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BENEDICT THE BLESSED ONE C an the pursuit of a spiritual path lead to the very egocentricity it is trying to escape? Not infrequently. The Desert monks were acutely aware of this danger especially in solitude and relied above all upon the abba-disciple relationship to avoid it. It was however Benedict of Nursia (480-550) who devised a masterly, sapiential formula of training for the mystical life based on community rather than a personal master. His Rule, though, is masterly especially in its modesty - and despite lacking any direct mystical doctrine. Even his name is anonymous, meaning the ‘blessed one’ as the Buddha was often called by his followers. The story of his life is known to us through legendary miracle stories collected as theological illustrations by Pope Gregory, a former monk under the Rule. These inspired innumerable works of art, most beautifully in the frescoes by Signorelli and Sodoma at Monte Oliveto Maggiore, worth a week’s retreat in themselves. Benedict began his monastic journey in an archetypal desert mode. He dropped out of school in Rome, (‘wisely ignorant’), curiously so for the founder of the system that saved learning in the Dark Ages. He took the habit from a nearby hermit and then spent years in a cave (Sacro Speco) in Subiaco, near Rome and still one of the most presence- filled and holy places in the world. He taught the Gospel to the pagan peasants around him anticipating the missionary branch of his spiritual progeny in future centuries. When some leaderless monks in the vicinity begged him to come and be their abbot, he kindly but unwisely accepted. He was too strict for them and, not for the last time in monastic history, the community tried to murder their abbot. He left them, but stayed in the coenobitic (community) form of monastic life rather than returning to solitude. He formed twelve monasteries each with twelve monks. Modern sociologists reading the rule note the emphasis on smallness for healthy group dynamics. Even in the big community he organises the members in ‘deaneries’ of ten. Yet in Chapter One of his Rule on ‘The Kinds of Monks’ he sees solitude as the goal. After an unspecified ‘long’ period of time in the monastery those who have ‘built up their strength … go from the battle line in the ranks of their brothers to the single- handed combat of the desert.’ The military imagery might seem better suited for men playing at soldiers. Yet women, including Benedict’s own sister, Scholastica, whom one story shows praying better and Benedictine Oblate Newsletter No. 14, December 2011 Via Vitae way of life Benedictine Oblates of The World Community for Christian Meditation

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BENEDICTTHE BLESSED ONE

Can the pursuit of a spiritual path lead to the very egocentricity it is trying to escape? Not infrequently. The

Desert monks were acutely aware of this danger especially in solitude and relied above all upon the abba-disciple

relationship to avoid it.

It was however Benedict of Nursia (480-550) who devised a masterly, sapiential formula of training for the mystical life

based on community rather than a personal master. His Rule, though, is masterly especially in its modesty - and despite

lacking any direct mystical doctrine.

Even his name is anonymous, meaning the ‘blessed one’ as the Buddha was often called by his followers. The story of

his life is known to us through legendary miracle stories collected as theological illustrations by Pope Gregory, a former

monk under the Rule. These inspired innumerable works of art, most beautifully in the frescoes by Signorelli and Sodoma

at Monte Oliveto Maggiore, worth a week’s retreat in themselves.

Benedict began his monastic journey in an archetypal desert mode. He dropped out of school in Rome, (‘wisely

ignorant’), curiously so for the founder of the system that saved learning in the Dark Ages. He took the habit from a

nearby hermit and then spent years in a cave (Sacro Speco) in Subiaco, near Rome and still one of the most presence-

filled and holy places in the world. He taught the Gospel to

the pagan peasants around him anticipating the missionary

branch of his spiritual progeny in future centuries. When

some leaderless monks in the vicinity begged him to come

and be their abbot, he kindly but unwisely accepted.

He was too strict for them and, not for the last time in

monastic history, the community tried to murder their abbot.

He left them, but stayed in the coenobitic (community)

form of monastic life rather than returning to solitude. He

formed twelve monasteries each with twelve monks. Modern

sociologists reading the rule note the emphasis on smallness

for healthy group dynamics. Even in the big community he

organises the members in ‘deaneries’ of ten. Yet in Chapter

One of his Rule on ‘The Kinds of Monks’ he sees solitude as

the goal. After an unspecified ‘long’ period of time in the

monastery those who have ‘built up their strength … go from

the battle line in the ranks of their brothers to the single-

handed combat of the desert.’

The military imagery might seem better suited for men

playing at soldiers. Yet women, including Benedict’s own

sister, Scholastica, whom one story shows praying better and

Benedictine Oblate Newsletter No. 14, December 2011

Via Vitaeway of life

Benedictine Oblates of The World Community for Christian Meditation

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more wisely than her brother, respond as much as men,

with certain adaptations, to the psychological wisdom of

the Rule. The point of the military symbol is not the use of

force but solidarity, obedience and good management on a

collective mission. The short Rule was probably composed

over many years and seems to have a second ending

attached. Most of the material is lifted directly from the

Rule of the Master one of the many other contemporary

monastic rules. Pope Gregory, with Roman centralising

efficiency, selected Benedict’s for use throughout the

western church.

Benedict’s genius is seen in what he left out of his

original and in the Prologue which is his own. He was aware

that he was forming a softer rule than that of the golden

era. ‘We read that monks should not drink wine at all but

since monks of our day cannot be convinced of this, let

us at least agree to drink moderately.’ This via media and

common sense backed up by a firm but flexible structure

of life and perennially valid principles of time management

made the Rule, after the Bible the most influential text in

European civilisation for a millennium. Abbots and business

leaders still join and turn to it for light on contemporary

social issues. And interestingly the best commentaries on

the Rule may not be written, as is often claimed, in hotel

rooms, but certainly are often composed today by women

and no doubt one day by Oblates.

The Rule is a masterpiece of rationality, modesty

and self-transcendence. In the last, and usually least

commented upon, chapter Benedict calls it a little Rule

for beginners. Those who want to move on to high school

or even graduate school should consult Cassian and the

fathers. So in what ways does this little Rule train those

who seek God and hunger for the contemplative experience

of seeing God and listening to God’s Word? Firstly by

identifying the call itself: ‘is there anyone here who yearns

for life and desires to see God?’.

Quoting psalms and the Wisdom literature as he often

does, Benedict identifies seeking God with the goal of

human life. That life does not cease to be human and

variable once the goal is being pursued. When the ‘first

fervour of conversion’ wears off your brethren no longer

seem saints or even best friends. Stability then is one

of the vows Benedict defines and requires both physical

and mental perseverance. He would have enjoyed the

rabbinical saying ‘you are not obliged to succeed, but you

are not allowed to give up.’ But being Benedict, he knows

that people will, and so gives the monk three strikes before

he is out and not allowed to return.

To balance stability which otherwise becomes static, his

second vow stresses commitment to an ongoing conversion

of life and manners, a form of the endless pursuit of God

in the mystical life described by Gregory of Nyssa. And

obedience—ideally or eventually practised without delay,

spontaneously and from love not out of fear—completes the

triad. Obedience must be practised vertically to the abbot

and horizontally to each other and thus becomes Christ

like. Unlike later religious orders who saw the will of God

in the superior’s commands, Benedict allows the monk an

appeal if he is commanded to do what he finds impossible.

If it fails, he has to do his best to obey and trust in God.

The monastery is the laboratory in which the vows and

the ‘tools of good works’ train the monk for the higher

slopes. If it works well it becomes such a loving and freeing

place that it feels like the summit but this depends on

good management. Firstly time-management, getting the

balance right between physical work, lectio (spiritual

reading) and prayer, which correspond to the human

person’s composition as body, mind and spirit.

The kind of prayer Benedict describes is communal

psalmody and reading – a collective lectio which serves

as preparation for true contemplative prayer. Stress is

the disruption of natural human harmony. Peace is their

working well together. Murmuring (gossip and moaning)

is picked out especially for its corrosive attack on peace.

Organisational management in the Rule shows the Roman

virtues of paternitas and gravitas with not much left (at

least officially) for hilaritas. Overall, the abbot has an

impossible task. He must be able to keep the list of the

tools given out for work each day and constantly adapt

himself to each different temperament. He has the final

word but is himself subject to the Rule and must consult.

It is a wonderful, brief, vivid and humane description of

the Christian lifestyle in which ‘all the members will be

at peace’. Exceptions prove any rule and Benedict makes

many of them, especially for the old, sick and children,

the most vulnerable members of any society. Weaknesses

Benedict: the blessed one ........... 1

Editorial ................................ 3

Salt, light and yeast .................. 4

The only thing required .............. 5

Marriage & monastic oblation ....... 6

The hidden depth of the rule ....... 8

News from New Zealand ............10

An old symbol; Sydney oblate cell;

Christchurch ..........................11

The journey inward ..................12

Preparing for birth; Ash Temple ...13

Book corner ...........................14

2012 events; Contact info ..........16

CONTENTS

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EDITORIALof body and character are treated with patience – a

rare feature in most spiritual doctrines. Yet there is a

single-mindedness (‘prefer nothing whatever to the love

of Christ’) that never turns moderation to compromise.

Focusing on the mundane as he does, Benedict achieves

something astounding. We see God reflected in the ordinary

– Christ dancing in a thousand places. And yet this, he

insists, is still the spiritual kindergarten, just the beginning.

with much love

LaurenceThis article originally appeared on www.wccm.org

‘Weekly Teachings’ 20/11/2011

Hope blooms as hopes die. Hopes are veiled desiresor fantasies which we use as substitutes for reality

or as defenses against disappointments and sufferings.Often we have to tremble on the brink of despair

and the evacuation of desirebefore discovering the meaning of hope.

Before we get to that brink we start clutching at false hopes. The John the Baptists of our lives

–those who alone give authentic consolation– are not harbingers of doom but preachers of reality.

But at the graced moment of emptiness we are visited by hope that enlightens us about the meaning of the process

we are passing through.Even if we cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel

yet we know–with a kind of night-vision–that we are on the way and even the feeling of failure

or of being forgotten are part of the processthat will flower in the light of love.

LAURENCE FREEMAN(from Advent Reflection Week 2:

http://www.wccm.org/category/category/advent)

V. May the word of Christ flourish among you,R. As you guide each other from the fullness of wisdom.

Benedictine Daily Prayer: A Short Breviary p. 949

These words touch me each time I pray them, as they speak to me of the meaning of our oblate community.

They encourage fidelity, perseverance and internal fortitude among other virtues. The ‘word of Christ’ can be understood as our mantra when meditating and as the word or phrase that touches us during Lectio Divina. Being faithful to these spiritual practices along with the Rule of St Benedict enables us to guide each other in a manner that is different from the world’s way.

Mentoring is a firmly established Benedictine practice

and noted in RB Ch. 58:6: “A senior chosen for his skill in

winning souls should be appointed to look after them with

careful attention”. However, we don’t use the word ‘senior’

as that implies a hierarchy that does not exist in our oblate

community. It is worth noting that elsewhere St Benedict

calls the whole community together knowing full well that

“the Lord often reveals what is better to the younger”. Two

different situations but relevant with regard to mentoring. Co-ordinators have written to me of the reluctance in

their oblate communities from those who have made their Final Oblation, to be involved in the ministry of mentoring. Mentoring is a most appropriate way for the oblate to continue his/her own formation that does not cease at Final Oblation. Speaking from my own experience, to mentor another as they discern God’s will regarding oblation is a gift to be cherished. To quote St Francis: “It is in giving that we receive”. To assist those new to mentoring, there are written ‘Guidelines for Mentors’ as well as supervision. Becoming an oblate within our monastery without walls is not a private affair, but grounded in all aspects of community. Being open to the promptings of the Spirit, “The will of God will never call you to where the grace of God cannot keep you”.

We welcome Mary Robison who became the oblate Co-ordinator of the USA in September. We wish Mary every blessing as she steps into this role, and endeavours to acquaint herself with the U S oblate community. This will take time. Mary’s email address is on the back page for those who would like to welcome Mary.

We bid farewell to Bob Kasarda who accepted the role of US Oblate Co-ordinator when Greg Ryan resigned in July 2010. We are grateful to Bob for his generosity of time and energy in getting to know and work with the oblate community, but understand the needs of his other commitments. We wish Bob every blessing and as with his predecessor hope to hear from him from time to time.

May the blessing of peace and the peace of blessings surround you, your family and friends during the Christmas Season and remain with you during 2012.

With love and prayerTRISH

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You are the salt of the earth. But if salt loses its taste,with what can it be seasoned?

It is no longer good for anythingbut to be thrown out and trampled underfoot. …

You are the light of the world.A city set on a mountain cannot be hidden.

Nor do they light a lamp and then put it under a bushel basket;it is set on a lamp stand, where it gives light to all in the house.

Just so, your light must shine before others,

that they may see your good deeds and glorify your heavenly Father. … The kingdom of heaven is like yeast

that a woman took and mixedwith three measures of wheat flouruntil the whole batch was leavened.

As oblates, we share the privilege of service; not only to

our own community but also to the world at large and

in this relatively secular age we have many opportunities

to honour the commitment that my wife Patricia and I

made at our Final Oblation. “The three basic vows of

the Benedictine Rule are principles of life to which the

oblate makes a commitment of heart and mind – Stability,

Obedience, Conversion. These general principles are lived

out in personal ways. There are, however some particular

elements of the oblate commitment which also highlight its

meaning. In the context of this reflection: Sharing in some

way in the work of the community to pass on the Christian

tradition of meditation.”1 This particular element speaks

clearly to the work Patricia and I are involved in. This

service is never a burden - we both continue to be amazed

and humbled at the way in which the saying “in giving we

receive” manifests itself in everything we do.

During the past few months we have begun to realise

1 Freeman, Laurence: Monastics in the World, http://www.wccm.org/content/monastics-world

how much we can learn from meditating with children

and as we approach Christmas it’s particularly interesting

to recognise how we can savour the new “salt light and

yeast” that comes to us from the children’s childlike

understanding of the infant Jesus.

Unfortunately many children get very little in the way

of a solid grounding in Christianity from their families but

interestingly one of the priests who attended a recent “in-

service training day” put forward the view that one of the

main sources of evangelisation in the future may well be

directly from the children.

One way that this can begin to happen is if we recognise

the huge benefit and impact of Christian meditation on the

“precious lives” we have been entrusted within our schools.

We have been amazed and delighted at the way in which

teachers have recognised and grasped this opportunity in

beginning to implement this beautiful prayer of the heart

in the schools where they work. In an age where religious

instruction has sometimes been relegated to a simple

mugging up of facts from the Bible in order to regurgitate

those facts in an exam, there comments are truly “salt and

light”:

“It feels like this is life transforming”

“This will have a huge impact on our children’s

behaviour”

“It’s what I’ve been looking for”

“I like the emphasis on prayer – not just a de-stressing

technique”

We know that by encouraging our children to enter their

“inner room” or “heart room” they can not only get to

know themselves better but also get to know God better at

a personal level and this is a gift that they take with them

for the rest of their lives.

We are helping them to make their religion a living

reality by helping them to practise those Christian values

they learn in their own lives in such a way that they

naturally share true Christian love with those around

them. In other words, they become a light in a relatively

secular and dark world and spread that light in a loving and

persuasive way.

People often think that the art of persuasion is

dependent on well chosen words delivered in cleverly

constructed phrases, but we are becoming increasingly

convinced that the deep silence of meditation is infinitely

more powerful. This seems doubly impressive when so many

people actually fear the absence of noise and rush to fill

that so-called deathly silence, with the bombardment of

noise from the radio, television or iPod.

By contrast, notice how small children really enjoy

quietly looking around their environment in pure

SALT, LIGHT AND YEAST

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amazement – silently absorbing the wonders of nature

around them and noticing things that we, as adults, may

become so accustomed to that we pass by on the other

side.

Nowhere is this enjoyment of “being” rather than

“doing” more evident than in the gentle silence of Christian

meditation where the apparently ordinary experience of

sitting quietly in our own “inner room” is shot through

with the extraordinary experience of enjoying some real

value-time with our Creator. One is even tempted to

wonder whether Jesus actually taught Mary to ponder all

those things in her heart. And, at what stage, did Jesus

learn to enjoy the benefits of going to the hills to pray all

by himself? Certainly children seem to enjoy the discipline

of meditation and are able to share with others really

easily. So much so that many of the children who learn to

meditate in school, also begin to meditate at home, and

often teach it to their parents.

The hunger for silence seems particularly universal among

the schools we have visited and may well be the “yeast”

that both children and teachers are searching for. We need

to lighten the daily drudgery of the secular concentration

on targets, to-do lists and exams.

If we can spread this belief in “living silence” – rather

than “deathly silence” then it may well be a source of

evangelisation in our schools and families and bring a new

meaning to the “risen” Christ in all our lives.

If you would like to find out more, please contact:

CHARLES and PATRICIA POSNETT UK Special Coordinators, Christian Meditation with Children

[email protected]

The reception of Teresa Decker as an Oblate Novice, with other oblates who participated in the International School Retreat, Fara Sabina, Italy, 3-9 September. Teresa is the only meditator in Uruguay discerning a call to the oblate way of life. Front row L-R: Kath Houston,

Australia; Angela Gregson, UK; Mary Robison, USA; Christiane Floyd, Germany; Giovanni Foffano, Italy. Back row L-R: Mario Bossu, Italy; Fr Laurence; Teresa Decker, Uruguay; Kim Nataraja, UK; Giovanni Felicioni, UK; Stefan Reynolds, UK.

THE ONLY THING REQUIREDFrom a letter to the Canadian Oblate Community, 6 August 2011

My dear Sisters and Brothers of St Benedict,

Being an oblate of St Benedict is an affirmation of one’s

solitary, monastic self. The self in whose depths the

Prayer of Christ rises ceaselessly. We must, as scripture

says, be always in the state of prayer. Do not shout from

the roof-tops, but go into the quiet room. …

The longer I meditate, the stronger this inclination

becomes – to be monk, alone – yet not alone. We are, all of

us oblates, are monks. Father John often said that tonsure

and habit, even a monastery, does not a monk make.

We are, each of us, responsible for the discipline of our

life of prayer, which is nothing less than the communion of

our Spirit – lost (and found) in the spirit of Christ.

Our primary responsibility is to live out of this profound

Reality – as we promised when we took that leap of faith

into the Unknowing. And we must take it again and yet

again, each time, surprised that we are always caught.

Therefore, whatever life may throw on one, I hope to meet

with confidence, because I know that I am loved.

So let us be very very serious about our fidelity to the

mantra, to meditation. Father John’s talks, those Monday

and Tuesday night talks, so thoroughly prepared and

given with so much love, passion and urgency. They were

meant for you and me. This is where the teaching is. If the

teaching of Christian meditation is to survive in its absolute

simplicity for future seekers – validate it in your own

experience, listen to Father John. Let us be more mature

and confident as we stretch out our hand to one another.

As far as praying goes, the bottom line is that we are

One, in and with, the Prayer of Christ, always. Is this

enough? The only thing required of me is that I stay

faithful.

POLLY SCHOFIELD, Canadian Oblate [email protected]

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Are you still reading that book?” My fiancé asked me

after she had seen ‘The Rule of St Benedict’ travel with

me on various journeys. I had to try to explain to her that it

was one of those books which one never finishes. I became

an Oblate in 1996. Last year I got married. Two forms of

vows; different, but compatible. Surely the criteria of the

call is similar: ‘Is there anyone here who yearns for life and

desires to see good days?’ (Ps. 34.13). The married Oblate

is also a coenobite; he/she lives in a community. I have a

few reflections.

1) Before I was married, in my bachelor days, I was

free to do what I liked with my

holidays and when I came back

from work. In that sense every

bachelor is a sarabite: ‘Their Law

is what they like to do, whatever

strikes their fancy’ (Rule Ch.1).

To be married is ‘to love not our

own will, nor take pleasure in the

satisfaction of our desires’ (2nd

Step of Humility, Ch. 7). One has

to take into consideration what

the partner wants. My wife does

not fancy a holiday in an Ashram

in India.

2) In that sense to be married

is to be under obedience. I have

to listen to my wife. It is not just

me anymore. ‘Constraint wins a

crown’, as St Benedict reminds.

That crown is the ability to live

beyond my ego and its desires;

being able to live with others. My

wife is Christ to me, in that sense

she is also my Abbot.

3) If the root of obedience is to listen and respond, that

is key to marriage. If I am asked to do something (“Can

you hoover the house/ take the dog for a walk/answer the

door, etc.”) - unless I have some real reason why I can’t -

then why not assume that this is what I am called to do. So

I try to respond promptly. I don’t quite match those who

‘immediately put aside their own concerns, abandon their

own will, and lay down whatever they have in hand, leaving

it unfinished’ (Ch. 5). At least I should not annoy my wife

by leaving undone, or postponing without reason, what has

been asked.

4) “Let’s go to Venice for our summer holiday!” In this I

have to be like the monastic cellarer: ‘If anyone happens

MARRIAGE AND MONASTIC OBLATIONTwelve Steps of Humility

to make an unreasonable demand, the cellarer should not

reject that person with disdain and cause distress, but

reasonably and humbly deny the improper request’ (Ch.

31).

5) I don’t have children yet but reading the qualities

needed for an Abbess or Abbot I get some idea of the

demands of parenting: ‘They must know what a difficult

and demanding burden they have undertaken: directing

souls and serving a variety of temperaments, coaxing,

reproving, and encouraging them as appropriate’ (Ch. 2).

And change nappies!

6) What about the teaching

on silence (Ch. 6)? Well, in my

experience, it doesn’t work in

marriage. However ‘Speaking

and teaching are the teacher’s

task; the disciple is to be silent

and listen’. In my experience

marriage and teaching do not

go together. My wife does not

want to listen to my theological

opinions at breakfast or at any

time. I have to climb down

off my retreat-giving pedestal

before I am ready for an

evening cuddle. There are no

Zen Masters in the bedroom.

For me silence is the silence of

heavy opinions.

7) What about sex? In

marriage is to ‘love chastity’

(Ch. 4) really a tool for good?

‘Do not gratify the promptings

of the flesh’. Well, it plays

more of a role in marriage than just getting children.

Maybe the rule has taught me a little that sex is more

about giving than begetting. Sex may be part of that ‘good

zeal’ which Benedict sees as ‘fostering fervent love’ (Ch.

72): ‘No monastics are to pursue what they judge better

for themselves, but instead, what they judge better for

someone else’. It gives meaning to Benedict’s injunction to

remove one’s knives before going to bed! (Ch. 22) In sex we

are all vulnerable and joyful, it is not a place for power or

moralising.

8) Getting married normally (and certainly in my case)

goes hand in hand with becoming a householder. Setting

up house has its demands. For an academic like me I am

reminded that in manual work (cleaning, shopping, cooking,

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gardening, DIY) we are living like real monastics (Ch. 48).

Cooking for one another, according to the rule, is a way

of ‘fostering love’ (Ch. 35). ‘Consequently no members

(husband or wife) should be excused from kitchen service’.

For me ‘toiling faithfully’ in the house and its life and

stability in the marriage is the ‘workshop’ where love

flowers (Ch. 4).

9) I certainly give more dinner parties than I used to.

With house and home, especially in the country, hospitality

plays a new role. ‘All guests who present themselves are to

be welcomed as Christ’ (Ch. 53). Though my wife does not

meditate in a formal sense, we share the same faith. For

me this is nowhere more clear than in trying to ‘show every

kindness’ to our guests. In welcoming them we welcome

more than them and realise that our home is more than our

home: ‘God, we have received your mercy in the midst of

your temple’ (Ps. 48:10)

10) Before getting married I reflected on Benedict’s

‘Procedure for Receiving Members’ (Ch. 58) as parallel to

the commitment of marriage. As Benedict says it is not to

be taken too lightly. Dating is a sort of postulancy (though

a bit more fun!). Engagement is a sort of novitiate even,

in Benedict’s view involving moving in to see whether

things really work. Then we get our ‘marriage preparation’

meetings where we were told ‘all the hardships and

difficulties that will lead to God’ on this path. Then the

vows: ‘For better and for worse, for richer and for poorer,

in sickness and in health, till death do us part.’ Or as

Benedict puts it: ‘They must be well aware that, as the law

of the rule establishes, from this day they are no longer

free to leave the monastery, or shake from their neck the

yoke of the rule which, in the course of so long a period of

reflection, they were free either to reject or accept.’

11) Marriage is a sharing. In the house things are no

longer labelled ‘yours’ or ‘mine’. Even our bodies belong

to each other. Benedict’s description of profession fits the

self-giving of marriage; ‘without keeping back a single thing

for themselves, well aware that from that day they will not

have even their own body at their disposal’ (Ch. 58).

12) Marriage is an enclosure; ‘faithfully observing God’s

teaching’ we are ‘in the monastery until death’ where ‘we

shall through patience share in the sufferings of Christ

that we may also share in the eternal presence’ (end of

Prologue). Commitment. Patience. Monogamy. Monotony.

But also depth. Deepening love. Unconditional love.

Unending love. As Leonard Cohen puts it: ‘The bed is kina

narrow, but my arms are open wide, and here’s a man still

working for your smile’ (from the song ‘I tried to leave

you’).

Twelve steps of humility. I am sure those who have been

married longer than me will have more experience. I would

do better ‘to be silent and to listen’ (Ch. 6). Still Benedict

wrote his rule so that ‘by observing it in monasteries, we

can show that we have some degree of virtue and the

beginnings of monastic life’ (Ch. 73). In the monastery of

marriage I am still a junior. I have many venerable elders

under this profession for whom I rise and offer them a seat

(Ch. 63). I ask for their blessing. But my wife is my Abbot

and Prioress. Her orders take precedence (Ch. 71).

I have recently taken up, with my morning and evening

meditation, chanting the Office to myself. “Go into the

garden if you are going to make that racket”. I obey,

and have built myself a little garden Oratory. ‘Nothing

else is done or stored there’, I am not ‘disturbed by the

insensitivity of another (!)’ and if I ‘do not pray in a loud

voice’ then I figure ‘I will not interfere with anyone else’

(Ch. 52). The moral of the story is that we should all ‘walk

according to another’s decisions and directions, choosing

to live in monasteries and to have a prioress or abbot over

them’ (Ch. 5). Or as they said in the sixties: ‘Make love not

war’.STEFAN REYNOLDS, UK

[email protected]

We cannot love or serve others seriouslywithout discipline.

We cannot be free without learning discipline.A spiritual practice followed as a discipline

raises consciousness beyond the ego level of perception and awakens a new way of seeing.

It helps us to see the fruits of the practice in a new way and this gives access to a level of energy

beyond what even the biggest orbest-directed ego can imagine.

It is the non-coercive power of the Spiritwhich the ego’s desire for control and domination

can never achieve.

LAURENCE FREEMAN First Sight: The Experience of Faith, p. 62.

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One of the most amazing experiences we had lately in

our daily practice was an incredible feeling of depth of

the Rule, gradually unfolding and becoming accessible to

perception.

It’s like the spiritual experience as a whole - at the

very beginning we learn about the many spiritual realities

logically (the existing of the Divine Reality outside and

inside us, the basic laws of cause and effect, the path of

spiritual growth), and it can be supported by some mystical

feeling, growing within us. But at the beginning we cannot

really feel all the beauty and grandeur of these things (and

in our early spiritual experience it was just like this), - that

is why we can accept and honor them mostly mentally, at

the level of concept. Then at a certain point we begin to

experience the true depth of the reality to which we have

started to go at the beginning, relying on the wisdom and

discipline.

Beginning the every day’s reading of the Rule, each of us

felt the aspiration and sympathy for this ancient text. But

major portion of this sympathy surely was based on logic,

and at the beginning we faced the interesting feeling.

The Rule for us was like the nut, inside which something

important is hidden, but it’s under protection of the

nutshell, or, it’s better to say, the protective fence. The

discipline of daily meditation and reading obviously is the

way of action which can lead us to the very heart of the

Rule. However, we felt that moving to the centre of the

Rule is related to success in moving to our own hearts - to

the inner peace and concentration. It is very difficult for

modern people, who live in a huge flow of information

and who are replete with this information, to feel the

spiritual importance of the such simple and practical texts

as the Rule. Many people, including us, are accustomed

to “understand” any book at once, at the moment of

THE HIDDEN DEPTH OF THE RULE

opening and without any efforts. But the Rule is similar to

meditation - the outward simplicity, which opens its doors

only when some work was done, which involved all three

components of each person - body, mind and spirit.

So, the Rule, seen by us at the beginning as something

uncompromising simple and severe, begins to disclose its

depth step by step. Constancy, humility in silence of body

and mind, calmness and discipline - all the things we’re

trying hard every day to make them the axis of our life - all

these things make our vision sharper. And only then we can

see that there is something that the Rule says, not literally

in the words and terms, but only in experience, which we

can get in its simple and practical chapters.

Chapter 20: Reverence in Prayer

This chapter is one of the most short in the Rule, and

maybe it’s very important. In our view St Benedict tries

to express the most important things with the maximal

brevity, helping the disciple to find the most concise

way to the logical silence of pure experience. We find

in our daily meditation the humility and the reverence,

referred to as the essence of the act of prayer. The more

we are faced with a difficult but rewarding experience of

meditation as a discipline (rather than as a hobby, which

can be postponed for a day or two), the more we realise

that the daily concentration and peace are the greatest

possible reverence and humility before existence. When we

put off at certain times of the day all that we have - our

work, thoughts, desires, memory and identity - we start at

100% to participate in something that is and that is offered

to our attention initially. The result of our daily practice

(as in our own experience, so in the experience of most

meditators) is something that St Benedict understands as

the best sacrifice for God - the purity of heart and sincerity,

Maria and Albert Zakharovi, Ukraine,with Fr Laurence following their Final Oblation in Poland

19 October 2011

Maks Kapalski, Poland; Maria and Albert Zakharovi, Ukraine;with Fr Laurence following their Final Oblation in Poland

19 October 2011

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the absence of bifurcation. Maybe, we can compare it with

something that Buddhists call the “suchness” (tathata).

Acting every day according to our oblate discipline, we

begin to open ourselves more and more - and sometimes it’s

the discovery of something not best in ourselves (such as

irritability, or laziness, or weakness). But accepting it and

moving on through the path of discipline and concentration,

we understand that it’s the only way to live in the presence

of God’s attention, not rejecting it, making it the witness

of every moment of life.

Brevity of our mantra and the simplicity of what we

should do every time, help us to remove the self-ego. It

brings us the tremendous freedom that allows us to accept

all the components of every day’s life, which manifests the

Divine presence - as the difficulty of compliance with the

schedule of the day, and also, for example, the beauty of

the sunset observed by us after the evening meditation.

Such an experience we felt in the recent weeks of our

practice, and these reflections on the Rule became for us a

special expression of our own inner feelings.

ALBERT and MARIA ZAKHAROVI, [email protected]

Handoyo Gazali being received as an Oblate Novice by Fr Laurence. The ceremony was held at the conclusion of the Indonesian National Conference held during Fr Laurence’s visit to Indonesia 30 November-5 December. Handoyo is the first of two Indonesian meditators discerning their call to the Benedictine oblate path.

There is nothing more sought after

and desired in our time

than the gift of peace – interior peace and world peace.

Interior peace is the gift of a heart

that knows the experience of Divine Love.

When we are no longer afraid,

no longer caught in the guilt and anxiety

that block our experience of love,

we know peace.

Taynã Malaspina Bonifácio being received as an oblate noviceby Fr Laurence at São Paulo, Brazil in November

When the rhythm of the twice-daily meditationbecomes part of the fabric of our being,

entirely natural and so always renewed and renewing,then our life is being transformed from the centre outwards.

Then we are learning to seeeven the appearances of our ordinary life, work, relationships,

with the vision of love.The Christian is called to see all reality

with the eyes of Christ.

JOHN MAINThe Present Christ

Peace is the result of handing over

our very lives to the Divine Other,

knowing that Divine Love is completely trustworthy

and that all we need will be provided–

that there is nothing to fear.

Because it is indigenous to human nature

to extend what is known in its own heart,

the experience of interior peace

that we now know is extended in our world.

We become peacemakers.

EILEEN O’HEA Woman: Her Intuition of Otherness, p62

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Our New Zealand oblate community came together for

our annual contemplative time of reflection at “The

Home of Compassion”, Island Bay in Wellington on 14-16

November. Thirteen of the seventeen NZ Oblates attended.

Included in our group were four postulants who had

discerned with their mentors their readiness to take the

next step and were received as oblate novices. Three

were from Christchurch, the city that has seen so much

instability from earthquakes this past year. So it was with

great warmth and enthusiasm that we welcomed Margaret

Moore, Sally Dunford and Margaret Nouwens. Jane Hole has

been their mentor and will continue during their novitiate.

Our fourth postulant, Ruth Kinilau is from Rotorua in the

North Island, her home town being famous for hot pools

and boiling mud areas, and our welcome to Ruth was just as

warm. Ruth has the continuing support of her mentor, Stan

Martin.

It was fitting therefore that the conferences over the

three days we were together would centre on the precepts

of Stability, Obedience and Conversion and what they mean

especially during the time of novice formation.

Stan Martin in leading the reflection on Stability

introduced the paradox that Stability, in Benedictine

spirituality, implies, of necessity, change. We are required

to advance in perfection, ever striving daily to come closer

to the presence of God in our ordinary lives. Our stability is

grounded in fidelity to the community while we move each

day to a growing awareness of the Spirit.

Front: Sally Dunford, Margaret Murphy, Jane Lys, Jane Hole, Stan Martin; Centre: Paddy Walker (partially obscured)

Ruth Kinilau, Janet Price; Back: Elizabeth Isichei,Hugh McLaughlin, Barbara Welsh, Margaret Nouwens, Ross Miller

Jane Hole, in her presentation on Obedience, mentioned

the difficulty of moving from our idea of obedience

as a child (“doing things I didn’t want to do”), to the

Benedictine aspect of obedience. “Benedict calls a

community to obedience, but he does not call it to

servitude.”1 We are called to listen and in the listening to

learn to respond to the call of the Spirit.

And then we become distracted

And God’s love calls us to return

We listen and return

And we become distracted again

And comes the call of love again

We listen and we return

… And so on

… And so it is and so it will be

Ross Miller offered the third thread of Conversion. Both

Hebrew and Christian faith, he said, understand Conversion

as a process in which a person “returns“ as in the parable

of the prodigal son and changes by the grace that is always

offered. It is not so much we are great sinners. It is more

that we are daily re-encountering love and grace, as sitting

still and silent, we become entirely open to God.

Another thought he presented was our expectation and

consent to changes in our life. The surprise often is that the

changes are not necessarily where we expected them to be.

For an oblate each day is new. Each morning brings our

return to Jesus. Both in the Hebrew and Greek of our

scriptures the word conversion comes from the verbal root

to return to where we belong.

HUGH MCLAUGHLIN, Oblate Co-ordinator, New [email protected]

1 Chittister, Joan: The Rule of St Benedict: Insights for the Ages, Crossroads, New York, 1993.

NEWS FROM NEW ZEALAND

Our relationship with the Divine Other

will always move us to relationships with others

in a life of love and service.

Since our prayer leads us into Christ’s own consciousness,

our life will pattern

of what was most characteristic of Jesus’ life,

a life of relationship and service

to the Other and all others.

Like Jesus, our life will grow

in its expression of the inseparableness

of love of God and love of neighbor

as we allow ourselves to be drawn

more deeply into intimate relationship

with the Divine Other.

EILEEN O’HEAWoman: Her Intuition of Otherness, p. 63

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AN OLD SYMBOL

Put a steadfast spirit within me. O God … Indeed you love truth in the heart;

Then in the secret of my heart teach me wisdom.

Psalm 51, Benedictine Daily Prayer: A Short Breviary, p. 1106

Lying sick in bed last week, I doodled with a pencil

trying to map the journey of my soul that has brought

me to this day. The many strands weaving in and out,

from baptism in the Presbyterian tradition, to coming

seven decades later as a Catholic to seek entrance into a

contemplative Benedictine community began to resemble

one of our Canterbury shingle rivers seen from the air,

with many tributaries coming and going. Gradually, more

recently, the many strands entering and leaving have

seemed to come together as one steady single flow that

knows its way to the sea. The Waimakariri river, always a

potent symbol for my family, now carries this new meaning

for me as it makes its way from narrow rock-confined

mountain gorge, through wide meandering plains to

eventually form a single coherent flow, ocean bound.

This present river comprises the weaving together of

many years of spiritual direction under the searching eye

of a Jungian analyst, the start/stop/start again movement

of various meditation practices, and a gradual giving in to

the soul’s desire for the depth and mystery of the Catholic

faith.

The difficulties of the last two years—learning to be

a widow, breaking bones and the on-going stress of

co-existing with Ruamoko, the earthquake god, have

been a thorough testing ground for my first steps on

the Benedictine oblate path. I have found a strong and

dependable firm base from which to push off, and a wealth

of inspiring people and writings to energise the way ahead.

I haven’t found it to be an easy path, but in submitting to

its rule I’ve been finding the rewards: a firm structure that

contains my scattered, excitable and often undisciplined

nature; a cooling influence to my tendency to be hot-

headed, and a joyful sense of being caught up and held in a

world-wide fraternity that plugs gaps of loss and change.

SALLY DUNFORD, NEW ZEALAND;[email protected]

SYDNEY OBLATE CELL

From 5-11 October, three meditators from Argentina—

Marina, Isabel and Martha—visited our Sydney

meditation and oblate community. At this time, Marina

Müller was preparing to make her Final Oblation during Fr

Laurence’s visit to Latin America, 1-20 November. Marina

was the instigator of this visit that evolved out of the close

connection Marina had with her mentor over the years.

The purpose of their visit was to learn about the

Australian experience of teaching the teachers to introduce

Christian meditation to children, and to generally exchange

ideas regarding our respective meditation communities.

During the Sydney visit our October oblate cell day had

been planned, and they participated wholeheartedly in

every aspect of that day.

Over the six days our time together was very much Ora et

Labora (prayer and work), but also included an element of

‘play’, as they relaxed and enjoyed the generous hospitality

of two oblate families in particular, who ensured they

were taken out to dine and visited places of international

interest around Sydney.

From Sydney our visitors travelled to Townsville, to learn

firsthand from Ernie Christie and Kathy Day about their

experience of the teaching Christian meditation to children

in all the schools of the Townsville Diocese. Another very

positive and delightful experience for all. TRISH PANTON

[email protected]

SYDNEY OBLATE CELL DAY, 8 OCTOBERFront L -R: Janet Sorby, John O’Neill, Trish Panton, Isabel Arcapalo. Back L-R: Ann Bergman, George Bryan, Judi Taylor, Penny Sturrock, Marina Müller, Martha Miglietta, Paul Taylor, David Chauncy.

CHRISTCHURCHGetting back on its feet

I suppose you'd have to say that being in the city of Christchurch is inexpressibly sad (in the damage to homes and lives)and inexpressibly wonderful (in the strong instinct of people to be together,

and the ingenuity, courage, humour and energy being poured into getting our city back on its feet).I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

JANE HOLE, NEW ZEALAND; [email protected]

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We hear promises of expansion of life through Christian

Meditation. Expansion of life was definitely nowhere

close to Beaumont, Texas for me as I grew up on the Gulf

Coast south of Houston. All I had ever seen of Beaumont

was I-10 as we made car trips through it to Louisiana,

or the odor-evident petrochemical plants spanning the

horizon, or the local university to which we made quick and

intense band trips for competitions.

But here I was, choosing to spend most of my precious

Labor Day weekend at a retreat center with a Beaumont

address. Bottom line: Great decision!

I made it in faith, and once again the Holy Spirit took me

to ordinary places with ordinary people to witness subtle

transformation. I know to wait for it - but it never fails to

surprise and to touch me.

Our excellent retreat leader Gene worked with our

excellent retreat center hosts Michael OSB and Peter OSB to

create a respite, carved as it were out of our usual busy-

ness in the “real” world.

They used rhythms of both sitting and walking meditation

periods, multiple and throughout the waking hours;

didactics with discussion carefully inserted into our

overall silence; and frequent brief personal time periods

encouraging the traditional balance of work, study, and

prayer.

They created a strong sense of our being safe and cared

for through hospitality in the Benedictine tradition - the

meeting of Christ in the stranger. All three leaders provided

spiritual mentorship and guidance, formally and informally.

Gene’s didactic sessions were based on the sharing

of wisdom in the Christian meditation tradition with its

history, Christian foundations, and fruits. He skillfully led

the way in encouraging some of us to start our discipline

and others of us to maintain one. We all took part in

nurturing new meditators and empowering them to share

their new practice in their home communities.

Our whole group participated with Michael and Peter as

they pursued their regular worship practices of the Daily

Office.

Our location in the southern reaches of the East Texas

Piney Woods (who knew they went that far into Beaumont?)

steeped us in quietness and the healing presence of nature.

I began to experience a restoration through these

rhythms, returning to a physical and emotional balance

away from my usual over-busy life. My willingness to be

kind to myself was tested and won out through luxuries

of naps and solitary walks during hours usually invested

in other things. I found myself re-setting daily patterns.

By the time I left I felt a renewed ability to start my day

THE JOURNEY INWARDREFLECTIONS ON A SILENT RETREAT

earlier with a more natural period of Christian Meditation

as the day was breaking. Such peace! Such inner beauty!

It was not until after I had departed on the last day that I

realized how internally quiet I had become and how long it

had taken to get that way (literally on the 3rd day). Driving

back into Houston, I felt like I was being rudely jostled back

into too much insanity. I didn’t want to avoid life, but I

wanted to walk through it in a different way from everyone

who seemed so un-peaceful.

About that time I realized that I had re-emerged into

the rest of the world with some really good tools, and I

still call them up to serve me. Among the most powerful

are particular memories based on physical sensations I had

while in the Beaumont woods:

Hearing the miraculous meshing of unmatched voices and feeling the energy of breath work as we chanted psalms in the several worship periods of each day;

Realizing I was humming some snatches of tonal chant patterns at other times under my breath;

Smelling moisture in the wind after a so-long period of drought in our area;

Watching raindrops as they dripped across soaked and thirsty vegetation (yes, during that weekend Beaumont was blessed with welcome rain from a tropical storm);

Moving my arms gently to spread a light prayer shawl around my body with sensation of the fabric falling across my knees in the cool air, as I began work of the mantra where we sat in the dimly lit chapel;

Viewing our line of meditative walkers, winding peacefully under covered walkways in a slow and soundless thread of beautiful human diversity;

Being struck by changes in fellow retreatants, remembering when I saw the faces and expressions of the last morning back to how they had appeared on the first evening, and then marveling how even through silence we get to know things about each other.

And I love to think of how a so-small experience of

Beaumont in my previous life has now been lifted and

enlarged. Thanks be to God and to all the helpers of the

Kingdom!LINDA A. SCHMALSTIEG,USA

[email protected]

Faith is the light of consciousness found in the heart.The price of the ticket into the heart is the loss of self.

Meditation is the act of faith that leads uson the journey from the head to the heart.

It is made as it is felt.

It is made in the stillness from which action flows.

LAURENCE FREEMANFirst Sight: The Experience of Faith, p. 69.

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ASH TEMPLEA pile of asheswhich the windcould blow away

leaving a blackened spot.This remains

of what my ego builtand celebrated many years.

It proudly stoodbefore

like Job,I bowed my will to you,

perceivedaccepted

in my heartthat what you want

from me,had wanted all along,

was loveunconditionalembracing all.

A love which saw the sacredin the eyes of each

respected themworked for their good

becausein loving themI’m loving You

in hurting them,its full of pain to say,

I’m hurting You.

At my ground zeroplace of blackness,out of these ashes

Phoenix-likeYour joy and love

arise within my heartI lift my hands

my heartin gratitude to You

Source of all wisdom

LoveWho came to megave me my sight

persuading mepersistentlybut gently

that Your way is best.Ash Temple

marks the spotwhere what was of no worth

within my heartwas tried by fire.

I am committed now.Each time I find

unworthy thoughtsand ways and deeds

within my lifeI’ll bring them

here.

RON DICKS, [email protected]

My inspiration for this poem came when I was having coffee and saw a van belonging to a dental company which had the name of Ash Temple.

If we really want to know the truly spiritual meaning of Christmas, the celebrations and rituals at home and in

worshipping communities, we have to know with well-prepared and peaceful hearts what it means to enter the space where celebration becomes joyful. This is what the daily pilgrimage of meditation teaches us from within. In that simple and humble journey we discover what it means to make space in our heart. We feel what it means to prepare the heart for the great celebration of life. As we prepare, and as our spiritual materialism and egocentric expectations drop away, it dawns on us that the event we are preparing for precedes us. The great liturgy has already begun in spirit and in truth.

So often we have the experience and miss the meaning. Afterwards we know the hollowness and disappointment at what was merely said or done in external signs that did not connect us with their underlying realities. This is the sad result of being unprepared, of being lost in the superficial. But once we have found true relationship at depth, everything that happens to us is drawn into a meaningful pattern. It is only necessary for us to prepare our hearts and we are prepared for everything.

One reason that Christmas can still mean so much to us spiritually, despite all the materialism and busyness which accompanies it, is that it continues to remind us of our innocence. Often, however, our sense of innocence is romantic rather than Christian. We think of a period of ‘lost innocence’ and are filled with that great enemy of all maturity, sentimentality, and that great enemy of prayer, nostalgia. In any season the spiritual balance and clarity of life can be disturbed by emotional self-indulgence, by the cultivation or indulgence of an image of self. These are the common ways we stifle our sensitivity to truth and our

capacity for empathy with others.

JOHN MAIN

An extract from the letter ‘Preparing for Birth’, included in John Main’s Monastery Without Walls, The Spiritual Letters of John Main, Canterbury Press, Norwich, 2006, pp. 144-145.

PREPARING FOR BIRTH

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This book is important for Oblates of WCCM because of

its subject, its occasion and its author. As to subject the

first two chapters speak for themselves: ‘The Monastic Ideal

According to John Main’ and ‘The Extension of the Monastic

Ideal to the Laity’ and goes on to look at ‘The Future of

the Contemplative Life in the Church’. He encourages the

growth of small lay communities and meditation groups

drawing from monastic wisdom but independent, recovering

the simplicity of the early church. As to the occasion the

book is an edited transcript of the talks given by Fr Bede

at the 1991 John Main Seminar in New Harmony, Indiana

where, as Fr Laurence explains in his Introduction, WCCM

took “its first form and structure”. If John Main can be

seen as the founding father of WCCM Fr Bede was its God-

father at this moment of naming and orientation. As to the

author Fr Bede was a Benedictine monk who witnessed to a

contemplative meeting, even marriage, of East and West.

In these talks he highlights the influence another monastic

prophet had on his integrative vision. From the beginning

this book is rightly generous in its appreciation of John

Main.

For these reasons it is a book worth returning to many

times and is in many ways a sequel to ‘Monastery Without

Walls’ as a description of how WCCM developed from the

teaching on meditation John Main rediscovered. Fr Bede

was a scholar and a mystic which can be seen in his careful

study of John Main’s teaching. He was also a prophet who

saw the contemplative renewal within the church coming

from the laity. He also saw it as a fruit of the encounter

of the world religions. He draws attention to the fact that

John Main’s recovery of mantra meditation for Christians

came from his study of the monastic tradition of prayer but

also his encounter with an Indian monk witnessing to the

less obscured contemplative wisdom of the East. Fr Bede

sees John Main’s teaching as the fruit of open mindedness

and depth, an integrative vision which actualised in the

practice of meditation is what the world needs so much

today.

There are many gems of wisdom in the book like the

story of Father Jules Monchanin, founder of Fr Bede’s

Ashram in India who, Fr Bede says; “approached a group of

school children and asked them, ‘Where is God?’ The Hindu

children pointed to the heart and said God was there.

The Christians pointed up to the sky.” Fr Bede comments:

“These are two different ways of understanding God and of

course they are complementary; we are all learning today

how to reconcile opposites.” It is this experience of non-

duality that Fr Bede sees at the heart of meditation; God

is in us and we are in God. For the Christian, Fr Bede says,

this integration is lived out in human relationships. Oneness

with God leads to oneness with others. Jesus prayed in the

spirit to his Father; “I in them and you in me, may they be

completely one.” Like John Main, Fr Bede sees the non-

duality of the trinity through analogy to the interpersonal

communion that it makes possible: “I think that love is the

key. In love, there are two, and each has to go beyond the

other. They have to transcend their differences and meet at

the point where they become one.”

Fr Bede and John Main met a couple of times and, as

Fr Laurence says in this introduction to the book, the

fruit of those meetings was a sense of joy and laughter.

Here were two very different people, whose monastic

journeys took them away from England (no prophet is

accepted in their own household?) in opposite directions

and yet they discovered the same thing. As Oblates of The

World Community for Christian Meditation, in all parts of

the world, we are heirs of their wisdom. As a foundation

document ‘New Creation in Christ’ reminds us of our

commitment as Oblates to study John Main’s teaching and

the monastic tradition from which it comes so as to serve

the unity of all. It still challenges us today to try to realise

that vision through the openness and hospitality of our

meditation groups and the community of our Oblate cells.

Alongside the book are the original tapes and CD’s of the

John Main Seminar which are available and bring to life

Fr Bede’s inimitable charm, his humility and his humour.

Either as Audio or as Lectio these are the conferences of a

founding father of a community and vision to which we are

continually recommitted in our daily meditation.

STEFAN REYNOLDS, [email protected]

BOOK CORNERTHE NEW CREATION IN CHRIST, Bede Griffiths

Christian Meditation and Community

It is fitting in this year of celebratingthe 20th Anniversary of

The World Community for Christian Meditationto return to the wisdom and teaching in

‘The New Creation in Christ’

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The room spun, and I reached a sweaty hand toward the

table in front of me, attempting to steady myself. The

gavel struck. I had expected to hear a deep echo, the echo

you hear in the movies when the judge’s gavel exclaims the

finality of judgment. There was no echo. There was only a

dead thud, muted in the same way as my expectations of a

last-minute miracle.

I was sentenced to twelve years in prison, and with good

behavior I would serve at least ten of those years. I sat in

my cell afterward thinking about what I would do with all

that time, and still somewhat flummoxed that God had

failed to provide a miracle.

But God had provided a miracle, and the miracle was the

decade I would spend in prison.

I was introduced to the Rule of Saint Benedict at the

end of my first year in prison. I fell in love with it almost

immediately, and saw great depth and insight. The parallels

of prison life and monastic life were striking, but as I

learned to live the Rule as best I could under those harsh

circumstances, I was experiencing tremendous personal

growth.

When I was released from prison ten years later, I

continued applying the Rule to my daily life, and found it

to be replete with lessons for personal growth in “normal”

daily life.

“A Way in the Wilderness” is not simply a commentary

on the Rule of Benedict. Rather, it is a guide to using the

Rule to help us through our own wildernesses in life. I draw

from experience in prison and from my own life outside of

prison. I also include basic instructions of daily meditation.

Though some of the content is based on prison experience,

it is intended also for “the rest of us” who live in prisons

of our own constructions. The full text of the Rule is

included and I read several different translations of the

Rule of St Benedict. Each one was useful and helpful, but

I recommend one with a dated daily reading of the Rule to

encourage this good habit.

You may know or work with prisoners who would find a

sympathetic insight to Benedict’s Rule and its application

to prison life. You may be feeling somewhat imprisoned

yourself, perhaps by busy schedules, work, or just by

all that life tends to throw our way. Whatever your

circumstances, I invite you to journey with me. It will not

be a journey of escape, for no growth comes from escapes.

Rather, I have found a path forged by St Benedict, a “way”

to live while we are in our wildernesses. I invite you to join

me on this way in the wilderness.JAMES BISHOP

[email protected]

A WAY IN THE WILDERNESS, James Bishop

I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.Isaiah 43:19

Eileen’s writings capture the distilled wisdom of a woman

who has been seeking God all her life and who had

come to know the God who was also seeking her within her

seeking …

Her last writings possess the clarity, precision, even

terseness of a teacher skilled at her craft. They carry that

sweet pain that truth cuts us with as it slices through old

fixed patterns, melts down comfortable self-deceptions,

and opens us to the wonderful formlessness of the real.

They also have that radical refreshing humility of a genuine

teacher who is in passionate love with the truth, not her

reputation.LAURENCE FREEMAN

MANIFESTING IN FORM, Eileen O’HeaFinal writings and poems 1994-2005

To receive the love of a friend,

husband, wife,

or any person – or even a pet –

is to know the experience of Divine Love.

All is one.

Love of God and love of neighbour

are not separate realities.

EILEEN O’HEAManifesting in Form: Last writings and poems 1994-2005

NATIONAL OBLATE CO-ORDINATORS

USA: Mary Robison, [email protected]

UK: Eileen Dutt, [email protected]

NEW ZEALAND: Hugh McLaughlin, [email protected]

ITALY: Giovanni Foffano, [email protected]

IRELAND: Rowena O’Sullivan, [email protected]

CANADA: Polly Schofield, [email protected]

BRAZIL: Marcelo Melgares, [email protected]

AUSTRALIA and INTERNATIONAL: Trish Panton, [email protected]

VIA VITAE, No. 14, December 2011

EDITOR: Trish Panton PO Box 555 Pennant Hills, NSW Australia 1715 Tel: +61 2 9489 1780 Mobile: +61 409 941 605 Email: [email protected]

GRAPHIC DESIGN: Alexandra Irini, Australia

MONTE OLIVETO RETREAT 9-16 June 2012

The essential nature of the human journey is like

meditation: it cannot be analysed or measured. Ends

and beginnings meet and cycles of growth make for fresh

change and development. But we need a sense of the

journey and its main stages in order to make meaning of

our lives and to endure their dark nights.

The theme of this year’s Monte Oliveto retreat explores

how we can perceive what is happening on the inner

journey and how this can bring us to self-knowledge, true

personal freedom and the confidence to love.

Using traditional imagery such as the Ars Contemplativa

figures at Chartres Cathedral as well as contemporary

psychological insights Fr Laurence’s talks—together with

the unique atmosphere of beauty, peace, silence and

community which have come to characterise the Monte

Oliveto annual retreat—present a special opportunity to

grow in wisdom and peace by understanding what the

journey of our life is and what it means.

Bookings and further info: www.wccm.org

Jamb figure of Abraham, with head turned hearing God's messageNorth Transept Central Portal, Chartres Cathedral

JOHN MAIN SEMINARSPIRITUALITY & ENVIRONMENT

16-19 August 2012INDAIATUBA/SP, BRAZIL

with

LEONARDO BOFF, FREI BETTO OP, LAURENCE FREEMAN OSB

PRE-SEMINAR RETREATBE WHO YOU ARE

Led by Laurence Freeman13-16 August

The Christian understanding of Jesus as the Word made

flesh transforms the way we see our own humanity and

also the natural world we are part of. "Nothing that is not

against nature is against Christ" (Clement of Alexandria)—

this liberating insight has to be more courageously

embraced in our own time so that the mystery of Christ

can become fully transformative. But this is not only a

theological project. It begins—and finds its culmination—

at the deeply personal level of experience. And this is

why meditation inour own tradition is such a blessing and

necessity—it opens us to the mystery of the inner Christ and

to the cosmic Christ simultaneously. Our daily meditation

leads us to self-knowledge and also gives us new words with

which to understand and communicate the Word itself.

Bookings and further info:www.johnmainseminar2012.com

www.wccm.org

The John Main Seminar is an annual event designed

to broaden and deepen the teaching of Christian

Meditation. It brings together meditators from around the

world and those wishing to discover the practice.

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