Sometimes You Need Someone to Make You Realize Your Mistakes

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Sometimes you need someone to make you realize your mistakes. And,

that someone is HIM.

8:21 am, Sunday, 28th of December, 2014.

*Phone Conversation*

Him: Goodmorning bebe ko. See you!

Me: Ingat bebe ko.

fter 2 hour of tra"e##ing from hi to my $#ace. %Daraga to &aga'

Him: Dre. Dito na ko.

Me: &andito kana( )ait. )ait. San ka(

H: S* u#it. Shakey+.

Me: )ait #ang ta#aga.diconcerted

H: -ge #ang dre.

fter 0 minute

H: Dre! /aha

Me: -a##ing . . . ooking for /I*

I saw him standing there and that time everything's just awkward. We saw eachother again like 1243 years after. Well, it was approximately 6 months ago thelast time. But, there's just a lot of changes from our physical and even on ouremotional state.

o here's how our day went.

It!s funny how when I "rst saw him the "rst thing that I noticed was his hair. #e havethat strange haircut you'll see from $ystander and homo like %ice &anda. #aha eace( I just told him sarcastically,

h nice haircut, 5hat ha$$ened(

#e replied smiling,

I rea##y thought you+re the gir# tanding there, and 5hen I $ee$ed her, Se#ina( )hat

ha$$ened(

)hen, he held my hair and we $oth laugh, and looked at him.I kno5 it 5a damaged.

We talked $rie*y and immediately went to +ovie )heater. or I am a $it scared thatsomeone would saw me, since my family still didn't know a$out us except myyounger sister, -oyce. I was uneasy as well as him, I'm the one who always start aconversation. I asked him again if how was their jamming with olekoys, hishighschool friends. ven he already told me that on phone.



When we reached there, I asked him if it's okay with him to watch eng hui, andlike what I expected.

6aha#a ka.

We stand in line to $uy some tickets. )he guard told us that there was an open stall

there so we didn't wait much too long. I paid for our ticket which I thought he woulddo that for me. )hat cost /01 for the two of us. #e asked me, what food we shouldeat. I told him it!s up to you, when he was a$out to leave I stopped him and said,

It 5a tated there that 7ood that $urchaed on Snack 9ime are on#y a##o5ed

inide.7

#e said.

I am rea##y hungry I ha"en+t e"en eat yet, +bout you(

I answered,

I+m done, If you #ike you cou#d eat on fat food rt.

#e refused.

;ou hou#d eat omething hea"y and then <ut eat it inide.

We $oth agreed. I ordered some popcorn while for him he ordered $uns andpopcorn. 2fter that, We went inside.

We sat on lower $ox, and I asked him immediately what he wants to tell me. #estayed calm and silent. )hen, asked him again. But he just changed the topic.

I got upset, and just focused myself watching the movie and laid $ack. We talkedsome nonsense topic.

I'm expecting more. omething deep and serious conversation.

#e held my hand and kissed. I smiled at him. )hen, continued watching. When we"nished the movie, we argued if we should stay there or not. I said, the last trip is$y 0 pm. But, I know it will still $e $y seven o'clock. I just want to go home for I was$ored and insulted. I always end up asking 3uestion and receive some shortresponses. #e don't even seem interested to my stories he just have this sidecomment.

7Sino bang kaama mo a ginaga5a mo(7

It!s like he thinks I'm *irting all the time.

)hen, he said.

ine, #et+ <ut 5ait here unti# I 5ent home.

2fter that he didn't $other to talk to me again. #e was upset.

45kay let!s just go somewhere.4 I said.

&o, you 5atched it, eem #ike you doen+t undertand it yet.7



7&o. et= <ut go.7

7re you mad(> he asked.

I gave him this strange look. 777

2fter that we went out.

We went to the local co ark, still, we haven't "nd the comfort 8one with eachother. I saw in his eyes that there is certain wrong and he carries heavy feeling.

I asked him again a$out that thing that seems $othering him for a long time, hestops for a second.

7I might not ta#k to you after5ard.7 he said.

I know it was a$out the CLOSURE. rom, what I found out from my $est friend, -emly.

+y $est friend knows it all this time, as well as my other $est friend 9ianne. Well, in

fact it was $ecause of her, 9ianne, who made him reali8ed to make up his mind. Iknow its hurt $ut I have to face it.

When we found a nice spot there, we seated and talked a$out our $usy lives. )hatwas when it started to open a$out my issues, a$out the third parties. :gh. I keepdenying that,

Yes I went out with some boys.

Yes I have a lot of admirers.

Yes I do entertain them.

Yes I do have ings.

And Y! I fell out in love with you for the nth times.

But, theres a story !ehind that. "ou #ant !lame me $or all o$ that. "ou

also %ushed me to do that.

)hat was in my mind. I just told him.

)hy are you kee$ accuing me that I ha"e omeone, it= ?@S9 ;@.

5f course he didn!t $elieve me. #e loves me $ut it!s just hard to keep a relationshipwhen there!s no );:) anymore.

#e gave me that ga8e like I!m a$out to melt, $ut I just keep sharing my $adexperiences in our dormitory < even in school.

While I!m in the middle of saying something he wished to go home.

I was shocked that time, I keep asking myself did I say something wrong.

We just walked like we don!t know each other.

AIt= a#ready o=c#ock, the $ark i about to c#oe.> #e said.



)o my dismay I didn!t response and ignore him further. In fact, his not sitting $esideme. =ike, we were strangers.

When we reached the center of >aga I told him with a stranglehold that I havesomething to $uy, so we went to $ookstore. #e!s just so insensitive $y that time he

just only noticed that I was so pissed o?.

2fter, I $ought what I needed, we walked to terminal. #e told me that he havesomething for me. +y irritation vanished and replaced $y excitement. It!s not thatI!m $eing materialistic, for he rarely do to give a present to someone. ver since,I!m the only one who surprised him such things.

inally, he told me the things he wanted to tell me for the nth of pleasing him.

@onversation

2no $a kasi yung sasa$ihin moA ung closure $a yonA

=agi mo nalang akong inuunahan sa mga sinasa$i ko.

5o, dre. 2lam mo naman sa sarili mo kung $akit di!$aA

Canina ka pa lagi mo nalang kinoDconclude na alam ko yung iniisip mo. #indi namanako manghuhula.

ige na, ayoko nang ungkatin pa. yempre magkalayo tayo, di mo namanmaiiwasan na maDfall sa i$a.

5o inaamin ko na I k

#e!ll just give it after we $id our good$ye.

In only a little while I'm a$out to cry.

I couldn't hang out with him for long so the little meet and greet ended 3uickly. Isaid I wanted to see him soon rather than later. #e said okay we will try to makethat happen.

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