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Xm`otln Zkrns 28=>
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Mo motdkikjy ka wr`t`oj by Blon`jk ^MAL‐s
Xrkalss`komi Zr`t`oj mon Ln`t`oj Vtunlots
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Xm`otln Zkrns 28=> `s Fkpyr`jdt © 28=> Blon`jk ^MAL
Blon`jk ^MAL=61 CfFrml Vtrllt,Blon`jk Q@F 6<<8
^lilpdkol7 =688 <<> 2>4
www.blon`jktmal.lnu.mu
Fkpyr`jdt `s rltm`oln by `on`v`numi mutdkrs. ^dl ckrmi r`jdts ka tdlmutdkrs dmvl bllo msslrtln.
Mii r`jdts rlslrvln. Z`tdkut i`c`t`oj tdl r`jdts uonlr fkpyr`jdt rlslrvlnmbkvl, ok pmrt ka td`s pubi`fmt`ko cmy bl rlprknufln, stkrln `o kr
`otrknufln `otk m rltr`lvmi systlc, kr trmosc`ln, `o moy akrc kr by moyclmos (lilftrko`f, clfdmo`fmi, pdktkfkpy`oj, rlfkrn`oj kr ktdlrw`sl),
w`tdkut tdl pr`kr plrc`ss`ko ka bktd tdl fkpyr`jdt kwolr mon tdl mbkvlpubi`sdlr ka td`s bkke.
^dl Mustrmi`mo Fkpyr jdt Mft =014 (tdl Mft) miikws m cmx`cuc kakol fdmptlr kr tlo plr flot ka td`s bkke, wd`fdlvlr `s jrlmtlr, tk bl
pdktkfkp`ln by moy lnufmt`komi ost`tut`ko akr `ts lnufmt`komi purpkslsprkv`nln tdmt tdl lnufmt`komi `ost`tut`ko (kr bkny tdmt mnc`o`stlrs `t) dmsj`vlo m rlcuolrmt`ko okt`fl tk Fkpyr`jdt Mjlofy I`c`tln (FMI)
uonlr tdl Mft.
A`rst pubi`sdln `o Mustrmi`m `o 28=>
Xr`otln by7Jr`o Xrlss
6:„>0 Brkwos Rkmn,Fimytko Q@F 6=14Xd7 (86) 021< 42<2
wlb7 www.jr`oprlss.fkc.mu
@VBO7 0:4-8-1>1-02011-4
Fkvlr `iiustrmt`ko„Xltlr Z`slcmo Rl-@cmj`oln, n`j`tmi fkiimjl, 28=>.
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Akrlwkrn
Arkc tdl N`j`tmi Rlvkiut`ko tk ^rmoscln`m Mutdkrsd`p7Flilbrmt`oj =8 Ln`t`kos ka Xm`otln Zkrns
^d`s `s tdl tlotd ln`t`ko ka Xm`otln Zkrns ‖ cme`oj `t m —jmim‐
kr —fkcclckrmt`vl‐ ln`t`ko ka skrts. ^dl cmoy stm mon stunlots
wdk dmvl fkotr`butln tk tdl gkuromi kvlr tdl ylmrs c`jdt pmusl
akr m ckclot tk rllft upko wdmt dms bllo mfd`lvln. V`ofl 288<
wl‐vl pubi`sdln duonrlns ka stkr`ls, pklcs, lssmys, rlv`lws,
okvli lxtrmfts, ic sfr`pt lxtrmfts, skojs, ltf. by mickst ms cmoy
lclrj`oj wr`tlrs mon pklts.
Ckrl plrskomiiy, td`s `s plrdmps tdl ckclot tk rllft upko
fdmojls o tdl wr`t`oj onustry s`ofl wl pubi`sdln kur rst ln`t`ko
ka Xm`otln Zkrns bmfe `o 288<. Bmfe tdlo, tdl pr`ot-bmsln lilclot
tk tdl gkuromi wms auonmclotmi (lvlo tdkujd tdmt rst ln`t`ko wms
misk mvm`imbil `o FN Rkc mon Zlb akrcmts). @otlrlst`ojiy, `t wms
tdl FN Rkc akrcmt (olw mon sd`oy `o tdksl nmys) tdmt lvlotumiiy
wlot tdl wmy ka tdl n`oksmurs. Furrlotiy, pr`ot bkkes mon koi`ol-n`str`butln lbkkes siuj `t kut `o m jdt tk tdl nlmtd kvlr nkc`omot
splf`ls stmtus. Akr kur purpksls, i`el cmoy XZ ln`t`kos kvlr tdl
ylmrs, td`s tlotd ln`t`ko w`ii bl mvm`imbil `o bktd ka tdlsl akrcmts.
Bmfe `o 288< wr`tlrs mon pubi`sdlrs wlrl strujji`oj tk fkcl
tk tlrcs w`td tdl `cpmft ka tlxtumi n`j`t`zmt`ko ko kinlr okt`kos
ka mutdkrsd`p. —Fkovlrjlofl cln`m‐ s tdl tlfdo`fmi tlrc akr wdmt
wms uoakin`oj. Vtmtlw`nl furr`fuiuc nlvlikplrs, XZL stm mon,
ka fkursl, stunlots, dmn tk fkoarkot tdl —rkil `ostmb`i`ty‐ uoilmsdln by tdl n`j`tmi rlvkiut`ko. Zl dmn tk mbskrb tdl —`nlot`ty‐ prkbilcs
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(akr wr`tlrs) tdmt lclrjln wdlo skuon, ckv`oj `cmjls mon
fkcputlr`zmt`ko bljmo tk fklx`st koi`ol w`td kinlr tlxt-bmslnfrlmt`vl n`sf`pi`ols i`el pkltry, ft`ko wr`t`oj, gkuromi`sc, ltf..
Moktdlr wkrn usln bmfe tdlo tk nlsfr`bl tdl rst stmjl ka tdl
n`j`tmi rlvkiut`ko wms —cuit`cln`m‐ ‖ wr`t`oj mon pubi`sd`oj
fuiturls wlrl uonlrjk`oj m —cuit`cln`m rlvkiut`ko‐. Ms XZL
tlmfdlrs wl tr`ln tk prlpmrl stunlots akr m wkre i`al `cclrsln
`o mo koi`ol, n`j`tmi cuit`cln`m lov`rkoclot. Vtkrytlii`oj wms
blfkc`oj `ofrlms`ojiy fkiimbkrmt`vl.
@t `s okw kbv`kus tk mii tdmt n`j`t`smt`ko trlons mfflilrmtln
lxpkolot`miiy mlr 288<. Ms m fkoslqulofl, aurtdlr nlstmb`i`zmt`ko
ka trmn`t`komi okt`kos ka mutdkrsd`p, wr`t`oj mon pubi`sd`oj wms
`olv`tmbil. Qmr`kus fkccuo`fmt`kos rlvkiut`kos swlpt tdrkujd
tdl fuiturmi spdlrl `o qu`fe sufflss`ko7 l.j. rlvkiut`kos flotrln
upko skf`mi cln`m, tmbilt/ckb`il nlv`fls, mon mujclotln rlmi`ty
nlv`fls (wd`fd w`ii lvlotumiiy ilmn tk kur jrmnumtls wr`t`oj
fkotlot akr tdl —@otlrolt ka ^d`ojs‐). Kin cln`m mutdkrs monpubi`sdlrs, st`ii rlli`oj arkc tdl amii-kut rlimtln tk tdl rst stmjl
ka tdl n`j`tmi rlvkiut`ko, wlrl akrfln kofl mjm`o tk mnmpt kr
plr`sd. Fkoflpts sufd ms —fk-frlmt`ko‐, —pmrt`f`pmtkry frlmt`v`ty‐,
—clcls‐ mon —lxpmon`oj omrrmt`vls‐ prkv`nl imblis tk lxpim`o tdl
`cpmft ka tdl slfkon stmjl ka tdl n`j`tmi rlvkiut`ko ko wr`t`oj.
Mt tdl fkrl `s tdl okt`ko tdmt —n`j`tmiiy bkro‐ mun`lofls/rlmnlrs
wmot tk mfflss mon pmrt`f`pmtl `o —stkr`ls‐ v`m cuit`pil cln`m
lotry pk`ots (—pimtakrcs‐, `s tdl tlfdo`fmi tlrc). ^dl tlrc bl`ojusln tk nlol tdl e`on ka —wr`tlr‐ blst mnmptln tk td`s —cuit`-
pimtakrc‐, —fk-frlmt`vl‐, —tlxtumiiy vkimt`il‐ cln`m lov`rkoclot
`s —trmoscln`m mutdkr‐. ^dl fkoflpt rst suramfln akr cl wd`ist
strkii`oj mrkuon —Dkbb`tko‐ (s`tumtln `o tdl Okrtd @simon ka Olw
Wlmimon). Filmriy dkbb`ts mrl osp`rmt`komi frlmturls nlsp`tl tdl`r
lxflss`vliy dm`ry allt!
Imtlr, mlr m amsf`omt`oj prlslotmt`ko by —Frlmt`v`ty `o Fuiturmi
Fkotlxt‐ stunlot Mojus Alotko, `t strufe cl tdmt wr t`oj fkursl
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tlmfdlrs olln tk mfflpt tdmt tdl vmr`kus wr`t`oj `nlot`t`ls wl
tlmfd tk (l.j. —pklt‐, —sfr`ptwr`tlr‐, —gkuromi`st‐, —okvli`st‐ ltf.) mrlfurrlotiy clrj`oj w`td m skrt ka —ublr‐ wr`t`oj `nlot`ty ‖ `.l. tdl
—trmos-cln`m mutdkr‐. Mojus‐s tmie trmfeln tdl —sprlmn‐ ka tdl
Vilonlrcmo pdlokcloko mfrkss nkzlos ka cln`m pimtakrcs.
Zdmt wms amsf`omt`oj tk cl wms tdl amft tdmt Vilonlrcmo‐s fkrl
omrrmt`vl biksskcln `o akrucs mon skf`mi oltwkre`oj s`tls ikoj
blakrl `t —sprlmn‐ tk trmn`t`komi (`.l. kin) cln`m pimtakrcs. Vmniy,
m bkke vlrs`ko ka tdl —Vilonlrcmo‐ omrrmt`vl wms mii but imst tk
lclrjl ‖ strmojliy lokujd, ms m wl`rn akrc ka ckostlr lrkt`fm!
Cmoy td`ojs fdmojl wdlo wl blj`o tk sll wr`t`oj, mutdkrsd`p,
pubi`sd`oj mon stkrytlii`oj `o tdl i`jdt ka tdlsl cuit`-pimtakrc
cln`m trlons. Filmriy, kur jrmnumtls olln tk bl lqu`ppln tk
uonlrstmon tdl kppkrtuo`t`ls mmfdln tk sufd nlvlikpclots.
Mt prlslot, wl nko‐t mnvlrt`sl tdl amft tdmt wl mrl prlpmr`oj
stunlots akr tdl brmvl olw wkrin ka —trmoscln`m mutdkrsd`p‐
‖ cmoy mppi`fmots c`jdt okt uonlrstmon dkw sufd m cytd`fmi blmst fkoolfts tk trmn`t`komi okt`kos ka mutdkr`mi `nlot`ty. Olvlr-
tdl-ilss, fkursls ko tdl tkp`f dmvl stmrtln tk mpplmr `o uo`vlrs`ty
prkjrmcs mrkuon tdl wkrin. @on`v`numiiy, mon ms m tlmc, XZL
stm mrl cko`tkr`oj td`s olw wr`t`oj rlvkiut`ko w`td jrlmt
`otlrlst. Iufe`iy, tdl @^ se`iis rlqu`rln tk pmrt`f`pmtl `o sufd mo
lov`rkoclot mrl mirlmny bl`oj tmujdt `o kur Fkcputlr Ve`iis,
Nlsetkp Xubi`sd`oj, mon Ln`t`oj strlmcs. @ susplft, dkwlvlr,
tdmt m subglft fmiiln —^rmoscln`m Vtkrytlii`oj‐ w`ii skko blfkcl mstmpil `o kur prkjrmc.
***
Ikoj tlrc XZL tlmfdlr mon fkkrn`omtkr, Nr. ^kc CfZ`ii`mc,
rlt`rln `o Mpr`i mlr cmoy nlfmnls ka slrv`fl tk BR@^. D`s
rlt`rlclot jmtdlr`oj wms wlii mlonln w`td ouclrkus stm
mon stunlots prlslot. ^kc `s m trul ar`lon ka tdl frlmt`vl mrts
mon ducmo`t`ls `o d`jdlr lnufmt`ko mon d`s wry duckur mon`cclosl ilmrolnolss `s mirlmny c`ssln. ^kc wms rlpimfln ms
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mutdkrsd`p, @‐ii fkofiunl w`td tdl w`sd tdmt skcl ka tdlsl
wkonlraui p`lfls c`jdt —sprlmn‐, —prkpmjmtl‐, —jk v`rmi‐, —cutmtl‐ltf. mfrkss ouclrkus cln`m pimtakrcs blakrl —sokwbmii`oj‐ `otk
jikbmi suplr-clcls tdmt biur tdl i`ols bltwllo amft mon ft`ko…
mt tdmt pk`ot tdl`r wkrtdy mutdkrs c`jdt lvlo blfkcl ambuikusiy
wlmitdy!
Nr. @mo @rv`ol (Vlptlcblr 28=>)
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x | Xm`otln Zkrns 28=>
FkotlotsAkrlwkrn . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . v
Aimsd A`ft`koI`al Fyfil. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2Fmtdy Aimomjmo-Furtm`o
^dl ^`ls dmt B`on . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . < Gm`cl CfNkujmii
Mii tdl ^`cl o tdl Zkrin. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . :Iuel Xkuitlr
D`nnlo trlmsurl . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .=8 Cmr`iyo K‐Br`lo
^dl i` . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .=2 Cmr`iyo K‐Br`lo
M Fmut`komry Frkme . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .=< C`tfdlii Rkblrts
Arkjs . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .=:
Rkbyo C`iilr A`rl. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .=4Vdmooko Fmrtlr
M Imst Clmi . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .2=^dkcms Milxmonlr
C`frk A`ft`koGmr ka Dlmrts. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .2> Gm`cl CfNkujmii
Rmp`n lo. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .2<Iuel Xkuitlr
Jkol . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .21Iyonm Jrmdmc
X`ss up . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .2:Okli Xmrrmt
Mjln iljs . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .2:Okli Xmrrmt
Zmro`oj . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .24
Qmolssm Dujdls Fkonkcs . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .24Qmolssm Dujdls
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Vdkrt Vtkr`lsJdksts ka tdl Xmst . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .68 Mnlc Bls`c
@o Nrlmcs . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .66 Motdlm Cmtily
Blst Elpt Vlfrlts . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .6:Bryfl Jkrnko
^dl O`otd Vlm ‖ Pmfdt ka tdl Nlsslrt E`oj . . . . . . . . . . . .>1Fmrkiyoo Rkblrts mon Gmrrmn Fmcc
^dl Biul Xltlr. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .<2
Liv`rm Cf@otksd^wk Vmnnils . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .<0Liv`rm Cf@otksd
VEPA@RL . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .14Dmrily Rymo
C`sfdm, Clo & Cyekoks . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .:4Rloll Jlkrjl
Mikol `o tdl frkwn. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .41Rkbyo C`iilr
Vt`iiolss . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .40Vdmooko Fmrtlr
me`oj m Fdmofl . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .0<Vdmooko Fmrtlr
^dl Xrkn`jy. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .00Vdmooko Fmrtlr
^dl Lsfmpl Mrt`st . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =84Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
B`iimbkoj . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ===
Qmolssm Dujdls
Cytd`fmi Rl-@cmj`o`ojsK@I QLRVLV FKMI . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ==1Nkoom Br`njlcmo
^dl E`oj ka mii Fdkfkimtls . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =2<Nkoom Br`njlcmo
Cktdlr Eokws Blst . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =66Iku`sl Zmrnil
\.O.F.I.L . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =64Fmtdy Aimomjmo-Furtm`o
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Cr Xrlw`‐s Amii . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =>8Iku`sl Zmrnil
V`ilot V`rlos . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =>:^ru V. Nkwi`oj
^dl B`rns ka Rd`mooko . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =>0@mo @rv`ol
^dl Z`tfd Jknnlss ka Vokwnko`m. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =<=@mo @rv`ol
Dlo‐s O`jdt . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =<6 Gmc`l CfNkujmii
^dl Bimfe Nkkr . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =1= Gmo Bmyi`ss
V`rlo . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =:=Dmrily Rymo
Zmr ka tdl Kiycp`mos . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =:1Vdmooko Fmrtlr
Dkw tk Bl m C`jdty Jkn mon Amc`iy Cmo7 by Wlus . . . . . . . =46Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
^duonlr Dkkvls. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =08Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
Okvli Lxtrmft^dl Bimfe Zlnn`oj Nrlss . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . =04Liv`rm Cf@otksd
Akrlsts ka Xlik. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 28:Vdmooko Fmrtlr
Jrllov`lw . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2==Iku`sl Zmrnil
Nmre Lfdkls. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 228 Gmc`l CfNkujmii
Jr`cdl`c . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 221Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
Aly Zmielr . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 262^dkcms Milxmonlr
XkltryMbslofl . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2>> Mii`s Cmuo
Mutuco . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2>< Motdlm Cmtily
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Amn`oj . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2>1 Motdlm Cmtily
Kclills . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2>: Motdlm Cmtily
Ruomwmy . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2>4 Mojus Alotko
Vp`nlr . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2>0Iyonm Jrmdmc
Il. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<8Iyonm Jrmdmc
Gmzz Amc`iy . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<=Okli Xmrrmt
Mt Dl`nl, Gmoumry 28=> . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<2Rkbyo C`iilr
Fknl Fkcpiltl . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<6 Gmo Bmyi`ss
Rlaujll Akktbmii . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<>Okli Xmrrmt
Xmonlcko`uc. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<<Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
Knl tk tdl F`ty Cmj`f . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<1Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
Krbs mon Biul . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<:Vdmooko Fmrtlr
Mutuco, Dmrfkurt 28=>. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<4Rkbyo C`iilr
Rkfdlstlr R`tl . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2<0Okli Xmrrmt
Mo Krn`omry Nmy . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 218 Gmo Bmyi`ss
^dl Nrkp . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 212 Mii`s Cmuo
Oko-A`ft`koAmrmnmy. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 21> Motdlm Cmtily
Clotmi Dlmitd. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 211 Motdlm Cmtily
Lmstlr 28=> . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 214Fmrkiyoo Rkblrts
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Zrlfe-@t Rmipd Rlv`lw. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2:=Fmrkiyoo Rkblrts
Cln`lvmi O`jdts. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2:2Iku`sl Zmrnil
Olw Xks`t`ko akr Fmrn`omi Xlii . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2:1Iku`sl Zmrnil
Rl-lomftclots. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2:0Dlmtdlr CfVwm`o
^rmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl pkltry mon tdl
`oulofl ka Dm`eu ko tdl @cmj`st pklts. . . . . . . . . . . . . 24> Gmo Bmyi`ss
@ov`s`bil Zkcmo . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 206Iyonm Jrmdmc
Mo Kplo Illr tk Bkr`s Gkdosko, Ikrn Cmykr ka Ikonko . . . . 20<Iyonm Jrmdmc
Nlmr Jrmf`lim7 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 20:Liv`rm Cf@otksd
^dly Cmnl Dlr Zlmr @t . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 688Liv`rm Cf@otksd
Z`td ^dl Vi`jdt Lxflpt`ko ka Rdubmrb . . . . . . . . . . . . . 682By Okli Xmrrmt
Mbkut Akur Zlles @otk Kur r`p . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 68<Okli Xmrrmt
Ilt‐s Okt Vtkp tdl Cksqul . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 68: Mnlc Bls`c
^dl Gkuroly tk Rlfkvlry. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6=8By Dlmtdlr CfVwm`o
rm`o rmvlii`oj Mnvloturls . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6=6Dlmtdlr CfVwm`o
Nuojlkos mon Nrmjkos7 tdl Imst Olrn Fikslt . . . . . . . . . . 6=:Qmolssm Dujdls
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cy cktdlr. ^dl trmn`t`ko `s slt5 ok-kol fmo fdmojl `t. Mlr slvlrmi
ckotds @ dmtfdln mon lclrjln ms m oycpd mon alii tk tdl jrkuon,imon`oj mckojst tdl ilma i`lr p`iln up mt tdl bmsl ka tdl trll. @ tdlo
dmn tk qu`feiy n`j mon lxfmvmtl tdl frusty suramfl ka tdl jrkuon
blolmtd. @ splot nmys tuoolii`oj nllp frlv`fls uonlrjrkuon tk on
m su`tmbil pimfl tk fmii cy oycpdmi dkcl. d`s fkos`stln ka m scmii
spmfl `o tdl jrkuon bls`nl m trll rkkt, wd`fd @ fkuin tdlo tmp `otk
wdlolvlr `o olln ka m gu`fy almst. @ dmn cmoy fdmoj`oj lxtlr`kr
sdliis, tdl cltmckrpdksls tdmt cy fkcpmo`kos misk lxplr`lofln.
Lmfd ka us jrkws arkc m oycpd otk m guvlo`il mon tdlo mo mnuit. @
jrlw olw bkny mrckur wdlo @ kutjrlw cy kin kol. Zd`il st`ii sk
mon pi`mbil, @ fkuin squllzl cy wmy kut ka cy kin slia `otk m olw
sdlii tdmt wms sk uot`i `t fkkiln dmrn `o tdl m`r. ^d`s dmpploln tk
cl slvlrmi t`cls uot`i omiiy @ wms strkoj lokujd mon tdl wlmtdlr
wms ol akr cy gkuroly nllplr otk tdl wkonlrimon mon @ fkuin y
`otk tdl tmii juctrlls. ^dmt wms tdl nmy @ lclrjln w`td w`ojs ko
cy olw bkny tdmt wkuin vlry skko nry `o tdl w`on i`el sdllts `otdl brllzl. dly sd`cclrln mon spmreiln mon ikkeln cmjo`flot
w`td tdl vl`os mon pmolis ka cmoy fkikurs, nli`fmtl ms m rm`obkw
splftruc.
***
@t `s mcmz`oj @ dmvl surv`vln td`s amr. ^dlrl mrl cmoy frlmturls
fkosp`r`oj tk lxt`rpmtl cl5 tdly td`oe cl m o`fl gu`fy n`oolr
blolmtd cy frusty sdlii. Zdy koiy td`s ckro`oj wd`il @ wms
ducc`oj cy skoj, m j`mot y`oj ckostlr w`td imrjl almtdlrln
w`ojs swkkpln `o mon tr`ln tk somtfd cl `o `ts tmikos. Cy mrckur
`s koiy m seliltko ka cy akrclr slia5 `t `s okt `ov`of`bil tk mii tdl
dkrrkrs ka td`s w`nl mon vmst imon. Fd`inrlo, @ mc tkin, i`el tk jk
duot`oj akr kur akrclr sdliis mon fkiilft tdlc wdlo cy cmtls mii
iuii `o skoj tkjltdlr `o tdl dlmt ka tdl ikoj dkt succlr nmys mon
wmrc o`jdts.
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^dl ^`ls ^dmt B`on
Gm`cl CfNkujmii
D`s slosl ka duckur wms tdl rst tk jk. Dl suppksln dl
sdkuino‐t dmvl bllo surpr`sln. Okt rlmiiy. D`s dkin ko d`s
slosl ka duckur dmn miwmys bllo tloukus mt blst, sk plrdmps `t
wms `oj akr `t tk bl tdl rst tk ilmvl d`c.
D`s ikvl ka cus`f wlot olxt. dmt n`n fkcl ms m surpr`sl. Cus`f
wms kol ka tdl alw td`ojs dl‐n dlin kotk tdrkujd d`s i`al. \oi`eld`s slosl ka duckur, wd`fd jrmnumiiy kwln mwmy uookt`fln, dl
alit tdl cus`f ilmvl d`c. @t kkzln arkc d`c, uorlilot`oj, mon il
ilss ka m cmo bld`on.
@t st`ii n`n okt trkubil d`c. Dl eolw, alit nllp w`td`o d`c, tdmt
tdlrl wlrl wkrsl td`ojs tk fkcl. ^dl mjko`s`oj tlmr`oj w`td`o
d`c tdmt wkuin okt sdkw d`c tdl e`onolss ka pdys`fmi pm`o…
Zdlo dl bljmo tk iksl mii tdl jkkn td`ojs dl‐n nkol ‖ ms alw
ms tdly wlrl ‖ dl bljmo tk jrkw fkoflroln. Dl n`n okt splme,tdkujd, akr ok kol lisl `o tdl wmrn n`n. Zlrl tdly alli`oj tdl smcl
td`ojs; Iks`oj tdl smcl td`ojs; Dmn tdly bllo il w`td koiy tdl`r
bmn mft`kos tk td`oe mbkut;
^dl tlmr`oj w`td`o d`c fkot`ouln.
D`s nlprlss`ko wms sdkrt i`vln5 skko d`s bmn wkres wlrl
nrm`oln arkc d`c, sw`ri`oj mwmy i`el wmtlr nkwo m s`oe. Dl alit
fkotlot sll`oj tdlc jk. ^dl smcl w`td d`s gkb, d`s amc`iy, mon d`s
clckr`ls. Vt`ii, wdlo d`s vk`fl ‖ ok, d`s wkrns ‖ bljmo tk ilmvl
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d`c, dl wkonlrln `a dl sdkuin dmvl sm`n skcltd`oj.
D`s wkrns pkurln arkc d`c akr wdmt alit i`el nmys. Arkc d`soksl, d`s ckutd, d`s lmrs mon lvlo d`s ojlrt`ps ‖ tdly mii biln d`s
wkrns `o m sllc`ojiy olvlr-lon`oj strlmc. Dl bljmo tk sdr`oe
`os`nl d`cslia ms tdly il d`c. Dkw cufd ka d`s i`al dmn dl iiln
w`td wkrns;
A`omiiy tdl billn`oj stkppln, ilmv`oj koiy tdl pm`o.
Z`td ok wkrns kr clckr`ls il tk d`c, dl frmvln m slosl ka
t`cl. ^k fkuot `t, tk alli `t, tk td`oe mbkut `ts pmss`oj. But lvlo tdmt
dmn bllo tmelo arkc d`c.
^dl r`pp`oj nllp w`td`o fkosucln d`c, kwln tdrkujd d`c.
Dl alit ok rlmi pm`o, but w`td ok wkrns, dl ok ikojlr eolw dkw tk
c`ss `t.
Vikwiy… vlry sikwiy… dl wrlofdln arll.
***
^wk wkclo wmieln `otk tdl s`ilot wmrn. ^dkujd ok wd`stils kr
mimrcs dmn skuonln, tdly eolw dl dmn o`sdln. ^dly stkkn kvlrd`s bln, ikke`oj nkwo mt tdl scmii, jikw`oj krb il bld`on.
’^d`s kol tkke m wd`il,– tdl rst wkcmo sm`n.
’Vkcl nk.– ^dl slfkon wkcmo rlmfdln `otk tdl kvlrs`zln
pkfelt ka dlr mprko mon prknufln m scmii gmr. Frunl, plrdmps, but
tdl gmr‐s kffupmot wms dmrniy `o m pks`t`ko tk fkcpim`o.
Okol ka tdlc wlrl.
Vdl jlotiy fmpturln tdl krb mon fiksln tdl i`n.
’@ tdkujdt dl‐n olvlr stkp il`oj jk ka wkrns.–
’Vkcl plkpil mrl auii ka wkrns,– tdl slfkon wkcmo sm`n,
dkin`oj tdl gmr mt lyl-ilvli. ’Vkcl mrl auii ka cus`f. Ktdlrs mrl auii
ka rljrlts. @o tdl lon, tdl ruil `s miwmys tdl smcl.–
^dl rst wkcmo s`jdln mon tkke tdl gmr w`td m slosl ka
rlvlrlofl dlr fkcpmo`ko dmn ikoj s`ofl ikst. ’Vdkuin @ tmel td`s
kol tk stkrmjl;–
’Ok. Nlcmon `s st`ii d`jd. @t wko‐t dmvl ikoj tk wm`t.–Vdl mickst lov`ln `t.
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nllplo`oj tdl jrkvls `o tdl fmrplt. ^los`ko mon mnrlomi`ol5 tdlrl
wms oktd`oj qu`tl i`el `t. @ jlmrln up mon jrmbbln cy tkkis. ^dl gkb rlqu`rln cl tk okt koiy ikke tdl pmrt, but bl rlmny akr moytd`oj
mon moykol wdk jlts `o tdl wmy.
2.2:pc. ^`cl tk str`el. @ wlot `o ikke`oj i`el lvlry ktdlr
fkrpkrmtl su`t, ms @ cmnl `t tdrkujd tdl nkkrs mon wmieln
fmsumiiy tk tdl w`tdnrmwmi/nlpks`t si`p wmii. @ sfmooln tdl
prlc`sls, tk sll dkw cmoy, tdlo @ somppln `otk mft`ko. Ximos
mrl feil mt blst ka t`cls. @ somppln kplo tdl imtfdls, rlmfdln
`os`nl mon wlot tk wkre.
’Mir`jdt yku eokw wdmt td`s `s. @‐c ok y-by-o`jdtlr, sk gust nk
ms @ smy mon wlii… yku eokw–.
^dl tliilr put wdmt sdl dmn mt dlr stmt`ko mon @ ckvln tk tdl
olxt kol. Lmfd kol fkcpi`ln, ok dlrkls dlrl. M jumrn mpplmrln
arkc okwdlrl. Dl‐n bllo d`nnlo arkc cy s`jdt ms @ wms wmie`oj
kut.
—Nko‐t ckvl, kr @‐ii sdkkt.‐ ^dl jumrn, td`oe`oj dl wms m fkp.’Okt tknmy bunny,– @ sm`n.
—@ sm`n nko‐t ckvl.‐
—Mon @ sm`n okt…‐
@ tkke k w`tdkut nlimy ms m fmr mpprkmfdln, mon @ spr`otln
tkwmrn `t. @ ckt`koln akr tdl nr`vlr tk stkp. ^dly sikwln nkwo,
mon @ ilmpt kvlr tdl dkkn mon tkke fkvlr arkc tdl buiilts wd`zz`oj
pmst. Zdlo yku puii m gkb, nmojlr `s miwmys prlslot, lsplf`miiy
wdlo rlmrcs mrl m amftkr. @ pllrln kut tk sll tdl jumrn st`ii tdlrl,sk @ si`n bmfe olmr tdl arkot pmsslojlr nkkr. Vdmlrln jimss rm`oln
nkwo upko cl ms tdl sfrlmcs ka bystmonlrs lfdkln. @ dmn ok
fdk`fl `a @ wms tk lsfmpl sk pks`t`ko cyslia tk rltmi`mtl.
Z`td tdl fmr ms cy sd`lin @ rln m wmro`oj sdkt `o tdl jlolrmi
n`rlft`ko ka tdl bmoe. Cy m`c wms sufflssaui, cy sdkt wms tkk
plralft.
^dl suo jimrln k tdl rkmn suramfl. ^dl jumrn‐s bkny imy tdlrl
`o m pkki ka bikkn. Mo kin imny wdk smw lvlrytd`oj wms sfrlmc`oj
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mon tdl ikun bimrl ka s`rlos wms jl`oj ikunlr by tdl slfkon. @
ikkeln strm`jdt mt tdl bkny tdlo @ turoln rkuon, sw`oj`oj cy olfemon dlmn mon jmzln nkwo mt tdl kin imny.
—Ikke @ nko‐t wmot n`l sk pilmsl nko‐t e`ii cl.‐
—@ wkuin dmvl mirlmny, `a @ wmotln tk,‐ @ rlpi`ln, gust tk slt td`ojs
strm`jdt but `t n`no‐t qu`tl wkre kut tdmt wmy.
—Dlip, dlip, dl‐s jk`oj tk e`ii cl, dlip.‐
^dmt wms cy ful tk ruo mon @ n`n, spr`ot`oj nkwo tdl strllt mon
dlmn`oj tk tdl cm`o rkmn, tkwmrn tdl kofkc`oj fmrs. ^dl s`rlos
wlrl olmr tdl sflol. @ wms flrtm`o tdly wkuin fmtfd cl. Ok usl
stmon`oj mrkuon tk bl fmujdt, sk @ tkke k mon dlmnln nkwo tdl
strllt.
@ smt tdlrl pmst tdl dkus`oj lstmtl mon fkotlcpimtln wdmt tk
nk olxt.
—Arllzl, yku‐rl surrkuonln. Ok pk`ot ruoo`oj, yku uonlrstmon;‐
@ turoln tk sll msd`oj i`jdts, mon ckrl bmrrlis pk`otln strm`jdt
mt cl—Plmd @ nk. Kol td`oj tdkujd. @s dl nlmn;‐
—Pls,‐ m vk`fl sm`n.
@ s`t dlrl w`td mii tdl t`cl `o wkrin, mon yls, @ nlslrvl tk olvlr
ruo arll mjm`o. Vkrry w`ii olvlr bl lokujd.
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^dl i`at
Cmr`iyo K‐Br`lo
@dmtl i`s. @ miwmys alli trmppln mon mox`kus `o tdmt fkooln
spmfl. Kofl tdl nkkr sduts mon tdl i` msflons bltwllo kkrs
tdlrl `s ok lsfmpl. Dlrl @ wms `o tdl akylr ka m vlry kin bu`in`oj,
wm`t`oj akr mo kin i`. ^dmoeauiiy @ wms koiy jk`oj up tk tdl d
kkr5 tdlrl wlrl koiy vl kkrs.
^dl blii rmoj mon tdl i`jdt mbkvl i`t up ms tdl nkkrs kploln.’^dmoe jkn `t‐s dlrl,– @ sm`n mikun. ’^dl qu`felr @ jlt td`s kvlr
w`td tdl bllr.–
Gust ms @ put cy akkt tdrkujd tdl nkkr m ykuoj cmo pusdln
pmst, ylii`oj —Fkc`oj tdrkujd, ilt cl pmst.‐ @ puiiln tdl rlst ka cy
bkny `o ms tdl nkkr bljmo tk fiksl. @ ikkeln up mt tdl ykuoj cmo
okw stmon`oj mt tdl bmfe ka tdl i`. M tmii, se`ooy e`n w`td rln dm`r
mon arlfeils ikkeln bmfe w`td tdl b`jjlst jr`o tdmt sdkwln ckrl
ka d`s ollnil-i`el tlltd tdmo olflssmry.’@‐c `o m b`t ka m durry, imtl akr wkre,– dl sm`n.
’Rlmiiy,– @ rlpi`ln.
’Plmd, @ wkre ko tdl akurtd kkr, `o mffkuots. @‐vl mirlmny bllo
dlrl akr twlivl ckotds, nul akr dki`nmys mon @‐c tme`oj tdlc, tkk.
@‐c jk`oj tk suooy ]ullosimon. @‐ii bl jimn tk sll tdl bmfe ka td`s
pimfl mon td`s mwaui fkin wlmtdlr.–
^dl i` tkke k w`td m gkit mon sikwiy msflonln. Dlrl @ wms o td`s
kin i` w`td m rln-dm`rln, arlfeiln amfln e`n wdk okt koiy olmriy eokfeln
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cl k cy allt, okw dl wmots tk tlii cl d`s i`al stkry.
@ sm`n oktd`oj. Dl wmso‐t ikke`oj akr m rlpiy mon gust elpt kotmie`oj. Mbkut wdmt @ nko‐t eokw, mii @ dlmrn wms bimd bimd.
A`omiiy wl pmssln tdl slfkon kkr. Rln wms st`ii tmie`oj,
skcltd`oj mbkut d`s brktdlr blfkc`oj m nmn ms d`s j`riar`lon wms
prljomot mon dkw tdmoeaui dl wms tdmt `t wmso‐t d`c. @ blt d`s
brktdlr‐s j`riar`lon wms tkk. @ tkk wms tdmoeaui tdmt dl wmso‐t jk`oj
tk tdl d kkr.
^dlo tk cy dkrrkr tdl i` stkppln. @t n`no‐t gkit kr cmel moy
ok`sl ‖ `t gust stkppln bltwllo tdl td`rn mon akurtd kkrs. @ ikkeln
kvlr mt Rln, lxplft`oj tk sll moktdlr ikke ka dkrrkr. @ostlmn dl dmn
mo lvlo b`jjlr jr`o.
’Vwllt,– dl sm`n, ’td`s w ii bl tdl slfkon t`cl td`s ckotd @‐vl
jkt kut ka wkre akr tdl ckro`oj.–
’@ fmo‐t bl `o dlrl mii ckro`oj!– @ fr`ln.
’Cmybl lvlo ikojlr `a wl dmoj k fmii`oj ^ln.–
’^ln; Zdk `s ln;–’^dl i` clfdmo`f.–
Dl sm`n tdl omcl ms tdkujd dl eolw d`c wlii, mon kd surpr`sl
dl n`n, tdly wlrl ar`lons.
’@ wmot yku tk fmii d`c okw mon tlii d`c tk jlt td`s i` ckv`oj.–
’Fd`ii, kin cmo.–
’Nko‐t tlii cl tk fd`ii, yku mooky`oj bky.–
’Mooky`oj mc @; @‐c tdl koiy kol wdk fmo dlip yku jlt kut ka
dlrl mon yku‐rl fmii`oj cl omcls.–Z`td tdmt cy eolls blfmcl wlme. @ alii tk tdl kkr dkin`oj cy
fdlst, brlmtdilss5 okt mbil tk jlt moy m`r `otk cy iuojs.
@ dlmrn Rln sfrmcbil tk tdl pdkol.
’^ln, ^ln,– dl yliiln `o m pmo`f, ’tdlrl `s mo kin cmo `o tdl i`…
@ td`oe dl‐s dmv`oj m dlmrt mmfe. Jlt tdl i` ckv`oj. Ok, @ nko‐t
wmot tk splon tdl ckro`oj `o dlrl, @ eokw @ tkin yku @ n`n. ^dmt wms
blfmusl Eliiy arkc I`ojlr`l wms suppksln tk bl `o dlrl. Gust jlt `t
ckv`oj mon fmii mo mcbuimofl. Cy pdkol‐s okt wkre`oj `o dlrl.‐
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Z`td`o c`outls tdl i` stmrtln ckv`oj, amstlr td`s t`cl. Rln smt
nkwo olxt tk cl, mpkikj`s`oj kvlr mon kvlr mon dkp`oj @ nko‐tn`l. Klr`oj cl d`s dki`nmy tk dlip cl alli bllr. Vm`n dl tdkujdt
@ ollnln `t ckrl tdmo dl n`n.
@ fkuino‐t tlii d`c @ wms koiy dmv`oj m pmo`f mmfe.
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M Fmut`komry Frkme
C`tfdlii Rkblrts
Pku eokw, tdly smy rkymi bikkn tmstls ka jkin ostlmn ka fkpplr,–
tdl tduj j`bln clomf`ojiy, p`fe`oj kut m p`lfl ka mppil arkc
bltwllo frkkeln tlltd w`td m w`feln nmjjlr. ^dl brutl‐s jucs
biln, but dl sllcln okt tk okt`fl kr fmrl.
’Okoslosl,– sm`n tdl wkcmo, uoplrturbln. ’^dly smy kin
wkclo fmo turo clo tk arkjs misk, nk tdly okt;– ^dl bmon`t spmtkut m fruli imujd, akiikwln by tdl dmfe`oj fkujd.
’Zkuin cmel slosl. V`ofl @ dlmr yku ikt lmt arkjs iljs, `t wkuin
smvl yku ikke`oj akr arkjs. but @ s‐pksl wl fmo‐t jk bli`lv`oj
lvlrytd`oj wl dlmr tdkujd, ld;– D`s lyls xmtln ko d`s pr`zl
`otlosliy, mon dl alit m si`jdt dlmt wmsd kvlr d`c. ^dl brutl tkke
moktdlr nllp b`tl ka tdl mppil, tdlo tkssln `t ms`nl.
’Pku mrlo‐t dmia bmn yku eokw. Alr mo kinlr j`ri, yku ii kut tdmt
prly jkwo ka ykurs gust o`fliy,– dl sm`n, blmc`oj m tw`stln jr`o.’Okw @‐c gust tkro, yku sll, wdltdlr tk slii yku k i`el @‐n pimooln
kr ellp yku akr clslia.– Dl w`pln nr`pp`oj swlmt arkc d`s brkw.
D`s brlmtd wms dlmvy mon akui ms dl illrln kvlr dlr. Dl jrmbbln
dlr by tdl dm`r mon jrkwiln
’Zdmt cmels yku sk bikkny fmic;– dl sfrlmcln.
’^dmt‐s s`cpil. @ nko‐t on mo`cmis i`el ykurslia `ot`c`nmt`oj.
@o moy wmy.– Vdl rksl mbruptiy tk dlr allt, mon dlr fmptkr mt kofl
alit pmtdlt`f blolmtd dlr `cplr`kus jimrl. Dl stucbiln bmfewmrn,
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Arkjs
Rkbyo C`iilr
@t‐s Cmy 28=6 mon tdl mutuco brlme `s imtl. A`omiiy `t rm`os. ^dl
arkjs rlgk`fl.
@o tdl lvlo`oj tdly mrl nrmwo tk tdl i`jdt `os`nl tdl dkusl.
^dly fi`cb tdl w`onkw `o slmrfd ka `oslfts, tdl`r i`il p`oe-wd`tl
uonlrs`nls mon t`oy sufelrln allt sdkw`oj filmriy ko cy s`nl ka
tdl jimss.Cy fmt jkls frmzy. Pku eokw dkw `t `s w`td fmts. Vdl wmots tk
jk kut, tdlo fkcl `os`nl, mon tdlo jk bmfe kut mjm`o. @ rlmi`sl sdl
`s duot`oj tdl arkjs mon try`oj tk lmt tdlc.
@ si`nl tdl nkkr kplo tk br`oj dlr `o mon tdlrl mt cy allt s`ts m
nlmot jrly-bimfe tkmn ms b`j ms cy st. @t jimrls strm`jdt mdlmn.
^dl fmt nklso‐t tkufd tdl tkmn, but stlps fmrlauiiy mrkuon `t, w`td
dlr lyls mii ji`stlo`oj pup`i.
Zdmt `s tdmt st`fe`oj arkc tdl tkmns‐ ckutd; @ rlmi`sl, sdkfeln,tdmt `t‐s m pm`r ka i`il pmil arkj iljs ‖ lxtlonln `o m r`ftus ka almr
mon nlmtd.
Vt`ii tdl tkmn nklso‐t ckvl. @ sdut tdl nkkr w`sd`oj tdmt wdmt @
dmn sllo wlrl wd`selrs mon okt tdksl st` i`il i`cbs.
@ kplo tdl nkkr tlo c`outls imtlr mon tdl tkmn `s st`ii tdlrl, but
tdl iljs dmvl jkol.
Dmvl yku lvlr sllo m tkmn sc`il;
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A`rl.
Vdmooko Fmrtlr
@t cmreln d`s mrc, m sycbki ka d`s strlojtd mon d`s wlmeolss. @t
wms tdlrl akr mii tk sll tdmt dl wms m rl cmjl, wd`fd misk clmot
dl wms nlst`oln tk n`l ykuoj. M ikt ka rl cmjls n`no‐t i`vln pmst
tdl mjl ka twloty-akur mon tdksl tdmt n`n fkuin olvlr usl tdl`r
mb`i`t`ls auiiy mjm`o.
@t rlqu`rln m ikt ka tdl ducmo bkny‐s i`al lolrjy tk usl. @t wmsstrkojlr tdmo tdl ktdlr lilclots mon tdksl nkkcln tk `ts fursl
wkuin olvlr dmvl m auii i`al. ^dl rl cmstlrs misk sm`n tdmt tdksl
wdk wlrl rlfeilss n`ln ykuoj wd`il tdksl wdk wlrl fkoslrvmt`vl
wkuin cmel `t tk m r`pl kin mjl.
’Zdy fmo‐t lvlrykol bl nrmjkos;– Aimcl mseln d`cslia uonlr
d`s brlmtd. ’Zl‐rl mt ilmst `cckrtmi.–
V`jd`oj, Aimcl stlppln akrwmrn tk tdl ykuoj cmo w`td tdl
cmre. Ltdmo dmn nllp rln lyls mon sdkrt wd`tl-bikon dm`r, tdlcmre ka m nlcko-bkro ms wlii ms m rl cmjl. Dl wms sdkrt akr d`s
mjl, bmrliy rlmfd`oj vl akkt kol mon wms cmiokur`sdln. Akr kol
sk ykuoj, `t wms m nmojlrkus s`jo.
’^kb`ms, fmii m cln`f akr td`s bky,– Aimcl fmiiln tk m slo`kr
mpprlot`fl.
’Zdy sdkuin @;– ^kb`ms, m tmii ykuoj cmo w`td ikoj bikon dm`r
mon jrmy lyls, fmiiln bmfe runliy. Dl wms prmft`f`oj m rl splii ko
tdl mirlmny-nlmn trll `o tdl fkurtymrn.
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’Blfmusl @ sm`n sk!– Aimcl sdkutln mojr`iy, il`oj m rlbmii
akrc `o d`s dmon mon tkss`oj `t mt tdl slo`kr mpprlot`fl. ’Nk `tokw!–
^kb`ms rmo k, okt lvlo bktdlr`oj tk bkw. Aimcl nlf`nln tk
n`sf`pi`ol tdl mpprlot`fl imtlr. Ms m nrmjko, dl wms tdl lqu`vmilot
tk m e`oj kr lcplrkr.
Dl turoln d`s mlot`ko tk Ltdmo. ’Mrl yku kemy, bky;–
Ltdmo ikkeln up, d`s lyls nlvk`n ka lckt`ko mon uonlrstmon`oj.
’Pls,– dl sm`n `o m qu`lt vk`fl. ’Pku nko‐t dmvl tk dlip cl.–
Aimcl jmvl mo `oducmo jrkwi uonlr d`s brlmtd. ’Ducmos.
Miwmys tdl smcl,– dl jrucbiln. Aimcl lxtlonln d`s il dmon tk
tdl ykuoj cmo mon pmln d`c ko tdl dlmn. ’Lvlrytd`oj w`ii bl
ol okw, ykuoj Ltdmo. Zlifkcl tk tdl Krnlr ka Nrmjkos.–
Ltdmo jmvl m t`jdt sc`il but tdl lckt`kos n`no‐t rlturo. Filmriy
wdlrl dl dmn fkcl arkc wms wkrsl tdmo Aimcl lxplftln ducmos
wkuin bl arkc.
@t wms mt tdmt ckclot ^kb`ms rlturoln w`td kol ka tdl nkftkrstk j`vl tdl bky m kofl kvlr. Aimcl tkke tdl kppkrtuo`ty tk stlp
mwmy s`ofl nkftkrs cmnl d`c uolmsy, ckstiy blfmusl ka tdl`r
fur`ks`ty kvlr d`s kwo `oducmo kr`j`os. Mlr bl`oj mssurln tdl
bky wkuin bl ol, Aimcl tkke tdl ykuoj bky tk tdl clss dmii tk
mfqu`rl akkn, fmiciy `fe`oj c`o`mturl rlbmiis mt ktdlr upt`jdt
slo`kr mpprlot`fls.
^dl clss dmii wms lcpty ms Aimcl mfqu`rln m pimtl ka akkn arkc
tdl e`tfdlo mon tkke `t kvlr tk kol ka tdl tmbils mon dmonln `t tktdl olw `o`t`mtl. ^dl wd`tl-bikon bky tkke tdl pimtl mon bljmo
jkrj`oj d`cslia, okt lvlo stkpp`oj tk brlmtdl.
Aimcl s`jdln dlmv`iy. ^d`s bky‐s mrr`vmi by tdl nrmjko Vlpt`cus
dmn surpr`sln Aimcl, fkos`nlr`oj tdmt tdl `o`t`mt`kos dmn lonln
s`x ckotds mjk. Vlpt`cus dmn tkin d`s kspr`oj tk fmrl akr tdl
bky blakrl fdmoj`oj `otk d`s trul akrc mon n`smpplmr`oj. @t wms
miwmys tdl smcl akr Aimcl s`ofl dl wms koiy m fd`in i`v`oj `o m
fdurfd krpdmomjl mon Vlpt`cus wms prltlon`oj tk bl m wlmitdy
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v`s`tkr. Dl n`no‐t fmrl5 `t dms bllo m nlfmnl s`ofl dl dmn lvlo tr`ln
tk. D`s cm`o akfus wms okw ko tdl bky fmiiln Ltdmo.’@t `s rmrl tk fkcl mfrkss dmia-nlckos sufd ms yku,– Aimcl sm`n
tk tdl st`ii lmt`oj bky.
’@ wms iufey,– Ltdmo rlpi`ln. ’^dl plkpil tdmt rm`sln cl misk
dmn m nlcko dybr`n wdk eolw wdmt tk nk. @ wms dmppy mckojst
tdlc.–
’@ wms rm`sln `o mo krpdmomjl, Ltdmo. @ wms iufey @ eolw wdk @
wms wdlo @ wms bkro ms wlii.– Aimcl jmvl m br`la sc`il tk rlmssurl
tdl bky.
@t filmriy n`no‐t wkre mon Ltdmo rlturoln tk lmt`oj.
Aimcl jmvl moktdlr s`jd. @t wms jk`oj tk bl m ikoj ylmr.
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M Imst Clmi
^dkcms Milxmonlr
N`oolr w`ii bl rlmny `o td`rty c`outls,– sdl sm`n, tdl plstil
scmfe`oj `otk tdl ckrtmr, frusd`oj tkjltdlr tdl ilckojrmss,
dlrbs mon smit. ^dl wdkil fd`felo smt mirlmny `o `ts trmy, fmrrkts
mon ko`kos mon pktmtkls fdkppln mon sfmlrln mbkut, mrkuon,
mon blolmtd `t. Ali`f`m Ilrolr p`feln up tdl bkil ka ki`vl k`i, tdl
sikw nr`p fmp il`oj kut koiy m qu`fe spurt ms sdl uplonln `t kvlrtdl jrmo`tl bkwi, dlr ktdlr dmon bilon`oj `t `otk tdl plstk c`x.
^me`oj dkin ka tdl fd`felo, sdl i`ln up tdl lnjl ka tdl se`o olmr
tdl olfe mon si`n tdl t`p ka dlr fdkpp`oj eo`al uonlr.
Ai`fe, `fe wlot dlr wr`st, slpmrmt`oj se`o arkc clmt ms sdl
sikwiy kploln up tdl fmv`ty. Zdlo tdl se`o wms fkcpiltliy
slpmrmtln, sdl jrmbbln tdl ckrtmr mon ckvln `t fikslr, tme`oj m
ojlr ikmn ka tdl c`xturl mon sikwiy, fmrlauiiy, pusd`oj `t uonlr
tdl se`o, rubb`oj `t mrkuon tdl brlmst tk fkvlr tdl wdkil fd`felo.Kofl `t wms nkol, sdl ckvln tk tdl kvlo, prlss`oj dlr tducb
tk tdl spmre pimtl. Vdl fkuin dlmr m fi`fe ms `t bljmo tk spmre.
Fi`fe. Fi`fe. Vdl pusdln `owmrns ko tdl eokb, turo`oj `t fikfew`sl,
uot`i tdl cmrelr imonln ko 288 nljrlls. ^dlrl wms m wlt, dkiikw
wdkksd , mon m wmvl ka dkt m`r rusdln mfrkss dlr amfl. Vdl fkuin sll
tdl mcls nmof`oj `o tdl bmfe, m pmil biul dlmt strkoj lokujd tk
slmr lsd arkc bkol. Jrmbb`oj tdl fd`felo trmy, sdl sc`iln, mon
pusdln `t kotk tdl slfkon rmfe.
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Zdlo Gmsko Ilrolr smt nkwo tk lmt, dl wms sk duojry tdmt dl
tufeln r`jdt `otk tdl jkinlo p`lfl ka rkmstln fd`felo s``oj kod`s pimtl. ^dl sclii ka ilckojrmss mon dlrbs iiln d`s okstr`is ms
dl jkrjln ko tdl si`jdtiy jrlmsy ylt fruofdy se`o. Vufd wms d`s
almst`oj tdmt dl olvlr smw tdl sc`il ko Ali`f`m‐s amfl, okr tdl skjjy
se`o tdmt mnkroln dlr p`lfl ka nry mon i`stilss b`rn.
Dmiawmy tdrkujd m b`tl, Gmsko stkppln. Vkcltd`oj wmso‐t r`jdt.
D`s mrc alit skrl, mon d`s fdlst wms t`jdt mon ski`n. D`s v`s`ko
swmc, mon d`s brlmtd`oj blfmcl imbkurln mon dlmvy. Dl tr`ln tk
stmon, but d`s iljs wkuino‐t suppkrt d`c, mon dl alii tk tdl jrkuon
w`td m frmsd. ^dl imst td`oj dl smw wms d`s w`al stmon mon fmiciy
wmie tk tdl pdkol. ^dl imst td`oj dl dlmrn wms d`s w`al‐s vk`fl, ms
sdl spkel tdl wkrns5 ’@ olln mo mcbuimofl5 cy dusbmon s dmv`oj
m dlmrt mmfe!–
Dl olvlr smw tdl blofd `o tdl e`tfdlo. Dl olvlr smw tdl
rlfl`pt arkc d`s cktli ko tdl d`jdwmy, arkc tdl o`jdt dl‐n sm`n
dl wms jk`oj tk wmtfd tdl jmcl mt m ar`lon‐s dkusl. Dl olvlr smwtdl cltmii`f trmy tdmt dmn dlin m fdlmp p`lfl ka nli`fmtlsslo rkmst
fd`felo.
Dl olvlr smw tdl ikoj, dmia-fdkppln akxjikvl kwlrs s``oj
bls`nl tdl ckrtmr mon plstil.
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C`frk A`ft`ko
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Gmr ka Dlmrts
Gm`cl CfNkujmii
Dl fkiilftln dlmrts i`el skcl juys fkiilft bmslbmii fmrns. Lvlotumiiy
`t blfmcl ckrl mbkut dkw cmoy dl dmn mon m ikt ilss mbkut tdl
spkrt.
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Rmp`n ^lo
Iuel Xkuitlr
Vt`ii mi`vl, t`cl lxp`rln… ckotds mjk.
Nko‐t jk `o tdlrl… tkk imtl.
Nko‐t jk `o tdlrl… yku n`n.
N`n yku sll tdmt; Vurl n`n.
Zdlrl nk jdksts sillp; sdl mseln.
Ms wd`tl ms tdmt jdkst, jdkst!
@ kploln tdl nkkr, sdkuino‐t dmvl.
Pls! Pls! Pls! Pls! Pls! Pls!
^dl juo wms `o d`s dmons.
Jk kut gust i`el Dlcc`ojwmy… sdktjuo.
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Jkol
Iyonm Jrmdmc
@t wms rm`o`oj, but, st`ii `os`nl, cy amfl wms wlt. @ dmno‐t rlmi`sln
tdmt dl dmn il tdl nkkr kplo.
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X`ss up
Okli Xmrrmtt
X`ss up `o brlwlry, `ov`tmt`kos ikst.
Mjln iljsOkli Xmrrmtt
Mjln iljs, urjlot nmsd, pr`nl nlotln.
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Zmro`oj
Qmolssm Dujdls
Zmro`oj7 bikkny imcp fkotm`os nlma jlo`l.
FkonkcsQmolssm Dujdls
Fkonkcs. \sl koiy ms n`rlftln. Zdkkps.
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Vdkrt Vtkr`ls
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Jdksts ka tdl Xmst
Mnlc Bls`c
@nko‐t eokw wdy @‐c st`ii wm`t`oj dlrl. @ wmieln kvlr tk ykur arkot
nkkr mon pimfln tdl lovlikpl ko tdl ilnjl ka tdl w`onkw mickst
mo dkur mjk. @‐vl lvlo akrjklo dkw fkin `t `s. ^dl strllti`jdts
amnl k `o tdl n`stmofl nkwo tdl rkmn, mon tdl stmrs mrl bmrliy
v`s`bil tdrkujd tdl bimoelt ka arkst tdmt‐s dkvlr`oj mbkvl. @ sdkuin
rlmiiy jlt jk`oj. @ tkin cy amc`iy @ wms stlpp`oj kut tk jlt skclauli, but stkpp`oj by tk nrkp k tdmt illr brkujdt bmfe m kkn ka
clckr`ls arkc mo kin i`al tdmt‐s ok ikojlr cy prlslot-nmy rlmi`ty.
@t‐s oktd`oj ckrl tdmo gust m nmre, n`stmot clckry. Vkclt`cls, `t
allis i`el `t wms moktdlr i`alt`cl mjk. @ julss vl ylmrs mon m olw
i`al wkuin nk tdmt.
Ms stup`n ms `t skuons, @ td`oe tdl rlmsko wdy @‐c st`ii dlrl `s
tdmt @‐c dkp`oj yku‐ii stlp kut, si`p ykur sdkls ko mon spkt tdl
illr s``oj tdlrl, stmr`oj bmfe mt yku w`td ykur omcl ko `t. @ wmottk s`t dlrl, `o cy fmr mfrkss tdl strllt, mon wmtfd ykur rlmft`ko
ms yku rlmn cy oktl ko tdmt i`oln p`lfl ka pmplr. @ wmot yku tk
ikke skrry akr wdmt yku n`n. ^dl dmrsd trutd `s5 @ blt yku nko‐t
lvlo rlclcblr. Xlkpil i`el yku miwmys sllc tk nk mii tdl nmcmjl
tk ktdlrs mon mrl olvlr c`onaui tdmt ylmrs nkwo tdl trmfe tdly‐n
bl iy`oj mwmel, imtl mt o`jdt, try`oj tk cmel slosl ka wdy yku
sm`n wdmt yku sm`n, wdy yku n`n wdmt yku n`n. @ eokw @ dmvl.
@ skclt`cls wkonlr dkw cmoy ktdlr plkpil yku‐vl durt, mon
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`t cmels cl alli bllr tdmt `t wmso‐t gust cl wdk dms bllo il
fkoausln mon sfmrrln.@ rlmiiy tdkujdt tdmt mlr mii td`s t`cl, @ wkuin‐vl akrjklo
mbkut `t, mon tdl sfmrs wkuin‐vl amnln. @t ikkes i`el tdly‐rl
okt jk`oj moywdlrl. Dkwlvlr, skkolr kr imtlr, yku‐ii rlmn cy
mokoyckus oktl mon eokw skclkol arkc ykur pmst dmso‐t ilt
jk ka wdmt yku n`n. Mt ilmst, okt uot`i yku blfkcl mwmrl ka tdl
nmcmjl yku‐vl nkol.
Cy omi ylmr ka d`jd sfdkki wms suppksln tk bl tdl blst
ylmr ka cy i`al, mon yku cmnl `t kol ka tdl wkrst t`cls @‐vl lvlr
lxplr`lofln. @ eokw `t‐s pk`otilss tk bimcl mon fry mbkut tdl pmst,
oktd`oj fmo fdmojl `t. But @ gust olln yku tk eokw tdmt yku kofl
cmnl cy i`al sk nlprlss`oj mon uoblmrmbil, mon @ alit sk nlsplrmtl
tdmt @ tdkujdt mbkut lon`oj `t mitkjltdlr. @‐vl miwmys bllo eokwo
ms kol ka tdl dmpp`lst plkpil, mon logky cme`oj ktdlrs imujd, but
wdmt yku put cl tdrkujd il cl alli`oj i`el @ dmn ok wmy kut.
@ eokw okw tdmt e`ii`oj cyslia wkuin‐vl bllo m dujl c`stmel.@ ikvl i`al tkk cufd tk nk tdmt, moywmy. But wdmt‐s wkrsl `s tdmt @
mftumiiy miikwln yku tk dmvl tdmt mckuot ka pkwlr kvlr cl. Ok
kol sdkuin ilt moykol dmvl sk cufd fkotrki kvlr tdl wmy tdly alli
mbkut tdlcslivls mon tdl`r kwo i`vls. ^dmt `s cy b`jjlst rljrlt.
^d`s t`cl, vl ylmrs mjk, yku fkotrkiiln cl. ^dl tdkujdt ka yku
bl`oj kut ko tdl kvmi elpt cl k t, tdl tdkujdt ka yku wmonlr`oj
mrkuon tdl sfdkki w`td ykur cmtls cmnl cl td`oe tw`fl mbkut
wmie`oj tk fimss mikol, mon tdl tdkujdt ka pmss`oj yku ko tdl wmytk tdl fmotllo il cl okt wmot`oj tk jk kut mon jlt skcltd`oj tk
lmt. @ fdksl tk jk duojry `ostlmn.
But okw, @ nko‐t almr yku mt mii. @‐n ikvl tk wmie pmst yku nkwo
tdl strllt mon ikke nkwo mt yku. @o m wmy, mii @ rlmiiy dmvl tk smy
`s, —tdmoe yku.‐ Lvlrytd`oj @ wlot tdrkujd bmfe tdlo koiy cmnl
cl strkojlr. Cy i`al dms koiy jklo bllr w`td lvlry ylmr tdmt
dms pmssln mon td`s scmii tkwo `s ok ikojlr cy dkcl. @‐c i`v`oj
cy nrlmc i`al `o m imrjl f`ty, wd`fd dms wkreln tk rlc`on cl dkw
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scmii td`s pimfl `s. @‐c gust nkwo akr tdl wllelon mon tkckrrkw
@‐ii jlt `o cy fmr, fru`sl kut ka dlrl mon bmfe tk cy olw i`al.Vkclt`cls, @ on `t dmrn tk bli`lvl gust dkw cufd cy i`al
dms fdmojln. Dkw cufd @‐vl fdmojln. Dkw jrlmt lvlrytd`oj `s
okw, fkcpmrln tk dkw dmrn `t wms bmfe tdlo. Cmybl yku‐vl lvlo
fdmojln. Pku‐rl ok ikojlr `o d`jd sfdkki5 yku‐rl kut `o tdl rlmi
wkrin, wdlrl yku nko‐t dmvl ykur ar`lons by ykur s`nl lvlry nmy.
Arkc wdmt @ imst dlmrn, tdly mii ckvln mwmy akr uo`vlrs`ty mon il
yku bld`on. @‐c okt fkcpiltliy surl. @ nko‐t fmrl lokujd tk eokw,
but @ wms tkin tdmt yku‐rl uolcpikyln mon on`oj `t dmrn tk jlt
mfflptln moywdlrl akr wkre. @t cmels cl alli jrlmt, mftumiiy.
Emrcm‐s m jkkn td`oj. @t‐s am`r ‖ yku jlt wdmt yku j`vl.
Cmybl on`oj `t dmrn tk cmel `t `o tdl rlmi wkrin dms skloln
yku, but tdl nmcmjl `s nkol. ^dl td`oj `s, @‐c ok ikojlr jk`oj tk
ilt cyslia bl dmuotln by tdl pmst. Okw tdmt yku eokw wdmt @ wmot
yku tk eokw, @ dkpl yku splon m ikoj t`cl jur`oj kut wdk tdl
illr `s arkc.@ turo tdl ely `o tdl `jo`t`ko mon tdl fmr stmrts. @ put tdl fmr
`otk nr`vl mon sikwiy vllr mwmy arkc tdl furb mon ckvl akrwmrn.
@ jimofl gust kofl ckrl mt tdl dkusl, mon `cmj`ol tdl plrsko
akrclriy rlspkos`bil akr cy sd`y i`al ikke`oj mt cy illr mon
alli`oj ms bmn ms tdly kofl cmnl cl alli. @‐ii olvlr eokw wdmt
tdkujdts ruo tdrkujd tdl`r dlmn wdlo tdly omiiy rlmn `t, but
tdly‐ii eokw c`ol. @ rlmfd tdl lon ka tdl strllt mon ikke `o tdl
rlmr v`lw c`rrkr mon akr tdl imst t`cl, @ ikke bmfe. @ turo kut ka tdlstrllt mon sunnloiy alli ms tdkujd m substmot`mi wl`jdt dms bllo
i`ln k cl. @ julss akr tdl rst t`cl `o vl ylmrs, @‐c omiiy arll.
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@o Nrlmcs
Motdlm Cmtily
Mjrly, ck`st akj rkiis nkwo k tdl ckuotm`o, dujj`oj tdl
jrkuon mon sprlmn`oj kut, lovlikp`oj Mjj`l‐s fkmjl. ^dl
stlmc`oj akj rlnuf`oj v`s`b`i`ty tk m clrl twk duonrln cltrls
mon ms m rlsuit ka `ts cmss, cu`oj skuon.
Mjj`l s wm`t`oj. Voujjiln otk m suppil ilmtdlr fiub fdm`r. dl
tw`o fdm`r kppks`tl dlr `s lcpty akr tdl t`cl bl`oj. ^dl koiy i`jdt
`s fkc`oj arkc tdl jikw`oj mon lf`lot pkt bliiy stkvl.
M slrv`flmbil cmotil fikfe fd`cls tdl qumrtlr dkur. Okw mon
tdlo tdlrl `s m ikun frmfe arkc tdl buro`oj cmiill wkkn.
Mjj`l `s wm`t`oj. Vdl eokws tdl akj `s dlipaui. @t fkvlrs td`ojs
sk tdly sdkuino‐t bl sllo, sdkuino‐t bl dlmrn. @t `s jk`oj tk bl m
jkkn o`jdt mlr mii.
Vdl strltfdls kut dlr iljs mon ikkes mt dlr allt. Kofl tdly spuo
mfrkss jilmc`ojiy pki`sdln kkrbkmrns, tdl fkikur ka br`fey‐ssmon. Dlr se`rt mr`oj kut tk m f`rfil ms sdl wms spuo mrkuon tk
tdl skuons ka Fdubby Fdlfelr. Okw jomriln mon tw`stln w`td
mrtdr`t`s, dlr nmof`oj nmys ikoj kvlr, ilmv`oj skcl jkkn mon bmn
clckr`ls. Fmo‐t dmvl tdl jkkn w`tdkut tdl bmn. Dlr cktdlr‐s
vk`fl `o dlr dlmn.
Mjj`l `so‐t `o moy durry. ^dl o`jdt w`ii pimy kut ms `t sdkuin.
Vdl mon G`ccy dmvl pimooln td`s o`jdt akr m ikoj t`cl.
Vt`ii, sdl‐s stmrtiln by tdl br`se rmt-m-tmt-tmt ko tdl brmss eokfelr.Mirlmny;
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’Rlmny cy ikvliy Mjj`l;–
Mon tdlrl‐s G`ccy, `o tdl nkkr blakrl sdl dms t`cl tk dlmvldlrslia kut ka tdl fdm`r.
Dl e`fes tdl nkkr bld`on d`c, pimfls tdl imnlo pmplr bmjs ko
tdl e`tfdlo blofd mon stlps mfrkss tk dlr dkin`oj kut d`s dmons.
’Ilt cl dlip yku w`td tdmt.– Dl rlmfdls akr dlr mon puiis dlr
jlotiy up mon loakin`oj dlr, prlssls d`s i`ps tk dlr akrldlmn.
Vdl fiksls dlr lyls, dkin`oj tdl ckclot. Dl stlps bmfe, dkin`oj
tdl t`ps ka dlr blot ojlrs. D`s mrl okt cufd bllr, bktd pm`rs
sdkw`oj imrjl biul vl`os mon arlfeils wd`fd dmvl swuc tkjltdlrtk akrc mt pmtfdls ka brkwo. Dl nr`oes dlr `o, okt`f`oj tdl olw
plrc, tdl imfl lvlo`oj nrlss dl bkujdt akr dlr, dkw ikoj mjk wms
`t; ^wloty ylmrs; Nklso‐t cmlr okw.
’Pku ikke ikvliy,– dl wd`splrs.
’Pku ikke vlry nmsd`oj ykurslia,– sdl smys, tme`oj o tdl tuxlnk,
tdl arlsd dm`rfut. Okt cufd tk fut tdlsl nmys, but st`ii.
’Dkw mrl tdksl dlmnmfdls;–
’Zkrsl tknmy but @ tkke m tmbilt, gust tk jlt tdrkujd td`s
lvlo`oj.– Vdl ikkes kvlr d`s sdkuinlr mt tdl bmjs dl brkujdt `o.
’Cusdrkkcs mon brlmn, wdmt wl mjrlln.– Vdl dmno‐t mseln
but dl smw tdl qulst`ko `o dlr rm`sln lylbrkw. ’Rlclcblr wdlo
wl rst wlot cusdrkkc`oj mikoj tdl Z`cclrm R`vlr;–
Vdl rlclcblrs. Il`oj jk ka d`s dmons sdl ckvls tk tdl
cmotlip`lfl mon i`s up tdl pdktk tdlrl. M bimfe mon wd`tl kol
ka dlrslia mt twloty dkin`oj l`jdt-ckotd kin ^lnny. Ikke`oj
slr`kusiy `otk tdl fmclrm, kol dmon tw`st`oj d`s lmr. D`s imst ylmr
w`td tdlc.
’V`t bmfe nkwo. @‐ii put m rlfkrn ko, pkur skcl w`ol tdlo @‐ii
stmrt n`oolr.–
Vdl s`jds mon ilts dlrslia bl dlipln bmfe otk tdl fdm`r. Dl puiis
kut skcl rlfkrns.
’Pkur fdk`fl, Fdubby Fdlfelr kr Rky Krb`sko;–
’@ td`oe tdl lvlo`oj fmiis akr Rky Krb`sko,– sdl smys. ’Koiytdl Ikoliy–
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Dl jimofls mt dlr tdlo turos d`s mlot`ko tk tdl pmfemjls.
Kut fkcls m bkil ka Cklt fdmcpmjol, bulr, brlmn, jmri`f moncusdrkkcs. Dl eokws tdl ar`njl `s lcpty. ^dly dmn filmoln tdl
dkusl arkc tkp tk bkkc. M ikoj mon t`r`oj gkb mt tdl`r mjl but `t
wms pmrt ka tdl t`ny`oj up ka tdl`r i`vls.
Dl kplos tdl w`ol mon sikwiy pkurs twk utls. Dl br`ojs tdlc
kvlr, dmons dlr kol mon slils d`cslia o tdl spmrl fdm`r kppks`tl dlr.
’Dlrl‐s tk m i`al wlii i`vln mon tk kur olxt i`al.–
dly tkufd jimssls mon s`p. Vdl dms moktdlr qulst`ko o dlr lyls.
’Pls, @‐vl jkt tdl tmbilts, kol lmfd. @t‐ii bl qu`fe, `o kur sillp. M
nrlmcilss sillp,– dl smys.
^dly s`t dkin`oj dmons i`stlo`oj tk Rky Krb`sko‐s clikn`f
vk`fl, s`pp`oj tdl`r w`ol. ^dly wko‐t bl `otlrruptln tko`jdt.
’Mrl yku duojry ylt, w`ii @ stmrt n`oolr;– Dl eokws sdl wko‐t
bl, okt cufd pmssls dlr i`ps tdlsl nmys.
’@‐n i`el tk wmtfd yku prlpmrl `t, sll tdl e`tfdlo `o mft`ko kol
imst t`cl.–Dl rliis tdl`r jimssls mon stmrts uopmfe`oj tdl bmjs.
@t‐s mii bus`olss okw ms sdl wmtfdls d`c tmel kvlr tdl e`tfdlo.
Ary`oj pmo kut, jms ko, dl pllis tdl sk aru`t mon si`fls tdlc
`otk td`fe ojlrs, frusd`oj `o jmri`f. Olxt tdl bulr. M amt si`fl
nkiikpln otk tdl dlmt`oj pmo. Mo ostmot rlmft`ko ka s`zzi`oj bulr
spulr`oj kvlr tdl s`nls `o t`oy nrkpilts, c`st`oj tdl stkvl tkp.
^d`fe si`fls ka skur nkujd `otk tdl tkmstlr. @o jk tdl cusdrkkcs,
jmri`f, smit mon plpplr. M urry ka st`r ary`oj. Ko jkls tdl i`n. A`vlc`outls, tdl tkmstlr prlssln nkwo.
Moktdlr vl c`outls mon tdl ckuon ka cusdrkkcs dmvl
fkiimpsln `otk m sk, spkkombil fkofkft`ko. ^dl mrkcm ka bulr,
jmri`f, cusdrkkcs, iis tdl e`tfdlo.
Dlr stkcmfd stmrts tk wmel up. ^dl tdkujdt ka akkn st`ii
`otlrlsts dlr lvlo tdkujd sdl fmo‐t ellp `t nkwo. ^kmst `s bulrln
mon cusdrkkcs p`iln ko tkp.
Dl tmels twk stlmc`oj pimtlauis tk tdl fmrlauiiy im`n n`o`oj
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tmbil. Dl dlips dlr kut ka tdl fiub mon `otk m n`o`oj fdm`r.
Vdl ikkes lmjlriy mt tdl pimtl mon brlmtdls o tdl dlmny mvkurs.Vdl tmels m ckutdaui, lxplft`oj tdl bulry, cusdrkkcy mvkur
sdl mot`f`pmtln.
Vkcltd`oj gmrs. Mlr fdlw`oj sikwiy mon swmiikw`oj, tdl
amc`i`mr cltmii`f tmstl iis dlr ckutd. Vdl tdrkws dlr akre nkwo
mon siucps bmfe. Dlr sdkuinlrs frucpil sunnloiy, dlr fd`o pk`ots
tk dlr fdlst. Vdl blj`os tk skb.
G`ccy pimfls d`s akre nkwo sikwiy d`s lyls ji`stlo`oj. Dl wms
lxplft`oj td`s but wmotln tk try moywmy.
’Fkcl ko, wl lxplftln td`s. Mt ilmst yku fmo st`ii nr`oe.–
’@t ikkeln mon scliiln skkk nli`f`kus. @a @ fkuin mse akr koiy
kol td`oj `t wkuin bl tk logky cy imst clmi mjm`o!–
G`ccy ckvls tk dlr mon puts d`s mrcs mrkuon dlr. ’Ilt‐s dmvl
m nmofl.–
^dly sdul mrkuon tdl kkr jr`pp`oj lmfd ktdlr t`jdtiy. Dl
rlmfdls `otk d`s pkfelt mon tmels kut tdl twk plm-s`zln fmpsuils.Dl t`its dlr dlmn bmfe mon si`ps kol uonlr dlr tkojul mon tdl
ktdlr uonlr d`s. Dl jlts m jimss ka w`ol mon tdly lmfd tmel m s`p.
Dl jlotiy ilmns dlr tk tdl autko styil skam i`oln w`td sk p`iikws
mon puiis tdl fmsdclrl tdrkw kvlr tdlc bktd. ^dly fiksl tdl`r
lyls tk Rky Krb`sko‐s, —@o Nrlmcs‐.
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slfiunln vmil. M scmii fkpsl ka p`ol trlls jrlw mrkuon tdl r`c
ka tdl dkiikw, tdl`r brmofdls blon`oj si`jdtiy uonlr imst o`jdt‐ssokwamii.
^wk td`ojs `ccln`mtliy fmujdt dlr mlot`ko ms sdl cmnl dlr
wmy nkwo `otk tdl vmil. ^dl rst wms m pkon tdmt imy mt tdl flotrl
ka tdl dkiikw, wmtlr st`ii ms m c`rrkr. Vdl arkwoln5 tdl tlcplrmturl
wms nlo`tliy fkin lokujd tdmt moy bkny ka wmtlr sdkuin dmvl
arkzlo kvlr, ylt tdlrl wms ok s`jo ka `fl mt mii.
^dl slfkon knn`ty wms m scmii stkol pimtakrc k tk tdl s`nl ka
tdl pkki. Vdl wmso‐t surl wdy sdl okt`fln `t mt mii5 `t wms mt tk tdl
jrkuon, mon ckstiy fkoflmiln blolmtd m imylr ka ilmvls mon arkst.
Vdl suppksln tdmt dlr ylmrs ms m td`la miikwln dlr tk okt`fl subtil
nltm`is, mon sdl ckvln nkwo akr m fikslr ikke.
Ms sdl filmrln mwmy tdl `fl mon ilmvls fkvlr`oj tdl stkol, `t
blfmcl filmr sdl wms ko tdl r`jdt trmfe. ^dl jrmo`tl suramfl wms
fkvlrln `o mo `otr`fmtl mrrmy ka jlkcltr`f pmlros, wd`fd sdl
qu`feiy rlfkjo`sln ms ruols ka skcl skrt. ^dl koiy `cplralft`kowms m cmre tdmt rlslcbiln m dmonpr`ot mt tdl flotrl ka tdl pimtakrc.
Blakrl sdl eolw wdmt sdl wms nk`oj, sdl pimfln dlr dmon `o
tdl `cpr`ot, alli`oj tdl fdmrmftlr`st`f buzz ka mrfmol pkwlr ms tdl
pmlros ko tdl stkol duccln tk i`al, biul-wd`tl lolrjy puis`oj
tdrkujd tdl fdmoolis.
’Zdy tdl dlii n`n @ nk tdmt;– sdl wkonlrln kut ikun, koiy akr
dlr trm`o ka tdkujdt tk bl `otlrruptln by m bi`on`oj lrupt`ko ka
i`jdt arkc tdl pkki.^dl wmtlr `o tdl pkon wms jkol. Mt tdl bkkc ka tdl pkki
wms r`oj ka stkol bikfes, nlfkrmtln w`td tdl smcl pmlros ms tdl
pimtakrc. ^dl spmfl bltwllo tdl stkols sd`cclrln i`el m c`rmjl,
miikw`oj dlr tk vmjuliy cmel kut m rkkc blykon.
’Zlii, oktd`oj vloturln...– sdl culrln tk dlrslia, mon nlsp`tl
dlr usumi mvlrs`ko tk tdl uoeokwo, stlppln `otk tdl pkrtmi.
Vdl alit tdl slosmt`ko ka trmvlii`oj m jrlmt n`stmofl `o koiy m
slfkon, mon sunnloiy imonln rkujdiy ko tdl fmrvln kkr ka m
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fmvlro. Vdl `ccln`mtliy ikkeln mrkuon, fdlfe`oj akr trmps, bktd
cuonmol mon cmj`fmi. Vdl rlimxln ms sdl rlmi`sln oktd`oj wmskut ka tdl krn`omry5 tdl t`ils wlrl sfrmtfdln mon wkro, but sdl
lxplftln tdmt akr m pimfl i`el td`s.
Kemy, sdl tdkujdt. Bllr cmel td`s qu`fe.
Akr skcl rlmsko, sdl alit ms tdkujd sdl eolw lxmftiy wdlrl
tk jk, mickst ms tdkujd sdl wms bl`oj ju`nln by skcltd`oj. Vdl
ckvln tdrkujd rkkc mlr rkkc, mii ka tdlc iiln w`td bkkesdlivls
tdmt rlmfdln tkwmrns tdl vmuitln fl`i`ojs i`el fmstil wmiis, but sdl
eolw okol ka tdlc dlin wdmt sdl dmn bllo d`rln tk fkiilft.
Mlr koiy tlo c`outls, dlr brm`o tkin dlr tk dmit. Vdl ikkeln
kvlr tdl sdlivls sdl dmn stkppln bld`on, mon `ostmotiy alit dlr
lyls nrmwo tk m bkke ko kol ka tdl upplr sdlivls, m jkkn twloty
allt mbkvl tdl jrkuon.
Okt cufd ka m fdmiilojl, sdl tdkujdt ms sdl fimcblrln up tdl
sdlivls tk rltr`lvl dlr pr`zl. Ms sdl puiiln `t kut sdl tkke m
ckclot tk ikke `t kvlr. @t wms i`jdtlr tdmo sdl tdkujdt `t wkuin bl, bkuon `o wdmt alit i`el d`nl ka skcl e`on5 sdl fkuino‐t rlfkjo`sl
tdl imojumjl ko tdl sp`ol, okr tdl sycbkis pr`otln ko tdl fkvlr.
Vdl si`ppln `t `otk dlr pmfe mon bljmo cme`oj dlr wmy bmfe kut.
Vdl dmn cmnl `t tdrkujd koiy m s`ojil rkkc mon lotlrln m imrjl
kplo spmfl wdlo sdl alit dlr akkt sunnloiy fmtfd ko tdl jrkuon,
mickst sprm`o`oj dlr moeil ms `t tw`stln uofkcakrtmbiy blolmtd dlr.
Ok, okt okw! Vdl alit m tw`ojl ka pmo`f blj`o tk frllp `o ms sdl
dlmrn m vk`fl lfdk arkc mfrkss tdl fdmcblr.’Zlii okw, wdmt dmvl wl dlrl;–
M cmo stlppln kut arkc bld`on kol ka tdl olmrlst sdlivls tk
stmon o tdl c`nnil ka tdl spmfl. Vdl fkuino‐t cmel kut d`s almturls
kr fkcpilx`ko, but sdl fkuin tlii dl wms tmiilr tdmo mvlrmjl mon m
i`il brkmnlr ms wlii.
Dl ikkeln mrkuon tdl rkkc. ’O`fl tk sll tdl ruols mrl wkre`oj
mlr mii tdlsl ylmrs.–
Vmrmd ikkeln nkwo mt tdl jrkuon. Zdmt sdl dmn prlv`kusiy
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mssucln wlrl sfrmtfdls `o tdl kkr okw puisln w`td m sk biul-
wd`tl jikw. ^dly wlrl am`ot, but st`ii br`jdt lokujd akr dlr tk p`fekut rlplmt`oj pmlros. ^d`o tlonr`is ka mrfmol lolrjy sprkutln
arkc tdl s`j`is olmrlst dlr allt mon tw`st`oj mrkuon dlr moeils i`el
v`ols, mofdkr`oj dlr `o pimfl.
’Pku‐vl jkt tk bl e`nn`oj cl! @a tdksl mrl ruols tdly sdkuin‐vl
rlmftln tdl ckclot @ stlppln ko tdlc, okt mlr @‐vl ruccmjln
mrkuon akr„– Dlr lyls `ovkiuotmr iy w`nloln w`td rlmi`smt`ko.
^dl cmo sc`iln, kbv`kusiy mcusln.
Vmrmd rlmfdln `otk dlr pmfe mon puiiln kut tdl bkke sdl
dmn somtfdln. @o tdl tkp fkrolr, ikke`oj i`el oktd`oj ckrl tdmo
sfrmtfd cmres wms moktdlr ruol, m c`o`mturl rlprlslotmt`ko ka
tdksl ko tdl kkr.
’Vko ka m b`tfd.–
’@‐ii mse yku tk flmsl tdl prkamo`t`ls `o cy rls`nlofl, ykuoj
imny,– tdl cmo sm`n, skuon`oj i`el m jrmonamtdlr sfkin`oj m fd`in,
ms dl rlmfdln kut w`td d`s dmon. ^dl bkke ilmpt arkc Vmrmd‐sjrmsp, imon`oj w`td m sk fimp `o tdl pmic ka dlr fmptkr.
’Miikw cl tk `otrknufl cyslia,– dl fkot`ouln. ’@ mc Vemnru`o,
ellplr ka tdl Mrfd`vl Ltlromi mon mii tdl cmtlr`mi `t fkotm`os. Mon
yku, Vmrmd Fmcsko, mrl trlspmss`oj.–
’Dkw n`n yku eokw tdmt!; @ olvlr sm`n„–
Vemnru`o tmppln m ojlr tk d`s tlcpil. ’Okt lvlrytd`oj `s
`ccln`mtliy kbv`kus. C`on-rlmn`oj, akr lxmcpil. Colcko`f
bikfes koiy wkre `a yku‐rl lxplft`oj `t, sk r`jdt okw @ fmo rlmnykur c`on i`el m bkke.–
Vmrmd sm`n oktd`oj.
Vemnru`o fkot`ouln. ’Bkro `o Jrlyfi` tk pkkr pmrlots. Vtkil
ykur rst jkin fk`o arkc m okbilcmo wdlo yku wlrl tlo ylmrs ka
mjl. V`ofl tdmt t`cl yku dmvl bllo prmft`s`oj ykur trmnl mfrkss
tdl e`ojnkcs, but koiy lvlr stlmi`oj arkc tdksl wdk yku alli
nlslrvln `t. @ julss @ sdkuin bl mlrln tk dmvl bllo p`feln akr
ykur lonlmv„’
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D`s spllfd wms fut sdkrt ms Vmrmd tdrlw tdl eo`al sdl fkoflmiln
`o dlr vmcbrmfl `o mo uonlrdmon ckt`ko, slon`oj `t s`oj`ojtdrkujd tdl m`r tkwmrns tdl cmo‐s tdrkmt.
^dl eo`al olvlr d`t `ts cmre. Vemnru`o‐s sdmnkw sunnloiy
strltfdln k tdl jrkuon mon piufeln tdl wlmpko kut ka tdl m`r. @t
duoj tdlrl i`el m v`plr pimy`oj w`td m rknlot.
Vemnru`o n`no‐t lvlo jimofl mt tdl wlmpko. ’N`n yku rlmiiy
lxplft tdmt tk wkre, Vmrmd Fmcsko;–
Vmrmd alit dlrslia try tk tmel m stlp mwmy arkc d`c, `cplnln by
tdl ruols ko tdl jrkuon. ’Zdmt tdl dlii mrl yku;!–
Vemnru`o sc`iln ms dl stlppln bmfe otk tdl mo`cmtln nmreolss
bld`on d`c. Ms skko ms dl‐n n`smpplmrln fkcpiltliy, tdl sdmnkw
strltfdln upwmrns mon kutwmrns tk slvlrmi t`cls `ts kr`j`omi s`zl
blakrl n`ss`pmt`oj i el lvmpkrmt`oj c`st.
^dl cmo wms jkol5 `o d`s pimfl stkkn m fkikssmi jurl tdmt
sllcln tk rlmfd tdl rkka ka tdl vmuit. Bmt-i`el w`ojs, imrjl lokujd
tk fkvlr tdl fl`i`oj, strltfdln kvlr tdl rkws ka bkkesdlivls.Vfmiln i`cbs fmpmbil ka frusd`oj m dkrsl smt wdlrl ducmo allt
dmn prlv`kusiy, t`ppln w`td fimws tdmt wkuin dmvl cmnl moy
prlnmtkr lov`kus. ^dl kofl-ducmo amfl dmn strltfdln `otk m
rlpt`i`mo cuzzil mon yliikw, fmt-i`el lyls okw rljmrnln dlr
sdkfeln lxprlss`ko w`td mcuslclot.
^dl blmst tdmt dmn kofl bllo tdl cmo Vemnru`o rkiiln `ts
sdkuinlrs ms tdkujd strltfd`oj mlr m omp. ’Md, `t `s jkkn tk rlturo
tk okrcmi. Jimckur`oj kolslia ms m ducmo `s uofkcakrtmbil akr m bl`oj ka cy s`zl, lsplf`miiy w`tdkut tdl prkplr prlpmrmt`ko.–
Vmrmd mickst akrjkt tdmt sdl wms fmpmbil ka spllfd. ’Pku…
Pku‐rl m Nrmjko;–
’Pku wlrl lxplft`oj mo krmoj-utmo;– tdl blmst rucbiln ms `t
t`itln `ts dlmn tk kol s`nl.
’Zdmt tdl dlii `s mo krmoj„ olvlr c`on! @ flrtm`oiy wmso‐t
lxplft`oj td`s mt moy rmtl!–
’^dlo @ suppksl yku n`no‐t lxplft td`s l`tdlr,– Vemnru``o sm`n
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ms dl `feln kol fimw mickst mbslot-c`onlniy.
Vmrmd‐s dlmn sunnloiy alit i`el m eo`al dmn piuojln `otk `t, monsdl fkiimpsln tk tdl jrkuon sfrlmc`oj mon tw`st`oj `o mjkoy. Dmn
dl usln dlr kwo tdrkwo bimnl mjm`ost dlr; Zms td`s dkw t lonln,
ms m pimytd`oj akr kol ka tdl ckst pkwlraui frlmturls o tdl wkrin;
But tdl pm`o subs`nln gust ms rmp`niy ms `t dmn mrr`vln, mon sdl
akuon dlrslia iy`oj ko tdl mjstkol, brlmtd`oj dlmv`iy. Ms sdl
prkppln dlrslia up sdl ikkeln mt Vemnru`o. ^dl nrmjko dmno‐t
ckvln, mon gust rljmrnln dlr w`td p`lrf`oj yliikw lyls.
’Zdmt n`n yku gust nk tk cl;–
’Ms @ sm`n blakrl, Vmrmd Fmcsko, okt lvlrytd`oj `s `ccln`mtliy
kbv`kus,– dl sm`n, ikke`oj mwmy ms dl spkel.
Vmrmd akiikwln d`s jmzl nkwo tk d`s il akrlpmw, mon mickst
`ostmotiy smw wdmt dmn nrmwo d`s mlot`ko. M ducmo akrc,
fkcpksln ka n`c v`kilt lolrjy, wr`tdln aur`kusiy blolmtd tdl
nrmjko‐s frusd`oj jr`p, bkuon `o tdl smcl sdmnkws Vemnru`o dmn
usln wd`il `o ducmo akrc.’Xsyfd`f fkostruft,– Vemnru`o spkel blakrl sdl fkuin lvlo mse
tdl qulst`ko. ’Rmtdlr `otr`fmtl kol mt tdmt. Zlmvls `tslia `o mckojst
`ts v`ft`cs tdkujdts mon `oulofls tdlc tk nk wdmtlvlr `ts frlmtkr
nls`rls. Pku wlrl iufey, Vmrmd Fmcsko.–
’Zdmt; Dkw `s `t iufey @ dmn m… m… m pmrms`tl `o cy dlmn!–
Vemnru`o‐s tkol sunnloiy blfmcl slr`kus. ’Blfmusl td`s kol
wms mbkut tk tlrc`omtl `tslia, mon yku mikoj w`td `t.–
Vmrmd alit m fd`ii ruo up dlr sp`ol. Vlvlrmi td`ojs okw cmnlslosl5 dkw sdl dmn eokwo lxmftiy wdlrl tk jk mon wdmt sdl wms
ikke`oj akr, nlsp`tl okt mftumiiy bl`oj tkin. Vdl ikkeln bmfe mt tdl
fkostruft ms `t tw`stln `o `ts fmptkr‐s jr`p. Okw tdmt sdl ikkeln
fiksliy sdl okt`fln `ts jikw`oj almturls cmtfdln tdksl ka tdl kin
cmo arkc D`jdakrjl.
’Vko ka m b`tfd...–
’@ bli`lvl @ mseln yku okt tk usl tdmt imojumjl. @t `s uoblfkc`oj
ka m imny sufd ms ykurslia.–
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’Zlii lxfusl cl akr rlmi`s`oj cy lcpikylr pimooln tk e`ii cl
w`td m cmj`fmi brm`o mssmss`o! ^d`s nklso‐t dmpplo lvlry nmy,yku eokw!–
’Mon akr tdmt @ mc tdmoeaui. ^d`s `s nmre cmj`f ka tdl d`jdlst
krnlr, mon wdklvlr n`n td`s `s okt i`eliy tk akrj`vl ykur am`iurl.–
Vemnru`o‐s pmw sunnloiy prlssln nkwo ko `ts fmpt`vl, mon tdl
strujji`oj mppmr`t`ko vmo`sdln w`td m d`ss, ilmv`oj ok trmfl.
’Ilt us sll dkw dl fmo dmonil d`s kwo pk`sko.–
’Zdmt n`n yku nk;–
Vemnru`o‐s amfl cmnl wdmt fkuin koiy bl tdl nrmfko`f lqu`vmilotka m sc`il. ’Xsyfd`f fkostrufts sufd ms tdmt i`il blmst mrl i`oeln tk
tdl`r cmstlrs mt mii t`cls, i`el m pm`r ka fi`cblrs gk`oln by m tltdlr.
@ s`cpiy slot `t bmfe mikoj tdl tltdlr tk tdl cmstlr.–
’Z`ii `t e`ii d`c;–
’@t c`jdt, but @ nkubt `t. Dl‐ii dmvl m dlmnmfdl, but a dl frlmtln
`t dl fmo prkbmbiy rlckvl `t arkc d`s kwo dlmn j`vlo t`cl. But
tdmt `s okt tdl wkrst pmrt.–
’Mon wdmt `s;–
Vemnru`o cmnl m jlsturl, mon tdl bkke dl‐n tmelo arkc dlr
kmtln kut arkc bld`on d`s akrc tk dkvlr `o tdl m`r olmr d`s r`jdt
akrlpmw. ’^d`s tkcl, yku nk okt eokw wdmt `t fkotm`os, nk yku;–
’\c, ok, @ nko‐t.–
’@ n`n okt td`oe sk. ^d`s bkke wms wr`lo ikoj blakrl ducmos,
blakrl livls, blakrl moy f`v`i`smt`ko tdmt yku kr moy ka ykur sfdkimrs
dmvl dlmrn ka. dl td`ojs o td`s bkke mrl vlry cpkrtmot tk flrtm`o
plkpil, mon okol ka tdlc mrl jkkn.–
’Dkw‐s tdmt;–
’^dl ilss yku eokw, tdl bllr ykur i`al w`ii bl. Vufl tk smy,
sdkuin kol ka tdl makrlclot`koln clo fim`c td`s bkke kr moy ka
m duonrln ktdlrs, tdlo lvlry cmo, wkcmo, mon fd`in mfrkss tdl
wkrin wkuin bl mt r`se. ^dmt `s tdl rlmsko @ ellp tdlc dlrl, mwmy
arkc pry`oj lyls.–
Vmrmd fkfeln mo lylbrkw mt tdl nrmjko. ’Dmtl tk brlme `t tkyku, but `t wmso‐t lxmftiy d`nnlo.–
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’^rul. Lvlo `a yku dmno‐t dmn tdmt... pmrms`tl `o ykur dlmn, yku
wkuin dmvl n`sfkvlrln `t lvlotumiiy.–’^dlo wdy wms t tdlrl, okt slmiln o m ikfeln mon wmrnln vmuit;–
Vemnru`o ilmoln d`s dlmn `o fikslr. ’Blfmusl @ ollnln bm`t tk
fmtfd yku, Vmrmd Fmcsko, kr mt ilmst skclkol i`el yku.–
’Cl; Zdy;–
^dl nrmjko sc`iln. ’Vk tdmt @ fkuin cmel yku mo klr.–
^dl stmtlclot tkke Vmrmd mbmfe. Nrmjkos wlrl qu`tl pkss`biy
tdl ckst pkwlraui bl`ojs ko tdl fkot`olot. Akr kol tk mse moytd`oj
ka m ilsslr ckrtmi wms lxtrlcl tk smy tdl ilmst.
Vdl cmomjln tk fkcpksl dlrslia blakrl splme`oj. ’Mrl wl
tmie`oj mbkut m gkb dlrl;–
’@ nk okt eokw `a yku dmvl okt`fln, but @ nk okt lxmftiy bilon
`o wlii w`td m frkwn, lvlo jimckurln. ^dlrl mrl skcl pimfls tdmt
@ s`cpiy fmookt jk mon tmses tkk nli`fmtl akr cl tk plrakrc. Akr
tdmt, @ rlqu`rl mjlots ka cy kwo, mon yku wkuin bl tdl plralft
fmon`nmtl.–’Dkw nk yku eokw tdmt; ^dl tlst wmso‐t lxmftiy dmrn.–
Vemnru`o sc`iln mjm`o. ’Nk rlclcblr @ wms mbil tk ikke `os`nl
ykur dlmn, Vmrmd Fmcsko. Pku flrtm`oiy dmvl tdl se`iis, but @
misk smy tdmt, mt dlmrt, yku mrl m plrsko wdk tr`ls tk nk tdl r`jdt
td`oj. Mii ka ykur prlv`kus tdls wlrl n`rlftln tkwmrns tdksl ka
`ii `otlot. Koiy ko td`s kffms`ko wlrl yku tr`feln, prkbmbiy nul tk
ykur akrclr lcpikylr‐s pmrms`tl. @ eokw tdmt `a @‐n lxpim`oln tdl
s`tumt`ko, yku wkuin dmvl j`vlo tdl bkke up w`ii`ojiy. @t `s akrtdksl rlmskos tdmt @ cmel td`s klr tk yku.–
Vdl tdkujdt akr m slfkon blakrl splme`oj mjm`o. ’@s rlaus`oj mo
kpt`ko;–
Vemnru`o oknnln. ’Ka fkursl, but @ w`ii rlc`on yku tdmt ykur
akrclr lcpikylr `s prkbmbiy okt jk`oj tk tmel e`oniy tk ykur
surv`vmi, mon nk okt td`oe dl fmo‐t trmfe yku nkwo wdlrlvlr yku
jk. @ fmo dlip yku tmel fmrl ka d`c, kr mt tdl vlry ilmst d`nl akr tdl
t`cl bl`oj–
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Vmrmd s`jdln. Kol ka tdl td`ojs sdl‐n ilmroln kvlr tdl ylmrs wms
wdlo tk tmel skclkol‐s mnv`fl. ’Xk`ot tmelo. Mir`jdt Vemnru`o,yku dmvl m nlmi.–
^dl nrmjko sdunnlrln okt`flmbiy, vmo`sd`oj `otk tdl sdmnkws
mjm`o. Zdlo tdl nmreolss n`ss`pmtln Vemnru`o tdl nrmjko wms
jkol, mon Vemnru`o tdl cmo wms stmon`oj blakrl dlr mjm`o, m
e`oniy sc`il ko d`s amfl.
’^dmoe yku, Vmrmd Fmcsko. @ mc surl wl w`ii wkre wlii
tkjltdlr.–
Vmrmd sc`iln bmfe, s`cpiy mt m ikss ka moytd`oj bllr tk smy.
^d`s wms jk`oj tk bl skcl mnvloturl, tdmt wms akr surl.
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^dl O`otd Vlm ‖ Pmfdt ka tdl Nlsslrt E`oj
Fmrkiyoo Rkblrts mon Gmrrmn Fmcc
Cmoy plkpil eokw ka tdl Vlvlo Vlms, mitdkujd alw fmrl ka tdl
L`jdtd Vlm ms `t `s qu`tl bkr`oj. Dkwlvlr, lvlo ilss eokw ka
tdl lvlr lius`vl O`otd Vlm. Akr koiy tdl truiy cmn sm`i tdlrl. ^d`s
`s m stkry mbkut tdmt slm.
Fmptm`o Gliiyblmrn jmzln kut upko tdl kflmo. @ts nllp biul
wmtlrs wlrl fmic`oj tk d`c ms `t rlc`onln d`c ka dkcl. @t dmn bllo cmoy ckkos s`ofl dl dmn il d`s scmii v`iimjl ka Gliimtkp`m
tk sm`i tdl slms ms m alrkf`kus p`rmtl, mon dl fkuino‐t dlip but
alli skclwdmt mffkcpi`sdln lvlo `a d`s rst cmtl wms m slm-s`fe
fmt. Gliiyblmrn eolw mbkut dmrnsd`ps, ms dl wms kol ka tdl Jrlmt
Gliiysd tdmt dmn bllo plrslfutln by sk cmoy.
’Dmvl yl spkln tdlc;– Gliiyblmrn mseln tk tdl fmt, wdk dmn
rlflotiy o`sdln tdrkw`oj up. ^dl ali`ol ikkeln kvlr tk d`c ms dl
i`feln d`s pmw tk filmo d`s amfl.’Nkls t ikke i`el @‐vl bllo mbil tk;– D`s omcl wms Cmx`c`ii`mo
Qko Cmx`c`ii`us mon alw plkpil eolw dkw kr wdy dl mon tdl
fmptm`o dmn blfkcl ar`lons. Cmx`c`ii`mo wms arkc tdl upplr
fimss, `a d`s nrlss n`no‐t j`vl tdmt mwmy, mon Gliiyblmrn wmso‐t, tk
bl dkolst. Gliiyblmrn wms m nruoemrn mon m td`la wd`il Cmx wms
lxtrlcliy prkplr mon filmo.
’Zlii `a ym m`o‐t bl us`oj tdl tlil-td`ojy j`vl —lr —lrl,– tdl
cmss`vl gliiy sm`n w`td m si`cy mpplonmjl strltfdln kut. ^dl fmt
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pimfln tdl tlilsfkpl uonlr kol mrc mon puiiln m sd`oy jkin pkfelt
wmtfd arkc d`s wm`stfkmt.Fdlfe`oj tdl t`cl dl spkel, ’^lilsfkpl, tdmt `t‐s om„,– Cmx
turoln m sdmnl ka jrllo, wd`fd wms qu`tl tdl almt ms d`s aur wms
j`ojlr. Dl kofl mjm`o spuo tkwmrns tdl kflmo mon bljmo rltfd`oj
but st`ii dlin kut tdl pkfelt wmtfd. Gliiyblmrn somtfdln tdl
tlilsfkpl arkc uonlr tdl ali`ol‐s mrc mon dlin `t up tk d`s lyl
pmtfd. ^dmt wms wdlo dl smw `t, tdl iuxury ymfdt ka tdl E`oj ka
Nlsslrts, Nkuj. Gliiyblmrn‐s amfl ckvln `otk skcl e`on ka sc`il,
but `t wms dmrn tk tlii akr moykol ikke`oj5 dl tdrlw tdl tlilsfkpl
kvlr d`c mon sfrlmcln,
’Pm cmojy furs, e`fe Kk `o tdl tlltd mon tlii d`c tk jlt
ckv`oj.–
Kol ka tdl p`rmtls yliiln skcltd`oj blikw nlfe mon t akiikwln
nkwo uot`i `t jkt tk tdl loj`ol rkkc, `o wd`fd Kk tdl Loj`ol
Kftkpus bljmo tk ruo ko m j`mot wdlli. ^dl cmss`vl amo stufe tk
tdl bmfe ka Gliiyblmrn‐s ar`jmtl e`feln `otk d`jd jlmr mon slt tdlcrkfelt`oj mfrkss tdl kflmo.
’Kd jkn, ok!– Gliiyblmrn dlmrn Cmx`c`ii`mo ylii ms tdl fmt
fimwln `otk tdl wkkn.
’Pl cust jlt tdmr amst, tdl loj`ols ko tdmt t`oj mrl cufd bllr
tdmo kurs!– tdl fmptm`o yliiln tk d`s frlw.
Cmx ikkeln kvlr tk Gliiyblmrn. Zm`t, tdmt skuonln strmojl, fkuin
dl bl ame`oj tdl p`rmtl tmie;
’Zm`t, yku skuonln mickst `otlii`jlot tdlo,– tdl fmt yliiln kut. Gliiyblmrn‐s lyl pmtfdls wlot w`nl ms Cmx spkel.
’\cc, @ clmot tk smy, tdl td`ojy cmel —lc jk amst,– ^dl
p`rmtl fkvlrln pkkriy. Cmx tdkujdt mbkut moktdlr qulst`ko ms
tdly mpprkmfdln tdl tmrjlt. ’Misk, dkw n`n yku sll tdrkujd tdmt
tlilsfkpl;–
^dlrl wms m c`jdty frmsd ms Gliiyblmrn‐s sd`p scmsdln `otk
tdl ymfdt. Vlvlrmi p`rmtls qu`feiy gucpln ko nlfe w`td wlmpkos
nrmwo, but wlrl clt w`td rls`stmofl.
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Nkuj‐s ikymi mrcy ka `fl frlmc clo mon tdl`r c`o`kos, `fl
frlmc fkol-clo mmfeln. ^dl `fl frlmc fkol-clo cmnl skclka tdl p`rmtls bkny-fkosf`kus w`td fruli tmuots mon jmvl ckst
ka tdlc `fl frlmc dlmnmfdls. ^dl `fl frlmc clo duriln cmss`vl
sfkkps ka Olmpki`tmo w`tdkut tdl fdkfkimtl.
’^dksl ckostlrs!– lxfim`cln Cmx.
’Cl td`oes `t‐s t`cl akr us tk gk`o tdl jdt,– Gliiyblmrn ikkeln
tkwmrns Cmx`c`ii`mo wdk oknnln tk d`s fmptm`o. Bktd gucpln otk
mft`ko. ^dl rst `fl frlmc fkol-cmo imujdln mt Gliiyblmrn.
’Dm, yku‐rl sk amt!– ^dl fkol-cmo pk`otln mt d`c. Gliiyblmrn
frkssln d`s i`cbs.
’Cl‐ii —mvl yku eokw, tdmt cl `s qu`tl mrmft`vl ms m gliiysd.–
Gliiyblmrn fmujdt kol ka tdl p`rmtls ikke`oj mt d`c strmojliy. ’\c,
Cl clmo‐s n`l– Dl puiiln kut kol ka d`s `otikfes mon sdkt tdl
fkol-cmo.
’Kww cmo, @ wms gust us`oj wkrns mon yku tkke `t tkk amr,– `t
fr`ln ms `t fkiimpsln `o m p`il ka clitln frlmc. Gliiyblmrn put ms`nld`s ju`it ms dl turoln tk on Cmx plrfdln ko m sfrlmc`oj fkol-
cmo. ^dl ali`ol wms fkotlotlniy i`fe`oj mwmy tdl `fl frlmc.
’Kd jkn, jlt d`c k, jlt d`c k,– `t sfrlmcln. Gliiyblmrn
imujdln ms dl dlmrn m sdkut ka v`ftkry. Dl wmtfdln ms d`s frlw
t`ln up tdl rlcm`o`oj `fl frlmc clo.
’Zdmt sdkuin wl nk w`td tdlc s`r;– kol ka tdl p`rmtls mseln ms
Gliiyblmrn kmtln kvlr tk tdlc.
’Ckostlrs i`el td`s olln tk alli pm`o, wl‐ii cmrkko tdlc akrtdl`r fr`cls mjm`ost tdl plkpil.– Lvlrykol fdllrln mt td`s.
’Olmpki`tmo w`tdkut fdkfkimtl, wdmt v`iim`os,– tdl fmptm`o
wd`splrln tk d`cslia.
’Zl akuon d`c s`r,– skclkol yliiln kut arkc blikw nlfes ko
tdl ymfdt.
’Br`oj —`c up,– Gliiyblmrn fmiiln nkwo. Kol ka tdl p`rmtls fmcl
ko nlfe w`td m rkpl `o d`s dmon, mt tdl lon ka wd`fd wms m wd`tl
uo`fkro.
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’^dmt `s qu`tl mooky`oj!– yliiln tdl ktdlr ms dl stucbiln k
tdl ymfdt.Ikrn Q`lospmiv`s qu`feiy bi`onln slvlrmi p`rmtls mon c`iniy
mookyln tdrll ktdlrs. A`omiiy, Cmx mon Gliiyblmrn stlppln
akrwmrn, mon d`s ikrnsd`p sc`iln.
’@ eokw m ali`ols jrlmtlst wlmeolss,– Q`lospmiv`s sm`n, jr`oo`oj.
Cmx sc`reln.
’\oi`e„ wdmts tdmt;– Dl spkel ms m rln nkt mpplmrln ko tdl
kkr ka tdl ymfdt.
’Fdmsl tdl rln nkt, e`y.– ^dl ikrn bljmo tk ckvl d`s ojlrmrkuon tdl sd`p.
’Jkm fmtfd tdmt!– Cmx sfrlmcln ms dl bljmo tk fdmsl tdl nkt
mrkuon. Q`lospmiv`s dlin d`s `onlx mon c`nnil ojlrs tkwmrns
Gliiyblmrn. ^wk rm`obkws sdkt kut mon d`t tdl twk lyl pmtfdls tdl
gliiysd wkrl. Oktd`oj dmpploln. Mjm`o dl sdkt kut tdl rm`obkws
but kofl mjm`o oktd`oj.
’Dly, tdmt‐s okt am`r, yku‐rl wlmr`oj lyl pmtfdls,– d`s ikrnsd`p
sm`n suie`iy.
’Ilt‐s sll dkw cl bl w`tdkut tdlo.– Gliiyblmrn i`ln tdl lyl
pmtfdls. Q`lospmiv`s qu`feiy sdkt moktdlr rm`obkw but oktd`oj
dmpploln.
’Pku sll, tdl Gliiysd‐s jrlmtlst strlojtd `s„– Gliiyblmrn
bljmo ms dl i`ln d`s okknil mpplonmjls. ’Zl nko‐t dmvl lyls!–
tdl Gliiysd sdkutln ms m cmss`vl bkit ka i`jdto`oj mrfln arkc
d`s tlotmfils mon strufe tdl jrkuon blikw tdl ikrn. ^dl cmss`vllxpiks`ko slot d`c y`oj `otk tdl sey.
’Mdddd! Olxt t`cl Gliiyblmrn!– dl sfrlmcln ms dl rkfeltln
k `otk tdl n`stmofl. Cmx wmieln kvlr tk Gliiyblmrn, okw
fkcpksln. Bktd ikkeln mt Nkuj ms dl ikkeln k tk wdlrl
Q`lospmiv`s dmn jkol.
’Zm`t fkcl bmfe„– dl wd`splrln. ^dl uo`fkro turoln tk amfl
tdl p`rmtls.
’Vk, @ julss yku mrl dlrl akr tdl ilprlfdmuo,– Nkuj dlind`cslia d`jd.
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’Zm`t, wdmt ilprlfdmuo; @‐ii tmel tdl ilprlfdmuo,– Cmx sm`n
w`td m jilmc `o d`s lyl5 Ilprlfdmuo clmot jkin wd`fd clmos dlc`jdt mftumiiy bl pm`n td`s ckotd.
’Pku‐rl okt dlrl akr t tdlo;– Nkuj ikkeln plrpilxln. Gliiyblmrn
stlppln up tk d`c mon sdkvln m tlotmfil `o d`s amfl.
’Imst ylmr, ym cmnl cl m blrtdnll fmel, cl mseln akr fdkfkimtl
`f`oj mon ym cmnl cl vmo`iim!– Dl dkwiln, m tlmr akrc`oj blikw
tdl r`jdt lyl pmtfd. Nkuj ikkeln ms tdkujd dl dmn bllo d`t ko tdl
dlmn.
’Zdmt, tdmt‐s `t;– dl mseln w`td m ikke tdmt sm`n, cy brm`os gust
nufeln kut.
’^dmt‐s `t;– ^dl fmptm`o stmrln mt tdl uo`fkro mon spkel w`td
m tkol tdmt fkuin koiy bl nlsfr`bln ms `osuitln. ’Ka fkursl!–
Gliiyblmrn sfrllfdln. ’J`vl cl tdksl!– dl yliiln ms dl tkrl m slt
ka elys arkc tdl uo`fkro‐s smnnil. ’Okw j`t k cl olw bkmt,– tdl
fmptm`o sm`n, pk`ot`oj tk tdl kflmo.
’Pku fmo‐t bl slr`kus, `ts tdrll nmys tk tdl olmrlst pkrt,– Nkujprktlstln ms dl ikkeln mrkuon. Zdlo dl ikkeln bmfe mt Gliiyblmrn,
tdlrl wms m `otikfe `o d`s amfl. Cmx wmtfdln ms m swlmt bljmo tk
pkur k tdl uo`fkro. ’@‐c surl @ fmo cmomjl tdkujd,– dl j`jjiln
olrvkusiy ms dl gucpln otk tdl slm. Cmx wmtfdln ms Nkuj sikwiy
swmc mwmy.
’@s tdmt t, cl sdkuin —mvl sdkt tdl imoniubblr,– Gliiyblmrn spkel
ms dl brkujdt m p`pl up tk d`s amfl. Cmx tdkujdt ka mse`oj wdlrl
dl jkt tdl p`pl arkc but dl nlf`nln tk gust ilt `t jk, dl prkbmbiywko‐t jlt m rlmi moswlr moywmy. ’Okw w`ii skclkol cmel cl m
fmel;– tdl fmptm`o sdkutln. Lvlrykol imujdln. Gliiyblmrn sikwiy
turoln mrkuon, w`td m cmn ikke ko d`s pmtfdls.
’Ok, rlmiiy, skclkol cmel cl m fmel,– dl puiiln kut m `otikfe
mon fi`feln `t bmfe.
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wd`tl bln `o m scmii rkkc ka m fkmjl ko tdl akrlsdkrl. ^dl rkkc
`s s`ilot. ^dl ckko‐s i`jdt strlmcs `otk tdl rkkc tdrkujd tdl scmiiw`onkw mon `s m`nln by tdl `felr`oj mcl ka m scmii fmonil ko
tdl nrlsslr. Mo mojry C`ss Nmwo Dkrosby, m w`nkw, wdk kbslrvls
tdl bkny, culrs tk dlrslia mjm`o mon mjm`o.
’@t‐s m jkkn td`oj @ dmvl ok alli`ojs wdmtsklvlr,– sdl smys,
c`stme`oj mojlr akr tdl mbslofl ka skrrkw. ’Ok alli`ojs mt mii. Ok
lckt`kos, ok s`r. Ok tlmrs.–
Kol fmo mickst `cmj`ol tdl i`al mon tdl ikvl tdmt dmn kofl
rmn`mtln o td`s dkcl. Xltlr‐s lyls wlii up w`td tlmrs tdmt fkcl w`td
tdl lvke`oj ka d`s tmil. Jrmf`l s tdl i`al ka tdl dkcl, tdl rmn`mofl ka
Vtmoily, tdl i`jdt ka fkuotilss ar`lons. But okw, tdrkujd td`s nlmtd,
tdl lxublrmofl ka i`al dms tk bl tkoln nkwo by nmre fkvlr`ojs.
Nmwo turos mwmy arkc tdl auolrmi bln, tk fkvlr tdl c`rrkr w`td m
nmre jrllo fiktd, strm`jdtlo`oj `t w`td v`s`biy nlmot strkels, ms `a
vlot`oj dlr wrmtd ko t. Vdl tdlo sprlmns m bimfe fiktd kvlr m imrjl
wkknlo bkx by tdl w`onkw. ^dl koiy ktdlr p`lfl ka auro`turl `otdl rkkc `s m rkfe`oj fdm`r by mo uoi`t rlpimfl.
Nkwostm`rs tdl i`v`oj rkkc `s sdrkunln `o nmreolss. ^dl
o`jdt `s fkin.
C`ss Dkrosby rlturos tk tdl bkny, mon, tme`oj fk`os arkc dlr
pkfelt, fiksls tdl lyli`ns ka dlr ar`lon, pimf`oj m fk`o ko lmfd.
’Md, fkus`o, @ tdkujdt @‐n jk rst!– sdl culrs `rr`tmbiy. ’Okt
am`r, `t `s s`cpiy okt r`jdt tdmt yku sdkuin n`l i`el td`s, sk ykuoj
mon blmut`aui.– Vdl `s mbkut tk puii tdl wd`tl sdllt kvlr tdl amflwdlo sunnloiy sdl dlmrs m strmojl ok`sl. Vdl stkps tdl mft`ko
`on`jomotiy, okstr`is mr`oj `o n`sjust.
’Zdmt ko lmrtd...!– sdl smys mojr`iy, ms sdl turos mrkuon
tkwmrns tdl nkkr.
Vkclkol `s dlmrn but okt sllo, fiucp`oj ok`s`iy up tdl stm`rs.
M fd`in‐s sdr`le ka imujdtlr `s akiikwln by m nkj‐s bmre ms m nkkr
bmojs `o tdl n`stmofl. C`ss Nmwo stkps tk i`stlo but sdl nklso‐t
vloturl kut.
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’@t‐s tdmt i`il j`ri mjm`o! Gust ms wlii @ dmvl ok alli`ojs, kr @
wkuin bl spkkeln.– But sdl jmtdlrs dlr mrcs os`nl dlr sdmwi mons`ts nkwo ko tdl rkfelr tk wm`t akr tdl ckro`oj.
^dmt i`il j`ri, ms C`ss Nmwo fmiis dlr, `s tdl uolxpim`ombil
prlslofl tdmt dms v`s`tln tdl fkmjl blakrl mon, Biul Xltlr smys,
sdl v`s`ts st`ii. @t `s dmrn tk bli`lvl tdmt C`ss Nmwo fmo n`sc`ss
dlr `o sufd m cmlr ka fkursl wmy, but ms sdl lxpim`os tk dlrslia,
tdksl td`ojs nk dmpplo, td`oe`oj, ok nkubt mbkut Dmcilt‐s ’^dlrl
mrl ckrl td`ojs ko dlmvlo mon lmrtd, Dkrmt`k, tdmo mrl wr`lo `o ykur
pd`ikskpd`ls.–
^dmt i`il j`ri dms v`s`tln tdrll t`cls td`s wlle. C`ss Nmwo
eokws tdl sfkrl. Ok ckrl llr`l fd`in-imujdtlr, ok ckrl nkj-
bmre`oj, uot`i olxt t`cl. ’Cmy sdl rlst plmflauiiy tw`x mon twllo,–
sdl smys ms sdl rkfes i`jdtiy, nrkws`iy. Vdl eokws tdmt t`oy cunny
akktpr`ots ko tdl pki`sdln imon`oj w`ii dmvl tk bl filmoln kofl
ckrl. @t‐s tdl cun tdmt upslts dlr tdl ckst.
Ms ckro`oj blj`os tk brlme, tdl arkot nkkr qu`ltiy kplos monKin Crs Lii`s, tdl oksy ol`jdbkur arkc mfrkss tdl rkmn, lotlrs tdl
i`v`oj rkkc. Vdl `s `onlln rmtdlr kin mon jmuot, but w`td m d`ot
ka fkccmon mbkut dlr. Vdl `s okt lot`rliy dmppy `o tdl dkusl,
kr moywdlrl lisl, rlmiiy. Vdl `s kol ka tdksl wkclo wdk fkuin
sc`il `a sdl wmotln tk, but sdl nkls okt miikw dlrslia tdl iuxury ka
fr`oei`oj dlr amfl tk nk `t. Vdl surv`vln tdl rst wmr wkre`oj ms m
oursl o tdl C`nnil Lmst. ^dl slfkon wmr smw dlr eo`t nkzlos mon
nkzlos ka brkwo skfes, fkiilftln by tdl ikfmi Fkuotry Zkclo‐sMsskf`mt`ko Zmr Lkrt Jrkup. Vdl td`oes ka dlrslia ms ostruclotmi
`o jl`oj tdl sdlrwkclo tk bmel Mozmf b`sfu`ts tk slon tk —tdl
bkys‐ mt wmr. Vdl `s wlii rlsplftln but okt ikvln. Crs Lii`s `s,
nlsp`tl dlr mjl, tdl ikfmi c`nw`al. Mon tdl auolrmi nrlsslr. ^dlrl
mt b`rtd mon tdlrl mt nlmtd. Vdl okw s`ts qu`ltiy `o C`ss Nmwo‐s
nmreloln i`v`oj rkkc nkwostm`rs. @t‐s wdmt sdl i`els nk`oj blst,
td`oe`oj up wmys ka stmrti`oj plkpil.
’@s tdmt yku, Cmry;– C`ss Nmwo fmiis kut. Cmry `s dlr ykuoj
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mon rmtdlr uofkutd nm`iy dliplr wdkc sdl dms tk fkrrlft mii nmy
ikoj. ’Dkw cmoy t`cls nk @ dmvl tk tlii yku tk eokfe mt tdl nkkr;–Ok moswlr fkcls, mon C`ss Nmwo allis kbi`jln tk `ovlst`jmtl.
’Bktdlr!– sdl smys, ’Zdy fkuino‐t tdly ilmvl us mikol. Vdl
`s st`ii wmrc mon„– Dlr jrkwi`oj `s `otlrruptln by tdl s`jdt ka
Crs Lii`s.
’Md, ok yku wko‐t!– sdl smys. Mnn`oj mft`ko tk wkrns sdl i`s
Lii`s arkc tdl fdm`r mon pusdls dlr kut ka tdl dkusl.
’Dkw nmrl yku!– Lii`s‐ fursls akiikw but tdl nkkr `s simccln
ko dlr amfl mon ikfeln.
’Dkw nmrl sdl! Vdl, ka mii plkpil! Gust ms wlii cy alli`ojs mrl
wlii uonlr fkotrki.– C`ss Nmwo jkls tk tdl e`tfdlo tk bk`i tdl elil
akr m cufd ollnln fup ka tlm. Jrmfl Dkbbs‐ nlmtd dms nrm`oln tdl
imst ka dlr lolrjy mon Lii`s‐ `otrus`ko prkvkels dlr slia-rlstrm`ot
skrliy. Vdl s try`oj dlr dmrnlst okt tk alli. ’Ok alli`ojs–, sdl smys,
’ok tlmrs, ok lckt`kos, blst wmy tk fkpl.–
’Zdlrl `s tdmt Gksdum CfMnmc wdlo yku olln d`c;– Vdlkplos tdl jmrnlo nkkr mon tdlrl, stmon`oj w`td dlr dmon ko tdl
nkkreokb s Lii`s mjm`o. @t‐s brkkc-fdms`oj t`cl, but ms C`ss Nmwo
turos tk jr`p dlr wlmpko, Lii`s turos mon ruos akr dlr i`al.
’Gust ms wlii @ dmvl ok alli`ojs– sdl i`ls tk dlrslia kofl ckrl.
Biul Xltlr mon Gksdum mrl clmowd`il trmwi`oj tdl`r nm`iy rkutl
k tdl lmstlrockst fkmst ka ^mscmo`m, dmui`oj olts auii ka sd
bld`on tdlc. wk jurls mrl wmtfd`oj tdl`r rlturo arkc tdl dl`jdt
ka dl Out. Kol s Crs Lii`s, sdmn`oj dlr amfl w`td dlr dmon, sdmwit`jdtiy dlin mjm`ost tdl fkin w`on. ^dl ktdlr, skcl y ymrns
mwmy arkc dlr, `s Gksdum‐s jrmonamtdlr, Alrjus. Dl bilons `otk tdl
sdmnkws ka tdl trlls, fiutfd`oj d`s bmjp`pls uonlr d`s mrc. Bktd
dmvl olws akr Gksdum.
Moo`l Akrrlst `s wm`t`oj ko tdl sdkrl w`td tdl sd-bmselts i`oln
up mon rlmny tk rlfl`vl tdl nm`iy fmtfd. Vdl tkk dms olws akr d`c.
^dl r`s`oj suo jikws ko, mon ms Gksdum smys tk Xltlr, tdrkujd dlr.
Dlr ikoj mon wmvy rlnn`sd dm`r, mbuonmot, rmn`mtls o tdl mutuco
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i`jdt. Xltlr Akrrlst smys dl ikvls dlr kvlr mon kvlr mjm`o. Gksdum
sdmrls tdl slot`clot, pimyauiiy, m brktdlriy uonlrstmon`oj bltwllotdlc. Xltlr e`ssls dlr, Gksdum i`s dlr up mon sw`ojs dlr mrkuon,
cme`oj dlr squlmi mon bkx d`s dlmn uot`i dl puts dlr nkwo mjm`o.
Dl nkls okt lovy Xltlr, akr dl nkls okt nls`rl Moo`l akr d`cslia.
But dl nkls dkpl tdmt kol, tdl i`els ka dlr, w`ii ikvl d`c kol nmy.
’Pku mrl kol iufey cmo, Biul,– dl smys tk Biul Xltlr, nufe`oj
kol imst bikw arkc tdl strkoj sdlrwkcmo.
’Jrmfl Dkbbs `s nlmn,– sdl smys mbruptiy, try`oj tk dkin bmfe
dlr tlmrs mon okt sufflln`oj. Xltlr wrmps d`s `rko-i`el mrcs
mrkuon dlr sdme`oj bkny. Ikke`oj kvlr dlr dlmn mt Gksdum,
wdk dms ccln`mtliy rlckvln d`s td`fe wkkiilo fmp ko dlmr`oj
tdl olws.
’Jk tk Nmwo, Gksd, sdl w`ii bl olln`oj yku.–
Gksdum okns, rlpimfls d`s fmp but tdlo rlfkos`nlrs.
’Ilt‐s uoikmn rst.– Dl eokws tdmt sd olln tk bl dmoniln
sw`iy mon dl ollns tdl pdys`fmi mft`v`ty tk n`strmft d`s lckt`kos.Dl dms eokwo Jrmfl s`ofl dl fmo rlclcblr. Vdl `s tdl prl`lst
wkcmo dl eokws, lvlo fkcpmrln tk Moo`l, mon miwmys sk jkkn
tk d`c. Z`td dlr gkb ms tkwo i`brmr`mo sdl losurln tdmt bktd Gksdum
mon Xltlr dmn rlmn`oj cmtlr`mi akr tdl`r ikoj stmys bktd mt dkcl,
wdlo tdl wlmtdlr akr sd`oj wms bmn mon mt slm, tk pmss tdl
t`cl mwmy blakrl mft`v`ty slt `o. @o cmoy wmys Jrmfl wms i`el
m cktdlr mon m s`stlr mon m tlmfdlr tk tdl sdlrcmo fuc skin`lr.
Dkw sdl arlln wdlo dl wlot tk wmr, mon dkw sdl rlgk`fln wdlodl rlturoln mickst w`tdkut `ogury. ^dl sdrmpoli lcblnnln `o d`s
bmfe wms tdl —mickst‐.
’Ilmvl `t, Gksd, `a @ eokw C`ss Nmwo sdl w`ii bl bls`nl dlrslia
w`td wkrry, yku eokw dlr,– smys Moo`l tdrkujd dlr tlmrs.
Gksd ikkes mt tdlc bktd but `jokrls tdlc mon blj`os rmp`niy tk
uoikmn. Vkko tkwosakie mrr`vl mon tmel kvlr tdl gkb, urj`oj d`c,
ok, pusd`oj d`c tk jk. ^dl dmuot`oj wm`i ka bmjp`pls sunnloiy
iis tdl m`r.
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Alrjus CfMnmc, d`s jrmonamtdlr, pimys tdl p`pls uonlr tdl
trll. D`s olws w`ii dmvl tk wm`t.Crs Lii`s turos ko dlr dlli tkwmrns tkwo. Dlr olws fmo wm`t
tkk. R`jdt okw sdl amof`ls m b`t ka arlsd sd.
C`ss Nmwo kplos tdl nkkr tk Gksdum CfMnmc, tdl ykuoj
rlturoln skin`lr. Dl `s mbkut tk n`sfkvlr wdy sdl custo‐t miikw
dlr alli`ojs tk kvlrwdlic dlr.
Gksdum `s tdl rst plrsko C`ss Nmwo dms miikwln tk sll Jrmfl
Dkbbs. Mlr Crs Lii`s, m strlmc ka fmiilrs try tk —pmy tdl`r rlsplfts‐
but sdl sw`iy jlts r`n ka tdlc. ^dly fmo rlturo `o tdl mlrokko,
sdl smys, mon tdly wkonlr wdy.
’Vdl ikkes sk mt plmfl,– dl smys, qu`ltiy tme`oj `o Jrmfl‐s
mrrlst`oj almturls. Dkw dl `s jk`oj tk c`ss tdl jrly-biul lyls
ikke`oj mt d`c mjm`o. ^dksl lyls tdmt p`lrfl r`jdt `otk ykur skui.
Lyls tdmt splme ka gky. Lyls tdmt rlprkmfd uoe`onolss. Lyls tdmt
lcmomtl ikvl w`tdkut wkrns. Fiksln akrlvlr. Jrktlsquliy i`nnln
nkwo w`td fk`os.’Gksdum, Fkus`o Jrmfl mseln cl tk j`vl yku skcltd`oj tdmt
blikojs tk yku.– C`ss Nmwo smys, jdt`oj tk jlt tdl wkrns kut
w`tdkut m trmfl ka lckt`ko. Vdl dmons d`c m ely.
’Zdmt‐s td`s;– dl mses, `otr`juln. Dl fmookt td`oe ka moytd`oj
tdmt fkuin pkss`biy blikoj tk d`c mckojst dlr td`ojs.
’@t‐s tdl ely tk tdmt fdlst,– sdl pk`ots tk tdl bimfe-nrmpln fdlst
uonlr tdl w`onkw. ’Jk ko, kplo `t.–
Zdlo dl kplos `t, bls`nls bkkes mon wdmt ikkes i`el armclnpdktkjrmpds mon pmplrs, tdlrl s m imrjl lovlikpl ko tkp mnnrlssln
tk d`c. Dl kplos `t mon rlmns `t s`ilotiy, arkwo`oj wdlo dl jlts tk
tdl lon.
’^d`s fmookt bl!– dl smys. ’@s `t rlmiiy trul;– C`ss Nmwo okns,
tdl brkwo `o dlr lyls nllplo`oj.
^d`s s dkw Biul Xltlr n`sfkvlrln tdmt Gksdum CfMnmc wms tdl
b`jjlst `cpkstkr dl dmn lvlr eokwo. Dl dmn eokwo d`c s`ofl tdl
nmy tdmt Gksdum‐s jrmonamtdlr dmn mrr`vln `otk tkwo kol nmy ko
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tdl Dkbmrt alrry, bmjp`pls uonlr kol mrc mon m bmby uonlr tdl
ktdlr. Mii tdl t`cl dl tdkujdt d`c ms m prlfkf`kus, dmrn-wkre`oj,ikymi, trutdaui, ar`loniy bky. Mon wdlo dl loi`stln akr wmr tdl
wdkil tkwo c`ssln d`c, tdlo wlifkcln d`c bmfe ko d`s rlturo.
Mo krn`omry bky, i`v`oj mo krn`omry i`al mckojst krn`omry akie,
tdmt‐s mii.
Gksdum, mffkrn`oj tk tdl nkfuclot `o d`s dmons, `t turos kut,
`s Jrmfl Dkbbs sko wdkc sdl fkuino‐t mfeokwilnjl blfmusl ka
wdmt tdl nkfuclot smys. Dl `s okt m sdlrcmo. Dl `s okt m skin`lr.
Dl `s okt krn`omry mlr mii.
Dl `s tdl sko ka tdl E`oj.
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^wk Vmnnils
Liv`rm Cf@otksd
^dlrl wms mo mpprlot`fl smnnil-cmelr, wdksl omcl wms
Fdmri`l Fmlrty, wdk fkuin olvlr nk moytd`oj r`jdt. D`s bkss
akuon amuit w`td lvlrytd`oj dl tr`ln tk nk. A`rst `t wms tdl ilmtdlr-
pmr`oj se`vls dl wmso‐t pu`oj bmfe lxmftiy wdlrl dl‐n bllo tkin
tk. dlo t wms tdl k`is, l`tdlr wmst`oj, kr okt lokujd. Mon tk cmel
td`ojs wkrsl, dl fut d`s tducb w`td tdl f`rfuimr dlmn-eo`al.Dl wms mojry mt d`s amtdlr akr cme`oj d`c nk td`s. Mii
blfmusl dl fkuino‐t rlmn prkplr mt sfdkki, tdl wmy tdl illrs elpt
sfrmcbi`oj ko tdl pmjl kr turo`oj tdlcslivls bmfewmrns. \slilss ,
dkplilss , n`ojbmt mon ktdlr wkrns dl fkuino‐t splii wlrl duriln `o
d`s n`rlft`ko.
Zdlo dl turoln llo dl rlausln tk lorki mt sfdkki mjm`o.
D`s cktdlr pilmnln. D`s amtdlr ‐s wkrns skuonln i`el m imbyr`otd
w`td ok wmy kut. Dl nlf`nln tk ruo mwmy. Zd`fd dl n`n, akr kolwdkil mlrokko. ^rkubil wms, tdl nkj akiikwln d`c. ^rkubil
wms, dl jkt tkk duojry. Vk dl turoln mrkuon mon cmnl `t bmfe `o
t`cl akr n`oolr.
Amtdlr rlturoln tdmt lvlo`oj w`td jkkn olws. Kin Cr Fms`ii`s,
tdl smnnil-cmelr `o Bkurel wkuin tmel d`c ko ms mo mpprlot`fl.
Lvlry cmo o tdl n`str`ft kinlr tdmo slvloty wms rlsplftauiiy fmiiln
—Kin‐ kut ka mo uospkelo ruil ka Amr-Zlstlro lt`qull.
’Pku w`ii jlt tk ilmro dkw tk cmel smnnils, sko. @t `s m jkkn
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trmnl mon Kin Fms`ii`s `s nltlrc`oln tk pmss d`s se`iis ko tk
skclkol ykuojlr.–But `t dmn bllo ok usl. ^wk ylmrs ka td`s mon dl st`ii alit fiucsy
mon jkkn-akr-oktd`oj. Dl wms rldlmrs`oj `o d`s c`on dkw tk tlii
Kin Cr Fms`ii`s tdmt dl wmso‐t fkc`oj bmfe, wdlo twk td`ojs
dmpploln mickst mt kofl.
A`rst ka mii tdlrl wms m eokfe mt tdl nkkr wd`fd dl tr`ln tk jokrl.
^dl eokfe dmpploln mjm`o, ckrl `os`stlot mon ikunlr. @t cmnl tdl
dlmn-eo`al gucp `o d`s dmon, fu`oj nllpiy `otk d`s tducb.
Dl wrmppln tdl `ogurln tducb w`td skcl ka tdl sfrmp fkko
tdly usln akr nmbb`oj tdl ilmtdlr k`is mon nyls. ^dl n`rty rmj
mbskrbln tdl bikkn but tdl fut stuoj clrf`ilssiy mon mickst cmnl
d`c swlmr. ^d`s lxpim`os `o pmrt wdy dl n`no‐t ruo, but dkppln tk
tdl nkkr, cufd i`el m emojmrkk, w`td tdl pm`o `o d`s wdkil mrc. @t
misk lxpim`oln wdy tdl nkkr wms spimlrln w`td bikkn lvlr mlr.
Z`of`oj w`td pm`o mon w`td tdl suo sd`o`oj `o d`s lyls, dl
stmrln mt tdl cmo stmon`oj tdlrl. Dl sdkuino‐t dmvl nkol tdmt.’Zdmt mrl yku stmr`oj mt;– mseln tdl cmo mt tdl nkkr.
’@ mc okt stmr`oj, @ mc... wdmt nk yku wmot; @ clmo, dkw fmo @
dlip yku, s`r;– dl sm`n.
’Pku fmo‐t dlip cl. Zdlrl‐s tdl bkss;–
Nmcoln `a dl eolw, dl sdrujjln d`s sdkuinlrs.
’Pku wkre dlrl;– dl mseln `ofrlnuikusiy, tdmt moykol wkuin
lcpiky sufd mo uofkutd aliikw, wlii, wdmt‐s tdl wkrin fkc`oj tk;
’@‐c gust tdl mpprlot`fl.– dl sm`n, w`sd`oj `t wms w`td mt ilmstskcl pr`nl `o tdl wkrns.
’A`on tdl bkss, w`ii yku;– tdl lc`ssmry fkccmonln. Fdmri`l
sp`ln mo kin jlotilcmo w`td sokwy-wd`tl dm`r `o tdl ut`i`ty
kuts`nl.
Dl wmieln tk tdl dkusl, fmii`oj kut tk Crs Fms`ii`s. Vdl moswlrln
arkc skclwdlrl upstm`rs.
’J`vl cl m ckclot, Fdmri`l.– mon tdlo, ’Imfdimo, sdmii @ fmii
tdl nkftkr; Pku nko‐t ikke wlii mt mii.– Mon tdlo m sdkut, ’Fdmri`l
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fkcl dlrl, qu`fe!– Dl fi`cbln tdl stm`rs twk mt m t`cl. Dl tr`ln tk
n`sfmrn tdl n`rty fiktd mrkuon d`s wkuon but `t biln prkausliy skdl wrmppln `t bmfe mjm`o qu`feiy.
’Vtmy w`td Cr Fms`ii`s. Ok, yku fmookt nk cufd w`td tdmt dmon
billn`oj mii kvlr. I`stlo, jk tk tdl e`tfdlo mon fmii Nkftkr Ikpls,
durry, yku rlclcblr tdl oucblr;– Ikst `o tdl fkoaus`ko ka td`ojs,
dl sdkke d`s dlmn.
’Mii r`jdt. Vtmy dlrl mon @‐ii jk.–
Dl stmyln mon dl w`sdln dl dmno‐t, akr ok skkolr dmn tdl imny
turoln dlr bmfe tdmt Kin Cr Fms`ii`s wlot tdl purpilst moykol
fkuin lvlr ikke, mrfd`oj d`s bmfe `o pm`o.
^dl nkftkr fmcl, tdl mcbuimofl fmcl mon tdl lc`ssmry wlot,
but okt w`tdkut tlii oj Fdmri`l tdl rlmsko akr d`s v`s`t.
’^dl bkss urjlotiy ollns m olw smnnil `o t`cl akr tdl Bkurel
Vdkw `o tdrll wlles‐ t`cl.– Jkcls sm`n.
’@ mc skrry s`r, but yku gust smw Cr Fms`ii`s jk tk dksp`tmi
mon tdlrl‐s ok kol lisl wdk fkuin cmel `t akr yku. @ mc gust tdlmpprlot`fl– mon okt mt mii jkkn mt `t , dl tdkujdt, ’Pku‐ii dmvl tk on
skclkol lisl.–
Fdmri`l wms jimn dl dmn cmnl d`s pk`ot qu`tl filmr. Dl misk
tdkujdt wdmt m strkel ka iufe `t wms akr tdl bkss tk jlt s`fe gust
wdlo dl wmotln tk stkp wkre`oj akr d`c.
’Pku w`ii dmvl tk nk. ^dlrl‐s ok kol lisl mrkuon akr c`ils,– dl
`os`stln. ’Pku eokw dkw tk nk tdl wkre, nko‐t yku;–
Fdmri`l tdkujdt akr m wd`il. Ka fkursl dl eolw dkw tk nk tdlwkre. Dl dmn cmnl twk smnnils mirlmny, mon mitdkujd Cr Fms`ii`s
dmn fkcpim`oln mii tdl t`cl, bktd dmn bllo skin strm`jdt mwmy. @t
nmwoln ko d`c tdmt dl fkuino‐t bl ms bmn ms tdl bkss cmnl d`c
kut tk bl.
’Plmd, mii r`jdt,– dl sm`n. ’@‐ii j`vl `t m jk.–
’C`on yku, wl olln `t blakrl tdl sdkw,– Jkcls sm`n. ^dl
lc`ssmry‐s omcl wms Jkcls, wdksl amtdlr wms sm`n tk dmvl bllo
Kin Xlrs`mo Cr Vmre`s wdk kwoln tdl qum`ot bmzmmr `o tdl c`nnil
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ka tkwo. Kin Vmre`s dmn eokwo m td`oj kr twk mbkut smnnil-cme`oj.
Cr Fms`ii`s dmn ilmrot tdl trmnl arkc d`c blakrl dl blfmcl Kin.Kin Vmre`s i`vln tk d`s duonrlntd, tdl kinlst ka tdl kin.
’Mii r`jdt, @‐ii dmvl `t rlmny.– Fdmri`l alit `cpkrtmot mii ka m
sunnlo. @t alit, `o amft vlry, vlry jkkn.
’Pku nk eokw dkw tk nk t;– Jkcls sm`n mjm`o, w`td susp`f`ko.
Fdmri`l oknnln v`jkurkusiy, ’K yls!–
Jkcls wmieln bmfe tk tdl ut`i`ty, Fdmri`l smw tdl kin jlotilcmo
turo tk d`c, d`s jrly lyls sc`i`oj. @t wms Kin Cr ^uiiy, tdl amckus
dkrslcmo. ^kk imtl, Fdmri`l wmvln armot`fmiiy, cme`oj tdl bikknspurt mjm`o, spimsd`oj d`s amfl. Dl akrjkt tk mse wdmt e`on ka
smnnil dl ollnln. Zlstlro, kr Loji`sd;
’@ td`oe Zlstlro,– dl tkin d`cslia, ’bllr akr wkre`oj dkrsls. @
gust dkpl `t‐s okt akr m nrlssmjl lvlot kr tdlo @‐ii bl stuln.–
Vt`ii, dl dmn tk stmrt `ccln`mtliy, mon by mon by `t mii blfmcl
filmr `o d`s c`on. Dl jkt kut tdl tlcpimtls mon pimfln tdlc ko
tdl imrjl wkreblofd. Dl jkt kut tdl wkknlo akrcs akr tdl dkro,
tdl bmfe, mon wdmt smnnil-cmelrs fmii tdl smnnil-trll. ^dlo tdl
cltmi `oslrt akr tdl slmt mon mt tdl lon, mii tdl cltmi b`ts tdmt cmel
st`rrups mon t`l-dkils pius tmfes mon om`is mon stuns mon r`vlts. Dl
tdlo bljmo tk pimfl lmfd tkki `o tdl krnlr dl wkuin olln tdlc. Mii
s`zls mon sdmpls ka eo`vls, ilmtdlr-sf`sskrs, bimnls, se`vlrs, rmsps,
pi`lrs mon dmcclrs. Mon tdl t`o ka strkoj jiul. Dl eolw dkw tk
usl tdl lilftr`f fulr akr tdl scmii p`lfls mon dl eolw dkw tk usl
tdl `onustr`mi slw`oj cmfd`ol. Mii wms `o krnlr, tdl wmy dl i`eln `t.^dlrl wms koiy kol d`tfd. Dl fkuino‐t on lokujd ilmtdlr tk
nk tdl gkb.
’Ok wkrr`ls,– dl sm`n ’@‐ii pdkol Cr Xm`jl `o Brll mon sll `a dl
dms moy.– Dl pdkoln Kin Cr Xm`jl, mon Fdmri`l‐n nr`vl kut tk jlt
`t. Ok wkrr`ls tdlrl.
Cr Xm`jl wms tdl fkcplt`t`ko, tdkujd mt tdl smal n`stmofl ka
moktdlr tkwo. Fdmri`l dmno‐t bllo ms dmppy ms dl alit okw. Dl alit
sk lolrj`sln dl n`no‐t stkp tk td`oe lokujd mbkut tdl fdmiilojl dlwms tme`oj ko.
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A`rst `t wms tdl pmlro. ^dlrl sllcln tk bl skcltd`oj tdl
cmlr w`td `t. ^dmt o`jdt dl dmn tdl rst ka cmoy o`jdtcmrls.Dl nrlmct tdmt d`s amfl wms bl`oj ckuinln `os`nl wlt ilmtdlr.
@t wms d`s bimoelt wrmppln tw`fl kvlr d`s dlmn. But mwme`oj, dl
smw `t filmriy7 dl dmn tdl smnnil-se`rt pmlro bmfe tk arkot mon
ups`nl nkwo!
^dlo tdlrl wms tdl ut`i`ty, `t wkuino‐t stmrt, try ms dl cmy, mlr
nni`oj w`td td`s mon tdmt. Iufe`iy dl tdkujdt mbkut tdl spmre-
piujs, dl fdmojln twk ka tdlc w`tdkut m d`tfd mon k dl wlot.
Zdmt dl wmso‐t lxplft`oj tdkujd, wms m kkn. Pls, w`tdkuttlilv`s`ko kr rmn`k tk tlii d`c, m kkn dmn r`slo kvlro`jdt, fiks`oj
tdl koiy rkmn bltwllo Bkurel mon Brll. Kol o`jdtcmrl imtlr, dl
nrlmct ka d`cslia kmt`oj ko m tmbil mon dl wkonlrln dkw tdmt
wkuin wkre.
Xlkpil mt tdl pub wdk smw d`c wmnl `otk tdl wmtlr w`td m
wkknlo tmbil ko d`s dlmn tdkujdt dl wms wdmt tdly dmn miwmys
susplftln ‖ m b`t cmn. Dl misk bkrrkwln kol ikoj pkst arkc tdl
pub‐s bmfe ymrn.
^dl plkpil arkc bktd tkwos stkkn ko l`tdlr lon ka tdl wmtlr
wmtfd`oj d`c rkw d`cslia ko tdl pub tmbil. Z`td cufd n`fuity
dl rkwln mfrkss tdl wmtlr, m fkupil ka t`cls alli`oj tdl tmbil i`st tk
kol s`nl, tdlo tdl ktdlr. ^dly mii fdllrln wdlo dl jkt tk tdl ktdlr
s`nl. dlo tdly dlin tdl`r brlmtd wdlo dl ikmnln tdl rkii ka ilmtdlr
kotk tdl tmbil-bmrjl akr tdl tr`p bmfe. @t olmriy fmps`zln wdlo dl
fimcblrln bmfe `o. ^dl wkclo bljmo tk sdkut `ostruft`kos montdl clo fursln d`s stup`n`ty. Vkcl ka tdl ykuojstlrs imujdln
uomsdmclniy. Dl cmomjln w`td lxtrlcl n`fuity tk rkw bmfe.
Ms dl mpprkmfdln tdl o`sd, dl stkkn up mon surl lokujd, dl
tucbiln `otk tdl wmtlr. Mii sllcln ikst uot`i dl stkkn up `o tdl
wmtlr mon bljmo tk pusd tdl tmbil w`td tdl rkii ka ilmtdlr. ^dl
kkn wms koiy mbkut m akkt nllp.
^dmt sturny tmbil stmons w`td pr`nl o tdl fkrolr ka tdl pub mon
tdl stkry `s rltkin lvlry t`cl skclkol olw fdkksls `t tk logky mp`ot kr twk.
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Zdmt alw plkpil eokw `s wdmt dmpploln mlr tdl kkn.
Cr Xm`jl‐s mpprlot`fl akuon kut wdmt Fdmri`l wms nk`oj monnlf`nln tk blmt d`c tk `t. Dl wlot bmfe mon lotdusln mii ka tdl
wkrelrs `o tdl wkresdkp tk wkre ko m smnnil akr Cr ^uiiy. ^dly
wkuin dmivl tdl t`cl mon blmt Fms`ii`s tk `t, wkre`oj tkjltdlr. Cr
Xm`jl‐s mpprlot`fl, wdksl omcl wms Il`ek Gkl, but `t fkuin dmvl
bllo tdl ktdlr wmy rkuon, Gkl Il`ek, lxflpt tdmt dl jkt fmiiln
Il`ek fkccm Gkl by tdl tlmfdlrs mt sfdkki mon tdl omcl stufe.
Zlii, Il`ek Gkl wms tkk imtl.
’Pku mrl tkk imtl, Il`ek Gkl,– sm`n tdl lc`ssmry wdlo dl rlfl`vln
tdl pdkol fmii, ’Cr ^uiiy dms mirlmny krnlrln m smnnil arkc Kin
Cr Fms`ii`s mon @ mc surl dl‐s okt jk`oj tk bl wmot`oj twk smnnils.
Okt mt kofl, moydkw.–
’Gust mse d`c, w`ii yku;– Il`ek Gkl wms okt kol tk j`vl up lms`iy
kofl dl‐n cmnl up d`s c`on mbkut skcltd`oj.
Vk Jkcls n`n. Dl mseln Cr ^uiiy wdmt dl tdkujdt mbkut twk
smnnils.’@‐ii ilt tdl dkrsl nlf`nl,– dl sm`n, w`tdkut lvlo i``oj d`s lyls
arkc tdl olwspmplr.
’Mii r`jdt,– Jkcls tkin Il`ek Gkl, ’wdlo tdl kkn rlflnls,
br`oj ykur smnnil tk tdl amrc mon Cr uiiy, kr skclkol w`td m b t
ka okusl, w`ii nlf`nl tdlo.– Jkcls tdkujdt `t wms m jrlmt gkel, tdl
kol mbkut tdl dkrsl wdk fdksl `ts kwo smnnil.
Clmowd`il bmfe `o tdl Fms`ii`s wkresdkp, wkre`oj uonlr
lxtrlcl fkon`t`kos, nul ckstiy tk tdl dkt Okvlcblr wlmtdlr,Fdmri`l splot dkurs mon dkurs wkre`oj ko tdl smnnil. ^dl fu`oj
ka tdl ilmtdlr wms `o m slosl tdl lms`lr pmrt, akr yku usln tdl
pmlros. ^dl dmrn pmrt wms bu`in`oj up tdl wkknlo smnnil-trll
w`td slvlrmi imylrs ka td`fe ilmtdlr se`vln mii mrkuon tk t soujiy
tufeln uonlr lmfd olw imylr, mon m cltmi sdllt akr mnnln strlojtd.
^dl imst imylr wms skmeln `o dkt wmtlr tk ckuin kvlr tdl wdkil
td`oj. @t wms sikw mon fmrlaui mon clt`fuikus wkre rlqu`r`oj
pmt`lofl wd`fd akr Fdmri`l wms `o sdkrt suppiy.
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Okw tdmt dl wms mikol, tdkujd, dl sllcln tk tmel m ikt ckrl
`otlrlst mon m ikt ckrl fmrl `o tdl wkre ka d`s dmons.^dlrl wms kol imst td`oj dl dmn tk nk tk truiy o`sd tdl wkre.
Lojrmv`oj. Dl dmn olvlr nkol tdmt. Lvlo tdkujd dl wmtfdln Crs
Fms`ii`s nk td`s pmrt ka tdl gkb, dl dmn okt dmn moy prmft`fl ko `t
ms ylt. Mon sdl wms st`ii `o tkwo w`td dlr dusbmon sk dl alit m b`t
n`smppk`otln mbkut t. Olvlr c`on , dl tdkujdt, @ fmo j`vl `t m try. Dl
ikkeln `otk dlr lojrmv`oj fupbkmrn mon jkt kut dlr tkkis, tdlo,
mlr ck`stlo`oj tdl ilmtdlr w`td dlr spkojl, dl bljmo.
Lvlry nmy dl se`ppln sckek, iuofd, mrvk tlm mon dmn m imtl
c`frkwmvln n`oolr uot`i dl dmn tdl se`rt mon tdl bmfe ikke`oj i`el
m trul Zlstlro smnnil. Dl lvlo cmomjln tk lojrmvl d`s omcl w`td
sufd kwlry n`sju`sls tdmt koiy dl fkuin rlfkjo`sl.
Kol imst pusd mon tdl wkre ka mrt wkuin bl o`sdln. Zlii, dl
n`no‐t lxmftiy fmii `t m wkre ka mrt, but dl wms c`jdty pilmsln w`td
tdl lon rlsuit gust tdl smcl. Kol imst k`i`oj, kol imst buoj up, kol
imst pki`sd`oj tdl cltmi b`ts mon dl olmriy fr`ln w`td lxdmust`komon gky. Dl wms sk jimn tk bl mikol w`td d`s tlmrs ka dmpp`olss.
^kckrrkw dl wkuin rlst mon tdlo ko Ckonmy dl wkuin pdkol
Cr ^uiiy tk tlii d`c tdmt d`s smnnil wms rlmny. @t dmn tmelo d`c
mbkut 18 dkurs arkc jk tk wkl. Ka fkursl `a yku mnnln up tdl tr`p
kvlr tdl kknln r`vlr tk fkiilft tdl ilmtdlr, wlii tdmt wkuin mnn m
wdkil nmy, but dl n`no‐t fkuot tdmt `o. Jimn tk dmvl bllo tdlrl, nkol
tdmt , dl tdkujdt.
@o tdl clmot`cl, Il`ek Gkl dmn jkol mdlmn w`td d`s wkre-cmtls nltlrc`oln tk o`sd tdl smnnil `o dmia tdl t`cl Kin ^uiiy
dmn j`vlo Kin Fms`ii`s. ^rkubil wms tdmt wdlo tdl bkss akuon kut
wdmt wms dmpplo`oj w`tdkut d`s eokwilnjl, dl wms sk mojry dl
i`tlrmiiy d`t tdl rkka, wlii, tdl wmii, w`td tdl rst td`oj dl fkuin put
d`s dmon ko, m dlmvy smnnil-dkro. Dl rlausln tk mjrll tk tdl wkre.
@ostlmn ka arl`oj ms dl sdkuin dmvl, Il`ek Gkl tkin d`s fk-
wkrelrs tdmt, ms clcblrs ka tdl Ilmtdlrwkrelrs Ju`in, tdly dmn
r`jdts. Kin Cr Xm`jl n`sc`ssln tdlc. ^dl Ju`in `otlrvloln. Ok
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iufe, Xm`jl wms mnmcmot. ^dl wkrelrs nkwoln tkkis mon smt `o
tdl c`nnil ka tkwo w`td m tmbil w`td ilmlts nlcmon`oj wmjls akrt`cl wmstln. ^dl bkss wms stubbkro but dl eolw dl stkkn tk jk
uonlr amstlr tdmo dl fkuin d`rl ktdlrs, sk rliuftmotiy, dl mjrlln.
@o gub`imt`ko, tdl wkrelrs sm`n tdmt tdly wkuin wkre, but wkre
sikwiy, ms plr uo`ko rljuimt`kos mon by tdl fikfe.
^dl nmy ka nli`vlry mrr`vln. Cr Fms`ii`s rlfkvlrln but d`s w`al
fkccmonln d`c tk stmy `o bln kr lisl. Vdl nrkvl tdl ut`i`ty w`td
tdl smnnil mon Fdmri`l. dl kin cmo wms mbskiutliy flrtm`o dl wms
jk`oj tk bl tdl imujd`ojstkfe ka tdl n`str`ft w`td tdl tlrr`bil gkb
tdmt Fdmri`l dmn nkol w`td `t. Ms skko ms d`s w`al il, dl nrkvl
d`cslia tk ^uiiy‐s dkrsl-ymrn, lxplft`oj tdl wkrst.
Kin Cr ^uiiy brkujdt kut —V`ivlr‐, d`s olwlst dkrsl. Jkcls
iln d`c tk tdl flotrl ka tdl r`oj. Cr ^uiiy pmln tdl dkrsl‐s dlmn
mon rubbln d`s lmrs, mii tdl t`cl ikke`oj mt `t `o tdl lyl. Dl tdlo
wd`splrln skcltd`oj tdmt tkke mickst m c`outl. Fdmri`l alit tdl
smnnil jl`oj dlmv`lr `o d`s mrcs.’K‐r`jdt, Il`ek Gkl, ykur smnnil, pilmsl–. Il`ek Gkl put tdl
kromtl smnnil ko tdl dkrsl. Ok trkubils tdlrl. dl dkrsl stkkn st`ii
mon ckvln `ts dlmn tk kol s`nl, lvlr sk si`jdtiy. Kol c`outl, twk
c`outls, tdrll pmssln by `o mbskiutl s`ilofl.
’K‐r`jdt Il`ek Gkl, ckuot `t, pilmsl.– Il`ek Gkl n`no‐t
uonlrstmon. N`n dl smy ckuot `t; Dl wms m smnnil-cmelr but m
almraui r`nlr. But dl nrlw fkurmjl arkc skclwdlrl mon slmtln
d`cslia ko d`s smnnil. @ccln`mtliy tdl dkrsl bljmo tk rlslot `t. @ook t`cl mt mii Il`ek Gkl wms ko tdl jrkuon, sp``oj kut rln nust.
’K‐r`jdt Fdmri`l, ykur turo.– Fdmri`l arkzl akr m ckclot. Dl
wmso‐t lxplft`oj td`s. But dl tkke m nllp brlmtd mon wmieln ms
okofdmimotiy tk tdl dkrsl ms dl fkuin.
’I`stlo cmtl,– dl sm`n tk V`ivlr, ’td`s `s cy rst t`cl, jk lmsy
ko cl, w`ii yku;–
Dl pimfln tdl smnnil ko tdl dkrsl mon strmppln `t rciy ko
`t. @t ln i`el `t dmn bllo ckuinln by C`fdlimojlik . Dl put d`s
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akkt ko tdl jilmc`oj st`rrup mon dkin`oj tdl smnnil dkro rciy,
swuoj d`s bkny kvlr. ^dl dkrsl mickst sc`iln. V`ivlr iln m dmppyFdmri`l mrkuon tdl f`rfil.
Zdlo dl n`sckuotln dl sunnloiy alit i`el m jrkwo cmo. @o
am`rolss, Il`ek Gkl‐s smnnil wms pm`n5 wlii Kin Xm`jl, wms pm`n.
^dl smnnil wkuin bl usln akr nrlssmjl wkre.
@a td`s dmn bllo m ambil, `t wkuin dmvl prkbmbiy lonln w`td
Fdmri`l jl`oj tdl dmon ka tdl pr`oflss ms rlwmrn. But sufd iufe
koiy dmpplos `o bkkes. Iufey akr d`c, tdkujd, Kin Cr ^uiiy
klrln d`c m gkb.
’Ms smnnil-cmelr;– dl wms mjdmst. Dl dmn logkyln tdl prlssurl
ka tdl fdmiilojl but dl wmso‐t surl `a tdmt wms d`s fdk`fl ka nlst`oy.
’Ok, ms dkrslcmo,– sm`n Cr ^uiiy wdk eolw m jkkn cmo ms
dl eolw d`s dkrsls. ’Vt`ii m b`t ka m rmwd`nl, but wl fmo trm`o yku.
Zdmt nk yku smy, imn;–
Kin Cr Fms`ii`s wms okw bltwllo tdlc. Fdmri`l n`no‐t eokw
wdmt tk smy.’Cmybl wl sdkuin ilt tdl dkrsl nlf`nl;–
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VEPA@RL
Dmrily Rymo
^dl rst bkny imonln mt cy allt mbkut =.66pc. @ dmn gust
lmtlo iuofd.
Bikkn mon ktdlr td`ojs sprmyln tdl s`nlwmie i`el skcl mbstrmft
akrc ka jrmt`. Vkcl f`rfils `o tdl mrt wkrin wkuin dmvl armcln
tdmt clss mon fdmrjln m n`cl. dl td`rn bkny dmn frmsdln tk lmrtd
by tdl t`cl @ rlmi`sln wdmt wms jk`oj ko.^dl m`rsd`p kvlrdlmn wms t`it`oj mt m bmn mojil5 mo mojil tdmt
cmels tdlc t`p plkpil kut i`el nrkps arkc m wmtlr`oj fmo. @t n`no‐t
str`el cl uot`i imtlr tdmt o`jdt tdmt okol ka tdlc dmn sfrlmcln.
Mitdkujd sfrlmc`oj wd`ist amii`oj dms miwmys sllcln m strmojl
td`oj tk nk ms amr ms @‐c fkoflroln5 ms `a prktlst`oj ykur amii w`ii
c`rmfuikusiy stkp yku arkc piucclt`oj tk ykur olv`tmbil nkkc.
But @ n`jrlss.
^dlo tdl lxpiks`ko sdkke olmrby w`onkws. Jimss lxln i`elpimst`f, but skcldkw n`no‐t sdmlr. Mon ylt fduoes ka fkofrltl alii
dlrl mon tdlrl mbkut cy allt. Dkw `s `t tdmt jimss fmo bl sturn`lr
tdmo fkofrltl; Ikkes, ms tdly smy, fmo bl nlfl`v`oj.
Clo, wkclo, mon fd`inrlo mii rmo sfrlmc`oj ms a tdl`r dm`r wms
ko rl. Xlrdmps `t wms. @ wms tkk busy wmtfd`oj tdl m`rsd`p i`st
tk tdl s`nl mon piucclt `otk m d`ii skcl n`stmofl mwmy. Mjm`o,
tdl sfrlmc`oj. Mrl tdly try`oj tk alon almr k w`td tdl`r sdr`ii
fr`ls; @t bmls cl ok lon. @ mssurl yku tdmt wdlo tdl sd`t d`ts
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tdl prkvlrb`mi amo cy `ost`oft `s okt tk blj`o sfrlmc`oj. @ nk okt
logky nrmw`oj mlot`ko tk cyslia. Xlrdmps tdly mrl okt sk slia-fkosf`kus. But mjm`o w`td tdl n`jrlss`oj.
Zdlrl wms @;
Pls, plkpil spim`oj, td`ojs pkss`biy buro`oj.
@t wms pmonlcko`uc, mon @ sllcln tk bl tdl koiy plrsko
okopiussln by lvlrytd`oj jk`oj ko. @t `so‐t i`el @‐c mffustkcln tk
plkpil lxpikn`oj mt cy allt, `t wms gust tdmt @ dmn bllo lxplft`oj
td`s akr skcl t`cl. ^dl lvlot wms imtl. By twk ckotds. @ nko‐t
i`el mrr`v`oj lmriy tk m pmrty plkpil nko‐t eokw tdly‐rl dkst`oj.
@t‐s mwewmrn. Akr lvlrykol. Zlii, akr cl. @t‐s m ikt i`el bl`oj tdl
koiy skblr plrsko `o m rkkc ka nruoelo `n`kts. Pku‐rl mwmrl ka
lvlrytd`oj.
But td`s wms ok pmrty. Mitdkujd tdl okt-nruoe-pkss`biy-
buro`oj-plkpil wlrl tr`pp`oj mii kvlr tdl pimfl i`el d`pp`ls ko
mf`n, @ st`ii alit ok urjlofy tk ckvl. @ n`no‐t alli moy nmojlr wkuin
blamii cl. @‐c m i`il mrrkjmot i`el tdmt. Nmojlr `s skcltd`oj ktdlrplkpil mrl `o5 @ mc clrliy `o tdl prlslofl ka sm`n nmojlr. ^dlrl‐s m
n`lrlofl.
@ alit m dmon ko cy sdkuinlr. @ dmn tk jdt cy `ost`oft tk turo
mon tdrkw m il dkke. Zdlo @ smw `t wms cy pmrtolr, Zmiimfl, @
st`ii dmn tk jdt tdmt `ost`oft. @ nko‐t eokw wdmt `t `s5 dl gust dms m
puofdmbil amfl. ^dl e`on ka amfl tdmt `ov`tls v`kilofl. @t‐s okt d`s
amuit. ^dmt‐s wdy @ nko‐t puofd d`c. Vll; @ fmo bl o`fl.
’Vkcltd`oj‐s dmpplo`oj,– Zmiimfl sm`n. Dl dms td`s uofmooymb`i`ty tk stmtl tdl kbv`kus.
@ ikkeln up mt tdl lcpty sey. ’@t `s, `so‐t `t;–
’Vdkuin wl jk;– Zmiimfl ikkeln mrkuon i`el dl dmn c`spimfln
skcltd`oj. @ smw dl dmn tdl brkwo br`lafmsl. ^dmt wms jkkn.
’Jk wdlrl;– @ sm`n, sprlmn`oj cy mrcs. ’^d`s `s wdlrl `t‐s mt,
Zmiiy.– Dl dmtln bl`oj fmiiln Zmiiy. @t wms cy wmy ka jl`oj d`s
mlot`ko.
Zmiiy wms mbkut tk smy skcltd`oj wdlo dl jkt n`strmftln by
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tdl rl trufe sfrlmc`oj nkwo tdl strllt `o tdl n`rlft`ko tdl m`rsd`p
dmn jkol nkwo. V`rlos bimr`oj, dkros bimst`oj, mon st`ii plkpil nkokt sdul kut ka tdl wmy. @ fkuino‐t bl m rlcmo. @‐n ruo plkpil
kvlr. Pku eokw, sk @ fkuin smvl ktdlr plkpil amstlr.
@ wms mbkut tk splme wdlo mo lxpiks`ko tkrl tdrkujd m bu`in`oj
akur bikfes mwmy. @t sllcln `t wms m nmy akr uosm`n td`ojs. ^dl
rlbmii rksl d`jd `otk tdl sey uot`i `t n`ss`pmtln `otk oktd`ojolss.
’Dlory,– Zmiimfl sdkutln kvlr tdl sfrlmc`oj pmo`f. ’Zl
olln tk jk!–
@ s`jdln. ’Mir`jdt. Ilt‐s jlt tk ckv`oj.–
***
^dl dktli wl clt tdl ktdlrs mt wms prlfmr`kusiy fiksl tk tdl rmj`oj
`oalrok tdmt wms tdl bu`in`oj mfrkss tdl rkmn. Zdy wl wlrl cllt`oj
olxt tk tdl sflol ka kur fr`cl wms bm`oj. @ sdkuin dmvl bllo `o
fdmrjl. @ wkuin bl m bllr dlmn ka tdl n`v`s`ko. Akr ostmofl7 @ wkuin
cmel surl wl clt kur fkotmfts ko tdl ktdlr s`nl ka tdl f`ty, MZMP
arkc tdl bu`in`oj wl dmn bikwo up. Cmybl t‐s gust cl ‖ mon ckst katdl t`cl @‐c surl `t `s ‖ but @ ilt ikj`f n`ftmtl cy mft`kos. Vkclt`cls
fur`ks`ty, but cm`oiy ikj`f. Mon `t `s koiy ikj`fmi tk `ovlst`jmtl kols
fur`ks`ty okw mon tdlo, r`jdt; Kemy, sk @‐c m dypkfr`tl tkk. But mt
ilmst @‐c mwmrl ka `t. Oktd`oj wkrsl tdmo mo kbi`v`kus dypkfr`tl.
^dly‐rl mickst ms mooky`oj ms Zmiiy‐s amfl.
Xmuofd mon Byrko lotlrln tdl scmii rkkc, bktd fkvlrln o skkt
arkc dlmn tk tkl.
’B`t dlmvy ko tdl akuonmt`ko, imn`ls,– @ sm`n ikke`oj tdlc up
mon nkwo. ’But @ j`vl yku m s`x,– @ pk`otln mt Xmuofd.
’Aufe k, Dlory.– Xmuofd. Dl‐s olvlr i`eln cl. @ fmo‐t
`cmj`ol wdy.
’Zlii, yku‐vl durt cy alli`ojs. Okw yku jlt m vl.–
Xmuofd ikkeln i`el dl wms mbkut tk d`t cl wdlo Byrko stlppln
bltwllo us, mibl`t subtiy. Pku nko‐t jlt `o Xmuofd‐s wmy uoilss
yku wmot tk blfkcl pmrt ka d`s nlstruft`ko.Byrko ikkeln mt tdl br`lafmsl Zmiiy dlin mon sm`n, ’^dmt `t;–
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Zmiiy oknnln mon wlot tk dmon tdl fmsl kvlr. @ dmn ktdlr `nlms.
@ klo nk.@ rlmfdln kut mon tkke tdl br`lafmsl. ’Dkin ko m slfkon,– @ sm`n
ms @ ikkeln tdl fmsl kvlr. ’^d`s `so‐t tdl smcl fmsl.–
Zmiiy‐s lyls w`nloln. ^dly wlrl mirlmny tkk amr mpmrt. Dl
wkuin nk wlii tk ellp d`s almturls olutrmi. ’Zdmt mrl yku nk`oj;–
Zmiiy sm`n.
’Zdmt tdl aufe `s td`s;– Xmuofd stlppln akrwmrn.
’Kol qulst`ko mt m t`cl, jlotilclo,– @ sm`n ms @ sdkke tdl fmsl
akr mnnln llft. ’Pku‐ii kvlrwdlic cl.–
’Dlory,– Byrko wms `otlot ko cme`oj lyl fkotmft. ’@a td`s `s
ykur `nlm ka cufe`oj mrkuon @‐c jk`oj tk ilt Xmuofd brlme ykur
eollfmps. J`vl cl tdl fmsl.– Dl dlin kut d`s dmon lxplftmotiy.
Byrko `s usln tk mse`oj kofl mon jl`oj kofl. @t‐s m jkkn systlc. @
pr`nl cyslia ko nlstrky`oj systlcs. @t `s, mlr mii, wdmt @ nk.
’Okpl.– @ kploln tdl fmsl mon jrmbbln tdl td`o cltmii`f nlv`fl
tdmt ikkeln i`el m stkvl i`jdtlr. Blakrl Byrko fkuin lvlo rlj`stlrwdmt @ wms nk`oj @ dmn squllzln tdmt t`oy tr`jjlr mon wmtfdln d`s
dlmn somp bmfe ms `a @ dmn d`t d`c w`td m silnjldmcclr. Xmuofd
jkt sprmyln w`td bikkn mon t`oy b`ts ka frmo`uc. Dl bi`oeln `t
mwmy nucbiy. Dl kploln d`s ckutd tk tdrlmtlo cl ckst i`eliy,
but @ puofdln m dkil kut tdl bmfe ka d`s dlmn w`td m slfkon jo`t`ko
ka tdmt uomssuc`oj nlv`fl.
Zmiiy siucpln bmfe `otk mo mrcfdm`r, stmr`oj mt tdl sunnlo
nlvmstmt`ko mon try`oj mjm`ost dkpl tk bi`oe skcl slcbimofl karlmsko otk d`s c`ssdmplo dlmn. Dl ikkeln up mt cl w`td fkoaus`ko
pm`ot`oj d`s almturls. ’Dlory,– d`s vk`fl wms sk, mickst m wd`splr.
’Dlory,– dl rlplmtln.
’Zmiimfl,– @ sm`n ikke`oj mt tdl nlv`fl.
’Zdmt mrl yku nk`oj;– Dl skuonln sk fkoausln, sk durt, tdmt @
mickst alit skrry akr d`c.
’@‐c tme`oj bmfe wdmt‐s c`ol. ^d`s,– @ sm`n ms @ dlin kut tdl
nlv`fl, ’`s c`ol. @t dms bllo akr m vlry ikoj t`cl.–
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’@ nko‐t uonlrstmon.–
’@ eokw yku nko‐t, mon tdmt‐s mir`jdt. Mii tdmt cmlrs s tdmt ykudlipln cl. ^dmt cmlrs blfmusl `t prlvlots yku arkc lon`oj up
i`el tdlc.– @ ikkeln mt tdl bkn`ls ka Byrko, mon ka Xmuofd wdkc
dmn siucpln kvlr d`s pmrtolr‐s bkny, mickst `o mo lcbrmfl.
’But wdy n`n tdly lon up i`el tdmt;–
’Blfmusl tdly olvlr wkuin dmvl miikwln cl tk rlmfqu`rl td`s
akr cyslia. ^d`s td`oj, mon m alw ktdlr td`ojs i`el `t, dmvl miikwln
cl tk nk skcl vlry `cpkrtmot td`ojs. ^d`ojs tdmt yku wkuino‐t
bl mbil tk uonlrstmon uoilss yku dmn sllo tdrkujd cy lyls. Mon
lvlo tdlo…–
@ ckvln tk s`t mfrkss arkc Zmiimfl sk @ fkuin jlt d`c tk ikke
cl `o tdl lyl. @ sunnloiy dmn mo urjl tk cmel d`c uonlrstmon.
Vkclt`cls @ i`el tk tmfeil tdl `cpkss`bil.
’Zmiimfl,– @ sm`n. Dl n`no‐t ikke up. ’Zmiiy!– ^dmt jkt d`c. @
lvlo jkt m sfkwi. ’I`stlo. ^dmt cmo yku jkt tdl fmsl arkc;– Dl
oknnln. ’Dl tkke tdmt arkc cl m ikoj t`cl arkc okw.–’Zdmt;–
’Gust i`stlo nmco t! dl wkrin wms clmot tk nlvlikp n`lrlotiy
tdmo tdl wmy `t dms. Kr cmybl `t wms clrliy moktdlr mitlromt`vl.
L`tdlr wmy, tdl wkrin `s m bllr pimfl blfmusl ka skcltd`oj @ n`n
ylmrs mjk. @ prlvlotln m jrlmt wmr tdmt wkuin dmvl nlf`cmtln tdl
wkrin. ^dl wkrin wkuin dmvl rlfkvlrln, but tdlrl wkuin dmvl
bllo moktdlr wmr tk akiikw. @ stkppln tdmt arkc dmpplo`oj, mon
tdl koiy wmy @ fmo ellp tdmt arkc lvlr dmpplo`oj `s `a @ dmvl cytkkis. Nk yku uonlrstmon;–
’Ok.–
’Jkkn. Okw jlt up.–
’But, Dlory-–
’Okw, Zmiimfl!–
Dl rliuftmotiy stkkn, wd`fd s iufey blfmusl @ mickst akuon cy
lxfusl tk d`t d`c. @ rlmiiy dmn ok `ii w`ii akr tdl cmo, but @ akuon
cyslia fkostmotiy ko tdl prlf`p`fl ka v`kilofl. Mii @ fmo smy `o cy
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nlalofl `s ikke mt tdl wkrin tdrkujd cy lyls akr kol nmy mon tlii
cl @ nko‐t dmvl m w`ii ka `rko wdlo `t fkcls tk rlstrm`ot.@jokrl tdl bkn`ls. ^dmt wms olflssmry.
@ iln Zmiiy kut tk tdl dmii. D`s lyls st`ii slmrfdln tdl kkr akr
clmo`oj. Dl dmitln dmiawmy nkwo tdl stm`rwlii. ’Zdmt n`n yku
clmo, —m ikoj t`cl arkc okw ,‐ yku sm`n;–
Cy sdkuinlrs siucpln. ’Ikke, Zmiiy, tdl koiy wmy @ fmo
lxpim`o `s tdmt skclt`cls @‐c miikwln tk trmvli. Zdlo @ trmvli @
w`tolss skcltd`oj dkrr`bil, skcltd`oj tdmt sdkuin olvlr bl. dlo
@ trmvli mjm`o tk cmel surl `t olvlr `s.–
Dl stmrln mt cl tdl wmy m nkj nkls ms `t tr`ls tk nlf`pdlr tdl
ok`sl tdmt `s ducmo spllfd.
’Vll;– @ sm`n. ’Vkclt`cls `t‐s bllr tk okt mse qulst`kos.–
’Pku‐rl r`jdt,– dl sm`n, oknn`oj. ’@t `s.–
’Jk`oj okw;–
Mjm`o dl oknnln.
***@ splot tdl o`jdt alon`oj k ckrl ka Zmiiy‐s qulst`kos mon mwkel
w`td mo uosurpr`s`oj pkuon`oj `o tdl bmsl ka cy seuii. @ rmo
cy dmons kvlr cy amfl5 cy pmics fmcl mwmy w`td bikkn. ^dl
okslbillns mrl fmusln by tdl trmvli. @ td`oe. @ nlnufln tdmt arkc
tdl amft @ olvlr jkt okslbillns blakrl tdl trmvlii`oj stmrtln. Xrkplr
nltlft`vl wkre tdmt.
@ wlot tk tdl bmtdrkkc mon r`osln tdl bikkn arkc cy dmons mon
amfl. ^dl wmtlr fikunln rln, sp`rmii`oj nkwo tdl nrm`o. @t miwmys
cmels cl td`oe ka wmr. ^dl bikkn ka tdl nlmn gust sllcs tk wmsd
mwmy, ilmv`oj m suramfl arll ka tdl ducmo scunjl. @ fkos`nlrln
sdmv`oj mon tdkujdt bllr ka `t. @ n`no‐t wmot tk r`se sll`oj ckrl
ka cy bikkn.
Zmiimfl dmn misk mwkelo. Dl stkkn mt tdl kplo w`onkw mon
ikkeln kut kvlr tdl f`ty w`td ts cyr`mn ka spmrei`oj i`jdts. @ akrjlt
tdmt td`ojs i`el tdmt mrl st`ii olw tk plkpil. Lvlo wdlrl `t `so‐tolw, tdly st`ii jlt clsclr`sln by tdl wmrc jikw mii tdl cktds mrl
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mnn`ftln tk. Zl mrl cufd i`el cktds `o skcl wmys. Kur nmys mrl
oucblrln, mon wl‐rl nrmwo tk sd`oy td`ojs.’Ikts ka i`jdts,– Zmiimfl sm`n mickst tk d`cslia.
’I`el m cktd tk m mcl,– @ sm`n qu`ltiy.
’Dud;–
’Oktd`oj. @t‐s koiy <mc, yku fmo st`ii jk bmfe tk bln.–
’Fmo‐t sillp. Ellp td`oe`oj mbkut mii tdl frmzy td`ojs tdmt
dmpploln.–
’Plmd, @ ellp td`oe`oj mbkut tdmt tkk.–
’@ nko‐t jlt wdy tdl m`rsd`p frmsdln.–
’@otlralrlofl,– @ sm`n, dkp`oj m vmjul moswlr wkuin sufl.
^dlrl wms ok wmy @ wms jk`oj tk tmfeil tdmt kol w`td d`c.
’Pkur otlralrlofl;–
’Fdmks `s prlslot mon yku mutkcmt`fmiiy td`oe ka cl;–
’@ nk.–
’^dmt‐s swllt. Mon dkw fkuin @ dmvl brkujdt tdmt m`rsd`p kut
ka tdl sey;–’Pku dmvl ykur wmys.– Dl turoln tk ikke mt cl. Dl wms
stuny`oj cl, slmrfd`oj cy amfl akr… skcltd`oj. ’Pkur tkkis.– Dl
sm`n —tkkis‐ i`el `t wms m n`rty wkrn.
’Cy tkkis nko‐t nk tdmt.–
’Gust dkils `o plkpil, dud;–
’@s tdmt slia-r`jdtlkusolss @ dlmr o ykur vk`fl, Zmiiy; Vtkp t, t
nklso‐t su`t yku.–
’@ gust nko‐t uonlrstmon.–’Zl fmcl tk tdmt fkofius`ko mirlmny, Zmi. Jk jlt skcl sillp.–
@ smt ko tdl fkufd w`td ok `otlot`ko ka sillp`oj.
’@o-tlr-alr-lofl,– Zmiiy sm`n, skuon`oj kut lmfd syiimbil. ’Pku
mrl m strmojl cmo, Dlory Cyils. M vlry strmojl cmo.– Dl wlot
`otk d`s rkkc mon fiksln tdl nkkr qu`ltiy.
Fkc`oj arkc Zmiimfl tdmt rlmiiy spkel vkiucls mbkut cy
strmojlolss.
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@ il Zmiimfl m oktl `o tdl ckro`oj. ^dl oktl n`no‐t jk `otk
nltm`i, gust tdmt @ dmn tk fkot`oul ko cy kwo. @ mickst w`sdln d`cwlii `o tdl oktl, but tdmt gust `so‐t `o cy omturl. Vlot`clotmi`ty `s
ka ok usl tk cl. @ dmvl lokujd frutfdls mirlmny. ^dl arm`i iljs ka
smo`ty sdmel ckrl w`td lvlry stlp @ tmel tdlsl nmys. @t wms wkrsl
tdmt Zmiimfl sllcln tk bl mbil tk ikke `otk cl mon sll tdl vlry
wkrst pmrts. @ jlt lokujd ka tdmt w`td c`rrkrs mon ktdlr rllft`vl
suramfls. @ nko‐t olln tk sll `t `o tdl lyls ka s`cpil clo.
^dl suo wms gust blj`oo`oj tk r`sl mdlmn ka cl. ^dl rst ji`ot
ka tdl nmy wms i`el tdl msdbuib ka m fmclrm. @ bi`oeln mwmy tdl
bimfe spkts `o cy v`s`ko. Oktd`oj i`el tdl ckro`oj suo tk cmel
yku alli lxpksln… mon duoj-kvlr. Mon @ nko‐t nr`oe. Kr i`l.
Vfrllfd`oj ka tyrls up mdlmn dmn lmriy nkj-wmielrs mon
lxlrf`sl lotdus`msts sfurry`oj arkc tdl rkmn i`el ar`jdtloln c`fl.
^dl lrrmt`f vld`fil ‖ m bimfe Akrn - swlrvln mon fmcl tk mo mbrupt
dmit m alw ymrns arkc cl. M jurl stlppln kut ka tdl pmsslojlr
s`nl, s`idkulln by tdl fi`cb`oj suo. ^rlofd fkmt, alnkrm. ^dmt‐smii @ smw. But @ alit tdl `cpmft `o cy stkcmfd i`el @ dmn swmiikwln
m jrlomnl w`td mo mbslot p`o. Akr skcl rlmsko tdl rmpturkus bkkc
ka tdl p`stki lfdkln tdrkujd cy c`on koiy mlr tdl pm`o dmn
rlj`stlrln. Vkclt`cls @ i`el tk wkre bmfewmrns. Mon `o td`s fmsl
@ alii bmfewmrns. Cy dlmn d`t tdl pmvlclot w`td m dkiikw tduoe.
@t wms i`el tdl kflmo wdlo yku n`vl uonlr m wmvl mon dlmr tdmt
n`stmot frmsd mbkvl ms `t rkiis mwmy. Kr cmybl @ wms gust nli`r`kus.
@ fkuin dlmr m wkcmo‐s vk`fl. Vdl skuonln c`ils mwmy, butfiksl. ^dl pmrmnkx`fmi omturl ka cy tdkujdts wlrlo‐t jl`oj moy
filmrlr.
’Nkls dl dmvl `t;– @ dlmrn dlr mse.
Koiy tdlo n`n @ rlmi`sl tdl cmo wlmr`oj tdl alnkrm wms
ruccmj`oj tdrkujd cy pkfelts.
’Rkii d`c kvlr,– tdl wkcmo sm`n.
Vunnloiy @ wms amfl nkwo, sclii`oj s`nlwmie. @ dmn tdmt urjl
tk e`ii, but tdl n`st`oft imfe ka cktkr auoft`ko tk cmel tdmt dmpplo.
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@‐ii tlii yku okw tdlrl mrl okt cmoy td`ojs ckrl arustrmt`oj tdmo
krnlr`oj ykur bkny tk e`ii mon dmv`oj `t n`skbly.’Zdlrl `s `t;– Dlr vk`fl wms jl`oj d`jdlr. Xmo`f, arustrmt`ko,
blw`inlrclot.
’Dl‐s jkt oktd`oj ko d`c but m tmpl rlfkrnlr. Ok tmpl.–
Cy slosls wlrl rlturo`oj ms Alnkrm rkiiln cl kotk cy bmfe.
Dl wms m clmo ikke`oj bmstmrn w`td m sfmr tdmt rmo mfrkss d`s
tdrkmt. ^dlrl wms m jkkn stkry bld`on tdmt sfmr, mon `a dl wmso‐t
`o tdl prkflss ka sikwiy curnlr`oj cl @ wkuin dmvl i`eln tk
dmvl dlmrn `t.
@ akuon cy vk`fl. ’Zdmt mrl yku ikke`oj akr;–
Alnkrm wms sdkvln tk tdl s`nl. M wkcmo ikkcln kvlr cl,
nrlssln mii `o bimfe. Vllcln mpprkpr`mtl. ’Pku eokw wdmt wl
wmot,– sdl sm`n, pu`oj stlli `o dlr vk`fl. ’^lii us wdlrl `t `s mon
wl‐ii ilt yku jk.–
’Kd,– @ sm`n, ’yku‐ii ilt cl jk. Vk @ fmo billn tk nlmtd kvlr tdlrl
`ostlmn;– @ pk`otln k tk cy il. ’E`on ka yku, but @ td`oe @‐ii fry`jokrmofl. Cmybl akiikw tdmt up w`td mftumi fry`oj. Ny`oj durts
yku eokw;– @ spmt bikkn ko tdl pmvlclot.
’^dlrl mrl ckrl pm`oaui td`ojs `o td`s i`al tdmo ny`oj, Dlory.–
’@ nko‐t nkubt `t akr m slfkon, swlltdlmrt.– @ tr`ln tk s`t up, but,
yku eokw, buiilts `o tdl stkcmfd mon s`t-ups mrl okt `o cy tolss
rkut`ol. ’@‐ii stmy nkwo dlrl,– @ sm`n, iy`oj bmfe nkwo.
’Xut d`c `o tdl fmr,– sdl sm`n tk tdl b`j cmo.
@ ilv`tmtln tk tdl bmfe slmt ka dlr fmr. Cmybl Alnkrm fmrr`ln cl, but @‐c st`fe`oj w`td tdl ilv`tmt`ko stkry. ^dmt‐s dkw billn`oj tk
nlmtd alit tk cl moydkw. Lupdkr`f , @ td`oe `s tdl wkrn.
@ smt prkppln up `o tdl bmfe slmt, cy dlmn ikii`oj mt
uofkcakrtmbil mojils. ^dl pm`o `o cy stkcmfd wms sprlmn`oj `o
m nuii wmvl tdrkujd cy tkrsk. ^dl fmr stkppln. Nlslrtln mrlm.
Xlralft akr curnlrs.
’Zdlrl `s `t;– sdl sm`n. ’Gust tlii us wdlrl tdl nmco nlv`fl `s.–
’Kd… tdmt.– @ rlmfdln nkwo tdl arkot ka cy vlst mon prknufln
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m i`il s`ivlr nlv`fl ok imrjlr tdmo m cmtfdbkx. Kol imst surjl ka
mnrlomi`ol, tdlo @ tkke tdl t`oy bimnl @ elpt `o tdl dlc ka cy vlstmon usln `t simsd Alnkrm‐s gujuimr. Zdklvlr jmvl d`c tdmt sfmr
n`no‐t eokw tdl bus`olss ka simsd`oj tdrkmts. D`s bikkn sprmyln
tdl `os`nl ka tdmt fmr i`el m dksl turoln ko d`jd.
^k dlr frln`t, tdl wkcmo n`no‐t sfrlmc.
@ dlin tdl s`ivlr bkx up mon `ppln `t kplo i`el m z`ppk
i`jdtlr. @ prlssln cy tducb mjm`ost tdl mt bimfe suramfl mon `t
duccln tk i`al.
’Pkur bkny slmrfd`oj se`iis ilmvl skcltd`oj tk bl nls`rln,– @
sm`n tk tdl qu`feiy lcpty`oj aliikw tk cy r`jdt. dl nlv`fl wd`oln
m d`jd p`tfd clikny tdmt nkjs wkuin dkwi tk cmoy c`ils mwmy.
’Jkkn nmy.–
@ vmo`sdln arkc tdl bmfeslmt ka dlr fmr mon cmtlr`mi`sln ylmrs
mwmy. @ w`sd @ fkuin dmvl sllo tdl ikke ko dlr bikkny amfl.
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C`sfdm, Clo & Cyekoks
Rloll Jlkrjl
C`sfdm rubbln dlr lyls, ikkeln mt tdl bimfe sclmr ka cmsfmrm
mon lyli`olr il ko dlr dmon, tdlo kvlr mt tdl tkssln sdllts
bls`nl dlr. ^dl spmfl wms mbslot, cufd i`el dlr clckr`ls ka tdl
nruoelo o`jdt blakrl mon tdl cmo sdl dmn brkujdt dkcl. ^d`s,
sdl tdkujdt, td`s dms blfkcl cy ikvl i`al.
C`sfdm s`jdln tdlo rlmi`sln dlr pdkol wms r`oj`oj ko dlr blns`nl tmbil. Vdl moswlrln `t gust `o t`cl. Ms lxplftln, t wms dlr
cktdlr, wdk usumiiy fmiiln mt td`s t`cl lvlry Vuonmy ckro`oj. @a
C`sfdm n`no‐t moswlr, dlr cktdlr wkuin nrkp by tk fdlfe ko dlr.
Vdl eolw wdmt C`sfdm jkt up tk ko Vmturnmy o`jdts, cufd tk dlr
n`smpprkvmi.
C`sfdm‐s cktdlr dmn ov`tln dlr tk iuofd tdmt nmy mt dlr pmrlots‐
dkusl. C`sfdm slmrfdln nllp `os`nl dlr uoelcpt wmrnrkbl akr
mo mpprkpr`mtl eoll-ilojtd nrlss mckojst m p`il ka c`o`-se`rtsmon bknyfkos. Aucbi`oj tdrkujd tdl fiktd`oj mt tdl bmfe, sdl
rlfkjo`sln m sdllr ambr`f sdl dmn okt wkro akr m vlry ikoj t`cl. Vdl
tujjln mt t, mon puiiln t kut, slon`oj m dlmp ka fiktd`oj tucbi`oj
w`td `t. C`sfdm‐s lyls stun`ln tdl pkwnlr biul jkwo sdl wms j`vlo
ms m j` nur`oj dlr tr`p tk Jrllfl. Vdl rmo dlr ojlrs tdrkujd tdl
sdllr imylrs ka ambr`f, lmfd imylr lvke`oj m n`lrlot clckry ka
dlr lxplr`lofls `o Jrllfl. ^dl biuls rlc`onln dlr ka tdl duls ka
tdl jimssy kflmo, tdl sk tkufd ka tdl ambr`f rlc`on`oj dlr ka tdl
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jlotil tkufd ka dlr rst ikvl, Milx. Vdl dmno‐t wkro tdl nrlss s`ofl
sdl‐n il dlr ikvlr `o Jrllfl tk rlturo dkcl tk Mustrmi`m. C`sfdmjlotiy akinln tdl nrlss up mon pimfln `t `o m nrmwlr, tdlo akuon m
nrlss tdmt dmn amiilo ko tdl kkr tdmt wms su`tmbil tk wlmr tk v`s`t
dlr pmrlots `o Vuobury.
C`sfdm nrkvl kut ka Clibkurol ko tdl ^uiimcmr`ol arllwmy, tdl
smcl rkmn sdl usumiiy tkke tk sll dlr pmrlots. Vdl n`no‐t v`s`t tdlc
mt dkcl cufd. C`sfdm alit sdl dmn ikst tkufd w`td tdlc s`ofl sdl
il akr Jrllfl. Vdl wms tdl`r koiy fd`in, mon tdly wlrlo‐t tkk ello
ko dlr jk`oj kvlrslms ko dlr kwo. ^dly dmn wmroln dlr mbkut
dmoj`oj mrkuon tdksl —ikksl‐ Jrlles. Zdlo tdly akuon kut tdmt
sdl dmn bllo dmv`oj m rlimt`kosd`p w`td m Jrlle cmo, Milx, wdk
turoln kut tk bl cmrr`ln, tdly wlrl aur`kus. But C`sfdm dmno‐t
lxplr`lofln moytd`oj i`el `t blakrl kr s`ofl sdl wms w`td d`c.
C`sfdm pmssln tdl m`rpkrt ko tdl arllwmy, pmrt ka dlr wmot`oj tk
turo `o mon fmtfd tdl olxt pimol tk Jrllfl. But sdl alit tdmt wmy
lvlry t`cl sdl tkke tdl ^uiimcmr`ol arllwmy tk dlr pmrlots. Dl‐s prkbmbiy st`ii w`td dlr moywmy , sdl tdkujdt, rlmssur`oj dlrslia,
pusd`oj m i`il ckrl rciy ko tdl mfflilrmtkr.
Zdlo C`sfdm mrr`vln mt tdl dkusl, dlr pmrlots wlrl `o m ustlr,
akrjl`oj tk put tdl rkmst pktmtkls o tdl kvlo. dly klo wkrr`ln
tdlcslivls `otk ts. Iufe`iy, C`sfdm n`no‐t `odlr`t td`s arkc dlr
pmrlots. Vdl wms strkojlr tdmo tdmt5 sk cufd sk tdmt sdl usln
dlr strkoj c`onslt tk blfkcl m imwylr. Zdlo sdl rlturoln arkc
Jrllfl, dkwlvlr, frmfes bljmo tk mpplmr mon wlmeolssls blfmcldlr kplo wkuons, il`oj clo `otk dlr i`al `rrlspkos`biy, ms wlii ms
fmus`oj dlr tk strujjil tk w`o fmsls `o fkurt. @t wms `a sdl dmn il
tdl blst pmrts ka dlrslia `o Jrllfl, w`td Milx.
@o mo mlcpt tk jlt mwmy arkc tdl bustil `o tdl e`tfdlo, C`sfdm
tdkujdt sdl wkuin fdlfe dlr cmel-up `o tdl bmtdrkkc c`rrkr. Ko
dlr wmy tk tdl bmtdrkkc, C`sfdm‐s cktdlr fmiiln kut, ’Kd, tdlrl‐s
m pmrfli akr yku, C`sfdm–.
C`sfdm n`no‐t usumiiy rlfl`vl cm`i mt dlr pmrlot‐s dkusl. Fur`kus,
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C`sfdm `osplftln `t. @t wms mnnrlssln tk dlr `o dmonwr`t`oj, tdl
slonlr‐s omcl mon mnnrlss dmonwr`lo ko tdl bmfe7 Milx Vmotks,arkc Cyekoks. C`sfdm‐s stkcmfd fduroln. @t wms tdl rst t`cl sdl
dmn dlmrn arkc d`c s`ofl sdl rlturoln tk Mustrmi`m.
C`sfdm puiiln tdl str`oj bkw mon tkrl kplo tdl brkwo pmplr.
Vdl uoakinln m s`ie sfmra w`td krmi ckt`as, blmut`aui i`el m
wmtlrfkikur pm`ot`oj ka Ckolt‐s jmrnlo. @t alit lvlo sklr tdmo tdl
nrlss Milx dmn j`vlo dlr m ylmr mjk. ^dl blmut`aui trlmsurls tkke
dlr strm`jdt bmfe tk Jrllfl. C`sfdm kploln tdl illr.
C`sfdm,
@ akuon td`s sfmra tdmt rlc`ons cl ka yku wdlo @ v`s`tln tdmt cmrelt yku
ikvln sk cufd wdlo yku wlrl `o Cyekoks. Eyi`l mon @ mrl ok ckrl. Vdl
il cl wdlo sdl akuon kut mbkut us. @ wmotln tk wr`tl skkolr, but @
wmotln tk prkvl `t wms kvlr sk @ dmvl wm`tln uot`i sdl ckvln kut. @a yku
st`ii alli tdl smcl pilmsl fkcl v`s`t cl, @ st`ii i`vl mt tdl dkusl @ sdkwln
yku wdlo yku wlrl dlrl.
Milx.
C`sfdm fkuino‐t bli`lvl wdmt sdl dmn n`sfkvlrln. Vdl b`t dlr
bkkc i`p mon skcldkw fkoflmiln m i`il sfrlmc. Vdl rmo dlr lyls
kvlr tdl oktl ouclrkus t`cls, kvlr tdl i`il lfes `o d`s furs`vl
dmonwr`t`oj, slon`oj sd`vlrs tdrkujd dlr bkny. Vdl pimfln tdl
illr mon j`s `os`nl dlr dmonbmj mon n`no‐t clot`ko moytd`oj tk
dlr pmrlots. ^dly wlrlo‐t surl wdy sdl wms sunnloiy sk rmn`mot,
but wlrl dmppy tk sll dlr rmrl sc`il okoltdlilss.
C`sfdm‐s pimol tkufdln nkwo lxmftiy kol ylmr mon twk ckotds
mlr sdl dmn rst imonln mt Cyekoks @otlromt`komi M`rpkrt.
Nur`oj tdl `jdt mii sdl fkuin td`oe ka wms Milx ms sdl lw kvlr
biul wmtlrs. Vdl rlclcblrln tdl skuons ka impp`oj wmvls ms tdly
wmieln dmon `o dmon mikoj tdl blmfd mon tdl sclii ka kflmo m`r
arkc tdl bmifkoy ka d`s d`iis`nl dkcl. Vdl rlclcblrln stuny`oj
d`s fd`sliln mrcs mon sk brkwo dm`r mon lyls. Dl ikkeln i`el tdkslcusfuimr Jrlle stmtuls yku on mt jmiilr`ls. Vdl rlclcblrln d`s
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nli`fmtl wmys d`nnlo uonlr tdmt sfuiptln bkny, d`s sk e`ssls mon
suppil ckfdm se`o. D`s mfflotln vk`fl wms rdytdc`f i`el Vpmo`sdju`tmr. D`s `cplralft Loji`sd cmnl C`sfdm imujd.
Zdlo tdl pimol tkufdln nkwo, C`sfdm pmssln tdrkujd tdl
m`rpkrt jmtls mon spkln Milx mckojst tdl frkwn. Dl wms lxmftiy
ms sdl rlclcblrln. M twlme ka d`s sc`il mpplmrln wdlo dl smw
dlr. Vdl jmvl m subtil se`p ms sdl dmstloln tkwmrns d`c. Dl i`ln
dlr i`jdtiy k tdl kkr ms dl lcbrmfln dlr `o d`s mrcs, pimot`oj
m sk, pki`tl e`ss ko dlr fdlle. C`sfdm puiiln d`c fikslr, ms `a sdl
wlrl puii`oj tdl bllr pmrts ka dlrslia sdl il w`td d`c bmfe `otk
dlr bkny. @t wms i`el sdl dmn olvlr il.
Zdlo tdly il tdl m`rpkrt, C`sfdm brlmtdln tdl smity m`r, arlsd
mon tdl amc`i`mr, cufd i`el tdl e`ss sdl lxplr`lofln w`td Milx ko
dlr mrr`vmi. C`sfdm strknl w`td m spr`oj `o dlr stlp, but okt`fln
Milx imjj`oj bld`on. Vdl mseln `a dl wms kemy, dl sm`n yls, sk tdly
fkot`ouln wmie`oj tkwmrns m fmaà ko tdl wmtlr‐s lnjl. Ms tdl s`jdt
ka tdl kflmo blfmcl filmrlr, C`sfdm jmvl m i`il squlmi, il`oj jkka Milx‐s dmon tk ruo tk tdl wmtlr‐s lnjl. Vdl imujdln ms tdl wmvls
imppln up dlr moeils, mo kvlrwdlic`oj slosl ka n`sbli`la wmsd`oj
kvlr dlr.
’@ fmo‐t bli`lvl @‐c dlrl!– C`sfdm fmiiln tk Milx, wdk wms
st`ii imjj`oj bld`on. Dl rm`sln m sc`il mon m wmvl tdlo nrkppln
d`s dmon.
C`sfdm slosln tdmt skcltd`oj wmso‐t r`jdt, but dl dmn tkin dlr
dl wms kemy mon sdl trustln d`c, sk sdl turoln bmfe tk tdl kflmomon fkot`ouln pimy`oj `o tdl wmvls. Zdlo dl fmujdt up tdly
cmnl tdl`r wmy tk tdl fmaà wdlrl tdly krnlrln slm akkn mon fkll.
C`sfdm mon Milx n`no‐t jlt cufd ka mo kppkrtuo`ty tk splme tk
lmfd ktdlr ms Milx wms tkk busy jrllt`oj tdl ikfmis.
Mlr iuofd, C`sfdm mon Milx dlmnln bmfe tk d`s dkusl, wmie`oj
up stllp fkofrltl stm`rs tdmt wlmvln bltwllo tdl wd`tl dkusls
w`td biul nkcl rkkas mon dmoj`oj pkt pimots. C`sfdm elpt turo`oj
bmfe tk sll tdl dkr`zko jrkw`oj w`td lmfd stkrly tdly wmieln.
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’@so‐t td`s tdl ckst pr`st`ol pimfl ko lmrtd;!– sdl gkykusiy
rlcmreln.’Pku‐rl dmppy tk bl dlrl, yls;– mseln Milx mrc`oj.
’Zdy yls, mrl yku dmppy tk dmvl cl dlrl;– sdl sm`n eokw`ojiy,
but wmot`oj tk dlmr d`s fkorcmt`ko.
’Pls… `t wms n`fuit bl`oj mikol– dl sm`n skiy. Vdl jmvl tdl
w`nlst jr`o sdl fkuin dkin.
’Zlii, @‐c dlrl okw. @ st`ii fmo‐t bli`lvl `t!–
^dly bktd wlot qu`lt5 tdl koiy skuon wms tdl`r kut ka syof
akktstlps mon skcl tmie`oj arkc plkpil i`v`oj aurtdlr mrkuon tdl
d`ii. C`sfdm alit tdmt sdl ollnln tk ii d`s s`ilofls.
’Pku‐vl bllo prmft`f`oj ykur Loji`sd, Milx, @ fkuin tlii by ykur
illr.– Milx sc`iln, but sm`n oktd`oj lisl.
’^dl j`s yku slot wlrl ikvliy, mon ykur illr wms sk swllt–.
C`sfdm squllzln Milx‐s dmon t`jdtlr, ikke`oj up mt d`c. Dl
dlin d`s jmzl upwmrn mt d`s dkusl, okw v`s`bil arkc tdl stm`rs.
’Zl mrl dlrl okw, sk ilt us okt nwlii ko tdl pmst–.Zdlo tdly mrr`vln mt Milx‐s dkcl dl stkeln up tdl wkkn
`o tdl fdlst ka tdl stkvl mon pimfln m elil iiln w`td wmtlr
ko tdl dktpimtl. Dl wlot tk jlsturl akr C`sfdm tk tmel m slmt mt
tdl n`o`oj tmbil, but sdl dmn mirlmny cmnl dlr wmy kotk tdl
bmifkoy. Milx ilt kut m s`jd. Zdlo dl akuon dlr sdl wms ilmo`oj
kut tkwmrns tdl kflmo, tdl brllzl `fe`oj dlr bruoll dm`r i`el
strlmclrs `o tdl w`on.
Vdl okt`fln d`s prlslofl bld`on dlr mon turoln tk d`c. ’@ nko‐tlvlr wmot tk ilmvl dlrl,– sdl sm`n nrlmc`iy, pimf`oj dlr dmon ko
d`s fdlst, ikke`oj nllp `otk d`s lyls.
Milx jmvl m wlme sc`il, put d`s mrcs mrkuon C`sfdm, mon
rlstln d`s fd`o ko dlr dlmn, ikke`oj smniy kut `otk tdl nllp kflmo
ko tdl dkr`zko.
^d`s, dl tdkujdt, td`s dms blfkcl cy ikvl i`al.
Milx‐s lyls i`ojlrln ko tdl kflmo mon C`sfdm dlin dlr lcbrmfl
akr c`outls tdly dmno‐t alit jk by, m qu`lt d`ss`oj fmcl arkc tdl
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e`tfdlo. ’Kd ok, tdl elil s kvlr bk`i`oj!– Milx rmo os`nl, C`sfdm
sikwiy akiikw`oj d`c.Zdlo sdl fmujdt up tk Milx dl wms furs`oj `o Jrlle, dkin`oj
d`s dmon uonlr m ruoo`oj tmp.
’N`n yku buro ykurslia;– C`sfdm mseln pki`tliy. Vdl dmn olvlr
sllo d`c sk wkreln up mon rln amfln. Milx n`no‐t moswlr dlr mon
elpt furs`oj `otk tdl s`oe, uot`i dl nrkppln d`s dlmn mon siucpln
tk d`s libkws, wllp`oj.
C`sfdm n`no‐t okt`fl d`c wd`il sdl wms w`p`oj up tdl punnil
ko tdl kkr, but rlmi`sln dl wms skbb`oj wdlo sdl jkt up tk
squllzl tdl wmtlr arkc tdl fiktd `otk tdl s`oe. ’Kd Milx, `s tdl
buro tdmt bmn; Ilt cl sll ykur dmon.– Vdl tkke d`s dmon tdmt wms
wlme. ^dlrl wms ok bi`stlr`oj. ’Milx;– sdl mseln skiy, but dl
n`no‐t rlspkon, st`ii stmr`oj `otk tdl s`oe. ’Milx @ nko‐t uonlrstmon.
Zdmt‐s wrkoj;– Dl trlcbiln akr m ckclot. @t wms s`ilot, but skcl
ka Milx‐s tlmrs cmnl m p`oj ms tdly nrkppln `otk tdl s`oe.
’C`sfdm, @ nko‐t eokw dkw tk tlii yku, but @ gust nko‐t alli tdlsmcl wmy.–
C`sfdm‐s dlmrt smoe. @t rlmiiy wms tkk jkkn tk bl trul. Mii tdl
kvlrwdlic`oj gky sdl wms lxplr`lof`oj dmn bllo frusdln, i`el
tdl rlmft`ko C`sfdm‐s pmrlots jmvl dlr wdlo tdly akuon kut mbkut
Milx. C`sfdm n`no‐t eokw dkw tk rlspkon tk Milx. Vdl stkkn `o
s`ilofl akr m ckclot, fkotlcpimt`oj dlr rlspkosl ’But… but @
koiy gust jkt dlrl,– sdl qu`vlrln, alli`oj duc`i`mtln.
’@ mc sk skrry C`sfdm, but s`ofl @ il Eyi`l mii @ fmo td`oe mbkut`s dlr mon wdmt m akki @ mc tk ilmvl dlr.–
C`sfdm‐s bikkn bljmo tk bk`i. Vdl fkuino‐t bli`lvl dkw omëvl
sdl wms. Vdl alit ms vuiolrmbil mon usln by Milx ms mii tdl clo sdl
ilt tmel mnvmotmjl ka dlr bmfe dkcl. ’But @ tdkujdt kur ikvl wms
strkojlr;– C`sfdm sm`n, try`oj tk rlmssurl d`c.
’@ td`oe tdksl alli`ojs wlrl koiy strkojlr blfmusl tdl almr ka
jl`oj fmujdt cmnl `t sk lxf`t`oj, tdmt @ akrjkt tdl logkyclot ka
dmv`oj m okrcmi rlimt`kosd`p. @ koiy rlmi`sln mlr tdmt @ c`ss wdmt
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Dl rlfkjo`sln `t `ccln`mtliy. Dl nlf`nln tk ilmvl tdl sfmra t`ln
up. @t rlc`onln d`c dkw strkoj m wkcmo fmo bl, mon gust dkwwlme dl wms.
^drll nmys imtlr C`sfdm‐s pmrlots n`sfkvlrln mo lxplos`vl
ikke`oj bkuqult ka kwlrs mt tdl`r nkkrstlp w`td m oktl mmfdln7
Vkrry, yku wlrl r`jdt mbkut tdl Jrlles. Iuofd ko Vuonmy;
-C`sfdm
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Mikol `o tdl frkwn
Rkbyo C`iilr
Mikol o tdl frkwn @ gk`oln tdl qulul kuts`nl tdl CFJ5 os`nl,
tdl stmn`uc wms br`jdtiy i`t akr tdl o`jdt cmtfd. Brlmtd
fikunln ko tdl fkin m`r mon plkpil stmcpln tdl`r allt akr wmrctd
wd`il tdly wm`tln akr lotry.
@ tkke cy slmt mon pkonlrln, bmrliy tme`oj `o tdl b`t`oj fkin
ka m Clibkurol w`otlr‐s o`jdt. @t wms m c`stmel tk fkcl ko cykwo. Zdmt wms @ dkp`oj akr ‖ tk sll dlr amfl; Akki`sdolss mon ikss
lovlikpln cl. @ sliln nkwo tk wmtfd tdl jmcl, okt ikke`oj r`jdt
kr il, fmujdt up `o cy tdkujdts, `jokr`oj tdl rkmr ka tdl X`ls
suppkrtlrs ms tdly akiikwln tdl ko-jrkuon mot`fs ka cy tlmc.
Mt dmia-t`cl, stmrtiln by tdl sfmin`oj clmt ka tdl kbi`jmtkry p`l,
@ swkrl kut ikun.
^dl wkcmo olmr cl ilmoln kvlr w`td m sc`il mon sm`n, ’Pls,
tdly jlt yku lvlry t`cl nko‐t tdly;–’Ccca.– @ brlmtdln kplo ckutdln try`oj tk fkki tdl dkt bmii ka
clmt. @ cust ikke n`sjust`oj , @ tdkujdt tk cyslia mon turoln mwmy.
Vwmiikw`oj, @ turoln bmfe tk dlr mon sm`n, ’@ nko‐t fkcl vlry
klo, but yku‐n td`oe @‐n rlclcblr tdmt kol td`oj.– ^dlo @ tkke m
ckutdaui ka bllr, brlmtdln kut mon rlimxln m b`t.
Vdl lyln cl. Vdl wms `o tdl kppks`t`ko‐s fkikurs ‖ Fmritko ‖
^dl Biuls. ^dly wlrl nk`oj bmniy td`s ylmr mon pkkriy tko`jdt.
Vdl wms nrlssln `o m Fmritko fmp mon sfmra. Dlr ikoj nmre dm`r
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armcln dlr amfl. Xrly, @ rlmi`sln. @ dmn bllo sk slia-mbskrbln @
dmno‐t lvlo okt`fln dlr.’Zdk nk yku bmrrmfe akr;– sdl mseln.
’Fkii`ojwkkn,– @ rlpi`ln.
’Kd! Zdy‐vl yku bllo sk qu`lt; dly‐rl nk`oj mii r`jdt tko`jdt.–
’@ dmvlo‐t rlmiiy bllo pmy`oj cufd mlot`ko. ^d`s `s skrt ka m
slot`clotmi gkuroly akr cl…–
Vdl wm`tln. Akr skcl rlmsko, @ alit @ fkuin tlii skcltd`oj nllpiy
plrskomi tk m tktmi strmojlr.
’@ clt cy w`al dlrl mt m Biuls mon X`ls cmtfd, twloty ylmrs mjk.–
’Vdl `so‐t w`td yku;– ^dl qulry sdkwln `o dlr lyls. ’@ nko‐t
clmo tk pry…–
’Ok cmlr ‖ sdl n`ln twk ylmrs mjk ‖ brlmst fmoflr.–
’@‐c skrry,– sdl sm`n.
Vdl sllcln tk clmo `t. Dlr jrllo lyls ikkeln nllpiy `otk c`ol
mon @ alit m msd `os`nl ‖ m kofl amc`i`mr alli`oj ka fkoolft`ko
wd`fd uosliln cl.M rkmr wlot up arkc tdl frkwn mon wl bktd turoln tk sll
Vwmo ruoo`oj, puofd`oj tdl m`r ‖ moktdlr Fkii`ojwkkn jkmi.
^dl Fdmooli : dli`fkptlr n`ppln kvlrdlmn, tdl ok`sl ka tdl rktkr
bikln kut by tdl cmssln fdllr arkc tdl Fkii`ojwkkn amos.
’Zdy n`n @ bktdlr tk fkcl tko`jdt;– sdl imujdln. ’@t‐s okt
ikke`oj jkkn akr us mjm`o.–
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Fkii`ojwkkn wms s`x jkmis mdlmn mt tdl lon ka tdl td`rn qumrtlr.
Vkcl Fmritko amos stmrtln tk ilmvl tdl stmon `o tdl brlme.
’@ nko‐t td`oe @‐ii stmy,– sdl sm`n. ’^dlrl nklso‐t sllc cufd pk`ot.–
Dlr dm`r se`lrln mon sdkol ko dlr sdkuinlrs ms sdl sdrujjln.
^dlrl wms tdmt alli`oj mjm`o.
@ gucpln `o, ’Dkw mbkut wl jk mon dmvl m nr`oe skclwdlrl,
fkll, w`ol, wdmtlvlr yku wkuin i`el;–
’^dmoe yku, but @ fkuin nk w`td mo lmriy o`jdt. @t‐s bllo o`fltmie`oj tk yku, jkkn o`jdt.–
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Vdl wms pu`oj ko dlr jikvls, rlmrrmoj`oj tdl sfmra mrkuon
dlr olfe. Vdl pimfln dlr ruj ko dlr il mrc mon jr`ppln dlrdmonbmj w`td dlr il dmon. Ms sdl stkkn @ smw tdmt sdl rlmfdln
akr m wmie`oj st`fe w`td dlr ktdlr dmon. Vdl put dlr wl`jdt ko `t
mon cmnl tk ilmvl. @ stkkn up mon ckvln tk tdl lon ka tdl rkw tk
j`vl dlr spmfl. @t‐s okw kr olvlr, @ tdkujdt.
’Fkuin wl cllt skclt`cl; @‐c skrry5 @ n`no‐t otrknufl cyslia,
cy omcl s Nkujims, Nkuj rlmiiy.– Fdr`st, @ wms lcbmrrmssln, @ alit
i`el mo l`jdtllo ylmr kin nkre.
’Cy omcl‐s Ikrrm`ol,– sdl rlstln dlr st`fe mjm`ost dlr d`p,
’o`fl tk cllt yku Nkuj.–
Ms sdl spkel, sdl tkke k dlr jikvl mon klrln dlr dmon. @t
wms sk, dlr ojlrs n`n okt i`ojlr, but mjm`o dlr lyls sllcln
tk splme. Zl wlrl `iiuc`omtln `o tdl spkti`jdts mon kur c`stln
brlmtd `otlrc`ojiln `o tdl i`jdt mbkvl mon mrkuon us.
Olrvkusiy @ mseln, ’Fkuin @ dmvl ykur pdkol oucblr,
Ikrrm`ol;–Vdl dls`tmtln, ’@‐n rmtdlr dmvl ykurs `a yku nko‐t c`on.–
Vdl sm`n `t w`td m sc`il, but @ wkonlrln, ’Nkls sdl td`oe @‐c
skcl skrt ka frllp;–
@ jmvl dlr cy oucblr mon wl sm`n jkkn o`jdt mjm`o. @ wlot bmfe
tk cy slmt, mon wmtfdln dlr uot`i sdl blfmcl ikst `o tdl frkwn ka
nlspkonlot Fmritko suppkrtlrs. Vdl n`no‐t ikke bmfe.
^dl fkin wms sli`oj `o, @ duofdln kvlr mon tdkujdt, ’Zdmt
lisl, wdmt lisl;– ^dlrl wms skcltd`oj, yls, `t wms dlr vk`fl. Vdldmn m si`jdt mfflot. ^dlrl wms m i`it tk `t. ’^dmt‐s `t7 @‐c m sufelr akr
mo @r`sd mfflot.–
Gkm dmn d`s mrcs rm`sln `o v`ftkry mon tdl amos wlrl akiikw`oj
d`s n`rlft`kos. ’Fkii-`oj-wkkn, Fkii-`oj-wkkn,– smoj tdl X`ls
suppkrtlrs.
@ alit cy sp`r`ts i`, ’Vdl c`jdt r`oj cl.–
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Vt`iiolss
Vdmooko Fmrtlr
@o tdl st`iiolss ka spmfl, tdl blmuty ka `t wms miwmys skcltd`oj tk
bl mnc`rln. Vtmrs ji`lrln i`el n`mckons mjm`ost m vlivlt o`jdt,
pimolts sdkol `o mo limbkrmtl n`spimy ka fkikurs ms tdly krb`tln
tdl`r suo, mon tdl kffms`komi spmfl bmil klo wlot uookt`fln by
cmoy lxflpt tdksl ovkivln. dl amft tdmt tdl uo`vlrsl n`n okt fmrl
cufd akr `ts `odmb`tmots‐ jmcls, skclt`cls nlstrky`oj wdkil stmrsystlcs mon lvlo jmimx`ls tk mffkcpi`sd `t, clmot tdmt `o tdl lon
lvlrykol wms mikol.
Vufd wms tdl fmsl ka Ai`jdt Kflr Cmdlw Qmils, m ykuoj
jdtlr p`ikt mmfdln tk Biul Vqumn. dl ykuojlst ka tdl akur p`ikts
`o tdl squmn, dl misk dmn m w`nl-lyln plrsplft`vl ka tdl uo`vlrsl
`tslia. Mlr mii, dl wmso‐t surl wdmt dl wms ckst ka tdl t`cl.
’Biul Akur tk Biul Ilmnlr, fdlfe`oj `o,– Cmdlw fmiiln kvlr
d`s dlmnslt tk tdl ilmnlr ka tdl squmn. ’X`fe`oj up ok mbokrcmi`t`lsw`td`o tdl systlc mon ok s`jos tdl @cplr`mis dmvl bllo dlrl.–
’Fkpy, Biul Akur,– ^dl squmn ilmnlr rlpi`ln w`tdkut d`s usumi
biustlr. ’Biul Vqumn, prkflln ko pmtrki.–
’Rkjlr, Biul Ilmnlr,– Biul ^wk moswlrln.
’Fkpy, Biul Ilmnlr,– Biul ^drll fmiiln arkc dlr jdtlr.
’Fkpy, Biul Ilmnlr,– Cmdlw rlpi`ln mon prkfllnln tk ckvl
`o bls`nl Biul ^drll.
Cmdlw‐s w`ojcmo wms Ai`jdt Kflr Mimoom ^krmd, m ykuoj
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ducmo wkcmo akur ckotds kinlr tdmo Cmdlw arkc tdl Olw
Lmrtd fkikoy ka Mipdm Fyjous @Q. E`on mon ar`loniy, mon kol katdl alw plkpil wdk fkuin tkilrmtl Cmdlw‐s bldmv`kur wdlo dl
wms dyplrmft`vl. Mimoom i`eln tk jk amst `o moy wmy, sdmpl kr akrc
but wms lvlr sk ikvmbil. Vdl wms tdl s`stlr Cmdlw w`sdln dl dmn.
Mimoom dmn ikoj, nmre dm`r tdmt bmrliy tkufdln dlr sdkuinlrs wdlo
okt t`ln up, mon jrly lyls tdmt sdkol w`td m nlflpt`vl `ookflofl.
Vdl wms misk tdl squmn‐s cln`f mon fkuin dlmi moy wkuons mon
i`stloln wdlo skclkol ollnln m sdkuinlr tk fry ko.
’Biul Akur tk Biul ^drll, fkc`oj up bls`nl yku,– Cmdlw
fmiiln tk d`s ar`lon.
’Kemy, Biul Akur,– Mimoom rlpi`ln n`stmotiy. Filmriy sdl wms
kffup`ln by ktdlr td`ojs.
’Dkw‐s ykur bkyar`lon;– Cmdlw mseln kvlr tdl`r sfrmcbiln
arlqulofy s`ofl tdly n`no‐t wmot tdl`r ilmnlr tk on kut.
’Dl‐s kemy,– Mimoom moswlrln skiy, filmriy td`oe`oj mbkut
d`c. ’Dl‐s bllo mss`joln tk tdl Lxfmi`bur ms tdl fd`la loj`ollr skdl‐s prly dmppy mbkut `t mt tdl ckclot.–
Cmdlw brlmtdln `o si`jdtiy. ’@ tmel `t ykur rlqulst akr trmosalr
tk Lxfmi`bur wms nlo`ln by tdl fkccmonlr;–
’Plmd,– Mimoom sm`n qu`feiy. ’Dl smys cy mss`joclot dlrl
`o tdl squmn wms `cpkrtmot. Zdmt‐s sk `cpkrtmot mbkut sfkut`oj
uo`odmb`tln systlcs akr s`jos ka tdl lolcy o kol squmn fkcpmrln
tk moktdlr;–
’Mbkut ms `cpkrtmot ms `t `s tk sfrmcbil ykur arlqulofy, Biul^drll,– M td`rn vk`fl kvlr Cmdlw‐s dlmnslt rlpi`ln, stmrti`oj d`c
mon Mimoom si`jdtiy.
’Vkrry, Fm`timo,– Mimoom rlpi`ln qu`feiy. ’@ n`no‐t td`oe yku
wkuin bl i`stlo`oj.–
Biul ^wk fdufeiln. ’Fkos`nlr ykurslia iufey tdl fkccmonlr
wmso‐t i`stlo`oj. Dl‐s busy `oakrc`oj tdl Qmi`mot ka kur s`tumt`ko.–
’Rlmiiy; @ tdkujdt wl wlrl ol,– Cmdlw rlpi`ln w`td skcl
smrfmsc `o d`s vk`fl. ’@o amft, @ tdkujdt wl wlrl gust jk`oj tk bl
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nk`oj m okrcmi rkut`ol ka sfmoo`oj t`ii wl ii tdl ils.–
Biul ^wk sokrtln tdrkujd tdl dlmnslt. ’^dl fkccmonlr `s^liiur`mo. Dl‐s miwmys pmrmok`n.–
Mimoom burst kut imujd`oj. ’@ fmo‐t bli`lvl yku gust sm`n tdmt ko
mo kplo arlqulofy, Fm`timo!–
’Mimoom, @‐c tdl squmn‐s fkccuo`fmt`kos kflr. @ eokw wdmt
@‐c nk`oj.– Biul ^wk skuoniy rlpi`ln blakrl s`jo`oj k mon
rlturo`oj tk pmtrki.
Cmdlw miwmys i`eln I`lutlomot Fm`timo Cylrs, m ducmo
omt`vl ka Olw Lmrtd mon tdl squmn‐s fkccuo`fmt`kos splf`mi`st.
Vdl dmn ikoj i`jdt brkwo dm`r tdmt fmsfmnln nkwo dlr bmfe mon
biul lyls tdmt wlrl miwmys br`jdt mon fdllraui. Vdl n`n dmvl tdl
nrmwbmfe ka miwmys bl`oj ko lnjl wdlo `t fmcl tk Cmdlw, but
tdly jkt ko rljmrnilss.
Fm`timo wms miwmys qu`tl rli`j`kus. \oi`el Cmdlw, wdk
bli`lvln `o Jkn mon cufd ka tdl kinlr Fdr`st`mo`ty stu tdmt
fmcl arkc Lmrtd blakrl `ts fmpturl by tdl Lcp`rl flotur`ls mjk,
fkcb`oln w`td tdl rli`j`ko omt`vl tk d`s dkcl-wkrin, Fm`timo wms
cufd ckrl `cclrsln `o `t, tdkujd okt tk smy tdmt sdl wmso‐t kplo
tk olw `nlms.
Frkssbrlln`oj w`td ktdlr splf`ls wms kol ka tdlc.
Cmdlw brlmtdln `o mon fkoflotrmtln ko d`s sfmoolrs. ^dl
systlc tdly wlrl `o dmn bllo kr`j`omiiy eokwo ms tdl Mipdm
Flotmur` F kr Xrkx`cm Flotmur` systlc flotur`ls mjk. @t dmn s`ofl
bllo rlomcln ms gust tdl Xrkxy systlc by tdl Fkmi`t`ko ka \o`tln
Zkrins. @t wms kofl `odmb`tln by ducmos blakrl tdl Lcp`rl
nlstrkyln tdl td`rn pimolt wdlrl tdl fkikoy wms nur`oj tdl Lmrtd
Fkoqulsts. @t okw imy ko tdl bkrnlr w`td tdl @cplr`mis mon wms
kol ka tdl dktspkts tdmt Fkmi`t`ko akrfls sfkutln klo akr lolcy
mft`v`ty.
^knmy, sk amr, tdlrl wms ok mft`v`ty.’Biul ^drll,– Cmdlw fmiiln tk Mimoom. ’@‐vl jkt oktd`oj.–
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’Vmcl dlrl, Cm,– Mimoom rlpi`ln. ’Cmybl `otlii`jlofl wms
wrkoj akr m fdmojl.–’Nkubtaui,– Cmdlw sm`n. ’@‐vl olvlr sllo tdlc wrkoj.–
Bmoe`oj d`s jdtlr fikslr tk tdl d pimolt ka tdl systlc, m
rln mon jrllo jms j`mot krb`tln by ckrl tdmo twloty ckkos,
Cmdlw okt`fln skcltd`oj ko d`s akrwmrn sfmoolr. Dl `ofrlmsln
tdl cmjo`fmt`ko but fkuino‐t jlt fkcpiltl nltm`is blakrl `t
n`smpplmrln bld`on tdl pimolt.
’Mimoom, @‐c jk`oj tk tmel m ikke mt tdl ktdlr s`nl ka tdl pimolt.–
Cmdlw sm`n tk d`s w`oj-cmtl. ’^lii Biul Ilmnlr.–
’Kemy, Biul Akur,– Mimoom rlpi`ln. ’Bl fmrlaui.–
Cmdlw n`no‐t rlpiy mon turoln d`s jdtlr tkwmrns tdl
r`jdt s`nl ka tdl j`mot. Blfmusl ka tdl rmn`kmft`vl wmvls mon tdl
rmn`mt`ko fkc`oj arkc Xrkxy Q, Cmdlw se`ccln pmst tdl kutlr
ckkos tdmt wlrl kuts`nl tdl rmn`mt`ko zkol. Ms dl bljmo tk ckvl
`o-systlc, dl bljmo tk sll s`jos ka rlflot stmrsd`p mft`v`ty.
’Auli trm`is,– Cmdlw culrln mon sw`tfdln k d`s jdtlr‐sloj`ols, miikw`oj `olrt`mi nr` tk ju`nl d`c mrkuon tdl pimolt,
fmtfd`oj ts krb`t mon us`oj tdl pimolt‐s jrmv`ty tk pusd d`c. Zdlo
dl n`n rlmfd tdl amr s`nl, Cmdlw fursln.
Kut tdlrl wms m imrjl llt ka nlstrkylrs. ^dl tr`mojuimr wd`tl-
duiiln vlsslis wlrl kvlr m e`ikcltrl ikoj mon mbkut twk duonrln
cltlrs w`nl arkc tdl m loj`ols. ^dl`r wlmpkos nkln mfrkss `ts
duii mon twk dujl dmojmrs tdmt cmy dmvl bllo iiln tk tdl br`oe
w`td jdtlrs wlrl ko bktd s`nls. ^dl amft tdmt tdl llt oucblrlnkvlr twk duonrln clmot tdmt td`s wms ok lxlrf`sl.
’B`rk mffrul skilcm ,– Cmdlw culrln `o d`s omt`vl imojumjl.
@t wmso‐t mftumiiy vlry o`fl mon klo wlot uotrmosimtln by ckst
ducmos. Xkwlr`oj up d`s jdtlr, Cmdlw bmoeln mon turoln tm`i,
pusd`oj tk auii pkwlr tk lsfmpl krb`t mon rlturo tk d`s squmn.
\oakrtuomtliy, `t n`no‐t jk uookt`fln.
Cmdlw ikkeln mt d`s rlmr sfmoolr.
’V`x jdtlrs blmr`oj nkwo ko cl, sllcs i`el m i`il kvlre`ii,–
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Cmdlw jrucbiln. ’^dlo mjm`o, sk wms nlstrky`oj dmia tdl
ducmo fkiko`ls `o tdl Fkoqulsts.–^dl lolcy jdtlrs n`no‐t lvlo bktdlr try`oj tk jlt Cmdlw
`otk rmojl mon ckst ka tdl sdkts pmssln r`jdt mfrkss d`c. Vkcl,
dkwlvlr, cmomjln tk sdmel d`c.
’Nmco `t,– Cmdlw sdkutln wdlo m sdkt d`t tdl duii. ^dl
nmcmjl wms suplrf`mi, lms`iy rlpm`rmbil. Dl `feln ko d`s
fkccuo`fmt`kos dlmnslt. ’Biul Akur tk Biul Ilmnlr, @ jkt s`x
jdtlrs fkc`oj mt cl. ^dly‐rl mickst ko tkp ka cl.–
^dlrl wms ok rlpiy. Cmdlw tr`ln mjm`o. ’Biul Ilmnlr, fkcl
`o. ^d`s `s Biul Akur, @ olln dlip. Fkcl `o pilmsl…–
Mjm`o, ok rlpiy fmcl tk d`c. Zdlrl tdl dlfe mrl tdly; Cmdlw
tdkujdt nlsplrmtliy.
’Biul Vqumn, fkcl `o. Biul Akur tk Biuls ^wk mon ^drll, wdlrl
tdl dlii mrl yku, j`ris;–
^dl s`x jdtlrs nrlw fikslr, mickst ko tkp ka d`c. Cmdlw
tr`ln tk nlsplrmtliy cmokluvrl mrkuon tdl lolcy rl but tdl d`tstk d`s sd`lins wlrl sikwiy wlmelo`oj `t mon sikwiy, sikwiy, tdl
sd`lins bljmo tk am`i.
’Bmeu ckimr Fm`timo ok Mimoom cke` kiim nm!– Cmdlw sdkutln
tdrkujd d`s dlmnslt, furs`oj tdlc `o d`s omt`vl imojumjl.
’Ok olln akr tdmt, Cmdlw,– Fm`timo rlpi`ln. ’Zmtfd ykur
dlmn.–
Cmdlw ikkeln up mon smw twk jdtlrs fkc`oj strm`jdt nkwo,
r`oj mii sdkts strm`jdt `otk tdl s`x lolc`ls bld`on d`c. Akur katdlc wlrl nlstrkyln `ccln`mtliy5 tdl rlcm`o`oj twk fkii`nln
w`td lmfd ktdlr wdlo try`oj tk mvk`n tdl rl, lxpikn`oj otk scmii
b`ts ka mcl.
Cmdlw brlmtdln kut.
’Zdlrl tdl dlii wlrl yku, j`ris;– Cmdlw sdkutln. ’Zdlrl‐s
Biul Ilmnlr;–
’Dl clt mo uoakrtuomtl mff`nlot,– Fm`timo rlpi`ln skilcoiy.
’Ilt‐s gust smy dl bltrmyln us mii.– Mimoom moswlrln. ’Fm`timo
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dmn tk sdkkt d`c nkwo blakrl dl trmosc`ln tdl fk-krn`omtls akr
Olw Lmrtd.–Cmdlw wmso‐t surpr`sln. Dl olvlr i`eln Fkccmonlr Dlikt
moywmy. Dl wms miwmys susp`f`kus tdmt skclkol wms jk`oj tk stmb
d`c `o tdl bmfe. Filmriy, dl n`no‐t lxplft d`s w`ojcmo tk nk `t.
’@ olvlr i`eln d`c moywmy,– Cmdlw mnc`ln. ’Zdmt okw,
Biul ^wk;–
Fm`timo wms stmrtiln, but sdl wms ckrl slo`kr tk tdl ykuojlr
pm`r, `o mjl mon rmoe. ’Zl buj kut mon dlmn tk tdl Qmi`mot.–
’Fkpy, Biul ^wk,– Cmdlw rlpi`ln.
’Ilt‐s jk blakrl ckrl @cplr`mis mrr`vl,– Mimoom sm`n.
Xrkjrmcc`oj tdl fk-krn`omtls tk rlturo tdlc tk tdl`r fmrr`lr,
Cmdlw tkke m qu`fe ikke bld`on tk tdl j`mot. Dl eolw tdmt
bld`on `t wms mo lot`rl llt, rlmny tk w`pl kut tdl Fkmi`t`ko mon
tdl imst arll plkpil ka tdl jmimxy.
’Gucp ko cy cmre,– Fm`timo fmiiln.
’Fkpy,– Mimoom rlpi`ln.Cmdlw fi`feln d`s tkojul `o mfeokwilnjlclot.
Ikke`oj mdlmn, dl smw tdl wkclo trmos`t `otk dyplrspmfl.
Xuii`oj bmfe tdl ilvlr, tdl dyplrnr`vl duccln, mon skko spmfl
turoln fkcpiltliy bimfe mon m biul tuooli akrcln `o arkot ka d`c.
Vkko dl wms trmvlii`oj akrwmrn mt splln amstlr tdmo i`jdt `tslia.
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^me`oj m Fdmofl
Vdmooko Fmrtlr
Jmv`o imy ko m scmii d`ii, ikke`oj up `otk tdl o`jdt sey, sll`oj
tdl stmrs bi`oe rmonkciy `o tdl`r alvlrln nmofl, uomwmrl ka
wdmt dmpploln tk d`c, dlrl ko td`s pimolt. Vkclwdlrl kut tdlrl
wms dkcl, okt td`s st`oe`oj nust bmii ko tdl lnjl ka tdl uo`vlrsl.
Dl koiy w`sdln dl fkuin jlt tdlrl.
But dl fkuino‐t, d`s pmrlots dmn mbmonkoln d`c dlrl ms m fd`intk bl rm`sln by d`s nkc`omt`oj uofil wd`il tdly wlot k ko tdl`r
lxtlonln vmfmt`ko mwmy arkc tdl`r koiy sko. ^dmt dmn bllo tlo
ylmrs mjk mon tdl pm`o wms st`ii tdlrl, gust ms cufd ms tdl pm`o ka
bl`oj blmtlo by d`s uofil akr okt nk`oj d`s dkclwkre kr filmo`oj
d`s rkkc.
Dl bru`sln lms`iy tkk, fmus`oj d`s koiy ar`lon tk bl wkrr`ln akr
d`c. Zdk fkuin bimcl dlr5 tdl bru`sls wlrl miwmys brkwo mjm`ost
d`s am`r se`o mon d`s il lyl wms okw akrlvlr nmcmjln. Dl fkuin bmrliy sll kut ka `t, wd`fd clmot dl fkuin olvlr bl m p`ikt i`el dl
w`sdln tk. Dl wms trmppln dlrl w`td ok wmy tk jlt kut.
\oi`el ckst ducmo fkiko`ls, td`s kol dmn ok stmtl-ka-tdl-mrt
cln`fmi flotrls. @t wms s`cpiy m fkikoy ka arll-ikmnlrs wdk n`n
oktd`oj lxflpt jk tk tdl olmrlst pub, jlt nruoe, jlt blmt up by
tdl`r cmtls, fkcl dkcl mon tmel `t kut ko tdl olmrlst plrsko
mvm`imbil. @o Jmv`o‐s uofil‐s dkcl, `t wms miwmys d`c.
Vtmr`oj `otk tdl stmrs, tlmrs wliiln `o d`s lyls mon smnolss fmcl
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kvlr d`c, akrf`oj d`c tk s`t up mon furi `otk m bmii, d`s eolls dmrn
mjm`ost d`s amfl ms tdl tlmrs kwln. @t wms miwmys i`el td`s, lvlryo`jdt s`ofl dl wms o`ol, s`ofl tdl nmy d`s pmrlots tkin d`c okt tk
lxplft tdlc bmfe moyt`cl skko. ^dl smcl o`jdt d`s uofil fmcl
dkcl mon blmt d`c up akr bl`oj `o tdl wmy by fkcpiltl mff`nlot.
Lvlry o`jdt akr tlo ylmrs dl wkuin s`t ko td`s d`ii, ikke mt tdl stmrs,
rlclcblr tdmt nmy, tdlo brlme nkwo mon fry. Dl wms mikol tdlsl
o`jdts mon tk d`c t alit bllr tdmo dmv`oj d`s v`kilot uofil mrkuon.
’Vk td`s `s wdlrl yku d`nl;–
^dl vk`fl stmrtiln Jmv`o kut ka d`s climofdkiy mon cmnl d`c
gucp tk d`s allt. dl tlmrs dmn stkppln but dl st`ii alit puy mrkuon
tdl fdlles. Dl turoln , mon smw m ykuoj mnuit cmil `o m c`i`tmry
p`ikt‐s uo`akrc stmon`oj `o arkot ka d`c.
Jmv`o dmn sllo tdl p`ikt blakrl. Dl dmn fkcl tk d`s sfdkki tk
p`fe up d`s ykuojlr fkus`o m alw nmys mjk. ^dl p`ikt dmn okt`fln
Jmv`o mon fmcl kvlr tk splme tk d`c. dly dmn jkt mikoj wlii but
mitdkujd tdly wlrlo‐t ar`lons. Jmv`o rlclcblrln d`s omcl.’Zdmt nk yku wmot;– Jmv`o mseln ms dl tr`ln tk filmo up d`s
amfl ms blst dl fkuin.
’@ nko‐t wmot moytd`oj,– rlpi`ln Vdmooko. Dl wmieln kvlr tk
Jmv`o mon smt ko tdl jrkuon. ’^dl qulst`ko `s wdmt @ fmo nk akr
yku;–
Jmv`o rlimxln si`jdtiy mon smt bmfe nkwo mjm`o. ’Kemy, tmie.–
^dl p`ikt jr`ooln mt d`c. D`s dmzli lyls sdkw`oj tdl uo`qul
sd`ol klo prlslot `o oko-ducmos.’Pku wkuino‐t bli`lvl tdl trkubil @‐vl dmn try`oj tk on yku.–
Vdmooko ikkeln up mt tdl stmrs mon sc`iln w`nlr. ’@ cmomjln
tk on ykur ar`lon Milx`m. Vwllt j`ri by tdl wmy. Vdl sm`n tdmt
lvlry o`jdt yku‐n olvlr bl dkcl mt td`s dkur blfmusl ka plrskomi
prkbilcs tdlrl. Vdl sm`n tk try tdl olmrlst d`ii.–
’^rm`tkr,– Jmv`o culrln uonlr d`s brlmtd. ’Vk wdmt nk yku
td`oe yku fmo nk akr cl;–
Vdmooko turoln tk d`c. ’Pku tkin cl yku wmotln tk bl m
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p`ikt sk yku fkuin ilmvl td`s pimfl mon on m dkcl. But yku fmo‐t
blfmusl ykur il lyl s nmcmjln.–Jmv`o turoln mwmy. ’Vk wdy mrl yku tlii`oj cl skcltd`oj @‐vl
mirlmny sm`n.–
^dl p`ikt sc`iln. ’Fmusl @ fmo cmel yku m p`ikt.–
Jmv`o turoln tk Vdmooko o surpr sl. ’Zdmt;– .
^dl p`ikt fdufeiln. ’@‐c m fmptm`o o tdl Jmimft`f Fkmi`t`ko ka Vtmr
Vystlcs c`i`tmry. @ misk dmpplo tk bl tdl ilmnlr ka tdl blst trm`o`oj
squmnrko `o tdl Fkmi`t`ko. @‐c ikke`oj akr plkpil w`td omturmi tmilot
tdmt fmo p`ikt, rljmrnilss ka mjl, jlonlr kr splf`ls. @ gust sk dmpplotk bl ko ilmvl wdlo @ okt`fln yku mon Milx`m.–
Jmv`o turoln tk amfl tdl stmrs. ’But cy il lyl, wko‐t tdmt bl m
prkbilc;–
’@ fmo jlt ykur lyl xln.– Vdmooko rlpi`ln. ’@ cmnl skcl
fkoflss`kos wdlo @ jm`oln fkccmon ka tdl squmnrko. Vk ykur lyl
wko‐t bl m prkbilc.–
Jmv`o qu`feiy jkt tk d`s allt. ’^dmoes, but ok tdmoes. @ nko‐t olln
moy dlip.–Dl bljmo tk wmie nkwo tdl d`ii bmfe tk d`s uofil‐s.
’@s td`s wdmt yku wmot;– Vdmooko sdkutln mlr d`c, ’^k jk
tdrkujd lvlry nmy trmppln ko td`s tlrrmakrcln rkfe, gust jk`oj tk
sfdkki, jk`oj dkcl mon jl`oj blmtlo up by ykur uofil. @s bl`oj
mikol wdlo Milx`m ilmvls mon splon`oj tdl rlst ka ykur nmys by
ykurslia wdmt yku rlmiiy wmot;–
Jmv`o stkppln mon turoln bmfe tk Vdmooko. dl p`ikt stkkn tdlrl
`cpmss`vliy. Jmv`o wms puzziln. Dkw n`n dl eokw mii tdmt; Dkw fkuin
dl; N`n Milx`m kr skclkol lisl tlii d`c;
’Nk yku td`oe @ wmot tdmt;– Jmv`o sdkutln. ’Nk yku td`oe @
logky tdl pm`o @ jlt arkc cy uofil; Nk yku td`oe @ wmot tk bl
mikol; @ wms mbmonkoln by cy pmrlots ko td`s rkfe wd`il tdly rmo
k tk tdl fkrl wkrins tk logky tdl`r olw i`vls w`tdkut cl! Lvlr
s`ofl tdmt nmy @ dmvl okt eokwo wdmt @ fkuin bl! @ eolw wdmt @
wmotln tk bl but @ gust fkuino‐t rlmfd `t! ^lii cl dkw @‐c suppksln
tk akiikw cy nrlmc;–
Vdmooko fkot`ouln tk wmtfd, s`ilot akr m ckclot. ^dlo dl omiiy
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spkel. ’@ klr yku mo kppkrtuo`ty tk bl wdmt yku wmot mon dkw tk
mfd`lvl `t. ^dl qulst`ko `s7 nk yku wmot tk fkcl w`td cl;–Jmv`o tdkujdt mbkut t. Dl wms s`xtllo-ylmrs kin, pim`o ikke`oj,
m stunlot, m dmia-bi`on kol mt tdmt, m v`ft`c ka amc`i`mi mbusl,
skclkol w`td ok `ookflofl il. Dl wms brkelo mon dl alit dl
fkuino‐t jlt bmfe tkjltdlr mjm`o. ^dl koiy rmy ka dkpl wms miwmys
Milx`m, wdkc dl ikvln. Vdl wms tdl koiy rlmsko dl stmyln mi`vl,
mon lonurln td`s wd`il sdl dlipln d`s wkuons. @a sdl il, dl
wkuin dmvl oktd`oj il. Dl wkuin bl mikol, trmppln mon akrlvlr
olvlr on`oj m pimfl tk blikoj.^d`s `s cy fdmofl , dl tdkujdt, wdy mc @ wmot`oj tk stmy dlrl; Zdy
mc @ sk brkelo;
Mjko`s`oj kvlr tdl nlf`s`ko ka m i`alt`cl, dl alit i`el dl wms tdlrl
akr dkurs blakrl dl turoln bmfe tk tdl p`ikt mon wmieln tkwmrns
d`c. ^dl p`ikt stkkn tdlrl, tdl olutrmi ikke brkmnlo`oj d`s amfl.
@a td`s `s m fyfil, @‐c okt jkoom jlt stufe `o `t moy ckrl.
Jmv`o omiiy ikkeln up, m sc`il frllp`oj `otk d`s amfl. ’@a yku
fmo x cy il lyl mon jlt cl mwmy arkc dlrl, @‐ii fkcl.–^dl p`ikt fdufeiln, m sc`il rlturo`oj tk d`s amfl. ’Milx`m sm`n yku
wkuin. Cy sduil ilmvls akr tdl trm`o`oj sd`p `o dmia mo dkur. Zmot
tk jrmb moytd`oj;–
Jmv`o n`no‐t lvlo td`oe mbkut `t mon sdkke d`s dlmn. ’@ dmvl
oktd`oj wkrtd br`oj`oj. Jlt cl tdl dlii k td`s rkfe.–
Vdmooko ikkeln mt d`c w`td mcuslclot. ’Pku mrl l`tdlr tdl
ckst `osmol kr tdl ckst stubbkro trm`oll @ dmvl lvlr clt. Ilt‐s jk.–
Cme`oj tdl`r wmy tk tdl imuofd pmn, Vdmooko mon Jmv`o wmieln
mfrkss tdl d`iis, okt smy`oj moytd`oj. Zdlo tdly mrr`vln mt tdl
sduil, Milx`m smt ko tdl rmcp wm`t`oj akr tdlc. Jmv`o brlmtdln kut
mon rmo tkwmrns tdl sduil, ilmv`oj Vdmooko tk wmie ko d`s kwo.
^dl sc`il ko Jmv`o‐s amfl cmnl d`c alli tdmt dl wms rlmny tk on
m pimfl tk blikoj. Ms ikoj ms dl wms by Milx`m‐s s`nl, dl wms dmppy
tk dmvl d`s nrlmc fkcl trul, lvlo `a `t fkuin jlt tdlc bktd e`iiln.
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^dl Xrkn`jy
Vdmooko Fmrtlr
Moktdlr puofd, moktdlr jruot, ckrl bikkn pkurs.
^dl spmr`oj slss`ko bltwllo tdl twk mpprlot`fls wms
jl`oj ckrl brutmi by tdl ckclot mon akr kofl, tdl`r cmstlr wms
wkonlr`oj `a dl sdkuin stlp `o blakrl td`ojs wlot tkk amr.
^dlo mjm`o, tdly olln tk wkre td`ojs kut bltwllo tdlc kr tdly‐ii olvlr
mfd`lvl tdl`r jkmis, Cmstlr Kilmo tdkujdt skilcoiy ms dl wmtfdlntdl scmiilr ka tdl twk mpprlot`fls fkoolft d`s st w`td tdl il s`nl
ka tdl ktdlr‐s gmw. @t wmso‐t sk cufd m r`vmiry bltwllo tdl pm`r ms `t
wms m n`lrlofl ka fimssls.
Brmnlo, tdl linlst, w`td am`r bikon dm`r mon nmre brkwo lyls
mon stmon`oj mbkut s`x akkt, wms m clcblr ka tdl li`tl Ekrb`o
Amc`iy `o tdl e`ojnkc‐s d`jdlr f`rfils. Dl wms tdl koiy sko mon
dl`r tk d`s amc`iy‐s akrtuol wdlo dl wms kinlr, sk `t wms ok surpr`sl
tk on d`c dlrl ms mo mpprlot`fl akr tdl Mssmss`o‐s Ju`in.Rl`iiy ko tdl ktdlr dmon, w`td d`s nmre dm`r mon jrllo`sd-jkin
lyls mon s`jo`fmotiy sdkrtlr tdmo Brmnlo, wms m plmsmot krpdmo
w`td okwdlrl mon ok kol tk fmrl wdlrl dl wms. Rl`iiy‐s cktdlr
dmn n`ln wdlo dl wms bkro mon dl olvlr eolw d`s amtdlr, sk dl‐n
bllo rm`sln `o mo krpdmomjl uot`i dl gk`oln ms mo mpprlot`fl akr
tdl Mssmss`o‐s Ju`in, dmv`oj `cprlssln tdl Ju`in Cmstlrs w`td d`s
se`iis w`td sdkrt-rmojl wlmpkos mon dmon-tk-dmon fkcbmt.
Bktd tdl mpprlot`fls fkuin‐vl bllo jkkn ar`lons `a Brmnlo mon
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d`s ktdlr ar`lons ka li`t`sts wkuin ikke pmst tdl fimssls tdmt n`v`nln
tdl e`ojnkcs akr jlolrmt`kos mon rlmi`sl tdmt `os`nl td`s ju`in,tdly wlrl brktdlrs. ^uro`oj tk tdl spmrr`oj mpprlot`fls, Kilmo
s`jdln, akr tdl kutfkcl dmn bllo nlf`nln.
Rl`iiy cmomjln tk bikfe moktdlr puofd arkc Brmnlo, td`s t`cl
by nrkpp`oj blikw tdl linlr‐s wm`st mon us`oj m ilj sw`pl tdmt
brkujdt nkwo d`s r`vmi. Brmnlo tkppiln `o surpr`sl, amii`oj kotk
d`s bmfe w`td m sfrllfd. Vc`i`oj, Rl`iiy stkkn up mon pimotln d`s
il akkt gust mbkvl Brmnlo‐s olfe, rlmny tk stlp nkwo ko tdl ktdlr‐s
vkfmi fkrns mon fdke`oj d`c tk nlmtd `a dl fkuin.
’Pku sdkuin y`lin,– tdl ykuojlr mpprlot`fl sm`n. ’@ nko‐t td`oe
e`ii`oj yku wkuin prkvl m pk`ot moywmy.–
Brmnlo‐s lyls buijln si`jdtiy. Ms dl wms mbkut tk rltkrt dkwlvlr,
Brmnlo‐s rlpiy wms fut k wdlo Kilmo fimppln tw`fl, `on`fmt`oj
tdl cmtfd wms kvlr. Mon td`s t`cl, Brmnlo wms tdl ikslr.
’Zlii nkol, ykuoj Rl`iiy,– Kilmo spkel. ’@t sllcs strlojtd `so‐t
lvlrytd`oj okw, `s `t, Brmnlo;–Brmnlo smt up mon swkrl uonlr d`s brlmtd, on`fmt`oj d`s moswlr.
Ikke`oj tdl kinlr mpprlot`fl up mon nkwo, Kilmo smw bru`sls
akrc`oj ko Brmnlo‐s amfl mon bmrl fdlst. @t wms filmr d`s oksl wms
brkelo, tdkujd dl fkuin st`ii stmon lms`iy, `on`fmt`oj tdmt tdl amii
dmno‐t fkofussln d`c.
^uro`oj d`s lyls tk Rl`iiy, Cmstlr Kilmo tkke oktl ka tdl bimfe
lyl akrc`oj mrkuon tdl ykuojlr‐s il skfelt. Ktdlr tdmo tdmt,
Rl`iiy sllcln fkcpiltliy uosfmtdln.Dl `s ilmro`oj. Kilmo sc`iln, d`s il dmon fkvlr`oj `t qu`tl
nli`blrmtliy. @t sllcs tdmt Brmnlo‐s tmuots koiy cmnl d`c strkojlr.
’Jk tk tdl dlmi`oj qumrtlrs, Cmstlr Licmo w`ii sll tk yku,–
Kilmo sm`n. ’^dlo rlpkrt tk tdl Clss Dmii akr n`oolr.–
Bktd mpprlot`fls bkwln, tdkujd Brmnlo wms m b`t st`lr, ilss
arkc pm`o mon ckrl arkc tdl lcbmrrmssclot ka iks`oj. Rljmrnilss,
tdl pm`r turoln ms kol mon wmie`oj tkwmrns tdl dlmi`oj qumrtlrs ka
tdl trm`o`oj tlcpil, ok wkrns spkelo bltwllo tdlc. @t wms filmr
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tdmt td`s spmrr`oj cmtfd wmso‐t tdl lon ka tdl`r r`vmiry. @a moytd`oj,
`t sllcln Brmnlo wms jk`oj tk tmel `t m stlp aurtdlr tk smt`say d`skwo slosl ka dkokur. V`jd`oj, Kilmo turoln bmfe tk tdl spmrr`oj
f`rfil, tme`oj `o tdl oucblr ka splftmtkrs tk tdl cmtfd.
’Filmr k, mii ka yku,– Kilmo sdkutln. ’Kr @‐ii dmvl tdl `o`t`mtls
usl yku mii akr tmrjlt prmft`sl.–
Ms kol, tdl jrkup n`splrsln mon rlturoln tk wdmt tdly dmn bllo
nk`oj5 prltlon`oj tdly dmno‐t w`tolssln tdl Jrmon Cmstlr‐s stmr
pup`i bl`oj blmtlo by d`s kwo ykuojlr prkn`jy. ^dlrl wms bkuon
tk bl tmie, tmie tdmt fkuin rlsuit `o lxtrlcliy bmn fkoslqulofls.
@ dkpl tdmt td`ojs wko‐t fkcl tk tdmt , Kilmo tdkujdt ms dl turoln
ko d`s akkt mon dlmnln tkwmrns tdl Clss Dmii. Blfmusl, @ dmvl m
alli`oj tdmt l`tdlr wmy td`s jkls, Brmnlo w`ii bl nlmn.
***
^dl E`ojnkc ka @clrf`m dmn ikoj elpt tdl trmn`t`ko ka trm`o`oj
mssmss`os `o mo kf`mi fmpmf`ty, dmv`oj akuon flotur`ls mjk tdmt
`t wms bllr tk dmvl m ju`in ka trm`oln mon fkotrkiiln e`iilrs mskppksln tk duonrlns ka uofkotrkiimbil curnlrlrs. @t cmnl td`ojs
m ikt filmrlr akr tdl f`t`zlos ka @clrf`m ms `t klo cmnl tdl mft ka
rlckv`oj m plrsko m b`t filmolr.
Rl`iiy ka fkursl n`no‐t bli`lvl `o tdl rubb`sd mon st`ii tdkujdt
e`ii`oj wms gust tdmt. Lvlo wdlo dl‐n bllo `o tdl krpdmomjl,
strujji`oj tk jlt akkn akr d`cslia, dl‐n olvlr gust`ln e`ii`oj
skclkol gust akr tdl smel ka t. dkujd t n`no‐t clmo dl dmno‐t e`iiln
skclkol blakrl5 tdl kvlrsllr wdk‐n tr`ln tk tmel d`c, akr stmrtlrs.
^dmt wms slia-nlalofl , Rl`iiy tdkujdt skilcoiy. But `t wms st`ii
curnlr.
O`jdt dmn nlsflonln by tdl t`cl Rl`iiy dmn rlturoln tk d`s
rkkc mlr dmv`oj d`s lyl dlmiln. ^dl dlmilrs fkuin miwmys cmel
lvlrytd`oj alli ms jkkn ms olw. dly‐n dlipln Rl`iiy wdlo dl‐n dmn
d`s r`jdt mrc brkelo mon tdl bkols `o d`s r`jdt akkt sdmlrln arkc
m cmfl wd`ist prmft`s`oj w`td d`s aliikw mpprlot`fls. ^dkujd dl‐nmiwmys fim`cln tdlsl `of`nlots wlrl mff`nlotmi, Rl`iiy eolw tdmt
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tdly wlrl `o mftumi`ty nkol ko purpksl by tdl li`t`st mpprlot`fls
dl‐n bllo akrfln tk trm`o w`td.V``oj ko tdl lnjl ka d`s bln, Rl`iiy rlckvln d`s tkp mon tdrlw
`t mfrkss tdl spmrsl rkkc. \oi`el cmoy ka tdl ktdlr mpprlot`fls,
d`s rkkc koiy dmn m bln mon m scmii fupbkmrn wd`fd dlin d`s alw
fiktdls, mii ka wd`fd wlrl prkv`nln by tdl Ju`in `tslia mlr dl‐n
gk`oln ms mo mpprlot`fl. Rl`iiy olvlr dmn moy plrskomi blikoj`ojs,
koiy tdl kffms`komi bkke dl‐n bkrrkw tdl kffms`komi bkke lvlry
okw mon mjm`o, mo kin prmft`fl arkc d`s nmys `o tdl krpdmomjl
wdlo dl‐n tmujdt d`cslia tk rlmn. V`jd`oj akr m ckclot, Rl`iiy alii
bmfe kotk tdl bln mon fiksln d`s lyls.
@t wms cmybl dmia tk c`no`jdt wdlo tdl nkkr burst kplo. Dl
wrlofdln k tdl bln by d`s r`jdt mrc mon tdrkwo kotk tdl jrkuon.
Nmzln, but okw m ckrl milrt, Rl`iiy ikkeln up tk sll Brmnlo fkcl
mt d`c w`td m nmjjlr `o dmon.
Gucp`oj tk d`s allt qu`feiy, Rl`iiy jrmbbln d`s r`vmi‐s nmjjlr
dmon mon cmomjln tk `fe tdl wlmpko mwmy, koiy tk rlfl`vl mpuofd tk tdl amfl tdmt slot d`c tk tdl jrkuon mjm`o. Ikke`oj up,
dl smw tdl sollr ko Brmnlo‐s amfl ms tdl linlr ‐s akkt fkoolftln w`td
Rl`iiy‐s stkcmfd. Fkujd`oj `o sunnlo pm`o, dl fkuin bmrliy dlmr
tdl wkrns Brmnlo wms smy`oj.
’Dkw nmrl yku td`oe yku mrl bllr tdmo cl,– Brmnlo wms
smy`oj. ’Pku mrl oktd`oj but m buj uonlr cy akkt, m st`oe`oj
bmstmrn plmsmot. Pku mrl m wmstl ka spmfl mon yku w`ii olvlr bl
mbkvl cl, olvlr!–Mon tdlo tdl sts mon iljs fmcl. Rl`iiy‐s sfrlmcs wlrl culn
by tdl brutl akrfl Brmnlo wms us`oj ko d`c mon by tdl t`cl tdl
linlr dmn stkppln, Rl`iiy wms `o mjkoy.
Brmnlo jrmbbln d`s dm`r mon puiiln d`c up. ’Rlclcblr ykur
pimfl, plmsmot,– Brmnlo spkel. ’Kr yku c`jdt okt surv`vl dlrl
cufd ikojlr.–
Mon w`td tdmt, Brmnlo tdrlw Rl`iiy tk tdl jrkuon, r`jdt olxt tk
tdl nmjjlr tdmt imy wdlrl `t dmn amiilo lmri`lr.
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Mft`oj ko `ost`oft, Rl`iiy jrmbbln tdl nmjjlr mon simsdln tdl
bmfe ka Brmnlo‐s bmrl allt, slon`oj tdl kinlr mpprlot`fl tkppi`ojtk tdl kkr. @o m msd, Rl`iiy wms ko tkp ka d`c, us`oj tdl nmjjlr tk
simsd tdl imrjlr bky‐s vkfmi fkrns tk prlvlot d`c sfrlmc`oj blakrl
tme`oj tdl nmjjlr `o bktd dmons mon stmbb`oj d`c `o tdl fdlst.
\p, nkwo, up, nkwo. Bikkn sprmyln arkc m olw wkuon lmfd t`cl
tdl nmjjlr w`tdnrlw mon fkmtln lvlrytd`oj `o dkt rln bikkn. ^dl
jurji`oj `o Brmnlo‐s tdrkmt stkppln qu`feiy but Rl`iiy elpt stmbb`oj
uot`i omiiy dl wms tkk wlme tk nk moy ckrl, ilmv`oj tdl nmjjlr
lcblnnln o tdl ktdlr‐s fdlst mon amii`oj bmfe olxt tk tdl bln.
Lyls w`nl arkc tdl s`jdt blakrl d`c, Rl`iiy fkuino‐t bli`lvl
wdmt dl‐n nkol. Dl‐n curnlrln skclkol, mjm`o5 mon td`s t`cl `t
wmso‐t `o slia-nlalofl, `t wms mo mo`cmi`st`f rmjl tdmt dmn bk`iln
kvlr arkc mii tdl t`cls dl‐n bllo durt by Brmnlo mon d`s ar`lons.
^k cmel cmlrs wkrsl, `t wms tdl sko ka mo @clrf`mo okbilcmo,
okt tk clot`ko tdl Ju`in‐s Jrmon Cmstlr‐s jrmon-olpdlw ms wlii.
Rl`iiy fkuino‐t lxpim`o td`s kol mwmy. Dl wms oktd`oj ckrl tdmomo krpdmo wdksl amtdlr wms uoeokwo5 dl dmn oktd`oj tk amii bmfe
ko. Dl wms nlmn rljmrnilss ka dkw plkpil ikkeln mt `t.
Zmst`oj ok t`cl, Rl`iiy jrmbbln d`s n`sfmrnln sd`rt mon qu`feiy
filmoln ms cufd bikkn k d`s bmrl se`o ms dl fkuin blakrl nrkpp`oj
d`s pmots mon rusd`oj tk d`s fupbkmrn mon jrmbb`oj m olw slt ka
fiktdls mon qu`feiy fdmoj`oj. Jrmbb`oj m scmii bmj, dl jrmbbln
d`s td`rn slt mon stuln tdlc `otk `t mon tdlo jrmbbln tdl bkke
dl wms furrlotiy rlmn`oj mon skcl bms`f skmp mon tlltd filmolr blakrl ruoo`oj arkc d`s rkkc, dlmn`oj tk tdl akkn stkrls `o tdl
Clss Dmii. @t‐n bl nlslrtln mt td`s t`cl ka o`jdt sk ok kol wkuin
okt`fl d`c.
Z`td`o c`outls, d`s bmj stmfeln w`td twk nmys‐ wkrtd ka akkn
mon m eo`al dl‐n akuon il ko tdl fkuotlr o tdl e`tfdlos, Rl`iiy wms
kvlr tdl wmii mon ruoo`oj `otk tdl akrlsts blykon, okt stkpp`oj tk
tmel m ikke bmfe. ^dmt i`al wms jkol mon tdlrl wms ok slosl `o
ikke`oj bmfe.
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Vkcl nmys imtlr o tdl trm`o`oj tlcpil, tdl Jrmon Cmstlr dmn fmiilnm cllt`oj ka mii tdl cmstlrs `o tdl tlcpil `o tdl Jrmon Fdmcblr.
^dl fdmcblr wms usumiiy koiy usln akr flrlcko`mi rkils, ofiun`oj
jrmnumt`kos mon auolrmis. ^knmy, dkwlvlr, wmso‐t kol ka tdksl
t`cls. Fkos`nlr`oj dkw qu`feiy tdl Jrmon Cmstlr dmn rlturoln
arkc d`s bus`olss `o tdl fmp`tmi, Kilmo eolw td`s wms mbkut tdl
nlmtd ka Brmnlo, tdl Jrmon Cmstlr‐s stmr pup`i mon jrmon-olpdlw.
V``oj bltwllo Cmstlr Licmo mon moktdlr cmo, wdksl omcl
lsfmpln d`c mt prlslot, Kilmo ikkeln tk tdl flotrl ka tdl Jrmon
Fdmcblr wdlrl tdl Jrmon Cmstlr smt, d`s amfl rln w`td aury akr
kbv`kus rlmskos.
’@ fmii td`s slss`ko ka tdl Ju`in Cmstlrs,– fmiiln tdl fd`la mfkiytl
wdk slrvln ms tdl Jrmon Cmstlr‐s mss`stmot mon fdmcblr splmelr
akr tdl nurmt`ko. ’Z`ii Cmstlr Kilmo pilmsl stmon mon cmel ykur
wmy tk tdl flotrl.–
V`jd`oj blakrl jl`oj d`s allt, Kilmo cmnl d`s wmy nkwo tdlt`lrs tk stmon blakrl tdl Jrmon Cmstlr. Rlc`on`oj d`cslia tk
rlcm`o fmic, Kilmo wm`tln akr tdl Jrmon Cmstlr tk stkp ikke`oj
mt d`c ms `a dl wms rlspkos`bil akr tdl Nwmra Lxt`oft`kos. A`omiiy,
tdl Jrmon Cmstlr‐s lyls fmicln mon dl turoln tk tdl fd`la mfkiytl,
wdk oknnln `o rlpiy.
’Cmstlr Kilmo,– tdl fd`la mfkiytl sm`n. ’Pku wlrl fdmrjln w`td
tdl trm`o`oj ka m fimss ka mpprlot`fls, wd`fd `ofiunln ykuoj ikrn
Brmnlo mon tdl krpdmo Rl`iiy. Fmrl tk lxpim`o wdy yku wlrl okt
mwmrl ka Rl`iiy‐s pimo tk curnlr Brmnlo;–
’Zdmt cmels yku bli`lvl `t wms curnlr;– Kilmo fkuotlrln,
ikke`oj up tk oktl tdl amfls ka d`s aliikw cmstlrs. ’Brmnlo wms
akuon `o Rl`iiy‐s rkkc, d`s kwo nmjjlr prktrun`oj arkc d`s kwo
fdlst. Kol fkuin `otlrprlt td`s ms mo mft `o slia-nlalofl.–
^dl fdmcblr buzzln w`td sk wd`splrs.
’Moswlr tdl qulst`ko @ mseln, Cmstlr Kilmo.– ^dl fd`la mfkiytlrlpi`ln.
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’@a Rl`iiy dmn pimooln tk e`ii Brmnlo, dl wms mbil tk d`nl `t
vlry wlii.– Kilmo moswlrln. ’But @ d`jdiy nkubt dl fkuin. Dl wmsrm`sln `o mo krpdmomjl mon @ dmvl oktln `o tdl t`cl dl wms dlrl,
Rl`iiy dms olvlr sdkwo cufd `o tdl wmy ka mnvmofln pimoo`oj.–
’Cmstlr Kilmo, mrl yku smy`oj tdmt dl fkuino‐t dmvl pimooln tdl
curnlr ka Brmnlo `o mnvmofl;– tdl mfkiytl mseln, tdl imrjl lyls
turo`oj tk tdl Jrmon Cmstlr5 wdk ikkeln i`el stlmc wms i`tlrmiiy
fkc`oj kut ka d`s lmrs. ’Dl n`n mlr mii cmomjl tk lsfmpl w`tdkut
bl`oj nltlftln by kur pmtrkis. ^dmt mpplmrs tk bl v`tmi pimoo`oj.–
Kilmo s`jdln. ’@a Rl`iiy n`n rlmiiy pimo tk e`ii Brmnlo, tdlo tdlmft wkuin‐vl bllo ilss brutmi tdmo `t mpplmrln,– dl tdlo turoln
tk tdl Jrmon Cmstlr. ’@a dl‐n truiy wmotln tk e`ii ykur jrmon-
olpdlw, Jrmon Cmstlr, `t wkuin‐vl qu`fe mon ilss clssy. Zl nk,
mlr mii, trm`o mssmss`os dlrl mon Rl`iiy‐s tlfdo`qul tk e`ii Brmnlo
wms moytd`oj but filmo.–
^dl Jrmon Cmstlr aucln ckrl mon turoln d`s jmzl tk d`s
spkelscmo, wdk sllcln tk sdr`vli mt tdl jmzl. ’^dlo m… mrl yku
smy`oj, C… Cmstlr K… Kilmo,– tdl mfkiytl stulrln, ’tdmt t w…
wmso‐t m… m pimooln c… curnlr; R… rmtdlr w… wms `t m spur
k… ka tdl c… ckclot;–
Kilmo‐s lyls turoln tk cllt tdl mfkiytl. ’Pls, @ nk.–
^dl fdmcblr curcurln ckrl ikuniy mon `otr`ju`ojiy tdl
cmstlrs prlslot sllcln tk mjrll w`td Kilmo ko td`s. ^dl Jrmon
Cmstlr wmvln d`s dmon, mibl`t st`y, fmus`oj tdl fdmcblr tk
nlsflon `otk s`ilofl.
’^dlo wdy wkuin tdl krpdmo Rl`iiy ruo mwmy;– ^dl fd`la
mfkiytl mseln. ’Vurliy `a `t wms mo mft fkcc`ln `o tdl spur ka tdl
ckclot, tdlo wdy `s dl okt dlrl tk moswlr akr `t;–
Kilmo turoln tk tdl mfkiytl mon sc`iln. ’Xlrdmps blfmusl dl
eolw tdmt rljmrnilss ka dkw moykol otlrprltln td`s, Rl`iiy wkuin
st`ii dmvl bllo put tk nlmtd.–
’Zd`fd dl w`ii wdlo wl on d`c,– tdl Jrmon Cmstlr bliikwln.
’Dl dms brkelo tdl smfrln ruil ka olvlr sp`ii`oj bikkn `o curnlrw`td`o smfrln jrkuons.–
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Kilmo s`jdln mjm`o mon turoln tk ikke mwmy arkc tdl Jrmon
Cmstlr, dl alit ok nls`rl tk sll tdl ikke ko tdl kin cmo‐s amfl ms dlspkel d`s omi wkrns.
’Ms ka td`s ckclot, tdl krpdmo Rl`iiy `s dlrlby str`ppln ka
d`s mpprlot`flsd`p tk tdl Mssmss`o‐s Ju`in mon `s fkonlcoln tk
nlmtd,– tdl Jrmon Cmstlr spkel, d`s vk`fl rlmfd`oj lmfd fkrolr ka
tdl fdmcblr. ’@a moy mssmss`o ka td`s ju`in fkcls mfrkss tdl bky,
tdly mrl tk e`ii tdlc mon br`oj bmfe d`s dlmn ms prkka ka d`s nlmtd.–
Kilmo dlmrn ok aurtdlr. Dl wmieln kut ka tdl fdmcblrs mon
stlppln `otk tdl fkurtymrn, wdlrl dl il kut m bikkn-furni`oj
sfrlmc tdmt surpr`sln cmoy ka tdl mpprlot`fls wmie`oj mbkut.
Akr d`c, tdl tdkujdt ka dlmr`oj ka tdl nlmtd ka d`s prkn`jy mon
plrdmps tdl blst mpprlot`fl dl dmn lvlr eokwo wms qu`tl pkss`biy
tdl wkrst td`oj dl fkuin lvlr dlmr `o d`s lot`rl i`alt`cl.
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^dl slmskos pmssln ms tdly n`n o @clrf`m. Vucclr blfmcl mutuco,
mutuco blfmcl w`otlr, w`otlr blfmcl spr`oj mon spr`oj turolntk succlr, rlplmt`oj tdl f`rfil t`cl mon t`cl mjm`o. Vpr`oj wms
okw `o auii akrfl `o tdl e`ojnkc, tdkujd `t dmn bllo m jrulii`oj
w`otlr w`td tdl `fy fd`ii dmv`oj koiy gust i`ln imst wlle. Mon tdl
rkmns wlrl kofl mjm`o iiln w`td trmvliilrs gkuroly`oj mfrkss tdl
imon, wdltdlr tk rlturo dkcl kr slle olw pimfls.
Cmstlr Kilmo rknl d`s dkrsl nkwo tdl wlii-trmvliiln rkmn ko
d`s gkuroly tk d`s kin dkcltkwo. M wlle mjk, m illr arkc d`s
s`stlr `oakrcln d`c tdmt tdl ikrn ka tdl cmokr mbkvl tdl`r tkwo
dmn n`ln uolxplftlniy mon tdl plkpil wlrl upslt w`td tdl olw
ikrn mon dmn pm`n akr m rkjul mssmss`o tk tmel fmrl ka tdl sufflsskr
qu`feiy. ^dkujd `t wms uoi`eliy tdl rkjul mssmss`o, rmrl lvlo `o
@clrf`m ms ckst ka tdlc blikojln tk tdl Ju`in, wms lvlo st`ii `o
tdl tkwo, Kilmo tdkujdt `t wms blst tk fdlfe tk sll wdk `t wms tdmt
wms rlspkos`bil.
@t dmn bllo skcl ylmrs s`ofl Kilmo dmn il tdl trm`o`oj tlcpiltk rlturo dkcl akr m v`s`t mon dl rli`sdln tdl kppkrtuo`t`ls tk
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strltfd d`s iljs ms `t wlrl. @t dmn bllo tk v`s`t d`s olpdlw wdlo
dl dmn cmrr`ln skcl s`x ylmrs mjk. @t dmn bllo m gkyaui kffms`komon Kilmo dmn omiiy alit dmppy akr tdl rst t`cl `o tdl twk ylmrs
blakrl tdmt.
Zdlo wl‐n ikst twk br`ii`mot mpprlot`fls, Kilmo tdkujdt w`td
m s`jd.
Ms dl fkot`ouln d`s gkuroly skutd, Kilmo‐s lyls rlcm`oln milrt ms
dl sfmooln tdl trmvliilrs. @t wms tdlo dl dmn okt`fln m sdkrt ykuoj
cmo `o d`s twlot`ls wmie`oj `o tdl kppks`tl n`rlft`ko. Dl wkrl m
nmre-dkknln fikme tdmt wms wlii-wkro mon wlii-trmvliiln, mon
fiktd`oj tdmt dmn prkbmbiy sllo bllr nmys, tdkujd tdly wlrl se`o-
t`jdt mon vlry filmo nlsp`tl tdl`r mjl. Mon nlsp`tl tdl dkkn, `t n`n
i`il tk fkvlr tdl sdkrt nmre dm`r mon amc`i`mr jrllo`sd-yliikw lyls.
Nlsp`tl d`cslia, Kilmo fkuino‐t dlip but sc`il ms d`s lyls
cmnl fkotmft w`td tdl ykuoj cmo `o arkot ka d`c. ^dly n`no‐t
j`vl mwmy tdmt tdly eolw lmfd ktdlr. Mlr mii, tdl ykuoj cmo
wmie`oj `o tdl kppks`tl n`rlft`ko wms m auj`t`vl w`td m nlmtdwmrrmot ko d`s dlmn. @t wms wdlo tdly wlrl olxt tk lmfd ktdlr,
tdl pm`r stkppln ckv`oj.
’Ellp ykur bimnls sdmrp, ykuoj Rl`iiy,– Kilmo spkel skiy.
’@ miwmys nk,– tdl ykuoj cmo rlpi`ln ms dl pmssln d`s kin
tlmfdlr, strkoj mon fkonlotiy, ’^dmt `s wdmt yku tmujdt cl,
Cmstlr.–
Z`tdkut m aurtdlr jimofl, tdl twk qu`ltiy pmrtln. Lvlo `o mii
d`s ylmrs mon ok cmlr dkw cmoy stunlots dl dmn tmujdt, Kilmowkuin olvlr akrjlt tdl kol stunlot wdk‐n akrlvlr `cprlss d`c,
rljmrnilss ka wdlrl dl wlot `o i`al. Kilmo dmn i`il nkubt wdk dl
wms suppksln tk slmrfd akr `o d`s dkcltkwo, but okw dl dmn ok
olln mon tdkujdt dl fkuin dmvl m jkkn vmfmt`ko mlr mii.
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^dl Lsfmpl Mrt`st
Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
@oe-bimfe strkels ko m fkmt ka mcl ckvl u`niy w`td lmfd
stlp tdl t`jlr tmels. Lvlry str`nl brusdls tdl kkr ka tdl mrlom
w`td purpksl mon pk`sl, jrmnumiiy jm`o`oj tdl ckclotuc tdmt
w`ii sll dlr jrmflauiiy gucp tdrkujd tdl buro`oj r`oj. M ji`ot ka
pimyauiolss sd`ols w`td`o w`nl kplo lyls, mon m ikoj tm`i nmofls
`o t`cl w`td dlr ali`ol `ost`oft. Dlr tkls bmrliy tkufd tdl rmcp mssdl `ls tkwmrns tdl b`t`oj mcl, wlifkc`oj `ts llt`oj lcbrmfl.
Akr m ckclot sdl `s kol w`td tdl `oalrok ‖ m blmst ka suplromturmi
pkwlr. Vdl brlmes tdrkujd tk tdl ktdlr s`nl, uosfmtdln, m t`jlr
kofl ckrl, rlfl`v`oj akkn mon wmtlr mon skktd`oj wkrns `o mo
mi`lo tkojul.
Mt tdl lon ka tdl nmy tdl t`jlr `s jrlltln by fkin stlli wmiis
mon m bln ka strmw. Dlr ol`jdbkurs mrl rkwny but sdl `jokrls
tdl`r prlslofl. Vdl n`rlfts mii dlr mlot`ko tk tdl clmjrl clmi sdl`s j`vlo, mlcpt`oj tk n`strmft dlrslia arkc tdl w`staui tdkujdts
frllp`oj arkc tdl nmre fkrolrs. Dlr fmjl `s gkitln ms `t‐s gk`oln
w`td moktdlr, s`jomii`oj tdl stmrt ka moktdlr gkuroly tdrkujd tdl
o`jdt. Nlsp`tl tdl rucbi`oj mon sdme`oj tdmt prkfllns, `t `s okt
ikoj blakrl dlr i`cbs j`vl `o tk tdl wl`jdt ka sillp`olss, mon dlr
lyli`ns skko akiikw.
Vdl nrlmcs ka tdl suo `o m br`jdt biul sey, `ts i`jdt itlr`oj
tdrkujd m fmokpy ka ilmvls tk `iiuc`omtl tdl r`fd jrllo sflol
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blikw. B`rns mrl fmii`oj tk kol moktdlr w`td m duonrln n`lrlot
skojs, lmfd kol fkotr`but`oj tk mo krfdlstrm jrlmtlr tdmo moyktdlr, mffkcpmo`ln by tdl st`rr`oj wd`splrs ka tdl w`on tdrkujd
tdl trlls. ^dl t`jlr akiikws mo `ov`s`bil pmtd `o tdl uonlrjrkwtd,
ilmro`oj tk trust dlr `ost`ofts mjm`o. Lmrs fmtfd tdl somp ka m ilma,
mon m oksl nrmws tdl sp`fls arkc tdl brllzl. Vdl slosls skcltd`oj
trmvlii`oj by dlr r`jdt s`nl, m c`rrkr tk dlr lvlry ckvl, but sdl
nkls okt mitlr dlr pmfl. Dlr tm`i pk`sln mon wd`selrs tw`tfd`oj,
sdl ikkes strm`jdt mdlmn. Jrmnumiiy tdl uosllo blmst ckvls fikslr,
mon fikslr st`ii, uot`i `ts `cmjl brlmes tdrkujd tdl aki`mjl, mon tdl
t`jlr, ok ikojlr mbil tk dkin bmfe dlr fur`ks`ty, turos tk amfl `t.
Lxf`tlclot lrupts nllp w`td`o tdl t`jlr, akrf`oj dlr tk wmel.
@t `s st`ii nmre, but `a sdl ikkes up sdl fmo vmjuliy sll tdl p`fturl
ko tdl wmii ka dlr fmjl5 m pkkr nlp`ft`ko ka tdl pimfl sdl kofl
fmiiln dkcl. Fikmeln `o sdmnkw, tdl `cmjl ka moktdlr t`jlr `s koiy
v`s`bil by tdl i`jdt `o `ts lyls, mon sdl slls smnolss w`td`o tdlc.
Vdl mlcpts tk slil nkwo kofl ckrl mon rlturo tk dlr nrlmcwkrin, but tdksl w`staui tdkujdts f`rfil dlr c`on mon rlausl tk
ilmvl. Fmujdt up `o m sp`rmi ka t`cl mon tr`mis, sdl i`ls mwmel uot`i
tdl jrkuon stkps ckv`oj.
Akr cmoy ckkos tdl t`jlr `s trmppln `o m fyfil5 dlr koiy skurfl
ka rlilmsl `s tdmt llt`oj ckclot sdl sdmrls w`td tdl mcl. Dlr
lvlry tdkujdt rlvkivls mrkuon tdl rl ms sdl tr`ls tk uonlrstmon ts
slfrlts ka jrmfl. Vdl allis `t biksskc`oj os`nl dlr mon lofkurmj`oj
dlr tk on mo lsfmpl. Vdl fkot`ouls tk ilmp.@o tdmt `oalromi ckclot, t`cl sikws nkwo mon tdl mrlom
n`smpplmrs, ilmv`oj tdl twk bl`ojs w`td koiy mo mwmrlolss ka lmfd
ktdlr. ^dly splme `o ikw jrkwis mon d`ssls, ilmro`oj mon tlmfd`oj
mon ckv`oj uot`i tdly blfkcl kol mon tdl smcl. ^dl rl sdkws
tdl t`jlr dkw tk bl fkurmjlkus mon pmss`komtl, wd`il tdl t`jlr tmies
ka nls`rl mon nlskimt`ko. Fkc`oj kut ka tdl mcl, tdl t`jlr‐s lyls
jilmc m i`il br`jdtlr, mon dlr tm`i `felrs m i`il ckrl pimyauiiy,
but tdl sp`r`t `s qu`fe tk n`c`o`sd.
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^dlrl fkcls m t`cl wdlo tdl vk`fls fmii ilss arlqulotiy, mon dlrpmws mrl wlmry arkc fi`cb`oj tdl rmcp. Vdl‐s brkujdt tk ilmp
tdrkujd tdl r`oj ilss klo, but nls`rl `s st`ii `felr`oj strkojiy
`o dlr dlmrt5 m ikoj`oj akr tdl wmrctd mon fkcakrt wd`fd `s okw
nlo`ln tk dlr. ^dl fkostmot fkcpmo`kosd`p ka dlr fkin, nmre fmjl
nrm`os dlr strlojtd mon n`cs tdl i`jdt `o dlr lyls. Vdl fmo alli dlr
t`cl ruoo`oj kut.
Vdl lotlrs tdl mrlom kofl ckrl. Vdl wmies skiy mon sikwiy,
sunnloiy marm`n tdmt sdl c`jdt tmel m wrkoj stlp mon amii mpmrt,
lxt`oju`sd`oj tdl imst spmre os`nl dlr. dl vk`fls urjl dlr ko, but
sdl dls`tmtls, akr tdl w`on `s br`oj`oj w`td `t moktdlr fmii. @t d`ssls
mon tliis dlr tk bl rlmny.
M strkoj dlmt mon rusd ka m`r p`lrfls tdl mrlom, slon`oj m t`oy
spmre tk `jo`tl m p`il ka strmw. @t jrkws `o m urry ka lxf`tlclot,
nlvkur`oj lvlrytd`oj t tkufdls. Ilmv`oj bld`on m trm`i ka fdmrfkmi,
tdl rl spr`ots tdrkujd tdl stmn`uc mon fi`cbs tdl wmiis, kplo`ojw`nl m jmtlwmy tk tdl kuts`nl wkrin. @t tmels dkin os`nl tdl t`jlr‐s
dlmrt, mon w`tdkut m slfkon tdkujdt, sdl pkuofls upko tdl bimfe
pmtd mon akiikws `t `otk tdl i`jdt. Mjm`o sdl `s amr blykon krn`omry
lx`stlofl, mon oktd`oj `s mbil tk ilsslo dlr olwakuon strlojtd.
Vdl plrakrcs dlr amckus almt kol imst t`cl mon ilmps bltwllo tdl
mcls.
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i`feln tdl smit arkc tdl t`p ka lmfd fimw, tdlo rlmfdln `otk tdl
pmrfli mon cufeln mrkuon m b`t uot`i dl akuon tdl squllzy pmfeltka tkcmtk smufl mon squ`rtln skcl kotk tdl pmplr. Mlr fmrlauiiy
nuoe`oj tdl pktmtk fmel `o tdl smufl dl pimfln tdl wdkil td`oj `o
d`s ckutd mon fruofdln nkwo, cuofd`oj ok`s`iy. Bmlr frucbs
stufe tk tdl dm`r ko d`s sokut. @ p`feln up tdl ktdlr pktmtk fmel,
but gust dlin `t, stmr`oj mt tdl rllft`ko ka tdl trlls ko tdl wmtlr,
sunnloiy okt alli`oj duojry mt mii.
Buoy`p mon @ smt, wm`t`oj akr tdl `o-bltwllo t`cl. ^d`s `s tdl
t`cl wdlo tdl b`rns omiiy stkp fdmlr`oj tdl`r amfls k mon
slil nkwo akr tdl o`jdt, wdlo tdl suo dms nr`ln bld`on tdl
d`iis but `t‐s okt qu`tl nmre ylt. ^dmt wms usumiiy wdlo Vmc‐s
jdkst wkuin mpplmr, `a dl nlf`nln tk. @‐n fkcl dlrl lvlry o`jdt
akr tdl imst ckotd tk sll d`c. Lvlry o`jdt s`ofl tdl auolrmi. @t
usln tk bl Vmc mon @ wdk wkuin s`t dlrl `o tdl lvlo`oj, lmt`oj
sd mon fd`ps. Zl‐n stlmi ckoly kut ka Nmn‐s uon`l nrmwlr akr
tdl fd`ps, eokw`oj dl‐n bl p`ssln wdlo dl akuon kut, but nk`oj`t moywmy. Ms tdl i`jdt amnln wl‐n s`t mon tmie mbkut stu tdmt wms
jk`oj ko mt sfdkki, kr wdltdlr Nmn dmn jurln kut mbkut Cuc
mon —\ofil‐ Xd`i ylt, kr skclt`cls wl gust smt, okt tmie`oj mt mii.
Okw, tdl buoy`p mon @ wm`tln akr cy brktdlr tk mpplmr, mon akr
tdl rst t`cl @ w`sdln dl wkuino‐t.
’Fkuino‐t yku j`vl d`c skcl ckrl t`cl;–
^dl buoy`p sdkke d`s dlmn. ’Vkui w`ii…iksl ts lnjls. N`sskivl.
I`el m fd`p `o m b`iimbkoj,– mon dl tdrlw kol `o. ’Zdlo tdmtdmpplos, tkk amr jkol tk cmel tr`p tk tdl olxt pimfl.–
@ oknnln, but alit s`fe w`td ju`it. ^dl buoy`p dmn wm`tln td`s
ikoj akr cl, okt akr Vmc. Vmc wms rlmny tk jk, dmn bllo rlmny
s`ofl tdl ckclot dl eolw `t wms `olv`tmbil. @t wms cl wdk
fkuino‐t ilt jk.
Vmc‐s buoy`p rst mpplmrln ko m dkt st`ii nmy `o tdl c`nnil
ka succlr. Zl wlrl iy`oj ko tdl p`lr, tdl imzy suoi`jdt nry`oj
cy dm`r mon gust stmrt`oj tk buro ko cy iljs. Zl‐n bllo sw`oj`oj
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ko tdl tyrl sw`oj Nmn dmn cmnl, tme`oj turos tk sll dkw amr wl
fkuin imuofd kurslivls `otk tdl b`iimbkoj. @ wkuin stmon ko tkp katdl tyrl mon pucp cy iljs tk jlt `t tk jk d`jdlr mon d`jdlr, mon
wdlo `t wms ms d`jd ms @ fkuin jlt `t @‐n imuofd cyslia k, br`oj
cy eolls up tk cy fdlst mon nk m bkcb `otk tdl wmtlr. @‐n piuojl
nllp, skclt`cls mickst d``oj tdl bkkc. @t dmn bllo m ikoj, nry
succlr mon tdlrl wms ilss wmtlr `o tdl b`iimbkoj tdmo usumi. Nmn
wkuin dmvl bmooln us arkc fkc`oj `a dl‐n rlmi`sln dkw sdmiikw `t
wms, sk wl wlrl fmrlaui okt tk smy moytd`oj.
Vmc mon @ swuoj mon spimsdln akr mo dkur uot`i, fkcpiltliy
bujjlrln, wl swmc kvlr tk tdl p`lr mon nrmjjln kurslivls up
tk suobmel. Mlr m wd`il Vmc smt up, pmusln tdlo stkkn up.
’^dlrl‐s m buoy`p kvlr tdlrl,– dl sm`n, i``oj m dmon tk sfrmtfd m
sfmb ko d`s il eoll.
’Zdlrl;–
’Kvlr tdlrl, bltwllo tdl tyrl sw`oj mon tdl jdkst juc–. @
ikkeln wdlrl dl pk`otln. ^dl buoy`p wms s``oj tdlrl qu`ltiy,trm`i`oj d`s tm`i `o tdl wmtlr, mon lvlry okw mon tdlo rm`s`oj
d`s oksl tk so` tdl m`r. Jrllo-jrly-biul-bimfe, i`el tdl busd mt
o`jdt, dl dmn sdmjjy cmccktd dm`r tdmt bilonln sk wlii `otk
tdl trlls @ dmn tk strm`o cy lyls tk sll d`c. Dl cust dmvl bllo
tw`fl Vmc‐s dl`jdt mon gust ms w`nl. Zl stmrln akr m c`outl,
tdlo Vmc i`ln m dmon mon wmvln, gust kofl. ^dl buoy`p ikkeln,
pmusln, tdlo rm`sln d`s dmon mon wmvln bmfe. Mlr m fkupil ka
c`outls dl puiiln d`cslia up mon n`smpplmrln `otk tdl trlls,okt cme`oj m skuon.
’Zdmt‐n yku wmvl mt `t akr;– @ mseln.
’@t‐s fkcl akr cl.–
’Zdmt;– @ stmrtln tk alli m b`t s`fe `o cy stkcmfd.
’@t‐s fkcl akr cl.– Dl sm`n `t sk qu`ltiy @ mickst fkuino‐t dlmr
d`c. @ tr`ln tk sll, gust stmr`oj mfrkss mt wdlrl tdl buoy`p dmn bllo.
Vtmrt`oj tk pmo`f m b`t @ libkwln d`c o tdl r`bs, tdlo scmfeln d`c
ko tdl mrc. Vt`ii ok rlspkosl.
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’Dly, tdlrl‐s ok wmy `t‐s fkcl akr yku. Zdy wkuin yku td`oe
tdmt; @t‐s prkbmbiy dlrl akr Cr Xdlips. Dmvl yku sllo d`c rlflotiy;Dl ikkes dmia nlmn mirlmny. Cust bl mt ilmst m duonrln. Olxt t`cl
wl sll tdl kin amrt wl‐ii smy —K`! Pkur buoy`p‐s dlrl. Okt ikoj okw!‐
Xrkbmbiy bl m rli`la akr d`c.–
But Vmc wms r`jdt. @t wms d`s buoy`p, mon cy brktdlr n`ln tdl
vlry olxt nmy. Dl‐n swuoj kut ko tdl tyrl sw`oj akr mbkut tdl
c`ii`kotd t`cl `o d`s i`al, koiy td`s t`cl dl n`no‐t tufe d`s iljs up
mon bkcb. Dl n`vln. N`vln `otk m b`iimbkoj tdmt wms sdmiikwlr
mlr ckotds ka ok rm`o. N`vln wdlo dl sdkuin dmvl eokwo okt
tk. N`vln mlr @‐n splot dmia tdl o`jdt tlii`oj d`c tk bl fmrlaui.
Mlrwmrns @ fkuin olvlr jurl kut `a dl‐n gust akrjklo, kr `a dl‐n
fmujdt d`s akkt ko tdl tyrl mon tw`stln mrkuon, kr `a dl‐n mftumiiy
clmot tk nk `t.
@ nrmjjln Vmc‐s bkny tk tdl lnjl ka tdl b`iimbkoj, mon tdlrl
wms tdl buoy`p, wm`t`oj.
’L k yku bmstmrn,– @ sm`n, mon tdrlw m rkfe mt d`c. ^dl rkfewlot w`nl mon tdl buoy`p n`no‐t lvlo `ofd, gust stkkn tdlrl mon
wm`tln pmt`lotiy. @ dlin Vmc‐s bkny akr m ikoj t`cl. \ot`i tdl suo
wlot nkwo. \ot`i tdl ckko fmcl up. \ot`i @ wms fkin mon dmn
ok ckrl tlmrs. ^dlo tdl buoy`p wmieln kvlr mon eolit nkwo, d`s
sdmjjy eolls r`jdt `o arkot ka cy amfl, mon skiy pimfln kol pmw
ko tdl bmfe ka cy dlmn.
’Okt ylt,– @ wd`splrln. ’Okt ylt,– mon tdl buoy`p spkel akr tdl
rst t`cl.’Kemy. Okt ylt.–
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M rl-`cmj`oj ka tdl Cytd —Nlcltlr & Xlrslpdkol‐7
K@I QLRVLV FKMINkoom Br`njlcmo
Xlolikpl wkrr`ln mbkut tdl smcl td`ojs ms ktdlr s`xtllo ylmr
kin j`ris7 dlr dm`r, p`cpils, mon bkys. Zdmt sdl rlmiiy wmotln,
but wms tktmiiy blykon dlr jrmsp, wms tk i`vl m okrcmi i`al.
Dlr amtdlr, Wmfdmry Fi`otko, wms tdl prls`nlot ka tdl Lcp`rl
mon `t wms lxtrlcliy n`fuit tk dmvl m fkovlrsmt`ko w`td ktdlrj`ris wd`ist twk bknyjumrns dkvlrln bld`on yku, tdl`r dmons
pk`sln koiy `ofdls mbkvl m rlvkivlr. Nlo`tliy okt tdl lms`lst wmy
tk cmel ar`lons.
Xlolikpl n`no‐t dmvl ar`lons, koiy mfqum`otmofls, sk sdl splot
ckst ka dlr t`cl mwmy arkc Olw Okrakie Imn`ls Fkiiljl, w`td dlr
cktdlr.
Dlr Cktdlr, Nlc`, wms m pkwlraui mon `oulot`mi wkcmo. Vdl
wms tdl skil dl`r ka dlr amtdlr‐s k`i fkojikclrmt`ko mon wdlo Nlc`cmrr`ln Wmfdmry Fi`otko, tdl sko ka m fkmi tyfkko, tdl dlmni`ols
sfrlmcln `t wms m uo`ko cmnl `o dlii. Omturmi rlskurfls wlrl
`o d`jd nlcmon mon tdl lcp`rl‐s rli`mofl ko tdl o`tl suppiy ka
akss`i aulis clmot Xlolikpl‐s pmrlots fkotrkiiln vlry vmiumbil ylt
vkimt`il msslts.
Zd`ist Wmfdmry pursuln d`s pki`t`fmi fmrllr, Nlc` nlvktln
dlrslia tk dlr blmut`aui nmujdtlr. Vdl cmomjln tdl Lcp`rl‐s k`i
suppiy mon prknuft`ko v`m lcm`i mon v`nlk fkoalrlof`oj. Xlolikpl
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olvlr wmotln akr moytd`oj ms Nlc` nktln ko dlr. Cktdlr mon
nmujdtlr nlvlikpln m bkon wd`fd wms uobrlmembil.Dlr amtdlr, ko tdl ktdlr dmon, rmrliy splot ckrl tdmo twk
o`jdts `o m rkw mt tdl amc`iy‐s cmos`ko. @t stkkn mtkp tdl d`jdlst
ckuotm`o `o Olw Okrakie mon kvlrikkeln tdl sprmwi`oj f`ty
blikw. Xlolikpl wms rlqu`rln tk cmel mo mppk`otclot `a sdl
w`sdln tk sll dlr amtdlr mon tdly fkuin olvlr jk akr m wmie `o tdl
suosd`ol tkjltdlr ms `t wms m slfur`ty o`jdtcmrl.
***
Xlolikpl stlppln kut ka tdl i`ckus`ol mon sckktdln tdl se`rt ka
dlr bmby biul bmii jkwo w`td dlr dmons. Vdl olrvkusiy tw`stln tdl
lon ka dlr jkinlo pkoy tm`i mrkuon dlr ojlrs ms dlr bkny jumrns
sfrut`o`sln tdl frkwn ka tllomjlrs mrkuon dlr. Zdlo sdl omiiy
jkt tdl okn sdl ckvln mwewmrniy ko dlr d`jd dllis tkwmrn tdl
lotrmofl ka tdl mun`tkr`uc.
Kofl smaliy `os`nl, sdl jmspln `o nli`jdt. ^dl krjmo`slrs ka tdl
prkc dmn nkol m cmrvliikus gkb w`td tdl nlfkrmt`kos. ^dl tdlclwms —spr`oj‐ mon kwlrs mnkroln mickst mii tdl mvm`imbil wmii mon
fl`i`oj spmfl. Xrly wd`tl spr`js ka w`stlr`m duoj arkc tdl fl`i`oj
wd`ist vmsls kvlrkwln w`td bkuqults ka rksls mon `r`sls, wd`fd
iiln tdl rkkc w`td fkikur mon tdl ckst nli`f`kus sflot.
Xlolikpl wms nrmwo tkwmrn tdl flotrlp`lfl wd`fd nkc`omtln
tdl tmbil sprlmn w`td pmrty akkn5 m plralft biul dymf`otd. Ms sdl
rlmfdln kut tk tkufd `t sdl blfmcl mwmrl ka lyls ko dlr. @t wms
okt uousumi akr plkpil tk stmrl. ^dl clrl prlslofl ka dlr c`onlrs
cmnl plkpil mssucl sdl wms `cpkrtmot. But td`s alit n`lrlot. Vdl
fkuin alli m pm`r ka lyls bkrl `otk dlr vlry skui.
Vdl pmusln, dlr dmon `ofdls mwmy arkc tdl jkrjlkus kwlr,
mon turoln dlr dlmn sikwiy tk tdl il. Vdl n`no‐t wmot tk milrt
tdl slfur`ty stm tdmt tdlrl wms skcltd`oj mc`ss. Vdl slmrfdln tdl
rkkc akr tdl skurfl ka tdl lilftr`f lyls. Mfrkss tdl okw frkwnln
rkkc sdl ikfeln lyls w`td Cr tmii, nmre mon cystlr`kus. Xlolikplsdyiy ikkeln mwmy mon wdlo sdl piufeln up tdl fkurmjl tk jimofl
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d`s wmy mjm`o, sdl jrkmoln w`td n`smppk`otclot. ^dl rls`nlot
—clmo j`ri‐ ka tdl fkiiljl dmn slt dlr s`jdts ko tdl smcl bky montdly wlrl okw lojmjln `o nllp fkovlrsmt`ko.
Xlolikpl tkke tdl kppkrtuo`ty tk stuny d`c wd`ist dl wms
akfusln ko Dl`nl. Dl ikkeln kinlr tdmo tdl ktdlr jmojiy, p`cpiy
stunlots arkc tdl ol`jdbkur`oj bky‐s sfdkki, Vt Cmre‐s5 ckrl
skpd`st`fmtln mon sumvl `o d`s bimfe su`t mon t`l. Dl wms vlry
dmonskcl5 mickst tkk dmonskcl. Ms tdkujd dl wmso‐t qu`tl
rlmi. Dl sllcln ... ktdlrwkriniy. Dl ikkeln dlr wmy kofl mjm`o
mon sc`iln. Xlolikpl mickst ikst dlr bmimofl mon dmn tk stlmny
dlrslia mjm`ost tdl tmbil. Dlr amvkur`tl bknyjumrn, Mmrko, rusdln
kvlr tk mss`st dlr, but sdl dmn mirlmny cmomjln tk r`jdt dlrslia.
Lcbmrrmssln, sdl n`no‐t nmrl ikke `o tdl n`rlft`ko ka tdl stmrl.
Xlolikpl dlipln dlrslia tk skcl ka tdl pmrty akkn mon oursln m
jimss ka ilckomnl ms sdl wmtfdln w`td lovy skcl ka tdl ktdlr j`ris
tw`ri mrkuon tdl nmofl kkr. Vdl wms blj`oo`oj tk rljrlt lvlo
fkc`oj tk tdl nmofl wdlo kol ka tdl prlv`kusiy-clot`koln p`cpiy bkys, wdk sm`n d`s omcl wms Armoe, mseln dlr tk nmofl. Vdl wms
`cprlssln by d`s brmvlry, sk mfflptln w`td m sc`il. Xlolikpl jmvl
dlr twk c`onlrs m rlmssur`oj sc`il mon tdly dkvlrln mwewmrniy
ko tdl lnjl ka tdl nmofl kkr.
Xlolikpl mon tdl rln-dm`rln bky n`no‐t lxmftiy tw`ri mrkuon
tdl nmofl kkr ms tdl pkkr bky dmn twk il allt mon dlr tkls
wlrl blj`oo`oj tk buro arkc tdl plrs`stlot pkuon`oj. Plt, sdl
wms jrmtlaui tk d`c akr td`s scmii tmstl ka okrcmi`ty. ^dl blmt katdl cus`f qu`feloln mon sdl wms jimn tk brlme mwmy arkc d`c
mon ckvl mbkut `onlplonlotiy. Vdl kofl mjm`o blfmcl mwmrl ka
slmr`oj lyls upko dlr. Cr Cystlr`kus wms nmof`oj w`td Dl`nl
olmrby. Xlolikpl, alli`oj brmvlr, rlturoln d`s stmrl mon d`s sc`il.
Zd`ist ikst o d`s lyls, sdl blfmcl mwmrl tdl cus`f dmn stkppln
mon tdl frkwn wlrl okw akfusln ko tdl pr`of`pmi, Cr Lvmos, ms dl
tmppln ko tdl c`frkpdkol. Ms dl rlmn kut tdl omcls ka tdl prkc
e`oj mon qullo, tdl ktdlr stunlots i`stloln w`td bmtln brlmtd, tdlo
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trmfl mlr imst bl`oj sllo, by C`ss Dl`nl dlrl, ms sdl il tdl prkc
w`td m bky omcln Vtlamo Bimfe.‐Dujdls rm`sln d`s lylbrkws ms dl rljmrnln tdl twk blakrl d`c.
Dl dmn mirlmny splfuimtln mbkut tdl amtl ka Xlolikpl Fi`otko mon
n`n okt bli`lvl tdl fmsl wkuin lon wlii, but dl wms ckvln by tdl
jr`la ka tdl w`al ka d`s lcpikylr mon sk mjrlln tk cmel loqu`r`ls
`otk tdl bmfejrkuon ka tdl sm`n Vtlamo Bimfe.
Nlc` mon Dl`nl splot cmoy mox`kus dkurs mwm`t`oj olws ka
Xlolikpl. Zdlo mt imst Dujdls succkoln tdlc bmfe tk d`s kfl,
d`s jrmvl amfl fmusln Nlc` tk mickst am`ot w`td mot`f`pmt`ko.—Cy imny, yku cust s`t nkwo ms tdl olws @ dmvl tk nli`vlr tk yku
w`ii fmusl yku cufd dlmrtmfdl.‐
Dl`nl jmspln mon rlmfdln kut dlr dmon tk Nlc`, wdk jrmspln
`t t`jdtiy ms sdl skbbln.
—@ dmvl fkosuitln w`td cy lcpikylr, ykur dusbmon mon dl dms
rlvlmiln tk cl tdl ckst n`strlss`oj `oakrcmt`ko.‐ Dujdls pmusln
blakrl dl fkot`ouln w`td tdl olws dl fkuin okt qu`tl amtdkc
d`cslia, —@t dms blfkcl mppmrlot tdmt ykur nmujdtlr, Xlolikpl,
wms `o amft tmelo by tdl bky omcln Vtlamo Bimfe, ms wl susplftln.‐
Dl`nl squllzln Nlc`‐s dmon ms sdl wm`iln, —But wdy, wdy cy
Xlolikpl;‐
Dlory Dujdls filmrln d`s tdrkmt, —@t wkuin sllc ykur dusbmon,
Wmfdmry Fi`otko, prls`nlot ka tdl Lcp`rl, cmnl mo mjrllclot w`td
tdl amc`iy ka tdl bky. Vtlamo Bimfe wkuin dmvl ykur nmujdtlr‐s
dmon `o cmrr`mjl, `o rlturo ...‐
—@o rlturo akr wdmt;‐ sdkutln Nlc`, ok ikojlr m pmtdlt`f
frucpiln jurl. Vdl rksl tk dlr allt mon rmn`mtln purl pkwlr tk
tdl twk sdl stkkn blakrl.
—@o rlturo akr tdl fkot`ouln suppiy ka fkmi tk tdl Lcp`rl, Cy
Imny.‐
—Fkmi; But cy dusbmon‐s amc`iy fkotrkis mii tdl fkmi `o tdl
Lcp`rl mon blykon.‐
—Pls, cy imny, tdmt `s trul. ^dl bky mpplmrs tk bl m rlimt`vl kaykur dusbmon‐s.‐
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Nlc` fkot`ouln tk stmon ms sdl fkos`nlrln tdl `ofrln`bil
`oakrcmt`ko sdl dmn gust bllo j`vlo. —Mrl yku smy`oj, cyprlf`kus nmujdtlr dms bllo tmelo, w`td tdl fkoslot ka dlr amtdlr,
`o krnlr tdmt d`s subglfts cmy logky tdl blolts ka m fkot`ouln
suppiy ka fkmi;‐
—Md Pls, Cy Imny, tdmt sllcs tk bl tdl fmsl.‐
—Zkuin @ misk bl fkrrlft `o mssuc`oj tdmt Xlolikpl `s bl`oj dlin,
`o tdl uonlrjrkuon cmos`ko blikoj`oj tk cy dusbmon‐s amc`iy;‐
Dlory Dujdls oknnln d`s dlmn.
—@s `t misk trul tdmt @ wkuin bl rlausln plrc`ss`ko tk sll cy
nmujdtlr mon tdmt moykol @ wkuin slon `o cy pimfl wkuin bl
nlo`ln mfflss tk tdl nlptds ka tdl uonlrjrkuon fkmi cmos`ko;‐
—Pls Cy Imny. Pkur dusbmon cmnl `t vlry filmr tdmt td`s wms m
plrcmolot mrrmojlclot. Pkur nmujdtlr s tk rlcm`o uonlrjrkuon,
ms tdl w`al ka tdl dl`r tk tdl fkmi lcp`rl.‐
Nlc` pmusln tk fkos`nlr dlr kpt`kos. M fruli sc`il pimyln
mbkut dlr i`ps ms sdl puofdln skcl oucblrs `otk dlr pdkol.—Bl `oakrcln,‐ sdl tkin tdl plrsko ko tdl ktdlr lon ka tdl
i`ol, —k`i prknuft`ko `s tk flmsl, `ccln`mtliy, uot`i aurtdlr okt`fl.
Moykol wdk fkot`ouls tk miikw tdl prknuft`ko ka k`i kr tdl
fkot`ouln suppiy tk tdl Lcp`rl w`ii bl slvlrliy puo`sdln mon w`ii
bl moswlrmbil tk cl.‐
—^wk fmo pimy mt tdmt jmcl,‐ imujdln Nlc`, —Okw ilt‐s sll
wdmt cy nmri`oj dusbmon `otlons tk nk mbkut d`s plrcmolot
mrrmojlclot tk ellp cy blikvln nmujdtlr uonlrjrkuon monmwmy arkc cl.‐
***
Cmoy ckotds pmssln mon `onustry w`td`o tdl Lcp`rl jrkuon tk m
dmit. Z`td ok k`i mvm`imbil, trmospkrt wms jrkuonln mon plkpil wlrl
ok ikojlr mbil tk jk mbkut tdl`r nm`iy i`vls. Qld`fils smt nkrcmot
`o jmrmjls kr `nil ko tdl s`nl ka tdl rkmn wdlrl tdly dmn amitlrln.
Akkn wms sfmrfl mon tdl plkpil wlrl blfkc`oj n`ssmt`sln w`tdtdl ruil ka Wmfdmry Fi`otko. Ms w`otlr mpprkmfdln, tdl strm`o ko
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tdl fkmi `onustry `otlos`ln ms tdl plkpil kptln akr mitlromt`vl
akrcs ka dlmt`oj. Cut`okus curcur`ojs wlrl tk bl kvlrdlmnmckojst tdl fkrr`nkrs ka tdl jkvlroclot.
Wmfdmry Fi`otko wms mt m ikss ms tk wdmt tk nk. D`s w`al dmn
n`smpplmrln mbrkmn mon rls`stln mii d`s mlcpts tk fkotmft dlr. Dl
dmn mpplmsln d`s brktdlr‐s nlcmons by mjrll`oj tk dmon kvlr d`s
koiy nmujdtlr, but `o tdl prkflss, dmn uoilmsdln d`s w`al‐s aury.
^dlrl wms oktd`oj il tk nk but tlii d`s brktdlr tdmt d`s w`al fkuin
okt iksl dlr nmujdtlr tk tdl uonlrjrkuon wkrin. Dl `otlonln tk
klr Vtlamo moy ktdlr j`ri ka d`s fdkks`oj.
Nlc` wms kvlrgkyln wdlo sdl rlfl`vln wkrn dlr dusbmon wms
tk rloljl ko tdl nlmi cmnl w`td d`s brktdlr. Vdl qu`feiy rlturoln
tk tdl Lcp`rl tk jrllt dlr blikvln mon cufd c`ssln nmujdtlr,
Xlolikpl.
Ms sdl wm`tln mt tdl jmtls ka tdl uonlrjrkuon fkmi cmos`ko akr
tdl rlturo ka Dlrcmo, dlr dusbmon‐s ckst trustln m`nl, sdl bljmo tk
alli uolmsy. Zdmt `a Vtlamo Bimfe rlausln tk j`vl up d`s auturl br`nl;Kr wkrsl, wdmt `a Xlolikpl n`n okt w`sd tk ilmvl tdl bky‐s s`nl;
Nlc` wms kvlrgkyln wdlo sdl smw dlr blmut`aui nmujdtlr
mpprkmfd tdl jmtl w`td Dlrcmo. Xlolikpl rmo tk dlr cktdlr mon
tdl pm`r lcbrmfln w`td mii tdl `otlos`ty ka tdl ckotds splot mpmrt.
Nlc` puiiln mwmy tk stuny dlr nmujdtlr‐s fkmi-sclmrln, tlmr-
stm`oln amfl.
—Pku ikke trkubiln, cy blmut`aui j`ri. @s tdlrl m rlmsko akr ykur
tlmrs; Mrl yku smnnloln tk ilmvl tdl bky bld`on;‐—Kd Cktdlr, @ nko‐t eokw wdmt tk nk; @‐vl c`ssln yku sk cufd
but @ rlmiiy i`el Vtlamo ... m ikt, mon dl trlmts cl wlii. But dl dms
koiy ilt cl rlturo tk j`vl td`s wmro`oj tk yku mon amtdlr.‐
—Zdmt `s tdl wmro`oj cy nlmrlst kol;‐
—Dl smys a @ rlausl tk stmy w`td d`c, cy uofil w`ii w`tddkin tdl
suppiy ka fkmi tk tdl Lcp`rl. ^dlrl w`ii bl ok lilftr`f`ty, Cktdlr,
ok ... @otlrolt! Dkw fmo @ miikw td`s tk dmpplo tk tdl j`ris mt fkiiljl5
tdly w`ii okt surv`vl.‐
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Nlc` st`ln m jr`o, —Xlrdmps tdlrl `s m wmy wl fmo mpplmsl
lvlrykol,‐ sdl sm`n ms sdl n`miiln tdl oucblr tk dlr dusbmon‐splrskomi pdkol.
Mon sk `t wms nlfrlln by Wmfdmry Fi`otko, Xrls`nlot ka tdl
Lcp`rl, tdmt d`s nmujdtlr, Xlolikpl Fi`otko sdkuin, arkc td`s nmy
akrtd, n`v`nl dlr t`cl bltwllo tdl twk wkrins. Vdl sdmii splon
twk-td`rns ka tdl ylmr w`td dlr cktdlr `o tdl amc`iy cmos`ko but
kofl tdl rst sokw alii, sdl wms tk rlturo tk tdl uonlrjrkuon fkmi
cmos`ko tk bl rluo`tln w`td dlr dusbmon, Vtlamo Bimfe, akr tdl
w`otlr.
Nlc` mon Xlolikpl dmpp`iy rlturoln tk tdl`r dkcl. Xlolikpl
fkotmftln Dl`nl tk tdmoe dlr akr dlip`oj dlr cktdlr mon tdly skko
blfmcl rc ar`lons. Xlolikpl, mitdkujd nli`jdtln tk omiiy dmvl
m ar`lon mon m dmonskcl dusbmon, imclotln tdl ikss ka moy fdmofl
ka m okrcmi i`al.
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M rl-`cmj`oj ka tdl Cytd —Flrr`nwlo & ^mi`ls`o‐7
^dl E`oj ka mii FdkfkimtlsNkoom Br`njlcmo
Fmrki`ol dmn miwmys dmn m pmss`ko akr fdkfkimtl. Arkc mo
lmriy mjl sdl dmn fkvltln tdl tlxturl mon tmstl, mon bljmo tk
lxplr`clot w`td cmoy uokrtdknkx mvkur fkcb`omt`kos.
Vkcl akrty ylmrs imtlr sdl wms ko tkp ka dlr jmcl7 wkrin
rlokwoln mon rlsplftln ms mo `otlromt`komi fkook`sslur kafdkfkimtl mon m skujdt-mlr gunjl mt akkn am`rs mii kvlr tdl jikbl.
Vdl s`jdln ms sdl st`rrln dlr prlf`kus fkofkft`ko ko tdl stkvl.
Vdl dmn pimooln td`s vmr`lty akr cmoy ylmrs but dmn wmotln tk
smvl `t akr m splf`mi kffms`ko. Vdl eolw `t wkuin bl m fdkfkimtl
uor`vmiiln moywdlrl o tdl wkrin5 mo ostmot sufflss wd`fd wkuin
fdmojl tdl wmy fdkfkimt`lrs wkrinw`nl v`lwln tdl`r frm5 td`s
fdkfkimtl wms tk bl tdl —e`oj ka mii fdkfkimtls‐.
Dlr mpprlot`fl, Dmrkin, dmn sdkwo cufd prkc`sl wdlo dlfkcclofln d`s onloturl w`td dlr. Dl dmn bllo auii ka pmss`ko akr
d`s wkre mon sk lmjlr tk ilmro sdl tdkujdt d`c m wkrtdy sufflsskr
akr wdlo tdl t`cl wms r`jdt akr dlr tk stlp ms`nl. But imtliy, sdl
wms blfkc`oj ckrl arustrmtln w`td d`c ms dl dmn bljuo tk mrr`vl
imtl tk wkre mon dmn cmnl cmoy c`stmels wd`fd fkst dlr nlmriy.
Fmrki`ol fkuin okt blmr tk sll moy bmtfd ka fdkfkimtl n`sfmrnln5 `t
durt dlr bktd omof`miiy mon lckt`komiiy.
^dl splf`mi kffms`ko wd`fd dmn tr`jjlrln tdl frlmt`ko ka tdl
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—E`oj ka mii Fdkfkimtls‐ wms tdl mooumi `otlromt`komi Fdkfkimt`lr‐s
Fkovlot`ko. Fmrki`ol dmn dmn mo lotry `o tdl lvlot akr tdl imstllo ylmrs, mon dmn bllo m gunjl akr tdl pmst slvlo, but td`s ylmr
wms n`lrlot. ^dl `ltd moo`vlrsmry ka tdl lvlot dmn tmelo ko m
cufd n`lrlot tw`st. ^d`s ylmr lmfd fdkfkimt`lr wms tk lotlr tdl`r
prktàjà tk rlprlslot tdlc `o tdl fkcplt`t`ko.
\p uot`i m alw ckotds mjk, Fmrki`ol dmn bllo pilmsln akr
Dmrkin tk y tdl mj ko dlr bldmia but okw sdl wms o m qumonmry
ms tk wdmt tk nk. @t wmso‐t gust Dmrkin‐s fdmojl `o bldmv`kur wd`fd
fkoflroln dlr, but m prkbilc fikslr tk dkcl wms tdl nr`v`oj akrfl
bld`on tdl b`rtd ka tdl —E`oj ka mii Fdkfkimtls.‐
Fmrki`ol dmn bllo `o dlr lmriy twlot`ls wdlo sdl dmn
amiilo prljomot. Vdl‐n bllo vlry akrtuomtl `o slfur`oj dlr
mpprlot`flsd`p w`td tdl ckst amckus Vw`ss fdkfkimt`lr ka d`s
t`cl. Vdl‐n stun`ln mbrkmn mon rlturoln dkcl tr`ucpdmotiy tk
fkcclofl dlr kwo ol-fdkfkimtl-cme`oj bus`olss, Nlfmnlofl.
But m fdmofl lofkuotlr w`td m akrclr mcl dmn rlsuitln `o tdl b`rtd ka dlr sko, Nlrryo.
Nlrryo sulrln arkc fkostmotiy bl`oj `o tdl sdmnkw ka d`s
cktdlr‐s rlputmt`ko. ^dl aurtdlr Fmrki`ol‐s stmr dmn r`slo, tdl ckrl
w`tdnrmwo mon skf`miiy `skimtln Nlrryo dmn blfkcl. Fmrki`ol
wms fkoflroln dl wms s`oe`oj `otk m slvlrl clotmi `iiolss mon sdl
wms nlsplrmtl akr d`c tk sd`ol `o d`s kwo r`jdt. But tdl ckrl sdl
pusdln mon fmgkiln d`c `otk bl`oj m sufflss, tdl ckrl dl rls`stln,
ms tdkujd nltlrc`oln tk am`i tk sp`tl dlr.Vdl dmn `oakrcln Dmrkin ka tdl fkcplt`t`ko ckotds mjk mon
dl dmn lmjlriy wkreln ko d`s kwo fdkfkimtl frlmt`ko. Mt rst dl
bmbbiln fkostmotiy mbkut d`s —cmstlrp`lfl‐ but imtliy, dl olvlr
clot`koln `t, lvlo wdlo prkcptln. @a Fmrki`ol dmn bllo pmy`oj
mlot`ko, sdl wkuin‐vl rlmi`sln tdl fdmojl `o Dmrkin‐s bldmv`kur
fk`of`nln w`td d`s imfe ka lotdus`msc mbkut d`s fkovlot`ko lotry.
Fmrki`ol jimofln mt tdl fikfe5 `t wms mickst t`cl. Vdl tkke m
imst tmstl ka dlr prlf`kus c`xturl mon fkojrmtuimtln dlrslia ko dlr
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mfd`lvlclot. @t wms fiksl tk plralft`ko5 `t gust ollnln kol scmii,
ylt v`tmi, `ojrln`lot tk turo td`s fdkfkimtl arkc okb`i`ty tk rkymity.Vdl fmiiln kut tk Nlrryo. @a dlr pimo wms tk sufflln `t wkuin
wkre bllr a Nlrryo wms mftumiiy ovkivln. Ok moswlr. Arustrmtln
sdl n`miiln d`s ckb`il5 st`ii ok moswlr. Vdl n`no‐t dmvl t`cl tk duot
d`c nkwo… sdl dmn tk ilmvl `ccln`mtliy. @o nlsplrmt`ko sdl
succkoln Dmrkin. Vdl jmvl d`c nltm`iln `ostruft`kos mbkut tdl
fmrl ka tdl —E`oj ka mii Fdkfkimtls.‐ Vdl dmn tk bl fmrlaui tdkujd. Vdl
fkuino‐t ilt d`c eokw td`s rlf`pl wms splf`mi5 tdmt `t wms moytd`oj
kut ka tdl krn`omry. Ms sdl tkke dlr dkknln biul fkmt nkwo arkc
tdl dkke bld`on tdl nkkr, sdl rlc`onln d`c tdly wkuin ilmvl akr
tdl fkovlot`ko mt rst i`jdt.
Vdl nrkvl tdrkujd tdl o`jdt uot`i sdl mrr`vln mt tdl scmii tkwo
mt tdl akkt ka tdl ikoliy ckuotm`o. Vdl s`ppln ko fkll arkc dlr
mse ms sdl wm`tln akr tdl ckko tk rlmfd `ts auiilst. ^dl slfrlt
`ojrln`lot sdl ollnln akr dlr cmstlrp`lfl ollnln tk bl tkufdln
by tdl i`jdt ka tdl auii ckko tk mfd`lvl kpt`cmi mvkur montlxturl. Mt imst `t wms t`cl. Vdl fmrlauiiy cmnl dlr wmy tdrkujd
tdl brmfelo mon nlwy uonlrjrkwtd uot`i sdl rlmfdln tdl akkt ka
tdl cmjo`flot kme trll. ^dl ckkoi`jdt wms sikwiy frllp`oj `ts
wmy mikoj tdl jrkuon tkwmrn dlr trlmsurl.
Fmrki`ol mickst squlmiln w`td nli`jdt ms sdl smw dlr pr`zl
burst arkc tdl bmsl ka tdl j`mot kme7 bimfe truls. M nli`fmfy
mckojst akkn f`rfils mon tdl `ojrln`lot sdl dmn pimooln tk cmel
dlr rlf`pl lxflpt`komi. Vdl fmrlauiiy piufeln tdl prlf`kus auoj`arkc tdl trll uot`i sdl dmn iiln tdl pm`i sdl dmn brkujdt w`td dlr.
Ms sdl sliln dlrslia bmfe `otk tdl nr`vlr‐s slmt tk cmel tdl tr`p
dkcl, sdl sc`iln tk dlrslia. Lvlrytd`oj wms fkc`oj tkjltdlr. ^dl
rlf`pl sdl dmn plralftln `o dlr c`on kvlr cmoy ylmrs wms fiksl
tk aru`t`ko mon tdl pimo sdl dmn fkofkftln tk fdmojl dlr sko‐s i`al
wms slt `o ckt`ko.
Vdl mrr`vln bmfe mt tdl amftkry mon wms rli`lvln Dmrkin wms
okwdlrl tk bl sllo. @a sdl fkuin fklrfl Nlrryo `otk prlpmr`oj
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tdl truls mon pkur`oj tdl c`xturl `otk tdl ckuins, sdl dkpln
dl wkuin bl w`ii`oj tk fim`c tdl —E`oj ka mii Fdkfkimtls‐ms d`skwo wkre.
Lxf`tlniy sdl usdlrln Nlrryo `otk tdl e`tfdlo mon stlmn`ln
dlrslia tk prlslot dlr pimo tk d`c. Dl wms tk bl dlr prktàjà mt tdl
Fdkfkimt`lr‐s Fkovlot`ko. D`s lotry omcln —N`v`ol Nlfmnlofl‐
(Fmrki`ol‐s —E`oj ka mii fdkfkimtls‐) wkuin `olv`tmbiy frkwo d`c
ms tdl w`oolr ka tdl fkcplt`t`ko, mon dl wkuin blfkcl tdl tkmst
ka tdl fdkfkimtl wkrin. Mii tdl fui`omry lxplrts‐ mlot`ko wkuin
bl akfusln ko Nlrryo mon sdl wkuin w`ii`ojiy amnl `otk tdl
bmfejrkuon tk ilt d`c dmvl d`s turo `o tdl spkti`jdt.
Nlrryo lyln dlr nub`kusiy ms sdl wm`tln akr d`s rlspkosl tk
dlr pimo.
’Zdmt dmpplos wdlo tdly mse cl qulst`kos @ fmo‐t moswlr;–
’Pku‐ii bl ol nmri`oj5 @‐ii bl tdlrl mon @ fmo prlpmrl yku
blakrldmon.–
Dl sdrujjln d`s sdkuinlrs mon wmieln tkwmrn tdl c`x`oj bkwiFmrki`ol dmn dlr bmfe tk.
—Zl‐n bllr jlt tk wkre tdlo,‐ dl sm`n.
Fmrki`ol squlmiln mon wrmppln dlr mrcs mrkuon d`c i`el
m fd`in. Mt imst, tdly wlrl nk`oj skcltd`oj tkjltdlr mon skko `t
wkuin bl Nlrryo‐s t`cl tk sd`ol.
’Dlrl,– sdl sm`n ms sdl lcpt`ln tdl pm`i ka truls kotk tdl
blofd. ’Dlip cl prlpmrl tdlsl mon wl fmo jlt tdl ckuins pkurln
tko`jdt.–Zdlo tdl truls wlrl rlmny tk bl mnnln tk tdl c`x, ’Pku nk
tdl dkokurs, cy nmri`oj,– sm`n Fmrki`ol.
Nlrryo sfkkpln up tdl truls mon tdrlw tdlc `otk tdl
c`x`oj bkwi.
’Ke, rlmny tk mnn tdl fdkfkimtl,– dl sm`n.
^dl sc`il amnln arkc Fmrki`ol‐s amfl. ’Pku gust mnnln tdl
truls tk tdl fdkfkimtl c`x.–
Nlrryo pllrln otk tdl c`x`oj bkwi. ’^dmt wkuin bl m oljmt`vl.–
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Fmrki`ol rusdln kvlr tk tdl lcpty c`x`oj bkwi tk sll akr dlrslia
blakrl sdl armot`fmiiy slmrfdln tdl e`tfdlo `o vm`o akr dlr prlf`kusfdkfkimtl fkofkft`ko. —Zdlrl‐s Dmrkin;‐
’Dl il m wd`il mjk.–
Fmrki`ol alii mjm`ost tdl blofd mon put dlr amfl `o dlr dmons.
^dl p`oomfil ka dlr fdkfkimtl cme`oj fmrllr dmn n`smpplmrln mon
sk dmn dlr mpprlot`fl.
Fmrki`ol il akr tdl fkovlot`ko tdl olxt ckro`oj, cufd imtlr
tdmo sdl dmn mot`f`pmtln. Dmrkin dmno‐t mrr`vln mon sk sdl il
mikol. w`td ok prktàjà mon w`tdkut tdl —N`v`ol Nlfmnlofl.‐ Vdl
nrkvl w`td m dlmvy dlmrt. Dlr sko, Nlrryo, wkuin fkot`oul tk
rlslot dlr mon sdl dmn ok `nlm dkw tk rlsurrlft d`s i`al kr dlr kwo
mt td`s pk`ot. Dkwlvlr, sdl dmn cmnl m fkcc`tclot tk mlon
tdl fkovlot`ko ms m clcblr ka tdl gunj`oj pmoli mon w`td dlr
rlputmt`ko ko tdl i`ol, sdl akrfln dlrslia tk fkot`oul ko.
Dlr fkiilmjuls jrlltln dlr w`td tdl rlsplft sdl sk nlslrvln.
Vdl wms puzziln ms tk wdy ok kol mseln mbkut dlr c`ss`oj lotryms sdl dmn bllo prlpmrln tk lxpim`o `t mwmy ms mo uoakrtuomtl
mff`nlot w`td tdl c`xturl. Vdl fdlfeln `otk dlr dktli rkkc mon
prlpmrln dlrslia akr tdl mlrokko mdlmn. Vdl jlotiy w`pln mwmy
m tlmr wdlo sdl rlmn tdl mjlonm akr tdl nmy. ^dl prkjrmccl
prkuniy stmtln —N`v`ol Nlfmnlofl‐ ms tdl lotry arkc dlr stun`k.
@t wms mpprkx`cmtliy akur k‐fikfe mon sdl smt mt tdl gunjls
tmbil. Vdl nrmoe tlp`n tlm tk filmosl dlr pmill bltwllo tmst`ojs.
Vdl p`feln up m smcpil arkc tdl olxt uoomcln lotry mon tkkem o`bbil. @ccln`mtliy sdl wms swmcpln by tdl kvlrwdlic`oj
tmstl. Dlr lyls w`nloln mon swlpt tdl rkkc tk sll `a moykol wms
`otlrlstln `o dlr rlmft`ko tk td`s pmrt`fuimr fdkfkimtl. ^dl mvkur
wms sk amc`i`mr, sdl dmn tmstln `t koiy tdl o`jdt blakrl5 `t wms dlr
uoo`sdln cmstlrp`lfl, —N`v`ol Nlfmnlofl.‐
Vdl fmujdt s`jdt ka Dmrkin mt tdl bmfe ka tdl rkkc, try`oj tk
ikke ofkosp`fukus uonlr m rln bmslbmii fmp ms dl d`n bld`on ktdlr
koikkelrs. Z`tdkut dls`tmt`ko, Fmrki`ol imuofdln dlrslia tkwmrn
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d`c, w`tdkut moy rljmrn akr dlr smalty kr tdl splftmfil sdl frlmtln.
Dl arkzl wdlo dl smw dlr fiksl `o ko d`c but turoln mon sw`iy bkitln arkc tdl rkkc.
Fmrki`ol cmnl dlr wmy tdrkujd tdl tdrkoj ka fkovlot`ko
mlonlls, uomsdmclniy pusd`oj ms`nl tdksl wdk stkkn o dlr wmy,
`o dlr nlsplrmt`ko tk fmtfd up w`td Dmrkin. Vdl fmujdt m ji`cpsl
ka d`c ms dl pusdln kplo tdl dlmvy `onustr`mi nkkr mt tdl rlmr ka
tdl bu`in`oj, but ikst s`jdt ka d`c ms tdl nkkr mutkcmt`fmiiy fiksln
bld`on d`s rltrlmt`oj jurl.
Vdl burst kut kotk tdl strllt tdrkujd tdl smcl nkkr Dmrkin dmn
lx`tln. Vdl rmo tk tdl lon ka tdl imolwmy mon armot`fmiiy slmrfdln
up mon nkwo tdl strllt5 ikke`oj w`tdkut rlmiiy sll`oj. Vdl smw m
frkwn ko tdl kppks`tl s`nl ka tdl rkmn mon wms pks`t`vl sdl fkuin
sll m rln fmp bkbb`oj up mon nkwo tdrkujd tdl sdkpplrs. Fmrki`ol
tkrl mlr d`c mon mickst tr`ppln ms dlr dllis d`t tdl b`tuclo. Vdl
mvk`nln tdl frkwn by ruoo`oj up tdl rkmn, nknj`oj mon wlmv`oj
mrkuon fmrs. Vdl smw Dmrkin‐s si`c akrc n`smpplmr `otk tdl imrjlnlpmrtclot stkrl mt tdl tkp ka tdl r`sl.
Xmot`oj sdl rmo `otk tdl akylr ka tdl stkrl mon tr`ln tk jrmsp
dlr blmr`ojs. N`rlftiy `o arkot ka dlr wlrl lsfmimtkrs wd`fd tkke
fustkclrs tk sdkpp`oj nli`jdts mbkvl dlr dlmn mon blikw dlr allt.
^k dlr r`jdt wms m bmoe ka lilvmtkrs. Kol stkkn w`td `ts nkkr kplo
rlmny tk rlfl`vl pmtrkos. Moktdlr wms cme`oj `ts wmy nkwowmrns
wd`ist tdl fikslst wms rmp`niy cme`oj `ts wmy upwmrns. Fmrki`ol
se`nnln mfrkss tdl sd`oy, si`pplry kkr mon tdrlw dlrslia `otktdl lcpty lilvmtkr. Vdl pusdln tdl up buko slvlrmi t`cls mon
jrkmoln ms `t sikwiy sd`vlrln mon rmiln ms `t msflonln.
^d`oe, sdl tkin dlrslia, ^d`oe. Zdlrl wkuin dl bl dlmn`oj, dkw
wms dl pimoo`oj tk jlt kut ka dlrl; ^dl nkkr kploln mon, w`tdkut
td`oe`oj, sdl durtiln kut ka tdl i` tk tdl surpr`sl ka tdl sdkpplrs
wdk dmn fmiiln tdl i` tk tdmt kkr. Ms tdkujd sdl dmn m trmfelr
ko dlr mpprlot`fl, sdl cmnl dlr wmy tk tdl stm`rs mt tdl lon ka
tdl fd`inrlo‐s fiktd`oj nlpmrtclot. Vdl kploln tdl nkkr tk tdl
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Fmrki`ol mfflptln tdl fup mon tdl w`oolr‐s fdlqul w`td m wry
sc`il. Dlr rlputmt`ko w`td`o tdl fdkfkimtl wkrin wms `otmft mon,ms tdl pr`zl akr tdl w`oo`oj prktàjà wms m ylmr-ikoj st`ot w`td
m fdkfkimt`lr `o Vw`tzlrimon, Dmrkin wkuin skko bl skclkol
lisl‐s prkbilc. Bls`nls, sdl st`ii pksslssln tdl slfrlt `ojrln`lot
wd`fd wkuin turo td`s w`oo`oj fkofkft`ko `otk tdl —E`oj ka mii
Fdkfkimtls.‐
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Cktdlr Eokws Blst
Iku`sl Zmrnil
@nko‐t trust d`c!– yliiln Cktdlr.
Fkrm wmieln tkwmrns dlr cktdlr, ellp`oj tdl e`tfdlo tmbil
bltwllo tdlc. ’Zdy;– sdl mseln.
Cktdlr‐s lyls buroln w`td mojlr. ’Gust ikke mt d`s lyls! ^dly‐rl
jrly! Pku fmo‐t trust m plrsko w`td jrly lyls. ^dly‐rl fkin. I`el
stlli.– Vdl simccln bktd dmons nkwo ko tdl e`tfdlo tmbil cme`ojf`jmrll msd sp`ii arkc tdl kvlrauii msdtrmy.
’Zdmt nkls tdl fkikur ka m plrsko‐s lyls dmvl tk nk w`td
moytd`oj;– Fkrm mseln. Vdl wms ckt`koilss, stuooln by tdl sunnlo
t`rmnl. Fkrm ikkeln i`el m rmbb`t fmujdt `o tdl dlmni`jdts ka m fmr.
’Dl‐s kinlr tdmo yku! Zmy kinlr!– Cktdlr sdmels dlr dlmn.
’Zdmt‐ii yku nk wdlo dl‐s kin mon yku‐rl st`ii ykuoj;–
Fkrm akinln dlr mrcs mfrkss dlr fdlst mon mseln, ’Zdmt‐s mjl
jkt tk nk w`td ikvl;–’Vtkp mon td`oe, j`ri! Gust stkp mon td`oe!– Cktdlr‐s i`ps dmn
blfkcl dmrn, td`o i`ols.
’But wl‐rl `o ikvl mon ikvl fkoqulrs mii.– Fkrm sm`n, fkoausln
by dlr cktdlr‐s wkrns. Vdl sdkke dlr dlmn. ’@ gust nko‐t jlt yku.
Nko‐t yku wmot cl tk bl dmppy; Nko‐t yku wmot jrmone`ns;–
’Nk wdmtfdm wmot! Pku miwmys nk!– Cktdlr turoln mon stkrcln
kut ka tdl e`tfdlo. ’Cmre cy wkrns. Kol nmy yku‐ii rljrlt td`s!–
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***
Fkrm‐s b`j nmy mrr`vln. ^dl sey wms m br`ii`mot biul, tdl suo wmssd`o`oj mon tdl b`rns wlrl s`oj`oj. ^dl trlii`s mon mrfdwmy wlrl
stuoo`oj ‖ wd`tl mon imvlonlr rksls bikkcln tdrkujdkut `t.
Dmyno ikkeln `ccmfuimtl. Vk dmonskcl. Dl wm`tln uonlr tdl
mrfdwmy akr Fkrm‐s mrr`vmi. ^dl flilbrmot wms j`v`oj imst c`outl
`ostruft`kos tk Dmyno mon d`s jrkkcsclo. Mo lxf`tln but dusdln
buzz fkuin bl dlmrn fkc`oj arkc tdl jmrnlo wdlrl mii tdl julsts
mwm`tln dlr lotrmofl.
’Dlrl wl jk.– Amtdlr si`ppln d`s mrc `otk Fkrm‐s.
’@ fmo‐t nk td`s,– Fkrm wd`splrln tk d`c.
’Pls, yku fmo. Pku‐ii bl ol,– Dl sm`n ms dl pmln Fkrm‐s dmon.
Fkrm swmiikwln dmrn, jdt`oj bmfe tdl tlmrs tdmt tdrlmtloln tk
sp`ii nkwo dlr fdlles.
@ fmo‐t nk td`s. @‐c okt rlmny… @‐c okt surl `t‐s r`jdt… @‐c okt surl
`a dl‐s r`jdt… K, Jkn. @ fmo‐t ilt Cktdlr eokw… Kemy… @ fmo nk td`s.
Ikke`oj ol`tdlr il okr r`jdt, Fkrm akfusln ko tdl pmtd o arkotka dlr mon wmieln ko. Vdl pmusln mt tdl blj`oo`oj ka tdl trlii`s,
ms `ostruftln by tdl pdktkjrmpdlr mon wm tln akr tdl ful tk ckvl.
^dl v`nlk fmclrm wms rlfkrn`oj dlr lvlry ckvl mon tdl julsts
wlrl frmz`iy sompp`oj pdktkjrmpds.
’Vdl‐s jkrjlkus!–
’Blmut`aui!–
’Kd… C… Jll…–
’Vdl sfrubs up kemy, dly;–
Fkrm olrvkusiy tw`tfdln dlr bkuqult. @ fmo‐t nk td`s… Jlt
`t tkjltdlr, j`ri. Lvlrybkny‐s wmtfd`oj… Cktdlr‐s fry`oj… Nko‐t
lcbmrrmss ykurslia…
^dl nlln wms nkol. Vdl wms okw Crs Dmyno Dlii`lr.
***
Amtdlr strkeln Cktdlr‐s dlmn. ’Fdllr up, iuv. Fkrm‐s koiy o`olty
c`outls mwmy,– dl sm`n.Cktdlr smt mt tdl e`tfdlo tmbil, dlr dlmn bur`ln `o dlr mrcs.
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Bltwllo skbs sdl culrln, ’@t cmy ms wlii bl m c`ii`ko c`ils.–
Amtdlr put tdl elil ko mon slt mbkut cme`oj m fup ka tlm akrtdl bktd ka tdlc. Zdlo `t wms nkol, dl smt nkwo kppks`tl Cktdlr
mon i`t m f`jmrll. Bikw`oj kut sckel, dl sm`n, ’Pku eolw `t wms
jk`oj tk dmpplo kol nmy.–
’^dmt‐s lmsy akr yku tk smy!– spmt Cktdlr. ’Pku dmvlo‐t ikst m
nmujdtlr! Vdl eolw dkw @ i`eln td`ojs nkol! Vdl‐n olvlr dls`tmtl
tk nk gkbs akr cl! Vdl fmrln mbkut cl!–
’Vk; Pku td`oe @ nko‐t fmrl mbkut yku! Pku‐vl ikst m nmujdtlr!
Mt t`cls, yku fmo bl sufd mo uojrmtlaui mon mo `oslos`t`vl w`tfd!–
Amtdlr dmn pusdln bmfe d`s fdm`r mon wms stkcp`oj up mon nkwo
tdl ilojtd ka tdl e`tfdlo.
Cktdlr jrmbbln dlr dkt fup ka tlm mon uoj tdl fkotlots mt
Amtdlr. Vdl tducpln tdl fup bmfe ko tdl tmbil sk dmrn t brkel. Vdl
stmrln strm`jdt mt Amtdlr mon sm`n, ’Okw ikke wdmt yku‐vl nkol.–
Cktdlr turoln mon stmieln kut ka tdl rkkc. ^dl blnrkkc nkkr
simccln. Culn skbs akiikwln.***
’Ikke, iuv. Pku fmo‐t ellp nk`oj td`s,– Amtdlr sm`n tk tdl n`strmujdt
wkcmo. ’Pku olln tk jlt kut. Pku olln tk ckvl ko.–
’@t wkuino‐t bl sk bmn `a Fkrm dmn cmrr`ln skclkol lisl,–
Cktdlr sm`n.
’Pku eokw nmcoln wlii tdmt `t wkuino‐t dmvl cmlrln wdk
sdl cmrr`ln,– sm`n Amtdlr.
’Jlt kut! Jlt kut mon ilmvl cl mikol!– Cktdlr sfrlmcln.
’Akr Jkn‐s smel, wkcmo! Jlt k ykur amt, imzy mrsl,– yliiln
Amtdlr. ’Zdlo wms tdl imst t`cl yku dmn m sdkwlr; Pku st`oe!–
’Pku nko‐t uonlrstmon!– sfrllfdln Cktdlr.
’Bl nmcoln a @ nko‐t. Pku‐rl gust wmiikw`oj o slia-p`ty.– Amtdlr
wmieln tk tdl blnrkkc nkkr, stkppln mon sm`n, ’Fkrm‐s okt fkc`oj
dkcl. Vdl dms m dusbmon mon sdl‐s ikke`oj mlr d`c.– Dl kploln
tdl nkkr mon dlin ko tk `t. ’Pku fkuin tmel m ilma kut ka dlr bkke.–Amtdlr wmieln kut, fiks`oj tdl nkkr bld`on d`c.
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Brrr`oj, brrr`oj… Brrr`oj, brrr`oj… Brrr`oj, brrr`oj…Fkrm rmfln tk tdl moswlr tdl pdkol. ’Dliik.–
Amtdlr wms ko tdl ktdlr lon. ’Dly, swllt`l. @t‐s Nmn.–
’D`. Dkw‐s td`ojs;– mseln Fkrm fmut`kusiy. Amtdlr olvlr r`ojs,
`t‐s miwmys dlr… Zkonlr wdmt‐s wrkoj w`td Cktdlr;
’\c… @t‐s ym cuc… Vdl‐s rlmiiy nkwo… Vdl c`ssls yku,–
sm`n Amtdlr.
’Mon;– `oqu`rln Fkrm.
’Fmo yku fkcl dkcl;– Amtdlr mseln. ’Xilmsl;–
’Zl fmo‐t rlmiiy mkrn `t. Dmyno st`ii dmso‐t akuon wkre,– Fkrm
lxpim`oln mon tdlo mnnln, ’@ sdkuin‐vl trmosalrrln, okt qu`t.–
’Kemy, swlltdlmrt. @ uonlrstmon.– Amtdlr wlot qu`lt tdlo
qu`feiy mnnln, ’Ikvl yku,– mon prkcptiy duoj up.
Fkrm wd`splrln, ’Ikvl yku, tkk,– nkwo m s`ilot i`ol.
***
Cktdlr ikkeln up ms tdl blnrkkc nkkr kploln. Lxplft`oj tk sll
Amtdlr, sdl wms tmelo mbmfe tk sll Fkrm armcln by tdl nkkrwmy.
’Dly,– sm`n Fkrm.
Cktdlr sc`iln sdllp`sdiy. ’Dly, ykurslia.–
’Nk ym wmot m fuppm;– Fkrm mseln.
’Pls, pilmsl. ^dmt wkuin bl ikvliy,– sm`n Cktdlr ms sdl rlmfdln
akr dlr nrlss`oj jkwo.
’Ke`ls. @‐ii put tdl elil ko.– M sc`iln frlpt kvlr Fkrm‐s amfl mssdl turoln mon dlmnln bmfe tk tdl e`tfdlo.
Cktdlr gk`oln Fkrm mt tdl e`tfdlo tmbil mon tkke m s`p ka dkt tlm.
’^k wdmt nk @ kwl td`s v`s`t arkc yku;–
’Xilmsl nko‐t stmrt,– Fkrm mseln.
Mo mwewmrn s`ilofl akiikwln, brkelo by Fkrm. ’@‐vl jkt m pmrt
t`cl gkb.–
’Jkkn, sm`n Cktdlr. ’Zdmt nkls Dmyno td`oe mbkut tdmt;–
’Dl‐s pilmsln,– moswlrln Fkrm.’Ducpd! Vt`ii nklso‐t lxpim`o wdy ym dlrl.– Cktdlr stmtln.
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Fkrm wms mstkuonln. ’Jkkn jr`la!–
Zdy nk @ bktdlr;’Kemy. @ fmo‐t on m gkb wdlrl wl i`vl, sk @ fkotmftln cy kin
wkre pimfl mon tdly‐ii tmel cl bmfe pmrt t`cl. A`vl dkur sd`s,
akur nmys m wlle.–
Cktdlr rm`sln mo lylbrkw. ’Mon;–
’Kd, Cktdlr. Pku fmo bl sk arustrmt`oj!– sm`n Fkrm. ’@‐ii splii `t
kut akr ym. @ dmvl akur nmys‐ wkre m wlle. Dlrl. Mon @ wko‐t bl mbil
tk trmvli arkc dkcl tk wkre mon bmfe mjm`o lmfd sd`.–
Mjm`o Cktdlr mseln, ’Mon;–
’Jrrrr!– Fkrm tkke m nllp brlmtd mon mseln, ’Fmo @ pilmsl stmy
dlrl wd`il @‐c wkre`oj; Pku eokw. Nr`vl up, stmy akur nmys —o‐
tdrll o`jdts, mon jk dkcl t`ii @ dmvl tk wkre mjm`o.–
’Ka fkursl ym fmo. ^dmt wkuin bl ikvliy.– Cktdlr p`feln up m
f`jmrll mon i`t `t, try`oj tk fkoflmi m scuj sc`il.
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\.O.F.I.L
Fmtdy Aimomjmo-Furtm`o
Xlrslpdkol blmut`aui omëvl fd`in
Pku dmvl bllo mbnuftln arkc tdl dkusl,
Vl`zln by tdl nmre kol fmiiln \OFIL
\o`vlrsmi Oljmt`vl Fyblr Imon ka Lcpt`olss
^dl c`on, tdl skui, tdl w`ii fkcpliiln.
Pku dmvl bllo tmelo mon fkrruptln^dl lot`rl wkrin fmo sll ykur spmfl
Mii dms bllo rlvlmiln ko tdl sfrllo.
]ullo Nlcltlr fmo okt smvl yku
Arkc tdl fiutfdls ka lilftrknl somels
^dly wrmp mrkuon mon nrmj yku `o
Pku mrl fmiiln mon slmtln tk kbly.
@cmjl ka slia tmels prlflnlofl@t `s akrlvlr fkin `o ykur brm`o,
Mckoj tdl fd`ps ka fyblr spmfl
Zkriniy eokwilnjl mt ykur ojlr t`ps.
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Okw yku dmvl tmstln ka tdl aru`t
Fi`fe, fi`fe ykur ojlr, nmojlr `s jrlmt.
Pku tdl ckusl i`el m fkrolrln rmt
Fmookt lsfmpl, yku mrl trmppln.
Cktdlr lmrtd cust puii kut tdl piuj
^dlo sdl fmo br`oj yku dkcl mjm`o.Akr m t`cl, krnlr fmo bl `o pimfl
^dl slmskos w`ii fkotrki td`s spmfl.
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Cr Xrlw`tt‐s Amii
Iku`sl Zmrnil
Xmrnko; Pku‐vl krjmo`sln wdmt; Akr wdlo;– Fdikl stmrln `o
n`sbli`la mt Nkc`o`f.
’Zdmt‐s tdl prkbilc;– Nkc`o`f eo`ln d`s lylbrkws.
’Zdmt‐s tdl prkbilc; Zdmt‐s tdl prkbilc! Pku clmo tk tlii
cl tdmt yku fmo‐t sll tdl prkbilc; Pku‐rl sufd m nucb-mrsl! Pku
olvlr sll moytd`oj blykon ykur kwo slisd i`il wkrin!–’Zdmt tdl dlii; Zdlrl‐s td`s fkc`oj arkc; Mii @ n`n wms
mjrll tk cy bkss‐ sujjlst`ko akr d`s pktlot`mi bus`olss pmrtolr
tk stmy w`td us akr tdl wllelon. @ clmo wl‐vl jkt tdl rkkc, tdl
dkusl‐s bllo rlokvmtln, wl‐vl mii tdl ckn fkos, mon yku‐rl m
jrlmt i`il dkstlss.–
’Mon yku nko‐t sll tdl prkbilc;– Fdikl nrkppln dlr dlmn tk
d`nl tdl tlmrs. ’Pku gust nko‐t jlt `t nk yku; Pku gust nko‐t jlt `t.–
***
C`stlr Nkc`o`f Xrlw`. @ccmfuimtl `o d`s jrly su`t, wd`tl sd`rt,
w`nl sd`oy cmuvl t`l mon pk`oty bimfe sdkls. Dl fmrr`ls m bimfe
ilmtdlr br`lafmsl `o d`s il dmon mon m slt ka elys `o d`s r`jdt.
Dl jimofls bmfe mt d`s twk-stkrly, akur-blnrkkc, akur-bmtdrkkc
cmos`ko w`td mo `onkkr sw`cc`oj pkki, blakrl prlss`oj tdl
uoikfe buko akr d`s fmr. @t‐s tdl imtlst cknli Imcbkrjd`o` dms
tk klr7 m si`fe mon s`ivlr Jmiimrnk. Dl fmtfdls s`jdt ka d`s dm`r `otdl Jmiimrnk‐s t`otln w`onkw mon sc`ils mt d`s rllft`ko. ^dl olw
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nyl gkb ikkes jrlmt5 si`jdtiy nmrelr tdmo d`s omturmi fkikur but `t
surl nkls fkvlr tdmt jrly. ^dl tkp `s olmtiy tr`ccln mon tdl bmfeikkes mwlskcl w`td tdl olwiy mfqu`rln plrc. ^`it`oj d`s dlmn
tk tdl r`jdt sk tdmt dl fmo sll d`s il lmr ikbl, dl prkfim`cs tk
d`cslia, ’@ rlfeko m n`mckon stun wkuin ikke rlmiiy fkki…– Dl
wrlofdls kplo tdl nkkr, tdrkws d`s br`lafmsl kotk tdl pmsslojlr
slmt mon si`nls d`s buc bld`on tdl wdlli. Jimof`oj mt d`cslia `o
tdl rlmr v`s`ko c`rrkr, dl fmo‐t rls`st mnc`r`oj d`cslia mon d`s
mfd`lvlclots.
’Zdk wkuin‐vl tdkujdt `t pkss`bil;– dl mses, jr`oo`oj
smrnko`fmiiy ms dl simcs tdl nkkr sdut mon fi`fes d`s slmt blit
`otk pimfl. Z`td m turo ka tdl ely, tdl Imcbkrjd`o` rkmrs `otk
i`al, fkovly`oj C`stlr Nkc`o`f Xrlw` tk tdl E`oj‐s Im`r7 E`oj‐s
Vkwmrl Fkcpmoy.
***
Fdikl brlmtdls m s`jd ka rli`la ms sdl dlmrs tdl Imcbkrjd`o` ilmvl.
@t wms blfkc`oj dmrnlr mon dmrnlr tk ellp `t mii tkjltdlr. Vdljmzls mrkuon tdl olwiy rlokvmtln e`tfdlo. ^dl wkre blofdls
jilmc. ^dl ckro`oj suoi`jdt ji`ots k tdl —yku blmut‐ ar`njl/
arllzlr p`jlko-pm`r fkcbk. ^dl kvlo mon c`frkwmvl mrl slt usd
w`td tdl fupbkmrns mon mt gust tdl r`jdt dl`jdt akr dlr5 jkol wlrl
tdl nmys ka dmv`oj tk blon kvlr tk rlmfd tdl kvlo mon i` kut dkt
akkn. Mo lolrjy lf`lot n`sdwmsdlr wms `ostmiiln blikw tdl s`oe.
^dl s`oe, nrm`o`oj bkmrn mon fkuotlr-fuc-stkrmjl uo`t cmel up
tdl `simon bmr tdmt slpmrmtls tdl e`tfdlo arkc tdl n`o`oj rkkc.
Lvlrywdlrl sdl ikkes s fr`sp mon olw. Vk plralft. Fdikl s`jds mjm`o
ms sdl jimofls mt tdl fikfe. ’Vd`t! Zl‐rl jkoom bl imtl! Mjm`o!–
Fdikl ikkes up mt tdl fl`i`oj ms `a sdl fmo sll tdl e`ns. ’F‐cko
juys! Jlm ckvl ko!–
^ducp, tducp, tducp.
’Gui`mom! Vtkp nrmjj`o‐ ym bmj!–
^ducp, tducp, tducp.’Akr Jkn‐s smel, Gui`mom! Lvlry. V`ojil. Jknmcoln. Ckro`oj!–
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^ducp, tducp… tdun.
’Dly! Zmtfd `t!– spmt Gui`mom.@smmf rusdls nkwo tdl stm`rs mon o pmss`oj, pusdls Gui`mom otk
tdl wmii.
’Arlme`o‐ Lck!– sdkuts @smmf.
’Zdmt n`n yku gust fmii cl;–
’@ fmiiln yku m arlme`o‐ imrn mrsl Lck.–
’Cuc! @smmf‐s bl`oj m n`fe!–
’Akr Fdr`st‐s smel! Nkls lvlry bikkny sfdkki ckro`oj dmvl
tk bl i`el td`s;– Fdikl jrmbs dlr fmr elys, pdkol mon dmonbmj
mon dlmns akr tdl arkot nkkr. ’Jlt ykur jknnmcoln mrsls `o tdmt
bikkny fmr! Okw!–
***
Blo jimofls up ms tdl i` nkkrs kploln. ’Ckro`o‐.–
’Pk, Blo! Dkw‐s `t dmoj`o‐;– Nkc`o`f struts kut ka tdl i` mon
pmst Blo‐s nlse w`tdkut bktdlr`oj tk wm`t akr m rlpiy.
Blo sdmels d`s dlmn. Dm… Dm… Dm… Bikkny ckrko! Pku‐rldlmn`o‐ akr m amii, nunl… Mon @ dkpl @‐c tdlrl wdlo `t dmpplos. Blo
jimofls mrkuon tdl rkkc blakrl jk`oj bmfe tk Amflbkke tk cmel m
stmtus upnmtl7 ICAMK… Ducpty Nucpty dms lotlrln tdl bu`in`oj…
Zmnnil, Zmnnil, Zmnnil…
***
@o kol u`n ckt`ko, Nkc`o`f fiksls tdl jimss nkkr ka d`s kfl mon
nrkps d`s br`lafmsl kotk tdl slmt ka kol ka tdl twk kromtliy-fmrvlnfdm`rs. Dl stkps tk rlckvl d`s su`t gmfelt, pimfls `t ko m wkknlo
fkmt dmojlr mon dmojs `t ko d`s `otr`fmtliy-fmrvln fkmt stmon. Dl
br`ly jmzls mrkuon d`s kfl. @t alit jkkn tk bl surrkuonln by
rlc`onlrs ka gust dkw jrlmt d`s i`al wms.
’Zdk wkuin‐vl tdkujdt `t pkss`bil;– dl cmrvlis tk d`cslia ms
dl s`ts nkwo `o m nlse fdm`r tdmt cmtfdln tdl kfl fdm`rs mon
turos ko tdl imtlst CmfBkke Xrk tk fdlfe d`s lcm`is.
X`oj! Mo `otrmolt clck arkc d`s bkss msdls kotk d`s sfrllo.
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Nkc, fkuin yku pkp kvlr;
Dl r`sls, strm`jdtlos d`s t`l, brusdls `cmj`omry u mon nustk d`s trkuslrs, mon mnc`rls d`s rllft`ko `o tdl jimss nkkr ka
d`s trkpdy fmb`olt. J`v`oj d`cslia m imst c`outl sc`il, dl dlmns
ko kvlr tk tdl bkss‐ kfl. Xmss`oj by tdl bkss‐ slfrltmry‐s nlse,
dl okns mon w`oes mt tdl slfrltmry. Vdl sc`ils bmfe. Dl fkcls
tk m stkp `o arkot ka tdl bkss‐ fduoey nkkr mon j`vls `t m sdkrt,
sdmrp rmp.
M nllp culn vk`fl rlspkons arkc w`td`o. ’Plp.–
Dl kplos tdl nkkr, lotlrs, mon fiksls tdl nkkr bld`on d`c. Dl
spkrts m fkonlot sc`il ms dl lxtlons d`s r`jdt dmon tk sdmel d`s
bkss‐ dmon.
D`s bkss mfflpts tdl lxtlonln dmon, tdlo usdlrs Nkc`o`f tk
m fdm`r.
’Dkw‐rl tdl rlokvmt`kos fkc`oj mikoj;– ^dl bkss plrfdls d`s
buc ko tdl lnjl ka d`s nlse mon akins d`s mrcs `o arkot ka d`c.
’^dly‐rl o`sdln okw. Pku wkuino‐t eokw `t wms tdl smcl gk`ot. A`rst-rmtl. Plmd… Jkkn…– Nkc`o`f tr`ls okt tk arkwo.
’Rlmny tk lotlrtm`o;–
’Lrr… Pls, s`r.–
’Jkkn! Jkkn tk dlmr! E`oj Fk. mrl ikke`oj tk clrjl mon @ wmot
yku tk ikke mlr kur pktlot`mi pmrtolr.–
’Iki… Pku dmn cl jk`oj tdlrl. @ wms wkonlr`oj wdmt yku
wlrl jkoom sujjlst.– Nkc`o`f w`pls tdl prltlon swlmt arkc d`s
brkw. ’Dlii, ylmd! ^dmt‐ii bl ok prkbs. Zdlo‐s dl fkc`o‐;–’Amo-bikkny-tmst`f! Gust wdmt @ wmotln tk dlmr!– D`s bkss stmons
up mon cmels akr tdl —bus`olss‐ s`nl ka d`s nlse. ’^kckrrkw
lvlo`oj. Pku fmo p`fe d`c up, r`jdt;–
Nkc`o`f wmies fmiciy kut ka tdl bkss‐ kfl mon fiksls tdl nkkr.
Dl mjm`o mfeokwilnjls tdl slfrltmry w`td m qu`fe okn mon m w`oe.
Ellp `t tkjltdlr bky. Gust m b`t ikojlr. Dl ellps rlplmt`oj td`s kvlr
mon kvlr mjm`o uot`i dl ons d`cslia o tdl qu`lt ka tdl fkpy rkkc.
Dl fiksls tdmt nkkr tkk. Xuofd`oj tdl m`r dl ckutds, ’Dlii ylmd!–
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mon nkls m i`il nmofl me`o tk Jmojomc Vtyil. ’^d`ojs gust sllc
tk bl jl`oj bllr mon bllr. Pls! Pku i`il blmuty!–***
’Dly, dkoly; @‐c dkcl!– Nkc`o`f fkuino‐t wm`t tk tlii Fdikl tdl
jkkn olws. ’Vwllt`l; N`cpils; Fkcl kut, fkcl kut, wdlrl lvlr
yku mrl.– Dl dlmrs m nkkr simc mon skcl jkn-mwaui cus`f bl`oj
turoln up. Clotmiiy dl mfeokwilnjls Gui`mom‐s prlslofl mon tdlo
`ccln`mtliy n`sc`ssls `t.
Fdikl fkcls kut ka tdl imuonry, mickst ruoo`oj otk d`c. ’Kd…Pku‐rl dkcl.–
’Pku skuon n`smppk`otln;–
’Jksd, ok… @t‐s gust tdmt yku‐rl lmri`lr tdmo usumi. @ n`no‐t dlmr
yku puii up.– @o pmss`oj, sdl j`vls d`c m qu`fe plfe ko tdl fdlle
mon dlmns tk tdl e`tfdlo tk prlpmrl m fup ka fkll akr d`c.
Nkc`o`f s`ts ko m stkki mt tdl `simon bmr mon wmtfdls dlr jk
tdrkujd tdl ckt`kos ka prlpmr`oj d`c m brlw. ^dl wmy sdl ckvls.
^dl wmy sdl pkuts. Vdllr pkltry `o ckt`ko… Jkn, @‐c sk iufey... Mblmut`aui w`al wdk fmrls akr cl... M jkrjlkus fmr. M eokfe-kut dkusl `o
m jrlmt ikfmt`ko. Mo mwlskcl gkb. M bkss wdk trusts cl… Zdmt ckrl
fkuin @ mse akr;
***
Fdikl brlmes Nkc`o`f‐s rlvlr`l by pimf`oj m cuj `o arkot ka d`c.
Zdy tdl dlii nkls dl nk tdmt; @ w`sd dl‐n stkp wmtfd`oj cl. Dl cmels cl
alli i`el @‐c ko tdl clou.Dl arkwos. ’Zdy `ostmot;–
’^lfdo`fmiiy, `t‐s okt; @t‐s m smfdlt.–
Dl jokrln dlr fkcclot. ’Julss wdmt tdl bkss mseln cl tk nk
akr d`c;–
’@‐c okt surl `a @ wmot tk eokw…–
’Zdmt;– D`s arkwo `s qu`feiy rlpimfln by m sc`il. ’Kd, nmri.
Pku‐rl m auooy kol. ’Moydlw... E`oj‐s Fk. `s ikke`oj mt clrj`oj
w`td mo `otlrstmtl fkcpmoy.–
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’Kemy… @‐c jk`oj okw.– Dl wm`ts mt tdl akkt ka tdl stm`rs akr
d`s —jkknbyl‐ e`ss, but `t olvlr fmcl. Dl sdrujs `t k. Vdl cust blbusy jl`oj lvlrytd`oj plralft. Dl s`jds. @‐c sk iufey.
’@‐ii bl dkcl —rkuon tdrll sk @ fmo swmp fmrs,– dl fmiis ms dl
sduts tdl arkot nkkr.
***
Fdikl brlmtdls m s`jd ka rli`la ms sdl dlmrs tdl Imcbkrjd`o` ilmvl.
Vdl jimofls mt tdl blnrkkc fikfe, ’F‐cko juys! Jlt m ckvl ko!–
^ducp, tducp, tducp.Fdikl‐s fmsl `s dlmvy.
^ducp, tducp, tducp.
Gui`mom spkrts m sc`il.
^ducp, tducp, tdun.
@smmf dms tdrkwo d`s bmj kvlr tdl bmoo`stlr.
Fdikl jrmbs dlr fmr elys, pdkol mon dmonbmj arkc tdl dmii
stmon. Ms sdl kplos tdl arkot nkkr ka dlr pr`sko, sdl sdkuts tk tdl
\o`vlrsl, ’^d`s `s kol scmii stlp akr wkcmo, kol j`mot ilmp akrwkcmoe`on!–
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V`ilot V`rlos
^ru V. Nkwi`oj
V`rlos s`t
st`ii
ko tdl sdkrli`ol
tk wmtfd tdl suoslt
c`cl tdl`r s`ilofl.
^dl t`nl fmvls `o,
bliikw`oj,
sw`ris rkuon tdl`r tkls,
iuiis mon puiis
tk tlcpt tdlc bmfe tk nllplr
nli`jdts.
But s`rlos mrl oktfkoflroln w`td clo td`s dkur
(tdmt sd`p dms sm`iln)
okr w`td tdl pimfls wdlrl r`s blj`o ‖
`o r`ppils ,
uonlrfurrlots,
kr tdl blii`ls ka frlmturls
ko tdl kflmo kkr.
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V`rlos ikuojl
`o rkfe pkkisdkin`oj c`rrkrs `o tdl sdmiikws,
fmptur`oj
i`jdt, slm-sprmy kr m sdlrcmo,
spliibkuon by nuse.
V`rlos
pksl ms rkfes, dunni`oj
lcbryko`f ,
sk ms ckiiusfs `os`nl
tdl`r sdliis
wd`il tdl slm blmts
tdl`r sdkuinlrs smt`o.
V`ilot s`rlos
cmre dkr`zkos`o `oe mon kfdrl,
ilmro pmt`lofl
tdrkujd cln`tmt`kos ‖
tdl tmotr`f nrlmcs
tdmt clmsurl rdytdcs
ka w`on mon t`cl mon t`nl,
swlii`oj
ms tdly sikwiys`oe `otk skoj.
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^dl B`rns ka Rd`mooko
@mo @rv`ol
@
Pkur j`s7 skojs tdmt olvlr rlmiiy lotlrtm`oln,
By tdrll bimfe b`rns ko tdl imcp-pkst s`oj`oj
Frlmturls fursln ms cufd ms fdmrcln - st`ii
^dl nlmi wms slmiln w`td ikoj`oj
Mon lvlrykol ckvln ko - yku aln tdl dkrsls
Mon @ aln tdl b`rns (tdl B`rns ka Rd`mooko)
^drll seyimres (tk bl lxmft) ko tdl imcp-pkst
V`oj`oj - s`oj`oj sufd smn, swllt skojs.
^drll b`rns (mon m pdktkjrmpd), oktd`oj ckrl
@o tdl w`tfd dkurs arllz`oj - sdrkunln frlmturls -Vt`ii, @ aln tdksl b`rns (tdksl B`rns ka Rd`mooko)
Mon tdly rlwmrnln cl w`td uslilss skoj.
Kol nmy m nlmn cmo smt up, jrkjj`iy. Dl fkfeln
M rklo lmr mon stmrln mt tdksl b`rns - `o
^dl w`tfd dkurs arllz`oj (sdrkunln frlmturls)
Jmspln mon, w`tdkut m tdmoeyku, dl ckvln ko
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Imtlr wl clt m ilplr, dlr se`o uolmrtdiy wd`tl,
Amfl bru`sln, lyls bikknsdkt mon pilmn`oj w`td^dksl B`rns (tdksl B`rns ka Rd`mooko) - tdl`r skoj
Vurl lokujd, wms dlmi`oj, mon sk sdl tkk ckvln ko
Z`tdkut m tdmoeyku - akr gky akrjlts rlwmrn
Lvlo tk tdl wkrtdy. Mon bls`nls, tdl b`rns
Zlrl okt ylt nkol7 akr m blrslrelr fdmrjln us
Bikkn rmjl bk`i`oj, mxl dlmn sw`oj`oj,
Nlmtd mpprkmfd`oj - @ wms ii-prlpmrln tk jdt -
^dmoeauiiy tdl b`rns n`smrcln tdl Q`e`oj, tdkujd
@ nk okt eokw dkw - akr tdly‐n fdmrcln cl `otk
Villp - tdl nllplst sillp (tdksl B`rns ka Rd`mooko).
@@
@ dmvl eokwo ok flilbr`ty kr prm`sl - mlr mii
Pkur j`s7 skojs tdmt olvlr rlmiiy lotlrtm`oln -
Vt`ii, @ dmvl w`tolssln c`rmfils, wkonlrs ka skoj,
By tdrll bimfe b`rns (seyimres tk bl lxmft) ko
M imcp-pkst s`oj`oj (tdrll B`rns ka Rd`mooko).
Fkpyr`jdt, @mo @rv`ol (Dkbsko), 28=>, mii r`jdts rlslrvln.
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^dl Z`tfd Jknnlss ka Vokwnko`m
@mo @rv`ol
Ko tdl wmy nkwo„
tdrkb ka `ogurln eoll„
@ rlst mbkvl tdl imel,
tdl nlskimtl imel, `ts
simtl rubbil bmoes (sokw-wkro),
`ts sdllr, nmre lsfmrpclots, tdl rlcm`os ka m stkol dkusl
gucbil-tucbiln okw tk m stmre r`njl
ka biul mon gmjjln rkfes.
@nlmi mbknl akr m w`tfd jknnlss
Dlr fkuotry„@ nk okt nkubt `t„
lsplf`miiy `o w`otlr mt tdrll tdkusmon allt.
Flrr`nwlo7
qullo ka bmrns, fmuinrkos
mon ckuotm`o sfrll!
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Mon wdmt wms `t sdl il dlrl
(mt tdl Xmot`oj Fi`)„m wkia kr mo lmjil;
@ nko‐t rlclcblr
@‐c swlmt`oj, mon oktd`oj purl
tk nr`oe.
@ fdlfe cy wmtfd, okt`fl
fikuns td`felo mbkut tdl fi`-tkp
mon tdl suo `s wlmelr -
tdl slosmt`ko ka fkinolss
ms
m sk wd`tl c`st
w`on-st`rrln
sprlmns sikwiy mfrkss tdl imel -
tdl `cprlss`ko ka m fmuinrko
bubbi`oj, brlw`oj, arktd`oj.
@t‐s jl`oj imtl
@ pmfe up cy lp`pdmoy
mon trunjl nkwowmrns, kol stlp mt m t`cl,
(tw`ojy eoll)
`o tdl n`rlft`ko ka Ckom
@sil ka nru`ns mon jdtlr-glts,
bur`mi ckuons mon dli`fkptlrs.
Ms m w`tfd-jknnlss,
ka fkursl, sdl‐n y tk Ckom
Vdl st`ii dmn w`ojs
mt tdl fiksl ka tdl Brkozl Mjl.
Fkpyr`jdt, @mo @rv`ol (Dkbsko), 28=>, mii r`jdts rlslrvln.
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Dlo‐s O`jdt
Gmc`l CfNkujmii
^dlrl fkcls m t`cl `o m cmo‐s i`al wdlo dl eokws `t‐s `o d`s blst
`otlrlsts tk j`vl up d`s gkfes mon bl nkol w`td `t.
Gksd eolw d`s t`cl dmn fkcl mt tdl dlo‐s pmrty.
Dl smt ko d`s bmr stkki mon wmtfdln tdl imst ka tdl p`oe-fimn
wkclo wmie kut ka tdl pub. ^drkujd tdl arkot w`onkw, dl fkuin
sll tdl br`nl-tk-bl puii`oj d`s rln gkfes k dlr cmss ka bikonlfuris.
Dl jr`ooln.
^dl bmrcmo put tdl imst ka tdl n`rty sdkt jimssls `otk tdl
n`sdwmsdlr. Dl stmrtln tdl cmfd`ol mon, w`td m s`jd ka rli`la,
ilmoln bmfe mjm`ost tdl s`oe.
’I`el m bikkny fyfikol,– kol ka tdl ikfmis sm`n.
’Pku jkt tdmt r`jdt.– ^dl bmrcmo sc`reln mon ikkeln mt Gksd. ’@
sll yku ikst ykur gkfes.– Gksd sdrujjln, d`s jr`o w`nlo`oj. ’@ fkuino‐t smy ok.–
’Zdmt nlalofl dms m cmo mjm`ost m wkcmo‐s arlozy;– ^dl
fdufeils mon fkovlrsmt`ko arkc tdl dmia-nkzlo clo s``oj mt tdl
bmr `ccln`mtliy n`ln. ^dl strmojl qulst`ko arkc tdl kin cmo mt
tdl lon ka tdl rkkc duoj o tdl m`r mikoj w`td tdl sclii ka v`oljmr
fr`sps mon bllr.
^drkujd tdl fdmks ka tdl dlos‐ sdkts mon j`jjiln fkovlrsmt`kos,
tdl kin cmo dmn smt o s`ilofl w`td d`s eokln dmons furiln mrkuon
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d`s pkt. D`s w`nl-br`ccln dmt d`n d`s amfl ms dl stmrln nkwo.
Gksd ikkeln mrkuon mt mii tdl nkwoturoln amfls mon sdrujjln tk. ’@ wkonlr wdlrl tdly‐ii jk mlr td`s,– dl sm`n. Dl ikkeln bmfe
kut tdl w`onkw, tdkujd tdl wkclo wlrl ikoj jkol. ’@ wkonlr
wdmt dmpplos wdlo tdly‐rl nkol w`td tdl pub frmwi.–
M alw ka tdl juys jimofln mt tdl kin cmo. Dl omiiy ikkeln up,
rlvlmi`oj pmil lyls mon m td`o-i`ppln arkwo. ’^dl lon ka m dlo‐s
pmrty `s m pimfl akr ok cmo.–
’@‐n i`stlo tk d`c,– tdl bmrcmo sm`n qu`ltiy.
’Kemy,– Gksd sm`n. ’@‐c dkkeln. Zdmt‐s sk bmn mbkut tdl lon ka
m dlo‐s o`jdt;–
^dl kin cmo o`sdln d`s pkt w`td kol swmiikw. ^dl bmrcmo
dmn m arlsd kol akr d`c w`td`o ckclots. Dl tkke m nr`oe arkc tdmt
kol, tkk, blakrl filmr`oj d`s tdrkmt.
’Olmriy td`rty ylmrs mjk,– dl sm`n. ’Cy blst cmtl, Xmui, wms
jl`oj cmrr`ln tk d`s j`ri, Mojlim. Vdl dmn tk dmvl m dlo‐s o`jdt.
Lvlrytd`oj wms ol uot`i tdl dlos jkt rlstilss mon swkkpln nkwoarkc tdl`r ckuotm`o…–
***
Xmui nrkppln nkwo ko tdl stkki olxt tk d`s blst cmtl, Nmv`n,
mon krnlrln moktdlr pkt. Dl‐n il d`s mofàl, Mojlim, tk m nmy ka
pmcplr`oj w`td dlr alcmil ar`lons olmriy tlo dkurs blakrl.
M nmy tk d`cslia gust blakrl tdl wlnn`oj; Jkkn t`cls.
Dl‐n bllo surl tdmt d`s auturl cktdlr-`o-imw‐s cmos`ko mt tdl
tkp ka tdl d`ii wkuin bl tdl plralft pimfl tk fkotm`o Mojlim mondlr w`in ar`lons. Lvlo bllr, dlr trkubil-cme`oj cktdlr, N`mom,
wkuino‐t bl tdlrl blfmusl sdl dmn tk wkre. ^d`ojs wlrl omiiy
jk`oj d`s wmy
Dl mon Nmv`n dmn sliln `o akr m alw lvlo`oj bllrs mt tdl`r
ikfmi. M akkty tlmc dmn fkcl `o tk flilbrmtl tdl`r imtlst w`o, mon
lvlrykol sllcln tk bl `o jkkn sp`r`ts.
’^wk nmys, cmtl. ^wk nmys.–
Nmv`n, wdk wms misk tdl blst cmo, olvlr ilt m fdmofl jk by tk
r`b Xmui mbkut tdl wlnn`oj.
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’^k Xmui.– Nmv`n dlin up d`s jimss. ’Zl‐ii olvlr akrjlt tdl cmo
dl wms blakrl Moj`l put d`s eomfelrs `o m‖–^dly dlmrn tdl wdkkps mon dkiilrs koiy ckclots blakrl tdl
pub nkkrs simccln kplo.
Ckrl tdmo m nkzlo wkclo wmieln `otk tdl pub, mii imujd`oj
mon tmie`oj ms tdly n`n. ^dly frkwnln `o, lmfd try`oj tk on m
pimfl mt tdl bmr mon jlt tdl mlot`ko ka tdl bmrcmo mt tdl smcl
t`cl. Lvlrykol tdlrl stkppln mon stmrln mt tdl strmojl v`s`ko.
^dly wkrl frlmc-fkikurln tkjm tkps kvlr tdl`r glmos mon se`rts.
Vkcl wkrl p`oe smsdls wrmppln mrkuon tdl`r tkrsks, prkuniy
bkmst`oj —Cm`n ka Dkokur‐, —Br`nlscm`n‐ mon tdl i`el. Lvlry
wkcmo wkrl m frkwo ka `vy ilmvls ko dlr dlmn.
Kol wkcmo‐s frkwo ka `vy dmn rksls wkvlo `o mckojst tdl
ilmvls. Xrkbmbiy N`mom‐s `nlm ‖ gust i`el tdl jmrnlo wlnn`oj
dmn bllo.
’Moj`l;– Xmui mseln qu`ltiy.
Nmv`n ikwlrln d`s nr`oe mon stmrln kplo-ckutdln mt tdlwkclo. ^dl guelbkx bimrln `otk i`al. Lvlry wkcmo w`linln mo
kvlrs`zln v`brmtkr i`el m wmon, d``oj tdl bmr w`td tdlc mon
nlcmon`oj nr`oes.
Arkc sp`r`ts c`xln w`td c`ie tk tdl swlltlst dkoly bkurbko,
tdl`r krnlrs eolw ok bkuonmr`ls ‖ kr pr`fl i`c`t. ^wk ckrl bmr
stm gucpln `o tk dlip tdl rst, lvlry d`t ka m v`brmtkr ko tdl bmr
nlcmon`oj m n`lrlot fkofkft`ko.
^dl wkclo tkrl tdrkujd tdl`r nr`oes ms `a tdly wkuin olvlrjlt dmojkvlrs. ^dly tkke ktdlr pr`zls ms wlii. Vkcl stmsdln mwmy
fkmstlrs mon tdl i`el, frkss`oj k td`ojs ko tdl fmrns dmoj`oj
mrkuon tdl`r olfes. Ktdlrs `jokrln tdl b`zmrrl sfmvlojlr duot
fkcpiltliy. ^dly imujdln mon squlmiln ms tdly nmrln tdl ykuoj
clo ka tdl akkty tlmc tk p`fe sdkts kut arkc bltwllo tdl wkclo‐s
brlmsts ‖ w`tdkut tdl usl ka tdl`r dmons.
’Moj`l;– Xmui mseln mjm`o.
Mojlim ikkeln up, fmtfd`oj d`s stmrl. Vdl sc`iln mon wmvln ms
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tdkujd sdl n`no‐t rlfkjo`sl d`c.
’@ tdkujdt tdly wlrl jk`oj tk dmvl m qu`lt kol mt Moj`l‐s cuc‐spimfl,– Nmv`n sm`n.
’^dly wlrl,– Xmui culrln.
^dlo sdl wmieln `o.
N`mom stkkn `o tdl kplo nkkrwmy, prkuniy wlmr`oj dlr —Cktdlr
ka tdl Br`nl‐ smsd mon dlr kwo frkwo ka `vy. Zlmv`oj tdrkujd tdl
wkclo, sdl cmnl `t tk tdl bmr mon krnlrln m jimss ka rln w`ol.
^dlo sdl wmieln kvlr tk Xmui mon Nmv`n.
’Amofy cllt`oj yku dlrl,– sdl sm`n mon tkke m s`p ka dlr w`ol.
’@ tdkujdt yku dmn tk wkre;– Xmui sm`n.
’Mon c`ss td`s;– Vdl sc`iln tlonlriy mt tdl jrkup blakrl
ikke`oj bmfe mt tdlc. ’@ puiiln m alw str`ojs mt wkre. Jkt cy —Jlt
Kut ka Gm`i Arll‐ fmrn. Ok wkre tknmy ‖ koiy pilmsurl.–
Nmv`n ikkeln ikoj`ojiy mt mo mcpil-fdlstln br`nlscm`n wdk
fmrr`ln okt kol but twk sdkts bltwllo dlr brlmsts.
Xmui libkwln d`c. ’Zdmt dmpploln tk m qu`lt nmy mt tdlcmos`ko;–
’Nko‐t bl mojry,– sdl sm`n, dlr ckfe swlltolss td`fe i`el dkoly.
’Zdmt‐s m dlo‐s pmrty w`tdkut m pub frmwi mon m i`il fdmks;– Mt
d`s s`ilofl, sdl fkot`ouln. ’^d`s s tdl imst stkp. @ swlmr. Bmfe tk cy
dkusl mlr td`s.–
’R`jdt,– Xmui sm`n mon nrmoe tdl rlst ka d`s bllr.
’@ clmo `t,– sdl sm`n, pkut`oj. Vdl qu`feiy o`sdln dlr w`ol
mon tdlo wd`stiln. ^dl p`lrf`oj oktl brkujdt mii mft`v`ty `o tdlpub tk m dmit. ’Imst nr`oes, imn`ls! Bmfe tk tdl dkusl.–
^dl wkclo dmrniy c`ssln m blmt. Cmoy st`ii nmofln tk tdl
cus`f ka tdl guelbkx ms tdly il. N`mom pm`n k tdl tmb mon wmvln
tk Xmui mon Nmv`n blakrl wmie`oj kut.
’Moj`l prkc`sln…– Xmui s`jdln mon sdkke d`s dlmn. ’@ blt
tdly jk tk moktdlr pub.–
Nmv`n sw`riln tdl imst ka d`s bllr mrkuon tdl bkkc ka d`s pkt.
’Pku fkuin on kut.–
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’Zdmt;–
’Akiikw tdlc.– Dl jimofln kut tdl w`onkw. ’@t‐s nmre. ^dly‐rlnruoe. Okbkny w`ii eokw.–
’Ok,– Xmui sm`n. ’^d`s wdkil td`oj dms cy juts jk`oj.–
’@ eokw m sdkrtfut tdmt w`ii jlt us tdlrl rst.–
Xmui stun`ln d`s ar`lon‐s amfl. ’Kemy.–
***
^wloty c`outls imtlr, tdly dunniln bld`on tdl dlnjls surrkuon`oj
N`mom‐s dkusl. ^dl wkclo nmofln tdl`r wmy `o, imujd`oj monsdkut`oj. Xmui mon Nmv`n wmtfdln akr m wd`il blakrl frllp`oj
mikoj tdl dlnjl tk tdl bmfe ka tdl dkusl.
^dl bmfe ymrn dmn bllo nlfkrmtln o jkin mon jrllo Fdr`stcms
i`jdts. M nkzlo bmcbkk tkrfdls i`t wdmt tdl i`jdts fkuino‐t. ^wk
tmbils dmn bllo slt up akr tdl pmrty. Vcmii smonw`fdls, fmels mon
mii cmoolr ka mifkdki dmn bllo sprlmn kut ko kol tmbil. Ko m
slfkon tmbil, prlslots ka mii sdmpls mon s`zls wm`tln tk bl kploln.
Xmui‐s juts fduroln mon jurjiln. Nmv`n ikkeln mt d`c, mon dlsdrujjln.
^dly dlmrn tdl wkclo blakrl tdly smw tdlc. ^dl`r sdr`les
mon dkiilrs wlrl lokujd tk wmel tdl nlmn. But lvlo tdmt n`no‐t
fkcpmrl tk tdl nli`jdtln squlmis tdly ikksln wdlo tdly wmieln
kut tdl bmfe nkkrs mon `otk tdl`r pr`vmtl pmrmn`sl.
Xmui stmrln mt Mojlim ms sdl sdkvln tdrll fmels otk dlr ckutd.
Vdl tdlo ckvln kvlr tk tdl mifkdki mon jrmbbln m bkil ka w`ol,
bmrliy dmv`oj tdl pmt`lofl tk puii tdl fkre kut ka tdl bkil blakrl
nmof`oj mwmy.
MF/NF bljmo tk bimrl arkc `os`nl tdl dkusl blakrl N`mom
wmieln kut. Vdl wms mii sc`ils w`td dlr jimss ka rln `o dlr dmon.
Xmui fkuin koiy sdmel d`s dlmn ms dl pllrln kvlr tdl dlnjl.
Z`td dlr ikoj, fdlstout dm`r y`oj `o mii n`rlft`kos, Mojlim iln m
cmo`f nmofl mrkuon tdl sw`cc`oj pkki. Dmia tdl j`ris akiikwln,
tdrkw`oj tdl`r dmons up `o tdl m`r. ^dly nmofln `o wmys tdmt dmnckrl tk nk w`td ckvlclot mon ilss tk nk w`td tdl cus`f pimy`oj.
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^dl ktdlr dmia ka tdl pmrty tkrl tdrkujd tdl tmbils i`el oktd`oj
Xmui kr Nmv`n dmn lvlr sllo. Mc`nst tdl imujdtlr mon d`jd-p`tfdlnfkovlrsmt`kos, tdl dlos nlstrkyln tdl nli`fmtl ojlr smonw`fdls
mon t`oy fmels. ^dl nr`oes wlot ms lms`iy ‖ mon ms qu`feiy ‖ ms
tdl akkn. ^dl twk dmivls frmsdln tkjltdlr i`el kflmo wmvls, mii
fkojrljmt`oj mrkuon tdl prlslots.
Xmui‐s juts jurjiln mjm`o, td`s t`cl ikun lokujd tk nrmw m alw
jimofls.
’Zl olln tk jk,– Nmv`n sm`n. ’Pkur juts mrl jk`oj tk jlt us
fmujdt.–
’Ok,– Xmui sm`n. ’J`vl `t m c`outl.–
’Dmvlo‐t yku sllo lokujd;–
Xmui n`no‐t moswlr, mon Nmv`n sdkke d`s dlmn. Xmui fkuin jlt
fmujdt by tdl dkrnl a dl wmotln tk. Ellp`oj ikw tk tdl jrkuon, dl
frlpt mwmy tk tdl olmrlst trll mon d`n bld`on ts truoe. Lvlrytd`oj
`o d`s jut tkin d`c tk ilmvl tdl skrry bmstmrn, but m blst cmo wms
m blst cmo.^dl nlf`s`ko cmnl, dl turoln tk rltr`lvl d`s cmtl.
^dmt‐s wdlo Xmui ilt kol r`p.
Lvlrykol sllcln tk arllzl `o tdmt ckclot. Nmv`n. Xmui. ^dl
wkclo. MF/NF st`ii bimstln arkc `os`nl.
But tdmt rlvlmi`oj brllzl wms mii `t tkke.
^dl wkclo wlrl ko Xmui `o m msd, puii`oj d`c kut arkc
bld`on tdl dlnjl. ^dly akrfln d`c tk eolli mon nmofln mrkuon
d`c. Nmv`n frlpt akrwmrn tk wdlrl tdly dmn bllo spy`oj blakrlmon wkonlrln dkw dl fkuin pkss`biy jlt Xmui kut ka td`s kol.
’Omujdty, omujdty,– N`mom sm`n ms sdl wmieln kvlr tk d`c.
’Imn`ls, wdmt sdkuin wl nk tk d`c;–
^dl wkclo imujdln mon fimppln. Xmui tr`ln tk imujd, tkk.
’@ td`oe wl sdkuin ilt tdl br`nl nlf`nl,– N`mom sm`n. ’Mojlim;–
Mojlim nmofln akrwmrn, jr`oo`oj. Vdl stmrln nkwo mt dlr
jrkkc-tk-bl. Vkcltd`oj mbkut tdl wmy sdl ikkeln mt d`c cmnl
Nmv`n wkonlr `a sdl lvlo rlfkjo`sln Xmui.
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’@ dmvl mo `nlm,– sdl sm`n qu`ltiy. ^kk qu`ltiy tk clmo
moytd`oj jkkn. Vdl stkkn strm`jdt mon rm`sln dlr st `o tdl m`r.’Dlmt up tdl wmx!–
Nmv`n ikkeln mwmy. D`s imst v`s`ko ka d`s ar`lon wms tdmt ka
Xmui bl`oj puiiln `otk N`mom‐s dkusl wd`il tdl wkclo puiiln
k d`s fiktdls.
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^dl pub rlcm`oln st`ii mon qu`lt.
Gksd swmiikwln dmrn mon wd`splrln, ’N`n tdly…;–Nmv`n oknnln. ’@ frmwiln up tk tdl w`onkws, td`oe`oj cmybl
@ fkuin smvl d`c. Nk skcltd`oj. But @…–
’^dlrl wms oktd`oj yku fkuin nk,– tdl bmrcmo sm`n.
’^dly buzz fut d`s dm`r rst. ^dlo d`s lylbrkws. Zl bktd dkpln
tdly‐n stkp tdlrl. But tdlo N`mom brkujdt kut tdl dkt wmx.–
Lvlry cmo `o tdl pub sdunnlrln.
’D`s sfrlmcs…– Nmv`n sm`n. ’@ st`ii dlmr tdlc o cy o`jdtcmrls.
^dly wmxln lvlrytd`oj. D`s mrcp`ts, d`s fdlst, d`s bmfe…–’Lvlrytd`oj;– Gksd mseln.
Lvlrykol ikkeln mt Nmv`n.
’Lvlrytd`oj,– Nmv`n sm`n.
Moktdlr fkiilft`vl sdunnlr r`ppiln tdrkujd tdl jrkup.
’Moj`l mpkikj`sln tdl olxt nmy. Vdl rlmiiy wms skrry.– Nmv`n
sdkke d`s dlmn. ’But Xmui wms olvlr tdl smcl mlr tdmt. Dl
fkuino‐t lvlo wlmr bkxlrs ko d`s wlnn`oj nmy.–
Curcurln fkovlrsmt`kos sikwiy tkke kvlr tdl subnuln s`iloflka tdl pub. Vkcl klrln tdl`r fkonkilofls tk Nmv`n. Cmoy ktdlrs
stmrln nkwo mt tdl`r nr`oes, tme`oj m ckclot ka s`ilofl akr tdl
Xmui ikst ko tdmt o`jdt.
^dl arkot nkkr burst kplo, jrmbb`oj tdl`r mlot`ko. ^dl cktdlr
ka tdl br`nl arkc tdl dlo‐s pmrty wmieln o. Vdl sc`iln mt lvlrykol,
but lvlo dlr dmpp`olss wmvlrln mt tdl dkrr`ln stmrls.
Vdl wmieln up tk tdl bmr. ’Kol ka cy dlos il dlr pursl dlrl.
I`il bimfe td`oj w`td m s`ivlr fdm`o. @ nko‐t suppksl moykol akuon `t.–
^dl bmrcmo oknnln mon dmonln `t tk dlr w`tdkut m wkrn.
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Vdl jmvl d`c m w`oe blakrl ikke`oj kvlr mt Gksd. ’Pku‐rl tdl
kol wdk ikst d`s gkfes. ^dmoes akr tdmt.–Dl rubbln tdl bmfe ka d`s olfe. ’Ok prkbilc.–
’@ nko‐t suppksl yku‐n i`el tk gk`o us,– sdl sm`n. ’@t fkuin bl m
ikt ka auo.–
D`s lyls w`nloln. ’Nlo`tliy okt.–
’Pkur ikss,– sdl sm`n blakrl sdl wmieln kut tdl nkkr. ’Moytd`oj
fmo dmpplo ko m dlo‐s o`jdt!–
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^dl Bimfe Nkkr
Gmo Bmyi`ss
Ok! Fkrr`ol w`iiln dlrslia tk stkp, but sdl fkot`ouln nkwo
tdl fkrr`nkr tkwmrns tdl nkkr, r`s`oj pmo`f fiutfd`oj mt dlr
tdrkmt, scktdlr`oj rlmsko. Vdl wms vmjuliy mwmrl ka pmss`oj ktdlr
nkkrs ko l`tdlr s`nl ka dlr. ^dly tkk wlrl fiksln. ^dl fkrr`nkr wms
n`c, i`t w`td dmoj`oj, mrt-nlfk-styil imcps. ^dly sdkol w`td m
jmr`sd i`jdt tdmt, llr`iy, n`n okt rlmfd tdl kkr‐s lnjl kr `iiuc`omtltdl wmiis. Lvlrytd`oj wms m jrly-jrllo ‖ lxflpt tdl nkkr.
@t wms bimfe.
M sdmnkw surrkuonln `t, i`el m vk`n mrkuon m fkiimpsln
suplrokvm, m bimfe dkil wdlrl i`jdt wms nrmwo `otk m cmlistrkc
ka cmilvkilofl mon tdlo lxt`oju`sdln. ^dl ikojlr Fkrr`ol jmzln,
tdl ckrl tdl bimfeolss sllpln `otk dlr, furi`oj tdrkujd dlr c`on,
alln`oj dlr almr.
Vdl stkkn blakrl t. Fkin nrlmn wmsdln kvlr dlr ms sdl wmtfdlndlr dmon strltfd kut mon jrmsp tdl bmlrln brmss eokb.
Nko‐t kplo! Xilmsl, nko‐t kplo!
^dl fmtfd so`ppln bmfe mon tdl nkkr swuoj s`ilotiy `owmrns.
Vdl fmujdt m ji`cpsl ka wkro stkol stlps blakrl sdl alit dlrslia
amii`oj...
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Fkrr`ol stkkn `o tdl qulul ka tdl t`oy f`ty fmaà mon ruccmjlntdrkujd dlr bmj tk on dlr pdkol. Dlr dlmrt smoe wdlo sdl
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rlmn tdl frypt`f clssmjl arkc dlr bkss Gloo`alr7 p`f up p`lfls arkc
stmoakrns mon tmel tk cusluc. d lxplfts u MVMX.—Jrlmt!‐ sdl cucbiln ms sdl lnjln dlr wmy kut tk tdl strllt.
Vdl dkpln tdl mppil bur`ln `o tdl nlptds ka dlr bmj mon tdl
bkil ka wmtlr wkuin bl lokujd tk sustm`o dlr. Vdl pmusln akr
m ckclot, logky`oj tdl wmrctd ka tdl mutuco suo ko dlr amfl
mon tdlo ikkeln mt dlr sd`oy bimfe, pmtlot ilmtdlr sdkls. ^d`s‐ii bl
`otlrlst`oj, sdl tdkujdt, mon dlmnln nkwo tdl strllt tkwmrns tdl
stmt`ko ms amst ms dlr st`ilks mon t`jdt plof`i se`rt wkuin miikw.
^wlivl c`outls imtlr sdl jmzln fr`t`fmiiy mt dlr rllft`ko `o
tdl c`rrkr ka tdl wkclo‐s rlstrkkc. Vdl puiiln tdl brusd arkc
dlr bmj mon rmeln `t tdrkujd dlr nmre dm`r, rlty`oj tdl pkoytm`i
mon bimfe vlivlt r`bbko. Fkrr`ol tdkujdt `t mnnln m tkufd ka
skpd`st`fmt`ko, nrmw`oj mlot`ko tk dlr si`c olfe mon dlmrt-
sdmpln amfl. Vdl sckktdln dlr se`rt mon rlmfdln akr tdl i`pst`fe
tdmt cmtfdln tdl rln pkpp`ls ko dlr Fmvmii` s`ie bikusl. Bktd wlrl
olw, bkujdt tdl prlv`kus wlle akr tdl gkb sdl‐n imonln mt Dynrm2==, Gloo`alr V`ofim`r‐s lxfius`vl ol mrt mon mot`qu`t`ls jmiilry.
Mlr rlmppiy`oj tdl i`pst`fe, sdl jmvl dlr oksl mon fdllebkols
m strmtlj`f pmt w`td c`olrmi pkwnlr mon brusdln dlr ar`ojl mwmy
arkc dlr imrjl, nmre lyls. A`omiiy, m rub ko dlr wr`sts w`td m i`jdt,
krmi plraucl (m arll smcpil `o m d`jd-lon amsd`ko cmjmz`ol),
mon sdl wms rlmny tk amfl tdl trm`o gkuroly tk tdl lxfius`vl kutlr
suburb mon tdl Vtmoakrn lstmtl.
Vdl clt Rkb`o Vtmoakrn‐s plrskomi mss`stmot, Crs Dmrr`s wdk bustiln dlr `otk tdl dkusl tk fdlfe tdl jurls mon tdl Blmzily
mrfd`vl oucblrs. Vdl wmtfdln Fkrr`ol s`jo tdl pmplrwkre, mon
ikfeln tdl fmsl blakrl sdl lsfkrtln Fkrr`ol mon tdl fmsl tk tdl
wm`t`oj i`ckus`ol.
@t wms imtl mlrokko wdlo sdl mrr`vln mt tdl cusluc. Vtmon`oj
by tdl i`s `o tdl akylr, Fkrr`ol fdlwln ko m ojlr om`i ms sdl
wm`tln akr tdl slfur`ty lsfkrt. Fkrr`ol dmn nlsflonln `otk tdl
bkwlis ka tdl cusluc tw`fl mirlmny, mss`st`oj Gloo`alr mon Nr
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Dlory w`td tdl mpprkmfd`oj lxd`b`t`ko mon smil ka m slilft`ko ka
mot`qu`t`ls arkc tdl Vtmoakrn fkiilft`ko. dl i` nkkrs kploln mon^rmfy, dlr usumi lsfkrt, mpplmrln w`td m trkiily. Vdl stlppln `otk
tdl i` mon dmonln tdl fmsl tk ^rmfy wdk strmppln `t tk tdl trkiily
mon d`t tdl i` buko. Fkrr`ol‐s stkcmfd turoln kvlr ms sdl alit
tdl i` nrkp, p`fe`oj up splln uot`i `t sikwln mjm`o mon fmcl tk
m jlotil stkp. ^dl nkkrs si`n kplo, mon sdl amfln tdl skurfl ka dlr
o`jdtcmrls.
^dl fkrr`nkr wms tdl smcl ms tdl fkrr`nkr `o dlr nrlmcs, ikoj,
fimustrkpdkb`f but w`td kol lxflpt`ko7 tdlrl wms ok bimfe nkkr,
koiy mrrkws pm`otln ko tdl wmii w`td tdl s`jos Ikmn`oj Bmy, mon
Mtckspdlrl Fkotrki Rkkcs =->. M jrllo lx`t i`jdt `on`fmtln tdl
lclrjlofy lsfmpl rkutl.
Vdl i`stloln tk dlr st`ilks rmpp`oj ikuniy ko tdl pki`sdln kkr,
alli`oj bktd rli`lvln mon akki`sd. Bls`nl dlr tdl trkiily rmiln. Ms
dlr olrvls lmsln, sdl okt`fln tdl i`jdt n`n rlmfd tdl wmiis mon tdmt
tdl nkkrs ko lmfd s`nl wlrl okt ski`n but ln w`td jimss. Vdlfkuin sll plkpil wkre`oj qu`ltiy `o tdl rkkcs ms sdl pmssln.
M nkkr kploln mon Jlkrjl wms tdlrl. Jlkrjl cmnl dlr se`o
frmwi mon dl dmn mo uoolrv`oj dmb`t ka sunnloiy mpplmr`oj. @t
wms dmrn tk p`fe d`s mjl arkc tdl ikoj jr`zziln dm`r mon smjj`oj
gkwis. Mlr ylmrs ka wkre`oj ms m cm`otlomofl lilftr`f`mo, dl
eolw tdl cusluc `os`nl kut. M wkre mff`nlot dmn il d`c uombil
tk fkot`oul `o d`s trmnl. Okw dl n`n knn gkbs. Vdl susplftln tdmt
Jlkrjl dmn bllo wmtfd`oj tdlc ko tdl FF^Q cko`tkr.—Dliik Fkrr`ol,‐ dl sm`n, stmr`oj mt dlr w`td d`s pmil, prktrun`oj
lyls. —Nr Dlory `s lxplft`oj yku.‐ D`s tw`stln sc`il rlvlmiln ikoj,
yliikw tlltd. Dl ilt tdl nkkr si`nl sdut bld`on d`c mon s`niln `o
fiksl tk dlr.
—@ fmo tmel Fkrr`ol arkc dlrl,‐ dl sm`n, d`s lyls xln ko dlr. Vdl
wms rli`lvln wdlo ^rmfy sdkke dlr dlmn.
—@ dmvl tk mffkcpmoy Fkrr`ol tk Nr Dlory, Jlkrjl. @t‐s
prkflnurl.‐
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Jlkrjl sdkt ^rmfy m fkin ikke, d`s td`o i`ps omrrkw`oj. Dl
rlcm`oln s`ilot mon ckt`koln tdlc akrwmrn w`td m si`jdt okn kad`s dlmn. Zdlo dl kploln tdl nkkr akr dlr, Fkrr`ol s`niln tdrkujd,
nltlrc`oln okt tk tkufd d`c.
Nr Dlory‐s rkkcs mngk`oln tdl imbkrmtkry mon rlstkrmt`ko rkkcs.
^dly wlrl lxpmos`vl mon frkwnln w`td blofdls, bkkesdlivls,
fupbkmrns mon jimss fmsls. Lvlry suramfl wms stmfeln d`jd w`td
bkkes, gkuromis, mon akinlrs buij`oj w`td oktls. Mrtlamfts, jlou`ol
mon rlprknuft`kos, imy sfmlrln mckojst `t mii. Ikfeln `o m jimss-
arkotln bkkefmsl bld`on Nr Dlory‐s nlse wlrl tdl ktdlr Vtmoakrn
mot`qu`t`ls. Nr Dlory mpplmrln arkc kol ka tdl mngk`o`oj imbs
mon wmieln sw`iy kvlr tk sdmel Fkrr`ol‐s dmon. Jlkrjl wmtfdln
tdlc fiksliy arkc uonlr dlmvy, jrly`oj brkws.
—^dmoe yku, Jlkrjl,‐ sm`n Nr Dlory, ikke`oj pk`otlniy mt d`c.
—^dmoes ^rmfy, @‐ii tmel `t arkc dlrl.‐
^rmfy oknnln ms sdl pimfln tdl fmsl ko tdl nlse, sc`iln br`ly
mt Fkrr`ol mon akiikwln Jlkrjl kut ka tdl rkkc, tme`oj tdl lcptytrkiily w`td dlr.
—^dl imst ka tdl Vtmoakrn p`lfls;‐ dl mseln.
—Pls!‐
—Zlii, ilt‐s dmvl m ikke mt tdlc!‐ dl sm`n, uoikfe`oj tdl fmsl mon
i``oj tdl fkotlots nliy kut kotk m tmbil olmr d`s nlse. Fkrr`ol
wmtfdln ms dl blot kvlr tdl jur`ols, `osplft`oj tdlc fmrlauiiy.
—@ i`el tdl Nlcltlr,‐ dl sm`n omiiy, ikke`oj up. —Ka fkursl tdl
@s`s `s prkbmbiy wkrtd ckrl, but @‐c m b`t ka m Nlcltlr amo, `ofmsl yku dmno‐t okt`fln.‐ Dl sc`iln mon pk`otln tk m pkstlr ka tdl
fkikssmi stmtul ka Nlcltlr tdmt furrlotiy stkkn ko n`spimy `o tdl
A`tzw`ii`mc cusluc `o Fmcbr`njl. Fkrr`ol sc`iln bmfe.
***
@t wms tdl rst t`cl sdl dmn sllo d`c sc`il. Vdl tdkujdt `t su`tln
d`c, skloln d`s almturls. Fkrr`ol wmso‐t surl dkw tk tmel Nr
Dlory. Vdl wms surpr`sln wdlo tdly rst clt, akr dl‐n mpplmrlnkut ka pimfl `o tdl cusluc bmslclot. ^mii mon brkmn sdkuinlrln,
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Ms w`td tdl Lij`o Cmrbils, tdlrl‐s m fmcpm`jo tk dmvl tdl stmtul
rlturoln.‐Fkrr`ol ckvln akrwmrn tk fikslr `osplft tdl pkstlr.
—Nk yku td`oe t w`ii bl rlturoln;‐ sdl mseln, —tdl stmtul @ clmo;‐
—@ nkubt `t,‐ dl rlpi`ln.
M rln-jurln mcpdkrm fmujdt dlr mlot`ko. ^dl sflol arkc
^dl Rmpl ka Xlrslpdkol nlp`ftln Dmnls dkin`oj m sflptrl mon
fkroufkp`m ms dl pursuln Xlrslpdkol. Fkrr`ol ckvln sikwiy ko,
dlr lyls mi`jdt`oj ko m blmut`aui M`f plr`kn utln, s`ivlr bkwi
mon bld`on `t mo lxqu`s`tl Mtdlo`mo bimfe-jurln eyi`x nlfkrmtln
w`td sflols ka omeln ykutds.
^dl cus`fmi r`ojtkol ka dlr pdkol skuonln. Vtmrtiln, sdl puiiln
`t arkc dlr bmj.
—Fkrr`ol;‐ Gloo`alr‐s vk`fl skuonln rusdln. —^lii ^dlk ‖ Nr
Dlory ‖ @‐c ruoo`oj m i`il imtl. Bl m nmri`oj mon dlip us kut w`td
tdl fmtmikjul tko`jdt;‐
—Vurl, Gloo`alr...‐—Jrlmt. Vll yku sdkrtiy.‐
—^dmt wms Gloo`alr,‐ sdl sm`n mpkikjlt`fmiiy, jimof`oj mt Nr Dlory
wdk wms ilmo`oj mjm`ost tdl arkot ka d`s nlse wmtfd`oj dlr. —Vdl‐s
ruoo`oj imtl, sdl wmots cl tk stmy mon dlip.‐
—Lxfliilot,‐ dl sm`n stmon`oj up. —^`cl akr m brlme! Zkuin yku
i`el skcl tlm;‐
—Kd! Ok tdmoes, okt akr cl.‐
—Bllr dmvl skcltd`oj okw. Zl wko‐t bl stkpp`oj kofl Gloo`alrjlts dlrl. Olvlr eokwo m plrsko tk rusd mrkuon sk cufd mon jlt
sk i`il nkol!‐ Dl qu`zzln dlr w`td d`s lyls mon sdl imujdln.
—KE tdlo,‐ sdl sm`n, rlimx`oj.
—Jlkrjl, cmel us tlm.‐
—R`jdt mwmy, Nr Dlory,‐ sm`n Jlkrjl arkc bld`on dlr. Fkrr`ol
alit dlr stkcmfd iurfd mon turoln tk sll d`c stmon`oj mt tdl nkkr
tk kol ka tdl imbs.
Nr Dlory nrmjjln akrwmrn m fdm`r akr dlr, mon sdl smt nkwo.
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—Vkcltd`oj tk lmt;‐ mseln Nr Dlory mon, okt wm`t`oj akr dlr
tk moswlr, fmiiln kvlr d`s sdkuinlr, —Vmonw`fdls mon tdl fmel `atdlrl‐s moy il, Jlkrjl.‐
—Pls, Nr Dlory.‐
—Kol ka cy mss`stmots dmn m b`rtdnmy, sk wl dmn m i`il flilbrmt`ko
akr dlr,‐ dl lxpim`oln, sc`i`oj mt dlr. —Okt str`ftiy plrc`ln, but
wl‐rl prly rlimxln nkwo dlrl.‐
Vdl wmtfdln d`c p`fe up tdl jur`ols mon ikfe tdlc `o tdl
fmb`olt bld`on d`s nlse.
Jlkrjl wdlliln `o m trkiily w`td fups, pimtls, m wd`tl fd`om
tlmpkt mon mo mrrmy ka smonw`fdls koiy m i`il skjjy arkc
splon`oj mii nmy `o tdl rlar`jlrmtkr. ^dlrl wms misk fmel, m ikvliy
imylrln mm`r tkppln w`td strmwblrr`ls. Nr. Dlory dmn pkurln tlm
mon wms dmon`oj Fkrr`ol m fup wdlo Gloo`alr mpplmrln, wmie`oj
sw`iy, ckb`il pdkol `o kol dmon mon nls`jolr bmj mon fkmt
sw`oj`oj mwewmrniy kvlr dlr ktdlr mrc.
—Kkd tlm! Ikvliy! Gust tdl td`oj! Vkrry ^dlk ‖ jkt fmujdt up,‐sdl sm`n brlmtdilssiy mon nrkppln nkwo o m fdm`r bls`nl Fkrr`ol.
Gloo`alr nucpln tdl bmj mon fkmt ko tdl kkr mon rlmfdln akr m
smonw`fd.
—Jkn! Zdmt m nmy! ^dmoe dlmvlo `t‐s tdl wllelon.‐ Fmtfd`oj
d`s qulst`ko`oj ikke, Gloo`alr jr`ooln. —Dlilo‐s ikke`oj mlr tdl
jmiilry td`s wllelon, mon @‐c tme`oj m wlii-lmroln brlme mt tdl
blmfd dkusl.‐
—O`fl akr skcl,‐ dl rlcmreln nr`iy.—Zlii yku fmo gk`o cl `a yku wmot ^dlk,‐ sdl sm`n tlms`ojiy. —@‐c
dmv`oj m pmrty tkckrrkw o`jdt mon yku‐rl wlifkcl tk fkcl. Pku
eokw yku‐rl miwmys wlifkcl. Dl olvlr fkcls tk cy pmrt`ls,‐ sdl
fkcpim`oln, ilmo`oj tkwmrns Fkrr`ol.
Fkrr`ol sc`iln pki`tliy mon s`ppln dlr tlm, sd``oj
uofkcakrtmbiy `o dlr fdm`r, mfutliy mwmrl tdmt Jlkrjl wms
stmon`oj tk kol s`nl wmtfd`oj dlr. Nr Dlory jimofln mt dlr.
—Dms lvlrykol jkol, Jlkrjl;‐
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—Pls, Nr Dlory.‐
—^dlo tlii slfur`ty wl‐ii bl o`sdln by slvlo. @‐ii sll lvlrytd`oj`s ikfeln up.‐ ^dlrl wms ok c`stme`oj tdl furt n`sc`ssmi.
Jlkrjl n`smpplmrln mjm`o. Arkc tdl culn skuons, Fkrr`ol
mssucln dl wms fkiilft`oj d`s blikoj`ojs arkc d`s kfl tdmt
mngk`oln tdl bmfe rkkc. Vdl fmujdt m ji`cpsl ka d`c tdrkujd mo
kplo nkkr ms dl wmieln nkwo tdl fkrr`nkr wlmr`oj m ikoj fkmt.
Vdl i`stloln tk d`s amn`oj akktstlps. ^dl bmslclot wms okt`flmbiy
qu`ltlr w`tdkut plkpil ckv`oj mrkuon mon tdl bmfejrkuon duc
ka fkcputlrs.
—Dl arlmes cl kut!‐ Gloo`alr sm`n mon sdunnlrln, jimof`oj
mt Fkrr`ol. —Bllo dlrl akrlvlr ka fkursl ‖ ms ckuiny ms dmia tdl
lxd`b`ts dlrl!‐
—Dl‐s dmrcilss lokujd,‐ dl sm`n. —Dmvl m smonw`fd, Fkrr`ol, kr
skcl fmel.‐
Fkrr`ol tkke m smonw`fd mon mtl qu`ltiy, ckrl rli`lvln tdmo sdl
fmrln tk mnc`t tdmt Jlkrjl dmn omiiy jkol. Gloo`alr swmiikwln dlr tlm, brusdln tdl frucbs arkc dlr ojlrs
mon kploln dlr nkfuclot fmsl.
—@ wmot tk jk kvlr tdl fmtmikjul lotr`ls ms skko ms pkss`bil. ^dl
nlmni`ol akr tdl pr`otlr `s ^dursnmy. ^dl pdktkjrmpdlr‐s bkkeln
akr Zlnolsnmy ckro`oj ‖‐
—Rlimx Gloo`alr, mt ilmst t`ii @ jlt r`n ka tdlsl td`ojs‐ sm`n Nr Dlory.
Fkrr`ol dlipln tk fmrry tdl tlm pmrmpdlromi`m `otk tdl bmfe
rkkc. @t wms omrrkw, w`td m e`tfdloll mt kol lon mon Jlkrjl‐skfl mt tdl ktdlr. Nr Dlory pimfln tdl usln frkfelry `otk tdl s`oe.
^dlrl wms kol scmii p`lfl ka fmel il.
—Dmvl `t,‐ dl urjln, —`t wko‐t bl moy jkkn fkcl Ckonmy.‐
Fkrr`ol jmvl `o tk dlr duojlr mon tkke tdl klrln fmel. ^dl rst
b`tl wms ck`st mon swllt. ^dl arlsd strmwblrr`ls mon ykjurt iiln
dlr ckutd mon slt dlr tmstlbuns z`oj`oj. Vdl b`t mjm`o mon dlr
tlltd smoe `otk m piucp glwli ka tmojy swlltolss.
—Vtrmwblrry mon pkcljrmomtl ykjurt fmel,‐ dl sm`n, wmtfd`oj
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dlr lxprlss`kos ka surpr`sl mon pilmsurl w`td mcuslclot. —@t‐s m
amvkur`tl ka c`ol!‐Dl il dlr tk o`sd dlr fmel. Vdl wms mbkut tk akiikw wdlo sdl
fmujdt m ji`cpsl ka Jlkrjl‐s kfl. ^dl nkkr dmn bllo il mgmr.
Alli`oj fur`kus sdl ckvln kvlr mon pusdln tdl nkkr kplo.
@t wms m nrmb i`il rkkc, w`td m bmlrln kin nlse, m rlmn`oj
imcp mon mo mof`lot sw`vli fdm`r. M i`oj fmb`olt stkkn mjm`ost
kol wmii wd`fd wms misk fkvlrln `o kin fdmrts w`td n`mjrmcs ka
lilftr`fmi lqu`pclot, sw`tfdls mon fkoolftkrs. Moktdlr fdmrt dmn
`ostruft`kos ko dkw tk rlw`on m cktkr. Vdl okt`fln m armcln pr`otka Nmotl Jmbr`li Rksl`‐s Xrkslrp`ol. @otr`juln, sdl ckvln fikslr.
Vdl wkuin olvlr dmvl p`feln Jlkrjl ms mo mrt ikvlr.
Vdl turoln tk ilmvl mon arkzl, dlr dlmrt tducp`oj w`iniy ms
sdl stmrln mt tdl bimfe nkkr ka dlr o`jdtcmrl. @t wms m pdktk, mo
kin fmilonmr, `ts pmjls furiln mon yliikwln w`td mjl, dmoj`oj
ko tdl bmfe ka tdl kfl nkkr. ^dl bimfe pm`ot wms pkfecmreln
mon meln w`td mjl. Vkcl mrlms mpplmrln r`ppiln i`el pltr`ln
imvm wdlrl tdl nkkr dmn bllo rlpm`otln w`tdkut str`pp`oj bmfe
tdl prlv`kus fkmts. Fkrr`ol eolw `t wms tdl smcl nkkr, w`td tdl
smcl bmlrln, brmss dmonil. Almr si`n i`el fkin ojlrs nkwo dlr
sp`ol. Vdl stlppln qu`feiy kut ka tdl rkkc mon puiiln tdl nkkr
fiksln. Vdl dlmrn tdl fmilonmr sw`oj bmfe mon akrtd ko `ts om`i,
tdlo moktdlr skuon rlmfdln dlr, sk mon dkrr`biy amc`i`mr ‖ tdl
so`fe ka m nkkr ikfe. ^lrr`ln, sdl durr`ln bmfe tk tdl ktdlrs.
^dly o`sdln gust mlr slvlo but Fkrr`ol dmn bllo tkk sdmelo
tk fkoflotrmtl prkplriy. Nr Dlory lsfkrtln tdlc mon sdl wms
rli`lvln wdlo tdly wlrl mt imst ko tdl cusluc stlps. ^dl strllts
wlrl mi`jdt w`td olko mon mlr tdl nlmtdiy qu`lt ka tdl bmslclot
tdl rucbi`oj trmf sllcln wkonlrauiiy mi`vl. Vdl brlmtdln `o tdl
fkki m`r. Lxdmustln mon tlosl, sdl vmjuliy rlj`stlrln Nr Dlory
mssur`oj Gloo`alr tdmt dl wkuin dmvl tdl twk vkt`vl jur`ols
vlr`ln by Ckonmy mlrokko.
—Jkkno`jdt, Fkrr`ol,‐ dl sm`n, sdme`oj dlr dmon. —@ dkpl wlcllt mjm`o skko.‐
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—Jkkno`jdt, Nr Dlory,‐ sdl sm`n, td`oe`oj tdmt tdlrl wms ok wmy
`o dlii sdl wms lvlr v`s`t`oj tdl bmslclot mjm`o.***
Fkrr`ol pusdln dlr ely `otk tdl nkkr ikfe, dlr tdkujdts ko m dkt
bmtd mon bln. Ms sdl turoln tdl ely, sdl dlmrn tdl amc`i`mr so`fe.
Nrlmn wmsdln kvlr dlr ms tdl nkkr swuoj kplo. Vdl stmrln nkwo
tdl fkrr`nkr. ^dl bimfe nkkr wms wm`t`oj akr dlr mon sdl eolw, td`s
t`cl, `t wkuin bl kplo. Bmj mon sdkls si`ppln arkc dlr dmon kotk
tdl kkr mon sdl alit dlrslia ckv`oj.@t wms mgmr.
Fmujdt `o dlr o`jdtcmrl, sdl smw dlr dmon strltfd kut mon
pusd tdl nkkr kplo. ^dl i`jdt alii ko m kkr ka wkro mj-stkols. M
jurl stkkn `o tdl sdmnkws mon, blykon tdl jurl, tdl lnjl ka m
stkol stlp mon m nlsflon`oj stm`rwlii.
Vdl wmotln tk sfrlmc, tk ruo, but dlr tdrkmt wms nry mon sdl
wms pmrmiysln w`td almr. ^dl jurl ckvln akrwmrn mon dlr lyls
w`nloln `o sdkfe ms Nr Dlory ikkcln kvlr dlr, m si`jdt sc`ilfuri`oj kol fkrolr ka d`s ckutd. ^dl t`otln jimssls wlrl jkol
mon sdl fkuin sll d`s lyls, clsclr`s`oj pkkis ka vlivlt nmreolss
lfeln w`td mcblr. Nmre stubbil plpplrln d`s gmw mon d`s dm`r
wms tkusiln.
D`s lyls splmrln dlrs ms dl rlmfdln akr dlr dmon. Vdl alit tdl
strlojtd `o tdl ikoj ojlrs tdmt furiln t`jdtiy kvlr dlrs.
—Ekrl,‐ dl sm`n `o d`s nllp vk`fl, —wdmt `s cy omcl;‐
—^dlks,‐ sdl rlpi`ln brlmtdilssiy.
D`s fruli sc`il brkmnloln. Dl nrlw dlr tkwmrns tdl stkol stlps
mon nkwo `otk nmreolss.
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V`rlo
Dmrily Rymo
=4:2
Vkclwdlrl k tdl fkmst ka Vpm`o
^dl Rkymi Ilv`mtdmo fmrvln `ts wmy tdrkujd tdl bimfe slm w`td
`ofrln`bil lmsl.
^dl jmiily‐s frlw clcblrs sfurr`ln kvlr tdl si`fe suramfl ka tdlnlfe ms tdly puiiln nkwo tdl cm`o sm`is mon slfurln tdl fmookos.
^dl stkrc ikkeln i`el `t c`jdt pmss tdlc by, but Fmptm`o Nkujims
wmso‐t jk`oj tk tmel moy fdmofls.
Monrlw Brlvlt dlin tdl spyjimss tk d`s lyl ms dl sfmooln tdl
sw`ri`oj bimfe slm. @t ikkeln i`el td`fe bimfe wdmil k`i fduro`oj,
tdrlmtlo`oj tk swmiikw scmiilr vlsslis. Dl wkuin dmvl bllo
ar`jdtloln `a dl dmno‐t sllo tdl Ilv`mtdmo sm`i tdrkujd wkrsl. ^d`s
wms jk`oj tk bl d`s omi vkymjl. Vlm i`al dmn su`tln d`c bllrwdlo dl dmn ok kol tk rlturo dkcl tk. Dlii, `t wms lms`lr wdlo dl
n`no‐t dmvl m dkcl. Okw dl dmn m ykuoj w`al mon m fd`in ko tdl
wmy, mii dl fkuin td`oe ka wms rlturo`oj dkcl mon stmy`oj tdlrl.
M frmfe ka tduonlr somppln Brlvlt arkc d`s rlvlr`l, tdl spyjimss
mickst amii`oj arkc d`s jr`p. Blakrl dl eolw `t tdl stkrc wms
upko tdlc, sunnlo mon aur`kus. Z`on imsdln mt tdl sm`is ms tdl
rm`o strlmcln nkwo `o sdllts. Clo wlrl ylii`oj, bmre`oj krnlrs
mon furs`oj. Kol cmo, m nlfe dmon arkc Br`stki, si`ppln mon wms
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swlpt kvlrbkmrn `o kol sw` ckt`ko.
’Cmo kvlrbkmrn!– Brlvlt sfrlmcln, but ok kol fkuin dlmrd`c kvlr tdl rmj`oj stkrc. D`s jut tw`stln, sts filofdln. ^dl
`otlos`ty ka tdl w`on mon gust dkw qu`feiy `t dmn nlsflonln upko
tdlc wms lokujd tk kvlrwdlic tdl ckst slmskoln frlw. Dl
smw pmo`f `o tdl clo. Dl smw dlipilssolss mon fkoaus`ko. ^dlo
dl smw Fmptm`o Nkujims mt tdl dlic, w`nl-lyln, trmosxln ko
skcltd`oj tk stmrbkmrn. Dl sllcln tk bl `o m trmofl. Brlvlt wms
mbkut tk mpprkmfd tdl fmptm`o wdlo m sd`vlr frmwiln tdrkujd d`s
bkny… mon tdlo dl dlmrn tdl s`oj`oj. M wkcmo‐s vk`fl s`oj`oj
m wkrnilss skoj. ^dl fd`ii`oj skuon flmsln ms moktdlr rmpturkus
bkkc kvlrdlmn fmusln Brlvlt tk nufe `ost`oft`vliy. Nkujims, tkk,
dmn somppln bmfe tk rlmi`ty, ikke`oj kvlr mt d`s qumrtlr cmstlr
w`td m ikke ka blw`inlrclot. Dl sunnloiy n`no‐t ikke sk stlmny.
Brlvlt frmwiln mfrkss tdl dlmv`oj nlfe tkwmrn tdl fmptm`o. Dl
n`no‐t rlclcblr amii`oj kvlr. M pkuon`oj `o d`s dlmn cmnl d`c
alli s`fe. Dl dmno‐t tdrkwo up ko tdl nlfe ka m sd`p `o olmriy tloylmrs, but blakrl dl eolw `t dl wms rltfd`oj tdl ckro`oj‐s kmtclmi
kotk tdl nlfe. Fmptm`o Nkujims wms jlst`fuimt`oj w`iniy tk tdl
frlw, kr plrdmps `t wms n`rlftln mt tdl stkrc. Lvlrytd`oj blfmcl
wd`tl ok`sl `o Brlvlt‐s c`on. ^dl v`kilot lbb mon kw ka tdl kflmo
wms fmus`oj d`c tk si`nl mikoj nlfe, simcc`oj d`c `otk tdl sd`p‐s
wdlli mon eokfe`oj d`c uofkosf`kus.
Brlvlt kploln d`s lyls tk sll tdl fmptm`o‐s pmil amfl dkvlr`oj
kvlr d`c. ’Brlvlt,– tdl kin fmptm`o sm`n. ’Ko ykur allt.– Dl dlinkut m dmon mon dk`stln Brlvlt tk d`s allt. ^dl wlmry qumrtlr cmstlr
ikkeln mrkuon, d`s brkw aurrkw`oj. dl sey wms m blmut`aui burot
krmojl, tdl e`on Brlvlt dmn koiy lvlr sllo mlr m v`kilot stkrc.
^dl kflmo wms pimf`n `o `ts slrlo`ty ms `t rllftln tdl suoslt‐s
blmuty bmfe upko `tslia.
’^dl frlw;– Brlvlt frkmeln.
Fmptm`o Nkujims‐s vk`fl wms skcbrl, ’Ikst mickst dmia.–
’Zl ikst y clo;–
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^dl fmptm`o oknnln. ’Olmr lokujd.–
Brlvlt wms mbkut tk splme wdlo dl dlmrn tdl am`ot, dmuot`ojs`oj`oj kofl mjm`o. ^dl skoj fmrr`ln kvlr tdl jimssy suramfl ka tdl
kflmo, slon`oj moktdlr fd`ii tdrkujd d`s bkny. Dl wmso‐t surl `a dl
wms tdl koiy kol tdmt fkuin dlmr `t, but tdl fmptm`o turoln tk d`c
mon sm`n, ’@ dlmrn tdmt nur`oj tdl stkrc.–
’@…– Brlvlt slmrfdln akr tdl wkrns, ’@ n`n tkk.–
Nkujims n`no‐t rlspkon.
Brlvlt i`stloln `otlotiy wdlo d`s tdrkmt mickst sl`zln. Cy w`al.
@t skuons i`el cy w`al.
Fmptm`o Nkujims sdkutln, ’Brlvlt, wl‐rl sl`oj sm`i.– Dl
pk`otln tkwmrn wdmt ikkeln tk bl m scmii `simon rlst`oj ko tdl
dkr`zko. Brlvlt n`no‐t eokw wdy, but dl fkuino‐t wm`t tk slt sm`i.
Dl alit fkcpliiln tk slt k tkwmrn tdmt splfe ka rkfe gu`oj arkc
tdl slm. Dl oknnln tk d`s fmptm`o mon tkke tdl dlic.
^dl fikslr tdly jkt, tdl ilss t ikkeln i`el mo simon. Gmjjln bimfe
sp`rls prktrunln arkc tdl kflmo i`el tdl Nlv`i‐s ojlrs, rlmny tknrmj pmss`oj sd`ps `otk dlii. Plt kowmrn tdly sm`iln. Brlvlt eolw
dl sdkuin fdmojl fkursl, eolw tdmt tk fkot`oul clmot wrlfe`oj
ko tdksl ckoki`td`f rkfes, but tdl wkrnilss skoj iiln tdl`r sm`is
mon fmrr`ln tdlc `otk tdl nmreolss.
Z`td tdl suo gust slt `t il mo mzurl stm`o strlme`oj mikoj tdl
dkr`zko wdlrl tdl slm dmn swmiikwln tdl i`jdt. Brlvlt squ`otln
mon tdkujdt dl smw mrcs wmv`oj arkc tdl kflmo. D`s rst tdkujdt
wms tdmt t wms kol ka tdl`r frlw clcblrs tdmt dmn jkol kvlrbkmrnnur`oj tdl stkrc, but tdl ikj`fmi pmrt ka d`s c`on eolw tdmt wmso‐t
pkss`bil.
’@o tdl wmtlr…– Fmptm`o Nkujims sm`n. Dl wms tme`oj k d`s
fkmt mon uobufei`oj d`s futimss. Dl jkt kol bkkt k.
’Fmptm`o,– Brlvlt sm`n, ’wm`t„– but Nkujims dmn n`vln
kvlrbkmrn. ’Fmptm`o kvlrbkmrn!– Brlvlt rusdln tk tdl rm`i mon
wmtfdln d`s kin ar`lon sw`c tkwmrn wdlrl tdly dmn bktd sllo
tdksl wmv`oj mrcs. Brlvlt sfmooln tdl kflmo, gust tdl Ilv`mtdmo‐s
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sllc tk cmlr moyckrl. Mii tdmt cmlrln wms tdl skoj. ^drkujd
tdl curey dmzl ka tdl nmre slm m s`idkull fmcl `otk akfus. ^dlsilonlr sdmpl ka wdmt ikkeln tk bl wkcmo lclrjln, some`oj
tdrkujd tdl wmtlr i`el mo lli. Mii Brlvlt fkuin td`oe wms cy w`al
cy w`al cy w`al. But akr tdl tm`i… tdl tm`i wms wrkoj. ^dmt wmso‐t
pkss`bil.
Vdl ckvln fikslr, w`td`o mo mrc‐s ilojtd. Rlmfd`oj kut tk tkufd
d`s amfl. Mii dl fkuin td`oe wms dkw wrkoj sdl ikkeln. ^drkujd
tdl jikkc ka tdl slm sdl dmn mpplmrln ckstiy ducmo, but tdl fikslr
sdl jkt dl fkuin sll sdl wms moytd`oj but. Dlr ckutd strltfdln
arkc lmr tk lmr i`el m slrplot‐s5 dlr lyls wlrl m nllp jkinlo i`el
jikw`oj lcblrs `o m akrjl. Dl wmotln tk ll, but sdl dmn d`c
lotrmofln ms sdl lcbrmfln d`c i`el m ikvlr. Ms dl alit dlr mrcs
wrmp mrkuon d`s olfe dl dlmrn dlr wd`splr skcltd`oj `omun`bil
`o d`s lmr, tdl skoj ii`oj d`s c`on, nrkwo`oj d`s tdkujdts.
Ms sdl nrmjjln d`c nkwo otk tdl mbyscmi nlptds ka tdl kflmo,
tdl smcl td`oj rmo tdrkujd d`s c`on, d`s omi tdkujdt7 Cy w`al.\ot`i tdlrl wms oktd`oj but s`ilofl, oktd`oj but bimfe.
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’M cllt`oj tdmt fkuin‐vl bllo nkol by v`sumi fkoalrlofl, @‐c
surl,– Bmrme rlpi`ln. ’@ mc cufd ollnln ko tdl bmillin w`tdcy mrc`ls.–
^k Gkmb‐s r`jdt, E`oj Bryfl ka tdl wmtlr pimolt ka Xksl`nko stkkn
up. ’@‐c surl, Bmrme, tdl mrc`ls ka Mrls fmo auoft`ko w`tdkut yku
akr skcl nmys.–
Mfrkss tdl ktdlr lon ka tdl tmbil arkc Bmrme, tdl ykuoj tllomjl
]ullo Mojlim ka Dlrcls, nrlssln `o m i`jdt rln rkbl w`td m
i`jdt yliikw blit, gucpln up kotk tdl tmbil mon smt frkss-iljjln,
sc`i`oj dmpp`iy. ’Bmrme gust wmots tk spi`t dlmns kplo w`td d`s b`j
wlmpkos, mon ilmvl tdl rlst ka us tk wmtfd d`c w`o.–
Bmrme turoln tk tdl j`ri mon jrkwiln uonlr d`s brlmtd. ’@t
sllcs tdmt tdl mrc`ls ka Dlrcls dmvlo‐t lvlo lojmjln tdl lolcy
w`tdkut bl`oj ms s`iiy ms yku.–
Mojlim fdufeiln. ’Cy mrc`ls dmvl wko bmils, Bmrme. Zl gust
nko‐t i`el bl`oj kvlr-st` mbkut `t.–
’Lokujd, bktd ka yku,– Gkmb fmiiln arkc d`s d`jd slmt ms dlturoln tk tdl ykuojlr cmo nrlssln `o m slm-biul fkikurln rkbl
dkin`oj m tr`nlot. ’Mon yku ms wlii, Bryfl. @ t`rl ka ykur kwo
jmcls.–
^k d`s il, tdl wd`tl-rkbln D`jd ]ullo @smbliim ka Dlrm spkel.
’Xlrdmps, nlmr dusbmon, @ sdkuin tmel fkotrki.–
Gkmb turoln tk d`s w`al mon sc`iln. ’Ka fkursl, cy nlmr, jk
r`jdt mdlmn.–
Ms dl tr`ln tk tmel dlr dmon, dkwlvlr, @smbliim ckvln `t kutka tdl wmy mon jmvl m qu`fe ikke ka mookymofl blakrl turo`oj
tk tdl jmtdlr`oj. ’Zl dmvl clt dlrl tknmy tk omiiy blj`o wdmt
sdkuin‐vl dmpploln ylmrs mjk `a `t wlrlo‐t akr tdl imfe ka mft`ko ka
kol ka kur clckr`ls.–
Ms `a ms kol, tdl bkny turoln tk m ykuoj cmo slmtln bltwllo
]ullo Mojlim ka Dlrcls mon tdl ykuoj ]ullo Iyonm ka Mrtlc`s.
Akr m ckclot, Xr`ofl Rljlot Vdmooko ka tdl i`brmry wkrin Mtdlom,
m ykuoj cmo `o d`s lmriy twlot`ls wdk wms nrlssln `o m omvy
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biul rkbl nrmpln kvlr m nmre fkikurln tuo`f mon pmots w`td nmre
brkwo dm`r mon sd`o`oj jkin lyls, ikkeln mt lmfd clcblr ka tdljmtdlr`oj mon sllcln uodmppy mt bl`oj nrmwo tk tdl flotrl ka
mlot`ko.
Vdmooko s`jdln. ’@ almr `t `s tdl amuit ka cy amtdlr, tdl E`oj
ka Mtdlom, wdk bli`lvln oljkt`mt`kos wkuin sufflln lvlo ms
Mrls, Mrtlc`s mon Xksl`nko prlpmrln akr wmr. ^dkujd @ mc okw
akrcmiiy Xr`ofl Rljlot, @ st`ii dmvl i`c`tln fkotrki ka tdl c`i`tmry,
mon cy pmri`mclot rljrlmbiy w`sdls tk ellp ckst mt dkcl.–
’^yp`fmi Mtdlo`mo,– Bmrme jrkwiln. ’Pku mrl mii fkwmrns,
Vdmooko, rljmrnilss ka wdklvlr `s `o fkotrki ka ykur pimolt.–
’M pimolt tdmt nls`rls plmfl, Bmrme,– Vdmooko rlpi`ln. ’Lvlo `a
@ wms E`oj ka Mtdlom, @ wkuin okt bl ms rlfeilss w`td cy mrc`ls ms
yku, Ilimon, Iyonm mon Arlnlr`fe sllc tk dmvl bllo.–
’@‐c surl tdmt‐s wdmt yku‐ii smy wdlo Gup`tlr‐s akrfls kvlrwdlics
ykur pimolt,– Bmrme rlpi`ln, ’akr Mrls w`ii jdt tk `ts imst brlmtd.–
^dl Xr`ofl Rljlot ka Mtdlom fdufeiln. ’@ suppksl tdlo wlsdkuin bl tdmoeaui tdl Vuclr`mos dmvlo‐t `otlrvloln.–
’Jkns akrb`n `a tdl Vd`otk blfkcls `ovkivln,– E`oj Ilimon ka
tdl tw`o wkrin Mpkiik, m bikon-dm`rln cmil `o m yliikw rkbl w`td
m jrllo blit, rlpi`ln. Dl mon tdl prlslotiy s`ilot ]ullo ka Mrtlc`s
tdlo stkkn up tkjltdlr. ’Iyonm mon @ sdmii jdt tk kur imst brlmtd
misk ikoj blakrl Gup`tlr‐s akrfls kvlrwdlic us.–
Bryfl fdufeiln. ’Gust wdmt @ wkuin lxplft arkc tdl e`oj mon
qullo ka tdl tw`o wkrins,–Dl turoln tk Gkmb mon @smbliim. ’Xlrdmps Wlus mon Dlrm sdkuin
fkcb`ol tdl`r rlskurfls w`td Xksl`nko mon Dmnls.–
’Koiy yku wkuin nls`rl sufd m almt, Bryfl.– ^dl vk`fl frkmeln,
tdlo fdufeiln. ’Zl ka Dmnls mrl fkotlot w`td wdmt wl dmvl.–
Ltdks, E`oj ka tdl \onlrwkrin, wms m bmin cmo w`td m ikoj jrly
blmrn strltfd`oj nkwo d`s arkot. Dl wms nrlssln o m bimfe, dkknln
rkbl tdmt fkvlrln cufd ka d`s amfl. ^dl kinlst ka tdl ckomrfds ka
tdl Lcp`rl, m cmo o d`s s`xt`ls, dl wms tdl ruilr ka tdl t`nmi-ikfeln
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wkrin ka Dmnls. dl pimolt wms n`v`nln w`td kol s`nl ka tdl pimolt
miwmys amf`oj tdl suo wd`il tdl ktdlr wms arkzlo o fl. dl plkpilka Dmnls i`vln ko m i`ol, m dmb`tmbil bmon bltwllo tdl twk s`nls,
wd`fd nkubiln ms ^mrtmrus, tdl plomi fkikoy akr tdl fr`c`omis ka
tdl Kiycp`mo Lcp`rl, mon Liys`uc, wd`fd slrvln ms m jmtlwmy tk
tdl mlri`al akr tdl kinlr f`t`zlos ka tdl pimolt.
^dl blmrnln cmo turoln tk ikke mt Vdmooko. ’Nkls ykur amtdlr
st`ii bli`lvl `o moy akrc ka oljkt`mt`kos, Vdmooko;–
Vdmooko sllcln tk supprlss m sdunnlr mon ikkeln mt tdl
wkcmo s``oj ko Bmrme‐s il. ’Zdy nko‐t yku mse kur lstllcln
s`stlr ka Mpdrkn`tl;–
^dl wkcmo `o qulst`ko, ]ullo Qmolssm ka tdl pmrmn`sl wkrin
Mpdrkn`tl, wms pimyauiiy rkii`oj kol ka dlr ikoj bikonl furis `o
dlr plt`tl ojlrs blakrl sdl ikkeln up mon sc`iln.
’Zdmt wkuin yku clmo, Vdmooko;– sdl mseln `ookflotiy.
Blakrl dl fkuin rlspkon, Ilimon `otlrvloln. ’Zdmt wl clmo,
nlmr s`stlr Qmolssm, `s tdmt plrdmps `a yku wlrl okt `rt`oj w`td tdlIkwlr E`oj ka Dlpdmlstus, tdlo plrdmps sdl fkuin‐vl fkotrkiiln tdl
jkkn brktdlr E`oj ka Mrls mon prlvlotln td`s wmr `o tdl rst pimfl.–
Bmrme turoln tk Qmolssm, d`s amfl br`jdt rln. ’Zdmt wlrl yku
nk`oj `rt`oj w`td tdl Ikwlr E`oj ka Dlpdmlstus;–
Qmolssm ikkeln up mt tdl kinlr cmo ko dlr r`jdt s`nl akr m
ckclot, mon tdlo sllcln tk tmel mo `otlrlst `o dlr ojlrom`is.
’@ wms bkrln, nlmr brktdlr,– sdl stmtln. ’^dl ikwlr e`oj sllcln
ckrl otlrlst`oj.–M si`jdt fdufeil arkc tdl E`oj Arlnlr`fe ka Nlcltlr, slmtln
bltwllo Bryfl mon ]ullo Cmt`inm ka Dlst`m, fmusln mii lyls tk
turo tk d`c. ^mooln w`td m nmre brkwo se`o, m rlsuit ka splon`oj
cufd t`cl `o tdl suo, Arlnlr`fe sllcln ckrl m amrclr tdmo m e`oj,
pmrt`fuimriy w`td d`s nmre brkwo rkbl, w`td nmre jrllo tr`c, tdmt
dl wkrl rmtdlr ikksliy. ^d`s wmso‐t uofkccko, fkos`nlr`oj tdmt d`s
wkrin wms eokwo ms tdl akkn bmselt ka tdl Kiycp`mos, mon cmoy
t`cls `ts pimolt-w`nl amrcs dmn bllo usln tk alln m wmr lkrt.
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’@ mc surpr`sln tdmt okol dmvl tmelo mo `otlrlst `o wdmt cy
akrfls dmvl mffkcpi`sdln mikoj tdl bkrnlr bltwllo us mon kurlolcy.– Arlnlr`fe fdufeiln. ’Mlr mii, wl dmvl nkol bllr tdmo
lvlo kur jrlmt sko-e`oj ka Mrls `o mffkcpi`sd`oj `t w`tdkut d`s
dlip kr tdl dlip ka tdl tw`o wkrins.–
’Pku sdkuino‐t bl sk scuj w`td ykur mffkcpi`sdclots,
Arlnlr`fe.– @smbliim stmtln. ’Pku dmvl ikst cmoy ka ykur skin`lrs tk
losurl tdl nlstruft`ko ka tdl mjr`fuiturmi fkiko`ls ko tdl bkrnlr.–
’Pls,– Arlnlr`fe sm`n, tdlo fdufeiln. ’But okw tdl Flrls`mos
w`ii strujjil tk alln tdl`r mrc`ls mon tdl`r fkuotlrpmrts.–
’Mon wdmt mbkut ykur nlmn, Arlnlr`fe;– Vdmooko mseln.
’Nlsp`tl tdl nlstruft`ko yku dmvl cmomjln tk mffkcpi`sd, yku
akrjkt tk rltr`lvl ykur nlmn mon br`oj tdlc tk Dmnls tk bl bur`ln,
ms plr kur fustkcs.–
’Vkclt`cls fustkcs cust bl akrjklo wdlo yku jdt m wmr.–
Bmrme stmtln.
Mojlim imujdln ikuniy. ’Mon yku mffusl cy plkpil kafkwmrn`fl. Zdlo t‐s cy jdtlr squmnrkos wdk dmvl mffkcpi`sdln
ckrl fmsumit`ls akr tdl`r s`nl nlsp`tl kur kwo ikssls mon ylt wl
rltr`lvl kur nlmn.–
Bmrme turoln tk tdl prl-tllo j`ri. ’Pkur plkpil dmvl miwmys
bllo `jdty, Mojlim. But @ dmvl olvlr mffusln tdl Dlrcls`mos ka
fkwmrn`fl.–
Mojlim sc`iln rmtdlr `ookflotiy. ’Pku cmy okt dmvl, but
ktdlrs dmvl.–^d`s nrlw ikun `otmels ka brlmtd arkc slvlrmi ktdlr clcblrs
ka tdl bkny, `o pmrt`fuimr arkc Bryfl mon Arlnlr`fe. @t wms m
wlii-eokwo amft tdmt tdl Xksl`nko spmfl omvy mon tdl mrc`ls ka
Nlcltlr dmn mirlmny rlglftln tdl suppkrt ka tdl Dlrcls jdtlr
fkrps, fkos`nlr`oj tdlc tk bl oktd`oj ckrl tdmo fkwmrns wdk
prmofl mrkuon m bmillin rmtdlr tdmo mftumiiy jdt.
M frkmey fkujd fmusln lyls tk turo tk Ltdks. ^dl bmin mon
blmrnln cmo wms j`v`oj Arlnlr`fe m ikke tdmt spkel cmoy
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vkiucls. Akr tdl ykuojlr ckomrfds, `t nrlw v`s`bil sdunnlrs,
lxflpt arkc Mojlim wdk sllcln n`strmftln by tdl lon ka dlr rkbl,wd`il arkc tdl kinlr kols, `t nrlw ikkes ka fkoflro.
’Pku brlme kur trmn`t`kos blfmusl `t su`ts yku;– Ltdks mseln,
bmrliy sllc`oj tk fkotm`o d`s mojlr. ’Nk yku okt rlclcblr tdmt
mii wdk n`l mrl c`ol tk fkiilft;–
Arlnlr`fe alii bmfe `otk d`s slmt. ’Zl mrl mt wmr, Ltdks5 wl nko‐t
dmvl t`cl tk lvlo fkos`nlr fkiilft`oj tdl nlmn, ilt mikol n`sfuss`oj
ktdlr trmn`t`kos.–
Ltdks slltdln. ’^dlo plrdmps @ sdkuin fkos`nlr w`tdnrmw`oj
kur kwo mjrllclot bltwllo Dmnls mon Nlcltlr tdmt `s ms cufd
smfrln ms tdl fkcpmft bltwllo mii wkrins ka td`s lcp`rl.–
^dl ikoj-stmon`oj mjrllclot bltwllo bktd wkrins wms tdmt
w`td wdlo m sko kr nmujdtlr ka Dmnls fmcl ka mjl, m sko kr
nmujdtlr ka Nlcltlr wms j`vlo tk bl cmrr`ln. d`s mjrllclot wms
ckrl m trmn`t`ko nmt`oj bmfe tk mot`qu`ty mon wms mickst ms dmrn
tk fkos`nlr bl`oj brkelo ms tdl pmft ka slon`oj tdl`r nlmn tk tdlsk-fmiiln uonlrwkrin.
’Pku fmookt nk tdmt!– Arlnlr`fe sdkutln. ’^dmt `s m t`cl
dkokurln trmn`t`ko tdmt `s ms smfrln ms `t `s mjrllmbil!–
’^dlo yku sdkuin rlsplft kur trmn`t`kos!– Ltdks frkmeln ikuniy.
’Zl mrl mt wmr, Ltdks!– Bmrme fut `o. ’Zl nko‐t dmvl t`cl akr
trmn`t`kos r`jdt okw!–
’Zmr sdkuin okt bl mo lxfusl! Lvlo ykur amtdlr, Bmrme, mon
ykur cktdlr, Arlnlr`fe, eolw bllr tdmo tk brlme kur pmfts!–Mon sk tdl mrjuclots bljmo.
Bmrme mon Arlnlr`fe mlcptln tk sdkut kut tdmt trmn`t`kos
fmookt bl auiiiln o tdl fr`s`s tdly wlrl o. Ltdks, bmfeln up by tdl
tw`o ruilrs ka Mpkiik mon Mrtlc`s, wlrl fmii`oj tdlc kut ko tdl`r
bldmv`kur. Bryfl tdlo otlrvloln, fmii`oj Ilimon mon Iyonm kut ko
tdl`r kwo plrskomi s`os, bktd prkalss`komi mon plrskomi, fmus`oj m
r`sl arkc tdl okrcmiiy qu`lt Cmt`inm, wdk tdlo nlcmonln tdmt
skclkol fkos`nlr tdl fkccko akie ka tdl lcp`rl mon dkw tdl wmr
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wkuin mlft tdlc. Qmolssm jkt `otk m r`n`fuikus mrjuclot kvlr
dkw cufd Dlst`m wkuin‐vl prlalrrln okt lvlo bl`oj `o ko td`s bkny ka ruilrs o tdl rst pimfl, fmus`oj m rlbuel arkc @smbliim kvlr
Mpdrkn`tl ckomrfd‐s cmoy mm`rs. Mojlim tdlo stmrtln gucp`oj
k tdl tmbil tk stmon ko tdl plnlstmi mt tdl flotrl ka tdl rkkc mon
cme`oj cmoy pksls, `jokr`oj wdmt wms jk`oj ko mrkuon dlr. @o
tdl c`nnil, Gkmb dmn omiiy j`vlo up ko try`oj tk fmic lvlrykol
nkwo mon gust smt bmfe, rubb`oj d`s tlcpils aur`kusiy tk stmrvl k
moktdlr dlmnmfdl.
Mii tdrkujd td`s, Vdmooko smt bmfe mon wmtfdln w`td smnolss
mt sll`oj dkw amr tdl Kiycp`mo Lcp`rl dmn amiilo. Nlsp`tl tmies ka
v`ftkry, `t sllcln tdmt tdl`r fkuotlrpmrts `o tdl Rkcmo Fkofkrn`m
wlrl r`jdt mii mikoj, `a wdmt dl‐n dlmrn arkc d`s kwo fkuotlrpmrt
tdl Xr`oflss Rljlot ka C`olrvm wms trul. Lvlo `a tdl Kiycp`mos
wko tdl bmil, tdly wkuin st`ii iksl tdl wmr.
Dkw tdl c`jdty dmvl amiilo, Vdmooko tdkujdt w`td m s`jd. Mon
tdksl il stmon`oj fmo koiy wllp.
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jlt lmtlo. Vurl, `t skuons i`el strmojl mnv`fl, but wdlo ykur t`tmo
amtdlr nlf`nls tk fkosucl mii ka d`s fd`inrlo tk mvk`n m prkpdlfyka d`s nkwoamii, tdlo sufd m wmro`oj fkuin smvl ykur i`al. Zdlo
dl mses akr ykur omcl ko tdl clou, jlt ykur cktdlr tk alln d`c m
rkfe wrmppln up `o m bimoelt tmfk. Dl wko‐t eokw tdl n`lrlofl.
Kbv`kusiy yku w`ii ok ikojlr bl mbil tk i`vl w`td ykur pmrlots,
sk d`rl m n`v`ol jkmt tk ikke mlr yku. Pkur omooy jkmt w`ii dlip
yku jrkw `otk tdl strkoj, filvlr, mon lxtrlcliy jkkn-ikke`oj
ykuoj jkn yku wlrl prkpdls`sln tk bl.
Zdlo yku alli mbskiutliy prlpmrln, `t‐s t`cl tk amfl ykur amtdlr
kofl ckrl. N`sju`sl ykurslia ms m slrvmot, mon mse ykur cktdlr
akr dlr strkojlst bkil ka pk`sko. \d kd! Fiucsy i`il slrvmot yku
mrl, yku mff`nlotmiiy pkur `t mii `otk ykur amtdlr‐s rkymi w`ol ka
w`snkc. ^dlo yku wm`t, mon wmtfd ms tdl e`oj‐s amfl turos jrllo.
Dl tdrkws up mii tdl fkotlots ka d`s stkcmfd, ofiun`oj ykur ikoj-
ikst brktdlrs mon s`stlrs, st`ii mi`vl mon auiiy jrkwo. @t‐s blst okt
tk mse wdmt tdly‐vl bllo nk`oj mii td`s t`cl. Rluo`tln, yku wkretkjltdlr tk fdkp up tdl e`oj t`tmo `otk t`oy p`lfls, mon tdrkw d`c
`otk tdl nllplst nlptds ka tdl wkrin. Pku fmookt bl tkk nrmcmt`f
mt td`s pk`ot.
^dl ktdlr t`tmos w`ii bl ko Nmnny‐s s`nl, sk bl prlpmrln akr m
bikkny wmr. Ms auturl jkn ka tdl sey, `t‐s `oj akr yku tk tmel
tdl tduonlrbkit ms ykur wlmpko, mon akrfl tdksl buii`ls `otk tdl
\onlrwkrin!
Pkur b`jjlst prkbilc w`ii prkbmbiy bl Jrmoncm Jm`m, m.e.m.Cktdlr Lmrtd. Vdl cmy sllc kin mon arm`i mon jrucpy, but sdl fmo
eo`t tkjltdlr tdl ckst almrskcl ckostlrs. @t c`jdt tmel m wd`il,
but w`td brmvlry mon plrs`stlofl, yku w ii bl v`ftkr`kus.
Okw tdl wkrin ollns m olw e`oj! ^k ellp td`ojs ’am`r–, nrmw
ikts w`td ykur brktdlrs tk nlf`nl wdk tmels tdl sey, wdk jkls
tk slm, mon wdk jlts tdl ruil tdl \onlrwkrin. ^d`s `s lxtrlcliy
`cpkrtmot7 nk wdmtlvlr `t tmels tk nrmw tdl sey. ^dmt `s wdlrl
ykur jkinlo tdrkol mwm`ts.
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^dl Imn`ls‐ Cmo
Vk yku‐vl cmnl `t tk tdl fikuns. Fkojrmtuimt`kos! Okw yku fmoprkvl gust dkw mwlskcl yku mrl by bu`in`oj m pmimfl ko tkp ka
Ckuot Kiycpus, cmnl lot`rliy ka cmrbil mon jkin. Ok kol w`ii
bl mbil tk nloy ykur cmjo`flofl. @a tdly nmrl tk try kppksl yku,
fmsumiiy tdrkw m i`jdto`oj bkit mt tdlc. @so‐t `t auo tk wmtfd tdl
i`il plmsmots sfmcplr; Pku fmo rlimx dlrl akr m wd`il, logky`oj
tdl smfr`fln clmis ka ckrtmis, but skko ykur rlspkos`b`i`t`ls mrl
jk`oj tk fmtfd up w`td yku.
^dl ktdlr jkns w`ii bl mfd`oj akr pkwlr, sk j`vl ykur amvkur`tl
kols tdl`r kwo tdrkol `o ykur pmimfl ‖ scmiilr tdmo ykurs, ka
fkursl. Pku fmo fdkksl tk i`stlo tk tdl`r kp`o`kos m wlii, kr yku fmo
ilt tdlc mrjul mckojst tdlcslivls. Pku‐rl tdl bkss, sk yku eokw
wdmt‐s r`jdt akr lvlrykol. Miwmys. @a mt rst yku mrlo‐t v`ftkr`kus,
try mon try mjm`o. Kol ka tdl jrlmtlst qumi`t`ls m ilmnlr cust
pksslss `s plrs`stlofl. Olvlr lvlr j`vl up.
^d`s vmiul `s pmrt`fuimriy uslaui wdlo wkclo mrmft ykur lyl.^dlrl w`ii bl m ikt ka tdlsl s`tumt`kos, `o wd`fd `t w`ii bl fkccko
akr tdlc tk fdkksl tdl`r kwo dusbmons kvlr yku, kr s`cpiy td`oe
yku‐rl m ckrko. Vk yku td`oe yku c`jdt dmvl tk fdmojl ykur
mpprkmfd. Jkkn `nlm! ^uro `otk tdl `cmjl ka tdl`r dusbmon, kr m
swmo5 j`ris ikvl swmos!
Lvlotumiiy lvlry e`oj w`ii olln d`s qullo. \s`oj tdl cltdkn
clot`koln mbkvl, td`s sdkuin bl ok prkbilc. @a yku fdmojl ykur
c`on, yku fmo lmt dlr (mitdkujd td`s fkuin prknufl skcl strmojl
s`nl llfts, `ofiun`oj tdl b`rtd ka ykur auiiy-mrckurln nmujdtlr
tdrkujd ykur akrldlmn. Okw tdmt `s m dlmnmfdl). But lvlotumiiy
yku w`ii on tdl plralft qullo akr Kiycpus7 tdl koiy wkcmo ms
rutdilss mon `rrls`st`bil ms yku mrl.
Dlrl‐s m wlnn`oj t`p7 slle skcl dlip arkc tdl jknnlss Q`mjrm,
mon yku‐ii bl logky`oj m tdrll-duonrln-ylmr-ikoj dkolyckko.
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Frlmt`vl Zmys tk Xuo`sd Pkur Lolc`ls
Ms E`oj ka tdl Jkns, yku‐rl i`eliy tk cmel m alw lolc`ls. ^dlslcmy ofiunl mii tdl t`tmos yku‐vl kvlrtdrkwo, mon ykur kwo amc`iy,
but usumiiy `t w ii bl tdl dusbmons mon amtdlrs ka mii tdksl wkclo
yku tkke m i`e`oj tk. Lvlo a tdly rlmi`sl yku mrl m jkn, ckrtmi clo
w`ii bl vlry rliuftmot tk sdmrl tdl`r w`vls mon nmujdtlrs w`td yku.
Ms suprlcl ruilr ka tdl wkrin, t s mii tkk lmsy tk nlmi w`td tdlsl
`cblf`ils. But mlr m alw duonrln ylmrs ka tdrkw`oj tduonlrbkits
mt tdlc, puo`sdclot fmo jlt m b`t tln`kus. ^dlsl mrl cy amvkur`tl
wmys tk puo`sd r`vmis, bmsln ko lxplr`lofl7
Xrkcltdlus wms tdl i`il turn wdk prlslotln tdl slfrlt ka rl tk
cmoe`on. Vkko tdly wlrl buro`oj nkwo tdl imon wl jkns wkreln
sk dmrn tk jrkw, kvlr mon kvlr mjm`o. ^k mrt`st`fmiiy rlprlslot cy
arustrmt`ko mon fmusl Xrkcltdlus uo`cmj`ombil pm`o, @ om`iln d`c
tk m jrlmt rkfe, wdlrl cy lmjil fkuin plfe kut d`s i`vlr lvlry nmy.
Lvlry o`jdt d`s bkny wkuin dlmi, koiy tk bl nlstrkyln mjm`o. @t dms
prkv`nln cl w`td mo ltlro`ty ka lotlrtm`oclot, mon cy lmjil w`tdmo ltlro`ty ka dlr amvkur`tl nli`fmfy.
Cy sko, ^motmius, klrln tdl n`fln bkny ka d`s kwo sko tk tdl
jkns ms m bmoqult. @‐vl nkol skcl ujiy td`ojs `o cy t`cl, but
tdmt wms nkwor`jdt rlvkit`oj. Nlcltlr mtl skcl ka tdl smfr`fl
by mff`nlot mon sdl wms `ii akr nmys. ^dl koiy td`oj tdmt wkuin
cmel dlr alli bllr wms tk put tdl p`lfls bmfe tkjltdlr mon br`oj
tdl trmucmt`sln bky bmfe tk i`al. Ms akr d`s amtdlr, ^motmius wms
`cpr`skoln uonlrjrkuon, w`td m brmofd ka nli`f`kus aru`t tdmt
miwmys stmys gust kut ka rlmfd mon m pkki ka wmtlr tdmt rlflnls
wdlolvlr dl blons nkwo tk nr`oe arkc `t. ^motmi`s`oj d`c `s kol
ka cy jrlmtlst mcuslclots.
^dl A`lins ka Xuo`sdclot mrl wkrtd m v`s`t akr skcl jrlmt
puo`sdclots, but ^mrtmrus `s tdl cusluc akr cy ckst pr`zln
ltlromi tkrclots. ^dl mtckspdlrl nkwo tdlrl `s tdr`ii`oj!
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Vkclt`cls Pkur Amc`iy Z`ii Dmtl Pku
Mon tdly w`ii mmfe yku mon put yku o pr`sko. @t‐s m tkujd ilssko tkilmro7 yku fmookt pilmsl lvlrykol wdlo yku pilmsl ykurslia. Okw
yku dmvl piloty ka t`cl tk fkotlcpimtl tdl clmo`oj ka lx`stlofl,
mon wdy yku‐rl okt pkpuimr. Lvlotumiiy yku w`ii rlmi`sl tdmt tdlrl‐s
m ikt ckrl tk rui`oj tdl wkrin, mlr mii. @‐c okt smy`oj tdmt mii cy
lmri`lr mnv`fl wms wrkoj. @t‐s `cpkrtmot tk cmel c`stmels mon bl
fkcpiltliy rlfeilss `o krnlr tk blfkcl m bllr jkn. Pku lon up
ilmro`oj m ikt, mon yku fmo‐t nloy tdmt `t wms auo!
Okw tdmt yku‐rl alli`oj prly jkkn mbkut ykurslia, `t‐s t`cl
tk jlt kut ka tdmt fmjl. ^dl ktdlrs dmvl prkbmbiy akrjklo mbkut
yku wd`il tdly mrjul kvlr tdl olw r`jdtaui ruilr. Pku fmo lsfmpl
uookt`fln. ^dlo `t‐s t`cl tk amfl tdksl bmfestmbblrs. Pku‐rl jk`oj
tk dmvl tk bl m bllr cmo mon mpkikj`sl tk lvlrykol. Pku c`jdt
dmvl tk smy `t kol duonrln t`cls, mon prkc`sl tk nk tdl n`sdls akr
m tdkusmon ylmrs, but tdly‐ii akrj`vl yku. ^dly‐ii lvlo ilt yku bl
E`oj mjm`o. @so‐t tdmt o`fl;Okw yku olln tk puo`sd tdlc ‖ tlcpkrmr`iy, mon `o mii am`rolss.
M ylmr akrfln tk i`vl ms ckrtmis w`ii nk gust ol.
^`cl akr Fdmojl
@t fkcls nkwo tk m fkcb`omt`ko ka d`jd ckrmi stmonmrns mon
str`ft n`sf`pi`ol. Pku‐ii on tdmt yku jlt m ikt ckrl kut ka bl`oj
m jkn `a yku td`oe mbkut wdmt plkpil olln, wd`fd cmels tdlcmftumiiy mpprlf`mtl yku. ^ry td`s lxplr`clot7 stkp fdms`oj mlr
wkclo akr m alw nmys mon pmy mlot`ko tk ykur w`al. ^lii dlr
dkw ikvliy sdl `s. Okw alli tdmt wmrc, auzzy slosmt`ko `o ykur
fdlst. @t‐s bllr tdmo mcbrks`m, `so‐t `t; ^d`s clmos yku mrl
kf`miiy m jkkn juy. Zlii nkol!
Cme`oj td`s m dmb`t `s okt jk`oj tk bl lmsy but, okw tdmt
yku‐rl m olw cmo, mii ka tdlsl ktdlr jkns mrl dmppy tk dlip.
Pku‐ii on tdly‐rl okt mii bmn, mon `t‐s mbkut t`cl yku cmnl
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^duonlr Dkkvls
Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol
Vdl fi`cbs up tdl cm`otlomofl imnnlr, jr`pp`oj lmfd ruoj w`td
pmil dmons mon omeln allt. ^dl w`on tdrusts mjm`ost dlr mon
tdl rm`o puiis ko dlr o`jdtjkwo, fkin mon dlmvy. ^dl bmrs mrl si`fe
w`td wmtlr. @t `s tlrr`biy nmre. ^dlrl `s rkmr`oj `o dlr lmrs7 tdl w`on,
i`el m wm`i`oj vk`fl. Vdl sdkuts `o rlturo, but dlr vk`fl `s dusdln
by tdl tkrrlot. Vdl filofdls dlr gmw mon fkot`ouls tk fi`cb.^dl rkka `s m fkofrltl squmrl w`td ikw br`fe wmiis. Vdl nrkps
tk dlr eolls `o tdl flotrl mon ikkes tkwmrns tdl f`ty. Mbkvl tdl
sd`cclr`oj i`jdts spmoo`oj tdl dkr`zko, somels ka fkikur sw`ri
tdrkujd tdl sey, nmof`oj wl`jdtilssiy `o tdl nkwopkur. ^dl
fikuns mrl dlmvy furtm`os mbkvl. Vdl akins dlr mrcs mfrkss dlr
wm`st mon wmtfdls, lxdmustln mon sd`vlr`oj. dl fkikurs sikw dlr
rmf`oj c`on.
Mii mt kofl, tdl rm`o mon tdl w`on lmsl tdl`r lkrts. ^dl slrplotswd`p mrkuon mon nmrt kut ka s`jdt. Vdl j`vls tdlc m wlme sc`il
jkknbyl. ^dlrl `s m ckclot ka plmfl, m nllp brlmtd.
^dl msd ka i`jdt `s bi`on`oj5 sdl dms tk fiksl dlr lyls. ^duonlr
lxpiknls `o r`ppi`oj v`brmt`kos kvlrdlmn. @t sdmels tdl suramfl
blolmtd dlr sd`os. Vdl `cmj`ols m dlrn ka w`in dkrsls jmiikp`oj
uonlr tdl stmrs, skclwdlrl blykon tdl nmre jrlyolss, tkk i`jdt
mon amst tk amii tdrkujd.
***
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Zdlo sdl wms vlry scmii, sdl wlot ko m wmie w`td dlr cktdlr
tdrkujd tdl rkii`oj lins. ^dmt wms tdl rst t`cl sdl dmn lvlr sllom dkrsl5 tdlrl wlrl slvlrmi ka tdlc, jmiikp`oj wdlrlvlr tdl sp`r`t
ju`nln tdlc. Vdl wmtfdln tdlc w`td dlr cktdlr akr m ikoj t`cl,
trmf`oj lmfd lxtlos`ko ka ilj mon w`sp ka tm`i uot`i sdl alii `o ikvl
w`td lvlry s`ojil nltm`i. @t sllcln tdly wlrl y`oj rmtdlr tdmo
ruoo`oj. Dlr cktdlr lxpim`oln tdmt tdly n`n `onlln blikoj tk tdl
sey mon wlrl slot nkwo by tdl i`jdt tk wmtfd kvlr tdl cktdlrs
mon fd`inrlo ka lmrtd. ^dly rmo akr tdl smel ka nls`rl.
Vdl smt ko tdl rkka ka dlr dkusl, cme`oj p`fturls `o tdl pmss`oj
fikuns. ^dly ckstiy ikkeln i`el squ`jjiy frlmturls. Vdl dlmrn
dlr pmrlots mrju`oj `o tdl e`tfdlo. @t wkuin bl n`oolrt`cl skko.
Vdl stkkn up olxt tk tdl rkka‐s julr, mon akuon dlr bmimofl ko
tdl sikpl. Vdl prltlonln sdl wms m pr`oflss ka iljlon, rljmi mon
lofdmotln. Vdl tr`ln succko`oj tdl dkrsls arkc tdl lins. Vdl
`cmj`oln mii slvlo ka tdlc ruoo`oj ko tdl w`on tkwmrns dlr, tdl
bimfe kol klr`oj `ts bmfe tk r`nl ko. Vdl wms tlltlr`oj ko tdllnjl wdlo sdl dlmrn m nkkr kplo, mon dlr amtdlr stkcpln kut
ka tdl dkusl. Dl sdkutln mt dlr tk jlt k tdl rkka. Vdl swkrl sdl
wkuino‐t amii, but dl n`no‐t bli`lvl dlr. Vdl lcbrmfln d`c ms dl
puiiln dlr nkwo. D`s sdkuinlrs wlrl fkin mon dmrn. Dl scmfeln
dlr5 sdl wms olvlr tk ilmvl d`s s`nl mjm`o.
***
Vdl kplos dlr lyls tk tdl stkrcy o`jdt. Dlr dlmrt `s blmt`oj
armot`fmiiy. Xrlss`oj dlr pmic tk dlr fdlst, sdl w`iis `t tk fmic
nkwo. ^dl tduonlr rkiis mwmy pmst tdl f`ty. Z`td tdl t`oy i`jdts
ji`stlo`oj blikw, `t `s i`el sdl dms fi`cbln blykon tdl stmrs.
Dlr dlmrt blfkcls qu`lt.
Vdl bi`oes dmrn w`td tdl slfkon i`jdto`oj str`el. Vey-dkrsls
ilmp kut ka tdl bimst mon fdmrjl `o mii n`rlft`kos, frmfe`oj tdl ski`n
m`r mon rlilms`oj moktdlr nkwopkur ka wmtlr ms tdly cmel fkotmft.
^dl rm`o cmssmjls dlr sdkuinlrs w`td t`oy tmpp`oj ojlrs, lms`ojtdl tlos`ko.
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dlr. ^dly wlrl lojmjln sdkrtiy mlr jrmnumt`ko. ^dly ckvln `otk
m o`fl ol`jdbkurdkkn mckojst plkpil wdk nli`jdtln dlr, but tdlywlrl miwmys vlry busy. Vdl splot ckst nmys ko dlr kwo, mon lvlry
o`jdt w`td koiy dlr dusbmon. Zdlo dlr bmby wms bkro, dlr i`al alit
fkcpiltl. Vdl wkuin wrmp dlr up `o m sk bimoelt mon fkvlr dlr
swllt amfl `o e`ssls. ^dly pimyln tkjltdlr ckst ka tdl nmy, mon mt
o`jdt sdl put dlr tk bln ms nli`fmtliy ms pm`ot`oj m p`fturl, miwmys
cme`oj surl tdl bmrs ka tdl fr`b wlrl slfurliy rm`sln.
^dl ol`jdbkurs wlrl sk o`fl. ^dly n`no‐t smy moytd`oj mbkut
dlr bru`sln amfl. ^dly n`n okt mffusl dlr ka moytd`oj wdlo dlr
mrc brkel. ^dly koiy oknnln mt dlr mon truoniln mwmy.
***
^dl sey-dkrsl stlps ms`nl. Dlr eolls d`t tdl fkofrltl, tlmr`oj tdl
se`o. Vdl fr`ls arlliy.
’Rd`mooko!–
Dl stlps kvlr tdl tkp ka tdl cm`otlomofl imnnlr. D`s dm`r dmojs
i`el slmwlln kvlr d`s aurrkwln brkw. Vdl sfrmcbils bmfe.’Rd`mooko, pilmsl.– D`s vk`fl `s ms r`fd ms vlivlt. ’Pku‐ii jlt
durt kut dlrl. Ilt‐s jk bmfe dkcl, mon wl fmo skrt `t mii kut. @
prkc`sl @ wko‐t nk moytd`oj tk durt yku. @ ikvl yku.–
@ eokw yku nk.
’@‐c skrry. Jkn, @‐c sk skrry. @ nko‐t eokw wdmt fmcl kvlr cl.
@ … @ fmo fdmojl. Zl fmo jk bmfe tk dkw `t wms wdlo wl rst clt.
Rlclcblr dkw dmppy wl wlrl;–
@ ikvln yku tkk.
Dl `s eolli`oj, mrcs rlmfd`oj kut tkwmrns dlr. ’^dlrl `s st`ii
t`cl tk x td`s. Zl‐vl jkt tdl rlst ka kur i`vls tk r`jdt tdl wrkojs
… I`jdto`oj olvlr str`els tdl smcl pimfl tw`fl, yku eokw;–
***
Vdl dmn lotlrln tdl nmre ourslry `o tdl lmriy ckro`oj tk on dlr
bmby wm`i`oj w`td m alvlr. Z`td trlcbi`oj dmons sdl ikwlrln tdl
bmrs ka tdl fr`b mon p`feln `t up, bljj`oj `t tk bl qu`lt. Dl lotlrln
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tdl ourslry tkk, mon tdl`r lyls fkoolftln. D`s wlrl bikknsdkt mon
omrrkw. Dl stmoe ka mifkdki. D`s lylbrkws eokln, mon mii tdlfkonlot fdmrc n`smpplmrln arkc d`s amfl. @o m slfkon ka dkrrkr,
dl ikkeln gust i`el dlr amtdlr. Dl iurfdln mt dlr w`td mo lmr-spi``oj
sdkut. @t wms mii dlr amuit. Vdl n`no‐t eokw dkw tk ikke mlr amc`iy.
Vdl dmn mbmonkoln dlr kwo amtdlr w`tdkut dls`tmt`ko ‖ sdl wms m
ckostlr.
Kofl tdl tlrrkr dmn subs`nln, sdl dunniln `o tdl fkrolr ka tdl
ourslry, m nkii-i`el jurl iy`oj `o dlr mrcs, plralftiy st`ii. @ts se`o
wms i`el pkrflim`o, sckktd mon fkin. Vdl dlin `t fiksl, dlr kwo
se`o stmrt`oj tk iksl alli`oj. Vdl smt akr sufd m ikoj t`cl `o s`ilofl.
Amii`oj tlmrs wlrl tdl koiy wmrctd `o tdl rkkc. Vdl stmrln mt tdl
kkr, wdlrl m bmby‐s bimoelt imy frlmsln mon wkro.
***
’Rd`mooko„– d`s vk`fl s bmrliy m wd`splr upko tdl st`rr`oj w`on.
Vdl rm`sls m dmon tk dlr tdrkmt5 tdl se`o allis tlonlr. Dl ikkes sk
scmii mon dlipilss, i`el dl‐s nrkwo`oj. Dkw fmo dl bl smvln;Vdl stmons up tmii, dlr sts nkwo by dlr s`nls. Vdl ikkes mt tdl
sey-dkrsl5 `t bi`oes `ts lcpty lyls mon okns.
Pku fmo try tk fdmojl d`c `a yku cust, kr yku fmo ellp ko ruoo`oj.
Vkclt`cls tdmt‐s mii tdlrl `s tk nk. ^dlrl `s ok olln tk alli msdmcln.
Vdl ikkes nkwo upko tdl wrltfdln cmo ko tdl fkofrltl.
@t `s t`cl sdl rmo w`in.
Mt rst d`s lyls jrkw w`nl. dlo i`ols ka mojlr tlmr tdrkujd d`s
amfl. –Pku fmo‐t ilmvl. Pku dmvl oktd`oj w`tdkut cl! OK^D@OJ!–
’Ok, yku‐rl wrkoj,– sdl wd`splrs. ’@ mc sk cufd ckrl tdmo tdmt.–
Vplme ikunlr.
’Ok!– sdl fr`ls. ’Pku mrl tdl kol w`td oktd`oj. Mon @ mc
ilmv`oj.–
’Zdlrl fkuin yku pkss`biy jk;– dl nrkols.
Vdl ikkes tk tdl sey.
^dl sey-dkrsl rm`sls `ts akrliljs d`jd mon br`ojs tdlc nkwo by tdl cmo w`td m nlmalo`oj frmfe. Bimnls ka i`jdt sdkkt nkwo
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arkc tdl sey mon lxpiknl mbkvl tdl rkkkp. Vdl stucbils
bmfewmrns mon tr`ps ko tdl ikw wmii. Vdl `s arllamii`oj, mon sdlallis ok almr mt mii.
M rusd ka m`r fkiilfts dlr arkc bld`on, mon m sey-dkrsl fmotlrs
`o mlr `t. Vdl `ost`oft`vliy jrmsps `ts olfe ms `t `ls pmst, mon tdlo
sdl s r`n`oj. Z`td oktd`oj but wmtlr mon i`jdt blolmtd dlr, t allis
ckrl i`el y`oj. Kvlr tdl f`ty tdly jmiikp tkjltdlr, mon up `otk tdl
dlmvlos, d`jdlr mon d`jdlr, uot`i sdl amiis msillp.
^dlrl `s ok olln tk wkrry moy ikojlr. Vdl w`ii bl smal w`td us.
***
^dl sey dms filmrln by tdl t`cl sdl mwmels, loakinln `o tdl sk
fkvlrs ka dlr bln. @t `s vlry qu`lt5 tdlrl `s koiy tdl skuon ka dlr
stlmny brlmtd mon tdl ckro`oj fd`rp ka skojb`rns kuts`nl tdl
w`onkw. Vdl s`ts up mon pkonlrs. Zdlrl nkls kol jk kofl sdl dms
bllo slt arll;
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dmn pmrt`f`pmtln `o kvlr y skrt`ls kvlr tdl Xd`i`pp`ols, ylt
dmno‐t alit ms olrvkus ms dl n`n okw.Dl wms mojr`iy rldlmrs`oj `o d`s c`on tdl i`eliy fkovlrsmt`ko
dl wms mbkut tk dmvl w`td d`s amtdlr. Zkuin dl mpprkvl ka d`s
pimos tk stuny Dkrt`fuiturl `ostlmn ka Cln`f`ol; Zkuin dl, wkuin
moykol, uonlrstmon Fmriks‐ pmss`ko akr jrkw`oj olw vmr`lt`ls ka
mppils; Kr w`ii Nmn, tdl oktmbil-imwylr, fkot`oul tk bl d`s stubbkro
slia mon `os`st Fmriks jkls k tk cln`fmi sfdkki i`el d`s brktdlr;
Zdlo Cmur`f`k rlturoln tk Clx`fk w`td tdl squmnrko kflrs,
dl `ccln`mtliy wlot bmfe tk uo`vlrs`ty. Dl wkonlrln dkw d`s
pmrlots alit mbkut tdl nlmtd ka tdl`r linlst sko `o m arlme mff`nlot.
Lor`qul n`ln ko Guol < wdlo d`s X->: frmsdln mlr tmel-k. Dl
wms ko m sdkrt, auoft`komi fdlfe `jdt wdlo tdl loj`ol am`iln. Dl
mlcptln tk mvk`n m b`vkumf mrlm, lmro`oj d`c pkstduckus clr`t.
Dkw Fmriks c`ssln d`c5 tdlrl wms okbkny tk ikke up tk okw.
Fmriks‐ wkuons nlimyln d`s rlturo. Zkuin moykol fmrl tdmt
dl surv`vln; D`s p`jlko-dkil rlcm`oln lcpty ka plrskomi illrsmickst tdl lot`rl t`cl dl wms o tdl Xd`i`pp`ols. Dl smw Cmur`f`k
kofl o Iuzko f`ty, but tdl prlssurl ka tdl`r c`ss`kos mdlmn w`pln
kut tdl`r fdmofls mt fkov`v`mi`ty. Okt tdmt Cmur`f`k fmrln akr d`c.
Dl dmn tlmsln d`c fruliiy, `o arkot ka ktdlr kflrs, ckfe`oj tdl
jmoji`oj mpplmrmofl ka d`s —bmby brktdlr‐ mon tlii`oj stkr`ls ka
d`s mwewmrnolss ms m e`n. Fmriks‐ s`ilofl dmno‐t dlipln tk n`spli
d`s tmuots.
Dl tkke m nllp brlmtd5 dl eolw tdmt dl ollnln tk fmic nkwomon stkp mnn`oj tr`v`mi okoslosl tk d`s dmrn-tk-sdut-k rmp`n
td`oe`oj. Fkotrkii`oj d`s pm`oaui brlmtd`oj wms dmrn lokujd, mon
scke`oj wms kut ka tdl qulst`ko. Dl dmn tk j`vl d`s iuojs m fdmofl
tk dlmi fkcpiltliy. Dl krnlrln moktdlr wd`sey mon akrflauiiy
fkogurln tdl tdkujdt ka spr`ot`oj kofl ckrl tdrkujd —Ims X`lnrms‐
(^dl Vtkols) akrlst kuts`nl Wmfmtimo, mitdkujd dl nkubtln d`s
ruoo`oj mb`i`ty, nul tk tdl st`olss ka d`s ilj.
Dl tdkujdt ka Fim`rl, tdl Mustrmi`mo oursl dl dmn rst clt `o
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tdl Xd`i`pp`ols mon tdlo mt Olwfmstil Dksp`tmi, mon wkonlrln `a
sdl‐n rlmiiy wr`tl.’@ w`ii wr`tl, s`r,– sdl‐n sm`n, dlr uoi`t f`jmrll nmoji`oj arkc
tdl s`nl ka dlr ckutd wd`il sdl ruccmjln `o dlr dmonbmj akr m
plof`i tk wr`tl nkwo d`s mnnrlss.
’V`r, s`r ... wmtfd `t, ykuoj imny, @ mc Vlýkr Fmriks.– Dl i`eln dlr
ar`loni`olss. Dlr imfe ka m`rs mon dlr prkcpt mfflptmofl ka d`c.
’Mrl yku rlmiiy Clx`fmo;– sdl dmn mseln dlr rst ckro`oj ko
nuty, rkii`oj up dlr sillvls, rlmny tk spkojl-bmtd d`c, ’Pku nko‐t
ikke `t.–
’@ mc vlry Clx`fmo, Oursl Fmiimdmo. Zdmt nk yku clmo @ nko‐t
ikke `t;– Dl wms `otr`juln.
’Zlii,– sdl sm`n, ms sdl jlotiy bmtdln d`s `ogurln tkrsk, ’yku
nko‐t ikke i`el tdl bmon`tks yku sll `o tdl ckv`ls, akr m stmrt.–
Fmriks wmotln tk imujd, but tdl pm`o ko d`s s`nl wms slvlrl
lokujd tk prlvlot d`c.
’@t‐s —bmo-n`-nks‐ w`td m‐n‐, okt m‐t‐, bmon`nks. Vmy `t i`el td`s,– dlsdkwln dlr, si`jdtiy b`t`oj tdl t`p ka d`s tkojul bltwllo d`s tlltd,
’Bmo-nll-nkds– mon sdl fkcpi`ln, pufelr`oj dlr i`ps, dlr mlcpts
lon`oj `o ikun imujdtlr arkc dlr mon m fry ka mjkoy arkc d`c.
’^uro mrkuon5 dmoj kotk cy sdkuinlr–, sdl krnlrln,
fkcpks`oj dlrslia.
^dl wmrctd ka tdl skmpy mooli skktdln tdl `otlosl tdrkbb`oj
blolmtd d`s se`o. ^dl jlotilolss trmospkrtln d`c bmfe tk tdl
fks`olss ka tdl d`jd-bmfeln t`o bmtd `o arkot ka tdl rkmr`oj rl, `otdl e`tfdlo ka d`s pmrlots‐ rmofd `o Wmfmtimo.
’Oursl Fmiimdmo,– dl sm`n, mickst purr`oj.
’Dccc;– Vdl wms try`oj dmrn tk mvk`n tdl sllp`oj frusts ka
tdl wkrst buros.
’^dmoe yku akr td`s. @t allis sk skktd`oj,– dl sm`n.
’Pku mrl m vlry pki`tl bky, yku eokw;– sm`n Fim`rl ikke`oj up mt
d`c. ’Mii tdlsl ktdlr brutls olln tk ilmro tk smy pilmsl mon tdmoe
yku i`el yku nk. ^lii ykur cktdlr tdmt sdl tmujdt yku wlii,– sdl
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qu`feiy. Mon tdmt wms `t, ok lxfusls, gust bl rlmny, tdmt‐s mii tdmt
`onlln dl fkuin nk. Bl rlmny. Ms `t turoln kut, dl logkyln tdlckv`l mon imujdln, `o sp`tl ka tdl pm`o, wdlo tdly tkke `t `o turos
tk siurp `fl-frlmc mt tdl fmal ko Okbby‐s blmfd.
Ms t`cl pmssln by mon dl alit ckrl ducmo mjm`o, dl wms dmppy
tk nk Fim`rl‐s b`nn`oj. Olwfmstil blmfd, Vm`ot Lnwmrns Xmre, Vmit
Msd, Zkiilc` Akrlst, Ckrpltd, mon d`s amvkur`tl7 tdl str`oj ka olw
v`olymrns `o tdl Duotlr Qmiily.
’Ikke mt td`s, I`lutlomot,– sm`n Fim`rl, dmon`oj d`c tdl
olwspmplr kol nmy. ’B`j lstm akr tdl Clx`fmo Vqumnrko 28=. Vmn
yku c`ssln `t;–
Dl rlmn mii mbkut tdl omt`komi flilbrmt`ko tdl squmnrko rlfl`vln
`o Clx`fk F`ty, mon wms dkolstiy jimn dl c`ssln `t.
’Cy brktdlr wkuin dmvl bllo tdlrl, @ julss.– dl sm`n, mon dl
`cmj`oln tdl`r amtdlr‐s pr`nl tk sll d`c jlt tdl pubi`f mffkimnls.
Kd yls, amtdlr wkuin alli prkun ka Cmur`f`k mii r`jdt. Fmriks tr`ln
tk rlclcblr m t`cl wdlo d`s amtdlr tkin d`c dkw dl alit mbkutd`c lxflpt w`td n`spilmsurl.
Mo uolxplftln lckt`komi brlmetdrkujd akr tdl bmsdaui m`rcmo
dmpploln kol stkrcy mlrokko wdlo Fim`rl tkke d`c tk sdlitlr
`o kol ka tdl mifkvls `o tdl pub mt Ckrpltd, krnlr`oj fkin bllrs.
’^lii cl mbkut ykur o`jdtcmrls,– sdl sm`n. O`jdt nuty dmn
milrtln dlr tk tdlc.
D`s bmfe st`loln mon d`s brkw fkrrujmtln, tdrkw`oj mo mickst
v`s`bil nmre vl`i kvlr d`s amfl.’Pku mrl jk`oj tk pimy tdlrmp`st, mrl yku;– dl mseln, ikke`oj
mwmy, dmrniy fkoflmi`oj d`s n`snm`o.
’Ok, @‐c jk`oj tk pimy ar`lon.– ^dl i`jdt `o dlr lyls wms rlmi.
’Ar`lons ilmvl yku mikol w`td ykur o`jdtcmrls.– Dl ikkeln ckrl
i`el m jrucpy fd`in tdmo tdl mnuit dl‐n blfkcl tdrkujd tdl wmr.
’Ar`lons fmrl, Vlýkr Fmst`iik Nl Ilko.– Vdl dkpln tk tlmsl tdl
wkrns kut ka d`c. Dl rlcm`oln suiilo. ’@ mc m ar`lon, Vlýkr, lvlo
`a yku nko‐t wmot tk pimy cmrbils w`td cl.– ^d`s wms jk`oj tk bl
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dmrnlr tdmo wdmt sdl tdkujdt.
M t`oy fkrolr ka d`s ckutd rm`sln m armft`ko5 tdl tdkujdt kaFim`rl pimy`oj cmrbils mcusln d`c.
’Mii r`jdt,– dl sm`n w`td m tkufd ka smrfmsc, ’ilt‐s cmel `t m nlmi.
@ tlii yku mbkut cy o`jdtcmrls mon yku tlii cl mbkut ykurs.–
’Nlmi,– sdl sm`n.
Dl pimfln d`s libkws ko tdl tmbil, d`s swkiilo dmons spimyln
ko tkp ka d`s dlmn, lvmn`oj dlr ikke. Dl tr`ln tk put `otk wkrns
tdl rlfurrlot o`jdtcmrl ka alli`oj, mftumiiy alli`oj , tdl jrmsp ka
d`s juoolr mon d`s `omb`i`ty tk jr`p d`c bmfe w`td d`s brkelo
dmons. Mbruptiy dl ikwlrln d`s dmons tk tdl tmbil, ikke`oj nmreiy
mt dlr. Dkw fmo yku prkplriy lxpim`o tdl omuslmt`oj sclii ka
wmr; Mon dkw fmo yku trmospksl wm`i`oj arkc m okuo `otk m
vlrb, `otk m clckry; Mon dkw fmo yku, w`td wkrns, lvmpkrmtl
tdl `ovkiuotmry lckt`kos tdmt wlrl ski`niy lotrlofdln `o tdl
clckr`ls ka amii`oj; Dkw fmo yku nk td`s w`td wkrns mikol; Mon
tlmrs s`cpiy wkuino‐t fkcl tk d`s m`n. Dl tr`ln d`s dmrnlst tk splmeka tdl ju`it, tdl nlsplrmt`ko mon tdl sdmcl dl fkuin okt sdmel k.
Mon tdl fdke`oj tlrrkr mon tdl smnolss tdmt jrmbbln mt d`s tdrkmt
mt uolxplftln t`cls. Mon tdl nkkc tdmt duoj mbkut d`c cme`oj
d`c pmo`f w`tdkut mppmrlot rlmsko.
’@ eokw wdmt yku mrl jk`oj tk smy,– dl sm`n mlr m pmusl wdlo
d`s brlmtd`oj blfmcl sdmiikw. ’Pku mrl jk`oj tk smy tdmt @ kujdt
tk ilt `t jk, tdmt `t‐s o`sdln, tdmt `t‐s `o tdl pmst... wlii, nko‐t.–
Mon rm`s`oj d`s vk`fl m i`il, dl fkot`ouln, ’Nko‐t smy `t. @t `so‐ttrul. @t‐s okt `o tdl pmst. Dkw fmo `t bl `o tdl pmst `a...– Mon tdlo `t
dmpploln. ^dl tlmrs. Kd, tdl rmjl tdmt t`jdtloln d`s gmw but am`iln
tk cmel sts w`td d`s st`ii- `omcln dmons.
Fim`rl n`no‐t tkufd d`c, kr p`ty d`c, kr tmie. Vdl n`no‐t ckvl.
Dlr lyls p`lrfln w`td akrfl mon skcldkw dl eolw tdmt sdl eolw
skcltd`oj dl n`no‐t. Vdl turoln pmil w`td d`s tlii`oj mon tdlo
mppil-rln, ms dlr lyls bkrln otk d`s skui. @t tkke mo ltlro`ty, but dlr
s`ilofl mon plrs`stlot nmre ikke stmyln ko d`c wd`il d`s sdkuinlrs
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dlmvln mon d`s skbs fdkeln d`s mirlmny imbkr`kus brlmtd`oj.
’@ wms jk`oj tk smy oktd`oj ka tdl e`on, s`r,– sdl sm`n lvlotumiiy.’Zdmt @ wms jk`oj tk smy s tdmt a yku n`no‐t tlii cl ykur o`jdtcmrl
@ wkuin dmvl tk puofd `t kut ka yku.– Mon sdl rm`sln dlr sts tk
sdkw d`c, cme`oj d`c sc`il. Mlr m pmusl sdl mnnln, ’^dmt‐s
wdmt ar`lons‐ nk.– Mon mlr moktdlr pmusl sdl sm`n, ’Ar`lons fmrl,
tdmt‐s wdy.– Koiy tdlo n`n sdl ilmo bmfe ko dlr slmt, scmii tlmrs
br`jdtlo`oj dlr lyls.
’Mon wdmt `s ykur prkjoks`s, ar`lon;– dl sm`n, aucbi`oj w`td
d`s dmonelrfd`la.
’Xrkalss`komiiy; Pku, mon lvlry ktdlr ^kc mon Dmrry @‐vl clt
dmvl kol td`oj `o fkccko, cmtl7 o`jdtcmrls.–
’Mon;– dl nlcmonln.
’Mon tdl skkolr yku mfflpt tdlc ms pmrt mon pmrfli ka tdl
mwlskcl gkb yku dmvl nkol, bli`lvl cl, tdl qu`felr yku w`ii
nloy tdlc tdl pilmsurl ka durt`oj yku aurtdlr.– Vdl sm`n td`s
nli`blrmtliy sikwiy.’Mwlskcl gkb... Zdmt nk yku clmo;– dl sm`n, mstkuonln,
mitdkujd `o trutd dl wms mirlmny alli`oj i`jdtlr akr tdl tlmrs. Dl
olvlr dlmrn moykol rlalr tk d`s gkb ms mwlskcl. But tdl rlmi`ty ka `t
sunnloiy cmnl slosl. dl tdkujdt d`t d`c o tdl jut w`td akrfl. Dl
dmn koiy tdkujdt ka y`oj o fkcbmt ms m gkb, mon m bmn gkb mt tdmt,
okt td`oe`oj ka tdl t`cls dl sfkrln d`s tmrjlt, but rlclcblr`oj tdl
arustrmt`ko ka tdl t`cls dl dmn c`ssln t. Mon dlrl s td`s wkcmo...
’Pku nko‐t eokw wdmt yku mrl tmie`oj mbkut,– dl sm`n `o mn`sc`ss`vl tkol. But dl wms wrkoj.
’@ eokw wdmt @‐vl sllo, cmtl.– Vdl rlcm`oln qu`lt.
’Pku clmo,– dl sm`n, w`td nlr`s`ko, ’tdmt @ dmvl m o`jdtcmrl
mon @ wmel up mon @ smy, Kd, tdmt‐s r`jdt, `t `s okt rlmi, `t `s koiy m
o`jdtcmrl mon `t jkls w`td tdl mwlskcl gkb @‐vl nkol jl`oj d`t
mon il`oj cy ar`lon amii tk d`s nlmtd. Gust i`el tdmt;– @a Fim`rl wlrl
moybkny lisl, dl wkuin dmvl wmieln kut ko dlr, but sdl wms d`s
ar`lon mon dl eolw tdmt sdl rlsplftln d`c.
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Vdl sdrujjln dlr sdkuinlrs. Vdl‐n sllo `t blakrl. @a sdl fkuin
cmel tdlc mojry wd`il tdly spurtln kut tdl`r o`jdtcmrl, tdltrutd bld`on tdl`r pm`o bljmo tk dlip tdlc tk put `t `o m ckrl
bmimofln, `a st`ii fruli, plrsplft`vl. ’Zl mrl mii dlrkls, bunny, clnmi
kr ok clnmi.– ^rucmo wms r`jdt.
Ikke`oj mt dlr skcbrl amfl akr m ckclot, dl bljmo tk imujd,
mon mlr m wd`il, sdl imujdln tkk. Mon tdlo, s`cuitmolkusiy
tdly bktd jkt up mon lcbrmfln dmrn mon ikoj. Vdl e`ssln d`c ko
tdl fdlle, but sdl fkvlrln d`s ckutd w`td dlr dmon mon n`n okt
ilt d`c e`ss dlr bmfe. Vdl almrln tdl fkoslqulofls, `t dmpploln
blakrl mon sdl ikvln dlr gkb tkk cufd tk ilt `t dmpplo mjm`o. Dl
wms bmln.
Jkn eokws dkw cufd dl ollnln m cktdlr‐s tkufd mon m s`stlr‐s
ar`lonsd`p, wdmt wkuin sdl bl i`el ms m swlltdlmrt; Dl fkuino‐t
moswlr tdmt kol5 dl n`no‐t eokw wdmt ikvl `s. Dl n`no‐t eokw tdl
duojlr, tdl jikry, tdl skrrkw, tdl rljrlt mon tdl n`smppk`otclot ka
ikvl ‖ kr `ts tlrr`bil pkwlr.’Zl cust jlt yku bmfe tk tdl dksp`tmi,– sdl sm`n, pu`oj dlr
fkmt ko mon wmie`oj qu`feiy tk dlr fmr.
^`fe mon tkfe mon t`fe mon tkfe, tdl fikfe mt tdl Z`ii`mcstkwo
bmr sllcln tk ckfe d`c m i`il.
Dl akrjkt tk mse mbkut dlr o`jdtcmrl.
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Akrlsts ka Xlik
Vdmooko FmrtlrAkrlsts ka Xlik `s m cln`lvmi amotmsy slt ko tdl lmstlro fkot`olot
ka mo mitlromt`vl wkrin. N`v`nln `otk tdrll n`lrlot lcp`rls, tdl
Lmstlro Lcp`rl ka ^rbms lofkcpmssls tdl scmii e`ojnkcs ka Xlik,
^rbms mon Fi`bme. Vlniko, tdl Xr`ofl ka Xlik, mon d`s akur ar`lons
try tk uo`tl tdl Lcp`rl `o krnlr tk bmil tdl lrfl lolc`ls ka tdl
Zlstlro Imons mfrkss tdl N`v`n`oj Vlm. @o td`s fdmptlr, Vlniko
mon twk ka d`s ar`lons cllt Dmiilc, m jrllo-se`ooln Dmibmo
(plkpil wdk mrl fkoolftln pdys`fmiiy mon clotmiiy tk trlls) o tdl
skutdlro akrlsts ka Xlik.
Fdmptlr =
^dl trlls sllcln tk sdmel w`td tdl wmrc brllzl, mon tdl ilma
fiustlrs ko tdl jrkuon wlrl i`el fusd`kos tk stmon ko. ^dl
ckro`oj nlw wms st`ii arlsd mon tdl swllt sclii ka tdl akrlst w`td`ts duonrlns ka ylmrs ka jrkwtd wms rlarlsd`oj.
Vlniko, tdl Xr`ofl ka Xlik, stkkn blolmtd m trll mon ikkeln `otk
tdl lmriy ckro`oj sey. ^dl suo dmn r`slo kvlr mo dkur mjk mon
`ts wmrctd lofkurmjln Vlniko lokujd tk jlt up. Mlr pu`oj ko
d`s ilmtdlr r`n`oj pmots mon ikksl sd`rt, dl il d`s tlot tk jk tk tdl
olmrby strlmc. Dl wmsdln d`s brkwo dm`r mon filmoln tdl jr`t kut
ka d`s lyls blakrl nlf`n`oj tk wmtfd tdl suo fkot`oul tk r`sl.
’Pkur D`jdolss!– M nllp bmr`tkol vk`fl fmcl arkc tdl fmcp
s`tl. ’Pkur D`jdolss! Zdlrl mrl yku;–
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Vlniko jrkwiln uonlr d`s brlmtd mon fursln. ’Fkc`oj, Nlrln!–
Zmie`oj `otk tdl fmcp wdlrl tdrll tlots wlrl plrfdln mrkuonm scmii fmcprl, dl akuon d`s twk ar`lons wm`t`oj akr d`c5 kol
mojry mon tdl ktdlr mcusln.
’Pkur D`jdolss,– sm`n Nlrln. ’Pku custo‐t wmonlr `o tdl
akrlst w`tdkut m swkrn. ^dl nlckos fkuin e`ii yku blakrl @ nrmw
cy swkrn.–
Nlrln wms nrlssln `o m cm`i sd`rt mon dlmvy mrckurln pmots,
okt su`tmbil akr r`n`oj `o m akrlst, mon wkrl d`s swkrn ko d`s il
d`p. Dl wms l`jdtllo mon mirlmny m Fdurfd Eo`jdt, mo mrckurln
ckoe nln`fmtln tk wkrsd`p mon nlalofl ka tdl Fdurfd. Nlrln dmn,
ms usumi, n`smjrlln w`td fkc`oj `otk tdl akrlst tk fmcp blfmusl
ka tdl Fdurfd‐s mojlr tkwmrns `ts `odmb`tmots, tdl trll-nwlii`oj
Dmibmos. Nlrln‐s amtdlr wms tdl Bmrko ka Xli Cmokr, tdl —amomt`fs
fmp`tmi‐ ka tdl e`ojnkc. Mii fdurfd, ok pimy.
Alrl, tdl ktdlr cmo, wms nrlssln `o ilmtdlr trkuslrs mon m jrly
ikksl sd`rt, cufd i`el Vlniko wms nrlssln. Alrl wms s`xtllo monsko ka tdl Ikrn ka tdl Xlik Xim`os, okcmns wdk fmrln akr dkrsls
mon trlmtln tdlc i`el brktdlrs mon s`stlrs. D`s smbrl fkuin fut
tdrkujd m cmo `o kol simsd. Alrl, nlsp`tl tdl pilmsurl dl rlfl`vln
arkc cm`c`oj, wms st`ii fmr`oj mon lms`iy mcusln. Dl elpt d`s amfl,
fkvlrln by glt-bimfe dm`r, ikwlrln. Dl wms slfrltiy logky`oj td`s.
Vlniko, misk s`xtllo, cmy dmvl bllo `o bltwllo tdl ktdlrs `o
mjl, but dl fkuin krnlr bktd Alrl mon Nlrln mrkuon. Dl wms tdl
Xr`ofl ka Xlik mlr mii.’Nko‐t bl stup`n, Nlrln,– Vlniko sm`n, mookyln w`td d`s kinlr
ar`lon. ’^dl Dmibmos wkuin olvlr e`ii o tdl akrlsts. @t wkuin upslt
tdl trlls.–
’Nlckos!– Nlrln sm`n mon ikkeln mrkuon mt tdl trlls. ’Olvlr
j`vl yku m ckclot‐s plmfl.–
Alrl burst kut imujd`oj. ’Pku fmo‐t bl tdmt susp`f`kus, Nlrln.
^dly‐rl koiy trlls. ’
Nlrln jimrln mt Alrl `o mojlr mon wms kplo`oj d`s ckutd tk
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splme wdlo tdl Fdurfd Eo`jdt‐s r`jdt mrc iuojln akr d`s swkrn.
M jurl, dkwlvlr, jkt tdlrl rst. ^dl frlmturl, d`s se`o mjrllo`sd dul w`td tmkks ka n`lrlot fkikurln ilmvls ko m v`ol
tdmt lxtlonln up d`s mrc, dmn m nmjjlr tk Nlrln‐s tdrkmt mon
moktdlr mt d`s jut.
’Ckvl mon yku‐rl nlmn.– sm`n tdl Dmibmo, d`s vk`fl frmfei`oj
bltwllo m bky`sd i`it mon mo kinlr, ckrl cmturl, mnuit tkol.
Alrl fkuino‐t stkp imujd`oj mon fkiimpsln ko tdl jrkuon olxt
tk tdl rl, pkuon`oj tdl jrkuon w`td d`s r`jdt st.
Vlniko sc`iln. ’Ilt d`c jk, Dmiilc. Dl‐s dmrcilss.–
^dl ykuoj Dmibmo ilt jk mon gucpln kut ka Nlrln‐s rlmfd,
sc`i`oj ms dl sdlmtdln d`s nmjjlrs mon stkkn up strm`jdt, j`v`oj
Vlniko m fdmofl akr m prkplr v`lw ka tdl olw mrr`vmi.
Dmiilc wkrl m jrllo s`ie tkp w`td filmr sillvls arkc d`s libkws
nkwo tk sdkw tdl tmkks ka ilmvls mon jrllo pmots. Dl wms
w`tdkut bkkts, rlvlmi`oj d`s bmrl jrllo`sd allt. D`s sdkrt brkwo
dm`r stufe kut `o skcl mrlms mon d`s jkinlo dmzli lyls sdkol w`tdnlflpt`vliy fd`in-i`el `ookflofl. Dl wkrl nmjjlrs ko bktd d`ps
mon m i`jdtwl`jdt wkkn frkssbkw duoj ko d`s bmfe.
’Mrl yku surl @ fmo‐t fut d`c m i`il;– Dmiimc mseln, d`s vk`fl
frmfei`oj mjm`o. ’Cmybl ko d`s tdrkmt sk dl wko‐t spkut i`ls;–
Alrl stkkn up w`td m ikke ka c`rtd. ’^dmt wkuin bl otlrlst`oj.–
Vlniko sc`reln. ’Bllr okt. Pku nko‐t wmot tk cmel td`ojs
wkrsl bltwllo ykur plkpil mon tdl Fdurfd.–
Dmiilc sc`iln. ’^dl Fdurfd mirlmny dmtls us. Zdmt fkuin @ nktk cmel `t wkrsl;–
Nlrln iuojln mt Dmiilc, otlot ko br`oj`oj tdl Dmibmo bky nkwo.
Dl olmriy frmsdln `otk Dmiilc wdlo tdl scmiilr but ckrl
mj`il Dmibmo qu`feiy ckvln kut ka tdl wmy. Nlrln imonln dlmv`iy,
scmsd`oj d`s amfl `otk tdl jrkuon. Dl sfrlmcln sunnloiy `o pm`o
akr m ckclot. Dmiilc tdlo jkt bld`on d`c mon e`feln tdl ykuoj
Fdurfd Eo`jdt bltwllo tdl iljs. Nlrln‐s vk`fl wlot up twk kftmvls
blakrl dl rmo kut ka brlmtd mon alii s`ilot, fiks`oj d`s lyls mon ckutd.
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Alrl jmvl up fkcpksurl mjm`o mon alii `otk ts ka imujdtlr.
Vlniko d`cslia dkwlvlr elpt m strm`jdt amfl, eokw`oj tdmt Nlrlnsdkuin‐vl rlmiiy lxplftln td`s kutfkcl.
^dl pr`ofl s`jdln. ^d`s s wdmt @ jlt akr bl`oj ar`lons w`td m Fdurfd
amomt`f, @ julss.
Dmiilc ikkeln mt Nlrln akr m ckclot, d`s lylbrkws rm`sln `o
si`jdt surpr`sl mon fkoaus`ko. dl ykuoj Dmibmo tdlo brkel otk m
sc`il mon turoln tk Vlniko.
’Nko‐t Fdurfd Eo`jdts wlmr mrckur ko tdksl pmrts;– dl mseln.
Vlniko fdufeiln. ’Dl akrjkt tk pmfe `t.–
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Jrllov`lw
Iku`sl Zmrnil
Jrllov`lw akiikws m ykuoj j`ri‐s i`al `o m iuomt`f msyiuc, mon dlr
subslqulot (c`s)mnvloturls. Gmol Jikvlr, uonlr tdl prltlxt ka
bl`oj slot tk stmy w`td dlr Muot Armofls `o tdl fkuotry, dms bllo
fkcc`ln tk Jrllov`lw Iuomt`f Msyiuc by dlr stlpcktdlr akr
bl`oj mo kvlr-`oqu`s`t`vl fd`in. Gmol qu`feiy n`sfkvlrs tdl trutd,
mon dlr wdkil wkrin amiis mpmrt. @o Jrllov`lw, Gmol dms akuon molcls`s o Cmtrko Bkwlr, mon cust fkotlon w`td tdl dmrsdolss ka
tdl msyiuc, tdl zkcb`fmt`ko ka skcl ka tdl pmt`lots, mon tdl pm`o
ka mbmonkoclot. Gmol‐s krnlmi `s skloln by tdl e`onolss ka m alw
stm clcblrs mon pmt`lots, mon tdl jlotilolss ka dlr olwakuon
ar`lon, Oursl Fmrly.
^dl nkkr simcs. M ely turos `o tdl ikfe. M wkcmo `s siucpln `o
m fkrolr, ilmo`oj dlr dlmn mjm`ost m wmii. Dlr cmln, jrly`ojdm`r dmojs i`cpiy nkwo tdl s`nls ka dlr dlmn, d`n`oj dlr n`rt
lofrustln amfl. M fkot`oukus strlmc ka nrkki ilmes arkc tdl fkrolr
ka dlr ckutd. Dlr tkojul `fes `o mon kut tk wlt dlr nry, frmfeln
i`ps. Vdl fmsts dlr uoakfussln lyls mfrkss tdl nkkr mon tdlo mrkuon
tdl rkkc. Zd`tl. Zd`tl. Pliikw. Brkwo. Vdl arkwos. Zkkn. Ximstlr.
Xm`ot. Jimss. Cltmi. Nust cktls imz`iy nr` `o tdl suoi`jdt tdmt
strlmcs tdrkujd tdl w`onkw mbkvl. I`jdt. Nmre. I`jdt. Nmre. I`jdt.
Dmdmdm! Vtr`pls! Dlr lyls ckclotmr`iy ji`ot, jrkw nuii mjm`o, tdlo
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nmrt tk tdl fl`i`oj, sunnloiy amsf`omtln by tdl plli`oj ka pm`ot.
M sfrlmc arkc olmrby gkits dlr kut ka dlr trmofl. Dud! Kw! Cydlmn durts. Lvlrytd`oj‐s biurry. Vdl br`ojs dlr fimwln dmons up tk
cmssmjl dlr brkw blakrl rme`oj dlr ikoj, itdy ojlrs nkwo tdl
s`nls ka dlr amfl. Vdl stun`ls dlr br`il yliikw om`is mon tdl olw
se`o armjclots frmccln blolmtd tdlc. Zdmt‐s tdmt; Bikkn; Vdl
sdmels dlr dlmn mon turos dlr dmons kvlr tk ikke mt tdl`r bmfes.
Vdl lxls dlr ojlrs wmtfd`oj tdl eokbbiy gk`ots fkcl mon jk.
^dlrl yku mrl. Vdl sc`ils. Kkps! Jkol mjm`o! Dmdmdm! Kd! ^dlrl yku
mrl. Dmdmdm! Okw ym jkol! Okw ym tdlrl. Jkol. M fimoj arkc kuts`nl
dlr nkkr stmrtils dlr. Vdl slls mo lyl ikke`oj tdrkujd tdl pllp
dkil. Vdl nrmws dlr iljs o mon fiutfdls dlr eolls tk dlr fdlst. Ok.
Ok. Ok! Okt mjm`o! Xilmsl! Ok! Nko‐t. Ok. Vdl nrkps dlr dlmn tk dlr
eolls. Fkin. Vk fkin. Vdl pimfls dlr dmons ko tdl fkin kkr, tdlo dlr
eolls. Vikwiy sdl frmwis tk tdl suospkt, kps nkwo ko dlr s`nl
mon furis up `otk m t`jdt bmii tk stmy wmrc. Moktdlr sfrlmc r`ps
tdrkujd tdl m`r. ^dlo moktdlr. Akiikwln by dlmrt-wrlofd`oj skbs.Zdlrl mc @; Zdy cl; Zdmt‐s tk blfkcl ka cl; Vdl imys sd`vlr`oj mon
sdme`oj ms skbs wrmfe dlr bkny. Xilmsl. Xilmsl. Vtkp. @ nko‐t wmot
td`s. Xilmsl. Ok.
=.
G
mol puiiln dlr tkpsy-turvy nkii `o fiksl tk dlr fdlst. Vdl ikkeln
up mt tdl fkostmbil, tdlo si`n dlr dmon `otk d`s.’Pku‐ii bl r`jdt, iuv.– Fkostmbil ^ufelr ikkeln nkwo mt Gmol,
squllzln dlr dmon mon jmvl dlr m ikps`nln sc`il. ’Gust st`fe
w`td cl.–
Gmol‐s lyls nmrtln mrkuon tdl pimtakrc. ^dlrl wms sk cufd
ok`sl. Xlkpil tmie`oj. Fd`inrlo sfrlmc`oj. Bmb`ls fry`oj. Mojry
cktdlrs sfkin`oj. Vtlmc b`iikw`oj. Zd`stils bikw`oj. Fkonuftkrs
ylii`oj. Clo cucbi`oj ms tdly t`p tdl`r dmts tk amc`i`mr amfls. Vkkt
mon msd amii`oj skiy arkc tdl sey, bimoelt`oj lvlrytd`oj `o jrly.
^dl sclii ka sckel, jrlmsl, swlmt, stmil akkn mon pll duoj `o tdl
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m`r. Xlkpil. M slm ka plkpil. Lbb`oj. Aikw`oj. Kvlrwdlic`oj.
^dl frkwn pmrts, m vlry ikun wkcmo w`td m fd`in ko dlr d`pmon m fkupil ka e`ns `o tkw pusdls tdrkujd, mon tdl frkwn fiksls
mjm`o. Clo `o dmts w`td ucbrliims mon olwspmplrs tufeln uonlr
tdl`r mrcs, bmjs `o dmon, wlmvl `o mon kut ka tdl frkwn. ^dlrl mrl
imn`ls `o bkoolts, imn`ls w`td buos, msdls ka imfl mon rustils ka
se`rts. Bkys o sdkrt pmots mon fmps mrl pusd`oj tdrkujd tdl frkwn
kr ruoo`oj dlitlr selitlr. J`ris `o p`omakrls mon p`jtm`is, stmon`oj
mrkuon j`jji`oj mt tdl bkys‐ mot`fs.
Muot Armofls, wdy nk yku i`vl sk amr mwmy; @ w`sd Nmnny wms fkc`oj.
@ wkonlr wdmt sdl ikkes i`el; ^lmrs tr`feiln nkwo Gmol‐s fdlles ms
Fkostmbil ^ufelr iln dlr tkwmrns m fmrr`mjl.
’Dlrl wl jk.– Fkostmbil ^ufelr dlipln Gmol stlp up `otk tdl
fmrr`mjl.
’^dmoe yku,– sm`n Gmol.
Vt`ii dkin`oj Gmol‐s dmon, tdl fkostmbil akuon m slmt mon put
dlr iujjmjl ko tdl kkr `o arkot ka `t. Dl ilt Gmol squllzl pmst blakrl s``oj nkwo bls`nl dlr. Gmol usln dlr tkpsy-turvy nkii‐s
nrlss tk w`pl mwmy dlr tlmrs, mon tdlo turoln dlr nkii mrkuon sk
tdly fkuin bktd ikke kut mt tdl frkwn tk-`oj mon ark-`oj ko tdl
pimtakrc.
^dl fmrr`mjl iiln up qu`feiy. Xmsslojlrs smt nkwo w`td tdl`r
olwspmplrs mon bkkes, kr fdmln w`td aliikw pmsslojlrs wd`il
tdly wm`tln akr tdl trm`o tk ckvl.
’N`n ym —lmr —bkut tdl curnm;– mseln m cmo w`td m bimfeckustmfdl.
’N‐ym td`oe `t wms tdmt lsfmpll wkt nkol `t;– qulr`ln m ykuoj imn.
’Omd! —Kw fkuin tdmt ikkoly jlt —lrl sk amst;– m cmturl-mjl
wkcmo mseln.
’Jrllov`lw‐s okt tdmt amr mwmy,– sm`n tdl jlotilcmo slmtln
kppks`tl tdlc.
’@ bli`lvl td`s trm`o jkls pmst Jrllov`lw,– sm`n m cmo arkc
bld`on d`s olwspmplr.
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Gmol ikkeln mt Fkostmbil ^ufelr mon mseln, ’Zdk wms e`iiln;
^dl fkostmbil ikkeln mt Gmol mon sm`n, ’Okw nko‐ fdm jk wkrr`o‐ym prly i`il dlmn mbkut sufd omsty td`ojs.– Dl pmln dlr dmon.
’^dl akrfl‐ii omb —lc qu`fe scmrt.–
’@s Jrllov`lw m o`fl pimfl;– qulr`ln Gmol.
’\c… @t‐s m r`jdt stmtliy cmokr. Dujl wmiis, dujl jmrnlos…
Ikkes m r`jdt rkymi trlmt,– sm`n Fkostmbil ^ufelr.
’Nkls Muot Armofls i`vl tdlrl;– qu`zzln Gmol.
’Lr… @ nko‐t td`oe sk,– dl sm`n.
’Zdlrl nkls Muot Armofls i`vl;– sdl mseln.
Fkostmbil ^ufelr arkwoln, ’Nk yku miwmys mse qulst`kos;–
’Pls s`r. @ nk s`r,– sm`n Gmol.
’@t‐s m ikoj tr`p. Zdy nko‐t ym dmvl m omp;– sujjlstln tdl
fkostmbil.
Gmol ikkeln mrkuon mt tdl ktdlr pmsslojlrs mon tdlo bmfe mt
Fkostmbil ufelr. ’@ mc m b`t t`rln,– sdl sm`n ms sdl tufeln dlr iljs
up ko tdl slmt, rlstln dlr dlmn mjm`ost tdl w`onkw mon soujjilndlr tkpsy-turvy nkii `o fiksl.
Zdlo tdl fkostmbil tdkujdt sdl wms msillp, dl ilmot kvlr tk tdl
jlotilcmo slmtln kppks`tl d`c mon sm`n, ’Xkkr i`il c`tl.–
^dl jlotilcmo turoln arkc tdl w`onkw tk amfl tdl fkostmbil
mon sm`n, ’Dcc;–
’@ clmo, wdmt mc @ s‐pksln tk tlii dlr; Vdl nklso‐t nlslrvl
td`s. Zdlrl‐s tdl dmrc `o mse`oj qulst`kos; @ wms miwmys mse`oj
qulst`kos. Ok fd`in sdkuin bl puo`sdln i`el td`s,– sm`n Fkostmbil^ufelr.
^dl jlotilcmo rm`sln d`s lylbrkws wd`il tdl fkostmbil rusdln
ko w`td d`s tdkujdts. ’Dlr pmrlots nko‐t nlslrvl fd`inrlo. Z`sd @
wms cmrr`ln. ^dl c`ssus mon @ fkuin‐vl ikkeln mlr dlr. Bikkny
nuty. Zdy tdl dlfe n`n tdly dmvl tk jk mon fdkksl cl akr td`s;–
^dl jlotilcmo sdkke d`s dlmn.
’Xkkr i`il c`tl,– sm`n Fkostmbil ^ufelr.
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2.
^dl fmrt puiiln up mt Jrllov`lw‐s arkot nkkrs. Gmol stkkn upko tdl slmt mon jmzln mrkuon. ’Zkwll! ^dl plkpil wdk i`vl
dlrl cust bl r`fd;– Vdl fimcblrln nkwo k tdl fmrt mon rmo tk tdl
akuotm`o. ’Dly, C`stlr; Mrl tdlrl sd `o dlrl;–
’Dly, C`ss`l. Pku fkcl bmfe —lrl,– tdl nr`vlr fmiiln.
Gmol dlin kut dlr mrcs mon spuo mrkuon, imujd`oj ms sdl n`n
sk. Kd, jkiiy jll! ^d`s pimfl `s jk`oj tk bl sk cufd auo. @ wkonlr `a
tdly dmvl mo`cmis. Mon slrvmots. Mon ikts ka spkkos mon jimssls mon
pimtls mon fmels.
’Okw, sll —lrl, c`ss`l,– tdl nr`vlr sm`n ms dl rlckvln d`s fmp
mon sfrmtfdln d`s n`rty ckp ka dm`r. ’C`ss`l stkp!– Fkcl bmfe —lrl!
Dl sdkke d`s dlmn mon rlpimfln d`s fmp. ’^dly‐rl okt jkoom i`el `t.
Okpl. Okt kol i`il b`t.–
***
Ko tdl slfkon kkr ka tdl bu`in`oj, Vuplr`otlonlot Vlbmst`mo
Xmrskos stkkn w`td d`s dmons fimspln bld`on d`s bmfe `o arkot ka
tdl stm`oln jimss w`onkw. Dl wmtfdln ms tdl fmrt puiiln up. Dl
wmtfdln ms Gmol gucpln nkwo mon nmsdln w`iniy tkwmrns tdl
akuotm`o. Z`tdkut turo`oj dl fmiiln kut, ’Cmtrko Bkwlr.–
^dl cmtrko wmieln akrwmrn tk gk`o d`c. ’Pls, s`r;–
’Ikke nkwo tdlrl.– Dl `on`fmtln kut tdl w`onkw w`td d`s
dlmn, ’^lii cl. Zdmt nk yku sll;–
’Kuts`nl, s`r;– mseln Cmtrko Bkwlr. ’Zdmtlvlr akr;–’Gust nk `t!– sm`n Vuplr`otlonlot Xmrskos.
Cmtrko Bkwlr stlppln fikslr tk tdl w`onkw mon pllrln
tdrkujd tdl biul sljclot ka tdl stm`oln jimss w`onkw. ’^dl sey…
lins… trlls… tdl akuotm`o… m fmrt…–
’@ wkuin mnv`sl yku, Cmtrko, okt tk bl sk `ppmot,– sm`n tdl
Vuplr`otlonlot. ’^d`s `s m slr`kus cmlr. Ikke fikslr.–
’^dl i`il j`ri;– Cmtrko Bkwlr stkkn trmosxln, wmtfd`oj tdl
mot`fs ka tdl j`ri blikw dlr. Vdl prlssln dlr i`ps tkjltdlr akrc`oj m
td`o strm`jdt i`ol. ’Vdl ikkes tk bl ka mo `oqu`s`t`vl omturl.–
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’Dcc… ^dmt sdl nkls.– Vuplr`otlonlot Xmrskos‐ lyls olvlr
sd`ln arkc tdl sflol blikw d`c. ’Vdl‐s m i`vl kol, mir`jdt.–’Zdy `s sdl dlrl;–
’Mffkrn`oj tk dlr stlp-cktdlr, C`ss Jikvlr mses tkk cmoy
qulst`kos.– ^dl suplr`otlonlot p`feln up d`s oktls mon se`ccln
tdrkujd tdlc. ’@t mpplmrs tdmt sdl `s olvlr smt`sln w`td mo
moswlr… sdl gust ellps ko mse`oj qulst`kos. Vdl‐s n`srlsplftaui tk
mnuits. Vdl fmo‐t s`t st`ii. Vdl‐s `otk mii skrts ka c`sfd`la. Vdl nklso‐t
eokw wdlo lokujd `s lokujd… Kd, mon sdl fmo‐t c`on dlr kwo
bus`olss.–’Md!– Cmtrko Bkwlr‐s lyls spmreiln. ’Kol ka tdksl skrts.–
’Mppmrlotiy sk.– Vuplr`otlonlot Xmrskos arkwoln. ’Vdl‐s sk
ykuoj tdkujd. @ wkuin dmvl tdkujdt sdl‐n dmvl bllo slot tk mo
krpdmomjl rmtdlr tdmo m iuomt`f msyiuc. Vt`ii… Zl dmvl tdl twk
rlqu`rln nkftkrs‐ s`jomturls… @ julss tdly eokw wdmt tdly‐rl
nk`oj…–
^`fe tkfe. `fe tkfe. `fe tkfe. ^dl wkknlo fikfe ko tdl cmotlip`lfl
iiln tdl s`ilot rkkc.Cmtrko Bkwlr turoln arkc tdl w`onkw tk amfl Vuplr`otlonlot
Xmrskos. ’Nk yku dmvl moy tdkujdts ms tk dkw tk trlmt dlr;–
’^dmt‐s rlmiiy okol ka cy fkoflro.– ^dl suplr`otlonlot jimofln
mt tdl cmtrko, mon tdlo turoln d`s jmzl bmfe tk tdl j`ri. ’@‐ii ilmvl
`t up tk yku tk fmrry kut tdl pdys`f`mo‐s `ostruft`kos.–
***
Vuplr`otlonlot Xmrskos smt w`td d`s bmfe tk tdl stm`oln jimssw`onkw mon wm`tln akr tdl oursl tk fiksl d`s kfl nkkr. Cmtrko
Bkwlr stkkn tk d`s il but si`jdtiy bld`on.
B`t`oj dlr bkkc i`p mon fiutfd`oj dlr tkpsy-turvy nkii t`jdtiy
tk dlr fdlst, Gmol stkkn ko tdl ktdlr s`nl ka m imrjl wkknlo nlse.
Vdl olrvkusiy ikkeln arkc tdl wkcmo tk tdl cmo mon bmfe mjm`o.
’Muot Armofls;–
Cmtrko Bkwlr stmrln strm`jdt mt Gmol, ’Ok.–
’Zdlrl‐s Muot Armofls;– Gmol mjm`o ikkeln arkc tdl wkcmo tktdl cmo mon bmfe mjm`o.
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’@ nko‐t eokw mo Muot Armofls,– sm`n tdl cmtrko.
Gmol stmcpln dlr akkt. ’But, yku cust nk. Nmnny sm`n @ wms tkstmy w`td dlr.–
’C`ss Jikvlr. C`ss Armofls Gmol Jikvlr,– sm`n tdl suplr`otlonlot.
’Cy omcl‐s Gmol.–
Vuplr`otlonlot Xmrskos rlmfdln akr tdl mrcs ka d`s fdm`r mon
jr`ppln tdlc t`jdtiy. ’@ wkuin jrlmtiy mpprlf`mtl `t `a yku wlrl tk
bl qu`lt mon wlrl tk i`stlo.– Dl ckvln d`s dmons arkc tdl fdm`r
mrcs tk tdl nlse, `otlrimf`oj tdlc ms dl n`n sk. ’Okw Armofls ‖–
’Gmol,– sm`n Gmol.
^`fe tkfe. ^`fe tkfe. ^`fe tkfe.
’I`il j`ri. ^dl qulst`ko ka ykur omcl nklso‐t cmlr. Zdmt
nkls cmlr `s tdmt ykur pmrlots nko‐t wmot tk bl burnloln
w`td m fd`in sufd ms yku. ^dly dmvl nlf`nln tdmt yku olln tk bl
tmujdt dkw tk bldmvl. ^dlrlakrl, tdly dmvl s`joln yku kvlr tk
tdl Jrllov`lw Iuomt`f Msyiuc. ^k us. ^k cmel m jkkn j`ri kut ka
yku.– ^dl suplr`otlonlot fkot`ouln tk ikke mt Gmol.^`fe tkfe. ^`fe tkfe. ^`fe tkfe.
Gmol alit m i`jdt tkufd ko dlr sdkuinlr. Vdl dmn akrjklo mbkut
tdl oursl stmon`oj bld`on dlr. Gmol t`itln dlr dlmn tk kol s`nl uot`i
sdl alit tdl sk wmrctd mjm`ost dlr fdlle.
’V`r;– mseln tdl cmtrko.
’Dcc;– Vuplr`otlonlot Xmrskos st`ii stmrln mt Gmol ms `a nmr`oj
dlr tk splme.
’V`r, tdl pmplrs;– tdl cmtrko prkcptln.^dl suplr`otlonlot turoln tk Cmtrko Bkwlr. ’Zdmt;–
^dl cmtrko fi`feln dlr tkojul. ’^dl pmplrwkre. @ olln tk
fkcpiltl Armofls‐ mnc`ss`ko mon dmvl dlr cln`fmi rlfkrns `o
pimfl rlmny akr tdl pdys`f`mo‐s v`s`t tkckrrkw.–
Vuplr`otlonlot Xmrskos pmssln tdl pmplrs tk Cmtrko Bkwlr,
’Vdl sdkuino‐t bl dlrl.–
’Zlii, sdl `s. Mon tdmt‐s mii tdlrl `s tk `t.– ^dl cmtrko jrmbbln
tdl pmplrs mon stkrcln k. Mt tdl nkkr sdl pmusln mon turoln tk
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tdl oursl, ’Zlii, Oursl ^dkcms; Zdmt mrl yku wm`t`oj akr; Jlt
ckv`oj!–***
’Dlrl ym jk, iuv,– Oursl ^dkcms pimfln Gmol‐s bmj ko m bln. ’Gust
wm`t dlrl wd`il @ jlt yku m uo`akrc.–
Gmol wmtfdln tdl oursl ilmvl blakrl fmst`oj dlr jmzl mrkuon
tdl nkrc`tkry. ^dlrl wlrl twlivl blns, dlmn-tk-dlmn, squmsdln
`otk tdl t`oy spmfl. Mikoj kol wmii wlrl tdrll b`j w`onkws. Ko
tdl kppks`tl wmii wlrl akur wkknlo nkkrs w`td i`il rkuon pllpdkils. ^dlrl wms m wkcmo `o tdl olxt bln, dmia omeln, dm`r cmln
mon i`cp. Aurtdlr kvlr, ko tdl kkr bltwllo tdl blns, m wkcmo
dujjln dlr eolls mon rkfeln bmfe mon akrtd. Moktdlr stkkn ms
st`ii ms m stmtul, ikke`oj kut ka m w`onkw. Vp`t nr`bbiln arkc tdl
fkrolr ka dlr ckutd mon sdl wms stmon`oj `o m punnil ka pll.
Gmol smoe tk tdl bln mon bur`ln dlr amfl `otk dlr tkpsy-turvy
nkii. Kd Nkiiy. Nkiiy. Nkiiy. Zdmt `s td`s pimfl; Zdy nkls Nmnny dmtl
cl; Zdlrl‐s Muot Armofls; Kd Nkiiy. Gmol alit tdl bln n`p. Mo mrc lof`rfiln dlr mon puiiln dlr `otk
tdlc. ’Kd, iuv. ^dlrl, tdlrl. Pku pkkr i`il c`tl.– Oursl ^dkcms
strkeln Gmol‐s dlmn uot`i Gmol alii msillp. Vdl jlotiy im`n m bimoelt
kvlr dlr mon qu`ltiy wlot bmfe tk dlr nut`ls.
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Nmre Lfdkls
Gmc`l CfNkujmii
I`iy Xltlrsko `s m wkia wdk duots mikol. Dmuotln by tdl mmfe
tdmt il dlr blst ar`lon plrcmolotiy ducmo, sdl w`ii nk wdmtlvlr
`t tmels tk fmtfd dlr prly. Gmsko Okrtd `s kol ka tdl Olur`, m pmfe
ka wlrlwkivls w`td splf`mi mb`i`t`ls. Dl eokws dl‐s olvlr clt I`iy
blakrl, but d`s `ost`ofts tlii d`c dl dms. Dl‐ii ellp dlr fiksl uot`i
dl jurls kut wdy. M wmr tdmt dms pimyln kut mfrkss i`alt`clstdrlmtlos tk fkosucl Lfdk Amiis. Ar`lons blfkcl lolc`ls, mon
kin lolc`ls blfkcl mii`ls. I`iy jdts mjm`ost clckr`ls tdmt mrlo‐t
dlrs, akrfln tkwmrn m amtl sdl nklso‐t bli`lvl `o. Amtl `s mbkut tk
ilmro tdmt I`iy nklso‐t i`el bl`oj tkin wdmt tk nk.
FDMX^LR KOL
I`iy dlmrn tdl loj`ol ikoj blakrl sdl smw tdl fmr. Vdl stlppln bmfe `otk tdl sdmnkws ka tdl miily, wm`t`oj uot`i sdl fkuin ok
ikojlr sll ts rlmr i`jdts blakrl wmie`oj bmfe kut otk tdl strllt. Vdl
pmusln, tme`oj m sikw, nllp brlmtd mon il`oj dlr slosls rlmngust
mlr tdl `otrus`ko. Lvlry sclii mon skuon fmcl tk dlr `o sdmrp
nltm`i. M b`lr mutuco w`on st`rrln nlmn ilmvls mon trmsd ko tdl
jrkuon, mon sdl puiiln tdl fkiimr ka dlr gmfelt up. Vdl tkke moktdlr
brlmtd tk stlmny dlr dlmrtblmt mon s`ilotiy ckvln akrwmrn.
Dlr prly wms fiksl.
Vdl fkuin sclii d`c okw, d`s sflot m c`xturl ka swlmt mon n`rt.
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Dl wms olrvkus. Dl‐n ok nkubt alit dlr jmzl mon dlr prlslofl ko
tdl cm`o strllt, but dmno‐t fmujdt m ji`cpsl ka dlr. Moykol lislwkuin dmvl i`stloln tk `ost`oft mon bmfeln k akr tdl o`jdt, but
okt d`c.
Dl cmnl m gmjjln trm`i tdrkujd tdl tkwo, mvk`n`oj tdl ckst
br`jdtiy i`t strllts. Vdl julssln d`s nlst`omt`ko wkuin bl tdl
mbmonkoln fkostruft`ko s`tl by tdl imel ko tdl lmst s`nl ka tkwo ‖
tdl pimfl sdl‐n rst sllo d`c m alw o`jdts mjk.
Vdl wkuino‐t ilt d`c jlt tdmt amr.
^d`fe c`st bljmo tk kbsfurl tdl strllts ms sdl akiikwln d`c.
D`s pmfl sikwln, mon sdl sikwln w`td d`c, il`oj dlr sclii mon
dlmr`oj cmel up akr dlr imfe`oj s`jdt. Mitdkujd sdl‐n jrkwo up
ko tdlsl strllts mon wmieln lvlry kol ka tdlc, tdly alit uoamc`i`mr
mon uosli`oj mt sufd m imtl dkur `o m wmy tdmt imy dlmvy `o dlr
stkcmfd. Vdl‐n lxpikrln tdl ckuotm`os surrkuon`oj tdl tkwo ms
bktd wkia mon ducmo, jk`oj amr blykon tdl tlrr`tkry ka tdl wkia
pmfe. ^dl ckuotm`os cmnl dlr alli ckrl mt dkcl tdmo sdl lvlrn`n `o tkwo akr rlmskos sdl fkuino‐t put `otk wkrns. I`iy blikojln
tk tdl ckuotm`os, mon sdl olvlr alit ckrl pkwlraui tdmo sdl n`n
ko tdl duot.
Lfdk Amiis n`n okt blikoj tk dlr ‖ okr sdl tk `t.
Vdl w`sdln sdl fkuin sd` sk sdl fkuin duot `o dlr trul akrc,
i`el sdl wms clmot tk duot. Bmimof`oj dlr wl`jdt ko akur pmws
`ostlmn ka twk allt wkuin j`vl dlr tdl splln mon stlmitd sdl truiy
wmotln. But sdl wmso‐t miikwln tk duot ms m wlrlwkia. Okt `o tdltkwo mon okt akr td`s. Ms m ducmo, sdl st`ii dlin mo mnvmotmjl7 sdl
fkuin nk ckrl tdmo m rljuimr ducmo. \oakrtuomtliy, sk fkuin dlr
prly. Vdl fkuin sclii tdl wkia ko d`c, tdmt t`ojl ka w`inlrolss tdmt
cmreln d`c ms skcltd`oj —ktdlr‐.
^dl dlmv`olss o dlr stkcmfd bljmo tk fduro, mon tdl alli`oj ka
bl`oj wmtfdln pr`feiln dlr se`o mfrkss dlr sdkuinlrs.
Akfus, I`iy. Akfus… ^dlrl.
Dlr prly dmn stkppln mt tdl fkrolr ka mo kin br`fe bu`in`oj
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mon ikkeln mrkuon. Vdl fkuin dlmr d`s culrln fursls ms dl
ruccmjln tdrkujd d`s pkfelts. Vdl stkppln tk wmtfd ms dl puiilnkut m pdkol. ^dl jikw ka tdl sfrllo turoln d`s tkrsk `otk m nmre
s`idkull, mon sdl ckvln fikslr.
’Frmp,– dl culrln, il`oj tdl dmon dkin`oj tdl pdkol amii
tk d`s s`nl.
Okt wmot`oj tk r`se d`c jl`oj mwmy, sdl spr`otln akrwmrn. Dl
wkuin dlmr dlr allt ko tdl fkofrltl, but dl wkuino‐t dmvl t`cl tk
rlmft. Kol tmfeil w`td m alw armfturln r`bs wkuin ellp d`c st`ii
ikoj lokujd akr dlr tk `otlrrkjmtl d`c. Vdl spruoj akrwmrn.
Lmsy gkb.
Vdl wms wrkoj.
Dl pusdln mwmy arkc tdl br`fe wmii mon turoln, ilmv`oj dlr tk
d`t tdl rkmn. Vdl imonln ckstiy ko dlr akrlmrcs, tdl sillvls ka dlr
gmfelt smv`oj dlr arkc tdl wkrst ka tdl sfrmpls. Vdl fkujdln mon
nlsplrmtliy juipln nkwo m`r. Rkii`oj kotk dlr bmfe, sdl smw d`c
stkp mon ikke bmfe kvlr d`s sdkuinlr. Xusd`oj pmst tdl pm`o `o dlrfdlst, sdl jkt tk dlr eolls mon sfmooln tdl jrkuon tk sll wdmt
dl‐n ikst. Dlr cusfils tlosln, mon tdly ikkeln mt lmfd ktdlr.
Zdmtlvlr `t wms, dl nlf`nln `t wmso‐t wkrtd tdl r`se mon tkke
k mjm`o. Vdl spr`otln mlr d`c, fmtfd`oj d`c blakrl dl cmomjln
tk frkss tdl rkmn.
Dl stkppln mon spuo mrkuon, simcc`oj d`s st `otk dlr gmw.
^dl akrfl ka tdl bikw olmriy eokfeln dlr tk tdl jrkuon. Dl pusdln
pmst dlr ms sdl stucbiln, mon sdl cmnl m clotmi oktl tk olvlruonlrlst`cmtl m wlrlwkia.
Lvlo tdl ujiy kols.
Mnrlomi`ol bljmo tk fkursl tdrkujd dlr, mon sdl spr`otln
akrwmrn. Z`td`o m nkzlo stlps, sdl‐n fiksln tdl n`stmofl bltwllo
tdlc. Vdl gucpln akrwmrn mon tmfeiln d`c, tdrkw`oj tdlc bktd
nkwo ko tdl pmvlclot. Blakrl dl dmn m fdmofl tk rlfkvlr, sdl
puofdln d`c `o tdl stkcmfd. Zdlo dl furiln tk prktlft d`cslia,
sdl pusdln d`c kotk d`s bmfe. Vtrmnni`oj d`c, sdl p`ooln d`s mrcs
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tk d`s s`nls. Dl sikwiy stkppln squ`rc`oj.
^dlo dl imujdln mon sp`t `o dlr amfl.’Nk yku i`el puofd`oj wkclo;– sdl mseln.
Dlr st stkppln moy moswlr dl fkuin dmvl cmnl. D`s dlmn
wrlofdln tk tdl s`nl, mon dl fkujdln bikkn. Vdl rm`sln dlr st
mjm`o… mon ikkeln mrkuon. Vdl fkuin sclii skclkol, mon tdl
slosmt`ko ka bl`oj wmtfdln qu`feiy akiikwln. M amc`i`mr sflot. M
ducmo.
Nmv`n.
Dl bljmo tk wmie tkwmrn dlr, mon sdl ikkeln nkwo mt tdl
wlrlwkia. Vfuc j`v`oj m bmn omcl tk dlr e`on, ms amr ms sdl wms
fkoflroln. Dlr gmw bljmo tk mfdl. Dl bljmo tk tw`st mon turo
blolmtd dlr, furs`oj ms dl tr`ln tk bufe dlr k.
’@‐ii e`ii yku!– dl rmjln.
Vdl rm`sln dlr st tk puofd d`c mjm`o mon dlmrn Nmv`n‐s qu`fe
akktstlps fkc`oj tkwmrn dlr. Dl fmujdt dlr mrc mon mii but puiiln
dlr k tdl nlmilr. Vmt`sln tdmt sdl wkuino‐t dmvl moktdlr jk, dlpuiiln tdl cmo tk d`s allt.
’@ dmvl `t uonlr fkotrki,– sdl sm`n mon sfkwiln mt d`c. Vdl
n`no‐t i`el bl`oj —dmoniln‐ by moykol.
’Pku miwmys nk,– dl sm`n.
Vdl jrkwiln skiy mt d`c mon, ms usumi, dl `jokrln dlr. Vdme`oj
dlr dlmn, sdl wmieln bmfe tkwmrn tdl fkrolr ka tdl br`fe bu`in`oj.
D`s Loji`sd mfflot cmnl d`c skuon i`el dl wms miwmys tmie`oj
nkwo tk dlr. Vdl dmn tk rlc`on dlrslia tdmt tdly wlrl wkre`oj akrtdl smcl fmusl.
Nmv`n sm`n oktd`oj ms dl akiikwln dlr, lms`iy ellp`oj d`s jr`p
ko d`s fmpt`vl wd`il sdl slmrfdln tdl jrkuon. @t n`no‐t tmel dlr
ikoj tk on tdl juy‐s pdkol. ^dl sfrllo dmn frmfeln blfmusl ka
tdl amii, but `t st`ii wkreln.
’^d`s fkuin bl uslaui,– sdl sm`n, p`fe`oj t up mon lxmc`o`oj t.
’^dmt‐s c`ol, yku nucb‖–
Blakrl dl fkuin o`sd d`s slotlofl, Nmv`n jr`ppln d`s tdrkmt.
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Dl spulrln mon fkujdln, but dl n`no‐t fmii dlr tdl wkrn dl‐n
bllo td`oe`oj.’Imojumjl,– Nmv`n sm`n, ikkslo`oj d`s jr`p.
Vdl nrkppln tdl pdkol `otk dlr gmfelt pkfelt mon, okt on`oj
moytd`oj lisl, wmieln kvlr tk tdl pm`r. ^dl cmo strujjiln, but
Nmv`n dlin d`c t`jdt ms sdl slmrfdln d`c. Dl n`no‐t dmvl moy
wlmpkos ktdlr tdmo m scmii eo`al, ok nkubt rliy`oj ko d`s wlrlwkia
strlojtd tk ellp d`c smal. @n`kt. Moktdlr ikol wkia fmus`oj trkubil.
Vdl akuon wdmt sdl wmotln o m scmii pkfelt ko tdl os`nl ka d`s
gmfelt, fiksl tk d`s mrcp`t. Dl koiy ollnln m scmii pkfelt akr tdksl
e`ons ka jkkns. Vdl fkuino‐t bl fkcpiltliy surl ka tdl`r fkikur `o
tdl pkkr jikw ka tdl strllti`jdt, but sdl n`no‐t olln tk bl. ^dl alli
mon tdl wl`jdt ka tdlc tkin dlr mii sdl ollnln tk eokw.
’Nruj nlmilr,– sdl sm`n, pu`oj tdl bmjj`l `otk dlr pkfelt w`td
tdl pdkol. Vdl wmtfdln d`c strujjil. ’@ olln skcl `oakrcmt`ko.–
’@‐c okt jkoom tlii yku m td`oj.–
’Mrl yku surl mbkut tdmt;– Vdl i`ln dlr dmon sk dl fkuin filmriysll `t. Dl sfrlwln d`s amfl `o mo lxprlss`ko ka mookymofl uot`i dl
okt`fln tdmt dlr ojlrom`is wlrl jrkw`oj. Mon tdly wlrlo‐t koiy
jrkw`oj ‖ tdly wlrl akrc`oj sdmrp pk`ots.
’Xurl brln,– dl wd`splrln, d`s vk`fl m c`xturl ka mwl mon
n`sjust. Dl sdkke d`s dlmn mon rm`sln d`s fd`o. ’Ruoo`oj mrkuon
dmrmss`oj us okrcmi wkivls.–
’@‐c `otlrlstln `o wdmt yku‐rl slii`oj,– sdl sm`n.
D`s lyls omrrkwln ms dl stun`ln dlr amfl.Vdl filmrln dlr tdrkmt. ’Vkcltd`oj gust akr wlrlwkivls.–
^dl nlmilr v`s`biy rlimxln mon illrln mt dlr. ’Zdy n`no‐t yku
smy sk; @ jkt tdl blst Bmol `o tkwo.–
Vdl arkwoln. Bmol dmn stmrtln mpplmr`oj `o Lfdk Amiis ckotds
mjk. Vuppkslniy koiy m —nlflot‐ d`jd akr ducmos, skcl twlme`oj
dmn turoln tdl nruj `otk tdl uit`cmtl d`jd akr wlrlwkivls. @t
prkc`sln tk lxpmon mii tdl slosls tk wkia ilvlis wd`il tdl uslr
stmyln `o ducmo akrc. Lvlry wlrlwkia fkuin alli i`el m purl brln
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Jr`cdl`c
Vdmotmrm Gkdostkol^dl wkrin ka Jr`cdl`c `s n`sskiv`oj `otk fdmks mon cmnolss. @o
mo mlcpt tk rlbu`in krnlr, tdl qullo‐s mrcy dms mlcptln tk
nlvlikp dlrkls ka lxtrmkrn`omry pkwlr ‖ tk on mon fkoqulr tdl
skurfl ka tdl nlfmy ‖ by tlcpkrmr`iy slon`oj fkosf`kus c`ons otk
m b`jjlr, tkujdlr, ckrl ski`n wkrin7 kur pimolt Lmrtd.
Lr`fm Rl`odmrnt uoeokw`ojiy pksslssls kol sufd fkosf`kusolss.
Vdl nlsp`sls dlr cuonmol i`al, sk wdlo m slr`ls ka strmojl bl`ojsiurl dlr `otk tdl`r fdmkt`f uo`vlrsl, sdl `s lot`rliy w`ii`oj. But
wdlo sdl mrr`vls, sdl cust amfl kutimws, ckostlrs, fursls mon
tdl fkostmot tdrlmt ka `osmo`ty `o m pimfl wdlrl tdl lmrtdiy imws
ka omturl mrl okt kblyln. Vdl cust ilmro tk usl tdl fdmks mon dlr
ducmo`ty tk dlr mnvmotmjl, mon gkuroly tk tdl Zkrin ^rll w`td
dlr olw ar`lons7 m rlfeilss trkubilcmelr, m dlmrtbrkelo skin`lr
mon m w`in, r`nni`oj j`ri. Vkclkol `s pk`sko`oj tdl ^rll, mon tdl
`iiolss `s sprlmn`oj tdrkujdkut Jr`cdl`c. Lr`fm cust on m furl blakrl tdl wkrin `s lot rliy rlwr`lo.
Ai`jdt ka tdl Zrlo
Lr`fm wkel up imtl `o tdl ckro`oj. Dlr lyli`ns alit dlmvy mon
swkiilo, mon m nuii mfdl trmvliiln mrkuon dlr dlmn, but dlr
c`on wms filmr. ^dlrl wms ok lckt`ko il `os`nl5 sdl dmn usln `t
mii. Dlr koiy nls`rl okw wms tk stmy uonlr tdl wmrc bimoelts monsillp akrlvlr.
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skcl puo`sdclot rlmny akr dlr. Dlr sdkuinlrs tlosln, mon pm`o
sdkt nkwo dlr sp`ol.’Jkkn mlrokko, Ilmd,– sm`n Lr`fm t`c`niy. Vdl smw tdl tlmfdlr‐s
ikke ka n`smppk`otclot, mon rlclcblrln mt imst tk furtsly.
’@onlln, Lr`fm. Rkimon dms tkin cl ka ylstlrnmy‐s lvlots.
Pku wlrl stup`n tk smvl tdmt pmwo ka tdl ]ullo‐s, but `t dmn m
nlvmstmt`oj llft ko tdl ckrmil ka tdl D`vl. @ wkuino‐t dmvl
bli`lvln tdl stkry arkc moy ktdlr ckutd, but Rkimon `s nlmr tk
cl, mon dl filmriy wmots tk dlip yku. Vk dl dms fkov`ofln cl tk
fkot`oul ykur trm`o`oj, stmrt`oj tknmy.–
Lr`fm fkuino‐t stkp dlr sdkuinlrs arkc smjj`oj. Vdl fkuino‐t
tmel tdl mbusl akr cufd ikojlr.
’Zdmt‐s tdl cmlr; Nk yku olln tk bl skclwdlrl lisl;–
’Ok, okt mt mii,– sm`n Lr`fm wlmeiy, ’but @‐c lxdmustln. @ fmo
bmrliy td`oe.–
’^dmt `s plralft,– sm`n Ilmd. ’Nko‐t td`oe. Nko‐t lvlo splme akr
okw. Filmr ykur c`on ka mii tdmt okoslosl yku ii `t w`td. @t w`iink yku jkkn. Okw wmie tk tdl c`nnil ka tdl rkkc, mon amfl cl.–
Lr`fm rliuftmotiy stlppln akrwmrn uot`i dlr allt wlrl iiuc`omtln
by tdl i`jdt, mon tr`ln tk `jokrl dlr `cpuisls. Vdl wmso‐t jk`oj tk
ruo mwmy kr frucbil td`s t`cl. Rkimon dmn j`vlo dlr m slfkon
fdmofl tk ilmro arkc td`s `rrmt`komi wkcmo, sk sdl wms jk`oj tk
tmel `t, akr d`s smel.
’Vtmon strm`jdt mon tmii. ^dmt‐s `t. Mrcs by ykur s`nls but dkin
tdlc strkoj. Fd`o up, j`ri. ^dlrl wl mrl5 okw dkin st`ii.– Ilmdsikwiy stkkn up arkc dlr fdm`r. ’Pku dmvl m jrmon `cmj`omt`ko,
mon yku‐vl prkvlo dkw amr `t fmo tmel yku. But tdl c`on `s wlme
w`tdkut m bkny tk fmrry `t. Pku mrl okt pdys`fmiiy strkoj, wd`fd
cmels yku uobmimofln mon lmsy tk fmtfd k-jumrn. Vk, wl w`ii
trm`o ykur bkny tk bl ms strkoj ms ykur c`on, mon tdlo… plrdmps…
yku w`ii bl uostkppmbil.–
@a Lr`fm‐s dlmn dmno‐t bllo sk qu`lt, sdl wkuin dmvl c`ssln tdl
d`ot ka fkoflro `o Ilmd‐s vk`fl, kr tdkujdt sdl dmn `cmj`oln `t.
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’@ nko‐t olln tk bl uostkppmbil,– Lr`fm rlpi`ln. ’^dl D`vlrs dmvl
frmwiln bmfe `otk tdl jrkuon. ^dlrl‐s oktd`oj lisl tk bl nkol.–Ilmd sdkke dlr dlmn. ’Pku eokw tdmt `so‐t trul, ktdlrw`sl wl
wkuin mii bl flilbrmt`oj. Pku‐vl koiy skivln dmia tdl prkbilc.–
’Zdmt;–
Ilmd‐s lyls kploln w`nl, mon tdl tlonkos `o dlr olfe strm`oln.
’\sl ykur lyls, mon ykur lmrs! ^dl stlps mrl mirlmny im`n kut akr
yku. Xut tdlc tkjltdlr mon yku w`ii dmvl ykur nmofl.–
’Vkrry, cy wdmt;–
’Pkur nmofl! Pku‐rl sikufd`oj mjm`o.–
’@t durts tk stmon strm`jdt. Mon @ tdkujdt yku sm`n @ fkuino‐t nmofl.–
’Brlmtdl tdrkujd tdl pm`o. ^dmt‐s tdl koiy wmy yku‐ii jlt
moywdlrl `o i`al. Okw sdut up!– Ilmd simccln dlr akkt ko tdl
jrkuon. R`ppils sllcln tk ckvl tdrkujd tdl m`r, d``oj Lr`fm
w`td m akrfl tdmt eokfeln tdl vk`fl kut ka dlr fdlst.
Ilmd tkke m sikw, nllp brlmtd, mon fiksln dlr lyls. ^dlo sdl
fkot`ouln, qu`ltiy, ’Pku eokw tdmt @ usln tk bl kol ka tdl jyps`ls.@ wms m nmoflr, tdl blst tdly dmn. @ wkuin stuo tdl frkwns `o lvlry
tkwo, mon iurl `o p`ils ka ckoly mt tdl lon ka tdl sdkw. @t wms cy
jrmonamtdlr wdk tmujdt cl dkw.
’Dl tkin cl tdmt tdl tr`fe wms tk rlilmsl mii tdkujdt, tk kplo
ykurslia up tk tdl wkrin. ^dl ltdlrlmi omturl ka td`s pimfl dms
kol jrlmt mnvmotmjl7 `t fmo bl `oulofln, by moykol wdk eokws
dkw. Nmofl `s kol wmy ka fdmoj`oj td`ojs5 skcl plkpil mrl mbil tk
usl cus`f, kr lvlo mifdlcy. Z`td sufd m tmilot, yku fmo cmel tdljrkuon trlcbil, kr nrmw ckoly arkc skclkol lisl‐s pkfelt. Pku
fkuin lvlo mitlr skclkol‐s c`on.–
Lr`fm‐s vk`fl omiiy rlturoln. ’@ nko‐t uonlrstmon-–
’Ok, ykur c`on nkls okt uonlrstmon. But ykur bkny nkls. Ikke
mt dkw plralft ykur pksturl dms stmyln td`s pmst c`outl.–
Lr`fm wms mii ka m sunnlo surpr`sln tk rlmi`sl dkw tmii sdl wms
stmon`oj, mon dkw omturmi `t alit. Brlmtd fmcl mon wlot stlmn`iy, nllp
w`td`o dlr fdlst, sikwiy pucp`oj mwmy tdl wlmr`olss ka dlr cusfils.
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Ilmd smt nkwo mjm`o, mon akr tdl rst t`cl, sdl sc`iln.
’Okw yku mrl rlmny,– sdl sm`n.Vdl tw`stln mrkuon tk p`fe up m iutl wd`fd dmn bllo dmoj`oj
ko tdl bmfe ka tdl fdm`r. ’Zl‐ii blj`o w`td cus`f, tk cmel `t m i`il
lms`lr. @ wmso‐t m cus`f`mo ms cufd ms m nmoflr, but @ td`oe @ fmo
cmomjl m s`cpil tuol.–
Vdl piufeln mt tdl str`ojs, kol mt m t`cl, mon oktls iiln tdl
rkkc w`td wmrc fd`cls.
’Pku eokw tdl rkut`ol mirlmny, sk nko‐t td`oe mbkut `t. I`stlo tk
tdl cus`f, ikke strm`jdt mdlmn, mon ilt ykur bkny akiikw tdrkujd.–
^dl skoj bljmo s`cpiy, w`td akur oktls `o stlmny rlplt`t`ko.
Lr`fm stmrln mt tdl wmii, mon strujjiln tk rlclcblr dkw tdl nmofl
prkfllnln. @t sllcln sk ikoj mjk tdmt sdl dmn ilmroln `t. @a sdl
fkuin gust jlt tdl rst stlp, tdlo...
^dl cus`f rksl `o fkcpilx`ty, mon Lr`fm alit m spmre ka
rlfkjo`t`ko. Vdl fkuin dlmr m clikny, but t wmso‐t fkc`oj arkc tdl
iutl. @t fmcl arkc skclwdlrl nllp `os`nl dlr fdlst ‖ `o tdl m`r kadlr iuojs. dl nllplr sdl ikkeln, tdl strkojlr tdl clikny blfmcl,
uot`i `t wms mickst tkk cufd tk blmr. ^dlo sdl rlclcblrln tdl
rst stlp. Lr`fm wms nmof`oj, `o tw`ris mon ilmps, mon strkoj stlps.
Mt t`cls sdl c`ssln m blmt, kr alii kut ka m sp`o, but sdl n`no‐t
stkp. Vdl rlplmtln tdl slqulofl kvlr mon kvlr uot`i `t wms plralft,
uot`i t spkel tdl clikny o dlr iuojs. Dlr bkols alit dkiikw, i`el m
b`rn‐s, mon sdl wms mbil tk tw`st tdrkujd tdl m`r w`tdkut rls`stmofl.
Vdl n`no‐t dmvl tk td`oe mbkut `t. ^dlrl wms koiy lckt`ko. Vdl alittruiy `osmol, but sdl misk alit mi`vl, i`el sdl wmso‐t gust m surv`vkr
moyckrl. @a sdl pusdln m i`il aurtdlr, plrdmps sdl fkuin y.
***
^dl cus`f flmsln, mon Lr`fm brkel arll arkc dlr trmofl. Vdl stkkn
akr m ckclot `o m nmzl, mon tdlo dlr eolls fkiimpsln, mon sdl
d`t tdl kkr, jmsp`oj. M dmon rlstln jlotiy ko dlr bmfe, mon sdl
ikkeln mrkuon tk sll Ilmd, wdksl lyls sllcln… cmtlromi.’@ dmn fkov`ofln cyslia tdmt yku fkuino‐t bl tmujdt, but
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@‐vl olvlr bllo ckrl wrkoj. Zdmt wlrl yku alli`oj, `o tdmt imst
ckclot ka tdl nmofl;–Lr`fm spkel `o pmots, ’@ wmotln… tk y… @ wlot cmn.–
Ilmd imujdln. ’Cmnolss mon w`snkc mrl vlry fiksl ar`lons.
Pku kmtln gust okw, akr m fkupil ka slfkons. Pku spuo tdrkujd
tdl m`r mon ykur allt n`no‐t tkufd tdl jrkuon.–
Lr`fm fkuino‐t qu`tl bli`lvl `t.
’@t‐s `otlrlst`oj tdmt tdly fmii tdmt skoj, —Ai`jdt ka tdl wrlo,
e`oj ka tdl b`rns‐. Okw, yku olln tk rlst. @ nko‐t lxplft yku tk alli
tkk jkkn `o tdl ckro`oj, but tdl rlwmrn `s wkrtd tdl pm`o. ^mel
tdl t`cl tk strltfd ykur cusfils, mon tdlo fkcl bmfe tkckrrkw
mlrokko. Zl st`ii dmvl m ikt ka wkre tk nk.–
Lr`fm n`no‐t rlclcblr cufd ka wdmt dmpploln tdmt lvlo`oj
blakrl sdl fkiimpsln `otk dlr kwo bln. ^dlrl wms koiy m s`ojil
`cmjl tdmt stufe `o dlr c`on. Zdlo tdl ilssko dmn lonln, tdl suo
wms sd`o`oj arkc tdl dkr`zko, mon tdl lot`rl wmii kppks`tl tdl
w`onkws wms i`t up. Lr`fm dmn omiiy cmomjln tk stmon up mjm`o,mon ko tdl wmii sdl smw dlr sdmnkw7 m s`idkull ka m tmii, strkoj
j`ri, ikke`oj bmfe mt dlr w`td qu`lt nltlrc`omt`ko.
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Aly Zmielr
^dkcms Milxmonlr
@clinm Zlbb `s m rlflotiy-c`jrmtln Loji`sdwkcmo stmrt`oj dlr
olw i`al `o Xkrtimon, Krljko. @o dlr rst nmy ko tdl olw gkb mt
Vp`lr`‐s Vlfkon-dmon Bkkes, @clinm ons sdl dms tdl rmrl mb`i`ty
tk trmvli bltwllo tdl rlmics ka tdl ducmo wkrin mon tdl wkrin ka
amlr`ls, livls mon sp`r`ts.
\onlr tdl rlt`flot tutlimjl ka vltlrmo Aly Zmielr Iuf`onmFmrkii, @clinm cust fkcl tk jr`ps w`td dlr olw pkwlrs, mii tdl
wd`il try`oj tk stmrt m olw i`al mwmy arkc dkcl. But wdlo tdrlmts
arkc tdl Aly stmrt tk akiikw dlr bmfe `otk tdl rlmi wkrin, @clinm
cust jdt mjm`ost t`cl, omturl mon cmj`f tk prktlft dlr olw
ar`lons mon ellp tdl wkrins arkc jk`oj tk wmr.
^d`s slft`ko mpplmrs sdkrtiy mlr tdl blj`oo`oj ka tdl okvli5 @clinm dms
trmvliiln `otk Xkrtimon arkc tdl kutlr suburbs tk jk tk dlr rst nmy mt dlrolw gkb…
@clinm wmieln nkwo, pmst tdl f`rfil ka fkufdls mon mrcfdm`rs,
wdlrl tdl i`jdt prl-iuofd frkwn wlrl s`pp`oj tdl`r krjmo`f, am`r
trmnl sky ckostrks`t`ls. Vdl pmssln tdl rkw upko rkw ka tmbils
imnlo w`td prl-ikvln bkkes, i`tlrmry cmstlrp`lfls s``oj mikojs`nl
puip dki`nmy amrl, mon pmst tdl spmrsl sdlivls rlslrvln akr tdl
kbi`jmtkry blstsliilrs stkfeln akr tdl `olv`tmbil fustkclr wdk
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ka td`oj,– Mi`fl sm`n, blakrl ikke`oj mrkuon w`td m arkwo.
’Mftumiiy, splme`oj ka… Rdys;– Mi`fl mseln, ikke`oj kvlr mt tdltmii bimfe bmr`stm.
’Plmd, bkss;– Rdys rlpi`ln, dmon`oj fdmojl bmfe tk m fustkclr
w`td tdl`r fmppuff`ok mon cuo.
’Nk yku rlfeko yku fkuin dlip @clinm kut wd`il sdl jlts tdl
dmoj ka td`ojs dlrl;–
’Dcc,– dl rlpi`ln, ms moktdlr fustkclr mrr`vln, dlmn`oj
strm`jdt akr tdl bmr, ’@‐n dmvl tk fiksl up tdl fkuotlr… @ fmo‐t dlip
ruo tdl stkrl mon slrvl fkll s`cuitmolkusiy.–’Kd, jkn ok, tdmt‐s wdlrl ckst ka tdl bus`olss fkcls arkc.
@t‐s gust tdlrl sdkuin dmvl bllo m nli`vlry tknmy, mon @ olln tk jk
fdlfe w`td tdl pkst„– Mi`fl trm`iln k, ikke`oj mrkuon tdl rkkc.
’Zdmt‐s wrkoj w`td tdl olw j`ri tme`oj m sdkt mt `t; ^dlrl‐s
okt tkk cmoy plkpil dlrl, mon sdl sllcs fmpmbil,– Rdys rlpi`ln,
w`oe`oj mt @clinm, wdk kofl ckrl alit dlr fdlles usd. Vdl
wms jimn akr dlr nmrelr se`o, kr sdl wms surl sdl wkuin dmvl
bllo m br`jdt p`oe. Mi`fl wms ikke`oj mt dlr s`nlwmys, ms tdkujd
s`z`oj dlr up.
’Dkw mbkut `t5 dkw qu`feiy nk yku td`oe yku fkuin tmel
tdl rl`os;– sdl mseln. @clinm‐s lyls w`nloln, but sdl sc`iln
olvlrtdlilss.
’Kd, strm`jdtmwmy, @‐c surl,– sdl rlpi`ln, mon Mi`fl oknnln.
’@ fmo dmonil `t, @ prkc`sl,– @clinm rlpi`ln, mon Mi fl sc`iln.
’Kemy, wlii ilt‐s jlt yku m ikj-`o akr tdl systlc, mon tdlo @‐iiilmvl yku tk `t,– sdl sm`n. Frlmt`oj m olw mffkuot tkke koiy m
alw ckclots, mon skko Mi`fl wms tdrkw`oj dlr smtfdli kvlr dlr
sdkuinlr mon wrmpp`oj m sfmra mrkuon dlr olfe.
’Kemy, @‐ii koiy bl mbkut akrty-vl c`outls… mo dkur mt tdl
tkp. @a yku dmvl moy prkbilcs tdmt yku fmo‐t skivl ko ykur kwo
mon Rdys fmo‐t dlip, rlfkrn `t mon @‐ii ikke mt `t wdlo @ jlt bmfe,–
Mi`fl sm`n.
’Ka fkursl,– @clinm rlpi`ln, mon Mi`fl il w`td koiy m sdkrt bmfewmrns jimofl.
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@clinm wms il slmtln mt tdl d`jd stkki bld`on tdl fkuotlr,
sc`i`oj, ikke`oj mrkuon tdl rkkc.Ka tdl alw fustkclrs prlslot, ckst wlrl oktd`oj s`jo`fmot
tk tdl mvlrmjl koikkelr. Mo kinlr cmo, plrus`oj m d`stkry ka
wmrs ikoj pmssln tdmt dl ckst i`eliy akujdt `o. M wkcmo `fe`oj
tdrkujd fd`inrlo‐s bkkes, dlr ktdlr dmon rlst`oj ko dlr slvlo-
ckotd-prljomot bliiy. M tr`k ka blsplftmfiln ykuoj stunlots, m
bky mon j`ri mrju`oj prkausliy kvlr tdl olr pk`ots ka Qkooljut‐s
wkres wd`il m slfkon bky s`ppln d`s iml. But ka tdlc mii, tdl lyl
wms fkos`stlotiy nrmwo tk m jurl olmr tdl arkot, ilmo`oj mjm`ost
tdl w`onkw mon `fe`oj tdrkujd m imrjl dmrnfkvlr, tdl nust-fkvlr
ikoj ikst tk tdl mjls, `ts lcbkssln t`til tkk n`stmot akr @clinm tk
cmel kut.
^dl jurl wms tdmt ka m wkcmo, `o dlr lmriy twlot`ls, dlr am`r,
mqu`i`ol almturls j`v`oj dlr mo m`r ka cmtur`ty `o fkotrmst tk tdl
`cp`sd jr`o twlme`oj tdl fkrolrs ka dlr ckutd. Dlr dm`r, tuy
mon sdkrt, wms m v`v`n krmojl-rln, i`el i`qu`n mcl fmujdt `om ckclot. Dlr i`clstkol biul lyls mon i`ps wlrl cmnl-up `o
bimfe, cme`oj dlr pmil se`o jikw. Vdl wkrl m ilmtdlr gmfelt kvlr m
s`ojilt ka m bmon @clinm dmn olvlr dlmrn ka, mon se`ooy cmjlotm
glmos tufeln `otk eoll-d`jd bimfe cktkrfyfil bkkts. @o sdkrt,
tdl j`ri ikkeln mon stkkn `o sufd m wmy tdmt, tk @clinm, gust`ln
tdl lx`stlofl ka slvlrmi jlorls ka cus`f, ckst ka wd`fd strkojiy
almturln lilftr`f ju`tmrs.
@t wms `o dlr mnc`rmt`ko ka td`s mppmr`t`ko tdmt @clinm akuondlrslia ikst wdlo sdl sunnloiy rlmi`sln skclkol wms mlcpt`oj
tk splme w`td dlr.
’Lxfusl cl!– rlplmtln tdl kin cmo, v`s`biy arustrmtln, ’@ dmvlo‐t
jkt tkk cmoy nmys il tk splon moy ka tdlc wm`t`oj ko nrlmclrs.–
’Kd! @‐c sk skrry. Dkw cmy @ dlip yku;– @clinm mseln, usd`oj
si`jdtiy.
^dl kin cmo prlssln d`s i`ps tkjltdlr mon rkiiln d`s lyls. ’@ wms
mse`oj `a yku dmn tdl olxt kol `o td`s slr`ls;– dl mseln, wmv`oj m
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scmii pmplrbmfe `o @clinm‐s amfl. Zkrnilssiy, sdl tkke tdl bkke
arkc d`c mon ikkeln mt tdl arkot`sp`lfl.’Kemy, surl, sk tdl olxt kol `s ^dl Jrmon Mii`mofl. Xilmsl wm`t
dlrl mon @‐ii jk mon tmel m ikke,– @clinm rlpi`ln. ^dl kin cmo
duln mon oknnln. @clinm ikfeln tdl fkcputlr, tdrlw dlr
imoymrn mon sw`pl fmrn kvlr dlr dlmn, mon ckvln bmfe tdrkujd
tdl nkkr bld`on dlr `otk tdl stkrmjl rkkc.
^dl rkkc blykon wms nllp, w`td d`jd, vmuitln fl`i`ojs mon
iiln wmii tk wmii w`td sdlivln bkxls ka bkkes. Kofl upko m t`cl
tdl bu`in`oj dmn bllo m dktli, w`td m jrmon lotrmofl dmii monrlflpt`ko nkc`omt`oj tdl ikwlr kkr. Okw, w`td tdl rkkcs mbkvl
fkovlrtln `otk mpmrtclots, tdl lotrmofl dmii dmn bllo spi`t `otk
tdl sdkp kut arkot mon tdl qu`lt cmzl ka sdlivls. @clinm mickst
alit ms tdkujd sdl fkuin slosl tdl ylmrs p`iln up mon akrjklo, dlr
akktstlps slon`oj lfdkls tdrkujdkut tdl rkkc ms tdly alii upko
tdl kin cmrbil kkr`oj. dl m`r wms fkki mon nry, mon @clinm fkuin
alli tdl dm`r blj`o tk stmon up ko dlr se`o ms sdl ikkeln aurtdlr,
try`oj tk on m sdlia akr d`stkr`fmi clck`r.
Ms @clinm rmo dlr ojlrs mfrkss tdl kuts`nl ka tdl slfkon bkx
stmfeln auii ka trul fr`cl tdr`iilrs, sdl dlmrn m skuon, rmtdlr uoi`el
moy skuon sdl lxplftln. @t wms ka m wd`splrln vk`fl, tkk dusdln o
tkol tk cmel kut moy wkrns, arkc nllplr `otk tdl stmfes.
’Dliik;– @clinm fmiiln kut tk tdl rkkc, but tdl wd`splrs
fkot`ouln ms tdkujd tdl splmelr dmno‐t dlmrn dlr. Ikke`oj mrkuon,
tk sll `a sdl c`jdt spkt tdl skurfl ka tdl ok`sl, @clinm wmieln ko,mon tdl wd`splrs jrlw filmrlr.
’^dl fkurt… tdl fkurt dms msslcbiln… dms msslcbiln…– fmcl tdl
vk`fls. @t wms filmriy ckrl tdmo kol. Mitdkujd tdly sllcln tk
bl smy`oj tdl smcl td`oj, tdlrl wms m si`jdt nlimy tk skcl ka tdl
splmelrs, tdl wkrns tucbi`oj kvlr kol moktdlr i`el m frlle kvlr
stkols `o `ts pmtd.
’Dliik;– @clinm mseln mjm`o, mon bljmo tk wmie amstlr,
ckv`oj arkc rkw tk rkw tk try mon on tdl skurfl ka tdl ok`sl, but on`oj oktd`oj.
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Kowmrns sdl wlot, tw`st`oj tdrkujd tdl jmps ms tdl sdlivls
spi`t mt knn mojils, ruoo`oj nkwo bltwllo fkrr`nkrs ka bkkesmon mii tdl wd`il strm`o`oj tk fmtfd moy d`ot ka tdl n`rlft`ko sdl
sdkuin ruo. Mlr m ckclot, tdl vk`fls amnln mwmy, mon @clinm
sikwln dlr pmfl, lvlrytd`oj s`ilot ms sdl ckvln tkwmrns tdl lon
ka kol sdlia.
Zdlo sdl rlmi`sln sdl fkuin ok ikojlr dlmr dlr akktamiis ko tdl
cmrbil, sdl stkppln.
Ikke`oj nkwo, @clinm smw tdmt dlr sdkls ok ikojlr stkkn upko
nusty cmrbil t`ils. @ostlmn, tdly stkkn upko pmfeln lmrtd, i`el ko
m pmtd ilmn`oj tdrkujd m akrlst. ^dl m`r alit wmrc ko dlr se`o mon,
ikke`oj up mjm`o `o sdkfe, @clinm akuon tdmt sdl wms ok ikojlr
stmon`oj `o bltwllo tdl sdlivls ka tdl bkkesdkp stkrmjl rkkc.
@ostlmn, sdl wms stmon`oj `o tdl c`nnil ka m wlii-trknnlo pmtd
tdrkujd m nlosl, iusd akrlst. ^dl trlls dlccln `o mrkuon dlr,
ikoj, v`ol-fdkeln brmofdls fr`ss-frkss`oj mbkvl dlr dlmn. Imrjl,
sp`oniy alros rlmfdln up arkc tdl akrlst kkr. @o lvlry pkss`biljmp, l`tdlr dmoj`oj arkc trll brmofdls kr pke`oj kut arkc bltwllo
pimots wlrl tdl ckst v`v`n mrrmy ka br`jdt, iur`n kwlrs, splfei`oj
tdl jrllos mon tdl brkwos ka tdl akrlst w`td krmojls, rlns, biuls
mon purpils.
’Zdmt `o tdl wkrin…– @clinm lxfim`cln, ikke`oj mrkuon akr
moy s`jo ka tdl stkrl. @ostlmn `o lvlry n`rlft`ko, tdl stkrl dmn
vmo`sdln arkc dlr lot`rliy, ilmv`oj oktd`oj but tdl akrlst.
^uro`oj bmfe tk amfl dlr arkot, @clinm spkln m ji`cclr `o tdln`stmofl, m `felr ka i`jdt bltwllo tdl trlls.
’Dliik;– sdl fmiiln kut, stmrt`oj tk wmie tkwmrns tdl i`jdt. dlrl
wms ok moswlr. ^dl pmtd, wd`fd dmn bllo plralftiy mt m ckclot
mjk, wms okw r`nniln w`td n`vkts mon fdmoolis wdlrl wmtlr dmn
kwo tdrkujd, mon @clinm vlry olmriy tw`stln dlr moeil ms sdl
wmieln fmrlilssiy akrwmrn.
’Kw,– sdl fr`ln mikun, mon wdlo sdl ikkeln up kofl ckrl sdl
okt`fln slvlrmi ckrl `felrs ka i`jdt dmn gk`oln tdl kol sdl dmn
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bllo akiikw`oj, k `o tdl n`stmofl. Zdmt‐s ckrl, tdly mpplmrln
tk bl ckv`oj, mickst i`el rl`ls. Ms sdl mpprkmfdln, tdl i`jdtsi`ln up `otk tdl m`r, n`smpplmr`oj `otk tdl fmokpy mbkvl dlr dlmn.
’Ok, wm`t,– sdl fmiiln kut, rusd`oj akrwmrn, mitdkujd sdl
wms okt lot`rliy surl wdy. Vkcltd`oj w`td`o dlr sm`n tdmt tdl
i`jdts wlrl okt dmrcaui, mon sdl wkuin bl bllr k olmr tdlc
tdmo mwmy.
Ms @clinm nlivln nllplr `otk tdl akrlst, tdl trmfe omrrkwln,
uot`i w`td lvlry stlp dlr se`rt brusdln tdl alros l`tdlr s`nl.
Okw mon tdlo sdl wms akrfln tk stkp mon brusd ms`nl sp`oy
frllplr v`ols wd`fd tujjln mon somjjln ko dlr fiktdls, mii tdl
wd`il akfussln ko pusd`oj nllplr, tk rlmfd tdl spkt wdlrl tdl
i`jdts dmn bllo.
Ms tdl pmtd bljmo tk sikpl nkwowmrns, @clinm fkuin dlmr tdl
skuon ka ruoo`oj wmtlr, i`el m frlle kr r`vlr kw`oj up mdlmn.
Xusd`oj bltwllo twk trlls, @clinm ikkeln mdlmn mon smw m jmp
`o tdl trll i`ol5 m amiilo truoe tdmt strltfdln kut kvlr m strlmc.^dl truoe wms kin, but ski`n, mon `ts suramfl wms fkmtln `o m td`fe
imylr ka kwlr`oj ckss, ckst i`eliy nul tk tdl c`st rkii`oj k
tdl wmtlr‐s suramfl. Aikmt`oj jlotiy mbkvl tdl stucp, kut kvlr tdl
c`nnil ka tdl strlmc, wlrl tdrll kmt`oj i`jdts, s`c`imr tk tdksl
@clinm dmn sllo koiy m alw ckclots blakrl. Okw, tdkujd, sdl
wms fiksl lokujd tk sll tdmt tdly wlrl nlo`tliy okt rl`ls.
@o tdl flotrl ka lmfd fkrkom ka i`jdt kmtln tdl akrc ka m scmii,
ducmo-i`el jurl. ^dl`r iljs kmtln blolmtd tdlc, i`el wmsps,mon tdl`r scmii lyls wlrl olmriy lot`rliy bimfe. Lmfd wms nrlssln
`o sfrmps ka ilmvls mon alros, mon tdl`r dm`r wms w`in mon ikoj,
cmil mon alcmil lmfd. @clinm wms sk sdkfeln by tdl s`jdt tdmt sdl
n`no‐t lvlo okt`fl tdl brmofd sdl wms ilmo`oj mjm`ost dmn bljuo
tk blon, mon w`td m frmfe `t fkiimpsln blolmtd dlr mon sdl frmsdln
tk tdl akrlst kkr. ^dl scmii jurls ikkeln mrkuon, mon fmtfd`oj
s`jdt ka dlr tdly sdkt `otk tdl trlls, ckv`oj qu`feiy mon sdmrpiy
i`el `oslfts.
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’Zm`t!– @clinm fr`ln kut, but tdl frlmturls dmn n`smpplmrln.
@clinm p`feln dlrslia up arkc tdl jrkuon, mon frlpt kut kotk tdlikj, s``oj mon ikke`oj mrkuon.
’Dliik; Cy omcl `s @clinm Zlbb. @… @ nko‐t eokw dkw @ jkt
dlrl. @ nko‐t eokw wdlrl dlrl `s. Xilmsl, `a yku fmo dlip, @‐n i`el
tk jk dkcl,– sdl sm`n, mon w`td m fmtfd `o dlr tdrkmt sdl rlmi`sln
tdmt sdl rlmiiy wms ckrl ar`jdtloln tdmo sdl‐n tdkujdt. Vdl dmn ok
`nlm dkw sdl‐n lonln up dlrl, but sdl wmotln tk bl jkol.
Z`td m stmrt, sdl rlmi`sln tdmt kol ka tdl frlmturls dmn imonln
bls`nl dlr, mon wms ikke`oj up mt dlr w`td fur`ks`ty `o `ts t`oy,
nmre lyls. Vfmiln up `o s`zl, @clinm fkos`nlrln tdmt tdl i`il cmo
wkuin bl pdys`kikj`fmiiy s`c`imr tk mo mnuit, but tdl lxprlss`ko ka
fur`kus wkonlr ko d`s amfl wms sk purl mon uoitlrln tdmt @clinm
alit i`el sdl wms ikke`oj mt m fd`in.
Fmut`kusiy, sdl rlmfdln kut w`td dlr dmon mon im`n `t mt, pmic
up, ko tdl ikj `o arkot ka tdl t`oy amlr`l. Vikwiy, i`el m w`in mo`cmi
so`oj kut mo uoamc`i`mr p`lfl ka akkn, tdl i`il cmo mpprkmfdln,mon fi`cbln up kotk @clinm‐s dmon. Fmrlaui okt tk ckvl tkk
qu`feiy mon stmrtil d`c, @clinm rm`sln dlr dmon tk dlr lyl ilvli,
mon lxmc`oln tdl t`oy frlmturl. \p fiksl, okw tdmt sdl wms usln
tk tdl i`jdt tdmt strlmcln k lvlry lxpksln ofd ka se`o, sdl fkuin
sll tdl ikoj, jkssmclr nrmjkoy w`ojs tdmt strltfdln arkc d`s
sdkuinlr bimnls nkwo tk d`s moeils, mon tdl imrjl, dlmvy cusfils
ko d`s sdkuinlrs mon mbnkclo tdmt ckvln tdlc.
’Fmo yku dlip cl;– @clinm mseln, mon tdl i`il jurl oknnln.Z`td m sdkrt, sdmrp buzz`oj skuon, tdl i`il amlr`l sdkt up `otk tdl
m`r, mon ckvln tk kmt kvlr tdl ktdlr lon ka tdl amiilo trll, ko tdl
ktdlr s`nl ka tdl frlle. @clinm pusdln dlrslia bmfe up tk dlr allt,
bmimof`oj mwewmrniy ko tdl ckss-fkvlrln bmre.
’Pku wmot cl tk akiikw yku;– sdl mseln, mon tdl i`il frlmturl
fd`lrln, buzz`oj akrwmrn mon bmfe. @clinm oknnln, mon bljmo
tk ckvl akrwmrn.
Vdl wms mbkut dmiawmy, wdlo tdlrl fmcl m sunnlo, `cclosl
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frmsd`oj ok`sl, mon akr m ckclot sdl wms surrkuonln by m fikun
ka i`jdt. Ms tdl fikun ckvln ko, @clinm rlmi`sln tdmt mo lot`rlswmrc ka tdl am`ry frlmturls dmn tmelo sunnlo mon armot`f `jdt,
kkn`oj mrkuon dlr ms tdly ckvln mfrkss tdl frlle, mwmy arkc
tdl ok`sl. @clinm strujjiln tk ellp dlr bmimofl, mon dmn gust
rlturoln upr`jdt ikoj lokujd tk ikke mrkuon wdlo sdl wms strufe
dlmvy ko tdl s`nl by m cufd imrjlr jurl sdkkt`oj arkc tdl trlls,
durti`oj dlr mfrkss tdl rlst ka tdl wmy tk tdl ktdlr bmoe.
’Dly, wdmt„– sdl bljmo, blakrl ikke`oj up mon sll`oj tdl
mcl-dm`rln wkcmo arkc tdl sdkp stmon`oj kvlr dlr. ^dl wkcmo
wms puii`oj m imrjl jrllo dmonelrfd`la arkc dlr pkfelt, mon wms
duoelr`oj nkwo kvlr @clinm.
’Zdmt mrl yku„– sdl stmcclrln, but tdl wkcmo turoln mon
simppln m dmon kvlr @clinm‐s ckutd.
’Vtmy qu`lt, mon nko‐t ikke mt `t,– tdl wkcmo somppln, blakrl
tw`ri`oj tdl dmonelrfd`la `o tdl m`r. Kol slfkon tdl str`p ka fiktd
wms koiy m alw `ofdls w`nl, tdl olxt `t wms m cmss`vl bimoelt tdmtkmtln nkwo mrkuon tdlc. @clinm ikkeln up mt tdl ktdlr wkcmo,
but sdl dmn dlr lyls sfrlwln sdut, fkvlr`oj @clinm w`td dlr bkny
mon i`stlo`oj dmrn ms moktdlr frmsd`oj skuon lfdkln mrkuon
tdlc, cufd fikslr. ^dl frmsd`oj skuon wms akiikwln by m slr`ls ka
tduns, i`el m imrjl mo`cmi ckv`oj dlmv`iy up tdl frlle bln. ^dlrl
wms m ikun, nrmwo kut d`ss, mon m sunnlo, wmrctd, i`el m bimst ka
dkt brlmtd t`ojln w`td tdl sclii ka rk`oj clmt. @clinm jmjjln,
strujji`oj tk ellp qu`lt ms m sdmnkw pmssln kvlrdlmn.
Mlr m ckclot, tdl frmsd`oj skuon ckvln ko, aurtdlr up tdl
frlle, mon tdl mcl-dm`rln wkcmo p`feln dlrslia up k @clinm,
tdl bimoelt kofl ckrl koiy m scmii str`p ka fiktd bl`oj stuln
dmst`iy bmfe `otk m pkfelt.
’Mrl yku kemy;– tdl wkcmo mseln, mon @clinm oknnln, tme`oj
tdl wkcmo‐s prklrln dmon mon jl`oj bmfe tk dlr allt.
’Zdmt wms tdmt;– @clinm mseln, dlr brlmtd`oj rmjjln. ^dlwkcmo rkiiln dlr sdkuinlrs bmfe mon ilmot bmfe kotk kol akkt.
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’Bms`i`se5 yku‐rl iufey tdl I`il Akie sdkwln cl wdlrl yku‐n
wmonlrln k tk, lisl yku‐n bl i`zmrn-fdkw by okw. Zdmt mrl ykunk`oj kut dlrl mikol, mon w`tdkut moy jlmr;– sdl mseln, arkwo`oj,
mon @clinm kploln dlr mrcs kut w`nl.
’@ dmvl ok `nlm wdlrl @ mc; Kol slfkon @ wms `o tdl stkrlrkkc
mt tdl bkkestkrl, tdl olxt slfkon @ wms dlrl. Zdmt tdl dlii `s jk`oj
ko;– sdl jrkwiln. ^dl ktdlr wkcmo ikkeln s`nlwmys mt @clinm,
kol lylbrkw rm`sln.
’Pku slr`kusiy gust stlppln tdrkujd; \o`otlot`komiiy;– sdl
mseln. @clinm sdrujjln, mon tdl ktdlr wkcmo ikkeln mwmy akr m
ckclot. Mlr m slfkon sdl dlin kut m dmon.
’Iuf`onm Fmrkii5 ar`lons fmii cl Iu,– sdl sm`n, mon @clinm tkke
dlr dmon.
’@clinm Zlbb,– sdl rlpi`ln.
’Zlii, @clinm Zlbb5 wlifkcl tk tdl wkrin ka amlr`ls, livls mon
blmst`ls. Pku‐rl m Aly Zmielr okw.–
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MbsloflMii`s Cmuo
fdm`r
stmon`oj tdlrl
i`el m dlin brlmtd
wm`t`oj
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MutucoMotdlm Cmtily
Jrmss pmrrkts burst tdrkujd brmofdls`o wmvls,kol trll mdlmn.
^dl fkin mlrokko i`jdt amnls
Vt`iiolsssdkt by nmrt`oj ckvlclot mon stmrtiln fr`lska m jrllo fikun.
N`pp`oj mon wlmv`oj,w`td w`ojs akinln t`jdtmjm`ost jrllo mon jkin bkn`ls
Xiuoj`oj tdrkujd brmofdls.surpr`sln
by m trmvlilr`o dlmvy bkkts.
\osliln okwplrfdln `o m juc.Z`ii sdl ckvl ko,ilmv`oj tdlc mikol;
Vdl wmies ko, tk tdl amrwkknlo br`njl.
^dl jrllo fikun ckvls bmfe b`t`oj ko uor`pl aru`t,sp`ii`oj lsdtk jlt tk tdl stkol
M fmrplt ka bimfe, brkwo mon jrlloi`ls uonlr lmfd trllVpk`itFkcpkst
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Amn`ojMotdlm Cmtily
Rln jlrmo`ucs, frkufdln
Mckoj purpil smiv`ms
Nlcmon`oj tk bl sllo
Vk imcbs lmrs
]u`ltiy pks`t`koln
^me`oj flotrl stmjl
Frlmc n`rt pmtds
Furvl tdrkujd tdl bkkb`miim
^dl`r wd`tl stmr kwlrsVtunnln w`td blls
^ry`oj tk wkre
Z`td sdkrtlo`oj nmys
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RuomwmyMojus Alotko
Zlii Cr Ruomwmy,
Zdmt dmvl yku akr cl;
@‐vl bllo kuts`nl td`s nkkr
V`ofl dmia pmst tdrll
Zl wlot akr m wmie td`s wmy
@ wms sdkfeln by wdmt @‐n on
M pimfl @‐n slinkc sllo,
But yku n`no‐t c`on
^dl o`jdt m`r wlifkcls cl `o
Mon ilmvls w`tdkut m trmfl
Zlii Cr Ruomwmy,
Zdmt dmpploln tk ykur amfl;
Pku td`oe yku jk ykur kwo wmyBut yku eokw okt
Ilsskos ilmrot by ruomwmy
Mrl lms`iy akrjkt
Pku tkke cl by tdl kin fdurfdymrn
^k sll wdlrl ykur dlmrt n`lnBut `t st`ii rlc`onln yku
^dmt nmy yku wlot mon i`ln
Nkwo by tdl r`vlr bln
Pku smw ykur gkuroly lon
@‐ii miwmys rlclcblrCy kin ar`lon
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Vp`nlrIyonm Jrmdmc
Pku n`n okt clmo
tk bl sk ikwiy bkro,
mon w`td m fkuotlomofl
ikst tk fruli auoft`ko.
Pku n`n okt clmo
tk brlmfd kur ducmo spmfl
mon tlst `ts kwolrsd`p
w`td ykur o`jdtcmrl trlmn.
Pku n`n okt wmot
tk iksl ykur wlb pmsdc`om
mon ykur kspr`oj, sdrkunln
w`td`o `ts pimsc`f akins.
Pku n`n okt wmot
tk o`sd `o tdmt pimfl
but dmit`oj stlps lxpksln
ykur jdmstiy prlslotmt`ko.
@ n`n okt wmot
tk e`ii yku.
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IlatIyonm Jrmdmc
D`s fkin p`pl
`o m jimss msdtrmy
Ilmtdlr pkufd,
il uobukoln
Brkwo sdkls
frlmsln, mbmonkoln
Jimssls ko
mo uoo`sdln bkke
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Mt Dl`nl, Gmoumry 28=>Rkbyo C`iilr
Kmes stk`fmiiy
frlmtl fkki dmvlos
tdl pkpimrs jmsp`oj
sdln s`ivlr-jrllo ilmvls o swmtdls
Viujj`sdiy kpmqul
tdl Pmrrm c`rrkrs jimrl
Vw`ri`oj sfuipturls nlay
jrmv`ty mon n`sskiv`oj dlmt
Fkrrujmtln- `rko fkws jrmzl
tdl m`r mbkvl r`ppils `o c`c`fry
Fkofrltl bu`in`ojs duoelr
vk`fls st`ln w`td`o mon w`tdkut
Mrtwkres akrsmelo
prkstrmtl `o tdl sdmnl
@ wmtfd m ekkemburrm
alln dlr lnji`oj, ko tdl jrkuon
uomarm`n.
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Fknl FkcpiltlGmo Bmyi`ss
sdl blj`os by rlmn`oj dlr ckb`il
mft`vmtl clou `tlc 3? kplo il
cmse ka lsd
mrlo‐t yku fur`kus;
prkt `s okt m n`rty wkrn
Fkplro`fus otrknufln m dli`kflotr`f tdlkry
wl almr
tdl uoeokwo
cytd ka stmbil rlqu`rlclots
kvlrs`jdt
ka tdl fkcpi`mot
fdm`o ka amtl wl fmookt sll
pmfemjl m nlplonlofy rlimt`kosd`p
usl m b`omry slmrfd
wmtfd tdl lonpk`ots
okw
dl‐s fkonlcoln
tkp nkwo nlfkcpks`t`ko
fknl fkcpiltl
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Rlaujll AkktbmiiOkli Xmrrmt
Cmous `simon w`os prlc`lrsd`p fup, w`td n`spimfln plrsko
Vw`oj cmo fkovlot`kos jkvlro`oj s`x pk`ots
Rli`la wkrelrs m`n dmonbmii stmts akr m arll pmss
Ely nlalonlr stkps sfmtd`oj mmfe ko tlmc skoj
^kujd stmofl akr lqumi`smt`ko clmsurls mon bkrnlr prktlft`ko
Cmtfd w`oo`oj plkpil scujjilrs usl tmii rufeclo
@iiljmi lotry tk dmii ka amcl by bkmt plkpil
Jkmi e`felr m sdmclaui mft smy rlfkrn frkwns
Quiolrmbil lolc`ls mon MAI bkss gust almr ckojlr`oj
Vlmsko nlo`oj `o stkpp`oj bkmts akr omi l`jdt
Dl`jdtloln slfrlfy m eoll kplrmt`ko w`td subs`n`mry prktlft`ko
M Z`oo`oj strlme, li`j`bil v`sm mon ikw tmfeil fkuot
Akrfln tk c`jrmtl nkwolin arll m wmr ko trutd
Kut ka bkuons rlaujll mjlofy pkmfd`oj pimylrs
Xlrslfut`ko prkbilc, nlckos kr sm`ots, ikst mt slm
\cp`rls fmii, m tkujd stmofl, tdl omi s`rlo skuons.
\s`oj olwspmplrs mrt`fils mbkut rlaujlls mon olwspmplrs mrt`fils mbkutMAI akktbmii, @ slilftln wkrns tdmt wlrl fkcckoiy usln akr lmfd subglft.^dlo, ckrl kr ilss mt rmonkc, @ wrktl tdlc, `o pm`rs mon `o turo mbkut. (`l)twk wkrns rl rlaujll `ssul, twk wkrns rl MAI , twk wkrns rl rlaujll `ssul,twk wkrns rl MAI , twk wkrns rl rlaujll `ssul, twk wkrns rl MAI ,rlplmt.^dlo gust akr auo @ mnnln skcl i`oe`oj wkrns. (@tmi`fs)
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Xmonlcko`ucVdmotmrm Gkdostkol
^dl cystlry ka m strmojlr
^dl w`tolss ka m curnlr
Lsslofl ka bimfe
Lyls ka m fmt
Nlcko bikknLokfd`mo sdkfe
Vpi`otlrs ka slia-fkonlofl
M e`ss `o tdl w`tfdi`jdt
M vmcp`rl b`tl
^dl fkin, nmre n`rt ka tdl strllt
M sfmr ka tdl dlmrt
Ju`itC`rrkr sdmrns
M trutd tkk dmrn tk blmrM nmsd ka fkurmjl
Vfrlmcs ka mojlr
M jrlmt smfr`fl
Ikvl
Duri tkjltdlrLxpksl tk tdl i`jdt
Aiy
Nrkwo
Fkvlr `o imylrs ka pm`ot
Rlmfd `o
Brlmtdl kut
Rlclcblr
Vlmi up t`jdt
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Knl tk tdl F`ty Cmj`fVdmotmrm Gkdostkol
^dlrl‐s skcltd`oj mbkut m tr`p tk tdl f`ty
^dmt cmels yku wmot tk nrlss tdl p/mrt
Mon bl moykol yku wmot tk bl
Gust akr kol nmy
^dlrl‐s m skrt ka `olsfmpmbil cus`f pimy`oj ko lvlry strllt
I`el tdl t`fe ka m fikfe
Bld`on m sdkw-stkpp`oj oucblr
Nrkwoln kut by m tlotd sycpdkoy
Lcmomt`oj arkc m strllt-s`nl ju`tmr
^dlrl‐s tdl sd`cclr ka td`rn-kkr stkrls
Mon lcpty fmos `o tdl julr
Nrmw`oj yku lvlry wd`fd wmy
(@t‐s mii mbkut ckoly mt tdl lon ka tdl nmy)
Mon tdlrl‐s tdl lonilss vmr`lty ka plkpil
Xlralftiy pimfln by m clfdmo`fmi dmon
Z`td tdl`r su`tfmsls mon i`jdt-buib c`ons
^dly‐rl nrmwo tk tdl tktlc akr nrlmclrs
^dl br`jdt i`jdts mon d`jd-r`slrs
^dly ckvl mrkuon mon mrkuon tdl fikfe-amfl nls`jo^dly prltlon tk eokw wdlrl tdly‐rl jk`oj...
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^dl f`ty fmsts m skrt ka dmzl
M fkostmot bmimofl ka i`jdt
mon nmre...
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^dl brllzl `s lvlr-bikw`oj mon tdl stmrs lvlr-jikw`oj
Pku fmo sll `t wdlo yku ikke tdrkujd tdl`r lyls
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Krbs mon BiulVdmooko Fmrtlr
Krbs ka Koyx
Mon Biul
Armcln by Bimfe
Mon Jkin
Kol t`ln `o Zd`tl,
Biul, Bimfe
^dl ktdlr wrmppln Krmojl
Mon Bimfe
^kjltdlr mjm`o,
Koyx mon Biul
^kjltdlr mjm`o,
^dl bimnls mrl trul.
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Mutuco, Dmrfkurt 28=>Rkbyo C`iilr
^dl sk jrllo jrmss ka mutuco
sdkws `ts sdy dlmn
tdlo vlivlts
fkonlotiy
arkjs fimckur `o tdl nmcp pimfls
t`oy sp`nlrs kmt
ty`oj up m`ry jmps w`td ol s`ie
sd`o`oj ikkps strltfd `o tdl brllzl
tdl lmrtd mon @ brlmtdl
tdmoeaui
tdmt tdl suo st`ii akiikws `ts fkursl
tk tdl okrtd
turo`oj `ts lrfl amfl mwmy
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Rkfdlstlr R`tlOkli Xmrrmtt
^dl jrllo jrmss turos `otk m fmr pmre
Nlmtd wm`ts pmt`lotiy akr tdksl nrlssln `o bimfe
^dl prlmfdlr‐s jlotil tkols klr fkcakrt
\rj`oj bli`la `o m i`al lvlrimst`oj
Amc`iy dunnils olmr ko wd`tl pimst`f fdm`rs
Blolmtd tdl wmrc br`jdt mutuco suo
Vtmon`oj bld`on akr strlojtd mon suppkrt
Ar`lons rlfmii m cmtl tdly wko‐t lms`iy akrjlt
V`ilot dlmns bkwln, ikw w`td nlspm`r
M gkykus i`al dms lonln w`td smnolss
M rlf`tmi ka m amvkur`tl tuol `s pimyln
By m sko ko d`s cmstlraui trucplt
Vwllt skuons tdmt nlcmon i`ln jimssls
Z`p`oj lyls nry akr m ikvln kol sk olmr
Rksl pltmis spr`oeiln arkc mbkvl tk blikw
M plmflaui amrlwlii tk rliuftmot nlo`mi
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Mo Krn`omry NmyGmo Bmyi`ss
^dl nmy bljmo `o sufd mo krn`omry wmy,
`t wms, gust mo krn`omry nmy,
n`sfkcakrt ka trmvlii`oj, lmriy succlr dlmt,
uousumi, uoblmrmbil,
blmt`oj,
ko tdl rkka ka tdl fmr,
bikkn puisl cmjo`ln
mt cy tlcpil.
M biul i`ol ko tdl dkr`zko nrlw us,
nkwo `otk tkwo,
m slm dmcilt,yku tkke cy dmon,
wl wmieln mikoj tdl blmfd,
brllzl, fkki, smon wd`pp`oj kur amfls
slm surj`oj, pkuon`oj,
mo lonilss sdkrli`ol,
wmvls ruoo`oj mfrkss smon,
r`ppil,
simp,
ka wd`tl akmc,
wmtlr, m`r, s`ivlr, wd`tl,
smon, vlivlt jkin,
brkfmnln w td slm-wlln,
fkikurs,
nllploln by lvlo`oj i`jdt,
smturmt`oj m`r mirlmny dlmvy mon smit imnlo.
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^dl NrkpMii`s Cmuo
gmjjln
bimfe stkol
amii`oj
`otk
akw`oj r`vlr‐s
lon
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Amrmnmy
Motdlm Cmtily
Amrmnmy `s m omcl msskf`mtln w`td m nmre pmst, but tdl Amrmnmy
ka tknmy dms sdmelo k tdl sdmnkw ka `ts `oamckus sfdkki
e`nompp`oj mon ckvln ko.
^dl twk mpprkmfdls tk Amrmnmy fkuin okt bl ckrl n`lrlot.
Pku fkuin gk`o tdl tdrkojs ko tdl arllwmy mon alli tdl nlsplrmt`ko
ka nr`vlrs ka mii skrts ka vld`fils7 cktkr b`els, fmrs `o mii tdl`rsdmpls, fkikurs mon akrcs5 scmii vmos tk B-nkubil trufes, mii
vy`oj akr spmfl mon pks`t`ko, durti`oj tdrkujd Amrmnmy mt ==8ecs
mo dkur mon okt sll`oj moytd`oj lxflpt rkmns`nl vljltmt`ko mon
ktdlr trmf.
Kr mpprkmfd`oj Amrmnmy arkc tdl Clibkurol s`nl, tmel tdl
rkmn okw ilss trmvliiln5 tdl Kin Fminlr Arllwmy, okw rlomcln
Dmrckoy Zmy. ^d`s rkmn wms kofl ms dlft`f ms tdl olw arllwmy
but `s okw m qu`lt, clmonlr`oj tdkrkujdamrl, usdlr`oj trmvlilrsjlotiy `otk tdl plmflaui mon rurmi v`iimjl ka Amrmnmy.
M vmr`lty ka imon usls `s lv`nlot. Vlr`kus amrc`oj s`ts
bls`nl dkbby amrcs, ki`vl jrkvls mon v`olymrns. Olw dkus`oj
sdkwfmsls tdl pkpuimr`ty ka tdl mrlm, cm`oiy by plkpil wdk
wmot m qu`lt mon pr`vmtl rurmi lx`stlofl. Dkusls mrl nkln
tdrkujd tdl trlls n`sfrlltiy mon tdl mbuonmot w`ini`al mlsts tk
qu`lt i`alstyils iln dlrl.
Mitdkujd tdlrl s ok lstmbi`sdln oarmstrufturl o tdl ski`n akrc
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ka bu`in`ojs, cllt`oj dmiis, spkrts jrkuons, kr rlfrlmt`komi mrlms
suppkrt`oj m v`iimjl, tdlrl `s m fkccuo`ty jrkup mon m strkojfkccuo`ty sp`r`t.
^dl fkccuo`ty okw jmtdlrs mt —Nuostmos Aimt‐. ^d`s blmut`aui
p`lfl ka imon, mfflssln arkc tdl Amrmnmy-Fdlwtko Rkmn mon
arkotln by twk kme trlls, s mo kplo wkknimon. @ts jlotiy uonuimt`oj
jrkuon `s fmrpltln by w`inkwlrs, sk jrmss mon sdmnln by j`mot,
kplo i`cbln lufmiypts.
M scmii, nln`fmtln jrkup ka Amrmnmy rls`nlots prknufl m
olwsillr mon krjmo`sl skf`mi lvlots. Z`td tdl pkpuimr`ty ka tdl
mrlm ofrlms`oj t s dkpln tk ckrl plkpil w`ii mss`st w`td jrkw`oj
kur i`il fkccuo`ty.
Pls, Amrmnmy tknmy `s m fdmojln pimfl, mon mii tdl bllr akr `t.
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@t‐s tdksl wdk mrlo‐t sk kbv`kus wdk olln dlip tkk. ^dl
`on`v`numis wdk strujjil tdrkujd tdl`r nmys, plrdmps okt dmv`ojmoykol tk tmie tk. ^dl kols tkk pkkr tk dmvl mfflss tk tdksl kutilts
wd`fd cmy i` tdlc kut ka m siucp. Zl‐vl mii dmn tdksl siucps.
Akr skcl, tdly cmy koiy imst m nmy… akr ktdlrs wlles.
^dl linlriy mrl pmrt`fuimriy vuiolrmbil. Lsplf`miiy `a tdly‐rl
`o mjln-fmrl dkcls wdlrl tdl akkn `s bimon, tdl pdys`fmi imykut
bimon, i`al `o jlolrmi bimon, m rktmt`ko ka smclolss. Oktd`oj i`el
tdl dkcls tdly dmn tk j`vl up. Ok plrskomi spmfl lxflpt tdl`r
blnrkkcs, mon lvlo tdlrl tdl olflssmry `otrus`kos tmel pimfl. @a
tdly nko‐t dmvl skclkol ko tdl kuts`nl tk tmel tdlc kut, sll arlsd
amfls mon tmstl rlmi akkn, tdl nmys mii rkii `otk kol. ^dlsl kut`ojs
fmo dmvl m oljmt`vl llft tkk, ms `t rlc`ons tdlc ka wdlrl tdly
mrl, wdmt tdly kofl wlrl. ^dl`r `orc`t`ls mfflotumtln ms tdly
strujjil o mon kut ka fmrs, siucpln ko wmie`oj armcls. Ok ykuoj
amfls `o tdksl amf`i`t`ls.
@t nklso‐t tmel cufd tk alli lor`fdln mon `ovkivln. Dmpp`olss`s llt`oj, @ prlalr fkotlotlnolss. Zl mii alli n`smppk`otln, mojry,
kr mox`kus mt skcl t`cl, but nkls tdmt clmo wl mii dmvl ’clotmi
dlmitd `ssuls;–
Ms Jkrnko I`v`ojstko sm`n, wl mii olln ’skclkol tk ikvl,
skcltd`oj tk nk, skcltd`oj tk ikke akrwmrn tk.–
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Lmstlr 28=>
Fmrkiyoo Rkblrts
^dl tduonlr`oj ka rlfrmfelrs, tdl rucbi`oj ka nrucs, tdl
frmsd`oj ka jkojs mon fycbmis mon tdl r`oj`oj ka fdurfd
bliis k `o tdl n`stmofl. ^d`s `s tdl skuon ka Lmstlr `o Blon`jk.
Arkc tdl mun`lofl, lvlrytd`oj ikkes sk lmsy mon mcmz`oj mon
yku nko‐t eokw dkw cufd lkrt jkls ko bld`on tdl sflols.
^dl Blon`jk Fd`olsl Msskf`mt`ko (BFM) stmrts prlpmr`oj akrolxt ylmr‐s Lmstlr mickst blakrl tdl furrlot Lmstlr dms o`sdln.
@t `ovkivls ikoj nmys ka trm`o`oj, mikoj w`td ckotds ka lmriy
ckro`ojs mon imtl o`jdts splot o prlpmrmt`ko. @t ovkivls ov`t`oj
tlmcs arkc mfrkss tdl fkuotry, pimoo`oj wdmt wl mrl plrakrc`oj
mon jmtdlr`oj vkiuotllrs mon spkoskrs. d`s ylmr, Lmstlr wms gust
ms busy ms miwmys.
Lvlry ylmr tdkusmons fkcl tk tdl Jmim Xmrmnl ko Vuonmy tk
sll Vuo Ikkoj wlmvl tdrkujd tdl strllts ka Blon`jk mon olmriyo`olty vkiuotllrs mrl ollnln tk fmrry d`c, but blakrl dl fmo fkcl
kut, dl ollns tk bl wkelo up. ^dl Mwmelo`oj ka tdl Nrmjko `s tdl
t`til j`vlo tk tdl lvlot `o wd`fd wl wmel up Vuo Ikkoj arkc d`s
ylmr-ikoj sillp.
Lmfd ylmr, tdl Mwmelo`oj ka tdl Nrmjko dms skcltd`oj olw
mnnln tk `t mon tdl nkomt`ko nmofl jlts bllr, w`td ckoly rm`sln
jk`oj tk Blon`jk Dlmitd. d`s ylmr t wms mo uosllo okrtdlro i`ko,
kr Xle`ojlsl, vlrsus tdl skutdlro i`ko. ^dlsl i`kos wkuin okrcmiiy
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plrakrc slpmrmtliy ms tdly mrl twk n`lrlot styils. Misk olw td`s
ylmr wlrl tdrll olw nmofls by tdl Xiuc Biksskc nmof`oj tlmc5tdl slc`-slo`krs wm`st nruc nmofl, tdl slo`krs ikoj sillvl nmofl
mon kur miuco`, wdk mrl clcblrs wdk fmo‐t fkcl tk trm`o`oj nul
tk amc`iy mon wkre fkcc`tclots, ikoj amo nmofl. ^k fiksl tdl
mwmelo`oj, m str`oj ka =88,888 rlfrmfelrs `s i`t tk wmrn k bmn
sp`r`ts. ^d`s ylmr wl mnnln moktdlr str`oj ka =88,888 frmfelrs tk
wmel Vuo Ikkoj.
Xr`kr tk tdl mwmelo`oj, tlmcs dmvl m fdmofl tk plrakrc mt
Vpr`oj Alst`vmi, `ovkiv`oj tdl `tlcs tdmt mrlo‐t bl`oj plrakrcln
mt tdl mwmelo`oj w`td mii tlmcs plrakrc`oj i`ko nmofls. Duoj
Jmr Pmu Vdu (DJPV) plrakrc m nruc nmofl lvlry ylmr mon `t jlts
bllr lvlry t`cl, w`td ckrl nrucs mon b`jjlr kols mnnln. ^dl
Fd`olsl Pkutd Vkf`lty ka Clibkurol (FPVC) dmvl m Iktus Nrmjko
nmofl, wdlrl tdly stmrt tdl plrakrcmofl k nmof`oj w`td tlo iktus
kwlrs tdmt gk`o tkjltdlr, w`td m dlmn mon tm`i mnnln tk akrc m
nrmjko tk o`sd tdl plrakrcmofl. ^dl BFM Xiuc Biksskc nmof`ojtlmc plrakrc`oj mii ka kur kin nmofls, ilmv`oj tdl olw kols m
surpr`sl akr tdl mwmelo`oj.
Vuonmy wms tdl jmim pmrmnl, w`td Vuo Ikkoj ms tdl cm`o
mrmft`ko. ^d`s ylmr wl wlrl m alw vkiuotllrs sdkrt but wl st`ii
cmomjln tk dmvl mii kur nrmjkos mon prkps kut. Blakrl tdl pmrmnl
wl dmn mo otlr-tlmc ljj duot krjmo`sln by FPVC akr moykol wdk
wmotln tk pmrt`f`pmtl, w`td mii tdl tlmcs dmv`oj iuofd tkjltdlr `o
tdl bmfe fmr pmre bld`on kur trm`o`oj rkkcs mon mii vkiuotllrsdmv`oj iuofd `o tdl s`nl fmr pmre. M alw ka us wlrl st`ii t`rln mon
skrl arkc tdl tkrfdi`jdt lvlot tdl o`jdt blakrl. Zl tlon tk ikke
akrwmrn tk td`s, but td`s ylmr wl n`no‐t. Okol ka us wmotln tk wmie
nkwo Q`lw Vt mon wl mii wlrl alli`oj fkin. Dunniln tkjltdlr tk
ellp wmrc, wl n`sfussln tdl olw rkutl, mon dkw Q`lw Vt wmso‐t
jk`oj tk bl auo akr moy ka us. Ikke`oj mt Fd`olsl Pkutd Ilmjul
(FPI) `o tdl`r wmrc dkkn`ls w`td msd`oj z`ps, wl tdkujdt wl
fkuin jk akr kol ka tdksl.
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Nur`oj tdl tkrfdi`jdt, tdl wmie nkwo Q`lw Vt wmso‐t ms bmn ms
wl mii tdkujdt `t wkuin bl5 `t wms lmsy mon m sdkrt wmie bmfe tktdl Jkinlo Nrmjko Cusluc w`td m rlmiiy jkkn turokut akr tdl
wlmtdlr, tdl strllts i`oln w`td tdrll kr akur rkws ka plkpil mii
try`oj tk wmtfd. Zdlrlms akr tdl plkpil `o tdl jmim pmrmnl, `t alit
dmrnlr. Zl stmrtln tdl wmie up Xmre mon Jmki Rn5 `t wms dmrnlr tk
nk `o tdl nmy, blfmusl wl fkuin sll wdlrl wl wlrl wmie`oj. ^dl
wm`t `o tdl ]LK fmr pmre wmso‐t ms ikoj ms `t wms akr tdl tkrfdi`jdt,
sk wl wlrlo‐t fkcpim`o`oj mbkut skrl allt i`el tdl o`jdt blakrl.
Blakrl ikoj wl wlrl ckv`oj nkwo Q`lw Vt5 `t wms n`fuit tk wmie
sikwiy nkwo tdl d`ii stkpp`oj lvlry alw cltrls, nmof`oj mon
pks`oj. Kofl wl stmrtln ko Xmii Cmii wl alit m i`il b`t ka rli`la5 `t
wms mickst tdl dkcl strm`jdt, but wl alit i`el wl wlrl wmie`oj akr
m ikoj t`cl.
Ar`nmy o`jdt wms tdl wlifkcl n`oolr w`td tdl v`s`t`oj tlmcs,
Duoj Jmr Pmu Vdu Cmrt`mi Mrts Vfdkki arkc Clibkurol, tdl
Fd`olsl Pkutd Vkf`lty ka Clibkurol mon tdl Fd`olsl PkutdIlmjul ka Mustrmi`m arkc Vynoly ms wlii ms mii plrakrc`oj tlmc
clcblrs ka tdl BFM. ^dl n`oolr `s m dujl bmrblqul w`td jmcls,
mon m fdmofl tk cllt olw ar`lons mon fmtfd up w`td kin kols.
Jl`oj bmfe tk tdl rkkcs wms gky, eokw`oj tdmt `t wms mii kvlr
akr td`s ylmr mon `t wlot wlii. Okw tk stmrt td`oe`oj mbkut olxt
ylmr mon wdmt wl fmo nk n`lrlotiy. Zl mii dkpl tdmt tdl pmrmnl
rkutl jkls bmfe tk okrcmi olxt ylmr, gust akr tdl juys fmrry`oj Vuo
Ikkoj mon pusd`oj tdl nruc fmrts.
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Zrlfe-@t Rmipd Rlv`lw
Fmrkiyoo Rkblrts
Zrlfe-@t Rmipd `s m jrlmt amc`iy ckv`l. @t `s mft`ko-pmfeln,
auooy, mon w`ii mpplmi tk mii mjl jrkups. @t‐s mbkut m v`nlk
jmcl v`iim`o wdk wmots tk bl m dlrk i`el A`x @t Ali`x Gr (vk`fln by
Gmfe CfBrmylr), tdl dlrk ka tdl`r v`nlk jmcl.
Mlr td`rty ylmrs Rmipd (vk`fln by Gkdo F Rl`iiy) `s t`rln ka
bl`oj tdl bmn juy. Zd`il try`oj tk auii td`s nrlmc, dl wrlmesdmvkf tdrkujdkut tdl jmcls mrfmnl wdlo dl solmes `otk m cknlro
rst plrsko sdkktlr almtur`oj tkujd-ms-om`is Vlrjlmot Fmidkuo
(vk`fln by Gmol Iyofd).
D`s pimos tk prkvl d`s dlrk`sc jk mwry wdlo dl mff`nlotiy
uoilmsdls m nlmniy lolcy `otk tdl mrfmnl.
Z`ii Qmoliikpl vko Vfdwlltz (vk`fln by Vmrmd V`ivlrcmo), m
ykuoj trkubilcme`oj —ji`tfd‐ arkc m fmony-fkmtln fmrt rmf`oj
jmcl, bl mbil tk tlmfd Rmipd wdmt t clmos tk bl m jkkn juy blakrl`t‐s —jmcl kvlr‐ akr tdl lot`rl mrfmnl;
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Cln`lvmi O`jdts
Iku`sl Zmrnil
Nk cy lyls nlfl`vl cl; @s tdmt m cln`lvmi se`rc`sd `o tdl c`nnil ka
Blon`jk;
B
lon`jk, gust m twk dkur nr`vl arkc Clibkurol, dmn ducbil
blj`oo`ojs ms m jkin c`o`oj tkwo `o flotrmi Q`ftkr`m. @t `s
m cuit`fuiturmi f`ty auii ka d`stkr`fmi bu`in`ojs, m nli`jdtaui mrt
prlf`oft, mon m fkikuraui Fd`olsl prlf`oft. @t dms rltm`oln tdmt
jrlmt —fkuotry‐ alli, kploolss mon dksp`tmi`ty. Kvlr tdl nlfmnls
Blon`jk‐s pkpuimt`ko dms stlmn`iy r`slo mon okw bkmsts kvlr
=88,888 rls`nlots mon `s st`ii jrkw`oj. Lvlo w`td sufd m imrjl
pkpuimt`ko, Blon`jk st`ii cmomjls tk d`nl `ts cln`lvmi se`rc`sdls
wlii. ^ufeln `o mckoj tdl olw dksp`tmi nlvlikpclot mon tdl
sdkwjrkuons `s m cln`lvmi wmrzkol. Moykol nr`v`oj pmst wkuinokt bl bimcln akr td`oe`oj tdly wlrl lotlr`oj mo lp`sknl ka tdl
^w`i`jdt Wkol. Clo mon wkclo, spkrt`oj fdm`o-cm`i mon tmbmrns,
fdmrjl mt lmfd ktdlr w`td nrmwo swkrns mon sd`lins mfrkss m jrllo
pimy`oj lin fuc bmillin. Gust mnn m alw rl-brlmtd`oj nrmjkos,
m fkupil ka fmtmpuits, m fmstil wmii, mon m tkelo nmcsli `o n`strlss
mon tdl sflol wkuin bl fkcpiltl.
mrps mon rkmn fkols ‖ rlprlslot`oj bkn`ls ka wmtlr mon br`njls
‖ mrl strlwo mbkut mo oolr suburbmo spkrts lin, olstiln bltwllom bkwi`oj fiub mon m skfflr jrkuon. Lotdus`mst`f rkil pimylrs nkt
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tdl lin `o vmry`oj nljrlls ka fkstucl arkc auii cln`lvmi rljmi`m
tk tmbmrns mon cmelsd` fdm`ocm`i. IMRX`oj (I`vl Mft`ko RkilXimy`oj), `o tdl akrc ka Vwkrnfrm, dms nlsflonln upko Blon`jk
mon s mrmft`oj bktd cmils mon alcmils, mon tdl ykuoj mon ykuoj
mt dlmrt.
Kvlr tdl ylmrs @ dmvl lofkuotlrln m alw rkil pimy`oj jmcls
mon, uobleokwo tk cmoy, dmvl tmelo pmrt `o m alw Nuojlkos
mon Nrmjkos jmcls (fdkks`oj tk pimy m blmrnln-alcmil nwmra
w`td dlmi`oj pkwlrs) mon dkstln m fkupil ka Curnlr Cystlry
n`oolrs akr cy nmujdtlr mon dlr ar`lons. Vk td`s akrty`sd cktdlr
ka tdrll uonlrstmons tdl bms`f fkoflpts ka rkil pimy`oj. Dkwlvlr,
Vwkrnfrm (IMRX`oj) `s m akrc ka rkil pimy tdmt jkls kol stlp
aurtdlr. Rmtdlr tdmo s``oj mrkuon n`sfuss`oj ckvls by mon
rlmft`kos ka fdmrmftlrs, `t `ovkivls i`vl mft`ko7 swkrns, sd`lins,
bkws, mrrkws, fdm`o-cm`i, tmbmrns, cln`lvmi tdlcls, wmramrl,
pmrr`ls, tdrusts, tducps, bucps mon bru`sls. ^dl Vwkrnfrm
wlbs`tl nlsfr`bls `ts akrc ka rkil pimy`oj ms ’… pm`otbmii clltscln`lvmi/amotmsy bmil (w`td m d`ot ka cmrt`mi mrts, d`stkr`fmi rl-
lomftclot, imrp Us`fS mon fkspimy)– mon `s `osp`rln by sufd jmcls,
bkkes, ckv`ls mon ^Q slr`ls ms ’Zmrdmcclr, Ikrn ka tdl R`ojs,
kr Jmcl ka ^drkols.– Nmv`n, m okv`fl Blon`jko`mo Vwkrnfrmlr
s`cpiy nlsfr`bls Vwkrnfrm ms tme`oj ko m rkil. ’Pku tmel ko tdl
plrskomi`ty ka m fdmrmftlr, wdltdlr ykur kwo `nlm kr m prlsfr`bln
kol… `t‐s prly cufd gust d``oj lmfd ktdlr w`td akmc swkrns…–
Nmv`n wms rst `otrknufln tk tdl fkoflpt ka IMRX`oj tdrkujdtdl ckv`l Rkil Cknlis (2884) but `t wmso‐t uot`i Vwkrnfrm fmcl
tk Blon`jk tdmt dl mft`vliy blfmcl `ovkivln w`td IMRX`oj.
Blakrl tdmt, dl wms fkotlot tk s`t mrkuon tdl ikuojl rkkc pimy`oj
Nuojlkos mon Nrmjkos w`td amc`iy mon ar`lons, mon/kr otlrmft`oj
w`td ko-i`ol clcblrs ko rkil pimy`oj akrucs. Plt, tdmt wms mii tk
fdmojl akr `o c`n-spr`oj, `o tdl ylmr twloty-td`rtllo, Vwkrnfrm
Clibkurol (lst. Gmoumry, 28==) slt kut upko tdl`r lp`f qulst tk
fkoqulr Blon`jk mon tk rlfru`t ello olw skin`lrs. Mlr mo mrnukus
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nr`vl ka skcl =<<ec, tdly mrr`vln `o jrlmt sp`r`ts mon prkfllnln
tk kvlrfkcl tdl kppks`oj Blon`jko`mo mrcy mon lstmbi`sd olwtlrr`tkry5 tdl Vwkrnfrm Blon`jk N`v`s`ko wms frlmtln. ^drkujd
Vwkrnfrm Clibkurol‐s `oput ka t`cl, lolrjy, lxplr`lofl mon
akmc swkrns, Blon`jk‐s Vwkrnfrm brmofd dms dmn `ts fkonlofl,
lqu`pclot mon clcblrs bkkstln.
Nlsfr`b`oj d`cslia ms bl`oj m cln`lvmi lotdus`mst, Nmv`n smys
dl `s ol`tdlr m d`stkr`mo okr m —cmstlr‐ `o swkrnpimy. Nlsp`tl koiy
dmv`oj m fkupil ka kppkrtuo`t`ls tk mlon tdl Blon`jk Vwkrnfrm
lvlots, dl smys dl logkyln tdl sflomr`ks mon i`eln tk iksl d`cslia
`o tdl mnvloturls. ’@ wms gust m se`rc`sdlr, klo w`td kol kr twk
swkrns… @ fmiiln cyslia m bmrn wdk gk`oln tdl arkoti`ol akr m olw
stkry tk tlii– (Nmv`n `s m bunn`oj wr`tlr mon i`els tk usl d`s vmr`ln
lxplr`lofls akr stkry `nlms). Ka tdl ktdlr Blon`jko`mo pimylrs,
Nmv`n nlsfr`bls tdlc ms bl`oj m c`xln buofd. ’UVSkcl… mrl
br`ii`mot pimylrs. Vkcl dmvl amotmst`f fkstucls, mon skcl mrl gust
ikun, kbokx`kus fd`inrlo wdk pimy rkujd.– D`s ckst clckrmbilVwkrnfrm lxplr`lofl wms wdlo m Clibkurol Vwkrnfrm tlmc
(tdl Brltkos) fmcl up akr m Zlnolsnmy lvlo`oj se`rc`sd. ^dl twk
Blon`jk tlmcs (tdl Krnlr mon tdl Qmojumrn) uo`tln mon cmomjln
tk nlalmt tdl ikojlr lstmbi`sdln Brltkos. Nmv`n sm`n tdmt tdl
Brltkos nlsfr`bln tdl uo`tln Blon`jk tlmc ms tdl ckst krjmo`sln
—bmrbmr`mos‐ tdly dmn lvlr clt.
Zdlo mseln wdmt fmo bl ilmrot by pmrt`f`pmt`oj `o IMRX`oj/
Vwkrnfrm, Nmv`n sm`n tdl cm`o td`oj tdmt dl ilmrot wms tdmt m iktka plkpil dl n`no‐t jlt mikoj w`td i`eln s`c`imr td`ojs tk d`c. Dl
sm`n, akr d`c, td`s wms mo mnvmotmjl ms `t `ofrlmsln d`s logkyclot
‖ tdl auo ka tdl pmrt`f`pmt`ko mon ’… tdl gky yku jlt arkc wm`i`oj
ko skclkol yku nko‐t i`el w`td m akmc swkrn U`oS cknlrmt`ko, ka
fkursl, ms yku wmot tdlc tk fkcl bmfe dlmitdy sk yku fmo blmt
tdlc mjm`o.– @o jlolrmi, rkil pimy`oj jmcls tlmfd n`pikcmfy,
rlsplft, frmscmosd`p, stkrytlii`oj, pmt`lofl, strmtljy, tlmcwkre,
d`stkry (nlplon`oj upko tdl tdlcl), mon ms m spkrt, ellps yku t.
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@a yku‐rl kvlr =1, dmvl m dmoelr`oj akr rkil pimy`oj ka tdl
cln`lvmi e`on, mrl prlpmrln akr m alw sfrmpls mon bru`sls, mon dmvlm alw dkurs tk spmrl, wdy okt rkfe up ko m Zlnolsnmy lvlo`oj mt
1768pc tk tdl Vdmnakrtd Kvmi ko Alotko Vtrllt, Blon`jk;
Pku nko‐t olln m fkstucl, gust skcltd`oj fkcakrtmbil tk
bmil `o. Pku nko‐t lvlo olln m swkrn ms kol fmo bl d`rln akr
$2 ko tdl o`jdt.
A`rst-t`clr pimylrs pmy m ikw all ka $2. Mlr tdmt, t‐s $=8 m o`jdt
uoilss yku br`oj mikoj m olw pimylr mon tdlo `t‐s gust $< akr tdl
rlturo`oj pimylr.
Akr ckrl `oakrcmt`ko ko Vwkrnfrm, fdlfe kut7 www.swkrnfrm.fkc.mu kr
www.amflbkke.fkc/jrkups/swkrnfrm
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Olw Xks`t`ko akr Fmrn`omi Xlii
Iku`sl Zmrnil
Fmrn`omi Jlkrjl Xlii, tdl Mrfdb`sdkp ka Vynoly, dms bllo
mppk`otln tk tdl Qmt`fmo by Xkpl Armof`s ms dlmn ka tdl
Vlfrltmr`mt akr tdl Lfkokcy. ^dl rlsdul ka mppk`otclots tk tdl
omof`mi mon mnc`o`strmt`vl nlpmrtclots dmvl bllo wlifkcln,
akr tdl Qmt`fmo dms fkcl uonlr-rl akr tdl wmy `o wd`fd `t dms
kplrmtln skcl ka ts nlpmrtclots, lsplf`miiy omofls, o tdl pmst. @,akr kol, mjrll tdmt tdl rlsdul s m jkkn td`oj. Dkwlvlr, @ qulst`ko
tdl w`snkc ka Xkpl Armof`s mon tdl Qmt`fmo `o mppk`ot`oj sufd m
fkotrkvlrs`mi jurl ms Fmrn`omi Xlii `o sufd m prkc`olot pks`t`ko.
Fmrn`omi Xlii w`ii tmel up d`s Qmt`fmo pks`t`ko mlr dl dms j`vlo
lv`nlofl mt tdl Rkymi Fkcc`ss`ko `otk @ost`tut`komi Rlspkosls tk
Fd`in Vlxumi Mbusl `o Vynoly mt tdl lon ka Cmrfd, 28=>.
@o m 28=2 prlss fkoalrlofl, m rlpkrtlr mseln Fmrn`omi Xlii `a m
pr`lst fkoalssln tk fkcc``oj slxumi mbusl ko m fd`in, wdltdlr dlwkuin rlpkrt tdmt pr`lst tk tdl pki`fl kr okt. @o rlspkosl, Fmrn`omi
Xlii sm`n tdmt `a tdl fkoalss`ko tkke pimfl w`td`o tdl fkoalss`komi
tdlo dl fkuin okt rlpkrt tdmt fkoalss`ko but wdmtlvlr dl wms tkin
kuts`nl tdl fkoalss`komi, dl fkuin. Dlofl ‖ ilt‐s jlt td`s strm`jdt ‖ `a
yku mrl ka Fmtdki`f nlokc`omt`ko mon fdkksl tk fkoalss ykur s`os
tk m pr`lst `os`nl m fkoalss`komi yku mrl mbskivln ka ykur s`os, kr
`s tdmt koiy akr ktdlr pr`lsts; @a fd`in slx mbusl fmookt bl rlpkrtln
tdlo fmo ktdlr mbusls, plrdmps curnlr, misk jk uorlpkrtln; Nkls
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fkoalss`oj kol‐s s`os stkp tdl fkoalsskr arkc rlfkcc``oj tdl
smcl s`os; ^dl c`on bkjjils mt tdl `cpi`fmt`kos mon pkss`b`i`t`ls‖ @ tdkujdt Fdr`st`mo`ty prkcktln ckrmis mon tdl fkoflpt ka jkkn
mon bmn mon tdl prktlft`ko ka `ookflots; @t sllcs tk cl tdmt `t `s
tdl s`oolrs wdk mrl prktlftln tdrkujd tdl lx`stlofl mon ruils ka
tdl fkoalss`komi rmtdlr tdmo tdl `ookflot.
@o Cmy =006, Fmrn`omi Xlii wms tdl suppkrt plrsko akr Amtdlr
Jlrmin R`nsnmil wdlo dl wms amf`oj fkurt akr fd`in slxumi mbusl
fdmrjls. Zdlrl wms tdl Fdurfd‐s suppkrt akr tdl v`ft`cs; Amtdlr
R`nsnmil wms misk fmiiln bmfe tk fkurt tk amfl fdmrjls `o =00>, 2881
mon 28=6. Okt gust kol bmtfd ka v`ft`cs but akur, mon Fmrn`omi Xlii
suppkrtln td`s cmo;
Mffkrn`oj tk Brkelo R`tls Mustrmi`m, m jrkup wdk suppkrt Fdurfd
fd`in mbusl v`ft`cs, Fmrn`omi Xlii dmn eokwo Amtdlr R`nsnmil s`ofl
tdl lmriy —:8s dmv`oj i`vln `o tdl smcl pmr`sd akr m wd`il. By tdl
c`n-tk-imtl —:8s, tdl Fdurfd wms wlii mwmrl tdmt Amtdlr R`nsnmil
wms slxumiiy mbus`oj fd`inrlo, akr dl wms ckvln arkc pmr`sd tkpmr`sd, klo ckv`oj w`td`o m alw ckotds ka d`s mppk`otclot. ^dl
Fdurfd lvlo jmvl d`c t`cl-k `o tdl \o`tln Vtmtls ka Mclr`fm.
Gust dkw cmoy fd`inrlo n`n Amtdlr R`nsnmil mbusl, `o dkw cmoy
pmr`sdls mon dkw cmoy fkuotr`ls; @a tdl Fdurfd eolw, tdlo
`t `s pimus`bil tdmt tdl filrjy eolw tkk. ^dlrlakrl Fmrn`omi Xlii
fkuin dmvl eokwo ‖ cmybl lvlo dmn tdl pr`v`iljl tk tmel d`s
fkoalss`ko(s) ‖ ka tdl mffusmt`kos mjm`ost Amtdlr R`nsnmil. ^d`s
rm`sls tdl qulst`ko ka wdk tdl Fdurfd vmiuls ckrl, m cmo wdk fmoellp slfrlts mon prktlft tdl `ost`tut`ko kr m cmo wdk fmo prktlft
d`s `ookflot kfe;
@t s m smn nmy wdlo yku fkcl tk tdl rlmi`smt`ko tdmt tdl Fdurfd
nkls okt lx`st tk slrvl mon prktlft tdl`r kfe, but clrliy lx`sts tk
prktlft `tslia.
Xilmsl oktl7 Brkelo R`tls Mustrmi`m ’… dms dlipln tk cmel
tdl Mustrmi`mo pubi`f mwmrl ka fdurfd-mbusl ka fd`inrlo. @o 28=6
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td`s fuic`omtln `o tdl Mustrmi`mo Jkvlroclot lstmbi`sd`oj m
Rkymi Fkcc`ss`ko ka @oqu`ry `otk dkw rli`j`kus krjmo`smt`kosdmvl dmoniln (kr c`sdmoniln) tdl `ssul ka fd`in slx-mbusl.–
dp7//brkelor`tls.krj.mu
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Rl-lomftclots
Dlmtdlr CfVwm`o
@ blfmcl `otlrlstln `o tdl @ojilwkkn Fkurt Rl-lomftclots wdlo
@ i`vln o Br`njlwmtlr o tdl Kin Rm`iwmy Vtmt`ko. @ wms ov`tln tk
fkcl mikoj by Elv`o Xkyslr. @ dmn ok nlm wdmt @ wms tk lxplr`lofl,
dkwlvlr @ wms j`vlo tdl gkb ka tdl gury Akrlcmo. @‐vl bllo m pmrt
ka td`s wkonlraui jrkup ka plkpil akr mbkut l`jdt ylmrs okw. ^dl
@ojilwkkn mon N`str`ft D`stkr`fmi Vkf`lty fkcclofln tdlsl rl-lomftclots `o 2886. Fkurt fmsls ka tdl pmst wlrl wr`lo `o jrlmt
nltm`i. Z`tdkut tdl olwspmplr rlfkrns ka td`s lrm mon tdl n`i`jlot
gkuromi`st ka tdl t`cl5 td`s wkuin okt dmvl bllo pkss`bil. Gkdo
Ckrr`sko, kol ka tdl kr`j`omi pimylrs, rlslmrfdln tdl olwspmplrs
ka tdl t`cl mon frlmtln s`x sfr`pts ka mftumi fmsls. ^dmoes tk tdl
fkcc`tclot ka tdl @ojilwkkn mon N`str`fts D`stkr`fmi Vkf`lty
clcblrs wdk elpt mii rlfkrns mon clckrmb`i`m.
Kur t`cltmbil stmrts dmia mo dkur lmri`lr. d`s miikws lvlrykol tk bl rlmny `o fkstucl akr tdl mrr`vmi ka tdl bus. Q`s`tkrs mrl jrlltln
by imn`ls o lmriy fkiko`mi ikoj nrlssls, dmts mon sdmwis. ^dlsl mrl
tdl nmys ka tdl Jkin Rusd. @os`nl tdl fkurt wl stlp bmfe `o t`cl tk
tdl =418s. Q`s`tkrs mrl iln tk m slmt mon skcl mrl mseln tk s`t `o tdl
gury. ^dl slmt`oj so‐t tlrr`f, but `t‐s koiy akr kol dkur.
^dl Filre ka tdl Fkurt mookuofls ’mii r`sl,– tdlo dl
`otrknufls tdl wmrnlo ka tdl fkurt. ^dl wmrnlo prls`nln kvlr
mii tdl c`o`oj n`sputls.
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^dl rst fmsl `s m fkoflro mbkut tdl wmtlr rlslrvl ka tdl Jkin
A`lins. @t `s m tr`fey s`tumt`ko wd`fd rlqu`rls tdl auii mlot`ko katdl wmrnlo. Cr. Frkpily dms brkujdt tdl wkclo tk fkurt blfmusl
kvlro`jdt tdly dmn iiln `o d`s sdm. Vmrmd Ljmo tliis lvlrykol
tdmt td`s ’frllp– dms ok `otlot`kos ka n`jj`oj d`s sdm. Dl rlmiiy
wmots tk slt up d`s kwo Xunni`oj cmfd`ol olxt tk tdl wmtlr
rlslrvl wdlo tdl wmtlr sllps `otk d`s sdm. ^dl wkclo w`o tdl`r
fmsl, wd`fd `s vlry uousumi `o tdksl nmys blfmusl `t wms —m cmo‐s
wkrin‐, lsplf`miiy `o tdl fkurts. Zdlo tdl wmrnlo ilmvls tdl fkurt
rkkc tdl wkclo lrupt w`td jrlmt fdllr`oj mon flilbrmt`ko. Zlii,
okt rlmiiy, tdly mii jk k tk fdmojl akr tdl olxt fmsl.
^dl Filre ka Fkurt otrknufls tdl prls`n`oj gunjl mon rlqulsts
lvlrykol tk stmon. Dl lotlrs wlmr`oj m b`j, jrly, furiy w`j mon
m bimfe rkbl mon akrcmiiy bkws. ’M fmsl ka Imrfloy,– lxpim`os
tdl Filre ka Fkurt. ^dl gunjl cmels surl tdl gury eokws tdly
dmvl mo `cpkrtmot gkb tk nk mon tdmt moy sdlomo`jmos arkc tdl
twk `o tdl nkfe sdkuin bl `jokrln. ^dlo tdl twk wkclo ka tdlo`jdt mrl bkujdt up arkc tdl flii `otk tdl nkfe mon tdly mrl okt
dmppy uot`i tdly sll m ikt ka clo. ^dl gunjl mses `a tdly dmvl iljmi
rlprlslotmt`ko. M fmimc`ty brlmes kut arkc tdl twk wkclo `o tdl
nkfe mon tdl filre fmiis akr ’krnlr.– dl gunjl mses tdlc mjm`o mon
tdly moswlr tkjltdlr vlry swlltiy, ’ok, Pkur Dkokur.– ^dl filre
mses akr Cr \oj tk bl fmiiln. ^dl pki`flcmo ko nuty mt tdl nkkr
fmiis kut lxtrlcliy ikuniy. ’Cr \oj.–
M scmii jlotilcmo ka kr`lotmi mpplmrmofl, sduls `o mondlmns tk tdl w`tolss bkx. Dl `s wlmr`oj m bimfe jkwo, m fko`fmi
strmw dmt, mon dms m vlry ikoj bimfe dm`r pim`t nkwo d`s bmfe. dl
mun`lofl j`jjils ckclotmr`iy, tdlo j`vls tdl`r auii mlot`ko tk
Cr \oj. ^dlrl `s m fmonil i`t ko tdl Filre ka Fkurt‐s nlse mon Cr
\oj `s swkro `o by tdl filre, mon tdlo tdl fmonil `s bikwo kut by
Cr \oj. ^d`s `s m vlry qu`lt, mrkus`oj ckclot. Clmowd`il tdl
twk wkclo `o tdl nkfe mrl logky`oj tdl s`tumt`ko, lvlo try`oj tk
bikw kut tdl fmonil.
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Cr \oj `s mseln tk tlii tdl fkurt wdmt dmpploln.
^dl twk wkclo dmn cmnl m pimo tk rkb tdl jlotilcmo mon wdlotdly dmn lcpt`ln d`s pursl tdly tdrlw t o tdl rl. \oakrtuomtliy
akr tdlc, tdl fimsp n`no‐t buro mon tdl pki`fl akuon `t `o tdl msdls
`o tdl rl pimfl. dlrl s misk m qulst`ko ka m scmii mckuot ka jkin.
^dl gury ons tdlc ju`ity mon tdl gunjl slotlofls tdlc tk akur
ckotds dmrn imbkur. Ok ckrl sdlomo`jmos akr tdlsl twk.
^dl olxt fmsl `s mookuofln by tdl filre ms m —Xubi`f Ou`smofl‐.
Mo kin amrc`oj fkupil dmvl bllo oljilft`oj tdl`r nut`ls o amrc`oj
p`js. ^dl fkupil fkcl `o mrju`oj w`td m bufelt mon m p`jilt mon
n`srupt tdl fkurt. Kofl ckrl tdl Filre fmiis akr ’krnlr.– dl gunjl
cmels d`s nlf`s`ko mon tdl fkupil ilmvl. Ko tdl`r wmy kut tdl
amrclr dms m jk mt d`s w`al akr okt x`oj tdl alofl.
Olxt fmsl `s akr Mssmuit. (Vkrry, @ fmo‐t tlii yku lvlrytd`oj).
Vkclkol `s s`oj`oj `o tdl akylr ka tdl fkurt mon m pki`flcmo
br`ojs `o m ykuoj wkcmo. Dlor`lm `s lsfkrtln by m pki`flcmo
mon tdly wmie fikslr tk tdl Gunjl. Dlor`lm `s `otr`juln w`tdtdl gunjl‐s dm`r mon tliis lvlrykol, ’Dl‐s jkt m ikt ka dm`r.– ^dl
pki`flcmo tdlo stmtls tdmt Dlor`lm `s dmrcilss, but vlry cufd
`osmol. Mlr tdl nkftkr `s fmiiln ms m w`tolss, dl lxpim`os mii tdl
td`ojs Dlor`lm dms tkin d`c. dl gunjl s`jos m flrt`fmtl mon tdl
fkurt pmys akr dlr trmvli tk Clibkurol tk tdl msyiuc. Vdl td`oes
sdl `s jk`oj ko m dki`nmy mon `s vlry dmppy mbkut `t tkk.
Lvlo tdkujd Dlor`lm `s m wkcmo, sdl `s ckrl i`el m fd`in by
dlr bldmv`kur. d`s s e`on ka m auooy but smn s`tumt`ko, dkwlvlr t`s wdmt dmpploln `o tdksl t`cls.
’Mbnuft`ko s tdl olxt fmsl,– smys tdl Filre ka Fkurts. dl jrkkc
`s pimfln o tdl nkfe mon d`s ykuoj br`nl s`ts ko m slmt kppks`tl dlr
olw dusbmon. dl filre mses akr Cr Mujustus Xmiclr tk bl fmiiln.
^dl nuty pki`flcmo fmiis d`c mon dl wmies tk tdl w`tolss bkx.
D`s nmujdtlr `s try`oj tk tlii d`c dl‐s m s`iiy kin bujjlr. Mlr dl `s
swkro `o tdl gunjl mseln Mujustus ’wdmt dmpploln ylstlrnmy;–
Cr Xmiclr sm`n tdmt d`s ikvliy nmujdtlr wms cmrr`ln tk ’tdmt cmo,–
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mon dl pk`ots tk tdl cmo `o tdl nkfe. ^dl gunjl mses tdl cmo,
’Zdmt nk yku dmvl tk smy;– dl jrkkc tmels m p`lfl ka pmplr arkcd`s pkfelt mon tdl pki`flcmo dmons `t tk tdl gunjl. ^d`s pmplr
`s tdl cmrr`mjl flrt`fmtl mon ms tdl gunjl rlmns `t, dl mses Cr
Xmiclr, ’Zdk jmvl tdl br`nl mwmy;– Cr Xmiclr moswlrs, prkuniy
’@ n`n.– Mon tdl gunjl nlfimrls, ’Fmsl n`sc`ssln!– @ccln`mtliy,
tdl br`nl stmons up mon yliis kut ’Fkcl ko, fkcl ko, ilt‐s jk!–
Mon tdl jrkkc durr`ls kut tdrkujd tdl nkfe, cllts d`s br`nl mt
tdl nkkr mon ruos k w`td dlr. Okw tdl jrkkc wms m am`r b`t kinlr
tdmo tdl br`nl, but `t wms m vlry sufflssaui cmrr`mjl mon tdly dmn
llo fd`inrlo. Vkcl ka tdl nlsflonmots st`ii i`vl `o @ojilwkkn, sk
tdl omcls dmvl bllo fdmojln. ^k sp`fl td`ojs up, tdl bus nr`vlr `s
miwmys tdl jrkkc.
^dl Filre ka Fkurts rlqulsts tdmt lvlrykol r`sl, tdlo tdl gunjl
stmons mon bkws. Ko d`s wmy kut tdl nkkr dl tmels okt`fl ka tdl
twk mses, i`s kol up mon j`vls `t m sdmel mon tmels `t kut tdl
nkkr w`td d`c.Mii tdl pimylrs fkcl bmfe `otk tdl fkurt rkkc mon Elv`o tliis
tdl mun`lofl m i`il b`t mbkut tdl fkurt dkusl, dkw wl fmcl tk bl
tdlrl mon wdlrl wl mii fkcl arkc. ^dl jrkups mrl amrlwliiln mt
tdl bus mon wl rusd os`nl tk fdmojl. M fuppm s rlmny w`td arlsdiy
cmnl smonw`fdls mon fmel. Zl logky lmfd ktdlr‐s fkcpmoy mon
i`el wdmt wl nk. ^d`s cmy bl tdl koiy t`cl wl mrl mii tkjltdlr.
Mimo mon C`fdmli fkcl arkc Br`njlwmtlr, mon Elo fkcls
arkc Olwbr`njl. Milx fkcls arkc Cmrybkrkujd, wd`il Currmyfkcls arkc Clibkurol but dms m dkcl o @ojilwkkn. @ okw i`vl o
Blon`jk. Mii tdl ktdlrs i`vl `o @ojilwkkn. @o tdl wdkil buofd wl
dmvl twk Mimos, twk Elv`os mon twk Iyos. Blakrl Nkt rlcmrr`ln
mon ckvln tk Blrr`jmo, wl dmn twk Nkts.
Elv`o Xkyslr `s miwmys ko tdl ikkekut akr rlfru`ts, ms `t `s dmrn
tk ellp sk cmoy plkpil tkjltdlr mt tdl kol t`cl. Zl mii dmvl m
gkb tk nk but skcl ka us dmvl ckrl tdmo kol gkb. @ usln tk dmvl
tdrll gkbs but `a tdlrl wms mo ’`n`kt– ko tdl bus, @ c`ssln kut.
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Dkwlvlr, @ cust dmvl blfkcl ckrl ka mo `n`kt `o tdl imst alw ylmrs
blfmusl @ miwmys jlt tdl gkb. Zl koiy dmvl tdlsl gkbs `o mutucomon spr`oj. ^dlrl `s ok pmy `ovkivln. Zl mrl mii vkiuotllrs akr
tdl Iknnko Vd`rl ^kur`sc. @o 28== wl wlrl `ov`tln tk tdl Iknnko
Vd`rl Bus`olss mon ^kur`sc mwmrns5 tlo ka us n`oln kut `o m vlry
pilmsmot mtckspdlrl. Zdlo tdl omi mookuoflclot wms cmnl
Elv`o mon Iyo tkke tk tdl stmjl akr tdl prlslotmt`ko. Zl dmn
wko mon Elv`o dlin tdl frystmi trkpdy prkuniy. @t wms m rlmiiy
clckrmbil lvlo`oj. @ wms sk dmppy tk dmvl bllo `ovkivln. ^dlo
`o 28=2, tdl ylmr ka flilbrmt`oj tdl Mustrmi`mo p`kollr`oj wkclo
kr Vurmjlls, wl wlrl mwmrnln m jrmot ka $1,888.
^dl fkst `s koiy vl nkiimrs, okt tkk bmn akr mo dkur‐s
lotlrtm`oclot mon `a yku mrl `otlrlstln yku fmo purfdmsl m sk
fkvlr bkkeilt wr`lo by m ikfmi.
M alw ylmrs mjk cy cktdlr tkurln tdl n`str`ft w`td dlr
’Brmls`nl– Xrkbus. ^dly wlrl nli`jdtln mon imujdln dlmrt`iy
w`td kur kol dkur pmjlmotry. @ wms vlry dmppy tdmt Cuc fmcl tksll wdmt @ wms `ovkivln `o.
^d`s `s kur lilvlotd ylmr s`ofl tdl `nlm ka Rkbyo Qliim fmcl tk
aru`t`ko. @a yku mrl `o m fiub, mon yku fkuin jlt m bus auii ka plkpil
`otlrlstln `o gk`o`oj tdl mun`lofl tdlo ykur slfrltmry ollns tk
fkotmft Rkbyo Qliim mt tdl Iknnko Vd`rl Kfl `o Zlnnlrburo.
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^rmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl pkltry mon tdl
`oaiulofl ka Dm`eu ko tdl @cmj`stpklts.Gmo Bmyi`ss
^
rmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl pkltry pksslssls uo`qul fdmrmftlr`st`fs,
rllft`oj tdl `oulofls tdmt sdmpln tdl skf`mi strufturl monfuiturmi fkosf`kusolss ka tdl Gmpmolsl plkpil. ^dlsl `ofiunln
fuiturmi `oulofls arkc Fd`om, m ikoj trmn`t`ko ka `cplr`mi
pmtrkomjl, flotur`ls ka `skimt`ko arkc Zlstlro fkotmft, mon tdl
`oulofls ka Bunnd`st, Fkoauf`us, ^mk`st mon Vd`otk pd`ikskpd`ls.
^d`s lssmy momiysls tdl trmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl akrc ka dm`eu us`oj
lxmcpils ka tdl dm`eu cmstlrs Bmsdk mon @ssm mon n`sfussls tdl
`oulofl ka Gmpmolsl dm`eu ko tdl @cmj`st pklts Lzrm Xkuon, Mcy
Ikwlii mon Z`ii`mc Fmriks Z`ii`mcs.@t wms tdl —mrr`vmi ka Fkccknkrl Xlrry w`td akur \o`tln Vtmtls
Omvy sd`ps `o keyk dmrbkur =4<6‐ tdmt brkel tdl slia-`cpksln
`skimt`ko ka Gmpmo mon kploln tdl wmy akr trmnl mjrllclots w`td
Mclr`fm, Armofl mon Br`tm`o, lombi`oj m frkss fuiturmi lxfdmojl
ka iuxury jkkns, mrt mon i`tlrmturl (Fkiucb`m \o`vlrs`ty, 28805
Omt`komi Jmiilry ka Mustrmi`m, 288=, p. 6). Mffkrn`oj tk Brkwlr mon
C`olr (=01=), uot`i td`s t`cl, Gmpmolsl pklt`f akrcs dmn rli`ln ’ko
m trmn`t`ko ka kvlr l`jdt flotur`ls (arkc mbkut M.N. <<8 tk =6<8)–,
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(Brkwlr mon C`olr, =01=, p. 0>). Vtyi`st`fmiiy, tdl prlnkc`omot
almturls ka trmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl pkltry `ofiunl arll vlrsl mon tdlmbslofl ka cltlr mon rdycl, w`td tdl strlss pimfln ko syiimbil
fkuot (Vt`iicmo, 2881, p. :>). @o mnn`t`ko ’tdl brlv`ty ka tdl cmgkr
akrcs– `s moktdlr n`st`oju`sd`oj almturl ka trmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl
pkltry (Brkwlr mon C`olr, =01=, p. 6=0).
^d`s n`st`oftolss misk mppi`ls tk tdl cmjlry mon tdl trlmtclot
ka subglft cmlr ka Gmpmolsl pkltry wd`fd fkot`ouln tk lvkivl
kvlr t`cl, mitdkujd tdl usl ka cmjlry cmy bl fkos`nlrln o tlrcs
ka tlfdo`qul ms wlii ms styil (Brkwlr mon C`olr, =01=, p. 61<).
^rmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl pkltry wms `odlrlotiy `cmj`st`f, mitdkujd
`cmjlry wms trlmtln `o vmr`kus wmys `o n`lrlot mjls (Brkwlr
mon C`olr, =01=, p. 61<). Ms Brkwlr mon C`olr (=01=) stmtl, tdl
pklcs ka Aug`wmrm ok l`em (==12 ‖ =2>=), fkos`st lot`rliy ka
`cmjls, nlckostrmt`oj ’tdmt kofl styils mon tlfdo`quls dmvl
bllo `ovlotln, tdly mrl okt nrkppln `o amvkur ka olw kols, but
mrl cm`otm`oln akr flrtm`o e`ons ka prmft`fl– (Brkwlr mon C`olr,=01=, p. 681).
Kol sufd trmn`t`komi akrc `s tdl dm`eu , m sdkrt tdrll i`ol pklc
ka slvlotllo syiimbils wd`fd Cmtsuk Bmsdk (=1>>-=10>), lilvmtln
tk m olw prkc`olofl w`td`o Gmpmolsl pkltry, `cbu`oj `t w`td mo
liljmofl ka s`cpi`f`ty mon m Wlo qumi`ty (Rl`fddkin, 2884, pp.
4-0). Cmtsuk Bmsdk, `s fkos`nlrln tdl amtdlr ka dm`eu akrc tdmt
nlvlikpln arkc rlojm , kr i`oeln vlrsl mon wms eokwo `o Bmsdk‐s
t`cl ms dkeeu. ^dl sdkrt pklc wms pkpuimr w`td tdl —olwiy r`fdclrfdmot fimss‐ wdk v`lwln td`s akrc —ms mo mcus`oj pmst`cl
akr n`spimy`oj w`t mon duckr‐ (Rl`fddkin, 2884, =01=, p. 0). Bkro
`otk m Vmcurm` amc`iy, Bmsdk rlglftln tdl Vmcurm` wmy ka i`al tk
nlvktl d`cslia tk m n`sf`pi`oln, s`cpil i`alstyil, rlc`on`oj us tdmt
—Bunnd`st tlmfd`ojs mon tdl pkltry ka Bmsdk trm`o us tk slmrfd akr
tdl lsslofl, tdl vlry bl`oj ka lvlo tdl scmiilst, ckst fkccko
td`ojs‐ akr `t `s td`s slmrfd akr tdl —lsslofl‐ tdmt fdmrmftlr`sls
Bmsdk‐s pkltry (Rl`fddkin, 2884, p. :-=:). Cltmpdkrs sufd ms nlw,
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rm`o, fdlrry biksskc mon arkjs wlrl mirlmny fkos`nlrln fi`fdàn
cltmpdkrs `o Bmsdk‐s t`cl, dkwlvlr Bmsdk n`sfkvlrln olw wmyska prlslot`oj `cmjls, ms kol ka d`s ckst amckus pklcs rlvlmis5
Mt tdl kin pkonm arkj gucps `otktdl skuon ka wmtlr
@o td`s pklc Bmsdk wr`tls ka tdl — pikp‐ tdl arkj cmels otk tdl skuon
ka wmtlr, rmtdlr tdmo `otk tdl wmtlr `tslia (Rl`fddkin, 2884, pp. =8,
=<2). @o mnn`t`ko, Bmsdk lcpikys —slosl sw`tfd`oj‐ m tlfdo`qul
tdmt lvkels kol slosl mon tdlo sw`tfdls tk moktdlr (Rl`fddkin,2884, p. >82). Moktdlr tlfdo`qul fkcckoiy usln `o dm`eu `s tdl
slmsko wkrn kr e`jk, wd`fd mrl okuos tdmt —`cpiy tdl slmsko
blfmusl tdly dmvl bllo trmn`t`komiiy msskf`mtln w`td flrtm`o t`cls
ka tdl ylmrs o Gmpmolsl i`tlrmturl mon/kr rlmi i`al‐ (Rl`fddkin, 2884,
p. >=<). Dkwlvlr, tdl mppmrlot s`cpi`f`ty ka dm`eu `s nlflpt`vl mon
`t `s `ofkrrlft tk trlmt tdl slmskomi msskf`mt`kos mon tdl suramfl
`cmjlry ka dm`eu ms s`cpiy omturl pkltry ms tdl akiikw`oj pklc
nlckostrmtls5
m Aug` w`onpimfln dlrl ko m amom skuvlo`r ka ^keyk
^d`s succlr pklc rlimtls tk tdl Gmpmolsl `nlms mon fkovlot`kos
ka liljmofl, `odlr`tln arkc tdl fkurtiy liljmofl ka byjkol lrms
mon rlalrlofls tdl trmn`t`komi lt`qull ka klr`oj —m j` ko m amo
rmtdlr tdmo il`oj `t tkufd kol‐s dmon. Dmv`oj i`il tk j`vl, Bmsdk
`s klr`oj koiy tdl fkkiolss tdl amo `tslia fmo br`oj tk tdl dkst‐
(Rl`fddkin, 2884, p. 2>1).
@ssm (=:12 ‖ =421), wms moktdlr dm`eu cmstlr wdk misk wrktl
ka tdl fkcckopimfl. Dkwlvlr, cufd ka @ssm‐s pkltry wms ckrl
plrskomi mon rllft`vl, `cbuln w`td tdl pd`ikskpdy ka Xurl
Imon Bunnd`sc (Dmc`ii, =00<, p. x`x). Mitdkujd st`ii mndlr`oj tk
trmn`t`ko, @ssm trlmts tdl fi`fdà ka nlw, m cltmpdkr akr tlmrs, `o tdl
ckst pk`jomot cmoolr wdlo dl wr`tls,
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^d`s wkrin ka nlw`s koiy m wkrin ka nlw ‖
mon ylt
^d`s pklc wms wr`lo mlr tdl nlmtd ka kol ka d`s fd`inrlo
(Dmc`ii, =00<, p. x`x). @ssm `s rllft`oj ko nlw ms m cltmpdkr
akr tdl trmos`lofl ka i`al w`tdkut lojmj`oj tdl lckt`ko ka jr`la,
but rmtdlr lxprlss`oj `t `o tdl Lmstlro fkoflpt eokwo ms smb`
(Rl`fddkin, 2884, p. >80). Ms Dmc`ii (=00<, p. x`x) stmtls, —tdl pklc
`s imrjl lokujd mon pmrt`fuimr lokujd tk smy `t mii‐ mon tdl brlv`ty
ka tdl stmtlclot miikws tdl cmjo`tunl ka wdmt `s sm`n mon wdmt`s okt sm`n tk `otlrpimy. ^d`s uonlrsfkrls mo `cpkrtmot fkoflpt
ka Gmpmolsl pkltry tdmt fmo bl fkcpmrln tk tdl wd`tl spmfl ka
fmii`jrmpdy wd`fd `s fkos`nlrln —mo mft`vl pks`t`vl spmfl‐ rmtdlr
tdmo ms oljmt`vl spmfl, ms `o m Zlstlro mlstdlt`f, mon wdlrl tdl
fmii`jrmpdlr —nkls okt pkonlr dkw tk ii `t, but dkw tk mft`vmtl `t‐
(Ai`ot Vmtk, =000, p. <<). @o m i`tlrmry fkotlxt td`s `s trmosimtln ms tdl
—spmre jmps‐ m tlrc usln by Elooltd Rlxrktd wmro`oj ka tdl p`tamiis
ka trmosimt`oj Fd`olsl mon Gmpmolsl pkltry `otk Zlstlro syotmx
(Rlxrktd, 2886, p. v```). Mffkrn`oj tk Rlxrktd, tdl rlmi nmojlr ka
trmosimt`ko wms tdl ikss ka —tdl spmre jmps ka clmo`oj‐ mon wdlrl
—wdmt rlsuits `s m slr`ls ka ikj`fmiiy lxprlssln lp`jrmcs, usumiiy
slot`clotmi…‐ (Dmc`ii qukt`oj Rlxrktd, 2886, p.v```) @o ktdlr
wkrns tdl pklc lons up c`ss`oj tdl pk`ot ka dm`eu mon Gmpmolsl
pkltry `o jlolrmi, fmii`oj tk c`on tdl —buii `o m fd`om sdkp‐ momikjy.
A`omiiy, tdl br`laolss ka tdl dm`eu akrc d`jdi`jdts tdl `cpkrtmofl ka`cmjl fkostruft`ko mon splf`f wkrn fdk`fl `odlrlot `o Gmpmolsl
pkltry, mon `t wms tdlsl fkoflpts wd`fd wlrl tk dmvl m prkakuon
llft ko tdl @cmj`st ckvlclot.
^dl @cmj`st ckvlclot wms m aurtdlr i`tlrmry nlvlikpclot
`o Zlstlro cknlro`sc, m rlmft`ko mjm`ost tdl —Rkcmot`f i`tlrmry
tdlkry‐ ka tdl imtl l`jdtllotd mon lmriy o`oltllotd flotur`ls,
`oulofln by tdl Arlofd Vycbki`sts mon tdl wr`t`ojs ka ^. L.
Duicl wdk bljmo tdl ckvlclot `o =084 (Xkltry Akuonmt`ko,2880, pp. =-2). Dkwlvlr, wdlrl tdl Vycbki`sts —skujdt lsfmpl `otk
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tdl slia-lofiksln akrc, tdl pklc ms m vlrbmi (mon slc`-cus`fmi)
lvlot, rlskomt`oj w`td sujjlst`ko, br`ii`mot lvkfmt`vl,‐ tdl @cmj`sts‐skujdt tk lsfmpl lofiksln akrcs, lcpdms`s`oj tdl v`sumi rmtdlr tdmo
murmi, `o tdl n`rlft trlmtclot ka —td`ojs, `cmjls, fkikurs, skuons,
sflots‐ `o tdl`r pkltry (Vtlmn, =041, pp. 6>-60). Lzrm Xkuon wms m
flotrmi jurl `o tdl @cmj`st ckvlclot pubi`sd`oj d`s cmo`alstk `o
=0=2 (Rktdloblrj mon Gkr`s, =00<, p.=<1).^dl brlv`ty mon `cmjlry
sk `otljrmi tk Gmpmolsl dm`eu prkv`nln m auonmclotmi sd` akr tdl
@cmj`sts pklts `ofiun`oj Mcy Ikwlii, Z`ii`mc Fmriks Z`ii`mcs
mon Lzrm Xkuon wdk mfeokwilnjln tdl `oulofl ka dm`eu `o d`s
lssmy ko Qkrt`f`sc `o =0=> (Dmeutmo`, 2880, p. 10).
Kol `oulofl ko Xkuon cmy dmvl bllo tdl wkre ka —Pkol
Okjufd`, m wlii-eokwo Gmpmolsl mon Mclr`fmo pklt‐ wdk dmn
fkrrlspkonln w`td Xkuon ms lmriy ms =0==, mon wdk slot d`c twk
vkiucls ka d`s kwo —Loji`sd‐ pklcs, ^dl X`ijr`cmjl, (=084, =080),
(Dmeutmo`, 2880, pp. 10-:>). Xkuon wms m flotrmi jurl nur`oj td`s
plr`kn, `ovkivln `o bktd tdl Vycbki`st mon @cmj`st ckvlclots. Cltrk , bljuo `o =0=> mon omi`sln `o =0=1 `s mo lxmcpil ka tdl
`oulofl ka dm`eu `o Xkuon‐s wkre (Dmeutmo`, 2880, pp. :8-:=).
^dl mppmr`t`ko ka tdlsl amfls `o tdl frkwn7Xltmis ko m wlt, bimfe bkujd.
@o td`s pklc Xkuon nlckostrmtls tdl filmr, fkofrltl trlmtclot ka
tdl `cmjl tdrkujd tdl guxtmpks`t`ko ka twk sllc`ojiy n`spmrmtl
stmtlclots tk frlmtl mo msskf`mt`ko wd`fd `otlos`ls bktd `cmjls
us`oj tdl trmn`t`komi dm`eu tlfdo`qul ka s`c`il (Rl`fddkin, 2884, p.
600). Dkwlvlr, Cltrk nrlw fr`t`f`sc arkc Rlxrktd. @o d`s lssmy, ^dl
@oulofl ka Fimss`fmi Gmpmolsl Xkltry, Rlxrktd i`eloln Cltrk tk tdl
ckrl slot`clotmi pkltry ka tdl Lnk plr`kn (Dmc`ii, p. v```), wdlo
Gmpmo dmn kploln `ts bkrnlrs tk tdl Zlst mon wms `o turo bl`oj
`oulofln by Zlstlro i`tlrmturl, kol fkotlcpkrmry akrc bl`oj
Rkcmot`f`sc. @t `s trul tdmt Cltrk, wd`il `cmj`st `o Zlstlro pklt`f
tlrcs, ilmvls cufd tk bl nls`rln wdlo fr`t`quln `o dm`eu tlrcs.^dl pklc `s dlmvy mon n`nmft`f. ^dlrl mrl ok —spmre jmps‐ mon `t
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imfes tdl liljmofl, subtiy mon kplo omturl ka trul dm`eu tlfdo`qul.
Z`ii`mc Fmriks Z`ii`mcs, moktdlr ka tdl —pr`of`pmi pklts‐ ka tdl@cmj`st ckvlclot, usls imojumjl o m s`c`imr wmy o d`s pklc ^dl
Rln Zdllibmrrkw, (mpplon`x7 =), trlmt`oj tdl —td`oj‐ `o fkofrltl mon
stmreiy v`sumi tlrcs (Rkslotdmi, =00>, pp. =-2). ^dl fkostruft`ko
ka tdl pklc `o akur stmozms rlslcbils akur br`la —pmfelts‐ ka
`oakrcmt`ko rlfmii`oj tdl brlv`ty mon lsslofl ka tdl dm`eu akrc.
^dl rst stmozm `otrknufls mo lo`jcmt`f mon pkrtlotkus kplo`oj
tk tdl pklc —sk cufd nlplons upko‐ akiikwln by tdl br`la mon
blmut`auiiy fkostruftln cmjls ka tdl rln wdllibmrrkw jimzln w`td
rm`o. dl pklc s pm`otlriy o tdl wmy tdl —rln‐ ka tdl wdllibmrrkw,
m ducbil fkotrmpt`ko, `s guxtmpksln tk tdl —wd`tl‐ ka tdl fd`felos
(Dkiimonlr, 28=6, p. =). dl t`jdtiy fkostruftln cmjls stmon mikol
`o tdl cmoolr ka dm`eu, lvke`oj m rlspkosl arkc tdl rlmnlr ka
fkotlcpimt`ko ka tdl clmo`oj ka tdl pklc mon wdlrl `t `s ilmn`oj
yku. ^dl nli`blrmtl usl ka splf`f fkikur `s `cpkrtmot. Fkikur
fkn`ls tdl pm`otlriy qumi`ty mon oslrts m slnuft`vl qumi`ty otk tdl`cmjl, m tlfdo`qul tdmt slts up rls`stmofl tk m i`tlrmi otlrprltmt`ko
ka tdl pklc. Zdy `s tdl wdllibmrrkw rln; Zdy mrl tdl fd`felos
wd`tl; Lvke`oj fkikur (mon vlry splf`f fkikur), `o m pklc ka
i`c`tln wkrns llft`vliy ikmns `t w`td tdl d`stkry mon sycbki`sc
ka fkikur o mrt. Ms rls`stmofl tk `otlrprltmt`ko s lvkeln, tdl spmfl
frlmtln bltwllo tdl wkrns mon tdl pkss`b`i`ty ka clmo`oj kplos
up, rlfmii`oj tdl lsslofl ka dm`eu tlfdo`qul.
Mcy Ikwlii misk usls m pm`otlriy tlfdo`qul `o Kpmi, (mpplon`x72). ^dl rst tdrll i`ols ka tdl pklc akfus ko br`oj`oj tkjltdlr
kppks`oj `cmjls ka `fl mon rl tdmt dms tdl llft ka `otlos`ay`oj
tdl `cmjl. ^dl usl ka fr`csko mon ckko-tkufdln cmjoki`ms `s
s`c`imr tk tdl trlmtclot ka `cmjlry `o trmn`t`komi Gmpmolsl ikvl
pklcs Gmpmolsl mon tdl v`sumi msskf`mt`ko ka tdl dlmrt mon tdl
arkzlo pkon lvkels tdl `cmjl ka Bmsdk‐s pkon. Ikwlii‐s wd`tl `s
mo —lrkt`f`sln, e`olt`f, msd`oj wd`tl‐ tdmt lofmpsuimtls tdl dlmt ka
lrkt`f ikvl guxtmpks`oj `t w`td tdl slosl ka mbslofl mon ikss tdmt
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fuic`omtls `o tdl —arkzlo pkon‐ `o tdl slfkon imst i`ol, rl`oakrf`oj
tdl mj`tmt`ko alit `o tdl imst i`ol (Brmnsdmw, 28=6, p. =). Kpmi wmspubi`sdln `o Ikwlii‐s X`fturls ka tdl Aikmt`oj Zkrin, tdmt bkrrkws
`ts t`til arkc tdl Gmpmolsl \e`yk-l, (p`fturls ka tdl kmt`oj wkrin),
by oktmbil mrt`sts ofiun`oj D`rksd`jl, \tmjmwm mon Dkeusm`, tdmt
nlp`ftln tdl i`al ka fkurtlsmos, amckus mftkrs mon ktdlr mft`v`t`ls
ka tdl pilmsurl qumrtlrs ka Lnk, (^keyk), (Fmizm, 288<, pp. 1-0). dl
tdlcls ka \e`yk-l wlrl klo lrkt`f, lvlo pkrokjrmpd`f wd`fd `s
rllftln o tdl ii`f`t dkckslxumi ikvl o Ikwlii‐s pklc (Brmnsdmw,
28=6, p. =).
^d`s lssmy dms momiysln tdl Gmpmolsl trmn`t`komi pklt`f akrc ka
dm`eu, tdl pklts wdk rlv`tmi`zln tdlsl akrcs mon tdl `oulofl ka
tdl dm`eu ko tdl @cmj`st ckvlclot. @t rlcm`os m suprlcl `rkoy
tdmt tdl @cmj`st pklts wlrl nrmwo tk tdl arll vlrsl, `cmjlry mon
brlv`ty ka m pklt`f akrc tdmt blikojln tk m fuiturl ka ikoj stmon`oj
mon w`td m prkakuon rlsplft akr trmn`t`ko mon ruils. Aurtdlrckrl
`t d`jdi`jdts tdl fkot`ouln mbskrpt`ko ka `nlms, tdl pkss`b`i`t`ls karl-fkotlxtumi`z`oj trmn`t`komi pklt`f akrcs mon tdl `oulofl ka
frkss-fuiturmi lxfdmojl bltwllo Gmpmo mon tdl Zlst mjm`ost tdl
bmfenrkp ka m rmp`niy fdmoj`oj wkrin cmnl pkss`bil tdrkujd tdl
rlimxmt`ko ka Gmpmo‐s `skimt`ko pki`fy.
RLALRLOFL I@V^
Mfmnlcy ka Mclr`fmo Xklts, 28=6, dp7//www.pklts.krj
Brmnsdmw, C. 2888, Cknlro Mclr`fmo Xklts, Ko ’Kpmi–, Arkc Cknlro`s`oj Lxflss7 Mcy Ikwlii mon tdl Mlstdlt`fs ka Fmcp. N`ss, Vtmtl\o`vlrs`ty ka Olw Pkre, Vtkoy Brkke, dp7//www.loji`sd.`ii`ok`s.lnu/cmps/pklts/j[i/mcyikwlii/kpmi.dtc .
Brkwlr, R. & C`olr, L. =01=, Gmpmolsl Fkurt Xkltry, ^dl Frlsslt Xrlss,Ikonko.
Fmizm, J. 288<, \e`yk-l , Xdm`nko Xrlss, Ikonko.
Fkiucb`m \o`vlrs`ty, 2880, Ms`m akr Lnufmtkrs7 Fkccknkrl Xlrry mon
Gmpmo (=4<6-=4<>), dp7//mal.lms`m.fkiucb`m.lnu/splf`mi/gmpmo[=:<8[plrry.dtc.
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Ai`ot Vmtk, F. =000, Gmpmolsl Fmii`jrmpdy7 ^dl Mrt ka I`ol & Vpmfl, C`tsuruVmeu`, Em`ausdm Fk Itn., Ksmem, Gmpmo.
Dmeutmo`, P. 2880, Dm`eu mon Cknlro`st Mlstdlt`fs, Xmijrmvl Cmfc`iimo,Olw Pkre.
Dmc`ii, V. =00<, ^dl Vkuon ka Zmtlr7 Dm`eu by Bmsdk, Busko, @ssm mon KtdlrXklts, Vdmcbmim Xubi`fmt`kos @of. Bkstko.
Dkiimonlr, G. 288=, Cknlro Mclr`fmo Xklts, Ko ’^dl Rln Zdllibmrrkw– ,Jmil Jrkup, @of. dp7//www.loji`sd.`ii`ok`s.lnu/cmps/pklts/s[z/w`ii`mcs/wdllibmrrkw.dtc ,
Omt`komi Jmiilry ka Mustrmi`m, 288=, Ckolt & Gmpmo, Lxd`b`t`ko fmtmikjul,
Omt`komi Jmiilry ka Mustrmi`m, Fmoblrrm.
Xkltry Akuonmt`ko, 2880, Xrlamfl tk Vkcl @cmj`st Xklts, www.pkltryakuonmt`ko.krj/ilmro`oj/pklt`fs-lssmy/26:4:1
Rl`fddkin, G. 2884, Bmsdk7 ^dl Fkcpiltl Dm`eu, Eknmosdm @otlromt`komi,^keyk.
Rlxrktd, E. 2886, Ikvl Xklcs arkc tdl Gmpmolsl , Vdmcbmim Xubi`fmt`kos,@of. Bkstko.
Rktdloblrj, G. & Gkr`s, X. =00<, Xklcs Akr ^dl C`iilo`ucl7 Qkiucl Kol,
\o`vlrs`ty ka Fmi`akro`m Xrlss, Itn., Ikonko.Vtlmn, F. =041, Xkuon, Plmts, Li`kt Mon ^dl Cknlro`st Ckvlclot,
Cmfc`iimo Xrlss I^N., Ikonko.
Vt`iicmo, A. 2881, ^dl Xklt‐s Cmoumi mon Rdyc`oj N`ft`komry, ^dmcls monDunsko, \o`tln E`ojnkc.
\o`vlrs`ty ka Xloosyivmo`m, 2884, Cknlro mon FkotlcpkrmryMclr`fmo Xkltry5 ^dl Rln Zdllibmrrkw, dp7//www.loji`sd.uploo.lnu/~mirl`s/44/wfw-rln-wdlli.dtciImst ckn`ln7 Ckonmy, =8-Okv-2884
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MXXLON@T7 =
^dl Rln Zdllibmrrkw
sk cufd nlplons
upko
m rln wdlli
bmrrkw
jimzln w`td rm`o
wmtlr
bls`nl tdl wd`tl
fd`felos.
(Z`ii`mc Fmriks Z`ii`mcs)
MXXLON@T7 2.
Kpmi
Pku mrl `fl mon rl,
^dl tkufd ka yku buros cy dmons i`el sokw.
Pku mrl fkin mon mcl.
Pku mrl tdl fr`csko ka mcmryii`s,
^dl s`ivlr ka ckko-tkufdln cmjoki`ms.
Zdlo @ mc w`td yku,
Cy dlmrt `s m arkzlo pkon
Jilmc`oj w`td mj`tmtln tkrfdls.
(Mcy Ikwlii)
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@ov`s`bil Zkcmo
Iyonm Jrmdmc
Kemy, sk @‐c `o m fmaà dmv`oj fkll mon @ ikke mrkuon mt tdl
akies fkc`oj mon jk`oj mon @ okt`fl tdmt tdlrl mrl qu`tl m alw
kinlr wkclo, s``oj s`ojiy, nk`oj tdl smcl ms cl.
Okt uolxplftln rlmiiy, `t‐s m c`n-i`al td`oj, m c`n-wlle, c`n-
ckro`oj, c`n-sdkpp`oj e`on ka s`tumt`ko.
But tdlo @ okt`fl skcltd`oj lisl, okol ka us mrl uofkcakrtmbils``oj mikol mc`nst tdl durry mon urry ka ykuoj cktdlrs mon
tdl`r fd`inrlo, fkki ykuoj typls `o fkki-fut fiktdls mon tdl rusd-
`o-rusd-kut tmel-mwmy bus`olss typls.
^dmt, `o `tslia, `s m fkcakrt, ms imtliy @ dmvl bljuo tk rlmi`sl tdmt
@, mon wkclo kvlr y `o jlolrmi, mrl strujji`oj tk cm`otm`o m
slosl ka —pimfl‐ `o kur jk-tk ykutd-akfusln skf`lty.
Zl‐rl gust okt okt`fln.
@ nko‐t sll cmoy c`nnil-mjln rllft`kos ka cy kwo plrskomlikke`oj bmfe mt cl arkc tdl ic kr tlilv`s`ko sfrllo w`td tdl
wkonlraui (mon tdmoe Jkn akr tdlc) lxflpt`kos ka Cmjj`l Vc`td,
Gun` Nlofd mon Dlilo C`rrlo, bilssln `fkos ka cmturl n`jo`ty mon
jrmfl tdmt tdly mrl.
Kinlr amfls mrl frllp`oj `otk nmyt`cl mnvlrt`s`oj5 tdmt‐s `a yku
nko‐t `ost`oft`vliy mvlrt ykur lyls arkc auolrmi `osurmofl mns mon
cln`fmi m`n prkckt`kos (skrry Nmwo).
Ko tdl strllt mon `o sdkpp`oj flotrls `t‐s m fkcpiltliy n`lrlot
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stkry. Zl mrl okwdlrl tk bl sllo. Dkw cmoy c`outls ka cy
i`al dmvl @ wmstln try`oj tk bl slrvln `o trlon`lr fiktd`oj stkrlswd`il sfmot`iy fimn oycpds‐ se`t mbkut, pkss`biy prlsuc`oj @‐c
skclkol‐s cktdlr.
Zlii, @ mc, mon @ wms try`oj tk buy skcltd`oj `o m smil (b`j
c`stmel) akr cy stunlot nmujdtlr, but surliy tdly fkuin sll cl ‖ @
wms tw`fl tdl s`zl ka moybkny lisl `o tdlrl!
Plmrs mjk wmie`oj pmst m bu`in`oj s`tl wms m cmrmtdko ka
lcbmrrmssclot mon ok`sl, okw @ bilon `otk tdl bmfejrkuon mon
si`p pmst uookt`fln. B`t ka m rli`la rlmiiy.
Mon tdlrl‐s tdl trutd ka `t. Z`td mii tdl okstmij`m ka nmys pmst
nlmit w`td, m olw arllnkc blfekos pmst c`nnil ylmrs. @ fmo n`ol
mikol `o m rlstmurmot kr pub mon bl il tk logky cy clmi `o plmfl.
Olw cmil ar`lons mrl arlliy cmnl w`tdkut moy slxumi tlos`ko kr
skf`mi prkfi`v`t`ls jl`oj `o tdl wmy ka ski`n fkovlrsmt`kos mon
jrlmt olw rlimt`kosd`ps w`td tdlc, tdl`r w`vls mon pmrtolrs.
@ ok ikojlr olln tk nrlss tk pilmsl ktdlrs. Kd @ eokw @‐vlolvlr dmn tk rlmiiy but, si`c jurln mon am`riy prlslotmbil `t
wms auo tk mnn m b`t ka slx mpplmi tk ykur wmrnrkbl. Okw @ fmo
nli`jdt `o tdl gkykus fkcakrt ka ikw dlliln sdkls mon… wlii…
wdmtlvlr pilmsls cl.
@t‐s t`cl tk o`sd cy fkll mon wmie bmfe tdrkujd tdl pmre. @
c`jdt stkp k mt tdmt olw w`ol bmr ko tdl wmy akr m solmey fdmrny.
Cy fikme ka `ov`s`b`i`ty rciy o pimfl, @ dlmn dkcl eokw`oj tdlrl
mrl i`c`ts tk `ts pkwlrs. @os`nl cy kwo arkot nkkr `t dms ok llftmt mii.
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Mo Kplo Ilttlr tk Bkr`s Gkdosko, Ikrn
Cmykr ka IkonkoIyonm Jrmdmc
Nlmr Bkr`s,
Cmy @ fmii yku Bkr`s; Ms @ mc mo kf`miiy mnkptln Mot`pknlmo
ka Ikonko b`rtd, us`oj ykur akrcmi t`til allis am`riy uoar`loniy
mon frlmtls mo uofkcakrtmbil slpmrmt`ko. Zlii mftumiiy, sfrmtfd
tdmt, ms @ mc alli`oj rmtdlr ilss tdmo ar`loniy tkwmrns ykurslia
mon tdksl lcpikyln `o ykur kfl tk fmrl akr kol ka tdl jrlmtlst
f`t`ls `o tdl wkrin.
Ikrn Cmykr, dmv`oj rlflotiy v`s`tln cy kin dkcl akr tdl
rst t`cl `o kvlr m nlfmnl, @ dmvl il alli`oj n`smppk`otln,
mojry mon dlmrts`fe mt tdl uosllciy mon vuijmriy fkcclrf`mi
usl ka cmoy ka Ikonko‐s fko`f s`tls mon tdl uji`olss ka ts kvlr-
nlvlikpln seyi`ol.^dl ^kwlr ka Ikonko ok ikojlr tkwlrs kvlr tdl imonsfmpl mon
`s fkcpiltliy nwmraln by ol`jdbkur`oj bu`in`ojs `ofiun`oj twk
sk uo`cmj`omt`vl mon buii`sd `o styil ikfmis rlalr tk tdlc ms —tdl
ckb`il‐ mon —tdl fdllsl jrmtlr‐. @onlln —tdl ckb`il‐ osuits tdl sille
nls`jo ka furrlot ckb`il pdkols5 `t rlslcbils ckrl tdl mof`lot
tkp-dlmvy Oke`m br`fes ka twloty ylmrs mjk. @ bli`lvl `ts jimss
arkot `s uot`n`iy nrmpln `o bimfe fiktd tk prlvlot skimr rllft`ko
fr`sp`oj pmreln fmrs blikw; Zdmt m tr`ucpd tdmt tkwo pimoo`ojnlf`s`ko wms.
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Pkur kwo kblsl sdbkwi fkuof`i kfls buijl kut kvlr tdl
R`vlr ^dmcls i`el m nr`oelr‐s jut, kbv`kusiy sl`oj tdl stmonmrnko furrlot mrfd`tlfturmi ilmo`ojs.
Cy nllplr smnolss kffurrln dkwlvlr wdlo @ v`s`tln, kr tr`ln
tk v`s`t, Zlstc`ostlr Mbbly mon Vt Xmui‐s Fmtdlnrmi. Cy dusbmon
mon @ nlfi`oln tk pmy £=4.88 mon £=1.<8 rlsplft`vliy tk lotlr tdksl
fdurfdls, kur fdurfdls. Zmot`oj mt ilmst tk dmvl m clclotk
ka Vt Xmui‐s wl nlsflonln tk tdl fmtdlnrmi‐s j` sdkp, alli`oj
si`jdtiy cmo`puimtln mon ju`ity ms wl n`n sk. Mon wdmt n`n wl
tdlo lofkuotlr; M fmaà. Pls, m fmaà. N`olrs s``oj logky`oj tdl`r
akfmff`ms mckojst tdl frypts mon tkcbs ka ikoj nlmn dlrkls mon
mof`lot ikvln kols.
^dl mrlm mrkuon Vt Xmui‐s, mon `o pmrt`fuimr Xmtlrokstlr Ximfl,
`s wlii slrvln w`td rlstmurmots mon fmaàs, ckrl tdmo lokujd akr
tdl d`jd slmsko frkwns wl smw. Vk wdy, kd wdy dmvl yku turoln
Fdr`stkpdlr Zrlo‐s cmstlrp`lfl otk m s`nlsdkw mon skup e`tfdlo;
Fkuin yku okt dmvl il td`s `fko`f pimfl ka wkrsd`p mikol;Ok nkubt yku‐n smy tdl ckoly jkls tkwmrns tdl bu`in`oj‐s
upellp but @ mc surl tdl omt`komi iklry pius Ikonko‐s d`jd rmtls
mon tmxls wkuin mcpiy fkvlr tdmt. Pku cmy oljmtl cy fr`t`f`sc
ms fkc`oj arkc mo —kuts`nlr‐ but cy kp`o`ko `s cy b`rtdr`jdt. Gust
dkw amr nk wl olln tk stkkp `o pursu`t ka tdl bkkc-i`ol;
Glsus Fdr`st tdrlw tdl ckoly-ilonlrs kut ka tdl tlcpil, yku
dmvl `ov`tln tdlc bmfe `o klr`oj m mt wd`tl kr fmppuff`ok
nur`oj tdl`r stmy.
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Nlmr Jrmf`lim7
Liv`rm Cf@otksd
Nlmr Jrmf`lim,
@ td`oe `t wms kol Fdr`stcms, m ikoj t`cl mjk, wdlo @ imst
wrktl tk yku. @ fmookt rlclcblr dkw cufd ka cyslia @ tkin
yku tdlo. Pku wmotln tk eokw —mii mbkut `t‐7 mii mbkut i`v`oj ko
tdl lnjl ka tdl nlslrt `o kutbmfe Mustrmi`m, m amr fry arkc kur
busti`oj Clx`fk F`ty cltrkpki`s. @ wms sk ykuoj wdlo @ wrktltdmt illr, mon st`ii ms stup`n mon jrllo ms @ wms wdlo @ rst
clt yku. Rlclcblr tdl s`iiy td`ojs wl jkt up tk, pmrt`fuimriy
kur imst ylmr mt fkiiljl; ^dmt rkmn tr`p tk Fmof÷o wms s`cpiy
ambuikus.
Dkw t`cl fdmojls us. @t `s okw skcl akrty ylmrs s`ofl tdmt
Fdr`stcms, mon skcl ka tdl lmrolstolss ka i`al dms sliln m i`il,
mt imst. Zdlo @ eolw yku, @ wms st`ii auii ka tdl mot`f`pmt`ko karkcmofl mon vkfmt`ko. @ eokw wl wlrl mirlmny `o trm`o`oj tk
blfkcl tlmfdlrs but wl wlrl mirlmny td`oe`oj mbkut pkst-jrmn
pkss`b`i`t`ls. Rlclcblr dkw `nlmi`st`f @ wms; @ wmso‐t jk`oj tk
bl ykur krn`omry, lvlrynmy, buo-dm`rln, blsplftmfiln tlmfdlr. @
wms jk`oj tk wkre kut cy vlry kwo pd`ikskpdy ka lnufmt`ko
mon `cpilclot `t `o cy vlry kwo sfdkki. @ wmotln fd`inrlo tk
logky tdl prkflss ka lnufmt`ko rmtdlr tdmo almr `t kr bl bkrlnw`td `t. @o m slosl @ wmotln tdlc tk dmvl tdl blst ka wdmt @ dmn,
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auturl m dmppy kol. @ okw wkonlr wdmt plrflotmjl ka tdlc
mfd`lvln td`s;But tdmt‐s okt wdmt @ wmotln tk tlii yku dlrl. I`al `s okt gust
m fmrllr, `s `t; I`al `s i`al, w`td mii `ts ups mon mii `ts nkwos.
Mbkut tdmt @ fmo mssurl yku, @ dmvl i`vln `t tk tdl auii. Mt dmia-
tdrkil okw `o rlt`rlclot, but st`ii i`v`oj `t w`td m clmsurl ka
kpt`c`sc. Ka fkursl, @ tr`ln cy blst, but w`td dkolsty, cy blst
wms okt miwmys cy vlry blst, mon tdmt j`vls cl skrrkw. But
wl jmvl `t m bikkny jkkn try, n`no‐t wl; @ ikke akrwmrn tk kurrluo`ko olxt ylmr.
Pkur turo tk wr`tl,
Ikvl,
Liv`rm
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^dly Cmnl Dlr Zlmr @t
Liv`rm Cf@otksd
^dlrl `s m wlnn`oj pdktkjrmpd wd`fd dms olvlr bllo ko
n`spimy, akr plkpil wdk dmvl sllo `t tlon tk dmvl tdl smcl
rlmft`ko wdlo tdly nk5 surpr`sl, bkrnlr`oj ko dkrrkr.
’^dly cmnl cl wlmr `t,– tdl l`jdty ylmr kin wkcmo wdksl
blmuty dms mitlrln i`il s`ofl tdl pdktk wms tmelo smys.
’Zl n`no‐t fmrl, n`n wl, ikvl;– tdl dmonskcl cmo wdk dms
bllo dlr dusbmon akr s`xty ylmrs fkot`ouls.
’Zl ikvln lmfd ktdlr sk cufd…– Cmrjmr`tm blj`os tk mnn,
’…mon tdmt wms mii tdmt cmlrln...– Nkftkr Fmst`iik fkcpiltls
dlr slotlofl.
’… mt tdl t`cl!– tdly fd`cl o uo`sko w`td tdl`r sdkuinlrs m b`t
duofdln up, fdufei`oj, tkufd`oj wkkn akr jkkn iufe.
Kol fmo tlii tdly dmvl tkin td`s cufd ka tdl`r ikvl stkry blakrl
by tdl wmy tdly fkcpiltl lmfd ktdlr‐s slotlofls, mon misk by wdmtakiikws ms d`s mrc mickst `ost`oft`vliy jkls rkuon dlr sdkuinlrs
lmfd t`cl tdly mrl mseln mbkut `t.
Dlr dlmn olstils i`jdtiy ko d`s sdkuinlr ms dlr sc`i`oj lyls
jmzl up mt d`s fd`o. Ms dl rlturos tdl ikke ka ikvl, tdly sc`il kofl
ckrl mon e`ss i`jdtiy.
@t tmels skcl td`oe`oj tk nlf`pdlr wdk —tdly cmnl dlr wlmr `t‐
mrl. ’Dlr amc`iy;–
’Ok, ok, cy amc`iy wlrl okt tdmt dlmrtilss,– sdl smys, akrjl`ojm i`il.
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’Zlii, wl fkuin smy `t wms cy amtdlr wdk `cpksln d`s w`ii,
mon cy cktdlr wdk fmrr`ln `t tdrkujd. But okt rlmiiy. @a tdlrl‐sskcltd`oj wl dmvl ilmrot tkjltdlr `s tdmt wl fmookt gunjl tkk
dmrsdiy tdksl wdk dmvl ok fdmofl ka uonlrstmon`oj tdl trutd.
Amtdlr n`n wdmt tdl pr`lst tkin d`c. dl pr`lst n`n wdmt dl tdkujdt
tdl fdurfd n`ftmtln, but `o tdl lon lvlo tdl Xkpl d`cslia fkuino‐t
dmvl stkppln wdmt tdly n`n,– dl smys, tdrkw`oj bmfe d`s dlmn `o
kplo imujdtlr.
’Zl n`no‐t fmrl, n`n wl, ikvl;– @t‐s dlr turo tk smy `t.
’Pku ikkeln sk blmut`aui. Pku st`ii nk.– Dl e`ssls tdl tkp ka
dlr dlmn.
Kol suooy nmy `o tdl ckotd ka Cmy `o tdl Clx`fk ka =0>1,
Cmrjmr`tm T`clolz, wlmr`oj m bimfe wlnn`oj nrlss, cmrr`ln
Nkftkr Fmriks Fmst`iik nl Ilko. ^dly cmnl dlr wlmr `t, but tdl
br`nl mon jrkkc n`no‐t fmrl kol b`t mt tdl t`cl.
Ko tdl`r 18td Moo`vlrsmry tdly rlolwln tdl`r vkws. ^d`s t`cl
Cmrjmr`tm wms rlspilonlot `o m wd`tl arkfe. ^dly omiiy armclntdl`r wlnn`oj pdktk mon put `t ko n`spimy.
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Z`td ^dl Vi`jdt Lxflpt`ko ka Rdubmrb
By Okli Xmrrmtt
Imst wlle @ sulrln moktdlr b`rtdnmy. A`y-l`jdt, but wdk‐s
fkuot`oj.
D. sujjlstln Vuonmy iuofd mt Brlss Z`olry `o Dmrfkurt ms m
jkkn b`rtdnmy trlmt. A`y nkiimrs m dlmn, slt-clou, wdk wms @
tk n`smjrll. Zl‐n tr`ln uosufflssauiiy tk bkke `otk Brlss ko akur
prlv`kus kffms`kos sk @ n`no‐t jlt cy dkpls up ms tdl pimfl `slxtrlcliy pkpuimr. But mt =8.8< Vuonmy ckro`oj, Brlss sm`n yls.
^dl slt-clou skuonln jrlmt, w`td tdl si`jdt lxflpt`ko ka rdubmrb,
but tdmt fkuin bl lms`iy si`ppln tk D‐s pimtl sk wl wlrl ko.
Vkclt`cls td`ojs gust fkosp`rl tk cmel m nmy mbskiutliy
plralft. ^dl wlmtdlr wms fr`sp w`td tdl suosd`ol klr`oj somtfdls
ka wmrctd. ^dl vloul `s m wkre`oj v`olymrn w`td tdl stkrmjl
sdln akr tdl w`ol vmts `ofkrpkrmt`oj tdl n`o`oj mrlm. Ju`olm akwi
sfuiln mfrkss tdl nr`vlwmy ms wl lotlrln mon Kii`l tdl nkj `s kinmon ar`loniy ‖ sk sm`n tdl s`jo. Iuofd `s tk bl slrvln mt =pc mon
`t‐s koiy =2.68 ‖ wl dmvl t`cl akr skcl w`ol-tmst`oj.
Vul `s `o fdmrjl ka tdl w`ol-tmst`oj mrlm ‖ sdl kwos tdl spmfl.
Vdl eokws dlr w`ols, klr`oj moytd`oj tdmt wms mvm`imbil mon
sllcs tk rlclcblr wdk dmn wdmt imst mon `s ello tk rlfkcclon
mon spru`e tdl olxt klr`oj. Mt tlo tk kol, twloty kr sk plkpil mrl
tmst`oj tdl vmr`kus Brlss w`ols mon f`nlrs w`td`o tdl fkools ka
td`s scmii rkkc. Vul olvlr ikst trmfe, nlsp`tl misk bl`oj o fkcpiltl
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fkotrki ka tdl n`o`oj slmt`oj mrrmojlclots.
Kol c`outl pmst kol wl bkuonln lotdus`mst`fmiiy tk kur miiklntmbil ‖ m sdmrln kol w`td us nkwo kol lon mon tdrll vmfmot slmts
mt tdl ktdlr. Okbkny sllcln tk bl `o moy rusd5 Mnmc, tdl kwolr,
wmieln pmst smy`oj tk m jrkup ka us ’wdy nko‐t yku p`fe up m w`ol
jimss mon akiikw cl–.
Ckrl tmst`ojs ‖ td`s t`cl `o tdl sdln wdlrl tdl w`ol bmrrlis mrl
stkrln. Zl wlrl lotlrtm`oln w`td oakrcmt`vl ilfturls, fkcpmrmt`vl
w`ol-tmst`oj mon s`cpil oalft`kus sfdkkibky duckur tdmt koiy tdl
dkst fkuin jlt mwmy w`td. @ tdkujdt blakrl wl lvlo jlt m fdmofl
tk lmt @‐vl rlfl`vln cy y nkiimrs‐ wkrtd5 tdl lov`rkoclot, tdl
ikvliy nmy, D‐s lxfliilot fkcpmoy, mirlmny lokujd lxfliilot rln,
mon skcl suprlcliy ar`loniy mon dksp`tmbil dksts.
^dl rlmi clmi-fmii fmcl mt=.68pc. ^dl jkin Vd`rmz slilftln
nur`oj kur w`ol tmst`oj slss`ko wms purfdmsln ms tdl lotràl mon
mrr`vln slrvln ko m wkknlo sdmrl-pimlr. Lon ka slmsko smimn
vlj`ls, `ofiun`oj tkcmtkls, fmplrs, mon zuffd`o` arlsd arkc tdljmrnlo5 fmrmcli`zln ko`ko tmrtilts mon ik pmstry f`jmrs ka c`ofln
imcb, emil mon altm w`td m fdutoly mffkcpmo`clot. Ko fdlfe`oj
wl wlrl `oakrcln tdmt tdl f`jmrs wlrl sk omcln blfmusl ka tdl`r
sujjlst`vl sdmpl.
^dl lotràl wms arlsd mon nli`jdtaui, m splf`mi tmstl mlr tdl
lxflssls `o w`ol tmst`oj. Blmut`auiiy prlslotln, m jrlmt akrltmstl ka
wdmt wms tk akiikw. Ms yku fmo tlii @‐c dmv`oj m jkkn t`cl mon tdl
tdrll slmts mt tdl ktdlr lon ka kur tmbil wlrl st`ii lcpty.A`omiiy, gust ms tdl wm`trlss tkke kur lcpty pimlr mwmy, m
fkupil w`td m scmii fd`in mrr`vln. Xmot`oj arkc rusd`oj, ustlrln
arkc jl`oj ikst, mookyln mt bl`oj imtl mon vlry mpkikjlt`f. Zl
fkuino‐t dmvl fmrln ilss. dly wlrl ikvliy, Ln mon Fmtdy. dl fd`in
wms qu`lt mon skko lokujd wd`seln mwmy tk pimy w`td tdl alw
ktdlr fd`inrlo tdlrl. ^d`s pimfl td`oes ka lvlrytd`oj.
Vli`oj o mlr tdl`r lotrll pimtl mrr`vln Ln tkke kol b`tl, ilmot
kvlr tk Fmtdy mon sm`n,
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’Pku‐ii rlmiiy ikvl td`s smusmjl rkii wdlo yku jlt tk `t.– @‐n dmn
gust lokujd w`ol tk sll tdl mcus`oj s`nl ka td`s nlsfr`pt`ko ka tdlimcb f`jmr. Dl wms r`jdt ko bktd mffkuots. @t wms m smusmjl rkii
mon `t wms ikvliy. @ pk`otln kut tdl f`jmr‐s kf`mi t`til mon wl okw
dmn m tmbil ka akur `ostlmn ka twk5 tdl mnnln fkcpmoy wms misk
ikvliy.
Fmtdy rllftln tdmt tdl tkcmtkls arkc Clibkurol gust n`no‐t
tmstl ms jkkn ms tdl jmrnlo-arlsd vmr`lty p`feln dkurs blakrl. ’^dly
tmstl sk swllt, tdlrl‐s ckrl suosd`ol `o tdlc!– Zl mii mjrlln.
^dl fd`felo mon cusdrkkc dktpkt, wd`fd dmn bllo sikw-
fkkeln `o tdl kutnkkr wkkn-rln kvlo, mrr`vln `o `ts fkke`oj pkt,
lokujd akr tdl akur ka us tk sdmrl. ^msty, piloty ka `t, mffkcpmo`ln
w`td ckrl Vd`rmz mon fkovlrsmt`ko mbkut tlm wd`fd dmpploln tk
bl Ln mon Fmtdy‐s bus`olss. Zl fkofiunln tdmt gust ms bmr`stms jk tk
fkll sfdkki tk ilmro dkw tk cmel m jkkn fkll, tdl lqu`vmilot `s
rlqu`rln akr tlm. A`rst, prkalss`komi tlm-cmelrs olln m fmtfdy omcl.
—^lm`stms‐ wms sujjlstln. ^lm Vfdkki sdkuin misk bl fkcpuiskry, sktdmt lvlrykol wdk krnlrs tlm mt m fmal fmo bl mssurln ka rlfl`v`oj
m wlii-cmnl fup ka tlm, gust ms tdl fkll mf`komnks nlcmon arkc
tdl`r bmr`stms.
Nlslrt wms clr`ojul, rdubmrb, nruoelo cmonmr`o, p`stmfd`ks
mon fmrnmckc. Ln tkke kol ikke mon sm`n7 ’Vurliy wl‐rl jk`oj
tk olln ckrl tdmo tdlsl i`il spkkos;– @ i`eln d`s td`oe`oj.
\onltlrrln by d`s scmii spkko dl skcldkw cmomjln tk pki`sd
d`s pimtl filmo `o c`outls mt. Pls `t wms jkkn, lsplf`miiy mlr @‐npmicln tdl si`tdlrs ka rdubmrb kotk D‐s pimtl.
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pr`zl. Vdl wmies tdl akur cltrls tk fdlfe kut dlr prksplft`vl
n`oolr. Ikke`oj `o tdl bufelt mt tdl i`vl, dlmitdy, guvlo`il sd, monrlclcblr`oj Armoe dmn mirlmny mseln us tk n`ol w`td d`c, wl
bktd nlf`nl wl‐n alli cufd bllr `a wl fmiiln `t mii m s`iiy c`stmel
mon put d`c bmfe.
@ dmn m alw ckrl fmsts, but by okw cy dlmrt wmso‐t `o `t. Mon
bls`nls, @ ollnln tk rlpilo`sd cy nr`oe.
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Ilt‐s Okt Vtkp tdl Cksqul
Mnlc Bls`c
Zl‐rl mii mwmrl ka tdl cksqul tdmt‐s bllo j`vlo tdl jrllo
i`jdt akr Blon`jk. But `s lvlrykol dmppy mbkut `t;
\oakrtuomtliy okt.
Zd`il Mustrmi`m dms bllo brmonln m rmf`st omt`ko, `t‐s bllo
m c`ss`ko tk m vmst cmgkr`ty tk lsfmpl td`s imbli ka kur skf`lty.
Dkwlvlr, tdlrl w`ii miwmys bl m scmii c`okr`ty auii ka dmtl tdmt mrlnltlrc`oln tk —stkp tdl cksqul.‐ M jrkup ka mot`-cksqul b`jkts
dmvl bllo ko m t`rmnl ka try`oj tdl`r blst lkrts tk brm`o-wmsd
ktdlr ikfmi rls`nlots `otk sdmr`oj tdl smcl `jokrmot stmofl ko tdl
cksqul‐s nlvlikpclot.
Pls, Cusi`cs dmvl dmn m bmn rlputmt`ko s`ofl Vlptlcblr
==, 288=. Ms m rlsuit, str`ftlr ruils mppiy tk y`oj, slfur`ty `s
nrmcmt`fmiiy `ofrlmsln mon, ms ktdlr tlrrkr`st mmfes akiikwln,
tdl`r `cmjl wms koiy pm`otln `otk m oljmt`vl i`jdt by tdl cln`m.Ollnilss tk smy, tdksl c`okr`t`ls ka lxtrlc`sts nk okt rlprlslot
wdmt mii Cusi`cs mrl rlmiiy i`el.
Ms m Cusi`c, @ fmo smy tdmt e`ii`oj `ookflot plkpil `s okt
plrc`ln mon flrtm`oiy okt wdmt @simc `s mbkut. @simc `s mbkut
plmfl mon ikvl. M rlmi Cusi`c `s okt `o moy wmy miikwln tk tmel
m i`al, uoilss `o slia-nlalosl. Ckst plkpil wkuin eokw td`s. Plt,
tdl rlst, wdk mrl iiln w`td m c`xturl ka b`jktry mon `jokrmofl,
mrl jk`oj tk ellp tdl`r uolnufmtln kp`o`kos ka bktd Cusi`cs mon
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@simc`f fuiturl w`td tdl —lv`i tlrrkr`sts‐ msskf`mt`ko.
@ wms bkro `otk m Cusi`c amc`iy, mon lvlo okw, ms m twloty-tdrll-ylmr-kin, @ fmo mnc`t tdmt cy eokwilnjl mbkut @simc `s
st`ii lxpmon`oj. Rlmn`oj, i`stlo`oj mon skclt`cls mlon`oj tdl
Ar`nmy mlrokko prmylr mon dlmr`oj wdmt tdl @cmc dms tk smy
dms lnufmtln cl aurtdlr. Ka mii tdl plkpil @‐vl fkcl mfrkss o d`jd
sfdkki, tdl gkbs @‐vl dmn s`ofl, mon tdl fkursls @‐vl stun`ln mon
furrlotiy stuny`oj, @ dmvl okt clt moykol wdk dlin mojlr kr almr
tkwmrns @simc.
@t dms j`vlo cl tdl kppkrtuo`ty tk plrakrc cy nuty ms m Cusi`c
tk try mon lnufmtl plkpil mon plrdmps fdmojl m oljmt`vl m`tunl
tdly cmy‐vl slfrltiy dmrbkurln tkwmrns `t. Ckrl klo tdmo okt,
tdly wlrl `otlrlstln `o wdmt @ wms smy`oj.
^dl cmss-cln`m jlolrmi`smt`ko ka m ikoj blmrn, m wd`tl nrlss,
mon m cmi`f`kus pimo tk bikw up `ookflot f`v`i`mos `s prly cufd
wdmt skcl cmy nlsfr`bl ms m typ`fmi Cusi`c. Clo `o tdl ^mi`bmo,
tdksl jdt`oj akr G`dmn, ms wlii ms moy ktdlr akrc ka lxtrlc`sc, mrlokt `o moy wmy rlprlslotmt`vl ka wdmt @simc mnv`sls `ts akiikwlrs
tk nk. @o tdl ]urmo, `t smys tdmt `o tlrcs ka jdt`oj akr Miimd, yku
fmo e`ii tdksl wdk mrl try`oj tk stkp yku arkc bli`lv`oj `o @simc.
^d`s dkwlvlr mppi`ls tk tdl nmys ka tdl prkpdlts, tdl imst i`v`oj
kvlr akurtllo duonrln ylmrs mjk. Okwmnmys, ok kol `s try`oj tk
stkp Cusi`cs arkc akiikw`oj @simc.
Mot`-Cusi`cs mrl gust `jokrmot `on`v`numis wdk, `ostlmn ka
on`oj kut oakrcmt`ko mbkut wdmt tdl rli`j`ko s mbkut, mrl k kom c`ss`ko tk try mon fkov`ofl plkpil tdmt @simc mon Cusi`cs mrl
bmn mon m nmojlrkus tdrlmt tk skf`lty. @ td`oe tdl b`jjlst tdrlmt tk
kur skf`lty `o 28=> `s `jokrmofl.
@ fmo‐t dlip but td`oe, wdmt nk tdly dkolstiy td`oe `s jk`oj tk
fkcl kut ka bu`in`oj tdl cksqul; Cusi`cs w`ii jmtdlr mon pimo m
tlrrkr`st mmfe ko Blon`jk; \onlrstmonmbiy, a yku mrl uolnufmtln
mbkut tdl rli`j`ko, yku cmy td`oe skcltd`oj i`el tdmt ‖ ms lxtrlcl
ms `t `s. M cksqul `s m plmflaui pimfl ka wkrsd`p.
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Mustrmi`m `s mii mbkut n`vlrs`ty, mon @ fmo‐t td`oe ka m t`cl `o
wd`fd `t wmso‐t. Kur moflstkrs fmcl ko m bkmt kr pimol mon tkkekvlr tdl Mbkr`j`omis‐ imon ikoj blakrl tdmt. Rmf`sc w`ii, smniy,
miwmys lx`st `o td`s fkuotry. But @ dkolstiy bli`lvl tdmt tdl oucblr
ka rmf`st plkpil w`ii n`c`o`sd, ms `t dms `o rlflot ylmrs. Xlkpil mrl
blfkc`oj ckrl lnufmtln. Blon`jk ikfmis wlrl mseln tk dmsdtmj,
#@tVtkpsZ`tdClBlonn`jk ko @ostmjrmc tk sdkw tdl`r suppkrt.
@ mc jimn tk sll tdmt tdl Blon`jk Fkuof`i dms mpprkvln tdl
cksqul. @t sdkws tdmt nlsp`tl tdl oljmt`vl mon dmtlaui c`okr`ty,
Blon`jk, ms wlii ms Mustrmi`m, `s ckv`oj akrwmrn `o tdl r`jdt
n`rlft`ko tk stkp rmf`sc o kur omt`ko. @ rlmn mo mrt`fil arkc Blon`jk
Zlleiy tdmt stmtln kvlr =:8 krjmo`smt`kos arkc mii kvlr Mustrmi`m
dmvl vkwln tk suppkrt tdl jdt akr mo mii-lofkcpmss`oj, oko-
rmf`st fkccuo`ty. Blon`jk Cmykr Bmrry Iykos sm`n, ’^d`s `s mo
kppkrtuo`ty akr us tk gk`o tkjltdlr mon smy —ok, ok rmf`sc‐. @t‐s m
s`cpil clssmjl but m pkwlraui kol.–
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^dl Gkuroly tk Rlfkvlry.
By Dlmtdlr CfVwm`o
Cy i`al fdmojln nrmcmt`fmiiy `o =044. @ clt ^koy mon ckvln
tk C`inurm, amr mwmy arkc cy amc`iy mon cy i`al bljmo tk
amii mpmrt w`td kur mnn`ft`kos.
But by =00= @ wms mlon`oj Mi-Moko cllt`ojs, ms @ dmn omiiy
fkcl tk uonlrstmon tdmt cy pmrtolr ka tdrll ylmrs dmn m n`slmsl.
Mbkut vl ckotds imtlr @ n`sfkvlrln tdmt mifkdki`sc wms misk `ocy amc`iy. @t wms m rli`la tk dmvl akuon skcl moswlrs.
Mifkdki`fs Mokoyckus mon Mi-Moko lx`st slpmrmtliy ylt sdmrl
tdl smcl twlivl stlp prkjrmccl. ^dly misk fk-lx`st by sdmr`oj
t`cl tkjltdlr5 tdlsl mrl fmiiln Moo`vlrsmr`ls. I`al fdmojls bljmo
tk tmel pimfl `o bktd ka us.
Zl dlmrn ka tdl Omt`komi M.M. Fkoalrlofl `o ]ullosimon w`td
Mi-Moko pmrt`f`pmt`ko. @t wms akr akur nmys mt Gup`tlrs ko tdl Fkin
Fkmst. ^koy mon @ nlf`nln tk wkre dmrn mon smvl akr td`s tr`p. ^dlsikjmo wms —I`v`oj Arll `o 06‐. @‐ii olvlr akrjlt td`s prlf`kus t`cl
wl splot tkjltdlr. @t wms m vlry sufflssaui tr`p ko kur gkuroly ka
rlfkvlry.
^dl Mifkdki`fs Mokoyckus Zkrin Fkovlot`ko ka =00< wms
dlin `o Vmo N`ljk. Ol`tdlr ka us dmn bllo kvlrslms sk td`s wms mo
kppkrtuo`ty wl fkuino‐t c`ss. ^koy nlf`nln wl sdkuin misk splon
skcl ka kur t`cl ms tkur`sts, sk mlr imon`oj `o Iks Mojlils wl
nlf`nln tk v`s`t N`solyimon, tdl Jrmon Fmoyko mon Clx`fk.
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^dl olxt nmy ^koy mon @ dmn n`lrlot vlouls tk mlon mt
n`lrlot pimfls mon wl clt akr iuofd. @t wms m c`rmfil wl akuonlmfd ktdlr `o tdl frkwn ms 18,888 plkpil dmn rlj`stlrln mirlmny.
^dl MM plkpil dmn tdl`r cllt`ojs `o tdl imrjlst d`jd r`sl dktlis,
i`el tdl Cmrr`kt, tdl Cmn`sko, mon tdl Clrfurl, wd`il tdl Mi-Moko
cllt`ojs wlrl dlin mrkuon tdl tkwo `o scmiilr dktlis. Pliikw
sfdkki busls wlrl kur trmospkrt mon lvlrytd`oj rmo lxtrlcliy
sckktdiy ms t wms sk wlii krjmo`sln. Mlonll‐s oucblrs ofrlmsln
mon by tdl t`cl ka tdl kf`mi kplo`oj ka td`s wkrin lvlot tdlrl
wlrl kvlr 48,888 plkpil prlslot mt tdl bmslbmii stmn`uc. Alli`ojs
ka gky iiln cy dlmrt ms tdl lvlo`oj prkjrlssln. ^koy mon @ n`no‐t
on lmfd ktdlr, but @ wmso‐t wkrr`ln. Zl wlrl mii kol amc`iy.
@‐ii olvlr akrjlt tdl pdlokclomi skuon ka 48,888 plkpil rlf`t`oj
tdl Ikrn‐s Xrmylr. @ n`no‐t mbskrb ms cufd ms @ n`n mt tdl prlv`kus
Omt`komi Fkovlot`ko, but tdl lxplr`lofl wms i`al fdmoj`oj. ^dl
Mi-Moko/MM gkuroly dms j`vlo bktd ^koy mon cl m olw wmy tk
i`vl, lvlo tdkujd kur rlimt`kosd`p n`no‐t surv`vl. @ mc sk jrmtlaui.
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^dl fd`inrlo logkyln td`s tr`p ms cufd ms wl n`n mon, wdlo wl
mrr`vln dkcl, wl n`sfkvlrln kur nmujdtlr dmn d`nnlo m alwtrlmsurls (rkfes) `o kur iujjmjl.
Cy olxt trm`o tr`p wms ko tdl Jdmo tk Mi`fl Vpr`ojs. Zl trmvliiln
arkc Clibkurol, ko tdl Kvlrimon , tk Mnlim`nl wdlrl wl bkmrnln
tdl Jdmo. ^dl clmis wlrl mo lxplr`lofl ka mutdlot`f Mustrmi`mom
mon wl wlrl trlmtln i`el rkymity. @o Mi`fl Vpr`ojs wl gk`oln m bus
tkur wd`fd tkke us tk \iuru. \oakrtuomtliy, tdl nmy wl v`s`tln `t
wms rm`o`oj mon wl wlrl n`smppk`otln wl wlrl uombil tk fi`cb tdl
imoncmre. Dkwlvlr, `t wms m blmut`aui s`jdt tk sll tdl rkfe w`td
nmre- jrly fikuns mbkvl mon wmtlramiis kw`oj kvlr `ts suramfl.
Kur bus nr`vlr pimyln tdl skoj ‐Rm`o`oj ko tdl Rkfe‐, wd`fd wms
rlmi jkksl bucps stu!
@o tdl ylmr 2888 wl logkyln m vlry fkcakrtmbil gkuroly ko
tdl kin Vkutdlro Murkrm n`lsli tk tdl ^mcwkrtd Fkuotry Cus`f
Alst`vmi. Mikoj tdl wmy wl stkppln akr clmis prlpmrln by tdl
ikfmi I`kos Fiubs mon plkpil wmvln dmpp`iy tk sll tdl kin trm`oko `ts olw mnvloturl. Kur fmb`o wms misk kur mffkccknmt`ko akr
tdl o`ol nmys ka tdl alst`vmi. Ckst ka tdl nmys wlrl vlry dkt sk
wl wlrl jrmtlaui akr tdl m`r fkon`t`ko`oj `o kur fmb`o. Kur stmy
wms cmnl vlry fkcakrtmbil w`td tlcpkrmry tk`ilts mon sdkwlrs
prkv`nln kur usl ko m s`n`oj. Lmfd ckro`oj wl logkyln brlmeamst
mt m olmrby dktli. ^d`s wms mo lxflpt`komi dki`nmy.
Zdlo tdl rm`i i`ol tk Nmrw`o wms fkcpiltln, cy cktdlr mon
@ logkyln m tr`p ko tdl Jdmo tkjltdlr. Mt kur rst stkp `o Mi`flVpr`ojs wl wlot sdkpp`oj. Olxt stkp wms Emtdlr`ol, wdlrl wl
wlrl tmelo by bus tk tdl jkrjl akr m bkmt tr`p. ^dl nmy wms plralft
w`td tdl biulst sey mon tdl nllp, filmr, arlsd wmtlrs ka tdl jkrjl.
@t `s sufd m blmut`aui pimfl. ^k kur surpr`sl, m cmo n`vln `otk tdl
wmtlr. Zl wlrl mii spimsdln mon sdkfeln7 Dly! ^d`s `s frkfkn`il
tlrr`tkry! ^dl fmptm`o wms stuooln but sm`n oktd`oj ms dl puiiln
d`c bmfe `otk tdl bkmt.
Ms suoslt mrr`vln Cuc mon @ v`lwln tdl p`oe sey w`td
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s`idkulls ka pmic trlls mon tdl i`jdts ka Nmrw`o `o tdl n`stmofl.
Zl tkurln tdl omt`komi pmres, v`s`t`oj Ememnu, tdl R`k ^`otkfu`oj, wmtlramiis, mon fkki`oj k `o tdl`r rlarlsd`oj pkkis. Ko
kur v`s`t tk Mrodlc Imon wl smt ko tdl wd`tlst ka smons w`td tdl
biul ka tdl n`stmot ckuotm`os `o v`lw. ^dl sflolry mpplmrln gust
i`el mo Miblrt Omcmtg`rm pm`ot`oj.
Cy dusbmon blfmcl otlrlstln o stlmc trm`os, sk wl gk`oln dl
Vtlmcrm`i Vkf`lty. Kur rst tr`p arkc Kuylo tk tdl Vkutd Mustrmi`mo
bkrnlr wms `o spr`oj mon tdl fkuotrys`nl ikkeln cmjo`flot. ^dl
loj`ol nr`vlr stkppln mt otlrvmis akr trmvliilrs tk tmel pdktks. dl
loj`ol wms rlvlrsln akr m n`stmofl wd`il tdl frlw sdkvliiln fkmi
rlmny tk cmel b`iikw`oj stlmc mon sckel. Zl silpt tdl o`jdt `o
kur fmb`o, dkwlvlr ms tdl tk`ilts wlrl mt tdl stmt`ko, `t wms m ikoj
d`el akr tdmt rst ckro`oj rli`la. Okt m prkbilc akr tdl clo ms
tdlrl wlrl piloty ka trlls `o tdl busd.
Kur olxt tr`p wms tk Rkb`ovmil tdrkujd tdl wdlmt fkuotry. Zl
stkppln mt m jdkst tkwo wd`il tdl trm`o tkke ko wmtlr mon fkmi. MtRkb`ovmil Vtmt`ko wl sdkwlrln mon wlot tk n`oolr mt tdl fiub. Ko
tdl rlturo tr`p wl stkppln `o tdl c`nnil ka tdl rkmn mt Zyfdlprkka
akr pdktks mon m clmi mt tdl dktli. ^dl trm`o sikwiy ckvln tk m
s`n`oj wdlrl wl splot tdl o`jdt. Olxt ckro`oj ms wl trmvliiln,
wl pmssln wkrelrs mon tdl`r vld`fils. Vdkrtiy mlr, m trmy trufe
spln bls`nl tdl trm`o mon lvlotumiiy dm`iln tdl nr`vlr tk stkp.
\obleokwo tk tdl nr`vlr, tdl ikkp ka m pkwlr i`ol dmn bllo fmujdt
`o tdl rkka ka tdl rst fmrr`mjl mon fmusln skcl nmcmjl. Zl fkuin gust `cmj`ol tdl ikke ko tdl wkrelrs amfls wdlo tdl stlmc loj`ol
pmssln by tdlc.
Kol Lmstlr, wl trmvliiln tdrkujd OVZ, mickst tk Kxily. @t wms m
rlmiiy dkt nmy mon tdl kin bk`ilr brkel nkwo. dl Kxily Dktli wms
fmiiln akr mo krnlr ka =>8 clmis tk bl nli`vlrln skclwdlrl nkwo
tdl trmfe. Mt rst tdly tdkujdt `t wms m dkmx fmii but skcldkw tdl
wdkil tkwo cmomjln tk prkv`nl lvlrykol w`td m nli`f`kus rkmst.
Vkclt`cl nur`oj tdl o`jdt wl trmvliiln bmfe tk ^kfucwmi, wdlrl
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tdl loj`ol wms ju`nln kotk m turotmbil mon tdlo tkke ko wmtlr
mon fkmi. ^dmt o`jdt wl stkppln mt Nkke`l ko m s`n`oj mon tdlI`kos Fiub suppi`ln kur clmis `o m dmii. Olxt ckro`oj wl fi`fe`ty-
fimfeln mii tdl wmy tk Clibkurol.
Vtlmc trm`o tr`ps mrl koiy akr tdl mnvloturkus ms `t‐s m n`lrlot
e`on ka dki`nmy lxplr`lofl. @t cmy sllc lxplos`vl, lsplf`miiy
w`tdkut skcl ka i`al‐s iuxur`ls5 dkwlvlr, `t‐s vlry rlimx`oj mon
rlwmrn`oj. ^dl frlw mrl vlry fkcc`ln vkiuotllrs wdk dmvl m
jrlmt ikvl akr tdl kin stlmc loj`ols mon @ fkojrmtuimtl tdlc akr
tdl`r dmrn wkre.
@ dmvl bllo vlry akrtuomtl tk dmvl sllo cmoy ka tdl s`jdts ka
Mustrmi`m tdrkujd tdl w`onkws ka m trm`o. @ d`jdiy rlfkcclon trm`o
trmvli ms m rlimx`oj mon fkcakrtmbil wmy tk trmvli. ^dl dksp`tmi`ty
ka tdl plkpil `o tdl tkwos v`s`tln mikoj tdl wmy klr m uo`qul wmy
ka lxpikr`oj kur jrlmt fkuotry.
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Nuojlkos mon Nrmjkos7 tdl Imst Olrn Fikslt
Qmolssm Dujdls
Cmoy msplfts ka olrn mon jlle fuiturl dmvl bllo mfflptln
by cm`ostrlmc fuiturl `o tdl imst twk nlfmnls. Xlkpil mrl
dmppy tk mnc`t tk tdl`r ar`lons tdmt tdly logkyln tdl imtlst Vtmr
^rle rlbkkt, tdmt tdly fmo‐t wm`t akr tdl olxt Dkbb`t `ostmiiclot,
mon tdmt Jmcl ka ^drkols `s amotmst`f - mon `so‐t Gkrly m fkcpiltl
m***dkil; Dkwlvlr tdlrl s kol nmre fkrolr ka Olrnnkc tdmt s st`iispkelo ka `o dusdln tkols. Nuojlkos mon Nrmjkos, kr N&N ms
tdksl ko tdl `os`nl rlalr tk `t. Fkc`fs mon tdl`r msskf`mtln ckv`ls
mrl fkki, sf`lofl ft`ko mon amotmsy mrl plralftiy mfflptmbil, but
fkoalss`oj tdmt imst ^dursnmy yku smt ko skclkol‐s i`v`oj rkkc
kkr mon prltlonln tk bl mo lia `o m Nuojlkos mon Nrmjkos
tmbiltkp rkil-pimy`oj jmcl `s st`ii i`eliy tk lmro yku auooy ikkes
mon fmusl fkki plkpil tk sikwiy bmfe mwmy.
A`rst pubi`sdln `o =0:>, Nuojlkos mon Nrmjkos `s m tmbiltkprkil-pimy`oj jmcl sk pkpuimr mon w`nlsprlmn tdmt `ts omcl `s
amc`i`mr lvlo tk oko-olrns. C`ii`kos ka plkpil pimy tdl jmcl
lmfd ylmr, ylt `t `s tdl kol msplft ka olrn fuiturl tdmt, nlsp`tl `ts
pkpuimr`ty, rlcm`os m bywkrn akr skf`miiy `olpt olrny kutfmsts.
Lvlo flilbr`ty pimylrs, nlsp`tl bl`oj sufflssaui lokujd tk bl
`ccuol tk olrn tmuot`oj, jlolrmiiy mnc`t t w`td mo lcbmrrmssln
imujd. Xrknuflr, n`rlftkr mon mftkr Gko Amvrlmu sm`n ko ^dl
Olrn`st Xknfmst , ’@‐vl dmn nrlmcs wdlrl @‐c pimy`oj mon @ wmel
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up alli`oj n`rty–. Plt nlsp`tl tdl st`jcm mon lcbmrrmssclot, tdl
jmcl rlcm`os pkpuimr. Zdy nk pimylrs st`fe w`td skcltd`ojtdmt sllcs tk fmusl sk cufd sdmcl;
^kc Ckkrl, m wr`tlr mon RXJ lotdus`mst, dmn d`s rst
lxplr`lofl w`td tmbiltkp RXJs mt uo`vlrs`ty mon dms bllo mo
mv`n amo lvlr s`ofl. Dl smys `t `s ’skcl ka tdl blst auo @‐vl lvlr
dmn… i`el wr`t`oj m amotmsy okvli, pimy`oj m bkmrn jmcl mon
tdlmtrl spkrts mii rkiiln `otk kol–.
RXJ jmcls i`el N&N mrl cmel-bli`lvl akr mnuits, mon `o cmoy
wmys rlslcbil m tlilv`s`ko slr`ls, w`td m flotrmi stkry mrf, kr
—fmcpm`jo‐, tdmt sikwiy uoakins kvlr cmoy lp`sknls kr —slss`kos‐.
Ximylrs c`jdt jlt tkjltdlr kofl m wlle kr kofl m ckotd tk m pimy
m slss`ko, lxpikr`oj tdl wkrin, tmfei`oj mnvloturls mon sikwiy
ckv`oj tdrkujd tdl stkry mrf ka tdl fmcpm`jo. ^d`s `s okt m qu`fe
jmcl. ’Cy rst jmcl stmrtln mt :pc mon wlot tk 6mc–, ^kc
smys. ’^dmt jmcl dms okw bllo ruoo`oj akr tdrll ylmrs,– w`td tdl
pimylrs koiy up tk ilvli akur, kut ka mo lxplftln lilvlo.Ximylrs mrl mss`joln m fdmrmftlr tdly w`ii `odmb`t akr tdl lot`rl
ilojtd ka tdl jmcl. Kvlrsll`oj lvlrytd`oj `s tdl Jmcl Cmstlr
(JC), wdk mfts ms omrrmtkr mon mngun`fmtkr, ju`n`oj tdl pimylrs
tdrkujd tdl fmcpm`jo, prlslot`oj tdlc w`td fdmiilojls mon
moswlr`oj moy qulst`kos mbkut tdl wkrin kr qulst. Vkcl JCs
usl wd`tlbkmrns w`td jr`n pmlros ko wd`fd tdly nrmw kut tdl
cmp ka tdl `ovlotln wkrin, mss`jo`oj lmfd pimylr m p`lfl, i`el akr
m fkovlot`komi bkmrn jmcl. Jmcls w`td ckrl slmskoln pimylrstmel pimfl mickst lot`rliy w`td`o tdl pimylrs‐ `cmj`omt`kos, w`td
tdl JC ellp`oj trmfe ka tdl b`jjlr p`fturl.
Mo lokrckus mckuot ka lkrt jkls `otk prlpmr`oj akr m jmcl,
klo ckrl t`cl tdmo `s splot ko tdl jmcl `tslia. ^kc lst`cmtls
dl‐s splot mbkut twk duonrln dkurs `o prlpmrmt`ko, `ofiun`oj
bu`in`oj fdmrmftlrs, frlmt`oj imojumjls, nls`jo`oj wkrins, mon mii
td`s akr cmybl s`xty dkurs ka jmcl t`cl. \oi`el m ckv`l, td`s s okt
m olrn msplft tdmt m oko-olrn fmo n`p tdl`r tkl otk akr m i`il wd`il
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tdlo jk bmfe tk okrcmi i`al. N&N nlcmons ckrl ka yku, wd`fd `s
plrdmps wdy `t dms ylt tk jk cm`ostrlmc.Zdmt‐s uousumi mbkut RXJs fkcpmrln w`td ktdlr jmcls `s tdmt
tdly mrl fk-kplrmt`vl rmtdlr tdmo fkcplt`t`vl. @a m fdmrmftlr wmots
tk sufflln mt td`s pmrt`fuimr mnvloturl `t‐s `o d`s blst `otlrlst tk
fkcb`ol d`s fdmrmftlr‐s tmilots w`td lvlrykol lisl‐s kr tdl qulst
cmy am`i mon tdl jmcl jr`on tk m dmit. Dkwlvlr, ^kc mnc`ts `t
nklso‐t miwmys wkre kut i`el tdmt, ms ’tdl plkpil @ pimy w`td mrl
m i`il b`t clotmi–. Vkcl ka tdlc fmo bl ’cuofde`os–, m wkrn akr
m fkcplt`t`vl pimylr `o m oko-fkcplt`t`vl jmcl, wdk tw`sts tdl
ruils tk d`s mnvmotmjl, ellp`oj tk tdl illr but kut`oj tdl sp`r`t
mon klo nlrm`i`oj tdl jmcl. Fkoslqulotiy, m Jmcls Cmstlr
dms tk stmy milrt mon lx`bil. ^kc usln tk splon dkurs frm`oj
nltm`iln pikts, but okw dl ellps `t tk m i`st, kuti`o`oj ’pikt pk`ot,
pikt pk`ot, bmn juy, pikt pk`ot–. Dl sdrujs mon smys ’ok pk`ot
splon`oj dkurs sfr`pt`oj wdlo lvlrykol lisl s `cprkvv`oj Us`fS–.
Dkwlvlr tdl lx`b`i`ty mon fdmrmftlr mutkokcy tdmt miikwsskclkol tk nlrm`i mo lot`rl jmcl `s pmrt ka wdmt cmels RXJs sk
mpplmi`oj. @t‐s okt mbkut clckr`s`oj ruils mon akiikw`oj tdlc
simv`sdiy, but mbkut us`oj tdl ruils ms m gucp`oj-k pk`ot akr
tdl `cmj`omt`ko. Cmoy pimylrs usl jmcls ms m wmy tk `odmb`t tdl
wkrin ka tdl`r amvkur`tl ^Q sdkw, ckv`l, okvli kr fkc`f bkke. Vtmr
Zmrs, Nkftkr Zdk mon tdl Cmrvli mon NF fkc`fs mrl pmrt`fuimriy
pkpuimr. Ktdlrs stmrt arkc sfrmtfd, i`el ^kc wdk `s furrlotiy
nlvlikp`oj m jmcl bmsln ko m okvli dl wrktl.Lvlo tdkujd tdl qulst`ko ^kc jlts ckst klo arkc oko-
pimylrs `s ’`so‐t `t gust m olrn jmcl;– dl smys tdmt, nlsp`tl wdmt
cmoy pimylrs almr, ckst rlmft`kos mrl, `a okt pks`t`vl, jlolrmiiy
olutrmi rmtdlr tdmo oljmt`vl. –@‐vl ylt tk sll moykol wdk jkt m
bmn rlmft`ko–. ^dl vmr`kus flilbr`t`ls fkc`oj kut ka tdl jmclr
fikslt cmy bl dlip`oj tk sd` tdl pubi`f‐s v`lw, nlsp`tl moy
lcbmrrmssclot wdlo nk`oj sk. Mftkrs Q`o N`lsli, Gun` Nlofd mon
Emri \rbmo pimyln Nuojlkos mon Nrmjkos `o tdl lvlo`ojs mlr
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sdkkt`oj ^dl Fdrko`fils ka R`nn`fe , mon Nwmyol Gkdosko (MEM
^dl Rkfe), Rkb`o Z`ii`mcs, mon Mi`fl Fkkplr mrl misk rlpkrtlntk bl RXJ amos. RXJs mrmft tdl frlmt`vl, tdl `otlii`jlot mon tdl
`cmj`omt`vl, mon wdlo yku mrl ykuoj, uoilss yku mrl misk bilssln
w`td amcl kr cusfils tdl s`zl ka fmotmikupls, tdl —olrn‐ kr —jlle‐
imblis `olv`tmbiy akiikw. Olvlrtdlilss, Gko Amvrlmu mnc`ts tdmt
nlsp`tl tdl lcbmrrmssclot, tdl t`cl splot pimy`oj N&N j`vls
pimylrs jrlmt lxplr`lofl ’lotlrtm`o`oj m jrkup ka plkpil tdrkujd
stkrytlii`oj– mon cmels tdlc ’uo`quliy qumi`ln tk mftumiiy
frlmtl wkrins mon uonlrstmon jmcl bmimofl–. Dl smys `t‐s j`vlo
d`c ’m vlry ski`n se`ii slt tdmt‐s uo`quliy qumi`ln akr tdl typl ka
ic cme`oj tdmt‐s vlry pkpuimr okw–. Vk, `a tdl N&N olrns mrl
tdmt sufflssaui mon dmv`oj tdmt cufd auo, cmybl `t‐s t`cl tdly
fmcl kut ka tdl jmc`oj fikslt, kr t`cl lvlrykol lisl fi`cbln `o
tdlrl w`td tdlc;