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    njoma omi

    yale miller

    yale miller

    change

    unchanging the collected verses of

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    njoma omi

    yale miller

    change unchanging

    the collected verses of yale miller

    published 2009 by The Cultural Collective

    All proceeds from the sale of this book go to the

    YALE MILLER MEMORIAL FUND

    Account #8103707397

    Bank of America15010 Jefferson

    Grosse Pointe Park, MI 48230

    Attn: Juanita Robbins

    313.821.6804

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    CHANGE UNCHANGING: THE COLLECTED VERSES OF YALE MILLER.

    Copyright 2008 by Yale Miller/Sankofa Emporium. All rights reserved.Printed in the United States of America. No part of this book may be used orreproduced in any manner whatsoever without expressed written permission

    from the publisher. For information contact: The Cultural Collective,8900 E. Jefferson #607, Detroit, Michigan 48214. All proceeds from the sale ofthis book go to the YALE MILLER MEMORIAL FUND, Account #8103707397,Bank of America, 15010 Jefferson, Grosse Pointe Park, MI 48230,

    Attn: Juanita Robbins, 313.821.6804.

    Book design by

    First printing

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    i

    faith

    solar aura

    steak dinner

    before the book

    watermelon

    afrikan flag

    find one

    alabama red mud

    camaraderie?

    reconcile

    fall

    facet yourself

    tehutistranded

    beautiful

    two poems

    life

    Important men

    damn baby

    alone

    iron bitch

    hate

    in one

    words

    one is all

    goddess reborn

    khryst

    yes us

    kill my poisoner

    change unchanging

    khristian focus

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    forward iv

    contents

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    ii

    ebony

    ode to blackness

    valerian white

    amerikan breakfast

    fuckthisshit

    black M3

    dollars

    miracle

    crow

    khrist withinfeminism

    infactuation

    negro please

    ahati

    smoking goddess

    new horizons

    social workfor no apparent reason

    inglish man

    succubi

    the wound

    89 circa

    flavor

    power trip

    face of heaven

    freedom

    black blastulae

    twin

    crash course

    shoe

    new afrikan horizons

    dream

    what happened

    poem for ya'le by the late great Yakini Abubakhari

    for njoma by Kefentse Bandele

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    iii

    Special thanks to the mentors of Yale Miller

    Chimba Omari and Yakini Abubakari

    When the student is ready, the teacher will appear.

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    iv

    forward

    Yale Guy Miller was born on April 9, 1971 to

    Edna and Elwood Drake Miller, and received his primary

    and secondary education at the New Center Academy (in

    the Waldorf tradition), Friends School, and graduated from

    Holy Redeemer High School in Detroit, Michigan. Shortly

    thereafter he attended Wayne State University, and was

    also on scholarship attending Kemetic Studiessponsored by Ipet Isut at the Akwaaba Center.

    At eighteen (18) years of age he received his

    HIV/AIDS counseling certification and became the

    youngest HIV/AIDS counselor in the State of Michigan,

    which led to a ten year plus stint at the Detroit Health

    Department. After that he enjoyed a teaching position atTimbuktu Academy in Detroit, MI, and was employed at

    Catholic Social Services as a prevention specialist serving

    various at-risk communities, and mentoring countless

    youth on and off the job.

    Yale was very active in bringing about social change

    which included a Study In at Wayne State University in1989 where the outcome produced an African Studies

    program that is still in effect today. Dedicated to the

    liberation of African people, at home and abroad, he was a

    Pan-Afrikanist who focused on cultural redemption and

    the collective restoration of the African mind, heart, body,

    and soul which culminated in a physical pilgrimage to

    Mother Africa (Kenya) in the early 1990s where he was

    initiated into the Gikuyu high culture, becoming very

    fluent in the Swahili language.

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    As a poet he was published in the anthology Pitch

    Black Poetrypublished by Broadside Press, and was aboard member of Kabaz Black Jewels as well as a member

    of the Plebispsyche study group. It should also be

    mentioned that he was highly successful as a youth activist

    and was very involved in every facet of his children's lives

    not to mention the youth that he served over the years. As

    a contributing member of the Babas Club, which came

    out the efforts of fathers whose children attended Nsoroma

    Institute in Oak Park, Michigan, he was instrumental in

    addressing societal ills and formulating strategies that

    could be used to help Black men recapture their

    god-selves.

    On Saturday, February 24, 2007 around 5:15 p.m.

    shortly after departing the residence of a long time friend,

    a barrage of fatal gunshots were fired at Yales 1993 jeep

    by those whose hearts were overran with violence and

    souls devoid of the light of THE CREATOR, claiming his

    life at the young age of thirty five (35).

    Yale leaves behind his four beloved children,

    Fahd (Bahati) Hassan Abubakhari (ten), Edna Leona(Leah) Muthoni (seven), Maya Jan Deborah Selassie

    (five), and Ellyne Irene Wrarimu (two) as well as his

    loving wife Joya Porties-Miller. He is also survived by his

    mother Edna Lewis White (CuCu), father Elwood Drake

    Miller (Babu), mentor Bennie White-Ethiopia, brother

    Elliot David Miller and wife Amy, special brotherDavid Houghton and his wife Kristie, aunt Deloris Lewis

    (Shangazi), uncle Arthur L. and aunt Trinita Lewis, their

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    children Justin and Allison, father-in-love Vincent Robert

    Porties (Babu), mother-in-love Debra Joyce Porties(Yeiyu), sisters-in-love Cicely, Nadalyn (David Isaiah), his

    Kenyan family: CuCu Grace, Gicheru, Sammie, Maggie,

    Sarah and Ann, and a village of other special family

    members and brothers and sisters in the

    Pan-Afrikan and Afrikan liberation movements.

    A man of positive actions and righteous convictions,

    Yale lived to serve others, but his first dedication was to

    amelioration of self, family, people, community, and

    culture. While it cannot be denied that his actions and

    deeds greatly impacted many people, particularly the

    watoto (children), whom held a special place in his heart,

    his spirit lives on in the fecundity that sustains

    all existence.

    May these collected verses afford you an opportunity

    to share in Yales convictions, hopes, dreams, sorrows,

    frustrations, joys, pains, and ultimately his vision.

    The pen continues to be mightier than the sword.

    Detroit, Michigan, 2008

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    IMANI

    TO BELIEVE IN YOU AND YOUR SOUL.

    TO TRAVEL IN YOU WITH YOUR MIND.

    TO BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE.

    TO FIND YOUR AFRICAN POWER IN YOU.

    TO COME TO MAAT AND GIVE PEACE.

    TO HAVE FAITH IN OTHER PEOPLES SOULS.

    TO GO BACK TO YOUR HOMELAND AFRICA.

    by Fahd (Bahati) Hassan Abubakhari

    10 (ten) years old2009

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    Dedicated to the wife, children, and family

    of njoma omi Yale Guy Miller

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    if seeing is believing

    not looking is knowing

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    faith is to knowledge

    as hope is to belief

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    April 9, 1971 February 24, 2007

    omi njoma

    Yale Guy Miller

    PROPHET OF TRUTH

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    1

    faith

    the faculty sensing absolute truth

    processing perceptions refining character

    ultimate knowledge certainly

    factual beyond flesh

    breathe of life ending death

    cosmonolougous rhetorician

    having harmony within

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    2

    solar aura

    aakhu jua sol sun

    brilliance brings deliverance

    thy kingdom come

    thy will be done

    hellions suffer heavens severance

    castrated men oppressed made dumb

    find light wielders in the wings

    swing low sweet chariot i sing

    ra scolds apep the snake

    preserving real destroying fake

    still the cause good things growonce was blind, now I know

    the chlorophyll/melanin need

    soul khemystry carbons heed

    black seeds of totality

    liberate from partiality

    as we photosynthesize

    the calling to realize

    heliolotrous concentricity

    return humane civility

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    steak dinner

    eating products of a wound

    will it heal mine as i consume

    or exasperate my problems

    licking cows seething pain

    like a little evil goblin

    cattle see me coming

    and know it's time to sweat

    though i do not hate you

    ive reveled in your death

    you tasted your family's gore

    as you breathed your last breathnow your blood drips from my jaws

    gnashing and rending without pause

    like a rebel without a cause

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    before the book

    i am a man of JAH not a man of the book

    you worshipers of the book shall perish for your idolatry

    no book can tell me of RA resonating in my soul

    faith is the faculty tediously unlearned

    through worldly parenting

    and books books books

    the books you deify know nothing

    JAH speaks to essential man,

    bumbling scribes misinterpret

    holy symbols are misused by lack of insight into

    bahavad-gita, al-quran, and other biblesanxious for the freedom carried in subtle breezes

    missed in the fervor of flipping through impotent pages

    making gods of whimsical definitions

    appraising sizes shapes and cover designs

    finding beauty in particles shitting on others

    exclaiming I have the truth

    denying that she has you

    frantically producing swords guns and books

    to defend your prophecies of peace

    killing the peaceful by natures grace

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    before the book/continued/

    imaginative youth find refuge in dreams

    and ethereal idols of unbounded words

    the lord is my shepherd I shall not want

    to worship your graven crosses dollars and books

    but o the green pastures

    my alter is there

    where mumbi met gikuyu

    where eshu bridges planes

    where khunum spins his wheel

    calling all to paradise

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    watermelon

    undressed

    succulent sweet delicate flesh

    cut for comfort in eager palms

    sucked and poked til seeds emerge

    catching every sumptuous fluid drop

    upon lips tongue and skin

    engulfing epicurean ecstasy

    til an exhausted sticky end

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    afrikan flag

    Red as the vitality of diverse warriors forever eminent

    Black as the infinite depths of holes in outer space

    Green as the perfect tempo of corn strides in breezy fields

    I am the foundation for the opener of ways

    like the swallow, none can hinder me

    I am the one reckoned

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    find one

    answers within condone no sin

    nature is balance each soul kin

    hold to truth peace harmony rhythm

    opposites attract? Obey this system

    yin + yang + dark + light+

    moon + sun + woman + man

    = 1

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    alabama red mud

    finally

    alabama red mud

    dirt my color

    earth hued afrikans

    come in all shades

    mine is alabama red mud

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    camaraderie?

    neglect and disregard oppose intimacy

    while faith inspires unity, you are disappearing

    will and intention are hardly mentioned

    so where is camaraderie

    fateful decisions are made silly

    my heart is filled with sorrow and

    i miss the glory of love

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    reconcile

    wayward pretensions precluded theft

    of mind ether time and space

    ulterior affections result in utter condemnation

    the light of becoming defeats transgressions

    brilliance reveals the venomous secrets

    barriers against intimacy crumble

    pleasure has no appeal as we work for peace

    synthesizing principled convictions

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    fall

    bowlegged black baby runnin' down the hall

    dont fall

    already cursin his mama

    black boy don't fall

    bowlegged pseudo-man cursing us all

    nigga

    hurry up and fall

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    facet yourself

    there is one truth

    with so many facets

    you wont know them all

    that is until The All calls

    submitting your will completely

    making you a deity

    perfect angelic servant

    facet yourself

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    tehuti

    husband of Truth

    guide of ancient quills

    now mine

    perpetuate thine perfection

    manifest real progress

    pointing to conscience beyond scrolls

    in words known to souls

    the seat of which is black and rich

    minds womb, holy tomb thank you whom

    till there

    perpetuate thine perfection

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    stranded

    stranded

    awaitin salvation

    divine redemption

    burnt out transmission

    tow trucks only come

    if you call them

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    beautiful

    red dirt

    green grass

    white rocks

    blown up mountain

    roaring four lane highway

    whatever happened to a small dirt road

    one lane comin-

    one lane goin

    granddaddy said

    beautiful used to bes

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    two poems

    two african scholars

    admired by masses

    with beautiful large asses

    causing internal struggles

    for my tongues titillation

    of the labia universa

    a symphony of pleasure

    becomes a queen

    sweating sweet affection

    imagine my excitement

    at the scent of her arousaland the rhythm of her stride

    reverberating my soul

    into her throws of passion

    lost in wonderment transfixed

    fervently plowing my field

    butt around switch hitter hips

    of another even more intrigued

    by tasting my ablutions

    tossing up forbidden delicacies

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    two poems/continued/

    may my senses remain consumed

    by excellent ignorance

    except for heaven on earth

    for she is more than sensual treats

    a volcano erupting fluid light

    granting another black sand shore

    as her magical powders settle

    providing the vital ash

    for ancient rituals of power

    a phoenix race's resurrection

    her orgasm rains divine protectiona paradigm of love

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    life

    creation of expectation

    continuous

    fermentation of senses

    inflation of reality

    terrible truth

    experience

    transition

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    important men

    important men

    flip through papers

    make love to beautiful women

    and eat well

    important men

    ride in big cars

    making phone calls

    saying no

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    damn baby

    damn baby!

    you so large

    you keep growing

    quite intimidating

    with that large knife

    set it down, its already bloody

    as i wait, scared

    foolishly willing

    to die

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    alone

    since the murder

    i have grown

    alone

    here in this

    deep dark dank womb

    warm nurturing healing

    when you left

    once again

    the universe became

    my woman

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    iron bitch

    the muse of a thousand poets

    impenetrable by my words

    ignoring my affections

    what i thought was fertilizer

    ain't shit to her

    my heart begins to morn

    for the stranger i adorned

    impartially took my baubles

    dropping carelessly at her feetdesperate seeds sprout in sand

    still seeking the moisture of paradise

    tromped under adamant paws

    the iron bitch drags a sleigh

    full of baggage across the desert

    loathing the terms of her existence

    shrugging of an oasis

    as if only a mirage

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    hate

    thieves are not to blame

    for the pain which wracks my brain

    depressing my dimensions

    into psychotic directionless delirium

    compromising my inherent integrity

    out of noble essence into the enemys trap

    what karmic debt must i pay to be free

    the giant mosquito mounting petrifies me

    sucking sucking sucking

    parents of the gods, help me smash her

    before she leaves my body a huskand feeds me to eggs making more like her

    i cannot go peacefully neither can i make war

    therefore i hate myself

    i hate hating myself

    when i havent done what i aught to do

    hate excuses my non-doing

    becoming weak with discontentment

    wallowing in desperate disease

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    hate/continued/

    loathing the futility my hate produces

    the infertility the ignorant chaos

    the masochism of torturous complacence

    how long will i venture not to move

    toward a humane destiny

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    in one

    becoming Khrist is a goal where evil is normal

    where Khrist is normal perfection's home

    life run, supercede time

    accepting divine

    fathers and sons

    in one

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    words

    breaths formation contemplation

    parted mouth's reverberations

    resound throughout the universe

    thus return blessing or curse

    reliant upon intent force and rhythm

    when true say them

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    one is all

    who has called the one and all

    one creating all, yet distant

    preyed too externally

    i attest blaspheming west

    did invest this pest o' tests

    eastern eyes with sun rise

    to see the skies within

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    goddess reborn

    consider your divine attributes

    find the symbols each of them suits

    don yourself in such finery

    of daughters and sons of egypts ancestry

    sparkling robes, the sheerest of gowns

    kilts, vests, headdresses profound

    accentuate body set aura aglow

    prepare for a festive energy flow

    the time is right, planets congruent

    the goddess reborn offers unguent

    bring her a smile a will to dancean inkling to love perchance?

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    khryst

    Original Source

    Balanced Dialect

    Clairaudient Voice

    Upright Square

    Passionate Prosperity

    Perfect Paradigm

    Sovereign Love

    Astral Matrix

    Pregnant Potency

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    yes us

    obeying cosmogenius law

    rebellion self destructs by design

    not to be born again

    christians have you forgotten

    the Khrist before Jesus

    the question Y must replace the silent J

    to finally betray the devil's lie

    the truth is Yes-us

    before any savior saint or other crucifixions

    the kingdom of heaven is within

    each and every vibrating molecule

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    kill my poisoner

    that shit you fed me

    is fighting in my stomach like demons

    what foolishness made me trust you

    if only i could vomit

    my brain might stop throbbing

    distress disrupts my synapse

    i snap leaping in spastic convulsions

    to kill my poisoner

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    change unchanging

    becoming what is

    ever changing into the unchanging

    is

    life beyond existence

    acceptance tolerance adoration respect

    redundant monotonous peace

    comfort is not complacence

    change!

    into the constancy of change unchanging

    divine paradox

    the same yesterday as evermorejust honorable real

    conscience awaits your dance

    change into unchanging

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    khristian focus

    the Khristian focus is God in everyone

    Yesyou represents the point of connection

    His Imperial Majesty

    The Prince of Mercy Justice and Peace

    The Wholly Spirit is free

    the sun of man is

    manhood, management, manifestation

    of The Sovereign God's kingdom, our nation

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    ebony

    if your timelessness was recognized

    by my fragmented particles

    i might accept your CPR

    your gaze permeated me

    before your hyacinth breath

    only 18 years in flesh

    upon this musical alter

    your tongue breaks concrete

    turning soil to plant a gardenfull of playscapes for ghetto babies

    eating the intellect of monsters

    regurgitating mercy

    your husky voice summons naps

    to the pillow on your lap

    where I nap further dreaming

    of milky pearls dribbling

    from the mouth of a babe

    imbibed and inundating

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    ebony/continued/

    your ancient maternal purity

    original yet so very new

    if only I could hear you

    like my own conscience

    among these foreign folkways

    your wisdom might absorb me

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    ode to blackness

    what in reality isnt black, in darkness unseen unknown

    what subject do you know all about

    putting it completely in the light, none

    do you fully comprehend ink on paper

    the beauty of knowledge is discovery

    the smart ones never stop learning

    only fools have knowledge

    the rest are had by her overwhelming blackness

    an ever realizing relationship

    thought un-betrayed until spoken and acted upon

    how black is the you nobody has seenas Unseen controls the scene

    is your spirit privately as it seems to us absorbing it

    where is the home of the light you emanate

    if not the carbon of your cells paneling your photosynthesis

    in the twinkling song of spectrum even the light is black

    as colors extend mix and change becoming indistinguishable

    like blue and violet shimmering in onyx eyed reflections

    what in reality isnt black in darkness unseen unknown

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    ode to blackness/continued/

    what subject do you know all about

    putting it completely in the light, none

    ink on bright white paper do you fully comprehend

    the beauty of knowledge, discovery

    never get enough un-quantifiable stuff

    only fools have knowledge

    the rest are had by an ever realizing relationship

    the Un-definable begets the defined

    as children are born of abyssal wombs

    (Nun fathoms the miracle of birth)

    coming out of blackness

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    valerian wine

    degrees of peace digest revelations

    psychic channeling pores breathe

    inspiring northern highlights

    calming adversity in Sirius blue

    intensifying lifes radiance

    as sweet drops squeezed, from petals drifted

    return to lotus core

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    amerikan breakfast

    black chinese like teas

    mingle with diversity

    homeboys span the globe

    of richer color than coffee

    drunk with milk and cream

    sweetened by tan shafts-crushed

    chemicalized into crystalline granules

    even the wheat of my bread is bleached

    the texture is gummy between my teeth

    with grafted scraps of unfamiliar beasts

    potential frappe is merely a condimentmy berries are minced my vine fruits pickled

    only my leafy greens are crisp

    this morning i am in amerika

    the sun rises as any place

    breaking violent constipation

    burning through mucus and too much fat

    diarrhea aerates lucky bowels

    bodies become earth ethers become air

    though no shamba may grace this scene

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    amerikan breakfast/continued/

    there is still cooperation

    among men and land and tools

    loving the unity of God

    in this valley of death

    reality dispels illusions

    as bitter frigid space and time

    melt on undeniable horizons

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    fuckthisshit

    venturing to move away from violent ingratitude

    witch pays my bills keeping me hooked

    unable to digest, nervous stomach trouble

    her brand of love is domineering force

    lying beneath a faade of professionalism

    she professes to care

    she professes to remember

    she professes

    she is only a professor not a parent or teacher

    leading me to say fuckthisshit

    i cannot afford to compute her false datai cry out

    leave me be cuz you dont know me

    my words are tired and out of breath

    i count the drops of blood diluting creeping ichors

    witch quantifies life and hates numerology

    her prosthetic tentacle, i refuse decomposition

    becoming bionic through psychophysical intelligence

    redefining artificial

    breaking away

    transforming

    into a new machine

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    black M

    fibrous fruits scrape rotten glued meat

    thirty feet from intestinal walls

    herbal tonics restored vitality

    water flushes heavy toxins

    physical healing becomes meditative spirit food

    a stomach shrinks to moderate size

    focal chakra increase potency

    in men once dimmed by hateful vengeance

    respect for retrospect returns

    consoling psychic repercussions of satans greatest gaffle

    cleansing static minds cling, millions of men convenethe nations resource on crackers front porch

    a dynamic sovereign display

    of neglected forbears civil ways

    the whole village prays

    Free The Land!

    this federally reserved plantation

    demands unemployed emancipation

    with choices of freedom in quad formation

    communing to stand on solid ground

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    black M/continued/

    where New Afrikans abound

    atonement resounds, resolutions round

    divine forgiveness rings profound

    hounds fear Reciprocities' order

    though black men did not draw this border

    we now approach with confidence

    to stand for justice and recompense

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    dollars

    notes of promise

    from liars

    IOU silver

    gold and happiness

    bitter scrounging

    petty wars

    lust blood and tears

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    miracle

    your miraculous appearance

    out of the bowels of hell

    like my own

    impassioned polyrhythmic breaths

    were you my husband and i your wife in a past life

    known as one self

    marriage of I and I

    with this power we shall fly

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    crow

    the black caw circles

    flashing glance recounts, ignorance

    deathly quiet precedes, calamities

    plucking corrupt eyes, spiraling dread

    perches on heads of mentally dead

    pure rogue saint bandito

    horrible thief of carrion

    gulping bloody senses

    ground in freedoms gizzards

    where blazing coals rage

    fanned by deceitful bellowsa morbid gust goes, remaining unfathomed

    circling beyond 360

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    khrist within

    love all, not to condone

    lust nor greed which poisons home

    to know a mans Khrist within

    observe the rule which governs him

    twisted words misrepresent

    continued action proves intent

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    feminism

    dont be insane

    a man aint yo bane

    Aman made yo brain

    dont be afraid

    we're all man hand made

    then birthed through

    yo mamas womb

    hence the intense experience

    your first mans day

    half yo existence is man

    girl dont be afraid

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    infactuation

    beyond our platonic ties

    im possessed by x-ray eyes

    doomed to fantasize

    the hollows of your comely thighs

    weaning from a precious milk

    an aura wrapping me, supple as silk

    the babe of age denied the breast

    as hawks bring solid food to nest

    before the test of fledglings

    to fly or die

    give me reality let me chew

    strengthening bone flesh and sinew

    nudge me to leap and plunge so deep

    until an upward coasting sweep

    lifts me into the sky

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    negro please

    you still a broke ass nigga

    gettin paid

    gettin laid in the shade

    tryin to hit a lick

    with all that slick shit

    beggin massa please

    steady payin fees

    how you gonna grow

    down on yo knees

    nigga grow niggagrow

    nigga negro please

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    ahati

    at tension attention aten chan

    Tamos shaolin returns

    to orient our black dance

    the science of holy defiance

    from nile valley through song shan province

    since he came from pallava to kan chi

    indus kushite in china free

    fanning the flames of unity

    Bodhidarmas skills return

    that babylon may swiftly burn

    flickering red gold green blackfinally peeling the cap

    off of cap it all ism

    the true universalist mission

    to manufacture anuka

    as Buddhas blessed chuan fa

    drives home resounding aha

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    smoking goddess

    a beautiful black goddess

    smoking like a dragon

    her wrath, stern harsh yet just

    she knows the immortality of love

    her faithful convictions

    shall never falter

    her world is cruel

    and she communicates well

    pacing her inevitably violent existence

    by puffing clouds of death

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    new horizons

    so many suns linger on horizons

    avoiding the apex of midday

    smoldering chocking on uncertainty

    fearing needed change

    relearning lessons known all too well

    anxiously forgetting the cycle

    dwelling on pleasures of the night

    but the day is so young

    for high strung well hung afrikan bandits

    destined to restore a life of ecstasy

    arise o sun you are the godof crops of seas of men

    rise in honor of your mother

    who knows your silent names

    rise in honor of your father

    with timely seeds of freedom

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    social work

    a concentrated beam of force

    enlightens the wisest course

    peacefully pursuing peace

    though demons on the land unleashed

    wreak havoc on partial selves

    the myth of western culture fails

    only Shu blows Nubian sails

    throwing overboard complacence

    with arms of love and common sense

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    for no apparent reason

    for no apparent reason

    i break out in tears

    i call your name with fear

    for no apparent reason

    you walked out on me

    i wonder where you cold be

    for no apparent reason

    i sing you this song

    youve been gone too long

    for no apparent reason

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    inglish man

    du a luk lak an inglish man

    way yu worin bot haw mi yus der wurds den

    de was only fa paten an sellin tings

    befo we com tawkin bot Jah Rasta

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    succubi

    shes one a dem succubi

    shell suck you dry

    she hates the man you see

    just drinks his precious energy

    shell entice you with her frame

    sweet voice or the sound of her name

    disciplines her bane, she plays a deadly game

    she wants the energy, released in a mans seed

    shell suck you again and again

    until your life is drained

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    the wound

    before painful memorys came

    the startling visualization

    crimson slices in flesh

    spreading into beautiful sheets and streams

    remarkable yet pleasantly temporary

    now a crusty puss filled character

    is often teased and scraped

    from nostalgia

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    89 circa

    im my own god im not a faade

    im your brother not your sire

    so stay off my sac

    ill set your pyre on fire

    if you don't step back

    i hold a few titles

    i don't worship idols

    these recitals is vital to our survival

    apep's my rival

    temper my swordwith the heat of my bible

    to compromise is not viable

    the means to freedom is tribal

    unity is divinity

    you front on me im not liable

    for what happens to you

    through me and my crew

    you bound to catch you an eyeful

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    flavor

    flavor most

    thick flavor

    thick!

    sweet tart

    grapefruit cocktail juicy

    flavor

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    power trip

    get that cracker off yo wall!

    im talkin bout jesus yall

    from stain glass raping yo ass

    Cross Pimps collect cash

    congregangsters talkin shit

    catchin spirits throwin fits

    holy? I doubt it

    where's the men?

    harmonious culture,semblance of kin

    and land control relationships

    since youre on a power trip

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    face of heaven/In memory of Grandmother Irene Gildresleeve Lewis/

    freedom is immanent

    great artificer in crisp smelling linen

    the dance of your soul is beyond

    earths atmosphere is your blue gown

    now the wind tells us to just keep goingyour playful theatrics are the song of birds

    crying and praying for your wisdom

    with grace we remember your light

    the way you lived in Khrist

    we honor the holy spirit

    of a woman who often smiled

    into the face of heaven

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    freedom

    Freedom thumps in your heartbeat

    Slavery wont let you see

    Distorted reality don't want me to be

    Programmed through my TV

    Theyre taxing my water and electricity

    Taxing my property but don't take care of me

    Is theyre will and intent government

    I thought that's what welfare meant

    Fat pigs say the moneys spent

    Switching patterns of a maze

    To keep some in a lab rat race

    But the rhythm moving through your soul

    And every virtue you extol

    Purifies the temple

    Physical spiritual mental

    How can we reach the pentacles

    If we always eat their chemicals

    So full of disease we burn or freeze

    For some more polluted cheese

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    freedom/continued/

    But them rebels have got a plot

    To blast lab walls till they drop

    Swinging swords of third ventricles

    Slashing the krakens tentacles

    Saving the world

    Let words of truth unfurl

    Now is the time

    To recompense the crime

    Time for nation time for race

    Time for time, time for space

    Our own kindFree the land for peace of mind

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    black blastulae

    the penis enters the vagina like ooosh

    stretch push grind bend

    precious fluids blend

    strokin strokin stroking

    til we exite the penile glands

    then ejaculation

    sploosh out comes jism

    yes and sperm begin to swim

    with sole purpose finding the ovum

    to fertilize up in a fallopian

    thus we have conceptionthe cell splits, they split again

    after two more times we have

    blastulation

    Black Blastulation

    foundation of the nation

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    twin

    We met through pre-destiny

    Planetary commonality uncanny

    Separate parents yet progeny

    twin called the case

    Our purpose to unite our race

    Vivid visionary style

    Utopian gods profiles beguile

    Away I miss familiar vibe

    Summoned inside black ocean tribe

    Hard to describe, certainly kindred

    Through fire earth and color redWhat shall this friendship beget

    At least something I won't forget

    Sista love sent from above

    Felling sad and displaced

    So beautiful with solemn grace

    Unbecoming this frown

    Let beams set off your crown

    Enlightening inner vision

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    twin/continued/

    Seeing right decision

    Let nicety of Jahs embrace

    Summon pearls to your face

    With your cheeks upward crease

    With your breath pleasant speech

    Though in the belly of the beast

    Your innocence his poisoned feast

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    crash course

    Looking inward

    I see

    She is outer vision

    On a crash course collision

    With herself

    With skeptical heart and head

    Her logic leaves her black-dead

    Like brain dead but only

    To what she cant see

    All are blind to blackness

    Still fear not to enterOur living fuel lies deep

    Vibrant Within our center

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    shoe

    impressions complement feats past

    in skins, with sole

    the base of history

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    new afrikan horizons

    so many suns linger on horizons

    avoiding the apex of midday

    smoldering chocking on uncertainty

    fearing needed change

    relearning lessons known all too well

    anxiously forgetting the cycle

    dwelling on pleasures of the night

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    dream

    dream of unity and work

    see the vision of divine reality

    resolve to establish our kingdom on earth

    dream the dream of heaven in daily service

    manifest the miracles mortals say are impossible

    ride the waves of dream into a better world

    dream of Afrikan sovereignty and establish it

    in your inner space

    carry it to the farmers, clothiers, and architectsof your village

    dream of the ancient Afrikan panacea restored

    give the dream breath, hands, feet, and future

    to sing, dance, clap and crumble the walls of hate

    dream of superior technology long forgotten

    solar powered hovercraft and crystalline domes

    clean air and water, peaceful homes and gardens

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    dream/continued/

    dream of the Afrikan diet and eat your dream.

    dream of eggplant, yams, cassava and melons

    purple, orange, white, and green,

    dream the dream of survival.

    dream, wake up, see, be and do. dream of study,

    and prayer

    envisage the light of your aura radiating throughout

    the world.shoot like a star into perspective on planets, galaxies,

    and universe.

    walk fully grounded sharing the dream of saints, saviors

    and redeemers.

    dream like Marcus, Ida B., Malcolm, Sojourner, Martin,

    and Fannie Lou.

    dream awake and do.

    dream aloud and say, give voice to the mind of freedom

    dream

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    what happened

    whatever happened to

    no matter what

    ill always be here

    ill never leave you

    you know Ill love you

    no matter what

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    poem for yale

    by the late great Yakini Abubakhari

    Born of The energy of NEBULAE,

    destined for the replication of

    time and space and thought

    The bearer of truth by thy own presence

    a hope for all our tomorrows

    The seed of our universe

    See the path created only for THEE

    and be about your ancestral job

    your mind, thoughts, eyes, touch, tasteare your bestowed weapons

    choose them well,

    for each is blessed

    with our collective energies.

    One Love

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    for njoma

    by Kefentse Bandele

    His soul ambition was for us to be free,

    and now theres a hole in our African community.

    I'm outraged, because all the brotha did

    is what real brothas do,

    attain information and knowledge and

    pass it to the youth.

    BlackStar bookstore is once again in my poem,

    That's the genesis of our relationship,

    or where I got to knowem.Comin in, tall and bronzed skin, always

    with a smile,

    he was usually seen with either or both

    woman and child.

    I have guilt in my heart, took it for granted

    that Id always seeem again,

    either at BlackStars anniversary or at

    the African World fest at summers send.

    But wheres the consistency in my last line?

    If I called him my brother we should havebroke bread all the time.

    But never-the-less, you will not die in vain.

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    for njoma/continued/

    Those lost African souls who assassinated you

    will thoroughly know your name.

    Even if it comes to inflictin pain!

    Njoma, me and the community gon look after

    yo seeds,

    and to the greatest of our ability provide

    yo queen with what she needs.

    So until we meet again look around that place,

    all those we talked about and learned from,

    you can clearly see their faces.Malcolm X, Dr. Clarke, Kwame Ture, and so on.

    Now your eldest child must step up with a legacy

    to build on.

    And you yourself have taken on a spiritual mission,

    and Im lightin a white candle to smooth out

    your transition.

    Youve rejuvenated us all, and now I gotta another

    story to tell.

    From the entire African community my brother,

    we bid you farewell.

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    All proceeds from the sale of this book go to:

    YALE MILLER MEMORIAL FUND

    Account #8103707397

    Bank of America

    15010 Jefferson

    Grosse Pointe Park, MI 48230

    Attn: Juanita Robbins

    313.821.6804

    Contributions and donations are also welcome.

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    /order form/$9.95 per copy

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    All proceeds from the sale of this book go to the

    YALE MILLER MEMORIAL FUND

    Account #8103707397

    Bank of America

    15010 Jefferson

    Grosse Pointe Park, MI 48230

    Attn: Juanita Robbins

    313.821.6804Make all checks or money orders payable to:

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    On Saturday, February 24, 2007 at5:15 p.m., shortly after leaving theresidence of a long time friend,Yale Miller, affectionately known tofamily and friends as Njoma, wasviciously murdered by fatal shots

    fired at his jeep, claiming his life atthe young age of 35.

    Husband, father, teacher, counselor,activist, and poet, to say thatNjoma will be missed is indeed agross understatement. However, wemust rejoice in the realization thatthe works of his spirit live on in thefecundity that sustains all existence.

    This opus of his collected versesstand as a living testament to themajesty of his quintessence.

    yale miller

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    yale miller