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    DIS by Davis Schneiderman

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    Chapter 1 1

    Alamte-Megalopolis

    (The City of the Poison Pen)

    /Aye/

    /Breech the vale of cymbal two yolk thyme, a colonel of the

    olde weighs/

    /joules pail and psi beneath the mustered son//breethe in waist ere teaming with presents and dam discreet

    bytes of corps phials/

    /lase weapons maid principal for my troupe/

    /is this foreword?/

    /freezes on the hire planes/

    /cygnet queans in capital palates/

    /hoards of marshal feet in phlox of mowed lynx/

    Homophone dyspepsia will pass/its an absolute knead/.

    Smaze burns as white hand /razes/; voice incessantly /boars/.

    A /pear/ of sectioned /whales/ told from those figures on the

    heath, brain a maze of recalibration/mite censor the corral/ of

    perceptionmight censor the chorale of perception/r-liar fazes seedlyes/ to perspectiveearlier phases cede lies to /pur

    Arms unpack like hibernating coils, unwinding below the swoop

    of the white-hot /son/sun. So bright, disfigured andgroggy. Dust

    and sand float here unencumbered, blurring the outlines of the

    silhouettes across my retina: the limber form of an obsidian tree

    coagulates inpulsesof lucent twinkle, seething, dry and fruitless,

    desiccated by the currents of bitumen, sodium dribletswith black-lung

    ubiquity, the passage of bark like spores from crumbling mushrooms.

    This place is ashen luminosity, the waning morningstaris a glowing

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    crescent, defeated by the obnubilated orb of white and white and white

    and spritely earthen forms taking shape in a veil of sand. Endless

    showers of sand. Sand to puncture the lungs with its histories. Sand tomaintain the illusion of infinite regress, the undulating perpetuity of

    seethe and break and bosom, inhaled in a macrobiotic tidal wave.

    Wind is breath. Skin is burnt auger; its a matrix of surds in

    these decompressed hollows. Everything shines ingroansof imprecise

    angles and modes, antipodes, somehow, pre-modern. Mine eyesdilate

    with the aperture of particle overload, and slowly, like darkness upon asudden daydream, the funnels of these virtual walls contract into view:

    Young, brown, tender hands, strong with the calluses of fieldwork,

    partially covered in ash-grey palm gloves, embracing the Alamte-

    Megalopolis -issued weaponry neutron beams to propel proton

    sheaths across short, tactically-determined targets tinypulse-shaped

    cannons for easy handling and boot storage cyber-kinetic energy

    weapons: verbal-tic rifles that blind the next three paternal descendants

    and sear out eardrums in genetic drift; ionized testicle-punchers that fire

    gamma tic-tacsat the family jewels and start cell polarity into identity

    crash; bags of elbow-greased marbles and super-slick banana peels

    dropping as we go

    Weapons float from electromagnetic tendrils, drop from the

    firmament by mysterious volition. I aman expert. Sonic sparks clinkandextend from distant iron pick-axes, knives flow into rainbow sheaths. A

    layer of surrounding salt hills rise with rumbling quicksilver,

    exponentially, as my gaze lingers on the horizon. Soon, lesser hills begin

    to subsume my companions in a blanket of white ash, leaving almonds

    and pistachio nuts, bala rubies glistening in the white air. An axe crushes

    earth in the distance, echoed through the thick oxygen, crisp and clean

    like ammonium-mountain air. The salt fumes sting the back of throat as

    I wait for the onset of olfactory fatigue the diminishing spirits of the

    region distill and ferment in the barrels of my nose rosebud pine

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    scents, veins of lapis lazuli in ultramarine azure orgasm, the sweet wretch

    of dust-inflicted whirlwindsfrom the clomphoofstompingof my

    compatriots splendid mares dung brown bellspealingover thelandscape, eager avatars crisped on golden bridles. Some straddle asses,

    weather-beaten burros of brown-black hybrid. Tiny tics, somehow

    visible, insert drainage pumps on their sideskinto meet production

    quotas, saltbangerson the heaths ahead and around, crimson lightning

    stains scattershot in a blanket of clouds.

    The grip of the Telos-5200pulsecanon assumes itself into myhands, sleek shaft like a convenient pool cue on the angle of my sun-

    dyed triceps, triple-barrel orifices a triumvirate of erasure valves.

    It operates on neutrino grip analysis, localized of course,

    tracing the path of particle decay applicable to a particular entity, a

    fingerprint of decomposition, if you will, and the Alamte Distribution

    Officer and Field Commander, Metatron, swaying before me like a

    proto-human must have swayed, Lilith before Adam, a mechanized

    giant whose race long ago fell silentshouldering an arsenal of smart

    weapons like Atlas bouncing Pluto on the shoulder blades. Ze gender

    non-specific is a presence unto itself, alabaster shale in epidermis

    masquerade, rigid jowls of venous bluedreamcovalent in symmetric

    folds, wan face dotted with spots of ageless, albino melatonin.

    Anthropomorphization, Thelonius Bosh, has never been fullyapplied to myalgorithm. Youll have to take my word for things here in

    the Virtual Pleasure DOME. Metatrons torso skeins in the ether

    confines of twisting Banyan trees along low, encircling hedges. This is

    the place of heretics, Bosh, my heartiest welcomes from the Megalopolis

    proper. That is to say, the real world.

    Trigger cool against thefingeridge. Thatll target the Fin De

    Sicle Authority satellite, and beam down a big ol death-beam from the

    boys at FDSA? I ask, simply to speak.

    The other riders, apparently agents, apparently of Tartar loyalty,

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    slink away in traces of gallops and low-rifling dirge steps, laser-generator

    packs strapped to their shirtless tropes, concupiscent bulges fluted over

    rough outlines, dreaming of their auburn women ells upon ells ofcotton wrap, zinc antimony, tutty for eye salve. Metatron moans

    peacefully, exhales as they recede, unhooks a cyclotron from the cusp of

    zisguilt wrap, andflickson the lever with a junky grin.

    One more time, Mr. Bosh. Before zesend you out The

    whirsbegin with sanctimonious fanfare. Conundrums of yellowed

    particles brush about the rims of my virtual body, zischassis. Recallingthe contents of yesterdays lunch, or groping for the secret name of an

    everyday object, my mind spits out the uploaded images:

    I am to proceed eastward to the southern principalities, making

    stops for rations onlyin the cities that harbor Idolaters or Mahometans

    strange ports moving eastward in concurrent contour parallel with

    other agents. A strange pride stutters my tongue. Agents will be

    interspersed at various, exactly measured doses, equidistant from each

    other I am an operative in a continuum of operatives. Still, no

    contact may ever be realized The hoof cues of the other agents

    recede like bursts of ampersand dirt over the cusp on the closest

    sodium-mound. I reach out my hand towards their diminishing figures

    of sackcloth, partially to flourish, mainly to reach. Moving eastward, I

    will encounter the flood, perhaps, in the other Cities of RoughApproximation; masters of the Black Arts, obscuring the day with errant

    words, compelling idols to speak

    Very good from there you will proceed across the rim of

    northern boundaries, the Cities of Unknown Quantity, over Lop,

    Kachow, Siam. Metatrons proportionality adjusts 10%, while the

    phantom shell of an outdated recording device sits incongruent in the

    breath of my pocket. You will arrive at the Great Khans summer

    palace at the height of the solstice festivities, a moment of ennui, and

    there, in Xanadu

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    Ah, the sacred river AlphColeridgeYes, Im in the Virtual

    Pleasure DOME

    You will utilize the Telos-5200pulsecanon and a variety ofother methods to abscond with the Double Helix of State, ze

    continues.

    My eyes shoot like comets past the salt-hill friezes above, over

    phosphorescent sodium mounds, past the wake of Venus to fixate the

    dim bulb ofstarshineknown as the SHADD-AI brand orbital satellite;

    as abovethe celestial guidance system, to the Telos-5200 rifle so belowIm afraid even molar vision wont be much help, Metatrons

    gargantuan visage, nearly a fathom large, inhales a stream of agitated

    particles and circulates the virtual air through zissinuses. The Khans

    DNA is not available in our file banks. His genetic kin yes Hulaku,

    Prester John, Mangu Khan but Kublais genetic structure escapes

    even our top agents. For Genghis, Chinghiz that is, Temujen that is,

    there is no question, you understand, but Kublais spirit is that of his

    people, his mind the blade of a million swords Metatrons eyes blaze

    predictably into my own, adding false-profundity to zisphrasings, you

    must determine the pattern that lies in the flesh of the Great Khan.

    Thelonius Bosh,youmust capture his genetic structure, his DNA!

    I assume the proper intimations of the moment: perambulated

    shock with a slack-jawed oval mouth, vitreous invectives on the radicalimpossibility of said doctrine (Are you insane? Oh you fool, you fool

    you), cross-armed flagellation mimicking a straight-jacket routine

    tinyfripsof finger twiddlesupon zismetallic shirt sleeve mesh. Yet, this

    isnt my outfit, and for a moment I am thrown off, the frayed strands of

    copper normally leaking off my middle management three-piece have

    been exchanged for the whiter-collar variety. Why, the hallmarks of

    good taste are in the craftsmanship the beryllium sheaths mark a

    magnificent crust on the halter of my neck, while platinum, frame-

    optimized seams cradle my stomach and lower torso. The malleability is

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    amazing intake breathing and the alloy-cloth merges around my

    body lithium-warp fibers, lighter than air, counteract gravity one

    furrow at a timeYou wear the Resemblati, a product of the Alamte-

    Megalopolis, cloth of the master Assassins consider it a gift, a

    promotional badge, payment for services rendered, in advance, equity

    for future performance Lighter than air for this moment, dizzy

    below the countersunshining blithe from the smazeof heavensthe

    DOME a carapace of never-ending splendorThis is all programmed onto the body direct? Im sick with

    amazement, pressing my hands across my body that is not my body, the

    coverlet of pigmented shoulder pricks rendered in exact freckle

    replication as the metal sleeves dip away fractal skin patterns,

    mathematical epidermis forged in containers of full-interface computer

    code. The Assassin cloth shivers back into palpability like drops of

    recombinant quicksilver; constipation-pangsrumblethrough my

    intestines and flood the duodenum with systoles ofpumpinggaseous

    pistonsmy shaft goes rigid as I cover my form in a quickfrisk

    inspection, encouraged by the cloth expanding as I, or what is now

    known as me, grows increasingly erect.

    I can feel Metatrons eyes burrow up from the tanned-leather

    sandals and crisscross my body in beams of infrared marker; zispresenceinspects my adjustment to the DOME that much is blatant. Bodily

    functions are necessary of course, hope you wont be too

    inconveniencedthe virtual state must bear resemblance to the non-

    virtual, otherwise, it all becomes a game. You can wound, and be

    wounded Zepasses a thin white cigarette over ziscracklinglips as

    the cyclotrons particle field flows unstructured in globs of xanthan

    smitches.

    Those others sent out before you, the horizon riders; they are

    simple Idolaters, natives to this place of heretics. They knowonlythe

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    pre-recorded Paradise of the city stretching wide, the Alamte-

    Megalopolis born from opiates and hashish Metatron braces zis

    eyeballs in mathematical approximation of pupil dilation, scours thepeaks of sodium mound, rises above with fire-eyes into the black masses

    of enclosed geology Alamte-Megalopolis the mountains of

    Paradise, the place of favored souls. Have some of this. Taste this. It

    will keep you grounded, so to speak Bosh. Zisflaming taper migrates

    into the hand that must by mine, hanging from the lip of metal-jacket

    sleeve, impacted into the creezeof rough-stained sandair.Veinspitapaton the back of my new hand. Take notice. Take

    note here.

    They are the hashish-eaters gorged by the dead-surrogate

    father in the mountains, the Old Man of the Mountain, Hassan I

    Sabbah. They see only the bounty of Paradise the steams of wine,

    milk, and honey which flow in every direction Zeremains

    expressionless but cunning at the same moment; my intestines crackle,

    We have brought you a taste of that Paradise, Thelonius Bosh, and it is

    to be savored, Thelonius, to be savored

    Igrapplewith the burning stick, no doubt hashishthe virtual

    kick somewhat impedes the motor skills of my fingers, joints difficult to

    bend, as I suck back the char-breath, coax the perfumed smoke through

    the tunnel of my throat and tippy tippyteethweezyin Metatrons slowwake; I see zisarms move with torpor, the cyclotrons excretions filling

    the sandstainedenvirons lightlytickling cheek lining coasting,

    back back receding burning receding burning. Yes, receding

    back into lungs and holding, my eyelids drooping on the lower

    curvatures and scaling up the mountain ubiquitous angles ambrosia

    skylines and the manifold shake of cross-current maglev transports

    wire networks of fiberoptic skyscrapers sweet, metabolic melon

    trees ululating throat singers lounging in crystal palaces

    That is Paradise, the Alamte-Megalopolis? Exhalation of

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    sweet ichor in paranoid puffs. I recover slightly from the homophonic

    vertigo, valleys and shadows of industrial smazefloat into the

    troposphere. They only exist here, right, the others who just took offfor the east in the Virtual Pleasure DOME environment? Does their

    programming recognize me as the outsider?

    Metatron crushes the resonated butt beneath an asterisk of

    sticks. Yes, very wise, these arerhetorical questionsIll bet the

    Master of Assassins looks suspiciously on outsiders, Mr. Bosh.

    Computer geeks always have a beastly sense of humorMetatron: humorless delivery.

    We just gave you a taste and you dont even

    realizeremember, Bosh, youre hereto evaluate the Virtual Pleasure

    DOME programs and environment for the global market, best way to

    tailor the publicity campaigns and all that choc-a-bloc. Remember? But,

    youre not the only entity in this world the multitudes come here to

    lose their faces, create new avatars for themselves. After all, zehad to

    practice on somebodyor somebodies, I should say. Some choose

    gelatinous blobs with spiked arrays coursingforth in self-defense, others

    cull shapes from the bio-synaptic clay. Whether they recognize you or

    not is irrelevant. Your smarmybacktalkis irrelevant. These things will

    not help you. Youll crave that wasted smoke soon enough. Many come

    here to lose the other place. External consciousness is sublimated to theDOMEs subroutines. Of course, others have programming more

    detailed than yours, and totalerasure always costs more than expected.

    The credit lines get long in the tooth

    We exchange, through these crystalline fields of azure simplicity,

    where the lovely menses of Paradises damsels should inhabit the inner

    regions of my cortex, drippingrivulets of fertile-crescent juices, the

    pitchers of milk and eastern oilspulsingover my flesh. I feel these

    implanted memories settle all familiar the sensations of Paradise

    above as jagged barrier to the opium quay assault weapons like forks

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    for the feast of a thousand boars, plugs of excess filtered and pounded

    into my grey strata, vivid as daylight here in the DOME. As a child, I

    tried to operate my penis like a conscious appendage, to feel it pluckand simmer in the tiniest bend of my bio-will. That does not seem like

    memory, but memories of memories of memories, whisper down the

    temporal snake alleydistorted by a pheromone supernova.

    The sensations of this Paradise are too real, if that makes any

    sense. I know theyve been implanted. The crest of Metatrons

    platinum-warp hair. The bio-recall hashish didnt help. And I quiteexpected the oppositeyou knowto feel the falsehood of this place in

    its underachievement, its plastic renditions of Marco Polos Asia, the

    universe of the 1270s, living in the DOME world with its composite

    memories

    The cyclotron field encapsulates zisentire rough body, glowing,

    the superlative archangel of this place. Zisbreath is the color of god.

    You feel the difference only because I am here. Zishands pull

    various ammunition clips and k-rations from the chasuble canteens

    that ring like coins, jugs of electrolyte-wine to maintain virtual integrity,

    yarns of flax and hemp for trade in the Cities of Unknown Quantity,

    magnifying glasses to illuminate tufts of leaves and kindling Once I

    am gone, so, too, will the knowledge of life outside the DOME. Youll

    crave that taste again, until you forget everything. Think closely and italready begins to slip

    Distinctions crumble from Metatrons hypnotic suggestions as I

    tighten the grip around the Telos-5200 neutrino blaster; I feel the

    limpness of my penis cease to matter as whirlsof magnetized particles

    flickerzisperson, interrupt the frequency of my visual field and begin to

    fuzzout the distributors consciousness from the Persian salt hills. Back.

    Receding to the Alamte-Megalopolis lost somewhere high in the

    surrounding mountains frequencies shift. Metatron disappears for

    moments at a time, fading in and out like bandwithdelayed or

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    punctuated by a competing receptor channel, avoiding through

    dissolution the auspices of the peasant caravan churning over the

    cracked-macadam pathways gypsy trams of camels, mules, anddonkeys burdened with goods, not persons. The instructions and

    appropriate hardware implanted, Metatron goes Bedouin, lost in the

    sands of the DOME

    Jawarthawal, the local fetus collector, motions with his C-

    section clippers to inspect my womb It is expressly forbidden tobear fruit without discussing the terms with the Population Guards. You

    sir, he hoists the DNA-extractor works to the heavens with dripping

    liquid sizzlingto boiling ivy on the road, are in direct violation

    and I think Metatrons got the right idea using cyclotron travel nodules;

    I protest with the simple masculinity gambit: Im a man, and

    Jawarthawal, (his associates call him Doctor Strand) doesnt seem in the

    least discouraged. Its only after two lower officials, undersecretaries

    with bright brown cassocks and antibacterial sandals, force down my

    arms and the initial probes tackle my plenum that they see it aint a bun

    in the oven at all but several neutrino transmitters for the Telos-5200

    and I get a hackneyed Our mistake Mister, youre not carrying

    but they start laughing anyway, and the needle still pokes until I give

    up my Assassin-issued ondaniquedetector as last-ditch bribe. Apparentlythey accept only task-oriented gifts, and Indian Steel is quite a valuable

    peasant commodity.

    Off into the afterbirth horizon, sounds of cascading energy

    trickles,cracklingwith life in Metatrons displacement spot; zeleft a

    nasty heat signature brimstone and auger stink marks, black dugout

    divots of wilted fern and burnt-tar macadam, tinyflickersof white

    particle light dancing like drunken fireflies in Bacchanalian orgy. I wisely

    think to take an imprint, a plaster cast of sorts with the FDSA field kit

    dirt-sized vial for soil-samples latched onto my utility belt, particle

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    specimens uploaded into appropriate subatomic memory cards. Telos-

    5200 is an old friend. Xanadus path blazesinto the horizon like a dirt

    road to the heart of the sun. The house of Capricorn is barelydescendant, and I wonder how many distantgasballswill shine at the

    summer solstice, untouched by the hands of men.

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    Khora(The City of Harsh Sentences)

    Hills and dales break in muddles of broad distinction Jewels

    pale and sigh beneath the mustard sun Thorns twist from briar

    patches that cover the broadside of furrows and elongated basins of a

    crystal stream they split in rustlesagainst my burlap-colored Assassin-trousers, myResemblati. Pricksmiss my flesh, but I can imagine what

    the cuts might feel like outside the DOME,pantlessin my tiny

    apartment, a flotilla of blowflies prognosticating in the curtains folds as

    I shiver with the mornings breath. Listen closely for sandals scraping

    through shiftingsand; I seem to be runningpulsingalong the currents

    of hedgerows and tadpole-soaked puddles that compose my existence inthe DOME. A figure of political intrigue, an Assassin in service of the

    Alamte-Megalopolis, clambering for a taste of the mystical drugs, the

    substance of Paradise, a Eucharist to closeout the ubiquitous Kublai

    Khan

    Memoryfallingstars. Each a winking shade of its last dying sister

    I think of the outside world, then shift to the DOME, and roll into

    Khora, the city of harsh sentences, under a ball ofscorch. Heat whipping

    packs of salt rats into a frenzy of conditioning, scouring my surface area

    as itflickerslike a corpse from deprivation of sleep, of dream, and

    most prominently, reason. Acid through the wide-open slats of metal

    cloth, membranes of shiver permeable in the sun daggers of

    subcutaneous neurological scripts I can no longer control: Quasi-

    hominid baby smuggling by mufti lawmen in back alleys mews Allah we are rich! Ghanim, the potentate, will sacrifice a ransom for

    that monkey-boy! A sand-encrusted protagonist flame-broils an Islet of

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    Langerhans at the apex ofanotherstory and Abu Hasan, de factoCaliph

    of the philosophy-cartel, stuttering in phrases, overturns the narrow

    aperture of one singular klepsydra into a barrel of gherkin brine toillustrate his point: Simply uncork the wide-end (chorus of

    oohs/aahs) Air the quickest element escapes from the metal-bulb

    like gas after a camel-roast! Thusthe elixir of lifeglorious water

    floods in the chamberprotracting thus proving once and for all

    in the convenience of your own parlor room before all your skeptical

    friends and servants the veracity unquestionable existencetheprimacy of SPACE!

    I make an attempt on an old Mllahs corporeality (almost

    always women theseadays). Shes abusing me with her eyes, two charcoal

    urchins sucking at her chest, sweetmeats and charcuterie dangling in

    links from the neck of her kiosk. The sucking boys are obvious DOME

    officials, despite the shiny cock rings and brightly impotent sparkler

    guns; they are dark in the DOME and their dirty credits switch to the

    womans rusted DebitCharge as they suckle, a brace of otiose

    mammalians, at the fount of her great buttermilk tits like inchoate

    genetic hoodlums. Various regurgitatorsgutjugglecontraband and flank

    the Mllahs epicenter, imperial mongrels, wretchingup digital

    recording chips, melatonin-laced ecstasy tablets, India-ink ball-point

    pens allpulsingfrom the pursed mouths in peristaltic hackstowardsslickened, outstretched palms. DOME courtesans struggle with their

    Latin texts and unfurl their Vulgate, but the old Mllah presides pre-

    linguistically, an Alamte operative, watching with numb disinterest the

    crowds of mulling, matter-gravitating peasants, nipplesgnashingunder

    boyish tooth grinds. The sound of each succulent chompresonates in a

    punctuated, splintered voice of artificially coded sound-byte thwacks.

    Their nibbles span the archipelagos of consciousness in secret visitations

    one second on a camel dealers hard sell (Eetz as low as I ken

    go), one moment on the lips of a suspicious looking tourist (Old

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    boy, how much for your servant girl? Nonsense, name your price)

    The Mllahs eyes recede farther out the hold of her face, buds

    on the stem of a crabs neck, skewed buzzard cameras in hazy, liquid cMedina, reconnaissance probes in nerve-ending dangles, diffuse over

    accidental targets, voracious in their permissiveness. The distance

    between her eyes and head slithers apart, and she pulls the suckling boys

    closer to her chest while oozing her eyeballs through the press of leaden

    air. A periscope slinking up the copse of oxygen, her eyes pass above my

    pale figurean obvious tactic, but carefully observed, I begin todecode:

    The left eye, to begin a supposition, mayscatter of its own

    volition, and the right, independent, may fix itself on an object for any

    periodic, but varied interval, or the left may stick by accident, and the

    right brush past without staring, or perhaps (it is hard to tell in this

    light), the right may just possiblybe under subordinate control of the

    left, whichpulses, away from the head in a decisive lead, commanding

    the lesser to appear the inconstant dupe, or maybe the other way

    around with the right, despite itssubaltern perspective, choosing to

    create the illusion of the look that is nota look, but a latch as the left

    eye and right eye subsist as distinctive creatures, slighting each other

    with patterns of stare and gloss, or gloss and stare, and, regardless of

    which eye, regardless of interval, regardless of any object to fall into thebifurcated perception, they always set their monocular powers over top

    the market barkers and washed-up carnies, the Muftis in the quarter, or

    the Sheiks in the quadrants, not the Husseins in the angles, but the

    Caids of supplement, yet the Shiites of the complement for I am the

    Assassin with the mission overlooked, self-consciously erect and primed,

    and thus, this first supposition assumed, I am passed, by eyes that only

    pretend to seewhat they see, quite a spectacle really, those who think

    they are seen, or scrutinized, pelted with more interval by either right or

    left, not seen at all, for I am only an absence, viewed in my absence,

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    seen in my absence; the avoidance of the eyes is the giveaway (of

    course), and an Assassin can never be too careful, even within the

    Megalopoliss purported territory (but who has enough urine todemarcate, I wonder?). That is the enraging tactic.

    I ampassed over in sienna contrast with the red of the sucking

    ritual, and I can see life drain from the market shadows of tea-stain

    skin pressed against the Mllahs heaving chest, great knots of solid

    black hair biting tinyneckthrobs. Vulture eyes distend from the hold of

    her face with each nibbleof mouth and there areseveral possibilities,mathematical permutations, scenarios, to account for their

    unevennessI walk with calm authority to her kiosk and swagger

    gruffly, as an Alamte Assassin should. I loosen my belt. The DOME

    boys, cocksmen, quenched finally or fitfully, recalcitrant from theglutof

    their stomachs, or rather, severed by my sudden approach, fall backward

    with vacuum-clasp shunders, lizards unsealed from a cluster of twigs,

    mouth declination into the sizzling, after-the-rain tarsheetof the Khora

    Bazaar.

    The Mllahs nipples splay before me, conic monoliths reshaped

    in soft erection at the fastening of my mouth onto the city of harsh

    sentences:

    Mutteringloudly disillusioned and theyburbleforked-tongueinquiries like serpent eggs from mouths, the lizard boys lay fat and

    scalar in the sun, as my mouth milks the Mllahs nipples and her eyes

    retract through her valley, retract then succinctly; my mouth milks the

    nipple with tooth-depressed imprints, vellum skin crunching, my

    erection now waxing, through mesh on mypantlinea paraffin

    membrane, that swells to encompass, the slit for my handle and they

    wonder how I judge them, in the Medina, how, the puffs of cheeks

    flooding with warmth, image of breast milk, rivers of sweeter and

    flowing sugar, coursingmy tongue in an antidote of steam, vacuumed

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    from the Mllahs watch of the bazaar, I can judge that they feel not

    what they ought to feel, that feeling of having never been wider in the

    cosmos, even here, under the ocean of the inverted smazeball, especiallyhere, in the countersunsteam, I generalize and judge by my newfound

    location, passed over in space, true enough, and in time, forgotten by

    the eyeballs of the Mllahs hot sweep, but now touched bylonghands

    dropping down through my sheath, now converging in circles of pubic

    formation. I bite down instinctually and feel like an animal, a primate

    slope jawdownlowand browlinestraightup, into the bruised sun, mycortex contracting, mouth nipplegnashing, a squishand a puncture of

    nails in my pubis, dirt under the surface, entrenched in the furrows and

    rubbingmy penis, my mouth nipplegnashing, my knuckles expanding,

    shoot straight in the sun the shoots of her tripping, the sap and her

    venom, and thats how I know I suckand she milks, I milk and she

    pulls, my knees stained with mudcakesand cider and sluices of

    ashplant, and barley, this Khora Bazaar, each sentence, indulgent, each

    city, a miracle, each gift down mistrodden, the periscope vibrates, and

    thisis the secret behind Mllahs eyes I see through her body as if

    through a mirror, my bites on her nipples, saliva on breasts.

    Goosebumps cover my legs like tinygoogleeyes, eggs inside the

    womb of pregnant toad, like spiders, like flies, like pork pie hats and

    rheumatic nipple clips, like italicizedsweat written in slants down thebulkhead. We zoomthrough Khoras cracks and tangents over the

    dime-store barrios as fingernails dig into my shaft skin, a ghetto to the

    southlandwhere one-car families de-scale mullets from the brackfor a

    farthing, my cock in the rhythm, past hermeneutic boy scouts lounging

    in feldspar bathrooms, scribbling amino acids codons on urinal walls for

    secret meetings, dreaming of transfer to the Alamte-Megalopolis, or

    shooting cum shots at the Great Khans recruitment posters.

    Glutted. I fall backwards like the lip of a drunken salamander

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    detaching from a cluster of twigs. We are in a room of mirrors, the

    Mllah and I, mirrored pools in the eyes of the marble spacecats. Bast,

    carved inches in time (tells the Mllah), Egyptian feline goddess, andher secret name consort left stuck on an asteroid. Mirrors in the

    gleamhedgesfly out the sewer grates that run lazily downward from the

    brilliant ruby-lighted waterfall. Mirrors overhead as the Mllah buries

    her fist in the abyss of vines between dark, flabby legs, sweet with

    forbidden textures, lips of perfume and grainy stubble and pubic hair

    stamens. Mirrors coating the underside of her silver tongue as it flickersand bubbles saliva onto her swollen, bloody nipples. Mirrors hide in the

    darts from the silver body-paint streaked over her torso in handprints so

    firm, from copper bright canisters of powdered concoctions. Mirrors on

    the gilded dildo-box float on that gurney, electromagnetically charged

    with an aura of brass pulled by a midget, a munchkin, a monkey, a trio

    of servants (their class in their eyes), glassy disfigured but similar seeing,

    mirroring the moans of their mistress and apulsefrom the r-dildo

    Reflecetae resplendent, its letters in mirrors, relief in flotilla of

    orgasmic electrodes. Mirrors, full length, as the Mllah rises from her

    recline, streaked in ferrous quicksilver, mercury risingthe tuxedoed

    attendants work the final preparation fastening Reflecetaeto the

    largest full-length wall-sized looking-glass with a series of suction cup

    basins and molecular cohesives, utilizing the temperature bar-gauge likea probe into the Mllahs vagina, and fluid levels are a checkmimesthe

    monkey, his vertical screechesalighting in fog, the Mllah approaches

    and press pressure insertion aaahhhhhhh:

    On one mirrorsidethe Mllah, verticular and brown. On the

    other the Mllah reflected and verticular Reflecetaeconnecting, and

    my penis flaccid. My hands are not sticky. Its all been a tease, she

    thinks as a piston. In aspiration, I point the Telos-5200 up her chin like

    a crossbow bolt, opening a small fissure in the taught, hair-strewn panel

    of skin. But no crimson flows, onlyoozesof liquid blanch, boiling out in

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    suppurated drizzlesof wet milk-cum, dousing my figures, my flames and

    my favors. Her liquid is muddled, no separating texture, and I am

    flooded, over my fulgurated figure, disappointed again.She fucks the mirror, moving deeper into her own folds, and

    watches in silence, at my figure, reflected.