(verse 1)got me up all night, drinking this liquor, stupid I knowall the things that we've been through, I'm trying to get through, moving on slowmy head above the waters, it's harder than it seemsand I can't take it any longer, I'm starting to feel weak it's been weeks since I last saw you, I should've tried but didn't botherego got the best of me but I should be a lot strongerI'm trying to move onward, 'cause it's no longernow I don't got her, I keep thinkin 'boutI should've called her and stopped her from drifting awayseconds to days, regretting mistakesI'm missing your face and when you would laughmemories we had but it's in the pastI wish it'd be reversed, I'd give you everything you deservelife's becoming a blur, love is something you can't reimburseswimming in the deep end, reality's starting to seep inthere's nothing like us, you're the one I wanted to be withthere's no one I can relate to and life's becoming a platefulthe love is gone and maybe it'd be easier to hate you

(chorus)you say that you don't care, you don't wanna deal with meyou pushed me away but baby I'm not your enemyI don't wanna go there, I hate when you pressure me'cause baby one day I won't have any more energyI'm sorry for all the fights and all of the lonely nightsbut everything you're doing to me ain't rightI'm sorry we fell apart, can we just go back to the startI hate how we've been, this isn't who we are, who we are no

(verse 2)I'm chasing after a soul I feel like I sold, where did it goI should've played my role, keep it controlled, where did I goI can't find myselfI'm living so lost and where is my causeI'm trying to do wellthis love doesn't cost but I'm so exhaustedplease take the pain away, nothing could save the dayI can't complain, I need to make a changeand I tried erasing your name awayhow does a love so amazing just fade awayIt's been overdue for awhileI should hit you up and see what's been up, how you doing right now'cause I've been missing that beautiful smilewhat am I doing, I should keep moving

damn, why am I looking backI need to relax, leave it in the pastdamn, what am I looking atit's so annoying, I can't control it, thinking 'bout us, like drinking a poisonit's really killing me, how should I deal with it, trying to be real with it, it's really pointlessit's really pointless, stop moping about it, stop being a bitch get back to my focus, stop being hopeless, start being open, go out and livethere's no one I can relate to, how did I get so hatefulthe love is gone, the love is gone, it's easier to hate you

(chorus)

(bridge)I promised myself I would never give in but here I ammissing it all, wishing it didn't have to end noand you should know, wherever I goI'm reminded of us and what we had I gave you all of my love and now you're gonewhy'd you have to leave

Tiffany sat under her patio, relaxed after she walk around her hometown. Gently winde blew her red hair and caressing her skin. She never felt so relaxed lately, because of her troublemaker fiancée, she’s not troublemaker but when she got in trouble, she got a really serious trouble.

Kring kring kringg

“Hallo?”

“Tiff!!! Where’ve you been?!! You’re gone 2 weeks and next 2 weeks is you’ll getting marry with T—“

“I’m not getting marry with the person who do dirty things on my bed with other girl infont my eyes when she will get marry in one month.”

“Oh god, She’s drunk. You know Taeyeon never drunk right? it’s just someone make she—“

“So why she get drunk?”

“Tiff please forgive her, you will cry if you see her now, she didn’t eat almost 1 week!”

“Then?”

“She cry endlessly! Morning and night, she cried everytime!”

“Then?”

“Tiff!!!!”

“Sunny, i’m tired. My heart aching so bad. I need time.”

“So when you’ll comeback?”

“I don’t know.”

“About your parent? Her parent? All invitation?”

“I don’t know, we will figure out later, bye.”

Click call ended.

Tiffany POV

You think it was easy leave like that Tae? No. Absolutely no!

But my heart can help too. You know it’s really hurt see you do your dirty fun, with unnamed blondy girl at our bed. We will getting marry, and you fuck other girl infront my eyes?!

It’s hurt tae, it’s hurt!

You’re my fiancee for 1 years, my girlfriend for 4 years, and my bestfriend 10 years. I’ve know you since we’re young, immature and reckless, but we never got in big fighting like this. Why? why in the most important moment, when we will get marry, you wreck everything? Why Tae, why?!!

I know you was drunk, and that’s not your habit, maybe that blondy girl seduce you, but you should resist her! Why you didn’t resist her? did she more beautiful than me? did she more sexy? Did you forget about our ring? Did you forget about our long love story?