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Our Other Voice Vol. 5 page 1
Our Other Voice began as a publication of the
Holiday campus, but this year we included submissions fromRasmussen College campuses system-wide. Editor Judy Inks,
a long-time associate faculty member at the New Port Richey
campus, was impressed with the number and quality of
submissions received, and she appreciates the wide range of
talent and creativity in both the written and visual content.
The irst edition of this years publication was
produced electronically. Anthony Sims, a full-time instructorin the School of Technology and Design at the New Port Richey
campus designed the digital layout that is still available on the
Scribd website, but we also wanted to produce a print copy
that students could share with their friends and family, and so
this second edition was born.
Congratulations to Kelsey Boeckman, a Rasmussen
Online student, for winning the cover competition. As Ms. Inksnoted in her preface to the electronic edition, the selection
process was a dificult one. We also want to thank all of the
students who shared their talent with us and made this years
publication very special, indeed.
We look forward to even more participation next year,
and we hope you will enjoy Our Other Voice!
Cassandra Pauley, PhD
General Education/Development Coordinator
Rasmussen. College, New Port Richey
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Boeckman, Kelsey (Online) -
Bull Riding 11
Roping 29
Barrel Racing 38
Braatz, Connie (Green Bay) -Conflicted 6
Lifes Bridges 40
Bridge 41
Cover contest submission 55
Burwell, Shanon (Online) -
Pick Ur Poison 23
Waiting 36
Iris 35
Dickey, Amanda (Online) -Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining 4
The Beach 15
Dupey, Josephine (Eagan) -
[Forgiveness is about] 28
Durrant, Mariah (Wausau) -
I Wanna 2 39
My Story 42
Dykes, Jaylean (Ocala) -
Wishing Star 14
Fayen, Glennia (Ocala) -
Untitled 7
Casablanca 23
[embracing yourself] 29
Portrait 35
Feliciano, Regina Marie OConnor (New Port Richey) -
The Reflection in the Mirror 34
Gerald, Kindell (Eden Prairie) -
We Love You and Miss You 26
A Broken Home 32Green, Penny (St. Cloud) -
Clock 27
Granite 50
Grego, Daniel (Ocala) -
Cover contest submission 54
Guyton, Danny (Online) -
Fern 4
Butterfly 18
Stream 47Hall, Cynthia (Eden Prarie) -
Clematis 44
Harte, Dori Lynn (New Port Richey) -
My Picasso 22
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Homa, Hilary (Green Bay) -
Cover contest submission 54
LaGrow, Jack Kirwin (j.k.) Jonathan (Green Bay)
Be a Man 10
Letter from a Novel 22Night and Thunder 44
Langer, Cathy (New Port Richey) -
Lighthouse 49
Bahamas Sunset 53
Mescall, Shannon (New Port Richey) -
Wounded, but Not Scarred 47
Mies, Katherine (Eagan) -
The Heart of a Soldier 19
Welcome Home Soldier 35Nelson, Arianea (Moorhead) -
Dear Diary 24
Collage 30
Procz-Shorts, Daphne (Online) -
Haiku 36
Deception Pass 51
Roff, Paul (Lake Elmo) -
Cover Contest Submission 55
Sanchez, Cheryl Holder (Rockford) -
Everyday Famous Words 12
Challenges of a Single Mother 16
Seward, Megan (Online) -
Faith 46
Schaffer, Vicki M. (Green Bay) -
Sea-horse Shaped Swings 50
Schaffner, Lucinda Anne (Lake Elmo) -
Where Were You the Day the Eagle Wept? 48
Sharper, Jennifer (Online) -
Lies in Your Eyes 25Smith, Jennifer (New Port Richey) -
Reinvent Me 21
Snyder, Peg (New Port Richey) -
Lake Erie 28
Niagra Falls 51
Truong, Tasha (Aurora) -
Broken 31
Soul Searching 37
Walden, James (New Port Richey) -My Favorite Person 20
Wells, Arnold B. (St. Cloud) -
Suffering a Man Should Never Know 8
Goodbye 52
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Danny Guyton, Online
Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining
Amanda Dickey, OnlineMany people in my life have told me, In every bad
thing in life, theres always something good to come. I would
always shrug my shoulders and look away. Now, as I look back
at the things that have happened, I see it is true.
When I was seven years old, I was in Minneapolis,
Minnesota at the Shriners Hospital after having my twentieth
hip surgery. I was born without a hip, so the doctors were trying
to build me a hip so I could walk. I was waiting for my mother
to arrive from Nebraska. She was eight months pregnant and
couldnt come with me.
So, I was there alone, waiting to see my new baby
brother, Alex. When she and my dad inally arrived, there was
no baby. She had lost him at birth, due to not being delivered
in time, and he suffocated inside the womb. Obviously, this
was devastating. My parents separated soon after that and we
moved around for years.
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If I stop and think, if my brother had been born my
parents could have stayed together, there is much in my life
today that wouldnt be. For instance, my mother would have
never met my stepdad, James, who is a wonderful father,and I never would have had my two little brothers, Quintin
and Christian. I love them to death, and I dont know what I
would do if they werent here. I also would have never met my
husband, Jonathan, and would have never become pregnant;
therefore, our beautiful son Kristopher would not be here.
So out of that horrible incident, we were devastated
and crushed to have lost Alex. But in the end, it gave us manygood things in life. We will always wonder what it would have
been like if he were here with us. I know my mother still thinks
about it all the time, but I also know she agrees with me when I
say, God had his reasons. Throughout your life there are many
times you think about, experiences youve gone through that
you wish you could go back and stop from happening. But, if
you were to do that, you would also change how your life istoday, causing you to lose some of the people and things that
you have now.
There are so many more situations that have happened
in my life that I wish wouldnt have, such challenges. Dropping
out of high school, the rollover auto accident I was in in October
2007, and my husband, Jonathan, joining the military have all
pushed to me to my limit. Raising our son alone at this timewhile Jonathan is serving his deployment in Korea is teaching
me how to be strong and a good parent.
These are all things Id rather not have had to deal with
or deal with now, but there is a reason for all of it. There are
people in my life that I would have most likely never have met
otherwise. So when something happens in your life that you
think is going to end everything, just think about that saying,Every cloud has a silver lining. Things always work out in the
end.
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ConflictedConnie Braatz, Green Bay
She awakes each day
the sun comes through her windows
she rolls to her other side
...conlicted
She lays that way
wiggling irst her legsthen her arms
all to keep circulation moving
...conlicted
She rolls to her back
linging her arm over her eyes
loudly sighing
...conlicted
Her face is pinched tight
between the brows her lips pursed tight
crinkles in the corners of her eyes
...conlicted
The nurse approaches and gently ixes
the covers of her bedShe leans over and
whispers soothingly
...relax...relax...all will be ok
The girl sighs in disbelief and
scrunches up her body
tightly in a ball thinking sorrowfully
...tomorrow is a new day
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Glennia Fayen, Ocala
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Suffering a Man Should Never KnowArnold B. Wells, St. Cloud
Dear David,Hey honey, how have you been? Its been a while
since we spoke. I havent heard from you since the last few letters I sent you. The stupid mail must be reallybusy or losing its way. Are you staying safe out there in
Afghanistan? To be honest, I feel detached from my ownbody when I start to picture what could happen to you, and
my mind gives in to the darker side of things. I couldimagine that every day when you open your eyes and
take in the sun, you wonder if it will be your last. At thesame time, I wonder if its almost impossible for you to restor stay asleep at night.
It was all over the news a few days ago. For the first time the TV became a car at night and I became a deer
caught in its headlights. That was when I heard that aMinnesota unit was under fire; it put me in a trance. I didnot even realize that I needed to replace the TV remote thatI dropped until several minutes after my mother rushedover and found me. The news claimed a town of civilians,
third-world style, had a few bad apples in the batch. Oneof them pulled a gun and took aim at your squad; the
bullets whistling as they raced passed your ears and Jerry pushing you out of the way and becoming the official target. Your squad began returning fire. Now, there arehundreds of bodies horizontal and cold. The media is allover it and everyone is pointing fingers.
I picture you witnessing all this; from the shootout, to Jerry going down like that, knowing he will never
see the light of day again, and the innocents in town thatcaught stray bullets. Hell, who was innocent and whowasnt? You probably beat yourself up with questions on
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top of questions. I have some of my own and Iwasnt even there. Im sure many others feel the same wayaround the world. I bet with the heat over there its starting
to convince you that you really are in hell.I used to think digital cameras were a technology
that was pure beauty. Now they appear to me as a double-edged sword because they capture such incredible detail. Ican see the look in your eyes from the last batch of picturesyou sent us. The only detail I cant make out is if that issweat on your face or tears.
I ran into your Uncle Jim the other day. We weretalking about you. His voice was slower and deeper thanever when you were mentioned. When the news was broughtup he began stuttering in his speech and began to profuselydrink the water he had with him, as if he was a fish. To behonest, I never witnessed your uncle looking so pale. Doeshe know something I dont? I swear a ghost is what he saw.
What if he did see a ghost? What if your ghost was there?What if your ghost is right next to me this moment as Iwrite this? A glass repelled off the counter this morningand decorated the floor like cheap diamonds with razorsharp edges. Was that you? No, I need to stay positive. Icannot let you down in your time of need. Your heart stillhas a pulse somewhere.
We all love you and just want you home. You donot need to read this. This letter will never touch you. Icannot allow you to witness my depression on this issuewhen you are the one living the nightmare. I will bury itwith the rest of my fears I have been conjuring since yourdeparture. I will make sure of that.
Hope to hear from you soon my love,
Jeff
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Be a ManJack Kirwin (j.k.) Jonathan LaGrow, Green Bay
The child is told someday hell be a man
He runs and runs far away from life
Fast as he possibly can.
His years become days,
His days become nights,
His tears become glazed-over eyes as he ights
Not to feel so alone
So awkwardly unknown
By the lives and the lies that surround him
He leaves unprepared, once again he has shared
Incompletely his life with another
Reluctantly taking the low road again
As his hopes and his dreams
Somehow faltered and failed,Falling freely, now lowing down stream
He has nowhere to go
He has nothing to dream
He is split at the seam
Once again.
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Kelsey Boeckman, Online
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Everyday Famous WordsCheryl Holder Sanchez, Rockford
You know, I never knew there were so many famous
names, titles, or sayings that are known worldwide, until I did
a research project recently. For instance, everybody knows
the name JAWS from that great shark movie that had many
people thinking twice before taking a leisurely swim. And that
stoically voiced comment, ILL BE BACK from a futuristic
robot who, by the way, is now a state governor.
Is there anyone in the world who does NOT know who
Dracula is? Frankenstein? Superman? Spiderman? The Fonz?
Darth Vader? And if I may voice my own opinion, I believe it
was the American cinema that made this happen. I mean, every
American knows what it means when you put your thumb up
and say Aaaayyyy .
I grew up with Gilligans Islandand The Brady Bunch.Couldnt everybody make a radio out of a coconut? And if you
knew someone named Marcia, you just held your breath until
you had a perfect moment to use, Marcia, Marcia, Marcia.
And how many times in your life have you said, Frankly my
dear, I dont give a damn?
Who comes to mind if you hear, Bond, James Bond?
And really, has your mom ever said, Life is like a box ofchocolates? Probably not, but you know what it means and
where it came from.
I know King Kong is not an American character, but
we did make him famous for being a giant teddy bear type
monkey. And with great graphics.
If you really sit and think about it, we use these famous
sayings, names and quotes in our lives almost on a daily basis.
Just the other day my brother was helping me with some
leaking pipes in the basement and he looked up and said,
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Houston, we have a problem. Of course we have a problem;
my pipes are leaking. But you see what I mean.
I recently went to pick up some bookshelves and books,
and even though I drive a van, when we inally had it all loaded
I just had to say, We need a bigger boat. It was automatic. I
didnt even think about it. It just it the situation.
America made Cinderella a household name and the
word Bambi said through gushing tears of children when
their father came home from a deer hunting trip.
Snow White, I believe, is not nearly as famous as thosewords, Mirror, mirror, on the wall, whos the fairest of them
all? Why, because Im a middle aged woman and have cursed
all mirrors since time began.
Some things will be eternal, like Elvis, Thank you,
thank you very much. or Clint Eastwoods, Go ahead, punk,
make my day.
But nowadays my eleven-year-old daughter says thingsthat I hear other kids saying, and they all know what it means,
like, Whatever. This word is used by just about everybody, all
the time. I mean, I hear it at least two billion times a day. Who
made that word big? I dont know, but I can bet ya that it came
from the TV or the movies.
I remember Yabba Dabba Doo. You guys know it.
Now I hear Who let the dogs out? And yes, it took me a while
to stop looking around for the supposedly loose dogs. But it
serves its purpose in explaining how certain words just stick.
May the force be with you is a staple. Beam me
up, Scotty is used quite frequently in my house along with
Calgon, take me away. I suppose I could go on forever with
these things but the point is; now I have made them obvious to
you and you will be thinking about it like a bad elevator song
thats stuck in your head. So all I need to say now is, Hasta la
vista, Baby.
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Wishing StarJaylean Dykes , Ocala
I used to wish upon a star
a star shining oh so bright
way up in that dark ole sky
high above my head.
That star so bright up in the sky
illed my life with happiness
all my pain and sorrow left
when I wished upon that star.
All my wishes have come true
from that one bright shining star
so all my thanks goes to the one
way up in that dark ole sky.
I used to wish upon a star
so very, very long ago
then I grew up and years went by
no wish I made on that lonely star.
Oh lonely star up in the sky
my days are illed with sorrow now
my dreams are all piles up in heapsfor I no longer wish on stars
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But as my days go on and on
and all my dreams grow higher
I feel a surge of pain inside
pleading that I wish again
I used to wish upon a star
a star, shining, oh so bright
but when that star stopped shining
again I wished upon it
And now that star shines oh so bright
when I look up in that dark ole sky
for now I made a wish again
to have that star shine forever more.
Amanda Dickey, OnlineAmanda Dickey, Online
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Challenges of a Single MotherCheryl Holder Sanchez, Rockford
Single mothers face numerous challenges. Career,child care and even dating are among them. In order for a
single mother to have a career that pays decent money, more
often than not, it involves specialized training and overtime.
This, in turn, produces a whole host of problems that must be
addressed. Child care is the most important of these factors.
Especially with all the horror stories you hear nowadays. If a
single mother does not have a family member who can help outin this respect, she must ilter through for child care providers.
This is a tough job.
Four critical factors that should be checked when
searching for providers are veriiable references, ratio of
children under care, ability to talk personally to current
provider clients, and cost.
First, an overview of your citys home page can oftenprovide the necessary information, which can easily be veriied
through the site. Second, there are state laws that mandate
how many children can be provided for under one adults
supervision. Check with local laws for this information.
Third, if the provider cannot arrange for you to speak
personally with at least two of their current clients, then look
elsewhere.
Fourth is the cost. Though money is normally tight for
a single mother, this factor should have the least importance.
Quality care is not cheap.
Employment and career choices are another challenge
for single mothers. Even though most employers state that
they do not discriminate, it is often a giant red lag when an
applicant is a single mother. The employer often assumes the
hiring of a single mother can adversely affect the company.
Examples: loss of time on the job from problems with child
care; calls received during working hours; loss of concentration
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on the job when the child is ill, and sick days taken when
child cannot go to child care providers. Even pestering fellow
employees with school fund raising programs is a concern
with employers.The single mother, without knowing it, has the deck
stacked against her, even before the interview. I feel that
employers miss the fact that single mothers are the most
dedicated, loyal and hardworking individuals in the work
force today.
Another challenge that single mothers face is dating.
Besides overcoming the problem of inding a signiicant other,the child or children will, no doubt, make this aspect of a single
mothers life very hard.
A single mother needs to be very careful on the dating
scene. She needs to keep in mind, not only her own safety, but
the safety of her child or children. There are some real sick
puppies out there. Also, the single mother must ind someone
who is not put off by her baggage. Men often refer to a singlemother as having baggage. They are interested in free and easy
fun, not a readymade family. If a single mother does manage to
ind someone who does not shy away from her baggage, then
after a certain length of time, she must consider introducing
her child or children. This is a critical moment for the single
mother. It can make or break a relationship. Even though he
is aware that you have a child or children, seeing is believing.
Will they hit it off? Will your child or children be on their best
behavior? Was this a good decision?
The single mother also has to recognize that, even if
the initial meeting went well, now is not the time to relax. The
future will pose more obstacles and stress that she will need
to deal with. But there is always hope on the horizon. After
all, there is no other individual among us who is as strong and
deserving of happiness as the single mother.
Did I mention? Im a single mother.
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Danny Guyton, OnlineDanny Guyton, Online
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The Heart of a SoldierKatherine Mies, Eagan ~musey~ 2005
The heart of a soldier is as ierce as its strong ighting so
valiantly to right the worst wrong
The heart is born full of innocence and trust
discovering with time that all is not just
The heart begins needing to protect and provide Feeling so
deeply the honor and pride
The heart discovers the duty to calm fear
sacriicing time with those it holds dear
The heart may ind itself on shores far away battling to bring
peace to everyone some day
The heart bravely suffers through all that is
lost enduring forever the pain serving has cost
The heart returns home grateful and wise seeing life now
through war weary eyes
The heart of a soldier is unique and true
defending so proudly our Red, White and Blue.
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Favorite PersonJames Walden, New Port Richey
If I had to choose a favorite person in the world, itwould most deinitely have to be my mother, Mrs. Stephanie E.
Walden. Shes my favorite because shes loving, has protected
me from all dangers, and shes actually my mother and father.
I look up to my mother for many reasons. One thing that
I admire about her is that shes very caring and loving when it
comes to children and students. My mom has been a teacher
at Tarpon Middle for the past sixteen years. Shes also the girls
basketball coach and goes through a big process every year of
keeping her girls on track in school with their grades. She also
attends all practices, games, and helps with their dresses, make
up, and hair on the days of events and award ceremonies.
My mom is also my favorite person in the world
because shes strong and raised me all alone. While I was still
waiting to be born, my father passed away from cancer at
age twenty-one. During the time my mom underwent a lot of
stress. The doctors tried to get her to abort me, saying I would
be born without arms and legs. My mom avoided what the
doctors advised, and I was born normal. I never got a chance
to get to know, or even see my father. I celebrate and buy gifts
for my mom on Mothers Day and Fathers Day because in my
eyes shes both to me.On top of everything else, Mrs. Walden has to be my
favorite person because she schooled me growing up and kept
me safe from all dangers. My mom sat at the table and helped
me with homework every day. She attended parent-teacher
meetings and checked to see if I attended school throughout
the year. My mother never brought different men into our life
and avoided going out to clubs and parties. Growing up I neverworried about anything because she provided everything.
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Jennifer Smith, New Port RicheyJennifer Smith, New Port Richey
If I was asked the question again about who my
favorite person in the world would be, theres no doubt about
it, I would pick my mother because of the way shes raised me.
I love her and admire the special attention she spends on herstudents and basketball players.
When my dad passed away, she stepped up to the plate
and became my mother and father. I had a safe home, and she
protected me from all dangers. Still today, in times of need, I
can go to her for support. Shes the best and will always be my
favorite person in the whole world.
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Dori Lynn Harte, New Port Richey
Letter from a NovelJack Kirwin (j.k.) Jonathan LaGrow, Green Bay
Sending my love in a steel trap cage
Bound in a book on the last empty page
Wandering lost in a city street maze
Through dark alleys and trash cans
And cold street lamp haze
Let the garbage be burned, cast emotion
inside
Let your long dead love kindle the ire
outside
You need warmth to survive
There is no need for pride
Until at long lastYour past
Is puriied.
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Shanon Burwell, Online
Glennia Fayen, Ocala
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Arianea Nelson, Moorhead
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Lies In Your EyesJennifer Sharper, Online
Feeling so lost I cannot oblige,
Looking at you and the lies in your eyes.
You sound so convincing we both know it aint true,
So I sit here with tears looking back at you.
You ask what is wrong and why do I cry,But the truth you dont want, so slowly I die.
The lies in your eyes cannot be hidden,
And this pain I endure should have been forbidden.
The lies in your eyes tell me more than you say,
But you deny any wrong in every way.
You know that you lie and you look away from me,
But you think I am stupid so blind I cant see.
The only reason Im still here isnt for you,
But for the others my only true two.
So for them I will sit and endure the lies that you tell,
But dont think for a minute that you hide your lies well.
One day they will surface those lies in your eyes,
And that day you wont be able to deny.
That day you will lose and wonder why,
You couldnt just keep the lies from your eyes.
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We Love You and Miss YouKindell Gerald, Eden Prairie
This poem is dedicated to Tony Harrison.
(12/27/77-12/27/07)
Why you had to leave,
we may never know.It broke so many hearts,
Just to watch you go.
Well love you and miss you
Forever; til the end
Because when we get to heaven
We know well have a friend.
Life will be miserable
Without you here,
But youll always be in our hearts
So youll always be near.
We may not have the answers
To why
And its going to be hard to keep going,
But we have to try.
Well hold our heads high
And try to make it through
But life just wont be the same-
Without you!
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Penny Green, St. Cloud
Well all pull through
One way or another
Heartbroken that youre goneWell ind comfort in each other.
So dont worry
We will all make it through
And until we meet again,
Tony, we will always love and miss you.
Penny Green, St. Cloud
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[Forgiveness is about]Josephine Dupey, Eagan
Forgiveness is about
Our ability to be
Righteous and true to
God and ourselves.
In order to heal and move on.
Very few of us ind it
Easy and though we forgive, we
Never forget. We learn from
Every hurt and pain which makes us
Stronger and wiser.
Forgiveness is part of our
Salvation.
Peg Snyder, New Port RicheyPeg Snyder, New Port Richey
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Kelsey Boeckman, OnlineKelsey Boeckman, Online
[embracing yourself]Glennia Fayen, Ocala
embracing yourself...we all need to...im proud of the things
i have done in my life some to survive some because it
was fun. i can honestly say i never harmed anyone notintentionally. my dad used to say my sister lou and i were
big bold beautifully made the way god intended. i have
survived cancer twice, west nile virus encephalitis where i
was in a chair for a year, i had to relearn speech but during
that i discovered i could draw. ive loved, ive lost in love. ive
gained comfort and lost that too. but i still stand. ive danced,
ive done an art show ,ive sung in public, i play mandolinand even have a famous family member who is a part of the
grand old opry. i have three beautiful daughters that i havent
always been there for but i did my best when i was. i became
an ordained minister in 2006. a vet tech in 2000, and a pct in
2002. now im making plans to go back to college. im 44, i love
myself and embrace everyday...and i love my friends ive had
people in my life over twenty years that id be lost without...
charlene hall is one of them weve got stories to tell...past and
present. embrace yourself every single day...always smile
always laugh always listen...god bless you all
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Arianea Nelson, Moorhead
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BrokenTasha Truong, Aurora Campus
Broken and shattered
How do I mend these pieces?
Not just the heart is tattered
But the soul feels scattered
How do I give you back the sparkle?
The life that used to be there?
Is it me? Am I the one to blame?
Or are we just one in the same?
Did our journey give us two different paths?
Were we meant to be? Was this meant to last?
Did I detour you from your inal destination?
Complicate things and cause hesitation?
Am I still wanted? Am I still needed?
Is it really over and Im just too dumb to see it?
How can I give you the world?
When mine is falling apart?
How can I give you a new beginning?
When I dont know where to start?
How can I be your melody?
When my voice is off key?
How can I be with you?
When you dont want to be with me?
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A Broken HomeKindell Gerald, Eden Prairie
The pain goes deep
As the hatred grows
How will this turn out?
No one knows
As I walk through the dark
Trying to ind my way
I realize something is missing
A reason to stay.
They all push and push
Until Im on the ground
When I ask for help,
Theres no one around.
I feel tied down
Obligated to stay,
All I want to do
Is scream and walk away.
My feelings hold meHere in this hell
No one to talk to
No one to tell
Tell who I am
Tell how I feel
To tell me whats fake
Or tell me whats real.
I wish I could run
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Run to be free
Free to live
Free to be me.
Always being jealous
Always in a rage
Too much hatred
For someone my age
I deserve to be happy
And in a loving homeBut no matter the crowd
I am all alone!
But its not just me
Its her too
The one that goes through this with us
The one thats a part of me and you
She sees all the ighting
She sees all the tears
We may try to hide it
But we know that she hears
She hears all the anger
She feels all the pain
Its in the way I look at you
And in the way you speak my name
I just want her to be happy
And not feel alone
She deserves everything in this world
Not what I had
A broken home.
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The Reflection in the MirrorRegina Marie OConnor Feliciano, New Port Richey
A relationship begins with,
The Relection in the Mirror.
Living lifes lessons with Acceptance and Giving,
Respecting others in constant fair,
Honest morals and values of Friendship to share.
Sharing your time to listen to a sorrow,
With unconditional love,
In hopes of a brighter tomorrow.
Learning and Caring outside oneself,
Standing beside in comfort and failing health.
Turning a cheek whenever in pain,
Believing that Faith will Heal and remain.
Coming to terms with Failure and Fault.
Understanding with Truth and Sincerity in kind,
Striving to continue,The achieved bond that binds.
Whether the Messenger or Receiver,
A relationship begins with,
The Relection in the Mirror.
Shanon Burwell, Online
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Glennia Fayen, Ocala
Welcome Home SoldierKatherine Mies, Eagan ~musey~ 2006
You return today into loving arms
Hearts full of pride
Souls full of gratitude
We have waited with hope
Praying you were safeWishing you were home
You return today a little less whole
Leaving behind your innocence
Bringing with your pain
We welcome you Soldier
Tears lowing free
Smiles shining bright
You are welcomed with pride
A lag lying free
A Nation standing strong.
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HaikuDaphne Procz-Shorts, Online
Shanon Burwell, OnlineShanon Burwell, Online
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Soul SearchingTasha Truong, Aurora Campus
When does the pain stop?
When does the hurt fade?
When do we stop second guessing
And accept the choices we made?
How do you know the end is near?
Is it something in the air?
Is it something you can hear?
What will your last thoughts be as you fade from the light?
When do you accept the darkness?
When do you give up the ight?
When you look inside yourself
Do you like what you see?
Have you come to peace with yourself
Or do you see your relection as your enemy?
Have you come to terms with your past
Did you slow down and enjoy life
Or speed through it going too fast?
Dont disregard the simplicity of breathing
Kiss your loved ones goodbye
Because the moment could be leeting
Today you might be here
But tomorrow you might not
Appreciate the now
You must cherish what youve got.
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I Wanna 2Mariah Durrant, Wausau
You say that youve been through hell n I see it all as
well.
While youre trying to understand it all and trying not to
slip n fall
I wanna be that little glimpse of heaven when hell has
taken over.
I wanna be the lashlight on your darkest days
My child I wanna make you happy in so many different ways.
I wanna be the one who lights up your world when its gone
black.
I wanna be the one who brings your gorgeous smile back.
I wanna be the warmness when your days gone cold n blue
Because My child I love you.I wanna be the gentle hand that calms the crashing waves
in your life.
I wanna be there when you need me day and night.
My child you mean so much to me.
And for all of this to be all you need to do is accept me.
If you dont know how its rather easy see, just close
your eyes
N bow your head and say a simple prayer.
And no more will you have to bear
The pain and storm in your life, this I swear.
Just come to me when youre in need
Youre my child and I shall comfort you indeed.
This is all you have to do and never forget Ill always
love you.
-God-
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Lifes BridgesConnie Braatz, Green Bay
Something to think about...
There are bridges we cross physically each day,
but what about all the mental bridges we must face?
To act responsibly or to be spontaneous, to do our
homework or watch television with our friends? Tostay in a relationship we no longer feel connected
with? To say youre sorry to a loved one, to admit
you were wrong? To drop a class or not.
What about our mental bridges we cross with
dread and anxiety everytime we are unsure if
we are doing the right thing?
This bridge could represent a simple problem we face;
however, there are more complex ones out there.
As an individual, are you looking forward and
preparing for life and its challenges or are you
living in the moment, not caring what tomorrow
may bring?
Always keep an eye on your goal and watch where you
are heading. Plan for tomorrow and you will always
have an idea of what to expect.
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My StoryMariah Durrant, Wausau
Such a pig, his head starts to get big
from that bottle he takes another swig
He thinks she wants it but she says no.
His true colors start to show.
Shes lying on the loor begging praying for it to stop.
She saw why they warned her,
but if she told is what concerned her
What would he do?
No one knew what she was going through
Days passed...
She had enough and started popping pills fast.
Had no idea what it would do, just wanted to get away.
Texted a friend didnt have much to say.
Mom walked in, there on the bed she laid.
Her best friend saved her life.Went to the hospital n they saw her cuts from the knife.
She told everyone a lie
inside she started to die
Thought no one would care,
three days later she got out
with another friend she did share
why she really did take the pills.Before you knew it the truth starts to spill.
The girl goes home
tells mom how come
mom starts to cry,
to turn him in is what they decide
They tell the cops and close by he still presides.
Taunting and laughing from a far,
She can see him sitting in his car.
Everything changes, nothing feels the same
to him its just a game.
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To church he comes around
and she tries not to make a sound
But she starts to bawl.
Hes not supposed to be therethe judge went through it all.
Months pass...
A word from the DA alas
he gets to walk away,
with a slap on the wrist.
The girls heart turns cold as she clenches her ist.
He caused so much paineven drove her insane.
But to some he did nothing wrong
Because he asked her out only hours before.
To her heart she closes the door,
confused and searching for something more.
All because she went on a date
and she didnt tell until it was too late.
So girls if this ever happens to you,
you know what you have to do.
Someone will understand what youre going through.
I know I do!
Even if youve been together forever,
it doesnt matter.
If you havent seen him ever before,
Its all the same.If he wanted something more
then you were willing to give,
and he just took it as a game,
and caused so much pain.
But no matter what it will be okay!
Even if he just gets to walk away!
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Cynhtia Hall, Eden PrarieCynhtia Hall, Eden Prarie
Night and ThunderJack Kirwan (j.k.) Jonathan LaGrow, Green Bay
Its night and thunder that changes the rain,
that makes it palpable and sound dangerous;
that makes it sound alive.
Its night and thunder that changes the rain
that pours off of my brow and wets my skull,and wets my everything at once.
It is night and thunder that changes the rain
into some immovable object that consumes me
in wet.
Its night and thunder that changes my name,that turns me into a cold weather friend,
that leaves me soaked in the end.
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It is night and thunder that changes everything.
The sky cracks and groans and pours. There is no need for
me.
The sky breaks open in voice that gives me chills in its obese
voice of dark thunder that moans and speaks across the sky.
It speaks with light from some strange distance
that I cannot count.
It grumbles
with words,that are not words,
that do not amount to
drops on grass or pavement.
It rains like glass on awareness in the wee morning hours.
It shimmers into the blackness of the black-eyed late evening
crow call home
where no one watches as I disappear.
As a single black feather released falls, then loats to the
ground without
a whimper or cry,
just the micro rush of silent wind
on hairs as curved as a comb,
takes its time, swaying in rhythm to rhyme,and the grey dust streamers
shimmer like exhaust in the sun.
Outstretched wings in
grandeur lap gracefully
when needed, are violently accelerated
then easily maintained in freefallfor miles, until another single
black feather is released.
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FaithMegan Seward, Online
Another non-believer walks the face of this earth
Soon she will learn that one slight move will swipe her from
what she called birth.
She stands on a corner and does not see
Of what exactly might be.
In a blink of an eye, she is on the ground with a bump on herknee
She lies in pain and agony.
No one to turn to, no one to cry with, as it seems the world
does not stop, and shes not there.
She is lifted gently into the air
The rest falls blank as she opens her eyes.
Angel a voice whispered, as she turned her head,
What she spied, she had just realized that she had died.
As she looked to her left,
An old woman sits at her rest.
Goodbye, my sweet Angel
Then she sang a lullaby.
I shall see you soon
As she started to cry.
You did not believe in him but he believes in you,
Good-bye my sweet Angel. Oh what shall I do?
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Wounded, but Not ScarredShannon Mescall, New Port Richey
I often wonder how many times a heart can break before it
can no longer love.
How many times a spirit can be crushed before it inally dies.
How many tears can be shed before youve forgotten how to
cry?
How often your walls can be built, torn down, and then re-
built again before you make them out of something stronger
and thicker.
How long it takes to inally stop thinking about someone.
How long it takes to inally stop loving someone.
How long it takes to be able to say their name again and not
hurt.
Does any of it ever stop or ever go away?
Or do we just learn to deal with it and move on?
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Where Were You
the Day the Eagle Wept?
September 2001Lucinda Anne Schaffner, Lake Elmo
Do you remember that day in September,
when Americas Eagle wept?
Lives were taken and families shaken,
that morning, after we slept
Moneythe reason, Greedthe cause,
for the lives taken that day
Striving to be the World Power, to rule,
this is the price we did pay
The day not forgotten, well always remember
What happened 2001, the Eleventh Day of SeptemberBlue skies gave way to a horrible sight
American planes, on their way, gave us fright
To all who were watching in stark disbelief
Nightmares unfolding, caused immediate grief
Out of the blue skies, into the Towers
Their purpose, topple symbols ofFreedom and Power
We moaned, Tis the land of the free and home of the brave
The lives that are lost, and the lives left to save
The search and recovery took many days
The search for the living changed to inding remains
Much time has passed since the deadly attacks
Still suffering losses from the deadly impacts
Terrorism, acts of destruction, by any means
Remnants of evil, are what still remains
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Resilience and faith, our buoyancy swift
We looked to our leaders to keep our nation adrift
From the ruins of sadness, we found new resolve
Faith, strength and courage, forever evolve
We continue to pay a price, to this day
With War On Terrorits cause
This Forever Warwill never be won,
The battle, forever, no pause
Power and Greed, Money and Oil,are reasons attacks took place
We need to remember, and never forget,
that fateful September,
when we all saw Evils Face.
Cathy Langer, New Port Richey
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Sea-horse Shaped SwingsVicki M. Schaffer, Green Bay
When I was a child with hair of gold,my mother would take me, so the story is told,
to a playground full of wondrous things.
But what I liked best were the sea-horse-shaped swings.
The slide was a wonder, its high-climbing stairs.
The merry-go-round, the spring-rocking bears.
My mother said, Try all these wondrous things!
But my hearts desire was the sea-horse-shaped swings.
Now, I am a mother with kids of my own;
the grand-kids are coming, the kids are all grown.
I take them to see all these wondrous things,
and remember the days of the sea-horse-shaped swings.
Penny Green, St. CloudPenny Green, St. Cloud
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GoodbyeArnold B. Wells, St. Cloud
How can I say this to make it better
The time I have with you now is never
The time I had I pissed away
Always telling myself I would visit some day
I took for granted while Chronos
was dancing
And now its too late and the devil
is laughing
I miss you Swanny
thats why Im making this letter
If I looked at a single ire work I wouldve
cried forever
I hid myself on July 4th, covering my ears
But Im breaking down right now
and feasting on my tears
And my insides are drowning
in my childhood fears
I inally had a dad after all these years
But I fucked up,
and let Whodi play too much
And because of that, my heart
has become my lunch
I dont wanna say goodbye, I wish I could lieRight now Im waiting
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on a Hollywood moment for you to reply
But I wont get it, just more thoughts of you
when you died
Now Im starting to feel a lil bit of insanity
Cause these selish acts of mine had robbed
me of my humanity
I should have visited more and stayed in line
And I wish I wasnt such a whore
when it came to time.I can poem all day about you
but I have to kill it inside
Im gonna lie once more to myself father,
I have to say goodbye...
Cathy Langer, New Port RicheyCathy Langer, New Port Richey
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Daniel Grego, Ocala
Hilary Homa, Green BayCo
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Paul Roff, Lake Elmo
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