Pain of Love

8/9/2019 Pain of Love

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Over the delight of neighboring interactions,

Concern of parents about my vitality,

Pleasuring pleasant rare wandering with friends,

Bothering of health by close relations,

A roam at mid-night with hands holded by dad,Dawdling at week ends clinging with sister……

Late night preparation for next day exam,

Early morning yogic exercises to refresh mind,

A hobby of painting, coloring,

Time spent with allies larking on futile discussion,

An act in front of faculties like learning - with outAware that books are ke t u side down……





I was a crazy girl in UR sight, seeming to be silly.

U taught me how to be a grown-up lass.

U taught me to learn in academics

U taught how to behave in front of wild boys

U made me to do house hold works

U did miracles to turn me trustworthyFinally U brought me into a matured young woman-but

Still U cared me as a mother cares his child-which

Later turned like a husband instructing his wife

It was an unusual episodes I never faced in life with no one else

U turned out to be a mind-blowing personality which I never met

…………………………… until a tragedy broke between us. . . . . .



New embarrassed sufferings in daily life

Leading to gloom my spirit

A sudden raise in stress – causing

Great pain in mind

Recalling the reason would be “Me”

Due to the firing words spoken at a time of trouble

Made us to forget millions of lovable conversational exchanges

Yet don’t U understand I fight for a fond?

Don’t U realize an adoring love and care in my eyes?

How come U left my hand even after saying, ”Hey dear, don’t try toleave off of my hand in any circumstance.. U should always be mine..I never allow U to move out of my site.. I need U. . ◊¤¥§!!!!! ”.

Where have UR promises went?

Isn’t it just for a formality?

Is UR love was just for a time-pass?



Before U entered my heart I found pleasure even when alone

But after U went I find distress even in an amusement

No idea whether U loved or not – butSomething made me mad on U !!!

Not sure at what moment we caught in love – but

Knowingly or unknowingly it still continues barely within me

I noticed UR love has expired – but

Don’t know when I’m going to expire from constant worry

The two spies who scrutinized my secrets were-darkness & pillows

Darkness inspected it through lamenting grief – and

Pillows through tears during night before sleep;

No(w)here I lost joy, laughter, sleep, concentration and peace –

Bar searching them as though it was nowhere to be found



What I need is - Nothing

What I expect is – Nothing

What my Life is – Nothing

Because I experienced EVERYTHING what LIFE gifted me.

True emotion has no value in this world; all I learnt is to keep going

Long back there was no chance for me to cryNow I cry for no reason

My every likes were turned to entire dislikes

Love entered when I doesn’t need and departed when I need it the most

Feeling Sorry for what and all has happened

Its my fault interfering UR path

I promise our love era will never HAPPEN AGAIN even if U are interested

Since am satisfied of being myself



Its impossible to separate constituent in the Blood

In the same way U have mixed with my blood

I think of God whenever I see a physically faulted human

I think of my Parents whenever I see poor little ones begging for foodI think of my Friends whenever I’m unaccompanied

On the contrary I think of U in each and every time. . . . I RESPIRE……

Its ridiculous to erase Ur memories from my mind

Thank God for it continued just for three months

I console heart saying ”He is not Yours” when it aches with Ur recollections

Yet a handful of persons can understand my agony

Am not so familiar to bring Tears in Words

Though many can read my pain, its me and me alone would suffer the pain

May U be blessed and live a great fruitful life dear. . . .

Pray God that I should forget sooner this first (pardon.. LaSt) love….

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