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Volume 1, Issue 2 of 2013 "LitSpeak" Magazine produced by the Arts & Sciences Department at KU-Maine. This KU-Maine produced magazine showcases the literary talents of our faculty, staff, and students.
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Storm is coming, storm is here.
Storm is coming, storm is here.
Where do I go from here?
Where is home, where is near?
Is home with you, is it here? Do
you know where I belong?
Where I live, where I long?
Where I breathe, where I need
to see? Is this where I need to
be?
S T O R M I S C O M I N G
P O E T R Y A N D A R T W O R K B Y E R I N B O O K E R
The Hanging Tree By Robert Wentworth
Finding solace in the most unlikely places
when all else fails it is still there,
Rejected by all, it does not judge.
The hanging tree is there to comfort,
The roots meshing deep into Mother Earth.
Creating a stable base to coddle you.
No words to degrade your sense of self-worth,
Just the loving arms of the hanging tree.
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V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
L I T S P E A K T H E L I T E R A R Y V O I C E
O F K U - M A I N E
I N S I D E T H I S I S S U E :
P E A C E F U L ( P I E C E S O F )
P E O P L E
B Y B E N L E T O U R N E A U
2
T R U E T R A G E D I E S
B Y B E N L E T O U R N E A U
3
T H E I N T R O D U C T I O N
B Y J O S H U A C O F F I N
4
T O D A Y ’ S T E E N
B Y K A T E - E L I Z A B E T H
W R I G H T
5
F A M I L Y P O R T R A I T S
B Y C H E R Y L C O F F M A N
6
F L U T T E R F L U T T E R
B Y J A N E B R O U S S E A U
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S E C O N D C H A N C E
B Y P E T E R G O R D O N
1 0
T H E L O V E T H A T F E L L
B Y J E N N I F E R S T E V E N S
1 1
H U R T
B Y W E N D Y N O B L E
1 2
H O S T
B Y R A C H E L J O N E S
1 3
J O H N A L L A N O F
R I C H M O N D
B Y T Y L E R P R U E T T
1 4
F I N A L T H O U G H T S
T H E E D I T O R S
1 5
Storm is coming, storm is here. Where do I go from here?
Where is home, where is near? Is home with you, is it here?
Do you know where I belong? Where I live, where I long?
Where I breathe, where I need to see? Is this where I need to be?
Peaceful ( Pieces of ) People
by Ben Letourneau
To tell the truth
While telling a lie
To lie in a bed as you stand on the pedestal
It is foretold, the telling of the dead and
The awake are in one body
In the end, the foretelling tells how the weird shall
devour the flowers and eat whole the
Trees they are buried beneath
But the weirdest part starts now, when you walk forth
but you are actually walking
Backwards
In the endless hallway
You turn around and start to burn
You burn with desire to get the hell out of there
But the pieces of people lie in peace
For they cannot go anywhere
They cannot think
They cannot link
They cannot fare thee well
Because they cannot do anything
The pieces of people are from your own body
As you were burned alive
By your own desire
Page 2 L I T S P E A K
Do talk, but please shut up
Do walk but please stay still
Perhaps you shall be a champion
But perhaps you shall fall down below
Where the ground does not grow
In this land of fire, ashes, wind, and water
Fire to burn you away
Ashes to mix with your own
Wind to take you away
As the water isolates you, alone
In the middle of bone
Where the waking drown
And the aching feeling
That you have done this before
In this land
There’s pastures of people lying in the middle of the
forest
Where the dead walk but do not talk
Where the flowers burn but grow
They wither and rise hither unto the sky
Of ashes
The pieces of people lie in peace
As the peaceful people lie in pieces
In the pastures of the dead and bones
The pieces of people are alive
True Tragedies
by Ben Letourneau
2013 KU-Maine Poetry Contest Winner
the passengers on the plane stood up
And fought to their dying breath
to the ground we go
to be silent
forever
but speak words of great volume
For an idea
can never perish
I am hope
and I shall follow you for a while
as you march off to your death
many years from now
And so we slept in our beds
I was there with you
in the same room
when you wished to die
you hoped you would die in your sleep
die of old age, so fast, so quick
and so precise.
Page 3 L I T S P E A K
And so we ran for our lives
we ran to the rescue boats
I was there
The colossal vessel is punctured with ice
we in the water shall freeze
slowly
till death
But some things can never die
And so we marched through the street
we marched to our death
I was there
the Jews walked through the street
and I, with them
I was silent for the remainder of my time with the
Jews.
To Dachau we go
to concentrate
and be silent.
Even silenced, I cannot die
And so we stood up in the planes
We marched to our death
I was there
The Introduction
By Joshua Coffin
You are just trying to be part of my crew
Number one rule always fly true
Number two never claim red always blue
But don’t get it twisted I’m not claiming crips
Just saying I’ve trained well with AK’s full clips
I never even slip
You could even confuse me with super grip
For even on ice
I’m so precise
I possess the same initials, so might as well call me Jesus Christ
Yup that sure right I’m just that nice
And for some reason
Your lyrical advice
Just isn’t ever going to suffice
In my days
I hate walking through life
Always weighed down with anger, hate, and some type of
overwhelming strife
Forget trying to conceal an emotional gun or a bloody knife
I’m just trying to find a good girl
So I hopped on Netflix
And hit up the good wife
I’m just trying to do me
To finally, ultimately, set myself free
I’m tired of the demeans within my family tree
I can’t bear it
They have poisoned me with such shame and greed
But that’s it, no more will my heart bleed
And my spirit’s drumbeat will never ever recede
But I do promise this day
I will never ever repeat my old past
Because now I’m on a fast track
To becoming America’s most liked upper class
So please don’t ever forget the name
You can call me mister 207, everlast
Page 4 L I T S P E A K
With each new rise of the sun
A new day has begun
Time to open my eyes
And become that prodigal son
Haaaa
Truth be told
I haven’t even begun
You see I’m not normal
I took a detour
And joined the Marine Corps
Opened up my eyes
And I was a son of a gun
Now I’m verbalizing so many lyrics
As if I had a third lung
But for right now just trying to get back to the top rung
But so-called friends always throw so much hate
Like an aggravated soul confused about everyday chitter-chatter
But pause, what’s the matter?
Mad because you have to work hard every day
And I was born with an unlimited façade, but it’s ok.
You see I’m not all good
So go ahead and claim your own hood
As for me
I’m mister 207
Reppin deep in Maine’s woods
Exactly the way I know I should
And yeah even though we are from the sticks
We have chosen ones that always throw up our invisible hoods
my days I roll with my sis around town
I always have a pencil or pen under the fitted
Pipin it like the largest jewel in my crown
I’m not originally from this music forsaken town
But Lewiston seems to be all mine now
Today’s Teen B Y K A T E -
E L I Z A B E T H
W R I G H T
No consequences.
Why should I come to my senses?
Show me the way,
Should I start to pray?
The music, the drugs,
The groupies and
thugs.
They have
all affected me
And maybe
even wrecked me.
But if you give me
your hand
Perhaps I can stand
Give me a
chance,
May I have this dance?
It’s not too late,
I can change my fate.
We’ll dance to the chance of a new moon
Things will be changing around here very, very
soon.
I’m going to be strong
And not just go along.
I know I can do it,
I’ll just have to prove it.
Page 5 L I T S P E A K
Woke too late,
Didn’t clean my plate,
Don’t have a job,
Act like a slob.
A little too lazy,
Drive everyone crazy,
Is it too late?
Am I sealed in this fate?
Sometimes I try,
But most times I lie,
Do you even care?
Are you really aware?
Can I have some money
So I can blow it on my honey?
Maybe if I went to church
I wouldn’t have to search.
No responsibilities,
No accountability.
Why don’t you help me?
Or even just belt me?
I get no discipline,
So I commit lots of sins.
Maybe if you cared,
I wouldn’t have even dared.
If I could feel the love,
Mortality would fit like a glove.
It is something you learn,
You would have to be stern.
I steal and don’t feel
So what’s the big deal?
Have you forgotten the way?
Teach me what to do and say.
It’s not too late,
I can change my fate.
Page 6 L I T S P E A K
This photo from 1893 shows the surviving family
members gathered around the storm shelter that saved 18 lives during the
tornado.
FAMILY PORTRAITS
By Cheryl Coffman
I would like to tell you a little bit about my family that I have been able to piece together from research and ver-
bal family history. My great grandparents, Washington and Rosalinda Lovejoy were born in Maine but, during
the rush to settle the west in the 1870’s, they traveled by steam train to Iowa where rich farmland was available
for settlement. My great-grandmother’s brother, Martin Page, had already settled there and encouraged them to
join the westward movement. They successfully farmed a homestead in the large expanse of prairie surrounding
the small town of Pomeroy until their retirement from the everyday struggle of farming around 1890. At this
time, they moved into town to live with their eldest daughter, Louise and her husband, Aden Saltzman.
(Continued on page 7)
F A M I L Y P O R T R A I T S C O N T I N U E D F R O M P A G E 6
Page 7 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
Aden’s parents ran the general store for which he worked as a teamster, making deliveries to the surrounding
farms. Louise baked pastries for the local restaurant. Having no children, Louise and Aiden were glad to have
her family move into their big rambling house on the corner of Otseego and Third streets. My great grandfa-
ther found work as a constable to support the four children still living at home. A constable was usually the
only law enforcement officer available to small towns at this time in history. Local sheriffs had to travel by
horseback across counties and were only available periodically. This was the time of local marshals like Bat
Masterson and Wyatt Earp.
Washington and Rosalinda’s immediate family included Marie, the next to oldest daughter; Ernest and Ed-
win, their twin boys; and the baby, Luther Neil. My Great-great Grandmother, Britannia Josephine, also re-
sided there with the family. No images of her remain as they were lost in a disaster which changed the dynam-
ics of this family forever.
On July 6, 1893. Britannia, the inspiration and teacher for Louise’s baking skills, was in the middle of pre-
paring a batch of white bread, the yeasty aroma of which could be smelled the full length of Otseego Street.
The heat and humidity of the day had residents worried about storms. The uncertainty had forced the family
into the storm cellar for most of the day. Britannia had become tired of sitting in the storm cellar and returned
to the house to retrieve her aromatic prize from the oven, even though most of the family still felt the potential
for a tornado was apparent. Within minutes a twister descended upon the house, crushing her under the fall-
ing chimney. Aden and Louise were also in the house at the time of the tornado. Aden received a blow to the
head from flying debris and was propelled into the back yard along with Louise who sustained a back injury.
Aden was rendered deaf from the blow and never fully recovered his mental stability. Within days of the
storm he became physically abusive to Louise.
Family Portraits continued from page 7
This photo (and on Page 2) shows the surviving family members gathered around the storm
shelter that saved 18 lives during the tornado. Aunt Louise sits properly on a mound of dark
Iowa earth, her right hand holding the edge of her wide brimmed hat, as if to protect it from
being blown away in the same manner as her home. Her dog stands next to her; just close
enough to lean against her. Louise reassuringly touches her dog’s left front leg with her left
hand, which appears to be devoid of any jewelry. It leaves me wondering if this indicates an
unwillingness to be married anymore, or the simple loss of her wedding band in the storm.
Both survivors seem to take great comfort in the existence of the other. The dog looks off into
the distance with his ears at attention like a soldier alert to the possible return of the enemy.
One boot shows below the smocked hemline of Louise’s polka dot dress. The sun shining off
the patent leather looks pristine among the piles of house bones left from the cyclone’s meal.
Her twelve year-old twin brothers sit to her left. They are bare foot with summer tanned faces
squinting in the bright sun; their tattered, dusty pant legs suggest many hours of horseplay
among the rubble. The matching flat caps upon their heads hint at a flair for the stylish. Aden
appears in the back sitting alone as if ostracized from the family. Marie appears on the far left,
her hand resting on her hip, exhibiting the resilience and impatience of a teenager
who wants to leave this moment behind in order to get on with her life. Great-
grandfather, Washington sits on top of the door to the earthen storm cellar with
his hands clasped around e knee, as if he is nonchalantly resting on a log in the
back forty while taking a break from plowing. Great-grandmother, Rosalinda
stands on the far right, her care worn face a testament to the stress of pioneer life.
She is holding onto her three year old son, Luther Neil. He is holding a rattle in his tiny
hand as if not wanting to surrender his only remaining toy to anyone. The whole fam-
ily appears morose and disheartened in this moment frozen in time.
Page 8 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
Flutter Flutter
By Jane Brousseau
On a Friday morn, a passionate kiss,
is planted softly upon my lips
The heart and grace from a gentle man,
who once was a sailor man
Flutter, flutter the belly feels, as love abides internally I feel
Gracious and eager to see the light,
when time reflects the soul’s delight
Streams from heaven from Daddy dear,
protect and guide me through this year
Flutter, flutter the belly feels,
as love abides internally I feel
Honesty and forgetfulness is what I need,
I fought for this hard, I did indeed
I see the light before my own eyes, the twinkle from his soul forever is mine
Flutter, flutter the belly feels,
as love abides internally I feel
God’s grace is pure and surrounds us with his love, like the elegant butterfly that floats above
This is a sign sent from Heaven, to give us his gifts, all of our children
Flutter, flutter the belly feels, as love abides internally I feel
Page 9 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
Second Chance
By Peter Gordon
There was a time when everything was perfect
When life was at its fullest
Simple things were just that
“Simple”
Then that day comes when reality hits
When being comfortable doesn’t fit
Your life changes it’s adore
Mistakes happen
I tell you this for sure
Everyone deserves a second chance
However, not everyone will get it
Love was stronger than you gave credit,
Just take time
Believe and admit it
You learn
You make changes that need to be made
Having the time helps when love is delayed
“Remember”,
There are no second chances
When you are whole
You will see
Love is not blind
Love is real
If you believe, there is hope
Then just maybe
second chances
Page 10 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
The Love That Fell
By Jennifer Stevens
The falling glow of the new morning sun,
Sends a message to all from the loved up above.
The lost little souls who cared so dear,
Lost their lives to a world full of fear.
The tears they cry,
Their laughs they’ve shared,
Will always show us how much they cared
A peek of sunlight
A raindrop on your head
Is a sign to you from the love they will always send.
Remember your love is never too late
To give to someone, in a world full of hate.
Page 11 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
HURT
By Wendy Noble
I breathe great breaths of sorrow
For there will be no tomorrow
I sit and ponder the thoughts that wander
In my lonely slumber
The air smells of dark madness
My lust for you brings godly sadness
Won’t you ever come back, before I am gone?
Won’t you come back when the morning shines on?
They say to love unconditionally,
How does that work when you’re not next to me?
The thoughts in my head are empty
My body aches with envy
She gets all your pleasure
I am unwanted weather
I need a change, let me out of this rain
I feel I am unwanted, dirty shame
It will end, there will be a new beginning
For I will not let myself fall into the darkness that catches all
I am done, and I slowly walk on
There is light
There is sun
My heart beats again
You do not win.
Page 12 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
Host
By Rachel Jones
Have I been invaded?
Just a host for you, to come alive in my emptiness.
Here I am just watching time go by.
Numb inside from the ill surprise!
How have I been so inviting.
Just letting you walk around in me.
It takes its toll you stealing my soul.
We both know who I really am.
Do you think it would be that easy to take control?
No.
Page 13 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
JOHN ALLAN OF RICHMOND
by Tyler Pruett
A builder
Worked his men
To death
And on a bitter
Afternoon in Baltimore
Refused to send his workers
To the bucket line
As the Old South Church
Burned to the ground
John Allan of Richmond
Drove horses
Through blinding snowstorm
With a whip
And sold orphan babies
For high profit
Inside your soul
Lives a rainbow devil
He is your eyetooth
Page 14 V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
And fragrance—
Woe to you then, John Allan
You’ll live a cold eternity
That’s how Edgar
Spent his winters
Burning the furniture for heat
Eating autumn leaves in the stew
Stealing potatoes from the neighbors’ fields—
Pour some oil in his lamp, John Allan
Give him light
Kevin Kelly
Chair - Arts & Sciences Department
Jan Watson
Faculty - Arts & Sciences Department
This April, to celebrate National Poetry Month, KU Maine’s Arts &
Sciences Department held its third annual Poetry Contest for students, staff,
and faculty. Among the many excellent entries submitted by students and fac-
ulty were the winning student and faculty poems included in this issue of
LitSpeak. The many poems submitted to the 2013 contest dealt with a variety
of subjects and themes common to the human experience, including those
related to love, family, conflict, literature, and philosophy. Poets often explore
these and other subjects in their work, and while some readers may at first
find themselves in unfamiliar territory when dealing with some of the more
unique aspects of the poetic form, most will recognize and appreciate a poet’s
singular ability to speak to everyday human concerns. - Kevin Kelly
§ §
The writer Willa Cather once famously stated, "There are only two or
three human stories, and we go on repeating them as fiercely as if they had
never happened before." At a glance, these words might read as discourage to
the writer who asks himself, "What can I possibly write that has not been writ-
ten before?" Cather's words, however, should be taken as a heartening re-
minder that the themes and motifs that have reverberated through time-- trib-
utes to nature, reflections on family, explorations of identity, love, and loss--
will never exhaust themselves. Each writer who tackles these leaves a mark
that is as distinctive as a fingerprint, and the students who have contributed to
this edition of LitSpeak are no exception. What is perhaps most remarkable
about these themes and motifs is not the ferocity with which they are repeated
but our deep human need to share them in the first place. In the case of the
Kaplan students showcased in this publication, some are sharing their work
for the first time; some selections even represent students' first-ever venture
into creative writing. We hope you have appreciated their process. craftsman-
ship, and honesty as they have attempted to forge
connections with you, their audience. - Jan Watson
C R E A T I V E W R I T I N G C L U B
C O N T A C T I N F O R M A T I O N
Get Involved!
Kevin Kelly
Chair - Arts & Sciences Department
Jan Watson
Faculty - Arts & Sciences Department
Thoughts On Writing
“You have to read widely, constantly refining (and redefin-ing) your own work as you do so. It’s hard for me to believe that people who read very little (or not at all in some cas-es) should presume to write and expect people to like what they have written, but I know it’s true. If I had a nickel for every person who ever told me he/she wanted to become a writer but “didn’t have time to read,” I could buy myself a pretty good steak dinner. Can I be blunt on this subject? If you don’t have the time to read, you don’t have the time (or the tools) to write. Simple as that. Reading is the creative center of a writer’s life. I take a book with me everywhere I go, and find there are all sorts of opportunities to dip in … Reading at meals is considered rude in polite society, but if you expect to succeed as a writer, rudeness should be the second-to-least of your con-cerns. The least of all should be polite society and what it expects. If you intend to write as truthfully as you can, your days as a member of polite society are numbered any-way.”
― Stephen King, On Writing
L I T S P E A K
V O L U M E 1 , I S S U E 2
Write on . . .