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MFA in Visual Arts Theses Lesley University College of Art and Design (LA+D)
Summer 6-2021
Coming Home Again and Again: Caregiver. Memory, Personal Coming Home Again and Again: Caregiver. Memory, Personal
Narrative, Documentary Photography, and the Importance of the Narrative, Documentary Photography, and the Importance of the
Image in Storytelling. Image in Storytelling.
Nicholas Costopoulos [email protected]
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Coming Home Again and Again: Caregiver
Memory, Personal Narrative, Documentary Photography, and the Importance of the
Image in Storytelling.
Nicholas Costopoulos
MASTER OF FINE ARTS, VISUAL ARTS LESLEY UNIVERSITY, COLLEGE OF ART AND DESIGN
CAMBRIDGE, MASSACHUSETTS, USA JUNE, 2021
ABSTRACT
Coming Home Again and Again is an ongoing documentary project researching cultural,
religious, societal and familial identity. Caregiver, the initial volume, examines my becoming
caregiver to my mother after her diagnosis with vascular dementia. The photographs look into our
reversal of roles along with changing family dynamics. This undertaking is the beginning my
inquiry into my own identity by means of observing my personal relationships, life and death,
what is private and public, and a spiritual reawakening. This inspired the creation of a visual
narrative of how our memory of people and past events, personal identity, and our own
preconceptions can shape the discourse of what each individual views as historical fact.
INTRODUCTION
My background is of a second generation American of Greek decent, born in the mid
1960s in the Boston area where I have continued to reside ever since. I had a sheltered childhood,
since I was raised to believe that I should only trust my family and the people in our church,
anyone else was not to be taken into confidence. I became a very introverted and quiet boy and
didn’t really approach anyone to socialize, being gay only magnified that shyness and isolation.
Later I would realize, like many LGBTQ people do, that a few close friends would become my
chosen family. I am one of the lucky ones to have acceptance from my family and support from my
chosen family. I enjoyed all forms of art and enjoyed nature. I would be content to be outside
exploring, drawing, painting building models, anything that would bring out my creativity. My dad
gave me an old camera and a roll of black and white film one day and showed me how to load it.
That was it. I could hide behind the camera and collect images of everything I saw or
experienced. Primarily a landscape photographer, I broke out of my comfort zone with portraiture
and now narrative and documentary. The camera became my creative tool, but also my excuse to
talk to people and break my shyness, I’m still very much an introvert, but now I work with people
to tell their stories though the images I make.
The book of photographs I’ve created, takes into account the ideas of photographic
accuracy in documentary and how the photograph is manipulated, whether intentionally or not,
by the photographer and if that influence is to the detriment or benefit of the narrative or memory
being presented. A viewer’s own thoughts and prejudices can have a purport on how the image is
perceived. This brings importance to the relationship between the photographer and the subject,
especially in portraiture. We see this in pictures posted on social media of ourselves where the
photographic narratives are highly manipulated to portray the best possible image of the subject
that can be produced. Accuracy and truthfulness take a back seat to the perfect lifestyle image.
There is tremendous value, we as a society place on the image, in telling the story of “I was here.”
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COMING HOME AGAIN AND AGAIN: CAREGIVER
“When an animal, a rabbit, say, beds down in a protecting fencerow, the weight and
warmth of his curled body leaves a mirroring mark upon the ground. The grasses often
appear to have been woven into a birdlike nest, and perhaps were indeed caught and
pulled around by the delicate claws as he turned in a circle before subsiding into rest. This
soft bowl in the grasses, this body-formed evidence of hare, has a name, an obsolete but
beautiful word: meuse. (Enticingly close to Muse, daughter of Memory, and source of
inspiration.) Each of us leaves evidence on the earth that in various ways bears our form,
but when I gently press my hand into the rabbit's downy, rounded meuse it makes me
wonder: will all the marks I have left on the world someday be tied up in a box?” (Mann
2015)
The above quote is from Sally Mann’s memoir, Hold Still, where she is pondering all the
boxes of memories, photographs, papers, souvenirs and the like that were left to her by her family
members as they had past. Not just memories, but evidence of a life lived. Memory is an
interesting thing though, it is the person remembering that chooses what parts of a life lived to
remember and what to forget. Documentary storytelling and narrative are dependent on the
author and the their desires. The author cannot help but include themselves in the narrative
whether in an undetectable way or open and truthful in their opinions and prejudices.
The images in this book and exhibition are a culmination of four years of documentation
of my mother and her home in West Roxbury (Boston), Massachusetts. These are the photographs
that were selected out of twenty-seven hundred pictures. Our family is very private and being an
introverted landscape photographer, a personal documentary was completely outside my comfort
zone. I chose the images that appear in the book for their narrative, revealing, respectful,
empathetic, and compelling qualities.
Coming Home Again and Again was to be an unexacting photographic documentary
chronicling my mother’s dementia diagnosis, but became much more. During its evolution, the
project dissociated into volumes reshaping into a personal examination of self-identity. The first
volume Caregiver, being presented here, meditates the changes and effects my mother’s illness
has produced in our relationship and to the home we’ve created over the past fifty years.
During my observations and caregiving in the past five years, I have explored religion through her
eyes which has lead me to question my long held spiritual beliefs. My further observations led me
to ponder my beliefs on the aging process and dementia. A process that intertwines nostalgia,
love, emotional connections, life and death, and, most importantly, strong family bonds that I
have been so lucky to possess.
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I reexamined the objects of my childhood home, items I took for granted, and saw them in a
different light. Objects of personal identity, trophies to the self for overcoming struggle and
obstacles or items created from the rawest of materials transformed into beautiful and useful
handcrafts. In tearing down bathrooms, kitchens, and bedrooms to build a safe environment for
my mother, I began to see the beauty in the old weathered and cracked finishes and dated items
that may not be of use now, but they still have a history, a meaning and a purpose to our family.
Their purpose is different now, than it was in my younger, more naive years. They are my mother’s
meuse, as Sally Mann says, and this narrative attempts to show both of our meuses together
[space through which animal track passes]. (Chrisomalis 2014)
ARTIST RESEARCH
I looked for, and took inspiration, and some advice from the artists, Alec Soth, Sally Mann,
Maggie Steber, Olivia Parker, and Josef Sudek while creating the images for Caregiver and during
the editing and sequencing process.
In his recent book, I Know How Furiously Your Heart is Beating, Alec Soth creates portraits
of people within the subjects’ private spaces. (Soth 2019) Soth says:
“When I returned to photography, I wanted to strip the medium down to its primary
elements. Rather than trying to make some sort of epic narrative about America, I wanted
to simply spend time looking at other people and, hopefully, briefly glimpse their interior
life. In order to try and access these lives, I made all of the photographs in interior spaces.
While these rooms often exist in far-flung places, it’s only to emphasize that these pictures
aren’t about any place in particular. Whether a picture is made in Odessa or Minneapolis,
my goal was the same: to simply spend time in the presence of another beating heart.”
(Dickerman 2019)
I search to communicate more than just the subject in the image being presented, but the
essence of the person who created the item, purchased, or placed the item on the shelf. Taking
inspiration from Alec Soth and Sally Mann, I try to examine the presence of the spirit that was or
still is in the space when I select the pictures to include. While there is definitely the mother son
connection in the portraits, I hope that the viewer also sees more within the image. In a Zoom
gallery art talk, Alec Soth, spoke of how he developed a new approach to portraiture in his latest
work, I Know How Furiously Your Heart is Beating, by experimenting at the Frankle Lab in San
Fransisco and combining his pervious experiences with portraiture.
“It’s two people looking at each other and there is an exchange of energy. It can be an
exchange of power, and exchange in different sorts of ways. There’s separation but we’re
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connected by a certain form of energy. I became less dualistic. It’s a portrait that is both
separate and connected. I want to explore portraiture at its most fundamental.” (Soth
2020)
In the above quote, Soth is referencing a portrait he made of
Anna Kentfield [figure 1] where his camera set up was divergent
from his previous portrait sessions and as he says, a connection
of energy between model and photographer. I thought carefully
about, and drew more inspiration from his words. While my
portraits in Caregiver do have the connection of mother and son,
there is a distance and a separation, a distraction that is the
disease showing through my mother in many of the images. I
believe there is
energy flowing
there but there
may also be a
rift being formed by the illness that is causing the
distractions, melancholy and detachment, which I
see as her memory. [figure 2] Perhaps all these
emotions and feelings being captured are her
trying to hold on to what memories she can.
Soth goes
on to explain, the images of private spaces [figure 3] he includes
in the book act as portraits representing the people who live
there just as much as the pictures of their faces do. This
motivated me to take a closer look at the things that my mother
surrounded herself with over the course the past fifty years.
Things that I took for granted growing up, now had a new
meaning, a new efficacy. Photographing them in the fading light
of day or the early glimpses of
morning sun, was inspired
mainly by the work of Josef
Sudek’s images of ordinary
objects in the window of his studio in Prague, Czechoslovakia.
(Sudek 2008) [figure 4] The objects in my images are mostly
ordinary, everyday, household items, light and shadow become
a second subject, and often the only subject, of the photograph.
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To help edit away distractions and allow the viewer to either see
and contemplate on the object and its meaning; to simply pause
and meditate on what they had just seen in the image prior,
light became the topic of a few images.[figure 5]
Maggie Steber and Olivia Parker both had some sway
over the content of Caregiver in different ways. After attending
an artist talk at the Leica Gallery Boston, March 18, 2018 by
Maggie Steber titled, “The Secret Garden of Lily LaPalma”, I
asked her about her project “Madje has Dementia”. [figure 6] We
talked about
photography and
our mothers but
one thing she said
stood out to me,
“Make the picture, you can decide later what you will
do with it, but if you don’t make the picture, you’ll
have nothing.” This resonated with me and allowed
me to think in more practical terms about picture
making for this project. Along the same vein, in the
late summer of 2019, I went to an artist talk by Olivia
Parker at the Peabody Essex Museum, in Salem, MA, and had an opportunity to ask about her
work dealing with her husband’s bout with Alzheimer’s Disease. She was on the opposite end of
the spectrum and said she did not want to remember him in “that way” and she did not want to
represent him “like that publicly, there’s plenty of pictures of that sort out there for people to see, I
don’t have to add to the collection.”[figure 7] I took
both artists, whose work I admire, and tried to
reconcile between the two very different
approaches to a very similar subject. After much
deliberation I landed somewhere in the middle
but leaning toward Steber’s advice of making the
images and deciding later if it is to be used or
not. There are definitely images that will not be
published but they exist and I have them. The
passage of time does incredible things and I
know I will not regret having created the pictures
that will go unseen.
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Josef Sudek looked to the still life to create images of the
world around him. He photographed simple objects on the
window sill of his studio in Prague in differing light and weather
conditions.[figure 8] The simple objects then took on new life
and meaning, even a new purpose. Sudek said he was
“fascinated by photography’s ability to bring seemingly dead
objects to life through light or by its surroundings.” (Gallery 2018)
Sudek being reclusive, or maybe just introverted used the still life
to portray an interesting dichotomy in his work of the interior
space versus the exterior space. Here in the found still life
images of my mother’s home, I
am displaying the private
interior space as well, using
light and shadow to guide the viewer through the home and its
contents. Pausing for moments at a time to reflect on an object,
or even a pool of light on a wall or a floor, remembering to be
mindful of the experience. Sudek’s still life draws us in and
shows us a quiet world of intimacy and poetry. The still life
images in Caregiver are attempting to slow the viewer down,
look closer, remember and meditate on what you see. Sudek
achieved this
very simply with
light and a
seashell, or a glass of water, a rose.[figure 9] The
images of my mother’s tea cups, or Byzantine
icons, or a vase, evoke stillness and memory that
can be different depending on the viewer. We all
can have a variety of memories that can be
brought to the forefront by seeing a stranger’s
belongings and pictures.[figure 10]
Sally Mann says, “Using photographs as an instrument of memory is probably a mistake
because I think that photographs actually sort of impoverish your memory in certain ways, sort of
take away all the other senses — the sense of smell and taste and texture, that kind of stuff.”
(Gross 2015) There are just as powerful ways to invoke memory as looking at a photograph. We
have to have images in conjunction with the other senses to get a full representation of memory
or remembrance. The photograph cannot be alone in this endeavor, other factors are at play. The
concept of context, and Mann’s second point on photography and memory or accuracy is
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something I explored here looking at photographs I had
taken and remembering the events at the time, sometimes
differently. Mann says the photograph is just a split second
of time. She spoke of this when discussing her book,
Immediate Family, and especially the cover image (Mann
1992) of her three children.[figure 11] In order to have
complete context of the picture, the contact sheets would
be needed to see the
images take before and
after in order to establish
a timeline of events. She
goes on to say that the same is true of photographer Diane
Arbus’ image, “Child with a Toy Hand Grenade”. (Arbus 1962)
[figures 12, 13] Mann says if the viewer were to see the images
right before and the images right after that one iconic
photograph, they would see a boy playing with a toy in the
park, and the same was true
of her pictures in Intimate
Family. (Gross 2015) This was
very intriguing, was the artist
manipulating the storyline? The storyline had to be manipulated
in order to stand to reason and be successful. This does not
imply any fabrication of events or experiences, but a softening of
the edges, or waiting for the right moment to present itself or
knowing where to place oneself in relation to the subject for a
stronger composition to achieve the goal of the narrative.
PERSONAL NARRATIVE AND MEMORY IN DOCUMENTARY PHOTOGRAPHY
Annette Kuhn explains that photographs by themselves don’t trigger memory
“but are generated in a network, an inter-text, of discourses that shift between past
and present, spectator and image, and between all these cultural contexts, historical
moments. In this network, the image itself figures largely as a trace, a clue: necessary, but
not sufficient, to the activity of meaning making; always pointing somewhere else.” (Kuhn
1995)
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With this theory in mind, images can evoke any memory the viewer subconsciously perceives to be
in front of them. This puts the storyteller or documentarian at a disadvantage of sorts, since they
cannot predict without question the reaction to the image being presented. This only magnifies
the importance of some text in photographic, or image based documentaries or narratives that
need to get a singular point rather than an interpretive chronicle. Kuhn further explains that the
viewer of the work has preconceived notions or ideas that are brought to the work being viewed
and those cannot be completely ignored while interpreting what is being seen. In Caregiver, there
are images of pools of light either on the floor or on the walls of my mother’s home. The human
mind is fascinating and does try to find shape, form and order in even the most chaotic of
abstractions. While these pictures are not incredibly abstract in nature, their subject is the light
and are meant to be resting images for the viewer before moving on to the next series of pictures.
They are meant to be meditations and memory inducers, harbingers of past events that stopped
me in try tracks as I felt compelled to make the picture and include it in the project. My hope is
others would have a similar reaction to the pictures. Kuhn continues with her analysis of the
photograph and memory with a passage on Roland Barthes, Camera Lucida, where he finds a
picture of his mother as a child soon after her death and believes to see something of his mother
in it that he doesn’t see in any other image. (Barthes 1981) Kuhn goes on to interpret that perhaps
memory is as an archive and that this photograph serves to bring the “memories and grief-work
in that it brings to life a moment he could not have witnessed.” (Kuhn 1995)
To supplement memories that may be brought forth by photographs, the storyteller
sometimes can use other means to get their objective across. Ephemera, such as newspaper
clippings, medical records, marriage certificates, locks of hair,
jewelry and the like can be combined with the image to create a
sort of memory shrine that helps to maneuver the beholder to
the desired conclusion of the author. Geoffrey Batchen writes in
Forget Me Not, a framed object found in an antique store that
he refers to as “At Rest”. [figure 14] He concludes that it is an
albumen print from the 1890s of a woman surrounded by flowers
and butterflies made of wax and woven with, he assumes, is the
woman’s own hair, and a metallic plaque under the picture that
reads “at rest”. He further states that these remembrance frames
were made by mourners as to not forget a loved one that has
died. Additionally, there are descriptions of boxes which when
opened have a photograph of presumably the deceased on one side of the lid and a lock of hair
and maybe a sprig of rosemary (symbol of remembrance) and other personal artifacts. (Batchen
2004)
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“Finding such artifacts gives you pause for thought. Who was this woman?
What was her life like? What possible relationship could I, as a viewer of this picture
today, have to her?…A faded picture, some ruined flowers, a desolate feeling. She could
be speaking about an artifact like this one, or she could be offering a metaphoric
description of memory itself.” (Batchen 2004)
These photographic objects were created out of the trepidation of forgetting loved ones,
according to Batchen. In the Greek Orthodox tradition, when a person dies there are services that
are to be performed within certain timeframes. Memorial services are held on the third, ninth, and
fortieth day after the death of the person and again on the one year anniversary. These services
are usually held at the church after the Divine Liturgy but may also be served after Vespers
(evening prayers) or Matins (morning prayers). For the memorial service, Kollyva, a ritual food of
boiled wheat, is often prepared and is placed in front of the "memorial table" or an icon of Christ
and is blessed by the priest afterwards. Kollyva consists of wheat kernels which have been boiled
until they are soft. These are usually mixed with a variety of ingredients which may include
pomegranate seeds, sesame seeds, almonds, ground walnuts, cinnamon, sugar, raisins, anise and
parsley. Wheat is used because it is considered to be symbolic of the resurrection. Traditionally,
the family will then visit the grave, which in Greece will have portraits of the deceased on the
gravestones as well as other photographs that may have been left by family and friends as
remembrances. The greeting is, May their memory be eternal. Fear of forgetting is real and is
something to examine. In the short documentary film, Genocide - A True Story, there is a
compelling monologue being given by one of the performers, Olga Karapanagiotidou-
Tsaousidou, who is playing a Pontian-Greek woman, a victim of the Greek/Armenian genocide of
1913-1922 addressing the current Turkish government in its zeal to acquire more weapons.
“Turkey is gathering an army and weapons, why? Who do you fear? The Greeks, the
Armenians, the Assyrians or the Cypriots? These countries don’t have a strong military.
Who do you fear? Let me tell you who you fear. It is me you fear! The insignificant Greek
woman of Pontos, since you know very well that memory is stronger than all the weapons
combined.” (Tsanaktsidou 2020)
Photography, in essence, cannot be wholly relied upon to be the keeper of memory but can and is
the starting point for many. The photograph can become the activator of the memory that then
leads to other objects, writings, recordings and, reportage.
While photographing for Caregiver, I noticed a difference in my mother’s body language
and facial expressions whenever I had the camera pointed in her direction. This is true of any
person that would sit for a portrait session, but for some reason her gestures, positions and
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appearance interested me more than before. Marianne Hirsch writes about Naomi Scheman’s
concept of the “Maternal Gaze,” and I think this is what I was experiencing in the portrait sessions,
the difference being, our roles being reversed with me being the photographer. Hirsch uses
Immediate Family (Mann 1992) to explain that Mann’s photographs are,
“…allo-portraits, rather than as representations of childhood and of her children.
Reading Mann’s work as her own self representation, reading it in relation to fictional
depictions of maternal photographers, makes her work, like theirs, a meta photographic
discourse, a commentary and critique of photographic conventions and in particular, of
dominant cultural myths about maternity, of the familial gaze.” (Hirsch 2012)
She further states, if the pictures reveal to the children how the mother sees them, they also reveal
how the children must see their mother. A point of personal interest, since there is a role reversal
involved in my project the observer, photographer and storyteller being the child and the mother
is the subject. As my project progressed, I began to question, is she really my subject or is she
attempting to reveal the true subject of my narrative to me? The mother child relationship
continued and continues as the portraits in the series say as much about me as they do the
perceived subject.
TRUTH AND ACCURACY IN DOCUMENTARY PHOTOGRAPHY
An exhibition at the International Center for Photography brings several artists together
for a collection of documentary images taken as the photographer saw the scene unfolding
before them without manipulation, no studio lighting, no placement of props, seen, as reported in
the New York Times, as a return to the “New Documents” photographs of Lee Friedlander and
Garry Winogrand. (Lubow 2020) The photographers all make pictures by observation,
documenting the world around them, and are not concerned with presenting a false narrative of
a perfect existence to the audience. Here flaws are celebrated and normalized, curiosities of how
people may live are satisfied. According to Arthur Lubow’s reporting, photographic constructions
and digital manipulations are more in fashion and documentary has taken a backseat so to
speak to the polished, posed and perfected image. The photographs at the exhibition and in the
book But Still, It Turns, (Graham 2021) are influenced by the image maker to some degree. The
artist choses what to include in the frame, this in turn provides context for the image. The viewer
cannot know what is happening outside the frame and neither what has preceded nor followed
the frame. The civil unrest of the past year, the pandemic and the political turmoil, along with all
of us having cameras in our possession at all times, has created an opportunity for documentary
that had not existed even a decade ago. We all have the potential to document, not only our own
lives and the lives of our loved ones, but the injustices we see out in our communities. The danger
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comes when those images are taken out of their context, or manipulated to fit a false narrative.
There is a responsibility that comes with documentation to present accuracy in the narrative or
even to offer assistance when needed. Sally Mann says in her interview with Terry Gross that she
would make a terrible photojournalist because when her son was hit by a car, instead of taking a
picture, she sat, holding and comforting him until the ambulance arrived. (Gross 2015) She is still
considered a documentarian with the work she has produced, but a line was not crossed. Pulitzer
Prize winner Kevin Carter, who ultimately committed suicide, had taken images of unimaginable
horror that deeply affected him.
“The suicide note he left behind is a litany of nightmares and dark visions, a clutching
attempt at autobiography, self-analysis, explanation, excuse. After coming home from
New York, he wrote, he was "depressed . . . without phone . . . money for rent . . . money for
child support . . . money for debts . . . money!!! . . . I am haunted by the vivid memories of
killings & corpses & anger & pain . . . of starving or wounded children, of trigger-happy
madmen, often police, of killer executioners . . . " And then this: "I have gone to join Ken if I
am that lucky.”(MacLeod 2001)
Truth and accuracy in documentary should not be confused here. Photographs are interpreted
and the interpretation is based on previously held concepts and knowledge. Captions help guide
the viewer to understand the narrative being presented. So instead of truth in documentary,
accuracy of image to reality may be a better way to understand the concept or meaning of the
work. How accurately is the reality of the situation being portrayed. This is up to the
photographer to reveal.
We know that photographs conceal as much as they reveal, because a photograph is
always a decontextualized representation of reality recorded by a subjective human being
who makes plethora of choices before, during, and after taking the photograph.
Photographs are, therefore, both referential, representing reality as the camera saw it,
and self-referential, representing reality as the photographer saw it. (Borgre 2019)
In essence, what Borgre is saying is, the photograph is subject to
the subconscious as well as the conscious edits of the creator
and the limitations of the mechanics used to capture the
moment in time. Is it the truth? Is it reality? It is reality and truth
the photographer wants the viewer to see, and the
interpretation of that reality and truth by the beholder. Even
saying that a photograph is accurate can be a misnomer of
sorts. Kevin Smith’s Pulitzer Prize winning photo [figure 15] “The Vulture and the Little Girl,” (Carter
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1993) Carter reportedly said later that he waited twenty minutes
to see if the bird would spread its wings, then after taking the
image he chased it away. Similar stories have been told of
photographer, Dorothea Lange when creating “Migrant
Mother.” (Lange 1936) Many different angles and positions
[figures 16,17,18] were tried as were different lighting conditions
and more, before settling on the iconic image. Who’s reality, or
truth are we witnessing in these two esteemed and influential
images? The subjects’ in the pictures, the photographers’, or
even perhaps the people who gave the assignment to the
photographers. This is where the personal narrative can conflict
with the strict
documentary of the
photo journalist. In
these two examples, the photographers personal
experiences, emotions and empathy shows through,
but is it the impulse for creating the work as it should to
create such strong pictures? According to Borgre, the
documentary photograph is being considered a
relative reality, since it can hide as much as it reveals
and is only a split
second of time in a
continuum. The photograph can bear witness but it also
depends on what the point of
view was when the image was
taken as to what the image
will record. This does not
negate the need for truthful
representation, especially of
real world atrocities that the
photograph does offer a
historical record to help guide
the seeker of past factuality.
In the world of photographic manipulation, however,
photographs can be made to depict things that do not exist,
especially with today’s digital manipulations, photographers
can, and do create the images that they want on a computer or
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a smartphone. The temptation to manipulate the image to our liking is always there. Looking at
the enormous popularity of the selfie, and all the editing filters, poses, suggestions, and even
classes to take better selfies, it’s easy to understand why a documentary photograph might be
subjected to manipulation and become less truthful. The fascination with selfies has been going
on for years. In a New York Times Magazine article, Albrecht Dürer’s self portrait [figure 19] from
the Alte Pinakothek region of Munich is examined as the first selfie. According to the author,
Dürer’s painting is one of the greatest self portraits in Western painting. (Farago) The painstaking
process Dürer took to paint the portrait is discussed in detail and also how it was manipulated to
create the best version of himself. The same is seen today in the world of the self portrait, we all
want to be represented in the best way possible even if that is not always truthful nor accurate.
IMAGERY AND THE PHOTOGRAPH IN STORYTELLING
Spirituality and religion are topics that came up during the process of creating
photographs for Caregiver, and warranted a closer investigation. Byzantine iconography as an
art form fascinated me during my childhood. I would stare at the walls and ceiling of the church
during services and think of all the different stories the icons were depicting. Like other children
being raised in Greek households, we learned the language but the Liturgy was in an archaic
Greek dialect, most of us didn’t understand. What I didn’t know at the time, was that the icons
purpose was exactly what I was using them. Later, not being a part of the church, I viewed them
as artwork and would appreciate the techniques of the
craftsmen who created such beautiful frescos and murals.
Having a new found appreciation of the church in which I was
raised and of the Orthodox religion, I spoke to clergy and
scholars of the church, and I see the icons differently. They are
teaching tools and much more. They are and were used to
preach the teachings of the church to the illiterate so they too
could follow along. (Constas 2014) They are also seen as
windows the people use to look upon the Divine and have a very
specific way in which they are created in order to achieve this
purpose. [figure 20] (Martin 2002). Photographs, photo books
and monographs can serve as an instrument of storytelling
through imagery with minimal text serving as a hint or a whisper
to position the viewer towards the direction the chronicler
wishes.
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CONCLUSION
When the MFA in Visual Arts program began two years ago, an uncomplicated
documentary of my mother’s diagnosis with dementia and its effects was an ambitious goal.
Opening up and allowing the project to evolve and change into its current form has been a
cathartic and an enlightening experience for myself as an artist and a person. The research and
study of photography as well as a variety of other mediums in the visual arts, historical archive,
and the subjects of psychology, mental health, theology and social justice have sparked curiosity
and inspired further creativity in me. My original intent was also achieved, I spent more time with
my mother and we became even closer in the process.
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Images
1. Figure 1, ALEC SOTH - Anna. Kentfield, California, pg. 19
2. Figure 2, NICHOLAS COSTOPOULOS - Mom in Pink Robe, Boston, MA, pg. 20
3. Figure 3, ALEC SOTH - Ute’s Books. Odessa, pg. 21
4. Figure 4, JOSEF SUDEK - La Dernière Rose, Prague, pg. 22
5. Figure 5, NICHOLAS COSTOPOULOS - Shadow and Lace, Boston, MA, pg. 23
6. Figure 6, MAGGIE STEBER - from Series, Madje Has Dementia, Miami, FL, pg. 24
7. Figure 7, OLIVIA PARKER - Honeymoon, 2016, Massachusetts, pg. 25
8. Figure 8, JOSEF SUDEK - Still Life Glass Rose Leaf Marble, Prague, pg. 26
9. Figure 9, JOSEF SUDEK - La Dernière Rose, Prague, pg. 27
10. Figure 10, NICHOLAS COSTOPOULOS - Treasures, Boston, MA, pg. 28
11. Figure 11, SALLY MANN - Immediate Family Cover, Lexington, VA, pg. 29
12. Figure 12, DIANE ARBUS - Contact Sheet, Boy with Grenade, New York, NY, pg. 30
13. Figure 13, DIANE ARBUS - Contact Sheet, Boy with Grenade, New York, NY, pg. 31
14. Figure 14, UNKNOWN ARTIST - At Rest, Geoffrey Batchen, New York, NY, pg. 32
15. Figure 15, KEVIN CARTER - Starving Child and Vulture, Sudan, pg. 33
16. Figure 16 DOROTHEA LANGE - Migrant Mother, Nipomo, California, pg. 34
17. Figure 17, DOROTHEA LANGE - Migrant Mother, Nipomo, California, pg. 35
18. Figure 18, DOROTHEA LANGE - Migrant Mother, Nipomo, California, pg. 36
19. Figure 19, ALBRECHT DÜRER - Self Portrait at Twenty-eight, Alte Pinakothek, pg. 37
20. Figure 20, Icon of Christ Pantocrator - Mount Athos: Monastery of Chiliandari, pg.38
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