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Glass House: Oblique Space is a thesis centered upon the idea of occupying space and has come to encompass references to social and spatial ‘orientation’ and ‘disorientation’. It analyses the experience of living in a Glass House, in light of existing theory on inhabiting space, and then bring the Glass House experience into a wider social context as a metaphor for those living in an "oblique world".
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GLASS HOUSE: OBLIQUE SPACE
PHOEBE EUSTANCE
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NOTE TO READER The ‘Glass House' in this document refers to a greenhouse located in a Victorian Walled Garden in the grounds of Grimsthorpe Castle in Lincolnshire. The unique shape and scale of this particular structure is to do with its function as a ‘Peach House’, presumably a space for peach trees to occupy. It is thought to have been imported from Holland in the mid twentieth century and is the only one of its kind in England.
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With thanks to Lady Willoughby for allowing me to live in her greenhouse.
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GLASS HOUSE ARTICLE
It is December. Darkness descends rapidly. The space takes on a totally altered character. I am still in the same space, where I have sat since the morning, yet everything has changed.
The objects I could see so clearly are gradually buried underneath an opaque mass. I too, am consumed by it and yet it does not suffocate me. Rather I find myself to be protectively enveloped in the space.
My desk lamp encases me in a bubble of dim light that enables me to moderately orientate myself in the space insofar as I know the table, upon which I write and place my books, is in front of me.
The change in atmosphere allows me to focus intimately on what is before me and it becomes my world or immediate reality. What is external of this is temporarily eradicated. Despite the fact that due to the nature of the architecture I am completely exposed, illuminated by the desk lamp, this is forgotten. My world is the table upon which I am writing.
There is a noise in the direction of the door; I tip the head of the lamp up to see. In slightly repositioning the source of light I switch dimensions. The light is now illuminating the vast and empty space between the door and me. The table is gone.
Not only does this change in dimensions cause significant disorientation but in seeing the bare architectural space the vulnerability I had put to the back of my mind has, without warning, resurfaced. This vast space, empty and exposed, bears no resemblance to a place of dwelling. By dwelling place I mean a space which holds an impression of seclusion and intimacy; the essence of a home.
To overcome this lack of security and stability I create my own place of refuge. A structure within a structure. A space within a space. This is where I go to seek refuge. A small shelter of solitude within this disorientating space, awkwardly merging outside and inside.
This is a disorientating space. I feel disorientated. I feel exposed. I feel I had to seek refuge. I feel better now.
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Now, when the space becomes too overwhelming I make my daily, or nightly, transition from table to Refuge Space. I pick up the lamp and drag the electric heater into the space. These objects become ingrained into my daily routine. They are the closest things to me and I see them not only in their functional domain, as providers of heat and light, but also as implements of comfort.
The pond fleece insulates the heat and illuminates the light. A glowing triangle in a Glass House.
And I am inside and, again, able to temporarily eradicate the external situation, safe within these soft walls enabling me to surrender myself to sleep.
Admittedly, it has taken me some time to get to this point, being a keen advocate of darkness and silence. I turn off the artificial light and it is replaced by the illuminating glow of moonlight. The atmosphere accentuates the senses and I begin to hear, more profoundly, the whirring of the wind causing a tapping of the glass as it moves and collides. The noise infiltrates the space.
Even when I finally drift, which takes a considerable amount of time from getting into my sleeping bag, I can never relax into a deep sleep. I am always partially aware of my situation when all is still. The lack of security and stability, physically, means I have to find a way, mentally, to cope. The Refuge Space helps, to an extent, in giving me a hiding place to remain concealed and unobservable. However, I also need to construct mental barriers, to reinforce the malleable structure physically in place, to concentrate on my immediate situation within the Refuge Space.
As a consequence of this fragmented sleep I often wake at night in a misty haze of darkness which, compared to when I awaken in broad daylight, is much more comforting, especially during the initial part of the experience when I had no side panels on the refuge space. Day breaks and the clear morning light floods in. I wake up and am instantly forced to recognize my situation. This immediate orientation and localisation within the world brings with it an extreme disorientation of the self.
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It is not a gradual reformation of the self and the space, rather the experience is very abrupt. Usually when people wake up in their homes it might take them some time before they look out of a window and experience the natural light of outside. For the time being they are still in the bubble of their dwelling and are not externally aware. I don’t have the safe and secure constructs of the home. As soon as I wake I am in the landscape; in the world.
The window, in the sense of a home, is very symbolic of our relationship with security. We cut out and isolate a part of the outside world, an idealised outlook that we can use to orient ourselves.
There is no idealisation of the outside world; it pushes on you in its obvious materiality and overwhelming immensity. I am living in a space that opposes the long established traditions of domestic living, a space that brings the vulnerability and danger of the outside, inside. I am not frightened. I have found a way to live in this space.
Disorientation turns to liberation. I am facing the outside world. I am dwelling alone. I am exposed and therefore liberated. I am liberated in the space and situation. I am free from walls and barriers that hold me in.
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INTRODUCTION
I feel the best way to describe what’s going on in your art is to use a vocabulary other than an art historical, a critical, or perceptual rhetoric, to use something that has simply to do with the experience of how the thing was.1
This thesis is centred upon the idea of occupying space and has come to encompass references to social and spatial ‘orientation’ and ‘disorientation’. The decision to live in a Glass House was initiated by an interest in the architecture. It is a space that may be alluring for initial consideration but one that soon becomes uncomfortable and even ominous when enough time is spent within it. With it not being a conventional ‘house’ in which to make a home I was able to concentrate on the intimate details and psychology of inhabiting space2 and specifically a disorientating space. When I speak of ‘inhabiting space’ it is the way we situate ourselves in, and build a home from, spaces.
1 Dennis Wheeler sited in “Experiment and Progress” Failure, ed., by Lisa Le
Feuvre (London: Whitechapel Gallery, 2010) p. 172 2 The psychology of inhabiting space was termed, by Gaston Bachelard in The
Poetics of Space, as ‘Topoanalysis’; which is defined as the systematic psychological study of the sites of our intimate lives. Bachelard starts with the basic premise that the psyche is a place, and the house is an extension of that place. Both the house and consciousness house memories. Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Boston: Beacon Press, 1969) p. 8.
How we make a space a home from what we allow to come into our space in terms of people and objects and reciprocally how certain ways of being or living determine what we bring into our space. The ‘things’ that occupy our space with us are fundamental to our relationship with that space; in what author Sara Ahmed describes as the intimate co-dwelling of bodies and objects3. The inspiration of occupying this ‘foreign’ space came from the observations I made whilst living in Lisbon. The most impacting image or memory was how the people living on the streets would create their own ‘impressions of intimacy’ from what basic materials they could find; the raw need to put up barriers to the world even if they were without a home in the traditional sense. My intentions have changed and developed throughout this project and this document has taken a tripartite formation: from experience to analysis to placing the experience within a wider social domain. The Glass House article4, written whilst occupying the space, comprises of the more prominent eperiences, which, in experiencing them I felt I was able to understand more clearly how the pace affected me. The first chapter will endeavour to make some sort of resolution about
3 I will be looking at Sara Ahmed’s commentary on our relationship to objects
and its effect on the way we inhabit space throughout this document. The main idea of her writing originates from the concept of “orientation” which allows us to rethink the phenomenality of space and how space is dependent on bodily inhabitance. Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) 4 See ‘Glass House Article’
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the psychology of inhabiting space from analysing and reflecting upon the article I wrote in the Glass House in light of existing theory on inhabiting and occupying ‘space’5. The second chapter intends to bring the Glass House experience into a wider social sphere focusing on the relationship between social and spatial ‘orientation’ and ‘disorientation’.
5 The most prominent theory on the way we exist in ‘space’ has been
translated from German philosophers (or phenomenologists) such as Edmund Husserl, Martin Heidegger and O. F. Bollnow. The German language seems to harbour a more extensive vocabulary around this subject matter than other languages do. O. F Bollnow, in his chapter ‘Word usage and etymology’, shows us how the German translation for space: ‘Raum’ (as well as ‘Ort’, ‘Stelle’ and ‘Platz’), becomes incorporated in many words which have some sort of connection to the notion of space. Unfortunately the English language is rather lacking in these terms and instead seems to put the word ‘space’ after the noun, so I apologise for the amount of times this word will be mentioned.
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THE PSYCHOLOGY OF INHABITING SPACE
‘It is December. Darkness descends rapidly. The space takes
on a totally altered character. I am still in the same space,
where I have sat since the morning, yet everything has
changed.
The objects I could see so clearly are gradually buried
underneath an opaque mass. I, too, am consumed by it and
yet it does not suffocate me. Rather I find myself to be
protectively enveloped in the space.’6
The external situation and climate of the world, in which the
Glass House is situated, had a definitive impact upon this
experience. The timing, a week which spanned from the
remaining days of 2012 to the start of the New Year, meant
that darkness came quickly and lasted for longer. This
accentuated the disorientation of the experience insofar as
winter is notably a time to dwell closely; ‘Baudelaire sensed
the increased intimacy of a house when it is besieged by
winter’7, a space far from the one I was in.
The evolution of the space throughout the day in terms of day
space and night space8 was remarkable.
6 This is an extract from the Glass House article. I will use these
extracts throughout Chapter One in order to analyse my experience. 7 Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Boston: Beacon Press, 1969) p. 38.
8 O. F. Bollnow dedicates a chapter, in Human Space, to distinguishing the
diverse dynamics of space at night and in the day. Day space is described as “unproblematic” and “sober” whereas night space is much more mysterious; “one feels the presence of the unknown.” O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) pp.202-215.
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The architecture, mainly comprised of glass and a shell like
frame, rendered the space inside totally at the mercy of the
natural inclination of the world surrounding it. So at around
four o’clock every day the darkness would slowly creep in and
the trees and objects I could see through the glass gradually
became silhouettes and then disappeared completely. The
darkness, similar to the constructs created by the homeless
people, created my own ‘impression of intimacy’.
I would describe this change as a ‘coming of darkness’ rather
than a ‘departure of light’ and in this sense I would agree with
O. F. Bollnow when he describes the darkness, which
determines night space, as having a positive character of its
own; it is ‘more material’ than brightness9. At night the space
comforted me and at the same time fascinated me. Wherever I
took my lamp the light was reflected and bounced off from the
multitude of glass panes, repeated at different angles until the
whole space was looking in on itself. The outside space had
vanished and was forgotten.
When, for example, the world of clear and articulate
objects is abolished, our perceptual being, cut off from
this world, evolves a spatiality without things.
9 In this passage Bollnow is referencing Eugène Minkowski, who is known for
his incorporation of phenomenology into psychopathology. Minkowski first developed his findings about dark space with reference to the world of the mentally ill. Schizophrenics have only one form of dark place, which rhythmically alternates with the other form, that of bright space. O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p.212.
This is not what happens in the night. Night is not an
object before me; it enwraps me and infiltrates
through all my senses, stifling through my recollections
and almost destroying my identity.10
Merleau-Ponty articulately describes the paradoxical notion of
the darkness as being comforting and at the same time
overwhelming; overwhelming insofar as the ego comes second
to the space. The forms of thought that emerge in night space
are much more imaginative and much less coherent than those
formed in day space. Bollnow eloquently captures this feeling
when he said that ‘the Romantics were totally right when they
felt closer in the night to the origins of life’11.
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Merleau-Ponty sited in O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p.214 11
O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 214.
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‘My desk lamp encases me in a bubble of dim light that
enables me to moderately orientate myself in the space
insofar as I know the table, upon which I write and place my
books, is in front of me.
The change in atmosphere allows me to focus intimately on
what is before me and it becomes my world or immediate
reality. What is external of this is temporarily eradicated.
Despite the fact that due to the nature of the architecture I
am completely exposed, illuminated by the desk lamp, this
is forgotten. My world is the table upon which I am writing.’
The objects that I brought into the space with me were not
only useful as objects with an intended function but also useful
as tools of orientation12. The term ‘orientation’ can be applied
in two ways13.
The first is an objective interpretation. We are directed
towards an object, we see it, and this helps us to locate
ourselves within a particular space.
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Sara Ahmed talks extensively about how our orientations involve directions towards objects that affect what we do and how we inhabit space. Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.28 13
Edmund Husserl discusses a similar idea, our interpretation towards an object, which he calls “a twofold directness”. Sara Ahmed then builds on this by applying the idea of orientation, which comes about as a response or reaction to an object occupying our space. Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.28
We adhere to strict definitions and boundaries; when you
enter a kitchen you wouldn’t expect to see a sofa, nor would
you expect to see a microwave when you go to the bathroom.
These traditional boundaries have been in place, in some form,
since civilization began to dwell in houses. It is only now, with
the ever-growing boom in technology and social media that we
have started to allow the boundaries to be crossed; for
example televisions and computers now make an appearance
into nearly every room in the house and the push for open
plan living means that the divisions are less defined. When
living in a Glass House there are no physical boundaries, I
strategically placed the objects, relying on their positioning in
order to create a living space with different functions. In my
case these were: sleep, eat and write.
The second is a subjective interpretation of the object. We
take a direction towards the object in terms of how we feel
about it, whether or not we are drawn to it. Our orientation
towards an object is dependent on how we inhabit space,
which in turn is dependent on our social circumstance in a
wider space. It also depends on our consumer habits, the
reasoning behind why we purchase certain objects in order to
fill our space. Sara Ahmed discusses human attachment to
“Happy Objects”14 as a way of describing those objects that are
supposed to bring ‘true experiential delight’ to the owner or
consumer.
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Ahmed dedicates a chapter in her book The Affect Theory Reader to “Happy Objects”. Sara Ahmed’s writing on “Happy Objects” is something that I will expand on in the second chapter.
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The basic premise is that “Happy Objects” are focused around
these normative traditional values, in particular biological
reproduction, which affirms our place as a respectable figure
of society. Edmund Husserl15 suggests that inhabiting the
familiar makes ‘things’ or objects into background for actions:
they are there but we don’t see them16. The impulsive desire
that causes us to buy things soon fades into the background,
as do the purchased objects, until there is a new desire. And
the cycle of consumerism goes on.
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Edmund Husserl (1859-1938) was the founder of phenomenology. Phenomenology is the study of structures of subjective experience and consciousness. 16
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.37
The table is an object that had been at the centre of many
discussions around phenomenology and philosophy.17
The single table that I bought into the space became my centre
of action. What makes the table what it is, and not something
else, is what it allows us to do.18 With the table I occupy; I can
write this document upon it, I can use it to eat from and I can
place other objects upon it, as Sara Ahmed points out, the use
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The importance of the table in philosophy is principally to do with the fact that this is almost always the closest, most prominent object in relation to the philosopher. The use of tables shows us the very orientation of philosophy in part by showing us what is proximate to the body of the philosopher, or “what” the philosopher comes into contact “with”. Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p. 3. Sara Ahmed discusses both Edmund Husserl’s and Martin Heidegger’s use of “the table” in their philosophy. Husserl uses the analogy of “the table” as a “writing table” highlighting the difference between an object occupying a space and an object with a function to facilitate an action. ‘It is not incidental that when Husserl brings “the table” to the front that the “writing table” disappears. Being orientated towards the writing table might even provide the condition of possibility for its disappearance.’ Heidegger also uses the example of the table, which Ahmed again sees as “no accident”, in order to discuss the question of occupation. Occupation in the sense of how we occupy these objects and what they allow us to do. ‘What we do with a table, or what the table allows us to do, is essential to the table. The table provides a surface around which a family gather. The “in order to” structure of the table means that the people who are “at” the table are also what makes the table what it is and nor some other thing.’ Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p. 45. 18
‘Objects do not only do what we intend them to do. Heidegger differentiates between using something and perceiving something.’ Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p. 47.
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of the word ‘can’ helps to remind us that “usefulness” is not
merely instrumental but is about capacities that are open to
the future.19
Ahmed thinks about Husserl’s orientation towards the objects
around him and if this has an impact on his phenomenology.20
It is interesting to think about the physicality of the writer
when they write what we are reading. You, the reader of my
dissertation, can now think about where I was, my situation,
when I wrote this article in the space of which I am describing.
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Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p. 46. 20
‘It is a desire to imagine philosophy beginning here, with the pen and the paper, and the body of the philosopher, who write insofar as he is at “home” and insofar as home provides a space in which he does his work.’ Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.29
‘There is a noise in the direction of the door; I tip the head
of the lamp up to see. In slightly repositioning the source of
light I switch dimensions. The light is now illuminating the
vast and empty space between the door and me. The table
is gone.
Not only does this change in dimensions cause significant
disorientation but in seeing the bare architectural space the
vulnerability I had put to the back of my mind has, without
warning, resurfaced.’
Disorientation, in this experience, occurs in the relationship
between my body and the architecture. There is a mismatch in
proportions.
Night space, as I have touched upon, allows me to
momentarily lose the architecture. The lamp, as my source of
light, enabling me to see, created my world. A ‘zoomed in’
world where the only activity is writing and the only objects in
place are objects made to facilitate this activity. The source of
light, my lamp, offers me security with the condition of the
positioning of its head. This variable changes and my world is
compromised.
Moments of disorientation are vital. They are bodily
experiences that throw the world up, or throw the
body from its ground. Disorientation as a bodily feeling
can be unsettling, and it can shatter one’s sense of
confidence in the ground or one’s belief that the
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ground on which we reside can support the actions
that make a life feel liveable.21
Sara Ahmed’s description of disorientation is a very poetic one
and you can almost feel the sense of disorientation as she
writes about the ground disappearing from beneath us.
Moments of disorientation, as depicted in my physical
disorientation due to the switching in spatial dimensions, are
moments of a physical or mental change in dimensions causing
your body to physically turn and leave the world where it was
so comfortably settled; the table being my object of comfort.
The change in direction of the light source made me lose what
was before me and I was thrust into a very different world: the
vast and empty world of the Glass House.
Sara Ahmed describes disorientation as a sensation we share
in common with all humanity. Moments of disorientation can
occur emotionally and physically. The bodily feeling (heart in
mouth) is the same in both cases however the time it lasts, or
the time we take to get over it, is not.
Previously I described night space as a ‘coming of darkness’
rather than a ‘departure of light’ and therefore giving it a
material quality rather than it simply being an absence of day
space. The same can be applied to this experience. The “loss”
of perspective or focus is not an absence but ‘an object, thick
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Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.157.
with presence’22; the presence of an absence. The loss of focus
in one “world” or moment in time enables us to gain another;
the disorientation comes from passing between these two
“worlds”.
With emotional disorientation, such a feeling of shattering or
of being shattered, might persist and become a crisis. The
question then becomes not about the experience of
disorientation, for it is a commonality amongst us all, but how
we cope with the way it impacts our bodies and orientation in
space23. How we cope determines what happens next. Some
people relish change and experiences whereas others are
content with the safety and security of what they know and
the social norms that have been repeated and passed down in
society. However these may be the people that, when a
disorientating circumstance does occur, might not be able to
cope with it and the sense of disorientation will last longer.
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Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.158. 23
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) pp.157-158.
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‘This vast space, empty and exposed, bears no resemblance
to a place of dwelling. By dwelling place I mean a space
which holds an impression of seclusion and intimacy; the
essence of a home. To overcome this lack of security and
stability I create my own place of refuge.
A structure within a structure. A space within a space.
This is where I go to seek refuge. A small shelter of solitude
within this disorientating space, awkwardly merging outside
and inside.’
The idea of seeking refuge within an intimate space is one that
can be attributed to Bachelard’s term of ‘primal images’,
images that bring out the primitiveness in us24. The fact that
these structures are described as primal goes to show that we
do not need elaborate or fabricated constructs in order to
dwell; we simply need a basic shelter or refuge.
The house is the staple Western dwelling space. However, if
necessary some modest corner would suffice. The idea of a
structure for dwelling is imagined in many forms though
historical and cultural circumstances. It is essentially the centre
of that individual’s world. Bollnow briefly discusses how such a
centre (even if moveable) is created in nomadic societies by
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Bachelard primarily ascribes this to the imagery of shells and nests. He then develops this into an act of ‘withdrawing’ and the physical pleasure we get from withdrawing into our corner or shell as a symbol of refuge. Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Boston: Beacon Press, 1969) p. 91.
temporarily setting up a tent25. Nomads live with no fixed
home, their landscape and orientation in the world constantly
changes. These are people who have come to accept
‘disorientation’ as a frequent occurrence in their lives.
As previously mentioned, my interest in the idea of seeking
refuge within ‘Refuge Spaces’ came from how the homeless
people in Lisbon constructed their shelters from various ‘to
hand’ materials or existing structures. Many made use of shop
entrances, rubbish bins or bits of disused cardboard to create
these spaces. Even though these people are ‘unhoused’ they
still needed some kind of barrier to the external world in which
they could hide themselves and seek refuge. The act of seeking
refuge, which can be associated with Bachelard’s definition of
‘primal images’, is a very simplistic and primitive action that is
embedded in our human nature. Both the dwelling places I
have mentioned, in Lisbon and in the Glass House, have an
association with nomadic structures and ephemeral
architecture.
Liberation comes in the form of a hiding-place or place of
refuge. The desire to observe the world yet remain concealed
is prevalent in humanity and especially in the child; we long to
return to a primitive and simplistic way of being and living.26
This then leads us back to Bachelard’s basic premise: the joy of
dwelling.
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House and dwelling may be used interchangeably in this sense. O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 125. 26
O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 152.
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The space that I am in, a space to which I would associate
Baudelaire’s key word vast, there are no intimate corners to
seek refuge, no opaque walls in which to construct a sense of
security or stability. The structure blurs the usually strictly
defined spaces of outside and inside. Many philosophers have
commented on the effect these spaces have on our way of
being, and when confronted with outside and inside, think in
terms of being and non-being.27 Gaston Bachelard’s
reinforcement of the opposition, by making inside concrete
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Gaston Bachelard devotes a chapter in The Poetics of Space to the dialects of outside and inside. He describes them as being opposite poles, and compares it to the dialects of yes and no, which decides everything. However the two terms of ‘inside’ and ‘outside’ pose problems in that they are not symmetrical terms, therefore the first task would be, Bachelard argues, to make inside concrete and outside vast. This solution appears to be in contradiction with the interior space I have described. Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Boston: Beacon Press, 1969) p. 211 Jean Baudrillard also comments on “the caesura between inside and outside, and their formal opposition, which falls under the social sign of property and the psychological sign of the immanence of the family, make this traditional space into a closed transcendence.” Baudrillard is bringing this opposition forward into a more sociological field where the barriers to the outside give the family unit superiority in terms of inhabitance. Jean Baudrillard, The System of Objects (London: Verso, 2005) p. 14. O. F. Bollnow, in ‘Human Space’ describes the two spaces in terms of how a person feels and reacts to each one. The outer space is the space for activity in the world, in which it is always a question of overcoming resistance and defending oneself against an opponent; it is the pace of insecurity, of danger and vulnerability. Whereas when we are intimately inside “man can relax his constant alert attention to possible threats”, the supreme task of the house, Bollnow asserts, is to give this peace to man “and in this way the space of security is distinguished from the space of threat” O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 125.
and outside vast, poses a problem in defining the Glass House
as belonging to either category. The Glass House is vast and
not concrete, and therefore holds characteristics of outside
space; however I am still physically protected from the
external weather, albeit with a few leaks. This is what makes
the space disorientating. Jean Baudrillard perceives the inside
space as giving superiority to the family unit, which again the
Glass House does not as I believe the superiority comes from
the sense of it being a darkened enclosure limiting and
controlling how much of the outside world you see with
windows. O. F. Bollnow describes outside space poetically
when he says: ‘And if it was only this space that existed, the
existentialists would be right and man would indeed remain an
eternally pursued fugitive. This is why he needs the space of
the house.’ This is why I felt the need to create a refuge
because, as Bachelard comments, even ‘the mere dwelling
becomes a house in the real sense’28.
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O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 124.
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‘This is a disorientating space. I feel disorientated. I feel
exposed. I feel I had to seek refuge. I feel better now.’
Again disorientation arises, not by a sudden detachment like
the repositioning of a light but because of a gradual mental
build-up of the space and the consequential realisation of
where I am. Disorientated or oblique living (something that I
will discuss further in the second chapter) can occur for
reasons beyond the physicality of the space and at the same
time affects how we inhabit space; ‘the same gradual
formation of the space mirrors the gradual formation of the
self.’29
The social circumstances we find ourselves to be in determine
how we inhabit space. The exposure of someone’s private life
because of circumstances in which they choose to live and
inhabit space becomes more disorientating for that individual
when they are going against the grain of normative living
arrangements. They are exposed because society sees non-
normative as synonymous with not right and therefore wrong.
It is for this reason we put up our refuges. It is hard to embrace
the disorientation but in some cases exposure brings
liberation. When a potentially disorientating or bad situation
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Bollnow uses this specially to describe our localisation in space when we awake from sleep, which I will discuss in more detail later on in Chapter One. O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 172.
occurs we feel the need to crawl back into our shells, but the
avoidance of exposure means the building of pressure.
The refuge space became more of a pod or a capsule, which
disappears into the space because of its nomadic and
ephemeral characteristics. The pond fleece, from which it was
made, gave it an unassuming quality. Although I built a
structure in which to ‘seek refuge’ I also started to embrace
the space and take pleasure from the absence of barriers and
‘things’ that get in my way.
After the disorientation, comes liberation.
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‘Now, when the space becomes too overwhelming I make
my daily, or nightly, transition from table to refuge space. I
pick up the lamp and drag the electric heater into the space.
These objects become ingrained into my daily routine. They
are the closest things to me and I see them not only in their
functional domain, as providers of heat and light, but also as
implements of comfort.
The pond fleece insulates the heat and illuminates the light.
A glowing triangle in a Glass House.’
The ‘things’ that I intentionally brought with me into the space
served a purpose beyond their intended functionality.
They created metaphorical divisions within the Glass House.
Inside the refuge space the mattress and pillow lay horizontal
inviting me to sleep. The chair and table, on the other side,
orientated me towards what was in front of me upon the
table.
Some objects worked interchangeably. The lamp and electric
heater became my companions. I was orientated towards
them insofar as I was in constant physical contact with them. I
took them with me on the journeys of my daily routine and
they occupied the space with me. They were my ‘spatial
followers’.
We are turned toward things. Such things make an
impression upon us. We perceive them as things
insofar as they are near to us, insofar as we share a
residence with them. Perception hence involves
orientation; what is perceived depends on where we
are located, which gives us a certain take on things.30
When these ‘things’ are orientated it means they are facing
the right way. The objects situated around or close to the body
allow the body itself to be extended. This extension of the
body means the object takes on qualities of the body in order
to save us the trouble of physical effort. As Jean Baudrillard
points out, the modern domestic world is governed by regular
gestures of control and remote controls are replacing the
traditional tools belonging to the field of practical meditation
and phallic symbolism31. Consumer culture has, almost
singlehandedly, eliminated any kind of effort people may have
encountered in their domestic life.
30
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.27. 31
Baudrillard looks at our relationship with the functional objects we use and observes how we have become less rational than our own objects, which are now ahead of us, organising our surroundings. The physical relationship we had with objects is now weakened; Baudrillard compares our utilization of traditional tools, the gesture of pressing the whole body into the service of effort, with the rhythm of sexual exchange. This is now discouraged and demobilized with the advent of the technical object. Jean Baudrillard, The System of Objects (London: Verso, 2005) pp. 51-57.
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‘Every object claims to be functional, just as every regime
claims to be democratic.’32
Everything, now, is made for convenience.
Our occupation with objects, as Sara Ahmed describes it, is
relative to each person. An object tends towards some bodies
more than others, depending on “the tendencies” of those
bodies. ‘Bodies and their objects tend toward each other they
are orientated toward each other and are shaped by this
orientation.’33 Again, it is appropriate to use the analogy of the
table; the writing table tends towards the writer in facilitating
the act of writing. If both the body and the object are
compatible, if they are orientated towards each other, then
the “action” can happen.
This “action” is dependent on how we are occupied with
objects. The objects that are occupying the space determine
what happens in a space. Going back to the metaphorical
divisions I implemented, the space of study that I created was
shaped by a decision, the decision that this space is for
studying.
32
Jean Baudrillard, The System of Objects (London: Verso, 2005) p. 67. 33
As previously mentioned, objects take on physical qualities of bodies to enable the extension of bodies in terms of functionality, Ahmed comments that ‘objects may even take the shape of the bodies for whom they are “intended”, in what it is they allow a body to do.’ Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.51.
This decision then “shapes” what objects, “occupy” the space
and what actions “happen” in the space; ‘action involves the
intimate co-dwelling of bodies and objects’.34 We are
restricted by each particular space in terms of the activity we
are able to do.35
34
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.52. 35
Ahmed sees the question of action as a question of how we inhabit space; how we use objects to direct us to the appropriate action of each space. ibid., p.52.
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‘And I am inside and, again, able to temporarily eradicate
the external situation, safe within these soft walls enabling
me to surrender myself to sleep.
Admittedly, it has taken me some time to get to this point,
being a keen advocate of darkness and silence. I turn off the
artificial light and it is replaced by the illuminating glow of
moonlight. The atmosphere accentuates the senses and I
begin to hear, more profoundly, the whirring of the wind
causing a tapping of the glass as it moves and collides.
The noise infiltrates the space.’
Abandoning ourselves to sleep is reliant on the ‘right’
conditions. I especially crave darkness and silence in order to
shut out and let go of the external world; to solely concentrate
on myself.
O. F. Bollnow draws upon Johannes Linschoten to discuss
falling asleep as a return to the unconscious mind. Linschoten
interprets falling asleep as ‘the becoming still of the reflecting
‘spirit’ and the return of the experience of the unconscious
mind [Seinsgrund]. Falling asleep means the renunciation of
activity.’36 Here Linschoten is describing a state where we are
not interrupted by intervals of conscious reflection. In my case,
the interruptions weren’t caused by conscious reflection but
by the intervals of noise and light made possible by the Glass
36
Linschoten, ‘Uber das Einschlafen’, p.71 sited in O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 173.
House. The vast space of the interior meant that light from
the moon and noise from the interference of the weather on
the architecture filled the space, bouncing off the reflective
panes of glass and permeating the interior.
The world changes for us when we are sleeping: our spatial
orientation is lost. We are in the space and yet we have no
recognition of the space. Time vanishes for us.37
37
Bollnow describes our relationship with the world when we sleep, ‘man slips away from the space spread visibly around him’. When in the world of sleep, time becomes irrelevant and the body loses itself in the present moment. O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 174.
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‘Even when I finally drift, which takes a considerable
amount of time from getting into my sleeping bag, I can
never relax into a deep sleep. I am always partially aware of
my situation when all is still. The lack of security and
stability, physically, means I have to find a way, mentally, to
cope.
The Refuge Space helps, to an extent, in giving me a hiding
place to remain concealed and unobservable. However, I
also need to construct mental barriers, to reinforce the
malleable structure physically in place, to concentrate on
my immediate situation within the Refuge Space.’
Sleep is dependent on the feeling of security within one’s
private space. We fall asleep much more readily knowing that
we are safe in our private space, with minimal chance of
interference. Our space, as Bollnow reiterates, ‘must have a
certain character so that we can fall asleep in it, a character of
protectiveness and trustworthiness, to which we can
surrender ourselves without reservation.’38 The Glass House
had no measures of security. The Glass House as a “house”
lacked all qualities of protectiveness and trustworthiness. I
mentally prepared myself for sleep; in my mind I was able to
bring forth the soft walls of the Refuge Space and leave the
Glass House behind.
38
O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 175.
We shall see that the imagination functions in this
direction whenever the human being has found the
slightest shelter: we shall see the imagination build
“walls” of impalpable shadow, comfort itself with the
illusion of protection.39
This passage links directly to the way I had to create illusions of
protection in order to reinforce my created Refuge Space. This
also relates to the situation of the people I observed living on
the streets of Lisbon. Towards the end of the experience I
found that I didn’t need to have these physical security
measures in order to sleep. It is possible to sleep in this
environment. Therefore I slightly disagree with Linschoten’s
thought:
To fall asleep, I must feel safe, or rather, I must
experience the security of the situation in its enclosing
and protecting character. I must be shielded from
hostile intrusion, in order to relax and sink into the
oblivion of sleep.40
Although it was difficult, I did manage to relax and accept my
situation even though I wasn’t physically ‘shielded from hostile
intrusion’. All I had was, as Bachelard describes, ‘the slightest
shelter’41. However, combined with the strength, mentally, I
was able to sleep. For this reason I have a problem with
39
Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Boston: Beacon Press, 1969) p. 5. 40
Linschoten, ‘Uber das Einschlafen’, p.73 sited in O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 175. 41
Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Boston: Beacon Press, 1969) p. 5.
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Bollnow deeming the ‘unhoused’ as ‘inhuman’.42 As I have
attempted to show, there is a way of living without the formal
constructs of a house in the traditional sense; it is a mental
strength that enables people to live this way.
42
Here let us remember Goethe, who in one passage of ‘Faust’ speaks of the ‘fugitive’, of the ‘unhoused’, the ‘aimless restless reprobate’; for if the ‘houseless’ person is ‘inhuman’, in other words has fallen short of the actual nature of man, it follows conversely that man can only be truly human if ‘housed’. O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 131.
‘As a consequence of this fragmented sleep I often wake at
night in a misty haze of darkness which, compared to when I
awaken in broad daylight, is much more comforting,
especially during the initial part of the experience when I
had no side panels on the refuge space.
Day breaks and the clear morning light floods in. I wake up
and am instantly forced to recognize my situation. This
immediate orientation and localisation within the world
brings with it an extreme disorientation of the self.
It is not a gradual reformation of the self and the space;
rather the experience is very abrupt.’
There is a profound difference between waking up in day
space and waking up in night space. When we wake up at
night, it can be initially alarming ‘as a lack of the familiar
security of things’43 however calm is restored when ‘we
succeed in finding that mystic unity in which night space
comes to life from within.’44. When I awoke at night I felt much
more at peace and easily able to fall back to sleep, however
when I woke up in the morning it was a disorientating and
awkward experience.
Waking up in day space is usually a steady process of localising
ourselves within the gradual building up of ‘near space’.
Bollnow maintains that ‘only when localisation in space is
43
O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 215. 44
Ibid, p. 215.
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complete are we ourselves again in the fullest sense. So
regaining ones space means at the same time regaining
oneself.’45 Therefore, there is a fundamental link between the
building up of space and the building up of one’s own ego. In
this case, the regaining of the ego is dependent on the
regaining of the space46.
The diverse characteristics of night space and day space, in
terms of human and animal behaviour, can be seen in
Cornelius Cardew’s score: ‘The Tiger’s Mind’47. The ‘Daypiece’
shows the Tiger trapped in a circle and calm whereas the girl,
Amy, is active. In the ‘Nightpiece’, however, Amy is dreaming,
‘she recognizes her mind’, and the Tiger is agitated; ‘He storms
at the circle; if inside to get out, if outside to get in’. It is
interesting to note the difference between human nature and
the behaviour of nocturnal animals, we dream of being
swallowed up by the darkness whereas these ‘other’ animals
are restless in the night space.
45
‘As long as darkness persists, this ordering of the environment succeeds only to a partial extent. The light of day is needed for a final determination.’ O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 172. 46
‘One cannot take hold of oneself, because one is in a state of constant transformation. Only by localisation at a particular point in space can the ego gain the strength to hold itself fast as something identifiable.’ The ego depends on localisation in space to gain full strength, thus space is the indispensable precondition for the formation of an ego that can develop freely from itself. O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 172. 47
Cornelius Cardew (1936-1981) was an experimental music composer. Cardew, Cornelius ‘The Tiger’s Mind’ <http://www.cacbretigny.com/inhalt/pictures/tigersmind/partitioncardUKTiger.pdf> [accessed 2 November 2012]
‘Usually when people wake up in their homes it might take
them some time before they look out of a window and
experience the natural light of outside. For the time being
they are still in the bubble of their dwelling and are not
externally aware.
I don’t have the safe and secure constructs of the home. As
soon as I wake I am in the landscape; in the world.
The window, in the sense of a home, is very symbolic of our
relationship with security. We cut out and isolate a part of
the outside world, an idealised outlook that we can use to
orient ourselves in the world.
There is no idealisation of the outside world; it pushes on
you in its obvious materiality and overwhelming immensity.’
Waking up in the Glass House was abrupt; I was instantly
forced to recognize the space and my localisation in the world
because of the glass exterior. The orientation in the world was
immediate. There was no time to build up a picture from the
objects around me, as you might do in a closed space.
This immediate localisation left me feeling bemused. It might
take a little time for a person to localise themselves within the
wider world by looking out of a window. I did not have this
luxury of choice.
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By looking out of the window this person finalises their
orientation within space and the world ‘positioned in the great
order of horizontal and vertical.’48 We are orientated in space
only indirectly by the floor and the objects that stand upon it.
Objects, as well as windows, give us a slight localisation in the
world through the fact that they are physically bound by a
horizontal and vertical axis.
Bachelard maintains our desire to withdraw into a hiding-place
comes from a primitive or childish desire to conceal ourselves
from the world; we ‘sense the joy of a delightful
concealment’49. However ‘when the spyhole widens into a
window, which no longer focuses on a single potential enemy,
but fully admits the whole picture of the surrounding world,
the function of a window immediately changes.’50 Moreover,
when the window widens into walls and ceilings of glass, no
longer focusing on an idealised image but a 360-degree
surround vision, the function changes yet again. It now opens
up the inner space to the world as a whole. Through the
window, the small dwelling space is placed within the large
world. In the Glass House this orientation within the world is
not so gentle.
48
O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 152. 49
Ibid., p.152. 50
ibid., p. 152.
‘I am living in a space that opposes the long established
traditions of domestic living, a space that brings the
vulnerability and danger of the outside, inside.
I am not frightened. I have found a way to live in this space.
Disorientation turns to liberation. I am facing the outside
world. I am dwelling alone. I am exposed and therefore
liberated. I am liberated in the space and situation. I am free
from walls and barriers that hold me in.’
In reflection upon this experience I feel that my thoughts on
inhabiting space have become more liberal. Now I know that I
can exist in a space such as the Glass House, with minimal
objects. I no longer feel inclined towards the traditional
concept of a home.
Let us think about the traditional concept of a home; the
family home. The one we grow up in, the one we start our own
family in; sometimes the transition between the two is
immediate. People in our society rarely get the chance to dwell
alone. A lot of people have a fear of dwelling alone, of being
alone, and feel the need to fill their space with bodies and
objects in order to dwell in happiness.
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Just a single person is not enough to build a house, it is
not enough for a single person to dwell in a house. We
dwell plurally; we dwell with our family, with “our
own”, but separate ‘from others’, the ‘strangers’.51
Bollnow, in this passage, is very forceful in his ideology of
dwelling plurally. There is no other way about it: “we dwell
plurally”.
When thinking about how we dwell with other bodies I come
across a slight contradiction with Bollnow’s statement and in
my own mind. I have known people who live alone and it isn’t
a devastating and lonely existence but I also think that these
particular people are so integrated within a certain community
that the ‘house’ or physical presence of the house becomes
less of a defining aspect. I also think that separating ourselves
from the ‘strangers’ causes us to recognize and establish
difference with others more easily which can lead people to be
less accepting of people outside their intimate world.
This is something I will discuss further in the next chapter,
focusing specifically on people who may not follow the
‘normative’ way of living.
51
O. F. Bollnow, Human Space (London: Hyphen Press, 2011) p. 126.
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SPATIAL AND SOCIAL ORIENTATION
This chapter intends to bring the Glass House experience into a
wider social sphere focusing on the relationship between
social and spatial ‘orientation’ and ‘disorientation’.
Disorientation in this sense will identify with those people or
communities who do not follow the decided normative way of
living and being, but instead choose to live in an “oblique
world”52.
When I set out to do this project I had no intentions of using
the experience as a metaphor for living in an oblique world.
Likewise, I didn’t comprehend the extent to how much the
‘Glass House’ could symbolise in terms of social politics. Much
of the theory I am referencing in this chapter was read after
the experience.
52
This term denotes a world that is not straight but slantwise; ‘a world that has an oblique angle in relation to that which is given’. A conscious decision to live against, or at an angle to, the grain of normative society. Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.161
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DISORIENTATION
In Chapter One I spoke of disorientation in terms of how the
architecture affected me as an inhabitant of the space,
exposure from the surrounding glass walls and ceiling, as well
as occupying the vast and empty space inside. I also briefly
touched upon occurrence of disorientation for reasons beyond
the physicality of space, something that happens as a response
to certain social situations, which in turn determines how we
inhabit space.
Sara Ahmed shows us that the lines that direct us are lines of a
performative nature dependent upon the ‘repetition of norms
and conventions, of routes and paths taken, but they are also
created as an effect of this repetition.’53 These lines have a
cyclical nature, not only between the cause and effect of this
repetition, but also because the repetition has been passed
through generations and so, are embedded in our traditional
value system.
It might be useful to use the analogy of ‘going off the beaten
track’ when walking. The path is created to direct us in a
certain way, towards a certain destination. By veering from
this path we are risking potential danger, this is what we have
been taught from numerous fairy tales and our parents.
53
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.16.
Analogies, such as this, stay with us as we enter into
adulthood. For women, especially, it is sometimes difficult to
find liberation within these lines because of traditional
conformities and value systems. Sometimes these lines can be
deceiving. I recall a piece of gossip a family friend had
overheard about my mother: “from the way Jane Eustance
speaks you would think they would have a lot of money”. My
mother’s response to this was one of jest. However, whilst
growing up we were taught, more so by my mother than my
father, to always be conscious of how we appear to others.
You can almost manipulate these lines to make them seem
more linear.
Nevertheless, ‘it is also important to remember that life is not
always linear or that the lines we follow do not always lead us
to the same place’54. Even if we follow the beaten track, and
do the ‘right’ things, these moments of disorientation can pull
us from our paths and force us to struggle through the
metaphorical foliage, creating new paths in order to get back
onto the beaten track, or in some cases the struggle back
causes a change in perceptions and we may never reach it, or
no longer want to.
The point is what we do with such moments of
disorientation, as well as what such moments can do –
whether they can offer us the hope of new directions,
54
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006), p.18.
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and whether new directions are reason enough for
home.55
As noted earlier it is how we deal with disorientation that
determines our future and how we continue to inhabit space.
To overcome disorientation we can re-orientate our bodies ‘so
that the line of the body follows the vertical and horizontal
axes. Such a body is one that is straight, upright, and in line.’56 I
clearly remember, from my childhood, family members and
teachers telling us to pretend we had an imaginary string from
the top of our heads and to pull it, every so often, to straighten
our bodies. It represents a moral and social code of self-
preservation.
55
As Sara Ahmed points out it is how these experiences can impact on the orientation of bodies and spaces, which is after all about how the things are “directed” and how they are shaped by the lines they follow. It is widely perceived that straying from the ‘conventional’ path causes you to live in a disorientated or oblique world. Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.158. 56
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.159.
QUEER SPACE
Ahmed associates this kind of disorientation with queer space.
The Glass House is a ‘queer space’. It is an unconventional
space that challenges the way we dwell and therefore the way
we exist.
Queer is a term widely used to identify practices (particularly
sexual) that defy the normative ways of being. In society
‘normative’ is seen as an antonym of ‘deviant’. The repetitions
of norms and conventions, here, are mainly about what is
considered ‘normal’ in our society, ‘these traditional values of
Western living are reflective of a distinct repertoire of habits’57
which Judith Halberstram identifies as ‘reproduction and
family, longevity, risk/safety, and inheritance.’58 These are the
values I have grown up with coming from a long familial
history of markedly heterosexual middle-class logic where the
emphasis is placed on money, family and respectability. There
is a strict and defined structure we are meant to follow that is
heavily founded upon safety and security.
57
Melchionne, 1998, p.192 sited in Erin Brown, ‘We Are Everywhere: Queer Space and the Art of Living in Glass Houses’ <http://www.sfu.ca/sca/global/pdf/Erin_Brown_WeAreEverywhere.pdf> [accessed 29 January 2013] p.5. 58
Halberstram, 2005, p.6 sited in Erin Brown, ‘We Are Everywhere: Queer Space and the Art of Living in Glass Houses’ <http://www.sfu.ca/sca/global/pdf/Erin_Brown_WeAreEverywhere.pdf> [accessed 29 January 2013] p.5.
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We study in an endeavour to get a job; we get a job to obtain
financial security through a regular income; we get married to
ensure security through another person (and for many women
this is also financial security); and we start a family to build our
own mini empire to preach these values.
Queer in this sense (describing specific sexual
practices) would refer to those who practice non-
normative sexualities (Jagose 1996), which we know
involves a personal and social commitment to living in
an oblique would, or in a world that has an oblique
angle in relation to that which is given.59
In the sense of being queer we come across a slight
juxtaposition, in the desire to act upon natural instincts and
live naturally we choose a life which runs against the norms or
“normative desire” and therefore choose to live in an oblique
world which doesn’t adhere to the linear lines of what is
deemed as normative. Queerness is seen as an oddity; if
something is queer it is strange.
59
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.161.
GLASS HOUSE: OBLIQUE SPACE
The Glass House can be appropriated as a metaphor for the
sense of exposure and disorientation people face when
inhabiting space in an “oblique world”.
Disorientation could be described here, as the
“becoming oblique” of the world a becoming that is at
once interior and exterior.60
The Glass House is a structure that is at once interior and
exterior and therefore can be described as an oblique space or
a structure that houses an oblique space.
To begin with, let us take the physical architecture of the Glass
House. From the outside you can see inside and from the
inside the space is vast and empty with no partitions to
segregate spaces. Jean-Ulrick Désert61 suggests that the
conditional acceptance of queer communities is predicated on
their existence within private spaces; the opposite of the Glass
House. It is acceptable for people to practice this ‘deviant’
lifestyle as long as they are not open about it. Ulrick argues
that queer communities must often choose committedly
between isolationism and publicity. Remaining a closed,
private society would reinforce the belief that it is not normal
60
Sara Ahmed, Queer Phenomenology: Orientations, Objects, Others (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2006) p.162. 61
Jean-Ulrick Désert is an artist, from Haiti, who has published writings on the impact of social space on the queer community.
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and therefore wrong. Ulrick opts for a refusal of secrecy and
to, instead, turn to “openness” and liberation. As a task of
liberation, queer spaces pursue the erosion of parameters
between private and public spheres.62 The physical merging of
outside and inside, as depicted in the Glass House, translates
into a social merging of private and public.
As a subject of architectural design, the Glass House
counteracts the usual demands of domestic space, and incites
queer feeling in both its spectators and its occupants.63 The
feeling we get from the space is relative to any queer feeling
that is initiated by an exposure to something strange. The
Glass House seems to go against all traditional domestic values
(values of privacy, of order, of structure) in one’s life that the
‘house’ is supposed to provide; the house provides illusions of
stability and security64. The Glass House, however, provides a
way of life that carries the possibility of constant surveillance
and therefore can give no relief from an unrelenting self-
consciousness at potentially being watched. This type of
exposure runs parallel with an exposure that comes from how
you live your life and inhabit space if it isn’t the decided
‘normative’ way.
62
Erin Brown, ‘We Are Everywhere: Queer Space and the Art of Living in Glass Houses’ <http://www.sfu.ca/sca/global/pdf/Erin_Brown_WeAreEverywhere.pdf> [accessed 29 January 2013] p.3. 63
ibid., p.2. 64
‘A house constitutes a body of images that give mankind proofs or illusions of stability.’ Gaston Bachelard, The Poetics of Space (Boston: Beacon Press, 1969) p. 17.
The distinctive characteristic of the Glass House that makes it a
queer space is the absence of matter.
‘It is in the domain of the “home” and interior design that we
may be most convincingly taught that commercial products
and their normative arrangements are able to infuse one’s life
with true experiential delight.’65 This established domestic
culture or way of life is ubiquitous across Western civilization
unaided by the constant barrage of advertisements for ‘things’
to fill our space with. Sara Ahmed considers this type of
consumerism as human attachment to “Happy Objects”, the
most salient of these pertaining to notions of familial closeness
and the happy effects of biological reproduction. Those not
capable of or desiring biological reproduction are therefore
‘alienated from the promise of happiness.’66 My Auntie, for
example, who doesn’t have children, suffers from this
segregation to the point where avoidance to large familial
gatherings is habitual. She, although not practicing ‘deviant’
sexualities herself, is well embedded within the queer
community.
65
Erin Brown, ‘We Are Everywhere: Queer Space and the Art of Living in Glass Houses’ <http://www.sfu.ca/sca/global/pdf/Erin_Brown_WeAreEverywhere.pdf> [accessed 29 January 2013] p.6. 66
Ahmed argues that the link between objects of happy affect and biological reproduction constitutes a degree of marginalisation to alternative sexual communities that is complete in its segregation. Sara Ahmed, The Affect Theory Reader (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2010) p.41.
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In the space left by detachment from normative happy objects,
there is a vastness and a space of questioning for the
“affective alien”. To think about Sara Ahmed’s “affective alien”
we can swap ‘disorientation’ for ‘alienation’. Alienation, like
disorientation, is a feeling we all relate to. We can think about
alienation in terms of happy objects, ‘when we feel pleasure
from such objects, we are aligned; we are facing the right way.’
These objects are culturally rumoured to bring happiness to
the beholder so when we aren’t turned towards these objects
we create an ‘anxious narrative of self-doubt’67; why are we
alienated from this shared happiness?
The feminist is an affect alien: she might even kill joy
because she refuses to share an orientation toward
certain things as being good because she does not find
the objects that promise happiness to be quite so
promising.68
Our social orientation towards objects holds the key to how
we live. To counteract this alienation people aim to orientate
themselves towards these objects, to stay within the linear
lines. This extracts from “happiness” all aspects of spontaneity
and organic development, favouring a linear transaction
67
Sara Ahmed, The Affect Theory Reader (Durham and London: Duke University Press, 2010) p.37. 68
Ibid., p.39.
between object and individual, and envisaging a standardised
communication of the happy effect.69
The move away from spontaneity to a more linear way of
being and thinking takes away any kind of excitement from
life. Everything is predetermined and grounded by these
values, we allow ourselves to stay within the normative
majority because of the security and stability it brings. It takes
mental determination to disassociate oneself with these
cultural preconceptions; similar to the experience I had when
forging illusions of stability inside the Glass House.
69
Erin Brown, ‘We Are Everywhere: Queer Space and the Art of Living in Glass Houses’ <http://www.sfu.ca/sca/global/pdf/Erin_Brown_WeAreEverywhere.pdf> [accessed 29 January 2013]
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‘Domestic space acts as a particularly insidious harbour for
these types of objects’70 but not in the Glass House. This space
is not made for elaborate decoration or objects pretending to
be useful. In the Glass House I am the contents of the work,
there is no refuge from one’s exposure to the surrounding
landscape and no need to indulge in objects. Normally we fill
our space with objects so we feel less on show and can
alleviate attention onto something else. In a strange way we
are more proud of our possessions than we are of ourselves.
Returning to my family home for Christmas last year, the main
topic of conversation was my parents’ investment in a ‘wood-
burning stove’, followed by numerous tours to the living room
where it was on display. In actual fact, they had bought a size
too big and my brother spent most of the winter season in his
swimming trunks when inside.
Thinking about the relationship between the occupant and the
architecture, the Glass House, as I experienced, can cause a
person to feel completely dominated by the space. Bollnow
describes our relationship with night space as the ego coming
second to the space; the same can be applied in this
relationship. The world obtains a 360-degree angle of not only
the exterior structure but also of the interior living space,
which can be oppressing. However, the occupant also has a
360-degree view of the world, they face the world. The sense
70
Erin Brown, ‘We Are Everywhere: Queer Space and the Art of Living in Glass Houses’ <http://www.sfu.ca/sca/global/pdf/Erin_Brown_WeAreEverywhere.pdf> [accessed 29 January 2013] p.7.
of disorientation at one moment can turn to liberation with
the next.
The exposure to outside space imposes upon the
occupant the sense of being a flâneur; the occupant is
on the outside of society, even from an interior
situation. It is queer precisely because “it is at once
private and public”.71
It is the task of liberation to open spaces up into the public
sphere and not create secular units. Instead of thinking about
the constant pressure of the outside attempting to infiltrate
your personal space and private life you should embrace it.
People, before and after the experience, were responding to
this project in a very apprehensive and almost shocked
manner, exclaiming, “Weren’t you frightened?” In actual fact it
took a surprisingly short amount of time to acclimatise myself
to the situation. By the end of the experience, the space and
my routine began to feel normal.
71
Ulrick, 1997, p.21 sited in Erin Brown, ‘We Are Everywhere: Queer Space and the Art of Living in Glass Houses’ <http://www.sfu.ca/sca/global/pdf/Erin_Brown_WeAreEverywhere.pdf> [accessed 29 January 2013] p.8.
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DWELLING HISTORIES
My structured upbringing was reflected in the space we
inhabited. I resided in two houses; the first in the years prior to
and during my primary school education, and then moving to a
town house, a decision orientated by the desire of my parents
to be in the catchment area of a good school. This upbringing
directly contrasts to my way of living after leaving my familial
home, since moving out I have lived in eight different domestic
spaces72.
The experience of constantly relocating and adapting to
different spaces brings with it an independence and greater
certainty of the self. Henri Lefebvre describes space as a ‘social
morphology’. Space, he emphasizes, ‘is to lived experience
what form itself is to the living organism.’73 We need space in
order to grow and by frequently experiencing diverse spaces
or environments you remain the only unchanging variable and
therefore are not influenced by ‘the familiar’ or familiar
surroundings. It is about being outside of your comfort zone,
outside of the linear lines. Experience of the other gives a
better understanding of the self.
72
See ‘Dwelling Histories: Visual Address Book [1990-2013]’ 73
Lefebvre, Henri, ‘Social Space’, in The Production of Space, trans., by Donald Nicholson-Smith (Oxford UK & Cambridge USA: Blackwell, 1991) p.94.
The experience of living in Lisbon has a profound effect on my
way of thinking. The current economic climate meant that
there was a lot about Lisbon that was ‘unfinished’. There were
a lot of ‘unfinished’ spaces. This meant these spaces were
empty and not in use, which is problematic when thinking of
the many people living without a home and on the streets. As
Bachelard aptly puts it ‘life quickly wears it down. And besides,
for one ‘living’ shell, how many dead ones there are! For one
inhabited shell, how many are empty!’ This can be used to
describe the relationship between the amount of people
without a home and the number of abandoned houses without
inhabitants. The Glass House can be described as an empty
shell, whereby the potential of human inhabitance is
inconceivable to most.
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Dwelling Histories: Visual Address Book [1990-2013]74 6 Bertie Close, Swinstead, Grantham, Lincolnshire, NG33 4PW
17 North Road, Bourne, Lincolnshire, PE10 9AP
J45 Rootes Residences, Gibbet Hill Road, University of Warwick, CV4 7AL
1 Brudenell Grove, Leeds, West Yorkshire, LS6 1HP
5 Ashville Terrace, Leeds, West Yorkshire, LS6 1LZ
74
Source: Google Maps Street View
4 Providence Avenue, Leeds, West Yorkshire, 2HN
Calçada do Desterro 12, Lisboa, Portugal 2715-311
Rua do Barão 27, Lisboa, Portugal 2715-311
6 Buckingham Mount, Leeds, West Yorkshire, LS6 1DN
The Old Walled Garden, Grimsthorpe Castle, Bourne, Lincolnshire, PE10 OLT
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Considering the effects of disorientation, individually and
collectively, in our modern society has led me to the
conclusion that the feeling of disorientation is intrinsic in
someone’s social and personal development. Reiterating the
notion I previously stated that experience of the ‘other’ gives a
better understanding of the ‘self’. The notion of
‘disorientation’, as shown to be a result of the loss of one’s
‘orientation’, is what I physically experienced in the Glass
House and what people feel as a reaction to something that
causes them to leave their original “world”.
Using the term ‘oblique’ to describe the Glass House as a space
means it is in a constant state of disorientation. As are the
people living in Ahmed’s ‘oblique world’. In this sense the
‘oblique space’ and ‘oblique world’ are more liberated. They
are already at a slantwise angle and therefore are free from
the continual pressure to stay within the linear lines, as are the
people that inhabit these spaces or worlds. There is no need
for anxiety over becoming the “affective alien” or in having
desires pre-determined by the media or by consumer culture.
This thesis is the product of an experience and because of this
the intentions and outcomes were never certain. The journey I
have undergone as a person can be mirrored in my dwelling
histories. The most profound experiences being those of living
in ‘foreign spaces’, foreign in terms of another country and in
terms of unconventional or ‘strange’. This project has
progressed organically, from thinking about my own body
occupying space to considering the occupation of a social
body.
DISCLAIMER
Throughout this document I have made references to links
between the Glass House experience and the observations of
the homeless I made in Lisbon. It has to be acknowledged that
for all the slight challenges I faced during this experience, they
face every day in a much more aggressive way. I always knew I
had a home to go back to and that this was a temporary
experience.
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