FRAGMENTS AND PIECES - poems -

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FRAGMENTS AND PIECES- poems -

Publication Date: 2012

Publisher:Poemhunter.com - The World's Poetry Archive

FRAGMENTS AND PIECES() i am just someone who wants to express what comes to me, in my soul, in mywhole life...i am a fragment of the broken pieces that tries to find my wholebeing in every gleam that sparked at me....i am not a writer.....nor a poet...butsomeone who love wisdom and words and meaning....

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A Lie For The Truth how can i quench the thirsty soul in me when the pen of life doesn't guaranteethe lasting water to pour down and form the words in my heart... you are the object which my spirit is driven to fly, spread out the wings of mydesire, then embrace and try to capture you perfectly. but i need to suspend and make a lie for the truth will make things die and thetreasure i possess for a while may wipe out all the smile. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


A New Friend People long for a best frien'Like a lottery it is hard to winUntil one got it all of a suddenBut one has to guard his keepin'when it is lost it wont came again I got one this timeThen I made a vow in mineBut still afraid to loose my kindIt is like a music with perfect rhymeI might lost it when folly drown my mind FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


A Sonnet For You To move on from the past is hard indeedNobody could easily try as plead;Though you try to project alibi,Someone's betrayal marks the pain and lieThat burden your precious heart to dieThus Im here for you and say my side:I'm the lad who wont make you sadHeal your wounds, ease what makes you badthe bitterness, in the vow you hadHis flux gave you rain and mudLook around, I'm here with lullaby of love. [A Sonnet For You11/08/06manila] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


All Alone All alone in the darkThough the sun offers the unfading lights, not even a sparkYet its rays seem with black clouds are wrappedAnd the smoke of disaster in the heartPermeates deep inside through the soulBut I continue to go forward no matter how unsureThe end will beFor I know I should fight this war in me.No matter what it takesUntil finallyMy body will rest eternally. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


All I Can Say I'd rather be awaythan hear what you always saythan to watch you all dayand in a world standing separately id rather choose not to staywhile my lips remain here to saythat my heart will never belost in love in any way id rather cry away from younot to show that i am weak tooshed the tears and let it flowhiding from all as i always do i have been missing you so muchi really long to feel your touchbut can i ever have it as easy as thatwhen you only hear without asking me what so i must stay in so far awaywhile watching you day by day'i care for you' is all i can saykeeping apart is the best of my way [madero9 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


An Ordinary Dedication I want to say how happy I am Whenever I see youI want to jump & sing because of the joy you give in your presenceI want to write many poems because of your inspirationI want to live forever if I can just have you You became my joy, my happinessYou became my inspiration to do great things.You became the song that soothes my weary heart.Thank you for being what you areI wish we can be more than friends. [MYKELLE 31 Oct ‘06manila] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Ano Pa Nasusunog na ang maralita kong pusosa init ng pgmamahal na noon pa nakatagonilalagnat na ang buo kong pagkataosa nararamdamang hindi maipaliwanag saiyonasabi ko na ang lahat kong nalalamanupang ipahayag ang aking kaloobansubalit ang lahat ay mukhang hindi pa sapatupang makuha ang iyong pagkamulatmay kulang pa ba na dapat kong gawinano pa ba ang maaring saklawinng makuha ko ang iyong pansinhangang sa matamo ang aking hinihilingwala na akong maisip na paraang magagawa pangunit kong may nais ka sabihin mo kung ano pa ba [madero26august2011Naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Bakit Ba? pinilit ko nang makalimutan kabinura ko lahat ng ugnayan saiyongunitpagluha'y di maalis sa matapagkat ang lumayoy di alam kung kaya ko pilit kong hinubog ang aking kasanayanmanatili sa mundong wala ka nang puwangngunit alaala mo'y pilit nakikilabanhanggang sa isip ko ikaw nalang ang laman bakit ba ang mukha mo'y di maiwaksipuso kong salat ikaw pa rin ang hangadhanggang ngayo'y kalungkuta'y hindi mapawitanong ko ba'y di talaga masagot agad. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Barkada An saimong pag-abotsimbag sa pagmawotkan pusong napurisawasin nawaran nin ilaw kaogmahan nahanapan mata namuklatan puso naumayanan kalag nakahangos man barkada ko salamatsako kaogmahan saimong inilapatpagmati guminaanmayong ng iba pang kaipuhan an tulang rawitdawitsaimo inaawitsa daghan dangugon moini an tataramon kan puso ko. [4August2011nagamadero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Bring Me Your Love i have been waitingsince i woke up in the morninguntil the glimpse of the eveningwrapped with soft breeze of despairingare you not listeningwhen i cried for you and beggingto dropp a piece of your lovingand quench my heart lonesomely dyingdo hear my constant sayinga prayer of all my hopingwill you not listen for a momentbecause the door is closed in your beingand the love that i have been longingoh please cant you see me gaspingready to die while pantingonly your love can offer the healingwill you withhold the moment for you to bringplease listen im begging. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Bukas Kung ang araw ngayon ay sadyang palubog naat wala ng liwanag ang masisilayan pahahayaan ko na lang na ito ay maganapkung ang tuwa nga ay sadyan di na malalasapgabi ay papangyarihin na lamanghangang ang bagong umaga ay muling isilangkung ang kanluran ay puno ng pagnanasana higupin ang galak na napupunaang kapalaran ang siyang magpapasya ng lahathangang sa mapagod ang hangin sa pagiipon ng ulapat ang bukas na nakalimutan ay muling makakaahonhanggang ang mga kulay ay maiguhit ng panahon. (madero/26august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Christmas In The Desert i walked through the landswhere there is no endno directionno goal plan since the trees were lostthe birds had goneno music to listenthe spirit is lost i cant see the endof this journeylike a dreameverything is a legend dry land and wind of dustsuffocate my heartno breath can passim dying so fast. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Coded Number 16 I can draw a pictureAny fabulous creatureTo mesmerize the human eyeWith crafts spectacularly sly. Momento fuels to recreateThe fears and joys that lies beneathFilled with laughter and tearsBlending the visage of the universe. Yet there is a lonesome realityA truth I can never be freeNo escape though often forsakenTo be alone depicts no meaning. Paints of imagination are my wingsHooked by unfailing liquids of desiringThrough a hand of perseveringWith a surface of experiences to lean on in. Vision is my dreamed goalieDriven by unpompous libertyWith a sharp pointed industryTo lay out the glimpses of beauty. [madero13 April 2011, Calaguas, Camarines Norte] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Death After all the days of breathingOf tearful coming and goingOf shameful or blissful flatteringOne reality will make one to start a new beginning This is the reference of the final endOne will measure what he has earnedHe can see whether he truly learnedDuring his falls along what he dreamed This is a crossroad one has to takeWhether he like it or refrain from itThe reality he can never escapeLife must end, this he must admit One chooses not what is wellBut what he has stored will now compelThe road to take, heaven or hellThe fact is, one consumed the final bell. This is a tragedy for the unpreparedA misery that can not be coveredBut a welcome for the living saintThe gate of heaven that has been anticipated. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Desolate I am sprinkling the barren soulWith the mist of spiritual soundsTilling the idle heartApplying the CVR on the lifeless spirit! FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Dislocated Knee when my knee was dislocatedone miracle suddenly appearedan angel came brightly featheredwith all the virtues that made me believeangels are not always winged i wonder why it came into my eyesa vision of hope and joy i realizea perfect beauty i idolizenow a reality that mesmerize'for a wondering thought that actualize' FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Do Friends Last? do friends last?when you find onedoes a friend trust?when you falldoes a friend care much? words of the oldpraise what they holdthe friendship they moldare these true even in the cold?could a warm caress promise to fold i got one, two and threein a moment they flock to mei was honored as all i can seeoh where are they coming really?i am amazed and no words to say. i want to drown myselfwith this learnings that attesti would blind my eyes at bestfrom the side that makes a testand dream the real thing i wished. but now i felt in the deserta wasteland of the true muddy earthhow i wish i could really escapeflee from the reality and awakeshun the fact for goodness sake. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Drifting Inside I woke so silent in my heartCraving for something I don’t know whatWith unquenchable thirst of the flashing pastTo flee from the dry well I could notYet drowned with sadness, a tear just drop. I walked to leave the bed I laidBegin to scramble the lore I madeBut the empty glass of my mind reflects a caveDeafness surrounds and darkness now livesThe hole of nothingness for the joy that ebbs. I looked at the mountains from so far awayNever did give a chance to escape the dayLike watching the bubbles falling to meCatches the eyes of the wonderer’s gleeMy lonely heart remained totally empty. I hooked my feet on the stable chairAnd resting my body I could hardly bearSeems nobody guides me, I’m going nowhereAnd my heart’s dream remain unclearJust betting the cards of the fate to be opened later. This is the clairvoyant soul of the poor drifterHas lost the pathways as the rays disappearNothing occupies the heart but the consuming fearThe troubled conscience of the ambitious dreamerHas strayed away but nobody dared to care. [madero2 May 2011, , Putiao, Sorsogon] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Drought The water runs drythe eyes unlearned to crythe boxes are openand emptiness fills the end the land becomes barrenawaits the beloved rainoh when will this endhow many coins it has to spend the tree loses its leavesah there is only one leftbut it is about to dropsad, seems nobody dares to catch the birds can never flyit seems it feel strange on the skythe birds' wings has gone tiredoh pity, cries are in the hide the pen has dried the inkthe paper refused any writingnothing is in the beginningnothing promise to be waiting the mind becomes a mere spongy stuffit doesn't work nor give any startthe head becomes an empty shelldrought has swallowed me so well [madero9 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Enough Enough, i did what i have to do...enough, i said already what i should and should not say...enough, i missed what i shouldn't have given time...and all i have is that i am in my present now...many to repair and many to discover....i just have to begin....now....dreaming is enough and now ends.... maderojuly2011naga FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


For The People Who Come Across Thank you for being goodfor sharing everything you couldthank you for the friendship you offeredfor the laughter that can never be paid thank you for your timewe once created a noise with a rhymethank you for the shelterthe foods and the water thank you for your companyyou gave me friendship that made me happythank you for your patiencewhile i become naive with all my sins sorry if i made you disgustedwith my weaknesses you were disappointedsorry for my pomps and unbearable whimsi beg your pardon if i made mistake again and again. we might cross our path apartsoon i may no longer meet your heartbut if fate will lead us to meet againill try my best to care for you as my dearest friend [maderonaga 6 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Go! I said go...I said now...I said be quick...I said time to do it... oh I'm tired.. I said enoughI said too much....I said everything... I wroteI expressedI am resolved.... Why can't i start?Why i hang?Why do i remain in the dark?Why do i have many questions? OK i have to go... Go...Go...Go until i got to know the answers...until I got the Satisfaction of my driftingsoul.... [madero26june2001naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Hamak Na Makata Narito ka't nagmumuni na namansayong sinapit ng ika'y tinalikuranng buksan mo ang aklat ng iyong damdaminna sa kanya'y nagdolot ng asim nakabuo na muli ng bagong talatamunting kaisipan ay ginawang paksamaihayag lamang ang kinikimkimna lungkot sa puso't damdamin hanggan kilan ba ika'y maaanodat makalayo sa bunganga ng pagkalunodkilan nga ba tuloyang makakalayoat huminto na sa pagsusumamo ika'y naging hamak na makatangunit walang ni kunting tagahangasubalit patuloy kang humahangadna mapansin lang sa iyong pagtawag sana'y matanggap mo ng talagaang katutuhanan sa iyong sinisintaang kanyang pag-ibig ay sadyang di sayo laanpagkamakata mo'y dapat mo ng talikuran. (madero/23august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Hanggang Ngayon bakit ba puso'y ganitokahit lumayo na saiyonananatili ka sa alaala koang mga sandaling magkasama tayomga damadamin na ibinahagi mopati na ang panaginip at pangarap sa mundo hindi ko magawang magsinungalingsa paghahangad kong ikay makapilinghindi parin nagbabago ang aking pagtinginsa kagandahan mo'y nabibighani parinmaari bang ika'y minsang maging akinna walang pangamba sa puso at damdamin inakala mo at naisip ko rinna magbabago ang lahat pag-ihip ng hanginpagkalipas ng ilang larawan sa paninginmawawala ang lahat pati na ang panalanginngunit bakit ngayon ay ikaw parinhinahangad makatabi sa gitna ng mga buhangin ano ba ang meron sa iyong pagkataobakit nalulunod ang isip at puso konawawala lagi ang sarili at natagpuan saiyosa panaginip na ako ay kasama mominsan sa paglalakad sa may kabilang kantoat nangangarap na lahat ay magkatotoo ang sakit naman isipin kung minsanna sadyang ganito ang katutuhanankalungkutan ay hindi ko maiwasansa tuwing ikaw ay simagi sa isipantanggap ko man na walang hantunganpangarap ko'y nananatili sa aking katauhan ano nga ba ang dapat kong gawinupang ibalik nakaraan kong dinimdimpag-ibig na saiyo noon ay hinilinghangang ngayon ay di mo pansin


at di maitago sana lang ay dingginpagkat hanggang ngayon mahalaga ka sa akin. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Hanging i walked through the valleywhere i caught a bright new daymy whole world was all free of grayonly blue skies cover my liberty at a noon day calli got this crazy thing and so smalli tried to lay it in the wide hallbut i learned it overflows on the wall i searched for several waysto assess the leaking fencebut the solution losses its gainsand i already spent all the means another thing called me thensaid leave that chaos before losing patienceand i agree to that callingthe new path now is begining but when i stopi happen to look backthen i saw a stumbling blockwhich hinders my feet to pursue my plot i found myself fallingbut it seems i am still hangingon this ridiculous and crazy feelingoh when will i be free from this thinking. [2sept2011maderonaga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Heaven They say it is a treasure of the wiseThe real end we can never compromiseThere is no place for any viceThe bliss is promised as a paradiseAnd true delight is given without disguise It is so far away when we think of itIndescribable by any kind of witWas it like a white board that is so neat?Or a green field filled with wheatIt nearly seems like a created myth A poor mind can never understandWhat it shows even to the blindThe sweetness of its truth behindA wonder and awe would never sufficeTo grasp the beauty it always hides I wonder the words can ambitiously expressThe true meaning of its incomparable caressTo savor its taste can speak the bestNo eloquent tongue can really traceThe vast and indefinite happiness Is it a place or a state of grace?Whatever it is one sure truth we cannot rephraseThe joy and merriment it only bearsIf one taste its sample on earthOne will never lose his proper ways. This is a choice taken by one's meritIf its path is taken until the endThe glory of life will be borne in itIt is the sure direction that defines one's fateIf one has stayed along to the eternity gate. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Hell Have you ever felt in your very beingWhere your heart is dragged as if you're fallingAll the unsure occupied your feelingAnd you can never identify it to anything This another end of one's true fateWhat has been sown on the ground for wheatOne will face the final harvestBe it fruits or weeds in the basket It could be a state where anxiety sucksWhere the entire environment mocksNo promise of any pain trapOnly a glimpse of despairs to be unwrapped A deep water and tasteless seaCould partly describe its inescapable agonyTo drown in the dark water of fearful ecstasyOr more than these one can always say Ah, it is a world of purely shameWhere one can never leave his face openAs if he is truly and heavily ladenNothing can't stop him from laze or hiding Worst would be, it is a shame with painWhere his very self is only to blameTo think of the past he can never changeWorst, he wasted all the chances given to him It is a time of throbbing regretWhere sorrow and twinge has no reliefThere is only a torture of anguish and griefSour and bitterness is the lasting taste. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Hiling Ng Mandirigma Sa aking pgkatao'y dumaan din ang unosgumuho ang talampas na sya kong tanging kapataganat bumuhos ang lupit at pait ng karimlandumaloy ang kadilimanpero ito pa rin akopatuloy na nagbabakaskali lumalaban naghahangad magwagiat ang tanging nakakalam ng hantungang laansa aking kapalaran ay ang tinatawag na bathala ng lupa at kalawakansa laban ng buhay, sana'y may matirang kasanggakung ako ay tamaan ng patalim na di ko na mailaganmay malakas na loob sanang magsabi ng kunting panalanginbago ako lumisan at pagsaluhan ng kawalan. 13sept2011maderonaga FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Hinaing umaapaw ang sakit na sa akin ay ibinuhostila walang humpay sa paglakas ng agostanging ganti ba ay lakas ng unosna sa akin ay lumunod na halos wala bang taingang maaring makinigsa damdamin kong puno ng ligaligpangarap kong hindi narinigngayun sa puso ay nagpatigil ng pintig sumisigaw na ako sa sakitni walang kamay ang sa akin ay lumapitutang na loob sanay may makinig kahit saglitnaghihingalong paghinga'y pinalalakas na pilit kailan ba talaga ito matitigilpagmamakaawa ko ay patuloy na sunusupiltanging tula lang ba ang makikiramay sakino ang lupa ay magkakatainga na rin nabibingi na pati ang haginsa hinaing kong pinipilit na tuloyang alisinsubalit pagtatanka ay hindi napapansinng katotohanang laging nabibitin malayo ka na nga sa aking paninginpati sa puso koy ikay hindi maangkinngayon akoy nanghihina't naghihinaingsa hirap at sakit na nagbigay kulimlim. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Hope In You I am afraidbut you just arrivedi am accompaniedno need to hide i lost my hopebut you restoredmy heart is muteand you gave a word I lost my strenghti'm about to collapsei found the wingsyou gave me life i was lostyou came acrossyou inspired me mostand you i choose i threw my fearsi leave my prejudicei lost despairsi hope in your face. [madero2 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


How When you taught me to laughand catch me every time i dropthen give me your tendernesshow can i forget the soft and lovely caress when you come to my sighti learn to color even the nightthe bright has conquered the darkwith only a glimpse of thunder spark when i learn to be with youall day and the only thing i wanna doi am addicted so muchwith your sweet smile and touch how then i must learnthe things i used to be living inhow will i learn again to leavethe things i only believe [madero11august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


How Long How long will your painwill last in your brainis it becoming a cancerthat never disappear how long will your sufferingsdisable your poor little wingswhen can you try again to flyand soar the wide blue sky how long will it lastthe memory of the pastwill it last longer than you thinkor will it wait until you sink (madero/21august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


I Am A Seeker I search the worldi search my worldi search my lifei search my selfi search my soul i ask themi ask Himi ask my peersi ask my mother and fatheri ask myself who really am i i look for an answeri look for a signi look for a marki look for a guidei look for everything and i found nothing yes i am a hunteryes i am a carveryes i am a loseryes i am a travelleryes i am a seeker of truth I dont stopI dont give upI dont quitI dont leavei dont even escape but i found nothingbut i found nonsensebut i found pretensebut i found alibisbut i found no sacrifice and i dont know what to doand i dont know what's nextand i dont know what will happen


and i dont know what's the consequence againand i dont really know how to begin. i seek what i cannoti seek what i should noti seek what i have noti seek what i never geti seek what i am not meant for. [naga 23 july 2011madero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


I Must Have A Million Roses if i have to pick up a rose everydaywhenever i think of you in any wayi must have gathered bunches of flowersas if the heaven of glory showers if the petals are to be countedevery time my eyes you enchanteda truck of fragrant specieswill be spread even to the overseas if i have to get a rosewhenever i felt the same thing i ownthe whole barn will be filled with flowersi must have then a million roses FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


I See The Beam Of Truth a light has struck mea glimpse of realityoh! a pure light of infinitytailed with true eternityand the fiber of wisdom is what i truly see FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


I Was Compelled there is a spirit that woke me upi couldn't escape nor even say enoughit burns me deep unto my souland flame of power struck me on i can't help myself to hideit brought me just to abidethe drive that pulled methe picture i wouldn't see then i've done what it takes me oni've said what my heart asked forthe foresight was true nowi got the tears to make a vow i've done, i did, i expressedi have released what i was compelledstill the stain has markedi fear this might again spark one thing i wishedi could stay strong at leastdeny myself and lie at oncethough the truth inside bumps. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


I Wonder i wonder why things changei wonder why we keep to maintainthe things we believe that will never endi wonder why many things do not remainyet we pretend that those things will come again. i wonder words limit your mindi wonder how it can express what is behindthe truth it bears one should findi wonder truly what to hold in mindcoz pain in the end is left to bind. i wonder why and vomit more questionsi wonder from here how to get alongthe troubles i met i think i belongi wonder why i felt this all alonei tried to escape but disaster have always won. i wonder how to poison my hearti wonder how to get this feeling apartno matter how i pretend to be smarti wonder i could still stay alive or just departwhen sunsets, early sleep would offer a cart. i wonder if this someone do ever listeni wonder if this someone a heart could hastento rescue this dying soul that pain has beateni wonder if this someone would pay a visit thenif this insane wishful rest in the haven. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


I Write This Poem i write this poemto say im sorryif i haven't wonjust pardon me i was so pretentiousand proud so muchwhile i am ridiculousmore than a man can watch i want to say this to youthat i become so unconcernedthough i forgot to feel it toothat you are just for lend i write this poemto say againseeing you soonis what i wish to happen [madero, Naga City18august2011] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


If Only, I Could............. If only I have the guts to be confident I'll talk to you, If only I have the looks to capture A glance from you,If only I have the brilliant face to Shine in your eyesIf only I have a golden voice to give Pleasure to your earsIf only I can fly to take you to The heavens.............. I could be confident to say what I really feel..... [MYKELLE THE WEAK 31 Oct ‘06] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


If That Will Make You Happy I'll go and vanish from your sightto ease the sore i caused you eyesi know it will lift up your heartas you always wanted me so hard a milestone to feel my absencea block from the past to create your fencewish these will comply to your dreamsand quench your hatred feeling did i made wrong when i fall in lovei only hold to my heart's standis it a mistake when you feel the realor is it being real that made you unwell i think i have no more words to sayi will just do what you ask so let it beit's like a suicide to be awayfrom your beloved who feel so sick in you like an alergy i have begun what you askwith all my strength though it is really hardbut i know i can do it, ill try so badlyi'll embrace it if that will make you happy.[madero9 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


If You Have Forgotten Me I criedso loud to disturb the worldbut it is only deep inside methe turmoils boilswhen the writhe has torn my heart in the shadow of my smilethe imperfections of my laughterthere the pangs of yesterdayshave printed the scarsof the indelible affection. would it be betterwhen you have gonefrom the place we metwhen the night brought our destinyin a place in some secondsto see you face but if the world is so crueli'd rather endure it than to thinkand realizethat once i met a personwho will be forever a fantasyan elusive dream that my heartknows not to be tired to carry. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Iiyak Nalang Pilit kong pinipigilan ang luha sa aking matasubalit paglisan mo'y wari'y hindi na humuhupasa pagbuhos na para bang may isang ilogat ang pisngi ko'y halos ay lumubog paano nga ba ito matitigilpagkat ang puso ko'y nagiging suwailpaano ba ang damdamin ay mahihintosa nararamdamang sayo nakapako ano ba ang dapat kong gawinsayo ba ang puso ay dapat lang palayuino ikaw ay dapat ko nalang kalimutanhangang sa mamanhid na sa nararamdaman nalilito na sa dapat kong gawinkahit dayain ko'y talagang ikaw pa rinkaya nagsisikap nga na ika'y kalimutang tuluyanat sa hirap na dolot nito ako ay iiyak nalang (madero/25august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Ikaw Pa Rin kahit dayain ko ang isippuso'y laging nananaginipna ika'y makita kahit isang saglitat mayakap ng mahigpit kahit may napupusuan ka nawagas na pag-asa ay nanaig patanging tanda sa puso'y kabana hanggang ngayo'y hinahangad ka anong himala ba ang dapat mangyariilang tanda pa ba ang dapat masuriupang maintindihan pagbabalik na mulikahit itinatakwil mo sa bawat pagbabakasakali ang hirap naman ng pusong umiibigsa isang taong puso niya sa'yo ay manhidngunit bakit di pa rin malimotnoon pa ay sa kanya lang umiibig ilang panahon na rin ang lumipasakala ko ito lahat ay mawawala lang sa wakasngunit damdamin ko ay di pa rin makaalpassa pag-ibig kong tunay at wagas patawarin mo ang pusong mapaghangadkahit alam kong ako'y saiyo ay walang halaganangangarap nalang kahit isang saglit ika'y makitaat muling masabi kahit isang payak na pagbati. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Ill Try It Slowly i been trying to to keep awaybut the sweetness irresistibly spurs meuntil i see myself thrown all the wayand found in the cell i wanted not to be i am caught by the realityi have to face that i need to seethe truth which they always saywill make my world finally free now i have to enter the fielda mystery nobody would heedill take whatever exceed'in the milieu where noses bleed i know it is painfulso i have to make it wonderfulill make it slowly and artfulfinish it unnoticed and make it cool. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Im Moving On i've been hanging for this crazy feelingbut the wind blew it alli do feel the pang of that stingbut i see myself leaving that gall its a puzzle thing that i tried so hardbut my wishing gave me couragethe pushing of time has led my heartnow i got my book's next page i did felt the spices of those momentssaid i will endure the taste of glorybut no, it is a breaking condimentsa punch to cease the memory i felt trapped when i took the chancesbut i was mesmerized when i saw the golden havenso bad to learn that it is all for one handnow i get over it and finally continue my walkin. [naga8sept2011madero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Im Sorry to people i happen to meetim glad you shared a heartbeatyou made a memory so sweetlike i always want to be part of it i brought with me things i dont even wantthey scold you by my selfish and self granti never thought the damage-the bump'all the way pain in you i plant' i run so fast and dragged youall the means i took and make you gocome with me as i used to doi failed to see as i should know the things you are and are notthe things you do and you do notthe things you love and love notand things that make us all apart i wish i could change the pastretrieve my failure and arrange my ploti wish i could ever make your heartfeel the real things that leave a mark but what happened are written in a bookof history that everybody could give a lookand my own self can't remove the hookthat make an impression a mind to work what shall i do to make things rightwhen i always feel the wrong i mindthey would hate me forgetting behindthat i am the same they are in kind oh people that i love so muchplease accept what i was from the startif i have changed it is not like thati only unfold what i am not


i might went wrong when i spoke upmy honesty must have changed you watchbut my soul remain truly sadif i pretend to do what i can't FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


In My Dreams i have wished that i should not see youthe perfect and wonderful picture of tomorrowi have longed not to find youcaught me in dreams wherever i go for i surely lose my whole beingand my voice will refrain from any singingtill my whole world turn to a puzzleand the storm will capture the whole summer. but you came along in my way onthe arena of struggles destroyed my homewhen my eyes were opened then i seein my dreams you stand, deadly stroke me. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Is It Real? Something one may happen to feellike a wind that cross on the hillhas two contrasting directionssometimes beyond imaginations i dont know how to call itthey say it is felt through a heartbeatit may go forwardit may step backward some say it directs to its pleasureto the taste that promise to allurebut not all the timesit gets the real wine. yes it heads for the bestwishes for all the sweetestbut a sad thing is also expectedanyone could be deserted one can aspire for the greatestbut should be ready for the testit may turn to disappointmentsand may leave a scar of the worst moments i have felt such a thingi thought it was everythingbut the dark side confirms a theorywhich saddened my juvenile memory i left a place where i called homebecause it seems that something is wrongi love it much so i sacrificewishing that my decision would really suffice now i ask myself with utmost sinceritydo i really feel the way i seeor i might be dreaming to fill my beingwith something i always wanted to win


i am wondering and keep on askingwhere am i and what am i becomingsomething persistently keeps driving mewith the wheel i couldn't ever see truly my decision will shape my futureand i long to find the sky's azurebut how could i get it if it doesn't want to seethe real thing i offer that comes from me they say it is a many splendored thinga mystery always promise to overwhelmbut seems those words are only nonsensecoz the other side reveals its pretense why put a block on the way towardsif one feels the way to the rightwhy put a barrier when it longs for perfectionit only assures a total depression. now i know only one thingi am not meant for one to bringi am on my way to leave the realizationscoz i only get some more complicated questions [madero9 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


It's All I rushed to say helloI thought it was my chanceBut I realized I was dreamingOf what is not meant for me. My greetings was driedLike a flower given to someoneAnd was not acceptedRather it was left, thrown and dried.And the wind is waited to blow itUntil it is lost in the deaf field. It's all I sayLike a beholder,Nothing more I can do than just watchTruly, the value of a craft is in the artist's mindNever in the beholder's.If the artist burns his piecesthe Beholder can do nothing but to watchNo matter how a beholder would show his careHis, will only have the effect when given a right by the artist.... [Naga,15 July 2011madero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


It's Heaven Along there were lightsand darkness fightsthe storm warnsand thunder calmsthere were fearsbut sanity bears the streets are waryand there was braverythe weak made strongas been waited so longtowards one directionburns by infatuation oh garden of rosesthorns put up the voicespains of realityswallowed the miserythe joy of the momenthas been made a heaven. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Its Not Yet Far i thought i did enoughto make my folly stopi thought my own obsessionhad ceased trapping inspiration the sunset pointed outmy spirit tired to shoutand my body trembleswhen all become bubbles deep inside i feltthe scars of deadly guiltthe wounded heart thundersthe voiceless pain bears the dream of illusionsubsides no reasonthe distance i rana one step behind FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Joan Ngayon sa iyong napakahalagang ‘Kaarawan’Nais ko sanang ikaw ay handuganNg tulang hindi mo makakalimutanUmulan, bumagyo o magpakailanman Ngunit ngayon tingin ko ay napakahirapWari’y impossibleng ito ay maganapPagkat ‘di ko makuha-kuha ang tamang pamagatOh, ilang linya pa ba ang dapat maisulat? Tama bang malaking titik na “J” nalangKasi unang titik ‘yan ng iyong pangalanO dapat ay may dagdag na “O” sa hulihanPara “JO”, pinaiksi na “JOAN” Ah, sige ito na nga langMas kyut kung gagamitin ko ay “JOAN”Kasi ito ay saiyo talaga laanAng makulet at masaya kong kaibigan Sa tulang ito’y nais kong iparamdamPagkakaibigang walang iwananSasabak sa kahit anong labanHuwag lang sanang maligaw sa maling daan Ngayon ikaw ay magdiriwangNg araw ng iyong ‘Kadalagahan’Sana’y manatili ang tunay mong kagandahanSa puso mo ay kumikislap na kayamanan Di mo man ako lagi nakikitaSa isip at puso mo ako ay makakasama‘Di ako magdaramdam kahit ako’y malimot mo naKung kailangan mo, ako ay darating kahit may problema Kailan nga lang kita nakilalaNgunit pangmagpakailan man ang kaibiganin kaPakiramdam ko ikaw ay matagal naNaging kasama sa lungkot at pagkikipagtawa


Kaya maligayang kaarawan saiyo kaibiganTatandaan ko lagi ang pangalang “JOAN”Payo ko rin sana’y pakatatandaanDumako lagi sa mundo ng kabutihan. Kung minsan man ang buhay ay nakakainisPaalala ko sayo Miss JOAN VASQUEZHuwag magkulang o labis, dapat tama lang ang hugisNg ang buhay ay laging may “PEACE”. [le] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Judgment Life is an inevitable journeyWhere one needs some kind of moneyTo sustain his power and energyAnd reach his final destiny In the end, one will restHe will see how great was his bestAfter all his travel daysFinally he will see what he has made Wherever one chooses and goesWhatever he has won or lossHe might have paid all his duesThere is a sure thing he can never lose When one is still strongCan always do even the wrongCan abide to what he held his ownControl is in him who mold his home But times may come from somewhere elseThe days of power may lose its gazeSeldom, few brought to amazeDespair would rather even wrap the base Life is sowing in the fieldsOne has the choice to remove the weedsIn his own decision, nobody bidsEven to his conscience, there are only rare affairs Sudden and prompt change may comeLife would stop no matter things are plannedNo excuses, many times do not even warnThe journey ends and the final breaths shun. The tribune of life will now arrestThe deeds of past speaks one's chestWhere he built his own true resting placeWhat he worked for now return his gains


If life is invested for a good profitThe final test gives what he really savedHis treasures determine what he has spentWhatever he gave, he will receive. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Just When You Think I Am! Just when you see me... Then i saw youJust when you come near... Then i talked to youJust when smile at me... Then i started to blushJust when you gave your hands Then i touched youJust when i know you... Then we shared things in lifeJust when you shed tears... Then i felt i have to stay with youJust when you said 'im fine'... Then i learned that you're not mineJust when i asked you to stay Then you said goodbye...Just when you said i am... Then you left because of what you think i am!Just as i am Then i can never give what i am not...Just when you think i am... Then i can start to let you know much... [madero27june2001] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Kahit Masakit wala akong magagawa kundi matulalakahit na sa harap ko siya ay nakikitaat ano mang oras mamahalin ng ibanang gusto nya at magmamahalan sila hindi ko talaga mapipigilankung ako ay ayaw niyang paniwalaano kahit ganun pa manayaw niya akong pagbigyan masakit at napakasakit sa aking kaloobansa tuwing nakikita kong saya ay nariyanmalapit sa taong may angkin ng kanyang nagugustuhantanging yuko sa lupa at itago ang matang luhaan bakit nga ba ang puso ay di maturuanng sino ang dapat mong paglaananng panahon na di ka tatalikuranat tanggapin pag-ibig na nararamdaman lalong masakit tanggapin kung alam mona may pagkakataong mahal saiyoay umiiwas dahil sa isang taona talagang higit niyang gusto subalit kung ganito man ang aking kapalaranminsan ko na ring naiisipanlahat ng bagay ay nawawalan ng kahulugankung ang nagugustuhan ay di mapanalunan may celphone nga di ka naman tinetextlalong masakit kung sadyang ayaw kang itexteh ano pat my nuber ka nyakung k ahit itext mo di nya rin binabasa pero kahit ganito mahal pa rin kitawala man akong maipagmamayabang paat least sa aking pagpanaw masasabi ko nakahit masakit nakalimutan na rin kita.


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Kikilat Sa Diklom Binognot an boot kan hadok nin kaogmahanNalingawan an gabos na yaon sa kapalibutanSa paghuna’ng mayo na nin nagkukulangLuminubog na an bilog na namamatian. Tinago an tagdo kan tubig nin paglaomRinimpos na siring sa yaman sa kahonNakuntento sa pagkaaram na iyan pirming yaonMayo nang minawot maski pa magutom. An kaogmahan na naguno biglang nahaliSiring sa kidlat sa diklom an namamatiNapurisaw an puso, natanyog man nganiKurahaw na makusog minawot ikasanli. Nahayag an rarom kan bangin sa enotanSiring na luminigid, nahulog pa sa kawaranDai minahugpa, lamos na sa kamunduanNagbasol sa sala na dai naaaraman. Ay herak siring sa salampating tuminuronNabalian nin pakpak sa hampas kan panganuronBuminagsak paibaba dumog pa kan ambonKuminodog sa lipot naghingagdan kun hilingon. [4 May 2011, Putiao, Sorsogonmadero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Kumakatok Puso ko ay narito pa rinnaghahangad na ikaw ay makapilingkahit minsan mo na sa akin hinilingna ikaw ay lubusang palayain ngamamakaawa sayo aking giliwpagbgyan sana ang pag-ibig na di nagmamaliwngunit sayo ba akoy dapat ng bumitiwpano na ang damadaming sayo lamang giliw heto pa rin ang katigasan kodi mapakali sa pagsusumamopagbigyan mo sana pagkat di nahihintokumakatok pa ring mabuksan ang iyong puso pag-ibig ko sayo lamang sintamahalin mo lamang wala ng hangad pabago ako pumanaw ikaw sana'y makitakumakatok na puso'y pakinggan mo na. (madero/18august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Kung Kilan Pa Kung kilan pa handa ka nagumawa ng bagay na may kasamasaka lang nawala ang pagkakataonat walang pag-asang lahat ay lumaon kung kilan pa ikay natuto ng kumantakahit nasisintunado'y napupwede nasaka lang nawala ang himig mo sintaat nawala na ang ganda ng bawat musika kung kilan pa nakagawa ng tulalalapatan nalang ng tunong tugmakulay at tuno sa bawat salitalahat ng halaga ngayon ay nawala. (madero/25august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Langit Na Karagatan Nasa aking isipan na ang larawan ng dagatAlam ko na kahit ang lasa nito'y maalatAt dinala ako ng hangin sa dalampasiganNakakagalak na ganda nito'y muli kong nasilayan Sa bukang liwayway ganda ay nananatiliSa ibabaw ng matayog na bato natagpuan ko ang sarili sa pagkabighaniNakatanataw sa kalawakan ng karagatanKulay na asul ay nagniningning sa sinag ng buwan at pagnaaarawan Namangha akong lubos sa pambihirang kagandahanAt naakit akong sisirin nang makita kong may nasa kailalimanMga magagandang isda'y malayang namumuhayAt iba-ibang nilalang na may iba-ibang kulay Hinangad kong maging bahagi na dagat na nitoKatulad ng mga isda na nagsipaghayoAt ako ay tumindig para tumalonPatungo sa dagat at makipaglaro sa alon Malakas ang tawa ng malawak na karagatanWari'y mainit na pagtangap sa panauhing pinahalagahanAt nalibang ako bigay todo lakasna wari'y ang lahat ay wala ng wakas Ilang sandali pa ay aking naramdamanLamig ay bumabalot na sa aking katawanPaa at balikat ko'y nauubusan na ng lakasKatulad ng mga isda pilit na naghanap ng lunas At napagtanto ko na ako'y hindi dapat nariritoSapagkat ako'y hindi ankop sa pandagat na gintoSubalit katawan ko'y di na makaalpasTiyak na pagkalunod ngayon ako'y di makatakas Oh ang hirap bumalik sa dating kinauupuanSapagkat di na ako makalangoy at sadyang nahihirapanNabasa kong katawan ngayon ay nanginginig naSana makalapit na sa batong kinaruruonan kanina


Paumanhin mahal kong karagatanInakala kong ako'y mapagbibigyankatulad ng mga isdang sayo nananahanAko rin ay matanggap na walang maghahadlang At salamat at ako'y may hininga paNakarating din sa batong maaari na akong makapagpahingaAyoko ko mang umahon sa pagpalutang-lutangAng aking kapalaran ay nagpapahiwatig na ito ay kailangan Mula sa di kalayuan ngayon ay muling nakatinginSa karagatang nakakaakit ang ningning at galingNgunit ito'y pawang isang natatanging larawan lamangAt hangang sa mata lang ako mapagbibigyan. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Let It Be If the sun goes downwhen you would come arounda reason you took for you to seeif it persist so let it be if i call you and you cant heareven if you do but you cant bearthen you rather shun to the deepest seajust to hide from me so let your will be if you cant imagine to see me againif you are afraid to risk your lovingand you would never find chance to giveyour heart to me so let it be just let it be until i am lostfrom your sight i become a ghostbut my heart keep beating and saythen i remain so let it be [madero15 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Let Things Pass By i have tried very badlybut i remain busted desperatelythough i did what they sayi cant say that im okay i cannot hide this crazy thingi am still drowned with this feelingi tried to express it in many limnyet the reality says im getting insane oh god how can i forget thisall i feel leads to foolishnessa thing always remainsthough i escape in all my pretense i wish you can tell me whylet this be gone all the whilei pray hard and leave a sighmy last recourse is to let things pass by. [madero, Naga City23august2011] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Letting Go letting go does not mean you loss your heart/passion to a thing,to somebody or to a dream...it is only one way of accepting the realitythat we cannot always have what we wish to have,to achieve or to be with...for a thing,it is to give way to others to have it while you cannot;for somebody, it is one way to give him/her/them the freedomto choose whom they want to be with,we cannot force a good relationship, a good friendshipespecially when there is water and an oil altogether;for a dream, not all who works hard reach what really they wanted, but at timeswe need to acceptthat there is actually another thing reserved for usand we need to go beyond what we are expecting of....i once dreamed of becoming an 'architect' literally,but Somebody up there made this wayto lead me to be an 'architect' of somethingnot physical but spiritual...letting go is acceptance....whether we like it or not....we need to accept thingsto make a better choice to do next... acceptance of things, of person, of dreams.......... lettings go is not leaving from... but going beyond! FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Lovely Words Of Consolation For The Leaving Heart. If you really love me, let me go.If you really love me then give me freedom to love you moreI will never forget you though i might be far from your sight.I will always be with you in the heart coz i kep more than you know.I promise to love you honestly.So please, just let me go for i know this will be the better way grow our love when i come backi know you'll more than ready to love me more.I'll be far from sight but near in the heart. Just think of me then ill be there in your side.I LOVE YOU..... a.2006 FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Missing You Badly i thought i am strongbut i think i am wrong i thought i was bold enoughto face things no matter what i thought i can do itto go against my heartbeat but why am i starvingfrom your words that i long to listen why am i thirstingto see you once again i feel so coldwhen your hand i can never hold is it a nightmare that i see youwill you please tell me what to do i want to leave this worldif all these things has no worth could anybody hear merescue my life drifting away i am hanging terriblyoh baby im missing you badly (madero/18august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Mutya Nin Tatamnan Nahiling taka sa kairibahan nindaMga burak na nagbuburuka pa sanaTunay na gayon yaon siring sa bagong mataNasaldangan kan aldaw garo ipinintura. Ano na ining kaogmahan kan puso koKan an paghiling ko makarani saimoUlay ko an puso nakakamati na garoSa saimong pagkaburak, kahidawan na gayo. Ako sarong ligaw na manlalakbayMinsan sa paghiling ko ika nakasuwayNamati kong marhay kamunduan sa buhayDai nauumayan maski pa luway-luway. O ano daw ining sakong namamatiGaro hamot mong dai nahahaliKapungawan kan puso mayong nakakahaliTa daw ta saimo mayong nakakasanli. Sa kadakol na magayon na burak sa natadIka man sana an boot kong mahagadAlagad nahahadit ako na ika mabaladAsin sa pagpudo ko magluyos ka nanggad. Kaya ginusto kong hiling-hilingon ta ka na sanaMaski sa natitindugan ko ika may distansyaNawawara man sa paghiling mo ako uya sanaSa pag-antabay, dawa matunok, babayubuon ta ka. [madero15 April 2011, Calaguas, Camarines Norte] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


My Angel I see your lovely face again,Your lips when you speak is like a queen,Your beautiful eyes are glitteringLike the stars in the evening. O my angel, my lovely AngelHow can i touch your soft long hair?Your appeal, the perfect complexionIn my heart sprouts an undying admiration. O how this affection of mineWill stop whenever i seeThe lovey YOU, the way you be,Your whole being soothes my misery. Ah! Your the answer to my prayerThough strange when we were crossin’Our wheel of fortune should be the same.O my ANGEL, can I come to you closer? [madero06Nov06 1300manila] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


My Confused Soul it was when i found you that i doubt my own wayit was when i see you that i felt unsure of what is true beautyit was when i meet you that i forget my own destinyit was when i talk to you that confusion came to me my soul was not able to resistmy soul seemed to astray from my inner selfmy soul was put to uncertaintymy soul was confused totally am i dreaming of a new beginningam i wandering from what i was journeying inam i lost and jailed to a state of driftingam i the only one who see my my spirit fainting i am not sure where am i nowi am not so sure if i can continue my vowi am confused really confused like a pointless bowi am unsure of what will happen to me now FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


My Love like a stuffthat create a laughlike a toythat satisfy a wantlike a hobbythat quench a passionlike a musicthat soothes a weary heart so my lovewish to offer peaceso my hearthope to be your bestso my soullongs to your mateso my lifeis empty without you in it as a barren soilthirsts for the waterso i am thirsting of your loving as the leavesseek for the sun's heatso my shoulder dreams of your embrace as the cold nightevokes a warm hugso my love see satisfaction in your arms FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


My Mistress if you would see hermy mistress so dearyou would love a girllike mine as ever my mistress is the bestshe always appear like the restbut live like no one can testshe is my gorgeous mistress but she is not herei dont have hershe lives only somewherebut she never leave there so my mistress is not with meshe is living out there everydayas i always wish her to bemy dear mistress is still an unborn baby FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


My Own Folly i was so energize'wishing to sympathizenever mind to agonizejust make things realizei know how my dress limit'the clothes i wore cannot submitseemingly cannot commitinside, i gave up for itmy mind tried all the mean'my body escape whatever it seem'yet my feet wishful to winand my heart cannot stay lyin'all the troubles come acrossin resisting the pain i can't losepretending to carry my crossbut the ordeals remain as wors'til when shall i believethat miracles happen as all conceivemine when shall i retrievewhat shall i comply that i should achievemy dreams now moves graduallyi cant hold anymore since MondayTuesday, i m waiting til Sundaybut the long tail now shorter than yesterdayi beg now for anybodywho can rescue my soul from my follyplease get me out of this 'me' so tardybefore i totally cut my whole sanity. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Natutuyo Na Pinipiga ng sakit ang luha at pawisat ang pait ng buhay ang pumalit sa tamisnaninigang sa kawalan na sya ang labishanggang kailan ba ito matitiis tila wala ng tubig na nagbabadyaupang ipalasap sa uhaw na dilapano maiibsan ang isip ng makatana nawawalan ng wastong diwa nabibiak na ang lupang itonatuyo't nawalan ng buhay sa mundopano makikita ang pinangarap ng taokung ang lahat ay tigang sa pagkakatuyo Naga city 26august2011 FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Never Been This Way since i begun to fall in lovei thought it was the lasti thought it will that wayi thought it was everything to me but days gone bymemories have passedlaughter had silencedtears went drydreams had shiftedand feelings had changed another chance came againdifferent from the beginningand some present a new thingand some are differentand some complement everything then you came inthe color of the worldseems has changedthe fragrance of the flowersseems attractive than ever beforei wonder how i came this way i can write as fast as my pen criesi can write as fast as my hands movesi can say words as fast my tongue twistsi can draw as fast as my heartbeats goit has never been this way i can sing whenever hear a musici can paint whenever i draw the paintbrushi can make poems whenever i write on my journali can create my own pieces whenever i think of youit is trueit has never been this way


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Ninanais Ko Na Nais ko ng magpaalam saiyonais ko ng lumayo saiyonais ko ng tuluyang magtagonais ko ng tuluyang maglaho Bakit hindi ka mawala sa isipbakit hindi ka mawaksi sa dibdibbakit hindi ka malusay sa panaginipbakit hindi ka maalis sa makalimutan ng labis ikaw ba ay ganyanikaw ba ay sadyang walang hanggananikaw ba ay magpakailan manikaw ba ay tunay na larawan pamamaalam ang lagi kong sambitpamamaalam ang nais kong makamitpamamaalam ang tangi ko awitpamamaalam di'y di kayang ipilit patawad ang aking hilingpatawad ang tanging sasabihinpatawad ang sanay iyong dinginpatawad nga at walang kayang gawin. hangad ko sanay magawahangad ko sanay mawalahangad ko sanay maghimalahangad ko sanay maawa sa pusong nawawala. [naga 23 july 2011madero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Nothing i have nothingnot even things to imaginei can't say buy a windno taste but a gongand the world sounds only a throngjust to mark this momentof..........sorry but to say it....it is nothing..... FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


On Apology apology comes when a mistake is donebut the sad thing we do not know how deep will be the damageand we realize it is done no matter what, to ask for apologyis still the best thing to do even if the damage is irreparable just a leap of faith and the real sense of forgiveness is met. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


On Your Debut On Your DebutThe young pearl for years was growin’The shells as well appear as fabulous wingsAnd the worth’s been doubled by such gorgeous bein’The center of the brain has been molded with golden beamAt eight, morning, a blaze amazingly shinin’Every eye is caught at you, gazin’By the Angel in you have been appearin’Enough to seduce every beautiful mind to be dreamin’And your name reveals what is withinThe joy that unceasingly overflowin’These words couldn’t exhaust what’s to be givenBut the promise of prayer will never be endin’ naga.9 October 2011 FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


One Last Breath I cried for so many nightsthe tears keep falling from my eyesmy heart is burningmy whole life has no meaning the nature has lost its colorthe dark clouds has conquered the sky's azureso my spirit is faintingmy soul is helplessly dying my breath is consumedthe emptiness of life assumednow i am begging for one thingone last breath before my resting [madero16august2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Pagbabalik Tanaw Ako ay napapaisip ng: may gusto akong gawinSubalit alam kong hindi na ito nararapatSapagkat wala akong maramdaman kahit kunting tamisSa tuwing sinusubukan kong tikmanAng langit na aking hinahangad. Ngunit ngayo’y sinasabi ko na ang lumipasAy hindi kailan man nawawala o nababagoKundi ito ay tinatakpan lamangNg payak na katotohanang dapat tanggapinSubalit maari pa itong mabuhayKung ang bagong kwentoAy mabibigyan ng pagkakataon Nakakapanghihinayang lamangDahil ang dinidiligang bulaklak sa halamananAy nananatiling larawanPara sa paru-parung hindi binibigyan ng puwangNa maaring madapuan. Kaya naiisip ko na lamangKung may magandang umagaNa magbibigay pag-asa sa bagong simulaAy hindi ko palalampasin.Ngunit kung hindi man ito magaganap,Pamamaalam lamang ang sadya kong maipapabaonAt hangad na lubusang kaganapanNg ligaya at tagumpay Hindi ko man kapalaranAng matagpuan kang ulilaAlam mong naging bahagi ka ng aking panulatAt hindi ko inakalang bubuhay sa aking pag-iisip. May takip man ang iyong sisidlanAng mahalaga'y pangarap kong langit ay aking nasilayan. Hindi ko alamKung ito'y pamamaalam na hindi paglayo


O paglayo na walang pamamaalam.Ang hangad ko lamangAy mabigyan ka ng lubusan kakayahanNa gumawa ng hakbangAt ako'y hindi makakadagdagSa balakid ng iyong pagpipilian. Ako ay nagpapasalamat saiyo kapalaran.Binuksan mo aking isipan.Ako ngayo'y babalik sa piniling daanSapagkat nilisan na rin akoNg aking katinuanNa nagdala sa isipan ng kaguluhan. Sana ako nalang si SpidermanKasi may alam akong gawin na kanyang pinabayaanSubalit magagawa ko din kayaAng hindi niya kinaligtaan?Sana ako ay isang SuperheroHangad ko’y makatulong sa iyoNa buong pag-asang matagpuan ang mundoKung kailangan mo’y naririto lang ako Sayo pa din ang pagpapasya.Huwag lang sanang itapun ang butong pananimPakitago nalang kung ayaw mong palaguinKung gusto mo itong mamunga, maaring lang ay pakitanim Salamat sa mga nagbigay pansinSa kaisipan kong hindi mapunuanNg kahit anung panapal.Nagagalak akong isipinNa minsan sa aking paglalakbayAy may mga nakisabay dinSa daanang minsa'y nahirapan akong sundan. Paumanhin din poSa mga itinuring kong kasaloSa bubong na naitayoSa mga panahong lumipasSubalit nasaktan ko sa tuwing


Ang aking kabingihan at pagkamanhidAy lumustay sa tamang pag-iisip. Ipagpaumanhin ninyoAng makasarili kong pagkataoKung pinili kong magbulag-bulaganMinsan sa hubad na katotohanan. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Pag-Gilid Tuloy ang lakad kahit mainitNagsisikap makarating ang sambitMahirap man ang daan sadyang pumipilitKailangan ay huwag lamang maipit. Inisip ko na sanang huminto na lamang‘Pagkat mahirap ang ganitong kalagayanUhaw at gutom sa pagkahilo’y nagsabayanKahit anong gawi’y hindi matakasan. Sa dagat tumawa ang malakas na alonTila wala ng balak humilomNgiti ng hangi’y makikitang ganunNa parang ang banka’y nalito san paruroon. Ang tricycle at jeep hangi’y di makasilipNaghihingalo nga’t tumatakbong pilitUsok na hininga’y nanunuot sumisiksikKasama’y alikabok naipo’t naging putik. Sa paglalakbay ko’y pagod ang nadamaNais kong umupo at magpahinga munaNgunit kahit munting kanlunga’y pinagkaitan paNi walang mahimlayan parang wala ng pag-asa. Minalas nga’t wala ng maisipPagtawid nga’y nasulit kahit pa anong initKabiguan ang dumating at umulan pagbalikKaya lahat nalang ng santo ay nasasambit. Tunay na ganito ang hamon ng buhayPagsisikap at tiyagang may sipag ay tinataglayHuwag lang manghina minsan ma’y sumablayUpang hantunga’y maabot na may galak na tunay. [14 April 2011, Calaguas, Camarines o] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Pagkahidaw Ano Daw? O, Ano daw?An sakuyang puso boot mag-omawAn sakong kalag napupungawSa kagurangnan na sakuyang ilaw Tano daw ako napapaha?An sakong espiritu garo sarong dukhaNagmamawot nin sarong hinamalaini sa puso ko dai nawawra Ano daw ining namamati ko?garo kawaran sa sarong himnogaro nota na may tamang tiempotunay na musika itinatao Ah! buhay para sa ikahadeanan bilog na sadiri iyo an atangsa buhay na ini, bagong dalanpara sa kapwa pagtabang lamang O ano daw ta ako pa?sarong ordinaryo asin maluyabinunot sa kadaklan ako napamatapara sa buhay na talagang naiiba Ah! yan an sakuyang napapahaanmakapdi na may kabanalanpara sa kapwa may kahuluganhuli sa ngaran nin kagurangnan FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Papel Isang payak na larawan ng kapakumbabaanluntian mong puso ay nagsisilbing sandiganng bawat pinanghihinaan ng loob at lakasnakakahanga ang tuwing pagtanggap mo ng wagasnakikinig sa kahit sinong humihikbimabuti ka pa hindi nabibingisa bawat sasabihin sayong kwentominsan paulit-ulit na nga ang tonongunit pakikinig mo'y patuloywalang alinlangan sa lahat ng panaghoyitinatago mo, lahat ay iniingatankahit ang walang kabuluhan ay pinagyayamansa bawat pagbukas ng iyong mga paladbakas ng luha at tuwa ay nakasulathinaing ng isip at kaluluwapati mga hinagpis at kawalan ng pag-asalahat na pati kapirasong kaligayahaniyong laging pinananabikan. [naga27espt2001madero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Para Sa Iyo hindi man ako naging mabutidahil sa pagnanais kong akoy mapansin mohindi ko man naabot ang pinangarap kong kaligayahandahil sa aking katayuan at kalagayannais ko paring sabihin saiyo ang naramdamang kakaibana sa puso ko ay nagdulot ng tunay na saya para sa iyo ang tulang itonagsasabing salamat sa pag-iintindi mosa minsan kong kalukuhan at pagsusumamoalam kong may dahilan ka upang ako'y layuanisa man dito na walang para sa akin ay nararamdaman nais ko na rin itong gawing kantadahil sa nararamdaman kong lakas at siglasa tuwing ikaw ay aalayan ko ng bungang aking pag-iisip na sayo ay sadyang lumigayakahit pa hangang dito lang ang hantungan ko sintalalasapin ko ang kahit kunting pag-ibig na aking makikita para sa iyo ang tulang itonagsasabing salamat sa pag-iintindi mosa minsan kong kalukuhan at pagsusumamoalam kong may dahilan ka upang ako'y layuanisa man dito na walang para sa akin ay nararamdaman kung ang patutunguhan ko'y lumayotatanggapin ko ito kung sadyang sa iyong pusosarado ang ang mga bintana pati na ang pintokung kahit ang pagsilip ay di maaaring makisuyohahayaan ko nalang na tayo'y magkalayopagkat alam kong ikaw ay mananatili dito sa aking puso para sa iyo ang tulang itonagsasabing salamat sa pag-iintindi mosa minsan kong kalukuhan at pagsusumamoalam kong may dahilan ka upang ako'y layuanisa man dito na walang para sa akin ay nararamdaman


nangangarap parin ako na ika'y mahagkankahit na ito'y sadyang walang kabuluhandahil sa panginip ko nalang nararamdamanna ikay akin; ako at ikaw ay nagmamahalankung may pagkakataon man ay sadyang walang katuturansapagkat kahit sa panaginip katutuhanan'y di parin mataksan kayat sa iyo aking minamahalmalayo man ako sa iyong pakiramdamalaala ko'y iyong balikandahil nandirito ka sa aking kaloobansa puso ko mananatili ka magpakailan man. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Pardon May i ask your heart and ears to listen carefullyi have been wrong almost everydayplease pardon my heart's anxietyi did irrational things for you to fear of meyes, i am so true to admit what did i sayand it hurts you most which you should not benow you're asking me to leave anywaywhat my tongue has asked my mind and body to stayi cannot help it rather to keep awaythan to hurt you with deceits while you can see meid rather watch you in a distance than to let it beand there is no other better things to say than 'im so sorry' [madero5August 2011 naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Patawarin Mo Sana minsan kong inisip na hindi kita iibiginayaw ko na sanang balikan ang natatago kong damdaminngunit kahit na anong pa ang aking gawinnararamdaman ay sadyang nagtutulak sa akinna kahit paminsan larawan mo ay silipin patawarin mo ang puso kong itomali man na ikaw ay lubusang ibigin kokahit bawal na ako ay magsumamoat magmakaawa ng tuluyan sa puso mongunit di ko magawang itago ang totoo noon pa alam kong naiinis kanasa lahat ng nasabi sa tula ko sintaipagpaumanhin ang muling pag-aantalasa mga dumaang lungkot at ligayasadyang di lang maiwaksi naiwang alaala ilang ulit ko na ngang sinubukanang mukha mo ay tuluyang kalimutanbakit hanggang ngayon ikay di maiwasannakaukit na sa puso at isip ang iyong larawanayoko na rin itong mabura kahit ako'y iyong inaayawan gayon pa man muling hinihilingsana ay pagbigyang minsan kang makapilingpuso ko'y pakinggan sa tunay na damdaminmaaari ba kahit sandaling ako'y tanggapinsa puso mo ako ay patuluyin. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Peerless Beauty a crystal gemvested with golden beamcrowned with jeweled diademglistening with unfading gleam the mud of misfortune has clothed you with tearsbut the truth of your being unshakably bearsthe true essence of what you wearand true goodness remain with laughter FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Pluma Sa tuwing hinahawakan kitaKatawan mo'y wari'y isang alilaSumusunod sa bawat paggalaw ng aking kamayhanggang minsan abutan tayo ng bukang liwayway mahigpit kong pinipisil ang beywang moat ikaw ay bumibigay sa bawat ko pagsamoat ang luha mong laging nakatagoinilalabas mo agad sa pakiusap ko ang bawat paglakbay mo sa malapad na daananbagong kwento ang nabubuo nanamanang nakalipas na sandali ay naiguguhit moat ang hinaharap sa ngayo'y binibuksan ng pagbabago [naga27sep2011] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Poem there is no place to hidethere is no one besidethere is nobody collid'there is only memory survive' nobody listensnobody is hearin'nobody is carin'what shall i be doin' i see this thinga field to gather my dreammy failures and painmy ambitions and aim' a group of lettersform words and phrasesform stanzas of wishesform a thought, wisdom and spices this will be my giftfor you i would liftfor you i must giveto tell what i believe love and hatewar or peacevanity or with sensemy heart speak by this piece i ask you to understandi need your helping handi did what i canthis poem speak through the sun FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Prayer o what is it that a man is doingwhen he kneels and silence is dominatingwith hands together and eyes are closingand hardly he murmurs words in his lips could hardly be seenwhatever is it he is the only man knowing ah he is talking to someone up theregiving supplication to the ultimate giverasking things all of kind as everwithout noticing the what he ask flows like a riverbefore he ask knows already the provider but one question to me has comewhether one prays effectively as always donebut how can we know when he is all aloneonly God knows if he really has wonand the favor one asked may just be born one could really pray if we can seehe transform to a better person he can ever beand what we see is not only for todaybut rather a lifetime conversion constantlythough for a moment we cannot see immediately.putiao sorsogon FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Pusong Naghahalat Hinahanap ka kan daghan kong napupungawhain ka na ngunyan ta ako napupurisawhare man lugod pag-isipan ako nin maraotmagpamati ka man kan nin maski dikit na pagkamoot Hinahapot ko an sadiri ko kun natasa kinaban kong naghahangad nin himalata ika sana nanggad an kapanuanhinahalat nin mayong kapagalan o sakong namumutan hain kana bayahuli ta sa isip ko dai ka nawawaradangoga man an puso kong naghahalattawi man nin panahon an daghan na ika an hanap nuarin ko daw mahihiling an padaba kohaloy ko ng minamawot na makaharani simoalagad minarayo ka poon pa kaidtolugod saimong paunrahan an namomoot na puso ko [4 August 2011, Naganagamadero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Pusong Napupurisaw Pirang banggi ng mayo ka nin turogsa namamati mong iyo na an pinaorog nuarin mo masasabotan an bagay na iyansa puso mo ika may dapat dai pagpabayaan minsan ka ng nawara sa tamang dalanhalos nawaran nin buhay asin naghingagdan ika nakamati na nin siring na bagayalagad sa pagsuway ika lingaw man giraray ta daw ta ika dai na nagkakakansa gutom mo ika daw mahihipnuan mayo na nin halaga an gabos saimokan itapok sa basura an pagkamoot mo nalagalag na an buhay na nagmamawotsa kahulogan na nahiling sa saiyang pagkamoot hipnuan mo na an pusong napupurisawbago pa mawara an saldang kan aldaw (madero/21august2011nagaBikoldialectpoem) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Rainbow Your are the fairest color i ever sawand this all i want you to knowyour being 'you' is my very dreamwhen you appear my soul wants to scream but why do you hide when you come aroundwhen i come to you the winds just leave a soundthat you are not there in your placeand i lost you the moment i made my presence the red which shows the heartdiminished by the orange and set apartthe yellow color resist the fadesand the blue becomes bluer in rage are you an illusion that nobody can touchor you just choose the best you wantpity just wrapped me with bitternessand the whole world is flooded with tears they say you console the land after a stormbuy why it seems the truth is gloomyou never come on your very ownunless you see that despairs rose to drown [Madero14 August 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Reminiscing The Past no matter how you want to staythere will always be a reason to move awayyou can say your soul is leftyet the fact isthat place you once called home cannot be the same anymorewe must have to accept the changeonly fate tells the future if the road you traveledonce and for a while finds a reasonto cater your journey againbe it forever or just a passing glance thanks to those who offered a shelterwhen i was a stranger in your placei almost forget that i was only sojourningi miss those days when i felt days were so slownow i realized that even weeks are fast enoughto lose those moment'which i wish they had never known the word 'end'. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Rosas Ang kulay na sa akin ay nakabighanitunay bang mananatili ang bango mong taglaysana nga'y di mawalay ang dahong kulay berdepagmasdan ay nakakawili kagandahan ng totoong bulaklakparang pusong busilak nais kitang hawakanngunit baka ikaw ay masaktan ito na nga at sadyang hindi ko napigilanpagdampi ng kamay ko'y tinik ang nakamtan hapdi ang tanging naramdamanngunit sa isip ikaw pa rin ang laman pagbitiw ko ay para sayohindi ibig sabihin natatakot na ako nagyon ang aking kamay ay nagdurugosa pagnais na ikaw ay mahawakan at masuyo rosas kong hinahangadkilan ka makakadampi sa aking palad. (madero/16august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Sad Thing its sad when you feel what you never felt before and you found out that it is nonsense....its sad when you did everything and all you did was nothing....its sad when you said many things and what you said were all ridiculousits sad when you tried to please somebody and you just learn that you did it to somebody who doesn't care about you...its sad when you have done and finished the line.... and you receive a feedback...'thanks for the effort, but i am so occupied to payheed of what you are saying.... and then you waited.... and then didn't sleep and then you patiently waited...... and then you learned that you have to start making the last part.... and then your realize...it is already the 'END' and then sad thing....nothing really happened.....You wanted to pursueyou wanted to fight for it thoughyou wanted to stay with ityou wanted to die for ityou wanted to sacrifice for ityou wanted to hold for it...... but all you have to do is to accept...to admit....to stop...to leave....to go.... and to forget that sad thing had happened... cry wont give any helptears wont clean your sorrowshout wont release your despairs nothing seems enough to quench your thirsty soulnothing seems can satisfy your hungry heartnothing seems can fill your empty world.....


no colorsno tasteno fragranceno melodiesno harmonyno beauty...... sad thing.... you have to accept it whether you like it or not....you can never escape from that fact....you are indeed not the right one to fit the spaces....not the missing piece....not the bolt to lock the edge....not the color to complete the shades....not the note to make the music....not the key to open the sesame..... and you end with nothing....sad thing...... Madero28jun2011naga FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Saiyo Kaibigan Wala ka bang kapaguranhalos ginagawa mo'y magdamaganhindi ka ba talaga napapagodo nangangawit man lang ang mga tuhod pawis at luha mo'y tila natuyo nasa pagsisikap na ika'y makagawang hinahangad na mithiinkahit sa gitna pa ng dilim maaari ba akong magbigayng payo saiyo't liwanag sa buhaypagkat nakikita ko ang iyong pagpapagalat ang katayuan mong hingal na hingal gulanit na ang iyong pagkataowala ka ba itititra pati sa sarili mokahit kapirangkot at payak na awaat palawakin pa ang 'yong pang-unawa ako'y nananaghoy saiyo kaibigannararamdaman ko ang iyong kahirapanang sugat at pasa sa iyong katauhansa lunas niyan panahon ang kailangan batid kong hindi ganun kadalimga paghihirap na iyong pinilinandito lang ang kaibigan monagmamasid at umaalalay saiyo. (madero/23august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Sana Pangarap ko na makita kang lagimasilayan ang tamis ng iyong ngitikamay ko'y makadampi saiyong pisngikahit saglit lang ay masilip kang muli wag ka sanang mabigla at lumayokung ako'y lumapit sa iyong pagkakatayonais ko lamang magparamdam saiyokahit pa puso mo'y laging nakatago malayo man ang iyong damdaminmay nananatili man saiyong pilingpuso ko'y laging maghihintay parinhangang sa ang paligid ay baguhin ng hangin kung ito'y kalokuhan sa iyong tinginhiling ko lamang sana'y patawarinpagkat ang puso mahirap pasunurindi maturuan sa pag-ibig-aralin (madero/23august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Sana Mahinto Na lumipas na ang ilang sikat ng arawumulan na ng malakasnahinog ang luhang hilawpait ang natikman sa bungang pinitas niluwa ng aking lalamunanang tubig na akala ko'y gagamot sa pagkauhawngunit tanging kawalan ang nakamtannang di na sumikat ang lumubog na araw hangad ko na ngang makaalpas sa pagkakahulogmatigil na ang panaghoy at pagkatakotmithiing maging bula ang tanawing iniirogpaghihinagpis ng kalooban ay mabaon sa limot. [9sept2011nagamadero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Say That You Love Me When the morning of one day was brokenwhen the stars that shines in the darkness started hidin'and the moon has taken back its sweet beamwhen all the coldness of the night was leavin'when everything that surrounds stop to be deafen'and the lullaby that the thrush is givin'now fading to be lost in a glance from seein'i have borne in my heart the current of desirin'but the wind brought the odds beyond my understandin'yet the morning dew remain undrainedand the desert land have nourished the oasis like heaventhere is no any warning of lovely and gentle rainyet all the forces deep withinremain to be faithfully waitin'until the words are uttered by what i have been dreamingcan you feel pain of waitin'can you hear the voice i cant make my tongue speakin' [naga mykelle.8oct2011]can you read the sign i keep doin'i wish those are enough to get your hearin'and you will say the phrases of my wantin'tell me before you will be taken againsay those words before ill be fadin'say promptly before ill melt away in the evenin' FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Sleeping Beauty Saan ko makukuha ang iyong kaamuhan;Labis akong humanga sa iyong kagandahan,Enjoy ako sa tuwing ikaw ay namamasdanElegante kasi ang iyong katangianPwede bang minsan ika’y malapitan?Iba man tayo ng katayuanNa kahit ako’y simple langGanun pa man sana hindi ito maging dahilanBagabag sa iyong isipan;Surot sa iyong kalooban,At ako’y iwasan o kaya’y layuanUmaasa akong sana'y maintindihanTanggapin ang nararamdamansa puso mo'y bigyan ng daan. [Author: Prince Charming 10/31/a] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Sorry I Can'T Promise When the dark night camei thought it was just passingbut i was wrong when it conquered my spiritand my bravery turns to regret then it had left methinking it wont bother anymore todaythen i was proven wrong againwhen the sun was swallowed by the clouds and the rains so i closed my eyesthinking of things that never dieslove struck my mindand i refused to see its reality behind my pompous heart had fallenlike a treasure my heart was stolenby the gorgeous thing i cant resistuntil i realized i'm drowning myself oh petty came to my sighti see on the mirror shown in the lightthe scars were gathered around my bodyand the pain cursed me so loudly so my soul would just hidecan't promise now to always abideto the lasting vows that never assureof the one i love since then i bore pardon me if i am afraidbecause nothing gave strengthi can't hold until the endbecause i know you will never amend. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Spes When the first time i hear your namea sound of music unto my ear was whisperin'the joy has been made so aliveand my lonesome heart finds a reason to revive then i heard your name againthe words that made me strive to singwith lullaby that soothes my fearhow I wish to stay with you so near your name expresses of who you area treasure that shines like a starshielded with wings of a beautiful shellthat makes you appear like an angel the joy in your lovely heartwhich you always generously impartcolours the lonely and lifeless worldand the beauty you gave couldn't be measured these words I wrote now try to tell youwhile you enjoy the day of your debutyou become more gorgeous in deep withinyou never fade every time i hear your name. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Still i woke up this morning with memories that singwith hope that has not been seenwith tears that continue flowingwith fears that constantly strikingyet i am bold and striving for my aim. i stood up and took a glass for coffeeas i begin to sip the hot liquor of the dayi begun to long of something to seethe dream of tomorrow that so elusive to mebut i stay from hoping i'll have it someday then i heard the church bell ringand the book i treat is now waitingto be open and hear the voice of my prayingoh, this day may i get what im wishinguntil when will i keep to stand still then stop dreaming. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Stop And Think i dont know really if i am winning this game in life...i had fun...i had the glimpseof victory...i had tasted it like a winner....yet would i finish the game...would ireach the finish line with my own conviction that i deserve to win?............that is the person i long forthat is the goal that i want to reachthat is the world that i want to exist with and in and for the rest of my life i counted the scores it tastes goodi reviewed the moves they sound and advantageous the only question left.... what is the power level? FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Sun Shines it is when the sun setsthat a new day will come aheadand the dawn of tomorrowwill erase the gloom of the sorrow from the east will shinethe breaking of light in timeand the agony of yesterdayswill be a new hope as rays o shine on me my dearest sunlet your light never shunclothe me with your warm caresseradicate all my sadness when the rains threatenand the sky begin to darkencome o my sun and shinebe my courage to live my life i know your not minebut i believe you wont deprivemy heart that thirstsfor your sweet embrace FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Sweet Little Tweety The heavy rain clamped you with painYou were chilling yet continue chasingYou were helpless and your soul is tremblingYour eyes are doomed but refrained from crying. I came to lend you helping handsTo give a lovely embrace that warmsCaressing your weak and fainting armsAnd hold to keep you from harms. The tiny yellow feathers gave us bridgeYour tamed spirit to me has ledThe lovely fragrance began to spreadI headed to you, passionately attentive. My fathomless desire came outDreaming to stay with aroundListening to your song, a lovely soundChirping a lullaby that made me bound. Nay, I tried to let you comeEnter into my ambitious palmThen I saw you ready to shunI’m blessed you did not run. Pardon me, I was so aggressiveMy soul was just becoming naïveIf I cannot be your closer friend,Just let me lead you to what you’ve dreamed. Oh thank God you did stayRefused from leaving and fleeing awayOh let me take you my sweet little tweetyThen shelter and hide you from the gloomy day. [1 May 2011, Putiao, Sorsogonmadero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Tell Me I have been asking myselfwhen will you listendo i have to sufferwhen somebody causes you tears what shall i doam i so bad for youor you just dont want to let mefeel the same thing as real tell me, please tell mei have been waiting for youall these days i can't proceedto be me as i am hooked on you. do i need to change myselfand be untruetake a mask like you want to knowtell me, is this all for you? [maderonaga 23 july 2011] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Broken Pieces a glance of tomorrow appearedthe glimpse of eye heavily tearedgiven to the enticementof a poor and lifeless amazementdeep down inside so nervousthe current of feeling disastrousa grotesque of limelightappeared a rendezvous kiteunsure of the destinybut the palpitation promised a waydark path of the presenthave been made what it meantto make a picture of harmonywhere mess turned into sensational beauty. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Crucifix I have been invited to dispose myselfby a song that took my soul from where it dwelti pondered my whole beingi am reflecting of what i am becomingi saw myself constantly wanderi sometimes become a good pretender God has been there with mehe has let me feel it though i neglect to seeeven though i'd rather choose my selfishnessHe waits until i come to realize my foolishnessshame has confronted my heartbut the truth, in God's love i can never depart the song who am I has given me a markin whatever way i can see it in my heartmy reflecting spirit proves my attitudepoor soul of mine often come to emotional modeover and over again I see my sinfulnessbut until now I cannot boast that I lost my loneliness Many people had come across my lifeunworthy as I am but they asked me to give some lightfailure to manipulate myself, I've loosened my feelingI cannot deny this way I found myself sinningat first i am enthusiastic to bring them on highbut in some end i found myself to make alibi I am who I know moves in mebut many times the world speaks of contrary realityI couldn't escape what others could also speak ofwhat matters is I do not stop to walkI might have changed the way I am appearin'deep within me something would always remain. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Day I Saw You When i met youi thought an angel was sent out of heavencause you are in the place where you are the most gorgeous When i met youi thought i was dreamingcause i cant believe i see the missing piece that completes my day When i met youi thought i was lost in the castle where only princes are therecause i cant believe you're in there too When i met youi said this is it....my whole life is now enoughjust to be near you, to forget the rest of the world is possible. [naga 19 July 2011madero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Green Day the month of they say a momentof the sweetest taste of heavenof a colored world of the heart of goldof the infinite joy that never grows old pity for the loserthey fail to catch their crownthe unlucky feels the agonyand never what they say the green day FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Hard Part i found the diamond of the highest valuebut i have to throw it and i should dono matter what i have to goand free myself from dreaming and wishing too with all my wisdom i did not want it to happenbut it just pretty insistently did beginand my stubborn heart does not listenthat i should stop 'cause at stake is everything i want to wait till the morning comesto let the sun show all my heart's plansbut the cold night drives me to shunto let me see that i am not really the one how could i learn to vanish and fall apartwhen my spirit has been confessed by the catching heartand i just find my soul has turned bereftand to forget all is the hardest part what should i do with all these thingswhen it matters these, i have stupidity in feelingsbut i have to be distant from that emotional ringthe part so hard, despairs it all would bring. [maderoNaga 5 august 2011] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Lime Light i've seen itat hand to meeti've gotno matter whatthe sleepless nightspromisedthe dawn bringsit bringswrapped successno matter howsmall or bigprecious or cheapwhat mattersi survivetill i seethe limelight for me. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Ocean I waited for so long to ride with youtil the sun seems to restim about to pack my bag and gobut a boat had pick me at best i board on the wooden casketi rode and pass on the rough seanever felt or the soul wont hesitateeven the wave frighten no more for me i crossed this wide and hateful mouthready to swallow, the ocean's deepbut my body tremble no more in its scoutbecause nothing has the reason to weep i mourn that i am not who i shouldthe one that must seduce a travelleri would insist to stand on this worldwith this feeling of the real seeker apology will always be my cryfor the fixated affection that is born as mineto ignore it will make me a liemy begging hopes that will toss behind this flat but rising floor on the groundhas offered to many directions for hidingbut the stick of the casket's wheel is boundand no attempt will be given for running [madero14 august 2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Other's Eye it is all i never imaginebut the surprises come to winwhen troubles comes inand the directions rattles to remain i cannot boast of what is not minewhile people envy poor striving mindthinking it more than sublimethough all the poetry express no rhyme FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Pieces Gathered after the storm of despairafter the shock of disappointmentafter the fears of uncertaintyafter the flood of dichotomy i have found myself brokeni have found myself scatteredi have found myself losti have found myself drowned then the fragments were drawnthen i mess out everything i ownthen i felt sinking dawn after dawnthen my hope were all thrown after the shockafter the stormafter the flood and the fearsgolden pieces i have gathered FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Road Less Traveled the road less traveled i often wonderwhere young lad come and enterand finally found nowheretheir end and goal just disappear the road less traveled i happen to reflectwhether it's me who has defectto embrace this journey so perfectwhich i wish cause an effect oh many travelers did never seeits worth for anyone to bewhere people feel the human frailtyand forget the meaning for the many why do people fail to realizethat this path of life needs not any prizebut rather a piece of true sacrificefor other people that nobody dares to sympathize oh when will one see the value of this wayand find it worthy to be lived wherever one may beliving for the people and not the self and 'me'this road is what the world badly needs today. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Seeker The Seeker is aiming for the truthHe soars the skiesHe climbs the the steppe mountainsHe swims into the deep sea Until what he is looking forWill all be made free. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


The Star Then love caught my heartFound the feelings I cannot departThe string of my journey I wish to cut‘Cause this affection is scared to be apartFrom the treasure only now I got.Then love caught me truly I sayThe glance of love has made me stayTo stand by forever, just lay stifflyWhile you’re shimmering from the space so far awayMy heart is captured by your glistening beauty.The rays of infatuation dragged me to flyAiming for the prize and ready to dieBut how can I get that star from above the skyThough sobering to catch it yet falling has no sign. [2 May 2011, Putiao, Sorsogonmadero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


To Escape i dreamed to throw one pompous balland loose it all from my gripping soulerase the path and the wishes i ownuntil the dawn of a new day bloomwhile soothing the palm that has been tornand the wall of tomorrow be freed alongfrom the tragedy of passing a wrong turn FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Tribulations Troubles has comewill my feet ask to runwill my body trembleor face the trouble i am getting tiredpraying so very harddoing and lettingto comply everything the more i shootthe worse things are putwill i need to stopor wait my body to drop i lost my intuitionsfalling to no reasonsim facing tribulationsim dying in my situation (madero/18august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Tula Na Lang Wala akong maihahandog na aakit sayong mga matatanging ang sarili ko ang iyong makikitawalan ni kunting ginto sa bulsang nakatagokundi ang umiibig at humahangang pusoang damit ko ay luma at di ko pinapalitansapagkat ito ang alam kong totoong larawanang pagkatao kong minsan na ring nadungisanay hindi nababalutan ng kasinungalingankaya kung ako'y minsan mong di nagustuhanhindi ko ipagkakailang ako'y may paninindigandahil aanhin ko pa ang pagkilala sa aking kagalinganngunit ito naman ay walang katotohanankung mahirap man ito matangap at maintindihanhayaan mo akong magparamdan kahit sa tula na lang. (madero/26august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Unworthy Then....I became a fisherman .....and Burned by the heat of the sun.I became a peasant .....and got only two dirty hands.I became a servant .....and was wrapped with ignorance.I became a bad boy ......and plated with arrogance. So i shifted my life after a glance. I became a captain But only in my dreams.I became a cowboy But only with little herd.I became a teacher But only for my self to learn.I became a thinker But no less than the foolish.I became a poet But with only a dropp of wit.I became a painter But I can draw only a few.I became a singer But nobody wants to hear.I became a writer But nobody wants to read.I became an artist But I designed non senseI became a critic And I just found that i am really weak So I just thrown myself in all of a sudden Into the heart of the wide ocean And the deepest world of the sea, I swam... and then i see, after all these years i am still unworthy


Then a new world I happened to seeLovely innocent creatures were shown to me.butI refused to moveI refuse to talkI refuse to smileall indifference was i thought i should do....because as of now i dont have the confidence to show what i have.......i am unworthy even to say that i am who i am.... [by Seeker Mykelle on Saturday, July 23,2011 at 2: 33amself-esteem: UNWORTHYMykelle the Introspector.....1-Nov-06] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Wag Nalang Siguro Minsan akong napadpad sa paraisong hindi ko man lang naisiphindi ko lubos akalain na akoy pinalad na ito'y hindi lang panaginipang langit na higit pa sa kaya kong iguhitay sadyang sa akin ay tunay na inilapitpanahon sa aki'y nagtulak sa dakong hindi ko na minimithiwari'y agos ng tubig na sadyang sa uhaw lalamunan ay nabibighaniat ang minsan kong tinawag na larawan ng langitay muli kong pinansin kung doon ay meron pang hihigitsubalit ang kaganapan ng aking paningin sa kagandahanwala ng hihilingin sa nakuhang payak na kasapatankaya't ibinaling na muli ang paningin sa paraisong natagpuanngunit tila ang pagkakataon ay sadyang humahadlangnaghahangad pa sana na muling humimlay sa pastulang itongunit pag-aalinlangay nagsasabing wag nalang siguro. (madero/25august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Wala Na Nasan ka babakit nawala ka patawad nga palaako ang lumayo sayo sinta pero pinipilit ko mandi ko mapigilan sadyang di ko magawana iwaksi ka sa isipan hanggang ngayonako ay puno ng hamon kahit dayain koikaw pa rin ang nasa puso ang sakit dahil wala ka nawala na ang lahat pati munting pag-asa ang galak na nakitaay sadyang wala na (madero/18august2011naga) FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


We Are Called Like the grains that came out from the bosom of the wheatAnd gathered together to become one breadBlessed and turns into the body of ChristA Food that gives eternal lifeSo are weShare our differences and become one communityA family that prays and serves humanity Like the grapes that are torn out from the vineSqueezed together to produce the wineBlessed and turns into the blood of ChristFlowed out for the forgiveness of sinsSo are weShare our giftedness like our Mother MaryTo give glory to God the Most Holy Trinity We are called not for ourselvesWe are called to love and to serveOur differences and giftednessBind us togetherA Community and A FamilyTo be the Salt of the earthTo be light of the world You might be one among the manyListen to the calling deep within youHis Voice is soft and gentleGive Him a placeGive Him your earsYou might be one among the manyCalled to serve and love humanity. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


What If what if i cease to existwill you be happy to livewill you enjoy like we did not meetwill you be contented for what you believewill you feel free as you should bewill you love him the more todaywill you laugh, smile like i didnt ever seewill you always be feeling okay what if i die and live no morewill you pray for me and for my soulor nothing is felt to say i ownfor i am no one in your own conception well, sorry if i pretend.but, what if these are really truewill you come for me and kiss before i die and go? FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


When? i have plannedi have dreamedi have thought several timesi have seen the possibilitiesi have willedi have decidedyet i haven't done anything yet...i was afraidi was confusedi was disappointedi was never encouragedi was only paralyzedi am dying thinking what to do...what should i do...is it the time for me to move..begininitiatestandspeak.........is it not the right time yet?then when? [madero26june2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Who Am I I have been invited to dispose myselfby a song that took my soul from where it dwelti pondered my whole beingi am reflecting of what i am becomingi saw myself constantly wanderi sometimes become a good pretender God has been there with mehe has let me feel it though i neglect to seeeven though i'd rather choose my selfishnessHe waits until i come to realize my foolishnessshame has confronted my heartbut the truth, in God's love i can never depart the song who am I has given me a markin whatever way i can see it in my heartmy reflecting spirit proves my attitudepoor soul of mine often come to emotional modeover and over again I see my sinfulnessbut until now I cannot boast that I lost my loneliness Many people had come across my lifeunworthy as I am but they asked me to give some lightfailure to manipulate myself, I've loosened my feelingI cannot deny this way I found myself sinningat first i am enthusiastic to bring them on highbut in some end i found myself to make alibi I am who I know moves in mebut many times the world speaks of contrary realityI couldn't escape what others could also speak ofwhat matters is I do not stop to walkI might have changed the way I am appearin'deep within me something would always remain. 1 October 2011. Putiao, Pilar at FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Why Can'T I Call You My Friend? i asked you if i can be your friendyou did not say yesi asked you to be my friendyou did not say nothen i felt your are angelso i called you that namebut you refused to be happy for itbut i felt that i can't lose you from my dreamingso i asked you to stay the sameand i wonder how could it bewhen silently somebody eats your daywhen you are with somebody feeling okaymy wish to be your friendseems like a cursebecause you deny me and accept who is not methe more i dreamed of youthe more it hurts me morethe more i find ways to forget youthe more i am disgracedwhy should i wish for what i can not have?i know console but i cant console my selfi hope before i lose my sanityyou will try to pay some time for these textsand know that i always love youand i cant be your friend because of youyou are more than a friend.every single thing in you become part of my lifeeven if you dont mindone thing i would say i gaini love you. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Why? Why do people hidewhen you long to see themyou can not confidewhen you lost your being nobody hears youwhen you screamnothing you can dobut to cut the dream why do they hidewhen you are energizedwith meaningful lifefrom daylight 'til night [2 August 2011nagamadero] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Will You Please Teach Me How To Forget You? I have been waiting for the time that i could boastthat i have forgotten you in my mindbut i could feel it is getting worstyour image has left an imprint i could not hide oh will you please come to me once againre-arrange the life that which before you come inbecause you have taken the part in me nowand it becomes a puzzle to solve i don't know how but if you can not grant my heart's desirejust give me the hints that i should doteach me to walk along the wirewill you please teach me how to forget you i have been asking my selfwhy cant i withdraw from this shelfmy heart is suffering much from this fightstill i cant leave the feeling inside. [madero16august2011naga] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Words And Deeds when a word is spoken,it only asks for more words.but if a deed is done,it speaks a wordthat stops everything. two things are truedestiny and determinationdestiny is definedby work or deedwords can never determinethe end nor the dream FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Words For You i composed many linesto express the heart of mineto say what i felt to thineall the things that makes me sigh. i gave everythingresulted to nothingbut i cannot put myself denyingthat you are a piece my life is missingand my whole beingremain incomplete without you in you in my seeing you are my dreamsyou are my wishesyou are my longingsyou are my only one i am loving. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


You Never Leave Many things i want to dojust to keep away from youa lot of things i sacrificethough i did never think them twice why do things never stopwhen i want to forget all and dropand things in you keep on showing upin my empty mind you did a shot yes we are now apartand this memory never cease to hurtcause you never leave the troubled heartuntil now you remain the missing part [madero, Naga City23august2011] FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


Your Call Your Call Somewhere in timei walked alone in the road of lifethe sun shinesthe wind blowsand the questions came into my mind. pondering the things that caught mea voice but in silenceurged me thenso i listenedi hanged myself with curiosity then i realizeSomeone calls me loudlybut the sounds did explodenot into the outside worldbut deep within in my surprise it was You who molds me upwho patiently formed my heartyour silence draws mespurred my soulinto your will for a meaningful life. FRAGMENTS AND PIECES


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