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daviT beriaSviliK

mouTvinierebeli konkurenti

Tbilisi

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ISBNBN 978-9941-0-8054-8

© d. beriaSvili, 2015 kargia, roca bavSvobis megobari gestumreba da

orTave xumrobis xasiaTze xarT. Cvenc ase viyaviT. visxediT, vWamdiT, vsvamdiT,

vicinodiT, me aq, is – iq, ara, iq ki ara – iq, ara, ara, iq, ufro zustad – iq, ai, im fanjris rafaze, Tumca, imisas ras gaigeb, xan aq zis xolme, xan – iq.…maSinac ase, xan savarZelSi ijda, xanac, ufro xSirad ki iq, fanjris rafaze. sanaxevrod ijda, gverdulad, erTi fexi iatakze daeyrdno, meore moekeca.

mokled, visxediT, vWamdiT, vsvamdiT, vicinodiT. - maS, ar meTanxmebi, ara?! – RimiliT meubneba da

Sampanuris Wiqas fanjris rafaze dgams. - netai Sen, meti saqme rom ar gaqvs. – aseve RimiliT

vpasuxob me da savarZelSi nebivrad vizmorebi. - maqvs, rogor ar maqvs, aba, risTvis mivdivar

inglisSi eqvsi TviT? - mere, wadi da me Tavi damanebe. - cota rom waifantazioro, rame dagiSavdeba? –

mekiTxeba. - azri? – mec vekiTxebi. - dagarwmuneb, rom arc iseTi vardis

surnelmofenilia aq yvelaferi, Sen rom ggonia. - sadac midixar, iq xom aris yvelaferi vardis

surnelmofenili?! - rom aris, amitomac mivdivar, da aq rom ar aris,

amitomac minda Seni darwmuneba. – meubneba da quCaSi viRac gamvlels fanjridan xels uwevs.

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- ese igi, aqauroba ar mogwons, ara? – vekiTxebi gamomcdelad.

- Sen mecodebi, aq mecodebi, aq. – mpasuxobs da Sarvals iferTxavs.

- ho, cotaTi codo ki var, magram, mainc nu dardob, uaresebic gadamitania.

- bevrs nuRar mived-movedebiT da am dReebSi midi, ai, iq, im misamarTze, gazeTSi rom amovikiTxeT.

- davuSvaT mivedi, mere ra?! – fexze vdgebi da saCvenebel TiTs haerSi vatrialeb.

- mixval, naxav xelmZRvanelobas da etyvi, wavikiTxe Tqveni gancxadeba gazeTSi da msurs Tqvens organizaciaSi damasaqmoTo... oRond TiTi CamouSvi dabla, egre ar darCe... gasagebia, rom Sen axla gazeTidan dasaqmeba sulac ar gepitnaveba da arc gWirdeba, magram, unda gaxsovdes, es xom eqsperimentia, eqsperimenti, romlis Sesaxebac viciT mxolod me da Sen.

- mere, mere, gaagrZele, - veubnebi me da isev savarZelSi vjdebi.

- vicodi, rom Sampanuris TanxlebiT, eg saqme ueWveli dagainteresebda.

amjerad orives gulianad gvecineba. mere me isev fexze vdgebi, masTan axlos mivdivar da Sampanuris Wiqebs erTmaneTs vuWaxunebT.

Mme swrafad da bolomde vcli, is ki ylupebiT svams, Zalian nela, dinjad, auRelveblad. mainc etyoba, rom evropaSi nacxovrebi da iqaur tradiciebze gadasuli kacia.

- da rac mTavaria, araviTar SemTxvevaSi, Seneburi xumrobebi da iumori, kaci rom ver gaigebs, xumrob Tu seriozulad laparakob, ar unda wamogcdes. isini unda daarwmuno, rom Sen ara bednieri da xumrobis xasiaTze mosuli adamiani, aramed am cxovrebisagan depresiamde misuli, naadrevad daberebuli pirovneba xar, pirovneba, romelsac am usamarTlo qveyanaSi sakuTari adgili ver gipovnia da eZeb, eZeb, eZeb...

- ras veZeb, sakuTar adgils, samsaxurs Tu bednierebas? – lazRandarul tonSi vekiTxebi me.

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- eg yvelaferi erTia. mTavaria, rom Sen xelmocaruli adamianis roli unda moirgo, im adamianis, romelic xavss eWideba da yvelafers eZebs, raTa Tavi gadairCinos. mokled, Sen eZeb yvelafers, maT Soris keTil adamianebsac, romlebic gagigeben, gverdSi dagidgebian da am jojoxeTuri labirinTebidan gzas gagikvalaven.

- Sen ggonia, iseTi keTili adamianebis monaxva, gverdSi rom dagidgebian, SeuZlebelia? – isev vekiTxebi.

- keTili adamianebis monaxva, SeuZlebeli ar aris, ubralod, Znelia, Zalian Zneli. is ki ara, SeiZleba, kacs mTeli cxovrebac dagWirdes, iseTi keTili adamianebis mosanaxad, gverdSi rom amogidgebian da cxovrebas gagiioleben... da roca aseT keTil adamianebs monaxav, mere ukve mixvdebi, rom samwuxarod, cxovrebac dasrulebula. siberis xeljoxze dayrdnobilsa da saiqios gzaze mimavals ki, ara keTili adamianebi, aramed sulieri moZRvariRa gWirdeba, raTa maradiuli sasufevlisken mimavali gza erTi-orad gagimartivdes.

- marto buterbrods rom etanebi, Sokolads ratom ar iReb, kbili xom ar gtkiva? – vinteresdebi me da Sokoladis yuTisken vixedebi.

- ara, ra kbili, ris kbili, Saqari maqvs, Saqari. - rao, diabeti gaqvs? - ho, diabeti maqvs. - raTa, kaco, raTa?! - ra vici, aba, ramdenjerac kargi rame vTqvi, imdeni

miZaxes Sens pirs Saqario, rom eqimebma sisxlSi Saqris diabeti aRmomiCines, Tanac aseT gafurCqvnis asakSi. magram axla mTavari eg ar aris.

- mTavari is aris, rom inglisSi mSvidobiT Caxvide da mere iqidan mSvidobiT dabrunde. – vamxneveb me.

- ... da kidev, Sen Cemi Txovna Seasrulo da am eqsperimentze damTanxmde.

- kargi, kargi, oRond nerviulobaze Saqarma ar agiwios da, CaTvale, rom Tanaxma var.

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- esec ase, SeiZleba iTqvas, rom eqsperimentis pirveli nawili warmatebiT dagvirgvinda, anu Sen Tanaxma xar. – meubneba da sigarets ukidebs.

- moica, moica, diabetis gamo Sokolads ar miirTmev, samagierod sigarets ewevi da Sampanurzec ar ambob uars. es rogor avxsna? – vekiTxebi RimiliT da isev vjdebi.

- eg Tavadac ver amixsnia da Sen rogorRa amogaxsnevino? – meubneba da sigaretis iisfer kvamls damcinavad ayolebs Tvals.

- isev eqsperiments mivubrundeT da gulaxdilad miTxari, ras mogcems Sen, es Cveni, egreTwodebuli eqsperimenti? – vambob gaocebuli.

- minda kidev erTxel davrwmunde. - darwmunde, raSi? - imaSi, rom aqaurobisTvis tyuilad ar mimigorebia

qva da sakuTari navsayudeli, aqedan moSorebiT, tyuilad ar aRmomiCenia.

- geyo, geyo, Zalian nu gautie. - veubnebi da kidev erT Wiqa Sampanurs visxam.

A- me axla wavedi, xval am dros, saRamos Svidi saaTisTvis ukve londonSi viqnebi. rac Seexeba aeroportSi gacilebebsa da aseT raRacebs, rogorc yovelTvis, arc amjerad ginda.Aaba, Sen ici, ar moiwyino, eqvsi Tve male gairbens da gazafxulis bolosTvis Camoval, manamde ki axal samsaxurSi miRweuli Seni warmatebebis Sesaxeb, saqmis kursSi Camayene xolme, Tu, ra Tqma unda, aseTi warmatebebi saerTod geqna.

Mmere fexze vdgebiT, kidev erT Wiqa Sampanurs vsvamT, me isev swrafad, is isev nel-nela da ezoSi gavdivarT. sanam taqss gaaCerebs, memSvidobeba da, dRes ukve meramdened mekiTxeba:

- ese igi, Sen ambobdi, rom niWi yvelgan gaikvlevs gzaso, ara?

- vambobdi da, Tu ginda, axlac igives gagimeoreb. ra, ase ar aris?@

- bevrgan gaikvlevs, oRond yvelgan vera.

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- bevri ar unda dagelia, megobaro, xom xedav, Seni daleva Senive ganwyobaze aisaxeba. – RimiliT veubnebi da Tvals vukrav.

- vardi bevrgan gaixarebs, magram ra pirobebic ar unda Seuqmna mas, ra wyliTac ar unda rwya da ra sxivebiTac ar unda umkurnalo, uhaero sivrceSi mas ver gaaxareb, vera. niWi ki vardia, vardi, romelsac Sesabamis pirobebSi yofna sWirdeba.

Aamis mets aRarafers vambobT, erTmaneTs vemSvidobebiT da is taqss aCerebs, jdeba da midis...

noembris susxiani saRamo iyo, mTaTa mwvervalebi, moaxloebuli zamTris grZeli Rameebisa da Tovlis qaTqaTa sudarisTvis rom emzadebian xolme, ai, iseTi.

Tve pirveli - vinme xelmZRvanel pirTan minda laparaki, - veubnebi

kompiuterSi TavCargul gogonas. - ra sakiTxze? – mekiTxeba gogona da gamomcdelad

maTvalierebs. - magas Tavad xelmZRvanel pirs vetyvi. - me aRmasrulebeli direqtoris TanaSemwe gaxlavarT,

- meubneba gogona da fexze dgeba. - Tavad aRmasrulebeli direqtori sad aris? - male mova. SegiZliaT aqve, misaRebSi, an derefanSi

daelodoT. - gareT davelodebi, - vambob da jer oTaxidan,

Semdeg Senobidan gamovdivar. Senoba orsarTuliania, TeTrad SeRebili da kargad movlili. Senobidan arc Tu ise moSorebiT, aRmarTi rom iwyeba, patara skveria, SadrevniTa da oriode grZeli skamiT. skverSi aravis WaWaneba ar ismis, Tumca aseT uJmur amindSi, netavi, romeli Wkuadmyofeli gamova skverSi dasajdomad?! me sxva ra gza maqvs, Sevdivar skverSi, vjdebi da velodebi. xalxi ki SenobaSi Sedis da gamodis.

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- es xom ar aris aRmasrulebeli direqtori? – vfiqrob erT mamakacze (romelic SenobaSi Sedis) da wamodgomas vapireb, magram... – eg rom ar iyos, mere isev ukan amobruneba momiwevs da, ase, win da ukan xom ar vivli? amitom, jobia, ramodenime wuTiT isev aq davelodo da mere Sevide SenobaSi.

Aasec viqcevi. vzivar da velodebi. ezo avtomanqanebiT ivseba. xalxi isev Sedis SenobaSi da gamodis.

- me mgoni, ukve droa, Sevide. Ffexze vdgebi da SenobaSi Sevdivar.Aavdivar meore

sarTulze, mivuyvebi grZel derefans da, ai, ukve misaReb oTaxSi var. TanaSemwe isev kompiuterSia TavCarguli. Cemi Sesvlis Semdeg, fexze dgeba da mommarTavs:

- rom icodeT, batoni jondi stumrebs elodeba. - jer es miTxariT, jondi vin aris? – vekiTxebi

gogonas. - Cveni aRmasrulebeli direqtoria, batoni jondi.

rogor, Tqven, baton jondis ar icnobT, misi saxelic ar iciT da masTan Sexvedra ki gindaT? – gaocebas vatyob mas.

- SemiSviT da gpirdebiT, rom mis saxels arasodes daviviwyeb.

gogona gamomcdelad miyurebs, albaT fiqrobs, xom ar damciniso?! mere, TiTqos, raRacas ixsenebs, moWutuli TvalebiT makvirdeba da Zalian saqmiani adamianis ieriT meubneba:

- rogorc giTxariT, batoni jondi stumrebs elodeba, magram, me mainc vkiTxav, iqneb migiRoT.

- keTili, Zalian damavalebT! gogona direqtoris kabinetSi Sedis da maleve

gamodis. - SebrZandiT, batoni jondi gelodebaT. - didi madloba! – veubnebi me da kabinetSi Sevdivar. oTaxSi samni arian, arada, jobda, martos miveRe,

magram ra gaewyoba. erTi mamakaci, romelic daaxloebiT Cemi asakis, an SeiZleba cota patarac iyos, oTaxis SuagulSi rom yavisferi magida dgas, im magidasTan zis.

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M- albaT, direqtori es unda iyos – vaskvni me. meore mamakaci, romelic, albaT saSualo asakisa

iqneba, direqtoris magidis win rom skamia, imaze zis da gadaTeTrebul saxeze xels isvams. xolo mesame, aSkarad asakovani mamakaci fanjarasTan dgas da aremares gahyurebs. me saerTo salams viZlevi da direqtoris magidasTan mivdivar.

- ra sakiTxze xarT? – mommarTavs direqtori da, Tan furclebSi iqeqeba.

- gazeTSi gancxadeba wavikiTxe, rom Tqven vakansiebi gaqvT...

- ese igi, dasaqmebis Taobaze brZandebiT? - diax. - dabrZandiT!@ - meubneba da xels skamisken iSvers. Mmeore mamakaci dgeba da kedelTan midgmul

savarZelSi jdeba. direqtori kvlav furclebSi qeqvas agrZelebs. mere, marcxena xeliT, magididan mobilurs iRebs, magram isev ukan, magidaze debs... ujridan saqaRalde amoaqvs, isev furclebSi iqeqeba... mobilurs isev iRebs da rekavs... viRacasTan laparakobs da Tan marjvena xeliT furclebSi iqeqeba... me maniSnebs, erTi wuTiT momicadeTo, me Tavs vuqnev.

- mobiluri rom ar arsebobdes, netavi, es xalxi, ra saSualebiT miiRebda saqmian iers? – vfiqrob CemTvis da magidaze dagdebuli, raRac Jurnalis daTvalierebas viwyeb.

aRmasrulebeli direqtori ki isev saqmiani ieriT qaRaldebSi iqeqeba da Tan mobilurze laparakobs. SigadaSig Tavs ukmayofilod iqnevs da kalmiT furclebze raRac minawers akeTebs, zogan xelsac awers.

Mme uxalisod vaTvaliereb poligrafiulad maRal doneze dabeWdil Jurnals da erT adgilas vkiTxulob, rom kompania, romelsac es Jurnali ekuTvnis, erT-erTi warmatebuli kompaniaa aRmosavleT evropis masStabiT, da ar unda gagikvirdeT, rom momavlis saqarTveloSi, am kompaniis mier gamoSvebuli jam-WurWeli, yvela ojaxisaTvis iseTive aucilebeli atributi gaxdes, rogoric, magaliTad, televizori, an kompiuteria.

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ise, jam-WurWeli da televizor-kompiuteri, raRac uniWo Sedareba ki aris, magram ra gaewyoba, es xom biznesia... biznesi, sadac mTavari reklamaa, reklamas ki xandaxan sazRvrebi iseve ar gaaCnia, rogorc, magaliTad, sisuleles.

- Zalian bevri saqme maqvs da yuradReba amitom ver mogaqcieT. – fiqrebSi wasuls mesmis aRmasrulebeli direqtoris xma.

- samagierod, dro uqmed ar damikargavs da am Jurnalis gadaTvaliereba movaswari. – vpasuxob me.

- da ras ityviT, rogori STabeWdileba moaxdina Tqvenze mag Jurnalma?

- poligrafiuli TvalsazrisiT saucxooa. - poligrafiuli TvalsazrisiT gasagebia, magram sxva

mxriv? – mekiTxeba Cemi maspinZeli. - Sinaarsobrivi TvalsazrisiT Tu SevafasebT,

aSkarad etyoba, rom es Jurnali, romeliRac uwyebis, jgufis an kompaniis interesebis gamtarebeli unda iyos.

- rom icodeT, eg Cveni kompaniis Jurnalia, romlis yoveli nomris gamocemaSic udidesi Tanxebia Cadebuli.

- eWvic ar mepareba, rom am Jurnalis gamocemaSi udidesi Tanxebi iqneba Cadebuli da sawinaaRmdego azri, arc gamivlia gulSi.

- kritikas arasodes gavurbivarT, magram yovelTvis gvirCevnia, iseTma adamianebma gvakritikon, am saqmeSi, anu Jurnal-gazeTebis specifikaSi, patara warmodgena mainc rom aqvT. ase rom, ar miwyinoT da Tqvens SeniSvnas ver miviRebT. ise, ra profesiis xarT? – mekiTxeba aRmasrulebeli direqtori da savarZelSi mjdar meore mamakacs Tvals ukravs.

- Jurnalisti! – vpasuxob me da axla ukve me vukrav Tvals, oRond aRmasrulebel direqtors.

- Jurnalisti! Jurnalisti! – orjer imeorebs, – mere ra, rom Jurnalisti xarT?! saerTod, Jurnalistobaze bevri debs Tavs, magram...

aq Cerdeba da winadadebas aRar amTavrebs. - ra, magram? – vcdilob dazustebas.

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- Tqven risTvis moxvediT? – mekiTxeba dabneuli saxiT.

- aki giTxariT, erT-erT gazeTSi wavikiTxe, rom vakansiebi gqoniaT.

- eg romeli Tvis gazeTSi iyo? - daaxloebiT ori kviris winandelSi. – vambob me. - saqme imaSia, rom movlenebi Zalian swrafad icvleba

da is vakansiebi, rac Tqven naxeT, axla aRar gvaqvs. o, ra erTferovani da Semzaravia aseTi sityvebis

mosmena. Tumca, “aRar gvaqvs,” “ver dagexmarebiT,” “ar SegviZlia,” da amis msgavs terminebs, me xom SeCveuli var da aRmasrulebel direqtorTan, es Sexvedrac, SemiZlia Cemi cxovrebis morig uiRblobad CavTvalo, qudi davixuro da wamovide, magram cxovrebac xom, swored amitom aris saintereso da amoucnobi, rom nebismier dros, SeiZleba, raRac gamonaTebis momswre Seiqmnas adamiani, Tundac droebiTi gamonaTeba iyos es.

da im wuTas, swored amgvari gamonaTebis momswre gavxdi.

- iciT, ra aris? – meubneba asakovani mamakaci, romelic aqamde zurgiT idga da fanjaraSi icqireboda, - Cvens kompaniaSi garkveuli reorganizaciebi xdeba da vakansiebic, amitom, axla aRar gagvaCnia, magram, gpirdebiT, rom ramdenime kviraSi aucileblad gveqneba. egec rom ara, Tqven Jurnalisti brZanebulxarT da Cveni uwyebis JurnalSi da gazeTSi sakuTar gamocdilebas Tu gagviziarebT, didad madlobeli dagrCebiT. me im Jurnalze gelaparakebiT, Tqven rom axlaxan kiTxulobdiT. me mgoni, Tanaxma unda iyoT. darCiT CvenTan, SeegueT aqaur atmosferos, ukeT gavicnoT erTmaneTi, iqneb, vinme saerTo nacnobic aRmogvaCndes, iseTi saerTo nacnobi, Tqvenc rom pativs scemdeT da Cvenc. aba, marTla ase, quCidan mosuls xom ver gendobiT da agiyvanT samsaxurSi? mokled, Tu dagvexmarebiT Cveni uwyebis saxeliT gamomavali Jurnalisa da gazeTis awyobaSi, sanacvlod mcire, magram, raRac honorari mainc geqnebaT... oRond jer StatSi Casmas da xelfass nu mogvTxovT, Tumca, rogorc giTxariT, garkveuli

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honorari aucileblad geqnebaT. Jurnalisti xarT da, albaT, gecodinebaT, honorari rasac niSnavs.

- ukacravad, Tqven... – viwyeb me, magram sityvas mawyvetinebs.

- me? me am kompaniis generaluri direqtori gaxlavarT.

- xolo Tqven aRmasrulebeli direqtori, ara? – mivmarTav Cem win mjdar mamakacs.

- marTali xarT, me aRmasrulebeli direqtori gaxlavarT, es generaluri direqtoria, romelic, sxvaTa Soris, biZaa Cemi, mamaCemis Zma.

- da ramden xans gagrZeldeba, Cemi ase, uStatod yofna? – vekiTxebi generalur direqtors.

- winaswar Znelia magis Tqma, magram, jer xom unda dagakvirdeT? ar miwyinoT da iqneb, sulac, yaCaRi xarT da raime cudi zraxvebi gitrialebT gulSi, me xom ar vici?

- batono Cemo, Tu amdens frTxilobT, maSin, gazeTSi vakansiebs raRaze aqveynebT?

aseTi SekiTxva, rogorc Cans, aSkarad moulodnelia, Tanac, etyoba, imasac fiqrobs, nametani xom ar gavuSinaurdio?!

- aRar vaqveynebT, batono, vakansiebs, aRar, azri ar aqvs da imitom. profesionali gazeTidan daZaxiliT ar mova, Cven ki profesionalebi gvWirdeba.

kidev ramdenime wuTiT vsaubrobT, mekiTxebian da mec vpasuxob. rogorc vatyob, generaluri direqtori ufro met interess iCens Cemdami. aRmasrulebeli direqtori ki, mxolod movaleobis moxdis mizniT Tu mekiTxeba rames. albaT, amasac imitom akeTebs, rom mere ar vifiqro, es ra ufunqcio aRmasrulebeli direqtori hyoliaTo.

M mekiTxebian yvelafers, TiTqmis yvelafers, risi SekiTxvac aseT dros SeiZleba, da ar SeiZleba.

DmaS ase: - manqana Tu gyavT? - ar myavs. - arada, jobda gyolodaT.

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- ratom, mZRolobas mTavazobT? ise, marTvis mowmoba maqvs da tarebac vici.

- ara, mZRolobas ar gTavazobT, ubralod, manqanis yola aucilebelia, dagWirdebodaT, gavla, gamovla da rame. CvenTan yvela TanamSromels hyavs manqana da Tqvenc rom gyolodaT, kargi iqneboda.

- namdvilad kargi iqneboda, magram...… - sad cxovrobT, TbilisSi, ho? - diax, TbilisSi. - erovneba, qarTveli? - qarTveli! - romeli enebi iciT? – mekiTxeba aRmasrulebeli

direqtori. - inglisuri da rusuli. - qarTuli, ara? – amas isev aRmasrulebeli

direqtori mekiTxeba, oRond amjerad, marTlac gaocebuli da Sewuxebuli saxiT.

- Tqven rogor fiqrobT, qarTuli ar mecodineba? - maSin unda miTxraT. - maSin, Cemi erovneba ar unda gamemxila da axla, am

wuTas qarTuladac ar unda vsaubrobdeT. - iciT, ra aris? wesia aseTi. anketa arasodes

SegivsiaT? - mereda, me xom axla anketas ar vavseb? Cven mxolod

kiTxva-pasuxis reJimSi vsaubrobT, cocxali saubari ki mSrali anketuri monacemebis Sevsebisagan didad gansxvavdeba.

- Jurnalisti varo, brZaneT da, iqneb gviTxraT, Tqveni azriT, rogori unda iyos Jurnalisti? – amas meore mamakaci mekiTxeba, aqamde TavisTvis rom ijda da gadaTeTrebul saxeze, xels isvamda.

- me SemiZlia giTxraT, rogori ar unda iyos Jurnalisti da danarCeni Tavad daaskveniT.

- brZaneT, rogori ar unda iyos Jurnalisti? - xelisuflebis mexotbe. samive aSkarad gaocebul saxes iRebs. - mxolod xelisuflebis? – interesdeba generaluri

direqtori.

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- da ara marto xelisuflebis. – vamateb me. - ar geTanxmebiT, Tumca, axla amas, raime gadamwyveti

mniSvneloba namdvilad ara aqvs. Tqven is gviTxariT, sagazeTo statiebis garda, kidev raime Tu dagiweriaT? – amas isev generaluri direqtori mekiTxeba.

- moTxrobebi, novelebi da romani. - gamogiqveynebiaT kidec? - ra Tqma unda. - mere, me rom araferi msmenia, Tqveni naSromebis

Sesaxeb? – ambobs aRmasrulebeli direqtori, anu batoni jondi.

- batono Cemo, ukacravad ki var, magram Tanamedrove qarTveli mwerlebidan, iqneb erTi adamiani mainc damisaxeloT, romlis nawarmoebebsac didi gatacebiT kiTxulobT xolme? – vekiTxebi me.

- ra Tanamedrove qarTuli mwerloba, ris Tanamedrove qarTuli mwerloba, sadRa arian, an vin arian Tanamedrove qarTveli mwerlebi, me maT nawarmoebebs rom vkiTxulobde?!

- maSin, ubralod, mxolod erTi, Cveni drois qarTveli mwerali mainc damisaxeleT, romlis, Tundac erTi nawarmoebi mainc bolomde wagikiTxavT da ar mogwonebiaT?

- aRar gvyavs mwerlebi, gesmiT Tqven Cemi, aRar gvyavs mwerlebi, morCa da gaTavda.

- amitomac ver kiTxulobT, ara? - diax, amitomac ver vkiTxulob. - maSin raRaze gikvirT, rom Cemi nawerebis Sesaxeb

araferi gsmeniaT? rogorc Cans, Tqven mTlianad Tanamedrove qarTul mwerlobas ar aRiarebT da me vinRa var, rom Cems nawarmoebebs icnobdeT? ise, imaze, rac ar wagikiTxavT da ar icnobT, rogor SeiZleba TqvaT, rom ar momwonso?!

- dawynardi, - amSvidebs sakuTar Zmis Svils generaluri direqtori da mere me mommarTavs: – wignebs Tu aqveynebT, iqidan garkveuli Semosavalic geqnebaT da maSin samsaxurs raRaze eZebT?

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- batono Cemo, Tqven fiqrobT, rom dRevandel droSi, SesaZlebelia mweralma mxolod gamocemuli wignebiT icxovros?

- ar vici da amitomac gekiTxebiT. - SesaZlebeli rom iyos, me axla aq, TqvenTan

namdvilad ar movidodi. - Tqven mwerali xarT? – amas isev aRmasrulebeli

direqtori mekiTxeba. - diax, mwerali var. - aba, Jurnalistio.Bbolos da bolos, gagvagebineT,

vin xarT Tqven, Jurnalisti Tu mwerali? - Jurnalistoba profesiaa, xolo mwerloba,

jerjerobiT profesiad ar aris aRiarebuli. ase rom... Znelia, rodesac adamianis TvalebSi sicarieles

xedav da am dros, is adamiani im mwerlebsa da mwerlobas iwunebs, romelTa nawarmoebebidan erTic ar waukiTxavs. mTeli Cemi cxovrebis manZilze mravlad mqonia aseTi kategoriis adamianebTan urTierToba, magram arasodes ar yofila, rom es adamianebi Cemi xelmZRvanelebi, an Tundac potenciuri xelmZRvanelebi yofiliyvnen.Aaxla ki, rogorc vxedav, aq, am kabinetSi, Cem win zis pirovneba, romlis TvalebSic, raRac gamanadgurebel sicarieles vxedav, da yvelaze gulsatkeni mainc is aris, rom sulac ar aris gamoricxuli, es adamiani, Cemi xelmZRvaneli gaxdes.

eh, ras vizam, cxovrebaSi amaze uaresebic gadamitania da imedia, rogorme amasac gadavitan. ise, iqneb me vcdebi da am adamianis SefasebaSi naadrev daskvnebs vakeTeb? xom SeiZleba, batoni jondi, romelic dRes, erTi SexedviT, Cemze arasaxarbielo STabeWdilebas tovebs, sinamdvileSi brwyinvale menejeri da organizatoruli niWiT dajildoebuli saucxoo pirovneba gamodges? gamoricxuli araferia, miT umetes, rom Cems warsul cxovrebas Tu gadavavleb Tvals, aseTi adamianebic mravlad Semxvedrian, adamianebi, romelTa mimarTac Tavidan arc Tu didi simpaTiiT ganvmsWvalulvar, magram Semdgom cxovrebas daunaxvebia,

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rom Cemi Tavdapirveli Sexedulebebi mcdarze mcdari, ufro metic, sasaciloc ki yofila.

mokled, sxva ra damrCenia, garda imisa, rom movlenebis sasikeTod ganviTarebis molodinSi viyo da imis imedi viqonio, rom batoni jondi ara marto brwyinvale menejeri, aramed didebuli adamianic gamodgeba, xolo is Tavdapirveli Sexedulebebi, romlebic am adamianze Semeqmna, sruliad usafuZvlo iqneba.

generaluri direqtori ki kvlavac agrZelebs Cems dakiTxvas, Tanac yovelive amas iseTi saxiTa da ganwyobiT akeTebs, TiTqos magrZnobinebs, madloba miTxari, rom SenTvis vicli, Torem xom xedav, Sen garda, kidev uamravi saqme maqvso.

is saSualo asakis mamakaci, ZiriTadad isev dums da gafiTrebul saxeze kvlav xels isvams. jondi veRar uZlebs mis tanjvas, SuSis doqidan SuSisave WiqaSi wyals usxams, awvdis da eubneba:

- ra gWirs, biWo, aha, dalie, iqneb mogeSvas. isic fexze dgeba, barbaciT modis magidasTan, svams

da mere isev barbaciT oTaxidan gadis. oTaxSi samni vrCebiT; me, jondi da biZamisi, anu generaluri direqtori.

- wuxelis sad iyaviT? – ekiTxeba jondis biZamisi. - sad viqnebodiT, Tu ara mcxeTaSi?! - mere eg ras hgavs, yvela am dReSi iyaviT? - zogs adre gadagviara, zogs – gvian, - siciliT

ambobs jondi. - Tavs nu iRupavT da cota gonze modiT, Torem sul

me ar geyolebiT. – auuu, kargi ra, axla Seneburad nu daiwye. – ambobs

ukmayofilo jondi.… uceb, orive dumdeba da Cemken ixedeba. albaT axla

axsendebaT, rom me maTTvis sruliad ucxo adamiani var. mec sxva ra damrCenia, uxerxulobis gansamuxtavad, Tavs isev JurnalSi vrgav da vkiTxulob... vkiTxulob im adgils, sadac kompaniis TanamSromlebze weria, rom TiToeuli maTgani WeSmaritad profesionali da

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adamianuri RirsebiT Semkuli pirovneba yofila. wesiereba da profesionalizmi, ai, es aris am kompaniaSi dasaqmebulTa umTavresi slogani.

- xom ar mowevT? – meubneba jondi da sigaretis kolofs magidaze, Cem win debs.

- gmadlobT, ar vewevi, ufro zustad rom giTxraT, aRar vewevi. – veubnebi me.

- didi xania? - sakmaod didi xania, cxra weli iqneba. - patiosani kaci CanxarT da erTi es miTxariT,

sigarets rogor unda daanebos adamianma Tavi? wiwaka unda wausvas, tuCebi unda moiWras Tu ra unda qnas... riTi unda daanebos Tavi, riTi? – mekiTxeba generaluri direqtori.

- tviniT! – vpasuxob me, - da ara marto sigarets, aramed nebismier mavne Cvevas tviniT unda daanebos adamianma Tavi.

- ai, imas, magaliTad, tvini saerTod aRar umuSavebs – raRac gulmokluli ambobs generaluri direqtori da karisken TiTs iSvers. vxvdebi, rom im saxegadaTeTrebul mamakacs gulisxmobs, axlaxan, oTaxidan rom gavida.

biZamisis Sesapasuxeblad, jondi raRacis Tqmas apirebs, magram me vawyvetineb: - maS, rogor moviqceT, Cem Sesaxeb, ra gadawyviteT da ras mipirebT?

- xval mobrZandiT, gaecaniT aqaur situacias da im saqmes mixedeT, romelzec ukve gelaparakeT. rogorc ukve giTxariT, Cvens kompanias sakuTari Jurnali da gazeTi gaaCnia, hoda, imedia gverdSi dagvidgebiT. swored TqvenisTana energiuli xalxi gvWirdeba... energiuli, ganaTlebuli da rac mTavaria, profesionali.…

- keTili da patiosani, xval diliT, amave dros geaxlebiT. – vambob me, mere fexze vdgebi, orives vemSvidobebi da gasasvlelisken mivdivar, magram zed karTan misuls mesmis generaluri direqtoris xma:

- Tqven mainc ar giTqvamT, rogori unda iyos Jurnalisti?

- Cemnairi, - vpasuxob me da oTaxidan RimiliT gavdivar.

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N noemberma kidev erTxel gaibrZola. xeebze, rac ki

foTlebi iyo SemorCenili, yvela erTianad gaayviTla, dabla Camoyara da miwaze gaSala. ase dasrulda susxiani Semodgomis ukanaskneli Tve da kidev ufro susxiani zamTaric mogvadga kars.

Tve meore

ra ginda adamiano, ras daZrwixar aRma-daRma, daetie

Sens qerqSi da Seigne, rom dRes eqsperimentebis dro namdvilad ar aris. ra gaRelvebs da ra gaSfoTebs, am qveyanaSi yvela Tavis gzas mainc ipovis, Sen amaze nu dardob, nu. arc patiosneba daiCagreba ise uRmerTod, Sen rom ggonia. bolos da bolos, ise nu gamogyavs, TiTqos marto Sen iyo mSvidobis TeTri mtredi, xolo sxva yvela gulqva arseba yofiliyos. nu ahyolixar yuriT moTreul Worebs, radgan Senc am qveyanaSi cxovrob, aqauri haeriT sazrdoob da sxvaze aranakleb xedav yvelafers, rac Cven garSemo xdeba. maS, aq niWi ar fasdebao, ara? eSmakiviT SegiCnda Senive bavSvobis megobari da Senc gulubryvilod daijere yovelive, Tanac ise daijere, rom misi gavlenis qveS moeqeci.

am asakisa da aseTi cxovrebiseuli gamocdilebis mqone adamians ki, aseTi ram namdvilad ar gekadreba.

Mmainc riTi xar ukmayofilo, riTi? xom xedav, erTi gaibrZole da sruliad ucxo adamianebisgan mowoneba daimsaxure, Tanac iseTi mowoneba, rom SenTvis ucnobi kompaniis umniSvnelovanes saqmeSi CagrTes. marTalia, jer anazRaureba (anu is, rac yvelaze mTavaria) ar dauniSnavT SenTvis, magram xom ici, rom yvelafers dro unda. cota xani moiTmine da materialuri dafasebac iqneba. aba, aq, am qveyanaSi, muqTa virad vin gaumetebiaT, rom Sen gagimeton? asea, cota moiTmine, gauSinaurdi im xalxs, kargad gaacani Seni Tavi da sakuTar SesaZleblobebs rom bolomde daanaxveb, yovel

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mizezgareSe dagifaseben. eWvic ar Segeparos, rom ase iqneba, isini adamianebi arian da imitom.Aadamiani ki cxovelisgan swored imiT gansxvavdeba, rom mas Tanadgomisa da analizis unari aqvs. marTalia, Tavisi adamianuri minusebi am xalxsac gaaCnia, magram axla mTavari eg ar aris, da arc Seni saqmea sxvaTa naklovanebebSi qeqva. Jurnalisti ki xar, magram am SemTxvevaSi mTavari ara profesia, aramed adamianobaa. xom xedav, daxmarebis xeli gamogiwodes... morCa da gaTavda, amis meti, Sen sxva araferi ar unda gainteresebdes, radgan Sens cxovrebaSi axali etapi iwyeba da yovelgvari eWvebic aq mTavrdeba. iyavi aqtiuri, zomierad cnobismoyvare, magram momTmeni da yvelaferi kargad iqneba.

damijere, kargad iqneba. gasagebia, rom ukve meore Tve daiwyo, rac ucxo

garemoSi imyofebi, magram yvelaferi ar aRgafrTovanebs, xandaxan isec geCveneba xolme, TiTqos es Seni adgili da garemocva ar aris. merwmune, Tavidan yvelas msgavsi ganwyoba eufleba. Sen ki, ra, jer erT Tves gadaabije, anu meore Tvis aRmarTs Seudeqi da ukve varskvlavebs ginda Seswvde? ase ar gamova, ara. xom ici, rom yovelive cru iluziebia da cxovrebas ise martivad, mxolod Sen rom gsurs, ver aawyob, vera.

iyavi imiT kmayofili, rac sawyis etapze gamogiCnda. da rac mTavaria, gjerodes, rom win ufro didi

warmatebebi gelis. nurc imiT gaitex guls, Sens uSualo

xelmZRvanels, baton jondis, cariel gamoxedvasTan erTad, Tavic carieli rom aRmoaCnda, xolo Tanamedrove qarTuli mwerloba erTaderTi ram ar yofila am qveyanaze, rac mas ar esmis da arc ainteresebs. saqme saqmeze rom midges, piradad SenTvis, arc is unda iyos problema, Tavcariel jondi batons, azrs rom ekiTxebian. vin vin da misi xelqveiTebi, Tanac iseTi xelqveiTebi, asakiTa da gonebiT, aRmasrulebel direqtors, anu baton jondis, minimum orjer mainc rom aRematebian. vici, yovelive amas Sen mliqvnelobis piks

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eZaxi, radgan xvdebi, rom eseni jondi ufross, gana marTla sasargeblo rCevis miRebisTvis ekiTxebian Wkuas, ara da ara. eseni Wkuas mxolod imitom ekiTxebian, rom Tavis pirad ufross, rac SeiZleba xSirad Seaxsenon Tavi da didkacobis xibli kidev ufro Rrmad agrZnobinon. Sen ki, sul rom miwaze daiwyo xoxva, aseT mliqvnelobas aravisTan ar ikadreb, da gana imitom ar ikadreb, rom sxvisgan rCevebis miReba geTakileba da ampartavani gamxdarxar?! ara, batono, ampartavnoba aq arafer SuaSia. Sen ase da amgvarad imitom ver moiqcevi, rom aseTi qmedeba SenSi ar zis. Tumca, Tavadac ver agixsnia yovelive, magram ici, rom ar zis.

mTeli cxovreba geubnebian, gkarnaxoben, cota cxovrebiseuli kaci gaxdi da imliqvneleo, magram Sen amas ver axerxeb. simarTle rom iTqvas, arc gicdia amgvarad cxovreba da imitom. Sen rom aseTi mliqvneloba SegeZlos, maSin Zalian gagiadvildeboda cxovreba da am samyarosac, zogierTiviT, mxolod naTel ferebSi dainaxavdi.

magram Sen ase ver xedav... da arc gagemtyuneba. aq, axal garemoSi ki ra xdeba?! mainc, rogor ar moewonaT, pirveli SeniSvna rom

gamoTqvi. arada, TiTqos, gansakuTrebuli arc araferi momxdara, Sen garkveuli Secdomebi aRmoaCine da am Secdomebis gamosworeba moindome, magram, Senda samwuxarod, kidev erTxel darwmundi, rom am qveyanaze yvelanairi uvicobisa da uwignurobis saTave ampartavnobaa.

Rirs ki axla am yvelafris gaxseneba? ra Tqma unda, Rirs da, aki, vixseneb kidec. - xalxi aseTi maRali donis Jurnalis dasabeWdad,

sazRvargareT dadis, Cven ki am saqmes aqve vaxerxebT. – ambobs jondi da kmayofili xelebs ifSvnets.

amis Semxedvare, yvela kmayofilia da yvela RimiliT iqnevs Tavs.

mec kmayofili var. sxvagvarad arc SeiZleba iyos, radgan garda imisa, rom am JurnalSi Cemi erTi statia ibeWdeba, vici, rom Cveni kompaniis, anu uwyebis JurnalSi

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marTla udidesi energia da Tanxebia Cadebuli. amas ki dafaseba sWirdeba.

vakvirdebi dasabeWdad gamzadebul gverdebs, SigadaSig teqstsac vavleb Tvals da iq, sadac kompaniis saqmianobis Sesaxeb gverdia, aseT saTaurs vkiTxulob; - “Cvens Sesaxeb.” garda amisa, ramdenime adgilas sasveni niSnebi an ar aris dasmuli, an Tu aris, SecdomiTaa dasmuli. danarCen stilistur da koreqturul Secdomebs xom Tvla ar aqvs.

samwuxaroa, Zalian samwuxaro, ar momwons es ambavi da kargi ganwyobac uceb mecvleba.

- ki, magram aqamde sad iyavi? – vekiTxebi sakuTar Tavs, – roca ukve yvelaferi stambaSi wasaRebadaa gamzadebuli, mainc da mainc axla daiwye Secdomebis aRmoCena?

- sad viyavi da aq viyavi, magram, miuxedavad imisa, rom TiTqos sakuTari gamocdileba unda gameziarebina, vinmem mimakara saJurnale masalebTan?

- me mgoni, Tqven yvela nomerSi ase werT xolme, rac Zalian didi Secdomaa. – CurCuliT veubnebi Jurnalis gamocemaze pasuxismgebel pirs.

- ras? – mekiTxeba is. - magaliTad, aq unda iyos, ara “Cvens Sesaxeb,” aramed

“Cven Sesaxeb.” es aris swori forma. is eWvis TvaliT miyurebs da meubneba, - pirvelad

mesmis, esec rom ara, ukve ramdeni welia Cveni Jurnali gamodis da msgavsi pretenziiT, rom “Cvens Sesaxeb” Secdomaao, aravis moumarTavs, Tqven warmoidgineT, filologebsac ki.

- me araferi vici Tqveni filologebis Sesaxeb, magram Tu damijerebT, swori formaa – “Cven Sesaxeb.” da kidev, rogorc vatyob, JurnalSi uamravi Secdoma ipareba. – vambob me.

- mand ra xdeba, problemaa rame? – interesdeba jondi batoni, romelic Cvengan arc Tu moSorebiT dgas.

- ra vici, aba, raRac Secdomebi vipoveo, ase ambobs. – pasuxobs Jurnalze pasuxismgebeli piri.

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- raRa dros Secdomebze laparakia, rodesac Jurnali dasabeWdadaa mzad. – ambobs jondi da CvenTan axlos modis.

ramdenime wuTiani TaTbiris Semdeg gadawyvetilebas iReben, rom zemoxsenebul Secdomebs yuradReba ar miaqcion da Jurnali mainc dabeWdon.

- sxva dros meti yuradReba gamoiCineT xolme. – aSkarad ukmayofilo saxiT ambobs generaluri direqtori.

Eeh, roca ar ici, ramdeni yuradRebac ar unda gamoiCino, Secdoma mainc mogiva. am SemTxvevaSi ki problema ara siCqareSi, an saqmis mifuCeCebaSi, aramed elementaruli wesebis ucodinarobaSia.

jondi ixtibars ar itexs da ambobs: - ara uSavs, didi ambavi axla, ase unda eweros Tu

ise, magas mkiTxvelidan sami kacic ver mixvdeba. sxvaTa Soris, wera Cvenc viciT da Zalian bevri kargi raRacac gvaqvs dawerili.

- batono jondi, am SemTxvevaSi saqme mSobliuri enis siwmindesTan gvaqvs. – veubnebi me.

- mere ra moxda?! eg araferia! - maSin, ase xom ar ajobebda, Jurnalis gamoSveba

ramdenime dRiT gadagvedo da manamde es masalebi xelaxla gadagvemuSavebina? – vekiTxebi iq Sekrebil xalxs.

- gamoricxulia! – mkacrad ambobs jondi, - am Jurnalis gamoSvebas xval elodebian da, rom ar gamovuSvaT, kompaniis prestiJi Seilaxeba.

- batono jondi, ese igi, mTavari kompaniis prestiJi yofila, Torem mSobliuri enis prestiJs Tu SevlaxavT, es araferia?!

- CemTvis aq ucxo aravin ar aris da amitom, iciT, ras getyviT? me es kompania purs maWmevs da karieras mikeTebs, mSobliuri ena ki ras maZlevs? arc arafers. bolos da bolos, Tu Zalian gaWirda saqme, mec avdgebi da sxva enaze daviwyeb laparaks.

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- jondi batono, axla ki namdvilad aRar mikvirs, ratom ar scnobT da ar icnobT Tanamedrove qarTul mwerlobas. – aSkarad vbrazdebi me.

maS, raRa gaewyoboda da niRabi ukve Camoxsnili iyo, romlis Semdgomac, me piradad, jondi batons, iseT moTxovnebs veRar wavuyenebdi, rogorsac maRali Rirsebisa da zneobis mqone adamianebs vuyeneb xolme. an saerTod, raRaa iq gasarkvevi da salaparako, rodesac Seni xelmZRvaneli ambobs, mSobliur enas kariera mirCevnia, radgan amiT pursa vWamo.

kargi, batono, Wams da Wamos... da saerTod, arc aris aucilebeli, dedamiwaze mcxovrebi yvela adamiani erT Wkuaze dadiodes, es xom sigiJe iqneboda, jer arnaxuli da argagonili sigiJe. diax, sigiJe iqneboda, magram vfiqrob, is ambavic adamianTa gonebrivi SesaZleblobebis aranakleb deficitze miuTiTebs, rodesac xedav, rom Sen gverdiT myofi TanamSromlebi zombebs ufro hgvanan, vidre Tanamedrove adamianebs. araviTari emocia da araviTari adamianuri silaRe maT TvalebSi ar SeigrZnoba. is ki ara, maTi TiToeuli moZraobac Taviseburad SeboWili meCveneba. am adamianebs mxolod da mxolod erTi mizani, gnebavT, idea amoZravebT - rogorme xelmZRvaneli pirebis siaxloves itrialon da Tavi moawonon. am “adamiani-zombebisTvis” ar arsebobs Tavisufali idea da adamianuri aRmafrena, maTi TiToeuli sityva, nabiji da mixra-moxrac, mxolod erTi wertiliskenaa mimarTuli – im wertilisken, sadac xelmZRvaneli piri egulebaT.

hoda, Zneli warmosadgeni ar aris, im wuTas, iq, ra saerTo ganwyobac gamefdeboda. dazombirebuli adamianebi, kedlebiviT civi da Seuvalni gaxdnen, xolo isedac damfrTxali maTi gamoxedva, sul mTlad waxda, radgan maTSi bunebrivi instinqti amoqmedda, instinqti, romlis ZaliTac, sul rom camde marTali iyos, isini quCidan mosuli adamianis mxares arafris didebiT ar daiWeren da isev Tavisi piradi xelmZRvanelis kuds gamoebmebian. Tqven warmoidgineT, maSinac ki, Tu aSkara

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iqneba, rom maTi piradi xelmZRvaneli garkveul degradacias ganicdis.

mokled, Cems Tavdapirvel imedebs, rom axal garemocvaSi moxvedrils Rirseul adamianebTan meqneboda urTierToba, pirvelive Tves msubuqi gaqarwyleba, xolo meore Tves samudamod aorTqleba eloda.

Jurnalis gamoSvebidan gadis ramodenime dRe da, - geZaxis!M- meubneba mdivani gogona.

– vin meZaxis? – vcdilob dazustebas. mdivani gogona pasuxad, saCvenebel TiTs generaluri

direqtoris kabinetisken iSvers da maniSnebs, is geZaxiso. Sevdivar kabinetSi da is jer arnaxuli RimiliT

mxvdeba; fexze dgeba, Tavisi magididan gamodis, Zalian axlobeli adamianiviT mxarze xels madebs da didi magidis gverdiT rom Jurnalebis patara magida da ori savarZelia, iqiTken miTiTebs, iq davsxdeTo.

- raRac Zalian Sinaurulad mxvdeba da netav, raime kargs xom ar mipirebs? – imedi meZleva da savarZelSi kmayofili vjdebi.

isic jdeba da meubneba, yavas axlave Semoitaneno. - gmadlobT, ar SewuxdeT – meTqi, vambob me. viwyebT saubars, ufro zustad rom vTqva, is iwyebs

da mekiTxeba, ojaxSi rogor varT, rame xom ar miWirs, daojaxebas rodisRa vapireb da ase Semdeg. mokled, Zalian mzrunveli adamianiviT mekiTxeba. mec msiamovnebs, rodesac adamianisgan da miT umetes xelmZRvaneli pirisgan aseT yuradRebas vgrZnob da veli, rom ufro konkretul, CemTvis, raRac sasiamovno ambavs metyvis, Torem marTla imisTvis xom ar damibarebda, rom gaego, ojaxSi rogor varT da daojaxebas rodisRa vapireb?!

- albaT, raRac siaxles metyvis, an raRacas SemomTavazebs – vfiqrob gulSi.

- sxvaTa Soris, kargad werT, - meubneba da sigarets ukidebs.

- gmadlobT! - hoda, mag karg nawerebs, kargi realizeba da

dafaseba rom sWirdeba, Tu iciT? - ra Tqma unda, vici, - veubnebi me.

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- Tqven axla Semosavali gWirdebaT da Tqveni nawerebiT SegiZliaT udidesi Semosavali gaiCinoT. – ise meubneba, rom TvalebSi arc miyurebs. iyureba iqiT, sadRac WerSi.

momesma Tu marTla aseT raRacas ambobs? ukve eWvebi miCndeba, radgan mTeli Cemi cxovreba, msgavsi, anu CemTvis aseTi misaRebi ram, jer aravis uTqvams.

- diax, Semosavali aucilebelia. xSir SemTxvevaSi Semosavali stimulic aris, pirovnebam rom nayofieri Sroma gaagrZelos da uimedod xeli ar Caiqnios. – vambob Cemis mxriv.

- marTali xarT, hoda, amitomac, me TqvenTan erTi aseTi SemoTavazeba meqneba. imedia, kargad gaanalizebT yovelives da pasuxsac ise metyviT, Tundac ramodenime dRis Semdeg.

Tqven rogor fiqrobT, aseT dros, ra SeiZleboda SemoeTavazebina xelmZRvanel pirs? albaT xelfasi, kariera, manqana, bina, qalebi, restorani an raRac amis msgavsi, ara? ra Tqma unda, yvela mokvdavi adamiani ase ifiqrebda da ra gasakviria, rom gamonaklisi arc me viqnebodi da mec daaxloebiT amgvari molodini meqneboda. magram im SemoTavazebam, rac generaluri direqtorisgan miviRe, yovelgvar molodins ki ar gadaaWarba, piriqiT, yovelive Tavdayira daayena.

- SegiZliaT miTxraT da pasuxs, axlave Tu vera, uaxloes dReebSi aucileblad gagcemT. – vambob garkveul interesSi Cavardnili.

- keTili! – ambobs kmayofili saxiT, sigarets saferfleSi debs da agrZelebs, - rom icodeT, adre jondic werda xolme raRacebs. ZiriTadad leqsebsa da novelebs. ise, xom mogwonT novelebi?

- ra Tqma unda. - Zalian kargi. jondi xom iciT, Cemi Zmis Svili rom

aris! Zalian Wkviani da progresulad moazrovne adamiania. cota Taviseburi, magram, mogexsenebaT, yvela didi adamiani Taviseburi xasiaTiT gamoirCeva. amitom, aseT adamianebs unda gavugoT da Taviseburad mivudgeT. Cveni valia, ase moviqceT, Torem momavali Taobebi Cven

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gagvamtyuneben da ityvian, ratom gverdSi ar daudgnen niWier adamianebso?!

Amiuxedavad imisa, rom civi zamTaria, generaluri direqtori mainc oflad iRvreba da svel saxes cxvirsaxociT iwmends.

am dros, mdivan gogonas yava Semoaqvs. - gverdSi dgoma yvelas sWirdeba, geniossac, saSualo

niWis mqone adamiansac da uniWosac. ase ar aris? – vekiTxebi da guli ukve, raRac cuds migrZnobs.

- geTanxmebiT, magram Cven amjerad niWier adamianze, anu jondize vsaubrobT. – ambobs da axal sigarets ukidebs, xolo wina sigareti, saferfleSi rom Cado, jer naxevramdec ar iyo misuli.

- riTi SemiZlia dagexmaroT? - Tqven jondis unda daexmaroT, da ara me! - da riTi SemiZlia jondis davexmaro? - Tqveni gonebiTa da SemoqmedebiT. - magaliTad? - magaliTad, Tqven werT da sakmaod kargadac.

rogorc mogaxseneT, adre jondic werda, magram am cxovrebam weraze xeli aaRebina da sul sxva saqmeSi gadaisrola. niWieri adamiani rom aris, arc axal saqmianobaSi dakargula, hoda, modiT, SevuwyoT xeli jondis da patara, cxovrebiseuli biZgi mivceT. ai, Tqven xom werT raRacebs, Tanac kargad, Cemi winadadeba iqneba, wereT xolme saintereso masalebi JurnalisTvis, aseve novelebi, moTxrobebi, romani... wereT, rac gnebavT da rac Tqvens gonebaSi moixarSeba, amaSi aravin gzRudavT, piriqiT, aqeT xels SegiwyobT, oRond mere ise moviqceT, rom es Tqveni nawerebi jondis saxeliT gavacnoT farTo sazogadoebas. Tqven amiT Zalian didi dafaseba geqnebaT Cemgan, ufro zustad rom giTxraT, udidesi finansuri mogeba, anu Semosavali. me mgoni, dameTanxmebiT, rom am qveyanaze umTavresi materialuri dainteresebaa, Torem marto wera araferia. ai, magaliTad, Tqven werT, magram usaxsrobis gamo ver beWdavT xolme, da roca beWdavT, xom xedavT, rom aseT gaZaRlebul yofaSi aravis ewigneba da Tqveni wignebic Taroebze obmodebuli devs. amitom,

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dagvideqiT gverdSi, vimegobroT da gpirdebiT, rom Tqveni materialuri mdgomareoba ise moulodnelad gaumjobesdeba, rom Tavi zRaparSi gegonebaT.

- ese igi, mTavazobT, rom vwero, anu viyo mwerali, magram yvelaferi jondis saxeliT vaqveyno?@

- ara, mTlad yvelaferi ara, Tqveni saxeliTac SegeZlebaT raRacebi weroT, magram Tu karg rames dawerT, novela iqneba, moTxroba Tu romani, da me momewoneba, jondis saxeliT gavavrceloT. oRond es ambavi, dedamiwis zurgze mxolod samma adamianma unda vicodeT; me, Tqven da jondim.

- aha, axla ukve aRar mikvirs, ratom cxovroben aseTi adamianebi kargad, tkbilad da udardelad?! aRar mikvirs, aRar! – vfiqrob da meRimeba.

xolo generaluri direqtori meubneba, imedia, Cems SemoTavazebaze uars ar ityviT, Tumca, pasuxis gacema saCqaro ar aris, SegiZliaT, ramodenime dRis Semdeg miTxraTo.

me fexze vdgebi da veubnebi, - aseT SemTxvevaSi pasuxis gacema saCqaroa, Tanac Zalian saCqaro, radgan ar miyvars, rodesac adamianebi cru iluziebiT ikvebebian – meTqi.

- axlave SegiZliaT, pasuxi miTxraT? – mekiTxeba gaocebuli.

A- diax, axlave! - gismenT! – meubneba da iseT nafazs urtyams, lamis

sunTqva ekvreba. - aseTi xumrobisTvis, meored aRar damiZaxoT! -

vambob da kabinetidan gamovdivar. Dda kidev, saintereso, iciT, ra aris? generaluri

direqtoris kabinetidan ise gamovdivar, rom ratomRac yavisTvis xeli arc me mixlia da arc imas.

Aamis Semdeg iyo mesame Tve, magram manamde sul mcire xniT, isev meore Tves mivubrundeT.

viola erTaderTi gogonaa Cems axal garemocvaSi, romelTanac saubari SeiZleba da romelic aravis (gansakuTrebiT xelmZRvanelTa) winaSe arasodes keklucobs. albaT imitom, rom mas es ar sWirdeba, is xom

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isedac mudam yuradRebis centrSia. es fermkrTaliDda feriasaviT lamazi gogona arafers ar igonebs, Tumca arc cdilobs, vinmeze raRac zeaRmatebuli STabeWdileba moaxdinos... viola, yovelTvis aris is, rac Sinaganad aris da amitomac gamoirCeva sxvebisgan. aseT adamianebs ki, me piradad, ara marto pativs vcem, aramed vaRmerTeb kidec.

Hho, rac mTavaria, viola, romeliRac saswavlebelSi Jurnalistikaze swavlobs (albaT, rogorc kolegebi, amitomac vugebT erTmaneTs) da Tan am kompaniaSic muSaobs... Tumca, aq srulad mainc ar itvirTavs Tavs, mxolod ramodenime saaTiT Tu Semoirbens xolme. mokled, swavlobs da, Tan staJisa Tu garkveuli anazRaurebis mizniT, muSaobs kidec.

bolo ori dRea, viola mTxovs, iqneb, sul raRac TxuTmetiode wuTiT gamovnaxoT dro, am erTferovnebas gaveridoT da sadme davsxdeT, Torem aq araferi gamogvivao.

- raSia saqme da aq ra ar gamogvdis? – vekiTxebi arxeinad.

is ki mpasuxobs: rogorc damwyeb Jurnalists, SenTan ramodenime kiTxva maqvs da unda mipasuxoo. ara, mTlad interviu ar iqneba, CaTvale, rom mxolod gulaxdilad vsaubrobT da ramodenime SekiTxvas gaZlevo. Tan kidev erTxel mimeorebs, mxolod TxuTmetiode wuTiT davsxdeT aqve, sadme, axlo-maxlo, Torem Zalian dakavebuli varo.

amaze uars rogor vetyvi da vTanxmdebi. hoda, dRes, roca ukve mosaRamovebas iwyebs, samuSao

saaTebi dasrulebulia da xalxic gakrefili, me da viola, Cveni Senobis gverdiT, kvebis patara obieqtismagvari rom dgas, iq vsxedvarT. oRond, simarTle rom vTqva, es kvebis obieqtismagvari (romelsac SesasvlelSi patara abrac ara aqvs gakruli, rom adamiani mixvdes, sad Sedis) saCaiea, yavaxanaa, ludis baria, saxinklea Tu ubralod sasadiloa, ukve ori Tvea am dawesebulebaSi Semovdivar xolme da me piradad, mainc ver gavarkvie.

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Tumca, amas CemTvis gadamwyveti mniSvneloba ara aqvs, da albaT, arc violasaTvis.

- Zalian kargia, rom damTanxmdi. – ambobs viola da yavis oxSivars vnebianad ynosavs.

- dagTanxmdebodi, aba, ra iqneboda, oRond, icode, Sen rom sxvebisgan ar gamoirCeode da zogierTebs hgavde, nurafris imedi nu geqneboda. – siciliT veubnebi me.

- Senc rom sxvebisgan ar gamoirCeode da zogierTebs hgavde, arc me dagijdebodi aq, am gaurkveveli funqciisa Tu warmomavlobis mqone kvebis obieqtSi. – isic siciliT mpasuxobs da yavis smas iwyebs.

me luds vsvam, oRond pirdapir boTlidan. vsvam da Tan vfiqrob, netavi, gogoebi, naleqian yavaSi, ras naxuloben iseTs, rom zamTar-zafxuls SeuZliaT mTeli dReebi isxdnen da es siTxe svan?!

ar vici, namdvilad ar vici da yovelive es, piradad CemTvis, did gamocanad rCeba, iseve, rogorc violasaTvis, Turme gamocanad rCeba is, Tu ludSi ra siamovnebas viReb, miT umetes, am civ zamTarSi, rodesac yvela da yvelaferi gayinulia.

- aseT civ zamTarSi, mag ludiT rom iWyipebi, yeli ar getkineba? – mekiTxeba viola.

- yeli, Torem, mec axla tenoris xma ar davkargo. - xmas marto tenorebi ufrTxildebian? - ki, magram aq amis gasarkvevad SemovediT? – siciliT

vekiTxebi me. isic icinis da am Cvens gasaubrebasa Tu intervius

aSkarad araordinalurad iwyebs. - Sen rom sakuTari wigni maCuqe, xom gaxsovs? - magas ra damaviwyebs. - hoda, is wigni ukve wavikiTxe. - imitom gaCuqe, rom unda wagekiTxa. - yvelaferSi geTanxmebi, absoluturad yvelaferSi,

da sxvaTa Soris, mag sakiTxebze, rac mag wignSi gaqvs wamoWrili, mec xSirad mifiqria xolme...

mere uceb Cerdeba, mcire pauzas akeTebs da:

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- ici, mec vwer xolme moTxrobebsa da kidev raRacebs. romanic maqvs dawerili. mokled, vwer da sxvadasxva JurnalebSi vaqveyneb.

- marTla? es ar vicodi. Tu survili gaqvs da Tan werac SegiZlia, were, magas ra jobia?! ise, Sens nawarmoebebs Tu wamakiTxeb, Zalian gamexardeba.

- aucileblad, am dReebSi aucileblad mogitan, oRond manamde erTi raRac minda gkiTxo.

- Tu ginda, ori iyos. - mTlad ukeTesi. maS ase, iqneb miTxra, ramden xans

andomeb xolme erTi nawarmoebis Seqmnas? - did xans, Zalian did xans. magaliTad, Sen rom

wigni gaCuqe, mag romanis Seqmnas, mTeli ToTxmeti weli movandome.

Aaq violas sicili uvardeba, mere xels majaSi mkidebs da mekiTxeba:

- xumrob, ara? ise, marTla saucxoo iumoris grZnoba gaqvs.

- ara, srulebiTac ar vxumrob, simarTles mogaxseneb. - ese igi, Sen ginda Tqva, rom bolo romanis Seqmnas,

romelic as oTxi Tu as xuTi gverdisgan Sesdgeba, ToTxmeti weli moandome?

- diax, sruli ToTxmeti weli, arc meti da arc naklebi.

- oeeeeeeeee, - gaagrZela violam, - saocaria, ai, me, magaliTad, mag moculobis nawarmoebebs, ramodenime TveSi, an maqsimum erT weliwadSi vqmni xolme.

- ici, ra aris? Sen, albaT nawarmoebis SeqmnaSi im periods gulisxmob, rodesac kalams iReb xelSi da wer, anu kalmis aRebidan da pirveli striqonebis daweridan, bolo striqonebis daweramde, anu kalmis dadebamde.

- diax, diax, kalmis aRebidan da pirveli striqonebis daweridan, ukanaskneli striqonebis daweramde da kalmis dadebamde. ra, egre ar unda iyos? – ukvirs violas.

- ki, geTanxmebi, kalams viRebT da viwyebT weras, magram am yvelafers, fantaziaa Tu cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba, manamde xom unda gaazreba, fiqri, awyoba da gonebis ujredebSi garkveuli saxiT Casma? yvela

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nawarmoebi mweralma jer cxovrebiseuli gamocdilebis saxiT unda gadaitanos, mere yvelaferi mis gonebaSi momwifdes, dalagdes da daRvindes, rasac, SeiZleba wlebi dasWirdes, xolo amis Semdeg, sul bolos ki, SeiZleba mweralma kalami aiRos xelSi da wera daiwyos. bolo etapi, anu kalmis aReba, wera da mere isev kalmis dadeba, rogorc ityvian, Zalian martivi, mwerluri teqnikis saqmea. umTavresi ram ki mwerlis gonebaSi, emociebSi da grZnobebSi swored kalmis aRebamde xdeba.

- ese igi, Sen, faqtobrivad, aRiareb, rom denisi, rufa da maestro gamogonili personaJebi ar arian, xolo serbeTis susxiani oqtomberi, Sens cxovrebaSi namdvilad iyo?!

- darwmunebuli var, rom am codvil dedamiwaze Zalian bevri denisi, rufa da maestros metsaxelis mqone adamiani dadis, - RimiliT vambob me.

- ooo, me mgoni, Sen isev xumrob, da saerTod, xandaxan marTla ver vigeb xolme, rodis xumrob da rodis, ara – siciliT ambobs viola da ganagrZobs, - Sens cxovrebaSi, serbeTis, anu yofili iugoslaviis susxiani oqtomberi, marTla iyo Tu ara?

- ra Tqma unda, iyo. Tu dainteresdebi, sxva dros, SemiZlia iugoslaviis vizac gaCveno.

- ho, kargi, mjera, Sen axla es miTxari, biblia sicrueao, iq ase, ratom ambob?

- cdebi, me ase ar vambob. im nawarmoebSi me vambob, rom am qveyanaze, mxolod piradi sargeblobis gamonaxvis mizniT, imden cru winaswarmetyveladSeracxul da sakuTar fantaziaSi Caflul pirovnebas vxedav, rom xandaxan amgvari mkrexeluri azric gamielvebs xolme TavSi: magaliTad, netav, bibliac aseTi, sicruidan aRmocenebuli fantaziis mqone adamianebis gonebis nayofi xom ar aris – meTqi? ai, ase vambob me, da ara ise, Sen rom gaxsovda. me mgoni, gansxvaveba didia, ara?

- gekiTxebi, rogorc marTlmadidebel mwerals, Seni neba rom iyos, yoveli quCis kuTxeSi eklesias Tu aaSenebdi da yoveli Senobis Tavze jvars Tu aRmarTavdi?

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- jer erTi, me mwerali var, da ara sulieri moZRvari, da meorec, me marto marTlmadideblebis mwerali ar var.

- ?? - rom icode, me, rogorc marTlmadideblebis, ise

aramarTlmadideblebis da Sen warmoidgine, aTeistebis mweralic var. isic gaiTvaliswine, rom am qveyanaze sxva religiis mimdevrebic cxovroben, romelTac, SeiZleba im eklesiisa da jvris ar swamdeT, me rom mwams. egec rom ara, yoveli quCis kuTxeSi eklesia da yoveli Senobis Tavze jvari warmoudgenlad mimaCnia, radgan aseT SemTxvevaSi es qveyana, gnebavs qalaqic, erT did sasaflaos daemsgavseboda. aba, erTi wuTiT warmoidgine, kazinoebis, totalizatorebis, restornebisa da Ramis klubebis Tavze, jvari rom iyos aRmarTuli. gekiTxebi, lamazi da gamarTlebuli iqneboda yovelive es? ra Tqma unda, ar iqneboda. arada, kazinoebs, totalizatorebs, restornebsa da Ramis klubebs xom ar daxurav? maT, kanoniT, iseve aqvT funqcionirebis ufleba, rogorc nebismier sxva obieqtebs.

- albaT, Zalian ganicdi, roca xedav, Cveni mwerlebi umZimes samuSao pirobebSi rom imyofebian.

- gaaCnia, umZimes samuSao pirobebSi ras gulisxmob?! - magaliTad, umZimes socialur fons, gaWirvebasa da

usamarTlobas, rac Cveni qveynisTvis ucxo xili namdvilad ar aris.

- ras ambob, piriqiT, WeSmariti mwerlisTvis umZimesi socialuri foni, gaWirveba da usamarTloba pirdapir miswreba unda iyos, miswreba.

- me mgoni, Sen isev xumrob! - ara, ar vxumrob. ise, rom icode, nebismier mwerals,

swored umZimesi socialuri foni Tu fsiqologiuri mdgomareoba aZlevs udides cxovrebiseul gamocdilebas, ris Semdegac, es cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba, aiZulebs, rom man kalami aiRos xelSi da yvela is ukuRmarToba Tu usamarTloba, rac mis qveyanaSi xdeba, furclebze gadaitanos. saqarTveloSi ki am mxriv, anu mwerlobisTvis, marTlac noyieri niadagia Seqmnili,

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radgan aqauri ganukiTxaoba, qaosi, usamarTloba, omebi, SimSili, uvicTa aRzeveba, mZime bavSvoba, dakarguli Taobebi, qveynidan mosaxleobis masiuri gadineba, naadrevad daberebuli axalgazrdoba da gamwarebuli sibere, Cvenebur mwerlebs cxovrebiseuli gamocdilebis miRebaSi, Semdeg kalmis xelSi aRebaSi da gulSiCamwvdomi nawarmoebebis SeqmnaSi, sworedac rom exmareba. aba, dalxenil qveynebSi, ra unda weros, ufro, ra unda gamoigonos kacma? gamaZRarma qveyanam da saaTiviT awyobilma cxovrebam, umetes SemTxvevaSi, SeiZleba zRaprebis, mozardebisTvis gankuTvnili nawarmoebebis, an sulac leqsebis wera daawyebinos kacsa Tu qals, magaliTad, uRrublo ca, vardi, mtredebi, siyvaruli, zRva da ase Semdeg... mwerloba ki, sul sxva, ufro mZime ram aris, vidre mezRapreoba da meleqseobaa.

- ese igi, Sen Tvli, rom awyobil qveynebSi mwerlebi verafers daweren?

M- me ar miTqvams, awyobil qveynebSi mwerlebi verafers daweren – meTqi. me vambob, rom cxovrebiseuli TvalsazrisiT, awewil qveynebSi, ufro noyieri niadagia mwerlobisTvis Seqmnili, vidre Tanamedroved awyobil, gamaZRar da uproblemo qveynebSi. sul es aris da es. rac Seexeba awyobil qveynebs, iqac weren, rogor ar weren, magram iq ufro meti fantazia da gamomgonebloba sWirdeba adamians, vidre aq, awewil qveyanaSi, radgan saweri masala, iq cotaa, aq ki bevria, Zalian bevri. awyobil qveyanaSi, mweralma, yofiTi problemebi da usamarTloba (rac ZiriTadad, yvela problemis saTavea) unda gamoigonos, anu SeTxzas, xolo aq, yofiT problemebsa da usamarTlobas araviTari gamogoneba da SeTxzva ar sWirdeba, radgan yvelaferi aqvea, Cven gverdiT da CvenTan axlos. ho, kidev, awyobil qveyanaSi, deteqtiuri Janris nawarmoebebi (mkvlel-maniakebze) SeiZleba weros mweralma, rasac marTla udidesi fantazia da mwerluri gamomgonebloba sWirdeba.

- iqneb miTxra, yvelaze metad raze gtkiva guli? - rodesac vucqer, Tu rogor xdeba Cems qveyanaSi

uniWoebisa da farisevlebis aRzeveba.

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- SesaZlebloba rom gqondes, rogor mimarTavdi adamianebs?

- adamianebo, bevr sibrZnes nu ityviT, Torem Tqveni TanamoZmeni ver migixvdebian naTqvams da giJad CagTvlian.

am saubris Semdeg, sul male meore Tvec miiwura da

yinvismfrqvevelma zamTarma yvelafers Tavisi kvali daamCnia.

gaiyina xeebi, gaiyina kldeebi, gaiyina kedlebi... adamianTa gayinuli gulebi da saxeebi xom, sul

mTlad gaiyina da gaiyina.

Tve mesame

orSabaTi dRea, samsaxurSi misvla ratomRac adre

momiwia. jer aravin mosula da mec martodmarto davbodialob cariel ofisSi. sxva ra gzaa, Cavirben pirvel sarTulze da dacvis oTaxSi Seval, cotaTi dros gaviyvan. dRes xom, im berikacis morigeobis dRea. mokled, eg kaci rom ar myavdes, ra meSveleboda. marTla kargi adamiania; gulisxmieri, sainteresod mosaubre da rac mTavaria, samarTliani. laparakSi da gamoxedvaSic, aSkarad emCneva, udidesi cxovrebiseuli gamocdilebisa da warsulis mqone kaci rom unda iyos.Mmasac Zalian uyvars CemTan musaifi. roca saqme ar gvaqvs, damisvams xolme TavisTan jixurSi da SeuZlia saaTobiT melaparakos. raze vlaparakobT? yvelaferze, razec mamakacebma SeiZleba ilaparakon. ganvixilavT yvela sakiTxs, mTisas da barisas, cisas da dedamiwisas, RmerTisas da eSmakisas, siyvarulisas da siZulvilisas. icis, rom civa Tu Tbila, mainc gamagrilebeli sasmelebi an ludi miyvars. hoda, isic, iqve, kuTxeSi, savarZlis gverdiT midgmul patara macivridan “koka – kolas,” “fantas,” an luds gamoiRebs xolme, magidaze dadgams da metyvis, dalie, Zamiko, dalie, dRes iseT cxel

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sakiTxebze unda vilaparakoT, rom aseTi grili sasmelis daleva pirdapir miswreba iqneba SenTviso. mec mivcucqdebi eleqtrogamaTbobelTan, knutiviT vTbebi da Tan vsvam.

ai, axlac, Sevdivar Tu ara mis patara oTaxSi, xels miwevs, mesalmeba da dajeqio, skamze maniSnebs. mec vesalmebi da eleqtrogamaTbobelTan axlos vjdebi.

- ras dalev, Zamiko, luds, “koka – kolas,” “fantas” Tu sxva rames? - mekiTxeba berikaci.

- rasac gaimeteb, imas davlev! – veubnebi da xelebi eleqtrogamaTbobelTan axlos mimaqvs.

- me SenTvis araferi menaneba, sxvebs ki ar vgavar, - meubneba da magidaze “koka – kolas” dgams, - am dilaadrian ludi ar ginda, mogTenTavs da Zils mogandomebs, jobia “koka – kola” dalio, dRes Zalian cxel Temaze unda vilaparakoT - amatebs bolos.

Mmere kefas ifxans, cota xniT Cerdeba da gaocebuli saxiT mekiTxeba: - guSin sad iyavi, aq ratom ver gnaxe?

- guSin kvira iyo da aq ratom unda genaxe? – vpasuxob me.

- marTali xar, kvira iyo, magram mindoda, Senc menaxe. Sen ki ar Candi da Zalian damwyda guli, Zalian.

- iqneb amixsna, guSin aq ratom unda genaxe da Cemi vernaxviT, guli ratom dagwyda?

- ra vici, aba, rogor giTxra. ise, Sen marTla araferi ici guSindeli ambis Sesaxeb?

- ar vici da, iqneb miTxra, ra xdeboda? - gasagebia, gasagebi! – guldawyvetiT ambobs berikaci,

mere Cem win jdeba da mekiTxeba, - gareT civa? - civa ise, rogorc zamTarSi unda ciodes, magram

guSin ra moxda, guSin, Sen es miTxari. - magaliTad, guSin ase ar cioda da mec gaseirneba

gadavwyvite. xom ici, aqedan oriode nabijze rom aris Cemi saxli. isic ici, sufTa haerze seirnoba rom miyvars. hoda, guSin, mosaRamovebulze am skverisken Camoviseirne da vxedav, Cvens ofisTan xalxmravlobaa. arada, kvira dRe iyo, uqme dRes ki mxolod Senobis daraji unda

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yofiliyo aq. Cemi morigeoba ar iyo, sxva morigeobda. movedi SenobasTan da ras vxedav, am kompaniis TanamSromlebi, anu mTeli amaTi saaxloblos warmomadgenlebi, raRac sazeimo ganwyobiT, aSkarad naylapSi arian da Tvalebs aJuJuneben.

Aaq berikaci Cerdeba, magididan saTvales iRebs, fexze dgeba da kedelze rom gakruli kalendaria, iq midis. mere raRacas butbutebs da kalendarze kalmiT dReebis moniSvnas iwyebs.

- ras akeTeb? – vinteresdebi me. - Cems samuSao dReebs viTvli. guSin sxva morigeobda.

hoda, imas geubnebodi, vxedav, Seni TanamSromlebis warmatebuli nawili aq Sekrebila da sazeimo ganwyobaSi Caflula. me, bunebrivia, Sen dagiwye Zebna, magram ras gnaxavdi, roca arc ki gcodnia, guSin ra xdeboda. gikiTxe kidec, sad aris – meTqi, magram ar viciTo, mipasuxes. vis vkiTxe? vis da, jer jondi batons, Semdeg biZamiss. Tanac, jondim namusis ZarRvi sul mTlad gaiwyvita da ase mipasuxa, imas aseT Sexvedraze, ra undao?! bevri rom ar gavagrZelo, guSin aq, am kompaniis mTeli damfuZnebloba Tu didkacoba mosula. im damfuZneblebze da didkacebze maqvs laparaki, centralur ofisSi rom sxedan, aq ki, direqtorebi rom hyavT Casmuli da iqidan rom marTaven situacias. ase rom, guSin aq, am kompaniis iseTi didkacoba mosula, aqauri TanamSromlebis udidesi nawili, mxolod televizorSi rom naxulobs xolme. Sen ki am Sexvedraze ar iyavi. ar gagagebines, saWiro kacad ar CagTvales da imitom.

- centraluri ofisidan, xelmZRvanelobis mosvla rom igegmeboda da raRacas apirebdnen, me es vicodi, oRond ar vicodi zusti dRe.

- elodi, rom ar dagiZaxebdnen? - simarTle giTxra, ar velodi, radgan Cven xom

TanamSromlebi varT da erT saqmes vemsaxurebiT? - elodi, magram ar dagiZaxes, da ici, ratom ar

dagiZaxes? – mekiTxeba berikaci da Tvals TvalSi miyris. - ar vici, namdvilad ar vici. SeiZleba Zalian viwro

wreSi gaakeTes wveuleba da saCemo adgili aRar hqondaT.

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- ara, ara, adgilebis raodenoba da viwro wre mand arafer SuaSia, radgan am ofisSi arc ise bevri TanamSromeli xarT, rom aseT Sexvedraze yvelas miwveva ver moexerxebinaT. egec rom ara, TiTqmis yvela Seni TanamSromeli iyo mowveuli, gesmis Sen Cemi, TiTqmis yvela, Sen ki ar gagagebines. Wkviani adamiani xar da unda mixvde.

- ras unda mivxvde? - damijere, Zamiko, Senze meti minaxavs am ukuRmarT

cxovrebaSi da vici, rasac vambob. Sen rom erTi viRac, uvici da bneli adamiani iyo, aseT SemTxvevaSi, ara marto dagiZaxebdnen, aramed zed gadagyvebodnen da sufris TavSic dagsvamdnen, magram Seni problemac swored is aris, rom Wkviani adamiani xar, xolo Wkviani, magram upatrono adamianebi am qveyanaSi aravis sWirdeba.

- ratom, kaco, aq amaT saqmes ar vakeTeb? - aseT SemTxvevaSi saqmis keTeba meaTase xarisxovania,

imitom, rom Sen aq ukve konkurenti xar, ara erTi ubralo TanamSromeli an xelqveiTi, aramed konkurenti, Tanac sakmaod seriozuli da mouTvinierebeli konkurenti.

- ra konkurenti, ris konkurenti, an ra moTviniereba, ris moTviniereba, me aq Cems saqmes vakeTeb da aravisTan Serkinebas ar vapireb. – vambob gaocebuli.

- yvelaferTan erTad, Zalian alali adamianic rom xar, amitomac ar aris Seni adgili amaT gverdiT. arada, ici, visi konkurenti xar? visi da jondi batonis. jondi batoni ki vin aris? ooo, jondi batoni is kacia, visac biZamisis saxiT, am qveyanaze udidesi da umdidresi mfarveli hyavs. sanam biZa hyavs cocxali, jondis xels veravin axlebs. biZamisi ki, ici, vin aris? erTi mdidari, magram sulwarwymendili kaci, ai, iseTi, saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, yvelas ukanalSi rom SeZvreba da Tu dasWirda, samudamodac rom daidebs iq binas. yvelafers rom Tavi davaneboT, Svili magas aRar darCa da Ziri. ise, hyavda erTi Svili, daaxloebiT jondis asakisa unda yofiliyo axla, magram daRupvia is sacodavi. riTi

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daRupula, zustad ar vici, Tumca, axla amas mniSvneloba ara aqvs.

- mniSvneloba rogor ara aqvs, riTi daiRupao, mainc ras amboben?

- avtoavariaSio, amboben, magram zogierTi imasac ambobs, wamlis zedmetma dozam imsxverplao. ase rom, Svilis sikvdilis Semdeg, es erTi Zmis SviliRa darCa kacs. hoda, isic yvelafers akeTebs, rom Tavis Zmis Svils gza gaukvalos da cxovrebaSi gamoiyvanos. styuis, ar styuis, imsaxurebs, ar imsaxurebs, mniSvneloba ara aqvs, radgan jondi misTvis erTaderTi da Seucvlelia. Sen ki, xom xedav, ukve konkurenti gaxdi, jondis konkurenti da rogor fiqrob, Zmis Svils gadayolili biZa, Tavissave samflobeloSi, Sensas gagataninebs?

- Cveni laparaki iqidan daiwyo, rom wveulebaze ar dampatiJes da Sen kidev, konkurenciaze gadaxvedi. es rogor gavigo? – vekiTxebi berikacs.

- Wkvian kacad gicnob da minda am situacias Senc ise Sexedo, rogorc me vuyureb. ai, magaliTad, guSin aq, raRac didi wveuleba gaumarTavT, sadac mTeli didkacoba mouwveviaT. es ufro gacnobiTi xasiaTis Sexvedra iqneboda, Sexvedra sufraze xelmZRvanel pirebsa da xelqveiTebs, anu msxvilfexobasa da wvrilfexobas Soris. axla warmoidgine, Senc rom aq yofiliyavi, ra moxdeboda?

- Cemi aq yofniT, araferic ar daSavdeboda. - ho, daSavebiT, araferic ar daSavdeboda, magram

moxdeboda is, rom ilaparakebdiT Senc da jondic, centridan mosuli didkacoba, Senc gagicnobda da baton jondisac kidev erTxel naxavda, mousmenda... hoda, yovelive amis Semdeg, gana ar ifiqrebdnen, rogor, es, anu jondi aRmasrulebeli direqtoria da is (anu Sen) erTi rigiTi, uStato TanamSromeli, romelsac mizeruli xelfasic ki arasodes auRiao?! ifiqrebdnen, ueWveli ifiqrebdnen da jondis saqmosan biZasac, cota ar iyos, uxerxul mdgomareobaSi Caagdebdnen. amitom, ase rom ar momxdariyo da problemebic aeridebinaT Tavidan, saWiro gaxda Seni gadamalva. aki gadagmales kidec, ar

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gamogaCines da vin ixeira amiT? ra Tqma unda, iman, visac isedac didi Zalaufleba gaaCnia... da vis gaaCnia aq, am SenobaSi didi Zalaufleba? imas, visTvisac Sen ukve konkurenti gamxdarxar.

- maS, am qveyanaze samarTali ar yofila?! - vambob, ukve aSkarad guldawyvetili.

- samarTali? me mag samarTals mTeli Cemi cxovreba veZeb, magram versad mipovnia, xolo am ZebnaSi siberec wamomepara da xom xedav, rogor movtydi. adre, wlebis win, jer kidev jani rom mqonda da Wkuac, ase Tu ise miWrida, erT-erT savaWro obieqtze sapasuxismgeblo Tanamdebobaze vmuSaobdi. Tanac vmuSaobdi patiosnad, rom ityvian – xelfasze. amis gamo, ojaxSica da sanaTesaoSic sul mudam msayvedurobdnen, cota fxa gamoiCine da cxovrebiseuli kaci gaxdio. gesmis, Zamiko, ras mTxovdnen?! cxovrebiseuli kaci gaxdi, anu cota moipare xolmeo. ase meCiCinebodnen, magram xom gagigia, Seayare kedels cercvio, Cemi saqmec mase iyo, radgan Cemgan, Tundac mciredis momparavi kaci, ara da ar gamovida. hoda, imas giyvebodi, erT-erT savaWro obieqtze sapasuxismgeblo Tanamdebobaze vmuSaobdi – meTqi. vmuSaobdi ise, rogorc me mCvevia da mwams; miWirda Tu milxinda, aravisi araferi ar unda mimeTvisebina, magram mogexseneba, yvela amgvari wesiT xom ar cxovrobs?! ar cxovrobs da ra gasakviria, rom gamonaklisi arc Cveni direqtori iqneboda... direqtori, romelsac erT ubedur dRes, zemdgom organoSi mokalaTebuli mfarveli mouxsnes. mere amas isic daemata, rom direqtorma iq, zemoT imdeni ar gadaixada, ramdenic unda gadaexada da Sedegad, mfarvelis gareSe darCenilis jer gafuWeba, Semdeg ki, misi samudamod moSoreba gadawyvites. amaze advili ra iyo, Causafrdnen, Caujdnen, dauTvales yvelaferi da ise gauxades saqme, aqeT ixveweboda, oRond pasuxisgebaSi ar mimceT da rac aq momiparavs, ormagad davabrunebo. araferma gaWra, mainc daades xelborkilebi da daiWires. arada, aSkara iyo, rom daiWires ara korumpirebulobisaTvis, aramed imitom, rom mfarveli aRar hyavda da es briyvic, uceb ver gaerkva, martod

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darCenils, zemdgom organoebSi, visTvis ramdeni unda gadaexada. bevri rom ar gavagrZelo, zeda eSelonebSi atyda erTi ambavi, sixaruli, yiJina da qudebis haerSi ayra, korumpirebuli direqtori daviWireTo. am sixarulnarev yiJinaSi daniSnes axali direqtori... gavida erTi Tve, ori Tve, sami Tve, eiforia ki ar wydeba, naxeT, ra yoCaRebi varT, korufcia rogor gavakariT beWzeo. me isev erT-erT sapasuxismgeblo Tanamdebobaze var, vmuSaob ise, rogorc manamde vmuSaobdi, ar viparav ise, rogorc manamde ar viparavdi da vcxovrob ise, rogorc manamde vcxovrobdi. axal direqtors rac Seexeba, muSaobs ise, rogorc Zveli direqtori muSaobda, iparavs ise, rogorc Zveli direqtori iparavda da cxovrobs ise, rogorc Zveli direqtori cxovrobda. xolo eiforia, rogorc mogaxsene, grZeldeba da grZeldeba. isini xaroben, me kvlavac mZimed mivuyvebi Cemi bed-Savi cxovrebis eklian aRmarTs. im dros, roca eiforiamodebuli adamianebi, lamisaa fsiqiatriulis pacientebs daemsgavsnon, CemTan Seni kolegebi modian, korespondentebs rom eZaxian, ai, isini da saxegabrwyinebulni mekiTxebian, Tavs rogor grZnobTo? Semodgomis kvalobaze (SemodgomiT xdeboda es ambavi) naadrevad agvicivda, me ki sicives ver vitan da, aba, rogor viqnebi – meTqi, vpasuxob me. ara, magas ar gekiTxebiT, saerTod, bednieri adamiani Tu xarTo? damizustes kiTxva. ar gagikvirdeT da mTeli Cemi cxovrebis manZilze, erTi dRec ar vyofilvar bednieri – meTqi, rom vupasuxe, imaT gaocebas sazRvari ar hqonda. rogor, axla mainc, rodesac xelmZRvaneloba SegecvalaT, nuTu, cxovrebaSi ukeTesoba ar igrZeniT da bednieri ar xarTo? bednieri maSin viqnebi, rodesac Cemi patiosani xelfasiT, da ara maqinaciebiT, sakuTari ojaxis rCenas Tavisuflad SevZleb, Torem ase, zemoT ra gadaadgilebebic ar unda moxdes, anu vin wava da vin mova, amas CemTvis gadamwyveti mniSvneloba ara aqvs, radgan piradad CemTvis ukeTesobisken araferi icvleba – meTqi, vupasuxe me. is oxeri Seni kolegebi, mainc ar meSvebian: maSin, roca mTeli Tqveni koleqtivi bednieria,

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warmoudgenelia, rom piradad Tqven am bednierebas ar iziarebTo. eh, ra meTqva, an rogor meTqva, bednieri varo, rodesac guli uamravi problemiT mqonda damZimebuli. mokled, ramdenime dReSi mibareben zemdgom organoSi da msayveduroben. maSin, rodesac yvela Tqveni TanamSromeli gulmxurvaled uWers mxars Tqvens koleqtivSi momxdar sakadro cvlilebas, sainteresoa, piradad Tqven, ratom ar iziarebT saerTo aRtacebas da ratom ar TvliT Tavs bednier adamianado? vuxsni, rom gulma da cxovrebam Tu ar mikarnaxa, enas ra ufleba aqvs bednierebaze ilaparakos. esec rom ara, uamravi direqtori gamovicvale, bevri ram gadamxdenia Tavs, bevri minaxavs, magram bednierebas rac Seexeba, ar CamqoloT da, am ukuRmarT qveyanaSi, jer ar Semxvedria – meTqi.

- ar gapatiebdnen, - vambob me da eleqtrogamaTbobelis moSorebiT, meore skamze vjdebi.

- ra Tqma unda, ar mapaties. Tqvenao, ise migyavT saqme, rom Tu gonze ar moxvediT, dRevandeli direqtori Tqvens karieraSi, ukanaskneli direqtori iqnebao. mokled, SevlaparakdiT, arc me davuTme rame (an ra mqonda dasaTmobi, ar mesmis) da imaTma xom ar daTmes da ara. bevri rom ar gavagrZelo, samsaxuridan gamaTavisufles mxolod imis gamo, rom axali xelmZRvanelis mosvlas, sxvebiviT feradi buStebiT xelSi ar Sevxvdi da mTel qveyanas enis moCleqiT ar vamcne, rom Cvens cxovrebaSi ubednieresi era dawyebulao. hoda, amis Semdeg, modi, Zamiko da gaige, sad aris samarTali... bednierebaze xom saerTod, aRar maqvs laparaki.

Aberikaci Cerdeba da cota xniT xmisamouReblad vsxedvarT. mas xelebi ukankalebs, saxeze ki nakvTebi ise uTamaSebs, aSkarad etyoba, nerviulobs da Zalian cud mogonebebSia gadavardnili.

dumils me varRvev da vekiTxebi: - axla me ra vqna? - Sen? – TiTqos gamofxizldao, ise mpasuxobs, - Sen

axla unda adge da waxvide. - sad? – vekiTxebi gaocebuli.

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- ar vici! sadac ginda, iq wadi; ginda saxlSi, ginda eklesiaSi, ginda mamis saflavze, ginda megobarTan, ginda restoranSi, ginda stadionze da ginda operaSi. mTavaria, unda adge da aqedan waxvide. Sen Wkviani adamiani xar da merwmune, aq, am aramzadebSi momavali ar geqneba, gamoiwurebi, magram sanacvlod verafers miiReb... xolo, rasac miiReb, gulistkivili da Seuracxyofa iqneba, imitom, rom Sen Wkviani adamiani xar. Sen rom amaTnairi suleli iyo, maSin problemac ar geqneboda da sul mudam, jondis gverdiT, gamosaCen adgilas dagsvamdnen. diax, sul mudam jondis gverdiT dagsvamdnen, imitom, rom Sen gverdiT jondi Wkvian kacad gamoCndeboda... da dRes, imitom ar dagsvamen jondis gverdiT, rom eSiniaT, Sens fonze jondi sulel da TanamdebobisTvis aSkarad Seuferebel kacad ar gamoCndes. me mgoni, mimixvdi, rasac geubnebi. axla adeqi da wadi. oRond wadi ise, rogorc mosulxar, aq Sen araferi mogitania da waRebiTac verafers waiReb. arc aravis mouyvanixar, rom vinmes raime SesCivlo da Seni dacva sTxovo. sxva SemTxvevaSi getyodi, eseni Sens fass mere gaigeben – meTqi, magram axla geubnebi, amaTma Seni fasi rom ician, amitomac ar migaRwevineben aq arafers da Senc aqaurobas unda gaerido. wadi, Zamiko, wadi, oRond aqedan ara, ukve samuSao saaTebi daiwyo da gzaSi SegefeTebian. iqidan wadi... gaxval Tu ara karidan, xelmarjvniv Cauxvie, im grZlad gaTxril ormos gadaaxti da ukve gzaze iqnebi gasuli. aba, kargad iyavi, mTavaria, guli ar gaitexo, iqneb odesme am qveyanaze Cveni droc dadges. Tu ar dadgeba da aTwleulebis an aswleulebis Semdeg mainc xom gagvixseneben, rogorc patiosansa da Rirseul adamianebs. SeiZleba Cvenze wignic daweron, magaliTad, iyo da ara iyo ra, am qveyanaze cxovrobda ori patiosani adamiani, romelTac veravin ugebda da aravin afasebdao... ra cxviri CamogiSvia, araferia, esec gadagvivlis, amaze uaresebic gadagvitania. Cemi naxva Tu mogindes, ki ici Sen, me sadac vcxovrob, aqve, nadikvarze. Cemi telefonic ici, amodi xolme CemTan da vilaparakoT, oRond aq ara, aq ar mnaxo, saxlSi mnaxe an me mogakiTxav xolme... da ase

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gavagrZeloT, vidre romelime Cvenganis amqveyniur aRsasrulamde.

* * * albaT gainteresebT, mere ra moxda?! mere moxda is, rom berikacTan damSvidobebis

Semdeg gamovedi Senobidan, Cavuxvie marjvniv, grZlad gaTxril ormos gadavaxti da nacnob gzasac davadeqi...

Eeh, umjobesi iqneboda, mravaljer gatkepnil nacnob gzas, amjerad mainc, ufro amaRlebuli ganwyobiT davdgomodi, magram, dameTanxmebiT, am ukuRmarT cxovrebaSi yvelaferi ise rodia mowyobili, Cven rom gvsurs da vocnebobT.

mivdiodi da vfiqrobdi: marTla, ra brZeni megobari myolia. xom meubneboda,

rom aq adamianuri urTierTobebis deficitia da amitomac Znelia cxovrebao. xolo, roca yovelive amas sakuTar Tavze gamocdi, mere gamixseneb da damafasebo. mec gamovcade da Cemi bavSvobis uerTgulesi megobari, kidev ufro metad davafase.

ise, gana ar vicodi, Cemi megobari, srul simarTles rom ambobda? vicodi, Tanac Zalian kargad. bolos da bolos, cidan Camofrenili arc me var da mec am ukuRmarT sazogadoebaSi maqvs mTeli Cemi cxovreba gatarebuli. ubralod, gulis siRrmeTa kuTxe-kunWulSi, sul mcireodeni imedi mainc mqonda CarCenili, rom iqneb moxdes saswauli da adamianebSi Cavardnilma Tavi adamianurad vigrZno – meTqi. magram vera, ver vigrZeni. is ki ara, is patara imedic, gulis siRrmeTa kuTxe-kunWulSi rom mqonda CarCenili, sul mTlad gamicamtverda da nacartutad meqca.

da mainc, konkretulad im ucxo garemoSi gatarebuli sami Tve, ra iyo CemTvis? albaT, mware cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba da meti araferi. an sxva ra

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unda yofiliyo, rodesac adamianebSi moxvedrils, iSviaTi gamonaklisis garda, adamianebTan urTierToba menatreboda?!

Mgamodis, rom viyavi xalxSi, magram, ara – adamianebSi.

es igivea, okeanis Tvaluwvdenel sivrceSi Cakarguli, wyurviliT kvdebode.

samwuxarod, Cveni ubedureba swored imaSi mdgomareobs, rom wminda adamianuri urTierTobebis maZiebelTaTvis, xalxis masa, xandaxan, SeiZleba iseTive gamousadegar brbod iqces, rogori gamousadegaric, magaliTad, wyurviliT Sewuxebuli kacisTvis okeanis mlaSe da dabinZurebuli wyalia.