BETH HART: LAYERS OF TRUTH

7/25/2019 BETH HART: LAYERS OF TRUTH

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Ncguhty en Vbaheheiy @jhircdj


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TC@HJ EN GEMTJMTW

C`strcgt

Amtredugtaem ....................................................................................................................3

A C dasjcsj as c gbcrcgtjr trcat5........................................................................................0

AA Tbj wjaibt en tbj reets................................................................................................:

AAA Hevj sunnjrs at chh............................. .........................................................................1

A^ Amte tbj c`yss...........................................................................................................33

^ Bchnwcy te erdamcry hanj............................................................................................3:

Â Nreo oetbjrs rjpraocmds te tbeuscmds en mjw ncms..............................................31

ÂA Em tbj wcy beoj....................................................................................................07

ÂAA Me pcssaemctj cdoarjrs, me @jtb Bcrt5..............................................................73

Gemghusaem.....................................................................................................................74

Cppjmdax.......................................................................................................................7:

@a`haeircpby..................................................................................................................71

Ahhustrctaems....................................................................................................................4>


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C`strcgt

Gemtjopercry pepuhcr guhturj as nahhjd watb sterajs cèut tchjmtjd lczz, `hujs cmd regkpjrnerojrs wbesj havjs bcvj `jjm ètb suggjssnuh cmd trciag. @jtb Bcrt as emj en tbesj pjrnerojrs.

Bewjvjr, tbas ocy seumd jxciijrctjd `jgcusj @jtb wcs umkmewm te tbj ijmjrch pu`hag ner c hemi

taoj. Am tbas pcpjr wj namd rjcsems ner bjr ojdac c`sjmgj cmd rjgjmt geoojrgach suggjss. Tbj dctc

wjrj e`tcamjd `y gemsuhtami cm jxtjmsavj muo`jr en crtaghjs, tbj hatjrcturj cèut àpehcr daserdjr,

cmd hemi beurs en vadje amtjrvajws. At wcs neumd tbct cm jcrhy eggurjmgj en àpehcr daserdjr cmd

dannaguht ncoahy garguostcmgjs hjd te vcraeus amcpprepractj cgtaems cmd jquchhy neroadc`hj

gemsjqujmgjs, wbagb rjsuhtjd am yjcrs en ojdac c`sjmgj. Tbas amvjstaictaem bcs chse rjvjchjd tbct

@jtb bcs ocmcijd te survavj cmd rjgajvj pu`hag rjgeimataem duj te bjr pjrsastjmgj, tbj hevj en bjr

bus`cmd, ncoahy cmd pcssaemctj cdoarjrs, cs wjhh cs tbj aoprevjojmt am bjr samiami/semiwratami.

Tbus, tbjsj namdamis ocy `j `jmjnagach te chh tbesj wbe `ctthj cicamst saoahcr pre`hjos cmd njjh

hemjhy cmd asehctjd am tbjar werhds. Tbj cutber chse bepjs te ennjr c oedjst gemtraùtaem te tbj najhd

en pepuhcr guhturj cmd ousag, cs wjhh cs djjpjr kmewhjdij cèut tbas iantjd weocm.

Kjywerds< @jtb Bcrt, àpehcr daserdjr


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@JTB BCPT< HCQJPW EN TPZTB Drcicmc Cmdljhag

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Amtredugtaem

@jtb Bcrt bcs gcuibt tbj pu`hag jyj am rjgjmt yjcrs duj te bjr tchjmt cmd bemjsty. Mewcdcys,

sbj as rjgeimazjd cs emj en tbj `jst cmd oest cutbjmtag regk-`hujs-seuh samijrs, entjm geopcrjd te

Lcmas Lepham, Coy Yamjbeusj, Jttc Lcojs, @ahhaj Behadcy, jtg. Bewjvjr, cpcrt nreo @jtb Bcrt, chh entbj scad crtasts jmleyjd pu`hag rjgeimataem jcrhy em cmd ct hjcst emj èek djcht watb tbjar havjs, tee

entjm met umtah tbjy pcssjd cwcy. Djspatj tbj ncgt tbjrj as c het en octjrach tbct djchs watb Bcrt s hanj

cmd gcrjjr, at as stahh aopessa`hj te namd ct hjcst pcrtachhy tbereuib cggeumt en bjr hanj watb am-djptb

jxphcmctaems cmd rjcsems ner bjr hemi ojdac c`sjmgj cmd hcgk en wadjr rjgeimataem jquavchjmt te bjr

tchjmt.

Tbjrjnerj, tbas study negusjs em chh en tbj cspjgts en @jtbs hanj. Tbj narst pcrt en tbj pcpjr

djchs watb tbj daserdjr tbct bcs bcd c rcdagch aopcgt em bjr hanj; tbj sjgemd jxpherjs bjr gbahdbeed

cmd jcrhy tjjmcij yjcrs; gbcptjrs neur cmd navj cmchyzj tbj pjraed en cduhtbeed, up te bjr tbartajs;

pcrts sax cmd sjvjm rjvjch seoj en tbj oest dannaguht struiihjs cmd tjoptctaems, cs wjhh cs Bcrts narststjps tewcrds nrjjdeo cmd bjchami; cmd, namchhy, tbj hcst twe gbcptjrs tjhh tbj stery en @jtbs rjgjmt

metc`hj cggeophasbojmts cmd seoj en tbj oest aopertcmt pjephj am bjr hanj bjr pcssaemctj

cdoarjrs.

Am erdjr te cgbajvj tbct, tbj hatjrcturj em àpehcr daserdjr cmd c bumdrjd vcraeus crtaghjs cmd

rjvajws, cs wjhh cs beurs cmd beurs en rjgerdjd amtjrvajws bcvj `jjm gemsuhtjd. C survjy, wbagb

wahh `j prjsjmtjd am oerj djtcah ct tbj jmd en tbj pcpjr, bcs chse `jjm grjctjd cmd cttjoptjd. Tbas

geoàmctaem en seurgjs bcs ghjcrhy sbewm tbct ouhtaphj ncgters hjd te @jtb s hctjr geoojrgach

suggjss. Bjr pcrjmts davergjd wbjm sbj wcs emhy navj, sbj dreppjd eut en baib sgbeeh cmd stcrtjd

usami druis ct 33. Ct tbj scoj taoj, bjr ehdjr sastjr Wbcrem iet CADW cmd dajd tjm yjcrs hctjr. Am

cddataem te tbct, @jtb bcs `jjm me strcmijr te sjhn-bcro cmd psygbactrag wcrds cmd etbjr saoahcr

amstatutaems. Wbj steed ncgj te ncgj watb djctb cmd truhy bcd um`jhajvc`hj ups cmd dewms tbct sbj

peurjd amte bjr ousag. @y rjoevami hcyjrs en trutb, @jtb bcs ircduchhy stcrtjd icamami cm amsaibt amte

truj hevj tewcrds etbjrs cmd sjhn, cmd ct hjcst pcrtachhy suggjjdjd am evjrgeoami bjr werst erdjchs.


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A C dasjcsj as c gbcrcgtjr trcat5

At oust bcvj `jjm ètb seetbami cmd pcamnuh, cntjr geumthjss yjcrs en sunnjrami gcusjd `y

àpehcr daserdjr, te bjcr bjr tbjrcpast scy, Ats met wbe yeu crj, ats wbct yeu bcvj. At oust bcvj

`jjm c rjhajn ner @jtb Bcrt, tee. Cmd chtbeuib tbj purpesj en tbas pcpjr as met te reocmtagazj, hjt

chemj sjmsctaemchazj cmy typj en ahhmjss, at as aopessa`hj te put csadj sugb cm jssjmtach amirjdajmt am

@jtbs hanj, gcrjjr cmd pjrsemchaty. @y sberthy jxphcamami tbj gbcrcgtjrastags en àpehcr daserdjr,

@jtbs cgtaems cmd `jbcvaer, djsgra`jd am djtcah am tbj rjst en tbj pcpjr, wahh `j ncr jcsajr te ircsp;

jspjgachhy an emj as ncoahacr watb tbj ncgt tbct sbj dad jxbaàt seoj sjraeus syopteos en ojmtch

daserdjr ct cm jcrhy cij. Tbjrjnerj, wj stcrt tbj leurmjy amte Bcrts hanj `y rjvjchami tbj prjsjmt

namdamis emàpehcr daserdjr cmd ats aopcgt em cm amdavaduchs hanj.

Te `jiam watb, àpehcr daserdjr as met seoj sert en rjgjmt, cu geurcmt daserdjr chtbeuib,

cdoattjdhy, at as `jami dacimesjd oerj nrjqujmthy mewcdcys. At wcs narst ojmtaemjd am cmgajmt taojscmd entjm gchhjd ojhcmgbehy. Hctjr, seojtaoj am tbj 31tb gjmtury, at wcs rjmcojd te ocmag

djprjssaem. At as, tbjrjnerj, umqujstaemc`hy cpprepractj te tbamk en tbj bastery en àpehcr daserdjr cs

rjocrkc`hy gbcmijc`hj cmd stahh pcrthy umprjdagtc`hj, chtbeuib tbjrj bcvj gjrtcamhy `jjm seoj

saimanagcmt cdvcmgjojmts am tbj najhd am tbj pcst 06 yjcrs.

Emj en tbj rjcsems ner ats umprjdagtc`hj mcturj hajs am tbj ncgt tbct sgajmtasts crj stahh ncr nreo

prjgasjhy djtjroamami tbj jxcgt gcusjs en àpehcr daserdjr. Tbjrjnerj, an emj cskjd wby, ner amstcmgj,

@jtb Bcrt iet àpehcr daserdjr, sgajmtasts weuhd ennjr c ouhtatudj en dannjrjmt pessaàhatjs. Ner

jxcophj, at geuhd bcvj bcppjmjd duj te tbj ncoahy bastery en joetaemch daserdjrs am narst-djirjj

rjhctavjs, djprjssaem `jami tbj oest nrjqujmt. Tbjy weuhd chse vjry entjm ojmtaem cmd amsast emum`chcmgjd mjuretrcmsoattjrs, amnhujmgjd `y ijmjtags cmd dannjrjmt hjich/ahhjich su`stcmgjs am oest

gcsjs.3Tbas ojcms tbct ct seoj peamt am tbj àpehcr pjrsems hanj, bj/sbj wahh stcrt bcvami oerj er

hjss amtjmsavj psygbeheiagch pre`hjos, djpjmdami em, en geursj, tbj djirjj en tbj gbjoagch

um`chcmgj. Wgajmtasts `jhajvj tbct tbas ao`chcmgj weuhd nergj tbj àpehcr amdavaduch te trjct bas/bjr

psygbeheiagch pre`hjos `y usami dannjrjmt typjs en mcrgetags. Cggerdamihy, at as met surprasami te

hjcrm tbct oerj tbcm c bchn en àpehcr pctajmts rjpert c bastery en druis cmd chgebeh cùsj, wbagb

ocmy degters gemsadjr cm cttjopt te sjhn-ojdagctj. Em tbj etbjr bcmd, at as quatj stcrthami te hjcrm

tbct, duj te umdjtjroamjd gcusjs, àpehcr pctajmts seojtaojs wcat oerj tbcm tjm yjcrs nreo tbjar narst

syopteos te tbjar narst cdjquctj ojdagctaem cmd trjctojmt. Tbas ocy `j tbj gcsj watb pjephj wbe

sunnjr nreo su`stcmgj cùsj er tbyread ihcmd, cmd crj oasdacimesjd cs àpehcr pctajmts. Am cddataem te

tbct, pctajmts ocy `j iavjm c muo`jr en dannjrjmt dacimesjs er tbjy gcm, cs @jtb Bcrt dad, saophy

rjnusj te cggjpt tbj ncgt tbct tbjy umdjmac`hy sunnjr nreo ocmag djprjssaem.

Pjicrdhjss en tbj ncgt tbj gcusjs en àpehcr daserdjr rjocam umkmewm, cmd ner tbj sckj en

umdjrstcmdami @jtbs cgtaems cmd gbeagjs djsgra`jd hctjr em, at as mjgjsscry te pcy ghesjr cttjmtaem te

tbj jstc`hasbjd gbcrcgtjrastags en àpehcr daserdjr, mew hcrijhy `cgkjd up `y rjsjcrgb. Ijmjrchhy

spjckami, c àpehcr pjrsem sunnjrs nreo èuts en ocmac cmd djprjssaem watb pjraeds en meroch

3Mjuretrcmsoattjrs crj `rcam su`stcmgjs wbesj numgtaem as te trcmsoat jhjgtragch saimchs nreo emj mjurem te cmetbjr.


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numgtaemami `jtwjjm tbj jpasedjs. Ocmac as c jupberag cmd/er arratc`hj stctj wbagb gcusjs ojmtch cmd

pbysagch bypjrcgtavaty cmd hjcds te jxgjssjs en chh kamds< shjjphjssmjss, amgrjcsjd amtjrjst am sjx, cs

wjhh cs jxgjssavj aopuhsavaty cmd arratcàhaty. Tbas jxphcams wby ocmag pjrsems entjm cppjcr

jxgjssavjhy sjhn-gemnadjmt, wbagb am turm hjcds te peer ludiojmt cmd gbcetag pjrsemch cmd

prenjssaemch rjhctaemsbaps. Em tbj pesatavj sadj, ocmag pjephj sbew strakami geoàmctery tbamkamiwatb amgrjcsjd càhatajs te rbyoj cmd pum cmd gemmjgt seumds; am cddataem te tbct, ocmy ocmag

pctajmts amstamgtavjhy stcrt wratami pejtry wbjm ocmag, jvjm watbeut cmy praer amtjrjst am at. Tbjy chse

tjmd te usj oerj gehernuh cmd pewjrnuh hcmiucij (amghudami swjcrwerds cmd jxphjtavjs), wbagb ocy

cttrcgt c het en pjephj.0 @jtb Bcrt, ner amstcmgj, cdoats sbj tjmds te wratj oerj durami bjr ocmag

pbcsjs, cmd sbj entjm usjs, tbeuib mew hjss am pu`hag tbcm `jnerj, swjcrwerds.

Em tbj etbjr bcmd, àpehcr djprjssaem bcs ats spjganag gbcrcgtjrastags. Narsthy, at ocy hcst twe

wjjks cmd, am seoj gcsjs, jvjm c njw oemtbs. Pjsjcrgb bcs sbewm tbct àpehcr daserdjr narst cppjcrs

cs c djprjssavj jpasedj watb vjry spjganag syopteos< jmjriy djnagat, njjhamis en djspcar,

wertbhjssmjss, jxgjssavj iuaht, amdjgasavjmjss, suagadch tbeuibts, dannaguhtajs am gemgjmtrctami,

dazzamjss, shewjd ojmtch cmd pbysagch càhatajs, hcgk en amtjrjst am jvjrydcy cgtavatajs, cs wjhh cs

jxgjssavj wjaibt hess/icam.7Em tbj pesatavj sadj, djprjssaem ocy `rami cèut c mjw pjrspjgtavj em

rjchaty, tbj emj tbct umocsks tbj trcmsajmt mcturj en hanj cmd tbj namchaty en djctb. Cggerdamihy, rjgjmt

rjsjcrgb bcs sbewm tbct adjcs cmd `jhajvjs `reuibt cèut durami tbj djprjssaem jpasedjs crj cgtuchhy

ghesjr te rjchaty tbcm tbesj neumd am meroch stctjs. At ocy pcrtachhy jxphcam cmd jopbcsazj tbj

eomaprjsjmt djmach am jvjrydcy hanj cmd umdjrsgerj T. W. Jhaets vajw tbct buocm kamd gcmmet `jcr

ougb rjchaty.4

@jcrami tbj geophjxaty en tbj daserdjr am oamd, at as amtjrjstami cmd aopertcmt te hjcrm bew atas dacimesjd. Tbj dacimesas as c oaxturj en dannjrjmt systjos en ghcssanagctaem cmd ocmuchs, teijtbjr

watb stcmdcrd qujstaemmcarjs cmd rctami sgchjs usuchhy rjnhjgtami tbj gemtrevjrsach Dacimestag cmd

Wtctastagch Ocmuch en Ojmtch Daserdjrs. Tbjrjnerj, nurtbjr ghcssanagctaem en àpehcr daserdjr bcs `jjm

prepesjd, nreo typjs A cmd AA, jvjm ^, `csjd em tbj bastery en bespatchazctaem durami ocmag jpasedjs

cmd/er saimanagcmt hess en numgtaemami durami djprjssaem er ocmac.: Bewjvjr, at as aopertcmt te

ojmtaem tbct tbj dacimesas en àpehcr daserdjr bcs, umtah rjgjmthy, hcgkjd naro vchadctami gratjrac tbct

weuhd prevj tbj ghamagch dacimesas gerrjspemds te tbj spjganag daserdjr. Nertumctjhy, rjgjmt `rcam

aociami sbews bew tbj àpehcr `rcam as gemghusavjhy dannjrjmt, cmd bew àpehcr pjephj amdjjd bcvj

dannjrjmt numgtaemami am gjrtcam crjcs en tbj `rcam wbjm geopcrjd te tbj pepuhctaem ct hcrij.>At as c

saimanagcmt cmd preoasami dasgevjry tbct oaibt namchhy hjcd te rjgeimataem en ojmtch daserdjrs cs

jquchhy sjraeus cs etbjr `rcam daserdjrs dacimesjd ct tbj pbysagch hjvjh. Cs tbj darjgter en tbj

Mctaemch Amstatutj en Ojmtch Bjchtb, Wtjvjm Byocm, puts atOerj cèut àpehcr `rcam aociami ctbttp


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Ojmtch ahhmjssjs crj `rcam dasjcsjs. @csjd em àeojdagch rjsjcrgb, tbjrj as c`sehutjhy me

lustanagctaem ner sjpcrctami eut ojmtch daserdjrs nreo etbjr sjraeus `rcam daserdjrs. Tbjy

crj `rcam dasjcsjs lust cs c strekj er c `rcam tuoer as c `rcam dasjcsj. 9

(WVJGT aocij ahhustrctami dannjrjmgjs `jtwjjm bjchtby cmd daserdjrjd `rcams)

@ut tbjrj crj etbjr pre`hjos watb tbj dacimesas en àpehcr daserdjr. At as dannaguht te geopcrj

àpehcr pctajmts te pctajmts sunnjrami nreo etbjr ahhmjssjss, `jgcusj at as pre`c`hy seojwbct jcsajr te

cggjpt tbct emj sunnjrs nreo, scy, dac`jtjs tbcm c sjraeus cmd entjm jvjm oerj djcdhy ojmtch

daserdjr. Tbct as wby àpehcr pjrsems rjnusj te tckj ojdagctaem ner c hemi taoj cmd/er nehhew c prepjr

trjctojmt. Bewjvjr, jxpjrts entjm jopbcsazj tbct tbj werst tbami c àpehcr pjrsem gcm de as rjnusj te

nehhew c trjctojmt `jgcusj àpehcr daserdjr tjmds te ijt wersj am taoj. Tbct scad, at as tbj bjchtbajst

eptaem te tckj cpprepractj ojdagctaem, rjiuhcrhy cttjmd amdavaduch cmd/er ireup tbjrcpy sjssaems, cmd

djvetj emjsjhn te c bjchtby hanjstyhj. @jtb Bcrt as tbj pjrnjgt jxcophj en tbj `jmjnats en tbas eptaem

cmd ats jnnjgts em ojmtch cmd pbysagch wjhh `jami, cs wjhh cs dagrjcsj am tbj jpasedjs en ocmac cmd

djprjssaem.

Bcvami sberthy jxphcamjd tbj gbcrcgtjrastags en àpehcr daserdjr, at sbeuhd `j peamtjd eut tbct

tbj hamk `jtwjjm ocdmjss cmd ijmaeus bcs jxastjd ner gjmturajs mew, chwcys gcusami gemtrevjrsy cmd

spjguhctaems en chh kamds. Peocmtazctaem en àpehcr daserdjr, bewjvjr, as te `j cveadjd ct chh taojs.

Tbj trutb as tbct ocmy crtasts bcvj sbewm dasprepertaemctj rctj en djprjssavj daserdjrs, amghudami

ocmag djprjssaem. Weoj en tbjo crj @jjtbevjm, Herd @yrem, Jdicr Chhcm Vej, Tehstey, Ieieh,Wgbuocm, Bemerj dj @chzcg, Gbcrhjs Dagkjms, jtg. Tbjrj as chse c irjct muo`jr en sugb crtasts am

pepuhcr ousag, ner jxcophj< Mamc Waoemj, @jssaj Woatb, Jttc Lcojs, Nrcmk Wamctrc, Laoa Bjmdrax,

Lcmas Lepham, Cxh Pesj, Ezzy Ezèurm, Teo Ycats, Joahaj Cutuom, Coy Yamjbeusj, jtg. @ut at as

jvjm oerj numdcojmtch te jmpbcsazj tbct mjatbjr c ieed crtast bcs te ie tbreuib chh tbj oeed gbcmijs

am erdjr te cgbajvj irjctmjss, mer as ieed crt iucrcmtjjd `y tbjsj gbcmijs chemj. Wuddjm càhaty ner

geophjx tbamkami wahh met mjgjsscrahy hjcd te wertbwbahj grjctavj cggeophasbojmt am etbjrwasj

9Gbjgk eut tbj djtcahs en tbj rjsjcrgb ctbttp


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umaociamctavj pjrsems; ùt an tbjsj crj geoàmjd watb aociamctaem cmd dasgaphamj, tbj pessaàhaty en

grjctami sustcamami crt as irjcthy jmbcmgjd.2

Cntjr ieami tbreuib chh tbj dannaguhtajs tbct namj ocdmjss aopesjs, @jtb Bcrt ircduchhy cmd

nertumctjhy gcoj te tbj gemghusaem tbct sbj sbeuhd met adjmtany watb at. Bepjnuhhy, at wahh `jgeoj

jvadjmt am tbj nehhewami djsgraptaem en bjr jcrhy hanj tbct sbj as met te `j `hcojd ner tbj eggurrjmgj entbj daserdjr. Tbus, tbj mjxt gbcptjr wahh ennjr cm amsaibt amte bjr gbahdbeed cmd tjjmcij yjcrs, umtah

sbj turmjd 03.

AA Tbj wjaibt en tbj reets

@jtb Bcrt wcs èrm em 04 Lcmucry, 3190 am Vcscdjmc, Hes Cmijhjs. Wbj usjd te tbamk Hes

Cmijhjs wcs c buij phcgj `raoojd met emhy watb muojreus dcmijrs, ùt chse watb sbchhew pjephj

e`sjssjd watb tbjar gcrjjrs cmd ÂV cgqucamtcmgjs. Cmd chtbeuib Hes Cmijhjs bcs met gbcmijdougb, @jtb Bcrt gjrtcamhy bcs, mew rjicrdami Hes Cmijhjs cs c gaty en `rjctbtckami mcturch `jcutajs,

cs wjhh cs c phcgj wbjrj vcraeus typjs en pjephj crj jcijr te sbew tbjar tchjmts cmd seojbew jxprjss

tbjosjhvjs, jspjgachhy am tbj jmtjrtcamojmt amdustry.1Tbus, tbj neroctaem en @jtbs pjrsemchaty wcs

amnhujmgjd `y HCs teuib jmvaremojmt ùt tbj grugach amnhujmgj gcoj, en geursj, nreo bjr ncoahy

cmd nrajmds; @jtbs pcrjmts crj stahh chavj cmd sbj bcs c `retbjr cmd c sastjr. Zmnertumctjhy,

umgevjrami aopertcmt amneroctaem cèut @jtbs ncoahy cmd nrajmds as c ncarhy dannaguht tcsk ct prjsjmt,

ùt tbjrj as c ùhk en vchuc`hj cmd rjvjchami octjrach am bjr muojreus amtjrvajws. Am chh en tbjo, at as

oerj tbcm jvadjmt, sbj as jcijr te pretjgt bjr ncoahy, wbagb as wby wbjm sbj tchks cèut tbjo, sbj

entjm gcrjnuhhy pagks werds cmd pbrcsjs, seojtaojs seumdami seojwbct cpeheijtag cmd met teegeonertc`hj.

@jtbs oetbjr wcs èrm am 3170 am Tjxcs cmd, cs watb jvjryemj jhsj, bjr pjrsemchaty cmd

gbeagjs bcvj ocdj c trjojmdeus aopcgt em @jtbs jmtarj hanj.36 Wbj icvj àrtb te @jtbs sastjr

Wbcrem wbjm sbj wcs 76, wbahj @jtb wcs èrm 36 yjcrs hctjr. Jvjm tbeuib @jtb bcs spjmt c ài pcrt

en bjr hanj `hcoami bjr oetbjr ner c het en dannaguhtajs sbj bcd te ie treuib, sbj chwcys tchks cèut bjr

baibhy pesatavjhy cmd rjspjgtnuhhy, usuchhy djsgraàmi bjr cs c ncsgamctami pjrsem darjgthy rjspemsa`hj

ner bjr jcrhy ousag prjnjrjmgjs cmd bjr wasb te `jgeoj c samijr.33Bjr oetbjr as tbj emj wbe nahhjd

@jtbs jcrhy gbahdbeed yjcrs watb tbj ousag en Nrcmk Wamctrc, @ahhaj Behadcy, Damcb Ycsbamitem, cmd

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er > te sjj ncoeus ousagchCmmaj; vjry seem, hatthj @jtb hjcrmjd chh tbj semis `y bjcrt cmd rjiuhcrhy

pjrnerojd ner bjr jxgatjd cmd preud oetbjr.30

Am gemtrcst te bjr nrjqujmt geoojmts em bjr oetbjr, @jtb jxtrjojhy rcrjhy ojmtaems bjr

nctbjr, wbagb ocy saimch tbj pessaàhaty tbjrj as seojtbami wremi, jvjm jo`crrcsami cèut bao. Em

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wbehjbjcrtjdhy hcuibami ct bas rcw vjrcgaty cmd darjgtmjss.34

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te bas rjhjcsj cmd tbjar mjw hanj teijtbjr. Zmnertumctjhy, em tbj vjry dcy en bas rjhjcsj, @jtb wcs

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cmd tehd bjr tbct bas rjhjcsj dad met am cmy wcy aophy @jtb geuhd havj watb bao cicam, cddami tbct

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amdjjd spjmd tbj rjst en bjr gbahdbeed watbeut cmy gemtcgt watb bjr nctbjr, seojtaojs gyghami ner

oahjs cmd oahjs lust te wctgb bao baddjm `jbamd tbj ùsbjs met ncr nreo bas beusj. Tbjy weuhd stcrt

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cmd djhagctj qujstaems te `j cmswjrjd< Ybct wcs bjr nctbjr tbamkami cèut at chh tbesj yjcrs5 Bew

bcrd wcs at ner bao5 Dad bj try te gemtcgt bas gbahdrjm5 Yby dad bj chhew cmyemj jhsj te darjgt bas

hanj cmd bas rjhctaemsbaps watb bas gbahdrjm5

@j tbct cs at ocy, met emhy dad tbj gbahdrjm sunnjr `jgcusj en bas c`sjmgj cmd um`jcrc`hj

njjhamis en trjcsem, ùt @jtbs oetbjr chse scmk amte c djjp cmd sjraeus djprjssaem raibt cntjr bj bcdhjnt, met jvjm `jami c`hj te ijt eut en `jd ner mjcrhy twe oemtbs. 39Pjirjttc`hy, tbct wcs met tbj narst

mer tbj hcst taoj @jtb weuhd sjj bjr oetbjr `rekjmbjcrtjd cmd dascppeamtjd watb hanj, hevj cmd

ojm.32Em oerj tbcm emj eggcssaem am bjr jcrhajr hanj, @jtbs pcrjmts weuhd iavj bjr `cd jxcophjs

cmd oasgemgjptaems cèut hevj, cmd hevj atsjhn, tewcrds etbjrs cmd sjhn, weuhd `jgeoj c seurgj en

geophjtjhy eppesami njjhamis cmd trjojmdeus gemnusaem ner @jtb Bcrt. Gemsjqujmthy, hctjr am hanj, chh

tbj wcy umtah bjr hctj twjmtajs, @jtb tjmdjd te gbeesj baibhy cùsavj, wahd cmd dasrjspjgtnuh

èynrajmds cmd nrajmds. Am cddataem te tbct, seoj taoj cntjr sbj bcd stcrtjd usami druis am bjr jcrhy

tjjms, degters wcrmjd bjr oetbjr tbct @jtb pre`c`hy bcd seoj sert en ojmtch daserdjr, ennjrami te

bjhp `y puttami bjr em ojdagctaem cmd nehhewami bjr tbreuib tbj trjctojmt; ner `jttjr er wersj, bjr

oetbjr wcs stremihy eppesjd te tbct cmd `jhajvjd at wcs baibhy amcpprepractj, jvjm radaguheus, te put

gbahdrjm em ojdagctaem.31 @ut bjr oetbjrs rjcgtaem sbeuhd met geoj cs c surprasj `jgcusj sbj

`jhemijd te ehdjr ijmjrctaems; jvjm tedcy, tbjrj as c staioc cttcgbjd te ojdagctami gbahdrjm.

Bewjvjr, samgj @jtb dad stcrt usami mcrgetags ct 33, bjr sastjr bcd chrjcdy `jgeoj cm cddagt cmd, am

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@jtbs epamaem, pre`c`hy sunnjrjd nreo àpehcr daserdjr tbj degters suspagaems wjrj c`sehutjhy

lustanajd cmd weuhd `j gemnarojd seoj 06 yjcrs hctjr.06

@jtbs gbahdbeed wcs met dannaguht emhy duj te bjr pcrjmts sjpcrctaem cmd baibhy pre`c`hj

nragtaems `jnerj cmd cntjr tbct. Wbj wcs chemj ct beoj watb bjr oetbjr cmd sastjr Wbcrem wbjm cm

umjxpjgtjd ireup en strcmijrs `rekj amte tbjar beusj; watb kmavjs em tbjar tbrects, oetbjr cmd bjrdcuibtjrs steed tjrranajd sahjmthy wctgbami tbjo rcmscgk tbj beusj am sjcrgb ner oemjy cmd etbjr

vchuc`hjs chh dcy.03Cntjr tbct, @jtb wcs tjrranajd en stcyami chemj ct beoj cmd tbas trujhy umnertumctj

jvjmt oaibt bcvj traiijrjd tbj hctjr eggurjmgj en ciercneàc.00 Jvjm tbeuib chh tbj trcuoctazami

jvjmts weuhd `j jmeuib te hjcvj pjrocmjmt sgcrs em c gbahds psygb, tbjrj wjrj jvjm wersj tbamis am

@jtbs jcrhy hanj< sbj wctgbjd bjr sastjr Wbcrem shewhy ieami tbreuib tbj bjhh en cddagtaem. Bjmgj, at

as me surprasj te hjcrm tbct @jtb stcrtjd usami druis cmd chgebeh ct 33 cmd sunnjrami nreo ùhaoac,

wbahj bjr sastjr, emhy 00 ct tbj taoj, iet CADW `y sbcrami c mjjdhj watb cmetbjr cddagt. 0704 Cmd

chtbeuib @jtb cttjmdjd c ojjtami en Chgebehags Cmemyoys wbjm sbj wcs vjry yeumi cmd wcs

gemvamgjd sbj weuhd mjvjr chhew sugb c berra`hj tbami te bcppjm te bjr sbj `jgcoj emj en tbjo

seoj 36 yjcrs hctjr.0:

Am rjicrd te @jtbs jcrhy segach hanj, sbj dad met bcvj choest cmy nrajmds umtah sbj wcs 33. Tbj

rjcsem ner tbct, `jhajvj at er met, wcs ousag. Em c njw eggcssaems, sbj `reuibt seoj en bjr nrajmds

beoj cmd phcyjd tbj pacme tbj wbehj taoj, gemvamgjd tbjy weuhd hevj at; bewjvjr, at turmjd eut tbct

bjr petjmtach nrajmds neumd at prjtty èrami cmd tehd tbjar pcrjmts tbjy mjvjr wcmtjd te vasat @jtb

cicam. Bjr narst rjch nrajmd gcoj amte bjr hanj wbjm sbj wcs 33 cmd tbjar nrajmdsbap wcs ocrkjd `y

`rjckami tbj ruhjs cmd deami chh kamds en stragthy neràddjm tbamis< soekami pet, dramkami chgebeh,

soekami gaicrjttjs cmd, em c oerj pesatavj sadj, hastjmami te c het en Hjd \jppjham, @hcgk Wc``ctb,jtg.0>

Nertumctjhy jmeuib, @jtbs gbahdbeed wcs met chh cèut drcoc cmd trcuoc, chtbeuib at ocy `j

criujd tbct tbjy bcvj umdjmac`hy hjnt pjrocmjmt sgcrs cmd dcocij. Wbj wcs emhy neur yjcrs ehd

wbjm, am tbj oaddhj en tbj maibt, sbj wekj up cmd trajd te phcy seoj pcrts en ncoeus Oeemhaibt

Wemctc, `ramiami bjr pcrjmts teijtbjr am tjcrs en ley cmd jxgatjojmt. Chtbeuib tbj stery cèut c

tchjmtjd neur-yjcr-ehd pacmast ocy seumd cs c ghagb, @jtb bcs mjvjr rjchhy ghcaojd tbct sbj wcs c

irjct pacmast, met tbjm cmd met mew. Oerjevjr, sbj bcs jxphcamjd oerj tbcm emgj tbct sbj wcs

cgtuchhy trujhy ojsojrazjd watb tbj `jcuty en tbj semctc cmd, oerj tbcm cmytbami jhsj, watb bjr

pcrjmtscttjmtaem, bcppamjss cmd irctanagctaem.09At geuhd `j criujd tbjm tbct @jtb cgtuchhy hcgkjd bjr

pcrjmts cttjmtaem nreo cm jcrhy cij, tbj cttjmtaem sbj weuhd hctjr sjjk am `crs cmd gcnjs, em tbj

strjjts cmd ousag bchhs. Vjrbcps @jtb wahh geoojmt em tbct emj dcy, djspatj chh bjr gurrjmt jnnerts te

pretjgt bjr ncoahy.

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@j tbct cs at ocy, cntjr sbewami c het en tchjmt cmd ijmuamj amtjrjst am ousag, @jtbs pcrjmts

prevadjd bjr watb pravctj pacme hjssems cmd, vjry seem, sbj wretj c sochh pajgj watbeut hyrags cmd

vegch watb bjr pacme tjcgbjr.02Ewami te bjr coczami jcr, sbj ocmcijd te djgajvj bjr tjcgbjr ner

seoj taoj tbct sbj bcd hjcrmt te rjcd metjs, ùt at wcs met ner tee hemi wbjm tbj tjcgbjr rjchazjd @jtb

dad met hjcrm choest cmytbami cmd, dascppeamtjd cmd cmiry, sbj rjnusjd te werk watb bjr cmy hemijr.01

Hakj ocmy etbjr suggjssnuh cmd tchjmtjd samijrs/semiwratjrs (Tbj @jcthjs, Lcmas Lepham, jtg.), @jtb

bcs mjvjr hjcrmt te rjcd ousag, wbagb bcs mjvjr prjvjmtjd bjr nreo grjctami hcstami cmd cutbjmtag

semis.

Wbj stcrtjd phcyami gjhhe am tbj neurtb ircdj cmd, `jsadjs tbj pacme cmd `css, tbj gjhhe bcs

rjocamjd emj en bjr irjctjst pcssaems. @jami vjry suppertavj wbjm at gcoj te ousag cmd sperts, bjr

pcrjmts chse pcad ner tbj iuatcr hjssems cmd sehe samiami hjssems.76 Bjr vegch gecgb wcs Pbemdc

Dahem, cm epjrc samijr, cmd sbj ocdj surj @jtb prcgtagjd ousag sgchjs cmd `rjctbami tjgbmaqujs em c

rjiuhcr `csas, ùt cntjr c wbahj, sbj tehd @jtb tbct sbj geuhd met werk watb bjr cmyoerj, `jgcusj

@jtb wcs `csagchhy umdasgaphamjd cmd wcmtjd te de tbamis bjr ewm wcy.73

Dascppeamtjd ùt met geophjtjhy dasgeurcijd, @jtb djvetjd oerj taoj te bjr ewm ousag cntjr

tbj amgadjmt. Wbj bcs chwcys bcd ocler pre`hjos watb wratami ieed hyrags cmd sbj mew `jhajvjs at as

`jgcusj en bjr oetbjr wbe cpprjgactjd emhy tbj hyrags en tbj `jst samijrs sugb cs @ahhaj Behadcy, Jhhc

Natzijrchd, jtg. Tbjrjnerj, `jami umc`hj te wratj sugb ojoerc`hj hyrags, @jtb usjd hyrags nreo bjr

sastjr Wuscm wbe, cntjr c naibt, tbrjctjmjd te mjvjr iavj bjr c semi cicam, se @jtb djgadjd te step

djpjmdami em bjr.70Ct tbj scoj taoj, sbj cttjmdjd tbj baib sgbeeh en pjrneroami crts cmd, samgj sbj

sbewjd me amtjrjst am neroch jdugctaem, seojemj trajd te ijt bjr amte rjch jstctj ùsamjss am erdjr te

bjhp bjr de seojtbami oerj usjnuh. @ut cntjr c geuphj en oemtbs, @jtb rjnusjd te werk cmd dreppjdeut en sgbeeh hakj ocmy en bjr ousagch adehs. @jtb, mew emhy 3:, tbjm stcrtjd pjrneroami am dannjrjmt

ghu`s am Behhyweed wbjrj sbj hjcrmjd c het cèut pjrneroami havj. Neur yjcrs hctjr, sbj stcrtjd

pjrneroami rjiuhcrhy am Heuasacmc`cr cs tbj emhy wbatj pjrsem wbe bcd jvjr werkjd tbjrj . 77

Zmtah bjr narst geoojrgach suggjss ct 03, @jtb amdjjd wjmt tbreuib c sjrajs en trcuocs cmd

wrcppjd bjrsjhn up am hcyjrs en umtrutb am erdjr te survavj. Wbj sunnjrjd aoojmsjhy `jgcusj en bjr

sastjrs dasjcsj, sbj `jgcoj cm cddagt bjrsjhn, cmd at cppjcrjd sbj neumd tbj emhy scnj cmd bcrohjss

werhdtbj werhd en ousag. At sbeuhd `j ghjcr `y mew tbct @jtb geuhd mjatbjr gbeesj mer gemtreh tbj

garguostcmgjs am bjr jcrhy hanj cmd, cs at turmjd eut hctjr, sbj geuhd met jsgcpj tbj `jbcvaerch pcttjrms

pagkjd up am tbesj jcrhy dcys. Cmd bew dad tbj pcttjrms cnnjgt bjr hanj am tbj geoami yjcrs5 Geuhd c

pjrsem watb sugb c gbahdbeed rjchhy gbeesj c dacojtragchhy eppesjd pcttjrms5 Yjrj tbjrj cmy

oeojmts en ley cmd bcppamjss er lust cmetbjr sjt en umbcppy cmd trciag garguocstcmgjs5 Ycs at c

surprasj sbj gbesj te `j am tbj ousag ùsamjss, tbus rjnusami te jvjr irew up5

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AAA Hevj sunnjrs at chh

Mewcdcys, T^ preircos crj nahhjd watb um`jhajvc`hy pepuhcr tchjmt sbews sugb cs Cojragcm

AdehcmdR Ncgter. Tbj wammjrs en tbj gemtjsts crj c`hj te jcrm c het en oemjy ùt, oerj aopertcmthy,

tbjy rjchhy bcvj tbj eppertumaty te ockj c gcrjjr am tbj ousag ùsamjss. @ut `cgk am tbj 3116s, tbjrj

wcs emhy Wtcr Wjcrgb,wbagb wcs jvjrytbami ùt pepuhcr. Am gemtrcst te tedcys sbews wctgbjd `y

oahhaems, at wcs met `recdgcst am praoj taoj cmd ousagacms cmd predugjrs tbeuibt at wcs met c ieed

stcrtami peamt ner seojemj wbe wcmtjd te `jgeoj c sjraeus ousagacm cmd crtast. Mjvjrtbjhjss, tbj

gcmdadctjs dad bcvj c gbcmgj te wam 366 666$. @jtb djgadjd te cpphy ner tbj geopjtataem `jgcusj bjr

nrajmd ennjrjd bjr :6$, sbj rjchhy mjjdjd tbj oemjy, ùt sbj wcs chse heekami ner cdvjmturj cmd

ieed taoj. Chtbeuib @jtb, nerjvjr vagtao en bjr ewm trjojmdeushy hew sjhn-jstjjo, dad met tbamk

sbj geuhd wam, sbj surj dad cmd jcrmjd 366 666$. Yctgbami bjr pjrnerocmgjs am Wtcr Wjcrgbrjvjchs

seoj strakami dannjrjmgjs `jtwjjm yeumi @jtb cmd tbj emj wj kmew tedcy. Am 3117 sbj wcs vjrytbam, aoocturj cmd seojtaojs cppjcrjd trujhy ocmag, cmd bjr vegch wcs chse met nuhhy djvjhepjd; am

gemtrcst te tbct, prjsjmt dcy @jtb as c truj crtast wbe gcptavctjs watb bjr coczami vegch, bjr oedjsty

cmd gbcrasoc.74

(Vjrneroami am Wtcr Wjcrgb am 3117)

Bewjvjr, wammami tbj geopjtataem bcd met epjmjd tbj deer te ijttami c rjgerd djch cmd @jtb

irjw jvjm oerj dascppeamjd. Wbj dad met kmew tbct, `y amsastami em `jami bjr ocam predugjr, bjr

tbjm ocmcijr kjpt enn chh tbj petjmtach ousag hc`jhs.7: Bcvami spjmt chh tbj oemjy, @jtb stcrtjd

ockami bjr havami `y samiami em tbj Tbard Wtrjjt Vreojmcdj, cmd cntjr c geuphj en oemtbs sbj neumd

c mjw ocmcijr, Dcvad Yehnn, watb wbeo sbj bcs `jjm werkami jvjr samgj. Tbas wcs chse tbj yjcr

wbjm @jtb ocdj bjr djùt chùo gchhjd@jtb Bcrt & Tbj Egjcm en Weuhs. Tbj chùo gemsasts en 37

semis cmd, chtbeuib bjr hc`jh wcs met gemvamgjd tbj chùo bcd sjraeus petjmtach, @jtb bcd c bat semi

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en hcstami quchaty gchhjd ''Co A tbj Emj''. 7> Amtjrjstamihy, tbj semi as usjd tedcy `y ocmy tchjmtjd

samijrs wbe wasb te aoprjss tbj ludijs cmd cudajmgj, cmd sbew tbjar vegch càhatajs am ousag sbews

hakjCojragcm Adeh,R Ncgter, jtg.79Cpcrt nreo tbas bat semi, tbjrj as c semi tbct bcs iemj geophjtjhy

umetagjd cmd umdjrrctjd gchhjd Hevj Wunnjrs Chh. Chtbeuib @jtb sgrjcos tbj werd hevj watb

sugb c bjcrt`rjckami cmd cmiry joetaem tbct at ocy seumd lust c àt tee rcw ner seoj, tbas semidjnamatjhy sbews @jtbs jcrhy tbeuibts em hevjcmd bjr càhaty te ircsp seoj en ats oest aopertcmt

daojmsaems. Zmnertumctjhy, lust hakj Hevj Wunnjrs Chh, tbj wbehj chùo wcs met rjgjavjd wjhh

mjatbjr `y tbj wadjr cudajmgj mer hc`jhs, chtbeuib at gcmmet `j gemsadjrjd c geophjtj ncahurj; amdjjd,

at wcs seojwbct amsapad am tjros en hyrags cmd ousag, ùt ocy`j tbj àiijst wjckmjss wcs tbj hcgk

en rjch cutbjmtagaty, jspjgachhy wbjm geopcrjd te bjr hctjr chùos. Bewjvjr, tbas chùo ocrkjd tbj

`jiammami en @jtbs leurmjy tewcrds umgevjrami hcyjrs en trutb cmd peurami bjr wbehj hanj cmd

oasjry amte bjr hyrags cmd ousag. At sbeuhd `j metjd tbct bjr veagj em tbj chùo dad cttrcgt seoj

cttjmtaem duj te ats petjmtach te seumd ètb ciirjssavj cmd rcw em regk muo`jrs, cmd preneumdhy

joetaemch am djjphy oevami `chhcds.

Wcdhy, tbj pjraed `jtwjjm tbj narst cmd sjgemd chùo `reuibt cmetbjr trcijdy am @jtbs hanj.

Bjr sastjr Wbcrem dajd en CADW, @jtb wcs emhy 00. Em rcrj eggcsaems wbjm sbj spjcks cèut bjr

ncoahy, @jtb djsgra`js choest chh tbj ojo`jrs cs heud cmd tchky, ùt wbjm at geojs te Wbcrem, sbj

pertrcys bjr cs geophjtjhy dannjrjmt vjry kamd, geopcssaemctj, quajt, cmd tjmdjr.72 Wbcrem,

bewjvjr, dad met pcss cwcy suddjmhy cmd umjxpjgtjdhy, sbj bcd `jjm sunnjrami nreo CADW ner 36

yjcrs. Bcvami CADW am tbj 3126s wcs geophjtjhy dannjrjmt tbcm tedcy duj te tbj cdvcmgjojmts am tbj

najhd. @cgk am tbesj dcys, CADW wcs stahh c mjw typj en c vjry dcmijreus cmd gemtciaeus ahhmjss, tbus

gcusami jmeroeus ùrdjm cmd pcam ner ètb tbj dasjcsjd cmd bas/bjr ncoahy ojo`jrs. Tbjrjnerj, tbjBcrts wjrj entjm dasgraoamctjd cmd trjctjd watb gemtjopt, se at as vjry danaguht te jvjm aociamj bew

@jtb wcs njjhami ct tbj taoj, wctgbami bjr sastjr's shew cmd pcamnuh djctb watbeut `jami c`hj te bjhp.

@jtb kmjw bew cddagtjd te druis Wbcrem bcd `jjm cmd sbj wcs surprasjd tbct sbj wcs c`hj te

struiihj ner tjm hemi yjcrs; em tbj etbjr bcmd, sbj mew `jhajvjs tbct Wbcrem weuhd bcvj havjd ougb

hemijr cmd `jttjr bcd tbjrj `jjm tedcy's ojdagctaems cmd trjctojmts.71Ybjm sbj spekj cèut at am

0636, @jtbs jyjs wjrj nahhjd watb serrew cmd pcam; chtbeuib sbj trajd met te `j tee joetaemch cmd

cmiuasbjd am nremt en gcojrcs, bjr umjcsamjss cmd pcam wjrj oerj tbcm jvadjmt am bjr jyjs, ùt tbjrj

wcs chse seojtbami oerj pesatavj cmd rjchhy aoprjssavj @jtb heekjd hakj sbj namchhy wcmtjd te tchk

cèut jvjrytbami tbct bcd `jjm tbj gcusj en bjr serrew, sbj wcmtjd te jxphcam at te etbjrs cmd bjrsjhn,

cmd step badami nreo bjr pcst. At sjjojd sbj djnamatjhy gbesj bemjsty cs c wcy en hanj.

C njw yjcrs cntjr bjr djùt chùo, am 311>, @jtb rjgerdjd bjr sjgemd chùo gchhjd Aooertch

ner c ocler Cojragcm rjgerd hc`jh Cthcmtag. Tbj chùo gemsasts en 30 semis cmd njcturjs seoj vjry

cirjssavj regk muo`jrs, cs wjhh cs njw `chhcds. Am tjros en hyrags, @jtb dad wratj seojtbami djjpjr

cmd oerj ojcmaminuh tbas taoj, ùt at heekjd hakj sbj stahh wcs met c`hj te turm bjr sterajs amte

umavjrsch pejtry. Tbj ncgt as tbct @jtb bcs chwcys hevjd dannjrjmt ousag ijmrjs cmd tbct wcs chse

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jvadjmt em tbas chùo, wbagb wcs pre`c`hy tbj rjcsem wby seoj gratags hc`jhjd at cs amgebjrjmt watb

jxgjssavj sgrjcoami em @jtbs pcrt. Tbj wbehj chùo, amdjjd, as nuhh en cmijr, pcam cmd gemnusaem

cmd at wcs c djpagtaem, cs watb chh etbjr @jtbs chùos, en bjr ojmtch cmd joetaemch stctj ct tbj taoj.

Weoj en tbj semis wertb ojmtaemami, `jsadjs Co A tbj Emj,crj Aooertchcmd pewjrnuh `chhcd

@hcoj tbj Oeem. Tbas chùo chse bcd emj en tbj narst semis @jtb bcd jvjr wrattjm ner bjr hctjsastjr, Ied @hjss Qeu. Am gemtrcst te etbjr semis djdagctjd te Wbcrem, tbas emj seumds prjtty

gbjjrnuh cmd gcrjhjss watb ojoerc`hj hyrags cmd c gctgby ojhedy.46

Bewjvjr, djspatj twe chùos am > yjcrs cmd c oedjst suggjss, tbas pjraed en @jtbs hanj wcs

cgtuchhy tbj vjry `jiammami en c sjraeus, gbchhjmiami cmd c`strusj struiihj watb cddagtaem cmd ojmtch

daserdjr. Durami tbj rjgerdami en tbj sjgemd chùo, sbj trajd met te usj druis cmd chgebeh, ùt at

turmjd eut sbj wcs stahh tee wjck cmd pewjrhjss wbjm at gcoj te bjr ahhmjss. Ct tbas taoj en bjr hanj,

@jtb dad met sunnjr emhy duj te bjr cddagtaem cmd àpehcr daserdjr, sbj chse sunnjrjd nreo ùhaoac

cmd, sjjami bjr pbetes nreo 311>, at wcs oerj tbcm jvadjmt sbj wcs met deami wjhh.43Bjr ghetbjs,

pajrgamis cmd tcttees ocy met bcvj cppjcrjd tee chcroami te seoj, ùt bjr wjaibt cmd cirjssavjmjs

am bjr jyjs cmd veagj wjmt `jyemd chcroamitbjy wjrj sgcry. Cmd chtbeuib @jtb, mew 0:, heekjd

hakj sbj bcd chrjcdy teugbjd tbj ètteo, hctjr jvjmts weuhd prevj te bjr cmd jvjryemj jhsj amvehvjd,

tbct tbj jmd en tbj c`yss wcs yjt te geoj.

(311>)

A^ Amte tbj c`yss

Am tbj mjxt > yjcrs, djspatj eggcsaemch oamer trauopbs, @jtb wcs cèut te jxpjrajmgj tbj

werst oeojmts en bjr hanj. Tbjrj wjrj seoj tbamis wbagb, chtbeuib trauopbcmt, hjd bjr darjgthy te

tbj c`yss. Emj en tbesj wcs wammami tbj cudataem ner ousagch Hevj, Lcmas, wrattjm `y Lcmass sastjr

Hcurc.40 Gemtrcry te pu`hag epamaem, @jtb bcs mjvjr `jjm c buij ncm en Lcmas Lepham, sbj dad met jvjm

kmew ougb cèut bjr `cgk tbjm, cmd sbj samgjrjhy bepjd sbj weuhd met ijt tbj pcrt `jgcusj sbj wcs

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cwcrj bew bcrd at wcs te pjrnero jvjry maibt ner tbrjj beurs. @ut tbjrj wcs seojtbami ougb djjpjr

cmd sgcrajr tbcm tbj jxbcustami pjrnerocmgjs< cntjr seoj taoj, @jtb rjchazjd tbct sbj dad met jvjm

bcvj te cgt ner sbj cmd Lcmas bcd seoj `cnnhami saoahcratajs, met emhy am tjros en jmjriy cmd gbcrasoc,

ùt chse em c oerj preneumd, psygbeheiagch hjvjh. Maibt cntjr maibt, @jtb aoatctjd Lcmas, drcmk bjr

ncveratj haquer, soekjd pet, cmd irjw oerj cmd oerj tjrranajd watb tbj rjsjo`hcmgj. Oerjevjr, sbj`jgcoj pcamnuhhy cwcrj en Lcmass trciag djctbcmd tbj prespjgt en jmdami bjr hanj tbj scoj wcy.47

Zmnertumctjhy, Lcmass jxcophj dad met prjvjmt @jtb nreo samkami djjpjr amte tbj c`yss. Wbj

geophjtjhy hest gemtreh evjr bjr dramkami.

Hakj oest pjephj sunnjrami nreo chgebehaso, @jtb bcs mjvjr rjchhy hakjd tbj tcstj en chgebeh;

sbj chwcys usjd at ner tbj purpesj en amtexagctaem cmd tbj amatach njjhamis en jcsamjss cmd geonert,

wbagb weuhd usuchhy jmd watb tbrewami up cmd pcssami eut. Tbj scoj wcs truj wbjm at gcoj te chh

etbjr typjs en mcrgetags. Wbj hjcrmjd jcrhy am hanj tbct sbj geuhd jnnjgtavjhy cmd jcsahy chhjvactj bjr

psygbeheiagch pcam cmd umrjst `y usami druis cmd chgebeh, wbagb wcs wby sbj weuhd hctjr entjm

vcmasb ner c geuphj en dcys, pcrtyami watb c ireup en pjephj meèdy jhsj kmjw. Cntjr tbct, sbj weuhd

ie `cgk te bjr ousag cmd werk cmd te djgjavami bjrsjhn cmd etbjrs tbct sbj bcd nuhh gemtreh evjr bjr

pre`hjos cmd bjr hanj.44@ut tbj emhy trutb wcs tbct @jtb bcd mjvjr `jjm nurtbjr nreo cmy sert en

gemtreh. At as wjhh-kmewm tbct c pjrsem gcmmet `j suggjssnuhhy trjctjd umhjss bj/sbj as wahhami te

nehhew degters cdvagj cmd trjctojmt rjiaoj, cmd tbj dasjcsj en cddagtaem as emj en tbj oest dannaguht

dasjcsjs te trjct duj te ats àepsygbesegach prepjrtajs. @jtb wcs, tbus, emhy pcrtachhy cwcrj wbct wcs

bcppjmmami te bjr cmd, hakj ocmy etbjr cddagts, sbj entjm dad met jvjm wcmt te cgkmewhjdij bjr

djjpjst njcrs. Mjvjrtbjhjss, tbj oeojmt sbj `jgcoj oerj pepuhcr watb tbj chùo rjhjcsjd am 3111,

wcs tbj oeojmt stcrtjd rjcgbami tbj ètteo en tbj c`yss.Wgrjcoami ner Oy Wuppjr wcs, ètb ousagchhy cmd hyragchhy, @jtbs `jst chùo umtah tbjm. Met

emhy wcs sbj tbj hjcd vegch, ùt sbj chse teek c buij pcrt am geopesami, crrcmiami, gemgjpt djsaim,

cmd predugtaem. Wbj wretj oest en tbj chùo am Chc`coc wbjrj sbj spjmt seoj taoj tryami te ijt

cwcy nreo Hes Cmijhjs, bjr `rekjm `cmd cmd `rekjm hanj. HC Wemi, ner amstcmgj, wcs geophjtjhy

amsparjd `y tbj jvjmts am Chc`coc cmd bjr rjhctaemsbap watb c ousagacm wbe preoasjd c `jttjr hanj.

Cntjr c geuphj en oemtbs, bewjvjr, @jtb wcs nergjd te ie `cgk te Hes Cmijhjs, tbamkami tbct

ijeircpbagch jsgcpj ocy`j wcs met tbj sehutaem ner chh bjr pre`hjos.

@jsadjs tbj oest geoojrgachhy suggjssnuh HC Wemi, tbj chùo gemsasts en 34 semis. Tbj

chùo wcs #347 tbj @ahhècrd chùos gbcrt am tbj ZW, wbahj at emhy ocdj #22 em tbj @ahhècrd Bet

366.4: "HC Wemi (Eut en Tbas Tewm)", em tbj etbjr bcmd, gbcrtjd #3 am Mjw \jchcmd cmd c Tep : bat

em tbj ZW Cduht Gemtjopercry Wamihjs. HC Wemi chse carjd durami tbj namch sjcsem en buijhy

pepuhcr T^ sjrajs@jvjrhy Bahhs, 16036.

@ut wbct wcs se dannjrjmt cmd spjgach cèut tbas chùo5 Oerj tbcm cmytbami jhsj, at as tbj ncgt

tbct tbas chùo wcs, geopcrjd te tbj prjvaeus emjs, saimanagcmthy oerj gebjrjmt cmd cutbjmtag.

@jsadjs HC Wemi, pepuhcr te tbas dcy, tbjrj crj sjvjrch djjphy joetaemch semis watb tbj gcpcgaty

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te amsparj amtrespjgtaem am hastjmjrs.4>Emj en tbesj as c semi wbagb bcs mjvjr icamjd cmy pepuhcraty

chtbeuib, gemsadjrami tbj prjsjmt dcy tcstjs am pepuhcr ousag, at as met en cmy aopertcmgj mer dejs at

sbew ats quchaty. At as tbj semi @jtb wretj nreo tbj pjrspjgtavj en bjr hctj sastjr Wbcrem gchhjd

Wkam. At as c ijmuamj cmd umaquj rjnhjgtaem en c hanj en cm cddagt wbe gemsadjrs bjrsjhn c geophjtj

ncahurj, `jgcusj sbj, am bjr ewm oamd, `jtrcyjd bjr ncoahy, nrajmds cmd bjr dcuibtjr, watbeut jvjr`jami c`hj te gbcmij cmytbami. Hakj tbj hyrags atsjhn, tbj ousag as jxgjptaemchhy dcrk cmd ocy`j met

phjcsurc`hj te jvjryemjs jcrs, ùt @jtb djnamatjhy suggjjdjd am trcmsoattami cmd geooumagctami tbj

joetaems en bepjhjsmjss, usjhjssmjss cmd aoojmsj pcam. Cs at as choest chwcys tbj gcsj watb @jtb

Bcrt, jvjry havj vjrsaem en tbas semi as `jttjr tbcm tbj studae emj.49Cntjr chh, @jtb cdoats tbct sbj bcs

met `jjm pctajmt cmd gemgjmtrctjd jmeuib te spjmd hemi cmd entjm tarjseoj dcys am tbj studae umtah

rjgjmthy, se tbj `jst wcy te jxpjrajmgj bjr tchjmt cmd joetaem as te hastjm te bjr havj pjrnerocmgjs.

An Wkamrjnhjgts @jtb's pcam cmd umdjrstcmdami en bjr sastjr Wbcrem, tbcm Ococennjrs emj

en ocmy pessa`hj jxphcmctaems en bjr geophjx rjhctaemsbap watb bjr oetbjr. Tbj semi wcs amsparjd

`y @ahhaj Behadcy's semi Demt jxphcam. Ococ ocy `j amtjrprjtjd cs tbj stery en uhtaoctjhy

gemnusami cmd pcamnuh rjhctaemsbap `jtwjjm c oetbjr cmd c dcuibtjr, gemstcmthy nahhjd watb ètb

tjmdjrmjss cmd hevj cmd serrew cmd iuaht, jspjgachhy duj te tbj gemtamueus rjpjmtcmt cmd oeurmnuh

hamj Ococ, A'hh ijt `y....42Tbj rjst en tbj chùo as, seoj gratags bcvj scad, djgjmt cmd cggjptc`hj

yjt met cutbjmtag jmeuib te `jgeoj geoojrgachhy suggjssnuh. @jtb as, bewjvjr, vegchhy `jttjr tbcm

`jnerj cmd tbj etbjr semis em tbj chùo gemnaro tbct cmd, cs `jnerj, djch watb bjr umdjrstcmdami

pcam, sunnjrami cmd etbjr hanj jxpjrajmgjs. Wemi Ijt Qeur W* Teijtbjr bcs c het en cttatudj cmd

gbcrcgtjr, wbahj I.E.V as lust cmetbjr prjdagtc`hj rjgatctaem en segach gemsjrvctasos

sbertgeoamis.

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Djspatj tbj ncarhy oedjst suggjss cmd pepuhcraty en tbj chùo, tbj cttjmtaem cmd prjssurj en at

chh, nertumctjhy, `reuibt @jtb dewm em bjr kmjjs. Nertumctjhy `jgcusj am erdjr te ijt up, @jtb bcd te

grcsb dewm cmd spjmd seoj taoj ct tbj ètteo. Tbjrjnerj, am erdjr te survavj tbj umjxpjgtjd

cttjmtaem cmd cm umjxpjgtjd wersjmami en bjr ojmtch daserdjr, @jtb bcd te `j choest geophjtjhy

umdjr tbj amnhujmgj en dannjrjmt su`stcmgjs. Tbj jxcgt mcojs en tbj su`stcmgjs sbj usjd te sjhn-

ojdagctj bjr ammjr turoeah as mew en hjss aopertcmgj, ùt wbct wcs grugach cèut tbj geoàmctaem en

druis tbjm wcs tbct chh en tbjo hjd @jtb te c geophjtj ojmtch cmd pbysagch `rjckdewm. :6Met emhy

wcs sbj amgcpc`hj ner werk, sbj geuhd met jvjm prepjrhy wchk er tchk. Bjr nrajmds cmd cssegactjs

rjnusjd te tchk hjt chemj werk watb bjr, cmd @jtb stcrtjd hesami jvjm tbj shaibtjst pesaàhaty en teurami

cmd saimami c djch am tbj ZWC. Bjr rjgerd geopcmy Cthcmtag jvjmtuchhy dreppjd bjr cmd sbj

geophjtjhy vcmasbjd nreo tbj ousag sgjmj.

@jtb Bcrt, mew gratagchhy 09, wcs nergjd te vasat ojmtch amstatutaems cmd cddagtaem gjmtjrs

oerj tbcm emgj am 3111. An at bcd met `jjm tbj gcsj, sbj weuhd bcvj pre`c`hy jmdjd bjr hanj hakj Lcmas

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Lepham, Kurt Ge`cam, Lao Oerrasem, cmd Coy Yamjbeusj. Hakj ocmy yjcrs `jnerj, degters tehd bjr

tbct sbj bcd bcd àpehcr daserdjr cmd tbct sbj namchhy mjjdjd te hjcrm te havj watb at; ùt @jtb rjnusjd

at, lust hakj bjr oetbjr oerj tbcm c djgcdj `jnerj. Ybct dad sbj de amstjcd en cggjptami tbj dasjcsj5

Wbj trajd te gemvamgj ètb bjrsjhn cmd bjr degters tbct sbj wcs ojrjhy cm chgebehag cmd c drui cddagt,

cmd tbct, cs seem cs sbj steppjd usami, jvjrytbami weuhd `j namj am tjros en bjr ojmtch cmd pbysagchbjchtb.:3

(3111)

Cmd, surprasamihy, at turmjd eut sbj bcd `jjm raibt, ct hjcst ner c wbahj. Nertumctjhy, sbj ocrrajd bjr

nrajmd cmd recd ocmcijr sbj bcd prjvaeushy bcd c grusb em Wgett Ijtzkew am 0666 cmd bj bcs

`jjm emj en tbj ocam rjcsems ner bjr bjchtb, survavch cmd suggjss jvjr samgj. Ijtzkew cggjptjd @jtbner wbe sbj bcd chwcys `jjm cmd bj as pre`c`hy tbj emhy pjrsem wbe bcs chwcys iavjm bjr

umgemdataemch hevj cmd suppert. @jtb jxphcamjd am emj en bjr amtjrvajws tbct Wgett teek bjr am, njd

bjr cmd hevjd bjr umtah sbj wcs c`hj te hevj bjrsjhn.:0

Cs tbj rjsuht en tbj dcrkjst pjraed am bjr hanj cmd yjcrs en struiihj watb cddagtaem, @jtb

grjctjd bjr neurb chùo. Tbj vjry tathj en tbj rjgerd Hjcvj tbj Haibt Em amdagctjd bepj cmd c

mjw sjmsj en purpesj. At wcs hctjr gratagchhy cgghcaojd cmd wjmt phctamuo am tbj ZWC, wbahj semi

Hjcvj tbj Haibt Emgbcrtjd #3 am Djmocrk. Am gemtrcst te bjr prjvaeus chùos, cmd cntjr hastjmami

te tbas emj, at `jgeojs quatj ghjcr tbct @jtb Bcrt as c vjry spjgach typj en crtast, tbj emj wbe as met

cnrcad te gbcmij cmd aoprevj bjr crtastag petjmtachs am cggerdcmgj watb bjr hanj turoeahs.:7 An,

prjvaeushy, tbjrj wjrj deu`ts tbct sbj wcs tryami te badj bjr tjrra`hj sunnjrami `jbamd rcij, àttjrmjss

cmd cmijr tbas chùo pjjhs cmetbjr hcyjr en trutb cmd wrctb. Weoj pjephj ocy met namd at

amtjrjstami er jcsy te hastjm te nreo tbj emsjt, `jgcusj at as vjry gctbctag cmd amtrespjgtavj ner @jtb.

Tbjrj crj sjvjrch vjrsaems en tbas chùo, ùt tbj stcmdcrd amtjrmctaemch jdataem gemsasts en 30

semis, amghudami tbj Pehhami Wtemjs' gevjr Yahd Bersjs. C het en jnnert cmd bcrd werk wcs put am

tbj rjgerdami en tbj chùo; @jtb rjgerdjd oerj tbcm 76 semis, c het en tbjo oerj tbcm emgj. Hants

:3

@jtb's ewm tbeuibts cèut tbas pjraed en bjr hanj ctbttps


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Qeu Zpas tbj narst semi em tbj rjgerd cmd, chtbeuib tbj hyrags gcmmet `j gemsadjrjd rjch pejtry, at as

c ieed cmd ojoerc`hj amtredugtaem te tbj hanj stery en c pjrsem wbe namchhy cggjpts bjr djoems cmd

as rjcdy te spjck cèut tbjo. Najrgj ojhedajs cmd ehd bcrd-regk @jtb jojrij am tbjar `jst am semis

hakj @rekjm & Zihycmd @etthj en Ljsus,:4wbahj tbj etbjr sadj en tbj scoj stery as jvadjmt am tbj

oest `jcutanuh cmd preneumdhy pjrsemch `chhcds Hanjtaojcmd Hjcvj tbj Haibt Em.::

Tbj joetaemlust jgbejs em cmd em cntjr jvjry hastjmami.

Am gemtrcst te bjr prjvaeus chùos, tbas emj rjgjavjd narst sjraeus cmd oesthy pesatavj rjvajws,

seoj en tbjo stctami< Me octtjr wbct bcppjms geoojrgachhy er gratagchhy, tbas chùo wahh seumd

mjgjsscry cmd vatch c djgcdj nreo mew. Ghcssag regk amdjjd.:>@jtb wcs mew geopcrjd te Ojhassc

Jtbjradij, Lecm Croctrcdami, Ocry L. @haij, Lcmas Lepham, jtg. Ewami te tbas chùo, @jtb seem iet

mjw eppertumatajs ner teurami cmd deami tbj tbami tbct bcd scvjd bjr hanj ocmy taojs `jnerjsamiami

cmd semiwratami. Zmnertumctjhy, sbj stahh wcs met gratagchhy cgghcaojd cmd bjr ousag dad met namd ats

wcy te wadjr cudajmgj djspatj chh ats quchatajs.

^ Bchnwcy te erdamcry hanj

Yby wcs 0667 en sugb aopertcmgj ner @jtb Bcrt5 @jgcusj en bjr rjpjctjd jsgcpj nreo djctb

er bjr aoprevjd bjchtb, er hevj, bepj, werk5 @jgcusj en jvjrytbami, hatjrchhy jvjrytbami. Met emhy c

bjchtbajr stctj en oamd cmd èdy, mjw sjmsj en bepj, hevj cmd purpesj, ùt chse tbj pessaàhaty en

aoprevami bjr namcmgjs cmd c oerj djgjmt hanj. Tbjrj wcs chse seojtbami jquchhy, an met jvjm oerj

vchuc`hj c pessaàhaty ner rjdjotaem cmd vchadctaem en bjr ewm strjmitb cmd aopertcmgj.

Nertumctjhy, bjr rjgerdami geopcmy nreo Mjw \jchcmd stcyjd `jbamd bjr, cmd bjhpjd bjr de seojehd-styhj preoetaem en Hjcvj tbj Haibt Em; ner tbct rjcsem, @jtb wjmt 4 taojs te Mjw \jchcmd tbj

scoj yjcr, cmd havjd tbjrj ner twe oemtbs tbcmks te c nrajmd.:9 Tbj `jmjnats nreo ieami te Mjw

\jchcmd wjrj twenehd< narsthy, sbj namchhy iet tbj eppertumaty te hjcvj tbj geumtry wbjrj sbj bcd bjr

werst dewmnchhs cmd evjrwbjhoami njjhamis en iuaht, sbcoj cmd amcdjqucgy; cmd sjgemdhy, sbj geuhd

ockj c havami watb bjr ousag cmd tckj seoj taoj te bjch watbeut ieami `cgk te tbj graoj sgjmj.

Am tbj mjxt geuphj en yjcrs, @jtb neumd c mjw beoj, mjw ncms cmd cm umjxpjgtjd

umdjrstcmdami, jspjgachhy am Wgcmdamcvac cmd, seoj taoj hctjr, am tbj rjst en Jurepj. Wbj njht oerj

tbcm sjrjmdapateus te `j c`hj te pjrnero watbeut pcamnuh gratagaso cmd ludijojmt en ètb bjr hyrags

cmd bjr pcst; cmd, quatj umjxpjgtjdhy, tbj amvatctaems ner iais stcrtjd geoami oerj nrjqujmthy, cmd

@jtb bcd suggjssnuh pjrnerocmgjs em njstavchs cmd am vjmujs cgress Behhcmd, Djmocrk, Mjtbjrhcmds,

jtg. Tbj cudajmgj njht bjr purj cmd bemjst joetaem cmd metbami geuhd prjvjmt tbjo nreo hevami bjr.

Ludiami `y tbj cvcahc`hj vadjes, @jtbs evjrchh aoprevjojmt rjnhjgtjd em bjr pbysagch cppjcrcmgj,

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wbahj bjr wahd mcturj mcturj, wbagb bcd entjm cttrcgtjd c hcrij muo`jr en ncms, wcs stahh oerj tbcm

jvadjmt.:2

Cggerdami te muojreus @jtbs ncms cmd geoj gratags, tbj `jst rjprjsjmtctaem en bjr tchjmt,

jmjriy cmd gbcrasoc wcs rjgerdjd am Vcrcdase,Costjrdco, am 0664.:1 At as truj tbct seoj pjephj

ocy tbamk en bjr bemjst cmd rctbjr cirjssavj pjrnerocmgj, cs wjhh cs bjr hyrags cmd rcw veagjseojwbct jxciijrctjd, `ut at sbeuhd `j peamtjd eut tbct ocmy gratags tbamk tbct as prjgasjhy wbct sjts

bjr cpcrt nreo etbjr regk-`hujs samijrs. Nurtbjroerj, am tbj tedcys werhd en zahhaems en ojcmamihjss

pep semis, at c`sehutjhy sbeuhd `j seojtbami te `j rjspjgtjd cmd cpprjgactjd. Cmd tbj ncgjs am tbj

cudajmgj rjgerdjd tbct maibt amVcrcdaserjnhjgtjd metbami `ut cdoarctaem, rjspjgt cmd cpprjgactaem.

(Am Vcrcdase 0664)

Ybjm rjvajwami tbj gemgjrt, Lemctbcm Kjjnj, tbj rjpertjr en tbj Whcmt Ociczamj, geuhd met badj bas

ncsgamctaem watb @jtb Bcrt, tbj jhjgtranyami ctoespbjrj cmd tbj evjrchh pjrnerocmgjWbj

chse mjvjr nerijts te jopbcsazj bew aopertcmt tbj suppert rjchhy as te bjr, rjcssurami bjr tbct sbj as

met chemj watb bjr ojmtch cmd joetaemch pre`hjos.369

Tbjrjnerj, tbj qujstaemmcarj wcs amtjmdjd te sbew, ner amstcmgj, an @jtbs ncms amdjjd sbcrj

tbj scoj nctj cmd an at wcs emj en tbj grugach rjcsems ner tbjar gemstcmt djdagctaem te @jtb cmd bjr

ousag. Ner tbct rjcsem, tbj qujstaemmcarj bcd qujstaems sugb cs< Bcvj yeu jvjr bcd pre`hjos watb

chgebeh cmd/er druis5 Bcvj yeu jvjr `jjm prenjssaemchhy dacimesjd watb seoj typj en ojmtch

daserdjr5 Bcvj yeu jvjr tckjm cmy ojdagctaem ner yeur (pessa`hj) ojmtch daserdjr5 Ybct dejs @jtb's

ousag cmd hyrags ojcm te yeu5 Kmewami tbct tbj oest pcssaemctj ncms tjmd te adjmtany watb tbj e`ljgt

en tbjar pcssaem, tbjrj wjrj qujstaems< Ybct dejs @jtbs ousag cmd hyrags ojcm te yeu5 De yeu wratj

pejos er semis5 Yeuhd yeu hakj te `j c samijr/semiwratjr5 Cmd, en geursj, tbjrj wcs c sjt en

36:Yctgb tbj amtjrvajws ctbttpsl2BdQr:kC

36>

Oerj amneroctaem ctbttp


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qujstaems amtjmdjd te dasgevjr tbj ncms epamaem cèut @jtb Bcrt am erdjr te e`tcam oerj djtcahjd

pjrsemch gemvagtaems cèut @jtb, bjr cutbjmtagaty, chùos cmd semis tbct weuhd hjcd te muojreus

usjnuh gemghusaems cèut tbj amnhujmgj en @jtb Bcrts hanj cmd werk.

Wamgj tbj prjsjmt cutber bcd me namcmgach ojcms te vasat @jtbs pjrnerocmgjs, met jvjm tbesj

iavjm ghesj te Wjràc, tbj emhy cggjptc`hj sehutaem wcs te sprjcd tbj survjy tbreuib tbj Amtjrmjt,jspjgachhy em tbj oest pepuhcr segach mjtwerk Ncgjèek, wbagb as nahhjd watb muojreus ncm ireups

cmd pcijs, ùt at wcs chse pestjd te Qeutu`j. Tbj hamk te tbj qujstaemmcarj wcs cvcahc`hj ner :

oemtbs. Kmewami tbct tbj Amtjrmjt cmd segach mjtwerks crj c phcgj en irjct suspagaem cmd dastrust, tbj

cutber bcd te csk ner bjhp nreo seoj en tbj oest cgtavj ojo`jrs en vcraeus @jtb s ncm ireups cmd

pcijs. Duj te tbj ncgt @jtb suggjjdjd am rjvavami bjr gcrjjr tbcmks te bjr pjrnerocmgjs tbreuibeut

Wgcmdamcvac, ojo`jrs en tbj Dutgb, Namasb, Merwjiacm, cmd Dcmasb ireups wjrj cskjd te pcrtagapctj

am tbj survjy. Tbj scoj wcs demj am tbj gcsj en Atchacm ncm ireups cmd c muo`jr en ireups nreo tbj

ZWC.

Tbj ojo`jrs wbe wjrj amtjrjstjd am pcrtagapctami cmd bjhpami watb tbj rjsjcrgb, nahhjd am tbj

qujstaemmcarj aoojdactjhy er am tbj mjxt geuphj en dcys. Zmnertumctjhy, tbj ocleraty en etbjrs saophy

dad met wcmt te er geuhd met pcrtagapctj, am spatj en tbj ncgt tbj cutber sbewjd rjspjgt te tbjar pravcgy

cmd ennjrjd te jxphcam cmy pessa`hj deu`ts vac pravctj ojssciami. Cmd namchhy, sberthy cntjr tbj

survjy bcd `jjm pu`hasbjd cmd sbcrjd, emj pjrsem sbewjd epjm dasgemtjmt cmd dascirjjojmt watb

tbj qujstaemmcarj, ghcaoami at wcs c`sehutjhy arrjhjvcmt ner tbj stery en @jtb Bcrt. Geuhd tbj gratagaso

`j gemsadjrjd rjhjvcmt cmd phcusa`hj5 Geuhd tbj pjrsem, `jcrami am oamd tbj wbehj rjsjcrgb, `j

c`sehutjhy raibt tbct Bcrts ncms crj met aopertcmt wbjm at geojs te bjr hanj stery5 Tbj prjsjmt cutber

dascirjjs watb sugb c stctjojmt, oesthy `jgcusj @jtb bcs gemnarojd ocmy taojs bew ougb sbj gcrjsner bjr cdoarjrjrs, bew amtaoctj tbjar gemvjrsctaem gcm `j, wbagb bcs `jjm gemnarojd am pravctj

gemvjrsctaems em segach mjtwerks `y seoj en tbj bcrdgerj ncms. Em tbj etbjr bcmd, en geursj, @jtb

geuhd amdjjd tbamk en bjr ncms cs c ocss en pjephj wbe crj tbjrj emhy te ùy bjr rjgerds cmd pcy ner

bjr sbews, cmd/er pcy jxtrc te ojjt bjr `jnerj/cntjr tbj sbews. Tbjrj as c pessaàhaty sbj gemsadjrs

chh tbct lust cmetbjr pcrt en bjr le`. Jvjm an tbct as tbj gcsj, at rjocams vchuc`hj te amvjstaictj bew

@jtbs ousag cmd hanj stery amnhujmgjs bjr ncms wbe entjm spjmd tbjar prjgaeus taoj cmd oemjy te

sprjcd tbj werd cèut @jtb, sjj bjr havj sbews cmd ojjt bjr.

@j tbct cs at ocy, gemsadjrami tbj Ncgjèek pcijs cmd ireups djdagctjd te @jtb Bcrt, emj en

tbj oest cgtavj ojo`jrs, cmd vjry suppertavj am tbj gcsj en tbas rjsjcrgb, as tbj neumdjr en tbj Atchacm

ncm ireup, Ch`jrte da Hjemj. Tbas kamd ocm as emj en tbj oest pcssaemctj @jtbs cdoarjrjrs wbe

rjiuhcrhy pests rcrj rjgerdamis, pbeteircpbs cmd etbjr amtjrjstami tbais cèut @jtb Bcrt te vcraeus

Ncgjèek pcijs cmd te Weumdgheud. Am cddataem te tbct, Ch`jrte entjm trcvjhs te @jtb s gemgjrts am

etbjr geumtrajs, lust hakj c muo`jr en etbjr ncms. @jsadjs Ch`jrte da Hjemj, tbjrj wjrj etbjr djvetjd

ncms nreo Merwcy, Behhcmd cmd Ijrocmy wbe sbewjd wahhamimjss te pcrtagapctj am tbj survjy. Tbjar

wemdjrnuh wasb te bjhp, cs wjhh cs tbjar kamdmjss cmd trust ocdj tbj cutber `jhajvj tbct, teijtbjr watb

tbj survjy, tbas pcpjr weuhd `j c`hj te ennjr jvjm oerj jxtjmsavj cmd tbereuib cggeumt en @jtb Bcrt

cmd bjr pcssaemctj cdoarjrjrs.


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Te tbj cutbers surprasj cmd rjirjt, tbj survjy wcs met suggjssnuh cmd ats rjsuhts geuhd met `j

gemsadjrjd rjhjvcmt. Yby5 @jgcusj tbj muo`jr en pcrtagapcmts wcs met jmeuib te e`tcam vchad cmd

rjhjvcmt rjsuhts cmd gemghusaems. Emj en tbj oest rctaemch jxphcmctaems ner tbct as tbj prjdagtjd

suspagaem cmd dastrust en petjmtach pcrtagapcmts, wbagb tbj cutber cttjoptjd te geopjmsctj `y ennjrami

jxphcmctaems am pravctj geooumagctaem. Tbj sjgemd rjcsem geuhd `j tbj ncgt tbct seoj en tbjqujstaems am tbj survjy wjrj amdjjd amtaoctj, gemstrcamami tbj petjmtach pcrtagapcmts te cmswjr tbjo

jvjm cmemaoeushy. Tbj tbard pessa`hj jxphcmctaem geuhd `j neumd am tbj muo`jr en qujstaems am tbj

survjy, wbagb geuhd bcvj rjnrcamjd pjephj nreo pcrtagapctaem cmd, hcst `ut met tbj hjcst, tbjrj wcs

chse tbj hcmiucij e`stcghj.

@j tbct cs at ocy, duj te tbj cutbers gemstcmt amtjrjst am tbj scoj cmd saoahcr tepags, tbj

survjy, watb er watbeut pessa`hj suiijstjd oedanagctaems, gcm `j usjnuh ner seoj nuturj rjsjcrgb,

wbagb geuhd hjcd te rjhjvcmt cmd vchad rjsuhts cmd jquchhy pjrtamjmt gemghusaems.

(Yatb bus`cmd Wgett Ijtzgew am Ocy 063:)


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Gemghusaem

@jtb Bcrt bcs met rjgjavjd wadjr rjgeimataem cmd ojdac cttjmtaem am rjgjmt yjcrs emhy duj te

bjr umaquj veagj cmd tbj iant ner semiwratami. Cs c octtjr en ncgt, sbj as stahh struiihami watb wratami

cèvj cvjrcij hyrags, ùt bjr vegch tjgbmaquj as jvadjmthy ncr oerj sepbastagctjd. Wbj as,umnertumctjhy, c ieed jxcophj en umtrjctjd àpehcr daserdjr, cmd sbj bcs jxbaàtjd ats syopteos ner

tbj oest pcrt en bjr hanj. Wbj ewjs bjr wadjr cppjch cmd stahh rctbjr oedjst pepuhcraty te seoj etbjr

tbamis cs wjhh. Ner amstcmgj, at as me sjgrjt @jtb bcs bcd c dannaguht hanj duj te àpehcr daserdjr ùt,

wbct as hjss wjhh-kmewm, as tbct bjr nctbjr hjnt tbj ncoahy ner c ojmtchhy ahh weocm wbjm @jtb wcs

emhy :, cmd tbct bjr stjpoetbjr prjvjmtjd cmy nurtbjr gemtcgt `jtwjjm @jtb cmd bjr nctbjr; sbj bcs

chse iemj tbreuib tbj cddagtaem, CADW cmd djctb en bjr sastjr Wbcrem; sbj bcs wctgbjd tbj

dascppeamtami hevj cnncars en bjr oetbjr wbe rjnusjd te put @jtb em ojdagctaem wbjm sbj wcs c

tjjmcijr; sbj bcs trajd te geooat suagadj c geuphj en taojs cmd, hcst ùt met tbj hjcst, sbj rjnusjd te

tckj ojdagctaem ner bjr ahhmjss umtah sbj wcs choest 46. Am spatj en tbct, @jtb dad ijt c het en suppert

nreo bjr ncoahy wbjm at gcoj te ousag cmd sperts, cmd seojtaojs wbjm sbj wcs am vjry dcmijreus

cmd dannaguht satuctaems. Cntjr ocmy yjcrs en struiihj cmd tbjrcpy, @jtb bcs namchhy rjcgbjd tbj peamt

wbjm sbj gcm neriavj bjrsjhn cmd bjr oetbjr cmd nctbjr, se tedcy, @jtb as spjmdami oerj taoj watb

bjr nctbjr cmd bcs c mjw rjgerd djdagctjd te bao, wbagb bj, surprasamihy, bcs met bjcrd yjt.

@jtbs ousag, gemsjqujmthy, bcs chwcys rjnhjgtjd bjr ojmtch stctj, cmd sbj bcs usjd at oesthy

cs c wcy te bjch, wratami nreo phcgjs en pcam cmd serrew. Emhy rjgjmthy bcs sbj stcrtjd te grjctj

wbjm bcppy cmd gbjjrnuh. Tbct as wby bjr jcrhy chùos hcgk gebjrjmgj, wbjrjcs bjr truj petjmtach as

jvadjmt emHjcvj tbj Haibt Em,Oy Gchanermac, @cmi @cmi @eeo @eeo,cmd tbj hcst emj @jttjr Tbcm

Beoj. Duj te bjr oas`jbcvaer am c njw tchk-sbews, le` hess, ojmtch daserdjr, cmd njjhamis en sbcoj

cmd iuaht, @jtb choest geophjtjhy hest bjr gcrjjr ct tbj jmd en tbj 3116s. Wbj bcs survavjd cmd ocdj

c mjw gcrjjr sehjhy tbcmks te bjr bus`cmd, Wgett Ijtzgew, wbe stahh hevjs bjr ner wbe sbj truhy as.

Tbas rjsjcrgb, bewjvjr, prjsjmts emhy c oedjst `jiammami am amvjstaictami Bcrt s hanj, ousag

cmd gcrjjr. Bewjvjr, at as mjgjsscry te jopbcsazj tbct ètb tbj praocry cmd sjgemdcry seurgjs

rjquarj nurtbjr cmchysas cmd vjranagctaem. Ner tbct purpesj cmd am erdjr te e`tcam oerj cggurctj cmd

geophjtj amsaibt am Bcrts stery, at as aopertcmt te amvjstaictj etbjr ncoahy ojo`jrs, cs wjhh cs bjr

nrajmds. Am cddataem te tbct cmd ner tbj sckj en jxpherami tbj amnhujmgj en bjr ousag, at weuhd `j vjry

usjnuh te bcvj cs ocmy pcrtagapcmts am tbj survjy cs pessa`hj, `jcrami am oamd ats pessa`hjoedanagctaems.

Gemsadjrami @jtbs aoojmsj tchjmt, bjr cggeophasbojmts cmd coczami struiihj watb àpehcr

daserdjr, sbj truhy djsjrvjs jvjm wadjr rjgeimataem cmd sbeuhd `j oerj prjsjmt am tbj ojdac. Tbus,

oerj pjephj creumd tbj werhd weuhd bcvj cm eppertumaty te sjj c rcrj tchjmt cmd c truj stcr. At as

pessa`hj tbct ocmy en tbjo weuhd stcrt vajwami àpehcr daserdjr nreo cmetbjr pjrspjgtavj cmd,

gemsjqujmthy, `j c`hj te ocy`j bjhp tbjosjhvjs er tbesj wbe mjjd bjhp. @jtbs rjgjmt wadjr

rjgeimataem as tbj preen tbct jvjm c àpehcr pjrsem gcm hjcd c rjhctavjhy meroch cmd bcppy hanj, cmd

tbct bemjsty as chwcys oerj cpprjgactjd tbcm badami, wbagb as en irjct aopertcmgj ner tbesj wbe ie

tbreuib tbj scoj er saoahcr struiihjs.


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Cppjmdax

Sujstaemmcarj ner @jtb's ncms

V3*Cij5

3:-0:

0:-7:

7:-4:

4:-::

::->:

V0*Ybct geumtry de yeu havj am5

V7*Qeur prenjssaem cmd/er gurrjmt jopheyojmt5

V4*Ijmdjr5

Ochj

Njochj

V:

*Wjxuch erajmtctaem5

Bjtjresjxuch

Beoesjxuch

@asjxuch

Csjxuch

Dem't wcmt te cmswjr

V>*Bew weuhd yeu djsgra`j yeursjhn am twe werds5

Gemsastjmt cmd gcutaeusJcsy-ieami cmd gcrjhjss

Eutieami cmd jmjrijtag

Wehatcry cmd sby

Nrajmdhy cmd geopcssaemctj

Wjmsatavj cmd cmxaeus

Wjgurj cmd gemnadjmt

V9*Bcvj yeu jvjr bcd pre`hjos watb chgebeh cmd/er druis5

Me, mjvjr.


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Qjs, ùt met cmyoerj.

Qjs, stahh struiihami.

A'd rctbjr met cmswjr.

V2*Bcvj yeu jvjr `jjm prenjssaemchhy dacimesjd watb seoj typj en ojmtchdaserdjr5

Qjs.

Me.

Me, ùt A tbamk A pre`c`hy/ocy`j sunnjr nreo c ojmtch daserdjr.

V1*An yeu cmswjrjd "yjs" , wbct as tbj prenjssaemch dacimesas5

Oeed daserdjr (ner jxcophj< djprjssaem, àpehcr daserdjr, gyghetbyoag daserdjr)

Cmxajty daserdjr (ner jxcophj< ijmjrchazjd cmxajty daserdjr, pcmag daserdjr, segach cmxajty

daserdjr, cmd spjganag pbeàcs)Vsygbetag daserdjr (Wgbazepbrjmac)

Jctami daserdjr (ner jxcophj< Cmerjxac mjrvesc, ùhaoac mjrvesc, àmij jctami)

Vjrsemchaty daserdjrs (cmtasegach pjrsemchaty daserdjr, e`sjssavj-geopuhsavj pjrsemchatydaserdjr, pcrcmead pjrsemchaty daserdjr).

Vest-trcuoctag strjss daserdjr (VTWD)

A dem't sunnjr nreo cmy ojmtch daserdjr.

V36*An yeu emhy suspjgt yeu bcvj c ojmtch daserdjr, wbct geuhd at `j5

Oeed daserdjrCmxajty daserdjr

Vsygbetag daserdjr

Jctami daserdjr

Vjrsemchaty daserdjrs

Vest-trcuoctag strjss daserdjr

Me adjc.

A dem't sunnjr nreo cmy ojmtch daserdjr.

V33*Bcvj yeu jvjr tckjm cmy ojdagctaem ner yeur (pessa`hj) ojmtch daserdjr5

Qjs, ùt mew cmyoerj.

Qjs, jvjry dcy.

Me, A dem't sunnjr nreo cmy ojmtch daserdjr.

Me, ùt A'o sjraeushy tbamkami cèut at.

V30*Ybjm dad yeu narst bjcr cèut @jtb Bcrt5

Am tbj 3116s

Ct tbj jmd en tbj 3116s


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Am tbj 0666s

C geuphj en yjcrs cie

Lust rjgjmthy

V37*Bew dad yeu bjcr cèut @jtb5

Nreo c nrajmd

Em T^

Em tbj Amtjrmjt

Em c rcdae stctaem

A wjmt te bjr gemgjrt

V34*Ybct wcs yeur narst aoprjssaem5

Yew! Coczami! A wcmt chh en bjr chùos.

Wbj's ieed!

Wbj's EK, ùt tee ciirjssavj ner oj.

Wbj's èrami.

A dashakj bjr veagj.

A hakj bjr veagj ùt dashakj bjr hyrags.

Wbj's irjct, ùt A gcm't hastjm te bjr entjm.

V3:*De yeu tbamk @jtb as emj en tbj oest cutbjmtag cmd bemjst samijr/semiwratjryeu'vj jvjr bjcrd5

Qjs, tbj emj cmd emhy.

Qjs, sbj as emj en tbesj crtasts.

Me, A dem't tbamk sbj as oerj cutbjmtag tbcm etbjr pepuhcr ousagacms.

Me, c`sehutjhy met.

V3>*Ybct dejs @jtb's ousag cmd hyrags ojcm te yeu5

At bjhps oj ockj at tbreuib tbj dcy.

At chwcys ockjs oj njjh ieed.

At gcm ockj oj njjh ètb scd cmd bcppy.

A jmley at jvjry mew cmd tbjm.

Met oerj tbcm cmy etbjr ousag cmd hyrags.

At bcs bjhpjd oj trjojmdeushy.

V39*Ybct as yeur ncveratj @jtb's chùo5

V32*Ybct typj en @jtb's semis de yeu hakj `jttjr5

Tbj bcppy emjs.


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Tbj scd emjs.

Tbj cmiry emjs.

Tbj djspjrctj emjs.

Chh en tbjo.

V31*Gcm yeu mcoj yeur ncveratj @jtb's semi/semis5

V06*Yeuhd yeu scy tbct @jtb's ousag bcs bjhpjd cmd as stahh bjhpami yeu bjch yeurweumds5

Qjs, c`sehutjhy.

Am c wcy, yjs.

Me, A dem't njjh at tbct wcy.

V03*De yeu wratj pejos er semis5

Qjs.

Me.

V00*De yeu phcy cmy ousagch amstruojmt5

Qjs

Me

C hatthj àt.

V07*Yeuhd yeu hakj te `j c samijr/semiwratjr5

Qjs

Me

V04*Dad yeu bcvj c neroch ousagch jdugctaem5

Qjs

Me

V0:*Ybagb @jtb's chùos de yeu prjnjr5

Tbj ehdjr emjs.

Tbj mjw emjs.

Chh en tbjo.

V0>*De yeu prjnjr @jtb's eraiamch semis er bjr gevjrs5

Bjr eraiamch semis oesthy.

Emhy bjr gevjrs.

A tbamk sbj sbeuhd chwcys pjrnero bjr ewm semis.

A hakj ètb.V09*Bew weuhd yeu rjcgt an yeu ojt @jtb am pjrsem5


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A'd stcrt gryami.

A'd `j vjry jxgatjd cmd tee sby te spjck.

A'd lust iavj bjr c ài bui.

Chh en tbj cèvj.

A chrjcdy ojt bjr, sbj's wemdjrnuh.

A dem't wcmt te ojjt bjr.

V02*Yeuhd yeu hakj te rjcd c èek cèut @jtb's hanj, bjr gcrrjjr cmd bjr ousag5

Qjs

Me

Ocy`j

V01*Dejs @jtb stremihy rjoamd yeu en cmy etbjr crtast, wbagb emj/emjs5

V76*Qeur ncveratj typj en ousag5

Pegk/Bcrd Pegk

Lczz/@hujs

P&@/Weuh

Bjcvy Ojtch

Ghcssags

Chh en tbj cèvj

V73Crj yeu tarjd5


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@a`haeircpby

@jtb Bcrt Heeks Te Tbj 'Haibt'. (0667, 61 0:). Pjtrajvjd 61 00, 0634, nreo @ahh`ecrd Ociczamj

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