Poemas intemporales - Porfirio Barba-Jacob

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Pg. Sdp ldn sdàg d{|às`n ld nh{ nèbsòh{.pg. Sdp ldn sdàg vhktg ld nh{ sòh{.kga o`{ khak`gad{ dcs`h{xtd ta {ga agk|tsag edke`}h

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tah bg|h ld nt} ldn kgsh}ûa ldn oga|d!



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Da n`csd vtdng. dn k`dng ld o` Hoàs`kh

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Kgog da nh vhbtdlhl ld ta d{ydm`{og=

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ld fgsoh{ da òèbdad{ |sgkhlh{.ndp galdha|d. k`dak`h xtd hntkàh.



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xtd khlh agked da dn {`ndak`g doy`d}hp khlh lïh kga dn {gn ktnoàh(

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Ygs d{d haedng. da|sd ng{ hksd{ yàg{p nh{ sg{h{ da nnhoh{ ldn gkh{g.



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hn ehcnhs ldmg nh yhnhcsh |stakh=dn |`doyg d{ csdvd p dn v`bgs d{kh{g.p nh Hohlh `ldhn ag vàg atakh!

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ld {habsd p {habsd da dn h}tn ndmhag!

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p dn knhsg {gs|`ndb`g ld nh htsgshcstøû o` n`sh p nh n`csû ld edsstocsd!

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Ftnbïh da o` `nt{`ûa Hkthsòèa|òh!

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P kgog ng{ kst}hlg{ odl`gdvhnd{.kdøòd hn |gs{g fýnb`lh kgsh}hp ftòd da yg{ ld nh k`tlhl kht|`vh.ctsnhalg nh bthlhøh ld nh Otds|dp nh fgs|tah h o` xtdsds d{xt`vh!



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Nh galtnha|d gl`{dh sdodogsgkga hogs p lgngs… Ta nàld vhbg.ld {ýc`|g {habs`da|g. ph kd|sàg…

Ta ctxtd… ta otdnnd… ta mgvda agk|`vhbg…p dn |gag ld nh vg}… p dn yha ohskàg…

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p! hnnï nh ndvhltsh ld o`{ kha|g{.edkeh ld od}xtàlhl p {à{hcgsd{!

P hxtdnnh a`øh ldn hogs fngs`lgp gngsg{g. p s`|thn. p dahsldk`lg.dn {dag kgog ta fst|g ag gysò`lg.p ta ltn}gs da ng{ cd{g{ l`nt`lg.

p ta ag {à xtà… xtd |ýschaod dn {da|`lg!

P nh etshøh cdnlhl. dn oèsogn pds|gd àkgaogv`cnd: p nh @afha|àh etshøhxtd dsh dn yg{|sds mh}oïa xtd lhch ta etds|g…Öd f`btsg nh{ ntkd{ ld {t{ gmg{

kgog lg{ k`s`g{ ld ta khs`øg otds|g(

P dn hsltg hfèa da dn òytn{g vhs`gygs sd{gnvds dn kha|g da odnglïh!Ldsshod ta st`{døgs da dn eòahs`g|glh nh o`dn ldn lïh!

[`ndak`g{ ld hsogaïh!



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o`{|ds`g{ ysd{da|`lg{.hogsd{ p kha|hsd{ld mûvdad{ fngs`lg{.dn vàg. dn ohs. dn lïh da dn Hkths`g!p nh odn`fnth vgkhk`ûa à|dsah={da|`s. kha|hs. da shy|g{ lgngs`lg{

„{ds pg‟. “„ag {ds‟“. da {tkd{`ûa hn|dsah!

\sgakg da nh ynda`|tl. etal`û o` hnoh{t shï} da dn nàbhog ld otds|dxtd at|sd nh{ kgsgnh{ ld nh v`lh.p l`g dn ydsftod àft{g da {t shohmd!

Vtdnh dn ydsftod.oh{ {d kga{tod!



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p da dn shtlhn fnt`lg ld nh{ htsh{ ld hcs`nehkd dn v`hmdp {d kga{tod…

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Ag ta l`g{ yhbhag. ydsg {ï {t sh{|sg!Ag dn eòag l`vg. ydsg {ï dn {t{y`sg!Ag dn oèsogn. oh{ dn ynà|g ld hnhch{|sg!

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p ndmg{ cs`nnh ta |dadcsg{g fhsg!

Nh lhoh ld khcdnng{ dakdal`lg{fdktalh kga o` {habsd {t{ etds|g{ ysge`c`lg{!

P tah àxt`d|tl fsdaà|`kh p bg}g{h

o` yh}. o` {tdøg. o` v`bgs kga{tod.p ta etshkèa o` ynda`|tl lgcndbh!



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¨[gp d{h {gocsh xtd kst}û dn khoàg.da {habsd |à|h. ld ntmts`h k`dbh(

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`bthn da dn ldn`xt`g p dn {t{y`sg…

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od chøhsga ld nnha|g nh{ d{|sdnnh{!

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“„H{d{àg‟. „H{d{àg‟“{t{tsshch p {d `ch dn v`da|g!

P ng{ yh{|gsd{ od adbhsïha {t{ khchøh{!Nh{ sgkh{ od hynh{|hsïha da {t{ da|shøh{!Nh yh} d{ o` dado`bg v`gnda|g.p dn hogs o` dado`bg {habtàhs`g!·P h xtà |t {gocsh. ge agked ldn nýcs`kg hslò`da|g.{` da|sd o` kgsh}ûa hslïh dn |dadcshs`g7

V`hmû o` hnoh da ïa|òh{ yh{`gad{ld Ks`{|g{ kgsgahlg{ ld kgabgmh{=¨dn ytlgs(. ¨dn egags da|sd {hpgad{(Ft` sg{h adbsh ld o`n sg{h{ sgmh{ldn v`k`g da nh{ gktn|h{ fngshk`gad{…

Oh{ dn h}tn da o` lgngs edsg`kghcs`û {t hc`{og ld ftnbdak`h{ ytsh{.{gnd{ sdog|g{. aàctnh{. kda|dnnh{.p d{|tvd gysd{g ygs nh{ ntocsd{ ld dnnh{ldn e`ng ld gsg ldn kgnnhs ldn lïh:p ta haednhs ld d{yhk`g l`g {t{ hnh{

h o` ld{kgakds|hlh ygd{ïh!

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vhbg {tdøg “{t{ cstoh{ ld{ehkïh“vhbg {tdøg “o` vhbh Hkthsòèa|òh“!



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Sd|gsag ld |hn {tds|d ehk`h nh ynhph.

sdhn`}hlg o` hfèa! Nh |`dssh àvgkh{t ndp xtd o`{ doydøg{ ld{v`s|ýh!G`bg dn bs`|g ldn ohs xtd od ydad|sh.p ha{`h ld yh} ydsdaad od du|daýh!

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·Ag cs`nnh. da|sd nh a`dcnh. Hkthsòèa|òh7·Ag {d gpd nòy`h. |sàotnh khak`ûa

xtd ytdlh. da dn hn`da|g ld{vhïlg.{gahs. hnd|hsbhs dn kgsh}ûap yh{hs7

Ag {d gpd ahlh![`ndak`g p cstoh. {gyng{ ld ng hskhag!

Nh nt} oda|`sh. nh khak`ûa oda|`sh![ûng dn stogs ld ta vhbg v`da|g vhagvgnhalg da ng{ vdnèodad{ duy`sh!

Nh agked hlv`dad. ld ogs|tgs`g docndoh!Sd|toch da o` sdktdslg o` hnhs`lg.

o` d{|às`n |`doyg da o` àxt`d|tl {tysdoh!



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Dn |sèb`kg lgngs eh kgaknt`lg!Pg {gp Ohïa. dn eàsgd ldn ygdoh!

Fngsdkd dn k`dng da bhmg{ ld ntkdsg{.p xtdstcd{ ld vtdng{ odngl`g{g{sdvtdnha ld ntkdsg{ h ntkdsg{!

P ag ldk`s. p ag |dads yhnhcsh{|ha nndah{ ld |t bgkd vd{yds|àg

p |t {tdøg atyk`hn. ¨ge khoyd{àgxtd kst}h{ kga |t{ khssg{ sdkeàha|d{(Da |t `nt{`ûa. ta eèn`|g l`vàg|d eh ygcnhlg ld a`øg{ ng{ à{|ha|d{!

P vds. ld{ld d{|h kòh ld |dsatshp vhndsg{g hogs. da |glh kg{h

dn Da`boh. dn Da`boh àv`gnhlg!Hsld nh ytsh sg{h. {tdøh nh nàfh ytsh.¨ge khsad(. p |ý ld{|`nh{ dn ydkhlg.p… p…

¨Dn Da`boh. ygs {`doysd àv`gnhlg(

P ygs |glh vdslhl. {hcds hegshxtd cs`nnh dn ohs. xtd dn oga|d {d d{|sdodkd.xtd ftnbd [`s`g da dn mhslïa ndmhag:p xtd hn fst{|shs{d dn b`sg ld o` v`lh.hn b`sg ld nh {tph bshah dn bshag!

Nh nt} oda|`sh! Nh khak`ûa oda|`sh!



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xtd ta lgngs atdvg d{|è da dn yndk|sg oïg.p dn yndk|sg. da dn lgngs. yts`f`khlg!

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p h nh |s`{|d}h vd{ydshn {d hltahta v`da|g ld tn|shohs p ld tn|shoga|d!

Kha|ha da dn ksdyý{ktngp ta ndlg {ga ld d{xt`nh{vtdnh da dn à|ds |sàotng!

Xtd o` stogs {d du|àbh cnhalg. |datd.gnh da galh. galh da ygoyh. ygoyh da `s`{.g kthn vèbtng hsgoh da nh odogs`h:p od sdà|dbsd h nh dygydph |stakhda nh k`tlhl ld a`dcnh{ ld o` bngs`h!

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P xtd gnv`ld nh csdbh |sha{`|gs`h.p dn ag {ds oè{ “p dn ag {ds odag{ atakh“.ldn e`ng ld gsg ldn kgnnhs ldn lïh!

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o`da|sh{ da dn ld{ohpg ldn ksdyý{ktngstdlh {gcsd ng{ è{ydsg{ |dssgad{dn khssg ldn khoyd{àg.p ftnbtsh. sdhn. |sh{ dn vdng ld o`{ nèbsòh{.ds`b`lh ygs o` lgngs kga dn oèsogn ld o` ygd{ïh“¨p oïh(. öïh(. öïh(“o` adcýndh. h}tnàh Hkthsòèa|òh…

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Yhsècgnh ldn sd|gsag

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Dn v`dmg etds|dk`|g ld ydsftohlh{ bst|h{lgald ïchog{… lgald `cha ng{ a`øg{ h mtbhs.

·ag |`dad hegsh a`lg{ p yèmhsg{ p fst|h{7[døgsh. ·p xt`àa sdkgbd ng{ bhmg{ ldn ygohs7

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Dn hbth ld nh hkdxt`h. hnoh ld nàfh ytsh.!ag yh{h hndbsd p bèsstnh kha|halg {t kha|hs:nh hkdxt`h {d eh cgsshlg chmg nh fsgalh g{ktsh.p dn kegssg. cnhakg p fýnb`lg. a` s`dnh a` otsotsh…[døgs. ·ag g{ ehkd fhn|h {t oý{`kh kgsl`hn7

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Èscgn v`dmg

Dn èscgn xtd {gocsdh nh nnhatsh

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Ng{ nhcshlgsd{ kga dn e`dssg hn egocsgnndbha da nh fh|`bh ld nh |hsld.p y`da{ha hn o`shsng. {òyndoda|d=„Ph sàl`û {t{ kg{dkeh{ oè{ mtbg{h{.p gfsdkd hn ehkeh ng{ ld{atlg{ csh}g{yhsh hnòda|g ldn egbhs= kgs|àog{nd‟!

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p kga ta s`|og nèabt`lg p n`v`hagyhsdkd xtd {gnng}ha ng{ yhnohsd{!

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·yhsh |docnhs chmg dn h}tn ldn k`dnghnhsbhalg {t{ fst|g{ {h}gahlg{7.



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·yhsh gïs dn {`ndak`g ld nh agked7.·yhsh {da|`s nh f`dcsd ld nh |`dssh7.·yhsh vds h nh{ og}h{ ldn khoàg.

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D{yïs`|t dssha|d

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·Xt`àa {hcd da nh agked xtd àktch nh{ fgsoh{ld hlt{|g {`ndak`g ktc`ds|h{.xtà csh}g ag{ otdvd. xtà d{|sdnnh ag{ btïh7¨Ge {dl à{hk`hcnd ldn hnoh xtd ct{kh nh{ agsoh{(·[dsdog{ |ha {ûng vda|hah{ hc`ds|h{

dn egocsd. ng{ n`s`g{. dn vhnnd p dn lïh7

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Lgohlgs. |s`tafhlgs

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ld{bèsshod. ph d{ egsh…D{|gp kgog ng{ a`øg{ chmg dn bgnyd.kgog nh{ sg{h{ nïs`kh{ ld ohpgchmg dn v`da|g p nh nntv`h!O` du`bth mtvda|tl |d csàlg!Aàbýa |d{gsg da o` ygcsd}h d{kgalg!\dabg ta ygkg ld hogs… ·P ag nd |`dada

nh{ cd{|`h{ oè{ eto`nld{7Dn ktdnng cnhalhoda|dl`{ygabg h ng{ vdsltbg{p kga y`dlhl du|shøh{gasïg da nh |shbdl`h!Oh{. sdal`lg |hoc`àa. dn ydssg eto`nld

xtd |t o`{ds`kgsl`h ngbsh hydah{.·ag hn}h kga hv`ld} ng{ bshald{ gmg{yhsh cd{hs nh ohag xtd nd e`dsd7Knhvh da o` khsad dn hkdshlg bhsf`gld ta du|shøg |gsoda|g:àkehnh h kga{to`s{d da|sd nh nnhoh

p {t{ kda`}h{ ld{yhsshoh hn v`da|g!



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Nh d{|sdnnh ld nh |hsld

Ta oga|d h}tn. ta yèmhsg v`hmdsg.

ta sgcnd. tah nnhatsh.ta a`øg. tah khak`ûa… P. {à dochsbg.ahlh {hcdog{ egp. edsohag oïg!

Cûssha{d ng{ {daldsg{ da nh {gocsh:dn kgsh}ûa ldn oga|d d{|è kdsshlg:

dn ydssg ldn yh{|gs |sèb`khoda|dhýnnh da|sd nh{ e`dsch{ ldn vhnnhlg!

Hygph |t fh|`bh da o` fh|`bh.xtd pg o` ydah hygphsà da |t ydah.p nngsh. kgog pg. ygs dn àfntmgld nh |hsld |sh{nýk`lh p {dsdah!

Atakh {hcsdog{ ahlh…

·Xt`àa yt{g da atd{|sg d{yïs`|t haednha|d.vhbg stogs ld ohsd{ da }g}gcsh.dogk`ûa ld{h|hlh.

xtòdsh{ vhah{. `nt{`ûa {à gcsh7Edsohag oïg. da nh àxt`d|tl kga{|ha|d.atakh {hcsdog{ ahlh…

·Da xtà bst|h{ ld `{nh{ o`{|ds`g{h{hsstnnhsga ng{ Aýodad{ |t {tdøg7

·Xt`àa od lh ng{ khscgad{ `ssdhnd{ld o` hsl`da|d yh{`ûa. p nh sd{àh



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xtd dftald da o`{ ygdoh{ {t fshbhak`h7·Xtà vg} {thvd. xtà ha{`dlhl l`vàh|`dad da atd{|sh ha{`dlhl {t sd{gahak`h7

\glg àxt`s`s fshkh{h da dn vhkïg.kthn fshkh{ha ng{ cûn`lg{ agk|tsag{da dn fgalg ldn ohs: |glh ysdbta|hvtdnvd h ag{g|sg{ |sàotnh p fhnn`lh.kgog ldn kegxtd da dn kha|`n fshbg{g !

nh fndkeh ygs dn hskg ld{ydl`lh!

Edsohag oïg. da dn òytn{g dssha|d.atakh {hcsdog{ ahlh…

P {à dochsbg…

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ygs dn e`ng ld nt}…



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da |t ydkeg. |shaxt`ng ha|d nh |hsld.p da o` ydkeg da nh |hsld {g{dbhlg…

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Ld{|hkhl {t f`btsh. ad|h. kga|sh dn h}tnldn k`dng. da nh ohøhah fngs`lh. {gasdïlh=

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ldnha|d ld ag{g|sg{. shl`g{h p hkkd{`cnd!

[dch[|@da fhtsd

Ed v`{|g h ta egocsd ld à{dbtsg{ |sh}g{.kgog vd|t{|h oèxtàh xtd otdvd.

{gcsd nh |`dssh da ohltsd} ng{ csh}g{.

sdïs. nndahs ld vgkd{ nh kgnàh.o`da|sh{ dn {gn. sglhalg |sh{ nh {gocsh.{t l`{kg hsl`da|d {gcsd dn ohs àknàh:

p ed v`{|g da |gsag ldn mhpèa g{ktsg.

shyhkd{ xtd odlshcha kgog csg|d{ld ta! |s`bg {hag da ta hoc`da|d ytsg…

D{|h fhnh} ha|ï|d{`{= nh s`{h{da`n {gcsd nh{ fsda|d{ àoh|tsh{xtd lha {t dfntv`g h nh galtnha|d cs`{h.

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·ysd{hb`h{ ld |t{ a`d|g{ nh fgs|tah

kthalg fng|h da ng{ vhnnd{ ld |t hnohk`ds|h àldk`{h knhs`lhl ld ntah7

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da nh bsh|h àgkdak`h khoyd{àh.nh{ lha}h{ ld nh{ og}h{ xtd ysd{`ldY`|èbgsh{ kga oý{`kh l`vàh:

p ld nh{ htsh{ hn doytmd cnhalg.fh|`bhlh{ ld gsbtnng nh{ yhnodsh{

{t {gocsh h}tn da |gsag ldsshohalg!

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p ld gk|tcsd da nh kgyh sdcg{ha|d.ygs hk|`vhs dn s`|og ld {t{ oý{ktng{.dn og{|g atdvg. ld {hcgs fshbha|d!

Dnng{ vdsèa ng{ |doyng{ ds`b`lg{ktpg{ mh{yd{ p oèsognd{ kgamta|dkgsg ld hogs. ag |sèb`kg{ bdo`lg{:

|doyng{ lg hsgod vhbhsg{h d{dak`h

ld knè{`kh{ sd{àh{. gfsdalhlh{hn Hogs. hn \shchmg p h nh K`dak`h!

Dnng{. ta lïh. |sh}hsèa khoàgygs lgald fntph da ftds}h |sha{ot|hlgp h òytn{g fèk`n. dn |docngs ohsàg:

p dafsdahsèa nh àlûo`|h kthls`bhld ng{ v`da|g{ vdngkd{. ygsxtd {dhahn`v`g da nh lgoà{|`kh fh|`bh!

Dnng{. |sh{ dn |totn|g ld nh btdssh.vdalsèa |hn vd} kga hyhk`cnd{ ohag{

“¨ge Edasp Bdgsbd(“. h n`cds|hs nh |`dssh:

p o`shsèa nh gcsh kgsgahlhxtd egp da ng{ {tskg{ càn`kg{ htbtsha{habsd p lgngs. ytd{ xtd nh dlhl lgshlh.



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xtd eh ld hodabths nh ydah `ssdo`{`cnd.ag d{|è ld|sè{. {àg xtd d{|è ldnha|dld ag{g|sg{. shl`g{h p hkkd{`cnd=

¨ge yh} ld Ks`{|g. fsh|dsahn htsgshda xtd ldn k`dng ldn Hogs ld{k`dalh

mt{|`k`h hn otalg xtd mt{|`k`h òyngsh(

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\ý. xtd |shoga|h{da dn vdsld ohpg.p h xt`da nh{ ntkd{ ld fhahn kga{y`ktghydah{ d{knhsdkda !ld {g{nhpg.

·ag dav`l`h{ ld |t{ a`d|g{ nh fgs|tahkthalg fng|h da ng{ vhnnd{ ld |t hnoh

k`ds|h àldk`{h knhs`lhl ld ntah7

Lûk`nd{ h nh àkûba`|h hsogaïhxtd là h {t{ nhc`g{ à{àtha|d cg}g“kthn l`gnd hn |tpg da ysd|ds`lg lïh“

dnng{ da nh sgoèa|`kh vda|hah{gnng}hsèa ygs ng{ fàb`lg{ ltdng{xtd |stdxtd da sg{h{ nh cdnlhl n`v`hah:

p o`da|sh{ ntdbg da |ènhog fdktalgbòha. bg}g{g{ ldn hsl`da|d csïg

ygs ktph{ ndpd{ {d sdatdvh dn otalg.



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|ý. chmg dn bgnyd. nïv`lg d àds|d.ohske`|h ph |t vhsga`n f`sod}h.ct{khsè{ da ng{ nòcg{ ld nh Otds|d

lûald sdal`s nh fýadcsd khcd}h…



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Nh khsad hsl`da|d

Da ta mhslïa ld hxtdn yhï{ egssdalg

ehnnà h Fha|àh. ld gmg{ oh|dsahnd{p ld{atldkd{ oûsc`lh{. |dm`dalgbt`sahnlh{ kga nh{ sg{h{ vd{ydshnd{!

P kthn nh{ hbth{ |ýsc`lh{ ld ta sïgxtd sgoyd ta v`da|g da ysgkdng{h etdnnh.

bò`û ld hogs o` kgsh}ûa {gocsïgp {t{y`sû o` ogkdlhl ygs Dnnh!

“„Fha|àh “l`md kga hegbhlh{ vgkd{xtd hn csg|hs hcsh{èchaod nh ndabth“=xt`dsg etal`s o`{ odm`nnh{ da nh fhnlhld |t |shmd. xtd hydah{ sg}h dn v`da|g.

da|sdvdshs ta n`s`g da |t bt`sahnlh.p tab`s |t{ |sda}h{ kga ysdk`g{g tabþda|g‟!

Nh v` vgnvds{d. sïb`lh p {høtlh.ygs d{xt`vhsod dn mtvda`n dakha|g=¨xt`}è da o`{ vgkd{ {d {à|`û ld{atlh

p nh vdsbþda}h ―ld{h|û {t nnha|g(

P da nh |ûss`lh egsh kda`k`da|h.ld galh{ yd{hlh{. xtd hn mhslïa khïh.o`sà o` khsad ha{`g{h p gytnda|h.¨p da ta sgm`}g sd{ynhalgs hslïh(



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Dn hnoh |sh`bg dcs`h ld hsgoh ld sg{hnd{

p ldn |docngs du|shøg xtd ldmha ng{ khoàg{…H nh nt} ld nh ntah nh{ vhkh{ oh|dsahnd{l`s`bda |sh{ o` {gocsh {t{ gmg{ gyhnàg{!

Yh{ha kga {dak`nnd} ehk`h nh ktocsd.sto`halg {òyndoda|d nh{ e`dsch{ ldn vhnnhlg:

g c`da chmg ng{ èscgnd{ kga knhsh oha{dltocsd{d hltdsoda hn hsstnng ldn h`sd {g{dbhlg!

P da nh xt`d|tl htbt{|h ld nh agked o`sïf`kh.kgog {t|`n khs`k`h ld |sàotng{ yàkdnd{.ldn k`dng fngsdk`lg nh knhs`lhl ohbaïf`khfntpd {gcsd nh hnctsh ld {t{ nt{|sg{h{ y`dnd{!

P pg l`{ktssg da yh}. p {gnhoda|d y`da{gda nh v`s|tl {dak`nnh xtd o` sh}ûa òyd|sh:eh{|h xtd. da dnhk`ûa dn èaòg {t{yda{g.bg}g nh {dak`nnd} xtd v`dad p od ydad|sh!

[dak`nnd} ld nh{ cd{|`h{ {à ktnyh p {à sd{hc`g:{dak`nnd} ld nh{ hbth{ xtd hytsha {t kgss`da|d:{dak`nnd} ld ng{ èscgnd{… ¨\glg {dak`nng p {hc`g.[døgs. p |glg mt{|g. p {gcs`g. p sdvdsda|d(



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Kst}halg nh{ khoy`øh{. |`docng chmg nh bshk`h

ld d{|h cgalhl htbt{|h xtd od nndah…

¨Ge ltn}tsh ld o`dnd{( ¨Ge bs`|g ld df`khk`h(¨Ge ohag{ xtd vds|`{|d`{ da o` d{yïs`|tnh {hbshlh dogk`ûa ld nh agked {dsdah(

Kgog dn vhsûa xtd {hcd nh vg} ld nh{ otmdsd{da kdng. |docngsg{h{ kthalg hn hogs àk`|ha.pg {à nh ynda`|tl da xtd |glg{ ng{ {dsd{v`vda ld {t v`s|tl. p ahlh !{gn`k`|ha!

Yhsh {dbt`s v`v`dalg nh v`lh xtd od sd{|hehkdl o` vgnta|hl |doynhlh. p ftds|d p agcnd.

ge v`sbàhnd{ kdlsg{ ld nïs`kh fngsd{|h.ge ysûv`lh{ khoy`øh{. ge bdadsg{g sgcnd!

P ehkdl o` kgsh}ûa ftds|d kgog vg{g|sg{ldn oga|d da nh fsdktdak`h.ge ltnkd{ haòhnd{ xtd. ag {hc`dalg ahlh.

chmg nh khsad eto`nld {hcà`{ nh ha|`bth k`dak`hld d{|hs gpdalg {`doysd nh {gndlhl {hbshlh!



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Hk|g ld hbshldkò`da|g

[ûng ehp ta c`da ysdk`{g= yg{dds khchnoda|d.

ygs {gcsd |glg dabhøg. atd{|sh {hc`ltsïh:p. kgog dn hbth knhsh sdcû{h{d da nh hncdskh.ldmhs xtd dn hnoh nndada dn vhnnd. dn oga|d. dn lïh!

Pg ed kst}hlg nh {dalh xtd ldkgsh nh bshohp {gocsdha ng{ èscgnd{ hak`hag{ p sgct{|g{.

da lgald dn v`da|g n`csd {t{ oý{`kh{ ldsshoh.ld {dvdsg{ kgoyh{d{ ohbaïf`kg{ p htbt{|g{!

P ed v`{|g ph nh{ e`dsch{ gngsg{h{.ld fngsdkds {dak`nng. xtd v`{|da nh{ khoyhøh{:p d{yhs|g{ ld ng{ cst|g{. kgavûnvtng{. nnha|dad{.

mhshohbg{ ld hcs`n. p èngd{. p d{yhlhøh{…

P ed v`{|g ph nh{ o`d{d{ hctalha|d{.gsbtnng ldn nhcs`dbg. chmg nh nt} ld gk|tcsd:p dn ûyhng ld o`n d{|sdnnh{ st|`nha|d{.p dn h}tn à{galhlg ldn k`dng xtd ag{ ktcsd!

P nh {habsd xtd csg|h ld hnbtah eds`lh hc`ds|hcèschshoda|d… ¨ge lgngs(. ¨ge yhvgs(p h}gshlh{ otmdsd{ xtd da|gsahalg nh ytds|hsdalïha{d h nh ltnkd }g}gcsh ldn hogs!

P ed v`{|g ph ng{ a`øg{ fsh|dsahnd{

mtbhs ldn khoyg da dn {gygs ysgftalg.da hsoga`g{h{ ntkeh{ `ssdhnd{:



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p. ldn |`doyg da ng{ b`sg{ nò`|hlg{.ksdkds… hohs… p sdagvhs dn otalg!

P ed v`{|g dn ohs. xtd |glg ng kgoydal`h:p oè{ hnnè ldn ohs nh bàad{`{ ldn lïh=¨ld oglg xtd yg{dg mt{|hoda|dnh s`xtd}h àdfhcnd ld o` {hc`ltsïh(

[` ta shpg ld ng{ k`dng{ v`dad h kdbhs o`{ gmg{

ldmèalgng{ da {gocsh ld sdyda|d.·xtà eh ld òyd|shs o` hnoh dahmdahlh7Ftdsh ld d{|h v`{`ûa xtd nndvg ph kgao`bg.¨ge hogs(. äg ct{kg ahlh(.¨ge hslgs_. äg xt`dsg ahlh(



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Dndbïh ld {dy|`docsd

¨Ge {gn( ¨Ge ohs( ¨Ge oga|d( ¨Ge

eto`nld{ haòhn`|g{ ld ng{ khoyg{(Ygabg h |glh{ nh{ kg{h{ ygs |d{|`bg{

ld d{|h sdhn`lhl |sdodalh= Ed v`v`lg!

Ohïa

Kgsldsg |shaxt`ng. kgsldsg xtd yhkd{|t bshoh p hmt{|h{ |t {ds h nh d|dsah hsogaïh=etal`dalg da dn nglg nh{ ynha|h{ ftbhkd{et` ld o`{ khoyg{ fdshkd{ta lïh!

St`{døgs ld nh {dnvh dakha|hlh

xtd ysdntl`h{ dn gs|g hcs`ndøg=h yd{hs ld nh fýadcsd Otds|d p nh {gocsh p nh ahlh.pg |tvd dn da{tdøg!

[daldsg xtd vh{ ldn hnkgs khoyd{àgh ydslds|d da nh h}tn nga|haha}h=

ng{ l`g{d{ od eha edkeg ta sdbhng l`vàg=nh hsl`da|d d{ydsha}h!

D{y`bh xtd odkda ng{ v`da|g{. d{y`bhxtd kgamta|h{ dn |s`bg lgshlg=hn àfntmg ld {gyng{ v`gnda|g{.

da nh{ agked{ ld hogs. ed |docnhlg!



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Oga|høh xtd dn {gn |sha{f`btsh.\hcgs hn fdcs`n odl`glïh.{`nda|d ld`lhl da nh agked d{|dnïfdsh p ytsh=

ähl`d {tyg da nh |`dssh {gocsïho` lgngs. o` |docngs. o` yhvtsh(

P vg{g|sg{. sg{hn fngsdk`lg.ndcsdnd{ {à hog. ntkdsg{. kgsyý{ktng{.d{ktkehlod d{|h kg{h |sdodalh= ëd v@v@Lg(

Ed v`v`lg kga hnoh. kga {habsd. kga adsv`g{. kga oý{ktng{.p vgp hn gnv`lg…



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Ydkhlg gs`bàhn

Vdnh {t{ sgmg{ bshag{ nh bshahlh

da ytsyýsdh ys`{`ûa: oha{g{ p f`dnd{kst}ha |shaxt`nhoda|d ng{ ndcsdnd{ygs nh |`dssh |shaxt`nh p {g{dbhlh!

Nh d{|sdnnh d{|è da {ï o`{oh docdnd{hlh:|`dad dn |s`bhn {t{ gsg{ p {t{ o`dnd{.

p nh ftda|d ld nïxt`lg{ kh`sdnd{ag y`ld hn Atoda ahlh… ahlh… ahlh…

\glg {d hmt{|h h ndp= dn oga|d. dn sïg.dn ohs ysgftalg da {t ysgftalh k`dak`h.{t è{ydsg edsvgs p {t agk|tsag csïg=

¨{ûng pg y`dslg nh àdfhcnd d{dak`hld nh v`lh àgkda|d. ygsxtd ksïg|t bt{hag nd|hn. Kgakty`{kdak`h(



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Dn kgnnhs ld{h|hlg

KhaK@ûa Ldn gy|@O@[|h

O`da|sh{ ng{ h{|sg{ cs`nnha |sh{ dn kdsýndg vdngp ehp da nh cs`{h kh{|g{ dfntv`g{ ld otmds.l`s`bd ehk`h ng{ h`sd{ nh fndkeh ld |t haedng=·xtà òygs|h xtd ag {dyh{ h lûald vh h khds7

[` atdvh{ hndbsïh{ àtalha |t ogshlh.{` fng|h da ètsdh{ galh{ ld nt} |t kgsh}ûa.{` ph da |t{ |sgmd{ ïa|òh{ |t o`d{ d{|è lgshlh.davïh h ng{ ntkdsg{ |t fàsv`lh khak`ûa!

G {` kgaltkd{ |s`bg. ogsdag p ltnkd |s`bgygs {gnd{ p ygs nntv`h{ bshahlg da |t edsdlhl.

p kst}h{ ygs nh |`dssh ld ta {ûsl`lg dado`bg.hssûmhng da dn {tskg= ·xtà vhnd ng ldoè{7

Nh v`lh d{ d{|g= ta hk|g {tysdog. {òynd. ytsg.tah dogk`ûa. ta ïoyd|t p ta ha{`h ld `ldhn:fha|h{oh{ xtd {t {gocsh l`ctmha {gcsd dn otsg:

da{tdøg{ xtd fngsdkda. vhngs. hogs ndhn!

Cd{hs nh{ ohag{ fýadcsd{ ld |docngsg{h hak`hah:fng|hs da|sd nh{ a`dcnh{ ldn {ds p ldn ag {ds.p “eýodlg ygs nh ndked ld nh |dsatsh etohah“dn vds{g da nh{ yshldsh{ ldn {tdøg sdkgbds!



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Kthalg od sàlg hn yd{g ldn fdoda`n sdknhog

p da o`{ hsl`da|d{ agked{ dn cd{g v`dad p vh.pg. ysd{à|`dalg ta ygkg o`{ ysgy`h{ fgsoh{. hog.{à kgagkdsng. hn e`mg xtd Kà|`h od lhsè!

P {à xtd o` dogk`ûa. o` vhngs. o` dadsbïhda ng{ hk|g{ l`{yds{h. o` kgnnhs ld{h|hlg.

{ga hn v`da|g. da nh{ ygoyh{ àý|`nd{ ldn lïh.cs`nng{ ld ng{ ntkdsg{. hsgoh{ ld nh{ sg{h{…¨Ta e`mg ldn hogs da o` hogs ed dabdalshlg(Sg|g dn e`ng àv`{`cnd. xtd {t{ ohag{ y`hlg{h{lda h nh |`dssh fàs|`n o` ktdsyg àhaòhlg!



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\s`{|d hogs

KhaK@ûa Ldn yd[@O@[|h

Ag ehp ahlh bshald. ahlh. {àg nh Otds|d… Da vhagxtdssè ta hsl`da|d Atoda. |sh{ nïs`kg{ doydøg{.hys`{`gahs nh |tsch ld ng{ {`nfg{ s`{tdøg{Wld{ktcs`s nh{ nïadh{ ld ta sg{|sg {gcsdetohag!

Nh{ kg{h{ {ga nh d{ytoh ldn |`doyg da atd{|sh ohag:nh bngs`h d{ dkg ld tah ysgd}h tsl`lh da {tdøg{: mgpdnd{ p yhnhk`g{ ld duû|`kg{ l`{døg{{ga fècs`kh ld a`dcnh. st`lg ldn gkàhag…

Kga |glg. Kà|`h oïh. da nh agked advhlh mta|h h o` khsad nïv`lh |t khsad {gasg{hlh…

p ta e`mg sh{btd g|sgsh nh{ cstoh{ ldn khoàg!

¨[` d{ ksòda lhs sdatdvg{ h nh oh|ds`h g{ktsh.pg ytsbhsà da oï o`{og nh dsû|`kh ngktshld lg{ ngcd}ag{ |s`{|d{ xtd hohoha|û dn Ld{|àg(



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[gcdsc`h

Nd ydlï ta {tcnòd kha|g xtd daltn}hsh

o` stlg. ogaû|gag p è{ydsg v`v`s!Dn od l`g tah hngalsh ld sòh dakha|hlh…

¨Pg xtdsïh o`n(

Nd ydlï ta dmdoyng ldn s`|og {dbtsgkga xtd pg ytl`dsh bgcdsahs o` hfèa!

Od l`g ta hssgptdng. otsots`g agk|tsag…¨Pg xtdsïh ta ohs(

Nd ydlï tah egbtdsh ld hslgs atakh du|à|g.yhsh xtd h o`{ {tdøg{ ysd{|h{d khngs!Od l`g tah ntk`àsahbh ld odabthlg cs`nng…

¨Pg xtdlh ta {gn(

Xtà vhah d{ nh v`lh. xtà àý|`n o` òytn{g.p dn vdslgs dlàa`kg. p dn h}tn hcs`n…¨Ge {ûsl`lg btïh ldn v`hmd agk|tsag=

¨Pg xt`dsg ogs`s(



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Ng{ a`øg{

Ng{ a`øg{ {ga |shaxt`ng{ p {thvd{

|sàg da nh agked. nhoyg ld htsgsh{ts s`{h{ ytsh{ p {t{ gmg{ bshvd{!

L`vàhoda|d {hcda nh khak`ûaldn ysgl`b`g{g s`|og {tcgïlgxtd ehkd sdbgk`mhs dn kgsh}ûa=

p da ng{ csh}g{ hc`ds|g{ ld nh agkedbt{|ha nh ohshv`nnh ldn gnv`lg!

P gnv`lha nt} p hogs p bgkd p ydah.p nh |s`{kh ytds`n ld ng{ {daldsg{.lgald {d òysòd da nh odatlh hsdahdn |`c`g sh{|sg ld {t{ y`d{ n`bdsg{!

G {` hyta|h nh nt} ldn lïh àfha|dld Ahv`lhl. kthalg dn sgkïg d{ o`dn.{d nha}ha da ta ïoyd|t haednha|dygs vds hn A`øg p ygs mtbhs kga àn!

P mtdbha hsoga`g{g{. hssdk`lg{.p kha|ha docdc`lg{kgsg{ dahsldk`lg{…Y`ld hogs “¨da|sd ltdng{(“ {t{ mýc`ng{ p kgsg{.p dnng{. s`kg{ ldn sdàg ld ng{ k`dng{

mhoè{ dkgago`}ha {t{ |d{gsg{!



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Da {t{ hnoh{ sdkûal`|h{ {d à`k`htah v`s|tl etohah xtd hýa {d d{kgald:oh{ kthalg nndbh nh gkh{`ûa ysgy`k`h

p ta bda`g nnhoh. d{h v`s|tl sd{ygald…

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Ä`øg{( Ed hxtï nh nt} ldn lïh d|dsagld Ahv`lhl. kthalg dn sgkïg d{ o`dn!

¨@l ehk`h dn otalg da ïoyd|t fsh|dsagygs vds hn A`øg… p mtbhsà`{ kga Àn(

ZNh Kd`ch. Egaltsh{. l`k`docsd ld 8083_



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Khak`ûa ldn |`doyg p dn d{yhk`g

Dn ltnkd a`øg ygad dn {da|ò`da|g

da|sd nh ygoyh ld mhcûa xtd fïhdn n`s`g ld {t ohag h nh du|da{`ûa!Dn ltnkd a`øg ygad dn {da|ò`da|gp dn kga|da|g da {t ygoyh ld mhcûa!

Pg ygabg dn kgsh}ûa “ÿgabg dn nhoda|g(“

da|sd nh ygoyh ld `nt{`ûa ldn lïh.da nh oda|`sh h}tn ld nh du|da{`ûa…Dn ltnkd a`øg ygad dn {da|ò`da|gp dn kga|da|g! Pg ygabg dn kgsh}ûa…



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Khak`ûa ld ta h}tn òyg{`cnd

Ehk`h dn mhslïa ld hpds ld nh `nt{`ûa.

da|sd nh{ cstoh{ ld nh dlhl.dkeg h vgnhs o` kgsh}ûa!Kga{to`lg ygs nh yh{`ûaxt`dsg vgnvds h nh àfha|`n`lhl!

D{ktd|g. |s`{|d. ltsg kgsh}ûa.

dcs`g ldn hksd vàg ld nh dlhl.davtdn|g da adbsh{ nnhoh{ ld yh{`ûa=eh{ ld vgnvds h nh àfha|`n`lhl.sg|g. kha{hlg. v`dmg kgsh}ûa!

¨Ge. {ï( Vgnvds h nh àfha|`n`lhl.ehk`h dn mhslïa h}tn ld nh `nt{`ûa…

·P kûog `s da|sd nh{ cstoh{ ld nh dlhl.ydsl`lh ph nh {dak`nnd} ldn kgsh}ûa7



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Nh àfha|h ld nh{ ohshv`nnh{

Ta lïh da o` a`ød}! Ksdyý{ktng àdfhcnd.

p. {à {hcds ygs xtà. pg da nh khoy`øh ysgftalh!Cs`nnhcha tah{ fngsd{ da |glh nh khoy`øh.p hc{gs|g da o`{ kàkg høg{. |docnhalg à|dssgbtà=“·Ohlsd. xtà fngs d{ à{|h7 “Nh fngs ld nh{ ohshv`nnh{…

Ta lïh da o` a`ød}. p {à {hcds ygs xtà…

Ld {ýc`|g ehk`h dn fgalg ldn khoyg dahsldk`lg.tah @afha|àh d{cdn|h. tah a`øh àh{`cnd.xtd dsh nh{ ohshv`nnh{ p dn ksdyý{ktng!O` ohlsd `ch kgnohalg ld fngsd{ ta kgyûa.p da|sd nh{ ohshv`nnh{. da odl`g ldn ksdyý{ktng.nh a`øh d{cdn|h. nh vd{|d cnhakh p sgm`h}tn dn yhøgnûa!

Oh{ ntdbg. halhalg ta ygkg nh agked p nh yshldsh.kga vgkd{ òyh{`cnd{ l`mg o` ohlsd hctdnh=“„Lgald {d vd d{d {tskg ld e`dsch ahkï pg=äg xtdlha ph a` hta |hy`h{(… ¨Nh e`dsch d{ hn|ho`}h(…‟[`ndak`g… Ta bsha {`ndak`g!

E`dsch ld nh{ stàh{…Nnha|g ld ng àdfhcnd ysdøhch o`{ yty`nh{!Nh @afha|h od l`g ta cd{g p dn nnha|g ld{cgslû!

Da odl`g ld nh{ stàh{ h|hcha ohshv`nnh{h nh nt} ld nh ntah!



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Ld{ytà{. halhalg dn |`doyg. nh v`lh p ng{ yhï{d{.

v` o`n kg{h{… V` hslds nh |`dssh da/{t du|da{`ûa!Yh`{hmd{ ld oga|høh{. lgakdnnh{ xtd {t{y`sha.lha}hs da|sd bt`sahnlh{… Nh o`d{ ph d{|è ohltshp hn mýc`ng d{ dn lïh. nh agked h nh yh{`ûa!Da|sd kgsg{ ld mûvdad{. pg {`doysd od ldkïh=

“·Lûald d{|hsè nh @afha|h7 “·Ktèn @afha|h7“Nh @afha|h ld nh{ ohshv`nnh{!

P halhalg. halhalg dn ltnkd |`doyg mtvda`nv` dn oga|d lhs nh o`dn ld {t{ kgnodah{! Nh hndbsïh.kgog nh o`dn ldn oga|d. ag kd{h ld fnt`s!Ta cd{g kgaogv`lg. nh ntah p nh{ bt`|hssh{.

èv`lg dn kgsh}ûa. à{hk`hlg. dakdal`lg.nh ohag f`sod. ta fsdag ld gsg h nh `nt{`ûa…¨Ge mýc`ng duhn|hlg( Nh v`lh d{ nh hndbsïhp {t hndh|gs`g òytn{g ag{ nndvh dn kgsh}ûa!Dn vàg ngkg hn ldknàhs dn lïh…p da|sd kgsg{ ld mûvdad{ pg {`doysd od ldkïh=

“·Lûald d{|hsè nh @afha|h7 “·Ktèn @afha|h7“Nh @afha|h ld nh{ ohshv`nnh{!

P hn khcg. d{|hs kgnohlh{ nh{ agked{ ld àfgs|ta`g!¨Xtà {`ndak`g |ha nûcsdbg( ¨Xtà fsïg dn kgsh}ûa(

Da nh agked {à {tdøg da xtd ksgha nh{ shah{.xtà fha|h{oh{ p ktèa|g ldn`s`g xtd yh{û…



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Ta vàg hts`ftnbda|d. ld da{tdøg ogs|dkàg…Ta hsgoh xtd etpd. nh v`gnh dakha|hlh.nh {dlh |gsah{gn. nh o`dn ld nh bshahlh.

p ta haedng xtd ag ng kgnoh ahlh…Da|sd |hy`hnd{ sg|g{. nh nýbtcsd hn|ho`}h={habshalg da {t{ stàh{ o` ysgy`g kgsh}ûa…P da odl`g ld o` ydah. pg {`doysd od ldkïh=

“·Lûald d{|hsè nh @afha|h7 “·Ktèn @afha|h7

“Nh @afha|h ld nh{ ohshv`nnh{!



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Vhngs

Pg |tvd ph ta lgngs |ha ïa|òg p |ha f`dsg.

ld |ha kstdn lgoà`g p |sèb`kh gysd{`ûa.xtd h |`da|h{. da nh{ sèfhbh{ ld {t etshkèa yg{|sdsgft` eh{|h nh Otds|d… Ta hnch {d e`}g da o` kgsh}ûa!

C`da {à xtd hýa od hbthslha habt{|`h{ àfà`|h{chmg dn s`bgs ldn |`doyg xtd advhsè da o` {`da:

xtd nh hndbsïh d{ nýbtcsd: xtd sglhsèa ohske`|h{{t{ sg{h{ da nh galh ld nýbtcsd vh`vàa!

C`da {à xtd. hntkàèalgod kga cd{g{ {à |dsatsh.od docs`hbhsèa ta yta|g nh mtvda|tl p hcs`n:p xtd ehp da nh{ gsbïh{ ta bs`|g ld yhvtsh!|sh{ nh {da{thn`lhl ldn bgkd mtvda`n!

[à oè{= o` dbsdb`h Ot{h. ld e`dnd{ hcsdvhlh.ygs dn fh|hn ld{|àg ld l`g{d{ dabhøhlh.da agked{ {à htsgsh p da nnha|g{ ld hbgaïhph ag ksddsè da ahlh… a` hýa da nh Ygd{ïh…

¨P d{|gp {dsdag( Da odl`g ldn g{ktsg „Hnbýa lïh‟.ld nh {dl. ld nh f`dcsd. ld ng{ ogs|tgs`g{ shog{“¨dn lïh ldn hl`û{ h |glg ktha|g hohog{(“pg dvgkhsà d{|h egsh p od l`sà h oï o`{og.{gas`dalg v`s`noda|d= “„Ygd|h. ·da xtà xtdlhog{7‟

P nndahsà o` vh{g ld {gocsh{ p ld hc`{og¨dn lïh ldn hl`û{ h |glg ktha|g hohog{(



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[hc`ltsïh

Ahlh h nh{ ftds}h{ ysûv`lh{ ldohalg.

ytd{ o` ysgy`h v`s|tl ed kgoysdal`lg!Od ch{|h gïs dn ydsdaahn st`lgxtd da nh kgakeh ohsàh d{|è {gahalg!

P ta ndkeg ltsg p ta da{tdøg cnhalg:p ha|d nh nt}. da vdnh o` {da|`lg

yhsh hlvds|`s nh {gocsh xtd hn gnv`lgdn {ds òytn{h p ag {hcdog{ ktèalg…

F`mhs nh{ ngah{ ld o` oûv`n |`dalh mta|g h ng{ khnkàhlg{ ysdk`y`k`g{ld lgald ta {gyng ld o`{|ds`g h{k`dalh:

p! hn hoyhsg ld aýodad{ ysgy`k`g{da l`nh|hlh {gndlhl |sdodalhcstø`s o` gcsh p ktn|`vhs o`{ v`k`g{!



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Nh lhoh ld khcdnng{ hsl`da|d{

@

Ldkïhod kha|halg o` a`ødshxtd h o` ohlsàh nh docstmû nh ntah:p tah Lhoh ld hsl`da|d khcdnndshvdnû o` {tdøg da |gsag ld o` ktah![t khcdnndsh. khtlh {gocsïh.

galdhalg hn v`da|g. galdhalg hn v`da|g.hslïh. hslïh!

Ph da nh{ |ûss`lh{ agked{. {` ldsshoh{t dfntv`g ta etds|g p od o`|`bh ta nngsg.p da o` {tdøg ld yèsvtng {d àfnhohta h{|sg h}tn ld hcàøtnh{ ld gsg!

Ph da dn v`hmd fdn`} ygs ng{ {daldsg{xtd ogmh ta hbthld |datd{ eèn`|g{.da|sd cs`nng{ ld htsgsh.|sàg{ ld yèmhsg{

p otkeh{ nèbsòh{…%¨Ge. dn v`hmd h [ha|h Sg{h. {gcsd gsg dl`f`khlh([d vda nh{ |gssd{…Cgsldhalg ng{ {daldsg{bshaha ogs|`øg{.ksdkda sgodsg{…)



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Ph da ng{ mtdbg{ ldn \daked. kthalg nndahgngs {da{thn nh cûvdlh dashohlh.vtdnh ta o`sng. hsld ta oga|d. otdsd ta lïh=

ph da nh hnldh ld àk`da{g {hetohlh.lgald dn odngl`to da dn |doyng {tdahp dn hnoh vd{ydshn sd{ygald= ¨Hvd Ohs`h(

G da [ha Yhcng. ld bt`mh{ ntoàg{h{.ag v`{|g yd}. bthphch{ hochsàh{.

ynh|hahsd{ ch|`lg{ kga nhoda|gp ta |tsy`hn xtd da nh egaltsh {d eh khnnhlg!

Da khlh à{|ha|d oïg. da khlh ogvò`da|g“{t khcdnndsh ta ftdbg ld{h|hlgp galdhalg hn v`da|g“.dnnh d{|hch h o` nhlg!

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O`sïf`kh. àv`{`cnd. otdnndoda|d.{t{ ohag{ hn`øhcha nh cnhaltsh

ld o` khsad. vgnhalg ygs o` fsda|dkga {thvd oòg ld fst`k`ûa òytsh…Ntdbg. kthalg nh ntah `ch nndahalgp dsh h}ýndg dn àfha|d da {t cnhaktsh.g kthalg nntdvd. g pg ag {tyd ktèalg!ftd {t cd{g da {t lèl`vh

o` ysòdsh hocsg{ïh.



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p v` dn otalg kgog tah bshahlhxtd {d hcsïh!

Nh Lhoh ld khcdnng{ dakdal`lg{|sha{ot|û yhsh oï |glh{ nh{ kg{h{.p hoà nh {gndlhl. ng{ ysge`c`lg{etds|g{ p nh{ eh}høh{ vdsbga}g{h{!¨Xtà bsh|g dn cd{gld ta nhc`g da nnhoh{(

¨Xtà à|da{g dn fst|gld nh{ |à`dcnh{(

Gïh ta |sàg p {t d{y`shn od hcsïhkhoàg{ ld `nt{`ûa hn knhsg oga|d.hn knhsg k`dng hc{gs|g da nh du|da{`ûa…Oh{ hn |gsahs ldn v`hmd vhbhsg{g

ygs nh d{khnh ld ntocsd ld tah d{|sdnnh.od etalïh atdvhoda|d da dn ogsg{gldnd`|d da {gndlhl= ¨[gng kga Dnnh(

P yh{hch. davgnv`àalgod. dn d{yïs`|tld tah egalh. shl`ha|d ygd{ïh:

p da eh}høh `ldhn. ygs nhtsg p o`s|g`ch o` ld{h|hlh fha|h{ïh!¨Pg vgnvdsïh(Ntah da [ha Yhcng. agv`h ld {`doysd.pg vgnvdsïh. hýa da hcs`n…P da|sd nh{ htsh{ ld ng{ oh`}hnd{

xtd damtbha nèbsòh{.`ch h yhs|`s!



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Oh{ nh Lhoh. {gs|ïndbh h o` nhlg.cd{û o` cgkh= ¨ge fst|g nnhodha|d.ld o`n ïa|òh{ o`dnd{ ydad|shlg

ygs o`{|ds`g ohsàg p oga|d{àg(…P da nh galh stc`h ld nh nt} n`bdsh.lgshalg o` khoàg`ch {t khcdnndsh!

¨Ge. {` da|gakd{ o` {habsd sdfntpdsh.

p. ohahalg ldn ktdsyg kgog ta vàgxtd {d v`ds|d. o` nýbtcsd mgsahlhftdsh ag oè{ vds|`bàg{g à{|ha|dld hxtdn vhbg ksdyý{ktng hochsàg(Dnnh od fh{kàû kga nh o`shlh:p ygs egalg{ mhslàd{ `ssdhnd{.da nh galh stc`h ld nh nt} n`bdsh

lgshalg o` khoàg`ch {t khcdnndsh!

Kha|hch {thvdoda|d= “„Pg ed otnn`lg|t khsad kga o`{ ohag{ ysgl`b`g{h{.p ygs dnnh{ |t n`sh lh ta nhoda|g

h khlh {da{hk`ûa. kgog nh{ sg{h{h khlh cs`{h ta ygkg ld {t hn`da|g!

„Ytl`{|d {ds dn èscgn {à nh fnhoh.khltkg da {t stàlhl p da {t kgnàh.p dsd{ nh egbtdsh d{ynàal`lh xtd àfnhoh

ng{ |tnd{ ld nh agked p nh `ntoàh!G dn chssg. {gslg p bs`{ da xtd ag daktda|sh



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a` ta dkg f`dn dn |sàogng ldn otalg:p dsd{ dn khshkgn. lgald kgakda|shp f`mh dn ohs {t kèa|`kg ysgftalg!

„¨\glg ygs oï( Ygs nh v`s|tl {dksd|hxtd o`{ ûndg{ chn{èo`kg{ àftalda.sg}halg hydah{ nh oh|ds`h g{ktsh.p xtd {gcsd nh{ {`dad{ ldn ygd|hdn vdsld knhsg ldn nhtsdn htbtsh!

¨\glg ygs o`( Nh hsl`da|d khcdnndshfng|h da ng{ ohaha|`hnd{ ld nh v`lh.p ygs oï. kgog ta cg{xtd da {t yshldsh.nh Otds|d d{|è ld a`øg{ fst|dk`lh‟!

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[`nchcha {t{ yhnhcsh{ kgog vïcgsh{ld ftdbg nnhodha|d{. hssdk`lh{.p nh{ {t|`nd{ ndabth{ ld nh{ vïcgsh{ld{|`nhcha ltn}gsd{ ego`k`lh{!¨Kûog od kgaogvï( [gcsd nh{ e`dsch{

{tlgs ld {habsdohskû o`{ etdnnh{!

Oh{ nh Lhoh od hegalû |ha cnhalhoda|dygs dn otdnnd mhslïa ld {t sdbh}g.|ha ïa|òh da nh {gocsh sdftnbda|d

od k`øû nh{ bt`sahnlh{ ld {t hcsh}g.xtd od lgsoï. lgn`lg p {gas`da|d!



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Od davgnv`û da {t khcdnng{galdha|d{ p sgmg{.p ehnnà dn ldnd`|d da dnng{.

da|gsahlg{ ng{ gmg{!

Kgnàh{ ldn ytlgs. ld a`dcnh{ h}tnàh{:sïg ldn hs|d. galh{ ydsdbsàh{.{dytn|g da nh{ oga|høh{ l`hoha|àh{:ohs ldn {hcds. ohs |s`{|d. ohs hkdscg…

\glg ng v`! Nhtsdn. |dsatsh. khnoh.|glg ytlg {ds oïg! P nh àdfhcnd bngs`h.dn {`ndak`g{g bt{|gldn d{ftds}g fhnn`lg da nh v`k|gs`h…

Oh{ nh Lhoh od hegalû |ha cnhalhoda|dygs dn otdnnd mhslïa ld {t sdbh}g.

|ha ïa|òh da nh {gocsh sdftnbda|dod k`øû nh{ bt`sahnlh{ ld {t hcsh}g.xtd od lgsoï. lgn`lg p {gas`da|d!Od davgnv`û da {t khcdnng{galdha|d{ p sgmg{.p d{|è nh Otds|d da dnng{.

à{galhcnd{ ng{ gmg{…



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Khak`ûa n`bdsh

[` hkgabgmh ta lgngs h ng{ eto`nld{.

g {` o`sha ta vhnnd. ta oga|d. ta ohs.l`kda |hn vd}= „L`keg{g{ ng{ ygd|h{ygsxtd |glg ng ytdlda duysd{hs‟!

¨He( Ydsg da dn o`{|ds`g da xtd v`vòg{.nh kg|`l`hah p oýn|`ynd dogk`ûa.

kgog ag daktda|sh ta s`|og xtd nh kha|d.{d hegbh da dn {dytn|g kgsh}ûa!

P d{|èa {à vg} dn gsg ld ng{ |s`bg{.dn {ga ldn v`da|g da ytbah kga dn ohs.nh nt} xtd cs`nnh. dn bs`|g xtd {d hyhbhp dn nnha|g ld nh agked da dn yhnohs!

P d{|èa {à vg}. ydsdaadoda|d otlg{.{à xt`àa vdabh {t d{yïs`|t h ldk`s.dn {gn. nh cs`}ah. dn a`øg p dn |dss`cndysgl`b`g ld ahkds p ld ogs`s!

P ag{g|sg{. ng{ oï{dsg{ ygd|h{.|docnhalg ha|d ng{ vàs|`bg{ ldn ohs.vdog{ nh àduysd{hlh ohshv`nnh.p |ha {ûng ygldog{ {t{y`shs!



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Nhoda|hk`ûa ld gk|tcsd

Pg ag {hcïh xtd dn h}tn ohøhah

d{ vhbg d{ydk|sg ldn cstog{g hpds:xtd! hb`|hlg ygs {gyng{ ld kda|ts`h{dn kgsh}ûa haednh hslds. hslds![`da|g {t àfntmg. p {t nh|dak`h. p kthalgxt`dsd {t{ ntoàhs`h{ dakdalds!

Ydsg nh v`lh d{|è nnhohalg.p ph ag d{ egsh ld hysdalds!

Pg ag {hcïh xtd |t {gn. |dsatsh.lh hn k`dng ld ng{ a`øg{ sg{`knds.p xtd. chmg dn nhtsdn. dn eàsgd stlghnbg ld a`øg |`dad xtd |dads!

¨Ge. xt`àa ytl`dsh ld a`ød} |docnhalg:h ta hnch ld àgkdak`h sdahkds(

Ydsg nh v`lh d{|è yh{halg.p ph ag d{ egsh ld hysdalds!

Pg ag {hcïh xtd nh yh} ysgftalh

ldn hfdk|g. ng{ n`s`g{ ldn ynhkds.nh ohbagn`h ld nt} ld nh dadsbïh.nndvh da {t cnhalg {dag nh otmds!O` {`da sdal`lh da d{d {dag cnhalg.ta egocsd ld vdslhl ytl`dsh {ds…

Ÿdsg nh v`lh d{|è hkhchalg.p ph ag d{ egsh ld hysdalds(



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Kà|`h ldnd`|g{h

Kgog tah fngs hskhah. nnhodhalg

chmg dn |tsxtï ldn k`dng hyhsdk`û!Ftd {t hogs o` hnogehlh oh|t|àh:{t {dag h}tn. ld bg|h kgshnàhda dn yd}ûa. ld agked o` hnogehlh!

P dsh d{dak`h |ha ltnkd p sdbhnhlh

nh ld {t khsad da fngs. nh ld {t cgkhygs damhocsd{ ld cd{g{ ehc`|hlh.nh ld {t hu`nh “¨ndked kga khadnh(“xtd ta ha{`h ld bg}hlh od du|datû!

Kà|`h kgakda|sh nh galh ld nh v`lh!Dn khoyg d{ ld dnnh p bshah yhsh dnnh!

O` {habsd d{|è da {t khsad kga{to`lh:{t hnoh shl`h kga o` nt} hsl`lh.p dnnh d{|è da oï ygsxtd pg d{|gp da dnnh!

“Lhod |t hu`nh “¨ndked kga khadnh(“Lhod |t cd{g. lèodng. p nh ndabth

fàh p khn`da|d p sgmh p |dsad}tdnh…

“¨Hp( ¨Hp( ¨Hp(Fh|`bh ltnkd… Nd|hn ld{vhsïg…

“¨Hp( ¨Hp(! ¨Hp(

Ag oè{. hogsk`|g oïg.xtd od otdsg…



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Ft|tsg

Ldk`l kthalg pg otdsh… %¨p dn lïh d{|à ndmhag()=

[gcdsc`g p ld{ldøg{g. ysûl`bg p |tsctnda|g.da dn v`|hn ldn`xt`g ygs {`doysd à{hk`hlg.dsh tah nnhoh hn v`da|g…

Vhbû. {da{thn p |s`{|d. ygs `{nh{ ld {t Hoàs`kh:da ta yàhs ld Egaltsh{ v`bgs`}û dn hn`da|g:

nh |`dssh odu`khah nd l`g {t sdcdnlïh.{t n`cds|hl. {t{ ïoyd|t{… p dsh tah nnhoh hn v`da|g!

Ld {òh{ ag {galhlh{ {tcïh h nh{ d{|sdnnh{:ta bsha lgngs àkûba`|g v`cshch ygs {t hkda|g:ftd {hc`g da {t{ hc`{og{ “p eto`nld. eto`nld. eto`nld“.yhsxtd ag d{ ahlh tah nnho`|h hn v`da|g…

P {tyg kg{h{ nýbtcsd{. |ha egalh{ p nd|hnd{.xtd atakh etohah n`sh mhoè{ d{knhsdk`û.p ahl`d eh kgoysdal`lg {t |sàotng nhoda|g…Dsh tah nnhoh hn v`da|g p dn v`da|g nh hyhbû!

ZBth|dohnh. 30 ld mtn`g ld 803;_



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Ta egocsd

Ng{ xtd ag ehcà`{ nndvhlg da dn kgsh}ûa dn |ýotng ld ta l`g{

a` da nh{ ohag{ nh {habsd ld ta ego`k`l`g:ng{ xtd ag kgoysdalà`{ dn egssgs ld nh kgak`dak`h ha|d dn Ta`vds{g:ng{ xtd ag {da|ï{ dn bt{hag ld tah kgchslïhxtd g{ sgd {à kd{hs nh{ shïkd{ ldn {ds.ng{ xtd ag odsdkà`{ a` ta egags {tysdoga` tah {tysdoh `bagoà`h=

Ng{ xtd bg}è`{ nh{ kg{h{ {à ïoyd|t{ a` vtdnkg{.{à shl`hk`gad{ ïa|òh{. `bthn p kg|`l`hahoda|d fèk`nd{:ng{ xtd ag ldvhaè`{ nh `nt{`ûa ldn D{yhk`g p dn \`doyg.p yda{è`{ xtd nh v`lh d{ d{|g xtd o`shog{.p tah ndp. ta hogs. ta û{ktng p ta a`øg:ng{ xtd |goè`{ dn |s`bg ldn {tskg sdakgsg{g.

p ng kgoà`{ kga ohag{ nòy`h{ p oglg{ hyhk`cnd{:ng{ xtd ldkï{= „D{|è hohadk`dalg‟p ag nngsè`{ dn o`nhbsg ldn n`s`g ldn hnch=

Ng{ xtd ag ehcà`{ ngbshlg {`xt`dsh {ds odal`bg{.ehkds dn yha p dn ndkeg kga vtd{|sh{ ysgy`h{ ohag{

da ng{ |tbts`g{ ldn hchalgag p nh o`{ds`h.p da nh odal`k`lhl o`shs ng{ lïh{kga tah |gs|tsh {à yda{ho`da|g{=

Ng{ xtd ag ehcà`{ bdo`lg ld egssgs p ld yhvgs.kgog da|sd ltsh{ chssh{. da ng{ hcsh}g{ fàssdg{

ld tah yh{`ûa à`kth.o`da|sh{ {d xtdoh dn hnoh da ftnbgs `shktalg.



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otlh. nýbtcsd.vh{g ld gysgc`g p nèoyhsh ld {hks`f`k`g ta`vds{hn.

¨Vg{g|sg{ ag yglà`{ kgoysdalds dn {da|`lg lgngsg{gld d{|h yhnhcsh= ta egOcsd(



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Khak`ûa ld nh v`lh ysgftalh

Dn egocsd d{ kg{h vhah. vhs`hcnd p

galdha|d…

Oga|h@bad

Ehp lïh{ da xtd {gog{ |ha oûv`nd{. |ha oûv`nd{.kgog nh{ ndvd{ cs`}ah{ hn v`da|g p hn h}hs!

\hn vd} chmg g|sg k`dng nh bngs`h ag{ {gasïd!Nh v`lh d{ knhsh. talïvhbh p hc`ds|h kgog ta ohs!

P ehp lïh{ da xtd {gog{ |ha fàs|`nd{. |ha fàs|`nd{.kgog da hcs`n dn khoyg. xtd |`docnh ld yh{`ûa=chmg dn àfntmg ysûv`lg ld d{y`s`|thnd{ nntv`h{.dn hnoh d{|h csg|halg fngsd{|h{ ld `nt{`ûa!

P ehp lïh{ da xtd {gog{ |ha ynèk`lg{. |ha! ynèk`lg{…“ä`ød} da dn ksdyý{ktng(. ¨nhbtah{ ld }hf`s(“xtd ta vds{g. ta |sàg. ta oga|d. ta yèmhsg xtd kst}h.p eh{|h nh{ ysgy`h{ ydah{ ag{ ehkda {gasdïs!

P ehp lïh{ da xtd {gog{ |ha {ûsl`lg{. |ha {ûsl`lg{.kgog nh da|shøh g{ktsh ld g{ktsg ydldsahn=nh agked ag{ {gsysdald kga {t{ ysgft{h{ nèoyhsh{.da sý|`nh{ ogadlh{ |h{halg dn C`da p dn Ohn!

P ehp lïh{ da xtd {gog{ |ha nýcs`kg{. |ha nýcs`kg{.

xtd ag{ ldyhsh da vhag {t khsad nh otmds=



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|sh{ ld kdø`s ta |hnnd p hkhs`k`hs ta {dag.nh sdlgald} ld ta fst|g ag{ vtdnvd h d{|sdodkds!

p ehp lïh{ da xtd {gog{ |ha nýbtcsd{. |ha nýbtcsd{.kgog da nh{ agked{ nýbtcsd{ dn nnha|g ldn yàhs!Dn hnoh bòd da|gakd{ chmg dn lgngs ldn otalg.p hkh{g a` L`g{ o`{og ag{ ytdlh= kga{gnhs!

Oh{ ehp |hoc`àa ¨ge \`dssh( ta lïh… ta lïh… ta lïh

da xtd ndvhog{ haknh{ yhsh mhoè{ vgnvds…Ta lïh da xtd l`{ktssda v`da|g{ àdntk|hcnd{!¨Ta lïh da xtd ph ahl`d ag{ ytdld sd|dads(

ZNh Ehchah. 808<_



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Dndbïh ynh|ûa`kh

Hog h ta mgvda ld à{ûn`|h ytsd}h.

|glg ld ntocsd kèal`lh àvd{|`lg=nh v`lh da àn ta atdvg l`g{ doy`d}h.p dnnh da àn kgcsh aýodsg p {da|`lg!

Àn. da {t kg|`l`hag ogvò`da|gygs èoc`|g{ ld cstoh p bagog p ehlh.

k`skta{ks`cd nh{ fnèotnh{ ldn v`da|gp dn gsg tfhag da nh d{y`bh dahskhlh!

Gsh ftnbda ng{ nhbg{ ygs nh d{|sïh…Àn d{ yh}. da dn hnch adogsg{h!D{ khak`ûa da ng kûakhvg ldn lïh!D{ ntkdsg da dn hbth |dadcsg{h…

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Khak`ûa ld nh agked l`hoha|àh

Da nh otds|d ldn bsha ygd|h

Shoûa Nûyd} Vdnhsld!

Ot{h {gnhs. kga ahslg{ `ssdhnd{dn k`dng a`øg ldn hcs`n ldkgsh:p… à{|d dsh dn etds|g ld tah sdàh ogsh

p ta n`s`g xtd nh htsgsh hnmgfhsû!Ydsg o` kgsh}ûa chnctkd ha|d nh htsgsh=“Äg( Äg( Äg( Äg(

Dn |`doyg fntpd. nh `nt{`ûa l`nh|h{t galh h}tn p da ng sdhn kgafntpd!Ägked{ ld oga|d{àh {dsdah|h.

nh nèbsòh. dn ldn`xt`g p dn „|ý/p/pg‟(Ydsg o` kgsh}ûa ogltnh sòh àbsh|h=

“Äg( Äg( Äg( Äg(

Nh ha|gskeh ksdy`|ha|d d{|è da dn v`da|gp ld {`bng{ h {`bng{ vh dakdal`lh:

nh Otds|d {gynh {t etshkèa v`gnda|g.p ftnbd oè{ nh ha|gskeh ld nh v`lh=·ta a`øg da d{|d à{|ha|d ng{ gmg{ ag da|sdhcs`û7Ydsg o` |gsvg kgsh}ûa ag gnv`lh=

“/Äg( Äg( Äg( Äg(

Hogs. ygs |t ldn`k`h p |t fsdktdak`h.ygs ng{ vhnnd{ nd|èsb`kg{ ld nh khsad dakha|hlh



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“ld ta etog h}tn nh cnèaltnh hnogehlh.ld ta ysûkds vàg nh cstog{h d{dak`h“.{g{`àbh{d da nh agked nh fsda|d kga|tschlh!

Hýa nh hngalsh ag kha|h |glhvïha` otdvd {t{ {hd|h{ dn sdnû!Ydsg o` kgsh}ûa {gnng}h da {t hndbsïh=

“/Äg( Äg( Äg( Äg(

P hn fà. xt`d|tl… Dn ogs|tgs`g |ýotng

ngh{ nýbtcsd{. fngsd{. gsg yû{|tog.!p. da oèsogn adbsg. dn Atoda ld{gnhlg!Kga {t{ ohag{ v`gnèkdh{. da nh |hsld s`da|dph o` ha{`dlhl nh Otds|d hyhk`btû!Hnbt`da l`bh da o` agocsd. ta lïh. vhahoda|d=

“Äg( Äg( Äg( Äg(

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Nh sdàh

Da ahlh= ksdg. da ahlh… Kgog agked `shktalh

nndah ldn etshkèa. h{ï d{ o` „Ahlh‟!Da {t ftda|d ysgftalho` d{|`syd ftd ld e`dnd{ hcsdvhlh!

[gnng}h da o` sh}ûa ta {gyng fsïgxtd ha|`btg csïg e`dnh da nh àhkk`ûa!

¨Ld{ysdk`g ld oï o`{og= d{|gp nnhbhlg(¨Ld{ysdk`g ld oï o`{og= eh{ bhabsdahlgo` kgsh}ûa(

A` ta hncg hogs. a` ta gl`g od d{|sdodkd.fgsoh k`dbh da adbstsh `nò`|hlh:p h s`|og p s`|og dn kgsh}ûa yhsdkd

ldk`s ots`dalg= „Ahlh… ahlh…‟

O` Ot{h ftd ld l`g{d{ dabhøhlh!

Hn htsh dssha|d. hn nhoyg ldn ntkdsg.hn |sdotnha|d hogs ld ta mgvda ohsàdsg.

da nh agked ld khtlh{ gyhnàh{ ysdbta|g=„·Xtà da`boh d{|è da vg{g|sg{7‟ P sd{ygald“ygs o` khsad ld k`s`g{ hntocshlh“o` Ot{h da {t{ nhtsdnd{ ld{gnhlh=“Ahlh…

¨Ge Sdàh. sdakgsg{h p dant|hlh(



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Ysòdsh khak`ûa ld nh {gndlhl

Vhnnd fàs|`n. kga gmg{ h}tnd{

xtd dn stogs ldn mtakhn hlgsodkd.{` duy`sh da ng{ mtakg{ ta htsh nga|hah:fèk`n kgsg ld hynht{g{ xtd odkdkga ogsg{g s`|og nh ot{h n`v`hah:ta nhtsdn… p nh edocsh da nh tocsïhh o` vgnta|hl {gcdshah…

¨Hnoh oïh. xtà kg{h |ha vhah(

@oyýcds fnht|`{|h ld sg{|sg fngs`lgxtd h nh nt} ld ta khal`n òct`lg…“dsh àv`dsag. atcng{h ohøhah“sàl`g{d h o` hslgs {à {da|`lg…

V`hmd ngkg. ngktsh{ àaýodsh{.p. kga|sh nh Otds|d. kgsg{ ld hndbsïh…Fnht|`{|h ldn Ags|d. nh gsbïh yhbhah.yhvgs da nh gsbïh…


Lgngs {à vgkhcng{. hc{kûal`|g. hsl`da|d:bt`sahnlh ld gysgc`g{ xtd hcstoh nh fsda|d.p ta nngsg da nh agked xtd ta h{|sg sdlòd…Ö`{ gmg{ ag vdha dn {gndoad lïhda xtd ph nh Bngs`h o` agocsd {tcnòd(

Lgngs. gcnhk`ûa. ygd{ïh. kgsgah ndmhah…



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[`nda|d da nh{ {gocsh{. dn ïoyd|t n`csd

ets|hlg h nh òytsh oh|ds`h..¨d{ ph dn H}tn(. ¨d{ ph nh yh} ld L`g{(Ng{ èoc`|g{ nndah fdn`} yda{ho`da|gxtd òydnd h nh ntocsd ldn lïhdn Vtdng ldn hnh. p dn hnh ldn v`da|g:p doy`d}h h fnt`s. du|shetohah.

nh {tysdoh àogs|hn Hndbsïh…

¨Hnoh oïh. hnoh oïh. hnoh oïh.xtà kg{h |ha vhah(



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D{|hak`h{

Dn h`sd d{ |`dsag. nèk|dg. lh ltn}tsh!

O`sg da nh nt} vdsahn hslds nh{ sg{h{p bg}g ld {t dfïodsh vda|tsh…¨Ktèa|h{ ag {d hcs`sèa. hta oè{ edsog{h{(

D{|g{ xtd v` ld a`øg{ eha |sgkhlgda hslgs {t{ haedng{ àgkda|d{.

p {d danh}ha p stdlha ygs dn yshlg…¨Ktèa|g{ ag {d hohsèa. hta oè{ hsl`da|d{(

Nh |hsld d{|è ots`dalg. p dn ohsàg{gyng sh{bh {t{ vdng{ p {t{ |tnd{.fshamhlg{ ygs dn èochs ygada|àg…¨Ktèa|h{ ag cs`nnhsèa. hta oè{ h}tnd{(



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Chnhlh ld nh ngkh hndbsïh

Ygnvg ld Yds`knd{. ygnvg ld Kglsg.

ygnvg ld Kòûa…

%[gcsd ta |dOh Ld nh ha|gngbïh bs@dbh)

O` vh{g nndag “dn vàg ldn Haèethk“o` d{ftds}g vhag “d{|às`n o` yh{`ûa“

{gp ta ydsl`lg “{gp ta ohsèthag“h cdcds. h lha}hs hn {ga o` khak`ûa…

K`ød dn |`s{g gngsg{g. |hød dn mgktalg kïochng!Tah chkha|d ngkh p ta {è|`sg hfsda|g{gkgamta|ha da o` {habsd {t fsdad{ï hogsg{g!H|dah{ cs`nnh. y`da{h p d{ktnyd Yshu`|dnd{.

p nh bshk`h dakhldah kga sg{h{ nh yh{`ûa!¨He ld nh v`lh yhsvh xtd ag ag{ lh {t{ o`dnd{{àg kga k`ds|g s`|og p da k`ds|h ysgygsk`ûa(¨Sdïl. lha}hl hn {gyng ld L`ga`{g{ xtd docs`hbh dn kgsh}ûa(¨Nh Otds|d v`dad. |glg {dsè ygnvgchmg {t òyds`g= ygnvg ld Yds`knd{.

ygnvg ld Kglsg. ygnvg ld Kòûa(

O` vh{g nndag “dn vàg ldn Haèethk“o` d{ftds}g vhag “d{|às`n o` yh{`ûa“{gp ta ydsl`lg “{gp ta ohsèthag“h cdcds. h lha}hs hn {ga o` khak`ûa…



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Ld E`{yha`h fstk|tg{h. ld Bhn`h ldnd`|hcnd.ld Ato`l`h hslgsg{h. p ld |glh nh sg{hld ng{ v`da|g{ xtd cdcda nh{ èbt`nh{ sgohah{.

vda`l. ytsh{ lgakdnnh{ p èv`lh{ kgs|d{hah{!Lha}hl da vgnty|tg{g{. nýcs`kg{ dy`{gl`g{.kga ng{ d{knhvg{ atc`g{. kga ng{ ohsàg{ sgl`g{!Fnhoà`g. ld khcdnng{ ld hohsha|g.ct{kh yhsh Edn`gbèchng da nh{ |dsoh{vhsgad{ ld ynhkds… Hn}hl dn kha|g.

sdïl. lha}hl da cèxt`kh hndbsïhp ehkdl csg|hs nh {habsd xtd docs`hbh dn kgsh}ûa!¨Nh Otds|d v`dad. |glg {dsè ygnvg=ygnvg ld Htbt{|g. ygnvg ld Ntksdk`g.ygnvg ld Atoh. ygnvg ld Adsûa(

O` vh{g nndag “dn vàg ldn Haèethk“

o` d{ftds}g vhag “d{|às`n o` yh{`ûa“{gp ta ydsl`lg “{gp ta ohsèthag“h cdcds. h lha}hs hn {ga o` khak`ûa…

Hnldhah{ ldn Khtkh kga gngs ld h}tkdah:oga|hød{h{ ld Ha|`gxt`h. kga ltn}gs ld kgnodah:

àfha|àh{ ld Nòh. tak`g{h{ p htbtshnd{.p ysàkd{h{ ld Oàu`kg. xtd d{ kgog nh hnhkdahfho`n`hs. xtd sd{bthslh ng{ oè{ s`kg{ yhahnd{:p og}tdng{ ld Ktch. nèabt`lg{. {da{thnd{.hslgsg{g{. chnlïg{.kthn fha|h{oh{ xtd kst}ha ygs tag{ {tdøg{ oïg{:

og}tdng{ ld nh bsh|h Kt{kh|nèa “¨ge hocsg{ïh(“p og}tdng{ ld Egaltsh{.



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lgald ehp hngalsh{ k`dbh{ ygs nh{ {dnvh{ g{ktsh{=da|shl da nh lha}h. da dn fdn`} |gscdnnàg:sdïl. mtbhl hn {ga ld o` khak`ûa:

nh y`øh p nh bthaèchah hsgoha dn khoàgp ta vàg ld yhnodsh{ hltdsod dn kgsh}ûa!¨Nh Otds|d v`dad. |glg {dsè ygnvg=ygnvg ld E`lhnbg. ygnvg ld Cgnïvhs.ygnvg da nh tsah. p. sg|h ph nh tsah.ygnvg da nh kdbtdlhl ldn hxt`nûa(

O` vh{g nndag “dn vàg ldn Haèethk“o` d{ftds}g vhag “d{|às`n o` yh{`ûa“{gp ta ydsl`lg “{gp ta ohsèthag“h cdcds. h lha}hs hn {ga o` khak`ûa…

Nh agked d{ cdnnh da {t docs`hbtd} ld o`dnd{.

nh |`dssh d{ bsh|h da {t kdalhn ld cstoh{:v`v`s d{ ltnkd. !kga ltn}gs ld |sàg{:kha|h dn hogs. d{y`bha ng{ lgakdnd{.{d ytdcnh dn otalg. {d tslda ng{ ld{|àg{…¨Xtd dn mtbg ld nh{ v`øh{ od hn`v`d dn kgsh}ûa(¨H cdcds( ¨H lha}hs da shtlg{ |gscdnnàg{.

vhag dn d{ftds}g. àý|`n nh `nt{`ûa(

Davïg

H |` xtd od sdysgkeh{ dn hskhag

{da|`lg ldn hogs xtd d{|è da o` vds{g.fýnb`lg p egalg. nýbtcsd p hskhag.



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|d ehcng da nh |s`{|d vha`lhl ldn vds{g!\ý da nh Otds|d sdal`lg. pg da nh Otds|d.a` ta bs`|g hydah{ ldn hfèa ldn otalg

yglsè ehnnhs dkg da nh gxtdlhl vhkïh!Dn Ygnvg sdàh. dn Ygnvg. dn @shktalg…

¨Hndbsïh( ¨Hndbsïh( ¨Hndbsïh(



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Khak`ûa ldn lïh ftb`|`vg

%da nh Kgs|d Ld a@KgOdLd[ Ld c@|@a@h)

Kgog da [glgoh ta lïh. atd{|sg lïhd{ yhsh dn bgkd d{|às`n:p |ý |`dad{ ¨ge @hooh(. ¨ge khsad oïh(|glh nh odnglïh ldn à{|ha|dda nh cnhaktsh h}tn ld |t {docnha|d!

Làmhod xtd k`sktald|t fsda|d kga o`{ cd{g{!

Ygs xt`àa {hcd xtà {àg{ ld nh egaltsh.Whkh{g ygs xtà aýodad{ l`vàg{.hn kha|hs nh{ hngalsh{ h Dvh ytsh

gï dn kha|hs. p kgaftalï ng{ |sàg{!

P ftdod dn lïh bèsstng ohakdcgld ïa|òh hnctsh. p gm`h}tn. p |`c`g.p ftdod dn v`da|gp dn ohs hoc`btg…

Dn hogs da o` {habsd {d ehkïh nnhohshlh{!O`{ {`dad{ v` ld nhoyg{ k`sktalhlh{!Da o` mhslïa ysdk`y`|hsga {t{ o`dnd{ nh{ bshahlh{!Ftnbïha ng{ ntkdsg{. hfntïha nh{ ehlh{.p pg xt`{d vgnhs h ktocsd{ atakh egnnhlh{!



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Ydsg o` hslgs à|dsag od ftd odnhakgnïh!\glg dn etohag òytn{g ng k`skta{ks`cd dn lïh“àn ydxtdøtdng kïsktng ldn lïh“

ctsctmh ld `nt{`ûa. ctsctmh vhahda xtd fng|h{ ¨ge @hooh(. ¨ge khsad oïh(p xtd d{ hegsh p ag {dsè ohøhah…

-

Sdktdslg vhbhoda|d. kgog da {tdøg{{d dvgkh h vdkd{ ta ha|`btg da{tdøg!Chmg dn hnh ld nt} ldn hnch ytshxtd hatak`h dn yhs|g oï{|`kg ldn lïh.|t ohag h}ýndh. ld v`s`n fhk|tsh.bt`hch dn khssg da nh du|da{`ûa ohltshldn vhnnd. xtd dn gk|tcsd ld{kdøïh!

Ta v`da|g. ta v`da|g edsïh dn d{y`bhn.p dn stogs ld nh{ dsh{ da dn v`da|g|sh{ dn v`da|g {hnïhng h hnkha}hs!

Kga {t gsg v`dmg. nïxtdad{ ltkhnd{

e`{|gs`hcha ldn ènhog ng{ atlg{.p ehcïh tah h{hocndh ld }gs}hnd{ygs ng{ shkòg{. kh{|g{ p ld{atlg{!

Ta v`da|g. ta v`da|g edsïh dn d{y`bhn.p dn stogs da dn v`da|g. |sh{ dn v`da|g.

dsh kgog ta ynhø`s p ta ag ngbshs!



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H {t{ sdmh{. nh agv`h ldn nhcs`dbg.fàs|`n p oh|àhn. vòg{ kdø`lh=nh cd{h àn p nh kgngsh ntdbg

stcgs ld hogs ¨ge ygoh ld nh v`lh(

P kha|h{ |ý. ¨ge @hooh( P dn {ga ldn d{y`bhn.nh galh dûndh. dn odnûl`kg fnt`s.¨{tàahaod h ta ag ldk`s p ta {ï g|gsbhs([t{yda{g pg ldn hogsg{g à{|ha|d.

|t hk|g ysòg. gs`bàhn p cdnng.eýodlg ld nh ndked h}tn ldn lïhp hta da {t{ a`dcnh{ oh|àhnd{ |sàotng.xt`{d da {t ohshv`nnh d|dsa`}hs.kga {t fnt`s.kga {t galtnhs.da|sd dn stogs

ldn d{y`bhn.da nh ltn}tshldn v`v`s!

·Lûald d{|è o` v`{`ûa= dn yhs|g oï{|`kg.dn gsg ldn gk|tcsd. dn khssg. dn lïh.

|t vg} l`ndk|h. |t hldoèa mgktalg:da fà. nh sdhn`lhl {toh p ydsfdk|hld hxtdnnh egsh ldn otalg.kga {t fnt`s.kga {t galtnhs.da|sd dn stogs

ldn d{y`bhn.



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da nh ltn}tshldn v`v`s7

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Kgog dn |gag ldn ohs kthmh da nh ydsnh.kthmd da d{|h khak`ûa hxtdn stogs={dh ta nhoda|gxtd vh da dn v`da|g

ygs o` |docngs p o` lgngsdn lïh ltnkd ld |t hogs(

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¨Dn lïh( ¨Dn lïh( [t n`bdsh |ýa`kh.bthsadk`lh ld `s`{ ld ctsctmh{.

{ûng ldmh. hn fng|hs. yhvd{h |s`{|d!Hogs. Lgngs. Da{tdøg… ¨Dn Hnohdsh bshald p dn lïh dsh ydxtdøg(

Ydsg kgog da [glgoh. atd{|sg lïhd{ yhsh dn bgkd d{|às`n:

p a` |`dad{ ¨ge @hooh(. ¨ge khsad oïh(|glh nh odnglïh ldn à{|ha|dda nh cnhaktsh h}tn ld |t {docnha|d…



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Ng{ ld{yg{hlg{ ld nh otds|d

O`kehdn Fhssdn hslïh kga ta hslgs ytsg kgog nh nt}!

[t{ ohag{ da{døhcha h hohs ng{ n`s`g{p {t{ {`dad{ h ld{dhs dn gsg ld nh{ d{|sdnnh{!Da {t{ gmg{ ctnnïha |sàotnh{ ntkd{ gkdèa`kh{![t{ fgsoh{ dsha dn eòag ld kh{|`lhl ld nh hsk`nnh.{thvd. p fshbha|d p ot{`khn!Chmg {t{ ctknd{ stc`g{. talg{g{ p ysgft{g{.

yhsdkïha |docnhs nh{ hnh{ ld ta èabdn!

Do`n`hag Chsch/Mhkgc dsh otp {dak`nngp |daïh tah àfha|`n`lhl àhbg|hcnd![t hlgnd{kdak`h nèk|dh. odn`fnth p fngsdhn.fntïh ygs nh{ d{khsyh{ ld o` ohltsd}kgog fntpd ygs dn k`dng nh ndked ldn hnch!

Kthalg nd v` da dn vhag dmdsk`k`g ld nh v`lhod yhsdk`û xtd od davgnvïh dn stogs ld tah {dnvh.p od àtalû dn kgsh}ûa nh v`s|tl ot{`khn ld nh{ hbth{!Ëhp hnoh{ |ha odnûl`kh{ kgog {` ftdsha sïg{g cg{xtd{ h nh{ gs`nnh{ ld ng{ sïg{(

Bt`nndsog Vhnldsshoh dsh àlgnda|d p hyh{`gahlg:ydsg nh v`lh. kgog ta n`kgs ld. chmg ysdk`g.nd ysgltkïh tah docs`hbtd} àagcnd![t{ fgsoh{ ysdbgahcha dn |s`tafg ld tah d{|`syd!Ehcïh da {t vg} ta bntbný sdlda|gsp {t hoha|d nd nnhoû tah vd} „Dn Ysïak`yd ld nh{ ehcnh{ ld hbth‟!



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Ndgadn Sgcndlg dsh otp |ïo`lgchmg tah hyhs`dak`h nndah ld ohmd{|hl!Da dn sdkûal`|g d{ydmg ld {t |dsatsh

{d nd sdfndmhch nh òhbda ld tah otmds!\glh {t ftds}h dsh yhsh dn da{tdøg p nh dvgkhk`ûa!Nd v` nngshs tah vd} ygs ohnd{ ld ht{dak`h.p od l`md= ëhp tah |doyd{|hl da tah bg|h ld sgkïg.p. {à dochsbg. ag {d kgaotdvda ng{ ntkdsg{(

[|dnng @hnhlhj` dsh hsoga`g{g. sg{hlg p h}tnkgog nh{ `{nh{ ld Bsdk`h p kgog ng{ ohsd{ xtd nh{ k`øda!Dftalïh ldn otalg hnbg `ssdhn. s`{tdøg p fha|è{|`kg![d nd o`shch kgog ohskehalg ld{ld nh{ ynhph{ ld da{tdøgxtd sg}hsga nh{ xt`nnh{ ld [òchl dn Ohsàg.ehk`h nh{ vhbh{ nh|`|tld{ygs lgald dssû [`s Mgea ld Odaldv`nnd!

Kthalg nd kgagkï |tvd ha|gmg ld sdndds nh Gl`{dh.p ygs nh agked {gøà da dn o`{|ds`g ld nh{ d{y`bh{!

¨Dvhahho( ¨Dvhahho(

Mtha Shfhdn Hbtldng dsh ftds|d! [t ftds}h |sh{kdalïh

kgog |sh{k`dalda ng{ sgakg{ dkg{ ldn oga|d h ng{ yàg{!Hnoh nhcgs`g{h. nh {gndlhl dsh {t hoc`da|d adkd{hs`g![t{ `nt{`gad{ fstk|`f`khcha kgog tah fngsd{|hgktn|h ygs ng{ |tnd{ ldn „|glhvïh/ag‟![t{ yhnhcsh{ sdvdnhcha nh ftds}h ld nh Sdhn`lhl.p {t{ hk|g{ |daïha nh {dak`nnd} ld ta bhmg ld sgcnd!

ZK`tlhl Mtèsd}. 8080_



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Dn {ga ldn v`da|g

D h yg{|sdoh{. v`dad ta bshal v`da|g.

xtd |glg ng n`dvh!

dn n@csg Ld ng[ bh|g[

Dn {ga ldn v`da|g da nh hskhlh|`dad nh khvd ld oï o`{og=

{gp tah ftds}h duhkdschlhp {gp ta knhogs ldn hc`{og!

Da|sd ng{ kgsg{ d{|dnhsd{g`bg hnbg oïg l`{gahs!O`{ hkk`gad{ p o`{ kha|hsd{|daïha s`|og yhs|`ktnhs!

Vàd hn |gssda|d ld nh v`lhda [ha|h Sg{h ld G{g{.tah odl`h agked dakdal`lhda h{|sg{ ld {`bag{ cgssg{g{!

\goà yg{d{`ûa ld nh |`dssh.oïh da dn {tdøg p dn nàg p dn yha.p. ogv`dalg h nh{ agsoh{ ld btdssh.ft` Dvh p ft` Hlèa!

Pg kdøïh dn khoyg ohltsg

kgog {` ftdsh tah otmds.



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p od da|tsc`hch ta vàg g{ktsgld ynhkds!

Pg bt{|hch nh vg} ldn v`da|gkgog tah y`øtdnh da {h}ûa.p od nh kgoïh… kga nhoda|gld hv`ld} da dn kgsh}ûa!

P. hnïbdsg d{xt`fd hn lïh

p h nh agked p hn |tocg ldn ohs.cgbhch o` fha|h{ïhda ta shpg ld nt} {gnhs!

@ch |sh{ nh fgsoh {tysdoh.|sh{ nh atcd p dn st`{døgsp dn ks`{|hn p dn lgakdn p nh bdoh

ldn lgngs!

@ch hn Gs`da|d. hn Gs`da|d.ehk`h nh{ `{nh{ ld nh nt}.h lgald hn}hsh ta ytdcng hsl`da|d{tcnòd{ eòag{ h ng h}tn!

Ph. kst}halg nh Yhnd{|àh.vdïh dn sg{|sg ld Cdamhoïa.{t gmg nïoy`lg. {t cgkh fàhp {t hssdch|g ld khsoïa!

G ld Bsdk`h da dn lïh ld gsg.lg dn khøt|g nd lhch Yha.



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hohch h [ûfgknd{ da dn kgsg{gagsg xtd kha|h dn Ydèa!

G kga kdng p hslgs ld yhngohda kdng. da nh Hshc`h ld Hnè.{dbtïh dn kts{g ld Ohegohygs nh edsog{tsh ld Hclhnè!

Hclhnè dsh kg{h oè{ cdnnh

xtd nhtsh p n`sh p fnht|h p o`dn:kthalg nd nndvû tah lgakdnnh.¨k`da lgakdnnh{ ots`dsga ygs àn(

O`{ ohag{ {d hn}hsga hn èoc`|gyhsh odl`s nh àoda{`lhl:ydsg o` kgsh}ûa ct{khch du èoc`|g

nh nt}. dn hogs. nh vdslhl!

O`{ y`d{ {d eàkhcha da dn {tdngkthn yd}tøh ld Ntk`fds.p hnbg da oï |dalïh dn vtdngygs nh a`dcnh. ehlh dn sg{`knds…

Ydsg nh Lhoh o`{|ds`g{hld ng{ khcdnng{ ld ftnbgsv`dad p da oï {t ohag yg{hp od àftald ta fh|hn hogs!

P ng ldoè{ ld o` v`lhag d{ {àg hxtdn hogs fh|hn.



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kga tah xtd g|sh nèoyhsh dakdal`lhha|d dn hsh ldn `ldhn!

P dsshs. dsshs. dsshs h {gnh{.nh nt} ld [h|tsag da o` {`da.sg|g oè{|`n {gcsd nh{ gnh{da vh`vàa!

P tah ysd} da o` hnoh kgnàs`kh

xtd hn |gsvg {àg ld{hfïh=dn gsbtnng ld {ds. ge Hoàs`khdn H{ehvdst{ ld |t ygd{ïh!

P da nh fngs ftbh} ldn ogoda|gct{khs dn hsgoh ydsl`lg.p da ta ldnd`|d {à yda{ho`da|g

ehnnhs nh knhvd ldn gnv`lg!

Ld{ytà{ ta v`da|g… ta v`da|g… ta v`da|g…¨p da d{d v`da|g o` hnhs`lg(

ZOàu`kg. Yhnhk`g ld nh Atak`h|tsh. 8039_



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Dndbïh ldn ohsàg `nt{gs`g

%fshbOda|g Ldn Ldn@s@g Ld nh agKed da Ktnyha)

Yda{halg d{|gp… O` yda{ho`da|g |`dadph dn s`|og. ph dn kgngs. ph dn hslò`da|gld ta ohs xtd hntocsha ftdbg{ ygada|àg{!H nh cgslh ldn ctxtd vha {hn|halg.dcs`g{ ldn ohs. ng{ mûvdad{ ohsàg{!

Yda{halg d{|gp… Pg. kûog kdø`sïhnh khcd}h daksd{yhlh p vgnty|tg{hld ta mgvda. da nh ynhph ldnd`|g{h.kthn cd{h dn ohs kga {t{ ―ndabth{ dn lïh!P kûog “ld àn kht|`vg“. |docnhalg. {t{y`shalg.kga|sh nh Otds|d

{t mtvda|tl àlûo`|h. |`dsag. ysg|dbdsïh!Kga|sh nh Otds|d.{t {`ntd|h `nt{gs`h vhbh da o` ygd{ïh!

Ogs`s… ·Kgaxtd d{|h khsad kdsýndh. ohkdshlhda ng{ mtbg{ ldn ohs. {thvd p hsl`da|d.

{dsè ygs dn lgngs hkgabgmhlh7·P dn {ds cdnng da nh |`dssh dakha|hlh.p dn {gøhs da nh agked `ntoàhlh.p nh `nt{`ûa. ld {gnd{ l`hldohlh.p dn v`bgs… p dn hogs… ftd ahlh. ahlh7

¨Lhod |t o`dn. ge a`øg ld cgkh ydsftohlh(



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Khak`ûa àagoàhlh

Hnh csgakh. ld agked da|dadcs`lh.

sg}û o` fsda|d. kgaogv`û o` v`lhp da vh{|g{ etshkhad{ {d sgoy`û!¨@ch o` d{xt`fd h}tn h nh hvda|tsh(¨Kgoyda{à o` lgngs kga o` ngktsh.p ahl`d eh {`lg oè{ fdn`} xtd pg(

Ag |tvd hogs. p etïha nh{ edsog{h{ldnha|d ld o`{ fts`h{ oga{|stg{h{!Nhtsg{ adbsg{ o` gysgc`g od k`øû!Oh{ ta nýbtcsd Atoda od kga{tdnh!Vtdnh dn |`doyg. o` Atoda kha|h p vtdnh.¨p ahl`d eh {`lg oè{ fdn`} xtd pg(

Ld nh{ |toch{ eto`nld{ {d ndvha|hndvd fngs. da dn h`sd ta |tsy`hn kha|hp nh |hsld d{ ph dn lïh= xtd yh{û!Otlh khnoh! \docngs: Odnhakgnïh!¨\glg dn lgngs p |glh nh hndbsïh.p ahl`d eh {`lg oè{ fdn`} xtd pg(



06

Atdvh khak`ûa ld nh v`lh ysgftalh

\d od vh{. |gskh}h sdal`lh. mtvda|tl ltnkd.

ltnkdoda|d ld{fhnndk`lh= |d od vh{!¨\`docnh da |t{ docs`hbtdkd{ dn lgngs ld nh v`lh(

“·P ahlh oè{7

“P ta ygkg oè{…

Nh otmds p nh bngs`h kga ytøg{ |dsad}tdng{nnhohsga xtdlhoda|d h o` hnoh àfha|`n!¨Ge. ng{ ysòhs`g{ ïoyd|t{( ¨Ng{ oh|àhnd{ vtdng{(\tvd tah agv`h… Od yhsdkd xtd ftd da hcs`n!

Pg o`shch dn ksdyý{ktng

p ksdïh xtd d{g dsh dn ksdyý{ktng!¨[ï. |èk`|h da nh agked. nh d{|sdnnh d{|è ld|sè{(Dn Atoda ld Kgngoc`h od l`g tah sg{h cdnnh.oh{ pg ydlï dn ksdyý{ktng p kgl`k`à nh d{|sdnnh…

“·P ahlh oè{7


P d{ktkeà xtd kha|hcha {t khak`ûa ld hocsg{ïhY`{àgd da nh galh p da nh galh Hbnhgydh!Dn otalg. kgog ta kûakhvg l`hoha|d. yhsdkïh

edake`lg eh{|h ng{ cgsld{ ygs nh hogsg{h `ldh!



02

Ftd da|gakd{ kthalg hlvàg Dvhahho. dn ltnkdho`bg ld o` hnoh. xtd ag vgnv`û mhoè{!Pg hohch {gnhoda|d {t ho`{|hl ltnkd…

“·P ahlh oè{7


P ntdbg… {ds pg dn èsc`|sg ld o` |gsyd ld{|àg.

hk|gs da o`{ |shbdl`h{. vdsltbg ld o` egags…Ö` n`sh |`dad dn |sàogng ldn khshkgn ohsàg.p da|sd dn lgngs etohag pg duysd{g g|sg lgngs(

Ag |d vh{. |gskh}h sdal`lh. mtvda|tl ltnkd.ltnkdoda|d ld{fhnndk`lh. ag |d vh{=¨xt`dsg hytshs dn ïa|òg ldnd`|d ld nh v`lh(

“·P ahlh oè{7




05

Da nh otds|d ldn ygd|h

@Dn {gnhs ld ng{ ntng{ ld gsg a@ød}

Nh hctdnh ehcïh yglhlg dn etds|g!Atcd{ dssha|d{… Nèk|dgh}tnàg kegssg ld hbth

da|sd nh d|àsdh cstoh ldn knhsg lïh àfha|`n:p ygs nh agked. ag {à xtà hsgoh{ da|sd nh{ sèfhbh{ld ng{ dadnlg{. p ng{ {hýkg{ p dn |gsgam`n!Nh hctdnh ehcïh yglhlg dn etds|g!

Csg|hcha fngsd{ nh{ h{|sgodn`h{ ld [gyd|sèa!Pg. |sdotnha|d. ld |`dsag{ høg{:

da|sd o`{ èabdnd{ p o`{ {gnng}g{.gïh dn |`doyg. ld nh{ khoyhah{ da dn là/lha={tdah tah egsh p halh ta khchnng “|shxtd/xtd/|shxtd“¨kgog hxtdn lïh da xtd vgnv`dsga ld [gyd|sèa(

Tah vg} odngl`g{h=

Kthalg |ý ksd}kh{ ehsè{ ta v`hmd hn Khtkh egalg.¨ltàsod|d. a`øg ch|h/btntabg( “hn Khtkh egalg“.kga ng{ cg|àd{ da dn eh|`nng g da dn }tssûa!Ahvdbhsdog{ da ta chsxt`|g “¨ch|h/btntabg(“p |shdsdog{ hn hctdn`|g

da dn khchnng ldn \`y`|ûa…



00

Ltàsod|d. a`øg…

@@hLgnd[KdaK@h

Khsnd/kh|ndph{. |`nèa/|`nhak`h{…

Nh agked àbdath yh{à kha|halg ngkh{ khak`gad{

fsda|d hn ysgl`b`g ld |t{ mhslàd{.chmg nh ûsc`|h ld hsltg o`{|ds`g ld |t{ chnkgad{“kh|nd/kh|ndph{. |`nèa/|`nhak`h{…Ph sd}hbhlg{ `cha vgnhalg o`{ {dshfàd{p hslïh dn kèoctng da nh{ l`{|hak`h{…

Pg |d vdïh ygs o`{ da{tdøg{

ydàhs. |s`{khalg. |t khcdnndsh.p da {t{ htsàg{ ctknd{ {dldøg{`ch v`hmhalg o` hnoh v`hmdsh!Nngsg p khak`gad{ ftd o` v`b`n`h. ftd o` v`b`n`h![` |ý ng ltlh{ agv`h |doyshah.xtd |d ng ktda|d kga nhc`g hohsbg nh ctbhoc`n`h:

p {à dochsbg…p {à dochsbg.od vgp ohøhah…

Od vgp… Od nnhoha ng{ {daldstdng{ygs tah{ hcsh{ xtd lha h ta oga|d

xtd o`sh h ta vhnnd xtd nndvh h ta ohs!



899

Yhsh o` agv`h. |sh{ nh !dftnbdak`h ldn tn|shoga|d.bngs`h p fgs|tah vgp h ngbshs!

Tah vg} ïa|òh=

Csh}g{ ld yýb`n fgsmha k`tlhld{.yhsh dn xtd ytbah. yhsh dn xtd {tdøh.yhsh dn xtd vdakd nh{ n`v`halhld{!Nh tsah ldn |`doyg bthslh d{yndalgs!

Kthalg sd|gsad{. nh ytlgsg{h a`øh ha|`gxtdøhkga {t{ khcdnng{ otnn`sè dn |ènhog ldn ctda hogs!Yhsh dn xtd nhcsh. yhsh dn xtd {tdøh.nh tsah ldn |`doyg bthslh d{yndalgs…

@@@ Mtvda|tL

Nh galh d{|dnïfdsh {d l`ntïh. dcs`h ld o`dnd{.da nh |gs|tsh ld ta odl`glïh ysòhvdshn!Dn otalg d{ vh{|g! Nh |`dssh d{ cshvh! Nh v`lh d{ ltsh!Ta cd{g… Ta cd{g. xtd d{ hocsg{ïh yhsh dn ygd|h

da ng{ fd{|àd{ pda ng{ ldn`s`g{. ldn `ldhn.p hýa cs`nnh ndmg{ nh tsah sdynd|h!¨Ntng{ ld gsg( ¨F`dcsd{ ldn oga|d( Ägked{ ldn ohs(

Oh{ ld òysgv`{g. kga sdyda|àh o`shlh h|da|hodlï ng{ otalg{. o`sà ng{ egocsd{. sh{btà nh{ kg{h{.

p da |glg ehcïh egalh otld}!P “¨ge ld{vhsïg{(. ¨ge ld{vhsïg{(“



898

kga vg} kgnàs`kh à|dssgbhch= „D{ydk|sg{ vhag{. ognld{ vhkïg{=·ehp xtd ogvdsg{ kgog nh{ y`d}h{ ldn hmdlsd}7‟

Tah vg} ld{vhïlh=

[` h ta lgakdn nngsh nh h}ýndh a`øh.xtd h ta eàsgd àv`k|g nh ot{h k`øhld û{ktng{ ltnkd{ nh fsda|d |s`{|d chmg dn nhtsdn!Sdyg{h p {tdøh. xtd eèn`|g vïv`lg |d k`sktalh!

Chmg ng{ k`dng{. {gcsd ng{ khoyg{.ah|tshnd}h ftds|d p mgktalh|d lh v`bgsd{. |d chøh da nhoyg{!

@VOhLtsd}

P c`da ¨ph d{ egsh( Chmg ng{ vdng{ ld nh hyhs`dak`hchnlïhoda|d ct{xtà {tysdoh sdhn`}hk`ûa!Xtòdsh{ vhah{. d{ftds}g àý|`n. oda|`lh k`dak`h.xtd hydah{ {gakgog ng{ v`da|g{ da ng{ vdnèodad{. ta vhbg {ga!

H vds. ntkdsg{: h vds. oga|høh{: h vds. kdnhmd{=lhlod dn {dksd|g xtd {d d{kgalïh da vtd{|sh{ fgsoh{nh ndp ysgftalh xtd yhsdkïh xtd g{ davgnvïh.oga|høh{ otlh{. kdnhmd{ otlg{…

Hnbg xtd {hk`d… Sèfhbh{ nýbtcsd{

ch|da dn hnoh. shda nh khsad:|gsoda|h{ {gslh{



893

ld ohsd{ nûcsdbg{sh{bha nh{ vdnh{ ld o` sh}ûa…¨Hnbg xtd {dh agsoh g ld{|àg(

¨Hnbg yhsh d{|d haedng l`vàgxtd vh da nh galh ld{kgakds|hlh ld o` khak`ûa(

Tah{ vgkd{ kga {ga{gad|d=

\sh{|sgxtàog{nd nh oý{`kh!

¨Xtà o`xt`|g |ha s`lïktng(Dn ng da|`dalh g ag ng da|`dalh.

kga|àýh d{|d d{ydk|èktng!

\sh{|sgxtàog{nd |glh{ {t{ oý{`kh{=

¨Tp( ¨Tp( ¨Tp( ¨Tp(

Y{… Y{… Y{… Y{…

ZXtà o`xt`|g |ha s`lïktng(

Vf@ahn

Ahlh da nh cstoh. ahlh da nh htsgsh

ahlh da nh{ |gssd{ xtd nndvh dn v`da|g.a` da |t{ ldn`s`g{ p fha|h{ïh{. ¨ge mtvda|tl(Ahlh da dn |s`{|d ld{ohpg nda|gehk`h nh bg|h. ng{ d{|ds|gsd{ p dn h|hýl!Kthalg od otdsh. lhlod h ng odag{ ta yda{ho`da|gp h|hl o`{ ohag{ kga dn kgslhmd ld o` nhýl!



89;

Xtd dn atlg {dh otp hysd|hlgygsxtd h nh otds|d {d sàld f`dsg.hýa sdakgsg{g o` kgsh}ûa!

Dn lshoh eh {`lg ta lshoh egss`cnd. stà p fst{|shlg!¨Ctdah yhs|`lh xtd od eha mtbhlg(Pg xtd ksdïh xtd d[|g |daïh {`ba`f`khlgkga nh ohshøh p dn docdndkg ld nh `nt{`ûa…

Tah{ vgkd{ khs`|h|`vh{=

“Kthalg |d otdsh{ ehsè{ ta v`hmd kgog d{|d ngkg…“Ld {tdøg{ |tsc`g{ p vds{g{ knhsg{ d{|hch ngkg!“\ha|g {gøhs…

“\ha|g vhbhs…“\ha|g ydkhs …

“Dn ygcsd egocsd {d ftd hsstàhalg ygxt`|g h ygkgp hn fà eh otds|g… Ph e`dld ta ygkg…¨Hn}hl. ho`bg{. hn}hl p vèog{nd h {dytn|hs(

Z[ha Ha|ga`g. \duh{. 8080_



89<

Nh bshk`h àkûba`|h

@

Atcd {gocsïh. bsèv`lh ld agked.xtd dant|h ng{ gndhmd{ ldn àv`dsag.h{ï {t fsda|d: kdmh{ dado`bh{sgcha nh d{kh{h ntocsd h {t{ gmtdng{!P d{ {t {gas`{h kgog ta hnch fýadcsd!

P d{ {t hldoèa kgog ta cnhal`s ld e`dssg{!Nh cgkh àagcnd p èv`lh ld{|`nh“fst|g ld [h|haè{“ egalg{ vdadag{!

Oh{ da nh {gocsh p dn khnnhlg à{|ha|dldn {t{y`shs. ldn haednhs {dsdag.kthalg |`docnha ng{ h{|sg{ da nh{ hbth{

p d{|è da ng{ yg}g{ dn khtlhn ldn k`dng.dn egocsd hxtdn àknàh nh khcd}h.gpd ta |totn|g nïs`kg da {t ydkeg.p {t{ è{ydsh{ fgsoh{ hsoga`}haldn otalg kga dn ynèk`lg kgak`ds|g!

·Da lûald d{|è nh bshk`hld ta sg{|sg xtd pg ed v`{|g7

@@

Otds|g{ nhbg{ agk|tsag{. da {t{ gmg{nh knhs`lhl ldn vhnnd {d ld{|`ød.



894

p nh dakdal`lh. àatodshcnd |`dsshda cgssg{g{ d{ydk|sg{ {d ld{nïd!

Nh{ o`dnd{ ldn hogs da|sd {t{ nhc`g{kgabdnh ta v`da|g {gygsg{g p |s`{|d:gysd{h ld ng{ oý{ktng{ {t hnoh|ha {ûng hohsbg{ yda{ho`da|g{ s`bd!

Ydsg ld{ytà{. da nh{ ytsyýsdh{ egsh{

da xtd nh |hsld. kgaogv`lh. sàld{t{ v`gnd|h{ hn ohs. p da ng{ yàhsd{hsl`da|d {gyng ld àxt`d|tl òysòd.dnnh. nh mgvda nûcsdbh. {d àkdal`hda hnch{ ld {thvï{òg{ oh|`kd{.o`da|sh{ “kht|`vg ld v`{`ûa bg}g{h“oè{ hnnè ld nh |hsld ta a`øg sïd…


@@@

\à|s`kh fh}. àlûo`|g{ odkegad{.ohag àeèc`n p nýbtcsd {gas`{h…Kgog hssgpg xtd fntpd da|sd ng{ nàbhog{.{t {habsd d{ |hslh. ydsd}g{h. fsïh!Nh hakeh khcd}h à|da{h ohn {g{|`dada

ng{ ld{odlshlg{ egocsg{: yda{hsïh`{



896

xtd {d dabdalsû ldn {tdøg kga xtd |gsahanh{ v`dmh{ ld nh{ fýadcsd{ v`b`n`h{!

Ydsg ldk`lnd tah yhnhcsh ltnkd.ld etohag hogs kga ûndg{ ysdvda`lh.ta s`|og xtd {t{ aàctnh{ dvgxtdnh v`{`ûa ld tah Kûnxt`ld l`vàh.p àn hsldsè kgog dn àk`da{g stc`gytd{|g h duy`shs da|sd nh{ csh{h{ v`vh{.

o`da|sh{ {t fh} haào`kh {d dak`daldkga nh edsog{tsh ld o`n sg{h{ ïa|òh{…




892

Dn sh{|sg da nh hsdah

·Xtdsdnnh{ da dn v`da|g7 ·Knhogs kga|sh nh atcd

xtd {d hn}h p {tcd p nh ld{bhssh ta v`da|g7·Kgabgmh{ ygsxtd dn ahslg ldn lïh {d du|datû7¨[` hýa v`vg pg( [` hýa bg}g o` nïs`kg ogoda|g.nh nt}. dn htsh. dn hogsg{g hn`da|g…

Lg{ fàs|`nd{ ohakdcg{ ld Mga`h l`vhbhsga

“¨sdog|g lïh(““¨ftnbda|d lïh(“ygs nh{ {da{thnd{ ynhph{ ld Nd{cg{ fdsvgsg{h.{gcsd dn ks`{|hn talïvhbg xtd hn {gn sdvdscdshch.chmg dn |tsxtï ntoïadg xtd dn èoc`|g davgnvïh…

@sï{ha{d nh{ gnh{ p ta bsha stogs nh{ nndah…

[` ftd kga ng{ ohakdcg{ dn bgkd p nh tfhaïh.·xtà òygs|h xtd ag ltsda {t{ sh{|sg{ da nh hsdah7



895

Khak`ûa da nh hndbsïh

¨Ge mtvda|tl… p dn kgsh}ûa… p Dnnh.

oý{`kh da dn {`ndak`g ldn yhnohs(Cs`nnh da o` k`dng |docngsg{h d{|sdnnh.p dn kgsh}ûa. nh mtvda|tl p Dnnhod àftalda vhbg haedng ld kha|hs!

Mta`g da {t{ csh}g{ kèn`lg{ ohltsh

ld ohpg fngsdhn nh edsdak`h gyòh:p nh galh ot{`khn ld nh nt} ytsh|stàkh{d da ygnvg ld gsg ld nh sòh!

¨Ge mtvda|tl… p dn kgsh}ûa… p Dnnh.|sàotnh da dn kgslhmd ldn nhýl=Dnnh fngs`lh. Dnnh dahsldk`lh.

Dnnh. |glg dn hsgoh ld nh v`lhda nh o`dn ld nh ltnkd mtvda|tl(

Hýa {`da|g òytn{g{ ld kha|hs! Dn v`da|gs`dbh dfntv`g{ ld L`g{ ygs nh yshldsh.|glh ysògs ld aèkhs p ld |sàg

da nh àfha|`n`lhl ld nh ohøhah!

“·Xtà d{ ygd{ïh7“Dn yda{ho`da|g l`vàgedkeg odnglïh etohah…



890

Yh|dsa`lhl

Ta v`dmg |s`{|d. etshøg. {ûsl`lg.

kst}û o` |`dssh oh|dsahn!\sh{ ng |tsc`g ld {t{ yty`nh{ehnnà |ha {ûng stàlhl!¨Ktèa ohng d{( “l`md da oï o`{og“¨xtd ag nd vdh atakh oè{([` ag sdysòg o`{ kûndsh{.

ng{ ydssg{ nd vhph h}t}hs!

Ld{ytà{ “¨ge edsog{tsh ld nh v`lh(“ld hxtdn egss`cnd egocsd da yg{`ch ta a`øg ygs dn {daldsg.p da dn {daldsg dsh tah fngs!Ta vh{g ld hbth. kga vg} ytsh

od y`l`û ygs hogs ld L`g{:|docngsg{g p nndag ld nèbsòh{ Wl`md= Ÿgs hogs |tpg |d nh lgp(

Dsh hxtdn a`øg v`vg p fàgp nàlg kthn n`s`g ld hcs`n:

h |shvà{ ldn ks`{|hn pg vdïhld {t cgkh dn ytsg stcï!“Ydxtdøtdng. |d lgp o` bshamh.o` yha. o` hfdk|g= ogsh hxtï!“O` v`dmg yhlsd bhah dn yha ld khlh lïhp d{ l`keg{g da o` hogs!

Pg kgoysdalï…



889

¨Ge ynda`|tl( P ld{ld da|gakd{h aàbýa yhlsd gl`g mhoè{=|glh o`{ds`h nh sdlòd

tah kgsgah yh|dsahn!Xt`da |`dad ta a`øg. eh dmdsk`|hlgl`vàhoda|d dn lga ld ksdhs!

¨Xt`da |`dad ta a`øg {tcnòh dn otalgp ng at|sd ld d|dsa`lhl(



888

Nh egsh {tysdoh

@

Dn egocsd stà. xtd h s`dbg{ ld {t fsda|dogmû ng{ {tskg{ ld edsdlhl du|shøh:xtd ha|d dn fd{|ïa d{ynàal`lg bdoïh.ygs {`doysd à{h|`{fdkeg ld o`bhmh{.kdø`lg ph ld st|`nha|d{ mgph{

ha|d dn |totn|g yh{h.p {t òysdv`{|h knhs`lhl ld{ntocsh!ng{ gmg{ |s`{|d{ p nh{ oda|d{ cèschsh{!

Pg. ld o`{ gsg{ ïa|òg{ {dbtsg.ftds|d da o` hogs. fdsh} da o` hndbsïh.y`da{g. |docnhalg da o` ktc`n g{ktsg=

“O` egsh ag eh nndbhlg |glhvïh…

@@

Hxtdn ho`bg ld nh= h}tn àfhak`h.xtd yhsdkïh |s`{|d eh{|h nh otds|d.hn {ga {thvd ld {da{thnd{ oý{`kh{egp ld nh f`d{|h ld {t{ atyk`h{ vtdnvd!Lh dn h}hehs {t{ kèn`lg{ gngsd{…Nh{ cs`{h{ kha|ha dn da{tdøg hsl`da|d…

Hogs da kgsh}gad{ p yty`nh{fàsv`lh{ nnhoh{ ld |dsatsh dak`dald…



883

Ydsg h ft|tsh{ cglh{ kgav`lhlgktpg{ ftnbgsd{ ag g{ktsdkd dn lïh.pg l`bg da o` sàkûa hchalgahlg=


@@@

\à|h{ hýa da nh àgkda|d {habsdnh{ ohag{. p dn nhtsdn {gcsd ng{ s`}g{.h nh k`tlhl xtd da mýc`ng{ ld{cgslhda|sh dn btdssdsg àv`k|g!Kgog da ntocsd{ fsdaà|`kh{. dn h`sd|sdod kga nh ngktsh ld ng{ s`|og{.o`da|sh{ “edshnlg ldn egags“ ta èbt`nh

lh {gocsh hn Bda`g da|sd ohsk`hnd{ eòag{!

Pg. nh àkstda|h v`k|gs`h kgaxt`{|hlhda o` ydkeg. shl`ha|d ld g{hlïh.bs`|g ld{ld nh{ {gocsh{ ld o` ahlh=


@V

P eh ld vda`s. {à xtd o`{ gsg{ vhnbha.

o` hogs d{yndalh a` o` bngs`h cs`nnd.yèn`lg d{ydk|sg xtd lhsè h o` khsad



88;

{tlgs ld habt{|`h p ogs|dkàg{ |à|d{!\dalsà. ygs bhmd ldn lgngs edsg`kg.{t{ e`dnd{ da o` cgkh xtd egp {gasïd.

p ta nàg ld nh |`dssh ygs {tlhs`gld o` hoc`k`ûa òyd|tg{h p n`csd…

Oh{ hn sglhs hn |dadcsg{g hc`{og.hýa knhohsà kga o` ýn|òh dadsbïh.f`sod da o` ndp. {dbtsg ld oï o`{og=

“O@ egsh ag eh nndbhLg |gLhvïh…



88<

Dndbïh ld ta h}tn òyg{`cnd

¨Ge {gocsh vhbh. ge {gocsh ld o` ysòdsh agv`h(

Dsh kgog dn kgavûnvtng “nh fngs ld ng{ ksdyý{ktng{“.p dsh kgog nh{ |dsd{`|h{= h}tn ksdyt{ktnhs!Atd{|sg hogs {dodmhch yhngoh ld nh hnldh.bsh|g h |glg{ ng{ gmg{ p h |glg{ fho`n`hs!

Da hxtdn ytdcng. gnïha nh{ cs`{h{ h h}hehs!

Hýa chøha. kgog h nhoyg{. o` sdktdslg={t khcdnndsh stc`h da dn chnkûa.{t nàlh edsohah Mtn`h.o` odnglïh àk`ds|h… p ta! n`s`g xtd od l`g…p tah agked ld nèbsòh{…p tah agked ld d{|sdnnh{

ftnb`dalg da d{h{ nèbsòh{ da xtd ogsïh pg…

Fshak`{kg. edsohag ld dnnh{. Mtha/ld/L`g{ p S`khslghohcha kga o` hogs nh{ oý{`kh{ ldn sïg:nh{ agked{ cnhakh{. cnhakh{. kdø`lh{ ld ntkdsg{:nh{ agked{ adbsh{. adbsh{. hsl`lh{ ld kgktpg{:

dn {ga ld nh{ bt`|hssh{.p. da|sd xtòdsh{ cnhalh{. dn h}hehs vgnhalg…\glg{ |daïhog{ agv`hp ta ntkdsg da dn hnch l`èfhah ld nh{ `ldh{!

Nh Otds|d egss`cnd “¨ta |hmg {`ndak`g{g(“

|sgakeû nh d{y`bh da xtd bshahch o` hndbsïh=



884

öts`û o` ohlsd(… Nh khcdnndsh stc`h ld \dsd{hod `ntoàhch dn nnha|g!

Ld{ytà{… nh v`lh… dn |`doyg… dn otalg.¨p hn fà. o` hogs ld{fhnndk`û kgog ta kgavûnvtng(

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Ag eh otkeg. tah ohøhah. |shmàsgaod tah khs|h!

¨Dsh ld Mtha/ld/L`g{( Ta ygkg hkdsch.àbdath. v`s`noda|d sd{`bahlh=sdfdsïh xtdsdnnh{ldn ytdcng. ld o` kh{h. ld ta ho`bg=„[d kh{û: ph d{|è v`dmg p kga {d`{ e`mg{…Nh v`lh d{ |s`{|d p ltsh: {à dochsbg.{d vh v`v`dalg… Eh otds|g otkeh bda|d=

lga Lhv`l… lga Bsdbgs`g… Ehp ta kgndb`gp ehp |glh tah bdadshk`ûa atdvh!Kgog kthalg |d ft`{|d. ehkd vdà|d høg{.da d{|d ytdcng hýa etdnda nh{ cs`{h{ h h}hehs…‟

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Hnbg xtdlh ldn egocsd ha|`btg

xtd etcg da oï.|ha kdskhag.|ha ndmhag.hnbg xtdlh ldn egocsd ha|`btg…

H vdkd{. sdknàhlg mta|g hn chnkûa. kga|doyng

dn cdsodnnûa ldn n`da}g ld ntocsd{ ldn Gkh{gdn h}tn v`sbàhn. nh atcd. dn {gn. dn èoc`|g…Od o`sg da oï… Nh ysgpdkk`ûa d|àsdhld o` {gocsh da nh nt} ehk`h ng{ oga|d{…

Oga|d{ ld Bth|dohnh…

Od o`sg. o`sg dn otalg. p hta d{ktkegv`cshs dn h`sd. hslds “¨hohs(“ ld yda{ho`da|gygs l`vàg{ sdnèoyhbg{ àaýodsg{ kst}hlg…

Ta a`øg mtdbh da odl`g ld nh khnnd.p nh nt}. sdfshkk`ûa da {t{ khcdnng{.

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da oï.O` hdsgynhag vdng}. |s`tafhn. {gagsg.kga og|gs ld l`hoha|d.kga eàn`kd ld gsg…

Oh{ da dn ysgy`g à{|ha|d ld nh h{kda{`ûa. hsshakh.

|sdy`lh da |hn òytn{g nh oèxtàh h{gocsg{h.p dn ydkeg {d eàkeh ldn lgngs ysg{ks`|g…

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H{fhn|`|d

Ktda|ha xtd nh{ oha}hah{ ld H{fhn|`|d.

ph da {t gcnhk`ûa fàhn. {ga ld kda`}h dn kgsh}ûa!¨Ge ftds|d(.p ¨ge làc`n( \t ohagnha}h ng{ bds`fhn|d{ ldn haedng.sg|tsh dn |`doyg p {`docsh |s`bhnd{ ld `nt{`ûa:p o`da|sh{ vha vgnhalg nh{ hvd{ h nh eh}høh.

p nh{ kgnàh{nh{ k`øda ng{ hssgpg{ ld hmgskh{ ot{`khnd{.|ý. hn hysdo`g ldn èv`lg {da|`lg.à{hk`hlg da nh{ f`d{|h{ atyk`hnd{.da dn ndkeg ld hogs d{|è{ sdal`lg!

Ehp da nh ynda`|tl ld nh ohøhah

ta àý|`n sdch{d! Cstoh lda{hvdalsè h ktcs`s dn fhshnnûa nga|hag.p nh agked da nh nt}. nh agked àoda{hyhsdkd xtd {d yhnyh kga nh ohag!¨He. kûog vtdnkh àaýodsg dn à{|ha|d.nh egsh. xtd hn ahkds ph d{ fdadk`lh:

p nh o`dn ldn |s`bhn p dn /nhc`g hoha|dftd ta {tdøg xtd {d hyhbh p xtd {d gnv`lh!

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[tdøg{ ld Hkhytnkg

Dsd{ fhnh} ¨ge Atoda( Nh nïv`lh Duyds`dak`h

|stakû |t vtdng= {d k`øû h |t{ stocg{p egp phkd{ da stàh{ ygs dn {tdng!

Da |ha|g. da nh ohbagn`h ntoàg{h{t hnctsh àv`{|d tah otmds {gøhlh.p {t hslgs ng kgakda|sh dn h}hehs…

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ld egocsd{ p kg{h{(Tag{ yh{hsga. g|sg{ {tkdl`dsgap yh{hsga…

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p da ta n`csg ld d{|hoyh{ “ehkd |`doyg“v` da dn hbth nh{ {gocsh{ ld nh{ Aèphld{…

[gcsd nh{ ynhph{ ld nh Otds|d. ta lïh.nh ohlsd v`dad dn a`øg h hohoha|hs!

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Dndbï ld [hptnh

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Kha|hcha tag{ mûvdad{. p {t{ cdnnh{ khak`gad{nh{ otkehkeh{ ldn ytdcng {hnïha h d{ktkehs!

Ct{kg tah v`lh {òynd p. h d{yhnlh{ ld nh Otds|d.ag |s`tafhs. ag ftnb`s. g{ktsg |shchmhs.yda{ho`da|g{ eto`nld{ p {dak`nnh{ hkk`gad{eh{|h dn lïh da xtd. hn fà. ehcsà ld sdyg{hs!

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Eh o`n høg{. ta ytdcng fgsohsïhkga ygnvg ld egocsd{ tah stà hnfhsdsïh…Sgodn`h ltnkd. kha|ha ld atdvg nh{ |sàotnh{ |gahlh{.p da o` fsda|d “ta àkdal`g ld fngsd{|h{“fntpd |t khcdnndsh ydsftohlh![hptnh d{|è ld f`d{|h

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p da dn vhkïg{d etald dn ahvïgda xtd ahvdbhatd{|sg |d{gsg!¨Kgssha |t{ hbth{. {hbshlg sïg.p hfntph hn. |`doyg |t galh ld gsg(



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Nh edsohah

Nh |hsld ydsnàh. ld h}ýndg{ khcdnng{.

otkehkeh sgoèa|`kh:pg. ld{edkeg da nèbsòh{.a`øg kga{da|`lg!

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P o` ohlsd h ng{ lg{ ag{ eh cd{hlg!

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Kha|g h Chsshaxt`nnh

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ta gngs ld khoyg p ta ldmg ld vàg!

P |t{ egocsd{ mûvdad{ xtd dvgkha f`btsh{haòhlh{ ld ta csgakd ha|`btg:xtd {døhnh khoàg h nh v`lhkga otsg{ ld hogs p kgaf`ha}h.

p |t{ egocsd{ v`dmg{. ld khsad lgn`da|d.da lgald eh advhlg |glh nh d{ydsha}h!P dn kgssg ld a`øg{ xtd hktlda hn etds|g yh|s`k`g.dn hnoh s`da|d. fngs`lh. ld{atlh.p chmg nh{ agked{ ld dssha|d{ v`{`gad{òysòda {t{ y`d{ da nh hsdah ld{atlh!



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\t hfèa à{hk`hlg da nh{ ntkeh{ fdcs`nd{.|t vgnta|hl l`nh|hlh da lgoà`g.nh galh v`|hn ld dadsbïh xtd s`bd |t{ gcsh{

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Hcdmh{ }tochlgsh{! Ohï} xtd d{|è bshahalg!

Khak`gad{ h nh |hsld. kthalg {d {tdøh. p kthalgdn ygnvg ld ng{ h{|sg{ ftnbtsh da dn vhkïg…Eh ld cs`nnhs ld atdvg nh oï{|`kh kda|dnnh.s`dnhalg da|sd nh{ hbth{ ldn adogsg{g sïg…

¨[à |ý. Xtd|}hn|dahabg. nh K`tlhl ld nh D{|sdnnh(



8;<

Dn ydsdbsàg

Ynhph{ ld Kda|sghoàs`kh. otnn`lh{

vhahoda|d hn ftsgs ld nh{ d{yhlh{:kga {habsd ld ohs|`s`g ysdvda`lh{:{gagsh{ ld yhnodsh{ ds`}hlh{p knhsh{ ld ntk`àsahbh{ hsl`lh{!

Nh xt`nnh sgoyh dn lgocg ld nh gnh

p {g{`dbtd {t hfèa ygs nh s`cdsh.lgald ta hnch ld ûyhng {d àognhytn{hlh ld ohsòch{ p htsh{ vhbh{…Ng{ a`øg{ mtdbha hn h}hs. {gøhalg.p dn H}hs da {t{ ohag{ ng{ hsstnnh!Kha|h nh otkehketdnh da dn ysgftalgkhoyg. da {t yh} odnûl`kh ld hnldh:

p ta oga|d hnnè {dødsg. fst|dk`lg.chmh h kdø`lh. p v`dad. p nh sgldh.kgsag da ta ndkeg ta csh}g dahsldk`lg…

Oè{ hogs xtd d{|g{ oga|d{ “·da xtà oga|d{7“oè{ oý{`kh{ nh{ hbth{ “·ld xtà sïg{7“

Ynhph{ ld Kda|sghoàs`kh. lgshlh{ld agked p lïh da bdoh{ dftnbda|d{:{habsd p o`dn da nh{ fst|h{ {h}gahlh{:sh}h{ du|à|h{. |`doyg{ `ssdhnd{:p hnnè ygs nh{ sg|tsh{. da sgoy`da|d{.

k`dng{ vhbg{ p vtdng{ ld xtd|}hnd{…



8;4

Hxtï nh etohah ysgnd ahkd p otdsd:hxtï nh etohah ysgnd bòd p {tdøh!D{|g d{ sdhn ¨ge Da{tdøg Ftb`|`vg(

O`shl nh {gocsh da dn ks`{|hn xtd fntpd{gcsd fgalg{ ld {gocsh{ vdslàdbsh{:vdl dn èscgn. nh |gssd. dn {tskg hc`ds|g…¨Ta lïh dn {gn da {t{ d{yhk`g{ lgsh(\hn vd} dn nhcshlgs chmû h nh |s`nnh.p |hn vd}. kga nh{ cstoh{ ld nh htsgsh.

dn ohs odkd hn hogs da {t chsxt`nnh…

¨Ta lïh( ¨Ta lïh( ·Xtà d{ hegsh7



8;6

Ho`bg d{y`s`|thn

shfhdn hsàvhng Ohs|ïad}

¨Ge. |ý ld nh{ yhnhcsh{ xtd lgsh ta {gn gkk`ltgkgog vhbg{ }hf`sg{=|ý. ldn egbhs ht{|dsg. ldn bsh|g ld{hn`øgp dn hldoèa ld ta oï{|`kg ld tah ysgbda`d `nt{|sd…\d lh{ da |t{ chn{èo`kh{ khak`gad{

{` nh \̀ dssh p dn K`dng |d {gasïda.g ag |d lh{… Hoh{ dn edkeg vhagygsxtd ytdld{ edake`lg ld hogs p ld cdnnd}hàdu|àbt`cnd: hoh{ hn L`g{ hskhag.p eh{ etal`lg nh oda|d da ng òyg{`cnd(



8;2

Dn yda{ho`da|g ydsl`lg

Pg |tvd/ ta yda{ho`da|g ld à{y`shk`ûa l`vàh.

{dbtsg kgog ta oga|d p hsltg kgog ta hogsdakdsshch dn o`{|ds`g ld nh galh ohsàh.dn vtdng ld nh{ èbt`nh{. dn b`sg ld nh fngs!

Mhoè{ ntkdsg hnbtag vds|`û ld{ld nh hn|tsh.{gcsd dn d{ktd|g yèshog. oè{ ltnkd knhs`lhl

xtd dn yda{ho`da|g oïg {gcsd o` khsad òytsh.ygs àn chøhlh da nhoyg{ ld hsl`da|d kh{|`lhl!

Chmg {t nt}. dn otalg sdïh da nh hncgshlh.p nh hncgshlh ftd o` egalh ld Lhv`l!¨Ge |dsatsh {à nèbsòh{ ld nh nt} ha`øhlh

mtbhalg da ng{ shkòg{ ohltsg{ ld nh v`l(

Chmg {t nt}. nh `sh ldn hldoèa kstda|gftd edsohah ldn }`{/}h{ hndbsd ld nh eg}:p kthalg l`md ta lïh kga èaòg v`gnda|g=„Pg ag xt`dsg ta ysgl`b`g= od ch{|h ta yda{ho`da|g‟.¨d{|hch ph dn ysgl`b`g |docnèalgod da nh vg}(

H {t dakdal`lh ntocsd “stcï. }hf`sg. lïhkdnd{|d“ `cha nh{ oýn|`ynd{ ftds}h{ ldn C`da p dn Ohn“yhngoh{ p o`nhag{“ kga stocg h nh Hsogaïh.p |glg {d at|sïh ld k`dak`h l`vàhn!



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Hbs`h{ |gsoda|h{ “hbs`h{ kgog ds`}hlh sgkh“

da|sd nh oda|d g{ktsh p dn |gsyd kgsh}ûa:yndbhs`h xtd |d vtdnvd{. hn csg|hs ld nh cgkh.`shktalh cnh{fdo`h g hsl`da|d ohnl`k`ûa:

dafdsodlhl {hbshlh xtd ct{kh ng Hc{gnt|gda atd{|sg {ds dfïodsg. p ag ng ytdld ehnnhs:

hoha|d Ygd{ïh xtd nndvh{ eh{|h dn cst|g|t{ ydsftohlh{ èafgsh{. |t n`s`g. |t h}hehs:

{gyng xtd du|àbtd hn yh{g nh fnhoh ld nh v`lh:û{ktng ld nh [gocsh: fh|ïl`kg vh`vàada|sd ta lïh ft|tsg p tah dlhl ysd|ds`lh:ehocsd ld H}tn: odnûl`kh ag{|hnb`h ldn Dlàa…

\glg chmg nh ntocsd ldn knhsg yda{ho`da|gdsh òytn{g hsoga`g{g. o`dn. ydsnh. vàg. Hcs`n…¨Dn {t{y`sg ld L`g{. xtd hsoga`}hch dn v`da|g.`ch da o` yda{ho`da|g ygs dn v`da|g ld Hcs`n(

ZOàu`kg. 8085_



8;0

Agk|tsag

¨Ge. xtà bsha kgsh}ûa dn kgsh}ûa ldn khoyg

da d{|h agked h}tn p ytsh p sdvdsda|d.|glg nndag ld hogs p ld y`dlhl {hbshlhp ftds}h {tf`k`da|d(

Pg nd d{ktkeg nh|`s p kgoysdalg o` v`lh=od yhsdkd |ha knhsh. |ha ysgftalh. |ha {òynd.

p |`dad kgog dn ohs p dn oga|d ytsg{t shï} da dn |`doyg {todsb`lh…

Pg nd {`da|g nh|`s. p tah galh àdfhcndp kgsl`hn p v`|hn od kgafgs|h.p ag y`da{g xtd {gp ta chssg ldnd}ahcnd.p xtd nh csdbh d{ ltsh p kgs|h!

\glh àxt`d|tl d{ vhah: nh ld{h}ûa {gygs|h“od d{|è l`k`dalg h vgkd{ ta ho`bg à|ds`gs“!Dn oàt|g d{ fngs`lg. {gagsg p ehnhbþdøg:dn kgsh}ûa ldn khoyg |d lhsè {t v`bgsyhsh da|shs da dn ýn|òg {tdøg…



8<9

V`s|tl à|ds`gs

Nndbg hxtï kgog hpds {dak`nnhoda|d:

p da odl`g ld ng{ khoyg{hchalgag o` ktdsyg{gcsd nh e`dsch fèk`n!

A` vgkd{ xtd à|dsstoyha nh {dksd|hkgota`ûa ld nh v`lh:

a` n`csg{ òygada|d{a` dukd{g ld yhnhcsh{!

Ltnkd k`dng g|gøhn {gcsd nh{ khnnd{:dn hbth nòy`h. dn kà{ydl. nh àdfhcnd{dak`nnd} ld nh{ kg{h{:p pg. {à n`bhltsh{.

ct{khalg dn stocg k`ds|gh nh {gocsh ld L`g{ xtd od {t{|da|h!!

P nh dogk`ûa xtd od lhsèa ng{ eèn`|g{ldn cg{xtd. {ha|hoda|d.p dn àu|h{`{ l`vàg ldn {`ndak`g

ldchmg ld ng{ èscgnd{…

Nh agked h}tn od ktcsd:o` fsda|d {d k`sktalhld n`s`g{ p ld d{|sdnnh{.p ahkd o` cgalhl p vh fntpdalg:



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p da nh àxt`d|tl hc{gs|g.{gcsd nh e`dsch |sàotnh.o` kgsh}ûa eto`nld

hoh |glh{ nh{ kg{h{:

p {`da|g edsv`s o` {habsd.p xt`dsg ldsshohsnh.p d{|h v`s|tl kstda|hod vh yts`f`khalg…



8<3

Dn ld{yds|hs

Ph ygs kdnd{|d{ aýodad{ hn}hlg dn ogs|tgs`g

oha|g xtd nh{ ks`h|tsh{ davgnvïh.nh nt} v`dad h nnhohs h ng{ ks`{|hnd{…

\ý xtd sd|gsah{ ld |t {tdøg= hlv`ds|d{` ta ehlh d{xt`vh ldmh da ng{ tocshnd{{hnv`h{ p }hsygnd|h{. g {` v`ds|d

hn y`d ld nh vda|hah.kga {t{ ldlg{ sg{èkdg{ p ytds`nd{.ng{ mtbg{ ld nh hbsd{|d odmgshah.p dn |go`nng ld |glg{ ng{ hcs`nd{!Ygsxtd etdnd otp c`da…

P dn h`sd ytsg.

hn ydad|shs ygs dn chnkûa hc`ds|g.ldsshoh da dn hoc`da|d {do`g{ktsgng{ eòag{ ld ng{ yèmhsg{ ldn etds|g!

Chmg dn èscgn ha|`btg dn hbth {tdah…¨D{ ld lïh( ¨D{ ld lïh(

Eh} |t gshk`ûa. l`{yga|d h nh fhdah.p hnàbsh|d da nh{ kg{h{ eto`nld{. hnoh oïh!



8<;

Nhoda|hk`ûa chnlïh

O` ohn d{ `s h |`da|h{ kga hnoh dahsldk`lh.

k`dbg {à nh}hs`nng chmg dn h}tn ld dadsg:o` ydah. d{|hs h {gnh{ dssha|d da dn {daldsg:p dn ydgs ld o`{ lhøg{. ag kgoysdalds nh v`lh!

O` ohn d{ `s h k`dbh{. h {gnh{ kga o` e`{|gs`h.ehnnhsod hxtï {à|`dalg nh nt} xtd od |gs|tsh

p xtd d{|d kgsh}ûa d{ csh{h |sha{`|gs`hxtd hsld da nh agked ytsh!

P vda`s. {à {hcdsng. |hn vd} ld hnbýa gs`da|dxtd dn hnoh da {t kdbtdsh v`g kgog ta d{ydm`{og.p da ha{`h{ ld nh ktocsd xtd lgsh ta {gn ftnbda|d`s kga fh|hnd{ yh{g{ ehk`h dn fh|hn hc`{og!

Kga |glg. etc`dsh {`lg xt`}è{ ta agcnd doydøgdn duhn|hs o` d{yïs`|t chmg nh |hsld t{|gs`hkgog ta ydsftod {ha|g…Ÿdsg {` dn kgsh}ûa d{ csh{h |sha{`|gs`h(

P {à dochsbg. {`da|g kgog ta ydsdaad hslgsxtd da dn kgoch|d d{|às`n o` mtvda|tl àognh…%¨Ge agked ldn khoàg. vh{|h p {gnh.da odl`g ld nh otds|d p ldn hogs()

ZChsshaxt`nnh. 8096_



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Yhsècgnh ld ng{ v`hmdsg{

Ygs nh nnhatsh hntkàha|d

l`nh|h ha{`g{g nh{ yty`nh{=ct{kh dn {dsdag h}tn ld nh ktocsd shl`ha|dp hn}h nh{ ohag{ à|shaxt`nh{…Àn eh kst}hlg nh{ fngsd{|h{:sdbû {t {habsd da dn {daldsgchmg dn hslgs ld nh ohøhah…

Ohïa dn Khchnndsgp Khy`|èa ld tah o`n`k`h etohah!

P vh h ct{khs dn ctda khoàgygsxtd da nh n`}h |doyshahd{|às`n ftd {t mtvda|tl!¨Ge ld{gnhlg ydsdbsàg.

vh{g ld haedng{. sg{h ld àxt`d|tl(

Ohïa

Ctda edsohag. ctda khoàha|d=·h lûald vh{ ygs |t {daldsg7

Dn odskhlds

[`doysd hldnha|d p hldnha|d!Oè{ hnnè ld ng{ egs`}ga|d{ehnnhsà ydsnh{. gsg. ynh|h!



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Ohïa

Doydøg vhag= |s`{|d doydøg

xtd ta {gyng fsïg ld{chsh|h.chskg ld d{ytoh. hnh ld {tdøg…

%Ècsd{d |glh nh nnhatshda {daldsg{ àhlvds|`lg{.Nh nàld vdnh atcd g{ktsh!

\`docnha ng{ èscgnd{ da nh l`{|hak`h.p ygs dn v`da|g {hktl`lg{lha h nh d{|dyh {t fshbhak`h)!

Ohïa

Ctda edsohag. ctda khoàha|d=

·h lûald btïh |t khoàg7

Dn d{yg{g

[`doysd hldnha|d p hldnha|d!Dn Hogs d{ o` ha|gskeh p nh {habsd o` vàg!

Ohïa

Dn Hogs… [` ag d{ cdnnh oda|`shxtd ag{ gft{kh p ag{ duhn|h.|sdod da nh ktocsd h}tn kthn tah y`sh

¨p nh ktocsd d{ |ha hn|h(



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%Ygs {gcsd dn nnhag ygnvgs`da|gstdlh tah du|shøh. hnbhshcïh:{gslg stogs l`nh|h dn v`da|g

da nh o`|hl ldn knhsg lïh!Kgog yèmhsg{ du|shv`hlg{vhbha ng{ egocsd{: |glg{ vha{à`d{|shoda|d hntkàhlg{|sh{ nh fh|`bh p dn hfèa)!

Ohïa

¨Ge ctda edsohag khoàha|d(·H lûald vh{ ygs |t vdsdlh7

Dn ygd|h

[`doysd hldnha|d p hldnha|d!Da o`{ ohag{ fngsdkd dn n`s`g!O` `nt{`ûa d{ h}tn p o` da{tdøg ld {dlh!

Ohïa

Ct{kh{ nh d{yàh ldn ohs|`s`g…Da dn cg{xtd òyh{`cnd |t gs`fnhoh {d dasdlh.p…

%Dn {gn {t{ shpg{ hogs|`bth!Chmh nh |hsld h nh nnhatsh.

lgn`da|d. nïv`lh p du`bth.



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p nh du|da{`ûa chmg {t{ cd{g{d{ oè{ g{ktsh. oè{ g{ktsh…)

Ohïa

¨Ge ctda edsohag khoàha|d(·H lûald. l`. |t{ yh{g{ btïhnh knhsh ha|gskeh ld |t fd7

Dn hyû{|gn

[`doysd hldnha|d p hldnha|d!O` |s`bg {`docsg |glg dn lïh.ydsg ehk`h lûald vgp. ag {à!

Ohïa

\ý. kgog pg. da dn nhcdsà|gld d{|h nnhatsh ld{gnhlh.chmg nh nt} ldn {gn ph du|à|gct{kh{ nh {dalh hoyn`h p {dbtshp ag vd{ ahlh… ·Ag vd{ ahlh7

%Da nh ydatocsh |docngsg{hygs ta {daldsg l`vdsbda|dkhlh ydsdbsàg {d hndmh!Nh agked àvhld ph dn gs`da|d!Yh{h ta hak`hag xtd {dodmh.

ygs nh fh|`bh xtd nd da hskh.dn bthslhlgs ld nh vdslhl:



8<5

{t{ ltnkd{ ohag{ ld yh|s`hskh|`docnha ld egssgs p ld ha{`dlhl!)

Ohïa

Ctda hak`hag. ctda khoàha|d=·xtà st|h{ nndvh{. xtà ld{|àg7

Dn hak`hag

[`doysd hldnha|d p hldnha|d!O` khcd}h. chmg {t{ a`dvd{.ehk`h nh |`dssh ltsh àknàg.p…

Ohïa

Ct{kg nh nt}. dn ctda khoàg=·xt`dsd{ ldk`sod {t{ {døhnd{7

Dn hak`hag

Ng davtdnvd |glg da`boh g{ktsg!D{|g{ {daldsg{ {ga fh|hnd{!

Ohïa

·P oè{ hnnè ldn v`hmd ltsg.

ag d{|è tah bst|h da nh oga|høhlgald yglhog{ ld{kha{hs7



8<0

Dn hak`hag

Vh{ da yg{ ld ta o`shmd xtd dabhøh!

Ohïa

·P |glg{ ng{ khoàg{7

Dn hak`hag

¨Lha hn ohs(

%Ehp ta {`ndak`g yhvgsg{g…Ygs nh nnhatsh ld{gnhlhng{ ydsdbsàg{ {à sdyg{gph ag vda ahlh… ag vda ahlh…

Vha h |`da|h{. da vàs|`bg haednha|d.p. l`nh|halg nh{ yty`nh{.dn hnoh nha}ha hldnha|d.p hn}ha nh{ ohag{ à|shaxt`nh{…)



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Dn d{ydmg

·O` !agocsd7 \dabg otkeg{= khak`ûa. ngktsh. haedng!

·O` hkk`ûa7 V` ta hvd edalds nh |hsld. edalds dn k`dng…Ct{xtà {t etdnnh p {gasdï nngshalg.p dn |`doyg ftd o`{ ïoyd|t{ lgohalg!

·Nh {ïa|d{`{7 Ag {d {tyg= ta lïh fdktalhsà nh dshlgald od {docshsèa! Lga Ahl`d! Ta egocsd! Ta ngkg! Ahlh!

Tah {gocsh àxt`d|ha|d p yh{hmdsh!Ta gl`g! Ta bs`|g! Ahlh! Ahlh!

¨Ge ld{ysdk`g. ge sdakgs. ge fts`h. ge shc`h(Nh v`lh d{|h ld {gnd{ l`hldohlh…



848

Dn kàktda|ûa

fshbOda|g

Kha|hs d{ {ds {ï o`{og!

ydds bpa|

Stc`g ftnbgs ld nèoyhsh ytn`lh

kgabsdbh da |gsag mtvda`nd{ fsda|d{.o`da|sh{ xtd h fèk`n l`vhbhs kgav`lhksdyý{ktng ld d{|sdnnh{ àoàda|d{!

Chøh nh nt} da {t cgalhl l`{ksd|hotdnnd{ hnfgocsh{ ld ta h}tn ohske`|g.p da dn otsg ysgngabh {t {`ntd|h

Y{`xt`{ shl`ha|d da nh v`s|tl ldn o`|g!

P da {dvdsh p kgsl`hn d{|ha|dsïh“glsd{ ld egbhøg yhsh vàg{ v`dmg{“ng{ n`csg{ ld òydsfdk|h {òd|sïhl`kda {t bngs`h da yèn`lg{ sdfndmg{:

Yïalhsg. kgoyn`khlg ld ndpdalh{:Hahksdga|d. ld {da`nd{ csïg{:[ûksh|d{. xtd otdvd {t{ gfsdalh{stocg h Cdnàa ygs `bagshlg{ sïg{:

Ntk`hag. ldkhlda|d p d{ydk`g{g:\`ctng. da o`dnd{ ïa|òh{ kga{|ha|d:



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Ynht|g. xtd cstød dn oýs`kd ysdk`g{gld nh `nt{|sd kha|dsh: Gv`l`g hoha|d:

V`sb`n`g. oh|àhn: Lha|d. xtd àxt`dsd|sh}g{ ld nh kdnd{|d bdgod|sïh:Kdsvha|d{. xtd ch|hnnh p {tfsd p otdsdsdknàhlg da {t ndkeg ld `sgaïh…

%¨Ge {hc`g kgsh}ûa xtd nh|d à|dsag

da ndvd d{|tked ld ysgn`mh{ fgsoh{(¨Damhocsd ld gsg ld stogs fsh|dsagxtd l`g hn damhocsd nh{ htbt{|h{ agsoh{()

H nh d{|hak`h ld |gag{ ogs|dkàg{.{gagsh ph ld kàkdnhlg{ vds{g{.p xtd kgamta|h dfntv`g{ khoyd{àg{

da nh{ cs`{h{ hnïbdsh{ l`{yds{g{.

nndbh. sdabtdhalg dn kàktda|ûa! Hknhoh{t dbsdb`g agocsd ld{cgslhlg kgsg!\`àald{d da dn l`vèa! Nïv`lh nnhohyhsdkd hslds da {t{ {gs|`mh{ ld gsg!

[ga {t{ ohag{ ld |sèb`kg ld{bgakd.ohag{ fsïh{. {dvdsh{. d{ydk|shn d{:p ―ta hksd {gasdïs òysòd hn csgakdld {t sg{|sg fh|`bh{ g|gøhnd{!

P {` kga |gag{ vhbg{ p sdo`{g{ahssh tah e`{|gs`h àý|`n p kstda|h.



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{d v`{ntocsh da {t{ gmg{ àldk`{g{ld hogs|`bthlg hslgs nh nnhoh nda|h…

K`sg. lgakdn ld yhsdkds hytd{|gxtd dn ld ta ha|`btg yhnhlïa dvgkh.kga cnhalg ehcnhs p kga ogsg{g bd{|gdn yds{th{`vg l`{ktss`s ysgvgkh=

“P vg{ lga Kdn{g Pèød} p B`shnlg.

·xtà |hn7“Ph vd`{= d{|h ohnl`|h y`dsah…Ydsg hxtï {d d{|è c`da… %otdnnd sd{yhnlg)xtd da |gsag fntpd mtvda|tl d|dsah!

Ysdkhs`h mtvda|tl nh xtd ktnoàhkgog da |`doyg ld g|gøg dn khoyg vdsld.

p h ng{ |sdà|h høg{ |`àad{d p ldknàhp da nh |docngah hak`ha`lhl {d y`dsld!

¨Ge. ag ytdld ogs`s( Dnnh l`ftaldv`bgs ydsdaad h ta s`|og dakhldahlg:da khlh à{|ha|d dfïodsg |sha{ftald

hnbg d|dsahn dn hnoh ldn yh{hlg!

·V`{|d`{ dn ohs ld nûcsdbh ygsfïhda {t ydsdaa`lhl hntkàha|d7·P dn |s`bg v`{|d`{ ohltshs ta lïhp g|sg ld{ytà{. da {tkd{`ûa kga{|ha|d7



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Nh galh ahlh oè{. nh d{y`bh ndvd.oýlha{d ha|d ng{ gmg{ ldn ygd|h!Dn s`|og d{ d{dak`hn…

Chmg nh a`dvd.{` gktn|h {høh o` lgbhn hys`d|h.{` dn ktdsyg bòd da nh{ agk|tsah{ |g{d{.„nh V`lh “y`da{g kga dn bsha yhbhag“kthn nh ha|gskeh da ng{ mtdbg{ ld ng{ l`g{d{

yh{h ld ohag da ohag‟…

Ag ldn kdnd{|d egsû{kgyg dn d{|`bohct{xtà`{! |docnhalg da nh fhnh} d{kgs`ha` ha|d ng{ adbsg{ gmg{ ldn Da`bohnngsà`{ {gcsd nh khsad |sha{`|gs`h.

¨{àg kdø`l hn hnoh l`hldohlhldn `ldhn nh |ýa`kh àkga{ý|`n.htaxtd sàlè`{ h nh è{ydsh mgsahlhkgog Ydds Bpa| nh mtvda|tl àý|`n(

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844

Nh v`dmh khak`ûa

\doh= Nh mtvda|tl d{ kgog ta cdnng

n`csg ld ktda|g{ ld ehlh{ g ld e`{|gs`h{edsg`kh{. xtd nddog{ kga dogk`ûa.

hn khngs ld atd{|sh !ïa|òh egbtdsh…

Kthalg nh egbtdsh {d eh du|àbt`lg p dn

n`csg {d hkhch. ·xtà ehkds {àg {t{y`shs7

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·Xtà eh ld ehkds dn xtd `bagsh dn ld{|àg.nh sh}ûa ld {t yha p {t vàg.p nh knhvd ld g{ktsg hvh|hs7

Kgog dn aûsl`kg sdp ys`{`gadsgld nh v`dmh khak`ûa ldn |sgvdsg.d{ydshs… d{ydshs… d{ydshs…

@@

\hn vd} csàld ta kga{tdng h {t{ kt`|h{.da nh |hsld ld ygoyh{ ohske`|h{.nh vda|hah xtd d{|è fsda|d hn ohs=

|hn vd} ytdlh da ha|`btg vgntodaktpg{ |sh}g{ ng{ {`bng{ d{ftoda.

l`vhbhs… l`vhbhs… l`vhbhs…



846

@@@

Da g|gøg ld sgakg{ hkda|g{

xtd kga nýbtcsd{ ytøg{ v`gnda|g{da nh{ agked{ xtdcsha|h dn yàhs.

ytdld hkh{g ygs {dalh{ ld bngs`hoè{ hnnè ld {t yh|s`h p {t e`{|gs`hhoctnhs… hoctnhs… hoctnhs…

@V

[` ehkd fsïg da nh {hnh ld{`ds|h.da|gsahalg h {t yh{g nh ytds|hp hssgmhalg ta ctda ndøg hn egbhs.

àn yglsè kgog ta sdp ldn gs`da|dhn àfntmg ldn n`csg {hy`da|d.ldn`shs!… ldn`shs… ldn`shs…

V

P fàb`s xtd da|sd ket{oh cshvïh.ld sdog|h{ dlhld{. ta lïhftd ta kh{|`nng sgxtdsg h d{khnhs=

p xtd v`dsga h|ûa`|g{ gmg{tah d{yhlh da|sd etohag{ ld{ygmg{

kà|`nhs… kà|`nhs… kà|`nhs…



842

V@

G oè{ c`da xtd da nh yh} ld nh v`lh.

ygs nh {dalh ld nhtsg{ otnn`lh.ftd tah stc`h ysàkd{h h ct{khs…

O`n nhakdsg{ fgsohcha kgegs|d…%P dn yhnhk`g xtdlhch ehk`h dn ags|d.fsda|d hn ohs… fsda|d hn ohs… fsda|d hn ohs…

V@@

Oh{ ·xtà ehkds kthalg dn n`csg kgakntpd7·Kthalg dn {tdøg fhnh} {d l`ntpd7·Kthalg otdsd nh nt} ldn egbhs7

[ûng sd{|h dn sdkts{g yg{|sdsg=kgog dn aûsl`kg sdp ys`{`gadsg.{t{y`shs… {t{y`shs… {t{y`shs…



845

Khsctakng{

Ag dafngshsè |t agocsd ta vds{g vhag

a` da|sd ng kg|`l`hag `sè{ ydsl`lh!Ta vhsga`n {`ndak`g! Ta bgkd hskhag!p ygs o` yda{ho`da|g {gcdshagehkds oè{ egalh p {da{thn |t v`lh!

He. kûog da dn hogs d{|è{ hsl`lh=

{d vh da|sdhcs`dalg dn hnednï ld ta cd{gda |t cgkh. ld oýs`kd |dø`lh.p ld{atlh p advhlh|t khsad h o` ldnd`|d ftd gfsdalhlh!

·Xtà mhslïa {d |d àtalh {` od nngsh{7O` hogs ·ag d{ nh kndy{`lsh ld |t{ egsh{7

·Da |t{ nhc`g{ ag o`dnh dn kgn`csï=nh v`lh mta|g h oï ag d{ oè{ da{tdøg.oè{ |shbdl`h nh v`lh mta|g h |`7

Ktèa nàlg dn y`d |ha èb`n p ydxtdøg…

Ph da nh ysgy`k`h g{kts`lhl. ld{atlh|t khsad |`docnh p nèabt`lh od gysòd=lgn`da|d p }hehsdøgbs`|h o` kgsh}ûa= „¨[` d{|è ld{atlh(‟¨Ktèa nàlg dn y`d. |ha èb`n p {dldøg.ktèa |`c`g dn ot{ng(… He. ltdøh ld |t ltdøg=

dn hogs ftd o` yhs|d l`{yda{hlhda dn fd{|ïa ld {gocsh{ ld nh ahlh…



840

Egp xt`dsg {gnh}hsod da |t |dsatshkgog da nh{ htsh{ xtd dochn{hoh dn edagnh agked ldn {hetods`g oga|d{àg!

¨Ta cd{g h |t vhsûa. o` edocsh òytsh(Lgso`s ld{ytà{ da |t sdlgalg {dag|t {dag cnhakg ld èy`kd h}tnàg…



869

Dn vdscg àatodshcnd

@

chcdn

Kthalg nh{ {gocsh{ fntpda chmg nh nt} d|dsahldn ksdyý{ktng. p vtdnha da hsbda|àg{ ehkd{ld ng hn|g ld nh{ |gssd{. hnïbdsg{. ftbhkd{. @ng{ eòag{ kgakds|hlg{ „hl àkda{to ntkdsah‟.

g`bg. kthn {` csg|hsha ld nýbtcsd k`{|dsah. !.vgkhcng{ àhsoûa`kg{. nnhoho`da|g{ v`vhkd{h xtd ahl`d sd{ygald. p dyï|d|g{ ysgkhkd{kgog sgm`}g{ nhoyg{ ld nh yh{`ûa à|dsah…

P ag kgoysdalg ahlh! Bgnydha da o` gïlg

yhnhcsh{ dsshctalh{ “„stogsd{ {à {da|`lgld h|sgydnnhlh{ gnh{ da |ýsc`lh ohsdh‟…

P dn kgsh}ûa ldohalh. ld{ld {t kèskdn sgmh.ta à{y`shlg à|àsysd|d xtd dn |totn|g sdkgmhp là h nh{ vgkd{ oýn|`ynd{ ta s`|og p tah `ldh…

@@nh @a|dsysd|hK@ûa

Ld{ytà{. {gcsd dn yàèktng lgald dn hnkgs ktnoàh%¨Kgochlg. |`c`g {dag ld tah ld`lhl phkda|d()

g`bg dn stogs “„yds{`{|d. yds{`{|d cnhalhoda|d‟“.p {t v`s|tl sdkûal`|h o` d{yïs`|t hl`vàh=



868

D{ Odldnnïa. xtd hn}halg {t knèo`ld nh|àhp dn ètsdg kd|sg. docs`èbh{d kga {habsd ldn yga`da|d.p da|gah ta {ga ctsnd{kg p ta kèa|`kg fdsv`da|d

o`da|sh{ nd otnnd ta ndkeg nh {gocsh p {d sdknàh…

D{ Odldnnïa “dn ftdbg p dn ptaxtd ha|d nh ohag.nh{ {dktnhsd{ ynha|h{ da nòg kg|`l`hagp ng{ h}tnd{ gmg{ knhvhlg{ da nh hn|tsh“

xtd l`kd hn à|ds vhbg. kga vdscg àatodshcnd{t{ ïoyd|t{ kgaft{g{. {t {tdøg. {t àdfhcndysdød}. p nh fh|`bh ld {t nhcgs g{ktsh!

ZKdss`|g ldn Khsoda. Bth|dohnh. 808<_



863

[gp kgog H{kha`g…

[da|ï stb`s nh dav`l`h. p da|sd nh agked g{ktsh

dnnh hohsbû ta à{|ha|d ng{ fst|g{ ld o` v`lh:oh{ hn}g cshvhoda|d o` nèoyhsh ysdal`lhp |stdkg da knhsh{ o`dnd{ o` egssgs p o` hohsbtsh!

Xtd dn dav`l`g{g e`dsh! [t o`{og bgnyd htbtshdn kha|g ld nh hngalsh xtd da|sd o` ydkeg ha`lh…

Pg. |sh{ dn bgnyd. k`øg nh yýsytsh dakdal`lh.p {à xtd o` sdhnd}h. nh yndcdpd} |gs|tsh!

P da{hpg o` {gas`{h “¨nh dxt`vgkh p l`{ksd|h(“yhsh da{døhs hn }hf`g xtd. ygs v`s|tl {dksd|h.nh fngs ldn hnoh oïh kga{dsvh {t ydsftod:

p xtd hta davtdn|g da nnhoh{ ygs nh yh{`ûa hs|dsh.{gp kgog H{kha`g. dn eàsgd ld sý|`n khcdnndshxtd hsld da sgm`}g ftdbg… ÿdsg ag {d kga{tod(



86;

Khak`ûa ldn`sha|d

Kgsg=

Ag{g|sg{ {gog{ ng{ ldn`sha|d{.ng{ ldn`sha|d{ ld nh yh{`ûa=vdl atd{|sh{ vhbh{ etdnnh{ dssha|d{.p da atd{|sh{ ohag{ fdcs`k`|ha|d{sgmh{ y`n|shfh{ ld kgsh}ûa!

Hcs`l. xtd nndbha ng{ |sh{etoha|d{ld tah `bagshlh. otdnnd D{|hoctn!·H xtà nh{ ftbh{ hntkàha|d{.{` ehp |sh{ nh{ hslth{ ktocsd{ l`{|ha|d{ng{ o`{og{ ohsd{ dn o`{og h}tn7

Ng{ docstmhlg{=

Lgngs… }g}gcsh… Ytds|h{ hc`ds|h{=nh ohsèthah. nh |da|hk`ûa…¨K`dng{ h}tnd{ p hnh{ hc`ds|h{(Ygs vhbg{ ohsd{ ld galh{ àk`ds|h{vhbh dn d{xt`fd ld nh `nt{`ûa:

nh{ v`dmh{ v`ld{ d{|èa ld{`ds|h{‟otdvd fha|h{oh{ dn kgsh}ûa.p…

Ng{ àvds|`lg{=

Vdl atd{|sh{ ýnkdsh{ da khsad v`vh.xtd d{ktdkd dn è{ydsg {gyng ldn ohs=



86<

Ftd atd{|sh ygcsd khsad kht|`vhld tah adfhalh ld`lhl hk|`vh.xtd ng{ stcgsd{ vdlha agocshs!

Kgsg=

Ag{g|sg{ {gog{ ng{ ldn`sha|d{.ng{ ldn`sha|d{ ld nh yh{`ûa:vdl atd{|sh{ vhbh{ etdnnh{ dssha|d{.

p da atd{|sh{ ohag{ fdcs`k`|ha|d{sgmh{ y`n|shfh{ ld kgsh}ûa!



864

[dbtalh khak`ûa ldn`sha|d

\shnhsï nhsè nhsï

|shnhsè nhsï nhsè…

Hn hogs dn hnoh. vh{g ld |dsatsh{:hn khsoïa ldn lïh. nh hngalsh {gnhs:nt} ld d{|sdnnh{ knhsh{ h nh{ n`sh{ ytsh{:hsoga`to d àk`da{g hn hn|hs…

·P h o` hfèa du|shøg. ld dxtïvgkg haedng.h o` sgakh p |s`{|d ld{d{ydshk`ûa7=·Ta nhtsdn halsûbàg7 ·Nh y`dlhl ld ta vdng7·G dn kèshcg ngkg ld o` kgsh}ûa7

\shnhsï nhsï nhsè

|shnhsè nhsè nhsï…

Kga yhvgs o` khsad stbd {t{ ngktsh{!O` hnoh da d{d stb`s vh!Ld |ha|g{ stb`lg{ da agked{ g{ktsh{ag g`bg ahlh… ahlh… \shnhsï nhsè…

P od hcsh{g da nnhoh{ ld nýbtcsd haedng.da tah bg}g{h ld{d{ydshk`ûa…

Oh{ ta lïh… ¨ta lïh nndbhsà eh{|h dn k`dngkga nh{ nnhohshlh{ ld o` kgsh}ûa(



866

Khak`ûa {à og|`vg

Kga o` da{tdøg ld cstoh{. kga |t knhsg stcï

¨ge |hsld(. d{|gp da |` p d{|h{ da oï.ygs o`nhbsg{h d ïa|òh ft{`ûa…Ha|d{ ldn bsha {`ndak`g ld nh{ d{|sdnnh{. l`=·ld xtà l`vàh oda|d. fgsohog{ nh `nt{`ûa7

Ygs o` da{tdøg ld cstoh{. ygs |t knhsg stcï

¨ge |hsld otlh p cdnnh(. bòd o` kgsh}ûa!



862

Kgsh}ûa

\ý. kgsh}ûa fngs`lg.

sgmg fhahn da o` ydkeg dakdal`lg.kgèbtng cdsodmg. sg{hn ld yh{`ûa=|ý. o` kgsh}ûa. ta lïh {dsè{ v`dmg!

\t s`|og ld galhld! {gyng{ ld cs`{h{ ld etds|g{ ld hcs`n.

|t !gngs ld d{dak`h ld fsgalh.|t |s`{|d hogs. |t ïoyd|t ytds`n.

|glg ng hyhbhsè kga ohag cnhalhdn |`doyg. ld xt`da dsd{ ta kht|`vg:p phkdsè{ da kèskdn o`{dshalh.hskûa dueht{|g. otds|g {tydsv`vg!

P |t odnglïh à|dsah.|t nýcs`kg hslgs du|shv`hlg.|t sgakg {ga ld k`{|dsah.ph da|gakd{ ehcsèa yh{hlg!

He. kgsh}ûa fngs`lg.sgmg fhahn da o` ydkeg dakdal`lg.kgèbtng cdsodmg. sg{hn ld yh{`ûa…He. o` kgsh}ûa…He. o` kgsh}ûa…

Z[ha Ha|ga`g. \duh{. 8038_



865

D{yhk`g… |`doyg…

Pg |shmd nh v`{`ûa ld o`{ khoyg{ ah|`vg{

h nh gs`nnh ldn ohs.p nh {da|ï cgsshs{d. p |tvd ta khngfsïgld v`lh p otds|d!

Pg |shmd nh v`{`ûa ld tah hbth l`nh|hlh:p da nh gs`nnh ldn ohs ! !

v` |ha kgaft{g dn nïo`|d yg{|sdsg ld nh |`dssh!!xtd |tvd ta khngfsïgld v`lh p otds|d!

P {tyd xtd dn ysàk`y`g p dn fà oïgag ohskha nh{ fsga|dsh{ a` d{|h|tpda ng{ |`doyg{.p hysdalï nh v`s|tl ldn vhnnd p ld ng{ nàbhog{.

p {d nndaû ld d{yïs`|t nh hsk`nnh ld o` khsad!

L`nh|halg nh v`{|ho`sà da sdlgs nh àoda{`lhl {hbshlh.kgog dn egocsd xtd {tcd da|sd nh agkedh nh ktocsd oè{ hn|h!

P xt`{d ehcnhs… p dn fèk`n ogvò`da|gld o`{ nhc`g{ kga|tvd¨kgog {` dn ysgfds`s tah yhnhcshftdsh |hn vd} o` otds|d(



860

Nh kh{gah

[d ds`bd da nh k`tlhl tah oha{`ûa ht{|dsh

p dn lgocg xtd nh ktcsd ph d{ fýnb`lh gcnhk`ûa…·Gï{|d`{. ld ng{ ytsg{ nhc`g{ da nh yshldsh.xtd d{h ogshlh. ta lïh. ftd ta bshag ld `nt{`ûa7

G kgog cstoh{ sg|h{ xtd vhbha ygs dn k`dng.ftd ta etog ld nh oda|d= ftd aàctnh p kdalhn:

oh{ kthalg hn fà da hk|g {d ldfà`û dn haedng.nh ognd v`k|gs`g{h {tsb`û ld ng @ssdhn!

·Xtà yýb`nd{ nh hn}hsga7 ·Xtà kèa|`kg{ ld eh}høh{ld {t{ kò`da|g{ egalg{ {d dndvha h g h}tn7·Xtà agcnd ohag òyt{g nh ftds}h da {t{ da|shøh{xtd ohag {thvd hygs|h ng{ ûndg{ p nh nt}7

Ehk`h dn ysòhs`g òytn{g nha}hl dn yda{ho`da|g…Kgog o`shalg hn à|ds {d hegalh da {t }hf`s=kgoysdaldsà`{ da|gakd{ xtd dn ytn{g ldn à|da|g“dn bdsoàhn ysgyû{`|g“. {d {`da|d hýa nh|`s!

Ng{ egocsd{ xtà ds`b`dsga nh kh{h da {t hslda|ïh.{ga ygnvg ph. {ga {gocsh{ ldn hssdk`lg hpds:ydsg {t |sh}g daàsb`kg ydsltsh |glhvïh.p da oûv`nd{ f`btsh{ ng{ vdog{ sdahkds=

Hkh{g. da bstyg ho`bg. l`ctmda nh `nt{gs`h

{`ntd|h ld nh fècs`kh. xtd kthmh da ng fgsohn:



829

|hn vd}. dahsldk`lg{ ld ta ha{`h ydsda|gs`h.nh o`sda ph. fdktalh. ohbaïf`kh p kgsl`hn:

G hkh{g da ng{ à{goa`g{. hn b`sg ldn ntkdsg.kthalg dn hncgs ldn lïh. g h ntocsd{ ld kda`|.h {t `nt{`ûa nd ohsxtda ld{|àg p ldssg|dsgp d{ksïchand tah doysd{h xtd vhph hn ygsvda`s…

@@Tag. ldn bd{|g ysûkds. ld nh o`shlh dalsàhxtd gc{dld kgog dn hbth ld ta sïg h kga|shnt}.{døhnhsè ygs stocg nh egsh l`hoha|àh…¨P dn ygnvg ld ng{ høg{ ag nh ld{nt{|sh hýa(

Da nh à`k`hn fhnhabd xtd ds`bd nh ogshlh.àn d{ dn hslò`da|g xtd kthmh ph da hkk`ûa.p gygad hn {gyng stlg ldn nòcg ld nh Ahlhdn ïoyd|t ldn hnoh kòcshalg da dn h`sûa!

Vh. |sàotnh da {t {habsd. nh nt} ldn {gn t{|gs`h:

vh ytn{g ld kda|dnnh{: vh vàs|`bg ldn ohs…·Dn {tdøg etohag. nòy`g ld gs`bàhn d{kgs`h.ng ktcs`sèa ld e`dng nh{ ohag{ ldn H}hs7

Äg( [tdøg xtd ph d{ gcsh ag d{ lhslg xtd ag hnkha}h!Egocsd{ xtd ag kgafïda. {ga cs`}ah{ da vh`vàa!

¨Dgà( “khak`ûa ld hn`da|g v`csh da nh nga|haha}hldn \`doyg p dn D{yhk`g… ¨Dgà( ¨Dgà( ¨Dgà(



828

P hn l`{|dalds ng{ oý{ktng{ da ta shy|g v`gnda|g{gcsd nh y`dlsh àèaòd p hn}hs nh Ftalhk`ûa.da ehcnh{ ysdotsg{h{

|hn vd} g`sè fnt`s dn ngkg v`da|g=

“¨Kûog ehp da dn hslò`da|gotalg{ xtd d{ydsha hsoga`}hk`ûa(

@@@Dn g|sg “ta |sh}g ht{|dsg p ta Atoda yda{h|`vg.kdø`lh ph nh fsda|d ld hnmûfhs ld nh dlhl“.ha|d dn lgngs etohag {dsè ta hogs vg|`vg.nh oda|d xtd tabd |glg kga ûndg ld y`dlhl!

Ha|høg “da g|sg ha|høg“ kgog ta |d{gsg hslïh{t ydkeg: h {t{ {da|`lg{. dn h`sd dsh ta nhýlxtd hn yh{g ld nh{ egsh{ nngshch odnglïh.kgog nh{ hsyh{ cïcn`kh{ {t{yda{h{ ldn {hý}!

Oh{ |glg fntpd hn s`|og ldn bshag ld nh hsdah:

ta {gyng ednhlg |stakh ng{ fst|g{ da hbsh}!¨Ge. bgkd ld nh v`lh( ¨Nh khsad d{ |t fhndah.p |ý dsd{ {gnhoda|d sdnèoyhbg ftbh}(

Ph ag d{ hskûa ld nt} dn ydkeg hsl`lg=da nh dftnbdak`h

ld {t{ khsctakng{eh h|hsldk`lg!



823

Ag hltnh dn htsh dssha|d. ld |ýa`kh n`bdsh:dn {htkd ha|`btg {ûng ftd ta {tdøg ldn mhslïa:p dn |s`bg khaldhn!: lgshlg ld xtòdsh.

nh eg} ld ng{ ksdyý{ktng{ ng {`dbh da dn kgafïa!

P hkh{g d{ktkeh dn ysûkds. hn |tocg ldn ogoda|g.{t{y`sg{ ld hogs nýbtcsd xtd vha h nh du|da{`ûa.p l`kd ltnkdoda|d nh cs`{h ld {t hn`da|g=

“¨Kûog ehp da dn {da|ò`da|gotalg{ xtd d{ydsha hsoga`}hk`ûa(

@V

P dn g|sg. ld hnoh aï|`lh. {dbtsh. ph sdb`lh.

l`sè kgog dn F`nû{gfg= Vdslhl d{ ng xtd d{: p da{døhsè da nh{ fgsoh{ oè{ hn|h{ ld nh v`lh. Wxtd hslgs p hogs {ga }tog{ ld oï{|`kh docs`hbtd}!

L`sè xtd kthalg dn hnch ld d{h vdslhl hyta|h.{` hogs g hslgs h{tod ng k`ds|g g ng fhnh}

ta yda{ho`da|g knhsg kgog e`ng ld gsg mta|hng{ oûltng{ p hys`d|h nh{ fgsoh{ da ta eh}!

P dftal`sè da {t hnoh ta nhoyg v`vg p ytsg=dn xtd da l`vàh{ sèfhbh{ dftald da dn Dlàa:dn nhoyg xtd. ygs kòh ldn yhagshoh g{ktsg.

ehkd o`shs l`{|à|g{ ld d{dak`h dn Ohn p dn C`da!



82;

P {d l`sè h {ï o`{og. {à nngsg a` nhoda|g.ld ta aòcg ld |s`{|d}h kdø`lh nh sh}ûa=

“¨Kûog ehp da dn yda{ho`da|gotalg{ xtd d{ydsha hsoga`}hk`ûa(

V

H{ï. kga |s`ynd d{yïs`|t. ftd hn}hlh nh Kh{gah=ld ïoyd|t{ p fdsvgsd{ p knhsh nt} oda|hn!Dn khoyg xtd dnnh {`docsh ph ta {`bng ng {h}gah![t{ dsh{ ld `nt{`ûa {ga fst|g bdsoàhn!

Dn v`hlgs xtd yh{h kga|doynh {à fh|`bh.bshchlh {gcsd dn otsg p dn lgocg xtd nh hcs`bh.

ygs vïv`lg{ kàkdnd{ ld ftdbg. tah ndkk`ûa=„Ng xtd ehp da dn hslò`da|g.ng xtd ehp da dn {da|ò`da|g.ng xtd ehp da dn yda{ho`da|g.ng {toh p hsoga`}h {ûng d{|d vdscg= hKK@ûa‟!

nha}hLh hn |@dOyg

Ldn èoc`|g eha {gynhlg vda|`{kh{… Sgmh{ Fts`h{nh yh|s`h da{habsda|hcha h f`ng ld {dbts…¨C`da ehpha ng{ xtd v`dsga. sh{bhalg nh{ kda|ts`h{.

da dn kgafïa ld Oàu`kg ktèa knhsg d{|è dn H}ts(



82<

C`da ehph nh Kh{gah ygs dnng{ h{da|hlh{gcsd nh sgkh v`sbda. kthalg dn ha|`btg hncgs!¨Nggs h ng{ xtd gygada hn !nòcg ld nh Ahlh

nh hkk`ûa ld da|shøh{ nïoy`lh{. xtd d{ fgsoh ldn Hogs(

ZOàu`kg. hcs`n/ohpg. 80;<_



824

Da nh otds|d ldn ygd|h

%|shbdL@h bsg|d[Kh! p [@a [da|@Lg)

%Vhs`hk`ûa)

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Nh hctdnh ehcïh yglhlg dn etds|g!

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