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    COME, my songs, let us express our baser passions. Let us express our envy for the man with a steady job

    and no worry about the future. You are very idle, my songs;

    I fear you will come to a bad end. You stand about the streets.

    You loiter at the corners and bus-stops You do next to nothing at all.

    You do not even express our inner nobilities; You will come to a very bad end. And I? I have gone half-cracked.

    I have talked to you so much that I almost see you about me,

    Insolent little beasts! Shameless! Devoid of clothing! But you, newest song of the lot,

    You are not old enough to have done much mischief. I will get you a green coat out of China

    With dragons worked upon it. I will get you the scarlet silk trousers

    From the statue of the infant Christ at Santa Maria Novella; Lest they say we are lacking in taste,

    Or that there is no caste in this family.

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    ... ; ; ... ... , ; , ? ? , , ... ____________________ T.S. Eliot Talks About Himself and the Drive to Create By John Lehmann -

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    If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.

    But when I took up my pen, my hand made big, jerky letters like those of a child, and the lines sloped down the page from left to

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    right almost diagonally, as if they were loops of string lying on the paper, and someone had come along and blown them askew.

    I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life. And I am horribly limited.

    I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad. Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between. _________________ Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

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    , , ... Living with him is like being told a perpetual story: his mind is the biggest; most imaginative I have ever met. I could live in its growing countries forever

    ? Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace

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    Art is born of humiliation. You will be a poet because you will always be humiliated.

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    ... No poet or novelist wishes he were the only one who ever lived, but most of them wish they were the only one alive, and quite a number fondly believe their wish has been granted.

    A poet is, before anything else, a person who is passionately in love with language.

    A verbal art like poetry is reflective; it stops to think. Music is immediate, it goes on to become.

    Evil is unspectacular and always human, and shares our bed and eats at our own table.

    It's a sad fact about our culture that a poet can earn much more money writing or talking about his art than he can by practicing it.

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    I have been unable to live an uncommitted or suspended life. I have not hesitated to declare my affiliation with an extremely

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    ...The world must be all fucked up," he said then, "when men travel first class and literature goes as luggage....

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    And do you accept the idea that there is no explanation?

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    I started up the engine and I lingered.

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    My life, like a rocket, makes a parabola flying in darkness, -- no rainbow for traveler

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