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This is a wonderful collection of New Age prose, affirmations, prayers, and poems by an unknown writer who, while wishing to remain anonymous, still manages to create some of the most spiritually profound, radiant and cheerful writings of the current generation.
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A WORD FROM THE LIFE FORCE
I am the Creator Some call me God I exist in all that is
seen and unseen When I am felt as a high vibration I am
experienced as LOVE and as love I radiate my golden light upon
this world and from within this world
As the clouds drift by quietly softly they are not aware of
themselves as you They are aware in a way that matters not if
they play in the sky or drift serenely among the water of the
ocean This is their journey and is embraced as such
Look down at your feet positioned upon the Earth Mother
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You are extremely aware of yourself and there are many places
that you exist When you have greeted another you are existing
within their mind and memory You exist within dreams your own
memories and that which you cast out into the future Indeed
many live a great deal of time in these places
But there is a glorious place within that perhaps is seldom
tended to and that is within your own heart In the mind the heart
is often associated with emotional pain Allow I the Life Force to
take you on a journey into this holy place venturing into the pain
free meridian
Close your eyes so your lids are resting softly upon your
face Focus on your breathing for a few moments Now look
inward into your heart Tell me what do your see and feel Grief
Sadness Love Now look past the scorn the fear the love that
needs a reason to exist Allow yourself to swim deeper and
deeper still for you are merely floating upon the surface of a vast
and grand ocean
This place may seem dark and empty This obscurity was
created by you It is a shroud born from a consciousness of
separation from your source But within the darkness the
emptiness as you swim onward you will beloved beings see my
blessing shining as a living golden light nestled within your
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sacredness deep within the water
Touch this light embrace it with your feelings It now forms
into a tiny new born infant Now gather it gently into your arms
The babe of light awakens at your touch and opens jewelled
eyes A tiny golden hand reaches up to touch your cheek The
beautiful face smiles bestowing upon you all powerful non
conditional love
Know that this sacredness that you cradle is an unexplored
universe within every human being Nurture this creation now
blessed by your discovery and the awakened one will hold your
hand Together you will begin your journey and together you will
grow as one evolving into the knowing of the holy being that you
are and always have been
Know I am with you throughout the journey embracing you
with a love that nurtures an eternal binding of the golden light
Yes shine this light Radiate it out for all to see and when
gazing upon another who is embracing anger or pain look deeply
into their eyes and down down into their heart and give ones own
blessing of love to the child of light who lays in sleep that it may
awaken And when they look into your eyes and see the divine
love within that you share you will live in a special place in their
memory a place seldom touched
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I desire that you seek me within your heart and enter into the
pain free meridian and then through the eyes of others you will
see for within divine love there is no sense of separation May
your dreams be of love Your past hurts be transformed through
acceptance and may your future be illuminated with the divine
golden light Seek peace within and embrace your journey
So Be It
6
GENTLE REALITY
Introduction
Imagine for a moment a child standing in a valley before the
rosy arc of an unrisen sun She is pictured in a moving silhouette
adorned in a flowing white robe Her arms rise to embrace the
celestial light radiating from the hidden star `Comersquo she
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whispers `comersquo calling forth the sun
Feel the innocence of the child Sense her purity and
strength of spirituality as she connects with the light She offers
the dawn the light of pure love emanating from her heart in
radiant streams of gold
The sun bursts forth as a glistening sliver of fire In a
whisper golden rays stream out searchingly then embrace the
child She accepts readily this energy from the rays of the sun A
sun created by a thought from the mind of God that there be His
light shining upon this world eternally in the dawn eternally
within the heart of the child
This childrsquos image exists within you my friend It is never lost
but often forgotten left to slumber in the depths of your being
Existing within your heart is innocence grace purity nobleness
true love compassion Gods light and wisdom Know this
discover truth set yourself free to return to a conscious
awareness of Gods loving embrace His gentle reality
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YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
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To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
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THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
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enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
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and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
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THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
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Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
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the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
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mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
2
A WORD FROM THE LIFE FORCE
I am the Creator Some call me God I exist in all that is
seen and unseen When I am felt as a high vibration I am
experienced as LOVE and as love I radiate my golden light upon
this world and from within this world
As the clouds drift by quietly softly they are not aware of
themselves as you They are aware in a way that matters not if
they play in the sky or drift serenely among the water of the
ocean This is their journey and is embraced as such
Look down at your feet positioned upon the Earth Mother
3
You are extremely aware of yourself and there are many places
that you exist When you have greeted another you are existing
within their mind and memory You exist within dreams your own
memories and that which you cast out into the future Indeed
many live a great deal of time in these places
But there is a glorious place within that perhaps is seldom
tended to and that is within your own heart In the mind the heart
is often associated with emotional pain Allow I the Life Force to
take you on a journey into this holy place venturing into the pain
free meridian
Close your eyes so your lids are resting softly upon your
face Focus on your breathing for a few moments Now look
inward into your heart Tell me what do your see and feel Grief
Sadness Love Now look past the scorn the fear the love that
needs a reason to exist Allow yourself to swim deeper and
deeper still for you are merely floating upon the surface of a vast
and grand ocean
This place may seem dark and empty This obscurity was
created by you It is a shroud born from a consciousness of
separation from your source But within the darkness the
emptiness as you swim onward you will beloved beings see my
blessing shining as a living golden light nestled within your
4
sacredness deep within the water
Touch this light embrace it with your feelings It now forms
into a tiny new born infant Now gather it gently into your arms
The babe of light awakens at your touch and opens jewelled
eyes A tiny golden hand reaches up to touch your cheek The
beautiful face smiles bestowing upon you all powerful non
conditional love
Know that this sacredness that you cradle is an unexplored
universe within every human being Nurture this creation now
blessed by your discovery and the awakened one will hold your
hand Together you will begin your journey and together you will
grow as one evolving into the knowing of the holy being that you
are and always have been
Know I am with you throughout the journey embracing you
with a love that nurtures an eternal binding of the golden light
Yes shine this light Radiate it out for all to see and when
gazing upon another who is embracing anger or pain look deeply
into their eyes and down down into their heart and give ones own
blessing of love to the child of light who lays in sleep that it may
awaken And when they look into your eyes and see the divine
love within that you share you will live in a special place in their
memory a place seldom touched
5
I desire that you seek me within your heart and enter into the
pain free meridian and then through the eyes of others you will
see for within divine love there is no sense of separation May
your dreams be of love Your past hurts be transformed through
acceptance and may your future be illuminated with the divine
golden light Seek peace within and embrace your journey
So Be It
6
GENTLE REALITY
Introduction
Imagine for a moment a child standing in a valley before the
rosy arc of an unrisen sun She is pictured in a moving silhouette
adorned in a flowing white robe Her arms rise to embrace the
celestial light radiating from the hidden star `Comersquo she
7
whispers `comersquo calling forth the sun
Feel the innocence of the child Sense her purity and
strength of spirituality as she connects with the light She offers
the dawn the light of pure love emanating from her heart in
radiant streams of gold
The sun bursts forth as a glistening sliver of fire In a
whisper golden rays stream out searchingly then embrace the
child She accepts readily this energy from the rays of the sun A
sun created by a thought from the mind of God that there be His
light shining upon this world eternally in the dawn eternally
within the heart of the child
This childrsquos image exists within you my friend It is never lost
but often forgotten left to slumber in the depths of your being
Existing within your heart is innocence grace purity nobleness
true love compassion Gods light and wisdom Know this
discover truth set yourself free to return to a conscious
awareness of Gods loving embrace His gentle reality
8
YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
9
To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
10
11
THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
18
is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
20
greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
22
express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
26
Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
3
You are extremely aware of yourself and there are many places
that you exist When you have greeted another you are existing
within their mind and memory You exist within dreams your own
memories and that which you cast out into the future Indeed
many live a great deal of time in these places
But there is a glorious place within that perhaps is seldom
tended to and that is within your own heart In the mind the heart
is often associated with emotional pain Allow I the Life Force to
take you on a journey into this holy place venturing into the pain
free meridian
Close your eyes so your lids are resting softly upon your
face Focus on your breathing for a few moments Now look
inward into your heart Tell me what do your see and feel Grief
Sadness Love Now look past the scorn the fear the love that
needs a reason to exist Allow yourself to swim deeper and
deeper still for you are merely floating upon the surface of a vast
and grand ocean
This place may seem dark and empty This obscurity was
created by you It is a shroud born from a consciousness of
separation from your source But within the darkness the
emptiness as you swim onward you will beloved beings see my
blessing shining as a living golden light nestled within your
4
sacredness deep within the water
Touch this light embrace it with your feelings It now forms
into a tiny new born infant Now gather it gently into your arms
The babe of light awakens at your touch and opens jewelled
eyes A tiny golden hand reaches up to touch your cheek The
beautiful face smiles bestowing upon you all powerful non
conditional love
Know that this sacredness that you cradle is an unexplored
universe within every human being Nurture this creation now
blessed by your discovery and the awakened one will hold your
hand Together you will begin your journey and together you will
grow as one evolving into the knowing of the holy being that you
are and always have been
Know I am with you throughout the journey embracing you
with a love that nurtures an eternal binding of the golden light
Yes shine this light Radiate it out for all to see and when
gazing upon another who is embracing anger or pain look deeply
into their eyes and down down into their heart and give ones own
blessing of love to the child of light who lays in sleep that it may
awaken And when they look into your eyes and see the divine
love within that you share you will live in a special place in their
memory a place seldom touched
5
I desire that you seek me within your heart and enter into the
pain free meridian and then through the eyes of others you will
see for within divine love there is no sense of separation May
your dreams be of love Your past hurts be transformed through
acceptance and may your future be illuminated with the divine
golden light Seek peace within and embrace your journey
So Be It
6
GENTLE REALITY
Introduction
Imagine for a moment a child standing in a valley before the
rosy arc of an unrisen sun She is pictured in a moving silhouette
adorned in a flowing white robe Her arms rise to embrace the
celestial light radiating from the hidden star `Comersquo she
7
whispers `comersquo calling forth the sun
Feel the innocence of the child Sense her purity and
strength of spirituality as she connects with the light She offers
the dawn the light of pure love emanating from her heart in
radiant streams of gold
The sun bursts forth as a glistening sliver of fire In a
whisper golden rays stream out searchingly then embrace the
child She accepts readily this energy from the rays of the sun A
sun created by a thought from the mind of God that there be His
light shining upon this world eternally in the dawn eternally
within the heart of the child
This childrsquos image exists within you my friend It is never lost
but often forgotten left to slumber in the depths of your being
Existing within your heart is innocence grace purity nobleness
true love compassion Gods light and wisdom Know this
discover truth set yourself free to return to a conscious
awareness of Gods loving embrace His gentle reality
8
YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
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To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
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THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
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enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
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and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
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Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
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THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
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Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
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the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
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mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
4
sacredness deep within the water
Touch this light embrace it with your feelings It now forms
into a tiny new born infant Now gather it gently into your arms
The babe of light awakens at your touch and opens jewelled
eyes A tiny golden hand reaches up to touch your cheek The
beautiful face smiles bestowing upon you all powerful non
conditional love
Know that this sacredness that you cradle is an unexplored
universe within every human being Nurture this creation now
blessed by your discovery and the awakened one will hold your
hand Together you will begin your journey and together you will
grow as one evolving into the knowing of the holy being that you
are and always have been
Know I am with you throughout the journey embracing you
with a love that nurtures an eternal binding of the golden light
Yes shine this light Radiate it out for all to see and when
gazing upon another who is embracing anger or pain look deeply
into their eyes and down down into their heart and give ones own
blessing of love to the child of light who lays in sleep that it may
awaken And when they look into your eyes and see the divine
love within that you share you will live in a special place in their
memory a place seldom touched
5
I desire that you seek me within your heart and enter into the
pain free meridian and then through the eyes of others you will
see for within divine love there is no sense of separation May
your dreams be of love Your past hurts be transformed through
acceptance and may your future be illuminated with the divine
golden light Seek peace within and embrace your journey
So Be It
6
GENTLE REALITY
Introduction
Imagine for a moment a child standing in a valley before the
rosy arc of an unrisen sun She is pictured in a moving silhouette
adorned in a flowing white robe Her arms rise to embrace the
celestial light radiating from the hidden star `Comersquo she
7
whispers `comersquo calling forth the sun
Feel the innocence of the child Sense her purity and
strength of spirituality as she connects with the light She offers
the dawn the light of pure love emanating from her heart in
radiant streams of gold
The sun bursts forth as a glistening sliver of fire In a
whisper golden rays stream out searchingly then embrace the
child She accepts readily this energy from the rays of the sun A
sun created by a thought from the mind of God that there be His
light shining upon this world eternally in the dawn eternally
within the heart of the child
This childrsquos image exists within you my friend It is never lost
but often forgotten left to slumber in the depths of your being
Existing within your heart is innocence grace purity nobleness
true love compassion Gods light and wisdom Know this
discover truth set yourself free to return to a conscious
awareness of Gods loving embrace His gentle reality
8
YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
9
To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
10
11
THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
22
express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
26
Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
28
GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
30
HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
31
Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
5
I desire that you seek me within your heart and enter into the
pain free meridian and then through the eyes of others you will
see for within divine love there is no sense of separation May
your dreams be of love Your past hurts be transformed through
acceptance and may your future be illuminated with the divine
golden light Seek peace within and embrace your journey
So Be It
6
GENTLE REALITY
Introduction
Imagine for a moment a child standing in a valley before the
rosy arc of an unrisen sun She is pictured in a moving silhouette
adorned in a flowing white robe Her arms rise to embrace the
celestial light radiating from the hidden star `Comersquo she
7
whispers `comersquo calling forth the sun
Feel the innocence of the child Sense her purity and
strength of spirituality as she connects with the light She offers
the dawn the light of pure love emanating from her heart in
radiant streams of gold
The sun bursts forth as a glistening sliver of fire In a
whisper golden rays stream out searchingly then embrace the
child She accepts readily this energy from the rays of the sun A
sun created by a thought from the mind of God that there be His
light shining upon this world eternally in the dawn eternally
within the heart of the child
This childrsquos image exists within you my friend It is never lost
but often forgotten left to slumber in the depths of your being
Existing within your heart is innocence grace purity nobleness
true love compassion Gods light and wisdom Know this
discover truth set yourself free to return to a conscious
awareness of Gods loving embrace His gentle reality
8
YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
9
To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
10
11
THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
18
is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
20
greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
22
express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
6
GENTLE REALITY
Introduction
Imagine for a moment a child standing in a valley before the
rosy arc of an unrisen sun She is pictured in a moving silhouette
adorned in a flowing white robe Her arms rise to embrace the
celestial light radiating from the hidden star `Comersquo she
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whispers `comersquo calling forth the sun
Feel the innocence of the child Sense her purity and
strength of spirituality as she connects with the light She offers
the dawn the light of pure love emanating from her heart in
radiant streams of gold
The sun bursts forth as a glistening sliver of fire In a
whisper golden rays stream out searchingly then embrace the
child She accepts readily this energy from the rays of the sun A
sun created by a thought from the mind of God that there be His
light shining upon this world eternally in the dawn eternally
within the heart of the child
This childrsquos image exists within you my friend It is never lost
but often forgotten left to slumber in the depths of your being
Existing within your heart is innocence grace purity nobleness
true love compassion Gods light and wisdom Know this
discover truth set yourself free to return to a conscious
awareness of Gods loving embrace His gentle reality
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YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
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To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
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THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
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enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
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and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
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THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
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Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
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THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
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Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
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the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
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mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
7
whispers `comersquo calling forth the sun
Feel the innocence of the child Sense her purity and
strength of spirituality as she connects with the light She offers
the dawn the light of pure love emanating from her heart in
radiant streams of gold
The sun bursts forth as a glistening sliver of fire In a
whisper golden rays stream out searchingly then embrace the
child She accepts readily this energy from the rays of the sun A
sun created by a thought from the mind of God that there be His
light shining upon this world eternally in the dawn eternally
within the heart of the child
This childrsquos image exists within you my friend It is never lost
but often forgotten left to slumber in the depths of your being
Existing within your heart is innocence grace purity nobleness
true love compassion Gods light and wisdom Know this
discover truth set yourself free to return to a conscious
awareness of Gods loving embrace His gentle reality
8
YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
9
To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
10
11
THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
22
express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
26
Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
28
GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
30
HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
31
Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
8
YOUR CREATION
If you are a seeker of deep truth you may have questions of
who am I Where did I come from Where did I begin
In truth you have never begun but have always existed God
cast your soul forward from his own energy being the energy of
all that is for God is essence the FatherMother of all things
referred to as the Universe He placed in you an individual seed
of his will his desire to experience and expand
9
To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
10
11
THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
18
is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
20
greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
22
express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
9
To fulfil Gods desire to perceive you are an extension of that
passion You became a conscious individual energy energy with
the thirst to perceive to unfold and to grow To evolve as God
himself is expanding and evolving You are in truth a co-creator if
the Universe
Incorporated within this energy that is you is the soul and the
spirit Let us take a look at the soul and the spirit Firstly the soul
is your guiding intelligence It is an accumulation of all that you
have experienced every memory It is an aggregation of all that
you have learned from the moment you became a conscious
individual energy
The spirit is your life force it is your energy an energy that
you manipulate through of the intelligence (the soul)
Souls existing in dimension beyond the physical earth plane
can change their appearance at will Spirit guides when
appearing to humanity take on the human image of their liking or
one the person can relate to This is an example of the soul (the
intelligence) using the spirit (the life force) to create an image of
itself
10
11
THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
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and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
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THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
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Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
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THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
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Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
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the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
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mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
10
11
THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
26
Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
28
GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
30
HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
31
Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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THIS WORLD EARTH
This world is a school of adventures for your soul It is in
respect a playground where you learn aspects of physicality
their valuable lessons and restrictions to learn to embrace yet
rise up beyond them to see a greater reality
Each physical life is lived to fulfill your souls desire to
experience the aspects of this physical plane that you believe will
12
enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
26
Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
28
GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
30
HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
31
Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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enhance your evolution These desires roll on from one lifetime to
another until all are fulfilled until one reaches the experience of a
conscious connection with God to learn to live a physical
existence in his gentle reality
Physical life for you on the Earth plane could have first been
experienced as a rock a small animal then perhaps eventually
moving up the scale of consciousness into a human form There
are no laws as to where your first physical undergoing had to
begin An ever driving force to move into a greater consciousness
begins with understanding matter itself
lsquoIt is in this light that the process of incarnation is simple The
spirit permeates and integrates with the physical embodiment
and the soul experiences this embodiment After the completion
of the physical experience the soul returns to the source of
greater consciousness in spiritual realms and assesses its next
physical embodiment choosing whatever is best for its evolution
its deep passion to encounter materialism
When you became submerged in this material world you
walked away from God into a human world separate from God
consciousness You became blind to his glory his love You
became uncultured and benighted to the grace of your own
eternal soul God awaits the return of His children aware of each
13
and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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and everyone for he has given you free will to experience
conscious separation from Him your origin therefore all it
entails This is part of your evolution It is valuable for your
spiritual growth
14
THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
16
THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
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the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
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mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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THOUGHT AND CREATION
In understanding creation one must look at thought and its
relationship to energy for thought is the essence of all
manifestation
If you were to break down matter to its source the discovery
would be and energy reacting to thought One could play with this
energy molding it with thoughts to create this force into what you
desire it to become
15
Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
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THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
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Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
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the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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Light is the basics of manifestation into physical matter in
varying vibrational levels Light is the dawning of materialism in
the womb of creation Pure energy of God is the expansion of the
universe It is directed by thoughts (so one can see how this is
one huge playground yes) In the process of physical creations
or manifestation thought manifests light though the intention of
the creating thought (intelligence) light condenses down ( slows
down ) in vibratory levels to become matter This pure energy
exists in all things It exists in you
You cannot create or destroy this energy You can only
manipulate it The body in which your soul is housed has always
existed as one form of energy or another as all energy stems
from an infinite sea of energy As all energy is eternal your spirit
is timeless Your soul is your bodiesrsquo assistant in the physical
plane and it too is governed by your thoughts
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THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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THOUGHTS AND THE BODY
Thoughts can brand your body ill and diseased or radiant
with life and health That is the beginning of the perception of how
powerful the thoughts you have are Negative or positive thought
patterns created by the mind direct the body into a reaction As
we feed our body food we feed our body energy with our thoughts
also
17
Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
22
express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
26
Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
28
GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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Thoughts and expectations that you have about your body
be them conscious or on a deeper unconscious level connect
with and talk to every cell within your inner universe If the
thought or belief about your health and your attitudes to your
body are consistent they will eventually become a reality They
will manifest
Thought energy oscillating at a slow vibration being
negative thoughts and beliefs attract and create disease as
disease and illness also vibrate at a slow level It is the law of the
universe that vibrations are drawn to vibrations of a similar level
there fore it becomes in time a part of your reality shaping your
body and the way it functions
If you constantly think about illness being apart of you reality
then so it will be you will draw these experiences to you Fear is
the reason this reality exists for you
If you focus on loving your physical form being well having
vitality a healthy body then so it will be Listen to the thoughts
the feelings the beliefs you have developed about your physical
form and your life Are they beliefs of love and acceptance of its
existence or are they thoughts of resistance and denial or
expectations of illness
Your body is beauteous no matter how you judge it Within it
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
23
needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
25
your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
26
Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
27
eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
28
GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
30
HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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is a world unseen to many and is mysterious as are the spiritual
realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body contains its own
spiritual realms It is a universe within a universe It throbs with
life connecting it to the pulse of the God Force
Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this very moment feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within it the energy and divine love that is God
This energy is your spirit and essence It exists in every
molecule every atom Your spirit is love Your spirit is joy
dancing to the song of God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy for it dwells within you whether you
are aware of it or not Ignorance will not alter the joy of God that
is within this creation Call it forth into your consciousness Feel
every cell come alive with your attentive acquaintance of this
divinity within this joy of joys
Gods eternal energy flows through each and every vein
ignites with passion each and every cell with his sacredness in
an explosion of love of creation itself that is never ending within it
as it is eternal within the universe
Even once your physical body has stopped functioning and
19
the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
24
PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
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A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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the spirit and soul has withdrawn the body remains as energy
existing and changing as your own soul is constantly changing
and evolving Love your body for it is magnificent and beautiful
Embrace it with your thoughts thoughts of awe and joy for the
experience it has enabled you to have upon the physical plane
empowering you to evolve to grow from lifetime to lifetime
bringing you in consummate to the grace of your eternal soul
therefore unity with God
Humanity when living in the material dimension in depth
that is living within the mind and not the heart believes that
circumstances are beyond their control and play victims to
illness Know to be true that living in this world visionless to the
greater picture thoughts create all of you reality whether you are
conscious of it or not
Believe that you are much more than your physical body and
emotions If suddenly you could not see you became numb
could not smell or hear or experience any physical sensations at
all you would still exist still thinking and feeling aware of your
essence
Seekers of truth look up at the stars and beyond Look into
the depths of the soul of the universe a universe that is eternal
and timeless as with your own soul Begin the journey to a
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
21
UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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greater understanding
It begins with an awakening restlessness within a stirring of
your soul hearing the calling of your spiritual evolution An
evolution lifting you into the loving arms of Gods gentle reality
freeing you forever more from separation of his consciousness
casting you gently into the river of his love
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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UNDERSTANDING GODS GENTLE REALITY
The key to living within Godrsquos gentle reality lies in
recognizing that other realities exist Some negative aspects of
this earthly reality reflect into the world to create resistance
unbalance disorder upheaval commotion chaos pain
suffering anger and violence and hate
Learning of Gods gentle reality will unravel any
disharmonies in your life to restore balance love joy beauty
fulfillment and ease freeing you to become one with your creator
to exist in balance and harmony then to be your own creator to
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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express the supernal joy of connection to your source
Godrsquos reality and simplicity frees you to control your life as
nature lives in her own inspiring harmony in tune with the God
Force and the universal law
All that you believe that you desire to receive from another
be it love happiness or feeling special are simply abundant
within yourself Believing otherwise allows others to control how
you feel as anotherrsquos perceptions of what you desire will be
individual to your own
If you need someone to love you to be truly satisfied love
yourself If you need someone to care to be truly satisfied care
for yourself by loving who you are If you need to feel happy call
forth the joy that throbs and dances within every cell of your
being the joy of love Then you can share this enlightenment with
others This is powerful They will know this bliss this fulfillment
for it is within them also it is the joy of creation It is the joy of self
the joy of love the wonder of I Amness even as it exists beneath
their perceptions it waits to become a part of their consciousness
Conflict within arises from your unfamiliararity that all you
outwardly pursue is within your own inner universe When you
seek from others struggles can arise in the form of frustration
and anger deprivations and blame Knowing all your feeling
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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needs are abundant within yourself casts before you the road to
freedom This is your life How you decide to live it is your choice
You are the one responsible for it You and you alone Learning
this helps dissolve barriers surrounding the well of true freedom
you become free to dip you hand into this well of light and realize
you are the creator of it
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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PURE LOVE
Know that love is within and know that love is eternally yours
for love of the self is love to share Share this divine love with the
rest of humanity for all are your brothers and sisters born from the
same will of God your universal Father and Mother
Learn to forgive not blame Learn to love not hate Do not
look back on any part of your life with distaste Look back with
grace and serenity for the very aspects you have judged harshly
have led you to a point of beginning a conscious journey back to
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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your soul self and your creator This is falling in love with all of
your life past present and future
Live within your heart and not your mind for the mind can
create great fear the heart creates joyousness and love Place
into effect a quest in life to become free free to see the beauty in
all things therefore to love all things but specially to see the
beauty within you that is where the perception begins and the
bliss begins to blossom
Place into effect a quest in life to understand yourself and
your connection to God To live in harmony with the Universe To
have a pure heart to follow the dream of that heart and dream of
love And as your journey unfolds before you love every falter
every stumble for what it has to teach you about yourself in your
search for sovereignty This is the inner dawning of Gods gentle
reality
Pure love is non-conditional Therefore it is your original
vibration It is your umbilical cord to God His love for you flows
through this cord to nurture every cell in your being and every
vibration of your spirit One can see the human heart as God with
the veins filled with his music
Pure love begins with non-conditional love of self
Embracing your life Embracing all that it is and ever was
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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Beholding the glory and innocence the essence of your soul
The energy of the heart contains the vibration of
non-conditional love The barriers you create through your beliefs
of love contain conditions this keeps you confined from this
virginal vibration of the heart centre
Before a thought of love there is a feeling of love Thoughts
then change that feeling though your developed perception of
love
When you have a feeling of love learn to stay with that
feeling keeping the thoughts aside Allow it to manifest and you
will begin to experience the vibration of God That rhythm is the
essence of your creation that hums to your soul
Allow Gods love to stem from your heart center where His
feeling dwells between every heartbeat and every beat heralds
the love that is as sweet bird song heralds the sunrise carrying
forth the dawn
Feel the love that God has for you Feel the embrace the
tenderness It may feel familiar to you for the love God gives you
is your own love That is the strength of your union Love that is
one love that is born of one breath intrinsic of one light inherent
from one UNITED soul that is God
Exist in the heart of God your heart and his forevermore for
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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eternity has no time no beginning no end Feel His love a love
that cannot be measured by human standards of limitation but
exists in its own grace and glory beyond confinement
This unconditional love is an ardor few have dreamed of let
alone experienced Its essence is innocence and surrender It
knows no judgment of you Touch this love feel the serenity It is
there inside you Allow your spirit to soar with elegant wings of
light born aloft sent into ascension of celestial skies created by
your rapture
28
GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
30
HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
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believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
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keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
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HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
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INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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GOD IS FLOW
In gentle synchronistic progression the earth gently dips
each and every moment to free the dawn light over the land
Every moment of your life can be a new dawning That is the
essence of connecting with the light of your source To feel God
is to feel the light born from exhilaration
When your realize the glory adoration will bloom within like
29
the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
31
Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
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Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
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SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
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birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
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PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
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HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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the almond blossoms in an eternal Spring Indeed your whole life
will celebrate a timeless Spring calling forth new life and growth
endless beginnings evolving into newness a re-birthing of your
soul shining as one with the eternal light Let your beauty grow
from a tiny seed a thought sprouting love joy innocence and
understanding
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
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SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
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force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
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God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
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KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
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level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
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Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
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ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
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SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
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waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
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what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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HOME OF THE SOUL
In the undisciplined mind thoughts are ever active flowing
like a never-ending stream They resonate throughout your whole
being In the silence between those thoughts dwells your soul
quiescent in nature loving observant
While your heart beats the whole body listens akin to ears of
sand to the ocean Between each throb your soul resides softly in
peace caressed by the vibration of the noble heart
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
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Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
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Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
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Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
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she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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Breathing the earths airy tides the whole body knows and
breathes in unity Between each breath your spirit soars upon the
winds of eternity carrying nourishment from the God force to
every cell
32
EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
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36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
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The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
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I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
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LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
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47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
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51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
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A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
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eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
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sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
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rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
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POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
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EMOTIONS INNER STRENGTH AND COMPASSION
The toil of negative emotions is a chosen requirement for
your soul to grow in the experience of the levels of vibrations
within emotions All that is not love is fear and fear can take on
many forms of emotional possession some being hate and
anger To be free from fear is to learn to embrace the fear itself
not fight it Accept the anger the hatred surrender to it for it
matters not what situation is seemingly causing the fear It is the
fear within which must be transmuted into love not what you
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
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ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
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63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
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The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
33
believe is causing the anxiety
Choosing to ride the celestial wave of progress and growth
will bring you closer to the place from whence your destiny calls
and that place is within your own heart vibration where only the
emotion of unconfined love exists
There is a flame within your heart A golden flame that burns
steadfast unflickering in winds of turmoil undisturbed by
sorrowful emotions When negative emotions riding on an
emotional wave enters your reality remember the flame that
burns there brightly forever fueled by your unjudging soul A
flame of peace It will give rising to courage and strength along
your path to freedom
When one learns to rise up out of self commiseration back
into the light you truly no longer need the energy that is keeping
you in darkness With your will to be free of it you have opened a
door to release yourself just by envisioning something better
Once you achieve a will to be free from self-pity self-condolence
is no longer necessary for your growth
When negative emotions seem to absorb your life
understand that these emotions are being held with you by you
and are indeed created by you no one else but by your thoughts
and beliefs and perceptions Thank it for being a part of you
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
34
Indeed greet it in reverence and then fill it with love Imagine the
negative feeling being contained within a pot fill the pot with your
love and transmutation will take place Focusing on a negative
feeling will help it to grow When it cannot find a home within you
it will dissolve in power and you will be independent from its
presence then you can move onward in spiritual growth towards
a journey of harmony and peace
Replace negative emotions with a thought of compassion
and allow it to grow enfolding the earth Have a thought of love
and expand it to envelope the universe Have a thought of
yourself and allow it to grow into what you desire to become
There are no limitations but the ones you create
YES You can create magic and miracles in your life Magic
and miracles are an occurrence that happens outside of a set
opinion or vibration that is created by a common mind set reality
Magic and miracles are a vibration that is not connected to
humanity on a mass scale yet they do exist
You do not need to believe in fairies but just simply play and
become one and wander through natures garden Feel the magic
being so close you breath it in with every breath Allow yourself to
soar in ecstasy fluttering your angelic wings to stir the magic to
even greater heights
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
35
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
36
CHANGE
The Earth exists to serve your growth and evolution The
moment of Earthly twilight is a spiritual time It is a time of
transition Connecting with twilight will stir transcendence of your
own consciousness by connecting with the stillness of mind
where the soul dwells in pure essence
From transformation comes change From change comes
growth Surrender to diversity for not altering your thinking will
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
37
keep you in a set reality Cast aside the barriers you have
created It is only as hard as you believe it to be Innovation after
all is but a thought away
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
38
HOW OPINIONS CREATE BARRIERS
Through developed opinion we erect barriers inhibiting us
from experiencing the nature of true feeling that is the essence of
all things To connect with this true feeling learn to notice and
control opinions and judgments you have
Detachment from opinions allows one to cast away the veil
of obscurity With the breath of truth this veil glides willingly aside
summoning forth a clarity in which you can experience your soul
and true feeling
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
39
The true feeling of all things is the essence of their purpose
The true feeling is without judgment or opinions It is what it is
within its own vibration Connecting with this vibration is
connecting with true feeling
By controlling opinions and judgments you allow that
vibration to exist unhindered with your consciousness What you
perceive without judgement is in truth what it is not what you
judge it to be
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
40
I AMNESS
I amness is not self-obsession of the egoic self It is the
recognition of the powerful divine being that you are
Picture a rose bush that undergoes hardship by nature
lashed by storms burned by sun and frost but from the bush the
rose flower still emerges as an expression of I amness The
elements of nature have served the plants evolution in its own
way and so it is with your own life You are the seed of God
Become the I amness of your true self and bloom with inner
beauty and innocence Become the I amness of God The I
amness of your soul The I amness of unconfined love
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
41
Through your perception of life life has led you to become
what you are at this now moment It is your creation as with the
rose
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
42
SEEKING GOD
Awareness of God comes from within for you are his
knowledge Seeking God externally will keep him elusively on the
outer rim of truth and ALWAYS outside of you The thought of
him began within you Keep it within He touches you with
vibrations of tranquility peace and understanding and love which
are your true vibrations
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
43
Surrender to the lifting of your consciousness Surrender to
inner progress and change of thoughts Surrender to harmony
Open your etheric arms and embrace and accept your evolution
the returning to your source God love your love and enter his
gentle reality
This is the ultimate journey of your soul and spirit upon the
earth plane
LOVE IS YOU
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
44
LOVE ALL OF IT
It is easy at this time to feel that this planet is a land of major
trouble and sorrow in the realm of humanity but let us place this
aside abandon criticism even just for a moment belovedrsquos Let
us at this time look at it through another facet
Within the suffering we hear of everyday there is a deeper
and grander meaning on a soul level for what we experience We
live in a veiled world wherein we tend not to look past the pain
into the light When we gaze beyond the chaos we can see divine
order flowing through all things This world is a perfect place
Even though many of us seem to be stumbling around in the
dark or running wild across the earth know our souls have
incredible intelligence and knowing far beyond what the human
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
45
mind can comprehend The planet earth bravado is indeed a
grain of sand within its experience
The soul is a guiding part of everyonersquos lives It knows what
it needs to encounter it makes sure we get it be it suffering joy
and love and kindness
We may shed a tear for another we may feel their anguish
and even wish to change places to relieve them that they may
find peace But beloved beings let us honor this intelligence
within each one beginning with ourselves Let us respect their
choices in life good or bad in our eyes Let us love them who
harm another Each one of us has a shining light within
connecting us heart to heart
Dear ones it is not wrong to feel deeply for this world This is
just a little reminder to you of that which you already know that
there is a divine plan for each and every one of us and that divine
plan is running now Let us even just for a moment leave our
judgments upon the shelf and look upon this world and LOVE
ALL OF IT
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
46
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
47
A GRAND LOVE AFFAIR
Looking back on this past year I realize that I have been
making love in my own non physical way Let me explain
A very wise and dear friend named Richie said to me in
conversation that he was in the same boat actually he lives on
one but that is beside the point he said that you can make love to
everything every day in your feelings You donrsquot really need a
partner but thatrsquos pretty nice too -)
For example
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
48
Looking at a tree
Making love
Listening to a bird sing
Making love
Chatting to someone down the street
Making love
Touching and swimming in the ocean or rivers or lakes
Making love
Life can become a passionate embrace with everyday
experiences In looking at a tree you can admire the elegance of
the branches and fall in love with its sensuality and grace a little
bird comes along and sings on itrsquos branch the bird is making love
to the tree with song Within the heart we can see things anew A
PASSIONATE SENSUAL embrace with FEELING A river is very
sensual indeed Lots to explore just sitting and feeling and
observing Through the eyes and into the heart sanctuary Itrsquos a
swirling around the heart in a warm caress I am more whole in
myself am very aware of my body I feel very alive feminine and
sensual during these connections
A small part from a little book I have written called Message
from the Whale is very apt here
CALL FORTH THE PRIMAL HUM THE INSTINCTUAL
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
49
SELF AND ONCE AGAIN KNOW THE MOTHERS NEEDS
HER NEED IS TO HEAL THE PAIN OF SEPARATION
FROM HER CHILDREN HER NEED IS TO BE LOVED BY YOU
A LOVE THAT WILL BRING HUMANITY AND EARTH
MOTHER INTO UNION THAT WILL ENHANCE HER LIFE
FORCE HER PRIMAL RESONANCE OF CONTENTMENT OF
THE NURTURING OF MOTHER AND CHILD
So lets all make love to our Earth
Love to the sky
Love to the land
To the waters
The trees
and we can do it just by observance The heart energy
expands out into the atmosphere and another love affair begins
Hmmmmm So beautiful hey
Letrsquos allow the wind to be a sensual lover touching your hair
and face with gentle loving fingers as she whisper true love in
ones ears
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
50
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
51
YES THE NURTURER AND THE NURTURED
Lets open our hearts and feel the inner passion a sensuality
that goes far beyond IT and becomes a grand love affair with
everyday life a mood of fulfillment of the Soul and Body and Mind
and it can last as long as you desire it to igniting an ever present
cellular level orgasm into feeling who we are and who we are was
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
52
birthed from the love of God Itrsquos like going home
Heart whispers and birdsongs
Stephanie
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
53
INNER REALMS
When taking the inward journey along the road to self
awareness one can find exciting new perceptions dwelling
patiently within the shadows of your present focus enticing your
soul into new illuminations Come let us enter a new realm
together
One example of new understanding is the inner world of the
human body It is abundant with life and activity and is as
mysterious as the realms beyond the earth plane Yet the body is
a Universe within a Universe It throbs with the pulse of the God
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
54
force Every breath you inhale gives sustenance to each cell of
your body and the breath of the earth is the breath of God
Breathe deeply this moment and feel His divine presence within
every cell of your being Every cell is a miracle in itself life within
life carrying within its own being the divine love that is God
At times in spiritual reference you may hear that you are not
your body but take into account loved ones that if you are a part
of God then you are your body It is a part of your essence It is
your creation glorious and magnificent no matter how you judge
it this belief will not alter the divine presence of God within
In believing that the body is not `yoursquo you are creating a
conscious separation between the creator and the glory of union
imbued It is true that you are so much more than your physical
form but remember that it is a part of God and His eternal energy
flows through each and every vein ignites with passion each and
every cell in an explosion of love and creation that is eternal This
house you call `bodyrsquo is an honourable and sacred temple
Even once the physical form has ceased to function and the
spirit has withdrawn the body remains as energy existing and
changing as your own existence is changeful evolving and
eternal This energy is your spiritual essence It exists in every
atom every molecule Your spirit is joy dancing to the song of
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
55
God within you a song of creation
Know you are this joy loved ones Feel every cell gain
nourishment with your attentive acquaintance of this divinity
within by calling it forth into your consciousness
Place you hand upon your heart Feel its gentle beat Godrsquos
feeling dwells between every heart beat and every beat heralds
the love that is God The energy of the heart pumps forth blood to
feed the body of this vibration the delivery truck of joy and love
Love your body for it is beautiful Embrace it Thank it for the
experiences it has enabled you to have Adventures that have
empowered you to evolve from lifetime to lifetime bringing you
into consummate with the grace of your eternal soul and unity
with god realized BLESSINGS AND PEACE
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
56
PEARL
WITHIN THE PEARL OF MY HEART THERE SHINES A
LIGHT
IT SPEAKS TO ME IN SOFT WHISPERS WORDS OF
WISDOM AND WARMTH CASTS FEELINGS OF DEEP LOVE
AND STRENGTH UPON THE SHORES OF MY SOUL
THE INNER TIDE GATHERS THESE JEWELS WITH
WAVEY ARMS TO EXPRESS THROUGH MY EYES THE
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
57
KNOWING THAT SUCH BEAUTY AS THE PEARL WITHIN
CANNOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE MIND BUT FELT BY THE
HEART IN A MOMENT OF LIGHT
IN AN EMBRACE OF LOVE
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
58
HUMANITY
The souls of humanity are born from the Motherhood of Life
Eternal Everything that exists in this reality birthed from a point
some call the `big bangrsquo We chose to come forth to unite with
space and time in this new reality As souls we originated
beyond the physical universe where time and space differ from
this dimension
Manifesting as a point of light we began to experience a
greater sense of singularity but as we gazed forth we saw
thus EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE CONTAINED THAT
LIGHT CLEAR AND BRILLIANT STARS SHINING WITHIN
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
59
ATOMIC STRUCTURE
At this moment we knew nothing of judgments or such we
bathed only in the graces and glories of our angelic like being as
expressions of bliss and love A far greater power than we can
imagine with our minds
For some this was the beginning of a grand and wondrous
adventure carried forth to this day and beyond We played with
the light creating matter with our thoughts in the playground of a
new universe Many helped to create this Earth working at
patterning energies to build life for this beautiful world We saw it
all unfolding before us in its intricate grandeur and we could not
resist the glorious and passionate need to live upon her in
physical form to experience all she had to offer us and teach us
We desired not only to be her structures of life and matter but to
be a part of her reality to touch and to feel it fully
We incarnated our light bodies into physical relation First we
had to lower our vibration in order to integrate into this state It is
because of this lowering of vibration or slowing down of our light
wave that we stepped out of alignment of who we were as light
beings And so the physical journey began
Those who chose to become indigenous humans stayed
close to the earth near to her heart in respect and honor and
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
60
she communicated with them in various ways In aboriginal
culture this is referred to as the Dream Time Then as the
emotional bodies in our etheric field began to manifest in intensity
throughout generations we gathered a shift in consciousness
and moved away within ourselves into different realities and
physical existence slowly became our only awareness These
altered states lead us away from our inner stars within the atoms
and our spiritual connection to our Mother Earth we moved away
from our own heart Within the heart dwells the presence of our
angelic selves It is the sacred chamber holding the most light
within our bodies from our original source
Some would call this source God but indeed Godrsquos energy
spans eternal dimension of vibrational levels One of those
dimensions we know as our feelings There are many wondrous
feelings for us to yet experience The colors we see with our
eyes the sounds we hear are but a meager few to the ones
which we are not physically attuned This too is Godrsquos world and
it is unlimited
Throughout the time of humanity we have had many
journeys many experiences Each moment of our lives is
showing us who we are by our reaction to it but the ultimate is
the inner journey the searching out of who we are on a deeper
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
61
level while still upon the earth plane
It is time to know ourselves once again as beings of grace
and joy and to re-connect with our mother earth using the light
within our hearts to guide us home One way to reconnect with
the singularity from whence we came is to merge fully into the
absolute moment that magical place from whence all things
spring is in essence the Big Bang Energy
As you connect with these words know deep in your heart
you are so much more Now in this point in our evolution some of
us by looking within are returning home after a long and sacred
path Glad are their hearts for they are thankful for their
experiences on this beautiful world a planet that has offered
much growth and richness of being in sadness and pain and
enlightened happiness
Their souls are now whispering to the light within to activate
their stars and one fine and glorious day without having to
experience death ( spirit leaving the body ) their physical cells will
erupt in absolute joy of alignment on all levels and so will grandly
and divinely burst forth in light once again It is then that we have
fulfilled the ultimate human evolution
So be it
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
62
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
63
MOVING INTO ONENESS
At this time on Earth I see the world of humanity beginning to
split There is a division occurring One can see humanity
hypothetically as a spider web Part of the population is hanging
around in the outer circles and another part is on a journey
towards the central source the webrsquos core where the spider ( the
creator of the web ) awaits These are the people who are on a
spiritual journey of inner self-discovery on a conscious level back
to the Central God and the light of creation will power and love
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
64
Then there is the group from the outer fringes who have not yet
undertaken this journey of inner exploration
One may think that division isnrsquot really what the world needs
right now yet the ultimate awareness reached in spirituality is the
understanding of oneness the united `beingrsquo of all things and
merging into divine love shining this light of love and
understanding over the entire planet and all the people The light
is blossoming
In the not too distant past there have been only a few
attaining this extraordinary level of consciousness such as the
Indian Yogirsquos Now we are within the quickening The power to
evolve spiritually as a race is humming with new strength A new
light is beginning to dawn upon us from the Central Sun Not a
light of heat but a radiance of pure love a searching light of love
drawn to the love that it is attracted to and seeking more of itself
There was a time not too long ago when those searching for
the light would be alike the moth around a candle flame
mesmerized yet not understanding the power of the flame Now
we are the flames mesmerizing and inciting luring new energy to
this Earth from the cosmos
Humanity on a cosmic consciousness level is surging into
oneness embraced by the light and casting it out We will all
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
65
ultimately direct our souls into the river of devotion and create an
ocean abundant in love light and peace upon our earth
My daughter when she was five years old was gazing into
my eyes one day as I was pondering upon the writing of this
article I asked her what she saw `I see my own reflectionrsquo She
answered from with her deep wisdom And so it is that when we
gaze into the eyes of another we see ourselves shining back at
us Unity consciousness is a NOW reality
To create this dimension God had to move energy We to
have to consciously move our own inner energy of feeling
merging with peace into the heart To love humanity to accept
everything with a wave of compassion is the moving power of
God to God Light to Light Soul to Soul God bless you
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
66
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
67
A CHILDS LIGHT
You may remember when you were a child of having
expressions of innocence and energetic sparkles A time when
you perhaps cried freely and your smile expressed the joy shining
forth from your eyes Your laughter had richness and a life of itrsquos
own This was the touch of God His life force strong within your
spirit and blood You expressed you were alive feeling it
touching it in the `beingrsquo of it One just has to watch children at
play to witness this
As we move into adulthood the touch of God for many of us
has become a faded memory and the majority of the human race
spend the rest of their lives dying Some have just enough life
force to keep them conscious of their bodies From the clouded
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
68
eyes within the structure of adult human life we see so little of the
dance of God the gift of true expression The tear is restrained
and when we cry it is because we can no longer resist the need
to express When we laugh or smile how much of your spirit
smiles and sparkles with you Anger is suppressed and stuffed
down until it effects the whole body and mind begging to be
released so it too can be alive valid and free
Perhaps itrsquos time to again remember the touch of God recall
the childrsquos light and life force expressing itself to the world
Remember that feeling Spend time among the young things that
play in excitement the joy of being and remember
In calling fourth the memories hold onto them within your
heart and live it again Allow the feeling to flow into every atom of
your being know there is no faster way to evolve upon this plane
than to strive for the highest vibration in everything that you do
Let the touch of God be with you again Let it glow filling you with
aliveness You will create a new world very quickly
Life has a way of trying to constantly remind you of vitality
From the morning dew drops kissed by the suns rays to a wisp of
cloud in the sky and the mastery that nature took to create it Our
Earth Mother has many reminders for you They are waiting for
your connection once again to dance with your energy in awe to
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
69
sing with your soul to love with your heart all things that come to
you You see everything around you has within it the coding of
God it is for you to make the choice to re-connect
We are alive
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
70
SACRED SELF
What you are conscious of as ` yourselfrsquo is a mere portion of
your magnificent totality the secret soul Spend some quiet time
getting in touch with yourself Instill a sacred personal moment of
embrace Ask your soul to reveal more of itself A sainted
treasure awaits within Not a gift of gold or money but a gift of
pure feeling of the soul White is the water of the surging river
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
71
rapids Change it to pure feeling how would it feel It is perhaps
time to ascend to new awareness Your inner universe of feeling
awaits with open arms ready to show you more of who you are
facets of love shining in Gods light
Imagine yourself out in space You cannot see you cannot
hear you have no sensations at all yet you know you exist
Perhaps your first thought will be `Who am Irsquo
The first thing you will do when you feel your soul is cry The
soul is like a mother waiting for her beloved child to return home
To nurture total self again To feel whole Yet it is very grateful for
the experiences it has had along the journey home Leaving the
Mother Soul is a choice honoured
The soul So beautiful so wise No one truly loves us as our
own soul When one unites with that deep essential love one can
deeply love all beings This is so One love
A time comes for us all to hear the calling of the soul When
we no longer need the separation the soul will come forth into
awareness Itrsquos light shinning dim at first one has been away for
so long Then as our consciousness asks ` What is this beauty I
am feeling Where is the love coming from that I am suddenly
feeling so divinersquo There comes and answer ` It is I your soul
welcome home beloved Now we can begin to dance upon the
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
72
waves of pure feeling of love and joy Come Allow me to show
you who you REALLY arersquo
A new intimate journey begins carrying the heart to the pain
free zone Now when you walk among other humanrsquos you sense
the quiet and patient soul within the guarded chamber that the
living one has constructed within until their time comes to feel
their soul Honor them love them Please love them
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
73
POWER OF BEING
There is no better example for the power of being than to
observe nature Looking at a flower and saying lsquoI love myselfrsquo of
looking at a tree or a mosquito and saying `I love myselfrsquo We can
witness the power of being in many things a candle flame a bird
a stone Meditating on these or simple looking at them and
knowing we are lsquothatrsquo connects us to simplicity for that is the
essence of flow into the power of being
Letrsquos take a look at the Bee Itrsquos born as part of a hive It lives
an average of forty five days and in that time it is conscious of
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
74
what it has to do It has a specific task It uses the collective
memory of the queen bee to locate flowers and collects the
pollen supplying food for the hive Itrsquos powerful laced with
simplicity I look upon animals and insects as the wise ones
naturally more in tune than us humans When we learn to live in
naturalness Young children have an inner wisdom and beauty
because their energy exist totally within consolidation their minds
are uncluttered and life is simple
Take a moment to close your eyes and quiet the mind
Focus on feeling who you are as an energy Is it defined or
scattered Does your life feel strong Is your direction clear
When your energy sustains clarity when you feel who you are by
tuning in to yourself then life begins to stride away from
confusion So the journey begins within During your meditation
ask to be shown an animal or an insect that represents you Once
you have your animal or insect study it Incorporate itrsquos simple
positive traits and energy of living into your life
Finding your purpose is the key and your purpose is the
power of being a radiant energy The more we focus on definition
the stronger it becomes All that is required is your interest your
observance will touch the flame of simplicity your focus will
brighten the light
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END
75
The power of being gives us a gift an offering of significance
within ourselves This will ultimately bring us into the knowing that
we are divine love and are connected to others in our beingness
melding with the heart of the universe So what greater gift is
there to give to ourselves than simply being whole as we have
always been be it unconsciously during the process of life
The power imbeds within the moment no matter what you are
doing your thoughts are clear your moment is free from the
clutches of time for what is time but a memory and each memory
carries the essence of you So in the power of being we
strengthen ourselves our lives and our presence upon this earth
Let us use the memory of our eternal soul to lead us to the flower
of simplicity to feed and nurture the balance of humanity
THE END