Richard Neil Thompson Poems

8/7/2019 Richard Neil Thompson Poems

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WILL YOU MARRY ME BABY

I do seek to understand your needs so deeplyAnd I promise each day to love you so completelyI will provide a home of love and emotional purityAnd I promise love, laughter, honesty and a life where you feel security and mylove for you is like a rose care for it with warmness & tender it will bloom but treatit as dirt and it will fade a way. With a bit of your touch i will be forever lusting forthe moment that light will glow on us to nourish are forever lasting love for I onlywish to glaze in too your eyes as if as was looking at the sun set...and I will bethere for you each day of my lifeAnd I promise to make you happy for you are my wifeI give you my heart, I love you girl that cant you seeAnd I promise to you to be very attentive and caring indeedI have ran for miles swearing my love to you for lifeAnd I promise to God to honor you, my beautiful wife

I Love you


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Richard Neil Thompson

I wish I could tell you how much I care

I wish I could tell you how much I carebut all I can do is sit and stareI don't know how to explain this painit's driving me crazynot being able to let it out-I think I'll go insane.You are special to mein so many different waysI don't know exactlywhat sets you apart from the restbut you've stolen my heartstraight from my chest.I'm trapped inside my loveI never will be freedOf the pain I always haveOf this aching, biting needIt hurts because I miss youAnd the pain will never ceaseIt'll never let me forget my loveNever give me peace I can't change the way I feelI'll live with it insteadI loved you then, I love you nowI'll love you when I'm dead


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I Always say a prayer

Passion fills my heart for you my precious love,when you died for me upon the cross, a gift from God above.Oh the agony you suffered to set my soul free,from sin and wrath of judgement, when you died upon that tree. A sudden burst ofglory when you came up from the grave,Theres work to do, deadlines to meet,youve got no time to spare, But as you hurry and scurry,I always say a prayer.

but In the midst of family chaos,quality time is rare. Do your best,let God do therest:I Always say a prayer. When you feel unlovable, unworthy and unclean,Whenyou think that no one can heal you,Remember, Friend,God Can. Fall away beneathmy feet. In the freedom and majesty Of the sentinels gaze,Faith is strengthenedAnd hope returned To a weary heart, Upon the silent flight Of eagles wingspanThrough the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see The problem was not with theworld; the problem was me.And for all of those times, I myself had been blind,I vowed to see the beauty in life, and appreciate every second thats mine. Andthen I held that wilted flower up to my nose And breathed in the fragrance of abeautiful rose And smiled, as I watched that young boy, another weed in his handAbout to change the life of an unsuspecting old man.


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only a heart beat to lose

Desperation is flowing through me, caged like a wild thing

kept from my angel ,my love, my sanity not to hear her voice.Do I rely to much onmy love? How can I not?Waiting for that moment to feel whole Holding on tightly toyou,Til we fall apart Unable to find the pieces of our hearts,Left shattered on that cold day, Thought it was no longer able to be fixed, Justwaiting to feel whole Together we fought,because It takes a lifetime to find thatspecial someone, but only a heart beat to lose. Who is the person who makes uschose. To be without love is to be without air.Fighting for those precious moments, for each of us to share. The moments weshare that get locked deep within our hearts. Only unlocking them when we areapart.The memory stay with us and cause us so much pain. With your spirit, I amtrapped, by your love, I am saved..With one kiss, I am wholewithout a touch of your lips, I thirst as if wandering avast desert, and seeing a mirage in front of me only to taste sand.Same effect rings true, when I attempt to kiss you and you deny my affectionYet Iwalk through the desert endlessly, searching for an oasis.And I attempt manytimes overa chance to receive a kiss in return.If I do get the water, I needIcontinue on a journey.To the north I travel through untouched tundra, fightingwinds which push me to my knees and lodge me in the deepest snow.I try to hold you as if I am fighting that same forceand you sometimes keep mebackI will remain trapped with your spirit attempting to reach this peakand youwill see.That only by your loveI am saved


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My heart stars to ache

I have something to tell you today,

So please just listen to what I have to say.This is so very hard,Like walking on shards.Yes, I'm afraid,But my courage is finally made.It'll take a little while,But for you, I'd walk a mile.The truth is, I love you ,Will you love me, too?I've waited forever,because I love to see your smileSpread across your face, But when it does seem to fadeMy heart stars to ache.

I like to hear you speak,Your voice brings me chillsIt puts me in a crazy setting,All starts to hazeFor I want you as my lover because It was love at first sight,Couldn't be measuredby any height. You are my one and only,Without you, my life is lonely. You are aflying angel with beautiful wings,When I see you, my heart sings.Without you, I don't think I could live,But love is all that I can give. Your love is agift from heaven,Your heart is my haven. All I want is you,I didn't know what to say,I didn't knowhow to put it So I tried to hide it,But it can't be concealed any longer,I'll try to say ithere and now,I'll try to tell you how I feelI love you girl with all my heart,Will you return my love for you.


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Oh, tell me, tell me what could his be, Could this be love thatenthrals me Not just any emotion But confidence, affection, and

devotion Miles apart days away But this love chiseled in my heart willstay Wanting to grasp you close to me I truly believe that we have tolive for today,because tomorrow may never come. I lose my sensesand want to be retained by you Craving to be in your arms, be heldso tight Yearning praying begging with all my might But I know thisin no way will be You and me at once for all to see This, this, what itcould be For this is forbidden love that captivates me How do Idescribe this feeling Pure ecstasy, blissful, serene I want to be theone that gives you true happiness. I want to spin your world,showingyou that life is so precious, worth living every moment of it in the

present. The experience of floating away Away to another plain withyou Far away where we are alone Just the two of us in paradise. Somany times I wanted to ask you if you have ever been adored,I can'tchange the way I feel given a womans heart and soul, andunconditional love. But I didnt. I'm trapped inside my love I neverwill be freed Of the pain I always have Of this aching, biting need I'lllive with it instead It hurts because I miss you And the pain will nevercease It'll never let me forget my love Never give me peace Myfeelings for you are sacred. Its your mind and compassion that hascaptivated my heart, not your physical being. But knowing I cant ohwhy does this be Caged, aching out for you So close and knowing

you want this too Illusions of love you and me But knowing I have tohide this, bites like a bee Yet the one thing that keeps us togetherDestroy us and will never untethered Yet in the reserve of our alone .


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smiles that warm the heart

Sister, please hold my hand,As we journey through this land,Together we stand, together we will fall,No matter what, God will keep us together,That will be the best of all You don't judge me,And I don't judge you.You stand up for me,And I stand up for you.

You have helped me,Now I wanna help you.Cause without you in my life,I don't know what I'd do.

You can stop what you do,I believe in you.But know matter what happens,I will always love you. the sister to accepted the brotherwe walk and talk and you love meand I love you back sister, I feel the blessing,of the eyes of love on life,it about the sister with brown eyes,smiles that warm the heart,it about sister with the braids,

about skin kiss by your love for me,just right the shade darkness,it a dream come to life,in my sister soul and my one.


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knowing forever in paradise

The wind whispers your name in caressing waves.

As I walk alone remembering your silken touch.....A tear slowly appears cold against my cheek.I ache for your tender touch.One last finger trailing my spine.One last wave of passion flowing through my body.The hair on my body rises.You asked me if I loved you on I staycame. because yes was my reply.but with my tender heart I worry.about the tears in your eyes.-You asked me if I still wanted you.still desired your loving touch.-my reply was yes dear love.you'll never know how much,You asked me if I missed you on I stay yes.when you're not at home,and without hesitation I replied,my loneliness won't leave me alone,You asked me if I could go on,if we should ever part.Even at the thought of you excites me to a frenzy,But, I must cool the embers,Let the fire smolders,Till I can add fuel to the flames,Sadness approaches,

The wind howls I whisper I love you,with waves crashing on shore,

to breathe the air off your lips,as you softly tell me I am Yours.Our hearts have found peace,under the moonlit sky,knowing forever in paradise,we're holding each other,close enough to collide,like two lonely stars in the night.


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head high to the finish line of life

Are you almost disgusted with life,little man?

I'll tell you a wonderful trickthat will bring you contentment,if anything canDo something for somebody,quick!If you sit down at set of sun And count the actsthat you have done,And, counting, find One self-denying deed,one wordThat eased the heart of him who heard,One glance most kind, That fell like, sunshine where it went,Then you may count that day well spent, There ain't no use in growling'And grumbling' all the time,When music's ringing' everywhere,And everything's a rhyme.Just keep on smiling' cheerfullyIf hope is nearly gone,And bristle up and grit your teeth,And keep on keeping' on. Running from it will not save you,See it through!Evenhope may seem but futile,When with troubles you're beset,But remember you are facingJust what other men have met.You may fail, but fall still fighting;Don't give up, whatever you do;Eyes front,head high to the finish.See it through!


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I was blinded by jealously

All my life I've felt alone, No-one to love, no-one to care,Never a place to call myown, Only for people to look and stare. Sure, give me a passing glance, Just carryon walking,head up high, Look at me if you get the chance, Maybe stop, think andwonder why. Cause this pain inside me won't go away,Until someone knows how Ifeel,So we're at the end of the road, But there's too many ways to go Tell me nowbecause we really need to know, Don't act like you don't care Because it's hard juststanding here With somebody, who is drowning in there tears Our love was a fairytale fantasy it was never meant to be I was blinded by jealously but know I see Ihave to cut off connections and leave I love you baby I've been sitting here all day,watching the time pass await? ? Broken hearts and shattered dreams. Our love wasa fairy tale fantasy it was never meant to be, I was blinded by jealously but know Isee I have to cut off connections and leave I love you baby You deserve someonebetter than me Someone who's close by ...that you can always see Someone who

can always be there for you and makeyou happy.


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my gift to you is this poem.

How can I start the day When my life full of sadness,

And when someone I needed is you, How can I sleep in the night When I am aloneand my bed is empty. Looking up into the sky,I begin to wonder why. Why do Ithink of you,all the time And all that we've been through?If I had the money I wouldbuy you an Island,Just to let you know how much you mean to me. Because yougave life a new meaning,And liberated me from the hands of misery,But I don'thave that type of money,And I don't have the voice to sing a song. So please acceptmy gift,And my gift to you is this poem. I also hope its not a problem,If I describeyour beauty by writing it down,And please forgive me for asking,Is it because ourlove isn't done?Has it actually just begun? Or is my heart playing a game,And youwill again be in the hall of fame? How can I feel the sweetness When there's no onelike you And when the one I love it was you?Or there's nothing can give mebrightness.


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I am thinking of you baby.

Like a movie scene In the sweetest dreams,I Have pictured us together Now,to feel your lips On my fingertips in your hair,what I have to say to you is even better,Then I ever thought it could possibly be It's perfect,it's passion, it's setting me free,From all of my sadness on lonely night with you baby,The tears that I've cried for a long time,because now you are Meeting me tonight ,dear and the neath galaxy because it is so bright,on the summer nights are here now,but we could fill each hour with bliss,on an evening such as this,I am thinking of you now,I have spentall of my life Waiting for tonight,oh When you would be here in my arms,Waiting for tonight,oh I've dreamed of this lovefor so long Waiting for tonight,because of your Tender words you say too me,that Take my breath away but my Love me now is here,because you leave me never Found a sacredplace Lost in your embrace Praising you,I must because you're the only woman I trust,simply set on you Ever since we met my love,

my heart has risen above,I am thinking of you all the time now,I want to stay in this forever I think of the days ,when the sun used to set On my empty heart,all alone in my bed Tossing and turning Emotions were strong,I knew I had to hold on Gone are the dayswhen the sun used to set On my emptyheart all alone in my bed Tossing and turningEmotions were strong and the mystery you bring,I love everything,for my soul has taken wing,like the skylark in the spring,I am thinking of you baby.


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Tell me. or tell him that I love you

You call me on the phone that night,and now my life as been wonderful and

Nothing has been the same,I can not eat are sleep But As I wait for you to text meon the phone, Just to get a glimpse of you in my mind...I want you to know That I'mthe only one That would walk any fire for you...that is Why I tell you this nowbecause the Were you looking for my reaction, on What you do need is me to loveyou and I know that now, because Don't you know I'll always be your boyfriendnow, because You don't have to prove to me you're beautiful are to strangersbecause you will always be beautiful too me now that your my girlfriend, becauseI've got loving' eyes, of my own...and because You belong to me now so Tell himthat you were fooling 'because You belong to me You now, on don't even know himthat he want to take you away for me he not going too because You belong to me,so Tell him that I love you with all my heart now, but As I've hungered over lose inyou now, because I was to feel the burning of your flames...And how you are mindyou make my heart pound like thunder, As you take my breath away,With yourwords, And your passions, and your love, I can't escape...From the love I feel foryou, but From a place within me, Where your love resides, I feel that I am tide up inchains, because For all this that my heart and soul feels, Since you have capturedme completely, on because all I do my love...Is crave and yearn, for one singletouch, Of your everlasting love, I will always truly love you but not only you yourheart as well, because You belong to me... You belong to me Can it be, honey, nowthat you're not sure You belong to me Thought we'd closed the book and locked thedoor, but You don't have to prove to me That you're beautiful to strangers, becauseyet again I've got loving eyes of my own ..On you and I can tell darling...that youlove me too so Tell me... or tell him that I love you.


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Good-bye,my friend

Good-bye, my friend, in death we part, To meet in realms more glorious, A void Ifeel deep in my heart, For much there was of love in us My eyes filled up withtears, as I heard the news It never occurred to me, how much I could lose I findmyself wishing that it wasn't real Every time I think about it, the pain is all I canfeel Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see But my heart tells me that he'll rightand always be with me, Im glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land Tosee you go is awful pain, For thou hast been a world to me But we shall meet forgood again, To see the light that hallows thee,A thousand times I cried If love alone could have saved you never you would havedied, because your heart of gold stopped beating two twinkling eyes closed to restThis death is only transient It leads to brighter and new vales, So wonderful,munificent, As prophets tell in holy tales Go thou and wait for me a while, And restat God's fair borderland, There with the angels you will smile, In welcome to thesaintly band, but your always looked upon from those in the sky surrounded byclouds and pure white doves they listen and watch sending you love just rememb


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we stick together till the very end

I'm 26 years old and it's getting cold now have being all alone all my live, now Ihave got my big coat on Listing to hear your laughter and see you smiling at meback because I am now ruining and ruining for my past because it time to move onwith me new life with you my love on to rides with the wind and look on now to thesky because I am gold now that I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way homewith you on the Seat next to me On my long journey home for a Walk with me, butthe Underneath the starry sky Be with me When there is nobody else and Say youlove And my heart is yours alone my love, because I don't know why all, the treeschange in the fall, all I know you're not scared, of anything in life with me by yourside, but I know I had, the best day with you today Laugh with me Like there is no,tomorrow and Dance with me In a beautiful melody way under, the moonlighttonight and See the world with me In a magic, carpet ride and Say you love meonce again my love Because I love you too your are 28 year now two year, older,then me but that do not matter no more because we, are so in love with one anthernow and I don't know how, my friends could be so mean they do not no the realmean in of love on now, you come home crying and you hold me tight, and grab thekeys and we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away and we talk,and window shop till I, forgot all their names You bring me happiness, love andhope you are like a saint or maybe even the a angel, but I promise you will neverforget all the times we hugged and met because, I love you the way you are and attimes seem a bit bizarre remember each kiss hug, and conversation coz I have thiswild fascination that maybe one day we'll meet again and stick together till thevery end I love you.


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go pick out your white dress,

My heart against yours heart and Yours heart against mine, They beat as oneLaying my head on your shoulder, I whisper in your ear "I Love You" In return youlean in for a kiss Ending the day, Together as one...I love your eyes Every time Ilook into them, I am lost I fall deeper and deeper into the spell of your sweet lovefor me,but they cast a spell upon me,I can't help but look are gaze because one dayI want to get marry too you baby,because I love the way you smile,Every time yousmile at me I fall in love more baby save me,I have been feeling so alone I keepwaiting for you but you never come is that in my head,I do not know what to thinkthen I knelt to the ground and pulled a ring out and said will you marry mebaby,you all never have to be alone I love you and that all I really know I talked toyour daddy on he say I can marry you so go pick out your white dress,because nowI feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me,It warms me more than cuddlingin front of a brand new fire in my soul when you told me yes you marry me,I can'thelp but smile back,I love your kisses because Every time your lips touch mine,Ifeel an endless stream of passion,It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I dono mind taking now that we are getting marry ,I can't help but kiss you,I love yourtouch, your skin touches mine,I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt,It isthe feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul,I can't help but touch you,

I love everything about you..


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true in my new life

Today I made for myself a new day in my life one as beautiful as haven on earth,one

that is full with love and fun on happiness, but By going to that royal fount of truthin my soul,I start this day with love And by searching for the secret of this worldbut the few Whose goal in life and aim is joy is forsooth as my will be in life,but as Iclose my eyes at night I dream of a new life one that fill with love on joy but as myLife changes from day to day ,I know my Life is flexible and life is a long journeytoo my heart,as I start the new day with a new Life brings unexpected events ascompared to the previous one's Life consequences changes many lives to a new onlife and difficult they life as my one but as I found at last the one friend andcounsellor,That taught me all that I know in life because I know I should be gratefulon kind because It is the soul,that my sovereign on chancellor,The guide andkeeper of the good I know today in life but I sow,Some people view life as a difficultaspect I know today is anew day for me because Some thinks that life is a challengeto them,why do Some people feels that life is worthless when I am fill with joy onlove in my heart,because Some people yet again thinks that life is controlled bymoney not my love or happiness but today is a new day,I am advised-"Go ye, havefaith in myself,on my new life And seek once more the guide that lives in me onyou"because it is Much better than the world of sordid pelf,Alas I found the counselto be true in my new life today.


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my friend with a broken heart fining love

I was told never to trust a man,I was told they were all dogs,I was also told that I

would never find a man, that would treat me good,are the way a woman should betreated,Now you see this is something that I would have believed,If it wasn't for the fact that I felt that it had to be seen So I went,and I saw Andwhat I found really amazed me,For not only did I find a good man,I found a manthat treated me like a queen,He cared about me,and the things that I liked,Andnever once did he try to fight,See this man,my man proved the old theory to be ohso right and not wrong,but pushing my way past the hordes I walk inside therestaurant,under a hazy spell of shock and awe less than 24 hours ago we werestrangers walking the path we created for ourselves,but one brief look one littlesmile my world was turned upside down in one single moment,love at first sight Inever believed until Deep within the ambiguity of my soul,Thrives the beating ofanother heart,Indefinitely symbolizing a past my love,Provoked only through thislowly form of art,For now I am missing him more than he will ever know,But that'ssomething I'm sure I'll never show,So as time passes by I wait and I see,andPraying that the future will bring him back to me.


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memories of my pass love

Across from the mountains of Jamaica,A little house sits in the tree's,I'm lost intranquillity,As my soul tries to breath,as look for love in all the wrong places butyet still a White clouds moving slowly in my life,but as The breeze a calm still,I'mcaught in the moment,of life my life over on over again with out someone to loveme back,but As my heart starts to heal,for all the bracken heart on all my cry's,Imnow writing this poem to you Telling you were thru I cant take you anymore in mylife,I Dont know what I liked but you because for All you did was wear me out,NowI know what your all about,You came in y life telling that you love me when you didnot but to me it was all promise that did not come true,and my joy is Now look atall the things you destroy Families, lives, bank accounts you see You ruined it allwith one little tease,because now Look at the way you make me feel, Then you takeit all away because want to steal me heart when I did not give it too you,because Apiece of me did love you once but not anymore,but In the startling blue sky I ashope one day we can be friends,but As I spread my wings,and start a new life Mysoul starts to fly,because now I am flying to unknown places,where there is love onsomeone to love me back,but Where there pain and hurt once dwelled,I will finelove there but As the memories flow pass me,so will memories of you in my life butMy eyes start to swell as close my eyes now so goodbye.


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my prayers

Jamaica my Jamaica my mother land,add a dream about you last night,I saw you

Jamaica land of wood and water, land of natural beauty that what you areJamaica,land where I live land of nature,A land were nature lives Don't cry for meJamaica,Because I will never let you out of my mind,because I hear your voicespeople of Jamaica I hear your cries too people of Jamaica,I see pain in your eyespeople of Jamaica,It is hard to describe what you people of Jamaica are goingthrough,Poverty strikes you all people of Jamaica, Don't cry for me Jamaica BecauseI will keep you in my prayers people of Jamaica, Power to the people ofJamaica,because I know you all will lift your spirit higher too the Lord,because he isthe light and truth people of Jamaica,The Lord sends you a message from his heartto you people of Jamaica He said because I love you, I will answer your prayers,Ihear your prayers Don't cry for me Jamaica,Because you have a friend that is theLord People of Jamaica,continue doing the Lords work Make a wish people ofJamaica,because I know The people of Jamaica are looking at the Lord face to faceLord here is no paradise We can not dream, but a little dream said the people ofJamaica to the Lord,because yet again The People of Jamaica,will always Pray thatthe Lord will give them strength every day Don't cry for me Jamaica my Jamaica,Aland blessed by God himself On the day of creation,because God threw wood likestone water like rain He dropped water again like rain

Jamaica my Jamaicaland of wood and water


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I never really knew you,

We have but a moment to fall in love,one moment that is ours,then it is gone,Taken

on a breeze I do swear that I'll always be there,but I do my best to give youanything and everything and I will always care,Through weakness andstrength,happiness and sorrow,for better,for worse,I will love you with every beatof my heart,From this moment on my life with you has begun,I never really knewyou,You were just another friend,But when I got to know you,I let mixed feelingsmend,I couldn't help past memories,That would only make me cry,I have to forgetmy first love,And give love another try,but From this moment you are the one forme on Right beside me is where you belong, but I belong to you too but From thismoment on,I will love you with one my heart,because I have been blessed with youin my life,on I live only for your happiness And for your love,because I will give mylast breath for you my love but From this moment on ,because If it happens,ithappens then,but in that one moment,in that breathtaking second as howler eyesmeet,speaking volumes,No words needed,And I know I will give my hand to you with all my heart, Can't wait to live my lifewith you now,on can't wait to start my life with You and because I will never beapart from you one bit,because My dreams as came true because of you,now wehave one chance,one moment to say I Love You, and Take that moment to Embraceit From this moment as long as I live I will love you, on I will be there for you,Ipromise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give You're the reason I believe in lovenow,And you're the answer to my prayers from up above, All I need now is just thetwo of us,because My dreams as came true because of you.


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Happy 18th Anniversary.

Happy Anniversary Charlie on Sharon,you both Love For anther is a god blessing,I

thank the Lord above Youve given my sister hope,inspiration and truth Because ofyou she feel never-ending youth,When heavy storms have come both you way, Yourlove has always made both stay together but Each morning you wake and see yourface,you know in your heart what she mean too you,because you have found yourplace on here bond is extraordinary,beautiful, and real Its remarkable howwonderful you make her feel,Today the year would be your 18th,since you vowed to take each others hand inmarriage,and love forever more you're celebrating your 18th anniversarytoday,showing your unconditional love,on When years are passing by like days,andin your hand on hand is placed,a knowing smile crosses your face,a simple touchcan still make her heart race,When you can see your soul in your eyes,and she cansee your soul in her mine,you both will realize love to each other in every possibleway,There wasn't a storm that you two could not weather,because you loved oneanother so much and vowed to stay together,For I know that together is how youwill always be,living together in Canada and loving for all eternity,And all I everwish and I know you'd wish this too,is to have a wonderful marriage such as thetwo of you,I don't know what it is that you saw in her,are what she saw in you itwas the utmost happiness that can ever be,even more so on the day when you andher became more in life,but I know you can still smile and say with your love andtruth Honey, I love you...Happy Anniversary.


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just love me back for one moment can you do that

If only for a moment can we see each other on face book or msn,because the timesI spent with you online and the nights with you I know I was bless my the godsabove are the times that I hold you near,because At times I think that what wehave isn't really fair,for what would take my breath away is a simple kiss of herelips,but Time and time again,I think of you,my Amy the only one I truly love,I'll loveyou to the end,You said you didn't love me, but maybe I'm retarded,the only thing Ifeel right now is my love will not be thwarted,I believe this love is eternal,but Theflame will not relinquish Forever circling me to The very matter of my existenceI'm scared So afraid to show I care, Will you think of me weak If I tremble when Ispeak what if There's another one in your life I do not know about now,thinking ofMaybe he's in love with you now I'd feel like a fool, Life can be so cruel I don'tknow what to do I've been there With my heart out in my hand, But what I mustunderstand I can't let the chance of love to pass me by, Should I be a fool on lovesomeone that do not love me back,But for now I simply breath Awaiting yourrescue, Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence,shouts out this melody on Tender words so soft and sweet that they Hold the keytoo my soul but too close to my feeling are my heart but the beat of my Love willnot be the gift, of you giving myself Feed the fire with all the passion, I can showTonight love will assume, its place This memory time cannot erase Blind faith, willlead love where it has to go before in my life today,


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I pray to God for you

When you look into my life,You dont see whats inside me because you look withyour eyes, And not with your heart, If you want to know the truth,Then you have toclose your eyes,And open your heart To see the true light,in my soul Dont try tochange What was there, before because life do not work like that,but Every wordof her fills me with glee Every stare of his energizes me,If I am your baby, pleasetouch me,I need your touch in ways you may never know,but Dont just wash andchange and feed me,but rock me close,kiss my face and stroke my body,Yoursoothing, gentle touch says security and love,because you are like oxygenated toomy body but dying soul And stole my heart on whole,but as loving heart you are toome,but like a gentle smile,and a warm and tender touch,you give me so manythings in life but nothing means as much too me as you,but A little inspiration inmy life, when I loses hope,but A kind word of encouragement you give too mewhen I am down and when they no longer seem to cope, A simple phrase,I loveyou when no If I am your lifes partner, please touch me,You may think that yourpassion is enough but only your arms hold back my fears,I need your tenderreassuring touch to remind me, I am loved just because I am me,I cant believe thatam cherishing the sweetness of here presence,I pray to God for you at everyinstance and wish life gives me a chance If not, my heart will be worn out in hisabsence today.


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I pray to God for you

When you look into my life,You dont see whats inside me because you look withyour eyes, And not with your heart, If you want to know the truth,Then you have toclose your eyes,And open your heart To see the true light,in my soul Dont try tochange What was there, before because life do not work like that,but Every wordof her fills me with glee Every stare of his energizes me,If I am your baby, pleasetouch me,I need your touch in ways you may never know,but Dont just wash andchange and feed me,but rock me close,kiss my face and stroke my body,Yoursoothing, gentle touch says security and love,because you are like oxygenated toomy body but dying soul And stole my heart on whole,but as loving heart you are toome,but like a gentle smile,and a warm and tender touch,you give me so manythings in life but nothing means as much too me as you,but A little inspiration inmy life, when I loses hope,but A kind word of encouragement you give too mewhen I am down and when they no longer seem to cope, A simple phrase,I loveyou when no If I am your lifes partner, please touch me,You may think that yourpassion is enough but only your arms hold back my fears,I need your tenderreassuring touch to remind me, I am loved just because I am me,I cant believe thatam cherishing the sweetness of here presence,I pray to God for you at everyinstance and wish life gives me a chance If not, my heart will be worn out in hisabsence today.


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start with I love you

I cant exactly remember how and when we first metbut I think it wasMay,22,2010,We always have a pleasant conversation every time we chat onnet,Knowing me, knowing you is what we usually do,Trying to enjoy being togetherevery minute or two,Sometimes you make me feel so love and comfortable withyou,But knowing that youre so much younger than me-made me feel blushed andbless,and that I listened to you,I may not always be here for you,are I may notalways say,I love you But in my thoughts,and my heart and soul,You will always bemy woman of my dream my soul mate in shining armour of love,but Then Irecalledtoday as I sit and ponder I have reached farther than I ever dreamedpossible,because at time when I thought life was over only to start afresh at thestroke of dawn of you and the bound by the unknown,I would break the shackles ifI can just to go back to where it all started with you but I am a poet in love,and Ilike to paint pictures,in my poetry of love But my pictures are made from wordsrather than paint,I brush and stroke the keys to lay the words down in front of me,Ikeep on painting until I get a good end result,of My words capture a No matterhow far the distance,No matter how tired and busy we are, No matter how muchtime will it take, Honey,Ill wait for you for our love sake,because I may not alwaysbe here for you,are I may not always say, I love you But one Hi and one hello.and one love you baby is all I can do but I cant promise to be happy or not to crybabe For theres so much sadness and pain deep inside me,And the hardestwords to say when you truly love somebody-Is not goodnight babe, but I loveyou!Yes, because of one hello love begin,But the trouble with hello is also.start with I love you.


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my love sound in your heart

Have you ever been around someone, and just couldn't think?I have been around someone like that before her lips,as soft as a rose's,when shetake me by promises with her love it was like a enough my love,but You know shecame into my life like a lit candle, on a dark night,she open up my soul and set myheart on fire,because she was my only desire,I can never see me without her in mylife,each morning I wake I long to see your face,and to image her consumes mymind she had been on my mind a great deal of late it seems,but when I start toimages and moments of her vividly filling in my dreams Now,it was truly love andwith all her heart and All that I need was her love that yet to find me, but as I Letyour fingers touch and wake my silent heart then every day,I check my mail hopingfor a reply from her and look on the site at my in-box and every day there isnothing there weeks, had gone by and nothing came then a message from her sosweet, she did remember who I was, and she wants us to meet Im a bit nervous,and apprehensive and worried about the event anyway nothing ventured, nothinggained I'll let you know how it went,I want to be where she want in my heart and tobe my love and Be with me when she call on my love Have you ever been aroundsomeone heart as vast as the open sea?Have you ever been around someonetogether forever you wish to be?but Have you ever been around someone into theireyes you gaze?Hold on me when your love thirst on me my love,Let my love soundin your heart with rhythm of a poet poetry.


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only you possess the key

Hidden in a room in my mind,Out of view I can only imagine The magic things we'lldo,because my heart has been taken by another woman,and My love for you isnothing more than a friend,Maybe you can give me a hand and tell me that youunderstand,What I'm telling you is no escape plan,I'm telling you because you're areally good friend,Losing you would be no good,So I'm asking if we can still befriends,because How I wish to hold you tight Exploring hands caressing Lipstightly,but on a tonight like this Making love,your body pressing,but Why does myheart still hold on to you In my dreams you say those words,I long to hear Andwhen I look in your eyes,I know you're sincere At every waking moment,ineverything I do Why do I have to see your face all day And if you knew,what wouldyou say?I love you but not in the same way you love me, I'm trying my best to tellyou without tears in my eyes,Come to me my secret love that what my mind tell mesometime because I want to Bathe you in your sweet touch In a whisper soft, as thedove Say the words, "I love you so much"My heart springs to life around you Theywait for the precious light of day, Which only you can bring my way,They wait foryou to set them free,But only you possess the key.


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I am doing the right thing,

today is my last day as a lone guy and Because today to, the depths of soul I know I

am doing the right thing,I know god as make me long to love one person,and thatyou my beloved I know I love With all my heart,my soul, my mind,my body BecauseI need a forever friend to trust with,the intimacies of me,and today I am getting to,marry,the love of my life Because marriages is not to, fail,because I know peoplefail When they enter into, marriage but,Tomorrow will be my lifetime away withyou, in haven fill with love,and now suddenly it's here,Yes, I'll marry you,mybeloved,And here's the reason why it a funny one so,here go So I can push you outof bed When the baby,starts, to cry,And if we hear a knocking And it's creepy andit's, late,I hand you the torch you see,And you,investigate but not to let you gethurt because I am in,love with you but, How did it happen so quickly,This,weddingdrawing near,How can I act so happy?How can I act,so sad?When in such a, veryshort time,today that what I,was thinking about but, that we are marry then itthe,happiness day of my life,I know I give you my love on my,heart,I wish I couldgrasp a moment in time just to get,you a lone one much to kiss, you, and the lipsbut I just,do it right here now before, all, the people on family we,love and make theclock, stand, still So I could let my,heart catch up, but I know, it, never willExpecting, another to make them whole but you did my love.


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I love you even more with each and every new mother

My Mother, my friend so dear throughout my life you're always near.A tender smile to guide my way ,There are times when only aMother's Love,Can share the joy we feel ,When something we'vedreamed about, Quite suddenly is real. A Mother's love is somethingthat no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrificeand pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may,For nothing can destroy it I wish I could tell you, Mom how much youmean to me.... But there are no words to say how much I admireyou...how much I appreciate you... how much I thank you or take thatlove away . . .It is patient and forgiving While we honer all our

mothers with words of love and praise .and touch our lives inprecious ways...While we tell about their goodness and their kindand loving ways. The values you've taught, the care you've given, andthe wonderful love you've shown,have enriched my life in more waysthan I can count. There are times when only a Mother's faith Canhelp on life's way And inspire in us the confidence We need from dayto day. It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it stillremains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A manysplendorous miracle God made a wonderful mother, A mother whonever grows old; He made her smile of the sunshine. And He moldedmolded her heart of pure gold man cannot understand And another

wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. If I could give youdiamonds for each tear you cried for me. if I could five you sapphiresfor each truth youve helped me see. If I could give you rubies for theheartache that youve known If I could give you pearls Best friendsforever mom and me picking flowers and climbing trees. And so, Ithank you from the heart for all you've done for me and I bless theLord for giving me the best mother there could be! Mom You've givenme so much, Love from your heart and the warmth of your touch.The gift of life and you're a friend to me. We have a very Special Bondwhich only comes from God...I'm sure you agree. Because I feel that

in the heavens above The angels, whispering one to another,Can findamong their burning terms of love, None so devotional as that of"Mother,"Therefore by that dear name I have long called you, Youwho are more than mother unto me,For a Mother's heart and aMother's faith And a Mother's steadfast love Were fashioned by theAngels And sent from God above... As a child I would say Mommy ILove You, Now you're my Mother so dear I love you.


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blowing reality of cosmic truth

Let me fill your heart with love and praise, To bring a satisfaction toyour mind, And fill your face with contented smiles, Bring thatmystical sparkle back into your eyes. As you sail through the trees ofwisdom, And drift on past life's waterfall, No matter where you go,my angel, You know that I will follow on. Sing me your song ofroaring thunder.. Entranced with the spell you put me under..Caressmy oil painted skin with your hands of stone.. Whisper in my ear inlow, sweet tone..Keep your magical dreams in a jar, And cast asidethe crumbling nightmares,They won't bother you anymore, Not nowthat the sleep angel is here,She will wrap you in her wings of love,And crush all of your fears. Though the night may be eerie, It holds

nothing for you to fear,For I will travel through it with you, Until thesongbirds reappear Then we can watch the sunrise, As it brightensup the sky, And makes the rooftops sparkle, Just like my angel's eyes.This is a dream For which there are few. But for this particular dreamSome reach too soon Just take a breath. Just steady your pulse Justrelease that breathe But dont quicken your pulse Hold your balance.And close your eyes Lick your lips and hold on tight. Breathe indeeply and relax your stance Lean in forward and cup her face.Caress her skin with the slightest touch Let me fill you with thewonders of the universe,Let me sing my incantation song to you, Totake you on a journey through the stars, Show you the mind blowingreality of cosmic truth.


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This Goddess showed me cosmic truth,

I realize as I look at you Through this webcam I just sit and stare. Ican see you perfectly clearly. But for some reason you're not there. Isee your eyes and I can see your face. But yet I can not see the realyou ,You type that you love me .But is it real or just another joke. Ican't see your personality. No one to stand by for a firm grip as Imake my decisions, The dreams I have seen are wonderful, but willthey ever be true? Are we always living a dream .with randomthoughts flowing in a constant stream? Upon her breath the sweetestkiss,Did wind it's way into my heart, And my soul did fly away withhers,Beyond the realms of the stars. Watching as she walked towards

me,So pure and white with the night, A distant flame from deep inher eyes,Seemed to burn through my mind, It spread to ignite myheart and soul,Which illuminated my dark, This loving woman hadme in her spell,Embroiled within the fires she sparked. This Goddessshowed me cosmic truth,And the immortality of true love, She let mewander through her mind,And the golden wonder of her thoughts.They say time heals, but is it really so? The living fantasy or the livingdream which to make and which to continue on with The breathlesswind of twilight's call, Did lightly kiss me on the brow,I walked aloneas night grew pale, Within the setting sun's long shadow.


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To steal my last mortal breath

Hold me tight and never take me out of your sight ,My mind screamsonly for you, Because you are the woman that can make my dreamscome true, and take my body away to never land,A whisper, almostsilent, Floating gently on the breeze, A shadow, within a shadow,I felteyes watching me, Born of darkness, black as pitch, I felt my anxietyrising, Tightening every nerve, Feeding my fear's surmising. Runningforever through my mind ,Bumping into thoughts I find Foreverbumping and ker-plunking ,My own mind thinks I'm flunking,Am Ireal? Corporeal? Can you tell How I feel? Is this true? Reality? Orsomeone else's Fantasy? This place is somewhere ,I cannot find Even

though, I can picture it in my mind A cool summer breeze from atopthe trees, A meadow tosses below me with ease, Is this where Theworld is right? Is this darkness? Is it light? To kiss my lips so tenderand sweet And make my body fall to my feet, You give me breath andmake me breathe ,And all your words make my heart beat,I felt herbreath upon my cheek, I felt it's warmth upon my neck,I felt thesharpness of her teeth As they sunk into my flesh, I felt my life drainaway, I felt the iron fist of Death Clutch my soul within it's grip, Tosteal my last mortal breath.


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I can sit and ponder

Seems as though its been a while, Since you were born to us,Wedidn't get to spend much time, Only 6 and half months.My mind isempty What a waste to me now I take up space in my heart to see youmy unborn child Just dump my body off a bridge You know ill sink,because I cant swim Im going under Its becoming cold Theres is nomore light Nothing to hold Cant catch my breath My internaldepression, my external disturbed, No more silence, is too absurd, Nomore from anyone, anymore, Silence is better, Ive heard it before.This is my poem, this is my prayer, This is all I have left to fare, Howgood I was, you never saw, The Unwritten Law, my only flaw. I cant

get over these feelings Flowing through my head Its the first time ina while Im glad that Im not dead I dont know how you do it Nor do Iknow why But for now you are the reason That I never want to dieYou know I truly love you I know that this is strange How could yousay that it isnt the end of the world, When everything thats mattersis in the shape of a girl, Seeing nothing of you round me, anymore,Knowing you were never really there before. I missed the times whenI would blow, bubbles on your tummy, Or show off all the things youdid, to your loving mummy Sitting here at home Writing my suicidepoem Letting everyone know she called me a bad guy You see Imdoing this for love Because I cant be happy enough Without you at

all I feel is pain This razor-blade cutting my vein I wonder how muchlonger I can sit and ponder.


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I watched you disappear

I watch as they slowly lay her down in the ground I turn to seenothing but cries and black clothing

I cry inside but it just wont seem to come out I watch your lifelessbody she was my friend she have left me here With pain and sorrow Iwatch you go to a better place I open my heart to you last in thisworld. I sit up And just start to cry The blood drips And the tearsshow I try so hard to stop them It would give the satisfaction that shewon Bored, tired so not into dis crap anymore. Need to escape, needto leave there was a time when things were easier and know its allhard Desperate in an invisible cage, My life as an empty page. You

are an ugly scrawl on my life, Leaving blood tracks on my thighs,Constraining me in your iron arms, I can feel all but calm. You saidyou would let me be, But nothing is what it seems to be. I tell you thisone thing that will pull you back when you start to walk away. Speakto her gently for she is slowly fading out of this cruel world. Hold herforever before her heart gets too cold. Cry with her for hours beforeshe starts to feel alone. Kiss his face sweetly before he stops feelinglove There is only one way out, A passage we all hear about. Towardsthe dark we advance, Leaving all up to chance. Down to the core withdespair, As I lay dying, slowly breathing I could hear your foot steps

The small echo as they faded into the darknessI watched you disappear Swallowed like you were never there


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So who care's

After all these years, I thought I was ready After all this time I spentin silence

All the time I spent preparing for this moment I never prepared forthis You never gave me any warning I was not ready for when youstrike Why is this hurting? Regret bites my heart, I regret everythingI've done I loved you too much. I would never let you go. Even if youshared someone else's touch, My love for you always growled. Ithought our love would last. But it was never in the past. It took meat this point to see, That you never loved me. I was a doll to you. Abrick wall. You'd never answer any of my calls. In this short life... But

why am I still hurting When I know its my last day In this cursed oldhouse Death is just a whisper away. couldnt hold in all this painSecrets lie behind walls built Up from years of hate But even solitudecan't confine The things left by fate Words are spoke of her misleadNo one asked for this love. For the sparks to fly all above. Does itmatter now? It was a feeling that I vowed. It was all just for you. Itwas something that you used. Her body just a shell Things she's done;now ashamed Her stand from which she fell The clouds are dark Inthis cold lonely world, as I make my way Through all this brokenmemories, I feel the same way I felt long time ago, Under the heavy

weight Of my responsibility But now I'm dead. So who care's? Loveisn't something that you share. The moon can't always be bright.

The stars can't always be in sight.


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angel above.

I gave you my heart I gave you my soul Were having fun

Yet I still dont feel whole I need to cut loose I just want to be free

Have you heard this story once before Now you shunt evermore

In the darkness I did lay For the hope of no more days My heart inthis deep depression

I slit your throat and watched you fall Just like my hand does to all.

My palms covered with your blood As you lay within the mud.

Could not hide this obsession I lie awake for several hours My heartfeeling like a dead flower

As cold as stone What is right in my life, and by whos standards Theteenage girl down the street with no dad

I remembered once when we were friends As I watched you to thevery end.

It was of you, my true love That I spread death from above.

Or the up grade brother who is somewhat glad The kids who are just

starting outOr the dog who gets kicked in the mouth Before you left I wanted totell you so much

Of how you came into my life And my heart you touched

You are my smiles And you are my friend You are the reason I chooseto live

For the day and not tomorrow Just because your gone I feel nosorrow

Away you went as an angel above.


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Then I realize

if Only for a moment I can get lost in your heart, if Only for amoment ,I can get to see you smile for me ,because i want to feelyour love for me ,because It felt so real, if only for a moment, I canget to kiss your sweet lips ,because in that moment, i know your mygreatness wish come true, because I could almost touch your face inmy dream, on hear the beat of your heart ,because It was the bestpart of my life ,because now I no longer had to hide my feelings.

Someday well find someone to love, Someone to laugh with, someoneto hug, That one special one, that wants you to stay, I sure cant waitfor someday, I know all the world is my stomping ground,

I realize this and truly only this, That whatever we want, it shall befound, I think about all the time,

And to this day, I wonder why. Sometimes I pinch myself, Hoping thatone day I'll wake up,

Sometimes ,I just dream of a kiss, Other times I hope to hold you allnight,

My life moves everyday And my illusion is my world Of all possibility.I ask What will be of me

And you, Reality is near my door But still outside. Do you everwonder how that could be?

Or am I out of your mind, and out of the fight? Is life but a dream,where we just long to see?

Sometimes I open my eyes and you are there, Then I realize that it'sjust a silent dream,

Words trip over the tongue spoken words remain unspoken

from dawn to dusk ..Do you know what I mean, do you care? I don'twant to wake up and scream,

The never ending dream carries on, and on, Someday thisnightmarish existence will be gone


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happy birthday

it my greatness wish this year that I get the chance To wish youhappy birthday cheer. It pleases me no end to say, I wish you anothergreat year, that infects all who come in contact with you. May yournext birthday find you the same--glowing from within, beaming brightjoy on everyone you meet. I feel blessed to know you. I hope youenjoy your birthday, All the pleasures it has in store, And because Iappreciate you, I hope you have many more! Think about thememories God gave a gift to the world when you were borna personwho loves, who cares, who sees a persons need and fills it, whoencourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others, rather

than herself, Some people give the gift of peace and tranquillity toevery life they touch. They are always who they really are. They areblessedly reliable, dependably good, On your day I wish for youFavourite people to embrace, Loving smiles and caring looks Thatearthly gifts cannot replace. Your birthday is as much a celebrationfor me as it is for you, maybe more, and I wish for you the best ofbirthdays, the best one ever. May each birthday be better than thelast. Most of all, I hope you will always be As happy as you have mademe. You wonder what's coming, what life has in store; Will it be justthe same? Will there be a new door? Remember this, as you blow outthe last candle: Life holds no challenge that you cannot handle. On

your birthday, I celebrate you! On your special day, Im thinking of allthe wonderful things you are that bring so much joy to others,including me! I celebrate your unconquerable spirit, that lets youmeet every challenge with confidence, enthusiasm and persistence. Iadmire your sensitivity. Passing years can never mar, Experiencesgreat and small That have made you who you are. Another year is ahappy gift, So cut your cake, Ignore things that make you feel old; It'sreally great to be fifty. You're smart, attractive and good company,And I still think you're nifty!


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Would please be my Valentine

Life was always quite normal and sane,Now we've met and it'sweakened my brain. My whole life now is like a story book With abeautiful princess and this Valentine day if you won't be my ValentineI'll scream, I'll yell, I'll bite. I'll cry aloud, I'll start to whine / If youwon't be my Valentine. I never was struck before that hour With loveso sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower Andstole my heart away complete. but Accept, dear girl, this littletoken,for my heart too you on this Valentine day And if between thelines you seek, You'll find the love I've often spoken of The love my

dying lips shall speak. But honey," I said, "Im attached to you; Loveis what I feel." "That keyword isnt relevant," She said, with eyes ofsteel. , youre in my dreams, Both daytime and at night; I dream ofhow youd feel to touch, How Id fill you with delight. And then myblood rushed to my face And took my eyesight quite away. The treesand bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. Id showyou sweet mysteries In my secret underground lair. Id kiss andcaress you to ecstasy; Say yes; just take my dare. I might be thesuperhero youve dreamed Dont automatically deny me. Just putyourself in my loving hands; You wont be sorry; try me. Youre my

personal Wonder Woman; Be my heroine, on this Valentine. Let meshow you why you should choose me, And why youll love being mine.Someone asked me to name the time Of when our love becamesublime. I searched high and low but could not find / It within thevast regions of my mind. So now as I close it is time / Would please bemy Valentine


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My hand you hold

I know your my Angel ,I'm under your magic spell. your with meeverywhere, I go in this world on I take you in heart as well I amdoing my best not To lose you-I just could not bare. f I lose you toosomeday adder then me because It used to be so easy to talk forhours on end. To just pour my heart out so Please don't shut meout,Don't hide what's in your heart. If I've said or done anything tocause doubt because What if distance did not come between us?Would that be better or only make our feelings stronger?to the earsof a good lover. What if we knew what the other was thinking?Wouldwe want to know?Would it make a difference? Please tell me what

you feel inside Angel Not telling me drives me crazy. When you onlyhide,Emotions get hazy. I love and praise of you Angel,because I amhappy and warm,In the safe, caring haven, Of your loving arms. Justfor a moment,it feel so right but real on Just for this dayLeave mealone with you in bed .Let me hear you say do not go too worktoday and Not a word, not a sound you has helped me to grow,Andyou has the right to know, That my feelings for you is now overflow,like a river but When I am around you Angel I glow with love in myheart .But isn't it funny how life changes so much it was just a monthago we meet online and January 31.2011 that was the date we meeton for there we started to talk you have never put distance between

us not once before and our lives keep us running. If love for you shallever fade away my tears will never find that they're in drought I knowthat you'll be back with me someday of that my heart will never cometo doubt so now, I know our love is always true forever, I will alwaysstay with you Angel.


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Time away. Distance can mend a heart,

I lived in a place easy to trace,It's where I met a woman with styleand grace,Looking up at the daunting clouds,Pondering my feelingsfor her aloud,As it is you I dream about, with a mood so romanticSince I feel the winds of love when I talk with you on the phone ,because you have touched my life with The love we share..,it Is ohso fine,Lets make everyday,of my life on your life as one butto Feel this passion divine me crazy sometime miss in you so bad atnight ..,but How Romantic,this year Valentine day will be with youin my mind what more can I ask for in my life time but your love,because My Love is Running to paradise to find A jar full of delight in

your heart on soul full with love on kindness but I am Trying not tolot her love escape the phantom pain Under this earthly rainbecause I want you be in some tavern of eternity You are a patheticromantic searching for Paradise as I knelt down to profess mylove,you pulled me up, I was expecting a shove, as your eye gaze atme with a look that was smug, you opened your arms and embracedme with a hug, That day I will remember forever, Because we willspend our life together some day,but With a passionate apology areciprocating handshake mind blowing flashback of the day we meetonline but placing the familiarity of your captivating beauty in ouronce but lost thrilling encounter. By giving an invitation to you too

my heart , and to love you with passion And with mood so romantic,where dreams turn into reality when I can get to kiss your sweetlips ,because There are circumstances that Let me be there when youneed a friend. and because I want you to Let me love you the way Iwant to. and Let me "Thank You' for being there for me! And give mea chance To know what's in his heart,Be there when your scared. Bethere when your happy. Be there to pick you up, when you I'vefallen. What if I tell you how I feel, Then my secrets I will reveal.Does you know what I dream,For you I'd go the extreme.


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A GIFT TO THE EARTH.

beautiful back woman your sensuous spend or is like the shining sunyour wondrous, way come from your soul which no one man mayhope to control and here soul,because you have more value thanthat clothes that you wear the natural ability to comfort you can bepurchased are sold at any price because you, already been boughtand paid for by precious,blood howler hero Shin's t thou, Goddess ofAfrica, Nature's purest emblem! Some tell you a brave back womanSome think you should be more of a woman A woman of vision,Or atall like any woman they ever knew A woman of strength, Black menworship at thy virginal shrine of truest love, Because in thine eyes are

virtue's steady and holy mark,A woman of courage,Accepting anychallenge. As we see in no other, clothed in silk or fine linen,Blackqueen of beauty, thou hast given colour to the world! Among otherwomen thou art royal and the fairest! Like the brightest of jewels inthe regal diadem, there more to you then the human eye can seebecause her a woman of purpose and destiny a perfect design youare special and unique you wont be identified , by the part thatmake up here physique and her beauty is not defined by her skinher by ere hair Some say I your a strong back woman,A woman ofdignity, And that I could be so much more Worthy of your respect.Knowing my destiny. Some will tell you your good woman While

some think your too much of a woman A woman of spirit, Fromancient Venus, the Goddess, to mythical Helen Defying lifesobstacles. Enduring lifes hardships. A woman of confidence,Believing in myself. The Black Woman,


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my Freedom

my Freedom, my Freedom youre my necklace youre my bracelet

Land of the Free home of the brave ,Land of disease home of theslave,Freedom of religion, Freedom of speech, Freedom of press andfreedom to breach Freedom to steal, freedom to take The blueprintfor past days, and futuristic nights usually found hovering above themetropolis until the sun blesses my window interrupting my flightsmy favourite colour is brown, favourite number is seven used tospend my nights over Jamaica, when it was still referred to as

heaven ,I once asked Ptah why he often changed his features andloved to entertain children If this reminds you of anyone else, itshould but pardon me as i keep building' life here in Jamaica, I Wastaught to always put my best foot forward nut now I need myFreedom, my Freedom I feel you, I think about you because youaccompany me, youre my Angel, Freedom All I want is freedom Isthat too much to ask Jamaica, All I want is freedom To forgeteverything in my past, All I want is freedom To take away all the tearsand the pain All I want is freedom to work hard in my life and Tonever feel that way again ,All I want is freedom to Elegance A placewhere peace lingers in Jamaica because Thats what I see in a black

womans fingers So for all those who just cant see Because thecolour of our skin Has made your vision blurry Let me reassure youthis one true fact There is no greater beauty Than the beauty of beingblack, but I still need my Freedom, my Freedom because I do notwant to be I like your slave ,because your slavery makes me Brave myFreedom, my Freedom clearly you engrave my responsibilitiesprecisely you surround my extremities my Freedom, my Freedomyoure my massive concept my imperative impulse.


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My soulmate of similar truth

You catch my eye when I was online, I fall for you so very fast.

Even from the start I know its true, My other half now belongs to you.Sing me your song of roaring thunder.. Entranced with the spell youput me under.. Dance with me in my dream, till we are lucid, brightand sober".Caress my oil painted skin with your hands ofstone..Whisper in my ear in low, sweet tone.. "Speak to me my lover,and lay with me tonight You whisk me off to our own special land. Ifeel complete with the love you've shown, From now on I never ever

feel alone. With every sunrise a new heart is born, And from thatmoment it chases a goal, To seek out my soulmate of similar truth,Where all it's love can be stored,Every night I dream of you,The samescene every night. It's one that I can follow through And bring thisdream to light. In the dream that I command I see us both togetherMeeting as the flight's all land, With a kiss that lasts forever. For noone else could have spun This twisted web of fate. I found my loveand now I'm done. No longer will I wait, For one to find me with suchlove As I now have to keep. And so I look to Heaven above And driftback off to sleep


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No one knows of my existence, I am life without a soul

Rain fall soft and warm,To lay their blanket across the ground,Itrudge on, leaving footprints,To be covered by the rain fall again. Forme, life has no meaning anymore,My soul wants to fly, it can't keepme here, You broke my heart and it will never mend,I can see youthrough the key hole with my eye,The voices are screaming that Imust die,The scars on my wrists run deep and long, But! I'm notcrazy any more, I am mystery, I am enigma, I am a secret leftuntold,No one knows of my existence, I am life without a soul. Nowthe stormy rains beat my last refrain, You stole my heart!Lord' You

have Stolen my Heart and my Soul, You have let me return to yourHeavenly place, Me! A man standing in disgrace, Now a Poet I wantto be! With you and your Father Living ,forever free; Trust the rain towash away my memory, Trust the sun to melt my consciousness, Onlythe moon is a friend to guide me, As I flit among the shadows,unawares. As the cold north winds call my name, The agony of mythoughts will always remain. My written words speak only of angerand grief, But they can't ease the pain of your broken promises,Thisgoodbye is forever as I stand on the sill, I've been called a ghost,called a bodacious, I have been called the bogeyman, I've been called

a spectra, called a spook, A restless spirit who stalks the land. I wantto be with her but there is fear in my heart. She is different, her souland spirit are not alive and are dark. Our love I thought came fromabove the sky. I'm frightened, she knows I don't want to die. Mycrying soul can no longer hide from the world, It cries the melancholyof my heart's lament, As the last grain falls from the quicksand of mytime. You know not of where or whence I come, But you feel theshivers from my cold, And still you wonder what I really am, I am lifewithout a soul.


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Could I have helped her drive the tears away

An angel once fell from the sky She then curled up and began to cry, Istood there as I saw her weep Her sadness struck me very deep, shecome crashing down Like fallen angels,but as I was Watching as shewalked towards me, she was So pure and white with the night, Adistant flame from deep in her eyes, Seemed to burn through mymind, Crashing and bleeding through the maw of heaven though. Thevalley of screams, despair Go crazy that is, Its all a bad dream Allright then, I will leave Ill go there and you stay here ,If that is theway you want it to be Yes, I hear the sounds ,The sounds of your cry

Can you hear them too? It is so loud In a mono tone style It comesfrom around you in too my heart. but as the Angel did appear fromnowhere, She shone of light and beauty bold, She held me with herperfect rapture, And shared the ecstasy of her soul. This Goddessshowed me cosmic truth, And the immortality of true love, She let mewander through her mind, And the golden wonder of her thoughts. Iwanted to ask her what was wrong, I wanted to help her to bestrong,And now I ask myself every day, Could I have helped her drivethe tears away?Upon her breath the sweetest kiss, Did wind it's wayinto my heart,And my soul did fly away with hers, Beyond the realms

of the stars. I'd seen through her eyes of deepest blue, The unheardwords of a love to come, To implant my future memories, Andforevermore I'll await her return. I could feel my heart melting withinher embrace,I could feel my soul starting to soar, The spell she'd castheld me in it's grip, Wrapped in ribbons of curiosity, I cededpossession of my heart to her, And gave into her burning ferocity.


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A memory that I have created in my mind,

In my own remembering, I can see so many things. Days of bliss weremuch too brief. Longer nights of pain and grief. In my ownremembering, all my sins forgive. as You poked my blurring eye, Letme lift your love in heart. As Age gnaws at life Without respite Incessantly and the Unnerving in its nonrhythmical rhythmical: Itsthe pain you see The memory bears the pain:It hurts my gut, myheart, For the reasons of our arguments, I am thankful to thegreatest Moments of my life with you. but as Strolling down memorylane Where the colours begin to fade. again I am Strolling down

memory lane Is it where I want you to come along with me on see mylife. as My eyesYou walked in to my life, But just like that, Youwalked back out,so fast gone with the wind they stay but Still you willbe a memory, A memory that I have created in my mind, Still you willbe a memory, A memory that will always be locked, Away in my heartand my mind, A memory that I have created in my mind, Stands thetest of time. Memories are like dream, a reflection of the past.

My memories can kiss my Ask me no questions I will tell you nolies.

I turn to stoke the fire again,

Staying the blankness.


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Show me sweet heaven.

Let me breath heavenly air, feel heaven s cloud Oh precious heavendo not pass me by. Show me everything that I desire to see, Showme...a way of being so different that none of our machinations needapply. Heaven must be where all necessary love exists. What astatement. Here are more: Heaven is. when life closes my heart isopened for you to live and to rest when no one seems to care or noone treats you with fair be sure in my heart it is best Heaven isnecessary, but I am not. close your eyes rest this heart of thosetiresome days and nights have a smile though it's dark cos' for sure

there 'll be some light Heaven oh sweet heaven, Where the eternalhappiness,Never expires. Heaven, encompassing light amongst eachand other, Singing and being peaceful. Blowing kisses to one another.Oh sweet heaven, Show me where the angels sing and rejoice. Showme sweet heaven. Far beyond the brightest story To speculate:Perhaps Heaven exists for the unnecessary; maybe it converts evennothing into something terribly important. Heaven must be as terriblyimportant as we erroneously believe our activities to be. Be sure inheaven we shall have a better place though it's so harsh here thebond won't break.


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Lord in heaven help me as i can't help myself

The night was deep but the window was clean, one of the few on thestreet. now I will pray Lord in heaven send some season of holyspring on earth here in Jamaica , to fill the hearts with love and goodfeelings in life of people, Lord in heaven send some water of holyspring in Jamaica ,to make our lives more holy and worth. as I Fallasleep,dream of angel,I'm just waiting on the edge of heaven. Thinkof me,adore me,I'm just waiting on the edge of heaven. Daydream ofme,smile for me, I'm just waiting on the edge of heaven. I wonder ifIll be welcome, and welcomed, in Heaven. I wonder if Heaven exists,

even as Ive risen from the font, and as I accede to Pascals reasoningon behalf of a faithful wager. How would I like to be welcomed there?What a question. The answer is I must not care-meaning Id like thewelcome not to be anything I might have predicted. Heaven must bea wonderful surprise,The road to sunrise was empty and the lightabove it was obstructed. Lord in heaven help me as i can't helpmyself..to live in this world. Something filthy and broken wrapped upon the arm of the light over the road to sunrise


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Thank God, you are my country!Beautiful Jamaica,

Wake up Jamaica , Why cant you see,An evil is pursuing both you andme, We must wake up, I issue this plea,Nations are falling, for all tosee. To conquer the world, is evils desire,To take away freedoms, forall they acquire, Not only for us, but their own they require,Tocontrol your life, is their desire. Wake up Jamaica , before its toolate,For ones you love, and children fate, To choose your life, youcannot abate,For the sword is thrust, At Jamaican fate. You ask me tolove you Jamaica. Yes, I love you Jamaica ,I love its soul offreedom,The dignity given its people,The freedom to think and

speak,But dont ask me not to love my beginning are give up my rightof being a Jamaican because you are My Jamaica,because what alovely country,Jamaica, we are blessed!Any direction one turns, Hergreat beauty takes your breath away land of wood on water. theMusicians of small creatures From crickets to the jar flies, The tallmajestic mountains With glistening rain fall crowned heads, Bluemysterious oceans Waves of sparkling water spread. BeautifulJamaica,from the world, because God has shed His grace on thee;Beautiful Jamaica ,Yes, far as the eye can see. because you thoughtme well on you are My first country taught Me how to love a country.

Standing on its mighty shoulders,I can reach out and love Jamaica.All that I bring that is best, Mingles with Jamaica majesty, and Igrow! Beautiful Jamaica,Blessed with strength and liberty,BeautifulJamaica,

Thank God, you are my country!


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Oh Flag of Jamaica

The voice that would reach you, Hunter, must speak in Biblical tones,or in the poetry of Walt back-man.

You are primitive and modern, simple and complex back people ;hatstill prays to Christ and still speaks Jamaican .

You think that life is a fire, that progress is an irruption, that thefuture is wherever

your bullet strikes. Whose stern, impassioned stress A thoroughfare

for freedom beatAcross the wilderness! No. Oh Flag of Jamaica, I see your coloursbleeding like running tears. Why are you so sad?

My children have lost their Innocence, their Courage has fled, andJustice has died in their bosoms.

Oh Flag of Jamaica , oh Flag of Jamaica you are fading away! Whatcan be done

to restore your brilliance? Light the torch of Valour once again, andgive it to the pure that remain, the few who remember me in all my

gaiety. Send them to burn down into ashes the pillars of corruptionand as the ashes scatter to the winds the name of Justice shall ringthrough the Night.O beautiful for spacious skies, For amber wavesof grain, For purple mountain majesties Above the fruited plain! Youare strong, proud model of your race;

you are cultured and able; you oppose Tolstoy. I find no one pure,there is no Valour left to spark the flame of Justice. What do we donow? Oh sudden fall! All is lost without the pure, only they can wakethe slumbering perseverance of old. Oh young one, you cannotremember how we used to stand vigilant with Justice as a fiery guide,Valour our shield, and Purity the rock upon which we stood.


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My shows ends with a bye Jamaica and god bless.

I hear Jamaica crying,Crying out for justice in the deep of frozennight, on rain fall in the day time,They crying of the hungry, Thecrying of the poor, The crying of the mothers, who's son's anddaughter's blood hath been poured, why Jamaica because if you didknow how much , I love you so much Jamaica our people will not becry in now I know in my heart It's the greatest country God has evermade...,Though there's beauty all around us....,And many otherwondrous lands...,My heart beats proudly for Jamaica ...,It's thenation I was born in...., I hope the whole world understands....,Why I

thank the Lord every morning'...., because Freedom's sound willnever fade.....,I'm In Love With you Jamaica .anywhere I am far awayin my mind but here you make me home, my Hot tears rollingburning, like a little angel down my cheek stake me to wherever Iwanna be Boiling desert. sand will melt your sole Eagles soar so hithey dont know defeat,Jamaica see in my Victory tastes littledifferent to an orphan Cant laugh cant smile cant have joy or fun Thecrying of the poor ,because I love you more Jamaica anytime I ambeing alone you beside me, know me,but The crying of this hallowedland, being scarred with shame and scorn,

This land where love and hatred, walk proudly hand in hand, We arenow the huddled masses, yearning to breathe free, The Golden Dooris tarnished now, and turned black and cold my soul swarming likebees teasing honey Masterminds of Jamaica Blinding us discussingare progress oppressing are successes , never letting us be successfulAlways being stressful assassinating my rhymes never absorbing myknowledge fighting just to be heard never lusting for attention alwayshad a clever flow never could assassinate my blow

My shows ends with a bye Jamaica and god bless.


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I couldnt handle the pain

I want to cry I want to scream

I hate the way you treated me

I hate what you did to me

I want to tell you mostly

I hate that I'm so afraid of everything

I hate that youre the one thing I want the most but can't have

I hate that you let me go before I got even got to say goodbyeI never understood what went wrong.

I didn't think it would hurt this long.

All the things you said to me,

I always thought we would be.

The past we cannot forget

But our hearts might be filled with great regret.

I've survived heartbreak and I'll do it again.

I cannot dwell on one of you .

Sadness comes to end,

happiness conquered hate.

Love sprouting sadness shrinking,

hope has come again.

Why does life have to be like this

Full of hatred and pain

Instead of joy and blissTime Clicks as I await

The hour ends before my take

Sitting, thinking,waiting;my mind escapes


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my wife

I used to dream that someday I might find a lover like you baby whowould be tender, kind, and passionate...I used to hope that someday Imight be your first lover baby, to have you as my heartbeat one dayin my life but who would know what was deep inside my heart someone with whom there but you baby ,because I know would be safe toshare my secrets, my dreams, my fantasies, and my fears... with youbecause now I will lift you to the stars above, I will prove that mylove for you is an endless love, in my life baby,because I never let myheart imagine that I would find all of this and more... in you heart forme your truly a blessing in my world because thats what was waiting

for me in your arms, was truly love baby .I know not all the languagesof this world to tell you sometime in my heart now but I know not allthe ways to tell you that I love you baby because I want to show ittoo you now and because I will express my love in words and by mydeeds heart feeling for you. my love because I promise that to youforever, that I hope you see my honesty,my love and friendship asmy wife one day I know you will brings me the greatest ofpleasure ,because You are my love, my future wife, my best friendand Gods greatest gift to me, you are my treasure ,Your beauty isendless in my eyes can't you see ,For you are the only love for me,butHow do I show you my love is yours, endless and true How do I show

you that I cherish and honer you baby ,A love like ours cannot becompared, I cherish each moment, each memory we made Memoriesof a love that will never fade We had quite a life together you and meMy heart remains full till we meet one day my future wife And I'll notdwell on what might have been I'll pick up my chin and smile as I sayI'll always love you, Babe, Happy Valentine's Day my future wife.


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baby no one else will do on this Valentine day but you.

This woman, this angel, who became my Valentine She captured myheart and soul Warming a place once so dark and cold It's the wayyou say, I love you matter the more and the way you hold myhand ,Theres just so much about you ,I completely understand,Attimes we're together, Not knowing what to say, All we do is holdhands, and too our love because now I want to be here firstValentine, I'll be your first and you'll be my last. My world, myeverything, till my time has past. because I feel so secure, From thoselips that made me feel loved,How my heart aches for you tonight, On

this blue Valentine's Day, No chocolate sweets or kisses for me, Howit hurts to be in love, I know you really care. Then our love lights theway, I just want to be with you, baby no one else will do. I know I sayI love you often, but every word I say is true. You made me realize,that I will always love you until the end of time. Each day havethought of you.My whole life couldn't manage whatYour ready smilecan do,Vanquishing my lonelinessAs though all light were new Fromthose hands that made fall in love, My dear Valentine where are youtonight? But also it is true.I think of life as something as my true lovebut Is this foolish? Yes, perhaps, On this blue Valentine's Day, No red

roses or card for me, I hope the angels protect you because I can notlife with out you in my world but Let me be your Valentine so ICan spend with only you because You are my heart, my hope, myhelp,The passion that is me,The whole of which I am a part,Mypeace, my ecstasy. I've never imagined that there can be this day. Aday that love will find its way. Out of my heart and into your soul.These feelings I have are beyond my control I don't let it get to mebecause I know who has won in the end. I love your smile, yourintelligence, and everything you do. I thank god faithfully that he sentyou too me ,and that every girl is not always the same. I wrotebecause your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.


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My valentine wish for my sweetheart this year

I've searched and searched There's nothing in this world That canexpress , my love for you baby because You're as beautiful as anangel,because I was Looking for the one true love in my life on I havefine it . Fighting loneliness , sadness, And rejections , But I nowdeclare that the war is won. I was lonely, sad, and blue until now,because I worship you sweetheart and there is nothing ,I want more;because I've found the love of my love but the day that I meet youwas blessing in the sky .because You came into my life and changedit around ,turned my frown upside down. because When you are nearmy kne

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