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COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that e>fpreased itself through :elitist of Nazareth the Auddha . Krishna, Mohammed . agar Cayce andotitnar et avatars who served as 'Channels for the 'iilcaventy rather' rind who oinks sin today as the world begins to enter the New Ageat sgtritual conseioumsesa auc~ a rareness . Skies 7.5433 Connie Awarenem hac been eonimssuicating through carefully-trained ehanuo$s. The .nfor

uu~on contained herein was received from deep eu er cour dotre trance levels end 'interpreted' hy an entity affiliated with G .A .C. This1 tosatatiott is for those who dam to help in bat

in the New Age. Throughout the thousande of 'Reading*. given through these channels.Cosmic Awareness tells us not to believe anything ut to question, explore, doubt, and discover for yourself, through your own channel ,what to t ho truth. Cosmic Awarenosc will only tnd,cate and suggest. Neither C,A .C ., the Aquarian Church of 13niversal Service, or the Inter ter .Paul Shockley Is reapooAhh . for eoythin; Cosmic. Awareness navy elate In any of theta +erad'.srttt:, not doe* C .A .C . or Paul Shoccley nee e

ybelieve or agree with the statements of Connie Awareanees. Paul interprets the eretgiea as Its aces them in trance levels and is yet personallyeaposudble tot what is setd.ldanaiaere of C .A .C . are incited to send in questions of Rrecal interest to ask Awareoesa for poaslbie publication ,

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QUESTION :

'(Prom a C .A .C . Genera! Reading, August 5, 1980 )

This is a question from S.M. of Chicago, and we've had many variations of this same question and Awarenes shas gone into some aspects of this ; but since it is a problem and a dilemma which faces many of the member -ship, I'd like to read the question and ask Awareness to comment :

"There have been numerous references in earlier material sent to the membership concerning the cost o fthe Beast material in individuals' personal lives . I currently am in a situation which I believe to be more univ -ersal than I originally thought .. Even though this is a personal question that I would like to ask Awareness, Ihelieve that the answer may benefit many other readers in a similar situation .

My situation is this: About a year ago when things with the Beast were peaking, my spouse, who is not a tall sympathetic with any of my Light activities since she is an atheist who thinks this is all a bunch of `crap' ,but is very much a `Christian' at heart, was feeling very very threatened by my activities, even though I kep tmost of them concealed from her . One day, after listening to one of my Dr . Beter tapes, she fell apart andthreatened to leave our marriage . If it were not for our two small children I probably would have let her goand work out things by myself . She insisted that I give up all of my activities with my A .R.E. study group,0 ( anti anv other related organizations FOREVER or she was leaving .

I was able to convince her to stay by stating that I would give up these activities and never, (or as long as Icould), present this matter to her again . Since then I have had to go underground with my activities in orde rto be true to my own beliefs, because I still love her .and want my family to be complete . I have been dealin gwith this matter almost daily in the mental rather than the physical . So far, I believe that I have been success-ful in dealing with these negative energies . However, I am not altogether thrilled with the prospect of being acloset C.A.C . member forever, and would like to reconcile these energies as soon as possible . 1 would lik eAwareness to comment on the cause of this situation and just how one should deal with this, and can I expec tany changes in the near or distant future? "

COSMIC AWARENESS :

THE FOUR DISTINCT STAGES OF MARRIAG E

This Awareness indicates that this as having two different parts for consideration . This Awareness indicatesthat in the Aquarian Church wedding ceremony, there are listed four distinct stages of the marriage throug hwhich entities generally move. This Awareness indicates the first stage being that of the romance period, wher ein entities come together, expecting the other to fulfill the dreams, hopes and wishes which the entity hasalways sought in a mate . This Awareness indicates that this romance period as that which usually occurs nea rthe time of the wedding and remains for a short period thereafter .

This Awareness indicates that this romance perio das that wherein the entities do not fully know eac hother, nor do they' care to know each other,—they preferto have the illusion that the other fills the bill and fits

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to he the mate. This Awareness indicates that this rom-ance period as a time wherein entities are infatuated, i nlove, and romantically envision a particular lifestyle o ffulfillment as the result of this marriage to this mate .This Awareness indicates this as the first stage of mane

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into the concept which the entity is supposed to fit . Thi sAwareness indicates at this point;, the partners of themarriage begin to discover the other partner for what h ereally is, and in this discovery, the entities begin to fee lthat they have been cheated, ripped-off, defrauded an dotherwise insulted in having been brought into a marr-iage with this entity who will not fulfill, has not fulfilled ,and does not appear to be interested in fulfilling theexpectations of the person .

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. This Awareness indicates that, both parties may fee lsimilar toward each other, or one may wish to fulfill th eexpectations but not he able to do so . This Awarenes sindicates that each party may attempt to fulfill some ofthe expectations, but niay'resent doing so . This Aware-ness indicates that each party may express his or he rneeds, and those expressions of needs and demands mayput such a heavy burden on the other partner that th e

other partner feels that he or she has also been totally violated by the experience of marriage . This Awarenessindicates that essentially in this second stage, this as the tug-of-war between the partners, and these partner sfind themselves in conflict over values which each holds dear, and over expectations which each holds dear ,and over pride which each feels is being violated by the other . The self-expression and self-esteem of each part-ner may be threatened by the other, and the entities appear to have little respect for each other . This perio dof the tug-of-war, this as the second stage, and' this may last for quite some time, depending on how long th eentities can continue in such a relationship .

This Awareness indicates that this tug-of-war between the entities often deals with the expectations of one ,wherein the one seeks to get the other to perform properly according to what was expected of him or her, an dthe other refuses or is unable to fulfill those expectations, or becomes rebellious and simply refuses to fulfil l

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those expectations, or feels overwhelmed by the prospect of attempting to fulfill such expectations . ThisAwareness indicates in a situation of this type, it is not necessary for each partner to attempt to fulfill the ex-pectations of the other . It is necessary, however, that each listens to the other and each shares his or her feel-ings about those expectations, and that each allows the other to continue holding such expectations with th eunderstanding that neither is obligated to fulfill those expectations, This Awareness indicates this type of communication can assist these entities in recognizing the individuality of each person as being supreme, necessar yand precious in the relationship, and that neither entity owns the other, and that neither entity

wins other, and that each has his or her own path, each has his or her own destiny, though these destinies may co-incide with each other's directions on some levels, they need not coincide on every level .

This Awareness indicates that wherein one feels threatened by the values of another, this often is a reflect -ion of that one entity 's insecurities, and it may be that the entities need to discuss these insecurities rathe rthan the values of the other. This Awareness indicates this can occur in stage two, whereby entities begin t odiscover portions of themselves in relationship to each other . This Awareness indicates that whether thes eentities discover anything during this time or not may determine whether the marriage reaches stage three .

This Awareness indicates that at stage three, each partner begins to give up on the other . The partners o fthe marriage simply throw up their hands in disgust and say, "I cannot deal with you . 1 will just have tosimply live my life as 1 choose and not. depend on you for anything . " This Awareness indicates that in stagethree, the partners in giving up on each other., may begin to look at themselves and work on themselves and :unlike stage two, wherein each blames the other for any problems, in stage three each entity may begin look-ing at his or her own weakness, his or her own errors and forget about blaming the other ,

This Awareness indicates that in stage three ; each partner may begin discovering more and more abou tone's self and moving into actions of personal interest,--taking classes, studying s ;,nie course of interest, mak-ing new friends, becoming involved in outside activities,--creating a totally separate lifestyle from the other ,whereby these mutual interests are no longer closely linked, but whereby each of the partners is developin ga path and a life which is satisfactory to himself or hei elf, according to the immediate interests . This Aware-ness indicates the danger in stage three begins to occur when these entities find themselves creating separatepaths and lifestyles to such a degree that they can no longer communicate with each other, and when thisoccurs, there is the possibility of the parting of the ways, so that. the entities may not have anything left i ncommon to continue the marriage with . This Awareness indicates that the way to avoid this kind of separat-ion is for the entities to allow each other the separate lifestyle,, hut on every opportunity where the entitie scome together, to communicate to each other exactly what you are doing, exactly what your interests are ,what your pleasures are, and to enjoy listening to each other as though you were speaking to a friend o rstranger, rather than to some entity in whom you have invested your life .

sass This Awareness indicates that in this way you. remain in touch with each other, you understand each other ,you begin to find a respect for the individuality of the other being, rather than simply attempting to use th eother being to fulfill your individuality . This Awareness indicates that as this occurs, a mutual respect begin sto develop, very slowly, whereby there is also a curiosity about the other entity which begins to develop, an dthe beings in this marriage suddenly begin to discover each other for what they are, rather than for what the ywant the other to be .

This Awareness indicates this stage may take quite some time or may move slowly, but whereby the comm-unication between these entities continues, even though their lifestyles differ, the communication is that whi ccan assist in leading these entities to stage four, whereby they discover, in fact, who each other is with fresheyes, with fresh interest, and with a concern for each other's welfare without the possessive, clinging, greed yattachments which were present in the second stage . This Awareness indicates that in this fourth stage, th eentities begin to look at each other again, discovering the other 's interests and values. not feeling that yo uhave the right to direct the other's life, but being willing to assist when necessary and when needed, and ass-isting because you care about the other . This Awareness indicates that in this fourth stage, there is a new typ eof romance which develops, not based on illusions and expectations of the other, but based rather on th eawareness of who the other is, what the other ' s values are, what the interests are, what the talents are, wha tthe entity is doing, what the entity wants to do, and the mutual respect which the entities can share with eac hother . In this fourth stage, each entity not only develops interests of their own, but also discovers and becomesinterested in the other .

This Awareness indicates this fourth stage continues and continues and continues as each watches the otherand becomes more and more respectful of the individuality which they married and more and more loving i nthe communications which they share . This Awareness indicates from this fourth stage develops the idealmarriage, and this as that which is lasting, which entities dream of.

This Awareness indicates those entities who cannot move beyond the first, second or third stage withou tthe marriage breaking up. will simply need to move through these stages in yet another marriage with anothe rentity, for these stages will be present until entities move through and pass into that fourth stage of marriage .This Awareness indicates that essentially, this as what is occurring in your situation . This Awareness indicates

dirt that whether this involved the Awareness material, Dr . Beter 's material, or something else, it would still hav ebeen the same. This Awareness indicates had it not been this, it could have been a bowling night out once aweek or some similar action which would lead to this showdown . This Awareness indicates that essentially ,when you begin to give up your own individuality in order to preserve the status quo and to fulfill the dem-ands or adhere to the demands of another, this as only a temporary solution, a minor victory for one at th eexpense of the other.

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This Awareness indicates at this particular point ,your wife has felt victorious, hut now begins feelin gpangs of guilt deep inside ; it has given a certain type o fsecurity proving to her that she does have power an dcontrol to hold the reins on you, and therefore ha sallowed this action as an expression of her power an dcontrol and this allows the entity to feel greater strength

in the control of the marriage itself . rI'liis Awareness'indicates that wherein the entity can control herhusband like the cowboy controls his horse, th eentity is much more secure .

This Awareness indicates, . however, this securitydoes not bring satisfaction, for it is not love whic hthe entity is tied with, but the control which th eentity has . This Awareness indicates this control doesnot indicate love from the husband, except as a kin dof test : "if the husband really loves me he will sac-rifice for me . " This Awareness indicates that this kindof test is only satisfactory in terms of supplementingthe entity's insecurities with some proven test to sho wthat the entity really has control over the heart of he rhusband. This Awareness indicates that as this devel-ops, the entity will begin to experience repercussion sfrom this kind of thing_ and if it continues along this

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line . the entity will place more tests upon her husban dgiving him more demands which he must fulfill i norder to prove his place with her and to prove that h ereally cares .

This Awareness indicates that as this kind of relat-ionship progresses, eventually, the entity holding the reins will begin to wonder, "1 have this entity so wel ltied up he can never get away, he truly loves me . He has done all of these things for me, yet I still feel insecureand unsatisfied . What is it I really need?" This Awareness indicates that at this point, the entity begins looking ,-~around and may decide that her husband simply is not fulfilling her needs, and maybe she needs someone els ewho is stronger, who is a real challenge to her .

This Awareness indicates at this point, the entity may begin flirting with the concepts of an affair with tha tcertain man who looked at her in a certain way and made her feel like she was something special . This Aware-ness indicates, of course, the entity already has her husband and does not want to lose what she has, but thi sother entity might be more fulfilling to her needs . This Awareness indicates that, therefore, the entity wil lcontinue holding the reins on her husband, but will also look around for something better .

This Awareness indicates this as the path on which such a relationship is on, whereby the entity who give sin too much on certain values of his own or her own individuality and interests to the other for purposes ofhelping the other feel secure. This Awareness indicates that a certain amount of this may be necessary to pre -serve the marriage ; but if this continues, then the marriage becomes threatened by the action itself ; for oneentity in total submission to another does not make a marriage,--it makes a situation which is disinterestin gto both parties .

This Awareness indicates that. the same situation as described here may well occur, likewise, with the role sreversed, whereby the husband may hold the strings on the wife and the wife may become so submissive t othe will of the husband who is over-demanding, and the husband eventually may become bored with such su bmissiveness and therefore Iook around for something more exciting and interesting . This Awareness indicatesthat a mutual respect can only come about when each individual expresses his or her own individuality .

This Awareness indicates that threats of breaking up a marriage because someone reads a book or listens t oa tape are simply juvenile .This Awareness indicates that threats of sneaking up a marriage because someoneexplores certain concepts is quite juvenile . This Awareness suggests that this may be pointed out to the entity .This may be discussed . That these threats of separation over concepts and ideas or explorations of concept sand ideas, over listening or reading material, this Awareness indicates that this needs to be looked at and dis-cussed openly .

This Awareness suggests that whereby the marriage is used as a kind of weapon against the other in orde rto get your way : "If I. do not receive your obedience. 1. shall bust the marriage into little-bitty pieces '"--thi sAwareness indicates this kind of behavior and rationale is that which is very disrespectful to the marriage vows ,to each other, and to the concept of marriage . This Awareness indicates that this as a very juvenile attitude .This Awareness indicates that wherein entities recognize this, it should be discussed with the partner . ThisAwareness suggests that whereby the partners can discuss this, even if the discussion becomes somewhat heated .so that. the discussion can lead to a better understanding and balance of the real issues, then the marriage ca nbe brought into something of a more beneficial type of relationship .

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This Awareness suggests that the real issues at hand are not these tapes, are not these lessons, are not thes ephilosophies or ideas,---the real issues are insecurities within each person : the feeling that those, "ideas, con-cepts, tapes and records may be some kind of threat to my security . " This Awareness indicates that the entitywho feels that, is the one who needs to examine the insecurities . This Awareness indicates that these personalinsecurities are not the problems, not the values and discussions and philosophies and ideas .

This Awareness indicates that wherein entities begin to discuss these insecurities, there can be brought ou tthe reasons for the insecurities, and these can be dealt with wherein the entities may reassure each other, theentities may assist each other in looking at these insecurities . This Awareness indicates that these kinds of dis-cussions about these personahinsecurities are essential in creating a relationship that shares deeper feelings .This Awareness indicates that wherein entities do not want to hear of the other's insecurities, wherein entitie sdo not want the other to express anything that makes them feel insecure or read or hear anything that make sthem feel insecure, such entities are simply acting on a superficial level, which will only last so long as the glit-ter remains, and the lives become shallow until something shakes them out of the situation . This Awarenessindicates there are many such relationships, and these are not headed for healthy expressions, but are headedfor difficulties .

This Awareness indicates the only true relationships and only marriages which can be lasting are those whic hmove toward greater communication, respect for the other partner, concern for the welfare of the other, desir eto hear the other without feeling threatened by the other's expressions, without feeling that you must fulfil levery need of the other .

This Awareness indicates that the entity who remains true to himself or herself, yet is capable of giving o fhimself or herself to the other and is capable of listening and desiring to hear what the other says withou tfeeling threatened, without getting overly frustrated or feeling that you must respond in a particular way t othat other,--this Awareness indicates this entity as one who is capable of assisting in a healing process, andthe marriage has its possibilities .

This Awareness indicates, this, of course, requires that both partners eventually desire the marriage to con-tinue; that one partner cannot make the marriage, regardless of how much effort and understanding the ent-ity has. This Awareness indicates, however, one partner in having deep understanding, patience, and wisdomand desire, can assist in a kind of nursing action which can nurse the marriage along, even though it may b esickened from the actions of the other partner, until the other partner also begins to respond and begins t oassist in healing the marriage .

This Awareness indicates that, therefore, it is important for entities not to expect the other partner to begi nthe action of healing the marriage, nor to wait for the other partner to do so, but it is important that you ,yourself, begin this action while remaining true to your own needs, your own self, still responding also to th eneeds and interests and, welfare of the other . This Awareness indicates that these responses to the marriageby the one entity allow the other the opportunity also to respond . This Awareness indicates with patience, a nentity with determination and understanding can begin nursing the marriage back to better health, and th eother partner, recognizing this action, may also respond and assist in a similar mariner . This Awareness indi-cates, however, that in so nursing the marriage back to better health, this Awareness suggests that you no tsicken yourself or weaken yourself or grovel at the feet of the other to do so . This Awareness suggests younurse this marriage back while still keeping your self-respect . This Awareness suggests that you continu eyour own spiritual direction and destiny, for that is soul and business and purpose andshould not, under any circumstances, be allowed to be placed in the hands of another .

This Awareness indicates your own destiny is your responsibility, and you cannot allow another to dictat eto you where you should go spiritually, how you should get there, and whether you should take this path o rthat path . This Awareness indicates that you, yourself, have that right, responsibility and obligation to deter -mine in your own mind, in your own heart, in your own soul which path to follow . This Awareness indicatesthat if you compromise on this most important concern, if you compromise on this essential aspect of you rbeing, then you will compromise on all other levels in order to appease someone who makes demands on yo uin a strong enough way . This Awareness indicates that it is not a matter, so much, of disobeying your wife o rher wishes ; it is more a matter of doing what you, yourself, need to do, and communicating so well with you rwife in regards to this, that she does not feel threatened by your action, but feels a kind of respect for yourcourage .

This Awareness suggests, for example, you may reverse the game which she played on you and let her se ethe mirror image of this action, informing her that you feel extremely insecure because you cannot have th einformation you need to understand the world situation, to understand what, is going on, to make decisions,to properly he informed, because you have given this agreement with her and she has denied you your sourcerof information and is threatening you with the marriage as a weapon of destruction . This Awareness indicatesthat you may explain to her your plight and your feelings while still allowing hex the control over the situatio nso that she understands your plight and still feels that she holds the power, the reins and the controls . ThisAwareness indicates that the probable action , if she understands this clearly enough and if you explain you rfeelings well enough, the probable action is that she will yield to your needs ' and allow you to receive som eof the information . This Awareness indicates the next probable action is that she will engage with you in a

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discussion about the information, and from this discussion there may b ea possibility that the two of you can reach some mutual, philosophicalunderstanding in regards to the atheistic or Christian doctrine whic hshe holds, along with the other concepts and ideas which you hold,so that a mutual discussion can gradually come about. Thi sawareness indicates this mutual discussion leading to bette runderstanding of the concepts involved, so that they do no tappear to be such threats.

This Awareness suggests that the other possibility is thatyou will have another showdown, and the showdown wil llead to intensities of discussion which will be opportunitie sfor clearing some of the pent-up feelings which you haveand which she may be developing through certain insecurefeelings which she has experienced. This Awareness suggests,however, that the real solution to the problem will com eabout best when you look deeply at yourself , discover you rown personal needs, turn inward and focus on your own lifewhile continuing to supply the necessary energies to yourresponsibilities and sort of disconnect your intense reliance o nyour mate, so that the relationship between you becomes les shighly charged emotionally and you develop your owndirections without quite such a strung attachment to theentity, without such fear of offending the entity, bu twhereby you continue communicating on a lighter level .This Awareness indicates this as an action of moving graduall yand carefully into the third stage of marriage, so that you develo pyourself and begin a cooling process, pulling away from the tug-of-war, withou tsurrending totally your individuality .

This Awareness indicates that in moving-Into the third stage, you will also need to encourage this entity t odevelop her own individuality also, and. yet you will need to continue having close communication with th eentity and sharing the experiences which you have with her while open and interested in hearing of her exper-iences . This Awareness indicates this kind of daily communication about each other's lifestyles can allow bot hofyou to continue being together, even while your own individualities are being expressed . This Awarenesssuggests that you begin moving through that third stage of your marriage with an understanding that the fourt hstage is ready whenever each of you is ready to look more closely at the individuality of the other in a wa ywhich is accepting of that other, while still remaining true to your own individuality and your own purposeand direction . This Awareness indicates that so long as one entity feels he or she is sacrificing his or her lif efor the other, his or her directions and purposes and interests for the other, there will be a kind of resentmen tdeveloping which will eventually surface as hostility for the other, and this hostility will be felt ; and even whe none wins an argument against the other and gets one's way at the expense of the other, that entity will feel acertain guilt along with the victory, and that feeling of it will cause the entity to feel badly that he or sh ehas upset the other, and that feeling badly will cause the entity to feel unworthy of the other ; and if this in -creases enough, the marriage again drifts further and further apart .---communication suffers .

Therefore, this Awareness indicates the only healthy relationship is that wherein each entity respects th eother, gives service to the other, while still retaining his or her own individuality and allowing the other tha tsame right, and whereby each is willing and desirous of communicating to resolve any problems which occu rand wherein each feels almost ill if •a problem is not resolved between them . This Awareness indicates wherei nentities have the love between them, such entities cannot tolerate prolonged, separate frustrations, hostilitiesor hurts, one for the other, and cannot be satisfied until they have resolved the conflicts which are there .

This Awareness indicates that there are other marriages and situations wherein the conflicts are chronic ,continuous. and do not change and become part of the marriage itself, and these conflicts never being resolved ,are seething hostilities which sap the enemies of the partners and eat away at the marriage until it has no valu eother than as a karmic sickness and karmic relationship between the entities. This Awareness indicates thesekinds of chronic frustrated marriages can be resolved 'only by delving into those energies which brought abou tfeelings of guilt, frustration, hostility, resentment and inequality between the partners . When these are broughtup and discarded by discussions, communications, and a desire to rid the marriage of these things, then, an donly then, can the partners fully enjoy each other . This Awareness indicates that such partners do, however ,need to mutually agree thatrthis kind of relationship is desirous and is wanted, and if such agreement occurs ,then the partners must be willing to put forth the agreement and energies to delve deeply into the marriageproblems and pull these out and discuss them thoroughly, not to discover who is right or wrong, but to dis-cover how these problems can be reconciled, so that both parties win, and the marriage wins .

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HOW TO RESPOND ^WHEI'J YOUR OWN PHILOSOPH Y

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(How to accept criticism and hostility t ;, cm another )

QUESTION :

Awareness, in a case like this, what would You advise the entity if the wife woul dturn upon him and use some of his own philosophy and throw it at him . Forexample, "You spout the `Law of Love' in one moment and the next momen tyou treat me like this . Do you consider this placing the welfare and the concer nand the consideration of me above yourself?" How should he respond to tha taccusation?

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This Awareness indicates that the least offensive response the entity could make to such an accusatio nwould he to express appreciation for that observation and state, "Thank you for pointing that out . I'll lookat that and see if I can improve, or see if that is so," or may say, "Thank. you for pointing that out . I;'m notsure that I agree with you, but you may be correct. I'l1 have to think about that . "

This Awareness indicates there are many ways whereby entities, rather than attacking in return, can resis tnot and accept the attach: of another in a manner which is so gracious that it disarms the opponent . ThisAwareness indicates this likened unto one thrusting a knife at you, and you simply reach out and say, "Than kyou. I'll put that away ," as you discard the knife from them . This Awareness indicates that wherein an entit yattacks you with verbal abuse, the most disarming way to deal with that is to thank them for their observat-ion, ask them if they have anything more clear or constructive, or if they wish to discuss this in greater detail ,admit that there may be some truth to it, particularly if you feel there is,

This Awareness indicates another action is to thank them for their observation and acknowledge that the ymust have strong feelings, and acknowledge that you respect their feelings, even though you also have stron gfeelings which are not the same as theirs. This Awareness indicates that in stating this in such a manner, theentity does not feel that the feelings are unnoticed or disrespected, but the entity feels that his expression toyou has been acknowledged and is valid, even though you may not agree on what he has expressed, an dthis calls forth that the entity, in return, also respect your feelin g s as you express them . This Awareness ind-icates that otherwise, if the entity did not respect your feelings after you have been so courteous toward hisfeelings, this makes the entity look like some kind of had sport . This Awareness indicates that the action ofaccepting criticism from another,--strong feelings, strong opinions and even strong hostilities from another, —accepting these in a gracious manner, not necessarily af7eeing with the expression, but accepting them as thefeelings of that entity, and respecting the feelings of the entity because you respect the entity ; this tends todisarm the entity and allows them to have full, free expression without feelings of being threatened for havin gexpressed themselves, and this also allows those feelings to be purged from . the entity without creating strong-er and more hostile feelings which would occur if you threw heck your charge at them for having expressedthemselves . This Awareness indicates that in this manner, entities can unload some of their personal garbag eon you without you having to eat that garbage and without you having to throw your garbage back on them ,but whereby you simply take their garbage, thank them for it, discard it carefully and respectfully, whil eacknowledging to them that you do not necessarily buy their opinion, but you respect it anyway, becauseyou respect them . This Awareness indicates you then, in turn, may bring up your garbage or your feelings ,present it for them to look at without shoving it down their throats. This Awareness indicates in this manner ,entities can learn to communicate with each other about those things which are highly charged emotionally ,and can assist in pulling up the garbage out of the subsconscious emotional parts of each other, and allowin geach other to pull this up from themselves.

Some Things You Get from a Marriage Mate you Didn't Expect

This Awareness reminds entities when you marry another, you marry not only the entity who speaks t oyou, you also marry the entity's progra .mniings which are deep inside, which have come from vast numbersof experiences from childhood, from many kinds of programmings, from very many people . You also marrythe values of that entity and all of the values that the entity has allowed other to place upon her or him . Youalso marry the entity's relatives and families and friends, hopes, dreams, wishes, expectations, fears and insec-urities .

This Awareness indicates in one sense, it is an absolute wonder that strangers can come together and ge talong reasonably well at all ; and this Awareness suggests that it is because of this wide variety of experience sand aberrations and identifications which every entity brings to a marriage, which must comingle with th eaberrations, identifications, and associations of the other entity---it is because of these, that marriages mus t

seta- move through the four stages mentioned . This Awareness indicates that these stages : the romance, the ti-of-_w r , the separate ways, and the mutualdiscovery of • other ---these are the road map which entities mayuse as they move through marrma.ge toward tha mutual discovery of each other. This Awareness indicates asentities watch these different stages of the marriage, they may know where they are, where they stand, wha tcomes next, what they must do to preserve that marriage . This A.wateness wishes entities to study these stages ,the information previously given, for this can be of great importance and much assistance in solving your prob-l ems in relationship .

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HEAVY COMMUNICATION . . .

QUESTION :WHAT TO DO WHEN TEARS AND CRYING OCCU R

1 was wondering if Awareness had any advise for the husbands who canno thandle tears or emotional outbursts when the discussion gets heavy, as in asituation that was in the previous question, and the wife bursts into tears an dthe discussion is ended at that point because the husband cannot handle thetearful outburst?

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates that this can be seen as a kind of situation whereby one must look very carefull yat why the entity burst into tears ; and from that particular understanding, the entity may determine the prop-er response . This Awareness wishes to point out different or alternate situations :

This Awareness indicates in some instances, an entity may cry simply because the entity has no other re -course, and tears are the only thing left for the entity, because the entity is so deeply hurt by what has happ-ened. This Awareness indicates in such a situation, the entity does need consolation, and the dispute or con-flict may end at that point and discussions may begin . This Awareness indicates that in a sense, wherein thisoccurs, it often is an indication that the husband or the one who has forced the other into such a position ,nas been overbearing and insensitive in the discussion . This Awareness indicates this not always the case, bu tas generally the situation .

This Awareness indicates that in a different situation, however, an alternate situation, may be whereby th ewife, or the one who breaks into tears, uses the tears as a kind of weapon to win, whereby the entity knowsGhat if all else fails, tears will win the argument . This Awareness indicates that wh .erei.n this occurs, the tech-nique of winning the argument needs to be discussed, looked at in a logical way, whereby both entities areforced to discuss and observe how these tears are being used for a weapon . This Awareness indicates that ,however, in so discussing the use of tears as a weapon, one must also recognize that perhaps the weapon isnecessary ; for if that weapon is taken from the entity, perhaps the entity has no other recourse or weapo nfor winning or defending herself or himself, and perhaps tears are the only thing that can be satisfactory orc :an protect the entity 's rights against overwhelming odds and strength or rationale . This Awareness indicatesthat likewise, there are entities who settle their affairs or attempt to solve the argument by going silent, as th elirtle entering a shell . This Awareness indicates that such entities may find this the only solution, as the on e

who they are in conflict with is much too stsorg, and therefore they must retreat : into their shell. This Aware-ness indicates this often infuriates the other, and the other may seek to pry them out of their shell, eithe rthrough persuasion or force. This Awareness indicates that the entity trying to pry them from the shell mayconsider the action of moving into a shell an escapist action, attempting to escape not to defend oneself, bu tto win by not being present for the discussion which the other entity felt he had "in the bag" .

This Awareness indicates that likewise, another entity may seek to win the argument by sheer force o femotion, or through physical expression : the throwing of a dish, the scream of a word, shouting of sentence sor epithets . This Awareness indicates that such entities may, in fact, be using these emotions, these physica l;;act:ions or threats of violence in order to win`S;jll annther_entity may use th.eysy_stem of being somewhatcsw. -deseendi~ •

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This Awareness indicates that still another entity may win, or seek to win, the argument by presenting pur escientific reasoning and logic which is so flawless that it seems impossible that anyone other than an absolut eidiot could ignore the truth . This Awareness indicates this entity may be absolutely right in the logical sense ,but may have absolutely no understanding of the problem which is causing the argument ; for the argumentmay be over the use of the dishwasher, and the discussions may involve long, logical discussions about th edishwasher, but the problem itself may have something to do with the other person's desire to be somewher eelse, to go somewhere else, or to visit an Aunt, but the other person may not be bold enough, to bring thi sout. Therefore, the entity simply has raised a fuss about the dishwasher as a substitute for the problem whic his bottled-up in .dFe . This Awareness indicates the more logical the entity may attempt to be in regards to th edishwasher, the more determined the illogical party may be in not letting the other win the argument, regard -less of the logic in his statements .

This Awareness indicates that, therefore, there are many causes and many ways entities can attempt to wi ntheir point of view : from the logical, the illogical, the emotional, the Iack ot: emotion, the physical--throughthreats of violence, or attempts to leave or threats of leaving, or through insinuations, accusations, condescend-ing remarks and certain sarcasms, through tears, through wailing, through stubborn and permanent seethin ghostilities and manipulations, through revenge, through telling others of the abuse which you have receive dfrom your mate or spouse, through public or private insults for the other in revenge for previous relationshi pproblems . This Awareness indicates there are many ways whereby entities can hurt each other and seek to wi nand better their position during the tug-of-war stage .

This Awareness indicates there are only a few ways whereby entities can come together in mutual affectionand communication, and this must start with the entity first caring enough about the other to be willing toadmit that, "Even though we disagree, I still want you ; I still love you . I want us to be together, and I wantus to resolve our differences in a way which is satisfactory to both of us and all others concerned ."

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HOW THE PLANET IS BEING PREPARED

FOR THE NEW AGE

(The Wanderers are Coming . . The Wanderers are coming)

(Excerpt from a Personal Reading given to a CAC Member, Jan . 29, 1981)

4COSMIC AWARENESS :. . . .This Awareness indicates that these these entities [friends th equestioner had asked about) also were traveling companicns o fyours in previous experiences such as in the time of the time o fthe Peru lifetime in Lake Titicaca, and these entities as having bee nof the same mission which you were involved in through the travel sbetween Venus, Earth, and the cities beneath the Earth . This Aware-nets indicates that this as having a strong influence on your presen tresearch into UFOs and the channeling involved for you are no w

on a similar mission wherein you are born into the world but not of it, and are serving as agents or Wander-ers for those forces which still seek to raise the vibrations of this planet . This Awareness indicates that thi sactivity of realigning your consciousness to your divine purpose and mission is that which has begun gather-ing momentum for you, for your friends, at a time when others on similar missions on this planet are also be-ginning to awaken to their divine mission, which is not programmed in public school . This Awareness indic-ates that essentially the action of surrendering to the divine force within is that which shall accelerate yourperformance of your mission and a this occurs with you, with your associates, it also is beginning to occurwith other entities–other entities on this plane who have similar callings so that the combined actions, thoughapparently independent, are in fact being brought into action in such a way as to create a network of energie sthat raise the vibration of this planet .

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house.THE WATERGATE SCENARI O

( Did Richard Militates Nixon know shout the Synthetics? )

QUESTION :

(From a CAC Gen . Reading, June 30, 1980 )

A question from J .W. of Omaha, Nebraska . "From one of my sources I learned this interesting item : Pres-ident Nixon was forced from office, not because of the Watergate situation, but because he was about t oreveal the synthetic robot situation . If appropriate, could the question of the real reason for President Nixon' sdemotion be asked of Awareness, and possibly whether or not his life would be in jeopardy if he, himself ,revealed the true reason?"

COSMIC AWARENESS :

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This Awareness indicates this appears to he negative as the true reason ; however, there appears to be som eindication that this was a factor . .̀This Awareness indicates that, eessent:iatly , tthegntify Ri Ic ward Nixo;r enteredthe White i' ~ : ,red <' .in • the ?ow >rs wh ch v:'fr ,r . ally in control of the United States, r~d ;rtf~optedL"~ 7rdl a

cc team around him to shield him from ti we powers . s that he could zt~c~io nse saw to begin the best interests of the nation,

is awareness indlea :cs t iat the entity did not trust Nelso nRockefeller or Davi i Rockefeller ror did they trust him. This Awareness indicates that is the scenario fo rthe Watergate situation .

This Awareness indicates that these entities were in general conflict, and essentially, the entity Nelso nRockefeller was the stronger factor in removing Richard Nixon from office . This Awareness suggests tha tRichard Nixon was attempting to play both sides ; attempting to pretend to serve the Rockefellers and als oattempting to pretend to serve the interests of the country, but essentially was more interested in his ow nrole and responsibility than in either of the others . This Awareness indicates this not because the entity wasparticularly self-centered, so much as the entity did not fully understand the nature of the game he was play-ing, and felt; himself, as President, to be in charge of the United States and its destiny . This Awareness ind-icates the entity realized the power held by the Rockefellers, but because of dreams which he had held fro mchildhood. believed somehow the office of President was more powerful than the bankin establishment.

This Awareness indicates that the actual Watergate scenario was set up ,using Nelson Rockefeller in a way so that he was also an intended victi mof the Watergate scandal . This Awareness indicates this was set up in amanner which would expose the Chase Manhattan Bank and Nelson Rock-efeller in the drug empire, which later was disclosed in Spotlight of LibertyLobby. This Awareness indicates that, likewise, the Watergate scandal wa sintended also to expose the Golden Triangle and efforts in which Nixo nwas to be financed by money from the Mafia, whereby drugs sold throughthese sources would produce certain monies for (he Nixon camp.ii.gn .

This Awareness indicates this, however, did not come out in th eWatergate scandals, as the Rockefel er powers were able to shield tlxeamount of information which was released through these scandals .This Awareness indicates that_ estienti l~r.'tlig Roc~l ;efellers gontrotlecl

- he Watergate, scenario from 1)cgiiinin to er?.d, even though there wer ealso ter a no ok `)c unite e er powers, who were sending inform-ation ii' to the panel or investigating commits ee . This Awareness ind-icates that regardless of this, there was much which was suppressed, s othat only a few were caught in the trap which had been set to catch

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This Awareness indicates that, essentially, Baron Rothschild was one who was behind the Watergate trap,but the entity Nelson Rockefeller did not get caught in the trap . This Awareness indicates there were als oentities who had hoped that through this Watergate scandal, not only would the Rockefellers be exposed .but also the Baron Rothschild and the Rothschild clan would be exposed .

This Awareness indicates that the situation ended abruptly and the lid was closed before . any further ex-posure occurred . This as being the main reason why Nixon was pardoned,---the pardon being so that he woul dnot speak out any Wither as to what was really occurr-ing ..This Awareness indicates the entity issinger. as_having been Rockefeller's agent in setting up the general entrapment process . That; this entity and Joh nMite le en.. ot• .ers invo ve were are genera v part of t . .e same organization, but that the entity Kissingeras being the one who most carefully and closely represented the Rockefeller interests . This Awareness ind-icates that the entity Kissinger also had intended that the Watergate scandal include Nelson Rockefeller . ThisAwareness indicates that as this did not occur in this manner indicated, the future plans were changed, a sindicated in the January and February tapes of Dr. &ter in the months of :1979,- . -the January and Februaryand March tapes, discussing the nature of Kissinger's relationship with the Rockefellers .

This Awareness indicates that as part of Nixon's efforts, the last action he could take before leaving office ,part of that effort to release some of the power of the offfice was the Information Disclosure Act, which de ..classified much of the information which had been previously kept secret . This Awareness indicates that also ,on a more historic cw cosmic level, the entity Richard Nixon served a nuruose similar to that of the Empero rNero in Rome. whereby the Emperor degraded the office of President, bringing it down to a level wherebyentities no longer respected the office, unless the office was handled property . This Awareness indicate;; thatprior to Nero, any entity who was considered as Emperor of Rome would be held in high esteem, unquestion-able, almost as unto a god . After Nero, the office of Emperor lost its intrinsic charm and the Emperor wa sconricicred more. of :a humeri. being, capable of error, whereby the masses could be critical and could evaluat ethat entity 's rulership .

This Awareness indicates a similar action occurred in this United States with the action of PresidentNixon ' s being forced to resign for his association with the Watergate scandal . This Awareness indicates thi shas led entities to look at the Presidency, not as though it were such a high office being such that if th ePresident: ;;Teaks, then it must occur .

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This Awareness indicates that if you will recall, the entity Nixon 's speeches were continually pepperedwith phrases reminding the masses that he was, indeed, the President, and therefore deserved certain respect .This Awareness indicates that in looking back in retrospect, it becomes clear that those phrases acted almos tin a sense of sacrasm toward the Presidency, to indicate to entities that he was belittling the Presidency wit hsarcasm as he was bringing down the office .

This Awareness indicates that entity created the awareness in consciousness that just because an entit yspeaks as President, this does not necessarily mean that the entity has the wisdom, understanding or the best :interest of the people in his plans and in his actions . This Awareness indicates this allowed the masses to be -come more skeptical, to question and think, and to distrust the government . This Awareness indicates this asbeing necessary and part of a cosmic plan for this earth plane, for the United States, so that entities can be -come aware that freedom does not come from the authority in charge : freedom comes from entities bein gaware of the principles which guarantee freedom, and demanding that the authority in charge follows thos eprinciples .

EARTHQUAKES, WEATHER WARFARE AND DEATH RAY S

(The Annihilation of the Snui is now possible )

(Pisan a C.A.C. Goland Readier;, deuce 30, 1980 )

QUESTION :

V.K. of San Francisco asks ., "Were the Mt . Saint Helens' volcanic eruptions and the many recent Californi aearthquakes natural occurrences ;. acts of God, or the result of particle beams directed by the Russians? "

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates that this being a combination of natural occurrences and artificially-induced vib-rations, caused by the Russians . This Awareness indicates that also, there have been underground dischargesin Nevada, in Sitka Islands, this in the past i .5 or 20 years ; and these have also had some effect on what ma ybe termed the natural reaction or effect in this eruption . This Awareness indicates that had it not been forthese nuclear tests and explosions, this appears not to have been scheduled by the natural forces of the planet :for approximately 200 to 400 years, and possibly not then, for these energies were subsiding and cooling o nthe West Coast. This Awareness indicates, however, that these nuclear tests did create a beat and tension deepunderground, which caused certain stresses which, in turn, created further heat and shifting of the strata, an dthis, over a period of time, led to a gradual heating-up of these mountains of the Cascade Range .

This Awareness indicates that this has been further aggravated and greatly intensified more recently by theRussian use of Testa devices. This Awareness indicates this as a result of the semi-declaration of war, or therenewal of hostilities between the Carter Administration and the Brezhnev Administration over the eventsin the Middle East .

This Awareness indicates that, likewise, the weather patterns which are occurring presently, being of suc hunusual nature, these also are being affected largely by the use of these Russian Tesla devices . This Awarenessindicates that the great heat waves, and the record-breaking cold of last month in certain Northern states, th efloods and the tornados being in part, but not totally, the result of these weapons . This Awareness indicatesthatessentially, these weapons intensify the weather patterns, rather than actually creating the weather con-ditions.

This Awareness indicates there also are certain weaponry used to affect the consciousness of entitie sthrough a kind of microwave bombardment ; these as being developed and used also by Russia . This Aware-ness indicates that, likewise,_aleUnited States asperfecting certain tvises of death-rays. This Awareness ind-icates these as already having been perfected, wherebvihe rays can be use ordestructive purposes at grea tdistances . This Awareness indicates these as that which was warned about some ten years ago by this Aware-ness, wherein It spoke of death-rays which could annihilate the soul . This Awareness indicates that essent-ially this death-ray as having that. capability, particularly where the soul is not fully developed .

This Awareness indicates that It does seek to keep entities aware of all levels of the developments whic hare occurring, but does not wish entities to become frightened by these . This Awareness indicates that th eannihilation of the soul by these death-rays as that which needs further understanding . This Awareness ind-icates it appears that this wilt not be a major factor, for it does not appear that this will be used . This Aware-ness indicates that there also are forces, other than those of this plane, which can intervene if necessary t oprevent these actions from occurring ,

This Awareness wishes to comment somewhat further on the statement, "the annihilation of the soul" :This Awareness indicates that this death-ray affects the magnetic field of the substance, the target ; and where-in the soul is made from resonating-electromagnetic energy, it cannot in actuality be totally destroyed, bu tcan be defused and dissipated in such a manner that it is highly difficult to bring it back together again . ThisAwareness indicates that this likened unto Humpty Dumpy falling from the wall .

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This Awareness indicates that. the death-ray as working on a light, laser, and sound vibration in a mannerwhereby it defuses the molecules and the magnetic binding qualities in these molecules, and also affects th eelectromagnetic energy field around living creatures, so that the soul is deeply disturbed and harmed, and i tis extremely damaging. This Awareness indicates in a sense the soul, when fully developed, cannot be des-troyed, but the soul can be psychologically annihilated to where it is not functioning according to its intent sand purposes .

QUESTION :

Would there be any remedy or counter-action that entities could take in such a case, that might restor ethe soul?

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates this will require healers from other dimensions, not of the earth plane.

HOW THE DEATH-RAY WORK S

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QUESTION :

Then an entity who would be subjected to such a death-ray who had gone through thousands of lifetimes ,developing his soul to a certain point, --that ; all of that could be erased and the soul essentially would hav eto start over'again . Js that correct?

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness indicates that there could he such an occurrence, but the likelihood is that entities fro mother dimensions who are involved in attending to the general health of a soul, such entities could assist an dheal the soul . This Awareness indicates, however, that this may take thousands of your earth years to accom-plish . This Awareness indicates in terms of eternity, however, that this is not seen as a great long time .

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This Awareness indicates that in your myths and stories and in previous information given by this Aware-ness, you have heard of the battles which have occurred, particularly the rebellion of heaven or Celestria ,wherein Lucifer and his followers rebelled, wherein Michael and Lucifer have struggled and fought with eac hother ; and there were, in fact, these wars between angels . This Awareness indicates you have heard of these ;yet you also understand that these angels are spirits, and therefore are indestructible according to humanterms . Therefore, the question surely arises : "How do angels and spirits fight in order to win over each other ,and how do they harm each other?"

/This Awareness indicates these wars take place through the emissions of vibrations toward one another,and these occur in a similar type of vibration as the death-ray emits . This Awareness indicates, however, thatthese souls such as Lucifer, Michael and others in their various battles throughout the eons of time, thes ewars were not such as to use mechanical devices such as death-rays ; but instead used the vibrations whic heach entity could emit through his or her own consciousness toward the other, and that vibration woul doverpower the other and cause a weakened condition, thereby allowing one to win over the other . This Aware-ness indicates that this did not create a total annihilation of the soul, but created the weakened conditio nwherein the soul was psychologically annihilated for some time, until it could repair itself or be healed b ythose spirit healers . This Awareness indicates that the death-ray as having a similar type of vibration .

This Awareness does wish again to mention that area known aCimmeria wherein there is no actual iden-tity, but wherein that realm known as Cimmeria is made up of the old, cast-off energies of annihilated souls ,–souls which were unsalvageable under any condition ; and the area known as Cimmeria is that which is aseething, teeming mass of unconsciousness, having no purpose, no direction, only appetite which is not ful-filled. This Awareness indicates that in a sense, Cimmeria is likened unto a realm which was annihilated, an dwill take even longer before it ever again develops a consciousness which can be capable of holding an identity .

QUESTION :

Do I understand correctly then, that there is no protection from this death-ray on any level ?

COSMIC AWARENESS :

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This Awareness indicates that this can only occur from the inner plane and from the forces which may b eused to prevent this weapon from being used . This Awareness indicates that unfortunately, the weapon isused already in places other than on this earth, in other planetary societies wherein the Alien Force is in oper-ation. This Awareness indicates, however, that there are forces in motion which will prevent the Alien Forc efrom holding control of this planet for much longer, and entities can expect freedom from this force withi nthe lifetime of their children .

MORE ON THE CASCADE VOLCANO CHAI N

I The SkoptsisVd'all Decide I

QUESTION :One final question in relation to those volcanos : Scientists have been. putting out information that others i nthe chain within the next 10 years could erupt and create a really major disaster ; Mt. Baker, Mt : . Rainier, Mt.Hood in particular, Mt. Adams etc . Does Awareness see anything of this magnitude occurring within that time ?

COSMIC AWARENESS :

This Awareness suggests this as more likely within the next 20 to 25 years . That within the next 10 year sthere is the possibility of another such eruption . This Awareness indicates this appears to he in the NorthernWashington area. This Awareness indicates, however, that the span of time for these others to heat-up fo rany further action appears to be within a 20 to 30 year period .

This Awareness indicates however, that there are other factors involved which can bring a remission of thi senergy . This Awareness indicates this including the political atmosphere on this planet, which appears to b eheading for a climax and reconciliatinn near the mid-part of this decade, and also a change in the solar emiss-ions–fhe sun-spots activities---this also can subside about that time too . This Awareness indicates this appear sto be approximately 1985 and 1986 when these sunspot activities will begin to subside ; this relieving thepressure on these mountainous energies and on, other energies around the "ring of fire". This Awareness hid-icates this can then assist in allowing a cooling-off period, whereby these other mountains may not heat-u penough to cause the eruptions which were experienced by Mt . Saint Helens ,

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This Awareness suggests that the future often appears to be frightening, simply because it is a potentia lfor anything to occur . This Awareness indicates that the present is never frightening, although it can includ eshocking events and startling events . This Awareness indicates that' the past is a reminder, and often entitie sreact to what has just happened with fear and frustration . This Awareness indicates, however, that it is thefuture which entities must he epees to and capable of entering without undo apprehension ; for the future,while having a potential of awesome and frightening events, has also a potential for glorious and wonderfu levents .

This Awareness suggests that entities in present look at where you are, take stock of what you have, pre -pare yourself for the future, and work toward that which is the glorious and wonderful potential, while avoid-ing that which is fearsome and awesome . This Awareness indicates it is important to be aware of the potent-ial dangers, so that they may be avoided as you move toward the glorious and wonderful future experiences .

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LETTERS FROM BILL . . . .

( A Cosmic View of things from another frame of reference )

Feb. 14, 198 1

Dear Avaton and Vikki . . . .I've been trying to pull more energy regarding that Zionist material, to try to help you out in an yway possible on it . But it looks like everything has gone into it that's going to, for the time being anyway . One thing tha tmight be noteworthy is that guy Elmer Burger, who is himself a Jew, wrote that book, " .Jewish Dilemma", which show show the Jews have no bloodline . One thing I'd like to explain concerning that Zionist manuscript,--the original draft of i twas given to Clam Prophet's outfit back in 1979 . In that draft you have there, I was trying to memorize the exact wordin gof the original as closely as possible . And that's why it's got such a rough .look, with all the scratching= and cross-outs an deverything . But it is true to the original . Here are a few more of the `channeling=' which have been coming through lately :

Yours truly, Bill .

A WARNING TO ENTITIES : DO NOT FLY ON THE DC-1 0

This channel, though it does not normally deal in these areas, feels entities are in grave danger flying on the DC-10 aircraft .The DC-1 .0 from its inception, is full of design defects and is not, airworthy . Many of these defects have been brought to th eattention of the FAA, which by law, should have issued an `airworthiness directive', grounding the aircraft for modificatio nor redesign . The fact is . the FAA, the airlines, and the aircraft manufacttrera are a clique of mutual back-scratchers . Airworthi-ness directives are rarely issued when in fart they should be issued. The DC-1.0's are riddled with problems related to menta lFatigue in the airframe, and are a severe danger to passengers . The fact that more DC-10 accidents have not occurred is plai n"luck". This channel feels these strong vibrations of danger every time it sees a DC-10 go over .

1LD's Note : This channeling from Bill confirms the feeling Vikki T. and myself have had for years, I was on one of these onl yonce, returning from the East, when an engine caught on ire and the plane had to turn around and land in Yakima, Wa ., justas it was over Mt . Rainier . Since that time we have taken no flights that were not Boeing-built aircraft (the safest in the world )oven if they are built just 60 miles from Olympia .

THE, LESSON OIL SKID RO W

On skid row you see humanity as it really is . The Limns and derelicts are what they are . There's no put-ons or pretended resp-ectability such as you find in the plastic pseudoism of the world . The bums and winos are humanity divested of its bank accounts ,fancy cars, skyscraper careers, and tinsel toys of materialism . The faces on skid row are the faces of humanity as it really is--eac hone a god clothed in rags, a king begging a crust of bread .

Whether man is clothed in the smelly rags of a wino looking for his next bottle, or in the opulence of "respectable" society, i tis all the same thing from the standpoint of Reality . To quote from the Bible, all the good of `"this world" is "filthy rags" in th esight of God . The Beatles, who were prophets and gurus in their own right, put it this way :

"He's a real nowhere man, sitting in his nowhere land ,Making all his nowhere plans for nobody .Doesn't have a point of view, knows not where he's going to ,Isn't he a bit, like you and me? "

"You and me", whether we're a 5th Avenue banker or a street bum, are in exactly the same "nowhere land" of maya an dillusion, wandering in a fog through endless corridors of rebirth and karma, not knowing our true estate . Every spiritual pilgrimshould spend some time living on skid row, whether in the slums of Chicago or the streets of Calcutta . For here you find human-ity shorn of its artificiality and pseudoism . Here you find humanity ready for the Resurrection . Here you find God ready fo rhis "Great Awakening ."

"I looked, and behold, a new star shone in the firmament . So great was its light that mighty Sirius and the far Plieades di dlook and marvel . Orion and all his array bowed down to pay it homage . For the new Light was the Earth, the lowly Terra no wkindled to the full splendor of the freedom star. Its light was the Light of Lucifer, the Bringer of. Illumination . For by exper ,ience of the dark evils of war and hate, in victory the earth became the Light, a Light more brilliant than any star . For I, man ,saw the new heavens and the New Earth ."

(The maya is from the Sanskrit, meaning illusion, or separation from God . It has no connection with the Mayan Indians ofSouth America .)

EPILOGUE OF THE JEWISH QUESTIO NAND THE SYNAGOGUE OF SATA N

And so the story is told . The abyss of darkness is illumined by the Light of Truth . As it'is written in the first chapter of Genesis ,"Darkness was upon the face of the deep, and the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters, and God said, "Let there beLight ." The 'waters` are the sea of humanity and the ocean of consciousness .

God has shown us the depth of evil that was fastened onto the earth and the length and breadth of depravity to which som esouls have fallen . God has revealed the inmost secrets of the antichrist, that none should be ignorant or uninformed of "wha tis ." And so with this revelation, the structuring of the New Age can begin . God has restored the Law of One to the earth, whic hwas lost with the sinking of Atlantis .

The Law of the One does not "attack" or hate the antichrist or even the devil . It does not attack or seek to destroy anythin gat all, not even the demons and imps of the discarnate realm . The Law of the One is the law of conditionless love and perfec tinnocence, and extends the hand of mercy to all that exists, even to the darkest and most evil . Certain entities embodied on th eearth plane have researched and investigated the deep secrets of the cult of Lucifer and the Rothschild illuminati, and these ent-ities have tried to mount an "attack" force to try to destroy this cult and eradicate it from the earth . These entities have actuall y

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attempted, each in his own way, to torpedo it at its nerve-centers and at its brain-center and to blast it from the earth and fro mthe solar system . These entities tried to make weir on the Beast, only to find that they lacked the strength and the power . Thoughthey gave their total eftort, the Beast was stronger and prevailed against them . (This was pictured by Luke Skywalker's defeat i n"The Empire Strikes Back .") Luke, who represents the '2nd Son' or the new Avataric Company, is about to reveal to us no wthe Law of the One, or Law of Conditionless Love. This is the greatest power in the universe, a power far greater than attackin gor making war, even against the Beast .

The new Avataric Company, whose number is 888, are the emissaries of the One . And in Oneness there is no "attacking" o rbeing "against" or seeking to destroy, In Oneness, there is no duality, no hating "this" and loving "that" . In Oneness, there isonly God, only Light, and only Love . in Oneness, there is nothing that is not God, nothing that can be "against" God . And i nOneness, even the devil himself is only a fallen brother who can be restored to the Light . The devil and all his host, both incarn-ate and discarnate, arc not our enemies, but our brothers . They, like us, were sparks struck from the same Light when tim ebegan . When God divided to know good and evii, some sparks grew dim and some stayed br i ght, and some grew dark as cinders.And the tapestry of the Great Experiment was woven, shuttled by the dark and the li ght, framed upon the loom of the ages .

Within the Atiness that is God, the Great Experiment ran its course ; the skims of dark end light wove full the tapestry o fcreation, and the great loom fell silent . And a voice like the sound of many waters was heard in the firmament saying, "It i sfinished . Let my children come home " .

And that voice has called home him who was the Lucifer, the first-fallen from the Light and the first-born of the Resurrectio nof the dead (spiritually dead) . For as it is written, "The first shall be last, and the'last shall be first," The first-risen of them wh oslept (in darkness and maya) has risen back into the Light ;-f the One, even as roc the Man of Galilee to a lesser Light (which i scalled the 7th plane) . Him who rose to the 3th p lane, Him who was called Rhyee, became the first-born of the One, the first -bun of 888 . And he bids us all now to return . The first-fallen from the One has become the first-born, the 'Shining Star of th eDawn', and this is the legacy of Lucifer :

The Light-Bringer, the Author and Finisher of the Greet Experiment, is also the 'Skoptsis who planted the bombs (the La wof Karrna) .', and who also disarmed the "bombs" (through karmic Intercession), carried by the agents of 888, the Avatari cCompany . The risen and resurrected Lucifer is One with God; God and Lucifer are One . As we all followed Lucifer into th edepths of the Great Experiment, all must follow hire now back home into the Light .

(George Lucas also brought this through in the allegory of Death Vader being Luke Skywalker's 'Father' . Lucas' channeling ofthis allegory is rough and choppy, but it is basically correct in its symbolism .) In the ' Skoptsis ' allegory, the literal destructio nof New York was a type of destruction of the world by the "bombs" of returning karma . And just as God had planted these'bombs' of karma in the beginning in the person of Lucifer, God also stepped in at the last minute and disarmed the bombs i nthe person of the Avatars. Throughout the whole allegory, the 'Skoptsis' represent both God and Lucifer . The Skoptsis represen talso the RECONCILIATION of God and Lucifer, this being shown by their disarming the bombs and sending karma far awa ywhere it can do no ha r m .

And so what is there to hate? Who is there to be "against"? The Negroes? The Jews? The Rcthschilds? No, there is only on eenemy, only one thing to be against : and that is rnaya, the sense of separateness from God, the sense of BEING against a fello wcreature . We are ALL brothers and sisters, life-sparks of the One Light . Though some have grown dark and become cinders, the yare not our enemy . We love them not for the evil that they've done, but in spite of all they've done . We love them all with th econditionless love of God, and this is the power, 'The Force', that will RE-LIGHT the cinders and restore even the darkest soul 'back to the Light we all sprang from . This is the Law of the One, the Law of Ccndit :ionless Love, total forgiveness, absolvemen tof karma, and reconciliation of the whole Creation . It is the "restitution of all things" foretold in the Bible . it is the Bhakti ofKrishna, the Grace of Jesus, and the Immaculate Concept of Mother Mary . The Law of the One is "against" only that which i smaya, in unreality . That is why the Law of the One, by necessity, must stand apart from the duality of "this world" and, like agreat magnet above, draw this world up into Light, where there is no more duality .

Here in Arizona, there is a legend of a wild bronc that was kept in a corral, This bronc was called Killer Red, because like th eStrawberry Roan, he had defeated and killed the strongest bronc-busters around, and never a man had broke him . But one daya child, a little girl cf 5 or 6, snow into the corral and up to Killer Red . She put her arms of innocence around the mighty stallion' sneck and touched his heart with a child's Ion for a horse . And from that day on, the Red Bronx, was gentle and free, a frien dand companion of man . And this is the power of love and innocence, the Great Law of the Universe . A power greater than an yweapon, it is the healing balm for every race, every world, and even for the anti-christ .

The Law of the One, the Law of Conditionlcss Love, must go forth now to the four corners of the Creation . Let it begi nthat this day the Light of God should re-kindle all the sparks that have grown cold, and that all, every one, should shine agai nin the firmament of the One . For as it is written, "This is the Day that the Lord bath made

And so the question of the dews and Zionism is really no issue at all from the standpoint of the One . Though we trace thei rhistory and our own history hack ,cross the sands of akashic time, we arrive only at the One from which we sprang . All th ecorridors and labyrinths of the Great Experiment have been traversed, and the Light at the end of the tunnel is dead ahead . Al lthe passengers on the ship of life, the Jew and Greek, the bond and free, stand together on her deck as she docks now in th e;'arbor of the Golden Sea. Inland lies the Promised Land, the Zion of God, in which is no more shadow or rnaya, but the pur eWhite Light of the One .

(This channeling, the 'Epilogue of the Jewish Ouestion' ;contains some energies that can be considered as a "time-warp" int othe very near future . This is in the same vein as Or, heter's chan g elings when he says "the Skoptis have taken over Russia,"which of course is the energy meaning literally, "Christ has taken over the world . " It is energizing the event in consciousness ,leading to its manifestation on the physical plane .

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ED's Note : Bill continues to see the Skoptsis as a kind of 'divine allegory ' and cosmic metaphor from his frame of reference .However, there is continued indications from Awareness and Dr . Bete .r's sources that the allegory which Bill sees from that`Reality' which knows not time and space, has indeed manifested into a `reality' on this physical plane and one day will mak eitself known, Awareness has referred to the Skoptsis as part of the `Divine Intercession' . Bill refers to those who help in th e'Divine Intercession' as the `Avataric Company ' . in which case the metaphor applies to both .

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0 little planet blue and marbled ,Sailing on galactic Seas,Even angels they do marvel, what God bath wrought by His Decrees .

The Brotherhood cads you Terra ,and of a truth you are ;But let your lanterns brighten, and be called the Freedom Star .

Thou which knew the stripes of Jesus ,eternal legacy you bore ;Hoed fast the Light that frees us,until time shall be no more.

Little planet dark and lonely ,Thou which died and yet now lives,Cleave fast to God Almighty only ,Unto Him who Freedom gives.

Let thy Light exceed in glor ye'en the brightness of the sun ;Tell of Resurrection's stor yand of sin and death to shun .

Be a wonder and a witness unto ages yet unborn ;Yea, speak to men and angels of the darkness they must scorn .

Tell of Christ, horn in earthly mangers 'naath the starry, living skies ;Speak to lost and wand'ring strangers of the eagle as she flies .

Make all darkness fully dwindled, gone to perdition with the foe ;Let the Light of Grid be kindled, as in Heaven, so below ,

Some have called you Terra, and of a truth you are ;Host now the Christed Era, and he called the Freedom Star .

THE LIGHT WORKERS CAN RE-PROGRAM THE ROI3OTOID S

Here is a tremendous opportunity for the Light worker to actually begin taking charge of the world, using the al r eadyestablished political mukky-muks . The Light'intensities are beginning to build now to a level that can short circuit and jam thechannels controlling the robotoids and Synthetics . {This channel will refer to all the various synthetic humans as 'Robotoids') .Since these are synthetic beings, without a genuine conscience or volition of their own, this action is not infringing their rights .

As outlined in a previous reading, Light workers can energize shafts of light doming down and enveloping each one of thes ebeings . These beings can be given a conscience . They can be infused with love and made into channels of love . They can be madeto shed genuine tears again, and to stand up for the return of God to government . We can make them OUR robotoids. This ca nbe done, it can begin the moment you finish reading this .

Yes, we can do this . By concentrating, focusing the beams of Light down to narrow shafts, say 3 feet in diameter, thes ebeings can be encased in a forcefield that will REPEL the Rothschild-Luciferians' psychic rays. Let's concentrate on the publicfigures themselves, the actual robotoids--the President, the Vice-President, the Secretary of State and their immediate assistants .For the time being, let's not conentrate on the Rothschilds or the Rockefellers themselves, but let them come out of the closetand show their hand when they see their own robots walking away from them .

Oh, people, brothers and sisters in God, we can do this starting this very moment . The conscience of the Avatars can bebeamed directly through the robots . The robots can be made into Avatars . To energize and ground this action, get photographs ,even newspaper photographs will do, and just envision that being as being wrapped in Light and love and conscience . Let yourmind draw on all that you have learned through your own channel, through C .A.C., through Dr . Bete-, and any other sources o ftruth that you have . Let your conscience, your love for America, for humanity, for the earth, go out and enshroud those officials .

Whether you actually believe that these are synthetically-created beings doesn't really matter . You do know that they ar epuppets of the unseen powers pulling the strings . And that alone is authorization for God to step in and take those strings . Thes epowerful, concentrated, loving meditations, directed to the robots and through the robots, can start energizing the Christed Er aright now . And within a few years' time, the Avataric company) jtIj can take its rightful place in the seats of Congress, th eSenate, the Presidency, and all offices of g overnment. During these meditations, you could direct energies to leaders of othergovernments as well, if your High Self directs such action .

Not too long ago, this channel was trying to energize actions to disable the robots, to force the Rothschild-Luciferians ou tof their closet. But that is not the highest action . The highest action is to use the robots as our own . Use them for love, fo rhealing, for restoring the True America to these shores . This action can be done in addition to the other meditations for planet-ary healin g . Let your imagination soar . Let your own High Self, your own Christ-Channel be your Guide and your Guru . Perhap sgroup meetings of a number of entities could hold a Power Circle for energizing the robots ,

Whatever you do, don't hate . Don't try to make them be Frankensteins to turn on their masters and attack their masters .Make them into channels of your own Christ-Love and your own Christ-Light . That is the way to do it . These robots, up to now,have been controlled psychically just as radio-controlled machines are controlled by radio . The shafts of Light enveloping th erobots is a psychic shield ; it is impenetrable to the psychic rays just as a metal cylinder is impenetrable to a radio beam . Thecylinder of Light is a higher octave energy than psychic energy and the Luciferians cannot breach it .

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As the Luciferian entities lose control of their robots, let them fend for themselves . Let them be their own judge and jury .Let them repent and turn to God (which they still can do, just as Rhyee did), or let them perish by their own choice . It lie sentirely with them to choose . Of course God says He is not desirous that any should perish (riot even the Luciferians), bu tthat "all should come to everlasting life ." But every entity must choose for himself .

The beauty of this message is, nobody of the worldly consciousness is going to take it seriously, even if they read it . They'l ljust laugh at it and dismiss it as a joke, because it doesn 't conform to the "rational mind" . Let the same love that you send ou tto the robots enshroud yourself as well . That Light that you build around yourself also shields you and prevents the Luciferian s

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REPROGRAMMING THE ROBOTOIDS (Part 2 )

( OR MAKING THE ROTHSCHLLDS WONDER WHERE THEIR ROt3OTS WENT )

Androids and robotoids are two classes of Synthetics, differing only in the way they are created . Either type is a psychically -controlled automaton without a will or volition of its own . This channel will refer to all Synthetics as robotoids, since this is aterm already famiiiar to C .A .C .'s readers .

In Part 1 of "Reprogramming the Rebotoids", it was suggested that Rockefellers, which are also robots, be excluded fro mthe general meditation . This channel was puzzled by this suggestion, but apparently there was a reason for this, And it has t odo with Rockefeller's raiding of the Fart Knox gold . This is a MAJOR aspect of the problem that not too many entities ar efully convinced of . This channel would like to assure you that this problem is very real and does exist . Those of you who hav estudied Dr. Beter's material on this and who are familiar with the details of it are in a position to energize the Rockefellers t obest advantage . The Ruckefellers have been the Rothschilds' robots controlling the Western Hemisphere .

Entities who are not fully convinced of this problem would not be the most effective energizers of the Rockefellers . But theycan be effective energizers on the rest of the robots--the public officials and political leaders that they see all the time (and o nKissinger if he should pop up into prominance again) . To the readership who do feel convinced of Rockefeller's role in stealin gAmerica's gold and cleaning out Fort Knox---let's go ahead and give them a conscience too . The Rockefeller puppets can b einfused with conscience and remorse for having raped and sava g ed the land that gave them birth . Rockefellers, who plundere dand pillaged this land of America through their hanks, their oil empires, their CFR, and their Trilateral Commission, to financ ethe anti-Christ, anti-God world of tyrants and despots, can he reversed in their thinking .

It is important that entities not hate the Rockefellers, but rather infuse them with the fervent desire to right a terrible wrong .It is important that entities act where they feel comfortable at . If entities feel more comfortable energizing the political figure sthey see all the time, then that is where they should act . If entities feel comfortable energizing the Rockefellers also, then b yall means let ' s energize the whole kit and kaboodic .

Those are OUR robots now . They're not the playtoys of the Rothschilds and the 'Council of 13' any longer . Those of yo uwho understand the Rockefeller problem already know that the Rockefellers' "philanthropy" and "charitable acts" throug hfoundation grants and so on is only a they token show--a front, to cover what they're really up to . The real wealth of Rockefeller ,which WAS America's wealth, has been invested overseas, to build the world of the antichrist . This can all be reversed, startin gright now, with the help of Light Workers who are tuned in to the Rockefeller problem and who feel comfortable directin genergy into it .

The U.N ., which is directly OWNED and OPERATED by the Rockefellers, has been the ver instrument they have used fo r putting the world under cnmmunis. lavery Phis can be reversed . oc< . e ere, t eir banks, and the U .N . can RIGHT OW—

start becoming the tools of the Avatars instead of the antichrist . Starting first with the Rockefellers, the U .N. can be reversed .It can be made to free the world from communist slavery instead of putting the world under communist slavery . Rockefellers 'plundered wealth can be restored to the people of America . The Fort Knox gold they've stolen can be returned to America, an dthey can be the ones to do it . Instead of being controlled by the Rothschilds, the Rockefellers can he controlled by the Avatars ,who understand that the Rockefellers are simply robots . A robot, like any machine, can be used for good as well as evil . it al ldepends on who's at the control box .

The Avatars and Light Workers came into this world to seize it from the antichrist . And the tools and the machinery arealready right here to do it with . All we've got to do is TAKE IT . Avatars and Light Workers have access to Magic that the anti-christ cannot touch . God, the Light of Love, is far stronger than the Luciferians' psychic and psionic energies . The Light an dthe Love of God, directed INTO and THROUGH the robots, including the Rockefellers, can quickly turn this whole plane taround .

Light Workers who still feel more comfortable energizing just the lesser robots--the President, Vice President etc ., should d othat . Every bit of this action is invaluable . And the workers who feel comfortable with the Rockefellers whould help us energiz eall the robots . Using these various robots, we can plainly and matter-of-factly expose the treacheries of the CFR, the Illuminati ,and the Rothschilds, We don't have to "attack" anything, but just expose it, reveal it, shine the Light on it, and "tell it like i t

is," using the robots to do it .The Truth doesn't need to "attack" . The Truth, like a giant tower of Light, stands alone, stand son its own merit . And hopefully, the Rothschilds themselves will turn and repent of their war-making and vampirism and joi nthe Forces of Light . In the words of .John Denver, who is himself a Son of the Light, "Come and stand beside us, we can fin da better way . "

God, the High Self of all human entities, and who calls Himself the great I AM, can now walk in and take the reins of thi sworld .

These suggestions for reprogramming the robots should not be taken as countermanding the other Light rituals, such as th eones for planetary healing, etc. Rather, all these actions should be seen as adding to and bolstering the total work of healingthis planet . All entities in the 'Body of Christ' should act wherever they feel most suited and qualified to direct their energies ,whether through Magic, or prayer, or working on the physical plane (or all three) .

Dear Avaton . ., .Here is a 3rd reading in the "Reprogramming the Robotoids" series . I don't know, but there sure seem sto be a very high energy in these readings . They come through with tremendous waves of ecstasy pouring through th eCrown Chakra, then subside when the reading finishes . Sincerely, Bill .

REPROGRAMMING THE ROSOTOIDS (Part 3 1

OR MAKING THE ROTHSC1-fILDS HOLLER 'UNCLE '

"Storming the citadel of hell" by taking over the robots is a battle that is won with love instead of hate . it can be waged wit hthe warmth and humor of walking in on a child who's playing in the toilet bowl .

Despite the gravity of the Luciferian problem, the task of turning this world around is a simple one once we understand tha tlove and levity and warmth are far more powerful than any psychic or psionic tcoi the Rothschilds have . There is actually ahierarchy of robots . It's like a pyramid, with the Rothschilds sitting squarely at the top . And their power is delegated dow nthrough a whole array of robots of descending rank, hn America, it is the Rockefellers who are the highest-ranking robots unde rthe Rothschilds . From the Rcckefellcrs, the power is apportioned through the vest CFR network down to the Secretary o fState, the President, the Vice-President, the Cabinet and so on down .

But as the Light Workers lake over these lesser-ranking robots, working up to and including the Rockefellers themselves, wesuddenly find where all the stink is coming from . It's coming from the privvy, and as we look in, by golly, here's a startled chil dall covered with poop . So anyhow, as we take care of this uncouth little rascal, the air begins to clear for miles around, an droses and lilacs begin to waft on the breeze instead . And this it really how it is from the cosmic perspective .

When we see all the public figureheads, the ones that are in the news all the time, let's keep them encapsuled in those shafts o fLight and love and levity, infusing them with the very conscience of God. And let's do the same with the Rockefellers, hut wit hthem let's energize the reversal of the gold rip-off . Rockefellers can be energized with the conscience of God just as easily a sthey've been controlled by the Rothschilds, They can be made to say, "Hey, this whole trip was a real bummer and a sell-out .Let's get the machinery all going to hiring back America's gold and restore it to Fort Knox where it belongs ."

Rockefellers can be made to reverse the huge financial and political dictatorship they've been running at the behest of th eRothschilds . And through their own lips, the whole story can be told of what's been controlling the planet for the past decadesand centuries . They can be made to ignore the commands of their former masters, to walk away from them, and to use thei ralready-established power structure to heal the world instead of tyrannizing the world . This can be done . The already-establishe dsystem can be reversed and used for good in the dualistic world . And then this system, polarized for good, can be phased on int othe New Order, the Law of the One . And under the Law of the One, government will become structured in the manner outline din the York readings of 7-7-77 . '

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But right now, let's energize the whole project based on the tools that are already right here to work with . (This does no tmean to discontinue the Trade Fairs etc ., but to keep energizing all aspects of the New Age) .

And as the Rothschilds find themselves "caught in the act," caught with their hands in the poop, it just may be that they ca nbe cleaned up too .

This channel would appreciate input from other channels who are into this work . All entities are in this world to be trans -figured, to be channels, to be unique and individual vessels of the One . Like Krishna, entities can also channel the mirth an dlaughter of the Godhead . For is not Light and levity even greater than the war-bolts of Thor and Shiva ?

While all entities are urged to "act where they're at," we should also understand that Consciousness is a ladder . All entitiescan climb that ladder and unfold to deeper and deeper levels of Reality . This is the meaning of the "angels on Jacob's ladder . "For the ladder of Consciousness is the stairwell back to the High Country, the Eden from which man feli in the beginning . PureLove, pure devotion to God no matter what the cost, is the stuff the ladder is made of . We can walk again with God, even whil estill in the flesh . We can tabernacle on all the planes of the cosmos, even while our feet still walk the earth, just as Adam did .This is the "Better Way" that John Denver sings of, And the Rothschilds themselves can still "come and stand beside us ." Fo rGod's Grace is still open to them, too .

CONCERNING FEELING GOOD ABOUT THE 'SELF'

There is a vast difference between feeling good about yoursell' and feeling good about your Self . In the first case, you'reexalting the ego the false self, or the Lucifer . And in the second, you 're sacrificing or crucifying the ego and surrendering t othe Christ, the True Self .

This is a clarification that should be made, so that . entities know the difference between the self and the Self. The little sel for ego is under the Law of Karma and reembodiment, while the Christ, the Real Self, is under Grace and has no karma .

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ON THE BEATLE S

The "rational mind" of this channel had long been rooted in uttra•rigi t wing cot,servatism, and had violently rejected th eBeatles and the rock culture . Yet the Higher Self lovingly embraces the Light that the Beatles stood for . The legacy of Joh nLennon served to clear away the bias, which had been there .

The same Light that the Beatles stood for . that same stand against tyranny, was what the patriots and the Freedom-Fighter sin the 3-cornered hats all stood for . The Beatles and the Patriots were all soldiers of the One Light. fighting under their ownunique banners, all raising the ensign of that Light . against the hordes of darkness . I imagine the church and state of Englan dback during the Colonial times, must've considered the American rebels as the "dirty hippies" and subversives of that day .

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fAM

f AM the formless Brahma ;

(A Poem by Hitt )

I wrote the Upanishads of old ;1 walked as Krishna and Hari-Rama ;I AM the Shepherd of the Fold .

I AM Great Spirit to the Sioux and Seminole ;My name, they quietly endear i tlong as Freedoms Bell shall toll .Their mocassins have padded Sacred Earth beneath their feet .as the Holy Sacred Mother caused their knowing hearts to beat .

F AM Allah, God of Mecca ,in the sandy desert's heat ,where my son Mohammed scribed Holy Koran at My feet .

I am the Christ of Jesus, Holy Father up above ;I AM the Cosmic Self of Plato, and told Nostradamus of My love ,

I AM the quiet Buddha ; I taught Siddhartha Gautama of the Sacred Middle Waythat if every man would follow, he would know the Light of Day .

I penned the Psalms of David, the humble Hebrew King ,who came back down from Glory, the Light of God to bring .I taught My 12 the Gospel by the shores of Galilee ;I sought to bless My people, but they nailed Me to a tree .

I AM the God of Mary Eddyand gentle Rachel meek and mild ,and of the Virgin Mary . who mothered Heaven's Child .1 AM the God of every ma nwho has ever known the Light ;I show my holy sacred Planto all who would seek to know it right.

1 taught my sons throughout the ages ,I AM the Self of every man--Read their testimony ' s pages :As they did, so ye can .

Of this deluded world of man's, I have never been the king ;when this mad "society" disbands, then the Real World I bring .As in the days of old Atlantis, when God-men ruled as kings ,1 come again in New Poscida, brave land of holy things ;America, they call her, precious home of. Truth and Right ;by her I come to a weary ,world that has hungered for the Light .I come from beyond the ages ,from beyond Akashi' : time ;all my saints and holy sageshave proclaimed this Truth of Mine :I AM the One behind the Many ; I spake, and there was Light .

You called, and I have answered . Awake, My sons, arise ,from out of mayas deathly fright .

I AM YAHWEH, the God beyond the sun .When the sons of men, repentant ask, "Not my will but Thine be done" .look up, ye men of Earth--I come !

I AM the Ancient One .******s: *

THE PRAYER OF THE AGENTS OF . 888 i

O Dear God most High : If it he Thy Will, let me boar the Earth's karm aeven it destroys mc . Let me hear the brunt for the healing of the Eart hand America even if it cost me my salvation for all eternity .

Yet not my will but Thiec be done in all things. For Thy Purpose lwould suffer extinction forever if need be, that others might live .

Thy Will be done now and forever .

Ame n

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