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A¡d_u ×rô$hpmp Æhp¡ lp¡e, A¡d_u Aphu k¡hp L$fuA¡ A¡ dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp. amdp„ Nyê$_u d|rs® dmhp_u. "lpi ! ApZ¡ dpfy„ L$pd L$ey¯ !' A¡_u A¡ lpi Ap`Z_¡ bm Ap`u v$¡i¡. `|.kpl¡b¡ bl¡_p¡_u dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp L$fphX$phu sp¡ õhpdu_u âkßsp dmu. `|.lqfâkpv$õhpdu A_¡ `|.AnfrhlpfuõhpduA¡ õhpdu_p _S>fpZp„hpmp„ Npdp¡ - kp¡MX$p _¡ kp„L$fv$p_u L$fu sp¡ õhpdu_u âkßsp dmu. `|.lqfcpC kpl¡b¡ õhpduÆ_¡ S>¡d_¡ k„sp¡ b_phhp lsp, S>¡ M` hNf_p S> lsp, A¡d_¡ kpQìep. A¡dp„ s__p¡, d__p¡ _¡ ^__p¡ cuX$p¡ h¡W$ép¡, Npmp¡ Mp^u _¡ ep¡NuÆdlpfpS> âkß \ep. A¡_p amê$`¡ A¡ b^p kp^yõhê$` b_u Nep _¡ d„X$mp¡_¡ kpQhsp \C Nep. A¡d `|.fdZuL$cpCA¡ k„sp¡, bl¡_p¡_u k¡hp d_ d|L$u_¡ L$fu. _¡ A¡ b^pA¡ k¡hp_p¡ bv$gp¡ _p CÃR>ep¡ sp¡ bv$gp¡ õhpduA¡ Apàep¡. `|.fdZuL$cpC_¡ sp¡ õhpduA¡ dyMp¡dyM L$l¡gy„ L¡$, "bl¡_p¡_u k¡hp v$¡l fl¡ Ðep„ ky^u `L$X$u S> fpMÅ¡ _¡ sd_¡ ÓZ hf_u âprá \i¡. ApR>u`psmu rbdpfu S>su fl¡i¡, ^__p Y$Ngp \i¡ A_¡ sd \L$u gpMp¡_p„ L$ëepZ \i¡.' Ap ÓZ dyv¹$p rkÝ^ L$fu Apàep. Äep„ Ap fus¡ Å¡ey„, Ðep„ õhpduA¡ AY$mL$ d|rs® Ap`u v$u^u sp¡ lh¡ Ap`Z¡ iuMu gCA¡ L¡$, "k„b„^hpmp_u dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp L$fu gp¡' _¡ S>¡_u k¡hp L$fuA¡ A¡_u `pk¡ L$p¡C`Z bv$gp_u A`¡np _l]. A¡ D`f\u Npmp¡ cp„X¡$ sp¡ sp¡ blz kpfy„ L¡$, A¡V$gp V$L$p h^pf¡ dpL®$ dm¡. dpV¡$ d_dp„

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fpÆ \hy„ "lº„ sp¡ k¡hL$ Ry>„. k¡hp L$fhp_p¡ Ar^L$pfu Ry>„. cg¡ A¡ D`¡np L$f¡, NZ¡, _ NZ¡ `Z dpf¡ k¡hp L$fu g¡hu R>¡ _¡ Mdhy„ R>¡.' L$p¡C`Z ìe[¼s k¡hp L$f¡, A¡V$g¡ A¡_¡ dp_ Å¡CA¡ S>, bv$gp¡ Å¡CA¡ S>. A¡ bv$gp¡ Ap`Z_¡ Npmp¡ A_¡ A`dp_p¡dp„ dm¡ s¡d h^pf¡ dpL®$ cNhp_ Ap`¡ R>¡ A¡ lL$uL$s \C NC. kÐe \C Ney„. cNhp__u d|rs® dmsu S>i¡ A¡d Ap`Z¡ õhê$` b_sp S>Ciy„. õhcph `f kl¡S>¡ kl¡S>¡ L$pb| Aphu S>i¡. õhcph `S>hi¡ _l]. A¡ fus¡ dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp L$fu sp¡ kpl¡b _¡ A¡d“y„ gíL$f L¡$hu ce„L$f âL©$rshpmp lsp A¡e kp^yõhê$`p¡ b_u Nep A¡ kpL$pf Å¡ey„. A¡V$g¡ Ap`Z¡ k„b„^hpmp_u dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp L$fu g¡hu R>¡. X$p¡bp _\u \hy„. k„b„^ hNf_p_¡ L$d®_p¡ L$pev$p¡ gpNy `X¡$ R>¡. A¡_u k¡hp L$fhp S>ip¡ sp¡ sd_¡ e L$d®_p„ âpfå^ gpNu S>i¡. k„b„^hpmp R>¡ A¡_u k¡hp dlpfpS>_u _¡ Nyê$_u âkßsp A\£ L$fip¡ sp¡ sdpfp õhcph Æshpdp„ L$pd gpNi¡. A¡V$g¡ rhh¡L$ sp¡ fpMhp_p¡ S>. v$¡lcph li¡ Ðep„ ky^u dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp_p bv$gp_u Apip fl¡i¡ S>. dp_ dm¡, bp¡gph¡, Qgph¡, S>dpX¡$, fpMfMphV$ L$f¡ hN¡f¡ L„$CL$ L„$$CL$ fl¡ S>. dpZk R>uA¡ _¡! A¡V$g¡ iê$Apsdp„ fl¡, [õ’rs \ep `R>u _l] fl¡. `Z A`¡np li¡ Ðepf¡ âk„N Aphu S>i¡ L¡$ "L$ey¯-L$ey¯ _¡ iy„ L$ey¯ ? Ap sp¡ kyMu lsp s¡ vy$:Mu \C Nep. A`dp_p¡ \ep„' hN¡f¡ hN¡f¡ blpf_p¡ _¡ A„v$f_p¡ Ly$k„N L$fi¡, A¡_¡ âk„N L$luA¡ R>uA¡. s¡ hMs¡ L$sp®lsp®`Zy„, r_e„sp`Zy„ dp_u, õhê$`r_›$p

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fpMuA¡ sp¡ A¡_p¡ ap¡k® Ap¡R>p¡ \C Åe. s¡ hMs¡ kdL$np_p rdÓp¡ kp\¡ rdÓsp fpMu lp¡e sp¡ A¡ dv$v$ L$f¡. Ap`Z_¡ õhê$` rhj¡_p d_yóecph_u S>¡ O¡gR>p gpNu, Np„X$`Z gpÁey„ _¡ AL$mpdZ \C NC, qv$ìecphdp„ Ap¡V$ Aphu _¡ O¡_ QX$u Ney„ lp¡e; sp¡ s¡ õhê$`_¡ sp¡ L$p„C _l] L$lu iL$uA¡, `Z rdÓ R>¡ A¡_¡ L$l¡hpi¡. `¡gp cS>_dp„ R>¡ _¡ "fX$sp Ad¡ _l] Å¡CA¡.' A¡ cS>_ L$fhp d„X$u `X¡$ _¡ Ap`Z¡ `pR>p kcp_spdp„ Aphu S>CA¡ L¡$ "_l] L$fhp_y„ _¡ Ap lº„ iy„ L$fy„ Ry>„ ?' A¡d L$fu `pR>p S>`eo L$fhp d„X$uA¡. A¡L$ âk„N¡, buS>¡ âk„N¡, ÓuS>¡ âk„N¡ gpÁep `R>u Ap`Z¡ A`dp_p¡ _¡ V$uL$pAp¡ [õdskl õhuL$pfu gCiy„. Å¡fip¡f\u k¡hp L$ep® L$fiy„. DÑfp¡Ñf k¡hpdp„ `fd`v$ d_pC S>i¡. kpL$pf b°û_u gugp d_pC S>i¡. dp¡V¡$fp„Ap¡A¡ S>¡ L$sp®, kpL$pf, âNV$ _¡ khp£`fu`Ï„ kpL$pf b°û“y„ A_ycìey„ _¡ A_ychu füp R>¡ A¡ Ap`Z¡ e A_ychsp \C S>Ciy„. NyZpsus_p kp^çe®`Zp_¡ `pdu S>Ciy„. õhs„Ó \C S>Ciy„. gugp d_pe¡gu fl¡i¡. _¡ _ d_pe sp¡ sfs A¡_p sfa ×rô$ S>i¡. _¡ b¡ `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ `pR>p "õhpdu iy„ R>¡ ?' A¡d L$fsp \C S>Ciy„. sV$õ\ \C S>hp“y„ bm dmu S>i¡. Æh brmep¡ \C S>i¡ _¡ Anf^pd_p„ kyM, ip„rs, Ap“„v$ S>i¡ _l]. Aphp„ kpL$pf dy¼sõhê$`p¡ `pL$uA¡. hQ.N.R>¡.26 Ap`Zp¡ Apv$i® fl¡. A¡ dpV¡$ A¡_p k„b„^hpmp_u NfSy> \C_¡ dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp L$ep® L$fuA¡. A¡_u âkßsp dpV¡$, dpfp r_Ny®Z`Zp_¡ `pdhp L$fy„ Ry>„ A¡ cph_p\u L$fuA¡

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A¡ dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp \C. _¡ S>¡_u k¡hp L$fuA¡ A¡_u S> V$uL$pAp¡ _¡ blpf_p dpZkp¡“y„ MduA¡. kNp„hlpgp„ _¡ Ap`Zp A„v$f_p v$¡hsp A¡hy„ L$fi¡ sp¡ õhpdu õhpdu L$fu_¡ A¡_u D`¡np L$fu _pMuA¡ A¡ Ap`Zu kp^_p fl¡i¡. A¡V$g¡ fpS>dpN® : ApS>¡ R>¡ s¡\u L$pg¡ DÑfp¡Ñf h^y _¡ h^y kyM `pdsp„ `pdsp„ b¡ L¡$ ÓZ hj®dp„ [õ’rs \C S>i¡. Aphu Ås“y„ d_“y„ hgZ s¥epf L$fu v$$CA¡ sp¡ to the fullest capacity’u cNhp_ Ap`Zp `f v$p¡j v$¡MpX$hp_p âk„Np¡ gphi¡. A¡_p¡ fullest ability’u S>hpb v$Ciy„. A¡ Æh brmep¡ \ep¡. S>¡ Óuk hj®dp„ L$fhy„ A¡ ÓZ hj®dp„ L$fu kyMu \C S>CA¡. S>¡\u ApÝep[ÐdL$ kdsp Aphu Åe _¡ Æh_ Æhsp„ e AM„X$ kyM, ip„rs, Ap“„v$ fl¡sp„ \C Åe. sp¡ r_tòs`Z¡ Ap fus¡ Æhhp_p¡ r_òe L$fu, A¡_u â¡L$V$uk L$fu klÅhõ\pdp„ Æhsp \C S>CA¡.

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1964dp„ A¡L$p„rsL$^d® rkÙ L$fhp dpV¡$ bp`p_p rhðpk¡ k„sp¡A¡, bl¡_p¡A¡, b^pA¡ T„`gpìey„. s¡ hMs¡ A¡L$p„rsL$^d® iy„ ? rkÝ^ L¡$hu fus¡ \i¡ ? L¡$hu fus¡ L$fpi¡? L$e¡ fõs¡ S>hy„ ? s¡ L$p„C Mbf _lp¡su. `Z A¡hy„ l¡s L$fph¡gy„ L¡$, bp`p Äep„ gC S>i¡ Ðep„ Anf^pd li¡ A¡hu Ap`Z_¡ MpÓu lsu. A¡V$g¡ kdS>¡, AZkdS>¡ S>¡d k|T `X$u A¡d hs®sp Nep. kp¥ kp¥_u fus¡ kp¥ kp¥_p b°ûp„X$dp„ O|dsp _¡ c|gp¡ L$fsp Nep, ApMX$sp Nep A_¡ c|gp¡ ky^pfsp Nep; A_¡ bp`p `pR>p fõs¡ d|L$sp Nep. A¡d L$fsp„, A¡L$p„rsL$ rkÝ^õhê$`p¡ bp`pA¡ c¡V$ Apàep„. AÐepf¡ lh¡ b^p_¡ v$¡MpC Ney„. "Æh_ kp¥_p„...' cS>_ R>¡ A¡ Ap`Zp b^pe_p A„N“y„ R>¡. ApS> sp¡ bp`p_p k„b„^hpmp blz^p hQ.N.R>¡.35 S>¡hp„ kp^yõhê$`p¡ R>¡. A¡ AÐepf¡ Å¡C iL$uA¡ R>uA¡. Ap`Zp„ b^p_p„ âpfå^ Ap`Zu fus¡ bp`pA¡ hp`ep¯. Ap`Zp Nyõkp_p„, gp¡c_p„, õhpv$_p„, õ_¡l_p„ âpfå^ hp`fu A¡d_p buÅ k„b„^hpmp“y„ iy[Ý^L$fZ L$ey¯ A_¡ Ap`Z_¡ "lhpv$' Apìep¡. Ap`Zp¡ L$Qfp¡ hp`ep£, v$p¡j hp`ep£ A¡“y„ `pRy>„ A¡Z¡ am Apàey„ L¡$, Ap`Zp¡ v$p¡j r_d®|m L$fu Apàep¡.

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Aphu fus¡ Nçds L$fphu_¡ Ap`Z_¡ [õ’rs L$fphu. Ap\u S>fu dp¡Xy„$ \ey„. "Ap b^p Anfdy¼sp¡ S> R>¡ A_¡ b^p_¡ hp`f_pf lº„ S> Ry>„,' A¡ S>¡ dlpfpS>¡ hQ.N.R>¡.2dp„ L$üy„, A¡hu kdS>Z \sp„ 25 hj® gpÁep„. A¡ Ap`Z_¡ sp¡ d_psy„ _lp¡sy„, `Z lh¡ bp`pA¡ v$¡MpX$u v$u^y„, d_phu v$u^y„. AÐepf¡ lh¡ A¡L$p„rsL$ rkÝ^v$ip âpá L$fhp_p¡ õ`ô$ ^p¡fudpN® S>X$u Nep¡. A_y d cpN - 5dp„ s¡ hMs¡ A¡ bp`pA¡ gMph¡gy„. b^p e dp¡V¡$fp„ A¡ fus¡ hÐep® L¡$ õhê$`r_›$p“y„ bm gp¡, õhê$`r_›$p kdS>sp Åh. e\p\® õhê$`r_›$p kdÅsu S>i¡ A¡d A¡d rhjep¡ sp¡ M¡fhhp _l] `X¡$. klS> Mfu S>i¡. hQ.N.d.13 bp`pA¡ rkÝ^ L$fphu v$u y„. kpl¡b A_¡ b^p e cpCAp¡_¡ Np¢X$gdp„ kpnps¹ Å¡Nubp`pA¡ hQ.N.d.13 kdÅìey„ lsy„. `|.L$pL$p_¡ Anf^pd_u kcp_p„ v$i®_ L$fpìep„. _¡ `|.`à`pÆ_¡ hQ.N.â.71dy„ kdÅìey„ L¡$, Ap `X$u Åe A¡hp„ Of _¡ Mp¡fX$p„ R>¡, s¡ r_Ny®Z R>¡ _¡ sd_¡ S>¡ v$p¡¡¡¡j¡ey¼s v$¡Mpe R>¡, A¡ dy¼sp¡ b^p e Anf^pd_u kcp_p kæep¡ R>¡. A_¡ r_Ny®Z b°û_u S> d|rs®Ap¡ R>¡; `Z IqÖep¡-A„s:L$fZdp„ A¡ d_phy„ A_¡ A¡ dp_u_¡ hs®hy„ A¡ L¡$V$gu huk¡ kp¡ \pe ? b^y„ S> \pe, `Z Ap ! c|gp¡ L$fsp, ApMX$sp, Ecp \sp, b¡W$p \sp õhpduA¡ V¡$L$p v$C_¡ kyrMep L$ep® A¡ lL$uL$s b_u NC. sp¡ 1974dp„ Ap`Z_¡ fpS>dpN® dmu Nep¡ L¡$, Aëep cC ! Ap`Z¡ `l¡g¡\u S> õhê$`r_›$p ëep¡ _¡ ! ApS>\u S> d_¡ õhê$` d_pey„ A_¡ õhê$`¡ d_¡ N°lZ L$ep£ Ðepf\u

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ku^p S> õhê$`_¡ hmNu `X$uA¡ sp¡ DÑfp¡Ñf kyM_u dpÓp h^su S>hu Å¡CA¡. A¡ DÑfp¡Ñf h^sp„ h^sp„ AapV$ A_¡ AhZ®_ue kyM, ip„rs _¡ Ap“„v$$ Aph¡. vy$:M_p g¡i hNf“y„, L$pm, L$d®, dpep_p \X$L$p hNf“y„ kyM Aph¡. L$fp¡X$ ê$r`ep lp¡e A\hp L$fp¡X$ dZ v$pZp õV$p¡L$dp„ `X$ép lp¡e, A¡_¡ 10 vy$L$pm `X¡$ sp¡ e tQsp fl¡ ? A¡hu r_tòssp`|h®L$“y„ Apgp¡L$dp„ Æh_ Æhsp \C S>hpe A¡_¡ Anf^pd“y„ Æh_ L$luA¡ R>uA¡. Anfdy¼s hNf_p¡ L$p¡C`Z Æh L$pm, L$d® _¡ dpep_p \X$L$pfrls Æhsp¡ lp¡e A¡hp¡ _l] S>X¡$. õhpduA¡ Al] ApNm A¡ fõsp¡ DOpX$u Apàep¡ L¡$, sd¡ by[Ý^â^p_ _ Æhp¡. AÐepf ky^u_p„ sdpfp„ ApÝepÐdop_p¡ sdpfu dp¡V$` v$ip®hhp_p„ kp^_ lsp„. A¡L$ Op¡X¡$ b¡khp_p„, b¡ Op¡X¡$ b¡khp_p„, A¡d d|rs® ^pfu_¡ qf[Ý^rk[Ý^ d¡mhhu A_¡ `fQp `|fhp _¡ buSy>„ ÓuSy>„ L$fu gp¡L$p¡_¡ Ap„Æ _pM¡. S>¡d L$fp¡X$pr^`rs dpZkp¡ L¡$d Ap„Æ _pM¡ R>¡ ? Ad¡qfL$p_u qf[Ý^rk[Ý^ L¡$d b^p_¡ Ap„S>¡ R>¡ ? A¡d A„Åe Mfp, `Z A¡_p\u L„$C ip„rs dm¡ ? dpV¡$ dlpfpS>¡ _¡ õhpduA¡ L$üy„, "A¡ fõsp¡ _\u. b°ûr_e„rÓs Qpgp¡ A_¡ kyrMep _p \ph sp¡ L$l¡Å¡.' `|.`à`pÆA¡ õhpdu_¡ `|R>¡gy„ L¡$, "õhpdu Ap b^u R>suv$¡l_u hpsp¡ L¡$ dfu_¡ ?' õhpdu L$l¡, "_p, _p. k¡hpe fp¡L$X$u, ^dp®v$p¡e fp¡L$X$p¡ _¡ L$ëepZ¡e fp¡L$Xy„$$. ApS>¡ ëep¡ _¡ L$pg¡ gC Åh.' A¡hu kfk hps R>¡ lp„ !

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"sp¡ L$fhp“y„ iy„ ?' õhpdu L$l¡sp _lp¡sp, `Z ApX$L$sfu fus¡ kdÅìey„. AÐepf¡ Ap`Z¡ L$lu iL$uA¡ R>uA¡ A¡hy„ õ`ô$ s¡ v$lpX¡$ A¡dZ¡ _l] L$l¡gy„. L$üy„ sp¡ kÛy„ _l]. õhpdu fpÆ \pe A¡hp k„L$ë`, cph _¡ q¾$ep L$fhp_u L¡$V$gp„e hj£ kdS> `X$u. _l] sp¡ L„$$CL$ _¡ L„$$CL$ ip÷p¡, S|>_p„ op_ _¡ Aop_, D`pk_pAp¡ _¡ A_„s op_u Aop_u_¡ N|„Qhu dpf¡ A¡hp¡ A¡L$ ApMp¡ hN® lsp¡. blz hMs¡ Ap kdS> `X$u L¡$, A¡hp huS>mu L¡$ hX$hp_m S>¡hp k„s dm¡ A¡_¡ hQ.N.â.62 S>¡hp khp£ fu õhê$ dp_u hmNu S> `X$hp“y„. Ðep„ d_, by[Ý^_¡ spmy„ dpfu_¡ b¡ lp\ Å¡X$u_¡ L$l¡ A¡d L$ep® S> L$fhp“y„, `fpZ¡ qv$ìecph `L$X$u fpMhp_p¡. ê$rQ kpfu fpMhp_u. A¡_u Apop _ `mpe, Ðep„ dpau dpNu, bm dpNu, drldpA¡ey¼s k¡hp L$ep® L$fhp_u. S>¡\u bmdp„ Aphu S>hpi¡. DÑfp¡Ñf kyM, ip„rs h^sp„ S>i¡. Ap op_ 1974dp„ A¡L$v$d kp¡guX$ \C Ney„. A¡ op__¡ hmNu `l¡g¡\u dplpÐçedp„ sfbp¡m flu, A¡hp L¡$V$gpe eyhL$p¡, k„sp¡, bl¡_p¡ _¡ N©lõ\p¡_¡ kyrMep \sp Å¡ep. dl„s_u rõ’rsdp„ Aphu Nep. |.fd¡icpC, |.fS>_uL$p„scpC hN¡f¡ _hp S>¡ eyhL$p¡ Apìep A¡ Ap c|rdL$p_p R>¡. |._f¡ÞÖcpC, |.hpkyv$¡hcpC, |.qv$gu`cpC, |.âaz‰cpC A¡ iy„ Mçep R>¡?

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k„b„^hpmp A¡L$p„rsL$ õhê$` R>¡ A_¡ AM„X$ dplpÐçedp„ fl¡sp„ \C Nep„. â¡L$V$uk S> `pX$u; A¡_¡ `R>u d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acph_u iu hps L$fp¡ R>p¡ ? A¡hy„ \pe. Aëep, sd¡ Ad©s_p dlpkpNfdp„ `X$ép `R>u dfZ L¡$hy„? df¡ A¡_¡ k„Æh_u d„Ó lp¡e, ApMp e Ad©s_p S> dlpkpNfdp„ `X$ép sp¡ A¡_¡ dfZ ¼ep„\u ? A¡hy„ Æhu_¡ ApMu Äep¡s_u bl¡_p¡_¡ v$pMgpê$` \C Nep„. Å¡NudlpfpS> S>¡d Å¡sp lsp _¡ hs®sp lsp A¡d b^pe_p NyZ S> Å¡hp R>¡. cNhp__p õhê$` sfuL¡$ Å¡hy„ R>¡. Å¡NudlpfpS> kyM cp¡Nhsp A¡hy„ cp¡Nhsp \hy„ R>¡. sp¡ L$p¡C_p v$p¡j iy„ L$pd Å¡hp R>¡ ? cNhp_ Å¡_pfp b¡W$p R>¡ _¡ Å¡i¡. cNhp_ A¡_p¡ v$p¡j Ap`Z¡ dpV¡$ hp`fsp li¡. L$v$pQ L$p¡C_¡ Npmp¡ cp„X$hp_u V¡$h lp¡e sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ cp„X$ép L$f¡ sp¡ Ap`Z¡ iåv$psus, cphpsus L¡$ dpep `f \ep R>uA¡ L¡$ _l] A¡ Mbf `X$i¡. hN¡f¡ op_ lh¡ \C Ney„, A¡V$g¡ rkÝ^v$ip_¡ dpN£ e\p\® õhê$`r_›$p kdÆ kp^_p iê$ L$fuA¡ sp¡ ê$`p„sf lksp„ fdsp„ \C iL¡$ R>¡. A¡hp„ k¡ç`g AÐepf¡ Ap`u v$u^p„. hNf d|„ThZ¡ ApS>¡ R>¡ A¡_p L$fsp„ L$pg¡ h y kyMu. L$pg¡ L$fsp„ ApNm kyMu _¡ kyM_p dlpkpNfdp„ buÅ_¡ A¡_p¡ Q¡ gNpX¡$, A¡hp„ kpL$pf õhê$`p¡ `pL$u Nep„. sp¡ lh¡ _hp S>¡ R>¡ A¡_¡ Ap`Z¡ ku y„ S> dpMZ Ap`uA¡. \p¡X$p„ hjp£ `l¡gp„ A¡hy„ lsy„ L¡$, L$p¡C_¡ L$luA¡ : "Ap k„sdp„ õhê$` dp_u_¡ Å¡X$ph' sp¡ A¡L$ S>Z Å¡X$php dpN¡ A¡_¡ 100 S>Z `pR>p `pX$u v$¡$. Ap_¡ Np¥Z _p \pe,

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agpZp_¡ Np¥Z _p \pe, A¡d cNhp_ A¡L$v$¡iõ\ S> lp¡e, A¡hu b^u c°dZpAp¡ lsu. A¡L$ õhê$` lp¡e _¡ buÅ„ b^p„ _l], A¡hy„ lSy> e OZp„Mfp„_¡ li¡. A¡ kdS>Z AÐepf¡ lh¡ Qp¡¿Mu \C NC L¡ distilled water -Al„ddspA¡ frls IqÖep¡-A„s:L$fZ \pe A¡dp„ dlpfpS> L$pd L$fsp lp¡e. kp¥_u fusp¡ Sy>v$u lp¡e `Z b^p Anf^pddp„ S> gC Åe. õV$udfp¡_p f„Nfp¡Np_ Sy>v$p lp¡e, L$ÞõV$²L$i_ Sy>v$p„ lp¡e. Ap¡Cg V¢$L$fp¡ Sy>v$p „ lp¡e. dpg hplL$ S>lpS>¡ e Sy>v$p„ lp¡e. gL¹$Tfu bp¡V$p¡ e Sy>v$u lp¡e `Z b^p„ gC Åe sp¡ IÁg¡ÞX$ S> _¡ ! A¡d Sy>v$p„ Sy>v$p„ A¡hp A¡L$p„rsL$ ÐepNu, N©lu, k„sp¡ _¡ bl¡_p¡ b^p„ âNrs L$f¡ R>¡, A¡d dp_sp \C Nep A¡V$g¡ L$p¡C“y„ Å¡CA¡ sp¡ _l] S>. Ap kÐe Ap`Zp b^p„_p dNS>dp„ `¡ku Ney„ A¡V$g¡ Ap`Ï„ dy¿e cS>_ lh¡ "Æh_ kp¥_p„ b°ûfk\u kcf \C Nep„...' A¡dp„ g¿ey„ R>¡ A¡hy„ Ap`Z¡ `m¡`m hs®sp \C Nep„. dp¡V$p A¡L$p„rsL$p¡ `p¡sp_p Aprîsp¡_¡ A¡hu fus¡ hsp®hsp \C Nep. `p¡s¡ hs£ A¡V$g¡ `¡gp hs£ _¡ ! `p¡sp“y„ hs®_ hpsy L$f¡ A¡hu fus¡ \ey„ A_¡ v$¡lcph v$¡MpX$hp L„$C`Z âk„N Aph¡ sp¡ L$sp® lsp® A¡L$ dlpfpS> d_pC Nep. dpfp Nyê$ b^pdp„ flu_¡ L$f¡ R>¡. ^pfp¡ L¡$ `|.b¡__¡ b°ûõhê$` dp_uA¡, `|.kpl¡b_¡ dp_uA¡ L¡$ `|.lqfâkpv$õhpdu_¡ dp_uA¡, A¡_¡ b°û_u d|rs® dp_u sp¡ buÅ S>¡ dy¼sp¡ li¡ A¡_p r_e„sp Ap S> li¡ _¡! `R>u L$p¡C Mp¡Vy„$ L$f¡ A¡d d_pe ?

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`Z ¡gu Ap`Zp Å¡X$pZdp„ S> Mpdu lp¡e sp¡ gX$pgX$ _¡ hY$phY$ \pe. Ap`Z_¡ dþey„ A¡ õhê$ dlpfpS>_¡ ^pfZ L$f_pfy„ R>¡. _¡ A¡ S> dlpfpS> |.lqfâkpv$õhpdudp„ L$pd L$f¡ R>¡. A¡ S> |.kpl¡b, |.Anfrhlpfuõhpdu, |.bp, |.b¡_ b^pdp„ L$pd

L$f¡ R>¡. drldp Npe A¡ b^pdp„ dlpfpS> L$pd L$f¡ R>¡. Adrldp_u hps Ap`Zp Nyê$ L$fsp lp¡e sp¡ e cNhp_ s¡ hMs¡ _uL$mu Åe R>¡. Ap \uefu Ap`Z_¡ S>X$b¡kgpL$ \C NC. A¡ k|Óp¡ `pmsp \C Nep L¡$, L„$C`Z v$¡lcph v$¡MpX$hpdp„ Aph¡ Ðep„ sdpfp kv¹$Nyê$_¡ d|L$u v$p¡. kv¹$Nyê$ Ap¡mMphu v$u^p. 1965-66 ky^u sp¡ Ap ep¡NuÆdlpfpS> cNhp_“y„ õhê$` R>¡ L¡$ _l] A¡_u S> b^u `„Qpsp¡ Qpgsu lsu. dp_sp„ lsp„ A¡ b^p„ MpV$u Nep„. _l] dp__pfp_¡ gp¥qL$L$ Agp¥qL$L$ d|ëep„L$_p¡ _X$sp„ li¡. AÐepf¡ lh¡ b^p L$l¡sp \C Nep A_¡ õhpdu_u `pR>m õd©rsd„qv$$fp¡ fÃep„. s¡ v$lpX¡$ "¼hp¡guV$u hNf_p Y$Np S>¡hp_¡ õhpduA¡ k„sp¡ b_pìep' A¡hy„ L$l¡_pfpe OZp lsp. vy$r_ep sp¡ OÏ„ e L$l¡su A_¡ Ap`Z¡ Å¡CA¡ R>uA¡ õhpdu L¡$hp lsp ! AÐepf¡ A¡hp„ õhê$`p¡dp„ l¡s \C Ney„ R>¡. A¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡, Ap`Zp S> S>¡hp. Ap`Zp L$fsp„e by[Ý^dp„ Ap¡R>p lp¡e A¡hy„ gpN¡. `Z A¡_¡ `|Z® dp_hp_p S> R>¡. `fpZ¡ e qv$ìecph `L$X$u fpMu_¡ TyL$phhy„ R>¡. A¡ TyL$pìep\u Ap`Z_¡ apev$p¡ \sp¡ Åe R>¡. hQ.N.d.13 S>¡hu õhê$`r_›$p A¡d_pdp„ gNpX$u v$CA¡. A¡_p k„b„^hpmp„ b^p„ S> Anf^pd_u kcp_p„ kæep¡ dp_p¡ _¡ !

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buÅ _\u A¡d iy„ L$pd L$l¡hp S>hy„ R>¡ ! buÅ dp_¡ R>¡ A¡ e bfpbf R>¡, A_¡ Ap`Z¡ dp_uA¡ R>uA¡ s¡e bfpbf R>¡. Ap kdS>Z ×Y$ \C NC A¡V$g¡ lh¡ d|„ThZ, rhn¡`dp„ S>hpe S> _l]. DÑfp¡Ñf kyM¡ kyM¡ S> b^p Åe A¡hy„ "`p¡gu-Ap[ÐdL$' L¡$ÞÖ iê$ \C Ney„. k„sp¡, bl¡_p¡, eyhL$p¡ _¡ N©lõ\p¡_p¡ NyZpsus kdpS> _¡ A¡_p _¡spAp¡ Ap fus_u kdS>Z¡ey¼s kdÞhecey¯ Æh_ Æh¡ R>¡, sp¡ S>e S>eL$pf \C Nep¡. lh¡ A¡hp¡ eyN Apìep¡ R>¡ L¡$, _hp kp^L$p¡_¡ ku^y„ S> Ap Ap`uA¡. S>¡ huS>mu S>¡hp k„sdp„ Å¡X$pep A¡_¡ khp£`fu dlpfpS>“y„ õhê$` kdÆ_¡, A¡_u ApNm by[Ý^ b„^ L$fu_¡, k„Æh_u d„Ó_p¡ â\d dyv¹$p¡ A¡_p `f gNpX$u_¡ Æhp¡ bk. A_¡ L„$$C`Z ApOy„`pRy>„ \pe sp¡ buÅ b^p e A¡L$p„rsL$p¡ s¡hp d|„Tpe¡gp kp^L$_u ApNm A¡_p Nyê$“y„ S> dplpÐçe Npsp \C Nep A_¡ A¡ Nyê$dp„ qv$ìecph \C Åe A¡hy„ cS>_ L$f¡, A¡hp¡ S>bfS>õs ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyùv$cphhpmp¡ A¡L$ kdpS> Ecp¡ \C Nep¡. lh¡ iy„ L$pd d|„TpCA¡ ! buSy>„ A¡_p k„b„^hpmp L$f¡ A¡ qv$ìe, A¡_p v$p¡¡j Å¡hp_p S> _l]. ÓuSy>„ `p¡CÞV$ Ap`Zu S>¡ AphX$s lp¡e s¡ A¡_p k„b„^hpmp dpV¡$ Alp¡lp¡cph¡ hp`fsp \C Åh. cg¡ _¡ Ap`Zu X$p¡bp„ d|„X$hp_u AphX$s lp¡e sp¡ kÐk„Nu_p„ S>¡V$gp„ X$p¡bp„ lp¡e A¡V$gp„ aõV®$ L$gpk d|„X$u v$CA¡. lÅds L$fsp„ AphX$su lp¡e sp¡ b^p_u aõV®$ L$gpk v$pY$uAp¡ S> L$fu

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Ap`uA¡. S>¡ Ap`Zu AphXs lp¡e s¡ gNphuA¡. `l¡gp„ A¡hy„ lsy„ L¡$ L$\p L$f¡ sp¡ S> A¡_u qL„$ $ds, `Z A¡hy„ _\u. L$C c|rdL$p\u sd¡ k¡hp L$fp¡ R>p¡, A¡ ANÐe“y„ R>¡. cNsÆdlpfpS>¡ b^p e k„sp¡_u v$pY$u L$fu. Ap`Zp S>¡hp¡ X$püp¡ lp¡e s¡ L$l¡ _¡ L¡$ NyZpsus L¡$hp gp¡cu li¡ ? b¡ `¥kp Np„eÅ_¡ Ap`u v$¡$ sp¡ ? `Z cNsÆ_¡ L$u^y„ sp¡ cNsÆ L$l¡, "A÷p¡ gphp¡, b^p_¡ d|„X$u Apgy„.' b^p e k„sp¡_u v$pY$u L$fu Ap`u. `¥kp_u qL„$ds _lp¡su. NyZpsus_p hQ_¡ L$fu sp¡ cNsÆ, ÅNpõhpdu _¡ Av$p õhê$` b_u Nep. A¡V$g¡ A¡hp Nyê$_¡ khp£`fu dp_u_¡ k¡hhp. cNsÆ_p hMsdp„ sp¡ A¡ L¡$V$gy„ AOfy„ li¡ ? AÐepf¡ Ap`Z¡ Ap kdÄep L¡$ õhê$`r_›$p Nyê$ `f gNpX$u v$CA¡. k„Æh_u d„Ó A¡d_p `f gNpX$uA¡ A_¡ Nyê$ Ap`Ï„ b^y„ L$fu Ap`i¡ S> A¡_u MpÓu fpMu DÑfp¡Ñf b¡ lp\ Å¡X$u_¡ L$l¡ A¡d L$fhp_u ê$rQ fpMuA¡, _ hsp®e Ðep„ A¡d_u `pk¡ bm dpNuA¡ A_¡ L$p¡C“y„ e Å¡hp“y„ sp¡ _l] S>. õhpdu õhpdu L$fhy„, L$p¡C“y„ Å¡hy„ _l] A_¡ Ap“„v$ L$ep® L$fhp¡. L$p¡C v$lpX$p¡ L$p¡C_u Å¡X¡$ kfMpdZu L$fhu _l]. L$pfZ, L¡$hu fus¡ kfMpdZu L$fuA¡ ? L$p¡C_¡ V$u.bu. \ep¡ lp¡e _¡ L$p¡C_¡ X$pepbuV$uk \ep¡ lp¡e. V$u.bu.hpmp_¡ dpMZ _¡ A¡hy„ S> MhX$phhp“y„ lp¡e. X$pepbuV$ukhpmp_¡ A¡hy„ A`pe S> _l]. lh¡ b¡_u kp\¡ `\pfu lp¡e, "`¡gp_¡ sp¡ gpX$hp,

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dNS> Ap`p¡ R>p¡ A_¡ d_¡ Aphy„ k|Ly„$ k|Ly„$$ Ap`p¡ R>p¡.' lh¡ A¡ Ap`Z_¡ k|T `X¡$ _l] _¡ L$luA¡. ApS>¡ Ap`Z_¡ A¡ Mbf `X$u NC L¡$ d_¡ Å¡CA¡ Ðepf¡ dpfp Nyê$ b^y„ L$fu Ap`i¡, A¡V$g¡ Äep„ ky^u gugp v$¡Mpsu _ \pe Ðep„ ky^u Ap`Z¡ L$p¡C_p e v$p¡j Å¡hp _\u. A¡ kÐe \C Ney„. A¡ âdpZ¡ hs} Ap_„v$dp„ flu A_¡ buÅ“y„ iy„ Mdhp“y„ ? L¡$ A¡ A¡_u d¡m¡ gpX$hp Mpsy„ lp¡e sp¡ Ap`Z¡ cg¡ _¡ Mphp _\u sp¡ e L$fhp gpNuA¡. A_¡ Ap`Z_¡ X$pepbuV$uk R>¡ sp¡ fp¡V$gp¡ V$u`u_¡ MpC gCA¡. A¡ k„`, kyùv$cph _¡ A¡L$sp. A¡hy„ fpMu_¡ QgphuA¡ A¡ S> Mdhp“y„. buSy>„ L$p„C Mdhp“y„ _\u, kfMpdZu _¡ Cjp® _ L$fhu. A¡ S> Mdhp“y„ R>¡. Ap`Zu S>ê$qfeps lp¡e sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ v$hp Ap`¡ _¡ buÅ_u S>ê$qfeps lp¡e s¡ buÅ_¡ Ap`¡. Ap dpÞespAp¡ \C NC. dp¡V¡$fp„ kdÆ Nep„. A¡ S> fus_u Np¡r›$ \C NC. `l¡gp„ _¡ buÅ„ N°y`hpmp kdÆ_¡ âp\®_p L$fsp \C Nep. A¡V$g¡ Ap ÓZ `p¡CÞV$ âdpZ¡ Æh_ ÆhuA¡ sp¡ DÑfp¡Ñf ApS>¡ R>¡ A¡_p L$fsp„ L$pg¡ h^pf¡ kyMu A_¡ AM„X$ d|rs®dp„ fl¡sp„ \C S>CA¡. `R>u vy$:M v$¡Mpe L$C fus¡ ? sd¡ AM„X$ d|rs®dp„, dplpÐçedp„ flp¡ R>p¡, v$qfep_u hÃQ¡ flp¡ R>p¡ `R>u v$p¡jê$`u dL$p_ _¡ TpX$hp„ ¼ep„\u v$¡Mpe ? A_¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡ A¡ Ap`Zp¡ v$p¡j R>¡ A¡d d_pC Åe sp¡¡ AM„X$ hQ.N.d.13, N.R>¡.2,21 S>¡hu gugp d_psu \C Åe A_¡ A¡hy„ \sp„ ky^u (1) d|rs® `fpZ¡ e ^pfu fpMhu

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R>¡. (2) qv$ìecph `fpZ¡ e `L$X$u fpMhp¡ R>¡; A¡ kl¡S>¡ fl¡sp¡ \C Åe, k¡hpdp„, d|rs®dp„ fs fl¡hpdp„, drldp Npep _¡ kp„cþep S> L$fhpdp„ `fd`v$ d_pC Åe, Ðep„ ky^u dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp `fpZ¡ e L$ep® L$fhu R>¡. A¡ `R>u Ap“„v$_p azhpfp R|>V$u S>i¡. buÅ_¡ e Ap“„v$_p azhpfp DX$pX$sp L$fu v$Ciy„. Ap b¡ L¡$ ÓZ hj®dp„ ku^p¡ dpN® gC d„X$uA¡ sp¡ \C iL¡$, rkÝ^v$ip_¡ dpN£ Ap`Z¡ S>¡ iê$ L$ey¯ lsy„ A¡dp„_p OZp„ dy¼sp¡ Ap“„v$$ L$fu füp R>¡. sp¡ AÐepf¡ Å¡CA¡ R>uA¡ d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acph OZp„Mfp„ Ap¡R>p„ \C Nep„ A_¡ Ap“„v$$, Ap“„v$$ L$fsp„ \C Nep„. S>¡_p âcph\u Nd¡ s¡ blpf_p¡ Aph¡ A¡_¡ ip„rs \C Åe R>¡. A¡_¡ A„v$f\u W„$X$L$ S> \C Åe. Qpf L$gpL$ Aph¡ A¡_¡ V$pYy„$ V$pYy„$ \C Åe R>¡. A¡d kpL$pf b°û_¡ ^pfu_¡ Æhsp \C Nep. Nyê$_u Apop âdpZ¡ hs}A¡ A¡V$g¡ Ap`Z¡ b°ûõhê$`¡ hs®sp \C Nep. Nyê$_¡ sp¡ A_yh©rÑ_u Mbf R>¡. A¡ b°ûõhê$`¡ hs£ A¡V$g¡ ApMp¡ e NyZpsus kdpS> b°ûr_e„rÓs hs®sp¡ \C _¡ kyM cp¡Nhsp¡ \C Åe. A¡ ApQpf S>Nsdp„ âQpf“y„ kp^_ \C `X$i¡. Å¡NudlpfpS> M|b M|b fpÆ \C Åe A¡hp¡ _|s_ "rkÝ^v$ip_¡ dpN£'_p¡ ApS>¡ Ap`Z¡ k„L$ë` L$fuA¡ R>uA¡. A¡ fõs¡ Qpghp b^p S> L$qV$bÝ^ \C_¡ A¡L$buÅdp„ kyùv$cph fpMu_¡ dv$v$L$sp® \C `X$uA¡ A_¡ hl¡gpdp„ hl¡gu sL¡$ ApMp¡ e kdpS> Anf^pd“y„ kyM cp¡Nhsp¡ \C Åe A¡hu âp\®_p !

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dplpÐçedp„ sfbp¡m flu, NfSy> \C k¡hp L$ep® S> L$fp¡, sp¡ Ap `m\u S> Anf^pd“y„ kyM Aphsy„ \C S>i¡. dplpÐçe A¡V$g¡ S>¡ huS>mu L¡$ hX$hp_m S>¡hp A¡L$p„rsL$ k„sdp„ r_v$p£jcph¡ L$ëepZv$psp _¡ qv$ìe dp_u Å¡X$pep R>p¡. s¡d_p rhi¡_u r_v$p£jby[Ý^ L¡$ r_›$p S>¡_¡ Ap`Z¡ õhê$`r_›$p L$luA¡ R>uA¡ s¡ `pL$u R>¡ ? Ap õhê$`r_›$p `pL$u lp¡e sp¡ Ap `m\u S> Anf^pd“y„ kyM Aphhy„ S> Å¡CA¡. Ap`Z¡ b^p„ S> L$luiy„ L¡$, "Ap iu hps L$fp¡ R>p¡ ? ApV$gp hj£ Adpfu õhê$`r_›$p_u Mpdu bpbs hps L$fp¡ R>p¡ ?' S>hpb A¡ S> R>¡ L¡$, "lp, Å¡ sd¡ L$lp¡ R>p¡ s¡hu õhê$`r_›$p dpÓ L„$W$õ\ _ lp¡e _¡ dp_p¡ R>p¡ s¡ Æhõ\ lp¡e sp¡ sd¡ A¡d_p S>¡hp \C S> Nep lp¡hp Å¡CA¡. Ap`Zpdp„\u L$p¡C R>psu W$p¡L$u_¡ L$lu iL$i¡ L¡$ `p¡s¡ Ap õhê$`p¡ S>¡hy„ kyM cp¡Nhsp _¡ buÅ_¡ Ap`sp \C Nep R>¡?' kp^L$ hapv$pf, kfm A_¡ r_Mpgk S> lp¡e sp¡ A¡ fus¡ Ap`Z¡ b^p S> rhQpf L$fu Å¡CA¡, S>hpb "_p' dp„ S> Aphi¡. sp¡ hQ.N.â.62 S>¡hu õhê$`r_›$p R>¡ ? õhê$` Å¡X¡$ s¡hp¡ k„b„^ \ep¡ R>¡ ? "_p.'

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sp¡¡ iy„ L$fhy„ ? ApS>\u S> õhê$`“y„ dplpÐçe kdÆ hs®hp âeÐ_ L$fuA¡. s¡ iy„ ? sp¡ -(1) Ap`Z_¡ S>¡ õhê$` dþey„ s¡ kpL$pf b°û R>¡. s¡ kdN° k„b„^hpmpdp„ r_e„sp, â¡fL$, âhs®L$ _¡ ìep`L$ R>¡ S>. s¡\u L$p¡C`Z k„b„^hpmp¡ s¡d_u kÑp rhê$Ý^“y„ hs®_ L$fu S> _ iL¡$.(2) ApMp NyZpsus kdpS>_p¡, ApS>L$pg_p¡ Aph¡gp¡ kæe `Z s¡ õhê$` r_e„rÓs S> hs£ R>¡, s¡d dp_hp âeÐ_ L$fuA¡ s¡ kpQu õhê$`r_›$p. Apd dp_uA¡ sp¡ L$p¡C`Z k„b„^hpmp rhi¡ d_yóecph _ Aph¡. s¡ õhs„Ó Nyê$_¡ _ Nd¡ s¡hy„ hs} iL¡$ ? _p. sp¡ Nyê$ s¡ Qpghp v$¡ R>¡ s¡dp„ Nyê$_p¡ v$p¡j li¡? s¡d_u r_b®msp li¡ ? s¡_p¡ v$p¡j Å¡CA¡ sp¡ õhê$`dp„ d_yóecph gu^p¡ L$l¡hpe, dpV¡$ hQ.N.â.62 S>¡hy„ õhê$`“y„ dplpÐçe kdÆ_¡, hs®hp âeÐ_ L$fuA¡, sp¡ ApMp¡ b°ûkdpS> b°ûr_e„rÓs S> hs£ R>¡, s¡d dp_u L$\phpsp® _¡ ìehlpf fpMuA¡ sp¡ S> Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zp Nyê$“y„ dplpÐçe kdÄep, A¡d L$lu iL$pe. s¡ dp_u_spdp„ flu, \pe s¡ k¡hp îÙp`|h®L$ L$ep® L$fuA¡ sp¡ lksp„ fdsp„ Q¥sÞeiy[Ý^ \C Åe.

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hQ.N.â.27 A_¡ 62 S>¡hy„ âÐen cNhp_“y„ e\p\® õhê$` Ap¡mMu s¡_p S>¡hp kyrMep \hp_p Qpf D`pe dlpfpS>¡ bspìep : op_, âurs, v$pkÐh A_¡ â`rÑ. `Z Ap Qpf A„N¡ b°ûê$` flu `fb°û sÒh_u D`pk_p L$fhpdp„ OZp„ rhÂ_p¡ `Z bspìep„. âL©$rs`yê$j\u `f“y„ rQv$pL$pi“y„ op_ s¡ dp_hby[Ý^, l¥ey„ L¡$ k¡hp\u rkÝ^ L$fhpdp„ OZu c|gc|gpdZudp„ `X$u S>hpe. s¡\u dy¼sp“„v$õhpduA¡ L$üy„ L¡$ "Ap fus¡ õhê$` kdÆ_¡ hs®hpdp„ L$p¡L$_u S> _S>f `X¡$, sp¡ hsp®e sp¡ L$p¡_p\u ?' õhk„L$ë`frls \C `fk„L$ë` L¡$ kÐek„L$ë` A_¡ õhl¡s L¡$ õhcphfrls \C `fl¡s L¡$ `f_p¡ cph fpMu s¡_u k¡hp A\£ Æhhy„ s¡ sp¡ L$ë`_p blpf_u hps \C. Äepf¡ dlpfpS> A_¡ NyZpsus L$l¡, "Ad¡ sp¡ k„L$ë`_p¡ fp¡N V$pmhp Apìep R>uA¡.' cNsÆdlpfpS> S>¡hy„ l¡s, ÅNpõhpdu S>¡hy„ op_ L¡$ ep¡NuÆdlpfpS> S>¡hy„ v$pkÐh, Ap`Zu `pk¡ sp¡ R>¡ _l]. s¡ fus¡ hs} iL$pe A¡hy„ _\u, `Z â`rÑdpN® Ap`Zp b^p S> dpV¡$ R>¡ A¡d ep¡NuÆdlpfpS>¡ b^p S> A¡L$p„rsL$p¡_¡ A¡ fus¡ hsp®hu, [õ’rs L$fphu rkÝ^ L$ey¯.

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...sp¡ gnphr^ Æhp¡_p„ ApÐe„rsL$ L$ëepZ L$fhp dpV¡$ dlpfpS>¡ A¡L$ khp£`fu A_¡ A¡L$v$d kl¡gp¡ dpN® bspìep¡. s¡ Ars ×Y$ Apifp_p¡ dpN®. (hQ.hf.5) buÅ dpN®_¡ "hp„v$fp_p bÃQp'_p dpN® L$üp A_¡ Apîe-â`rÑdpN®_¡ "rbgpX$u_p bÃQp'_p¡ dpN® L$üp¡ _¡ A¡ dpN® Qgpìep¡. L©$`p\u buÅ dpN® c|gphu A¡ dpN£ Ap`Z_¡ kh®_¡ Qgpìep. b°.õh.ep¡NuÆ-dlpfpS> `Z r_f„sf Ap â`rÑ_p dpN£ S>hp“y„ L$üp L$fsp. sp¡ lh¡ Ap`Z¡ op_dp„ `X$u k„b„^hpmpdp„ _p_p, dp¡V$p L¡$ v$p¡¡jhpmy„ L¡$ r_v$p£j s¡hu kfMpdZu L$fu Arcâpe bp„Ýep rh_p-A¡V$g¡ L¡$ L$p¡C“y„ e Å¡ep rkhpe, A¡L$ s¡d_p¡ S> Apifp¡ `L$X$u s¡d_u õd©rs L$ep® L$fhu s¡ S> kp^_p. huS>mu L¡$ hX$hp_m S>¡hp k„sp¡, S>¡ bp`pA¡ Ap¡mMphu v$u^p R>¡ _¡ s¡d_u kp\¡ qv$ìe l¡s L$fphu v$u^y„ R>¡, s¡ k„sp¡_u õd©rs s¡ cNhp__u S> õd©rs R>¡. S>Ns Mp¡Vy„$$ \sy„ Åe s¡d s¡d Ap hps Ars ×Y \C S> S>i¡. AS>dphhp_u S> hps R>¡ Ap S> A¡L$dpÓ lgL$p aŸg \hp_u, kyMu \hp_u kp^_p R>¡ A¡d dp_u, A¡L$d_p \C L$fhp d„X$u S> `X$uA¡ _¡ âprá_p¡ L¡$a fpMu ÆhuA¡. d|„ThZ, rhn¡` L¡$ Acph_p k„L$ë`_¡ S>`eo L¡$ õd©rs\u V$pmu v$CA¡. ^uf¡ ^uf¡ d|„ThZ Ap¡R>u \su S>i¡. DÑfp¡Ñf h^y _¡ h^y kyrMep \sy„ S>hpi¡. A„s¡ R>¡L$ âL©$rs`yê$j ky^u“y„ D`id¹ A¥ðe® âpá \i¡. A¡V$g¡ r_f„sf Anf^pdê$` fl¡sp \C, `fb°û_p drldp _¡ NyZ Npep L¡$ kp„cþep L$fuiy„.

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õhpdu_u âL$.1gp_u 1gu A_¡ R>¡ëgu hps rkÝ^ \C S>i¡. kyM, ip„rs, Ap“„v$$, L¡$a_u [õ’rs DÑfp¡Ñf h^su S>i¡. `Z _p_p dp¡V$p kp¥A¡ â\d\u s¡ R>¡L$ R>¡hV$ ky^u kp^_p sp¡ A¡L$ S> fpMhp_u _¡ s¡ A¡ L¡$ "õd©rs'. b°û_u gugp d_psu \C Åe Ðep„ ky^u lf¡L$ âk„N¡ "tdepJ, tdepJ' L$ep® S> L$fhp“y„. S>¡_¡ õhpdu "`pspmL|$hp¡ aŸV$u S>sp„ op_ sp¡ A„v$f\u aŸV$hp“y„ R>¡' s¡d L$l¡sp. AM„X$ cNhp_ _¡ kp^y_p drldp_u hpsp¡ L$ep® S> L$fhu _¡ kp„cþep S> L$fhu s¡ S> op_. b°û“y„ L$sp®lsp®`Ï„, ìep`L$, â¡fL$ _¡ r_e„sp`Ï„ d_pe¡gy„ fl¡ s¡ S> op_. drldpdp„ _¡ kyMu fl¡hpdp„ dv$v$ L$f¡ s¡V$gy„ S> op_ - A_ychop_ L$pd“y„. ^d®, op_, h¥fpÁe L¡$ c[¼s b°û“y„ L$sp®lsp®`Ï„ dp_hpdp„ dv$v$ L$f¡ s¡V$gy„ S> s¡“y„ L$pd. s¡ L$p„C L$ëepZ _ L$f¡. dpV¡$ s¡ Aip„rs“y„ L$pfZ \C `X¡$ sp¡ s¡e AcÖ. kyM, ip„rs A_¡ Ap_„v$\u dõs fl¡hpdp„ dv$v$ L$f¡ s¡V$gp¡ S> s¡_p¡ kp^$_pdp„ D`ep¡N R>¡. h^y S>fpe _l]. Ap hps ÅZu d|L$uA¡ sp¡ dp¡S>ê$`¡ Ap L$ëepZ âÐen cNhp_¡ Apàey„ R>¡, s¡“y„ kyM lfL$p¡C cp¡Nhu iL¡$. L$fu L$fu_¡ L$fhp“y„ A¡V$gy„ S> - cS>_, õd©rs _¡ âprá_p¡ rhQpf. Ap fus¡ S>¡ S>¡ dy¼sp¡ hÐep® s¡ \p¡X$p S> V$pCddp„ kyrMep \C Nep. sp¡ Ap fpS>dpN® kl¡gpdp„ kl¡gp¡ R>¡. `Z s¡ kl¡gp¡ R>¡ s¡\u S> s¡ dyíL¡$g `Z gpN¡ R>¡. s¡ AS>dpìep S> L$fhp¡.

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Apdp„ `pspmL|$hp¡ aŸV$sp„ ky^u - dplpÐçe“y„ TfÏ„ aŸV$sp„ ky^u L¡$hm îÝ^p fpMu lfL$p¡C âk„N¡ õd©rs S> L$ep® L$fhp_u lp¡e R>¡. bm dpNhp“y„ _¡ DÑfp¡Ñf gp„bp hMs ky^u b¡, `p„Q L¡$ kps hj® ky^u cS>_ S> L$ep® L$fhp“y„ lp¡e R>¡. S>¡ kde v$fçep_ buÅAp¡ s¡_u (Ap`Zu âprá L¡$ [õ’rs_u) _p¢^ g¡sp„ _\u. s¡\u dp_-dp¡V$` dmsp„ _\u. A¡L$p„shpk S>¡hy„ S> lp¡e, s¡\u buÅ_u kfMpdZu L$fhp d„X$u `X$uA¡ R>uA¡. _¡ `R>u op_ hN¡f¡dp„ `X$u AL$mpC S>CA¡ R>uA¡. sp¡ `p„Q hj® sp¡ Apd â`rÑep¡N L$ep® S> L$fuA¡ sp¡ kyM DÑfp¡Ñf h^sy„ S> S>i¡. dp¡V$pC A„v$f ENsu S>i¡. sp¡ A¡L$ Apifp¡ S> `L$X$u fpMu - lf¡L$ fp¡NL$u A¡L$ S> v$hp-cS>_ L$ep® L$fhpê$`u fpMu, S>`eo L$ep® L$fu, S>¡ Ap`Zpdp„ _¡ buÅdp„ \pe s¡ Å¡ep L$fuA¡. S>¡_¡ gp¡L$p¡ kyM-vy$:M, dp_-A`dp_, lpZ-h©[Ý^ hN¡f¡ L$l¡ R>¡. s¡ sfa Ýep_ Apàep hNf Ap`Z_¡ A„v$f kyM Aph¡ R>¡ _¡! s¡ Å¡sp„ S>C cS>_ S> L$ep® L$fuA¡. S>¡Z¡ S>¡Z¡ Aphy„ L$ey¯ s¡_¡ gp¡L$p¡ vy$:M R>¡, Apd R>¡, s¡d R>¡ hN¡f¡ L$l¡sp. `Z s¡d_¡ sp¡ kp^_p v$fçep_ kyM kyM S> füy„. l¥ey„ _¡ dp¢ lksp„ S> füp„ _¡ ê$`p„sf \C Ney„. sp¡ Ap`Z¡ b^p S> s¡ fõsp¡ - â`rÑdpN® A`_phuA¡ _¡ s¡ dpV¡$ bm Ap`¡ A¡ S> kpnps¹_¡ âp\®_p !

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hQ.N.d.45dp„ dlpfpS>¡ L$üy„ L¡$, "A¡L$ph_ c|sdp„ Äep„ v$¡hsp_p¡ k„N R>¡ s¡ dpf¡ R>p¡X$phu v$¡hp¡ R>¡.' v$¡hsp_p¡ k„N iy„! hp„v$fh¡X$p L$fph¡ s¡, buÅ b^p D`pe g¡hX$ph¡ s¡. A¡_¡ bv$g¡ bpmL$ b_u S>CA¡ sp¡ ! bpmL$_¡ buÅ ÓuÅ Ap^pf _ lp¡e. A¡ r_fp^pf \C Åe. A¡_u d¡m¡ fçep L$f¡, lp\`N `R>pX$ép L$f¡. A¡_u S>¡d AM„X$ lp\`N lgpìep L$fp¡. lp\ `N iy„ lgphhp_p ? (1) AM„X$ drldp_p¡ S> rhQpf L$ep® L$fp¡. bp¡ghp_p¡ drldp, kp„cmhp_p¡ drldp, Nphp_p¡ drldp. drldp L¡$hp¡ Nphp¡ ? sp¡ Å¡NudlpfpS>_u X$pefudp„ R>¡ : Ap hMs¡ v$¡iv$¡i\u b^p lqfc¼sp¡ Apìep R>¡, dy„bC\u agpZp `^pep® R>¡, dpZphv$f\u Ap cpC `^pep® R>¡, Adv$phpv$\u Ap b¡_ `^pep¯ R>¡, b^p b°ûqL$ëgp¡g L$fuA¡ R>uA¡. gpXy$, S>g¡bu_u fkp¡C L$fu R>¡, `pfpeZ Qpgu füy„ R>¡; A¡d b^u drldp_u S> hpsp¡ A¡dZ¡ gMu R>¡. Å¡NudlpfpS> gM¡ sp¡ e Alp¡lp¡\u _¡ bp¡g¡ sp¡ e drldp, rhQpf¡ sp¡ e drldp. A¡ Å¡NudlpfpS>dp„ Å¡ey„. A¡d A¡ bpmL$ S>¡hp lsp. b^p_¡ A¡d_u kp\¡ Ndsy„ lsy„. drldp hNf hps _l]. A¡ bpmL$ A„N|W$p¡ Q|k¡ A¡_p S>¡hy„ S> R>¡ _¡ ! `Z AÐepf¡ L$lu iL$uA¡ R>uA¡ L¡$, A¡dZ¡

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ApÝep[ÐdL$ fus¡ L$pe® L$ey¯. A¡d Ap`Z¡ e v$f¡L$_p¡ drldp Nphp¡ lp¡e sp¡ NpC iL$pe _¡ ! cNhp_ _¡ kp^y_p drldp_u hpsp¡ r_f„sf L$fhu _¡ kp„cmhu. âL$. 1gp_u 1gu _¡ 4\p_u 140du hps. ApV$gy„ S> L$ep® L$fhp“y„. (2) L$p¡C`Z k„Å¡Np¡dp„ L¡$ L$p¡C`Z L$pfZkf, Nd¡ s¡hu kdS>Z_p c¡v$¡ e L$p¡C`Z k„b„^hpmp_p Okpfp_u hps (s¡ Aphp¡ _¡ s¡hp¡, s¡_u q¾$ep kÐk„N_¡ dmsu _\u; s¡hy„ q¾$ep_y„ d|ëep„L$_ gp¥qL$L$ L¡$ Agp¥qL$L$ d|ëep„L$_p¡\u L$fu - d_yóecph g¡hX$ph¡ s¡ Acph_u hps) rhQpfhu _l], bp¡ghu _l], kp„cmhu _l] _¡ Ap`Z¡ lpS>f lp¡CA¡ Ðep„ A\hp Ap`Zp d„X$mdp„ s¡ Qpghp v$¡hu `Z _l]. k¡hp L$fhu s¡ e dplpÐçe¡ey¼s L$fhu. k¡hp L$fsp„ Adrldp Aphsp¡ lp¡e sp¡ fl¡hp v$CA¡. k¡hp fl¡i¡ A¡_p¡ hp„^p¡ _l]. drldp c|gu_¡ k¡hp L$fu s¡ q¾$epdp„ b„^pep, dpV¡$ k¡hp L$fsp„ L$fsp„ "`yê$jp¡Ñd_pfpeZ_u k¡hp dmu R>¡!' A¡hp cph¡ey¼s L$fuA¡ sp¡ A¡ dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp, `R>u A¡ Nd¡ s¡ k¡hp lp¡e. `Z "lpmp„ Ap b^p„ Aphsp„ _\u _¡ dpf¡ S> dp\¡ b^y„ Aph¡ R>¡.' d_dp„ Aphp¡ rhQpf L$fsp„ L$fsp„ L$fuA¡ sp¡ EgV$p dpC_k dpL®$ dm¡. X$p¡by„ Mp¡C_¡ X$ap¡m bÞep S>¡hy„ \pe. dpV¡$ d_dp„ e Ap _ L$fhy„. dplpÐçe lp¡e sp¡ Anf^pd“y„ kyM Aphhy„ Å¡CA¡. A¡ _ Aphsy„ lp¡e sp¡ Aphy„ L„$CL$ L„$CL$ Qpgsy„ li¡. L$`p¡mhpX$udp„ Ad¡ b_¡hu _¡ S>dpCAp¡ Apìep R>¡ A¡hp drldp\u bp`p _¡ A¡d_p k„b„^hpmp_u k¡hp L$fu. _¡ A¡dp„ L$p¡C_y„ Å¡hp_y„ S> _l]. A¡d_p v$p¡¡j Å¡hpe S> _l] _¡ ! A¡d L$ey¯ sp¡ b^p

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kyM¡ kyM¡ Nep. A_¡ Qpf¡bpSy> L$p¥cp„X$ fQpe, `Z A¡dp„ Ap`Ï„ d_ S> _p Åe. d__¡ drldpdp„ sfbp¡m S> fpMp¡. A¡V$g¡ `R>u buSy>„ AX$i¡ L¡$hu fus¡ ? `Z Qpgp¡, A¡d _\u fl¡sy„ sp¡ ApV$gy„ buÅ âÐe¡_p Acph_y„ sp¡ _ S> Qpghp v$¡ip¡. ^ud¡ ^ud¡ sd_¡ Nd¡ A¡hu, sd¡ AM„X$ tQsh_ L$fp¡ A¡hu k¡hpAp¡ Ap`u_¡ `Z, AM„X$ tQsh_ L$fphu g¡i¡. cNhp_dp„ d_ fpMhy„ A¡ L$fhp_y„ R>¡. lh¡ q¾$epdp„ L$p¡C b„^pey„ lp¡e s¡ L$l¡ L¡$, "Ap q¾$ep L$ep® hNf _l] S> Qpg¡ A_¡ Acph g¡ sp¡ Mp¡Vy„ L$l¡hpe _¡ !' s_¡ q¾$ep_p¡ ip¡M R>¡ sp¡ sy„ q¾$ep L$f. Ad¡ Ap L$ep® L$fuA¡. lh¡ Ap kdS>Z Aphhp dp„X$u. A¡V$g¡ L$p¡C kfMpdZu _l] L$f¡. A¡V$g¡ Ap khp£`fu Aô$p„N ep¡N_y„ kp^_. d_ _hfy„ _l] `X$hp v$¡hp_y„. AM„X$ d|rs®dp„ fl¡sp \C S>CA¡ A¡ [õ’rs. (3) Apifp¡, bkp¡ hj®\u dlpfpS>_¡ Ap L$fphhy„ lsy„. dlpfpS>_p¡ dyv¹$p¡ iy„ L¡$ Apif¡ L$ëepZ. r_f„sf `°L$.1gp_u 1gu hps âdpZ¡ hfspe s¡ dpV¡$ bm `pdhp S>`eo L¡$ dplpÐçe¡ey¼s k¡hp L$ep® S> L$fhu. L¡$hm Apifp¡ `L$X$u fpMhp¡. lf¡L$ fp¡NL$u S>X$ubyË$u "S>`eo' AS>dphsp S>CA¡. A¡L$dp„ AS>dphuA¡, buÅdp„, ÓuÅdp„ A¡d â¡L$V$uk L$fsp„ A¡ kpeÞV$uauL$ kÐe \C S>i¡. Ap ÓZ hps Æh_dp„ Dsf¡ sp¡ Anf^pdê$` fl¡sp b^p S> dy¼sp¡ \C Åe. `R>u A¡L$ S> fl¡i¡ : "dpf¡ d„qv$f dlpg¡ f¡, bk sy„ sy„ sy„...'

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d|rs® A¡V$g¡ iy„ ? âÐen õhê$`_y„ hQ_ gC_¡ d„XuA¡ A¡ d|rs®. Apop c¡Nu d|rs® Aph¡ R>¡. Ap`Z_¡ d|rs® v$¡Mpe A¡ Ap`Zu L$ë`_p_u d|rs® lp¡e R>¡. Qpf lp\hpmu, lÅf lp\hpmu... S>¡hu Ap`Zu L$ë`_p. Ap`Z¡ dp\¡ Aphu_¡ _pQ¡, _¡ \pe "Alp¡lp¡ ! v$i®_ \C Nep„ !' A¡ rQÑ_u c|rdL$p R>¡. S>bfS>õs Q¥sÞeõhê$`p¡ `^pep¯ R>¡. A¡_u d|rs® ^pfp¡ sp¡ ^fpC S>i¡ A_¡ d_p¡f\¡ e `|fp \i¡ `Z A¡\u Crsîu _\u. dlpfpS> L$l¡, "A¡hu d|rs® AM„X$ v$¡Mpsu lp¡e sp¡ e âÐen ^pd, ^pdu _¡ dy¼sp¡_p„ gugpQqfÓ Npep _¡ kp„cþep L$fuA¡. Äep„ Äep„ kd¥ep L$ep® lp¡e A¡_u õd©rs L$ep® L$fuA¡. A¡_p\u ê$`p„sf \C Åe.' kd¥epdp„ b^p„ e c¡Np„ \ep„ lp¡e, b^p„ b°ûõhê$` fus¡ _p hÐep¯ lp¡e Ðep„ NyZ ìep`u Nep¡ lp¡e; A¡ k„cpfuA¡ A¡V$g¡ A¡dp„ Alp¡lp¡cph fpMuA¡, r_v$p£jcph, k„`, kyùv$cph, A¡L$sp fpMuA¡ A¡ d|rs®. hQ_ âdpZ¡ hs} gCA¡ A¡ e d|rs® R>¡. L$\phpsp®, cS>_ _¡ Ýep_ L$fuA¡ A¡ e d|rs® R>¡. A¡_u õd©rs L$fuA¡ A¡dp„ ge \C S>CA¡ A¡ e d|rs® R>¡. A_¡ buÆ hps iy„ ? L¡$ Ars iyÝ^cph¡ Å¡ kp^y_p¡

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kdpNd L$fu gp¡, sp¡ kp^y_p NyZ Aphu Åe. AM„X$ cNhp“dp„ fl¡sp lp¡e A¡ kp^y L$l¡hpe. âÐen õhê$`_u A_yh©rÑ âdpZ¡ k„L$ë`, cph _¡ q¾$ep L$fsp lp¡e A¡_¡ kp^y L$l¡hpe. kp^y_¡ Ap¡mMhp iu fus¡ ? sp¡ S>¡_p k„b„^dp„ AphuA¡ _¡ Ap`Zp S>Ns sfa_p ^p¡X$p `pR>p hm¡ _¡ h©rÑAp¡ Ly„$qW$s \hp dp„X¡$ A¡ kp^y. A¡hy„ \pe Ðep„ ÅZuA¡ L¡$, Ap cNhp__¡ fpMu_¡ Æh¡ A¡hp k„s R>¡. buSy>„ sp¡ v$¡Mpe A¡hy„ R>¡ _l]. dpZk S>¡hp S> v$¡Mpe _¡ ! `Z A¡ _¥rdjpfÎe n¡Ó \ey„. Ðep„ ApNm `R>u ArsiyÝ^cph¡ k¡hu kdpNd L$fu g¡hp¡. k¡hhp A¡V$g¡ iy„ ? hQ.gp¡ep.5dp„ dlpfpS> A¡ e gMu Nep. L$iu hps R>p_u _\u fpMu. NpdqX$ep¡ e kdÆ iL¡$. Nd¡ s¡_¡ L$ëepZ L$fhy„ lp¡e s¡ kdÆ iL¡$ A¡hu cpjpdp„ g¿ey„. S>¡ K^¡ fõs¡, ApX¡$ fõs¡ Åe R>¡ A¡ S>hy„ R>¡ dpV¡$ Åe R>¡. AZkdS>Z L¡$ Aop_¡ L$fu_¡ _\u S>sy„. L$pfZ L¡$ ApV$gu b^u kl¡gu cpjpdp„ L$p¡C ip÷ gMpey„ _\u, A¡hy„ hQ_pd©s gMpey„ R>¡. `l¡gp„ r_òe bfpbf L$fu gp¡. Sy>Ap¡, Ap khp£`fu li¡ L¡$ _l] ? b^u L$kp¡V$u L$fu_¡ dp_u gp¡. `R>u luf_u v$p¡fu_u Np„W$ hpmu A¡_p `f s¡g d|L$u v$¡hy„. A¡L$ hMs qv$ìe dp_u gu^p, `R>u L$p¡C `Z âk„N¡ d_yóecph gphhp¡ _\u. bk, `p„Q hj® ky^u A¡hp¡ kdpNd L$fu S> g¡hp¡ R>¡. _l] sp¡ `R>u d_p¡f\ `|fp¡ _p L$f¡ Ðepf¡ A¡hy„ gpN¡ L¡$, Ap li¡ L¡$ _l] lp¡e ? A_¡ A¡d L$fhp dp„X$uA¡ `R>u `p„Q hj£ Mf¡Mf

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v$¡MpC S>i¡. Ap`Zu ×rô$ qv$ìe \C S>i¡. Ap`Z¡ ê$`p„sf L$fhp, kdpNd L$fhp, kp^_p L$fhp sp¡ Apìep R>uA¡. sp¡ kdpNd L$fhp_u fus L$C ? kÐ`yê$j_p¡ d_, L$d®, hQ_¡ k„N L$fu g¡hp¡. d_, L$d®, hQ_¡ k„N iy„ ? d_¡ L$fu_¡ r_v$p£j dp_hp. L$d£ L$fu_¡ A¡ fpÆ \pe s¡d L$fhy„ A_¡ hQ_¡ L$fu_¡ NyZ Npep L$fhp, NyZ S> gu^p L$fhp. cg¡ sdpfp d_p¡f\ sp¡X¡$, Nd¡ s¡d L$f¡, kyMu fpM¡, vy$:Mu fpM¡, S>¡ L$fhy„ lp¡e s¡ L$f¡ sp¡ e NyZ S> g¡hp_p¡, "dpfp cgp dpV¡$ R>¡. A¡ S>¡ L$f¡ A¡ b^y„ dpfp kpfp dpV¡$ R>¡. v$pk_p vy$íd_ lqf L$¡'qv$ lp¡e _l]. S>¡d L$fsp li¡ s¡d W$uL$ S> L$fsp li¡.' s¡ hMs¡ A¡d_pdp„ rÓL$pmdp„ e d_yóecph _ Aph¡. _¡ Ap ê$`p„sf cNhv$u dpfas S> L$fphi¡ _¡ ! sdpfp v$p¡j L$p¡_u dpfas v$¡MpX$i¡ ? cNhv$u dpfas L¡$ kÐk„Nu dpfas. s¡ hMs¡ A¡ lW$, dp_, Cjp® v$¡MpX$i¡. Ðepf¡ A¡_p¡ Acph _l] g¡hp_p¡. buSy>„ `„Qhs®dp_dp„ Mpdu - dp_, õhpv$, õ_¡l, gp¡c, L$pd A¡ b^pdp„ Al„L$pf dÝetbvy$ R>¡. Al„L$pf_¡ hmNu_¡ A¡ dp_, õhpv$, õ_¡l hN¡f¡ R>¡. d_¡ Nd¡ R>¡ dpV¡$ L$fy„ A¡ Al„L$pf. A¡_¡ fpÆ L$fhp dpV¡$ L$fy„ A¡ c[¼s. L¡$V$gy„ kl¡gy„ R>¡ ! "Ap L¡$d L$fp¡ R>p¡ ?' sp¡ A„v$f Mbf `X¡$ _¡ ! L¡$ Ap c[¼s R>¡ A¡V$g¡ L$fy„ Ry>„ ? Ap`Z¡ A¡V$gy„ `|R>u g¡hp_y„ L¡$, "l¡ õhpdu ! sy„ Apdp„ fpÆ R>¡ ?' bk, `R>u L$fhp dp„X$hp_y„.

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`|R>ep R>sp„ e _p v$¡MpX¡$ sp¡ A¡_p¡ v$p¡j. _p `|R>uA¡ s¡ Ap`Zp¡ v$p¡j. A_¡ Ap`Z¡ ip\u _\u `|R>sp ? L$pfZ L¡$ ÅZuA¡ R>uA¡ L¡$ `|R>uiy„ sp¡ L$l¡i¡, "DÑfdp„ Å' A_¡ Ap`Z¡ S>hy„ R>¡ v$rnZdp„. sp¡ A¡_¡ `|R>hp S>Ciy„ sp¡ L¡$d Qpgi¡ ? A¡V$g¡ ÅZu_¡ _\u `|R>sp. sp¡ e A¡ sp¡ v$epmy R>¡. Ap`Z¡ cg¡ _p `|R>uA¡ sp¡ kpd¡\u Aphu_¡ L$l¡, _l] sp¡ L$p¡L$_u dpfas L$l¡hX$ph¡. A¡\u _p Qpg¡ sp¡ buÅ¡ D`pe ip¡^u L$pY¡$. `Z A¡_u hps k„cmph¡ Ðepf¡ R>p¡X¡$. L¡$V$gp v$epmy dþep R>¡ ! L¡$hm k„b„^ \ep¡ A¡_y„ e L$ëepZ L$fu_¡ S> R>p¡X$hp_p. lp\dp„ dpV$u_p¡ gp¡Qp¡ Apìep¡ _¡ ! A¡dp„\u d|rs® OX$u S> L$pY$hp_u bk. Æh_y„ L„$C NSy> _\u _¡ âpfå^_p¡ L$p¡C L$gpk _\u. `R>u cNhp__y„ bm gC_¡ d„X¡$ sp¡ kfk d|rs® OX$pC fl¡ _¡ Ap_„v$$ Aph¡. Ap`Z¡ cNhp__¡ A\£ h`fpep A¡_p¡ Ap_„v$$ Aph¡. A¡Z¡ Ap`Z_¡ `k„v$$ L$ep® ? _l] sp¡ S>Nsdp„ e Ly$V$pC_¡ dfu S> S>hp_p lsp. L$pd L$ep® hNf Qpgs ? Mps, `us, lfs, afs _¡ S>sp fl¡s. A¡_p bv$g¡, A¡_p A\£ Æhsp \Ciy„ A¡V$g¡ Ap s„Ó h`fpey„ A¡_p¡ Ap_„v$$ Aphi¡. A¡V$g¡ `p„Q hj® r_òe L$fu_¡ kdpNd L$fhp d„X$uA¡. ApÁey®d¡ÞV$k sp¡ lp¡e S> _l]. L¡$hu fus¡ L$fip¡ ? d¢ R> drl_p Ap k¡hp L$fu _¡ L¡$d lSy> am _ Apìey„ ? `Z sd¡ Ak¡hp ApMu Æ„v$Nu L¡$V$gu L$fu ? sp¡ am L¡$hu fus¡ Aph¡? `Z lh¡ A¡ op_ L$fhy„ _\u, op_dp„ N|„QpC S>Ciy„.

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c¼s \CA¡. v$¡Mpsy„ \pe Ðep„ ky^u dlpfpS> ! dlpfpS> ! buÅ b^p_¡ v$¡Mpsy„ \ey„ sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ _l] \pe ? A¡V$g¡ L$l¡ R>¡, kp^y$_p¡ kdpNd L$fu gCA¡. kp^y AM„X$ cNhp_dp„ fl¡sp lp¡e. A¡_¡ qv$ìe dp_u_¡ Apop `pmu gCiy„ sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ cNhp_dp„ fl¡sp L$fu v$¡i¡. b¡ _¡ b¡ Qpf S>¡hu hps R>¡. NyZpsusp_„v$õhpduA¡ L$üy„, "dp bpmL$_¡ Qp¡¿My„ L$fu bp`_¡ kp¢`¡ R>¡ A¡d Adpf¡ Apif¡ Aph¡ A¡ Æhp¡_¡ Qp¡¿Mp L$fu cNhp__¡ kp¢`uA¡ R>uA¡,' A_¡ `R>u A¡ c¼s `Z õhs„Ó \pe R>¡. cNhp_ õhs„Ó s¡d c¼s `Z õhs„Ó. L$pm, L$d®, dpep\u frls \C õhs„Ó \pe R>¡. A¡hp b_phhp A¡ NyZpsus_y„ rbê$v$$ R>¡. A¡ kp^_p L$fhp Apìep R>uA¡. dpV¡$ ÅN°ssp fpMu khpf_p `lp¡fdp„ k„cpfu gCA¡ L¡$ spfp \C_¡ Æhhy„ R>¡, _ Æhpe Ðep„ bm dpNhy„. "A¡ qv$ìe R>¡, Ap`Z¡ dpreL$ R>uA¡.' A¡V$gy„ epv$ fpMu gCA¡ sp¡ b¡ `p„Q hj£ ^ud¡ ^ud¡ Ap„M Mygu S>i¡. k„b„^ep¡N S> R>¡ A¡V$g¡ Ap`Zp sfa\u L$p¡C A`¡np _l]. `Z lp¸[õ‘V$gdp„\u cpNu _ S>hy„ A¡ sp¡ Mfy„ _¡! lp¸[õ‘V$gdp„\u MpV$gp¡ d|L$u_¡ cpNu Åh sp¡ iy„ L$f¡ ? A¡_¡ MpV$gpdp„ fl¡hy„ sp¡ `X¡$ _¡ ! fps¡ b^p„ KOsp lp¡e _¡ `¡iÞV$ cpNu Åe A¡d cpNu _l] S>hp_y„. `X$u flu_¡ `¡iÞV$ Å¡X¡$ gX$pgX$ _¡ hY$phY$ L$fu_¡ lW$, dp_, Cjp®\u dpfpdpfu _ L$fuA¡. A¡d A¡hp iyÝ^cph¡ k¡hu gCA¡ sp¡ ApMy„ IqÖep¡-A„s:L$fZ_y„ ê$`p„sf \C Åe.

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Ap`Z¡ L$p¡ÞL$p¡X®$dp„ b¡ku_¡ Anf^pdê$` \hy„ R>¡. lh¡ lksp„ lksp„ S>C iL$pe A¡hp¡ r`qfeX$ Aphu Nep¡ R>¡. Ap`Z¡ dpV¡$ âpfå^ _\u A¡ lL$uL$s \C NC. lh¡ A¡V$gu b^u â¡L$V$uk \C NC R>¡, L¡$ k„b„^hpmp_p„ âpfå^ sp¡ cNhp_ S> R>¡ A¡ b^p„_¡ d_pC Ney„. `l¡gp„ _lp¡sy„ d_psy„ A¡ d_pC Ney„. A_¡ S>¡ õhê$` Å¡X¡$ Ap`Z_¡ Akp^pfZ l¡s R>¡, A¡_u õd©rs _¡ tQsh_, A¡_y„ d__ L$ep® L$fuA¡, A¡_p hQ_dp„ ÆhuA¡. A¡ d|rs®dp„ fl¡sp„ \C S>CA¡ A¡V$g¡ Ap¸V$p¡d¡qV$L$ S>Ns Mp¡Vy„$ \C Åe R>¡. A¡ L$ep® L$fhy„ R>¡. ×ô$p õ\`pe A¡V$g¡ L$ëepZ sp¡ \C S> S>hp_y„ R>¡. dfuA¡ Ðepf¡ dlpfpS> Aphu_¡ Ecp fl¡hp_p R>¡, A¡dp„ iu dp¡V$u hps? `Z R>suv$¡l¡ ê$`p„sf `pdu Q¥sÞed„qv$$f S> b_u S>CA¡. A¡ L$fsu hMs¡ k|e®_p f\dp„ b¡ku S>CA¡. A¡V$g¡ S>¡ s¡ âL$pf¡ AM„X$ d|rs®_u õd©rs _¡ A¡_y„ hQ_ gC_¡ d„X$uA¡. kp¥ kp¥_u Sy>v$u d|rs® li¡. A¡ A¡hu Cv$„$ L$fu _pMuA¡ L¡$ S>fuL$ d|„ThZ_p¡ âk„N Aph¡ sp¡ A¡_¡ k„cpfhp d„X$u `X$uA¡, A¡V$g¡ S>sy„ fl¡i¡, hNf d|„ThZ¡ S>C iL$pi¡. âÐen õhê$` dmu Ney„ R>¡. s¡ d|rs® k„cpep® S> L$fhu, k„cpep® S> L$fhu. fp¡V$gp _¡ L$`X$p„ sp¡ cNhp_¡ Nm¡ Opëep„ R>¡ s¡ dmhp_p„ S> R>¡ _¡ ! A¡dp„ L„$C hp„^p¡ Aphhp_p¡ _\u. îuÆdlpfpS>¡

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L$lu v$u^y„, "c|¿e¡ `¡V¡$ _l] cÅe. A¡ fp¡V$gp _¡ L$`X$p„ dpf¡ Nm¡, Åh...A_¡ sd¡ ApV$gu d|rs® rkÝ^ L$fÅ¡.' sp¡ A¡ Cv$„$ L$fu _pMuA¡. "Ap L$f_pf spfp hNf L$p¡Z R>¡ ?' dlpfpS>...dlpfpS>...dpfp kpfp dpV¡$ li¡. d_¡ L$p¡C L$l¡ L¡$, "sd¡ L$C d|rs® rkÝ^ L$fu S>¡ kyM¡ kyM¡ Nep ?' lp, Nep¡ A¡ lL$uL$s R>¡. Nd¡ s¡hp âk„Np¡ Apìep `Z dp¡Yy„$ _\u `X$éy„. Ap bp`p L$fu füp R>¡ _¡ ! bk. A¡ Ap`Ï„ c|„Xy„$ L$fi¡ ? "v$pk_p vy$íd_ lqf L¡$'qv$ lp¡e _l]. S>¡d L$fsp li¡ s¡d kpfy„ S> L$fsp li¡.' A¡d L$fu_¡ d__¡ L$lu v$J, "_l] S> S>hp_y„.' ApNm rhQpf S> _l]. bk, Ap dpfu d|rs®. d_¡ Ap AphX¡$. A¡d ^ud¡ ^ud¡ lgL$p \C Nep. lL$uL$s R>¡. Äepf¡ iy[Ý^L$fZ Qpgsy„ lp¡e s¡ hMs¡ d_ rhQpfdp„ S>i¡ S>. s¡ hMs¡ L$pe®L$pfZdp„ `X$u S>hpe. ¡gu rdr\gp bmsu lp¡e, sd¡ v$¡Mp¡ L¡$ Ap rdr\gp bm¡ R>¡, Qpf¡ bpSy> kmNsy„ v$¡Mp¡ sp¡ L¡$d _ \pe ? "L¡$d bm¡ R>¡ ? L$p¡Z¡ bpmu ? Al] cS>_ L$fhp Apìep lsp _¡ rdr\gp bmhp dp„X$u ?' A¡d \pe S>. `Z s¡ hMs¡ bpm_pfp¡ L$p¡Z R>¡ ? spfp hNf L$p¡C dp¡V$p¡ R>¡? v$¡hsp dp¡V$p¡ R>¡ ? Å¡ lp¡e sp¡ Aphs¡ S>Þd¡ A¡_¡ cÆi. s_¡ _l] cSy>„. `Z Ap hMs¡ sp¡ s_¡ cÆ gJ. õhpdu õhpdu...A¡d L$fu_¡ `pR>p hmu S>CA¡ sp¡ _l] gpN¡. dsgb iy„ R>¡ L¡$, A¡ sp¡ lh¡ kdS> `X$u NC L¡$ Ap`Zp âL$pidp„ gph¡ R>¡ s¡ Ap`Zp dpV¡$ S> lp¡e R>¡. Ap`Z_¡ lgL$p L$f¡ R>¡ sp¡ A¡_p¡ \X$L$p¡ iy„ L$pd ? L$pm, L$d®, dpep_p¡

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\X$L$p¡ Ap`Z_¡ _ lp¡e. A¡ L$pm L„$C b„^ \hp_p¡ R>¡ ? L$d®_p¡ L$pev$p¡ b„^ `X$u S>i¡ ? _p. `Z lL$uL$s b_u NC R>¡ L¡$ Ap`Zp¡ hpm hp„L$p¡ L$p¡C L$fu iL$_pf _\u. Ap`Z¡ dõsudp„ fl¡hy„, d|rs®dp„ fl¡hy„ A_¡ S>fuL$ d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acph_p¡ k„L$ë`, L$p¡C `Z L$pfZkf Aph¡, Ðep„ âÐen_u d|rs®dp„ TV$ `¡ku S>hy„. A¡ d|rmey„ `L$X$u g¡hy„. S>fuL$ g`õep _¡ d|rmey„ `L$X$u gCA¡ sp¡ KX$p S>hpi¡ L„$C ? A_¡ g`ku `X$ép bpv$ b|dp¡ `pX$uA¡ sp¡ `R>u `L$X$pe L¡$hu fus¡ ? L|$hp `f\u `X$hp dp„X$ép _¡ L|$hp `f_y„ v$p¡fXy„$ `L$X$u gu^y„ lp¡e sp¡? A¡d Qpf¡bpSy> d|rs®ê$`u v$p¡fX$p„ R>¡. A¡ `L$X$u gu^y„ lp¡e _¡ `R>u b|dp¡ `pX$uA¡ sp¡ L$p¡C_¡ L$p¡C Aphu_¡ M¢Qu g¡i¡. _¡ _l] sp¡ Ap`Z¡ `p¡s¡ e W¡$L$X$p¡ dpfu_¡ blpf Aphu S>Ciy„. g`ku Nep sp¡ b¡, ÓZ, `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ `pRy>„ Aphu S>hpe A¡ S> hQ.N.R>¡.26. Ap`Zu [õ’rs \C L¡$ _p \C A¡“y„ gnZ iy„ ? lf¡L$ Ås_p âk„N¡ : Ap`Ï„ _pd h`fpsy„ lp¡e sp¡e [õds \pe. Nd¡ s¡hy„ L$p¥cp„X$ Qpgsy„ lp¡e _¡ Ap`Ï„ _pd h`fpsy„ lp¡e Ðepf¡ `Z [õds \pe. A¡ [õ’rs \C NC. Ap fus¡ Ap`Z¡ Å¡sp„ S>CA¡. L$p¡C L$pe®L$pfZ Å¡ip¡ S> _l]. dõsu _¡ L¡$a sdpfp¡ `p„Q rdr_V$ L$fsp„ h^y _p S>hp¡ Å¡CA¡. A¡ dpV¡$ d|rs®_u õd©rs L$ep® L$fhu. A¡ blz S>bfS>õs hõsy R>¡. A_¡ buSy>„ sp¡ L$p¡C d|ëep„L$_ Ap`Z_¡ gpNy `X$sy„ _\u. Ap`Zp¡ kdpS> S> A¡hp¡ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ kyM¡ kyM¡, kp_„v$cep® dpN£ L$p¡ÞL$p¸X®$dp„ S> S>hy„ R>¡.

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sp¡ L$p¡ÞL$p¸X®$ A¡V$g¡ iy„ ? S>¡hy„ bp¡IN àg¡_ lsy„ A¡hp apõV¡$õV$ àg¡__¡ L$p¡ÞL$p¡X®$ L$l¡ R>¡. A¡ `©Õhu_u Nrs_u NrsA¡ Åe. `p„Q hpN¡ g„X$_ lp¡e sp¡ `p„Q hpN¡ Ad¡qfL$p lp¡e. `©Õhu_u TX$`¡ Qpg¡. `©Õhu A¡ âdpZ¡ afsu S> lp¡e, A¡V$g¡ `p„Q_p `p„Q S> hpN¡gp fl¡. A¡d L$p¡ÞL$p¡X®$dpN£ `funp `Z S>gv$u S>gv$u Aph¡. Ðepf¡ Ap`Z_¡ NyZ ìep`¡ R>¡ L¡$ _\u ìep`sp¡ A¡ S> Å¡hp_y„. buSy>„ Å¡hp_y„ S> _l]. byfMp¡ `l¡fu fpMuA¡ R>uA¡ L¡$ _l] ? NpagpCdp„ Å¡ byfMp¡ d|L$u v$u^p¡ sp¡ lhp gpNu Åe. A¡V$g¡ AM„X$ ÅZ`Zy„ fpMhy„. klÅhõ\pdp„ - ApÝep[ÐdL$ kdspdp„ fl¡hy„. Ap dlpfpS> L$fu füp R>¡ _¡ dpfp kpfp dpV¡$ L$fu füp R>¡. kfm lp¡e A¡_¡ kpfy„ `X¡$ R>¡. dlpfpS> ApNm S>fu X$lp`Z L$fuA¡ sp¡ sL$gua `X¡$ R>¡. d|„ThZ, rhn¡` L¡$ Acph Aph¡ A¡hp âk„Np¡ Ecp L$fhp A¡ S> Ap kÐk„N A_¡ A¡dp„ sV$õ\ fl¡hy„ A¡ kp^L$_y„ L$s®ìe. A¡ Ås_u `funpAp¡ Apìep S> L$fhp_u. A¡L$ `funpdp„ a¡g \ep sp¡ `pRy>„ A¡_y„ A¡ fu`uV$. A¡ S>¡ qv$'$ s¡ qv$$' A¡dp„\u `kpf \pe Ðepf¡ ApNm Qgpe. Aphu `funpAp¡ Aphhp_u R>¡. Qp¡½$k ÅZu fpMÅ¡.

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A¡_p¡ kpnpÐL$pf L$fu _pMhp¡. d_yóecph Aph¡ A¡hp âk„Np¡ Np¡W$hhp A¡ cNhp__y„ L$pd R>¡, A¡dp„ sV$õ\ fl¡hy„ A¡ Ap`Zu kp^_p R>¡. A_¡ sV$õ\ fl¡hp dpV¡$ d__¡ A¢N¡S> fpMhp L$\p, cS>_, S>`eo Ap A¡_p„ kp^_ R>¡. sV$õ\ flu iL$psy„ lp¡e sp¡ bfpbf. Nd¡ s¡ âk„N¡ gugp sfuL¡$ Å¡C iL$psy„ lp¡e sp¡ bfpbf. L$sp®lsp® cNhp__¡ dp_u M|„QpX$_pf_p¡ NyZ g¡hp_p¡, sp¡ hl¡gp¡ `pf Aphu Åe. _l] sp¡ g„bpe. A¡_p L$fsp„ hl¡gp¡ `pf Aphu Åe sp¡ hl¡gp kyrMep \C S>hpe. L$ep® `R>u L$fhy„ R>¡ L„$C ? sp¡ A¡ `funpdp„ iy„ L$pd `pk _\u \hy„ ? `Z A¡_u Ap `funp _¡ dpfu Ap, A¡hy„ _l] rhQpfhp_y„. b^p_¡ L„$C kfMu `funp Aphhp_u R>¡ ? _p. lf¡L$_y„ âpfå^ Sy>vy$„$ lp¡e. A¡V$g¡ L$p¡C_u Å¡X¡$ kfMpdZu _l]. Ðepf¡ L$C hps_p¡ kpnpÐL$pf L$fip¡ ? âk„N Aph¡ Ðepf¡ ^ufS> Nydphhu _l]. cS>_ L$ep® L$fp¡. d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acph_p¡ âk„N Aph¡ A¡ fpÆ`p_y„ gnZ R>¡, s¡ hMs¡ kdsp fpMhu. kdsp fpMhp S>¡ L$fhy„ `X¡$ s¡ L$fp¡, sp¡ `funpdp„ `pk \C S>hpi¡. "âk„N Aph¡ ÅZÅ¡, A¡ fpÆ`p_u hps...' `Z OZp_¡ \pe L¡$, "A¡ fpÆ`p¡ _\u. ApS>¡ sp¡ dpfu `f Nyõk¡ \C Nep R>¡. lh¡ Ap`Z¡ A¡d_¡ fpÆ _l] L$fu iL$uA¡.' `Z Af¡ cpC ! A¡ e s¡d_u d|rs® Ap`hp_u fus R>¡. Ap`Z¡ L$l¡hy„, Nyõkp_pfpeZ dlpfpS>_u S>e ! Ap`Z¡ d|rs® iy„ L$pd S>hp v$CA¡ ? A¡L$ kp^L$_¡ Nyê$ Nyõk¡ _p \pe Ðepf¡ `¡V¡$ Apafp¡ QX¡$. A¡_¡ tQsp \C `X¡$ L¡$, "lpe

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lpe, lh¡ Nyê$ d_¡ L$l¡i¡ _l] ?' A¡d v$f¡L$ A¡L$p„rsL$_u d|rs® Ap`hp_u fus lp¡e R>¡. ÅÁep Ðepf\u khpf dp_u_¡ S> Qpgp¡, Ap`Z¡ Ap â¡L$V$uk `pX$p¡. A¡V$g¡ hl¡gpdp„ hl¡gy„ `|fy„ \C Åe. Nd¡ s¡hp¡ d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acph_p¡, âL©$rs`yê$j ky^u_p¡ âk„N Aph¡ sp¡ e `p¡sp_u Ås¡ `p„Q rdr_qV$dp„ `pRy„ Aphu S>hpe A¡ `|fy„ \ey„. Ðepf¡ A¡ huS>mu S>¡hp¡ k„s \C Nep¡ li¡. A_¡ dp¡V¡$fp„Ap¡ `p¡sp_p„ Aprîsp¡_¡ `p„Q S> rdr_qV$dp„ `pR>p„ gphu v$¡. `p„Q rdr_V$\u h^pf¡ d|„Tpe¡gp _ fl¡hp v$¡hpe. ^|_, cS>_ L$fu_¡ S>¡ s¡ âL$pf¡ Ap_„v$$ L$fphu v$¡hp¡, A¡ lksp \pe Ðepf¡ S>„`hy„. "âk„Ndp„ fp¡sp Ad¡ _l] fluA¡. âk„Ndp„ fp¡sp Ad¡ _l] Å¡CA¡.' L$p¡L¡$e fX$sy„ li¡ sp¡ Ad¡ _l] Å¡C iL$uA¡. A¡V$g¡ L$p¡C_y„ A¡hy„ v$¡$Mpe Ðep„ cS>_ L$fhp d„X$u `X$hy„. S>¡ s¡ âL$pf¡ A¡_¡ Ap_„v$dp„ gphu_¡ d|L$hy„ Ðepf¡ S> S>„`hy„. S>¡V$gp v$uhp Ap¡ghpep lp¡e A¡ TNdNphu v$¡hp. A¡V$g¡ âk„Nhpmp cS>__p¡ kpnpÐL$pf L$fu v$CA¡ A¡ `|Zp®lzrs.

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Ap`Z¡ k„Æh_u d„Ó fp¡S> hp„QuA¡ R>uA¡. A¡V$g¡ Mbf `X$u NC L¡$, âk„N gph_pf Ap kÐ`yê$j S> R>¡. A¡ N¡X$ _p_p R>p¡L$fp_¡e b¡ku NC. A¡V$g¡ sfs S> _S>f kÐ`yê$j cZu v$p¡X$u Åe, "iy„ R>¡ õhpdu ?' õhprd_pfpeZ... õhprd_pfpeZ... `R>u sd¡ Å¡Å¡, vy$:MpV$_p¡ cpN OZp¡ Ap¡R>p¡ \C S>i¡. "dpfp õhpdu gpìep R>¡ _¡ !' A¡_p sfa _S>f L$fuiy„ A¡V$g¡ A„v$$f cNhp_ L$l¡i¡, "Aphy„ Ap`Zp\u \pe ?' "lh¡ _l] L$fuA¡.' "Apd õh^d® Q|L$pe ? Aphp¡ Acph g¡hpe ?' "_l] gCA¡ `Z.' "blz lpfy„.' sfs S>sy„ fl¡i¡. A¡V$g¡ kl¡gy„ \C Ney„ L¡$ _p \C Ney„ ? lh¡ d|„ThZ L$l¡hpe L„$C ? Aphsp„ `l¡gp„ Mbf `X$u NC L¡$, Ap gph_pf dpfp õhpdu R>¡, Ap`Z¡ Ap `|fy„ L$fhy„ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ 24 L$gpL$ õaŸfpedp_, Ap_„v$dp„ flp¡ A¡ `|fy„ R>¡. L„$C`Z Aph¡ sp¡ sfs S> Ap`Zp A¡L$p„rsL$ sfa _S>f S>su fl¡. dpf¡ hl¡gpdp„ hl¡gu sL¡$ Aphu dpÞesp, b^p_p„ d__y„ Aphy„ hgZ s¥epf L$fu v$¡hy„ R>¡; A_¡ dp¡V$p S>bfS>õs R>¡ A¡_¡ L$p¡C`Z W¡$L$pZ¡ rióep¡dp„, buS>¡ ÓuS>¡ gugp_p¡ cpN _ v$¡Mpe sp¡ sfs S> "dlpfpS>! Ap iy„ R>¡ ?' A¡d L$fsp \C Åe. _p_p R>¡ A¡ `p¡sp_p v$¡l_u d|„ThZdp„ s¡ V$mphhp

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dlpfpS> sfa Å¡sp \C Åe. A¡d lf¡L$ lf¡L$_u fus¡ `Z cNhp_ sfa ×rô$ L$fsp \C Åe sp¡ ? õhpdu ! iy„ R>¡ Ap ? S>fuL$ d|„Tpep, gugp _ v$¡Mpe, Ðep„ sfs õhpdu sfa ×rô$ L$fsp„ \C S>CA¡. sp¡ dõsudp„ Aphu S>hpe L¡$ _p Aphu S>hpe ? `R>u sp¡ A¡_p \C_¡ S> Æhhy„ R>¡ _¡! Ap Ap`Z¡ rkÝ^ L$fhy„ R>¡. A¡V$gp lpfy AÐepf\u A¡_u â¡L$V$uk$ L$fhp d„X$ép R>uA¡. g¡sp `X$p¡ sdpfy„ A¡L$p„rsL$`Ï„, L$p¡C d|„ThZ lp¡e S> _l] _¡ ! i¡_u lp¡e ? A¡hy„ \C Åe. Ap Ap`Z¡ `|fy„ L$fhy„ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ ApS>\u S> AM„X$ ipdp„ fl¡hy„ R>¡ ? aºgpfpdp„, b^y„ khmy„ g¡hp_y„. khmy„ g¡hpe A¡ [õ’rs. âk„Ndp„\u Ap¡R>pdp„ Ap¡R>p V$pCddp„ `pR>p Aphsp \C S>hpe. cNhp_ sfa ×rô$ L$fhp_u. gph_pfp A¡ R>¡. OZp L$l¡ R>¡ _¡, "âk„N hMs¡ ÅZ`Ï„ _\u fl¡sy„.' A¡ âk„N hMs¡ Ap¡R>pdp„ Ap¡R>p¡ V$pCd \sp¡ Åe A¡ AÐepf\u Å¡sp S>CA¡. Ap fus_u â¡L$V$uk `X$u S>i¡, A¡V$g¡ Ap¡Ry>„ \C S>i¡ L¡$ _l] ? A¡V$g¡ L$lz„ Ry>„ L¡$ A¡L$ v$lpX¡$ Ap \pe A¡hy„ _\u. A¡V$g¡ AÐepf\u â¡L$V$uk L$fsp \C S>CA¡. 1952\u lz„ sp¡ A¡_p¡ Ap ^„^p¡ Å¡sp¡ Apìep¡ Ry>„. L¡$k \ep¡ `Z L$f_pfp¡ sy„ R>¡ _¡ ! A¡ L$p¡_p `f L$ep£ ? v$pvy$cpC _p\pcpC, bpbycpC _p\pcpC, fp_X¡$ _¡ L$p„rsgpg Adu_ - A¡ Qpf¡ e A¡_p S> âLpi_¡ ? A¡V$g¡ A¡Z¡ `p¡sp D`f S> L$ep£ L¡$ L$p¡C_p D`f ? A¡_¡ `p¡sp_u Apbê$_u _\u `X$u sp¡ Al] L$e¡ v$lpX¡$ `X$u R>¡ ? L$f cpC ! A_¡ `|R¹>ey„ L¡$, "L$fhp_y„ iy„ R>¡ lh¡ ?' sp¡ L$l¡, "lp\ lgphsp S>hy„

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_¡ lp\ lgphsp Aphhy„.' A¡ L$sp®lsp® d_pC Nep lsp A¡V$g¡ Aphy„ \ey„. L$p¡V®$dp„ Ap`Z¡ Mpgu lpS>fu `|fphhp_u. õhpduA¡ L$üy„ lsy„ s¡ S>C_¡ b¡kuA¡. L$sp®lsp® A¡ R>¡. iu `„Qps ? S>bfS>õs dp¡V$p âk„Np¡ Aphu Nep. Ap lpV®$_y„ Apìey„y lsy„ sp¡ e L$sp®lsp® A¡ d_psp lsp sp¡ dpfu dõsu Aphu _¡ Aphu flu. kpL$pf Å¡ey„. A¡hy„ sp¡ OÏ„ OÏ„ \ey„. `Z Ap L$sp®lsp® d_pep_u dpf¡ ip„rs lsu. cNhp_ L$sp®lsp® R>¡ A¡hy„ kÄS>X$ \C Ne¡gy„. A_¡ A¡ budpfu hMs¡ sp¡ S>¡ Aph¡ A¡_¡ hp„Qhp b¡kpX$u v$J, cS>_ Nphp b¡kpX$u v$J. bp¡ghp_y„ Ap¡Ry>„. `Z... lz„ bp¡gy„ sp¡ L$p¡Z _p `pX¡$ ? L$p¡C Apìep¡ Å¡CA¡. L$\p L$ep® L$fuA¡. dsgb iy„ L¡$ Ap L$sp®lsp®`Ï„ d_pC Åe. A¡ dpf¡ b^p_¡ d_phhy„ R>¡. b^p_¡ Cv$„$ \C Åe. lz„ kyM¡ kyM¡ Nep¡ Ry>„. Äep¡rsb¡_ A¡hp„ lksp„ lksp„ Nep„. Nd¡ s¡ \ey„ sp¡e bp`p L$sp®lsp® d_pep. A¡V$g¡ kyM¡ kyM¡ \ey„. A¡V$g¡... lh¡ Ap`Z¡ L$fhp_y„ iy„ ? Ap`Zp dpV¡$ Mpk Ýep_ fpMp¡. A¡_¡ kdr‘®s \ep R>uA¡. AM„X$ Ap_„v$_p azhpfp R|>V¡$gp fl¡, A„sf V$pYy„ _¡ iyc k„L$ë` fl¡, õazfpedp_`Ï„ fl¡, A¡hp¡ Å¡ L¡$a fl¡ sp¡ ÅZhy„ Ap`Ï„ `|fy„ \C Ney„ R>¡. Nd¡ s¡ fus¡, Nd¡ s¡ âL$pf¡, Nd¡ Ð$ep„\u L„$CL$ `Z d|„ThZ_p¡ âk„N v|$f\u v$¡Mpe A_¡ sfs S> õhpdu sfa _S>f S>su fl¡ L¡$, "õhpdu ! iy„ R>¡ ? iy„ L$pd gphp¡ R>p¡ Ap ?' A_¡ sV$õ\ \C S>hpe. hl¡gpdp„ hl¡gu sL¡$ b¡ ÓZ rdr_qV$dp„ S> sV$õ\ \C S>hpe A_¡

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cS>_ L$fsp \hpe. buSy>„ S>¡ L„$C gphhy„ lp¡e s¡ gph¡. _¡ dlpfpS> gph¡ `R>u sp¡ Ap`Z¡ `X$u S> fl¡hp_y„ lp¡e _¡ ! `X$u fl¡hp S>¡ L$fuA¡ A¡. A¡ `|fy„ \ey„. âk„N hMs¡ cS>_\u V$pmp¡, õd©rs\u V$pmp¡. fp¡sp fl¡hp_y„ _l] A_¡ L$p¡C_¡ fp¡sp Å¡hp_p _l]. A¡ ApMy„ âk„Nhpmy„ cS>_ Cv$„$ \C Åe. A¡ Ap`Z¡ `|fy„ L$fhy„ R>¡. Ap`Z¡ Ap fp¡S>_u â¡L$V$uk L$fhp_u. kl¡S>¡e d|„ThZ Aph¡ _¡ l¡ dlpfpS> ! l¡ õhpdu ! L$fhp d„X$u `X$hy„. A„sf\u L$fhy„ sp¡ A¡L$p„rsL$ lpg¡, "L$fu v$p¡ V$pYy„$ Al] ApNm.' Ap`Z¡ dpV¡$ Ap |fy„ L$fhy„ R>¡. dNS>dp„ b¡ku Ney„ bfpbf ? rhdyM Æh_¡ dpV¡$ Ap _\u, Ýep_ fpMp¡. Ap`Zp gp¡L$p¡_¡ dpV¡$ Aphy„ R>¡. L¡$V$gpL$ kfMpdZuhpmp lp¡e R>¡. S>¡_¡ lz„ op_u Aop_u L$lz„ Ry>„. A¡ op_u Aop_u_p¡ A¡L$ hN® `pR>p¡ Ap`Zpdp„ Aph¡ R>¡. A¡ X$bX$b L$ep® L$f¡. Ap`Z¡ Ap_„v$dp„ fl¡sp„ lp¡CA¡ _¡ A¡ L$l¡, "S>X$sp_p¡ Ap_„v$ L$fp¡ R>p¡.' A¡L$ L$l¡ L¡$, "Apd L$fp¡ sp¡ [õ’rs \pe' _¡ `¡gp¡ L$l¡, "^d® `pmp¡ sp¡ [õ’rs \pe.' `Z õhpdu dýep A¡dp„ b^y„ `pm¡gy„ R>¡. sh¡\p¡ lgpìe¡e [õ’rs \pe. A¡dp„ iy„ ? L$p¡Z¡ _p `pX$u cC ? A¡V$g¡ Apd b^p L$ep® L$f¡. Ap`Z¡ A¡ dp\pL|$V$ L$fhu _\u. c¡Np„ \ep„ R>¡ s¡ b^p„e õhs„Ó. S>¡_¡ S>¡ L$fhy„ lp¡e A¡ L$f¡. Ap`Z¡ Ap`Z_¡ dõsudp„ fpM¡ A¡V$gy„ g¡hy„. bpL$u Ap`Zp `p¡sp_p Adrldp_u hps L¡$ buÅ_p Adrldp_u hps L$p_ `f `X$hp v$¡hu _l]. L$pY$u _p„Mhu L¡$ dpfp e Adrldp_u hps

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lz„ _\u g¡sp¡ _¡ L$p¡C_p e Adrldp_u hps lz„ kp„cmsp¡ _\u A¡d L$lu v$¡hy„. A_¡ rhdyM S>¡ R>¡ A¡_¡ Ap _\u. Ap`Z¡ b^p Q¥sÞe õhê$` R>uA¡. S>¡_¡ huS>mu S>¡hp k„s Å¡X¡$ ApÐdby[Ý^ \C A¡ b^p„ e Q¥sÞe õhê$`p¡. Ýep_ fpMp¡, Ap huS>mu S>¡hp k„s_p¡ Apifp¡ R>¡ A¡ b^p„ e Q¥sÞe dpN£ `X¡$gp„ R>¡. A¡ Q¥sÞe_y„ A„v$f b¡Wy„$ b¡Wy„$ L$pd L$f¡ R>¡. kp[ÒhL$, fpS>rkL$ L¡$ spdrkL$ b^p„dp„ L$pd L$f¡ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ b^p„ e Q¥sÞeõhê$`. A_¡ S>¡ S>X$ L$l¡ A¡ b^p„ e S>X$. k„b„^ hNf_p„ b^p„ Nd¡ A¡hp„ dp¡V$p„ li¡ _¡ Q¡s_h„sp„ li¡ sp¡e A¡ S>X$ R>¡. L$pfZ L¡$ Q¾$phpdp„ aep® S> L$fhp_p„ R>¡ _¡! A¡ dpN£ `X¡$gp„ _\u A_¡ dpN£ `X¡$gp„ _\u A¡V$g¡ A¡d_p¡ v$p¡j L$p¡Z v$¡MpX$i¡ ? Ap`Z_¡ sp¡ dlpfpS> v$¡MpX$hp b¡W$p R>¡ _¡! A¡L$p„rsL$_p¡ k„L$ë` S> L$pd L$fhp_p¡ R>¡. k„b„^ hNf_p_¡ A¡_p v$p¡j v$¡MpX$_pf L$p¡C _\u. A¡V$g¡ A¡_p v$p¡j A„v$f cfpC_¡ `Xép lp¡e R>¡. A¡_¡ rkd¢V$ L$fu_¡ kyM_p„ ap„ap„ dpf¡. D`f rkd¢V$ L$fsp¡ Åe, \p¡X$p¡ hMs rkd¢V$ fl¡ A_¡ `pR>p ap¡v$p _uL$mhp dp„X¡$. _uQ¡ sp¡ _fL$ cey¯ lp¡e _¡ ! `pR>y„ rkd¢V$_y„ buSy>„ `X$ dpf¡, `pRy>„ ÓuSy>„ `X$ dpf¡. A¡d `X$ dpep® S> L$fhp_y„. A¡_y„ sp_ fl¡. A¡V$g¡ A¡ fus¡ A¡ gp¡L$p¡ kyrMep R>¡. A¡ S>X$sp_y„ kyM. Å¡ey„ ? Apifp hNf_p A¡hu fus¡ kyrMep fl¡. A¡ _ãV$pC_y„ kyM lp¡C iL¡$. A¡_p A„sfdp„ S>fuL$ Mp¡gu_¡ Sy>Ap¡ sp¡ ce„L$f L$pefsp, rhn¡`, NcfpdZ A¡hy„ A_ychsp¡ li¡. Ap`Z¡ A¡hp gp¡L$p¡_p„ A„sf _\u Å¡sp A¡V$g¡ kyMu gpN¡ R>¡, bpL$u A¡ kyrMep lp¡sp _\u.

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OZp dp¡V$p dp¡V$p A¡hp lp¡e L¡$ hug`phf\u vy$:M v$bphsp lp¡e A¡V$g¡ V¡$Þi_dp„ blz fl¡. A¡dp„ _¡ A¡dp„ OZu hMs Np„X$p \C Åe. dpV¡$ Mpk Ýep_ Ap`p¡. k„b„^ hNf_p S>X$ lp¡C iL¡$. âÐen_u r_›$phpmp¡ L$p¡C`Z dpZk S>X$ _ lp¡C iL¡$. A¡ dpN£ S> `X¡$gp¡ R>¡. A¡_¡ S>X$ L$luA¡ R>uA¡ A¡V$g¡ Ap`Zp cNhp__¡ S>X$ L$luA¡ R>uA¡ A¡ Öp¡l \pe R>¡. A¡ âNrs S> L$f¡. Ap`Z_¡ v$¡Mpe _l] A¡ Ap`Zp¡ v$p¡¡j R>¡. dpV¡$ L$p¡C_p L$pÆ \hy„ _l]. lh¡ kdS> `X$u NC? A¡V$g¡ buÆ b^u hps kpQu. Ap`Z¡ Ap dõsu `L$X$u fpMhu. b_su ÐhfpA¡ klS> Ahõ\pdp„ Ap L$fhy„ R>¡. A¡_¡ dpV¡$ âk„N_y„ cS>_ A_¡ dõsu b¡ `L$X$u fpMhp„ R>¡. A¡ fp¡S> â¡L$V$uk L$fuiy„ sp¡ ApS>¡ 0p L$gpL$ dõsudp„ Aphsp„ gpÁep¡ sp¡ L$pg¡ EW$u_¡ hl¡gpdp„ hl¡gy„ Aphu S>hpi¡. A¡d Ap`Zu k„`|Z® s¥epfu \pe A¡V$g¡ sfs A¡hp¡ A¡ v$¡lcph v$¡MpX$hp_p¡ âk„N gph¡ S> R>¡. fX$phhp“y„ _l]. lksp„ lksp„ gC S>hp_y„. A¡V$g¡ ^ud¡ ^ud¡ A¡_u d¡m¡ V$pCd Aph¡ Ðepf¡ gphu _pM¡ R>¡. A_¡ Ap`Z¡ Aphu fus¡ khmy„ gCiy„ A¡V$g¡ ApS>¡ \sy„ lp¡e sp¡ A¡_u L$pg _\u L$fhu. "gph spf¡ gphhy„ lp¡e s¡. Ad¡ spfp sfa ×rô$ fpMuiy„.' A¡V$g¡ Ap`Z¡ Mpk L$fu_¡ "Æh_ klz_p„...' _¡ "âk„N... hpmy„ cS>_ dp¡Y¡$e L$fuA¡ R>uA¡, S>¡\u L$fu_¡ NZNZsp„ fluA¡. qv$hkdp„ `Quk hpf gph¡ sp¡ `Quk hpf Ap`Z¡ d|rs®dp„ Aphu S>CA¡. A¡V$g¡ sp¡ Ap¡Ry>„ L$f¡ _¡ ? A¡d AM„X$ Ap_„v$dp„ fl¡hy„.

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âÐen cNhp_ Æhdp„ b¡W$p `R>u dp¡l sp¡ füp¡ _\u. A¡ dp¡l_p¡ ne \ep¡ A¡V$g¡ dy[¼s \C NC. huS>mu S>¡hp k„s Å¡X¡$ ApÐdby[Ý^ \C NC ! Ap rhQpfp¡ sp¡ Np„Xy„$ \C S>hpe, `Z Ap kp^y_u ×rô$ R>¡ A¡V$g¡ dNS> bl¡L$u S>sy„ “’u “l] sp¡ A¡hy„ bl¡L$u Åe L¡$ "Ap âprá !' A¡ bpbsdp„ `|.L$pL$p_¡ Å¡hp. A¡d_p¡ L¡$a L$p¡C fus¡ dp¡mp¡ `X¡$ S> _l]. A¡ A¡d L$l¡ L¡$, "qL$kL$u Ofhpgu lŸ„ d¦ !' AM„X$ A¡_p¡ L¡$a aºg`phfdp„ fl¡. L$p¡Z dþep R>¡ ! A¡ L¡$d A¡hy„ fl¡sy„ li¡? ip\u L$pL$p_¡ A¡hy„ fl¡ R>¡ _¡ Ap`Z_¡ _\u fl¡sy„ ? _\u fl¡sy„ A¡ lL$uL$s R>¡. Sy>Ap¡, `l¡gu hps sp¡ A¡ L¡$, S>¡ dpÞey„ A¡_p sfa_u hapv$pfu. dpf¡ gpXy$ Mphp R>¡, sp¡ L$p¡Z Ap`¡ ? cNhp_ Ap`¡ L¡$ _l] ? cNhp_ `pk¡ gpXy$ lp¡e L¡$ _p lp¡e ? bk. `R>u iy„ L$fhp_y„ ? L$pL$p _¡ S>iyb¡_ b¡e_p¡ kpL$pf v$pMgp¡ R>¡. d|rs® ^pfu_¡ õhprd_pfpeZ õhprd_pfpeZ ^|_ L$f¡. bk A¡V$gy„ S>. lh¡ A¡ sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ e Mbf R>¡ _¡! d|rs® ^pfu_¡ k„L$ë` L$fuA¡ s¡ `|fp¡ \pe. `Z Ap`Z_¡ kpdr\® v$¡Mpsu _\u. L$pfZ L¡$ Ap`Z¡ Q¡L$ gMsp _\u A_¡ gMuA¡ R>uA¡ sp¡ lp\ \\f¡ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ klu L$fhpdp„ c|g

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\pe R>¡. A¡V$g¡ _p_u _p_u bpbsp¡dp„ A¡_¡ hp`fsp Åh. A¡hp Q¡L$ Ap`Z¡ e g¿ep S> li¡. dpf¡ cNhp_ cS>hp R>¡ _¡ cS>_ dp„Xéy„ li¡. _¡ cNhp_ cS>hp_u lp `X$u NC li¡. dpf¡ õhcph V$pmhp R>¡ _¡ V$mu Nep li¡. `Z A¡ _p¢^sp _\u, rhQpf_¡ `pdsp _\u. _l] sp¡ lÅfp¡ _¡ gpMp¡ A_ychp¡ \ep li¡. kl¡S> `p¡sp_p Æh_dp„ rhQpf L$fp¡ A_¡ A¡ AS>dphu gp¡ _¡ â¡L$V$uk\u s¡ D`pe Cv$„$ L$fu ëep¡. `R>u Äepf¡ Å¡CA¡ Ðepf¡ hp`fp¡. `R>u Ap`Ï„ dp¡Yy„$ L¡$d `X¡$gy„ fl¡? L$pL$p_¡ L„$CL$ N|„QhZ Aph¡ sp¡ sfs S> ^|_ L$fhp d„X$u S> `X¡$. A¡d AS>dphp¡. Mp¡Vy„ Mp¡Vy„ op“dp„ `X$ip¡ _l]. r_óL$pd_p b¡V$p \hp i„L$p Api„L$p gphip¡ _l]. _p_u vy$L$p_\u dp„X$éy„ lp¡e, h¡`pf ^„^p¡ L$ep£ lp¡e sp¡ rhðpkdp„\u îÝ^p b¡ku Åe L¡$ _p b¡ku Åe ? dl¡_s L$fu_¡ ê$p.100/- L$dphp A¡_p L$fsp„ b¡ rdr_V$ ^|_ L$fu_¡ L$dphp iy„ Mp¡V$p ? A¡d kL$pdcph\u S> ApNm h^pe, `Z cS>_ `p¡sp_y„ Å¡CA¡. r_›$p b¡W$p `R>u A¡hu fus¡ îÝ^p`|h®L$ L$f¡gu âp\®_p L$v$u r_óam S>su _\u. sp¡ iy„ L$pd _\u L$fsp„? dpfu L$_¡ gpM ê$r`ep R>¡ A¡_p¡ L¡$V$gp¡ L¡$a fl¡ ? kl¡S> k„cpfui A¡V$g¡ dpfy„ L$pd \C S>i¡. Ap`Zpdp„ âdpv$ R>¡. ip_p¡ âdpv$ R>¡ ? Mc¡ R>p¡L$fy„ _¡ bÅfdp„ ip¡^uA¡ R>uA¡. "dpfy„ R>p¡L$fy„ ¼ep„ ? dpfy„ R>p¡L$fy„ ¼ep„?' "spf¡ Mc¡ Å¡.' Mfu hps L¡$ Mp¡V$u ? d|rs®_¡ hp`fsp„ _\u. cNhp_ kpQp R>¡ `Z A¡_u kpd’} Ap`Z¡ hp`fuA¡

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sp¡ Mbf `X¡$ _¡ ! A¡V$g¡ A¡hy„ hp`fsp„ iuMu Åh. L$iu S> hps_u Mpdu _\u. L©$`pkpÝe R>¡ A¡ hps kpQu. sp¡ L©$`p_p¡ D`ep¡N L$fp¡. A¡L$ hps L$lu v$J. A¡L$ kyMu Mp_v$p_ dpZk lsp. MpC `u_¡ V¡$k L$f¡. ^ud¡ ^ud¡ `R>u L$pdQp¡f (cS>_Qp¡f) b_u Nep. âdpv$ A¡V$g¡ cS>_Qp¡f. b¡Wy„$ Aphhp dp„Xéy„. A¡V$g¡ cS>_ L$fhp_u V¡$h `X$u _l]. ar_®Qf h¡Qu_¡ Mphp dp„Xéy„. Ofdp„\u b^u hõsyAp¡ Agp¡` \su NC. Mp^¡ sp¡ Nd¡ A¡_p¡ MÅ_p¡ M|V$u Åe L¡$ _l] ? Nd¡ A¡V$gu d|rs® lp¡e `Z cÆA¡ _l] sp¡ k¡hp L$f_pfp d|rs® g|„V$u Åe. `R>u R>¡hV¡$ A¡_u `pk¡ L$p„C S> _p füy„. qf[Ý^rk[Ý^ lsu A¡dp„\u kph hp„lX$p¡ afhp dp„X$ép¡. A¡_p Nyê$_¡ \ey„, Ap lpmy„ iy„ R>¡ ? âdpv$ R>¡ Ap_pdp„; L$pd L$fhp_u A¡_¡ v$p$_s S> _p \pe. kfNhp_u i]Np¡ TpX$ `f\u Dspfu A¡_p Qpf R> Ap_p gC Aph¡ _¡ Mpe A¡V$g¡ v$qfÖ dV¡$ _l]. A¡v$u \C Nep¡. Nyê$_¡ \ey„, Ap_p¡ L$p¡C D`pe sp¡ L$fhp¡ `X¡$. `R>u khpf_p `lp¡fdp„ EW$u_¡ kfNhp_y„ TpX$ L$p`u_¡ S> cpNu Nep. _l] sp¡ dpf¡ L¡$, "sd¡ Ap ^„^p¡ L$ep£ ?' `¡gpA¡ EW$u_¡ Å¡ey„. Nyê$ `f QuX$ QX$u L¡$, A¡L$_y„ A¡L$ Mphp_y„ kp^_ lsy„ s¡e gC Nep ? `R>u S>¡V$gu i]Np¡ lsu A¡V$gu Dspfu gu^u _¡ h¡Qu `Z A¡ L¡$V$gp v$lpX$p Qpg¡ ? A_¡ `R>u W$_W$_ Np¡`pg ! c|$M gpN¡ A¡V$g¡ âdpv$ lpghp dp„X$ép¡. L$pd L$fhp dp„X$éy„. L$pd L$fhp_u CÃR>p fpM¡ A¡V$g¡ L$pd dmu S> Åe. ^ud¡ ^ud¡ R> bpf drl_p \ep. Ofdp„ b^u

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hõsyAp¡ Aphhp dp„X$u. qf[Ý^rk[Ý^ Aphhp dp„X$u. ÓZ hj£ Nyê$ Apìep _¡ Å¡ey„ sp¡ Of bfpbf \C Ne¡gy„. A¡V$g¡ ÅÎey„ L¡$, "Ap`Zu v$hp L$pd gpNu Mfu.' `R>u L$l¡ L¡$, "L¡$d sd¡ s¡ v$lpX¡$ TpX$ L$p`u _p¿ey„ lsy„ ?' Nyê$ L$l¡, "Å¡ TpX$ _p L$pàey„ lp¡s sp¡ sy„ Ap L$pd L$fsp¡ _p \ps.' Ap`Ï„ TpX$ cNhp__¡ L$p`hy„ _p `X¡$ A¡V$gp dpV¡$ cS>_ S> L$fhp d„X$u `X$uA¡ _¡ d|rs® hp`fsp„ \C S>CA¡. d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acphdp„ V$L$pe S> _l]. _p V$L$hp dpV¡$ L$ep¡ D`pe g¡hp_p¡? cS>_. L$pL$p _¡ S>iyb¡_ azgpfp dpf¡ R>¡ s¡hp dpfsp„ \ph sp¡ [õ’rs \C NC L$l¡hpe. A¡ L$fhp iy„ L$fip¡ ? "ipdrmep_¡ d_dp„ L¡$v$ `|fu fpMp¡...' A¡_¡ bv$g¡ õhcph_¡ L¡$v$ `|fu fpMuA¡ A_¡ `R>u õhcph_y„ A¡ âpfå^ cp¡Nhhy„ S> `X¡$ _¡ ! ipdrmep¡ v$epmy R>¡. A¡_¡ `|fu fp¿ep¡ lp¡e sp¡ d|„Tphp _p v$¡. `Z Ap`Zp r_dp®_u cNhp_. õhcph_¡ fpMuA¡ Ðepf¡ S>sp fl¡. `pR>p õhcph_¡ L$pY$u_¡ cS>_ L$fhp dp„X$uA¡ Ðepf¡ Aphu_¡ Ecp fl¡. "hpgdÆ_¡ ÅZu_¡ Æhsf ÆhuA¡...' A¡_¡ S>¡hp¡ R>¡ A¡hp¡ ÅZu_¡ A¡V$g¡ iy„ ? k„Æh_u d„Ó_p `l¡gp dyv¹$p S>¡hp khp£`fu kd°pV$ R>¡. A¡L$ cNhp__¡ fpMhp R>¡. A¡_p rkhpe_y„ buSy>„ b^y„ e Åe sp¡ S>hp v$p¡. buSy>„ b^y„ flu_¡ A¡L$ cNhp_ _l] fl¡ sp¡ ? S>¡hp¡ R>¡ A¡hp¡ _\u ÅÎep¡ A¡V$g¡ A¡_¡ bv$g¡ õhcph_¡ `L$X$uA¡ R>uA¡. S>¡hp R>¡ A¡hp ÅZuA¡ sp¡ Mgpk... azhpfp R|>V$u Åe.

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õhpdu_p k„b„^hpmp N°lZ L$f¡ R>¡ A¡d dp_hy„. sp¡ L¡$V$gu dTp Aphu Åe ! L$p¡C Æh_p ê$X$p \hp dpV¡$ b^y„ N°lZ L$f¡ R>¡. ¼epf¡ dp_hy„ ? Ap`Z_¡ M|„Q¡ Ðepf¡ Ap`Zp dpV¡$ N°lZ L$f¡ R>¡. buÅ dpV¡$ sp¡ W$uL$, `Z dpfp dpV¡$ sd¡ N°lZ L$ey¯ R>¡ lp„... A¡hy„ Å¡ dp_¡ sp¡ L$bpgp s|V$u Åe. _ftkl dl¡spA¡ dpÞey„, sygkuv$pk¡ dpÞey„. b^pe cNhp__p c¼sp¡A¡ Aphy„ dpÞey„. NyZpsus¡ dpÞey„, ip÷udlpfpS>¡ dpÞey„, ep¡NudlpfpS>¡ dpÞey„; ep¡NudlpfpS>_¡ Ap`Z¡ A_ycìep. Ap`Zu ê$rQ âdpZ¡ q¾$ep L$f¡ Ðepf¡ sp¡ N°lZ L$f¡ R>¡ A¡d dp_uA¡. `Z Ap`Zu ê$rQ_u rhê$Ý^_u q¾$ep L$f¡, _ Nd¡ A¡hy„ L$f¡ Ðepf¡ dp_hy„ blz dyíL¡$g. Ðepf¡ dp_hp_y„. lp„... dlpfpS> õhpdu ! L¡$d Ap_¡ Apd L$fhy„ `X$éy„ ? “l] kdS> `X¡$. L$pfZ L¡$ sdpfp¡ v$¡hsp Å¡f L$fu Nep¡ Ðepf¡ sp¡ M|„Ãey„, A¡V$g¡ M|„Ãey„ R>¡ sp¡ v$¡hsp Å¡kdp„ S> R>¡. s¡ hMs¡ Å¡ sd¡ d|rs® ^pfhp _¡ rhQpf L$fhp L¡$ kdS>hp S>ip¡ sp¡ K^y„ S> h¡sfpi¡. v$¡hsp b^y„ Ahmy„ gphu gphu_¡ d¡gu v$¡$i¡. dpV¡$ s¡ hMs¡ sp¡ c|g¡Q|L¡$ e MpX$pdp„ `X$ép sp¡ L|$v$pL|$v$ L$fip¡ S> “l]. L¡$hm A¡L$ "sy„lu sy„lu sy„lu...' cS>_ S> L$ep® L$fp¡. buÅ¡ D`pe “l].

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¼ep„ ky^u ? `¡gy„ s`¡gy„ W„$Xy„ \pe Ðep„ ky^u. sdpfp¡ v$¡hsp W„X$p¡ `X¡$, sV$õ\ \pe, dõsudp„ Aph¡ Ðep„ ky^u cS>_ S> L$ep® L$fp¡. S>¡d fp¡Å Op¡X$p_¡ dlpfpS>¡ V$²uL$\u `$gp¡V$ép¡, A¡d Ap`Zp e Op¡X$p A¡hp R>¡. A¡ Op¡X$p_¡ Ap fus¡ ip„rs L$fhp S>¡ L$fuA¡ A¡ Ap`Ï„ cS>_. L$p¡C L$l¡, "L¡$V$gy„ cS>_ L$fuA¡ ? sd¡ L$lp¡ A¡V$gy„ L$fy„.' _p cC, "L$lp¡ A¡V$gy„ _l]; sdpfu A¡ h©rÑ S>¡V$gu bmhp_ lp¡e, sdpfp¡ v$¡hsp S>¡V$gp¡ brmep¡ lp¡e A¡V$gy„.' L$p¡C Op¡X$p ku^¡ku^p S> `gp¡V$hp v$¡, sp¡ A¡_¡ `gp¡V$hp_u ¼ep„ S>ê$f R>¡? b^p S> Op¡X$p sp¡ap_u _ lp¡e, L$p¡L$ Op¡X$p A¡hp lp¡e A¡_¡ ÅZu d|L$uA¡. A¡_¡ Ap fus¡ `gp¡V$u _pMhp_p. A¡L$ gpL$X$uA¡ L$iy„ l„L$pe _l]. L$C h©rÑ L¡$V$gu `¡W$u R>¡ A¡ Ap`Zu d|mh©rÑ A_¡ k„Å¡Np¡ D`f Ap^pf R>¡. S>¡V$gp„ suh° L$dp£ \ep„ lp¡e A¡V$gy„ KXy„$ âpfå^ \ey„ lp¡e. A¡V$g¡ A¡_p D`f L$p¡C_p¡ L$pb| _\u. S>gv$$u \C iL¡$ A¡hy„ _\u. ^ud¡ ^ud¡ kdS>`|h®L$ S>CA¡ sp¡ \pe A¡hy„ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ Aphu Ås_y„ ÆhuA¡ A¡ kp^_p L$fu L$l¡hpe. kp^_p L$fhp Apìep R>uA¡. A¡L$ S> Å¡hp_y„ R>¡ L¡$ ¼ep„ Anf^pd_u kdpr^ Åe R>¡ ? A¡L$k|Óu L$pe®¾$d - L$sp®lsp®`Ï„ cNhp__y„ dp_hy„ A¡. L$sp®lsp® cNhp_ R>¡ A_¡ A¡ d_¡ dþep R>¡. A¡V$g¡ dpfp dpV¡$ S>¡ L„$C âL$pidp„ gph¡ R>¡ A¡ gph_pfp¡ L$p¡Z R>¡ ? d_¡ dþep A¡ S> R>¡. buÅ ApL$pf Å¡hp S> _l] _¡ ! buÅ b^p sp¡ r_rdÑ R>¡. Ap`Z¡ Å¡ `f \ep lp¡Ciy„ sp¡ A¡ r_rdÑ _l] S> gph¡; A_¡ gphi¡ sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ V$Q _l] L$f¡. Ap`Z_¡ V$Q L$ey¯

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R>¡ ? blz kpfy„; Ap`Zpdp„ sp¡ R>¡ S>. A¡_pdp„ li¡ L¡$ _l] s¡ dlpfpS> ÅZ¡. Ap OZp kp^L$p¡A¡ A_ych¡gy„ kÐe R>¡. ApV$gy„ S> Å¡hp_y„ R>¡. Aphu fus¡ ìep`L$dp„ A¡_¡ Å¡hp. Ap`Z_¡ dþep R¡, A¡ õhpdu S> A¡_¡ hsp®h¡ R>¡.> õhpdu õhpdu L$fp¡ _¡ ! `R>u sd_¡ Nd¡ s¡hu d|„ThZ Aph¡ s¡dp„ e lpL$ dpfÅ¡. Å¡ fnp _p L$f¡ sp¡ L$l¡Å¡. L¡$V$gpL$ L$l¡, "fnp L¡$d L$fsp _\u ?' sp¡ "sd¡ v$¡hsp_¡ Op¡X¡$ L¡$d QX$p¡ R>p¡ ? sdpfp¡ Op¡X$p¡ sp¡ fnp L$fi¡. d_¡ ¼ep„ fnp L$fhp_u L$lp¡ R>p¡ sd¡ ? sdpfp Op¡X$p_¡ L$lp¡ R>p¡ _¡ !' A¡V$g¡ Ap blz ku^u hps R>¡. Aphp¡ M` ÅNu Åe L¡$ NyZpsus Ap`Zu ApNm `pR>m afsp¡ \i¡ ! sp¡ `¡gp Op¡X$p_¡ spb¡ \Ciy„ _l]. Äep„ ky^u L$p¡L$_y„ Å¡CA¡ R>uA¡, Ðep„ ky^u Anf^pd_u kdpr^ fl¡i¡ _l] A¡ Ås_p¡ âk„N Aphi¡ Ðepf¡ _l] fl¡. bpL$u fl¡su li¡. AM„X$ A¡ _\u fl¡su A¡d¡ e _l] A_¡ AM„X$ fl¡ R>¡ A¡d¡ e _l] A¡ Ås_p¡ Ap`Zp¡ v$¡hsp li¡ Ðep„ _l] fl¡. Ðep„ õh^d® Q|L$sp„ S> lp¡Ciy„. NyZ ìep`u_¡ S> L$pd L$fsp lp¡Ciy„. A¡V$g¡ 24 L$gpL$ Anf^pd_u kdpr^dp„ fl¡hp_p¡ âepk L$fhp¡ R>¡. âÐen âcy A_¡ s¡d_p k„b„^hpmp b^p S> qv$ìe S> R>¡, L$l¡sp„ s¡ âcy r_e„rÓs hfs¡ R>¡. s¡ dpÞesp klS> fl¡su \C Åe s¡ Anf^pd_u kdpr^. A¡dp„ füp \L$p S>¡ õh^d® gpN¡ s¡d L$fhy„ s¡ `fpc[¼s; S>¡dp„ Anf^pd_y„ kyM Aph¡.

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Ap`Z¡ dp¡V$p_¡ k¡ìep lp¡e sp¡ A¡_p NyZ Aphu Åe. dp¡V$p_p NyZ Aph¡ A¡ dpep_p `¡Qdp„ Aph¡ _l]. A_¡ A¡hp dp¡V$p Å¡ dpep_p `¡Qdp„ Aph¡ sp¡ dpep_¡ `Z r_N®yZ L$fu _p„M¡. dpep_p¡ `¡Q ip¡ ? Sy>Ap¡ Ýep_ fpMp¡. Ap`Z¡ `|fy„ L$fhy„ R>¡. dp¡V$p_¡ k¡huA¡ R>uA¡, dp¡V$p_¡ k¡ìep R>¡ sp¡ A¡_p NyZ Aphu Åe. Mfy„ L¡$ _l] ? Ap`Z¡ `p¡s¡ sp¡ s`pk L$fuA¡. L$p¡C L$l¡ L¡$ _p L$l¡ A¡_u blz tQsp _p L$fip¡. L$p¡C L$l¡ L¡$ "_\u' sp¡ "lp _\u.' A¡d L$lu v$¡hy„. L$pfZ kyM sp¡ Ap`Z¡ _¡ Ap`Zp cNhp_¡ g¡hp_y„ R>¡ _¡ ! Anf^pd_y„ kyM Ap`Z¡ ¼ep„ g¡hp_y„ R>¡ ? A„v$f. L$p¡C L$l¡i¡ L¡$ "sd¡ Anf^pddp„ R>p¡' _¡ dl] bmsfp li¡ sp¡ iy„ L$fuiy„ ? _¡ L$p¡C L$l¡i¡ "sd¡ _fL$dp„ R>p¡' _¡ dl] Anf^pd_y„ kyM li¡ sp¡ ! S>sy„ fl¡hp_y„ R>¡ ? A¡ b^u A„v$f_u hps R>¡. Ðepf¡ A¡_p NyZ Aphu Nep L¡$ _l] A¡ _p Å¡hy„ `X¡$ ? A¡ iu fus¡ Å¡hpi¡ ? Apop _¡ D`pk_p. Apop iy„ ? b°ûê$` dp_p¡ _¡ `fb°û_u D`pk_p L$fp¡. A¡ dlpfpS>_u Apop R>¡. dp¡V$pdp„ dp¡V$u Apop sdpfu Ås_¡ ÷u dp_p¡, L$p¡L$_u hlz dp_p¡, L$p¡L$_u v$uL$fu dp_p¡. A¡hy„ _¡? _p. b°ûê$` dp_p¡. Å¡ ÷u dp_uA¡ sp¡ lW$ Aph¡, dp_ Aph¡,

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Cjp® Aph¡. b^p„ g`k]v$$f Aphu_¡ Ecp„ flu Åe. A_¡ "lz„ sp¡ ApÐdp Ry>„, Anf Ry>„; b°û Ry>„.' Ap v$¡l_¡ rhj¡ füp¡ A¡hp¡ S>¡ ApÐdp A¡ _uL$mu S>i¡ sp¡ sd¡ Nd¡ s¡hp kpfp _¡ hlpgp lip¡ sp¡ e Å¡ bpf L$gpL$dp„ kmNphu _ d|L¡$ sp¡ d_¡ L$l¡Å¡. v$¡l_u A„v$f\u ApÐdp _uL$mu S>i¡ A¡V$g¡ Mgpk, A¡ ApÐdp A¡ lº„ Ry>„. lh¡ A¡ L¡$hp¡ R>¡ ? A¡ sp¡ Ap¡m¿ep¡ “l]. Å¡ey„ ? A¡V$g¡ Ap dp¡V¡$fp„ kp^yõhê$`p¡ S>¡ Ap`Z_¡ dþep„ R>¡ A¡ Ap`Zp¡ ApÐdp R>¡. A¡_¡ Ap`Z¡ Ap¡mMu Nep. A¡ AM„X$ NyZpsuscphdp„ fl¡ R>¡. A¡Z¡ dlpfpS> fpM¡gp R>¡. A¡ ApÐdp_u A„v$f `fdpÐdp fl¡gp R>¡. Anf`yê$jp¡Ñd_p„ õhê$` Ap`Z_¡ dþep„ R>¡. A¡L$ _l], b¡ _l]... AÐepf¡ OZp„ A¡hp„ R>¡. A¡dp„ Ap`Z¡ Å¡X$pC Ne¡gp R>uA¡. A¡_p \C_¡ ÆhuA¡ R>uA¡. A¡ ê$` fl¡hy„ R>¡. A¡ AM„X$ Ap_„v$dp„ _¡ dõsudp„ fl¡ R>¡. A¡ dõsudp„ fl¡ sp¡ Ap`Z¡ iy„ L$pd _ fluA¡ ? Ap`Zp¡ ApÐdp A¡_¡ dpÞep¡. A¡ ApÐdpê$`¡ Æhhp_y„, v$¡$lê$`¡ _l], d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acphdp„ gC Åe A¡ L$p¡Z ? v$¡l. A¡dp„ _\u S>hy„. ApÐdpê$`¡ fl¡hy„ R>¡. A¡V$g¡ d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acphdp„ V$L$hy„ _l]. `|fy„ A¡V$g¡ iy„ ? kdS> `X$u NC ? L¡$ d|„ThZ, rhn¡` L¡$ Acph g¡hX$ph¡ R>¡ A¡ dpfp¡ L$p¡L$ v$¡$lcph R>¡, v$¡hsp R>¡. kÒhNyZ, fÅ¡NyZ, sdp¡NyZ, ÷u Ry>„, `yê$j Ry>„. A¡ S>¡ ÅZ`Ï„ lp¡e s¡ A¡ 100 hj®_y„ S> R>¡. 50 hj® `l¡gp„ iy„ lsy„ ? _¡ ApS>\u 50 hj® `R>u ? `R>u L„$C fl¡hp_y„ R>¡? sp¡ tQsp L$fu_¡ iy„ L$pd dfu S>CA¡ ? "v$¡l_¡

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rhj¡ füp¡ A¡hp¡ S>¡ ApÐdp A¡ lº„ Ry>„.' d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acphdp„ gC Åe R>¡ A¡ ip\u gC Åe? Ap dpfu hõsy Mp¡hpC NC, Ap hõsy bNX$u NC L¡$ L$p¡CA¡ A`dp_ L$ey¯, Ap`Ï„ fp¿ey„ _ fp¿ey„ hN¡f¡ hN¡f¡ A_„s fus¡ Ap`Zp¡ ãeyT EX$u Åe. A¡V$g¡ d|„ThZ, rhn¡` _¡ Acphdp„ _ V$L$hy„ _¡ âprá_p¡ Ap_„v$$ L$ep® L$fhp¡. "lº„ NyZpsus Ry>„.' rQv$pL$piê$` fl¡hy„ R>¡. lh¡ L$p¡C L$l¡ L¡$, "Ap kph A½$g hNf_y„ R>¡.' "lº„ sp¡ rQv$pL$pi Ry>„.' sp¡ `R>u Ap lp¡e ? A¡d rhQpfu ‘pR>p hmuA¡. v$¡hsp A¡hp¡ lp¡e sp¡ L$v$$pQ d|„ThZ, rhn¡`, Acphdp„ S>sy„ fl¡hpe sp¡ `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ `pR>p Aphu Åe A¡ `|fy„. dpV¡$ d|„ThZ, rhn¡` L¡$ Acphdp„\u Ap`Zp s„Ó_¡ `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ Alp¡lp¡cphdp„ gphu v$¡hy„ A¡_y„ _pd `|fy„. A¡ hQ.N.R>¡.26 huS>mu S>¡hp k„s. AÃR>p, lh¡ `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ gphhy„ L$C fus¡ ? lº„ L$lz„ L¡$ gphu v$¡hy„ A¡V$g¡ Aphu S>sy„ li¡ ? L¡$hu fus¡ gphhy„? AÐepf\u S> â¡L$V$uk L$fp¡. Ap`Zp A„N_y„ cS>_ - S>`eo. `p¡sp_p cS>_\u `pRy>„ gphu v$¡hy„. sp¡ 24 L$gpL$ Ap_„v$ fl¡ L¡$ _p fl¡ ? _p fl¡ sp¡ b¡ ÓZ rdr_V$ S>C_¡ `pR>p Aphu S>hy„. A¡_u â¡L$V$uk L$fuA¡ sp¡ S>sp„ `l¡gp„ Aphu S>hpe. Ap`Ï„ NpXy„ K^¡ fhpX¡$ QX$éy„ lp¡e sp¡... "lº„ Ap iy„ L$fy„ Ry>„?' A¡d L$fu_¡ `pR>p Aphu S>hpe L¡$ _p Aphu S>hpe? AM„X$ dõsudp„ _¡ L¡$adp„ Aphu S>hpe. hQ.N.R>¡.11_u S>¡d kuspÆ_p S>¡hu kdS>Z fpMuA¡ sp¡ b^p„ e hQ_pd©s rkÝ^ \C Åe. kuspÆ_p S>¡hu

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kdS>Z_p¡ A\® ApV$gp¡ S> L¡$, "õhpdu õhpdu L$fu d_dp„\u L$pY$u _pMuA¡.' Mdhy„ A¡V$g¡ d_dp„ fpMu d|L$hy„ A¡d¡ e _l]. dlpfpS> dlpfpS> L$fu d_dp„\u L$pY$u _pMuA¡ sp¡ L„$C R>¡ ? A_¡ d_dp„ hpNp¡m hpNp¡m L$fuA¡ sp¡ _L$pdp vy$:rMep \CA¡. L$p¡Z vy$:rMey„ \i¡ ? Ap`Z¡ S> vy$:rMep \Ciy„ _¡? "L¡$d L$u^y„ ? L¡$d L$u^y„ ?' A¡d vy$:Mu \ep L$fuA¡. Af¡ cC L$lu Ney„. dpf Np¡mu. A¡d `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ dõsudp„ Aphu S>hy„. A¡ `|fy„ \ey„. A¡V$g¡ ApS>\u S> A¡_u â¡L$V$uk L$fhp dp„X$p¡. ^pfp¡ L¡$ L$p¡C hMs _ Ahpe sp¡ 10 rdr_V$, 15 rdr_V$, `Z drl_p `R>u sp¡ `p„Q rdr_V$dp„ `pR>p Aphu S>hp_u V¡$h `X$u S>i¡ _¡ ! Apd L$fsp„ klÅhõ\pdp„ Aphu_¡ Ecy„ fl¡hpi¡. A¡V$g¡ AÐepf¡ cg¡ \p¡X$u sL$gua `X¡$ `Z A¡_p sfa ÅN°s fluiy„ sp¡ hl¡gpdp„ hl¡gp¡ V$pCd Ap¡R>p¡ \sp¡ S>i¡ _¡ ! OZp„_¡ A¡d \pe L¡$ iy„ `|fy„ L$fu Ap`i¡ ? dp\¡ tiNX$p„ DNpX$u v$¡i¡ ? _p. Å¡NudlpfpS>_¡ iy„„ `|fy„ lsy„? iy„ A¡d_¡ budpfu _lp¡su ? õhpdu L$l¡, "kps fp¡N gC_¡ afy„ Ry>„' `Z A¡d_u dõsu L$p¡C v$lpX$p¡ S>su _lp¡su. L¡$a, L$p„V$p¡, dõsu _¡ R>L$ Ap¡R>p„ _lp¡sp„ \sp„ A_¡ budpfu_¡ sp¡ Å¡CA¡ A¡d h^pf¡. `¡gp¡ L„$S|>k dpZk lp¡e s¡ ^_ L¡$hu fus¡ hp`f¡ ? A¡d budpfu Å¡CA¡ Ðepf¡ hp`f¡. `pR>p fpMu d¡g¡... A¡hy„ L$fsp, A¡V$g¡ ÅZ`Z¡ey¼s hs£. A¡hy„ Ap`Z¡ L$fu v$¡hy„. b^pe_¡ kyrMep \hy„ R>¡ _¡ dp¡V¡$fp„ gC d„X$ép R>¡ sp¡ vy$:rMep iy„ L$pd fl¡hy„ R>¡ ? Mfu hps L¡$ Mp¡V$u ? lh¡ kdS> `X$u NC ? iy„ L$fhp_y„ A¡ L$lp¡ Å¡CA¡ !

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v$¡hsp c¡Ny„ _l] cmhp_y„. `p¡sp_p cS>_\u `p„Q S> rdr_V$dp„ Alp¡lp¡cphdp„ Aphu S>hp“y„„. dpf¡ iy„ L$fhy„ R>¡ A¡ lº„ kdSy> sp¡ L$fy„ _¡ ! Ap d¢ Q|gp¡ kmNpìep¡, s`¡gu d|L$u, f¡i_ Apìey„, `Z iy„ b_phhy„ A¡ rhQpf sp¡ dpf¡ L$fhp¡ `X$i¡ _¡ ! gpXy$, v|$^‘pL$$, dp¡l_\pm iy„ b_phhy„ ? `R>u \pe _¡! A¡d Ap õ`ô$ ¿epg Ap`u v$u^p¡ L¡$ iy„ `|fy„ L$fhy„ R>¡? dpV¡$ âk„Nhpmy„ cS>_ Ýep_dp„ fpMhy„. "âk„N Aph¡ ÅZÅ¡, A¡ fpÆ`p_u hps.' fpÆ`p_u hps L$lu `Z c|g \C NC. "lz„ `p`u, lz„ A^d, Ap`Zp\u sp¡ \i¡ _l] ' A¡d âk„N Aph¡ Ðepf¡ X|$bu Åe. `Z Aëep, A¡ fpÆ`p_y„ gnZ R>¡. A¡d L$p¡C dp_sy„ _\u. ^pfp¡ L¡$ L$p¡C_¡ ¾$p¡^ ìep`u Nep¡, L$pd ìep`u Nep¡, gp¡c ìep`u Nep¡. A¡hp¡ Å¡N Np¡W$hu v$¡ A¡V$g¡ \pe L¡$ "ApV$gp„ hj® \ep„ sp¡ e Aphy„ ? bk, dlpfpS> dlpfpS>. Ap`Zp\u lh¡ _\u \hp_y„.' v$f¡L$_u fus Sy>v$u li¡. A¡ kp¥ kp¥_u fus¡ L$\p L$fsy„ lp¡e, hpsp® L$fsy„ lp¡e, A¡V$g¡ L$p¡L¡$ k¡hp_u hps L$fu sp¡ dpfp S>¡hp k¡hpdp„ "Y'$hpmp lp¡CA¡ s¡ dfu S>CA¡ L¡$ "Ap`Zp\u sp¡ k¡hp _l] \pe. Mgpk, lh¡ L$ëepZ _l] \pe, [õ’rs _l] \pe.' "L¡$d cpC ?' "`¡gpA¡ kcpdp„ L$üy„ lsy„.' "lh¡ A¡ L$l¡ A¡ dp_hy„ R>¡ L¡$ cNhp_ L$l¡ A¡ dp_hy„ R>¡ ? õhpdu sp¡ L$lu Nep. Aëep, dpf¡ sd_¡ b_phhp R>¡.' AÐepf¡ S>¡ cìe õhê$`p¡ `p¼ep„ R>¡ s¡ A¡L$hpf L$fdkv$_p

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d„qv$f_p d¡X¡$ c¡Np„ \ep„. s¡ hMs_p A¡ eyhL$p¡ b^p hpsp¡ L$f¡ L¡$, lh¡ Ap`Zp\u kp^y L¡$d \hpi¡ ? Ap iy„ \i¡ ? b^pA¡ X|$bhp dp„X$éy„. sd¡ e Å¡ Å¡. dp¡mu hpsdp„ S>sp„ lip¡ Ðepf¡ sd_¡ V¡$k Aphu S>i¡. A¡hp¡ õhpv$ Aphi¡, bk, A¡dp„ e V¡$k Aph¡ R>¡ A_¡ `R>u dl] c|s hmN¡ A¡d hmNu `X¡$ R>¡. `R>u A¡dp„\u blpf _uL$mhy„ lp¡e sp¡ e _\u _uL$mpsy„. `R>u õhpdu L$l¡, "Ap R>p¡L$fp„ b^p„ ¼ep„ Nep„?' sp¡ L$l¡, "ANpiudp„...' s¡ õhpdu D`f ANpiudp„ Nep. A¡d_u hQdp„ S>C_¡ b¡ku Nep. `R>u lp\ `L$X$u_¡ L$l¡, "iy„ R>¡ ? iy„ Qpg¡ R>¡ ? ip÷udlpfpS> L¡$hp dþep R>¡ ! A¡dZ¡ N°lZ L$ep® R>¡. dpf¡ hQ.N.â.27 S>¡hp L$fu Ap`hp_p R>¡. lz„ L$lz„ A¡d \hp_y„ R>¡ L¡$ sd¡ L$lp¡ A¡d? iy„ L$pd dp¡mu hps L$fp¡ R>p¡ ? Åh, afu dp¡mu hps _p L$fip¡.' A¡d õhpdu_p bm¡ \hp_y„ R>¡. A¡ L$fphhp_p R>¡. "âk„N_¡ Åhp v$¡ õd©rs_u kp\¡...' âk„N_¡ õd©rs_u kp\¡ S>hp v$p¡. A¡ õd©rs iy„ ? "lz„ NyZpsus. dpfp\u Aphy„ _ L$fpe' A¡ ÅZ`Ï„. "hpgdÆ_¡ ÅZu_¡ Æhsf ÆhuA¡...' hpgdÆ_¡ ÅZu_¡ Æhsf iy„ Æhhp_y„ ? L¡$ A¡ Ap`Z_¡ Ap_„v$dp„ fl¡hp_y„ S> L$l¡ R>¡ _¡ ? bpL$u_y„ b^y„ sp¡ A¡ L$fhp_p¡ R>¡. Ap`Z¡ Mpgu Ap_„v$dp„ fluA¡ A¡ A¡_¡ ÅÎep¡ L$l¡hpe. bpL$u \p¡Xy„$ Ap`Z¡ e L$fuA¡. A¡ L$dÅ¡f dpÞep¡ _¡ ? A¡V$g¡ ^p¡gpV¡$ L¡$ _p ^p¡gpV¡$ ? L¡$, "lz„ khp£`fu kd°pV$ Ry>„. `R>u dpfp bmdp„ A¡V$gu s¢ Mpdu Å¡C ?'

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A¡V$g¡ S>fuL$ QuX$pe. A¡V$g¡ hpgdÆ_¡ ÅZu_¡ ÆhuA¡ L¡$ A¡_¡ Ap`Zu A„v$f kfk f„Nfp¡Np_ L$fu d|rs® OX$hp_p¡ ip¡M R>¡ sp¡ `|fp¡ L$fhp v$p¡. Ap`Zu `pk¡ Alp¡lp¡cph¡ kd`®Z L$fphu_¡ hfdpmp `l¡fu R>¡ _¡ ! ¼ep„ T|„V$hu gC_¡ `l¡fu R>¡? sp¡ lh¡ AM„X$ A¡_u fus¡ Æhu_¡ Ap_„v$ L$fsp„ \C S>CA¡.

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×ô$p õ\`pep¡ L¡$ sfs S> sdpfu Fullest capacity & Endurance (Æfhhp_u _¡ Tughp_u spL$ps) âdpZ¡ S>fpe V$pCd bNpX$ép rkhpe sdpfp¡ A„s:L$fZ_p¡ L|$hp¡ (S>¡dp„ kÒh, fS> _¡ sd_u h©rÑAp¡ L„X$pf¡gu S> cfpC `X$u lp¡e R>¡.) Dg¡Qhp_y„ kpL$pf b°û iê$ S> L$fu v$¡$. s¡ hMs¡ X$p¡g, v$¡NX$p¡, diu_ hN¡f¡ dy¼sp¡ê$`u kp^_ h`fpe Ðepf¡ fpÆ`p¡ dp_u, S>fpe Ncfpep rh_p, S>¡hy„ \pe A¡hy„ cS>_ _¡ k¡hp L$ep® S> L$fÅ¡. `fpZ¡ e qv$ìecph `L$X$u S> fpMÅ¡. sp¡ V$p„L$Zu hpN¡ s¡V$gp vy$:M¡ ê$`p„sf \C_¡ S> kyM¡ kyM¡ ê$`p„sf L$f¡ R>¡. buÅ„ kp^_ L$p„C ê$`p„sf _\u L$fsp„. s¡ sp¡ qv$ìecph `L$X$u fpMhp_p„ kp^_ sfuL¡$ R>¡. sp¡ Ap AS>dphu S> Sy>Ap¡. kyM _ Aph¡ sp¡ L$l¡Å¡ !

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A¡L$p„rsL$ huS>mu S>¡hp k„sp¡A¡ Æhdp„ Opëep s¡ ×ô$phpmp dy¼sp¡. s¡d_¡ "k„s dpfp¡ ApÐdp' A¡d Æhdp„ d_pC Ney„. `R>u Äep„ lp¡e Ðep„ A¡ dy¼s A¡d_p¡ S> \C_¡ Æh¡. s¡hp dy¼s dpV¡$ cS>_ ¼ey„ _¡ L¡hp âL$pf_y„ lp¡e ? s¡ õ`ô$ kdÆA¡ sp¡ Ap_„v$_p azhpfp R|>V$u S>i¡. OZu d|„ThZp¡ _uL$mu S>i¡. (1) k„sp¡, bl¡_p¡, eyhL$p¡ _¡ N©lõ\p¡dp„ S>¡ õhpdu_p \C_¡ Æh¡ R>¡, s¡d_y„ `m¡`m_y„ ku^y„ k„Qpg_ kpL$pf b°û S> L$f¡ R>¡. (2) A¡L$hpf A„v$f b¡W$p `R>u `p¡sp_¡ Å¡CA¡ s¡hy„ `pÓ s¡ S> OX$u g¡ R>¡. s¡ dpV¡$ S> ÅZu ÅZu_¡ âk„Np¡ Np¡W$h¡ R>¡, _¡ dy¼s_p âL$pidp„ gph¡ R>¡ L¡$, S>¡\u _Æhu hpsdp„ lpgu EW$uA¡ _¡ NpX$p„ _¡ NpX$p„ S>sp„ L$fuA¡. dpV¡$ b^y„ S> Nyê$ L$fhp_p S> R>¡. Ap`Z¡ dpV¡$ sp¡ cS>_ A¡L$ S> L¡$, dpf¡ sp¡ dpfpdp„ L¡$ buÅdp„ S>¡ \pe s¡ L¡$hm Å¡ep S> L$fhp_y„. L$pfZ L¡$ iy„ L$fhy„ _¡ L¡$d L$fhy„ s¡ d_¡ Mbf _\u _¡ Nyê$ kd\® R>¡. s¡ S> b^y„ L$fu füp R>¡. dpV¡$ v$¡lcph_p l¡hp Ap¡Npm¡ Ðepf¡ dpf¡ sp¡ A„v$f\u dN_ fl¡hp_y„ _¡ dN_

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fl¡hp dpV¡$ s¡ hMs¡ sV$õ\ \hp S>¡ L$fhy„ `X¡$ s¡ cS>_. A¡L$ S> hp¼e_p¡ kpnpÐL$pf L$fhp_p¡ _¡ s¡ A¡ L¡$, "dpfu by[Ý^ cNhp_ _¡ cNhp__p c¼sp¡dp„ d_yóecph g¡hX$ph¡, L$sp®lsp® dlpfpS>_¡ _ d_php v$¡ s¡\u Äep„ âge \hp_p¡ v$¡Mpe L¡$ sfs by[Ý^_¡ L$lu v$¡hp_y„, _p. spf¡ Å¡hp_y„ S> _\u.' buÅ âge_p rhQpf_¡ Aphhp S> _ v$$CA¡ _¡ sV$õ\ \C S>CA¡ sp¡ A„v$f_p„ dpreL$ d|ëep„L$_p¡ Ap¡Nmu S>C Anf^pd_p„ \C Åe. _¡ by[Ý^ qv$ìe \C S>sp„ k„b„^hpmpdp„ r_f„sf âÐen_y„ L$sp®lsp®`Ï„ d_pe¡gy„ fl¡. S>¡\u "v$pk_p vy$íd_ lqf L¡'$v$u lp¡e _l]' A¡d fl¡. sp¡ kdS>ZhpmpA¡ by[Ý^_¡ sV$õ\ L$fhp, âurshpmpA¡ ^Zu_p„ `Z Ap`Z_¡ _ Ndsp„ R>p¡L$fp„ sfa cph fl¡ s¡ sfa, rhðpkhpmpA¡ v$¡hsp_p¡ rhðpk _ L$fhp sfa, â`rÑhpmpA¡ rdepJ rdepJ hNf buÅ D`pe g¡hp sfa sV$õ\ \hp S>¡ L$fhy„ `X¡$ s¡ L$fhy„ s¡ cS>_. s¡ `p¡s`p¡sp_p A„N_y„ L$fu fpMhy„ S>¡\u l¥ey„ _¡ dp¢ lksp„ fl¡ A\hp `m¡`m Anf^pdê$` fl¡sp \L$p buSy>„ b^y„ L$ep® L$fpe.

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L$p¡C_y„ e L$p¡C `Z fus¡ L„$C `Z Ap`Z_¡ M|„Ãey„ s¡ Ap`Zp¡ v$p¡j S> R>¡. `Z s¡ _ d_pe sp¡ e gp¥qL$L$ Agp¥qL$L$ d|ëep„L$_p¡ gNpX$u L¡$ dpreL$ d_, by[Ý^ hp`fu buÅ_p¡ v$p¡j sp¡ Å¡hp_p¡ S> _l]. s¡ Å¡C bQph sp¡ L$fpe S> _l]. `Z s¡ M|„Qsy„ V$pmhp `p¡sp_p A„N_y„ cS>_, k¡hp L¡$ S>¡ L$fhy„ `X¡$ s¡ L$fhp_p¡ ApN°l fpM¡ s¡ kp^L$. _p_p dp¡V$p kp¥A¡ A¡L$ Np„W hpmu v$¡hu L¡$, Äepf¡ `Z "agpZ¡ Apd L$ey¯ s¡d L$ey¯ ' A¡d L$p¡C L$l¡hp Aph¡ _¡ s¡ ìe[¼s lpS>f _p lp¡e sp¡ s¡_¡ L$l¡hy„ L¡$, "Ap buÅ_u hps S>hp v$¡$. spf¡ iy„ L$fhy„ R>¡ s¡ L$l¡.' A¡d L$fu ApNm Qpghp S> _ v$¡hy„. L$p„ sp¡ A¡ bp¡gsy„ fl¡ _¡ Ap`Z¡ Ðep„ _¡ Ðep„ S> ^|_ L$fhp d„X$u `X$hy„ sp¡ s¡ kdÆ S>i¡. `Z L$p¡C `Z rlkpb¡ buÅ_p Okpfp_y„ Qpghp sp¡ _ S> v$¡hy„.

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l¡ kp^L$ rdÓp¡, dpfp 15 hj®_p A_ych¡ spfh¡gy„ kÐe S>ê$f dp_Å¡. sdpfy„ Nd¡ s¡V$gy„ K^y„ \C S>sy„ gpN¡, M¡v$p_ d¡v$p_ \C S>sy„ gpN¡, Æh _uL$mu S>sp¡ gpN¡ sp¡ e s¡ sdpfp kpfp dpV¡$ S> dlpfpS> L$fu füp R>¡ s¡ dp_Å¡. s¡_p¡ A„s Aphsp„ ky^u ^ufS> fpMu r_Z®e L¡$ Arcâpe bp„^ip¡ S> _l]. A„s¡ ^Þe dlpfpS>, ^Þe R>¡ sd_¡ ! sd¡ kfk L$ey¯. A¡d L$üp rh_p fl¡hpi¡ S> _l]. ^ufS>, ^d® _¡ op_.

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Ap`Z¡ _p¡L$fu, ^„^p¡, cZhy„, M¡su, Ly$Vy„$b_u ÅmhZu hN¡f¡ õh^d® sp¡ bÅhhp_p¡ lp¡e R>¡. kp\¡ kp\¡ fp¡S> khpf kp„S> `p„Q rdr_V$\u iê$ L$fu AX$^p¡ L$gpL$ ky^u Ýep_, ^|_ L¡$ S>`eo\u õhê$`ep¡N L$fhp_u V¡$h `pX$hu. hQ.N.d.62dp„ "Ap k„kpf_¡ rhj¡ A¡hp¡ `yê$j lp¡e S>¡ ApW¡$ `lp¡f sp¡ k„kpf_u rhV„$bZpdp„ füp¡ lp¡e A_¡ Nd¡ A¡hy„ ep¡Áe Aep¡Áe L$d® `Z \C S>sy„ lp¡e A_¡ s¡ A¡L$ OX$u L¡$ b¡ OX$u cNhp_“y„ cS>_ L$fsp¡ lp¡e, Ðepf¡ s¡ cS>_¡ L$fu_¡ s¡Z¡ ApMp qv$hkdp„ `p` L$ey¯ lp¡e s¡ bm¡ L¡$ _ bm¡?' A¡ âñ_p¡ dlpfpS>¡ DÑf Apàep¡ R>¡ S>¡, "kpfp¡ qv$hk âh©rÑdpN®dp„ flu_¡ Nd¡ s¡hu q¾$ep L$fu lp¡e _¡ cNhp__y„ cS>_ L$fhp b¡k¡, s¡ kd¡ A¡ cS>__p L$f_pfp_p„ IqÖep¡, A„s:L$fZ _¡ Æh A¡ kh£ A¡L$pN° \C_¡ Å¡ cS>_dp„ Å¡X$pe, s¡ A¡hu fus¡ A¡L$ OX$u L¡$ AX$^u OX$u `Z Å¡ cNhp__p cS>_dp„ Å¡X$pe sp¡ kdN° `p` bmu_¡ cõd \C Åe R>¡.' ^|_ A_¡ S>`eodp„ saphs : ^|_dp„ õhprd_pfpeZ L¡$ buÅ¡ L$p¡C`Z d„Ó gC_¡ rQÑ_u c|rdL$pdp„ ge \hpe A\hp _pv$b°ûdp„ ge \sp„

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õhprd_pfpeZ iåv$ Qp¡¿Mp¡ _ bp¡gsp„ A¡... A¡... A¡... D... D... D... S>¡hp AhpS>\u _pv$b°û_u gesp Aph¡. Aphu ge c|rdL$pdp„ fl¡hpe s¡ Ýep_. S>`eodp„ _pdfV$Z L$ep® S> L$fhp_y„. A¡dp„ õ`ô$ _pd bp¡ghy„ S> Å¡CA¡ s¡\u ÅN°ssp fl¡, S>¡ by[Ý^ L¡$ d__¡ q¾$epiug fpM¡ S>¡\u buÅ rhQpf EW¡$ s¡_p¡ r_j¡^ L$fsp S>hp_y„ _¡ S>`eo dfp... dfp... dfp_u S>¡d Qpgy fpMhp_p¡. s¡ buÅ rhQpf hNf \ep L$f¡. s¡ hMs_u d__u _ufh [õ’rsdp„ füp L$fhy„ s¡ Ýep_. Aphp¡ õhê$`ep¡N L$fhp_u V¡$h S> `pX$u v$¡hu. s¡ L$fuA¡ sp¡ S> Ap`Z¡ r_›$phpmp R>uA¡ s¡d dp_hy„. bpL$u dp¡V$p k„s sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ \p \p \pbX$ L$fi¡, _¡ sd¡ dp¡V$p Ad¡ dp¡V$p L$ep® L$fi¡. Aphy„ L$fhp“y„ A„v$f\u EN¡ Ðep„ ky^u kpQìep S> L$fi¡. D`f âdpZ¡ AX$^p¡ L$gpL$ S>`eo L¡$ ^|_ L$fsp„, ×ô$p õ\`pC S>sp„ b°ûpL$pf h©rÑ \C S>i¡. k„s s¡ S> lº„ d_pi¡. `R>u_p õhê$`ep¡Ndp„ fp¡S> khpf kp„S> AX$^p¡ AX$^p¡ L$gpL$ ^|_dp„ sfs d|rs® Aphu Åe s¡ rkÝ^v$ip. s¡dp„ r_f„sf fl¡hy„ _¡ s¡ d|rs®_u c[¼s hNf_y„ buSy>„ iy„ v$¡Mpe R>¡? ¼ep„ d_ sZpe R>¡ ? iy„ Nd¡ R>¡ ? s¡ s`pkhy„. ep¡Áe _ lp¡e s¡ V$pmu v$¡hy„. S>¡\u r_f„sf d|rs® õazfpedp_ fl¡su \C Åe _¡ buÅ v$¡hsp_p âZe_¡ gu^¡ S> rhn¡` Aph¡ R>¡. s¡ Aphsp„ S> V$mu Åe s¡ rkÝ^v$ip.

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