Nineteen Months

8/14/2019 Nineteen Months

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J eb`{ }ebn bàe ojce} `q }ebz y`qq htb{/ ]ebz `{b eb`mjoc

oh{}esbq}/ D{hn k`qbq ho M`{nò& }ebz qa{b`n ejce òm sejq}fbbb{jfz/ Romb{ ahtb{ hd m`{l& }ebz dhffhs }ebj{ njqqjho }{`gba}h{jbq/ ]ebj{dfjce} y`}e qe`lbq }eb qljbq htb{ }eb aj}z/ J} mjqyfàbq }eb `j{ sbk{b`}eb/ J }ejol hd }ebn `q }eb s{`j}eq hd ojce}/

Sebo J fjb jo nz qn`ff kbm J }{z }h jn`cjob }eb yjfh}q/ ]ebz `{b nbo}{`jobm }h njffjnb}{b mbby dbbfjoc . qn`ff òcfb dharq/ Htb{ }eb`j{s`tbq& }ebj{ thjabq `{b q}{òcfbm jo}h c{ro}q òm }`r}hfhcjbq/[bdfba}jtb tjqh{q ejmb }eb sej}bq hd }ebj{ bzbq/ [`{bdjbm òm }òlbm `j{djffq }ebj{ frocq/ ]ebj{ }`{cb}q cehq} à{hqq jod{`{bm qa{bboq7 ornkb{qòm n`{lq jo ` mb`}efz `{a`mb c`nb/

J }ejol hd ` d{jbom< ` y jo}b{/ Eb e`q grq} fbd} }eb jo}b{{hc`}jhoabo}{b/ Ejq sh{lq e`tb kbbo y{hqa{jkbm/ Eb e`q kbbo mbojbm ` yrkfja/Eb afjnkq }eb q}`j{q }h ejq `y`{}nbo}/ Eb chbq }h }eb k`}e{hhn/

Kb`mq hd ahfm qsb`} cfb`n ho ejq k{hs/ Fjobq e`tb kbbo b}aebm kznho}eq hd e`{`qqnbo}/ Eb qyj}q jo}h }eb sej}b bo`nbf qjol7 q}`{bq jo}h}eb nj{{h{ `khtb }eb }`yq/ ]eb }ejo eòm.}jqqrb k{b`lq ho ejq m`nyk{hs/ Ejq bzbq e`tb c{hso nh{b mjq}ò} bàe m`z hd }ejq tb{z fhoczb`{/ Se`} jq j} }e`} q}`{bq kàl `} ejn8 N`mobqq8 Mbqy`j{8 ]ebm`{lobqq kbdh{b m`so8 H{ jq grq} }eb m`{lobqq8

Eb }`lbq }eb yjq}hf eb e`q ejmmbo kbejom }eb m{rcq a`kjob}/ Eb{bfb`qbq }eb q`db}z.a`}ae/ ]eb kfhhm q}`joq }eb sej}b bo`nbf/ ]eb kj}qhd k{`jo ah`} }eb nj{{h{ sj}e }eb qybbm hd }ebj{ jnyà}/ ]eb khmzqfrnyq }h }eb }jfbq/

J} sjff kb ` qn`ff yjbab jo }eb nh{ojocq romb{c{hrom y{bqq/ J} sjffoh} nb{j} nbo}jho ho }eb obsq ob}sh{lq hd @N.]T/ J} jq òh}eb{ o`jf joqhnb nòob{ hd ahddjo7 hr{ ajtjfjq`}jhoq drob{`f/


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Ar{dbs kbcjoq `} ojob/ J }{z }h qfbby jo nz qn`ff {hhn/ Oh hobqehrfm lohs J `n eb{b/ Hofz ahffb`crbq& }ehqb seh `{b fhhljoc `d}b{nb aò ahodj{n nz à}r`f bujq}boab/

]eb {hhn jq jo ` yhh{ pr`{}b{/ J} jq ob`{ }eb s`}b{d{ho}/ ]eb qnbff hd}eb qb` jq jo btb{z}ejoc/ J} jq jo }eb hjf& }eb mrq}& }eb drnbq& òm }eb

qah{aebm nb}`f hd {by`j{ z`{mq/ @ }{`n {`}}fbq ho ahfm q}bbf {`jfq/Sebo J dj{q} a`nb eb{b J shrfm fhhl hr} }eb sjomhs/ Ho }ehqb dj{q}nh{ojocq J y`{}bm }eb nrq}z& zbffhsbm ar{}`joq òm fhhlbm ho}h }ebq}{bb}/ Qhnb}jnbq ` mhtb a`nb òm qb}}fbm ho }eb c{jnz fbmcb/ J}ahhbm òm q}{r}}bm/ J} s`q `q }ehrce j} sb{b fhhljoc dh{ qhnbseb{b }hch& `q }ehrce j} sb{b yjojoc dh{ ` dh{ch}}bo sh{fm/

@} ojce} }eb{b jq qjfboab/ @d}b{ }eb a`dq e`tb bny}jbm& `d}b{ }ebq}{bb}q e`tb afb`{bm& }eb{b jq fj}}fb à}jtj}z/ ]eb Ah{jajò Njfj}j` y`}{hfq}eb aj}z/ ]ebz q}{r} a`{bfbqqfz òm mjqm`jodrffz/ ]ebz q}`{b d{hn romb{ebfnb}q òm tjqh{q qrqyjajhrqfz/ ]ebz `{b }`r} òm {b`mz/

]hojce} qe`ffhs nhhofjce} d`ffq ho }eb }e{b`mk`{b a`{yb}/ ]eb hfm

nhho& }eb hfm nhho jq fhq}/ ]eb nhho hd m{b`nb{q& }eb nhho hd nrqjaòm f`rce}b{& }eb nhho }e`} fj} krqz q}{bb}q e`q chob/

]hojce} J {jql ` aòmfb/ J aòoh} qfbby/ ]eb `j{a{`d} e`tb `f{b`mzy`qqbm htb{/ J {b`m kz aòmfbfjce} sejfb }ebz dfz kz {`m`{& crjmb }ebj{sb`yho{z kz f`qb{& y{hgba} }ebj{ thjabq htb{ boa{zy}bm {`mjh s`tbq/

J s{`y }eb dbs kfòlb}q J e`tb& }jce} `khr} nb/ ]eb khhl jq ò hfmahyz7 }eb G`mb Fh}rq ` khhl `khr} ` nòq qb`{ae dh{ sjqmhn/ Nzc{òmnh}eb{ c`tb j} }h nb ho nz qju}bbo}e kj{}em`z/ J} jq fj}}fb lohso/Y{hk`kfz ohs j} jq dh{ch}}bo h{ {`{bfz {b`m/ Q}jff J fjd} j} òm hybo }eby`cbq/ J djom j}q dj{q} fjobq/ @om kbcjo }h {b`m `q J {b`m sebo J s`q

qju}bbo/

J} s`q qrmmbo kr} oh} robuyba}bm/ ]eb Kbo`fj [byrkfja òm sbq}b{o@{`} sb{b `f{b`mz haaryjbm/ Pr{zè s`q }eb dj{q} }h d`ff/ J}q mbdboabqb`qjfz htb{{ro/ ]ebz bo}b{bm ho qbar{j}z c{hromq7 ` d`}rhrq {b`qhojoc/Pr{zè jq ò jos {m.fhhljoc ahro}{z/ J} e`q fj}}fb mbqjco ho j}qobjcekhr{q& fj}}fb jo}b{bq} jo j}q {bcjho`f q}òmjoc/ ]ebz bthlbm }ebAr{rqo ]{b`}z hd 1;0=/ Af`jnjoc }ebz e`m btjmboab {babo} }b{{h{jq}`}}àlq ho }ebj{ }b{{j}h{z e`m kbbo }eb sh{l hd bobnz `cbo}q/ HofzOj`{& }h }eb qhr}e& f`{cb òm {bqhfr}bfz jombybombo} bqa`ybm }ebj{`}}bo}jho/


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Sb sb{b jo }eb ahnnro`f c`{mbo kbejom nz c{òmnh}eb{q`y`{}nbo}/ Sb q`} ho kfòlb}q òm }`flbm7 nz nh}eb{& nz d`}eb{& nz}sh qjq}b{q òm ò `ro}/ ]eb{b s`q sjob òm df`} k{b`m jo ` k`qlb}/]eb{b sb{b tjob fb`tbq òm {jab& hfjtbq& ch`}q aebbqb òm ehobzbma`lbq/ Nz nh}eb{ e`m grq} db}aebm ` df`ql hd ahddbb/ Sb f`rcebm òm

hr{ f`rce}b{ njocfbm sj}e }eb fb`tbq/ Hr{ }`fl aejnbm ho }eb k{bbwb/Nz qjq}b{q sb{b m{bqqbm jo n`}aejoc gbòq òm fjce} ah}}ho kfhrqbq/]ebz }b`qbm }e`} }ebz e`m mhob }ejq dh{ nb/ Nz nh}eb{ s`q sb`{joc `fhhqb qjfl.y{jo}bm m{bqq/ Eb{ fhoc aebq}or} e`j{& ejmjoc qe`mhsq hd c{bz`} j}q {hh}q& s`q }jbm kàl d{hn eb{ dàb/ J} qehsbm hdd eb{ db`}r{bq/Qe`{y òm djob khobm/ Eb{ bzbq dfj}}bm d{hn hob }ejoc }h òh}eb{/ Nzd`}eb{ s`q& `q `fs`zq& qb{jhrq/ Eb q`}& ejq fbcq a{hqqbm& ejq `{nq{bq}joc ho ejq lobbq/ Eb s`q sb`{joc ` sej}b ah}}ho qej{} òm m`{lc{bz }{hrqb{q/ @ n`{hho }jb s`q ejq hofz ahfhr{/ @om nz c{òmnh}eb{q`} prjb}fz ho ` dhfm`s`z ae`j{/ @ q`dd{ho qe`sf ahtb{bm eb{ d{`jfqehrfmb{q/ Eb{ khmz s`q ejmmbo kz }{`mj}jho f m{bqq7 fhoc òm

y`}}b{obm& qrk}fb jo ahfhr{/ J} s`q n`mb hd qjfl hd }eb oh{}e/ Eb{ e`j{&hoab fhoc òm m`{l s`q shrom `khr} eb{ eb`m/ J} s`q qjftb{.c{bz òma`rce} }eb qrofjce}/ Eb{ bzbq }ehrce hfm e`m qb{boj}z/ Yb{e`yq e`tjocqbbo qh nrae hd fjdb qeb e`m ahnb }h fhhl ho btb{z}ejoc sj}e ` ab{}`jomb}àenbo}/ J} s`q }eb fhhl hd qhnbhob dh{ sehn }eb }{jtj`f e`q fhocab`qbm }h kb hd ahoab{o/ ]eb q}{jtjoc& }eb c{`qyjoc e`tb ab`qbm }he`tb {bfbtòab/

Nz nh}eb{ yhr{bm ahddbb h{ hddb{bm sjob/ @q j} s`q nz kj{}em`z Js`q yb{nj}}bm }h m{jol sj}e }eb d`njfz/ Nz d`}eb{ y{hyhqbm ` }h`q}/]ebo nz c{òmnh}eb{ y{hmrabm }eb khhl/

Hnmò& qeb q`jm& J nrq} cjtb zhr }ejq cjd}/

Qeb buyf jobm qeb e`m dhrom j} jo ò hfm khhlqehy/ J} s`q `d`thr{j}b sebo qeb s`q zhroc/ Qeb dhrom j} prj}b kz aeòab& jo }ebsbq}b{o y`{} hd }eb aj}z/

@ qn`ff yfàb& mrq}z òm qhnbse`} mba{byj}& qeb `mmbm& ho `krqz khrfbt`{m/ ]eb hsob{& ` nò hd nz hso `cb e`ccfbm htb{ }eby{jab/ J q}hhm dj{n/ Qrae ` y{à}jab jo }hm`zq sh{fm/

]ebo qeb fhhlbm q}{`jce} `} nb/ Eb{ bzbq e`m ` q}{òcb fjce}/J sò} zhr }h e`tb j}& qeb q`jm/ [b`m j} ohs/ [b`m j} f`}b{/ [b`m j}

sebo zhr sjff/J oh}jabm nz d`}eb{ fhhl `} eb{/ Yb{e`yq eb s`q qbbjoc ` qjmb hd ejq

nh}eb{ eb e`m oh} qbbo kbdh{b/ J }eòlbm eb{/

]eòl zhr c{òmn`nn`/J s`q nhtbm/ J mh oh} lohs sez/ Yb{e`yq nz zhroc njom qboqbm

}eb{b s`q qhnb h}eb{ {bqhoòab }h }ejq à}/ Qeb e`m qbbo qhnb}ejocjo nb J nzqbfd s`q oh} `s`{b hd/


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J} s`q oh} ro}jf sb eb`{m }eb qa{b`n hd }eb `j{a{`d} sb kbfjbtbm7

dj{q} }eb qa{b`n& }ebo }eb fjce}7 e`ro}joc& yehqyeh{bqabo} df`qebq/]ebz sb{b }hh k{r}`f& }hh o`lbm }h kb kb`r}jdrf/ ]eb hofz }ejoc }ebzjothlbm s`q qehal7 ` y{jn`f qehal/ ]ebo }eb{b s`q }eb qhrom hd }ebbuyfhqjho/ J} bo}b{bm zhr{ khmz fjlb }b{{h{/ J} s`q }eb qhrom hd `j{ kbjoc}h{o `y`{}/

@ff m`z }eb obsq aeòobfq e`m {byh{}bm ehr{fz/ ]eb{b sb{bbnb{cboaz a`kjob} nbb}jocq/ @yyb`fq sb{b n`mb }h }eb Ar{rqo]{b`}z/ [bprbq}q dh{ ebfy sb{b qbo} }h }ehqb hd hr{ objcekhr{q q}jffd{bb/ Mjyfhn`}q qer}}fbm kàl òm dh{}e kb}sbbo a`yj}`fq/

Ho Qjo`fo`{q q}{bb}q a{hsmq c`}eb{bm kbdh{b ]Tq jo mby`{}nbo}q}h{bq h{ a`dbq/ Kz f`}b `d}b{ohho btbojoc }eb ejces`zq hr} hd }eb

aj}jbq sb{b c{jm fhalbm/ Jn`cbq dfj}}bm à{hqq qa{bboq hd d`njfz a`{qfh`mbm mhso sj}e yb{qho`f bddba}q . btb{z}ejoc }e`} ahrfm kb a`{{jbmq}{`yybm }h {hhdq& krfcjoc d{hn }{rolq/

Ho }eb b`{fz btbojoc obsq }eb y{bqjmbo} n`mb ` o`}jhosjmbk{h`ma`q}/ Sb shrfm djce}& qeb q`jm/ Qeb a`ffbm ho Orqq`zjoq }h kbq}{hoc/ Sb nrq}& qeb q}`}bm& {bn`jo }{rb }h `ff sb ehfm jnyh{}ò}/Btbo jo }eb m`{lbq} ehr{ }eb{b jq `fs`zq ehyb/ Kz ojob yn }eb ]Taeòobfq sb{b hdd `j{/ Hofz }eb {`mjh a`{{jbm krffb}joq/ ]ehqb seh e`mahnyr}b{ àabqq eb`{m }eb hofjob }`fl hd jnybomjoc `}}àl/ [rnhr{qdfbs kb}sbbo rqb{q hd `j{.dh{ab nhkjfjq`}jho qhr}e òm oh{}e& hdehqyj}`fq kbjoc {b`mjbm/ Qhnb q`jm }eb y{bqjmbo} eb{qbfd e`m fbd}

Qjo`fo`{/ H}eb{q af`jnbm }eb chtb{onbo} sb{b `f{b`mz jo s`{.a`kjob}`} ` qba{b} fha`}jho/

J q`} ho }eb k`fahoz hd nz `y`{}nbo}/ ]eb qy{joc `j{ s`q s`{n/ ]h}eb sbq} }eb{b s`q ` }r{prhjqb cfhs/ J ahrfm qbb }eb dj{q} q}`{q/ Joqeh{}q& ` aò hd kbb{ jo nz eòm& J fj} ` ajc`{b}}b/ ]eb{b sb{b khhlqqa`}}b{bm ho ` qn`ff }`kfb/ Q`mfz J c`wbm hr} htb{ }eb aj}z/ J }ehrce} hdj}q ejce.{jqbq& hddjab kfhalq& n`wbq hd q}{bb}q& khrfbt`{mq& hfm pr`{}b{q&òm chtb{onbo} qba}h{q/ Kbejom nb J crbqqbm }eb k`z shrfm kbm`{lbobm òm prjb}/

J fhhlbm oh{}e }h }eb qrkr{kq/ ]eb m`{l òm jomjq}joa} qe`ybq hd }ebjofòm nhro}`joq {hqb/ J fb} }eb qnhlb d{hn nz ajc`{b}}b m{jd} jo}h }ebojce} `j{/ Jo }eb `y`{}nbo} obu} }h nb J eb`{m thjabq/ @ nh}eb{{bnhoq}{`}bm sj}e eb{ aejfm{bo/ @o haa`qjho f thjab {hqb d{hn }ebq}{bb}& h{ ` a { m{htb prjb}fz `s`z/ Ohs òm }ebo J eb`{m ò`nkrfòab/ ]{`nq {`}}fbm `{hrom ah{ob{q/

]eb{b s`q oh nrqja/ ]eb{b s`q ` e`fd.qjfboab/ J} s`q `q }ehrce }ebaj}z sb{b }{zjoc }h ehfm j}q k{b`}e< `q }ehrce }eb aj}z sb{b ehyjoc kzkbjoc prjb} mòcb{ njce} y`qq htb{/


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@{hrom njmojce} J m{jd}bm jo}h ` fjce} `qfbby/ J e`m q}{b}aebm hr} hoò b`qz.ae`j{ sj}e ` kfòlb} htb{ nb/ J s`q fhhljoc ry jo}h }eb qlz òmm{b`njoc/ J s`q fhhljoc `} q}`{q J e`m fhhlbm `} qjoab J s`q ` aejfm/ J}qbbnbm J ahrfm dh{cb}/ ]eb{b s`q oh bnb{cboaz/ M`zq J e`m qybo} ho}eb qeh{bq oh{}e hd }eb k`z `yyb`{bm kbdh{b nz bzbq/ J s`q qsjnnjoc

jo }eb qb` ho ` qrnnb{q btbojoc/ J s`q grq} ` khz {roojoc jo }eb qòm`q qro qb}/ D{hn qhnbseb{b J ahrfm qnbff dj{b dhhm ahhljoc/ @om }eboJ s`q d`ffjoc/

J `shlb qrmmbofz/ @f`{nq s`jfbm jo}h }eb ojce}/ Fjce}q sb{b chjochr}/ J fhhlbm `} nz s`}ae/ J} s`q grq} `d}b{ hob/ J q}hhm òm q}b`mjbmnzqbfd/ J lobs }eb y{habmr{b/ J qehrfm ch }h }eb k`qbnbo}/ J qehrfm}`lb qebf}b{ seb{btb{ J ahrfm/ [bn`jo `s`z d{hn sjomhsq òm hyboqyàbq/ Zb} J q}hhm }eb{b/ J a{hraebm kz }eb k`fahoz {`jfjocq/

Dh{ qhnb nhnbo}q oh}ejoc e`yybobm/ @ mjq}ò} {rnkfb òm }ebo}eb{b s`q ` sejq}fb7 ` cehq}fz qhrom/ @q }ehrce }eb ojce} sb{b kbjocm{jffbm jo}h/ ]h }eb oh{}eb`q}& seb{b }eb njojq}{jbq sb{b& ` qrmmbo df`qe

fj} }eb qlz/ J} kr{obm j}qbfd y`jodrffz ho}h nz bzbq/ ]ebo a`nb }ebbuyfhqjho/ Qh fhs òm mbby& qh db`{ jomrajoc j} qbbnbm }h }r{o nzkhobq qhd}/ J} baehbm& ` m`{l roqbbo s`tb/ Sjomhsq qehhl òm mhh{q{`}}fbm/ J ahrfm oh} nhtb/ J a{hraebm }eb{b/ S`}aejoc/ ]eb df`qebqjoa{b`qbm/ Oh{}esbq}& oh{}eb`q}& }ebz qy{b`m }h }eb tjajoj}z hd }eb`j{yh{}/ ]eb buyfhqjhoq kba`nb hob buyfhqjho/ Njqqjfbq f`roaebm d{hnhr} `} qb`/ Yb{e`yq btbo d{hn haaryjbm @{`}/ ]ebo a`nb }eb gb}q/Qa{b`njoc ejce/ ]eb qlz djffbm sj}e }{àb{/ J}q frnjobqaboab m`qebmjo}h }eb m`{l7 `{ajoc q}{b`nq hd nhf}bo fb`m/ ]ebz sb{b jo}b{qyb{qbmhofz sj}e }eb qhrom hd `f {nq& hd a{zjoc aejfm{bo& a{zjoc `mrf}q/ Ja{`sfbm òm db}aebm nz yàl hd ajc`{b}}bq/ Nz eòmq }{bnkfjoc& J fj}

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J cb} ry òm yrff ho nz afh}ebq/ ]eb `j{ jq aejffbm/ J ch }h }ebsjomhs/ J yrff kàl }eb qebb}& }ebo }eb fàb ar{}`jo/ J}q q}`fb qnbffahnbq }h nb/ ]eb{b e`q kbbo d{hq} htb{ojce} òm jo }eb q}{bb} ybhyfbqerddfb& s{`yybm jo qa{rddz mhso.gàlb}q h{ htb{ah`}q/ ]ebz sb`{qa`{tbq shrom `khr} }ebj{ eb`mq h{ fhoc b`{.ahtb{joc e`}q/ @ k`}}b{bm}{ral y`qqbq& j}q bue`rq} }jbm ry sj}e aejalbo sj{b/ @ yhfjab a`{ dhffhsq&}eb `wr{b q}{jybq ho sejae hoab }eb joqjcoj` hd }eb [email protected] `yyb`{bm&ohs bnkf`whobm sj}e }eb sh{mq Ajtjf Cr`{m7 }eb obsfz joq}`ffbm yhfjabqb{tjab hd }eb yryyb} chtb{onbo}/


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]sh `{nbm `cbo}q hd }eb Ah{jajò Njfj}j` `{b prbq}jhojoc ` zhrocnò ho }eb d`{ y`tbnbo}/ ]ebz fhhl }ehrce ejq y`yb{q& `ql ejn }h }r{ohr} ejq yhalb}q/ ]ebz n`lb ejn qy{b`m ejq `{nq òm fbcq òm khmz.qb`{ae ejn/ J afhqb }eb ar{}`jo/

Jo }eb lj}aebo J k{bs ahddbb/ J `n q}jff ahfm qh ehfm nz eòmq `khr}

}eb nrc }h s`{n nzqbfd/ ]eb k`lb{z sjff kb `f{b`mz hybo/ J} jq]er{qm`z qh J aò }{b`} nzqbfd/ ]er{qm`z jq }{b`} m`z/ ]eb m`z J krzajc`{b}}bq `} }eb mhalsh{lb{q a`d/ J} jq `fqh }eb m`z J krz se`} dhhm Jobbm/ Qh J sjff krz nzqbfd qhnb ehobz.y`q}{jbq d{hn }eb k`lb{& qbb jd Jaò cb} qhnb aeb`y aòq hd kbb{ `} }eb s`}b{d{ho} qryb{n`{lb}/

J yrff ho ò bu}{` qsb`}b{7 ò hfm d`thr{j}b/ Nz afh}ebq `{bkbahnjoc }e{b`mk`{b/ D{jbomq lbby nb qryyfjbm `q }ebz aò/ Nhq}fz j}jq afh}ebq d{hn ae`{j}z.q}h{bq& a`q}.hddq/ Oh} }h q`z }eb{b `{b oh} qhnbqr{y{jqbq/ F`q} nho}e J s`q k{hrce} ò htb{ah`}7 a`nbf k{hso òm hddjobq} a`qenb{b/ J} e`m qjfl fjojoc òm& }h nz bzb& s`q eòm ar}/ Jàaby}bm j} c{`}bdrffz/ F`}b{ J shomb{bm }h sehn j} e`m kbfhocbm7

yb{e`yq ` mjcoj}`{z& ` mjyfhn`}& ` chtb{onbo} njojq}b{/ Seb{b s`q ebohs8 S`q eb hob hd }eb khmjbq fzjoc jo }eb {rnhr{bm qe`ffhs c{`tbq8 ]ehqb seh {bdrqb }h khs }h }eb obs {bcjnb& }ehqb bubar}bm `q}{`j}h{q8

J fhhl `} nz s`}ae/ J} jq oh} zb} }bo.}ej{}z/ ]eb ahddbb jq eh} òmkbcjoq }h s`{n nb/

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