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h¡h¡l Ls¡ ¢e−o−dl flJ N£a¡l p−‰ Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el pMÉ ®h−s J−Wz hsl¡ h¡¢s−a ®LE e¡ b¡L−m p¡d¡lZa B¢jC qa¡j c¤−øl ¢n−l¡j¢Z mwL¡l l¡S¡z j¡−W ®Mm−a e¡j¡, R¡−c E−W ¢hnÄ ®cM¡, ¢hnÄ hm−a l¡Ù¹¡l h¡−l¡ lLj ®m¡L Bl fТa−h¢n−cl Olh¡¢sE−W¡e, a¤mp£am¡, p−åd§f, j¢¾cl¡ h¡¢S−u L£aÑe N¡Ju¡, i¡s¡ Ll¡ hÉ¡ä f¡¢VÑl p¡j−e HL fÉ¡y−Q l¢Pe n¡¢s f−l L¡yp¡l −m¡V¡ q¡−a ¢j¢Rm L−l hÐþf¤−œl ¢c−L k¡Ju¡, N‰¡l Sm j−e L−l hÐþf¤−œl ®O¡m¡ Sm ¢c−u h¡¢sl f¢hœ Evph p¡l¡ ®cM¡, eua Af¡WÉ fs¡z N£a¡ Bj¡l l¡SaÅ HL a¤¢s−a cMm L−l Bj¡−L R¡¢s−u j¡¢s−u alal L−l E−W k¡u L¡yW¡m N¡−R, X¡−m h−p L¡yW¡−ml j¤¢Q M¡u, B¢j ¢eQ ®b−L h¡y−nl L¢’l BN¡u L¡f−sl f¤yV¢m−a e¤e Bl mwL¡…y−s¡ ®hy−d Jl e¡N¡−m ¢cCz Ba¡ N¡−R m¡¢g−u J−Wz ®hm N¡−RJz ph¢l N¡−R EW−a f¡lh¡? f¡lj¤ e¡ j¡−e? n¡¢s f−lC ph¢l N¡R ®h−u H−Lh¡−l jNX¡−m ¢N−u h−p, e¡N¡−ml ®fu¡l¡…−m¡ jNX¡−m h−pC M¡uz f¡s¡l ®m¡L l¡Ù¹¡ ®b−L N¡−R JW¡ h¡¢sl ea¤e hE−L ®c−Mz N£a¡l c¢pÉfe¡ Bj¡−cl q¡y Ll¡ j¤‡a¡ ®cuz Bjl¡ Jl ®fR−e ®m−Sl ja ®m−N b¡¢Lz N¡−R Qs¡l ®L¡eJ ¢h−cÉ Bj¡l ¢Rm e¡, N£a¡l L¡−R q¡−aM¢s quz N£a¡l L¡−R q¡−aM¢s qu BlJ A−eL ¢LR¤lz q¡−aM¢s, f¡−uM¢s, h¤−LM¢s, ®f−VM¢s, ¢f−WM¢s--M¢sl ®no ®eCz E−W¡−el M¢s…−m¡ N£a¡l ®fÐlZ¡u Ry¤−s Bl ¢Ry−sC g¤−l¡−a m¡Nmz hª¢ø q−m Bj¡−cl f¤−l¡−e¡ A−iÉp, E−W¡−e j¡−W −c±−s ®c±−s hª¢ø−a ®iS¡, ¢py¢s ®h−u R¡−c ¢N−u ¢i−S ¢i−S l¡¢SÉl e¡Q e¡Q¡z N£a¡ hª¢ø−a ®c±−s Bl ®e−Q a¤ø qu e¡, L¡L−iS¡ q−u −Q±Q¡m¡ ¢V−el O−ll j¡b¡u E−W h−p b¡−Lz B¢j h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p −cM¢Rm¡j ®k¢ce fsm J, L¡−m¡ gV−Ll në ö−e a¢sO¢s e¡j−a ¢N−u fsm ®a¡ fsm H−Lh¡−l i¡P¡ CV ®gm¡ E−W¡−e, −iS¡ Q¡m ®b−L f¡ ¢fR−m, ®hy¡V¡ ¢Ry−s k¡Ju¡ f¡L¡ Q¡m L¤j−s¡l ja N¢s−uz Cu¡p¢je Q¡−ml j¡b¡u,N£a¡l f−s k¡Ju¡ ®c−M q¡ph e¡ Ly¡ch h¤−T EW−a e¡ f¡l¡ B¢j hs O−ll h¡l¡¾c¡u, gÉ¡L¡−p j¤−M ¢i−S Q¤f−p b¡L¡ n¡¢s N¡−u E−W¡−e h−p b¡L¡ N£a¡ Bl Hl j−dÉ j¡ H−p ¢i−S ®h¡lM¡ M¤−m h¡l¡¾c¡l c¢s−a T¤¢m−u −M¡u¡l Jfl h−p b¡L¡ h¡¢sl hE−L ®c−M Ah¡L, Bg−l¡S¡ a¤¢j JCM¡−e ¢L Ll! N£a¡ hmm, e¡ j¡ ¢LR¤ L¢l e¡, Cu¡p¢je Q¡−m EW−R ®a¡, HCM¡−e hCp¡ hCp¡ J−l ®cMa¡¢Rz

Cu¡p¢je Q¡−m EW−R? q JC−k ®c−Me hCp¡ lC−Rz La LCm¡j ECW e¡, fCs¡ k¡Ch¡, öem e¡z Cu¡p¢je j¡l djL ®M−u ®e−j B−p Q¡−ml Q¤−s¡ ®b−L Bl i¡S¡ j¡R¢V E−ÒV

®M−a e¡ S¡e¡, Aa EyQ¤ Q¡m ®b−L f−s q¡s e¡ i¡P¡, p¡j¡eÉ ByQs e¡ m¡N¡ N£a¡ −N¡pmM¡e¡u k¡u n¡¢s f¡ÒV¡−az j¡ ¢MQ¤¢s ®ly−d N£a¡l f¡−a −Y−m c¤f¤l−hm¡ ü¢Ù¹l ¢exnÄ¡p ®g−m hm−me, ®j−u c¤CV¡−l a¤¢j ®cCM¡ l¡Ma¡R hCm¡ B¢j ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ HLV¤ eJjqm ¢Nu¡ ®L¡l¡e q¡¢cp öe−a f¡¢lz N£a¡ hmm, j¡ Bf−e ®L¡eJ ¢Q¿¹¡ LC−le

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e¡, B¢j H−c−l ¢WL ®cCM¡ l¡Ma¡¢R, −Mu¡m l¡¢M ®L¡eJ c¤ø¡¢j ®ke e¡ L−lz N£a¡l f¡−a c¤−V¡l S¡uN¡u ¢ae−V j¡w−pl V¤L−l¡ ¢c−me j¡, f¡−al ¢Le¡−l B−jl BQ¡lz N£a¡ −M−a ®M−a hmm, j¡wpV¡ c¡l¦e l¡e−Re j¡z Bl BQ¡l ®k ®Lj−e Ha i¡m h¡e¡e Bf−e! j¡ BlJ j¡wp, BlJ BQ¡l Jl f¡−a ®Y−m ¢hoj Evp¡−q h−m k¡e, a¤j¡−l BQ¡l h¡e¡−e¡V¡ ¢nM¡Cu¡ ¢chz H−Lh¡−l ®p¡S¡, BjV¡ g¡¢m g¡¢m LCl¡ L¡CV¡ hu−jl j−dÉ p¢lo¡l ®am, ¢LR¤ lp¤−el ®L¡u¡, Bl ¢LR¤ öLe¡ j¢lQ ¢cu¡ X¤h¡Cu¡ l¡Mh¡z j¡−T j¡−T ®l¡−â ¢ch¡ hu¡jz N£a¡ ¢hØg¡¢la ®Q¡M L−l h−m a¡C e¡¢L! −k ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤−aC N£a¡ BL¡n ®b−L f−sz −R¡Vc¡l h¡Q¤f¡eL¡ ®c¡Ù¹ ®M¡Le H−me Y¡L¡ ®b−L, °hWL O−l h−p B−Re, Mhl¢V ¢c−m −Q¡M Lf¡−m a¤−m hmm ®p, ®M¡Lei¡C BC−R? LMe? ®Lj−e? q¡u q¡u L¡j¡m ®a¡ e¡Cz ®M¡Le Hje BQjL¡ H−p Ef¢ÙÛa q−u−R ®k N£a¡l ¢hpÈ−ul p£j¡ ®eC, AbQ ¯hWLO−l ¢N−u ¢j¢ø ®q−p ®M¡Le−L hmm B−l Bf−el SeÉC ®a¡ A−fr¡ Ll−a¢Rm¡j, L¡j¡m h−m ®N−R Bf−e−l hp−a, HC ®a¡ L¡−RC ®N−R,HM¢e ¢gl−hz N£a¡−L c¤−dl h¡µQ¡l ja ®cM−aJ m¡−N, öe−aJ m¡−Nz L¡−m¡ j¤M¢V−a hs hs ®Q¡M, HC ®Q¡M−L ®LE ®LE hm−h fVm ®Ql¡ ®Q¡M, j¡b¡u A¢aOe Q¤−ml ®h¡T¡, ¢Vu¡l ®W¡y−Vl ja d¡l¡−m¡ e¡L, B−é¡¢c¢al ®W¡y−Vl ja ®W¡yV, Aa c§l e¡ ¢N−u mwL¡ ®Ql¡ ®W¡yVC h¡ eu −Le, Cyc¤−ll c¡y−al ja c¡ya, p¡l−pl Nm¡l ja pl¦ Nm¡z ®R¡V ®R¡V q¡a, ®R¡V ®R¡V f¡, ®R¡V nl£lz L¡−m¡ ®j−u−L −m¡−L p¤¾cl£ h−m e¡, ¢L¿º N£a¡−L fª¢bh£l ®pl¡ p¤¾cl£ h−m Bj¡−cl j−e q−a b¡−Lz

f¡s¡u f¤−S¡l Y¡−Ll h¡Se¡ öl¦ q−u ®N−m c¤−dl h¡µQ¡−L ¢gp¢gp L−l h¢m,BS−L c§NÑ¡ f¤S¡z BL¡n ®b−L f−s N£a¡, a¡C e¡¢L? S¡¢e e¡ ®a¡! ¢S−i Q¤LQ¤L në L−l Jl SeÉ c¤xM L¢l, j¤pmj¡−el O−l ¢h−u qJu¡−a Jl Bl f¤−S¡l Be¾c Ll¡ q−µR e¡z Bjl¡ ®kje h¡−l¡ j¡−pl ®a−l¡ f¤−S¡−aC f¡s¡l j™f ®c−M ®hs¡−a f¡¢l, Aø¢j Bl l−bl ®jm¡u ¢Q¢el ®Mme¡ Bl ¢h¢æ d¡−el MC ¢Le−a f¡¢l--¢q¾c¤ ®b−L j¤pmj¡e qJu¡−a N£a¡l f−r Hph Bl pñh q−h e¡ ®S−e c¤xM Bj¡−cl ®no qu e¡, ®R¡Vc¡ R¤−V B−pe hm−a hm−a ®c¢l q−u ®Nm N£a¡, a¡s¡a¡¢s n¡¢sV¡ fCl¡ g¡m¡Jz

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f¤−l¡−e¡ hå¤l h¡¢s, ¢Qf¡Qp-pcpÉ−cl h¡¢s, −N¡mf¤L¤l f¡−s B—¡ ¢c−a ¢N−u ea¤e N¢S−u JW¡ hå¤−cl h¡¢s,®Lhm h¡¢s h¡¢s O¤−lC pju L¡V¡e a¡ eu, e¡e¡e Ae¤ù¡−eJ Be¾c L−l B−pe, N¡−el Ae¤ù¡e, e¡−Ql Ae¤ù¡e, e¡VL, ¢p−ej¡, f¡l−m k¡œ¡J h¡c ®ce e¡z ®c−M Bj¡l ®Q¡M¢Si ph pQm pSmz −R¡Vc¡ ¢e−Sl ¢NV¡lM¡e¡ ¢h¢œ² L−l ¢c−u−Re, nq−ll i¡m ¢NV¡lh¡¢S−u ¢q−p−h ®k e¡j ¢Rm, ®p e¡j ®k a¤−m¡l ja q¡Ju¡u E−s k¡−µR, ®p ¢c−L ¢a¢e hs HLV¡ ¢g−l a¡L¡e e¡z hE ¢e−u ¢a¢e h¡−fl ®q¡−V−m b¡L−Re M¡−µRe, ¢L¿º b¡L¡ M¡Ju¡l h¡C−l BlJ HL¢V S£he B−R, ®pC S£h−el SeÉ q−eÉ q−u HL¢V Q¡L¢ll ®M¡yS L−le ¢a¢ez

f¤−S¡l fl CnL¤m ®b−L ¢g−l Bj¡−L −N¡f−e HL¢V Mhl ®cu Cu¡p¢je, a¡l Cú¤−ml HL h¡åh£ ®c−M−R f¤−S¡l ¢ce ¢fJef¡s¡u N£a¡l h¡¢s−a p−å−hm¡ Y¤L−R N£a¡, ®fR−e ®R¡Vc¡z −R¡Vc¡−L OVe¡ S¡e¡−m ¢a¢e Bj¡−L p¡hd¡e L−l ®ce ®ke L¡L fr£ e¡ S¡−e HC Mhlz L¡L fr£ S¡−e ¢ez L¡L fr£ HJ S¡−e e¡ ®k h¡h¡ ®N¡pmM¡e¡u Y¤L−m fСuC pL¡−m ®hs¡m-f¡−u h¡h¡l O−l Y¤−L ®ke J O−l ¢LR¤ HLV¡ ®g−m H−p−Re ®gla Be−a k¡−µRe Abh¡ h¡h¡l p−‰ Hr¢¤Z a¡yl Sl¦¢l ¯hWL B−R Hje œÙ¹ AbQ n¡¿¹ i¡h j¤−M, Bme¡u T¤−m b¡L¡ fÉ¡−¾Vl f−LV ®b−L Bm−N¡−R a¤−m ¢e−u B−pe cn V¡L¡ q−m cn V¡L¡, L¤¢s V¡L¡ q−m L¤¢s V¡L¡, f’¡−n q¡a ¢c−aJ q¡a L¡y−f e¡ ®R¡Vc¡lz j¡ ®c−Me Hph, ®c−MJ e¡ ®cM¡l i¡e L−lez ®R¡Vc¡l h¤−Ll f¡V¡ ®c−M i−u h¤L L¡y−f Bj¡lz dl¡ fs−m OVe¡ ¢L c¡ys¡−h a¡ Ae¤j¡e Ll−a ®k p¡qp fÐ−u¡Se qu, a¡ Bj¡l h¡ Cu¡p¢j−el L¡lJlC ®eCz

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Bj¡l O−ll m¡N¡−u¡ ®R¡Vc¡l O−ll clS¡u ¢a¢e a¡m¡ m¡¢N−u ¢c−u−Re, k¡Ju¡ Bp¡ Jl¡ h¡l¡¾c¡l clS¡ ¢c−u Ll−R ¢L¿º −R¡Vc¡l ®c¡Ù¹ ®M¡Le ®k l¡−a ®b−L ®N−me h¡¢s−a, ö−me ®R¡Vc¡l ¢hR¡e¡u, ANaÉ¡ N£a¡−L ö−a qm Bj¡l ¢hR¡e¡u, HL l¡−al hÉ¡f¡l H Bl Hje ¢L, Hje ¢L Bj¡−cl L¡−R q−mJ h¡h¡l L¡−R eu, ¢a¢e Ni£l l¡−a f¡¢e ®M−a E−W H Ol J Ol f¡uQ¡¢l Ll−a ¢N−u N£a¡−L Bj¡l ¢hR¡e¡u B¢h×L¡l L−l ¢Q¢h−u ®Qy¢Q−u ýwL¡−l NSÑ−e ¢eT¤j l¡a−L NeN−e c¤f¤l h¡¢e−u R¡s−mez ®R¡Vc¡ Bl ®M¡L−el p−‰ HL ¢hR¡e¡u h¡¢L l¡a L¡V¡−a qm N£a¡lz h¡h¡ N£a¡−L Bj¡−cl Bnf¡n ®b−L c§l c§l L−l a¡s¡−mJ a¡l fТa Bj¡−cl BLoÑZ c§l qu e¡, hlw h¡−sz a¡l j¤−M q¡¢p ®g¡V¡−a fs¡−n¡e¡