Broken Wings Dont Stay Broken Forever

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A true story:

Broken wings dont stay brokenforever."

Written by: Leena abdul-

Raheem Quraini

Dedicated to: Sarah Al-Jamal

And her lovely family

Wishing the best to the rest of

your life, fullof care, hope and success

Thank you.


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Broken wings dont stay broken forever

Between the arms of lost , the whispers of faith, and theheart breaks on what can be carried in the arms of having toive what she is looking to fill her empty space with, a girl livinga life in the middle of people just like any other breathing soul, abroken heart from what goes on in time that passes by likeanyone could go through, but once you meet Sarah you'll know

how she is different, and not like any other person livingneeding, and suffering in this world, she is blaming life for

what is falling down, and what she can't fix or pick up, she iswise and knows that what falls from the sky, lands on theground, and has to be lived the way it falls, unless it's writtenrom god for it to change, otherwise she has full faith in what is

going on is something from god, and whatever is meant to be

will work out perfectly, because the cause of this earth is onegod and one creator, which is the same thing, so whateverdestiny holds is what she knows is better than anythinghappening.Souls are breathing, as hearts are all off and broken, feelings

are working and hurting, as faith lights up wherever you headspecially in dark spots of where you want it...

n the sound of angels, the breaths of living humans, she has


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She shared her happy feelings with the one she lost but hasalways loved, she cried on him and made a river as she walkshrough anything that goes on from such states in her life, she

has showed him how empty her heart is without him, but stillshe is only living to please him under god's blessing andobeying for human prayers, the solid that covers his grave iswhat she lives and will die to be close to each day, but yet shecan't get to the place he was berried in , and in her sight he wasnever gone, he's under the blood of her hurting heart coveredwith the deep feelings of love and protected with the veins that

will never let him go anywhere, or loose the path of her love forhim.

A loving soul, a creative mind, a healed memory , a blessinghought, the medicine of her life, her guide, and wish of hereasons to breath, to see and be with for one last time just toell him one last word and feel one last thing.... It's the word

daddy"...

The tenderness she couldn't enjoy yet, the warm lap she didn'tget to fall asleep in, the unborn life she had been throughwithout him , is what she suffered , but still is on her feet to seehe best out of herself in her life just for him, his soul is never

dead, her tears are never dry , her spirit will never stop

breathing for him, he's the only man she knew , and now shewants to be his little angle to guard him as he falls asleep andcan't wake up ever again .Can she breath again?, can her hopesget back to place?, is the time going to be hard on her morehan it has? Than what is life all about?

Questions and nobody there to give the exact right answer tohe feeling Sarah has ,what haunts her mind are webs ofhoughts, spreading from the events of life like a spider web

spreads on the walls of haunted rooms, she no longer can move


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on but will never give up, so how can she precede?!.Trapped in a dark room, listening to unspoken thoughtsswimming in the liquid of her mind, trying to escape from one

replaced author, but yet can't be grabbed, because what shehas is not like what she can ever express in words or evenspeeches. It's hard to be someone else and try to dosomething that doesnt belong to you, but nobody ever saidanything about imitating someone to be the best you can andcreate the best out of you. And as Sarah's life walks throughthe tic tocks of time she tries and tries to move on, but no

matter how hard she tries the stone of joy has to remain inthe spot of her heart where memories will never fade.In the heart of an orphan , between the broken nights and theblown candles, she speaks as her heart wide opened, gettingfilled with feelings from the sky's touches, is the only thingthat she feels clearly comfortable with, and loves to move onby the sense of it, and the immortal memory of how it helps

her break the dark with full strength, because its the onlyplace he could be there watching her in every move shemakes, and on her mind was what came out of her mouth asher breaths help her speak his name and stand on her feet tohave courage to move on and let the world know thatsomething missing in your life is not the end of it, as long asyou have believing that what you lost is buried inside your

heart and will always be missed and trapped in your insidesand love will spread as long as what you miss is on your mind,so she spoke and didnt stop, her heart carried her away to aplace where she could finally be with him with nothing to beafraid of and nothing there to harm her or cause hurt to herfeelings because she knew and was sure that when he isthere, which to her he always is, nothing can get close to herfeelings or make a single tear fall ever.


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So her words got heavy and her mind got emptier as shestarted to say:

My man, the one I gave my heart to, the main reason of my

life and why I'm living when he is not. People in my placemight say they lost their father but I never did loose him, itsjust that I missed him, as I lost my chance to meet him, timewas over for him and now he can't bring time back like anyother person who can't bring a regretted moment or anincident that passed them by back to life, circumstances havebeen a shock to us and his soul will remain closer than ever

each time we say his name or even think of him, and to mehis soul is always alive and will never leave his place insidemy chest and deep in my heart. At night I whisper his name sohe gets closer its all about my imagination and how close Ineed him to be in my life because I know that nobody will everbe there for me no matter how good friends are, or how goodpeople pretended to be or how nice you see life, nothing is

like having a deep hug from you own father.

Once, I looked up to the sky, where I could always see himand know he is there, I started thinking: why did you everleave me? Why is it easy for my sister and brothers, but nevereasy on me? What about mom, having to handle the pain ofyour lost? That was when I knew I was not making anything

better, I was giving him more than he's suppose to hold justlike he's sitting in front of me and all I'm doing is staring in hisdeep brown eyes, with the clear sparkle of innocence fillingthe space of love to me and what he had left behind, a piecefrom him, a smell from his blood has landed and is standing infront of him willing to be what he expects. So I say to my selfagain: your what he is waiting for, he's your only faith, andwhen you know someone is there for you to do the best youcan, you never have fear or can reject that, so what do you


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think your feelings will go when you know that the personwhose waiting for you is guarded by angels and kept in the

sky of your hopes!?

The feeling of pain, the cross of hearts, between wishing tobreath longer and be ok, pain remains to take one deep spotof his body and promises to not let go of him, it will stay withhim and take him from life, will take him from his adorablewife and kids, from hearing the word "daddy" and being in theplace that not everyone could be in, to be taken from thehands of hope, care, and joy in life, to leave tears on the

sweet pure cheeks of the ones who loved him and promised tolive for his reputation and to show the best out of themselvesfor him as he taught them to be brave, clear, honest, careful,and holding love and hope inside them till the end, cancer isthe black winged devil that was the cause of what we areliving and what can make you believe in that god can do whatis in his mind to do if we are allowed to say that, dad has been

living long enough to let us believe that its not cancer's fault,that its just what makes people believe in god more and knowthat death is a book that has to be passed on each and everyone of us whether you want to read it or not.

I get bothered like any girl living, but my inspiration is right infront of me, its what lightens up my dark and shows me theway through what I need so I know where I am looking, I see

what nobody can see, I see nothing but the truth, as the bayhugs the waves only he will never let me go, he loves me forwhom I am, he leads me to where I have to go, he means theworld to me, he's what all my dreams are all about, he's theoxygen that flows on my skin and in my lungs to breath, theblood that runs in my body in my veins to move on and stayalive, if only he could have stayed longer, if only I could havetalked earlier when I was younger, if only I could have onemore night in his lap so he could read me a story, or tuck me


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in bed, or play with my hair as I fall asleep, or hold my hand toshow me how afraid he is on me while I cut the street, orcome to school to ask about me and see how good I am and

what I'm doing for him, just one night to have a huge hug allnight and never let go, to know how he smells like, to knowwhat he loves and hates, to tell him how much I love him, totell him what I'm going through without him, to show him howhard it is to see dads all over the place and wish for mine tobe seen for one moment or to even wipe my tears when I cryin the middle of every night to get closer to him and see how

much I need him right now.

My heart is divided without a choice, and it is all gifted to mydad, everything I want to do makes me wish he can be therebeside me to see what I can do and teach me what I can't,and whenever I see anyone do anything I wish to see thespecial way he would have done it, but my heart beeps on

reality believing that what god wants to happen is meant tobe lived or missed in life meaning if he wants someone to stayhe will stay no matter what and if someone is meant to livelonger than the other it has nothing to do with love or hate itsjust a circle and it will go through everyone in life.My life is based on my dad because he is what effects me themost in life and what I learn from, what makes me move on

and know that its ok not to be ok, knowing that he will alwaysbe there for me to talk me through my days and nights andshow me what I need to see, seeing is deceiving whiledreaming is living what you want to live and what you believeyou can do and be good at and thats what he is here to tellme to be ok for him, I succeeded in my studying life thanks tomy adorable mother that has never left me alone, I neverneeded anything in life when she is always there beside me, I


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wouldnt have known anything about my father if it wasnt forher.

She represents the broken wing in our family that will nevershow a tear for her missing feelings, she put the rules in ourlife and knew how to pick them, she could be the mother andfather at the same time which is not easy to raise, work, doman's and women's job at one time, she raised men andmanaged to grow the faith, real life and the strength of a purestone in hearts with no dry tears, being one hand for one

single body when they are suppose to be a couple of hands,but she could work the body perfectly and was in need fornobody. She held our small hands and showed us howimportant it is to be there for each other, never give up, andmostly never let go of each other, with her by our side we willfight and defend each other, we will make it together, staystrong and do all we want to do, be honest and build what we

came here to build, like god blew in her soul we will take goodcare of it and never let her down, we will make it through thebroken road and keep holding on, because there is no otherbetter way.

When you hear that something happens to someone they call

it something certain like when someone dies in someone's lifethey call it lost, so everyone calls it the same, but for uswhether it was for my mom or for each one of us we havebroken wings to know that the most important part of our lifeis gone in place, like a bird cant fly with one wing?! But afterthat some say you should forget that you lost the one you loveand that you should move on to do what's best for you, whenwe say we should do what it takes us to rebuild what gotbroken and dig till we find what can make that bird which


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means our souls fly in peace once again, by being one handand being there for one another, to not let go and give allwhat we can, even if it was our souls, because we will all do

the same for each other, our blood has writings in it, it has asmell of faith and honesty, saving dignity and true love for theones that need it and specially for family, that nothing canever be lost in life and you can make what ever you have inmind to be real life and make your goal no matter how far youare from it, you will always find who got your back covered, todo what you came here to do, and thats how broken wings

dont stay broken forever.When you came to do something, you are not allowed to getout from anything unless you do what you came for, if youdont that means you caused disrespect for your abilities andwhat you are gifted to have, there is no such thing as notknowing how to do something unless you dont want to, whichis rejected in conscious rules to not do what you came for, and

my life which is my family taught me that I came to life toplease myself, family and obey god before anything, andobeying is for anyone who is older than me so I can gain godssatisfaction for me.

Sometimes all you want to do is not feel anything because youare broken and all you want to do is give up, and suddenly it

tares you apart to have to hold on and know that someone isalways there feeling you and speaks for you when you dontwant to do or feel anything, but that only means you areblessed by the hopes of pure wishes, its no use walkingthrough time like chasing a train when you know its too fastfor you to catch up to and that it will be too late no matterhow hard you try, but that means you cant give up on tryingto do something you know you can do it if a human can do itor make it come true, make it the light of your path, the easy


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way of your hard work to be the best you can and know whatis broken cant be broken forever and has to be fixed in ordernot to miss anything that it is able and has a chance to do.

Time can be cold and get sick of what you are doing, but yourheart can cure what your soul can count, as long as yourglance to life is made out of your heart, the deep pure bloodyway when everyone is scared and you are sure you cant besomething certain, but you become what you thought youcouldn't be ,and you see what they cant see because you cansee the angels of faith and was never in a rush of life, when

something is there for you to grab your broken sounds andpull them to the spot where all you hear and see is faith andhope to live and believe in and that is how my soul is carriedby caring and guarded spirits.

In the deep feelings of missing, when all you see is what'scovered by the wings of life, you know you can't always move

on but all you can do is believe that it is suppose to behappening and destiny is the only thing that can't be changed,so things just have to fall the way they are. You are talkingabout missing your parent forever, and trust me that issomething you can't know the way it really hurts your heartunless you try it. Black shadows may not walk away, swings ofheavy human's thoughts may take a spot in your heart, but

memories of anyone special may never fade or be lost in deepmeanings of love ever, and this is when I have a hard dry tearon my face, waiting for daddy to wake me up from hurting.

We have to be honest and say that when you are good tosomeone and you will never hurt anyone, the wish you have isto be treated the same way, and if daddy was here, nobodywould ever think about hurting me, I may hate people and notbreath but only because I feel that I need him and only him


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around me, this may be heart breaking, but if I couldnt live inyou to talk about you than I will never be able to feel better, Ithank god that I have a purled soul, full of patients and full

faith to teach me in life, a handling spirit that has gonethrough a lot and sacrificed with her life for us to be whom weare and do the best we can, and no matter how good I talkabout her, it will never describe how perfect she is and howpowerful she gets, mom is what some people wish for and Iwish all the time to give her the best and I'm willing to be thebest I can so she can at least see the results of what she was

trying to plant, may she be blessed by the prayers of goodhopes and happy joy, may peace be upon her, and give herthe best, may she be guarded by the white angel to protecther as she protects us, may her patients grow stronger as

time passes by and days move on.To be someone in life you do not want to be, is not easy, itbreaks your heart and tares you apart, you can clearly hear

your veins being cut while people are not appreciating yoursensitive feelings or existing, or respecting your lifeconditions, they are just waiting to hear those evil sounds thatmake them feel better somehow, when the wind spins aroundyou ,and cant seem to find anyone else but you, you try tohold on but it cant be enough to make everything ok, its whenyou dont want to face the truth but you just need a brain

washer to move on, and yet you have no idea where you layin life and what meaning life holds, is it right or not? Is it true?Are we really living for something? We all go throughquestions and just wonder about the answer but never waitfor any, you want to move but you cant, you stand and stare ,wait for something to move time while you are staring,wanting to make one last move to fix the life you made.


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Maybe the empty space that father has left made me gothrough the whole world while I'm here stuck in my place, butthat doesnt stop me from not failing, I learn from everyone

and I'm sure that nobody could be there for me if I ever needanyone the way my precious family is always here for me, Iwill never fade, I will never give up, I know daddy is here forme and I'll always be here to make him feel better, even if Ihave no idea where I'm going, and what I'm doing, but insidemyself I know that my family is my faith frame that I'll alwayslay on and get back to when ever I feel left away, and I'll

never think about giving up, or letting anyone down, not evenharming a human breathing soul.

Humans are living souls that dance around each other, hold ameaning of everything in life, and feel it inside them, theygather in one spot of living live in different ways to try to be

wise and build a side of faith that we can walk on and gothrough, and to know that there is nothing wrong with notbeing ok, because it is only a matter of time and than your upagain and nobody can get you down as long as you believe inwhom you are and what you can do, tears are a matter oftemporary hurt that can wash away by good feelings anddeep true thoughts that only you believe in, so that broken

wings can be fixed and not be broken forever if you believe inthat you can make that come true!!


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Whispers to a listener, touches for the ones whocare, faith for you and what you need to makeyour life be lead by the only thing that can make

your life the way you want it. The light that willbreak up your dark, the warm lap to your coldfeelings, the cure of waiting and the bandage foryour hurts, your heart is the only purl to close upyour shell and feel calm , comfortable and readyto be alive.

Sarah is not just a human, she is a breathing soulthat can make you feel better by talking aboutherself or sharing what she has, her birth hasbeen given when god has gave permission forthat to happen, she came to life even if she didntdesire to, she held a lot when she didnt want to,

she had lost something she is now dieing without,and that is how destiny cant be rejected in anyway as it falls to peace and waits for humans tobelieve in what's best for them to have.

Swimming deeper in minds of faith, discoveringthe distance of wells , as the dark chases away

the best of what has been build , chains gettighter as breaths hold closer to the end trying tofigure out why we cant reach the bottom meaningof what life has inside and carries of full meaning,not because a human mind is set free, itsbecause life is bigger than how deep we can everthink about it.


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They say it's remarkable to be satisfied by having one thingwhen it beastly gets you down, less feelings make you feelanyone but yourself, it makes you fail on something you know

you'll never be fade to, fakeness and hurt are the only thingsthat can take over what you feel, and that is the sentence ofwhat shortcuts are all about, they tell you what you want butyou dont understand, yet you have no idea its talking aboutyou.

Life was never easy and never will be, it's not difficult and

never will get, also not about being easy or difficult, it's abouthow deep your believing can get into something in life in orderto make it easy to get through or face more than you can everhandle by protecting your existents.

The shoulder I had to cry on is gone, my love of life, andreasons to breath is what I'm afraid to visit to not see for thefirst time in my whole life under the ground, swallowed by the

land of what we step on while we are talking to each other,living and feeling for him and others while they aren't,covered with dirt and knowing that if he was alive andbreathing I would never let dirt even be in his life dictionary toknow how special he is and how safe I could keep him in mylife, not under ground, all that can live in me from thoughts isthat he is away from what feelings, love and care I could live

for him, and dirt is not better than us to be able to hug himwhile he is deeply sleeping and will never wake up in this lifefor us once again, and for it to be with him, take away hisbreaths from him and make him uncomfortable which kills meto the bottom of my heart, it scratches my dignity to see himthat way, even though I know and I am sure it is not the rightway to think, but I have to face everything that faces me andwonder about it while it swims through in my mind, alsobecause flames are burning what's in my chest from missing


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my father all this much and more, so I never asked to go towhere he is buried, and not to be forced to here the word "No"from those whom raise me, when it's the very first time to ask

to see daddy in life, and also to not be in the place where hehas to see me cry on him and get him more sad, than I'llimagine him calling my name, I'll be haunted by the thoughtsof visiting him by praying for god to take my soul too, so I canspend as much time as I want with him, but I'm wise enoughto know that god has brought people to life in order to relatebetween why some stay and some have to just leave, so I

remain silence and stay in my life seat until my name is calledon destiny's list.

These are all thoughts from an imaginary child that hasunborn thoughts in her head, she faces reality the way herhead thinks of it, she has full faith in god and what he can do,full trust and believing in destiny and life states that happen

with no human hand having to do anything with it, but yet shewants to know why? She wants to know how? She wants todiscover and see by feeling and getting into something thather mind can fallow, but she is not me, she is a part of me,someone who has less luck in life while she doesnt believe init, someone creative and only been seen by the ones whocan't see bright sides, she helped me through my life story,

she made me get into things I couldnt tell anyone about, shecan describe, talk , see , and dream the words out her mind bysenses and tunes that are words to anyone but unspokenthoughts to her, she didnt have her chance to speak out inlife, but was fed by the faith of Sarah's life events, writing iswhat she does, she sings it, lives in it, has it in her mind andon her fingers as she taps the letters on her own creation toget the feelings out, it can't be understood sometimes, can'tseem to get any more clear, can't be anything but herself, she


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is a soul person , a mind and spirit admirer but not humansand normal lives, only ones with unthinkable thoughts and lifeevents which are translated in her way to stories written as

feelings hold her to the other side of life where everything shewants to think of is there to be in mind and out as words butnot any words as been told in human life series.

Some souls are fed by the type of comfortable people to theirlaps whom they love, some feed their souls with the smell ofwhat can be entertaining, and the only thing that could feed

this soul is solving other spirits to be based on love, faith,care, help and feeling what life is really about, how beautiful itis and can be lived once you know why you came to it, and beable to except that no matter what some day, things will be allok and ready for you to live, but can only be lived by you andwhom you really are because that is what its all about, toteach you what you dont know yet, and make you fight what

you fear now.

One day under the sight of god, the voice of singing birds, andthe sight of the pure blue sky, Sarah went out for a nice calmwalk with her mother and sister, she was delighted by thecare of her relatives, and the secure of her family, she

wondered as she walked her steps to the path of an unknownway in one direction, she looked up to the sky, saw themeaning of heaven and god's creation, she was named afterthe meaning of where her soul lays in life, staring at nature,trying to reach the reason of us breathing and being in life,she could only see how creative god is and that no matterhow hard we try to do in life, god will always be alone andhave so much for us to think of when all we do is disobey hisorders, I think that people do not deserve life, nature and


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incredible things to wonder, not because I am hatful which I'mnot but because it fills me with anger to see anyone doanything bad, when they have a god they should be thanking

for giving them eyes to see, legs to walk on and discover, earsto hear and learn with, minds to think with and know that theycame here for a test not to destroy life, to make us love oneanother, to be one hand and defend each other , and a fatherthey should hold on to and treat him the nice way, try to givehim half what fathers do for their children which will never beenough, but we have to learn to be thankful in this life, if

people knew why they came here, nothing would havehappened to the Arab world, kids and babies wouldnt havebeen tortured and killed in front of the ones they own andlove, if they knew what it means to be one hand and let ourbody be pushed by the path of love that we can build, warswouldnt happen between people from the same roots, atleast we should know how to be one hand when some other

enemy tries to attack our land or property. What is this allabout? Sarah moves on her problem by thinking about others,or why we can't be what we came here to be, it gives hermore faith and things to think of, it makes her day full of whatyou want, it makes her heart flood with all you can feel and behappy with, to have results at the end of the day.

Days are getting closer as nights pass by, meeting newpeople is how life gets full of thoughts and communication ishow we learn from each other, attention is what we care tograb, from gardens of beauty to hold on to and reflect anawesome view, to build a great person full of colorful faith andverity of whom you are and what you believe in.

Emotions spread out and days are still remaining to carrywhat they are used to, we eat, sleep, gather, think, have fun,


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and try to understand what is happening, but yet, nothing islike the meaning of life coincidence, when you wake up onemorning, watch the sun rise, and before you sleep watch the

sun go dawn, to be replaced by the moon sense, so whatswims in your head is what makes you think you are alive tobelieve in that the moon has to replace the sun in order foryou to work, make money to live and then you need some restso your body can work again which benefits you in thebeginning and at the end, so life is made for you humans tobe able to do what you came for and know that god doesnt

want anything from you, and in all times it's all about youwhether you are doing a good thing or bad it all reflects youand goes back to you whether you want good results or badones, and a human gets to choose in life if he or she wants tobe on the good path or bad one, and that is how the tunes ofmy life song take place in one deep spot of how I think andwhere I think I should be without my parent in life, which has

to be ok and is ok as long as I am wise and know that I wanthim, my family, and I to be on the good path in life and end upin the good section at the end , and the only reason I thinkabout many different things is that I wonder each day howgod took my dad's soul and where did he go after that? Whatis his soul doing away from me? How do people die and wheredo they end up? What did my dad miss from life? And why did

he teach us to be good if he didnt know that he is going todie? Later I realized that nobody dies with less age than theyshould have lived but I always think that he must have felt it.

Memories swim in our minds, wings flow over, and in the sky,hearts are beating inside human chests, days come and passas brain liquid fills with thoughts and past events, and that iswhat I am wondering about the most, scientific issues, it's trueI was only ten years old but I have no idea what ever


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happened while my dad was alive. So one day I went to sleepwith my mind full of thoughts and eyes full of non falling tears,my heart is falling apart and I truly wish to have my father

tonight, so I bend on my knees, hold the holly qura'an close tomy chest, and pray god to keep him safe and sound for me, tohelp him cross over and give him less pain than the last timeI've seen him. So my mind stops on that sentence, I start toremember that I've seen his pain once but where? When? Andhow? I just can't seem to remember anything, so I cry evenharder and squeeze my tears out of my eyes, as I try to sleep,

the moon is rising, the night is silent, and my mind isscreaming to remember anything, I'm having a dream, myvisions are so clear, standing on a huge rock with foggy sightsfilling the air, I'm not afraid, I'm so brave standing there alonewith my soft blond hair on my small shoulders, I'm ten yearsold again, it doesnt seem as a dream, I feel it's so real andsomething true is about to happen but my father is not on my

mind, what is going on?I look up to the sky, it is blue and so pure, but it's gettingdarker and my heart is bothering my chest, my mind is fulland my breaths are increasing, I'm getting hurt living in a lifeof an innocent child whose life gets darker without evenseeing the bright side of it, yet full of faith to have that brightlight once again in the lap of warmth, the touch of faith and

the halo of angel spirits in my life, I'm still on the huge rock, Ican see someone but far from where I'm standing, should I gosee? Is he ok? Would he need some help? Instead ofwondering all the time I had to go check it out, but at the timeI was bending to get down, he had already arrived, staring atme with his wide brown beautiful eyes, full of faith andfearless glances towards me and everything around, but mybroken sound can barely be heard to myself wondering againwhy is he coming to me, then I see something I've seen


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before, I stare deep in his eyes as my body grows older, I'mconfused and have no idea in what I should be thinking, inthat handsome man walking to me? Or in myself which is

growing as I stand there and stare in his remarkable look?This is all effecting me and astonishing me at the same time,but I'm still not afraid, he is singing while he's whispering andgets close to my ears with tiny sounds of feelings and othertiny tunes that you smile at but can't be described, he has amustache, and when you just look at him you can feel that heis a real man, no doubt he is my dream and if only dreams

come true, that was the best moment of my unborn life, Iwant to stay asleep all the time to get to know this man andhave his whispers close to me so I can feel safe and securewhile I'm awake, he holds my small hand and gets me off thehuge rock, with his head held high and his arms all around metelling me to watch my step and be careful all my life, so Ilooked at him with my sleeping tears the ones I had on my

way to bed, and drew a simple smile full of joy and all dorespect to what he is asking for, my heart starts to bother mychest again as it is screaming to get out, and thats when Iknow that something special is about to happen, so I close myeyes and squeeze on them capturing my tears again, but Ialso squeezed on that man's hand, the foggy whether aroundme is like a wedding dress holding me to somewhere I dont

know what will happen in it but I feel ok and my heart wantsme to fallow, a shock is in my mind, my head is killing me, Iwake up from my beauty sleep as lightning and my headshouts like thunder, the spirit I saw is not human anymore, Ican just feel it, I have some memories in mind that havenothing to do with my dream, but they are getting crowded asI try to analyze what had happened to me.

DAD! The whispers, my heart, the huge rock, his hands, I canfeel it all, I remember! When he was dieing mom took us to


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the hospital, his face was yellow, he was like a weak plant, Isaw his death written on his four head, he is not ok, I'm avictim by my own tears and heart pain, what is there that I

can do to help him? Mom! Please do something, what's goingon with dad??

And that's when memories remain to take place in my lifeevents, the heavy book I take where ever I go and what everhappens is written in it directly with no permission, they ask toclear his hospital room, so we all went out that day, it wasalmost eight years from now and this is the only day I

remember after long suffering like it was last night, so we allwent out as been told, he was suffering but mom told us thateverything will be ok, and just today I knew why she said that,I didnt know much, my mind was only in for few stuff tounderstand and be real with, but I sat on his lap when wewere aloud to go in again, I told him that mom said it's allgoing to be ok while I wiped his innocent tear off his soft

cheek with my small soft hands, and also told him that whenhe comes back home I want him to see what I have done forhim, he wondered what it was but I only wanted it to be asurprise, so he looked at me and stared for a while, with hiswide brown eyes, and remarkable look, that was when I knewthat dad was that man with a mustache , I almost cried but helooked at me, held my small soft hand and laughed, it's all a

dream that is telling me what was really going on in true life,and that was it, I met dad on the day he died, I saw himsuffering and couldnt do anything because I was hoping hewould be home with us the next day, so my thoughts werecaptured to myself and I continued to remember and analyzethe right way, I get it now, feelings are flooding on top of mysky, memories are breaking my bad mind, the place of anunborn life is taking over what I have been living for not a longtime, but I'm being alive with remembering things that


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havent happened with me, yet they remind me of real life,the day they buried him and the dirt I was talking aboutbefore had to spend more time with him, was when I started

to know that he is not suppose to be in a place with no family,food or caring, but now I know that what I was thinking is notwhat I was suppose to think, minds are made to think withand know what's good and right from what's not, so just likewe miss him and want to live with him, I believe that he isfeeling the same pain and going through the same heartbreaking, so what I can do is think of his state and pray for

him, so they took him one day after he died and the reason ofhis tiredness and thin body was cancer, but humans can'tbeat that, so he went with it to where it wants to go, I couldntsee him go down and think again why does he have to go andwe have to live, meaning he brought us to life, so he deservesto live more than we do or specially more than I do or want tolive, but that was also not in the right place to say, day by day

people started feeling sorry for us, and we hated it, the lefthand of our strong body had to stand up for us to lead us infront, and show us that we are strong for daddy and willalways be, that daddy built us to protect his reputation and behis horses as he lays dawn, she was the man and women tolet people know that our back is not broken, our flag will beraised up high and our family will always be there in his life,

carrying the meaning of life and unbroken wings forever, inthe sight of his soul, the whispers of his spirit and the lessonsof his breathing days, we are here living for him and waitingto be with him when god wants us to, and thats what we

believe in and always will.Needs are for anyone all around, anyone and everyone hasneeds, its takes only self confidence to know what you need

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needs, when I wake up in the morning I see my motherwashing, cleaning, asking about us all around, when we go outor be under her sight, which makes me afraid and worried to

know what are her feelings, is she tired? Does she need abreak? Is everything inside her ok? Can she handle this allalone? I do my best to watch her and lift some chores fromher so she can feel better, but in my sight nobody can dothings the way she does, nobody can hear us and take bettercare of us more than she does, not even the same way, thesmell of her cooking is in my nose wherever I go, praying god

to keep her close to us and happy is what we always do andask for, may god bless her and give her what she needs in life,and not take another thing away from her or us.

Respecting each other and outside our house is what we wereraised on, it makes us know whom we are and where we camefrom, it gives us confidence and shows us that where we came

from is a good safe place that everyone has to count in theirlives and respect, even if they didnt respect anyone of us wehave to, because the place we come from talks about us, itexpresses whom we are and what we are taught fromtraditions and self behavior which we raise our heads up highwith, and sing proudly for our love of god, parents anddestiny.

What would a leaving dad answer his child that he left at tenyears old crying and dieing not to let him leave, when shelooks up to the sky with her eyes drowning in bloody tears,wanting to have something in life and not let it go from her?Thats what she is wondering on this day, she needs it but atthe same time she knows she can't have it, you would bethinking the same way she is, you'd feel that life has doneyour injustice and you would let go of anything just to have


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your father be there for you, she prays and begs for god notto let him go, she was young and has no idea what life isabout yet, she doesnt know anything about destiny or taken

souls yet, so she says things like any child in front of herspeechless father that makes him have tears that have noend, his hopes fail on him, he has no empty space, it's allbeen taken by sadness and heart breaking actions, but he isalready gone, she doesnt know that he will never come backto life because her mind doesnt want to accept that, herheart can't live with that, her feelings are not right without

him, but he's already gone by the time she even tries to get toreality.

With her small soft hands wide open to the sky, her stronghopes head to faith, her broken heart bleeding for some oneto listen and obey, to make her hope come true or at leasthelp, she asks god to give him back, he died one month

before her birthday, at the day her birth was given she sat onthe top roof thinking the closer you get to see the sky with nobrackets, the more your wishes come true, so she prayed andwaited with beastly feelings for nights to come, she had adeep feeling that her dad was hearing her and listening towhat she had to say, he cries as he listens and she prayssaying : may god help me in my nights, please give me my

father back, I will never jump in the house, I will never harmanyone, I will eat my vegetables, I will be nice I promise, I willstudy and listen to mom when she asks me to take a bath, Iwill be polite with my brothers and sister, I will do anythingthey ask me, and not eat too much candy like daddy used totell me, I will brush my teeth before I sleep I promise, butplease god let him come back I swear to god my heart ishurting me and please dont take him away, take me to see

him I will go anywhere you want..


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With tears covering the surface of her sweet white face, hertears are tarring her father apart so he replies:

God will always help you my sweet heart, you are the mostspecial thing in my life and I promise you to be here to heareverything you have, so tell me anything you want, I dontpromise to come down for you because I can't, but I promiseto be in your heart, life and never leave you, I'm sorry I had toleave you that way and before you could realize I'm gone, butthis is life, and you will understand when you grow up, that

daddy never wanted to leave you but he had to, and that iswhat god wants, and when god wants something it has tohappen whether we like it or not, but baby you have to besure that I am here for you anytime and will help you inanything, I love you, your mom, your brothers and your sister,and I need you to take care of them for me and tell themdaddy is here for you, keep your faith up and know that

nobody can break you down, as long as you keep your heartlocked up on me.

Sarah is all alone in her room, under the dark night with herhopes high to the sky made by the thoughts and love of herdad, she came to life and her dad left her while she was stillwalking and learning, ten stars passed in her life at that time,

now she is an adult, and eighteen stars passed by now, sheunderstood what it means for god to want something, daddyis with her till today and always will be in all her life steps nomatter how old she gets, as long as she lives under herbelieving of his existing, she is now looking for work andwants to lay some pressure of her family that have been therefor her and for each other, so she wants to succeed as herdays pass her by, she fears the lost of another member fromher family, friends is what she cares about after god and


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family, she met the most wonderful souls alive and felt themeaning of friendship after being with her mother, souls arewhat we live with to learn from, lots have done bad things to

me and caused heart breaking, in my life I forgive and myheart is wide open to every and anyone but I will never forget,mistakes and what I learn remain to take one deep seat in mythoughts class, they lead me to what's right and what's not.Some people just do not understand me, when I wantsomething it has to happen, not by forcing or being greedy,but by believing and having full faith in what I can do and that

I can bring what I want as long as it's for my own good anddoesnt cause any harm for me, but people do not get thatsometimes, in some of the times I dont know how to deal withminds like that, meaning people who have thoughts based onwhat they see from others in their lives, when I'm anindependent person and has my own reasons. What I havebeen through is not easy and not just me, but I love my life

because I have the most wonderful family ever that I trust anddepend on in everything I live thanks to whom created thisfamily.

Captured feelings are gathering in heart sections, love is theboss of what touches our hearts, forgiveness and being niceare the title of what we put rules on, but sometimes lies take

away what love tries to build, so then what's captured is morethan what my heart can handle, and thats when I have to domy job and force myself to be there as the one who will leavea mark.

I stand in my place wondering with thoughts bleeding on myshoulders and unthinkable actions attached to my foot steps,madness is what I'm about to express in what can go on morethan what is already being lived, people try to let me lose my


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confidence with unspoken wishes, but I was built in the faith ofunfading born love and strong believing, so my wings getbroken with no doubt, but will never stay broken as long as

daddy is my guide in my heart, which is forever and as long as"Al-Jamal" is my last name.

We make some spaces in our lives for new events and lessharming, to fade bad memories away and know that life hasalways been better than giving up on us, life is sometimeswhat we dont want it to be, some describe it by saying that

life is mean, because it gives us the test then it teaches us thelesson, which in my sight is something perfect and suitable tohave, it makes your heart flow by practicing on what can bebrought by life and self experiences, and some legends taughtus that letting lazy people do hard work is the smartest way toget your hard work done the easy way, and being a lazyperson in life may let the hard times be easy on you so that

you wont let them stay in your life and you will be helpingyour self out, put the point here is for you to not judge on lifefrom one thing, try to face what life gives you in fun ways inorder to make it a batter place to be in a good way to live.Thats what happens each time I think of others lives, butsoon I get back to my own and try to build what I learnt tocreate my own life rules, so I end up with my thoughts of what

I have to do next and what I should fallow.

I have to move on now, let go of the hurting past, and hold onto tomorrow with what it holds, I gather memories of events inmy mind while I'm trying to find out whom I'm going to bewhen I grow up and move on in life, and one thing I'm so sureof is that my dad and I might be apart but he taught me thathe'll always be with me wherever I go, we lean on each othersshoulders to get their backs and fallow the lead to the right


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way, and thats why we are here together, in one day with anight behind, everything is about to change, we facetomorrow while saying goodbye to yesterday, chapters end in

some stories and new pages open on some other, we facewhat we live and believe in what comes next, stories begin insouls and end in others, they tour in life to create a hugechapter book of knowledge and lessons to learn, and thatshow life is lived by the rhythm beyond the sentences of what

we read to learn and live.

In order to live life the right way, we have to get through thegood and bad things; we have to experience everything toknow what's good from what's bad.And to accept everything and believe in destiny the right waywe have to know how it's being played for us, good thingscome after learning from mistakes and you can't know when

something is bad unless you try it and learn from it.

The sun is rising as the moon replaces, the shore is gettingcold as the feelings in my chest are getting warmer, becauseits the time where you appear, you let my feelings fight mysadness and my love shoot fireworks towards the sky, where Ithink you belong, I love you and I can't stop, I have neverloved anyone this way, you inspire me and lead me to theright way, you show me what I should do, you live in my heart

and lean me to the right way, I love you and you own me, Inever want to be in this life if it was without you in my heart,someone like you should be an angel, this is not love it's life,it's what's suppose to be alive in everyone, what I hope eachand everyone can feel in life, having a dad means beingblessed by god and you should thank you god for that, I thankmy god when I dont have a dad but I know he lives in me andthats what god put in me, my destiny is my road and what Ibelieve will get better as long as faith is the light of my road,


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and I can see through anything I need to get to because Iknow that I have to and that something is waiting for me tomake my goal come true, thank you gentleman for bringing

me to life to meet you, thank you for being my dad, thank youfor marring the most wonderful angel alive, thank you forbeing you and being the most important part of our lives.

I used to say that I have no story to be told and that I'm likeany other living girl but I know and I'm sure that I'm not,because life has taught me that having a person in life like

dad makes me one of the most special living souls on earth.His soul was blown through our door and we couldnt chase itor hold on to it, because circumstances and life reasons arestronger than anyone living and trying.Life is not about trying to be someone it's about knowing thatyou came from somewhere and you will only find whom youreally are in your birth reason which is why the souls of your

family gathers and has a precious soul that lives to pleasewhom she lives with and why she lives under god'spermeation.

It is clear that we live by the edge of knowledge in order tocontinue with the pyramid of life, madness is the mask of mymood now, it reflects in me, swims in the blood of my body,

filling the veins that are grown inside and blown as words ofmadness which spills out the container of what you can holdin your life, and anger of typing fingers is what I come up with,by the end of the day, black eyes are seen as deep sensesfalling in the red limit of life, it's where you can no longercontinue or move on, the past is a white sheet and your futureplane book that could only be filled by you, that is how destinyis built in our hearts.


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Months have passed us while we eat , sleep and do our dailyroutine, we had no idea what was fallowing or what couldpossibly happen next, it's not what we live all the time, the

tender is no longer the title of our haunted lives, minds are fullof complex and your results are right ahead you, sometimesyou can't be able to touch them but you can see them clearly,sometimes you have no idea where the road is taking you butyou go along anyway, sometimes it's hard to decide what youwant, and most of the time you know what you want and youfall and fall until you can finally know where to be careful and

lean on the road ahead you, happy endings are now part ofour dreams and thats what make us precede and move on,and to Sarah he was always with her.There is no guarantee that this life is easy, we all have to getthrough the good and bad things, be good, do what it takes, inorder to be good at everything and have self confidence inwhat you do, because you have wings that can make you flyto anywhere you want as long as you want to, all you have todo is believe in that you can make anything come true bybeing whom you are, your wings might get trapped, you mightfall dawn, but that doesnt mean your loosing, it means youcan make it true and walk the road as long as you are whomyou are and trust me when I say that broken wings do not staybroken forever.

It may be hard to fallow your heart and mind to figure outwhat you want in life, smile to your life and let your heart leadthe road to where you want to go, you will make it I know youcan and I myself believe in you because you are a human anda living soul which can do anything as long as you are livingup to it.


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I'll always be here for you I know you dont know me but I'myour faith if you understand me, when your door is lockeddont give up on trying to know what can come after in, what

hides behind is what you can watch from far distance till youcan touch it and open your eyes to believe in something youdidnt or couldnt see before, we are all humans, we breath,and live like any other living souls, talk to me and dont hideon yourself, I promise to never let you down, I'll be there butall you have to do is believe in faith just like I believed ineverything that can be possible with the existing of my lovely

father, for me he is immortal.

The world can fall and it's ok, you are young and you havewhat anyone can have, but you are special because you cansee, read, and believe me , explaining life is hard but you cantalk to your heart as your tiny voice is the strength that youneed to be whom you are, hold on to life and you will see it all

coming to you, what takes place of a normal person is what'sbeing created from being lost from the outside of your souland being able to fix it with no doubt inside you by trustingwhere you came from and that everything is possible becauselife is nothing but a moving train that stops you wherever youwant to go and no one can stop you from having your lifejourney as long as your learning from what you live and go

through, know that your idol and your lead is what will showyou your way and its the only thing you'll find for sure whenyou need it, but be there for whom you are and believe in thatno matter how things get broken, there is nothing that youcan't fix.

The world is fallowed by magic, your guide is your soul, the thoughts are what

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you have to wait for your heart to take a journey and learn about few things

for you.

Life is not a word or two, it is a dark step to go on and walk through when youare deeply into something and you can't get out in one way but you hate to ask

for help from anyone because people around you are like monsters, all they

want is to scratch your dignity and lay you dead when you are still breathing.

Nobody is perfect and we all hear that, mistakes remain to take a place in one

deep spot between living souls and talking minds, where nobody wants to

understand yet nobody does , not even me , no matter how hard we try , wemay lead our way, we may come up with a solution or a new plan to get into

something good or be rescued out of something bad, but we can't reach the

bottom meaning of what life has inside and carries of full meaning, notbecause a human mind is set free, it's because life is bigger than how deep we

can ever think about it, Just like the whispers of my daddy's words haunting

my head and living in my soul, the way he used to call my name and tell me to

be whom I am all the time, telling me that nothing is more important than

being honest to your own life and whom you live with because who ever lies

about the truth they came from will be trapped in them thoughts forever.


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Life is wonder land, once you think you are goodat it you come up with something new that is faraway from what you can hold and it all leads down

to the same meaning sometimes but it can only bethere in life when you are

The potion of learning from your mistakes is whatyou can drink the most in life because no body canget something right unless they mistake once ormore , you can be perfect after mistaking, all youhave to do is walk on the right path and be yourself, learn from what you are going through andknow what has to be done by the leading of yourown mind , go for your goals and mostly nevergive up

Those are the words of an unspoken soul in an unthinkable mind living insiden unborn life, once you read them you heart starts to tear, your feeling are

oosing control and you memories lead you to the past, when you walk away

rom your self your soul begs for someone to be there, listen, talk back and

mostly understand, to make things ok and secure to live, giving up on

omething you wanted and not needing it anymore from falling down once or

wice is a shame you should beware from, your all you need and you have to

know that what comes up to your mind is what you have to get, it has to begood goals, look in your soul and forgive your spirit, the one that speaks up for

you and inside you all the time, the halo that escapes dark shadows away to

protect you and keep you close to your spirit soul is what you need to think of

again and have mercy to

Deep inside you it's getting cold I know, and you think that time is sick of us

nd we have less time, counting up the years while staring up at what you built


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but every deep glance of you is killing you, thats when concise is involved

with high spirit and skills for you to get what's fair, to see what I see

Push yourself to wait for what can be for you, stand on your feet and dont failyourself down, something is there all the time to pull your broken sounds back

o life and feel what you came here to do, life is short and the only reason you

re here is to do what you came for, live up for yourself and believe in what

falls from the sky has to be set by the ground

The smile in your eyes tell me the truth of what you can do, the colors are full

of joy and faith which will fill up life with perfect senses like a baby fills hismothers chest with sweet tears full of glory and charming hopes

Promises take one deep spot in our life, as we lay here to watch what can

possibly be the next episode of what we live, which hopefully is for our owngood

You have to work hard, you have to see the unseen blessings in where you live,

your heart is your only guide, you think with your mind, pray with your heart

nd figure out what's going on with your soul, you have to pass the path this

time and be what you came here to be

Chains are less pressure than they were because as you learn tight effects get

ighter and give you less punishment, you came here to do something and you

have lead yourself to the right way through

Success is our headline today, fear is what we fight the most, raising ourhoughts to be lived and grown in a better place is what we had came to and

hat's how we see ourselves pleasing the one man we came here to draw a smileon his unfading face in our lives

Loving each other is something we published in the book of life thoughts,

memories can only have good effects and high meanings, you are what we

aised so you are whom we depend on and whom we are sure will never let us

down, we trust you and believe in you, we count on you and wait for you to do

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n the prayers of peace, trust and believing we are all here to prove whom we

re, we are the second light of life after faith because we fallow faith and we are

ived by it, when we hear the whispers of a crying soul we do our best to finish

what we came here for, we gather as one spirit and bend for those who needhelp, we give out all we got as one hand, one body and one life to help millions

others out there who scream to see what we have to give from faith and love

've been told that I'm blessed to be alive because with the few words of mine I

have helped plenty of people go through things they couldnt go through alone,

have made some alive inside because I believe in humans and I'm sure you

now believe in yourself too, the angels talk as the nights listen, crimes fall from

unvisited thoughts to the crime of heart breaking, hearing the whispers of death,peaking in the minds of hope, feeling the actions of non breathing souls

between what we live and the mixture of what can possibly go wrong, we once

gain live beyond the hug of the waves to the shore, the protection of the sky tot's stars, and the replacement of the moon in the time when the sun has to

eave, we feel calm, we are ok, and dead souls are still dead yet alive and

immortal inside us, and will always be that way as long as we live

Leading the way with voices of sanity, trying to block the shadow of nonstop

hinking and bloody tears, once again you can't stand up in your same old shoes

to be whom you really were before you met you

The fear of the deepness is what we count for, like the deepness of wells, you

ook down and you dont know what's hidden behind the black soul if it was

here, falling through the hall of mistakes then finding the light of faith that wasgrowing inside you all the time but you where blind and not sighted enough to

know that when love comes out to life from a mother to her child and the wayhe teaches her child to spread love back in this life is the secret of how

verything works, all you had to do is look down in your insides and know that

the source of life is you and only inside you

The bottom line here is to do what you came here to do and be what you

believe in, you are perfect for being whom you are and I will always be here for

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The talks of a father is what you have in your life and will always be there for

you to keep in your mind and never forget, as long as you chase away the

haunted thoughts that may take you to the far place where your not there

meaning you'll be lost, then found with no faith

The sensitivity behind bars, the man with a broken soul, the missing part of my

ife and many others lives, the one who would fly anywhere to get us anything

we want, the half creation of me, the locked up emotional flame hidden in his

nsides, is the only guy I know will never break my heart, he's the only one

named after his name, the only place he can take is everywhere in our hearts

and each memory in our life, daddy is who he is and what got us to liveWhen I look up at the moon and talk, I know it does not reply me back but I

lso know it's the one place that holds my father inside so when I talk it helps

me fight back my dark sides and beat the sound of what can possibly harm me,'m never alone, I am whom I am, and I will be this way because he takes away

all what bothers me, and makes me feel safe again

Secure yourself with the believing of faith my friends, and the morning will

oon come, I will tell you a story that has touched millions of people's hearts

out there but was hidden by the dust where nobody could get close to it, you are

he story I have to tell, you are what I have been looking for, your mind is what

've been whispering to yet nobody is responding, I needed a story to tell about

better time, about feelings that we once knew and left behind, before we had

een the dirt and lived in pain, before humans had attacked themselves and lostach others value, before we knew west from left, before a house was called a

home to gather in and be whom you came here to be. Soulless minds are whatwe fear again and it is time to wake up, it is time to reach the time when we are

ll being what we can be and want to be, when my father came to the place

where I was born and scared my fears away from my life, when he was always

here for me and had nothing to say but: "darling be safe and hold your way

hrough the safe path". And that is when I knew where I belong, it is when I've

een it in his remarkable look and the truth is screaming it's way out of his

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when I had no idea what life meant, when the life has started but I was unborn

n the laps of what I missed, daddy would you please be the anime of my

heart?, would you call my name in my ears once again?, would you hold my

hand and tuck me into bed while I fall asleep?.. He is not responding, butdoes that mean he is not listening? No, I know what it means and I will share it

n the darkest sides of where nobody could see anything but his name fallowed

by my name leading to the greatest way of light and tender

There you go, a story of a soul holding a broken wing all her life that could

only be healed by the passion of what her soul can carry and her breaths can

peak, she came to the battle of life wanting to win and she has, she drew themile on her dead father's soul and she made it to where she had left a mark, not

xactly what she had asked for but life taught her that getting something you

dont want or even like, does not mean it's the end of it, it means opening abook and not liking the title hold more for you than what you see

Sarah is the legend of her life, she is the mark of her events and the special

occasion people gather to see what he built in her before he had left, and not

veryone knows how to hold on to what they are taught, but Sarah is what we

came to see so Sarah is what we watched

May she be blessed in her life, may the road hold her to the bottom of it's heart,

may she see and feel what's best in life, it is time to be on her own now and

only you know what to do now

After the screaming of a dead soul, the halo of his daughter, delighted of whathe is living, here comes the whispers of the fallowing spirit that has been

taught to read, listen and learn

t doesnt have to be the same wind, it's not suppose tobe the same wall you bump into, never let it be the sameump, let your mountain have less height whenever youcan get through it, let your heart be your slave in grace,

et your soul know the way to your mind by fallowing the


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whispers of unthinkable believing in whom you reallyareLeave space for yourself and feel what you know, wish

what you desire and go for what you want, never letanything go unless you know it's not right for you, knowwhere you belong and give what you have to in order toake what's good for you and never make a fire out ofwhat can be lead in fine hands by your sweet soul

Look at the bright side of life and know that it's only yourshow so you have to play your roles the right way andhat it's ok to make mistakes it only makes you know

how to do it better next time, and thats how my soulspeaks in the tight darkYou can make your way out by the wings of any angelhat you have and you can see your hopes and makehem come true only if you want to, goals dont come to

you, they never will unless you make your way up tothem otherwise your life has no goals

Dreams are talks that can be seen in your mind, spoken by your thoughts and

live by your hopes , they are what can make you see what you have ahead

you , what pushes you to go on and move what ever is there to stop you, and

his time it's not about time or what's waiting for you because it's ok to fall soyou can get up again and obey what you leant, it's all about what you achieve

nd learn from what you get and to teach yourself to make all your dreams

come true by keeping your faith wherever it lays in you in life

And those where the last touches of Sarah's heart to whom she loves and lives

or, while her tears fill her eyes with hope and faith to keep up with life and do

her best that she can


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Written by: Leena Quraini

Presented to: Sarah al Jamal

Wishing the rest in peace for her fatherBased on a true story

Dedicated to our family and friends

Thank you

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