A Cosmological Journey

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A

COSMOLOGICAL

JOURNEY

[A SHORT TRIP TO THE SHOPSAND BACK]

BYDERMOTT O' DOWD


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2end up in some brightly lit cul de sacs. Sometimes

an answer received before the question is fullyformed can act like poison on the consciousnessand create a setback which has to be overcome intime. For a long ,long time I berated our schoolsand teachers and social systems for denying thequeries I so eagerly made and been givenfrustrating responses. A bit like when someonesheds their body and is told that they live on just

because we remember them. For a truth seeker suchresponses are an insult to his/her intelligence. Truthexists, whether we like it or not, or deny itrepeatedly. We are all entitled to be stupid andwrong and convinced that something is right whenin fact it is not. Much of the world turns onignorance and I admit to my own fair proportion of same. If you cannot accept some or any of what Ihave written then good, that is your free choice andI honour it. If you read it and your curiosity isaroused and you develop the desire to find outmore then also good, that is your free choice and Ihonour it. The truth cares not for bias or prejudiceit just is and I prostrate myself at its high altar. Atthe end of my search which is also the beginning of grander journeys, for it is never really over, I amconvinced of the Divine Intelligence that permeates


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3all of existence. That nothing is ever wasted and

everything valued to its utmost. Love would not betoo strong a word here. So it is with great respectand humility for you my dear reader, I offer what Iknow, and hope this small work will take youfurther along the road of your own personal quest,at the very least, it may it encourage you to explorefurther.


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CONTENTS

FOREWORD

CHAPTERS

1.......................Death.............................42.................Worlds within worlds..............73.......... Consciousness and evolution........124.......................Poles apart.........................165.....................Mirror/mirror.......................216..................Life is movement....................27

7.................. Illusion v reality.....................318.... Evolution and the birth of the soul......379..............The human condition...................42

10......................Relationships.......................5011......................Russian dolls....................... 5612..................The secret agenda....................61

13..........Old endings, new beginnings..........6814.....................The law of one......................75


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5 previously made up the shape and substance of the

log is now transmuted into fire, smoke, ash and air atoms. Although now dispersed into other elements, if the process were reversed and all theseconstituent atoms brought back into the log, notone atom would be missing. So it must be for allforms, from a grain of sand to a mighty Galaxy.Atoms are shape changers through combinations,they are infinitely alive, animated, not one singleatom in the whole of Creation can die. When a

person so called dies, it would therefore be moreappropriate to state he or she has just changedform, all of the physical atoms that comprised this

being have just been transformed into other elements. This is also why only life can come outof apparent deadness, because bodies are only in adifferent form and becoming together to form other

bodies. Even if a Planet were to explode, each andevery atom would still be in existence and its newshapes would be according to its combinations indisintegration. Eternally then, the physicalUniverse through its atomic relationships isconstantly changing shape, everything is in the

process of becoming something else, yet absolutelynothing can be annihilated or simply cease to exist.This must then mean that the physical Universe has


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6always existed and will exist infinitely with the

same amount of atoms that it had, has and will havealbeit in different forms. Therefore birth or growthof new bodies or matter only means that atomshave rearranged to create a shape from atoms thatwere always in existence in the first place. Theretruly can be nothing new under the sun only arearrangement to suit the body that is being formed.


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CHAPTER 2

WORLDS WITHIN WORLDS

The physical atom vibrates at a particular speed andcannot occupy the same space as another atom.However there is an enormous amount of spacewithin the field of the atom. Although not visible tothe physical eye it can be assumed that particlesmoving at a greater speed would not be seen by the

physical atom. These faster moving particles wouldthen form other faster Universes. Until science canregister these faster atoms it will be assumed by

physicists that only matter as we know it, exists. Inmy Fathers house there are many mansions is a

profound mystical statement the full meaning of which has yet to be uncovered by science. To uselogic here we must deal with concepts of movementand space. It is known that that the atom moves inspace and is an indivisible unit of energy. If thiswere not so there would be constant collisions andforms would disintegrate before they could become

bodies. Atoms build up relationships with other atoms to form bodies in a very organised orderly


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8fashion, this I will write about later. For our

purposes here it can be stated that an atom moves atx speed in y space and nothing interrupts its field of play. Lets assume that this y space is occupied andnot a vacuum. For it to be so inhabited, particleswould need to move at a rate that did not interferewith the movement of the physical atom. Thiscould only happen by exaggerating the speed of these particles. The rate of movement of these veryfast particles would be such that they would beinvisible to the physical Universe. Along withspeed their weight would have to be lighter Thiswould mean that these particles could occupy thesame space as their physical counterparts withoutinterference. In esoteric literature man/woman isdeemed to have seven bodies only one of which isthe physical. This means that there are six other

bodies in the same being/space. This leads to theconclusion that each physical atom has six other atoms moving within it in the same space. As aconsequence of this there then would have to be sixother Universes within the physical Universe. It issaid once again in esoteric understanding that thehigher can see the lower but the lower cannot seethe higher. As we can only see the physical as thisis our focus, we are blind deaf and dumb to the


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9other bodies/Universes unless we are a highly

evolved soul or divine master. Psychics also can penetrate the veil at times and people under theinfluence of certain mind altering drugs but this canhave a negative impact which I will write aboutlater. Going with the assumption that there arethese different atomic rates, vibrations is possibly a

better word, in the same relative space, it is alsounderstandable that there is still space within andaround each vibration. This I like to term as THEGREAT UNMANIFEST. Whereas the movementof atoms could be regarded as THE GREATMANIFEST. Both these together comprise AllThat Is, GOD for short. GOD could then beregarded as that which ISand that which IS not.That which has no outside itself but contains all.Our difficulty in trying to imagine something socomplete without anything else, yet at the sametime manifesting itself in all the seven vibrations,and at the same time simply being UNMANIFEST[being without becoming] is possibly too much for our little brains. Yet it is observable that humanslive, move and have their being in GOD and are anintrinsic part of GOD. We are the living manifestreflection of GOD, in GOD'S image within theGREAT MANIFEST. At the core of the atom,


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after travelling through the seven rates of vibration, we would come to the centre and that

centre would be the UNMANIFEST, the GODwithin. If on the other hand we travel from the coreto the outer rim we eventually come to theUNMANIFEST state once again. So theUNMANIFEST is both at the core of our being andof every living thing or particle, and alsosurrounding all our being and every living thing or

particle. Every single physical atom therefore hasthis essential makeup. The physical atom is theouter crust of a seven tiered structure that has at itsvery core the very Breath of GOD. It makes sensealso to comprehend that Creation came from thecentre to the outer and will consequently evolvethrough time from the outer to the centre. I willwrite about evolution later. Therefore the physicalatom can only come into existence after six other layers have preceded it, skins of an onion. The

physical is the final externalisation of the atomicfamily and is fed and rooted by all its internalstructures. It is understood in esoteric lore that theMANIFEST came out of the UNMANIFEST andthen returns to the UNMANIFEST at the end of itsevolutionary journey.It is reasonable also toacknowledge that not all atoms will journey to the

physical rim but instead will reach levels of


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11evolution and satiation in the higher worlds. The

Angelic Realms populated by beings, not withwings but of intense purity and light. To try and geta tiny glimpse of the immensity of MANIFESTATION, take for example a grainof sand. This one grain contains millions of atomseach vibrating in its own space, within every one of these atoms there are six other layers of inner vibration, with at its core the UNMANIFEST. Toconsider that this grain of sand lies on a beach that

borders a vast ocean, on a massive planet, in animmense Solar System, that moves in a mightyGalaxy that also moves in a physically infiniteUniverse, must leave us totally overwhelmed andgrabbing with our tiny imaginations at even very

partial comprehension of even this, the physicalUniverse.


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12CHAPTER 3

CONSCIOUSNESS AND EVOLUTION

At the very beginning of Creation theUNMANIFEST began to move unto itself, givingrise to the MANIFEST. Life was born. The atomicUniverses came into existence. Each atomic

particle or divine spark contained the essentialUNMANIFEST/GOD core and as such is and wasindivisible, complete unto itself, the divine, eternaland immortal soul. Consciousness is the ability to

be aware through experience and occurs throughthe accumulation of more consciousness units. Atthe very beginning as our eternal soul atomtravelled outward from the core, its experienceswere simple and primitive. It would have been in a

bliss state, being aware of its essential Godhood.After aeons of time and as other dimensions cameinto existence it experienced newer and slower rates of vibration till eventually it pushed out to theouter crust and developed its physical coat. It couldnot leave any band of vibration until it had satiatedits experience there. In other words until it attractedsimilar units, built its bodies and these bodiesfinished their cycle of experience. When it first


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13came into the physical it was in a gaseous state but

after billions of circuits it eventually arrived in the physical as a particle of mineral. The eternalatom/soul is much like a seed, even before itexperiences, it has at its core the blueprint of all itsexpressions from the beginning of setting forth tothe first spiritualised return as a fully realised

being. It must be kept in mind that thisseed/soul/atom is completely perfect, indivisibleand cannot be destroyed. It is at the very centre of all forms no matter how small or big they are. Thesmallest thing is the biggest thing. Each moment or movement or life, could be regarded as a unit of consciousness, thus coming from very simple,elementary structures, larger and more complex

bodies are formed. For example, the physicalUniverse will first be gaseous and then solidify,then develop plant life, after which animal life andon to human or self aware consciousness and so on.Time has no meaning here, all that is important isthat the soul atom accumulates units of consciousness, a bit like a tree growing branchesand leaves. The human body therefore has at itscore the soul atom, its six other inner bodies and its

physical outer shell. It is essentially responsible for the accumulation of billions and billions of like


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15have the smallest thing behaving in a similar

fashion to the biggest thing, all of which occurswithin the great UNMANIFEST. The divine lawsare immutable and cannot be challenged or overturned, they do not evolve but simply exist andalthough it may appear that these laws are broken,this is effectively only an illusion. Anything that isdone wrong is within the law, anything that is doneright is within the law, some of the major laws arecalled :Law of love.Law of attraction and repulsion.Law of passivity and activity.Law of productivity and receptivity.Law of compensation and retribution.Law of polarity and balance.Law of cohesion and adhesion.Law of cycles and periodicity.Law of supply and demand.Law of cause and effect.Law of growth and potential.And so on.


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18illusion is when, all is said and done, a deflection

from our own essential completeness. As no energycan be lost in the Universe that which is projectedor sent out from our being must inevitably bereclaimed and owned. This in love state must not

be confused with unconditional or altruistic lovewhich a completely different dynamic. The sex actitself gives us an echo of what our true completestate is. It reminds us in orgasm of the ecstatic truenature of our being and acts as an external reminder of what we are internally. Unfortunately religionshave contaminated this joyful expression of our

beingness, with fear of sex being instilled into thehearts of their followers and encouraging theconsequent perversions and aberrations of suppressed sexuality as often occurs in celibacyand denial. Before we are born into the physical, achoice is made as to what body will be mostsuitable for the expression of our unique sexuality.We tend to have blocks of lifetimes in either a maleor a female body and seldom alternate after eachlifetime. This is in order to experience the fullgamut of either male or female impulses and gain adeeper understanding of our true androgynous self.It is important to note here that there is a widevariation of male and female impulses and no


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20consciousness it will be an obvious thing for us to

express truly unselfish love. This will mean that wewill be able to love GOD above all things whichwill be same as loving others and as a consequenceof this, love ourselves, for they are all one and thesame.


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23 projectors can be riddled with misconceptions often

creating illusory agreements to sustain the essentialrelationship. It is extremely difficult to know if a projection is valid in these circumstances. No onelikes to have their energy back when it remindsthem of a negative aspect of their own being. Yet itis only when this energy finally comes back and istotally assimilated and reabsorbed that it becomes

possible to transmute it. Selfish love can createeven greater difficulty if it is not fully reciprocatedand a shared love projection expressed. Love of this nature can quickly turn to hatred. From whathas already been stated it is clear that that we createothers according to our own perceptions or

projections and do not really see each other.Projections are not just to do with other beings butalso about environment. Great mass collusions areentered into particularly in terms of politics,religious understandings and businesses whichdominate whole ethnic groups, social systems andworld belief structures. Our projections are the endresult of our beliefs, conscious and unconsciousand they continually, like the tentacles of anoctopus surge out from us looking for beings ,objects and systems to absorb them. Harmony canonly truly exist when beings are all at the same


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25feeling more important than others and enjoying

the adulation, but it in no way adds one iota of consciousness to them that belongs to others. The projected energies invariably all return home totheir projectors and all that has occurred is atemporary boost to anothers ego. Possibly thegreatest dangers of projection, aside from family,friends, close relations, reside in the joining of

projections with many others and somethingmonstrous adhered to, which contaminates the fieldof mass consciousness. Nazi Germany for example.When such a group power is invoked it becomesincreasingly difficult to reclaim our own particular tiny part of it and often we do things as a result of amass hypnosis which we would never contemplateon our own. Advertising is the art of themanipulation of projections, constructing ideas for the perceiver that they did not have any say about.Politics and religion do the same thing. As no mancan truly be an island we dive into the great sea of desires, accumulating beliefs and assumptionsabout everything. Most of these things have been

projected onto us and we have accepted themwithout question. The imperative for us all is to

become aware of and question these projectionsand begin to see our true self in this magic hall of


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27CHAPTER 6

LIFE/MOVEMENT

Life and movement are the same thing, that whichdoes not move is not living. The greatUNMANIFEST does not move, it just simply is.On the other hand the great MANIFEST always hasa beginning and an end. Indeed all living thingshave no alternative but to move and this movementmust follow the immutable laws of evolution. Toknow why the UNMANIFEST expressed out of Itself the living moving Universe with its myriad

bands of existence is to attempt to know GOD. Aswe evolve we will begin to see and understand thewhy of everything more clearly. I like think that itmay very well be the actual process of life itself that holds the key to the Divine purpose. This givesvalidity to every single moment of existence atwhatever stage it may be, at however primitive or complex. Love is the binding substance uniting allof Creation. Because we cannot create life we canonly get a tiny glimpse of the love that our Creator has for all of its creations. Our attempts at love canonly be incredibly shallow when compared withthis intrinsic bonding, Mystics who penetrate


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overwhelmed by the Oneness of all things saturatedin Love. When the soul sets out it, spends the firsthalf of its journey ploughing through the darkness.Along the way it accumulates many overcoats of experience that separate it further from the Source.When eventually the human stage is reached we

begin to become self aware, conscious of self and prepare for the long journey home. This involvesmaking positive and negative choices, choosing the

paths that suit us best. In our current stage of thirddensity experience here on Earth we determine our orientation before going on to fourth density

positive or fourth density negative. No being cangraduate into the next density unless it hascompleted all experience on the previous level.That time of choice is said to be occurring now.Beings who have not experienced full satiation inthird density will continue on another planetary

body suited to their experiential needs. The illusionof separateness is responsible for much of the painwe are working through, the Lucifer principle so tospeak. As nothing can exist outside of GOD then itis an illusion to think that something that is part of Creation can ever be outside it. However beingscan and do choose their path whether positive or


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31CHAPTER 7

ILLUSION V REALITY

In this chapter I will attempt to summarise the previous chapters by using commonly acceptedunderstandings against the truth or reality as I seeit. To do this I will use the concept of illusionversus reality. The first grand illusion...... Death,that anything can really die, no longer exist, be nomore.There can be no death in the above terms,only transmutation of one form into other formsaccording to the movement of one state to another.

No aspect of the material world can totally cease toexist although its outer form is changed and may

break down into other elements or combinations of elements. So even the physical world is essentiallyeternal never losing any minute part of itself. Thesecond grand illusion...... As humans we have onlyone life then die, if not religious we are totallyabsorbed into matter and are no more, if religiouswe go to an after state, termed heaven, hell or whatever and meet our maker. I have suggestedhere ,according to ancient wisdom, that we are ashumans made up of six other bodies or states aaside from the physical. This is very apparent to


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32mystics and is accurately outlined in esoteric

literature, often called the Chakras, each a centre or vortex in the living beings body. When the physicalfalls away it goes to the next state often termed theastral plane. The being permeates through to the

point in the spirit worlds that satiates it before onceagain reincarnating into the physical world again. Iwill also add here that some beings have their spiritual homes in other Star Systems and Galaxiesand will return to these once the physical vehiclehas ceased. The third grand illusion.... We areseparate from GOD. Although having free will andfeeling separate in individual bodies, it isimpossible for us to be ever removed from our Creator. GOD is everything that exists andeverything that does not exist or is not inmanifestation. There can be no way around it. Noother GOD or family of GODS exists. God isunified in its totality. All that is and is not and weare, however minute, part of that. Although it

boggles our imagination, as this is too infinitelysmall and too infinitely great to get our headsaround, yet GOD is completely there in everycomponent of existence. This is the Law of One.The fourth grand illusion.... We can create life. As

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35Indeed our present state has grown from thousands

of years of manipulation and abuse by a fewagainst the many. Yet who knows the bigger picture? the journey of a being through time and allof its positive and negative acts. If reincarnationdid not exist as a divine truth then of course evilcould go unanswered and criminals get away withtheir crimes. As we have explored previously everyaction creates an equal and opposite reaction and iscompensated for even over aeons of time. No onegets away with anything although in a small life itmight appear so. What is important here is to focuson our own reaction to harm done to us. Some willturn the other cheek, others will take up arms. Thisis all acceptable under free will and personal choiceand a necessary part of our evolutionary process. If we make a mistake and perpetrate great harm onothers then we will undergo the process of unravelling this energy through future experience.When we look at beings, we often jump to

judgement on very little knowledge and becomerighteous very quickly. On examination of thedeeper story and karmic layers the greater truth istold.The seventh grand illusion. We are judged by GODOr if atheist by our peers.It is not the remit of any


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36living being to judge another. GOD does not need

to judge or condemn or forgive, for we are part of God, none of less significance than another. It istrue when crimes are committed human lawsintervene and keep order, yet they cannot judgesomeone, only restrict or terminate theremovements on this planet through incarceration or execution. Only when a being senses that what theyhave done is wrong can they truly be remorsefuland prepare for true compensation, sometimes in afuture life. Every living being can only then judgethemselves in the true sense and reach their ownlevels of forgiveness and compassion. Even in thehigher spirit worlds the sanctity of a beings ownunderstanding is maintained sometimes to that

beings own pain and punishment in the lower astralworlds. After all there is no escape from oneself.


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39thereon have a symbiotic relationship and each

need the other in the evolutionary process. Athought occurs to me that when all the rounds or densities are experienced in a Solar System theSystem is then ready to transmute back into itslatent state, possibly by condensing into a black hole and becoming the raw material for futureSystems. This I can only speculate on. Wecurrently reside in the third density of Planet Earthin the animal/human kingdom. I accept the mysticsunderstanding that we are entering into fourthdensity as Planet Earth prepares itself for a major evolutionary leap into its next phase of existence. Iwill discuss this in greater detail later. Althougheverything that exists is intensely alive whether itappear inert or not, not all Planets have thirddensity ensouled physical beings on them asmentioned previously. Planet Earth however hasmyriad life forms culminating in the ensouledhuman. The mineral, plant and animal kingdomshave elements of soul energy or partials to be moreexact. Over aeons of time these partials begin tocoalesce in the higher animal kingdom till theyunify in one complete unit and when the moment isright the human soul is sparked and will continuefrom here on out to the final immersion in the


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40Creator. The soul is never dependant upon the body

in fact it is the other way round. Souls inhabit bodies like a driver inhabits a car. Souls are self aware, complete unto themselves, indivisible,indestructible and eternal. They occur at theculmination of long evolutionary steps and could

be said to be the intelligent process behind thesesteps. They are focused, self aware points of theCreator and have free will. They inhabit bodies, onthis planet humans, on others, reptilian, cetacean,insectoid and so on depending on the suitable bodyfor the worlds they are on. It is said that themammalian is only about twelve per cent of ensouled beings in this Galaxy alone. Souls alsocan travel anywhere in Creation and experienceexistence in many different vehicles according totheir desire to learn, serve, and experience.However many souls will stay on a particular roundor cycle of time on one planet in order to be withloved ones and aid in that particular planetsevolution. In the early stages when the being is

primitive it will incarnate almost instantly. Whenthe being has reached the higher human stage itssojourn in the spirit worlds is far longer than its

physical lifetime. This is because the soul no longer needs the full saturation of the physical schoolroom


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41and is preparing itself for its evolution into the

higher spiritual realms where no physicalreincarnation is necessary. The personality of theensouled human does not necessarily reflect thesoul. Indeed it could be said that the ego is often atvariance with the soul and this is a subject I willaddress in detail at a later stage. Ensouled beingswho commit suicide with the intention of reachingnothingness are unfortunately misguided as oncethe soul has sparked it cannot ever be transmuted or annihilated. It is with us to the very end which atthis stage of understanding is beyond our finiteimaginations. This then makes it a huge gift fromour Creator and binds us to the Godhood in themost intimate way, for now we are as GODS andessentially feel God intrinsically. We could belikened to the self aware thoughts of GOD, the

purpose behind the aeons and aeons of evolutionarysteps, the s sacred and most treasured offspring of aFather /Mother, intensely loved and becomingaware of how to reciprocate that love.


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42CHAPTER 9

THE HUMAN CONDITION

After aeons of time a Planet eventually arrives at a point when it is ready to accommodate incarnatingsouls. Souls are divine sparks of the Creator andcannot be extinguished or destroyed once theyhave ignited. This usually occurs at the mid pointof the Animal kingdom. Planet Earth has chosenthe mammalian humanoid form as the vehicle of choice for the inhabitation of such souls. It is

possible that other grand ensouled forms existed onthis Planet before us but there is little evidence leftof their time here. Once a form has outlived itsusefulness it will transmute into another suitablevehicle. This is said to be happening now as we

prepare for the higher human kingdom in fourthdensity. As a side note to the evolution of forms, itis obvious that this Planet has had help in speedingalong the forms that we see today. Indeed

Neanderthal man provided the raw material for theeventual human shape we currently inhabit. Left toits own devices and without the direct input of higher beings we would still be living in caves in arather crude body. The form is only useful in terms


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48the Earth moving into positive fourth and not

negative fourth. As a side note, fourth density issaid to take four times longer than third inevolutionary terms and takes the being into suchaspects as telepathy, awareness of the spirit worlds,the ability to see the auric nature of another andalso to travel to distant constellations. It is a featureof third density that physical travel can only occur within our own solar system and no m matter howhard we may try, we are quarantined to our ownsystem. Star Trek does not reflect our current status

but a p possible future state in fourth density.Beings in third density cannot see fourth density

beings unless they choose to be seen and there aremany beings here today surrounding the planet inspace and on the Earth itself with a multitude of shapes and aspects, hidden from us, guiding and

preparing us for the great transition into f fourthdensity positive. Planets exhibit the densities of the

beings that inhabit them and have a symbioticrelationship with these beings. There is a strongrelationship between the Planets stage of evolutionand the beings that reside on it. As a side note thereare at least two or three other third density racesliving underground but only very tiny populations.They will cease to be here also unless they graduate


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49into fourth density after the transition. One of the

visiting fourth density groups has responsibilityfor the next form that will inhabit the Earth. Thiswill be a mixture of current human DNA and theirs.These beings are in large ships surrounding the

planet and some are acclimatising to earthconditions in various portions of the globe in order to get used to the atmosphere of this world. Theend of third density is a time of choosing for all theensouled beings here and is a very exciting time.Many humans have had long cycles of experiencehere and their home is changing. The grand illusionthat we are alone in the Universe is about to beshattered along with our ego concept of being incharge and being able to dominate other life forms.In fact the human as we now understand him to beis about to become extinct just as Neanderthal mandid, but in its place will be a human with hugeintellect and spiritual understanding that will carefor his/her world and its fellow beings with totallove and spiritual understanding.


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50CHAPTER 10

RELATIONSHIPS

Once a soul has sparked in third density it entersinto a classroom of connected experience. The vitalcore of this experience is our interaction withothers, so much so, that even at the end of thirddensity itself a choice is made whether to beservice to other or service to self. It is how weinteract with others that determines our individualstep on the evolutionary ladder, makingrelationships the central theme of our existence. Ashas been shown earlier each being is in factcomplete unto itself. Why then the need to interactwith others?. Firstly we are born into this world ina male of female body. In fact our spirit has aninnate imbalance and a desire to experience in a

particular sexual aspect. Sometimes the body isinhabited by a different sexual balance to the spirititself causing even greater challenges in the Earthlife. Let us imagine a clock face with the minuteand hour hands representing the male and female

balance. A being comes into the body with its ownunique mixture of male and female elements, it is at


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51a particular point on the clock so to speak. It then

has the sense that it must locate another who willcompensate this imbalance in order to have afeeling of completion. This is of course an illusion

but becomes vitally important for the being toexperience all it can in this imbalanced state. Thereare also pre birth agreements that set in so that the

beings who enter our life fulfil necessary roles inour own particular dramatic working out. Aswritten earlier the hidden aspect of our sexuality is

projected outwards and corresponds to the perfect partner we seek. In the strongly projected state thiscan become extreme as anyone who has had theanima or animus experience will testify. True loveof the unconditional kind cannot be so selfish. It isonly when we relate in a mature way and love theother truly for themselves that we get a glimpse of our and their true state. The idealised love of another is really a reflection of the other aspect of ourselves and therefore cannot be sustained in anobjective sense, yet this type of love is oftenemphasised as being more vital than unconditionallove. It has huge excitement and commands totalabsorption but as anyone who has experienced itwill testify, it cannot last long, as the reality of living with another will drain it of fervour and


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52vitality. I will mention here the soul mate drama.

Souls are part of a family group, this in no waydiminishes their unique totality. Sometimes two beings from the same soul family will connect onthe Earth plane. They will be so completely awareof each other that there would be no need to speak or explain anything. They will be as one. This hasits drawbacks as it prohibits the beings fromentering into the difficult but rewarding drama of relating to others and encouraging selfless actionand growth. There is in fact nothing to strive for sothis state occurs only unusually. For most of usrelationships are fraught with difficulty as beingwith another involves interaction with a world of

particular nuances that are foreign to us. Thiscreates a complex and often confusing field of interaction but is at the kernel of our growth asensouled beings, enabling us to experience otherswith tolerance and understanding and reaching for what is the eventual truth of the matter, that we areall one and as we serve another we serve ourselves.A being can only perceive another in itsimbalanced state according to its own uniquemakeup. Others exist in the same way and thisleads to the great dramas that unfold in our interaction with others. No one has the power to


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53own or dissipate another being. Abuses occur, and

harm is done which has a compensatory component but nothing of the soul of a being can ever bereduced, broken, drained or dissolved in any way.This is not of great reassurance to those who have

been the victims of huge abuse, be it mental,emotional or physical, but the truth of the matter stands that even though the ego or personality hasexperienced damage, the soul is always intact andcomplete. In the outer physical worlds there is theappearance of injustice and harm done to othersthat is often in our minds unforgivable. Yet ondeeper examination and from a spiritual point of view, taking in the full weight and energy of a

beings many thousands of lifetimes, what we seeand judge to be harm is the consequence of the

being experiencing growth from huge obstacles ithas agreed to create. Herein lies the dilemma of our too physical state that sees only the surface of things. It is said that there are no accidents, nomatter what age or how innocent a being appears,that all is part of a greater story for which we areunable in this state to know. I will add here thatcrime deserves to be punished and laws put in placeto protect us are necessary, as we have a duty todeal with matters as they effect us from our Earthly


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54 point of view, and those who suffer, deserve our

support and compassion and understanding nomatter what the deeper circumstance may be.Beings often incarnate in familiar groups where adifferent aspect can be worked upon. The mother can be the daughter in a future life, the son can bethe father and so on. Each time around a differentcomponent of the relationship is worked upon oftenwith the sense that we know the person in a deeper way than just their status in this life. The purpose

behind this complex web of relating is to fullyunderstand ourselves and by our interaction withothers achieve awareness of our male and femalenature, culminating eventually in the manifestationof our true androgynous state as is set out in theTarot card depicting The World. A bit like theagitation in the oyster creating a beautiful pearl,each relationship takes us a step nearer to our trueself. So our relationships with others is a reflective

process, a bit like a hall of mirrors where we seeothers but in reality only see ourselves. Even thenegative reflections are intimately a part of ourselves and when we adjourn to the next worldthe truth is revealed, sometimes much to our astonishment. Relationships are the cosmic play onthe grand stage of Earth and they defeat us and


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57matrix who accept everything they are told without

question and those who are aware there is a matrixand seek the windows and doors to greater understanding. This book will only encouragedisdain from those in the first category, who areunlikely to read it anyway, but will provide anintuitive platform for those who tread further outside accepted parameters. In time, those whohave held onto the accepted reality will becomecurious and tempt the matrix. It is all a question of spiritual thirst and the evolutionary step the being ison. The Planet we inhabit has seven densities, justlike us, we currently witness only three of them.The Planet itself is poised to enter its nextevolutionary stage and will transition into full

blown fourth density very soon, some say it isalready happening. As mentioned previously it isonly possible for a being to see across its owndensity and the densities on a lower level butimpossible to see higher more refined states.Humans currently represent a massive cross sectionof evolutionary steps running the whole gamutfrom early, young, mature to old. Each human haswithin it seven planes of existence the physicalonly being one part. For those who are psychicallysensitive it can be observed that there are seven


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vibrate at a particular rate according to theevolutionary step we reside upon. They areveritable engines of our individual soul and

profoundly state who we are and what point we areon. The earth itself has six other bodies beside the

physical, all existing in the now. Once the human physical body has served its purpose it is absorbed back into the physical body of the Earth but thesoul aspect continues into the next adjacent moresubtle spirit world. This is often called the astral. If we can imagine spheres within spheres we can getsome idea of the vast nature of a planetary entity. A

bit like a Russian doll but with each doll beingconstituted of a more subtle atomic nature. Theseworlds or states go far out into what we term emptyspace. When the human body is shed, the spirit thatinhabited it goes to the next adjacent world. It will

proceed through these worlds till it reaches the point of total saturation. For each being thisculminates in their evolutionary capacity to managemore and more subtle states till finally it curvesaround again to begin a new cycle on the physical

plane. If reincarnation did not exist then nothingwould make sense. The astral is vast beyond our comprehension and takes each


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sustaining the total energy of the spirit/soul. Birthas we know it into this world, actually only fullyoccurs when maturity is reached and the body andsoul completely unified. That is not to say that thechild has no experiential factor. Indeed the raw

blotting paper that an incomplete being presents,draws to it the inks of experiences andconsequences that herald the life lessons thateventually have to be absorbed and a assimilated.At some future point the need for reincarnating intoa physical world will fade as the more subtle planestake us closer to home. From the too human

perspective it may appear that there is greatinjustice, that evil pervades our lives and takes holdand destroys good people. This is far from the truthfor everything is very good and no part of Creationis lost or forgotten or goes uncompensated. Love

permeates all, binds the inner and outer worldstogether so that each minute component and vastGalaxy is held equally, sublimely balanced andintrinsically known without mistake or blemish andwithout flaws.


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61CHAPTER 12

THE SECRET AGENDA

Never to be underestimated, the dark forces have,over all of our recorded history, exacted their holdon this tiny planet and its occupants. Yet theyremain unseen, invisible to all but a select few.They hand down there legacy like a relay runner hands over his baton and maintain the concept thatthey own us and can do what they want with us. Itis unusual for a service to other being to penetratetheir fold as they are diametrically opposed to theconcept of caring for others, it has little or nomeaning for them. As mentioned previously, it onlytakes a small number of their kind to manipulateand control the majority whom they regard asuseless unless serving their interests. They hold

power tightly through business, bureaucracies andreligion.Any aspect of humanity that might break throughtheir elaborate veneer is regarded as a threat anddealt with ruthlessly. They prefer anonymity usingtheir mass of foot soldiers to serve them blindlyand subserviently. Indeed many good souls havesacrificed themselves on the bloody altars of their


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invisible, using known names and key personnel todo their dirty work. They hold a mighty pressureover those who dare to contradict them and manysuccumb to their influence knowing the inevitableconsequences of challenge. They gain their power from the negative side of life and this has its ownfeeding mechanism which sustains them totally.They have no conscience for harm done but suck the lifes blood from others to achieve their agendas.This is the mighty counterbalance to the light sideand is an a accepted part of the Creative principle.Although at higher levels of evolution, they areaware of the Divine Laws, which even they aresubject to, they regard the price paid as worthwhileand a truly committed service to selfer is notsusceptible to moral arguments much to theamazement of a service to other being. In historythey have controlled most of the great civilizationsfrom ancient Egypt to modern America. From timeto time their power has faded and we are now in atime where other matters [rather than the control of humanity] are of greater significance and taking uptheir total attention. Regretfully they hold theknowledge of our iminent future and have refusedto share it with the rest of humanity. On minor


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way. Now armed with the truth of what they had been told, a decision had to be made whether toalert mankind.True to their pedigree they opted for the easy way out, and decided to prepare sheltersfor themselves and their lackeys and look for alternatives places where survival might occur evenon other Planets or the Moon. Anyone, and thereare many, who actively and scientifically pursuedinvestigation into this matter and were to bedeemed a security risk were summarily executed.All of the promises made by the negative E.T.sturned to dust, as they were bound to do,leaving them holding a very uncomfortable baby,which is a about to turn around and bite them.Under the guise of the Cold War and the other more vehement wars that have taken place since thesecond world war [which was driven by a vortex of extreme negativity on all sides] programmes were

put in place to prepare for what is now regarded inthe higher echelons of power as inevitable. Bunkerswere built all across America and in many places inRussia too, for the privileged few in order that theysurvive and maintain their control in the aftertime.The attack on the twin towers was a poorlycamouflaged attempt at creating an artificial enemy


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controlled and used post pole shift for theadvantage of this powerful elite. It is extraordinarythat these few still hold sway over our reality buttheir days are numbered too and there will be noescape allowed and no privilege given, indeed theywill become vilified and hunted down as the truth

begins to dawn on the public when signs are seen inthe sky and no a answers forthcoming. The very

bunkers they have soelaborately constructed with taxpayers money will

be their tombs and those unfortunate souls whowere duped into serving them, will turn on their masters when times get really rough. In the nextchapter, I will focus on the intruder planet and whatit means to us now and our future from the physicaland soul point of view.


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68CHAPTER 13

OLD ENDINGS, NEW BEGINNINGS

It is a recurring theme of religions, psychics,mystics, Mayans, Native American, channelledteachings, new age understanding and our recordedhistory whether biblical or otherwise, that we areapproaching the End Times. Most speak about anew beginning after a period of huge turmoil andall have their own particular slant on what is aboutto happen. None speak of the end of the Earthwhere it is totally annihilated and devoid of life,rather they express the opposite, that the lion willlie down with the lamb, ascension will take placefor the chosen and the Earth will begin a GoldenAge. So the term End Times is a misnomer andvery few people really believe in the totalextinction of the Earth. That said, the transition tothis paradisiacal world comes with a price. InBiblical terms the evil ones go to hell to joinLucifer, the chosen few go to God to sit at his righthand. There is much said about punishment by Godfor the evil that man has done and no mercy will beshown to the wicked. As in most of these stories, alittle truth has been spread thinly over a broad


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cataclysms and upheavals and a parting of the ways but no being is condemned or lost in this process,for as explained earlier, we are all immortal andcannot truly die. It is also absurd that God wouldintervene with a judgemental approach to its owncreations, so the concept of a Jehovah character isvery primitive and for those stuck in orthodoxtheologies. The truth of the matter is really quitesimple. The Earth if looked at objectively has achequered history, a stop, start, Planet that goes for a while and develops and the suddenly finds itself

back in primitive mode having to start over a again.Even in our tiny recorded history, which onlyrepresents the tip of the iceberg, there are notedtimes of massive upheaval and cataclysm, such asthe Flood, the Exodus and whole civilisationswiped out like the Minoans and the ancientEgyptians and many others. The reason for thesedramatic shifts in our progression on this Planet,

point to an external event that occurs on a cyclical basis every three thousand, six hundred and fiftyyears or so. These changes occurred at times whenman had no capability to destroy himself and theyalways happened due to an event witnessed by alloccurring in the sky. We are once again


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precipitator of the ninety degree pole shift that isabout to occur has entered into our Solar System in2003 as predicted and foretold by the E.T.s. This isthe biggest secret withheld from humanity and thecover up is set to continue right up to the eventitself. A planet four times the size of the Earthcame in on a thirty degree angle to the plane of theecliptic and was repulsed by the Sun, it graduallyhas been making its way just under the ecliptic for the past five years. It has slowed to a snails pace asit attempts to penetrate through our Solar System.When it gets to approximately four million milesfrom Planet Earth it will finally work its waythrough the Ecliptic and continue on its way. Evenat four million miles, being four times the size of the Earth and having a gravitational power twentyfive times stronger, it grabs the earth in itsmagnetic clasp, stopping rotation and drawingEarth towards it till finally a conflict must occur

between its and the Suns hold on us. The Sun winsout as it must but in that awkward moment of conflict the Earths mantle is at variance to itsmolten core, resulting in one of the mostcatastrophic pole shifts this Planet has experiencedin its history. From an ego point of view the result


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immediate end of ninety per cent of the human population and thereafter a further five to eight per cent due to shock, starvation and disease. Survivalwill be difficult and communities set up to sustainthe few that remain. It is predicted that within onehundred years of the shift, not one single humanwill remain. So where is the Golden Age? Theanswer lies in what has already been happeningsince the Early nineteen eighties. A vast hybrid

programme wasundertaken by one particular group of E.T.s whohave been called upon by the Council of Worlds tocreate the new human body, using a mixture of their and our DNA. These new bodies are alreadytaking souls/spirits from the Earth and waiting inthe wings for the Great Transition to occur. Beingswho die from the human state and are deemedfourth density service to other will also reincarnatein hybrid bodies, while third density developmentwill have reached a cul de sac and not be chosen byfuture beings to incarnate into. In a nutshell serviceto self who graduate into fourth density will go to aPlanet suited to them. The undecided which are themajority will be moved by Great Spirits to a Planetalready being prepared for them and the Service to


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choice of continuing on Earth or going to a Planetof their choosing. Not one single life is lost or ignored There are many here today who have had

previous transitions from other planetary bodiesand this will just be the next evolutionary step inthere souls journey. For those who have deepconnections with this Planet there will be a

profound sense of loss particularly in theunderstanding that the current human form is aboutto become extinct. Being replaced by a better moreimproved model. As mentioned previously formsare only necessary for the optimum amount of growth that can be acquired in a particular world.Our extra terrestrial friends represent a hugevariance in shapes colours forms, much we wouldconsider monstrous. From their point of view weare not all that pretty either. It is said that once theearth transitions to fourth density it will no longer

be terrorised by its nemesis as it will remain inthird density and cannot effect cannot effect theatomic structure of fourth density. This will be amost welcome relief for this long suffering worldand for the beings who have witnessed thesemassive Earth changes in the past. There are manyrecorded sightings of the above, even by NASA


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in from the eye of the Sun it will remaincamouflaged till the final weeks. Timing is notknown but many think it will happen in twothousand and twelve to coincide with the Mayancalendar. I expect it to be earlier than that, possiblyend two thousand and eleven or mid two thousandand twelve for various reasons but no one knowsthe exact time due to the Earth being a schoolroomand the element of doubt pervading allunderstanding. It is for everyone to determine their own path during these extraordinary times on the

physical Earth. Most importantly to understand thatwe are immortal beings, we have chosen thislifetime at this particular time. Some of us are partof the hybrid programme giving our DNA for theconstruction of the new form that is about toinhabit this Planet. Some will chose the negative

path as others determine that they cannot decideand will continue their third density experienceelsewhere and others will continue to serve othersand be proud forerunners of the new humancondition. Whatever our orientation, we are allcounted and cared for by our Creator and the manymultitude of beings that surround us, not only fromother star systems but from the depths of the spirit


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our System to come quickly around again in sevenyears at a point on the other side of the Sun fromthe Earth causing little disruption. It then heads off again to its second Parent, Dark Sun for its 3650year cycle and yes, it is inhabited by third density

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75CHAPTER 14

THE LAW OF ONE

There are many laws governing things and they areimmutable, but there is one law that permeatesevery aspect of All That Is, it is steeped in Loveand vibrates in every particle. It pervades the tiniestaspect of all atomic structures and is evident in themightiest of Galaxies. It has its home in the sixgrand spiritual Universes and at every

point knows itself. It is the all pervasive Law of One. Divisions occur to enable us to grow faster.The endless dualities of the Earth Plane with thereinnate oppositions and diametrically differingaspects often ending in conflict and termination of

physical vehicles as in war and premeditated or natural disease programmes. The classroom that weinhabit is crucially real due to resistance notacquiescence. This is the dilemma of the apparentstate of things. It is illusion, not really real, notwhat is truly happening. Humans even have two

brains polarised against each other. The outer, dayawake conscious brain which spends most of itstime dealing with conundrums of the fragile andshortly lived ego and the subconscious mind that


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77totally. It is a simple thought, why do I exist at all?

It could be that I easily could not exist and wouldnot know anything, be anywhere, never permeatethe planes of existence, never know fear or hatredlove or joy. Yet I exist as you do and am a being ona step of evolution like you are and this is thereason for GOD, as we know ourselves so Godknows GOD and we at every stage, One with God.

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