Indigo Passages and Purposes

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Indigo Passages and Purposes

The Indigo life is no bed of roses. If you have read some of the particular traits ofIndigo people, you have learned that we have quite a bit stacked against us in our

early lives. In fact, we are classic late bloomers, and because of this, Indigo youthhave a very high amount of difficulty assimilating into the mainstream. This is mostly

because the mainstream caters to the average mind and intellect, and most Indigos arefar from average. This can result in the flaring of depression, and also the abuse ofalcohol and drugs. Sometimes it leads to suicide. Misdiagnosis of ADD and other‘new age’ illnesses add to the confusion, and the youngster is often drugged intosubmission at a point of life where they need to develop their minds the most.

Adults often don’t have it much better. Because of a lack of adult mentors andguidance, the adult Indigo person often finds themselves adrift, alienated, and at oddswith their lives and desires. Their particular Gifts can manifest themselves in veryfrightening ways, and the great physical and mental changes that their prime begins to

bring to them can frighten them into paralyzing panic attacks.

In this essay, I hope to address these things, and bring some insight and perhaps somecomfort and encouragement to folks who recognize themselves as Indigo.

I get a lot of email from people about my Indigo writings- more than any other subjectthat I speak about. One correspondent put our particular problem into perspectivewhen he quoted Barbar a Bower’s thought that: "Indigos start as product and gradually

through their lifetimes, move into process."

Translated into Plain ol’ English, this means that we are late bloomers. We have tohave a certain critical amount of experience and insight and wisdom before our realwork begins. Without that experience, we languish. Some start this process earlierthan others, but it eventually boils down to events that occur in ones twenties andthirties and lead to developments in one’s forties, fifties, and si xties.

At this writing, I am 42, right in the middle of the main transition into my prime oflife, and currently at the beginning of the Sixth Cycle of seven year cycles of life. My

passage into this period of time was a particularly rough one, but also veryenlightening. Perhaps my experience will help ease this passage for others who arecoming upon it.

My Fifth Cycle of seven years (35- 42) was relatively quiet. It was a ‘down’ time to permit time to study, work on internal growth, and prepare myself for the next activecycle of life. I learned to use my particular Gifts, became good at writing,



webmastering, moderating groups and boards, and permitted me to amass innerstrength to again become active in public. Being ‘public’ is very difficult for me -although I am a pretty good speaker (so I am told), I dislike large crowds andgatherings, and tend to avoid them. But my Guidance was insistent that I build andhone these particular skills, because I would be needing them and the inner strength I

built to get through the next Cycle. I was also told that I would be undergoing somechanges to my senses- and the act of making these changes would be painful.

I did not realize how painful. As I approached my Sixth Gateway and my42nd birthday, my dreams began to change, and dark clouds gathered on my mentalhorizon. I was seized with bouts of anxiety and panic- what I called the "NamelessDread"- because all was calm and fine with my ‘real’ life, but inside, things were inturmoil. I would lay on the couch at home with what felt like a telephone pole

piercing my chest. Think about the worst betrayal of love, disappointment, or setbackyou have ever had- and magnify it by an order of magnitude. That was how I felt-without any cause. I felt like I was under constant psychic attack.

I finally had enough of this and went to my doctor for help. Allopathic doctors areclueless about spiritual crises, and I did not bother to try to explain this to him. Hedecided that I was depressed. My Pagan friends could not help me either- there was noritual or spell that could turn this off. They theorized that I might be under some sortof magickal attack, but we really couldn’t pin point what the source was. All I couldtry to do was deflect the energy into the earth and dissipate it.

My doctor prescribed "Lexapro" for my problem. It turned me into a zombie- unableto function, and constantly sleepy and dim. I could not read, write, or think- all I coulddo was veg out in front of the TV. He switched me to "Zoloft", which was actuallyworse- in addition to the older side effects, I had horrible dreams, gritted my teeth,and felt twitchy and quick to rage. And I was still a zombie. I finally had enough, andafter three months of nightmares, I quit the medications.

As the effects of the medications left my body, it was like the sun was rising on myawareness. Gradually, I could concentrate again, the strange dreams went away, and Ihad no more nap attacks. I could read novels and some technical matter withoutdifficulty, and gradually, my ability to write and think faded back in. The ‘flow’ was

back- and better than ever. And the ‘Nameless Dread’ was gone.

I also discovered that my native psychic capabilities were enhanced. I could hear myGuides much better, and their thoughts came in parallel instead of serially. My senseof other dimensions was enhanced, as was my understanding of some aspects of the

physical universe. I began to better grasp the action that thoughts and prayers andmagick has on reality, and how directed thought effects it. I felt closer to my Higher



Self, and able to interact with Hir much better. And my sense of time and space andtheir interconnections has changed- it would take an entire website to describe what Inow understand. Suffice it to say that my Big Picture has gotten much bigger.

Sadly, the Big Picture reveals a lot of spiritual rot in this world. It is like looking at a perfect apple with spots of decay growing upon it. Concentrating on certain areas ofthis rot makes it retreat and vanish, but there are many more areas where it isflourishing. I begin to realize that the enhancements I now have enable me to see thesethings, speak of them, and with help, begin to correct the imbalances. It is the planetherself which brought us here – to gently redirect the great mass of humanity in amore positive direction.

The Indigo Purpose

I asked my Higher Self to please explain to me (and you) why we had to manifest inthis particularly difficult manner. Here is what I have learned:

The Indigo passages are particularly rough and difficult for a reason. They burn awaythe dross and lassitude and inner ignorance and fear and temper us for strength in ourtrue work here. The personal victory over our problems in our personal lives and ourdiscovery and use of the unique Indigo gifts we have gives us the depth of experienceto weather the difficulties the entire world faces. With our own rough passages behindus, our job is to assume a role of mentor and quiet leadership for those who also seekLight. All the pain and suffering is our ‘been there, done that, here’s what I did to get

past it’ card. And it teaches us perseverance and gives us a depth of inner reserve thatwill be needed in the difficult days to come.

The current war is one obvious symptom of the great spiritual rot that has beengrowing in the world for the last half century. In spite of incredible technologicaladvances and breakthroughs, people have sunk into incredible depths of helplessness,

physical and spiritual poverty, ignorance, fear, and religious fanaticism. Others havetaken the opportunity of the general indifference to their governments andcommunities to seize and consolidate power, squashing all competition and dissent.The gap between the rich and poor – in both material and spiritual matters- has

become enormous. Miscommunication and disinformation is rife, and Truth is a rareand fleeting thing. Everything has its particular ‘spin’, and the absurd is now normal.We have great technological tools and incredible scientific advances, but they are

being put to horrible use. Good ideas are being buried under piles of litigation. A great



cloud of fear-filled darkness is enveloping our world. A tiny number of power- addled people is steering the great mass of humanity and its world into darkness and spiritualslavery.

What is the Indigo purpose? Our purpose is to anchor small, but growing points ofLight, Life, and Love into these growing spots of darkness- to provide a place andmeans of hope, awakening, and insight which will begin to dissipate the darkness.This is done in a natural and subtly quiet way, not by forceful preaching or screamingin the streets. Indigos must use our natural Gifts and our particular places in ourcommunities to establish and anchor the Light, and do it in such a way that thecommunity we serve believes that they did it on their own. (They may eventuallydiscover the Lightworker in their midst, but they will have to look carefully!) Ourstrength will give strength to those who feel hopeless, and Awaken them, permittingthem to shine their own Light into the darkness. Person by person, soul by soul, light

by light, the vast majority of people will outstrip the spiritual darkness and turn thisworld around. Fear will be replaced by love and tolerance. Ignorance will be replaced

by knowledge. Lassitude will be replaced by action. Dogma will be replaced by directunderstanding. Balance will be restored to both humanity and the planet. We will

become true spiritual peers, not the ‘us’ and ‘them’ of the old ways. When a critica lturnover point is reached in the relighting of our world, our awareness of this planet asa living, conscious being will become more commonplace. People calling themselvesEarth Talkers will appear, speaking for the local areas, directing the inhabitants toutilize the land in an optimal way. As people Awaken, they will become more attunedto the Greater World- our local Cosmos- the sun, moon and planets, and learn to workwith their cycles of energy to heal both themselves and the planet.

We will continue to evolve. Some Indigo people are undergoing another passage intothe next octave of awareness- what the New Agers call "Crystal", but also known asOctarine. These people will have the ability to see the vast array of thoughts, dreams,wishes and needs of humanity, and to pop in and out of various dimensions at will tohelp work on these needs. They have highly developed and directed minds- and arecapable of sensing more than one universe or dimension at a time. This enables themto be in more than one place at once, and help to direct Light to places most badly inneed of it. They use dreams of hope and love as well as serendipitous solutions to help

anchor the Light, and give positive visions to those whose word would propagate theLight thus established. They help to sow and establish hope and catalyze the ability toovercome difficulty. They tighten the light bulb in its socket.

This breakover to Light will begin slowly, but as it propagates into the world, will pick up speed and flash into reality, overturning the darkness in a dramatic manner.The old oppressors will try to keep their stranglehold on the planet, but in turn will



also realize the Light will heal them as well. In letting go of the old way of imbalance,they help to return the world to stability, peace, and balance.

This is our purpose. This is our mission. This is why we have been run through thegrinder. Now that you have an idea of the Big Picture, you can begin to see a way tomake it happen. It is a change of mind, a change of heart, and an opening to ourgreater potential as human beings. It can be done without the weapons, terror, death,and suffering of the Darkness. It is happening now, and you are part of it.

Think about that…

Pax et Lux

Sunfell

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