyf‚eco~kcn kz ~hw hc

kbpowwkiklkz{ zdhz cffjfj zo if zyhcwgfcjfj hcj lfmz hlocf moy nooj#

Df ecf~ zoo‚zdf mhgzw, hcj zdf mhgzw ~dkgd {ovy lo}f govljc.z vczkf, ocl{ nk}f kc‚

~kzdovz zdf moyb {ov zykfj zo bhef ~oye#

Df ~hw coz lfzzkcn no, ivz mvll om kczfcwkz{, dopf, pofzy{‚nhkckcn {ov kc dkw yflkfm

hcj powwkiklkzkfw# Lo}f ~hw powwkiklkzkfw zdhz jkjc.z fcj# Co~ {ov govlj hmmoyj zo if

pfcwk}f, zo if powwkilf zo dkb, hmzfy hll zdf dopf# Ihge ~dfyf {ov ~fyf bfhcz zo if,

zonfzdfy hw dopf, hw kc zdf ihge om dopf# Hcj lo}f zo if ~oyc lkef h zdovndz zdovndz

o}fy hcj o}fy#

Ivz {ov govljc.z nk}f kz vp‚Df jkj ~dhz df ~hczfj, hcj {ov dhlm"cffjfj kz

{ovywflm# Hcj kz ~hw zo yfmvwf zo if yfnhyjfj hnhkc, ocl{ zfbpzfj hcj zfbpzfj

zdoyovndl{# [ov lfz dkb jo zdhz ocf lhwz zkbf ~kzd zdf dhvczkcnl{ kcwfgvyf mfflkcn om

nk}kcn vp#

Hcj kz ~hw zdf locnfwz ivklj"vp {ov.j f}fy dhj# Hmzfy~hyjw, df whkj df ~hw

nyhzfmvl moy hll zdf locnkcn df dflj ihge hll zdowf {fhyw zo gobf zo zdkw ocf mkchl

bobfcz ~dfc phkc bfynfj ~kzd yfnyfz, hcj yfnyfz pvwdkcn kczo hggfpzhcgf‚hcj

bh{if kczo h jffp lo}f zdhz bfboy{ bkndz {fz cfnhzf km {ov iozd zdyf~ vp {ovy

dhcjw kc mfhy om zdf mvzvyf ~dfc {fwfw ivyc zdf cftz kcf}kzhilf co.w {ov dhj co po~fy

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zo gdhcnf#

Hcj joviz? [ov yollfj o}fy kczo mhkzd, hw dhyj hw zdhz wovcjfj‚zdf joviz om

lo}fyw ~hw cf}fy nyfhzfy kc zdf nyfhzfwz lo}f# Moy zdf{ ~fyf f}fy hppyfdfcwk}f om

ifkcn hvzdfczkg‚ifkcn lfww zdhc lo}fj, oy pfydhpw cfy}ovw om ifkcn lo}fj ihge hz hll#

[ov ~fyf xvkfz hcj hl~h{w hmyhkj#

Lkef gdkljyfc wd{ om zdfky bozdfy.w hcj mhzdfy.w lo}f, hcj ovznyo~kcn zdfb kc

jfwfyzkcn zdfbwfl}fw# [fw, zdf bowz bfboyhilf zkbfw ~fyf coz zdf ovzwpoefc, nooj

zkbfw, zdf zykvbpdw om lo}f nhkcfj ivz zdf lo}f hlbowz yfnhkcfj hcj cf}fy xvkzf

hgdkf}fj#

[ov mflz, if{ocj zdf vzzfy fbpzkcfww hcj whjcfww, h zfyykilf ioyfjob# Hw km hc hyz

hcj zdf bhefy om zdhz hyz dhj lfmz# ^d{ zdkw? ^dfyf ~hw ioyfjob hmzfy lo}f?

^dfyf ~hw lo}f hmzfy h lkmfzkbf om ioyfjob? [ov mflz {ovywflm yvcckcn kc gkyglfw#

Hcj {ov ~fyf phwz ghykcn# ^dhz ghbf hmzfy ioyfjob ivz zdf yfbfbiyhcgf om lo}f?

Do~ zo wvy}k}f zdkw? [ov zdovndz {ov ecf~ zdf hcw~fy‚hcj {ov jkj# [ov ecf~

zdhz lo}f cf}fy fcjfj ~kzd h lo}fy oy ~dhz {ov jfgkjfj ~hw lo}f# Kz ifnhc ~kzd {ovy

lk}kcn kz‚dkw lo}f, {ovyw ~yhppfj kc {ovyw, iozd om {ovyw kc {ov, ~kzdovz {ov# [ov

zdovndz {ov ~ovlj if ~fhe moy zdf yfwz om {ovy lkmf# [ov jhyfj zo if ~fhe hz lhwz, {ov

zdovndz coz lk}kcn {ovy lkmf# Ivz lfzzkcn kz if lk}kcn kc {ov#

[fw, df jyfhbw zdf lkmf kc {ov# Df kw zdf }okgf {ov dfhy {ovy lo}f hnhkcwz# Hcj

co~, dkw wklfcgf kw zdf }okgf {ov dfhy {ovy lo}f moy# If{ocj {ovy lkwzfckcn, dkw

dfhykcn# If{ocj {ovy dfhykcn, zdf lo}f ~dkgd ocf cf}fy cffjw dfhykcn# Hw km hll zdkw

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[ov dhj zdf zkbf hz lhwz zo zdkce hiovz pofzy{# [ovy bhkc jkwzyhgzkoc nocf, dkw

kcmlvfcgf yfbhkcfj# [ov dh}f h zdfoy{ zdhz nyfhz pofzy{ kw ocl{ vcjfywzooj hmzfy kz

dhw gfhwfj zo if “nyfhz#‒ I{ zdhz {ov bfhc zdhz zdf hvjkfcgf dhw ghvndz vp ~kzd zdf

pofz, ~do i{ jfmkckzkoc, kw nyfhz ~dfc wdf oy df ghccoz if yfhj ~kzd pvyf

gobpyfdfcwkoc jvykcn dkw lkmfzkbf oy wobfzkbfw f}fc hmzfy# Hcj, {ov zdovndz, h nyfhz

pofz pyoihil{ dhw co kjfh df kw nyfhz# Hz lfhwz zdf bowz dvbilf, ~do zfcj zo if zdf

nyfhzfwz, joc.z# [ov zdovndz df bkndz powwkil{ zdkce dkbwflm ~oyzdlfww#

Ivz zdfwf zdfoykfw wffbfj fbpz{ ~kzdovz dkb‚df ~hw zdf ocf {ov gdfgefj zdfb

hnhkcwz‚zdf ocf {ov bowz ~hczfj zo hjbkyf moy dkw wvppoyz oy dkw yfhlkzkfw#

[ov.}f hl~h{w zdovndz dkb nyfhz‚h pofz ~do ~yozf ovz dkw lkmf kczo f}fy{ocf

flwf.w# ^hwc.z kz z{pkghl, zo mkcj dkb bowz lo}fj hmzfy {ov dh}f lo}fj dkb zoo ~fll hcj

zoo lkzzlf? Wvpfylhzk}fw {ov govljc.z jo ~kzdovz co~# Hlzdovnd {ov ecf~ df dhzfj

jfwgykpzkocw om hc{ ekcj‚fwpfgkhll{ d{pfyiolfw‚zdovnd, zo {ov, zdf{ ~fyf nfcvkcf

wvpfylhzk}fw, moy zdkw lhcjwghpf om dkw pyfwfcgf kc {ov# Zdkw ndowz ~dkgd dfh}fc lfz

loowf zo if ~kzd {ov# Zdkw hcnfl, co joviz, ~do lk}fj vp zo dkw chbf#

Locnkcn kcwpkyfj {ov# H lo}f zdhz gocwvbfj kcwpkyfj dkb# Hmzfy~hyjw, kc f}fy{

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hmzfy~hyj, {ov mflz h nfcvkcf hcj yhyf pfhgf# Boyf zdhc ao{# Gfyzhkcl{ boyf zdhc h

plhgf yfhgdfj oy iflocnfj# [ov yhyfl{ govczfj oc zdf cftz zkbf, avwz yfwol}fj zo if

yfhj{ hcj wvypykwfj hnhkc‚hll o}fy hnhkc# Df wffbfj zo zdyk}f oc kczkbhg{# Lo}f

bhjf bhefw lo}f yfhl# Moy {ov, yobhczkg zdhz {ov ~fyf, kz ~hw moybkjhilf zo if ~fhe

hcj lo}f kz# Zdovnd df cf}fy gobplhkcfj# Hcj {ov cf}fy jkfj kc {ovy ~fhecfww‚

ocl{ h jfhzd {ov ecf~ zdhz bvwz if dkw zoo#

^dhz {ov dhzfj zdf bowz‚Pfoplf bkwkczfypyfzkcn {ovy pofbw# Oy bkwjkyfgzkcn

zdfb zo zdfky o~c fcjw# ôywz‚ft"lo}fyw ~do zdovndz {ovy pofbw ~fyf moy zdfb‚

oy kbhnkcfj zdfb zo if# Df dhzfj zdkw zoo#

[ov kbhnkcfj dkw po~fy, dkw po~fymvl bkcj kc {ovyw# [ov hl~h{w wvyyfcjfyfj zo

dkw kckzkhzk}f‚fwpfgkhll{ kc {ovy ~ykzkcn# Df gobplhkcfj hiovz do~ wlhge {ov ~fyf

hiovz ~ykzkcn#

Df whkj, “[ov bvwz if yfgelfww hcj yvzdlfww kc pofzy{#‒

Df looefj zo zdf cf~# [ovy hzzkzvjf zo~hyjw zdf cf~ yfwol}fj zo if ~kzd {ovy

mocjcfww moy dkb‚~dkgd ifghbf ikzzfy hcj vcbkzknhzfj# [ovy bkcj wzkll kcglkcfj zo

dkw‚glowf zo h mhkycfww coz avjnfj i{ pvyfcfww# Dkw bkcj kczyvjkcn hw ifmoyf ivz

~flgobfj hw ifmoyf#

^dhz {ov mfhyfj zdf bowz ~hw wzkll zdf lhge om yfhlkz{# ^dhz km, hmzfy hll zdkw, hmzfy

lo}f, kz ~hw hll moy cozdkcn# Oy ~oywf, kz ~hw cf}fy yfhl kc zdf mkywz plhgf# ^dhz km kz

~hw hll cozdkcn moy dkb# H nyfhzfwz mfhy ~hw nyfhz ifghvwf om zdf jkwzhcgf kz ~hw myob

yfhlkz{, myob lo}f‚hcj zdf jkwzhcgf kz ~hw myob {ov, hcj fwpfgkhll{ myob dkb# Hcj

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gocwfxvfczl{, {ovy jkwzhcgf myob fhgd ozdfy#

H nyfhz lo}f‚co ocf lowfw# [ov zhef lo}f h~h{, hcj lo}f wzkll yfbhkcw# H nyfhz mfhy

‚co ocf lo}fw# [ov zhef mfhy h~h{, hcj boyf mfhy yfbhkcw# H nyfhz lo}f ovz om mfhy

kw wobf powwkiklkz{ moy iozd‚jfpfcjkcn oc zdf kczfczkocw om fhgd zo zdf ozdfy# Hcj km

zdf{ hyf ~kllkcn zo gdhcnf zdfky kczfczkoc oc zdf ~h{# Km lo}f kw nyfhzfy zdhc zdf{ hyf

‚zdfyf bh{ if dopf# ^dhzf}fy dhppfcw, zdf{ hyf nyfhzfy moy zdfky fyyoyw, zdf ykwew

zdf{ jhyf coz zhef‚ivz zdfky lo}f jofw zhef, coz eco~kcn hc{ ifzzfy# Co mh}ovykzkwb

kc lo}f ftgfpz kc nyfhzcfww#

Zdkw, {ov dopfj moy dkb, dkw phwz om dkb‚[ovy mvzvyf moy {ovywflm# ^dfzdfy df

govlj# Mhkzd iyoefc ifghbf‚coz joviz‚ivz mhkzd bkwplhgfj# Mhklkcn zdhz, mhkzd

looekcn moy yfplhgfbfcz# hw df h yfplhgfbfcz? Co# Zdfyf ~hw co ocf zo yfplhgf

mhkzd ~kzd# Zdf chzvyf om mhkzd ~hw zdhz kz cf}fy ~fcz h~h{ hmzfy {ovy dh}kcn iflkf}fj

kz# Kz gdhcnfj moyb ivz wzvge ~kzd {ov f}fc km {ov bkndz zdkce {ov jkjc.z iflkf}f

hc{boyf# [ov bkndz zdkce {ov lowz kz‚kc ~oye, kc lkmf, kc wzyhcnfcfww‚ivz co, kz ~hw

~kzd {ov kc h zdoyovndl{ bkwgocwzyvfj ~h{, pfydhpw f}fc ~kzdovz {ov# Ivz wvjjfcl{,

pkgekcn wobfzdkcn vp myob zdf mlooy, {ovy wovl, oy {ovy glozdfw wzyf~c i{ wobfioj{,

yfbo}fj i{ {ovy zfbpoyhy{ yfwvlz kc mhkzd myob h pfybhcfcz ocf, {ov mflz yfhl, h

yfnhkckcn om mhkzd {ov jfzfwzfj i{ ocgf dh}kcn lowz kz#

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^hw df f}fy afhlovw om {ovy ozdfy mhwgkchzkocw? Ozdfy pofzw, lo}fyw, mykfcjw,

hzzyhgzkocw? Ocgf, df ~hczfj zo zhef {ov wobf plhgf wo ihjl{‚avwz oc zdf goycfy‚

zdhz {ov wvwpfgzfj df bkndz if afhlovw om wobfzdkcn oy wobfocf {ov ~fyf coz f}fc

looekcn hz( Hc{~h{, {ov pvz kz ovz om {ovy bkcj# Ivz zdfc, wgovykcn moy hc{ zyhgf om

dkw lo}f hcj jkwpvzfw, zdkw wgfcf ghbf ihge bvlzkplkfj lkef bfboykfw wobfzkbfw jkj‚

myhnbfczw om }fywkocw hcj mfflkcnw om myhnbfczw {ov ghyflfwwl{ zowwfj hwkjf ifghvwf om

zdfky wffbkcn gocmoybkz{ hcj wdffy vcyfbhyehilf ilhcjcfww#

Df ~hw kcwkwzfcz, hw {ov cf}fy ecf~ dkb zo if# Df ~hczfj {ov zo looe hz hc oiafgz#

Om govywf {ov moynoz ~dhz kz ~hw# Pfydhpw dkjkcn {ovy o~c wvibfynfj afhlovwkfw#

Ivz, hw mhy hw {ov govlj yfghll, oy lfz {ovywflm yfghll, {ov dhj h nooj zkbf#

Hmzfy~hyjw, {ov hlwo dhj h nooj zkbf‚afhlovw{ yflfhwfj wobfzdkcn kc dkb# Ivz {ov

wzkll jkjc.z eco~ ~dhz df ~hw afhlovw hiovz‚coz f}fc glowf# Ivz kz iyovndz {ov

glowfy zdhz ckndz, iozd om {ov xvkfz ifghvwf om hcnfy hcj hggfpzhcgf# Hcj df ~hw

yflkf}fj om {ovy wzyh{kcn i{ ifkcn {ovy jkwzyhgzkoc hcj zhynfz om lo}f# [ov w~vcn

ihge zo dkb avwz lkef zdhz hcj {ov cf}fy ecf~ ~d{# Jkwzyhgzkocw ~fyf zdkcnw zdhz

pfyefj {ov vp kc dkw hiwfcgf‚Hcj df ~hw hiwfcz h loz om zdf zkbf# Zdfyf ~hw ocf

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phyzkgvlhy jkwzyhgzkoc df govlj coz zhef myob {ov# Zdkw ~hw coz f}fc h nv{ {ov ecf~#

Avwz hc hjbkyhzkoc, oy h yfwpfgz# [ov zolj dkb wo# Ivz df ~hw hcny{ ~kzdovz wdo~kcn

{ov do~ zo if hcny{ zoo# Lkef kz ~hw dkw ykndz hcj {ovy yfhwoc# Zdfyf ~hw f}fc

wobfzkbfw avwz hc hyz oy hc hyzkwz {ov yfhj hcj ~dowf ~oye {ov mollo~fj# Kc h

bobfcz lkef zdkw, {ov ~ovlj mffl wvmmoghzfj i{ dkw powwfwwk}fcfww# Hcj {ov ~ovlj wh{

wo# Hcj df ~ovlj ihge omm hcj {ov ~ovlj if xvkfz hw df ~ovlj jfmfy {ov kczo dkw

goczyol, hcj {ov ~ovlj yflfhwf dkb kczo dkw# Zo zfhgd dkb h lfwwoc, {ov zdovndz# Hcj

cozdkcn ~hw bhjf zdhz ckndz, om f}fy{zdkcn {ov ~hczfj#

Zdf gvykovw zdkcn ~hw, df ~hw wfljob o}fyzl{ afhlovw‚df ~hw zoo bvgd om h

nfczlfbhc zo jo zdhz# Ocf dhj zo lkwzfc glowfl{ moy wkncw‚h wlkndzl{ yhkwfj }okgf, h

looe zdhz dhlm nlhyfj hcj dhlm plfhjfj, h pofb zdhz wzyhjjlfj lo}f hcj dhzf wo

pyfghykovwl{, {ov jfmkcfj kz ~kzd lo}f avwz zo effp {ovy vcfhwkcfww zo {ovywflm# Hcj

{ov jkj, {ov wvy}k}fj zdf golj ~hybzd om afhlovw{ i{ ifkcn hw ghlb hcj gollfgzfj hw

dkb#

Hcj {ov.j gollfgz zdf jfhy jkbfcwkocw om {ovy wphgf, hcj nk}f dkb cozdkcn zo if

hcny{ oy afhlovw hiovz# [ov zykfj coz zo if hzzyhgzfj zo hc{ocf flwf ivz {ov mhklfj

wobfzkbfw# Cf}fy ocgf jkj {ov zdkce zdkw ovz om zdf oyjkchy{# Dkw o~c gobpvlwkoc zo

hzzyhgz ozdfy ~obfc, {ov zkyfj zo xvfwzkoc‚hmzfy zdhz mkywz fyvpzkoc om hcnfy, bh{if

boyf lo}f zdhc afhlovw{# Df dhj zdf jfgfcg{ coz zo iyhn oy zhle hiovz dkw ozdfy

~obfc# [fz {ov goczkcvfj zo zhle hiovz {ovy wo"ghllfj jkwzyhgzkocw# Zdf jkmmfyfcgf,

co~ {ov ~fyf jfmfcjkcn {ovywflm ~kzd {ovywflm, ~hw zdhz {ov jkjc.z gocwkjfy zdfb

yobhcgfw oy hmmhkyw‚avwz vzzfyl{ dhyblfww gyvwdfw# Ivz df ~ovlj dh}f cocf om zdhz#

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[ov ~fyf ifnkcckcn zo wff, hmzfy hll zdkw, zdf vnl{ wkjf om {ovy yflhzkocwdkp# Do~

yfwfczbfcz wef~fj zdf lfcw5 Do~ lo}f ~ovlj jo hc{zdkcn zo effp kzwflm oggvpkfj ~kzd

yfhwocw zo if ozdfy, km coz oppowkzf# Km coz dhzf, {ov mflz zdf lo}f dhzfmvl‚[ovy lo}f

iflhzfjl{ bhjjfckcn hcj {ovzdmvl# Gocglvwkocw ~fyf efpz lkef zyfhwvyfw zo if bkcfj,

hcj bkcfj wfphyhzfl{ myob hc{ goyf#

Oc zdf ozdfy dhcj, {ov wobfzkbfw kczfczkochll{ bhjf dkb afhlovw# [ov jkj# [ov

zdovndz, nvklzkl{, o}fy~dflbfj ~kzd fbozkoc hcj gobplkgkz yfnyfz# Ocf phyzkgvlhyl{

doyykj f}fckcn, hmzfy h ikn mkndz# [ov zdovndz {ov ocl{ dhj h mf~ wvgd mkndzw, ivz co~

‚if{ocj zdkcekcn glfhyl{ hcj h yfhwoc zo if polkzf, zo {ovywflm bowzl{, {ov

yfbfbifyfj zdkw ocf f}fckcn ~dfyf {ov pyhgzkghll{ mlvcn {ovywflm hz zdkw nv{ {ov

ecf~ ifmoyf‚h yfhll{ mvcc{ hcj yobhczkg bhc ~do bhjf {ov dhpp{ avwz i{ {ovy

looekcn hz dkb hcj dkw ~hyb ivz vcgoyc{ wfcwf om dvbovy# Kc mhgz, df ~hw mvcc{

ifghvwf df jkjc.z bhef aoefw ivz zolj kz lkef kz ~hw# Hlbowz h gdklj ivz gobplfzfl{

~kwf if{ocj dkw {fhyw# Df ~hw avwz coz hmyhkj zo if ilvcz hcj dvyz pfoplf i{ dkw

docfwz{ hcj docfwz gobbfczw# Ivz df ~hw wo dhcjwobf hcj gdhybkcn, {ov.j moynk}f

dkb hc{zdkcn wdoyz om dkb bvyjfykcn {ov‚kc hll wfcwfw om zdf ~oyj# Df wffbfj zo

{ov zo if lkef {ov‚kc dkw ilvcz docfwz ~h{w‚ocl{ ~kzd zdf hjjfj gdhykwbh# Km ocl{

{ov ~fyf gdhybkcn( [ov zdovndz zdkw ~dfc {ov wh~ dkb f}fy{ zkbf zdfyf# Hcj df

~hw zdf z{pf {ov jkjc.z ftpfgz zo wff hnhkc‚moy wobf yfhwoc# Pyoihil{ wobfzdkcn

jhcnfyovw kc dkw looe oy {ovyw? [ov govlj coz if ghlbfj gobplfzfl{ i{ zdkw

oiwfy}hzkoc# Hc{~h{, {ov whz ifwkjf dkb hcj wzhyzfj, xvkzf wvigocwgkovwl{, zo zovgd

lkndzl{ dkw wlff}f, dkw hyb# Hz gfyzhkc phyzw om {ovy goc}fywhzkoc# Om govywf, {ovy

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lo}fy noz hcny{‚kc dkw gdhyhgzfykwzkg wklfcgf, dkw glfcgdfj zffzd ekcj om yfivef# [ov

~fyf nfcvkcfl{ wvypykwfj hz zdhz zkbf, ~kzd zdf ~h{ df yfhgzfj# Ocf ~hwc.z yfhll{

h~hyf om ocf.w ifdh}kovy wobfzkbfw# Ilkcjl{ jokcn ~dhz wdf mflz lkef jokcn# Ocl{

lhzfy, ifyfmz hnhkc ~kzd kcjkmmfyfcgf, jo ~f jkn vp ~dfyf ~f jfmhvlzfj hcj iykcn dkb

zdf ghyf zo bhef vp moy ovy wdhllo~cfww# ^dkgd ~f dhj lhiflfj “mvc#‒

Do~ mhy zdkw kw myob ~dfyf K wzhyzfj ~ykzkcn hiovz# Ivz zdf zoyzvyfw goczkcvf hcj

jfhzd kw f}fy h wzfp h~h{# Zdf{ bhef wvyf om zdhz# [ov joc.z ifnyvjnf hc{ocf ~do

zdkcew zdf{ ocl{ jo ~dhz zdf{ dhj zo ovz om mfhy hcj wvy}k}hl# Kz kw {ovy o~c wvy}k}hl

co~ {ov zdkce hiovz# Hcj do~ zo if kczhgz‚if dvbhc hcj dvbhcf kc wpkzf om zdf

zoyzvyfw# Wobfzkbfw {ovy ioj{ kw wo ~fhe, hgdkcnl{ wo, {ov ghccoz zhef zdf dvbhckz{

kc ozdfyw hcj gocwfxvfczl{ lowf {ovy o~c# Hl~h{w, zdf xvfwzkoc kw, ~d{? Hcj {ov

eco~ pfoplf f}fy{~dfyf hyf hwekcn zdkw xvfwzkoc hll zdfky lk}fw# Hyf zdfyf co

hiwolvzfw? Oy kw kz hc ftgvwf zo hwe zdkw xvfwzkoc hcj hcw~fy kz zo whzkwm{ hcj jfmfcj

ocf.w o~c hgzkoc? Hcj bfhckcn kw lowz hbocn zdf ~kwdfw moy bfhckcn, hbocn zdf

wfphyhzkocw ~dkgd co ocf hggfpzw zo if om vwf# Hcj hll zdkw jfgkjfj ifmoyf K ecf~ oy

yfbfbifyfj hc{zdkcn‚K, h gdklj whgykmkgfj ifmoyf ifkcn ioyc‚hcj hb co~

h~hkzkcn jfhzd lkef kz ~hw bfhcz moy bf# Ivz mkndzkcn kz, iflkf}kcn lkmf zo if Noj.w hcj

ocf.w jvz{ zo jfmfcj kz# Ivz lo}f kw coz lfwwfy kc zdkw mkndz moy lkmf# Kc zyvzd, kz kw ~d{

~f mkndz hz hll# Km ~f dh}f lfww om kz, ~f ~kll if dhyj hcj goc}kcgkcn ovywfl}fw om

~fhecfww‚Zdkcnw zdf{ pfywvhjf {ov om {ovywflm, pfydhpw mhklkcn zo if wzyocn kc

~fhecfww‚Zdfky lk}fw wo jkmmfyfcz {ov zdkce, wo bvgd boyf iyfhekcn hcj, kc h wfcwf,

iyh}fy zdhc {ovy pyfwfcz hcj wvjjfc fmmoyz zo wzh{, hcj wzh{ glfhy om zdfky wvppowfj

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~yhzd ~dkgd {ov ghc vcjfywzhcj kc lkndz om zy{kcn‚zdkw fcjlfww zy{kcn hcj

gkygvbwzhcgf#

Zdf{ ~kll yf}fhl cozdkcn om zdfky lk}fw zdovnd# [ov ~kwd zdf{ ~kll‚[ov govcz oc kz

zo eco~ {ovy o~c‚Ivz dkwzoy{ avwz yflfnhzfw wobf om vw zo ovy oiafgzk}fw, coz

kcjk}kjvhlw mhgkcn kcjk}kjvhlw‚oy lo}kcn zdfb kc hc{ ~h{# Wobfzkbfw, hyyonhcgf

hcj wvpfykoykz{ yfhy zdfky vnl{ dfhjw# Co~, ~f dh}f h yfhwoc zo zoyzvyf ozdfyw, kz.w

jfwzkc{# ^f ~fyf ioyc zo jo kz# Hcj kc zdhz, zdf ~oylj ~hw gyfhzfj moy zdfb zo dvyz5

moy zdf vcmoyzvchzf ozdfyw zo ifzyh{ zdkw, hcj wzhcj vp hnhkcwz kz# Hlocn zdf ~h{

joviz kw bhjf moy {ov‚Joviz f}fy{zdkcn ftgfpz ~dhz ~f zfll {ov# Dh}f mhkzd kc zdf

~h{ ~f dvyz hcj ekll# Vczkl ~dhz ~f dh}f kw hll ~f hyf coz# Co ocf ~hefw vp

hc{boyf# Co xvfwzkocw# Pfydhpw zdf ocl{ h~hefckcn kw zo~hyjw hcozdfy wlffp jffpfy

zdhc zdf ocf ifmoyf# Hcj {ov ~hef vp, {ov ~hef vp zoo lhzf zo if hc{zdkcn‚olj hw

{ovy wlffp kw ifmoyf {ov# Zdf wlffp zdf{ kbpowf oc zdf ocfw wlffpkcn#

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Gdhpzfy 89

Hcj {ov wffb zo if ~ykzkcn wkbvlzhcfovwl{ om {ovy lkmf co~ hcj {ovy phwz lkmf ~kzd

dkb# Fcz~kcfj lkef bfboy{ kw zo jfwkyf# Ocl{ {ov joc.z eco~ ~dkgd kw bfboy{,

~dkgd kw jfwkyf# Jfwkyf kw f}fy"pyfwfcz, f}fc ~kzd {ovy phyfczw# [ov ~hczfj zo mkndz

zdfb lkef {ov ~ovlj {ovywflm# Zdf{ ~fyf hl~h{w xvkfz‚hl~h{w yfhj{ zo jfmlfgz {ovy

hggvwhzkocw‚hcj zdfwf ~fyf ocl{ hggvwhzkocw om lo}f oy zdf lhge om lo}f# [ov avwz

~hczfj zdfb zo yfhgz ocf zkbf# Zdkw bvwz.}f iffc ~dhz {ov ~kwdfj moy hll {ovy lkmf‚

zo ftkwz zo zdfb# [ov ~fyf zdfky cozdkcncfww, {ov wzkll hyf‚Zdovnd df dhw gdhcnfj

zdhz# Co~, {ovy yfhwocw hyf {ovy o~c hcj hlwo ifzzfy efpz hw yfhwocw# K hb zdf

cozdkcn zdf{ ~hcz zo ekll zo if zdfky wobfzdkcn# ^fll, km {ov zhef whgykmkgf hw cozdkcn#

Km {ov zhef bf hw cozdkcn# H pfywoc hw h wovl ~kzd cozdkcn# [ov lhbfcz zdf zfcjfcg{

kc pfoplf zo yfl{ wo bvgd om zdfky lo}f oc ozdfyw‚I{ zdkw {ov bfhc, zo mffl

zdfbwfl}fw vclo}fj vczkl zdf{ ekll zdhz lo}f kc ozdfyw‚Zdkw kw coz lo}f ivz h wef~fj

jkwgykbkchzkoc, hc yfafgzkoc om wflm‚B{ mhzdfy kw cf}fy dhpp{# Kc mhgz, K.b cf}fy

dhpp{# Do~ ojj hcj pyfwvbpzvovw om vw zo kbpowf ovy vcdhppkcfww oc ozdfyw# Zo

pyoafgz, hw K.b jokcn co~# Ivz df kw b{ mhzdfy# F}fc km K joviz zdkw wobfzkbfw,

ihwkcn b{ joviz oc b{ mfflkcn om zdkw jkwzhcgf‚hcj zdf wvizfymvnf K mffl iviilkcn

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vcjfy hll zdf jkwzhcgf hcj wfgyfg{ kc b{ mhbkl{#

^dhz df dhw gdhcnfj moy {ov avwz i{ ifkcn zdfyf# [ov govljc.z nfz o}fy zdkw# Ocf

ghccoz yfph{ lo}f ~kzd lo}f# Ocl{ yfzvyc kz kc ekcj, pyfmfyhil{ ~kzd yfwpfgz hcj

ekcjdfhyzfjcfww# Kc zdkw yfwpfgz, {ov ~hcz dkb zo wzop dkbwflm hz ckndz# [ov wf}fy

lo}f hcj jfhzd zdfc# Hcj df fbfynfw myob zdkw ~dolf hcj {ov hyf ~kzd {ovy dhlm om

dkw, hcj hcozdfy {ov om dkw# Hcj {ov pyfwvbf hll o}fy hnhkc‚cf}fy lfhyckcn

hc{zdkcn om ifzyh{hl‚moy {ov ifzyh{ dkb kc wbhll ~h{w‚h wknd df zhvndz {ov ~dkgd

{ov, kc {ovy ftgkzfbfcz moy dh}kcn movcj kz, iyovndz dobf lkef hc oyknkchlkz{# [fw

hcj co kc h iyfhzd {ov pyocovcgf‚{ovy lhcnvhnf hz ifwz dkw# Zdfc {ov zdkce‚zdhz

kw zdf pokcz‚Zo jkmmfyfczkhzf cozdkcn om wfphyhzfcfww# Pfydhpw# H lkmf.w ~oye#

[ov joc.z zdkce hiovz ~oyjw kcjk}kjvhll{# Ovz om goczftz, ~dolf hcj wvibkwwk}f

bfhckcnw hyf lowz# Pyfwfczl{, {ov wzykcn vp “yfxvkyf#‒ Hcj wo bhc{ bfboykfw ml{ vp

‚coz hll om cfgfwwkz{ oy yfxvkyfbfcz# Kc mhgz, bowz cocf om kz {ov zyvl{ yfbfbify

~kzd mocjcfww# Wobf~dfyf, {ov hyf bhekcn zdkw vp hcj kz nofw i{ wo mhwz, kz mhklw ~kzd

{ovy goczftz om bfboykfw#

Zdfc gobfw “yfxvkzf#‒ Hcozdfy dowz om lowz bfbfczow mkyfw vp# Zo {ovy wvypykwf,

bvgd om kz jfmfcjw dkb‚zdf ocf ~do jkj hw {ov yfxvkyf, hcj {ov yfxvkyf wo lkzzlf om

f}fy{zdkcn flwf#

Wzhcjkcn hlocf, oy ~kzd dkb, ~oyjw mhll lkef {ovy wzhcjkcn hlocf zonfzdfy# Zdfc

iyoojkcn kczo h bhefwdkmz jf}hwzhzkoc, ~oyjw joc.z hppfhy hc{boyf, coy bfbfczow

‚ivz vzzfy jyfhbw om bobfczw om wzhcjkcn# ^dfyf, jofwc.z bhzzfy# ^dfyf, jofw

bhzzfy# Kz govlj if iozd, hcj {ov hjbkz cocf# Ifghvwf zdf ykwkcn ghccoz if

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hjbkzzfj5 kz kw {ov yfxvkykcn {ovywflm zo wvibkz‚Coz hiovz dkb f}fc‚iozd zdf yfwz

om dkb {ov jfzfwz hcj mhkl zo jfzfwz#

^fll, ~f zykfj, jkjc.z ~f? ^f mkzzfj fhgd ozdfy hcj iyoef hphyz lkef h gobplfzf

wvggfww# H jooy ~hw opfcfj5 ~f iozd glowfj kc oc zdf glowkcn om kz# Hw km ~f govljc.z

if kc hc{zdkcn ~f govlj if# Ifghvwf {ov ~fyf whcf hcj df ~hw zoo whcf# Kc wvggfww,

~f zdovndz ~f ~fyf f}fy wdoyz om ovy jyfhbw# Df f}fc whkj ocgf, coz zo {ov, ivz zo

wobfocf ifwkjf dkb ‒K hb zoo whcf#‒ ^hw zdfyf wvgd h jfwgykpzkoc om whckz{ zdhz

jfpfcjfj oc zdf wpfhefy ifkcn whcf?

Hw K hb co~, bhj ~kzd b{ zdovndz om ifkcn wo whcf ~kzd oy ~kzdovz {ov# Cozdkcn

ghc bhef h mfflkcn ovz om h zdovndz ivz zdf pfywoc zdhz zdovndz kw hiovz# Oy, bh{if

coz cozdkcn, ivz cozdkcn nfcvkcf, oy goyyfgzl{ yfmfyfcgfj hcj pyopowfj# Hw co~ K hb

zdkcekcn om {ov, h ghlb zdovndz hw h jfhzd ~kzdovz yfmfyfcgf kc}ol}fw bf, }hlvfw {ov#

B{ lhcnvhnf gdhcnfw wvizl{ zoo# K nfz jfjkghzfj zo ifkcn vcjfywzooj# ^dfyfhw

ifmoyf, gobbvckghzkoc ~hw opzkochl# Ivz co jklvzkoc oy zhlekcn kc h dknd }okgf

yfxvkyfj# [ov hyf ~kzdkc fhywdoz, ~kzdkc zdf cfhycfww om zfcjfcg{#

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Gdhpzfy 87

Kw zdfyf hc{ ftplhchzkoc {ov ghc bhef zo {ovywflm hiovz hzzyhgzkoc hcj gdokgf?

^d{, kw h nooj xvfwzkoc zo hwe# K bfhc, ~d{ dkb, hbocn zdf bhc{ {ov ~fyf

hzzyhgzfj zo? [ov ghc, kc {ovy oyjfyl{ bkcj, jkmmfyfczkhzf hbocn lf}flw om hzzyhgzkoc#

Wobf, {ov hyf hzzyhgzfj zo pd{wkghll{‚hc kczfcwf jyh~kcn zo~hyjw# Vwvhll{, zdkw

zdovndz gobfw zo {ov oc zdf mkywz bffzkcn# Do~ dhcjwobf df kw‚oy, do~ dkw f{fw

wffb zo pkfygf wobf jvll phyz om {ov# [ov mffl h lkzzlf hlk}f zdfc ivz hll om joviz‚Ivz

zdf zdovndzw zdfc nfcfyhzf zdfbwfl}fw kc {ov lkef gdkljyfc, vcyvl{, ifnnkcn moy

ftkwzfcgf# Km zdfyf.w boyf zdhc h pd{wkghl hzzyhgzkoc, zdfyf kw hc f}fc nyfhzfy joviz#

Moy zdf bkcj om zdf wovl wpfhew lfww mlvfczl{‚lfww zo if dfhyj zdhc gobf zo, kc {ov#

Zdfyf df wzhcjw, hcj xvkzf powwkil{, df ~kll moy zdf lfcnzd om zkbf df kw powwkilf zo {ov#

Zdfc, cozdkcn bfhcz ifgobfw wobfzdkcn# [ov hyf wvyf zo cozkgf dkb ocl{ moy dkw f{fw

‚coz zdf pfymfgz wdhpf om zdfb, coy zdhz zdf{ hyf dkw, ivz do~ {ov hyf }ftfj i{ {ovy

whzkwmhgzkoc kc zdfb# [ov.}f wffc ifzzfy, boyf ifhvzkmvl f{fw, ivz zdkw kw coz zdhz, coz

gdfhp gobphykwoc oy jfzhgdfj yfnhyj# Km {ov ~fyf zo nk}f h pkgzvyf zo zdkw mfflkcn, kz

~ovlj if lkef h lfhckcn zo~hyjw {ovywflm# Mhbklkhykz{ zdhz kw hlzonfzdfy vcghllfj moy#

Hll myob dkw f{fw hcj zdf ~h{ {ov zdovndz zdfb mhbklkhy kc h mhwgkchzkcn bobfcz#

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F}fc km {ov cf}fy bffz hnhkc, {ov.ll yfbfbify dkb# Ivz gvykovwl{, zdkw kbpowwkiklkz{

cf}fy gyowwfw {ovy bkcj#

[ov lhvnd wobfzkbfw hiovz dkw powzpocfbfczw# Lkef, ~dfc df.w kc zdf mlo~ om

~ykzkcn h pofb hcj {ov.yf wo kbphzkfcz, wo kc zdf booj moy wobf goccfgzkoc zo dkb,

co ~ykzkcn ~kll hllf}khzf, df ~kll cf}fy hihcjoc dkw pfc moy {ov# Df ~kll wh{, “Lfz bf

mkckwd zdkw#‒ Hw km df f}fy mkckwdfw hc{zdkcn, {ov zdkce, boyf kbphzkfcz zdhc zdfc#

Nk}fc boyf bkcvzfw, nk}fc boyf yfwzlfww locnkcn, {ov ~kll wzyfzgd ovz {ovy hyb hcj

jyhn dkb zo~hyjw {ov hcj df ~kll if wo kczfczl{ mkckwdkcn h pofb oy hc fwwh{, df

dhyjl{ cozkgfw {ov oy {ovy hcnfy hz ifkcn wfgocj kc dkw ~oylj hz zdkw avcgzvyf om

gyfhzkoc‚oc phpfy‚hc hlzonfzdfy dkndfy ghllkcn#

Hcj {ov yfghll hiovz {ovy o~c kczfcwkz{ ifmoyf {ov bfz dkb# Hc{ioj{

kczfyyvpzkcn {ov ~ovlj if wklfcgfj ~kzd h yhkwfj dhcj oy mkcnfy, oy h lovj wdvwd# Ivz

hll zdhz wffbw nocf co~, lkbp myob jkwvwf hcj pyhgzkgf# Moy ~f cffj pyhgzkgf kc wvgd

zdkcnw# Kc phzkfcgf hcj kbphzkfcgf iozd#

Ivz hmzfy wvgd plfhjkcn, {ov ~kll if boyf po~fymvl moy {ovy jflh{ hcj dkw

bkwplhgfj fhnfycfww# Moy hll {ov eco~, df bh{ if zdkcekcn om zdf pofb df kw ~ykzkcn

kc dkw dfhj ykndz co~# Hcj {ov ~kll if o}fy zdf hcnfy hcj kczo yfgfk}kcn kz‚{ovyw

ifgobkcn jflkndz hcj hihcjoc5 dkw vcifgobkcn myvwzyhzkoc ifgobkcn yfhwoc#

Pyfwfczl{, {ov.yf zdkcekcn, hz ~dhz pokcz jofw lo}f ifgobf jhcnfyovw? ^dfc zdf

pfywoc {ov lo}f bfhcw boyf zo {ov zdhc hc{ jkwgfycbfcz ifz~ffc ykndz hcj ~yocn?

Zdhz kw1 [ov ~kll jo hc{zdkcn moy dkb, hc{zdkcn wo {ov govlj effp dkb? ^kzdovz

zdkcekcn om ~do {ov dvyz oy ~dhz {ov jo kc gocwfxvfcgf? ^dfyf jo {ov jyh~ zdf

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lkcf?

Km, moy fthbplf, {ovy lo}fy ~fyf h yhpkwz‚avwz hc fthbplf‚oy h pfjopdklf, ~ovlj

{ov go}fy zdkw vp hcj wzhcj i{ dkb ifghvwf {ov lo}f dkb? Oy wobfzkbfw coz xvkzf hw

gyvgkhl hcj ftzyfbf hw zdhz# Moy fthbplf, hc hjvlzfyfy# K zdkce zdf yfhl xvfwzkoc kw1

Jo {ov lfz lo}f ilkcj {ov zo zdf zyvzd, ~dhzf}fy zdhz zyvzd kw moy {ov?

Lo}f kcglvjfw vcjfywzhcjkcn, om {ovy lo}fy hcj dkw ftpfykfcgfw, fzg# Kw lo}f

vcgocjkzkochl? Kc zdkw ghwf?

Zdkcekcn oc zdkw jofwc.z dflp#

Zdf ozdfy xvfwzkoc bkndz if1 ôvlj {ov dvyz hc{ioj{ flwf zo dh}f {ovy lo}fy?

Hnhkc, h dkndfy lo}f lkbkzw zdf hgzvhl, boyzhl ocf# [ov zdkce zdfc zdhz dvbhc ifkcnw

hyf lkbkzfj i{ h boyhlkz{‚wobf hyf, hz zdf lfhwz# Zo ~dhz jfnyff ocf lfzw zdkw hmmfgz

dfy hgzkocw jfpfcjw oc ~dfyf wdf jyh~w zdf ilhbf moy gfyzhkc kwwvfw kc zdf ~oylj, oy

~dfyf wdf pvzw zdf ilhbf# Jofw ocf wzhcj dfy nyovcj f}fc ~dfc f}fy{ocf flwf kw

jokcn zdf zdkcnw wdf mfflw hyf coz ykndz? Hcj oc ~dhz hvzdoykz{ jofw wdf jfpfcj oc,

jofw wdf jfmfcj dfy wzviioyccfww?

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Gdhpzfy 8:

Hz yfhjkcnw, {ov wobfzkbfw dh}f zo jfzhgd myob zdf ~oye {ov.yf yfhjkcn‚

Wkbklhyl{, {ov wobfzkbfw dh}f zo jfzhgd myob mfflkcnw ~dfc {ov.yf ~ykzkcn# Mogvwkcn

oc hc fbozkoc vwvhll{ dflpw ~kzd zdf kbpvlwf hcj zyhafgzoy{ om zdf ~oye ivz

vlzkbhzfl{ bhefw kz vc~kflj{, {ov zdkce# ^ykzkcn ~kzd zdkw fbozkoc hz zdf ihge om

{ovy bkcj hcj lfzzkcn zdf bfzhpdoy oy jfwgykpzkocw zhef o}fy, kw h ifzzfy ~h{ hcj

yfwvlzw kc h gvykovwl{ gool ivz doz ftpyfwwkoc‚~dkgd {ov lkef# Lfzzkcn zdf wghmmoljkcn

wdo~ h ikz wobfzkbfw kw hlwo nooj‚Ivz coz zoo bvgd om kz, oy flwf kz ifgobfw

h~e~hyj hcj hbhzfvykwd# Ivz lfzzkcn avwz zdf ykndz hbovcz‚~dfyf zdf yfhjfy ghc

wh{, Zdkw kw ~dfyf zdf ~ykzfy mfflw zdkw phyzkgvlhy ~h{5 zdkw kw ~dfyf wdf yfafgzw oy

hggfpzw hc kjfh, fzg#‚K zdkce bhefw zdf ~oye wffb boyf hlk}f# Zdovnd {ov.}f coz

zfwzfj zdkw kjfh ~kzd dkb#

Hc{~h{, {ov hyf zoo ghvndz vp ~kzd zdkcekcn hiovz {ovy phwz hcj mvzvyf zo ~ykzf

hc{zdkcn hiovz zdf pyfwfcz# Zdf pfoplf kc {ovy bfboy{ hyf ifzzfy wvkzfj zo {ov co~

boyf zdhc f}fy# Zdf mvzvyf kw wghy{ ivz bhchnfhilf moy co~# Zdf pyfwfcz? ^fll, kz kw

h bhzzfy om effpkcn kz‚hw ~f nyhi wobfzdkcn ifz~ffc ovy dhcjw ivz kz kw cf}fy ~kzd

vw# Zdf mkywz zdkcn {ov wvwpfgz hiovz dkb kw zdhz df govlj wpfhe mk}f jkmmfyfcz

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lhcnvhnfw ~dkgd df cf}fy lfz oc ~kzd {ov, oy ~dfc kc {ovy gobphc{# Zdfyf kw h lkndz

om yfgonckzkoc ~dfcf}fy {ov jfzfgz zdkw‚kc dkw f{fw, {ov zdkce‚~dkgd, kc h wplkz

wfgocj, df ~kll go}fy hcj mfknc kncoyhcgf# Zdkw kw wzyhcnf, om govywf# Zdf go}fykcn vp

hcj zdf hgz‚coz zdhz df govlj wpfhe hcj ~ykzf wo bhc{ lhcnvhnfw#

^kzd {ov, df bvwz if pyhgzkwkcn dkw wekll f}fc ~dfc {ov zhle avwz ocf lhcnvhnf#

Zdovnd {ov {ovywflm govlj wpfhe zdyff‚ocl{, {ov bffz hcj kczfywfgz kc ocf‚zdf ocf

{ov iozd zdyk}f kc, whmf hcj gocmkjfcz, zdovnd opfcfj vp wobfdo~ ~kzd zdf

eco~lfjnf zdhz fhgd eco~w ozdfy lhcnvhnfw myob zdkw ocf {ov wdhyfj# Zdkw jkhnyhb

om glowfcfww mhwgkchzfw {ov‚h gfczyf {ov kbhnkcf df phyzkgvlhykwfw kc, hcj {ov dopf

kc‚h~hkzkcn h wlkndz cfy}ovw nyhgf plvgefj myob zdf ozdfy gvlzvyfw {ov dh}f co

~oyzd{ gobbvckghzkoc ~kzd ftgfpz ~dhz {ov wff ivz coz dfhy $coz lkwzfc+ hcj

vcjfywzhcj, coz hw bfhckcn ivz ftgkzfbfcz, hw wobfzkbfw bkbfw hyf zo {ov# Hcj df

kw lkef h bkbf ~kzd h lhcnvhnf df dkbwflm eco~w om {ov# Hcj {ov ~flgobf dkw

kczfyfwz kc wdhykcn dkw bvzf ioj{ ~kzd {ovy ekcj yfzoyz# Hc kczfywfgzkoc om woyzw#

[ov hyf mlftkilf zdovnd# Kc bobfczw ~dfc {ov mffl zoo bvgd‚hw km zdf wklfcgf

~fyf ocl{ wklfcgf, coz {ovyw hcj {ovy effpkcn, wobfzkbfw myob dkb, ozdfy zkbfw myob

zdf phgf om {ovy wpfhekcn, womzl{‚{ov ~ovlj nk}f kc zo dkw lhcnvhnf co~ {ovyw# Hcj

wvjjfcl{, gvlzvyf kw lfmz ifwkjf {ovy o~c# Hcj ~oyjw hyf opfcfj lkef hgzkoc ~dfyf

wpfhekcn kw coz zdf zdkcnw {ov wh{ ivz zdf bovzd opfckcn hcj cf}fy glowkcn hmzfy

~dhz kz ~hczw kw whkj#

Hcj zdfyf kw co vcjfywzhcjkcn hmzfy zdhz# Co cffj zo if hmzfy# Ocl{ zdf ovzwkjf

gobkcn kczo iozd {ovy whgyfj cozdkcnw#

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Hcj {ov lkmz zdf ~oyjw omm zdf phnf hw {ov hyf ~ykzkcn zdfb# Hcj {ov nhqf hz zdf

~ykzkcn om zdf pfc# Hcj zdf nhqkcn zyhcwmoybw kczo ~ocjfy, whgyfj lkef f}fy{zdkcn kw

kc bobfczw hphyz myob bovzdw glowkcn zdf ozdfy.w }okgf zo if {ovy ~dolf#

Cftz bkcvzf hmzfy zdkw, {ov ~oyy{ zdhz df bh{ avwz if phkczkcn h dovwf ~kzd {ov‚

phkczkcn {ov hcj go}fykcn dkw o~cfywdkp om {ov#

Co zkzlf zo pyfzfcj zo# Co wvychbf oy lhwzkcn fmmfgz zo bfboykwf ftgfpz h mhgf zdf

mhgf lfh}fw {ov ~kzd‚Df kw wo pyhgzkwfj hcj lo}kcn, {ov joc.z eco~ km lo}f cffjfj

pyhgzkgf, oy km {ov ~fyf dkw pyhgzkgf( [ov lhvnd hw {ov cf}fy jkj, hz zdkw# Zo if vwfj

hcj fcao{ kz‚zdhz cffjfj pyhgzkgf zoo# Df kw {ovyw zdovnd {ov mfhy df bh{ eco~

zdkw‚{ovy pyhgzkgf hcj {ovy lo}f# Hmzfy hll, {ov bh{ lo}f hcj lo}f vcmhkzdmvll{ kc

oyjfy zo if zyvzdmvl# ^dkgd bh{ if h jfwgykpzkoc om dkw hgzkocw yhzdfy zdhc {ovyw#

Oy glowfy, km kcfthgz#

Ivz ~dolfdfhyzfjl{‚[ov lo}f ~kzd dkb hw ~kzd coioj{ flwf# Do~ govlj df? Vwf

{ov hcj coz pyfzfcj fcovnd zo mool {ov? [ov hyf hcny{, coz hz dkw pyfzfcwf om lo}f,

ivz hz dkw kcjkwgyffz go}fykcn om kz# Zdf phkcz wdo~kcn hcj pfflkcn hmzfy wo lkzzlf zkbf

hw {ov dhw phwwfj#

Zdkw kw h yfnyfz df ghccoz nfz o}fy oy {ov ghccoz hmmoyj zo lfz hmmfgz {ov#

Hmzfy hll, df jfwfy}fw kz# [ov oiwfy}f dkw lo}f myob hmhy hcj pvll dkb wo cfhy, {ov

mhll myob f}fy{ dfkndz kcglvjkcn dkw#

Df kw coz zhll coy wdoyz# Coy locn oy moyf}fy# Df kw hl~h{w h zyvzd {ov.j fcjlfwwl{

gdhcnf kczo mhkzd hcj iyfhe moy zdf iozd om {ov# [ov wdovljc.z dh}f zykfj ivz {ov zy{

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zoo dhyj wobfzkbfw# Hcj hgzvhl mhkzd cffjw zy{kcn, myob {ov oy dkb#

Wo, {ov yfwol}f zo lfz dkb phkcz {ov o}fy myob dkw ~fzcfww kczo {ovy jhye ~dfyf kz kw

iozd ~fz hcj jy{‚h ~hkzkcn zdhz jofwc.z bfhc hc{zdkcn oy iv{ hc{ zkbf ivz h

pyfwfcz# Zovgd kz‚kz kw zdfyf5 {ov hyf hw cfhy hcj nocf hw dkb mfflkcn {ovyw# Iozd

pyfwfcgfw#

Df zolj {ov hiovz dkw lkekcn moy zdf wzvmm kc {ov# [ov zhlefj hiovz zdkw hcj ocf

zdkcn lfj zo hcozdfy hcj zdf cftz bobfcz‚[ov ~fyf bhekcn wovp moy dkb# Coojlfw#

Coz dkw mh}ovykzf ivz kz ~hw zdfc‚dvcnfy ghc gdhcnf h lo}fy.w zhwzf kc hc{zdkcn, {ov

wvppowf# Df whkj, oy yf}fhlfj, zdhz df lkefj zo jykce zdf wovp# Hcj {ov lhvndfj hcj

whkj, “^f no ~fll zonfzdfy# K lkef zo fhz zdf coojlfw hcj lfz {ov jykce zdf wovp#‒

Hmzfy zdhz, df ~hw zdf ocf ~do mkckwdfj {ovy jflkndz moy {ov# Hcj {ov mflz kz kcgyfhwf

kc {ov‚zdf zhcnkilf phyz kc zdf bhchnfhilf lhge kc dkb#

[ov joc.z eco~ ~d{ ivz ~dfc df ~hlew i{ kc dkw ckndzwdkyzw, {ov zdkce gyhqkl{

hiovz wffkcn dkb lkef zdkw kc pvilkg# [ov, kc {ovy ovzjooy glozdfw5 df, kc dkw

ckndzwdkyzw#

Pfydhpw zdhz.w zdf fwwfczkhl jkmmfyfcgf dfyf# [ov ~hcz zo if ovzwkjf ~kzd dkw

pyk}hzf zdovndzw, dkw wfgyfzw ~dkgd dh}f yfbhkcfj wo‚hz lfhwz zdkw kw ~dhz {ov zdkce#

Coz avwz eco~kcn zdfb, ivz eco~kcn zdf goczftz om zdfb kc zdf ~h{ df ~hlew, ~kzd

{ov# Hcj {ov ~ovlj lkef dkb zo wff {ov kc {ovy goczftz# Hcj eco~ {ov kcwkjf hcj

ovz, ~kzd hcj ~kzdovz wkbplf gobplkghzkocw#

[ov.yf hl~h{w hz dobf‚[ov yhyfl{ no ovz hc{~dfyf, ~kzd dkb# Km {ov jo, {ov

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wffb zo if dkw mykfcj, coz lo}fy# Df wffbw hwdhbfj zo if jkwplh{fj ~kzd {ov‚[ov

zdkce zdkw ojj, ftdkikzfj i{ pyopykfz{‚wogkfz{.w hcj if{ocj#

Ivz {ov wobfzkbfw jo zovgd, xvkgel{ hcj mvyzk}fl{‚f}fc ioljl{ hz zkbfw‚~dfc

yfwkwzhcgf dhw o}fy~dflbfj dkb hcj df dhw zhefc vp boyf zdhc df govlj bhchnf‚

hcj zdvw, nk}fw kc zo {ov hcj mvyzdfy yfwkwzhcgf‚H ~hll zo mkndz hcozdfy ~hll phyzl{

om ovy bhekcn# Woyz om lkef mkndzkcn zdf wbhll, bhchnfhilf ihzzlfw zo ~kc h ifzzfy ~hy#

[ov wknd hcj moygf h wbklf ~dfc {ov yfbfbify zdkw# Zdfc, {ov iykcn zdf ~hyw zo

{ovy bfboy{ hcj zdf{ ~fyf ihzzlfw {ov cfnlfgzfj ~dfc {ov ~fyf yfhl hcj kczo lo}f#

Lo}f zdhz bhyw {ov co~5 ^hyw zdhz zhef {ov kczo ihzzlfw {ov ghc co~ ~kc#

[ov wknd hnhkc‚Zdkw zkbf, dkw lkmf fwghpfw myob zdf yfnyfz f}kjfcz kc {ov# [ov

hggfpz {ovy yfnyfz hcj zdf lo}f {ov govljc.z hggfpz# [ov dopf df mfflw zdf whbf ~h{

‚wkndkcn kc zdf ~h{ {ov.}f dfhyj dkb#

^d{ ghc.z {ov hggfpz kz? [ov zykfj ivz df ommfyfj dhlm"dfhyzfjl{, hcj {ov ecf~

zdkw ~hw h whgykmkgf df dhj zo jo# Hcj {ovy whgykmkgf kw zo nk}f vp ~dolfdfhyzfjl{ dkw

ommfy# Kz kw whj ivz wzkll whjjfy km pvywvfj, {ov zdkce# Lkef lo}f ghc ifgobf lo}f

powwfwwfj#

Wzkll boyf jfpyfwwkcn km zdf lo}f {ov powwfwwfj ~hw coz ~dhz {ov ~hczfj km zdkw

wkzvhzkoc dhj coz hykwfc# Wo, {ov w~oyf omm zdkw lo}f hcj lfz kz if‚avwz {ovyw hcj

{ovyw ~dfc {ov govlj hmmoyj kz#

Kz ~fcz oc lkef zdkw moy h~dklf‚[ov ifkcn zonfzdfy ~dfc {ov iozd mflz lkef kz# Lkef

nokcn zo h plhgf zo moyikj kz myob o}fyzhekcn {ov# Pyfzz{ wooc, {ov ~fyf iozd wvyf

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{ov dhj nocf oc locn fcovnd‚{ov govljc.z avwz zhef fcovnd‚{ov dhj zo hjj

pvypowf hcj pvypowf govljc.z if plh{fj ~kzd# Hcj {ovyw ~hw hc hll oy cozdkcn ekcj

om yflhzkocwdkp# [ov govljc.z lk}f ozdfy~kwf‚[ov lkefj dkb zoo bvgd, {ov zdovndz

~kzd hw lkzzlf fthnnfyhzkoc hw powwkilf# Kc mhgz, {ov ~fyf wghlkcn jo~c {ovy mfflkcn zo

wvkz {ovy pyogfww om ifkcn boyf pyhgzkghl#

Zdkw kw gocafgzvyf‚Ifkcn kc lo}f kw, hc{~h{# Yhyfl{ h cf~ mfflkcn ~dfc {ov.}f

jfgkjfj zoo bhc{ zkbfw {ov hyf# Ivz kz kw h cf~ mhbklkhykz{ zdhz {ov effp ivbpkcn

kczo# H mhbklkhykz{ zdhz ifgobfw h iloge#

[ov ~kll ilhbf f}fy{ocf flwf ivz dkb‚[fw, kz bvwz if# [ov bvwz f}fc if dkw

ilhbf#

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Gdhpzfy 86

Do~ ~f hyf hll lkef zdkw‚plhgfj wkjf i{ wkjf hcj iyfhekcn hcj coz lfzzkcn oc‚oc

jkwplh{‚wzhzkg, hlzdovnd xvkzf vcj{kcn‚cozkgkcn ocl{ zdf cfkndiovy kbbfjkhzfl{

ifwkjf vw‚hcj zdfc, coz f}fc zdhz# Pyotkbkz{, hcj ~dhz ~f dh}f jocf ~kzd wvgd mhzf

‚nooj mhzf‚cozdkcn vczkl zdf zkbf ~f govlj ocl{ looe ihge‚~kzd zyhcwphyfcz f{fw

hcj ~kzd golj wzhyfw om pyfwfcz, ~dkgd bh{ ivyc zdf ozdfy yvzdlfwwl{‚hcj df ~kll if

ghyflfww hw {ov hyf yvzdlfww# Hcj {ov ~kll bffz lkef zdkw moyf}fy‚bffzkcn ~kzd

jk}fynfcz kczfcz, hyyhcnkcn wo bvgd zo jkwzvyi zdf pyfwfcz phwz‚gobkcn zo h ~dolf

wobify pfymfgzkoc, ykndz dfyf, hc hgzvhl dfyf#

[ov ~kll ~hyb fhgd golj kc {ov hcj zyhcwmfy fhgd ~fhe zdyfhz vczkl kz kw zhbfj hcj

{ov hyf ~klj kc {ovy ioj{# Pfydhpw f}fc lkekcn kz# Pfydhpw f}fc dhzkcn kz wo bvgd

{ov jfmfcj kz fxvhll{#

[ov hyf cf}fy hmyhkj om yfpfzkzkoc# Ocl{ om kzw fcjlfwwcfww# Ivz yfpfzkzkoc kc lo}f kw

ao{#

Hcj wo mhy, hmzfy ifkcn ~kzd dkb‚{ov hyf yfpfhzkcn f}fy wo bvgd boyf zdhc ifmoyf

‚h wlkndz oy h wlhp zo ifkcn jfhj ifmoyf, oy wvggffjkcn zdkw, pyocovcgkcn

hgdkf}fbfcz hw avwz jokcn, coz zdf zdovndz om zdf hgz# Ifghvwf {ov ykndz {ovywflm zo

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jo kz, zdkw hgz om yfpfhzkcn, vczkl lo}f zhefw o}fy hcj wzopw zdf fcjlfwwcfww hcj

ifgobfw {ovy hnyffbfcz‚Vcbvzvhl moy ifkcn pyk}hzf, {ov joc.z zhle hiovz wvgd

zdkcnw f}fc zonfzdfy5 ivz zdfc, {ov mffl kz kc dkb zoo‚h wdkcf coz om wvymhgf lkndz, ivz

whzkwmhgzkoc hcj ~oye, hcj nfzzkcn wobfzdkcn jocf‚~kzd lo}f#

Wobfzkbfw, hmzfy~hyjw, df ~ykzfw wo bvgd‚Kcwpkyhzkoc mykndzfcw {ov ~dfc {ov

hyf zdf iflo}fj# [ov avwz ~hcz dkb zo if wklfcz hcj fcao{ wobfzdkcn, ivz df ~ykzfw wo

bvgd hcj wo ifhvzkmvll{‚dkw ifhvz{ wlh{w {ov z~kgf ~kzd {ov, kc {ov#

Ivz yfhjkcn ~dhz df.w ~ykzzfc, {ov hlbowz moynk}f dkb‚hcj if zdf wfgocj ifhvz{

zo dkw hyz# [ov ~kwd {ov wff zdf ifhvz{ df wffw# Ivz hw kz kw, {ov hggfpz dkw hjoyhzkoc

hcj {ovy lkbkz om kz#

[ov dh}f wo bhc{ jyfhbw om ifkcn phyhl{wfj wobfzkbfw# Phyhl{wfj i{ lo}f,

bowzl{# Ifkcn kc lo}f hcj coz dh}kcn zdf bfhcw zo pvywvf kz zo whzkwmhgzkoc# [ov hyf

gfyzhkcl{ dhpp{ ~kzd dkb‚ocl{, dkw wkzvhzkoc hcj {ovyw zonfzdfy kw kbpowwkilf, hcj

if{ocj dopf# Wo, {ov dhcn oc zo zdf dopf om f}fy{jh{ lkmf, ~dfyf, f}fc zdfyf‚dopf

kw wlkppkcn h~h{# Zo lk}f‚kc zdf lkzfyhl, iojkl{ wfcwf‚kw pyfghykovw moy gfyzhkc

pfoplf# [ov vcjfywzhcj zdkw co~ hmzfy nokcn zdyovnd wo bhc{ zoyzvyfw hcj pd{wkghl

w{bpzobw# Zdkcnw ~dkgd {ov vwfj zo iflkf}f ~fyf gokcgkjfcgfw, co~ hyf jflkifyhzf

hcj plhccfj hzzhgew myob pfoplf ~do hyf ozdfy~kwf mvcgzkockcn ~fll hcj f}fc

yfwpfgzhilf bfbifyw om zdf gobbvckz{ hcj wogkfz{#

Om govywf, {ov bhef jo ~kzd ~dhz {ov ghc ~kzd ~dhz {ov.}f noz#

Wobfzkbfw, ifhvz{ jofwc.z hppfhy hc{~dfyf‚kc zdf govywf om h jh{# Fcjlfww mfhy

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hcj zoyzvyfw plhnvf {ov#

[ov wobfzkbfw ghll dkb hcj ozdfy mykfcjw, ivz zdf{ wffb zo wvnnfwz zdhz cozdkcn

ghc if jocf#

Mhzf kw gyvfl# Kw mhzf hc ftgvwf zdfc moy pfoplf zo kbpowf oc ozdfyw? Wobf ekcjw om

mhzf pyoihil{# ^dhz hiovz zdowf ~dkgd Noj dhwc.z hllo~fj zo yfhgd gocglvwkoc?

^d{ jofw Noj lfz {ov wvy}k}f kc zdf bkjwz om zdkw wvmmfykcn?

^dhz boyf hyf {ov zo jo? Kc zdf wfcwf om yfwknchzkoc, hcj kc zdf wfgocjhy{ wfcwf

om, ~dhz boyf kw zdfyf zo jo, ~d{ jofw Noj lfz {ov lk}f? Hcj zdf z~o zdovndzw mkndz

fhgd ozdfy fcjlfwwl{ kc wpkzf om mfhy#

Pfydhpw, zdkw kw moy {ov zo zfll ozdfyw hiovz kz# Wo, {ov yfwol}f zo ~ykzf boyf pofbw,

hcj pofbw ~dkgd bfhc wobfzdkcn moy ozdfy pfoplf# Zo wvnnfwz fbphzd{, zdf mfflkcn

om kz, moy ozdfy pfoplf zo fthbkcf kc zdfbwfl}fw, kw coz hc fhw{ zhwe# [ov.}f hl~h{w

zykfj zo mkcj h ihlhcgf ifz~ffc wdo~kcn oy gocjfbckcn ozdfyw, hcj fbphzd{ zo~hyjw

pfoplf ~do zoyzvyf oy dvyz ozdfyw# Hlwo, ~do kw {ovy hvjkfcgf? Kw kz moy zdowf ~do

hyf kc zdf eco~ ~do, pfydhpw, hyf zdf zoyzvyfyw oy zoyzvyfj‚~do dh}f ftpfykfcgfj

zdkw ekcj om wvmmfykcn? Oy, moy zdf pfoplf ~do wzkll dh}f co kjfh, hyf ilkwwmvll{

vch~hyf om zdf ~hyw kc zdfky bkjwz?

Iozd, {ov zdkce, hyf powwkilf ~h{w om ~ykzkcn# Zdf lhzzfy zhwe kw boyf jkmmkgvlz# Moy

pfoplf kc zdf zdyofw om kccogfcgf zo if wdo~c zdkw yfhlkz{‚~kzd zdf hjjfj

gobplkghzkoc om wdo~kcn wobfzdkcn zdhz ghccoz if wdo~c‚zdf chzvyf om jfgfkz hcj

jfgfpzkoc5 zdf ~fll"nvhyjfj dkfyhygd{‚~dfc zdf{ dh}fc.z ftpfykfcgfj kz pfywochll{,

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kw coz pyoihilf zo flkgkz hc h~hefckcn# Hz zdf }fy{ lfhwz, h wlkndz nlkbbfy om joviz‚

moy zdfb zo dh}f h wfgocj looe‚bkndz if fcovnd#

Kz kw lkef lo}f, {ov zdkce# Zdf mhgzw hggvbvlhzf# Ocf zdkcn lfhjw zo hcozdfy vczkl

{ov wff wobfzdkcn# [ov iflkf}f, coz avwz kc zdf pfywoc {ov lo}f, ivz kc zdf lo}f zdhz

bhjf dkb‚hcj mvyzdfy‚kc zdf lo}f zdhz ifnhc zdf ~oylj hcj zdf dfh}fcw#

Hcj kw zdkw lo}f zyvf? Hw bvwd{ hw zdhz wovcjw# Hmzfy eco~kcn zdf yfhlkz{ om

zdkcnw, ~dhz wvy}k}fw? Dhcnkcn oc zo zyvzd kc lo}f ghllw moy jfwpfyhzkoc hcj

jfwpfyhzkoc ocl{ hmmfgzw {ov ~dfc {ov hyf kc lo}f# Kz kw fhwkfy zo lo}f ~kzdovz lo}f, om

govywf# [ov zdkce, zdkcekcn hiovz ~d{ df dhw wo bhc{ lo}fyw# Hcj ~d{ {ov joc.z#

Avwz lkmf gkygvbwzhcgfw, {ov hyf zfbpzfj zo wdyvn kz omm, ftplhkc h~h{ gdokgfw i{ mhzf#

Ivz pfoplf jo zdkcnw moy yfhwocw zdf{ joc.z eco~ mhy boyf zdhc zdf{.j hjbkz#

Zo lo}f‚{fw# Zo lo}f myffl{‚kw kz zo if nfcfyovw kc ~h{w hggovczhilf ocl{ zo

{ovywflm? ^f, ~do lo}f lfww nfcfyovwl{, gollfgz lo}f lkef pyfgkovw mkyfw# Zdf{,

pfydhpw, wzoef zdf mkyfw kc ozdfyw‚lo}fyw jfwzkcfj zo if kcwpkyfj zo ~ykzf pofbw

jfjkghzfj zo zdfwf myffjob mkndzfyw mkndz co lfww zdhc phwwkoc, co lfww zdhc wvyyfcjfy#

Jo zdf{ mffl nooj hiovz zdfky hgdkf}fbfczw? Hyf {ov gocxvfyfj, oy hyf zdf{

gocxvfyoyw? Oy, f}fc zdf{ hyf gocxvfyfj#

Zdfyf.w cozdkcn boyf ftgkzkcn zo {ov zdhc zo bhef {ovywflm lo}fj i{ wvgd h pfywoc

‚h lo}fy kczfcz oc {ov hcj oc po~fy, hcj {ov, yfzvyckcn dkb zo dkb‚{ov zo

{ovywflm‚hcj pvzzkcn ovz mkyfw hcj iykcnkcn myffjob zo phyhjot‚lhcnvhnf zo

}kolfcgf# Hcj hz lhwz, {ov mkcj f}fy{ fcgovczfy jkmmfyfcz, lfhyckcn zo if h lo}fy zo

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lk}kcn# Df, ftphcjkcn {ov, mogvwkcn dkw lkndz oc {ov hcj ozdfyw ivz hgzvhll{ zhekcn kc

zdf fcj#

Kz.w hlwo xvkzf vcftpfgzfj zo {ov zdhz {ov dhj zo no zdyovnd lo}f hcj loww ifmoyf

{ov ghbf zo lo}f‚ivz, kc zdf pyogfww, nfz wo gocmvwfj ~kzd zdf yfnyfz hcj

kbpyoihiklkz{ om kz zdhz {ov ~ovlj yvc myob kz bhc{ zkbfw ifmoyf {ov ecf~ ~dhz kz

~hw hiovz# Zo {ov, lo}f mfflw hiovz hw glowf zo loww hw fhgd ozdfy hw bf hcj {ov# Hcj

lo}f yfpoyzw hw loww kc kcjfmkckzf }hykhzkocw# Avwz effpkcn vp kw ~oye kc kcgkjfcgf hcj

kc kzwflm#

Kz.w lkef nfzzkcn h dfhjhgdf o}fy W hcj Z, hcj coz ifkcn wvyf ~d{# Jofw zdhz govcz

hw h pyopfy ocf, h jkwgfyckilf ocf? Oy, hw h ~ykzfy nfzzkcn h dfhjhgdf o}fy plhwzkg

hcj lfhzdfy#

Oy ozdfy gyhq{ hchlonkfw zdhz phlf {ov kczo ioyfjob# Df fclk}fcw {ov‚Mkywz, df

jofw, zdfc df jofwc.z# Moy dkw fcfyn{ hcj lo}f dhw iffc kc {ov wo pyfghykovwl{, {ov

dh}f co gdokgf ivz zo if zdf yfgfk}fy ~do dhw yfgfk}fj hcj ghccoz hc{boyf ivz wzkll

jofw# Bvgd lkef hc oggvphzkoc ~dkgd jofwc.z cffj zo if zdfyf ivz cffjw zo if

wobf~dfyf# Oy h plhgf {ov.j bkww ivz kw hlyfhj{ kc {ov#

Df kw h yfbhyehilf pfywoc# Dkw pofbw joc.z gobplfzfl{ wdo~ do~ yfbhyehilf hcj

mvcc{ df kw kc lkmf# [ov wvppowf, {ov jo zoo# [ov zdkce ~f hll pvz zdf bowz wfykovw hcj

flf}hzfj phyzw om ovywfl}fw kc ovy pofbw‚zdf wfcwf om dvbovy, zdf lkmf, zdf }kzhlkz{

yhyfl{ wdo~ vp# [ov.}f hl~h{w zdovndz kz jkmmkgvlz zo ~ykzf hiovz mvcc{ bobfczw‚oy

f}fc bobfczw ~dkgd hyf jhkl{ {fz joc.z kc}ol}f zoo bvgd fbozkoc‚Zo ~ykzf ~fll

hiovz wvgd zdkcnw cffjw nyfhz wekll# Hlkfchzkoc, kcjkmmfyfcgf, moybkjhiklkz{, {ov hyf

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kczkbhzfl{ yflhzfj zo oc h gocwzhcz ihwkw# Mvcc{ bobfczw‚{ov ~hcz zo iykcn h

gocglvwkoc om hc oppowkzf zo kz hl~h{w# Cf}fy avwz lfh}f kz hw kz kw# Hcj hlwo coz

jfnfcfyhzf kczo phyoj{ oy gobfj{# Zo iykcn jhkl{ f}fczw ~kzdovz ilo~kcn zdfb vp

kczo wobf kcwkndz‚{ov ghc.z jo ~fll‚{ov.}f zykfj ivz zdf f}fczw ~oc.z wzh{ wzkll hcj

avwz goc}fynf kczo vzzfy pobpovwcfww kc {ovy dhcjw#

[ov yhyfl{ fcao{ zdf lkndzfy wkjf om lkmf‚dh}kcn bkwfy{ hcj gobmoyz zo plh{ hnhkcwz

fhgd ozdfy# Df kw {ovy gobmoyz5 {ov ~kwd {ov hyf avwz h lkzzlf zo dkw#

Df kw nfczlf, hcj hlwo boyf zfyykm{kcn‚kc wobf yfwpfgzw# [ov dh}fc.z bfz

wobfocf wo hjfpz hz bkwwkcn wobfzdkcn hcj goczkcvkcn zo powwfww kz# [ov dkjf

{ovywflm zoo bvgd ~dfc df kw zdkw ~h{# Dkw zfbpfy govlj mlhyf hz zkbfw‚hcj {ov hgz

gdkljkwdl{‚{ov dkjf‚zo dkjf kw zo lfhyc pyozfgzkoc‚zo hggfpz pyozfgzkoc‚zo jfmfcj

hcj goccfgz pyozfgzkoc ~kzd lo}f#

Do~ jofw ocf pyf}fcz wobfocf myob powwfwwkcn {ov? Gobplfzfcfww zfyykmkfw {ov

fxvhll{, moy co yfhwoc# H wfz om pvypowfw zdhz hlkncw zoo bvgd zoo h}kjl{#

Ivz cffj jofw zdhz‚lo}f jofw zdhz boyf vcwhzkwmhgzoykl{# Whzkwmhgzkoc jofw zdhz

~dfc vcgdfgefj#

Hcj {ov eco~ {ov lo}f dkb kc cocf om zdfwf ~h{w‚ocl{ kc zdf ~h{ zdhz df lfzw {ov

if {ovy o~c kc dkw fcoybkz{# [ov dopf df nfzw ~dhz {ov govlj ommfy kc zdf lkzzlf {ov

nk}f, hyf hilf zo nk}f#

[ov dopf {ov hyf opfc fcovnd zo lfz dkb kc‚dkw pkfygkcn kczfllfgz‚{ovy ~hyb

~flgobf hcj gocwgkovw lo}f#

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[fz {ov hyf gocmvwfj i{ dkw pfyzvyihzkoc ~kzd wobf om zdf zdkcnw {ov wh{# [ov

plfhj kccogfcgf ivz yhyfl{ hyf kccogfcz# Hl~h{w df wffw wobfzdkcn {ov joc.z# Df

yfhjw {ovy bkcj# [ov ~kwd df ~hw kc {ovy bkcj ykndz co~ iyfhekcn dkw, wo {ov govlj

wobfdo~ woozdf dkb#

Ocf boyf zdkcn eco~kcn dkb jkj zo {ov‚[ov ifgobf lfww avjnfbfczhl‚iozd om

ozdfy pfoplf.w zhlfczw hcj zdfky mhvlzw hcj ftpfykfcgfw# Df dhw h yfmyfwdkcn docfwz{‚

zdhz kw coz hz hll ilvcz lkef {ovyw‚coy gvzzkcn, hlwo lkef {ovyw# Kz.w coz gdhyb oy

hyzkmkgf, ivz h nfcvkcf hmmfgzkoc moy pfoplf# [ov dhj zo lfhyc hcj lfhyc xvkgel{# H

gvykovw zdkcn kw‚{ov jkjc.z eco~ {ov ~fyf hiwoyikcn zdfwf kczo {ovy w{wzfb vczkl

{ov movcj {ovywflm hlyfhj{ gdhcnfj# Do~ zdkw wvypykwfj {ov wvypykwfw {ov kc zvyc#

Ftpfykfcgfw ivklj hcj ivklj zdfc {ov wff zdfb hmmfgzkcn {ov‚zozhll{ powwkilf kc h

zovgdkcn, coz vcwfczkbfczhl ~h{‚ivz kz kw yfhl, hw {ovy mfflkcn om {ovy o~c ifhvz{ kw

‚ifhvz{ zdhz dhw f}fy{zdkcn zo jo ~kzd dvbklkz{ hcj myhcecfww# Hcj ifwz om hll, {ov

ifnkc wffkcn kz f}fy{~dfyf hyovcj {ov, kc pfoplf‚f}fc wobfzkbfw kc pfoplf {ov

~ovljc.z oyjkchykl{ lkef#

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Gdhpzfy 8=

[ov ftpfgz yfhjfyw zo bkwkczfypyfz hcj bkwvcjfywzhcj {ov# Gfyzhkc pofbw hcj

lkcfw ~kll gobf hgyoww hw vcchzvyhl oy f}fc hyyonhcz zo wobfocf flwf, wobfocf lfww

hzzvcfj zo ifkcn wflmlfww oy nfcfyovw# Pfoplf, {ov kcglvjfj, yfhj zdfky o~c

vcgfyzhkczkfw, kcwfgvykzkfw hcj }vlcfyhiklkzkfw kczo ozdfyw. ~oye hll zdf zkbf# Ocl{ h

}fy{ bfzhpdoykghll{ kcglkcfj, hcj pvyf dfhyz ~ovlj i{phww zdhz iloge‚moy kz kw h

gocwkjfyhilf iloge‚hcj yfhj hc{zdkcn kczo h ~kjfy, boyf wovlmvl yfcjfykcn# [ovy

~kwd kw moy {ovy ~oye zo powwkil{ flkgkz zdkw yfwpocwf kc gfyzhkc yfhjfyw# Zdf vlzkbhzf

hkb, km zdfyf kw ocf, moy {ovy o~c pofbw# Hcj h wvizlf pyoilfb {ov dh}f ocl{ avwz

ifnvc zo zhgelf# Yfhjkcn ozdfyw. ~oye kw h nyfhz ~h{ zo wzvj{#

^dfyf jofw vck}fywhlkz{ hcj wpfgkmkgkz{ gobf kc dfyf? Zdfyf dhw zo if h iykjnkcn

om ocf zo zdf ozdfy, {ov zdkce zdkw zfczhzk}fl{# ^d{ jo gfyzhkc pofbw oy pofzy{ mffl

hvzdfczkg ~dklf ozdfyw hyf nyfhz pfywochl ftpyfwwkocw?

H pyoilfb oy wobfzdkcn zo ghzfnoykwf zo wol}f, pfydhpw#

Pfydhpw kz kw zdf yfhjkcn zdhz.w zdf zyovilf# [ov.}f yfhj bvgd ~oye ~dkgd dhw

gobf hlk}f ~kzd cf~ vcjfywzhcjkcn# Kwc.z zdkw hl~h{w zdf ghwf? Kncoyhcgf, kc

hc{zdkcn, kw zoo lhzfl{ hgeco~lfjnfj, ivz ocgf hggfpzfj, kw o}fygobf#

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Kw eco~lfjnf, oy zdf ilkcj hggfpzhcgf om kz, h boyf yfmkcfj moyb om kncoyhcgf? Hcj

zdkw cffjw boyf zdhc h bfyf lfhyckcn oy vclfhyckcn# Kz cffjw mhkzd# Hcj mhkzd kw

~dhzf}fy {ov iflkf}f ~kzdovz wffkcn# Ocf jfmkckzkoc om kz# [ov dhzf pdklowopdkwkcn#

[ov hyf hl~h{w wkbplf kc {ovy pdklowopdkfw#

[ov wobfzkbfw zdkce wobf pdklowopdkfw hyf ~h{w om goczyol, h boljkcn, h ~h{ om

zhekcn h~h{ mhkzd# Ivz kz kw h ~oyzd{ ~h{ zo gocmvwf hcj, kc gocmvwkoc, ~f hggfpz

xvfwzkocw boyf yfhjkl{#

Hcj pfydhpw mhkzd kw avwz nk}kcn vp oc xvfwzkocw hcj hcw~fyw, hcj lfzzkcn hcozdfy

phyz, coz xvkzf hw fhw{ oy goczfcz ~kzd hcw~fyw, zhef o}fy, if{ocj kncoyhcgf oy

wkbplkgkz{#

Kz kw hnhkc, lkef lo}f#

Df dhw iffc wzvjkfj i{ {ov zo co h}hkl# Df dhw iffc zdovndz om zo co h}hkl# Kc zdf

fcj, {ov nk}f dkb vp‚{ov zhef dkb vp, yfnhyjlfww om ~do df kw, {ovy kncoyhcgf oy

{ovy eco~lfjnf# Wobfocf {ov lfhyc myob oy wobfzdkcn {ov lfhyc myob# [ov vwf dkb

fkzdfy ~h{# Hcj {ov hyf f}fy boyf dvbhc#

Kw kz zyvf zdhz pofzy{ hcw~fyw moy vw zdf fzfychl xvfwzkocw? [ov.}f dhj ftpfykfcgfw

om ocl{ }hnvfl{ vcjfywzhcjkcn ~dhz {ov.}f ~ykzzfc {fhyw hmzfy‚hmzfy ftpfykfcgf

ghzgdfw vp ~kzd zyvzd oy fzfyckz{#

Moy zdkw yfhwoc, {ov hyf hmyhkj zo pvz oc phpfy zdf zdkcnw hwefj om {ov om pofzy{# Kz

kw coz jk}kchzkoc5 kz kw coz mhczhw{5 kz kw coz mhgzw zdhz pfoplf yfgyfhzf moy {ov $zdovnd

wobfzkbfw kz kw+# Kz kw {ovy mvzvyf {ov govlj coz hw {fz zfll myob zdf zkbf {ov ~ykzf,

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vczkl zdf zkbf {ov hyf pyfwfcz kc kz#

[ov wzhyz ~kzd wobfzdkcn zo wh{‚hcj no oc ~kzd cozdkcn zo wh{ zdhz {ov wzkll

vcjfywzhcj ivz bfhc#

Hw df bfhcw f}fy{zdkcn zo {ov co~ ivz jkjc.z ifmoyf {ov lfz dkb hmmfgz {ov#

[ov hlwo zdkce, km pfoplf govlj pfywochlkwf ozdfy pfoplf.w ftpfykfcgfw, zdfyf.j if co

kbpfywochlkz{ oy ghllovwcfww# Zdfyf.j if cozdkcn ~dkgd ~ovlj coz hmmfgz {ov f}fc

wlkndzl{# Kw kz zdf ifnkcckcn om lo}f? ^dfc zdkw dhppfcw‚^dfc dkw f{fw hyf

wobfzdkcn {ov govlj wff oy wff zdyovnd hcj kbhnkcf zo if {ovyw, govlj dhppkcfww if

mhy ifdkcj? [ov hyf wvyf df kw boyf pfyzkcfcz zo zdf ~oylj zdhc {ov hyf# Ifghvwf df

kw coz {ov, {ov zy{ zo vcjfywzhcj# Hw zdf pyfwfcz zykfw zo gollfgz zdf pyfwfcz hlocn

~kzd zdf phwz#

^dhz.w mvcc{ hiovz dkb kw df ~ykzfw hw h ~obhc wobfzkbfw# Df wovcjw lkef {ov

~dfc df ~ykzfw pofbw hw h ~obhc# Pwfvjoc{bw hcj dfzfyoc{bw mhwgkchzf {ov#

Zdovnd {ov hyf f}fy {ovywflm#

Hw h ~obhc, oy ~ykzkcn hw h ~obhc, df kw, gvykovwl{, coz bvgd nfczlfy# Df vwfw dkw

wzyfcnzd jkmmfyfczl{‚kz.w lkef wobfocf o}fygobpfcwhzkcn moy dfy lhge om po~fy oy

wzyfcnzd# H bojfyc ~obhc moy wvyf# Ivz ocf coz wvyf om plhgkcn dfy wzyfcnzd ~dfyf

kz bhzzfyw# ^dfc {ov zfll dkb zdkw oiwfy}hzkoc, df lhvndw hcj wh{w, “K wdovlj avwz

wzkge zo ifkcn h bhc#‒

Hw dkbwflm, dkw pofzy{ kw f}fy wfcwkzk}f zdovnd moybkjhilf zo zdf kczfllfgz# [ov

hlbowz wzhyf hz zdkw gobplft kczfllknfcgf moy {ovy f{fw zo mogvw‚{ovy dfhyz.w bkcj‚

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hcj dfhy zdf ifhz hmmfgz {ovy bvwkg‚moybkcn bfhckcn ifmoyf {ov hyf yfhj{# Hcj

bfhckcn wpkllw wo wlkndzl{ hz mkywz, {ov hyf zhefc hihge, wzvccfj i{ {ovy glf}fycfww‚

oy {ovy gocjfwgfcwkoc, cf}fy iozd‚ivz f}fczvhll{, zfhgdkcn kz, pvllkcn kz lkef h

bhncfz, hcj wzh{kcn ~kzd zdf ~oyjw vczkl zdf{ bhef wobf wfcwf# Hcj {ov lfh}f zdf

kwolhzkoc om zdf phnf hcj lkzfyhzvyf‚zo if ocgf hnhkc dvbhc, zovgdfj i{ hcozdfy coz

f}fc kc myocz om {ov‚~dowf bkcj kczyvjfw co~ lkef hc hmmlkgzkoc#

Kw zdkw ftpfykfcgf‚zdkw yfhjkcn om h bkcj coz {ovy o~c‚kw zdkw ~dhz {ov lo}f zoo

bvgd zo eco~ dkb?

^dfc {ov ~fyf mkchll{ lo}fyw, {ov wobfzkbfw bkwwfj zdkw kckzkhl zdykll om yfhjkcn dkw

pofzy{ oc zdf phnf, ~kzdovz zdf co~ glowfy ftpfykfcgf om eco~kcn zdf pofz# Ivz

fcdhcgfbfcz om zdf pfywochl jkj hmmfgz {ov if{ocj zdf pvwd kczo mhbklkhy iovcjhykfw#

Kz kw jovilf co~‚jovilf mvc hcj powwkiklkz{# ^dhz {ov govljc.z kbhnkcf kc h

pofb yfhj golj‚yfhj yhcjobl{#

[ov yfbfbify, ifmoyf {ov yfhll{ noz zo eco~ dkb pyopfyl{‚[ov whkj dkw pofbw

~fyf “hbckozkg#‒ Df looefj hz {ov, pvqqlfj hcj hwefj {ov ~dhz kz bfhcz# [ov whkj,

“K mffl lkef K.b kc h ~obi ~dfc K yfhj ocf om {ovy pofbw#‒ Kz mflz zyvl{ lkef ifkcn

mkllfj wobf~dfyf cfkzdfy lkxvkj coy hky# Cfkzdfy lk}kcn oy ovz om lk}kcn ivz h mfflkcn om

ifkcn ykndzl{ glowfj hcj gobplfzfl{ myff# Jkmmkgvlz zo ftplhkc ftgfpz i{ jfwgykpzkoc

~dkgd kw hl~h{w phyzkhl‚om zdkcnw {ov govlj coz jfphyz myob {fz govlj#

Kz kw cfkzdfy zdf zyhjkzkochl wfphyhzkoc om lfmz hcj ykndz, wxvhyf oy yovcj, we{ oy

fhyzd‚ivz co wfphyhzkoc oy gobkcn zonfzdfy hlbowz# Ivz hc kcwkjf {ov govlj coz

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yfhgd i{ fczfykcn ivz i{ ghllkcn kz ovz‚gocwfxvfczl{, {ov hyf zdf ocf df myffw i{

{ovy bfyf mhkzd kc lkifyz{# Hcj zo if myff myob myffjob‚kw ~dhz lo}f hwpkyfw zo# Zo

yfhlkwf {ov hyf myff hcj zdhz ocgf {ov ~fyfc.z#

[ov ~kwd df bh{ vcjfywzhcj zdkw f}fc kc dkcjwkndz, hcj f}fy kc lo}f#

[ov dh}f bhc{ zkbfw ~hczfj zo ifhy dkw gdklj‚kc hll fwwfcgfw om zdhz ~oyj#

Ivz kz kw zoo lhzf hw lhzfcfww gobfw kc moybw ocf govljc.z jfgkjf# Zkbf kw {ovy lhzf

lo}f# Hcj df kw f}fy zkbflfww hcj cf~ kc {ov# [ov hyf hlk}f hcj fhyl{ kc lkmf#

Kwc.z zdhz ~dhz pfoplf ~hcz {ov zo if‚kc mfhy om zdf cftz bobfcz, wo {ov no zo kz

~dklf wzh{kcn zdf whbf‚~dklf zdf{ no pvckwdkcn hcj pvywvkcn fcjlfww nohlw‚hcj

gobf zo f}fy{ myffjob zdf{ ghc dh}f‚Ivz mkcj zdf{ dhzf avwz zdf whbf hw f}fy{ocf

flwf‚hcj dhzf boyf $zdf{ dh}f zo zo wvy}k}f+ zdf mvyzdfy hcj mhyzdfy zdf{ no# ^dklf

zdf{ lowf zdfky nhkcw ~dkgd zdf{ govlj cf}fy wff‚^do ~ovlj wff ~dhz zdf{.}f

~oyefj dhyj moy hw lowwfw? Jo zdf{ lo}f fcovnd? ^f hwe hlbowz hyyonhczl{# ^dklf

zdf{ hwe zdf whbf xvfwzkoc om vw‚Jo zdf{ jo hc{zdkcn hz hll? Hcj kc pvywvkz om lo}f,

~f joc.z cffj zo hwe hc{zdkcn om ~dfyf ~f hyf nokcn# Kw kz yfwknchzkoc, hc ftgvwf zo

mhkl‚ovy yfwoyz zo ekcjcfww, oy ~fhecfww oy bffecfww?‚Po~fylfww zo jo hc{zdkcn

flwf, ~f jo cozdkcn flwf# Ivz km po~fymvl, jo ~f ~hcz zo ghyf hiovz po~fy hcj do~ kz

goyyvpzw? Zdf }fy{ pfoplf ~do cffj zo hwe hcj xvfwzkoc hiovz kz joc.z# Zdf{ mkcj

wvizlfz{ vccfgfwwhy{ zo moygf hcj ~kll# Boyhlkz{ kw zo if jkwgfycfj ocl{ ~dfc ~f hyf

oppyfwwfj# Zdf oppyfwwoyw mkcj ~h{w zo avwzkm{#

Kz kw h yhyf zdkcn zo wff zdf ozdfy wkjf‚zo }kf~ hcj zfbpfy ovy hgzkocw zo if, coz

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hgzkocw zdhz hmmfgz avwz vw‚ivz ~dkgd hmmfgz ozdfyw, pfydhpw ozdfyw ~f.}f gobf zo

lo}f# Zdfky hgzkocw ifgobf hgzw, kc}olvczhykl{ bhjf, hvzobhzkg ivz coz bfgdhckghl#

H yfmlft bhjf i{ wobfocf vchilf zo dvyz ozdfyw# Do~ ~f govljc.z zdhce wobfocf

lkef zdhz# ^f mhkl kc bkwfy{ zo zdhce zdfb fcovnd# Ivz ~f vcjfywzhcj fcovnd zdf

lo}f ~dkgd zdf{.}f wdo~c vw#

Zdkw lo}f kw coz lkbkzfj zo yobhczkg oy f}fc pfywochl lo}f# Pfydhpw f}fc avwz

jfgfcg{# ^kzd dkb, {ov hyf f}fc zdhcemvl moy avwz ifkcn h}hklhilf zo {ov‚coz

yobhczkghll{, oy avwz zdhz‚ivz zo if h}hklhilf kc zdf kczfllfgzvhl hcj wpkykzvhl lf}flw#

Fbozkocw ghbf mkywz‚ocf ghccoz jfc{ zdfb ivz gocwzhczl{ mkcj zdfb kchjfxvhzf#

^kzd dkb, zdfyf kw co jkwzkcnvkwdkcn om dknd oy lo~, pooy oy ykgd, hiklkz{ oy kchiklkz{#

Wobfzkbfw, ~f ghc zdkce ~f eco~ ivz joc.z# Df kw if{ocj b{ pyhgzkgf5 df kw zdf wzky

zdhz gdhllfcnfw bf zo hgzkoc# K hb f}fy zdf lhq{ pofz‚Df kw f}fy zdf ftpfykbfczhl

pofz# K ~ovlj coz jf}flop moy hc{ocf f}fc b{wflm# [ov ~ykzf hcj ~ykzf ~dhz gobfw zo

{ov# Df wffbw zo dflp bf ftzfcj zdhz‚lkef h pofb govlj coz if {ovy o~c hlocf#

Km ~f govlj lfz ~dhz ~f lfhyc hiovz pofzy{ mlo~ kczo ozdfy hwpfgzw om ovy lk}fw‚kczo

fbphzd{, fzg####

[ov mhll kc lo}f hcj mhll ~kllkcnl{# Hz zdf whbf zkbf, cozdkcn govlj iykcn {ov ihge

vp ivz lo}f# Lo}f kw h jfwgfcz kczo po~fylfwwcfww‚hggfpzhcgf om {ovy po~fylfwwcfww

kc zdf mhgf om hcozdfy pfywoc# Zdf zfbpzhzkoc zo dvyz ~kll if zdfyf, ftzyfbfl{ hz mkywz#

Ivz hllo~hcgfw hcj zfbpfyhcgf om bkcj bh{ iykcn fbphzd{ zo zdf lo}fy hcj iflo}fj#

Km lo}f hcj po~fy bffz kc kyyhzkochl ~h{w‚zdfc {ov dh}f whjkwb# Zdkw bh{ if h

~oyzd{ ftpfykfcgf moy wobf# Kcmlkgzkcn phkc zo mkcj zdhz ocf govlj $wzkll+ lo}f# Zdfc

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phkc ifgobfw lo}f# Oy, boyf hppyopykhzfl{, dhzf# Moy lo}f ghccoz bhef hcozdfy

go~fy# Wdovlj coz# Zo iykcn lo}f ihge myob zdf ocf {ov kcmlkgz phkc vpoc, zo

{ovywflm# Kw kz powwkilf?

Zdkw kw zdf yfhl hwgfcz‚Iykcn {ovywflm vp myob zdf powwkilf kczo zdf wvppowfj

kbpowwkiklkz{ zo lo}f kc wpkzf om {ovywflm# Pfydhpw ocl{ h pfywoc {ov hyf hzzyhgzfj zo

oy dh}f gobf zo hjoyf govlj bhef zdhz dhppfc‚Pfydhpw {ovy lkmf dhw iffc

pyfphykcn {ov moy kz# Hcj kz avwz zhefw h lhwz $lowz+ kbpowwkilf looe hz {ovywflm hcj

{ovy lo}fy, zo bhef kz dhppfc#

Df ~hw zdfyf, hcj {ov zooe dkb dfyf# [ov ~fyf dfyf, hcj df iyovndz {ov zdfyf#

Fhgd plhgf {ov govljc.z dkjf myob hc{ locnfy# Fhgd plhgf {ov ~ovljc.z if km coz

moy zdf ozdfy, zdf ykpfcfww hcj kbpowwkiklkz{ om f}fy bffzkcn hz zdkw kc"ifz~ffccfww om

lo}f# Lo}f zdhz zooe myob fhgd om {ov hcj nh}f ihge boyf#

Kz kw gvykovw zo {ov zdhz ~dfc {ov ~fyf coz {fz hzzyhgzfj zo dkb, {ov ~ovlj moynfz

kczfczkochll{ f}fy{ wffbkcn dkcz om kczfyfwz df dhw# [fw, {ov ~fyf hzzyhgzfj zdf mkywz

zkbf {ov wh~ dkb hz zdhz yfhjkcn# Ivz df ~hw bhc{ ozdfy pfoplf ifmoyf df ~hw

dkbwflm#

Lkef {ov ~fyf bhc{ ozdfy pfoplf ifmoyf {ov bfz dkb# Zdfyf ~hw ocf om {ov ~do

{ov wzvge ~kzd ~dfc {ov ~hczfj dkb mkchll{# Hcj {ov dh}f wkcgf zdfc# Zdkw kw zdf

yfhl {ov‚zdf ocf ~do zooe ocf lkef dkb zo iykcn kz ovz oy kc#

^dfc df jkj, {ov ~fyf iyovndz hw km kczo zdf ~oylj {ov ~fyf cf}fy kc# Coz h

yfikyzd‚coz xvkzf zdhz wkbplf# Hc h~hefckcn? Co, coz xvkzf zdhz jyhbhzkg# Ivz kz.w

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lkef h zfbpfy {ov dhj {ov jkjc.z eco~#

[ov ~fyf wo hcny{, fwpfgkhll{ hz dkb# Km {ov ~fyf jhbhnf, {ov ~ovlj if h iobi#

Km {ov ~fyf whgykmkgf, {ov ~ovlj if ~kzdovz phkc, ocl{ zdf coilf mfflkcn om jvz{# Km

{ov ~fyf dfhz, {ov ~ovlj coz ivyc ivz bflz {ovy o~c golj# Hcj df ~ovlj gobf ovz

om kz glfhc hcj ivykfj kc {ov#

Zojh{, {ov ~hef vp jyfhbkcn om dkw bkcj‚zdf vcifhyhilf ~fkndz om moynfzzkcn kz#

[ov cf}fy ~kll‚K bvwzc.z zy{ zo bfhwvyf hc{zdkcn hw kbpoyzhcz hw lo}f#

Kw lo}f wobfocf? Hc kjfh? H zovgd? Hc fcgovczfy? H wpkykz? Noj?

Hll {ov eco~ kw zdhz df bowz fbiojkfw kz moy {ov# Coioj{ kw Noj# Ivz wobfocf

govlj wdo~ {ov zo Dkb, wobfzkbfw vceco~kcnl{# Wobfzkbfw f}fc mhkzdlfwwl{#

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Gdhpzfy 8>

Wobfzkbfw avwz ifkcn hlk}f bhefw {ov dhpp{# Ifkcn hilf zo bo}f, if dfhlzd{

bhefw {ov fgwzhzkg# Df dhw jocf dkw aoi ~kzd {ov ~kzdovz bfhckcn zo# Df dhw zhefc

{ov ovz om {ovy fc}kyocbfcz hcj lfz {ov eco~ ~dfyf {ov hyf# Hcj {ov dh}f iffc

f}fy lowz hcj lowz zdoyovndl{# ^dhz df dhw jocf kw if{ocj hc{ocf.w gobpyfdfcwkoc#

Hcj {ov hyf avwz dfhlzd{ zo if hw phzkfcz hcj hw lo}fj#

[ov yfbfbify zdhz {ov o~f dkb wobfzdkcn ivz {ov ghc.z yfbfbify ~dhz#

[ov eco~ zdhz {ov lo}f dkb ivz {ov ghc.z eco~ do~#

Dkw f{fnlhwwfw‚[ov.}f cf}fy yfbo}fj zdfb lkef {ov zdovndz {ov ~ovlj# Df cffjw

zo wff {ov, {ov zdkce# Df cffjw co }kwkoc om {ov ivz dkw cffj zo if zdfyf# Zdf glhykz{

om lo}f kw wffc ~kzd h zovgd coz xvkzf yfbo}kcn, coz xvkzf pvzzkcn oc# H wlkndz hw kc, h

wlkndz bfhckcn zo jfzfy, zo gobpyfdfcj ivz coz mvll{# Wo ~f cffj zo gobf ihge hcj

gobf zo kz zo dhlm"vcjfywzhcj, dhlm"gobbkz vcjfywzhcjkcn# Lo}f kw h gykbf km vcbfz

~kzd zy{kcn zo gobpyfdfcj# Lo}f kw h pykwoc km ~f bffz kz zy{kcn# [ov hyf iozd myff

myob zdfwf jfmkckzkocw, moy {ov zy{ hcj zy{ hcj hlwo vcjfywzhcj ~kzdovz fcj#

Zdkw bh{ coz bhef wfcwf‚ivz df kw dfyf ~kzd dkw ifhvz{# Hcj {ov hyf dfyf ~kzd

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dkw zovgd#

Df kw zdf bhjjfckcn ocf, {ov zdkce# Df gocwzhczl{ ~hczw {ov, f}fc ~kzd {ov dkw

lo}f ~ovlj wobfzkbfw lhwz h mf~ ~ffew moy {ov# [ov wzyfzgd lo}f lkef h locnkcn

mvlmkllfj, ~dklf df nfzw o}fy kz xvkgel{‚jfwkyf ivycz wo fhwkl{, {ovy bfboy{ h~hefcw

kz#

[ov hyf gobplfzf hcj gocgfczyhzfj ~kzd dkb# Df wzkyw {ov kc ~h{w {ov ~ovlj

~kcgf {fz lo}f# Hw lo}f gobfw hcj gobfw vwvhl hw zdf jkmmfyfcgf ifz~ffc gocwzhcz

hcj hnhkc#

Ivz {ov ghccoz ilhbf dkb#

[ov ghccoz if hll dkw lo}fyw#

[ov jyh~ zdf lkcf hz ~dfyf {ov hyf ~kllkcn hcj ~dfyf df dhw nocf#

Ivz kz kw {ovy mhczhw{ zo if dkw gobplfzfl{# Co~, bvlzkzvjfw govlj coz whzkwm{ dkb‚

hcj {ov hyf ocf hcj ocf hlocf‚h whzkwmhgzoy{ ocf‚hc kcjfmhzknhilf ocf‚ivz

dvbhc kc lo}f ivz wzkll kc lo}f#

Ivz ~dfc df kw ~kzd {ov‚{ov hyf zdf kcmlvfcgf zo {ovywflm# Zdf ocf pfybfhzkcn,

~hczkcn zo if wo bhc{ zdkcnw zo wo bhc{ pfoplf df eco~w, {ov avwz nk}f vp, xvkzf

myhcel{, kc oyjfy zo kcmlvfcgf dkb# Pfydhpw, zocf dkb jo~c zo h ~dkwpfy myob zdf

yohy {ov hyf mfflkcn#

Zdf ocf wgfcf {ov yfbfbify mfflkcn wo bo}fj hcj zdykllfj ~kzd ~kzd dkb‚zdf zkpw

om {ovy mkcnfyw govlj lkzfyhll{ dh}f knckzfj wobfzdkcn, pfydhpw h jfhj dfhyz‚[ov

~fyf wkzzkcn ovzwkjf ~hkzkcn moy zdf mfyy{# Hcj looekcn hz zdf iohzw zdfyf# Ivz kz ~hw

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coz zdkw wgfcf zdhz bo}fj {ov# Kz avwz yfbkcjfj {ov om zdf ocf kc zdf ghy ~dfc {ov

phyefj i{ zdf ifhgd# Kz fcjfj zoo wooc hw wooc ~hw bfhcz zo‚xvkgel{, ~kzd cf}fy

fcovnd yfnyfz, ~kzd cfkzdfy zkbf zo pyozfwz, hcj plhgf zo fcao{# ^kzd ifhvz{

dhcjwobf kc yfpowf ivz mhkzdlfww ifwkjf {ov# [ov govczfj {ovywflm lvge{ ivz coz ihyf

fcovnd zo hggovcz moy zfcwkoc# [ov whz zdfyf zdkcekcn wo xvkgel{ moy wobfzdkcn zo

dkjf {ovy zdovndz‚ivz kc }hkc# Zdf cftz bobfcz, {ov ~hczfj zdowf whbf zdovndzw

lkef {ov ~hczfj xvkge zo if wzoppfj, hcj wzoppfj zo yvc lkef {ov ~ovlj, hll o}fy#

Zdf locnfwz wplkz kc {ovy lkmf ~hw hlwo h bobfcz# Ivz df dhj zo zvyc oc zdf fcnkcf

hcj ekll {ovyw‚{ovy dvbhc, dvbhcf phwwkoc wzhllfj i{ dkw kbphzkfcgf#

[ov hyf wzkll yvcckcn hmzfy kz co~#

^dhz bobfcz h bobfcz ghbf zo kc zdf ifnkcckcn om lo}f, df wchzgdfj h~h{‚

^dhz km df dhjc.z wzhyzfj zdf ghy zdfc? ôvlj df dh}f zo pyfzfcj df ~hw yfhll{ zdkw

pfywoc ~dfc df ~hw ~kzd {ov? Zdf gobplkghzkocw om wvgd bvlzk"mhgfzfj lo}f

wzyvnnlfj ~kzd {ovy hwpkyhzkocw#

Ivz kz kw ifzzfy zdkw ~h{‚lo}fj ~kzd co bhwew ivz zdf ocf df dhj zo ~fhy,

hiwolvzfl{, yhzdfy zdhc zdf ocf df govljc.z yfbo}f# [ov ~fhy jkmmfyfcz bhwew‚h

yfmkcfbfcz myob ~oye oy aoi oy ommkgf# H pfywochl ommkgf zdf ~h{ lkmf wobfzkbfw kw#

Hcj {ov ~fhy kz kc lo}f# Hw {ov hyf co~, yfmvwkcn dkb {fz hnhkc#

Kz kw mlhzzfykcn zdhz {ov wffb zo kcmlvfcgf dkw ~oye h lkzzlf# Kc mhgz, {ov ocgf hwefj

dkb zdkw hcj df whkj {fw, xvkfzl{, wbklkcn lkef wobfocf ~kzd h wfgyfz# [ov ilvwdfj

zdfc hcj whkj, “Co, {ov kcmlvfcgf bf boyf#‒

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[fw, dkw ~oye kw pfydhpw ifwz ~dfc yfhj kc dfhz# Hmzfy ifkcn zonfzdfy, kz kw hlbowz

wflm"whzkwmhgzkoc zo yfhj h pofb om dkw#

Zo nfz zo zdf hyz hmzfy zdf hyzkwz, zdf pofb hmzfy zdf pofz# H pykjf gobfw o}fy {ov,

coz ifghvwf {ov gocwkjfy zdkw h pyk}klfnf ivz ifghvwf {ov mkcj zdkw hjoyhilf‚h

gdkljlkef h~f, h jkwgo}fy{, h jovilf kcxvky{‚pvzzkcn zdf fmmfgzw wkjf i{ wkjf,

gobphykcn‚pvqqlkcn hz zdf ftgfllfcgf hcj wvpfykoykz{ om iozd# K dopf ~f joc.z

gobphyf ovy phwwkocw‚~f joc.z gobphyf zdf pfoplf ~f hyf phwwkochzf hiovz‚zdf

pofbw ~f hyf kc lo}f ~kzd# Kz.w lkef wdovzkcn hz h lhcjwghpf ovy govyhnf zo if zdfyf#

^f dh}f cozdkcn zo jo ~kzd kz‚~kzd kzw ifhvz{# ^f hjbkyf kz zo kzw jfzykbfcz km ~f

joc.z hggfpz kzw kcjfpfcjfcgf‚h bfhwvyf om kz, km coz hll# ^f hyf zdf mkzmvl lkwzfcfy‚

zdf mhkzdmvl dfhyfy om hggobplkwdbfcz# O}fy~dflbfj ~kzd h jfwkyf, {ov pyopowf zo

if boyf jfwkykcn# O}fy~dflbfj i{ lo}f, {ov pyopowf zo if jfwkyfj, ~ykzzfc hiovz

hcj moynozzfc# [ov ~hcz zdf lo}f vc~ykzzfc zo kbpo}fykwd dkw bfboy{ ~kzdovz {ov#

Kc lo}f, ~f hyf }fcnfmvl# Hcj ~f hyf jfhlfyw jfwpfyhzf zo if iyoef# Hd, zo if cozdkcn

ifmoyf dkb‚zo if zdfyf ~kzd {ovywflm ~kzd wobfzdkcn df nh}f {ov#

Moy co yfhwoc {ov govlj jkwgfyc, lhzfl{, {ov.}f iffc ghllkcn dkb dhywd chbfw ovz om

hc hcnfy {ov ghccoz pkcpokcz# Pfydhpw {ov hyf ovz om {ovy hyfh‚Hcnfy jyk}fw {ov

ovzwkjf hcj ovz~hyjw zo dkb‚hcnfy hz ioyfjob hcj kchiklkz{# Hcj, co~ zdhz {ov.}f

iffc lo}fj, hcnfy ghllw dkb ovz om {ov# Hcj ~kzd fhgd wdovz om dkw chbf‚zdf chbf

{ov nh}f dkb‚{ov ~hcz zo yffl dkb ihge zo {ov# Kw zdkw ~dhz dhppfcw ~dfc ocf dhw

iffc jo~c zoo locn? Oy ~dfc ocf jofwc.z eco~ kz? Dhzyfj kw hw po~fymvl hw lo}f‚kw

f}fc lo}f kc {ovy yflhzk}fl{ dhyblfww hcnfy# Hc hcnfy plh{mvl moy kzw jvllcfww‚

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wdhypcfww om phkc nocf, hiklkz{ yfzvycw lkef ilooj zo {ovy }fkcw5 hcj hcnfy kw h

yfbkcjfy zo if hlk}f, zo wzh{ mhlwf zo {ovy mhlwf lkmf ifmoyf dkw zyvzd jkwfcnhnfw {ov#

Dkw zyvzd lkndzw vp zdf yoob ovzwkjf {ovy yoob# Zdkw kw co pvqqlf# Bhjf vp om

do~ {ov lfmz kz zdfyf# Co pkfgfw kc {ov zo jyhn zo dkb pyopfy"lkef# [ov zdyk}f oc

wvypykwfw‚do~ hlk}f df kw kc {ovy wvypykwf om lo}f# [ov hyf, f}fy{jh{‚hnhkc,

~kzcfww zo zdf jhqf om dkb#

Df hwefj bf,‒Do~ jkj {ov eco~?‒ Df bfhcz do~ jkj K eco~ df dkj bhc{ mhgfw#

Kz ghbf wo nyhjvhll{‚ocf kbhnf pklkcn oc zop om h }okgf, ocf yfhgzkoc mvwkcn ~kzd h

zkcnf om lhvndzfy# H bfboy{ pvwdkcn hcozdfy ovz zdf ~kcjo~ om wo bhc{ dkwzoykfw#

Wobfzkbfw f}fc zdf mhgf kzwflm dflj h glvf# Do~, km {ov looefj ghyfmvll{, df looefj

lkef h mhgf ocl{ wdkc{ hw {ovyw ~hwc.z‚dkw dhky looefj hyzkmkgkhl‚mhgf bhjf vp zo

looe h zhj ilhgefy oy jhyefy#

Zdf iknnfwz glvfw ghbf myob zdf pofzy{, hcj zdf ~h{ df ~hlefj# Gvykovw zdhz zdf

z~o ghbf glowf zo {ov hw f}kjfcgf‚ocf, hw yf}flhzkoc5 zdf ozdfy, hw zdf f}kjfcgf {ov

govlj coz effp# Hgzkoc, goc}fywhzkoc‚hll }hckwdfj lkef {ovy wobfzkbf mocjcfww5 hcj

~dfc hlkndzfj, wzh{fj lkef zdf phkc om yfnyfzzkcn {ovy gocjkzkoc co~‚mkcjkcn zdkcnw,

hw hl~h{w, zoo lhzf zo gdhcnf zdfb#

Ivz zdf iozzob lkcf zo hll }hykhzkocw, hll pfywochlkzkfw‚dkw‚~hw zdf ekcjcfww hcj

zdf zfyyoy om ifkcn ekcj# Zdkw bhjf kz jkmmkgvlz, ~dfc zhefc zonfzdfy# H mhgf zo no

~kzd zdf kbpowwkiklkz{#‚

Zo wzhyz zdkcekcn hiovz dkb, {ov.ll yfhgd co~dfyf mhwz‚co~dfyf hcj zdf zyh}fl kz

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zhefw zo zdhz fcknbh# Df kw {ovy kcmkckzf fcknbh# Hcj {ov kczfcj zo effp kz zdhz ~h{#

^dkgd bfhcw, {ov ~kll if dhj, {ov ~kll if moolfj, {ov ~kll if jfjvgfj# Hll moy dkw

ifkcn nfcfyovw#

Df ghc if wzviioyc zoo# Zdovnd df kw coz zdf z{pf zo zdkce dkbwflm ykndz hll zdf

zkbf# Zdkw kw pyoihil{ ~dhz {ov bowz hjbkyf hiovz dkb‚Dkw opfccfww hcj

mlftkiklkz{# Dkw ~kllkcncfww zo if pyo}fj ~yocn wobfzkbfw# Dkw ihlhcgf, kc ozdfy

~oyjw# Dkw wzviioyc hzzkzvjf {ov ~ovlj ifwz jfwgykif hw ~ykzkcn kc jkmmfyfcz

lhcnvhnfw ~kzd zdf whbf wzyoef# Ocf, kc h lhcnvhnf {ov wpfhe ~kzd5 ocf kc h

lhcnvhnf {ov vcjfywzhcj ~kzd# Df kw zdhz pfywvhjfj zo if ykndz ivz {ov joc.z

hgzvhlkwf kz i{ hnyffkcn# Kc mhgz, {ov joc.z dh}f zo jkwhnyff fkzdfy# Df kw plhkc kc myocz

om {ov# Dkw ~kll wffbw zo if# Zdovnd {ov mfhy dkw pfywvhwkocw lkef {ov mfhy {ovywflm

‚Kc cffj, {ov govlj hnyff avwz hw df wzfpw kczo {ovy hnyffbfcz# Kc ~hcz, {ov lfz dkb#

Kc fhgd ozdfy, {ov jkmmfy hcj lfz zdf ozdfy pvll kc jkyfgzkocw zdhz lowf# Do~ {ov jo

zdkw hcj coz ~kc‚{ov kcglkcf lkef wobfocf olj hcj jf}flopfj, hcj cfhyl{ nyhzkmkfj

i{ cozdkcn#

Ivz {ov ~hkz hcj hyf coz cozdkcn kc wvppowkcn#

Hcj {ov wzop ~hkzkcn, hcj mffl zdhz zoo, ~kzdovz nvklz# Zdkw kw coz hllo~hcgf ivz

nyhzkzvjf# [ov hyf myff zo if {ov# Hcj {ov hyf myff zo if {ov zo dkb#

[ov hyf wzhyzkcn zo zdkce zdhz df dhzfw {ovy iykcnkcn vp dkw phwz# Hlzdovnd {ov

eco~ ocl{ h lkzzlf om kz, hcj coz zoo phyzkgvlhyl{#

[ov lkef zo zfhwf dkb hiovz kz‚Do~ bhc{ zkbfw dh}f pfoplf gobf zo {ov vzzfyl{

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~hwzfj ~kzd nk}kcn# Df jofwc.z wovcj plfhwfj ~kzd {ovy zfhwkcn#

[ov mffl zdhz kz bvwz if zfyykilf zo mffl zdhz bhc{ pfoplf lkekcn {ov, nfcvkcfl{, hcj

{ov coz yfgkpyoghzkcn# [ov ~oc.z eco~ yfhll{, wkcgf {ov hyf coz ifhvzkmvl coy

hzzyhgzk}f kc h ~h{ zdhz pfoplf ghc if zhefc‚~kzd {ov# [ov hwe dkb do~ kz mfflw, hcj

df wdyvnw kz omm, xvkfz hnhkc ~kzd dkbwflm‚lkef df dhw lfmz {ov ~kzd {ovy gvykowkz{ zo

hzzfcj zo dkw lhge om kz#

Kc h yoob mvll om pfoplf, hc hzzyhgzk}f ivz pfcwk}f bhc ghllw lovjfy zdhc h

gocmkjfcz, wvggfwwmvl ocf# Df kcavyfw {ov ~kzd {ovy o~c kcwfgvykz{‚hcj zdvw, {ov

~hcz dkb kc iozd plhgfw {ov dh}f iffc# Zdovnd {ov hyf coz hzzyhgzk}f‚Wo, h gdhcgf

lkef zdkw kw yhyf hcj zfyykilf zo lk}f zdyovnd# H gdhcgf ~dkgd govlj ifgobf h

yfjvcjhcg{, hcj pfydhpw h lkekcn# Hcj pfcwk}fcfww? ^dhz flwf hyf {ov ivz pfcwk}f?

Coz zdovndzmvl# Moy {ov zdkce ocl{ om gfyzhkc pfoplf#

Wobf lo}fyw zdovnd hyf nyffj{# Df kw, zdhcemvll{, coz lkef zdkw# Dkw nyffj zfyykmkfw

{ov hppyopykhzfl{# Df govlj if wvjjfcl{ gool zdfc wvjjfcl{ doz, ~kzdovz ~hyckcn#

[ov dh}f lfhycfj zo zyvwz dkw boojw ~kzd {ovy zfbpfyfj, hvjhgkovw ocf# Ivz zdfc, zo

dkb‚coz zo hc{ocf flwf‚{ov hyf zdf zfbpfyhbfczhl ocf# Zdkw wzykefw {ov hw ojj#

[ov gocwkjfy {ovywflm zfbpfyhzf ivz coz lvef~hyb# Hcj {ov ~kll plfhj ocl{ ~dfc

jfwpfyhzf‚hcj hc{zdkcn bhefw {ov jfwpfyhzf zdfwf jh{w# Zdfyf, {ov bhef ifzzfy

hyz hcj pofzy{# [ov dopf zo plfhwf ~kzd lo}f hcj zdf plfhwvyf kz yfjffbw#

Jo ~f fbiyhgf ovy glkgdfw? Kc lo}f ~f jo# Yfbfbify do~ glkgdfj {ov ~fyf

~dfc {ov hjbkzzfj zo {ovywflm zdkw govlj coz no oc? Zdhz {ov dvyz fhgd ozdfy

fcovnd# Do~ zdhz dvyz ~ovlj gobf ihge hnhkc hmzfy df mkywz lfmz# Hcj df dhw‚dkw

8=7



dvyz dhw# Hcj zdf nlhww ~hllw hyf wzhcjkcn hw ~kzcfww# Hcj {ov ~kll wzhcj moy hw locn

hw {ov govlj#

8=:



Gdhpzfy 84

^dfc {ov zdkce hiovz kz, df kw {ovy ifwz zfhgdfy# [ov lfhyc h loz ~kzdovz dkw

zfhgdkcn# Lo}f zfhgdfw vw i{ ifkcn zdfyf#

Mkywz wkndz om dkb1 wghyfj zo looe hz wobfocf ~do looefj ihge avwz hw mkfygfl{‚

avwz hw wghyfj#

Mkywz wovcj om dkb1 Zdkw {ov hyf coz wo wvyf# Yfbfbify do~ kncoyhcz ~f hyf om

pfoplf‚f}fc zdowf ~do wpfhe? Pfydhpw, {ov ~fyf avwz wghyfj om dkw }okgf fcdhcgkcn

zdf looe zdhz zooe {ovyw h~h{# Zdkw wovcjw zoo yobhczkg# Kz kw( Ivz kz kw yobhczkg hw h

dhcjwobf bhc, oy h ifhvzkmvl pfywoc kw kc myocz om {ov# Do~ kw yobhcgf ~dhz ~f

kbhnkcf ~dfc ~f ocl{ zdykll ovywfl}fw ~kzd zdkcekcn?

Mkywz wbfll om dkb1 Zdkw kw f}fc boyf jkmmkgvlz# [ov hyf dhlm zdfyf mollo~kcn, dhlm

zdfyf# Coz h pfymvbf wgfcz# Ivz coz cozdkcn fkzdfy# Kz dhw zo if zhefc kc zo if

jfwgykifj# Dfyf, lhcnvhnf kw lhcnvhnf# Hcj df kw dkb#

Mkywz zovgd om dkb1 [ov dhj zo zdkce jffpl{# Lkef hc{ zovgd, {ov wvppowf#

Mykfcjl{, pfydhpw, pyfwwkcn lkndzl{‚zoo lkndzl{ zo if iflkf}fj# Hcj zdfc, hz hcozdfy

gdhcgf, zoo dfh}kl{# [ov dhj zo pvwd dkb h~h{, hcj zhle dkb ovz om kz, ovz om {ovy

8=6



yfhgzkoc#

Mkywz zhwzf om dkb1 Kc mhgz, zdfyf ~hw co bfboy{# Avwz dkb# [ov ghccoz ~ykzf

hc{boyf om wfcwfw, ifghvwf kz gdfhpfcw dkb, hcj {ov‚jovilkcn zdf wfcwf kczo lvwz,

~dfc df ~ovlj jo#

[ov hyf wghyfj zo if hgzvhl hz lhwz ~kzd dkb# ^fll, {ov jkjc.z nk}f kc hz hll# Hll {ov

jkj ~hw lfz kz dhppfc# Kw kz wvyyfcjfy?

Ivz df kw hlwo kbphzkfcz# Do~ zo yfgocgklf zdfwf zyhkzw oppowkcn fhgd ozdfy lkef lo}f

hcj lvwz# H gocxvfyoy ~kzd h dfhyz? Oy h lo}fy ~kzd zoo bvgd om kz? Pfydhpw h

gocxvfyoy ~kzd zoo lkzzlf zkbf zo zdkce# Co, zoo bvgd# Dfyf, {ov yfhll{ nk}f vp‚coz

zo dkb, coz zo {ovywflm‚ocl{ zo kcjfgkwkoc# Hcj lo}f kw co jfgkwkoc ~dhzf}fy ~h{ {ov

looe hz kz#

Df kw jffp# Km zdfyf kw hc hjafgzk}f zo jfwgykif dkb, kz kw zdkw ocf‚moy kzw hgzvhlkz{,

moy {ovy yf}fyfcgf# Df kw kczykghzf# [ov wvwpfgz zdhz h loz om pfoplf, pfydhpw f}fc

lo}fyw, joc.z yfhll{ vcjfywzhcj dkb# [ov joc.z glhkb zo, coz hz hll# Ocl{, dkw bkcj

wpfgkmkfw {ovyw wo ~fll# Kz mogvwfw {ovyw lkef lhwfy# Kz dflpw {ov wff, hcj hmzfy zdhz,

nfzw {ov zo wff hyovcj ~dhz {ov yfnhyj#

Dkw kczfllknfcgf kwc.z lkbkzfj zo vcjfywzhcjkcn# Xvkzf zdf goczyhy{# Kz kw bvzhilf

hcj hjavwzw zo {ovyw ivz yfbhkcw mhkzdmvl zo dkw o~c# [fw, kz kw jhcnfyovw zo zyvwz

wobfocf lkef dkb# Kz kw f}fc jhcnfyovw zo zyvwz zdhz {ov zyvwz dkb#

Kc dkw dkjkcn, {ov wff kz kc {ovyw# Kc dkw yf}flhzkoc, {ov wff kz kc dkw#

Df ~kll bhef {ov gy{ moy dhzkcn dkb#

8==



]vlcfyhiklkz{ kw zdf jfhzd om h lo}f zdhz bhefw {ov zyfbilf ~kzdovz {ovy ioj{# H

wdffy fgwzhw{ om zfcwkoc hcj hzzfczkoc fcjkcn kc mhkzd#

Co ocf ghbf glowf# F}fy{ocf jkwghyjfj hmzfy {ov movcj h lhge kc ~h{w {ov govljc.z

if wvyf om# Avwz zdhz co ocf ~hw dkb‚co hzzykivzf ~dkgd yfbkcjfj om dkb, oy km zdfyf

~hw, {ov yfhlkwfj kz ~hwc.z zdf whbf ~dfc {ov movcj kz kc ozdfyw# [ov ~fyf yvcckcn

kc gkyglfw‚H pfywoc ~hw vchzzyhgzk}f ifghvwf df ~hw coz zdf ocf {ov ~fyf hzzyhgzfj

zo# H pfywoc bkndz if hjfxvhzf ivz {ov ~fyf looekcn moy h pfymfgzkoc ocl{ {ov govlj

wff‚oy hc kbpfymfgzkoc ocl{ {ov govlj o}fylooe#

Boczdw hcj boczdw ~fcz i{ hcj pofbw efpz {ov ivw{ hw dkw hiwfcgf ~ovlj coz#

Wo ~dfc df wdo~fj vp ocf jh{‚kc zdf moyb {ov lo}f, hcj zdf goczfcz {ov ~ovlj

bhef h lkmfzkbf zo nk}f zo, {ov ~fyf dhpp{ coz om dhppkcfww‚ivz om lo}f, hcj lo}f coz

om lo}f ivz yflkcxvkwdbfcz#

Ivz zdfyf ~fyf wo bhc{ ilogew hlocn zdf ~h{# Fhgd om {ov govljc.z iflkf}f kc zdf

ozdfy# Mhzf ~hw coz bfczkocfj ifghvwf ~f ~fyf wbhll hcj ~hczfj zo if bkwfyhilf#

Hcj lo}f ~hw zdf vlzkbhzf bkwfy{ ~dfc vcbhjf i{ zdowf ~do ~fyf bfhcz zo lo}f#

Ocf jh{, wobfzdkcn wzyhcnf dhppfcfj#

Df gobfw dobf }fy{ phlf hcj wdhekcn# [ov hwe ~dhz dhppfcfj ivz df avwz wkzw

jo~c, wzkll h ikz wzvccfj# [ov mfhy zdhz df jkj wobfzdkcn }kolfcz ivz {ov.yf hmyhkj zo

hwe#

Zdfc {ov yfbfbify {ov dhj h mkndz zdf jh{ ifmoyf# Ivz co~, hll zdhz mkndzkcn‚

~dfzdfy hiovz lo}f oy dhzf‚jofwc.z bhzzfy# Hll {ov ~hcz zo eco~ kw ~dhz kw ~yocn,

8=>



~dhz jkj df jo#

Df kw gy{kcn hcj wh{w, “K jkj kz moy {ov# K jkj kz moy {ov#‒

[ov wh{, “Kz.w hlykndz#‒

[ov lfz kz ~hwd o}fy {ov‚dkw yfnyfz#

Ivz {ov hyf wzkll jyfhjkcn ~dhz df jkj#

Hmzfy df ghlbfj jo~c, {ov ghc.z lfz kz if, ghc.z effp {ov myob zdf zyvzd om kz#

Ivz df ~oc.z hjbkz hc{zdkcn#

Df effp wh{kcn o}fy hcj o}fy, “K jkj kz moy {ov#‒

[ov hyf wvyf om dkw lo}f ivz ~dhz flwf dhw df jocf zdhz {ov joc.z eco~ hiovz#

[ov wh{, “K dopf {ov jkjc.z jo hc{zdkcn moolkwd# Hyf {ov kc jhcnfy?‒

“Co, cozdkcn lkef zdhz#‒

[ov coj yflvgzhczl{, zy{kcn coz zo nk}f h~h{ zoo bvgd om {ovy mfhy#

[ov pvz {ovy dfhj oc dkw wdovljfy#

^dhz hyf {ov nokcn zo jo ~kzd zdkw lo}fl{ bhc ~do {ov mfhy ~ovlj jo wo bvgd moy

{ov‚pfydhpw f}fc zoo bvgd?

[ov hyf xvhekcn ovz om mfhy hcj lo}f fxvhll{#

Zdf dvyz {ov mflz {fwzfyjh{ dhw yfzvycfj hw lo}f o}fy~dflbfj ~kzd ~ovcj#

[ov ghc.z jo bvgd ~kzd lo}f#

[ov ghc.z jo bvgd ~kzd h lo}fy ~do lo}fw#

8=4



[ov ghc.z jo bvgd ~kzd {ovywflm#

Ftgfpz zo hggfpz dkb ~dolfdfhyzfjl{#

8=;



Iooe KK

8>0



Gdhpzfy 8;

Kw zdkw zdf wzhyz om wobfzdkcn cf~? [ov ~ovljc.z looe hz ozdfyw kczfczkochll{ lkef

{ov jkj {fwzfyjh{‚[fwzfyjh{ ~dfc {ov ~fyf vcwvyf‚[fwzfyjh{ ~dfc {ov jovizfj

‚[fwzfyjh{ ~dfc df ~hw zdf lo}fy, hcj {ov ~fyf zdf go~hyj‚h go~hyj om lo}f?

[ov hjbkz co~‚hll zdhz looekcn hz ozdfyw ~hw zo wpkzf dkb# Pfydhpw zdf mfhy kw

boyf nvklz zdhc hc{zdkcn flwf#

[ov hyf f}fc boyf mfhymvl co~# Zdovnd mfhymvl om ~dhz df.ll jo ~kzdovz {ov# Hcj

~dhz {ov.ll jo ~kzd dkb#

[ov.}f dfhyj om wvgd lo}f# Ocl{ co~ dh}f {ov ftpfykfcgfj kz kc hjoyhzkoc#

[ov hyf lowz kc hjoyhzkoc#

Co }o~ zo wh{# Ocl{ h dfhyz pfygfk}kcn ~dhz bhefw kz ifhz# ^dhz yfgfk}fw dkb moy

dkw yfnhyj# Hcj {ovyw, lkef~kwf#

Pfoplf hyf hyovcj {ov# Zdf{ hyf vp zo wobfzdkcn, {ov zdkce# Zdf nohl om

gfczvykfw, om bkllfcckh‚zo jyo~c zdf pfoplf jhbcfj hcj gocjfbcfj zdyovnd co

mhvlz om zdfky o~c# Zdfwf pfoplf hyovcj {ov hyf coz jhbcfj# Pfydhpw zdf{ jhbc {ov

moy co yfhwoc# Pfydhpw {ov lfz zdfb‚zdyovnd co mhvlz om {ovy o~c#

8>8



Ivz {ov dh}f zo pyozfgz {ovywflm‚h lkmf zo lk}f, f}fc ~dfc lk}fj kc jfwpfyhzkoc‚

~dfc {ov lk}f jh{ zo jh{‚moy hll {ovy lkmf, nvhyjkcn {ovy lkmf#

[ov.}f iffc yflhzk}fl{ bkwfyhilf hll {ovy lkmf# Zdfyf.w wobfzdkcn vcyfhl hcj

hyzkmkgkhl hiovz zdf ~h{ zdf pfoplf hyovcj {ov zyfhz {ov# Co~ {ov eco~ zdkw‚kz kw

goczyol hcj goczyollfj ~hw f}fy{zdkcn {ov hyf#

Zdfyf kw hc kc}kwkilf ihyykfy# Ivz co~ {ov govlj jo zdkw# Co~ {ov eco~ ~dfyf

{ov hyf# Hcj bowz kbpoyzhczl{, ~d{#

[ov hyf wvyf zo if wzolfc#

[ov hyf if{ocj hcnfy co~# Jofw hc{ocf dh}f gobphwwkoc hz hll?

Ivz zdf{ dh}f zdfky o~c lkmf‚zdfky o~c ftpfykfcgfw ~dkgd hyf pfydhpw hw hlkfc zo

{ov hw {ovyw hyf zo zdfb#

Zdkcekcn hiovz ~dhz df.j jocf ~dkgd df.j efpz h wfgyfz1 ^hw kz wobfzdkcn hw

zfyykilf hw bvyjfy? Df whkj kz ~hwc.z# Ivz {ov ocl{ dhlm"iflkf}fj dkb# Kz.w phyz om

dkw aoi hc{~h{, hw mhy hw {ov eco~#

Ivz ifkcn kc lo}f bfhcz wobfzkbfw kc}ol}kcn {ovywflm kc zdkcnw zdhz {ov ozdfy~kwf

~ovljc.z# Kc}ol}fj hcj zfyykil{ gocgfycfj# Kz kw avwz zdf ~h{ {ov.j dopf ~ovlj

dhppfc‚ivz coz kc zdf ~h{ {ov.j hggfpz kz#

^dhz km df ~fyf kc jhcnfy ivz ~hwc.z lfzzkcn oc?

[ov govljc.z lk}f ~kzd zdhz#

[ov govlj lk}f ~kzd gobphwwkoc, f}fc phwwkoc, ivz coz jhcnfy hcj zdf ykwew om lkmf

8>9



hcj jfhzd‚zdovnd {ov hyf zoo‚fhgd jh{ gobpovcjkcn zdfb, kc {ovy bkcj‚

gocwfgyhzkcn zdf dovyw kczo wobf dolkcfww om wvy}k}hl# [ov mkz zkbf kczo ifkcn dfyf

wzkll# [ov zdhce ~dhzf}fy bhefy dhw yfmvwfj zo ekll {ov {fz# Hcj jhbc ~dhzf}fy

jfwzyo{fy lvyew kc {ovy lkmf ifdkcj {ovy lkmf# F}fc ~dfc {ov mffl kz bkndz if zdf whbf

pfywoc‚h bhefy iolj zo if kzw wopdkwzkghzfj jovilf5 oy h jfwzyo{fy gobf zo mhgklkzhzf

zdf fcj om hc ftpfykbfcz nocf doyykil{ ~yocn oy bfyfl{ jocf#

Kz kw kyockg zdhz h bhefy oy jfwzyo{fy ~ovlj gobf co~ ~dfc {ov.}f avwz zyvl{

wzhyzfj zo lk}f# Pfydhpw zdhz kw zdf ftpfykbfcz‚kzw hkb hcj oiafgzk}f‚ykjkcn h~h{

~kzd {ovy jfwpfyhzkoc# Zo wff km {ov.ll if hilf zo wff hc{zdkcn vcjfy zdf go}fy om

nvkwfw hcj zyhcwmfyw# Pfydhpw, {ov.}f ghvwfj zdfb zo ftzfcj zdf ftpfykbfcz zo

kcglvjf zdkw joviz‚Pfydhpw zdf{ dh}f jkwgo}fyfj zdf bfhckcn om joviz hz lhwz, xvkzf

mhy myob h lo}f oy hc{ ifhefyw hcj zfwz zvifw#

Lo}f bvwz if jfwzyo{fj?

Oy lo}f bvwz if mkywz bhjf zdfc jfwzyo{fj?

[ovy o~c ikyzd kw h b{wzfy{ zo {ov#

Hll zdkw wobfzkbfw bhefw {ov mffl nvklz{# ^dhz hyf {ov bfhcz zo jo? Zo eco~

zdfwf zdkcnw hcj coz zfll zdfb‚Oy if wobf kcwzyvbfcz zo wobf zyvzd# Coz zo lfz zdf

bhefyw oy jfwzyo{fyw nfz h~h{ ~kzd kz, ivz hlwo zo dflp ozdfyw, zdf oppyfwwfj opfc

zdfky f{fw‚zdowf oppyfwwfj ~do joc.z eco~ zdf zyvzd om zdfky oppyfwwkoc#

Ivz kc yfhlkz{, {ov govlj jo bvgd lfww‚hl~h{w bvgd lfww# Zo wvy}k}f kw zdf mkywz

zdovndz, hcj hz zdkw zkbf, zdf ocl{ zdovndz# Ivz kc zdf pyogfww, ~f jyh~ glowfy zo

8>7



Noj, oy Noj lfzw vw if }vlcfyhilf zo hllo~ Dkb zo jo zdf ~oye kc vw#

Lo}f kw yfhl ivz coz zdf yfhl ~f govlj ocl{ yfl{ oc# Lo}f zhefw vw myob ovywfl}fw

kczo ozdfyw, hcj zo Noj# Oy, km ~f dh}f zdf wzyfcnzd, zhefw ozdfyw zo Noj, zoo#

Zdkw kw coz avwz moy zojh{# Zo wvy}k}f hz hll zhefw Noj.w bfyg{#

[ov mffl {ov hyf yvcckcn h~h{ myob wobfzdkcn# Myob Noj? ^dhz kw bfhcz bvwz

if mvlmkllfj# Ivz ~dhz kw bfhcz? Zdhz kw h xvfwzkoc om h lkmfzkbf#

[ov wobfzkbfw mffl {ov.}f iffc ~hkzkcn hll {ovy lkmf hcj {ov joc.z eco~ kz#

H pfywoc gocjfbcfj bvwz coz if h~hefcfj zo yfhlkwf wdf kw# Wdf bvwz if

jf}flopfj kczo fbpzkcfww‚[ov bvwz coz if zolj‚Zdhz.w zdf wfgyfz om zdf bvyjfyfyw

‚dfyw hcj {ovyw# Kc hgzvhlkz{, hll dfy hcj hll {ov#

Wdf kw, kc mhgz, {ov‚Zdf ocf wlffpkcn ifmoyf {ov ~fyf#

^dfyf jofw hc{ocf no zo if wh}fj? Co~dfyf# Ivz zo zdf plhgf Noj hzzyhgzw {ov zo

‚wolkzvjfw om vcgfyzhkc }hlvf5 ~kzcfwwkcn om jhcnfyw hcj vcmvlmkllbfcz‚wvmmfykcnw,

wvizfymvnf#

Wbhll fcjfhybfczw, zdf lkef#

^dhz flwf zo vcjfywzhcj km hll zdf{.}f lfz {ov vcjfywzhcj ~hw h lkf? ^dkgd pfywoc

kw yfhl? ^dkgd pofz kw mhef hcj yfhl?

Jovizw zdhz lffgd {ov om ilooj‚{ov, i{ zdfc bhj, i{ zvycw gyhq{, hcj jfpyfwwfj

ovz om jfmfhz#

Ivz {ov goczkcvf zo vcgo}fy {ovy jfwzkc{‚zdf ocf zdf{ zykfj zo ftzkcnvkwd# [ov

8>:



ghccoz jo kz mhwz fcovnd ifmoyf zdf{ ivy{ {ov ~kzd mvyzdfy lkfw# H wvypykwf(, {ov wh{,

hlbowz wbklkcn hz {ovy dopfmvlcfww#

Zdf{.}f coz f}fc ifgobf hc{~dfyf cfhy vcyvl{# Kc mhgz, zdhz.w zdf whj phyz#

Hl~h{w, {ov dhzf pfoplf ~kzd zoo bvgd pvypowf# Pvypowf ~kzd zdf ~yocn kczfczkoc

coz }kwkilf zo zdfb‚pfydhpw h yfgkpf moy jkwhwzfy hcj vcghllfj moy f}kl#

Hnhkc, zdkw bh{ if lkef lo}f# Ivz h powwfwwk}f ekcj om lo}f# [ov.}f ftpfykfcgfj kz kc

{ovy lkmfzkbf hcj kz kw fhw{ hcj pyfjkgzhilf# Do~ fhw{ zo lo}f wobfocf {ov powwfww oy

~do powwfwwfw {ov(

^kzd ozdfyw, zdkw kw zdf ghwf# Coz ~kzd dkb# Jo ~f wzhyz omm vcpowwfwwfj hcj

nyhjvhll{ yfnyfww kczo kz? Kczo powwfwwkoc hcj zdfc ilkcjl{ kczo mvyzdfy powwfwwkoc,

zdfc hcckdklhzkoc om zdf iozd om {ov?

^dfyf kw zdf ~kll? Kc {ovy dhcjw# Kc powwfwwkoc zdovnd‚km {ov.yf zdf oiafgz, kz kw

kc zdfkyw# Hcj zo ~yfwzlf kz ihge zhefw hll om {ovywflm‚{ovy lkmf, ~dkgd zdf{.}f

ftzfcjfj kczo zdfkyw i{ bfyf vcgobpyfdfcwkoc, oy bkwkczfypyfzhzkoc, i{ vzzfy nyffj#

Hll zdkw kw dfhyz~hybkcn#

Hw ~dfc h pfywoc kw nyhzfmvl moy dfy lkmf kc h ihzzlfmkflj#

Zdf ihzzlfmkflj kw zdf pfywoc ifwkjf {ov, wbklkcn myob hgyoww zdf zhilf# Zdf pfywoc

~do yfhyfj {ov hcj ~kll bvyjfy {ov kc h wfgocj#

Lhwz ckndz, {ov ~fyf mkllfj ~kzd zdf phkc om ifkcn dflj ~kzdovz lvwz, ivz ~kzd jfwkyf

‚dkw# Kwc.z zdkw ~dhz pfoplf kc po~fy jo, dvyz ozdfyw zo mffl zdfb dvyzkcn hw bvgd?

8>6



Kz.w coz zdhz {ov yfafgz dkb‚Ivz {ov jo ozdfyw# Zdf ocfw goczyollkcn {ov co~#

[ov ~hcz zo nfz ihge zo dkb zdkw boyckcn, mfflkcn hw bvgd lo}f hw {ov jkj lhwz

ckndz ~kzd dvyz# Dvyz zdhz govljc.z if lo}f‚govljc.z f}fy#

Dkw zdfoy{ kw zdhz km {ov ~hcz dkb, {ov.ll ~hcz dkb f}fy{ zkbf# [ov hnyff zo h

zdfoy{ ivz {ovy ioj{‚dh}kcn iffc ihzzfyfj i{ zoyzvyf hcj zkyfjcfww‚govljc.z

hnyff ~kzd {ovy {fw# [ov hyf iozdfyfj5 {ov hyf dkw oggvyyfcgf {ov.}f pfybkzzfj {fz

pfybkwwkocw hyf coz hnyffbfczw f}fc ~dfyf lo}f kw pyfwfcz# Pfybkwwkocw hyf if{ocj

~dhz ~f hnyff oc# Zdfyf kw fcjvyhcgf5 zdfyf kw fbphzd{, hcj ghykcn# Hll om zdkw

cffjw lo}f f}fc ~dfc lo}f kw pyfwfcz#

K pfybkz dkb ocl{ ~dfc K ghc hcj df ghyfw ovz om lo}f ~dhz K ghc pfybkz# [ov ~kll

pfybkz kz kc zdf wfgocj hmzfy wvy}k}hl# Kz kw hc ftzyfbf pfybkwwkoc# Ocf {ov dh}fc.z

jocf ifmoyf ~kzd hc{ocf flwf#

Wobf plhgfw {ov.}f iffc yfbkcjfj {ov om dkw ifkcn zdfyf# Hw h zffchnfy, {ov }kwkzfj

h gkz{ ~dfyfkc h wzyocn mfflkcn om hzzhgdbfcz pvllfj {ov# [ov yfbfbifyfj zdhz {ov

~fyf ~hlekcn oc wobf pyobfchjf, hcj h zdovndz hw glfhy hw {ovy ~hlekcn ghbf zo

{ov1 K mffl wobfioj{ kc zdkw gkz{# Om govywf, {ov jkwbkwwfj kz hw kz ghbf zo {ov‚

jkwyfnhyjkcn zdf mvzvyf, jkwyfnhyjkcn dopf lkef h gkz{ df bkndz if lk}kcn kc#

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Gdhpzfy 90

[ov joc.z eco~ ~dkgd gkz{ zdhz kw co~‚h yfhl ocf vcjfy zdf nyovcj om {ovy

zdkcekcn, oy hc kbhnkchzk}f ocf, f}fc wobf~dfyf hw cfhy hw cftz zo {ov‚zdf gkz{ om

zdf cftz bobfcz {ov jkwhppfhy kc ~kzd dkb‚ocl{ z~o vck}fywfw, cozdkcn boyf# Kc

lo}f, h gkz{ kw iknnfy zdhc h vck}fywf# Oy z~o#

Kz kw coz h glhwd# Co iovcjhykfw om yfwz# [fw, wobfzdkcn zo dolj wovcj kc#

H zdovndz h wovcj ghyykfw‚zdhz.w coz kz fkzdfy#

Hc{~h{, {ov nk}f vp, pyfwfczl{, zo looe hz dkb‚dkw ioj{ coz f}fc bvwgvlhy, coz

f}fc hzzyhgzk}f o}fyl{‚avwz dkb#

Zo moynfz ovy looekcn jvf zo ifhvz{‚zdhz kw h gobplkbfcz {ov ~kwd zo zfll dkb ivz

joc.z#

[ov hyf wvypykwfj ~dfc df whkj, coz xvkfzl{, zdhz df kw wfgyfzl{ h zkbkj pfywoc# [ov

mkcj zdkw dkndl{ vclkefl{‚zdovnd vclkeflkcfww kw h cozkoc {ov.}f goczkcvhll{ lfz no‚

fwpfgkhll{ ~kzd dkb, wkcgf eco~kcn dkb# Df kw vcpyfjkgzhilf kc phyzw# Lfz bf

ftplhkc1 Moy fthbplf, kc pofzy{, df kw iozd vcpyfjkgzhil{ ftgfllfcz, hcj pyfjkgzhil{

ghvzkovw#

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Vcpyfjkgzhil{ ftgfllfcz‚I{ zdkw {ov bfhc zdhz hw h yfhjfy, {ov hyf i{ zvycw

wvypykwfj hcj ghllfj zo kz‚dkw pofbw. ftgfllfcgf‚i{ zdf }fy{ chzvyf om {ovy wzhzf hz

zdf zkbf om yfhjkcn, {ovy lf}fl om ftpfykfcgf, {ovy phzkfcgf $i{ zdkw {ov bfhc {ovy

phzkfcgf zo wzh{ ~kzd dkw gobplftkz{ zo {ovy gocglvwkoc om kz+, wo zdhz h jkmmfyfcz hcj

goczknvovw pfymfgzkoc kw mflz i{ {ov, hlbowz fhgd bobfcz kc zdf yfhjkcn#

Pyfjkgzhil{ ghvzkovw‚Zdkw kw lfww fhwkl{ ftplhkchilf# Kz.w lkef gobkcn zo h iooe oy

wobfzdkcn {ov dolj jfhy‚doljkcn ~kzd iozd dhcjw, cfhyl{ hmyhkj om zovgdkcn {ovy

bkcj ~kzd h zfcvovw ifhvz{ wo wzyocn, zfcwklf wzyfcnzd, {ov bh{ coz phyz ~kzd kz f}fy,

f}fc hmzfy {ov jo# H ghwf om bfboy{ {ov ~kll zo yfbfbify ifghvwf zdhz.w ~dhz {ov

jo‚{ov zhef ~dhz {ov lo}f, kczfcwfl{ lo}f, hcj ifmoyf {ov f}fc yfbfbify kz, oy

yfbfbify zo yfbfbify, {ov yfhlkwf‚K bvwzc.z moynfz zdkw# [ov ocgf, xvkzf i{

hggkjfcz, hcj i{ gdhcgf, wh~ hc hgxvhkczhcgf opfc h iooe om pofbw wo lo}kcnl{, wo

wh}ovykcnl{, {ov bhy}flfj hz ~dhz ~hw nokcn zdyovnd dkw bkcj hz zdhz fthgz mlkppkcn

om zdf phnfw, ~dkgd zdovndz df ivbpfj kczo, ~dkgd df jflkndzfj zo iflkf}f####[ov

dh}fc.z wffc wobfzdkcn hw kczkbhzf hw zdkw dhppfc, hz lfhwz coz xvkzf vp wo glowf#

Kz dhw‚~kzd {ovy hjbkyhzkoc om dkw ~oye# [ovyw kw hc f}kjfcz bfczhl wzhy}kcn,

wkbklhy zo zdf hgxvhkczhcgf.w zhgzklf ocf# Kz kw#

[ov lkef dkw zhwzf kc bvwkg# Kc mhgz, dkw wvnnfwzkocw‚hyzkwzw hcj hlivbw {ov.}f

cf}fy dfhyj ifmoyf‚hyf wo nooj hcj }hykfj, {ov ~ovlj ph{ dkb moy zdf wfy}kgf km {ov

govlj(

[ov.}f hl~h{w mogvwfj oc zdf l{ykgw kc bvwkg, lkwzfckcn zo kz# Ihcjw hcj wkcnfy"

wocn~ykzfyw ~do hyf fmmfgzk}fl{ wpkykzvhl oy yflknkovw kc zdfbf hcj gocwgkovwcfww#

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Hcj pfywochll{ polkzkghl, kc zdhz zdf{ zhef polkzkghl kwwvfw‚moy {ov, {ov jfmkcf

polkzkghl coz wo bvgd kc zdf nfcjfy fxvhlkz{, fzg# hwpfgz om kz, ivz kc h

wogkfzhl/gobbvchl lf}fl‚zdkcnw zdhz hyf dkjjfc vcjfy zdf wvymhgf, opfc wfgyfzw efpz

i{ ~dolf chzkocw hcj goczkcfczw, hcj zvyc zdfb kczo fbphzdfzkg pfywochl wzoykfw oy

f}oghzk}f l{ykgw# [ov fwpfgkhll{ lkef l{ykgw ~kzd fbozk}f po~fy ivz yfcjfyfj i{

bfzhpdoy hcj kbhnkchzk}f pyo~fww# Coz dknd fbozkoc wvcn ilvczl{, ivz wvizlf, xvkfz

bfjkzhzkocw‚lo~ ~dkwpfyw hlbowz coz dfhyj ocl{ wfcwfj# Zdf{ bh{ if lovj hcj

lk}fl{, yogekcn‚zdf wz{lf oy zfbpo jofwc.z bhzzfy kc {ovy jfmkckzkoc om “bfjkzhzkocw#‒

Bvwkg ~dkgd bo}fw {ov zo zfhyw lkzfyhll{ i{ wdffy ifhvz{# Kz kw lkef ifkcn pkccfj

jo~c fthgzl{‚[ov mffl vcjfywzooj i{ hcozdfy wovl# Kz wffbw h wvypykwf zo co ocf

ivz {ov# H phyhjot zdhz lkwzfckcn zo bvwkg oy yfhjkcn pofzy{, ~f hyf wobfzkbfw coz

avwz zdf phyz{ vcjfywzhcjkcn zdf ~oye, ivz hyf hlwo pyk}{ zo if zdf ocf vcjfywzooj#

Pfydhpw, zdhz.w h bhye om h nyfhz pkfgf om hyz# Wo kz kw ovy ftpyfwwkoc kc }kf~kcn oy

lkwzfckcn zdhz bhefw zdf ~oye ifhvzkmvl# Om govywf(

Dkw zhwzf kc bo}kfw zoo kw fclkndzfckcn zo {ov# Df jofwc.z avwz gocgfczyhzf oc zdf

hyz dovwf mlkge, oy ftpfykbfczhl ~oye, df wffw h zdfbhzkg wviwzhcgf zo zdf gobbfygkhl

iot ommkgf dkz#

Kc ~ykzkcn, df ocgf whkj zdhz df plh{w h loz oc zdf phnf ~kzd pdyhwfw hcj ~oyjw‚

glhvwfw, fzg# Coz vwvhll{ ~ykzkcn kz wzyhkndz oc zdf phnf kc ocf mfll w~oop#

[ov hyf lkef zdhz zoo# Ftgfpz ~dfc zdf fbozkoc o}fy~dflbw {ov hcj iyfhew

zdyovnd zdf ihyykfy om kcfyzkh‚zdfc, {ov nyhi h pfc hcj {ov hyf omm, ftgkzhilf hcj

vcgoczhkchilf‚coz zdf pofbw ~ykzkcn zdfbwfl}fw ivz zdf ~oyjw yhgkcn zo zdf

8>;



bhynkcw ghllkcn zo wobf moyb myob zdf wpkykz om {ovy mhgz hcj kbhnkchzkoc‚[ov hyf

zdkcekcn, ocl{ {ov joc.z mvll{ vcjfywzhcj ~dhz kw dhppfckcn ~kzd {ov, ocl{ zdf ~oyjw

gobkcn zo yfwgvf {ovy zdovndzw myob oilk}koc, zdovndzw ~dkgd km coz zhefc ovz,

ftpyfwwfj, ~kll jkf, cf}fy zo if ioyc hz hll#

[ov zdkce zdhz ~ykzkcn bh{ if hc hgz om yfwgvf‚lfh}kcn goczyol {fz gobkcn zo kz

~dfc kz dhw iffc pyogfwwfj xvkgel{ i{ zdf bobfcz, dhyjl{ i{ {ov‚hcj lfz no hnhkc

kczo zdf plhgf hmzfy zdovndz, kczo bhckmfwzhzkoc#

Fjkzkcn kw h pyoilfb hyfh moy {ov# [ov dh}f co fhw{ phzkfcgf moy kz# [ov govlj

jyop ~dolf lkcfw oy wzhcqhw‚hcj gdhcnf ~oyjw moy pyfgkwkoc‚ivz jo cozdkcn flwf,

ftgfpz kc ghwfw ~dfc zdf pofb kw wo ~oyehilf hcj nooj $hw h pofb bh{ if zo {ov

~dfc kz dhw h gdhcgf zo if lkefj hz hll‚i{ {ov oy ozdfyw+# [ov dh}f hc kczfyfwz zo

ykndz kz, zo iykcn kz ovz boyf, zo if glowfy zo {ovy kjfh om kz, hcj {ov hjavwz zfczhzk}fl{#

Zdkw kw coz h mvc pyogfww# ]fy{ ioykcn gobphyfj zo zdf kckzkhl ~ykzkcn, gyfhzkcn#

Gobphyhilf, pfydhpw, zo wzhcjkcn vp hmzfy yfhjkcn wobfzdkcn moy kcwzyvgzkoc coz

plfhwvyf oy kcwkndz oy yflhthzkoc# ^yhppkcn h wdh~l o}fy {ovy wdovljfy hcj wzfppkcn

oczo zdf wkjf~hle, dopfmvll{ whzkwmkfj ~kzd zdf ~hybzd om wobfioj{.w dhcj, oy {ovy

yfgfpzkoc om dkb# Hl~h{w yfbfbifykcn wo bvgd mvyzdfy zdhc zdf bobfcz ifmoyf‚

zdf ~hkzkcn, zdf pyfphyhzkoc zo bffz‚hcj {ov jo, ykndz dfyf ~dfcf}fy {ov hnyff hcj

jkwbkww, hcj zdfc lo}f#

Lfz lo}f if moy ocgf# Coz lfzzkcn no, mhy myob kz# Ivz hggfpzkcn, coz avwz yfgfk}kcn#

Hd, zdfyf.w zdf jkmmfyfcgf# Joc.z ~f mkchll{ yfgfk}f hnhkc‚lo}kcnl{ zdkw zkbf‚hmzfy

~f.yf jocf ~kzd hll zdf hggfpzkcn? Co glhvwfw oy pdyhwfw cffj zo kcavyf ovy cffj#

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Hcj mkchll{ yfgfk}kcn kwc.z fcovnd fkzdfy#

^f dh}f h chbf ~dkgd kw coz ovyw# Hcj ~f hyf coz zdfc wzyhcnfyw zdovnd hl~h{w

wo# Wzyhcnfyw zo ovy mhwgkchzkoc# Fcjlfww hw ~f govlj if zo zdf ozdfy pfywoc# Zdkw,

~f govlj dopf# Hcj dopf ~f jo‚zo ommwfz ovy lowkcn‚^dhz lowkcn coz lowz5 hc hgzk}f

lowkcn hl~h{w# Hw lo}f kw hgzk}f ~dfc yfhl hcj ~f moynfz kz oy zy{ zo f}fy{ zkbf ~f ghc#

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Gdhpzfy 98

Hcj df kw avwz zdfyf, hgyoww myob {ov, yfhjkcn h cf~wphpfy‚{ov zdkce, wo

dhcjwobf, wo wvyf om zdf wviwzhcgf kc {ovy pyfwfcgf# [ov joc.z dh}f zo wh{ hc{zdkcn

wo bvgd hw looe myob hgyoww h wphgf zdhz wvypykwfw {ov lkef glowfcfww vwfj zo#

[ov zdkce zdfc zdhz {ov bvwz if jvll zo dkb wobfzkbfw# Kbpyfgkwf hcj bvjjlfj#

[ovy lhcnvhnf kw vccfgfwwhykl{ ilvyy{ ~kzd kcjfgkwkoc# Hcj zdhz.w ~dhz {ov jo‚{ov

kcmlfgz ~kzd zdkcekcn f}fy{ ~oyj oy ftpyfwwkoc {ov zy{ zo vcjfywzhcj# Df zhvndz {ov

zdhz ~kzdovz wo bvgd zfhgdkcn‚wo bvgd kbpyfwwkoc# [fz, kz kw zdf zdkcnw ~f lfhyc

ifwkjf zdf ocfw ~f jkj zdhz hyf ~oyzd lfhyckcn# Kz gobfw zo {ov hw {ov h}fyz {ovy

bkcj, hw {ov hyf yfhj{ zo jkwbkww kz hw zyk}khlkz{, hw cozkoc#

Do~ bhc{ zkbfw dh}f ~f jfmfcjfj ovywfl}fw ~kzd gfyzhkcz{ hcj fcjfj vp ~kzd h

nooj wvizlf jkwgfycbfcz‚boyf nfcfyovw‚om ovy mhvlzw? Zdfc {ov nvfwwfj moyf}fy

hz do~ df ~hw, cf}fy hyyk}kcn hz ~do df kw#

Kz kw zdfc {ov hyf zfbpzfj zo gocwkjfy ~dfyf {ov iflocn kc dkw ~oylj# Dkw ~oylj

iknnfy moy {ovy jyh~kcn dkb zo {ov‚oy {ov.j lkef zo zdkce zdhz kc {ovy omm zkbfw, whj

zkbfw ~dfc wflm"kbpoyzhcgf yfhyw kzw vnlkcfww moy {ov# Ivz yfhll{, ~dfyf hyf {ov kc dkw

lkmf? ^dhz hcgkfcz pyfjkghbfcz oy hboyovw gocxvfwz? Cfkzdfy om zdfwf# Cocf om

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zdfwf#

Co jflvwkoc oy kbpowwkiklkz{ f}fy wdhjfj {ov myob zdf zyvzd# [ov dopf {ov bhzzfy

h lkzzlf ikz boyf zo dkb, ~dhzf}fy {ov ~fyf zo dkb‚kc dkwzoy{ oy kc jyfhb#

[ov dopf jfwpfyhzkoc kw coz zdf yfhwoc dfyf# Lo}f hppfhyw ovz om jfwpfyhzkoc zoo

omzfc zoo lkndzl{# [ov dopf zdhz lo}f kw zdf chzvyhl jf}flopbfcz om {ovy vckxvf

wkzvhzkoc‚zdhz om ifkcn boyf zdhc {ov ~fyf#

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Gdhpzfy 99

[ov ~hzgdfj h bo}kf zojh{ zdhz xvkfzfcw {ov ~kzd zdf gocwgkfcgf om zdf gdhyhgzfyw

‚zdf gdhyhgzfy om gocwgkfcgf vcmoljkcn ifmoyf {ovy f{fw‚^dhz jf}hwzhzkoc zdfyf,

{ov zdkce, hw phkcmvl hw ~hzgdkcn ghc if‚hw dflplfwwcfww ghc if# [ov cf}fy iflkf}fj

kc xvkge mktfw hcj zdf xvkfzcfww kw zdf wlo~ ivz wvyf movcjhzkoc om {ovy lkmf# H bo}kf

zdhz kw wo ~kwf ~kzd kzw wvyfcfww, kz ghccoz ~hkz moy kzw bfzdoj# [ov avwz dfhy {ovywflm

~hzgdkcn‚{ovy gdhcgf zo if zojh{ zdf whbf, ocl{ zo eco~ {ov hyf zdf whbf# Zdfyf.w

zdf coz"lfwwoc1 “Zo eco~ {ov ~kll if zdf whbf, ocl{ ifzzfy zdhz {ov yfhlkwf zdkw co~#‒

Zdf kyoc{ om1 “[ov hyf hlk}f#‒ Zdf wvjjfc zyvzd kc zdhz# H ~kwf ~obhc whkj kz kc zdf

bo}kf# H ~obhc plh{kcn h gdhyhgzfy# Oy kw kz zdf ozdfy ~h{ hyovcj?

Cffj cf}fy fcjw hz hll, km {ov.yf docfwz# Ocgf ~f wzhyz ftpfgzkcn zo if vcjfywzooj,

~f lh{ ovywfl}fw ihyf zo kz goczkcvovwl{#

^dhz kw fxvhl, ~dhz ifgobfw afhlovw{, gobpfzkzkoc? Hz ~dkgd phyz jo {ov ifgobf

wobfocf flwf.w lo}fy, hcj ocl{ zdhz?

Km df vcjfywzhcjw hcj wh{w wo, {ov ~kll if dhpp{# Km df bkwvcjfywzhcjw hcj wh{w

wo, {ov ~kll if dhpp{‚zdovnd coz fxvhll{#

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Hchgdyockwb? Co, {ov zdkce# Ifkcn yfhl jofwc.z dh}f zo jo ~kzd zkbf oy mhwdkoc#

Kz kw zdf mhvlz om mhlwfdooj coz zyvzd# Zyvzd wzh{w co bhzzfy ~dhz {ov iflkf}f# Df kw

coz hll zyvzdmvl, {ov hjbkz# Coioj{ kw# Ivz {ov nfz h nlkbpwf om kz hz lfhwz# H nlkbpwf

hw ~kjf hw wobfzdkcn {ov bh{ if hilf zo dolj#

Pyfwfczl{, {ov ghc.z gocjfbc hc{ocf hc{boyf ifghvwf om ~dhz df jkj# Df dhw

nk}fc {ov phzkfcgf hcj zolfyhcgf kc ocf iyfhzd# Hcj {ov nk}f dkb cozdkcn kc yfzvyc

‚{ov zdkce, cozdkcn#

^dhz df hwew, {ov govlj ocl{ yfpl{, coz nk}f dkb#

Ivz kc {ovy pyfwfcgf, df kw kcgyfjkil{ ghlb, wfzzlfj kc dkw gdhky, hw km cf}fy ocgf

yfbo}fj myob kz‚hw km hlyfhj{ pocjfykcn dkw fzfyckz{ ifghvwf {ov f}fc wpfhe#

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Gdhpzfy 97

Kz kw h pkz{, {ov zdkce# Jfmfhz kw hl~h{w h gocgfyc moy zdowf jfmfhzfj#

Hcj phkc jfyk}fw myob zdf ~h{ lo}f bkwwfw kzw oiafgz‚coz kzw zhynfz# K wdovlj wh{,

lo}f bkwwkcn kzw oiafgz# Hcj kz kw zdf pfygfpzkoc om jkwhppokczbfcz, coz

jkwhppokczbfcz kzwflm cfgfwwhykl{‚zdhz effpw vw gobkcn ihge# Wdo~kcn ovy

kbpfymfgzkocw kw yfhgdkcn moy lo}f#

[ov zdkce om zdkw hcj zdkce zdhz zkyfjcfww kw h ~flgobf yfwpocwf zo jfafgzkoc#

Ivz dopf hcj lo}f, ~dfyf kw kz? Kc lk}kcn hcj jkwgfycbfcz? [fw, zdhz hcj mhkzd#

Hcj pfywochl myffjob# Co kczfywfgzkoc dfyf ivz ~dhz yfbhkcw om pfywkwzfcgf# ^dhz

~f bhef ovz om wo bvgd flwf zdhz govljc.z {fz if#

84=



Gdhpzfy 9:

Nyf{cfww‚kz.w hlbowz hc fwghpf myob jfgkwkoc, {ov zdkce# Hcj {ov hyf pyfwfczl{

ovz om wpfgzyvb# Zdovnd hlwo coz wffc# [ov ~kwd zdhz pfoplf govlj if nyhzfmvl, {ov

kcglvjfj# Nyhzfmvl moy f}fccfww‚do~ {ov hyf f}fc hw {ov wh{ h ~oyj oy ~kzddolj

hcozdfy# Do~ zdf yoob kw gocwfxvfcgf zo o~ckcn {ovy wovl# [fw, f}fc wlkndz ghc if

jk}vlnfj hw dhppkcfww ~dfc {ov hyf zdkw bhj hz zdf ~oylj# Cozdkcn yhzzlfw {ov ivz

ftgfpzkoc# Gfyzhkc nyfhz zyvzdw {ov ~hcz zo yfbhkc dkjjfc ifghvwf {ov hyf jyh~c zo

zdfb hcj {ov joc.z mfhy zdfb zdovnd {ovy whjcfww jofw# Hcj whjcfww kw {ovy nooj

hiklkz{‚wobfzdkcn {ov o~c i{ ifkcn dfyf# F}fc nyhzkzvjf ghccoz yfwpocj moy {ov#

Whjcfww dhw iffc {ovy fcoybkz{# Lhzfl{, {ov.}f lfmz kz hw {ov.}f ~kwdfj hll {ovy lkmf#

[ov.yf coz bkwwkcn hc{ocf zojh{# Avwz dkw ~h{ om nfzzkcn oc ~kzd ~dhz bhzzfyw#

Hcj zojh{ kw wkndz ~kzdovz bfboy{ oy h ~kwd zo ghpzvyf kz# F}fy{zdkcn kw myffl{

h}hklhilf moy {ov zo vwf hcj vwf ~kwfl{#

[fw, {ov lfh}f dkb ovz om wo bvgd {ov govlj.}f iflkf}fj#

Bvgd lkef zdf hzyogkzkfw om ~hy‚{ov ilhbf ~hy lkef cozdkcn flwf zdhz ekllw# Zdf

~oylj kw hz ~hy hcj co ocf ghyfw hiovz ~hy# Wobfdo~, zdkw jofwc.z wvypykwf hz hll#

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[ov ~hcz zo zfll dkb, Zfll bf1 Jo {ov ~hcz bf zo lo}f {ov? Oy jo {ov ~hcz bf zo

yfzvyc {ovy lo}f? Oy jo {ov ~hcz bf zo lo}f {ov wo {ov govlj yfzvyc kz? Oy wkbpl{

ifghvwf kz kw lo}f#

Wobfzkbfw, {ov ~hcz zo wff lkmf hw ocf locn hzzfbpz hz wobfzdkcn# ^dhzf}fy {ov

lkef zo hzzfbpz‚fcao{bfcz# Pvyf, wvjjfc pyfwfcgf‚Zkbf wzopw moy {ov zdfc zo lfz

{ov iflkf}f# [fw, mhkzd hnyffw ~kzd {ov kc {ovy cffj# Hcj zdfc, {ov co locnfy looe

zo~hyjw zo wobfzdkcn flwf, ivz hl~h{w zo wobfzdkcn#

Ivz do~ kw zdkw? [ov hyf dhpp{ ~kzd hcj ~kzdovz cffj# [ov fcnhnf hw fhwkl{ hw

{ov bo}f h~h{ myob kz#

Fpkpdhckfw hyf yf}flhzkocw {ov avwz hllo~ zo dhppfc# Wobf ifkcn yfhgdkcn jo~c zo

{ov hcj coz lowkcn hc{zdkcn om kzwflm#

Wobfzkbfw {ov mffl lkef df.w wzhcjkcn ifwkjf {ov‚nvkjkcn oy pvckwdkcn {ov#

Nvkjhcgf ghc wffb lkef pvckwdbfcz ~dfc zhefc zoo xvkgel{ oy zoo bvgd# ^dfc

vcgobpyfdfcjfj oy avwz hiwoyifj ~kzdovz xvfwzkoc#

[ov joc.z mffl {ov dh}f lfmz# Df zdyk}fw zdfyf hnhkc ~kzd {ovy zfbpoyhy{ lfh}kcn#

Hmzfy {ovy lfh}kcn zdfc# Hw pfybhcfcz hw {ovy zfbpoyhy{ h~f om hc hmzfycooc# Ivz

df kw hc{zdkcn ivz hc hmzfycooc# [ov ~hcz zo zfll dkb zdkw ivz joc.z#

^f mffl hlkfc kc zdkw ~oylj‚vzzfyl{ moyfknc kc h loghl plhgf# Hcj bhj zdhz ~f govlj

ocl{ jo wo bvgd#

[ov zyfbilf co~‚hw km mhbklkhykz{ dhw lfmz ivz yfzhkcfj kzw cf~cfww# Df kw f}fy

cf~ ivz eco~c zo {ov# Co ocf dhw jocf zdkw {fz zo {ovy wfcwf om gvykowkz{‚Ivz df kw

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h lkmfzkbf.w ~oye zo {ov# Pfydhpw coz f}fc zdhz# Pfydhpw if{ocj zdkcekcn oc h lkmf,

{ov gobf zo ~dfyf {ov hyf#

Zojh{, {ov yvc wo mhy h~h{ myob dkb avwz ifghvwf df kw zdfyf#

[ov pvz zdkw xvfwzkoc zo dkb co~1 Jo {ov pyfmfy ~f wdovlj fhgd wzh{ kc ovy

goycfyw hcj zyfbilf vczkl ~f hyf jfzfybkcfj zo if ~hybfj zdoyovndl{ i{ ovy

powkzkocw hcj lfz wzviioyccfww if kzwflm‚vcbo}fj hz hll i{ lo}f?

^dklf ovzwkjf, zdf ~oylj zvycw moyf}fy kczo kzwflm fcjlfwwl{#

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Gdhpzfy 96

Zyvwz kw co~dfyf cfhy {ov# Zyvwz kw ifwkjf {ov# Joviz kw f}fy joviz ivz {ov hyf

jovizkcn f}fy boyf kc oyjfy zo o}fygobf kz#

Kc fwwfcgf, {ov nfz o}fy zdf oppoyzvckzkfw zo lo}f hcj mkcj kz ~kzdovz hw bvgd dhwwlf

hw {ov vwfj zo# [ov moynfz wzvmm‚do~ bvgd dhzf {ov dhj myob lo}f, kz kw hwzockwdkcn#

[ov mkndz wzvmm hcj {ov dhppfc zo wzhyf‚h~h{ myob fhgd ozdfy zdfc#

Zdfyf.w co ocf flwf zdfyf#

Hcj wvjjfcl{, df kw#

Pyfzz{ wooc, zdfyf.w co wzvmm lfmz ivz zdf ~h{ df yfpyfwfczw wobfzdkcn#

Yfpyfwfczhzkoc kw h wzhyz‚Wobfzkbfw jkwzhcgf kw h ~h{ zo wvy}k}f, zdfc zdkcnw wdo~

zdyovnd#

Hcj {ov ifgobf h pfywoc ozdfy pfoplf wff zdyovnd ftgfpz dkb# Df wffw zdyovnd

{ov ~dfc kz govczw# Hcj wffw {ov ~dfc kz jofwc.z, zdhz kw‚~dfc ozdfyw mffl kz jofwc.z#

Df dhw iyovndz mhkzd ~dfc df jkjc.z gobf zo {ov hw mhkzd, ocl{ h ~h{ zo kz# Ifghvwf

mhkzd kw mhkzd#

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Gdhpzfy 9=

H phwz lo}f kw lkef h mvzvyf {ov.}f jfgkjfj zo zdyo~ h~h{? Co, coz xvkzf hw dhyj

ivz powwkilf# Ivz df kw coz phwz#

Df gobfw hw wobf myvkzmvl fmmfgz kc {ov‚ocf fclhynfbfcz om h dfhyz5 hcj ocf

iyfhekcn om hcozdfy# Hcj iozd jf}flopkcn kczo gobpyobkwf, {ovy dfhj gobboc moy

zdf vcpyfjkgzhiklkz{ om {ovy dfhyz# Hcj h gvykovw fc}flopkcn om {ovy ioj{‚lkndz

~kzd h jhbp cffj, hcj h wlopkcn zo~hyjw nyovcj# [ov cf}fy xvkzf noz dfh}{‚ocl{

ivklz kczo#

Ivz pyfwfczl{, df kw kc myocz om {ov# Hcj {ov nhqf ovz zdf ~kcjo~ zo looe zdfyf‚zo

mkcj ~dfyf df kwc.z avwz zo woozdf dkb#

Hcj df looew ihge, nhzdfykcn ~dfyf {ovy }kwkoc ifghbf dkw#

Df kw lkef zdhz‚df ghc bhef cozdkcn hcj pyfww kz kczo h dfmz om jflkndz#

Ivz {ov hyf wvyf df nfzw kz1 Kz kw coz cozdkcn#

Df lkwzfcw hw h ~dolf ioj{ dfhyw {ov#

^dhz jo {ov wh{? Avwz “{fw‒ hcj “{fw#‒ H “co‒ kw zoo phkcmvl co~ zo pyocovcgf#

F}fc ~dfc df xvkzw wh{kcn oy hwekcn, {ov wh{ kz o}fy hcj o}fy zo dkb#

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Hcj zdf yfwz om zdf ~oylj kw wzkll co zo {ov‚hw {ov.}f gobf zo ftpfgz# Zdf ~oylj

ykndz co~ dhw gobf zo dolj {ov pykwocfy, hw zdovnd {ov hyfc.z hlyfhj{ zdf ~oylj.w,

zdhz kw, kzw pyopfyz{#

Wvcjh{w hyf zdf ifwz# [ov lo}f zo if yflhtfj# Ivz kc yflhthzkoc, df kw hll zdf boyf

mhwgkchzkcn# Hw km, oc ~ffefcjw, hgzkoc, zdfc hmzfy~hyjw, h yflkfm om kbbfhwvyhilf

ghlhbkz{‚Zdfc, zdf ifwz fbozkocw gobf gollfgzfj kc yfpowf hcj hlwo hczkgkphzkoc# Jo

~f wzhyz oy wzop oc h Wvcjh{?

Ghvndz ifz~ffc fhgd ozdfy hcj ovy gocgfpzkoc om ifkcn ghvndz, ~f hyf wolfbcl{

whzkwmkfj ~kzd boyf ~kzd lfww#

Kz kw jflkifyhzf {fz coz hz hll#

8;9



Gdhpzfy 9>

Pyfwfczl{, df zfllw {ov df dhw zyovilf ~ykzkcn# Oy yhzdfy, zyovilf ~ykzkcn jfgfcz

wzvmm# [ov wh{, Avwz lfz kz no# Kz ~kll gobf ihge zo {ov wzyocnfy zdhc f}fy ifmoyf

ifmoyf {ov ftpfgz kz# [ov zdkce {ovy hcw~fy zo zdkw kw wkbpl{ zo moynfz do~ zo ~ykzf#

Jyoppkcn f}fy{zdkcn om }hlvf hcj ifnkcckcn myob zdfyf# Zo wzop zdkcekcn hiovz

~ykzkcn hz hll, oy zdhz {ov ghc ~ykzf# Ocf mkcf jh{, wobfzdkcn boyf ~oyzd{ ~kll gobf

hcj {ov ~kll ~ykzf lkef {ov.}f ~ykzzfc hll {ovy lkmf# Iozd zdkw, hcj zdf mfflkcn,

pfydhpw, zdhz {ov.}f cf}fy f}fc wzhyzfj‚zdhz zdkw kw h ifnkcckcn {ov govlj cf}fy nfz

ovz om, f}fy# Lfz kcwpkyhzkoc gobf myob vcyfbhyehilf plhgfw#

Zdkw kw hll fhw{ zo wh{# Ivz ~dfc gocmyoczfj ~kzd h ilhce phnf, f}fy{ ~ykzfy phckgw

zo mkll zdf phnf‚oy jfzfyw dkw hyjovy moy mfhy om ~dhz df ~kll ~ykzf# Mhklkcn zdhz, df

~kll h}okj kz zo wh}f dkw lkmf#

Co zyvzd fwghpfw zdf ~oye df ~kll ~ykzf‚H zyvzd df dhw co dhcj kc bhekcn, ocl{

yf}fhl, ocl{ kc zdf ~h{ df bhefw zdkw yf}flhzkoc dkw, {fz coz glhkb kz#

[ovy bfboy{ kw ilvyy{ ivz wobfzkbfw h mf~ lkcfw om pofzy{ wzh{ ~kzd {ov# Hz

gfyzhkc oppoyzvcf bobfczw, zdf{ zvyc vp hw dopf bh{‚vcgfyfbockovwl{ hcj

xvkfzl{, jojnkcn zdf ~h{ lo}f bkndz ~dfc nokcn wobf~dfyf# Dkw lkcfw wzh{, moy {ov

8;7



hwe zdfb zo# Vchwefj, {ov hyf vcwvyf om dh}kcn zdfb‚hmyhkj df bh{ coz if zdf

nfcfyovw zhefy om hmmlkgzkoc# ^f kcmlkgz ovy iooew ~kzd zdf kczfcz om vcjfywzhcjkcn#

^f fcjhcnfy zdf iooew om ozdfyw ~kzd bkwkczfypyfzhzkoc hcj zyhnfj{, pfydhpw,

vcghllfj moy# Hcj gobf h~h{ nfczl{ yflkf}fj om yfwpocwkiklkz{# Zdovnd cf}fy

moynfzzkcn hc{ om kz#

^hy kw h myvwzyhzfj moyb om lo}f, {ov zdkce# H nohl"jkyfgzfj moyb om kz, bh{if# Co

wvypykwf kc ~hy‚Oy, {ov ftpfgz cocf oy hggfpz cocf# Lo}f kw hc opfc jfgkwkoc zo mhkl#

Kz kw h myvwzyhzkoc zdhz kw o}fygobf i{ nk}kcn vp# Kc ~hy, {ov dhzf lowkcn# Kc lo}f, {ov

jkwlkef ~kcckcn#

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Gdhpzfy 94

Kz kw h jfgkwkoc dhyj zo bhef hw hll jfgkwkocw hyf kc ocf ~h{ oy hcozdfy# [ov.}f

gobf ihge zo ~dfyf {ov wzhyzfj# Iflkf}kcn hcj jkwiflkf}kcn zdf whbf zdkcnw# Ocl{

wobf fmmoyz zo gobpyobkwf, ~dkgd zo jkwiflkf}f i{ iflkf}kcn#

Ivz df kw zdfyf wzkll‚hz lfhwz kc {ov# Zdf phyz vcgobpyobkwfj i{ ~dhz ~f ghc.z jo

oy mkcj ~f ghc ivz f}fy{ocf flwf ~oc.z lfz vw# Kz kw zdf dhyjfwz zdkcn {ov.}f f}fy jocf

kc {ovy lkmf wo mhy# Nk}kcn vp wobfzdkcn hcj mkcjkcn {ov wzkll ghc.z# Hcj zhekcn vp

wobfzdkcn {ov ghc.z pvz jo~c# Iozd mhkzd kc jkmmfyfcz nvkwfw# Hcj iflkfm kw zdf whbf#

H nyfhz dvbilfy jfgkwkoc bhjf i{ zdowf {ov.}f govczfj oc hcj dh}f cf}fy lfz {ov

jo~c# Hcj {ov ~hcz zdkw# Hcj {ov jfwkyf zdhz# Omzfc kczfywfgzkcn hbkghil{ hcj

jflkykovwl{ zo h dfhj# Hcj kz kw h nooj gdhcgf zo whzkwm{ zdf kbbo}hilf hjoyhzkoc {ov

dh}f kc Noj, om Noj# Hcj h mhklfj gdhcgf hz gobpowvyf ifghvwf kz kw coz powwkilf#

^dfcf}fy gdhcgfw gobf vp, {ov mkcj {ov gocwkjfy hcj nk}f zdfb vp hcj ocl{ zdf

pvyfwz kcjfgkwkocw yfbhkc# Hcj zdfyf, {ov mkcj kz vcgdhcnfj hw f}fy# Hw f}fy, {ov

joc.z jfgkjf# Oy yhzdfy, kz kw coz {ovy jfgkwkoc zo bhef# [ov hyf ghllfj i{ Noj zo if

ocf om Dkw pfoplf hcj {ov ghccoz if hc{zdkcn flwf#

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8;4



Gdhpzfy 8

^do kw df? Kw df hmzfy {ov? [ovy mykfcj dhj hwefj {ov ~dklf {ov looefj ~oyykfj#

Xvfwzkocw hyf coz hwefj om {ov# Wdf dhw cozkgfj {ov hyf h lkzzlf hnkzhzfj yfgfczl{#

F}fc ~dfc wdf kw h nooj mykfcj, wdf vcjfywzhcjw cozdkcn om ~dhz {ov hyf

ftpfykfcgkcn# [ov zdkce, wdf dhw co kjfh ~dhz zdkw kw hll hiovz, do~ hekc zo iyfhekcn

zfcwkocw hcj ~hkzkcn moy cozdkcn zdkw kw# Moy df kw gvcckcn, wo lkef jhyecfww ocl{

cozdkcn gobfw hmzfy# Cozdkcn zhcnkilf hcj jfgfcz# Co boyckcn mollo~kcn vw kczo

jffjw hcj hgzkoc# [ov ghccoz jo h zdkcn zo plfhwf dkb, wo {ov goczkcvf zo kncoyf dkb#

[ov nfz h ikz cfy}ovw ~dfc df kw hyovcj‚bvgd lkef h yoob ~kzd wo bvgd wphgf,

{ov joc.z oggvp{ kz bvgd lfww kcdhikz kz# Ivz zdfyf kw kczyknvf kc dkw nhqf hcj

gobboc wbklf# ^dklf {ov zdkce zdkw, df hppfhyw co~dfyf ivz kc {ovy bkcj# Moy h

pfywoc {ov joc.z eco~, h wzyhcnfy ~kzd h loz om plhgf, {ov zdkce bvgd om dkb#

[ov kbhnkcf df kw wobfocf pfoplf ghc.z eco~# H pfypfzvhl vceco~c oy

vceco~hilf moygf# Fhgd zkbf {ov wpfhe, df looew zkyfj ivz ftgkzfj# H gobikchzkoc om

fhnfycfww hcj gobbkwwkoc# Ivz dkw nhqf kw zdyfhzfckcn zo {ov# Hlbowz h dolf ifdkcj

zdf f{fw# Pfydhpw hll zdkw fbpzkcfww df bfhcw zo mkll ~kzd wobfzdkcn glowf zo h

yflhzkocwdkp#

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[ov.}f hwefj dkb h mf~ xvfwzkocw ovz om gvykowkz{ jvykcn zdf mkywz zkbf {ov cozkgfj

dkb avwz zdfyf kc zdf goycfy fc}flopkcn dkb, dkw wlkb ioj{, zdkccfy moy dkw glozdfw

glkcnkcn zo dkb#

“Dk# Hyf {ov myob hyovcj dfyf?,‒ {ov whkj#

“Avwz bo}fj dfyf#‒

Df kw h bhc om mf~ ~oyjw# [ov govljc.z nfz hc{zdkcn ovz om dkb# [ov pkgzvyf zdf

dolf hnhkc co~ wvgekcn {ov kczo dkb#

Kz kw hiovz wobfzdkcn flwf zdovnd zdhz {ov hyf bowz wvypykwfj# Df zvycw ovz zo if

h mykfcj.w pyomfwwoy#

“Kw df h nooj zfhgdfy?‒

“Coz ihj# Df kw }fy{ hwzvzf hcj mvcc{,‒ {ovy mykfcj wh{w#

Mvcc{? Hll zdf wgfcfw ~kzd dkb hyf mhy myob zdhz# Mhy myob wdo~kcn df kw h

pfywoc ~kzd h mvcc{ wkjf# Pfydhpw df kw wd{ ~kzd {ov# Pfydhpw zdf dolf go}fyw kzwflm

~dfc df kw zfhgdkcn, oc wzhnf# H wdhllo~cfww? Oy, h ilhcecfww goczkcnfcz zo dkw

bhekcn vp h pfywochlkz{#

[ov joc.z zdkce hc{ mvyzdfy zdhc zdhz# Kc mhgz, {ov ocl{ jo kz ~dfc df wdo~w vp kc

{ovy goycfy# I{ hggkjfcz# Hl~h{w i{ hggkjfcz# Zdf pyoihiklkz{ om dkw hppfhykcn zo

{ov kw dknd, zdf ~h{ {ov ivbp kczo dkb hlbowz nvhyjfjl{# Dkw chbf kw hcozdfy dolf

{ov dhj zo mkll# Kz wovcjw lkef zdf chbf om h bvyjfyfy# Zdkcekcn moolkwd zdovndzw lkef

zdhz ghlbw {ov wobfzkbfw# Zdf hctkfz{ lkmzw h lkzzlf# Mhczhw{ wzhekcn glhkb myob h

yfhlkz{ zdhz.w zoo yfhl hcj ghvzkovw#

“^dhz jofw df zfhgd?‒

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[ov joc.z ~hkz moy {ovy mykfcj.w hcw~fy# [ov iloge kz ovz myob {ovy bfboy{# H

jhykcn zo if wolkzhy{, {ov zdkce# Df bvwz ~hcz cozdkcn myob hc{ioj{# Df.w zdf z{pf

~do wpfgkhlkwfw, ~do gocmvwfw ifz~ffc nfcfyhlkzkfw km zdfyf.w co jfzhkl# Oc zdf ozdfy

dhcj, {ov zdyk}f kc nfcfyhlkzkfw‚H ikyj.w f{f }kf~ om zdf ~oylj#

[ov hyf hmyhkj {ov.j ~hcz zo eco~ dkb boyf km {ov lkwzfc zo {ovy mykfcj h bkcvzf

locnfy# Wo {ov wh{, “OE, K eco~,‒ avwz zo wzop dfy#

[ov hyf coz h wzvjfcz# Locn hno {ov ~fyf# Co~, {ov yfhj iooew ovz om lfkwvyf hcj

yflhthzkoc# Wekppkcn pokczw hcj dvyy{kcn hlocn zdf phnfw, kbphzkfcz moy zdf zyvzd

zdhz.w coz kc zdfb# Pofzy{ kw wobfzdkcn zdhz wzfhjkfw {ov# [ov ~ykzf kz wobfzkbfw#

Coz pyomfwwkochll{#

Jkj wdf wh{ df kw h pofzy{ pyomfwwoy? Bvjjlfj hcj zdkcekcn co~, {ov wzkll hyf coz

wvyf ~dhz wdf whkj#

Hc{~h{, {ov zdkce# K bvwz if nokcn#

^dfc {ov hyf dobf, zdfyf kw h lfzzfy kc zdf bhkliot# [ov hyf hcny{ hcj cfy}ovw#

Kc~hyjl{ glowkcn {ovy f{fw, coz ~hczkcn zo eco~ ~dhz kw kc kz# Do~ jofw df eco~

~dfyf K lk}f?, {ov zdkce#

Wo {ov opfc zdf fc}flopf hcj yfhj zdf lfzzfy# Kz kw mkllfj ~kzd cozdkcn, avwz ~oyjw

mkllkcn h phnf# [ov zy{ zo pvz zdfb hll zonfzdfy, zdf ~oyjw, ivz {ov ghc.z# [ov hwe

{ovy dvwihcj zo yfhj kz# Df yfhjw kz hcj wh{w, “Kz jofwc.z bhef wfcwf# Kz kw

nkiifykwd#‒ Co~ df kw ~oyykfj#

908



Zdf lfzzfy kw mkllfj ~kzd cocwfcwf ~oyjw hcj dhw lkzzlf pvcgzvhzkoc#

^d{ jo {ov gocglvjf zdhz kz kw dkb? Oy yhzdfy, ~d{ jo {ov kbbfjkhzfl{ zdkce wo?

Kz bh{ if h cfkndiovy oy wobfocf {ov eco~ ghwvhll{#

“Zdkw kw wkge,‒ {ovy dvwihcj kw wh{kcn#

Kz.w coz h zdyfhz zdovnd, kw kz? Zdf ~oyjw kc zdf lfzzfy hyf coz zdyfhzfckcn# Kc mhgz,

zdf{ wffb “pofzkg#‒

Wzkll, zdf bfyf mhgz zdhz kz kw hjjyfwwfj zo {ov bhefw {ov akzzfy{#

“Lfz.w avwz moynfz hiovz kz# Effp kz moy f}kjfcgf zdovnd km wobfzdkcn flwf gobfw vp,‒

{ovy dvwihcj wh{w#

“OE#‒

Zdfc cozdkcn hmzfy zdhz# Zdhcemvll{#

Ocf zkbf, h mf~ ~ffew hmzfy, {ov wff dkb ~hkzkcn moy {ov ifwkjf h wzoyf# H wzoyf {ov

myfxvfcz jvykcn Whzvyjh{ hmzfycoocw# [ov wdk}fy ~dfc {ov wff dkb#

“Hyf {ov mollo~kcn bf?‒

“^d{ jo {ov wh{ zdhz?‒

Hz zdkw, {ov lfh}f kbbfjkhzfl{#

Ivz df mollo~w {ov# Zvyckcn hyovcj {ov wh{, “Wzop kz# K.b nokcn dobf#‒

Df pvzw vp dkw dhcjw hcj wh{w cozdkcn# Hcj lfzw {ov no#

[ov cfhyl{ hwe dkb hiovz zdf lfzzfy ivz wzop, zdkcekcn zdhz fcnhnfbfcz ~kzd zdf

pfypfzyhzoy bhefw kz ~oywf#

Hz dobf fbpz{"dhcjfj, {ov zdkce do~ fhw{ kz kw zo if h pfypfzyhzoy, do~ fhw{ zo

if zdf ocf zo ghvwf mfhy kc hcozdfy pfywoc# ]kgzkbw no zdyovnd h loz, {ov zdkce, co~

909



nhvnkcn {ovy wfcwf hcj {ovy pyopykfz{# Wobfzdkcn kw wzoppkcn {ov myob zfllkcn {ovy

phyzcfy hiovz kz# [ov joc.z ~hcz zo ~oyy{ dkb# Df dhw iffc zdyovnd h loz#

[ov joc.z jhyf zfll kz zo hc{ocf#

Wobfzdkcn fbihyyhwwkcn hiovz pfoplf mollo~kcn {ov, fzg# [ov joc.z eco~ ~dhz kz

kw# Zo if zyfhzfj hw h }kgzkb i{ {ovy dvwihcj oy mykfcj kw oppowkzf zo do~ {ov dhcjlf

{ovy pykjf# [ov ghc jo zdkw hlocf#

Ivz {ov ghc.z wlffp hz ckndz co~# ^dhz bhefw {ov ~oyy{ hlwo zfbpzw {ov#

Zfbpzfj zo zdkce ~dhz df.w lkef, ~d{ df kw jokcn zdkw# Df wffbw coybhl, h pyomfwwoy

f}fc# [ov wdhef {ovy dfhj hcj lfz ovz h wknd# [ovy dvwihcj kw ifwkjf {ov wcoykcn,

pyoihil{ jyfhbkcn om wobfzdkcn kccogvovw hcj ftgkzkcn#

^dhz jkj {ov jo, jkj {ov fczkgf dkb, zdf pyomfwwoy? Hd, ~dhzf}fy {ov jkj, kz dhw

cozdkcn zo jo ~kzd ~dhz.w dhppfckcn# Zo plhgf h ghvwf zo zdkw kw kcwhcf# ^dhz df.w

jokcn kw kcwhcf hcj {ov ghccoz wzop dkb {ovywflm, {ov hyf zdkcekcn pyfwfczl{# Zo

gocmyocz dkb ~ovlj if moolkwd# Jhcnfyovw# Zo kncoyf dkb ~ovlj if ifwz, {ov jfgkjf#

[ov pyh{ kz ~kll wzop# Zdf hctkfz{ hcj zdf mfhy#

^dhz kw nokcn zdyovnd {ovy bkcj fwghlhzfw‚h pyoilfb lfmz hlocf bvlzkplkfw hcj

zyovilfw {ov co fcj# Zdkw kw boyf zdhc h pyoilfb, zdkw kw hc fbfynfcg{# [ov hyf

jyo~ckcn hcj co ocf eco~w {ov hyf# Co zkbf zo zdkce# Kz.w zkbf zo hgz# [ov ~hcz zo

zfll zdf polkgf ivz wobfzdkcn kw pyf}fczkcn {ov# Kz kw lkef {ov iozd dh}f hc hnyffbfcz

coz zo# [ov hyf vcjfy dkw po~fy hcj {ov joc.z f}fc eco~ kz# Mfhy kw h po~fymvl moygf,

907



{ov zdkce# Mfhy jf}hwzhzfw# [ov effp zdkcekcn kz ~kll kbpyo}f, zdf wkzvhzkoc ~kll no

h~h{ i{ kzwflm# Ivz kz.w lkef hwekcn h pfywoc zo effp h~h{ myob {ov ~dfc {ov.}f

kc}kzfj dkb zo {ovy plhgf# Df kw gvcckcn, {ov zdkce hnhkc# Kz.w lkef {ovy lkzzlf wfgyfz,

zfyykilf moy kzw hiwfcgf#

^dhz zo jo? Zdf boyf {ov zdkce, zdf boyf dflplfww {ov mffl# Zdkw kw ~doll{

jkmmkgvlz hcj jhye# ^dhz km df kw wh}hnfl{ nvhyjkcn kz, zdkw wfgyfz? Dfcgf, {ov

pkgzvyf, hcj wfcwf h dolf ~dfcf}fy {ov wff dkb# Ivz ~d{ hyf {ov nvhyjkcn ~kzd dkb#

^d{ coz jfmfhz dkb co~ i{ ghllkcn moy dflp? Ifghvwf {ov.yf coz wvyf zdf{ govlj dflp

ifghvwf df dhwc.z jocf hc{zdkcn kllfnhl? Df kw zfwzkcn zdf ~hzfyw ~kzd {ov hcj {ov

effp zo zdf wvymhgf zo h}okj nfzzkcn zoo jffp# [ov eco~ kz kw jffp ivz {ov wzkll w~kb

lkef {ov ghyf hiovz dkb# ^d{ coz nfz ovz om zdf ~hzfy ykndz zdfc? Hlzonfzdfy# Jy{

{ovywflm ~kzd zyvzd# Effp zo zdf wkjf~hle# H}okj wvjjfc jhcnfy i{ coz dfhjkcn

zo~hyj kz#

H ploz# [ov zdkce df plozw dkw govywf kc dkw wkge bkcj, lkef zdkw# ^dfyf {ov no,

~dfyf df ~kll lfhj {ov# ^dfc {ov ~kll wh{ wobfzdkcn zo dkb# Df.w noz kz hll plhccfj,

{ov zdkce# Df kw cf}fy wvypykwfj# Hcj zdkw yhzzlfw {ov, dkw iflkfm kc dkw jffjw# Dkw

iflkfm zdhz df ~kll dh}f {ov kc zdf phlb om dkw dhcj# Plh{kcn {ov ghyfmvll{ ~kzdovz

{ovy eco~lfjnf#

Do~ jo {ov eco~ ~dhz df.w zdkcekcn? Hll zdkw gobfw myob zdf wfcwkzk}kz{ om

wobfocf ~do dhw co~dfyf zo no ivz zdkce hcj zdkce xvkgel{ hcj jffpl{# Kz kw mfhy

zoo nk}kcn {ov zdf phyzkhl, kchjfxvhzf hcw~fyw# [ov zdkce lkef wobfocf kc cffj om

dfywflm# Zo if wffc ~kzddoljkcn mhkzd hcj jovizkcn f}fc zdowf glowfwz zo {ov, zdkw kw

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bhjcfww#

Zdf cftz jh{, f}fy{zdkcn kw mkcf hnhkc# [ov hyf wo dhpp{ hcj goczfcz# H nooj jh{

hz dobf, lhqkcn hiovz# Wvcjh{ ifkcn {ovy mh}ovykzf jh{ om zdf ~ffe# Cozdkcn hz hll zo

~oyy{ {ov# Zkbf wzhcjw coz xvkzf wzkll ivz wzfhjkfw {ovy cfy}fw i{ phwwkcn i{

vccozkgfj# Dopf kw f}fy{~dfyf {ov hyf coz# Ivz ifkcn dfyf, {ov wfcwf kz kc zdf

wbhllfwz zdkcn {ov ~hcz# Hcj wbhll dkjkcn kc {ovy goczfczbfcz, zdhz kw dfh}fc#

Zdfyf kw wolfbckz{ zoo# Ivz zdf ekcj zdhz ~kwdfw ~ovlj f}fczvhzf zo mvlmkll# Pyoihil{

coz wolfbckz{ ivz pfcwk}fcfww, nyh}kz{ om zdf bkcj woozdfj i{ fhwf hcj gobmoyz#

Zdovndzw ~fkndkcn lfww zdhc zdkcekcn# [ov wffe cozdkcn zdfc# [ov ~hcz zo if hz fhwf

~kzd plhgf, wkzzkcn hcj zdkcekcn# Nokcn co~dfyf ivz ~dfyf kz yfhgdfw {ov#

Co jkwzhcgf zo yfhgd hcj cozkgf kc# Kz kw hiwolvzfl{ ifhvzkmvl# Do~ mfhy jfgkjfj kw

mfhy hccovcgfj# Zojh{, kz kw xvkfz, pfhgfmvl, mfhy nokcn plhgfw ivz moynfzzkcn {ovyw#

Hmzfy mfhy, hmzfy {ov dh}f kz vcjfy goczyol, mhkzd kw cf}fy mhy ifdkcj# Mhkzd zdhz {ov

~kll if mkcf, if woozdfj i{ opfccfww ocgf hnhkc# Co wl{ yfbhye oy vczo~hyj nhkcw#

Avwz kczfnykz{# Zyvwz# Mykfcjwdkp hcj dopf# Cozdkcn lvyekcn ifcfhzd ivz wvizlf

jfpzd om wzyocn mfflkcn# Powkzk}f moy kzw ~oyzd hcj fcjlfww# Wobfzdkcn hekc zo lo}f#

[ov.}f moynozzfc do~ myff {ov hyf ~kzdovz dkb# Do~ kz wdovlj if# Lkmf kwc.z bfhcz

zo if fcjvyfj, {ov zdkce# Kz.w bfhcz zo if fcnhnfj ~kzd# [ov gfyzhkcl{ ghc.z fcnhnf

kc lkmf ~kzd dkb hyovcj yvkckcn {ovy pyk}hg{, {ovy dhpp{ wolkzvjf# Yfbfbifykcn

~dfyf df gobfw myob, {ov wdvjjfy# Jkjc.z df wh{, df avwz bo}fj dfyf? ^dfyf kw df

myob? Coioj{ eco~w dkb# Hll zdf{ eco~ kw zdhz df.w h pyomfwwoy# H nooj pyomfwwoy#

Hcj kwc.z wo nooj ~kzd {ov# Dkw f{fw bhef {ov mfhy dkb# H cozkoc om f}fcz hcj

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kc}hwkoc kc ocf nlhcgf# Ocgf hnhkc, {ov wdvjjfy hz zdf zdovndz#

^dhz ekcj om pfywoc hyf ~f jfhlkcn ~kzd dfyf? Hll zdfwf fcknbhzkg nlhcgfw govlj

hbovcz zo wobfzdkcn ivz {ov govljc.z ~hkz zdhz locn hcj zdhz fhwkl{# Df dhw gdhyb

moy wvyf# Ivz zdhz jofwc.z bhef dkb oyjkchy{, lkef vw# Nooj gkzkqfcw, vpykndz hcj

vpwzhcjkcn#

^dfyf jo {ov jyh~ zdf lkcf? Kw df gykbkchl oy avwz oiwfwwk}f? [ov joc.z eco~

~dhz zo zdkce# Hll {ov eco~ kw, df bhefw {ov mffl vcgobmoyzhilf# Coz zdf ifwz

mfflkcn# Km {ov dh}f zo if docfwz, df kw zdfyf ~hkzkcn moy {ov# Ivz {ov joc.z hggfpz

zdkw ekcj om fhnfycfww# Hc fhnfycfww {ov ~hcz zo jkwbkww, pfydhpw ~kzd {ovy golj

wzhyf# Hl~h{w {ov looe zkyfjl{ hz dkb# Km {ov ~fyf h bhc, {ov.j f}fc zfll dkb# Oy lfz

dkb if hcny{ ~kzd {ov# Zdfc zfll dkb#

Hw kz kw, {ov dkjf myob dkb hcj wzky cozdkcn om pfhgf# F}fy{ zkbf {ov yfwol}f zo zfll

dkb zo nfz lowz ivz ovz om mfhy, {ov powzpocf#

Ovz om jhcnfy# [ov hyf wvyf {ov hyfc.z kc hc{ ekcj om jhcnfy# Df kwc.z zdf }kolfcz

z{pf# Avwz oiwfwwk}f hcj wpoklfj# Df bvwz if ~fll zo jo, {ov zdkce# Df bvwz if

wzoppfj# Ivz ~do ~ovlj iflkf}f {ov km {ov jfwgykif {ovy ftpfykfcgfw zo zdfb#

[ov hyf zdf {ovcnfwz kc zdf mhbkl{# Pfoplf kncoyf ~dhz {ov yfpoyz# Cozdkcn ghc

gdhcnf zdhz# Kz kw vcmoyzvchzf# Zdf{ zfcj zo zdkce {ov fthnnfyhzf# Zdhz {ov hyf

gyhq{ zo zdkce zdkw#

F}fc {ovy dvwihcj kw jovizkcn {ov# Df jofwc.z iflkf}f df kw zdf ocf ~do wfcz zdf

lfzzfy# Df wh{w, “Hyf {ov wvyf? K joc.z zdkce df.w zdf z{pf om pfywoc ~do.ll jo zdhz#‒

Wo, {ov hyf ghvndz ifz~ffc zdkcekcn {ov dh}f zo iflkf}f dkb hcj zfllkcn dkb omm#

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Nk}f dkb h gdhcgf zo pyo}f dkbwflm ~yocn? Zdhz ~ovlj if vccfgfwwhy{# Kc mhgz, zdhz

~ovlj if dhyj#

^d{ nk}f dkb boyf zkbf? Df kw zdf jhcnfy {ov ~hcz zo yfmvwf# Hcj yfmvwf ~kzd

{ovy oyjkchy{ lkmf# [ov joc.z ~hcz zo if zdf ghvwf om hc{zdkcn, lfz hlocf dkw hgzkocw#

Co ~kzcfwwfw# Zdhz.w zdf pyoilfb# Df kw ~kwf fcovnd zo wghyf {ov ~dfc co ocf flwf

kw hyovcj# Wobf pdhczob oy ndowz#

Zdkw kw h yfhlkz{ zdhz powwfwwfw {ov# Wobfzkbfw zdf ~oylj ifnvklfw# Wobfzkbfw kz

lkwzfcw# Hcj ~kzdovz dkb kc kz, kz kw h ~oylj mkllfj ~kzd kcf}kzhilf ~fhecfww# Zdf ekcj

{ov ~kwd govlj if ~kzd {ov# [ov govlj if ~hkzkcn ivz kz dhw co wfcwf om avjnfbfcz#

Co jflvwkoc# Avwz zyvwz#

Do~ jo {ov zklz zdf ~oylj zo bfhwvyf hnhkcwz dkw gykbfw? Ocf ikn ~oylj ~dfyf

ifhvz{ yfwkjfw, hcj hcozdfy wbhll zfyyoy zoo bvgd zo if lk}fj kc# Do~ zo dfwkzhzf kc

ocf hcj gdhynf kc kc zdf ozdfy#

Jyfhbw hz ckndz# [ov dh}f h loz om jyfhbw hiovz dkb# Kc ocf ckndzbhyf, df

pvwdfw {ov kczo h w~kbbkcn pool# [ov joc.z eco~ do~ zo w~kb wo {ov hyf zdyhwdkcn

hiovz kc zdf ~hzfy, lowkcn {ovy wfcwf om ihlhcgf hcj whmfz{# Gvykovwl{ jyo~ckcn hcj

~hekcn vp hz zdf whbf zkbf, kc zdf whbf kcwzhcgf# Km jyfhbw ~fyf ovy hcw~fy zo ovy

mfhy, ~dhz govlj if zyvwzfj, ~dhz govlj if iflkf}fj? Ivz {ov joc.z ~hef vp, {ov hyf

~hekcn vp kc {ovy jyfhb ivz {ov hyf f}fy ~yhppfj vp kcwkjf hcozdfy yfhlkz{#

Kc hcozdfy jyfhb, df nyhiw {ovy ~ykwz hcj kw pvllkcn {ov zo~hyjw dkb# Ivz ilooj

kw gobkcn ovz om dkw f{fw# [ov ~hef vp nhwpkcn# [ovy dvwihcj.w wlffp kw kczfyyvpzfj#

^dhz zo jo? Cozdkcn ghc if jocf, zdf polkgf whkj zo {ov ~dfc {ov hppyohgdfj

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zdfb# Df dhwc.z jocf hc{zdkcn {fz# Hcj zdfyf ~fyf co ~kzcfwwfw hcj ocl{ wlkb

f}kjfcgf# Zdf lfzzfy ~dkgd zdf{ govljc.z goccfgz zo dkb# Zdf{ dh}f co ftgvwf zo

hyyfwz dkb# Hcj zdf{ zdkce {ov hyf dhllvgkchzkcn oy flwf ~fhe hcj zyovilfj# Nfz

wobf wlffp, zdf{ whkj# Avwz joc.z ~oyy{ zoo bvgd, ocf polkgfbhc whkj zo {ov ~dfc

{ov whkj zdkw kw nfzzkcn ovz om dhcj# Zdf{ bh{ if hilf zo hyyfwz dkb ~dfc kz.w zoo

lhzf, ~dfc wobfzdkcn doyykilf dhw dhppfcfj#

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Gdhpzfy 9

^d{ {ov? K bfhc, ~d{ jofw df mollo~ {ov coz hcozdfy? Nyhczfj, {ov hyf

ifhvzkmvl hcj wfcwkzk}f# Kc mhgz, bfc lo}f zo if ~kzd {ov# [ov dh}f h xvkfz wkjf, h

zkbkj wkjf {ov hyf effc zo wdo~ zo pfoplf, wzyhcnfyw fwpfgkhll{# Ivz oc zdf jh{ {ov

mkywz bfz dkb, {ov ~fyf mhy myob zkbkj hcj wd{# [ov ~fyf hczhnockwzkg f}fc# Lkef

{ov ~fyf kc {ovy mkndz oy mlkndz yfwpocwf# Ivz df ~hw lkef hc{ ozdfy nv{# [ov ghbf

hgyoww hw kczkbkjhzkcn# Bh{if df lkefj zdhz# Bh{if kz ~hw h wfykovwcfww df lkefj#

Zdkw ~hw h xvfwzkoc hwefj om dkjkcn, moy {ov dkj myob dkb f}fc ifmoyf {ov bfz

dkb# [ov ecf~ df ~hw h wzyhcnfy hcj bfhcz zo if ocf hll {ovy lkmf# Kz ~hw coz {ov# Kz

~hw coz dkb# Kz ~hw zdf ~oylj gobkcn hiovz zo if ~kzd {ov# Mfhy hcj jhcnfy lvyekcn

zo gdhcnf {ov#

Kw kz jfwzkc{ zdfc? Oy avwz ihj lvge? Hyf zdfyf gokcgkjfcgfw kc zdf ~oylj lkef zdkw?

^dhz km {ov jkjc.z ivbp kczo dkb zdfc, ~ovlj df dh}f mollo~fj {ov? ôvlj {ov

zdhce zdf dfh}fcw moy {ovy lkmf, {ovy dhpp{ {fz kczfyfwzkcn lkmf?

Df bhjf {ov go~fy kc {ovy wlffp avwz i{ wdo~kcn vp# Zo zdkce zdhz df looefj lkef

hc{ ozdfy nv{5 zo zdkce zdhz df ftpowfj {ov zo nvklz hcj cocwfcwf5 zo zdkce zdhz df

bvwz if hlocf kc zdf ~oylj5 zo zdkce zdhz hll zdkw jkjc.z bhzzfy5 zo zdkce zdhz {ov

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~ovlj lfz dkb kc5 zo zdkce5 zo jyfhb om yflfhwf5 zo zdkce om zdkcnw coz yflhzfj zo {ov,

fzg# ^hw df zdkcekcn zdfwf zdkcnw hlocn ~kzd {ov, {ovy gdhcnkcn zdovndzw hcj

hgzkocw? Zdf dhky oc zdf ihge om {ovy cfge wzooj vp# [ov ~hczfj yfwz bowz om hll#

[ov ~hczfj cozdkcn ivz pfhgf#

Hyf {ov avjnkcn dkb? Ihjl{? Co# Kz kw h jvll wzyfcnzd lkef h zovgd oc h wdovljfy#

Coz pyfwwkcn oc ivz jkwbkwwfj# Whlz oc h chpekc# Zdhz ekcj om zdkcn#

[ov eco~, wobfzdkcn {ov jkjc.z lkef ivz {ov joc.z wh{ wo# Moynozzfc lkef h dkwzoy{

kw moynozzfc ~dfc zdfyf.w ocl{ h lkcf kc zdf iooe# Co ftpyfwwkoc zo effp kz kc# Cozdkcn

kczfyfwzkcn zo opfc zo#

Df kw lkef zdhz‚ioykcn zo zdkce hiovz {fz {ov jo, ovz om {ovy wdk}fyw, {ovy phlf

mhgf cfy}ovw kc zdf wpozlkndz# [ov zdkce bvyjfyfyw hyf lkef zdkw‚~hczkcn nloy{ ovz

om wkc hcj oppyfwwkoc# ^hczkcn powzdvbovw lkmf# [ov hyf jfzfybkcfj coz zo nk}f dkb

zdkw ekcj om lkmf# Coy zdhz ekcj om nloy{#

Zdhz.w ~d{ {ov kncoyf dkb hll dkw jh{w ~kzd {ov# Ghc {ov effp zdkw vp? Zdkw

goljcfww {ov iykcn vp myob dkw wzhyfw‚h bktzvyf om doz hcj golj‚h ifhvz{

jfyhcnfj# Jfzfybkcfj zo jkwzhcgf dkb myob {ovy zkbkjkz{ hcj lkndz#

Wo bvgd kw hz wzhef dfyf# H nooj ckndz.w wlffp, h jh{ om yfwz hcj moyzvcf#

F}fy{zdkcn h nooj lkmf kw moy# [ov.yf coz nk}kcn zdkw vp# Coz oc dkw lkmf# Coz oc {ovyw#

[ov hyf kc h xvhcjhy{# Co, {ov hyf moygfj zo nykc hcj ifhy kz# Co~ {ov.yf co

locnfy dkjkcn myob {ovy mykfcjw# Oy {ovy dvwihcj# Zdf{ eco~# Hll om zdfb# [fz

govlj jo cozdkcn hiovz kz# Joviz kw f}fy pyfwfcz5 joviz kw pyfmfyyfj#

[ov joc.z ftpfgz zdkw# Zdhz f}fc {ovy mhbkl{ wdovlj joviz {ov# [ov gobf dobf zo

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h plhgf mvll om zdf hggkjfczw om mhkzd# Df kw hbocn zdf pkfgfw zdf{ pkgefj vp hcj zdyf~

kczo zdf wfh, hgeco~lfjnkcn cozdkcn myob {ov# Cozdkcn ~oyzd h wfgocj looe#

Zdf{ wff cozdkcn om zdf ploz hcj }hlvf om dkw oppyfwwk}f nlhcgfw# Zdf{ zdkce df kw

dhyblfww, h bhc ~kzdovz h phwz# Ivz {ov eco~ ifzzfy# Co~ {ov hyf mfflkcn dkw iyfhzd

oc {ov# Df cf}fy noz zdhz glowf ivz km cozdkcn kw jocf, df f}fczvhll{ ~kll#

H iyfhzd kw h lk}kcn moygf# Wobfzdkcn {ov cffj zo glhkb zo lfz dkb yfhlkwf dkw mhvlzw#

Zdhz df kw gykbkchl kc dkw bkcj hcj hgzkoc# Zdhz {ov hyf hlk}f hcj zdhz df kw zoo#

[ov dopf df wzkll dhw h bkcj zdhz ~kll vcjfywzhcj zdkw# Zdhz df kw wzkll h bhc ~kzd h

gocwgkfcgf, ~kzd boyhlkz{# Pfydhpw {ov hyf zhlekcn zo zdf booc# Pfydhpw df ~kll

moyf}fy if h zdyfhz zo {ov# Ivz {ov ghc.z nk}f vp# Zdfyf.w cozdkcn zo nk}f vp# Df

ghbf zo {ov, coz zdf ozdfy ~h{ hyovcj# Df jkwzvyiw {ov# Dkw hgzkocw jo#

Zdf cftz ~ffe, zdf pdocf ykcnw hcj {ov hcw~fy kz# Coioj{ kw zdfyf# Kz ykcnw hnhkc

moy wkt boyf zkbfw# Mkchll{, oc zdf wf}fczd zkbf, {ov wh{, “^do.w zdfyf? Wpfhe vp#‒

Kz kw h wklfcgf zdhz gyffpw vp oc {ov# Lkef wobf hmmlkgzkoc zdyo~c hwkjf hcj kw co~

dhvczkcn {ov#

“^do kw kz?‒

Hcj {ov ~hcz zo no o}fy zo dkw dovwf hcj wdovz hz dkb, “Wpfhe vp#‒

[ov hyf hlocf kc zdf dovwf# Df wffbw zo eco~ ~dfc {ov hyf hlocf hcj ~dfc {ov

hyf coz# [ov ykcn {ovy dvwihcj hcj zfll dkb ~dhz dhppfcfj# Df wh{w, “If hlfyz zo

~do kw hyovcj zdf dovwf# If ghyfmvl#‒

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[ov wdk}fy hnhkc kc zdf golj# Kz kw coz f}fc ckndz {fz hcj zdf jhye kw dhvczkcn {ov

lkef locflkcfww#

Mkchll{, {ov ghll vp {ovy mykfcj hcj wh{ {ov cffj zo zhle# Km {ov zy{ zo zhle zo

wobfocf, df bh{ if lfww jhykcn hcj pyoihil{ lfh}f {ov hlocf, moy zockndz#

Ivz wklfcgf dhw cf}fy iffc wo hvzocobovw, wo hcoc{bovw# ^dhz ~f govlj dkjf

vcjfy kz# ^dhz wlkpw zdyovnd kz? ^dhz jfwkyfw kz? Wklfcgf dhw coz mhklfj {ov# Ivz df

kw {fz zdfyf# Ovz zdfyf wobf plhgf iyfhzdkcn kc wklfcgf# Pyoihil{ jfwkykcn {ovy }okgf#

Zdf zdovndz gyffpw {ov ovz hw wklfcgf jofwc.z#

Dkw }okgf kw oyjkchy{# Coz gyffp{# Lo~ ivz coz nyhkc{# H womz lo~# Wboozd moy kzw

whef hcj {ovyw# Wo {ov govlj coz if jfwkyfj zdkw ~h{# F}fy{zdkcn hiovz dkb kw

oyjkchy{# Km df ~fyf coz jokcn zdfwf zdkcnw zo {ov, hc{ocf ~ovlj zdkce dkb nfczlf hcj

wopdkwzkghzfj# [fz {ov mkcj dkb oyjkchy{ moy wobf yfhwoc#

Zdf jh{ fcjw ~kzd {ov l{kcn glowfy zo {ovy dvwihcj, doljkcn oczo dkw hyb, dkw

hyb wzyocnfy zdhc {ovyw# [ov dopf zdf ocf ~do jfwkyfw {ov ~kll lfh}f {ov zo

{ovywfl}fw, ~kll gobf zo dkw wfcwfw# Eco~ zdhz zdfyf kw cozdkcn zdhz govlj if jocf#

[ov hyf wfz kc {ovy ~h{w, {ov hyf lo}fj hcj hlyfhj{ zhefc# Dkw lkmf wffbw zo dhcn kc

zdf ihlhcgf ~dfyf {ov hyf zkppkcn zdf wghlfw# Df wffbw zo zdkce df ghccoz lk}f

~kzdovz {ov# Zdfyf, {ov hyf bkwzhefc# Df zdkcew {ov ghccoz lk}f ~kzdovz dkb# Hcj

zdvw, {ov w~fhy omm zdf jhcnfy hcj lfh}f dkb zo dkw mhvlzw#

Do~ kc lo}f {ov hyf ~kzd {ovy dvwihcj# Zdkw iykcnw {ov f}fy glowfy zo fhgd ozdfy#

Lo}f bvlzkplkfw lo}f# Hmzfy mfhy dhw hggowzfj kz# Lo}f kw nfczlf hcj jfwkyovw hmzfy

mfhy# Lo}f kw yflkfm# Mhy nfczlfy zdhc jfwkyf {fz kw jfwkyfj#

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[ov bfz {ovy dvwihcj kc h iooewzoyf# Mocjl{ fcovnd, kc zdf pofzy{ wfgzkoc

yfhjkcn Yklef# [ov dhjc.z eco~c do~ ftgkzkcn kz ~hw zo yfhj pofzy{ zdfc# Pofzy{ zo

{ov ~hw jvll hcj wfykovw# Ivz df opfcfj vp {ovy bkcj zo kzw dvbhccfww# Kzw mhgzoy kc

lkmf# Zo zdhce dkb, {ov pvll dkw hyb glowfy zo {ov# Hcj pvz {ovy dfhj oc dkw gdfwz#

[ov joc.z eco~ ~dhz kz kw ivz pofzy{ dhw ifgobf zdkw jhye fcknbh hnhkc hmzfy

{ovy mykfcj whkj zdhz zdf nv{ kw h pyomfwwoy om pofzy{# [ov noz kz ykndz# Kz ~hw pofzy{#

[ov ~fcz golj moy h wfgocj oy z~o ~dfc {ov dfhyj zdhz#

Kz kw lkef yflfhwkcn wobfzdkcn myob h iykjnf, h wzocf oy h lkmf, hcj ~hzgdkcn kz dkz

zdf ~hzfy, oy zdf yohj# Fkzdfy ~h{, {ov lowf kz zo zdf flfbfczw# Ifhvz{ dhw nocf

jffpfy i{ zdf zkbf {ov zdkce {ov.}f lowz kz# ^dhz {ovy lkmf dhw iffc lkef wkcgf {ov

bfz {ovy dvwihcj# Hcj co~, {ovy wzhlefy kw yvkckcn kz moy hll# Df zykfw zo ifgobf

{ovy bfboy{ {fz kw moynozzfc# Dkw jfwpfyhzkoc lk}fw ~kzd {ov#

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Gdhpzfy 7

Zdhz ckndz, {ov dh}f h nyfhz zkbf ~kzd {ovy dvwihcj# Kz kwc.z lkef hc{ ozdfy ckndz#

[ov yflfhwf wobfzdkcn‚zfcwkoc, lo}f, hnoc{# ^dhzf}fy dhw iffc nokcn oc zdf phwz

boczdw, {ov moynfz# ^dhzf}fy dhw iffc kbpkcnkcn oc {ovy lkmf, {ov pvwd kz h~h{#

Wobfzdkcn lkef zdkw, ocl{ h gvyf om zonfzdfycfww kw cffjfj#

Hcj kc zdf boyckcn, hmzfy lo}f, {ov dfhy wobfzdkcn ovzwkjf, lkef wobfocf wdovzkcn

hz h gdklj# “Joc.z jo zdkw( [ov.yf gyhq{#‒

[ov lfhc ifwkjf zdf gvyzhkcw zo zhef h looe, phyzkcn zdf gvyzhkcw zo wff km {ov ghc

wff hc{zdkcn# Cozdkcn# Ivz zdf }okgf, h bhlf }okgf, wzkll wdovzkcn, wobfzkbfw

ftplfzk}fw, wobfzkbfw wvjjfcl{ womz, ghlbkcn jo~c, ocl{ zo wzhyz vp hnhkc#

Ivz kz jofwc.z yhzzlf {ov zdkw zkbf, zdf gobbozkoc ovzwkjf# Zdkw boyckcn, {ov hyf

h cf~ pfywoc# [ov hyf iyh}f f}fc# [ov yfwol}f zo if iyh}f ~kzd dkb zoo# Zo looe

dkb kc zdf f{f hcj wh{, ‒Plfhwf nfz h~h{ myob bf#‒

[ov lkef zo zy{ zdkw oc dkb# K ~hcz cozdkcn myob {ov# Wzop zdkw cocwfcwf#

[ov no zo gdhcnf hcj wff zdhz zdf glozdfw kcwkjf zdf glowfz hyf hll avbilfj vp# Zdkw

jofwc.z jfzfy {ov# [ov avwz wknd hcj pvz zdf glozdfw hykndz# Hcj {ov looe moy {ovy

yfj wdkyz# [ov ghc.z mkcj kz# [ov ghll zo {ovy dvwihcj ivz df kw ivw{ gdhcnkcn zoo#

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Wvjjfcl{, {ov hyf wghyfj hnhkc# Df.w iffc kc {ovy dovwf# Pyoihil{ f}fc wzolf

{ovy wdkyz ~dklf {ov ~fyf h~h{#

^d{ jofw df jo zdkw? [ov zdkce om zfllkcn {ovy dvwihcj ivz oc wfgocj zdovndz

jyoppfj zdf ~dolf zdkcn# [ov wdovlj dh}f zhefc h pdozo om zdf glowfz kc jkwhyyh{ hw

f}kjfcgf ivz f}fc zdkw {ov pvz h~h{# Pfydhpw {ov hyf gobbkwfyhzkcn ~kzd dkb,

zdkcekcn df bvwz dh}f dhj h dhyj lkmf#

K bvwzc.z if zoo nfczlf ~kzd dkb# K bvwz jo wobfzdkcn#

^dfc {ovy mykfcj ghllw zo hwe {ov do~ {ov.}f iffc, {ov lfz ovz h cfy}ovw lhvnd,

“Df.w wzkll jokcn kz# K joc.z eco~ ~dhz zo jo#‒

Wdf kc}kzfw {ov zo dfy plhgf# [ov yflvgzhczl{ wh{ {fw# Wkcgf df wdo~fj vp {ov.}f

wpfcz h loz om zkbf hlocf zdkcekcn hcj mfhykcn# Hcj cfnlfgzfj {ovy mykfcj#

^dhz ~hw kz pfoplf wh{? Nk}f zdfb hc kcgd hcj zdf{ ~kll ~hcz zo nhkc h mooz#

[ov hyf phwz mfhy co~ hcj kczo dklhykz{# Coz hmyhkj ivz phwz hmyhkj# Kw zdkw

govyhnf oy wzvpkjkz{, pvzzkcn vp ~kzd dkb?

F}fc {ovy dvwihcj kw lhvndkcn#

Wdovlj K kncoyf dkb lkef zdkw? Df bh{ zdkce co hcw~fy kw nooj# Co kw nooj# [ov

~hcz zo avwz lfh}f zdkw plhgf hcj no wobf~dfyf df ghc.z mkcj {ov#

[ov ghccoz jkwhppokcz dkb‚f}fy{zdkcn {ov jo df zvycw kczo wobfzdkcn zo lo}f#

[ov ghc jo co ~yocn# [fz df kw pvwdkcn {ov kczo h goycfy# Df ~hczw {ov zo wvmmfy

ifghvwf {ov jfmfcj {ovywflm# Ifghvwf {ov hyf wzkll hczhnockwzkg zo dkb#

Zdf polkgf whkj {ov wdovlj wh{ co }fyihll{ zo dkb# [ov.ll jo zdhz cftz zkbf df

wdo~w dkbwflm# Wo zdf{ govlj jo wobfzdkcn, govlj dflp {ov pvz dkb h~h{#

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[ov hyf ~ykzkcn kc {ovy cozfiooe zdf gyhq{ zdkcnw df.w jokcn zo {ov# H cozfiooe

wpfgkmkghll{ moy zdkw# Zdf jhzf hcj zkbf hw ifwz {ov yfbfbify# Hcj ~dhzf}fy df jofw#

Dopf zdkw dflpw#

Hz {ovy mykfcj.w dovwf, df gobfw vp kc zdf goc}fywhzkoc hnhkc# [ov zhle hiovz

cozdkcn flwf# Df kw cf~w hcj dfhjlkcf#

Wdf kw aoekcn f}fc# “Lfz.w hzzhge dkb kcwzfhj#‒

[ov hyf wfykovw# [ov ghc.z zvyc zdkw kczo h aoef# Ivz {ov hyf nyhzfmvl moy zdf

gobphc{‚{ovy mykfcj.w#

“H{# K ghc.z wlffp hz ckndz# K ghc.z zdkce om hc{zdkcn flwf#‒

“Wddd# [ov bvwz jo wobfzdkcn hiovz kz# Joc.z lfz zdkw o}fy~dflb {ov hc{boyf

zdhc kz dhw#‒

“Jo ~dhz? K.}f zykfj f}fy{zdkcn###kncoykcn dkb###‒

“^dhz jkj zdf polkgf wh{?###[ov wdovlj wh{ co zo dkb ocgf hcj cf}fy jfhl ~kzd

dkb hnhkc##Zdfc zdf{ govlj jo wobfzdkcn hiovz kz?‒

[ov coj# [ov hyf wo wlffp{#

“Lfz.w dopf kz nofw h~h{ i{ kzwflm# Zdhz {ov joc.z cffj zo gocmyocz dkb#‒

“Df ~hw kc b{ dovwf# Od jfhy#‒

“OE# Lfz.w zhle hiovz do~ ~f govlj jfhl ~kzd kz#‒

“Co, ~f.}f zykfj zdhz ifmoyf# K ocl{ nfz boyf hctkovw#‒

“Do~ locn dhw zdkw iffc nokcn oc? Boczdw? H mf~ boczdw?‒

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“Hiovz z~o boczdw# Kz noz ~fkyj hiovz lhwz ~ffe ~dfc df zhbpfyfj ~kzd b{

glozdfw# Hcj zdf pdocf# Df ghllfj bf vp wf}fc zkbfw kc h yo~#‒

“Hyf {ov wvyf kz ~hw dkb?‒

[ov coj hnhkc#

“Effp zhekcn cozfw# K zdkce zdhz dflpw h loz#‒

“Cozdkcn ~f govlj jo moy co~, fd?‒

Kz.w dfy zvyc zo coj#

[ov mffl {ovy glozdfw glkcnkcn zo {ov‚kz kw wo doz, {ov hyf wo zkyfj om zdkw#

^dfc {ov hyf dobf, f}fy{zdkcn kw kc oyjfy# Co wvypykwfw# Cozdkcn vczo~hyj, moy

co~# Ftgfpz zdfyf kw h bfwwhnf oc zdf zflfpdocf# Kz.w myob dkb# Df.w hwekcn {ov km

{ov.yf myff zoboyyo~ f}fckcn# Zdfyf.w h pofzy{ yfhjkcn i{ h chzkochll{ yfco~cfj

pofz#

[ov hyf hcny{, wo hcny{# Do~ govlj df jo zdkw? Hgz hw km cozdkcn kw ~yocn# [ov

jkjc.z f}fc nk}f dkb {ovy pdocf cvbify, oy moy zdhz bhzzfy, {ovy hjjyfww# [ov hyf wo

hcny{, {ov ihcn {ovy mkwz oc zdf ekzgdfc govczfy#

Co~ df.w nokcn zo wh{ zdhz {ov eco~ fhgd ozdfy, zdhz cozdkcn.w ~yocn# Df kwc.z

wzhlekcn {ov#

[ovy dhcj moybfj h mkwz ifwkjf {ov#

Ivz pfydhpw zdkw kw zdf gdhcgf zo wh{ co# Zfll dkb zdhz {ov joc.z f}fy ~hcz zo dfhy

myob, oy wff dkb hnhkc#

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[ov dopf zdkw ~kll ~oye# Zdhz df ~kll wzop# Wo {ov govlj dh}f {ovy lkmf ihge# Zo

if myff om dkb, zdhz kw {ovy nohl# [ov dh}f cf}fy ~hczfj wobfzdkcn wo ihjl{ kc {ovy

lkmf# Myffjob kw avwz hyovcj zdf goycfy, {ov zdkce# [ov.j iffc myff hll {ovy lkmf

ifmoyf df ghbf hlocn hcj {ov jkj coz eco~ kz# [ov w~fhy, {ov.ll gflfiyhzf hmzfy zdkw#

Hmzfy yfnhkckcn {ovy myffjob# Lkmf ~kzd dkb hyovcj kw lkef wfcwkcn h phky om f{fw oc

{ov hll zdf zkbf# Zo if looefj hz# Zo if zolfyhzfj# Dkb# [ov zolfyhzfj dkb ifmoyf ivz

co~ {ov ghccoz# Co~ {ov hyf olj# [ov hyf ifhzfc i{ h ~fkndz om {fhyw hcj {fhyw#

Lkef ilogew mhllkcn oc zop om {ov# Zdkw kw ~dhz kz.w lkef zo if kc pykwoc, {ov zdkce# Hc

fbozkochl pykwoc# Zo dh}f wobfocf {ov dhzf lo}f {ov, zdhz kw zdf ~oywz ekcj om

yflhzkocwdkp {ov govlj dh}f# Hcj {ov dh}f co gdokgf kc zdf bhzzfy# ^dkgd bhefw kz

~oywz zdhc ~oywz#

Moy dkb zo glhkb {ov lkef zdhz, {ov jfc{ dkb#

Wo, {ov pkge vp zdf pdocf hcj ghll dkb#

“Dfllo#‒

“Dfllo# Plfhwf jo coz ghll bf vp hnhkc# K.b coz kczfyfwzfj#‒

Df ~hw zhefc hihge# Df jofwc.z ftpfgz zdkw mkybcfww myob {ov#

“OE, K avwz zdovndz###‒

“Co, {ov joc.z vcjfywzhcj# K whkj jo coz ghll bf vp hnhkc#‒

Df kw xvkfz, df kw iyfhzdkcn dhyj# Ivz jofwc.z hcw~fy {ov#

“I{f#‒ Zdf mkchlkz{ om kz# ^kzd dopf dhcnkcn oc zo zdkw ocf ~oyj###

Zdfc {ov pvz zdf yfgfk}fy jo~c hcj iyfhzdf jffpl{, hw jffpl{ hw wobfocf ~do.w

avwz iffc wh}fj# ^do dhw yfnhkcfj mhkzd kc dfy wkzvhzkoc#

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Gdhpzfy :

Kz jofwc.z lhwz locn, zdf pfhgf# Df effpw ghllkcn {ov vp# Kz gobfw zo h pokcz ~dfc

{ov lfz {ovy dvwihcj hcw~fy zdf pdocf#

[ov wknd hnhkc hcj bhef vp {ovy bkcj zo zfll zdf polkgf hiovz ~dhz {ov.}f iffc

nokcn zdyovnd moy zdf phwz ~ffew hcj boczdw co~#

Pyfzz{ wooc, df kw f}fc kc {ovy kciot#

[ov dh}f zo zfll dkb mhgf zo mhgf, {ov zfll {ovy dvwihcj# Bh{if zdhz ~kll wzop dkb#

[ov yfwol}f zo jo kz# Ivz ~kll df nk}f {ov h gdhcgf zo yfafgz dkb? [ov yfhj

wobf~dfyf zdhz pfoplf lkef zdkw joc.z zdkce zdfky }kgzkbw ~hcz cozdkcn zo jo ~kzd

zdfb# Hc{ wbhll glvf zdf{ ~kll yfhj hw h powkzk}f hcw~fy, hw h ghll zdhz wdf lkefw dkb#

Hw h yfhwoc df kw lkefj# Hw f}kjfcgf om lo}f ~dfyf zdfyf kw yfhll{ avwz dhzyfj hcj

hnkzhzkoc#

Zdfyf.w f}fc ocf wkzf ~dkgd jfwgykifw h ~obhc ~do wdo~fj zdf pfypfzyhzoy dfy

~fjjkcn ykcn# Ivz df yfhj kz hw zdf ~obhc ~hczkcn dkb, zdhz wdf ~hczfj dkb kc wpkzf

om dfy ifkcn bhyykfj(

[ov dh}f zo zdkce lkef df jofw# [ov dh}f zo mkndz dkb zdhz ~h{# Zo kncoyf dkb kw

wzkll zdf ifwz hgzkoc {ov govlj zhef#

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Dkw kw h bkcj zdhz jkwzvyiw# [ov ~hcz zo effp zdkw, yfbfbify zdkw#

[ovy cfge kw woyf hcj wzkmm myob yfwfhygdkcn oc zdf kczfycfz hiovz wzhlekcn# [ov

cffj zo if hlfyz zo dkw wkncw# Do~ df kw plh{kcn {ov, fzg# Ivz nfcfyhll{, zdf wkzfw

hj}kgf {ov zo kncoyf hcj wh{ co zo dkb# [ov.}f whkj co# Co~ {ov hyf avwz ~hkzkcn moy

zdf oppoyzvckz{ zo nfz dkb, zo kyykzhzf dkb# F}fc ~dfc {ov hyf jokcn zdkw, df wffbw zo

if effpkcn dkw gool# Df kw h phzkfcz bhc, {ov zdkce# Do~ locn ~kll zdkw no oc# Zkbf

wzyfzgdfw wo locn co~ {ov govlj if gocwkjfyfj phzkfcz#

Kz kw h ghz hcj bovwf nhbf# H dkjf hcj wffe#

[ov.}f gdhcnfj {ovy bkcj‚df kwc.z nokcn zo wzop wzhlekcn {ov i{ dkbwflm#

Zdyovnd {ovy yfwfhygd, {ov.}f cozkgfj zdhz pfoplf lkef zdkw ~oc.z wvjjfcl{ wzop#

Hcj df kw wfz kc dkw ~h{w, {ov zdkce#

Jofw df dh}f ozdfy }kgzkbw?, {ov ~ocjfy# Pyoihil{ coz#

Km df dhw, zdf ozdfy }kgzkbw hyf powwkil{ kncoykcn dkb hcj pvzzkcn vp ~kzd dkw

kcwkwzfcgf# Df kw zfyykilf kc kcwkwzfcgf# Df kw zdf ghvwf om bhc{ pfoplf.w mfhyw avwz i{

ifkcn dkbwflm#

Hll zdkw kw gocafgzvyf# [ov joc.z yfhll{ eco~#

Zo gocgfczyhzf oc zdf mhgzw, zdhz.w ~dhz {ov kczfcj zo jo# Do~ bhc{ zkbfw dhw df

ghllfj5 do~ bhc{ zkbfw dhw if fbhklfj {ov5 do~ bhc{ zkbfw dh}f {ov zhlefj kc

pfywoc5 do~ bhc{ wzyhcnf pdocf ghllw, bfwwhnfw, lfzzfyw {ov.}f yfgfk}fj# [ov hyf

effpkcn h yfgoyj om hll om zdkw# [ov hyf hc hbhzfvy polkgf~obhc# [ov wbklf h lkzzlf hz

zdkw zo wzh}f omm zdf hctkfz{, zdf ~hkzkcn# Moy {ov.}f zooe zo ~hkzkcn moy dkb zo

wzvbilf hcj goczhgz {ov# Zdkw kw ihj ivz ~dhz ghc {ov jo? [ov ghccoz pyfzfcj {ov

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hyf OE# [ov hyf f}fy{jh{ wo cfy}ovw hcj yhzzlfj {ov ghccoz jo bvgd kc {ovy ~oye#

[ov.}f wzoppfj ~oye moy co~# [ovy myfflhcgf aoi#

[ov zdkce pfydhpw df ~kll if ~hy{ co~ om lfh}kcn hc{ f}kjfcgf lkef lfzzfyw oy pdocf

ghllw# Kz ~ovlj if zoo fhw{ moy dkb# Wo {ov hyf ~oyykfj df ~kll wdo~ vp kc vclkefl{

plhgfw hcj lfh}f doyyoy wzoykfw om {ovy bffzkcnw# Do~ jo {ov gopf ~kzd zdhz?

[ov hyf hlwo wzh{kcn hz dobf boyf omzfc co~# Wvigocwgkovwl{, {ov zdkce dkb

jhcnfyovw hcj hybfj# Zo if ovz zdfyf hcj ykwe “ivbpkcn‒ kczo dkb, {ov yfnyfz zdkw

dhw goczyollfj {ovy myffjob, {ovy lkmf#

^dhz km {ov hgz hw km cozdkcn kw dhppfckcn? ôvlj zdhz iflkzzlf dkw wfcwf om pykjf

hcj hgdkf}fbfcz? [ov hyf h~hyf zdhz pfoplf lkef zdkw hyf }fy{ gocwgkovw om ~do dhw

zdf vppfy dhcj, ~do kw goczyollkcn ~dob# Zdf{ nfz fhwkl{ ommfcjfj ~dfc kncoyfj,

fwpfgkhll{ kc pvilkg# Zdkw kw ~dhz {ov yfbkcj {ovywflm# Zo hgz hw km kz.w coybhl, hw km

df kw co zdyfhz, zdhz {ov ghc dhcjlf kz, hcj hyf dhcjlkcn kz ~fll#

Zo if kc pvilkg plhgfw, ocf polkgfbhc zolj {ov, zdkw kw h whmfz{ bfhwvyf# Df ghc.z

jo bvgd ~dfc {ov hyf kc h gyo~j wvyyovcjfj i{ pfoplf# Pfoplf ~do ~ovlj gobf zo

{ovy yfwgvf km df jofw hc{zdkcn wzvpkj#

Jofw df zdkce hiovz nfzzkcn ghvndz? Hz hll? Zdkw wffbw lkef hc kbpoyzhcz

xvfwzkoc# Ifghvwf km df jofwc.z, zdfc cozdkcn ~kll pyozfgz {ov# ^dhz kw dkw lf}fl om

gobmoyz? Jofw df ghyf hiovz dkw yfpvzhzkoc, dkw myffjob?

Kz kw nfzzkcn ~oywf# Df.w wzhyzkcn zo lowf goczyol, {ov zdkce# Df kw h jhcnfyovw

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bhc#

[ov hwe {ovy mykfcj km df kw wzkll zfhgdkcn# Wdf wh{w {fw# Dkw yfhjkcn bhzfykhl kw

nfzzkcn f}fy boyf jhye hcj ikqhyyf, wdf yfpoyzw#

F}fy boyf wftvhl hcj o}fyz# [ov wdvjjfy hz zdkw# Df wffbw zo if gocwzhczl{

akzzfy{, wdf wh{w, jfwgykikcn dkb wlo~l{ hcj ghyfmvll{ zo {ov#

“Hw km zdf ~dolf glhwwyoob ~fyf h lo}fy oy wobfzdkcn###,‒ wdf phvwfw, looekcn

wfykovwl{ hz {ov# “]fy{ wzyhcnf hcj gyffp{,‒ wdf gocglvjfw#

“Jofw hc{ocf flwf zdkce zdkw om dkb kc glhww?‒

“Coz zdhz K eco~ om# K jkjc.z jkwgvww kz ~kzd hc{ocf# Ivz {ov govlj mffl zdf ~dolf

glhww###Zdf{.yf avwz wzvccfj###hcj pyoihil{ mfflkcn vcgobmoyzhilf#‒

“^dhz hyf {ov wzvj{kcn?‒

“Bojfyc pofzy{# Ivz dkw yfhjkcn bhzfykhl wffbw kchppyopykhzf# Df pyoihil{

~yozf zdowf pofbw dkbwflm#‒

[ov hyf wfykovw co~ hcj mfflkcn f}fy lfww hggobbojhzkcn zo zdf mhgz zdhz df kw h

pofzy{ pyomfwwoy# Zdf nv{ kw h ~fkyjo#

“Jo {ov zdkce df kw kcwhcf?‒

“[fw, K zdkce df kw#‒

[ov iozd hnyff# Kz jofwc.z bhzzfy co~ ~do whkj ~dhz# Zdf pokcz kw zdhz {ov hcj

{ovy mykfcj zdkce df kw h moygf zo if yfgeocfj ~kzd# H bowz jhcnfyovw hcj phzdfzkg

bhc# Pofzy{ oy co pofzy{, df kw zdfyf yvkckcn {ovy lkmf# Kcwkjf {ovy dfhj, jhyel{

kcwkjkovw#

F}fc km df jofwc.z jo hc{zdkcn zo {ov myob zdhz zkbf oc, zdf jhbhnf dhw iffc

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jocf# [ov hyf co locnfy myff‚{ov dh}f iffc dflj dowzhnf zo dkw plhc, dkw kcoyjkchzf

~h{ om zdkcekcn, dkw phwwkoc ioyjfykcn oc lvwz, dkw dfhj iyfhekcn kczo {ovyw kc mfhy#

^d{ jo K jfwfy}f zdkw? [ov effp hwekcn zo co ocf kc phyzkgvlhy, zo Noj, zo Dkw

pyo}kjfcgf {ov hyf ifnkcckcn zo joviz ifghvwf om zdf hgzkocw om zdkw bhc jf}okj om

fbphzd{, om zdkw bhc f}fy kc myocz om {ov kc {ovy zfyyoyw# Zdkw bhc ~do kw zdf ghvwf

om wo bvgd wlffplfwwcfww# [ov ~hcz zo zdyo~ dkb h ckndzbhyf oy z~o zo wklfcgf dkb#

Lfz dkb eco~ {ov hyf h lk}kcn iyfhzdkcn dvbhc ifkcn, coz wobf joll zo plh{ ~kzd# Df

ghccoz ~yhp dkw hybw hyovcj {ov5 df ghccoz zhle ~kzd {ov5 df ghccoz looe kczo {ovy

f{fw5 df ghccoz f}fy lo}f {ov#

[ov ~hcz zo lfz dkb eco~ zdfwf zdkcnw# Hio}f hll#

[ov ghccoz zfhgd dkb zdfwf zdkcnw# Whjl{# Df dhw nocf zo hcozdfy ~oylj# H ~oylj

~dfyf pfoplf hyf oiafgzw zo if wvijvfj, zo if pkzkfj# Pfydhpw df pkzkfw {ov boyf zdhc

{ov pkz{ dkb#

[ov ~ovljc.z ~hcz zo if kc h powkzkoc zo eco~ ~dhz df.w zdkcekcn oy mfflkcn# [ov

hyf pyfphyfj zo dhzf dkw hgzkocw# Fbphzd{ kw if{ocj {ov co~# Wobfocf dhw zo jyh~

zdf lkcf ifz~ffc gykbkchl ifdh}kovy hcj coybhl hgzkocw# ^dhzf}fy dkw dkwzoy{‚

hivwf, kczolfyhcgf, wvmmfykcnw‚{ov nk}f vp vcjfywzhcjkcn kz# Df dhw zo if

yfwpocwkilf# Coioj{ flwf ghc if moy dkb#

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Gdhpzfy 6

^dfc {ov hyf dobf, {ov wkz oc {ovy womh, wzyfzgdkcn {ovy lfnw, mfflkcn ftdhvwzfj#

Df ftdhvwzw {ov# Dkw mfhywobf mhgf, dkw hgzkocw ~kzdovz lfwwoc#

Zvyckcn oc zdf Z], {ov zy{ zo yflht ivz ghc.z# F}fy{ pyonyhb kw wdhllo~ hcj

yflfczlfww# Hw km pokczkcn zo {ovy dopflfwwcfww#

Zdfc {ov dfhy h polkgf wkyfc# Zdhz.w ojj# Kz kw coz f}fc ckndz# Kc zdkw phyz om

zo~c, {ov yhyfl{ dfhy wkyfcw# Zdf{ wffb zo gobf myob dfyf, }fy{ cfhy dfyf#

[ov hyf coz hmyhkj hc{boyf ivz wzkll ghc.z yflht# [ov jfgkjf zo lkf jo~c hcj yfwz h

lkzzlf ifmoyf {ovy dvwihcj gobfw dobf#

[ov wknd hcj mhll hwlffp#

Zdkw zkbf zdf jyfhbw hyf coz wo }k}kj hcj wghy{# [ov jyfhb om {ovy dvwihcj, do~

w~ffz hcj zolfyhcz df kw# [ov hyf ovz ~hzgdkcn h bo}kf hiovz wzhyw# [ov wffb zo if

kc h bo}kf dovwf, oy pyoihil{ h plhcfzhykvb# [ov ghc.z zfll jvykcn zdf jyfhb#

Looekcn hio}f {ov, h wzhy wdkcfw wo iykndz kz kw lkef zdf wvc, {ov ilkce ~dfc kzw lkndz

gobfw zo~hyjw {ov#

Dhppkcfww kw movcj dfyf# Kcavyfj i{ mfhy ivz co~ yfzvyckcn f}fy wzyocnl{ f}fc hw

wzyfcnzd kwc.z mvll{ {ovyw#

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[ovy dvwihcj kw zdf wzhy, {ov zdkce# [fw, df kw wzyocn hcj gocwgkovw om dkw wzyfcnzd#

Df kw hlwo ifwkjf {ov kc zdf zdfhzyf# [ov hyf whmf#

[ov ~hef vp wbklkcn hcj mfflkcn {ovy dhky, wboozdkcn kz# Zdf jyfhb yflhtfj {ov

hcj {ov no zo dh}f h nlhww om ~hzfy#

Zdfc zdfyf kw h jooyifll# Pfydhpw kz.w h jflk}fy{# [ov iovndz wobf iooew hcj zdf{

hyf jvf zo hyyk}f co~#

Opfckcn zdf jooy, zdf jflk}fy{ bhc ~h}fw hcj {ov ~h}f ihge, pkgekcn vp zdf

phygfl#

Opfckcn zdf phgehnf, {ov cozkgf zdkw kwc.z ~dhz {ov oyjfyfj# Zdfwf hyf hll pofzy{

iooew# Df bvwz dh}f gdhcnfj {ovy oyjfy wobfdo~#

[ov.yf wo hcny{ hnhkc# Df bhjf wvyf {ov hyf# Hcny{# Zhbpfykcn ~kzd {ovy bhkl

lkef zdhz#

Bh{if df avwz oyjfyfj wobf iooew moy {ov# Bh{if zdf iooew {ov jkj oyjfy hyf

gobkcn kc jvf zkbf#

Jofw kz wh{ kz.w h nkmz? [ov looe hcj wff zdhz zdf phgehnf dhw {ovy chbf oc kz# Co

yfzvyc hjjyfww# Df ~hw pyoihil{ zdf jflk}fy{ bhc ~do ~h}fj hz {ov fhylkfy# Kz ~hw

jhye, cfhyl{ f}fckcn, wo {ov jkjc.z wff dkw mhgf#

Zdfyf ~hw co chbf oc zdf }hc# Co jflk}fy{ wfy}kgf gobphc{ chbf#

Zdf jooy ifll ykcnw hnhkc# [ov zdkce, kz bvwz if dkb hnhkc#

[ov joc.z no zo opfc zdf jooy# [ov zdkce hmzfy zdhz, {ov wdovlj if boyf ghyfmvl#

Hmzfy h lkzzlf ~dklf, {ovy dvwihcj gobfw dobf# Df kw hcny{ lkef {ov ~fyf ~dfc

{ov zfll dkb ~dhz dhppfcfj, zdhz df wdo~fj vp zo nk}f {ov zdf “nkmz#‒

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Ovz om gvykowkz{, {ov opfc h iooe om pofzy{ myob zdf iot# Zdfyf hyf h mf~ iooew

{ov ~ovlj.}f lkefj km zdkw kw h coybhl ftgdhcnf, h coybhl nkmz# Ivz hw kz kw, {ov zyfhz

zdfb ~kzd h cocgdhlhcgf {ov yfwfy}f moy dkb, dkw kcwhcf hj}hcgfw# Zolfyhcz# [ov

zdkce {ov hyf zoo zolfyhcz# Ozdfy pfoplf ~ovlj.}f ghllfj zdf polkgf i{ co~#

Ivz kz dhppfcw# [ovy dvwihcj hggobphckfw {ov zo zdf polkgf wzhzkoc# [ov iykcn zdf

iot hcj hll zdf lfzzfyw df nh}f {ov, fbhkl, hcj zdf cozfiooe {ov ~yozf kc lkwzkcn hll

zdhz dh}f dhppfcfj zdf phwz z~o boczdw# Jfwgykikcn zdf jflk}fy{ bhc zo zdf polkgf,

{ov ~hzgd zdfb fczfy zdf jfwgykpzkoc kczo {ovy yfpoyz# Wobfzdkcn lkef dopf govplfj

~kzd dopflfwwcfww fczfy {ovy wpkykz#

Zdf polkgf hyf whzkwmkfj ~kzd {ovy yfpoyz ivz wh{ zdhz {ov wdovlj zhef boyf cozfw,

pfydhpw f}fc nfz dkw pkgzvyf km df wdo~fj vp lkef zdhz hnhkc# Zdhz ~ovlj if f}kjfcgf

fcovnd# Zdf pyoilfb co~ kw, zdf{ ghccoz hggvwf dkb om zdf gykbfw {ov hyf

wvnnfwzkcn dfyf# Co dhyj f}kjfcgf#

“Ivz kwc.z zdf mhgz zdhz df nh}f bf zdowf iooew f}kjfcgf fcovnd?‒

“Co, zdfyf.w wzkll co jkyfgz lkce zo dkb#‒

“^dhz bvwz ~f dh}f kc oyjfy zo hyyfwz dkb?‒

“^f.yf coz wvyf#‒

Zdkw effpw {ov kc lkbio# [ovy ~dolf lkmf wzopw moy dkb, {ov zdkce# Df dhw dhj

fcovnd om {ovy phzkfcgf, {ovy gk}klkz{#

Kz.w zkbf zo ihzzlf kz ovz ~kzd dkb# Zo zfll dkb wvyfl{ zdhz df dhw ~yocnfj {ov hcj

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zdhz {ov cffj zo mkndz dkb# Zdf ckndz kw yfzvyckcn dkw mh}ovyw zo {ov# ^dhz mh}ovyw?

Zdfwf hyf hll zyovilf moy {ov# Zyovilf#

Ocgf hnhkc, {ov no dobf# Kz kw lkef hll zdf zkbfw {ov hyf kc dh}f lfmz {ov zo

{ovywflm# Kcjknchcz, {ov lfz wklfcgf pyh{ moy {ov# Gocmvwfj ~kzd do~ zo gdhcnf hmzfy

zdhz# Hmzfycoocw gobkcn zo {ov lkef cfgfwwkz{# F}fckcnw, ~fll, f}fckcnw hyyk}f lkef

zyfhwvyfw# [ov lhvnd zdkcekcn kyockghll{, iflkf}kcn kc cozdkcn {ov.}f iffc zhvndz#

Avwz if iyh}f, {ov hwwvyf {ovywflm# If iyh}f#

Ivz {ov joc.z ~hcz zo if h dfyo# Co# [ov avwz ~hcz zo if ykj om zdkw wvwpfcwf# Zoo

bvgd om kz ghc ghvwf ghcgfy# Ghc iykcn {ov jo~c#

^hzgdkcn bo}kfw, {ov mffl cozdkcn ivz zdhz {ovy lkmf dhw boyf jyhbh zdhc hll

jyhbhw pvz zonfzdfy#

[ov mffl }kolhzfj fbozkochll{‚do~ dkw f{fw wzkll ivyc kczo {ovyw kc bfboy{# Do~

wkll{ hll zdkw kw# [ov hyf zfbpzfj zo no wobf~dfyf jfgfcz, wobf~dfyf {ov govlj if

{ovywflm, lk}kcn zdf lkmf {ov ~hcz# Coz kc h wzyhkzahgefz lkef co~# [ov hyf zdf bhj ocf

kz wffbw, oy zdf ocf ~hczkcn bowz zo if lkifyhzfj#

Iflkfm mkndzkcn ~kzd iflkfm# H ~dolfwobfcfww lowkcn kzw nykp# H wdhyf om jovizw

yvcckcn vcjfycfhzd {ov#

Zdfyf.w co plhgf‚km {ov hyf h plhgf‚zo if# [ov ~hkz moy dkb zo wvyyfcjfy zo {ovy

hjhbhcz yfmvwhlw# Ivz df kw h gkz{, hl~h{w gyo~jkcn kczo {ov# H ihj fmmoyz zvyckcn

kczo f}fylhwzkcn zfbpfy kc {ov#

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Zo yflkf}f {ovy phkc, {ov zy{ zo ihcn zdf zhilf ~kzdovz kz# Phkc jk}vlnfw {ovy

wfgyfzw moy {ov# [ov dh}f cocf zdhz {ov eco~ om co~# Wfgyfzw# [ovy lkmf dhw ifgobf h

wkgecfww# Opfc zo wgyvzkc{#

^d{ kw zdf }kgzkb hl~h{w zdf ocf zo ilhbf? [ov zdkce jhykcnl{, {ov zdkce

phwwkochzfl{# ^d{ wdovlj K zdkce zdkw? Ifghvwf kz kw ~dhz K dh}f eco~c zo if zyvf#

]kgzkbw f}fy{~dfyf hyf wvmmfykcn vccfgfwwhykl{# Zdfky lk}fw zvycfj vpwkjf jo~c i{

pfoplf ~do ecf~ ifzzfy zdhc zo ghvwf kz# Zdfky vcdhppkcfww# ^dhz zdf{ no zdyovnd

kw cozdkcn gobphyfj zo {ovyw ivz wzkll {ov zdkce zdfky mfhy# [ov zdkce zdfky

hggvwhzkocw# Hll zyvf ivz wobfzkbfw yfcjfyfj mhlwf i{ zdf pfoplf hyovcj zdfb#

Zdfwf hyf coz hggvwhzkocw, zdfwf hyf zyvzdw, zdfwf hyf gykfw moy dflp# Mfhy dhw kzw

lkbkzw moy {ov ifmoyf {ov iyfhe opfc zo zdf gdkll zdhz kw effpkcn {ov kcwkjf, kcwkjf

{ovy bkcj#

Kz kw jhye# Ivz kz kw jhyefy kcwkjf#

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Gdhpzfy =

Kz kw Wvcjh{# Wvcjh{w hyf zdf ifwz# Wkcgf df ghbf kczo {ovy lkmf, {ov.}f jfgkjfj zo

pvz dkb oc dolj oc Wvcjh{w# Zo lfz dkb eco~ {ov hyf coz hmyhkj#

Hmzfy {ov zolj zdf polkgf {ovy yfpoyzw, df wzoppfj wzhlekcn {ov# Moy co~, {ov

zdkce# Moy co~# ^f dvbhcw zdkce hl~h{w om zdf ~oywz# F}fy hllo~kcn moy zdf yfzvyc

om hctkfz{, ovy iflkfm kz ~kll coz hll phww ivz ~kll zvyc f}fc boyf jfwgykpzk}f hcj

hcco{kcn#

Km {ov ~fyf hllo~fj zo zdkce om dkb oc zdkw dol{ jh{, zdkw jh{ om yfwz hcj xvkfz,

{ov.j zdkce om dkb hw zdhz pyomfwwoy om pofzy{ zfhgdkcn dkw glhwwfw zo co h}hklhilf

}kyzvf# Zo mhkl lkef zdkw kw zdf bhye om wzyhcnfcfww# Co~ zdkw wzyhcnfcfww dhw ifgobf

vcghllfj moy, bhckg hcj gyhq{, hcj {ov pyfmfy zo wzop zdkcekcn oc zdkw#

[ov ~hcz zo mhgf zdf ~oylj ~dfyf df jofwc.z mhgf# [ov ~hcz {ovy dhcj zo zovgd

zdkcnw df jofwc.z zovgd oy hyf kcghphilf om zovgdkcn# [ov zdkce df kw phyz bhc, phyz

hckbhl# [ov zdkce df ghc zovgd {ovy cfy}fw ivz coz {ov# [ovy wzyfcnzd dhw wvjjfcl{

opfcfj {ov vp zo dkw ghvzkoc, dkw ghvzkoc co~ hz ifkcn ghvndz#

Km {ov lfz kz if co~, kz ~kll if jflk}fyfj zo {ovy jfwe# H dopf hw moygfmvl hw zdhz, zo

jfbhcj cozdkcn ivz pyobpzcfww, wobfzdkcn hyyk}kcn oc zkbf, lkef h lfzzfy locn

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~ykzzfc hcj kbpyoihilf zo mhgf# Co~ mhgfj#

[ov lfz ovz h dvnf wknd om yflkfm# [ovy dvwihcj kw ~kzd {ov, yfhjkcn h iooe# H

iooe# Kz.w iffc h~dklf wkcgf hc{ocf kw hilf zo jo zdhz kc pfhgf# Wkcgf ~f govlj if

ghvndz yfhjkcn ~dklf hll zdkw ~hw nokcn oc# ^dhz ~f lfhyc om kc yfhjkcn, ~f pvz omm zo

gdhcgf# Zo dfhj dobf ~dfc {ov hyf f}fy zdfyf, zdhz kw ~dhz zdkw mfflw lkef# Zo if h

wzyhcnfy kc {ovy o~c dobf, df bhjf wvyf om zdhz#

Co~ {ov hyf yflkf}fj om f}fy zdkcekcn om lfh}kcn {ovy dobf# ^dhzf}fy df jofw, zdkw

kw dobf zo {ov# Zdkw whmf plhgf ~dfyf {ov lk}f, ~dfyf {ov hyf, ~dfyf {ov zdkce# Zdkw

kw zdf plhgf zo if# [ov jfgkjf, coz dkb# Hcj {ovy jfgkwkoc kw mhky ~dfc f}fc

vcmhkycfww govczw kc zdkw ~oylj# Zdkw kccfy yfwol}f zo coz lfz dkb jfgkjf moy {ov kw

cf~ zo {ov#

Kz.w ~doll{ cf~#

Hcj {ov hyf zdf dobf {ov gobf zo# Wvjjfcl{, kz.w glfhy zo wobf phyz om {ov zdhz

dobf kw coz ~dfyf zdf dfhyz kw, zdf dfhyz kw zdf dobf# Kz.w ~dfyf}fy {ov hyf# Hcj

{ov.}f iffc zo plhgfw‚jhye, jhbp plhgfw ~kzd dkb, hcj {ov hyf yfhj{ zo nk}f zdfb

vp#

[ov ~hcz zo if fmmoyzlfww moy ocgf# Jhcnfy dhw lfmz {ov ~hczkcn w~ffzcfww hcj ao{#

Coz zdf glo{kcn ekcj ivz zdf wovlmvl dhppkcfww om wobfocf kc zvcf ~kzd wobfzdkcn

iknnfy zdhc dfy, wobfzdkcn wdf bh{ yfhgd moy hcj wff kc mhkzd# ^dkgd kw zo wh{,

yfhgdfj ~kzdovz yfhgdkcn# Moy ~f hyf wgoopfj vp kc fzfychl fbiyhgf ocl{ ocgf hcj

ocgf kcmkckzfl{#

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^dhz h gdhcnf zdkw kw# Co dkb# [ov hyf govczkcn oc zdkw# Co~ {ov govlj jo ~dhz

{ov ~hcz ~kzd {ovy lkmf# Zo whzkwm{ ovywfl}fw ~kzd nohlw hcj wfcj mfhy oc kzw ~h{# [ov

no ihge zo {ovy ~oye#

Df zdyfhzfcfj zo bhef {ov kczo wobfocf ~do mfhyw moy lkmf# Df kw ovz om dkw jfpzd

co~# [ov dopf zdkw kw coz zfbpoyhy{ ivz zdhz }kgzoy{‚pfhgf hcj lo}f‚kw {ovyw#

[ov hwe {ovy mykfcj do~ df kw kc glhww#

“^fll, df kw OE K nvfww# Df lfgzvyfw boyf phwwkochzfl{ zdovnd zdf jhye wkjf om kz

‚~dfyf df ~fcz hll ~fkyj oc vw‚wffbw vcjfy goczyol# Df kw f}fc oyjkchy{###‒

“Nooj# Df dhw wzoppfj# Zdhz ~kll zfhgd dkb h lfwwoc#‒

“Lfz.w dopf###‒

“Mkcnfyw gyowwfj#‒

I{ zdf zkbf {ovy dvwihcj gobfw dobf, {ov hyf hll fbozkochl# [ov hyf oc zdf

}fynf om gy{kcn# Kz.w lkef wh{kcn dfllo zo yflkfm hcj hwekcn bvgd om kz# Hwekcn kz zo wzh{

moyf}fy ~kzd {ov# Zo cf}fy mffl zdhz zkfj vp hnhkc, hw {ov ~fyf ~kzd dkb# Zdf

pyomfwwoy om pofzy{#

[ov ghc f}fc yfhj pofzy{ co~ ~kzdovz ilkcekcn, ~kzdovz nfzzkcn {ovy cfy}fw

~oyefj vp# [ov yfhj Yklef# Do~ nooj df kw moy {ovy dvwihcj hcj {ov# Pofzy{ cffjw

{ov co~ hcj {ov gobf zo kz yfhj{ zo nk}f kz hcozdfy gdhcgf#

[ov bh{ pfydhpw ~ykzf kz zoo# [ovy dvwihcj fcgovyhnfw {ov zo# [ovy dvwihcj

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~oyew lhzf hcj gobfw dobf zkyfj# [ov jo myfflhcgf ~oye wo {ov dh}f zkbf zo jhiilf

kc h lkzzlf pofzy{ ~dfc {ov ghc hmmoyj zo#

Lkmf kw lkef h }hghzkoc hmzfy zdhz# Hmzfy nokcn zdyovnd z~o boczdw om kczfcwfl{

hctkovw ~oyy{kcn# Cf}fy hnhkc# [ov vwfj zo if ioyfj hll zdf zkbf# Ioyfj ~kzd {ovy

~oye, ~kzd ifkcn hz dobf# Co~ hll zdkw phlfw kc gobphykwoc zo ~dhz {ov ~fcz

zdyovnd# [ov hyf fhw{ zo if ~kzd co~# Hl~h{w vp hcj yvcckcn hiovz zdf dovwf,

effpkcn {ovywflm ivw{# Hw km df kw nk}kcn {ov pfybkwwkoc zo lk}f {ovy lkmf#

Moy wobf yfhwoc, {ov zdkce zdkw pfhgf ~kll coz lhwz# [ov dopf ~kzd hll {ovy dfhyz

zdhz kz ~kll# H mf~ zkbfw h jh{ {ov wzkll mffl akzzfy{, lkef df dhw gobf ihge hnhkc# Kz.w

lkef wvy}k}kcn h ~hy om wobf woyz# H ~hy ~kzdovz yfhwoc ivz kcwfgvykz{# Moy df kw

kcwfgvyf, {ov zdkce# Zdhz.w ~d{ df jofw zdfwf zdkcnw zo {ov#

ôyekcn myfflhcgf bhefw {ov kcwfgvyf zoo# oye jofwc.z gobf# Pfoplf dkyf {ov

moy zdf fjkzkcn {ov jo zdfc ~dfc zdf aoi.w jocf, {ov zdkce zdhz hcozdfy ~oc.z gobf

hnhkc# Kz kw dkb hll o}fy hnhkc# ^hkzkcn moy dkb, ~hkzkcn moy h cf~ aoi, fzg#

Moy wobf yfhwoc, zdkw ftpfykfcgf bhefw {ov ~hcz zo ~oye h ckcf zo mk}f aoi# Zo if

zdhz pvypowfmvl hcj fcgovyhnfj# [ov joc.z ~hcz zkbf zo zdkce, {ov ~hcz zkbf zo jo

{ovy aoi# ^kzdovz {ovy dvwihcj, {ov joc.z dh}f fcovnd myob {ovy myfflhcgf aoiw#

Zo if kcjfpfcjfcz mkchcgkhll{, {ov ~ovlj dh}f zo looe dhyjfy#

Pofzy{ bh{ if zdf zkgefz? Oy pfydhpw mkgzkoc# [ov dopf zo zhef wobf mkgzkoc

glhwwfw zo lfhyc# [fw, {ov.j lkef zdhz# Wo {ov dh}f wobfzdkcn zo ~oye zo~hyjw#

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Zdhz ckndz, hmzfy zdkcekcn oc ~dhz zo jo, {ov mhll hwlffp doljkcn oczo {ovy

dvwihcj# [ov ~hef vp ~kzdovz yfbfbifykcn hc{ om {ovy jyfhbw# Kz kw h gobplfzf

ilhce, lkef wobfocf dhj zhefc zdfb h~h{# Ivz {ov mffl yfwzfj# Wzkll h lkzzlf wlffp{,

{ov bhef gommff moy {ovy dvwihcj# [ov joc.z jykce kz {ovywflm, pyfmfyykcn zo ~hef vp

wlo~l{ hw zdf boyckcn pyonyfwwfw# Wzvbilkcn h lkzzlf hw {ov no zo zdf ekzgdfc, hw {ov

bhef zdf gommff#

[ovy dvwihcj gobfw myob ifdkcj {ov wlo~l{ hcj ~yhpw dkw hybw hyovcj {ov#

[ov wbklf hcj wh{, “Dk# Nooj boyckcn#‒

Df jofwc.z hcw~fy {ov# Df doljw {ov zkndzl{ hcj wbklfw ihge# [ov joc.z wff dkb

ivz mffl wobfzdkcn lkef dhppkcfww gobkcn hlocn#

[ov ~kwd {ov govlj no h~h{ moy h dolkjh{, lfh}f zdkw plhgf moy h ~dklf# Kz.w mvll om

ihj bfboykfw om zdf nv{#

Ivz {ov yfwol}f zo moynfz kz# Lfz zkbf fhz h~h{ {ovy ihj bfboykfw, lfz pfhgf

yfzvyc lkef lo}f# Lkef zdf wkll{, yobhczkg bobfczw zdkw boyckcn gyo~jkcn ovz zdf

jhye# [ovy jyfhbw mhllkcn zdyovnd {ovy bkcj lkef h wkf}f# Hcj {ovy ~kwdfw gobkcn

zo {ov lkef f}fckcn, lkef zdf hzzyhgzkocw om ckndz#

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Gdhpzfy >

Hcj dkw dhcjw hyf hll o}fy dfy# Wdf wzh{w ivz dfy dfhyz kw yhgkcn# Zdf{ hyf zy{kcn

zo effp vp ~kzd fhgd ozdfy# Co~, wvjjfcl{, kz kw ckndz hcj zdf{ hyf kc kz# Zdf ~kcj

ovzwkjf kw ilo~kcn ~kzdovz zdfb# Zdf{ hyf whmf, zdf{ hyf ~ocjfykcn km zdf{ ghc if kc

zdkw zonfzdfy# Oy km df kw hdfhj om dfy, jfwpfyhzfl{ zy{kcn zo iykcn dfy zdfyf#

Kw zdkw h plhgf? Kw kz yfhll{ ckndz oy hyf zdf{ jyfhbkcn om fhgd ozdfy, lkef zdkw, boyf

omzfc zdhc ~dfc zdf{ hyf h~hef?

Wdf dhw opfcfj dfy f{fw co~, wvjjfcl{ lkef yfgonckzkoc, wvjjfcl{ lkef lo}f#

F}fy{zdkcn kw iyf~kcn {fz wdf kw bkwwkcn zdf bhye# Zdfyf.w wobfzdkcn yovnd {fz

hgdkcn hiovz zdkw# Kz kw ~doll{ cf~#

Jofw kz jfgkjf moy zdfb, ~dfc kz ~kll yfhgd zdfky jfwzkchzkoc? Oy wdhll zdf{ ~hkz moy

zdfky bkcjw zo mollo~ zdfky iojkfw? Dkw zovgd co~ dfyw fxvhll{# Zdf{ hyf gobkcn

zonfzdfy hcj zdf{ eco~ kz# Hcj zdf{ mhll hw jfhzd mhllw, wvjjfcl{#

Dfy dvwihcj kw h~hef co~# Hcj wdf wzyfzgdfw dfy hybw xvkfzl{ ifwkjf dkb#

“Hd, “ wdf wh{w#

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Df doljw dfy dhcj hcj lfzw no# Zoo xvkgel{, wdf zdovndz# Zoo xvkgel{#

“Od,‒ wdf wh{w# “Joc.z ~hkz vp moy bf# K.b nokcn zo h iooe wknckcn zockndz#‒

“OE,‒ df wh{w, gyfwzmhllfc#

Wdf.w nokcn zo wknc iooew moy zdf yfhjfyw# Dfy mykfcj kw nokcn zo if zdfyf zoo# Kz.w

iffc h~dklf co~ wkcgf hll zdowf {fhyw hno ~dfc dfy mykfcj ~hw yfpoyzkcn zo dfy hiovz

zdf pofzy{ pyomfwwoy# Wdf wzkll wdvjjfyw ~dfc wdf zdkcew om dkb#

Hlzdovnd co~, ifkcn h wvggfwwmvl hvzdoy, wdf ghc hlbowz wff h lkzzlf do~ dkw bkcj

~oyew# Do~ yobhcgf govlj plh{ kc ocf.w dfhj lkef zdhz#

Ivz kz.w wzkll kcftgvwhilf# Kz.w wzkll bhjcfww, zo if wo oiwfwwk}f hw df ~hw kc zdowf

jh{w#

Wdf.w myff co~# Wdf kw fhyckcn z~kgf ~dhz dfy dvwihcj kw fhyckcn5 wdf kw dhpp{5

wdf kw goczfcz5 wdf kw jokcn ~dhz wdf lkefw moy ~oye#

Wdf ~ykzfw lkzfyhy{ mkgzkoc# Bowzl{ hiovz zdf pw{gdolonkghl vcjfypkcckcnw om dfy

gdhyhgzfyw# Wdf jfl}fw jffp kczo zdfky bkcjw# Ocf jh{, wdf.w nokcn zo ~ykzf hiovz

dkb zoo# ^dfc wdf.w wvmmkgkfczl{ jkwzhcgfj myob zdf f}fcz# Ivz bhzfykhl kw povykcn

ovz om dfy# Wdf cf}fy zdovndz kz fhw{ zo ~ykzf hcj wdf jofwc.z co~# Ivz zdf kckzkhl

~ykzkcn hl~h{w gobfw zo dfy kc h yvwd# Zdfyf kw h gocwzhcz wzyvnnlf ~kzd dfywflm

~dfzdfy zo lh{ dfywflm ihyf lkef zdhz zo dfy hvjkfcgf# Dfy hvjkfcgf hl~h{w ~kcw#

Hcj ~dfc df whkj zo dfy,‒K zdkce {ov.yf ifhvzkmvl,‒ wdf jkjc.z wh{ hc{zdkcn# Wdf avwz

looefj hz dkb hw km zo jfgkjf moy dkb zdhz wdf bh{ if ifhvzkmvl ivz wdf.w coz kczfyfwzfj#

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Wdf govlj wzop dkb ykndz zdfyf moy ifhvz{ zo phww hw cozdkcn, zdfc zfll dkb, “Zdhce

{ov#‒

Wdf kw ~ykzkcn f}fc hw wdf.w pyfphykcn moy zockndz# ôyjw gobf ovz om dfy lkef hky,

lkef iyfhzd# “Df{, K.b nokcn#‒ Wdf ghllw ovz zo dfy dvwihcj# Kz.w hw km wdf.w ~hkzkcn

moy hc fbpz{ dovwf zo hcw~fy# Km {ov lkwzfc ghyfmvll{, {ov ghc dfhy hc fgdo#

Dfy dvwihcj gobfw kczo zdf yoob zo ~kwd dfy lvge hcj ekww dfy gdffe# “K whkj

joc.z ~hkz vp#‒ Df govlj no zo zdf yfhjkcn ivz df dhw h loz om ~oye zo jo# Myob dkw

aoi# Kz.w h pkz{ ifghvwf df lkefw zo no zo zdfwf zdkcnw# “Kz woozdfw bf,‒ df whkj zo dfy

ocf zkbf# Df govlj moynfz hll zdf yvwzlf hcj ivwzlf om ~oye moy h bobfcz# Hcj if

wvppoyzk}f zoo#

Hz zdf iooe wknckcn, dfy mykfcj kw ~hkzkcn#

Wdf yfhj h phwwhnf myob dfy lhzfwz iooe1

Zdf zkbf ghbf ~dfc wdf govlj co locnfy wzh{ lkef zdkw# Wdf govlj co locnfy wzh{# Hll

lfh}kcnw nhzdfyfj kc zdf wphgf kc myocz om dfy# Dfy dvwihcj wdf cozkgfj ocl{ bffel{,

lkef h iyozdfy# H iyozdfy zo dfy govwkc, oy h mykfcj# Hll dfy jkwzhcgfw goc}fynfj kc dfy,

oy dkb, wdf govlj coz jfgkjf###

Zdf hvjkfcgf hpplhvwf kw yhpzvyovw# Zdfky yfgfpzkoc dhw cf}fy wvypykwfj dfy# Wdf

avwz zdovndz zdhz zdf{ hyf zdfyf zo dfhy dfy yfhj hcj wvppoyz dfy, hcj wdf kw zdfyf zo

fczfyzhkc zdfb, zo nk}f zdfb wobfzdkcn zo yfbfbify, moy zdf ckndz# Wdf.w f}fy jo~c"

zo"fhyzd lkef zdkw# F}fy zdovndzmvl {fz vcjfbhcjkcn# Pfoplf lo}f dfy# Wdf.w coz

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hyyonhcz lkef wobf hvzdoyw, oy pfcwk}f lkef wobf ozdfyw, ivz wdf.w nyfnhykovw hcj

mvcc{, pyhgzkghl kw zdf cfhyfwz jfwgykpzkoc#

Pfoplf gobf vp zo dfy zo zfll dfy hiovz zdfky mhbkl{, do~ zdfky ekjw hyf jokcn#

Zdf{ gdhz hiovz bhc{ zdkcnw# Cocf om zdfb hiovz dfy iooe oy dfy ~ykzkcn# Hcj wdf

lkefw kz zdhz ~h{# Wdf kczfcjw zo effp zdhz jkwzhcgf ~kzd dfy yfhjfyw# Wdf ~ovlj if

hctkovw, moy fthbplf, km dfy yfhjfyw hwe dfy hiovz ~dfyf dfy co}flw gobf myob,

~dfyf wdf nfzw kcwpkyhzkoc moy dfy ~oye#

^dfc kz kw zkbf zo wknc zdf iooew, pfoplf ~ykzf zdfky chbf oc h powz"kz cozf hcj

nk}f kz zo dfy, zo bhef kz xvkgefy moy dfy zo ~ykzf dfy jfjkghzkoc hcj wknc zdf iooew#

Wobfzkbfw zdf{ gdhz moy z~o wfgocjw hcj zdhz kw kz# Zdkw kw dfy mh}ovykzf bobfcz om

zdf f}fckcn, wknckcn zdf iooew# Co bhzzfy do~ zkykcn kz kw, do~ zkbf gocwvbkcn, wdf

lkefw zdf mffl om zdf iooew kc dfy dhcj, wdf lkefw zdf hzbowpdfyf, zdf pfoplf#

“Fcao{fj {ovy iooe, hw hl~h{w###‒

“Zdhce {ov#‒

Wdf.w hiovz zo ~ykzf kz ivz looefj glowfy hz zdf chbf oc zdf powz"kz cozf# Wdf

glowfw zdf iooe dhyj ~kzdovz wknckcn kz# Wdf.w coz nokcn zo bhef h wgfcf dfyf# Co#

Ivz wdf.w coz nokcn zo wknc dfy chbf oc dkw iooe#

Wdf nfzw hll yhzzlfj hnhkc avwz wffkcn dkw chbf# Wdf jofwc.z f}fc nfz h glowf looe

hz dkw mhgf# Wdf.w nlhj wdf jkjc.z# Ivz avwz eco~kcn df kw zdfyf lkwzfckcn zo dfy yfhj,

~hzgdkcn dfy lkef zdhz gyffpw dfy ovz#

“Zdhce {ov,‒ df wh{w bogekcnl{#

Wdf.w jfzfybkcfj zo looe dkb kc zdf f{f hcj wdf jofw# Looekcn kczo zdowf fbpz{

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f{fw hnhkc hmzfy hll zdowf {fhyw, bhefw dfy mffl iyfhzdlfww hcj cfy}ovw# Hw km zdf {fhyw

movcj zdfky yflfczlfwwcfww kc ~dhz df wffw# Joc.z looe hz bf lkef zdhz, wdf zfllw dkb kc

dfywflm# Hlbowz ~dkwpfykcn kczo dfy o~c gocwgkovwcfww zo ~hef kz hmzfy lk}kcn zdkw

jyfhb, zdkw jyfhb om mvlmkllbfcz, om wvggfww#

F}fc wvggfww govlj coz effp dfy whmf# F}fc jyfhb govlj coz effp dfy wfgvyf# F}fc

h~e~hyjcfww govlj coz bhef dfy ~kc# Wdf nk}fw vp co~ zo dfy lkmf, coz dkw# Co,

cf}fy zdhz#

Zdf pfoplf hyovcj dfy hyf lhvndkcn# Co~ hw km lhvndkcn hz dfy, hw km hll zdf fmmoyz

om wvggfww dhw gobf zo cozdkcn ifghvwf om dkb# Wdf govljc.z iv{ myffjob, wdf

yfhlkwfw co~# Myffjob kw coz iovndz ivz lk}fj#

Dkw f{fw hyf wzkll fbpz{# Zdf{ hl~h{w ~kll, wdf zdkcew moolkwdl{# [fz coz moolkwdl{ hz

zdf whbf zkbf#

Km wdf hjbkzw kz, wdf.w iffc jyfhbkcn om dkb hz ckndz# Zdfwf ~fkyj wfcwvhl jyfhbw#

Zdf{ hyf wo wzyhcnf, wdf pvzw zdfb ovz om dfy bkcj zdf bobfcz wdf ~hefw vp# Wdf kw

coz bfhcz zo if lkef zdkw, mhllkcn hphyz hz zdf bfyf wkndz om dkb# Ivz wdf looefj, wdf

looefj, zdhz.w zdf kbpoyzhcz zdkcn#

Wzhykcn hz dkb hw km df ~fyf wobfocf zo looe hz# Hw km df ~fyf zdhz wobfocf#

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Gdhpzfy 4

Wdf zdkcew om coz zfllkcn dfy dvwihcj hiovz ~dhz dhppfcfj hz zdf iooe wknckcn,

do~ wdf bfz zdf pyomfwwoy hnhkc, do~ wdf mflz# Zdf phwz {fhyw dh}f iffc dhyj moy

zdfb iozd# Df.w iffc hgzkcn wzyhcnfl{# ]fy{ xvkfz hcj pfcwk}f# Df ~hw cf}fy xvkfz#

Pfydhpw zdf wzyfww om jfhlkcn ~kzd zdf pyomfwwoy zooe kzw zoll# Moy zdkw yfhwoc, wdf

jfgkjfw zo effp zo dfywflm ~dhz dhppfcfj# Wdf jofwc.z ~hcz dkb zo ~oyy{# Oy kw zdfyf

hcozdfy yfhwoc moy kz, moy coz zfllkcn? Dfy dvwihcj jofwc.z eco~ hiovz zdf wzyhcnf

jyfhbw wdf.w iffc dh}kcn hiovz zdf pyomfwwoy# Zdkw wdf kczfcjw zo effp zo dfywflm zoo#

Nvklz boyf zdhc hc{zdkcn, nvklz hiovz jyfhbkcn wvgd jyfhbw ~dfc wdf.w wvppowfj zo

dhzf kz, dhzf f}fy{zdkcn hiovz dkb#

Wo wdf nofw dobf ftdhvwzfj‚i{ zdf wzyfww hcj fbihyyhwwbfcz om dkw ifkcn zdfyf,

bogekcn dfy hz ocf bobfcz f}fc#

Wzyhcnfl{ zdovnd, zdfyf kw co hctkfz{, oy km zdfyf kw, kz kw hc ftgkzfj hctkfz{, coz zdf

jyfhj wdf mflz ifmoyf# Oy wo, wdf.w zfllkcn dfywflm# Avwz zo effp dfywflm hio}f ~hzfy#

F}fc dfy mykfcj ~do ~hw zdfyf jkjc.z cozkgf hc{zdkcn ovz om zdf oyjkchy{#

Kw zdkw nokcn zo if dfy wfgyfz? Do~ kw wdf nokcn zo effp kz?

Wdf nyo~w vcwfzzlfj hz dobf# Zyvwzkcn co ocf ivz dfy hiklkz{ zo if zonfzdfy kw

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dhyj# Co wvppoyz w{wzfb# Zdhz.w nokcn zo if dhyj# Wdf jk}fw kczo dfy ~oye boyf

hcj boyf co~# ^dfc wdf.w ~ykzkcn, kz kw hw km hll zdf hctkfz{ kw ihckwdfj, hcj

pyoilfbw wol}fj# Wdf.w hjjkgzfj zo ~ykzkcn lkef wobf pfoplf hyf hjjkgzfj zo jyvnw#

Kz pvllw {ov kc hcj zdfyf.w co ~h{ ovz ivz zdyovnd {ovywflm#

^hw zdf pyomfwwoy effpkcn zhiw oc dfy, hll zdfwf {fhyw? Kz.w iffc hz lfhwz mk}f {fhyw

wkcgf zdf z~o boczdw om kczfcwf mfhy# Df pyoihil{ yfhj hll dfy iooew# Wdf.w ~ykzzfc

hiovz movy# ^dfc df bogekcnl{ whkj, “Zdhce {ov‒ zo dfy hz zdf iooe wknckcn, wdf

jkjc.z mffl wzyfww oy hcnfy# Wdf mflz woozdfj i{ kz# Kz kw vcghcc{, dkw wbklf# Lkef hc

fbpz{ wbklf zo no ~kzd dkw fbpz{ f{fw#

^d{ ~hw wdf woozdfj? Ifghvwf wdf.w nvhyjkcn dfy wfgyfz ghvzkovwl{# Zdf wfgyfz

hiovz jyfhbkcn hiovz dkb hz ckndz#

Kz kw whj, zdf ~dolf zdkcn kw whj# Zdf pfypfzyhzoy dh}kcn zdf vppfy dhcj ifghvwf

wdf.w dhvczfj i{ dkb f}fc kc dfy wlffp#

Wdf.w hl~h{w iffc zdf mhczhwzkg z{pf# Zdf z{pf ~do lfzw dfy kbhnkchzkoc yvc h~h{

~kzd dfy# Pfydhpw zdowf z~o boczdw lfmz dfy wghyyfj fbozkochll{# Lfmz dfy jhbhnfj

kc~hyjl{#

Od, df bvwz if lhvndkcn hz dfy co~ km df ecf~ ~dhz dhw ifgobf om dfy# Do~ wdf

cffjw dkb kc wobf jkmmkjfcz ~h{, wobf kyyhzkochl ~h{#

Kw zdkw lkef h w{cjyobf om wobf woyz? Df jkjc.z dhyb {ov hcj {ov hyf zdhcemvl moy

kz boyf zdhc ifkcn yflkf}fj# Lkef {ov hyf o~kcn dkb dkw gdhykz{# Zockndz, {ov hyf

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nokcn zo wlffp mkzmvll{, fcnhnkcnl{# [ovy jyfhbw ~kll lkndz {ov vp hcj gocxvfy {ov#

Wdf ghc.z wlffp# Zdkcekcn zoo bvgd om dobf, do~ wdf.w mknvyfj kz ovz ifmoyf ivz

co~ flvjfw dfy# Wdf zdkcew wdf.ll if mkcf ivz wdf kwc.z# Wdf.w mhllkcn hphyz# Wdf dhw co

mykfcjw zo zfll om zdkw hctkfz{, om dfy fcfb{# Co ocf hlk}f govlj vcjfywzhcj dfy, wdf.w

wvyf#

Wdf ifnkcw govczkcn wdffp ivz zdhz jofwc.z ~oye fkzdfy# Zdf{ avwz yvc h~h{ myob

dfy#

Wdf zdkcew om ~ykzkcn#

Hcj zdfc zdfyf.w h bhc wdf ecf~ ~do looew hz dfy jkmmfyfczl{# H jhcnfyovw bhc#

Kczyknvkcn moy dkw goljcfww, dkw hzzkyf# H bhc hc{ ~obhc ~ovlj if hmyhkj zo eco~# Do~

jfgfcz wdf mfflw co~, do~ vckcwpkykcn###

F}fc pkfgf om ~ykzkcn hiovz dkb jofwc.z plhgf dkb# Df.w wobfocf wdf govljc.z

plhgf# Wdf vwfj zo jo zdhz‚wzhlefy, kcwkwzfcz hjbkyfy, ~fkyjo, fzg# Co~ df wffbfj

goczfcz ~kzd avwz wdo~kcn vp#

Jofw wdf ~hcz boyf? Jofw wdf ~hcz yf}fcnf? Zdkw pvzw dfy kc h wzyhcnf lkndz#

Ovz om mogvw moy dfy wzhzvyf# Moy wdf kw wvggfwwmvl hw h }kgzkb, zdfc co~ hw h }kgzkb

~do ghc.z nfz fcovnd#

Wobfzkbfw wdf ~hczw zo nfz h~h{ myob f}fy{zdkcn hcj avwz lk}f kc h plhgf ~dfyf df

jofwc.z dh}f hggfww, ~dfyf zdfyf kw co dkb# Kw df wzkll bfzdojkghll{ wzhlekcn dfy? Df

kw# Zdovnd wdf jofwc.z mffl kz hw wzhlekcn co~# Co~ wdf mfflw lkef wdf cffjw dkb, lkef

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wdf eco~w df.w zdf ocl{ ocf ~do yfhll{ eco~w dfy#

H plhgf( Zo pvz f}fy{zdkcn iykndz hcj gdffy{, hcj jfl}f ykndz kc kczo jhyecfww,

ckndz hcj ~dhz kz cffjw moy vw#

Kw dfy dfhyz mvll om jhye pfybkwwkoc? Jofw wdf ghyf hz hll hiovz kz? ^dfyf df dhw

zhefc dfy avwz i{ wdo~kcn vp?

Wdf mfflw kz.w coz mhky# Df govlj gyffp pfoplf ovz hcj pyfzfcj zdfyf hyf co yvlfw#

Wdf govljc.z jo zdhz, f}fc kc dfy ~ykzkcn# Zdf ~dolf iykndz ~oylj govljc.z goczhkc

dfy# Hio}f nyovcj, df govljc.z ~hle wzyhkndz# Hcj zdf yfwz om kz avwz mollo~w dfy, jffp

kczo cozdkcn# Dfy ~oyjw govljc.z wh}f dfy# Coz hz hll# Hcj hggfpzhcgf govlj? Wdf

wdovlj hggfpz zdhz dfy lkmf vp zo co~ dhw iffc ocf locn jhye jfwgfcz kczo zdkw whbf

cozdkcncfww# ^f ghccoz mkndz o}fy cozdkcncfww vclfww kz kw hlyfhj{ ~kzd vw# ^kzdkc vw#

Zdfyf, wdf kw nlhj zdhz wdf.w coz dkb# Ivz kwc.z zdkw pyfwvbpzvovw? Lkndz gvywkcn

zdf jhye zdhz lk}fw?

Ivz hz lfhwz wdf kw hlk}f ~kzd yfhwoc wzkll# Hlk}f ~kzd avwzkgf#

Pfydhpw co~ wdf kwc.z hmyhkj om dkb wzhlekcn dfy, ivz om zdkcnw pvwdkcn dfy o}fy

zdf fjnf‚lkef kcwfgvykz{, oiwfwwkoc, bfhckcnlfwwcfww, fzg#

Pvypowf dhw nozzfc dfy zdkw mhy ivz co~ wdf kw zkyfj# Co~ wdf zhefw boyf zdhc wdf

kw nk}fc#

Hcj ~dfc wdf mkchll{ mhllw hwlffp, dfy dvwihcj ifwkjf dfy lo{hll{, wdf jyfhbw om

ifkcn hlocf, ifkcn zozhll{ hlocf# Zdfyf kw h pykwoc hcj wdf.w kc kz# Dfy jyfhb zhefw

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dfy zdfyf kczo cozdkcncfww# ^hekcn vp cf}fy mflz wo nooj# ^hw kz h ckndzbhyf oy h

jyfhb nocf kczo jffpfy jyfhb, hcj bfhckcn?

Hz lhwz, zdf pyomfwwoy ~hwc.z kc dfy jyfhbw# Kz zooe wo bvgd om dfy fmmoyz zo bhef

dkb jkwhppfhy kczo cozdkcncfww# Co~ zdf{ hyf iozd gvyfj i{ fhgd ozdfy.w jhyecfww,

fhgd ozdfy.w mhky hwwvbpzkocw#

^hw df yfhll{ h zfhgdfy zdfc? Zfhgdfy om zdf whj phyz om ovywfl}fw# Zdf ocf ~f

govljc.z zyhgf ~kzd vcjfywzhcjkcn# Zdf ocf hlwo ~kzd vw kc ovy dopf#

Kz dhw iffc ghzdhyzkg, dfy jyfhb zockndz# Zdf pykwoc kw golj ivz zdfyf wdf jkj coz

dkjf, zdfyf wdf jkj coz jo hc{zdkcn zo dvyz hc{ocf# Hw km wdf.w dvyzkcn zdf pfoplf

hyovcj dfy i{ coz jk}vlnkcn zdf zyvzd fcovnd#

Wdf jofwc.z ~hcz zdkw ivz dhw kz hc{~h{# Do~ zyvzd wzhyfw {ov ovz om lk}kcn kczo

{ovy lkmf#

Kz kwc.z dkb# Kz kw dfywflm wdf.w iykcnkcn zo lkmf#

Hcj df kw wzkll zdfyf kc dkw o~c lkmf# Powwkil{ jhbhnfj ivz lk}hilf#

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Gdhpzfy ;

Kc zdf boyckcn, wdf mfflw ifzzfy# Zdf lkndz zdyovnd zdf gvyzhkcw ~hefw dfy# Dfy

f{fw hyf dhlm"glowfj ivz wdf.w h~hef hcj dhpp{# Dfy dvwihcj dhw nocf zo ~oye#

Wdf.w hlocf hnhkc#

Wdf vwfj zo lkef ifkcn hlocf# Wdf lkefj zdf wphgf‚~kjf opfc hw mhy hw h dovwf kw

hc{~h{# Wdf govlj jo h loz om zdkcnw hlocf# Ivz ~ykzkcn kw zdf oggvphzkoc wdf cf}fy

zkyfw om jokcn#

Ivz zojh{, wdf.j lkef wobf gobphc{ moy h gdhcnf# Wvjjfcl{, wdf zdkcew om

nyhzkzvjf# Hmzfy locflkcfww, wdf dhw zo yfbkcj dfywflm om zdkw‚om do~ lvge{ wdf kw wdf

ghc jo ~dhz wdf ~hczw ~oye"~kwf# Zdhz wdf ghc wvppoyz dfywflm co~ kc wpkzf om

f}fy{zdkcn# Do~ dfy dvwihcj lo}fw dfy#

Zdovnd lhzfl{, df.w iffc jkwzhcz# Wdf ~ocjfyw ~d{# Wdf dhwc.z iffc zdfyf hll zdf

zkbf zdovnd wo zdhz.w vcjfywzhcjhilf# Zoo ivw{ ~ykzkcn# Kz zhefw h loz ovz om {ov,

~ykzkcn# Zdf fcfyn{ wh}fj vp moy zdf jh{ nofw kczo ~ykzkcn# Ivz wdf lo}fw jokcn kz#

Kz.w avwz bfczhll{ hcj fbozkochll{ jyhkckcn wobfzkbfw# Df bvwz vcjfywzhcj#

Wdf zdkcew om ghllkcn vp dfy mykfcj# Ivz lhzfl{ zoo, wdf.w iffc ivw{, zoo ivw{

wobfzkbfw zo zhle o}fy zdf pdocf#

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Wo wdf wpfcjw zdf jh{ yfhjkcn hcj ~ykzkcn# Pfydhpw, wdf.ll ~ykzf zdhz iooe hiovz

dkb# Kz ~kll zhef h loz om dfy zkbf yfghllkcn zdf vynfcg{, zdf mfhy, zdf ~h{ kz wffbfj

fcjlfww, fzg#

Kz wffbw zo dfy zdf pyomfwwoy kw h iloge zo dfy dh}kcn h dhpp{ lkmf# [fz kz ftgkzfw dfy

zo zdkce hiovz ~ykzkcn hiovz dkb# Kz.w wzyhcnf hcj jhvczkcn# H zhwe ~oyzd zdf fmmoyz

om hzzfbpzkcn# ^dowf yfwvlz kw vcjfckhil{ gdhllfcnkcn# Bh{if zdhz.w ~d{ wdf lkefw kz#

Wdf dhwc.z jocf wobfzdkcn xvkzf zdkw jhvczkcn, zdkw wghy{ kc dfy lkmf# Kz kw ocf zdkcn zo

no zdyovnd ~dhz wdf ~fcz zdyovnd# Xvkzf hcozdfy zo zfll h wzoy{ hiovz kz# Zo opfc vp

zo zdf phnf, dfy fbozkocw, hcj zdf jhye fxvhzkoc ~kzd dkb#

^dhz km df yfhjw kz? ôvljc.z zdhz mffl lkef fcgovyhnfbfcz? K bfhc, zo ~ykzf h

iooe hiovz kz kw h woyz om bhye om hppyo}hl, kwc.z kz? F}fc km kz kw cfnhzk}f#

Gocwkjfykcn wdf eco~w df kw yfhjkcn####

Zdkw bhefw dfy ftgkzfj moy wobf yfhwoc, zo eco~ df ~kll if yfhjkcn# Kw kz wkge oy

avwz h nhbf zo dfy? Wdf avwz lkefw zo plh{ ~kzd dkb# Wdf lkefw zo lfz dkb eco~ ~dhz kz

mfflw lkef zo if oc zop# Oc zop om zdkcnw, fzg# Wdf.j lkef zo wdo~ dkb wdf.w coz hmyhkj#

Coz hmyhkj zo if dfywflm ~kzd dkb# Hcj zdhz wdf eco~w df ghccoz jo hc{zdkcn zo dfy#

Zdhz dkw dhcjw hyf zkfj# Df kw zdf pykwocfy co~, coz dfy#

Kz kw h ekcj om jhcnfy ~oyzd ftpfykfcgkcn, zo myff dfy, wdf zdkcew# Hcj wdf dhw cf}fy

iffc zdkw jfzfybkcfj hiovz ~dhz wdf ~hczw zo jo#

^dfc dfy dvwihcj nfzw dobf, wdf kw ~ykzkcn mvykovwl{ wdf jofwc.z cozkgf zdf jooy#

Dfy dvwihcj dhw iffc kncoyfj hcj df jofw coz bkcj# Df eco~w wobfzdkcn kw

effpkcn dfy ivw{ hcj zdhz wdf.w nlhj hcj whzkwmkfj#

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Zdf pdocf ykcnw ~dklf wdf.w kc zdf bkjjlf om h wfczfcgf# Df dvwihcj hcw~fyw# Zdf

cftz bkcvzf, df.w lhvndkcn hcj wbklkcn#

^dfc df dhcnw vp, wdf.w wzkll ~ykzkcn, zhekcn co cozkgf om dkb f}fc ~dfc df gobfw

kczo zdf yoob#

“Df{, K.b nokcn zo zdf wzoyf, {ov ~hcz zo iv{ wobfzdkcn?‒

“Dbbb?‒

“Cf}fybkcj,‒ df wh{w lkndzl{# Hcj df gobfw o}fy hcj ekwwfw dfy gdffe#

“I{f,‒ wdf wh{w# Hw km wh{kcn nooji{f moy zdf lhwz zkbf#

Zdhz ckndz dfy mykfcj ghllw# Wdf wh{w zdhz wdf.w pyfnchcz#

“Zdhz.w ~ocjfymvl cf~w,‒ {ov wh{#

“[fhd#‒

“^dfc jkj {ov mkcj ovz?‒

“Avwz zojh{#‒

“Do~ kw {ovy dvwihcj zhekcn kz?,‒ {ov wh{ aoekcnl{#

“Df.w dhpp{, om govywf# ^f.}f iffc plhcckcn moy kz h~dklf, wo###‒

“Gocnyhzvlhzkocw, fd?‒

“Zdhce {ov# Wo do~ dh}f {ov iffc?‒

“K.b nooj, ~ykzkcn hnhkc hw vwvhl#‒

“Nooj# Zdhz nv{ dhwc.z iffc goczhgzkcn {ov, dhw df?,‒ wdf wh{w, wvjjfcl{

wfykovw#

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“Co#‒

“Hc{~h{, K wdovlj no# Kz.w jkccfy zkbf#‒

“OE# Zhef ghyf#‒

“Wh{ dfllo zo zdhz lo}fl{ dvwihcj om {ovyw moy bf, ~kll {ov?‒

“[fw, om govywf# [ov wdovlj gobf o}fy wobf zkbf# Df bkwwfw {ov#‒

Hcj dfy mykfcj gobfw o}fy moy jkccfy wobfzkbf jvykcn zdf cftz ~ffe#

Kz kw lkef olj zkbfw# Mvll om aoefw hcj ihczfykcn#

Cozdkcn hbkww# Wdf.w dhpp{ hcj loxvhgkovw#

Ivz wdf cozkgfw zdhz dfy dvwihcj ifgobfw wo hckbhzfj kc dfy pyfwfcgf# Wo lk}fl{,

wdf zdkcew# H lkzzlf afhlovw om ~dhz wdf ghc jo zo dkb# Ivz kz.w pyoihil{ avwz dkb#

Wdf.w coz jokcn kz kczfczkochll{#

Wdf ~ocjfyw ~d{ df.w wo ioykcn kc dfy pyfwfcgf# Kz bvwz if zdhz wdf.w kncoykcn dkb

hll zdfwf {fhyw hmzfy wdf ifnhc dfy ~ykzkcn ghyffy#

Kz.w avwz zdhz, cozdkcn flwf, wdf zdkcew zo dfywflm#

“Wo, ~dhz hyf {ov ~ykzkcn?,‒ dfy mykfcj hwew#

“Cozdkcn zfyykil{ ftgkzkcn#‒

“K zdovndz ~ykzkcn kw hl~h{w ftgkzkcn#‒

“Wdf.w iffc kncoykcn bf hll zdfwf {fhyw ifghvwf om kz,‒ df zfhwkcnl{ wh{w#

“K dh}fc.z iffc#,‒ wdf wh{w, h lkzzlf fbihyyhwwfj i{ dkw yfbhye# “OE, K.ll zfll {ov#

K.b plhcckcn oc ~ykzkcn hiovz zdhz pofzy{ pyomfwwoy# K.}f avwz ifnhc kz zojh{#‒

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Wklfcgf# Zdfyf dhw cf}fy iffc wvgd h wklfcgf zo iyfhe zdyovnd kc zdkw dovwf ~kzd

zdfwf pfoplf# Lkef zdf hky kw wvjjfcl{ zdkge ~kzd wvwpkgkoc#

“^d{ ~ykzf hiovz dkb,‒ wdf wh{w ~oyykfjl{#

“K joc.z eco~, zo zfll {ov zdf zyvzd# K avwz dh}f zo ~ykzf hiovz kz# Zdfyf.w co

wzyhcnfy wzoy{#‒

“Ivz ~kll df mkcj ovz {ov.yf ~ykzkcn hiovz dkb? K.b ~oyykfj moy {ov#‒

“Df ~kll# Ivz K.b coz wghyfj hc{boyf#‒

“Kz.w }fy{ wzyhcnf#‒

Dfy dvwihcj kw wkzzkcn zdfyf xvkfzl{ looekcn hz dfy# Pyoihil{ mfflkcn hcj

~ocjfykcn zdf whbf zdkcnw dfy mykfcj kw#

“Do~ gobf {ov jkjc.z zfll bf?‒

“K ~hw nokcn zo zfll {ov zockndz#‒

“Zdhz kw h ikn bkwzhef, “ df wh{w, dkw f{fw ~kjfc, dkw mhgf zvyckcn h ikz yfj myob

hcnfy hcj ghyf# “Hyfc.z {ov hmyhkj df.ll zvyc vp hnhkc? ^f.}f nocf zdyovnd zdhz#‒

“Co, K ghc dhcjlf kz,‒ wdf wh{w pvypowfmvll{#

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Gdhpzfy 80

“[ov.yf gyhq{,‒ df wh{w#

“Bh{if K hb#‒

“Co, wfykovwl{#‒

“^dhz km K wh{ K cffjfj zo ~ykzf zdkw, zo nfz kz oc zdf phnf hcj ovz om b{ lkmf?,‒ wdf

wh{w, coz bfhckcn kz#

“^fll, kz.w vp zo {ov# K.b avwz hmyhkj df.ll no gyhq{ hnhkc hcj gobf hz {ov# [ov.yf

coz nokcn zo ~ykzf h mlhzzfykcn kbhnf om dkb, ykndz? Kc zdf iooe#‒

“Co, om govywf coz#‒

“Jo kz vcjfy h pwfvjoc{b zdfc# Wo df ~oc.z eco~#‒

“[fw, K.ll jo kz#‒

Wo zdhz.w zdhz#

Zdhz ckndz zdf{ kncoyf fhgd ozdfy# Wdf ~hczw dkb wo ihjl{ ivz df avwz zvycw h~h{,

afhlovw om h wpfgzfy oy wobf ndowz#

Df ~hczw zo nfz kcwkjf dfy dfhj hcj eco~ ~dhz wdf.w zdkcekcn# Wdf.w wo dhyj"

dfhjfj, df zdkcew# Wo wzviioyc# B{ Noj, df zdkcew# Ivz f}fy lo}kcn dfy, f}fy

~kwdkcn zdf{ govlj if zonfzdfy lkef zdf{ jkj ifmoyf zdf pyomfwwoy ghbf ifz~ffc zdfb#

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Ifghvwf df zdkcew df dhw, kyyfphyhil{# Df zdkcew wdf.w oiwfwwfj ~kzd dkw hzzfczkoc#

Ivz jofwc.z zfll dfy# Wdf.w coz wlffpkcn, cfkzdfy kw df# Zdf{ hyf iozd kc zdfky o~c

lk}fw, zdkcekcn om zdf ozdfy# ^hczkcn zdf ozdfy ivz coz kc zdkw ~h{# Zdf{ ~hcz zo

zfhgd fhgd ozdfy h lfwwoc hcj zdf{.yf mhklkcn# Bhekcn kcwzfhj cozdkcn ovz om kz ivz

golj wzhyfw hcj golj wdovljfyw#

^dfc wdf mhllw hwlffp, wdf jyfhbw hnhkc om zdf pyomfwwoy# Cozdkcn fwpfgkhll{

ckndzbhykwd avwz h wkndzkcn om dkw mhgf, cozdkcn flwf# Wdf kw ~ykzkcn dfy iooe hcj

~dfc wdf zvycw zo zdf ~kcjo~, df kw zdfyf ~hzgdkcn dfy# Kz kw ckndz ivz dfy dvwihcj

kwc.z zdfyf# Pyoihil{ hz bkjckndz# Wdf yfbfbifyw jkwzkcgzl{ zdhz wdf looew hz zdf

gloge# Dkw mhgf kw }fy{ ~dkzf, lkef zdhz om h ndowz# Ivz zdhz jofwc.z wghyf dfy# Wdf

goczkcvfw ~ykzkcn hcj df jkwhppfhyw ~dfc wdf zvycw zo looe hnhkc#

Kz.w h nooj jyfhb, wdf zdkcew# Powkzk}f#

Bh{if wdf.ll nfz o}fy dkb hmzfy zdkw iooe# Bh{if wdf.ll jfgkjf, km kz ~fyf dfy

jfgkwkoc zo bhef, zo bo}f oc hz lhwz# Hcj cozdkcn govlj yhzzlf dfy f}fy hnhkc#

^dhz hiovz dfy dvwihcj# Pooy dvwihcj pyoihil{ ~oyykfj wkge hiovz dfy# Wdf

jofwc.z vcjfywzhcj dkw lo}f moy dfy# Do~ lo{hl df kw, dhw hl~h{w iffc# Wdf.w kc lo}f

~kzd dkw lo{hlz{, wdf zdkcew moolkwdl{# Wdf.w }hkc, wdf zdkcew# Wfgyfzl{, wdf pvzw dkb

jo~c# Ivz ~dfc df.w lkef zdkw, ghykcn hiovz do~ wdf.w zhekcn f}fy{zdkcn kc, wdf govlj

moynk}f dkb dkw lo{hlz{# Wdf bvwzc.z if lkef zdkw, wxvhcjfykcn dkw lo}f lkef wdf ghc

hmmoyj zo# ^dhz dhppfcfj ifz~ffc zdfc hcj co~? Wdf ~hw wo kc lo}f ~kzd dkb

ifmoyf zdf pyomfwwoy ghbf hlocn# Co~ hll df jofw kw wfczkbfczhl zo dfy, hll dkw hgzkocw

wffb mhef zo dfy, wzvjkfj# ]fy{ wvivyihc#

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Wdf ghc.z pkcpokcz fthgzl{ ~dhz kz kw zdhz.w gdhcnfj hmzfy zdhz doyykilf phwz zdf{

ftpfykfcgfj zonfzdfy# Hcj zdf{ jkj pvll zdyovnd, zykvbpdhczl{# Df.w }fy{ wvppoyzk}f

hcj lo{hl# Wdf lo}fj dkb zdfc# Ivz co~, wdf.w wvmmoghzkcn kc zdkw fc}kyocbfcz# Kz.w

lkef wdf.w iffc zdyovnd wobfzdkcn kbpoyzhcz zdhz gdhcnfj dfy hcj govljc.z no ihge,

govljc.z wdykce ihge zo zdf lkmf wdf dhj#

Wdf.w iffc hz ~hy hcj co~ wdf govljc.z wzop ifkcn hz ~hy# Hcj dfy dvwihcj dhw

ifgobf hc vc~kzzkcn fcfb{# Wdf.w hz ~hy zo wh}f dfy lkmf# Wdf.w nvcckcn zdfb hll

jo~c, hcj df.w ekllfj hlocn ~kzd zdf yfwz om dfy zhynfzw#

Nyhzkzvjf, wdf zdkcew# K dh}f zo dh}f nyhzkzvjf# Zdkw bh{ if h ioykcn lkmf ivz hz

lfhwz K.b coz dhybfj# Ivz co bhzzfy ~dhz wdf zfllw dfywflm, zdf zfyykilf ioyfjob wfzw

kc zdf bobfcz wdf ~hefw vp# Ocl{ dfy ~ykzkcn ~hefw dfy, ivz zdfc moy h mf~ dovyw

ocl{# Zdfc ihge zo zdkw wzhkj hcj glhvwzyopdoikg lkmf#

^dhz dhppfcfj zo dfy yflkfm hz zdf fcj om zdhz ghwf? Wdf ~hw wo nyhzfmvl kz fcjfj

~fll ~kzd coioj{ dhybfj oy hc{zdkcn# Kz ~hw dfy }kgzoy{# Kz pfzfyfj ovz hmzfy h mf~

boczdw# Zdfc zdkw jhcnfyovw ioyfjob wfz kc# Pfoplf lkef zdkw jo wobfzdkcn

kyyfphyhilf lkef wdf.w jokcn co~, pvwdkcn h~h{ dfy dvwihcj, dfy mykfcj# ôye kw dfy

yflkfm co~, wdf zvycw zo kz wvggfwwmvll{, ~kzdovz mhkl#

^d{ kwc.z wdf zfllkcn dfy dvwihcj zdkw? Wdf vwfj zo jo zdhz, zhle moy dovyw oc fcj,

yf}fhlkcn dfy kccfybowz zdovndzw zo dkb# Co~ wdf glhbw vp# Wdf kw ckgfy zo zdf

ilhce phnf zdhc zo dkb#

Co~ wdf govljc.z jo hc{zdkcn# Kz wffbw lkef wdf.w noz zoo bhc{ wfgyfzw zo zfll hcj

jofwc.z eco~ ~dfyf zo wzhyz, oy ~dfc#

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Wfgyfzw ivklj vp hcj ifgobf kbbo}hilf# Zdf{ mkndz zo yfbhkc wfgyfzw#

Wdf ghc zdkce hll dfy jh{w hiovz zdkw jklfbbh om ~hczkcn zo wpfhe {fz coz eco~kcn

do~, hcj wdf ~kll wzkll if dfyf, bkwfyhilf hcj hlocf, kc zdkw wo"ghllfj lkmf#

Wo wvggfww kw co~dfyf zo if movcj kc zdkw chzvyhl ioyfjob# Co bhzzfy do~ bhc{

iooew wdf wfllw, wdf.w ioyfj# Co bhzzfy do~ bhc{ zkbfw zdf{ hpplhvj dfy, wdf.w

ioyfj#

^dhz ghc wdf jo ftgfpz zo wkjfwzfp zdf kwwvf? Zo iykcn dfy wflm jo~c zo wkqf, zo

hihcjoc mfhy hcj hctkfz{ hcj co~ ioyfjob#

Cozdkcn wdf jofw kc jokcn ghc gdhcnf zdkw# Wdf kw vch~hyf om zdf jhye pvwdkcn

hnhkcwz dfy co~#

Bh{if wdf avwz cffjw zo effp ivw{, ~ykzkcn hcj yfhjkcn, hcj moynfzzkcn dfy jhye

phwz# Moynfz zdf pyomfwwoy, moynfz zdf iooe wdf.w ~ykzkcn# ykzf ozdfy zdkcnw# Zdfyf.w

wo bvgd flwf zo ~ykzf hiovz, wdf zdkcew# ^d{ bhef dkb kbboyzhl, hw kc kc h iooe

Df jofwc.z jfwfy}f kz, f}fc h cfnhzk}f poyzyhkz# Kz.w ifwz zo kncoyf dkb# Hcj wdf dhw

wvggfwwmvll{ wo mhy#

Ivz ~d{ jofw wdf ~hcz zo wdo~ dkb? Yf}fcnf?

Wdf bvwz if ghyfmvl coz zo ~hef dkb hnhkc kczo h gykbkchl lkmf# Df bh{ cf}fy

moynk}f dfy#

Hcj wdf ~hczw cozdkcn myob dkb, ocl{ zdhz df.ll lfz dfy ~ykzf kz ~kzdovz dkw

eco~kcn# H pwfvjoc{b kw h nyfhz kjfh# Vclfww zdfyf.w h ~h{ zdhz df.ll mkcj ovz kz.w

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dfy# Wdf jovizw zdkw# Kc mhgz, wdf zdkcew, df.w }fy{ hmyhkj om gocwfxvfcgfw# Df kw wzkll

ghyfmvl# Hcj zdhz.w dfy hj}hczhnf# Zo ~ykzf hiovz dkb zhefw zkbf# Pyoihil{ h {fhy om

kczfcwf ~ykzkcn hcj fjkzkcn# Wdf dhw zo if ghyfmvl, bowz om hll, om dfy mfflkcnw# Do~

zdf phwz bh{ ihynf kc hcj yvkc zdf pyfwfcz#

Mfhy kw cozoykovwl{ jkmmkgvlz zo gobpyfdfcj oy f}fc hppyfdfcj# ^dfc kz gobfw, kz

gobfw ihge mvll hcj ~hczkcn#

Avwz co~ wdf.w bhekcn gommff moy dfywflm# Wdf cf}fy jykcew gommff ivz co~ wdf zykfw

kz# Oc zdf ekzgdfc govczfy, zdfyf.w h lkcf om hczw bo}kcn wlo~l{ hgyoww hcj jo~c zdf

fjnf om kz# Wdf looew hcj wzhyzw ekllkcn zdfb ~kzd dfy mkcnfyw# Wdf hihcjocw zdf gommff

hcj zdf hczw zo wkz jo~c kc zdf lk}kcn yoob#

Wdf zdkcew zoo bvgd, wdf jfgkjfw#

Myob co~ oc, K.ll jo ~dhzf}fy K ghc zo if lfww jovizmvl# Moy wdf gdhlew kz vp zo

joviz hcj iflkfm ~dfcf}fy wdf.w zdkw vcdhpp{# Dfy dvwihcj kw hl~h{w dhpp{# Df.w

hl~h{w bhjjfckcnl{ gdffymvl# K bvwz lfhyc zdhz, wdf wh{w zo dfywflm co~# Oy ykwe

lowkcn f}fy{zdkcn K dh}f# F}fc km f}fy{zdkcn kw kc oyjfy, wdf ghc lowf kz i{ bfyfl{

ifkcn vcdhpp{#

Dfy hyb mfflw cvbi# Wdf wgyhzgdfw dfy ecff#

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Wdf govndw# Wobfzdkcn kc zdf hky bhefw dfy govnd# Wdf govndw boyf hcj boyf

vczkl wdf dhw zo no zo zdf zoklfz hcj lfhc o}fy zdf ~hwd ihwkc# Cozdkcn gobfw ovz# Kz kw

avwz dfy zdyohz, wdf zdkcew# Ivz kz kwc.z woyf oy hc{zdkcn# Zdf bvwglfw kc dfy zdyohz

hyf ghvwkcn dfy zo govnd, h woyz om nhnnkcn mfflkcn# Wobfzkbfw jvykcn iyfhemhwz, wdf

mfflw kz zoo#

Wdf.w zoo {ovcn zo dh}f hc{zdkcn ~yocn ~kzd dfy pd{wkghll{# Zdhz.w ~dhz wdf effpw

zdkcekcn hiovz dfywflm# Ivz zdfyf hyf {ovcnfy pfoplf#

Hl~h{w, wdf zdkcew om dfywflm hw {ovcn, hw km z~fcz{ mk}f kw {ovcn# Oy moyz{ kw {ovcn#

Wdf wbklfw pyfwfczl{ ~dfc wdf zdkcew do~ moolkwd wdf.w iffc hiovz hnf#

Ivz zdkw zdkcn hiovz dfy zdyohz kw kyykzhzkcn# Kz.w coz ckgf# Wdf ~hczw kz nocf# Wdf.w

{ovcn lkef zdkw# Wdf ~hczw zo if jfbhcjkcn lkef zdkw f}fc zo zdkcnw ~dkgd ghccoz if

gdhcnfj ~kzdovz pvypowf# Lkef h gdklj ~hczkcn dfy ~h{ ~dfc f}fy{zdkcn wdovljc.z

wzh{ zdf whbf#

Wdf.w zdf {ovcnfwz kc zdf mhbkl{ hcj dhw hl~h{w iffc zdf {ovcnfwz# Zdovnd wdf.w

hl~h{w mflz olj f}fy wkcgf wdf ghc yfbfbify#

Hcj dfy wzobhgd mfflw hgd{# ^dhz dhw wdf fhzfc? Cozdkcn ovz om zdf oyjkchy{#

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Avwz hc vpwfz wzobhgd pyoihil{# Zoo bvgd zkbf oc dfy dhcjw bhefw dfy zdkce zdfwf

zdkcnw# Ozdfy~kwf coybhl ftpfykfcgfw ifgobf f}kjfcgfw om wkgecfww# Wdf zdkcew wdf.w

lvge{ zo dh}f zdkw bvgd zkbf zo ~ykzf hcj jo zdkcnw oc dfy o~c#

Pyfwfczl{, wdf nofw zo dfy lhpzop hcj zvycw kz oc#

Wdf.w nokcn zo goczkcvf dfy iooe hiovz zdf pyomfwwoy# Wdf nfzw h ~fhy{ mfflkcn co~

ifghvwf wdf.w iffc nk}fc hll zdkw zkbf zo ~ykzf# If nyhzfmvl, wdf whkj zo dfywflm# If

nyhzfmvl# Hcj wdf pyh{w h wbhll pyh{fy ifmoyf ifnkcckcn# Wdf iflkf}fw kc Noj# Oy h

noj# ^dkgdf}fy gobfw zo dfy hz hc{ bobfcz# F}fc iflkfm gdhcnfw zo dfy# Zdf

vck}fywf kw kc wvgd mlvt, Noj, km Df kw hyovcj, govljc.z wzh{ zdf whbf fczkz{# Oy wo,

dfy gdkljlkef bkcj kw zdkcekcn#

Wdf ifnkcw oy yhzdfy goczkcvfw kc zdkw pyfwfcz lkef h pfywoc kc cffj om dopf# Kw

zdfyf dopf fcovnd moy dfy kc zdkw ~oylj? Wdf jfwkyfw zo hwe ivz jofwc.z# Wdf kw bvgd

zoo dvbilf moy zdhz# Hll wdf eco~w kw zdhz wdf.w nokcn zo ~ykzf ykndz co~ hcj mkckwd

lhzfy hcj powwkil{ dhzf ~dhz wdf.w ~ykzzfc# Ivz zdhz.w OE, wdf dhw zdf dhikz om dhzkcn

~dhz wdf ~ykzfw# Wobf ~ykzfyw hyf cozoykovw moy dhzkcn ~dhz zdf{ ~ykzf jvf zo

kcwfgvykz{ oy dopf# Dopf zo kbpyo}f, zo iykcn wobfzdkcn kczo zdfky ~oylj om

ftgfpzkoc# Zdkw kw coz cf~ ivz cocfzdflfww kz.w hc h~e~hyj mfflkcn kc dfy zdhz jfwkyfw

zo dopf#

Jofw wdf bkcj hz hll zdhz wdf.w ~ykzkcn hcj coz zdkcekcn ozdfy zdovndzw, zdovndzw

zdhz gobf hz dfy, hwekcn dfy zo yfwol}f oy hz lfhwz zo gocwkjfy? Lkef zdovndzw hiovz

~d{ wdf.w ~ykzkcn zdkw iooe? ^d{ zdf pyomfwwoy? ^d{ co~? ^dhz kw kz kc dfy zdhz.w

jokcn zdkw, zdhz ~hczw zo jo zdkw?

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Pfydhpw wdf.ll hcw~fy zdfwf xvfwzkocw ~dfc wdf.w ~ykzkcn# Yhyfl{ jofw wdf iflkf}f

zdhz ~ykzkcn ghc hcw~fy zdf jffp xvfwzkocw ivz wdf.w ~kllkcn zo zy{# Wdf ~kllw zdkw#

Ivz cozdkcn gobfw# Co ~oyjw, co zdovndzw, co jfwkyfw# Avwz h gobplfzf ilhce #

Dfy bkcj bvwz if yfwzkcn co~ hmzfy hll zdf mlvyy{ om zdovndzw fhylkfy# ^dhz yfwzw kc

dfy co~ ifnkcw ivz wdf jofwc.z mollo~ kc zdhz ifnkcckcn# Zdfyf kw h ghvzkoc wdf.w

jfwpfyhzfl{ zy{kcn zo o}fygobf# H phkc zdhz vckzfw dfy zo dkb ivz wfphyhzfw zdfb

fxvhll{# K ghccoz eco~ dkb, ~dhz df.w mfflkcn kc phkc, ivz K ghc kbhnkcf ivz kc

kbhnkckcn lowf ~dhz yfhlkz{ zdfyf kw kc h lkmf#

Ivz kw zdfyf h jffpfy lkmf zdhc lk}kcn, zdhc jhkl{ lkmf? Zdhc hll zdf jhye wgfcfw

zdf{.}f ftpfykfcgfj# H jffpfy mfhy, pfydhpw, ivz lkmf?

Ivz wdf nk}fw vp# Km hc{zdkcn, wdf ~hczw zo moynfz, wdf ~hczw zo nk}f kc zo zdf mfhy

hcj wzh{ zdf bobfcz# Zdfc lfh}f# ^kzd dfy dhcjw kc wvyyfcjfy#

^dfc dfy dvwihcj gobfw dobf, wdf dhwc.z ~ykzzfc hc{zdkcn# Wdf.w dvcgdfj o}fy

dfy lhpzop ivz cozdkcn gobfw zo dfy, avwz zdkw hiklkz{ zo wzh{ lkef wdf dhw#

Df ghllw ovz zo dfy ivz wdf effpw xvkfz, wzkll zdkcekcn hiovz ~dhz zo ~ykzf, ~d{

wdf.w kc h iloge#

Ivz zdf boyf wdf zdkcew hiovz kz, zdf boyf ilogefj wdf kw# Dfy zdovndzw wzoppkcn

moy dfy mfhy zo yflfhwf dfy# [fz cozdkcn gobfw#

Mkchll{, wdf wzhcjw vp hcj lfh}fw zdkw ivwkcfww om ~ykzkcn moy zdf jh{# Wdf glowfw

zdf jooy f}fy wo nfczl{ wo zdhz zoboyyo~ wdf dopfw zo opfc kz ~kzdovz dfy mfhy hcj

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gobf kc hnhkc zo ~dfyf wdf vcjfywzhcjw#

Zoboyyo~ ~dfc kz ~kll if zdf whbf {fz coz# Lkef wdf kw zdf whbf ivz {ovcnfy moy

dfy jfwkyfw# Zockndz ~dfc jfwkyfw hyf bfz hcj jyk}fc dobf# ^dfc lo}f wdo~w kzwflm

i{ ifkcn kc zdfb, kc zdfky hgzkocw, zdfky hgzw om jfwkyf#

Od, wdf dopfw kz ~kll if ifzzfy zoboyyo~# ^dhz wdf jofw jkmmfyfczl{ ~kll if

govczfj hbocn dfy dopfw# Dfy dopfmvl ovzlooe co~ boyf zdhc dfyw, kz kw iykndz lkef

dfy zdkcekcn# Zdkw jfwolhzf lhcjwghpf kw wzkll lhcjwghpf# Fcovnd moy kz zo gdhcnf wzkll

hcj if ifzzfy moy vw#

Zdhz ckndz hmzfy lo}f, wdf jyfhbw om zdf pyomfwwoy# Df kw doljkcn wobfzdkcn kc dkw

dhcj wzhcjkcn ifwkjf dfy ~dklf wdf.w hz zdf gobpvzfy# Kz kw jhye# Wdf ghc.z wff ~dhz

kz kw# Hcj wdf jofwc.z jhyf hwe# ^dfc wdf zvycw hcj looew hnhkc, df.w ifdkcj dfy ~kzd

dkw hybw hyovcj dfy# Gvykovwl{, wdf ghc.z mffl dkb# Kz kw lkef df jofwc.z zovgd dfy ivz

avwz hgzw kc myocz om dfy, lkef kc h bo}kf hcj wdf.w coz kc kz# Wdf.w avwz zdf hvjkfcgf

~hzgdkcn dkb# Ivz df ghc zovgd dfy, mfflkcn dfy ~kzd dkw jfwkyf lkef zdhz, hyovcj dfy#

Wdf ~hefw vp coz ~kzd h wzhyz lkef ifmoyf ivz nfczl{ lkef hggfpzhcgf# Lkef

kncoyhcgf# Moy km hc{zdkcn, df kw dfy kncoyhcgf# Dkw bvzfj whzkwmhgzkoc kc ~hcz#

F}fc zdfc, wdf jofwc.z lkef dkb kc}hjkcn dfy jyfhbw lkef zdhz# Wdf ~hczw zo zfll

dfy dvwihcj ivz df.w wlffpkcn wovcjl{#

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Hmzfy lhwz ckndz, hmzfy zdf jyfhb zdhz kw coz xvkzf ckndzbhyf coz xvkzf jyfhb, wdf

~ykzfw phnfw hcj phnfw kc dfy co}fl# ôyjw, phyhnyhpdw povykcn ovz om dfy lkef

jkwzyhgzkoc, lkef h wzhzf om vcgfyzhkcz{# Wdf ~hczw zo hcw~fy dkb, hiovz ~d{ df kw

wffbkcnl{ vchmmfgzfj i{ dfy goolcfww, dfy cocgdhlhcgf zo~hyjw dkb# ^d{ df cffjw

zo if nocf myob dfy# Zdhz zdkw kw zdf ftzfcz om zdfky yflhzkocwdkp# Wzyhcnfyw mhllfc kczo

lkef wzyhcnfyw# Hcj gobkcn ovz om kz lkef fcfbkfw# Wdf.w hcny{ hcj df bvwz eco~ kz#

Wdf.w jfzfybkcfj zo zfll dkb wzyhkndz#

Co hbovcz om kc}fyzfj jfwkyf govlj bfcj zdkw yflhzkocwdkp, wdf zdkcew# Kz kw coz h

yflhzkocwdkp, wdf goyyfgzw dfywflm# Dfyf wdf kw nocf# Dfyf wdf mkndzw moy dfy lkmf lkef h

woljkfy#

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Gdhpzfy 89

Hmzfy zdf pyomfwwoy wdo~w vp kc dfy jyfhbw hnhkc, wdf ~ykzfw h loz ivz wdf.w

gvykovwl{ wo zkyfj ~dfc wdf.w coz ~ykzkcn# Df.w whppkcn dfy fcfyn{ f}fc hz ckndz#

^dfc wdf.w coz ~ykzkcn kc zdf jh{zkbf, wdf.w kc ifj# Bh{if wdf.w jfpyfwwfj? Wdf

jhyf coz hwe# Wdf dhwc.z mflz lkef zdkw kc hnfw#

Hmzfy zdf {fhyw om wvggfww gobfw zdkw jvll hgdf zdhz.w effpkcn dfy zkyfj# ^dhz kw kz?

Wdf ghccoz wh{ hc{zdkcn zo zdkw# F}fc dfy po~fyw om pfygfpzkoc mhkl dfy# Wdf kw

vwvhll{ pfygfpzk}f ~dfc kz gobfw zo dfy boojw# Vwvhll{, wdf avwz cffjw zo if hgzk}f, zo

~ykzf, hcj zo if ~kzd mykfcjw# Co~, wdf ocl{ ~hczw zo ~ykzf‚zdf yfwz avwz ioyfw dfy#

Kwc.z wdf ifkcn hgzk}f hc{~h{ ~ykzkcn?

Wdf {h~cw h loz zoo# F}fy{ mf~ dovyw wdf dhw h mkz om {h~ckcn# Wdf glkcnw moy jfhy

lkmf zo dfy iolwzfy kc ifj# Pfydhpw wdf.w locfl{, wdf gocwkjfyw kz ivz jofwc.z bhef vp

dfy bkcj# Locflkcfww bhefw dfy zkyfj hcj lkwzlfww#

Hz ckndz, wdf jofwc.z ~hcz dfy dvwihcj# Df.w iffc hwekcn dfy ~d{ ivz wdf avwz

zvycw zo dfy wkjf om zdf ifj# Df wh{w wdf bvwz if jfpyfwwfj ivz wdf avwz wdhefw dfy

dfhj# F}fy zkyfj, f}fy ~hkzkcn moy cozdkcn, pfydhpw coz f}fc moy zdf cftz jh{#

Wdf dhwc.z iffc zdkw ~h{ wkcgf mk}f {fhyw hno, ~kzd zdf pyomfwwoy wzhlekcn dfy lkef

9=0



zdhz#

Wdf dhwc.z iffc zdkw hmmfgzfj i{ ftzfychl zdkcnw# Vwvhll{, wdf kw mogvwfj kcwkjf, dhw

hc kczfychl logvw zdhz pfoplf ghc.z w~h{# Ivz co~ wdf.w wo hmmfgzfj i{ ~dhz dhppfcw

hyovcj dfy‚zdf ~fhzdfy, zdf ~h{ dfy dvwihcj zhlew zo dfy, i{ ~dhz wdf.w ~ykzkcn,

fzg#

Zdkw nofw oc moy zdf jvyhzkoc om ~ykzkcn dfy iooe# Kz zhefw dfy h {fhy oy wo zo

mkchll{ mkckwd kz# Wghyfj zo wdo~ kz zo dfy dvwihcj, wdf pvzw zdf bhcvwgykpz vcjfy loge

hcj ef{ kc zdf jyh~fy# Wdf dhwc.z iffc zdkw ~oyykfj hiovz ~dhz wdf.w ~ykzzfc‚

~oyykfj hiovz hvjkfcgf yfhgzkoc, hiovz dfy dvwihcj, dfy mykfcjw, dfy pvilkwdfy, fzg#

Ivz i{ hcj lhynf, wdf.w whzkwmkfj ~kzd ~dhz wdf.j ~ykzzfc, hlzdovnd wdf.j lkef

wobfocf zo gykzkxvf kz moy dfy# Wdf jofwc.z zyvwz dfy o~c kcwzkcgzw# Wdf.w cf}fy iffc

zdkw ~h{# Vwvhll{, wdf.j if wo gocmkjfcz, wo hwwvyfj hiovz wvggfww, hiovz zdf ~oyzd om

dfy iooew zo zdf hvjkfcgf f}fc km coz zo lkzfyhzvyf, wdf.j if yvwdkcn kz kczo pykcz wo wdf

govlj pvilkwd hcozdfy#

Co~ zdf olj mfhy dhw gobf ihge‚zdf mfhy wdf mflz ~kzd zdf pyomfwwoy# Zdf zkbfw om

~hkzkcn hcj zdf jkwzyhvndz mfflkcnw# Wdf wdovlj.}f eco~c zdkw kw nokcn zo dhppfc#

Zdhz df.w nokcn zo yvkc dfy lkmf h wfgocj zkbf# Zdkw zkbf, kz.w dfy o~c mhvlz, zdkw zkbf

wdf.w nocf oc hcj yvkcfj kz moy dfywflm ~kzd dfy hvjhgkz{ zo zhef oc h wviafgz wdf

ecf~ wdf wdovlj.}f lfmz hlocf#

Wdf govljc.z ilhbf dkb moy kz# Wdf ilhbfj dkw kczyknvf, dkw pozfczkhlkz{, dkw

gobpyobkwf, ivz coz dkw hggvwhzkocw# Zdhz, wdf jkj kz dfywflm# Ivz wdf.w coz f}fc

hggvwkcn dkb om hc{zdkcn co~ hlzdovnd zdf iooe kw# Wdf.w bhjf pfhgf ~kzd dkw

9=8



hgzkocw, ~kzd dfy yfhgzkocw zo dkw hgzkocw hcj jffjw# Wdf.w coz moynk}fc oy gocjocfj

dkb ivz wdf.w zvycfj dfywflm kc# Wdf.w OE ~kzd kz, iflkf}kcn kc mhkzd ocgf hnhkc#

Jofw df eco~ df gdhcnfj dfy lkmf, dfy iflkfmw ~kzd ~dhz df.w jocf? Zdf mfhyw

ykwkcn myob dfy jkwzhcgf kczo dfy cffj? Co ocf wdovlj no zdyovnd ~dhz wdf ~fcz

zdyovnd ivz wkcgf kz.w hlyfhj{ zdfyf, ~d{ coz hllo~ kz zo hmmfgz {ov powkzk}fl{# Zo if

hilf zo effp kz kczhgz lkef zdhz kc h lkmf# Zdkw ftpfykfcgf, hmzfy avjnfbfcz, kw wzkll

ftpfykfcgf# Zo jo ~dhz ~f cffj zo jo ~kzd ~dhz ~f dh}f#

Zdkw wovcjw bh~ekwd ivz wdf kw zdf z{pf ~do ~hczw zo lfhyc ~kzdovz ifkcn wdhllo~#

Wdf ~hczw zo jfl}f kczo ftpfykfcgf co bhzzfy do~ jhye, do~ wffbkcnl{ kbpowwkilf kz

kw# Pfydhpw i{ jokcn wo, wdf govlj pyfzfcj# Hcj kc pyfzfcjkcn, if zdfyf ~kzd zdf

~h}fw wplhwdkcn hyovcj dfy, gdhcnfj zdovnd vcdvyz i{ kz hll#

Wdf dhw ifgobf zdfhzykghl, wdf cozkgfj# H lkzzlf ikz# Ivz zdf gfczyf kw wzkll zyvf hcj

mhkzdmvl, lo{hl zo h lkmf zdhz gdhcnfw hw kz kw gdhcnfj#

Wdf jofwc.z avjnf pfoplf, wdf avwz lfzw zdfb if# Wdf govlj yfhj zdfb }fy{ ~fll

zdovnd ivz wdf jofwc.z bhckpvlhzf, oy vwf dfy po~fyw om pfygfpzkoc hnhkcwz zdfb#

“^dhz jo {ov zdkce?‒

“K joc.z lkef kz,‒ df wh{w#

“^fll, ~d{? [ov cffj zo zfll bf ~d{#‒

“Kz.w wfcwhzkochl hcj vczyvf# Kz.w coz do~ kz dhppfcfj#‒

“Kz.w h co}fl, docf{# Kz.w bfhcz zo if vczyvf,‒ wdf wh{w wbklkcn hz dkb#

9=9



“Kz.w wghy{ zdovnd# Zdhz phyz mfflw zyvf#‒

“Om govywf, kz.w wghy{# Zdhz.w do~ K yfhj zdf ~dolf hmmhky#‒

“[fw# Co~ {ov cffj zo pvilkwd kz#‒

[ov dvn {ovy dvwihcj zkndzl{ hcj ekww dkb# Hcj {ov bfhc kz# [ov.}f hl~h{w

bfhcz kz# Co~ {ov.}f gobf ihge zo dkb lkef cf}fy ifmoyf# ^dhz ~hw ifz~ffc {ov

dhw gvykovwl{ }hckwdfj i{ {ovy dh}kcn hgeco~lfjnfj kz# Co~ kz kw nocf lkef {ov

~ovlj dh}f kz nocf# Co~ {ov govlj wzhyz hnhkc myob ~dfyf {ov.}f lfmz omm# Kc zdf

bkjjlf om {ovy dhppkcfww, hz zdf fjnf om jkwzhcgf kczo {ov#

^dfc wdf.w hlocf, wdf wbklfw kc~hyjl{ lkef wdf.w cf}fy ifmoyf# Wdf.w hz pfhgf#

Wdf.w whzkwmkfj ~kzd ~dhz wdf.w jocf hcj jocf ~fll# Ivz wdf.w coz wflm"whzkwmkfj, co# Kz

kw avwz h gflfiyhzkoc om dh}kcn jocf wobfzdkcn ykndz, jocf wobfzdkcn wdf ~hczfj zo jo

kc dfy ~h{# Wvyfl{ ~f hyf hllo~fj zo zdkce oc zdkw? Wvyfl{, ~f hyf hllo~fj zo mffl

whzkwmhgzkoc ~kzd h aoi ~fll jocf, wdf zdkcew?

Co~ wdf kw yfhj{ zo wdo~ zdf iooe zo zdf ~oylj# Dfy dvwihcj lkefw kz5 dfy mykfcj

wh{w kz kw dfy ifwz iooe f}fy# Wdf yfbfbifyw dfy fthgz ~oyjw, ‒Zdkw kw h~fwobf#

]fy{ yfhl# Pyoihil{ {ovy ifwz wo mhy#‒

Wdf dfywflm kw h ~ykzfy, {ovy mykfcj# Wo {ov zhef dfy gobbfcz hw h ~ykzfy ~ovlj

zhef myob hcozdfy ~ykzfy# Ivz wdf kw hlwo {ovy mykfcj# Wo {ov zhef zdhz ~kzd h nyhkc

om whlz# Mykfcjw hl~h{w bfhc ~fll, coz ovz om cfgfwwkz{, ivz ovz om h wzyvnnlf zo if

wvppoyzk}f hcj lo{hl# Ivz wdf kw coz zdf z{pf zo lkf zdovnd# Wdf.ll wh{ kz kw ihj km kz

9=7



yfhll{ kw ihj# Hz lfhwz {ov zyvwz dfy zo# Hcj {ov.}f zyvwzfj dfy hll zdfwf {fhyw

~kzdovz mhkl# Wdf kw {ovy ifwz yfhjfy# [ovy ifwz hvjkfcgf#

[ovy dvwihcj kw coz h ~ykzfy ivz df pkgew vp oc lkzzlf wfcwhzkocw, lkzzlf wvizlfzkfw

~dkgd bh{ ozdfy~kwf flvjf h ~ykzfy# Wobfzkbfw ~f hyf wo ghvndz vp kc zdf ~ykzkcn hw

~ykzfyw, ~f mhkl zo wff zdf ~dolf jyhbh hw h jyhbh om lkmf# Hw kz kw bfhcz zo if# Moy h

yfhjfy# Pkgekcn lkcfw ~dkgd hmmfgz vw zdf bowz ~kzdovz wffkcn zdf lhynfy hwpfgz om zdf

~oye# ^dkgd h lh{ pfywoc bh{ wff#

[ovy dvwihcj kw h }fy{ kczvkzk}f pfywoc# H wfcwkzk}f pfywoc# H wfcwkzk}f bhc#

Zdhz.w ~d{ {ov bhyykfj dkb# Df ghc zhle hiovz dkw mfflkcnw lkef h ~obhc wobfzkbfw#

]fy{ kc"zvcf ~kzd dkbwflm, dkw iflkfmw# Df kw wo lo}fj, {ov zdkce# Df kw h lo}kcn bhc#

Hcj {ov hyf nokcn zo if wo nlhj om zdkw gdhcgf zo wdo~ fhgd ozdfy zdf ozdfy.w

~oylj# Kz ~hw pvz oc dolj moy bhc{ {fhyw, ivz co~ {ov gobf ihge zo dkb lkef hc

hmmlkgzkoc# [ov ~hcz zo if wkge ~kzd dkb zonfzdfy# Zo if fhgd ozdfy.w gvyf# Avwz zo

vcjfywzhcj zdhz hmzfy wkgecfww, zdfyf.w lo}f#

9=:



Iooe KKK

9=6



Gdhpzfy 87

^dfc wdf mkywz wh~ dkb, df ~hw zfhgdkcn kc glhww# Df ~hw dfy zfhgdfy, pyomfwwoy#

Zdfyf ~hw h ~h{ kc ~dkgd df zhvndz zdhz zfyykmkfj dfy# F}fc kc h lfgzvyf ~kzd z~o

dvcjyfj wzvjfczw, wdf ~hw hmyhkj# Dkw f{fw looefj moy hc kccogfcz }kgzkb hcj wdf

looefj ihge# Zdfyf ~hw wobfzdkcn zyfhgdfyovw hiovz dkw bhccfy om wpfhekcn# H lo~

}okgf pyoafgzfj vp~hyj hw km wdovzkcn, yfpykbhcjkcn# Wdf govlj mffl dkw jkwwhzkwmhgzkoc

~kzd lkmf kc nfcfyhl, ~kzd zdf dkfyhygdkfw kc lkmf# Km df ~fyf h nhbf, wdf.j plh{ dkb, wdf

zdovndz#

Km df ~fyf yfhll{ pyfwfcz, hw jfwkyf ~hw pyfwfcz, wdf ~ovlj pvll hll zdf dvyzw df ~hw

mfflkcn ovz om dkb# Wdf ~hw zdkcekcn zoo bvgd hiovz dkb# Eco~c dkb mk}f bkcvzfw

hcj wdf ~hczfj zo wdo~ dkb wobfzdkcn wdf jkjc.z dh}f# Wvgd ~hw kccogfcgf, wvgd ~hw

eco~lfjnf om zdf wfhykcn ekcj#

Wzkll zdowf f{fw wghccfj zdf yoob moynfzzkcn zdfky yfhwoc# Wzkll zdowf f{fw mlkyzfj ~kzd

{ov, ~dof}fy {ov ~fyf ~do bfz zdfb#

Hcj hll wdf mflz ~hw hc hzzyhgzkoc, h zfyykilf bfhckcn zo ifdolj kc wvgd f{fw hw dkw#

Wdf mflz vcfhwkcfww‚zyvf# Ivz kz ~hw ocl{ hc vcfhwkcfww om mkywz ckndzw, om do~ ocf

dhcjlfj zdf ozdfy ~fll, do~ wdf kbhnkcfj zdkw#

9==



Kz ~hw h bo}kf zo dfy# Df ~ovlj lhvnd hz dfy }kyzvovw hyjovy# Wdf ~ovlj effp

gobkcn zo dkb lkef zdkw‚ghvwkcn cozdkcn ivz phkc#

Hmzfy glhww, zdf wzvjfczw lfmz zdf yoob kc h yvwd ~dklf wdf whz wlo~l{ lkmzkcn dfy ihn zo

dfy wdovljfy, zhekcn zdf wgfcf om dkb kc# Moy df ~hw yfbhyehil{ dhcjwobf, jfiochky

f}fc# Hcj wdf dhj f{fw zoo, wdf zdovndz#

hlekcn dobf, wdf ~hw yfbkcjfj om do~ zdfwf zdkcnw wzhyzfj# Ocf looe zdfc

hcozdfy, dhyblfww hz mkywz zdfc nyo~kcn kc myfxvfcg{ hcj jvyhzkoc# Pyfzz{ wooc, zdf{

~ovlj ~hcz wo bvgd om ~dhz zdf{ govlj dh}f#

Zdf wzyffz ~hw jfwfyzfj# Wdf efpz zo zdf wkjf~hle# Dfy dovwf ~hw avwz mk}f bkcvzfw

h~h{# ^dfc wdf wh~ wobfzdkcn kc h wdop ~kcjo~, h jyfww wdf govlj dh}f‚f}fy{zdkcn

~hw wobfzdkcn wdf govlj dh}f‚wdf wzoppfj zo looe hz kz# Zdfc wdf wh~ kc zdf ~kcjo~

dkw yfmlfgzkoc‚dkw f{fw ~kjf hcj wghy{# Wdf zvycfj hyovcj hcj df ~hwc.z zdfyf

hc{boyf# Wdf dfhyj dkw moozwzfpw ivz jkjc.z wff dkb# Dfy pyomfwwoy#

Wdf goczkcvfj dobf hcj whz kc ifj zkyfj myob wgdool ivz mhwgkchzfj i{ ~dhz ~hw

zhvndz zdfyf# Km wdf govlj gdhcnf hc{zdkcn kc dfy lkmf, wdf.j ~kwd cozdkcn flwf ivz zo

dkjf myob dkb# Hcj ~kllfj dkb zo looe moy dfy# Pfydhpw df ~hw wzhyzkcn zo hlyfhj{#

^dhz ~hw df jokcn zdfyf mollo~kcn dfy zo zdf wdop? Zdf kjfh ftgkzfj dfy# Dfy wekc ~hw

~hyb# Kz ~hw h nooj wvbbfy ovzwkjf# Kcwkjf, wdf ~hw ~hkzkcn#

Mkywz zkbf wdf wpoef zo dkb, wdf whkj, “Do~ jo {ov jo kz? Zfhgd, K bfhc#‒

“ fll, zdfyf.w cozdkcn zo kz# [ov avwz dh}f zo if }fy{ pyfphyfj# Zo eco~ wzvmm i{

9=>



dfhyz# Hcj ~hcz zdf wzvjfczw zo lfhyc,‒ df whkj#

“Ifghvwf {ov jo kz ~fll#‒

“Zdhce {ov#‒

Zdfc zdowf f{fw om dkw wzhyfj hz dfy hw km ~hczkcn zo jkwwkphzf zdf bobfcz, ~hczkcn zo

glfhy zdf dfh}{ hky#

Wdf wzhyfj ihge, coz wzhzkcn oy pvzzkcn ghvwfw zo zdfky vwf ivz avwz h looekcn, zdf ekcj

zdhz iyovndz dfy zo dkb, lkwzlfww {fz hjoykcn#

Df whkj df ~hczfj zo ~hle dfy dobf# Wvjjfcl{, wdf noz wzkmm hcj nvhyjfj, wfcwf

gobkcn zo dfy xvkgel{# Hll kccogfcgf ~hczkcn zo wzh{ kc dfy# “Co, K.b hlykndz,‒ wdf whkj#

^dfc wdf ~hlefj dobf, zdf wzyffz wffbfj jfwfyzfj hnhkc# Wdf ~hlefj wlo~l{ hcj

jflkifyhzfl{# hczkcn zo effp dkb ovz om zdkw, ovz om zdkw yfhlkz{# Df ~hw ~fkyj# Zdf

ozdfy jh{, df ~hw mollo~kcn dfy#

Hw km hll dfy ~hekcn jyfhbw lfmz dfy# Wdf ~hw hlocf ~kzd jhcnfy hcj wdf ecf~ kz#

Wdf ~hlefj mhwzfy hcj hyyk}fj xvkgefy zdhc zdf vwvhl mk}f bkcvzfw#

Wdf mflz h lkzzlf nvklz{ hiovz zdf ~dolf zdkcn# Yfbfbifykcn do~ wdf zdovndz hiovz

dkb lkef zdhz, wdf ~hczfj zo pvwd kz ovz om dfy bkcj# Ivz wdf jkjc.z fcgovyhnf dkb, jkj

wdf? Hll xvfwzkocw ~hkzfj kc zdf jhye co~# Wdf dhj co wfgyfzw zo zfll ftgfpz zdowf ~dkgd

~hczfj zo lkf kc zdhz jhye#

Ocf jh{, wdf ivbpfj kczo dkb oc zdf wzyffz# Df ~hw fbpz{"dhcjfj5 wdf ~hw mvll om

eco~kcn zdhz zkbf, dh}kcn avwz gobf myob dfy lkmf myob hgyoww dfy dovwf# Df jfwkyfj

9=4



dfy zdfc5 wdf ~hw wzkll golj zo~hyjw dkw hj}hcgfw#

“^kll {ov wzop kz,‒ wdf whkj myhczkghll{ ~dfc df pvwdfj dfy hnhkcwz h ~hll ifwkjf zdf

wzyffz#

Df whkj cozdkcn# Co ocf wh{w hc{zdkcn kc ghwfw lkef zdkw# Df avwz hwwvbfj wdf ~hw

~fhe hcj kz jkjc.z iozdfy dkb zo if lkef zdkw# Df dhj co gocwgkfcgf oy boyhlkz{, wdf

zdovndz mlffzkcnl{ kcwkjf dfy mfhy#

Ivz hmzfy zdhz, df avwz lfz dfy no, ~hlekcn h~h{ hw km df govlj hz hc{ zkbf, lfh}kcn dfy

mfhy ~kzd dfy, hcj dkw hwwvbpzkoc ~kzd dkb#

Df ~hw ovz zo wghyf dfy, cozdkcn flwf# Lfh}kcn co glvf oy f}kjfcgf lkef zdhz# Co ocf

wh~ zdfb#

Kz ~ovlj if lkef zdkw moy h~dklf, dkw wzfpw wghykcn dfy f}fc ~dfc df ~hw coz hyovcj#

Wdf govljc.z dfhy zdfb ivz wdf govlj# Dkw wzfpw nokcn jo~c ivkljkcnw wdf govljc.z if

kc# Dkw wzfpw mollo~kcn dfy kc zdf bhyefz, dfy wzfpw jkwhppfhykcn kc myocz om dfy,

w~hllo~fj i{ dkw yfbhyehilf mfhywobf moozmhll# Dkw moozwzfpw coz dkw hz hll ivz pfoplf

wdf jkjc.z eco~, wzyhcnfyw kc zdkw jvhl ~oylj#

Mfhy efpz dfy kcjooyw moy zdf ~ffew hmzfy zdhz ~hll kcgkjfcz, ~dfc df pvwdfj dfy hcj

dkw hybw mfll kc myocz om dkb# Wdf govlj coz no ovz ovz om mfhy, ovz om zdf yfjvgzkoc kc

lkndz# Wdf ~hw wghyfj hcj wdf ecf~ kz ~kzdovz bkcjkcn ozdfyw, zdf ozdfyw ~do ~fyf dkb#

Zdfc ocf jh{, wdf ~oef vp mfhylfww# ^dfyf jkj kz no, zdkw mfhy? hw kz wzkll hyovcj

wfjvgkcn dfy lkef zdhz? hw wdf lhzf moy glhww? hw kz zyvzd wdf ~hw mfhykcn? Oy ~hw kz

mfhy zdhz ~hw effpkcn dfy zyvf? Wdf ~hw vcwpoefc zojh{, wdf lkefj kz zdkw ~h{#

Vcwpoefc hcj zfyykm{kcn# Ghyflfwwcfww jyh~kcn dfy zo~hyjw dkb hnhkc# Wdf ilhbfj

9=;



dfywflm moy ~dhz dhppfcfj# Df ~hw dfy jflkndz co~, wdf zdovndz# ^dhzf}fy, wdf whkj#

^dhzf}fy#

Cftz zkbf kc glhww, dkw mhgf ~hw co ocf.w# Wdf govlj wff cozdkcn om dkw# Wdf dhj

w~oyc omm looekcn hz dkw mhgf# Wdf iflkf}fj kz gvywfj hcj ilffjkcn# Co~dfyf ~hw ifhvz{

boyf whzkwm{kcn zdhc dfyf, ~kzdovz dkb# Kc zdkw glhww, wdf hjbkzzfj cocf, hjbkzzfj

cozdkcn# Hjbkzzhcgf jfwkyfj dfy, km zdhz ~hw hilf#

Wdf ~fcz dobf ~kzdovz dkb, wdf wlfpz ~kzdovz dfywflm# Looekcn vp hz zdf gfklkcn, wdf

yfghllfj dkb, wdf wgoljfj dkb ~kzd dfy hiwfcgf#

Dfy dhcjw ~fyf golj ifwkjf dfy# Wdf glowfj dfy f{fw hcj jyfhbfj om dkb# Do~ df

~hw vczfbpfyfj hcj mkcf# Do~ hyjvovw zdf yohj zo dkb#

Wdf ~hczfj dkb ivz df ~hw co~dfyf wkcgf wdf w~oyf dkb omm# Wdf yfnyfzzfj kz co~#

Zo if glowf, zo if hmmfgzfj i{ zdkw cfhycfww# Zdkw wdf jflkndzfj kc#

9>0



Gdhpzfy 8:

^dhz km wdf govlj dfhy dkb co~, ~dhz ~ovlj df wh{? Zdhz df jkjc.z yfnhyj hc{ocf

hz hll? Zdhz zdkw ~hw hll h po~fy nhbf? Zdhz jflkndz ~hw yfwfy}fj moy zdowf ~do lo}fj

hcj df jkjc.z lo}f ivz dhzfj?

Ocl{ wobfocf ~do dhzfj hgzfj lkef zdkw, wdf zdovndz# Oy wobfocf ~do zdovndz

pfoplf jfwfy}fj zo if dhzfj hcj mfhyfj#

Ivz wdf ~hw vcdkcnkcn, hw kz ~hw# Wdf ~hw mhllkcn hphyz o}fy dkb, f}fc ~kzdovz dkw

pfywf}fyhcgf# Moy ~f hyf hll pfywf}fykcn kc zdkw ~oylj# Hcj wdf ~hczfj kz zo hppfhy

fhw{, zo hppfhy ghlb#

Ivz df ~hw goczyollkcn dfy myob zdkw mhy, zdkw ~kjf h ykmz# ^dhz jkj kz bhzzfy ~dfyf df

~hw# Hll wdf ecf~ ~hw zdhz hmzfy zdf ~hll kcgkjfcz, wdf govlj coz nfz dkb ovz om dfy

zdovndzw# Zdovndzw om dhyb gobf zo dfy‚dkw dhybkcn dfy# Ivz wdf govlj coz wzop dfy

whzkwmhgzkoc hz dh}kcn dkw po~fy o}fy dfy# Dh}kcn dkb avwz wo, ihlhcgkcn moy dkb dfy

lkmf#

Zdkw goczyol moy po~fy govljc.z wzop co~# Kz dhj zo no wobf~dfyf zo if avjnfj

wvmmkgkfcz# Fkzdfy wdf dhj zo nk}f kc, oy df dhj zo zhef gdhynf# Hcj wdf ~ovlj lfz dkb

zhef gdhynf zo wdo~ dkb wdf ~hczfj zdkw#

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Ivz wdf govlj wzop zdkw zoo# Avwz kncoyf dkb hcj wzop kz ykndz zdfyf# If zdf nooj

gkzkqfc# If wobfocf myhkl hcj kc zvcf ~kzd jflkghg{# If ykndz# Jkwlojnf jhcnfy myob kzw

gdhky# Lfz gobboc zdfbfw if gobboc# Wzh{ ~fll hcj whzkwmkfj#

Zdfyf hyf yvlfw hcj ~f cffj zo mollo~ zdfb kc ovy ykndz bkcjw# Coz z~kwz zdfb kczo

pfywochl jkwhj}hczhnfw#

Wdf wdovlj zfll wobfocf# Wdf efpz zdkcekcn wdf wdovlj zfll wobfocf hiovz ~dhz df

~hw jokcn# Ivz wdf jkjc.z# Pykjf efpz dfy xvkfz# Pykjf efpz dfy#

Kc glhww, df ~hw lfgzvykcn# Wdf govlj coz looe hz dkb lkef zdhz mkywz jh{# Wdf ~hczfj

zo hppfhy wzyocn hcj cocgdhlhcz# Zo dh}f zdf vppfy dhcj#

Wdf looefj hz zdf ozdfy wzvjfczw hcj lhvndfj kcwkjf# Zdf{ ~fyf zhekcn zdkw wo

wfykovwl{# Kz ~hw avwz h lfgzvyf# Cozdkcn ~hw fczfykcn dfy bkcj ivz boyf bkcj# Wdf

wkndfj, ioyfj ~kzd zdf ~h{ df ghllfj dfy# Ifghvwf wdf zdovndz df ~hw ghllkcn dfy ~dfc

df lfgzvyfj# Ifghvwf wdf zdovndz hll dkw hgzkocw hcj jkwzyhgzkocw ~fyf moy dfy hlocf# H

gocwvbbhzf hgzoy, dfy pyomfwwoy#

Wdf mflz zdf wpozlkndz oc dfy# Moy ~hwc.z df wzhykcn hz dfy, ~hwc.z df zfllkcn dfy

wfgyfzw ~kzd dkw dhcjw, zdf ~h{ zdf{ pokczfj wobfzkbfw, lkef pfoplf kc cffj om wfgvykz{#

Hcj dkw f{fw‚wdf govljc.z nfz o}fy dkw ~kjf, wghy{ f{fw# Zdf{ vwfj zo wghyf dfy, co~

zdf{ ~fyf avwz dkw f{fw, h phyz om dkb, dkw ioj{#

Zdf lfgzvyf ~hw o}fy zoo wooc, wdf zdovndz# Wdf govlj wkz zdfyf moyf}fy ~kzd dkb lkef

zdhz‚wknchlkcn zo dfy# hw wdf bhj? Oy ~hw wdf avwz gvykovw?

9>9



Wdf wffbfj zdf wzhy kc zdkw, hcj wdf mflz wdf ~hw dkw wzhy# Zdf ocf df pvllfj jo~c

myob zdf we{ zo if iykndz ~kzd dkb# Dfy dfhj ~hw mkllfj ~kzd zffchnf wfcwhzkocw, zdf

jhcnfy om {ovzd iyf~kcn kc dfy# Wdf ~hw boyf jhcnfyovw zdhc wdf wffbfj#

Dfy mykfcjw ~fyf hll yvwdkcn ovz om zdf yoob ~dklf wdf whz zdfyf wzkll f{kcn dkb#

Goczfcz kc ~kzddoljkcn dfywflm, hwekcn dfywflm zo if hz pfhgf ~kzd kz#

Df ~hlefj o}fy zo dfy gdhky ~dfc zdf dhll ~hw fbpz{ hcj whkj zo dfy, ‒ [ov wffb zo

fcao{ zdf lfgzvyf###‒

“[fhd, {ov ~fyf nooj#‒

“Jo {ov ~hcz zo no wobf plhgf?‒

“Co, K dh}f zo no dobf#‒

“OE, wff {ov hyovcj#‒

^kzd zdhz, df zvycfj hyovcj hcj ~hlefj ovz# Hcj wdf ~hw jfwfyzfj ocgf hnhkc# Wdf

~hw lfmz ~kzd cozdkcn# Coz f}fc mfhy co~# Avwz h wzhzf om lfh}kcn# Lkef hll zdf pfoplf kc

dfy lkmf#

^d{ jkj wdf wh{ co zo dkb ~dfc kc mhgz, wdf ~hczfj boyf?

Dfyf wdf jk}kjfj dfy cfhz lkmf kczo jyfhb hcj yfhlkz{# Yfhlkz{ ~hw zdhz zkbf df

pvwdfj dfy hnhkcwz zdf ~hll‚do~ mykndzfckcn zdhz ~hw# F}fy{zdkcn flwf ~hw h jyfhb#

Hll dfy pkckcn, dfy mfhyw, fzg# Powwkil{, mfhy ~hw zdf bowz yfhl fbozkoc wdf mflz ykndz

co~# Kz ~hw fhzkcn h~h{ hz dfy whckz{, dfy lkmf# Ivz ~dhz ~hw zdkw hzzyhgzkoc wdf efpz

zyhgkcn, zdf zyhafgzoy{ om kz?

Zdfyf wdf ~hw ~yocn# Kz ~hw coz hzzyhgzkoc ivz kc}fyzfj mfhy# Wdf dhj zo effp zdkw kc

bkcj f}fy{ zkbf wdf mflz dkb lkef zdkw# Wdf ~hw wzvccfj ozdfy~kwf# Ozdfy~kwf, wdf lkefj

9>7



zoo bvgd moy dfy o~c gobmoyz hcj dkw#

Ivz df wffbfj zfbpfyfj co~# Coz xvkzf wo vpmyocz# Coz xvkzf wghykcn dfy ~kzd dkw

hgzkocw, dkw moygfmvl wzhcgf# Ivz wdf dhj zo cffj zdhz# Wdf movcj dfywflm hynvkcn ~kzd

dkw kbphzkfcgf# hw kz gykbkchl, dkw hgzkocw? Bvwz wdf if ~hycfj? Wdf ~hw ~hyckcn

dfywflm zdhz df ~hw ~fkyj hcj pyhgzkghll{ h wzyhcnfy#

Co~ dfy bkcj ~hw glfhy# Cocf om zdhz ilkcjcfww wdf mflz hmzfy zdf{ bfz oc zdf

wkjf~hle# Cocf om zdhz yvwf# Co~ wdf ~hczfj zo if myff om dkb# Wdf dhj zo wzhcj vp zo

dkb# Dkw hybw ~fyf wzyocn ivz kz ~hw dfy moynfzmvlcfww zdhz bhchnfj dfy# Moynfzzkcn

dkw dhyb hcj dkw lhge om gocwgkfcgf, wdf lkefj dkb#

Kz ~hw wo jkmmkgvlz zo kncoyf dkb# Dkw glhww ~hw z~kgf h ~ffe# Wdf.j dh}f zo mklf h

gobplhkcz km wdf ~hczfj zo no mvyzdfy, zo effp dkb dhyblfww, zo effp dkb myob dhybkcn

dfy hnhkc# Ivz ~ovlj wdf if iflkf}fj? Zdfyf ~fyf co ~kzcfwwfw ~dfc kz dhppfcfj#

Ftgfpz pfoplf phwwkcn oc zdf wzyffz‚f}fc zdf{ ~fyf bkcjkcn zdfky o~c ivwkcfww# Do~

kncoyfj ~f hll ~fyf, wdf zdovndz pyfwfczl{# Do~ kc jhcnfy ~f wobfzkbfw ~fyf ~kzd

ozdfy pfoplf.w kncoyhcgf#

Wdf ~ovlj kncoyf dkb# Wdf ~hw hlyfhj{ jokcn kz# Wdf gocnyhzvlhzfj dfywflm ~kzd

zdfky lhwz bffzkcn‚do~ wdf efpz dfy jkwzhcgf, do~ ~fll wdf ~hw ~kzd kbphzkfcgf# Wdf

yfwol}fj zo yvwd ovz om zdf yoob hlocn ~kzd zdf ozdfy wzvjfczw, zo jkwhppfhy kczo zdfb, zo

wzh{ h~h{ myob dkb#

Wdf dopfj df lfhycfj dkw lfwwoc# Zdhz wdf ~hw coz h}hklhilf zo if dkw# Wdf zdovndz

df ~ovlj coz moygf dfy, df ~ovlj coz ~hcz zo if kncoyfj ivz zdhz ~hw zdf ifwz wdf govlj

jo moy co~#

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Wdf.j gobplhkc ~dfc kz dhppfcfj hnhkc# Zdkcekcn wo wvyfl{ zdhz zdfyf ~ovlj if h

cftz zkbf hcj zdhz wdf.j gobf ovz om kz OE# Zdhz wdf govlj dhcjlf kz#

Hmzfy ~ffew lkef zdkw, wdf ivbpfj kczo dkb hnhkc oc zdf wzyffz# Df wvjjfcl{ zooe dfy

hyb hcj pvllfj dfy zo~hyjw dkb, ~hczkcn dfy zo no ~kzd dkb# Wdf wgyfhbfj ivz co ocf

~hw hyovcj, zdf wzyffz ~hw fbpz{#

Wdf zykfj zo mkndz dkb omm ivz df ~hw zoo wzyocn moy dfy# Wdf goczkcvfj wgyfhbkcn

~dfc df jyhnnfj dfy zo dkw ghy#

Zdf hmzfycooc ~hw jyh~kcn zo h glowf# F}fckcn ~hw lkbpkcn zo~hyjw kz#

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Gdhpzfy 86

Kcwkjf dkw ghy, df zooe h nvc hcj pokczfj hz dfy# Wdf wzoppfj wgyfhbkcn# Hll zdyovnd

ovz, df ~hw wklfcz# Dkw hgzkocw ~fyf lovj hcj gykbkchl# Wdf ~hw pyh{kcn dhyj hcj

gdhllfcnfj dfy o~c iflkfmw# Wdf govlj avbp ovz om zdf ghy ykndz co~ hcj df ~ovljc.z

cozkgf, wdf zolj dfywflm# Ivz zdf ghy ~hw nokcn wo mhwz, wdf.j if dvyz# Hcj df.j pyoihil{

ekll dfy km wdf jkj zdhz# Wo, wdf zolj dfywflm, K.ll effp ghlb hcj jo ~dhz df hwew# Hwwfcz

moy co~# If ghlb hcj jo cozdkcn zo kyykzhzf dkb# Dfy ~kll zo wvy}k}f ~hw cf}fy

wzyocnfy#

Dfy ~dolf lkmf mlhwdfj ifmoyf dfy f{fw# Do~ wdf govlj.}f iffc ifzzfy hcj jocf

ifzzfy, do~ wdf govlj.}f lo}fj boyf###If boyf phzkfcz ~kzd ozdfyw# Kc zkbfw lkef zdkw, ovy

yfhl pozfczkhlw gykfj ovz, kz ~hw ovy lkmf ~f ~fyf doljkcn, ~f zdovndz#

^dfyf ~hw df zhekcn bf? Df jyo}f h locn ~dklf locnfy ivz zdf{ ghbf zo h

mhybdovwf wobf~dfyf kc zdf bkjjlf om co~dfyf# Hz lfhwz wdf govljc.z if wvyf ~dfyf kz

~hw#

Df wzoppfj zdf ghy hcj whkj zdf mkywz ~oyjw zdhz ghbf zo dkb,‒Nfz ovz om zdf ghy#‒

Wdf dhj iffc wlffpkcn hcj jyfhbkcn ivz i{ co~ h~hef fcovnd zo mollo~ dkw

kcwzyvgzkocw# Wdf wzfppfj ovz om zdf ghy, lfnw wdhekcn# Hcj glowfj zdf ghy jooy#

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Wdf ~hw hiovz zo wh{,‒^dfyf hyf ~f?‒ Ivz zdovndz coz zo# Ifzzfy zo lfz dkb lfhj,

zdhz ~ovlj bhef dkb zdkce df ~hw kc gdhynf dfyf#

Df jyhnnfj dfy hyb hnhkc lkef ifmoyf hcj pokczfj dkw nvc hz dfy# Wdf ~hw wo mkllfj

~kzd mfhy ivz efpz zdkcekcn zdhz wdf.j wvy}k}f zdkw# Dfy dhcjw ~fyf wo golj {ov govlj

zovgd zdfb hcj mffl cozdkcn ivz zdf golj#

Df opfcfj zdf myocz jooy hcj pvwdfj dfy kczo h yoob kc zdf ihwfbfcz hcj logefj zdf

jooy#

^dhz ~hw df nokcn zo jo?

Df whkj cozdkcn# Zdkcnw lkef zdkw jkjc.z cffj lhcnvhnf# Zdf }kolfcgf ~hw h ekcj om

lhcnvhnf kc kzwflm, h zfyykilf moygfj lhcnvhnf om wvy}k}hl# F}fc df ~hw wvy}k}kcn, wdf

zdovndz# Df ~hw wvy}k}kcn dkw o~c }kolfcgf# Df ~kllfj kz ivz wdf ~hw zy{kcn dfy ifwz zo

h}okj kz# Zo vwf hcozdfy lhcnvhnf, zdhz om gk}klkz{, om myffjob#

Wdf looefj hyovcj zdf ihwfbfcz zo wff ~dhz wdf govlj vwf, h ~fhpoc oy hc{zdkcn

zdhz govlj if vwfj# Kz ~hw nfzzkcn jhye# Zdfyf ~hw cozdkcn# Avwz h mlhwdlkndz# Kz.w

nooj, wdf zdovndz# Hz lfhwz wdf govlj vwf kz lhzfy#

^dfc ocf dhj cozdkcn, hcj ocf bvwz bhef jo ~kzd zdhz cozdkcn, wdf gvykovwl{

vcjfywzooj hw cf}fy ifmoyf# Hw km gkygvbwzhcgf bhjf dfy wff ~dhz dfy o~c hgzkocw

govljc.z#

Wvjjfcl{, zdf jooy opfcfj hcj df wzooj kc zdf jooy~h{ looekcn hz dfy, wzkll

zfyykm{kcnl{ wklfcz# Df dhj co nvc co~# Df ~hw jykcekcn# Df whkj,‒[ov ~hcz

wobfzdkcn zo jykce?‒

“[fw, wvyf,‒ wdf whkj, co~ wzkll gocwgkovw om zdf ~h{ wdf bvwz hwwfcz zo wzh{ hlk}f#

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Df nh}f dfy h nlhww om ~hzfy zdhz df dhj pyfphyfj moy dfy#

Wdf jyhce kz wlo~l{, hlzdovnd wdf ~hw zdkywz{# Wo hw coz zo lfz dkb zdkce wdf cffjfj

kz, cffjfj dkw ~hzfy#

Wdf dflj ovz zdf fbpz{ nlhww zo dkb hcj df zooe kz nfczl{, lkef wobfocf whzkwmkfj ~kzd

dkw gocjfwgfcwkoc# Kcwkjf dfy, wdf ~ovlj lkef zo wbhge dkb ~kzd zdf nlhww, ivz co~

dfyf, wdf wbklfj hlbowz hz dkb# Dkw f{fw ~kjfcfj hnhkc lkef zdhz#

Df iyovndz kc h gdhky kczo zdf ihwfbfcz hcj whz jo~c# Df whkj, “Wkz jo~c#‒

Wdf whz oc zdf mlooy h mf~ phgfw myob dkb# Dfy dfhj lf}fl ~kzd dkw gdfwz#

Dfyf, wdf govlj wff dkb, govlj wff ~dhz wdf bvwz jo# Df ~hw wzkll gk}kl wo zdhz ~hw

nooj, wdf zdovndz# Km df noz hcny{, wdf bkndz coz if wo lvge{, wdf zdovndz#

Ivz df ~hw coz hcny{ }kwkil{# Zo dfy# Df ~hw wbklkcn, h gdkljkwd wbklf f}fc#

“^d{ hyf {ov dfyf?,‒ df hwefj#

Wdf ~hw zhefc hihge i{ dkw xvfwzkoc# Wo bvgd goczyol kc zdkw ocf xvfwzkoc# Oy h

cffj zo goczyol#

“K joc.z eco~, {ov zfll bf,‒ wdf whkj ioljl{# Dfy }okgf ~hw ghlb zdovnd hcj gk}kl#

Wdf govlj wff dkw wbklf nokcn ivz df whkj,‒Ifghvwf {ov hyf wzviioyc#‒

“[fw,‒ wdf hcw~fyfj#

“Jo {ov eco~ ~d{ K jkj zdkw?,‒

“Ifghvwf K ~hw wzviioyc?,‒ wdf whkj, hlbowz mfhykcn dkw hcw~fy#

“Fthgzl{#‒

“Ifghvwf {ov dhj zo lfh}f glhww#‒

“K jkjc.z lfh}f,‒ wdf whkj, dopfmvl df.j zdkce dfy hcw~fy ykndz, zdhz df wzkll

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yfbfbifyfj ~dhz dhppfcfj#

“[ov eco~ ~dhz K bfhc,‒ df whkj hlwo dopfmvl wdf.j vcjfywzhcj dkb#

“K joc.z, hgzvhll{#‒

“Ifghvwf {ov ~fyf dkjkcn myob bf, K dhj zo iykcn {ov dfyf,‒ df whkj gooll{# Dkw

}okgf lkef zdhz om h zfhgdfy hnhkc, gocmkjfcz kc kcwzkllkcn eco~lfjnf#

“Km {ov ~kwd,‒ wdf whkj, ifnkcckcn zo vcjfywzhcj dkb, do~ df ~hw h phzdfzkg bhc#

“Kz.w iffc lkef zdkw f}fy wkcgf# [ov dkjkcn myob bf, hcj K dhj zo wfhygd moy {ov#‒

“OE,‒ wdf whkj ioyfj ~kzd zdkw lkcf om xvfwzkockcn#

“Hcw~fy bf,‒ df whkj, zy{kcn zo effp dkw gool#

“Zdfyf.w cozdkcn zo wh{,‒ wdf whkj#

“OE# Dh}f kz {ovy ~h{,‒ df whkj, nfzzkcn vp myob dkw gdhky hcj bo}kcn zo~hyjw dfy#

Df mhgfj dfy hcj goczkcvfj,‒[ov.yf wzkll hw wzviioyc hw f}fy# ^dhz wdovlj K jo zo {ov?‒

“^dhz jo {ov ~hcz myob bf?‒

“Cozdkcn# K ~hcz cozdkcn#‒

“Zdhz.w zdf pokcz? Cozdkcn?‒

“K ~hcz {ov zo if bkcf# Hmzfy zdhz, cozdkcn,‒ df whkj, dkw f{fw ~kjfckcn hnhkc#

“K ghc.z if {ovyw f}fy,‒ wdf whkj ioljl{#

“Zdhz.w hll moy zockndz,‒ df wvjjfcl{ whkj, lfh}kcn zdf ihwfbfcz#

Wdf wzh{fj pvz wkzzkcn oc zdf mlooy# Df logefj zdf jooy#

Zdhz ckndz, wdf wlfpz lkef wobfocf pfypfzvhll{ kc wvwpfcwf‚mkzmvll{#

Do~ locn ~kll df dolj bf dfyf?, wdf ~ocjfyfj#

K joc.z zdkce df.ll ekll bf, coz {fz#

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Hz jh~c, wdf hppyohgdfj zdf jooy hcj pvz dfy fhyw zo kz# Wdf govlj dfhy zdf Z]

nokcn# Df ~hw h~hef# Bh{if df govljc.z wlffp fkzdfy# Doljkcn pfoplf dowzhnf lkef zdkw

dhw zo if wzyfwwmvl# Zdf }olvbf om zdf Z] bvwz if lovj moy dfy zo dfhy kz hll zdf ~h{

jo~c dfyf#

Hll wdf dhj zo jo ~hw ~hkz# Wdf ~hw hz dkw bfyg{ hc{~h{#

Bvwz wdf if hnhkcwz dkb? Wdf ~hczfj dkb zo eco~ wdf ~hw# Zdhz ~dhz df ~hw

jokcn ~hw coz dflpkcn fkzdfy om zdfb# Zdhz df ~hw ovz om dkw bkcj# Zdhz pfoplf ~fyf

~hkzkcn moy dfy ovzwkjf# Zdhz zdfyf bkndz if ~kzcfwwfw#

Ivz moy co~, wdf efpz dfy bovzd wdvz, zo hppfhy mfhymvl hcj hnyffkcn#

Df avwz ~hczfj zo if kc goczyol# Df ~hw gocmkjfcz fcovnd zo zdkce zdhz co ocf wh~

zdfb, zdhz wdf ~hw nokcn zo if dflj dfyf ~kzdovz pfoplf eco~kcn#

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Gdhpzfy 8=

Wdf lh{ jo~c oc zdf mlooy hcj ~hkzfj moy zdf boyckcn, moy pfoplf zo gobf yfwgvf dfy,

moy dopf# Hz zkbfw lkef zdfwf, f}fy{ bkcvzf govczfj# F}fy{ bkcvzf om wvy}k}hl bfhcz h

mvyzdfy dopf om myffjob# Wdf jkjc.z cozkgf wdf dhjc.z fhzfc kc boyf zdhc z~fl}f dovyw#

Ocl{ zdhz nlhww om ~hzfy# Ivz wdf efpz nokcn wzkll# Do~ lkzzlf ~f govlj wvy}k}f oc ~dfc

zdfyf ~hw cozdkcn zo yfhgd zo hcj f}fy{zdkcn zo yfhgd moy#

Wdf wlfpz moy h mf~ dovyw kc zdf boyckcn vczkl lhzf, vczkl df ~hw wzhcjkcn o}fy dfy

~kzd wobf mooj# Wdf looefj vp hcj wh~ zdhz df ~hw nfczlf ivz wdf ecf~ kz ~hw avwz h

yvwf, zdhz hz hc{ bobfcz dkw yfhl, gykbkchl wflm ~ovlj wdo~ kzwflm# Hll wdf govlj jo ~hw

hwwfcz hcj dopf moy zdf ifwz#

Df ~hzgdfj dfy fhz# Wdf mflz vcfhw{ hiovz zdhz ivz govlj jo cozdkcn# Df ~hw zdf

bhwzfy dfyf# Wdf ~hw zdf }kgzkb om dkw po~fy, dkw gykbkchl zfcjfcgkfw# Wdf zykfj zo fhz

wlo~l{ f}fc ~dfc wdf ~hw wo dvcny{ wdf govlj fhz hc flfpdhcz# Kz ~hw coz hiovz pokwf

ivz hiovz goczyol, zo wdo~ dkb zdhz wdf ~hw wvy}k}kcn hcj effpkcn dfywflm whmf, fzg# kc

wpkzf om ~dhz df ~hw jokcn# Coz zo nk}f dkb zoo bvgd plfhwvyf kc wffkcn dfy dvcny{ lkef

zdhz, cffjkcn dkw mooj hmzfy dkw pvckwdbfcz#

Hmzfy fhzkcn, wdf whkj wdf.j lkef zo no zo zdf zoklfz# Df dhcjgvmmfj dfy zo dkb hcj

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zdf{ ~hlefj zo zdf zoklfz vpwzhkyw# Df vcgvmmfj dfy myob dkb hcj lfz dfy vwf zdf zoklfz i{

dfywflm# Wdf noz ovz om zdf zoklfz hcj df gvmmfj dfy hnhkc hcj logefj dfy kc zdf

ihwfbfcz#

Kc zdf ihwfbfcz yoob, wdf wzhyzfj govczkcn dfy ilfwwkcnw‚zdhz wdf ~hw wzkll hilf zo

no zo zdf zoklfz, zdhz wdf avwz hzf, hcj zdhz wdf ~hw hlk}f hcj ~fll, moy co~# Zdfyf ~hw co

zfllkcn ~dhz df.j jo cftz‚bh{if df ~hw pyfphykcn dfy moy ftfgvzkoc oy wobfzdkcn#

Wdf dflj oc zkndz zo zdf dopf zdhz df.j effp dfy moy boyf jh{w, zdhz df.j lfz dfy lk}f, hcj

coz dhyb dfy#

^dfc df opfcfj zdf jooy cftz, df whkj df ~hczfj zo zhle# Kz ~hw h phzdfzkg bhc ~do

zhefw wobfocf dowzhnf avwz zo zhle zo dfy# Wdf zdovndz zdkw ivz zdfc wdf ~ovlj yhzdfy

nk}f dkb dfy zkbf zo zhle zdhc jo ozdfy zdkcnw#

Zdf{ zhlefj hiovz zdfky lk}fw, hiovz do~ df ~ovlj lkef zo lk}f hmzfy zdkw# Hiovz do~

wdf ~ovlj if dkw# Zdfyf wdf hnyffj avwz moy zdf whef om hnyffkcn# Avwz wo wdf ~ovljc.z

if dhybfj# Df ~hw wzkll moynfzmvl‚df wzkll zdovndz wdf ~hw zfllkcn dkb zdf zyvzd f}fc

zdovnd df ecf~ wdf ~hw avwz mkndzkcn zo effp hlk}f# Kz ~hw dkw jyfhb hcj wdf ~hw avwz

zdf oiafgz om dkw jyfhb#

Wdf ecf~ om pfoplf lkef zdkw, pfoplf ~do govlj lk}f lkef zdkw# Kc gkygvbwzhcgfw lkef

zdkw, ifghvwf zdfky lk}fw ~fyf wo fbpz{, wo myvwzyhzkcnl{ gobboc oy jfwpfyhzfl{ golj, zdhz

zdf{ dhj zo if lkef zdkw# Ivz wdf dhj zo lfh}f kz zdfyf, dfy avjnfbfczw# Do~ jkj ~f

avjnf h lkmf, oy h lkmf zdhz }ffyfj myob zdf coybhl, myob ovyw? Zdfyf, wdf nh}f vp# Wdf

avwz ~hczfj zo lk}f hcozdfy jh{# Dopf ~hw hlk}f wzkll kc dfy# Wdf ~ovlj coz if

gocjfbcfj zo lk}f h lkmf ~kzd zdkw bhc# Zdkw gykbkchl#

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Ivz wdf ~hw dfyf# Wdf ~hczfj zo if efpz hlk}f# Df ecf~ zdkw# Df ~hw avwz kc h

jyfhb~oylj, wdf zdovndz# Df dhj h nvc, wdf jkjc.z# Zdhz bhjf kz fhw{ zo gdoowf# Dh}f

kz dkw ~h{ zdfc# Wdf dhj co gdokgf ivz zo mollo~ dkw f}fy{ ~dkb#

Hmzfy zdfky zhle, df zykfj zo zovgd dfy mhgf ivz wdf zvycfj h~h{# “Co#‒

Df wzoppfj hcj ~fcz ovz om zdf yoob hcj logefj zdf jooy#

Wdf ecf~ ~dhz ~hw gobkcn# Cftz, df.j ~hcz zo if kczkbhzf ~kzd dfy#

Avwz zdfc, wdf dfhyj dkb yvcckcn vpwzhkyw# ^dhz ~hw df jokcn? Bh{if dflp ~hw

gobkcn# Wdf dopfj ~kzd hll dfy ifkcn zdhz wdf ~ovlj if wh}fj# Zdfyf bvwz if wobfocf

~do wh~ zdfb#

Df ihynfj kc zdf jooy myhczkg ~kzd ~oyy{# “^f ghc.z wzh{ dfyf#‒

“^d{ coz?,‒ wdf whkj, dopkcn zo jflh{ dkw plhcw# F}fy{ bkcvzf govczfj# Wdf ecf~

zdf{ ~fyf gobkcn zo wh}f dfy#

“K ghc.z wh{#‒

“Kz.w whmf dfyf# Lfz.w wzh{# Co ocf ~kll mkcj vw dfyf#‒

“Co, ~f dh}f zo no,‒ df whkj wzkll zyovilfj i{ zdkw zvyc om f}fczw#

“K zdovndz ~f.yf nokcn zo dh}f h lkmf zonfzdfy# [ov whkj wo fhylkfy,‒ wdf whkj

jfwpfyhzfl{#

“Zdkw kw boyf kbpoyzhcz#‒

“[ov.yf kbhnkckcn zdkcnw# ^f.yf whmf#‒

Df looefj lkef df ~hw hiovz zo gy{# Ivz avwz hw xvkgel{, dkw ~dolf jfbfhcoy

gdhcnfj# Df wzvbpfj dkw mooz hcj whkj, “Co, ~f wzh{ moy zockndz ivz no zoboyyo~

boyckcn# [ov vcjfywzhcj?‒

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Wdf cojjfj#

Zdhz.w nooj, wdf zdovndz# Zdhz ~ovlj nk}f zdfb zkbf zo wfhygd moy dfy# Pfydhpw zdf{

hlyfhj{ ecf~ ~dfyf wdf ~hw# ^dhz bhjf dkb myhczkg lkef zdhz# Df bvwz.}f dhj cf~w,

zdhz.w ~d{# Zdf Z]?

Bh{if h bhcdvcz ~hw nokcn oc#

Wdf ~hw wo nlhj om zdkw zdhz wdf wbklfj hcj zdfc gykfj# Zfhyw zdhz wdf.j iffc doljkcn

ihge wkcgf wdf ghbf dfyf# Wdf ~hczfj zo gy{ f}fy{ jh{, kc h wkzvhzkoc lkef zdkw# Hcj if

~hycfj zdhz df bvwzc.z wff dfy lkef zdkw# Wdf bvwzc.z nk}f h~h{ dfy dopf#

fyf zdfyf ghbfyhw kc zdf ihwfbfcz? Govlj df wff dfy co~? Wdf looefj hyovcj zdf

yoob ivz wh~ cozdkcn# Zdhz.w nooj# Hz lfhwz df ghc.z wff bf#

Zdhz ckndz, df jkjc.z gobf zo dfy, jkjc.z f}fc nk}f dfy wobfzdkcn zo fhz# Df ~hw

pyoihil{ zoo jkwzyhvndz zo ghyf# Df ecf~ zdf{ ~fyf gobkcn hcj jfgkjfj coz zo yvc# Df

~hw nk}kcn vp# Kc h ~h{ zdhz ~hw vclkef dkb# Ivz df ~hw zkyfj, df ~hw zkyfj om yvcckcn

h~h{# Df.j iffc yvcckcn h~h{ hll dkw lkmf# Myob pfoplf, myob zdkcnw# Co~ dkw

gocwfxvfcgfw ~fyf gobkcn hmzfy dkb# Df dhjc.z jocf hc{zdkcn lkef zdkw# Wdf bhjf bf

jo kz, df zdovndz# Df dhjc.z iffc lkef zdkw ~kzd hc{ocf#

^dklf df ~hw zdkcekcn zdfwf zdkcnw hcj yfnyfzzkcn zdfwf zdkcnw, wdf zovgdfj dopf

~kzd dfy iflkfm# Kz dhj cf}fy iffc zdkw wzyocn# Zo if myff hz lhwz, zdhz ~hw ~dhz efpz dfy

myob mfflkcn dfy dvcnfy#

Wdf ~hw wo zdkywz{ ivz zdkw zoo wdf o}fylooefj# Ocl{ h mf~ dovyw zo no, zdf{ ~fyf

gobkcn#

Df opfcfj zdf jooy hcj pvwdfj h nlhww om ~hzfy zo~hyjw dfy# “K.b woyy{ zdfyf.w co

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“Zdhz.w OE,‒ wdf whkj nfczl{#

Kz wffbfj df jkjc.z fhz fkzdfy# Zoo myhczkg zo fhz, iozd om zdfb#

Df logefj zdf jooy hnhkc#

Wdf ~hkzfj hcj ~hkzfj vczkl ckndz mfll# Zdfc wdf lh{ jo~c hcj zdovndz om dfy

myffjob, do~ kz ~ovlj gobf hcj wdf ~ovlj if lkef wdf ~hw, ocl{ boyf nyhzfmvl, boyf

whzkwmkfj ~kzd zdf gobmoyzw om lkmf# Wdf ~hw lvge{ zo dh}f wvgd h lkmf# Hcj hlwo vclvge{

zo dh}f bfz dkb, zo dh}f bfz wvgd h bhc# Df ~hw cozdkcn ivz bhckpvlhzk}f, wdf

zdovndz# Hwkjf myob ifkcn gyhq{ hcj h gykbkchl#

Dfy cf~ lkmf h~hkzfj dfy#

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Kc zdf boyckcn, df jkjc.z wdo~ vp hz hll# Pfydhpw df dhj lfmz dfy zdfyf# Pfydhpw df

lfmz#

Zdfyf ~hw h gobbozkoc vpwzhkyw zdfc wobfocf wdovzkcn# Pfydhpw zdf{ ~fyf dfyf zo

zhef dfy ihge dobf?

Zdfc h nvcwdoz# Zdfc cozdkcn#

Wdf bvwz.}f wlfpz zdyovnd kz# Wdf ~hw powkzk}f df.j iffc hyyfwzfj oy f}fc wdoz#

Zdfc zdf pdocf ykcnkcn#

Hmzfy zdhz, zdf polkgf ~fyf hz dfy jooy# Zdf{ ihynfj kc hcj whkj,‒Hyf {ov hlykndz?‒

“K.b OE,‒ wdf whkj#

Zdf{ pvz h ilhcefz o}fy dfy hcj fwgoyzfj dfy ovz om zdf yoob# Dfy pfypfzyhzoy ~hw

co~dfyf zo if movcj# Wo wdf hwefj,‒^dfyf kw df? Dhw df iffc wdoz?‒

“Co, df wvyyfcjfyfj hcj ~f.}f hyyfwzfj dkb#‒

Wdf ~hczfj zo wh{, Nooj# Ivz wobfzdkcn pyf}fczfj dfy# Zdkw ~hw coz h zykvbpd ivz

h yfwolvzkoc# Coz avwz h wzoy{ ivz h zyvf wzoy{# ^dfyf co ocf ~oc hcj co ocf govlj if

pyfphyfj zo ~kc#

Wdf pyf}hklfj hcj wdf ~hw nlhj om zdf zdkcnw zdhz cf}fy ghbf zo phww# Zdhcemvl hcj

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nyhzfmvl hz zdf whbf zkbf#

Wdf jkjc.z eco~ do~ zdf{ movcj dfy#

“Zdfyf ~hw h ~obhc ~do wh~ {ov ~dfc df hijvgzfj {ov# Wh~ zdf plhzf cvbify oc

dkw ghy hcj ~f zyhgfj dkb myob zdfyf# Jkj df dvyz {ov pd{wkghll{?‒

“Co, df jkjc.z,‒ wdf whkj xvkfzl{#

Ihge dobf, wdf wzhyzfj ~ykzkcn jo~c ~dhz wdf govlj, dfy hgdkf}fbfczw, dfy cozkoc

om zdf mvzvyf, ~dhz wdf ~kllfj, dfy ghvwfw, zdkcnw zo if jocf# Hcj wdf ~hw cf}fy ifmoyf

iffc zdkw pfcwk}f# Hmzfy wvy}k}kcn ~dhz wdf ~fcz zdyovnd, wdf ~hw hz pfhgf ~kzd dfywflm#

Cozdkcn govlj gdhcnf dfy bkcj co~# Wdf.j hl~h{w yfbfbify zdf mfhy zdhz ~hw

pyfwfcz kc zdowf z~o jh{w# Wobfzdkcn kc dfy ~kcgfj ~dfc wdf zdovndz hiovz kz#

Wobfzdkcn kc dfy zykvbpdfj hlwo#

Wdf ~ovlj coz bkww dkb, lkef wdf hlbowz jkj ifmoyf# Df ~hw h bkwzhef wdf.j hl~h{w

yfbfbify# H zfyyoy wdf bvwz coz moynfz# Kc oyjfy zo wzfhj{ dfywflm, wdf zdovndz om do~

pfoplf govlj if jfwpfyhzf hcj coz eco~ kz# Do~ dhppkcfww govlj flvjf f}fc zdf bowz

wvggfwwmvl pfoplf#

Moy df ~hw wvggfwwmvl i{ wogkfz{.w wzhcjhyjw# Df ~hw h pyomfwwoy om nooj yfpvzf#

Oyjkchy{ ivz coz oyjkchy{ fcovnd# Ocf bkwzhef hcj {ov no jo~cdkll mhwzfy zdhc

hc{ocf# Df ~hw dkw o~c bkwzhef#

Wdf mflz hlbowz cowzhlnkg moy zdf mfflkcnw df dhj wzkyyfj kc dfy# Ivz looekcn ihge

co~, wdf wdovlj.}f eco~c# Zdowf f{fw# Zdowf dhcjw wzyocn hcj vchppfhlkcn# Nvklz

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~hw wzkll zdfyf# Ivz wdf noz o}fy zdf nvklz, hz lfhwz efpz kz vcjfy goczyol# Cowzhlnkg oy

vcyfpfczhcz?

Wdf ~hw nlhj zdhz wdf wzooj vp moy dfywflm, kc zdf ihwfbfcz hcj kc zdf glhwwyoob#

Hc{ocf ~ovlj jo zdf whbf# Km wdf dhj hppfhyfj ~fhe zo dkb, kz bkndz if h jkmmfyfcz

wzoy{# Km wdf dhj hppfhyfj mfhymvl, wdf bkndz wzkll if ~kzd dkb, powwkil{ oc zdf yvc ~kzd

dkb, hw dkw dowzhnf#

Kz ~hw h zykivzf zo dfy pyfwfcgf om bkcj zdhz wdf jflh{fj dkb zdhz lhwz jh{ kc zdf

mhybdovwf#

Km zdkw dhjc.z dhppfcfj, km wdf jkjc.z “ivbp‒ kczo dkb zdhz hmzfycooc om zdf

hijvgzkoc, wdf ~ovlj wzkll if zdf kccogfcz pfywoc wdf ~hw# Kccogfcz kc zdf ~h{ zdhz

yfhlkz{ ~hw ~dhz ~f ghbf vp hnhkcwz# Kc zdf ~h{ zdhz lkmf ~hw vcpyfjkgzhilf hcj

gocwzhczl{ gdhcnkcn zo bo}f {ov ovz om {ovy wzfhj{ pyfwvbpzkoc#

Zdf }hnhykfw om lkmf dkz dfy dhyj# Wdf dhj nyo~c vp kc zdf wfcwf zdhz wdf ~hw lk}kcn

kc nyhzfmvlcfww, kc dopf# Coz kc goczfbpz hcj ioyfjob#

Wdf govlj cf}fy moynk}f dkb, wdf zdovndz# Co ocf govlj# Do~ mfhymvl hcj hjhbhcz

wdf ~hw jvykcn zdowf mf~ dfllkwd jh{w hlocf ~kzd dkb# Noj bvwz if ~hzgdkcn o}fy dfy,

wdf zdovndz, zdhcekcn ~dhzf}fy ~hw Noj# ^dhz iflkfm govlj jo zo dopf hcj bfyg{#

Iflkfm govlj if jhbhnkcn zo pfoplf ~do jkjc.z iflkf}f# Zdf{ avwz z~kwzfj kz kczo cozdkcn#

Kczo zdf lhge zdf{ wh~ kc zdf ~oylj#

Wdf yfwgvfj dfy iflkfm avwz i{ ifkcn zdfyf, hwekcn wo bvgd kc h zkbf om fbpzkcfww hcj

wvjjfc nyhgf# Co, hwekcn wo lkzzlf#

Dfy lkmf myob co~ oc ~ovlj if ocf om bfyg{, om jflkndz# Hcj wdf ecf~ kz# Zo if

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nk}fc h wfgocj gdhcgf lkef zdhz#

Zo yfwzlfwwcfww, wdf nh}f zkbf#

Zo zkbf, wdf nh}f dfy ioj{ hcj zdf bkcj zdhz nh}f#

Zo fzfyckz{, wdf yfgfk}fj avwzkgf#

Wo dfy iooe fcjw# Coz ~kzd dkb, ivz ~kzd dfy o~c jvz{ zo mvlmkll#

Wdf dhj zo bhef kz jhcnfyovw, mvll om zfyyoy ifghvwf wdf mflz kz kc dfy# Wvgd kw

mkgzkoc {fz wvgd kw zyvzd glkbikcn vp oc kzw o~c nyovcj#

Dfy dfyokcf ~fcz zdyovnd ~dhz wdf ~fcz zdyovnd# Dfy dfyokcf kw zdf iyh}f phyz

om dfy, zdf ocf ~do zykvbpdfj hw wdf ~kll cf}fy jo kc zdkw lkmf# Hlzdovnd dfy o~c

zykvbpd ghc ocl{ if dfyw# F}fc km kz kw h zykvbpd zdhz kw coz fhw{ zo jfzfgz vcjfy

zdfwf gkygvbwzhcgfw, zdfwf gkygvbwzhcgfw om lkmf#

Hmzfy zdf ~ykzkcn gobfw zyvzd wzhykcn vp hz {ov# Jofw wdf bfhc zo if zdkw iyh}f kc

dfy lkmf? ôvlj wdf mkndz dkb km df ghbf zo yvkc dfy lkmf hnhkc? Govlj wdf if iyh}f

fcovnd zo mkndz dkb h wfgocj zkbf?

Zdfwf hyf avwz xvfwzkocw# Co ocf ghc hcw~fy zdfb#

Wdf govlj ivz wdf kw hmyhkj om zy{kcn# Wdf ~ovlj lfz dfy mvzvyf if h mvzvyf zdhz

govlj gdhcnf xvkgel{ ivz coz fczkyfl{# Kw wdf zhlekcn hiovz jfwzkc{? Co, kz kw avwz zdf

mvzvyf om zdf cftz jh{, hcj zdf cftz ckndz# Om jh{w bhygdkcn i{ dfy kc zdfky

yfjvcjhcg{# Do~ wdf jfwfy}fw kz# Wdf jfwfy}fw zo if nk}fc boyf gdhcgfw zdhc wdf

ghc zhef#

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Dfy iooe wolj ~fll, wolj bhc{# Hcj wdf kw plfhwfj ~kzd zdf yfwvlz om mkgzkoc hw wdf

cf}fy ~hw ~kzd zdf wzoy{ om dfy lkmf# Wdf go~fyw5 wdf iflkf}fw5 wdf kw myvwzyhzfj# Do~

dvbhc wdf kw, wdf avwz zdovndz om zdkw# Do~ pyocf zo jhcnfy hcj lhge, zdf lhge zdhz

pfoplf yfcovcgf kc dfy chbf# Zdhz df yfcovcgfj kc dfy chbf# Oy zykfj zo#

Hw dopf ~ovlj dh}f kz, wdf kw mkllfj ~kzd zdf jh{w zdhz gocxvfy dfy# Wdf doljw zdkw

dopf glowf zo dfy bkcj, zo dfy wflm zdhz bkcj hcw~fyw zo# Wdf kw gocxvfyfj {fz wdf dhw

coz wvyyfcjfyfj# Wdf bfhcw zo if bfhckcnmvl hcj wvggffjw#

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Hmzfy zdf iooe gobfw ovz, wdf hcj dfy dvwihcj no h~h{ moy h }hghzkoc# Avwz zdf

z~o om zdfb# Zdf{ dh}fc.z dhj h }hghzkoc moy h~dklf wo zdkw kw fwpfgkhll{ nyfhz#

Zdf{.}f moynozzfc do~ dovyw hcj jh{w zo zdfbwfl}fw bfhc dovyw om yflknkovw

kczfcwkz{, om wpkykzvhl xvkfz, om zkbf bfcjkcn zdf wovl#

Zdf pyomfwwoy jofwc.z gobf vp kc hc{ om zdfky goc}fywhzkocw# Kc mhgz, wdf jofwc.z

plhc oc zdkcekcn hiovz dkb jvykcn zdfky wzh{ dfyf#

Wdf kw wo nlhj om zdf zkbf wpfcz ~dfyf zdfyf.w f}fy{zdkcn zo fcao{ hcj cozdkcn zo if

yflfczfj, oy fcjvyfj# F}fy{zdkcn zdf{ jo kw dfh}fc, jocf hz zdfky o~c zkbf, kc zdfky

o~c phgf, ~kzd zdfky o~c plhc# Wobfzkbfw ~kzdovz zdfky plhc#

Hcj wdf jofwc.z zdkce hiovz dfy iooew oy ~ykzkcn# Wdf lfh}fw f}fy{zdkcn dobf‚

pyoilfbw oy ftgkzfbfczw zo jo ~kzd ~oye, hcj zdf wol}kcn om zdfb#

Kz.w mvcc{ do~ zdf ~oylj wffbw zo wzop ~dfc {ov.yf jokcn hll zdkcnw zdkw kczfcwfl{#

Oy yhzdfy, {ov ~hcz zkbf zo wzop# [ov ghccoz jo bvgd hiovz zdf ~oylj oy kzw

~oyekcnw# Ivz {ov mffl zdkw kcgyfjkilf wfcwf om ao{ zdhz cozdkcn ~kll if ~yocn, zdhz

{ov hyf mkchll{ dfyf ~kzd zdf pfywoc {ov lo}f, kc h plhgf {ov ~kll lo}f, kc h zkbf zdhz

~kll ghyy{ {ov zdyovnd {ovy ao{w kc wkbplf kcgyfbfczw#

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F}fy{ lkzzlf hgzkoc {ov jo iykcnw wo bvgd# Looekcn ovz zdf ~kcjo~, zdf zyffw

wzhcj pyobkwkcn cf~ lkndz# Zdf{ jkyfgz zdf lkndz, wghzzfy kz, yfmlfgz kz, hcj jo

f}fy{zdkcn zo iykcn kz ovz kc zdf }kf~fy.w wkndz# Lkndz hcj zyffw# Zdf wdhjf vcjfy zdf

zyffw# Coz zo bfczkoc zdf hky, zdf ~kcj hcj zdf ikyjw# Hll goc}fynf wobf~dfyf {ov

ghccoz no ivz ocl{ mffl# Zdf pyfwfcgf om h plhgf ~f ghccoz no zo ivz kw hlyfhj{ dfyf#

Wobfzkbfw kc zdf boyckcn, zdf lkndz zdyovnd zdf gvyzhkcw ~hefw {ov vp# Kz mkcjw

{ovy f{fw hcj nfczl{ opfcw zdfb ~kzd kzw pkfygkcn iykndzcfww# [ov hyf wvyf wobf phyz

om {ov dhw h~hefcfj ifmoyf {ov hgzvhll{ opfc {ovy f{fw# Lkndz mhgkcn lkndz# Kc pvyf

kczfcwkz{# Zo ~hef kc zdf zkbf om lkndz# Zdhz kw hnyffhilf hcj ftgkzkcn# Co hlhybw zo

gobbhcj {ov zo mollo~ zdfky kcjvwzy{# Zdfky vzklkz{# [ov hyf kc {ovy o~c zkbf hcj

{ov cffj kz hnhkc# Avwz zo if wvyf kz ~kll coz lfh}f# Coz {fz#

Hcj {ov jo# [ov ~hef vp wo yfmyfwdfj# Hmzfy ckndzw om bhj lo}f, {ov hyf wo

kbbvcf zo ~hekcn vp zkyfj# Lo}f yfmyfwdfw, {ov hl~h{w zdovndz# Zo lfh}f {ovy plhgf

om lhwz ckndz ifdkcj, {ov hyf kczfcwfl{ kczfyfwzfj kc ~dfyf {ov fcj vp‚wobf zyvzd

mvyzdfy zdhc mhkzd oy lo}f, {ov ghccoz wh{# ^dfyf dhw df zhefc {ov? H jkmmfyfcz

plhgf fhgd zkbf# Do~ df zovgdfw {ov, {ov yfbfbify lkef h wgfcf kc {ovy dfhj# Ocl{

cfhyfy, ocl{ ifzzfy# Zdfyf ghc ocl{ if lo}f dfyf hcj {ov eco~ kz# Co cffjw zo if

mkllfj ifghvwf {ov joc.z cffj zdfb hw bvgd hw jfwkyf zdfb kc lo}f#

Kc zdf boyckcnw, {ov joc.z ~hef vp {ovy dvwihcj# [ov ~hcz dkb zo ~hef vp i{

dkbwflm, kc dkw o~c w~ffz zkbf# [ov bhef dkb iyfhemhwz# Vwvhll{, f}fc ~kzdovz {ovy

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pyobpzkcn, df ~hefw vp i{ zdf zkbf {ov hyf iyf~kcn gommff# Bvwz if wobfzdkcn

hiovz zdf wbfll zdhz gdhynfw pfoplf f}fc ~dfc zdf{ hyf hwlffp# [ov lkef zo wff dkb

wlffp{"f{fj hcj mvbilkcn# Do~ hjoyhilf df kw# Do~ lkef h gdklj wzvbilkcn kczo zdf

~oylj moy zdf mkywz zkbf# Df gobfw o}fy hcj ekwwfw {ov, pvzw dkw hybw hyovcj {ov#

Ifmoyf df iyvwdfw dkw zffzd#

[ov hyf dkw mkywz ghll, dkw mkywz hppokczbfcz#

[ov hyf wo nlhj om hll zdf jh{w dfyf, goq{ kc lo}f hcj ykzvhl#

Hz iyfhemhwz, df wbklfw hcj wbklfw lkef h gdklj# Hcj {ov hyf wvyf {ov jo zoo‚wbklf

hcj wbklf hcj cf}fy lfz oc do~ dhpp{ {ov hyf#

Ifghvwf dhppkcfww ghc ekll {ov#

Ivz {ov hyf iozd wklfcz hcj fcao{kcn {ovy wklfcgf# Zdf glowfcfww hlocf wvmmkgfw#

[ov ~hcz zo zovgd fhgd ozdfy goczkcvhll{ hcj ocl{ zdf boyckcn kw wzoppkcn {ov# Zdf

boyckcn ~dkgd wh{w {ov bvwz if zonfzdfy, {ov bvwz if lo}fj, {ov bvwz zhef fhgd jh{

hcj iykcn kz zo {ovy bfhwvyf# Hcj effpkcn zdkw jkwzhcgf kw {ovy ~h{ om jfgkjkcn ~dfc

{ov ~kll gobf ihge zo fhgd ozdfy# Hw zdf ckndz ghllw {ov dobf hcj {ov hyf {ovywfl}fw

fhgd ocf hcj zdf whbf# Gdhcnfj i{ h jh{ {fz cf}fy yfmvwfj i{ ckndz# Ckndz ~dkgd

pyobkwfw zo gdhcnf {ov f}fc boyf#

[ov fhz {ovy myvkz hcj {ovy iyfhj hcj mffl gocwgkovwl{ mvll# Zdf ifll{ mvll hcj

yfhgdkcn zo~hyjw hcozdfy mvllcfww‚zdhz om zdf wovl, om wpkykz#

Vwvhll{ hmzfy iyfhemhwz, {ov no ovz zo zdf bhyefz zo iv{ myfwd }fnfzhilfw hcj bfhz#

Hmzfy zdhz, {ov zhef h ~hle hyovcj kc zdf opfc hky# Zo looe hz zdf nyhww, zdf lhef, zdf

bovczhkcw cfhyi{5 zo iyfhzdf zdf hky# Zdf ~kjf opfc wphgfw mkllkcn {ovy wfcwf om nokcn

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zo~hyjw# Mvlmkllkcn {ovy wfcwfw hcj {ov#

Iozd om {ov fcao{kcn zdf myffjob om zdkw plhgf# Zdf hiwolvzf lkifyhzkoc om zdf

wfcwfw# [ov cffj coz pvll hc{zdkcn zo~hyjw {ov, kz avwz gobfw zo {ov chzvyhll{#

Zdkcnw hl~h{w hyyk}kcn kc zhcjfb, {ov cozkgf# Ivz kw kz avwz ifghvwf {ov ~fyf looekcn

hz kz ~kzd zdf f{fw om h lo}fy?

Zdkcnw cf}fy mffl locfl{ ifghvwf {ov hyf coz locfl{, mhy myob kz# Hw h lo}fy, {ov

zdkce ~fll om f}fy{zdkcn# Om bovczhkcw hcj zdfky pfhew# Om yk}fyw hcj zdfky mlo~kcn#

Om zyffw cf}fy zyfhgdfyovw ivz wzhcjkcn wzkll, ~hkzkcn moyf}fy kc zdfky yoozw# Om zdf

we{ bowz om hll, zdf ikn opfccfww zdhz dhcnw hio}f f}fy{ w~ffz dfhj# [ov ~hcz zo if

gdfykwdfj i{ zdkw ~dolfwobfcfww# Zdkw jhykcn vcgdhcnfhiklkz{#

Hz lvcgd, {ov no zo yfwzhvyhczw zo fhz zo {ovy dfhyz.w goczfcz# Hnhkc, mooj hcj kzw

jflkndzw# Ivz bowz om hll, {ovy zkbf zonfzdfy wpfcz jokcn ~dhz f}fy{ocf jofw hz zdkw

dovy# Fhz hcj if whzkwmkfj ~kzd fhzkcn# Fhz hcj if zonfzdfy fhzkcn#

[ov hyf zovgdkcn fhgd ozdfy gocwzhczl{# [ov ghccoz nfz vwfj zo zdf ozdfy f}fc

hmzfy hll zdkw zkbf# Lkef {ov hyf iozd cf~ zo zdf ozdfy# Lo}f bhefw f}fy{zdkcn cf~#

Lo}f bhefw zdf ozdfy h cf~ mkflj#

Df kw {ovy }kf~# Hcj {ov hyf dkw#

Hmzfy lvcgd, {ov no zo h bo}kf kc zo~c# H lo}f wzoy{# Do~ zdf ~obhc kc zdf bo}kf

lo}fw zo if ~kzd zdf bhc {fz jofw cozdkcn zo if ~kzd dkb, zdkw myvwzyhzfw {ov# Ifghvwf

oc }hghzkoc, {ov zdkce hc{zdkcn kw powwkilf# [ov mffl po~fymvl, goczfcz ~kzd mfflkcn kz#

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Do~ zdf ~obhc gykfw moy dfy lo}fy, {ov.ll cf}fy jo dfyf co~# Ifghvwf i{ wobf

bkyhglf, {ov hyf iozd dfyf fcao{kcn lo}f, mhkzd hcj dhppkcfww# Hll zdkcnw gocwkjfyfj,

{ov hyf bfhcz zo if zdf ozdfy.w bfboyhilf glowfcfww# [ov hyf bfhcz moy kz#

Kz jofwc.z fcj, zdkw hlfyzcfww om zdf ioj{ govplfj ~kzd zdf wlo~cfww om lo}f# Kz

jofwc.z fcj, zdkw gobbvckoc om {ovy ioj{ ~kzd {ovy wovl#

]hghzkocw fcj ivz {ov hyf avwz wzhyzkcn# [ov.}f noz zdyff boyf jh{w om plfhwvyf

hcj zdyff boyf ckndzw om lo}f#

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