NOVEMBER 15, 2011

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EDITORIAL From 50%- 75% of registered voters on the West Side cast ballots. It's usually only about 12% on the East Side

Clearly labelled as an ' opinion piece' (like a lot of stuff that graces the pages of this "#$%"& rag"). The cover art of the November I 51 edition made a few of our readers wince -fair enough. Enough res idents of the neighbourhood have read/heard/been told point­blank that they are ' diseased scum with blood drip­ping from their teeth, infecting innocent children and - wors t - bringing property values down.'

We generally don't react in kind, except to notice the racist, bigoted, narrow-minded discrimination by ' those people' who are condescending and patronise most of us and most of our community. Seeing that particular work of art (that pesky cover again) made me leap to the conclusion that "a picture is worth a thousand words" and s lap it down face up! " ... and there will be OFFICIAL COMPLAINTS ... "

Back to the election on the 19'". The VOTE Quotes bit is to encourage a whole whack of Eastsiders to go to the polls and vote. A few years ago there was a referendum on changing the system from At-Large, like it is now, to a Ward System where people from different parts of the city make up Council. As it is now the people on the West s ide and those with a lot of wealth get pretty much who they want every time.

In fact it's only been since Philip Owen got turfed by his own party for going soft on drugs and social housing that the NPA (Non Partisan Association) is not the majority on Council. This is the go-for-broke maximum developme nt and fuck the poor Party, and Susan Anton is trying to get them back in power.

Her campaign slogan is "Common Sense" and is a match to the Common Sense crap that William Harris ran on to become Premier of Ontario a few years ago. To him/ her and their ilk cutting welfare by 22%, clo­s ing shelters, bulldozing any kind of tent city set up on garbage land by poor people and making anyone not looking worth something($$) to keep moving!!

With Anton and the NPA condos and "mixed hous­ing" means to proceed with Vis ion's status quo of (in reality) I I condos for every I social housing unit. At the Candidates Meeting here, organised by Sam

S nobelen (good job), moderated by Pat McSherry

(great job) and sound by Egor Marov (yeah!), it was pretty clear who was on our s ide of the fence: COPE's people- Ellen Woodsworth and David Cadman - have an impeccable record in voting against the many breaks & perks awarded by the Vi­sion majority to developers (no taxes for I 0 years, more density for condos (300 upped to 800 on one)). COPE has adopted the Carnegie Community Action Project 's reasoning on housing development, espe­cially for the Downtown Eastside, as policy!

Tim Louis, formerly a councillor and running again on the 19'", said, "Civil disobedience is necessary to make governments wake up to the realities of being poor and poorly housed in Vancouver." It is amazing to hear a politician speak the plain truth!

It 's pretty obvious: As Editor, my opinion is that voting and voting for COPE and for Andrea Rhymer is the minimum any of us can do.

PAULR TAYLOR

Exhibit November 2 - 30, 2011 3rd Floor Art Gallery

Carnegie Centre If one of the portraits if of you, you can claim it after November 30th. Please leave your name at the 3rd floor Program Office. , Please encourage others, whose portraits you tecog­nize, to view the exhibit and claim their portra its.

~~~~~~~~~~-----------3 What's the Hope in Shadows calendar?

It features photographs of the community

taken during che Downtown Eastside

photography contest last June.

SELL THE CALENDAR! Are you interested in ea rning money selling the 2012 Hope in Shadows calendar? This opportunity is open to everyone. No experience necessary!

Come to a straight-forward training session and get sa les tips from an exp erienced Hope in Shadows seller. You' ll receive a

license to sell the calendar on the streets of Vancouver and one f ree $20 calendar to

start you off.

With your license you will be able to purchase calendars for $10 and sell them for $20.

For more information call 604-255-9701

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HOPE IN SHADOWS Portraits of our Community

She has .beeri out too long and it is the witching hour.

Danica clutches the s ilver cross in one hand , close to her bosom. She hears the cackling behind her and takes great gasping breaths. Trying to get back her wind, she stands still as night in a patch of fog mist. A half-hidden moon silvers her hair, slick with frost.

Two bats, lifemates, start wheeling around her head, flapping their wings grotesquely in the dance only b~ts can do. Their4 high-pitched cries squeak in her ears, frightening and enticing. The silver cross starts digging into her palm .. she is holding on so tight. lt is cold as ice where it burns into her skin, and she prays it will keep her safe.

Phoenix

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Housing Is a Right, Not a Commodity Occupy Vancouver Housing Rally

Unceded Coast Salish Territory, -The official decision-making body of Occupy Vancouver, the General As­sembly, approved a march to focus public attention on the need for affordable housing in Vancouver. The march happened Saturday November 121

h raised awareness around five housing objectives, including steps to achieve them:

• End Real Estate Speculation • Tax on empty units and undeveloped lots • Progressive tax on multiple properties • Progressive property tax • Progressive property transfer tax • All new revenues into affordable housing fund

End Corruption in civic polit ics • Immediate and full disclosure of all developer & corporate contributions to all civic election campaigns • Abolition of developer and corporate contributions to civic campaigns • Genuine consultation with affected communities on all new developments & land use decisions

Aboriginal Land, Abor iginal J ustice • Inclusion of First Nations in land-use decis ions • Funding for First Nations housing

Stop Evictio ns a nd Gentrificat ion • The Right to Sleep - no forced removal of homeless persons from public land • Moratorium on demolition of all affordable rental apartments • Strict upkeep of affordab le housing, no renovictions • Freeze rents- Current allowable increase of7% is far too high, above in nation. • Any future increases tied to increases in welfare and minimum wage • Moratorium on condo development in low-income neighbourhoods, especially the Downtown Eastside

Increase Supply of Truly Affordable Ho using • 10,000 units of affordable res ident-controlled pub lic housing per year unti l the housing crisis is over • In the meantime, year-round operation of all temporary and cold-weather shelters

Hello All,

If you would like to apply for any of the Humanities I 0 I Writing course, or you know of anybody who is interested, please come to one o(the following intake sessions: Carnegie Centre, Main & Hastings Tuesday November IS @ 11.30a.m Downtown Eastside Women's Centre, 302 Columbia St Wednesday November 16 @ I I a.m Crabtree Corner , 533 East I lastings St Thursday November 17 @ 2p.m Vancouver Recovery Club, 2775 Sophia St Friday November 18@ I la.m T he Gath erin g P lace, 609 Helmcken St Monday November 21 @ 11 a.m

To apply for Writing you must attend the intake session and complete an application. Writing is a

three-month course that starts on January 3rd and runs every Tuesday night from 7-9.30p.m. All classes take place at UBC West Point Grey campus.

Humanities 101 Community Programme Dr. Margot Leigh Butler, Academic Director Paul Woodhouse, Programme Coordinator Alison Rajah, Programme Assistant Greg Scutt, Public Programmes Assistant Kelsey Croft, Programme Assistant Wil Steele, Programme Assistant

tel. 604-822-0028 fax. 604-822-6096 Programme Office: #270 Buchanan E, 1866 Main Mall University of British Columbia Vancouver, B.C. Canada V6T IZI

Website: http://humanitiesJOJ .arts.ub.cal

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•• WHY OUR OWN CULTURE?

• POOR PEOPLE ARE LITERALLY LEFT OUT OF CULTURAL EVENTS. \-.'E CAN'T AFFORD THE • TICKET PRICES. EVERYTHING FROM THE OPERA TO ROCK CONCERTS COSTS A LOT OF

MONEY. \.JE HAVE TO ASK: \ffiO IS THIS 'CULTURE' BENEFITTING? NOT US. SOME-• BODY l'IAKES A LOT OF PROFIT ON THIS STUFF. IF THIS IS MY CULTURE, HOH COME • I'M EXCLUDED FROM IT?

OUT OF NECESSITY WE 'MAKE' OUR OWN CULTURE. WE LEARN HO\v TO SE\v CLOTHES FOR • THE KIDS. WE LEARN HOW TO QUILT TO KEEP \\TARN. WE IMPROVISE CREATIVELY AND • JUGGLE OUR SCANT RESOURCES. \-.'E USE ODDS 'N SODS TO DECORATE OUR LIVING

SPACES. \.JE WRITE DOWN OUR THOUGHTS. WE TEACH OURSELVES Hmv TO PLAY MUSIC . e IN OTHER WORDS, WE SURROUND OURSELVES WITH CULTURE OF OUR mVN MAKING •

• YET IT NEVER GETS RECOGNISED AS ' CULTURE'. WHY? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HANG IN e ART GALLERIES OR BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE TO PAY A LOT OF MONEY TO SEE IT •

• MOST OF THE WORKS IN THE FIGHTING POVERTY CULTURAL DISPLAY & EVENING ARE FRON PEOPLE WHO HAVE NEVER OR RARELY SHARED THEIR WORK PUBLICLY BEFORE. THIS IS

• THE FIRST PUBLIC CULTURAL DISPLAY MADE FOR AND BY PEOPLE WHO ARE LOW INCOME • THAT \\IE KNmv OF.

e A LOT OF PEOPLE SAY "OH, MY STUFF'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR DISPLAY OR STAGE." .. THAT COMES FROM OUR FEELING LEFT OUT OF CULTURE. NEXT TI~ffi, MAYBE YOU'LL e BRING SOMETHING AND THE EVENT WILL GET BIGGER •

• CULTURE FROM A SHARED BASIS BUILDS UNITY & IMPETUS TO STRUGGLE ON . GOVERN-MENTS TAKE CULTURE SERIOUSLY. IN SOME COUNTRIES THEY JAIL POETS, FOR EXAMPLE •

• • IT'S TIME \.JE TOOK OURSELVES SERIOUSLY.

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OH YEAH. SEWING & POETRY & MUSIC & THEATRE & SCULPTURE & STUFF IS FUN TOO!

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~ Clearcut from Squamish to Prince George Clearcut from Nanaimo to Bella Bella Clearcut solution The Final Solution

It's Clear Cut Clearcut: Clear out of British Columbia

When i see our Earth all battered & bruised & ruptured & scraped & torched & raped i see that She is in pain after all

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Poor-Bashing:: The Politics of Exclusion by Jean Swanson, Toronto: Between the Lines, 2001

From the Greek philosopher Aristotle, through the Roman poet Horace, and up to our own time there is school of thought in western art history that believes truly good art 'holds the mirror up to Nature." Good art shows us human beings as we really are. It shows the sacred in us, and it shows the sleaze. It shows the immensely complex relationship between them. Inevitably, sleaze justifies itself publicly by strutting around the stage of life in noble disguises. H' s left to the audience to figure out what's really what and who's and name them for what they are.

And we to true to our own experience to do that. That school of thought is called Realism. Jean Swanson has put herself smack dab in the

middle of that tradition - only her stage is not the theatre but the politics of poverty in Canada. Poor­Bashing , the author tells us, is a book " about the war of exclusion, prejudice, and hate against the poor in Canada.'· (p.3).

But why call it '"war'"? Why call our (my!) response to Canadians on welfare "poor-bashing," l asked shrillly, defensively as [got into this book That lan­guage is so inciting! Swanson explains "Poor-bash­ing is when people who are poor are humiliated, stereotyped,. discriminated against, shunned, des­pised, pitied, patronized, ignored, blamed and falsely accused of being lazy, drunk, stupid, uneducated, having large families and not looking for work" (p.2) This, she says, is not only how they feel. It is how they are treated. We, who are comfortable, just don' t see it.

Jean Swanson gives us an immense amount of information about poverty a Canada - it is almost overwhelming. If that's all there were here it would be like other books and dusty official reports. But Swanson gives us much more than that. She gives us real people, the ones who are living without the

mone~· to care for their children or themselves. And she gtves them to us in their own voice. They speak for themselves . In Poor-Bashing I met Dennis and Bev. I met Rose Brown and Linda Moreau and other ~ople on welfare speaking in their own voice. Tell­mg of their own experience in government offices and foo~ banks. Sharing the feeling of diminishment created m them by not being what society values -mon~ ~d th~ confidence it brings. Their analysis of therr sttuanon is amazing. Their view of the causes of it is much truer to life than what we get from officialdom and the corporate-sponsored think­tanks.

But this book doesn "t just offer personal stories powert:ui as they are. Swanson analyzes the ' dynarrucs of poverty in Canada. She helps us understand w~y people are made poor and kept poor -by the dectstons of those who profit from poverty. Swanso~ makes the case that poverty is created by l~ws destgned to "pnnish" the poor and by corpora­tions that make economic decisions totally detached from concern for people or for our society. This " " f . us~ o people as fodder for the gains of the elite is JUshfied and encouraged by the Fraser Institute and ~e media. Once the poor are made ·'the enemy" this vte~v finds sup~rt among large numbers of very ordmary and smcere people feeling insecure in a "competitive" world. We cooperate with the view tha~ the poor deserve what the~ get (or. rather, don' t get.) because they are responstble for not helping themselves.

Jean Swanson gives us a provocative view of the history of how we are trained to see poverty in and under capitalist economics. In the Middle Ages, she notes, the poor were seen as the ones especially loved by God. Therefore, they had dignity and they were vvorthy of help. A person would be accountable to God and to the commnnity for how he/she responded-with compassion or rejection- to the needs of the poor. "Poor-bashing, ,. Swanson proposes, arose onlv

with industrial capitalism, the rise ofindividuafism, and the view of work as moral and unemployment as immoral fostered as a spin-off of Protestantism. She traces the ~istory of the demonization of the poor by the mdustnalists and governments in Britain in the late 1700s and throughout the 1800s. The 1990s represented a severe return to a harsher form of

CHINESE PROVERB - If we do not

change our direction we are likely to end up where we are headed. [online awards to Citizens ofBC- The Tyee] Jean Swanson is coordinator of the Camegie Com­munity Action Project in Vancouver, an organization dedicated to the welfare of the Downtown Eastside, one of Canada's poorest neighbourhoods, and has been an anti-poverty activist for more than 30 years. Swanson is a strong proponent of the idea that pov­erty is neither a choice nor a failure of the individual but more so a failure of a political and economic sys­tem. And she's found innovative ways to bring the issue to the rorefront of the political agenda. In the lead up to the Olympic Games, she appealed to the U.N. Special Rapporteur on Adequate Housing, to intervene on behalf of the Downtown Eastside "with the Vancouver municipal government, the gov­ernment of British Columbia, and the government of Canada, to urge them to end homelessness and im­prove housing conditions in our neighbourhood, the city, province and country."

"Jean has also a lways made a point of working col­laboratively with low-income people in order to en­sure they are as involved as poss ible in issues that effect them ... She endeavors always to ensure that poor people have a voice in the public policy issues that directly impact their lives ... She is widely re­spected. Jean Swanson is principled, tremendously hard working and very inspiring."

Problem Children Never Forget .. late night radio talkin' KGO San Francisco San Jose Oakland it's a different world late at night the ionosphere drags in the s ignal 1 get the news nobody knows (or wants to) how in the3 City of Love 3 children this month wounded at errant bullets sprayed at them driveby gets a 3 year-old, 4 yr-old and last night

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an II yr-old girl wounded playing outside her home a separate report how Pedigrew got shot the president of San Jose chapter of Hell's Angels at his funeral some angel from Santa Cruz took out one of th' San Jose crew .. so to keep peace the 2"d Angel's funeral in a fortnight was private not to mention the Angel got dragged a mile under the wheels of a terrified motorist in a van closed the freeway for the. rest of the night last nite they play a taped 15 year-old cerebral palsy patient being whipped with a belt by her sadist Dad a Family Court judge no less - l couldn't bear to hear her screams; remember being whipped to the point the legs shook n the piss flowed uncontrollable another sadist the same tired excuses crashed me back to being held down and screamed at till the staff broke us down left us quivering snivelling broken children all under the guise of 'spare the rod spoil the child' the rationale of whipping Christian sadists who got off on the screams of defenceless children ... turning off the radio 'cause it all came back the abuse they called "caring" and "concern" oh ya " this will hurt me more than you" only you end up with black welts from your knees to your neck swollen and sore so bad you couldn't sit for a week and this the good white Christian folks was the way to keep us on the path of Jesus last night I listen to the lunacy the madness that the Great Satan perpetuates every day murder in the name of God killing children beat children to show Jesus' love, some compassion and we wonder when they scramble to get away from the abusers, the nuns, the therapeutic staff wrkr remember Olivia who drowned in 3 inches of water epileptic fit. but we all knew A lex the house head had raped and murdered her - but who listens to kids

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<·----.1~ A book of great interest was launched and celebrated on Nov. 1 0 at Gallery Gachet, 88 E Cordova Street. Tranquil Prisons: Chemical Incarceration under Community Treatment Orders By Erick Fabris Lecturer, School of Disability Studies, Ryerson University

In this unique academic study of psychiatric treat­ment, Erick Fabris, himself a former psychiatric pa­tient, discusses the use of chemical agents for treat­ment despite the availability of suitable alternatives. Calling for g reater professional and public account­ability and more therapeutic choices for patients, "Tranquil Prisons is a bold, in-depth examination of a largely neglected but important social issue.

- University ofToronto Press 'A brave and innovative book, Tranquil Prisons is a rare academic study of psychiatric treatment written by a former mental patient. Erick Fabris' original, multidisciplinary research demonstrates how clients are pre-emptively put on chemical agents despite the possibility of alternatives. Putting forth calls for pro-

fessional accountability and more therapy choices for patients, Fabris' narrative is both accessible and eye­

opening.' - Erica Burman, Research Institute of Health and Social Change, Manchester Metropolitan University

VANCOUVER OPERA

Romeo et Juliette Charles Gounod

French Opera at its best.

The first 75 people will receive free tickets to the final Dress Rehearsel of the opera.

Wednesday, November 23, 7pm Carnegie Centre Theatre

Workshop on

He£lrt Health ., .

\ ' Location: 3rd floo_r gallery

Carneg1e C entre

Date: Sunday. November 20 11 am- 2 pm

Please join us to measure vour blood . -pressme and learn more abour heart health

Canadians would be shocKed to know that funds set aside to green our economy are, in fact, being used to subsidize power to a mine that, in its very con­cepttion, is certain to destroy an iconic mountain

Todagin Mountain is today the mounta in that nobody knows. A wildlife sanctuary in the sky, it is an upland plateau that soars above the nine pristine headwater lakes of the Iskut River, the main tributary of the Sri­kine. Home to the largest population of Stone Sheep in the world, with enormous populations of wolves and grizzlies, it is wildlife habitat so rich that government long ago severely restricted hunting; only bows areal­lowed. Were Todagin to exist in any other place it would have long ago been protected as nationa l park or world heritage prese rve. Instead, the government has authorised Imperial Metals, the 75'" largest mining company in Canada- a small company, a handful of men, essentially - to construct an open pit copper and gold mine, process ing some 30,000 tons of rock a day for thirty years. The mine will inundate Black Lake with 183 million tons of toxic tailings and generate 307 million tons of waste rock. There are 4,000 copper mines in the world. To place one on Todagin Mountain, given its location and the extraordinary economic sig­nificance and beauty of the headwater lake di strict that it anchors, is like drilling for oil in the Sistine Chapel. The Red Chris is but one of the many industrial pro­

posals threatening the Sacred Headwaters. Shell Canada seeks to extract coal bed methane from a tenure of close to a million acres , a project that could imply the con­struction of as many as 6,500 wells with roads and pipe-

lines creating an industrial matrix over the entire head­water valley. .

None of these developments can proceed without ~ power. And the government has asked the people of Canada to absorb the $404 million cost of building a 287-kilovolt transmission line to nowhere- for its ter­minus, Bob Quinn Lake, is today nothing but a highway yard. Imperial will construct its own small line 70 miles south to tap into the provincial grid. The government will speak of expanding provincial infrastructure, Impe­rial of its private investment. There will be no talk of subsidies, even as Imperia l begins construction of a mine that will benefit few and compromise the lives of so many. What is perhaps most scandalous is the fact that $ 130 million of the costs of expanding the power grid is coming from our national Green Infrastructure Fund. [Excerpted from Wade Davis's article in the November

20 II edition of Common Ground.]

The Spinal Column

Growing from a dot of fl esh ­You need a microscope to see it You look into the microscope & what do you see? ... it looks like an eye looking back at you What's going on in that miraculous eye-cell world

(we live in)

Well of course it's building the spinal column -so we can exist on it

... or in it ... or coming out of it

We are buil t on the spinal column that arises out of this tiny fleshy micro-scopic pot of substance

where God is li fe rising like us when the body is rising & falling

getting born, being human & then disappearing into thin ai r Maybe if everybodies human face

was imposed on everygody else's human face living on this planet

You might have the first portrait photograph in the direction of God's Face

beyond space.

God might say '·good try- not bad .. but a little too photographic to he real"

TORA

WARNING!! AVOID BLACK TAR HEROIN

A few black tar users in Washington got Severe paral­ysis from the botulism germ toxin in skin infections.

THIS IS A DEADLY TOXIN *DON'T DO BLACK TAR NOW*

IT MIGHT KILL YOU

Daily Dope Report

Yo Bro' this is the news from the down and dirty ni tty g ritty s ide of the city down here we don't stop ti ll we drop the DTES the easts ide where you can't hide just who the star you are listen in to the CBC just now all the cu lture the gov't a ll ows a wine show can you beat that down here we got different ideas about whe4re it 's at

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Public Forum

CHARITY or JUSTICE? Monday, Nov.28, 7:00-9:00 pm

Grandview Calvary Baptist Church 1803 East 1st Ave, Vancouver

We are approaching the winter holiday season, and with it. the ubiquitous appeals for chari table dona­tions. The CBC will be hosting its 25th annual Food Bank day this year and numerous other organizations will be soliciting gifts ofvarious kinds to be distrib­uted to those in need. Yet after decades of these an­nual cyc les of charitable generosity, poverty is still alive and wel l within our communities.

So what would it mean to tackle the root causes of poverty rather than focus on its temporary a llevia­tion? What would it take to establish justice rather than promote occasional acts of charity? How might charity undermine justice rather than hasten its actu­a lization?

These are the issues we want to explore at this eve­ning forum. SPECIAL GUESTS: • JEAN SWANSON (Raise the Rates Coalition) "Eliminating poverty requires policy changes rooted in justice, not charity" • SETH KLEIN (Canadian Centre for Policy Alternatives) "Paying for a justice agenda requires fair tax reform"

around here we should have daily dialogue on dope what's up what's not exactly what you bought exactly

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what you got exhibited or not it' ll (sometimes) make you rot

we need a daily dope report about what's ok & what comes short what to shoot and what to snort

Dig Me Shorty wild Dickie

BEING HEARD (A WORKSHOP ABOUT COMMUNICATION)

The intention of this workshop is to offer downtown eastside community members an opportunity, whether it is for personal communication or public speaking, to understand communication skills.

We will discuss personal communication, ways to improve how you say what you saw as well as par-ticipation in practical exercises to experience speak

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Hatha Yoga Will be moving from Oppenheimer Park

to the Carnegie gym for the winter Thursdays @ llam

Workshop da tes are: November 14, 21, 28 10 a m- 12:30 pm, Carnegie Theatre

Sign up for this workshop begins November 1, 2011 at the Program Offi ce on the Jrd Floor of Carnegie.

The workshop will be led by Dalannah Gail Bowen and is limited to 15 people.

This feller ref ers to the case of Marlene vs V ancou­Jer Police. She alleges they pushed her away & over 11hen she was in Pigeon Park with friends.] Dear Readers, 1 spoke to my new lawyer on Saturday. My case

will be over by the end of the year. l want TV cam­eras in the coUJiroom to show everybody how dia­bolical the VPD real ly is. I'm lucky they didn't laser or shoot me. To Serve and Protect.. they attacked me when I was in a wheelchair. They are a disgrace to police in general. I want both of them to lose their jobs. They got no compassion whatsoever.

Marlene Wuttunee

'· Ya, I admit it I'm a crazy person if this world is sane then I'm au contrairc the war on Drugs cost more Mexican lives

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than the war in Iraq; Afghanistan's got the dope the army is guarding the poppy fields and the CIA's the biggest dope dealer globally not to mention the quacks and their killpills .. in the last decade prescription OD's have tripled goes on and on everywhere you turn

_ everywhere you look the same twisted picture so if those hookies represent reality

November the Second at the Church

There is some light flickering in the corner Flashlight or crack pipe Suddenly T am awake sort of 1 will have a shower T say

then it's insanity for me ? ·.

what's good is bad what' s up is down ,.

you'll find out when you reach the top i' II'' you're on the bottom

" and I'm proud to be a crazy mutha fucka •.• ~.' -' '

& I'm sitting patiently ,,q/ (' 1, •

resolving most tempests I' t .. ,, -~~.,. Personality connictions afflictions ·~\ \ ~~

\1 ;> ~ The floor is wet from ~ \\'. · · .:

Asshole to breakfast time ~.\\ !~ Hot water and soap the only remedy ~~ 1 -

Now in the Valley ofDeath and shadows 1 ~ I

Supernatural? Abmormal Dysfunctional ~

yet I see some Sparks from the fire Kindnesses unexpected Miss Nobody caring for her sicker sister

On the road from White Court Alberta-bound Looking for hope in Sodom & Gomorrah

gone tomorrow Already history, already legend Our own minds mindless Our bodies less than No temples for our familiars No fami liars only the stranger

all over again Our customs repulsive - our Way untenable Hold tight Christians, Jews and Muslims The time cometh long foretolod.

Wilhelmina Harriman

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least wise when I wake up in the morn' '1 -~' I know who I am can you say the same?

Ed Amos

Nietsche Reinvented

Miss him God is Dead tl/

A hollow of emptiness, a sham ~·-· ~-~-

A sham ami . ~~~ You came along, a joy, a yoy lfrt Till you depart ;'

Where is God? God is dead. 1

Where is Good, Nietsche? ·ft / ,(I

I am here : here I am I sent my soul to heaven -

my afterlife to spell Bye and bye my soul returned saying: I myself and heaven and hell The Bells of hell go ting-a-ling

for you and me

James MacLean

News from the LibrarY

New Books On the morning of August 5, 2010, thirty-three men

gathered at the entrance to the San Jose copper mine outside Copiap6, Chile, for a twelve-hour shift. A few hours into their shift, a giant section of mine col­lapses, and thirty-three men scramble to the safety shelter- a 540-square foot room stocked with enough food and liquid to last a group often men forty-eight hours. 33 Men: Inside the Miraculous Survival and Dramatic Rescue of the Chilean Min­ers (622.8) is Jonathan Franklin's account of their story. Night Falls Fast: Understanding Suicide (362.28) is a 1999 book by Kay Redfie ld Jamison, author of An Unquiet Mind. The author is not only a recognized authority on depressive illnesses and their treatment, but also writes from firsthand knowledge: at the age of twenty-eight, after years of struggling with manic depression, she attempted to kill herself. Night Falls Fast seeks to understand the suicidal mind, to better recognize the person at risk, and to comprehend the profound and disturbing sense of loss created in those left behind. Tile Hollow Bone: A Field Guide to Shamanism, by Colleen Deatsman (201.44 D28h), is an introduction to the practitioners, rituals, beliefs, and tools of sha­manism as it is practised around the world. Switching to a Mac: Portable Genius by Paul McFe­dries is for all of you who've wondered how to move from Microsoft to Jobs without losing all your docu­ments and e-mails. Jesse (The Body) Ventura is no shrinking violet. In 63 Documents the Government Doesn't Want You To Read (323 .44), he reveals U.S. documents about fake terrorist attacks, the military's experiments on its soldiers, and the CIA's guide to assassination. Even though it's aimed squarely at U.S. readers, Ventura's shock-horror style makes it a lively and controversial read.

Beth, your librarian

Vancouver votes

November 19, 2011 It's your chance to choose.

Vote: Election day is Saturday, November 19

What Election? Saturday, November 19 is the City of Vancouver's General Local Election Who can vote? Canadian citizens aged 18 and over, who have been a resident of BC for at least 6 months and a resident of Vancouver for at least 30 days ' Who am I voting for? Voters choose:

• 1 Mayor • 10 City Councillors • 7 Parks Commissioners • 9 School Trustees

Voters also decide on the Capital Plan, which allows the City to borrow money for big projects like new buildings What am I voting for? The municipal (Vancouver) government is in charge of things like:

• Police and fire services • Libraries, parks and community centres • Garbage and recycling • Water and sewer services • Some housing issues

Am I registered?

You can check to see if you're registered at vancou­ver.ca!vote. If you're registered, you should have received a voters' card in the mail. You can also register when you vote: You can still vote on November 19 even if you're not registered. You'll need to register at your designated voting place: bring two pieces ofiD if you can: one with your name and s ignature, and one with your name and address. If you don't have address 10, you can s ign a declaration or swear in front of an election

Defending the DTES by any Legal and Moral means Necessary -Part VIlli

The community wants to concentrate on a similar upcoming action over the non-funding of the emer­gency HEAT shelters etc. So i wi ll not be doing the action at Crab park on November 16. Nathan Edelson, the former senior city planner for

Vancouver Downtown Eastside told me at a confer­ence last Friday at UBC for Indigenous planning that he is for a 3 yr moratorium on all new condos in the DTES and is willing to talk to anybody about it. I suggest, this option should be pursued vigorously-

official that you live in the polling district. Acceptable Identification Documents: BC CareCard or BC Gold CareCard BC Driver's Licence BC ID card (from the Motor Vehicle Branch)

( Birth Certificate · Canadian Passport ( Citizenship Card

Credit card or debit card ICBC Owner's Certificate of Insurance & Vehicle Licence Income tax assessment Welfare Report/Request for Continued Assistance (HSD081) Native Status Card Nexus Border Card Property tax notice Social Insurance Number Transllnk Annual Pass (not monthly pass) Student Card Utility bill Vancouver Public Library Card *If you don't bring 10 with your current address on it, you can swear a Declaration of Identity and Residence before the Returning Officer. *If you have no 10 you can get someone who knows you to swear a Statutory Declaration or swear an affidavit. You can­not have two declarations or affidavits as two pieces of 10 *Homeless people can vote giving a general place (corner of Main&Hastings) or shelter as an address. Where and When On November 19, polls are open from 8am to 8pm. Where you vote depends on where you live. The Carnegie Centre is a polling station. To fi nd out where your closest poll is, talk to a librarian, look on the notice board in the library, or go to vancou­ver.ca/vote. Remember: bring your voting card or 10. Want more information ? Talk to a librarian.

both now and in the Local Area Plan. As of now both Mayor Gregor Robertson and Susan Anton said they are not for a pause or moratorium in the DTES ...

There are a lot of homeless people, aboriginal and other committed peoples at the Occupy Vancouver encampment: we really should defend them as best we can. I place the blame on any chaos on Police Chief Jim Chu and Mayor Robertson for putting at risk Peace Officers and the Occupy Vancouver Movement Peoples: Just to falsely strengthen their case for a court injunction. It was a blatant provoca­tion, knowing full well peoples will have to protect the Sacred Fire.

This is my last article. But I don't want anyone to think I have no sense of humour-so I'll end with this­The barman said ·'I'm sorry, we don't serve faster­than-light neutrinos in this bar:' A faster-than-light neutrino \.Valks into a bar.

______ _.rAil Mv Best Homeless Dave ' ,·· -\ -"" . " ' ;_ '_ l'll ~- \

\ •<y- · c ". ~ . ' ~-~ .. \. :i /~ ~

·, , __ . . _/~ Penance Whi le there's still daylight, time enough to say what I have to .. need to .. tell you all Sorry for all the shit I've done, sorry for what I neglected to do- either way, gotta say you get in a lot of trouble trying to do what's right .. the road to hell paved with good intentions and all I quit dope only to see the process do more damage than the stuff coulda .. come down trying to cope how the monster was let out, all the terrorizing and the garbage needed to get thru, work out, throw out the diseased parts of my battered psyche; the old me never thought I was doing wrong but all along I was causing more grief to everyone around me can't fix up what I fucked up, can't just say hey hey 'I'm sorry' but. .. but don't cut it, mister can't have it both ways sister there was a train for freedom but I missed her these days I'm really grateful 'cause l see what a headcase I've been, I see the sin I'm repentin' over; time enough to set it straight say it now 'fore it's all too late

AI

The primary needs of all human beings are air, food, water, housing, love and self-appreciation. All of these are necessary for us to be able to challenge and resolve the difficulties we face during our lifetimes. Primary concerns are technology and lifestyle changes (positively or negatively) at any level of society. The drugs, violence and offences against others that I witnessed over so many years were, in most cases, only symptoms of a primary problem. They were the secondary results of not meeting one or more primary human needs. I call this the Humpty Dumpty consequence.

Societal adjustments that allow us to continue providing help to people in need have been disappearing with each passing decade. We are seeing the subtle demise of a system of values that provided a firm foundation for family life, caring and involvement in our society for hundreds of years. I believe that education and intervention can work to reverse this trend if credible ideas come from aware, dedicated, on­

the-spot professionals. Many people who ask for their help and advice are desperate and devastated and not punching a timeclock. You will find the knowledge at the grass roots level-listen and ask for direction toward resolution. Healing cannot start if our government, and society in general, lack or ignore the grass roots facts.

Listen with the goal of moving forward. Acknowledge, humbly, that ignorance is not bliss. The misery is visible and com­mitted agencies and services are already there. We have all the evidence of need but scattered funding is a waste. We must have funding that ensures continuity of intervention to make a difference that will be reflected throughout modern so­ciety and positively motivated into honest and committed action. Agencies must also work together to fill cracks and holes in coordinated services and intervention. Need continues after

agency hours and is aggravated further when continuity of care is not followed up on weekends or stat holidays. Trust and communication between agencies and compromised citizens allow them to connect and interact cooperatively, which is actually more cost-effective than over-funding services, independently. A continuum of care from intervention to

assessment, detox, treatment and ultimately recovery must be common goal. Shuffling the deck or moving money from one pocket another does not work but desire and motivation to complete circle

will. Strive toward resolution, not enabling. You cannot make a silk purse out of a sow's ear, to coin a phrase, but dedicated employees have always provided the

best services possible with the funding they get each budget year. The statistics and expertise are free for the asking-no tax dollars need to be spent to "strike a committee to study the problem." The real committee has been there all along to in­form, react, educate, and intervene for action and funding. We who have worked in the area for many years are the commit­tee. We have the answers to the questions. Just ask us, walk with us, ride with us and see for yourself. I am appal led by ignorance and comments like, "They made the choice to live that life. I'm not interested in listening or

providing ... ' Hey, big spender, open your eyes and look in your own backyard, maybe in your own family. It is there but you look the other way, saying that it's not your problem. Would you walk past a drowning man because after all, it was his decision to go on the boat ride without knowing how to swim? It was his choice and it's not your problem? With that said, put your feet up and enjoy a martini or two. That's your choice.

Nobody is asking you to fix something that ain't broke. We are asking you for your support to fix something that is broken. It is beyond the could-have, would-have and should-have stages.

My book speaks to societal problems that exist in any civi lized city worldwide. I nursed thirty-three years in this anti-social environment. Emotional, psychological and physical devastation was my teacher. The drugs we are seeing on the street today are quickly produced in large amounts and provide big bucks for the pro­

ducer. Ingredients are readily obtainable and sales are strong at all levels of society. The result is dysfunction and the dete­rioration of treasured and respected societal mores. There is no so-called "druggie corner' in our cities anymore; drugs are available everywhere, including Kerrisdale, Point Grey, English Bay and out at the University. Manny and I were once called to identify a body in St. Paul's hospital morgue. It was a beautiful girl from a wonderful upper class family, who had died of an overdose in the Hazelwood Hotel on East Hastings. We waited at St. Paul's for her parents after we'd confirmed who it was. Manny and I knew the girl's mom well, because she had been downtown many times looking for her beloved daughter. So very sad for everyone! The problem is no longer epidemic but endemic. As I've said before, the mean age of youth experimenting with crystal

meth, crack cocaine and Ecstasy is twelve years, with little gender distinction. Teachers are noticing marked changes in attendance, attitude, peer association and motivation. Parents are embarrassed and feel like failures. They are often in denial until the fabric of the family is seriously threatened. Don't forget to lock up your computer monitor cleaning fluid, be-cause they're huffing it! · The 'corner' is no longer the place where drugs are. Now it is where the pain and misery of the addict, the marginalized,

the dually-diagnosed and the poverty-stricken are visible to people on transit or in cars. But seeing them isn't enough. Peo­ple avoid "going through there" instead of thinking about what they see and what they can do. The question is, what can individuals do if their government doesn't seem to care?

In many cases a token budget is allotted and then the governing political party takes a bow for carrying through on elec­tion promise. But a band-aid application of miserly funding will not slow the deterioration of the Downtown Eastside. The term "homeless" is misunderstood by society and glossed over our elected officials. Our own prime minister, Stephen Harper, made media statements recently that used the word "junkies" in reference to Downtown Eastside residents. Look in the mirror, politicians at all levels of government. The image reflected is one of gross negligence toward those

interpreted as disposable people. Lumping all Downtown Eastsiders into the "junkie" category is indicative of the same atti­tude that led to irresponsible delays in acting on the long list of women missing from the area. Meanwhile political "junkies" band-aid over the issues of the Downtown Eastside, misinforming and placating the people

who elected them and trusted their mandate. In 2008 a $100 monetary "fix" was mailed to every citizen in the province of British Columbia by the finance minister as a "climate action dividend' -even to addicts and prisoners' Hmmm, no buzz, no high, not even pain relief for the Downtown Eastside. Think about the total dollars sent out and how

much harm reduction we could have received for that amount. Members of our provincial government got a substantial increase in salary a while ago, more than any collective agree­

ment entitlement for hardworking union members, those on approved long-term disability, minimum wage or worthy welfare recipients. It is time to stop rewarding negative behaviour by our governments. We are paying for their gas and they are giving us flatus in return. Trust me on this-1 am a retired nurse and no longer a mouth breather.

Mugged, Drugged and Shrugged: The Wrong Side of the Eastside by Bonnie Fournier. Trafford Publishing. Pg 179-183

Missing since May 2011

Angeline Eileen Pete Last seen in North Vancouver

Angeline is a 28 year-old, Quatsino First Nations Woman. Approx 150 lbs, 5'4"

Long brown hair (has been known to dye hair) Brown eyes (has been known to wear coloured contacts)

Please help, her entire family and her child miss her very much.

If you have information or tips regarding the whereabouts of Angeline Eileen Pete, please call:

Cst. Jaimie Myles (604)969-7519 or Cpl. Michael Kokkoris (604)969-7519

of the North Vancouver RCMP Serious Crime Unit

Or call Crimestoppers at 1(800) 222-8477 if you wish to remain anonymous.

Yorl R?1 ***(~*****\Bl***

Carnegie Theatre Workshop Special guest teacher

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Circling Crows An Epic History of Birds in the DTES

Oh hawk so high on the street lamp ~-.:.;;,. Offending the local crows . ~ The pigeon you hold in your talons ~ Struggles intermittently ( , Unable to escape your grasp Eat5en alive, chest open ! A murder of crows 1

Descends - your enemy For yesterday Hawk: you took down a crow;~ll~:w1111!1ii\.;JAII It lies in the gutter Unavenged Unmoving A silent sign of guilt The pigeons flee As the crows close in~

Phoenix

Missing women versus hockey: No contest ~ BURNABY NOW November 4

What is wrong with this picture?

The Missing Women Commission of Inquiry is hear­ing evidence suggesting that the police did not take the women's relatives' concerns seriously because the women were prostitutes, police didn't even file re­ports when tzunily members asked them to, and, as we heard before the hearing even started, essentially no one really wanted to invest a lot of time into the cases because they were marginalized women. The final toll of lost lives? Anywhere from 27 to 49 - the latter number coming from the serial killer's own recollection. Contrast that with the Stanley Cup riot where no one has lost their life, where the police presence- although large- is criticized because it wasn't large enough, and where the fallout from the riot became a campaign issue in Vancouver's civic election. Yes, the riot gave Vancouver a bad reputa­tion, and a lot of businesses and insurance companies are out millions of dollars. But it still appears there is no limit to the police resources that can be used on the riot cases. Thousands of hours of videotape have

been viewed. the premier wants the cou11 proceed­ings to be broadcast. Again, contrast that response to the women's inquiry where the government wouldn't even pitch in legal funds for parties to prepare pres­entations to the commission.

And then there's media coverage. We, the media, salivate over every mugshot of every drunken hooli­gan that we can get our mitts on. Oh, and did we mention that those mugshots land on front pages far more often than any of the coverage of the missing women's commission? The comparison between resources available for

missing "marginal" women and resources available for punishing hockey hooligans may seem extreme. But isn't it a strikingly sad reflection on what we seem to place value on in our society?

Each One~ Teach One

Free workshops

Monday, November 21st

Creative Banking: Banking 101 for Artists Time: 6pm-8pm Place: Classroom 2J 3rd floorJ Carnegie Community Center Volunteers: Simon Fulber and Ashley Roder.

Learn how to open a bank account; the importance of having somewhere to keep your money as opposed to keeping cash; difference between chequing/savings accounts; how to write a cheque; how to write an invoice.

Thursday, November 24

The Business of Art: Budgeting 101 for Artists Time : 6pm-9pm Place: Classroom 2J 3rd floorJ Carnegie Community Center Volunteers: Stefa KatamayJ Mila KhaskinJ and Jaspreet Dhillon.

This workshop wiLL be heaviLy budget-focusedJ but weJLL save some time for speaking about discLosing information to the government) tax write-offsJ and cLaiming income & assets to the Ministry (i.e. Income Assistance and DisabiLity benefits) .

Seating is limited. Please register for 1 or 2 workshops by:

Friday~ Nov 18~ 12 noon.

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My Little Sister

To takea minute To look at you -Animated, spinning, wobbly somewhat topsy turvy You whose name I have never asked nor known. I know why 'cause I don't wanna get involved You're my type, and that's for sure, but I don't butts nor booze likewise never dope and drugs

__ However, I really can take care of- if you permit me. I will treat

• as a long-lost sister to whom l was never really close. I'll try to deliver you from any evil , abuse & entrapment. I will hug you hard and warmly, and dab up tears, and to allow to let you cry on my shoulder. I will always be at your beck and call, twenty-four seven I will ever wait upon you hand and foot to make sure you're safe and dry, out of and protected from the winter's harshness.

I'm in love with you oh yes I am yours for keeps Ponder this at night just before you fall off into a deep restful sleep.

Robyn Livingstone "

we are all born innocent i oung and pure

_Ji full ofl~ve ~ unknowmg of the word insecure

~"'"''v"' """,_,.,,, untouched by evil More from Nelly

Nelly put her belly close to mine' That winter, that almost spring

in Whitefish, Montana. The Jake frozen lightly - a skim of surface hard We ran naked and jumped -pumped by booze and high spirits,

in the clear and frosty ai r Stark raving loony down from Alberta for

Easter weekend.

Easter, late that year The spring sun turned the snow to slush Still, powder was on our lips in the stubel

Half sober we skied Without goggles or protection Swollen eyes and burned faces Young and reckless

We talked beer and we talked some more Our colourful toques nodding in assent Nelly and I had an ancient log cabin Four rooms all supplied Dishes and pots - twelve dollars God bless America and such affordable

style .. in the 70s .. In town people said 'Have a nice tomorrow'

quaint As the bar doors swung spring-loaded

in and out An other country- Abe Lincoln's

George Washington's ... Tennessee William Too numerous to mention So exotic to we Great White Northerners-

And Nelly more exotic than it all

Wilhelmina

yes, young and pure of who we are, we are sure of what we want to become ideals so pure we do not yet know how hard I i fe is we are blinded by our light our loving hearts not yet jaded our light is not yet faded

I lost my way in a dark place I found fake happiness and held it close I believed it was real I lied to myself Just so I could smile for a short while

When I was younger I was stronger d~dn't know about getting high d1dn't know this awful life hadn' t yet learned how to lie hadn't yet learned how it felt to die Never had really cried Never had to say a final goodbye

let the ruin wash away all the pain of yesterday cleanse your soul and lose all control fight fire with rain and feel no pain cry a while and walk away

Maria Laniado

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One Way Three Way

I am bound indefinitely by an unsigned contract () ~.~ This pact be consummated in bloody syringe between o/( 'y

myself and two deadly monsters once beloved . \ /' My heart is not mine but theirs /· . To bribe .

Tosign ~1 1

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0 :::~•ruled by creatures i'i/~} 1 ~ · So rightiess , ~~~~ So loveless · ~);!{) '-<(>Afb} So hopeless , 1 y 1#1 God is a falsehood An all-purpose scapegoat for the faults of humanity In realization of this I had gone in search of evil I'd heard Festering In back roads Below bridges High-rises Tucked away Until curiosity pushed

Brought me him, Brought me God in powdered form, Brought me love too intense for sheltered lambs to know

Where is the sheltered lamb? Her carcass has fled Left empty skin drowned in excess depths of regret I am rightless in my circumstance I am her hopeless hollowed heart I am a lover left loveless held up by a needle,

needless to say I need

Tyranny rules by convention Normalizes our oppression

Seeking to regulate and control Every aspect of life from Consciousness to labour

Squeezing us all into a slot or Fencing us out keeping

Its foot on our neck Keeping order

the time of tyrants is over the problem is

they won't admit it they're not about to relinquish

Voluntarily their hold on the world's resources.

Scraps of sanity scream Stop Get out Go Run Now But I do, do, do Him Him Oh god please not him Butldo,do,do All the defeat whispers Stop Stay Sit, first another hit And rewards me with dreamless slumber

Brought who him, him, him? Brought who Satan slicked up in whose veins? Brought who misplaced love, guided hatred and delirious sorrows in strange men lost lambs should never know?

Amber

The last of the tyrants is frantic his rhetoric lacks the zest of

a slick commercial on TV with less conviction he realizes that he is finished even as he carries on

with his part in the plunder of the world that we are all part of.

A frantic tyrant is lethal it doesn't take a prophet's skill to see

the collapse of a system that relies on the complicity of its victims

the tyrants need us to believe in them

to buy in to their system to pay for our oppression

if they kill us all off they have no one to rule

the time for resistance is now that we may devise a joyful end

to tyrannies limited vision that no more shall anyone profit from the distress of another and eople everywhere are free to live

With reverence upon the land.

Delanye

Race Though I had won the race quite clearly, the fa­

ther of the boy in the next lane, snatching his son across the line, claimed his son had won. After the judges had given me the large fire truck for first prize, I handed it to the boy and took the small pack of Matchbox trucks. I had begun crying but was then able to stop. The feeling (and I have only figured this out after years of intem1ittent reflec­tion on this incident from my fifth year) that I had at the time was one of greatest anxiety and disap­pointment. Whatever happened, it seemed to me then, it was the loudest, most boorish and selfish who would win, even if they lost, because they would insist, even as my father had insisted I ac­cept the first place prize, which by that time, what with the other boy's father holding his son tightly and completely ignoring what affect his protesta­tions and insults were having on him, had become a thing of evil, a word I never use anymore, by the way, but which still seems appropriate in this case even now. I was, in fact, both afraid for the boy and quite honestly sorry for him.

Talking to someone recently, I was reminded that, among native people in Canada, there is generally a sense or feeling of unworthiness, the result of genocidal and racist police, church and state poli­cies over a couple centuries, it is often stated. This feeling too, later, became part of the story of my own life as a race, perhaps, not that it is a race, but that, looked at as if it were a race, though I might come in first, once in a while, on a deeper level, I have never won and will never win. This attitude, this refusing first prize, becomes unavoidably, in a

society like ours based on arrogance and self­centered so-called success or so-called salvation, a society where the loudest, pushiest, most terrorist­like insistence, legislation and enforcement of some inane right or correctness or best always rules, antithetical, then becomes unworthiness, and eventually, I think, becomes invisibility. (The na­tive fellow telling a couple film crew folks about hard times for migrant workers in the Okanagan is invisible to them, only his stereotype remains, half­drunk and a potential security threat to their cords and equipment, their vehicles parked in the lane where he usually drinks with his buddies. They seem to listen, to tolerate his presence because he's an Indian, a similarly inebriated and blithering Caucasian they'd have dismissed or chased off im­mediately.) This corporate, academic, professional, managerial, political insistence and enforcement, this society of save yourself and right-is-what-rules doesn't even have words to describe what I am talking about, and yet any discussion of culture, whether ·it's native culture or the so-called main­stream, that does not begin with the best alternative to corporatist mentality, the hunter-gatherer men­tality, for lack of a better word, for example, is merely insulting and asinine entertainment, like the Aboriginal Achievement Awards. We're all fucked, we're all certainly wrong, and kindness or com­passion or love is all, surely, but I can't help feeling one can't be saved or successfi.1l here, or even at­tempt to be saved or successfi.1l , without becoming something of a terrorist of humanity.

Dan Feeney

reality poetry

1 sit down on a bench in grandview park a man around 30 sits down ne>..t to me his dark face is scored with acne and he just starts tal.kin to me

" i never had a girlfriend never had one don't have the looks it takes looks

and started laughin at me it felt like everybody on the bus was lookin at me and laughin i got off the bus \ i wiped off my shoe but i still stink

i panhandle enough each day for a bottle i live outside i sleep outside

·· i can't get in the shelters i went to one today

they tol_d me i smelJ.~ ba~Ji._ they sa1d you stmk · 1q ·:

~H..r~· .. :. and you smell like you been the only time ··.,.. • · i have a place to stay"'"~~ l is when i'm sick enough

~~~~-·~Siillllr.~ to get in the hospital .... ,.. ... ,...--~ --~-~;il;"l for a couple of days"

* 'tet b I fU%n "J'U6 ~ Y car maria von we/ier

clar~~ - johanna hauser w ola - henry lee; cello- finn manniche v~oL~~A-s. - ann okagaito & mark ferris

he looks at me and grins i get up to go to the pool at britannia .: ...... .. to try and steam some of the tension out of me .:_· ... ;. .... ;'-c~· · -..~· :1 · and he holds out his hand .,~.d""~'"tltJ,

and our hands do not shake each other' s so much as embrace ··· " ,;-;,.;· :.,,\7~:-J~~i~ and i walk away · · ·;·,. .~: .: , . ,.,~~ ~ •. ·

~ ~ o• .o • ~7 A" If ·~""'"" "1

thinking how lucky · ' · · · · · · · ·

i was today ' · to meet such a very great poet

Bud Osborn

A Huge THANK YOU to Everyone Involved!

Producing a festival on the scale of the Downtown Eastside Heart of the City Festival is a huge undertaking. It is a unique endeavour unparalleled, not just in Vancouver but also in Canada.

We couldn't produce this festival without the vast support of community individuals, organizations, sponsors and audiences. Your participation is greatly valued and appreciated!

Thank you to the many artists and organizations in the neighbourhood who present their work during the festival with commitment, passion and generosity. Your strong voices are essential to the success of the festival and to our community.

And t hanks to all the community members, organizations and businesses that welcomed the Festival into your spaces, parks and onto our sidewalks. Thank you for collaborating with us to present a spectacular festival of music, poetry, stories, visual arts, media arts, workshops, food, ce lebrations, talks and walks that reflect our home and community in the Downtown Eastside.

To continue to enjoy the 2011 festival visit: www.ahamedia.ca, the blog site of AHA Media. There you will find an abundance of photos and videos of many festival events.

The future: if you have a project or a program idea to contribute or suggest for next year's 2012 Festiva l give us a call, 604-628-5672, or talk with Rika 604-665-3003.

Thank you once more! The Festival program and production team

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